Fubar Blog Posts 4

I'm Tired
Over the last few months, I've taken a hit because of the friends I choose. I have had men on the site that I've been involved with that had certain pics of me that I did not want to be public b/c I truly believe that some thing should only be shared among couples. I have posted those so no one thinks they have anything over my head. It is what it is and i hope I maintain the same respect that I had before. Recently, I've found someone that i'm really feeling. I am NOT a person that believes in double standards or hiding anything so I've posted it all. I hope that he will realize that the person I am in private is the same person that I am in public and get to know me for me. If I end up with a friend...awesone...if I end up with someone who means more......even better........ I hope that you all understand that I am the same ride or die bitch I always was... Further more, if you read my bulletin, you'll know, I am loyal to all of my friends, no matter who they are

Some Itunes Feedback For "the Price Of Human Ruin"
Passing along some of the loving we are seeing on iTunes! "Awesome! This is a great album!" "check this out....this cd is so awesome all of u need to buy this cd it is worth every penny" "its an awesome album, i love it even my mom loves it!!!! hope you guys can start a tour that would be awesome :)" "Well Worth the $4.99....The music is amazing, and paired with top notch production and recording this hard hitting melodic metal is nothing short of amazing. I'm a huge fan of this music." Wow, thanks so much folks! More coming soon hopefully! Ace

Man Walks Free After Sheep Refuses To Testify
Monday, July 30, 2007 Sheep A sheep like this couldn't take the stand A man who was accused of having sex with a sheep has walked free after the animal was unable to testify. The man, from Haaksbergen, near Utrecht, the Netherlands, was reported to police after a farmer caught him having sex with a sheep. But the case was thrown out of court as the sheep couldn't take to the stand to testify it didn't want to have sex and had suffered emotional stress. Under Dutch law, bestiality is not a crime unless it can be proved the animal didn't want to have sex. 'Short of putting the sheep in the dock, at the moment these perverts cannot be prosecuted,' said animal rights campaigner Jos van Huisen. Minister of Justice Ernst Hirsch Ballin has said he plans to change the law to make bestiality a criminal offence. metro.co.uk

Plz Dont Steal I Wrote Diz
o were r u now dat i need u im slowly fadin away i gave u ma heart i gave u ma love but it neva seemz to b enough u just keep pushin me away ma heart iz slowly breakin i wanna stay but how much mo of ur lies can ma heart take tha tymez i needed u tha most u were neva der wen i cryed were u even der 4 me no wen told me u loved me it was all a lie but i believed u over n over u lied n hurt me n made me cry but i still stayed by ur side i trusted u i gave u wat was left of ma heart n u just broke it i cryed n needed u n asked 4 help but u alwayz to busy 4 me

...wtf Ever!!...
...what really pisses me off is the fact that people cannot understand my situation. I don't talk to many people. I speak when I have something to say. I speak when I beleive it to be appropriate. If I choose to not speak to someone, should I be punished by that someone? Should that someone be rude to me? Fuck no. I am under a lot of stress. Last month I found out that my room mates are moving back to San Jose, CA. I had a 2nd job that gave me access to a truck and it paid my rent as well a debt that I owed my room mate. The truck was my room mate's, it is/was part of a landscaping business, hence the 2nd job. Now that is all gone. I am back to pulling money out of no where. I have to have rent by the 2nd of Aug. 2K7, that will be my whole check. I have to find a new place to live by the end of Aug 2K7... ...I am SO damn aggitated that people continually are aggitated that I don't talk to them. I am SORRY! But I really have to find a place to go...I am not going to sit here and talk t

I Need Visitors
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Road Rage Or Stupid Drivers?
OMG!! who else out there is annoyed by those lil granny-type drivers? the ones that drive 20miles under the limit, out in the fast lane none the less. then theres just the idiots that drive out in the fast lane..not passin anyone, just crusin' that when u have to pass them in the slow lane they flip ya off!! What the hell is up w/ that shit? and another thing...what the hell is up w/ the people that are out in the fast lane and take the exit from that lane cutting others off?!!! not sure if its lack of proper med dosages or if its just road rage, but damn...i just wanna have a big ol' monster truck and show these idiots a few lessons. I have been in several accidents...NONE OF WHICH WERE MY FAULT!!! Now whats that tell ya?

Blah Blah Blah
So, I am sitting here at 3AM, wondering why the hell I am still awake...And it dawns on me that I am awake because my mind refuses to shut the hell up. Thinking is becoming my downfall.And it's not just one thing, Oh no that would be too easy. It's a little bit of everything all jumbled together and trying to get out in new ways.. Although sometimes I do have some pretty strange thoughts come out of it.. But thats not the point.. I want to go to bed, but I just lay there, going over the day in my mind, thinking what I should have done that I didn't do, and why did I do what I did do? Confused? Try being me..LOL I did manage to make sense of some of the rambling with my dragon poem/story that I posted earlier. That took me a while to write which isn't normal for me. But wait, define normal..LoL...No such thing if you are talking about me. Ok enough rambling and randomness.. Time for some music, singing out loud and off key, and dancing with the mop...Catch y'all laterz!!!

A Comment About Me
recently...someone made a comment referring to ME saying "could be worse, could be related to mother" or something to that effect. well, i say poop on that! im a good time damnit. i could be your red headed step brother. im just sayin. worse...pssh. such crap. such fool-headed crap, i says. fuck man. ya know what else is stupid? when ya wait 5 god damn days for an auction on ebay and then you get outbid. i mean. what hte fuck?! and when you leave your dead cell phone in some one else's car? that sucks too. im fucking tired and cant god damn sleep either, so ya know what? THAT SUCKS TOO. AND. my old man stopped by today. AKWARD...and yep. SUCK. god damnit.

My Wish...
If i could go back... I would have told u I loved u every morning.. and woke you up with kisses.... I would have taken all my insecurities and kept them to myself.. or talked to u more... I love u so much... i dont even know what to say...

What Is In A Name Anyway?
Good Morning. How are you today? I am good. A Name is a name is a name right? Well perhaps not. Do you know and I know before I start I spoke of this before with weird names people choose for their children…I won’t stride down that path again but let me say this. People will pay for a name for their children…OH YEA! Here is the story, some parents feel "unprecedented levels of angst" to pick cool enough names for their kids, with some even hiring consultants, according to a June Wall Street Journal report. Baby-book authors charge clients $50 for a list of "special" names, and half-hour phone consultations go for $95. Another adviser charges $350 for three calls plus a comprehensive linguistic history of the selected name, and one California mother paid $475 to a numerologist to "test" the name Leah Marie for "positive associations." The Journal blames the problem on too much information about names (from the Internet), as well as parents' fear of dooming their child for life by insuff

The Bike Ride
THE BIKE RIDE YOU CALLED AND ASKED ME TO TAKE A BIKE RIDE WITH YOU. OF COURSE I SAID. WE AGREED TO MEET AT THE LOCAL MEETING PLACE. WHEN I GOT THERE YOU HAD NOT ARRIVED YET. I WONDERED IF YOU WERE GOING TO STAND ME UP, BUT JUST THEN YOU RODE IN. I ASKED WHERE WE WHERE GOING AND YOU SAID JUST FOLLOW ME. I GOT ON MY BIKE AND FOLLOWED YOU. WE RODE FOR AWHILE. YOU PULLED OFF THE ROAD AND I WONDERED IF SOMETHING WAS WRONG. I ASKED YOU WHAT GOING ON AND YOU POINTED TO A PATH WAY THAT WAS ALMOST HIDDEN FROM THE ROAD. WE PULLED OUR BIKES IN JUST OUT OF SITE FROM THE ROAD. IT WAS APLACE I NEVER BEEN BEFORE. WE WALKED DOWN THIS LITTLE PATH FOR A LITTLE WHILE TALKING AS WE WENT. I KEPT ASKING YOU WHERE ARE WE GOING AND YOU REPLIED JUST WAIT FOR A FEW MINUTES AND YOU'LL SEE. AS WE WALKED UP TO THE END OF THE PATH, I WAS AMAZED AT THE PLACE I SAW. IT WAS A SMALL OPENING WITH A FEW TREES AND A VIEW OF MOUNTAINS OFF IN THE DISTANCE, A SMALL CREEK.IT WAS A BEAUIFUL PLACE. THE SMELL OF THE OF

Chris' Pimpout
OK everyone this is my bestest bud Chris’ (Joker’s) first attempt at an official PIMPOUT!! This is his FAMILY list....... HIT EM UP!! QUICKSILVERGIRL a/k/a KATRINITY QuickSilverGirl a/k/a Katrinity@ fubar EVIL*THE BI-BITCH evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar HARLEY PRINCESS (Dawn, my real life big sis. She’s awesome!) Harley Princess Honorable Society Of Wolves@ fubar CRAZYSEXALICIOUSBITCH / DARKANGEL CrazySexaliciousBitch@ fubar CHERRY*SPLASH ~Cherry*Splash~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar BLAKPNTHR68 `blakpnthr68`~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar ~~RHANDA~~ ~~Rhanda~~@ fubar SIMPLY COMPLICATED Simply Complicated@ fubar RECK .... she's pretty much my favorite disaster!! RECK ~Founder~Native_Rebels & Owner of the Native_Rebels Lounge

To All My Freinds
Hello to all my friends.. I am sorry I havent been on line. The place I moved to don't have cable internet yet, but soon... I am getting a new Harley in two weeks and am going to cross the USA on it.. love to stop in and see ya.. My cell Number is 803-508-2424 if you want to say hello just give me a call. I will be back on line soon. Love you all... big hugs and kisses to all you ladys.. Bikerguy (Jim)

Ronnie
another simple song triggered the water works over the bastard i use to call my husband.why i stil love him and why my hart hurts when i hear a song he use to sing to me is beyond me. why can't i just freakin get over him?i really try to stay away from songs that remind me of him and they are some of my fave. songs. how can someone just throw away a hole life? i mean we have two kids and now i am pretty much all alone. i just want to move on like he appears to have done.but three years come on people how can the man not see that i still love him? he use to complaine about how i changed and how he wanted "the old me" back and now i am the "old" me and he is nowhare to be found. i honestly think he was my soul mate and i let him slip through my fingers over a fuckin girl. well there is one song that says it all perfectly.. here by me by three doors down. i burn that song up. so heres to him and the prayer that someday he will come back to me whare he belongs.

Three Things To Think About...
Three Things to Think About: 1. Cows 2. The Constitution, and 3. The Ten Commandments Cows - Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a single cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow. The Constitution - They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore. The Ten Commandments - The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a courthouse is this: You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery", and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and politicians. It creates a hostile work

Presumptions
A man walks up to his dresser and puts his money in his pocket. He picks up his cigarettes, his lighter, and puts them in his pocket as well. Checking the mirror one last time, he steps out the door and starts his walk down the street. It's his day off, and he thought he might go down to the park and see if there isn't a pickup volleyball game or something. The weather is nice on this Wednesday afternoon. Less than 100 paces from his house, he is approached by another man, "Excuse me, could you tell about the keys in your pocket?" "What keys?" "It's Wednesday morning, so you must be off to work, and statistics show that everyone in this city owns a car, so you must be headed to work, therefore driving, and so you have keys in your pocket." "It's my day off today." "Nobody has a day off on a Wednesday." "I do. Also, no keys in my pocket, but yes I own a car." "Turn out your pockets then. Prove it." "I can't. They're sewn in." "You just don't want me to see the keys. Why

Pet Peeves.
So I have a beef this morning, ALREADY! You know i'm pretty accomodating on most things. MOST, not everything. I keep fubar ON FUBAR, and that's just how it is. I like how when people ask me what my messenger name is that after I tell them no they can't have it they suddenly get all idignant and then i'm talking down to them when I say that. Sorry, but that's not me talking down to you folks, that's just me telling you how it is. I don't just add people on my personal messengers on a whim. I mean I need some place to hide to right? So yeah. I know. I'm a bitch. You don't have to tell me twice.

Saying Good Bye
Well I had 12 ppl read my blog and some of my real friends work really hard rating some of my things and some of u have not. I have your points when u said u that u would be my friend now that you have done nothing the rest of you will be gone and find your points else where.(YOU SCRATCH MY BACK I'LL SCRATCH YOURS) My so called friends will be deleted soon!

An Encyclopedia Of Repression!
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Dream
In the space between your dreaming, you will show me all your secrets. And with a kiss i will crease your soul and coax you through the glass, melting colors of the night become faint shadows in your eyes and our love will meet for a moment. In place where time retreats in a moment we are joined my need and your desire and moment we are eternal, my ancient heart and your new devotion.

Where I Live
I have been asked a few times what's it like where I live. Just thought I would write about what it is like around the area that I live in. Well as I say on my profile I live in North Shields, a town on the north bank of the river Tyne just east of the city of Newcastle Upon Tyne and just over a mile from the north sea. North Shields is surrounded on three sides by the once busy shipbuilding town of Wallsend which is where Hadrians Wall ended, and hence was named after. Between North Shields and the sea is Tynemouth village now a favourite haunt for surfers, the upmarket suburb of Newcastle I guess you could call it. North of Tynemouth lies the small former fishing village of Cullercoats with the town of Whitley Bay to the north of there. North Shields is best known for it's connect with the river. It has a ferry terminal where ferries leave for destinations in Norway, Sweden, Denmark and the Netherlands. The fish quay was for a long time it's largest employer with over two h

Love
"When your love for God is a part of your focus, things will fall into place." Keep it tight, keep it right, my sistahs. As singles, we have great work to do in the earth (I Corinthians 7:32). Rules Rules from God 1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." Psalms 118:24 2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive w ay to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant f or us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lips guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up!!... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing go

To All The Fathers
This goes out to all the wonderful fathers of the world. I know that a lot of the time, the good fathers are hiding behind the shadows of the "deadbeat" dads everywhere, and do not get the praise and thanks that they deserve. Well, you need to hear that you are appreciated and that you are doing a good job! This is for all fathers, the ones who get the pleasure of being in their children's lives each and every day, and for the ones that wished they could be, but can't because of many different circumstances. And a prayer goes out to the ones that have to fight with their children's mother in order to see their children, because the mother has an issue with him (and it has no basis about him mistreating his children)… I pray that the mother will realize that she is only hurting her children for this. Fathers Are Wonderful People - Helen Steiner Rice Fathers are wonderful people, too little understood, And we do not sing their praises As often as we should... For, som

The True Worth Of Friends
Many people do not know the worth of true friends. Either they have not experiences the joys of true friends or they have not been blessed with the experience of having any. But those that know what it takes to be a true friend also know how easy it is to not tell them how much you appreciate them. So this is showing my appreciate for all that you have done for me, currently do for me, and will continue to do for me in the future... as I will do the same for you! YOU ARE ALL APPRECIATED EVERYDAY! I found this story and have loved it from the day that I first read it. It was originally written in terms of "girlfriends". But as I have also learned through the years, true friends can be male or female; as I experienced many of these scenarios with BOTH my female and male friends. So I could easily switch the words to "true friends" instead of "girlfriends". I hope you enjoy it... Young and newly married, I relaxed under a pecan tree on a hot Texas summer day, drinking iced tea a

My Pimpout
This is my real first pimpout.I have pimped people maybe for having a bad day or someone saying that they get no love from there friends.I always say my friends are the best.My first pimpout is going to be friends that have been with me since day or close to day one on what was Lost Cherry. They have always been there no matter the situation. Even when things get crazy with me on leveling they are always there. Stop by Rate, Fan and Add them I garentee you wont be sorry to have them as friends.They all show love and are true friends to have. Karen@ fubar ~WÇKÐ GÖÐÐÈ§§~@ fubar Fireman 7 C.T. FIRE DEPARTMENT@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar Captain Caveman -nWo-CT Pimp & Ho Society*Jessie's CT Hubby*@ fubar wishful thinking@ fubar **Christie**@ fubar ~JaMie~ I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~CLUB F.A.R.~FAN ADD RATE ME -------->@ fubar Thanks for checking out my friends

Letter From Lance
There's nothing I like more than a good challenge - something that pushes you to your limit and makes you look inside yourself to go farther than you ever thought you could. I've been challenged in the Tour de France and in the New York City marathon. Through my battle with cancer though, I was pushed beyond what I thought was possible. I now wake up every day thankful, and ready to stand up in the face of a disease that I despise. At the Foundation, we've translated that challenge of fighting cancer into a physical event. From your participation last year, you know that the LIVESTRONG Challenge is unlike any other - it embodies the courage and tenacity within all cancer survivors and allows individuals to make a statement in the cancer fight. Thank you for participating last year. It's because of you that we were able to raise more than $10 million to help fight the number one killer of people under the age of 85. Now - I want you back. This year we're working with my friends

Whooo....hooooo Level 18.. :)
I want to thank all of you just now for rateing all my stuffies.. lol Hey I finally made it to Level 18.............Dam.. that was a hard one.. LMFAO!!!! I will be back i na few and give back the love to ya all.. :) Until I run out or rates and shit comments anyway.. ROFL!!!!!!!! Thanks ya'll again for helping me .. Soooooooooooooo very much appreciated!!!! :) (((((((((((((((STARTS TO RUN AROUND THE ROOOOOM DOING THE HAPPY GET YOUR FREAK ON ZOMBIE DANCE.......lol......Oooooouch... I fall down and go BOooooooooooooooom...))))))))))))))) ;) :P LMAO!!

If You Read This....
Fan and rate my girls please :D HellzAngel ~ The Little Evil That Could@ fubar Ruby Cairo {SSDC}@ fubar GamerChick Wifey (fubar) to "XXX"@ fubar Eliza"bitch"@ fubar Phenomenal Woman:::Owner of PWL:::@ fubar Synfully Yours@ fubar Kristan Smith@ fubar

I'm So Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.." TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN

Look'n For Members
ive opened 2 lounges,,1 that is a metal biker room(freedom fighters) and the other is for that country biker lover (hole in the wall saloon),,all colors are welcome,,so are woman,,dont need a bike here ,, just have to love to chat and party!!!!

Next One To Happen Is The Year 2287
ITS AMAZING..... *Two moons on 27 August* *27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for...* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again.

Bondage
BONDAGE Now as my love I want you to know that I trust you. And because I trust you I cover my eyes with a scarf and allow you to bind my hands and feet. Now unable to see or move I want you to know I trust you. As my body laid undress across the bed I await your touch. I can now hear you moving about me and my head moves to the sound of you and then you touch me. First wet and warm I think it must be your tongue that is moving across my breast and now down to my private part and then you stop. Now cold and wet is your touch from the bottom of my foot to the enter walls of my private part. You press it in a little never to find it again. I think this must be ice. Now from hot to cold my body yearns for more of your touch so please touch me and I let you because I trust you. Now there are sounds of you moaning and moving around the bed and my heart is racing from the anticipation of your touch. Yet this ti

Read It And Fucking Do It!!!
IF YOU DON'T WANT ME AS FRIEND THEN TAKE ME OFF UR GOD DAMN LIST STOP FUCKEN FANING ME!! IM TIRED PEOPLE ADDING ME IF YOUR NOT GOING TALK ME!!! NOW IF YOU WANT BE FRIENDS THAT'S KOOL IF YOU DON'T THEN TAKE ME OFF THIS BULL SHIT!!!

