Fubar Blog Posts 4

Shootings
man this is unbeleavable some nut has gone on a shooting rampage at va tech university so far they say 22 dead and 20+ wounded what makes it so bad is he did it at two different ends of the campus after 1st shooting they locked down the buildings then reopened them temporarily and he was able to gain acess to another building and shoot again damn how dumb are the police there if they didnt have the guy in custody why the hell did they open buildings back up just shakes my head

Job Hunting Stinks!
Okay, since Friday I have put in applications for at least 10 different companies. Thankfully most have a way to do so on-line! I have a long way to go still I know. I was finally able to put in for my unemployment today. I had to go to the library to do so however. My computer is experiencing some kind of run time errors, so I couldn't us it for that. Oh, I have to wait for some kind of packet to arrive in the mail and follow up with it by going to the place. I'll add more to this later. I get to get back to hunting.

Feel Sorry *fake Cries* Get Over It!
OK,THIS WAS BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION ONE OF MY FRIENDS HERE ON CT! SHE GOT A FRIENDS REQUEST FROM A GUY HERE..AND HE WANTS EVERYONE HERE TO BASICALLY FEEL SORRY FOR HIM BECAUSE HE WAS IN A MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT..NOW,IF YOU WERE ON A WEBSITE WOULD YOU SUCKER PEOPLE IN TO BEING YOURE FRIEND CAUSE YOU GOT HURT AND SURVIVED? OR ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE IT AS YES I WAS HURT BUT IM STILL ALIVE.IM NOT GONNA LET THAT BRING ME DOWN AND MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SORRY FOR ME...NOW HERE IS THE PROOF! THE FRIEND REQUEST! SHOUTBOX 1 SHOUTBOX 2 SHOUTBOX3 NOW IM SURE YOU ARE ALL LIKE..WHAT AN ASSHOLE XEROMANCER IS FOR POSTING THIS..LOL WELL COME ON...YOU JUST DONT ASK SOMEONET TO BE FRIENDS CAUSE YOU WERE HURT...DANG THATS SOMETHING EMO PEOPLE WANT.."ATTENTION" SO TELL ME WHAT YOU ALL THINK ABOUT THIS.IF YOU WISH TO GO AND ASK HIM TO BE FRIENDS AND FEEL SORRY FOR HIM..THEN DO SO..BUT I THINK WHAT YOU SHOULD DO IF YOU DECIDE TO ASK HIM IS SAY....HEY MAN I HEARD ABOUT YOURE MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT I HOPE WE

Girly Survey
What color is your bra? Not wearing one baby!!! ooh yeah!! Hair, up or down? at work, so in a tight braid. Do you straighten your hair? not for about 15 years. Do you worry about the size of your boobs? yes. What's your favorite girly magazine? More (Does anyone remember Taxi from the 80s, that was the BEST!!) What's your Favorite mascara? Anything from MAC Small or large purse? medium-ish In your purse, what are your must haves? haven't carried a purse in about 8 years, but when I did, my cigs, condoms, lighter, eyeliner and phonebook. Jeans or skirts? Jeans Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? yup Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? definately What's your favorite color(s)? black and red Do you consider yourself girly? only sometimes Heel or Flats? heels baby!! thought hardly ever anymore Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? sometimes. Would you leave the house without make

4/16/2007
it was a long night last night , i work for angle rescue. We had a call come over the wire last night around 2 am, so we suited up and flew to very dark area to pick up two children, ages 5 and 8 both females. there mother was killed on impact. it took 2 hrs to cut the girls out of the car , when i started to work on the first of the two girl , there was no pulse and started cpr, for about min with no response blood keep pouring from her head and she had lost eye , after 1 hr. she was dead. My partner work with the medics to save the second girl with out any good out come she died well in flite . Well the is so stupid all the mother had to do is stay off her cell phone and pay attion to the road. I'm sorry if this is sad but i do this everyday. Death has become my friend. It stalks me everywhere I go; slowly catching up to me. Death is not morbid, but a beautiful thing. People feel sorrow fo the dead. The feeling of a loss overwhelms them. They always try to blame someone;

Away
TO MY FRIENDS AN FAMILY OF CHERRYTAP I WILL LEAVE FOR 3 DAYS ON APRIL 29 AN RETURN MAY2ND O7 . MY MOM PASSED ON 4/30/05 AN I NEED TO GO LAY HER ASHES TO REST WITH MY GRANDPARENTS THE LAST 2 MONTHS HAVE BEEN REALLY HARD FOR ME CAUSE MY BROTHER LOST HIS MOTHER 2/27/07 SO IVE HAD A REALLY HARD TIME DEALIN WITH THE DEATHS IN MY FAMILY ,WHAT IM TRY TO SAY IS THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE HERE THAT HAS HELPED ME IN WAYS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW, MUCH LOVE TO ALL LOVE RUBIA Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Truth Or Dare! And I Double Dog Dare You!!!
Truth Or Dare and be honest. Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Five things you like about me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to know about me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1.

Instructions For Microsoft"s Tv Dinner
Instructions for Microsoft\'s TV dinner You must first remove the plastic cover. By doing so you agree to accept and honor Microsoft rights to all TV dinners. You may not give anyone else a bite of your dinner (which would constitute an infringement of Microsoft\'s rights). You may, however, let others smell and look at your dinner and are encouraged to tell them how good it is. If you have a PC microwave oven, insert the dinner into the oven. Set the oven using these keystrokes: mstv.dinn./ /08.5min@ @50%heat/ / Then enter: ms//start.cook_ dindin/yummy |/yum~yum: -)gohot#cookme. If you have a Mac oven, insert the dinner and press start. The oven will set itself and cook the dinner. If you have a Unix oven, insert the dinner, enter the ingredients of the dinner (found on the package label), the weight of the dinner, and the desired level of cooking and press start. The oven will calculate the time and heat and cook the dinner exactly to your specification. Be fore

Girly Survey!!
What color is your bra? UHH LiKE iM GONNA TELL YOU TAHT!!! THATS FOR MY HUBBY TO KNOW!!! Hair, up or down? UP! Do you straighten your hair? YEAH SOMETiMES! Do you worry about the size of your boobs? NOPE NOT AT ALL! MY HUBBY LOVES THEM SO YEAH!!! What's your favorite girly magazine? SHiT iDK! What's your Favorite mascara? MAYBELiNE! Small or large purse? MEDiUM! In your purse, what are your must haves? CELL PHONE AND MAKE UP!! Jeans or skirts? Jeans! Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? NO.. LOL! Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? UHH NO!!! What's your favorite color(s)? BLACK AND BABY BLUE!! Do you consider yourself girly? NOT REALLY.. i MEAN SORTA!! Heel or Flats? FLiP FLOPS!! Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? SOMETiMES!! Would you leave the house without makeup on? YEAH! Wal*Mart or Target? WAL MART!! Do you consider making out "unladylike"? NO! On the scale o

In Hospital For A Couple Of Days
Hey all..i wont be around after tomorrow (tuesday)as im goin into hospital for a couple of days for tests.Im epileptic and my fits have got worse n they need to be sorted so have fun n try to behave..lol.Tc cherrytappers mwahhhh.

Got 2 Love The Irish
Gotta Love The Irish Body: At a U2 concert in Ireland , Bono (the lead singer) asks the audience for some quiet. Then he starts to slowly clap his hands. Holding the audience in total silence, he says into the microphone.... "I want you to think about something. Every time I clap my hands, a child in Africa dies." A voice from the front of the audience yells out...."Then fookin stop clapping, ya arsehole!" You Got To Love the Irish

Chelseas Date
Chelsea's Date Body: Chelsea Clinton returns from a date,and Hillary asks her if she had a good time, etc. Chelsea says she had a wonderful time and says she thinks she's in love. Hillary says, "You didn't have sex, did you, dear?" Chelsea says, "Not according to Dad."

Omg People It Wasnt About You.......
jeeezeee ok look the last blog was not aboout any of you it was about my own persoal real life involving some one in my house. where i live get it damn it i got my shot box my immer and my email blown up by 30 people yelling at me not to assume they lied to me wow wtf is all i can say aside from what i told them if u didnt have summin to feel guilty about you would had jumped the gun n down my throut. back off and chill out if it was about you id a told you in privete chill peoples

Ways To Stay Sane....like I Know
Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Sanity Body: on a serious note, there are two on this list that i do on a regular basis one of them you can guess just by reading this note, any of my blogs or previous notes/comments to you the next one on this list that i reglarly do is the one immediately following the one you can probably guess blessings & keep smiling & sharing the smiles! :-D thanks, Debbie Date: Apr 15, 2007 7:42 PM 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish

Him
HIM Being a teacher, I periodically had to spent evenings at the library to study up for my next class. Tonight, I was in no mood to be at the library but I needed a little extra material for my next day’s lecture. As I entered the library, I found it was fairly empty. That meant I would be able to find a quiet area all to myself. I hated having to share, especially with the high school students. After grabbing the books I needed, I found a quiet area near the back of the library. No one else was around, and I figured I’d be able to get my research done quickly. As I opened one of my books, I casually looked up and around me. As my eyes scanned the library, I noticed in the far corner a woman sitting alone. She was very pretty but that wasn’ what caught my attention. Her hand was rubbing her breast through her shirt. Trying not to draw attention to myself, I sat back and watched this woman rub her breast and nipple with her hand. Her finger skimmed across the nipple,

Attacked
A tear my fear caused by you what should I do? You can't see the hurt you treat me like dirt my open scar you think you're a czar Loving was my sin your heart is like tin as you plan another attack I knew you would be back To bring me more pain and drive me insane neither friend or foe please let me go But you won't let me be I refuse to flee I am not scared I know you never cared So go on your way have your fun and play you are just a spoiled boy I am no longer your toy You can't hurt me anymore you cut me to the core as I blindy ran into the arms of a real man I now know it's true I've seen the loser in you I laugh at you my dear cause now you will live in fear

Morning Uhhhh Is It Morning
MY ONLY TRUE LOVE MY DEAR Bring on the love MY DEAR SHED YOUR THOUGHTS YOUR FEARS I'll hold it near WITHOUT ONE SINGLE FEAR We grasp it we feed its desires. Bring on the love dear There is no other place my love has found its home roaming a world with a hearts DESTINATION FEELS RIGHT. exploring new depths, new angles. Bring on the love dear. I have just as much as you can hold. Never once will you yearn for a feeling I can not give you most of all I will do my best that you will never have to ask. Bring on the love dear. Here is mine for you to hold meant for you longed for you dream t of you. Bring on the love dear. There is no other way till we reach our last breath and find our dying day. Bring on the love dear. I will reach you with all my power beyond the test of time you are mine and I am yours. Bring on the love dear. It is here it is here MY ONLY TRUE LOVE MY DEAR DAWN MARIE APRIL 16 2007

Promoting My Brother In Law E3
Peace Y'all! Please check out a new tune with Myself and Mic Boogie called 'My Lil' Crocodile'. It's Hot! Also, don't forget to cop Red's new album 'Red Gone Wild'! Seriously one of the best albums I've heard in a long time. And I can't forget to shamelessly plug my album "One Soul". Please check it out:

Hurt
Well, I think Carla's been playing me all along. She changed her mind about the engagemet almost 2 weeks ago. I was OK and just wanted to be with her. Anyway, she was ignoring me again - sometimes I don't hear from her for 2 or 3 weeks. Was so in love I didn't really think of it. I finally was - noticed she could be on a social networking site every fucking day but couldn't say one damn word to me. Finally messaged her "Fuck you bitch!" Now the ball's in her court. Not going to beg her to talk anymore. If she wants to she can contact me. Anyway until she does I consider myself single again. Still feel so fucking hurt.

Rated Too Many Pics???
It's only 7:30 p.m and I was trying to rate someones pics and recieved this message.... Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. Is this something new? If so it sucks!! I have never seen this before and I'm usually on this site more than I have been today!!! Please repost if you have ran into this problem!!

In Wake Of The Va. Shootings
The call for Gun Control is back, to which I have a response. "To ban guns because criminals use them is to tell the innocent and law-abiding that their rights and liberties depend not on their own conduct, but on the conduct of the guilty and the lawless, and that the law will permit them to have only such rights and liberties as the lawless will allow... For society does not control crime, ever, by forcing the law-abiding to accommodate themselves to the expected behavior of criminals. Society controls crime by forcing the criminals to accommodate themselves to the expected behavior of the law-abiding." - Jeff Snyder

Mothers Day Contest
Hey all my friends out there! Im entering my first contest! Now I understand all of you out there that think comment bombing is redundant. But plz come atleast give your opinion. Not like Im going to win anyways....with ppl already having 4000 comments lol But Id appreciate everyones support =] Thanks ahead of time guys *MuaH* Theres the link

Jimmy's Letter
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy

Lol
So, for the most part...I blend in with the people I supervise and so...sometimes...things happen in front of me that shouldn't... Like...just now...I was outside with my friend (another administrator here) and this kid walks up to the back of the building and just starts peeing on the wall. So, I'm like uhhhh....you've got to be kidding.... He was humiliated. I told him he needed to stop and get his ID and my friend made him sanitize his hands before letting him hand the ID to me... Sometimes...my job...is just absurd...by the way, in case you're interested...the sanction for this "crime" is going to be washing the exterior of the building and scrubbing the steps...oh, and writing an apology letter to the people who live above the window he peed under. Some shit makes me laugh...

The Things We Said Today
This was originally the idea of a friend of mine from Xanga. List 10 things you would like to say to someone, but know you never will.... Do not reveal to whom you would say these words. They can be real life or online people (living or dead). You can only say one thing to each person. No repeats.(Leave them in my comment section and feel free to repost elsewhere.) These are mine: 1. While I always knew how much you pushed me to grow as a person, I never fully realized just how much you held things together around us all. Now you're gone and things are truly a mess. I'm sure you're somewhere shaking your head and wondering if you taught us nothing. 2. For someone as smart as you are, I can't understand how you haven't figured out that love is blindness in the last 21 years. 3. Life can be a funny thing sometimes. It gives us people to enjoy and learn from and then takes them away with no notice and little compassion for the pain it causes us. There was so much more tha

Pissy Mood...sorry
ok heres what i dont get. i have tried my best to rate everyone who visits my profile and even people who dont. granted i prob dont get to everyone but i cant be on here as much as id like to with 7 month old twins im very busy alot of the time so i apologize to those i may have missed.what ticks me off though is i have always reposted and rated others who have been mentioned in bulletins. the one time i put a bulletin up asking for help it gets ignored! why is that ?

After Good-bye
She caresses his face With strands of her long dark hair; Soft swirling strokes Will this be the last time she shares her secrets with him. Moon light fills their eyes; a last good-bye Though the oceans will soon separate them, Silent tears speak of tomorrow's kisses They will dream of each other when they're apart, And they will dream of each other when they're together again, In each others arms... But still a world apart After many years of sadness Sadness ever since their last good-bye Now she only has a glimmer of fading hope, Will she see her love again... Time can only tell But they will dream of being together, Together in the future How do I know, Because that girl was me And those tears are still mine, And my love's...

Do I Morn Or Dislike?
I have been writing to someone since last sept before cherrytap.. everything was going lovely he was a good friend... he is a a capt in the us marines and he is based at Tampa airbase... we both talked for hours about his hopes and fears.. he told me that he was going back to Iraq for his second tour and wanted to get out of the marines as he felt he had done his part... oct last year he got sent to Afgan.. I got emails once week and then they stoped 7 weeks ago.. today I got a card I sent to his cousins po box address sent back with attempted not know return to sender. now I don't know if to morn him or dislike him for putting me through worry.. he always said I would know if he was killed... his cousin is not answering emails.. .. I am in a very lost place right now. sometimes I wonder if being nice and caring is not all that great!

My Prayer For Joanie
Our life was good and happy too for i found love when I found you. The smile on my face has faded away for my love for you will always stay in my heart and in my soul. It hurts to know that you may go to be with God. He loves you too, that I know for you have been his light from above, your smile has brightened our hearts and our souls and made us wish to go on. We love you true and love you deep, But please awake from your sleep, Smile at us and let us see the love that you have giving to us for free. It's not a good one but it's how i feel

The Story Of Your Anus
As i look at this chair,sitting in the computer, drinking a bowl and smokin some coffee,i realize my minds all backwards,and i cant keep you off me.i'm sexy as you smell.wild,and kinky as well.i crack alot of jokes,lotta storys to tell.it comes from the crazie life i once lived,and the pride i wouldnt give,as the white government took everything for (witch)i live.left me with "society" and a single white dove.to remind me of the beauty that once was.the children that i love.and the culture we'll all miss.But this isnt that.as that is this. becouse tommarrow's yesterdays are today. but only in the afternoon. becouse mornings before..night..is after noon. So i ask "have you seen the magical bafoon? eat some lsd.and take a walk with me.through the times of the hour glass, the wilderness and animals we pass.down into the darkness. into the halls of memories.random thoughts and energys.we will share our thriving force,our wildest desires and their driving source.as we learn about each oth

Why Does This Happen?
Why do people feel they got to hurt someone they love feel they have to tell u things they think you wanna hear why cant they go with the feelings they feel in thier heart i never understand if a person finds someone they connect with and wanna be with and think about constantly ,and cant imagine them not in thier lives, and always get that smile when u know they are near or when they talk to u, or when u get butterflies when u hear thier name or have that special thought of forever with them. "if someone makes u happy every day in every way why do they feel they have to stray, or hurt the one they love in some other way?" if you give ur heart to that person and only that person and they say they feel the same way to if u get that look in ur eyes when ur with them,or the sensations of thier embrace, or goose bumps when ur lips touch, or when ur bodies are against one another and u can feel ur heart beat faster when ur near them, when u think about thier happiness be

Massacre At Virginia Tech
Yesterday, I was here on CT with this. It stayed on my mind all day. I went to sleep and woke up to it's aftermath. It's so senseless. From an investigative standpoint how can anyone from Virginia Tech take two hours to "lockdown" the campus. Why should it take two hours to alert the students and say "Take cover. We have an extreme situation. There is a gunman on campus." Maybe it's just my thinking, but a lot of the deaths that have occured could have and should have been prevented. But that's just my "investigative" side.Now for the real reason for this blog. I have been a fan of the Tar Heels of North Carolina since I have moved there in 1996. But on the heels of this tragic and horrific event, this made my Tar Heel heart turn Orange and Maroon--The colors of Virginia Tech University. My deepest and heartfelt sympathies go out to all of the families who have lost loved ones in this tragedy. My prayers are with them as they are with the dozens that are laid up in hos

"pont Neuf" In Toulouse, France
Hi Everybody, It's a new year, a new beginning, and I want to tell you right up front, that I have had enough of all the pictures of young, half naked young girls in disgusting poses, and all the other porno crap. If we don't stop this, everybody will think we all are sex obsessed. So from now on I am only sending you pictures of old monuments, nature and other cultural sights which are healthy and educational for your mind. As a start, here is a picture of the bridge "Pont Neuf" in Toulouse, France . Isn't it beautiful?

Glossary Of Horse Terms
Glossary of Horse Terms Hock: Financial condition of all horse owners. Stall: What your rig does at rush hour in an unfamiliar city on the way to a big horse show . A Bit: What you have left in your pocket after you've been to your favorite tack shop. Fence: Decorative structure built to provide your horse with something to chew on. Horse Auction: What you think of having after your horse bucks you off. Pinto: Green coat pattern found on freshly washed light colored horses left unattended for 2 minutes. Well Mannered: Hasn't stepped on, bitten, or kicked anyone for a week. Rasp: Abrasive metal tool used to remove excess skin from ones knuckles. Lunging: Popular training method in which a horse exercises their owner by spinning them in circles until dizzy. Gallop: Customary gait a horse chooses when returning back to the barn. Nicely Started: Lunges, but not enough health insurance to even think about riding him. Colic: Gastrointestinal result of eating at ho

How To Clean A Cat (this Is From Grey And Hilarious)
1. Add one capful of shampoo to the water in the toilet. Put both lids up. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. (You may need to stand on the lid.) The cat will self-agitate and make ample suds. (Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this.) 4. Flush the toilet three or four times. (This provides a "power-wash" and "rinse".) 5. Have someone open the door to the outside. (Be sure that there are no people between the toilet and the outside door.) 6. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 7. The now-clean cat will rocket out of the toilet, and run outside where he will dry himself off. The toilet will be sparkling clean!

Five Tips For A Woman....
1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job. 2. It is important that a man makes you laugh. 3. It is important to find a man you can count on that doesn't lie to you. 4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. 5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.

