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Love
SO WHAT IN THE HELL CAN A GUY DO TO FIND TRUE LOVE, I AM 39YRS OLD AND NEVER MARRIED AND NO KIDS HAVE BEEN ENGAGED A COUPLE TIMES BUT SOMEHOW THEY FALL THREW, SOME CHEAT ON ME AND SOME I JUST BLOW IT. I HAVE A REAL HARD TIME TRUSTING THE PERSON I LOVE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON SINCE MY SENIOR YR AT HIGH SCHOOL AND MY FIRST PERSON I HAD SEX WITH EVENTUALLY CHEATED ON ME WE WERE IN SEPARTE STATES (HER IN ND AND ME IN NV) SO EVER SINCE THEN ITS BEEN A STRUGGLE FINDING SOMEONE WHO I CAN TOTALLY TOTALLY TRUST AND LOVE, JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST. :>) STILL TRYING THO, NEVER GIVE UP RIGHT?

Captain Dumbass!!
Captain America Arrested With Burrito in Pants POSTED: 4:33 pm EDT April 23, 2007 UPDATED: 10:42 am EDT April 24, 2007 MELBOURNE, Fla. -- A Brevard County doctor dressed up in a Captain America outfit was arrested with a burrito in his tights. What he allegedly did at the police station got him into more trouble. Doctor Raymond Adamcik, 54, would probably rather forget about the weekend when he was arrested on charges of battery, disorderly conduct, drug possession and trying to destroy evidence. It's not what you would expect from a doctor or Captain America. The Palm Bay family physician was at On Tap (probably hanging out with CHERRYTAPPERS!!) bar as part of a pub-crawl with other medical professionals. It was a sort of costume party on a bus that would take them around from bar to bar. Everything was fine until, witnesses said, Captain America started getting too forward with a burrito he kept tucked inside his blue tights, a burrito that ultimately landed him in jail. It'

The Life Of A Paramedic
i was at work last night and worked a car wreck. This wreck was due to a drunk driver. there was two people hurt in the other car.one was a 57year old lady and the othe was a 7 year old girl.I was fine working on the lady,but when it came to the child is was hard for me to handle.she suffered many injuries that placed her in icu at childrens.I was so pissed that I went to baptist where the driver was. Once I got there I cussed the guy out for what he did to the child.All I could think about was how this wreck is going to impact this childs life.My boss did not write me up for my actions,because he has a child the same age. Was I wrong for what I did? please leave comments.

Liquor Warnings
These are cute - hope you enjoy - Sandi is coming to visit me!!! Weeeeeee - I won't be around much for the next little bit so take care! xoxo Liquor warnings; Of course this does not apply to you and me, but you may want to pass this on to other people to warn them. Canadian liquor manufacturers have accepted the Health Canada's suggestion the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in your dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to te

Me No Speaka Engrishhhhh !!
Hmm..what can I say? The title is a clear give away for what I'm about to write. It's convenient for people to assume. Especially to assume that one, me, South East Asian can't speak proper English. Why would I even bother being in an English speaking site if I didn't know what it meant and how to communicate in it? Does that make sense? Anyways, I won't hold my breath or wipe my snot just to show you how disappointed I am. What's this madness with stereotyping anyways? Like the other day I posted a blog and queried those who knew of Jack the Ripper. This guy shoots back and says oh this is a stupid mumm and that he's British and he knows who Jack the Ripper is. Oh yea and since I'm Asian I know the best brand for rice since I have it for every fucking day of my life yea? This is the type of people who make those thirsty for knowledge shy away from wanting to know more. Yea so what if I didn't know how to speak English? would that make you sto

My Dream
As the sun sets and reflects a glow on my face... I stand on the balcony thinking of you.... feeling the breeze across my body and smelling the scent of you all around me.. just the thought of your presence starts to arouse me in a very sensual and passionate way... I feel my nipples hardening with every moment that passes.... my thoughts are drifting... dreaming that you are there on the balcony with me reaching around to touch me... the soft touch of your hands along my body... your hands on my breasts caressing them and kissing the back of my neck... I place my hands on top of yours to help guide your hands along my body... I feel the wetness occurring between my thighs...... I slowly start to move your hands down to my stomach but not stopping there... I continue to move them down until you reach the end of my skirt... you lift my skirt and slide your hand underneath it... down into my panties to feel the wetness you have created.... I began to start gasping for air.... I love

Global Warming, Or Pseudoscience Bs?
Global warming is bullshit pseudoscience. Show me anything that proves otherwise. Watch this documentary. This shows real facts, based on real science....none of which shows any truth to this so called "global warming." In the end, there is absolutely no proof, nor reason to believe, that CO2 causes any changes in temperature. In fact, there is much more scientific proof that it's exactly the opposite, that rises in temperature are causing a very slight increase in the CO2 level. CO2 is only .054% of our atmosphere and is emitted by all living things, not to mention that volcanos and the ocean release more CO2 than all living things on this planet combined. There is much more evidence that sun spots and solar winds have far more impact on the temperature of the planet. Don't believe every bullshit theory that gains popularity. Think for yourself. Watch this documentary and do some research of your own.

Bored To Death!
Well......its been a few days now since Ive been back here to the real world,and I am already goin crazy!I got my umemployment shit done,Ive been to the VA,and now there isnt shit to do but sit on my ass and wait for june to come up.......how can people sit around like this and do nothing?Dont get me wrong......I enjoy spending time with my daughter but other than that I am miserable......anyone have any ideas?Or should I just sit back and chill till my training for afganistan comes up?I am seriously not one of those people who can sit still for long.....can anyone fuckin help me?

I'm The Mom That Other Moms Ignore. Fuck Yeah!!!
Why am I happy to be ignored by the other moms?? Well, I wasn't up until about last week or so. It seems as though I get on fine with any other mom I meet, be it on the playground, in the neighborhood or at school. At firt anyway. But then the other moms start to get curious. *Gasp* I have a slightly visible tattoo, and want at least 3 more! And I have no crows feet or frown lines. I come pick my daughter from school with MAD cleavage hanging out. So then they ask me how old I am. When they learn that they are old enough to be MY mother, they are always tactful enough to finish the conversation with me, and then theron out they start ignoring me, avoiding me, pretending they don't see/hear me, etc. Now, at first, I was hurt and frustrated by this. I didn't understand it. Example: at a birthday party of a classmate a few weeks ago, my age was discovered, and same old story, conversations were finished and everything, but come Monday, everyone was ignoring me.It took me a while to figur

The Squirrel Grenade
The Squirrel Grenade I never dreamed slowly cruising through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Studies have shown that motorcycling requires more decisions per second, and more sheer data processing than nearly any other common activity or sport. The reactions and accurate decision making abilities needed have been likened to the reactions of fighter pilots! The consequences of bad decisions or poor situational awareness are pretty much the same for both groups too. Occasionally, as a rider I have caught myself starting to make bad or late decisions while riding. In flight training, my instructors called this being "behind the power curve". It is a mark of experience that when this begins to happen, the rider recognizes the situation, and more importantly, does something about it. A short break, a meal, or even a gas stop can set things right again as it gives the brain a chance to catch up. Good, accurate, and timely decisions are essential when ridin

Loneliness Pt 2
I have been doing alot of thinking as of late. And I have realized my biggest fear ever. I am no longer IN love with my husband. Not to get confused with I don't love him at all. I will always love him because he was my first love and he and I have a beautiful daughter together. But I am no longer IN love with him. He has changed so much over the last three years. I feel he and I have grown apart. He has become more involved with his band and spends less and less time with me and Gracie. He made me so happy in the beginning, but now all I feel is sadness even when we are together I don't enjoy his company. Do any of you think I am bad for this? hell when we got married he had just turned 18 and I was getting ready to turn 19. And here I am going on 22 years old and I am afraid to be alone. I was never afraid to be alone before. I was actually afraid of commitment and attachment. And now I am afraid to be alone. The main reason I have stayed with him after he has told me repeatedly

Still Jobless
I've been out of work for nearly two weeks now. I have put in a bunch of applications with no luck. I have called them back, but to no avail. I have however been offered a place in the Army National Guard, nontheless I don't think I could handle it very well. I way out of shape for it too. If I had a car it might help, but then again I'd probably get lost trying to get to the interview. Yeah I know, blah blah blah.

Things That Make Ya Go, Huh?!?
I was reading an article on the internet today about people who talk too much and how to recognize it. One of the things it said was that if you talked 60% of the time during the conversation, you talk too much. You should only talk 50% of the time, but 30 – 40% would be better. Now, if you only talk 30-40% of the time, wouldn’t that make the other person talk too much? I’m sure everyone has heard that the Governor of New Jersey is in the hospital from a car crash. He was not wearing a seatbelt, even though NJ law requires them. A person with the State Police there stated that the State Trooper driving the vehicle for the Governor should be commended for his driving ability, as the accident was not any worse. Personally, I think the trooper should be fired… 1. He did not make the Governor put his seatbelt on. You know he would have pulled any one of us over for the same thing. 2. He was driving 91 mph on wet roads. That would have got us pulled over also. Sure, he

4/25/07
If the demands of work and play are piling up on you, learn to say no, or you could end up feeling overwhelmed. You need to take care of the items on your to-do list before you start addressing everything else. -------- I have no problem saying no to these people at work.

Why Is It Because They Lived Under My Roof...
Why is it that because they lived under my roof that I am responsible for taking care of their debt when they left me with basically nothing? My boss received a phone call today from my former tenant's brother asking her to leave a number for me to call him. My boss knows the brother well because my former tenant was also a former co-worker that had to be rushed to the hospital from the job because he had gone into congestive heart failure in October of 2006. I'm thinking that the number is my former tenant and not him. I call the number and it is not set to receive messages and it's a woman's voice. I thought it was kind of strange and called back and got the same. I blew it off. I just got a call back from the brother. He asked me who I was. He rattles off all these names and really doesn't let me answer anything other then my name. Then he says, "OOOHHHHH you are Don's friend." "Yes", I reply. He then proceeds to ask me when Don is going to receive his money fo

Poems Of Desire
Such beauty must reflect the soul within Yet all of my thoughts are of sin Desires to hold and draw you near To whisper of love in your ear A green eyed dream has me in her spell Suspended between heaven and living hell Such beauty wars have been fought for Desires that leave one wanting more I feel inside the growing fire Only you can fulfill my desire By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I Care
OMG, it was on the radio today!!! The Police just reported finding a woman with no teeth and messed up hair missing a brain on the side of the road! I am so worried about you!!! Please, please call me and let me know you are alright… I care very much for you....sniff sniff so what kiss my butt....hehehehehehehehe

@#$% Internet Providers
So... I'm switching from Verizon DSL back to Comcast (if you've talked to me on IM, you know why), and Comcast was supposed to come out yesterday and set up my internet. Then they called Monday and said they couldn't come out because Verizon "needed 13 days notice" or something (I ordered this on the 10th, it was due to be installed on the 24th -- isn't that 14 days notice?). So they rescheduled for the 1st. Unfortunately, I'd already canceled Verizon for today, and I couldn't get the switch-off order removed. End result -- I will not have internet at home until next Tuesday. The problem is that I currently have the flu and will be stuck at home the next two days, and thus probably unable to check in online. Then it's the weekend. :) Anyway, I won't be returning love, and I won't really be online except when, and if, I'm at work. I'll miss you all! Love, Tanya, who's wondering how sad it is that she staggered into work with a 102 temp to write this blog so ya'll wouldn't

Hump Day Survey
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? Very much taken 2) Are you happy with where you are? I like who I am and the people I choose to surround myself with. 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? I have, but with others it takes time. 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yep 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? NEVER 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? I wouldn't be in a relationship with someone who would be unfaithful to me. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? Yes 8) Do you want children? nope, I have 2. 9) How many? ZERO 10) Would you consider adoption? I don't want any more of my own, why would I want yours?? 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? They should just say so. 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? I don't play any games.. Except naked Twister. 13) Do you want someone you can't have?

Why Are Ppl Like This?
Why do people think they can just say whatever they want to say to people?Im not talking about the normal "your a bitch" or "your a fake" or "your a ho" type comments.Im talking about putting them down with very cruel and hurtful words.I also would like to know where people think and feel that they can say mean things about someones nationality and then continue to put down thier country also.Its not right for people like that to do.As far as im concerned,theres no place for people like that in the LC community. Who cares if pictures are real or fake?You dont like a person here then simply dont associate with them.There is enough hate and animosity going on in the world as it is,must we bring it to a place meant to bring people together who on a normal basis would never have even met at all in any way?I mean honestly,think about it,98% of us will never even meet in person so who the hell cares what pic they have up or dont have up.shouldnt it just matter whether or not the person

What Guys Should Do When They Love The Girl They're With!!!
Tell her you love her in the random moments, Hold her tight at nights, show her you need her, Hold her hand in any public place, Display your feelings for her in a poem and read it to her no matter how it sounds,give her your attention even when the guys r around, when ur watching a movie with her kiss her and whisper something romantic in her ear even if it sounds corny,dont be affraid to embarrse urself in public to put a smile on her face, remind her at times where you two first met,give her an orchid at random times to suprise her and to show her she means the world to you, never get jealous if shes talking to another guy cause shes already ur girl and u have nothing to worry about if ur treating her great, dont question what shes doing when shes hangin with her friends(remember woman need theyre space and dont need to be hassled), dont be affraid to stand up for her to anyone if u love her then shes number one on ur list of importance, AND REMEMBER ALWAYS REMEMBER HER HAPPINESS CO

Hi Everyone
I just wanted to let you all know that all but one of my pictures have been made private. I'm the only one that can see them until I get down to the bottom of a situation. There is someone who apparently lives in New Hampshire that has stolen quite a few of my pictures and she's made a myspace account and a facebook account with my information from CherryTap. I might end up deleting my CherryTap account so if I just completely disappear in a few hours, you know why. --Jessica.

Line Breaks In Stash
hey just wanted to let ppl know (ones that dont like there stashes running together)if you want to make a brake like so name age sex ect. ect in ur stash so it dont look like this name date age sex ect. ect; use this code (but with out spaces) to create a line break at any end that you want to return to a new line < B R >

Koalas Lust For Me
CUZ I SMELL LIKE EUCALYPTUS.AND SPEARMINT.SO WHO IS THE FAIREST OF ALL-WHY IT NOT ME.ANYWAY,I HAVE LEPROSY.OR DO I?NOBODY READS THESE ANYWAY,THEY JUST CLICK 10 -SO GO AHEAD,STROKE ME OFF WITH ANOTHER 10 AND ANOTHER TILL I CREAM GIFTS ALL OVER YOUR PROFILE.AND IF YOU DO READ,THEN TAKE NO OFFENSE FOR YOUARE NOW STUCK WITH THESE WORDS IN YOUR MIND FOREVER-SUCK IT UP GIRAFFIC HORDES/.HGUR

Rosie Tells Abc To Screw Its 9/11 Censorship
Offers of more money, new contract turned down by hero O'Donnell as she refuses to shut up about 9/11 Steve Watson Prison Planet Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ABC is reporting that it has been unable to come to a contractual agreement with Rosie O'Donnell. As a result, her hosting duties on The View will come to an end mid-June. An article by ABC news states: So here we are a year later, and while we've tried to come to terms on a deal that would extend her co-hosting duties on 'The View,' we find ourselves unable to agree on some key elements. Despite controversy — or maybe because of it — O'Donnell was good business for ABC, owned by the Walt Disney Co. Ratings for "The View" during February sweeps were up 15 percent in key women demographics over the same time in 2006. We can reveal that the "key elements" that could not be agreed upon were O'Donnell's propensity to continue to expose the fraud that is the government's official story of 9/11 and her pledge

Wow Another Poem
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

To My Sweetest Miracle
MWAHSIES!!! You're so beautiful. When i see you it gets harder to breathe. My pulse quickens my body loosens and relaxes you make me feel more than just good i feel whole. You're what my being was lacking the second half of an incomplete soul. You make me more than whole. So much more and i have never had anything or anyone who has meant so much to me. You give and make me so much more than the average ordinary man. It's because you are extraordinary in every way. A living miracle that happens to me day and night and has blessed me in so many ways.

Surgery
well guys have the surgery scheduled now and talked to the surgeon and we ahve come to a descision that if for some reason the tumor they are taking out comes back as malignant then he is going to wake me up and we are going to talk about removing the breast that it is coming out of. this is the best thing for me, and for my girls. it is also better on the body. so any prayers you guys can pray for me will be appreciated very much. i know that i will survive either way because i am just too damn stubborn to let anything happen to me that i dont want to happen. lol thats the southern thang coming out now lol. thanks guys and i mean this from the bottom of my heart.

The Hillbilly
After living in the remote wilderness of Kentucky all his life, an old hillbilly decided it was time to visit the big city. In one of the stores he picks up a mirror and looks in it. Not ever having seen one before, he remarked at the image staring back at him, "How about that! Here's a picture of my daddy." He bought the 'picture', but on the way home he remembered his wife, didn't like his father so he hung it in the barn, and every morning before leaving for the fields, he would go there and look at it. His wife began to get suspicious of these many trips to the barn. One day after her husband left, she searched the barn and found the mirror. As she looked into the glass, she fumed, "So that's the ugly bitch he's runnin' around with!"

Call It A Poem
WE WANTED TO FIND LOVE. WE WANTED SUCCESS UNTIL NOTHING WAS ENOUGH, UNTIL MY MIDDLE NAME WAS EXCESS AND SOMEHOW I LOST TOUCH, WHEN YOU WENT OUT OF SIGHT, WHEN YOU GOT LOST INTO THE CITY, GOT LOST INTO THE NIGHT. I WAS IN NEED OF HELP, HEADING TO BLACKOUT, 'TILL SOMEONE TOLD ME "RUN ON IN HURRY BEFORE SOMEONE BLOWS YOUR BRAINS OUT". YOU CARRIED ALL MY HOPES, UNTIL SOMETHING BROKE INSIDE. TAKE LIFE AS AS IT COMES. SO WILL WE DIE OF SHOCK DIE WITHOUT A TRIAL. DIE ON GOOD FRIDAY WHILE HOLDING EACH OTHER TIGHT. AND THIS IS KIND OF ABOUT YOU AND THIS IS KIND OF ABOUT ME. AND WE JUST KIND OF LOST OUR WAY, WE WERE LOOKING TO BE FREE. TAKE LIFE AS IT COMES.

Dad 4-25-07
Dad I miss you dad! I miss the way you smile, And the way you laugh. I miss you being around, And how you tell me you are so proud. I wish you were here with me So you could see me walk down the aisle. You would be so proud dad. I want to see you smile. You would be so proud. I miss you dad! Why did you have to leave? You were supposed to come home. I want you here with me. I miss you so much I love you even more I can’t be so selfish… You are in a better place now No more tears No more pain I will see you again someday dad. I just want you to know , That I love and miss you so very much. I love you daddy!

Thoughts.....
THOUGHT NUMBER ONE: LOW RATING, DOWN RATING, OR WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT CALL IT. WHO THE HELL CARES IF SOMEONE RATES YOU A FUCKING 3. ITS THERE CHOICE AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO GIVE YOU A REASON WHY.....DID YOU EVER STOP AND THINK THAT MAYBE YOU AREN'T AS HOT AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO THINK YOU ARE. BE REAL PEOPLE, NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO THINK YOU'RE A TEN, SO GET OVER IT AND MOVE. AND IF YOU'RE GOING TO BLOCK SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY RATED LESS THAN A TEN THAT'S JUST AS CHILDISH. NOW THAT YOU CAN SEE WHO RATES LOW ALL I SEE IS BULLETIN AFTER BULLETIN ABOUT HOW THIS PERSON RATED ME LOW AND HOW THEY ARE A FAG OR A BITCH OR WHATEVER FOR DOING SO. AGAIN JUST AS CHILDISH.....SO GET OVER YOURSELVES AND STOP FLOODING MY BULLETIN BOARD WITH USELESS CRAP. THOUGHT NUMBER TWO: AMERICA VS. CANADA!!!! WHO GIVES A SHIT. THE MORE YOU POST AND REPOST ABOUT THIS, THE LONGER THE DRAMA IS GOING TO CONTINUE, MAKING YOU JUST AS MUCH OF NOOB THAN THE PERSON STARTING IT. JUST REMEMBER ARGUING ON TH

Summer Luvin' - Tanned, Healthy, And Healed
whew.. summer's really hot and sunny and all, and what best way to enjoy it than going to the beach! i was away for a while, had a vacation at one of the greatest diving spots in the world here in the Philippines (although i didnt get to dive coz of my allergies, sheesh) and resolved to just snorkeling and all, which was fun, real fun under the sun.. and about the tan..well, t'was not quite a success, coz i was planning to have a good sexy tan line with my bikini top, but what happened was that i got burned at the back and my face was well a bit "tanned" more than i want it to be.. but nyways, the best part was that im getting healthy and better (thanks to one of my friends here who suggested to go to the beach ^_~ i owe u one ^_^ ) and everything's a success.. so why do i bother writing this anyway? well,i just thought i wanted to let u guys to know im still alive and kicking and tanned =p anyway, see u online! ^_~ give me a shout or a PM (omg i was so c

I Know Your Answer
DEAR LOVER, WHAT AM I TO YOU? WHAT ABOUT THE PERSON THAT I AM GIVES YOU THE WANT TO SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH ME? WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? WHAT MAKES YOU YELL? WHERE DO YOU BELIEVE A SHARED LIFE WITH ME WILL TAKE YOU? MENTALLY. PHYSICALLY. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT IN REGARDS TO ME? DO YOU KNOW ME? DO YOU HAVE ME FIGURED OUT? DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ME? ARE YOU JUST HERE FOR THE RIDE? WHAT MAKES YOU STAY WITH ME EVERY DAY WE SPEND TOGETHER? WHAT MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT LEAVING? WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH AN UNSTABLE ATTITUDE? ARE YOU AWARE OF YOURSELF? DO YOU HEAR YOUR WORDS AS YOU SPIT THEM AT MY FACE? WHAT HAS MADE YOU TO BE THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE? DO YOU LIKE TO GIVE OR SHARE? OR DOES IT FEEL LIKE A CHORE OR A PUNISHMENT? WHAT MAKES THE ACT OF GIVING ENJOYABLE? CAN YOU HONESTLY SAY THAT YOU LIVE SELFLESSLY? DO YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU HOLD A HIGHER PLACE IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP THAN YOUR LOVER DOES? DO YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE MORE THAN YOUR LOVER? DO YOU EVEN NOTICE HOW YOUR LOVER ST

Poem: A Chocolate Delight
Darlin', I'm gonna tell you, something that I know you'll like. You will get a kick out of when I get, threw telling you what I've been wanting. I've got a taste for sweet's and you, wouldn't happen to know where I could find it. I think you do know and just want to hear me, say! my mouth water's for the sweetness of you. These words "BROWN CHOCOLATE" is my favorite, and also "WHITE CHOCOLATE" but its not the same. What I see that's different is only the color, babe! and you're the chocolate sensation of my dreams. I want to hear,smell,see,touch,and taste because, you happen to be my favorite of real chocolate. So go out and buy some sweet chocolate and, remember that you and I are a chocolate delight. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated and revised from 7/99 To 4/26/2007

Website Entry
http://cherrytapssexiest.tripod.com/ That is a website im working on dedicated to the sexiest ladies of Cherrytap. What i want to do is have to send the sexiest pic you have to me, I will put you on the site, so that more people can check you out, they will be able to click on your pic and it will send them directly to your Cherry tap page. I think this will be fun so email me with the pic you want to use and i will put you on.