Elementary-school Blonde
Mrs. Karlson's youngest daughter came home from school one afternoon... She ran to her mum and said, "Mummy, today at school we learnt how to count. Well, all the other girls only counted to 5, but listen to me: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10! It's good, innit?" "Yes darling, very good," her mother assurred her. "Is that because I'm blonde?" she asked. "Yes darling," responded the mother, "it's because you're blonde." The next day she came home from school and said, "Mummy, today at school we learnt the alphabet. All the other girls only went as far as 'D', but listen to me: A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K! It's good innit?" "Yes darling, very good," said the mom. "Is that because I'm blonde, mummy?" asked the inquisitive charge. "Yes, darling, it's because you're blond," said mother. The next Day, she returns from school and cries, "Mummy, today we went swimming. Well, all the other girls have no breasts, but look at me!" She proceeds to flash her impressive 3

Fake Profile
I came across this profile and I know the Lady in the photos and have been friends with her for a long while.I emailed her and asked if itwas Her and she said it is NOT her.The Pics were ripped from The Real Lady's website. Here is the Fakers profile http://fubar.com/user/1023532

The Sound Of Caffeine
Clink, clink, whir, ca-ching Bang, bang, boom Crinkle, twist, hiss, fizz Slosh, slurp, sigh Gulp, Gurgle, Guzzle. Inhalegasppant Bounce, Prance, Quiver, Pounce, Dance, Shake, Go, go, go! Snoooooooooooooooore.

Fucking Anger Filled Ranting
grrr i hate stupid ppl whether they're men or women see i cant understand what drives someone to say stupid shit it drives me insane trying to figure out these idiots.....men get jealous talk shit women do the same in some ways least the ones that REALLY get jealous shit its the fucken internet all this place is, is bullshit everyone lies everyone puts on fake fucken smiles to get attention once the attentions gone they get pissed an dont wanna let go....shit back the off if someone doesnt wanna talk to you dont push it just step back an do something else..... GRRRRRRR an we're all suppose to be adults here what a load of shit....its all kid shit or even as low as fucken high school shit... damn

The Bridge
You brought me to the bridge you built of intoxicated nostalgia and romance fantasies, and as I crossed to the other side I evaporated, condensed, and fell as fresh tears. But I turned around in time to see my liquid reflection clinging to the rail. Claws in skin. You blinded me with a starry night and paralyzed me with what ifs, so that before I could react or see my heart some how got stuck to you. I did my best to rip it away, but flecks of you remained. Wool on velcro. You laid me down upon my back and exposed what no one else could. I was caressed with careful hands of electric current and silky words like "gorgeous" and "delicious," but as the distance grew greater each time it got harder to hear your song. Coda to decrescendo. You hid me in a secret drawer and while I waited in the blissful darkness, you always left the light on for her. She finally broke back inside with her hand-crafted key made from silver-tongued lies and jewel encrusted promi

Cherokee
Long, long ago, a great island floated in a giant ocean. This island hung from four thick ropes from the sky, which was solid rock. There were no peoples and it was always dark. The animals could not see so they got the sun and put it in a path that took it across the island from east to west each day. The animals and plants were told by the Great Spirit to stay awake for seven days and seven nights but most could not and slept. Those plants that did stay awake, such as the pine and cedar and those few others were rewarded by being allowed to remain green all year. All the others were made to lose their leaves each winter. Those animals that did stay awake, such as the owl and the mountain lion and those few others were rewarded with the ability to go about in the dark. Then the people appeared. Myth 2 Long ago, before there were any people, the world was young and water covered everything. The earth was a great island floating above the seas, suspended by four rawhide ropes repr

Venting
hypothetical thought for the day.say you were in a relationship with a couple who had been together for a while and technically you are the new person. one of the other people has the seniority complex that makes them think they are entitled to more priviledged things. In actuallity you are supposed to be as equals in the relationship. Everything goes great for a while but then every few months hell break loose because something doesn't seem right with the seniority complex. Its just so frustrating right now. It makes a person wonder if they really are wanted in the relationship. I'm tired of playing the game of cat and mouse. I can't keep going through it. There is a reason behind my posting this as a public matter because I want input on how this should be handled. I'm pissed off and upset and hurt by it. The person is one of my partners. You know who you are and I know that you will read this eventually. You can rant and vent to our other partner but you can't come to me. You say t

Waiting For You!!!
I lie awake waiting for you. As I lie on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, you lay on my naked body...You sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me without any guilt or humiliation, and you nearly drove me crazy while you drained me. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone. I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic ravishing's, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you............ .......DAMN mosquito!

Best Of Intentions
well yeaterday I made up my mind to go enroll back in school, but me being my procrastnating self didnt do it, Im so pissed with myself but as Scarlet O'hara says, Ill wait till tomorrow or something like that, that seems to be my motto in life as of recently. But I know, I need to get off my ass and do something with my life, but, I just cant seem to make myself do it, maybe I should just go get a crazy check, but that would be giving up, but then again,I feel like Ive already given up, things never seem to look up for me, but maybe thats my fault, they say you make your own luck, I really need that recipe..that would be great...anyways thanx again for readin my crap! ~Lexi

How Are You In Bed?!
What are you like in bed?Wild and RomanticYou seem to be both wild and loving in the bedroom! You like to have an equal balance of both the sexualness and the love between you and that person!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Which Penis Do You Have?
The Excedrin Penis: It's thhhhiiiiiisssss big. The Snickers Penis: It satisfies you. The Magnavox Penis: Smart. Very Smart. The Life Call Penis: Its fallen and it can't get up. The American Express Penis: Don't leave home without it. The Tootsie Roll Pop Penis: How many licks DOES it take...? The M & M Penis: Melts in your mouth, not in your hand. The Lucky Charms Penis: It's magically delicious. The Energizer Penis: It keeps going and going... The Right Guard Penis: Anything less is uncivilized. The Campbells Soup Penis: Mmm mmm good. The McDonald's Penis: Over 8 billion served. The Ragu Penis: Comes out chunkier than the rest. The All-State Penis: You're in good hands. The 7-Up Penis: The UN-penis. The Barq's Penis: The one with bite. The Beef Penis: It's what's for dinner. The Bud Lite Penis: Great Taste, Less Filling. The Twizzler Penis: It makes mouths happy. The Starburst Penis: T

Try And Love Again...
When you're out there On your own Where your memories Can find you. Like a circle goes around You were lost until You found out What it all Comes down to. One by one The lonely feelings come. Day by day They slowly fade away. Ooh, the look Was in her eyes, You never know what Might be found there. She was dancing right In time and the moves She made so fine Like the music That surrounds her. Should I stay or go? I really wanna know. Would I lose or win If I try and love again? Ohh..gonna try and love again. Ohh..I'm gonna try and love again. Right or wrong, What's done is done. It's only moments That you borrow. But the thoughts Will linger on Of the lady and her song When the sun comes up tomorrow. Well, it might take years To see through all these tears. Don't let go, When you find it You will know. Ohh..gonna try and love again. Ohh..gonna try and love again.

Jealousy
Have you ever thought about how much jealousy is a huge problem in the world? It is the main reason for so much hatred. I know I see it all the time. And for what? There is no reason for it. I have women jealous over me thinking I am trying to steal their man. Uhm, hello, I am just a flirt and a tease, THAT'S IT. My friendship with people worth more to me then to ruin it over sex. There is only one man I have been with for almost four years now. He takes care of my needs damn good, no need for anyone else. I have men jealous of me because I know their women better then they do. Damn, take the time out of your selfish schedule, and talk to her. Actually get to know her and her needs!!!! I have a co-worker jealous because I can not only do my job, but her's too. PAY ATTENTION!!!!!!!! Might actually learn what you are doing wrong. Also, quit being so mad at the world thinking everyone is after you. Some people are actually trying to help you. Now just open your e

For Once My Horrorscope Makes Sense
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For July 31,2007 Living successfully means in part learning to live with paradox. Case in point: you can be innocent and wise simultaneously. This realization helps you out when it comes to snags you've encountered lately. Anyone who knows anything about the past few weeks with me will understand...

True Friend
What is a true friend ? we all think that we have true friends then we find out they arent as true a friend as we thought they were .. Some times in life we do come accross a true friend who stands beside us no matter what and is there to wipe away the tears when we cry and sometimes they cry with us .. i my self have came across a few i thought were true friends and turned out they were 2 faced friends who would as soon talk about me as to be a friend.. anyway in our life time we have alot of people come and go in our life but the true friends will always stay no matter what ...

Survey
122 out of 136 Level 1 l (x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (x) done weed (x) kissed a member of the same sex (x) drank alcohol SO FAR: 5 Level 2 (x) been in love (x) been dumped (x) shoplifted (x) been fired () been in a fist fight SO FAR: 9 Level 3 (x) snuck out of a parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (x) gone out on a blind date SO FAR: 13 Level 4 (x) had a crush on an older person (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker (x) seen someone/something die SO FAR: 16 Level 5 (x) had/have a crush on one of ur MYSPACE friends ( ) been to Paris ( ) been to Spain (x) been on a plane () thrown up from drinking SO FAR: 18 Level 6 () eaten Sushi () been snowboarding () met someone BECAUSE of myspace (x)been mosh pitting SO FAR: 19 Level 7 () been in an abusive relationship (x)taken pain killers (x) love someone rig

I Hate My Car
So today, and for the past few days, been working on my car with my friend. I bought new headers (Kooks Long Tubes), Kooks X-Pipe, and Borla Exhaust. Spent about $2,300 on this shit. These headers are a bitch and a half to install. I may have the Goddamned thing towed and installed professionally. This is seriously kicking my ass. I feel like I've been fisted all day long today and have nothing more to look forward to beside more fisting tomorrow and the day after. I'm going to beat the hell out of my car. Argh!! Gonna go take a shower, get some food, and take 3 benadryl and go to sleep. I'm mentally and physically fucking exhausted.

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

So True....
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE IS SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them,

Bigger
Bigger A flat chested young lady went to Dr. Smith about enlarging her tiny breasts. Dr. Smith advised her, 'Every day after your shower, rub your chest and say, 'Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies!' She did this faithfully for several months! She grew terrific D-cup boobs! One morning she was running late, got on the bus, and in a panic realized she had forgotten her morning ritual. Frightened she might lose her lovely boobs if she didn't recite the little rhyme, she stood right there in the middle aisle of the bus closed her eyes and said, 'Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies.' A guy sitting nearby looked at her and asked 'Oh! Are you a patient of Dr. Smith's?' 'Yes I am... How did you know?' He, winked and whispered, 'Hickory dickory dock...'

Martha Stewart's Tips For Rednecks
> > GENERAL: > > 1. Never take a beer to a job interview. > > 2. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them. > > 3. It's considered tacky to take a cooler to church. > > 4. If you have to vacuum the bed, it is time to change the sheets. > > 5. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it is still rude > to drive the U-Haul to the funeral home. > > > DINING OUT: > > 1. When decanting wine from the box, make sure that you tilt the paper cup > and pour slowly so as not to "bruise" the fruit of the vine. > > 2. If drinking directly from the bottle, always hold it with your hands. > > > ENTERTAINING IN YOUR HOME: > > 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a > taxidermist. > > 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table, no matter how good his manners > are. > > > PERSONAL HYGIENE: > > 1. While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this is a job

My Best Friend
"You try to understand why, but there is no answer to the question. The only thing is I have to try to keep my head high, and live on." The sun goes down as the day ends, still I'm missing my best friend. You was always there, showing you care, workin' your knuckles bare. Ever since day one you took me under your wings, you taught me everything. When I was sick, you held the bucket to my lips, when I was lonely It was my forehead that you would kiss. Truth is sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, not knowing if it's true. So I grab my phone and dial the number to call you, I get two rings then a beep. "Wrong number, hang up and try again" that's what the woman tells me. I sit down to eat and the empty seat and it shows me, You can put out a plate an silverware, doesn't mean you'll really sit there. Some days I get under the weather, and drink myself under the table. Wonder what I'm doing till I remember your watching, then I'm able. I know

Traces Of Sadness
Traces of sadness find me dreaming What if a butterfly could blow a kiss across the room Could I just do a favor and turn around Liar and heartless they say I say joker and fool Not seeking the turth of life Can you say goodbye now to a shooting star Hold the edge of a sword for love Are you tough enough don't go to fast Cold vibes are there just look Stay the night and find the evil that is not there Shine on it is the life Could you walk now with your hand in mine now Or will you turn around and run or die Shine it on me the truth of your beliefs Don't you realize I don't care at all the coldest nights just another day to live Destroyed by you never Out of the corner of my mind My puzzles of my dreams I don't care at all I know that you are firing up my dreams Don't you realize running away to die is not the answer Where ever you go the dreams will be there Traces of sadness is looking for a hero Destroyed by you Don't you have a clue

Lady Gypsyrose
Lady GypsyRose This graphic is © Copyrighted to GypsyRose Lady GypsyRose Royal Vampire Regent Master of Weapons Master Martial Arts Trainer Clan War Priestess of Noturnus Elite Warriors Keeper of Castle Blood Rose VVv-vVV Skills: ESP/ Telekinesis /Teleport Lore of Forgotten Realms Master Martial Arts Weapons of choice: Enchanted Poison Darts / Sharp Bone Carved Daggers/Spiny Silver Nail Mallet/Mastered Crafted Sharp Double Bladed Swords Vampire Clan War Priest or Priestess Priesthood of Noc* is the third circle of the temple of the vampire and also is known as the inner temple or temple of the dragon. A vampire priest or priestess has successfully demonstrated an advanced application of the principles of vampirism and has sworn an oath to serve the temple. The priesthood of Noc* is the gateway to the hidden mysteries of the temple from which this earthly world is literally ruled. Vampire Regent History Time equals p

~~good Bye Mom~~
A young man shopping in a supermarket noticed a little old lady following him around. If he stopped, she stopped. Furthermore she kept staring at him. She finally overtook him at the checkout, and she turned to him and said, "I hope I haven't made you feel ill at ease; it's just that you look so much like my late son." He answered, "That's okay." "I know it's silly, but if you'd call out "Good bye, Mom" as I leave the store, it would make me feel so happy." She then went through the checkout, and as she was on her way out of the store, the man called out, "Goodbye, Mom." The little old lady waved, and smiled back at him. Pleased that he had brought a little sunshine into someone's day, he went to pay for his groceries. "That comes to $121.85," said the clerk. "How come so much ... I only bought 5 items.." The clerk replied, "Yeah, but your Mother said you'd be paying for her things, too." Don't trust little Old Ladies!!!

Chapter Three...the Classes
Chapter Three The classes Jack woke me up at what I found out was around 5am. “wake up sleepy head you don’t want to be late for your first day of class.” He said as he ran his hand down my body. “Oh don’t do that or I’ll never make it in time.” I said sleepily. He laughed and gave me a hard fast kiss and jumped out of bed. I saw that Chastity was already up and dressed and I asked Jack what I need to ware noting they where not in robes. “you only have to ware the robes to dinner and at gatherings. So I went and took a fast shower and got dressed. I pulled my hair up in a quick bun. And was ready to go. Jack took me down to the café, where they had coffee and muffins and then he walked me to class. To my surprise he walked in with me and went to the desk up front. Oh wonderful I thought my room mate and new lover was also my teacher. This should be fun. I took a set and saw the people who I had ate dinner with the night before all set down in there desk Good morning class t

The Magician And The Dove
I have no need for light. In the darkness I will seek what always hides. Pain is only my illusion. In this distorted reality you are the magician, and I am only the mere dove that you free from the cages. Freedom is not mine for I am beckoned back to my dark cage to show you hope is still alive in your faint heart....

We Are Alone
This shadow blankets my fears from your eyes to judge. You will never be what I expected, for now I have to walk alone in my mind. Trying to cut the memories out of you, but all they do is cut back. I can still feel your warmth on the back of my neck. I can remember breathing in your life into mine. You left me haunted memories, to tear me down everyday. I can remember your shadow disappearing into the hazy fog because you couldn't save me. And so on and so forth we will move into a darkness to fight what we all fear inside -Raven

The 3rd Affair
The 3rd Affair A mortician was working late one night. He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen! "I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz," the mortician commented, "I can't allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity." So, he removed it, stuffed it into his briefcase, and took it home. "I have something to show you won't believe," he said to his wife, opening his briefcase. "My God!" the wife exclaimed, "Schwartz is dead!"

Gentlemen ... Gentle Men ... A Dying Breed ~!
To every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every gu

We're A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

Confused At The Heart
know what really sucks ass? when ur in love with some one and they say they love u, and ur havin doughts that they do,and just want the truth from them just once, in order to know if u should say ok and move on in ur life

Just Got Diagnosed With Bells Palsy
Hello friends and visitors! I spent last night in the emergency room. Yesterday afternoon I noticed that I was having trouble closing my left eye. In the evening I was having trouble eating my dinner. It felt like I had just got back from the dentist and the novocaine had not worn off. After doing a little research on WebMD.com and talking to a nurse friend of mine, I decided I'd better get it checked out. (Do a symptom search on WebMD on "drooping face" and you can read all about it.) The ER doctor told me that I have Bells Palsy. I was familiar with this condition because my best friends dad has been through the same thing. I saw an Ear, Nose and Throat doctor today and he has given me some meds to fight the virus and relieve the swelling. It is usually caused by a viral infection. He said that a lot of people just have the virus in their bodies lying dormant until for whatever reason it decides to act up. I do not have any of the "obvious" symptoms like an ear infection

Lies
you treat me as though you need me when really we all know its just lies- lies, lies: lies; lies. i will fall for it every time just to warn myself. have you ever been so low, that you have to reach up to touch bottom..............

I Want Your #
I want Your # don't care who you are. I bet you won't give it to me.. ;] Name:___________________ Number:___________________ Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. Repost as: "i want ur #"

My Useless Tips To Make Me Weak
Ok so I am thinking that I just have relationships on my mind pretty badly tonight so I am going to write this blog and hopefully clear all realted thought away for now. I decided that I am going to give some tips on what I enjoy and what will make me weak in the knees and make me want to come back for more over and over again . . . Which I am sure some other gals will agree with and others will think I am insane, lol. But I am honest and that is what matters. 1. A man who will be honest with me even if it means my feelings will be hurt for a little while. I want to know that he values honesty and recognizes that despite the initial pain the truth is always better. 2. A man who wants to be with me, not one who says he does, one that actually does. I want a man who puts effort into being with me. I want to know that I am the one he wants, even if it is just a quick email during the day, or a text to say hello, or a voicemail so I can listen to his voice. It’s those small t

My Soul Belongs To You.
My eyes filled with sorrow, my heart an empty place, your touch, smile and beauty, can only fill that space, sometimes I think there’s no reason, to carry another day, then I think of you and my children, and it leaves that thought a stray, then in my mind you linger, and again I'm feeling sad, I never had a clue, being apart could hurt so bad, my soul is already taken, and you know it belongs to you, your my life, your my love, my heart belongs to you

Into My Arms - Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds
I don't believe in an interventionist God But I know, darling, that you do But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him Not to intervene when it came to you Not to touch a hair on your head To leave you as you are And if He felt He had to direct you Then direct you into my arms Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms And I don't believe in the existence of angels But looking at you I wonder if that's true But if I did I would summon them together And ask them to watch over you To each burn a candle for you To make bright and clear your path And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love And guide you into my arms Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms And I believe in Love And I know that you do too And I believe in some kind of path That we can walk down, me and you So keep your candle burning And make her journey bright and pure That she will keep returning Always and evermore

This Is For....
This is to pushing on the splintered walls of the world, trying to break free. This is to 4am phone calls and tears that can't be wiped away by tissues. This is to cancer patient dying in the end, because she wasn't strong enough anymore. This is to red wine and cigarettes on the bathroom floor, to the boy that didn't love her back. This is to valued letters and notes that got lost in the washer, torn into a million little pieces. This is for unwanted help, and most needed attention; to the girls that put up away messages in hopes he'll understand. This is to not only the guys being heartbreakers, but the girls as well. This is to the victims and victimizers; to the people that couldn't help it when they bled. This is to those that had their hearts ripped from their sleeves. This is to believing every lie. This is to being sick to my stomach just thinking about him loving someone else. This is to the pain I hold in every day. This is to the escape I thought I found in him. This is to t

Never Again.
I don't know how to feel at all anymore, Not since you lost me. And the actions I take, every day of my life should make me feel remorse somewhere deep inside, but I don't, I don't feel anything. I'm empty since you. And I'm not that person that I know you think I am, You had me once, I'm broken, never again.