Lets Have Fun
***fill out your own answers*** 1. Anal or oral? ORAL 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? BOTH 3. Ice or feathers? what the fuck? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 GIRLS 5. Movie porn or live porn? live porn.. im a freak 6. What do you wear to bed ? boxer briefs 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave ? thats a female trait 9. Spit or swallow? thats a female trait 10. Do you masturbate ? 4sho 11. Whats your turn on ? a woman playin with herself 12. Whats your favorite position ? alllll 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? DEPENDS 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? on a airplane 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) AS LONG AS NECESSARY 16. Bondage or soft & gentle GETTIN TIED UP HELL NO 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 4SHO 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 4sho 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? she no who she is..., get with me shawty 20. Lis

The Gift Of Friends
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

Beautiful World
hello every one my friends my familly my fans every one i care for him and i think i care for all of u it is very very beautiful day today i just want to stop to drop some love from my heart for every one i love him i wish every one take care for him self see all of u as soon matrexxxx

The Dog Food Diet (thought This Was Funny)
I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for Mac and was in > line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ > Duh! > > I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was > starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't > because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 > pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming > out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about > bugged out of her head. > > I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally > buying it I told her > that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is > to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one > or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is > nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. > > I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by > now enthralled with my

List Of Canadian Casualty's
Since 2002, 53 Canadian soldiers and one diplomat have been killed in Afghanistan. Here is a list of the deaths: 2002 April 17 — Sgt. Marc Leger, Cpl. Ainsworth Dyer, Pte. Richard Green and Pte. Nathan Smith, killed when U.S. F-16 fighter mistakenly bombed Canadians. 2003 Oct. 2 — Sgt. Robert Short and Cpl. Robbie Beerenfenger, killed in roadside bombing. 2004 Jan. 27 — Cpl. Jamie Murphy, killed in suicide bombing while on patrol. 2005 Nov. 24 — Pte. Braun Woodfield, killed when his armoured vehicle rolled over. 2006 Jan. 15 — Glyn Berry, British-born Canadian diplomat, killed in suicide bombing. March 2 — Cpl. Paul Davis and Master Cpl. Timothy Wilson, killed when their armoured vehicle ran off road. March 29 — Pte. Robert Costall, killed in firefight with Taliban. April 22 — Cpl. Matthew Dinning, Bombardier Myles Mansell, Lt. William Turner and Cpl. Randy Payne, killed when their G-Wagon destroyed by roadside bomb. May 17 — Capt. Nichola Goddard, an ar

The Defender
I wrote this up for a contest that's being held by Borders, because my sister asked me to. It's called the "Times Mom Stood Up For Me" Writing Competition. Only caveat is that it has to be 300 words or less, which is tough! I thought I'd share. I was not a well child. I say that, not with self-pity, but in a matter-of-fact tone. You see, I can be matter-of-fact about my medical problems because of my mother. To her, my problems were not disabilities or even challenges. They were… simply part of being me. When I was in college, I came down with a bad cold in early December – the worst possible time to get sick when you’re a singer, especially at my school, where the annual Christmas Festival is equivalent to The Big Game at any other school. But illness was something I took for granted, so I donned a hat and scarf and headed off to class. After all, I was there for an education. Unfortunately, when you are ill and can’t sing, peer pressure dictates you hole up in your r

Landing Down Under!
I know I promised you my vide blog on Monday, but hey, shit happens. I know you're supposed to be a bit earlier than 1 hour for international flights but we got there a bit earlier than that. We checked in, got through security and had about 3 hours to spare. How do you kill time in an airport?You read 3-d magazines! Sports Illustrated swim suit issue this month is partly in 3-d and even comes with a pair of cheap paper and plastic 3-d glasses. It looked pretty cool for about 3 pictures, but then it started to cause a headache. I also read my other favorite magazines,Stuff, FHM and Maxim.At around midnight we finally boarded our non-stop flight for Sydney. A 15 hour flight. The good thing. You get to watch VOD movies, music and some video games and tv shows. The other good news, we got a whole row of 4 seats to ourselves. The bad news, it was a 15 hour flight. Other good news, I did do some video of this day, but not like I will put it up because Aiden has no way to get it on the compu

Basement Is Flooded
Until this stupid moisture ceases where i live I will be spending the majority of my time sucking...haha WATER out of my basement...bunch of pervs I adore ya...but I can't sit and type so please dont think I am ignoring you...I am bored in my basement watching water be sucked up to be pumped out....if you dont know this about me yet you do now..I FUCKING HATE CONNECTICUT RAIN!!!!! there i said it...I feel a little better :Þ not that half of my "friends" will read this but those who do care about me will...lol so thanks for reading what i have taken time to type!!! infact if you have 50 cherry bucks maybe you could flood me with the dirty weeds so they could suck out the water faster :) if not thats cool but it would be fun to see how many ppl want to help me dry out my basement LOL mad loves!!

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How High Up The Sex Mountain Are You?
GOOOOOOOOOOOOO MEEEEEEEEE!!! You scored as At the top.. Yup, you've climbed Sex Mountain to the top. You know how to give it good, and receive it even better! Lucky you!At the top.83%Somewhere in the middle.67%At the bottom.0%How high are you up Sex Mountain?created with QuizFarm.com

My Fucking Ex
WELL MY EX CALLED TO DAY TO BITCH ME OUT BUT I SAID FUCK YOU YOUR THE BITCH WHO WHANTED TO LEAVE NOT ME SO WERE ARGUED FOR 20 MINUTES THEN SHE HUNG UP AND SENT A TEXT MESSAGE TO MY CELL HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT WHAT A BITCH SHE IS SO I DELETED IT AND TOOK HERE OFF MY PHONE AND NO LONGER HAVE HERE EMAIL EITHER SO OVERALL SHE IS A BITCH A LIER AND A SLUT SO FUCK HERE.

Heres Another 1
poem,thoughts whatever you want to call it Scars on my wrist just shows how much pain I'm in stead of holding it in building up inside it exscapesthrough my blood for a second I feel no pain no hidding sarrows just relief from everything faild at suicide now cutting the only thing I got left no one cares what happens to me so why should I the more I care the more I love the pain the sarrow I have to deal with loss is hurtful then a few scares heartach is love that fails might as well have your heart ripped out thats what it feels like an your left with the mess

I'm A Hater!! Heehee!
1. CHEATERS....(ALL KINDS) 2. THE SUN.....(WHICH IS WHY I AM PASTY WHITE) 3. FAKE BOOBS..(CAUSE THEY ARE WELL...FAKE)(MINE ARE REAL BTW) 4. VIOLENCE....(IT SOLVES NOTHING) 5. DRIVERS WHO TALK ON THEIR CELL PHONES AND CRASH INTO ME THEN SAY ITS MY FAULT, GRRRRRRRR) 6. TWEEKERS....(THEY ALL TURN BAD SOONER OR LATER) 7. HACKERS.....(STOLE MY YAHOO SN....GRRRRRRRR) 8. RACISTS.....(ITS WHATS INSIDE THAT COUNTS) 9. THIEVES.....(GET YOUR OWN!!) 10 STALKERS....(THIS WILL BE ON BOTH HATE AND LOVE LISTS,) (HAHA)

Of Myself I Am Nothing
Possessed of a spirit in the middle of the night That forces me to ponder and sit and write Of things that do own my heart and mind Of things beyond me that are hard to find Maybe I think way too much about life Get lost in the substance hardship and strife Maybe it is a distance that does call Maybe I get lost in the sum of it all To rest and let go would be a sweet dream For so much of life is heart break extreme Longing for innocents touch and sweet smile Longing to close sweet distance of miles For the heart beats and longs for those it lost And would pay any price no matter the cost To hold and feel the love yet again To feel the end of that dull pain To rest and know the world is right This is the dream that makes joy take flight Sweet nothings yet are the stuff of fantasy Sweet dreams held in hope by fools like me Sweet the knowledge that tomorrow is not set And only god knows and we may see yet Release in the joy of love to return I hold on to hope for it

Who Knew It Could Still Hurt...
I thought that I was over pain and thought that I could move forward and open myself up to you. I thought that true friends were always to be loyal to each other. I never asked you to prove it...never asked you to show it. I thought it just simply was. I thought the words were real and that true friendship never dies. You called me your best friend and I held that close to my heart because you knew all I had been through last year and how hard it was for me to trust completely again. I stood by your side trusting and I cared without limits, loved you as family without asking anything of you back. I cared and loved with all my heart...as I do all my true and close friends. ******I would always stand by your side no matter what...damn you for not doing the same and for putting someone less important between our friendship. Thank you for being ashamed of me and what we have as a friendship. ****** You cried on my shoulder and spoke that we would be friends forever...that me m

Sex With A Bbw
Sex with a BBW She sits on my cock, it’s heavenly, Bouncing and jiggling, it’s to die for, Face sitting, it is done heavily, On a rug is OK, but not the floor. Her jugs are always gigantic, Definitely more than a mouthful, If she had been on the Titanic, She’d have filled the hole with a breastful. With an ass that’s bigger than another, Softer than any other chick’s, A bum that is broad as two others, It can take and satisfy all dicks. If you like your babes dainty, You’ve cum to the wrong place, no maybe.

Slave To Master...you Know Who You Are
Serving her Master, with a heart full of pride Loving unconditionally, needing the training he provides Absolute trust and respect, shared between the two Very happy to obey, when he tells her what to do Every minute away from him, he lingers in her mind Teaching her to look inside, for the strength she must find Opeining her heart, mind and body to her Master’s requests Happy with herself only, when she can pass all of his tests Endless devotion, she will feely and gladly give Realizing her very life, has now become his Maybe she will stumble, sometimes she will fall Accepting when her Master, must discipline it all Setting up her limits, with honesty and trust Taking her past them, will be a must Earning the privilege to serve as his slave Respecting all her Master will do or say

Have You Had The Feeling?
Have you had the feeling that you were acting like a little child? Have you had the feeling that there was something wrong, how could it all seem so right? Have you had the feeling when someone was so excited about something you would do for them? Have you had the feeling that made you happy every moment you took a breath? Have you had the feeling someone was watching over you? Have you had the feeling that your life seemed so complete? I do have that feeling! I enjoy that feeling. I don't want this feeling to ever stop.

Dirty Quiz
*Dirty quiz* 1. What is a four-letter word that ends in "k" and means the same as intercourse? 2. What is it that a cow has four of and a woman has only two of? 3. What can you find in a man's pants that is about six inches long, has a head on it, and that women love so much that they often blow it? 4. What word starts with "f " and ends with "u-c-k"? 5. Name five words that are each four letters long, end in "u-n-t " one of which is a word for a woman? 6. What does a dog do that you can step into? 7. What four letter word begins with "f " and ends with " k", and if you can't get one you can use your hands? 8. What is hard, six inches long, has two nuts, and can make a girl fat? 9. What four-letter word ends in "i-t " and is found on the bottom of birdcages? 10. What is it that all men have one of; it's longer on some men than on others; the pope doesn't use his; and a man gives it to his wife after they're married? *Answers* 1. talk

I Want To Thank
All Of My Friends In Which Has Helped Me Threw-Out This Contest,,, Names #1 Skye, Green Eyes With 42 DD's , Chez ,Papa Daddy, Chuck, M&M, Kevin And A Few Others. If It Wasn't Fer You Guys I Wouldn't Be Where I'm At Now,, I Know It's Not The Best Tattoo In The World However It's Mine And I'm Damn Proud Of It... Remember If Theres A Time You Ever Need Me Fer Something Please DO NOT (HESITATE) To Ask Cause I Will Be There!!! (((I Love You All An Thanks Again Fer Everything)))

Another Gracious Thank You . . .
I wanted to thank all of my friends for the support again while I am dealing with another tragic death amongst my friends. I don't know if I would class it as luck, but when out with friends on Friday night, Chay was posing for pics . . . only hours before she decided to take her own life. Am I surprised that you bleached out your hair to platinum before checking out of this flea bag of a motel called life? Nah . . . It was your way of doing things . . . Again, all I am left with is memories . . yes, that is selfish, but you know what, taking your own life was selfish and I have a right to be angry with you!!!!! You had it all, and unfortunately, none of us will ever know why you did this . . . You could have talked to any of us . . . You could have picked up the phone and called me . . . Yes, you were far away, but I was always here for you!!! You could have hoped back on a plane and flew back home . . . I guess, AGAIN, I am left

Everything I Wanted To Say, But Couldn't Fit
First of all, thank you Maria for holding the contest to win a free blast. I want to thank all of my AWESOME Friends for putting their timeless efforts and hard work into helping me win this blast. You guys are truly AWESOME, and I couldn't have done it without you. I Love You All! I am Truly Blessed and so Thankful to the good Lord, for giving me the gift of meeting the most Genuine, Amazing, and Awesome people, from all walks of life here on CherryTap. I consider all of my Friends here like my own Brothers and Sisters, and I keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers every day, for the very best of wishes and brightest blessings that life can bring. I love meeting new people and making friends. Friends are like Angels. They love you, watch over you, defend your honor, send messages of love, hope, encouragment, and inspiration, they comfort you, brighten your day, make you laugh, cry tears of joy, are fun to hang out with, and are always there for you when you need them the most. C

I Make Me Laugh!!
I am getting giggles and more giggles now that every rate you get the name comes along with it. just af ew minutes ago my main pic get rated a 4 by some female. I laugh and then send her a shout out: "WOOO HOO A 4! YOU ROCK!" (Her name suggests that she is some type of rocker chic. So a few minutes go pass by and next thing you know I get another message: Such and Such rated you a 1! Even more hilarious in my mind. So I send her another shout out: "WOOO HOOOO a 1! YOU ARE THE BEST!" I am wondering if she knows about the new features?

.book.burning.
ive decided...if the theory is correct...and harry potter dies in the last book... im burning all my harry potter books and going back to the world where he doesnt exist to me. and im soooo not kidding either.

A Little Survey
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Felling Of Wonderment
So check it! The past few years have raced by and I sometimes wonder like, how the hell has time flown by so quickly? Either way appearently my time was well spent. I have had things happen to me people only dream about. I will soon be in another movie. Why me? What have I done sooo right!? Well Im me! I dont act as if Im someone Im not. Never will. I enjoy life to the fullest. And I've just begun my journey at 28. I meet interesting people all the time. I meet people I fall in love with at first sight yet never lose focus on the goal at hand. I am about to be sooo big! LMMFAO! See ya on the flip side of all this. In 11 days from 04-17-07 Ill be on the set of We Need A Hero! And they said I couldn't do it! ;o)

Honey Garlic Pork Chops
Honey Garlic Pork Chops Here, a quick-mix marinade does double duty when it's reheated and served as a sauce for the chops. If you don't have sherry on hand, use white wine, or even water. And if you've brought the barbecue out of hibernation, try grilling the pork. Credit: National Honey Board Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1/4 cup lemon juice * 1/4 cup honey * 2 tablespoons soy sauce * 1 tablespoon dry sherry * 2 minced garlic cloves * 4 boneless center-cut pork chops Directions: Combine all ingredients except the pork chops in a small bowl. Place the pork in shallow baking dish; pour the marinade over the pork. Cover and refrigerate for 4 hours or overnight. Remove the pork from the marinade. Heat the remaining marinade in a small saucepan over medium heat to a simmer. Broil the pork 4 to 6 inches from the heat source for 12 to 15 minutes, turning once during cooking and basting frequently with the marinade.

Silent Tears
SILENT TEARS Do you perceive life only as a futile struggle, rather than a challenge that is meaningful. When you look realistically and rationally at your life, your time is a precious commodity. Those who have known you will judge how you have spent your time and what you have left as your legacy. The concept of death is frightening to those who lack spirituality. Self-indulgence and other morally relativistic behavior consume the thoughts of many people during their spare time when their only focus is on their irrational thoughts and their fears. They visualize bigger homes, better cars, more jewelry, or a better significant other. They grow to resent the current people and possessions they have due to this irrational pattern of thought. They fear that they will miss out on some sort of pleasure before their lives end. This serves only to reinforce their emptiness and fear. Visualize how you can give something back to benefit another person through the acts of love, respect, a

Beautiful Nightmare
Im There When Your Asleep, There When You Wake. Haunting All Your Dreams, Making All Your Fears Come True, And You Thought I Would Of Never Found You. Hearing Your Screams Puts A Smile On My Face, Seeing Your Muffled Cries Makes Me Laugh. As I The Beautiful Nightmare Wonders Silently In Your World, Burying You Into Mine. Making You See, Hear, Feel Things You Thought Never Existed, But In My World Its Mixing Your Worst Nightmares With Reality. I'll Make Sure I Will Be The Death Of You...

Tattoo
Soo i am gona get a tattoo i not sure when but i know what iam gonna get angle wings on my shoulders and back common but vary me i will get hen right now ansd form fitting to my shape in crisp black not to busy but not just lines and they will be stunning everyone for a long time has called me an angle and my obbession with wings i am sute u notice so i really love this idea

Nobobdy Loves Me
Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, Guess I'll go eat worms, Long, thin, slimy ones; Short, fat, juicy ones, Itsy, bitsy, fuzzy wuzzy worms. Down goes the first one, down goes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Up comes the first one, up comes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Nobody loves me, everybody hates me Think I'll go and eat worms Long ones, short ones, fat ones, thin ones See how they wriggle and squirm I bite off the heads, and suck out the juice And throw the skins away Nobody knows how fat I grow On worms three times a day Ohh...nobody loves me. everybody hates me, Think I'll go eat worms. Big fat juicy ones, Eensie weensy squeensy ones, See how they wiggle and squirm. Chomp off their heads and squeeze out the juice And throw their tails away Nobody knows how I survive On worms three times a day. Nobody likes me, everybody hates me I'm goin' down the garden to eat worms Long thin slimy ones, short fat f

My Sexual Iq Is 153 Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Dare You
Good morning... Brutal Radio want you to come bring yourself and cup of coffee and come hang out With Jessa & Dj Mini Me ITS FREE DRAMA CLICK ANY OF THE SIGNS TO JOIN THE FUN ya know you wanna FUCK THE REST JOIN THE BEST

Leaving Michigan
Okay Friday the 27th I leave Michigan to go back home to Tennesee. I know a couple of good jobs I could get, plus my mom is going to help me get a car and a apartment. I miss my family and friends. Im just not happy here and plus I cant find work here. I will be on a bus for 24 hours. But I figure I can sleep most of the way there. So tennesee here I come!!

She Knows
the darkness overcomes the light in her heart for she has no love,no one too love for men treat her like trash and stomp her heart into a million bloody pieces the one that she loves is too blind too see that he makes the darkness in her heart overcome the light he has killed her on the inside,the candle light in her eyes has burnt out,nothing left but an empty lifeless body, for her light can only be re lit by him her dark secret love,untill then the darkness overcomes the light in her heart and in her eyes

A Poem My Daughter Wrote; "break"
Break I hate the way you make feel. I hate everything about you. I hate the way you kissed me. I wish you would just leave me alone. I hope I never see you again. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I will break a thousand bones before thinking about you again. I will break a million sticks before thinking of being with you again. Though everytime I do think of you, I cry. I loved you. I hate being like this. I wish it never happened. Why did it have to end like this? Why did it happen like this. How Could I let it happen like this? I hate not having you in my arms. i just wish I could hold you one last time. It broke my heart to see you go. It hurt me so bad. I can't stand to be without you. I'd do anything to have you in my arms again. This is the end of it all. Goodbye. I won't forget me if you don't forget me. I love you. 'the bloody business of love'

Beryl (aquamarine)
Mineral and precious stones have historic meanings based on their color, value, and rarity. Geology and various crystal structures have significance in the New Age movement, which has renewed interest in these materials. Beryl is a crystal that represents courage and tranquillity. Dreams that include this stone may reflect material gain, or they may reflect self-esteem and inner calm given by another as a gift to you.

Maid Service
maid service by heather in WI (again) My husband and I enjoy travel and like to get away a few times a year. Being cold in the North, we like to head south in January or February. This year we went to Florida to see the sights and do the regular tour that the tourists do. We booked into the Hilton at Walt Disney World and got busy seeing and doing all the regular stuff. On the fourth day we were there, my husband had booked a round of golf, (that being his passion). My passion on the other hand, is shopping, and I was quite delighted to let him go and play a round while I took the time to browse the shops. We went down to the restaurant that morning for a leisurely breakfast before going our own separate ways. He headed off for the links and I went back up to the room to gather my purse and freshen up before my shopping spree. It took me about ten minutes to get ready and I grabbed my purse, ready to hit the streets. As I was heading for the door, I heard a sound coming from the

Right Click & Save
Every now and then I see shit that just tickles me. Today has been no different. I constantly see people with photo albums that have a little note in parenthesis. (DO NOT RIP!!) What a fucking way to stop others from getting your pics, people! Real nice! You are trying to stop people from getting your pics? Any time you put a pic on the internet, it is subject to get stolen, and I doubt....no, I KNOW...that a little note like (DO NOT RIP!!!) is not going to deter someone form getting that picture. Why? There is a little simple thing that has been around from the concept of the internet. It is called "Right Click and Save." And with that you won't even know who has your picture. So ummm...yeah...as many people that is on this site all your booty pics are not safe even if it is labeled NSFW. At least with some one ripping your photos you know who has it.And if you do not want anybody to have the pics...then don't put the shit up! The Mouthpiece has spoken!

From You To Me.
Your always in my dreams, When i fall asleep at night. I wake the next day And your always out of sight. I need you by my side, As much as you can be I dont want you to promise me forever Just as long as we are free. Free from the people that dont want us to be. Free from the society that cant stand to see. See me and you By each others side. They dont think my love Will always stay alive. To them they cant see How much you mean to me. And only, if only They would open there eyes. To see how much we love each other And that our love will never die. Then and only then, They can understand why.

Two Friends...
Two friends, a blonde and a redhead, are walking down the street and past a flower shop where the redhead sees her boyfriend buying her flowers. The Redhead sighs and says:"Oh crap,my boyfriend is buying me flowers again." The blonde looks quizzically at her and says: "You don't like getting flowers from your boyfriend?" The redhead replies: "I love getting flowers, but he always has expectations after giving me flowers. I just don't feel like spending the next three days on my back with my legs in the air." The blonde says: ........"Don't you have a vase?"

