Fubar Blog Posts 4

The Wolf Comes Alive
The full moon is here, my spirit sores as the Wolf in my soul come to life, my heart pounds in my chest, the blood boils in my vains, my sences reel as the energy from the moon fills the air, I feel alive, I feel free, the lust of the night has taken me over, My world is here.

Glorious Saturday, Everyone!
What a glorious Saturday morning!! The sun is actually shining -- what a concept, lol! I have a client scheduled this morning, so I will be off to Tomah shortly. I'll be on my way home before noon, though. Love the short days, once in awhile! Dakota is off to a wrestling tournament in West Salem. Hope he does well! He is really growing like a weed and has great muscle definition for a young one! He is 12, soon to be 13 in June! Time passes so quickly - yep, it's a Mom moment!! Have a wonderful Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings all over the place! Later!

Will You Be My Friend?
Heres an idea...If you wanna be friends don't ask to see me naked. Not gonna happen! I am not gonna go on cam and sex you up. I get new friend requests sayin: Can i see your Private pics? I am denying them:) xoxooxox

Pharmacology
In pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name o

Too Fast ???
Ok, this is really starting to piss me off. For peeps that have a high speed connection, it takes all but 2 seconds to get a pic to come up when you are rating stash and/or pics. But you constanly get the assinine error message that your rating is ignored because your rating too fast ? How irritating is that ? Anyone else agree that they need to do away with this stupid shit? I know I'm not the only one on CT that gets irritated to no end by this, am I correct ?????

Busy Weekend!
Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com Just wanted to let all my friends know I am not gonna be around much this weekend. On top of moving this weekend, I am playing in the "Icebreaker" it's a benefit for the Shriners. For those of you that don't know what it is. You go to 7 different bars and at each bar you and your partner play one hole of golf. The couple with the highest score at the end wins. I know it won't be me, but what the hell, it's for a good cause! I forgot to call and get my internet turned on at my new house, so after Monday I might not be on for a bit. Don't miss me to much! HA HA! XOXO Irish AKA Jackie

Ma`thair (ar Dheis De` Go Rabih A Hanam)
* Mother is the name of God On the lips and eyes of all children* Ma`thair, my rock My safe haven from My demons. You soothed my pain And wiped my tears away. Ma`thair. You had your calling And left without a good-bye Now I kneel down And cry. The clay strewn-ed earth Soaks up the tears As my pain fades to Numbness. Your face only a picture in My mind. Ma`thair. Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam. I pray to you daily Hoping you will give Me strength to get by. I float in the world Of the living Half dead. Expecting the Unexpected. Your scent lingers In the house. And it tears my heart apart. I'm lost And I don't know Where to start. Ma`thair Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam you sired me Helped shape my heart What do I do now? Where do I start Now that you are gone? Ma`thair Ar dheis De` go rabih fa hanam. ``````````NOTES`````````````````` Mother is the name for God On the lips and eyes of all children- line from movie T

About Ct Id Requests
When you are requesting an ID from me, it is greatly helpful to include the following information in the request. Send me a link (copy and paste the URL of the photo to a pm) to let me know what Photo that you want me to use. If you want me to include anything in particular, please let me know that also, ie: favorite color, or whatever. :) Please be specific on what you would like on the ID, I can make it whatever you want...Seriously. I theme the ID to your tastes, it is simple as that. These are all customized; you will not find 2 of the same. I just need a lot of examples of what you like (hobbies, interests, etc), or if you already know what you want on it, just send me links (copy and paste the URL of the photo to a pm) to the pics. Name: Member#: Location: Sex: Height: Fave Colors: ID Theme: Pic URL: Please do not tell me that you are leaving it up to me. I am not you and I have no idea what things you do and do not like. The more information you gi

Can I Tie You Down???
U want me to use the restraints to tie ur arms above ur head. I'll also place the gloves on ur hands so u can't grab anything.Then the blindfold. Then i'll put the headphones on as it plays some nice and slow kuts... I work my way down ur legs taking ur left in my hands. Rubbing ur feet and u feel my lips surround ur big toe.taking it in my mouth as I start to suck...Sliding my tongue in between ur big toe to take the next in.then the next and the next until all have felt my lips and tongue. Then u feel the restraint being put on...I spread ur leg out and tie it down. And move to ur right...U are thinking i'm about to suck on these too don't u... NO. I take ur right foot and place the restraint on it and tie it down so u are now completely mine...Where oh where shall I start..I'm not gonna neglect those cute toes on ur right so I start at ur sole and lick my way to ur baby toe and work my way to big. Licking my way down the top of ur foot and up the side of ur shin to ur knee and ..n

My Dearest Grandmoher
My dearest grandmother passed away a week ago and i traveld by grey hound bus to my home state. I have to say i will not travel grey hound again. the trip down i feel asleep and some man grabbed me. there was an unescourted federal prisoner on the bus with us. and on the trip back a man triedto jump off the bus while we were going 70miles per hour. i have to say i never ever want to be inside of a grey hound bus again. but i went through all of this to see my great grandmother one last time and say good bye. growing up my grandmother would give me that nasty castor oil or codliver oil if i was bad. but as the years passed my grandmother was there for me in ways no one else in my family could be. Feb 28th marked 4 years since i lost a lil girl at 2 months old. my grand mother was the only one in my family to have ever. there has only been one other time an infant has died in my family feb 6 that was 64 years go. my great grand mother had been here for me the last four years to help me

Sex Or Love Addict?
just answer the questions on my comment box..put number down then y or n 1.) Have you ever tried to control how much sex to have or how often you would see someone? Yes [ ] No [ ] 2.) Do you find yourself unable to stop seeing a specific person even though you know that seeing this person is destructive to you? Yes [ ] No [ ] 3.) Do you feel that you don't want anyone to know about your sexual or romantic activities? Yes [ ] No [ ] 4.) Do you get "high" from sex and/or romance? Yes [ ] No [ ] 5.) Have you had sex at inappropriate times, in inappropriate places, and/or with inappropriate people? Yes [ ] No [ ] 6.) Do you make promises to yourself concerning your sexual or romantic behavior that you find you cannot follow? Yes [ ] No [ ] 7.) Have you had or do you have sex with someone you don't (didn't) want to have sex with? Yes [ ] No [ ] 8.) Do you believe that sex and/or a relationship will make your life bearable? Yes [ ] No [ ] 9.) Have yo

Daaaaaaaaaaamn
ok there was this night me and makdadde driving down the road drunk ok pulled out the shot gun out the back right we were shotting road signs such a good thing to live in the country now his 12 year old brother was with us damn i need to stop bein such a bad influince well anyway so we go around the block we are trying to get to his house right and well the police drag us out the car no mother fucking nicness about it see but they failed to realize i was the real slim shaggy see no worries jsut lights. but they bust us in the three cars the mother fucking udercover right there she was a hottie too i was going to ask for a number but figured this isnt the time for that she could get in trouble. but none the less i was .001 off from legal limit for alchohol driving but i got this see no worries i was took care of though i had half a pitcher and three shots. they let us go on technicality that they search and siezed without anything to back that shit hahahaha nigga please good to be in th

How Smart Is Your Right Foot ? ?
Right foot This is funny to try and you feel like a idiot doing it.. How smart is Your Right Foot ? ? Just try this. It is from an orthopedic surgeon..... ....... This will boggle your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't. It's preprogrammed in your brain! 1. WITHOUT anyone watching you (they will think you are GOOFY......) and while sitting where you are at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. I told you so!!! And there's nothing you can do about it!!!

Words Women Use
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a nonverbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS

The First Ever Blonde Guy Joke Lol
The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! > >An Irishman , a Mexican and a >Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of >a building. > >They were eating lunch and >the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and >cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." > >The Mexican! opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get >burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." > >The blond e opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna >sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." > >The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and >cabbage, and jumped to his death. > > >The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. > >The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as >well. > >At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known >how really tire

Military Sex
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you."

What The Hell!!!!!
Okay so last week I went and did a little bar hopping with my roomate and her boyfriend. We hit something like 5 or 6 bars in only a few hours and got pretty trashed. At one of the bars was this man, maybe late forties early fities,he had some beads around his neck and gave them to me. I didn't do anything he just gave me the beads. (This person knew my roomate from a different bar that she frequents) I thanked him for the beads made some real light conversation and then we went off to another bar. Nothing big didn't even think about it the next day other than the fact tat I had these Mardi Gras style beads. Well, my roomate has just informed me that the man is going around telling people that I went over his house later on that night and fucked the hell out of him. Apparently it was the best piece of ass he has ever gotten and he knows where he is going to get a piece from now on. Part of me laughs at this and the other part of me is extremely pissed off. First of all let me state tha

Army Girlfriend
Army Girlfriend by Rosemary Olenski Everyone hears of the Army Wife, Her trials, sacrifices, and devoted life. She is strong, she is brave, and she is loving indeed, Standing by her man in his time of need. But what of others in a similar situation, Who have made being an Army girlfriend their main occupation? They suffer many of the same trials and many of the same fears Without the security of future years. Will there be peace or will there be war? You try to be hopeful but it's hard to ignore. The world seems to be falling apart When to a soldier you have given your heart. Your love runs too deep to escape from it now. You hope to be together somewhere, somehow, When his duty is over and your life can begin. You wonder if it will happen but don't question when. The many heartbreaks and times you did weep When he made promises the Army couldn't keep. But you have learned so much together and come so far. Others warned you not to fall in love but you alr

U Know What Really Upsets Me ?
I HAVE HELPED SEVERAL PEOPLE OUT IN THE CONTESTS THAT THEY HAVE ENTERED AND NOT THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT IT CAUSE THAT IS WHAT FRIENDS DO FOR EACH OTHER.,.... WELL I AM IN 2 CONTESTS AND OUT OF EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LISTS THERE IS ONE PERSON WHO HAS DEVOTED MOST OF HIS COMMENTS TO THE CONTEST FOR THE CUTEST KIDS WHICH MY GRANDDAUGHTERS PICTURE WAS ENTERED.... HE DEVOTES ALOT OF TIME TO HELPING ME OUT AND I STILL CANNOT THANK HIM ENOUGH.... HE IS A GREAT PERSON... I HAVE DONE BLOGS FOR BOTH CONTESTS IN AM IN!!! I DONT ASK MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR MUCH ... ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR A LIL SUPPORT... THANKS

Sorry
Ok so i do flirt alot and have alot of fun doing it,(who doesnt?) And i might even stray and share myself with you but **please remember** I WAS JUST HAVING FUN!!!! MS GOODY is MY WIFE!!!! and i go home to her every night not you!! I am going to be faithful to her from now on but i love flirting so how do i do this its called flirt and leave it at that so there you have it!!! I love all you ladies on my friends list so feel free to flirt but remember thats all it is >>>>>.....Loves reapher

Aftermath (copy From Myspace Blog)
Its the day after the funeral, and we got food and flowers everywhere. Dads already pretty much got the mountaineer sold, so i gota rent something to take to MTAC in april. But anyways, The wake was really nice, they made mom look like just like right before she got sick. My dad wouldnt let me drive myself, and a good thing cause i refused to get out the truck when we got there for the viewing. I turned into one of those kids you see in walmart thats unruley and kicking and screaming and crying on the ground just about. But they got me in after a time and I got it all outta my system and saw mom, the flowers and she looked amazing. But anyways, the Funeral was the next day (yesterday, friday). Elly came home from Switzerland for the funeral and i got to spend time with her last night with Kathrin and Tariana. Her and John went to the Funeral, and john helped carry the casket, he was supportive and i know he loved mom more than anything. But I put her lei (flowers) she got from Hawaii

Help Help Help!!!!!!
Ok This is a must for me to have in the CT world..... I need only 1500 comments to get the Platinum Cherry gift... So would wish you could help a bit.. thanks... Be safe and Semper Fi.. Click the pic below to comment bomb

The Friend
I am The friend,that everyone trusts and talks to,And yet I hurt,...because I see them struggling,And although I am here for them,And I help,And am a true friend,I cannot tell the secrets that have been entrusted to me,And it weighs heavy on my heart,...But does not mean I will not listen or help,...And I will not break my promise,... To them EVER.

What Hurts The Most
What hurts the most is not being able to say goodbye to someone u love. But as long as u have friends that care about u and u can hang on to them its all that matters. I didnt have anyone to hang onto when I lost my grandpa but now I know its ok to cry but I feel like sometimes I cant go on but I know I have to for the sake of my friends. I have had rough times lately and not knowing when the time is going to come to say that goodbye to my mom but I am going to need all the support I can to get through it since She means alot to everyone in my family...But what hurts the most is knowing that day is coming and no where to run or turn... Rascal Flatts Videos | Music Videos | Seattle Real Estate

Look At This Darling Angel Who Urgently Needs Your Help!
Angel Dean has been battling liver cancer since 1998. She recently learned that she needs a transplant as soon as possible to survive. Please, atleast read her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show your support for Angel by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you

Hmmmm
I have alot on my mind, and honestly I don't want to write it. The last time I bared my soul, the haters came through. I am not one to hate anyone or make fun, so when someone attacks me for no reason, I get pissed. Especially when it comes to attacking MY feelings and looking for comfort and answers from friends. Or just wanting to type it out to vent. All I can say is that I AM moody, must be, I am sooo fuckin moody. Lately I've been catching myself. Just because I know I am doesn't mean that I really SEE it. I think I've been driving others away, and I don't mean to. Just I an't stand when someone is so thoughtless or plain airheaded. I can't stand it. So I go off and then well, I feel bad. Alot of times I get mad at myself because I do but I do have feelings too. I'm not a coldhearted bitch. So I wonder if I just flipped out for something small or not. And so I apologize and then something bigger happens. So then what. Yeah, I'm a moody bitch but I am not gonna tolerate just pla

I Hate Love
It sucks... the few girls I actually did love more than anything, is hard to be friends with. I still care about them, want to be with him, want to take care of them.... But they always end up with guys that treat them like shit.... and I don't understand why they always cheated and left me. I know I'm not attractive, or super awesome... But christ, being treated like shit by some pot head stoners that are going no where in life is alot worse than being with me... I'm boring, I'm pretty dull, a huge nerd, but I lead the life nearly every one wants... Like I could understand a lil more ditching me for one of my friends because atleast I could understand wanting to fuck a famous musician or tattoo artist, not some shit bag ... how the fuck does that work? Ok explain this one to me, i'm begging.... Why are the "bad boy" loser so much more attractive than the guy that has more connections in the music industry trying to start his own fucking business. I've met my favorite fucking band

What To Write Now....
if i said something dirty to you how would you reply? if i wore something naughty what would you do to me? if i asked you to kiss me would you? if i said i wanted you to spank me would you? if i wanted the stars would you pick me one out of the sky? if i wanted to play rough would you play with me? if i was being a total bitch would you say so? if i asked you what you want from me would you tell me the truth?

What Is A Fubar Salute?
A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.Fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: Fubar.com or LostCherry.com. *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or Fubar t-shirt, and show your Fubar.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the Fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account being

Aol Users Read This
I have received several emails from AOL browser users who are having difficulties viewing the site.The easy solution is to download Fire Fox, Maxthon or an Internet Explorer browser. Make sure to dump your cache and cookies and restart your computer.AOL browsers are a nightmare when it comes to caching old pages. In lame man or woman's terms, your AOL browser is viewing a page from over 12 hours ago. This is NOT a Fubar issue and there is nothing we can do on our end other then tell you to use a different browser......