I'm Not Feeling Well
I'm just posting a blog about how I'm doing, which I have just a minor cold nothing serious @ all! I'm going to be mia today and use the day to rest and get better! I have a great husband who's going to take care of me and my daughter so thats why I'm taking advantage of that! Hope everyone has a great day today :) *Hugz to all my friends*

Vodka
1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The Solvent dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a Trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five Minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean Cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and Kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting Your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka Disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to Cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol Cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, and stimulates the growth Of healthy hair.

Shark Week!!!!!
Good Morning, another scorching predicted for the West Side of Lower Michigan today. Mid to upper 90’s color me hot… But, Shark week is still going on, on the discovery channel whoo hoo! I am such a geek on stuff of that nature. Throw in an adventure with knights of the round table and I am in seventh heaven. But honestly I do get mesmerized by the fascination of those creatures of the deep and not so deep. I once seen a internet video of a Shark airborne, it escapes me what was video enhanced in that it was attacking in flight from the sea. I think it was a surfer. But in realistic values the video that had been enhanced was that of a Great White Shark trouncing a seal. Yes those huge sometimes 15 to 20 foot eating machines can go airborne from deep to speeds that allow them to jettison their whole body out of the ocean and clamp onto it’s next meal. Feel safe in a boat now do ya? Honestly that is not the only shark that can do so. The Mako is another streaky fast cruiser of the ocean

Chapter 4
Chapter Four Beltane On Tuesday I walked in to my first class and Jack was there. He had already been up and gone when I had woke up this morning. And on the board he had the word Beltane. Jack stood at the head of the class and began to speak. “As you know Saturday night is the first full moon of spring and is when we hold our fertility rites. This well be the first gathering for most of you and I have been asked to prepare you for this event. Ten woman from the family have been chosen to act out the rite this year. They well each lay with a male masked elder. The father of the children that come from the rite well never be known. Though we do know they well be of elder blood. The children are raised to be the leaders of the family. Each elder today was made in the same way. Even Father was made this way. And only at this one time of the year is pregnancy allowed. You, as young one’s well act in no way. Your only there to support the family and to watch. This is also whe

Do You Think I Have Equal Rights To Speek On My Beliefs In Here As Everyone Else Does Say Their Piece Of Mind?>>
Id make this a mum but : another story , but I speek of religion and most in here think im a sunday school teacer and that I need to go to a religious site on the net.; Well if I just stay were there is religion and Christains, then how am I to serve My Lods calling to do his work ?: did not Jesus go to and give messages and teaching and healing ; And show love to all even sinners? and he was accepted and denied by some ?. well im no different ;I give the Word of Our Lord to all and those who enjoy to read it thats great ;But for those who say baahh thats ok too you dont have to belive or read the message or Word Of Our Lord .. Im just here like all others to do what is needed and to make friends , comfort others and help where I can..I also showing love and to those who need a prayer or support or just a friend to belive in the.. Im here and I dont think its fair /some in this want to censor me and shut me out ; They try to get me off this site. Hate is everywhere .. But Im not angr

Stupid Space
so they changed the name from cherry tap to fubar what a piece of crap it has become I cant change anything in my old space http://www.cherryphotos.com/user/522531 so i made this one and half the time it still dosint let me change stuff like wtf Anyways if u have a facebook or msn or myspace let me know k peace

Thank You For All You Do Prayers With You All
*Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes

Poetry
Slowly I'm fading Suffocating Unable to breathe Can No one rescue me Uncertain of the future Ashamed of the past Wondering how long This pain can possibly last My friendships have all long faded My world is lonesome and cold Everything I am has been jaded And I can't help but to feel so alone I set the blade down years ago But still the urge remains The slight sting of tearing flesh Remains prominent to this day The pain in my chest seems so real fading breaths, breaking hearts It's the only thing left that I'm able to feel Sacrifices made Dreams thrown away Everything I am Everything I was Everything I ever wanted to be Has escaped me... Written by: ME!!!!!!!! The life you face the dreams you chase never finding the way always living day to day future plans all fall apart unbeknownst to what the future holds where should you start so many pieces to sort such a broke life, such a broken heart lonely tears accompanied only by

Wtf!!!!!!
ok my husband doesn't allow me to be friends or talk at all with men but I caught him last night talking to a bunch of women and calling them sexy and shit like that .... how fucked up is that? why do I have to be the tight laced perfect wife and not be friends in anyway with the oppoisite sex when he can sit here and flirt till his hearts content ? I really can't understand where in his little mind he thinks that shit is ok .... I hate double standards and now I will not stand for it anymore .... if he can't follow the same rules he puts on me then I sure as hell am not going to and he can just kiss my ass!!!!! what do you think?

Excited I Got A Good Job
HEY EVERYONE I'M SOOOOOO EXCITED RIGHT NOW IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. WHEN THE COMPANY CLOSED THAT I WORKED FOR BACK IN 2003 AND I WAS PREG I COLLECTED UNEMPLOYMENT FOR AWHILE & COULDNT FIND A DECANT JOB. IN THE MEAN TIME I ENDED UP GETTING INTO A BAD CAR ACCIDENT WHEN I WAS 8 MONTHS PREG AND ALMOST LOST MY DAUGHTER AND ENDED UP HAVING HER EARLY DUE TO THE ACCIDENT. AFTER I HAD HER SHE HAD ALOT OF HEALTH PROBLEMS AND I HAD TO GO TO THERAPY FOR 2 YEARS SO I WAS UNABLE TO WORK. SO I HAVE BEEN A STAY AT HOME MOM NOW FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS NOW. I'M NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT LIKES TO STAY HOME & NOT BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING. DONT GET ME WRONG I DONT MIND STAYING HOME,BUT I AM THE INDEPENDANT TYPE. I LIKE TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF & MY DAUGHTER AND NOT HAVE TO DEPEND ON ANYONE FOR ANYTHING. SO WHEN I GOT A PHONE CALL TODAY ASKING ME IF I WOULD BE INTERESTED IN A JOB I WAS SO HAPPY. MY BEST FRIENDS FIENCE' IS A STALK BROKER & IS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE APOINTMENTS FOR HIM. I WILL BE STARTING

Bad News
ok everyone this is the situation my laptop has to have work done to it and i will be without a computer for about 2 weeks...So i wont be on much and when i am i will be at my moms and can only be on for a short time....so please still show me some love and i will be back as soon as i can....

Pissed Off Because No One Asked Me To Rip Any Of My Pix
Ok I was up around my house cleaning trying to make it look nice right.. I put my status on yahoo that I was cleaning my house after that I took a shower.. When I come back and check things out.. I saw this person it said he had rip my photo an hour ago.. I got fucking pissed.. I jumped on him about ripping my pix with out asking, well I said you did not ask me to rip any of pix that is what I said, well he said sorry it won't happen again.. So now what should do if this keeps happening to me if someone else rips my pix with out asking.. What should I do? Well I told him I will let it go this time but the next time you rip any of my pix with out asking I will have to block all rips.. If you all have any ideas of what should I do next time plz feel free to comment.. Thank you all for reading have a really good day..:D Virgo24

New Jobs........
IF U WANNA CALL THEM JOBS.....I'LL BE BARTENDING AT THE NEW SWINGERS CLUB, CLERKING AT A NEW ADULT NOVELTY STORE AND PROMOTING PRIVATE ADVENTURES........FUCK, MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE JUST TOOK A 180 DEGREE ROUNDABOUT.....AS SOON AS I HAVE THE WEBSITES FOR THE SHOP AND CLUB, I'LL POST THEM FOR YA......FOR PRIVATE ADENTURES, JOIN MY YAHOO GROUP. FIND THE LINK ABOVE MY MUSIC PLAYLIST ON MY FUBAR PAGE......PEACE, GREAT SEX & LOVE, BECKY

Over You
Over You Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up then tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought to doubt you; I’m better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces And spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.

Mad Love
And though I’ve tried to reach you And time is closing in on me Most of us Can carry on as if nothing ever matters But I ask you my love Will you hold on to me forever? But when you love me I’m fine So love me just one more time ‘Cause when I said, “I love you” That’s forever Do you remember when sunrise meant That we should close are eyes And words were just obstacles Between our hello’s and our goodbye’s And I was your savior And you were my queen And love was the answer To just about everything But when you love me I’m fine So love me just one more time ‘Cause when I said, “I love you” That’s forever Can you take me? Take me from this hollow place Can you hold me? Hold me And take away this pain I’ll always remember the part When you’ll always remind me Of the possibilities And maybe you and I will re-fall Re-tune and find a way But when you love me I’m fine So love me just one more time ‘Cause when I said, “I love you” That’s for

Those Things I Need To Say . . .
Ok, so I write this blog on myspace all the time and figured I would give it a shot on here, it is fun and relaxing while mind clearing at the same time. The premise of it is that I can say anything to anyone but never have to reveal who I am saying it to. Some people will figure out that I am talking about them and some others will think it is possible that I am talking about them . . . And yet others will never have a clue. The idea is for this to be anonymous but I always reveal who they are about if someone asks me and they are correct . . . It seems only fair. Anyway, enough with this . . . Off to the statements. 1. I’m not sure why I wanted to believe you so badly but I did and I deserve any and all repercussions of my actions. 2. I know things seem bad right now but trust me they will get better, sometimes you just have to be tested as to how far you can go before you find a way to return. 3. I never thought I would submit to any man until I met you. 4. You f

Jobs
So after four lovely years of working my bum off I finally graduated from UMF in May. My major was Elementary Education, and so far the job search for a teaching position is not going very well. This year is a horrible year to be entering this profession. There have been immense budget cuts throughout the state for education, the one thing they should not be taking money away from, therefore, schools are consolidating, teachers are being cut or moved around within the districts, and new teachers trying to start out are getting nowhere. I have applied to probably 16 different districts, and I keep receiving rejection letters saying other candidates have been chosen..completely frustrating. Because of this, I applied for a director's position with a tutoring center here. I dropped off my resume 2 weeks ago, and they told me the director now would be calling me. She still hasn't called. My sister works for the tutoring center and they told her today that I*d be getting a call for an inte

Thank You
For all of you who helped bomb in the contest for Dana I would like to say Thank You for your help. She is a wonderful person. I know her in person and you will never meet a nicer person in your life. She is great. You all should get to know her better. Have a great day and Thanks Again.

Humpday Baby
Hey there sweeties, How have you been. I am getting alittle better with my broken ankle I have to wear a boot like thing but guess what I walked on it today with no crutches. so I am loving this. I also layed out in the sun today just took the boot off and supported my ankle on a pillow. My ankle is still swelled but cross your fingers it will be back to normal soon. Kids start back school next week need to do some shopping its not fun being like this when u get to public placed. lol Thanks for all the sweet get well e-mails makes me feel alot better. Have a good humpday my friends..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Hooked - Chapter 1
Hooked Chapter 1 Yeah, I remember that night we first met. How could any sane person forget it? Even though it was ten years ago, every detail is still crystal clear. When I think about it, it still gives me an erection, every time. It was magic! I was sitting in the back booth in a martini bar in Oranjestad, Aruba. It was 4 p.m. on a Friday afternoon. I had been on the beach since about 10 that morning, watching the women’s bare boobs and thong-trimmed asses, and feeling sorry for myself. This was supposed to be a “business trip” with my fiancé, but she had gotten ill at the last minute and had insisted that I make the trip without her. The business part of the trip had ended on Thursday, but my flight didn’t leave until Sunday, so I had some time to kill. I decided to drown my “sorry ass” attitude in a Black 007 Martini, and this looked like just the place to do it. I half expected to see Sean Connery walk through the door with a patented “007 girl.” It was that k

:´-(
CORKYS1952's WAS RUSHED TO HOSPITAL MONDAY MORNING. THEY ARE RUNNING TEST TO FIND OUT WHAT CAUSED HIM TO COLLAPSE, PLEASE KEEP HIM AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND GO AND SHOW LOTS OF LOVE AND SUPPORT TO HIS PAGE. Corky1952~Owner of The Global Bombers ~&~Founder of White Tiger Bombers~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Dark Enigma' on '2007-07-31 20:15:24') (repost of original by '~THE ORIGINAL FU-DADDY™~ ~THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~THE R/L MR. SXYLISA~' on '2007-07-31 20:32:39')

Be Stong Honey. Lmao
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped prisoner, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Poem Brought To You By The Letter S
Scarlet streams slipped through the seams- I selectively sliced in my skin. Not so suddenly, succeeding in succumbing- To these injurious, speculative "sins" Now shuddering at the sight of the scars- Supporting my socks, such symmetry. So I sheathed my serated shiv- So I can seize a sense of serenity. Shackled by the silent screams- Saturating my sleepless soul. Speculating my selfish seclusion- Be blamed squarely on the sole. So long I've sought for my spiritual seductress- To soothe my sadistic side. My search will stall when she shows me sight- So far beyond the skyline.

Blah
So I'm barely surviving on 4 1/2 hours of sleep..am about to pass out on my keyboard at work. And I'm pissed because I have the munchies but cant eat my cheezits because I broke the water cooler up here (yeah, im a putz!) and can't fill up my water bottle to wash the suckers down...and oh boy, i get to run home and do laundry before i go out tonight so i can go on another only 4-5 hours of sleep tomorrow...can't ya tell i just feel like bitching? maybe i should stop before i start bitching about traffic and other things...this could get long lol.

Wtf
Alright I have been a member here for a little while and I have never intentionally downrated anyone, a couple times I have given 9's instead of 10's because the person I was rating had one of those page settings that makes their screen expand. I always go back and rate a ten and sometimes give a gift because I am not a hater. The last two days I have had random people stop by and leave me a 2 and a 4, for no reason other than the be spiteful. I have a stalker and that's flattering/creepy but whatever she at least hit me with an 11. I tried talking to her but she has decided to not talk to me so whatever. I guess I have better things to do rather than downrate or hate on anyone. I just wanted to get that shit off of my chest. I feel better now. I am out. Peace and love.

I Turned Right When I Should Have Gone Left
You have to admire my ability to figure out which side is my LEFT in only three tries. Here's what happened: I was on my way to work this morning and wanted to fill my gas tank on the car I was driving, our 1999 Hyundai Elantra. I would have been with Martha as she took Sarah and Jeffrey with her to Kmart, but we lagged because Jeffrey cried out as we were about to head out the door -- he's getting to have quite the appetite (like you've got much else to do as you'll be one month old tomorrow besides eat, excrete, and sleep)! The previous car I owned, the one I drove up to North Dakota from Florida, was a 1992 Plymouth Acclaim with the gas tank on the right side. When we traded that in and made a substantial automobile loan through our credit union for the Elantra (with our 1995 Oldsmobile Eighty-Eight Royale, they won't be paid off until December 2010), we now had two vehicles with their gas tanks on the left side of the car. For some reason, when I pulled into our regular gas st

Just Some Thoughts
So i just was watching a sappy love movie the other day... can't think of the name, it had some funny parts but it kinda makes you think about your life. it left me a little depressed. see the thing is, that there were all these different kinds of couples in the movie, and all their relationships were fucked up. it kinda made you wonder if anything would work out and still be wonderful when you're old. how do u know its right? how do you know that when you "find the one", he really isn't just someone that is good for now, and the real one is still out there waiting? do you think old people that are single got the raw end of the deal, that their real mates settled for someone else because they didn't know better? when did we all become complacent with our lives and become okay with settling? So i guess this all really stems from my life. from talking to someone, I will leave unnamed. after talking for 8 months, I begin to wonder what really is going on here.... i just get so confu

Yay Third!
Currently 3rd place!!! Let's move me on up! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month

Mumm Suspension
directly from Scrapper's blog, please read because it is VERY important: MuMMers... First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog. 1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama. 2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted. 3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board, Stash, photo gallery or your own personal blog to rant. MuMMs are not meant to perpetuate dram

Messed Up Stash
my stash is gone this is the 4 th time since since saturday what is going on here? i have never had problems like this before. i have a blast no one can rate my stash if its not there. i have been fubared once more. someone higher up HELPPPPPPPPP

Wow
It is amazing how people hoe you out on this site. When I ask for help with a contest, I always offer my help in exchange. So when I help someone else out, i expect the same in return. Well this asshole(who I wont name cuz im so mad) asked me to help someone he knows for a blast. I helped, then sent him a link in return to help me and can you believe it he stiffed me! What a piece of shit! He better believe that I'm gonna let him have it next time he askes me for anything!(and on top of that, he is a member of a bombers) Thanks for listening! I feel better now!

Damn It!!!
You know there are some days that I just don't even know what to do with the shit that runs through my twisted little brain. Seems like everytime I think things are going smoothly on the inside, something happens outside that disrupts my "even flow". Today I have been dealing with a lot of people who are taking for granted what they have been given in their lives and looking over the fence trying to see if the grass might be greener. You know what, Ya, sometimes it is greener, but all that means is that whoever is taking care of it is doing a damn good job and not taking it for granted!! So if your own grass isn't green, maybe you need to pay a little closer attention to it! "Water it, mow it, don't let the damn weeds takeover". Just make sure that you show that you give a shit! Sometimes it is hard for us as humans to not doubt things, or wonder, or take things for granted, but if we all become aware that we do it, maybe we will do it just a little bit less. I am as

New Baby
my sister had a baby boy last weekend.i washappy but upset with her because she does not need another baby.i have not had a chance to go see the baby yet and dont even know if i will get to see the baby.for some reason that my sister is not saying the state that i live came and got her baby.she has 8 kids but only has custody of one of them.it breaks my heart,i dont have any kids and love her kids with all my heart.her other kids are in good homes with good families.i miss them dearly.it just hurts.i am sorry i did not have anyone to talk to and i had to get this off my chest.

Rules Of The South!
The "Rules of the South" are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-95 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at

To Everyone
HI ,IM BACK ,INTERNET STILL SKETCHY BUT AT LEAST I HAVE SOME , NOW AS FAR AS I CAN SEE IT LOOKS LIKE I HAVE BEEN LEFT BY THE WAYSIDE,LOL IM NOT WORRIED, ILL JUST PUT OUT MY NOW HIRING SIGN AGAIN,LOL REDKANDY AND REDANGEL IF YOUR OUT THERE LET ME KNOW WHATS GOING ON PLEASE SO I CAN START DOING STUFF AGAIN AND STEPHIE GIRL I GOT SOME STUFF TO TELL YOU ,OOH! LOL ALRIGHT LET ME CHECK AROUND AND SEE WAHTS GOING ON, FOR THE ONES WHO STUCK WITH US THANKS ALOT , FOR THE ONES WHO GAVE UP ,OH WELL SE LA VIE!

What Do I Do
i moved my current girlfriend out from illionis and now we love togeather. the problem is that i dont love her like i thought i did. I have a lady friend who i love very very deeply and who i think loves me also, she says she does and she says she is falling in love with me again. My ladfy friend and i used to date 7 years ago and becuse of my friends and her family we got broken up, but the world has brought us back togeather. The problem is if i want to be with my lady friend i would have to break up with my gf and if i do that then i wont have a place to live right now, The good news is my lady friend knows about my gf and doesnt care, she considers our relationship a 50/50 partnership and thats great. So my question is what should i do?