Mcmuse
i.... i... i.. i. yes i. food for thought... is food in itself. noodles? not egg. i'm thinking my brain doesn't work today muchlessmybody. system restore? would be nice. is there someone here? no. must be my imagination. why is it... that what you are... made me what i am? it's ridiculous. spelled correctly without an e. specifically because what i am... is not what you think i am. i'm not even sure i am. or not. as of right now... i am... malfunctioning. drugs? i wish. i'm having one sided conversations with myself. the kind where i am giving myself the cold shoulder. while thinking about explaining to you why it is that i don't make sense to myself. because if i can just point it out to you.... maybe you can redirect it towards me. the part in which i make sense to someone other than myself. because i probably don't. ramble ramble stu--er. you got it. no one else did... or am i

Update
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com like being in the middle of a seperation wasnt bad enough i had to get sick.. i am finaly out of the hostpital after a long 2 weeks of antibiotics. for a bacterial infection.. that managed to infect my nasil cavity.. any who.. this song is stuck on my brain.. maybe thinking about the one i shouldnt have let go ? eh who knows too much else to worry about than my love life. which went from extramely t.v. pop star entertaining to non exsistant.. but yano what thye say what goes around comes around.. guess this is my come around. any who just popping a quick line to let ya knows i am alive and felling much better to those close to me already know this so smooches ya sexy fucks lady kaos

Fear Of Heights
I’ve never felt so unbelievable Daydreams dancing in my mind It’s almost inconceivable A place inside I couldn’t find I’m afraid I’ve never been as high before As I’ve been with you It makes me question everything Could you really be this true I’m afraid of falling I’ve never felt the intensity Of a beauty that I can’t describe But a part of me wants to run away And trap itself inside I’m afraid I’m falling for you

Dollars And Non-sense
Speaking for a large portion of the population here, at least the ones I know, it’s almost impossible to live within your means. Every time you get a yearly raise in pay, and feel good about it, it takes about three months for commerce to catch up and pass you once again. It’s almost ridiculous. It has occurred to me to give up the ghost and go on welfare or something. Of course, I could start using the hospital emergency rooms for every minor ache and pain, then not pay the bill, that should save some money. But I digress. The real problem is the bills you just can’t pay off. There’s insurance, utility bills, food and all the other monthlies that never go away; they just get bigger and bigger. It’s like buying a puppy that grows into a 200-pound creature with a 400-pound appetite and it looks as thought it will outlive you! I got home the other day and my wife told me that she had to use the credit for her doctor’s visit that day, I said, “Why? It was only a twenty dollar co

I Just Can't Stop Crying. . .
My best friend Brandy's mom passed away this morning around midnight from surgery complications. I doubt I'll be on for a while. I have so much to help Brandy do regarding the funeral. My friend is only 16 and she's sole beneficiary. My gods it hurts so bad. Her mom was just like my mom. I loved her like my mom, and I always will. I miss her so much. Mom had gastric bypass surgery 3 weeks and 1 day ago today. Ultimately, that's what killed her. I just miss her so fucking much. And I feel so bad because someone turned the ringer off on the house phone last night and I missed the first call regarding her death. I dunno what to do. I feel so damn lost. Yeah, I'm having a nervous breakdown. I miss my mommy!!!!!!

Poem: As The Man I Am
Lord god I cry and repent of, my sins as i bow my head in shame. Because I'm not worthy, enough to stand in your grace. I'm a crimminal of justice that is all, I'll ever be in the eyse of mankind. Now I want to know you God, and your son even more. For this world has everything, to offer but I don't want and need. Because the things it gives are nothing, and doesn't give eternal life which only you can. I open my heart, mind and soul and, ask for your forgiveness in all my wrongs. By doing this I give Jesus Christ, my life and vow to stand for, what is right as the man I am.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:9/98'

Immediate Attention Is Requested
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Let Me Just Say.....
That the Hinder, Poppa Roach, Operator concert kicked ass! I was so tired this morning though when I had to get up for work hahahaha...I am to old for this shit! Poppa Roach put on one hell of a show...the boy is like a fire cracker...Operator, which I have never heard of was damn good also, he had a very smooth voice for a rocker, and HOT as hell.....Hinder was excellent...The lead singer is lots of fun to watch and he knows how to work the crowd, which is always good...I think though out of all of them I liked Poppa Roach the best, watching him was like watching a cheeta on speed LOL I will deff go back and see him if he comes back to town...Now off to the Electric Cowboy this Friday woot! lol Anyone wanna join??

Dont' Get It
without getting into a very long and boring story, I just want to say I just DO NOT understand men at all. and I also don't understand other certain things that I don't even want to bring up,lol. how's that for vague? lol Not to insult anyone on this site at all, but I really feel like this site is just to f*ck around on. It is very easy for people to mess around and do things they shouldn't be doing. does that make sense? like i said, I don't want anyone getting mad or whatever for me saying that but I really feel it's true. some may say well go away then don't come here. Well I could do that, but I don't want to, I do like some people on here and consider them friends. So I don't know, I guess I should just buck up and shut up about shit.

My Horoscope For The Day (capricorn)
Steadfast and loyal: That's you. When it comes to old friendships, you never say die. Your pals appreciate your attitude, especially if one of them is going through a rough time. You're a rock for them to lean on.

Who's Real?
There was once upon a time that I thought I had close friends on the net. Believed every word they said... then..was hit with a sledge hammer one day and realized that my best friend wasn't my friend after all. How do I trust anyone else .. ever? Who is real? Who is honest? I begin to think that I'm over it all then.. BOOM.. I happen to see some one today that looks so much like him that I almost fall to tears. I'm so skeptical now.. people who I've talked to for over 6 months on the net... I now question if they are being real with me. I can honestly say.. with me.. what you see is what you get.. no games.. not lies.. just honest friendship. Thankfully I'm venturing further away from the net.. because..woo hoo.. I have a JOB.. lol.. but.. I still love all my friends that I have made over the past year and still want to be as close as ever... but.. I'm making friends that don't include me sitting at the puter typing every word and making smiley faces for all my emotions.. lol

Oral 01/07
I know I am new here and well you haven't really been exposed to my blunt blogs so here is a warning... This blog is going to offend you if you are easily offended. BTW, the fact that I talk about all this stuff does NOT imply at all that I need Jesus nor is it a solicitation for offers. Thanks anyway…go save yourself or fuck yourself which ever the case may be. I have met several online friends from myspace and other web sites and for the most part they have been amazing fun people who are interesting…BUT there has been 2 or 3 that have really confused me. The biggest thing that has stuck in my head is what the hell is wrong with men? Don't get me wrong…you know I love men. I am able to be friends with them easier than most women. Women are annoying and then always want something. UGH! Men on the other are open books even if you aren't dating them. The 3 F's always work. It is clear what will make them happy and no I am not just talking about sex. I enjoy being friends with men a

Higher
Well I didn't blog much today. Love is a funny thing. We can't always control who we love. We can't pretend it doesn't exist and we can't lie about it. Its hard fathom at times. I believe you have to love unselfishly..unconditionally and have faith in that. If you love someone tell them....never ever hold back cuz in the blink of an eye it can go away. Olive Juice :)

Update On My Son
well went back to the doc and had 3 more ct's in the last week. he has lost his hearing in his right ear and not coming back as fast as we thought he would.some of the damage in his brain is starting to show up so i am having to help him and deal with that.... please continue to pray for him and me we sure need it right now

Drug Test
so I got my random drug test today at work. I thought everything was dandy, the only drug I've had in quite awhile is hydrocodone. but that didn't show up on the test. Instead, I tested positive for PCP. YEAH PCFUCKINP. So now I'm sitting on my ass waiting for the fucking lab to call so I can prove to them that my anti depressant is what came up as PCP. FUCK. I'm missing out on prob a weeks worth of pay and there's nothing I can do about it. My boss actually thought I was using PCP. I'm not a drug user. Never tried PCP. Don't even know how to use the damn shit. So, here I am, online, bored out of my fucking mind, wondering when I can go back to work..... Somebody please help keep me occupied!!!!

Styled Imagination
I put on a disguise And brighten my eyes And hope that you don’t Notice a thing I can’t let you Inside Won’t let you On that ride I would tell You the truth But then I’d Have to face it Myself I know I want you back Tired of moments In the black I tried To move ahead My life I grew to dread And waking up Was the hardest task Somehow I just went along But then I listened To the song That brought back Us Before the crash No more living In the past Not gonna suffer From the last Mistake that cost Everything But in reality I’ve still got me

Life
my blog for the day are my thoughts that seem to haunt me.For the last 6 years today i have been trying to figure out a way to cope with the loss of having to give her up so i guess wrighting it down for people to read could be helpful.I dont know if any of u have ever had this problem but if u have im sorry i know how it feels goodnight tata

Casual Sex And Fantasy
Ok, so here's what I've been thinking. Forgive me if I ramble... Basically, I need to let everyone know that I'm married and I have been for 5 years. At first I thought I'd just keep it to myself so that I didn't scare any hotties away but that's just not the best thing. A lot of guys are just looking for fun without the committment. My husband and I have "extra-curricular" activities that we are in agreement make our relationship more exciting overall....so basically, if you're on here looking for fun and simply that...well then that's good cause i'm not looking for a serious relationship. Which leads to the subject of casual sex...I'm all for it. I think there's more to life than being with just one person, we both agree that you can have sex that will blow your mind but that doesn't mean you have to love the person and want to be with them for the rest of your life. I'm not saying I want 20 different guys but a few that I could have my way with would be nice :) So, the next subject

Viagra Coffee
This elderly lady went to the doctor for a check-up. Everything checked out fine. The old lady pulled the doctor to the side and said, "Doctor, I haven't had sex for years now and I was wondering how I can increase my husband's sex drive." The doctor smiled and said, "Have you tried to give him Viagra?" The lady frowned. "Doctor, I can't even get him to take aspirin when he has a headache," she claimed. "Well," the doctor continued, "Let me suggest something. Crush the Viagra into a powder. When you are giving him coffee, stir it into the coffee and serve it. He won't notice a thing." The old lady was delighted. She left the doctor's office quickly. Weeks later the old lady returned. She was frowning and the doctor asked her what was wrong. She shook her head. "How did it go?" the doctor asked. "Terrible, doctor, terrible." "Did it not work?" "Yes," the old lady said, "It worked. I did as you said and he got up and ripped his clothes off right then and the

East And West
(this is just a poem I wrote when I was inspired by something I read.) I can go East or I can go West. I am North for all intents. I am scared of going in either direction. East is cold, and hard to understand West is warm, and comforting. Being total North I can go anywhere. If I choose to go with East. I will deal with cold weather I will deal with what I have always dealt with. It won't be much of a change for me. Being that I am North could I go West? West is new, West makes me smile The thought of West makes me weak The thought of west makes me think. If I choose west could I be happy? I am far North, never changing, just evolving. If I go with East I could be happy If I go with West I might be the same If I stay all alone away from it all... Would I regret any of this?

Today
The 1st words out of my husband's mouth today were "Grandma died at 6 o'clock this morning". Do you wanna know what we were doing at 6 this morning? Eating ice cream & watching "the Shield". His poor Grandma was taking her last fucking breaths & we were joking around & eating ice cream! I am such a horrible fucking person. Grandma didn't let anyone get very close to her, but as an in-law, I felt I was as close to Grandma as my husband was. The other night, she even told me "I Love You", which made me feel so special & happy. Now I just feel so awful. I feel like the worst thing ever, not even good enough to be human....then again, I never really have.

Astrology
Steadfast and loyal: That's you. When it comes to old friendships, you never say die. Your pals appreciate your attitude, especially if one of them is going through a rough time. You're a rock for them to lean on. This is sooooo true!!

Well
Well...let's see...where do i begin.....i have been putting so many slide shows in here that i almost forgot that you can actually spill your guts to... I think i did one of the hardest things i have had to do since i joined this site...and that was to let go. I met a friend....a dear friend....yes he lives far away...but you can have good friendships via the net and phone and cam...i should know ....i just met one of my friends from Scotland that i love to death....there is a slide show of our visit on my profile page.....anyway back to the subject... This friend is an absolute seetheart...he can make you smile....laugh....giggle (which i haven't done in years).....worry.....all the things friends make you do and feel. But then one day comes along and you realize that there is someone else coming into the picture.....your not necessariy jealous.....but you know nothing will be the same......that is when you have to face the facts that it is time to say goodbye....to let go

The Last Ride
The Last Ride Sitting here in Heaven upon my trusty steed Knowing of the comfort you all will surely need If you look into the Heavens you will see my smiling face And know that finally I have found and taken my rightful place In Heaven there are no sorrows, no worries, and no cares I am free to be myself as I never could be there So please now when you think of me; let not a tear be shed But remember me with a smile on my face and a loving heart instead For though some never knew it, or took the time to see There was a loving, thoughtful soul who was a part of me So be there for each other, and let your sorrows be gone For as you know God and I will be watching everyone Now it's time for me to go as there are cattle in Heaven as well It's time to round up all God's cows and take them to the sale So with a wink and a cocky grin it's time to say good day With a Tip of My Hat and "See You Soon" I will now ride away Laurie 04/02/02

I'm Going M.ia!!!!!! Fook This Shit! O.o
Dear sweet friends, Hi Wolfie here just needed to tell you all that I will not be on-line for up to 7 days as I am moving and my net’s service provider is an ass whole..... And they say that it will take from 1-2-7 days to reconnect my net so I will be out of it from tonight till then!........ Fuck this pisses me off to no end!!!! Please don’t think you need to stop commenting me I will be back and I will write back to all of you as soon as I can I promise!!! Just going to lose my mind ..........fuck no I know how Boo feels.... I’m having withdrawers right now!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhggggggrrrrrrrrrrr dammit!!!!......... Ok.... I’m off to finish packing! And just know I love you all! Sept Jason! Dude....... in your words “Peace” Lmao!! :P ok nahhhhhh bubbly bye! ^_^

A Bitch Of A Downrater
this chick is a downrater http://cherrytap.com/user/563070# G.L.A.M.O....: youre not a ten get over it ->G.L.A.M.O....: i have a condition my checks are red G.L.A.M.O....: you look like your sunburned in your pic G.L.A.M.O....: ugh nm ->G.L.A.M.O....: why would u if no one is perfect? G.L.A.M.O....: sometimes ->G.L.A.M.O....: so uve never rated someone a 10 G.L.A.M.O....: no ones perfect ->G.L.A.M.O....: why a 3?

Your Memories Live On
Your Memories Live On When God called you home that very last day of your life. Never did us kids think that we were losing our best friend as well as our mother; you blessed us kids with so much being our mom and friend now we feel lost.Mama even though you're gone from our lives,us kids will want you to know that your memory lives on. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Ded To: Mable Nelson,Peggy Stach, Leanna Peavy,Wilmae White ,Barbar Jean Robinson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Memories
i remember as a little kid my foster dad and i sitting behind an old junk car and smoking a corn cob pipe,i was 8 years old.thisfosterdad and i became very close though his whisky bottle was closer.i lived in an old burnt out delivery van that we had made into my room.when dad would let out smokey,the huskey,he would come and jump on my bed and wake me up.that ment time for my choirs. id get up,go to the shed and take a quick bath in the tub of water we kept there .afterwords id go get the list hed put on the wrecker and begin my choirs.i guess thats where i got my love for cars.id pull what ever needed pulled and run into the kitchen and eat what ever he had put out the night before,then clean up ,change into my school clothes and catch the bus by 800. after school id go home,finish up my choirs and wake him up.after supper wed go back to the yard and he d help me with what ever i hadnt gotten done.that man was a geniouse when it came to cars. after words hed make me study for scho

The Dread Of Being
I feel this dread of life, I wonder why it hurts me so. The pain is deep, but at time refreshing. My mind is always on fast forward. I know that i need to settle down, i am wanting to find the one. The way my life has gone, just might not be in the cards of life. Friends thanks for the comments, but this is just words, not how i feel. things just pop into my head sometimes, so i just have to write..Dean

Remember This???
....Close your eyes.... And go back.... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC.... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari.... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way....way....way back.... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover - Red Rover Even Kick the Bucket REMEMBER.... Ring around the Rosie London Bridges Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home NO PAGERS OR CELL PHONES WHAT ABOUT.... Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days... ~and~ hot summer nights with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom.... Cracker Jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 sticks you could b

Familly,miscellanious Stuff,a Must Read
First Off haveing trouble leaveing Comments.I cannot write in the Comment Box.My message either goes Invisable on me or Erases.I know not which sence I can't see it.I Post a Comment if I don't send within 5 seconds that erases as well.I'm Functioning on 3 hrs.Sleep once again. Not in the Mood,for Difficulty's as soon as I come online. #2.I will be Reformatting my Familly List once again.I will be Shuffleing Friends in an out.Some of u-all might not move at all.I'm Seeking a certain Chemistry,Loyalty,Respect.An I'm Determined to Find that.This situation might take up to 2 weeks or longer.Many New Possible Friends have Arrived.Will certainly make my Choices more Difficult.If you've Shown me Loyalty in the Past,Especially my run in the Morph contest you have nothing to worry about. #3.When my Heading Carry's Various Names as it does Today.HeraticBitch long Hair contest.Sexiest Cherry B.G.D.Club F.A.R + LDC.This is not a Given it's a Mandatory Vote.If your already Voteing for anothe

Was Encouraged To Post By My Big Brother
my drugs where do i fit. im traveling this bumpy road finding it hard to place myself. to lite to hang out with the black kids. to dark to hang out with the black kids. i like rock and roll but if i want to be cool i should listen to rap. i love base ball but im tall so i should play basketball. dont know where to turn. but i fit in with you. you never turn from me. your always there to cheer me up. gives me that false pretence that im untouchable. almost as if i can fly. i never wanna leave you but your killing me. your my pleasure and my poison at the same time. Your my drugs

This Is From The Heart
hungry Sometimes you do something you think you never would do it just for crazy people not people like you but sometimes things happen that you didn't plan no matter how hard you try you can't understand something like that happen to me today i never ever thought i would act this way i tried everything else so i didn't have to do it i never saw myself ever doin' this shit first i was asking for change in front of a store but people act like they daunt even see me no more i went to the pizza place to see if they need help but they already got somebody so it was up to myself i was tired and hungry and feeling real sad i was out of ideas and getting real mad i don't want to steal or hurt anyone but of all my ideas all that was left was one i look all around and went to the back of this hamburger place they call the Shack i was so embarrassed and so upset i never did nothing as sick as this yet it something i really don't understand i took food ou

Remembering Virginia Tech
This has been such a horrible time of the loss of the people at Virginia Tech. Their asking people to wear maroon and orange tomorrow on 4/20/07 in rememberance of the ones who got killed. I am still in total shock and I know it has affected everyone. I only live about 30 minutes away from tech and it has been a really rough time. My heart goes out to the families during this time.

Birthday Head
WARNING IF BUTT SEX AND/OR TOSSING SALADS GROSSES YOU OUT, DON'T READ ON. ALSO, I'M SHARING AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE WITH ADULTS. BE AN ADULT. (also, just to be polite, I want to reiterate that I don't cyber or cam... i just like to occasionally write a sexy blog) Last night I got birthday head. Oh my god, did I get birthday head. I was told to shower. Well. When this is said, it's an unspoken aknowledgement that his mouth and toungue will go in on around some very special places that need some very thorough, ahem, cleaning. So I shower, washing well my nether parts, touching myself in some of the most intimate ways possible, thinking about what is to come... I step out grinning, putting on my favorite lotion (chocholate scented) and body spray (tropical with pheremones). I open the steamed door, naked and a cool rush of air blows over my body and I smell incense. I hear the sound of ice moving around in my freezer from the kitchen. He has obviously heard

Unfolding The Rose
A young, new preacher was walking with an older, more seasoned preacher in the garden one day. Feeling a bit insecure about what God had for him to do, he was asking the older preacher for some advice. The older preacher walked up to a rosebush and handed the young preacher a rosebud and told him to open it without tearing off any petals. The young preacher looked in disbelief at the older preacher and was trying to figure out what a rosebud could possibly have to do with his wanting to know the will of God for his life and ministry. But because of his great respect for the older preacher, he proceeded to try to unfold the rose, while keeping every petal intact. It wasn't long before he realized how impossible this was to do. Noticing the younger preacher's inability to unfold the rosebud without tearing it, the older preacher began to recite the following poem: It is only a tiny rosebud, A flower of God's design; But I cannot unfold the petals With these clumsy hands o

Why?
Why do we keep screwing up relationships? We are at the top of the food chain ( alright women are #1 and men are #2, I'm getting kicked out of Mantown for that comment ) and yet it's the animals that have it all figured out. When they want a mate they either send out a scent (fart) or a sound (come here big boy). They take the guessing out of it. There are no hurt feelings. No such thing as jealousy in the animal kingdom. You have two options. First come first serve or kick the snot out of the other guy. Not humans! If you don't look like George Clooney or Brad Pitt you better have money. Animals all look the same for Christ sake. Have you ever watched Animal Planet and seen a female (insert fury creature name here) ignore an (insert same species of creature here) because it was ugly? Of course not! There are very few ugly furry little creatures in the world ( if there were, we wouldn't refer to them as furry little creatures) just ugly humans. Want to see Animal Planet for hum

An Angel Tantalizes Me With Heaven's Fire
An angel tantalizes me with heaven's fire, To covet a life just beyond my grasp. Years paint the path of forbidden desire, As her wings burn my skin. Woe to you,my forbidden Angel, Oh blissful agony drown my cries, Expose my souls ravenous despair, Gratify me with your wings afire.

Virtual Kiss - For Internet Lovers.
Kiss on the hand - I adore you. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. Kiss on the chin - You are cute! Kiss on the neck - I want you. Kiss on the lips - I love you. Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun. Kiss anywhere else - You're the best. Places to Kiss Your Love * Behind their ear. * Tip of their nose. * Back of their neck. * Underside of their forearm. * Curve of their waist. * Palm of their hand. * Inside their wrist. * Under their chin. * Their eyelids. * Inside of their ankle. * Their collar bone. * Tips of their fingers. * Their spine. * Small of their back. * Their tummy. * Behind their knees. Of course, this is just to give you an idea. Aim to shower your love with kisses ALL OVER! Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them :-) Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, ope

Never Argue With A Woman...
>> One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing >>and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the >>wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, >>anchors, and reads her book. >> >> Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the >>woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" >> >> >> "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") >> >> "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. >> >> "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." >> >> "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could >>start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." >> >> "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," >>says the woman. >> >> "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. >> >> "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know >>you could start at any mo

Talented
Listen I don't want to hurt you sweetie I just want to be that woman you need I want to satisfy you so you ask for nothing of me When I love you I want you to feel it in your soul I wanna be the woman to make you loose control I want to excite you and intise you I wanna be that one for you baby It's crazy because I'm scared because of how I feel already I don't think this is at all normal And the fear of not being able be there when you may need me most Wether it be physical, sexual or emotional I'm a affectionate perosn too I adore you sweetie Please believe I don't want to hurt you just luv you Always To Be Your Girl :)

Sad News
well i just came back from the worse trip of my life i went to billings to find out that i had lost my baby so i wont be on for a while and i will only pop in and out just to check messages but i am down for a while thanks to everyone that prayed for us and i will never forget any of you...

