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Rushed To The Hospital
Well Micah was rushed and admitted to ER last night,and then transported him to Chapel Hill by 6 am.My son says he is sleeping now but afraid he might not be out by Christmas. Apparently he caught a bug and started running a high temp, will know more as i hear it.

The Gift Of Goodbye
GET THE GIFT OF "GOODBYE" "There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. ... When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. ... And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. ... And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to ...LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ... LET IT GO!!!

The 20th ~ Early New Year's Resolutions
1. Care about my appearance. -Fashion and style used to be a major part of my life, but it sort of slipped away and I think that's a big chunk of my esteem lost. 2. Work on trust. -I trust people until I'm given a reason not to, and this usually doesn't work out in my favor because by the time I've realzied I can't trust a person, they've already taken advantage of me or the situation. 3. Give credit where it has been earned. -Not just with others but myself. I'm surrounded by so much talent and a lot of it isn't recognized as fully as it should. This applies to myself also because I rarely credit my positive attributes, but rather, I focus on my downfalls. 4. Be less of a gossip queen. -Okay, I know it's sort of cliche, but I just saw Mean Girls for the first time the other day and it truly inspired me. The part near the end when Cady is at the Mathletes competition and she goes to the tie breaker with the girl from the other school and she has the internal monologue about how

In Memory Of Dale Forward.. I Love You Daddy
DALE ROBERT FORWARD 9-1-58 TO 12-16-06 The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in the green pastures he leadeth me beside the still waters, He restoreth my soul, he leadth in the paths or righteuosness for his name's sake Yea, Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil For thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies, Thou anointest my head with oil my cup runneth over Surely goodnness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life surely I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever AMEN

Christmas At The Gas Station - Author Unknown
The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," George said. There in th

Debase
Flowing like a crimson fountain Debase beast takes control Impaled on a cold-burning mountain Flesh bought with the capital of flesh sold Sweat, ejaculate, and blood soaked shaman Spreading virus that seeps through pores Faith based on a simple notion That blood loved is blood that flows The most beautiful infliction Slash marks that gush and saturate clothes Tongue swipes become incisions Slap marks leaving the shape of hooves Your submission was never your decision Because the virus submits to you Are you willing to lie down and die in gray-blue grass that cuts like knives? Are you ready to press against sharp edges that kill? Will you die to get your fill? Are you surprised that you’re alive? Would you like some cake? Would you like to circle rape? Would you like to penetrate? Can you give as well as you can take? Can you satiate? Would you like to get high on rage? Can you cause wounds and say they look great? When you see blood do you see stars? Does it

Funny Stuff
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disorient Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Busses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is Ankaran so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingl

Isolate The Fire
Born in January amidst frost and ice The scars of winter rape keep my temperature too high Maybe I’m just a hell-spawned demon Maybe that’s why I always have a fever I am a space heater I spit flames Fingertips of cauterizing pens Can I scorch your insides? High-rise apartment building garbage incinerator That grumbles in the night Trash is rendered to ash before it reaches the tongue licking flames Do you see the steam rising off of me as I walk through the rain? Lie down in the snow and melt a five foot radius Say you want to burn Douse me

Fake Humans Piss Gunrunner Off
Ok, first of all, I already have a blog so please understand this one is pretty much just for me to bitch about things. Oh wait, my main blog is all about that too. Anyway, if youre a fake ass jerk, you will probably hate this blog. Hell, its ok, you can even hate me cause I dont give a damn. Have you ever noticed how people seem to always try and impress others to gain approval??? Well, of course you have cause every single one of us has done it at one time in our lives and I will bet that most of us do it quite often even if we don't recognize it. The reason I bring this up is because of this site. Cherrytap kicks ass and I'm sure that most of you agree but some of the people on here are just plain S T U P I D !!! It never fails to amaze me that some women on this site, who "shout box" me, use words like "baby","sexy","sweety" etc. when talking to me. First of all I know I am in NO WAY sexy so please do not say it! Secondly, I am not your baby or sweety pie and well, I thin

Hard To Believe
Here is something that I don’t understand, with this being the holiday season and so many are already depressed why are there so many people filled with hate and throwing it out all over the Internet. I guess that some people do not understand that all the evil that they spew forth will come back to them in some way or form and then not understand when it happens to them.

I'm Apparently A Disgrace To My Uniform Hahaha
Okay so tonight has been seriously one fun night. I got into a rather heated conversation with several people impeachment of Mr Bush and a woman after stating my opinion told me and i quote. "Shut my mouth when it comes to my commander and cheif" I some how dont remember ever having to say i would respect him? When i was sworen in he wasnt even in office yet. Further more Respect is earned not given. And further more show me a Soldier who says he's fighting for his "Commander and cheif" Fight for your country, Fight for your family, Fight for your friends and your very way of life. Where in there does it say fight for your commander and cheif? I am sorry but i think i must of been asleep for that part.

2(x)ist
Being a thought in your mind, the thump in your heart, Us being the picture in your head.... you knowing all I hide from the others. Meeting you realising Im not invincible. These are things 2(x)ist for Looking in your eyes, My reflection looking back at me in the gleam which is me. That's why I continue 2(x)ist. The longing for you, wanting you....to hold your hand.. To have your tears on my chest.... 2(x)ist Memorizing the words to your favorite song even if I hate it.. You compeleting me, me completing you. Th answers to the questions in my Heart is your love. having your lips on mine.... our souls entwined as one in love for all time That is 2(x)ist The name on the tip of your tongue, the breath you release in that splendid climax. Your body pressed firmly against mine... your love being mine. because 2(x)ist is to be yours for all time This is 2(x)ist okay it is by far not finished....

Santa's Wish Come True.....
On Christmas Eve in a store filled with toys I queued up alongside other girls and boys An important question I had to ask Santa Clause I needed to know if before he answered, he'd pause. As I sat me down on Santa Clause's wide knee I whispered my question as quiet as can be The answer to your question lies deep in your heart You'll have no problem finding it, I can see you are smart. Santa had sensed what he needed to be told The boy he thought, held wisdom in his question so bold He wanted to know why the poor who were kind Had not had any gifts from his sack left behind Santa then told me a story so very very sad Of a poor little girl who had been really glad As Santa had entered her room cold and bare She had thought to that day that nobody cared. She would run to the tree each Christmas day morn Not a single present her heart it was torn The day she met Santa on her tear stained face Santa beheld innocence, sadness and grace. She held out her hands an

The True Meaning Of Christmas.
In todays day and time, it's easy to lose sight, of the true meaning of Christmas and one special night. When we go shopping, We say "How much will it cost?" Then the true meaning of Christmas, Somehow becomes lost. Amidst the tinsel, glitter And ribbons of gold, We forget about the child, born on a night so cold. The children look for Santa In his big, red sleigh Never thinking of the baby Whose bed was made of hay. In reality when we look into the night sky, We don't see a sleigh But a star, burning bright and high. A faithful reminder, Of that night so long ago, And of the child we call Jesus, Whose love, the world would know.

A Politically Correct Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck... How to live in a world that's politically correct? His workers no longer would answer to "Elves". "Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves. And labour conditions at the North Pole were alleged by the union to stifle the soul. Four reindeer had vanished, without much propriety, Released to the wilds by the Humane Society. And equal employment had made it quite clear That Santa had better not use just reindeer. So Dancer and Donner, Comet and Cupid Were replaced with 4 pigs, and you know that looked stupid! The runners had been removed from his sleigh; The ruts were termed dangerous by the E.P.A. And people had started to call for the cops When they heard sled noises on their rooftops. Second-hand smoke from his pipe had his workers quite frightened. His fur trimmed red suit was called "Unenlightened." And to show you the strangeness of life's ebbs and flows, Rudolf was suing ov

Never Give Up On Yourself
My life has been good That I must admit But there were times When I did want to quit But I always had someone Telling me don't give in Because when you don't give your all That is the real sin If you are blessed with abilities That others do not posess Then you must always give all And strive to do your best Living life is no secret It's as plain to see as the sky Those who are successful Are the ones who are willing to try And when things go wrong As they sometimes do That when people watch you close To see just what you'll do And if what they thought About you is true A little setback Will never stop you So never give up trying Giving up is a sign of those who fail And to give up on yourself Is a sign of self-betrayal

This Is A Peom A Friend Sent Me And I Wanted To Share.
DEAR OLD GHOST GOTS REASONS TO BOAST WON'T TELL ME HIS NAME OH WHAT A SHAME NEVERMIND HE'S WAY OLDER NO PROBLEM THERE AND WHEN THE WEATHERS COLDER HE STANDS ON HIS HEAD IN UNDERWEAR HE CALLS ME FUNNY GIRL MAKES MY HEAD TWIRL COMMENTS ME LOTS WHILE THE OTHERS SMOKE POT SUCH A SWEETHEART LOTS OF CRAZY REMARKS I'D NEVER KNOW WHAT TO DO IF DEAR OLD GHOST WERE MY BOO

Should I Or Should I Not ?
OK PEOPLE A BIT OF HISTORY HERE THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG AND I DONT KNOW HOW IT WILL GO DOWN BUT HEY HERE GOES . IF ANY OF YOU HAVE SEEN MY PROFILE U WILL KNOW THAT I HAVE A MOST HEAVENLY BODY ALBUM WELL AFTER SEEING SOME PROFILES AND SOME TASTETFULLY DONE NUDE PICS IN HERE I WAS THINKIN MAYBE I SHOULD DO A NUDE VERSION OF IT AND WHEN I SAY NUDE I AM NOT TALKIN PLAYBOY TYPE PICS IM TALKIN SUBTLE NUDE SO GET BACK TO ME AND TELL ME WHAT YA ALL THINK . BTW IF THIS IDEA OFFENDS ANY OF THE LADIES IN LC I APOLOGISE THAT IS NOT MY INTENTION

Score!
So I was just got back from the post office and corner store with a coworker right? Anyway while we were going into the store this funeral procession was going by and I noticed in the lead car this really gorgeous guy in the passenger seat. Naturally I stopped and lowered my sunglasses to get a better look and I guess he caught me and yelled "Hey!" and waved. LOL Alicia goes, "Persia did you see that? You WOULD get some guy in a funeral to notice you. Wanna follow them?" Ah that made me smile big! I needed it!

My Pug Puppy
i had to write and tell everyone i finally got my pug it's a female and 7 weeks old i got her this past tuesday night. my husband told me on the phone he had a big surprise for me, he said he had to go to w.va on business and wanted me to go with him. we didn't get anywhere close to w.va we pulled off onto a road off rt. 23 in lousia ky he pulled in a drive way and went into the house. while i sat in the car for a few minutes he came and got me to go into the house. i went inside and saw 2 pug puppies playing in their living room floor i nearly fell over from shock when i saw them in the there. my husband then told me to pick the 1 i wanted and of course i did. needless to say it was a total surprise!! he had already bought her food and puppy pads and toys and they were in the trunk. i didn't have a clue they were in there. and " RUBIE"" was my christmas present from my husband. i couldn't have gotten a better christmas than her she is adorable. and looks like the pug pic i have he

Is This For Real
Is This For Real The day is long, but I can't seem to keep my mind from thinking about you. I have never seen you, nor have I felt your gentle touch upon my skin. Although we have never met in person, I feel as if I have known you forever. When I close my eyes, I feel your touch upon my skin. I feel your warm breath as it caresses my neck. As the day winds down, I run hot water for a bath. I lower myself into the tub, letting the warmth of the water envelope my skin. I think about you. I close my eyes and imagine you are here with me. I lean back and rest my head against your chest, settling between your legs. I can feel your strength as you wrap your arms around me. My body feels like its on fire, I know it's not the warmth of the water that is causing me these feeling. It is you, the way you feel, and the way our bodies fit so perfectly together. The words you whisper in my ear send chills down my spine. I tilt my head, and I feel your soft lips as they gently descend up

Written By My Husband!
" Wednesday, December 20, 2006 The difference between military and civilians. Alot of civilians say there is really no difference between us military and them. Just a uniform and different work hours. Truth is and this is going to shock and piss off alot of civilians. The military is way different from the rest of the world. Especially military wives. They get up with us, wait for us to get off work , sometimes later then usual and sometimes waiting a year or more for us to come home. When is the last time someone who worked in Wal-Mart was asked to go to Iraq to open a store there or fight a war. The military spend countless hours during the day training. Physical training and combat training as well. While we are busy doing that, the wives are taking care of the house, bills, and sometimes kids. It takes alot to earn the right to wear the uniform now days and it takes alot to endure the hell combat will put into you and on you. When a civilian leaves town, it's usually for

Voices
Voices These voices in my mind Running 'round inside Telling me I'll be dead, At least that's what they said. These voices in my brain Driving me insane. Smoked too much pot Now they're never gonna stop. Can't stop the voices! Gotta kill the voices! See what she's done to me. Why can't she see The voices are there Because she didn't care? Can't stop the voices! Gotta kill the voices! These voices in my head Telling me I'll be dead. Can't stop the voices in my brain Driving me insane. Can't kill the voices! Can't kill the voices! All because of her I guess I'll never learn. These voices will be with me All through eternity, Because what she did Closed down on me like a coffin lid! Can't kill the voices! Can't kill her voice! Ringing in my mind, Tearing me up inside. Please stop the voices!

Perfume And Men
So I am in the process of getting sexified for the day, as I so modestly (and jokingly) like to call it LoL, and I am trying to decide which perfume to wear. You may never guess it, but I am a big perfume addict and have a ton of different perfumes. Anyway, as I am trying to choose, I realized that different perfumes remind me of different boys. Apparently during the time I was with them I must of worn that certain perfume all the time. Just thought I'd share

Does This Whisper Sound Naughty?
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!!

At Sweetie's,dinner
I had dinner with my sweetie At his home the other night I knew he’d make a special treat At least I hoped he might He set out all the crockery fine With his best linen pressed Silver knives and forks and spoons I really was impressed I said “What’s for dinner sweetie?” He flashed a cheeky smile And replied “I know you’ll love it It’ll be ready in just a while” Well I got a little suspicious For I noticed that no smell Was coming from his kitchen And no food was there as well Nothing cooking on the stove So sign of chook nor fish And he knew spaghetti marinara Was my favourite dish The stereo played slow love songs The candles were aglow He certainly was cooking something up But what? I did not know As he led me away from the kitchen My hopes began to crumble When he took me to the main bedroom I heard my tummy rumble He set me down upon the bed And then to my surprise He grabbed a blood red silken tie And wrapped it round my eyes I star

Very Important
Date: Dec 20, 2006 2:06 PM Subject Warning!!!! Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dawn Date: Dec 20 2006 9:38 AM Dec 20, 2006 9:15 AM Subject Warning Ladies!!! Body: Warning Ladies!!! Body: State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Monkeyman935 contacts you, do not reply.DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail.Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you

Fairy Tales
I've come to realize there is no such thing as"fairy tale" love but I have seen through my friends that there is "TRUE" love the kind of love that no matter what you look like that day the person who loves you will think your beautiful and if your having a bad day they are there to be there for you. My friends say there is a certain "one" for every person I am trying to believe that and hope one day I can have that one TRUE love to last for the rest of my life. So for now I will just hang on to my unconditional love(my daughter) and hope I will also find that true love one day.

What Is Important?
WHAT’S MORE IMPORTANT? Do you all know? Its Christmas...love eachother...The song below this is fire and rain...you just never know! WHAT’S MORE IMPORTANT? The need to make up, or the urge to give up? Understanding the truth, or leaving things to assumptions? Holding back love and affection, or curbing your ego? Openness, or hypocrisy? The courage to confront the root cause, or the cowardice to avoid it? The argument in question, or the relationship itself? Losing a friend, or a lifetime of friendship? Choose wisely. Act sensibly.

Crappy Weather
So its a crappy weather day here in MN...We've had sleet all morning and now it's turned to snow. Debating whether or not i should go grocery shopping in tis weather. I probably should just stay home but I'm so busy over the next couple days I don't know when I could it before christmas...*sigh* I guess I'll brave the icky conditions..

First Entry
First Entry I"ve waited for this moment I've ran it over and over in my mind wondering how it would be . when or bodies connect my first entry.... As solid as granite slowly as he parting the pink sea pushing in a just a little felling her soft lipes encircle him griping him as much as he would want to thrustin! slan in her ! Shhhhhhhht man!! he get is all in there !! ther is anther person shareing this moment these fellings I want us to share.... he pushing in slowly about a inch then he pulling out just a little bit . seeing the estacy in her eyes he's pushing -in- alittle more the man like beast in me . is getting harder to ignore He is half way in trying-not-to-think!1 of how great she feels then shes start playing with her nipples so he give himself a taste pulling backing out just a little fells better than before Hes sweating the feelings to great He can't hold back any more she see the fire

A Simple White Envelope
SIMPLE WHITE ENVELOPE It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he atte nded. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a tea

Someting That Is Pissing Me Off
Now I know that there is men out there that are just down right flirts but this is realy begining to piss me me off. My profile on here says i am happily married so why is it that men get on here and want to chat on yahoo msn or something else or wants to tell me how sexy i am and ask if i am very happily married, Well if I wasn't I wouldn't of put that in my profile. I am here to meet friends and friends only and i'll have guy friends BUT!!! that is it i don't want a relationship I already have one and am very much in love with him have been for 11 years so no one on this earth will take that from me unless it's the good lord above so if any of u men have a problem with that then you need to remove me from your list. im sorry i may come off to be a bitch but i have said it till my face is blue and i wont say it no more i'll just start blocking the ones that are doing it.

The Move To Arizona - Brief Update
ive been on quite a bit lately - im just writing this to say that will probably change from now until just after new years... sorry everyone but between the move and the holidays im going to be gone alot - im stressed again cause ive been procrastinating too much.. and im behind on a lot of things i needed to finish up - (including christmas shopping.. ugh.. i still havent finished that.. and packing..and cleaning.. getting the car checked to make sure its up for the 2000+ mile drive which i still havent done) you get the idea.. and thats just a few - theres much more to be done.. ill still be here off and on.. but not like i have the last week.. again sorry for that -- i love all my friends here.. and i cant wait to post pics of me in arizona in just a little over a week - *hugs* =) tty soon

Yule/winter Solstice
Yule or Midwinter Chapter 5: What Witches Do: The Sabbats Yule or Midwinter pgs 68 – 72 copied verbatim From: if you want to be a WITCH by: Edain McCoy The winter solstice is the New Year’s of Norse and Teutonic Pagans. The Old Norse word jul literally means “wheel,” as in the ever-turning wheel of the year. In most of the Teutonic traditions, the Yule celebration is a twelve-day event, culminating on the Twelfth Night in the first week of January. If all this sounds more like a Christmas custom than a Pagan one, remember again that it was the church that had to make its new mythology appealing to the people of Europe who’d been worshiping and celebrating the old ways for centuries. In the lives of the poor, these festivals dates were eagerly anticipated, not only as holy days, but as a chance to gather with friends and family and take a break from the work of providing for a family or community. The church could not compare with the allure of Yule, so it merely la

Astrology In The Bible
Astrology in the Bible "There shall be signs in the sun, the moon, and the stars." - Jesus Christ, Luke 21:25 The Bible is filled with references to astrology. This is because astrology was widely accepted as truth in Biblical times. Christians who believe that astrology is Satanic would be surprised to learn that the Bible is filled with astrology and even Jesus himself made numerous references to astrology. People believed in the study of the stars in Biblical times. Everyone knew the influence of the sun on the earth, and the sun was a star. It certainly made a pattern, so far as life on earth was concerned - it shaped everything, or at least nourished everything - and the shape had to be such as to allow the sun to give life to it. One of the great astrological stories in the Bible is the story of the star of Bethlehem. It is written that the star was a sign from God signaling the birth of the Messiah into the world. The three Magi, Persian astrologer-kings, det

Watching Me Sleep
How was I to know that you were watching me sleep? I awoke to see you laying there and just then, you smiled and said hi and that just melted me. I wish with all of my heart that I could wake to your beautiful eyes for the rest of my life.