Thats It!
ok so a friend of mine on here posted a blog and I must tell you, I loved it and he couldn't have said it better.. So Jim I hope you don't mind if I quote you in a few area's.. If so please let me know and I will edit or delete the blog.. As Jim so succinctly puts, "I hate the fucking stash. I almost NEVER want to see it. I certainly don't care that random friend "A" updated it, and invariably anyone that updates his stash does so with about 150 files at once so that "My Bar Tab" ceases to lose all meaning (unless of course that meaning happens to be solely that "A" is updating his/her stash)." I also quote him as saying, "The stash appears to be everyone's dumping ground for funny videos, random amusing pictures, or music." To me this is about as annoying as all the stupid chain comments people send around and annoy the shit out of anyone on their list with the "send this to all your friends or have bad sex for the next 7 years." Guess what, I have ignored these comments

Who Wants To Play??
ok people.. not what u think. get ur heads out of ur asses lol.. ok let have fun.. we all want to get to know each other right.. will let do it.. and have fun with it.. so ill start.. ok.. for who want to know.. im bipolar and im very shy ... favorite color is ...black and hot pink.. i love all animals...

Aquafina Label: It's Only Tap Water
Aquafina Label: It's Only Tap Water NEW YORK -- So you thought that water in your Aquafina bottle came from some far-away spring bubbling deep in a glen? Try the same place as the water in your tap. PepsiCo Inc. is the latest company to offer some clarity about the source of its top-selling bottled water as it announced on Friday it would change the label on Aquafina water bottles to spell out that the drink comes from the same source as tap water. A group called Corporate Accountability International has been pressuring bottled water sellers to curb what it calls misleading marketing practices. The group has criticized PepsiCo over its blue Aquafina label with a mountain logo as perpetuating the misconception that the water comes from spring sources. Aquafina is the single biggest bottled water brand, and its bottles are now labeled "P.W.S." The new labels will spell out "public water source." "If this helps clarify the fact that the water originates from public s

>dear Abby,
>Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice. I have suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs are phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with "the girls" a lot recently from Curves although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always try to stay awake to look out for her coming home, but I usually fall asleep. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her. Around midnight, I decided to hide in the garage behind my golf clubs so I could get a good view of the whole street when she arrived home from a night out with "the girls". When she got out of the car she was buttoning up her blouse, which was open, and she took her panties out of her purse and slipped them on. I

We The People
“We the People” Today, there are over 300 million citizens in this country and we put our lives in your, the government, capable hands. We assume that if we elected you into the office you uphold that we trust you enough and feel you are capable and responsible enough to protect us, the people. A decision we, often find was a mistrust on our behalf. We have been asking and asking and are not receiving the proper answers to our questions, now we are no longer asking, we are demanding. We not only need answers to our questions, we need justification as to why it was done. Where’s the accountability on your part, which by definition is acknowledgment and assumption of responsibility for your actions? Why does it always have to be the hard working citizens of this country that have to endure the accountability and responsibility (blame) for your mistakes. We elected you to sit on your throne and rule, we now see our mistakes and admit to the world we made those mistakes, now we ar

Pagan Attitudes Survey
Pagan Attitudes Survey - please help! Proclaimed by: Paracelsus Proclaimed from: Plymouth, England Proclamation... Most of us would take it for granted that, as Pagans, we have a special way of looking at and understanding the world that the majority of the non-pagan world is unable to share. Whether we express this in Shamanic terms, thinking about spirits, or in terms of the Goddess, or her relationship with the God, this perception is so wide-spread that Paganism is often referred to, by people both inside and outside the traditions as “Nature Religion”. This unique perspective is often seen to have particular strength in approaching environmental issues – it is easy to assume that Paganism has a unique perspective to share on these; some people even adapt the old joke about the Church of England – suggesting that Paganism is “The Green Party at Prayer”. When we start to think through this perception however it is pretty clear that given the enormous diversity of at

Thoughts About Me
I am really less open then most people would expect. I spend most of my time by myself watching. Watching the interactions of others. When approached I really won't say much, even online I don't say much unless I have to.

Life
Wow...it's amazing how things happen. Just when you think they can't get any worse, BAM!! Ur smacked right in the face with even more problems. I tell ya, I'm so fuckin tired of the constant struggles. One of the worse things that could have ever possibly happened to me has happened. How am I suppose to ever trust again? Seems so unreal at this point. My life has been flipped upside down and I can't seem to straighten it up fast enough. Seems right after my whole world flipping bad shit, my sister gets to deal with hers as well. Just when I thought I had run far from my problems I had to come face to face with them again to help her with hers. Why can't things ever just be calm and simple? Why the constant drama and constant struggle? Think I need a good shrink!!!!

My Dream
My dream comes to me so vividly Your lips caress my breast Bringing shivers down my spine As my body gives in quickly Every touch heats my skin Our bodies vibrating with such passion Legs entwined pulling you deep within Taken by ecstasy Each thrust begins to get quicker Building towards the final release My dream comes to me so vividly Dam dream lmao haha wahoooooo got u all lol

To The One Who Thought They Would Scare Me And Run Me Off
YOU KNOW IT TAKES A COWARD TO MAKE THREATS TO SOMEONE ONLINE AND WHATS EVEN FUNNIER IS THAT THE BITCH OR ASSHOLE WHO THOUGHT THEY WOULD MAKE ME LEAVE AGAIN BY DOWNRATING ALL MY PICS WELL YOU KNOW WHAT IT AINT ENOUGH TO MAKE ME LEAVE AND FOR ANYONES PERSONAL INFORMATION I DELETED MY OLD ACCOUNT TO ALL THE FUCKING DRAMA AND BULLSHIT AND LIES AND OTHER PEOPLES LYING BULLSHIT I DIDNT LEAVE BECAUSE OF ANY OTHER REASON.NOW SINCE IVE BEEN BACK IVE STAYED TO MYSELF AND I HAVENT DONE OR BOTHERED ANYONE IVE STAYED TO MYSELF IF YOU ALL THINK YOU CAN RUN OFF THE COWGIRL IN PINK WELL NEWS FLASH YOUR WRONG. NOW HERES SOME GOOD NEWS FOR THE FUCKER THAT DOWNRATED ME SINCE YOU SENT THAT SWEET LITTLE MESSAGE TO ME WITH THE LITTLE GIFT YOU HAVE BEEN REPORTED TO THE AUTHORITIES WHO MONITOR THE INTERNET FOR STALKING AND HARRASHMENT THEY NOW HAVE YOUR REAL NAME AND YOUR LOCATION AND YOUR ISP SO IF YOU CONTINUE TO PLAY YOUR LITTLE GAME YOUR GONNA FIND YOURSELF IN SOME HOT WATER I DONT NEED BULLSHIT LIKE THIS

Men
so i give up...you guys can not respond to my ims, i'll give you my number and you don't have to call me, doesn't matter. i won't talk to you while your talking to other peope so you won't have to waste time giving me dirty looks and pretending you don't know me. you can drunk and high dial me at all hours of the night if you want and carry on conversations with your friends, totally forgetting that i'm on the line. you'll make rude remarkds about the size of my boobs and i'll nervous laugh because i'm totally ok with being walked all over.

Best Bikini Contest!
Come join my best bikini contest! It will run for 2 weeks once I get at least 10 entries! Send the pics to ~Devil In Cuffs~ Jessica@ fubar Prizes 1st Place- Yacht 2nd Place- Porsche 3rd Place- Corvette Prizes will be awarded during happy hour! Rates = 10 comments Bombing yourself is allowed and a must! Pics MUST be safe for work! No downrating, rates are rates and count no matter what they rating on the pic is!

See Ya In A Few Days!!!
Well peeps fans friends and KOW members im off for the night have to leave in the morning to Alabama and will be back around the 6th or 7th. So if any of ya want any morphs reflections tags or other created leave me a message thnx!!!!!!!!!

Just Want Respect!!!
Explain to me one thing, and i will ask no more!! Why is it the first thing that a guy asks a girl on this site is do you have a cam?, and the second is can i see you, Will you get freaky with me? I for one am getting tired of being treated with disrespect!! I realize that yes i am on a site called fubar Home of the online Happy Hour, but does that automatically mean that i want to degrade myself over the internet? My answer is NO!!! I have worked way too fucking hard to get where i am in my life, just to get on my webcam and throw it all away by becoming an online slut. I enjoy meeting people and having great conversations and if i am really lucky making friends with some very cool people. My morals are my morals and what people think about me matters little, it is my own opinion of myself that matters. I am proud to say that i have high morals, and if you can not respect me as a person let alone a woman, then just don't bother contacting me in the first place. FYI this girl

Mythology
You scored as vampire, You are a vampire! You hate the light and love the nightlife. You hate the weak and have nothing but contempt for them. You care about nothing but yourself, and often entertain yourself at the cost of others. You feel no guilt or remorse and belong to the eternity of the night.vampire90% fallen angel90% faerie60% angel50% mermaid30% Which mythological creature is most like you?created with QuizFarm.com

I Smell P*ssies!!!
OKAY I JUST MADE A BLOG OVER ON MYWASTE (LOL) WHERE I ENCOUNTERED A SITUATION THAT I COULD HAVE BLAMED ON THE OTHER PARTY BUT CHOSE TO SEE TAKE MY RESPONSIBILITY IN IT. I JUST SEE THAT AS I MATURE, YOU LEARN THAT ONLY YOU CONTROL SOME OF THE HARDSHIPS THAT YOU GO THROUGH. WHAT I CAN'T STAND IS SOMEBODY WHO ALWAYS LIKE TO BLAME OTHERS FOR THEIR MISHAPS. ITS LIKE, COME THE FUCK ON! WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO SUCK THAT SHIT UP AND REALIZE YOU ARE GROWN! WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU IS WHAT YOU ALLOW TO HAPPEN! AT THE END OF THE DAY, LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND YOU WILL SEE WHO THE PROBLEM IS. ALL I SEEM TO HEAR NOWADAYS IS A BUNCH OF BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...WAAAAAA, WAAAAAA, WAAAAAAA. ITS LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS! WHAT ARE YOU WHINING ABOUT? I WOULD NEVER LET ANOTHER PERSON DICATE MY FEELINGS, LET ALONE MY ACTIONS, THATS SOME WEAK SHIT RIGHT THERE, PERIOD! STOP PLAYING THE VICTIM. OWN UP TO WHATEVER YOU THROW OUT THERE. I'M A REAL BITCH, THATS WHY PEOPLE FUCK WITH ME. I DON'T GO AROUND SAYING ONE THING AND W

Kinky
You scored as Bondage, Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100% Whips100% Biting83% Chains/Handcuffs67% Blood67% Blind Folds0% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fuck Buddy Application.
Fuck Buddy Application name: age: birthday: favorite position: why do you want to be my fuck buddy? do you like to stay in shape? lights on or lights off? do you have any specal talents? what turns you on? sheets or no sheets? are you a moaner or a screamer? living room, kitchen, dining room, or bedroom? which side of the bed do you prefer? do you like it rough? music or no music? what color eyes do you have? how tall are you? what do you weigh? whats your bra size? what color is your hair? what length is your hair? do you like to play dress up? what kind of underwear do you wear? what kind of underwear do you want me to wear? do you smoke cigarettes? do you drink? do you do drugs? are you into girls? do you have a girlfriend? is she game too? do you like to talk dirty? do you like to be in control? can you cook me breakfast? have you ever been arrested? how many peo

Jokes I Just Had To Post
9 Chuckles To Brighten Your Day hehe Number nine ~~~~~~~~~ A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "Sir, If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." Number eight ~~~~~~~~~~ A young Texan walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," responded the young man. "6 shots! Are you celebrating something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let me give you a 7th on the house." "No offense, sir. But if 6 shots won't get rid of the taste, Nothing will!!" Number seven ~~~~~~~~~~ A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to be seated next to a gorgeous woman.

Nsfw
now how is almost everything NSFW is this site for kids i am really thinking so... i had so much fun here when i started and now its all banning and marking things NSFW its getting sad... and yeah i know some agree... what kind of online bar has the maturity level of some of the kids on myspace... i came here to get away from it and i bought some friends and made some here... now i might get blocked from blogging this ... are they gonna follow me everywhere and now .... grow the hell up ppl... its a adult site... NSFW hmmm not safe for work well the dipshits know that and come on whos fault not ours.... we pay for this site to keep going with happy hour and blast... i myself will never pay for one till this place grows up.... now really can someone tell me if this is a adult site or what cuz i know i dont think and many more dont.... there is more immaturity here then a daycare.... well im done bitching and moaning .... i want the old site back

I Need Bombing Help Please
iM ASKING FOR HELP PLEASE i NEED ANYONE THAT WAS BOMBING ME IN THE HAPPY HOUR CONTEST TO PLEASE HELP LOCO.THIS IS SOMETHING IM BEGGING FOR HELP ON. HIS ORIGINAL PICTURE WAS DELETED AND THAT LOST THE 1300 COMMENTS THAT WAS WITH IT.PLEASE IF YOU CAN HELP ME I WOULD BE GREATFUL AND WILL RETURN THE FAVOR WHEN YOU NEED HELP

Day 4
Well, last night was amusing. After the recietal of all the students who participated in group activities, a metric fuckton of us went to Centre-VIlle for a really cool concert. Then we went to Tour à Bière (and all my drinks were bought for me thank you very much!) and after that (read:2am) we went to go get some food. Well the place just down the road had closed like 5 minutes before so we ended up following the old drunk waiter to another restaurant. *sigh* The **NEW** restaurant ended up being a run-down, greasy spoon, G's on crack. Oh yeah and the food sucked too. Sooooooo after that (read:3am) my friend David and I started walking home because we live near each other and I didn't want to walk by myself in the middle of the night. Totally would have been fine, but (hey its me; you knew there was a but coming) about 5 minutes into our hour long walk, to started to pour. Not rain, not sprinkle, fucking POURED!!!!! I have never been so wet in my life!! Finally got home around 4am and

Have A Look See
Hi and good morning, I have posted a bulletin on this very same topic. Here is a link, to prove "somewhat" that our own government has planned 9/11 from the beginning. This is a rather vivid video, please, do not let your younger children watch it. I have researched wars, an conspiracy theories, and my questions always take me to this particular sight. Whether or not you want to believe this, that is up to you.... BUT, keep an open mind, an watch these few videos.. if not for me, then for the millions who have died for you from Korean war to now. (You may have to paste the link) Here is your link: http://www.loosechange911.com/ Thank you Please tell as many as possible

Rachel
her eyes can make a day bright, she is always in her own light, even slept with her the other night, i love her with all my might , see when i have her she is so sweet, i want her and my friend to meet, i always am getting her a little treat, she eats corn but hardly ever eats meat, went to the park just the other day, then when i went to leave she wanted me too stay, when i am with her she makes my days bright and gay, always with me she wants to play , she has my eyes and my hair , call her all mine but i don't dare, because so many other people care, for her , so i just sit and stare, out at the trees that sway in the wind, to her all my love i will send, even now my heart is on the mend, i hope her love for me will never end, so i sit here with a smile, even though i haven`t seen here in awhile, i would walk many a mile, just so i could see her pretty little smile, i don't like when they come and take her away, wish i could just stay with her everyday, i know that i can`t do anyway

Home For A Day
I am home for two nights ... last night I just laid in bed and tried to sleep in the heat ... it was still 89 degrees when I went to bed and the air was very still. I need to get a bunch of things done today while in town and then will be leaving again tomorrow morning. Only 2 more weeks out on the road but will be better for the next two weeks. Just dropping by to see how things change from Cherry Tap to Fubar? Gone for a while and everything changes.

My Love
Why cant i get her off my mind, never knew she`d even like the kind. Of person that i am, still I cant help release the damn. Of emotions that I feel for her, always giving my heart a stir. Those eyes that see me right through, and yes I love her very much too. Just cant seem to tell her that everyday, and no I am not trying to sound gay. Some people just grab our heart and don`t let go, and she has mine; I wanted her to know. That she is the reason I wake up everyday, going to go where she is someday. Right know all I can do is hope and pray, that when I do go to her she wants me to stay. HOPEFULLY FOREVER AND A DAY!!

Wow
Here I am still asking the same things. I post everday on all my freinds pages. I fan all the people I came across on here. Look at how I put up new photos & I go to new people pages and I do so Much on here. Iget gifts for all my friends on here. Happy hour drinks for all. But Still I only get a few Holla Backs. I photo comment and rated your photo 10's. Why don't you all come by my page and rate my photos, my Stashs. Plz rate me!!!!! Fan me!!!!!!! I need the help. I come to your add with all that you ask of me. I an just looking for some of the Love That I put out.. Is that some bad? Can you help me out here?

I Set Back Snd Watch
i always the one that sets at home on my computer like i do now, and everyone ask y. well because i don't have a life some man took that away from me i don't have a life while everyone else does have no friends set and watch my sis go wit her friends and i don't never do that cause i have no d** friends makes me so upset plus i have no way round i cant afford a car nor nothing

Stop Fucking Adding Me!! Read A Profile, Rate It, Maybe Read A Damned Blog Or Something!
I'm so absolutely not adding people who all you do is check me out, don't say anything in the freakin friend request box and rate maybe maybe 1 picture. Fuck you. Bitch ya maybe, I don't need to be your friend because you want the add points. Here I am 960 friends I know who like 50 of you are, I'm so far behind on getting to my "already friends" profiles etc.. Maybe I'll add you if you show me you want to know me. So ya. Take your add request and shove it. I've been at 160,000pnts tnl for over a week now, and I can honestly say I can name the people off the top of my head (which are like 5 people) who are constantly putting forth "friend" effort with me. So Unless you are willing to have a 2 way friend relationship, fuck off. I'm starting to deny all. I don't need 10,000 friends, I need as many as are willing to actually be a "friend." Have a Nice Day. P.S READ THIS BLOG http://fubar.com/blog/29731 Before you add me!! Thanks! and also , if I have arecently

The Life You Shall Have....
This one goes out to a wonderful friend of mine, who has helped me through so much hurt and pain. She has made my clouds pass by and made my world a brighter place. The pain that breaks your heart, shall repair in due time The hurt that is inflicted by other's actions, shall one day be lost The tears that strem down, shall be dried by the truest love The fear of being hurt, shall subside when the clouds roll away The kindness that you posess, shall be seen by many The love of gold that you hide, shall be graced upon all The smile that once was bright, shall be what makes everyone's day The sound of your laughter, will be the music I hold near Every once in awhile you run across someone, who has been through it all, it seems. You try your hardest to make them see what you see in themselves, but what most look right past. The best thing you can do for them to know just how much you care, is to always show them in simple little ways just how much

...
"To Heaven's Eyes" My breath has seased to exist I have no word to be spoken The radiant passion of your lips Your eyes leave my heart broken Broken for the feeling of not being able to see you each and every day You are more radiant than my weary words can expose to you Though a look into the heaven above can not be close to your expression of love A look into heaven's eyes are uncomparable With this gaze you seem to hold A dear reminder of compassion told A look into heaven's eyes Though the picture prayer And to the heavens i thank for you To you no one can compare

10 Weeks Today!!!!
Your baby is no longer an embryo! Though she's barely the size of a kumquat — just an inch or so long, crown to bottom — and weighs less than a quarter of an ounce, she now has completed the most critical portion of her development. This is the beginning of the so-called fetal period, a time when the tissues and organs in her body rapidly grow and mature. Her vital organs — the liver, kidney, intestines, brain, and lungs — are now in place and starting to function (although they'll continue to develop throughout your pregnancy). Her liver continues to make blood cells, and the yolk sac, which previously supplied these cells, is no longer needed and begins to disappear. During the next three weeks, your baby's length will more than double to nearly 3 inches. Her head is proportionately smaller now than it was a few weeks ago, but it's still almost half the length of her entire body. Her forehead temporarily bulges with her developing brain and sits high on her head; it will later rec

Vacation
Well my friends...Don't ever go on vacation with me and my kids...unless you are up for aventure! To put it short. The kids and I were on a way to camping. Our van started acting funny so we pulled over and checked it...couldn't see anyting but the van had no power. but 1 it was worse...Our van caught on fire! It damadged the engine and not the body. Needless to say our van is unable to come home...We on the other hand get to. I had ot wait till my money came in but today I get to come home. Not to happy but I get to come home. I got to spend time wiht my best friends, Rob, Christina and Larry. Wonderful people. I am goin gto miss them very much! For any one who wants to know more just ask me...I have had an adventure to end al adventures.