For Once
For once I can look back and not see gloom. Theres room to believe again that I can achieve. I recieve what it takes to keep me from breaking. The aching is gone. It was there for so long. It was so wrong. I dwelled on mistakes. The things I cant change. It all brought me down and now I have found what was needed to be found. A reason to see me and all the potential within that is meant to be shown. No longer alone within but feeling the joy that was once so replaced by pain. It was written on a face that was meant to smile. Its awesome how the past can be learned from. For so long the past was what kept me hid in my cast and now I am free. The burden of worry slowly has diminished until only thoughts of my existence remain. For once my heart is no longer restrained. A chance was taken and for once Im not breaking down again and again. Im looking ahead.

Getting Your Rocks Off?!
Ok anyone who reads this can I please get some feedback for this one....have any of you not been able to get your ownself off EVER?! I cant seem to be able to do so...Ive had years of experience and everything I tried has failed. The only time I can seem to get a big orgasm is when Im on top grinding his penis during sex...Ive only had one guy been able to give me a huge orgasm while eating me out...is this weird or am I just simply a hard person to get off? And please no bad comments or rude comments here cause I did mark this as NSFW and you should guess that its sexual by the title. Thank you!

Loneliness
emptiness felt in am ost sincere heart a lonely soul searching answers few and far apart a mind seeking hoping for salvation stillness slipping in with its quiet reservation pain of loneliness whether imagined or real is sometimes unbearable and often difficult to heal thres something missing only the subconcious mind knows when a soul is lost the sadness always shows it may be conventional but shown in a unique way in a world full of people many feel lonely everyday.

Em Needs Some Support (please Read)!
Hello all, My friend Em from the UK could really do with all our love & support right now, her father passed away last night and she is understandably distrought....so, as Cherrytap is a supposed online community i'm asking you all just to send a message of support....i know a lot of you will not know her but surely grief has been felt by us all in our lifetime and any message of love or support helps!? Please help a genuine cherry in need, it wont cost you anything except your time. Thanks to you all. Jeff x

Words
I WORK AROUND THE CLOCK USUSALLY 16 HOURS A DAY BUT U KNOW I ALWAYS MAKE TIME TO COME AND SAY WHAT I NEED TO SAY. EVEN IF FOR A MINUTE I PULL MY SELF AWAY FROMTHE DAILY STRUGGLES OF MY LIFE I ALWAYS FIND A WAY. ITS HARD ENOUGH TO LIVE MY LIFE KNOWING THAT UR NOT HERE WITH ME THE ONLY WAY I CAN SEE U IS IN MY DAILY DREAMS. I DEPEND ON WORDS UPON MY SCREEN TO LET ME KNOW UR FINE. AND TO LET ME KNOW U LOVE ME AND THINK OF ME TIME TO TIME. BUT ALL I GET IS SILENCE. MY CRIES HAVE GONE UNHEARD TELL ME.. HOW HARD IT WOULD BE TO GIVE ME JUST ONE WORD? A SIMPLE HELLO.. THINKING OF U OR SAYING THAT U R WELL? BUT INSTEAD I AM LEFT WITH THIS ACHE AND THE FEELING OF BEING IN HELL. JUST REMEMBER THAT I LOVE U AND KNOW THAT WE R ONE. CONNECTED IN SOULS AND SPIRITS AND THAT WITHOUT U MY LIFE IS DONE.

Update
Not looking good i talked to family just a minute ago...keep prayer he need it...ty all...kisses From News.... Pedestrian struck by two vehicles 09:58 AM EST on Sunday, March 4, 2007 Metro police said a pedestrian is fighting for his life after he was critically injured in a hit and run. Police said three vehicles left Wick’s pizza on Dixie Highway Saturday morning and appeared to be chasing each other when two of them struck a man crossing the street. One vehicle is a gray Chevrolet Blazer with a pink-colored license plate or pinkish-colored cover over the license plate with two white men and one black man inside. The other is a green Cadillac Deville with a white door and tinted windows, occupied by two men. Police said the pedestrian was leaving Longhead’s bar in the 8200 block of Dixie around 3:30 a.m. Saturday.

Sunshine, Again!
We have sunshine, again! How delightful! It's 14 degrees above, with a high forecast of 31. Love it! Something about low 40s forecast for Thursday, Friday and Saturday - but, we'll have to see. Whoa, I need to stretch out! I've been curled up with my laptop way too much since Thursday started my long weekend. Some stretching and a round of belly dancing practice, lol! Sounds like a plan! Well, I broke down and got a cam - a very cheap one, lol! And as the old saying goes, you get what you pay for!! I'll be taking a trip to Best Buy for a better one, lol! The guys love this little clip-on thingy, but the pictures are crap! So, don't anyone go getting all excited, lmao!! And, I will restate for the record, I am not firing that cam up for just anyone! Neither will I be doing anything of a private nature on cam! Deal!! There are a blessed few that will be viewing me by cam, that's my prerogative! Do not whine!! I keep forgetting to tell you that I have entered that Dragon Tatto

-=[take Time]=-
Take time to laugh It is the music of the soul Take time to think It is the source of power Take time to play It is the source of perpetual youth. Take time to read It is the fountain of wisdom Take time to pray It is the greatest power on earth Take time to love and be loved It is a God-given privilege Take time to be friendly It is the road to happiness Take time to give It is too short a day to be selfish Take time to work It is the price of success

The Morning I Awoke
Well this morning when I woke up I figured it would be a lazy day since I did not sleep much. Well then it all starts when there is a knock at the door my liitle girl stayed the night at my fathers house. I went to the door to let her in , then she calls my ex mother in law to go visit her today. Well at this time she still awaits me to take her. She is very impatient but thats not to bad just a child. Then the phone rings only to hear my ex on the other line. OH BOY not a voice you wanna hear when you get out of bed. Well not me anyway. So, then I hear him telling me about his love life BIG DEAL. So, I do the polite thing I hang up on him, to not hear him. Persitant he calls back. You ever have one of those days you want to just be left alone by certain people? Well, today is one of those days for me. Sometimes you even get your hopes up about several things then someone comes along just to crush your hopes. You then wonder wwhat the hell did I do to desever this ? Well, it is not the

Little Girl's Fire Truck!!
> > A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he > >notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off > >the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. > > > > The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by > >her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look. > > > >"That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. > > "Thanks" the girl says. > > > >The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the > >wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner", the fire > >fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie > >that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster " > > > The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I > >wouldn't have a siren."

Lounge
I want to start a new lounge for BBWs. I'm not really sure that I want to though, because of the amount of time it would take to get it up and running. Plus, I don't really know much about doing the room stuff....the backround, the music, etc etc. *sighs*

Dear Costco Members....
I've been employed with Costco since July 06 and I have been watching and learning about you people since the first day on the job. I've come to realize a few things and I just wanted to share. 1) You're children are the spawn of Satan and it is quite obvious that you do not know how to parent. If you cannot keep them under control please for the love of God buy one of those child leashes. 2) When I come into the warehouse pushing a heavy and rather full bale...do not stop in front of me!! I will only say excuse me nicely once. Next time I will just run you over! The child leash would also be helpful here when your spawn of satan darts out in front of me and I have to throw my little self in front of the bale to stop it from hitting them. 3) Do you know how ridiculous and lazy you look when you get up and leave all your trash on the table?! Especially when you were less than 2 feet from a trash can. Thats ok, I am embarrassed for you. 4) On that note..yes we (Costco Empl

Enchanted Moon
Enchanted Moon Why do you hide when the sun is bright, and only come out at night? The changing of time cross earth and sky, leave us little room to write. Every moment more precious than the last, the sun though dark shines bright. All words are taken with high anticipation, scared to see the light. Let me be your moon tonight, let me cover you and glow Let me be your moon tonight, let me be your high and low Enchanted right now, our souls have found, now one together bound. Dancing passion with the stormy wind, kindred hearts are now found. Lonely an ugly emotion only remembered, never again will we feel. Strong individuals with damaged hearts, when together crossed the others Bastille. Let me be your moon tonight, let me cover you and glow Let me be your moon tonight, let me be your high and low Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

Lonely
Lonely Why did you hate me and push me away, I loved you more with each passing day. Your heart was gone and anger appeared, I cried every night with bloodstained tears. Have you ever heard an angels cry; Seen a child bleed or a loved one die, I have not once but I have tri, Felt like the one that was going to die. My heart should be as cold as yours, I live on hope and love, not discourse. Your flame is gone no spark at all, No life to live you erased it all. I will again see tomorrow, I will forget, all my sorrow. Tomorrow is a new day at last, never to divulge in my lonely past. Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

This Road
This Road Walking down this road, I found stones along the way. More and more I passed, as I ventured thru the day. Walking faster than before, to find the end of this lane. What is at the end, does life it sustain? Walking down this road, I found stones along the way The years have now passed, as I ventured thru the day. Walking slower than before, to find the beginning of this lane. What was found at the end, was life wasted in vein. Michelle Denise King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

Time
Time Please don't let life slip away further and further it turns to grey. Even as darkness falls and the moon shines rays No one calls and no one prays. Spoken and unheard words of face, Please don't go! Oh, please stay! Light again we see in haze not prepared on what to gaze. Life erupts in highs and lows When it ends, will anyone know... Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

So Tired
Is anyone else on the planet tired as hell of the whole bi-sexual fad? I mean if you are bi, fine be bi and in some cases it may be an exciting thought, but all these young girls wear it like a new pair of the latest jeans. They all think they are sooo cutting edge and trendy.. LOL OMG I guess they missed the 70's

Sex
Well I see how yall are, it looks like you only like to read about sex. Well I don't know nuthin bout sex. What is that SEX? some kind of foreign Language? Sex? Maybe some one will teach me this new language someday. sex hmmmmmmmmmm very interesting sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexexsexsexsexexexsexsexsexexsexsexsexsexsxsexsexex sexexsexsexxesexsexsexsexsexsexsexexsxsexexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsex sexsexsexsexsexsexsexesexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsex sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexssexsexsexsexsexsex sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsex sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexssexsexsexsexsex sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsesexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsex sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsex sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexs

Stop The Violence Love Our Kids Not Hurt Them.
This video has great meaning its so sad and so terrible this happens to children so defenseless against it all...Stop the childabuse.... Help all the alyssa's out there that need your help dont let them go unoticed.....

An Experiment.
I CHANGED MY PRIMARY PIC TO A HOT CHICK HALF NAKED IN AN INNERTUBE. JUST TO SEE IF I CAN MORE RATES AND SHIT THEN I NORMALLY DO FROM CREEPY FUCKERS, AND FAN BOYS. I PLAN ON POSTING A LIST OF EVERYONE WHO RATES MY NEW PIC A TEN, AND THEN RANTING ON RAVING AT HOW FUCKING SAD THEY ARE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND WET. LOL.

Innocent
How can such a precious innocent little baby have to suffer so much in the first few days of life? Having to watch 2 brand new parents with their first child have to watch as he fights for his life, just breaks my heart to pieces. My sister had her baby too early who was born with a birth defect. When trying to correct the problem, it caused more problems and they had to perform surgery on him yesterday morning. They had to remove the greater majority of his intesines and now say that what he has left isn't enough to survive on. In trying to gather more info we found that the artificial nutrition they will have to give him will cause liver damage in the next 1-2 years and cause a need for a transplant. There is the option to do just an intestine transplant, but that is not available until, if he survives, 3 or 4 years of age. But even then found that about 60% of those who have the transplant make it 5 years, but no info for after the 5 years. This is so hard to have to watch a

My Love *poem*
My Love To feel your lips on mine Would help me feel a love so strong to look into your beautiful eyes Would show me a love so pure Too much distance in between It seems as if fate can be so mean To show us a love meant from above Yet so many things get in our way to me you are the perfect one Too perfect to be all for me the love that you have shown seems only to grow to feel your arms around me would be heaven to my heart when I hear the sweet whispers They sound like a symphony of great love The passion in your eyes I've seen in no other one I hope you truly see how much you mean to me © Alicia Marin

Story
Linda felt like a freak of nature. By the age of 12 she had developed breasts that would have satisfied any adult woman. They drew too much attention from males and women where ever she went. By the time she entered high school she had the body of a girl her age but nature had played a cruel joke. Linda had a sweet childchillike face with blond hair and blue eyes. She was just five feet tall and she was slim figured. Her hips were just starting to widen into a woman's figure. She would have looked like any girl her age if it were not for how top heavy she had become. No one expected to see a girl with breasts the size of basketballs. That is a literal description of her. No one could meet her and look her in the eyes. They would talk to her and their eyes would never get above her breast line. You just don't think you would ever meet a Dolly Parton with the face of a child. The result was that boys and men were always trying to get into her panties.

Photos ...
Hello everyone this is my first blog and im still new at this site' i dont know what i have to do now' i uploaded photos but its saying i cant upload anymore until i get more points or something' does any one know how many more' id have to get? so i can upload Private Pics...

Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have As Kids.........
Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. ******************** MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ******************** JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill; And now they have a son. ******************** HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. ******************** HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat, took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. ******************** GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie, Kissed the girls and ma

Yay Me!!
My son was just here.. I got to spend an hour with him.. His dad was actually cool with me.. But then again he also had something to show me.. Like it really mattered.. He got his dick pierced.. SO Yea he wanted to show it to me. HA HA like I really needed to know right.. But anyways My son got his ear pierced and He really likes it.. Im so Excited i got to see him.. :D I missed him soo much.. He has a cocky mouth on him though that sucks.. But Imma go now.. Tiff

My Hubby
hi everyone been awhile sence i wrote but want all my friends to think about my husband in their prayors they think he might have cancer again instead the throat its in the small intestines in the stomach if it is he may have to take kemo so pray for him love you all hugs!!!

What I've Learned
Four wheels move the body. Two wheels move the soul. Most motorcycle problems are caused by the nut that connects thehandlebars to the saddle. Life may begin at 30, but it doesn't get real interesting until about 60 mph! You start the game of life with a full pot o' luck and an empty pot o' experience. The object is to fill the pot of experience before you empty the pot of luck. If you wait, all that happens is that you get older. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as Noon time bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the ride. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of fuel before you can think straight. Riding faster than everyone else only guarantees you'll ride alone. Never hes

Letter To My Husband....
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway. I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. P.S. Your girlfriend called. * * * * * * * * * *

Chili Contest
Chili Cook-Off > > > > If you can read this whole story without laughing, > > then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. > > This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili > > cook-off in Texas. > > > > Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you > > pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction > > of the third judge is even better. For those of you > > who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. > > They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time > > Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion > > of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. > > > > Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named > > Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. > > Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a > > judge at a chili cook-off. The original person > > called in sick at the last moment and I happened to > > be standing there at the judge's table, asking fo

Memories
I'm sure you all had memories like these. They can be good and bad memories, we all seem to think of the bad memories first. Well I would like to try making you think of the really good memories. Carol and I have two girls and a boy who are now successful adults. Paula became a teacher, Brenda and Philip both C.P.A's. When all three of my kids were between one and two years of age, I was at my heaviest weight, I would lay on the floor in front of the TV. Paula was our first born, she was about two, and she love to try and get up top of my belly. With a little help from me she did, she would put her little head on my belly and fall asleep. And that's when Daddy discovered nap time. (Smile) All three use to do the something, they learned from one another. We have a fireplace in the den, Carol and I sometimes like to start a fire when the family was in there. The three kids were 4, 6 and 8 years of age they loved going up to the fireplace and sit on the ed

To Me Newborn Daughter (dedicated To Emily Lynn Munson Born August 28,1994) Originally Written August 1994
How can someone so small cause such big fears in me such tiny hands and a prefect face and each shriek bring happy tears to my eyes a new soul that I would die for and never question why my perfect little angel so beautiful so special so perfect How can someone so small cause such big fears in me will I be the father you deserve with no wants or needs help you with your school work and be there for everything so beautiful so special so perfect

What Scares Me....
Well for those of you who have noticed an absence- mid terms are just now over and I am still working four days a week. Two eight hour day shifts on Tuesday and Thursday, and two 12.5 hour shifts on Friday and Saturday nights. Being in the hospital and interacting with patients has made me think a lot. I have seen babies who are born weeks early the youngest being born at 21 weeks. I have seen patients who are in their last days of varying ages. I have been bedside giving treatments and medication to people on the last day of their lives. I have realized that so much of my life I have spend worrying about dying. I have worried that I will have a heart attack, or maybe a fatal car accident. Now I know that it was wrong to fear those things- No I am still afraid of dying- but now I see that those are merciful deaths compared to the many ways we can go. I realized that kidney failure or liver failure terrify me. Watching the patients day in and day out- slowing jaundic

Smile
Like Like a ray of light, That's brought into my day, You open my heart, With every word that you say Like the sound of the ocean, And the waves crashing strong, Our hearts create a melody, That's like a beautiful song Like the rainfall that’s needed, To help plants grow, My love does the same, With each action I show Like the first snowfall, That comes every year, I need you forever, To hold me near Like a morning that goes by, Without birds chirping a song, A life without you, For me would be wrong

Rose
The Rose Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love it is a hunger an endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, and you it's only seed. It's the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long. And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong. Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun's love, in the spring, becomes the rose

Growls_ Apparently I Need To Repeat Myself
If you seek a cyber partner... a web cam buddy etc.. Leave me Alone! I dont want nor do I need your attention... I am not seeking to get laid !!!!!!!!!! While that maybe someone else's issue it is not mine!! The first in a list of people was banned tonight.