Doh!
Dating Blunder: Using Coupons on A First Date NEW YORK (Wireless Flash) -- Dating experts agree: Using a coupon for a two-for-one meal on a first date is a surefire romance killer. In the words of dating expert Laurie Graff, author of the upcoming book "Looking for Mr. Goodfrog" (Red Dress Ink), "Not the first time." She says if you use a coupon early on, "You send a message about your finances." There are exceptions. Graff knows of one guy who won a restaurant gift certificate in an auction who used it on a first date because he told his date, "I never would have bid on this thing if I didn't know I had you to take." Meanwhile, love advice expert David Coleman, who calls himself the Dating Doctor, says a "two-fer" is a bad move on a first date, although there are ways around it. He says it could be an ice breaker if you say, "Hey I have this coupon, would you like to use it together?" After that, he says the Entertainment Guide can be an incentive to plan fut

Meaning Of True Friendship
I BET THEIRS NOT ONE OUT THERE THAT CAN SAY SHE HASN'T VISITED YOUR PAGE AND SHOWN YOU LOVE LETS RETURN THAT FAVOR AND HELP OUT A GREAT LADY I KNOW YOU WON'T REGRET IT IN THE LEAST JUST A FEW MINUTES OF YOUR TIME THIS LADY IS WHAT THE MEANING OF TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS SHE'S HELPED THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE ON HERE BY GIVING BLASTS, RATING, AND BEING A FRIEND LETS REPOST THIS AND KEEP IT GOING LETS HELP HER LEVEL PEOPLE TO SHOW OUR APPRECIATION FOR HER FRIENDSHIP SHE ONLY NEEDS 29,000 POINTS LETS DO THIS FOR HER ToXic SiN@ CherryTAP

Forever
A girl asked a boy: "Do you like me?" He said: "No!" She asked: "Do you think I am pretty?" He said: "No!" She asked: "Am I in your heart?" He said: "No!" The last thing she asked was: "If I'd leave, would you cry?" He said: "No!" He held her hand and said: "I don't like you, I love you. I don't think you're pretty, I think you're beautiful. You're not in my heart, you are my heart. If you'd leave I woulnd't cry. I would die "You're still the one I want to love forever. You're still the one I want to wake up with every morning and snuggle with every night, the one I want to share my dreams with, build castles in the air with, the one whose hand I want to hold, whose shoulder I want to lean on when I need support. You're still the one I want to encourage to make your own dreams come true, the one I want to comfort when you need a source of strength, the one I want to hold close always. You're still the one, the only one, I want to love forever."

Boyfriend's Ex..
Ok....I haven't dated in a verrrry long time and I have often put serious dating/commitment on hold while raising my boys, therefore also protecting myself from having to deal with emotion. Here is my situation...My boys are much older now and I have become involved with a really nice guy and have been seeing each other for about a month and because my boys have a myspace account so do I and so does he. His ex-girlfriend continues to send me emails (we have never met) on Myspace and though I try really try not to let her get to me some of them do but I refuse to give in to her by responding to any of them. He hasn't given me a reason to distrust him (for the first time he is someone my boys really like) but there is a part of me that's worried about being made a fool.I asked for a relationship and now that there's one standing right in front of me...I'm scared (yes....I admitted to being a bit scared!) Here's my question/s? Is it wrong for me to forward the messages that she sen

Prison Sex
Woman Sneaks Into Prison for Sex By Associated Press April 26 2007, 9:24 AM EDT BALTIMORE -- A woman pleaded guilty to using a false ID badge to enter a corrections facility while posing as an attorney so she could have sex with an inmate, state prosecutors said. Tiffany Weaver, 29, entered the plea Wednesday. She was charged with identity theft and use of false government identification after entering the Maryland Reception Diagnostic and Classification Center in November to meet with inmate Jason Moody. Moody is serving a 30-year sentence for manslaughter. Weaver arrived at the center with a Maryland State Bar Association Security Identification Pass with a photo and a business card with attorney Amanda Sprehn's name. She asked for admittance to meet with Moody and showed the fraudulent badge. Corrections officials responsible for monitoring inmate meetings with attorneys witnessed the two having sex once they were alone. The corrections officers ended the meeting

What Kind Of Sexy Girl Are You?
You Are Bad Girl Sexy Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

State Trooper(joke)
A young woman was pulled over in Austin, Texas for speeding. As the TX State Trooper walked to her car window, flipping open his ticket book, she said, "I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the Texas State Police Ball." He replied, "Texas State Troopers don't have balls." There was a moment of silence while she smiled and he realized what he'd just said. He then closed his book, got back in his patrol car and left. She was laughing too hard to start her car.

Chat Lingo For Beginners
Chat, E-Mail, Web, and chat room slang and acronyms AAK Alive And Kicking AAR At Any Rate AAS Alive And Smiling ADN Any Day Now AFAIK As Far As I Know AFK Away From the Keyboard AFN that\'s All For Now AOTA All Of The Above a/s/l or asl Age/Sex/Location - (used to ask a chatter their personal information) AV Avatar - Graphical representation (a picture) often used in chat rooms to depict a person that is in the room and chatting. b4 Before BAK Back At Keyboard (I\'m back) BBL Be Back Later BBS Be Back Soon BCNU I\'ll Be Seeing You. b/f Boyfriend (also shown as bf, B/F, or BF) BEG Big Evil Grin BFN Bye For Now BMA Bite My A** (became popular with the Simpson\'s cartoon show) boot To get kicked out of a chat room, or have to restart the computer because you couldn\'t talk in the chat room anymore. BR Best Regards BRB Be Right Back BRH Be Right Here BSEG Big S**t Eatin Grin BTA But Then Again.... BTW By The Way btw BeTWeen you and me .

Do You Ever Wonder Why...
When you drop bread that you have just spread on some sort of topping, it always falls topping side down? Why does garbage weigh more going out, than coming in? If you've craved a leftover that has been in the fridge all day, you get there 5 minutes after your kid has satisfied their craving? When you go to the zoo, thats the day they have your favorite animal quarantined? Your kids can't remember who the last five presidents were, but can remember every character on various anime shows? Acne, dormant for years, tends to reappear before weddings and family reunions? Everyone who knows how to run your life, their own life is a Springer episode waiting to happen? People are stunned when they are invited to be on the Springer/Maury/ etc...are stunned when somebody tells them something bad? The phone call you've been waiting for occurs while you are in the middle of going to the bathroom? No matter how old you are, your prents always eventually make you feel thre

The Cherry Bank Is A False Advertisement
THE CHERRY BANK IS FALSE ADVERTISEMENT----------- I bought a product from the cherry bank PROMISING me that it was only $4.87 .. I got the product but they added $70 more to my debut account.Im totally disgusted with CHERRY TAP right now. Please do not waste your time or money at the cherry bank.It is a RIP OFF. The CHERRY BANK SHOULD BE CLOSED................. --Your friend, Brittani '† dark soul ~ eyes of pain ~ zombalicious sinner †'---------------------------- http://www.cherrytap.com/brittani_darksoul

125 Things Not To Say Durring Sex
1)is it in? 2)that's it? 3)you've got to be kidding me. 4)(phone rings) hello? oh nothing and you? 5)do i have to pay for this? 6)do i have to call you tomorrow? 7)oh momma, momma! 8)oh dadda, dadda! 9)you look better in the dark. 10)this is much better than my last girl/boyfriend. 11)i thought that goes in the other hole.... 12)don't tell my husband/wife. 13)you have the same bra my mom does (worse if the girl says it). 14)this sucks. 15)can you finish now? i have a meeting... 16)i hope you don't expect a raise for this... 17)i think you might get the job for this. 18)damn! is that all you know what to do. 19)did i tell you, i have herpes? 20)now we must get married. 21) hurry up, the games about to start. 22)i'm hungry. 23)i'm thirsty. 24)zzzzzzzzzzzz. 25)are you trying to be funny? 26)can i have a ride home after this? 27)are those real? 28)by the way, i want to break up. 29)is that smell coming from you? 30)haven't you ever done this before? 31)wow!! i

Heard This On The Sopranos - Powerful!
Evidently Chickentown Lyrics - JOHN COOPER-CLARKE the bloody cops are bloody keen to bloody keep it bloody clean the bloody chief's a bloody swine who bloody draws a bloody line at bloody fun and bloody games the bloody kids he bloody blames are nowehere to be bloody found anywhere in chicken town the bloody scene is bloody sad the bloody news is bloody bad the bloody weed is bloody turf the bloody speed is bloody surf the bloody folks are bloody daft don't make me bloody laugh it bloody hurts to look around everywhere in chicken town the bloody train is bloody late you bloody wait you bloody wait you're bloody lost and bloody found stuck in bloody chicken town the bloody view is bloody vile for bloody miles and bloody miles the bloody babies bloody cry the bloody flowers bloody die= the bloody food is bloody muck the bloody drains are bloody fucked the colour scheme is bloody brown everywhere in chicken town the bloody pubs are bloody dull the

~letting Someone In Ur Heart~
How many times does it take to let someone in ur heart only to get hurt by them over and over till ur fed up? Well been there twice and got hurt twice, is 3rd time the charm? I have met yet again a WONDERFUL man, he lives nearby and we try to see each other oftenly. I am cautious, yet I have fallen for him more than I wanted to yet and that's not a bad thing. He is a great man, loving caring, cooks, helps always wanting to be loved back in return, calls, texts, sends messages always saying hi and I love you. His name is Darrell and yes I love him and gave him my heart and he has given me his!! We get along soo well and have ALOT in common as well as been thru alot in our past and are able to share it!! All I can say is, if no one can be happy for me then too bad I am happy for me and happy for him too. WE ARE HAPPY!! And in time, our children will be too and accept each of us. I love you Darrell!!!

Things I Have Done
1. My brother decided to throw my shoe in the grass, during the night, and would not help me find it. So I decided to take his matress off his bed and put it on the balcony. 2. my brother got on my nerves so I threw his shoe out the window...but I ended up having to get it. 3. I drew penises and LAO and the wor Penis fuck on my brother's door. 4. My one friend I hung out with in highschool always got called Avril Lavine, cause she dressed like her. So when we went ou in public I told these kids "OMG LOOK AVRIL LAVINE" and they was like is it really?? and got all excited I only did it cause I knew she hated it 5. I let off a stink bomb in the ladies bathroom and the mall and made some woman jump and yell Jesus Crist. 6. I put a bag of my own throw up on my brothers bed since he did not listen and take out the trash. 7. I sprayed paint a board dissing this bimbo loser chick who I hate. 8. I always left gym class i hs...and went home early ++++I did more let me t

Two Weeks Smoke Free
yea i have two weeks smoke free. I am so proud of myself. i was able to get a handle on the dreams but i had to start taking some herbal supplements. i am taking Valerian and melatonin. they are to help you sleep and the valerian is for stress aswell. i think that is the one helping me with the dreams. anyway. i hope this little blog helps someone else to quit smoking. oh and i have to tell you. i smell great! i know that's a funny thing to say but i don't smell like smoke anymore. i still smell my perfume at the end of the day. my hair smells really good too:D

Frustrations
Hi all, I have a 9 yr old boy who is starting to really frustrate me here lately. He isn't acting like himself and i am wondering if there is something going on at school. A couple of years ago, when he was in the 1st grade he had a boy that was really bullying him, and instead of telling us or the teacher, or anyone else, he let all his anger build until one day the boy threw playdough at his head and hit him. My son turned around and stuck a sharpened pencil in the boy's hand. We have talked about this and he nows tells us when something is wrong at school or he tells the teacher/ principal. Here lately he seems distracted, more worried about small things then actually doing what he needs to be doing, like home work, making sure i check it all and sign his book, giving me important paperwork, etc..... He is a very good boy, and i know that it is nearing the end of school, and he is tired and ready for a break and fun, but for right now he needs to concentrate on school and completing

Deployment Time
Well the time has come. I am deploying somewhere between May 9th and May 14th. I am really nervous becuase I don't know what to expect or where we are going. As of time now, they have no clue where we are going. Is it because they really don't want to tell us? Maybe. Is it because they don't know themselves? Could be. All I can say is LACK OF COMMUNICATION. People need to talk to one another and get some real answers. To me, this is bull shit. I didn't get my orders to go there until 2 days ago. Alot of other people got theirs 3 weeks ago. I am going to a CLS class right now. CLS stands for Combat Life Saver. I had to zero my weapon and qualify on Tuesday and Wednesday. Hopefully we don't do anthing in last weeks to come. I am really tired of the hush hush bull shit. My so called high speed Commander and 1SG don't even know or they aint saying anything if they do. Well I guess I will shut my mouth before I say something to really get into trouble. Everyone have a great d

+who Am I........what Do I Want?
yeah I dunno anymore I am a CNA... Nursing student... Graphic arts student... just me.. but it isnt good enough for anyone... what the fuck? I dont care what anyone fucking thinks about me anymore... eat my ass... kiss my ass... fuck you... oh well.. maybe missfortune is my forte

Farewell For Awhile
Well, I am not going to have internet access very soon because I have just leased an apartment and I will be moving out of my parents house. I will be able to use mobile Yahoo since I have a cell phone, so if you want to add me on there my screen name is words_make_war. Otherwise, I'll be pretty unreachable. If we're pretty good friends and we've talked a lot and you'd like my number, send me a message and I'll hook you up with that. So long everyone, it's been fun.

Found
funny how the answers to questions fall into place when you least expect. and from sources you didn't know imaginable. (thank you source!) understanding a thing within (or without) oneself, goes a long way towards discovering oneself. after all that has happened in life one would think the answers obvious. when they are not, that is when that cloud hides the mind from itself. overthinking, over analyzing, the things that sometimes just need to come from afar. things are not always what they seem, how easy it is to forget that. regardless i think i found my mind!

Ask Me!
5 questions is all u get... You get to ask me 5 NAUGHTY questions! I'll answer 100% truthfully! BE CREATIVE! "What's your fantasy?" is getting annoying! COME ON GIRLS IF YOU VIEW YOU HAVE TO AT LEAST ASK ME ONE!! SEND TO MY EMAIL!!!

Wat A Life
I know i don't act like i am suppose to half the time, i know i don't act like i love u, and i know i always tell u too leave, i know we always fight.. but the truth is i do love u, more than i can show, say or prove..thur is just never enough to show how much u mean to me, without u i don't know wat to do..ur my true love and thats y i married u..ur the girl that i want to be with all my life..i wanna grow old with u, u have a son that loves u very much and doesn't under stand y mommy isn't home..all he can say is y..y isn't mommy here, y isn't mommy coming home. y can't i talk to mommy..it hurts me when he ask them questions, i don't know wat to say but mommy will be home soon.. u just never know wat u got til sumthing like this happens..and takes a toll on everyone, me and her sister, and mostly her son(jakob)..i don't wanna let her go, i wanna make everything right, i don't care about what she has done, just want her, with her family..we love her alot, and she is needed by me and

Piggie Bank!!!
Just to let everyone know where I have been!!! My daughter swallowed a penny and got it stuck in her asafagus( excuse the spelling) She had to have endoscopy to remove it! We spent almost 24 hours in the hospital...2 of them to be exact! She is perfectly fine!!! Very scary! And heartbreaking ...But everything is ok now!!! You'd never know anything had happened! but just so no one thinks I forgot them..I was just busy in my real life!!!

~~toss Away The Fucking Bird Feeder~~
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it

Girlish/boyish
You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You? well.. Thats accurate! O.o

A Father's Story
So often we hear of what the mother goes through when parents split. Too often the father is labled a deadbeat loser. Or worthless because he has issues spending time with the kids. So hear is my story. Warning, if you are a feminist or a 'know-it-all' that doesn't have a scrotum and been there, you really will not understand. I'm a father of four. With three different mothers, infer what you will from that...be that I'm easy, sleep around...or door #3 I make piss-poor choices in women. I was blessed with 4 boys. 11,7,3 & 2. At least I don't have to worry about dating as much as I would have to if I had a daughter...sexist...maybe. When father lose their kids....for whateer reason they lose a part of themselves. For men, who are used to being in control, either in their own lives or in relationships, something like this can be as deadly as a bullet. Kids, especially sons are a very serious part of a Father's life. They represent a chance....a chance to correct mistakes made (e

Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey
Name: PRINCES P. APARENTADO Birthday: october 30, 1987 Birthplace: lucena city Current Location: lucena city, quezon, ph Eye Color: black Hair Color: black Height: 5'3 Right Handed or Left Handed: left handed Your Heritage: filipino The Shoes You Wore Today: ..... Your Weakness: many Your Fears: frogs, snakes, worms, roaches, losing all the love of my life Your Perfect Pizza: lots of toppings Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to graduate Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "hi" Thoughts First Waking Up: noisiness Your Best Physical Feature: ...... Your Bedtime: anytime Your Most Missed Memory: so many Pepsi or Coke: either MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds Single or Group Dates: group dates Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: either Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: coffe Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: sometime Do you Sing: yes but it hates me Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: many time Do you want to go t

Wal-mart Technology
Subject: FW: Wal-Mart Technology One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give your urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars. . . a lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fool

Wow Im Seeing So Many Women Lookin For Studs And Money
WOW IM SEEING SO MANY WOMEN LOOKIN FOR STUDS AND MONEY WOW AMAZES ME,I SEEING ALOT IF U DONT HAVE PREFECT ABS THEY WONT TALK TO YA,OR WHAT KIND OF CAR OR HOUSE U HAVE SEEMS IF U DONT HAVE A VETTE OR SOME MILLION DOLLAR HOUSE ITS A NO GO,OR IF U SAY HI TO SOME ONE THEY THINK YOUR STALKIN THEM LOL OR WHY U TALKIN TO ME YOUR NOT A STUD,HERES MY DEAL I NO IM NOT A STUD IM NOT RICH,I JUST SAY HI TO SEE HOWS THINGS ARE GOING ,NEVER DO I TRY TO PESTER PEOPLE,I DONT WANNA COMPETE CAUSE SO AND SO HAVE THIS AND U DONT THATS HIGH SCHOOL STUFF,TOM UCH COMPETION FOR 1 EVERYBODY WANTS PRFECT,HERES MY DEAL IM NOT AFTER TO TAKE ANYBODY AWAY FROM ANYBODY,IM NOT OUT TO PLAY ANY BODY HEARTS OR MIND GAMES,DONT WORRY IM NOT GONNA HAVE A CRUSH ON ANYBODY OR TRY TO MEET YA YOUR SAFE ,I KNOW IM NOT A 10 I NEVER SAID I WAS,U CAN THINK IM FUGLY,FAT,PIECE OF YOU KNOW WHAT, HEY THATS FINE,I KNOW WHO I AM,YOU DONT LIKE ME HEY THATS YOUR PROBLEM GET PAST HOW SOMEBODY LOOKS OR MONEY YOU SEE IM PRETTY COOL GUY JUST M

What Do You Think?
I was just wonering what you think, I need some input. I was just curious to ask if you think I should keep my goatee, have a soul patch or go all clean shaven? I know I know, it is what I want, but I was just curious that's all, so your input would be greatly appreciated. to all of you who have commented on my pics and shared some love, THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! I wish I could give you all a huge hug, kiss and anything else that you may want from me (start making a list...ha ha!) Much love to you all....*kisses*

Big Condoms
Tonight was an average day at work. One lady got mad because she said the sign decieved her. She just didn't read it right. So I refunded her stupid 10 2 litre bottles of pepsi products. She kept going on and on about "i'm going to go to the Safeway in University Place from now on where the clerks are MUCH MORE friendly" and "That sign was so deceiving, it should be illegal to trick people like that." To which I replied "I did not make that sign. And would you like to speak to my manager about this issue?" Because I don't get paid enough to listen to people whine and bitch. She says no and keeps on with the complaining. So I just take my time, slowly scanning each pop by itself when I could have done it a faster way. Then she wants to rent movies. She has never rented before so she hands me her ID and I start to open an account. She had a coupon, 3 movies for 3 days for 6.99 (normally it is 7.99). So I ask her for her telephone number, we need two to set up a video account

Box Of Condoms Game
The way you play the Box of Condoms Game is you have to come up with one item to take to the register with a box of condoms to make the cashier raise an eyebrow. No repeats! 1. A blow up doll. lol

Becoming A Man - Two Year Degree Course
A new two-year degree is being offered at the University that many of you should be interested in: Becoming a Real Man. That’s right, in just six mini-semesters, you, too, can be a real man as well as earn an MA degree. (Male Arts) Please take a moment to look over the program outline. FIRST YEAR Autumn Schedule: MEN 101: Combating Stupidity MEN 102: You, Too, Can Do Housework MEN 103: PMS-Learn To Keep Your Mouth Shut MEN 104: We Do Not Want Sleazy Under Things for Christmas Winter Schedule: MEN 110: Wonderful Laundry Techniques MEN 111: Understanding the Female Response to Getting in at 4am MEN 112: Parenting: It Doesn’t End with Conception EAT 100: Get a Life, Learn to Cook EAT 101: Get a Life, Learn to Cook II ECON 001A: What’s Hers is Hers Spring Schedule: MEN 120: How NOT to Act like an arse when you’re Wrong MEN 121: Understanding Your Incompetence MEN 122: YOU, The Weaker Sex MEN 123: Reasons to Give Flowers ECON 001C: What Was Yours is Hers SECOND YEA

Wahoo,,, I Forgot To Tell Ya'll...
I Won That Contest Fer Best Tattoo,,, And Lemme Say If It Wasn't Fer You Guy's Don't Think I Would Have,,, Got Myself A New Set Of Earrings (YAY) Anyways I Wanna Thank All That Helped Me In This And Ya Know Who You Are Many Kissess An Huggess All Over,, Tee Hee!