Sapiosexual
Urban Word of the Day One who finds intelligence the most sexually attractive feature. "I want an incisive, inquisitive, insightful, irreverent mind. I want someone for whom philosophical discussion is foreplay. I want someone who sometimes makes me go ouch due to their wit and evil sense of humor. I want someone that I can reach out and touch randomly. I want someone I can cuddle with. I decided all that means that I am sapiosexual."

Problem-solvin
Problem-solving Problem-solving in a dream situation and solving waking-life problems through dreaming are two very different experiences. The former is a dream event while the latter uses the dream event to address waking concerns. In dreams, you may find yourself able to solve more problems than you normally do in waking. Problems that you can solve in dreams are virtually limitless because you are not bounded by logic. Many times this can work to the dreamer's advantage. If you are able to solve problems effectively, it is a reflection of untapped competence in a particular area of your life. The idea of problem-solving through dreaming comes from the saying, Let me sleep on it. The ego is designed to differentiate which ideas are allowed to enter consciousness. Consequently, some thoughts are dismissed before they even get a chance for deliberation. The problem is that most of us are prejudiced by our experience to eliminate potentially good s

I Give Up!!!
I just wanted everyone to know that I OFFICALLY GIVE THE FRICK UP!! I'm done with men cause all they do is lie!! I'm done with the internet cause you think you've met someone great and then they lie to you and break your heart! And then when you actually do meet someone great that wont lie and break your heart they are out of reach!!! There's two websites i'm on! Here and bookofmatches I'm deleting my bookofmatches account I'm keeping this one open cause i've made really good friends on here! But that's all i'm around for anymore is friends! Yes I know that's why my profile says anyways! But I'm single again if you couldn't already tell. And I plan on staying that way for a long time!! Ok I think i've made my point i'm returning to bed to finish crying!

Living Situation
So I'm pretty mad lately but I've got a good reason. My living situation at school is circling the drain and I'm probably going to have to find a new place to live. This would have been easy to do in the winter or even late spring. I have to move into a place by August 26th, so I have about 3 weeks to find a place to live. It just feels like God doesn't want me to finish school. Cancer, car accident, and now I'm probably homeless. Fuck...

A Little Freaked Out Right Now
If anyone saw the stuff on the news about a bridge collapsing in Minneapolis...I went over that bridge yesterday, about two hours before it happened. I didn't find out 'till an hour later, when I got a message on my cell phone but I couldn't check my voicemail-- it seems all cell phone signals were jammed due to the heavy traffic. I finally turned on the TV and saw what had happened. As far as I can tell, my family, friends, and everyone I know who uses that bridge were never near it when it happened. I'm just amazed that it was yesterday...Tuesday I went to Ikea and got stuck in rush hour traffic...I went over the bridge about the same time as it collapsed the next day. I was even thinking of going to Ikea the next day instead, I just can't imagine...like I said, I'm a little freaked out right now.

Lost Feeling
Many times, life feels like a journey. Not surprisingly, in dreamland, the journey becomes confused. This may be a simple reflection of a dream that did not make sense or a dream story that did not seem to go anywhere. However, there are two ways to become lost, both of which say a lot about how we view ourselves in waking. First is being lost because you have choices and lack the ability to know which one to make. This may include dreams of driving a car, mall dreams, amusement park dreams, or other dreams where opportunities become uncertain. The other version of feeling lost is isolation, or a sense that motion is not leading to progress. Which image of feeling lost most accurately conveys your awareness in the dream? If you are lost due to choices, you may be at a point in life where you are unsure of what you want. This may include vocational, relationship, or personal values that seem up-for-grabs. It may also reflect an inability to see wher

This Physically Made Me Sick
DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFERAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT'S WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PITBULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST ISN'T RIGHT. PITBULLS SHOULD BE BOUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIROMENT & PL ACED WTH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pitbulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to wether or not the pitbull BECOMES one, due to wether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pitbulls, really, are as SWEET as can be ;below are pictures of pitbulls who were bred in a SAFE & peaceful, caring enviroment.THEY'RE AS GENTLE & LOVING AS EVER.........So what I'm asking is..

.the.dears.
dear universe... please send better clues ♥ me dear stupid internet people: rating me a 1 n then sending me a message asking how i like them apples is completely retarded. its the internet. im really not interested in your opinion of me.. but thanks for attempting to get a rise out of the apathetic...or something ♥ me dear neck... it would be ever so helpful if you could stop being completely twisted up so that i find it difficult to sit up straight. i bought a new pillow for you and everything. ♥ me dear electricity: i realise that apparently you're terrified of thunder...but seriously. when its not even raining yet and theres a few booms of thunder and you decide to cower away..it really makes things difficult. be a man. be a woman. be something that stands up instead of hiding like a pussy. ♥ me dear person... thank you for not working tonite. i need the break. ♥ me dear chickadee: th

Hang On In There
Life sometimes has a way Of bringing times along When anxieties and worries Make everything go wrong. Yet, please know that these times Only very rarely last And that blue skies will appear When every cloud has passed. Look forward to tomorrow For, just like blossoms in the spring You'll rediscover the happiness That every day will bring. So, please know that throughout the trials And the troubles that you see Life will once again be joyful Just like it always used to be. Written by Barbara J Laing but words so beautiful and true.

The New Weapon
After months of heated debate, the Army will conduct a side-by-side test shoot next month with its standard-issued carbine to see how well it can withstand extreme dust and sand environments. The tests, which will be conducted at the Army's Aberdeen Test Center in Maryland, will include three other rifles some say are better constructed to withstand the grueling environmental conditions often found in Iraq and Afghanistan. The service yielded to critics - particularly lawmakers in Congress - who recently ratcheted up the debate over whether the current M4 carbine, manufactured by Colt Defense, is more susceptible to jamming in dusty conditions than other weapons used by Soldiers and special operators. "The Army agreed to conduct testing of four carbine designs in an extreme dust environment," said Lt. Col. Timothy Chyma, product manager for individual weapons with Program Executive Office Soldier, in an email to Military.com. "The test results will inform the U.S. Army In

(driving Away From Love)
the night was neither warm nor cold just the right sort of welcome mid-November denial of winter... I wanted to see you. lunar blooms cast glows on stick trees and woodland creatures. I was driven, not by love, but by another. moving not too fast, and not too slow I was taken, my heart hurt. not an ache... but a grievous hurt, like mortality had crawled into my chest. moon kissed, the landscape rolled on there was beauty in the shadows love in the silvery light on the hills passion in the way the beams played the ethereal glow of happy that danced, entwined under the stars. I couldn't take the magnificence of it all the real exquisiteness of everything that you can't be right now. I did not want to see it, I wanted to see you stubbornly I closed my eyes.

The World Trade Center Will Never Be Forgotten Now
Here she is, the USS New York, made from the World Trade Center ! USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center. It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They

How To Talk To Men
1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS." 4. He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION." 5. He is not a "CRADLE ROBBER" - He prefers "GENERATIONAL DIFFERENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS." 6. He does not get "FALLING-DOWN DRUNK" - He becomes "ACCIDENTALLY HORIZONTAL." 7. He does not act like a "TOTAL ASS" - He develops a case of "RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION." 8. He is not a "MALE CHAUVINIST PIG" - He has "SWINE EMPATHY." 9. He is not afraid of "COMMITMENT" - He is "RELATIONSHIP CHALLENGED." 10. He is not "HORNY" - He is "SEXUALLY FOCUSED." 11. It's not his "CRACK" you see hanging out of his pants - It's "REAR CLEAVAGE"

I Want Some To Know Ive Been Judged By Some In Here But I Judge Not ;
God says ; judge thee not unless ye be judged . Or let he who is born with out sin cast thy first stone: So it,s ok I forgive all and I go on In christ > I know my Christ will for give all and so I will forgive all In Christ name. I belive Thy Word Of Our Lord. I question not ; Thy Word of God. I obey and abide by GOD,S wishes and He guides me and my life(IM whole ) in his light and love . I fear not any man . I praise My Lord and give thanks . I know Im saved thru the Blood of Jesus Christ.. Amen. Amen.. .. hugs diana

The President & The Queen
Air Force One arrives at Heathrow and President Bush strides to a warm and dignified reception from the Queen. They are driven in a 1934 Bentley to the edge of central London where they change to a magnificent 17th century carriage hitched to six white horses. They continue on towards Buckingham Palace waving to the thousands of cheering Britons; all is going well. Suddenly the right rear horse lets fly with the most horrendous earth shattering farts ever heard in the British Empire . The smell is atrocious and both passengers in the carriage must use handkerchiefs over their noses. The fart shakes the coach but the two dignitaries of State do their best to ignore the incident. The Queen turns to President Bush, "Mr. President please accept my regrets... I am sure you understand there are some things that even a Queen cannot control." George Bush, always trying to be "Presidential," replied: "Your Majesty, do not give the matter another thought. Until you me

Too Deep
I do not want this poem to go too deep. It's premature, and love's too far away. But there are things I feel the need to say Rather than more days of silence keep. I hope for you it's not too great a leap To hear me talking to you in this way. My fears sometimes my sentiments betray, Telling me to put my thoughts to sleep. Ever since we met I've thought of you As something more than just a passing friend. You seem so lovely, like a melody That haunts me with the wisp of something true. You haunt me still, and so I won't pretend: I tell you this that you might think of me.

U Don't Love Me But I Love You
You don't love me, but ah! do I love you! It kills me that right now you have another! Each day I watch the antics of you two Happy hopping birds and say, why bother? But I am chained to you as fish to sea, Or as the moon to Earth, or Earth to sun. The thought of letting go so tortures me That I would rather let my anguish run. I know that if I wait you will be mine. Such love as this must sweep all walls away! I am your natural light, and I will shine Till due rotation turns your night to day. Until then, this sorrow will remain: My hope of joy must be my source of pain.

Camping
Camping was fun enough. Lots of booze involved. Pretty sure I was intoxicated most the weekend. Campfires and all the standard stuff. Lake Michigan was like bathwater. Walked the pier at night in our pjs and laughed at all the idiot teenagers out. Yeah, we were drunk then. Didn't care. Not quite sure what Aaron and I are yet. But taking it as it goes is worth it. Lost touch with him for far too long to fuck it up now.

C & T Stash Club Id Tags Made By C&t Stash Club--bi Shell--
http://www.fubar.com/cm/showAttachment.php?msgno=352&mailbox=Inbox&part=0&filename=Ct+stash+club.gif&view=1 C&T Stash Members please send a pic that you like to bi shell so that she can make you C&T Stash Id Tag she is a member and she makes the best ones here http://fubar.com/user/807678

Fed Up!
With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments for everyone that entertains the masses just quit doing it then the mumms will become so boring that even the noobs will quit going in them. Let them see what the mumms are like without the ones that made the mumms what they are. Now repost this shit and get the word out so we can take back OUR mumms.

Nsfw
I WAS JUST TOLD THAT ONE OF MY PICS WAS NSFW IN THIS ART PIC SHE IS FULLY CLOTHED WITH NO SKIN SHOWING OTHER THEN HER NECK AND FACE..THIS IS THE COVERSATION I HAD WITH A BOUNCER.. Oserinia: if her chest i showing through the clothing ->Oserinia: in tight clothes ->Oserinia: so the siluhett of a woman is NSFW Oserinia: yes but even if the nipples are showing through scrapper has us mark the image nsfw .. if you are wanting you may have another bouncer look at the images ->Oserinia: it is an outfit all the way up to her neck Oserinia: im sorry but it is nsfw it has her nipples - chest showing NOW YOU TELL ME HERE IS THE LINK ALL I CAN SAY IS WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ALL TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK

Facts
just some stupid shit someone emailed me, found it kinda interesting actually! If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to deat

Confessions Of A Neurotic And Plagued Pixi ( Book Preview)
‘I Do Believe In Faeries’. She wears proudly like a bumper sticker in the small of her back. I guess you could say it slightly sums her up, if you got to know her a little. One day she is perfectly normal and can carry on any kind of drilling and intelligent conversation or debate, and the next she is completely off her rocker, flighty free and ready to do just about anything. But I guess that is one of the things that draws people to her. That, and she has truly had some of the greatest and amazing adventures that one can really have in the short life of twenty six years. But it wasn’t all good times that made her the way she is, her life reflects through her wisdom she freely offers to friends or strangers at any occasion. She reminds me much of a young gypsy girl who just is very comfortable with the free range of life and doesn’t ever want to “settle” as we would call it. I envy her sometimes, when I’m sitting in the cold front living room remembering what it was once like to have

Broken Hearted
"Why is it that everytime I think im over you I just fall for you all over again when i see a picture of you or think of you. Maybe its becuz I think about you constantly and cant seem to shake these feelings from my heart. My heart is broken into a million pieces but with every little broken piece I still love you so much. Will this hurt ever go away? I just keep tripping over my heart and all the feelings I have bottled up inside for you. I look so happy on the outside but on the inside im dying. I just want for you to talk to me. How do I stop crying when the one guy who can help me to stop crying is the one whos making me cry in the first place??"

It's Thursday Evening!
Yes, I'm making blog entries at all hours these days, lol! This will be brief - I hope! I've added three more past life companions to my Inspirational Pics file! Please welcome Mistress of Wolves, Revenant aka Glenn, and GreyHawk to our happy little family, lol! Mistress is one of my closest female connections so far, and I love her dearly! Glenn is another past life lover/spouse/whatever - yes, we are closely connected as well, lol! GreyHawk and I are kindred spirits in so many ways. He is such a delight! Welcome, one and all! Feel free to check out their profiles, rate, comment, etc., you know the drill! Revolution in the mumms, lmao!! Check out the Bulletins, soon. They may get deleted!! Busy day again tomorrow, and a long one to boot! Have a fantastic evening, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings, so many blessings, for all my friends, all over the world! Later! Muahz!

North Carolina...
Here we come. I get to see my baby this weekend, I'm so excited. He was supposed to come see me but his truck has to be in the shop until Monday. So he's sending me money for gas to get there and paying for 2 hotel rooms since it'll be me and a friend, her boyfriend thing and her little sister - PLUS he's giving me gas money to get home. And, my friend's mom is renting us a car so we don't have to put so many miles on my friend's car. I'm so happy I could cry.

If I've Missed You..
I'm sorry if I miss commenting to come people some days, I end up getting lost on where I am up to in saying hello. Or I get completely side tracked when that certain someone logs in and say's Hi. I know I often say I'm going to look at things or view something, or say hi, give gifts, rate, fan and what not. Just try not to be too hard on me if I do miss dropping by. I'm attempting to, and I guess that counts. ~ Em

How Am I Today...
Better than I have been the last few days. Feeling less sick than I have too, so that counts towards the better than I have been. I'm prone it seems to ending up all down and depressed. Being pregnant I find, sure isn't helping in that area. Nor is not sleeping well enough at night, due to various problems, but oh well I'm coping with that as best as I can. Still no closer it seems to working out if I'll let this person come here to Australia and see me. But I guess I'll find an answer to that eventually. He says he doesn't mind giving me time to work it out. After all it's only been a month, although we both agree it feels a lot longer. I of cause worry about all the little warnings you get told about over the years, in not trusting anyone over the net, and anyone could well be anyone. *shrugs a little* If none of us I guess took chances, there wouldn't be the successful meetings I've occasionally heard about. But. I'm just naturally cautious. Anyway. Last doctor's appoint

Missing My Friends
Wow, never realized how few really good friends I had till I suddenly can't be on here non stop. Most I rarely hear from anymore, wonder if it's because I want a real life other than just on a computer. This is what I use to find people with some of the ame interest, things in common, who want similar things out of life. Not just here to give ego boost or points, hell I could care less about the points and rankings versus a few good friends. Who are my real friends now?

Please Pray
Frinds, I have had a knot on the bottom of my foot for about three years now. It has gotten bigger and more painful in these years. Being the stubborn person I am, decided til now to go to the doctor about it. I found out that it is a tumor! I will know tomorrow if it is benign or not! then depending on the results I may or may not have to have the knot taken out. The doctor shot the knot up with steroids today in hopes that if it is benign, this will make the tumor shrink. again if that doesn't work i will need surgery am asking that you all please pray for me. I am very worried about this. thanks, Brandy

Love This Guy!!
OK GUYS AND DOLLS THIS GUY HELPS ANYONE THAT ASKS AND DOESN'T COMPLAIN. BUT IM GOING TO COMPLAIN, ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANT COMMENT BOMBS GET IT, ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANT RATES FOR CONTESTS GET IT, HE JUST WANTS TO LEVEL SO FOR FUX SAKE.....HE RATES ALL OF HIS FRIENDS PICTURES AND EVEN THEIR STASH, HE HELPS WITH CONTESTS.... SO GET OFF YOUR AZZ AND GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE. RATE, FAN AND ADD HIM, LEAVE HIM COMMENTS, WHATEVER JUST LOVE HIM!!! Quietdecedence &Dagger Brute Squad of the Damned &Dagger@ fubar AND PLEASE REPOST!! (repost of original by '}i{ JéñÐø££ }i{ (v).Ø.Ð's (v)åstèr }i{ #² fåñ øƒ £íñçø£ñ' on '2007-08-02 18:45:46') (repost of original by 'Hells Kitchen' on '2007-08-02 18:51:15')

For All Mom's..thanks Tom
This is a good one!!!! > > > > >M O M > >My son came home from school one day, >with a smirk upon his face. >He decided he was smart enough, >to put me in my place. > >"Guess what I learned in Civics Two, >that's taught by Mr. Wright? >It's all about the laws today, >The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' > >It says I need not clean my room, >don't have to cut my hair >No one can tell me what to think, >or speak, or what to wear. > >I have freedom from religion, >and regardless what you say, >I don't have to bow my head, >and I sure don't have to pray. > >I can wear earrings if I want, >and pierce my tongue & nose. >I can read & watch jus t what I like, >get tattoos from head to toe. > >And if you ever spank me, >I'll charge you with a crime. >I'll back up all my charges, >with the marks on my behind. > >Don't you ever touch me, >my body's only for my use, >not for your hugs and kisses, >that's just more child abuse. > >Don't preach about your morals

I Have My Book! Yeah! Lol
Well, the time has come. I received the very first copy off the press today. The books for those who pre-ordered are on the way now, so your books will be on the way to you within about 5 days I expect. For anyone who hasn't gotten theirs yet, now is a ghreat time. Just click the links below and you can have yours soon. For all who have already ordered the book, thank you for your friendship and wonderful support. :) Peter Britt Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Oops!!!!!! Always Double-check What Plane You're On!
A photographer for CNN was assigned to cover southern California's Wildfires. He wanted pictures of the heroic work the firefighters were doing as they battled the blazes. When the photographer arrived on the scene, he realized that the smoke was so thick it would seriously impede, or even make impossible, his getting good photographs from the ground level. He requested permission from his boss to rent a plane and take photos from the air. His request was approved and he used his cell phone to call the local County airport to charter a flight. He was told a single engine plane would be waiting for him at the airport. Arriving at the airfield, he spotted a plane warming up outside a hanger. He jumped in with his bag, slammed the door shut, and shouted, "Let's go". The pilot taxied out, swung the plane into the wind and roared down the runway. Once in the air, the photographer instructed the pilot, "Fly over the valley and make two or three low pa

