Fubar Blog Posts 4

Sunday Lunches With The Family
Sunday lunches with the family always leave me so full. :) There were 35 or more at lunch today.. hard to keep count with people moving from room to room. There is always sooooooooooooo much food. Today was Fried Chicken, meatloaf, and some sort of pasta I didn't get to. Lots of veggies (didn't get to those either..lol) fruit, 3 kinds of homemade breads. And then there is dessert... there were 3 or 4 pies.. 2 cakes.. cupcakes.. icecream.. and something else I am not sure what it was. Thats how it is every week. The gatherings are smaller in the winter except for when we are at the farm like today. The summer it is always at the farm. But whereever it is ther is way too much food and lots of good times. I have such a great family!

Fake Profiles
I FUCKING hate fake profiles! I hate the assfaces that put them up too. So tired of wasting my time clicking on someone and they have either no age or the year instead of an age - and the ones that don't have a real gender. Why don't they do anything to stop this garbage? And then the kids - how hard would it be to not allow someone to register if their age was less than 18? This just pisses me off.

8 Questions
1.how does a person break shyness? 2. how do i get the courage to talk to a female ? 3. how do you forget the bad memories? 4. why do people use me? 5. am i really that nice? 6. what do people really think about me? 7. am i really a bother to anyone on here? 8. i think i have no confidence. how do i get the confidence?

Love...
This is love You're all I need Others will hate me for it But I don't care You're my world You're just everything to me No one else knows But they don't really want to You've been there for me All through these days Trials and heartaches Never splitting us apart You love me It's just as real here I love you baby And I always will Written 3-11-07, 9:30pm

Contest
Well I was conjoled into getting into another contest.Sexy ct cherry lol,so we all know I far from the sexiest but I'll take the rate and a comment then feel free to bomb whoever you want in the contest as weall know I'm far from sexy let alone the sexiest lao.

Confucius Say
1. Woman who goes to man's apartment for snack, gets titbit. 2. Man who lay woman on ground, get peace on earth. 3. Man who gets kicked in testicles, left holding the bag. 4. Man who kisses girl's behind, gets crack in face. 5. Passionate kiss like spider web--lead to undoing of fly. 6. Man with holes in pocket, feels cocky all day. 7. Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night. 8. Virginity like balloon--one prick, all gone. 9. Girls who rides bicycle, peddles ass all over town. 10. He who farts in church, sits in own pew. 11. Baseball all wrong--man with four balls can't walk. 12. Man who live in glass house, dress in basement. 13. Kotex not best thing on earth, but next to best thing. 14. Man with penis in peanut butter is ------- nuts. 15. Man who walk through airport door sideways is going to Bangkok. 16. Man who drop watch in toilet, bound to have shitty time. 17. Man who take lady on camping trip, have o

Things Are Geting Better
ok if you read my last blog then you know that Josh my ex has my son and wont give him back. ok the last blog didnt get into anything cuz i was FREAKED out and up set so for anyone who cares heres the whole story. Last Sunday i took my sun to ft wayne to see his dad for 2 weeks.Monday i had a bad feeling all day just something was going to happen but i couldnt think of what.Well at around 2 it happened.My sons dad called me screaming saying that our son was sick.Ok kids get sick.then he tells me that i am a bad mother our son cant read im never going to see him again ever and that he is going to beat my brains in.I tell him that im on my way to get my son and if he wants to hurt me hes gonna have to go thru dave.He tells me not to come to ft wany i hang up.I call Dave crying and freakin.he says lets go to ft wayne.i get Dave and the whole time im trying to get ahold of Josh to find out what the fuck is going on i call his aunt.she gets ahold of him and he tells her the same shit.Bi

Poem I Wrote
The first time i saw you was a dream come true, That somthing about you made me like you. With your beauty and heart that is so fine, I wish that one day you will be mine. The hugging and kissing that felt so right, I wish that you were here with me tonight. Sent from heaven you came right to me, When your in my arm's i feel so free. Tonight the feelings are still this strong, I knew this could never be ment wrong. I thought about your past, But i know i wont finish last. my life was ment to be with you, I hope one day i can say i live you. In my heart i fell for you, i hope you fell the the way i do. I wish you'd come home to me, So i can set your mind free. Kevin D. Fox

Women
Why is it that women judge a guy before they even know him? Why is it women think, omg he's got this and this flaw.... EWWWW. I mean shesh, I understand that you have to be attracted to the person yes, But, judging the guy compared to others isn't right. NOT ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME! What they don't realize is the guys they judge before knowing them, nine times out of ten are the ones that are keepers. No one is perfect in this world and we all have our own flaws. I love how a chick thinks, ok im too good for him.... (click delete). how would you know if your too good for someone. how do you know they aren't too good for you? BEFORE YOU JUDGE SOMEONE, GET TO KNOW THEM! It's not hard to judge someone. It's hard to get to know someone. What women fail to realize, is that most of the guys that are keepers shield themselves and lock themselves away so that no one will get to know them. They do it because of the girls that judge them and do things that are just wrong. It really

My River.....
I sit by this rock and watch the raging waters flow, Not knowing a beginning or an end, Never seeing the true way to go. I ride the tides and battle the rocks, I push my way through, against a force with no end, Such is my life as I run with the shore, Praying for a pathway to alter my course. The water pushes me to and fro, Sucking me under pleading for my breath, I hold on tight to that one ounce of hope, To keep my head up, just to stay alive. I reach the sandy, silky shore, Gasping for air only to collapse in the sun, My heart beats fast as my mind darkens towards sleep, Only to realize that my life is not mine to keep. My life belongs to another soul, And my river has brought me to you, In my darkest hour when I could breathe no more, You completed me and gave me life that was renewed. Never will I follow the neverending path, For I have found my rock that will pull me through, In my heart you will stay, never asking which course, You are my rock, t

What Has The Qaulity Of Life Come To?
what has the qaulity of life come to? we live in a world of no shame and care for human well being.. Kids and women, men leave their homes in hopes of finding a better life in a different country... They do anything to get a better quality of life..they work under poor conditions..kids are sold to the sex market as slaves and prostitutes.. women are raped daily as payment for promotion or a false promise of getting a chance to "work" they get druged up against their will and managers sleep with them.. they loose hope..their dreams shattered coming to a world of doom..they loose all self respect and dignity.. They go unnoticed..many die and disappear but no one cares... those that have it good their biggest worry is not being able to buy a Benz or not being populor while you got other people hoping to have something to eat the next day.. The well to do people forever judge and look down on the lost and less fortunate..how much longer does one heart and soul

Some Of My Poems
I BEEN WRITING ABOUT THIS SUBJECT ALOT....LOL I Want You To Need ME I wanna be the face you see When you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need Every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything in between. I wanna be the eyes That look deep into your soul I wanna be the world to you I just wanna be it all I wanna be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish And all that you ever need. I want you to need me Like the air that you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream. The way that I taste you Feel you Need you I want you to need me Like I need you! Brian March 09,2007 Intimate thoughts I want someone true To share my life My innermost thoughts Know intimate details Who'll stand by my side Give me support And in return Will get mine And will listen to me Wh

Where Is It The Line Drawn On Right And Wrong
So I'm up. changed the baby she is having her bottle , Kisha is sorta awake sorta asleep... Is it wrong the feelings i have? Is it wrong to care? This baby is so cute and i have grown so attached, I know this is no rebound feelings because if it was it would be purely about those big beautiful eyes still asleep in my bed. But it is as much about her as it is about the bundle of joy sitting beside me in her play pin... She has someone that makes how i feel wrong, But cuddled up next to her feels right. Part of me knows this is wrong.. But part of me says its right.. i dunno what i am gunna do

Lonely Lady
It seams that i have a lady that has no life.She thinks that by trying to take all my friends away from me with lies that it will be just me and her.It is so sad to see someone so lonely but after seeing how this person acts i can see why no one wants to be her friend.I will ask that everyone i know not be hard on her she has a problum that only she can fix.So please she needs out pity she is a pitiful girl.

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Three of Wands card suggests that romantic illusions may give way to the reality of settling down, marriage or monogamy. You may be dealing with issues surrounding the comfort and security of the family unit, particularly if it is your turn to send your own babies out into the dating world. Leave the proverbial light on for your loved one, for once you stop daydreaming about what you don't have, then intimacy, security or gratitude can return.

The World In Which We Live....
OK... So I'm sat on the bus this afternoon on the way home from work and there's a girl talking on her cellphone. Even though I wasn't intending to evesdrop, she wasn't exactly being quiet about it so evesdropping ensued. It became clear pretty quickly that she was dumping a guy. The conversation went on a long while as he was obviously fighting it. She told him in a very matter of fact, calculated way the reasons for her decision. All of her reasons may have been slightly cliched, but they were all very practical... "You live in London - that's too far away" [fyi - London is about 40 miles away.] "I don't want a serious relationship now and that's what it may become." "You're friends with 'X' and I know 'Y' so imagine the complications." The list went on, but what she said exactly is not important. The point I am trying to get at is when I got off the bus and as I walked the five minutes or so back to my house I reflected on what I had heard and I felt sad. To begin wit

I Am Just Curious
WHY DO SOME MEN HAVE TO PLAY STUPID GAMES ON HERE...I MEAN THEY CHANGE THEIR NAME ON THEIR PROFILE. SO WOMEN WILL FEEL SORRY FOR THEM..LIKE BROKEN HEART, SHATTERED HEART. OR LOOKING FOR LOVE IN THE WRONG PLACES. HE MUST BE PRETTY DESPERATE TO GET SOMEONE FAST. BUT ALL HE IS , IS A LIAR, DECEITFUL HATEFUL LOSER..HE CARES ONLY ABOUT HIMSELF AND NOBODY ELSE. HE LIES TO WOMEN. HE PLAYS WITH THEIR HEARTS AND WHEN THEY DONT DO WHAT HE WANTS. HE LEAVES THEM AND HURT THEM AND THEN MOVES ON TO ANOTHER ONE.. HE HAS NO HEART OR SOUL...HE IS A LOSER AND TRUST ME LADIES . HE ISNT ALL THAT IN BED EITHER.HE NEEDS TO CHANGE HIS NAME TO NOT SO TALENTED TONGUE..I HAVE HAD BETTER...HE COULDNT DO SOMETHING TO ME THAT ALOT OF OTHER GUYS COULD.AND TRUST ME HE LOOKS A HELL OF ALOT BETTER IN HIS PIC THEN HE DOES IN PERSON. SO FOR ALL THE WOMEN THAT HE HAS MADE THEM FEEL SORRY FOR THEM. U ARENT ANY BETTER THEN HE IS..ONE DAY HE WILL BREAK YOUR HEART AND I WILL BE HERE TO LAUGH. OH LILLY HE CALLS ME

Just Some Ink
My mind is open My pen poised Over a blank sheet of paper; Silently I wait for inspiration. Quietly observing, Channeling, All my thoughts toward one end Focused towards one purpose. Some ink is finally on the page. It records the moment; It saves it from disappearing Into the abyss where all things go To die. Quietly, I write. My mind is clear, Yet streaming, Sometimes Screaming! With my pen in hand Anything is possible. Everything is real. Just some ink on the page— Nothing more. Yet, it crystallizes The moment For all to see And love Or hate Now and forever.

The One
His mind reaches out to me He senses all that I am He comes to me in my dreams Pleasing me in ways no other has The hunger with in me Is wild, fierce It demands satisfaction It demands release The touch of his hands Brings fire to my soul The taste of his mouth Stirs the hunger within me My body ignites in fire Under his caress, his kiss Waves of pleasure Yet, creating havoc I beg for sweet release Release for my mind Release for my body Release for my soul He is the only one The one to satisfy the hunger He is the only one To release me from myself

Daydreaming
I'm feeling: restless You'll find me: listening to music As I look out the window, I see the sun rays coming in uninvited, and daydream of jumping on the rays to see the world in a better light. But as the rays fade away so do my dreams.

Today's Topic.....~music~
WELL TODAY HAS TO BE AN UNUSUAL DAY FOR ME.... NOTHING WRONG OR NOTHING BOTHERING ME.... IT'S JUST SOMETHING WEIRD, I GUESS. I CAN'T QUITE PUT MY FINGER ON THIS ONE TODAY.... COULD IT BE THAT I'M GETTING BORED WITH CT?!?! EVERYDAY, I COME HERE AND EVERYDAY.... I THINK I SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED OFF. BECAUSE, EVERYDAY.... I'M HIT WITH SOME KIND OF DRAMA OR IMPATIENT PEOPLE. AND THAT'S ONE THING I CAN'T STAND, IS SOMEONE BEING IMPATIENT. I'M NOT THE MOST PATIENT PERSON IN THE WORLD... THIS I KNOW, BUT I'M NOT SOME PUSHY PERSON EITHER. THERE'S THINGS THAT I WISH I COULD JUST TAKE BACK SOME DAYS. BUT IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO ME. I'VE DONE WHAT I'VE DONE AND IT'S ALL GOOD FOR THE MOMENT. TODAY... HAS ME THINKING I SUPPOSE. NOT COMPLAINING, THIS IS JUST THOUGHTS FOR TODAY. I WAS SITTING HERE LISTENING TO THIS SONG CALLED "ME TIME" AND IT'S HAS ME THINKING. BUT MUSIC DOES THAT TO ME.... IT'S A WONDER I PLAY IT ALL DAY LONG. AND I'M A MUSIC JUNKIE!!! I LISTEN TO A HUGE VARIETY OF MUSIC. I'M NOT O

People And My Life
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has

Listen To Me U Sob And U Know Who I Am Talking About
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO HURT ME AND RIP MY HEART OUT AND GET AWAY WITH IT. I AM GOING TO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO MAKE SURE U ARE UNHAPPY AS WELL.. U HAVE SCREWED OVER TO MANY WOMEN. AND U ARENT GOING TO HURT ANYMORE. THEY ALL NEED TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON U ARE. AND THIS MAY BE PETTY. SO BE IT... BUT U HAVE HURT TO MANY WOMEN AND IT IS TIME THEY ALL KNOW WHAT U ARE. ACTUALLY I DONT THINK HE HAS A LIFE. HE IS ON HERE 24/7 .. I AM SURE HE HAS ALL THESE WOMEN FEELING SOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY FOR HIM.. U ARE ONE PATHETIC KID.....MAN IS TOO GOOD FOR U..

Talented Tongue Where Is The 40.00
U STILL OWE MY DAUGHTER TONYA 40.OO. U BORROWED TO GET ANOTHER NIGHT AT THE EXECUTIVE INN MONDAY. SINCE U SAID U DIDNT BRING ENOUGH MONEY FOR AN EXTRA NIGHT WITH ME.. GUESS U ARENT A MAN IF YOU CANT PAY BACK WHAT U OWE PEOPLE

Anticipation
She can feel the anticipation flow through her veins. It's as if it becoming a life force all it's own. She has had blind dates. She has had friends fix her up. She has gone out with mutual friends. The phone call changed everything. One short, but influencial phone call. She was sensible, though most thought of her as carefree. "It was his voice," she tells herself. His voice was so sincere, so full of passion. It was down right sexy. She told herself not too get carried away. She keeps reminding herself it's just a meeting. She frightens most men after they get to know her anyway, so why would this be any different. Still even with that thought, she cannot 'pretend' to be someone she is not. In her past she had tried that as well. It never worked for too long, and the more, it usually blew up in her face. So she would meet this stranger. The stranger with the incredible voice. She would see where it would lead, perhaps to nothing more than an incredible friendship. But then

I Am Going To Be Black And Blue By Morning.
so chris walks out of the bathroom. he looks at me with his hair a mess... he hasn't shaved in over a week and is wearing a homestar runner tshirt and a pair of jeans. and a black hat. he states: "i look like a strung out junkie" i look back at him. i nod. i reply: "you really do." he takes off the cap... and throws it at me. it hits me directly in my left eye. it starts tearing. i'm not crying... but the bill of a hat just hit me in the eye. not the eyelid... the eye. inside. the white gooey part. perhaps the only fight of evAr in which both parties agreed on the matter at hand... and still one walks out with a black eye. it's getting more swollen by the minute.

Angel On My Shoulder
I am a kind hearted person,more than what people think,I have no fear,I have an angel on my shoulder,He is there.I am safe.He is my rain,my Heaven,The sun reflected in my eye,my smile,...He is true,And the most prettiest shade of blue like the sky I have ever seen,...He is always there.With this angel on my shoulder everything is wonderful now.

Just A Funny For Today !
A man wakes up one morning to find a gorilla on his roof. So he looks in the yellow pages and sure enough, there's an ad for "Gorilla Removers" He calls the number, and the gorilla remover says he'll be over in 30 minutes. The gorilla remover arrives, and gets out of his van. He's got a ladder, a baseball bat, a shotgun and a mean old pit bull. "What are you going to do," the homeowner asks? "I'm going to put this ladder up against the roof, then I'm going to go up there and knock the gorilla off the roof with this baseball bat. When the gorilla falls off, the pit bull is trained to grab his testicles and not let go. The gorilla will then be subdued enough for me to put him in the cage in the back of the van." He hands the shotgun to the homeowner. "What's the shotgun for?" asks the concerned and confused homeowner. "If the gorilla knocks me off the roof, shoot the pit bull."

I Am Back In Charge Time To Cowgirl Up An Cowboy Up
ALRIGHT I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN A CRAZY ASS RIDE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IVE SEEN LITTLE OUT THE COWGIRLS AN COWBOYS OF CT AND IM ALITTLE PISSED OFF AS EVEN WHEN I WAS AWAY NO ONE SEEMED TO CARE THAT I WAS MISSING SO NOW IM SAYING NOT ASKING I WANT TO KNOW WHO ALL IS STILL WITH THE GROUP CAUSE I HAVE LOST TRACK AND IF YOU ARE APART OF THE GROUP YOU ALL NEED TO STEP UP YOU KNOW THAT THIS GROUP IS NOT A BULLSHIT GROUP AN NO DRAMA AND YOU KNOW WE NEVER TOOK BULLSHIT SO HOLLER BACK AN LET ME KNOW OH AN IF YOU LEFT THE GROUP WITHOUT TELLIN ANYONE DONT ASK TO COME BACK YOUR NOT WELCOME ROBIN THANKS FOR TAKIN THIRD IN CHARGE AN TO THE PEACEMAKERS THANKS FOR KICKIN ASS ! THE COWGIRL IN PINK HEAD OF THE C N C OF CT!

Hey
hey yesterday i came home from frankfurt airport from pickin up a friends wife and i went to the doctors cause i thought i was sick but it turns out that im pregnant im not sure how long or anything yet but im so excited lol

Everyone's A Suspect
Freakin bastards grrrhhhhhhh someone did a home invasion robbery at my house ,on saturday after I left for work. Someone came in the backdoor and jacked my dads laptop. Grrrrrrrrr then came back. Tryed to get in the garage. Its so freaky cuz my daughter and my dad were home. Now all these crazy thoughts are runnin thru my head on what could have been.

Thunderstorm And Play (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
She was held safely in the warm embrace of the comforter when something brought her from sleep. She sat bolt upright and gasped. When she saw the lightening outside the window she knew what had roused her from sleep. "Thunder, it was only thunder." She smiled to herself and lay back down. After she'd lain back down and she heard the rain beating down on the roof she knew what would happen. That familiar ache, the itch down deep inside that just wouldn't leave until it had been satisfied. Dressed in nothing but a short nightshirt she crept silently down the stairs, grabbing a towel on the way through and leaving it by the door. "I must be crazy." She shrugged and unlocked the door, opening it to the porch and stepping out she closed the door quietly behind her. She approached the edge of the porch and held out her hand to catch some of the rain. It wasn't cold but nor was it a warm rain. She caught the edge of her nightshirt and pulled it slowly over her head, exposing her t

All Hell And Then Some
Just as I thought things couldn't get worse, it does. I have to have surgery on my left knee on the 29th, and I have absolutly NO ONE to fuckin help me with my home or my daughter afterwards. So I'm fucked, royally. Friday, I have to get some testing done and be examined to see if I have epilespy, because Thursday, I felt like I was having a panic/anxiety attack, but my face, hand, and feet went numb and tingly, my whole body started shaking really bad, and I was crying uncontrollably, and my dr agreed that it could have been a mild epileptic seizure. I was rushed to the hospital by ambulance WITH my daughter, and all they did was checked my heart rate, blood, and to see if I had a fever. Why the fuck didn't they do any testing on me that day? Now, I have done some reading about epilepsy and seizures, and some of the things I have read about them, compairs to what I experienced Thursday afternoon. Fucking great, huh? I'm already suffering BPD, Bi-Polar, PTSD, and still sufferi

Death Of A Dream...
So much for peace....like an idiot, I yet again grasped at the chance for what I thought could have been a lasting relationship, and once more I got my heart ripped out and stomped on. I can handle the sting of a relationship gone bad, as I have gotten a bit used to that part. What bothers me the most is that, with each dying relationship, a part of a dream dies with it. A dream in which I have a beautiful wife and children. A dream in which that wife and I grow old together and our children give us grandchildren to spoil. I dunno, maybe I ask too much. I do know one thing for sure, the day the last part of that dream dies, I will die with it. Anyway, thus ends another session of pyschotic banter. PEACE!!!

Your Dingling Berries
Can I just say that I'd like to opt out of all future daylight savings time schemes? It's just one damn hour but it sure has thrown the Universe out of whack. I'm going to need a bag-o-sugar to get through today.

This Is Sparta!!!
Okay... having said that, last night i went and saw the movie 300. I have to say, while it is not my favorite movie of all time, it likely ranks up there in my top 10. Before you judge me as someone who says so only because of the gore or violence, let me reassure you, it is much more then that. Frank Miller, while sensationalizing this semi-epic event, actually managed to stay fairly true to actual events. Again, over dramatization occured, but it DID start off as a comic book. The director and visual effects crew literally used the comic as their storyboard much as was done with Sin City. A marvelous job and I look forward to seeing it again.

I Am In Emmen, The North Part Of Holland
I am in Emmen, in the north part of Holland and getting to know the people and the friends of my aunt and uncle. People are really nice and friendly here, I am still planning on seeing Belgium and Luxemburg next weekend and then I am off to Berlin, Germany. Being part German, I think Berlin is a MUST for me. Then, depending on time and money,because right now the dollar is not really great against the Euro and I am happy to have family help me out but that can only go so far.Well I hope you all are doing well and for those who wrote back or looked at my last post, thank you, it great to see and hear from you all. I wish my friends I know from here that live in Europe who take time to answer or help me. Well you all take care and I hope you have a great day.