Sooo...
The stupid shit never seems to end.... I don't even know why the fuck I try, it just keeps happening... so I am at a point where I am wondering, is this all for convenience?? Why should I give a fuck when it's obvious he doesn't.. yet he claims he does. We both see very differently about how a relationship is, and I can enver get a straight answer always I dunno and I'm sorry.. I wish I could write more positives than negatives but even when there is positives I can see it's only because he's trying not to make me upset.. I want him for him, I love him for who he is, but he doesn't treat me the way I should be treated. A relationship that I guess was fucked from the getgo. All because he doesn't know why he does the things he does and how much it hurts.

This Is So True N I Am So Sick Of It!!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

True Love
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway

Life!
Why is it that when you are married or bf or gf, ThAT it seems to be so important to try and be the one always on top in the relationship? Some ppl even get so desperate that they offten go to extremes to try and be little their partner so that they r on top.. Im sick of this... does this make any sense to anyone? or am i just rambling..

Here Is Some Truth, Suck It Up!
Do you know any women who wants the man they're dating to behave differently? Of course you do. And just like me, I'm sure you have friends who date guys who don't have much going for them or who don't treat them very well. Somehow these women always have an excuse for the guy's shortcomings. What's going on here? It's actually very simple. Women (and men) don't base their choices of Each other on how "nice" or "good" someone is to them day-to-day. Women choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Some women will continue to put up with a guy that doesn't treat them very well. Sometimes for months or years... But why in the world would a woman do that!? Well, to put it simply, women confuse the strong attraction they feel for the guy with a deeper "connection". And women who do this are doomed to end up in failed relationships

About Fibro And Me Pt 1
the spoon theory is a good read if you take the time and try to understand....then there is a letter that someone else wrote to try to help people understand...and the last thing is the response i wrote to that letter although it was over a year ago...since then you all know i found Master i just don't want anyone to think he and i broke up....love ya all The Spoon Theory My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to ha

Wanted:
I want to know why men and kids are so selfish and ungrateful. We were recently having money problems andmy husband told me to get another job so I did. I was already working weekends. ( I could have picked up more hours at the place i was at but it wasn't worth the drive but I had been with the company for almost years and the discount is good) So I get a job where I was only working a cpl days a week and then one of the employees went out on family leave. So I took her hours m-f 11-4 not a big deal but a big deal when I am working 7 days a week now and not getting much done at home. Well another employee decides that he cant work weekdays anymore so I took his hours too. So currently I am working M-W-F - 11-4 T-Th 11-8 and Sat and Sun 8 hrs each so close to 50 hours a week. My whole house looks like a teenagers bedroom. I threw my neighbor a cpl of bucks and she cleaned it up a bit for me with in a cpl of days it looks the same way again. Mind you I call my husband when

Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh Holy shit, my god damn mother f***in ear is pissing me off. I can not believe the amount of pain the thing is causing me. And before all you ladies out there start screaming i know already.... men are crap at taking pain **women across the world nod in agreement** lol.We can fight wars, put people on the moon, but give us a little pain and we turn to shit, prime example....when we get flu, or as you ladies like to call it MAN flu. lol It's not that we want to turn into blubbering idiots at the first sign of pain i just think we were designed that way, i think it's mans easy way of trying to get a little sympathy lol sad ent we...lol Anyway back to my....very unpainful *Says through gritted teeth**lol ear. I went down to my Doctors who stuck that looky/lighty thing in my ear to see what was going on** very painful, begins to whimper**. He then announces...."you have an ear infection"... no f***in shit Sherlock Holmes. ahhhhhh lol. Oh, have i doc **spitting and s

Awakened Princess
You want to think This is a dream But you were never Brave enough To sleep Thru this A picture With a pulse The screen Becomes alive At first You wonder If this is real It becomes A brilliant Surprise The image Becomes human You find an Individual soul With angel eyes Inner beauty That just flows While the fantasy Was lovely The reality Is so much More The person That you admire From a distance Becomes a friend You adore

Steelers Mull Pursuit Of Lb Banta-cain
The Steelers have shown interest in unrestricted free-agent linebacker Tully Banta-Cain, according to an NFL source. Banta-Cain played outside linebacker for New England in the Patriots' 3-4 defense and he also has the versatility to play defensive end in the 4-3. The Steelers under new coach Mike Tomlin, who has a 4-3 background in the Tampa-2, are seeking players comfortable playing either the 3-4 or 4-3. With the release of outside linebacker Joey Porter, the Steelers need a veteran replacement at that position. Banta-Cain, a seventh-round draft pick in 2003, played all 16 games in 2006 (including five starts), recording 43 tackles and 5 1/2 sacks. He has 8 1/2 career sacks.

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Creamypuddles....
You’ve hear “Well I got a couple of things to say, it’s better to burn out then fade away!” Well this goes for me too. So I’m going to give my readers some points about me. First off (and one of the most important!) My handle Creamypuddles. Yes it means I creamy a lot, for instance the chair I’m sitting in is the third one in two years due to my puddles. My mother (of all people) gave me the nickname many moons ago. I had told her I was going to the gym with all intentions to do so, when I ran into a high school sweetheart and got inverted to his apartment and, well you can guess what happened from there. Anyway, I was wearing a light blue dress, by the time I drove home I had a very large wet spot that had come through. (Of course, I alone was not the cause of all of it) I walked into the house and my mother and her boyfriend (later to be my stepfather) were sitting in the den, she asked how was the workout; with a smile across my face and a knowing wink I replied wonderful. With that

Submit Quotes
I enjoy making banners for cherrytap to place on the layouts I make, but I don't know what words to place on them. Please share your ideas. Maybe you have a favorite quote? Anything that would be cool! Submit colors too if you like and I'll make the layout.

The Shooting Of Robert Kennedy In 1968
He went to L.A. on that terrible day, A few kind words he did so say, He had won the primary, And everyone was so happy. Why did they hate RFK? For all hope died with him on that day, And they didn't even give him a say, For in his own blood they left him lay, Why couldn't they find another way? He died because he was a Kennedy, Like killing them is the only remedy, To change what's going on in the world, But they made cry every boy and girl. In nineteen hundred and sixty-eight, There came a shooting that made the world wait, To see if he was going to live or die, He died without us ever knowing why. by Michael Juneau

Tequila And Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where you can read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you.

Geography Of A Woman
GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa,half discovered, half wild,naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America,well developed and open to trade,especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India,very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France,gently aging but still warm and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia,lost the war and haunted by past mistakes. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia,very wide and borders are now unpatrolled. After 70, she becomes Tibet.Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages....only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 70, a man is like Iran - ruled by a dick

Photo
The Photo of you Here I am Sitting all alone Staring at you In these photos I have Your Radiant smile your soft tender lips The happiness glows From deep within I wish it was real The photo of you I wish you where near So I could touch your soft skin I want to hold you close And be able to call you my own Give you a kiss And say I love you so You are the light That shines down on me When I am sad And when I'm not You are my life, You mean the world I love you darling And can't wait Till the day we meet

Girl In The Mirror
The girl in the mirror There's a girl in the mirror, And she stares back at me, Yet I don't recognize her, My face is not what I see She looks pretty, She looks happy, So I figure, That can't be me She smiles that beautiful smile, And she holds her head up high, She doesn't look embarrassed, Or the least bit shy She looks like a perfect girl, The kind that your jealous of, The kind of girl you believe, Was born with a true love Then I realize, wait a minute, This is not what I usually see, But that girl standing in the mirror, Really is me

99 Luftballons
-99 Luftballons- Hast du etwas Zeit für mich Dann singe ich ein Lied für dich Von 99 Luftballons Auf ihrem weg zum Horizont Denkst du vielleicht g'rad an mich Dann singe ich ein Lied für dich Von 99 Luftballons Und das sowas von sowas kommt 99 Luftballons Auf ihrem weg zum Horizont Hielt man für UFOs aus dem All Darum schickte ein General 'ne Fliegerstaffel hinterher Alarm zu geben, wenn's so wär Dabei war'n da am Horizont Nur 99 Luftballons 99 Düsenflieger jeder war ein grosser Krieger Hielten sich für Captain Kirk Das gab ein grosses Feuerwerk Die Nachbarn haben nichts gerafft Und fühlten sich gleich angemacht Dabei schoss man am Horizont Auf 99 Luftballons 99 Kriegsminister Streichholz und Benzinkanister Hielten sich für schlaue Leute Witterten schon fette Beute Riefen: Krieg und wollten Macht Mann, wer hätte das gedacht Dass es einmal soweit kommt Weg’n 99 Luftballons 99 Jahre Krieg Ließen keinen platz für Sieger Kriegsminister gibt's nich

Grrr
so i have to work MORE with the retard i spoke of in my last blog. GREAT. JUST what i wanted. the oil company just called me. i was supposed to be on a payment plan for my last delivery. i'm not. they want $250. i don't have it. my car died last friday. 200$ to fix it. i would have been able to pay the oil people, too. i'm annoyed. and ready to bite someone's head off. any volunteers? :)

Grrrrrrrrr
Okay so where to start? I am so frustrated with some people on here that I've considered deleting my page. I first want to say I do not intentionally ignore anyone on here. I am happy to accept any friend request. I never choose to chat with anyone based upon age or looks. I am happy to talk to that wants to carry on a tastefull conversation. Currently my computer is down at home so the only chance I have to be online is when I am at work. If you have taken the time to read my profile you know that this is a very busy and stressfull season for me. I do not always look at my shout box and that is why I stated in my profile to leave me a private message so I can get back with you. I truely appreciate all of the wonderfull comments my friends leave me. I am going thru a very hard time in my life and all of the love you show my page means more to me than you could ever know. I'm sorry if I have affended anyone. Thanks agian for all of the love and support. Nigelle

Sometimes
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, fla

I Guess I Am Back :)
Told ya I wouldn't be gone long. Just needed a few days to think.. to spend away from CT.. to regain some sort of sanity, or maybe to lose more of my sanity. :) Honestly it did me a lot of good. Even with it being just a few days, I rid myself of some negative feelings. Sometimes you lose yourself to things around you and let them dominate your time and thoughts. I've always said one of the worst things I do is think too much. I spent the weekend playing wih my son. Played some HALO2.. lots of Runescape, and watched some movies. Not all 11 year olds want their dads to play games with them and their friends..lol. And Runescape.. ughhhhh!!!!! I am sure it is fun for kids.. but I need more action. :) BUT... I would play it anytime as long as its with my son. That is all that matters. Oh yeah, he had me training Pokemon on his DS too..lol. Grandpa Dick has been in the hospital since Friday.. or was it Thursday? Days are all runing together. He has another infection in

Darkness
I awake in the darkness. The sound of silence is deafening. I walk blindly thru my thoughts of you. I want you to be there. With my outstretched hand, I fumble for you. If you can see me, I beg of you to touch me. I beg of you to share your light. I have forced my light away from you, with the sickness that surrounds my heart. Darkness, is now the only comfort that I have. Darkness is the only way to make sure you have not gone completely away. If I can not see, then all I can do is feel. I want to feel you take over me, caress me, and comfort me. I want you to shield me from the pains in this world. The pains I can not see in my darkness. If you decide to shed your light on me, be fore warned. My eyes are sensitive. I will beg of you to take me back, back into the nothingness that I know. Bring me to life slowly, for without the threat of death I feel nothing. Darkness equals comfort and light equals uncharted boundaries. Be gentle and uncover your light slowly. Da

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your w

Yup
Thats what ive been told, that i kill women and babies over here. I have not fired my weapon at anyone and so have my comrades, The us army has something called ROE Rules of Engagment, It is strictly followed, now yes some people can snap and shoot off some rounds at random bystanders, but those people find them a one way ticket to fort lost in the woods to go to jail, when i went home on leave i went into the airport and some lady asked me How can u sleep at night knowing you killed innocent people.... Quiet ez because i havent killed anyone than she claimed im going to hell. well screw it im already in hell pfc mccrea

More Bad News
I just wanted to let you guys that care know that my mother in law just had a stroke or heart attack or something. We are not sure yet and hubby and I are headed to WV to find out. So if you dont see me on here for a while that is why. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Thanks all my CT friends. Love Annette M

My Dad Is A Trip.
So, I am hanging out on CT, listening to the playlist from my iPod, and I hear a song that triggers a memory. The song is Fat Bottom Girls by Queen. The memory goes a little like this. He and I are in the car, driving somewhere. I'm in my late teens, and a bit of a smart ass (oh how things change right?). The aforementioned song comes on the radio. Dad:"Ah, What a song." Me:"It's an old one." Dad:"Yeah, but I always get a kick out of hearing Freddie Mercury, an infamous homosexual, sing about big women." Me:*with an overt aire of sarcasm* "You mean Freddie Mercury was GAY?!?!?" Dad:*With a broken sarcasm detector*"Oh yeah! He was Gay as a three-dollar-bill." Me:"Um... not to be argumentative, but I believe the expression is "Queer as a three-dollar-bill"." Dad:"That's not very politically correct of you Ken, I'm surprised at you." Forgive me if you don't see the humor in that memory... I just laugh now every time I hear that song. Ken

Riddle Me This
WTF? I want to know why so called 'friends' feel it necessary to lie to you. Or with hold information. You think it's gonna hurt me?? Puhleaseeeeeeeeee I'm bigger than that and don't need the childish, bullshit, drama filled games. You fucking deserve each other. I know, I'm a horrible, horrible person and all I ever do is lie and fuck around. Ok, you think you know me so damn well. You don't know the fucking half of it. You'll see it's not all it's cracked up to be and I just pray that you don't hurt like me in the end. Once you're ready to be straight up fucking honest with me, so be it. I'm here, and if I'm not, you know how and where to reach me. Till then, thanks for the trust and caring and giving a shit about me. I see that was a lie too.