I Have A Problem And His Name Is Frank
Dear Frank, I love you deeply. We've had many wonderful times together and I will cherish them all always. Its been 5 years of fun and laughter. Unfortunately it's also been 5 years for me waiting for to grow up. 5 years of anger and frustration and frankly my dear I can't take it anymore. I am tired of waiting. Tired of being angry. Just tired. I tried to make this work I really did, but your inability to get a real grown up job at the age of 31 is really too much. When coupled with the fact that you cannot even take care of yourself this makes for a less then attractive package. I'm NOT paying the bills anymore and I'm NOT allowing you to continue leeching. I AM DONE. DONE DONE DONE DONE. Love, Amy PS. someday i might actually show you this letter.

A Friend Made This
love can be like a game to some people and they will play with someone hart to they get what they want out of them and when someone do that it can come back to them and they will get what they did to there old lover.

Few Things
i need ge few things off my chest first is im not on here to cyber with you thats most stupidest thing ever im on here meet new people and have great time..i do not have a cherry tap husband yet im kinda picky in that dept lol so until i find one im open lol ... another thing plz do not post I LOVE YOU commments on my page if i see them on there it will be deleted you can show me love but no i love yous.. theres a few people on here who i will make an acception for because ive known them longer andhave talked to them b4 until u really get to know me no posting that... another thing plz dont go snooping on my other friends profiles to see what i have posted on there page its freakin childish and if i found out you are i will delete you with no intentions of readding you..im not trying to be a bitch on here im just tired of people being jealous of what i say to other people.. i love all my friends and show you all love i respect all of you and would like the same in return ...hugs and k

Love Quote 2
It hard to say goodbye to the one u love, To let them go, even though u love them BuT the hardest thing is to admit that you still love them even though thay do not feel the same like the way you do... =(

Me, Myself, And Another Girl
lol. got your attention didn't i? well, since it was the title, guess i better say something about it. yeah, i could do it. i would just have to have a guy in the middle. can't help it, sex without a cock in the mix, just wouldn't be me. two tongues on it would make the guy happy too i bet. although, i try my damnest with just mine lol. although, for the right guy, i would do anything. i may be too kinky for some or not kinky enough for others, but i am who i am. i love to have fun. tie me up and spank me, bite me and pull my hair, if you got what it takes, i'll do whatever you ask. that is for the very special though. someday i may settle down and be a family, who knows, those that know me know what all that would mean for me, but for the right person, anything is possible.

A Day In The Life Of A Deaf Mute
Once upon a time there were two deaf mutes standing on a street corner talking to each other with sign language. Mute #1 (SIGN)"What would you like to do?" Mute #2 (SIGN)"I don't know, what about you?" Mute #1 (SIGN)"Let's get my car, find some girls, drive to a dark space and have some fun." Mute #2 (SIGN)"Good idea." So they get his car, find some girls, drive to a dark spot and are having a ball when the guy in the back seat taps the guy in the front seat on the shoulder..... Front Seat Mute (SIGN)"What?" Back Seat Mute (SIGN)"Have you got any protection?" Front Seat Mute (SIGN)"No. Don't you?" Back Seat Mute (SIGN)"No. We had better go to a drug store and get some." They proceed to drive to a drug store and the man in the back seat gets out and goes inside. In 2 minutes he is back outside and taps on the car window. Inside Mute (SIGN)"What?" Outside Mute (SIGN)"I've got a problem." Inside Mute (SIGN)"What?" Outside Mute (SIGN)

Poem For Someone Special.
This poem is for someone special to me. When I think about you, my heart flutters. How can this love grow when things are the way they are? Keep me close to your heart, and tell me you love me. Now that we are here, will we be truely happy? I am so in love with you it makes my heart beat. I was so dead to myself til I met you. You give me a reason to live. I live for every second of everyday for you!

My Newest Poem It Sux But Here It Is Anyway
Sunrise and Sunset The sun rose this morning on a broken heart. One filled with regrets and denial. The cleansing light of the sun blocked by her storm clouds of sadness. Defiance in the eyes of the one that she loves. His anger grows with every rise and fall of his chest. They yell and argue... He does not know how she feels inside. She opens her mouth to speak, But is abrumptly and frequently quieted by his interruptions. She tries to tell him how she feels many times, But refuses to shed one more tear of weakness. Will the sunset on thier love? She wants him to hear her and trust her. And have faith in who she is. What she gets back from him is that she is just like all of the girls from his past. She wants to be different and thought that she was. Feeling wanted, loved and respected are her hearts only desires. He gets more upset with every word that she speaks. Will the sunset on thier love? He shows no signs of remorse at ther current reason for arguing.

20 Keys To Happiness
The 20 Keys To Happiness ~ source unknown 1) Compliment 3 people everyday! 2) Watch a sunrise 3) Be the first to say "hello" 4) Treat everyone as you want to be treated 5) Live beneath your means 6) Forget the Joneses 7) Never give up on anybody ~ miracles happen! 8) Remember someone's name 9) Be kinder than you have to be 10) Wish not for things, but for wisdom and courage 11) Be tough-minded, but tender hearted 12) Don't forget that a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated 13) Keep your promises 14) Leave everything better than you found it 15) Show cheerfulness even when you don't feel it 16) Remember that winners do what losers don't want to do 17) Remember that overnight success usually takes 15 years 18) When you arrive at your job in the morning, let the first thing you say brighten everyone's day 19) Don't rain on other people's parades 20) Don't waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them!

Another Day...
Well, I'm just in a mood to type so here I go...Well, I know I signed up in late December, so didn't recently come back until about a month ago...Now, I'm on here faithfully each day...I'm learnin' the site, and very much enjoyin' my time on here...I have meet some many amazin' people on here...who are very dear to my heart...I'm a very socialable person, and love talkin' online...I will be postin' more photos in the near future...I know I take a million, and only selected ones make it on here...as for the NSFW pics...I do the best on that part. Well, feel free to rate, leave comments...I will do my best to return the favor...I'm most likely in the Wicked Intentions lounge in the evenin' times...So, if you see me there...give me a shout or come have a dance with me...until than take care...and xoxo from Canada ;)

Don't Pump Gas On May 15th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 > Body: Don't pump gas on may 15th > Body: ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in > protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon > . > > On May 15th 2007, all Internet users are to not go to a gas station in > protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most > places. > > There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the Internet > network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. > > If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take > $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys > pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May > 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for > at least one day. > > If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your > contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th" >

Very Important Pet Info......
Hey there everyone. I know I have not been around much for the last few weeks. If it wasn't one thing it was another. I have had the worst few days that I can remember and I wanted to send out a warning to all my friends so that noone else has to suffer through what I have. This is a rather long story but please bear with me..it is important info. One of my inside only cats slipped out the door when my daughters friend left my door open. He was gone for about 3 weeks and we had given up hope of his return. On Sat. my husband and son spotted my cat and called to him. He came running and we gratefully brought him home. Other then being very thin he was healthy and seems ok all except for a single tick. I removed the tick and searched for others but since Anubis had very long fur there was some worry we might have missed one. The tick was a spotted deer tick which carries the lyme disease bacteria. Since I have 3 children and other cats I went out and bought a Hartz brand flea/tick co

When It Rains It Pours
well,we're about to be evicted,this has never happened to me before,I'm embaressed,scared and just a whole lot of emotions.I really feel like I'm about to loose it.We went to apply for emergancy assistance today,apparently Kevin makes too much(about $100.00 over).Can you beleive that we're barely getting by and we make to much,we can't get cash assistance,food assistance or emergency housing.To be eleigable for emergency housing you have to be recieving cash assistance...WTF!My anxiety and depression are on fast downward spiral,I'm at the point were my attacks make me just wanna curl up and die,i can't find work because of them.I applied for SSI,I hope I get it cuz without it I dont know what we're gonna do.It's not gonna help our situation right now anyhow as its a 2-3 month process.So for us to avoid the eviction we have to pay last months rent,Mays rent and a $450.00 lawyers fee...all in all $2,435.00.I mean where in the hell are we gonna come up with that,if we could've we would'n

Goodbye Sissy
And So it happens again! You know the joys that come with owning a dog are so great, but the losses come so quickly when they live such a short time. Today I lost my babygirl Sissy! The most wonderful, and devoted dog I have ever owned. I have had her since she was just a tiny baby. The sadness I am feeling right now is indescribable. She was nearly 13 years old and I wasn't expecting this. She was fine when I went to bed. Yorkies tend to live much longer than most dogs. I thought I had a few more years... My other three dogs are so upset, especially Sissy's brother Boomer. They were best friends. What am I gonna do without her??? R.I.P Sissy JeNan's Rock-a-bye Baby! April 27, 2007

Differences
Do you know why sourthern girls are sometimes considered more promiscuous than are northern girls? Because Northern girls say "You may make love with me." Southern girls say "Y'all can make love with me."

Free Me From The Dark
In the darkest part of my soul A small tiny light shines Through the tears and the fears The war and the peace It shines on and on Faint to begin with It grows dimmer with each passing day Once a mighty ray of light Radiating all around me from deep with in The world and its people have caused such pain Enough pain to slowly kill the light My soul like a mason building a wall To protect what little light is left Hide it from the cruelties of the world Please be the wrecking ball I hope for Break down the wall, let my light shine Let it shine once again, bright and wondrous Free me from the shackles of fear Help me, hold me, free me Open the dark of its tight grasp Let me soar once again © Biker REDS 2007

Runner
A man moved into a new neighborhood. His first morning after moving in, he went for his normal mid morning run. He was running along, and all of a sudden passed this house where a couple was in the front yard making love. He ran by, thinking he hadn't seen what he thought he saw. He turned around, and ran back. This time, as he ran by, he saw two couples in the front yard making love. He ran on, and thought to himself he ws seeing things. He reversed course, and ran to the house for a third look. This time there were three couples making love on the front door yard. He couldn't help himself. He ran up to the front door, knocked, and a beautiful lady in a black flowing negligee answered his knock. He asked, "Lady, did you know you had three couples in your front door yard making love?" Her reply, "Yes I do. This is the neighborhood house of pleasure, and I'm having a yard sale."

How To Shower~
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: > > Take off clothing and place it in sectioned > laundry hamper according to lights and darks > Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. > If you see husband along the way, cover up any > exposed areas. > Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - > make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. > Get in the shower. > Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long > loofah,wide loofah and pumice stone. > Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo > with 43 added vitamins. > Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. > > Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner > enhanced. > Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for > 10 minutes until red. > Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa > cake body wash. > Rinse conditioner off hair. > Shave armpits and legs. > Turn off shower. > Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. > Spray mold spots with Tilex. > Get out of shower. > Dry with t

Me
If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong. Or If I believe other than you, at least pause before you correct my view. Or If my emotion is less than yours, or more, given the same circumstances, try not to ask my to feel more strongly or weakly. Or yet if I act, or fail to act, in the manner of your design for action, let me be. I do not, for the moment at least, ask you to understand me. That will come only when you are willing to give up changing me into a copy of you. If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that someday these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right--for me. To put up with me is the first step to understanding me. Not that you. . . Embrace my ways as right for you, but that you are no longer irritated or disappointed with me for my seeming waywardness. And in understanding me you might come to prize my differences from you, an

Love
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love. Have you thought of it...... Love is not automatic. It takes conscious practice and awareness, just like playing the piano or golf. However, you have ample opportunities to practice. Everyone you meet can be your practice session.hate no one...cheers Be kind to who you meet daily....

Kiss
Kiss the rain Hello... Do you miss me I hear you say you do But not the way Im missing you Whats new Hows the weather Is it stormy where you are You sound so close but it feels like youre so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What Im left imagining In my mind My mind Would you go Would you go Kiss the rain As you fall Over me Think of me Think of me Think of me Only me Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever Im gone too long If your lips Feel hungry and tempted Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn Keep in mind Were under the same sky And the nights As empty for me as for you If you feel you cant wait till morning Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain (kiss the rain) (kiss the rain) (kiss the rain) Hello... Can you hear me Can you hear me Can you hear me

Computer Issues Finally Fixed
First off I want to thank all of you that tried to help me with my computer issues. I actually found some great programs to help me maintain my computer w/ help from a few of you. I was quite shocked at the response I got from all my friends. You all are pretty special people and so eager to help a friend in need. I did however call the cable place today and figured out that I had to reset my modem and they did as well on their end. Now my computer is running normal again. Thank goodness! I couldn't even see pics upload and took forever to rate and fan anyone. I apologize for not rating photos, it's hard to rate something you can't see. So i'm currently trying to catch up on people's photo ratings. Please bare with me. I'll get to yours soon. Have a wonderful weekend my awesome friends. Much luv, Jackie AKA Irish Sweetheart MUAHZ

The Wind
it whistles around my body like a new lover waiting to discover all of my secrets Lifting my hair to whisper an enchantment tickleing my mind caressing my skin peaking my interest in more Cool yet inviting it grows still stronger whipping around the torture growing longer feelings arise things get warmer bringing new touches new hopes new dreams just as i get ready it dyes back down smouldiering like coals not whisteling around Hot as an oven its back for a moment teasing my body with release only to die back down leaveing without completion Please come back i wish but with no avail it comes and it goes knowing i will be waiting It rises back up rushing at me pushing me down, picking me up scattering my feelings tossing me up letting me fall leaving me fast No matter who calls Leaving me breathless wanting so much more Just as it comes so shall it go whispers on my neck oh yes! its back waiting for

This Is To Offend Every Religious Person Out There...so Hit Me With Your Worst!!!
Ok, so I was having a discussion with a friend of mine about the virgin Mary. His point was that an angel came down and impregnated this woman with the seed of god. But there are some very important questions that seems were never answered in the bible. First of which is, how do we know that she was virgin in the first place. According to the bible, Mary and Joseph had been married for a couple of years. And during that time they had never had sex? Hmm thats interesting. For the sake of argument, lets say this is correct. Mary was a virgin at the moment of Jesus's conception. Mary and Joseph had not had any kind of sexual relations during their marriage. My question then becomes, Why? Did Mary know that an angel would come down and impregnate her with the seed of god? If she did know, when did she tell Joseph? Just a point of reference ladies, if you were to tell your soon to be husband that god is going to impregnate you with the savior of mankind, but only if he never ha

Daddy's Empty Chair
DADDY'S EMPTY CHAIR ~ A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up," "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, "until one day four years ago, my best friend

No Bloody Mail :(
I have been receiving emails since the switch out to Cherry Mail but I have never been able to see or read one of them so please don't waste your time sending them. Despite numerous pleadings to the support team my inbox and bulk mail folders remain steadfastly empty. Only the sad little collection of sent mails to the Support team evidence my existence. My bar tab and the sexy announcer tell me that mail has arrived but actually being able to read it is a pleasure I cannot enjoy. The no doubt numerous proposals of marriage, hard core sex, impotency cures, investment opportunities and invitations to reveal my intenet banking credentials to the world have gone unread. I do have a hotmail account if you have a particularly inventive begging letter or would care for a private consultation on "why parsnips taste better after a frost" but will only reveal it in private to a select few. SO my friends and fans, it is my lot to be ignorant of ur carefully typed missives and I

I Am So Done...
I am so done… I am so done with this Feeling bad for myself This “raw deal” This “short end of the stick” I am not going to do this anymore Not going to feel this pity “Sorry everyone, There is no room at the pity table I have taken up all the seats!” Do you think I like feeling this way? Think I enjoy it? Maybe I am just use to it by now This has become my norm My.. everyday routine This routine has no meaning Its constantly draining Draining my self and I'm tired I am so done with this No more feeling bad This raw deal is over Take the stick and shove it. I won't be doing this no more Sorry everyone I am so done Writen 4/28/07 By Angelique & Beamer.... thank you Beamer... for helping me with my writers block... and seeing through my eyes... Love you so much!!!

Thanks To Everyone
I just wanted to say hello and thank you to everyone for all your great ratings and comments! I wish I had the time and the connection to comment to you all, but here in Iraq, between my schedule and the hit and miss internet connection I'm lucky half the time to even get on and see what you have all left. Thank you all for taking the time to send them to me, and please know that I appreciate everyone of you and your great, kind, and sexy comments. You are all amazing and you never cease to put a smile on my face and make my days a lot better. Thanks...

Naughtypoll!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and

I'm Tired, Written By A Man, Serving The Usa Even Tho He's Almost 60
I'm Tired Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs and casualty reports because they are too afra

If I Offended You
I wanted to apologize if I offended anyone with a bulletin I reposted. If you have talked to me at all on here you know that I repost ALL military bulletins. If I am asked to repost something and you take offense by it then I am sorry.

Fallen Restless Angel....
So many use love for the wrong reasons. The only time someone should say they are in love or "I love You" is when they know deep down within the depths of their souls they belong together. I have yet found anyone to open my door to my heart which it is like a cement wall and only the strongest man who possesses immortal love can break through it. I cannot walk through the shadows of loneliness and the endless valleys of pain. I need a guide to pull me out of the darkness. Show me the love- that doesn't hurt, and I will teach you how to fly. Then we shall fly away high above and beyond the earth which is cruel and holds tornment and unmerciful pain. Leave everything behind, never look back. My heart has been broken, my wings torn and tied down. I hide and hold back my tears, and keep the pain behind my smile. I keep my faith that maybe someday the right guide will save me from these rusty and hurtful chains, which cut into my wings like barb wire. I cannot love with these

Happy Bday Mom
April 28th, What happened on this day 58 years ago. Well let me tell you my mom , and best friend was born. My mom was one of kind and was the best friend anyone could ever and will have. We never know why people are taken from us , but it hurts so Badyly!!! Six years ago this wonderful woman and friend was taken home and sometimes it feels like it was yesterday. Mom I miss you and love you so much. Hope today you are looking down on me with smiles. Happy Birthday Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Poison To Your Soul
She's the poison you will drink seducing you, with but a wink you weren't able to prepare She has caught you unaware. Though sweet as she must taste your heart ultimately, she'll waste. As this day turns to night you know now I am right She whispers softly in your ear desire for her you wont fear you invite her further inside your heart like arms, open wide playfully innocent at its start weaving a web around your heart hours pass they become days you are blind to her ways honest as she can be with you the woman before you seen anew as the illusion shatters there is nothing that matters you can't stop the flow wishing now you didnt know what she couldn't give to you was a whole heart beating true bitterness comes to take a hold your heart slowly becomes cold unwanted and crushed you now grieve illusions of hate you begin to weave paint her in an unkind light it is how you will fight those feelings of despair this life can be so unfair sadly you desire he

Chapter 1
Chapter 1: I don't know how well this will pan out but I was playing Uno last night on Xbox with my friend Restr1ctive. And when me and him get togehter to play something happens. It feels like I'm talking with a friend who I've known my whole life. Even though me met on here a lil bit ago. Well anyways, last night we were playing and we were thinking that it would be great to make a lil book. Now this book is gonna be based on everything that we talk about on Uno. I know it sounds a bit weird but bear with me. If you like to laugh this might be for you. Now onto what we started to talk about. The first thing that we had encountered as we began to play our game is that someone else had joined in. Can't really remember what this person's name was but I know it had Lord in the beginning so we will call him Lord. As we were playing we noticed that Lord was a lil kid, about the age of 12. Now like all kids they always have their friends over. Well on this particular occasion, it was

Aries (parental Advisory: Offensive, Read At Own Risk)
Time for a little rant on my favorite signs to criticize: Aries Aries are generally stupid people, I don't give a shit if I'm offending anyone, suck it up and move on. I had to move in to the cheapest apartment I could find for this semester (225/mon, good deal, yes?) and well, I had little choice but to go with that with such a killer price. My two roommates are aquarius and aries, the former being a quiet witty intellectual type guy, and mr. aries a brash, self-centered, wild type. Over the months, I just got annoyed by the little nuances of their personalities, more the Aries than the other cause he just doesn't pay attention to his surroundings. Aries live in the present, not the past or the future so don't expect too much planning ahead, basically to act now and think later. I cannot wait to move out in august as I leased out a studio for the whole senior year to finally get some work done at an efficient pace. Cause I don't get much work done sitting on the couch

A Survey I Took
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Bondage100%Blood100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips92%Blind Folds67%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Dedicated To Babydoll:)
The world is a vampire sen to drain of all that is good and beautiful...so SUCK ON THIS! There is STILL SO MUCH MORE of us who will ALWAYS OUT POWER all the negative crap that the negative ones leave behind! It's easy to get pulled in the undertow of life...Work,the boss,prejudice,bills,etc. But ALWAYS stop to smell the roses! They are there if you're looking. It could be a simple smile from a stranger, or even a beam of sunshine that has pierced through the clouds. Notice it(whatever IT is that's sent to you) and smile(even if only to yourself).Knowing that the powers that be(however you perceive them)are giving you a hug and reason to be happy. Yeah,the world is MESSED UP, but there are ALWAYS rainbows sent to you if you are willing to notice them...Thanks to all who took time to read this...Hope it helps at least one person through a bad day/moment...