Driving While Stupid
Once police get this DUI- driving under the influence- problem licked, they ought to go after even bigger problem: DWS. That stands for Driving While Stupid, and all indications are that more and more drivers suffer from this affliction. I mean, how many times have you tried to get on the freeway but someone suffering from DWS has stopped right at the end of the on-ramp? You think, man, that guy is really stupid. Doesn't he know that the purpose of an on-ramp is for you to build up speed so you can blend into traffic? You aren't supposed to stop at the end and enter 55-miles-an-hour traffic going 10 miles an hour! Or, how many times does someone suffering from the stupidity syndrome tailgate you even though the traffic is so bad you can't possibly speed up or change lanes? Or, my favorite, how many times have you seen extremely stupid drivers in the left lane of the highways going the slowest speed possible, matching the exact speed as the guy on his right, causing a massive backlo

Prayers Of Love
GOD HELP ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HEAR MY PRAYERS I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD FEEL ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HEAL ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD TEACH ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD REACH ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HELPED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD HEARD ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD FELT ME I HAVE FAITHIN IN HIM GOD HEALED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD TAUGHT ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD REACHED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD THANK YOU FOR HEARING MY CRIES GOD THANK YOU FOR FEELING MY PAIN GOD THANK YOU FOR HEALING MY PAIN GOD THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME NEW GOD THANK YOU FOR REACHING TO ME GOD THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO. AMEN

Tommorrow Is A Sad And Special Day...
I dont know the whole behind this little girl being laid to rest tomorrow but please say a short prayer for her and her family... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=503526&albumid=146622&i=1610204950 Shes the TRUE angel here....Not me....And I am more than happy and proud to relinquish that title to her...I can tell she was a special little girl and that will be missed by friends and family alike.... All I ask is that you take a moment out of your busy schedule to remember her tomorrow at some point... Thanks, Alison P.S. I found out more but here is the link to the blog of her uncle...Please go read it and leave a message of prayer or whatever... http://cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=34880&pid=133044#

Clarifying: Mayb I'm Right And Mayb I';m Wrong But Let Me Know............
I agree that the original author does not have a good grasp on the English Language. If fact, it sounds like he (I assume he) is trying to sound like a red-blooded American hick. However, the point that is being made should be clarified. The United States was founded on some of the basic principles that we take for granted today. The most common one is religion. This is a country mostly made up of immigrants or decendants there of. It was established by European immigrants and has since included natives and immigrants from all over the globe. This is still true today. Anytime that you have a melting pot of that size, there will be a rich diversity of culture and heritage. This should be cherished, after all, that is what America is. The point that is being overlooked is that America's National language is English. Does that mean that no one can speak anything other than English, Hell No. What it does mean is that the National Anthem of our Country was written in Engl

My 1st Update
HELLO AND GOOD EVENING TO YOU ALL!! THIS IS MY 1ST ENTRY FOR THE DARK CIRCLE. I WOULD LIKE FOR MORE OF YOU TO COME INTO MY BLOG AND PLEASE INTERACT WITH ME. I WOULD LIKE TO TALK ABOUT THE SUBJECT OF SUBMISSION. WHO HAS TRIED BEING SUBMISSIVE AND WHO HAS ENJOYED IT ENOUGH TO ADD IT TO THEIR DAILY SEXUAL ROUTINE?

My Thoughts Of You
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Fucking Perverts
OK I JUST TALKED TO MY ADPOTED DAUGHTER AND I FIND OUT THAT A 46 YEAR OLD PRETTY MUCH TRIED TO HAVE SEXD WITH HER. WTF SHE IS ONLY 17 AND THIS FUCKER IS OLDER THAN ME. IF I EV ER SEE THE ASSHOLE I MIGHT CUT HIS DICK OFF. THAT IS JUST WRONG FOR A 46 YEAR OLD MAN TO TRY THAT WITH A YOUNG LADY OF 17. I SWEAR IF I COULD I WOULD HUNT THE PERVERT DOWN. PINCHE GRINGO NO TENGO VERDGA POR NADA, UN CHIQUETA VERDGA

Im An Aries And This Is My Sexuality!
Your sexuality is hot and intense. Like a blowtorch, you heat up rapidly and like a firecracker, you explode in a blaze of fire and sparks. You love the unorthodox and the unusual in sexual encounters and you are not afraid to go after what you want. Ruled by Mars, the god of warriors, you are straightforward and uncomplicated in the pursuit of your desires. Pursuit is the key word here. You love the thrill of the chase and thrive on the smell of danger. You avidly respond to the challenge of dominating some new quarry. The downside of this is that, without constant stimulation, you become rather bored with what you perceive to be conquered territory. Your Ram's ego must be constantly fed—and the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence! You are a sucker for anything new and exciting, especially anything ego-boosting. You also love to initiate others into the pleasures of some new experience. The merest sniff of nubile virginity seeking awakening sends you int

Surgery
here we go....."a very sexually active 40-something walks into a plastic surgeons office. she explains that she like sex and would like her pussy lips reduced since they are well fucked and flappy. she embareassingly tells the doctor, " i dont want anyone to know about this can you promise me your utmost discretion?" the doctor says that " NO ONE will know". so after the procedure she awakes and finds three roses placed next to her on the bed. she very angrily asked the doctor, "i thought you said no one would know, where did these come from"? the doctor said" calm down miss, no one knows, the first one is from me, my wife had the same operation done several months ago, she said that it had hurt, the second was from the nurse, after watching the procedure for the fisrt time she felt for you, " "and the third" she said?", arms crossed, " well the third was from a burn patient upstairs to say thanks for the new EARS."

Untitled (poem About Miscarriage)
My eyes long to see you Now you behold Him My arms ache for you Now you know perfect love My ears yearn for your voice Now you sing His praises. I desire to feed you Now you will never know hunger. I anticipated the pitter-patter of your feet Now you play at His pierced ones. I dreamed of years of love and laughter Now you will never know pain. I longed to watch you grow and develop Now you are perfect. This isn't how I planned but I know He loves you and me. By Monique Stam

Gift (christmas Poem)
Preasent under the tree A gift for you from me Something to show I care It's not a teddy bear Nor a box of candy But may come in handy When you are feeling blue I will give you some clues Didn't come from Big Mart Instead straight from the heart With it you won't be rich Still, you will love this gift Just unwrap the tiny bow Peak inside and you'll know There's a note wrapped with love It reads, good for one hug

Becoming A More Sensitive You
A list of 18 New and Innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f___ you're doing. 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting b__ch. 3) TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the f___ do you expect me to do this? 4) TRY SAYING: I'm certain that isn't feasible. INSTEAD OF: No f______ way. 5) TRY SAYING: Really? INSTEAD OF: You've got to be sh__ing me! 6) TRY SAYING: Perhaps you should check with... INSTEAD OF: Tell someone who gives a sh__. 7) TRY SAYING: I wasn't involved in the project. INSTEAD OF: It's not my f______ problem. 8) TRY SAYING: That's interesting. INSTEAD OF: What the f___? 9) TRY SAYING: I'm not sure this can be implemented. INSTEAD OF: This sh__ won't work. 10) TRY SAYING: I'

Taiwan
Taiwan I was just informed that I am most likely to get laid in Taiwan, on a trampoline. Wow!! And here I was thinkin there was NO hope! Isnt that some comforting news I thought I had enough of a problem before, now I have to travel to Taiwan? Thats insane! Do I have to take someone with me? If I show up and find a trampoline, do I just hang out and wait for someone to pounce??Where is this so called trampoline? If I bought a trampoline would I still have to go to or is the reason I have to go to Taiwan because thats where the trampoline is? Who's in charge here? It's not very promising if you have to get a passport for sex..it better be some hardcore amazing, unforgetable sex. Anyone want to come to Taiwan with me? http://www.quizuniverse.com/quiz.php?id=44

First Time
Hello to all my brand new Cherry friends! I am a newbie here at CT and wanted to start figuring out this whole deal. So I know I sound like a total dooosh, but if anyone has any tips on how to make my page look cool, like every other page I've been to, or just to say hi, please stop by. Either way, hope to get a little love from you guys. Thanx!

My Sign ... Lol
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Will You Do
I GIVE YOU MY BODY, AND SOUL WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH IT? TOUCH, CARESS, HOLD IT? OR WILL YOU TORTURE TEASE, AND CONTROLL IT. I GIVE YOU MY MIND HOW WILL YOU ARE FOR IT? WILL YOU EXPLORE, PONDER, AND BE IN AWE OF IT? OR WILL YOU SCOLD, BELITTLE, AND DEMEAN IT. I GIVE YOU MY SOUL HOW WILL YOU ACCEPT IT? WILL YOU SET IT FREE AND FOLLOW IT? OR WILL YOU HAUNT , SCARE AND CAPTURE IT.

I Don't Know What To Think About Her.
NOT TOO LONG AGO I BROKE UP WITH MY GF. MOSTLY BECAUSE CT WAS MORE IMPORTANT TO HER THAN I WAS. AND WHEN NOTHING WAS GOING ON AT CT. SHE WOULD TALK MY EAR OFF. ALL ABOUT HER, WHICH WAS UNDERSTANDABLE, AND I WAS MORE THAN WILLING TO LISTEN. BUT IF I SAID ANYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE, SHE WOULDN'T ACKNOWLEDGE IT. IT I MEANTIONED IT THE NEXT DAY, SHE SAID I NEVER TOLD HER, AND OFFEN IT WAS THINGS I TYPED IN ON MESSENGER, NOT FROM ON THE PHONE. SHE NEVER CAME TO MY PAGE, 2 TIMES I THINK TOTAL. NEVER ACKNOWLEDGE MY COMMENTS OR EVEN LOOKED AT MY BULLETINS, BUT SHE SURE REPOSTED A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLES BULLETINS. BUT MINE WEREN'T WORTH HER TIME. SHE NEVER READ MY BLOG. WELL I AM GETTING INTO TO MANY DETAILS. SO ANYWAY WE BROKE UP, SHE UNFRIENDED ME, UNFANNED ME,AND BLOCKED ME. WELL A FEW DAYS BACK SHE FANNED ME AGAIN, SHE HAS BEEN COMMING TO MY PAGE DAILY, AND SHE HAS BEEN READING MY BLOGS. I AM STILL TOTALLY BLOCKED, SO I CAN'T ASK HER WHAT IS GOING ON. BUT SHE WILL SEE THIS, I AM SURE.

After
After Fingertips, smooth, cool on my flesh as they trace designs at random in chilling sweat. The scent of us both lingering strong in the air, coloring the room with our lovemaking. "Baby", you call me, and smile, content as I lie there in your arms. "Lover" the name I return like a blessing on my lips, quivering in the newness of our first meeting, first mating. Just two wild beasts staving off reality for one more hour.

Please Read....
my brother and his wife were in a pretty nasty wreck about 6 am Thursday morning, The vehicle they were driveing was hit by a tractor and trailer on I-81, he is doing pretty good but she is not, please remember them in your prayers...

***ten Keys To Sexual Bliss***
***TEN KEYS TO SEXUAL BLISS*** HOW TO HAVE GREAT SEX by Lybi Ma from Psychology Today : Everyone wants great sex, but how do you get it ? It takes a lot of ingredients such as having the right attitude, trusting your partner and getting over your hang-ups. Yet once you have the elements in place you can look forward to a more fulfilling sex life. From letting it happen, to desire and foreplay, therapist Arlene Goldman shows us the ten keys to sexual bliss. LET IT HAPPEN You can't force sex to happen; great sex must be allowed to happen. The act of pursuing orgasm breeds performance anxiety, which then undermines sexual arousal. The idea of goal-oriented sex flies in the face of letting it happen, you may end up faking orgasms or having problems with sexual function. So relax and enjoy the process. THE RIGHT ATTITUDE Give yourself permission to completely experience sex and it's pleasures. That means you must let go of guilt, self-consciousness, judgements and personal h

Still.rain.heart.beats
I miss talking like we used to. Where words meant everything. And we didn't have to hold up the constellations. Just so the stars wouldn't fall. Nothing makes any sense. Without the bliss of skin rubbing next to unidentified bones. And I'm so sick of silence. And how everything means nothing. I've been feeling crushed lately. Suffocating on the things I just couldn't bring myself to say. Wishing for a center alignment to show you that every piece is still here. But baby, let's just face the fact that we're both broken. I miss a lot of things these days. The way the rain falls down on these warm nights. And the way you twist my words into everything their not. I miss every mistake and every erase mark on the paper. Because all I wanted was for everything to be ok. but nothing's okay. when the sky shattered worse than my heart. and your hands couldn't let go of the door handle long enough to catch me. and it's

Two Hearts,one Soul!
Angel in disguise Stories in his eyes Love for every true heart that it sees Was it just a lucky day That it turned to look my way Or is it Heaven right before my very eyes He showed me all new things The shimmer of moonbeams I was blind, but now he's helped me see I was lost but now I'm found His happiness surrounds And now I find that my dreams can come true Because I'm going to love you for the rest of my life I'm holding you safe here in this heart of mine I can't live without you because my soul would die You know I'm telling the truth,I'll spend the rest of my life Loving you It didn't start this way, It happened just one day You smiled at me and I saw you, differently Now I'm a tremble just to be A part of you as we Begin a life that's sure to never end

Oh Btw.....
If you like my blogs please dont forget to re-rate me..... even if you did so in the past - with the personal problems Ive had in real life - I deleted all my work.... and therefore have to start from scratch So I know I dont have the "begging for ratings" thing down pat and I know I wont post a porn star pic to get your interest so that I could get ratings - but do ya think you can do it just becuz hehehehehhe And thank you to those of you whom already have done so ;)) Hugs&Luvs, ~Mz Mic~

Santa's Pickup Lines
Santa's Pickup Lines 10. Hey Babe, when was the last time you did it in a sleigh? 9. Wanna see my 12-inch elf? 8. I`ve got something special in the sack for you! 7. Ever make it with a fat guy with a whip? 6. I know when you`ve been bad or good--so let`s skip the small talk, sister! 5. Some of my best toys run on batteries... 4. Interested in seeing the "North Pole"? (Well, that`s what the Mrs. calls it. 3. I see you when you`re sleeping--and you don`t wear any underwear, do you? 2. Screw the "nice" list--I`ve got you on my "naughty" list! 1. Wanna join the "Mile High" club?

Parents
So my mother calls me yesterday and asks me to go get a money order and take it to the jail for my lil bro who is in there....yet again...for stupid shit n unpaid fines....of course being the good child i am i help out. Then last nite she calls n asks me to go to the magistrates office to pay on his fines so he can get outta jail and yet again i tell her i will do it. So she hands me 400 bucks to go pay on his fines for him today and i was sitting here thinking how fucked up is this? I'm a single mom struggling to raise my kids and pay my bills and when i get in a bind and need some help with things i get criticized for it and they won't help me out yet when my brother needs money or ends up in jail they are the ones running to rescue him each and every time. She says this is the last time she's helping him out but she's said that every other time!! It just irritates me to no end....so i'm sitting here with the money in my pocket and my daughter told me i should take grams money and go

Adult Night Before Christmas
Twas’ the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his a**, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Sh*thead, whoa A**hole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Lo

I'm Sorry :(
What if tomorrow....... This is to all my Special Family & friends that are very dear to my heart! I'm Sorry... For all the mean things I might have said. I'm Sorry... For all the things I did or didn't do. I'm Sorry... If I ever ignored you. I'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down. I'm Sorry... If I ever thought I was better than you. I am Sorry... For everything wrong I've ever done. I Care for You... Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good, I'll always be here for you. I'm writing this because what if tomorrow..... YOU WIN THE LOTTERY

If I Were
REVISED---If i were a CD what would ur veiw be of me A) comedy - cause i am funny in my own way B) classical- cause i am easy going and nice to listen to C) where ever u see me as ur friend (in a cd form tell me what u think honestly) D) would u listen to me as a cd more often in what ever music catagory REMEMBER COMMENTS ONLY

Dear Lucky Guy
Dear the luckiest guy in the world, I don't know you, All I know is you are the luckiest guy Because the girl who I loved, is your lover. That was my destiny, but don't know why Respect her, please respect her That is all I want from you. As not every person can get her love. Everyone is not lucky like you. I lost myself in her world, Even though I loved her a lot. But what could I do? My words were weaker than I thought. I am still wondering Nowadays how is this life to you? Every second is brighter As a princess said she loves you Do you ever feel sad? I don't think so still I am asking. There is no reason to be sad After you got that much loving. I don't know if you deserve her Because she is the best. But please make her happy, So my heart could get some rest. You are the luckiest guy As her lips said she loves you And here a hopeless guy is still waiting To hear a word; Even if she says "I hate you"

Hi To All!
I'm off to work and wanted to say good morning/good afternoon to everyone! Have a great day, Everyone! It's Friday, yeah!! I'll be on again late this afternoon. Chat with you then. Much love and hugs to all! Blessings for Everyone!

Pissed
JUST VENTING HERE FRIENDS!!! SOMEONE RATED MY DAUGHTER A "2" WHAT A DICK! A TWO FOR ME I DESERVE. BUT NOT MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER!! WAAAAAAAAAAAA I KNOW BETTER BUT STILL PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!!!! ANY WAY HAPPY HOLIDAYS~~~~ TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS. FANS PEOPLE I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW BETTER! AND A TOAST TO GETTING TO KNOW Y'ALL BETTER. AND ALL THE WOMEN POSTING MORE NAKKIES!!!!!!!!! LOL KISSES DAN Merry Christmas Comment Graphics

Un Leggero Fastidio
Mi attanaglia un leggero fastidio per l'allontanarsi del progetto che mi avrebbe condotto a NewYork. Il piano Iniziale avrebbe previsto la partenza questo novembre. Abortito immediatamente il piano ho spostato il tutto a febbraio questo che si appresta ad arrivare tra 3 mesi. Ma credo che presto sfumerà anche questa scadenza. Cosa mi impedisce di consegnare alla polizia il modulo del passaporto e prenotare i biglietti? I Soldi sono quelli che sono ma avendo l'obiettivo chiaro dinnanzi a me sono pronto al sacrificio. Per la mia ragazza il Freddo di Novembre come quello di Febbraio sembrano essere dei buoni motivi per posticipare questo mio volto transoceanico. Non lo so alla fine mi sembra quasi che partendo farei un torto a qualcuno...se non si buttasse in faccia ogni tanto un viaggio di novembre il fastidio sarebbe forse leggermente più leggero... Ma ora più di ieri mi sembrano inibite tante di quelle possibilità...quasi come se ogni decisione della mia vita dovesse essere presa

Just Becuz Im Pissed
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll

My First Post
Well I thought I would go ahead and post SOMETHING on here since I hadnt yet.I dont really have much to say ATM since Im kinda distracted between kids and the holiday....I hope everyone has a great holiday and gets all they want :) Blessed Be

For The Lame Ass Bitches Who Think Sall Juggalos/lettes Are Stupid....
must be nice to be without fault or sin, toi be so utterly perfect that you have the right to judge others, all i can say is this..say what u wish of me and my family for one thing that will never change is how we stick together and no one..and i do me NO ONE can break up this family nor can you drag us down..so feel freet o hit us with your best shot...but remember..KARMA'S A BITCH!!!!