Sexual Hidden Talent !!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Tired
i'm tired of lies and let downs & disappointment,i no longer feel for people who are shallow and fake people mistake my kindness for weakness i will no longer lay as the doormat for those who wish to wipe their deceit upon,no longer will i be torn down by those who feel the need to make themselves stronger by making others feel less than....... tired of bs thanks

Maybe Dinner Instead....
My eyes are closed and I'm taking in the sounds around me, tinkling of glassware, soft background music and the gentle hum of quiet conversation, occasionally punctuated by the sound of laughter... dreamily I slowly open my eyes, the room is glowing with soft light, starched white table linens and candle light reflecting off stem ware and silver...feels like the opening scene in a movie, I don't know maybe it is. Surreal to be sure in any case...I feel a light touch on my shoulder and a caresses on the back of neck, a familiar voice whispers in my ear-"come with me my dear"...the warmth of your breath gives me tingles up and down my spine...as I step up from the table your hand slips with tender ease to the small of my back and guides me to the elevator doors... my head is spinning this is not real... Every fiber in me says no, I must leave this place, run, go home...but I can't, I can't make myself go...I don't want to leave... My body aches from so much anticipation and excitement t

Grandfather On My Dads Side
Harry ‘Frank’ Whaples, World War II veteran Harry “Frank” Whaples, 79, of Rehoboth Beach, passed peacefully from his residence into the loving arms of Jesus Christ his Savior, Wednesday, Sept. 13, 2006, after a difficult battle with cancer. He was born in Wilmington, Feb. 16, 1927, son of the late Fredrick N. Whaples and the late Nina Hastings Whaples Bird. Frank was born, raised and lived in Delaware all his life. He served three years in the Navy’s South Pacific Fleet during World War II and as an Army Airborne squad leader in the 82nd Airborne Division. He was a member of the American Legion Post 28 as well as the Veteran of Foreign Wars Post 7234, where he was part of the honor guard. He was an avid Phillies fan, but even more so he enjoyed playing softball for Delmarva’s Olde Tymers Softball League. Frank was a born-again Christian and an active member of the First Baptist Church of Lewes. He will be dearly and lovingly missed by his wife of 49 years, Liv Hegdal Whaples; his

Top 10: Signs You're Not Romantic
One of the reasons why men lose their women is because they lose their own sense of romance. It might take a few days or even a few years, but as one settles into a relationship, it's a near-guarantee that wooing the lady will slide down the priority list. You might not notice it's happening, but you can bet that she will. Here's a list of 10 signs that you've lost your sense of romance, and some pointers on how to pull yourself away from the brink of being single. Number 10: You only have candle-lit dinners to save on electricity Candles are always an ideal way to set the mood, be it at the table or in the tub. Never be a cheapskate when it comes to romance, and shell out for some decent candles in a specialty store. Then use them to light an exquisitely-prepared dinner for her. Number 9: You go on romantic walks... to take out the trash Women love getting attention, but if the only time you escort her outside is to run errands, you'll be the one getting kicked

My Day
HEY ITS TUES, JUST RAN OFF SOME JEHOVA'S WITNESSES!! LOL ABOUT 1:30 IN THE PM. I JUST LIKE TO TELL U ABOUT MY DAY!! I'M OFF GOT A CRAZY SCHEDULE SO ANYTIME IS THE WEEKEND FOR ME!! GOT SOME RIBEYES MARINATING!! YUM!! FOR LATER, SOME BEERS ICED DOWN. BOUT TO GO FISHING, IN THE REALLY WELL STOCKED POND IN MY BACK YARD!! ITS SEVENTY PLUS DEGRESS HERE IN SE KY!! BLUE SKIES!! GOT SOME LED ZEP IN THE BOSE STEREO AND SOON AS I CATCH A FEW FISH N CLEAN EM GONNA HAVE MY FAVORITE FRIENDS COME OVER AND DRINK SOME BEERS AND EAT LIKE ROMANS!!! THEN PROBABLY FINISHED GETTING HAMMERED AT A BUDDYS HOUSE SHOOTING POOL AND THROWING DARTS!!! HOPE U HAVE AS GOOD A DAY AS I AM ABOUT TO!!!! AS ALWAYS!!! JAY!!!

Talking Is A Good Sign, No Need To Wine & Dine
How can a guy tell if a woman is interested in him when he first meets her? The main sign that a woman gives off is very simple to spot: she keeps talking to you. If a woman isn't interested, she won't talk to you. She'll look around, act bored out of her skull, or move around in an uncomfortable manner. The first minute or two is often like this anyway, as two people begin a conversation, but if it continues past three to five minutes, you need to move on and try to be a little less boring. I knew you'd find my answer profound, but if you're still waiting for her to tilt her head, lick her lips and twirl her hair, then you need to stop reading books published by guys that have nothing better to do than spend 25 years watching people in bars and writing down what they do. It's simple: 1- Meet girl 2- Get e-mail and number 3- Invite for drink and stimulating conversation 4- Meet and tease, be cocky and funny 5- If she's not psycho, invite her over 6- Use The Kiss

Profile Opens And Music Starts Playing
I just put one of those music players on my site and I was wondering if more people like profiles with or without music playing when it opens. I'm still just not sure if I want it to play music when the profile opens. So I guess my question is: Do you like it when you open a profile and it plays music or would you rather click on it yourself.

So Sad....so Alone....so Miss U!
Do you think about me? Do you wish me in your arms? Do you stand outside and look at the stars? Do you stand there and wish I was there? Do you wish me in your hands? Do you know that I cry for you every night? Do you know I watch the stars and think of you? Do you know that I feel as I have lost my place with out you? Do you know that my need for you grows everyday? Do you know that without you I am complete darkness? Do you know that you are my light? Do you believe in me? Do you still care? Do you see a yellow & red rose and smile? Do you think of us? Do you think of me? Do you know that my inner light dims without you? Do you know that my heart aches to be near you? Do you know that I dream of you? Do you know that without you I am broken inside? Do you know...that without you...Nobodys Home? Music Video:NOBODY'S HOME (by Avril Lavigne)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Emotion
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com EMOTIONS BECOME A KNOT OF PAIN THAT ENTANGLE ME TO A SAD STILLNESS, THOUGHTS FORM IMAGES SO VIVID THEY PARALYZE AND I AM UNABLE TO MOVE, TEARS FILL MY EYES AND I LET THEM FALL FOR IT IS MY ONLY RELEASE, MY HEART LAYS HEAVY AS IF LANCED AND EVERY BEAT IS A REMINDER THAT YOU ARE THE WOUND AND THE TOURNIQUET THAT WILL CEASE THE FLOW OF PAIN, IF I DARED RIP IT FROM MY BODY AS AN OFFERING TO YOU WOULD IT BE ENOUGH, DISSOLUTION IS MY STIGMATA AND I WEEP AS REGRET BECOMES MY SOULS BRAND, I WILL LIE IN WAIT FOR THE HEALER TIME TO URGE MY MIND TO FORGET , SO THOUGHTS OF YOU WILL HAVE NO PIERCINGS, AND MY BODY WILL BE FREE OF IT'S CARNAL LONGINGS, UNTIL THE SALVE OF TIME HAS LESSENED THIS TORMENT AND I AM WHOLE, I WILL KEEP THIS PAIN ALIVE FOR IT IS ALL THAT IS LEFT OF YOU, AND I WILL KNIT THIS PAIN INTO A BLANKET OF YOU AND COVER MYSELF AND LANGUISH IN THE SUFFERING AS IF IT IS A SHRINE.

Forever
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Holding your hand, Kissing your cheek; My eyes begin to clearly see. Feeling your warmth, Holding you close; I know I need you next to me. My love for you can't be measured, Through days of endless pleasure ... By my side, my love. Throughout eternity, my love. I watch you smile, so innocent and free. It's clear to me now, My life can never be complete, Without you next to me. Lying by your side, Feeling your heart; I dream of what we soon shall be ... I'll stand there waiting for you, Watching your beauty shine through; And before God, you'll be standing next to me. My love for you can't be measured, Through nights of endless pleasure ... By my side, my love; Throughout eternity, my love; I'll watch you sleep, so quiet and free; It's clear to me now, My life will always be complete, With your love next to me.

Dreaming
Bright luminous moon beam shimmers. Just as the sparkle glimmers From the twinkle in your eyes. I watch the moon beams dance as if alive. The darkness has crept in, As the dampness clings to my skin. Desperately longing for your eternal soul, But denial sets in like a hot burning coal Dreaming of your soft touch on my body Brings a song to my heart just like a melody. My heart begins to pound so loudly. My mind screams for you madly. Here I am lost in this sea of confusion. My whole life seems just like an illusion. I walk through life as if in a trance, But I should be happy and singing as I dance. Wanting the sensual feeling you send to my soul. The overflowing emotions that now make me whole. Only you can bring out these feelings in me. Your love engulfed me and helped me to see. You raise a burning love and desire, From deep in my heart you kindle the fire. These feelings of love surround me now, Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Crush?
This crush thing is driving me crazy! *shakes fist at cherry tap* I had two...now it says I have one... I know who one is... Its driving me crazy wondering who the other one was...and also wondering why they stopped...did I do something? Or was it that I didn't crush anyone... I don't want to because I'd really not want to be found out...even if it is hard to already...I just can't risk that...and the being shot down part...yeah...I can't handle that shit...so...yeah I'm a wuss... This crush thing drives me crazy alright...

Stuttering :)
A teacher was talking to her grade one students about stuttering. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My little kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!"

An Intimate Affair
Hah...well, now that I have your attention, actually, that is the proposed name of a business I hope to start (you ALL have dirty minds!). The past couple of weeks, I have had to take a hard look at my life and where it is going. One of the major subjects I had to evaluate was my career. As some of you know, I was working at a factory until I developed tendonosis in my elbows, which has limited my lifting. i am currently involved in the drawn out process of Workman's Compensation, but I think I have decided that when it is all done, I am going back to school to pursue my lifetime passion: cooking. As an adolescent, I was in the 4-H cooking club, and even took some ribbons at the Delaware County Fair for my red velvet cake. I have always recieved compliments for my cooking, and did enjoy a short period working for a high end catering company, which I really enjoyed, till they went out of business. Columbus State has a chef apprentice program that is 108 credit hours. Of th

Hi Sorry Guys
well i am alittle upset right now my man lefted me cause of something stupid and now i am single again after 11 years. what the fuck am i suppose to do know I have been without anyone in 11 years where do i begin or should i get over the person first. I have no idea what to do anymore. I fell like i should run away and start fresh somewhere else. I think i am going to move somewhere it is nice and i can do what i want again.

Lonely Days
I wrote this some 10 years ago, and when I found it in my archive today, I felt almost compelled to share it. It was written to and for one of the most special women who ever lived. Would that I had been a special enough man to hold on to her. ~~~~~LONELY DAYS~~~~~ ~~~BY: Cozmik Debris ~~~ SHE CAME TO HIM, ONE WINTER'S NIGHT JUST SEARCHING FOR A FRIEND HER SOUL IN PAIN, HE HELD HER TIGHT HER HEART, HE TRIED TO MEND HE DID NOT KNOW, HE HAD NO CLUE HOW EMPTY LIFE HAD BEEN IN HER EMBRACE, THAT'S WHEN HE KNEW HIS LONELY DAYS WOULD END THE LOVE THEY SHARED, THAT FATEFUL NIGHT TOO SPECIAL TO DESCRIBE SHE TOUCHED HIS SOUL, IT FELT SO RIGHT IN HER, HE'D FOUND NEW LIFE FROM THAT NIGHT ON, THE TWO OF THEM JUST COULD NOT GET ENOUGH HE LIVED FOR HER, AND SHE FOR HIM BUT LIFE PROVED MORE THAN TOUGH YOU SEE THERE WAS, ON HER LEFT HAND A RING SHE'D WORN FOR YEARS IT'S MEANING BLURRED, THAT GOLDEN BAND WOULD SOON CAUSE MANY TEARS SHE TOLD HIM THIS CRUEL DESTINY

Such A Beautiful Day
Since they moved the DLS a month early I really thought this was going to take some getting used to .. but . Im liking it a Lot . I went out this morning at about 5am or so .. just sat on my back deck and watched as the day came to introduce itself to me .. it was amazing the air still somewhat crisp from the snow still covering the ground, critters all over .. Birds singing , looking for their perfect spot to watch the worlds goings on .. the Deer coming up from the woods for their last check of something good to nibble on .. Then the Burst of Sunshine peering over the mountain .. through the many trees scattered about in the woods .. and then blinding me .. I loved it all .. the weatherman said we "might" hit 65 today .. well we sure did . and then passed it by .. as I drove through town the banks clock showed it had hit 71 Amazing degrees ..Windows down .. sunglasses on .. music beating .. fingers tapping the steering wheel .. I thought for Sure this incredible day with its

What Mystical Creature Is In Your Soul?
What Mystical Creature is in your soul? ( With Pictures) There's a Dragon in your soul. You are very wise and like to give people advice. You mostly feel like you are misunderstood and don't like a lot of people around you. 2 or 3 friends are enough. You can be very emotional but because of your intelligence you have the power to go on and find a solution. You are wise, but nobody can solve all problems alone, so don't turn away from everybody and ask for help sometimes too. That way, problems will be much easier to solve.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Box
Now if you read Lonely Days, then you already know how all of this ended, but while it was on, it was totally on, so much so that on a warm Louisiana Saturday afternoon, a simple box inspired a muse I did not know dwelled within me and I wrote my first poem to her....... ~~~~~~~~ THE BOX ~~~~~~~ ~~~ BY: Cozmik Debris ~~ A BOX ARRIVED, LAST SATURDAY AND I MUST NOW CONFIDE THAT WHAT THE BOX CONTAINED THEREIN STILL LEAVES ME "TEARY-EYED" THE BOX WAS BASIC, PLAIN AND SQUARE WITHOUT RIBBON, WRAP OR BOW NOR WAS IT COLORED, JUST PLAIN WHITE IT SEEMED A BOX, NO MORE NOW LET ME SAY HERE, I KNEW THE SOURCE AND I KNEW IT WOULD ARRIVE BUT I CONFESS, I DID NOT KNOW IT'S CONTENTS WERE ALIVE INSIDE THIS WONDERFUL, "PLAIN-OLD" BOX WAS TREASURE NO MAN HAS KNOWN THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT I COULD RECEIVE AND NOW, TO CALL MY OWN THEREIN I FOUND, FIRST, WORDS OF LOVE SOFT KISSES PERMEATING THEIR MEANING WAS CLEAR FOR ME TO SEE TO MY VERY SOUL, RELATING

Only Irish Have Jokes Like These
Only Irish Have Jokes Like These Oldies Into a Belfast pub comes Paddy Murphy, Looking like he'd just been run over by a train. His arm is in a sling, his nose is broken, his face is cut and bruised and he's walking with a limp. "What's become of ya?" asks Sean, the bartender. "Jamie O'Conner and me had a fight," says Paddy. "That little shit, O'Conner," says Sean,"He couldn't do that to you, he must have had somethin in his hand." "That he did," says Paddy, "a shovel is what he had , and a terrible lickin' he gave me with it." "Well," says Sean, "you should have defended yourself, didn't you have something in your hand?" That I did," said Paddy. "Mrs. O'Conner's breast, and a thing of beauty it was, but useless in a fight." ********************************************************* ****** ******************************************* An Irishman who had a little too much to drink is driving home from the city one night and, of course, his car is weaving violently all over

My "repost This Or Your Off My Friends List...yea And ..fuck Off" Bulletin
Stop the bullshit i am tired of seeing this shit on bulletins oh ya ok i never open em so please take the time and DELETE me now...i promise not to take offense to ur dumbass actions of me caring if some one who doesnt want me on their list and never speaks to me actually takes me off... ok hmm well i didnt have much to say... hope to see a few ppl follow through with they are reposting and take me the fuck off your list ...

Lmfao Wtf?? Poor Lil Guys
It sounds like the plot to a bad B-movie. Meat-eating killer frogs have invaded a pond in San Francisco's Golden Gate Park, leaving environmentalists wondering how to stop their deadly march before they move on to bigger waters. The African clawed frogs have chomped through everything from turtles to fish in Lily Pond, near the California Academy of Sciences, the San Francisco Chronicle reported. • Click here to read the San Francisco Chronicle story. The frogs, which can grow up to 5 inches in length, have even gone cannibalistic. "They've eaten everything they can get their mouths around, and now they're eating each other," Eric Mills of the animal-rights group Action for Animals told the newspaper. Park officials have pulled some 2,500 of the frogs from the pond since 2003. They are taken to a fish and game facility where they are euthanized by a nerve poison, the paper said. But the frogs keep coming back. Last week, the city's Animal Control and Welfare Commis

A Game Of Toy And Pet
a brutal game of toy and pet clear fluids, white fluids, red fluids wet some play with missing cards there's only the two jokers in this deck the only rules in the book are sever and shred concoct new ways every day to creep into you bruise your skeleton and pool your mess make up some new slam-dance steps do you salivate at the thought of feeding on my press? primal state regression cracked porcelain obsession you cut me on my own biting pressure you are my suicidal weapon the bullet fragments are pink-caressing if it's a mistake i'm not correcting my blood pulls me in your direction i have a bit of a confession i would like to bounce you off some bedsprings write a spell made up of gruntings cast a shadow comprised of lusting engorge your nerves with calculated sucking stroll with me into oblivion finger play you until you're quivering blow you cold and get you shivering just to heat you back to melting dip the iron in fire for a smelting reshape

Fall To Pieces
Every time I think of you so far from me, is there's something that you want or need, I can't give you all the things I should, can't be there to know your doing good, give you everything if I only could, I can't hold you when your sad and down, I can't be there to make a smile out of your frown, Every time I think of you there without me, I try hide it but still you see, I Fall To Pieces.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Simba Passed Away
I found you when you 3 weeks old...born in an old shed and abandoned by your mother. You were such a sweet cat and so friendly to everyone. I thought of all my cats you would've been the one to die of old age. I'll miss how you would try and comfort me when I was upset. You were a rare and special pet. You will be missed greatly and always loved. You're free now and in a better place. Rainbow Bridge Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, exc

Amber Alert.... News Wont Help!!!
OK MY GOOD FRIEND EMAILED THIS TO ME JUST NOW AND I HAVEEEEEEEE TO GET IT OUT ~ARMY WIFEZ ARE TOUGHER Since they will not put it on the news we will put it out our selves. Have you seen Jewel Mahavia Strong - missing 3 year old? This is really sad that the family of this young girl has to do this, but "others" can get the attention of mass media. Please pass this along and say a pray for the Strong Family. PLEASE HELP US BY FORWARDING THIS EMAIL UNTIL THIS REACHES A WORLDWIDE AUDIENCE AND JEWEL IS RETURNED HOME SAFELY Racharel Strong (father) - 404-357-1881 Simona Strong (mother) - 404-313-4255 Tiesa Locklear (aunt) - 678-234-4902 Tramesa Locklear (aunt) 678-480-1635 Ursala Williams (aunt) 678-362-5246 GOD FIRST, PEOPLE ALWAYS *** NOTE.... ITS VERY RARE I ASK FOR FAVORS ON HERE AND WHEN I ACTUALLY NEED PEOPLE TO REPOST SOMETHING TO ME THAT IS IMPORTANT I EXPECT AS A DECENT FRIEND ON HERE TO HELP ME OUT.... IM ALWAYS LOOKIN OUT RATING AND

A Tragic Accident In The Life Of A Close Friend
This is a real life friend of mine & Eddie's and this is all true.Please take a moment to stop by the site made for Raven and watch the clip from the news.Tearfully,Sunny*****************************************************************************************From: Nicole (Cohen) CunhaDate: Mar 14, 2007 1:05 AMIt is with great sadness that I am writing to let you know that my Uncle Mario and Aunt Robin tragically lost their 8 year old daughter, Raven, this past Friday. She went in for routine dental work and stopped breathing while under sedation-- she never came back. The funeral is Wednesday. My family members are all in shock and panic mode.Raven's little friends are all coming by with poems and photographs and memorials to her so Luanne Burns-Goldrich one of my instructors/mentors from college quickly put up a website where they can be displayed. Sissy, Raven's little sister sat up with Marga and I until 2:30 a.m. last night picking out pictures and graphics for the website and we h

The Past Present And Future
Old ashes of the past On fire in my heart Burning to cleanse the way to the future Temporal dreams are spinning out of control When we all fall down in realities life Serenities way is a wishful dream Smoldering nightmares Encrothching encrotching slowly Presents time fighting Fighting always sadiness and loneliness Seeking the silver lining or rainbow For joy and happiness Alone, alone stands time Presents moment are like snails The words of the past are just that the past The words of here and now are both truth and lies Yet the words of the future are just unknown So seek the past not Nor seek the future Be here in the present

Trust Me Honey You Will Find Out!! Beware The Elusive Bullshit Artist
You know, if I had one mistake to make, I would have said to myself "If it sounds like a bad idea, it is a bad idea" Let's be real people, if he can't even wait a week, after something as dramatic as abortion, to hook up with a new girl across the country, then he probably isn't a good person. Here I am a week or two into our little "relationship", and I find out I am pregnant, little do I know, the whole time this guy is carrying on a relationship with a girl on cherry tap right under my nose?????? Couldn't he have waited at least until i wasn't pregnant any more??? Sounds like a winner right? To all you cherrytap ladies-watch out-you're probably already talking to him.......