Locks Of Love
I have thought of letting my hair grow long again so I could donate it to Locks of Love or one of those places. Then I remember my hair has a habit of getting split ends. I wouldn't want to donate my hair if it does that. Although, I bet they trim up the hair to make it look nice before they use it. I do know hair less than 6" or hair in bad condition is often sold to beauty industry companies to be used in testing instead of testing on animals. I doubt I will end up doing it anytime soon though. I get impatient and cut it myself or have it done. Like just this morning I cut my bangs. What's odd is after two or three tries I got them to look passable, seeing how I usually butcher them. It also helps no one pays attention to me. http://www.locksoflove.org/ http://www.donateyourhair.com/

Gotta Love Health Issues!
Well, I had 3 1/2 days in the hospital with a blood clot in my left leg. It appears it is part of what happens in my occupation as a driver. Soooo. the doc says off work until HE releases me from his care. Life is a bitch at times and health is just part of the bullshit arena we liv in everyday. There ya go, Cherries ... Im okay but hate sitting on my ass until the doc approves my release ... gotta fucking love it! But, we need to deal with issues like this and others ... suck it up and work it out, I say. We have today and that is ll we have to deal with ... 24 hours is the waking and sleeping time. Dig down, stand tall and be solid!!! Celtic

Think Before You Speak
Here is a little story I was told when I was young. Someone very special to me said I should share this. There were 4 children at church one day. 3 children were teasing this little girl. The little girl was crying and the pastor asked her what was wrong. She proceeded to tell him the children were teasing her. Well the pastor took the three children in a room and asked them what was going on. The children said they were teasing the little girl but they apologized to the her but she just kept on crying. The pastor gave them each a paper plate. He put a bit of toothpaste on the plate and then told them to put the paste back in the tube. He left the room and came back a few minutes later. The children tried and tried but could not put the paste back in the tube. The pastor told them that is how when you say mean things to a person once you say it does not matter how much you apologize you can never take back what you say. The moral of the story is: THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. BEC

Starvin' Artist
Nashville Underground Hip-Hop/Rap Artists: Big Keeks, Foul Play, D Will, Dezo aka Young Son bka Trackripper & MicWheed aka Mysta Rhyme Animal. I've been knowin Big Keeks since jr. high school we've been rhyming together for many years. Foul Play is the cousin one of my best friends. He's the youngest on tha track he's jes 21!! and this song was recorded in fall of 2004. D-Will met him thru a homie...he flows and has an awesome vocal range when blowin sum R & B really talented. Dezo "Da Trackripper" met him in 2002 we got tight in the lab he produced 5 of the tracks on the Starvin' Artist cd. He is also a supreme lyricist!!!!

New Graphics By Just Mee And More
Just Mee has sent me a whole bunch of new graphics and since she is a fan favorite I gave her a whole separate section. Here is a link right to it! Get more @ CherryTagz.com Go check out her stuff!!! I also added new pics into: Special Pics Special PicsNewest Custom Comments Cheers, vlad

Chapter 11 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
This next one is way out in left field. To tell you the truth, Zion was the one who came up with this one. As soon as he said it I was dying of laughter. And the thing is he didn't even elaborate on it. Turning the remote vibrator up to maximum volume. Now I know the girls are like "Wooohoooo! That's what I'm talking about." I'm sorry but I will have to agree on that. Nothing is better than having a B.O.B. (battery operated boyfriend for those of you who don't know what it is) I mean come on, they don't talk back, they don't bark orders, and they don't tell you how to live your life. Now that's one boyfriend I'll never get rid of. Ok, ok I'm sorry for all you guys who I have offended. I know for a fact that there are plenty of great guys out there. I for one should know, I've met quite an abundance of different people through my life. But there is one thing I will say, guys don't be afraid to use the remote control vibrator. It can spice things up to a

Update..
Well i been called White Trash by someone here on CherryTap because of my Adventures and having nude photos on my profile. I find it hilarious because this person also has nude photos as well...just not Totally nude! Moving on...the girl that I was engaged to with my fiance (a threeway relationship) came messaging back 2 nights ago wanting to come back. More or less start over. When the three of us were together we were so happy, and had some great sexual moments together..but then she also hurt me by not talking or anything for about 2 months. So i am not really sure what I want to do. How do I know that she will not run away again? If i put my heart out there again, I do not know if i can handle it getting trampled upon? So what do you peeps think I should do? Hugs and Kisses Kelly

About Me
believe it or not Im a VERY sweet & down to earth kinda girl. Yes I look super high maintenance, but im not completely. Im totally NOT a stuck up bitch. Unless of course you wrong me in some evil way. Im NOT a judgemental person. Im very accepting of people, and I dont think everyone has to look like they just stepped off of a magazine cover. If I were to judge someone in a negative way it would more likely be about wether or not they acted like a good human being. Im not a whore. haahaa, I know that sounds funny for me to say, but its true. GEEZ, dont hold it against me, Im a good human being! And I do work a regular day job! I live a pretty much happy normal day to day life. So kissess and all that junk, heehee. Also let me just say it, in case you didnt already know. I am a TRANSSEXUAL! Most people know what that means, but some of you dont, so heres a very simple explanation. I was born a boy, somethings happened over the course of my life, and now I am the girl yo

Im Bitching!
prettygreeneyes... re-rated you a '1' from a '5'! prettygreeneyes... rated you a '1! i left her a comment that said............. THAT WE CANT ALL BE 10'S BUT ID BE LEAVING HER A 10 .....SO SHE RETURNED AND RERATED ME A 1 SO I WENT BACK TO ASK HER IF SHE HAD A PROBLEM???? AND THE CUNT YEP I SAID BLOCKED ME WOW WHAT A BRAVE GIRL SHE IS....LOL....WELL TO U I SAY .... ya know i dont downrate and im pretty sure that i wouldnt anyway no matter what but is it really that big of deal to sum people that they show there really 12 years old!!!!

She Died Today...
My friend Sandy P. died this morning of complications from liver disease... Sandy, may you finally be at peace now. No more struggles, no more pain. No more sadness, no more bullshit... Never alone, never again my friend... Everyone that you came in contact with that I know, will never forget you. You were an amazing woman Sandy and you will be missed... Today, you have made me realize just how short life can really be. I already knew that, but your death just reinforced it for me... Today in death, you have given me gratitude Sandy. You have also given me love. You have made me see that no matter how crazy and fucked up we are, we are still loved by many, many people that have surrounded us on this journey of life... You were/are a very lucky lady Sandy, and I for one will miss seeing you around... Be well my friend... See you when I get there!!! Love, Wendi

Strawbery Quick
I picked this up from someone else blog. ************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In its current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends and other students not to accept candy from strangers as this is obviously an attempt to seduce children into drug use. They also need to be cautious in accepting candy from even friends that may have received it from someone else, thinking it is just candy. I don't want this email to scare anyone, but as a Parent first, Law

The Meaning Of Love For Me..perky To Saggy Boobs
For 27 years of my life I've often wondered, and I have done a lot of wondering enough for 10 people at this age, of what it means to be in love with someone? Do I have a criteria? Or does it come without reason? Is it because of the shape of my body? or the depth of my soul? I've gotten to the point that I'm sick of having those people who oogle at how I look and not bother to know anything about me. What's up with that? I mean I also do have my points of shallow happenings but sex does not sustain a happy relationship, I'm not saying we don't need it. It's just that lust can only last for so long. Not that I'm going to let myself go. But when I'm 90 would you still wanna be seen around me and talk to me? SIGHS

Mysta Rhyme
Mysta Rhyme I want to tell you bout a friend of mine He’s better known as Mysta Rhyme The man can rhyme all day long He puts those rhymes into all his songs He always has an awesome beat And he’s somebody I'd like to meet He’s also known as Micwheed And my writing he has freed So thanks to you and all your rhyme I’m glad that you’re a friend of mine Now I rhyme all day long I Hope to put them into a song.

If Marriages
if a marriage isnt for love of another person (that person being the one ur getting married to, of course) then how do you know its over? i mean really over. yep, arranged marriage. be it arranged by ur parents or circumstance or u urselves. hmm, maybe dad shouldve thought of this before hehe. granting the fact that many factors make a marriage work and i do mean work, love or at the very least like and common interests should be part of it, isn't it? they say some marry for love, others for money, still others for companionship and some for the convenience of just being part of a permanent couple. i wonder which of theses id be force to be married for. im too old to marry for money (lugi sila he he he), companionship? who'd want to marry a (b)witch? love, umm pass my time. permanent coupling, nope! they say in india arranged marriages are sometimes based on the fact that the families are close, thats all.not even keeping the treasures intact. yeah, greed i can relate to. ap

Life Of Family
Lets see first off my son is the biggest mama's boy in the world an I love him all the more for it. LOL we do this special little thing every night he gives his daddy luvies then I put him to bed, he is allowed 2 toys to take to bed with him. Once he has them picke dout he crawls in an I cover him up but we always gotta make sure that the wiggle worms are out of our system before he can go to sleep. So we sit there an wiggle for a few minutes an just giggle up a storm. Then we give our hugs an kisses tell each other we love each other an say sweet dreams an blow kisses. LOL ok well later that night I went to check on my son to make sure he was coverd up an I leaned over an kissed him an whisperd mommy loves you kisses baby lol sound asleep my son says luv you to mommy then made kissie noises. IT was sooo cute I just wanted to share.

New Tarot Deck
So tonight Vamp and I decided to take a stroll down ::shudders:: bourbon street... been a bit since we have ventured down it and figured we would see some of our friends workng. (this goes without saying because the french quarter is so small so everyone knows everyone) We would stop to chit chat with our friends and make our way through the crowds... We walked into one of the stores ... it has been many months since i have been in there and they usually have some nice stuff... We walked through looking at everything, checking to see if there was anything that struck our fancy... I made my way over to the case with tarot cards and looked through... I did a double take at one deck and knew i had to have it... Someone once told me that this deck would work best for me...... the Crowly Thoth deck... knowing that i could not buy this for myself... i immediately looked over at vamp... giggles... he bought it for me... We walked from the store to his bar and i opened the

The Soldier And The Nun
The Soldier and the Nun A soldier ran up to a nun. Out of breath he asked, "Please, may I hide under your skirt. I'll explain later." The nun agreed. A moment later two Military Police ran up and asked, Sister, have you seen a soldier?" The nun replied, "He went that way. "After the MP's ran off, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and said, "I can't thank you enough Sister. You see, I don't want to go to Iraq." The nun said, "I understand completely." The soldier added, "I hope I'm not rude, but you have a great pair of legs!" The nun replied, "If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen a great pair of balls....I don't want to go to Iraq either."

Girl's Night Out
Friday night I went back to my childhood. Had a slumber party with some of my female cousins. There was me-32, my sis-33, Charity-28, Chasity-24, Patricia-18, Brittany-17, and Tiffany-17. We did pedicures, facials, hairdos, played truth or dare...which resulted in all of us playing mother-may-I in the front yard at 3:00am in our bra and panties. I know Charity's neighbors will forever remember this night as well as we will. You know that when a group of women get together, there is never a quiet moment. So, just imagine this mother-may-I game going on. Oh yeah. It was fucking hilarious!!!! I still haven't figured out how the hanging ferns got set on fire. But I do know somebody must have forgotten to water them, cause those bitches burned REAL quick!!! LMAO Damn, I love my family!!!! Our next outing is for memorial day weekend. We are all going camping. This is for all of us cousins. There will be 32 of us total going, if nothing comes up. All I can say is God have me

Stop Bitching! (my Rant)
I'm sick of you god damn brats. Bitching and moaning and complaining about life. SHUT THE FUCK UP Bad things happen to good people EVERY FUCKING DAY! Life goes on!! How fucking dumb can you be!! To actually choose to wither away in your miserable fucking mind and prefer depression over contentment. Why let every little problem in your life build up to an explosion! GET OVER YOURSELF! I’m tired of being the only one who doesn’t let my personal problems interfere with the ones I care about. I’m tired of being the only one who cares enough about my friends and family as to not drag them through the dirt with MY problems. I’m tired of all you pathetic fucks who rely upon the pity of others. I’m tired of all you attention craved bastards. I’m tired of knowing what I know. I’m tired of you gorgeous women letting those jerks get the best of you! I’m tired of you guys who decide it’s okay for the “woman you love” to just walk all over you. I’m ti

Feeling Lost
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now!

Poem I Wrote To My Best Friend
Hey homie we always been tight Down for each other since day one We've seen some hard times and had a hell of a lot of fun Smoked some herb and other stuff We really don't have it so rough We take the good with the bad Put it together and ride it all out It goes deeper than friends You're more like a brother No possible replacement Man you're like no other We been through shit and both get mad Seen each other happy and hella sad Both moved out of bad situations And I'd be damned look where they placed us We're living under the same roof Just like when we met Ain't that an odd coincidence But hell homie it's the shit I can't express the love I feel for you man But I guess that was all part of a greater plan You're my best friend This I hope you know I've got your back for all time And I know without a doubt that you've got mine From here until the ends of the earth I feel like I've known you since the day of my birth We've seen the rain and had our days in th

Primary Or Problem?
I've been noticing lately that the amount of people i know who explore the polyamorous lifestyle (hereby referred to as poly) has increased and most are happy, but what happens when someone isn't... or is just having trouble? One couple i know has explored years of Poly with little to no troubles until this last year when the relationship with one has caused numerous troubles with the spouse. Couple 1 In the case of Spouse 1, it is not jealousy or anything of a petty nature, it is that the person on the side (Lover C1) has more then a few personality quirks that everyone can see save for the spouse involved (Spouse A1). It was a recent reaction that got me thinking. Spouse A1 fails to recognize that Spouse B1 and everyone who knows Lover C1 sees something Spouse A1 does not. When confronted with it head on Spouse put the foot down and said "Fine, you break off yours, i break off mine, no more Poly." That is, of course, paraphrasing things greatly but it's an interesting reac

Along A Dark Shore
A walk on the beach, sounds of waves caressing the shore, The one I long for, too far away to enjoy this with me. The smell of the salt air floating on the breeze, 900 miles away she is, missing her at times like this. Watching couples walk along the sand hand in hand, Reaching out but her hand is not there. Enviously I look at them, alone here on the dark shore, Listening to the soft murmuring of their voices blending with the night. One I care for very deeply is so far away right now, One day she will take this walk with me, Along a Dark Shore. By INXS421 04/29/07

Not Doing Well
Well if any one really read her profile. You all knowthat my bestfriend is really sick. And what happened last night was not good. She fell down and cut her head open. They took her too hosptial last night, she was alive and breathingjust not concouse (awake). Well early this morning they moved her from the local hosptail too one of the majors one. She is not doing well.. and right now is in critucal..I miss my room mate dearly and hope she comes home and out of this. if you are reading this keep her in your prayers always. thank you all for the you took too read about my best friend.

Sunday!
Hey Guys! Its sunday. What a crappy week I had. And I get no love on here. I don't get it:( Well I am gonna clean house and cook out. My mom made me a cake since tomorrows my 31st Bday...but more on that tomorrow. Anyhow Show me some love ...rate my pics or comment...anything pleaseeeeeeeeeee xoxo You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Anyplace is better Starting from zero got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something But me myself I got nothing to prove You got a fast car And I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money We won't have to drive too far Just 'cross the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs And finally see what it means to be living You see my old man's got a problem He live with the bottle that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working I say his body's too young to look like

"women's Town" To Put Men In Their Place
Read this on Reuters and just HAD to post it. BEIJING (Reuters) - Chinese tourism authorities are seeking investment to build a novel concept attraction -- the world's first "women's town," where men get punished for disobedience, an official said Thursday. The 2.3-square-km Longshuihu village in the Shuangqiao district of Chongqing municipality, also known as "women's town," was based on the local traditional concept of "women rule and men obey," a tourism official told Reuters. "Traditional women dominate and men have to be obedient in the areas of Sichuan province and Chongqing, and now we are using it as an idea to attract tourists and boost tourism," the official, surname Li, said by telephone. The tourism bureau planned to invest between 200 million yuan ($26 million) and 300 million yuan in infrastructure, roads and buildings, Li said. "We welcome investors from overseas and nationwide to invest in our project," he added. The motto of the new town would be "w

Deadly Sins
Your Deadly Sins Lust: 80% Greed: 40% Sloth: 40% Gluttony: 20% Pride: 20% Wrath: 20% Envy: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31% You'll die while in the throws of passion - the best way to go. How Sinful Are You?

Growing Up
=( my lil girl shes growing up it seems like just yesterday she was first lifting her head up on her own and making those silly lil grins she used to make now shes getting so big! shes already 35 lbs and shes was tall for her age but that isnt the worst/best (lol) she can do so much on her own now she tells us what she wants when she wants it she has a mind of her own DEFINABLY Today, for the first time ever I said "are you being a good baby?" and she said"no" And I asked why she wasnt being a good baby??? She said "no baby no!" So I said "are you a big girl" and she said "yea, big!" awwww she doesnt even think shes lil anymore shes a big girl pardon me, I have to go cry now

List Cleaning Time Again
About twice a month I have to go thru all the friends I have and clean out inactive friends. It really sux too. If you are not going to associate with someone, why add them. I am not into the points game or the top Cherry spots. And if you dont associate with me, and never intend to... Please dont ask to be my friend. Friends are special to everyone. Points are for games. If you are a real friend to Meee, I will not delete you. I know who you are. Thanks, and Much love to my real friends. Just Meee

To All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice Guys
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Venus
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Help Me With My Comp
OK I THIS YEAR I STARTED A TALENT AGENCY. MIH TALENT AGENCY. IT HAS BEEN SLOW GETTING OFF THE GROUND, BUT ITS A PASSION I HAVE. I WANT TO HELP GET PEOPLE JOBS IN THE ENTERTAIMENT INDUSTRY. MODELS, RAPPERS, SINGERS AND ACTORS (EVEN PORN). IF YOU HAVE A TALENT OR KNOW PEOPLE LOOKING FOR TALENT HIT ME UP.

For My Mother In The Mothers Day Contest!!!
To my Friends.Some of you know alot about me and know about the loss of my Mother Due to Cancer.My Mother Died July 21,2006 From Colon Cancer.A friend of mine said she was having a Mothers Day Contest and you Didn't have to be alive to be in it.So To this I put my Mother in the Contest.This is one last thing I can do for my Mother.Some of you may not Care.Those that Do I thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!I added the Song I had Played at my mothers funeral and left some pics for you to look at...At the end you will find a link to the pic I have in the contest. Just click the pic and it will take you to the contest....Thanks again my Dear Friends.The Contest starts at 3:00 April 29th. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com ------------------------------------------------------------------- ^^^^^^^^^ CLICK HERE

Are You Interested???????????????????
BOMBERS CHOICE CONTEST I'M HOSTING A BOMBER'S CHOICE CONTEST ON MY PAGE. CHECK BELOW FOR THE GIFTS AND THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU LIKE TO ENTER. NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED ۞WÌLÐÇÄ†۞ £õÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õ£ †.M.Ä.£. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞ £Äñ,R Ä†È,ÄÐÐ۞@ CherryTAP 700 COMMENTS or 950 COMMENTS or 1900 COMMENTS 2400 COMMENTS 4,900 COMMENTS 7,000 COMMENTS 9,500 COMMENTS 12,000 COMMETS 24,000 COMMENTS 85,000 COMMENTS IT WILL START TONIGHT AND IT WILL END ON MAY 31ST... GOOD LUCK TO ALL HAVE A GREAT EVENING WildCat

Give As Good As I Get
i have had to many empty promises and lies to hear not even one more. im not a hater. just no gaming, friends are great to have and hell lets all be honest with one another i have more respect for someone who says the truth. than i do with the ones who want to play a game.... hmm could be why im single huh? try the game with me and guess what i wil show what a bitch i can be...

Why Are People Hurtfull
I was just disowned by my friends because of the guy I am dating .. Well it is because of the color of his skin.. Last time I checked we all bleed the same color RED...... Why do people have to be so hurtfull, Last time I knew you could not help who you fell in love with.....

10 Good Reasons Why I Shall Never Married
1.THE WOMAN FEELS PITY FOR YA AND FEELS LIKE U CANT FIND ANYBODY ELSE 2.SHE HOPES YOU GOT PLENTY OF MONEY TO MAKE HER HAPPY. 3.WALKIN THE MALL SHE SEES A HOT GUY AND SAYS DAM IM STUCK WITH HIM 4,SHE TRYS TO PASS YOU OFF AS HER BROTHER IF SHES TALKIN TO SOME HOT MAN 5.AT NITE IN BED SHES LIKE DAM DO I HAVE TO 6.ALWAYS TELL HERSELF WHY DID I MARRY U 7.TELLS YA TO LOOSE WEIGHT OR ELSE 8,SHE LOOKS FORWARD FOR YOU TO COME HOME SO SHE CAN PUT YA DOWN 9.SHE TELLS YA SHE GOTS 1000 OF MAN THAT WANT HER AND U SHOULD FEEL LUCKY 10. GOOD REASONS WHY I WOULD NEVER MARRY

Internet Love.
Wake da fuck up ct. Now their have been love going on in dis world since god first man and woman, right. And now we all have da internet to do our own thing, right. So my question is dis. Can u really find love on any website, yes or no? and why?

New Computer
Today I Went And Got A New Lap Top Thanks To My Room Mate For Saving Me From Renting For A Rip Off Place Im Much Happier Now! Sorry I Wasnt Able To Send Comments To My Friends Today But Will Tomorrow. Hope You All Had A Nice Weekend! Love Ya!

My Niece
First of all I would like to say Hi to My Family, Fans and Friends. Hope everyone is doing well. My Niece just joined CT and is actually doing well on her own but i would like to ask all of you a favor and check her out and rate fan or befriend her if you like. Her name is Sweetestsin and she is in my family, Thank You all, Have a Great Day!