About Me...
ok look im gonna put it this way SO LISTEN THE FUCK UP IGHT....IM NOT PERFECT NOR DO I CLAIM TO BE BUT I AM LOYAL TO THOSE WORTHY OF MY LOYALITY, NOW IF YOU EVEN CONSIDER STABBING ME IN THE BACK JUST KEEP THIS IN MIND AT ONE POINT IN LIFE THE TIME FOR MY REVENGE WILL COME AND WHEN IT DOES YOU BEST BET YOUR ASS IM GOING TO BE FUCKING READY..AND IT WONT BE PRETTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I WILL HAVE THE LAST LAUGH REMEMBER THAT

Another Story I Wrote For Y Writing Class.
One Snow Makers Story The sun was shining through my window when I woke that fateful afternoon. I laid in my bed as I wiped the sleep from my eyes. The alarm on my clock started screeching a couple of seconds later, which I promptly silenced with a click of the switch on top of the clock. Then lazily I rolled back over and closed my eyes for a few seconds thinking to myself it‘s time to get up already, the night had gone by to quickly. I would have laid there longer in my nice warm bed if it hadn’t been for the protest of my bladder, which forced me to get up. As I walked down the hallway to the bathroom the thought of another bone chilling night didn’t appeal to me. The spray of hot water felt wonderful as it landed upon my back. The cool air upon my wet skin sent a chill through out my body as I stepped out of the warm confines of the shower stall. Once I had finished drying myself, I quickly threw my t-shirt and sweats back on and walked back to my room. Back in my r

My First Mfm Threesome Experience
Macy’s first mfm swinging experience I’m not much of a writer, but I’ll just let you know about my first mfm experience into the swinging lifestyle. My husband has always been kinky in the bedroom and wants to try new things. We lived in Germany when he was in the Army and had watched a lot of different kinds of sex movies. One night going into the bedroom after watching some videos, we laid down on the bed…. He began to eat my pussy. It felt great as usual, but he then suggested something totally off the wall—he asked me if I thought I would enjoy 2 guys doing me at the same time. It just sounded so off the wall that I snapped at him, and said, “No,.. Your outta your mind…. but deep in the back of my mind, it kind of turned me on. He stopped talking about it from there and we just done our thing….sex as usual. I noticed over a period of time he talked to me about it more and more, and I began to use my imagination during sex… and he noticed it really turned me on. My

Still Very Sick
Things got really bad after a couple nights ago, guys. I just haven't been on at all this week very much. I'm sorry :( if you guys wanna drop me a line feel free to hit my inbox or shoutbox. otherwise i'm just totally rocked by whatever i have come down with :( take care and Merry Christmas to all my Cherry Tap friends. You guys kick major ass! Sincerely, Jaha aka Jon

Birth......
Wow Just got back from the hospital,Ended up giving birth to two xmas tree ornaments errr i mean kidney stones lol... Pain I don't know if i've left this link or not but ohh well here it is another album by me at my photo storage site http://ImageEvent.com/bspow1/justasaturday hope its not a repeat

Mommy For A Moment
Mommy For A Moment I was a mommy for a moment, but that moment is gone. Somebody please tell me, What did I do wrong? I never got to hold you in my arms, or be filled with all your little charms. You both were already very loved, But there were greater plans for you above. I was a mommy for a moment, but that moment is gone. Somebody told me, That I did nothing wrong. So why did God take you away? That was the most heartbreaking day. We'll never walk hand in hand, We'll never build castles in the sand. I was a mommy for a moment, but that moment is gone. I believe now, I did nothing wrong. God loves you so much, he called you both home. If only I would have known: That I'd never hold you, or call your names, Or even dance with you in the rain. I was a mommy for a moment, but that moment is gone. Somebody please tell me, Why is this pain I feel, so strong? When I "saw" you both, I felt such joy, Wondering if you were both girls or boys? Maybe one

Ooh Lookie Ast The Immaturity Of One Person
EPIPHANY: i am withour fault. i am perfect. i am your god bitch, bow down and suck these balls bitches, dont disrespect big worm, go jugglo your balls in ur daddys mouth, if u can find him! EPIPHANY: go lick ur mothers bushwacked cunt and try not to get any crabs in ur teeth, bushwacked flappin freeloader EPIPHANY: ur an uncle fucker i must say, u fucked ur uncle yesterday! EPIPHANY: yes karma is a bitch, like ur mother. so how'd it feel? ur uncles cock up ur 5 yr old ass? EPIPHANY: 2 handles EPIPHANY: juggalo's dont hang on the computer and pose cunt face. u filthy nut rag, u child molesting, i see u r what happens when ppl fuck their sisters, ur family lol, ur family is a god damn joke. ur family has only 2 pal bearers , cuz a trash can only has 2 ha THIS IS A DIRECT POUR FROM MY SHOUTBOX

They Say Love Is Blind
They Say Love is Blind They say love is blind and you made this true. I never got to place you in a outfit either pink or blue. Never rocked you in my arms as you quietly slept. Not one tear did i get to dry as you sadly wept. I loved you none the less with all of my heart. My world crashing down when we were torn apart. I dream of you wrapped in a blanket of a white angel wing. The lullaby you hear is the comfort I wanted to bring. I still hold you everyday the only way i know how. God doesn't take my love for you this much he does allow. It is as stong as it would have been if I would have seen you. After my journey in life is done I will carry my love through. It will carry me straight to you, you will never be hard to find. We will be together and I will hold the love that was blind. Looking into eyes that are mine that show a soul I made. I will place you upon my chest where you always should have laid. They say love is blind and you made this come true

I'll Never Know
I'll Never Know By LisaMarie Emerle How do I say goodbye ... when I didn't get to say hello? I want so bad to keep you ... how do I let you go? I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share There's nothing I can do ...why is life unfair? You're my perfect angel...I dreamed you long ago I never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go The pain and confusion I feel inside I can not explain...I can not describe God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep I will love you in my heart ... it's all I get to keep you are blessed my child ... you're in heaven up above You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love Hush my little baby...you need not ever cry You were always wanted! I wish you didn't die You'll be my sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night Reach for God's hand and go to the light I would rather endure the pain of losing you right now Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow

Deleted My Stash...fuck Quizzes
So I totally get the whole NSFW picture thing. I try to keep the right photos marked and in the right place. I do receive those cherry shop messages about flagged pictures because someone has reported a pic. Sometimes I agree, sometimes I think its crap, oh well I love this site so I deal. Well just now I get a message that someone has flagged my FUCKING STASH NSFW. I have three items in my stash. They're quizzes, they don't have pictures, they talk about sex, one was titled naughty or nice. The message said if it happened again my account would be deleted. Are you kidding me? There is a girl right now with a cherry blast that is in her fucking BRA!! I personally could give a shit, but you're flagging my quiz? People leave comments with video clips of couples fucking on my page daily. I see porn on people's main page all the time, and pussy and cock in default albums all the time. Yay they're marked NSFW they're still in the default album. Yes they're doing they're

Gentlemen Prefer
im not going to apolgize for giving blondes 5's and 6's im totally biased in my arguements over my preference for women with red or dark hair... and frankly...i really dont care this candy coated image of what is defined as beautiful anymore is astonishing more or less...if i wanted a barbie...id go to toys'r'us.

Look This Is Love
Blessed TIME! when we are sitting, I and thou, With two forms and only one soul, I and thou, Fragrance, song of birds, they quicken everything' When we come into the garden, I and thou. All the stars of heaven hurry to see us, And we show them our own moon, I and thou, I and thou without words, without I and thou--- In delight we are united, I and thou.

Worth Looking Into Your Eyes
-lying by your side as i look into your eyes, i see a place i wanna be, a place worth looking into -and slowly you stare at me blankly as im asking whats on your mind -you tell me that its real, you say that im worth it -slowly i call your name as you place your hands all over my body -as you grab me around my waist and pull me closer towards you -chills run down my spine and i look deep into your eyes and ask whats on your mind and you tell me its me -this was the first time i felt like this so soon, so fast, and in a hurry.....but -as i swallow my pride and look deep into your eyes, i see a place i wanna be, a place worth looking into..............

Under The Sheets
I laugh i giggle and i push your hand aside but i do want you to touch me i just dont know why I'm young and foolish do we all feel this way? but when i look in your eyes the words i want to say are do that again and lets stay here where we can be close and sleep so near so i feel your heartbeat and you feel mine as we lay under the sheets forever entwined

Ugh
anyone who's been paying attention should know that despite my very obvious perversions, domination is not something with which i am particularly interested in. i prefer to seek out (in vain might i ad) acts of mutual masochism. control is something i'm just not interested in, the only thing i truely try to control is myself, and that's plenty thank you. however, i am just so fucking pent up, that i actually want to hurt someone. actually want to take control, abuse flesh and not care about the favor being returned just pin someone down , holding the back of their neck, and smacking the living shit out of their ass and back... anyway, just thought i would share that, because i've never felt malicious sexually, without desiring the same... and it's not so much that i don't still want the same, i'm just giving up hope maybe or it's the frustration or... idk yeah i still want to be bitten but i don't think someone would get the chance right now

I Am Glad Christmas Is About Over....
christmas is upon us...yay...i am glad it is about over.... i got a couple people gifts..i normally get more for people..but i am sort of effing broke this year....sucks balls...it really does...i dont' expect to get much this year......i know jeremy and jamie got me something...a poker set...i am not suppose to know, but i was with jeremy when he bought it...it is a relly nice one...they normally cost like 80 bucks..but we got it at this wholesale place that only caters to business'...i love that place....but he only paid 22.00 for it....and then they also fixed my car for me...they bought new brakes, rotors and pads for my car, and a tie rod end, and jeremy did all the work....and i know my parents got me a new cd player for my car...sense the subway fuckers stole my last one....i hate them cheeky bastards..but i think that is all i am getting..and i am fine with that..i hate when people waste their money and buy me shit....christmass is about giving not getting, so i like to give wa

Charmin
Theres a entire 3 story charmin restroom complex here in new york, they have attendants and people dancing with toilet paper. they applaud when you succesfully make it out of the bathroom. umm.. yeah off for more weirdness, one love

Hot Ass Dressss :)
Ohhh I bought the NICEST dress yesterday for New Years! Its smokin hot!!!! Its brown and low low low cut with a gold necklace attached to it!... And I have gold baby phat earrings and sandles to match :) Im excitedd ! There will be lots of New Years pics taken soo you'll be able to see what Im talkin bout! lol We went to Melissa's house last nite and I got tipsy off 2 Margaritas! lmao it was fun :) So off to another gurls house tonight for supper!! And then 2morrows the GAMEE :) GO FALCONS GO! lol... Hot football players in tights mmmmm Im sooo looking forward to it ! hehe AND THEN its Christmas!! eeeeeeeee :) Hope everyone is enjoying the season! More Later! 69TH Angel Muah xo

Here We Go Again
ok ppl it takes a weak ass piss poor no game havin lame trick fag to talk shit behind a niggas back.but believe it or not i have an internet CEO talking shit...lol...i mean really Boy what ya gonna do?u call me ugly go look in the mirror a mutha fucking internet CEO?lol...wheres ya money bitch..yeah i said it bitch.i wasnt even gonna trip but my dad told me years ago never let a man who wears a dress and sits down when he pee talk shit.u better stick to callin these females whores ya weak ass nobody.get out ya mommas backyard eat ya wheaties then step to me..getting mad cause ya game is weaker than a double shot of sparklin water.u fucking plastic ass gangsta.what u think cause u tell a woman something about me that makes u tough..no bitch it makes u weak.a man wouldve told me.but keep hatin because check this out power puff girl the women still laugh at ya dick size.so in the end i win why because ya so fucking tough u cant step to me.so hop back on ya dildo and ride it like we all kn

Womens Words!
1.) FINE: ............This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes:.......... If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing:........... This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead:............ This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh:............... This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay:............. This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she w

Don't Rent Your Car From Enterprise
They are ASSHOLES. Because we have Oregon drivers' licenses, and no major credit cards [we strick to debit & prepaid, thankyouverymuch.] they wouldn't rent us a car. How does that make sense? If I was in Chicago or New York City, and I needed to rent a car, I guess I'd be shit out of luck. What the hell? Can anyone explain this shit?? Seriously. I'm confused. Now it looks like we'll be driving our truck to Reno, or my mom & her boyfriend will rent a car & drive out here to pick us up. We can't take the bus because of the dog. ...this is just dumb. we're supposed to be on the road at this very minute. I HATE CORPORATIONS.

Santas Dirty
Santa's Pickup Lines 10. Hey Babe, when was the last time you did it in a sleigh? 9. Wanna see my 12-inch elf? 8. I`ve got something special in the sack for you! 7. Ever make it with a fat guy with a whip? 6. I know when you`ve been bad or good--so let`s skip the small talk, sister! 5. Some of my best toys run on batteries... 4. Interested in seeing the "North Pole"? (Well, that`s what the Mrs. calls it. 3. I see you when you`re sleeping--and you don`t wear any underwear, do you? 2. Screw the "nice" list--I`ve got you on my "naughty" list! 1. Wanna join the "Mile High" club?

Reflections
In case you ever run out of gift ideas, here's a little tip: give me your laugh. Whether it's mischievous, tender, loud, or quiet, simply give me a laugh from your heart. Your laughter brings me never-ending joy. ~Helmut Walch There is an innocence in admiration; it is found in those to whom it has never yet occurred that they, too, might be admired some day. ~Nietzsche Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.~unknown

All Up In Knots...
I know that I shouldn't things like this upset me sooooo very much, but it has got my stomach all in knots. Got any cures for it, babyjesus@ CherryTAP, et al??? or, are you all becoming "hear no evil" like Tom??? ;)

Just Some Silly Stuff To Make You Smile.
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled W

Baby Jesus'
babyjesus@ CherryTAP has posted a blog posting entitled, anti-spam stuff wherein he is feeling justfied for his (and, perhaps, other powers that be) actions. My response: The theory is good.... but, the practicality is all wrong. It is penalizing the good-hearted ambassadors such as myself. I have enjoyed this site very much -- but, when I get on the "spam list" after I just post 3 separate comments on 3 separate newbie profiles, you have to understand what has sent my head spinning in disbelief. I am a paying member because I believe in this site. Just sit back a moment and see if the spam blocker thing can be rethought a bit. Perhaps you have it on high protection, I am not sure; just thinking out loud. Please, oh, please rethink what you are doing and you will see what has sent sooooo many of spinning. You are penalizing the innocents as well in your efforts to penalize those that truly blatantly spam. Just please give it some thought and re-thought is

Love Always Dies (poem)
I Whisper into her ear You were never once sincere We could have been forever It's our ties I now sever It all seemed so meaningful But you were so deceitful You had friends with alibies Who covered for you with lies Tore our perfect life apart Pretty whore, you broke my heart If only one kiss were true I wouldn't want to kill you Plead for your useless life dear I won't shed another tear You couldn't honor our vows You mean nothing to me now This is our final goodbye In the end, love always dies

R.i.p.-aeliyah-precious Little Angel
=== 'Cajun Cherry~ADD ME AS ~ FAN~ BEFORE ADD AS FRIEND' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-21 09:48:56'.. > > thank you for reposting and keepin the candle lit for Aeliyah > her funeral is friday 12/22 please do this for me > > > > let me know who reposted this comment and i will come give you a candle as a ty for keeping it lit...... > my prayers go out to her family... > show them sum luv > > booshine**Kiss Ur Kids Cause You never know when you can loose them!!**@ CherryTAP > > > > Falcon69**Missing Aeliyah**@ CherryTAP > > you can also email them a card at CKBreeze@msn.com >Courtesy of MsTags.com">/www.mstags.com" target="_blank">Courtesy of MsTags.com"> > > Courtesy of MsTags.com LOVE AND PRAYERS FOR HER FAMILYhttp://i58.photobucket.com/albums/g261/topoor2001/1912531684.jpg

To My New Friends And Probley Some Old Ones
I really want to be attentive to all my friends there are a lot of you that have shown me love... and I have had a really hard time keeping up... if I havent came by your site i am really sorry but will you please email me and let me know that I need to... cause I really don't want to be neglectful... especially if you have rated and commented me... Thank you much... ♥ SillyElliebobellie

Confusticated
I hate my life because its so confusing.. i wish people would just come out and say what they want and not beat around the bush. I hate that it makes me so confused!! i have enough problems then to worry about other people intentions... *sigh* Well that was vauge enough that now one knows what im talking about unless they're very clever. But yes i just needed to vent so i feel better now.....

Another Day For Druccee
It is a rainy evening and Dru is loving it..She has been walking in the garden enjoying the smell of the newly wet ground. It now starts to pour like being dumped from buckets. Dru takes her clothes off, enjoying how the pelting on her skins feels, cold and stinging…Watching her nipples harden with each drop of rain, Drus’ blood seems to quicken. She is caressing herself, watching the water drip from her. Getting aroused she then places one nipple in her mouth, sucking it while pinching and pulling on the other. Now giggling to herself..she looks around to see if anyone is watching from the towers. The rain starts coming down harder as she lays on the ground. Spreading her legs she takes her hands and opens her pussy wide and lets the rain pelt it..with each drop on her clit and labia..Dru starts moaning with wild abandon..She strokes her labia, pulling and stretching it, making it so sensitive that even the smallest breeze would probably make her cum like an animal. Now flicking and p

To All My Friends..and Anyone Else Who Reads This....
I hope everyone has a sweet Saturday..and an even sweeter Sunday (Christmas Eve)....Not sure how much I will be on the next couple of days so leaving this just in case...I want to wish you all the very Merriest Christmas...stay safe and have a joyous time!!! *Tonsa Hugs & Lotsa Luv*

Christmas Gift Of Love..
The Gift of a joyful season: Another year is coming to a close, what does the other year holds for us? It’s a question that many ask and most doesn’t, and let the times come at will. Christmas time is so near, those who wish for snowflakes receive it. For those who never had a white Christmas either gains rains or clear skies. But the connection within the time is unimagined. For every gust of wind, every tree branch shake, every splash of water suede’s our very soul and every child within this world opens a present from under a tree, it’s everyone’s day. No matter how rich, poor or within the middle, we all are connected in this time once again. And so when the day of he who created this day of joyfulness, forgiveness, hope, love, peace of a sound mind, the date of the New Year, is at hand. The night we go on the town, in the city, in the hills, or wherever our heart and excitement takes us. To be amongst true friends and leave the tones of stress behind because the new fresh

Pervs R Us
Jeff Opp May 9 05 RIP Owner , maker of..Pervs R Us OUR chat room on CC The holidays got me thinking about my best friend who was murdered.. think this might help a bit to let people know how wonderful he was and still is to me. http://www.news4jax.com/news/5338910/detail.html I met Jeff on a program called Camera Cafe, where we quickly became great friends. We hung out in a room called Pervs R Us.. and of course.. coz we were lol. Life in general brought us closer. Phone friends, and soon a visit was in order!! A few days before his murder, he called me to let me know that things werent going so well, and he would be swinging by Ohio to come see me, but not stay as long as hed planned. A few days after that.. a mutual friend let me know he had been murdered by Melissa. A so called suicide pact ......... Jeff didnt open up to many, but I knew him well. And Ill never believe that he wanted anyone to take his life. My heart still hurts to this day when I think

Merry Christmas
TO EVERYONE ON HERE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. HOPE EVERYONE GETS WHAT THEY WANT AND PARTY HARD BUT NOT TO HARD. I WILL NOT BE ON TOMORROW I AM OUT FOR THE DAY AND MOST OF THE NIGHT. AND THEN ON CHRISTMAS U WILL NOT HEAR FROM ME I WILL BE AT MY MOM'S HOUSE. SO HOPE EVRYONE HAS A GOOD TIME AND ONCE AGAIN MERRY CHRISTMAS AND LOVE U ALL

Another Topic For A Jackass
I TRIED TO REPLY TO A MUMM THIS JACKASS WROTE ABOUT IMPEACHING OUR PRESIDENT AND VICE PRESIDENT..I GUESS I WROTE TO MUCH BUT THIS IS WHAT I HAD TO SAY TO HIM!! ALTHOUGH HE LIKES TO PRETEND THAT HE'S A WOMAN!!! THE NAME ON THE PROFILE IS "FAN ME THEN ADD ME" I JUST SEEN ANOTHER BLOG THIS PERSON DID.. THE THING THAT I AGREE WITH WHAT HE HAD TO SAY WAS THAT THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT FOR THE TROOPS WOULD BE ABLE TO COME HOME!! BUT EVERYTHING ELSE WELL AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED IS A LOAD OF CRAP!! OK HERE IS THE DILL FOLKS FOR ONE THING IF YOU HAVEN'T CHECKED THIS PERSON PROFILE YOU NEED TO!! YOU SHOULD ALSO GO TO MYSPACE AND CHECK IT OUT!! THIS PERSON IS NOT EVEN FIT FOR THE HUMAN RACE!!FOR ONE THING ON MYSPACE IT SAYS HE'S A 63 OR SOMETHING OLD MAN!!NOW PERSONALLY IF HE CAN'T BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO ADMIT WHAT HE IS WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO HEAR WHAT HE HAS TO SAY? NOW ON THE MATTER OF OUR PRESIDENT..THERE IS THIS LITTLE THING CALLED VOTING..IF YOU D

Holding On..
OK I really like this song for some reason even if Crazee refuses to play it for me lol You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No, I won't give in Keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late This could all disappear Before the door's closed And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah Keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for

Sad Saturday!
I never imagined getting up today would turn into such a sad Saturday. I am really close to my grandparents and I'm sorry to say that I had lost touch with them for the past month. They live in another state in an Assisted Living home and when I went to call them during Thanksgiving their number came up as no longer in service. So for the past month I have been trying to find out how to get in touch with them. None of my family knew anything bout it which irritated the hell out of me. So today I finally got ahold of a family member who told me they moved to an actual nursing home but didnt have a phone yet. So in this same phone call I found out that my uncle, who was also my godfather, died of a massive heart attack Monday and no one had bothered to tell me! I called and told my brother and then found out that my dad was not doing so well either. Heaven forbid my family (who all resides on the east coast) would pick up a phone and inform me! Keeping my head up high!

Things You Can Only Get Away With Saying At Christmas
1) I prefer breasts to legs. 2) Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3) Smother the butter all over the breasts! 4) If I don't undo my trousers, I'll burst! 5) I've never seen a better spread! 6) I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7) Are you ready for seconds yet? 8) It's a little dry; do you still want to eat it? 9) Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10) Don't play with your meat. 11) Stuff it up between the legs as far as it will go. 12) Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13) I didn't expect everyone to come at the same time! 14) You still have a little bit on your chin. 15) How long will it take after you put it in? 16) You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17) Just pull the end and wait for the bang. 18) That's the biggest bird I've ever had! 19) I'm so full, I've been gobbling nuts all morning 20) Wow, I didn't think I could handle all that and still want m

Broken Once Again
why is it that you find someone that just turns your head in every way.. inteligently and everything. you talk to them every day and for a whole year think of them. knowing that the distance between the two of you would not work but you still hold on to that thread of hope.. only to have it shattered in one sentence. that one sentence.."IM A TAKEN MAN NOW." in that one sentence your heart breaks and theres nothing that can be done except remember the time that you had. to talk to them and know them. but who cares...a heart is only there to break.