How Many Times Can A Woman Shed Her Skin?
Every time, a snake sheds it's skin, it begins life as a "new" creature. It is the same, and yet, the SKINS are never the same. I watched a gaboon viper shed it's skin once. It looks purple during it's shed, but once it's off, and on the ground, it's like mother of pearl. Iridescent. Transcendent. The mother of all snake skin. There is no greater prize for a snake hunter than the skins of a gaboon viper. And they were everywhere in our neighborhood. John must have caught over fifty of them in one season, in our front yard alone. A good skin will bring a price of about $100 dollars on today's shoe/purse market. Italian designers pay more, and that's why Italians are always flying in and out of African airports. People are like that too, except the price for our skins is plummeting. In the space of two weeks, I've been bedridden with pneumonia, and told by telephone that my skin is worthless and to find another job. Well, okay, it wasn't THAT bad. They didn't SAY I was

Confide
thoughts of destroying the inner you, bared of the consequences of what you thought they knew. No responce to the lies that I know not true. Red to your eyes but to the world you are blue. Nailed to a cross my heart cold as frost, to you I am here but to the world I am lost. Inside I am dieing but outside Im crying, to you I confide but from the world I will hide. Torn by the thorn that peirced my side, re-born on to the world, I do confide. Lecture us in the masses as our lives slowly pass us, I recollect my past and it seems as if life moves so fast. My shadow remains this hallow void, you toyed with my heart and tore it apart. So, to you I confide. Take a look in the mirror, and watch your life growing clearer. I stear this life as if it were the edge of a jagged knife. So, to everything I confide, like chains that bind long and strong. I will take no restraints and will make no mistakes. For my love for you goes on, I will take no spawns, nore will I play your pawn, but I will fly

Bla Bla Bla
The more I Talk to people the more I begin to detest them. Most come off as conceited. I am very down to earth. I try to be funny and I joke alot. Then you always have the guy who has to be an asshole about everything. Social Networking websites are anything but social. Thanks to everyone who showed me love yesterday. Now, don’t just walk away Pretending everything’s ok And you don’t care about me And I know there’s just no use When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah Could you look me in the eye And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Are you happy now? You took all there was to take, And left me with an empty plate And you don’t care about it, yeah. And I am givin' up this game I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah, Could you look me in the eye? And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh Would you tell it to

Power Of Acceptance
Power of acceptance When the world seems to be falling down around you, you can choose to fall down with it or you can choose a more positive path. Acceptance will put you on that positive path. Fighting against negativity only produces more negativity. Yet when you accept what is, no matter how terrible and difficult it may be, you put yourself in a position to start changing it for the better. Acceptance does not mean giving in or giving up. It means moving on, as in moving on ahead. There is simply no point in fighting battles which have already been lost, nor is there any point in allowing the loss to continue to slow you down. The smart strategy is to accept it and then put all your energy toward a positive pursuit. Acceptance does not mean allowing others to take advantage of you. It simply means that you look realistically at what has happened and allow yourself to see the positive opportunities that are most certainly there. Once you accept what is, you are free

To All The Men....
To all the men who have hurt me, thank you You’ve made me the woman I am today Though your words cut me deep, I have healed with a strength that protects me The tears that have fallen are the bloodshed In the horrific war of love But I rise from the rubble with an unyielding determination To survive the hell that you’ve put me through To all the men who have loved me, thank you You’ve made me the woman I am today Your devotion and affection lift me up I have triumphed in the battles fought against me The kisses pressed on my lips provide a shield Against all of the sorrows in the world Wrapped in the protective embrace of your arms I may yet stumble, but you won’t let me fall

Kicking My Own Ass
Do you ever just have something kind of jolt you and make you wake up and realize...."Wowzas....I totally fucked up!!!!!!!!" Well this morning I wake up pretty cheerful and like always sign on to check my morning emails. I see that I have one from someone that hasn't spoken to me in awhile. I should have just deleted the damn thing without reading it, but you know we never do anything sensible like that. So I open it and begin to read what the most ignorant, self centered, egotistocal, sorriest, most uncaring, dumbest mother fucking exscuse for a man has to say. The more I read, the more I can smell the smoke that is rolling out of my ears. I sat in total disbelief at the things I was being told. You know, what makes it so damned bad, was this was coming from a man that I once loved. A man that I almost gave up everything for. A man that I not only gave my heart to, but I gave my soul to. But in the end, I have come to realize that this "man" isn't a man at all. Yeah, the e

Happy Hump Day!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! Little drop in the projected high today - 48 degrees, today! I can deal! Rain forecast for much later in the day. Taylor is home sick again. This particular virus really wants to hold on tight! The 27 year old son of one of my acupuncture clients is coming today to talk energywork! I love to talk to anyone and everyone about energywork. He apparently has some skill in this area, so his mother tells me. Apparently, this family is prone to visions, seeing spirits, that type of thing. Can't wait to talk with him! I definitely need more coffee, NOW!! I shouldn't be feeling quite this sleepy at this hour of the day, lol! Slept well, too. Finally got my hair trimmed yesterday! Trimmed? More like cut, lol! My hair was down to my butt, but I hadn't had it trimmed in almost a year - not good! So, I had about 5 inches cut off total. Also got it permed - my yearly perm, lol! Looks good, I think. With the perm, my hair falls about 4 inches shy

Cherry Tap Hubbies And Wives...*rolls Eyes*
What's the deal with these Cherry Tap Online Hubbies and Wifies? I look at this shit and I just roll my eyes. It's completely outrageous & ridiculous..It's almost as bad as those pictures you see...where two people, who have never met each other..kinda morph themselves together and post those silly ass pics online for the world to see..their committed online lust affair. As though...they are some real life couple..who've actually been together. Is it just me...or is it beyond STUPID? I seriously shake my head at this shit. I dunno about anyone else...but take me out to the public square and stone me to death, if i ever get some odd ass inclinations to even think about some shit like that. You can meet some interesting people online that you wouldnt stumble into in your every day life. And as a medium this is a wonderful conduit for just that. Networking and shooting the shit with people from diverse walks of life. But get a grip, folks. These people run through m

Welcome To The Good Times
Did it make you stop to think You're on the brink Not to test you cuz you don't know how far you'd go Did you make a big mistake You've cut your fate And you wish you could leave this life for just one day welcome to the goodtimes honey did you bring your own parade and welcome to the big time baby time for a serenade la da da da da da da da da la da da da da da da da da Did you say you lost your pride You tried to hide But your not strong enough to ever get away And it only goes to show What we all know That the tables will surely turn for you one day so welcome to the goodtimes honey did you bring your own parade welcome to the big time baby time for a serenade la da da da da da da da da la da da da da da da da da it should come as no suprise just realize that when it all comes down who is really on your side tell me so welcome to the goodtimes honey did you bring your own parade welcome to the big time baby time for a serenade la

I Passed!!
Woohoo! Go Me!! I passed my Real Estate exam today. They give you 4 hours and I completed it in 32 minutes. Now, to find an agency to work for and start making some money. Woooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooo!

Will You Take Me In For A Night
Hi everyone..... I was just wondering last night.... I was thinking about maybe going on a motorcycle trip sometime, maybe next Spring or Summer, or whenever the weather gets nicer again.... Anyway, I was curious as to how many of you would let me stay at your house for a night... I wouldn't ask for much, a hot shower and a sofa is all i need... Just looking for a way to cut expenses and i would get to meet some of you in real life as well :) Right now this is just a crazy idea floating around in my head....but i wanted to see what your responses were.... If you would seriously be interested in hosting me for a night (this could possibly be longer if the weather happened to turn bad) please leave me a comment/message/or whatever you are comfortable with....if you have a husband or boyfriend you will definately need to talk this over with them, no doubt!!! Right now all i would need is your location i.e. zip code/city, state so i can map you all and see if there are en

Sailing Ships
Do you remember Standing on the shore, Head in the clouds, Your pockets filled with dreams Bound for glory On the seven seas of life, But, the ocean is deeper than it seems The wind was with you When you left on the morning tide, You set your sail for an island in the sun, On the horizon, dark clouds up ahead, For the storm has just begun Take me with you, Take me far away, Lead me to the distant shore Sail your ship across the water, Spread your wings across the sky Take the time to see Youre the one who holds the key, Or sailing ships will pass you by You cry for mercy, When you think youve lost your way, You drift alone, if all your hope is gone So find the strength and you will see You control, your destiny, After all is said and done So take me with you, Take me far away, An lead me to the distant shore Sail your ship across the water, Spread your wings across the sky Take the time to see Youre the one who holds the key, Or sailing ship

Thunderstorm 6:54 Pm
Thunderstorm 6:54 Is it me or should I lock the door Silly it seems, afraid to answer the phone Someone could say that I'm paranoid Scissors and string Soon it will be spring What will sister bring Conjure my black game The daydreams that keep you away No mown grass, no sunburn No talk of doomsday Funny it seems, the ways of these days Scars cover me, I start to need the pain Scissors and string Soon it will be spring What will sister bring Conjure my black game Thunderstorm 6:54 Righteous is this rain And love and love Love is your sad prose Ooh yeah, sad, sad prose

Work....arrrrrrgh!
OK everybody, I know i try and throw out pic comments atleast every week or two. Unfortunately work has been really crazy of late. We have switched other manager so many times my head is spinning.. Suffice to say i have been spending way to much time at work the past motnh or so. Hopefully soon things will settle down and I won't be so tired coming home that I can buckle down and find some awsome new pics for you guys. Catch ya laterz all.

Crazy Dream!
So I had this crazy dream, and since it's still fresh in my memory, I'm gonna tell you all about it! First, I was in class (back in high school) and the teacher was gone so the sub was playing a movie and then someone suddenly stood up and started singing Fergalicious (I bet that song was playing on the radio at the same time I was sleeping). Then my friend came in the room and she brought her son, who was suddenly like 13 years old and he needed to shave so I gave him my razor (hahaha). In another dream I was driving, only I didn't really know I was, and suddenly someone elses passenger window was sitting in my car and I was holding it up to my own window (that was down) because it was snowing and getting in my car (yeah at the same time I'm driving) but it stops when I look at the road and stop right before I slam into a pole. I keep going and get lost until I find my friend and she takes me back to her college. We sneak in and then I realize I can't leave because I don't have

Nonfiction
I don't know my telephone number But you kiss good and I'd like to See you tomorrow And I don't beg, I pay, I don't barter And if we had a child I'd like a son, Not a daughter 'Cause she'd be just like you You know that would not do I'm no builder, I'm no gardener I sing some songs, have a friend Who's a photographer There ain't no other language I know how to speak Some like their water shallow And I like mine deep Tied to the bottom Cith a noose around my feet The clouds conspire Above my head I overheard them Say I wish he was dead Today the sunset Burned my eyes And in the next room I hear someone cry I like to dress up like the jury To eat like a king, to poke fun at clergy To talk like dirt To love yo like tar But never fall in too fast With my north star While you pull your hair out I buy the drinks at the bar The clouds conspire Above my head I overheard them Say I wish he was dead Today the sunset Burned my eyes And in the next roo

Just A Taste....
I'm working on a new story concerning a very confident woman who makes a wager concerning her oral skills. If she loses, she will be used in any way deemed fit by the man she has made the bet with. The story takes place outdoors, and thus I can explore the danger of public play (or punishment, depending on your perspective). It's not finished yet, but I thought I'd give you a taste of it, and let you decide if you wish to see more. In this excerpt, the woman has just lost the bet... “All right,” she said sullenly. “You win.” He smiled coldly. “Yes, I do. And now it’s time for you to pay off your debt.” He turned her around and she heard the small click of the handcuff keys. A moment later the rings of steel fell from her wrist. She turned to face him, her cheeks burning with embarrassment and anger. “Strip,” he said. She did not move. She merely stood there, eyes wide and blinking in surprise. “You don’t mean right now,” she said. He said nothing. “B

The "run"
I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE ONE MORE TALE ABOUT MY DAYS RIDING WITH THE BANDITOS. THIS LITTLE EPISODE BEGAN ABOUT A YEAR OR SO AFTER MY INITIATION. IT DIDN'T TAKE ME VERY LONG TO GET A REPUTATION AS THE "DRUG-DOINGEST" BANDITO IN THE CLUBHOUSE. THERE WAS NO CHEMICAL THRILL I DID NOT SEEK, NO DRUG-INDUCED STUPOR I DID NOT PURSUE WITH TOTAL ABANDON. MIGHT EXPLAIN WHY I ONLY HAVE ABOUT 17 BRAIN CELLS LEFT. ANYWAY, ONE OF THE WAYS THE CLUB, AND ALL CLUBS FOR THAT MATTER, SUPPORTED ITSELF WAS WITH CONTRABAND ............ DRUGS, GUNS, VEHICLES, WHATEVER WOULD SELL. BEING THAT I HAD A REAL "FEEL", SO TO SPEAK, FOR THE DRUG TRADE, I WAS QUICKLY "ASSIGNED" AS IT WERE, TO DRUG RUNNING. NOW LET ME SAY RIGHT HERE, I WAS A "MULE", NOTHING MORE. I DID NOT STAND OUTSIDE SCHOOLYARDS AND "HAWK MY WARES" OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. I MADE THE BUYS THAT SUPPLIED THE FOLKS THAT DID THAT SORT OF THING. I KNOW ITS NOT MUCH OF A DISTINCTION, BUT IT'S HOW I JUSTIFIED IT TO MYSELF. HEY !!!! I TOLD YOU

This Is So Crazy
I halfway feel like my depression is lifting Like its leaving I feel happy... I actually dont want world destruction... It just started when I woke up yesterday And I slept from 730 pm to 1130 am last night Nuts I don't know why is happening, but I'm glad

Morning S-e-x?????
Morning S-e-x????? John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Marie, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into he room and asked him to take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Marie, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to your silly Daddy. Her note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." His note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give Me Some

Boring Or Not?
LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some interesting facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children, Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the

My Mom Needs Some Help Please!!!!
Hey there to ecveryone here on cherry, I have only been on here for a couple of weeks but have definitly met some great people so far! I am not sure if everyone has read my profile or not but my Mom has lung cancer, we found out last year when they found and removed a tumor from her brain, she has been through 2 rounds of chemo and radiation, almost had her lung removed but that was when they found another tumor in a lymphnode under her lung, so they could not continue the surgery. They had her go through another round of chemo and radiation that almost killed her, but the tumors all seemed to be shrinking, she has been off of the radiation and chemo for 8 weeks now, she will go on thursday and friday for 2 pet scans one on her brain the other on her lung, then next tuesday we will find out the results. I live in Maryland and she lives in Ohio, last year when we found out I started splitting weeks between her house and mine so i could help her out with every thing,i will head up the

The Letting Go
There comes a time in all our lives When the letting go is seen in their eyes You think you find love, but see only confusion For the one you want most, has come to a conclusion The words and the smiles all fade into black You realize in an instant it's not coming back That feeling you've felt for so very long Has now become a feeling that seems so wrong The days will come longer The nights will be somber For all you ever wanted is no longer There comes a time in all our lives When the letting go is seen in her eyes The want, the love, the smile is all gone Now all left to do is head back home When the letting go is seen in her eyes Take the love in your heart and realize That she'll be the one forever in your dreams

Vote For Linda
Linda, my best friend on Cherry Tap is in an "Over 40 and Sexy Contest". So, could I please ask my freinds and family to help her out. Give her as many comments as you like. Anything from 10 up to 100 would be awesome. Thanks Willie click on the pic below so you can vote for Linda

My Boring Blogs
I know lately they have been kinda boring.. just the daily recap of my not so exciting life..lol. I have had nothing profound to say, nothing deep to comment on, nothing unstable to ramble on about..lol. But that is a good thing. I really only have that urge to do such deep soul searching when I am struggling with who I am. When I am happy I don't want to search for answers to all the things that I don't know. I guess I don't have to find my way when I am on a path that is leading me through happy times. :)

Ugly
Ok so I'm ugly, boring, and a bitch, and your point!!!! I'm not a young thing anymore. You should have seen me 3yrs ago when I really looked like shit. I look a whole lot better now then I did a year ago. No I dont have and new pics cause I feel that I still look like shit! Even when I was 18yrs old I felt that I looked like shit and I had a figure that a female would die for.

Dreamworld
"Dreamworld" The perfect place to me-- that unrestrained land Only found in the depths of my mind. The type of place where green grass grows,blue skies show, and fluffy white clouds gracefully sail along the sky. Birds sing me a sweet song as the sun warms my skin. Here I escape from the stresses of life and relax as a gentle breeze blows. Not the best,but eh...whatever. =]

A Definition Of Love
Love. Unspoken promises from heart-to-heart. Two kindred souls bound as one. From beginning to end,there's never a doubt. A single chain,many links,holds sanity there. One flame that never grown dim. Sweet whispers in your ear. A hand to fit your own. Your companion on an everlasting journey. The smile that brightens your day. Those eyes that touch your soul. Never any regrets from start to finish. A special time to last a lifetime. Your shared weakness. An everlasting joy. Mutual feelings of longing. That sweet sugar to replenish your soul. A beauty unmatched by anything human. Love.

I Dont Care Anymore
Anti cannot control me or anyone else, I found out where my friends lie, If anyone wishes to still talk to me im still here, he cannot tell me who I can or cannot talk to, you wish not to talk to me that is fine, but I have several others like Elmo and Trin that wont mind talking to me, and theres nothing he can do, they are not just his friends and he renounced me as his daughter, so he has no say so any longer on what I do, You said I was being cold hearted dad....well guess what, now I am......and you know what, be thankful you made me this way...along with several others along the way, but you were the icing on the cake........SO here it is the new and improved darkened Lora Havic

For The Ones That Just Got On
i been racing my friend jenn for ahile now she kickin my ass again in the level race we have she just sqweeked into 14 and i almost 13 please help rate my pics leave a coment i got some stash lol dont let me get beat by a chick dammit lol and thanx to the ladies that rated me earlier nice to have some friends that care o and jenn kiss my grits xoxox

Songs And Memories
Ever find that certain songs not only remind you of someone but often times they simply remind you of a certain moment in your past? Every day I hear songs that bring back particular memories. I think I’ll start recording all the ones I hear today. Crash Test Dummies – Mmmm Mmmm Mmmm Mmmm I’m reminded of my first year of college. Specifically watching Monty Python: And Now For Something Completely Different and hanging out with Patrick (from Tech). Santana and Rob Thomas – Smooth This one reminds me of sitting at the Southwest gate at the airport in CA with my headphones on and just a groovin’ away early one morning. Prince – Seven I recall very clearly driving down Contra Costa with my camera bag next to me singing this song with the windows rolled down. Marc Cohen – Walkin’ in Memphis This song reminds me of rainy days back when I was driving or riding with my mom in high school in TN. It never seemed to fail that if it was raining and I was in

I'll Do It
I'll Do It By Steve Cook I’m the man that can turn your life around I’ll raise your spirits when your down I’ll show you life can be so grand I’ll be there to hold your hand I’ll walk with you when you want to walk I’ll talk with you when you need to talk I’ll hold you when you need to be held I’ll cherish you till there’s nothing else I’ll tell you what you need to hear I’ll chase away all your fears I’ll listen when you want to speak I’ll carry you when your feeling weak I’ll trust you when you say its true I’ll do anything you ask me to I’ll cuddle you in the chair I’ll run my fingers through your hair I’ll rub your back , neck and feet I’ll make sure you fall asleep I'll hold you, hug you, kiss you I'll take away your breath I'll do it just give me the chance

Why We Love Children
Why We Love Children 1. A kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked her pupil. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. You did WHAT ???" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "You know,"explained the boy, "I leaned over and went 'Pssst!' and it did n't move." 2. A small boy is sent to bed by his father. Five minutes later...."Da-ad...." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring drink of water?" "No, You had your chance. Lights out." Five minutes later: "Da-aaaad.." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??" I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to spank you!!" Five minutes later....."Daaaa-aaaad....." "WHAT!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring a drink of water?" 3. An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him "How do you expec

Spring...
Season for Love… Gentle rain upon my face Cool breeze in the air Spring is the season For love... All dressed up Shades of pink Lips so soft Rose petals Compare Blue eyes smile Stop and stare Melt into me Breathe my air Touch thy cheek Show you care Arms to protect Like umbrellas Repel Yesterday’s life Of constant hell Oceans fade Into drops From a raging Down pour To a drip Drop, drip Always to Remember Yet trying To forget A stormy past Splash the puddles Jump and play Take my hand Walk this way Enter my heart Grasp my soul One by one Wild flowers Grow For seasons Come and seasons go Drip, drop Drip Clouds depart Rainbows show What’s left to know Fly high... Snow white dove For spring time is The season for love… Written by Melody 3/14/07

Wretched Visions Of Insomniatic Servitude
This fragile, easily crushable state provides weakness within. Waiting to feel the hand upon my throat, that final touch. One last moment, pure elation, terminal bliss. As my enemies converge, my heart beats steady. They can't take away from me what i've already lost myself. My damage bleeds deep permeating my soul. Drowning in shadows of the past, my mind is a prison from which there is no escape. And yet, all I want is for someone to sing me to sleep.

15 Things That Scare Men!
You probably think you know what frightens most men. A long-weekend at the in-laws' place. Antiquing. Running out of beer in the third quarter. But that's just the stuff he'll admit to being afraid of, which, by definition, means they're not his true deep fears. So how can you determine what those are? Easy: They're the ones he'll almost never talk about. But I will. Let's count down through the Scary Fifteen: #15 Hair in the drain. The first sign of male pattern baldness brings a man face-to-follicle with a skimpy aspect of his future. And it's always earlier than he expects or wants (which is, like, never). Logically, men know that baldness is as much of a part of life as Leno making Britney jokes. Logically, men know that being bald doesn't mean that they're any less smart, virile, or successful. Logically, men know that women don't care how much hair their men have. Logically, men know there are plenty of bald men who are comfortable in their skin--no matter how much of it th

Poems Of Missed Chances And Bad Choices
I Hope you are proud of yourself…….. I was there, through the pain, through the tears, I was there to listen, and walk you through your fears. I was there, to be your friend, nothing more I was there, after he beat you badly and slammed your head in the door I was there, when you had enough When you could take no more I was there to make sure you were able to leave To stand by your side while he threatened you But to make sure he could hit you no more As days and weeks went by, I was there as a friend, to hold you when you cry Then one day I realized you deserved more And I was there, so that you got it for sure Plans were made, the night was to be fun You called me earlier, but said you had to run. “I call you back, you said in a rush..” You never did, and that wasn’t cool. You fucked the only friend who really cared, But now who’s the fool. So next time your hurting, beaten And with a black eye, Whom will you call, to listen to you cry. I

The Little Girl : (very Sad)
Her name is Auroura She was only five This is what happened When she was alive Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy

Nsfw - This Was In My Box - Nsfw
Can you believe this shit? I have no idea who this is either. Freakin' idiots!! My Shoutbox ->alone_x_ha...: die alone_x_ha...: i want to tie you up and lick your pussy and nibble on your tits and then drag my cock on you face and fuck you all day and cum in every hole

Ok
Ok I got a phone call this afternoon from the suregns office...they finally decide to call me....so i get this snotty bitch who sounded like she needed a tree stump removed from her ass...this twit had the nerve to say well if we make the appointment are you gonna keep it since last time you cancelled...I was like listen you dumb douchebag rag whore i only cancel it for 2 reasons 1 i was feeling good and 2 i didn't have a way to get to your office...and since it was your idiots boss fault for not fixing me the right way i suggest you shut the fuck up and make the damn appointment...so the twit did so i get to see him on March 27th...I know some of you are like umm why so long to wait...thats the best date to have they were talking about sometime in april...i was like oh hell no make it sooner then that...so that is the latest news of my fucked up life Smile I am

More About Me!
Ok since I have been busy with life I thought I would write more about me and how I became a dad. Keep in mind im not here for points or “pats on the back” this is just more insight to the person behind the “nickname” in 98 after being split up from my current girlfriend for a few years. I decided to move on and brave back out into the dating population. A friend suggested phone chat lines which were popular at the time so I gave it a try. For the most part I enjoyed the experience, it was a fun way to socialize with others, eventually I met Pamela and we talked several times and she seemed ok, she had kids which was a 1st for me but I figured I had settled down so dating a woman with kids wouldnt be so bad. After a while we agreed to meet, she had invited me over for dinner. Dinner went well, to be honest if it had just been the two of us I would have continued my search. But the two youngest kids were there Gregory age 8 and Mariah age 6,and they were so adorable and well mannered th

The Used? Yeah I Was Used. Dunno Why. Bulimic? Sure.
From the way that you acted To the way that I felt it It wasn't worth my time And now it's sad cause all I missed Wasn't that good to begin with And now I've started you begging Saying things that you don't mean It isn't worth my time And i'm to die a million times And I'm about to see all of them Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You call my name when I wake up To see things go your way I'm coughing up my time Each drag's a drop of blood, a grain A minute of my life It's all I've got just to stay down Why the fuck am I still down I'm hoarding all thats mine Each time I let just one slip by I'm wasting what is mine Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you

"rockin In Paradise"
someone came to my page and asked me to write them a poem.but to be honest with you all,if i am not in love,my heart is simply not in it.but anyways,here is one from long ago that i wrote that i have never shared. "ROCKIN IN PARADISE" Kissing you sweetly,holding you tight; Make love to me slowly,the rest of the night. Tingles and chills,from your head to your toes; The look in your eyes, before you let go. Words that i whisper,into your close ear; The heat that consumes me,as our bodies draw near. Touching that tickles,from love and not hate; The sounds of the love,we slowly create. Arms that now hold you,from fear and not fright; I'll never feel lonely,with you in my sight. The feelings we share,the words that we say; Beautiful memories,bring in a new day. I fall asleep inside you,never wanting you to go; A love that controls me, my words.... must surely.... show..........