Untold
U made a promise that u may not keep U told me u loved me yet u hid things Before ever kissing ur lips, u may be gone 20 years is a lifetime to wait. But U hold my heart so i can't walk away. My love for u runs deeper than a canyon. Forever by ur side I will stay.

A Long Lost Poem Rediscovered
Changing is sometimes hard. This year I am promising myself to work on me. I am going to be more truthful on my feelings and assert myself. Let myself trust my feelings and not be afraid. I promise to try and let go of the hurt. Stop hurting the ones who surround me and forgive those who have caused me hurt. Change takes time and patience and as long as I have my family behind me I can do it. They are my strength, my rock, my foundation to grow upon. I need my husband and my children, I am me because of them. sharon, 1/1/04 since writing that poem a few years ago I can happily say I have changed. I am divorced and moved pasted the violent relationship I was in. Have found inner peace and accepted all that has made me stronger and wiser than where I was back then. I am in awe at the survival of my children who have helped me each and every step of the way by just being there, without ever a question... thank you Joe Josh & Jen you guys really do make me who I am

If She Only Knew...
subject: If she only knew... date: 2007-04-29 17:47:55 I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep

Text Message
I got dumped today thru a text message. I'm not mad he broke up with me, I'm mad cuz he didn't have the balls to do it over the phone or in person. I still would have been upset, but not mad. I understand why he did, his ex wanted to work things out with him. I guess I need to just let it go. But it still hurts.

New Song Needs The Polish Put On It But It Is Not Bad
I can’t help the way I feel All I know is this is real I keep thinking of you There nothing else I want to do Thoughts of you and your smile I day dream all the while I think about you And wonder if you think about me too How I long to taste your kiss Moments of unending bliss I think about you And want to us to love forever true Holding close all night long Feel our passion grow so strong When I think about you You’re the reason everything feels new Miracle of our love You’re my angel from above I think about you And I know no other soul will ever do By R. Thomas Dinsmore I think I will have more to do on this

Love And Respect.... Steinie
MOTORCYCLE WISDOM Four wheels move the body, two wheels move the soul. Most motorcycle problems are caused by the nut that connects the handlebars to the saddle. Life may begin at 30, but it doesn't get real interesting until about 60 mph! You start the game of life with a full pot O luck and an empty pot O experience...the object is to fill the pot of experience before you empty the pot of luck. If you wait, all that happens is that you get older. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as noontime bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of fuel before you can think straight. Riding faster than everyone else only guarantees you'll ride al

Guidelines For Ifc Family
#1. we are a family so plz lets act like one with out the bitching. #2. The family is here to help you not win for you. #3. if more than one person enters the same contest work together to take 1st and 2nd. #4. If more than 1 member enters a contest decide whos taking 1st and 2nd or take turns getting first place but plz work together not against each other... #5. if u have a problem try to resolve it yourself if u cant bring it to me and i will help u resolve it... thank you DJ CHAOS

Copied From Okc
sometimes, i read peoples' profiles, and really like the idea of a "serious short term relationship" or being a third addition to a couple, and sometimes i even like the idea of picking up a guy just to have someone to spend the night with. but really, i want to be happily married. i cant let my fantasies about being open minded collide with the reality that i want to be solidly, permanently, unconditionally loved. it cant happen for at least a year though, its just not in the cards for me. as lonely as i get, i have to struggle through it, and this is going to sound sappy and morbidly religious, but sometimes when i'm really lonely i go to God cause i know He will never leave me (and for all you cynics out there that dont believe... if something doesnt exist, by definition, it cant leave) and i just imagine Him holding me in the way i want to be held and comforting me. That, my friends, is what gets me through every damned lonely night that i have to have for the next 10 1/2

The Longest Nine Hours
Hour 1 The final kiss good bye and the last, Love you, before leaving. The last look as you drive away. As a tear runs down your face. Hour 2 A car comes up from behind, could it be ???? It passes and your heart sinks again. Hour 3 Stop to get food to try to ease your stomach. Then debate on which way to go. Hours 4 thru 6 Just stare at the traffic as you drive on. Hour 7 Phone rings, you hear that sweet voice you just left, so sweet. Finding that they are having just as hard time as you. Hour 8 Back in your home state. Nothing around you has changed but you. Hour 9 Your at your House was your home but Home is where the heart is and thats Nine hours back.

Walpurgis Night
30 Apr 2007 Walpurgis Night On the evening of April 30, bonfires are lit all over Sweden to mark the end of winter and the beginning of spring. People gather by the light and heat of the fire to listen to choirs performing a number of traditional spring songs - quite ironic if, in the meantime, sleet and snow are doing their best to put the fire out. Bonfire on the night of Walpurgis. Photo: Nils-Johan Norenlind / Tiofoto Celebrating Walpurgis Night on the eve of the feast of St Walburga was originally a German custom. Walburga, who was an abbess in Germany in the 8th century, has become Sweden's Valborg. Lighting bonfires, especially in the eastern parts of Sweden, is an ancient custom: it was done to scare off predators before the cattle and sheep were let out to graze but also to protect people against the witches believed to be gathering on this very night to worship the devil. Especially in university towns like Uppsala and Lund, the traditions surrounding Walpurgis

Happy Monday!
I'm a little less stiff and sore this morning, thank the Goddess! See if I dance that many hours at one time again!! Much to do today, so this is a short one, lol! Jenn continues to be in jail. Do not know what the official charges are going to be at this point! Tim has moved back in with Damian! We'll see how long this stays in the air, lol! The silence is deafening. Hard to believe one less teen can make that much difference, lol!! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, to every one of my friends all over the world! You are loved and appreciated, dear friends! Later! Muah!

Prayers Needed Again
Hey everyone My sister was admitted into the hospital again last night. She needs to have surgery yet again for the same thing she had surgery for the first time. So please keep her in your thoughts and prayers please and thank you. love you all Bren

Obituary For The Late Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they them

Certain Smells Drive Me Wild, Lol.
Sometimes, I can't help but view myself as a romantic idiot. Certain smells, sounds, and touches really turn me on and drive me wild. For example, not too long ago I was at my gf's house. She had taken a shower and I was in the kitchen leaning on the counter. She came in and leaned on top of me in a loving manner and The smell just drove me wild. I then like an idiot started sniffing and replied, wow, that smell, its such a turn-on, it really smells good. She then replied, what? I'm not wearing anything, your smelling the bathroom spray!! At that time I had realized that i was just a plain old romantic idiot who was in love with the intoxicating smell of carribean breeze. Oh well, I still love the smell of it...even though i'm still a sniffing idiot!!

I Survived The Weekend...
This weekend was jam packed with activity, and I came thru with a major sunburn, and the knowledge of how not to build a fence. First though, I'd like to go over the Prom. Dem was asked to go to the prom with a junior. At the last minute lol. So we've been scrambling the last two weeks to get everything together for this. Saturday, the big day arrives. We got home in time to make sure Dem's hair was looking good, he was shaved, cologne on. His tux looked better than I expected. It was white pinstripe, black shirt, blood red vest and tie...I wasnt thrilled with the white selection, but it looked good. So we drive him to his date's house, since she is driving. Dem isn't old enough to drive yet. When we get there, we take pictures of Dem and his date, and one of her friends is there also. So lots of pictures were taken (check my pics, will post some). They leave, and we head to the high school to get more pics of them. When their name is announced, we found out that Dem had

The Silver Lining...
They say there is a silver lining to every dark cloud...ok...I hopefully will see it soon... Just wanted to let ya'll know that I will probably not be on for awhile after Wednesday...this saddens me so much, I literally depend on ya'll to get me thru these times and now I can't even do that...the reasons why sadden me even more... This past week really sucked, my ex and I had been at it since the sunday before, on Thursday he left and moved back to Florida...YAY...atleast I thought anyways...wasn't aware untill Saturday that the bank account was also emptied...this really sux, my electric bill is due Wednesday, so I won't be on after that... Don't want sympothy or anything like that, just wanted to share with the ones who care...will see ya'll as soon as I can... If any of you see that silver lining to this cloud that is over me, please let me know, it's been awhile since I've seen one... I hope ya'll have a great week, weekend, maybe even month... huggs, kisses and

Thank You, Australia!
Thank you, Australia! Written by an Australian Dentist.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in Ameri

Bankrupt?
I give oot so many gifts that I'm running oot of cherry bucks.:( Problem is that only a few rate my stuff, so I have to depend on what I can rate, which even maxing oot, only rating during happy hour, I spend more than I get in. Rating my pics and stash would be a big help so that I can keep giving gifts to everyone. So if you have some time, and want some points yourself, feel free to go through my albums and stash;)

My Brother's Fight With The Military
Ughhhh I am so pissed right now! My brother just called to say that his commanding officer in Iraq is in the procedure of forcing disciplinary action against him. Here is the situation: My brother went to Iraq last year. Upon arriving there and not long after, he blew out his right knee during an excursion. They then placed in the office saying that they would get him to Germany or back to the states for medical attention. 6 months later, he still had not been seen by a doctor. He scheduled a leave around Valentine's Day and even that was delayed. He finally made it back in time to visit our Grandmother before she passed away. He was scheduled to return on Monday, February 26th although due to our Grandmother's condition, I had Red Cross intercept. Red Cross was able to get him a 10-day extension. There was a lot of instances that happened during that time which would make believers out of us. Anyway. While he was home, he went to the doctor and received verification that he nee

Thought For The Day
TO ALL THOSE WHO BELIEVE AND EVEN FOR THOSE WHO DONT BELIEVE! SUNDAY WENT TO CHURCH WITH MY DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND AND THE GRADKIDS. GUYS I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THIS COMING FROM A RECOVERING ADDICT OF 22 YEARS TO SEE OU CHILDERN GROWN AND NOW RAISING THIER OWN CHILDERN AND ALLOWING ME TO BE IN THIER LIFES IS THE MOST JOYEST THING IN THE WORLD. SO SUN MY GRANDSON WAS DEDICATED TO THE LORD AND FROM MY VEIW AND AS A GRANDMOTHER HEY MY HEART WAS FULL YESTERDAY. I WAS THE ONLY GRANDPARENT TO WALK UP AND BE THERE TO HELP DEDICATE MY GRANDSON TO THE LORD. I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY TO THOSE OUT THERE STILL USING YOU ALL NEED TO DIT AND LOOK AT WHAT YOUR MISSING OUT ON AND ALL THE PEOPLE YOU ARE HURITNG IN YOUR LIFE. I'M NOT PREACHING JUST HAVE A FIRST HAND AT THIS. TO BE ABLE TO BE A PART OF THAT YESTERDAY WHAT THE BEST AND I WAS CLEAN AND SOBER AT THAT!!! JUST A THOUGHT FOR THE DAY FOR THOSE WHO THIS TOUCHES FEEL FREE TO SHOUT OUT AT ME I'LL TALK TO YA IF YOU NEED!!!!!!

Quick Update...
TO all my dear friends: I'm sorry I have been absent the last couple days, and will be for at least a couple more. Okay I'm not really sorry, you see for the first time in 15 monthes my baby brother is coming for a visit!!!! (alright I cant really call him a baby...hes 6'6" and 25 yrs old, but anyone with a 'baby' brother knows what I mean) He gets in tomorrow afternoon and I have a million things I want to get done before he gets here. He's coming out to give me guardianship (sp?) of his daughter so that he can go into the army. I obviously have mixed feelings about this...on one hand I am so proud of him for serving our country and doing something with his life but on the other hand, Iraq, hello.... It almost seems like a cruel joke that I am seeing him after 15 long monthes only for him to be leaving again, and this time most likely leaving to end up in harms way... ANYHOW, if it takes me a day or two to get back to you please dont think I am ignoring you, I'

Just Venting
u know my world is still falling a part around me but maybe thats what i want maybe its happing for a reason maybe im going to learn sumthing out of it maybe ill find my self and be happy once again havent been happy in a very long time just seems like when u really need a friend they just not here i mean i have sum but do they really understand what im going through they say they do but i just dont think they do and now he wasnt to stay married i just dont see how thats going to work when there is not trust there is nothing i do love him but i dont love him the way i should u know i can do the same things he has done but does two wrong doesnt make a right i hate to hurt people but damn he hurt me to many times its hard to forgive if they keep doing the saem shit over and over blah i desrve to be happy right so do my kids i hate living where im at but o well no other place to go o well we all learn form or mistakes and what we go thorugh makes us who we are right well enought for now

Another Insight To Darla's Life.
Ok..so why do I pick guys that there is no chance of a relationship developing?.....Anyone wanna help me out here? Is it fear of commitment? The fact that I never want to get married? The fact that I have seen marriage after marriage end in divorce (3 in fact just for my brother)? I don't know...relationships confuse me to much. I have tried the occational booty call thing...that doesn't work for me either. Sometimes, I think that it is just meant to be this way, other times I think...I am a Big Beautiful Woman, I am very attractive on the outside as well as having a huge heart on the inside. Why is it that I can't find someone just for me...someone that is not interested in sharing me with his friends, someone that is not a cheater, and/or someone that doesn't want me to be with another girl? When I walk down to my campground to relax by myself, I wonder what it would be like to have someone in my life to take that walk with me....

Lost
This morning whiling feeling a bit stressed out and not at all in the mood to hear all the noise my birds make. I decided to sit them outside as I have done many times before. However, this time I don't know what caused it but the cage feel and my 2 small birds Heaven and Sky escaped and are gone. I know I won't find them but I still keep looking when I go outside.

Yeah Ok So You Are My Friend
Umm I cant seem to figure this shit out. It happenes to me everytime. I start to be friends with someone and they flake out. Stop talkin' to me or just flat out ignore me unless they need something. I am so tired of this shit. I have two friends that live in my town and one that doesn't. And that is all I need so if you are on here playing games pulling peoples heart strings with your lifes woes and don't want to be a true friend then don't talk to me. I am not on here for y'alls amuzement. I am on here to meet interesting, nice, good hearted people. If you are on my friends, family or fans list and you actually take the time to read this blog thank you but I would appreciate it more if you RESPECTED me enough not to use me. I have a feeling that the person this is directed to will know exactly who he/she is. I am counting on it actually. Maybe they will realize that they are fixing to loose a good friend who would actually be here for them when they need it. It is all good though beca

The Bath
Me in warm bathwater in a sunken tub... bath oils, suds... twenty vanilla candles lighting up the room, their flames licking at the air like hungry little tongues...vanilla incense burning in the corner of the room... a gentle hand washing my legs, then moving up to my hips, then the small of my back, and on to my shoulders... my neck... slowly, firmly but gently working the muscles loose into a relaxing bliss... ...lowering my head, while the hands loosen the body and the spirit... a warm body gently sliding up behind me in the bathwater, gingerly resting another's chest on my back... I can feel the breath of another on the nape of my neck, as my shoulders and upper arms are slowly massaged, and deep down within my body begins to tingle... ...lips gently on my neck, juuuust behind the right ear, then up to my lobe, gently tugging on the earring there, teasing the skin there with the tip of a tongue, while hands run down my arms and reach my own hands, fingers entwining tog

Afscme -- 75 Years Of History
AFSCME: 75 Years of History Fighting For Civil Service In 1932, as the country suffered through the worst economic depression in its history, a small group of white-collar, professional state employees met in Madison, Wisconsin. They formed the Wisconsin State Administrative, Clerical, Fiscal and Technical Employees Association (which soon became the Wisconsin State Employees Association). The leader of the group, Col. A.E. Garey, was the director of the state Civil Service system, and the reason for the group's creation was simple: basic survival. Wisconsin state employees held their jobs based on competitive civil service examinations and there was genuine fear that state politicians might attempt to return to a political patronage, or "spoils" system. In the November, 1932 elections, Democrats in Wisconsin rode Franklin D. Roosevelt's coattails into office. And sure enough, in January, 1933 a Democratic senator introduced a bill in the state legislature that would dismantle

I'm In A Mothers Day Contest...please Help
Ok everyone I 'm in a mothers day contest, please come rate and comment my pic.Just a few comments help but the more the merrier..: ). Heres the link.. Thankyou soooo much ahead of time .. Hugs, Amber By the way you have to be at least a level 5 to vote.. Just was warned.. Ty .. : ) UPDATE: For all of you that have been helping me, I must say I am honored to have you as my friends.. You all really have been there for me and helped alot.. I appreciate it sooo much!!! Please let me know if there is ever anything I can do for you.... Remember this ends the 13th of May...... BIG Hugs, Amber : )

Thoughts Of What Is Real And What Is Not
Piled hate upon the soul for sake of rage Defiler of innocents uncaring of age Gruesome lot seeking blood and gore Heads chopped off and they cry out for more Swinging corpse the dictator at ropes end Death and destruction yet our pain does not mend Division and lies fed to the mass blind and lost Freedoms death draws close we bear the cost Confusion as to what is real in the magic show Slight of hand diversion tactics so we may never know Ignorance the bliss of minds that choose to never see A curse to be aware and powerless of what will be One moment a lifetime passes in the blink of an eye One moment we live and breath then pass on and die Only now do we have and nothing else is real This is all we will ever have and how we choose to feel The only life that we can change rest within our mortal shell Only we can decide whether that life should be heaven or hell In this moment that you read someone’s life did change Someone found love and someone lost isn’t it so s

38..giggles In The Sunlight
If I gave you a bottle of rain Would you save it for a sunny day I hear your laughter tickling my ear I can see your smile shining from here Pick a cloud and i'll send it to you for shade I'll pick a star and make a wish that I was brave Where does time fly when I'm talking to you Why does time stop when I'm sitting alone If I sent you my heart in a pinewood box Could you find a safe space to keep it under lock Giggles in the sunlight hanging in the air Happiness is a riptide, got me floating without a care She hates the rain..but she's my saving grace In this desert of a soul...she finds my hiding place

To All My Friends On Ct.
I know I have not been around much sorry for that it is that time of year again for us. Busy camping in the RV. I will be posting pics for all to see in the upcoming months, I hope you enjoy them. Big news for this week is I am going out to see Munch aka Ana in Arizona, I am so looking forward to see my Mexican sister... I will let ya know how it goes and I am sure we will have pics.... love and kisses to all talk to ya soon......xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxox Ginny

No,...this Isnt Mine...but I Thought It Awesome
What I Want The Most Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." ******************************************** ~*if u want me to fall for u, u have to give me something worth tripping over.*~ ******************************************** im just me . and thats all I can be no more . no less . no 2nd guess i laugh . i . i live . i cry and some times i wish i would die some day im funny others im not some times im in overdrive . and i cant stop you may not like me . but thats ok this is me . and this is how ill s

For My Man
If I could interest you in a book then I would be the author Here take my words for they are all that I can offer If I contained all the air that it took for you to live I would say take all of mine for it is all I can give If I could keep hold of the time thinking of you that I have spent I would give you my biological clock for that is all I can present If my heart were locked and I needed to be set free I would say take me I’m yours for you hold the only key If sweetness is what you lacked then I would steal honey from a hive Satisfying your sweet tooth for as long as I am alive If sounds of positivity is what you needed to hear Then I would give you endless words of affection in your ear If thoughts of desert were to ever cross your mind I would add an S in the middle and leave your sweet worries behind If attention is what you asked then I would fill the task Leaving my arms as that place for you to bask If the taste of love is all that you need I would kiss you g

For A Friends Wedding A Poem
YOU SAVE ME FOR SO LONG IVE BEEN ON MY OWN TRYING TO FIND MY HEART A NEW HOME ID ALMOST GIVING UP WITHERING IN SORROW AND DROWNING IN TEAR THEN YOU SAVE ME,AND MY WOUNDED PRIDE SAVED ME FROM DYING INSIDE FREED ME FROM THOSE SAD MEMORIES YOUR LOVE HAD REACHED OUT AND SAVE OLD ME YOU HAVE BEEN A GODSEND TO ME HE SENT YOU HEAR TO SET MY HEART FREE NO MORE LONELY DAYS, OR SLEEPLESS NIGHTS A FRIEND TO TAKE WHATS WRONG AND MAKE IT RIGHT,THEN YOU SAVED ME ,MY WOUNDED PRIDE FREE ME FROM SAD MEMORIES,YOUR LOVE REACH TO ME AND SAVE ME FROM DYING INSIDE

Limiting Time..
I know I said I was limiting my time on CT... but can I use it as an excuse not to mow the grass? PLEASE? :) My stepmom made an awesome strawberry pie yesterday and sent the last piece home with me... and I just finished it. I think that was the BEST pie I ever had. I want MORE!!!

Accused Of Treachery And Witchcraft
She remains defiant in the face of death Nailed to the cross Accused of treachery and witchcraft She was only true to her soul She had a taste for adventure She could bewitch and beguile She was fantastic company A party animal who also had a sensitive side She loved romantic trips to Paris and Rome She liked expensive clothes Her lovers would spend all their money on her But that was enough to keep her close She always felt the need to move Always uncomfortable in one single place A thirst for excitement which had to be quenched Many of her partners became paupers A few even took their lives She was an explosive personality Once you had spent an even in her company Your life would never be the same And now she has been judged by her former lovers Found guilty of being a witch An old crime in a modern setting I kneel at her feet and beg her to forgive us all "Your beauty corrupted our souls Such beauty only belo

Prison / Freedom
On July 29, 2005 I was released from prison six months early for good behavior onto parole/probation. I was released to a half-way home. I had myself enrolled in college already before being released. I was taking computer animation. I got a job on work-study as a student aide in the school library. All was going well, but one day I reported to my parole officer for a scheduled appointment. I went through the metal detector and all, picked up my personal items while chatting w the guard, and seen my PO. It went good, then when I came out to leave everyone was being searched. When I got searched they found money on me that I did not have when I arrived. Apparently, when I picked up my property after passing through the metal detector, I picked up someone else’s money too. I didn’t do it knowingly because my mind was preoccupied talking w the guard. It was and accident. Anyway, I was thrown in jail regardless for a week. When I got out and reinstated on parole/probation, I was behi

An Inspiring Note
Sometimes people come into your life, and you know right away that they were meant to be there - to serve some sort of purpose, to teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - possibly your spouse, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, or ever a complete stranger. And some times things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, strait, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect yo

Are You A Real Friend?
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste." FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out. FAKE FRIENDS: Wont send this back. REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to you and to 10 other real friends

Raising Kids Alone.
It is so hard to raise kids on my own, there are many days I don't even know what the hell I am doing. I don't even know how to be a father, never had the example. I never have met or known my own father. I feel many a day that I am the shittest father in the whole world.