Wanna Know Why She Won't Date You???
HERE'S A BRUTAL LOOK.... THIS DIPSHIT WRITES.... I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'

Ladies Listen Up
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Conformity
www.hostdrjack.com MY THOUGHTS A PENDULUM OF DARK AND LIGHT, WRAPPED IN A STRAIGHT JACKET OF CONFORMITY, MY SPIRIT WITHERING SLOWLY INTO A HOLLOW EYED EXISTANCE, ALIVE BUT NOT LIVING, SCREAMING TO BE SET FREE, A LONGING FOR RELEASE, MY FACE SET IN A MASK OF CONTENTMENT BUT WAS ONLY A CLOAK FOR THE CYNICISM WITHIN, DROWNING IN A BLACK SEA OF EXPECTATION, YOU LOOKED INTO MY HOLLOW EYES, YOU REMOVED THE HEAVY CLOAK THAT HAD WEIGHTED ME FOR SO LONG AND YOU NOURISHED MY WITHERED SPIRIT, IN THE DARKNESS WE MERGED AND SHARED A SWEET WICKED PLEASURE, AND IN THE LIGHT WE MERGED TO FORM MEMORIES TO TREASURE.

Just Something I Wrote... A Hot Start...
A Hot Start Tonight... poem Shall we start this night off right? Come to me. Let's kiss by candle light. Let me slowly strip your clothes off that hot body. Tonight's going to be a night we get real naughty With handcuffs and toys and candle wax. Bending you over and spanking that ass, Caressing your Beautiful body up and down, Throwing you to the bed and tying your ass down. First are your hands above your head. Then next your legs get tied to my bed. As I have you spread eagle and helpless Right now, in this moment, nothing matter but us. I want to go down on you tonight, Tease and lick you just right. I want to taste your body's sweet nectar. You're my queen tonight and I'm your protector. I'm going to take my time tonight with you, Using my tongue and a finger or two. As I take you into a state of pure desire, Baby I'm going to set your body or fire. I want to drip hot wax on your chest, Kissing you softly and sucking on your

For My Special Someone!
i see you and my heart skips a beat. i feel a moment without you , is a moment i dare not keep.i look to you for all the love . and i am so convinced you were sent from above.you fill me with an inner peace.like the chains on my heart have been released.and there is nothing i wouldn't do. to spend every moment here with you. you have brought upon my life a reason to live. all i have to offer you is the love i can give.and,to hold your hand caressed in mine, we will love until the end of time. i will offer you the moon and stars, to have the love i feel in my heart.and give you the stars to shine in your eyes, and the moon that will light your heart to mine.i long to see the smile upon your face, and feel your skin so soft as we embrace.as passions of the heart come in to play, i want to make you mine every day. to spend a life with you would sure be grand. all you have to do is take my hand. and as i lead you into my heart . i know our love will never part. i don't say much , but i swe

Dinner Part 2
Dinner part 2.... poem As you pull away from me you smile in a wicked way I look in your eyes and know today will be the day A day where we truly get wild have fun and play A fantasy of mine I’ve always wanted to do One I will live out today with you We sit and look so sweet and mild But inside our minds thoughts run wild My hand slides back under the table to tease You don’t say a word but your eyes say please Rubbing your thigh you start to sigh I know you can see ecstasy in my eyes As you slowly sip your wine You tell me baby its time As you slide your hand between my legs you tease Follow me baby then you lightly squeeze And you stand You take my hand Never caring If anyone is staring You head to the bathroom leading the way Under your breath I hear you say Now baby we’re going to play You open the door to the room and take a peek Then look at me and say in a voice so meek Take me baby I’m all yours I push you in and close the door Head

3- Days And Counting Down
my birthday is in 3 more days but waiting till saturday to hold my party wall to wall of people and I will be drunk and not remember half of them that shows up like last year.Be almost all bikers again

Hurraaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!
I'M GOING TO THE NUDIE BAR!!! I'M GOING TO THE NUDIE BAR!!!! AND I'M GOING TO GET DRUNK!! AND SEE FEMALES THAT LOOK LIKE THE CHICK IN THE VIDEO, AND WATCH THE BIG SCREEN TV, AND SMOKE, CAUSE YOU CAN DO THAT IN CLUBS HERE, AND DRINK SOME MORE AND GET LAP DANCES, AND YAY IT'S THE NUDIE BAR!!!!!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT ALL.-BILL. P.S. NAKED BUT WILL SOON BE DRESSED SO I CAN GO TO THE NUDIE BAR!!!!

To All Of The Assclowns Out There!
GUESS WHAT GUYS OF CHERRY TAP? I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT SO IT'S JUST YOU AND YOUR HAND TONIGHT. I AM SICK & TIRED OF GETTING STUPID ASININE RIDICULOUS BULLSHIT SHOUTS FROM GUYS ASKING ME PERVERTED SHIT. NO I WILL NOT CAM WITH YOU! NO I WILL NOT HELP YOU BUST A NUT. NO I WILL NOT GET TURNED ON BY YOUR DIRTY PICS. NO YOU CANNOT TAP MY CHERRY. AND MOST OF ALL NO I HAVEN'T ANY NSFW PICS FOR YOU TO GET OFF ON SO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SHOUTBOX YOU IDIOTS!!!! IT IS JUST SO STINKING PATHETIC THAT YOU MEN CHOOSE TO ACT THIS WAY WITH A GIRL YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. HOW DARE YOU PRESUME ON MY GOOD GRACES. I THINK YOU ARE ALL JUST JERK-OFFS THAT SHOULD SWITCH TO A PORN SITE IF YOU WANT THAT KIND OF ATTENTION BUT YOU SURE AS HELL ARE NOT GOING TO GET ANY FROM ME. I WILL NOT EVEN WASTE MY TIME ON YOU. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED! I AM HERE ON CHERRY TAP FOR STRICTLY FRIENDS ONLY WITH NO STRINGS ATTACHED. SO IF YOU CANNOT ACCEPT THAT THEN GO BARK UP ANOTHER TREE CAUSE YOU

My Release......age 15
it sits there staring, laughing at me tempting me to just do one more, one more release is all I'll need I think for a nanosecond, the repercussions of my actions, time slips by, pop another and some more drown you pain in a prescription, meant to heal you, make it hurt. Not cause it wants to but because you need to, cause the pain give yourself a purpose a reason to fucking feel. Anyone who matters is gone, without a goodbye they left, to sad for them I guess it was. Now I'm lost, forgotten while they spread out and grow. I'm left, here in my sorrow, dying by myself, cause of myself. No one gets to pick the cards they are dealt in life , well fuck me I wanna new dealer and a new deck. Fuck the rest of them their better off with me to worry bout, constantly wondering if they'll come home and find me face down in pool red. A pool of red, fuck I don't do pain they don't know shit about me, my own, they claim they don't want me to when asked why they reply, they don't have the m

Poem
Why is it so hard. So full of pain. It's all so confusing. I feel I'm left standing in the rain. One minutes he's there, And the next he's not. It's like playing a game. Kicked down on the first shot. What did I do? Not love enough? Was I not true? I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm only me. I have a lot to give, For that special one. But it must be my destiny, To walk only as one.

Bindi Is Sick
I know some of you have been watching my baby Bindi Marie grow up on here. She is 14 weeks now and weighs 34 pounds. Thats 4 pounds last week alone. But today she is sick. About 5 pm mikw noticed that she had a bunch of little bumps all over her. By 6 they were bigger bumps. I was watching her and I gave her a benedryl thinking she must have gotten into something in the back yard. Mike checked and didnt find anything unusuall out there. IT is a totally fenced off yard. Well, by 7 pm her face seemed to be swelling. She ate her supper with her usual appetite. she is running and playing and drinking her water normally. She wants to be held and loved but thats normal also ( she is a little spoiled ) Well/ BY 8pm I called her vet. HE said it sounded like she was having an allergic reaction to a bug bite and as long as she was breathing ok and not throwing up to give her another benedryl at bed time. HE said that she should be fine in the morning. But if anything changes or if they are

Job Hap-penis
i got a job today!! :) i\'ve got to cut my hair in the morning so all you lovely cherry girls prepare for a new look so if you wanna see pics of me after my hair cut i need to level up tonight so i can post some tomorrow!!! lol well this is job greatness and pain of losing my hair!! :

Life In A Cube
A cube. A three dimensional fortress of encompassing enslavement. A cube. A six sided barricade that encases within its frame the foundation of your primordial being. A cube. Boundaries set by moral standards, regardless if they are of your own preference, which contain and keep you placated. A cube. A conformed set of limitations brought about by observations and concepts other than your own. A cube. A narrow perception which keeps you from gaining a greater knowledge of all things, thus an explosion is eminent. A cube. Do you live in one?

Nerd Porn
Nerd Porn Auteur by Ernest Cline I've noticed that there don't seem to be any porno movies that are made for guys like me. All the porn I've come across was targeted at beer-swilling sports bar dwelling alpha-males Men who like their women stupid and submissive Men who can only get it up for monosyllabic cock-hungry nymphos with gargantuan breasts and a three-word vocabulary Adult films are populated with these collagen-injected liposuctioned women Many of whom have resorted to surgery and self-mutilation in an attempt to look the way they have been told to look. These aren't real women. They're objects. And these movies aren't erotic. They're pathetic. These vacuum-headed fuck bunnies don't turn me on. They disgust me. And it's not that I'm against pornography. I mean, I'm a guy. And guys need porn. Fact. "Like a preacher needs pain, like a needle needs a vein," Guys need porn. But I don't wanna watch this misogynist he-man woman-hater porn. I want por

~~heart Attack Grill Restaurant Coming To A Town Near You~~
Aside from maintaining a website, Jon Basso hasn't spent one dollar on advertising. And yet his restaurant has garnered international attention thanks to the controversy he's created. "We purposely try to generate controversy, there's no question about that," Basso says. After all, with menu items like the Quadruple Bypass Burger and Flatliner Fries, who needs marketing? Yet even Basso, owner of Heart Attack Grill in Tempe, Arizona, agrees with his health-inclined critics on one point: Because of his 8,000-calorie burgers and french fries cooked in lard, the 40-stool burger joint isn't a place customers should frequent daily. "I tell everybody, 'Don't come here every day of the week; it'll kill you,'" he says. For Basso, who also goes by "Dr. Jon, chief surgeon," what began as a marketing thesis has turned into a diner with a world-wide reputation. Though he started out operating a chain of personal fitness training studios, Basso heard so much talk from clients about what they did o

~~ebonics~~
A Zebra dies and arrives at the Pearly Gates. As he enters, he asks St. Peter, "I have a question that's haunted me all of my days on earth. Am I white with black stripes, or am I black with white stripes?" St Peter said, "That's a question only God can answer." So the zebra went off in search of God. When he found Him, the zebra asked, "God, please - I must know. Am I white with black stripes, or am I black with white stripes?" God simply replied "You are what you are." The zebra returned to see St. Peter once more, who asked him, "Well, did God straighten out you r query for you?" The zebra looked puzzled. "No sir, God simply said 'You are what you are.'" St. Peter smiled and said to the zebra, "Well then, there you are. You are white with black stripes." The zebra asked St. Peter, "How do you know that for certain?" "Because," said St. Peter, "If you were black with white stripes, God would have said, "You is what you is.

Trojan Whore (oh Lucious Torture )
cocked locked and loaded i have a weapon but i'm not showing not until you're too close to avoid it armed to the teeth with pre-owned molars high velocity impact of bone in your shoulder don't try to remove it, it'll just tear even more take a deep breath and wait for the skin to scab over then you'll have your very own keep sake from the war a reminder of the night you ran into the trojan whore the one who left splinters of fine pine in your asshole you couldn't see it, but you could hear the splitting lumber as a leg was being torn off an old chair back and forth between beating your skull, and bludgeon-fucking you raw the aroma of your blood and shit fill the room turn your head to the side like you're going to puke but get re-straightened and sputter sputum in your own face a slight pause as i consider the next disgrace set up a tube in your mouth, and get the catheter in place wash out the vomit with urine, how the fuck does that taste? pacing in circles i'm

Heat
Things are heating up she said. I ignored her comment and ordered another scotch. She grabbed my hand and stuck it up her dress. She was wearing no panties and she soaking wet. she actually had pubic hair which is rare these days. "How long are you going to fight me"? She said. I looked her in the eyes and smiled. To Be Continued

Fragile X Syndrome
What is it like they say To live each day With something that locks your thoughts inside Like an Angel without wings This Broken X makes it hard to do ordianary things.... I can't stand the site of eyes on me I wish those eyes would leave me be I can't say the words that are locked within my soul Locked in a world and can't tell you of my goals I can't tolerate the touch of grass or snow or even clothes They make me want no more toes My frustration, it runs high So far up there I may never reach a beautiful sky My anger gets the best of me I know I will never be free Tell me God when will you fix my broken x? I want to move on with my peers to what come next. I live my life wondering why I'm not the same Worried that something I do will be thought of as lame My fear is that I can't tell them my thoughts and that all they see are my broken faults. Please lord just fix that broken Fragile X... Then maybe no other little boy will be next.

A Super Bowl Half-time Show Complaint
So this morning I heard on the radio that a woman had written CBS about the half-time show and Prince performing. The woman had written (not totally accurate): "I have 4 children and one is aspiring to become a professional quarterback. When the half-time show had come on and we had watched the homosexual performer stroking his penis-shaped guitar, I was ashamed and appalled. Now after my son has watched that, my son will turn out gay. Im even considering to get him checked out for HIV." What do yin's all think about that? lol I think its quite funny and sad that this person had said this shit. I mean how hard could it be to actually write that thought down on paper about her son and getting him checked for HIV. All the while, knowing Prince isnt gay. This world is going downhill and fast haha.

I Dont Care If I Lose Friends Over This One!
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, you

I Have A Message About Julie :( (repost) Please Read It As Our Friend Is Not Well :(
THIS A BLOG I WANT TO POST ON BEHALF OF MY FRIENDS, JD AND JULIEANN. MY FRIEND, JD POSTED THIS AS A BULLETIN ON BEHALF OF MY FRIEND JULIEANN WHO IS NOT VER WELL AT THE MOMENT. JULIEANN IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE SO PLEASE READ THIS BLOG AND STOP BY JULIEANNS PAGE ON SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND THAT WE ARE ALL THINKING OF HER. CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO GET TO HER PAGE..... sweetnalotofjuicy (PLEASE READ PROFILE BEFORE ADDING ME,TY*Whips N Chains Society *@ CherryTAP THANK YOU TO ALL WHO WILL SHOW THIS WONDERFUL LADY SOME LOVE AND BEST WISHES. WILLIE I have jules permission to do this HI ITS JULIEANNS FRIEND JULIA HERE WAS GONNA SEND IT ON JULIEANNS ACCOUNT EARLIER WITH JULES PERMISSION,BUT COULD NOT FOR SOME REASON JULES IS NOT VERY WELL AT ALL,AS SOME OF YOU KNOW SHE HAS HAD IT ROUGH LATELY I WAS TALKING WITH HER FOR 4 HOURS EARLY HOURS OF THIS MORNING AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HER THOUGHT SHE HAD TAKEN SOMETHING WAS SO WORRIED I WENT TO SEE HER 2AM THIS

In Her Shoes...
“In Her Shoes…” In her shoes I would get high, To solve my problems. I would leave my child. For others to raise. In her shoes I would expect my parents To clean up my mess. Never understanding the Emotional devastation left in my wake. In her shoes, I have little to believe in. Trusting in nothing, Especially Those I surround myself with. Pain is my constant companion. In her shoes, I would choose drugs over family. Leaving them in emotional distress over me. Never once considering their pain for me. In her shoes, the Euphoria that Crack And Crystal Meth give me are my Only goal. Never do I Think of how my son feels when I leave him to get high. In her shoes, the world Owes ME always. But never pays ME What I’m due. In her shoes, when trouble is near I just leave it at my sister’s door. She has no problems of her own She’ll be okay with mine. In her shoes, I never think about how this will Effect her children. Both of whom are D

Update On Me
Time for an update. :) Here it is, the time is coming that I must get out. I have received my official message stating that I have completed 23 years 3 months and 2 days when I am retired on Jun 30th. :) This is both exciting and scary seeing as how I have not had to look for a job in about 26 years. LOL No problem I will survive and find something. I have made allot of good friends on here and enjoy talking to each one of you. I will be very busy the next few weeks with appointments and such so IF I don't get right back with you don't worry. I WILL.