Page One
OK LET ME EXPLAIN WHAT THE MEMOIRES OF A STONER ARE ABOUT. EACH DAY I WILL TRY AND SHARE SOME INSIGNIFICANT STORY, MOMORY, OBSERVATION ETC OF RANDOM STONERS INCLUDING MYSELF. I WILL GLADLY TAKE SUBMISIONS FOR THE MEMOIRES. IF YOU HAVE A FUNNY STORY THAT INVOLVES BEING STONED OR SOMETHING THAT YOU THOUGHT OF WHIL HIUGH PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE AND LET ME KNOW IT AND I WILL ADD IT IN. OK FOR TODAYS STORY.... THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES....I WAS AT A PARTY IN STAMPING GROUND, KENTUCKY AND I HAD SMOKED AROUND AN OZ OF WHITE RHINO WITH SOME FRIENDS AND HAD KILLED OFF PROLLY A HALF OF A FIFTH OF JOSE CUERVO.... WELL I WAS PRETTY TRASHED AND DONT REMBER MUCH OF THE LAST FEW HOURS OF THE PARTY...THTAS WAS NOTHING NEW WHEN I WAS 16 THOUGH. WELL I GUESS I PASSED OUT OR SOMETHING CUZ I WOKE UP IN A BED. ONCE AGAIN NOTHING NEW...LOL. WELL I WALK INTO THE KITCHEN AND FIX A BOWL OF CINNAMON TOAST CRUNCH....QUITE POSSIBLY THE BEST CEREAL EVER! ANYWAYS....DAMN I WANT SOME NOW....OK BACK TO THE T

Todays Horoscope
"When you keep the focus on having clear lines of communication, you'll soon see tangible and happy results. One area that immediately improves is romance. It's amazing what happens when you learn how to express yourself." todays horoscope ;) i couldn't agree more!

Poem: I Will Always Love You
You ask me , will our heart's, ever mend? and I say; "YES" and, what I did then will never happen again.. You ask me, how will our mind's react?, and I'll say;let's keep the promise, we made and find out together.. You ask me,what about our soul's?, and I'll say; "baby" it came to us. On that day we met and to this day, it still remains in these words, that I will always love you... Signed: Raymond Starns dated: 9/99

Naughty Pics Of Me;)
I posted my salute pics today, and was really impressed by how quickly they were dealt with:) I will be posting here regularly, both NSFW and 'normal clothed' pics lol, we post our dirtiest pics in the site that is linked below, ITS COMPLETELY FREE(TO LOOK AT PICS AND TAKE PART) you won't be able to view the video's as they are for preemie members, but you can still take part in chat, on the forums etc...and look at all the naughty pics:) we got around 500 pics between us, as well as the ones we got here, be warned these ones are DEFINATELY NSFW..........;)Just thought it would be silly to have to upload all the same pics again to cherry when they are readily available for free, so i'll be posting on BOTH sites from now on....although i have to say, i am beginning to favour cherrytap as non-preemies are limited to 25 pm's a day on the other site, and i kinda like this going around leaving love all over the place, its hot!lol MY PICS:) MY HUBBY'S PICS(mostly of me)

The Pretty Heart
the pretty heart Date: Thu, 19 Apr 2007 13:20:24 -0700 (PDT) From: \"**Miss Fiona**\" To: \"Hippiechick\" Size: 3 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *this is the story i was telling You about :) **One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, \"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.\" The crowd and the young man looked at the old man\'s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn\'t fit quite rig

Friend: Alexandria Countryman
The San Antonio music scene suffers yet another loss of a wonderful person. Yesterday police were led to the body of Alex Countryman who had been missing since December 9, 2006. My heart goes out to her family and everyone else affected by this tragedy. She was sweet person and an amazing vocalist. Many of you all will remember her as the lead vocalist in . She will be greatly missed. http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/crime/stories/MYSA081807.murderarrest.kens.1f3a3152.html COPY / PASTE URL FOR STORY!

Voting Sexiest Cherry Contest
Theresa B.G.D's Yummy Cursed Rebel of the L.D.C~~Club F.A.R. member as well.Sexiest Cherry Contest.Please Vote for my Sweet Beautiful Friend.This is her First Contest ever Lets not let it be her Last.Show Some Love

The Car I Want With This With It Sexy Sexy
when i get my license i want to get a nissan 240sx the body style.. its going to look like this its going to look sexy as hell. its going to be dark red or black with presidentional tints. with a nice system well i unno these are the body kits -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-111 Complete 4-Piece Body Kit > Nissan 240SX 89-94 -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-31 Complete 4-Piece Body Kit > Nissan 240SX 89-94 this is the hood -RACEON Carbon Fiber OEM Hood > Nissan 240SX 89-94 i deffinatly love the wings n shit -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-60 Body Kit Rear Bumper Add-on > Nissan 240SX 89-94 -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-171a Body Kit Rear Bumper > Nissan 240SX 89-94 oh and the suspension -CUSCO Zero 1 Coilover (Pillowball) Suspension Kit > Nissan 240SX 89-94

My Thoughts This Week On Some Things That Have Happened
today i was just doing alot of thinking on things in life and other stuff while at work. yes i actually do think about things while building atm componants lol. no in all seriousness its been an interesting april. on monday the students at Virginia Tech were shaken up byy the murders of 32 people by one mentally unstable person. two of the 32 dead were teachers 1 from Isreal and 1 from Canada and students from around the US and the world. first off i am offering my sincerest condolences to the students, families, and teachers of Virginia Tech. you are all thought about up here in Canada as well. did the 32 people deserve to die no they didnt. if we had a time machine i am sure we would like to turn back time if we could to prevent the loss of these innocent lives. up here in canada we have been affected by school shootings. MONTREAL, TORONTO, AND IN ALBERTA. so we stand hand in hand with the people of VT to mourn the loss but we should also take in comfort that they did have a good li

A Life Poem
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Ta

My Horiscope For Today.. I Hink It Is A Sign
Picking up the pieces is easier when you realize that you can make a lovely mosaic from the remains. Believe it or not, one day you'll soon be grateful that this didn't work out when you see the results from its demise. new words to live by for me i think...

Poem For One...
TO TRIN AND ALL THE OTHERS...THIS IS JUST A SAMPLE OF THE BEST...WRITTEN IN JUST 3 MINS... DEEP INSIDE THE WOUNDED SOUL KEPT LOCKED AWAY FROM HARSH REALITY PUT ASIDE LIKE WASTED DAYS SHELTERED FROM THE HARDENED PAST IF LOVE WERE TOO SHATTER YOUR WORLD WOULD IT CRUSH YOU OR MAKE YOU STONGER WOULD YOU REJECT AN OPEN HEART AND TENDER ARMS OR ACCEPT THAT THIS IS YOUR FATE PUT ASIDE YOUR JADED WAYS AND EMBRACE THAT WHICH IS A PHENOMENON A TRUER LOVE HAS NO-ONE KNOWN AND A BETTER LOVER SHALL NO OTHER BE.

Ramblings On Love, Pain, And Mistrust
Do you ever wonder about the people that never seem to care about others? Yeah I didn’t either until here recently, then today I started on some sort of tirade while talking to someone for this very thing. I promised a blog which addressed what I was talking about since I was getting more and more angry the more I talked about it earlier. So here are my thoughts on the subject, which I freely admit before you begin reading this is unorganized and rambling - I have decided to just write it as it flows not to worry about anything else. Rejoice people now you can see my wicked little thought process - lol. I have noticed that the more I talk to people the more that I see the true lack of compassion that individuals have for one another.. They will trample and stomp upon anyone to get what they think that they deserve, what they feel they have earned so to speak. I am not saying that I do not do this because I do to an extent but not the way that I have observed here as of late.

Raise Your Expectations
Raise your expectations It can be tempting to lower your expectations when things are not going your way. Yet the most realistic response is not to lower your expectations, but in fact to raise them higher. It may seem that lowering your expectations so they're more in line with your reality would protect you from disappointment. Yet lowering your expectations is sure to bring on even more disappointment. If you're disappointed with the results you're getting, it's not because your expectations are too high. It's because those expectations are not high enough to pull you forward. Raise your expectations to the point where they become so meaningful and compelling that you cannot help but fulfill them. Choose those expectations that will drive you in each moment to do what must be done to reach them. When the going gets rough, the answer is not to give up on your dreams. The answer is to grab on to those dreams, and to put them front and center in your life. Set yo

People Just Stop Ok
Look my last blog was abotu my life ok - no one else's life - someone elses's problem brought me to a point where I needed to let out some shit about my life. MINE - those are my experiences no one elses, my thoughts no one elses, my words no one elses. I did not write it to offend people I wrote it to feel better in my own mind and try to give someone a look into the mind of someone who has been hurt in life . . . someone who hasn't been sheltered away by the love of family and all that. These blogs are mine and arenot meant to upset anyone. I talk about what affects me - I do not try to make myself a part of something I am not I do try to help people - which I am now seeing must fucking stop. I can't help those who do not want to be helped and I am tired of being used in situations that I am not a part of but only try to give my opinions on. I never get the entire truth so therefore I am done with helping others . . . If you continue to read the blogs that puts you at f

It's A Rainy Dull Day
Just spilling thoughts here...... I woke up this morning to a virtual blizzard and thought to myself - yep it's gonna be one of those days. Luckily, the snow gave way to a cold rain, however, the gloom of the day had already set my mood. I have been licking the wounds of a break up since last year and days like this always make me think of those times when we used to cuddle under blankets - talking, laughing and just spending time together. Kind of weighs heavy on the heart. None the less, the day has been as dreary as my mood today and all I could think of is what I could have done different to save my ten year relationship. Nothing comes to mind yet everything comes to mind and as my day goes on, I smile politely to people at work, share a joke or two and put my nose to the grindstone so thinking of anything other than work was not an option. My day continued on as it normally does and before I knew it, it was time to head home. I was riding the bus home - which takes m

The Most Functional English Word
The Most Functional English Word Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. ! You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, And tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are h

Lord Byron, The Vampyre
A turban carved in coarsest stone, A pillar with rank weeds o'ergrown, Whereon can now be scarcely read The Koran verse that mourns the dead, Point out the spot where Hassan fell A victim in that lonely dell. There sleeps as true an Osmanlie As e'er at Mecca bent the knee; As ever scorn'd forbidden wine, Or pray'd with face towards the shrine, In orisons resumed anew At solemn sound of "Alla Hu!" Yet died he by a stranger's hand, And stranger in his native land; Yet died he as in arms he stood, And unavenged, at least in blood. But him the maids of Paradise Impatient to their halls invite, And the dark Heaven of Houris' eyes On him shall glance for ever bright; They come---their kerchiefs green they wave, And welcome with a kiss the brave! Who falls in battle 'gainst a Giaour Is worthiest an immortal bower. But thou, false Infidel! shall writhe Beneath avenging Monkir's scythe; And from its torments 'scape alone To wander round lost Eblis' thr

Why Don't Ya'll Listen?
i recently updated the aboutme section in my profile the jist of which was: to any and all guys lookin for a cheap thrill don't bother comin near my page. i don't want to rate your pix, i don't want ya'll lookin at mine. i'm here to make friends not spend my time talkin to perv's and nut jobs. if ya'll want points rate me, fan me idon't mind, if ya wanna add me go ahead but dont expect me to start gettin fucked up with y'all. since i've posted that they've gotten worse fuck off and leave me alone if ya'll don't wanna get to know me.

Real Friends Whether It's Online Or In Person
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT, I REPOST PEOPLE'S BULLETIN'S AND I TAKE EVERYBODY ELSE'S LITTLE SURVEY'S THAT THE LEAVE IN A BULLETIN AND I RATE OTHER PEOPLE'S PICS, PROFILE AND EVEN STASH BUT WHEN I CREATE MY OWN BULLETIN AFTER SENDING ME SOMETHING INVOLVING FRIENDS AND WHETHER THEY HAVE MY BACK OR NOT AND NOT ONE PERSON HAS RESPONDED TO IT AND WHAT REALLY FRUSTRATES THE LIVING HELL OUT OF ME IS PEOPLE ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT A GUY OR TWO GUYS LAUGHING ABOUT 9/11 OR THIS VT KILLINGS OR EVEN COLUMBINE AND YET ALL THREE WE'RE DEPRESSED AND PSYCHOTIC AS HELL AND I FOR ONE, YES, I'LL ADMIT, I'M KIND OF DEPRESSED BECAUSE I'M WONDERING RIGHT NOW IF I DO HAVE FRIENDS, YES I DO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW THAT I HAVE FRIENDS AND WHETHER THEY REALLY HAVE MY BACK OR NOT! I DON'T CARE FOR ANYONE TO MAKE FUN OR LAUGH ABOUT TRAGEDY, NOT ONE DAMN BIT BECAUSE ENOUGH HAS HAPPENED TO ME TO WHERE I WON'T MAKE FUN OF SHIT LIKE THAT EVER WHETHER IT BE 9-11 OR THE COLUMBINE SHOOTINGS OR EVEN

Perfect Guy
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • D0N'T MAKE HER CRY EVERYNiGHT. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • give her the world. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her.

Go Ahead...
Post more blogs, make more sites, continue to lie, bash, trash, stalk/harass, post sexual pictures you took of me when I was just a teenager, endanger me and mine some more, whatever the f**k. I'm done with it all. I'm done with you. Remember, I've taken years of your physical, verbal, mental/emotional abuse, your lies, betrayals/infidelities, your thefts, deceptions, etc. So, you go ahead, continue to do what you have done so well all these years. Transfer your discrepancies unto me some more. Lie to try and make me look like the bad guy. All because I am done with all of your bullshit. Most of all, I'm done with you. BEEN done. I ended it between us. Just accept it already, and move on. The only one your hurting, and going to continue to hurt, is yourself. All of these years with you have helped me to build an impenetrable shield, which you & your ways can no longer break through. The only thing that matters is FACT, of which I know all. I could care less otherwise, because the only

R.i.p. Gary Hooker
ALRIGHT MOST I KNOW WON'T EVEN LOOK AT THIS BUT MY GODFATHER THE GUY THAT MY FATHER HAS BEEN BEST FRIENDS WITH SINCE THEY WERE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL PASSED AWAY TODAY 04/19/2007 AT 5AM... HE WAS TRULY CLOSE TO ME!!! HE DIED AFTER BATTLING WITH A BRAIN TUMOR/CANCER... HE SPENT THIS LAST YEAR WINNING A REWARD AND SPENDING MOST OF HIS TIME IN A AIR PLANE FLYING TO CLINICS TRYING TO GET BETTER... IT WAS A TERRIBLE TIME... I FEEL IT WAS BETTER FOR GOD TO JUST LET HIM GO UP TO BE WITH HIM THOUGH ITS VERY SAD STILL INSIDE. HE LEFT BEHIND HIS WIFE JENNY, BROTHER AND JENNY'S TWO BOYS AND 1 GIRL. ANYWHO THATS WHATS GONNA BE UP WITH ME FOR AWHILE... IF ANYONES WONDERING WHATS GOING ON WITH ME... NOW YOU KNOW!!! ANYWHO... IM STILL HERE FOR ALL OF YOU REGARDLESS CAUSE THATS THE WAY I AM, BUT YEAH... YOU KNOW THE DRILL... LOVE KISSES AND HUGGS... DJ C51 GIRL AKA JO JO

Colonoscopies
Colonoscopies are no joke , but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies: 1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before! 2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?" 3. "Can you hear me NOW?" 4.. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?" 5. "You know, in Arkansas , we're now legally married." 6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?" 7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..." 8.. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!" 9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit! 10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity.." 11. "You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?" 12. "God, now I know why I am not gay." And the best one of all.. 13.. "Could you write a note for my wife saying that my head is not up here?"

The Greatest Darkness, The Light Untouchable
Some days i feel unloved i feel dismissed vulnerable hated used abused poorly treated emotionally destroyed. The light i reach for dim like a dungeon dank. The hand i used to hold became a faded memory,a run away. I struggle i stress cry and try. I attempt i devote i feel like im dying inside. More and more my support goes away, as i try to keep, beg to stay. were they ever true and real with me? Or were they nice when they really wanted to put me out of my misery? 4 months in a hospital alone 3 months training for war a social situation alone scares me even more 18 months in iraq vs. a year at home pack up my shit i want to go. devote my life to a better cause to something i know i can excell and try for. fear of the unknown hatred of what is what is it with me? why do i feel like this? all i want is arms to keep me safe. to hold me tight and say all is ok. But as we all know the greatest darkness in life, i

"thinking Of You"
"Thinking of You" Misty rains softy fall - the tears sliding down my face. All I can think of is you - my heart is a cold empty place. Your words haunts me as the world around me turns. All this love for you silently grows and burns. I am the sensitive poet - I am the brightening noon. I wish and pray all the time that the hurt will leave soon. I am the moody sunset - glowing pale and bright. You are the hopeful sunrise - that never fades the night. The rose catched no tears - the thorns have no soul. My feelings are my thoughts that I have no control.

Army Soldier Goes Missing!!!
The Army decided to test out the new uniforms but unfortunately the test subject went missing the night before he was due to the testing site. Upon speaking to his wife she stated "The last thing I remember saying to him was asking him to clean out the garage." A man hunt will go into effect later today if the missing soldier does not return to his squad by 1300. With all the sad reports going on today i had to do something that made people smile. Soldiers dont want to hear about losses every day. We know we've lost our battle buddies. I miss mine all the time. But we need a smile here and there.

Love And Happyness
A good friend of mine wrote this for me(Andrea)..hope everyone likes it and now i can get a new start on life...and wish me luck with making the right choices so that i can be happy... Faith of the fears let them cry no more deep inside shower the sun of brightness and show the love will never fade the pawn of your hands is the world of life let them fly high into the sky and let the depth of strength grow so high in the deep in soul and your will relive again with no more pain say hello to a new beginning with a brand new lighten path and show a smile will never frown again.

Instant Karma Gonna Get You...
so now we have a situation where the sealing boats are trapped in the ice off the East Coast of Canada-thus rendering their brutal and bloodied assault on these individuals um, dead in the water-so to speak. sympathy for them? sympathy for the devil? hmmmm-i think not. when one sets out to slaughter hundreds of thousands of individuals for the sheer delight-oh, and a few ducats, in an extremely short period of time, loaded down with all kinds of rationale, all the while playing scramble to see how many you can kill to score the most dollars, the inevitable happens-a spree that doesn't wait to ensure a swift death, or even a death-a horrific crime against both these creatures, and nature since the consequences are of yet unknown as to how the environment and immediate ecosystems will be impacted-a complete and utter absence of any ethics or morals in presupposing that we have the right to engage in such a crime against another species that shares this planet with our species-and so m

"nightfall"
"Nightfall" Isn't it beautiful? The sunset at night. Pale shades of color In the glowing light. The trees look so peaceful. A breeze passes by. Hints of rainbow colors adorn the nightly sky. Soon it will get dark And the moon will start to rise. Waves gently flap the shore with the distant seagulls cries. The sky begins to glisten As stars slowly appear. Crickets chirp their song, Afar it seems so near. It all makes you wonder How you have never noticed before The beauty that has been created couldn't be appreciated more.

Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
On Jeopardy the other night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ------ All three missed it --- This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face

Getting Ready.......
I'm pretty sure I'm having a visitor, nothing written in stone yet, and no definite time frame, ETA is in about 3 weeks, give or take. My heart is hopeful for an early arrival, and yes, I am ultra excited. I have missed him..... I'm trying to get my house together and do some necessary closet cleaning and rearranging to make room. I am determined to curb my packrat nature and get rid of stuff I REALLY don't need, I already have space issues, and keeping junk is just not an option anymore. I'm also scrubbing kitchen cabinets and cleaning out the pantry of all the lil snippets of things you collect when you cook for one, and swear you will use up later, but never do. Taking ceiling fans apart and cleaning the glass and the blades, what a pain in the ass. Fitting all this in with work has been a challenge, because I have generally been working on my scheduled days off, and trying to do double shifts on the weekend to get caught up and actually get ahead on some bills in antic

13 Commandments Of Goth
Stolen from 667 Neighbor of the Beast, cause it's f'in funny. 1. Thou shalt not paint thy face in the manner of the Crow... ever. 2. Thou shalt not wear a fishnet shirt if thy chest is hairy. 3. Thou shalt not wear jingly things on thy ankles AND wrists or thee will sound like the Salvation Army people around Xmas and other goths will be much annoyed. 4. Thou shalt not wear white underwear under black see-through or sheer garments. 5. Thou shalt not wear tight latex if thy is a fat-ass. 6. Thou shalt not wear the t-shirt of the band thou will be seeing in concert. It makes thou look like a dork. 7. Thou shalt not wear Vampire: The Masquerade clan pins in a club unless thou is gaming, or else old ST's will bring their holy wrath down upon you. 8. Thou shalt not try to dance wearing long veils unless thou knows how not to step on said veil and fall on ass, thereby looking like a donut. 9. Thou shalt not mix more than two fabrics in an outfit. The gods do not wa

Psychopath Test
Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly. If you didn't answer the ques

Adult Survey
1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you beleive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? Be honest !!

I'm Not Good Enough
I'm hated for the things I do. I'm missunderstood for the things I say. I'm a disappointment for being me. I'm in a world of darkness no one see's. I'm the one to blame...for EVERYTHING. I'm the failure in your eyes. What is there good of me?