Work At 6:30
I have to be at work at 6:30 am, and right now it is 12:30ish. I just don't feel much like sleeping. I worked today at, 1-8:30, and it was soooo busy. Line out the door for hours. Died down around dinner time thankfully. They probably got slammed again around closing time, glad I wasn't there for that. Good thing about tomorrow is that I get to open with one of my best friends, so we are just gonna exchange gifts then. Oh well, I better at least TRY to sleep. That's usually the problem. It's not so much that I can't sleep, I just don't feel like actually doing it LoL

Let Me Remedy You
Let Me Remedey You Her nipples and pussy ache for the man who fulfills her needs. He takes her to ecstasy each and everytime that they our together; as she lays there playing with her nipples and her aching pussy as she thinks of him, he quietly sneaks up on her as she playing with herself and slides up in her to remedy her need. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyrights@ Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

Is Your Stupidity Going To Run Off All Of The Best People Here Baby J? When Are You Going To Start To Listen To The Masses?
subject: ignorance post date: 2006-12-23 20:25:12 views: 13 comments: 3 ratings: 0 k here it is. I have tried to be nice here but there is a time to speak your mind and I am taking mine now. If anyone wants to remove me from their friends list please just do it. First of all I have enjoyed meeting all the wonderful people I have met here but unfortunately a few who have serious issues in life have to ruin it for everyone else. It is a proven fact you know that those who want to make everyone elses lives miserable have personal issues of their own and of course misery loves company. Last month it started with a few people with some serious control issues who felt it was necessary to try to create a group of gullible followers to support their falsehoods. I can deal with that if people want to follow people blindly then ok even though I personally seriously look into any and all accusations before making decisions. So what happens people who claim to be friends

I Few Good Friends
i only have a few good friends in my life if u think u r one let me know and i will tell u the truth im not having goodluck with my friends i keep pissing them off so if ive pissed u off im sorry for what ive done to u ps i love my true friends

Am I?
am i such a bad or unattractive person that i will just forever be used and alone???? I am loveable but not enuff to be with??? Im good enuff to sleep with but not to have ppl know we are together???? THIS is what my life has been since Highschool Im tired of getting hurt I used to be worth something I would have never ACCEPTED this bs befor What happened to me? Where did I GO????

The 23rd ~ Concerning Change [a Song]
"Concerning Change" the glass globe that encased my heart shatters at the floor the ground echoes around me as my world explodes flashes of light in the dark of night by fear i'm captivated even though i've come this far by innocence i'm jaded [chorus] like a caterpillar someday must change the time has come to rearrange my world the truth exposed but i don't know where my life is taken i'm thrown about, i'm breakin' out don't you be mistaken i'm starting new, no thanks to you, the sky i will pursue like a butterfly flies on through, i'll fly on too misguided in this dark new realm i'm lost in search of light i sense myself, i'm drowning, the black eats me alive i'm fighting back, i'm on my own with no one for solid ground a single girl misplaced herself but here she hopes she's found [chorus] like a caterpillar someday must change the time has come to rearrange my world the truth exposed but i don't know where my life is taken i'm thrown about, i'm b

"miss Manners"
I need Miss Manners To give tips and advice To those who don't know How to be nice. To always say thank you After a gift is received When making a request To remember the word please. But alas it is lacking From many I see Who think they're entitled To everything from me. So if these words Are meant for you Remember your manners In all that you do.

Hard To Enjoy Christmas
This is my first blog but i had to get some shit off my chest. 4 years ago on Christmas i lost my son to a rare condition and i have no idea 4 years after to deal with it. I have tried to move on but every time this time of the year comes around i cant help but think about it and go into a very deep depression and i have people telling me that they know how i feel? Then i get madd and ask them "Have you ever lost a child?" and 98% of the time its no so how the fuck how can they know how i feel if they dont know the heartbreak and loss that i have had 2002 was the worst year of my life #1 I had to put my grandmother in the ground (the most important person in my life ) on my birthday #2 My baby boy passes on Christmas day #3 I had to have a funeral for my baby boy on new year eve, all my most favorite holidays and now they are all ruined. The only question i have to the lord is what did i do to deserve this pain?

Has Anyone......
seen or heard from Bratty Bytch on here in the past few days? It's been like 3 or 4 days since I've seen her on here which is very unusual and I am just wondering if everything is ok or maybe I missed her blogging something. And no I'm NOT being nosey, but she normally blogs if she's gonna be away and I miss her.

Touché Gm! Good One!
Touché GM! Good one! For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, *"If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." * In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: *If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics*(and I just love this part): 1 For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows befo

Crap
i should just stop writing all he words running through my head dissapear by the time i get here maybe it will bw better when i get home on another note i`ve decided that i deserve what i want for my birthday so who`s coming to montreal to fuck in a big bloody pile jan.8 people two weeks

Merry Christmas
i want to wish all of you a very merry christmas,i hope your day is wonderful,and spent with the ones you love...i love you all...brenda p.s. if you want to visit me on myspace http://www.myspace.com/brenda28557 heres the link, i still love my cherrytap

Thinking Of You
When I open my eyes to see the sun rise I think of you. When I hear a robin sing on the first day of spring I think of you. When I see a red rose on the bush where it grows I think of you. When I feel the summer heat on the sand beneath my feet I think of you. When I sit on a beach another world just out of reach I think of you. When I see the colored leaves fall to the ground from a light breeze I think of you. When I look to the night sky and see the sparkle like in your eyes I think of you. When the snow is coming down to softly blanket the ground I think of you. When I go to bed at night as I turn out the light I think of you. When I'm old and near death and I draw my last breath I'll think of you.

Xmas Present!!!!!
Well I just found out Im getting a new digital camera for christmas from my sweet bf! You know what that means? No more crappy cellphone pics and maybe just maybe Ill be posting some naughty ( dont get too excited-Im talking about lingerie- bf says no sexual pics unless hes getting head!Just like a man! make it ALL about him!) pics this week!most likely for fans only im SOOOO evil!Only thing stopping me is this shitty haircut! I swear why do hairdressers not get the concept of SHOULDER length? It is so short and Im hating it. Dont think Ill be able to even do any pigtail...well maybe really short ones lol Its very red and I like that part but oh well at least when it grows out it will be close to the same length except for my bangs. *sigh* For now you will all just have to anticipate! MWAHHHHHHHHH! Any special requests or suggestions? leave a comment!

I Thought This Was Good
ComeBacks To Those Lame Pick-Up Lines If we had a dollar for every time we've heard a lame pickup line... we'd be rich enough to buy our own drinks, thank you very much! Ever wonder what the perfect comeback would be to convey just how not interested we are? Read The Blog and pick your favorite! Now we can give Mr. Old Enough to Be Our Dad, Mr. Shorter Than Us...Without Heels, Mr. Popped Collar and even Mr. Drunk Enough to Be Escorted Out a taste of their own medicine. He says: Can I buy you a drink? You say: Actually, I'd rather have the money. He says: I'm a photographer and I've been looking for a face like yours. You say: I'm a plastic surgeon and I've been looking for a face like yours. He says: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? You say: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. He says: How did you get to be so beautiful? You say: I must've been given your share. He says: Will you go out with me this Saturday? You say: S

Quote This!
1.It is ok to be kissed by a fool but, dont ever be fooled by a kiss! 2.If At First You Don't Succeed, Skydiving Isn't For You. 3.If Tylenol, Duct Tape, & a Band Aid can't fix it, you have a serious problem. 4.Save santa a trip.....BE NAuGhTy!! 5.Some mistakes are too fun to only make once. 6.He who laughs last thinks the slowest. 7.Your only bad if you get caught! So that makes me a good girl... right?!? 8.If you don't like my attitude, then don't talk to me! 9.The more ppl I meet....the more I like my dog! 10.You never suspect the stupid...

My Last Fight
It starts the way any 2 sisters who love each other fight she tells our mother something I didn’t want her to know; now mom is mad and I hang up the phone with sister saying “I love you” and I don’t reply. For two days I have nagging thoughts of that fight and I have to call her, I have to call Brittney. Not daring to call my mothers house; not wanting to deal with the issue at hand I call her at work. She is busy but I steal a minute to tell her how sorry I am and that I love her. She has to go but tells me to call her back. Still a nagging feeling in my soul I call her back and tell her again I am sorry. She says something to offend me and normally I would say something but this time I just say I love you and hang up the phone. I woke up to my pager beeping in my ear. My mother’s left me a message that there has been an accident and Brittney is hurt pretty bad. I rush to call and I can hear most of my family in the background, not knowing who, but someone told me to come to B

He's An Asshole
I show and do everything in the world for the one that i love and he doesnt care... My heart breaks and he doesnt care, instead he blocks me from everything, and turns his back on me. I have been his everything for 6 months....while he sits in my house and doesnt do a damn thing. I work my ass off to put food on the table and to make a life for us...and wuts the thx i get.....he cheats on me and talks shit about me... R there ne good guys left out there...im tired of gettin treated this way

Thank You For Taking Over My Watch
I DID MY TIME, I PICKED UP THE PACK OF THOSE BEFORE ME, AND DID MY TIME, NOW I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK THOSE THAT HAVE PICKED UP MY PACK, AND ARE CARRYING ON WITH MY DUTIES, IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU THAT I CAN NOW BE AT HOME WITH MY FAMILY, AND LOVED ONES. I SLEEP GOOD AT NIGHT KNOWING THAT I TURNED OVER MY WATCH TO YOU, AND YOU WILL DO IT WITH VIGILENCE AND HONOR. YOU DID THIS AFTER I TOLD YOU OF THE HORRORS, THE HARDSHIPS, THE LONELYNESS, THE HEARTACHE, AND THE RISK, THAT YOU WOULD BE DOING THIS FOR THOSE THAT WOULDN'T CARE AND EVEN DESPISE YOU FOR WHAT YOU WERE DOING, GIVING THEM THE RIGHT TO BITCH AT YOU. YOU PICKED UP MY PACK, AND TOOK OVER MY WATCH KNOWING ALL OF THIS, MOST PEOPLE WOULD HAVE SAID NO WAY AND TURNED THIER BACKS, BUT YOU SAW THE NEED, AND YOU STEPPED FORWARD WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND TOLD ME, GO TAKE YOUR REST OLD MAN, YOU DID YOUR JOB, AND I WILL TAKE OVER NOW. FOR THIS I WANT TO THANK YOU, ALL MY BROTHRES AND SISTERS IN ARMS. YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS,

Hey Just
one more day peeps.. and then it is the big day. yea. just only thing about this christmas my dad is over in iraq . yea he called the other day first time in about 2 wks. His unit or camp has gotten bomb more then 8 times and of course there has been deaths with this too. they have cut the power to the camp more then their share. so he can use the internet or the phone. So if you all would please keep him and his unit in your all prayers.. And a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Fakers
one thing that bothers me is all the fakers. are you so ashamed of yourself that you cant be true to yourself. why pretend to be something you are not. are you scared of the rel world so you invent your own.i am glad i am me and thats all i want to be. ijm not going to change who i am if you dont like me. im not going to try to be something i am not. i am a man with the temperment of a tiger. hence my nick name is tiger. so either you like me or you dont. if you dont its your loss those that do like me have a friend they can trust beyond death someone they can confide in and smeone they can talk to about anything. but you will also have a friend tht will be brutally honest with yo. i wont say you are right if you are wrong or messing up. i shoot strqaight from the hip. unfortunately mosty people in this world cant handle that so they hide behind fake identities.

From Me To You.....
is a special wish for a wonderful, love filled, special Merry Christmas. Yes, I did say Christmas, becuase it's what I believe and since this is MY blog, it's about my beliefs. The "happy holidays" thing doesn't do anything for me since the word holiday can cover anything from Groundhog Day to Christmas. I believe that the true meaning of Christmas is to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ, even though noone knows the actual day of of his birth. So from my heart to your's, Merry Christmas, and I love you all very much, or at least something about you. LOL HOT Myspace Layouts

Life
LIFE © 2000 ~ Carol A. Harstad Feet dangling over the edge of the almost forgotten pier. Minnows tickle your feet as they swim by in the crystal clear blue water. The day is so still that the greenery reflects in the plate-glass window in front of you. The birds are singing in mother nature's harmonic choir. You close your eyes and you are the only person on earth and nothing can harm you... Then you open your eyes... The minnows are gone, the beautiful songs have faded, the reflections have gone to sleep... The sky has turned the darkest grey-black you've ever seen. Suddenly, the lightening strikes and before you pull your feet from the water, the rain stings your skin like bees attacking... Just as you begin to run to the house, the rain stops... The choir begins its song, the minnows beg you to rejoin them, and even the reflections have awakened to the beautiful music... Nothing but LIFE could be so unpredictable...

List Of Marines, Family And Supporters So Far
PLEASE HELP ME MAKE THIS LIST GROW. LOOKING FOR MARINES, FORMER MARINES, THIER FAMILIES, AND HARD CORE MARINE SUPPORTERS. LET ME KNOW THIER LINK, OR GIVE THEM MINE. THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP RICK Whiskey Girl~~Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT@ CherryTAP Reconvic@ CherryTAP Lonewolf41@ CherryTAP Skyhawk691@ CherryTAP Randy@ CherryTAP Rebekah@ CherryTAP firehawk@ CherryTAP Lookn 4 a NewYears Date!!!!@ CherryTAP i sTarE aT thE MicRoWavE wHiLE itS oN!!@ CherryTAP drama queen@ CherryTAP (DRAMA QUEEN IS THE WIFE OF A FORMER MARINE, AND MOTHER TO A FUTURE MARINE) NEWEST TO THE LIST: tristemariposa

What Are Friends
This is something that has bothered me. I had a friend for over a year, a constant friend. Someone whom I could tell anything, Someone I stuck up for when no one else would. Then one day out of the blue they decided I couldn't be their friend anymore, of course we are on line so it's not like we take up alot of time. Friendship should be stronger than that, thanks to all you others out there who can drop a line and be a friend, do unto others as you'd have them do unto you, right. I don't like being treated like shit. And most of all, what goes around comes around.

Sadness...
bc i didnt know where else 2 spill my feelings... i thought id just write them here... my homegirl called me 2 day tellin me she just miscarried... im so saddened by this... this is my best friend and her and her husband have been trying so hard... they were so excited when they found out they were pregnant... and so was i to become and auntie... but now... on Christmas eve... my heart is fill wit such sarrow for them... i know God works n mysterous ways... but i still cant help 2 b so sad about this... i know He has a plan for them and maybe right now wasnt thier time... but still couldnt it have waited until after Christmas??? just my thoughts... and my weeping heart... thanks for readin this if u did...

3 For The Eve
I wonder if I am doing right As I work till dawn shed it’s light And my thoughts go to distant things I wonder what the future brings As I think about my hopes in life And go through the hardships and strife I wonder if it is worth it all As I think of the past beyond recall And write my thoughts out for all to see I wonder what will now become of me As I sit and dream of hope and love And look for the answers from heaven above I wonder if it maters you see As I think of what has been and will be And spend my time lost in thought I wonder if all has been for naught By R. Thomas Dinsmore Possessed of a spirit in the middle of the night That forces me to ponder and sit and write Of things that do own my heart and mind Of things beyond me that are hard to find Maybe I think way too much about life Get lost in the substance hardship and strife Maybe it is a distance that does call Maybe I get lost in the sum of it all To rest and let go would be

Re: Christmas!!!
Ok I want you all to know that this has been a really hard Christmas for me, due to the fact that at this time last year, as most of you know, I was going through a bad seperation and so this year most of that has started to return, still very fresh. And as most of you know back in July we lost the best man on the face of the earth, Charlie Johnson and well as some of you know he was the man that got me through my seperation and my divorce so not being able to pick up the phone and call him just to say hi or see what he was up too has been the hardest thing in the world. If weren't for my really close friend I am not sure that i would have made it through this last year and all I can say is thank you to all of you and you all know that I am here if any of you need a favor or need an ear!! I LOVE YOU ALL AND I HOPE THAT YOU ALL KNOW THAT I APPERICATE EVERYTHING THAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE IN THE LAST YEAR!!! Merry Christmas too all of you!!!

For All The Right Reasons...
WORDS Today, While walking along the beach, I found these words, That opened me up And created a surge, Like warm rain Between your sighs, These words penetrate your mind... Now with me, These words are real, Like awakening from a beautiful dream, Is how you feel... Surrendering to the words, Can be so pleasurable, As the energy of the moment, Overtakes you, And satisfies the emptiness deep inside you, Just like the warm colors of a rainbow, These words will remind you, Of a better life, A new you, A much better and more fulfilling new direction, The moment of truth surprises you, And the words just really, Grab you... Like a gentle touch that transforms you, And curiousity that intrigues you, Like a waterfall That forever moves you, Like a branch of a tree that invites you, And thoughts of paradise Which totally comfort you, WORDS A soothing wonderful scent surrounds you, And a gre

Heat
Wanting Holding Emanating love Needing Intensity Force Intimacy Nudity Amorous Lust Love Yearning Grinding Excitment Terrfic lovemaking Tumultuous passion Overwhelming desire Yells of pleasure On top of you Unextinguishable flame love swept Passion exploded In blinding white heat and the colours of emotion escaped from the clutches of lust.

Door Way Play
Door way play....... Standing-up sex can be a challenge, unless there's some Solid structure for support.....like a doorway frame. For this pose, have your guy squat with his back Against one side of a doorway. His thighs should be Parallel to the floor, and he can put his hands behind His lower back for cushioning. Stand facing away From his, spread your legs so they're on either side Of his, and then back up onto his member. Once you're Positioned, bend forward and push against the opposite Door frame with your palms. This helps you balance And allows you to control your gyrations and vary The speed and depth of penetration. You're in the driver's Seat, so mix up your moves.....swivel your hips back And forth in a circular pattern or figure eights And experiment to see what feels beat. Every time You switch direction, you'll both experience new Pleasurable sensations.... Erotic extra: Leave on a pair of heels and nothing else on...the Shoe's shape will hel

Erotic Thoughts-my Voyager
ID MET HIM ONLINE,WE'D TALKED FOR MONTHS,HE MADE MY BLOOD BOIL JUST LOOKING AT HIM,THEN WE SPOKE SEXUAL TO ME IT WAS LIKE HE OPENED MY MIND TO NEW THINGS,...FINALLY IT WAS TIME,...WE KNEW WHAT HE WANTED,;;OF COURSE HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I DID!,.....WE WERE TO MEET IN THE PARK THAT NIGHT,..TOUCH,TEAZE,KISS,THEN FUCK!,..RIGHT THERE IN THE OPEN,...YES WE WANTED PPL TO SEE US,...I WANTED THEM TO SEE HIM ENTERING ME,..BITING ME,SCRATCHING ME,...AND AT THE END ,..US CUMMING,.......

For U Moma,...i Luv U!!!
O MOMA,ITS BEEN NEARLY A YEAR NOW WHY CANT I FEEL YOU AS GONE,...I WAIT FOR YOU TO RETURN,I REFUSE TO CRY KNOWING UD NEVER LEAVE US,...I LOVE YOU MOMA ....YOU WERE MY HEART DONT U C...I KNEW WHAT I FELT WITH YOU WAS REAL AND WHAT YOU FELT WASNT A LIE...IT DIDNT MATTER IF YOU YELLED,LAUGHED,SMILED....I KNEW ........PLZ COME HOME MOMA,......WE MISS U SO MUCH MOMA!!,.................

These Guys Deserve Our Love!!!
Thanks to all the great people who work here so the rest of us can have fun here!!!! hugs and kisses guys and gals!!! you are the best!!! Merry Christmas!! and hope the coming year is full of joy and love, and lots of Cherrys!!!

Never Lie To Mom
John invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, his mother couldn't help but noticing how beautiful John's room-mate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his room-mate, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and his room-mate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Julie and I are just room-mates." About a week later, Julie came to John saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" John said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying that you 'did' take the gravy ladle from my house, I'm not saying that you 'did not' take the gravy ladle but the fact remains th

Warm Feelings
Everything is cold and while outside winter brought the beautifull white satin that makes everything glitter in the moonlight. inside the cabin next to the lake there is a fire burning. they sit with warm haerted feelings and holding each other so tight. the crackling sound of wood turning into warm fire fils their words of love while he is kissing her softly.Their breathing becomes warmer and deeper as for he kisses her softlydown her neck.Hes hands softly takes of her warm clothes,and her naked top of her body glows because of the fire.He looks into her eyes and they both gentlyreach for each other.Softly hes handstouches her body.Hes hands moves with passion and devotion over her as he pulls her near.They softly kiss and they go into a moment where everything just seems to be so unstoppable.Outside.....nature is calm and yet the romantic moon looks down on the lake.the trees glitter in their white satin coats.And nature hears the last words of a couple so in love with aech other.