Frequently Asked Questions About Salvation
Q: I said the sinner’s prayer, but I don’t know if I did it right. How can I really know for sure that I’ll go to Heaven when I die? A: You mean you didn’t get the golden, wallet-sized pass in the mail already? You know, the one that gets you through the gates with no waiting in line when you die? No? Well, don’t worry about it… neither did the rest of us! In fact, nobody ever gets a certificate signed by God and delivered by an angel that guarantees their admittance into Heaven. Why? Because salvation is spiritual! And although most of us would love to have something physically tangible (such as a divine certificate or pass) to ensure our salvation, God has chosen to keep salvation spiritual… making it accessible only through a spiritual substance called faith. By faith, we believe that God’s Word is true. By faith, we acknowledge and agree that Jesus is God’s only Son, and through His death on the cross and resurrection from the grave, we have redemption from sin and eternal

This Is A Good Laugh
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK," she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea," To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

What Do You Do All Day? **for My Lady Readers**
What Do You Do All Day? A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty "food boxes and wrappers" strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house... and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry-way, he found an even bigger mess.... A lamp had been knocked over (broken), and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room... the TV was loudly blaring a "cartoon channel", and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of children's clothing. In the kitchen... dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter-top, the refrigerator door was wide open, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was wor

Chainsaw
Conversation over heard in B & Q (that’s a DIY/hardware store for the Yanks) What with the move, I’ve been spending quite a bit of time in places that sell power tools. I was looking for a new thing that makes holes in things quickly, but had inadvertently wandered into the area where the petrol driven chopping-up-things are located. A man was arguing with his gf/wife, that he NEEDED, not wanted, but NEEDED a chainsaw. And not one of those pussy little ‘hedge trimmer’ things. This was the sort that made redwoods wince. A full on, ‘outta my muthafuckin way, tree’, snarling, multi-toothed bitchsaw. After the usual arguments of "it’ll make the garden easier to manage", this obviously wronged man gave the best reason for owning a chainsaw I have EVER heard: “What am I going to do if we’re attacked by zombies?” Delivered with a completely straight face. He is my new hero. I want a chainsaw. To anyone doubting the truth content of this, I would like to quote the great poet Cup Cake: “e

A Dance For My Lady...
I want to strip for you...there's music playing in the room, I have you alone in the room. Our eyes meet and I pull you toward me and our hips meet. My leg in between yours pulling at your box with my thigh. I pull your face to mine and our hungry mouths meet. I cherish the taste of your sweet mouth and lightly tug at your lower lip with my teeth. I walk you back to a chair w/o breaking our tight lock. You sit down and look up at me with anticipation. I'm ready to give you your show... I turn around. My hair is up so I grab my pony tail holder and pull it from my hair and my long mane falls down in one cascading movement. I reach up and run my fingers through my hair and move my hands down past my chest then my tummy...they move to my hips where I begin gyrating my hips to the music. I see you are watching every movement eagerly... I give you one of my devilish grins and then turn around with my backside toward you. I'm only a couple feet away. I then unzip my jeans and put my thumbs a

Murphys Sex Laws
Murphys Sex Laws 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that mo

A Little Irish Humor
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best Toast of the Night". She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come

My Sweet Boy
My Sweet Boy written by, Lioness/Chrissy copyright© This morning was cold as the day you were laid into the ground I walked towards your grave, but from the snow it could not be found I kicked the snow repeatively and the ice was too hard to break I wanted to visit you badly. Could you feel my heart began to ache? There are so many things I want to share with you.Can you hear my thoughts? Did you see the new friend I brought with me, I truly love him alot. Your sister is doing well she had left the house to be on her own. Your brother Sean is still here. I don't think he'll ever leave home There has been many changes since the day you left. Maybe you already know. Are you running, playing, laughing and having lots of fun where you are? Are you napping on the clouds or possibly skipping across the stars? I wanted to ask how was your party today , did they put 17 candles on a cake? I can't believe how time has past, the last

18 Can Sex Take The Place Of A Workout?
This is a question that I've been asked many times. Usually it is asked by someone who needs a lot of exercise and is hoping for a more enjoyable way than trips to the gym. There is no doubt that when couples are involved in sex that is passionate with fast and strong movements on both peoples parts, there is a fair amount of energy expended. The deep breathing and at times profuse sweating give the feeling that a large amount of work is being done and for the period of time that it is going on, it may be, but it isn't. Just to give you an idea I pulled together the number of calories burned for different activities. These are all based on the calorie burned for an hour. In talking to almost all of my friends I believe that an hour of the hard sex that many want to claim they have would either not be done, would cripple them, or get them immediate entry into the sex maniac hall of fame. So if you're wondering what your sexual episodes are worth in calorie burn, think of one

The Holocaust
His name was Mr. Adolf, Who knocked a bunch of people off, He was in charge of the holocaust, Without thinking of the cost. We'll never know the reason why, He thought a whole race deserved to die, He thought the jews were the enemy, that killing them was the only remedy. He was so charismatic, his power over his people was automatic, I don't why they listened to him, Or the war they thought they could win. He did not fit his master race, For he had too much of a jewish face, I will always think that he was insane, his people didn't deserve all that pain. He's the most hated man in history, his death is not much of a mystery, But we should learn from his mistakes, life for any reason is wrong to take. by Michael Juneau

I Love My Mommy
Ok ,maybe Im whoring my momma out , but Im allowed to because Im that awesome :p I just thought this was so funny .This was her latest blog .. so go by and rate Mommy Dearest(if you havent yet) and comment her ..shes my mom , so ya know shes something special . -------- have to share this my 4yr. old great niece that we watch all week went to walmarts with us today. first of all ya never know what's gonna come out of her mouth. there was a firetruck in the parkin lot and she wanted to know why it was there. we told her they collect for children. well, that was fine as we were headn down the road to get to my street she blurts out life alert. so naturally i ask what do you mean by that. she said Net that's what she calls me, she says Net you need life alert ok dumb founded i said why. she says that Cyndi my granddaughter said i was old and that i needed life alert. ok now you know the hubster and my daughter KIMBERLY MICHELE are havin a field day with this one. so i thought if ya

The Taste Of You - Lyrics
I want to take you in I want to melt you in my mouth Be the desire that feeds you Take you a little further south I want to taste you inside Feel you run through me Drink you in until I'm full God, what the taste of you does to me The taste of you Sweet and salty on my tongue The taste of you Warm as you flow to me Warm as you flow through me I want to take you on I want to lick you from my lips To catch you in my teeth And swallow down what slips I want to drink you all Deeper than before And when it's done I'll want the taste of you more The taste of you Sweet and salty on my tongue The taste of you Warm as you flow to me Warm as you flow through me ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Ladies, Wax Is Not Your Friend!!!!
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, > painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. > > > > My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play > with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind > for the next few hours. "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the > medicine cabinet". So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. > > > > It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax. You > just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them > apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else and you pull the hair > right off. No mu ss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, > but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) > > > > So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck > together. Instead of rubb

Ok, (take 2) I Am New To Cherry Tap
welcome to cherry tap...i guess. there are a lot of beautiful women on here !!! some of which are on my friend list :) i mainly joined this site out of curiosity with the possibility of meeting some sexy women. i am still trying to figure everything out though. myself...i am not a validation or attention whore. i love hot women...looking at them, touching them, kissing them, well you get the point..thats why you are on my friend list, not because i am trying to win any kind of popularity contest. i would however like to move up to at least level 3 so i can crush on people :)

A Great Day
Halleluia, I got my taxes done and the federal version filed. Got to tell you that it isn't a lot of fun filing taxes in more than one state. Every dang state in the union has a different way to look at things and seem to go overboard trying to complicate things. For now, I'm pleased so here we go. Now if we could just stop this cold weather habit.

Did You Say Kutuns?
She made it almost a month.... 2/23/2007 I know I did this to myself but I figured I would un-fire McDonalds for 1 day because I wanted a salad really bad. HUGE HUGE MISTAKE After waiting in line for 12 minutes I order my salad pull up to the window and very politely (Since I’m pretty sure my picture is up in the break room.)I ask for Croutons. The lady said cutuns? I say No Croutons, she said katans? I said NO CROUTONS, she said I don’t know what krotos are, I said CROUTONS. She said I have to get the manager, she then disappears for 4 full minutes I watched my clock he finally appears with my CROUTONS and practically throws them in my truck. That’s like not knowing what an olive is. So the moral of this story is that I am going to have to re-fire the bastards. I gave then a second chance and look what happened. I’m done with them. As I drove off I swear I observed a small bright flash, I’m sure they a have a picture of my new truck up by picture in their break room.

Oops!!
To anyone that has been trying to post anything on my page, pics or blogs or that has been trying to send me e-mail here on tap, I apologize. I wasn't aware that my settings had been changed where NOBODY could leave anything. It was fine last night. Shrugs....Not sure how it happened, but anywho, I fixed it. Thanks for the call to let me know, Rich. Hugs!!

Ear....doctor...meds...
hello hello hello.... Well, what a day i have had thanks to my ear and friends on CT. As a few of you may know if you read my blog before i have had and still have a really bad ear infection. At times i could of quite easily got a knife and cut off my own ear...a bit like van gogh...though I'm shit a painting lol...unless its them paint by numbers ones lol..**slightly sidetracked there sorry** Where was i....oh yes.. so the pain was friggin intense to say the least. I was in agony, had seen a really shit doctor down my surgery and was still none the wiser... that was until my very own CT guardian angel gave me a shout after reading my blog. Her name on Ct is ~~kit~~ aka Katherine, and she is an Emergency room nurse over there in the good old USofA. She told me to ask my Dr next time i see him for a certain thing. So i would like to quickly say thank you to this young lady for trying to help me in my hour of need, it was appreciated so thanks. xxxxx mwah mwah mwah xxxx Anyway,

Lets Play
Let’s play Oh yes, stand there let me look at you The fire in my eyes is speaking loudly to you I want to see you slowly removing your coat Please don’t move to fast I want this motion under control Oh baby now reach out your hand let me help you with that Touching your body as you purr like a cat Yeah I know that it’s hot but the furnace you hold inside This is going to be more than amazing One unforgettable night You look so delicious so tasty so soft I want to devour you now but I must first take your clothes off Let’s not rush though, for the night has just begun Electricity has filled the room And I can already taste you on my tongue You’re so hot so ready to quench my thirst But I’m a gentleman and I want to please you first So slowly I undress you removing your blouse with my mouth The walls are beginning to sweat and I can feel your tremble Throughout the house I work off your pants they fit your form so well Disturb by this pressure that is

Long Overdue!!!!!
WOO HOO!!!!!!! This past saturday i went to Baytown, Texas for the night to be at my friend Robin's lil girls birthday party on sunday. I was also able to see my man...we hadn't seen eachother in about a year, and we've had some ups and downs within the last year, but we are going strong now and i'm looking forward to the future. i miss him already even though we talk every day. i enjoyed soending time with him and being in his arms. and i can't wait to be in his arms forever. he hates his picture being taken, but i was able to manage getting this out of him.... ALSO, i know it's long overdue, but here is a pic of my new car!!!!!!!!!

1st Edition Newsletter Whips N Chains Society
WEEKLY NEWSLETTER-MARCH 6TH, 2007 ~ARCADIA~-REPORTER WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY: WNCS was formed online by friends and family to show their support in the beliefs and practices with BDSM. It is also a means of teaching all the new people in the art of BDSM and how to safely execute this belief to the ones that are seeking the knowledge and guidance. This is our very first issue of our newsletter and one will be out every Friday. It will feature members birthdays, contest entry, 2 random members of the week, events and info on members everyday life as well as group discussion and decisions’ WE also have a lounge we are in the process of getting running . so please join that as well and provide a short bio in the discussion section…the link is below http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5807 THIS WEEKS FEATURED MEMBERS: Arcadia-Reporting Co-Founder Shaniqua-Family Greeter BIRTHDAY WISHES: SIR CRITTER- FEBRUARY 27 BABYDOLL - MARCH 03 I would also li

The Stalker! (he Is A Wierd Fuckerlmao! )
can you see me? i've been watching you! when you undress, i peer through the window at you! i call your phone! hang up before you talk. from a distance, i watch you walk!i hang pictures, of you on my wall!although a picture,is all i hold, i see you out, my blood runs cold. knowing he, will be touching you. inside i die,when i watch you!when your not home, i go through your things.i touch your diamonds , and wear your rings!every part about you, i see in my dreams! i touch your panties, smell them deep and slow. sometimes i often , lose all control!so when you come home, and things aren't what they seem!don't shrug it off! it wasn't just a dream!

I Am At The End Of My Rope
JUST A LITTLE UPDATE,MY DAUGTHERHAS JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT SHE IS A DIABETIC,THE BABIES HEART BEAT IS REAL LOW, SO THEY ARE DOIN A STRESS TEST ON HER IN THE AM TO SEE IF THE BABY IS OK OR IF THEY NEED TO TAKE IT NOW.HER LIL GIRL JUST HAD SURGERY AND NOW THE LILMAN I KEEP HAS TO HAVE ONE SOON.PLEASE KEEP THEM ALL IN YOUR PRAYERS.I HAVE JUST ABOUT RUN OUT OF ENERGY AND FEEL LIKE I HAVE LOST WHAT LIL MIND I HAD LEFT.THANKS FOR LISTENING.YOU ALL ARE THE BEST FRIENDS ANYONE COULD WANT.

Post Office Job (lmao)
A guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, "Have you been in the service?" "Yes," he says. "I was in Vietnam for three years." The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment," and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way?" The guy says, "Yes 100% - a mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off." The interviewer tells the guy, "OK - I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00 A.M." The guy is puzzled and says, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M.?" "This is a government job," the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls. No point in you coming in for that."