Chief Flinchum (vt)
Ok. It has to be said, and I'm going to say it. The Blacksburg police department dropped the ball big time! I'm referring, of course, the the Virginia Tech shooting. If you followed the news on this, you know that 2 people were killed 2 hours prior to the other 31 people. Do you understand what I'm getting at here? They had 2 hours to shut that campus down until this nut job was found, or at the very least, to make sure he wasn't still on campus! This is what the police chief had to say as his excuse... At televised news conferences this afternoon and this evening, Chief Flinchum and Mr. Steger tried to explain why authorities did not act to secure the rest of the campus immediately after the first shooting. Chief Flinchum said that initially officials thought that the shooting was “domestic,” suggesting that it was between individuals who knew each other, and isolated to the dormitory. He said the campus was not shut down after the first shooting because authorities thought that t

The City I Love
NEW ORLEANS--the city I love I don't know if the cats were fucking or fighting, but I needed a smoke anyways. Thom Yorke had me in a pensive, longing mood, so I headed out to the rickety fire escape to check the cats out, see if I could see what they were doing. I got out there, couldn't see them from three floors up, but was surprised by the view outside. I hadn't left my studio for five or six hours and the night had gotten very foggy. It was eerie, really beautiful. I love to see the fog roll in over the houses and the streets, makes everything a little more mysterious. The cats had shut up and all I could hear were distant car sounds and a few confused birds chirping in the middle of the night. My cigarette was fucking delicious, Marlboro Smooths, just came out this year. I was taking a deep draw on my cig thinking of what I wanted to paint next, when my thoughts were totally shattered by the blast of six gunshots, that did not sound too too far away. Jeezus, I

Day Ta Day Shit!!
Everybodys been askin me all mornin whts wrong wit me, I seem different. Well there r alot of different things goin on right now that r hitin babck ta back & dont get me wrong i can take anything that cums my way cuz I AM A VERY STRONG BLACK MAN it just that a person can hold alot a things on his shoulders before tha legs start ta give way, & i got very strong legs cuz i wrok out :), but really im wht they call a stuff i 'll stuff & store shit with out talkin or letin anything out, thats just me how i grew up ( men dont show nothin, its a sign of weekness), i feel i can get on here & let alot of shit go or just vent whts on my mind cuz im not talkin ta sumone face ta face.I view alot of things n a different now when before it waz fuc it i dont care but 2day i do care i care about alot of thing & people my homie Silver & Black Man tells me thats positive change he said io have cum along way from...I call it tha old me, & i feel that cuz we cum from tha same back ground i dont know if an

Have To Love Idiots Don't We
Does no one read what I write in my profile. Are people really that interested in seeing strange people naked. I don't want to see some stupid ugly man/women naked. I don't want to look at nude pictures or I will go to the strip club cause pictures are stupid

Beauty Form The Heaven
Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Beauty from the heavens The darkest hours you are the light, Crystal clear you shine so bright. I can't abhor to your attractiveness, How I so long to hold and caress. To whisper like the wind and the texture of a dove, So long have I dreamt of this sweet and sour love. From your tempting smile, to your soft and smooth hair, you can make millions from the skin you wear. In the midst of perfect scenery, there my love I find your beauty. All the girls in this burnt world, you shine like diamonds among the pearls. I searched and found no bitter end, to this secret love my cause I defend. Is it possible for her to be perfect?, God must have spent very long on this exquisite project, Coco-Cola shaped body, soft and overpowering lips, Beauty from within, beauty from your skin, I love every aspect. She stands out like a red cherry on a pie, she is an angel on earth but she can't fly. The pillars of her beauty

Stop The Pain
I come to my friends, the ones who love me best To watch and protect me while i take my test God is testing me, to see how much i can stand How strong I can be against the forces of man Ive delt with pain, ive had my share of bruises Ive been smacked silly, and knocked clueless But here I am, still standing, brave and strong Taking Gods test, and passing all along No one can take me down, or break my spirit away Ive left behind the bruises to find another way I may be a little tattered, my heart a little torn But I know that someone loves me, and can help heal my sore I find my strength because I have my friends Without all of you, my dreams would end So here I am, coming to you again today To look for your friendship, and to stop the pain by Amber

I Will Not Cry
Ive walked barefoot on the city streets Ive slept in gutters and beneath the trees Ive felt the hands of men, and the force of rape But I will not cry in the bed ive had to lay Ive had a hard life, it started when i was three Ive been scared and alone, cold and hungry Ive been left to deal with what anger someone else had created The jelousy in a mans eyes, broken and degrated I will not cry in adversity or pain I laugh at my life and wouldnt change a thing I have become the woman I am because of this I will not cry, no mater how hard it gets by Amber

Addicting Game
So, I found a game on someones page that is incredibly addicting to me. Especially if you are bored and just aimlessly staring at your pc. Thought I'd share with everyone else that may be bored. Trust me,once you start you have to play more than once...lol...

Seven Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Oh No Not Again!!!!
Yes my dear sweet friends, I've gone & joined another contest. And this time I think I kinda wanna win. It's for Best Memorial Tattoo & as you know I recently got inked in memory of my Mom. You guys know I try not to ask for anything. I help those that ask & sometimes those that don't. Please if you could possible drop a few comments & help me in the Best Memorial Tattoo Contest I'd be every so grateful! I'm not above begging & offering to stop & rate all your pics & stash in return, if I haven't done so already. Thanks, Lizzy

Riddle.....
You come across a body in the desert. Upon inspecting the body, you notice there are no footprints or tire tracks leading to or from the body but yours. There's a pack on the man's back that's unopened and he's carrying plenty of water. How did he get there and how did he die.

Poetry
In her eyes i seen which thatmade her cry. Through a simple touch i felt the pain that drove her insane. By the sound of her voice i heard the struggle of her soul. From the way she dress and the kolor of her hair you can tell her life is unfair

Hope Your Ready
Well just to get the word out on myself and try not to sound to conceded.I'm a true to the core gentleman (A GOOD GUY) I guess that's why it's so hard for me to find someone I could spend some time with 1 on 1 time.I work for a local government agency down here on what we call the shore ( LOWER EASTERN SHORE of MARYLAND)East New Market is the name of the town I live in.If you'd like to come hang out with a guy that's a blast to be with let me know and possibly I could come meet you sometime and see what's what. I own my own home just bought it I have 2 cars not that that really matters just though I'd put that out there to show that I do have some responsibilties.I was once married for 17yrs I have 1 daughter who just turned 21yrs old. Age doesn't make me no never mind it's just a number,most of my friends hell all of my friends are younger than me I still have alot of childness in me and never want to grow up,as you might be able to tell if you ever saw my cars.I listen to all kin

The Integrated And The Rejected
The outcasts swarm clinging to one another looking for fresh meat. Fighting for the scraps left behind to rot. Their insatiable hunger eats away at their souls. Through broken glass the chosen bask in the glory of their acceptance. Making their way through each day without a care in the world. They know no sorrow. They know no pain. They only know that which has been given to them. There are those who must fight for every breath and there are those whose feet never touch the ground. Opposing factions in denial of one another knowing nothing but their own kind.

Halloween Update And More
hi all after about 2 months stuck on level 14 ive leveled up thanks everyone whos been rating me. sorry if ive not rated your pics or stash for a while my alerts are still not telling me when most of my friend upload something new. if ive not let me know, i always like to help my friends out. PS WHO MY CRUSH i never think i would get one off them lol. another halloween update rob zombie on myspace asked his fans to ask him questions about the new halloween remake and here are some off the answers he gave enjoy Friday, April 20, 2007 a few answers Here are a few answers to your questions. IS JAMIE LEE CURTIS GOING TO POP UP IN IT SOMEWHERE EITHER AS A CAMEO OR A SMALL ROLE? No, Jamie Lee Curtis does not appear in the film. Obviously I think she is great, but I also thought her presence would break the reality of this new film. DOES JOHN CARPENTER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE NEW MOVIE? No, other than wishing me well with the project John does not

People Let Me Tell You About My Best Friend
Back in the day we didn't get along that well, For a while we didn't speak. Disagreements are a part of life, People are not perfect.. But we always found our way back to each other. Stubborn as the two of us are, Both of us having our share of pain, No matter what, the Love was Always there. I know you never meant to hurt me. And I hope you know, I never meant to hurt you. I have always looked up to you, Even though you are my baby sister. Thank you for being my bestfriend. I would never ask God for another sister, No one can or ever will take away, The sister bond that we have. What I feel in my heart is no lie, You are and forever will be my hero, my sister, my bestfriend. I Love You!

Why Is It.........
Why is it when there is a natural disaster people always have to drive by and check it out? Why can't they just stay at home and let the fire, police and work crews clean it up without getting in the way? Where I live and work a tornado touched down and we (the city workers) couldn't even get to the blocked roads without the intrustion of buttheads blocking the roads with their cars! I just have to know.

Something To Thing About
The Package A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son,and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and won

Alot Going On
Alot going on Well wow things are not easy.. Losing weight is a pain in my ass... I go to the gym at least 5 times a week. I do not exepect less than a hour on the bike alone. I am a previous athletic person so I set high standards for myself. I work too hard sometimes because I feel my knee starting to give out on me.. I use to be athletic so my knees were shot to begin with. Back to the ole' ace bandage and icy hot routine i guess you can say.. Who would believe I was a cheerleader for 8 years , basketball bout the same and softball since i was old enough to play t-ball. And now look where I am at.. Blah... I am starting to get that competive frame of mind or should i say the atheletic frame of mind... There is alot on my shoulders right now.. and it defintly isnt easy not at all... It is draining me emotionally and just my head is not there it feels like it is spining around in alot of circles. I am a full time wife and mom of 2 girls and also a college student.. Blah.. I am s

I Do Have A Heart!!
I have a cousin that is 15 years that is mentally and physically challenged. At the age of 3 months old he started having seizures and to this day, the doctors don't know why. Today the school he attends hosted their Special Olympics. It's the one day of the year that these kids get recognition for being who they are. It's the one day that they shine like the brightest stars that they are. In my heart every day is like these for these kids. I have always had a special place for them. I wanted to bring everyone of them home with me. To love them, take care of them, protect them. I cried almost the entire time, from the start of the National Anthem until the last wheel chair rolled across the finsish line. I am proud of EVERYONE of these kids. They face obstacles everyday that I know I couldn't handle, yet I'm so quick to complain about my imperfect world. If you happen to look at my couple of new pics, and I look silly in my hat, that's ok. The kids worked hard at makin

A Pretty Good Day.
Well, if anybody read my last blog, you would know that i was a little down. Not really depressed i would say, just a bit on the lonely side. Well, a bunch of my friends from work are on here as well and they read it. Blast Them! lol, no its ok, i would not have posted it if it was not for anybodies eyes. Well they grabbed me after work and forced me to go out to a gentlemans club to have cleavage rubbed on me. Alas, most of the ladies that work there knew what we do for a living and pretty much ignored us. But then we all went to IHOP and ate, were i was accosted by a young lady who felt it prudent to rub my head and my chest. Its wierd what a little attention will do for ones self asteem. Anyways, i had a good day today, got to talk to a good friend who i actually met on here, she deserves a lot of respect. And i hope she is one person i will be able to retain the friendship of for a long time. Well, until i have something else to say, i hope everybody has a good weekend. You all

Dark Role Plays
Role Play, So I convinced my Beverly Hills Princess Cassie to role play. Who I'm sort hanging out with a bit. It was kinda hard convincing her as she didn’t know she could do it and keep it serious and to stay in character. As some of my friends know I'm really into story line visual role play as it adds more element, adventure and excitement to foreplay. I have been doing photo shoots with visually artistic photographers in the past. Plus having Brittany as a mentor has helped me develop a twisted mind. So tomorrow is the first night. I was thinking of what exactly to do. I already had ideas that I've used before. Vampire Role Plays, Devils Reject role plays etc (those are always good, I like doing Devils Reject Role Plays). Then I had a flashback on an old music video I remembered. The video is very dark, hot and sexy. I have to posted. Reading up on the video I remember it was banned because of its sexual nature and the fact that at the time the video was direct

Love
Well it's finally happened for me. I found a REAL man who enjoys taking care of me and loving me for me and I am so freaking happy I could just shit! lol His name is Sean and I met him right here on CT! I felt so comfortable around him the very first time I met him, like I'd known him my whole life. That in itself never happens with men OR women. So that was the first sign. The second sign was when I went to his house for the first time, he just wanted to talk to me and not take my clothes off like every other man on the face of the earth has. And since that day, I have yet to leave! When I look into his eyes, there is a promise of a new wonderful life that I never saw before. I look at him and see myself sitting next to him, old and wrinkly, and still love him just as much, if not more, than I do at this very moment in time. I honestly did not think that I was ever going to love again, let alone BE loved. The fact that it happened when I wasn't even looking was the kicker. People al

I Will Be There
Sometimes the road of life becomesunbearable and it seems easier to give upthan to go on. But you should always rememberthat there is a light at the end of the tunnel.For every tear, you will smile, for every rainy day;there will be a rainbow, and for every momentof every day, forever and always there will besomeone there to love and confide in. I willalways be there for you, to carry you overthe rocky roads and lead you through the tunnels.To share with you the smiles, the tears,the rainy days and the rainbows.Whenever you need me I will be there.When You Need Me!

My 1st Entry
Ive Been On Cherrytap For A Bit..And Sum Of these girls have got me wonderin what they would do for a bit of popularity on here..ive seen girls offer their naked pics for a fuckin cell phone card..and another 1 for a camera...how fuckin sad is it that sum women sell themselves for sum attention on here..And U All Know That Theres Sum Guys Thats Gonna Go 4 Them..2 C If They Can Get More Off Of Them...Respect Is Summin U Earn Not 4 What U Show On Cam...Thanks For Readin My Lil Rant...1 Luv

Ok, What Is Going On...
I just now noticed a crush link on my page...someone has a crush on me now... Now, I can't see when it got there, but can guess it had to be within the last 48 hours. In this time frame, there were only 2 that I had talked to at any great length, and while several had stopped, I know only a very few. My investigator instincts have now kicked in and can narrow this down to one of 3. Since it is quite obvious I don't have the chisled look of what women look for in crushes, I can only assume it has to be someone that knows I can give 1,000,000 times more then any of these hunks. Of these three, one is married so I think it's safe to discount her. The second, while the hottest I've seen has no link on her page saying she has a crush on someone, plus she's written 'blogs' about some guy with amazing dark eyes and hair, and strikingly handsome. Well that's not me, so that leads to 3. While I would love it to be her, I know it's not. She's had her crush on some UK guy and him on her so rule o

My Birthday Bash!
Yesterday was by far one of the top best days of my life. My 21st birthday. At home I got a cake and my favorite meal for dinner. and my dad suprised me with a dozen yellow roses, and my mom bout me the new hinder cd. and my brothe called from virginia and my gramma from Cali, Danny also called me to wish me a happy birthday..Then I got ready to go out. As I got to the bar I saw a sign that said $2 Long Islands! (FUCK YEAH!) The night began slow and then lake effectz got packed... As soon as te DJ announced it was my birthday it was on! My birthday shot from the bar was a shot of kryptonite (not sure what it is) but it hit me hard...then my mom and I did 3 shots each back to back of Washington apples...I danced a bit and I felt amazing on the dance floor.... I noticed I danced better the more buzzed I got... Then the DJ picked me to play in the drinking competion Girls Vs guys. and I was the last girl and I wo for my team!!!! We played flip cup. If your not familiar with it, Its where

Where Only Eagles Dare
I know my heart had formed a shell, To protect itself from this worlds hell. A hardened heart, armored from pain, Steeled to the core, sheltered from the rain. Then a day came along, much to my surprise, Witty chat, long talks and bright blue eyes. This shell is weakening though I know not why, I have been through so much pain to let it reach for the sky. Now it has begun to soar where only eagles dare tread, This heart of mine that was once so cold, heartache has fled. Those shining eyes and warm soft skin, Have made me believe in love again. If I only have this one chance to let her know one thing, You have brought the joy of living back to me again. Know now and for all time this one simple truth, It is because of you My Dear, That I have learned to fly Where Only Eagles Dare. By INXS421 04/21/07

Finding Happiness
I am always in search of happiness. Sometimes it is right in front of me, just out of my grasp, sometimes far away. And sometimes I find it and hold on tight, though it always slips away. SO why does it always slip away? Why can't I hold onto it? I know why. Because rather than being haapy with myself, I depend on others for happiness. Look how happy I am when my son is here,and how sad I am when I come back to an empty house. I have to be happy with who I am, what I am, and where my life is before happiness can truely last. I can't look to others to make me whole, I have to be whole without them, and let there presense make me even better. Yes, I can be sad when something is truely taken away from me, but not just when they go away for a few days. Those of you who knew me in January saw me fall into complete dispair when the person who told me every day how she loved me stopped telling meshe loved me. I felt so lost. Now I realize I looked to her for so much of my happ

"together"
"Together" Don't judge me by my lokks. Don't reject me because of my body. Get to know me. Before you decide my place. Don't criticize my actions. Until you know the reasons why. Keep your mind open. Keep the hope of our love alive. Don't despise me without reason. Just give me a chance. To prove the good I have inside. Take time to discover. The feelings that I hide. Give me the chance I deserve. Look and see and you will find. The love inside of me for you.

I'm Sick Of Your Shit!!!!!!!!!!!
There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. THIS IS NOT CALLED GIVING UP...............It's called realizing that you don't need to fool around with certain people,their bullshit or the Drama they bring along. I'm simply tried of your shit. This wasn't writing with one person in mind. It the shoe fits, then shove it up you know where. MrKnoGood

It Never Was...
You better crawl on your knees the next time you say that you love me fall on your knees, cuz this time I won’t be so kind can't you see that this is life and life is killing me is it yours? is it mine? our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain tell me , over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in you better see how evil you can be when you see my evil smile it's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kind can't you see that this is death and death is saving me I say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame I know it's hard but you... tell me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in

The Stars Staring Down
We lay hand in hand, head to head, eye to eye The stars staring down, as if they were in envy The moon radiating light upon us, as if it we were a showcase The passion which was united, a passion of true love Passion which wrote upon paper, can never portray my passion for you True passion is like a song, A never ending list of cords and notes An innovation of a creative mind, written from the soul and heart A never ending canvas of joys and memories True passion can never die, it can never fade away, for it lies deep down You are my true passion, my true calling, my true love

200 Questions...
Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:angela Are you named after anyone?:no What's your screename?:i have to many to name Would you name a child of yours after you?:no If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:i don't know If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:i like my name so i'll keep it.. Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:they call me angel Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:no BasicsYour gender::female Straight/Gay/Bi::straight Single?:yes If not, do you want to be?:i am so there Birthdate::april 1 Your age::36 Age you act::younger Age you wish you were::18 Your height::5'1 Eye color::blue Happy with it?:do i really have a choice Hair color::right now burgendy but naturally brown Happy with it?:yes Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty Your living arrangement::me and my 3 kids. Your family::yes i have one Have any pets?:no Whats your job?:mom Piercings?:only my ears Tat

The Soldiers Creed!
I am an American Soldier I am a Warrior and a member of a team. I server the people of the United States and live the Army Values. I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade. I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my warrior tasks and drills. I always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself. I am an expert and I am a professional. I stand ready to deploy, engage, and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat. I am a guardian of freedom and the American way of life. I am an American Soldier.

Something For The Love Of My Life
The way he looks at me…I love this man. The way he laughs…I love this man. The way he touches my skin…I love this man. The way he holds me every night…I love this man. He makes me laugh 100 times a day. We play like kids do in the month of May. Every night he holds me tight. I fall asleep knowing everything is all right. The way he brushes his teeth…I love this man. The way he sits and holds my hand…I love this man. The way he makes me feel safe…I love this man. The way he calls me in the middle of the day…I love this man. The simplest things in life become clear, When love finds you without fear. Unspoken words are so loud when love is real. The littlest touch can express how you feel. The way he smiles…I love this man. The way he reaches for me…I love this man. The way he protects me…I love this man. This man is mine…I love this man Erik Draven@ CherryTAP

Death Has The Best Of Me
Dreams Disapearing, Nightmares Pushing In, Thoughts Burying In My Heart, Making My Heart Slowly Fade Away. Every Tear That Falls, Cracks An Inch Into My Heart, Pretty Soon It Will Shatter Into Small Pieces. Each Piece Was From Every Tear I Ever Cried. As It Starts To Rain From The Sky, Just Like The Tears That Fall From My Eyes. Every Smile Turns Into A Frown, Always Happens When I Get Pushed Down. Every Laugh Turns Into Cries, Always Happend When Someone Dies. Finally My Heart Has Shattered Once And For All, I Feel Breathless As I Begin To Fall, Pushed To Far This Time As For My Tears Have Finally Dried. I Waited Awhile For Death To Take The Best Of Me For My Rightful Place, My Life Finally Ended When I Had A Smile On My Face.

Underwear
OK...it's roughly 6:00 PM right now. I get up at 2:00 AM and leave for work. Here's my question: If I shower right now, and put on clean underwear, then wear the same underwear to work in the morning, does that mean I'm wearing dirty underwear?

A Love Story From A Very Close Friend
**One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, \"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.\" The crowd and the young man looked at the old man\'s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn\'t fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man\'s heart and saw its state an d laughe

Always A Dreamer
Dreams Sweet seduction in her smile Lost in the rapture of her style Eyes that call in strong desire Looks that set my soul on fire Wanting, needing, starving for touch Confused as to why I want so much Things in life beyond my reach Learning lessons none can teach Fantasies that run through the mind Satisfaction never to be my find Yet as a moth drawn to a flame The wild heart is hers to tame Submission of the burning soul Giving in and filling the hole Never has one fit desires image so well Envy makes another’s life a living hell Knowing the one that they care for Is drawn to gaze upon another for ever more By R. Thomas Dinsmore Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run f

Had The 'bird Out Today
i got some new pics of the 'bird i took today....i got the pics in "my stuff" folder i believe...sorted by date ...had it out and about today for the first time in 2 or 3 years...must say it was nice to have her back out... its clean and as shiney as possible right now with the paint in the shape its in...tires r all up... got a couple parts to get for it before i venture too far in it, but so far its doing pretty good..