The Size Of This Country
So I was just eating dinner... well, attempting to anyway... when I decided to change the channel and see what else is on. channel 9: mythbusters, doing something having to do with a crapload of lard... channel 30-something: some other program about how fat people are and how much weight people have lost... channel 38: A show about that guy that richard simmons helped lose 700+ lbs in 19 months. MSNBC: what i'm assuming is supersize me, since the guy on there has been eating nothing but McDonald's for 9 days (and is already sick of their menu). What I noticed, is that a lot of america is overweight, but at the same time, there is a HUGE problem with anorexia, bulemia, and self-image in this country. I found myself not thinking i was fat, but just completely losing my apetite. I'll try again in a bit, when my mind is on something besides the images i just saw, but for now, i'm not hungry. I think it's rediculous how americans talks about being 'ok with yourself' and at the

She's Here
i finally had my baby girl on feb. 26,2007. her name is faith leigh. she weighed in at 10 lbs 5 oz, 20 in long. she also has a lot of hair. she is a sweet miracle that came to me. after losing her brother last year i dont know how i handled this pregnacy and became very anxious towards the end. but she made it here with no problems and i wouldnt want it any other way!

News
I'll be off CT for an unknown amount of time. I need to get my shit together. I have a limited timeframe and much to do. If I don't make it back in a week or so, then I probably won't be back for some time. to my family, The Ded, I will miss all of you. Mike

The Long Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ISFJ-The Protector(You scored 18% I to E, 52% N to S, 33% F to T, and 47% J to P!)The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You

To My Friend;s Fan;s ,family
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" or \"I Miss You\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! ¸....¸ __/ /____ ,·´º

Goodbye My Princess
Every direction feels like west for I lost my sun today my heart is broken you are gone never a chance to talk again I'm sorry my friend for all those lost years the hurt and anger we had toward each other but through it all I want you to know I never stopped loving you thankfully we had our chance to resolve our conflicts and forgive each other So sweet princess go to your reward knowing that you still have a big place in my heart and will forever you were my first you were my best you were my friend you were my lover you were my world for a short time but you left your mark on me forever so sleep we sweet princess and not need to worry about us for we all know that we will be together again someday in Heaven and we can live it up again Sleep well sweet princess you will never be forgotten sleep well sweet princess you will be missed sleep well sweet princess our tears are tears of remembrance tears of loss, and tears of sorrow yet as t

About To Fly Out
I am about to leave the house in the next 30 minutes and wanted to stop by and say so long for the weekend. I hope all of you have a fabulous weekend. I may have some pics of the wedding when I come back so be ready for them. Oh this is going to be fun watching others and trying to figure out their story and include them in upcoming stories while I am at the wedding. Oklahoma City here I come. 36d hugs to all... Ms. Cleavage

Each Dot Represents A Person Or Group
This represents individualism a social outlook that stresses human independence and the importance of individual self-reliance. But on the other hand it represents collectivism a social outlook, that stresses human interdependence and the importance of a collective, rather than the importance of separate individuals. Each dot represents a person or group of people or a country or a state or a county or a city. It is in your minds eye to decide. This is a social artistic piece. Does not society act on these principles. When things are good we all go out on our own and enjoy. When things are really bad enough we could all come together as a group to try and help resolve and or improve a situation ? Hence the Individual dots in constant change to the collective dots. Like the oceans tide in and out but always changing. Think of it ? Sincerely….Luv …Happiness…Good fortune…

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
this band is fun :D flyleaf - Fully alive! i know i did a song by them a few days ago but this one has a video to so i figured i'd get this one in to! this is a great song so enjoy it :D Telling Layla's story spoken 'Bout how all her bones are broken Hammers fall on all the pieces Two months in the cover creases Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures All my complaints shrink to nothing I'm ashamed of all my somethings She's glad for one day of comfort Only because she has suffered Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures

Moms
These words have special meaning to me! My Mom passed away this past Oct., 2006. My husband & I had the honor of caring for her in our home, when she became so she couldn't carry on her usual lifestyle. Since we cared for her, I felt it was my duty, (as her child) to plan for her HOMEGOING, so I made a rough draft of how I wanted her funeral program to be. This is just one of the pieces I included within her tribute: MOMS The young mother set her foot on the path of life, "is this the long way?" She asked. The guide said:"Yes! And the way is hard and you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children and gathered flowers for them along the way and bathed them in the clear streams and the sun shone on them and the young mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night ca

Did He Watch??
It was 7:00am and he sat in the parking lot waiting for me to get off work. As I came out the door he caught my attention. I was excited in a way because I didn't think he even thought of me. I knew he was Married But I was seriously attracked to him. He asked me if I wanted to take a ride, Because I knew his wife I was hesitent at first but I couldn't resist his sexy deep voice and his dark brown hair and dark brown eyes . I got into his vehicle and we drove off. Curious of where we were going I asked him, so what do you have planned ? He smiled and said he had something special in mind. I was in total awh . Shortly there after we pulled up to a car wash .The kind where you pull in and wash your car yourself. He looked at me and told me he had been dreaming of me . With total surprise, I said REALLY! He replied, YES REALLY! I then asked him what it was he had dreamed about. He replied you sucking my cock !! In my mind I was in total heaven. At that time he took my hand and placed it

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
***You Are Seductive Flirt*** Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce. For you, flirting is just foreplay. You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere. You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it! What Kind of Flirt Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofflirtareyouquiz/

Net Gangs?
Seriously wtf...some of these people are 30+ years old and in a "CT Mafia/group" whatever the fuck they wanna call it. What is the whole purpose of them? I really don't get it...maybe someone can shed some light on their stupidity. As you can all tell I write blogs early in the morning and i'm not really a pleasant person to deal with, but if you don't like it...click the pretty little red X in your right hand corner. k thnx bye :)

How Do You Like Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Jeremy (something A Little Darker)
He was not a rapist. That is what Jeremy told himself everyday since the trial. The last few months had been a blur. Being arrested, the time in the county jail, the courtroom circus, and now, in prison with criminals! He did not belong here. He knew it. Why could everyone else not see that this was not his fault. Even the other people here in prison seemed to think he was a bad person. His first night here, he was raped, fucked in the ass by four very large men. During lunch the second day, he was dragged away, and two more made him suck them off, the second, smashing his fist into his teeth when he was finished, telling Jeremy that it would be better next time with no teeth. Now, laying in the infirmary, blood still trickling from his pain filled mouth, tears running down his cheeks, he began to realize. If he could only go back to that New years eve two years ago..... Jeremy was home this afternoon, like every afternoon during the winter break in school. Lounging in his

At Least The Morning Is Almost Over.
This day is really dragging. Maybe because I was wide awake at 3:30 or so and could not get back to sleep until later. I've been waking up like that.. but usually it is around 5:00. The good thing though is when I sleep I have been sleeping better. Put up some pics of David in the family folder. He will be here tomorrow night.. as long as the weather is good enough. Yesterday was in the 70's.. and tomorrow they are calling for snow. I am so ready for spring. Having someone look at my porch today. Going to replace it and maybe make it bigger. You know I have some really good friends on here that give really great advice. Its not always easy to follow, but I am trying. Don't know what I would do without you.

The Unicorn Did It! Lol....
The unicorn was driving, drunk tells policeLOS ANGELES (AFP) - A man accused of drunk-driving and crashing his truck into a lamp post told police a unicorn had been at the wheel when it careered off the road, local media reported Wednesday. Phillip Holliday, 42, pleaded not guilty to felony charges of criminal endangerment and drunk-driving when he appeared before a court in the western state of Montana on Tuesday, the Billings Gazette reported. The court heard that Holliday has five previous convictions, four felonies, 35 misdemeanors and 53 traffic violations -- including 28 convictions for driving with a suspended license. His March 7 crash in Billings was witnessed by two police officers, said prosecutor Ingrid Rosenquist, but Holliday still insisted a unicorn was driving when he slammed into the street lighting, shortly after jumping a red light. I want what he was on!

I'm So Retarded....
In addition to thinking 'blog' is a funny word, I have apparently forgotten the fine art that is coffee making. Maybe I was still NOT awake or maybe I was just being stupid, but I forgot to put the damned coffee in and made some nice hot water. I realize that this is something that a lot of people have done before but..... I dunno, I just feel really fuckin' stupid now, HAHA!!! Have fun laughing at my expense, this one's for you people.

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams By Green Day
I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line Of the edge and where I walk alone Read between the lines What's fucked up and everything's alright Check my vital signs To know I'm still alive and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish some

Please Read Up For The Third Time
I am starting this new blog that will be opened to all on CT because I am starting to get alittle pissed off at some members that keep on asking me the same questions. Here is abit some of you should know about me. 1. I am not going to show you my private folders and that is that. 2. If I do not answer you on my Shoutbox? it is because I am either very busy or really not at my desk, or I dont like what you have posted in my S/box, or I am busy reading other ppls blogs myself. 3. My blasts clearly say... "you may add me as a friend if you have two photos of yourself up". There is a reason for putting that in my blasts, so when I turn your friend request down? you can come back and rate me a one or whatever you like, but I will still, not add you as a friend. as I said, I have my reasons. Those are the only things I ask, and I am not out to get to be the Number one cherry on this site or anything.. I am here for fun & to meet people from all over the world. Please respect

Home Is Such A Wonderful Place To Be!
Because of the frequent traveling, I usually don't get to spent time at home. Lately, I decided to take some time off and I'm loving it!!!!! Flyin gkites with the kids, and just soaking in the serenity of it all..It's beautiful. I just cherish the time that I can spend with them. I'll be going to my next stop soon, which is Texas! I'm going to hate leaving but I've got to continue promoting myself. BTW..that is going very well! I have one interview coming out thi smonth and three next month! yay!!!! I will also have a nude layout in the next couple of months that I will keep you guys informed of.

The Nerve Of Some People
THIS IS TO THE ONE WHO JUST EMAILED ME AN ASKED ME TO SEND YOU A PIC OF MY BOOBS FUCK OFF YOU ASSHOLE I AM NOT A PIECE OF MEAT AND IF YOU THINK JUST CAUSE MY NAME READS PINK DONT MEAN SHIT IF ANYTHING YOU JUST PISSED THE WRONG PEOPLE OFF OH AN ANOTHER THING YOUR USER NAME SUITS YOU ANT=PISS ANT THATS THERE YOU BELONG CRAWLING ALONG WITH THE OTHER LITTLE PISS ANTS FUCK OFF ASSHOLE LOOSE MY PROFILE! YOUR SCUM OF THE EARTH.

This One Is For All The Women Out There On Cherry Tap Who Have Been Made To Feel Like A Piece Of Meat Or Treated With Disrespect
OKAY ALL YOU GIRLS THIS ONE IS FOR YOU ALL ON THE CT SITE I FIRST OFF WANNA SAY YOU ALL ARE WORTH MORE THEN WHAT MEN SEE YOU FOR AND IF ANY OF THESE NASTY ASS PISS ANTS HAVE EMAILED YOU OR LEFT RUDE PIC COMMENTS I GOT SOME RIGHT DOWN NASTY WORDS OF MY OWN FOR THEM . LISTEN UP ALL YOU DIRTY ASS FUCKERS IF YOU ONLY COME TO CHERRY TAP TO SEE THE WOMEN AND THERE PICTURES YOUR FUCKIN DESPERATE ITS APPARENTLY YOUR ONLY WAY OF SEEING TITS AN ASS AND YOU HAVE NO REAL FUCKING LIFE. WOMEN OF TODAYS WORLD HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR THEM SELF AND ARE MORE EQUIPED TO DEAL WITH ASSHOLES LIKE YOU EVERY DAY. I DON'T NEED SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKER TELLING ME IM HOT OR IM CUTE OR IM SEXY I KNOW I AM I GOT A MAN TO PROVE IT. SECONDLY IF YOUR THAT HARD UP IM SURE YOU CAN FIND A HOLE IN A TREE SOMEWHERE AN SOANK YOUR MONKEY THERE PEOPLE COME TO CHERRY TAP TO MEET FRIENDS AN TRY TO BUILD DECENT FRIENDSHIPS IF I TRUELY WANTED TO HEAR ONE OF YOU IGNORANT FUCKERS SAY SHIT LIKE THAT TO ME ALL I WOULD HAVE TO DO I

A Kind Word To The Real True Gents
OKAY IM DONE WITH MY NAME CALLING AN RANTING JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS TO ALL THE REAL TRUE GENTS OUT THERE WHO SHOW THEIR RESPECT FOR THE WOMEN ON CT I KNOW NOT ALL MEN ARE HERE FOR THE TITS AN ASS AS SOME ARE TRUELY HERE JUST TO MAKE FRIENDS IN SOME OCCASSIONS I HAVE RAN INTO SOME MEN ON HERE WHERE THE WOMEN ARE JUST AS BAD AS SOME OF THE MEN ON HERE BY LEAVING DISGUSTING COMMENTS ON MENS PICS I MEAN COME ON LADIES DONT BE A TRAMP YOU CAN LEAVE A COMMENT ON A GUYS PAGE OR PIC WITHOUT BEING A TRAMP I MEAN WE KNOW THEY ARE GOOD LOOKING BUT DO YOU REALLY NEED TO MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF MEAT I LOOK AT LIKE THIS RESPECT WORKS BOTH WAYS YOU WANT IT YOU GIVE IT IF YOU ACT LIKE TRASH THEN THATS WHAT YOUR GONNA GET SO YES FELLAS PINK HAS A SOFT SPOT FOR THE MEN OUT THERE WHO ARENT JUST HERE FOR THE TITS AND ASS JUST STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND ALWAYS COWBOY UP!

Aggrivated, Ticked Off..and A Lot Of Other Words I Won't Use...
Have you ever had days when you wanted to put a ball bat through the middle of your monitor? Boy...I have had one of those days today. I think, finally, after about 4 1/2 hrs. of messin' with this computer, I fixed the problem I had with the plug in. I tried everything, and nothing seemed to work, till I just said forget it...uninstalled my quicktime, which I had eliminated the problem to, and reinstalled it. Finally, my embed music on my profile is working! It took long enough! I'd been trying to update my profile, but couldn't even get it finished, as I'd freeze up, and get shut down, everytime I tried to access CT. There's nothing that aggrivated me more, than when I'm trying to update a page, adding new stuff, and then have something like this go wrong, so that I can't even get back in to finish the page, or fix any problems. So, I believe, after the 4 1/2 hrs. of fiddlin' with this thing, I now have the plugin fixed, and my profile finally finished. Well...at least fi

Song Requests For My Club...lol
Neon Text Generator at TweakYourPage.com! Here we are again, back at the worlds largest dildo, where we are still trying to find a chick that can ake all that. Anyway, turned my profile into a club! Why? Well frankly I was fuckin bored, either way, I am taking a break to see if anyone would be interested in requesting something you would hear in a club. Hell, I will even send ya a little VIP pass. What does that do for ya, absolutely nothing I would say, but chances are, if you are reading this you're bored, so humor me! Please, no country, I dont have the room for line dancing here, sorry. Oh, and thank you Dreamer for being the first, I put you link in the DJ Booth...lol

Going Around
Whats up cherries...just sitting here recovering from the flu that has been going around...anyone wanna keep me company right now...i cant sleep and im popping pills to get better russ From my sick bed Funny Myspace CommentsBored As Hell? - Click Here

This Was A Bulletin Posted In The Local Newspaper From Someon Who Grew Up With This Monster Father
Posted by: ANGRY - WINCHESTER,KY 8:54 AM Mar 15, 2007 I THINK IF SOCIAL SERVICE WOULD STEP UP AND TAKE ACTION SOME OF THESE KIDS WOULDN'T BE IN DANGER, BUT THEY ALWAYS WAIT UNTIL IT'S TOO LATE..LIKE NOW.I THINK HIM AND HIS WIFE ARE GUILTY AND SHOULD GET THE DEATH PENALTY IF YOU KILL SOMEONE I FEEL YOU SHOULD DIE ALSO, BUT IM SURE THEY WILL GET OFF JUST LIKE OTHER PARENTS HAVE IN THE PAST. NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE IS YOU SHOULD NEVER HURT YOUR CHILD.LOOK AROUND THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE THAN YOU.SO YES THEY ARE GUILTY!!THEN THEY WERE GOING TO TRANSPORT HER BODY WHAT DOES THAT TELL YOU, NO TOO HARD TO FIGURE OUT!I KNOW HIM FROM CHILDHOOD AND HE WAS MEAN THEN AND WOULD ALWAYS TEASE AND CALL KIDS NAMES AT THE BUS STOP LOOKS LIKE HE NEVER GREW UP TO BE A GOOD PARENT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PARENTS OR OTHERS HURT KIDS WHEN THERE IS SO MANY FAMILIES WANTING KIDS. BOTTOM LINE THEY ARE GUILTY AND NEED TO FACE THE CRIME.

Hocky Cancelled
so me and my bro planned to go see the canucks and st lious game tonight well there a washout at spensis bridge so the fuckin highway is shut down well fuck u highway department thanx a fuckin lot i cant believe they can shut the fuckin highway down for 3 days so far and the coke is a mess like anyone in the right fuckin mind would travel it anyways so fuck that fuck spensis bridge fuck wash outs fuck mudslides fuck fallin rock in the canyon fuck watch for wildlife fuck the nice sunny weather in vancouver im missing fuck the hot strippers fuck the 10 dollars beers at gm place and fuck the hockey game rawwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Corliss. [posted 02/20/07 On Myspace]
i miss you.i cant beleve your gone.i dont want to beleve it.i never forget all the days we spend together.all the lunches. the games. the dances.you were such a great friend.always a smile on your face.when i first heard the news i was in shock.then soon later i cried and cried.but i doubt you would want us to cry.now when i think of you i shed tears of joy.form all the fun we had.play soft ball.running around the mall.formal.prom.sharing soda.some of the most random things.i miss you.i love you.until we meet again.for those who never had a chance to meet her.she crazy. insane. loveing.full of life.never a dull moment.she always put a smile on my face and still does and always will.to all because your young doesn't make you imortal.i lost 5 peers 2 friends round my age.since my junior year.olny 4 years ago.becare in life.dont hold stuff agaist each other.dont live in regert.that the person how much you care for them. ily corliss. ♥

Corliss. Pt 2 [posted 02/20/07 On Myspace]
Lemoore woman dies in hit-and-run crash, Armona man arrested By Sentinel Staff [feb. 20. 2007] Officials have released the names of those involved in a Monday morning hit-and-run car accident which claimed the life of a Lemoore woman.The accident resulted in the death of Corliss Harbor, 19, of Lemoore, and the arrest of Benjamin Lopez, 23, of Armona.Lopez is being held in Kings County Jail on felony hit and run charges and a misdemeanor charge of driving without a license. His bail is set at $35,000.Heading east on Jackson Avenue in her 2002 Mitsubishi Lancer, Harbor stopped for the stop sign at 14th Avenue.According to reports, Harbor failed to notice Lopez approaching the intersection from the north, and entered into the intersection directly into the path of Lopez's 2003 Chevy Silverado. The front of the Silverado broadsided the Lancer on the left side."There was no real reason for this to happen at all," said Highway Patrol spokesman Jerry Pierce. Pierce said it was clear and th

Dailt Devotional For 3/15/06
When a child is learning to walk, he falls and gets up to try again. If he were to stop getting up, he would never learn to walk. His effort not only teaches him to walk but to run and skip and do many other things as well. All of us are learning to walk in some area. We fall down and wonder if it's worth getting up again. But we never really fail until we give up. One of the lessons we learn is that only those who are trying ever make it. We can't let go, for someone is watching us and learning courage to do the impossible. ~ When the sun goes down, he opens his heart before his God. ~ CORNPLANT - SENECA CHIEF "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - March 15 "We were taught generosity to the poor and reverence for the Great Mystery. Religion was the basis of all Indian training." --Charles A. Eastman (Ohiyesa), SANTEE SIOUX Every Indian knows and has a feeling inside that, bottom line, our re

"you've Just Been Deleted"
apparently I'm not good enough to be loved till the day that I die. I'm not loved enough to want to be committed to. apparently 2.5 years of a 3 yr relationship with me is just pure hell, gotta warn all you guys out there now, I guess I'm just not worth it! just pissed off...and really disappointed.

Cool
Irish Luck - > > > > His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish > farmer. One day, while > trying to make a living for his family, he heard a > cry for help coming from > a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the > bog. There, mired to his > waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming > and struggling to free > himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what > could have been a slow and > terrifying death. > > The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the > Scotsman's sparse > surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped > out and introduced > himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had > saved > > "I want to repay you," said the nobleman. "You saved > my son's life." > > "No, I can't accept payment for what I did," the > Scottish farmer replied > waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's > own son came to the door > of the family hovel. > > "Is that your son?" the nobleman asked. > > "Yes,"

Thank You (written By One Of My Patients)
Sometimes ive wondered, What my life would have been like, If i had took better care of my body, Would this still have been my life? I sit in this chair, I cant just get up and go, My spirit has been broken, Im waiting for God to take my soul, Now i need 24 hr care, My privacy almost doesnt resist, I have lost my home and everything, And with my family, I barely exist, To see you come into work with me, Always happy and with a beautiful smile, It makes my soul fight the calling, And makes me want that extra mile, Though im alone and so dependant, I look foreward to when you come in, You really make me feel special, You also make my heart spin, Without you my dear Azalia, I would be so alone and lost, The i'd have to bargain with God, To end my life at any cost, If i didnt have you here with me, Bringing me your rays of light, I know i'd waste away to nothing, And give up this aweful fight, So im saying "Thank you dear", For sharing your precio

Just A Little Something..
It was a warm afternoon, Amy lay stretched out on the sofa in her underwear. She sipped on a glass of cool water and set it on the floor beside her. She eagerly opened the new anthology of erotica that she had picked up yesterday. So far, the book really turned her on. She quickly became engrossed in the story she was reading. Distractedly, she noticed John's footsteps moving across the bedroom floor above her. The vibration of his footsteps increased as he came down the stairs and stood at the foot of the couch on which she reclined. She didn't look up from her book, but she heard him pause (was he looking at her?) and she smiled slightly when she saw the zipper of his jeans come undone from the corner of her eye. Amy continued on with her reading as she felt the breeze from John's clothes dropped to the floor piece by piece. John brushed the back of his fingers along her lower leg, over her knee, and up her thigh. She raised her book up to block him from her view, trying to

The Negativity Gone
Well, I've been so relieved since I've rid myself of the negative energy that had been sucking me dry. My girl China told me if I ever do anythin glike that again, she'd break my legs, LOL Who is she, goddamned Mafia? LOL No she just really cares about me so sometimes we have to threaten one another to get shit done. You ever had that boulder lifted off your chest thing after doing something that you just procrastinated one? That's the feeling. Also, the film people that I thought I would have trouble with after that bad sitch I just got out of was rectified..and for that I am TRULY relieved... It's time to jump back on that horse and ride like a mothafucka, LOL (did I say ride?, oh me, LOL)

Earliest Evidence Of High Intensity...
In my defense, I must say that I've lightened up considerably since age 5, and this seriousness followed the death of my great-grandmother. My spelling is also much improved. The handwriting, unfortunately, is pretty close to today's.... Translation: All people and animals need water. And food. To make them healthy. Sometimes people do not eat food and water. When people do not eat food and drink water, they die. And people bury them. Some people stay alive until they are 100. Many people do not stay alive until they are 100. Animals do the same thing. Some people and animals get sick. Sometimes the sickness makes them die. That is not funny. That is sad. It is not madness. It is sad.