Bullfrogs
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true?...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husban

Unconditional Love
Thanks goes out to my girfriend "passionatedesires1" who took the time to find this beautiful affirmation as she knew it is the lifestyle I lead..She never really understood everything I told her until she read this..I feel she is a Mystic and finding herself as she journeys more into these concepts ....Thank you sweetheart xoxo.... For those of you that are spirtual or on a Mystical path these words will hit home with you. I found it to be profound and live by these principles....... Unconditional Love - Love Without Condition I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life fr

Getting Inside My Head
I have never been known for shyness. So tonight I decicded that I would show my talented side of me off. You see this girl I have never met before is here in the computer lab with me and my God she is hot. She's about 5'9" 100lbs she must have 34c breast not to huge but then again more than a mouthful is a waste!!! Her ass is perfectly shaped in her jeans. How she got them on is beyond me they are skin tight and form fitting. Everytime she bends down she shows off here silver thong and I get so rock hard thinking about what I would do to her to get her out of her clothes. Naked and spread eagle so I could tease her beautiful clit with my eager tounge. Heck its been scince September scince I've gotten any pussy almost 2 years scince I've eaten any I could make this girl orgasm by licking her clit. In fact Im not gonna stop licking it until she begs me too. I want to breathe through my ears as she grinds my face into her cunt. MMM yum yum yum just the thought of it m

My Dog Has Lost His Fight
TONIGHT IS MARCH THE 6TH, I HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD GERMAN SHEPHARD NAMED SARGENT,WHO WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,4 MONTHS AGO, TONIGHT IS ARE LAST NIGHT TOGETHER, AT THE MOMENT IT 749PM HE HAS ATE HIS LAST MEAL AND HAS HIS HEAD ON MY LAP, MAKING MOANING NOISES,AND HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING, HE KNOWS HE IS DYING,AND WILL BE PUT TO SLEEP TOMARROW AT 6AM, HE WILL BE CREMATED, WHY DO WE TORTURE ARE SELVES LIKE THIS,IF U CAN SEE HIS FACE,HERE IS MOANING,AND BREATHING,I WOULD TAKE HIS PLACE, IVE HAD HIM 2 YEARS I WILL BE POSTING A MEMORIAL FOR HIM AND PICS, SO TONIGHT IS ARE LAT NIGHT TOGETHER,IM SPEECHLESS TO SAY ANY THING, IM NUMB, MY HEART ACHES, MY TEARS FALL LIKE PUDDLES,I FEEL LIKE A KNIFE IS BEING RIPPED THREW MY ENTIRE HEART AND BACK OUT THE OTHER END,WELL I MUST GET BACK TO HIM, I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU, FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND TO A CERTAIN SISTER,I WILL BE ON AFTER ITS OVER,I FEEL LIKE IM IN A DREAM SO U KNOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I GOT UP AND TYPED THIS,EVERY ONE HAS THERE OWN PR

Publishing Opportunity
I received an email from a eroitca publisher asking me to get back to them about a possible publishing opportunity over my stories and their magazines. I replied to them to ask for details and to tell me what the opportunity is. The web site they sent to me was real. So I am waiting now to see what they tell me. This could be interesting.

What I Have Learned About Women After 28 Years In The Game
1. God made women just a little better then men....maybe alot better. 2. Women have many diffrent speeds "not just fast" you don't always have to fuck them hard, infact sometimes thats not right. 3. A lady can be enjoyed 10x more if you include foreplay. Men are 80% mental 20% touch, women are 20% mental 80% touch. 4. The Clitoris has 8,000 nerve ending and serves no purpose on the female body except for pleasure. 5. Kissing drives a woman wild, especially on the mouth. 6. A ladies inner thigh is her most erogenous zone. 7. A womans G-Spot is not 10 inches inside her, infact it is only 2, but you have to curl your fingers upward. 8. Massaging a womans stomach while giving her oral increases her orgasm due to the increased blood flow. 9. Women love oral just as much as guys if not more, they just look a hell of alot sexier when they are recieving it. 10. A woman is more likely to bed you if you are honest and not playing a game, but charm good looks a nice bod

I Wanna Know You Better
Hey i wanna get to know all my friend better and the ones that dont talk to me at all i would like to meet.....so heres some basic questions u can repost and reply or u can add anything u want!!! These are my answers if u care to know!?!? > > 1. Can you cook? sort of > > > 2. What was your dream growing up? Movie Star > > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? Singing > > > 4. Favorite place?Beach > > > 5. Favorite vegetable? none > > > 6. What was the last book you read? > > > 7. What zodiac sign are u ?Leo > > > 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Yes 1 tattoo..ears pierced > > > 9. Worst Habit?smoking > > > 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? > Nope > > 11. What is your favorite sport? Nascar/football > > > 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? Optimistic > > > > 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? Talk???? > > 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? Lost my mother >

You're The One { Happy 2nd Month Anniversary Kal}
You're the one, who stole my heart, Who can take my breath away. You're the one, that makes me smile, In everything you do and say. You're the one, I'm dreaming of, You are in my dreams every night. You're the one, I want by my side, So you can hold me so tight. You're the one, I want in my arms, To hold just you all night long. You're the one, my passion burns for, To show you our love is strong. You're the one,I'm longing for, To always feel your tender touch. You're the one, my heart belongs to. Because, I love you so very much. The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even when we're miles away, So that we can be one, When we meet ag

What's Your Southern Sign? Have A Laugh And Enjoy!!
Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below... OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do something good each day if you try. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless t

March 8
WELL ITS GOING TO BE MY AND VERNON'S WEDDING ANNIVERSORY ON MARCH 8..I'M NOT SURE HOW ITS GOING TO WORK OUT FOR ME..I'M REALLY TRYING NOT TO LET IT GET TO ME..ITS HITTING ME HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE..I MADE IT THROUGH ALL OF THE HOLIDAYS WITHOUT GOING CRAZY..WELL NOT MUCH ANYWAY..AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE HE WAS MY WORLD,AS I WAS HIS..WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER..THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM AND MISS HIM..HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART..I LOVE HIM..THATS ALL I CAN SAY..I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO HIM..

Another Poem For My Mom
With my Mothers Birthday Soon Approaching I thought I would take the time to share another poem I had written for her soon after her passing. Talk to me I go to sleep with simple things To see you To hear you in my Dreams Death has taken you to the other side Please Mother notice my simple cries Although I cant see you nor hear you too In my sleep I think of you waiting for that special day When in my dreams the words you Say I love you My child I miss you So To hold to Hug To show theres More I yearn for those words to hear you Say so I can go on and live my days Til the moment arrives Ill pray in my sleep For that moment to come So Bitter Sweet Good night my Mother I love you so May God bless you and make you whole

Yay For The Good Days.
Funny, I didn't do anything that resembled sleep last night, but I had a damned good day. :) I was tired as hell, and my head is all buzzy because I thought half a pill a night would work (uh, no). However, I still really enjoyed myself. I spent the first part of the day talking with my equally tired sister. It's nice to actually get along with her. I stumbled about, eating and showering and fixing the toilet because I'm so damned capable. Then Shannon and I went to raid his work. He works at Copperfield's now (bookstore) and has 40% everything (drool). He treated me to a gemstone book that I can easily carry around, a book about the history of Witchcraft, and a little dream interpretation book. He got a Gaiman novel, a book about macro photography, and a yo yo! I am SO happy he has a yo yo again... though he almost clocked a woman in the head with it at the post office. We also went to Aroma's for coffee and carrot cake where we ran into one person he knew, one perso

I Miss You All!!
I have been working so much lately, I miss all of you!! I feel like I've been neglecting you all, one more day to go and then Thursday I have a day off!! whooohooo!! So I will be on here one way or another (even if they try to call me in). Muah!!

Wounded On The Inside Written By Me On /3/7 /07/ 3:49 Am Est
Wounded On The Inside BROKEN I AM AND BROKEN I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN,MY HEART FEELS SO COLD AND LIFELESS TO THE WORLD AROUND ME.I FEEL MYSELF SLOWLY WITHDRAWING INTO AN INNER DARKNESS,AND I FEEL SUCH A DESPERATION OF EMOTIONS OVERWHELMING ME,RIPPING ME APART ON THE INSIDE,MY HEART CRYS THESE WORDS IN HOPES THAT SOME SOUL WILL HEAR ME CRYING OUT...I NEED LOVE, I FEEL SO ALONE.....I REACH INTO A SCREEN TO BE MY LOVE.. MY SATISFACTION...AND YET REALIZE MY ILLUSION OF IT, TO BE SOMETHING IT IS NOT..SHADOWS FILL MY SOUL AND SCARS ARE ALL THATS LEFT, I'M TORN AND BROKEN IN PIECESALL THAT HOLDS ME HERE IS THE MERE BREATH THAT I BREATH, MY BLOOD THAT IS TAINTED RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS STILL WARM BUT MY HEART IS GROWING COLDER...LIFE HAS BEEN FULL OF DECEPTION AND LIES AND SOME I EVEN IMAGINED;LAUGHING ON THE OUTSIDE BUT YET CRYING ON THE IN, SOLILITUDE IS WILTING MY JOY TO NOTHING;AND LONELINESS IS HARDENING MY HEART TO FRIENDS,SADNESS IS MY NEW FOUND LOVER, I HOLD HER VERY CLOSE...HER AND I HAVE A B

Champagne
I tried my first champagne tonight,maybe it is called champagne because champ is in the name,that it is a drink to have amongst winners,...something specail,when you really have something to celebrate,...I do have something to celebrate,my daughter is home,with my family where she belongs,...this is what I have wanted for a very long time, And my champagne was sweet,and a pleasant experience,something to be shared,The cork popped loudly,And the bubbles tickled my nose,...I laughed even got a little tipsy,But it was all good.

Melt Away
I feel for you because the moment I saw you I felt something inside me. I knew I just had to get to know you. I just had to meet you. You with those beautiful eyes and perfect smile. You with with the warmth of an angel and the brightness of a sunny day. You cause me to daydream, to wish again, to feel the wall surrounding my heart melt away.

Be Greatful Of Those You Love
these days we dont fully pay mind to whom we love and care for days come and go and we never tell them how we truly feel but dont let this be one day they can be here one day they can be gone so tell those ones you love and care for how you feel as much as you can and cherish the time you spend with them for those times will be your greats treasures in your life.

Blah.
i spent all day yesterday sleeping cause i felt like poo. i feel a little better today just really really sore. i'd like to thank Nati though for the incessant phone calls wondering where the hell I was. LOL. Ah my friends/family are the best. Thanks to everyone else who wished me well. you guys are awesome. =)

Addendum!!!!
I guess the Dragon Tattoo Contest starts this morning at 10 a.m. Eastern time! Yep, I'm entered, for what it's worth, lol! Anyone wishing to vote, comment bomb, pimp me out - go for it!! I will be at work all day, minus computer access. So, every man for himself, and God and Goddess for us all, lmao! Good grief! Thanks in advance to all my friends/family/fans! Love you all!!

Paddy The Kerryman Dies
Paddy the Kerryman died in a fire and was burnt pretty bad and the morgue needed someone to identify the body. So his two best friends, Seamus and Seanin (Also Kerrymen), were sent for. Seamus went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Seamus said "Yup, he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over." So the mortician rolled him over and Seamus looked and said "Nope, it ain't Paddy." The mortician thought that was rather strange and then he brought Seanin in to identify the body. Seanin took a look at him and said, "Yup he's burnt real bad, roll him over". The mortician rolled him over and Seanin looked down and said, "No, it ain't Paddy". The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Seanin said, "Well, Paddy had two assholes." "What, he had two assholes?" said the mortician. "Yup, everyone knew he had two assholes. Every time we went into town, folks would say, "Here comes Paddy with them two assholes...."

Just Wanna Die
Do you ever feel like you just wanna die? Where everything in ur life just always seems to go wrong and no matter how much and how hard you try to make things right they always fail? My life feels like a damn rollercoaster ride....goes up then comes down so fast my head feels like it's going to fly off. The one person i want to be with keeps coming in and out of my life...one minute wanting me the next not wanting me and saying he doesn't know how it's possible for us to be togehter cuz we fight so much. Yet i'm willing to work with him to work on our problems and make things better but yet he can't do things to work on them and make them better or even try he just wants to walk away....but then he'll come back n i take him back...but why? why do i do it to myself? Why can't i just let go and move on with my life? I've never had this problem before with anyone i was always able to just move on but i don't wanna waste 8 1/2 yrs when i know at one point before we both fucked up that we

"a True Soul Mate"
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

I Will See Everyone Later.
Well everyone. I am going to Holland today and I hope you all have a great time and I hope to have alot of stories and pictures to share with you when I come home but I will try my best to e-mail and keep in touch when I am there. Take care and talk to you all soon!

Naked Assssin Poem
I go through the motions life I go through the motions of joy I go through the motions of happiness I go through the motions of laughter I go through the motions of a smile Yet I stand naked in an assassins way with sarrow Anger ever standing guard Silence holds me in its arms Fear is untold for me Boiling and boiling I close my eyes each night with hope and joy in my mind I open my eyes each moring with hope and joy in my mind Yet I stand naked as an assassin Who tears {ak cry) myself to apart with anger with sarrow with dispear With self-lothing Fear is chained / yoked to me and with hate as the key For true to words I am my own enemy my own friend my own critic In the end I bare myself too The naked assassin WHICH IS THE TRUTH Yes truth for that is who I am The naked Truth "assassin" Did this poem awhile back. I hope every one knows what I mean here. It is to be truthfull to one-self first then to others. In the

Acceptance.....
few realize this word. ACCEPTANCE, means to be unconditional taken for who they are or what they stand for. Too many judgements pass without so much as a thought required to think of what it may be truly like to be "in someone else's shoes". We make "assumptions" based on looks, appearance, and attitudes, but these are merely NOT enough "grounds" to decide if a person is truly worthy of our respect. If we dont learn acceptance at a point to where a person may be in their lives, then how can we make assumpmtions, or "judgements" on whether we can befriend them or not? HAVE we walked in someone elses shoes? people do wrong, they make mistakes, but where is forgiveness in a persons heart? Where is love and unconditional "help"....to a point....mind you, towards a person who may be lost, lost to the point of no return, lost to the point of just no longer caring anymore. We get angry at people simply because they gave us a "stare"across the room, or simply because they seem "stupid" in our

Who Is Jezebel Tempting At A Glance
Ok people seems that I do need to write this yet again.For most of you out there who know me you'll find this highly amusing and entertaining.For those of you that don't... take notes and pay attention damn it. I am a gothic/fetish model and performer.That does not mean I am your personal playtoy or that I want to be your personal fuckbuddy/playtoy.I am perfectly comfortable with my body and see it as a piece of art.I know that sounds olde world but I really could care less what you think.We would not have as many rapes or sexual assualts if people would just stop being so damn closed minded and prude. I enjoy being an exhibitionist although that does not mean that I am a slut or whore.I enjoy sharing my particular lifestyle and enjoy educating others.Everything I do in my life I try make an art form because that is how I see it.Life imitates art and vice versa.I live out my fantasies in the real world..I define this for myself as LIVING.Not being afraid to try new things or

Moving
THIS IS JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT WE ARE MOVING SOON, ACTUALLY THIS WEEKEND. US MEANING: HITMAN6,NICOLE AND MYSELF. WE WILL BE BACK ON AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO DON'T FRET. JUST KEEP SENDIN US LUV AND WE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR AS SOON AS WE GET BACK ON HERE. I WILL BE ON HERE PERIODICALLY CHECKING THINGS AND TAKING SHORT BREAKS FROM PACKING BUT THIS WEEKEND NONE US US WILL BE ON. SO LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND DON'T WORRY WE HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ANY OF YOU! PEACE AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ~TWEETYJINXIN~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ ~HITMAN6~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ ~NICOLE~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~

Umm....excuse Me?
OMG...I just uploaded a new pic, me in a skirt, you cant see my face, just so you could see the shirt, but there is not a sexual thing about that pic other that you can see my thigh *gasp* I have half naked pics up here untouched, yet this pic was tagged as NSFW...wow...who ever did that...shame on you... I tag my own pics NSFW, because I am smart enough to know what they are, and as a nude model, I know what is sexual...OMG...people... OTHER than that, today is gorgeous here, im enjoying while I can since I am leaving early Saturday morning to go to Connecticut with Ryan and Panda for Spring Break...so yes more pics will come once I get back and can have internet! love you guys, more pics now

How To Treat A Woman
How to treat a woman... Wine her Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. How To Treat a Man: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV. (I got this from Jimbo) passing along, lol

Needing Some Input
ok I have been thinking lots about someone that I love very much but she does not feel that way about me anymore. I changed my entire life around for her. Now how can I get her out of my head...I have not even seen her or talked to her since july of last year...how come an old goat like me can not get over this. Any words of wisdome would help...