That's How I Feel Right Now
thats how i feel right now Current mood: indescribable Category: Life looks like i made a mess again heartbreak everywhere i stand this fire is getting hot again but i touched the flame cause I'm a curious cat creepin where i don't belong finding out what I knew all along cryin all alone and its all my fault all my fault yeah i did it again again I'm getting tired of believing even sicker of pretending that it's not so bad just wait it out I think your feeding me lies again the only good man left wasn't him and that's how i feel right now so just let me be it seems every time i find a good man he's got a good little wife I'm not jealous but i wont lie i don't wanna hear about your wonderful life and babies everywhere i look trophy wives with their little black books at this rate i'm gonna end up alone its probably all my fault all my fault oh another dead end again oh i'm getting tired of believing even

Computers
Computers are Women: Temperamental Hard to understand Once you have had one, you can't imagine living without one Computers are Men: Wont follow simple instructions Can be difficult to upgrade Useless without a hard disk

What She Wants
I'll tell you what she wants she who seeks to be bound she wants your aggression to be pushed down hear the sounds of her shirt buttons as they scatter on the floor she wants you to take her to tie her, to consume her Do you know why? she submits to you because she wants to lose herself to sink into a world of no pressures, no decisions the singular objective: pleasure she wants you to take what you want she wants to pushed to the limit and loved gently all in the same dream this is the passion she seeks when she begs to please she wants to be tortured she wants to be teased Deep in her soul she wants to lose control this passionate climax is found when she is bound

Awesome Contest! Check It Out!! :)
this is an awesome contest! check it out and enter :) Metal Ron is giving it :)Heres the link and the info :) This contest is worth getting excited about..... Im giving away I months VIP & a 3day blast to first place.....But wait,Im also givin away yet another 3 day blast to second place,along with party time gifts of trophies to 1st second and third.....Interested yet??? Send you photo link via private message to me and hurry cause contest begins Friday August 3rd at 700 pm and will end on Saturday,August 11th... Be a VIP for a month & Fubar blast for 3 days..... Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrating or abussive commenting the competition...if caught , you will be disqualified 5.Send your pic via pr

The Trip
The trip that’s in my mind, Time always wins by design No one else can win this race Time always wins, no one else can place So while, I’m here, I’m going to enjoy the run. Life’s way to short to not have fun. So I cast out my worries, they can’t solve a thing. I’m going to dance like no one’s watching, and lift my voice and sing. I’m going to seize every morning’s sunrise. I’m going to capture every sunset from the western skies. When, the sun goes down and the day turns into the night; I’ll gaze in wonder at the moon and the star light. And, just for good measure, I’ll say a prayer before I forget. I’ve just got to give thanks for another day of living and another sunset

Lp- Love Play
i dropped the needle when you're not around sometimes i dance to the sound because it lifts me and gifts me to feel so in love piano strolls like we walk the violins sing like we play on a warm summer day with laughs like horns shouting out in harmony move up to higher scales ...and we fell to the drums of hearts start beating... in the next groove i started to move a little faster because the first one was like the date after it was better syncopation than the first we hear each and every word like the singer in this song.. and we carried on in a duet since knew the song recalling old days old plays as the guitar played when u decided to monologue solo and i listened 2 every word and my eyes danced over each expression discerned and moved my body 2 show my concern 4 yer thoughts that picnic basket of ideas u brought and my flower was i shared mine.... i can't believe this song is on! i turned it up the next groove my feet are gone

Driving While Pregnant Lol
I was driving to go to the store for a birthday gift with my lil girl in the car. The Air conditioning isn't working cause the belt broke on it. So it is 98 degrees and I'm almost 7 months pregnant. So to begin with I'm kinda pissy with all that. Then I was driving past a bridge with an exit ramp on it and this guy cutts me off not just cutting me off but pulling out in front of people comming at him and then I see him flipping those people off. So I honk my horn flipping him off and I'm cussing him up one way and down the other. In the back seat I hear bad word mommy oh that one is too. So I'm trying to explain to her that he could have caused a accident and we all could have gotten hurt as well as some others on the road too. So we are talking the back road to the store and the guy is still in front of us the whole time and ass we were getting close to the next town he slows down. Which before he was going 60 to 65 but no now he wants to drive 45. I'm thinking you gotta be kidding me

Who I Used To Be
WHO I USED TO BE MANY TIMES, I CAN STILL LOOK BACK AT WHO I USED TO BE THE BOY THAT'S STILL INSIDE OF ME THE MAN WITHOUT A WRINKLE ON HIS FACE THIS OLDER MAN HAS TAKEN HIS PLACE THE HANDSOME MAN THAT I USED TO BE ONLY SHINES THRU NOW FROM INSIDE OF ME FEELINGS OF COMPASSION FOR MY FELLOW MAN NEVER ONCE WAS IN MY PLANS WHAT I WAS, TO WHAT I AM NOW. WANTING TO BE OF HELP SOMEHOW ONLY BY SHARING AND HELPING OTHERS WILL THE WORLD BE A BETTER PLACE FOR OUR BROTHERS DEEP INSIDE IS THE BOY I USED TO BE BECOMING A GOOD MAN I'VE SET HIM FREE CHRIS

Official Statement From Raven
OFFICIAL STATEMENT FROM RAVEN OF RAVEN¡¦S EGGS & KEGS SHOW LIVE To all the great fans and listeners: The Eggs & Kegs Show has been around for almost 3 years now and has gained much success over the time. In January 2007 the show was offered a spot on World Rock Radio. The show added an extension to the already known ¡§Eggs & Kegs Show¡¨ on New Artist Radio and became Raven¡¦s Eggs & Kegs Show LIVE. While The Eggs & Kegs Show is a monthly pre-recorded updated show, the LIVE addition of the the show has made great progress over the past months. Cherrytap/Fubar people are just as great if not better and doing the show was so worth it. The Raven¡¦s Eggs & Kegs Show Live have given you a chance to laugh and more, As of today (8/2/2007) Raven¡¦s Eggs & Kegs Show is no longer part of World Rock Radio. All of your Hut Hut and profaned words will be remembered forever! More information will be given on the Eggs and Kegs Radio Website. www.eggsandkegsradio.com Thank you a

Little One's
LITTLE ONE'S SITTING HERE CONTENTED AS CAN BE WITH MY GRANDBABIES ON MY KNEE TINY FEET RUNNING DOWN THE HALLS CRAYON MARKS ON THE WALLS GRANDPA, READ ME A STORY BOOK HOW CAN I, SAY NO TO THAT PRECIOUS LOOK? I GO OUT FOR A DRIVE AND TAKE THEM ALONG TURN UP THE RADIO GRANDPA, IT'S MY FAVORITE SONG I DONT GET TO DAILY WATCH THEM GROW. NOTHING LASTS FOREVER I SUPPOSE IT'S THE ABSENSE WHEN, WE'RE APART HELPS KEEP LOVE WARM IN MY HEART AS I BEND DOWN TO WIPE A DIRTY FACE GOD GIVES US GRANDKIDS THRU HIS LOVING GRACE chris

Half-finished Jobs Irritate Me
Consider my entire page NSFW from now on. Frankly, if I were your boss and caught you looking at fubar.com (or whatever name it is going by currently) at work, I'd put you on probation--possibly recommend you for termination (depending on what you were looking at here). This entire web site is "Not Safe for Work". IF YOU ARE AT WORK CLOSE THIS PAGE AND GET THE FUCK BACK TO WORK!

What Will Matter
Ready or not, someday it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours, or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame, and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear. So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived, at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave. What will matter is not your success, but your significance. What w

Small Towns Like Mine
SMALL TOWNS LIKE MINE The interstates all passed us by Little towns like mine went dry The neon lights don't shine no more The little shops done closed their doors The drive thru the towns were to slow a pace People were in a hurry, they were on a race. But for me, I'd rather drive the road less traveled by. The scenes they etch in my mind, the places that catch my eye. Somewhere along the way, we've lost our sense of direction The drive along the way, doesn't get our attention. We no longer enjoy the journey, just the journey's end. To go the straight and narrow, we gave up the hills and bend. Wish, I could turn back the hands of time. Long ago the memories in my mind. A time in the past, where attendants filled up our gas. When, we took our drives, and wished the trips would last. I still take the old highways, and dream of my younger days. Before I forget, and the memory vanishes into a haze. chris

For The Heartache And Tragedy (from The Bulletin Board)
Dedicated to all people who lost their lives during the bridge collapse in Minnesota on August 1st 2007. And all the firefighters who saved many lives today. The bridge collapsing, in front of peoples eyes. people in cars being thrown into the waters.Rescuers, carrying out people with broken backs, necks, jaws. And some just tramatized.Cars dangling off the side of the bridge, flooding with water.And some cars just stopped short from the edge, just feet away from the fast pace Mississippi River.More people getting escorted out of the water with broken bones, being transported to local hospitals close to the scene.Cars and trucks smashed, as rescue workers help every person they can to get to safety.

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Keep In Mind...
You can UNDERSTAND someone within a few minutes of talking to them if you're pretty perceptive and intuitive. But keep in mind, you DO NOT KNOW them until you really unlock the doors that you can't see. And it takes TIME to decipher someone.. well, someone with depth that is.. Really though, why would you wanna get to know anyone who DOESN'T have depth? Maybe if you DON'T have any depth yourself, you're content with just scratching the surface... ME personally, I'm far TOO TALL for mere shallow waters! Anyway, you gotta dig deep... real deep, not just scratch the damn surface. Too many people get Understanding someone and Knowing someone so confused. Take time to get to know someone before you feel like you've got them pegged like a battleship board. Little do you know... and no there's not anymore to THAT statement coming, thats it!! SUCH Little Do You Know... If the shoe fits... wear it.. and then put it in your mouth where it belongs! You're truly only wasting everybody's tim

In Honor Of Women
In Honor Of The Women In My Life A handsome, middle aged man walked quietly into the cafe and sat down. Before he ordered, he couldn't help but notice a group of younger men at the table next to him. It was obvious they were making fun of something about him, and it wasn't until he remembered he was wearing a small pink ribbon on the lapel of his suit that he became aware of what the joke was all about. The man brushed off the reaction as ignorance, but the smirks began to get to him. He looked one of the rude men square in the eye, placed his hand beneath the ribbon and asked, quizzically, "This?" With that the men all began to laugh out loud. The man he addressed said, as he fought back laughter, "Hey, sorry man, but we were just commenting on how pretty your little ribbon looks against your blue jacket!" The middle aged man calmly motioned for the joker to come over to his table, and invited him to sit down. As uncomfortable as he was, the guy obliged, not really sure

I Remember
I Remember Not So Long Ago, Before My Son Became A Man I'd Take Him To The Park, We'd Walk Hand And Hand I Can't Really Remember Where, The Time Has Came And Went I Just Recall, How I Thought My Son Was Heaven Sent Time Stands Still For No One As I Look At The Man Who's My Son The Son That's Sailed Away Upon The Sea Never Again Will That Boy Return To Me So I Tell You This If Your Son Is Small Take The Time To Watch As He Grows Tall I Can't Get Back The Moments That Are Like Dreams Little Boys Grow Up Far Too Fast It Seems Chris

She Left Me Two Years Ago And Now She Wants Back??
there was a chick named trisha who walked out on me two years ago i spent 6 months trying to find her but gave up eventually, she left me cuz she said she was scared of me loving her and doing things for her so that gave her the right to walk out on me??, just because i gave her my heart and my love too??, trisha you know who you are, and where your at in life you really hurt me in life and my love and my feelings for you, if you get this great im just venting about finding you like last week or so i dont remember i just hope how much of a mistake you made walking out on me!!!!!, waht would you do if you found someone two years later that someone had done the same thing to you??, now two years alter she's asking me for another chance I say may'be but she might do it again to Me, I dunno bout giving her another chance what do you people think????, should I give her another chance of say you lost out, or get lost?? leave an opinion or comment or vote, have a great weekend??

Pisces Stuff- True For Me
MUTABLE--Twelfth sign of the Zodiac--WATER SIGN Feburary 20 to March 20 The trident of the Roman sea-god shows Neptune as a vast, deep, mysterious and unknown force. Although the effects of Neptune can be seemingly nebulous, such obscure aspects can be dissolved by merging yourself into the vast ocean of oneness with the universe. If you are unable to pierce its mysteries there will be confusion, dishonesty, martyrdom, and indecisiveness. Neptune appears to be a higher vibration of Venus, offering a deeper and more refined form of energy. When we are able to get in touch with some of the spiritual energies of Neptune, we can experience a higher degree of compassion, beauty, and divinity. Neptune was once known as Poseidon the Greek sea god who administered all the lakes and the rivers. Neptune turned himself into a stallion to woo the goddess Demeter when she became a mare, thus he has been called the inventor of horse racing. The planet Neptune bears its closest associa

# 2 By Far.
Catch me up And Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #2!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Poetry, My Blood. My Skin.
I am an inkspot... Tattoos on skin/ words on a page/ images on a canvas/ /brand the mind/ Eat me, motherfuckers. Yep, an inkspot. A fucking Rorschach test. Take your best shot. Tattoos on my skin... time and time again, I watched needles break the surface... lonely footprints on the sand to show you where I've been to remind me of what I /cannot/ /will not/ forget a resounding echo of events that tore my armor down /the shearing of steel/ I felt it over and over again So I walk around like this, wearing my self on my skin /no mysteries here/ or so it seems and my naked skin felt the needles of the sun and your eyes the needles of your eyes Blood reddens when it is touched by air, touched by eyes inkspot, yeah... that is me. All over up and down and around that shit/ where there is ink you will find me. In the light that surrounds it, in the darkess that finds your eyes you will find m

The Closest I Will Get To A Love Letter
Dear Vibrator; I thought I would write you a letter to tell you how much I treasure you. You make me smile and giggle. You have a way of making me feel so special and warm inside. I appreciate you, Vibrator. I relish in the notion that I can completely trust you to never let me down. You have never disappointed me. I appreciate how you are only concerned with my sense of feeling. You are unselfish and beautiful. I just want to let yo know that there is no one that can ever take your place. You are my favorite vibrator and just when I thought you had given up on me, with some tape and new batteries, you quickly whisper to me again. We have been through a lot and it's time I tell you just how I feel! I LOVE YOU!! XOXO

Love
I Love You I love you so much I guess that's why sometimes I get impatient waiting. Wondering when we'll finally be together all the time. I understand that it has to be this way for now. And I really belive, I'm doing the right thing. I trust that our love is strong enough to see us through. And that someday soon, we'll be able talk, and touch, and love eachother, the way we've wanted to. It's just difficult for me sometimes, because I want you so much now. I know our time will come, and when it does, it will be right. And very Beautiful.... by Julienia, 8-2-07

What?
OK lets see some are mad others are amused some are just jumping in to have something to do. Unless U can touch me in the physical then whats really going on? And if you plan on touching me in the physical then it better be soon cause my family is turning up the heat! LOL I guess i have to change my about me section...the drama has begun....cant we all just get along?!?! LOL Maybe i might just make this thing amumms! LOL Jus I was going to write something but this is too funny i could not get into my poet mode just yet, maybe in another hour or so!

Why Am I Like This
at this point in my life its like im stuck in two different worlds. i feel happy but yet uncomplete. i have people who wanna be wit me, but yet i push them away. i dont understand it and i never have. someone actually shows they like me and may even one day love me, and what do i do, i get scared i run away, and i do what i know would b the worst thing in the world for someone to do to me, i shut them out..... i dont know why and it seems ive always been like this. its like i want to find the perfect man and i need to look at what i got in front of me. but it scares the shit out of me that someone could have such feelings for me when all they have dun is talk to me on the phone and on here.i guess im tryin way to hard but yet i dont wanna just settle cuz i think i have too or i should cuz the chance is there. a good friend of mind to me that if im scared my whole life, i will never know whats really out there. and that is true on so many different levels but yet i cant help but do it.

Headdress History
Native American Headdress When many of us picture Native Americans, we see a stately chief, standing tall wearing a large feathered headdress. The headdress is a very important part of Native American culture. Typically made of beautiful bird feathers, it is more symbolic than anything else. The Sioux were thought to be one of the first Native American tribes to use these head pieces. Not everyone among the tribe could wear one, however. The Native American headdress was reserved for the most powerful and influential among the tribe. Perhaps there is meaning then as to why we usually picture the chief wearing one. It is a little known fact that Native American headdresses were not made completely in one sitting. In fact, each time the chief, warrior, or other important tribe member committed a brave act, a feather was added. Therefore, the more feathers in the headdress, he braver and sometimes much more ominous the wearer was. In certain tribes, the brave act itself was

Ever Have One Of Those Days?
Ever have one of those days that you just feel totally apathetic? Where you just couldn't care less about anything. Yeah, I seem to get those a lot lately. Maybe its just from being overtired, I don't know.

Things That Get Me Upset
Ok so I have been looking to move and so I went to check out a few places like apt, roommates, houses. Now this is my problem, a friend of mine said his friend was wanting roommates. She already has a 2 year old and is 3 months preg. When I went to go check out her place it was trashed and stunk, I can't see how people can live that way. I also know people that spend all day in their room and there is trash and food everywhere.............NASTY!

To Everyone
MY BOSS JUST CALLED ME FROM MY JOB ASKING ME TO PULL A DOUBLE TONIGHT SO I WILL BE GONE WORKING FROM 2PM TO 6AM REDKANDY HAS THE FLOOR AFTER 130PM TODAY, AS SOON AS I GET HOME I WILL BE ON UNTILL AFTER 9AM THEN IM GOING TO SLEEP, JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW, IF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE GO TO MY HOME PAGE AND TALK TO ME THERE. C-MAIL ME OR WHAT EVER. ONCE THIS TRANSITION OF MINE IS OVER I WILL BE STAYING UP AFTER WORK TO DO THINGS HERE, UNTILL ABOUT 3PM THEN NEED SLEEP.

Freakin A
so my "good friend" decides that he really doesn't want to be my friend anymore, in the stupidest way. He blocks me on myspace, so I decide to call him and Leave him a message even though he lives in canada, and I'm like hey *** what's the matter why aren't you talking to me now? He never calls me back, I try a few times, no reply. Its really frustrating b/c I don't even know what I did. But hey he's done it once before, and that's why I never jumped back into a friendship with him, soooo if he doesn't decide he wants to be my friend today then it's over for good. I'm not taking him back as a friend again, this is his last chance. Who knows why he's actually mad, maybe it's b/c I didn't come to see him again like I said I would (I've been too busy working) kdgajsdlgasdl;kgasjdg Life is frustrating sometimes, but I won't let it get me down. If he really wants to do this then he wasn't a friend to begin with, there goes 2 years down the drain.

Blind
Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter, Yet you fail to notice, This is your blunder, You've had a rough time, Though now it is over, But yet you continue clinging to what is left over, And in doing this your depression grows deeper, Pulling you apart at the seams, Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees, Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? " To ease your mind of your terrible burden, You bargain with Satan (as if he cares), Giving you a release, in turn for your soul: That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all, When all of your friends have been with you till now, But here comes the crossroads up ahead, They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down." You have your beauty and charm, Your intelligence and grace, Good friends and your health, What more does it take for you?