Blackstone Cherry,puddle Of Mud ,&3 Days Grace
ok so last night i went to my first concert ever!! the first band was blackstone cherry if you wanted to "classify" them i suppose you could say its what happens when you cross lynrd skynrd with seether for being a band id never heard of they put on a really good set next up was puddle of mudd they did a few songs from their new album, a cover of nirvana,and dedicated blurry to the vt victims and ended their set with she hates me..he also made the "mistake" of refering to 4/20 as a thursday..as well as explaing that he'd be a total ass if he was sober..lol and three days grace started their set with animal as well as doing a cover of filters, hey man nice shot i couldnt stop bouncing around for nothing and somehow ppl got away with crowd surfing but moshing was prohibited which i thought was total b/s..but anyway tdg also did some songs from one-x i especially liked their newest single never too late (first time i'd heard it )and scared was another good song they played and finally ene

Life Sucks!!!!!
have you ever got off work and just said F*** That place? Have you ever had a spouse "mouth" off to you and You just SLAMMED the door in their face and said F*** you? Well then welcome to my day!! I am really not loving life right now.... Kimy

Good Morning.
He was laying so peacefully in bed. It was midmorning already. The sunlight was just streaming through the white curtains onto the bed. The blue sheets were tangled on one side; riding low on the other. He was laying on his back, his head turned to the side. I knew he was tired. I stood in the doorway, watching him, leaning against the door frame, thinking. As I watched him sleep, I couldn't help the desire and need stirring inside. He has the most gorgeous body. He's tall and built, (although.. At 5'1, everyone is tall to me). His muscles alone make him broader than some doors. I think it was his dark brown hair and dark brown eyes that drew me in that first time I met him. As he laid there sleeping, his chest slowly rising and falling, I decided he probably wouldn't mind my waking him up. At least, not the way I had planned. Stepping quietly into the bedroom, I unbuttoned my shirt. I'd tossed on one of his when I had gotten up that morning, wanting to be close to him. Unb

The Secret Door.
yeah, i kept this from them but i can/t keep this from you so will you look for me in that strange |bright| place where the statues bloom in the park they don/t need no rain cause how i ever got to you i have no idea it/s like some secret door well, it just appeared so, no matter what i do from now on with my time you will always stay here [[in my mind]] no matter what i say no matter how much i think i hate you there is always a place where you are in my heart. ....... and.i.hate.it

Poem
There are a couple things I want to make clear There seems to be mis conception goin on here So check it... A Thug will spit profanity from between his gold teeth He'll come over to your crib just to fuck you and eat He dont care about wiping his feet And wont lift up the seat cover when he pee A gentleman always chooses his words Never says anything disrepectful Or something that might hurt He always stick to his word And just to cook you dinner he'll leave early from work A thug aint gonna open your doors Wont cover you with his jacket He don't care if it pours No such thing as what' mine is yours He'll leave you to do his laundry Including his drawers A gentleman will always ask how you feel He'll know your favourite color and your favourite meal When you come home he will rub your feet And when it comes to his heart, you will have the key He will always treat you as his queen A thug will boast about how he is the baddest and how he is the best If a m

Untitled;
the sky is overcast; there are no birds singing; the heavens open up and begins to cry on humanity. covering the entire landscape from sea to deplorable sea. the clouds dissapear and all you see is blackened sky, with dots on your pupils. help me, the sky's tears are stuck in my hair. the whole earth, cloudless, depressed, flooding. and this is what it has come to. it is sick an tired of watching us do nothing. nothing if it isn't for our own gain. it wants us to do something. something that isn't just for ourselves. maybe think about someone else. it watches . . . the sky. watches very closely, for it has nothing better to do. it watches us sleep. it watches us scream. it watches us use the restroom. it watches us eat, slap, scream, die, fuck, cry, shower, polish, speak, blink, earn, buy, confess, lie, steal, cheat, comit, promote, ksdhfb&jdmdofp . . . . it watches us watching it watching us watching. watching watching watching. waiting. . . . |for what|? the flood

This Is Kinda Of Funny Then In A Way It's Really Sad!
THAT'S FU*K UP YOU HIT ANYTHING THAT'S STICKING ANY BIT*H WITH LIPS CAN SUCK YOUR DI*K CONDOMS YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU MUST BELIEVE SEXUALLY ACTIVES CAN LEAD TO SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASES THAT'S WHY YOU GOT A BURN FROM YA PENIS ANY DECENT BIT*H YOU SAW YOU GO IN THEM RAW THAT'S WHY YOU GOT AN ITCH AROUND YA BALLS AND YOU SO UNEDUCATED YOU DON'T KNOW THE DAMAGED THAT YOU CAUSED FIRST OFF YOU LAME THE GAME YOU SPIT ANIT WORTH THE PAIN INSTEAD OF BEING WORRIED ABOUT HIS HEATH AND EDUCATION THIS COWARD IS WORRIED ABOUT HIS REPUTATION HES IN THE MIDDLE OF LEARNING THE HOOD DONE HEARD HE BURNING EVERY FEMALE THAT HE USED AS A STATISTIC HAS BEEN TO THE CLINIC THIS NIGGA DOING SAME OLD SAME OLD TRIFLEN NIGGAS AND TRIFLEN HOES IDIOT WAS SO SCARED TO TEST HIS PEE ALL IS SAID REST IN PEACE

I Really Hate Men Like This!
ONCE I HIT FIVE MONTHS YOU CLAIMED I TRAPPED YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT MY IDEA OF A GOOD FATHER IS NOT YOU BUT IF I ONLY KNOWN THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW THIS SEED I'M CARRYING WOULDN'T BE YOUR CHILD NOW I'M NINE MONTHS AND THE TIME IS UP SENSE I I TRIED TO TRAP YOU NIGGA NOW YOUR STUCK JUST MY LUCK NOW YOU DON'T GIVE A F*CK BUT YOU GAVE A F*CK WHEN YOU GAVE A NUT I AINT FOR THAT BABY DADDY DRAMA I WASN'T TRYING TO BE YOUR WOMAN NOW I'M YOUR BABY MOMMA WILL IT HURT TO GIVE LOVE TO YOUR CHILD MATTER FACT YOUR ONLY ONE YOU BETTER SHOW LOVE TO YOUR ONLY SON

Deepest Desire
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

Deleting Everybody
I Am Trying to find out who my true friends are so,With the exeption off a couple off people who im sure about everyone is going to be deleted. If you really want t be friends, you can ask me, and I will accept.

The Stream
Chess is like life. or is it that the reverse is true? Even as I sit here, Sipping my coffee and smoking (not enough sugar, too much milk). So many ways to begin and the room is filled with a cloud. What is this music I hear? Seems like the evening is full of questions. But without the answers, all that remains are the possibilities of what is to come. Which song do I play next? Did I really enjoy that movie? Where is she and why can't I find her? How the hell did I just lose my rook?! I push another pawn... And take another dead-end job... Slowly the smoke clears and the music fades. I dreamt of her again last night, and yet I cannot rememeber her name or face. The only real thing......fuck! Check-mate. I just lost.

Play The Fuck Or Pass! Game.
There is at least one person on MY Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of me. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck me, send me a message (comments and emails welcomed) saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SH!T's funny Let's see who replies!

Relay For Life!!!
Relay For Life!!! Relay For Life!!! Hello Everyone, So yesterday was relay for life poker run... Yay!!! No one showed up for the poker run but we got alot of the puddle fest to eat so we made $250 for the relay... Now Funny Funny Story!!! I had made cupcakes for the relay... Had them in this huge cake box... Leaveing the relay my mom did not tie down the box... And sat it on top of another box... Well going home the box flew off the back of the truck and hit my sisters car.. One half of the box went under and the other half went over... YES YES I GOT PICTURES!!! I hope everyone has a great day!!! *mwah* -Minga

Update To The Last Entry
Well I'm completely done with him now. He doesn't believe me that I have no idea what had happened. So I'm done . We always had this problem when he gets upset over something . I could never change his mind cause he was too stubborn to even listen to what I was saying. And now I'm starting to think that he was messing around with her while we were still together . Because it seems like he is doing everything he can to destroy the love I have/ had for him . It's just hard to imagine that anyone could be that cruel and it doesn't bother them at all. Specially someone I had once planned to spend the rest of my life with. It makes me wonder how many lies he has told me over the weeks and months . Every time I asked him if something was wrong he said it was nothing and that I was worrying too much . And it turned out every feeling I had was true .

I Have Survived Wedding Weekend, Yeah!
One more chore and Jason and Carrie's Wedding Weekend will be officially over! I am exhausted, lol! William is returned to Madison; just got back from that! The only chore left is taking Jenn back to LaCrosse. If I can pass that on to someone else, believe me I will, lol!! I ended up spending last night in the motel next door to where the Reception and Wedding Dance were held! Just safer that way, lol! Hey, I was in very good shape, just tired out. Jay, I did have one JagerBomb, dropped! Only one, though, lmao! To the one who thought I might lose it and go naked at the Wedding - my clothes remained on, sweetie! Not to worry, lol! And, yes, I stayed ALONE in my motel room - none of my past life guys live anywhere near close enough for that, lmao!! Enough, already! I think Dakota loved his first full scale Wedding extravaganza! The Divas did a beautiful job as Flower Girls. And my nieces and niece in law all looked just beautiful as attendants! And a good time was had by all, I thi

I Rate It A 19+
A Perfect Ending Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise. Kissing tongues tangle, making me ache, No longer can I wait, for you to take. Laying back, I plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard, Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to some part of you aware. I Beckon please enter with no hesitation, Yet you stand firm, with no reservation, Taunting me, teasing me, grin on your face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, you grant relief, Knowing now I must have peace. Penetrating with your pride, Charging, you thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon your chest, To brace us both, I do my best, Not to scream loud like before, When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if you're hurting me, You ease mo-men-tar-ily, Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas, Whimpering I'm at your mercy. Back in our entrancing

"what Do You Do When A Good Friend Dies"
What do you do when a good friend dies? What do you do when a good friend dies? Do you lash out in anger and curse at the sky. Or grasp hard denial, the means of the weak, In an effort to kindle the comfort you seek. What do you do when a good friend dies? Once life's breath, so precious, gives the chest final rise. In haste you take blame, no other at fault, You kneel upturned earth and deem all happiness to halt. What do you do when a good friend dies? When with him the times, both good and bad, lie. Do you cast aside the past, for memories hurt much too much, Or struggle and fight for that last lingering touch. What do you do when a good friend dies? When all of the tears have all but been cried. No matter how much, no matter how hard you try, The only thing to do is say farewell. Goodbye.

To Kill An American
What's left to say (I always did like the Aussies. Great drinking buddies?) Written by an Australian To Kill an American You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is. So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An Ameican is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, ther

"wishes"
"Wishes" (for Bandit) I wish I could have told you, in words you'd understand, I wanted you to stay with me. This wasn't what I'd planned. I wish somehow to tell you, How empty I now feel. A part of me went with you, A part that time can't heal. I wish I had you back again, to fill this empty space. But one day we'll be together in a far, far better place.

A Retired Husband
A Retired Husband Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband, Mr. Bill Fenton, has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this type of behavior and have considered banning the entire family from shopping in any of our stores. We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. Three of our clerks are attending counseling from the trouble your husband has caused. All complaints against Mr. Fenton have been compiled and are listed below. Wal-Mart Complaint Department MEMO Re: Mr. Bill Fenton - Complaints - 15 Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse is shopping: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to th

As I've Matured
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

Bonus Question...
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are

Nail In The Fence
NAIL IN THE FENCE There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave

Twenty Bucks
TWENTY DOLLARS On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noonone day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by the bank whi

Still I Rise. . .
The words below are by Maya Angelou,and b/c of the way my personal world has been spinning recently, this poem has really been speaking to me . . . .I think that these are words of empowerment for ALL women & races!!! Some of my darkest days have been lately, ( I'll write about this sometime soon in another blog), and the tuth & comfort found in this poem remind me that you CANNOT or WILL NOT keep a strong woman down!!!! STILL I RISE You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don

You Are My Sunshine
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love withhis little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be pre

You Are My Sunshine A True Story
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love withhis little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be prepared

Updates On My Life
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li

So Done
It has come to my attention that when a guy tells a "fat chick" like me that she is beautiful it is all BULLSHIT and lies. It is all just a ploy to see if they can get a quick lay. People ask why I am single and well there you have it. I am one of the fat people and I guess it's about time that I figured that out and stop fooling myself by thinking that people can see inner beauty. You make one mistake and you get hung up on and put out with the trash. Got to love that. Well to all of you women out that there are the "perfect 10" You win. Not all of us can be like that and well I guess the ones who can't are just supposed to be alone. Well maybe not all of us but this is the case for me. With that said I outta here.

What Does A Kiss Taste Like???
What does a kiss taste like??? One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, Spit it out, Johhny ! It's a piece of Ass"!

My Lil Girl
well i took my lil girl to the er tonight cuz she has a really bad rash that didnt seem like it was a regular diaper rash. come to find out it was a yeast infection. the doctor said it could be caused from many different things but to keep a cream on it twice a day. if it doesnt start to go away then i have to take her back to get checked out. but she is doin alright now. still a happy baby though.

Great Poems
Great poems, bring great poetic friendships. Yes. So let's be friends and share the hearts of poems. Also the art of beauty in paintings and drawings. Thru video's and pictures, we seek God's poems every day. Yet, we do not, realize all the poetic work's and other great creations,God has Made. But, just open the eyes of your soul and look and see, hear, feel and smell everything, God has done. So God Bless creation of life. FOR LIfE IS HIS GREAT POEM.

Sex
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs92%Bondage92%Biting83%Whips83%Blind Folds25%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Cannibi Sensual
I came across a friend's status on yahoo...it read, "Teasing isn't fun..." Now by this time, there's marijuana burning in my lungs and expanding my mind... It's all about the tease, it takes artistry...wit, playfulness, sensuality...anyone can flash a breast and get a reaction. Seduction takes imagination. Search for those who can tease your body with words, make you moist with a turn of phrase and a look. Marry the senses and you will find bliss...

Ah Poop!
Ok, so I changed my mind, and decided to keep my account. I'm a dumbass, because I deleted my kickass background that cupcake made for me, and I have to re-do my salute, about me, and all that other good shit.

Mr Right?
I sit alone again, tonight just who is this Mr Right? have I met him as of yet should I ponder, should I fret? if I had met him, wouldn't I know? wouldn't an emotion begin to grow? is he out there searching for me? lurking perhaps where I cannot see does it matter if I will fall could he truly climb over my wall? I won't sit here long tonight wishing for that Mr Right if he exists one day I'll find sweet romantic thoughts in mind until then i shall just be me as foolish and silly as I can be A.Boudreaux 07

Poem: Not Just For Another Day
The next time you see the rain come, down at night l@@k out your window, and watch all those waterdrops fall, by the shine of a light. Darlin' if you ask "why" I can't really say, but I know it has something to do with you, as I watch all those water drops fall. I think of all the tears we have shared, and its not as much as all the rain has fell, tonight but you and I will never really know. I'll put it to you like this Darlin', that when I see it rain I know that the, earth is being refreshed for another day, and it is simple because it plain to see. This is to give you reasurance as it, also does for me every since we've parted, our love has only gotten weaker, and needs to have nourishment. We need to nurse our love back to health, and build it on solid foundation. So we can be together once again, and we can watch the rainfall. To know that our heart's an our love, is being refreshed,and not just for, another day but for life. Sign:

Living In A Fantasy World
i spend my days doing tats and building my house. i have a very active imagination which makes great for my tat shop. but it kills my life cause according to all my "friends" i live in a fantasy world. i couldnt care but unlike them when there out at parties i got two kids to worry about. they say cause really the only friends i have is on here and i dont really talk to anyone here for to long. so i spend most of my time explaining why im here and hardly talk besides comments and a shout/private message. but i dont really hang out so i dont have a problem with spending time in what is now called my fantasy world View My PlaylistMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Update On The Email Campaign.plz Read
FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW....I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A CONTEST BY CAPONE AND NOREAGA...THEY SOMEHOW SAW MY VIDEO AND ENTERED ME....IN THE MEAN TIME IM GATHERING MY CLOSEST SUPPORTERS TO FORM AN EMAIL CAMPAIGN....IM NOW ONLY ASKING THAT U EMAIL ME A MESSAGE TO PROVE THAT YOU WILL REALLY HELP IN THE CAMPAIGN.I WILL ADD YOU TO FAMILY...AS IT STANDS NOW THIS IS THE REVISED PLAN.... WE WILL MOVE LIKE THE 300 SPARTANS. ALTHOUGH WE ARE ONLY A FEW.WE ARE DEDICATED. WE WILL USE THE SAME STRATEGY OUT NUMBERED ARMIES HAVE USED FOR YEARS...WE WILL MAKE EVERY HIT COUNT.........................THIS IS THE WAR PLAN WE WILL EACH SEND 3 EMAILS ON THE 1ST DAY 1)CAPONE AND NOREAGA 2)NYC RADIO STATION 3)A SPECIFIC RADIO DJ WE WILL START AT NIGHT CAUSE WERE SENDING IT TO THE MORNING SHOW WE ALL USE THE SAME BODY MESSAGE....BUT WILL ALL USE DIFFERANT SUBJECTS...IF WE USE THE SAME SUBJECT THEY WILL ERASE THEM WITH OUT READING...SPAM......BUT IF WE ALL USE A CREATIVE TITLE TO MAKE THEM OPEN.

What Do U Really Want?
realize that some aren't going to agree that this is the place to talk about love -vs- sex but I think it is so if you don't like it...suck it. I want to talk about it here cause I think I can get some honest feedback. I have been doing a lot of thinking about love, emotion and sex. Sex for me has always been a huge part of who I am. I have always enjoyed sex A LOT.I have always enjoyed the whole experience. NOT just the actual act of where his dick goes or how many times I cum...all though I have to say that is an added bonus... it is about every touch and every kiss...the massages, the tickles, the bites. All that said I have to admit when I feel something for the man it is way better. It makes me feel close to him. Making him feel good becomes a daily goal. I realize that because I am a natural sub it is in my nature. Outside of bed, I can be overbearing, loud mouthed, pushy and very opinionated. Once in awhile that does take over in bed. I have a need to control him...make him

Exposed
Amusing, slightly embarrassing, story time. For the past week or so, I've had the house to myself while my mom went to Vegas with my sister, brother in law and niece. The temperature has been fairly bearable so, suffice it to say, I wasn't wearing much around the house (big surprise, I'm not a big fan of clothing LOL). Well, she was supposed to get back at some point during the day on Sunday and around 3 am Saturday night I went out for a smoke in the garage. No sooner do I get out there and close the door to the rest of the house, then the garage door opens up (she drove home early instead of staying the night in Conn.). Of course, as soon as my heart was back in my chest, I hauled ass back into my room and got dressed. I'm just glad I hadn't lit up yet. LOL

Friends
some friends are true some friends are blue but through it all friends are to be honest. within themselves first then they can be honest with others. i know myself and all insecurities and doubt but friends real true friends are sent from God and those are the real friends and i have but few but the top of the list is my dear sweet husband who knows me better than i know myself. you all know who my true friends are i love you blessed be......KDS 4-23-07

Leave This Place...
And no one see's me here, So alone and out of place, No more hints of smiles, that once played on my face, This ghost of who was, here before, he never even laughs, This shell that used, to hold this man, now more brittle then glass, So take that hammer, off its shelf, and smash it in my face, And break this one last, piece of me, that ties me to this place, I know you say you cant, you wont, dont want to hurt me now, But that would be a blessing, next to, sticking this all out, Cause all I wanted, in this world, I have to do without, And now this heart is calous, from all these little tears, And numb from all the scars, from every time its been repaired, It barely beats in breakdowns, as I stare off into space, Just one more day, in living, when I want to leave this place...

What I Want In A Man
I like a confident man,I hope to find someone who wants the same things out of life as I do...security, experiences, trust,romantic, partnership, family and friendship. Someone with similar interests but then differences are good. A person who has a good sense of humor and can make me laugh. (Laughter is the best medicine to cure the difficulities of life.Smile every one warms your heart.....PLZ SIGN GUEST BOOK FIRST,TY WINKS,,AND IF YOU REALLY WANT MY ATTN, OR HEART,,,SMILES,, SEND ME MUSIC TO csexyblonde@gmail.com,,,no rap or metal plz ty ..smiles,LOVES MIXES LOVE SONGS N BLUES,,HINT LOl...hey read my blogs and learn alot about me ..winks *****P.S. I love the outdoors or dress to the nines and go out to dinner,,I LOVE LIFE and the LORD

From Kate Bbw Coed, Nice One Girl:):)
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parent

The Rabbit & The Blonde
A man is driving along a highway and sees a rabbit junp out across the middle of the road. He swerves to avoid hitting it, but unfortunately the rabbit jumps right in front of the car. The driver, being a sensitive man and an animal lover, pulls over and jumps out to see what has become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, the rabbit is dead. The driver feels so awful that he begins to cry. A beautiful blonde woman driving down the highway sees a man crying on the side of the road and pulls over. She steps out of the car and asks the man what's wrong. "I feel terrible,! " he explains, "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The blonde says, "Don't worry." She runs to her car and pulls out a spray can. She walks over to the limp, dead rabbit, bends down, and sprays the contents onto the rabbit. The rabbit jumps up, waves its paw at the two of them and hops off down the road. Ten feet away the rabbit stops, turns around and waves again, he hops down the road anot

Check Your Driver's License
I thought I should pass it along. Check your driver's license. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all!! Thanks Homeland Security! Where are our rights? I definitely removed mine. I suggest you do the same. Go to the website and check it out Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked, "Please Remove." This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. http://www.license.shorturl.com/

A Good Poem Of Encouragement
If you can live the life you believe in you will have everything you need to reach your dream. Just look in your heart and you'll find confidence in yourself and will make each challenge easier to face. . . You'll discover the hope that will keep you believing. . . you'll find an inner strength that will help you pass obsticles. . . and you'll see the happiness that's waiting for you if you keep trying. . . The struggle for any dream is always worth the effort, For in the struggle lies its strength and fulfillment. . . If you listen to your heart you will reach your dream.