You're My Lady
Lady, when you're with me I'm smiling Give me all your love Your hands build me up when I'm sinking Touch me and my troubles all fade Lady, from the moment I saw you Standing all alone You gave all the love that I needed So shy, like a child who has grown 'Cause you're my lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear, and lovely You're my lady Lady, turns me on when I'm lonely Give me all your charm Evenings when she lays down beside me She takes me gently into her arms Lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear, and lovely You're my lady

She Stands In Stone
She stands in stone A stone wall in which she protects ,hiding the heart in which she has kept From her love , her thoughts are upon a rack A tough shell ,a bullet proof vest . The silent thoughts in which she will never speak Only a empty love in which she feels so deep Only part one of the play, for her love will never go a stray Love at half mast, her lover will never heal the past. Glass hearts will never break if there kept from loves emotional quake. By Scott Baker

Shoot Me Now
fucking guys.. i hate them all i am done with them i dont even give a shit i could go fuckin drink myself to fuckign death and i wouldnt think twice, it always happens to me, i pick all the fucking "winners" let me tell ya... the one guy that i truely loved and was suppose to spend the rest of my life with gets [murdered] by the cops bec the cops in the town didnt like him or his family and he is one to tell ya how it is.. so there went my first love,,, then i go out with this other guy and everything is peachy, stands me up for jr prom and is cheating on me with my friend and more depth but we wont go there. then i meet this guy that whatever you want to call it now, he moves in with me a week after we hooked up and all didnt have to pay for shit and baught him everything and anything he could ever want, then supposebly well ig ot proof tonight i went to walmart and put in gift registry and seen his and her name together for marrage and a baby one!! so i hit the fan and then call

Take A Hint!
Do you ever wonder why some people just can't take a hint? In any area of your life you find those kind of people but specifically I have noticed it all to much in the areas of love.....we all get twisted at some point or another pining over someone who doesn't feel the same, wasting away days and months even years just hoping that they will "come around" Or worst yet you do get to be with the "one" and for some reason or another it doesn't work out and you are forced to go your seperate ways but you think you "know" in your heart of hearts if I just do this differently they will come back, so you continually delude yourself saying they'll be back all I have to do is wait and show them just how much I love them and that will make them forget all the reasons it didn't work out in the first place...well guess what sometimes you love someone and they just do not love you back the way you want them to. Face facts get a grip and move on with your life. From experience I have to say it is be

Me No Snob :p
plz dont think i am ignoring any of u it taking me 15min for one page to load up just got network problems keeps stalling stupid thing - just bought song off itunes and it will take 12min to download 3.4mb WTF?? got some new pics but cant upload them hope u r all safe n well gettin ready to get blind drunk saturday HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY --> just an excuse for us non-irish ppl to get drunk :D {hugs n smiles} ps... my aunt doin good thx for the well wishes x

Spaghetti With Tomatoes And Olives
Spaghetti with Tomatoes and Olives (serves around 6 to 8) 2 tab extra virgin olive oil (evoo) 3 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1 1/2 pounds of fresh ripe tomatoes, seeded and chopped ( about 3 cups) 1 tab tomato paste 1 teas dried oregano 1/8 teaspoon ground red pepper 1/2 cup pitted brine cured black olives, coarsley chopped 2 tabs capers salt and pepper 1 package (16 oz Barilla Thin Spaghetti) Grated Parmesan cheese Heat Evoo and garlic in large skillet over low heat until garlic begins to sizzle. Add tomatoes, tomato paste, oregano and red pepper; simmer, uncovered, until sauce is thickened, about 15 mins. Add olives, capers and salt and pepper to taste. Meanwhile, cook spaghetti according to package directions; drain. Toss spaghetti with sauce. Sprinkle with cheese before serving. I like to serve with a side toss salad.

Creamy Spinach Italiano
Ok I know some will curl their nose at spinach but I really like this. So I hope you will try it before passing judgement. lol Creamy Spinach Italiano (serves around 4) 1 cup ricotta cheese 3/4 cup half and half or milk 2 packages ( 10 oz each) frozen chopped spinach thawed and squeezed dry ( a coffee filter works good to squeeze out excess liquid) 1 1/3 cup French's French Fried onions , divided 1/2 cup roasted red pepper 1/4 cup chopped fresh basil 1/4 cup Parmesan cheese 1 teas garlic powder 1/4 teas salt Preheat over 350 degrees. Whisk together ricotta cheese and half and half in large bowl until well blended . Stir in spinach, 2/3 cup French onions, red pepper, basil, Parmesan, garlic powder and salt. Pour mixture into greased deep dish 9 inch pie plate. Bake for 25 minutes or until heated through; stir. Sprinkle with remaining 2/3 cup onions. Bake for 5 minutes or until onions are golden.

Things On My Mind
The Dream By Charles Morrison I have dreamed many dreams I have dreamed my dreams I have lived my dreams I have seen my dreams come to pass I have seen my dreams crushed before my very feet So time has came to dream, to dream new dreams Time to live new dreams Time to see new dreams come to pass Holding to the hope that these new dreams will not be crushed No mater what happens in life, To dream new dreams To live new dreams.

Thankyou!
So this past week on CT, i have progressed a lot! and made a lot of new friends, and i want to thank all of you! but its like 7 in the morning and still dark outside, and my bed is desperately calling to me over and over again, so im going to go tend to my needs for a bit. But thankyou everyone, who i have been talking to this past week! You all make CT worth it!! XOXO! *Kirby*

Wow This Is So Me....
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract geeks! You attract rednecks! You attract unstable people! You attract artsy people! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Wow...hehehe
You are 75% Bittch! I can't believe it! Your almost a full bittch! I know you just sit there and think of ways to be a bittch! How Pathetic is that! You must be awful lonely! Cruelty hurts! Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

What Is A Master, What Is A Slave?
What Is A slave? ... A slave is far beyond what most people believe. A slave serves, she is pleasing perhaps, exudes her joy in all she does. A slave lives, eats and breathes her submission. A slave feels the fire deep in her belly, for her it is not a choice, she simply is. A slaves first and only consideration is in pleasing her Master. If it pleases Him to beat her, she is grateful, for she has pleased Him. If it pleases her Master to starve her, she is grateful, for she has pleased Him. A slave is nothing, has nothing, except what her Master allows. she has no thoughts except what He allows her to think. A slave does nothing except what her Master allows her to do. she revels in His total and absolute Mastery of her. A slave has attained true freedom from her total and absolute submission to her Master. she begs for His Mastery and she lives for it A slave, (IMO) is defined not by what she'll consent to sexually or masochistically, but by the degree of love, dedication and devo

Ahaha I Love Being Evil
[8:05 AM] Leah: i kinda wish james sat over here [8:05 AM] sondrabo: haha u want some eye candy huh [8:05 AM] Leah: well yeah.....look what we got over here [8:06 AM] sondrabo: yea we're surrounded by sexiness haha not [8:06 AM] Leah: someone who farts all day and well there's Allen and he's good looking for an older guy [8:06 AM] Leah: lol [8:06 AM] sondrabo: yea he's the only decent one...but his wife makes me shake my head [8:06 AM] sondrabo: does she look in the mirror when she gets dressed in the morning [8:07 AM] Leah: she looks bitchy all the time too [8:07 AM] Leah: like a mean person [8:07 AM] sondrabo: yea maybe he doesn't put out enough [8:07 AM] Leah: well look at her, do you blame him? [8:07 AM] Leah: lol [8:08 AM] sondrabo: c'mon she's hot [8:08 AM] Leah: i love her hair man [8:09 AM] sondrabo: you can only perfect that look from years of practice...guessing she started some time in the 80's [8:10 AM] sondrabo: so if u start now by the time you're 40 you

One Night To Life~
You came to me and I went to you Between the lines was all we knew Two bottles of courage an unspoken plan You led me and I followed your hand Down the hallway of secrets we went One night alone was all we meant You unzipped my wall and it fell to the floor We could see in our eyes that we wanted more I came onto you and you came into me Our body's as close as any could be The deeper we got the more frightened we were Emotions and senses seemed so pure We felt the rush and it was time to go The only love now is left far below I watch as you leave on your way back home Return to my tomb once again all alone I enter my world and slam the door I just can't do this anymore....

Weekend Break
HI ALL, SINCE I HAVE A COUPLE OF FREE DAYS THIS WEEKEND I HAVE DECIDED THAT ITS A GOOD OPPERTUNITY TO TAKE A BREAK FOR A FEW DAYS. IM GOING UP TO LOCH NESS FOR THE WEEKEND. IM LEAVING FRIDAY AFTERNOON AND WILL BE BACK SOMETIME ON SUNDAY. I WILL MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU WHILE I AM AWAY. BUT I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ALL WHEN I RETURN. MAKE SURE YOU ALL BEHAVE TILL I GET BACK...LOL LOVE YOU ALL WILLIE

Your Son Is Here
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward,holding ! the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings

This Is So Ture
You scored as Dog. You are the Dog. You are the most loyal of your friends and you protect them at all costs. Being what you are makes you happy and your friends like that about you.Dog100%Wolf92%Snake92%Deer92%Salmon83%Bull75%Fox75%Ram75%Horse75%Eagle67%Bear67%Crow

21st Birthday
Well I had a great 21st birthday on Wednesday, got really trashed and spent Thursday just chillin/recovering. I'm leaving in about 45 minutes to go to Cleveland to see a band my friend likes. If she knew I was only half dressed writing a blog instead of getting ready and packing she would kill me! LoL Happy St. Patrick's Day to all of you tomorrow, be safe

Smiles
Lady Diana and Dolly Parton die on the same day, and they both go before St. Peter to find out if they'll be admitted to heaven. Unfortunately, there's only one space left that day, so St. Peter must decide which of them gets in. St. Peter asks Dolly if there's some particular reason why she should go to heaven, so she takes off her top and says, "Look at these. They're the most perfect ones God ever created, and I'm sure it will please him to be able to see them every day for eternity." St. Peter thanks Dolly, and asks Diana the same question. Diana drops her skirt and panties, takes a bottle of Perrier out of her purse, shakes it up, and douches with it St. Peter says, "OK, Diana, you may go in. Have a nice day." Dolly is outraged. She screams, "What was that all about? I show you two of God's own creations, she performs a disgusting, pornographic act, and she gets in and I don't?" "Sorry, Dolly, but a royal flush beats a pair any day."

Some Truth For The Ladies Of Cherrytap
Okay - this one is for the ladies. Walking around our office building today, I ran into at minimum 40-50 women. Granted, I work IT in the garment industry, so the ladies run the gamut. I didn't run into a single unattractive lady the entire time...each woman had a sparkle, a shine, something that made them...well...a woman. So, I'm here to let you all know, ladies...that even on your worst day, when your hair won't do what you want it to do, and you were running late and couldn't get your makeup exactly right...and you generally feel hideous, and unattractive... ...there are guys like me out there in the world, who are looking at you in a totally different light...who think you look fabulous each and every time we see you. That's it...all that's on my mind on this bright and sunny Texas Friday. Have a great weekend!

Thank God For Email Verrifications
FROM THE FAT MAN HIMSELF. only 3 people had my regular email from this entire site scrapper being one and it dont take a rocket scientist to figure out the other 2 morons are go ahead keep saying my name fookers your making my new site more and more famous by the minute and yeah the block button on there will work with actual paid paid bouncers that can bounce. BELOW IS A SCREEN SHOT WHERE SOMEONE TRIED TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT ON HERE IN MY NAME AND IT SURE AS HELL WASNT ME I GOT A REPLY FROM ADIN SAYING IT WASNT IN THE SYSTEM DUH CAUSE I SENT THE MESSAGE THAT THE EMAIL SAYS TO TO HAVE IT REMOVED YAY KEEP COVERING EVERYONES BUTT SO TO ALL ON HERE IF U SEE MY PIC AND NAME IT SURE AS HELL ISNT ME

What's Wrong With Me?
I've made so many sweet friends here on CT however only talked with justta few selected,, an those people have either left from here and or stopped talking with me all together,,, why I do not know cause honestly I'm really not a bad person... I am open minded an hell will tell ya like it is,, if you ask something I'll come right out and tell ya whatever you wanna know.. I aint shy nor hide behind the bushes,, so whats wrong with me? Why do peoples leave my ass hanging everytime I turn around? You tell me?

Opinion Poll
Facts: I just got out of a short relationship. 2.5 months. I am will be starting two new jobs within a month. These will combined for a total of 70+ hours a week. The woman that I would like to date has a man and other things prevent us from being together. Questions: Is it fair for me to start another relationship before my life takes a dramatic change? Should I settle for the first thing to come along? If I do meet someone, should I make them wait at least 2 months before I give it up? Are relationships even worth the hassle? Tell me what you think *Edit* And she is moving

.sex.and.existence.
*Disclaimer* contents may be offensive to some parties continue at your own risk i make no apologies Frasier: 'How can we possibly use sex to get what we want? Sex IS what we want. that hits the nail right on the head. not when it comes to men but when its applied to humanity as a whole. theres a select few who see life as more than their own personal naked bedpost notched stomping playground. sure we have bodies sure they're enjoyable sure other people have bodies sure i bet they're enjoyable as well yet if all we were meant to do was screw like bunnies, i'd like to believe God would have been a tad kinder and provided us with much less brain power so we wouldnt be capable of overanalyzing our purpose to death. im sure the bunnies dont ruminate about such things for instance. i have a very anal retentive personality. i buy organic veggie chips. they come in 3 colors. orange, green and white. everytime i reach into the bag i have to take one of each color. my pol

Thoughts
As I sit here and think think about the purpose the purpose of having met you you make me laugh and smile smile so much that my face hurts sometimes sometimes it makes me sad tho when the reality of it all comes down to me as i lay in bed thinking thinking about you and your smile and laugh dreaming of how much i just wanna see that dreaming of how much i want to hold you in my arms and have you hold me in ur arms it's been so long since anyones made me feel so good how do you do it? what is the purpose fo you coming into my life? when i needed someone most?

I'm In A New Tattoo Contest
I'm in a new Tattoo contest. It run for two weeks starting 3/16/07. I could win by most rate or by most comments. So click on the link below, rate it and comment on it, by the way bombing is allowed so bomb away and don't forget about Happy Hour. Thank alot everyone. Wildman

Mumm
Just wanted to address y'all on recent mumm. I wanted to apologize for the recent Van Halen Mumm I did. I did not realize someone did something recently on it, nor have I read it. I posted this one for my OWN curiosity. So, I apologize for you seeing something simular. However, lets not wear our ass as a hat about it either gang.

Heads-up...
I'm off the 'tap for... who knows how long. leave me a message on my SnapVine box. I'll actually be able to check it ;] also, keep an eye on your own. especially if your name is Matt, Talia, Courtney, or even Trixy or Poison. 'cause I've got your numbers. hee hee hee hee... yeah, I might go work at an Arby's. I need a job. I need some money. and I need to get off this library computer, because my time is up. haha. one♥love MJ one good thing about music when it hits you feel no pain

Fucking Ninjas
Oh I have made it quite clear that I am not afraid of them. So far I have posted two blogs about them, this will be my third. I will not be intimidated by them. Once again they have tried to mess with me, and once again I will stand alone against them. As I have said before, there really is no mission for the modern day Ninja, so they must find a way to hone their skills. And I have figured out how they do it. They sneak into you place and hide your keys. They leave no evidence of their presence, but I know it is them. And now they have struck again. Last week I decided to go for a ride on my mountain bike, since I am riding near the wire, I pack my pistol in my camelback. (better to have it an not need it than need it and not have it) I took my Beretta out of my holster and put an extra mag in the mp3 pocket they have. Everything was cool. Until I got back, I put the camelback on my bed as I changed and pulled the pistol out to put directly on my paddle holster. The extra clip

How Much Lust Do You Have?
Your Lust Quotient: 96% Your lust is totally out of control. You definitely have let your animal instincts take over. And while your unbridled desire is attractive to some, most people see you as a bit of a freak! How Much Lust Do You Have?

Just Curious!
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you g

Good Friends
Well friends rate your profile or your pictures,and leave cute comments for you to see. But good friends talk to you and leave you thinking of them as you leave the computer. Good friends know that the conversation was just that a good conversation. People come and go in our lifes ,good friends leave their footprints on our souls and in our hearts. But as always we walk away knowing the possiblitys of anything more then just a friendship on the internet are impossible, in the fact that MOST of us have lifes that are busy abd full of other things ...like family and kids or full time jobs... most of us can see and know the difference and to those people, i would like to say thank you for being a friend. To the Others well Good Luck.

3-16-07
In which I proceed It seems unclear what to do Once i thought I loved I have truly forgotten Do you really want to know me Or are you playing me? Is it all a game that you don't know that you are playing I am losing in this game this tangled web you string My home is my bed Relaxing under insanity like the waves of tsunamis Strive under pressure like a deadline past due Thrive under pressure Urn for the chance to show you How I can be friends with many and still love you still show you I care cause all those nights you can't be there Not going to cry myself to sleep Friends will be there for me When you can't hold me When you marry other guys when you think you knew me when you thought I was like the rest quit comparing me quit fucking with me shit on someone else this guy strives under this relaxed in insanity ~Timmmy~

Hello To All
I wanted to take the time and tell you all that I have not forgot about any of you.. My life has taken turns for the new year that well lets just say some have been good for the soul and others bad for the pocket.. So lately I have been sending most of my time on the site I administer so it has consumed alot of my time.. I have not forgotten about my Cherrytap friends that I appreciate dearly.. I still check in every now and then and your more then willing to send me a message I try to get to them as quick as I can.. Miss you guys.. Besos...

The Way You Are.
The way you are. Exept people the way they are people are people not machines or cars To judge because of beliefs, color, the way they think or look Has always been wrong in my book. If someone shall ask you to change There unhappy with themselves, deranged. If a person cannot exept the way you are, there not worth the time. Let them live there life stuck in that box like a mime. If you want to change do it for you If you do it for another you will feel blue. for people who cant exept others, they are fools dont ever try to change a person its not cool. Exept people the way the are people are people not machines or cars By native.

Posers, Friends And The Rest...
It bugs me to know end (and I'm not alone in this) that there are an amazing amount of people here that just plain seem to care only about points and not about being friends. Honestly I don't mind that people are out for points, that's fine. At least many are up front about it. Some just do it under the guise of wanting to be a friend and that's when it annoys me. They'll rate your profile/prictures 10's, ask to be friends/become a fan then ask for the same in return, then you'll never hear from said person again. There are a few on my list (and shall remain nameless) that I have tried to contact since adding them to my list, only to have my messages go unanswered. Doesn't matter if it's a private message, comment on their page, or through the shoutbox. Sure, some could be busy with a conversation or get several bulletins in one day. That takes care of the shoutbox or the bulletins, but not the private messages. Thanks to the way the system is set up, we can all tell if ou

Fuck.......
6:15 p.m. The phone rings. The staff left an hour ago. Fuck, this is going to be a long night. "This is Jade,...." "Hey, you breathe." "Hello, my love," I exhale back. My god, Darius, just the sound of your voice makes me quiver. "What're you up to?" you ask. "Sticking around the office here until I get a conference call from Japan around 9:00. We have a half-million dollar marketing project coming down the pipeline. I figured I knock off some busy work between now and then. God, I love my job," I sarcastically reply. "And you?" "I have about an hour and a half to kill." Long pause. I hear the Cheshire grin spreading across your face. "So, what are you wearing?" you question. "Cashmere sweater, tweed skirt . . ." I respond before you cut me off with, "Cut the shit, Jade. Tell me what I want to know." "Wine-colored lace push-up bra, matching boy-cut panties, black thigh-highs, sling-back stilettos. How's that?" "Perfect, you have 15 minutes to get prepared. I w

Fans/friends
I will be going threw my fans and friends on Monday, and the people who I don't talk to, or who don't talk to me I am going to take off my list...I think it is silly to have ALL those people on there...I only get comments from a few, and I don't want to be just a number, and I don't want to make anyone else just a number either! Thank you all! ~Lucie

My Life Passed Me By
My pain is deep I got lost in it Didn’t know it was my life I stepped away for a moment Opened my eyes to what it is My life passed me by With the blink of the eye I stepped out on my own Grown and without love Thought I’d never recover Figured I’d always love you To never be free again My life passed me by With a blink of the eye My heart hurt so much I thought I lost who I was Never to be found again Wandering through a life That wasn’t mine to start My life passed me by With a blink of the eye I awoke to an empty I smiled to myself I found my reckoning My regret My forgive My forget My life passed me by With the blink of the eye I took my steps I made my leaps I conquered my bounds I stand tall in who I am My soul is mine Never to be lost again My life passed me by With the blink of the eye

A New Day
from the ashes of my heart comes a new dawn promising to reclaim a love that was long forgotten from out of the darkness comes a glimmer of light showing me the way out of the depths of despair from the glowing sun comes a warmth giving me heat where it was only a sliver of ice from you comes the promise of a new day and a new love to keep me safe

The One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with onl y two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft,

New Quotes
Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. By:Antonine de saint-Exupery The loneliest place in the world is the human heart when love is absent. By:E.C. McKenzie Laughter is the shortest distance between two people. By: Victor Borge

My New Belt
I got my belt buckle caught on something at work yesterday and it got broke. It was a cheap ass belt, but it was keeping my pants up. So I had to get another one right away because I cant work with my pants falling down. So the only place nearby that I could go to was this 99 cent store near my workplace. It's actually where I got the last belt, too. So I go.....I'm holding my pants up with one hand and I walk over. The thing you need to know about 99 cent stores is that they always have different merchandise. A lot of times they have the same things, but very often you see something there once and something else the next time. Maybe I'll write about 99 cent stores sometime. So while my original $2 belt that I got there was pretty ok looking....black with a silver buckle, went I went to get the new one, they didnt have any more of those. They had thin white belts with black braiding running up the sides. Right.... I really didnt have any choice because my pants were totally fall

My Thinking
HANDY LITTLE CHART - GOD CHART God has a positive answer: YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19) You say: "I'm afra

Virus Alert
BEWARE OF THE FOLLOWING VIRUSES.... The George Bush Virus - Causes your computer to keep looking for viruses of mass destruction. The John Kerry Virus - Stores data on both sides of the disk and causes little purple hearts to appear on screen. The Clinton Virus - Gives you a permanent Hard Drive ; with NO memory The Al Gore Virus - Causes your computer to keep counting and re-counting The Bob Dole Virus - Makes a new hard drive out of an old floppy one The Lewinsky Virus - Sucks all the memory out of your computer, then e-mails everyone about what it did The Arnold Schwarzenegger Virus - Terminates some files, leaves, but will be back The Mike Tyson Virus - Quits after two bytes The Oprah Winfrey Virus - Your 200 GB hard drive shrinks to 100 GB, then slowly expands to re-stabilize around 350 GB The Ellen Degeneres Virus - Disks can no longer be inserted The Prozac Virus - Totally screws up your RAM, but your processor doesn't care The Mi

More Saturday Stuff...
Not a lot got done today. Paid the bills for the church. And now watching a Pokemon movie that David has wanted to see for a long time... figures just as we were going to leave..lol. Pluto decided he likes gum and chewed up a whole pack. Went up to take a shower and before I was gone for 5 minutes I was hearing "Dad!" being yelled over and over. I had not gotten in the shower yet so I put my clothes back on and went down and asked what he wanted... "I'm lonely without you here". lol. He is attached to my hip when he is here.