True Love
The way the heart feels,the way your skin crawls or the way you look into each others eyes... when does one realy know the true feeling of love?You feel so close to the one you keep near and dear to your heart.The passion between you,the sweet tender devine kisses....even the way you make love. Love is where to soul mates,two loved ones connect through inner and outer spirit with the warmest feelings for one another. When you touch her...your heart starts starts to pound fasterand your breathing becomes deeper.Like a complete shut down from the world arround you....The kiss that feels so loveley and soft against her lips.The whisper of romantic words into her heart through her ears.The smell of her hair,her perfume her whole self just like she is next to you.The warmth overwelms the two of you and the connection that you both have is like completely inseperable.When she is not near...you just close your eyes and she wil be with you.True love,when does one realy know?The answer is in

God Works In Mysterious Ways!
The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn, arrived in early October excited about their opportunities. When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc., and on Dec 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On Dec. 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sunk when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 6 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else to do but postpone the Christmas Eve service, headed home. On the way he noticed that a local business was havin

The Dash
The Dash I READ OF A MAN WHO STOOD TO SPEAK AT THE FUNERAL OF A FRIEND HE REFERRED TO THE DATES ON HIS FRIENDS TOMBSTONE FROM THE BEGINNING….TO THE END HE NOTED THAT FIRST CAME THE DATE OF BIRTH AND SPOKE THE FOLLOWING DATE WITH TEARS, BUT SAID WHAT MATTERED MOST OF ALL WAS THE “DASH” BETWEEN THOSE YEARS. FOR THE DASH REPRESENTS ALL THE TIME THAT HIS FRIEND SPENT ALIVE ON EARTH…. AND NOW ONLY THOSE WHO LOVED HIS FRIEND KNOW WHAT THAT LITTLE “LINE” IS WORTH. FOR IT MATTERS NOT HOW MUCH WE OWN; THE CARS, THE HOUSE, THE CASH, WHAT MATTERS IS HOW WE LIVE AND LOVE AND HOW WE SPEND OUR “DASH”. SO THINK ABOUT THIS LONG AND HARD…. ARE THERE THINGS YOU’D LIKE TO CHANGE? FOR YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH TIME IS LEFT, THAT CAN STILL BE REARRANGED. IF WE COULD JUST SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO CONSIDER WHAT’S TRUE AND REAL, AND ALWAYS TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE FEEL. AND BE LESS QUICK TO ANGER, AND SHOW APPRECIATION MORE AND LOVE THE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES LIKE

Car Crash
when i left work i was going a little fast trying to get to my foster parents to do christmas and there was some ice i didnt see. i was hitting the breaks to come around a corner and hit some ice spinning out. i swerved into the other lane and then into the ditch and over the other side. luckily i stopped before hitting a tree. during the middle of it i thought im gonna die and i was almost happy in one sense because sometimes when im driving i imagine myself just swirving into another car or a tree. i was half scared half glad i think. i had to back out of the ditch and back onto the road and then my car wouldnt start it took 5 or 10 minutes to get it started which worried me cuz i didnt have a working cell phone with me. i got a bunch of dishes which is fine tho i already have way too many/ its only me i dont have a family and im never going to. its always going to just be me. not to sound negative but im feeling emotional and negative now. i was in a good mood when i left work no

Separated At Birth
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Am I Really That Bad??
well another christmas where i dont get shit.. atleast last year i got sum clothes... this year... nothing.. a fuckin towel.. i'm glad to c i'm high on people's lists this year..wow and my family wonders y i dont care for any of this..damn i need a cig. well peace all hopefully everyone is havin a good christmas.

Spam Error
This mornong I woke up and wanted to send a merry christmas to my friends. After I sent a few I got that error about the short bus and stop sending the same stuff. so the rest of my friends get nothing. Shouldn't it be up to individuals if they want to get stuff or not. Not the chrerry Tap staff. Then I get a letter asking for help getting people to join.. let's get that shit fixed first then I will invite people. So I go back to where i got the last greeting to get another. Same thing about going back to myspace. Just so happens that is where you get stuff... it's fuckin frustrating.

An Interesting, But Not Too Surprising, Study
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example, if she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with a spear lodged in his chest and tape over his mouth while he is on fire. No further studies are planned. DISCLAIMER: Do not worry guys, I am one of the few that don't go through the extreme emotions of the PMS cycles!!! No need to fear me!!! :)

Merry Christmas
TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY A TIME FOR FAMILY AND FRIENDS MAY YOUR HOLIDAY SEASON BE JOYOUS GOOD CHEER ‘TILL THE END LONG DAYS FILLED WITH SHOPPING LINES THAT NEVER SEEM TO END PRICES THAT KEEP GOING UP WILL YOU HAVE MONEY TO SPEND SOME KIDS WILL GET TOYS OTHERS A LUMP OF COAL BUT YOU HAVE A MISSION SURVIVING CHRISTMAS IS YOUR GOAL IT'S A TIME TO BE HAPPY A TIME TO REFLECT ON THE YEAR HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS THAT IS FILLED WILL JOY AND CHEER ~~ MERRY CHRISTMAS ~~

Why Is It
WHY IS IT DURING THIS TIME OF YEAR THAT THE PEOPLE THAT GIVE GET NOTHING BACK (REAL LIFE) I NOW THERE IS ALOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR GIVING BUT ISN'T THERE A POINT THAT ALL GOOD DEEDS SHOULD BE AT LEAST ACKNOWLGED i DO APPICATE U ALL THAT GAVE AND IT MEANS ALOT I JUST WISH THE PEOPLE I NOW IN PERSON WOULD BE THAT THOUGHTFUL

Contest B.s.
IT'S CHRISTMAS MORNING. IT'S ALL ABOUT KIDS, FAMILY, LOVED ONES WHO ARE NOT WITH US, FOOD AND FRIENDS, AND THE BIRTH OF JESUS.. THIS WHOLE UP COMMING WEEK THE KIDS ARE OUT OF SCHOOL, SOME FAMILY IS STILL AROUND, BUSINESS HAS ALL KINDS OF END OF THE YEAR STUFF TO BE DONE... AND AT THIS TIME OF YEAR THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE EXTREAMLY DEPRESSED, OTHERS DOING JUST GREAT... SO WITH THIS IN MIND I SIT IN MY CHAIR OPEN UP MY C/T HOME PAGE ... ALL THE BULLITENS ARE MERRY THIS, HAPPY THAT... FOR OUR TROOPS... WE LOSE JAMES BROWN... AND TWO BIG LINES THAT SAY KNOCK THIS BITCH OUT... WTF !!!!!! ITS ABOUT SOME CONTEST THAT HASN'T EVEN STARTED YET....WHO GIVES A FUCK !!!!!! IF YOUR AN ADULT AND YOU'RE THIS BOUND UP ABOUT SOME STUPID CONTEST WITH ALL THE OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS GOIN ON RIGHT NOW , I THINK YOU NEED TO REGROUP !!!! YOU NEED TO GIVE IT A BREAK AT LEAST FOR THIS WEEK... HAVE SOME PRIORITIES AND CLASS, OR AT LEAST SOME RESPECT FOR THE REST OF US WHO DO HAVE SOME SORT OF LIFE..GOOD OR BAD.

A Night For Remembering For Druccee
Drawing her bath and sinking into the hot water Druccee remembers their last night together. He was wanting to be a bit kinky and had brought the handcuffs, she gladly attached them to him and the headboard, kissing him deeply before she moved slowly down his body, biting and licking her way to his already hard cock. Hearing his moans, knowing her pussy was just out of his reach. She nibbled her way around the head..then lapping at the shaft as she had done before..knowing it would make him crazy. Turning to see the lust in his eyes, made her smile, and she spreads his legs wider, lifting them slightly as she bathed his balls with her tongue. His low gutteral moans of "oh my god baby" were music to her ears. Now taking her time and kissing and biting at his thighs, letting her breasts brush against them, as she worked her way to his ankles. Then stopping and turning to face him, she sat upon the footboard, spreading her legs wide as she started running her finger over her moist pink li

Austin Area Barbies
RECEIEVED THIS IN MY EMAIL BACK IN AUGUST. THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS IN CASE YOU ARE CONSIDERING DATING A GAL/GUY FROM THE AUSTIN AREA!!! LOL... ENJOY!! Mattel recently announced the release of the following Limited-Edition Barbie dolls for the Austin market: West Lake Hills Barbie This princess Barbie is only sold at The Arboretum. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade handbags, a Lexus SUV, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey, and a cookie-cutter house. Available with or without tummy tuck and face lift. Workaholic Ken sold only in conjunction with "augmented" version. Round Rock Barbie This modern-day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Windstar minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full time occupation or secondary education. Traffic-jamming cell phone sold separately. Jonestown Barbie This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife, a Chevy with dark tinted windows, and a meth lab kit

Angel Of My Nightmares
She is the angel of my nightmares She is the Bringer of tears She is the Dagger on my wrist And the fear That is near She is the one I love She is the one that broke my heart Shes the one who drove us apart Shes the one who Was My girl and then brot down my whole world Why did i love this girl you ask Well thats easy she was there for me in the past now her man is her everthing and all i am is a farway dreem we Had plans for a life together and had plans to be forever we had plans of a sea of never ending love Never agine will she love me But For ever more have a peace of Me So good night angel of my nightmares i will love you even if your not there By Grace Aka Me

The Will - Last 2 Requests!
An elderly woman decided to prepare her will and told her preacher she had two final requests. First, she wanted to be cremated, and second, she wanted her ashes scattered over Wal-Mart. "Wal-Mart?" the preacher exclaimed. "Why Wal-Mart?" "Then I'll be sure my daughters visit me twice a week!!"

Love Love Love
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Love is gentle Love is hurtful Love is sweet Love is obscene Love is playful Love is strange Love is one of a kind Love is painful Love is to be cherish Love is overrated Love is for friends Love is confusing Love is more than you can handle Love is Love is as beatiful as the sun if you have a special someone. Love is as beatiful in heaven as you could never imagine. Love is as beatiful as when as eagle sores. Love is special when you can find a way to express what you feel. Love is wonderful thing that makes you wannt sing. Love can be hard to understand. And you alomst think love is nothing. Love is only what a person wants it to be. Love is hard for many people. But, too many think that love is something that is hard to find. So, when you do find love, hold on to it. love is the most wouderfull thing you can have you do need to cherish it and feed it to keep it goin

Rectum Deoderant
A blonde walks into a pharmacy and asks the assistant for some rectum deodorant. The pharmacist, a little bemused, explains to the woman they don't sell rectum deodorant, and never have. Unfazed, the blonde assures the pharmacist that she has been buying the stuff from this store on a regular basis and would like some more. "I'm sorry", says the pharmacist, "we don't have any." "But I always buy it here," says the blonde. "Do you have the container that it came in?" asks the pharmacist. "YES", said the blonde, "I'll go home and get it." She returns with the container and hands it to the pharmacist who looks at it and says to her, "This is just a normal stick of underarm deodorant." Annoyed, the blonde snatches the container back and reads out loud from the container... PUSH UP BOTTOM

Say Something Anyway...
Some say hearts Grow silent In a world where no one cares Love keep slipping away Some say time Is the healer But in a house where no one speaks love keep slipping away Tell me Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong Why do we play that same old song Is it just because We're lonely Love me, love me But don't be sorry Help me, chase the shadows away Love me, love me When you've got nothing to say Say something anyway Some say tears Run dry but In my heart I've cried forever Only you can take it away Tell me Why do we fight when we know it's all wrong Why can't we see what's going on Is it just because We're lonely Love me, love me But don't be sorry Help me, chase the shadows away Love me, love me When you've got nothing to say Say something anyway Anything to break the ice Anything at all Anything to break the ice Anything at all Love me, love me But don't be sorry (Oh), love me, love me

Cute
Drop your mask, let the tears fall. I could love you, but forever do you stall. I'd keep you safe, in my arms. You could be, free from all harm. All you have to do is trust, and I'll catch you. Look me in the eye, and tell me you love me too. Drop your mask, let the tears fall. I could love you, but forever do you stall. this was written to me =)

A Few Years Old
Life Wonder fills the day at hand the joy of living fills the land Hope springs eternal and justice is done food in abundance, enough for everyone The elderly not forgotten and Sickness is cared for peace on this planet no one dies in needless war Free to live and work for the betterment of all none to be made useless and left out for a fall No need to escape the day and avoid life's trial If this was our world would we know enough to smile If every day was a joy to behold without suffering and pain would we take the time to enjoy it or just go insane ? Maybe the sadness and heart aches we have had just help us to know when the world is not that bad Maybe we need to see all this to know that life is for living and it isn't a show Just maybe we can find enough gratitude inside the rhyme to help us make this world better for all one day at a time By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Letter To Military Spouse
While I have never had the pleasure of meeting you or your husband, I felt the need to write you and express a very deep feeling that I have in my heart. I, as a person, am not brave. I do not tackle things head on, as I hate confrontation. I will travel 100 miles out of my way just to avoid a conflict. I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never h

Blueprint Of A Woman
A cool quiet evening, let the music play and I'm thinking of a vision, and now I'm on my way, On my way to a fantasy, to complete a living dream.A blueprint of a woman, my passion turned extreme. When I look into your eyes, so clear, so deep, so true,Whether brown, hazel or blue. The emotion, the _expression that I want to feel and see As you look right back into my eyes and steals my heart from me. Your face is simply beautiful; it is a pleasure for all to see.It is a portrait hidden in my dreams when she is away from me.Her smile can brighten up a room or simply make my day.Her heart makes you believe in love, and for her love you'll always pray. When she talks to me, I'm captivated by every word she speaks.When she smiles at me and when she say HELLO, I feel my knees get weak.When she walks, she glides; her motion is nothing short of poetry.It says, I'm sensual, a woman, a lady, classy, pure, honest, loyal, complete. If I could build, dream, create, or draw a woman on

Friends Vs. Biker Friends
Friends: Never ask for food Biker Friends: Are the reason you have no food Friends: Will say "hello" Biker Friends: Will give you a big hug and a kiss Friends: Call your parents Mr.& Mrs. Biker Friends: Call your parents Mom and Dad Friends: Have never seen you cry Biker Friends:Cry with you Friends: Will eat at your dinner table and leave Biker Friends: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then usually give it back Biker Friends: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours :) Friends: Know a few things about you. Biker Friends: Could write a book with drirect quotes from you. Friends: Will leave you behind if thats what the crowd is doing. Biker Friends: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you . Friends: Would Knock on your door. Biker Friends: Walk right in and say, "I am home!" Friends: Are for awhile Biker Friends: Are for a life!

Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson Link Inside
Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28 Anyone wishing to Flamewalker's nephew Sgt. Brennan C. Gibson... I have made up a tag that will be open to rip on the morning of 12/26 for everyone to use as your primary. I like to ask that everyone to use it until the 28th... I will send out a bulletin on the 26th with the link. The Link will be out around Midnight Tonight EST Click on the thumbnail below and rip it. It will got you your album so you can set it as your primary.. I would like to thank you all for showing how muct the people here at CT really do care... Fireman

Greet Meet
My eyes become all iris It’s the blue- gray virus That is the root of my soul My eyes consume their eyelids Restless and wicked Shedding all self control The landscape is drenched in my namesake There is no escape This blood will burn you cold No wrong, accept divine right Correct this chaotic plight I’m finally back on my throne You know, you can’t ignore me I am your glory Turning on me only forsakes your soul You know you had to release You can’t seem to appease me So I’ll have to appease us both Begin, the feeding frenzy Loved ones or enemies It doesn’t matter anymore Gone now are questions of self The pretension of stealth Welcome to the purity of soul You knew a monster, a demon, a beast Meet the god that runs the feast Meet --- -------- ----- ---

Pain
once again...not mine but i really like this song pain by everlast somewhere between the lies and truths borderlines get shady somewhere between the yeses and nos you can find a maybe somewhere between the highs and lows you can spot the middle and somewhere between the questions and clues you can solve the riddle somewhere along the road you might want a place to stay and somewhere along the road youre gonna have to pass away somewhere in space you still remind me of a reason summertime you still smell like my favorite season and it feels like pain its just like pain love is like pain some people like pain somewhere between the mountain and sea a river is flowing somewhere between the earth and the sky winds of change are blowing and somewhere between the two of us a space is growing and somewhere between suspicion and trust are the things worth knowing and somewhere along the road you might wanna hitch a ride and somewhere along the line youre

New Contest.. :)
I am in a new contest!! Please vote for me.. Prizes are being awarded for top votes and prizes for rating.. And there is a Grand overall prize so I need help! So please comment bomb me.. :) I don't have many friend compared to most in these contests.. and right now I am getting my ass kicked.. :( Thank you~ And the link to it is.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=386287&albumid=157904&i=3958493942 Definitely will return the favor!

You And Me
Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

Lusting Love
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Bodies Entwined Hearts Resounding the shivers of sweat coming and going Those inhibited places opening up: slowly, gently, delicately… losing inhibitions new sensations A touch here and a touch there smokeless fire! a miracle invisible to “him and her”… Yet to You and Me engulfed in passion… lustful love or lovable lust? let love be there and lust be too… A heavenly feeling for me and you feel yourself and feel me too Fantasies unfold… Dreams come true Me for You and Only You just the way you wanted to.

Is Lust Poison
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Submitting to lust. Passion and emotion combined to a rush. A drug without a form. The expression is revealing. You are addicted and you want more. You find a victim. You release it. But it’s still not gone. It’s still there roaming around. A disease without a sound. A curse with a touch of heaven. A gift who gives you pleasure. A fulfilment with no border. A need that is growing older. This is a bliss from god or a burden from the devil’s dust. This is what is given. A dangerous word called lust.

How Im Feeling
well another christmas is done and it seems to be harder on me. i had to hold in all my pain and cry when no body was looking. for those who dont know christmas was my dads b-day. he passed away july 4th 2003. so as u can see its tough on my family and it seems to get harder for me. its been 4 years but the 4th christmas he would have been 75. my dad was ma best friend and i wish i could have gone in his place. but hey yall dont wanna hear all that. just lettin you know what im feeling.

About My Mood
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Happy Holidays To All
I'm a little slow in posting something, but i wanted to wish everyone a Happy Holiday season. Be safe getting back home or anywhere for that matter during this season. I hope your holidays prove to be more relaxing than taxing :)

I Love How We Can Break The Law And Get Away With
I paraphrase of course but this is the response that I was given once by one of the powers that be. That phrase has never been truer than it has in the last 24 hours. I will not use any names in this because that is not why I am writing this. I am not defending anyone or calling anyone out. I just want the events to be known. Note: if you figure names out please don’t add them in your comments. I will delete any comment that has someone specifically named. It started yesterday when a friend was trying to down rate her profile. It then quickly escalated from there. It was suggested that I did it and if you have took 2 seconds to see this persons profile you would know that the idea of me doing it is ludicrous. Then when it was pointed out that I was a friend of, and have in my family, one of his family members his reply was that he didn’t give a f@#^ who was friends of whom. From there it just got plain out ugly. He is now accusing my friend of being a fake. When I stated to h

The 26th ~ Questions Unanswered And In Limbo
They say "the truth can set you free," but free is a very undefined word. One person's definition of free may be "to be without burden," but I've come to find that the truth may be just as burdensome, if not more so, than a lie. When one opens one's emotions to another individual, or room full of people for that matter, they become vulnerable to rejection as well as understanding. An open door into one's soul is an open opportunity for someone else to fill the space with yet another emotion. The warmth and compassion the truth-teller hopes and expects to receive is not always expressed. An awkward silence or avoidance of the subject completely is often the result of this, which may lead to the feeling of regret. Would lying about or suppressing my emotions be more beneficial in the long run? Or is the truth really setting me free into a limbo of unknowing and unexpectedness? Until these questions have been answered, I'll continue to sit in this uneasy limbo-land of uncertainty.

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine. [] 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychoti

I Made It!
Grandma and Dad did not get into a fight. I actually got some presents. The dinner was tasty. I got to go on a walk with my Dad xmas morning. I used doing laundry as an excuse to leave the house every 11 minutes. Productive AND a break from the loud family. Shannon is back tomorrow!!! My little apartment is wonderful (except the part about it being so cold). I'm starting up an independent study for myself. I tried an online Pagan school and did not enjoy it. Our refigerator is full. I got a decent amount of sleep last night. Good things indeed. Too bad I have to work today.