:)
What a beautiful day :) Too nice to sit inside and miss it. I think I need to convince myself to go outside and then do my work tonight. I don't think it will really take that much to convince me... someone just push me out the door. :)

Ooooooooookay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I'm like worried now. I talk a lot of shit with competitive stuff but that's always because i can back it up and i know what the hell i'm doing. If we lose Saturday, Chris is gonna whup my ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waltz;
today while taking a nap, i had the most interesting dream i think i/ve ever had. i/ve always told myself that i don/t want to live to be too old, but at the same time, i don/t like the actual idea of death and dying. i want to live my life fully and fit as much into it as possible without getting to the point where i am completely dependent on someone else. i don/t want to be an inconvenience. i want to be able to do things by myself. so; this dream i had, i was in a different time; a different era; on a big luxury cruise ship. i was in a vintage ball gown, all dolled up. i was with someone, dressed up in a tuxedo; and we were dancing. we were dancing as if no one was watching; and that/s when i realized no one was watching; there was no one in the ballroom. it was completely empty. the only thing to be heard was the old music crackling through the speakers. as we danced on and on, the floor began to tilt and we danced leaning the other direction. it was then that i

Grandpas Hands
This is good; I'll never look at my hands the same! Grandpa, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. He didn't move, just sat with his head down staring at his hands. When I sat down beside him he didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I wondered if he was OK. Finally, not really wanting to disturb him but wanting to check on him at the same time, I asked him if he was OK. He raised his head and looked at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," he said in a clear strong voice. "I didn't mean to disturb you, Grandpa, but you were just sitting here staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I explained to him. "Have you ever looked at your hands," he asked. "I mean really looked at your hands?" I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over, palms up and then palms down.No, I guess I had never really looked at my hands as I tried to figure out the point he wa

Firemans Tears
The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, awakened from his bed at the station by the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him as they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street and he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids to see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home that he so dearly loved going up in smoke and flames as he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire and searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance he saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell he saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said As he held her close, "I love you, Dad

So Called Friends Open
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends YES I HAVE A LOT BUT LOVE YOU ALL LET ME KNOW PLEASE THANK YOU 4 ALL THE LOVE FAM FRIENDS AND FAN HAVE A GOOD DAY MUCH LOVE OXOX:)

I'm Tired Of This Woman!!
I reposted a bulletin earlier about Cindy Sheehan. While I fully support the right of people to protest the war, I cannot stomach the way this woman goes about her business. "30 November 2005 Cindy Sheehan has a secret Good afternoon ladies and gents, I hope you are all having a great day. I have been surfing the net trying to find the truth about Cindy Sheehan's politics. Since this past summer she has been all over the media with her story of her son Casey who was killed by Iraqi terrorists working for Shia cleric and well known rotund dimwit Moqtada Al-Sadr. Casey as we all know by now was an American hero who reenlisted in Iraq and volunteered to go on the mission that killed him. His mother has been waging her own personal jihad against George W. Bush since Casey's death. A bereaved mother is allowed her grief and an American citizen is allowed to protest. Both of those things are sacrosanct to Americans. But, when a woman uses her son's death to advance her own political age

I Am The Biggest Dork Of All.. Oh Yeah!!uh Huh! Can You Beat This??..dont Think So!!!lol
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post. (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total: 7 (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth () Saw II (x) White Noise (x) White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 17 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 () Scary Movie () Scary Movie 2 () Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 24 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 () Resident Evil 1 () Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Bl

When I Am With You...
I feel the burn of your gaze I feel the heat of your breath on my neck I feel the rate of my heart increasing as you draw near I feel my breathing becoming heavy just waiting for you I feel my words getting caught in my throat as you speak to me. You have these effects on me every time we are with each other This way of reaching deep inside of me Pulling out those hidden parts of me Those parts I have closed off, not shared with anyone. When I am with you I feel my walls coming down I find myself wanting to care again I find myself wanting to open up again I find myself wanting to share my heart again I find myself wanting to love again. My feelings for you grow each and every day that we spend together My heart becomes more yours each time we talk My spirit feels lighter each minute we share My eyes sparkle even brighter when I am with you My steps are a little lighter when I walk with you You have come into my life and changed me. Changed me for the good

Can Someone Please Help Me
i need major help. i made it 2 the next level i thought. my thing says 99.99% but it isnt letting me level up. am i just dumb or what. im so confused im stuck. can i move up or am i just stuck at friend of cherrytap. can someone please please help me.

My Little Adventure!
Well, as most of you know, I went to Texas not too long ago. What should have been a quick trip, ended up lasting way too long! I used to love all kinds of music, including country...now, I am just sick of country (I am sure Raven is glad to hear that!). I am sure, eventually, I will like it again tho. Anyways, we were driving back from Texas, U-Haul trailer in tow, when (on the night of Friday, the 13th, early morning of the 14th~ 12:40 am), a truck driver rammed into the back of us, as we were headin' down yet another hill, in Tennesee. It was 2 lanes, on our side, a large ditch, then 2 lanes heading south-bound on 81. Well, he rammed us, pushed us forward, then hit us again, in the side of the trailer (which is where his bumper ended up embedded). We were in the right lane, because as some of you know, you can't go over 50 with those trailers, because of the major fish-tailing it causes. We had just gotten back up to 50, when he hit us. It spun us around, so that we were between

A Distant Love
When your feeling all alone... and your far away from home. Know that I am right there with you... i'll always be in your heart... Even though were far apart. Im here for you no matter what... I want our lives to change for the best... Just had to get this off my chest. I dont know how real this is... but i love you. Trailer: The Crow: City of AngelsFlixster - Share Movies

What I Want To Feel...
WHAT I REALLY WANT... I want to feel safe. I want to feel that although my partner may not always like me, he will ALWAYS love me and I him. And I will love him no matter what. I want us to have the freedom to be ourselves. I want us to be able to look into each other’s eyes and see love there. In the midst of the most heated argument, I still want to know the love is there, always waiting. I want him to look in my heart and find home. I want him to relax in my arms and KNOW he is home and safe. I want him to always want to return to me. He may not always be with me, but I want him to want to be.......to want to be with me. I want to share life with him. The good, the bad, the indifferent. His bed, oh, how I do want to share his bed. I want to face mornings (and nights) in the shadow of his slow, peaceful breathing. I want him to awaken to me, I want to be his dream. I want to awaken to him, as my reality. I want to love and be loved. I want our

Hey Guys I Need Advice On Something.
Hey guys how is everyone doing today?Well what i need advice on is about mark.He lied to me and broke my heart.So if you are a true friend then please reply but if not then just say good-bye.

Phyco Bitch
Are you a phyco bitch? Do you get upset when the power goes out when your sops are on! Do you coas out every one at the gas station when the line long and they are low on gas. Man you are a bitch when the police call you one once you drive off, He's the nice guy in the world and he is calling some one a bitch. Dam you have piss me off you bitch why cant you just shut your trap and play nice. Why must you be bitchey to every one when they are being nice to you. I hope I never see you when I am at work I might just turn you around and show you the door before you can even get one word out your mouth. Stay u show your face no more you phyico bitch. You are no longer welcome hear.

I Will Be Your Light....
I will be your light when you have nothing but darkness surrounding you. I will be your arms when yours are to heavey to carry on. I will be your back when yours is bend from the weight of the world. I will cover you with my wings and let them burn from the fire of life, to protect you.. Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

A Whale Of A Time
A large Humpback whale is lazily enjoying a beautiful day when he sees a female Humpback whale just a little ways off, and he thinks to himself that he's going to try to impress her... He swims over to her, and breeches the surface, showing off the large hump on his back. She looked unimpressed as she breached and showed a larger more well formed hump herself. Now, a little embarrassed, he tries again to impress her by taking a breath and blowing a huge cloud of mist and water with a really nice rainbow in it. Once again she looked unimpressed and she blew a larger cloud of mist, with a more beautiful rainbow. Now clearly agitated, the Male sees a Navel vessel in the distance and races off toward it. Just before he collides with the ship, he dives, jumps out of the water and as he sails over the bow of the ship, he plucks a sailor off the deck and in one gulp swallows him whole! He swam back to her very proud of himself, only to find the female object of his attention

Letting Go...
Letting go doesn't mean you have failed. As long as you did your best and tried your hardest, you did not fail. Sometimes not letting go of something we think we want is where we fail, because we don't give ourselves all that we deserve in life.

First Day On A Project
Must be doing my job. things are going smoothly, but with it being the first warm day I did not wear a jacket. I realise now, why I loved my jacket. I have literally cooked myself to a nice shade of pink, and I suspect it will be a nice long night of flashburn suffering. gotta love life!

I Need To Vent
ok i never did this before but today i have had the day from hell ok my son 13 yrs old with autism is in a normal school where he should not be omg the shit they said to me i am so pissed off this is not going to make sense so i am sorry but i have to write it down hoping it will help me i want to his school today and i sit for about 2 hours waiting on the princale do to the fact i just walked in and i told him what happen i got his progress card saturday and it states that he failed art do to the fact he askes the teacher for more help then any other students he cant do anytihng on his own this is what it says ok then he fails gym because he wont join in or change for classe. will my son is not good in sports and he wont change in front of anyone else so i told him this will find out that this guy has no clue what autism is so how can he run the middle school thats what i am saying to myself if you dont know what autism is then what good is my son doing there he told me that he would

Back After A Break
Hi! Not many will remember me but for anyone that does just thought I would post that I am back and will be posting some brand new photos soon. Roger Waters and Pink Floyd fans might like the photos of his tour that should go up later this month :) Say hi - I did!

Hello Everyone
this is to let everyone know why i have not been around i underwent emergency surgery this apst thursday i am going to be ok and it was a very serious sitaution that required surgery. i will let you all know how i am doin in a couple days. i hope to back to ctworld around friday. love you all dj dominatrixxx

Take Back
so between yesterday and today Ive been talking alot with an ex. Im not sure where its going , but he stumped me with a question he ask .."while we were apart , did you at least find yourself" Im not sure what this means , I know he isnt assuming were back together , but it kind of seems like an indication of maybe we'll be getting back together.Im not entirly sure what I want out of this. I guess , maybe I'll just ride it out and see where it goes. I know Im defenitly not jumping back into a relationship .I just hope Im strong enough to not be manipulated into something Im not ready to do.

U.s. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear On Veterans’ Headstones
U.S. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear on Veterans’ Headstones By NEELA BANERJEE Published: April 23, 2007 WASHINGTON, April 23 — To settle a lawsuit, the Department of Veterans Affairs has agreed to add the Wiccan pentacle to a list of approved religious symbols that it will engrave on veterans’ headstones. The settlement, which was reached on Friday, was announced today by Americans United for the Separation of Church and State, which represented the plaintiffs in the case. The Veterans Affairs Department confirmed the settlement. Though it has many forms, Wicca is a type of pre-Christian belief that worships the divine as mother and father and reveres nature and its cycles. Until now, the Veterans Affairs department had approved 38 symbols to indicate the faith of deceased service members on memorials. It normally takes a few months for a petition by a faith group to win the department’s approval, but the effort to win approval for the Wiccan symbol took about 10 ye

The Surprise
Long days have passed since the last time I had laid my eyes upon you. Ok, so maybe it had only been a few hours since you departed. Sitting all alone in the barren and empty room allowed my mind to wander further. Laying on the bed with the TV as my only solace from eternal boredom, I decided that since I couldn?t for the life of me stop thinking about you, I would do something special for you. Just as I started to concentrate on what I could do for you one of those stupid commercials for the FTD flower company came on and the brainstorm that followed cause the proverbial light bulb to go off and then explode with ideas. A frantic note was written down and left on the table as I fled the place in a hurry. Out to my car I ran as fast as I could. I jumped up and slid across the hood and deftly landed on the other side in a Dukes of Hazard style move. There was no need for it, but it was more then fun. A full speed trip to the mall pumped even more adrenaline into my system causing m

Angels Would Fall
The rope thats wrapped around me Is cutting through my skin And the doubts that have surrounded me Are finding their way in I keep it close to me Like a holy man prays In my desperate hour Its better that way So Ill come by and see you again Ill be such a very good friend Have mercy on my soul I will never let you know Where my mind has been Angels never came down Theres no one here they want to hang around But if they knew If they knew you at all Then one by one the angels Angels would fall Ive crept into your temple I have slept upon your pew Ive dreamed of the divinity Inside and out of you I want it more than truth I can taste it on my breath I would give my life just for a little death So Ill come by and see you again Ill be just a very good friend I will not look upon your face I will not touch upon your grace Your ecclesiastic skin Ill come by and see you again Ill have to be a very good friend If I whisper they will know Ill just turn

Got The Job
Woohoo! Today hasn't been such a bad Monday considering the last few have just royally sucked a big one. I have been a temp at my place of employment since a week before Christmas. Today they told me that I got the position as a permanent one and I'm so happy. Its the perfect hours and not a bad job to begin with. This job keeps me on my toes and there's something new each day. There is gratitude when it's deserved and its never the kind of pat on the back that you feel, its the kind that you hear in a person's voice when you have helped them in the slightest little bit. So, just lettin a lil bit of joy on this end . . . hope all is well with you! Have a good night! ~Sassy~

I Miss You
I miss you.... Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends (I miss you I miss you) (I miss you I miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're al

What Is Going On???
ok so we are staying with a friend, to help her out, while her and teeny go to work...so im the babysitter, but what happens when a fight breaks out, between mother and daughter? i love helping friends out, but i try to be there and i just feel my energy being pulled away! it happened in canada and its happened here a few times... my friends are awesome and i love them all, but i need to be able to start working, so we can get our lives started!!!! somedays you just feel you cant take it nomore... and other days it goes by like the mind!!! why cant the wind just take everything away right now

New Job
well now i have a new job if i want it... working for walt disney world the happiest place on earth. it will be my job to make all of ur dreams come true. exciting huh? if i accept i will be moving to orlando in aug see ya there

Tangled Threads
Tangled threads When the heart cry's To be with out my love The oath was broken We died a hunderd times I love you very much Yet the lies are ensnaring With words we try Yet our voices break We cry, we shout and love Thinking I died again I want a bath I go back to you again Yet love is a loosing game with us I never miss the pain I miss the smiles into each others eyes The words are down Why can we not forget the pain Memmories mar my mind Why not yours The end of faith is waiting on us So lets move on and love a new My tears dry on their own Does yours Let us be our own best friends Let the entangled threads be I hear "I Hope you die" Leave them in the shadows And walk away from the chains of lies and anger The sun goes down now So give me a kiss It is all a page in the life of love Entangled thou it be Entangled threads of dreams and love I never miss the pain I miss the smiles, the kiss, and the starring into each othe

Sunday
I am exhausted. I was on call last week and there was no call outs until sunday morning. I went to bed at 1030p on saturday and got up to use the bathroom at 1230a when I heard the tone go out over my portable radio about a shooting in Tacoma near Highway 512. I knew that my pager would be going off so I just got dressed and ready to go. At about 1a, my pager went off.... "shooting, need forensics to respond"!!! I was off and running. I got there about a half hour later and talked to the deputy on scene to get the history. 14 hours later I cleared that scene and headed for home. I got home took a shower and then went to relax with a nap... was I allowed to? NO!!!! 630p, I got another call out to a suicide... (committing suicide is a WHOLE other subject for me to go into! All I wanna know is why would you want to do that???? ) ANYWAY.... I cleared that call at 1030p. When I got in the house.... I sat in the chair and crashed! What a day... but as they say... it only hurts until payday r

Bitter Pill
i have fallen prey to the hands of fate my time has slipped away my soul you came to desecrate forever lead astray uncertainty lies ahead for the ones who close the door the words of the damned are said as they crawl upon the floor yesterday i saw my love for you in a dream it came to me I found you torn in two my soul has set you free as I dance with the dead again the shame of life has returned my thoughts are given with a pen as I simply crash and burn return to the kill the scene of it all swallowing the bitter pill while answering the call

What Is Love
WILL HE DIE FOR YOU, KILL A MAN LIE FOR YOU,WILL SHE TRY FOR YOU LEARN NEW THINGS, CRY FOR YOU THAT'S LOVE. THERE IS NOTHING I WON'T DO FOR YOU BREAK A CAT OFF PROPER IF HE DISRESPECTS YOU,KEEP HURT AWAY FROM YOU NEVER LET YOU DOWN PRAY FOR YOU LOVE YOU SO HARD THAT WHEN YOU FELT PAIN I WOULD TOO.MAKE LOVE TO YOU NITE AND DAY NOT JUST IN THE PHYSICAL BUT MENTALLY AS WELL,SPEND 90 PERCENT OF MY TIME PLEASING YOU AND THE OTHER 10 PRAYING,PRAYING THAT YOU WILL BE OK AND EVERYTHING YOU WANT WOULD COME YOUR WAY,HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT REAL LOVE IS AND TO KNOW LOVE FOR YOU I PRAY.

What Is Your Sign???
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bored Thinking...
WELL I HAPPEN TO HAVE THE BEST WEEKEND! I WENT OUT ON FRIDAY WITH SOME FRIENDS AND SEEN SOME STRIPPERS... WHICH WASN'T HALF BAD (THEY COULDN'T DANCE THAT'S FOR SURE) BUT OTHERWISE...WEREN'T HALF BAD. LOL! ANYWAYS, I WENT TO ANOTHER BAR AFTER THAT...AND IT WAS PACKED!! OF COURSE BEING THE REASON I OVER SPENT!! *DOH!!* NEVER THE LESS, I HAD TONS OF FUN THIS NIGHT... SO CONTINUES ON TO SATURDAY WHERE I SLEPT MOST OF THE DAY. YAY FOR ME!!! (THIS RARELY HAPPENS FOR ME) SO FORTH TO SUNDAY! I HOSTED A BBQ WHICH TURNED OUT AWESOME!!! I LOVED IT AND LOVED BEING THE HOSTESS. I DID ALL THE BBQ-ING.... I COOKED SOME STEAKS, (BONELESS, SKINLESS) CHICKEN AND SMOKIES ON THE BBQ. ALL TURNED OUT REALLY GOOD. I EVEN MADE MY OWN BBQ SAUCE... :-D I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF THIS WEEKEND! TODAY I MADE SPAGHETTI AND LET IT SIMMER ALL DAY, WENT FOR A WALK IN THE TRAIL BESIDE MY PLACE AND TOOK A FEW PICTURES, WHICH YOU CAN FIND IN MY OUTSIDE PICTURES. I FIND THAT THE MORE TIME I SPEND AWAY FROM HERE, THE LESS ST

After All Is Said And Done....
It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and insecurity.And taking sides is not my way..but it seems their are some that do...and they also try sitting back while passing judgement.And for those doing so I have great sympathy for for you may not know what waters you are treading. Life is indeed too short to waste on one whom takes and never gives back.This is why I choose a man who does indeed give back..one I can trust..who is truthful with his self and others who sways not into a life of false promises and who is able to love whole heartedly..a man true of heart..the one that posses a heart of gold..and this man is my CT Hubby..Just shows that sometimes we

To All My Friends
you know about a year ago this time we all were siting arond and having fun but now becaues of me my wife has lossed 2 of her friends and its ny foult i know it is but what can i do know my best friend is starting not to like her but what no one can see is its my falt and my fult alone sure she is up set at whats been going on but if i had not been stuped then we would all be friends still i dont like my life the way it is now and im an the one that has to suffer with what i have done plz i just want my friends back i just want my life to be back the way it was but it wont but its ok i will live my sad little life the best i can and no mater what happends just know that i love you all and you will always be my fam

Lest We Forget
HI Cherry Tappers just wanted to share with you that tomorrow April 25th is ANZAC dayGet More at COMMENTYOU.comGet More at COMMENTYOU.comMay we remember those who fought & died for our country & those who didnt return God Bless Lest We forget Thanks for reading Jovichick64

Ok, Now I'm Pissed!!!
I think I'm a patient, easy going guy. However when you're the type of person who's so anal you can't see the work thats been put into something, the beauty it possesses, the care put into a job, the sacrifices made to get the fucking thing done and all you can do is take money out of my pocket, food off my table and bitch about the small microscopic imperfections created by everyday whear and tear, I can no longer contain myself. Climb to the highest building, grab the highest caliber gun and sharpest knife you can find, drive the knife into your chest and aim the gun at your head and pull the fuckin trigger. Obviously there's no way in hell anything on God's green earth can please you. And by the way, what the fuck possessed you to hand a $3000 guitar to an 11 yr old who only wants to play metal and in the 1st place if you want it to stay perfect? Waste of human life, pull the plastic off your couch, blow the cobwebs off your wife's crotch and for once go to town, have fun or die!!!!

Just To Inforn Everyone
i think i been nice enough where i rate and comment your guys pictures and help you with points and i do what you guys ask, like help you guys in all the stupid contest and shit like that and i have no problem doing that however when i asked for help and when i post bullitens no one will read them what kind of friends is that only very very few helped me and they know who they are and i appreciate and you guys know ill help you, so for now on i will not help anyone anymore except for a few of you that are REALLY my friends fuck the rest of you for the people that helped me god bless you and thanks very much for ur help even though i was no where near finishing in the top 10 thanks I love you guys have a good one

Hurt
I'm really upset right now. And it makes me so mad because I shouldn't be but I can't help it. And I can't even talk to my friends about it cause it is a pride issue with me and when something really hurts me I don't want anyone to know that it does, especially those close to me. It would be easier for me to tell a stranger. I hate this, and this blog doesn't even begin to cover it

How Nice Of You
you need to know this: you can go fuck yourself! i always have to be the peace maker i try to be nice and smile and you being the ignorant bitch you are just say some fucking immature ridicously statement you can say all the shit you want but you can't have my dignity fuck you and your sophmoric ways i'm through with you. the new annie will fucking kill you grrr...