Dream
some graphic language. viewer disgresion is strongly advised yea. so about the dream. well. i was walking with this girl. n i knew i wanted her n she knew this too. we was walking on the sidewalk and we went under a tunnel, like a train tressal. n i was walking backwards touching her hips n belly. n she kept giving me this "i want u look". so when the tunnel ended, there was a fence surrounding a field. i pushed her up against the fence. as she faced the fence, i was undoing her pants while kissing and licking the back of her neck. then i pulled down her pants and panties. as i kneeled behind her, she arched her back slightly as i began eating out her pussy from behind. i was licking between her lips from clit to gushing hole. then i penetrating her with my tounge. she began pushing her ass into my face. her pussy was extremelly juicy n i loved it. i was sucking on her lips and playing with her asshole with my fingers. i debated eating out her ass too butt i also wanted to fuck

Disk Trouble
ok, time to write more.. I have a new problem, my hard drive.. one that i just bought.. is crashing / acting evil.. I think I may have just lost many hours of work. I don't even know how many hours total. I'm hoping that I might be able to find a disk warrior demo.. one that is like the current version.. that such a version might be able to recover my stuff.. as the sort of formating im using... my older version fo disk warrior doesn't touch.. So that's a painful thing that I'm going to wait till im feeling less annoyed.. to try and deal with. In the mean time I just got this design patterns book... which is like kind of advanced software developer stuff.. that I both can't wait to dig into and feel a little intimidated about. One of the things that sucks is that sound work I described in my last entry... well its lost.. if i can't get it back from the disk... I feel sorta trapped in my "i need a new computer" sorta situation.... that is I think that's what it

After Today...
How is it that after everything thats said between us, How can you still blame me after all of that...it wasnt my fault, yet you turned it around to make it seem like it was. . You think I should just let go of everything you did and said, walking and stomping across my bloody heart carelessly casting my naive mind around like it was only a pawn.. You want me to apologize for hating you today, apologize and bow my head to your demand... You play those mind games I have come to recognize. But now I fail to respond. It's no wonder I don't wear my heart on my sleeve anymore. I Know one day I'll meet someone who gives me half the respect I deserve. It might not be today, tomorrow or next year but just know I am done with you, I am through. I can't take your flipping ups and downs. I am no longer strong enough to put up face for you. I'm sorry I can't meet your calm hostility. Just when I was proud of how far I had come, how cold my exterior remains in your stead... you

Quitting Or Moving Forward?
My feet and legs hurt so much right now......worked a lot the past two days. I also put in my two weeks notice today. It's not exactly something I wanted to do so soon, but after the past two days it seemed like something that needed to be done. I've made some really good friends working there, and I still consider them friends but I honestly can't take it anymore. There is way too much drama and backstabbing than needed for a pizzeria. And since it has all been undeservingly thrown in my direction lately some true colors have shown through. I cried today, like really cried, for the first time in a long time. Afterward I wondered why I didn't feel any better to get it all out. I wondered why I still felt empty. I don't even have any more words to explain it.

Lovers 4 Ever
They lay tangled, the warm, early summer twilight bathing the garden with a warm glow and illuminating their naked bodies with a surreal light. Pearls of excitement formed on her glistening nether lips as she blew on the tip of his pre-cum soaked penis - the shaft wet where she had been softly licking it to full arousal. Now it was purple, rigid and hard, almost angry as she teased it with the tip of her tongue before slipping her lips over the head. He groaned with the pleasure of her touch before pulling her hips towards his waiting head, ready to taste her pleasure. Softly he pulled her cheeks apart and buried his face into the crack of her butt, nose against the rosebud shape of her anus, tongue easing into the wet slit of her sex, lapping her sweet nectar. Now it was her turn to shudder and moan at the pleasure of the moment. The lovers redoubled their efforts, she taking as much as she could of his pre-cum oozing penis, eagerly lapping, swallowing and working him to the

A Dream About You
Adjusting the water to the right temperature, I am satisfied. Pulling my shirt over my head, my hair falls languidly down my back. My hands slide down my stomach to reach the zipper of my jeans, unzipping them and sliding them over my thighs, down my legs. I step out of them and glance at myself in the mirror. I can't help but wonder what you might think if faced with the same image. My hands caress my breasts softly before reaching behind me and unclasping the bra. Letting it fall unceremoniously to the floor, my breasts swing free. Bending over, I pull down my panties, stepping out of them and letting the underwear join the bra. Looking myself over again in the mirror, I strike a few poses, pretending you're watching. Giggling at how ridiculous I am being, I decide I better get on with my shower. Stepping in, I let out and audible sigh as the warm water envelops me. It washes over my body, caressing every part of me. My fingers follow the trail of water do

Acronym
- Venusfreak's Sexy Acronym - Vis for...VoraciousEis for...EroticNis for...NaughtyUis for...UninhibitedSis for...SensuousFis for...FieryRis for...RacyEis for...EroticAis for...AdultKis for...Kinky The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

I Blogged This Because ....
I HATE TO BE THREATENED THAT YOU WILL TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST.WHATEVER IF YOU MY REAL FRIEND YOU''LL NOT SAY THAT SHIT....QUIT WRITING STUPID SHIT IF SOMEONE IS ILL QUIT TRYING TO GUILT US INTO READING THE STUFF,,LIKE I'M LEAVING THE TAP OR IF YOU DO NOT REPOST TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST LOOK I HAVE THE LINK FOR THE GIRL ON MY PAGE NOT BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME TOO BUT BECAUSE IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO....QUIT TRYING TO LOOK SO DARNED FIERCE DO IT BECAUSE YOU CARE NOT BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU GOTTA THREATEN US TO DO IT....I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY...CHERRYCHERRY LOVE Tammy

Times Change....do We?
Aiight folks here it goes....i just finished watching a movie and the scene for it was set in 1955. There was a scene where the guy was dancing with the girl and he told her she was pretty, pretty lame right? But she completely was awestruck! And it got me to thinking how the times have changed, nowadays you gotta ask "do you got a man, got kids, live alone,got a job,married,divorced,got a job???" now although these are valid questions, it seems as though the singles game aint whut it used to be.i remember when you could find a female with no kids or a female with a job( ladies you got the same deal to, just using female references cause im a dude)Anyhoo,whut does it take nowadays to find someone whos real? Shit!! People nowadays get their feelings hurt to easily you cant even say anything to them and then they wan call you a perv, or an asshole! but excuse me but your the one with the naked pics and all the kinky shit on your profile, but yet when you meet a bigger freak than you and

I Get It Now...
Ok...I see now...thank you... Tricked again by one...douped by many...fucked over by a few... Just...damn...is there no one...? Bleh...I've had many a drink alone tonight...so for now all I have to say is...damn... (and no green beer...for the umtinth year in a row...)

Ten Things That Turn My Head...x
ten things that will alwys turn my head: 1. A confident stride and a cute smile to go with that. ;) 2. a sweet lil coffee shop with mmmmm yuuummy aromatic smells comin outta it. 3. Someone who does cartwheels as theyre walkin down the street. lmao 4. A hippie....(cos i like their style..haha) 5. A gorgeous gorgeous porsche.. awww.. I got to ride in one once! I fell in love instantly.. hehe 6. spontaneous person, and a downright easy going manner, not afraid to be themselves! 7. A beautiful piano... and someone who knows how to play it, or strum your guitar... oh ooh play it hunny.. lol 8. Okay ok, you wanna know what really turns my head huh? No really, all of those ARE head turners. ;)- If you look good, but not toooo good.... like youve put alot of time into how you look, then i cant say thats hot, but someone who really doesnt gotta try, just is. What's up with men who are more high maintenance than myself....:( lmao Where's all the rugged men @ who look g

Cheating Hurts
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downst

Xxxx Red Xxxxx
It was snowin outside so I shovel-ed, when I came in my hair smelt weird so I washed it, no big right?....WRONG!!! My hair dye came out some so my hair is blonde and dark brown streaks, woo.......... We are outta hair dye, GROWL!!!!! I have to wait for Tuesay but thats ok cause I was thinkin and I really miss my red hair so I am goin to dye it dark brown with red bangs. I just gotta suffer like this for one more day.

Obsidian 13
I decided, Fuck yeah. I'm in a creative mood Lol. Since I've got a contest on the go, Why cease there? I decided to establish my own Family. I'll be having a Lounge made. If you're interested in helping out feel free to pm me, sb me, or respond. Take care Hawties. Obsidian 13 Founder

You Love Me And You Know It ....
Stop ignoring me. You love me. I am you favorite old grump. I have all the answers, or at least I am going to let you think that I think I do. And I am sexy as hell, and you know it. And I am good in bed ... sorta I do steal covers, but I am trying to get better. So be nice and show me love me back. Night, all. GH

Gonna Have To Bite The Bullet
My biological mother, Terry, has lung cancer. She lives in another state, and most of our relationship is via telephone or e-mail. Here’s the thing…. She’s a little crazy. She eventually alienates everyone in her life. Mostly, I deal with her just fine because I don’t take anything personally or allow myself to be guilt-tripped or manipulated. I realize now that I was a little smug about my ability to deal with her, whereas nobody else could. I will not subject you to my account of the myriad of attempted and successful emotional manipulations because, long-winded as I might be, I do have a tattered little “that’s not necessary information” filter. Tattered, yes, but present nonetheless. I do, however, find it necessary to say that you would be amazed and feel much sympathy for me, and admiration for my saintly patience. Well, maybe not the last part about patience (my store of it was completely depleted in September), but still. The bottom line is that I haven’t talked to her sinc

Please Read It Means Alot To Me
SADLY KRISTIAN LOST HIS LIFE ON 3-16-07 FIGHTING A RARE BATTLE OF DUCHENNE PLEASE HAVE YOUR MALE NEW BORNS CHECKED FOR THIS.. MORE INFO CLICK www.cureduchenne.org MY BEST FRIEND WROTE THIS POEM AND WILL BE READING IT AT HER SON'S KRISTAINS FUNERAL .. HAVE TISSUES CLOSE IN HAND BEFORE READING To Mum & Dad... From your Son Dear Mum & Dad: Today, I saw you crying, So I am writing to let you know, than an angel came into the night, and said it was time to go. I'm sorry I couldn't say good-bye, and I'm sorry you're hurting so bad, but, Mum & Dad, it's just so beautiful here, so please don't be sad. You know how I liked going through tunnels? Well this was the best one of all. The light was bright and safe and warm, and the angel wouldn't let me fall. In 2004, when I was born, on that 29th day of September, you became a first-time mother; it was a day you'll always remember. And in those 2

Help My Friend
Come on ya'll .. hit up my friend mole on here... she is on my friends list and she needs some new cherry points.. she doesn't have many at all.... and while u r at it hit up efrazier74 too!! he needs some as well!.lol but dont forget me too.. i need some luv too! Thanks!

Tired Of It
OK, before you read below. This is basically a vent. I've had some sour dates lately and i'm kinda down. Alright. I'm tired of tryin'. This really have nothin' to do with anyone on here. I've tried datin' in many different ways. Dont' know what to do. Don't know if it is me or what. I've been blown off 5 times by the same girl within' the past 3 weeks. I'm tired of tryin' to have a life besides a computer and a bottle of whiskey. I want something real (If that's even possible). Maybe it is me, hell, I don't know. I just wanted to vent. I'll go back to my bottle. Redneck

Kids
Why we love kids..... NOW YOU SEE WHY WE FIND THEM SO IRRESISTABLE!! ENJOY! MOMMA (repost of original by '(Momma) Sinfulmans Wife ¢¾' on '2007-03-18 10:44:42') (repost of original by 'annieo/astarte-protectress of souls co-fnder and regulator of ldcf/ct wifey to booshine&moosejr' on '2007-03-18 11:00:16') (repost of original by 'Emanon~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones~~' on '2007-03-18 11:43:27')

Health Benefits Of Sex
Many people simply enjoy a healthy sex life because sex is pleasurable. Now there's another reason to stay under the sheets; there are substantial health benefits of sex. Enjoying a rigorous romp can do wonders for everyone both physically and psychologically. Now, men everywhere can tell their ladies that sex is not only for fun, but, since there are health benefits of sex, their lives may depend on it. The following are six different reasons why sex and sexual activity may help you live a longer, happier life due to the health benefits of sex. sex can cure headaches All those times that you were told, "Not tonight honey, I have a headache," all you had to do was inform your woman that one of the health benefits of sex is its ability to act as a pain reliever. The hormone oxytocin (a nine amino acid peptide that is synthesized in hypothalamic neurons and transported down axons of the posterior pituitary for secretion into blood) secretes within your body whenever you engag

Loving Memory Of Woofie
I loving memory of my 10 year old black lab named "Woofie" just pasted away form cancer. Rainbow Bridge Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the

982 Friends ....and Do You Think ?
982 Friends here on CherryTap, and do you think they could come by and rate your profile...hell no ! I rate their's before I even ask them to be friends !! If you can't rate a profile, you don't need a friend, how does anyone else feel about that ?

Now I See.....
OK here goes again. i figured if dont write this now i'm gon forget it.You ever fee like your alone no matter who is around and who isn't? See i've some to realize that yeah sometimes things suck and there's nothing else left for you to do,right? We all have fears of almost anything and everything. Some people are scared of being burned alive or being killed, But i think whut everyone fears the most is the fear of being alone. i have been there and one that and i tell you there is nothing worse i can think of than being alone. You know, you meet people and you try to find out as much or as little as you can about people just to see if we connect on some term. Example: in the 70's it was okay to fuck and show "free love", in the 80's it was okay to fuck whomever,so as long as they were the opposite sex,90's everyone was fuckin everyone but couldnt talk bout it if you were gay. Here it is the new millinium and there's nothing more to shock ourselves, nothing is taboo anymore. Jason aint

Walk Away
I’ll always remember that you made me cry One day you will realize who I was in your life I was the good girl that you left behind Your lies are killing me inside Why would I take you back We had a good thing You threw it all away Your promises mean nothing now Your lies made them void I cried to many tears over you I’ll never be yours again You can’t come clean now I know who you are You’ll never be free of me Your apologies mean nothing You say forgive and forget Have no regret It’s what I wanted Now there’s no chance Beg and plead your case with me I turn my back and all you will see Is the future you could have had Walking away in me

.dear.mr.funny.man.
Meems cant say 'tortellini' she says 'torterelli' it amuses me. my tits are covered in cat hair. Poe must think they exist for her rubbing pleasure or something along those lines. so i gave in. turned the ac on in march *sigh* i figure it was 90 inside...n i was sweating...and i dun like sweating unless engaged in something which actually warrants sweating...which of course...laying down watchin a flick...does not. ------------------------------------ so ive been having loads of conversations with one of my favorite people about one of our other favorite people. why? cuz i find it quite disconcerting that one of my favoritest people has decided pod-person-ville is the place he wishes to reside. while there can be many reasons for being taken over by pod people...the only recent development which has made such a change possible is...well lets just call her C...since her name begins with a C and she's also a bitch with a capital C mr funny as we'll call him. has become

What Have You Done To Spice Up Your Sex Life In The Last Year?
just answer the questions in comments to this blog please..its yes or no 1 sensual massage 2 bathed together 3 used lingerie 4 new sexual position 5 watched porn 6 used a vibrator 7 talked about or acted out sexual fantasies 8 anal sex 9 sex in public 10 integrated food into sex

Part 1 - The Beginning
** Now keep in mind that this will have more than one part to it, so here is Part 1 Ok so I love to hear about the fantasies of others as much as I love to think of my own . . . So now I want to share one that I was given . . . Though keep in mind that I am added my own touches and embellishments to it as well. He who told me this will know what I added and that is the only one that need know where the line is really. ** It begins with a woman dressed in a little silky black negligee with matching thigh highs and red high heels. Her nails and lips are painted red to match the shoes. She is walking into a room where an eager man awaits her arrival. He is waiting on his knees for her to enter and show him her love. She walks in and stands before him, towering above him, looking down at him with stern but caring eyes. She extends a leg to him and he kisses her ankle and the top of her foot. She pushes him back with her foot. He lands upon his back flat on the floor staring

Bye Bye Cherrytap
bye bye to all my cherrytap friends as of tomorro my accoutn will no longer exist as of all my other accoutns on any other site.. myspace is already gone n soon more will be too im so glad we've all crossd past i love you all best of wishes to everyone ♥ Babi B.

Thoughts About Horror Movies
Well, I watch the lady in the water and just did not care much for it. Then tonight I watch a movie called Jennifer. It was about a young girl who had this kick but bod and yet her face was eyes of a bird pictch black and her mouth was deformed and sharp teeth. Well, this cop see a man dragging her to chop her head off not knowing why and being a cop he shots the man dead big mistake but he gets the girl help so he thought. She ends up in a crazy house he takes her out not knowing what to do with her. He looses his family because this young girl killed the family cat and the wife and son move a way. The cop looses his job fines out the JENNIFER killed the neighbors daughter. Well, the cop take her to the woods far away he thought he gets a job in the small town enough to buy food and water and of course JENNIFER wants the meat. Well, she also uses her body to make these men fall for her or keep her around some how she never gets in trouble. Well , she steals the lady son who gave him t

Just Feeling Down
Not that anyone cares, but i'm having a horrible night. It's been an all around shitty weekend. I feel so alone. My stress level is through the fricking roof. You'd think i'd be happy to have my internet back and all of my wonderful online friends to chat with and actually I am, just not the same as having someone next to you to actually talk to or give a much needed hug to! I do however admit all of you are wonderful and to those i've chatted with today, thanks for trying to cheer me up and for the smiles! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! Love you all! XOXO, Jackie

Male V. Female @ The Atm Machine
MALE v. FEMALE @ THE ATM MACHINE A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined "After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ********************************************** FEMALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the window down. 4. Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card. 5. Tell person on

~~what A Shameless Life Form~~
The picture shows that this soldier has been thru Survival School and learned his lessons well. He's giving the sign of "coercion" with his left hand. These hand signs are taught in survival school to be used by POW's as a method of posing messages back to our intelligence services who may view the photo or video. This guy was obviously being coerced into shaking hands with Hillary Clinton. It's ironic how little she knew that he would so inform us about the photo---perhaps because she's never understood our military to begin with. If you consider that there have bee n an average of 160,000 troops in the Iraq theater of operations during the last 22 months, and a total of 2112 deaths, that gives a firearm death rate of 60 per 100,000. The rate in Washington D.C. is 80.6 per 100,000. That means that you are about 25% more likely to be shot and killed in our Nation's Capitol, which has some of the strictest gun control laws in the nation, than you are in Iraq.......................

The Story On Alan From Channel 5
I WAS GOING TO POST THE STORY ON ALAN THAT WKRG CHANNEL 5 DID ON ALAN, HOWEVER IT IS A BIT PERSONAL. SO IF U WOULD LIKE TO READ IT U CAN GO HERE. the story aired last year in september www.wkrg.com and type in giant axonal neuropathy and his story will come up

Rip My Brother You Will Be Missed
Sorry I haven't been around this week end. A biker friend of mine went out to ride his bike and had a heart attack and died. All his biker brothers and sisters, lay him in the ground this week end, biker stile. Brothers and sisters from 25 years ago all showed up. So we honor him all this week end. Yes we shed some tears, and drank some beers... Thats the way he would have wanted it, and would have did the same for any of us.... "HE WILL BE MISSED" Rest in peace my brother.

Can I Get A Whoop Whoop?!
alright this will consist of two things.. first things first... my one and ONLY pet peeve... uncapitalized names...it drives me BONKERS! My wife knows, Joey, n BFF knows.. if you dont capitalize a persons name when your talking to me.. O M G I go ninja crazy! So.. if you are talking to me and you dont capatalize my name.. well lets just say.. YOU SUCK! So you betta not call me tessa or contessa, cause I will beat yo ASS! haha K, second thing.. I just got back like 10,470 images my ex was storing on his hard drive for me.. and whoa momma.. its official peeps!! I am a DORK! Some of the pix I have come across.. hahahah they make me stop and wonder what drugs I was on! LOL I should just make a big collage of a bunch of them. But i've said it before, and i'll say it again.. If you can't laugh at yourself.. then what fun is there? Alright, off to bed I go.. I have to turn in 2 finals tomorrow then have a portfolio review on Tuesday morning and im off till the 2nd of April. Well

Is There Such A Thing???
is there such a thing as being too nice??? giving too much of yourself to the ones that you care about and love???? is there such a thing as caring too much??? evidently there is.... but i can't seem to change it. i care too much... i love too much..... i give too much.... yet no matter what..... i can't change it. i'm nice.... to a fault.... and no matter what i do i cannot help the way that i am. i've chased so many people away and lost so many friends... because they felt as though i was wanting more from them than the could give.... yet i was only being a friend... only expecting their friendship in return... nothing more. i give my all to my friends... for they are everything to me... whether in person or online... i would die for them... for every single one. this is me.... this is who i am. and i'm sorry that i can't change.