Give Alil To Get Alil...my Lil Rant, Guess We All Have Them At Some Point, Lol
OK IT MAY SEEM I AM BITCHING OR A POINT HO AS SOME MAY CALL IT BUT I LIKE KEEPING THINGS IN ORDER..... I HAVE NOTICED I HAVE 157 FRIENDS, 127, FANS, AND 184 FANS OF... THE WAY I SEE IT IS EVERYONE LOVES THE FANS S I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS.. SO IM SURE IF UR ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEN I HAVE FANNED YOU AS WELL AS RATED YOU.. SO OUT OF RESPECT SHOULDNT I BE FANNED AND RATED ALSO???? YOU WOULD EXPECT TO BE, IM SURE...ITS JUST OUT OF R.E.S.P.E.C.T.... SO COULD YA PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU HAVE ME RATED, FANNED AND ADDED.. YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN ANY LOVE THAT ONE SHOWS ME... SO WITH ALL THAT SAID NOW I WOULD LIKE TO SAY GOODNIGHT TO ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE PLEASANT DREAMS.. OH IM LEAVING MY LINK SO THAT IT WILL BE EASIER TO FIND THE ORIGINAL WRITTER OF THIS LIL BITCHIN SPREE, LMAO...MUCH LOVE TO U ALL..."DONTCHA" *Dontcha™*S.B.A.B./ I.B.I.C* & *Crew Enforcer 4 C&D Chargers Of The Elite Bombers*@ CherryTAP

For Ifc Members...kids Contest Ends The 3rd
ok on this contest im asking these ppl to go to these contest and bomb: lynks kids : barb, lynk, shelley, christina, and donna... pheonix aidin an on nhcuties im asking: jessica, andrew, dallas, and chaos onm this one: stephen skylah

4/30/07
Are you getting the wrong answers because you've been inadvertently sending the wrong message? Think about what you really want. Then rephrase the question so you get a reply that addresses your concerns. ----------------------------- Hmmmmmm. Why is this one sounding so familiar to me.

Poison
My boots crunch over the frozen ground and I scan the white horizon for any trace of that asshole... Silently, flakes begin to cascade from the sky, partially obscuring my vision. Breath coming in foggy gasps, as the wind and my breathing are the only sounds I hear... Blood in the snow... I see a partially naked form half buried in a snow drift... Blood is seeping from one corner of his mouth, his white blond hair streaked with red. I'm down on my knees now, digging... The snow is a white blur past the sides of my face, I can't get him uncovered fucking fast enough... The tattoo of my lips on his groin uncovered now, the color isn't purple anymore, its black. "Frost!" "Frost you dick head don't you dare!" I whip off my leather coat and wrap it around him, I have to keep him warm. His eyes fluttered...Shit! He's alive! His lips move slightly... "Shut up, Frost. If you make one smart fucking comment right now I will leave you to freeze your dick off in the s

Public Service
Water vs Wine It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (e coli) bacteria found in feces. Body waste. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling or filtering and/or fermenting. WATER = poop WINE = HEALTH Ergo: It's better to drink wine and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service.

Take A Walk, Fuck A Stranger
I was taking one of my walks where I try and find interesting things to take photos of around the area I live in, and as usual, nothing appealing could be found. Tired and a little frustrated from walking around for 2 and a half hours and only taking three pictures, both of which I had little hope for, I made my way back. The walks I didn't mind, there was always that little chance that I would find something worth capturing with my film, and I liked the extra exercise, but after not getting anything out of it, walking back seemed daunting and I was not looking forward to it. I suppose if I really wanted I could have taken more pictures, but I didn't bother with mildly appealing crap, I wanted something special. After a while I came closer to my house, and started slowing my pace. It was an uphill and I was in no mood to rush up it after the walk. It was a hot day and I had nothing to drink since I left home. Two houses down from mine I noticed a mother and her baby sitting under a

Life And The Retards Around It...
Ok this is crazy...yesterday was crazy...yesterday morning I went to pick my mother up, who had came into Houston with a friend, so she could come see the kids. Well, as soon as I exited the gate this fool in a fucked up car looks like he is trying to make a U-turn. Well come to find out, he was wanting to pull in through the exit which I was blocking in our apartment complex. Well as it sets now that is a no no in this complex. Well, I guess I didn't move fast enough for this moron so he fliped me off..I set there looking at this fool and I threw my hands up in the air like, what are you doing...well as soon as I realized it was safe to pull out this guy rolls down his window and pulls out a gun and pulls it on me...so needless to say the cops came out and the complex was notified. Well if most of you renting or leasing have noticed in your agreement you are responsible for your friends and family who come into the complex. I hate that the people that knew the guy are getting e

School Here I Come!!
Well today is the day for me. I am heading off to school so they can teach me how to be a recruiter. I have been told that the school is equal to that a company sends it's top sales managers too. So I know that I am getting good training. I am just heading there a little bit nervous. I know that I will do just fine in school, but the fact is I do not know where they are going to put me! I could be stationed anywhere, and I really hope that they keep me away from California! I hope that they put me in Kentucky. I bet you are saking "Why Kentucky?". Well I am going to be a recruiter in a time when there is alot of political pressure and a war that is not popular. I fugured that in order to do well I am going to need to head to a southern state where they are a little bit more incline to answer the call over lets say San Francisco where I believe that they would rather burn a flag over fight for it. Well wish me best of luck. I do know if I will be online much, but here I come

The Pastor's Donkey
The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the headlines read: NUN ANN

Day One
May 1, 2007 Well, today is day one with out a ciggerette. I have quit before and I can quit again. Mike is also stopping. Together we can tackle the world so I know we can takle this issue. Anyway just wanted to say im off the smokes. lol

...and The Pitch
I talked to a few people on CherryTAP about what was going on, getting my feelings salved kind of thing, then I went home.I confronted my wife with the knowledge that she was cheating on me. At first, she claimed the other guy was lying which, from the details I was provided plus the feelings I've been having for the past few weeks, I knew was bullshit.Finally, she confessed. And I told her our marriage was over.She went to the counter and got out a steak knife. Since I was expecting a fake-ish suicide attempt, it didn't phase me. I called 911, told them what was going on, then started to clean the house while she was cutting herself and saying she wasn't going anywhere.When the paramedics, sheriff, fire truck, etc. arrived, the paramedics said the cuts weren't even bad enough for stitches. They patched her up and took her to the emergency room.She called me to come see her, which I did. She cried a bit, etc. I didn't look at her for the most part. There was a chair there that

The Tens About Me
TEN FAVORTIES 01. show- CSI 02. flower- RED ROSE 03. color- RED 04. sport- FOOTBALL 05. movie- BACKDRAFT 06. music- DONT CARE REALLY 07. food- ITALIAN 09. day- FRIDAY 10. city- DONT HAVE ONE TEN FACTS 01. hometown- FORT BRAGG 02. hair color- right now? BROWN WITH BLONDE HIGHLIGHTS 03. hair length- SHOULDER LENGHT 04. hair style- WHAT EVER IT CHOSES TO DO IN THE MORNING 05. eye color- HAZEL MOSTLY GREEN 06. gender- LAST TIME I CHECKED FEMALE 09. attractive- I HOPE SO 10. lefty/righty- LEFTY TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love- NOT SURE IF SO I FELL OUT ALONG TIME AGO LOL 02. do you believe in love- ITS OVER RATED 03. do you give up on love easy- YES 04. do you think someone likes you-DONT KNOW WHY I'M A BITCH 06 ever loved someone but never told them- YES 07. are you afraid of commitment- HELL YEAH 08. have you ever had a secret admirer- YES 09. Do you believe in love at first sight- NOPE 10. Do you think about marriage- ITS F

Something I Did Learn And Remember
SOMETHING I DID LEARN AND REMEMBER IS NO MATTER HOW MUCH OF A BAD DAY I HAD I CAN COME ON CHERRY TAP AND ALWAYS HAVE NICE PROFILE COMMENTS WHICH MAKES ME SMILE,I AM AMAZE THAT PEOPLE TAKE THE TIME TO READ WHAT I WROTE,EVEN THO MOST OF YOU DONT KNOW ME U STILL TAKE THE TIME TO SAY HI OR READ WHAT I WROTE,WHICH MEANS ALOT TO ME,IT SUPRISES ME,OR U ADD ME AS A FRIEND,OUT OF ALMOST 900,000 U STILL TAKE TIME FOR ME,I TRY FOR A NEW IMAGE I COME OFF ANGRY,ACTAULLY IM VERY NICE PERSON,HARD WORKER,I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS,HECK I EVEN TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO COUNTRY DANCE ON THE WEEKENDS,ANYWAY I DONT WANT PEOPLE LOOKIN BACK AND SAYING WOW THAT COWBOY WAS REALLY A JERK,WISH I NEVER ADDED HIM AS A FRIEND,AND SO ON,I NOTICE I LOST FEW OF MY FRIENDS,WHICH I DONT ANYTHING TO SAY,ANYWAY IM STILL ME DOWN TO EARTH ME,THANKS FOR READIN

Odd Poem
Okay, here goes. Don't shoot me over the dumbness of this. This poem was turned into a rap song in a WWE themed dream I had last night (I am extremely weird I know) You think you know me? You know nothing I am the Raven Flying through the sky Hiding in the trees I do not aim to please I am the champion No matter whose waist The belt wraps around My eyes watch you As you think you know everything Then I laugh at your mistakes Once you feel the Bow You will learn I am the best in this town My wings will wrap around your skull And that is when you will know You have felt the wrath of the Raven

Hello All, Here Is A Story To Get You All Going...
It had been a few weeks since I had had any extra fun *wink*. And I was already getting frustrated with everything, knowing that having some sexual fun it would soon be better so I got dressed to go out looking for the right one.... I took a long shower stopping to take a min. and touch myself and make sure things were still working well. ( that was my excuse for doing it) lol I soon found myself enjoying the feeling of my touch.. I rubbed myself and fingered myself till I felt a strong urge to get myself off. It didnt talk long before I had a hand full of my own juices. I touched my boobs with one hand and kept the other deep inside my wet cunt. After sometime I thought I needed to get out of the shower and get myself dressed to go out on the prowl. I fixed my hair and made sure I didnt have a hair out of place. I put on my thigh high hose on . I put on a cute white top that was see thru. you could see the bra I was wearing. ( it matched the cute thong i had on.. very cute I might ad

Sign My Guest Book
Hey .., how r u ??? i hope all my frineds come vist my page and Sign my Guest Book ,, if want do that ... ~*i Dont Care*~ This the URL to my page .... i want thanks allot every one do that for me ,,, u dont know how much that thigs make me happy......... P.S. if u need any things or any help .. u can ask me ....And If u have more idea to make mu page more nice tell me .. Take Care Have Nice Day

Broken Road
I walk through the night alone My thoughts my only company Death my lover Peace my enemy Darkness my blanket Light my fear You think I’m crazy You think I’m weird But you know nothing You don’t know me You preach your gospel You sing your hymns You’re happy to go to heaven But I’m going to hell Don’t try to save me It’s not worth the time I’ve chosen my path My own broken road MaLinda Stevens 2-23-98 Age 18

Deleting My Account
so yeh im deleting this account cause the friends i made i lost, idk how, and alot of "friends" dont really talk much on here nor anything. so , im posting this for anyone thats my friend that cares, letting them know im deleting it, if ud like to keep in touch with me let me know and ill give u my messengers so swe can keep chatting. nice meeting some of u, others, would have been nice to meet u lol.

I've Missed My Friends
I wanted to take a moment and let y'all know that I missed you very much. I had some things going on from my hubby being sick, to my aunt dying, to finding out one of my other aunts only has a few weeks left, and an uncle who only has 2-6 months left. In the middle of all this, I crashed my computer (yes it was something my ditzy brain did for once not the computer's fault ie P.I.C.N.I.C. Problem In Chair Not In Computer). So I am in the process of re-downloading all the crap I think I need to have. I will get back here and in the swing of things again soon. Oh.. make sure you check out WORLD ROCK RADIO!!! lol see ya in a bit

A Wise Man
A wise man A wise man traveled all over he saw many things One day he was given a gift one of the spirit He walk on in light and joy His gift allowed him to walk into a person to see their heart to see their mind and to see their soul. He came upon a very rich man who was filled with greed this mans heart held no love but that for aquision. His mind was filled with want of more and his soul cold. His next travel he met a beggar one who had few needs but to eat and pray. His heart was loving yet sad. His mind full of wonder and his soul filled with my hope and goodness. His next meeting was that of a mother who had lost her child. Her heart was full of love but of deep sorrows and hurt. Her mind a mess of thoughts prayers and confusion. Her soul goodness abounded. His last connection was with a small child. A heart filled with love and a mind filled with curiosity and deelight. This childs soul is new a pristine with much light soaring free. The man after his travels and me

B.g.d's Needs Love + Support
B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member Please Show my Family Member Theresa much Love an Support.This is the last day of the sexiest Contest.I have been Voting like a Maniac Wolf this past 10 days or so.My Stress is up my Nerves are Shot.u don't have t like me but B.G.D's needs Votes.She's a great Women.If you got to know her you'd think so to.She's Honest,Caring,Respectful,Admirable Gal.She has lots of Heart an Tons of Warmth.Please Help her.Thanks B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member

2 Gayest Poses People Do
now im gonna rant. i thought of 2. now im on a roll ..now dont get me wrong,i like woman but woman the finger in the mouth thing and looking at the camera HAS GOT TO BEST ONE OF THE GAYEST POSES.mainly younger chics do it and it fuckin makes my skin crawl..and second is the Fuck you finger points at the camera.. and one last one , fucking makes me sick when i was growing up the hey ../ metal thing was kool now everyone fucking body does it IS THE GAYEST FUCKING THING FUCKKKKK.. right along with metallica.this was the last music they made if you call it music.In 1991 Metallica released the self-titled \'Black\' album, \"metallica favorite band\" hahaahahw oooohoooo FUCKIN METALLICA SUCKS ..weak ass fucking music .ok im done.

Shi (v2.0)
the world is crashing down around me like it often does. but this time it’s going to be alright. i’ve decided to keep you by my side in this epic battle called life. you in all your glory, me with all my wrath… and them with nothing. darling, could you do me a favor and lace my combat boots? this time it’s full speed ahead. don’t bother engaging the shields… they are unnecessary. there’s not a single nuke that could touch me with you as my sidekick. -i’m- coming out -on top-. -we- are coming out on top. and this city is going down. i’ll burn the anger at the stake as you take out the petty. buy a round of maniacal laughter on me. because this one… is. for. you.

You..
A touch.. A smile.. A single kiss... A smell.. A laugh.. Never quite like this... My heart.. My love.. My eternal soul... To you my love.. I have given you every bit of my all.. I love you Written by: Interesting Soul 5/1/07

The Lust. The Lies.
My fears have never been stolen, only broken. If I hand you everything, will you reach for it? If I gave you everything, would you appreciate it? I could give you my heart, my clothes on my back, But tommorow would prove..you wouldn't give them back. My heart has never been broken, only stolen. The only thing I see when I look in your eyes is fire. Your burnt innocence, the lack of your desire. Kiss on the forehead doesn't fix all, it only bandages the pain. Because we both know when I walk away, you won't stay. Maybe come back, or might never see you again. It's hard to think that, for so long we never broke, we only bend. We swore we'd be together for the end, Is that still the truth? Did I take a piece of you with me? How could I? When all you ever gave was nothing. All I ever asked for, was merely less than something. I gave you everything, all I could give. You asked for more, even the life that I lived. You said you'd die for me, but you won't even live for

The Lovers Dance
Like night and day Their bodies swayed The dance of lovers Wrapped in such an embrace Not even fate could brake As time ticked on feelings grew But their words caused pain Things became complicated As time meandered on Fear of loosing a waging war set in For then truth was spoken Once again they danced the lovers dance For they soared high on music of passion And for just a moment Closer then ever before Entwined in each other like serpents They became one……. Fate tried to stop it Unable to break the bonds As the inner light shined from their embraced bodies All was calm Though the war raged on inside them She was drawn to him Like a moth to the flame Dieing to dance yet again…….. © Biker REDS 2007

Depression
Depression is hard on ones soul. Its emotionally draining on ones soul. The demons within me cry out for help and to be free. An impossible freedom that cries out to be released Freedom thats held within unable to escape Depression takes total control of me and my mind Bringing me down so easily. Some days are better then others, some days are worse then others Those demons within me some some days claw and dig into my mind telling me one thing and then doing another. These demons screaming within my mind, begging to be set free. These demons tell me over and over that Iam not a good person Iam. Though they say in time these demons can be released, hopefully sooner then later before it becomes to late for me and others around me These demons scream out in agony, begging to be released from the hell within my body and soul When the demons scream out for help seems that there is no one there Seems they are asking for help and no one is there to give them the help they are

So True!!!
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man Before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not Treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better. " You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a realationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a Bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why Would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate

I Need Some Help. Im In The Sexiest Military Member Contest.
OK FRIENDS AND FANS. PLEASE I COULD USE YOUR HELP RIGHT NOW. ALL I ASK IS 25 COMMENTS FROM YOU ALL. IM IN THE SEXIEST MILITARY MEMBERS CONTEST. PLEASE COME AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE

Thoughts From The Heart!
I found a guy that i really love and he felt the same way about me. But today i didn't answer him on my yahoo messenger b/c my cuz and her hubby were over here usein my computer when he message me. So he told me good bye. I have mixed emotions right now about and wanted to write it all out and get it off my chest. Why are men so hateful and mean? Why do the say i love you one min and then the next they are mad and want to leave you? I have lived through bein beat by my 1st and 2nd husbands. Sometimes i wounder what is wrong with me or if it's me and thats the problem. Love is so hard to understand and to let go of. I still love him and i'm hurtin over this but why should i have to deal with him not wantin to believe me. I have never lied to him and never plan on it.My whole world could come crashin down around me and with him in my life it didn't matter if it did or not.l So tell me did i do the right thing by tellin him goodbye for not believein me. After i was willin to give me the p

Sex Application....
sex application.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Do you give Oral pleasures? 13. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. Anal yes/no? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Do you prefer shaved or somewhat hairy or doesnt matter? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Ready Or Not
In light of everything that has happened this week and how it has profoundly affected all of us in some way... I thought this was a fitting poem.... Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations and jealousies will finally disappear. So too, your hopes, ambitions, plans and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won't matter where you came from or what side of the tracks you lived on at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is n

Have To Give My Puppy Away
i have to get rid of my puppy because my daugter has nowhere to play. he is kenel trained and knows some comands. he is 15 months old mix between lab and golden retrever very friendly great around children if your intrested let me know. i have a pic of hime in MY FAMILY photos

Logging Off For The Night. Go Mavs!!!!
I'm logging off for the night. Mavs start in about 30 minutes. I need to meditate so that my Mavs win! They are down 3-1. They have to win the rest of their games. If you are a Mavs fan, OR if you aren't a NBA fan at all please throw a little luck my way or our way and think positive thoughts. :) GO MAVS!

Living With Anxiety And Depression
I have lived with depression since my service days and have always handled it pretty well. I do have my up and down days but mostly good days. As far as the anxiety it is a daily thing I have to live with. Thank god for the meds I can take for it. I was first diagnosed with anxiety in October of 2002. I had really bad times from July of 2001 to September of 2002. The first event was the death of my forst grandson July 15th of 2001. He was almost 3 months old and suffocated on his blanket. The following year I lost 4 people in my family. 3 of them in one week. The first was a cousin I grew up with that died from a drug overdose. The 2nd was my stepson who was only 21 and dropped dead on a beach in Florida when a blood vessel popped in his head. I had helped raise him since he was 14. The 3rd was beaten to death. Yes I attended 3 funerals in one week. The 4th was my 2nd grandchild. She was born June 30, 2002 and died July 15th 2002 the same day one year apart from my first gr

Partner Family Contest Entries!!
IF YOUR A PARTNER FAMILY AND ONE OF YOUR PEOPLE IS IN A CONTEST...PLEASE POST THEM HERE... THEY WILL BE DELETED IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A START DATE...END DATE AND TIME... AND WHAT THE PRIZES ARE... I WILL NOT ACCEPT ENTRIES AFTER THE CONTEST HAS STARTED!!! DIAMOND TEAM WILL BOMB THESE CONTEST ENTRIES! THANKS AND HAVE A FABULOUS DAY!!

Hey People!
i just want to say please respect me do not rip my pics because i been forced to give one of my pics to someone and iam feeling uncomfortable with doing that if i dont want to and i'm getting upset about it because he wont leave me alone i took him off my friends list because i felt that he was trying to rush me into a relationship that i'm not ready for and he's trying to get me into a contest that that i dont want to get into right now and i have not been speaking to him at all i just been ignoring him and i thank alot of you for all the rates on my photos and comments on them i really appreciate it and the reason why i'm posting this the last time i was on cherrytap some people were ripping them without asking me first it got me alittle upset about it and i couldnt do nothing about it i didnt really want to report it to anyone and i didnt want to cause any trouble for anyone well i just wanted to let you all know how i feel about this i do not want my pics stolen and being post

Virus Alert
I was just letting you guys know to becareful getting comments. I just got a racecar one out of mstags.com and it had a virus in it and it took over my brouser and My pc is going crazy so hubby is cleaning it out. wanted to warn you though. Loriesc4

I Give Up!
I completely give up! I've really been nice to people, been a good cop, husband and father! Have been a good friend to some as well! And have always tried to do the right thing! NONE of it has paid off, NONE! However, I love all my peeps regardless, but I'm at the point now to where it's, (fuck it all!)!