Suicide
Hey friends, I'm sorry I have not been around in almost a week. Last Friday morning a friend of mine for almost 15 years took his own life. I'm still not ready to go back to work or do any of the normal things that I do. I'm still trying to adjust and cope. I'm sorry if I have not answered your email or comments. In addition my voice mail (if you have my number) is full so if you call you cannot leave a message. I just don't care to listen to my messages or take any calls right now. I'm sure you understand. Love ya, Jason

Just A Quiz That I Took
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Time
like seconds of a minute time seems to fly by life is circling around my head i wish to run away from it all but im stuck in a pit all alone i wait waiting for what the person that will never find me the people who dont care i know i am meant to be a alone and eternity without paradise is my life i know time cant be manipulated but i wish i could freeze it for the one minute when i wasnt wrong i was ignored i was alive if time is never on my side then time is a lie time doesnt exist

Do This For Me....
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____??? I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. []1 []2 []3 []4 []5 []6 []7 []8 []9 []10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________ Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes

So Called Friends
to all who claim to be my friends, and you know who u are. im sick of trying to talk to some of you and getting nowhere. its pointless to say you are someones friend but dont have 2 secs to say hi. the whole point of ct is too make friends and keep them, not snub them. i try to make way around to all of u but with the new family i joined its growing bigger everyday its tough but im managing. but from this point on if i get no responce back from any of you i will delete you permently from my page. i hate to do it but i have no time for childish bullshit. to those who do respond thank u. ~

While Driving
While I was driving home today I was in a great mood, the sun was bright and cheery,birds were singing, I was singing then I turned on a street on my final hop skip and jump home...now this is a narrow street with no markings BUT one would think that wouldnt matter.Going the opposite way was a little man in a little white pickup truck going down the middle of the road. One would think "Huh he sees me in my red car, he will move to his own side of the road." HA HA HA HA HA OHHHHH SILLY ME. Nope I had to go off the road for Mr. Little White Pick up Truck. grrrrrrrrr

Parking Lots
I was in King Soopers parking lot today and I love the fact they have the dummy arrows. (These are the arrows that point which way you should go for those who find it too mentally challenging to figure it out on their own.) I was going the way the arrows told me to. Then a lady comes going THE WRONG WAY and glares at me like I am the one doing something wrong. GRRRRRR

What No One Sees About Me
The Part of You That No One Sees You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

The Thought Was Enough
I crawled across the bed on hands and knees until I found the pillow for my head. I laid it down ready to dream, but my mind wasn't ready to rest. My mind was racing with thoughts of you . . . there would be no sleep for a while. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, filling with visions of delight. I saw you there at the foot of the bed staring up at me. The look was one of pure lust and desire - and it was all for me. The look beockened me to you, but you laid me back down. This was all about me, I wasn't to lift a finger, just lie back and enjoy. I was aware of my fingers softly playing up and down my thighs, tracing the spot I longed for them to be. Each time I would get close my heart would race and your image would come back. Your face so close to mine, waiting for that soft kiss. Oh no wait, not a kiss but a swoop down to bite my neck, you know just how to turn me on. The teeth scraping the muscle is just enough to make me shudder and whimper for you. You don't

Just When You Think.....
Just when you think you have everything together and everything going your way...LOOK OUT! It fucking falls apart...I am in a stage right now where it is hard for me to trust people with anything from my feelings to my heart. I have tried in the past to give my all and give 100%..guess what..it backfires! I treat anyone I am with like a KING....is that wrong? Treating someone like you want to be treated shouldnt be wrong, if its not wrong why does it backfire everytime? Should I start treating them like shit and maybe then it wont backfire? I dont judge people by their looks...I take the time to get to know them and let it go from there..start off as friends and just go with the flow. I have never been much of a shallow person..sorry its a flaw I have...and putting my trust into someone is getting harder and harder by the minute.. That is something that will take time. I want to find someone that is willing to take the time with me, not reject me for it..someone who knows what I have b

Then Don't Add Me
So, this site is to make friends and whatever else happens, happens. Sexual preference aside, it seems as thought everyone is a friend/fan/comment/rate whore/addict/junkie, so is there a rule when sexual preference is "different" or what you would like it to be percieved as "different". Being in Hawaii, I pretty much comment and rate everyone, and if you reply, it'll keep going. I check my alerts, if you're in there, you'll most likely get a comment. I realise not everyone is of the same sexual preference, I know what is appropriate, DON'T ASSUME that just because I'm gay the comment is going to be a naked guy with flames all around him. If i rate/comment you, check out my page, if you don't like it, don't rate/comment back, and you won't be bothered. SERIOUSLY!! some people are too full of themselves. If you don't like it...STAY OUTTA MY ALERT BOX!!!

Women Do You Have Real N*gg*?
1.) A real nigga doesn't kiss & tell. 2.) A real nigga notices his ladies' hair & nails. 3.) A real nigga calls her beautiful.. not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 4.) A real nigga calls his ladie on a daily basis no matter how busy or tired he is. 5.) A real nigga looks past what he's heard about her or what his friends think of her. 6.) A real nigga wants to spend as much time as he can with his woman, & won't get sick of her. 7.) A real nigga doesn't care if she gave it up on the first, second, or third night. 8.) A real nigga comes over, just to watch a movie . 9.) A real nigga kisses on the forehead just because. 10.) A real nigga doesn't tell U what he thinks you want to hear, he tells you what's real. 11.) A real nigga should be treated like one.... 12.) A real nigga knowz how to put ya azz to sleep 13.) A real nigga don't ask questionz when u say u need somthing... him, sex, or money. 14.) A real nigga let'z hoez know he gotta wife. 15.) A real nigga don't play gamez!

Why Waste Money On A Blast..
WELL OKAY SOME PEOPLE DONT SEE IT AS A WASTE BUT I JUST DONT TOTALLY GET IT.. THERE ARE SO MANY OTHER WAYS TO GET EVERYONES ATTENTION.... I JUST DONT GET IT.... MAYBE IM DUM... ITS LIKE THE SALUTES.. IM HERE EVERY DAY... AND IM SURE THAT THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THE SALUTES ARE OKAY .. KNOW IM HERE SO WHY CANT THEY JUST LET US MOVE ON ... MY BABY SIS IS STUCK ON A LEVEL CUZ SHE HASNT DONE A SALUTE... I JUST DONT THINK IT SHOULD BE NECESSARY TO DO WHEN I SPENT HAVE MY DAY HERE ANYWAY... I LIKE CHERRY TAP WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO ANNOUNCE TO EVERYONE THAT I DO ... THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE KNOW IM HERE ... ANYWAY .. I HAVE A HEAD ACHE AND THIS PROLLY MAKES NO SENSE TO ANY ONE SO ILL STOP

I Dream Of Him
It is you that I imagine in my mind Falling asleep with you in my arms of all the men in the world You are the one that I want your eyes are the eyes I see in my dreams When my mind thinks of you Its your lips that I kiss Soft and moist as my tongue circles your lips your lips suck me into your mouth Drawing me closer to your soul Your hands are the hands I feel In my dreams touching my breasts your tongue encircles my nipples and you suck them until they are pointed and hard My hands run through your hair as your tongue enters my sex your tongue circles my flower Drawing from me the juices of your reward of all the men in the world it is you I smell and taste in my dreams I taste your warm hot juices flowing as I take you into my mouth you hold my head steady As my tongue titillates and plays with your growing Cock it is filled with love, lust and rage as it strains against my tongue It is all I can do to hold your hands away >From the cock which I hold so

Set Me Free
Set me free why don't cha babe... get out my life why don't cha babe... Love that song, nah really this blog is about me, Just Joyce.. Hope you enjoy and laugh with me for I laugh at myself alot.. I smoke, Camels don't plan to quit.. I don't see myself as pretty, I think I am kinda funny looking to be honest. But I can get laid, LMAO. I am Pagan, proud and stong, always have had the gift, at points in my life I have choosen not to use it or even want it. Now I really feel it is part of me. A mother that I am, yes they have different fathers, I like variety, like dunken doughnuts. But they do have one dad, Kelly. He is great, I love him, he does drive me crazy to. And not always in a good way. Don't like drugs, love drinking. Scary movies or at least trying to find one that scares me. You know what I mean Shane.. My family is my world and my faith in all the is true. My sister is mental, but damn I love that girl with each breath I take. You do scare me Renee, maybe your

What Is This?
Hello everyone if anyone....I have been active in the CherryTap community and seen things that are so wrong....I post to others and help them but no one does for me...why? I have 37 family membeers and 192 friends and 151 fans and no one will comment on my cherry blast pic so i can get a week of cherry blast or my bulletins and now probaly my blog as well. I think i will start deleting the ones who have nothing to do with me anyway. i was just wandering if it was just me or is this happening to everyone? Everyone on here seeems to be playing a game. Although we are on the internet there are faces and real people behind the username and the webpages. I would appreciate any input anyone has to offer (good or bad). Thank you~ ~Angel*Kiss~

Best Tattoo On Ct Contest!!!!!!!
OK MY LOVELY FRIENDS YES I AM IN YET ANOTHER TATTOO CONTEST SO PLZ PLZ PLZ CAN YOU COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF ME....WITH EVERYONES HELP I CAME IN 3RD PLACE IN THE LAST ONE SO AGIN THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT. HERE IS THE LINK FOR THIS NEW ONE... THANX AGAIN SCOOTER

Push
torrential downpour predator scavenging roars new bend out an old door disintegrating down to the core we forewarned the cold the flow won't slow or freeze but there will be ice-pellets in the stream there will be razors clutched in teeth hidden behind the smile of a deceptive and grinning beast every kiss will be a push of steel coupled with a flash of electricity when i push at you to scream for me i push hard and sharp can you feel me?

An Act Of Ownership
manipulating, folding you breaking you in half you can't just get down on all fours make a presentation out of your ass show me how your body begs as you lower your head i dip a finger you're overly flexed you're squeezing tight with anticipatory stress take a deep breath as i crash your flesh as i slash and slap your back are you feeling relaxed yet? i preform a tongue test i'm pleased by your spread now give a little push and i'll sink to the end swallow my own fingers just to get them nice and wet swift, smooth motion thrust a gasp breaks the hush withdraw and thrust again you like that don't you? how about two? not really a question, or suggestion more of an anouncement of preparation as i collect your hair behind your head and push with more then before you whimper in the key of "beg" that was exciting you're so inticing i need to move infront of your face now say my name plead for more beg for me to slide down your throat extend your tongue and try

Ask And You Shall Receive
I'm going to bed now because I am exhausted. I went on a really good date tonight so I am happy about that. But anyway, I've been making fan signs for those who have asked, so if you would like one, just let me know, and I'll get to it as soon as I can :)

To My Daughters As They Grow!!!!
it was your beggining with your first breath of air... your eyes open, sheltered, not even slightly aware... brought into a world consumed by darkness and despair... not knowing yet, of the people who never seem to care... dreadfully knowing all along that this day would soon come... knowing your trials and tribulations were so far from done... the older you had gotten the harder i know it had seemed... when aspirations ran thin and you had lost sight of your dreams... but now the harder you fall the quicker you are to rise to your feet... even when the challenges you face seem almost a definate defeat... don't give up on the struggle it's for your life you fight... so use all of your heart and all of your might... to my daughters as the grow!!!... a poem wrote by: ~brandy noel mosher~

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok guys goin to put in some wonderful songs next week all ready got a lineup ready but until then enjoy Rage Against the Machine with Renegades of Funk :D No matter how hard you try, you can't stop us now No matter how hard you try, you can't stop us now We're the renegades in this atomic age This atomic age of renegades Renegades in this atomic age This atomic age of renegades Since the Prehistoric ages and the days of ancient Greece Right down through the Middle Ages Planet earth kept going through changes And then the renaissance came, the times continued to change Nothing stayed the same, but there were always renegades Like Chief Sitting Bull, Tom Payne Dr. Martin Luther King, Malcom X They were renegades of their time and age The mighty Renegades We're the renegades of funk We're the renegades of funk We're the renegades of funk We're the renegades of funk From a different solar system many many galaxies away We are the force of another creation A

I'm Not Going To Be Around For A While...
Just to let you all know that after next week, I will be traveling for work/vacation 3/17 - 3/24 and then again for work 3/25 - 3/28. With no PC during this time, this means I won't be on CT much. I do know I can access this site from my BlackBerry, but that's a little drastic, don't you think? Actually, this break comes at a good time. After what I found out yesterday about someone on here, I need a break. I've always heard that there's a lot of fakes here, but the extremes that this person took this to, still amazes me. All I can say is to always second guess someone on here who does NOT have a salute picture, no matter how many other pictures they may post of "themselves"...don't accept any excuses. Those of you who I do know "exist" and are who you say you are...thank you for being my friend on here...especially "my family" members.

My First Tattoo
In honor of my Irish heritage and in celebration of St. Patricks Day ( the greatest day for drinking EVER), I am getting my first tattoo on March 17th... This is what I am getting, but just the harp... On my right hip. This will be HAWT! :)

I Am A Tarurs.. What Are You??
: TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. : VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. : SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. A

6 Random Things About Me
I love pockets. The more of them, the better. The deeper they are, the better. I suppose it’s because I see myself as a somewhat more practical Harpo Marx, and I like the idea of being able to carry anything someone might need. Also, if I decide to engage in petty theft and steal someone’s silverware, I want a coat that will hold every last utensil, with room left over for the coffee pot. When playing poker, I always prefer a series of raises to a player going “All-In”. To me, raises are the really fun aspect of the game. Raising and re-raising build tension and excitement, kicking in the adrenalin rush and heightening the suspense. Once you go “All-In”, that’s it. It’s all over. Cooking is fun. The toaster oven is as close as I like to come to a short-cut. I don’t like micro-waved foods. No micro-waved bacon, and especially no micro-wave popcorn. I especially enjoy frying bacon in a skillet, saving the grease, and using that grease to pop popcorn in later. It’s g

Memory Lane
Walking down the street I start to think about you, And everything we went through. When you catch me as I would fall, And how we got home and laughed at it all. When you took me to your room so we can say goodbye, And how we looked deeply into each others eyes. Or how we spent hours on the phone, Cause you were far away and I was at home. All the times I would sleep in your arms, And you looking at me and promising no harm. But things happened when we don't want them, See it was ok until you told me the problem. That horriable night when you told me your mistake, I wanted to forget and prevent a heartbrake. But we weren't that strong, To keep moving on. I have to deal with the pain, That I never wanted when I have nothing to gain. I live each day wearing a mask, that pushes people away, Trying to figure out the next word I'm going to say. Trying to stay alive when my heart wants to die, I never told you this but I wish you would of told a lie.