I Will Not Judge You
I Will Not Judge You For your beliefs. For I have friends from every spectrum of religion across the map. My feelings are whatever they need to keep the warmth of their souls alive. Who am I to say what you need to give you strength in your day? By the color of your skin. Your skin, hair or eye color, have nothing to do with the heart within. I will not judge you for your wealth. For richer or poorer , you still have a soul, a heart that nourishes friendships and love. Wealth is not determined by material goods~ or monies that you may or may not have~ Wealth is determined by the reflection in your heart~ it is not something we own~ Nor will I judge you for your age. For we continue to learn no matter what age we are. Everyone has something to contribute to our lives if we listen. Most certainly not for your health. I have seen the weakest of the weak with the biggest hearts alive. No matter what your health you still feel, need, love just like everyone else. Ever

Have You?
My dogs are on crack! They are tearing everything in sight up whenever I leave my apartment!!! C'mon girls-Mommy has to work!!!! Maybe I should trade them in and get another cat!!!! LMAO If you knew my boyfriend you'd know that was just a big JOKE! I dealt with that drama early on and do not plan on doing it again! So to totally switch gears! Have you ever missed someone so much that whenever you see something that reminds you of them or hear a certain song you get a little misty and you smile as your favorite memory replays in your head? Have you ever sat in a room, listening to music and just crying for no reason other than you needed to? Have you ever lit the room with nothing but candles, slipped into something slinky and just waited alone for your prince to rescue you? Have you ever looked outside into the horizon and wondered if this is really where you belong? Have you ever gazed into the eyes of a total stranger and been lost in what you saw? Have you ever felt the prese

Nascar Fans
NASCAR FANS! Here's your chance to show off your favorite driver or anything else with NASCAR! I am hosting a contest...here's the deal... I want pics of you wearing your favorite NASCAR gear, your favorite driver, a winning moment caught on film, or favorite icons. Anything NASCAR goes! I am a huge NASCAR fan myself and love seeing things that other people have to show support to the sport. I have been trying to think of a way to kick off the NASCAR season, and now four races in, I have figured it out. LOL The rules: 1. NO down rating! Good sportsmanship is a MUST! 2. Comment bombing allowed, and you can comment your own pic! 3. All rates count as 5 comments! 4. NO cheating! I will be checking often! Anyone caught will be disqualified and reported. 5. This is for fun, let's keep it that way! 6. No NSFW pics! Winning: This is simple...whomever has the most comments/ratings will win. Prizes: 1st Place: A CT Blast 2nd Place:

Friends
Friends will come and friends will go, The seasons change and it will show. Our friendship stays strong and true, I will age and so will you. A friend is someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares. A friend is someone who will be there in good times and tears, a friend is someone who be there to help you with your fears, they will stay by your side as your friend through the years.

Her Destiny /his Desire
Sitting at her kitchen table, the rain hitting the window distracted her from her thoughts for just a moment. With a heavy sigh, Jade realized she had been thinking about Him again. Again, hardly the right word to use when describing how often her thoughts were of Him. How about "every waking moment", be more apt. She had tried to resist Him. She knew it would be dangerous for her to continue before it had really gotten started. To try to have a casual affair with this One was not possible. Before they even met face to face, His demands were expected to be met. His commands to be obeyed without question. To inevitable have total control over her mind, body and soul was the only acceptable outcome, as far as He was concerned. This was a Master used to power and control. Complete devotion and loyalty from His slaves were His in return for His love and the life He provided them. No matter how good the life or how deep the love, she would not allow herself to submit to Him. Dari

2 In One Day
It was after midnight. He had already finished a 6 pack of sam adams and had already fucked his ex girlfriend. He could still taste her juices all over his beard and lips. He had fucked her in the pub bathroom. It had been over a year since he had seen her but when the two of them were together and there is booze invloved it always ended the same. Trying to sober up he walked down the strip. Thinking of excuses he could tell Lisa on why he is over an hour late. He had only been dating her for a little over a month and had yet to close the deal. Eariler in the day Lisa informed him that tonight was the night but now here he was running late and smelling like sex! To Be Continued:

My First Time
It was my first time ever And I'll never forget I'd do it again Without a single regret. The sky was dark The moon was high We were all alone Just she and I. Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do. Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine. I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast. I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart. And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came. At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow...

Fire Fighters Contest
ARE YOU A FIRE FIGHTER??? ARE YOU GOOD LOOKING??? ARE YOU INTERESTED IN THIS??? I'M HOSTING THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER ON CT CONTEST AND IT WILL LAST FOR 4 DAYS ONLY. at least 10 CONTESTANTS NEEDED. Serious applicants only....and this I mean Serious applicants,meaning you must have people to vote for you and you'll be responsible for advertising your self or your self. This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT. All you need to do is send me the link to your pic in a private message and I will enter it for you!! WildCat~ Founder Of (T.M.A.F)R8-FAN-ADD.@ CherryTAP

For Alisha
This is dedicated to a very dear friend of mine, Alisha I know this world has been cruel to you and that youve came close to the edge came close to giving up all hope and felt like there was nothing left for you. I never once strayed from your side I was always a shoulder and ears when needed And I just wanted to say lil angel that im proud of how far youve come. Dont ever give up hope Dont ever think youre alone because when you befriended me you have me for life You can call on me anytime in the day or night And i will be there. Youve come so far dear and youve gotten so strong Youre finally realizing the strength ive seen in you all along. There is nothing in this world and beyond that we cant overcome I am there by your side forever and always. Dean Dark

My Poetry
I wrote this poem out of pure love ^_^ Even though im 21 now and i am still a vergin my friends tease me about it all the time but im proud to be one! im not one of those guys who go around sleeping with girls just for the fun of it... anyway heres my poem i hope everyone who reads it likes it ^_^ True Love You’re so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you. You’re the only one who could make me feel like this, Scared to be away for only one second; Scared you’ll cease to care. Your smile lights up your face and I’d die to put it there And kill anyone who tries to take it away. No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved. Not while I’m here to hold you. There could never be another to come close to what you are; So completely perfect in your imperfections. I swear I’ll never try to change you. And you swear you’ll never change. You’ll be there when I’m at the bottom. Though “misery loves company” he’ll have to look somewhere

Woot Woot
yay! all my studying, blood, sweat, and tears have payed off!! im officially graduating college! i start my internship soon after spring break, and im so excited! it will make me nervous but it will be easier than classes lol. i dont have to take 28 credits in one quarter anymore lol. i took 4 yrs in 2 and it was worth it!! time to celebrate!!!!!

Capricorn Baby!!!
Hello, Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud.Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forwa

Mansongr
This is an example of skaldic verse I did years ago. It is poetry based on alliteration rather than end rhyme (though I did try to keep some end rhyme on every third line). When the Christians converted Iceland back around the turn of the first millenia, this particular form of verse, mansongr, was outlawed. Think you'll see why. (oh, and the formatting here kind of messes this up, cause it won't let me center the text. If you follow the capital letters, those should each be seperate lines, two short lines then a longer third line) Lips lightly stroke Linger upon Her I deeply dwell Fingertips float Over her flesh Her maidenhood made to melt Gazing, grasping With greedy eyes Greater grows our lust Trembling to touch Muscles held taut Pierced through with my thrust Hands on hips Each thrust harder Worth the wait of years Sound escapes In sweet sighs In throaty growls and groans Boiling blood Building climax The merging of our moans Pounding passion Puls

My Beautiful 1
Me and Victoria have been through our ups and downs, mostly due to my lack of trust. I've doubted her too many times. I've came to realize that maybe it's my old, self-destructive ways...well I put that behind me. I started a new life and the newest addition being the most beautiful, smart, and ever-so- caring woman I Love with all my heart, one that has showed me love that I can only dream of or see in movies. Love that I can finally experience for myself and it is such a beautiful thing. every breath i take, every blink, every gust of wind, everytime I envision this godsend, is sooo much more.Seem as cheesy as it may, but I love that woman with all of my existance and feel so grateful god gave me Victoria to share all my happy moments and the rest of my life with. If any of you aren't in love or even care, you dont' know what your missing out on. I've never met someone that the lord has put so much work into. That is my woman, wife and friend, my other half and definite soulmate. I a

Leo
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relation

Get Ya Mind Right
I WROTE SOMETHING ON THE EAMON SONG IN MY STASH TO A EX. NOW I HAVE A FEW EXS BUT ONLY ONE SPOKE ON IT. YO IF U DONT WANT ME BACK Y R U SPEAKIN ON IT. THERE IS NO NAME ON IT JUST SAYS TO AN EX UR NOT THE ONLY EX I HAVE U ALREADY KNO THAT. STOP SPEAKIN ON IT IF IT'S NOT U LOL. RELAX AND ENJOY UR DAY. AND IN HONESTY IT WASN'T MEANT FOR U. LMMFAO.

An Introduction To Outlaw Angels Personal Poetry
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW ABOUT A WEEK AGO OUTLAW ANGEL AND HER DAUGHTER SPENT AN ENTIRE WEEK WITH ME AND MY FAMILY HERE IN WVA AND WELL WHY SHE WAS HERE SHE AND I SPENT MANY LONG HOURS TALKING AND WHEN SHE CAME HERE SHE BROUGHT WITH HER SOME OF HER VERY MOST PRICELSS TREASURE'S NAMELY HER POETRY SHE WOULD NEVER POST HER POETRY HERSELF BUT BEFORE SHE LEFT SHE INTRUSTED ME TO KEEP HER POETRY AND SHE BEGAN WRITTING HER POEMS AT THAT AGE OF 18 AND SHE IS STILL WRITTING POETRY TODAY BUT THIS BLOG IS ABOUT HER AND HER BEAUTIFUL POETRY I WOULD LIKE FOR EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOGS TO TAKE THE TIME TO REALLY READ THE POEMS THAT I PUT UP AND GIVE HER SOME FEED BACK AS SHE HAS OVER 500 SOME POEMS AND I WANT TO PUT THEM OUT THERE FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD TO SEE SHE TRUELY IS A POET AND I JUST LOVE HER WORK AND I THINK MANY OF YOU ALL WILL LOVE THEM JUST AS MUCH AS I DO.

A Poem Of Second Thoughts
Here I sit upon the floor... No heat to keep my body warm. Desperation close at hand Gulping fear I try to stand. Cannot think too clearly now, I feel the wall beneath my palm Wondering when, why, and how? A wash of chill and then the calm. I gaze with clouded eye beyond, The window to the brilliant sky. A sigh escapes my white flecked lips Chest heavy with the want to cry. I shake my head Ooh my fuddled brain I squint my tear brimmed eyes. How did I get to the floor again? Sleep sounds good, a little rest. Head thrown back, one deep breath, No I can't, this..this is wrong But the call to sleep so very strong. Thrumming heart sounds fill my ears Cold wood floor beneath my cheek. Short shallow breaths and salty tears I never thought I'd be so weak Of body of soul and mind What was it then? Remember now.. What am I trying so hard to find? No, not this way, this can't be how.. One arm forward, the other knee Strangled sobs fill the air No this c

Bad Day
Ok, so I had a horrible day the other day. The kind that makes you lose all faith in humanity and life in general. The type of day that makes you wanna slit your wrists just to make your day better. *sigh* sometimes life can suck. It all started wrong, and went downhill from there. First off, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I never understood that saying until recently. Never thought there WAS a wrong side of the bed....but today I'm here to tell you there is, its the outside. I rolled over, and off the bed, hitting my head on my endtable on the way down. THAT is a rude way to wake up: a peaceful dream interrupted by the sudden sensation of falling, quickly followed by blinding pain. My vision was blurry for 10 minutes...I stumbled to the bathroom, where I promptly stubbed my toe on the sink. So I've been up for less than 15 minutes, and already I have a blinding headache and searing pain in my foot (oh, to make matters worse it was my little toe too, why do those hurt more

To Catch A Rainbow #48
To catch a rainbow you must go To where it begins or maybe Im wrong and it's a means to an end. To catch a rainbow, is more than one persons dream Yet is the magic all that it seems. To catch a rainbow you must hold on tight and believe in the dream with All your might.

A Tattoo.
Last night I dreampt that my father and I went to a tattoo parlor. He was just closing and I didn't have much time to decide. I ended up asking that he put the dream catcher on my shoulder so that the feather on my arm would hang from it. I wanted it covering my entire shoulder and hanging down my arm and back. Woven inside I wanted objects that were special intertwined in the web though the only I can remember was a gold wedding band.

Love Hurts
Love is what I feel for you, a warm glowing feeling through an through. Some say that love won’t hurt, But, I say they’re wrong. It can hurt for quite a while and it sure can take away my smile, but this is a one sided love, it’s perhaps a selfish love, one that makes me cry at night all for the love of the one that don’t treat me right. I think it is because you are scared to love, maybe because once you were hurt, but don’t judge us all by the past you once had. I really don’t know what I should do, cry and be sad? Stay and wait till you are ready. . . Will it all be good if we try it slow and steady? I thought you and I were perfect But I guess I was wrong 'cause people always leave.... I start to wonder and ponder away

Just My Opinion
THE FOLLOWING TWO PEOPLE ARE NOT IN MY TOP MILLION OF PEOPLE THAT I WANT TO "GET TO KNOW". THEY ARE SAD, PATHETIC LOSERS, WITH NO LIVES. AND WHAT IS WORSE, FOR SOME REASON THEY FEEL THAT THEY ARE THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE. WHEN.. AS A MATTER OF FACT, THEY ARE NOTHING. THEY FUCKIGN BELONG TOGETHER. PERFECT FUCKING MATCH. A FUCKING LYING WHORE, AND A BASTARD MALE WHORE. I'M SICK OF THESE TWO PPL FUCKING WITH MY FAMILY, AND NOTHING BEING DONE TO THEM. SO THIS BLOG, IS MY OWN PERSONAL OPINION, AND I'M SURE THAT MY FRIENDS, AND FAMILY WILL TAKE IT TO HEART WHEN I SAY, STAY AWAY FROM THESE TWO FUCK UPS!!!!! phoenix4life@ CherryTAP *MF LOSER!! AND THIS kay@ CherryTAP **LYING WHORE!! THESE TWO PPL HAVE CAUSED NOTHING BUT CONFUSION, HEART ACHE, AND TROUBLE. AND WHATS WORSE IS THIS, THEY DO NOT SEE WHAT THEY HAVE DONE, TO BE OF ANY FAULT OF THEIR OWN. ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO THEM AND NOT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO OTHERS. I PERSONALLY AM THE FIRST TO POINT O

Bandit
I lost a best friend on Saturday... my buddy, Bandit, went to Rainbow Bridge to wait for me. We got Bandit when he was only 5 weeks old - barely old enough to leave his momma. I had given him to Chuck as a Father's Day present but, on the hour long ride home, as he sat curled in my lap while Chuck drove, he bonded to me. The first thing I did when we got him home was take him directly to the bathtub, where I bathed him three times to get all the fleas off. He didn't like that so much, but he did like being cuddled up to me in a big, soft towel afterward... Once he was dry, I took him downstairs and put him down on the floor. The house we lived in at the time had a sliding glass door to the backyard and little Bandit made a beeline for it. He looked SO confused when he hit the glass - nose first - at full speed and was knocked back on his keester, shaking his head and snorting... As he grew, he went though his wild times, digging, chewing and getting into trouble. He was too smart f

A Night I Will Never Foget.
I arrived in town on Friday night around 12:00 pm. I was to attend a business meeting on Saturday. I called her up on Friday night to tell her I was in town, and ask her if it would be ok if I dropped by to see her. I told her I was to only be in town for a few hours, and I’d like to see her again. She informed me that that would be perfectly alright, that she hadn’t made any plans for the evening. I said that would be nice, I’d call after the meeting and let her know I was on my way. I arrived at her apartment around 9pm. Walked up the steps, and knocked on her door. “just a minute she said”. Then slowly the doors begin to open. Standing in the doorway to my amazement there she stood, as beautiful as I could remember. Only tonight she was dressed in a black leather corset, fishnet stockings with a black garter, with a pair of the sexiest red lace panties. She looked at me and said “are going to stand there with your tongue hanging out, or are you going to come in and use it o

Prevert Poem
love me tender love me sweet, wrape your lips around my meat, watch me smile watch me grin watch my cum run down your chin, and to make it fair 4 the ladys verce2 love me tender love me sweet let me lick you where your sweet, watch me smile watch me grim, watch you spray all over my chin.

Seniors
SENIORS ARE THE LEADING CARRIERS OF AIDS: HEARING AIDS--BAND AIDS--ROLL AIDS--WALKING AIDS-- MEDICAL AIDS--GOVERNMENT AIDS--. MOST OF ALL MONETARY AID TO THEIR KIDS. THE GOLDEN YEARS HAVE COME AT LAST. I CANNOT SEE---I CANNOT PEE--I CANNOT SCREW --I CANNOT CHEW MY MEMORY SHRINKS--MY HEARING STINKS. NO SENSE OF SMELL--I LOOK LIKE HELL. MY BODY IS DROOPING---GOT TROUBLE POOPING. THE GOLDEN YEARSHAVE COME AT LAST. THE GOLDEN YEARS CAN KISS MY ASS. DARLIN MOTHER

One More Day
Just for this morning: I am going to smile when i see your face and laugh when i feel like crying. Just for this morning: I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning: I am going to step over the laundry and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning: I will leave the dishes in the sink and Let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this Afternoon: I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off and sit with you in the back yard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon: I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you Scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon: I wont worry about what you are going to be when you grown up, Or second guess every decision i have made where you were concerned. Just for this afternoon: I will let you help me bake cookies and I wont stand over you trying

Remember
There is a hole in me right this moment in time........left by the woman that suffered and gave me life. I rejoice that she finally is completely beyond the pain & suffering she went thru..............her last 5 years she devoted to caring for my Sweet Step Dad.......despite her pain, her blindness...diabetes, heart problems, she gave up on her own health to make certain her promise to him was kept. She told us all that for as long as she could, she would love and care for him so he would never have to go to a nursing home. We had no clue this was coming! But, thank God she finally rests and I WILL see her again, soon.she was only 16 years older than I............Please, all of you that still have your Mom's. NEVER take them for granted, do not let a day pass that you do not tel them you love them! Life is a whisper, soon adrift on the breezes

Monday Night
Finally the headache is almost gone... mostly just feeling a bit groggy and tired. Grandpa Dick is home and doing fine. He even made it to the family lunch yesterday. Had a good weekend with David. Didn't really do anything besides play games and watch movies. We do go out to movies and other things sometimes but I really don't push him to do that when he is here. We kind of do whatever makes him happy. My main reason for that is when he is at home his mother has something planned every night. He has no free time to himself. His summer is the same way. When he is home his Mom sends him off to some sort of camp every week. He has asked not to have too much planned when he is here.. so he can just be a kid and have fun. Make sense? I do need to encourage him to get away from the video games some more though. My ankle has felt a bit better. It still pops a lot, but the pain is less. I don't limp around now. Just when I first get up from sitting or laying around. I

Whats That Number Again
Don't ever rely on my little brother if theres a robbery happening.. and this is why! OUR CONVERSATION... Me: So if he ever shows up call the police Him: whats the number for the police?? Me: UUUUM 911?! Him: OOOH i thought that was the number for the hospital END OF CONVERSATION! LMAO!!!!!!!

"because I'm A Man"...
Because I'm a man, when I lock my keys in the car I will fiddle with a wire clothes hanger and ignore your suggestions that we call a road service until long after hypothermia has set in. Because I'm a man, when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink beer. Because I'm a man, when I catch a cold I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You never get as sick as I do, so for you this isn't an issue. Because I'm a man, I can be relied upon to purchase basic groceries at the store, like milk or bread. I cannot be expected to find exotic items like"Cumin" or "Tofu" For all I know these are the same thing. And never, under any circumstances, expect me to pick up anything for which "femin

Tired Of Hearing Sorry
Without explaing to much what brought this on.Every time the guy I love hurts me he says Im sorry and I say its ok when its not.I have almost come to expect to be in some sort of pain from the guy I love weather it be emotional or phisical and him to say Im sorry afterwards.Im tired of hearing it.I just want the guy Im with to know I love him and I want to be loved by him but have come to expect the pain followed by Im sorry.What am I to do though? I will continue to smile as if everything is ok when its not and say its ok I forgive you when inside I feel as if a knife went through my heart.

I Need Some Help!!
Tomorrow we go to court for custody of my hubbies two boys....our two oldest boys... And it could either be wrapped up and over with tomorrow or go on for even longer...so please say a little prayer for us...

Women And Poverty
I took a sociology class in college, and the only thing I remember from that class (besides the fact that white upper-middle-class Midwestern kids think education fixes everything) is that the largest growing group of welfare recipients are divorced women. Divorced women with children. I've seen a couple TV shows lately that have dramatized the plight of poor women with children. Left with few employment-worthy skills, they try to subsist on minimum-wage jobs at places like Walmart, where the corporation stays immensely profitable by fucking their employees (and by being the largest importer of foreign goods in the world... this from a company founded on the promise of "All American Goods" ... but that's another blog). So they end up either living in their cars, basically homeless, or on welfare because they simply cannot support themselves and their children on a minimum-wage job. Wages simply aren't high enough... and we won't get into the lack of affordable housing caused b

Exstacy
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in exstasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever thought i could.

Bye Bye, 11s.
No more VIC. It disappeared while I was trying to use all my 11s tonight. Ah well. It was an interesting month! But hey, no more worrying about how to use the stupid 11s. I will miss the pink name and the extra gift options.

29 Things To Make You Smile
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17. Wrinkl

Hey U Hotties!!! I'm Back!!!!
hello to all my friends,family,and fans...i'm back, we on a 2 week trip w/ hubby to washington state,then when i got home i was having some "child getting into trouble" problems...now i'm back ... hot as hell and ready to play!!!!anyone up for the challenge???? we'll see......lol

Good By Little One.
Good by little one, though you knew not but love around thee, You will be missed, by many. Though you had a name, that non shall know. you are known to us. The world shall be saddened for not hearing you laugh and play. nor see you grow in wonder. We commit you to the ground, Where the Green Man shall watch over you, and the fair one shall guide and play. Until your return to this world. your life was short, and you were loved. Good by little one, though you knew not but love around thee, You will be missed, by many.

I Was 10 Ft Away From Will Ferrell, Andre 3000, And Woody Harrelson
What a wonderful time I had. Brandi, Danny, Dad, and I went to the filming of Semi Pro. I cannot give out too much info on it since I had to sign a release form, but I have NEVER been that close to a celebrity before. Will is very tall, and he has beefy thighs and is wacky as usual. Woody is a DOLL, he is sooo nice. Very short as well. Andre is short also, but very full of himself. He did say "What's up, what's up" to me though. lol. It was wild, there are alot of scenes they yell "CUT". Alot of repetitveness, which I don't mind. I mean, come ON! It's Will Ferrell, Andre 3000, and fucking Woody Harrelson! WHAT A BLAST! I will be an extra in a few more and upcoming films. I will let you know.