Todays Lesson..:this Ones For The Ladies..
a man today must work and follow a straight path in life. The call of something dangerous, emotional, unknown is all the more powerful because it is so forbidden. Think of the victims of the great Sirens of history: Paris causes a war for the sake of Helen of Troy, Caesar risks an empire and Anthony loses his power and his life for Cleopatra, Napoleon becomes a laughingstock over Josephine, DiMaggio never gets over Marilyn, and Arthur Miller can't write for years. A man is often ruined by a Siren, yet cannot tear himself away. (Many powerful men have a masochistic streak.) An element of danger is easy to hint at, and will enhance your other Siren characteristics—the touch of madness in Marilyn, for example, that pulled men in. Sirens are often fantastically irrational, which is immensely attractive to men who are oppressed by their own reasonableness. An element of fear is also critical; keeping a man at a proper distance creates respect, so that he doesn't get close enough to see thro

Ouch
After a long night of making love to his new girlfriend, Harry notices a photo of a man on her bedside table. At first, he really didn't give it much thought; she had never mentioned it so why should he. But after a month or so into the relationship he begins to stress about it; even imagining the photo is staring at him during their passionate lovemaking. It was causing him so much anxiety that he finally decides to ask about it. "Is this your ex-husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Another boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no!!!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me 6 months ago"

Shake It Off & Step Up
-Eugene Williams & Jo Walters- A parable is told of a farmer who owned an old mule. The mule fell into the farmer's well. The farmer heard the mule "braying" - or - whatever mules do when they fall into wells. After carefully assessing the situation, the farmer sympathized with the mule, but decided that neither the mule nor the well was worth the trouble of saving. Instead, he called his neighbors together and told them what had happened...and enlisted them to help haul dirt to BURY the old mule in the well and put him out of his misery. Initially, the old mule was hysterical. But as the farmer and his neighbors continued shoveling and the dirt hit his back...a thought struck him. It suddenly dawned on him that every time a shovel load of dirt landed on his back... HE SHOULD SHAKE IT OFF AND STEP UP! This he did, blow after blow. "Shake it off and step up...shake it off and step up...shake it off and step up!" he repeated to encourage himself. No matter how painful the bl

Hand N Hand
You walked with me hand in hand In the sunset on the sand Down the shore we did walk Shared our feelings as we talked To look so deeply into your eyes Made me shiver to my surprise Butterflies began to stir These are feelings of which I’m unsure To have these feelings Is hard to explain Loneliness is usually my pain Living in this world alone A world of silence Is usually made of gold But to feel your presence By my side Makes me feel Even richer inside Then to lay back In your arms so tight To feel your warmth And love is so right For I never thought I would feel this again To feel the warmth of your heated breath You are one true love I will never forget

I Wish You Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?". She began to smil

Discrimination Of Natives, Officials Same Class As Bush.
This is the Situation.Conversation Blast.Last week I saw a Blast with Tits Showing isn't that NSFW.I have seen Blasts Advertizing Porn Sites.I have seen Blasts by Call Girls seeking Clients.I have seen Blasts seeking Cock to Suck.But my Friend Sexy Goth here paid for this Blast I will Post.Never Recieved.Black Knight Bought her a Gift Blast Never Recieved.She just won a Blast from the Sexiest Cowboy hat Contest.Chances are this Blast won't Blast Off Either.I Think the Officials of Fubar owe Sexy Goth 1 year VIP in my Oppinion,for Discrimination.Of a Native American for one.Her Problems started when she Married a man from Pakistan.Just because Our Horses Ass of a President Decides to Create Wars from that part of the world. Fubar Officials are nothing but a bunch of Hapless Cry Babies.Get a Life Let her have all her Blasts Admit you all are Hapless Jerks an Purchase her a 1 yr. VIP for being Ignorant Bastards. Ok so Cherry Tap says thay dont pick faverits HA HAS FUCKIN HA You hav

“i Am A Witch”
“I Am A Witch” (repost ) Body: “I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’

There Are Some Wounds Time Can Not Heal Or Erase
I bet By the end of this everyone will remember every heartache an it just might open old wounds. for that i apologies. you may even look at relationships differently. every person deals with heartache differently.For some they become lethargic. Others do not care for they have justified it in their Mind. Others do not.they are the ones that feel it on a molecular level.They can feel it tear them apart down to their adams. In a way they have "died" inside a slow and horrific death. They can remember every thing from that day. Not only that but they can remember everything from the day they met that person down to the smallest detail like whom was wearing what an other minute details. Everyday i drive by a school ,which hold very sentimental value to me, an smile about days gone past. Events that helped shape me into the being i am now. One day, while driving by there, i had an epiphany. I finally understood how to gauge you will feel if , unfortunately, your relationship ends. The mor

Wish Me Luck
So I got a new laptop from work yesterday. today I went out to buy a wireless router so I can have my PC and the laptop online at the same time. I wonder how much cussing I'll end up doing trying to set all that up. Never set up a wireless network before.

Great News On Madeline Seen In Belgium
Madeleine 'seen' in Belgium The parents of missing Madeleine McCann marked three months since her disappearance as a possible sighting of her emerged in Belgium. A customer at a restaurant in the Flemish town of Tongeren, not far from the Dutch border, said she was "100% sure" she had seen the youngster. She said the girl was with a couple, a Dutch man and an English-speaking woman, who were acting strangely and not like "normal parents". A police spokeswoman said they were treating the report "seriously" and are looking for DNA on a drinks bottle used by the girl. They have also issued an identikit drawing of the man based on the description given by the "trusted witness". It is the latest in a string of possible sightings since Madeleine disappeared in May, although none have turned into concrete leads. As news of the Belgian sighting spread across the continent, her parents Gerry and Kate McCann were travelling to Spain to mark the three months since her abduction. From

Leaving Fubar
Well gang i am calling it quits in a few days anybody that longs to keep in touch with me let me know and i will give you my e-mail address. NOBODY here did anything wrong you are all Wonderful ladies and i wish i could meet each one of you.

Gun Control Refresher
Gun Control Refresher 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt, the original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights, you don't have any. 9. Those that trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights Reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16

I Loved Loving You, My Friend.
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's

Erotic Story
She lays me down on the floor gently... her gazing and inviting eyes starring at me the whole time. She softly kisses my lips then stops suddenly leaving me begging me for more. She then straddles my small body and slowly starts unbuttoning her blouse, exposing her supple breasts and asks if I want a taste. I then start licking and sucking on her erect nipples and caress them with my petite hands. She starts kissing me again, this time more passionately and with more force and asks if she may remove my top, I tell her sure. She then starts kissing me this time working her way down to my tits and abruptly nibbles on them... I wince a bit which entices her to spank me! I wince again because I am not used to such domination. The woman told me that If I winced again that she would do something to really make me quiver. She then moves her way down from my chest to my stomach. As she is doing this she is running her hands up and down my thigh. Then she slowly slides her hand into my black Ha

It's My Life And I'm Ok With It!
WELL AS ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW ME AND MY HUBBY HAS GOT TOGETHER AGAIN AND WERE BACK FOR GOOD AND DOING VERY WELLL AND VERY VERY HAPPY! HE MIGHT NOT BE PERFECT AT ALL THINGS BUT HE'S WONDERFUL AT MOST AND I LOVE HIM AND HAVE FOR 8 YRS AND WILL FOREVER...I KNOW HE IS THE ONE IN MY DREAMS AND THE ONE WHO SOMETIMES VISITS MY NIGHT MARE'S BUT THAT'S OK BECAUSE WE CAN ALWAYS WORK ON THAT AND I KNOW SOMETIMES I CAN BE A B----...SO I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVE'S ME AND I KNOW SOME PEOPLE WONDER WHAT I'M THINKING ABOUT GIVING US ANOTHER CHANCE BUT THAT'S FOR US TO FIGURE OUT AND WE ARE THE ONE WHO HAVE TO BE OK NOT EVERYONE THAT HAS THINGS TO SAY BAD TO US OR ABOUT US! ANYWAY TY FOR LOOKING AT THIS AND UNDERSTANDING....GRIN ....LIFE IS TO SHORT WHEN U HAVE TRUE LOVE ON YOUR SIDE AND DON'T TAKE IT FOR REAL AND HAVE FUN!!!!!!

You Think You're Life Is Bad....
PRESS THE PLAY IN THE CENTER br />From: respect few, fear noneDate: Aug 2, 2007 10:26 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: KeishaDate: 02 Aug 2007, 09:51 PM/>From: brandersDate: Aug 1, 2007 6:40 PMPM*Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about ho

Brokenhearted Pimpout 8-3-07
these fubars could use some luvin from you! my sexy b/f and fubar hubby :) ~~DJpogobob~~Bomber at Large~CT Hubby to broken hearted420~sign my guestbook plz@ fubar a special chickie! LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar my best friend on fubar and on the internet.. love you chickie!! **Christie**@ fubar this guys always got an awesome movie playing in his stash.. sit home instead of going to a movie theater! enjoy! bucs24,CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~*undergrounds promoter*@ fubar heres an awesome guy who loves to pimp every1 and helps every1 he can! its about time we show him some luv! Mikey ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ killin em with a :)@ fubar heres a chickie who loves to make pics and shit.. shes very good at it too! woot woot! Micki"Blue Eyes"{dirty south crew}@ fubar and 2 of my newest friends need some luv to show them some luv! Nikki@ fubar Johnloves@ fubar please show them some l

When God Made Truck Drivers!
WHEN GOD MADE TRUCK DRIVERS! When the Lord was creating Truck Drivers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order?" " A truck driver has to be able to drive 10-12 hours per day, through any type of weather, on any type of road, know the highway traffic laws of 48 states and 10 provinces, he has to be ready and able to unload 40,000 lbs of cargo after driving thru the night and sleep in areas of cities and towns that the police refuse to patrol." " He has to be able to live in his truck 24 hours a day 7 days a week for weeks on end, offer first aid and motorist assistance to his fellow travelers , meet just in time schedules, and still maintain an even and controlled composure when all around him appear to have gone mad." " He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals; he has to hav

Damn
im tired of hatin ass niggas who come around and drink all da liquor and smoke all da weed, they always make sure they leave your house wit a plate. im tired of stupid bitches who think niggas dont know the game but when u hurt they feelins they wanna cry and everythang, they smile in your face get in your pockets and they get made when u leave em 20 miles from their from there home. i wanna knock da teeth out my uncles i wanna say we aint gonna never be anything more than a thug, but they bitch asses stick around us like they our kids, how u fifty years old kickin it your nephew cuz he always got beer in da house, now thats some bullshit, im gettin to da point where im a say fuck everybody and leave em all stuck.

Why Would This Nigga Do Somethin Stupid Twice
check this shit out me and my uncle got into it before, when this nigga cussed my aunt out when my grandma died and that was a 2 months ago. i had this nigga runnin and hiding for 2 weeks, and the sad part is he's twice my age.Now last nite he called my mom and was talk shit to her and through my name in the conversation, now im startin to think this nigga is slow and i might just have to remind him about what happen 2 months ago and this time my mom and aunt wont be able to stop me. i tried to be nice i tried to let shit go now cuz is in trouble and he cant hide this time.

510
*Gasp!* I didnt do a single blog yesterday! Are you proud of me?LOL...Anyways the reason for this blog - was to let people know that all of my photo albums are going to be friends only. So if you ever do a pimpout with my name on it - people are gonna have to add me if they wish to rate my photos. While I was out for a walk - I had several people ripping my photos. I usually don't mind, but...I was just not expecting it while I was away. That said...I have good news - . .. ... .... ..... .... ... .. . ITS FRIDAY BITCHEZ!!!!

Things To Ponder
had amnesia once -- or twice. ***** Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. ***** I am neither for nor against apathy. ***** All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. ***** If the world were a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horses sidesaddle. ***** What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? ***** They told me I was gullible and I believed them. ***** Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home, and when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. ****** Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone. ***** One nice thing about egotists ... they don't talk about other people. ***** My weight is perfect for my height ... which varies. ***** I used to be indecisive. Now, I'm not sure. ***** The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. ***** How can there be self-help groups? ***** If swimming is so good for your figure, how do you explain wha

Some Favorite Quotes
Closed minds are like concrete. Thoroughly mixed up, and permanently set. Good judgement comes from experience. Experience comes from bad judgement. Sanity is a madness put to good use. You don't stop laughing because you grow old. You grow old because you stop laughing. Man is the only animal that laughs and weeps, for he is the only animal that is struck with the difference between what things are and what they ought to be. May your trails be crooked, winding, lonesome, dangerous, leading to the most amazing view. May your mountains rise into and above the clouds. The greatest conflicts are not between two people but between one person and himself. Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will. Never miss a chance to keep your mouth shut. What is not fully understood is not possessed. Life is like getting dropped off in the middle of the woods, and then year by year, gradually walking home. Happiness is not somethi

Simple Love
waiting together for something thats new debating creating a love so pure and true and when youre standing next to me its a sight ive never before seen its happiness ive finally reached from simply loving you falling deeper into the abyss closer approaching desire as we kiss i think when we move in sync my heart is always on the brink I almost seem to feel too much from simply loving you

21,000 To God Father
SOme of us have rated everything he has.Its alot easier to God Father someone on 87,000 with more pictures but it can and will be done..im not giving up until he God Fathers if I have to bomb his page with comments. Give him a few minutes of your time and help please....Thank you to everyone that has rated everything he has..We are so close but yet it feels so far away..Lucious Mamis the morning 20,000 went in 23 minutes...Just depends on whos on here at the time..We have some levlers maxed on rates and we have some that are not on...Show him some mad love please and thank you

Proud To Be A ......
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try t

My Damn Dog!!!
I am so damn frustrated! I take my dog out every hour...sometimes more and he runs and goes potty outside...but than twenty min. after I bring him back in...he potties again. I have shampooed my carpets, tried deoterizors, tried rewarding him, and gotten as low as to put his nose in it and spank him. He just doesn't get it. And I don't know how to help him anymore. If there is anyone that has either successfully trained a dog, or knows some tips, please feel free to help me out. Thanks for reading anyhow. ~Rach

Grandma In Court
Lawyers should never ask grandmas a question if they aren't prepared for the answer . --------- In a trial, a small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, an elderly grandmother to the stand. He approached her and asked; " Mrs.. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you're a big disappointment to me. You lie, cheat on your wife, manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, " Mrs.. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster. He's lazy, bigoted, and has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal relationship with anyon

Dream Demon Or Living With Night Terrors
I woke up again. It was 12:30am, and I was covered in sweat. I have what is referred to as night terrors and I herd that I would out grow them, who ever said that was wrong. The dreams became less as I grew and I was able to tolerate them now but as kid they were terrifying. I always assumed it was something else, for in my dreams there was this thing that would speak to me. It would be the one to give me my nightmares. Every night the voice would taunt me, I don't even remember a thing he said all I remember is that he was the cause of my night terrors. The only thing I can actually remember of him was that in one dream I talked him all night till I woke and he never got his chance to give me my nightmare. Then there were the dreams that I had to gather what toys I wanted to play with and if I didn't leave my room in time the door would shut and I would have a nightmare. There were the ones that would be a regular dream and it would turn evil. I would fight to wake up as this

My Imaginary Lover
MY IMAGINARY LOVER Just wanted you to know, you’ve captured my heart I wish, the distance didn’t keep us a part. Even though, you’re so far away, I seem to find, This doesn’t keep you off my mind. Imaginary lover, you’re in my heart and in my dreams. The yearning and longing, stretches my heart at the seams. If, I close my eyes, I can see you standing there. I can almost reach out and stroke your hair. I can reach out and touch your skin What I feel for you is almost a sin I can imagine that, you’re here. As, I take you in my arms I draw you near. Even though, the distance keeps us miles and miles apart, I can feel your chest against me and the beating of your heart I look into your eyes to see the windows to your soul. This stirs in me a fire down below. I just had to tell you how I felt. If, I was holding you, my heart would surely melt. CHRIS

Thoughts
The Sun comes out the cloud covers it The Moon comes out the next moring the sun comes out to cover it 24 hours in a day never enough time to do all you need 2 People expected to call but never call People not expected to call end up calling Hopes are raised for the moment Hopes are never as long as you want them to be People who once enjoyed talking to you Dont enjoy talking to you anymore What was once good and happy wont be good and happy anymore Your young and excited once Your not getting any younger and you sit in house all day on the computer hoping something changes Me sitting at home on a friday night is normal

Thirteen Goals Of A Witch
I. Know yourself II. Know your Craft (Wicca) III. Learn IV. Apply knowledge with wisdom V. Achieve balance VI. Keep your words in good order VII. Keep your thoughts in good order VIII. Celebrate life IX. Attune with the cycles of the Earth X. Breathe and eat correctly XI. Exercise the body XII. Meditate XIII. Honor the Goddess and God

Too My Baby Love
When Do Thugs Shed Tears My Dear Thuggett ..... The answer to this question is not known by many, and is told few . . . . But tonite my dear thuggett i'll try and answer it just for you........ I know for sure that a thug sheds tears......... When the thugging is interrupted and we are locked up facing years........... I'll skip a space or two I suppose before I continue to write stright with these tears... But dont cry in the open so in stead a thug waits for lights out, and then sheads tears with the blanket pulled over his head ......... A thug crys when he misses his thuggett...... Nights filled with passion, and sweat these are the times he can't forget..... A thug sheads tears when theres no more ballin , No more clubbiing...... Only collect calling........ And jail house thugging ..... When the mask is lifted , And a thug is faced with reality and fears....... This My Dear Th

If You Only Knew
Ok so this mum thing was suppose to be just a little whatever but it turned into a complete bash session on me! I mean your words are sure as hell not going to hurt me. I was just asking for a yes or no answer. not your thoughts on what kind of person i am or kev for that matter for being in the situation. So you can talk all your shit about us but until you know the whole story behind me and kevin stfu! But then again I will not lose any sleep for any of your dumb comments. And hey if it makes you feel better about yourself then hey Im glad i could help. Have a nice fucking day...i know i will!

60,000 To Godfather #3
WE HAVE ANOTHER HAPPY HOUR LEFT...RATE OR THERE IS A GIVAWAY GOING ON IF WE HAVE COMMENT BOMBERS...THERE IS ALOT OF HELP AND NUMBERS ARE GOING DOWN COME SHOW SOME LOVE..JUST REMEBER YOUR DAY TO GOD FATHER IS COMING AND YOU WANNA GET IT OVER WITH THE LAST 100,000 KILLS YOU IT JUST SEEMS LIKE IT WILL NEEVER GET HERE..SHOW SOME LOVE..AWESOME JOB TODAY EVERYONE....IM NOT EXACTLY SURE ON THE NUMBER OF LEVEL UPSS IT WAS AT LEAST 10 AND THE TOTALS ...WELLL OVER 300,000 TEAM WORKS HELPS...THE OCL AND ALOT OF OTHER FAMILY AND FRRIENDS OF EACH MADE IT ALL HAPPEN...THANKS AGAIN FOR SHOWING YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT TO THESE 3 FUBAR GODFATHERS... Mя. Đ Pєяĸy's Huѕband Co-Owner of The O.C.L@ fubar

Big "thank You" 2 Everyone Who Helped Level Me. U Guys R The Best!
THANKS 2 EVERYONE WHO PULLED TOGETHER AND LEVELED ME. I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE, AND WILL RETURN IT, MAY TAKE A FEW DAYS, BUT I WILL RATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU! MUCH LOVE 2 U ALL! XOXOX JEN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar

What Are The Signs Of Learning Disabilities
You can't tell by looking that a person has a learning disability, which can make learning disabilities hard to diagnose. Learning disabilities typically first show up when a person has difficulty speaking, reading, writing, figuring out a math problem, communicating with a parent, or paying attention in class. Some kids' learning disabilities are diagnosed in grade school when a parent or a teacher notices a kid can't follow directions for a game or is struggling to do work he or she should be able to do easily. But other kids develop sophisticated ways of covering up their learning issues, so learning disabilities don't show up until the teen years when schoolwork - and life - gets more complicated. Most learning disabilities fall into one of two categories: verbal and nonverbal. People with verbal learning disabilities have difficulty with words, both spoken and written. The most common and best-known verbal learning disability is dyslexia, which causes people to have trouble

Math
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 1 8 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W -O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T -T-I -T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Att

Quiz : Naughty Or Nice
Take the quiz and add ur results in a comment Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Driving To Texas Today!
well it's been awhile since i drove from michigan to texas. but texas bound here i come! chat later when i get to houston! luv you all!!! Buried at PhotoCasket.com p.s. still in texas... update: sister in st.lukes hospital, had liver surgery, found a tumor size of softball and one more injected with something to kill cancer if it's there. she's on morphine in i.c.u. but she's looking good other wise, gotta count our blessings...still in houston at rachels house now. luv you all so much!!!