I Do Have My Likes And Dislikes
I like scarves and cashmere sweaters and polo oxfords with button down collars I like wool socks when my feet are cold and leather gloves for driving I like manicures but I don't like nail polish I like foot rubs and back rubs but not to take the knots out I like caviar and parmasean crusted tilapia with lemon caper sauce and double decker sandwiches wheat bread fat free mayo *wink* I really like extra cheese on my pizza and duvets on my bed... I prefer vacations in Italy, Barbados or St. Thomas, but any place with a good beach will do I like ESPN Sports Roundup and homemade vanilla ice cream in a big mug with warm choc. chip cookies and some root beer I like bird houses and bird feeders and my coffee black but my milk with chocolate And mostly I like the peace of the breezes singing through the trees and... oh by the way.. I really like you.

Love Grief
Don't equate Friends with love never imagine something when it drifts with the wind never hold on tight to something not there don't believe in something to someone who doesn't share don't relax when you think its forever don't give in full fledged in an empty bed you feel it in your soul that girl says she loves you just to lay in bed restless with nobody to hold feels like love you think she may say it to you but what tomorrow brings shatters your heart in two ~Timmy~

I Guess Its A Poem?
I try to close my eyes to the things around me. The ignorant cannot see the travesties and pain that seep into all our lives unwanted, Seeping, writhing and oozing its slimy way into our paths. Even if it does not touch us physically it's there. Waiting to impede at exactly the wrong moment. Wives taking a beating over and over by the men who "Love " them. Women exploiting thier bodies cause its a power high with a paycheck. Yes at first they are embarrassed and degraded but it is embraced cause so many encourage by clicking, So many approve of by watching. Addicting it is until its devored and you see nothing wrong with it at all. Just like the beatings. They say women are the weaker of the two, Yet they also say our pain tolerance on average is 10 percent higher. We are the ones that endure our husbands addictions as they endure our erratic emotions. I say that makes us even, makes us balanced in this war against the evil. Most everything humans fear is inflicted by hu

Cut The Grass Without Gas
A couple of years ago, as another lawn-mowing season began, I was persuaded to replace the gasoline-powered mower I had used for years with an electric model. The arguments for this change were three. The electric mower was far lighter than the old machine, and so easier to use. It ran on a battery so you didn't need to buy fuel. Finally, the electric mower was quiet: no engine noise. After 20-plus years trailing a snarling gas dragon around the place, I was sold. I found that points one and two in favor of the new machine were fully in force. The difference between cutting grass with the light electric mower and its predecessor was the difference between walking the dogs and pushing a load of bricks. And I liked not having to buy gas. I figure I buy enough gas, thanks. On the final advantage of the new mower, however, I found myself ambivalent. Yes, it was quiet. Was it too quiet? The irritating roar of internal combustion was now a soft electric purr; using the new m

My Baby!!
As I write this I am aware of Feelings Deep of How Much I care You grow inside me little heart beating strong though I had my doubts I now know it's not wrong You weren't planned but now I know how much you are wanted as each day you grow I pray for your health I ask God each day to let you be healthy in every way You aren't an accident you're not a mistake you're the best of surprises two people could have!

New Contest.my Blog Will Be For Contest Only From Now On
LIKE I SAID THIS IS REALLY FOR FUN SOMETIMES IT GETS BORING ON CT.......THE WINNER GETS A 500 DOLLAR SPREE AT THE GIFT SHOP...YOU CAN USE IT NOW OR DURING HH......IF U PUT A TEAM OFF THE PLAYOFFS ON YOUR SHOPPING LIST...AND YOUR TEAM WINS U GET A MOTORCYCLE...IF U KNOW YOU KNOW YOU WON SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST BY EMAIL..YOU CAN PIC ANY VIC GIFTSKI ...WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED SOON AS I KNOW..THE 1ST PERSON TO GET A WRONG ANSWER OR ADD 10 TO THE RIGHT ANSWER GETS A COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIESHERES THE QUESTION 1+4+3+7+87+4=

Ouchies :[
So just when I thought things couldn't get any worse....they did. Well today I got in a car accident while driving my mom's car (which is soo much nicer than my own :[) Anyways, it wasn't my fault the lady pulled out in front of me, and she was ticketed and I wasn't but still...I had to go to the hospital and I hurt ALL OVER :[. I'm just thankful, neither me, nor her or her child that was in the van with her, are hurt badly. Well it's going to be a lot of laying around for me, so I'll probably be on here quite a bit, so just say drop in and say hi.

My Dream World
My Dream World So peaceful as the moon shinesWithin my dreams I see The glow of your perfection Always here with me Upon the stars and moonbeams Each one that falls from high I gather them while dreaming Not one of them gets by No matter where I go now While sleeping or awake We travel to the places Where angels bring daybreak

The Origin Of Cell Phones
Good morning y’all. Y’know, I took a ride to Jerome, Arizona a while back and did a little bit of people watching. Now, for those of you that don’t know, Jerome is up in the mountains a few miles south of Flagstaff at the 5,000-foot level. To get there you take route 89A, 158 curves in, about, 12 miles. Awesome! It’s one of those artsy-fartsy “ghost-hamlets” where anyone that can put two beads together can open up a jewelry shop. It is a fun place to visit though, an old mining town with, mostly, original buildings. Anyway, I watched all the tourists, bikers and the locals. What really surprised is about half of them had cell phones up and running… even while touring the old town area… on the back of motorcycles through the curves! Driving their SUV’s through the switchbacks! A lot of them had those little electronic doohickeys stuffed in their ears, looks like something out of Star Wars. What the hell… I have tried many times to figure out this obsession of being on the ph

Hott Story
Ok I was told to put this in my blog and not in my stash... what do I know! LOL Enjoy! Amanda I had been working on a major assignment for my degree in marine Biology at Boston University. I needed to spend considerable time in the library researching the material. It had been six months since I was in the library, and it took me a while to find everything. I had been searching online and got some information, but had to hit the library stacks for additional reference and print material. I was sitting on the floor between the stacks reading through some of the books to find something useful. I looked up and saw a beautiful woman sitting at a desk not too far from me. I was slightly behind her and to the side. I could see that she had her head down and was reading something and writing in a notebook. I just stared at her for a few minutes. There was something about her that seemed interesting and she caught my attention with her cute looks, but it was her body movement that held my

Poem: One By One Together
What will be in your eyes, when we stand face to face. Will it be a understanding love, that you have held on for so long. Standing in front of you, we will both feel it freely. When the tears begin to roll down, our face's as we hold each other. Looking into a mirror as, I caress and comb my hair. I see emittng light that, glows within my presence. The twinkle I see "darling" is, a sign of compassion and love. If any problems do come we'll concur them one by one together. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:11/99'

Quote For May 2
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. -- Mark Twain Bonus Quote: God gave men both a penis and a brain, but unfortunately not enough blood supply to run both at the same time. -- Robin Williams This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Strippin
Here is alil something i wrote about my night job I wear my GI Joe outfit: tight white tee-shirt which hugs my tight muscled chest; the modified camouflage shorts highlight my %#&@$! and emphasize the bulge in my crotch. Black combat boots compliment the rest and give me a masterful and commanding appearance. My movements are smooth, sexy, enticing. The audience responds immediately and cheer for me to be brought closer to dance on the stage. Some fans jump forward and place tips in my boots, in my shorts, at my feet, then stare at me adoringly, hopefully, wistfully. Swaying to the music, I smile my devilish and inviting smile drawing them in, making them want me, want more than he will give. I strip off my tee-shirt, rolling it over my flesh enticing the women to touch and feel, yet never letting them near. I use my hips to speak to the women who desire me and they hear what they want to hear that I will be their fantasy alone. Each thrust is a word of encouragement to the

Till The End Of Time
Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine Now that we are together sipping wine Tell me dear just one more time That your truly mine We were made to be together All the time That rugged mountain together We did climb Just touching and clinging together On a clinging vine Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine We will love together you and i Together for the rest of time We will age together just like a wine Holding each other till the end of time

My Girl
YESTERDAY MY DAUGHTER HAD HER FIRST SEIZURE IN 11 MONTHS. AND IM WORRIED ABOUT WUT EFFECTS THE SEIZURE AND HER MEDS ARE DOING TO HER SHE WENT FROM STRAIGHT A STUDENT TO NOW THEY R GOIN TO HOLD HER BACK AND I DONT KNOW WUT IS HER FUTURE GOING TO BE LIKE WILL SHE HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL WITH SPECIAL KIDS NOW WHEN SHE IS SO SMART AND NOW SHE IS FAILIN. I JUST DONT KNOW WUT TO DO FOR MY BABY GIRL THATS HER NICK NAME.

Alright
for the rest of you that don't see what i say in the mumms... i'm quitting smoking on may 8th... i have a long flight to california so day one would be simple... day 2 i'll be in a place that smokers are looked down upon so that will help with the rest... plus a lot less of my friends out there smoke, and a lot of them are willing to help me with my urge so i'll have a lot more help in quitting and less urge to start back up... wish me luck

Idle Thoughts.
its been years since i was around babies. my own children so far from being little now, but we just don't have any family with babies either. or friends that are close by. i'm growing more and more concerned with Squirt's development. he's not yet two months old, but he still has those involuntary jerky newborn movements. the lack of control over his arms and its starting to bother me. make me worry that something is wrong. brings tears to my eyes to sit down and write about it. i've yet to say anything to my daughter about it. but its there. he holds eye contact well with most of us. actively coos and smiles when he's spoken to. its just the arm movement. he makes steady progress in holding his head up, but he's been doing that since the day he was born too. only now he can hold it up for longer periods. am i just being overly protective of my grandson and fearing too much?

Take Ur Time!
Lay me down Nice and slow, Stroke me softly See me glow, Run your hands Up and down, Tease me gently All around. Kiss my neck And touch my lips, Squeeze my breasts With tender nips, Let your tongue Caress my skin, Taste my sweat Breathe me in, Slide it down Unearth my hole, Lap me up Find your goal. Insert your fingers Deep inside, Rock my body While I ride, Feel my wetness Deep within, Tantalizing Skin on skin. Pleasure soaring Muffled screams, Orgasm mounting Electric dreams, Tension building Riding high, Feel me cum Hear my cry. Don’t stop there Take me higher, Keep it going Fuel my fire, Ride the waves Of sensual bliss, Bring me home With a kiss.

The Mile High Club (i Wrote This One For A Couple Of People From Last Nights Blitz Chat Lol)
As I stare out the window at the airport terminal thinking to myself that it was going to be a long, boring flight, a body drops into the seat beside me with a sigh. I turn my head and smile at you, "Bad day?" I ask. You smile back and reply "Just hectic." We settle in for the long flight, both trying to relax as the plane takes off. I pull out my book and put on the headphones as you open your computer on the table tray and start to work. As the flight starts out I can feel you glancing my way every once in a while. I do my own share of peeking your way. As the flight continues, you take off your jacket, getting more comfortable. I watch as your shirt pulls taut against the muscles of your arms. Licking my lips I go back to my book, unaware you've seen my gesture. I can feel the heat coming off you and the spicy aroma of your aftershave. I squirm a little in my seat. I continue to pretend to read my book, my pulse quickening slightly. Squirming again, I brush my knee aga

Letter To Dear Abby
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Beaumont, Texas who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of HIV virus. My parents live in Fort Worth and one of my sisters, who lives in Pflugerville, is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana. They are financially dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Dallas. I have two brothers, one is currently serving a non-parole life sentence at Huntsville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. My other brother is currently in jail awaiting charges of sexual misconduct with his three children. I have recently become engaged to marry a forme r prostitute who lives in Longview, She is a part time "working girl". All things considered, my problem is this. I love my fiancée and look forward to bringing her into the family. I certainly want to be totally open and honest with her. Should I tell her about my cousin who supports H

Life...about My Health And Guys
Ok well yesterday and today, im stuck at home because of my heart acting up and my blood pressure going really really high and then suddenly dropping. So im kind of out of it. But i was just thinking about things, and I am getting sick of guys. I mean ill get all these complements once in a great while, and i think "oh wow...this guy seems amzingly sweet" and i fall for them, but then i notice the exact same things are said to at least 100 other girls. I mean i know thats just how this site works, even though it shouldnt be, its basically here for flirting (im here for friends) but it just...kind of makes me think, are they saying it to all girls even if they dont think its true? Just saying it to see responses they get and such for their own amusement? I mean i take things to heart i really do, thats just how i am and i know i really shouldnt, mainly online, but it just aggravates me you know? Ive fallen for at least 20 guys on here, deffenetly more then some...well mainly one guy to

Due To A Death In The Family...
As some of you know my dad pasted away Sunday. I will be leaving to go out of town to bring him back to his hometown for his final resting place. I would like to thank everyone for their love, support, and concern. It has been rather tough these past two weeks and will only get worse before it gets better. I will be back in town on Sunday and will try to keep up with all the calls and messages when I get back. Love, Carrie

Playful Interlude
They slammed up against the wall, bodies squashed together against the plaster, the wallpaper sticking to her back. They kissed, a passionate kiss, with tongues interweaving as hands fumbled, his hand touching the bottom of her hair as he slipped her cardigan off her shoulders. The kiss broke for a second; clothes hit the floor, t-shirts fell next to strapped tops as the broken kiss then resumed with its original intensity. Their breath mixed in the cold air, sunlight streaming through the door, his eyes drinking in all of her whilst she ran up the stairs giggling softly. 5 foot 4 with a beautiful smile, and eyes that shimmered into different colors the deeper you looked into them. She called down, “hurry up” as he clumsily ran up the stairs, stopping at the door to his room in shock. She was lying there naked, her remaining clothes strewn randomly on the floor, her face contorted in pleasure as she slid her hand slowly down her breast, her

Why?
Why do I try and be a friend? Why do I listen when ever you want to talk? Who do I sympathise with you? Who do I want to cry when your upset? Why do I want to smack someone when they piss you off? Why do I bother? Why do I try to cheer you up? Cause nothing I do is right... So Forgive me...

Why I Write
I wrote to be free To express my feelings True feelings Which are hidden deep To unleash tears and joy To calm and be open Open as a field I write to be free To unleash anger and depression Peaceful as a meadow Lonely as a desert Express all true feelings As a flowing waterfall Beautiful to the very end.

Morning Dreams
I woke up with a smile on my face this morning... I dreamt of you! I roll over to curl and cuddle to your back as I wrap my arms around you trying to remember my dream. I can feel my nipples getting hard and my cunt still dripping with juice from my dream. I press my nipples in your back and kiss your neck. I drop my hand down to your waist when I feel your dick starting to stir under the covers. You turn around to face me as you realise I am naked. I wrap my arms around your neck and kiss you softly and passionately. I roll over you to kiss you. You realise that I am soaked and ready to go already. I kiss you down your neck and nibble on your ear. I whisper to you, “Let me be in control this morning.” I grab your arms and raise them above your head. You are not allowed to touch me. I am in control. I kiss you again and have a smirk on my face. I sit up on you and play with my nipples in my hands, letting you watch me and admire me touching myself. I go back to kissing your neck as

Just An Update
well just got the dreaded call from the dr, im goin to be goin 4 several test that i have to b put out 4.............then he said atleast 2 surgerys........damn i didnt want to hear that, but i guess i got to do what i have to......man this sucks, last time under i almost lost my life..............................goin to have a smoke way to much to handle right now little upset.........

Jury Duty
Yeah it sucks ass and looks like I am going to be there for like 2 weeks. So if I dont comment as much this is why. Most of yall know how to get in touch with me if you really want to anyway lol. Hope all is well!!

So Damn High, But So Fuckin Low
More than once Ive been down on my luck A war was raging in my head I just didnt give a fuck I wanted nothing more than to be dead Other times Ive been high as a kite I felt like I was on cloud nine Everything was going right I was just really out of my mind Pathetic self loathing Overwhelming joy A chaotic battle In which Im only a toy Outside forces dont see the war I just made them think Im ok It getting too hard to handle anymore Too damn hard to get through the day I might be a warrior But my armor's full of holes The enemy more superior Im still fighting for my soul I feel like Im in a war I wont win Occasionally Im tossed a bone They always attack again and again Im left fighting alone Im weak and Im weary The peace is all I desire My defense is low, but Im still fiery The situation is dire Someone give me a slight of hand Such a long war its been I dont think a resolution is a great demand I may be beaten but not broken I wont e

Job...
soo i apparentlly have a job now...at this Smoothy place they are building by my house, been following up with them, and the owner called me today had a little phone interview and he says hes going to higher me, dont open till next month so will see how this goes, should be an intresting place to work...

The Way It Is
ok i've found my true one and only but the thing is that we are miles apart but in our hearts we are closer than anything.but it seems the more days go by it kinda seems that we back off from one another.we both been through so much in our past lives that it seems like we both get the thought that it will happen again.but i don't want to scare her both of our hearts will not be able to recover from this cuz of all the abuse we both been through.i love this woman with more heart than i have with my ex(sorry to say that but i felt like i couldn't give her my whole)but we all grow to love and that is what i want.i do not want to pick up the pieces of my heart ever again. if i have to pick those pieces up again forget it i'll leave it for someone else maybe they can use it more than i can.

Thanks My Babies!!
Just want to say Thanks for being so loyal to your Mistress call and help out increasing my CT level!!... Now I'm going to be able to create a lounge and add some more pictures... isn't that fun??? *Kisses, whips and spanks* your Mistress M

About Me
So i filled this out for someone and it took forever so i figured i should put it to use and atleast post it somewhere if anybody wants to know about me now u do......haha THE BASICS: Name? Cindy Gender? chica Age? 21 Screen Name? Sweettpie999 Birthday? march 7th Race? cracker School/Grade? yup college Job? student Status? relationship? taken Hometown? Johanesburge, South Africa Current Town? Vancouver, WA Parents Still Together? yup Siblings? older brother Pets? my cute puppy mikey Smoker? nooooo Drinker? yes please Virgin? hmm....probably not Orientation? i like men.....mostly Drugs? noooo thanks THE APPEARANCE: Hair Color? red with blonde hi lights Is It Dyed? uhh above Eye Color? blue or green depending on my mood Height? 5ft7ish Style? girly? i can be whatever u want Glasses/Contacts/None? contacts and no they arent colored lol Freckles? yup i got some of those Body Type? curvy? Shoe Size? 9 Piercings? in my ears count Want More? i dont

Daddy Dom's Article
Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel

Fallen Soldiers
ive never done a blog before so i have no idea what people really put in them.. sooooo im just going to say a few things... im making this one in memory of someone ive never met.. he was an army sgt from my hometown here where i live.. he was due to get out this coming nov.. he was killed in iraq this past sunday.. sucks.. i feel really bad for the families of fallen soldiers.. i have a son in the military and a few friends that graduated with him that are like my own kids.. i have a brother also in the army.. my son served 4 1/2 months in afghanistan and my brother served 16 months in iraq.. my son volunteered to go back.. dont know when or if theyll send him but i am proud of him.. and no i dont want him to but its something he feels strongly about so im backing him.. thank you to all those serving in the military and to their families for the sacrafice.. its hard on everyone involved..

What Is A Friend?
Is it just a word? A meaning less phrase? A description for those that we hold near and dear? Or is every random stanger a friend? To me...a true friend is someone who is somehow there when you need to smile...but just cant get your lips to work... A friend see's the good in you...even when you no longer feel so good. A friend slaps you across the face when you really are acting like an ass.... A friend lets you make that one big mistake and is there to comfort you when you realize it. I am so bless...this week...my true friends not only showed themselves to me....but the outpouring of support from them...even as few even know why i was upset or what was happening...and yet...the words...the love...the friendship was there...and so was the space i needed to come to terms with myself...thru all my self pity and self hatred....there they were....waiting with open arms....and lord know i dont know what i did to deserve them...but to each and everyone one of you... Tha

Lacing Vs. Tightlacing
Lacing vs Tightlacing Some corset wearers, past and present, engage in "Tightlacing or "Figure training". This is a training procedure by which the figure is gradually molded and reduced over a period of months by continuous wear and gradually increased levels of constriction. Usually 4" is mentioned as the transition from moderate corseting to tightlacing, but in reality this varies with muscle tone, general build and the desire to tight lace. The continuous pressure allows the body adapt and conform to the corset shape. Over time, this adaptation allows the corset to be worn tighter with the same comfort level . The cycle of tightening and adaptation is repeated over the span of weeks, months or even years. The gradual shaping is accepted naturally without adversely affecting health, similar to a pregnancy. For example: an average modern 40-30-40 figure can lace down 4 inches to a 26" waist and cause a similar proportional effect as a 34-26-34 laced to 23" waist. Both

Crazy Stuff
I know it must seem really weird to some... a lot perhaps why I am posting more... hmmm 'revealing' shots. I just like the sense of freedom it gives me. I lead a very good real life. I love my husband.. 26 years. We still have a great time and enjoy each other's company.. but the thought of being desired by men.. talking and getting to know them, separating from my real life.. is a huge turn on.. I am happy in all aspects of my real life... but am very restless, sexually inside.

Sweet Tease
Sweet tease, I'm sure you know full well, The damage that you do; And I am sure you're certain I'll not soon take leave of you. So lead me on, I'll play for now; I'm going to have you, anyhow. Your luscious lips tell all those lies But I seek answers in your eyes; And when hot glances come my way You make me wonder why you play; But go ahead love, play the game, Soon I will have you,just the same. It seems, my love, you haven't learned That playing with fire will get you burned. Each word and truth I speak, direct Shall melt resistance, I suspect, Then other games with you I'll play. I mean to have you anyway. I only seek to touch your heart, And pleasure you in every part. Sweet tease, for me you are desire. For you, my blood runs liquid fire, And it matters not what others say, In dreams I've had you every way.