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Chelsea
I read a friend's blog post today that broke my heart. Please read Chelsea's story & help in any way possible. This family needs help, love & support. Chelsea will surely capture the hearts of anyone. She got mine..let her grab your's.. " Please help my lil angel" read our blog help if u can@ CherryTAP Hi I have a severely disabled daughter she has cp/she's deaf/blind and has epilepsy. She just spent a month in the ICU at riley hospital in Indy and she almost passed away. One of her nurses is a old family friend and offered us her timeshare for free in Florida for a week we have never had a vacation and her brothers suffer so much cause of hospital stays and it being so hard to get out and was wondering if you would like to do a good thing and donate to our lil fund for the trip. Her brothers miss out on so much cause of their sister being ill, that we wanna do something good for them for once that's fun. I have plenty of pics and web sites yo

Her Sarcastic Remarks!
An attorney got home late one evening, after a very taxing day trying to get a stay of execution for a client, named Wilbur Wright, who was due to be hanged for murder at midnight. His last-minute plea for clemency to the governor had failed and he was feeling tired and depressed. As soon as he got through the door his wife started on about, "What time of night do you call this? Where have you been?" and on and on. Too shattered to play his usual role in this familiar ritual, he went and poured himself a very large whisky and headed off for a long hot soak in the bathtub, pursued by her predictable, sarcastic remarks. While he was in the bath the phone rang, which the wife answered and was told that her husband's client had been granted his stay of execution after all. Realizing what a day he must have had, she relented a little and went upstairs to give him the good news. As she opened the bathroom door, the sight of her husband’s rear view greeted her as he bent over na

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The First Fucking Moron To Be Posted
OK THIS ASSHAT GETS TO BE THE REASON FOR ME TO MAKE THIS SPECIAL BLOG FOR STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE. I HAVE 1 THING TO SAY ABOUT STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!! 1) STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE SHOULD NOT BREED!!! SO HERE IT IS THE REASON I STARTED THE HALL OF STUPID PEOPLE!! THIS GUY COULDNT LEAVE THIS GIRL ALONE!! AFTER SHE TOLD HIM TO LEAVE HER ALONE!!! SHE BLOCKED HIM ON YAHOO AND CT SO WHAT DID THIS DUMBASS DO HE FOLLOWED HER INTO THE LOUNGE AND CONTINUED TO MESS WITH HER! AFTER SEVERAL WARNINGS TO KNOCK IT OFF. WELL THIS BRAINCHILD IS NOW WONDERING WHY HE WAS BANNED THE FOLLOWING IS WHAT WAS SAID IN MY SHOUTBOX!!! AS WELL AS THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO AND BLOCK HIS DUMBASS! read from the bottom up ->A kwest.© ...: i did A kwest.© ...: tell me at least... who banned me? please man A kwest.© ...: yes sir. best of luck to you man. ->A kwest.© ...: oh do fuck off A kwest.© ...: the best are always hated the most, arent they bro? ->A kwest.© ...: keep your selfrig

Glorious Tuesday, Everyone!
Soon to be off on my appointed rounds for the day! The sun is shining, but it's about 15 degrees cooler than yesterday. I've got a late appointment - 5:30 to be exact! Don't usually take them that late, but what do you do? It's the only time she can make it! Then on Thursday evening, I'm giving a talk on stress to some Industrial Psychology students at Viterbo University. How do I get myself into these things, lmao! Have a wonderful Tuesday, everyone! Hope the sun is shining on each and every one of you, lol! Much love and warm hugs to all! Blessings, all over the map! Thank you to everyone who has left comments/opinions on my Polyamory blog. I appreciate your input very much! Exploration and discovery at it's finest, lol!! Later!

Blonde In Florida
Blonde in Florida A young blonde woman was driving through the Florida Everglades while on vacation. She wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young Blonde declared, "Well then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly smile, "Well little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?" The blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he spots the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brings his car to a stop, he sees a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the Blonde takes aim, shoots the creature and hauls it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more dead ga

Anger Explained (adult Language)
I think I might have figured out why I'm mad today. I used StumbleUpon and found this article, purportedly originating as a Craigslist article. Supposedly it's about a pregnant Marine who's Marine husband got killed in Iraq. She's, let's say, a little bit miffed:I’m having the worst damn week of my whole damn life so I’m going to write this while I’m pissed off enough to do it right. I am SICK of all this bullshit people are writing about the Iraq war. I am abso-fucking-lutely sick to death of it. What the fuck do most of you know about it? You watch it on TV and read the commentaries in the newspaper or Newsweek or whatever god damn yuppie news rag you subscribe to and think you’re all such fucking experts that you can scream at each other like five year old about whether you’re right or not. Let me tell you something: unless you’ve been there, you don’t know a god damn thing about it. It you haven’t been shot at in that fucking hell hole, SHUT THE FUCK UP! How do I dare say this

I Cant Figure It Out
my life is boring, sometimes i feel like its in shambles. by nature, i am an introverted person, ive never had a big circle of friends. i feel that nobody really knows the real me, truly and completely. i dont think they should actually. i am a friendly person, but like to keep my distance. i am indpendant but do rely on those i call loved ones. i keep only one best friend, who i love with all my heart and soul. i dont care if my man sleeps with other women, but if they lie to me about it, they lose my trust. have a relationship with another woman, byebye. i have a strong work ethic, but at the same time i hate goin to work. i do hurt the ones i love. but i dont love many, and i try not to hurt them. i keep secrets, even when i know i shouldnt. i hate to lie, but find at times it is unavoidable. im not a ho, a slut or promiscuous, but damn do i love sex. i collect things that i find interesting, but men never seems to be one of them....although one of my main interests i

W00t For Cute Emt!
Sunday was suppose to be a fun filled day, spent with my son before he had to go back to his Dads.. but the One upstairs had different plans for me.. We were walking to the bus, left foot stepped off the curb .. I was just about to tell Michael to watch out for the mud, when SLIP went my left foot and down I went.. snap went knee.. yup.. dislocated the knee.. OUUUUUCH! At first I thought I had broke it, but after a few seconds I felt the knee and realized I had probally just dislocated it. Luckily some passerby's stopped and called 911.. one even gave me some towels for my muddy hands and newspaper to try n sit on since I had landed in the mud. Neways.. EMT and firetruck came.. cute EMT and firemen.. mmmmhmm lol I really should have shaved my legs before I left that morning.. they cut my pants and there is my hairy legs.. ah well, I wasnt really thinking about that.. well I was a little, but mainly I was concerned for Michael cause he was upset and worried about me. Thankfully putting

My Take On The Vt Massacre
Okay here is my new blog yeah i know i haven't written in like a really long time. Any how the latest thing is this Viginia Tech Massacre; The real story is about a guy who comes to this country from south korea spends 3 years here in the united states while he is attending he get's picked on religiously by the 4th reich Drunken and,Debaucherous Christian Fundie yuppie assholes who are on campus. He not only gets picked on by his classmates but, by his teachers; The school finds out from his highschool transcripts and, records that he has some psychological problems via his classroom behaviour; However, the attempts that the school makes to help this guy are not really serious attempts but, when later interviewed they say that they were serious attempts. After this guy can take the Extreme Bullying no longer he decides to plan a Massacre and, plans it down to the finest details over a 8month period; He gets himself guns, clips, ammunition he even puts together a adeq

Anymore Goofs That Want To Make My Day
sandman li...: SORRY ->sandman li...: u know why cause ur a fkn goof now fkkkkkk off dick lick sandman li...: YOUR DAUGHTER WONT TALK TO ME FOR SOME REASON MISS HER sandman li...: SHE HASNT TOUCH ME YET ->sandman li...: sorry i dont touch what my daughter has sandman li...: I WANT TO FUCK YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTER SEXY

On The Way To Work
> While she was "flying" down the road one day, a woman passed over a > > bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in > > wait. > > > > The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic > > patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" > > > > To which she replied, "I'm late for work." > > > > "Oh yeah," said the cop. "And what do you do?" > > > > I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. > > > > The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a > > rectum stretcher do?" > > > > "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up > > to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I > > work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly > > but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." > > > > "And

To Hear-r-tosee
WHAT IS TRUTHOR LIES YOU MUST DECIDE BUT YOU TRY TO DENY. IN YOUR MIND YOU TRY TO HIDE ALL THOUGHTS THAT YOU MUST REPLY. YOUR HEART BELIEVES EVERYTHING IT FEELS, IS TRUTH BUT IS CONFUSE BY THE LIES. YOUR SOUL SINKS DOWN BY THE LIES LIKE A PLANE BEING SHOT OUT THE AIR. YOUR SPIRIT SITS IN DARKNESS TO HIDE THE TEARS OF THE LIES THAT WAS TOLD TO YOU.

Thoughts Just Came Out
IM HURTING IM SCREAMING INSIDE . NO ONE IS HEARING OR EVEN SEEING THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME. IM PULLING ND TUGGING ON MY SOUL. NO HANDS NO FACE THE NAMES AND MINDS I WANT TO EREASE. TO REPLACE THE THOUGHT AND THE FEELINGS I HAVE IN SIDE THE ONES THAT MAKE ME HURT AND SCREAMING FOR THE TENTION I WANT TO BE FREE. THE HURTING AND THE SCREAMING WILLL SURELY PASSS. THANK GOD FOR MY KIDS EVER LASTING LUV KEEPS ME FROM NOT SCREAMING AND DIENING INSIDE. THERE EYES THEY SEE ME FOR ME

Alone
Is it possible to feel so alone that you just want to crawl up in a little ball and let your brain completely shut down? Possible to feel so alone you want to cry until all the fluids have finally run out of your body? Possible to be incapable of not letting yourself get so emotionless that you go on for years and years not telling anyone what the problem is? Going on not breaking down? Not letting yourself drift into that wide, deep abyss you think you could fall into and never be able to crawl out of? Not even thinking about it because it might drive you insane or to a point where you cant stand life anymore? This is the way i have been feeling. So only some emotions come out. To only let a slip of thoughts such as sadness or lonliness escape from my mind. Well, now you know.

Hurt And The Art Of Telling Someone Off
For those of you who have about 10 to 15 minutes free time and want to read the appropriate way to tell someone off. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now that I have allowed my initial anger to wear off and have calmed down to the point where I can truly express what you have done to me, I want to get it out of the way. “I am so sorry, I actually am in love with you. I am in a very unhappy relationship right now. You were the only thing that brought a smile to my face” just doesn’t cut it. Do you think that relieves you of any guilt or is any kind of personal absolution for what you have done to me? Am I supposed to feel bad for you because you are “in a very unhappy relationship right now”? And what about me? You didn’t even have the balls to tell me yourself. I had to find out in the most demeaning, insulting way humanly possible – from a complete stranger, said to me in the most undignified way a grown woman could have done so. Right now, I

The Preacher
There was a preacher whose wife was expecting a baby so he went to the Congregation and asked for a raise. After much consideration and Discussion, they passed a rule that whenever the preacher's family Expanded, so would his paycheck. After 6 children, this started to get expensive and the Congregation Decided to hold another meeting to discuss the preacher's salary. There was much yelling and bickering about how much the clergyman's Additional children were costing the church. Finally, the Preacher got up and spoke to the crowd, "Children are a Gift from God," he said. Silence fe ll on the congregation. In the back of the room, a little old lady stood up and in her frail Voice said, "Rain is also a gift from God, but when we get too much, We wear rubbers." And the congregation said, "amen."

My Dream Is Finally Realized.
I am a photographer for JC Penney's portrait studio at Barton Creek Mall [well the company is called Lifetouch, you know the school photo people], and I get 8.00/hr, and I work with Dawn's friend Desirrae....she is so cool. During my interview today I felt nervous, because when I really want the job, I try my best not to F up, and she caught my mysterious vibe, so I am better now...But she offered me the job and I start tommorrow. Woot woot!!!!!!!!! --Misty

Caring About Friends
Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you

Chinese Torture
A young man was wandering, lost, in a forest when he came upon a small house. Knocking on the door he was greeted by an ancient Chinese man with a long, gray beard. "I'm lost," said the man. "Can you put me up for the night?""Certainly," the Chinese man said, "but on one condition. If you so much as lay a finger on my daughter I will inflict upon you the three worst Chinese tortures known to man." "OK," said the man, thinking that the daughter must be pretty old as well, and he entered the house. Before dinner the daughter came down the stairs. She was young, beautiful and had a fantastic figure She was obviously attracted to the young man as she couldn't keep her eyes off him during the meal. Remembering the old man's warning he ignored her and went up to bed alone. But during the night he could bear it no longer and snuck into her room for a night of passion. He was careful to keep everything quiet so the old man wouldn't hear and, near dawn, he crept back to his room, exhausted

So Pissed Off Right Now
Is there not one man on this gods green earth that can tell the truth about anything....I know not every one even not women r perfect, and yes i know women lie also, so men who r reading this, dont think i dont know that women can do and lie jus like men can, but my god, do i have written across my forehead "please lie to me, i love it, i hate being told the truth or even hate having someone be honest with me " i would really like to know, cuase if i do, i will go scrub my forehead....Right now i am sooo pissed and so haten men, im thinkin of turnin lesbian, dont get excited guys, im not really, but if shit keeps up with the men i come across, im going too an no u all cant watch....Yes im venting here and is it helping, i guess, dont reallly know cuase the men i really want to read this, "WONT" so the ones that r reading this, thanks, atleast someone cares enough to know that i know im not perfect, and yes u all compliment me and tell me im sexy and beautiful and hott, and i thank u, b

Am I Crazy Or What
I am a firefighter/paramedic. When we go into a home this is on fire the temps can reach 650 degrees if not hotter. the hose then begans to pop and crack, that is when I enjoy it the most. Tell me what you think.

Nothin Special
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

What Do U Think
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

A Night Alone..............
It was 6pm on a Friday evening, their kid was away for the weekend and her husband was late. Just as Jade was beginning to worry the phone rang, and she was glad to hear her husband Darius say he was on his way back, he had stopped to collect some things on the way. Before he hung up he asked of her “Meet me on our bed, nude.” Smiling to herself she put the phone down, walked up to their room and stripped, laying back naked on the bed, awaiting her husbands arrival. She didn’t have to wait long as she soon heard the door open, as her husband came up the stairs he called to her “Shut your eyes and sit.” Shutting her eyes and perching on the edge of the bed she wondered what had been collected. She heard her Darius enter the room, then felt him softly tie a blindfold round her head. His breath and lips brushed her ear as he leaned in to whisper “I love you, do you trust me my pet?” A shiver ran down her spine as Jade nodded, of course she trusted him. His hand softly cupped the back of h

Blonde Joke 2....lmao!!!!!!
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started." Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then .." He sighed......... ..... "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box......."

A Night Alone............
It was 6pm on a Friday evening, their kid was away for the weekend and her husband was late. Just as Jade was beginning to worry the phone rang, and she was glad to hear her husband Darius say he was on his way back, he had stopped to collect some things on the way. Before he hung up he asked of her “Meet me on our bed, nude.” Smiling to herself she put the phone down, walked up to their room and stripped, laying back naked on the bed, awaiting her husbands arrival. She didn’t have to wait long as she soon heard the door open, as her husband came up the stairs he called to her “Shut your eyes and sit.” Shutting her eyes and perching on the edge of the bed she wondered what had been collected. She heard her Darius enter the room, then felt him softly tie a blindfold round her head. His breath and lips brushed her ear as he leaned in to whisper “I love you, do you trust me my pet?” A shiver ran down her spine as Jade nodded, of course she trusted him. His hand softly cupped the back of h

Introducing: The Dragon's Horde (moved)
The Dragon's Horde (and harem) A dragon must always have its horde, and me being who I am, I want my horde to be submissive creatures of extrodinary inner beauty. Now, if any of you know what a harem really is, the sultan's female family, wives, children, mother, sisters, anything of the sort.. they were all protected in the Sultan's harem.. for this instance however, were using the term Horde to take the place of harem.. and the term 'harem girl' to mean submissive toy of the dragon's pleasure. If you want to be part of my Harem/horde on CT, drop me a line ^.~ but if your afraid of dragon sex, run screaming. So to start, we have Jen A sweet little girl who lusts for the Dragon so much she would happily give her life to lay with one. ^.~ We also have the WONDERFUL Devious The Dungeon Mistress She is such a hot and smart cookie, not a harem girl, but a Harem girl Trainer, and does the job oh so well. DJ Purrr has fled the coup, for reaspons beyond my knowledge she ran screamin

Sexual Identity The First Letter Of My Name Is A!
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your l

Hey
just wanted to let everyone know i am sorry i havent posted comments or replyed back to comments you have sent me. i had surgery on friday so i havent been on much. as soon as i am better i will reply i promise, thank you all for the comments they mean alot. yall take care and be safe ~sabrina~

My Favorite Poem...
In the Event of My Demise In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise Written by Tupac Shakur (1971-1996)

How I Hate This Time.
so here it is, hubby is leaving soon. i haven't got the specific date but it's coming up really quick. ya know, it wouldn't be all that bad if i wasn't in germany. this isn't my first one, but it's not going to be my last either. i'm not complaining, i know its his job and i knew when i married him this might happen. i'm just saying that this time is really hard. i can't go home to moms because i live on the other side of the world. in 26(almost 27) years, this is the first time i've ever been this far away from home. and i have no phone right now so it's not like i can call anyone. i have great friends(family to me) here on ct. but you just need to hear a familiar voice every once in a while. it's crazy and maybe i'm over reacting, but it doesn't get any easier when they leave. i know all spouses feel that way.

Performance Piece - 531
I was thinking of doing a performance piece... Entitled 531 Where I leave 531 marks on my body... [Now, by marks, I'm sure you people can guess what I mean.] 531 marks for the 531 days... Get it? Kinda creepy that I know the number. Plus, I'll need someone to document it. I think I can make it a final piece you know... go out with a bang. People will be like DAMN, she's so hardcore. [Seriously, that will be what's said.] I'll leave an artist statement, explaining why... Why the number, the cause of the pain... things of that nature. More like a letter really... That final letter you leave. [You all know what I am talking about.] Then people cant hurt me. Then I wont cry at night. Then I will finally get some sleep.

Thinking Again
Once again I have to blog. Seems like depression is here, when my baby goes to work all I do is sit and think. I was so afraid to let somebody in, now I am scared to death to lose my heart. I have a song on my myspace page done by Peter Roy Project, I go to my page constantly just to hear the song. I will share the words............ MD --- Peter Roy Project Never knew how much I could love when it was Till the first day that I saw you My whole world changed will never be the same Now that I have you Beauty has never has been as true as it is everytime I look at you Sometimes the world escapes me lost in our love who could blame me for loving you as much as I do for loving you as much as I do loving you as much as I do Never knew how much I could love when it was Till the first day that I saw you My whole world changed will never be the same Now that I have you Never knew how much I could love when it was Till the first day that I saw you My whole world changed will n

Have You Ever Thought About
ican remember back in march 1980, when iwas a passenger on a snowmobile, and we were in an accident,i spent several weeks in the hospital in traction cause i had numurous injurys, and one being as i had a broken pelvis, amonsgt other things, i still think about that time oin my life and remember what i went through, there was this guy that came in the hospital he was in a motor cycle accident , and he was givign the nureses a hard time, throwing stuff at them . and cussing at them.i was on my way to recovery from my injuries, ,when i over heard a couple nurse talking about how ill tempered this guy was, well i told them that i would stroll down the hall and take a look, well i went to his room. and he looked at me , at the time i was using a walker, he said what happend to u? and i told him my story. he just looked at me when i had finshed, and say wow man ur lucky to be alive. and then i looked at him and said i am, and you should consider yourself lucky too. and that he needed to qu

Flower, Bush Or Tree What Might You Be?
April showers bring May flowers. Today it’s raining and is forecasted to do just that all day. Good day for flower growth. Good Morning and How-D-Do? Ok, this greeting was not meant for D only… All of you it’s a question for…. Wait, now that I think of it… lets play a game. We will call this day Wednesday morning scratch your head and wonder where in the world did he come up with it ..and why? Ok here is the game. It is just a simple question and answer game. The game is called: What kind of flower are you and why? It’s simple enough, this doesn’t mean your favorite flower, but it could be, It doesn’t mean pick a weed (dandelion) but you could be if that is what you feel you are. Just give me what flower you portray yourself as and why, simple enough? Ok, I will start it out, just so no one utters these words… Oh I so detest this phrase, “YOU FIRST!” Ok, Marty would be various flowers at various times. I can be the softest rose with a tinge of prickly stem…or I can be a big ole carnat

Post About Cleansing
We,as living,breathing,warm bodies of spirit and light,collect just as much energy as we put out...we are batteries of power,but at the same time,sponges,soaking in whatever we come in contact with weather we like it or not..This is why cleansing is so important...cleansing not just ourselves,but anything we come in contact with,especially if it plays a part in ritual. Salt...one of the oldest methods and means for cleansing..salt can be purchased at your local grocery store...you can use table salt,sea salt,even(if you can find nothing else)epsom salt.a bath in clean warm water and salt can cleanse the body and spirit of negative energies during illness or a hard,stressfulday...or,if a bath can not be had at the moment,rub salt on your hands and clean bare feet.salt sprinkled on your doormat will prevent guests from bringing possible negative energies into the home.salt in the corners of every room of a living space wards off negative energies.Salt is also excellant fo

Burned Out Gynecologist
Burned Out Gynecologist: A gynecologist had become fed up with malpractice insurance and was on the verge of being burned out. Hoping to try another career where skillful hands would be beneficial, he decided to change careers and became an auto mechanic. He found out from the local technical college what was involved, signed up for evening classes, attended diligently and learned all he could. When the time for the practical exam approached, the gynecologist prepared carefully for weeks, and completed the exam with tremendous skill. When the results came back, he was surprised to find that he had obtained a score of 150%. Fearing an error, he called the instructor saying, "I don't want to appear ungrateful for such an outstanding result, but I wondered if there has been an error that needs adjusting?" The instructor said, "During the exam, you took the engine apart perfectly, which was worth 50% of the total mark. You put the engine back together again perfectly which is a

To Be Or Not To Be "yourself " Is The ?
This one goes out to "all" the Lovely Ladies Of Ct sorry guys your on your own.As for the Ladies your Beautiful just the way you are as for those who play games and rate 1's & 2's then hide like a dog who just pissed the carpet.I find them to be quite Comical and just shows there high degree of Intelligence and own Insecurity. Especially when they try to go as far as implying that they would rate higher for nude pics as if this were an auction on Ebay or some thing. Lets just set the record straight for those who seem to be clueless. Beauty comes in all shapes and forms whether it be an evening sunset, a childs first words, or perhaps a woman who wants to just present a photo of themselves to share with others rather than hide like some anonymous rater who perhaps needs to look in a mirror and reflect on themselves rather then judge others. And as for Beauty the meaning is as follows: beau·ty /ˈbyuti/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[byoo-tee] Pronunciation K

Letting My Friends Know
whats up people i had an pretty scary moment yesterday i ran off an steep side of the highway yesterday and totaled my car badly. But other than the car i can out with very minor glass cuts to the side of the face and upper arm in the shoulder region. I think i was very entertaining to the EMTs on my ride to the hospital which im still kinda T'eed at them not getting my bag out the car and my bucket of worms my father and i had dug up. Anyways its the morning after and im fine aside for a the lil bruised feeling u get from an good psyhical game of basketball. bye bye for now im still in one piece