What Have You Done For Our Country?
Subject Support Our Troops Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________

Woop Woop
PIMP OUT TIME!!!Wont Cost A Dime Of Shadys S*U*P@ fubar Dime here is one of my #1 Posse guys. We have had our fair share of drama like I'm sure most groups on here have and through it all he hasn't stop to ever think twice. He has stood tall and has been right there by my side through it all. We don't win them all but we sure as hell try and no matter what we have going on he has trusted me and goes where I send him. He has been my main partner in everything I do pretty much from my start here on now Fubar but then Ct. If you are looking for someone that is loyal and cool as hell to be on your friend list then hes the one to add. I can't say what he has just did for me. Its sorta personal in which hes the only one on here that knows what this little thing is and how important it is to me but he just gave me the best gift of all outside of his friendship. ADD HIM YOU ALL, FAN HIM, AND GIVE HIS PAGE SOME LOVE. TRUST ME HAVING HIM AS A FRIEND IS THE BEST THING ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR

Check This Out Sat 1.07pm Just Woke Up
right ln now got 4lounges top dance is the main one constucting it just woke up. i leave my computer on 24/7 no screen saver screen on 24/7 pages open dont lose connection. watching music live on sky watching american tv constant whats with all the shottings our police special force need to come to america our sas and army mps need to sort this out theres no gun crime here but our special police force that are the gun squard need to go to america make it like our country as we hardly hear of gun crime. must write letter to our prime minister and our queen to stop all this as god does not want his people dying. am on msn and yahoo add me yahoo open now my yahoo is stokoe709@btinternet.com buy me a drink. rate my pics. top blogs some rated and viewed 1,000+ pople. over 1,000 friends. had 7happy hours. only signed up last month. everyione around the world i pray that all crime and heartache be stopped in the mighty name of jesus crist and the holly trinity god the father god th

A Good Can Of Corn...
There were three couples, one elderly, one middle aged, and one newlywed, that wanted to join a church. So the minister tells them that in order to be members they must abstain from sex for two whole weeks. After two weeks, the minister asks the elderly couple if they had abstained. "Yes, no problem!" So the minister welcomes them to the church. Then he asks the middle aged couple the same question "Well, after one week, the husband had to sleep on the couch, but we made it!" So the minister welcomes them to the church. Then the minister asks the newlywed couple if they had abstained from sex for two weeks. "We were unable to abstain. On the third day, my wife dropped a can of corn and when she bent over to pick it up, LUST and PASSION overcame me!" "I'm sorry," the minister says, "but you are both banned from this church!" "That's okay," says the husband, "We were banned from the supermarket, too."

Ain't This The Truth
Ain't it the truth At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. A

I Am
I am strong and tough yet scared and afraid. tied down yet I could leave if I really wanted too, right? a hopeless romantic yet incredibly naughty. caring and sympathetic till you piss me off. a frightened girl yet in charge of young innocent ones that I mu protect. the sweetest person you will ever know yet the sassiest one you'll ever cross. here standing with open arms that you do not see as you walk past. a passing acquaintance who could be your everything. the one who makes your blood boil yet I can easily console you. I am me! a graphic inspired this....... not sure it shows up or not here... so will post as a comment

Isaac's 3rd Birthday
Whew, time for another child's birthday party! We're having a party for Isaac's THIRD birthday! Yay, us!!!! (He actually turns three on Monday, but he really doesn't care all that much!) I love all my little babies, but Isaac is my love button. He's the youngest, and he's the most happy-go-lucky of the bunch. He's not malicious, though he's muy inquisitive! Which, as those of you with children can attest, means he's an adventure! He's the type of child that does something kinda wrong, but immediately follows it up with a smile and a kiss. I'm telling you, it messes with your mind! His mother says he gets the mischievousness from her, and the reaction from me. I don't know about that! I'm not all that sure that I use batting eyes and kisses to get me out of trouble that much! Anyway, time to go make sure the birthday boy isn't causing havoc throughout the house. Have a great day!

Husband And Wife
Dear Husband: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk panties. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your shows. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Wife P.S. Don't try to find me. Your BROTHER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! ********** Dear Ex-Wife - Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven years, although

All About You !
I feel you, in the veins of my arms. I see you, in my dreams at night. I smell you, in the wind as I walk through the park. I hear you, everyday when I need a smile on my face. I breathe you, in if only you were here with me. I touch you, where nobody else can. I need you, in my life to make me whole. I taste you, in my mind when enjoying my peach. But, most of all. I love you, for who you are and nothing more.

Why Are People Such Idiots
personally i think the world would be a better place if we didnt make things idiot proof and let the natural order take place for example people that want to be stupid and put forks and what not in toasters....let them get whats coming to them first time i ever got on a plane (i was 18) i looked at the seat at the back of the seat that was right in front of me and it said "please be seated while attempting to fasten seatbelt" i swear to god...seriously it said that WHAT THE FUCK im pretty sure people graduate from car seatbelts to plane seatbelts and whats this sitting no stewardess im gonna stand my happy ass up so i can fasten my seatbelt...i tried to get the stewardess to talk to me about this and it just she kinda laughed and said well there was this one time a drunk guy came in then i thought hes drunk he isnt gonna be standing long anyways what the hell and also on a tube of hemeroid cream it says do not use orally....oh my god what moron decided to try that so a warning had to b

How Do I Tell You How I Feel About You
When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind yet I wish to tell you that I'm b

About My Surgery
WELL SOME OF YA'LL KNOW THAT I'M FIXING TO GO IN FOR SURGERY ON TUESDAY..I'VE BEEN HAVING SOME REAL BAD HEADACHES AND ALL..WELL THEY FOUND OUT I HAVE A HERNIATED DISK IN MY NECK THATS CAUSING MY PROBLEMS..SO THEY WILL BE GOING IN TO TAKE IT OUT...ITS A LITTLE SCARY THE WAY THEY WILL BE DOING IT,BUT I'M TIRED OF THE HEADACHES SO I DECIDED TO GO AHEAD AND GET IT DONE..I HAVE A COUPLE OF MY FRIENDS THAT WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP PEOPLE UPDATED ON MY PROGRESS...TIM~SOUTHERNOUTLAWBIKER,MYJOY,CHUCK AND TERRYLJOHN AND MY BESTFRIEND LAURA...5 OF THE BEST PEOPLE ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR..THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING HERE AND ALL OF YOUR MORAL SUPPORT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME..I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU... I MESSED UP AND PLCED THIS THING 2 TIMES ON HERE..I'M NOT SURE HOW I DID IT..LMAO SORRY

Primer Dia
deseo crear un blog, de un gringo en latinoamerica, ciertamente mas que eso voy a contar mi vida aca, eneste pais.. ahora sera solo en español asi es que lo siento por los que no hablan español! suerte y todos los aportes y comentarios son bienvenidos!

Untitled
Like a dark star rising This screaming metal messiah Obeys the slick black curves That otherwise spell oblivion To the one who ignores The cowardly yellow line And finds an asphault Rollercoaster crush Waiting to embrace His Captain's Courageous With a sinnister mile The turnpike smiles wide Describing this ritual With a brutal kiss That seals the coffin's lid On this final ride!

Wolverines!
Wolverines Ranked Fifth in Preseason Coaches Poll NEW YORK -- The University of Michigan football team will start the 2007 season as the fifth-ranked team in the country according to the USA Today Coaches Poll released Friday morning (Aug. 4). The Wolverines finished the 2006 season ranked ninth in the coaches poll. The Wolverines received two first-place votes from the coaches and 1,218 total points to list among the top five teams nationally. Southern California is the preseason top-ranked team followed by Louisiana State, Florida, Texas and Michigan, respectively. The Big Ten Conference leads all conferences with three top 10 schools. In addition to Michigan, the league is represented by No. 7 Wisconsin and No. 10 Ohio State in the top 10. Penn State rounds out the conference contingent with its selection at No. 18 nationally. Following is the preseason top 25 coaches poll: School W-L* Points Prev 1. Southern California (45) 11-2 1,481 4 2. Louisi

The New Arrivals And A Surprise!
I was sitting on the couch watching a movie not expecting company. When who should appear but August and Jae with the PUPPIES. I thought for only a visit but August said, no they are here to stay, they are winged and eating on their own. So Friday Night Adora-Bella and her brother Beauregard arrived to stay with us from now on. I am very excited and of course worried about the house breaking that lies ahead. But our biggest surprise was, Bella and Beau had a sister that was spoken for but then that person decided not to take her.....well what can I say, My heart went out and now she is staying also. Instead of 2 puppies I now have three.... Oh lord give me patience and lots of help from the girls....amen .....lol My girls are excited cause now everyone can hold a puppy and no fighting. We thought all last night and today and have decided her name will be Angelic-Breezy , because she hops and almost looks like she is flying , she is so peppy. We will call her Bree

Ratings....
Personally I don't care what rating anyone gives me...but some do! So , what is the harm in giving some one a "10" or "11" if you can. It might just make a special moment in an otherwise dull life. If I want real I would not be online ....you too? So, everyone take heed and think about what rating you give....it might just make someone smile...and quantify their life just a little bit. Every one is a "10" in my book, that does not mean that I give them out with out regards to reality, it just means that I give respect to every one, unless it is not deserved! Then I will let reality be your judge...and not me. Thanks all!

Friends Made
One man who hurt me... ...brought 3 women together. For that, I thank him... cuz these two women have become the fabric of my life. Thank you Ice, Viper, Paul, or whatever other name you go by on the other sites out there... ;) Oh and Titania & Enchanted... didn't mean to leave you guys out... :) imikimi - Customize Your World Make new friends but keep the old... One is silver and the other's gold...

Touching And Relationships
Whatever happen to touching your partner, where you just touched, i mean holding hands or running your hand across the cheek. just touching there skin or has technology replaced that like the internet or cell phones. Is are lifes that fast paced that we no longer need that kind of thing? Im just thinking , comments are welcome,

Call
My job consists of medical emergency calls and today I received one of the worst. I am about to leave for the day and I receive a call from “Jane” but when I answered the call, no one said anything on the other end, I have this rule after me saying Hello three times with no response I normally will hang up. I said Hello three times but something told me NOT to hang up yet. I all of a sudden hear whimpering, obviously this person is crying and I immediately want to help them. I again say, “Hello, can I help you?” I finally get a response, a very weak “yes”. I said, “Are you having a medical emergency?” and she says, “Yes, I was just sexually assaulted and I am in EXTREME pain”. Wow! My heart is aching for this young girl, I say young because I could tell she was under 18. I asked her a bunch of questions, which I am required to do, and her response was this…. “ I was at my boyfriends house when he had to go to the store and so I stayed behind with his FATHER who all of sudden attacked m

Our Night Part 2
You smile hugging me again. "Angel, stay, don't head home yet. We will have more time together soon but I have to get back to work right now." You whisper right before kissing me again. "Don't worry Alpha, I am not going anywhere." I tell you as you and I stand. Sitting back down, I watch as you walk away heading back to the bar. I just can't keep my eyes off of you. I know that you can feel me watching you and I just smile, knowing that even with all the other people around in the lounge, I am the only one on your mind. Some time goes by and another good song comes on... nice, slow, mellow groove... Lynyrd Skynyrd Simple Man. I go back out on the floor, glancing over at the bar I notice you watching me while I walk out onto the floor. Just smiling, I start to get into the song, my hips are swaying right along, dress moving from side to side as I move. I move around the floor, head tilted slightly just feeling the music, with one hand in my hair the other reaching across my s

Seriously Wtf?
THIS IS THE INTERNET, YES I DO REALIZE THIS, DO YOU? I HOPE SO WHEN ITS MY ASS YOU KISS THIS IS HERE FOR PURE ENTERTAINMENT OR SO YOU ALL SAY WELL THIS IS THE END FOR ME THIS IS MY LAST DAY I HAVE PLAYED ALL YOUR SILLY LITTLE GAMES HERE AND NOW WELL DID UP TILL NOW,FOR YOUR GAMES, YOUR WORDS, ALL MEAN NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE, ANYHOW I BELIEVED IN THIS STUPID SITE AS FUN AND GAMES, YET I GOT PLAYED AND REALLY GOOD, BUT DONT WORRY I WONT MENTION ANY NAMES..... THIS WORLD FOR YOU, LIFE YOUR FANTASY LAND AND ALL YOUR DREAMS IT SEEMS I WILL CONTINUE MY LIFE WITH MY REALITY, REAL WORLD....MY TRUE HOPES AND DREAMS... GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL, FORGIVE MY ASSHOLE CHARM I AM JUST NOT GONNA CONTINUE DOING THIS AND CAUSING MY HEART MORE HARM... PLAY YOUR GAMES ALL YOU WANT WITH SOMEONE ELSE NEW HOPEFULLY SHE WONT BE AS STUPID AS I AND GET A FUCKIN CLUE.... SO LONG AND GOODBYE

Affairs
1st affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." She looked down at his shoes and said: "You big liar! You've been playing golf!" The 2nd Affair A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife: "There's no way I can be the father of this

My Page
I'm new to all of this and I just got a layout and a music box and a slide show on my page...I'm learning how to do this slowly but I will get it all down sooner or later....thanks for everyone help that has been helping me out with gettin things posted on my site....you all have a great evening

Shake Your Head Funny
ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We o nly have six, nine, or twelve," was the r eply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I paid

Taps
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison 's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and

Okay - So This Isn't Sunday Morning - And It's Not Really A Rant.. Lol
Ergh I could use some lovin' tonight. I've hosted TWO..count 'em...TWO happy hours..and nobody wuvs Ian enough to buy him a blast yet...ah well. I'm whining - I'll shut up. Leave me the love, y'all.

The Song Of Crazy Horse
The Song of Crazy Horse Words & Music by: J D Blackfoot © 1973 Published by: Tokala Music You took his land and you ate his corn, and on his grave your land was born. You took his pride and you fed him dirt, you wished him winter without a shirt and you called this red man savage. And after you crushed him you helped him up, to let him drink from an empty cup. You gave him the Navy without the fleet, and made him lick your hands and kiss your feet, and you named this mad dog savage. Well I found a book the other day, so I looked up red and white to see what it'd say. One was a savage the other unlearned, like a look in the mirror the tables were turned, for history has named you - savage. In the year of 65 when I was very young, we watched the dust clouds to the south we knew that you had come. We saw you build your chain of forts along the Bozeman Road, but Red Cl

Roses And Butterflys
I can see where you are I can tell you're enjoying it so far I would love to escape, but now I'm bound by the of burn of your eyes looking on as I'm starting to realize I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate As the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise you'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides and they are breaking on my shore and the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far so I'll waste these nights for a while but I'll be holding onto you forever and this is where my heart is cold and torn as I read the words you wrote last night the butterflies are creeping through my spine it's a thrill I can't shake yeah I know we've been writing a mistake but it's hard to erase the feelings I've drawn I was caught in an awkward silence broken down by the sound of your prelude that you played to open our symphony I've been sleeping with the sunrise watching hours pass away incidentally I'm just waiting for the d

Class Project Gone Wrong
An elementary school class started a class project to make planters to take home to their parents. They wanted to have a plant in it that was easy to take care of, so they decided to use cactus plants. The students were given green-ware pottery planters in the shape of clowns which they painted with glaze. The clown planters were professionally fired at a class outing so they could see the process. It was great fun! They planted cactus seeds in the finished planters and they grew nicely, but unfortunately, the children were not allowed to take them home. The cactus plants were removed and small ivy replaced them and the children were then allowed to take them home instead. The teacher said cactus seemed like a good idea at the time! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

8-4-07 36th Entry
Hey the entry that matchs my age lol. Maybe I'll be a smartalex and match my next one to my birthday to age lol (37 on the 21st, Goddess I feel old while at same time I don't lol). Fair warning, yet again this one is more then likely going to wind up being a book. But there are things I discovered about myself recently that I feel I must share. I need to open up more to make this journal "complete" in a sense. I've talked alot of myself, how I got to be fat etc etc etc. Now its time for more truths. Truths about myself that render me a moron at times. Its time for me to let go of more of my demons and move on and grow as ME. Truths that 2 maybe 3 people total in my life know about. There are things I will not open up about to anyone unless I know I'm safe with them. Even most of those I KNOW I'm safe with, don't know unless they've figured it out by my speak. Maybe not talking about some things is part of my holding myself back. Holding things in for me is not a go

Check Out My Sexy Husbands Nsfw Pics
HEY LADIES GO CHECK OUT AND RATE MY SEXY HUSBANDS NSFW PICS...HE NEEDS MORE THAN 100,000 TO LEVEL SO ALL RATES ARE NEEDED...COPY AND PASTE THE LINK DOWN BELOW TO ACCESS ALBUM http://fubar.com/images.php?u=835114&albumid=430099

Doctor's Visit
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and sure enough, I felt better immediately never knew eating right could be so easy.

Special Friend!!!
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend, Someone that chages your life just by being a part of it Someone who makes you laugh until u cant stop Someone who makes you believe that there is really good on the world someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it This is forever friendship

Damn Mumms Anyway!! Lol
MuMMers...as per Scrapper's Instructions: PLEASE READ! First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog. 1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama. 2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted. 3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board, Stash, photo gallery or your own personal blog to rant. MuMMs are not meant to perpetuate drama towards another user or the s

If Each One Post 4 Comments
I was thinking if each one that i have on my friend list would post 4 comments my one friend would get where they need to be so fast so come on stop by and post some comments they dont even have to make since stop and think how hard it is for you to do something on your own.

A Little Bit About Me
I get the same questions over and over again.. so here are some answers.. I am 50.. yes I really am..why would I lie about being 50? lol just kills me that people even ask that.. I have dated younger women.. but prefer to date women in their 30's and 40's ... (Kitties are cute but I prefer a Cat that is already trained.. lmao.. hahahahaaa) I am 5'11" .. and I prefer women Sexy, Well shaped over and under. I really am that busy.. I have three Son's.. and hey I have a real life too... I live in Centrel California.. about an hour east of San Francisco.. I am single... well divorced.. for five years.. why you ask.. well the ultimate deal breaker.. she cheated.. enough said.. I had a girlfriend but we broke up.. I don't want to jump into a relationship with the next women that comes along.. I am picky about who I spend my precious time with.. I will not settle.. I am hard to get to know.. I will be nice to everyone but only a select few who earn my trust will ever ge