Whats New
What’s new? What’s new? What’s new? Well I finished a piece. I was very happy with it and then I gave it to someone within the week of its completion. I felt like my baby was ripped away from me. Now I wonder if I will be able to every sell any of my art…. I get too attached to my pieces and I don’t want to give them away. Maybe after I have a dozen large scale painting done I might feel more comfortable with doing commissioned pieces…..hmmm….who knows? I am looking into moving somewhere right now. I don’t know where but I feel like my time in Vermont is done-ski!!!!. I came here, got an education and now I need to move to either find a graduate program I’m interested in or to find different work! I’m itching for change! I am also dying to start using my brain again. I miss school. I miss learning. I miss thinking. I also need a good book to read…..Any recommendations. My kitties are good. Mila still hates everyone but me and my bro and Bella is still a little atte

Drunk Little Tidbits
Alright so I've been drinkin... I'm gonna type a bit.(please excuse the typo's) If your going to talk to me know this; I might be a bit of a tease but I would never cheat on ANYONE so don't even try(this means you man with a wad of cash, you know who you are). I like to drink, but not in excess. My poison of choice is Vodka of course straight up(preferably absolute but smirnoff twist is great too), why bother with the rest? If I'm going to get drunk i don't want to fill up on pop. I drive a minivan, it ROCKS! I love my minivan i can take up to 8 people wherever the fuck I want to! what can beet that right?! I got my first tatoo when I was 16. For some reason my mom thought i wanted either a tattoo or a piercing tho i didn't necessarily want either, so I just went with it. It was awesome didn't hurt at all, if I were to recomend any spot it would be the shoulder. I have no peircings at this point, I don't want anything naughty tho, i just want an industrial in my left ear. Those are so

Update Time
On the way home after a long day of work, I received a phone call from my sons teacher. She began the conversation with "Hi, this is Mrs. Baldwin, how are you?" She went on to say " I wanted to call and congratulate you on your wonderful son. Today we got the results for the FCATS, and you will be pleased to know that he did exceptionally well...." Curtis scored a high 4 on his reading, and a 5 on his math, in which he aced one particular section. The highest score possible for both is 5. Here's a link for those interested in learning more: http://fcat.fldoe.org/ And, that's not all ... Following the FCAT test, they also took a test called the Norm Referenced Test. She went on to say that nationally Curtis scored in the 98th percentile on this. He was the highest scoring student in his class on both tests this year. Wrapping up the conversation, she told me that if she had Curtis for a grandson, she would be so very proud, as she is sure I am, and that she would never stop br

Kiss Of Leather
Kiss of Leather Climbing into my truck after a long day of work, I relax into the seat, blowing out a big breath. With a turn of the key, the engine roars to life. After rolling down the windows, and turning the music up, the tensions of the day fly out the window while I speed down the interstate. As the rush of air tangles my dark hair, whipping it around my face, the negative stuff from the day leaves, and I recall what awaits me at home. A huge smile plays upon my lips. I am late and I know she will be antsy, for tonight she will receive the kiss. Not one from my mouth, but from the leather flogger that will soon be in my hand. The pleasure of this thought hardens my nipples and I can feel myself moisten. The smell of her scent, her arousal fills my senses. I can almost hear her cries of pain, of pleasure, almost feel her flesh beneath my hand. As I approach home, I hit the garage door opener button and grin. A sound she knows, it will let her know I am home. I expect

A Prayer I Have Found
"Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." It says it all!! Amen!!

Bitches And Hoes
why is it so fucking wrong to call women bitches and hoes i dont get it i mean i know theres disrespectful ways of doin it but i love you bitches and hoes i mean shit without bitches and hoes the world would be full of these uptight real deal fucking dirty ass stuck up bitches who wants them no one so in short in my little blog lay off ladies i love you bitches and hoes i mean it in the nicest way possiable trust me God Is Love ~FRO~

Scared To Death
I can't sleep. There are a million and 1 things going through my mind right now. I am moving in 2 weeks, haven't packed anything, and not sure where I am going to live. I am totally stressed at work, not sure why I deal with all the crap. Though I did have an epiphany today. I have a very important job and I am counted on very much, which in turn adds to my stress and fears. I am at a point where I am questioning every decision I have made in the past 2 years of my life. I need this move, I want this move...Why am I so scared? For the first time in my life I am putting on my "big girl panties"...God I miss the days of underroos. I have gone through many changes in the past year...marriage, cancer, depression, the threat of divorce, counseling and now a new job in a new place where I will have no friends, no family and a husband who will be gone all the time. Am I crazy? Have I completely gone over the edge & lost my mind?

I'm Not Drunk!!!
I'm Not Drunk!!! I had eighteen bottels of whiskey in the cellar and my wife insisted I empty the contents of each bottle down the sink, or else. After careful consideration, I reluctantly agreed and finally proceeded with the unpleasant task. I withdrew the cork from the first bottle and poured the contents down sink with the exception of one glass, which I drank. Then, I withdrew the cork from the second bottle and did likewise with with the exception of one glass, which I drank. I then withdrew the cork for the third bottle and poured the whiskey down the sink which I drank. I pulled the cork from the fourth bottle down the sink and poured the bottle down the glass, which I drank. I pulled the bottle from the cork of the next and drank one sink out of and threw the rest down the glass. I pulled the sink out of the next glass and poured the cork down the bottle. Then I corked the sink with the glass, bottled the drink and drank the pour. When I

Internet Relationships ?? Do They Work ??
I dunno...I dont think they can myself..maybe Im just a cynic..couple of times bitten twice shy I guess. You hear success stories..but mainly failures...maybe its just me..maybe I pick the wrong ones.

Life Or Death
IN THIS WORLD WHEN WE BRING A CHILD INTO IT WE CALL IT LIFE. AS WE LAY OUR LOVE ONES TO REST, WE CALL THIS DEATH. IN PROSPECTIVE, LIFE BEGINS THE DAY YOU ARE BORN.THEN FROM THAT POINT IS A LIFE LONG JOURNEY TO YOUR DEATH. LIFE IT BRINGS HAPPINESS, DEATH FALLOWS WITH SARROWS. AT THEM TIMES WE CRY, WE CRY TEARS OF HAPPINESS AT A BIRTH, AND WE WEEP OUR TEARS IN PAIN OF LOSING THAT LIFES JOURNEY. WRITEN BY: STEVE EDLIN MAY 3, 2007

Girls Comming Home From The Hospital
Ok yeah i am nervous, Heather and leslie are coming home from the hospital today. They are both doing real good. I wanted to let all that have call that we appreciate the thoughts and gifts.

10 Romantic Things To Do When Living Together
Relationships are a little like glaciers; under various pressures, they're always moving and changing, gathering all sorts of debris. But after some time, they move so slowly, it's easy to forget they're there, particularly when you live together. To use a more familiar metaphor, one day your relationship is a wild ride, all loops and corkscrews, and then, out of nowhere, it's mellowed and straightened out. Actually, it's worse than that. It's stagnating. Hey, it happens. No sweat. Relationships require management, like anything else in your life that's as big and complex. One way is to inject a little romance. Now, depending on your definition, you may have to redefine romance a little. It shouldn't always have a direct purpose; in other words, imagine romance as neither a means nor an end. Try to imagine it as something you do for her simply because you love her, and not necessarily to get sex later. Sounds corny, but it's true nonetheless. With all that in mind, the home you s

Beautiful People...
"Beautiful people do not just happen... The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These person have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern.. Beautiful people do not just happen...." (Elizabeth Kubler Ross)

Ok
I am about to deleat my account.I am getting tired of the crap that is going on all the time.To my friends i will miss you guys and am not sure for yet if i am going to.But i am not on here as much right now having alot of trouble with things around here.iwill let you know when i am for sure so we can make sure we all stay in touch.Love all of you my rebel family the most.. Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

For The Mother's On My List....
Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Thanks, Mom When you have a mother who cares so much for you that anything you want comes before her desires When you have a mother who is so understanding that no matter what is bothering you she can make you smile When you have a mother who is so strong that no matter what obstacles she faces she is always confident in front of you When you have a mother who actively pursues her goals in life but includes you in all her goals you are very lucky indeed Having a mother like this makes it easy to grow up into a loving, strong adult Thank you for being this kind of wonderful motherer

Just Because
I Love You, Mom ... and I Want You to Know Why I Feel So Proud to Be Your Daughter!!!!! You are a remarkable woman who accomplishes so much as a strong woman in a man's world You are strong but soft You are strong but caring You are strong but compassionate You are a remarkable woman who accomplishes so much as a giving woman in a selfish world You give to your friends You give to your family You give to everyone You are a remarkable woman who is also a remarkable mother And you are loved by so many people whose lives you have touched - especially me

New Pics
Just letting everyone know I will be adding new pics soon. I hope to be shotting them tomorrow and I am opened to ideas. So if there is anything you would like to see please write me and let me know. They can be Naughty or Nice or both...

How Will You Be Remembered?
How Will You Be Remembered? Cliff Young As another birthday passes and the candles on my cake resemble a small grease fire on the stove, it’s hard not to wonder what tomorrow (and the Lord) holds for me. I personally struggle with questions about what I’ve been able to accomplish, who I’ve been able to impact, and whether or not my life has been a “success.” I speculate where I may be in five or ten years, whether I’ll have a family or not, and what my life may be like. I think about the many people who have been in my life and have since passed on – my father, my brother’s father-in-law, my grandparents, my aunt, a former roommate, friends, instructors, former classmates. I recall things that we did together, discussions that we had, and lessons that they taught me. I remember them most for the blessings that they’ve been to me. With these questions and thoughts, I have to ask myself, “What will I be remembered for?” “What kind of legacy will I leave behind?” “Do

A Little Explicit.....but You Will Enjoy!
ALONE TOGETHER IN THE MOONS' FORCEFUL GLOW LEFT TO OUR OWN PASSIONS SEXUALLY STIMULATING CIRCUMSTANCE I SEE THE WANTING IN YOUR EYES MENTALLY UNDRESSING ME YOUR LIPS GLISTENING WITH DESIRE I MAKE MY WAY TO YOU; ADVANCING EYES YOUR HAND TOUCHES MINE THE FIRE BURNS HOTTER NOW REMOVING YOUR CLOTHES, YOU GASP YOUR EYES SHOW YOUR RESISTANCE YOUR BODY SPEAKS A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE TENDER KISSES DOWN YOU SPINE ANOTHER BREATH; EXOTIC I CARESS YOUR BREASTS WITH THE SOFTNESS OF MY LIPS YOUR MOUTH MEETS MINE OVERFLOWING PASSIONS COLLIDE AS YOU TAKE ALL OF ME YOUR BODY ACHES FOR ME I BEGIN THE FIRE IS TOO HOT NOW GLEAMING WITH DESIRE; YOUR NOISE IS DEAFENING NOW THE HEIGHT OF OUR COLLIDED SEXUAL GORGING YOUR SCREAM STILL ECHOES IN MY MIND SHALL WE MEET AGAIN NO IS YOUR ANSWER BUT YOUR EYES BETRAY YOU. *not sure if this is supposed to be rated NSFW, but it is anyways*

Wonders Why..
Ya know, something has been on my mind for awhile now, not only about CT, but just about every other social networking site there is out there and by god im gonna spill it right here and right now. for starters, i browse peoples page, and i see the same things on each and every page. any idea what it is? i'll tell ya. 1st i'll start with the men on the internet: you see these girl's pages, and all you see is all these comments from men, and such on these pages that go somehting like "Oh your so beautiful please marry me" or "oh i love you so much i'd be so happy to be with you" or " i wish i was your man" or something along these lines. it is so funny too, because i mean this is the internet folks "GET A GRIP!" on reality. Why i say this is because most people say things on the internet they would not say in real life. i myself am the exception to that rule, I don't care who i make mad, i don't care who has a problem with me, and i really could care less what people have to

Just Fun
OK I JUST THINK THAT LIFE SHOULD BE FUN AND IF WE GOT TO LIVE IT THEN WHY NOT DO WHAT WE WANT. I MEAN AFTER ALL WHO HAS TO LIVE WITH THE CONCIQUENCES OF IUR ACTIONS JUST THE ONE WHO DOES IT RITE? SO I FIGURE WHY NOT DO WHAT YOU WANT . SO GO FOR IT AND ENJOY LIFE DON'T JUST LIVE IT.

Lost Job
kk so tomarrow is my birthday, whoooa and thats i guess a good thing. im suppose to work but im pretty sure that i have lost my job today. im not sure why but i think that thats a good thing too, i dont have to deal with a worthless manager anymore! but if all goes according to plan she wont be working there either so thats an even better thing haha!! just waiting for the human resource office to call me back! im not bothered by the whole job thing its just the fact that over the past month ive become very good friends with a fellow employee and i told her i didnt want to ruin the friendship by quitting and she told me she didnt blame me for doing it and that nothing is going to change between us but i cant help but think deep down that she is a little upset with me. i dont know what to do any ideas?

Virginal Whore
I can smell your fear, as I descend upon you. I revel in your pain. Your tears sting my skin, as I plunge within. Scream beneath me. My lover. My slave. Release yourself to the pleasure. Relax and allow me to take my trophy. Cry now, smile later. Take me all into you. My angel. My prize. Your body decieves you. Your wetness gives you away. My innocent whore. Your virtue is mine.

Vote 4 Me One Time Only
I’m in all these contests pleez vote for me only comment one time pleezz Sexy eyes rate once and comment once only pleez thank you Sexy smile rate once and coment once only pleez I love you guys mommy

Old Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a crap.

I Had To Find Out Now
This really sucks, I've been working my tail off on these 3 projects for my 1 class, I finish them (or so I thought) only to find out today that Ive done the all wrong! These things were a headache to begin with, because they can only be done in black ink, white out cannot be used, and there is a very specific way that mistakes must be corrected. These projects are about 8 pages a piece. They are due Tuesday, on the same day as my 1 final. My final grade that I need to get to the next class I need for my degree is riding on this project, and the final. Worst of it all this teacher isn't my #1 fan like a lot of the other teachers in school

My Accent
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Inland North You may think you speak "Standard English straight out of the dictionary" but when you step away from the Great Lakes you get asked annoying questions like "Are you from Wisconsin?" or "Are you from Chicago?" Chances are you call carbonated drinks "pop."The Midland The Northeast Philadelphia The South The West Boston North Central

At What Price This War???
On September 11, 2001, this country fell into turmoil. Hostiles from across the globe choose to bring their religious war to our shores. The cost on that day was the killing of innocents. In that moment, our country chose to fight back. We opted to stand up and remind the world that we are not pawns in a holy war we didn't create. Our cause was righteous and our cause was just. That was 6 years ago. Sadam Hussein is dead. Ben Laden is hiding out some where in Afganistan. However, the progress in Iraq has slowed to a stand-still. Militants continue to rain terror in the street of Bagdad, and the price of Oil bounces up and down like a yo-yo. The real price of this situation is comes in the form flag drapped boxes carrying the children of this country. The American public has had enough. We have seen the ravages of war and the lives lost. Viet Nam left a bad taste in our mouths and that war has taught us the lesson of not bringing politics to the battlefield. We must

Are Bikers Being Taken Advantage Of?
I am reposting this from an article in Thunder Roads Of Indiana and Northern Illinois magazine. I have to agree. How about you? Pat Savage Are bikers being taken advantage of? Poker runs, Charity rides, fundraisers, Bike nights, and much much more. It seems like the number of events are growing every year, bars and restaurants that used to shun bikers are now having poker runs every weekend. Is it all just a growing concern for charities and people in need or is it people taking advantage of us biker folk? My opinion is of course that it is both. There are bars and bikers that have held poker runs for years and many of them have a direct connection with the charity they choose to help. Over the last couple of years I have seen more poker runs put on by non-motorcyclists and for some reasons that just shock the hell out of me. There was one poker run to raise money for a girl that wanted to travel to Europe as part of an exchange program, hell I want to travel

Happy Thursday! Better Late Than Never, Lol!
A very late Daily Greeting today! Happy Thursday, everyone! Countdown to the weekend has begun, thank the Goddess! So far, it appears I have a very quiet weekend on tap. Better not say that too loud, lol! Taylor is blasting his music - don't really mind, except when I'm trying to concentrate! I do love DragonForce, though! Guess I'll let it slide, lol! Dakota has started baseball for the summer, even though soccer is not totally done yet! Got a little overlap here, it seems. Both Kota and Taylor will be going to summer school this year! Got to get those grades improved somehow! Jenn continues to be in jail. Still not sure what she will be charged with, other than a probation violation! Think she plans on being there awhile as she wants her Caseworker to deposit $100 to her jail account! Ouch! I keep reminding myself it's not my problem anymore - I have more than enough to deal with!! Have a wonderful rest of the day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessi

My Son Is Having A Great Week.
My son is having a great week. To start out, he had TWO dates to prom. And since he doesn't have a job, he didnt pay for any of it, so that started it off pretty good. Tuesday, he had his Thespian banquet. These are pretty boring, but there is a pot luck dinner beforehand, and the food is awesome, so I like to go. The cheese ravs were incredible, totally made it worth it. We get to the part of the banquet where awards and inductions are being done. Dem got inducted into the Thespian club, so that was exciting in itself. They then started handing out awards. I didn't think that he would win forbest supporting male for the spring play. His role was small, and he made thelead actor laugh in one scene. But I did think he had a chance to win for best supporting male from the fall play. His role was juicy, and he did steal a few scenes. When they announced the winner, my wife and I turned to each other and said he was robbed. So when the award for Best Male Lead for the fall

Cooking With Heather
So, I'm lame and I do this thing called "Cooking with Heather". I have some pretty interesting pictures of things I've cooked in the past. I get really creative. Tonight I'm making.. Mexican queso and salse with torilla strips. Jumbo pasta stuffed with mexican angus beef, monteray and sharp cheddar cheese, sour cream and chives. Chicken fajita stacks which are corn tostadas layered with fajita chicken strips, refried beans, cheese and salsa. Finishing off with a homemade banana cream pie shake! I love cooking a lot - sometimes. Haha. Xoxo, Miss Classy Cunt

Just A Thought
As I lay here in bed wondering where I went wrong in my life I realize it was never right to begin with.I realize that everyday I put on a fake smile for everyone because they want me to be ok but in all reality I'm not, in fact I've never been so Not ok in my life, it seems like for the past few months my world has just been falling apart and thought I'd hoped would never come back now haunt me, begging me to return to old bad habits... if you really know me you know what they are and why this is so dangerous. I've tried to just smile and keep going day after day but I'm not sure if I can do it anymore... But the thing I appreciate the most through all of this is the people that have actually been there for me and have called when they just had that gut feeling that I might not be ok, or just wanted to hear me laugh or tell me how beautiful I am even if I don't believe it. It is because of you that I am still alive,without those calls who knows how low i would have sunk or what I wou

Down Raters
ok all I do not think I am the prettiest or the hottest woman on cherrytap but I do not believe I deserve a 7. some jerk who does not even have real pics of his own up down rated me with a 7. BamBam rated your photo a '7'! 1 hr ago copied the rate and the name here for all to see. most of you that know me know that I am always ready to help in contests or ratings...and normally would not go off like this but as I said I do not believe I deserve this!

Still At The Hospital
well Leslie has a light case of Jondas and they are keeping her till morning untill they can retest her and see if they can send her home Friday Heather has been discharged and is doing good i am just waiting on my 2 Ladies to come home! They let heather stay in the room cause she is breast feeding.

Married To A Soldier (this Was Penned By Young Woman On Ct Whose Hubby Is In Harm's Way)
Married to a Soldier In a time of war Life will never be As it was before The tower are no longer Standing The Pentagon has a Hole Pennsalvania has buried Heros Married to a Solder Off to fight the war Fearing every knock That sounds at my door Trying to assure my son All will be well Wishing those terrorist bastards To all rot in Hell Married to a Soldier In a time of war Life will never be As it was before When he returns Will he be changed? Will the children still Treat him the same? I fear inside So many things Yet PRIDE in my Soldier My heart does sing! -HET

Please Forgive Me
To all my friends and family let me just share with you that I have not been feeling good at all for the last several days... this would be the reason behind my lack of participation and comments on Cherry tap... Normal annual Sinus BS that I put up with every year in the state I call home. I will certainly be alive and on time next week so please forgive me for what seemns to be lack of interest. I just have not had the enrgy to do my normal functions. I tend to recluse and be quite pissy when I am sick so .... please understand I will make it up to you. I will not ramble on anymore.. .I will now go stagger to my bed and pass the hell out.. Good nite to all Sweetfox2007

Sign This..please..
http://www.petitiononline.com/NOBSL/petition.html Hey everyone..this is the sight to sign the petition to vote no against SB 861..the law their trying to pass in California to ban Pit Bulls..if any of you know me you know how I love my dogs..so please take 5 minutes to go to this site & sign the petition..PLEASE!!!

Ok For Cherry Lips
IF THIS QUESTION IS NOT ANSWERED CORRECTLY IN 5 MINUTES..THE 1ST PERSON TO TAKE A GUESS NO MATTER HOW RIDICULOUS..WINS Why are 1968 pennies worth more than 1967 pennies? YOU CAN GIVE THE GIFT TO ANYONE SENT ANONYMOUSLY THIS IS A TRICK QUESTION..SO THINK HARD

The Truth Behind My Eye Color!
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary.

Fisting...a Story
I knew this time was going to be different, as I pushed aside the lengths of rope and the shiny metal cuffs that hoarded the the black leather surface of the couch. He sat diagonally from me in the chair with nothing on but a bathrobe and a smile. The crude thoughts simmering in my mind sent my pulse racing. The smell of his cock had lingered in my nose all day driving me quite mad. Just a trick of the mind, but now that smell was no trick but the real thing. The small talk was small before he let me have a taste, just a taste though, which makes me puddle between my thighs. Before I could really get into it he took me by the hand and stood me up. I am to keep my hands to my sides after he takes off my shirt, but I'm so nervous I fidget, only stopping after I feel the smarting: a result from him pinching my exposed nipple. He locks my arms behind my back like a criminal, in cuffs. The snap of the cold steel around my wrist gets me going even more now. After he has left me standing i

Men Never Listen
This is funny! In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. Sir, she said " You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA , PP, and a red one l abeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist.. He pushed WW. warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure.. The ladies restroom was