Poem-intertwined
He is her fantasy,in dream's intertwined - She is his rapture enclosed in his mind- He has the eyes that she longs to see- he has the power to set her soul free- she longs to open him, mind ,body ,and soul- Render his senses and take him in whole - he is the moment that ,she's been waiting for-She want's to envelope him, and keep him wanting for more - She yearns to reach out and pull him inside -he pictures his desires played out, un-denied- locked in passion,transfixed in time,reaching heights of exctasy to great to define.... Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images

R U Who U Say U R???
FUNNY HOW YOU MEET PEOPLE AND U BELEIVE WHAT THEY TELL YOU. DO WE REALLY KNOW WHO WE HAVE MET ON LINE? ARE THEY THE REAL DEAL? IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, REALLY,.... THINK UNLESS YOU LIVE CLOSE AND HANG OUT, OR MOVE IN WITH THAT PERSON, WE HAVE TO TAKE THEM AT FACE VALUE. I HAVE BEEN AROUND ALOT OF PEOPLE, ALL TYPES AND I GUESS I HAVE TO ASK MYSELF, WHY????? WHY DO PEOPLE PLAY STUPID GAMES. ARENT WE ALL ADULTS??? (well some of us are.) I AM USUALLY A TRUST GOING PERSON, AND UNTIL YOU DO ME WRONG, I GOT YOUR BACK....(BUT YOU) YOU FOOLED ME....MOVE ON BITCH TO YOUR NEXTED VICITUM......GAMES OVER!!!! I HAVE TALKED TO A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE AND THEY ARE AWESOME, AND I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD RUN INTO A FAKE ASS PERSON.....BUT I DID. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....... I AM AS REAL AS THEY COME, I TELL IT LIKE IT IS, YOU ASK AND I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE SO I WILL ANSWER (WOW! THE TRUTH) MAYBE, PEOPLE THINK OK, SURE YA RIGHT, BUT I HAVENT DONE IT YET AND I WONT.........................

King Of The Hill.
AWW. Okay. So I just saw the sweetest episode of KOTH ever. Bobby was found to be the next Buddha... and he figures out that if he is.. he cannot be with Connie. He's all... "I won't take the last test! I don't wanna be Buddha if I can't be with you!" Connie's all... "No! It would go against my total religion and I would be miserable if I didn't know if it was true or not..." So he took the test. Okay. So they lay out all the stuff again and Bobby has to choose one item. If he chooses the item that was owned by the last Buddha.. they know it is him. He glances them over.. and see's a mirror. Looking in the mirror he see's Connie. Bobby: I can choose ANY item I see on this rug? Monks: That is right. Bobby: Then I choose Connie! I see her right there in the mirror! Everyone is either happy or sad and Connie goes running into his arms to hug him, crying. They all leave and lesser monk is like.. "But that was his mirror! He chose his mirror even if just the r

Deejay With The Warbirds
Dear Blog, Today was a lot of hurry up and wait. I left the house for make up and hair at 12:45pm and got to the airfield to shoot with Stiletto Studios just before 4pm to shoot for about 10 mins. with the B-24. I got every bit of curl blown out of my vintage do by the wind and backwash from the planes taking folks up for paid rides. I went back to the car discouraged at my reflection, and sat inside to warm up and put up my hair. My next wardrobe change was into a Womans Army Corps uniform. It was issued to Nora O'Conner on August 5th, 1943. Except for my bobby pins and skivies (as my grandma used to call them), I was entirely vintage in dress. Even my stockings and shoes. At about 6pm the planes came in for their final return for the evening just as the clouds broke. We had just caught the eye of the Dallas Love Field's Museum curator and he wanted shots of me with the planes as well, so it was a win/win for everyone. I got to stand on the airfield and wave to the pilots w

How Can You Love Someone Like Me
How can you love someone like me, Can you see the real me through the duplicity? do you see the hurt and pain inside or is it that you see the mask i use to hide? How can you Love someone like me, Were you really looking when you found me? Whats there to love when all the world is sad, with wars going on and every one mad? How can you love someone like me, Someone that doesnt know what loves about anymore and has trouble even letting it show. Someones that been hurt time and again, And doesnt know if she can feel that feeling again. How can you Love someone like me, Has your heart been broken? Do you feel as I do? Where no one understands the things you've been through. How can you love someone like me, Some one that doesnt know what tears feel like any more unless shes walking in the rain. Then the tears flow and I dont know why, or when they started or when they will dry. How Can you love someone like me. March 2007

Not So Funny Jokes :(
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2 * To complain about what we do -

The Hot Tub / From The Swimming Pool
It was late when she got home. Work was keeping her busy these days and getting home at 10pm each night. She dropped her keys on the hall table and glanced thru the mail, nothing that couldn't wait. She headed to the kitchen to mix a drink. Next she hung her clothes up in the closet one at a time. She picked up her drink and headed to the back deck, there she turned on the soft music and hot tub. Gingerly she stepped into the tub, ummm hot steam and the smell of lilac hit her face as she did so. She rubbed her nipples and leaned her head back as the hot water soothed her tense body. She began to pinch her nipples roughly as she was getting excited. She found her clit and began a rhythmic thrum, she sighed, if only she had someone to play with in her water fantasy. She then positioned herself on the strong pulsing jet, rubbing her titties on the edge of the tub as she rode to ecstasy. She was so into the rhythm of her body she never heard him approach he entered the tub and just as she

Think About It - My Favorites
There is always more misery among the lower classes than there is humanity in the higher. - Victor Hugo (1862) They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety. - Benjamin Franklin (1759) I'm a great believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it. - Thomas Jefferson Do not be too moral. You may cheat yourself out of much life. Aim above morality. Be not simply good; be good for something. - Henry David Thoreau The radical of one century is the conservative of the next. The radical invents the views. When he has worn them out the conservative adopts them. - Mark Twain (1935) Some people are born on third base and go through life thinking they hit a triple. - Barry Switzer

32-what She Doesn't Know
WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS SHE HAS THE POWER TO TURN A MAN INTO A CHILD THE SUN RISES EARLY EVERYDAY JUST TO SEE HER SMILE WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS HOW MANY WILLING SOULS THERE ARE TO HOLD HER IN THE RAIN HOW MANY SHOULDERS THERE ARE TO TRY TO EASE THE PAIN WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS HER EYES CAN STEAL THE RADIANCE OF THE MOON HER ATTITUDE CAN MAKE IT SNOW IN JUNE WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS HOW MANY DAYS SHE GIVES A REASON TO GET OUT OF BED ALL THE STUPID THINGS THAT HAVE NEARLY BEEN SAID

Pile Of Sand
Pile of Sand You reached out your hand then recoiled in horror, for you felt that my skin was made of bricks and mortar. You expected the touch of soft, soft silk instead you felt the wall I had built. Strong and solid not to be knocked down, for it is surronded by a moat and I would drown. Try as you might you can't break this wall, I made sure it was strong and would never fall. There are no cracks so do not try to peep through, all that lies behind shall remain hidden to you. Do not try to chip away and force your way in, there is no way my wall is moving. Walk all the way round you'll see there is no gate, no chains and padlocks for you to break. You may try to climb and jump over my wall, but I built it slippery so you will fall. You will get hurt so please just walk away, and leave me behind my wall, alone to stay. There is no way in, that I have told you, so why do you continue to try to break through? Anyone else would have turn

*smirk*
Never Again – Kittie An act of desperation When will this ever end? My sorrow turns to hatred 'll get my sweet revenge Lies, deception I've never been so strong Lies, deception You've never been so wrong Never again will I let this Never Again You'll beg for mercy now Never again will I let this destroy my plans You'll beg for mercy I'm bitter to the core now I've seen those kindoms fall All trust has crumbled slowly I'll build up higher walls Lies, deception I've never been so strong Lies, deception I've never been so wrong

Betch For Dummies
1.Betch A betch is another way of saying "Bitch" except it sounds a million times better and makes you feel cool! Let me borrow that top, Betch! Those shoes are mine, betch! 2.betch 1. (n) A saleswoman at a shoe store 2. (n) Your twin brother who gets a car and a computer for his birthday while you get a large purple dragon plush toy. 3. (n) A bitch who won't give you any condamns "These shoes are mine betch!" "I'm gonna betchslap you shetbag!" "oh...oh...oh...oh.. .by the way betch, FUCK YOU!" "let's partay, betch" "Betch, these shoes are 300 FUCKING dollars. Let's get 'em" 3.betch If you don't want to be called a betch, don't mess with Kelly or her shoes, always let her borrow your top if she asks, and never break up with her in a txt message. If you do, you may also get a douche bag in the mail. "I'm gunna betch slap you shet bag" "Don't be a betch" "Fuck you fat betch, oh yea I said your fat" 4.Betch the new way to express the word "bitch

Time
Good: My daughter is at nursery school, so I spent my time exactly as *I* wanted to this morning (this is rare). I spent the entire morning writing.... Bad: Enjoying my time as I did, I lost track and, by the time I arrive to meet my friend, I will be one hour late. 8-O It's also quite possible that the writing is complete drivel.

Nursery Rhymes Gone Wrong
I found this in one of my kids nursery rhyme books and just wanted to share it with everyone: I LOVE LITTLE PUSSY I love little pussy, Her coat is so warm And if I don't hurt her She'll do me no harm. Now can anyone tell me if you think this is appropriate reading for my 2 and 4 year old daughters? Or is it just me?

20 Years
Thnx for the last 20 years Wow!! The last 20 years just flew by! I look back at all that we've been through and it amazes me that we are still standing here. There is only one explanation, GOD! Thank you Jesus!! For everything, for my husband Steve, I Love You Babe!! Without you none of this would be possible. You are my Hero!!!! My five children Ryan 20, Claire 19, Chris 18, Stephen 17, Britt 16, you guys are awesome! I Love You so MUCH!! My Dad Dennis you came into my life just in time. You showed me what a real man was. Thank you for being the father I always wanted, I Love You soooooo much! My Mom, you will always be the best thing that ever happened to me. If it weren't for you I wouldn't be the person I am today. Independent, Headstrong, Opinionated, Loving, Kind, a little Crazy and Wild (but aren't we all) and Strong…… The word Love is not strong enough for what I feel for you!!!!!!!!!! God I miss you! My Lil Sister, Damn your amazing! I wish I could have been the

~lost Souls~
I run to you in wanting, I run to you in hate. I run to you my darling, I run to you in rage. You wrap your arms around me, You caress me by tender embrace. You guard my heart with passion, You protect me with your pain. For you my heart I hunger, For you my heart I fear. For you my heart I'm longing, For you my heart I'm drawn near. With you my love I'll smile, With you my love I'll care. With you my love I'm tender, With you I dry my tears. I hunger for your passion, I hunger for the years. I hunger for the softness, I hunger to taste your tears. I give to you my passion, I give to you my fear. I give to you my heart my love, Will you hold it dear?

I Need More....
People to make this uber fun! We are having so much fun. This forum is kicking ass. And it gives us something else to do! And its as addicting as CT LOL! Come join us..it only takes a min to register! You don't have to be a freak or a geek...just come have fun!

Left Behind
So here I sit. In my nice comfy chair, in my nice comfy work area. Sounds nice right? I would trade it all right now. For what you may find yourself asking? To be deployed with my fellow Marines. I am not able to deploy foward with my brothers and sisters to a hostle area. Now I am sitting here waiting for the day when I become a recruiter. Some might say I am lucky not to go, I say why should I be lucky. I have been but once where many Marines have been 5, 6 times. I begged and requested to go, yet I sit here. It is really messing with my mind and all that is me. By the time I am done with my little recruiting tour it should be over with and I have missed serving. You may think me crazy to feel this way, and if you think that I beg of you to pick up a weapon and serve. You may not believe in what we are doing. I say let us fight them on there turf vs ours. Some might not believe we should have gone over there. to them I say we took an evil man out of power where he co

Jeff Cooper
Some thoughts from a true hero! “The media insist that crime is the major concern of the American public today. In this connection they generally push the point that a disarmed society would be a crime-free society. They will not accept the truth that if you take all the guns off the street you still will have a crime problem, whereas if you take the criminals off the street you cannot have a gun problem.” That is why our masters in Washington are so anxious to disarm us. They are not afraid of criminals. They are afraid of a populace which cannot be subdued by tyrants.” – Jeff Cooper's Commentaries, Vol. 2, No. 5, May 1994 “In the larger sense, however, the personal ownership of firearms is only secondarily a matter of defense against the criminal. Note the following from Thomas Jefferson: The strongest reason for the people to keep and bear arms is, as a last resort, to protect themselves against the tyranny of government.

Why I May Not Reply Back To You...
If you send me a shout, or a message, or a comment...and I never get back to you. #1 - I forgot...I tend to forget a lot. Those who know and love me know this. I have great long term memory, but my short term is worth shit. #2 - I just dont want to talk to you. a) Maybe I just dont like you. b) I'm probably busy c) I just dont like you So if I havent gotten back to you, I apologize. And as far as "just not liking you", dont get all angry. I'm just saving you some keystrokes. I'm a tease and wont show you any naughty pics or cyber with you. So that answers that.

Someone Else Tonight
its time again i get up off the barstool and then leave a tip heading home alone once again I don't mind my tv is my only friend and for awhile my happiness is only pretend and then I i lose myself in another place time stands still I put on someone else's face another sad story sacrifice and glory I wonder who ill be tonight save the day and make it alright when you're young you dream about many things and life is great you're told you can do anything and then it comes singin that old familiar song and soon its here and all your innocence is gone its here again another sad story someone's sacrifice for glory gonna save the day and make it alright once again im someone else tonight

Gotta Make My Heart Cry
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com" i can't see 'em coming out my eyes so i gotta make my heart cry, you'll never see 'em coming out my eyes so i gotta make the your heart cry." i cant cry, well unless it is more pain then i can stuff down then i can cry. like my when my aunt died i was close to her she fought a man because he called my brothers and i a nigger. she looked him in the eyes and said no their not niggers but i am and knocked him out. then turned and told us the meaning of the word( nigger a word meaning ignorant. like when he gets up he can say a nigger hit him. )her death killed me because i was supose to go see her in the hospital she asked where me and my brothers were{hang on crying from the heart is painful} ok but instead i was throwing a party. when my dad called and said do i think i can make it...............i said no i'm to drunk i'll go tomorrow.... an hour two cases later he calls again and says she wont make it through the night. i sent everyone home my brot

Hi To All Of U Please Read
I just want to tell u i am going threw some hard times right i broke with soul mate i been with all most 5 year's ... and i wont be on here much so i am so sry i wont be on here .. please give me time to heal and i will be back and ok .... from Jill :'(

Red Light Fever
After having spent an hour earlier today recording a bass part that I ultimately decided not to use and now taking a short break after what is probably the 30th take of a simple guitar part that I can play in my sleep when the record button isn't clicked, I'm beginning to wonder if I've chosen the right avocation (and hopefully future vocation). I love writing the bloody things and I love it when they're done, it's just the getting from a to b that can be annoying.

No One Knows
Run my hands over you under the table No one really knows what we're capable of No one really has to know Under a streetlight, under the darkness You're holding my heart, you're holding my hand No one really has to understand You're looking through me and I see you I know every thought in your mind God knows I wish they were mine If we only had the time, to make them mine Chorus: Nobody knows the things that I know Nobody sees the things that I see Walking through a crowd you come up on me Run your arms over mine How long has it been, I remember when Torn by two worlds by someone's opinion Wondering who really has the say Who cares any way You're looking through me and I see you I know every thought in your mind God knows I wish they were mine If we only had the time, to make them mine Chorus: Nobody knows the things that I know Nobody sees the things that I see Nobody feels the pain that I hide Inside out, outside in, deep inside Pictures of

Tears Don't Fall
With bloodshot eyes, I watch you sleeping the warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading would he hear me, if I called his name would he hold me, if he knew my shame There's always something different going wrong the path I walk is in the wrong direction there's always someone fucking hanging on can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the guilty to come home The moment's died, I hear no screaming the visions left inside me are slowly fading would he hear me, if I called his name would he hold me, if he knew my shame There's always something different going wrong the path I walk is in the wrong direction there's always someone fucking hanging on can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the guilty to come home Your tears do

My Sorry?
My sad is not because of you I got lost today in who I am I took my seeking out on you I questioned me Which led me to put it on you My error was that I didn’t know this until it was to late The words shot Like a bullet from a gun Without intention I was mean to you I can’t say I’m sorry Because it’s not enough I cry because my sad Hurt you And that makes me more sad The hole gets deeper I’ll climb out You don’t need to reach your hand I can do this on my own For you I will find My place in our US It will be quick I was there before I adore you so much It hurts to be apart The closer we get The more I want I hold myself back So I don’t get stuck When all I want Is to get stuck with you In a big house on the hill With you, me and Huey too! My sorry is from my heart It’s not enough But you know me My words are all I can give =P

Hopeful Love
Love can brings us sunshine and smiles.. Yet it can also come with a weeping heart of a child.. Love is a rainbow of colorful bliss.. Sadly every moment isn't filled with happiness.. A heart that laughs can also shed tears.. Emotions are confusing and may not always be clear.. A smile can conceal a lonely hearts cries.. The spirit becomes sad sensing the voids from inside.. Feelings seem to come forth from within our soul.. As we give of ourselves wanting truth and much more.. Love can bring warm hugs and kisses so sweet.. Yet our eyes speak what secrets our mouths keep.. There are ups and downs where love is concerned.. And so many secrets of love remain unknown.. No one is promised which road love will follow.. But we hold onto hope and faith for a happy tomorrow..

To All Fans, Present Or Future
If you FAN me VIST MY PAGE!! What's the sense of FANing a person and you don't KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE MOVEMENT?!!!? All I'm saying is I know if I fan somebody I try to hit them up Once aweek.You know what I think that's my rule... ~~~ALL FANS COMMENT MY PAGE ATLEAST ONE TIME A WEEK.IF TERMS ARE NOT MADE I WILL SERIOUSLY BE CRUSHED AND DIE AND STUFF~~~

Wedding Vow
You are God’s precious gift to me, my springtime, my hope and my joy. You are everything that’s good and pure and true and I worship you with my mind, body and soul. How blessed I am to be able to say that you are mine, to be able to love and cherish you for the rest of my days. I vow to always put you first in my life, always be there to comfort you in your sorrow and rejoice with you in your victories. May our hearts and very breath become one as we unite this day as husband and wife. I promise to be your true love from this day forward and forevermore…

The Girl
a girl of almost 18 years stood on the field, lacrosse stick in hand, pullin at her uniform because of the unsightly bulges the kilt and the spandex shirt created and amplified. She was playin defense for the first time since 7th grade and had no idea what to do. Looking through a caged vision (due to the cage goggles), she spied her mom standin on the hill along with a few other parents and students rooting for the team. Her mom didnt cheer or show any emotion. She stood off to the side, hands clasped in front of her, just watching the game through her black sunglasses. part way through the game, the girl looks up and watches her mom turn her back and walk away from the game to her shiny silver mercedes benz. something her mom said earlier came back to her; "your sister has a game at 4, i'll stop there and then go to yours". the girl's shoulder slumped visibly as she watched her mom's car pull away, betting she was going to her little sister's lacrosse game. it was bad eno

How To Get Rid Of A Blind Date Lmfao
MORE THAN FIFTY WAYS TO GET RID OF BLIND DATES (and other social catastrophes) 1. At dinner, guard your plate with fork and steak knife, so as to give the impression that you'll stab anyone, including the waiter, who reaches for it. 2. Collect the salt shakers from all of the tables in the restaurant, and balance them in a tower on your table. 3. Wipe your nose on your date's sleeve. Twice. 4. Make funny faces at other patrons, then sneer at their reactions. 5. Repeat every third third word you say say. 6. Give your claim to fame as being voted "Most Festerous" for your high school yearbook. 7. Read a newspaper or book during the meal. Ignore your date. 8. Stare at your date's neck, and grind your teeth audibly. 9. Twitch spastically. If asked about it, pretend you don't know what they are talking about. 10. Stand up every five minutes, circle your table with your arms outstretched, and make airplane sounds. 11. Order a bucket of lard. 12. Ask for c

Pieces Of Me
Pieces of me Only showing a lil of me Hiding from the main stream Screaming inside I want to be me Knowing full well I can’t be Moving from fantasy to reality Reality to fantasy Oh what a life I just want to be me Acceptance from society What ever that maybe To have the freedom of expression To be the person I desire to be

Another Hot Story Revised
I SPENT THE DAY WITH YOU,I KNEW I FOUND TRUE LOVE. THE WAY YOU ACT WITH ME AND THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES MAKES ME RELIZE THAT YOU ARE EXTREMLY HAPPY WITH ME. EVERY TIME YOU SAID I LOVE YOU, YOU MADE ME FEEL GREAT. JUST HEARING THE SOUND OF YOUR ANGELIC VOICE SAYING THOSE WORDS TO ME WAS INCREDIBLE. EVEN JUST A KISS FROM YOU IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. YOUR LIPS ARE SO SOFT AND SO SMOOTH, WHILE I HOD YOU IN MY ARMS I CANT HELP BUT, RUN MY INDEXFINGER ALONG YOUR LIPS AND THEN GO IN FOR A KISS. THEN I LOVED TO JUST HOLD YOU,WHILE I REST MY FOREHEAD ON YOUR FOREHEAD AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES, I CAN SEE YOU LOOKING INTO MINE. I WHISPER I LOVE YOU AND I SEE THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE I LOVE AS YOU WHISPER THE SAME. BY NOWTHE SUN HAS GONE DOWN, AND THE MOON CAME OUT. ITSA LIL CHILLY IN THE ROOM SO WE LIGHT A FIRE IN THE FIREPLACE AND CLOSE THE CURTAINS. ITS VERY DARK IN THE ROOM NOW LITE BY ONLY THE FIRE. WE GO AND SIT ON THE FLOOR BY THE FIRE, AND BE

Update...
WELL SINCE OUR LITTLE INCIDENT THIS AFTERNOON WITH SOME "NO NAMED" PERSON THINGS HAVE QUIETED DOWN SOME. NOW FOR THE CONTEST IT SEEMS THAT HER LITTLE PLANS ISNT WORKING I AM 985 POINTS BEHIND THE LEADER THAT STILL A DAY N HALF LEFT. AS SOON AS I GET MY POINTS MY BACK BOMBING MY OWN ASS. DAMN THAT SOUNDS KINKY.. OK MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER.. QUIET PINK HE MADE ME HORNY SO STOP LAUGHING!!! KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING THIS GROUP IS AWESOME AND WE HAVE STRONG LEADERS IN HERE NOW THAT WONT TAKE CRAP FROM ANYONE!!! SO SHOW THE SUPPORT!! FREE WILLY.. OK DAMNIT MIND IN GUTTER AGAIN.. SHUSH PINK

New Additions To Preamble To The Constitution
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right t

.skags.and.ai.
Paula Abdul is a tone-deaf skag who does her bouncy bouncy dance to all the young guys cuz in her warped midget mind she actually thinks she has a chance. yannow what? she couldnt sing when she was popular...so why oh why...would they choose her to help judge American Idol? Simon woulda voted her off. in the first round. and told her something deplorable along the lines of...'you should never sing...ever' if the Howard Stern American Idol experiment works...theres no way to ever remotely come close to trusting the results of anything on television ever again...well...not that we ever could in the first place...but america likes to think it has input to a certain extent in these reality shows...but it all boils down to those phone calls...and people...who vote for their friends...eventho they know deep down their friend sucks and couldnt carry a tune thru a brittle straw...still they punch in those numbers to keep their friend in the race. *shakes head* stupid americans. vot