Bah Humbug
So for Christmas I was a big bitch. This holiday season pretty much ruined me. Working at a toy store for the holiday season drained me of any spirit I may have had. I spent Christmas Eve and Day crabby just waiting for it to be over and I feel horrible about how I was. I wasnt exactly being crabby to people, I just wasnt outwardly excited about the whole thing. Yeah, it was great seeing my kids open their gifts but after that I just wanted to go back to bed and sleep the day away. Maybe its partially because I'm sick. But I dont know, Christmas just kinda sucked for me this year. Anyone else have a crappy Christmas? Or maybe someone had an absolutely great one? Tell me stories!

Just Wanna Die
well my ex just called me...they still havent left NY...what the hell am i suppposed to do???????? I sure as hell cant take much more of this shit. I already just wanna disappear and yeah Im one of those ppl who get really depressed and then suicidal...Im not there yet but damn am I ever close...what am I supposed to do???????????????????????? and to add to it hes got her at my stepfathers house....the asshole who told me a year ago that he wasnt my father so I shouldnt give a shit about him. i wanted my daughter to have nothing to do with that drunken asshole

Our Deepest Fear
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?" Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Marianne Williamson

Whats Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds67%Whips67%Biting50%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Commenting On Peoples Blogs
i try to be friends with everyone...tell them what i think... tell them things that have happened to me, shit like that. everyone is entitled to what they think about me, thats fine. as far as me argueing on christmas eve, i wasnt, i was getting my point across....some people "side" with others and some dont. if one man takes care of his kids and pays what he does then congrats..if one man doesnt do that shit then hes a bad man. right? giving people props when they need them is fine, i will surely step up and tell them that. but if one person THINKS they know everything about everyone then hey...id love to have your knowledge. i aint bitchen and i aint complainin so dont take it the wrong way. i WONT comment on someones blog anymore...why? cuz im tired of what I have to say is the wrong thing. that just cuz i wrote something im the bad one and everyone gangs up on me...well hey you dont have to worry about that anymore. cuz i aint doin it.

New Poetry
Beat I'm beat lost... inside out bitten through the bone with frost sick and twisted nauseated with a smile a ghost in the machine killing time for awhile a wrench in the works berserk unspoken and unsung unable to relate marooned left for dead a single bullet and a gun... james c leveroni 11.7.06

Poetry (((fallen)))
THIS LADY HAS TOUCHED ME IN MANY WAYS SHE ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO CURE A BAD DAY NOT KNOWING THIS LADY WOULD BE A SIN IF YOU DONT KNOW HER SHE IS FALLEN A FALLEN ANGEL SHE IS FOR SURE HAS A PURE HEART DOWN TO THE CORE FOR HER FRIENDS SHE IS ALWAYS THERE THIS FALLEN ANGEL I WANTED TO SHARE IF SHE FLYS BY YOU WILL KNOW CAUSE SHE LEAVES A RADIANT GLOW A FALLEN ANGEL ON YAHOO YOU SEE SHE"S ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU AND ME....

Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push ha

Top List Update...3 Hot Girls Needed!
Okie ladies listen up for a bit as I update the latest for the top 15 list of Graphics By Rick's Hottest CT Cherry's. Currently we have 12 girls in place and 3 more are still needed...so here's the deal. Your profile link gets added to my page and then 3 times a week you will be fanned in bulletins that I post here. Being on my top list also allows you, if you wish to have some desktop graphics created for you. Also As some of you may know I run 8 model groups on Yahoo where I do promotions for models and sites, I will add and feature you there also, these groups have a combined membership of 3500 members, that's 3500 potential friends and fans. So don't be shy, step up to the plate and say HeY I want in! message me and let's get this party started. :)

Life...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you look eyes with them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason! Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and

Quiz Time----tarot Card
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

Quiz Time----
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage75%Biting67%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blood67%Blind Folds58%Whips58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Get Your Sexy Name Get Your Sexy Name

The Last Biker
The Last Biker Author Unknown The old ones stand out now, their numbers dwindling down. They're a sad loss to the American scene, these individualists with the worn down clothes and faces. You can still see them sometimes, the real ones, some in packs, not as large as a while ago, sometimes alone. The alone one is the best. One who's been there a long time, staying in the life he loves, never giving into a system that sucks you up like a vortex if you slip just one foot into it. He's got his connections - a few like him that care for and protect each other. Hanging onto the only unique lifestyle left, like old dinosaurs, their faces are leathered and rough by forty, but their eyes still sharp and knowing. Some are gray in the beards and braids, some are limp in the step and some pain in the kidneys. Still they know that no other life is life, but merely a dreary journey into everyone else's monotony. He looks at the new ones, then turns away, knowing they will never know

Smiling With Gasoline Teeth
Breathing fire, the inhalant of desire Undepleted stockpile of pent up will Shrill Is the cry Lungs seem to be pushing out Chest bursting, lips spout Telling happy stories that inspire you to shout Ignite the bloom Swoon As petals wilt into unconsciousness Tell me I’m free to look somewhere esle Absolution of your pompous lust Always seems to make me forget about what I was talking about Like a good boy I set about the act of satisfaction I aim to please And I get distracted from my own passion Holy shit, you’re gonna have to do better then a bit of blood under your dug in fingernails What are you fucking sleeping already?

Former President Ford Dies At 93!
Just when you begin wondering what has happend to folks, then you hear the bad news. He was the only non-elected President the United States has seen when he followed up the scandal of the attempted impeachment process of Richard Nixon. Like James Brown, he also suffered from pneumonia, but it is incredible that he lived such a long time with so many things he had accomplished in his lifetime. See the Austin-American Statesman article, Former President Ford Dies at 93, for futher details about his life. I certainly admired him for the tenacity in being able to pick up the pieces from the shambles caused by President Nixon and the whole Watergate scandle. It is not easy to come in from behind an aftermath to clean up what damage had been done. Peace be with him...

Sick To Death
I am so fuckin sick and tired of EX's!! Why am the one that has to do his dirty work when he decides he is not coming to pick up the boys? Why do I have to be the one to disappoint them? It's just not fuckin fair. He can't leave the past in the past, and it's just tearing us further apart. I dread the phone ringing and seeing his name come across it. If answer, its hell to pay. If I don't he just keeps blowin the fuckin up til I finally do, and by that time I'm pissed, and all shit hits the fan anyway. I was sleeping soundly tonight, then the fuckin rang. I ignored the first 3, but he never stops. So my dumbass answers and its an instant fight. Now I'm awake, pissed, I have a fuckin headache from hell, and I need to rant. I have to tell my boys tomorrow that their daddy is not coming to pick them up again. I get to see the disappointment on their lil faces, not him. I'm kinda sorry for leaving my husband, cause obviously thats all I knew for 7 yrs, but I'm really sorry for what it

Why Do I Even Bother?
im sick of being there for people and worrying about them. I feel almost disrespected... I dont know what to think, say or do. Its in my nature to be there for my friends but its wearing on me when i dont know whats going on. I try so hard to make everyone happy and all it seems to do is make me unhappy. I dont think thats very fair at all. OK so its not really about helping people and all that.... its just ive been so stressed about everything in my life and its been so hard to deal with other people when i feel so miserable myself. I cant explain it, all i kno is ive been a real jerk to some people lately and i cant explain it. I just wish things were easier.. AHH i dont kno how many times ive said that but i do wish that with all my heart. I wish i knew what was going on. I wish i knew what to do about everything. I wish i could make everyone happy. *sigh* but most of all i wish i could do everything right.. be the person everyone wants me to be, because i hate disappointing

???
so i woke up this morning and was like hmmm... i need another change. so what about another piercing??? well were u might ask.. i was thinking nipple piercing. dont have it done. because i rethought it. however, its still sitting there in my head. it would look awesome with my stars on my hips, for the SG shots. hmmmm

How Sexxxy Is This ...
OK A COUPLE KICK ASS GUYS I KNOW IN CONTESTS AND I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF Y'ALL COULD GO DROP SOME COMMENTS( COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED) AND RATE THEM PLEASE !!! JUST GO CLICK ON PICTURES @ BOTTOM AND HELP EM OUT !!! MAD LUV ! XOXOXOXOO THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER ..BEST MORPH..ENDS JANUARY 3,2007 BEN DOVER..SEXIEST MALE ON CT..ENDS DECEMBER 31,2006

Princess's And Other Retarded Bitches.
One of my rants. Here goes. Isnt it HILARIOUS that the fugliest people who (BY LUCK) happen to have mates also have the audacity to write in their profile how "their man is their man and any b* who tries to f* with them..." blah blah "we are together forever and that's just how it is so those of you who dont like it or are jelous..." blah blah. NEWFLASH: NOBODY CARES. NOBODY WANTS YOU AND WHOEVER MIGHT, ISN'T WORTH MUCH ANYWAY. I do not understand how the fugliest people always think that everyone wants them or their "man." To be quite honest, I think that it's their parents fault. Like when they got teased, mommy said "they are just jealous of you." Jealous of WHAT mommy? What exactly? Your 80's do, or your fugly makeup? How about your "princess" shirt? Classy. By the way, I thought that princess shit was over like in '99. Who the fuck considers themself a princess really? Retards and people who arent worth getting to know. Thats who. Yeah, the shit ISNT FUNNY or SPUNKY or CUTE...ITS

Blood~ For Dead Girls Only
The lip bruised by love's excess, then kissed for healing and apology, but kissed for sweet salt's taste as well. The blue pulse in the turning wrist, The blue pulse in the elbow's pit, The blue pulse on the neck, The blue pulse in the thigh, in the hollow of the groin: Kissed, each, once and then again. The rose suffusion of blood: a layer of skin below the skin, warm garment of living blood, love's body paint, love's mantle, Kissed again and then once more, with lips that ride the surface of desire like a drifting merlin, riding the body's currents, the wings of desire, the winds of desire. The bleeding chalice of the moon: Kissed lovingly, baptizing love and lover. Love is like wine–good white, good red. Love is like blood–hot, liquid, necessity.

Loneliness
Loneliness has become my best friend Loneliness and I Will be as one until the end I feel him during the night Experience him through the day Loneliness seems to become the only way I know so many people But does anybody know me When I am in their presence What is it that they see? I’ve been wondering a lot lately Maybe it’s really me Inside or outside There HAS to be something wrong Because time after time I don’t fit in Where everybody gets a long Or maybe I expect too much from others I guess friendship is fantasy I’ll stop expecting; start accepting At least I’ve got Loneliness here with me..

Thongs
You scored as Silk. There is just something about silk that gives a woman elegance...it resembles a woman that is collected and knows what she wants. Lace100%Silk100%Thong bikini67%Chains50%What type of thong do you like on girls (ex. lace, chains,) GUYS ONLYcreated with QuizFarm.com

I'm Sorry
I just wanted to say I am sorry to all my freinds and fans for not being on Chedrrytap in a while. I was hella busy with the holidays and depression hit me bad too so that didn't help. I am slowly working my self out of my depression and will try to get to everyone's pages over the next week. Please hang in there i am not ignoring anyone I promise. So Happy new year everyone. I love each and everyone one ya'll. ~~baby girl~~

I Am Moving
Well, 7 more days until I take off to drive from mountain home, arkansas, to winnemucca nevada. Wish me luck, and pray for no snowstorms.ha. my luck it'll ice the whole way. Anyways, have the opportunity to make 4-6 more dollars an hour, plus have a house to buy for 400 a month, and I pay 850 a month in rent here. So hell ya I am moving!!!!!!!!! hope someone prays for my ass i will need it. Anyone wanna loan me 400 bucks so I can pay off my computer before I move so I do not have to give it back?( lol I had to try....):( but seriousley I paid over 2 thou on it, owe 400, but can't pay it off. so i have to give it back. sux ass. but thats ok i guess.hope everyone had a merry xmas. jen

Sick :(
The office manager at my job has had a nasty cold for 3 weeks. She can't seem to get rid of it and now I think its been passed to me. I work in an animal hospital and we have a network of phones throughout the building. So on any given day most of the staff has used each phone at least once for something or other and has left their germs on the receiver. For the last couple of days I've had the sniffles but then today I woke up this morning with a VERY scratching throat, my nose all stuffed up, my body aching, and just feeling entirely icky :( And I have so much to do today. In other news... last night I went in to the city to see the Christmas tree at Rockefeller Center and the animated snowflakes on the building of... Saks 5th Avenue(?). My first time seeing them. Lots of fun. Lots of pictures. As soon as I have the time to sit down and install the software and figure out how to transfer things off of my digital camera to here I will. Anyways, must start my day now... but not bef

The News On My Car
At 5:30 AM this morning I received a call about my car.It seems I wont be getting my car back.Who ever the individuals were that stole my car also decided to set it on fire.Please excuse me while I go cry some more. I still am in shock that this happened.

Hey Everyone!! Smooch!!
I hope everyone had an awesome Christmas!! Just wanted to say HELLO to everyone!! Sending Lovin' out to everyone also!! Smooch!! Been sick the last few days and i go back to work today. grrrr. I'm Pulling doubles Thursday & Friday. But off after that until next Wednesday! Wooo Hooo. I'll send everyone something this weekend. I have figured out how to get around the "spam" thingy.. wooo hooo... just take a little bit long. Wishin' everyone a happy New Year!! Ya'll are AWESOME!! SMOOCH!! MUAAHHHHHH!!

If It Is???
...because if it's love, you will know.... ...because if it's love, life will show you... ...because if it's love, you can look past the shallows.... ...because if it's love, you will endure pain.... ...because if it's love, vulnerability will be your guide.... ...because if it's love, honesty is the rule.... ...because if it's love, the past will be a mold.... ...because if it's love, mutual respect is a work in progress.... ...because if it's love, detachment is possible.... ...because if it's love, there will be no butterflies.... ...because if it's love, 15 minute arguments are common... ...because if it's love, it may not be forever.... ...because if it's love, it's worth it...today...and tomorrow.

--brief Interlude--
This is the first part of a story I wrote elsewhere on the web. If you want more of it give me a yell. ---------------------------------------------- Mighty Cthulhu rose, and madness followed. We all felt in our dreams at first. Uncomfortable, vague sensing that bad things were on the way. I remember waking in my apartment in Nebraska dreaming of the sea. During the day as I went to work, I noticed people acting differently. Some walked as if in the grips of somnombulance, a dazed expression and jerky movements, as if they were constantly startled. Others had an almost manic frenzy about them, pursuing some unknown goal. I walked the few blocks to my office building and found the place deserted. Phones were ringing, but the receptionist had a glazed look about her. “Kathy?” She looked up. “Uh, yeah…” “You ok? Need some coffee or something?” “No, I’m fine I was just thinking about this dream I had…” she looked off into space. I snapped my fingers in front of

O Boy...
Hey my sexy friends... Whats up? Will we got 4 more wounderful days before 2007.. I\'m so excited.... so again.. please tell me your plans for your New Years??? Me im goin to go party my ass off then come home and make a speacial dinner. Feel free to leave your comments i love reading them

Cowards!!!! A Message To Haters!
COWARDS!!! I'M SORRY YOUR A HATER YOU RATE MY PHOTOS A 7 BUT DON'T SHOW WHO YOU ARE...WHAT'S THE DEAL WITH THAT? ARE YOU THAT UN ATTRACTIVE? HEY I'LL TELL YOU WHAT...IF YOUR THAT FUGLY...I'LL GIVE YOU SOME OF MY TEN'S JUST ASK...I'LL TRY N MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOUR SELF!

Instuctions 4 The Neddy (clit 101)
Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it? There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know. I've seen plenty of them. They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes; some are tucked inside like a little girl's cunnie and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nested in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during love-making. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to get her off. So all the time you'

Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Militar

I Am So Smart!
so some of you know im joining the army. well, i took the pre asvab today and i scored a hell of a lot higher than i thought i would. i got a 79. the recruiter said the one i took on the computer is harder than the actual one im going to take on the 8th. david is so proud of me. hell i am too. i thought i was going to do a lot worse. I still cant believe that i did that well. im still going to get some books to study up on the sections that i didnt do so well in. theres no harm in wanting to do better

A Wish
Sometimes I look up at the stars at night, Wishing that you were holding me tight. I hold back the tears before they slide down my cheek, Praying to God to keep me strong, not weak. I make a wish in the deepness of my heart, that soon we'll be together, not so far apart. I think of all the good times we have shared, I want you to know that I'll always care. I want you to hold me and never let me go, I miss you and love you, just thought I'd let you know.

Modeling Pics
ahhhh so i'm back at it again briefly with my outspoken ways...one day someone is going to curse me out in the comments of my blog...........oh well... so this is in regards to modeling pics. now dont get me wrong, there are some very nice looking modeling pics. tastefully done, some arent so tasteful, just a wide range some good some bad. but yanno, why would someone have nothing but modeling pics up in their profile? i can understand maybe they want to show them off and think they look great and all ( and some do ) but they put up all those pics and then wonder why people think they are fake? think they arent real, etc... can you really be that stupid? are you new to the internet? they get offended as if there have NEVER been any fakers on the net.....ooooooooh noooooooo. just FYI most guys like REGULAR, NORMAL, EVERYDAY pics... we like to see you in sexy stuff YES we like to see you in nothing yes but we like to see pics that arent takin by professional photographers. we

Pointless
I hate whiny crybaby attention whore guys. I swear some men are worse than women when it comes to gossip and whining. That is all :) Oh oh oh oh oh...Make SURE everyone rates my blog too because, see they shouldnt rate it cuz its good. They should rate it cuz I said so! (this is totally sarcastic BTW) oh Happy Holidaze too!

Atkins Or Bust...atkins Or Bust...i'm A Fat Whore
i am so out of control. i dont get it. i do so well for a little while, and then i go INSANE. if ya havent paid attention to my shit, i gained 3 lbs since weigh in day. and you would think that would give me motivation to do better...but no!! it makes me do WORSE. like here in a minute, i'm about to order a damn pizza. yeah, good idea fatty. so tomorrow, i'm starting the atkins diet. i am i am. it works. i'm gonna do it until i get down to 120 pounds, and then i'm gonna control myself really hard, so if i get back up to around 125, thats fine, but i'll try not to. i threw the atkins plan out a long time ago...even though it did work on me once. one of my friends was looking at pictures of me and he made a comment about how skinny i looked in this one picture...and i'm like oh yeah that was thanks to atkins. you can maintain your weight after losing it with atkins...you just cant go all insane and eat 45 pizzas after you lose the weight. LOL okay i was exaggerating, but you know

Bored At Work...
I am bored at work...This really sucks...Somebody please save me before I go insane... FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Two Years Clean......
Wow......I'm two years clean yesterday.....clean from a horror known as methanphetamine. Yeah and i'm definitely proud of myself because it's such a battle. People don't know what i have to deal with daily and weekly. For those of you who don't know me as well, here's the deal: I used to be a meth junkie. I just smoked the stuff and snorted it all the time (never ever got the nerve to shoot it up, thank god), but I was REALLY BAD on this stuff. I originally started doing it for work purposes to stay alert (and this was when I was 11 years old). after that job was over, I stopped for a bit then went back on it. I slowly became more and more and more addicted and soon....I was spending all of my money on it. I stole for it. That shit had me on a fucking leash! I would do whatever for it (almost whatever hahaha). For the uneducated, meth eats away your muscles and fat. I shrank down a lot. I used to be very thick and chunky, and then meth solved that problem....and adding a new one: addic

Religion #1
ok i labled this one #1 because i'm SURE there will be more to come. besides i get side tracked easily while ranting so i know i'll forget something or loose my train of thought and have to come back again..... so much for short term memory, and if you got that joke then shame on you....lol anyway, i just read this mum about religion, well actually it was about the bible. and it asked if people believed everything thats in it. and of course there where several diff answers and view points. but my view is this. regardless of what you believe, instead of getting wrapped up in all the details why not look at the whole picture. YES the story tells you about jesus, etc... but instead get what its trying to tell you. is it soooooo wrong to tell people to treat each other right, to act like decent human beings? thats basically what it boils down to. You shall have no other gods before Me. You shall not make wrongful use of the name of the Lord your God Remember the Sabbath day, a

Death Of A President And All Hail The Hypocrites
Yah know, I may come off as being very unpatriotic and that is not the case but when I woke up thus morning and heard that President Gerald Ford had died, other than feeling for his family, I was like "so what". For those flag wavers who are not up on their history. Gerald Ford was the first president never to be elected to the office. Each other President who had gained the office by death of a president had been been later elected at least once. Now, check this out. Gerald Ford was not even the Vice-President by selection. He gained the office following the resignation of Spiro Agew, the Vice President under Nixon. So, Agnew resigns, Ford moves up, Nixon is forced to step down under the Watergate scandal and Ford moves up again. Kinda like a lucky pawn in a chess game. Ford spent 1973-74 as vice president and 74-77 as president (the books stretch is since inaguration of the 1976 President Elect is sworn in during the month of January). Ford did not figure out on his o

Questions
Why does the strongest emotion the human society is capable of is also the most painful? Why does love hurt so much? Then why is it when we finally get over a love that is lost, we would rather feel the pain than being comfortably numb? Once we have the pain, why is it we can never seem to get enough? Someone once said "it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all", Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have never loved at all.

Do U Respect It
if u dont like this country .... where if u eat mcdonalds 2 times a week ur richer than any one in the world, if u own a car and are able to take ur family out kneel down and thank god u were born here cuz every other country they pray for that chance i know a lady who grew up in england and she was so poor she thought only the quenn could fly in a plane and stay in a hotel she made all her own clothes but she knew love she didntsit in front of her big screen tv complaining about how hard they have it , how they cant make their payymnet on their boat and beach house ............. grow up u dont deserve the blessings uve benn given be careful it could all vanish no one in this country knows what it is to suffer ur kids die so u can complaain and u cant even give their memories a good place to rest i hope u get what u sow

Contest Again!!
Hello everyone who reads this yes I'm sorry to say this but yes another contest so if you would please help me win this time. I lost my first one ya know but hey thats ok cuz there are others right? But anyways here is the link oh and the contest is called the hottest girl of 07' so here is the link and thank you for your time it will be greatly appreciated.

Torture Me With You
Lick my tears as ice meets hell, slipping away the sugar that winter holds under the cold image of a sun. Not our sun. You reply. Encase my saliva in the spools of thread, you whisper through sewn lips of reactions to scarlet letters that your father carves to the curves of our hands…not your hands. Tormented memories of you and I, I and you, the beloved chemistry of two, while pillars collapse under the house of Rome, suffocation of my will, justification of yours. Tweeze my lungs with the penetration of a predator, mangled energies of witches on Eastwick, across the Earth swallowing solace in space, under umbrellas of broken window… pains you will never escape. Confusion sets the illusion that buries your bones in the glow of my skin, polish the pretty smile, the pretty person, the pretty heart and I will slice it as a servant does with bread. I reply. Holding captive yours will hold hostage mine as I beg, you beg, bringin

Lol I Dont Know I Felt Like It
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

I Cried For You
Gentle soul I can not ease your journey nor tell you where it is your steps must fall I can not turn back time nor erase what's done fate will not bend to the will of mortals and my tears cannot wash away your pain or regret I can do naught but lend these meager hands to help you up should you stumble I can offer no solution but lend these shoulders to help support your burdens I can work no spell but lend this heart to listen when you need to speak or comfort where you will let me I wish only for the gods/goddesses to bless you with the strength to weather the storm that your wounds will mend that your heart will sing once more that your smile will reach your eyes that your inner beauty will shine with light of a thousand stars again without the clouds of sorrow as cover that you will see tomorrow with new hope I can give you nothing but my friendship support and love and pray that that will be enough

A Poem I Found.........so Very Moving To Me.
Morning Poem I woke early one morning The Earth lay cool and still When suddenly a tiny bird Perched on my window sill He sang a song so lovely So carefree and so gay That slowly all my troubles Began to slip away He sang of far off places Of laughter and of fun It seemed his very trilling Brought up the morning sun I stirred beneath the covers Crept slowly out of bed Then gently shut the window And crushed his fucking head. I'm not a morning person. Ha ha ha ha ;)

Later
will be leaving in case anyone wants to know!! Need to get back to reality in my own world! If you care or care to write you can reach me at jethro201_99@yahoo.com. To those who have reached out, thanks so much, come say hi as often as you can out at Yahoo or messenger. Muuaahhh!!! to all you lovely hearted people. BE sweet, cause i know you are sexy!! ;) James

Life Strikes Again ......
I just was not prepared for this. I was ready for lots of things in this relationship. I knew there would be flings. I knew there would be lovers. I knew there would be others in our bed. I could handle all of that. Don't even have a problem with any of that. I never thought I would have to deal with the fact that My Husband would tell Me that He is "In love" with someone else Inafatuated with, I can handle. In lust with, I can handle. In Like with, I can handle. I am not so sure I can handle "In Love" with. He says He still loves Me. He says He will Never leave Me. He Says He would die if He lost Me. He wants Me to share. If I have to share My Husband, she is the best choice. I don't want to deny him this happiness He is so rarely truely happy He must need this I know she needs this I just don't know if I can handle it. Don't know if I want to handle it. Don't know if I have a choice. not if I want to stay with him any way. If I want to stay with him I have

Flashed
Flash, like a slash in the dark Fingertip dipped in wrath, carving designs across my stark Naked back The crash of well defined flesh A mesh of a bloody mess Divisions drowned in red Not really woozy but there is a distinct spin to my head A swirling of my sight Swirling into your knife Twist it a little bit more Make me feel it I like the taste of it Taste it, it’s great Get on your knees and drown in my lake Flowing dangerously now You’re so fucking sexy Lookitchoo Smiling in my messy That is so damn cute So cute I want to slap you But first just rip me up a little more And then I’ll tie you up and make your skin sing Sing a song of reddening

Euphoria
i love that feelong ,..when you first get to know someone.. that butterflies in the stomache..can't eat & can't sleep... can't wait till i talk to yuo agoin absolute euphria just at the mention of their name feeling. lol.. yeah i am a nerd..a sap if you will. But I can't help it. I have tryed to change.. be more tough. but it never lasts..as i amm all softy to the core. I am a sucker for big puppy dog eyes , a coy smile and a few well worded compliments. I know this about me, and unfortunatly..so does everyone who ever comes in contact with me. Now I know you are thinking.. how can that be bad? Well... lemme explain. For those seldom few i ahve run across..that truly want to know me..the true me..amd treat me with the same kind of kindness and gentleness i put forth.. it's a good thing. As i play no real games and am veryfourth coming. But then there is the dark side of it all..and that's what scares the shit out of me. There are all these dark people out there just waiting for a dummy

Abc's Of Patriotism
A--Accept that you're not alone. The people of the United States will stand strong and united through any crisis. B--Buy America. Help the wounded economy make a full recovery. C--Celebrate today, because you're part of one of the greatest nations beneath the sun. D--Don't panic because of what you hear on the news or read in the paper. E--Embrace the ones you love and cherish family values. F--Fly the flag proudly. Many people have fought and died for it. G--Greet each dawn with optimism. Remember President Franklin Roosevelt's words: "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself..." H--Honor the constitution and all the liberties it grants you. Honor the liberties it grants other Americans as well. Many have fought to give you these privileges. I--Instill a sense of American pride in your children. Teach them the many reasons why they should be glad to be part of this great nation. J--Join the ranks of those who refuse to be bullied or frightened by foreig

Pretty
Serrated, filleted, splayed, enraged Stir up the pulp and take shape Sin engulfed in skin Ash washing the wind Seeing through the binge Gorge on floating pilgrims Peasants bred dead Looking at what was said Seeing not the mistakes of the dead Lying down on a lie of a bed The sheets have lied The mattress pays the price The headboard rolls the dice And we all just fucking die Bang my head against some high end white kitchen tiles It takes a while before they shatter But when they do the combination of broken porcelain and blood splatter is Well quite pretty really

Shoulder Pain
well this sucks the day after xmas of all things i have to screw up my shoulder so bad that i can barely use my arm and it hurts so bad i could scream. I fell about 2 ft out a window and fractured it bruised the tendons severely and dislocated it how fun and I have to type with one hand and it sucks. Luckily i have some friends who are helping me but its going to be a long battle....

The Beginning Of A Poem
I'm lost in this empty place searching for what once was me hope that I can remove this mask but yet fearing what you might see If I hide away all I once was Will I ever know who I'm not Can I ever feel love for anyone If love I truely sought

Hmmmmmmm Is He Right??
FOR THOES THAT KNOW ME AND WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME... bE HONEST. i HAD A DISCUSSION WITH A FRIEND AND HE SAYS " di yer a very lovable person i bet a lot of people love ya but there chicken to say something 1--you have this hard core outer shell u come off as a hard ass bitch but inside the people who know u know way different i know the wall is up its a defence mecanisim yer looks--yer beautiful and i know more people think soo-yer just puttin a wall up i know ya been hurt and its natrual i did it too ive had the walls up be4 you have this araua(sp) about you u have friends ALL over the world hunny every 1 loves you and i can see why.... should i go on? DO YOU THINK HES RIGHT???? pLEASE THIS IS SERIOUS........

Friends!!!!!
This Is For All My Friends!!! I am here to make friends. I am not here to hook up with anyone I am very happy in a realtionship if you haven't noticed. If you are a true friend I would have more comments on my pictures. Instead of just looking hoping it is going to be something naughty well sorry. I will not be posting anything like that at all anymore so if that is what kind of friend you are to me .... PLEASE DELETE ME OFF YOUR LIST!!!!

The Soldier's Girl
The Soldier's Girl They had a good life up until now. Dating for a year, they hung out on the weekends and thought about possibly planning a future together. They talked about what their future may hold, if they are meant to be together, and what tomorrow may bring. Neither wanted to really talk about reality, if they could commit. I mean really commit. Who wants to get married nowadays anyways when living together is comfortable? They had both been married, had kids, and divorced. And who wants that again. He never really knew his ex-wife deep down. He thought he did, of course. He liked this girl, a lot. She was funny, smart, great in bed, and just fun to be around. But just because she is around today doesn't mean she will be around tomorrow. They were just living in the moment. Because all anyone really has is now. He opened the mail just like on any other day. Once in a while he would receive a piece of mail with her first name but his last name. They had received a free ba

Just Before You Go To Sleep...
What goes through your mind between the time you lay in bed and when you fall asleep? Here is a synopsis: US CITIZEN How am I going to pay this high electric bill for the winter months? Will I get a bonus on New Year's from work? Is my broccoli fresh enough for dinner or need I replace it? Will postage rates go up? New stamps are so inconvenient. Will I get faster Internet service one day? Should I wash my car tomorrow? DoI have enough dog food for tomorrow or need I go to Petco? Did I leave clothes in the washer? Is my recycling bin full? IRAQI CITIZEN Will my AK-47 fire if I need it to tonight? Are all the bullets good in the magazines? How will I get food enough for my family tomorrow? What new route to work need I take to stay out of sight? US SOLDIER Weapon cleaned. Check. Ammunition loaded. Check. Pistol under pillow. Check. Mid-month paycheck sent home to family. Check. Battle-Buddy is well. Check. Made peace with God. Check. Will up to date.

Dear Service Person...
...that is how my Christmas card was addressed today. It came from someone somewhere. There was no signature or return address, but there was a message. It appeared that whoever wrote the card may have wished anonymity. It is interesting that the Christmas card was sent blindly, obviously to an anonymous troop. It just so happened to come to me. The message was not meant for me specifically of course, but rather it was the person's feeling of all service members in general. I have been chosen to accept the message. And as the message came to me as a representative of the military, my reply is destined to go out not the writer, but to the public. This may be a non-specific reply, but it is meant to be just as personal as this Christmas card is to me now. Dear Citizen, I'm a citizen too. Our way of life is very important to me. It is important that my Mother be able to see her grandkids and celebrate their birthdays. it is important that my brother has the chance to race

One Of Our Mission Statements - From Fakebusters
One of our core mission statements is that NO matter how hard and long we are baited by accusations, drama, attacks or whatever anyone wants to throw our way, the dedicated staff here at fakebusters will not be drawn into any variety of it other than the ones involving fakes and busting them. Some people have resulted to posting default pics that clearly aren't them looking for us to take the bait. We are veterans here. And know the game. And we can sleep nights knowing we are doing the right thing. And those that support us can too! Everyone's entitled to their opinions, and we encourage that. It's what makes CherryTap light years ahead of myspace. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT! - The Staff At Fakebusters.

Kiss Me On My Forehead
Kiss me on my forehead And lay me down to sleep Kiss away my tears And pray my soul to keep Hold me in the darkness Chase away nightmares Hold me tightly to you Far from accusing stares Whisper softly to me Quietly through the night Whisper words of love And cuddle me so tight Hold my hand in yours Lay so close together Hold onto this feeling We'll make it last forever Kiss me on my forehead As I slowly close my eyes Kiss me on my lips As we say our last goodbyes

Eating Pooh Nanny
abundant population of bi[trendy]sexual females..Sooo here's a few simple methods I've had in my arsenal for quite some time... 1.First and foremost it's easier to make a girl cum by eatin' her pussy as opposed to fuckin' her..A lot of you men don't know that 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on top...reason being so we can stimulate the clit...So the key is...Eat pussy first...Make her cum a few times...Numb her up...Then beat the pussy up however u please... 2.Now once you are in between her legs don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...Take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is... 3.Lick her inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around her pussy lips...kiss the lips etc...Finally once you've got your tongue on her clit...This is what u do...(you can use your hands to spread her lips here if you want...That's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread...So you have easier acc

Come To Realize
I have come to realize that alot of this site is not about getting the friends, and keeping them, but only worring about increaseing that rank.. Well I have come to the decision that after the first of the year, the ones that I have heard nothing from them over the past month, I just going to have to x-nay them. The ones that I talk to quite often, well they will be staying with me.. but the others... well lets just say that they CKMS.....

Fun Quiz
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting92%Blood75%Whips67%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Good Day !
Good morning/good afternoon/good day to one and all! Have to cover all the time zones, lol! Hope everyone is having a good week. I, for one, am ready for 2006 to be over! On to 2007. Wasn't a bad year, by any means; just strange! I'm ready for the guys to be back in school! They are such a cranky bunch! A couple have homework/projects due the first day back and not one has done much more than get a start on it. I hope they aren't expecting me to do it because it isn't going to happen!! Lots of running around today. Taylor is having his spleen checked out, lol! Then some family visits to take care of. Everyone wants to see my piercings,lmao! After complaining about them, of course, lol. OK, I know, I'm not your usual grandma! Surgery and funeral, to end the year, tomorrow. I'm definitely ready for 2007! My sister is off to her adventure in Hawaii on Monday, bright and early. I'm really going to miss her! Have a great day, everyone! Much love and hugs to all! Blessings!

Figures
You scored as Red. Your heart is red. You are full of anger and hate, possibly even jealousy. You will never be happy until the person(s) that have made you a fuck up get what they deserve. You want revenge, and you feel you'll never be satisfied until you get it. Sometimes it's easier to just let go, but sometimes you'll never give up on getting what you/they deserve.Red79%Blue64%Yellow61%White57%Pink50%Green43%Black36%Orange36%Purple14%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Moody!!!
We all get grouchie! As amatter of fact im feelin it to...but despite it further im given away sum hugss and lots of love to you!!!Hope ur Holidays dont turn that blue!!for the Love i send!! is also for the world to!! and this be my pray to all of you!! Calvin!

Blood Rage (poem)
Sick and tired of your lies See the rage within my eyes everyday intensifies Pain inside is all I know Seed of hate is what you sow Feed it well and watch it grow Fuck it all and fuck you too I hate you for all you do These feelings are nothing new You're the source of my dismay Cannot stand another day Wish you'd go the hell away Your push always come to shove Hatred has replaced all love On my hands I want your blood Watch you under blood red sky Want you dead and it's no lie Cross my heart I hope you die I can spit back in your face You'll vanish without a trace Leave behind the human race Layed to rest, I lay you down Hide your body, won't be found Buried 6 feet underground Finally freed from this cage Can now silence my blood rage On this time, I turn the page

Freak In Bed Test, I Got A 48 :p
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF T

What I Want
I'm one of those people that doesn't need a lot in life. I like a lot but I don't need a lot. I think, the way the world is today, that it's harder to be nice and positive and a good person than it is to be an ass. Everywhere I go, I see such nastiness and rudeness and I think it's such a huge waste. All those people you're being mean to could be the greatest people you'd ever know. I spent far too long being that way. I felt like because the world hurt me so bad, it owed me something. It doesn't. There's always going to be good and bad. You have to decide what's worth being and then be it. I'm a cashier. It's not the most prestigious job in the world but I'm good at it. I do it well and I like it. I've been told many times that people love being rung up by me because I smile a lot and am nice. That means so much to me, considering where I was just a few years ago. I live with my boyfriend of 5 years. Yes to the question everyone asks: we will get married someday. We

Fighting With The Ex Husband
Well Jeremy and I got into another fight i brought it up about him screwing other people and other men and he threw it into myface so i through into his face about my surgery and how he didnt give me enough time to recover- We still love each other i feel but i know if we tried to work on it we really could- So now beucase him and i dislike each other so much im stuck here at my dads house woth -a senile grandmother -my 25 year old sister -her 6 year old daughter -35 year old brother in law -1 year old nephew -my dad So im sleeping on the couch! There isnt evena room here for me or anything- So i dont know what to do Im ready to go stay in a shelter just to be away from my family beucase they alldrive me so insane! theres so much drama and noice with the kids i wanna be in bed and alsepp by 9 ish but grandma has to watch the news at midnight its crazy and I hate it here. Its so hard for me to do anything with all my medicall issues. O new drama my sister lost her w

~happy New Year~
Thank you to all my friends who havn't forgotten about me. Will be back online very soon. Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. Have a happy and safe New Year...don't do anything I wouldn't do, which isn't tomuch..lol...Have fun but be safe. Luv Bunches Cheryl Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Funny Fakes!
IF YOU LOOK AT ALL THE FUNNY COMMENTS FROM THE LITTLE DRONES ON OUR PROFILE ASKING FOR A SALUTE!THEN WE GET VARIFIED!NOW EAT YOUR OWN WORDS HATERS!WE JUST LAUGH!CAUSE IF YOU CLICK ON ALL THIER PAGES THEY HAVE A KNOWN FAKE AS A FRIEND!AND THE FUNNIEST THING IS YOU WHO LEAVE HATE COMMENTS GAVE US POINTS ANYWAYS!

Thank You Sooo Much From The Bottom Of My Heart!!
I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU!!! TO EVERYONE WHO REPOSTED THE BULLETIN TO RIP THE CANDLE IN MEMORY OF AELIYAH. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THE CANDLE AND STILL WANT IT..YOU CAN STILL RIP IT TO SAVE TO YOUR PICTURE GALLERY TO KEEP HER MEMORY ALIVE. SHE WAS A PRECIOUS LITTLE 4 YEAR OLD GIRL WITH SO MUCH TO GIVE... PLEASE MAKE SURE TO STOP BY AND SHOW LOVE TO HER FAMILY MEMBERS... HER AUNT booshine**Kiss Ur Kids Cause You never know when you can loose them!!**@ CherryTAP HER UNCLE Falcon69**Missing Aeliyah**@ CherryTAP ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ONE LAST TRIBUTE TO AELIYAH... REST IN PEACE LITTLE ANGEL SOAR HIGH WITH THE ANGELS YOU WILL BE MISSED, BUT ALWAYS LOVED AND ALWAYS REMEMBERED ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* One Sweet Day - Featuring Boyz Video - Mariah Carey lyrics

The "now"
I’ll make my future by living in the “Now”? But, even when I’m living that future I’ll still be living in the “Now”??….sound strange doesn’t it? But…it is so true…We as human being always strive for a future...…but we never truly live in the present…or as some may call it in living in the “Now”…. We don’t truly take in all moments that fall upon us, weather it’s watching the sun go down….or how many full moons we have seen…can you count those?…no…because we don’t pay enough attention to those things….the “very simple things”……we are to busy running around and….aiming for a future to have something more then we already have…. Never enjoying the present moment cause we are always looking ahead….and not “stopping to smell the rose’s”…….I understand that saying now more then ever…. We put a timetable on ourselves, for our future…I’ll give you an example…..” Like I would be married before I was 30 and I was thinking this when I was 18”….and for years I thought I would be, but….that didn’t h

Memory...part Iii...
it was early morning when i came back from work...emotionally drained and overwhelmed after one night on stage...the rush of adrenalin calmed after the spot lights were turned off...i found you sitting in the dark ...in the rain ...outside my door...the glisten of your teardrops caught by the street lights...i held you close...felt your body shivering...didn't know whether it's from the coldness of the rain or your heart... i'd always accepted you without question...but at that particular moment...i wished you'd let me know what made you sad...i could kissed away your tears...but that wouldn't take away your pain...i'd felt so much hurt in you...so much sadness...and my heart had bled for you....it's so strange how we could share so much of our lifes together for so long and yet there's so much of you i didn't know...you're still a stranger to me...after loving you for so long...i'd learned to stay outside your dark world...a world i'd never be able to enter...no matter how hard i tr

I Am So Glad To Have Great Friends
This is a blog to to say I couldn't have made it very far without the friends I have especially my two lovely sisters Penny and Anne, and we cant forget the most wonderful lady of them all Connie. I wanted to say thank u for being there for me when I needed u guys the most. U guys are a great family to have I dont need anyone else. I cry sometimes just thinking that I may lose one of u as a friend or family but that wont happen and I know we now have a bond that cant be broken no matter what.....

Rules And Contestants!!!!
Today the doors open up for the sexiest lady on cherry tap!!!!! The Contest will start on 12-28-2006 at 7 p.m. central time and end on 01-04-06 at 7 p.m. central time. Here are the rules for the contest: 1. This is for fun! I will not tolerate any garbage of leaving dumb comments on other contestants comments. you do YOU'RE BANNED!!!! 2. Comment bombings are welcome. 3. Rates are welcome as well ( will be used to break a tie) 4. Again I stress, have fun!!! 5. Contestants, repost in a blog and a bulletin!! Make sure you get your people to vote for you!!!! Good luck to all the contestants!!!! Here are the contestants: Irreplaceable Busty Blonde IndieAngel mlmssy Summer Power Girl The Real JoAnna Sexy Moma msssable50 Jami VyXyN There you have it ladies and gentlemen. The fun is about to commence!!!!

New Year..new Me?
well i think i am bound by the rules of the upcoming new year..i plan to quit smoking..lose weight..and finish my associates this year..wish me luck..we all know how long these new years dreams last..but we shall see..i really am feeling more motivated this year than i ever have...kisses

Advices Before I Die
The bright sun is set. The heart beats of my life Is at its ends. It is time to die, Leaving the love, the family, And the friends. The time you will hear, That I am dead, don't shed a drop of tear. thinking it was my destiny, Accept it as it is all fair. The time you will hear, That I am no more. don't cry, so I could leave happily. You can do that much for me, I am sure. Don't feel bad for my death, As I don't wish to live anymore. Let me die, as There is no hope left to live for. Come, And comfort everyone. Join my family, Be around them. Be there, For the final goodbye, As for me, You are one of them. Don't feel guilty, For the times You hurt me, I have already forgave you. Please do the same for me, For the times I bothered you. Whenever you remember me, Take out my poems, As they are all written for you. Read them, Yet don't shed tears, Knowing how much I loved you. Don't let anyone rip them, Or publish them anywhere. Because

Brennan
WOW! I READ THIS BULLETIN AND WAS MOVED TO TEARS.....AS WRITTEN BY BRENNANS UNCLE FLAMEWALKER..... Yesterday was one of the hardest days that a family has to endure... There is no time right for burying a loved one..there is no good way... Last night on the way home Julie and I tried to come up with just a short way to describe it...and we came up with "inexplicably overwhelming"..and "breathtaking"....and even that is not good enough to describe the feelings..the deep emotions..the pride and the tears. I found myself actually holding my breath at moments..so as not to weep out loud. Many of you are asking if the protestors showed...If they did...the family did not see them..we were assured by the police that their "event"..would be no event....The Patriot Guard showed up in full force...we saw "snipers" dressed in black....They weren't "hiding"...We guessed that they wanted there presence known...I suppose if we "saw" some...there were many others we couldn't se

Shawn
I broke up with a great guy.. maybe the greatest guy I had ever been with. The only guy that never beated me nor put me in the hospital. The man that treated me like a Queen, for what? Because I though the relationship was moving to fast and I got scared. I pushed him away and hurt him more then I can imagine. However I remained in his house. I met someone else, and being me with a kind heart fell for the whole "I dont have nowhere to live" line. I talked my ex into letting the new guy move in. Was with the new guy for some time. I ended up having some deep feelings for him. Promised me a ring and all that. then one day..... BAM! I find out hes sleeping with a neighbor across the street. He was back together with his suppose ex. Not only that, I found out about even more girls. Then the one thing that hurt the most of all. I found out he played me like a piano and never loved me, everything he has ever told me was a lie. I had no choice but to break up with him. However... I was not

Dark Poetry For Your Viewing Pleasure...
Farewell to Fantasy Yesterday… White patent Mary Jane’s, Shuffle ever so slightly, Closer, to moss covered stones. She clutches a precious penny, Securely, in her little hand, Her eyes squeezed shut… Upon soft, silent lips, A fevered prayer… Innocently, trusting to the end. With a toss, anxiously given, *Plunk* Everything riding on this hopeless wager… Made desperate by hopes and fears, Disillusioned tears dry on her pillow.. A plea, left sadly unanswered. The Wishing Well has gone dry. Today… Overgrown and rotting with age, All the wishes have been stolen, Then, determinedly drowned, In ready to use, plastic gratification. Fairytales turned commercial, Mocking tender memories, Everything Technicolor loud, In Hi-Def Plasma ways. Corporate pushers, sling the crack, Stoned on Reality, we need the fix, Survival, a game show… Degradation, for the Almighty Dollar. Entertainment, our soul salvations, No longer satisfied in simple

Compassions
A SALUTE TO THOSE WHO ALONE SURVIVE A PRAYER FOR THOSE WHO STRIVE TO BE BETTER A HAND FOR THOSE STANDING ON THE PRECIPICE MY STRENGTH TO HELP YOU SURVIVE MY CONVICTIONS TO USE AS A SHELTER MT SHOULDER FOR YOU TO LEAN ON IN SILENCE PEACE TO ALL ,AND A BETTER YEAR TO COME SKB

Not Only Lust
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com In loving someone, I cannot tell, The thought of lust, A continous bell, Kissing and touching, Is this really love? Could we live without it? Is it something we're above? Do we need the touch of another, The caress of his lips, Those warm arms around us, When the cold winter nips? Could we deny pleasure, Or is that all we are? And if we went slower, Would we really go far? Would we hold on forever, And never let go? Or aren't you here forever? These questions I must know. For if you're here for love, I'll love you till I die, But if your here for only lust, Im sorry, goodbye. What does lust know of crushed dreams and broken memories, of tears like rushing rivers and endless waves of pain? Lust - focused on satisfaction in the present not acknowledging the past not concerned with the future except as it relates to pleasure

Simple
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com There are so many questions about love, But it is a simple answer, really. Some guard against it, Others fake it completely. One can give it with no conditions, Another confuses it with lust. Two people can be soul mates, Singles may try to rush. Sometimes we find it a dirty word, They take your heart and leave it broken. You see their actions as absurd, Because now all you are left with are tokens. Occasionally we feel it in extraordinary ways, Your heart has opened up to the light. Feeling on top of the world, Because you found what you had been waiting for your whole life. The definition is an intense affection for another, Enthusiasm or fondness also tops the list. It needs to be said that lust is a sexual desire, The two are close but one is amiss. Go ahead and guard your heart, Completely make it concealed. Put restrictions on it, Pretend the desire is real. Imagine how your hea

Arglefargle!!
I went to Best Buy to go buy the Zelda game and they did not have it :( I could have driven the 2 minutes to the mall and looked there but I hate the mall and did not feel like it. Plus I had my brother with me and had to have him at this birthday party by 6:30. We ate at Burger King and then I dropped him off. I might waste the gas and drive out there again and look because now that I am home, I want to be back out. I'm indecisive, it must be a girl thing, and the PMS talking :)

I,m Gone
sorry to all my freinds here i,v met some real nice people on cherry tap but also some very spitefull too so thanks for all your time but i,m off sexxxy couple up yours ok your verry selfish people who should leave people alone ok bye folks liza xxxx

Lust
This Quiz Guy Seems To Know Me Pretty Well... Your Lust Quotient: 80% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Eleanor Rigby On The Net
I hope a few of you are old enough to remember the Beatles song, but if not you may get my meaning anyway, as I sit here and watch the small pics float by, I can only think "all the lonely people were do they all come from" for as the world grows larger we seem to become more isolated, more more distant, yet each night we long for companionship even if its in the form of pixelated words appearing on our screen from some stranger who bridged the gap of cyberspace for a little human contact. Like the old song by the police everyone hear in one form or another is sending out an S.O.S. in hopes of seeing a hundred million bottles washed up on the shores of their inbox, the next time they log on. Not because we wish any misory on anyone else, but because we all long to be part of a community any community, to have someone say "Hello". My point remember that when someone stretches out that hand in the cyber communication network. As for me my rules are simple, if you want to be my friend exp

Life Or Death
If you havnt heard i lost my mom the 6th of Dec.She had a fight with Breast Cancer years ago,and had won.Late Nov. she woke up and told my dad her side hurt.Whent to the Dr.'s office to fine out her Ball-Bladder had to come out(sorry forgot what was wrong.Well during the sugery they noticed her liver was 98% eaten up with Cancer.After more tests the found more around her heart.What started off as being Breast Cancer ended up all over her body.They gave her 6-8 weeks.Try that was a day or two after T-day.I could go on and on....But this is to let EVERYONE know...PLEASE GET CHECKED OUT LIKE YOU SHOULD IF NOT FOR YOU FOR YOUR FAMILY..............

The Fruits Of Denial
The race runs brown Hearing words formed through random sounds Aim for the heart at the back of the crowd Turned all ways except for around The ground reshapes beneath the footsteps of Ebola Take a quick injection of pasteurized club soda It’s clean I swear, no chance of infection Mutilation, it will save us Pacify us with brutal face-lifts Stimulate with broken scissors Perfection found through deep incisions Find the reflection, don’t you hear it call? Your hip hits the dresser as you run into the wall You should clutch the burn but your hand doesn’t crawl They are clawing at eyes, the eyes that you despise Can’t shut off sight even if I go blind Even when I’m deaf I can still hear calling all the time Over-shoulder-peering life Awaiting the approaching grime Crucified by an angel Jesus is my eunuch Eradication, it will save us Swear allegiance to decapitation Avoid the napalm by being weightless Mate the graceless with dirty razors Their bastard chil

Black Rain
Black Rain! Well, I know the words, But I can’t really speak them, To you. And I hide all the pain, That I’ve gained with my wisdom, From you. And I’m eaten alive, By what I hold inside. All the things that I live with, I can’t easily hide. And I’m left here with nothing, Nothing to live for; But you. It’s not easy to hide, All this damage inside. And I’ll carry it with me, Until I’m not alive. When you look at my face, Does it seem just as ugly, To you? And I can’t seem to erase, All the scars I have lived with, From you. I’m so sick of this place, And this taste in my mouth. Cause of you I can’t figure, What I’m all about. And I’m left here with nothing, Nothing to live for but you. It’s not easy to hide, All this damage inside. I’ll carry it with me, ’til I’m not alive

Stroll
Breathe the steam of a bleeding disease See the world through the eyes of a flea Everything is huge and everything is food Get rude when you choose the new method to screw Subdue the uncued with a tickle of shiny doom Clued into alternate colors Alternate the direction of the rudders Crush the mothers of gravitation Surrender to chemical reanimation Damnation of standard transmission Superstition of broken stitches The best wishes of shit-caked misgivings The winds aids the twisting A christening of the shrouded one Don’t flout the sun Ok… Roll the drums This is the sound of a fist dipped in the seeds of hate Penetrating the faceless and godless rape of clean slate See flakes that at first look like snow But is the downpour of ash That is my soul Swirling around the aftermath Romantically waltzing with trash Obscuring the path Offering a sticky hand Come with me, let’s take a walk

Having Fun With Coolwhip!!!
Every skilled lover has a set of tricks, things they are good at -- even known for. One of my tricks is Cool-Whip play. Now, many of you will think you know how to play this edible seduction game, but we all can learn a new trick, so here's how I play. First, you must buy a frozen tub of Cool-Whip. No cans of whipped cream. A tub of Cool-Whip (or it's generic tub equivalent) is what you need. Why my aversion to whipped cream in a can? For one, this easy-spray-way of application is counter-productive to our mission. This is not a neat event. And two, well, you'll see soon enough. OK, so buy your tub of frozen Cool-Whip. Keep it in the freezer. Let's say you're going to perform this as an after dinner treat. Then you'd take the tub out of the freezer and place it in the refrigerator just before dinner, or approximately 2-3 hours prior to serving up your lover as a tasty dish. There's a reason for this, so no thawing a tub of Cool-Whip out first! Now, once you've moved him (or

January
In the next month I will not be on here as much as I am normally on CT... I am going be packing up my house... Clearing out of the Army... Starting College... Moving and then Unpacking... Not gonna leave much time for being online... Not saying I wont be online... just not as much... By the time February gets here I will have alot of new changes going on with me... Some good... Some bad... but all changes I wanted to make.... Anyways... just wanted to give yall a heads up so no one wonders what happened to me

Suicide Letter
Do you ever think just maybe you weren't ment to be here Maybe you were just a mistake that wasnt supposed to be Have you ever had a question on your mind about why and how you've made it this far if you were never supposed to be here...allive...? But then again how do you know anything maybe you were expected maybe life just sucks whether you were wanted or not maybe we were all wanted but theres a chance we weren't Will we forever have this question... AND NEVER FIND THE ANSWER...? i mean this in so many ways did my parents ever want me was i just a consequence of what they did in the dark am i now being blamed for living ? i get treated like an extra piece of baggage that they never wanted and they always say a drunk person speaks a sober mind... and if that is true then i know exactly how my parents feel about me and in knowing that i dont want to live if i was such a mistake then why should i keep on living? if i was such a mistake then no one would care if i took my own life and

Do I Just Suck At Life?
So, I know this isn't supposed to be important, but it's on my mind (again). I'm 20 years old. I have had one boyfriend that amounted to anything, two if you count that, and have been kissed by a whopping 5 people (2 of those I really wasn't anticipating/enjoying), haven't been on a real date ever in my life, and I'm getting sick of it. I happen to be a kick-ass person, people! I mean, I may not be the prettiest button in the jar, but I have enough personality for two people on most days. I've been utterly single for 2 years, with no ENGLISH SPEAKING people that would actually like to get to know me. I promise, I'm not terrible... why do I never get the chance to show that to anybody? I mean, I have a LOT of love to offer somebody... but who? It makes me angry that a person can get hit on to no end online, but then in real life, I can't even get one single date with someone who has a decent number of functioning braincells. I guess I'm probably picky, but goodness I'm not turn

Sexiest M.i.l.f (finished)
Hello Ladies, its time for yet another contest I am looking for 15 woman to enter, please serious offers only. They will be chosen by the first fifteen woman to leave me a comment on my page saying they want to enter with the link to their entries. All entries CAN NOT be deemed NSFW IF YOU SEND AN ENTRY PLEASE ALSO SEND A FRIEND REQUEST AS I WILL BE TELLING OF ANY CONTEST UPDATES IN BULLETINS ONLY CHOOSING A WINNER COMMENT BOMB The winner will be chosen by the most number of comments on the picture, the pictures can be commented as much as any person wants to comment, you may comment your own entry over and over. ~~Prizes~~ the winner is guaranteed a V.I.C. gift any one who breaks 5000 comments is guaranteed a gift worthy of that task whether they win the contest or not the gift is guaranteed!! CONTEST START Once i have received all of the 15 entries into the contest I will then personally message each contestant letting them know that the contest has began W

Best Looking Emo/goth Contest Finished)
BEST LOOKING_EMO/GOTH_CONTEST I am finally doing my "Best Looking Emo/Goth Contest" I am looking for 15 people (male and female) to enter, please serious offers only. They will be chosen by the first fifteen people to leave me a comment on my page with the name of the contest as well as a link to their entry in the contest CHOOSING A WINNER COMMENT BOMB The winner will be chosen by the most number of comments on the picture, the pictures can be commented as much as any person wants to comment, you may comment your own entry over and over. ~~Prizes~~ the winner is guaranteed a V.I.C. gift any one who breaks 5000 comments is guaranteed a gift worthy of that task whether they win the contest or not the gift is guaranteed!! CONTEST START Once i have received all of the 15 entries into the contest I will then personally message each contestant letting them know that the contest has began CONTEST WILL END Once the contest is started it will end between th

A Letter From A Redneck Mother To Her Daughter
A Letter From A Redneck Mother To Her Daughter Dear child: i'm writing this slow because i know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the paper that most accidents happen within 20 miles from your home so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address,as the last family that lived here took the house numbers when they left so that they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is real nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works too well though. Last week I put a load in ,pulled the chain and we haven't seen them since. The weather isn't to bad here.it rained twice last week. The first time it rained for 3 days and the second time for 4 days. The coat you wanted me to send you,your uncle steve said it would be a little to heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on,so we cut them off and put them away in the pockets. We got another bill from the funeral home. They said if we don't make the last payment o

For The Record.
IT SEEMS AS THOUGH THE STAFF TAKE US SERIOUSLY HERE AT FAKEBUSTERS. THERE HAVE BEEN A SLEW OF FAKES WHICH WE HAVE TURNED IN THAT HAVE BEEN DELETED BEFORE WE CAN RIP THEIR LINKS/PHOTOS. BE WARNED FAKES. WE HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE. WHERE ARE YOURS?!!? ALSO, FOR THE RECORD, A DEFINITION OF A FAKE IS A USER USING SOMEONE ELSE'S PHOTOS AND CLAIMING IT TO BE THEM. WHILE IT IS DECEIVING, USING A PICTURE OF AN ACTRESS/MODEL/AD QUEEN AS A DEFAULT IMAGE IS NOT A CT TOS VIOLATION. WE ENCOURAGE ALL MEMBERS TO GET VERIFIED SALUTES AS WELL AS USE THEIR OWN PICTURES AS DEFAULTS. HOWEVER, THE CHOICE IS THEIRS. WE TAKE THE STANCE THAT PEOPLE THAT RATE AND FAN USERS SOLEY BASED ON WHAT THEY SEE IN A DEFAULT IMAGE NEED AN EDUCATION. READ, THINK, ASK BEFORE YOU ADD, FAN , RATE!! _ THANKS FROM THE STAFF AT FAKEBUSTERS _

Home From Reno
Reno was a blast I got to gamble casinos are rad I turned down free drinks haha.. I can't imagine getting drunk again for QUITE awhile. that tequila hangover from a few Saturdays ago was totally gnarley. Keag won me a giant stuffed Patrick. yay! that's the first time anyone won me a stuffed animal... he's pretty much the raddest boyfriend ever. he's playing GTA: San Andreas right now.. since his brother took theirs like a year ago, he hasn't gotten to play. he's been stuck with the shitty Vice City. so I bought him [I mean gave him the money to buy LOL] it for a late X-Mas present. he brought me Mt Dew. he knows what I need to be happy. haha.. Mt Dew. that's the main thing. I think we're going to the zoo tomorrow.. so I am off to bed soon. but I was talking about Reno! we didn't take enough pics. the ones we did take were kinda shitty, like, I didn't get any of the skyline in it, or we looked all doofy. =D there's still one I liked that I need to get from m

See I Knew You Loved Me Too
YOU READ MY BLOG THAT MEANS YOU GAVE ME A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME AND THAT MOMENT WILL ALLWAYS MEAN ALOT TO ME. THANK YOU. NOW U MAY WONDER WHAT ALL MY OTHER BLOGS ARE ABOUT?? WELL I HAVE NO CLUE ALL NEW TO THIS BLOGIN MAYBE I'LL DO YOU A FAVOR AND NOT BLOG LOL... JUST THROWING OUT IDEAS AND STUFF IS ALL... MAYBE SOMEDAY ILL WRITE A GOOD BLOG. IF I DO I HOPE YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO READ AND ENJOY IT. THANKS FOR LOVING ME

Beauty And The Beast
Remember the first dance we shared Recall the night you melted my ugliness away The night you left with a kiss so kind Only a scent of Beauty left behind Ah Dear friend I remember the night The moon and the Dreams we shared your trembling paw in my hand Dreaming of that northern land Touching me with a kiss of a beast I know my dreams are made of you Of you and only for you Your ocean pulls me under Your voice turns me asunder Love me before the last petal falls As a world without a glance Of the ocean's fair expense Such the world would be If no love did flow in thee But as my heart is occupied Your love for me now has to die Forgive me I need more than you can offer me Didn't you read the tale Where happily ever after was to kiss a frog? For whom could ever learn to love a beast? Forever shall the wolf in me desire the sheep in you! However cold the wind and rain I'll be there to ease up your pain However cruel the mirrors of sin Remember

I Love The Taste Of Women And You Will To After You Read This.
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and fast against my tongu

♥ As The New Year Approaches Us ♥
i hope u all have a happy new year ppls - have a blast and be safe !!!! new year = fresh start........... keep smiling :-) & hope u have an even better year than the last one may the angels break through the darkness & bring through the light & help make 2007 the best it can be Peace & Love to you all take care ♥ {{aussie_goddess aka Louise}}

Sexual Zodiac
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Whoa Is Me And My Ankle
Well, thanks to a coworker I've earned myself a 5 day weekend with pay. I sprained my akle at work on Wednesday, and my man left me home alone for the weekend so he could go hunting. So, I'm forcing my sister into taking care of me till Saturday night :-D. She doesn't mind because she loves me and my company. Anyway, I'm in pain, does anyone know how to get my ankle to heal quicker?