Life
so there was a time in my life where I expected things to just happen for me, I expected the guy I was with to start treating me well. Never realizing that the person is who they are from the beginnnig. NO one can change a person, nor should they try to. I've had points of devastation, quickly replaced by bliss. I was Devastated when I found out the truth to most of these so called men. These men would take my health for granted so that they could enjoy the company of other woman, not ever thinking that maybe they were hurting me. So I'm healthier mentally than I have ever been. Going through a divorce can help you find yourself. I've found I'm not willing to settle, I'm not willing to put up with bullshit, nor am I going to try to find a guy I can "change". I want to find a guy who is everything to me, makes me laugh, holds me when i cry, makes me feel alive inside. Takes me for who I am and does not ask me to be different just for his friends or family. In turn expects his

Resignation
My Resignation haha anyone with me? RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want

Please Help Me Get His Blast For His Bday
PLEASE I NEED YOUR HELP I AM ALL OUT OF COMMENTS AND NEED AS MUCH HELP AS I CAN GET MY HUBBIES B-DAY IS MARCH 15TH AND I AM TRYING TO HELP GET HIS BLAST IN TIME FOR HIS B-DAY JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND HELP FULFILL A B-DAY WISH

"near You Always"
Please don't say I love you, those words touch me much too deeply and they make my core tremble Don't think you realize the effect you have over me Please don't look at me like that It just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't kiss me so sweet it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow And please don't touch me like that makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow And please don't come so close it just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't bring me flowers they only whisper the sweet things you'd say Don't try to understand me your hands already know too much anyway It just makes me want to make you near me always And when you look in my eyes please know my heart is in your hands It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms you have complete power over me So be gentle if you please, 'cause Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth And it makes me want to make you near me always Your hands are in m

The Top 10 Of New English Words Which Will Be Introduced In 2007 In The Office
1. BLAMESTORMING: Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS: The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard. 4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM: An office filled with cubicles. 6. OHNOSECOND: That minuscule fraction of time in which you realize that you've just made a BIG mistake. (Like after hitting send on an email by mistake). 7. ADMINISPHERE: The rarefied organizational layers beginning just above the rank and file. Decisions that fall from the adminisphere are often profoundly inappropriate or irrelevant to the problems they were designed to solve. 8. SITCOMs: Single Income-Two C

K, Imma Put It Back Up, Cause Sombudy Actuall Read It! A Man Could Learn Lil Sumthin From Miss Alicia
Alicia Keys A Woman's Worth (Verse 1) You could buy me diamonds You could buy me pearls Take me on a cruise around the world Baby, you know I'm worth it Dinner lit by candles Run my bubble bath Make love tenderly to last, and last Baby, you know I'm worth it (Bridge) Wanna' please; wanna' keep; wanna' treat your woman right? Not just over the shoulder, let her know she's worth your time You will lose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first She will and she can find a man who knows her worth! Mmmmmmmmm (Chorus) 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her (when he sees her) And a real woman knows a real man Ain't 'fraid to please her (please her) And a real woman knows a real man always comes first (first) And a real man just can't deny A woman's worth Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmm (Hold up) (Verse 2) 'Cause If you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods... Treat you like a real woman shoul

Congrats
Congrats!!!!! congrats to Saint (my fellow band member who fuckin rox!)for his new journey he'll be taking to get some of his work published!!! it's long overfucking due as he has talent that this world needs to see yay!

Making Believe
I'm making believe that you're in my arms, though i know you're so far away. Making believe that i'm talking to you, wish you could hear what im saying. And here in the gloom, of my lonely room we're dancing, like we used to do. Making believe is just another way of dreaming, so till my dreams come true... I'll whisper goodnight, turn out the light and kiss my pillow, making believe it's you.

Introduction Isn't What It Use To Be...lol
Hello all my friends and new friends. I don't know when Jeremy finally decided to let me into his family but I'm happy he did. He knows I love him and I'm sure everyone in here does too. I mean how can you not...lol I hate intros but for the new friends/family members here goes. I sure you want to know a little about me. I'm hot, sexy, oh no that's what I write for the 20 or so personal sites I'm subscribe to...sorry. Ok for real...I'm single (yeah like you didn't know from the sentence before) a full time caregiver for my father who is 81 and has Alzheimer. I have dyslexia which is a learning disability when it comes to reading/spelling etc. However, I have two years as a sociologist(LOVE PEOPLE) and I have a two year degree in Computer Information Technology CIT (yep LOVE COMPUTERS). Before I started taking care of my dad I had a computer business only lasted two years. I own two homes I rent one to pay the note which I should be finished in five years...fingers, toes, and elbow

You R The One...
your voice reminds me of the angels your smile reminds me of the sun. your eyes sparkle like diamonds baby, you r the one. your love gives me strength to believe again your heart give me the ll to survive. your soul opened up a new doorway for me and mad eme happy that i am alive. i dream of the day i will hold you and when we will share our first kiss. i dream of the moments we will share there is nothing that i want to miss. so know, my darling i lov eu. no matter what may come undone. we can make it through all of this. baby u r the one..

What Is Your Primary Vice?
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Jesus Christ Superstar
Jesus Christ Superstar The classic story For the first time ever, Jesus Christ Superstar has been specially filmed for video. Shot at Pinewood Studios, this new filmed stage version starring Glenn Carter and Rik Mayall captures one of the best scores Andrew Lloyd Webber has ever written and is packed with hit songs including 'I Don't Know How To Love Him', 'Gethsemane' and 'Superstar'. The film was awarded the 2001 International Emmy in the Performing Arts category Jesus Christ Superstar (1973) I Dont Know How To Love Him

Military Wit And Wisdom
MILITARY WIT AND WISDOM -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "A slipping gear could let your M203 grenade launcher fire when you least expect it. That would make you quite unpopular in what's left of your unit." - Army's magazine of preventive maintenance. ------------------------------------------------------ - Instruction printed on US Rocket Launcher "Aim towards the Enemy." ------------------------------------------------------ "When the pin is pulled, Mr. Grenade is not our friend. - U.S. Marine Corps ------------------------------------------------------ "Cluster bombing from B-52s are very, very accurate. The bombs are guaranteed to always hit the ground." - USAF Ammo Troop ------------------------------------------------------ "If the enemy is in range, so are you." - Infantry Journal ----------------------------------------------------- "It is generally inadvisable to eject....

Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room talking about many things. The idea of a living will came up and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If I ever come to that just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. Bitch...... :Þ

Best News As Of Yet
I got the exact date of me getting out of the Navy I finally got it and I can't wait it will be Friday the 16th of March only one week from tomorrow and then I will be back at home with my Beautiful wait a min. not beautiful GORGEOUS and I love her so much and then I will be on my way back to NC with my wife to start my family with her

My Baby...
Hello friends... I have a problem.. My little baby girl Fantazia is sick. (She's the red head in my photos) She gets really bad allergies this time of year. I give her a half of a baby aspirin, and benadryl to try and help, but it doesn't really do much. So I am asking for ASSISTANCE!!!!!!!! Does anyone know of anything that I can give her to make her feel better. She is my one and only, and my precious little girl. I don't have any kids except for her (lol). She makes me smile everyday. All I want is for her to be healthy and happy... Normally, I do an ok job... But when she is sick, not so much. So if anyone has any suggestions, I would really appreciate it!

Yaay! Got A Yacht! Thanks For Helping
Woohoo...I have the coolest of big pimpin' gifts, a yacht, courtest of new Godfather (Godmother?) Engla... Complete list of helpers to follow soon, but major thanks to Ninalita and Wendy Caroline for all their help!

Poem #2.
It will be 3 years This Year and My Moms Birthday is Tommorow So heres the other of the 2 Poems Im showing today Almost 2 years 2 years almost come and Past Life seems to be moving so very Fast I'm forced to Find Other Role Models Since God has taken the 2 i've Followed Ive been forced to Grow up so Fast But life has its changes If you are to last Every Person I meet knows of your name because you've shaped me to be your same Your Love Compassion and Wisdom will always be with me From now until the End of Eternity

The Baby Was Born At 4:24 Pm Today
MY DAUGTHER HAD HER BABY LIL AFTER 4 PM TODAY, SHE IS VERY TRIED.HER SURGERY IS TOMM AM.THE BABY WAS A BOY, 7 LBS AND 13 OZ, 20 IN LONG AND A HEAD FULL OF HAIR.THEY WOULD NOT LET US GET PICS OF THE BABY TODAY SO AS SOOON AS I CAN I WILL POST SOME PICS. HE IS DOING OK, EXCEPT HIS BODY TEMP WAS LOWER THAN MOST NEWBORNS.PLEASE KEEP THE PRAYERS COMMING FOR THEM.

New Puppy!?
i might be getting a new puppy soon! its a 9month old pom. im very excited but nervous to! he has had a very hard life. his previous owners were very abusive to him in his short life. he was recently thrown against the wall and they broke is radius/ulna. he has a perm. metal plate in his leg. but i want him to know what a great life is, and that it is possible. if i saved yasmine my papillon now from her terrible first months, i want to do it for him. :)

It Lives
A hint of things to come A momentary lapse in reason A means to an end Bittersweet the victory A reality check of denial The road to madness Scars of the past too real The present day world void of feelings Welcome to the dark A distant memory An old friend coming back from the dead Two halves become whole The birth of a new life The death of the one that was once known Rise from the ashes The beast now lives Unrestrained by his former master Free to unleash hell

Fill This Sex Application Out And Return To Me In Email! Lol
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act?

Love Once Forgotten
You were my love once forgotten Only now do i remember your face. It swims in front of me, Carefully haunting Slowly Killing. You haunt my days, Terrorize my nights. Why can't you just leave me alone? I wish I could run away To the brink of day But you would find me. There is but one way to escape The grasp of your soul Death. But that is your path, The coward's path. I am not you, I am no coward. I tried to tell you, To save you, But you wouldn't listen. That night, The night of your death, You said,"Je t'aime." Then You disappeared Into darkness. I ran to the edge, But it was too late. I watched you fall. I watched you die. I felt your soul embrace me As it started it's journey But then, I felt nothing. Saw nothing. They say love Is what you make it. You made it hell for me. But When I was with you There was no place else I'd rather be. You were the light In my world Of darkness. But even the brightest of lights Are plagued

Stupid
THe Cialis commercial says that if you experience and erection lasting more than four hours, call your doctor. Here's how this really works: If I experience an erection lasting more than four hours, I'm calling every woman I ever met. Dig?

The Government Is Trying To Take Your Favorite Music Away. Go To Http://www.savethestreams.org/
The Government is trying to take your favorite music away. Go to http://www.savethestreams.org/ to sign a petition against this action! The Copyright Royalty Board (CRB) has announced its decision on Internet radio royalty rates, rejecting all of the arguments made by Webcasters and instead adopting the "per play" rate proposal put forth by SoundExchange(a digital music fee collection body created by the RIAA). RAIN has learned the rates that the Board has decided on, effective retroactively through the beginning of 2006. They are as follows: 2006 $.0008 per performance 2007 $.0011 per performance 2008 $.0014 per performance 2009 $.0018 per performance 2010 $.0019 per performance A "performance" is defined as the streaming of one song to one listener; thus a station that has an average audience of 500 listeners racks up 500 "performances" for each song it plays. The minimum fee is $500 per channel per year. There is no clear definition of what a 'channel' is f

First Lyric.. Do You Know It?
I've come up with this idea to post single lyrics from songs and see how many people can tell me what it belongs to. If you guess right, then you will get a gift from the shop.. I don't know if anyone will participate, but we shall find out :) "When you are in Texas, look behind you" Any guesses? I would say no cheating, but it clearly won't be able to be enforced! I shall wait a few hours and see how many comments I get!

The Rules
The International Rules of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday i

My Crucified Love
MY CRUCIFIED LOVE YOU FILLED MY HEAD WITH MEMORIES THEN YOU TORE MY WORLD APART NOW I AM LOST IN MY FANTASIES THIS TIME YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU TORE OUT MY SOUL LEFT ME HANGING DRY NOW AS I LOOK BACK I SEE ALL THE TEARS I’VE CRIED I TRIED TO THINK BACK TO WHERE I THOUGHT I WENT WRONG YET THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME AND IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG. WHY HAVE YOU HURT ME AND PLAYED WITH MY MIND WHY DID YOU TEASE ME AND TAKE UP MY TIME THE MEMORIES CAN NOT COMPENSATE FOR WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH BECAUSE NOW I AM FILLED WITH EMPTINESS AND HATE JUST FOR TRYING TO LOVE YOU COULD I EVER TRUST YOU AGAIN COULD I EVER BE SATISFIED COULD I EVER TAKE A CHANCE MY LOVE WAS CRUCIFIED WRITTEN BY : J.R.A.F 05/07/1993

Flashback
Flashback Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep Dreams touch someone far away And Recaptures rage of yesterday Remembering pains that were endured Abuse and beatings never cured Love is trapped in a fractured heart Distance and shame sets the child apart No choice of parents that were assigned Wrath and anger were not confined In this woman’s heart there lives a child A place of blurry thoughts compiled The flash of scenes is here to stay Love and peace have gone away Mommy’s hand raised in the air Mommy’s hand twisted in hair Daddy is now bathing me Please don’t hurt me, the child pleas Boards and belts on tender flesh Blurred moments that can’t seem to mesh Brother crawls into my bed We cower from daddy with familiar dread If I should die before I wake I prey the lord my soul to take. Written by: J.R.A.F

This Is Wrong
IF YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR KIDS AND OTHERS!!!!! Public safety warning! IF YOU CARE ABOUT OUR KIDS!!!!!! Fathers & Mothers please read! McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this: PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer,

Marry A Redhead
A young man marrying a redhead asked his father for some marital advice. The father said, "Just remind her who wears the pants in your family." The evening arrived, the new husband tossed his pants to his bride and said, "Here put these on." She did and said "I don't fit into these." "That's right!" he said, "and don't you forget who wears the pants in this family!" With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He looked at them and said, "I can't get into your panties!" She said, "That's right - and you won't until your attitude changes!"

Prison
Prison Another day of loneliness Living on borrowed time Freedom seems so far away Inside a distorted mind I watch my happiness fade The glow in my eyes have died Watching the wrinkles form Because I can not cry Waterfalls of tears have fallen But no promises are made here All truth is smashed and broken To all that was held so dear A heart left sagging Like a flower plucked from its stem Closing out all memories That reminds me of him I must not hold on to anything I have to feel as if it’s all dead For my time here will never end And the nightmare will continue inside my head Written by: J.R.A.F 1994

Don't Read Between The Lines...
...read the lines, you won't understand the infinite implications until you understand the infinity of what i'm saying best wishes special interest dirty dishes dead fishes free ticket good riddance broken stitches hits and misses rusty scissors poorly healed incisions blind divisions squeaky door hinges cattle never cringes it's delicious i'm cooking my steak less and pinker after every butcher shop visit don't be upset your turn is next take your place on the slaughter belt obnoxious minimalism vapid saturation moderate extremism secular state financed religion convicted by fringe convictions generals miss the days of conscription potpourri scented prisons i dropped the soap but no one's listening the mirror is superstitious it breaks itself without a witness your cancer obstructs my vision it's benign with its malignance held in place by a pair of forceps whispering its insistance assist the masquerade of resistance play a very convincing

Don't Understand
i really don't understand why i keep turning people off to me...it confuses the hell out of me to start with...and then when no one will explain it to me...it fucks with ym head even more...i guess women don't like nice guys anymore....

5 Things That Really Piss Me Off...(re-post Of A Blog I Written On A Different Site Just After Christmas)
Ok with Christmas behind us it's time for me to stop being so damn chipper and go back to my usual "pissed off at the world" self. The best way I know to do this is to make a list of 5 things that piss me off. Here you go. Hope you enjoy. 1. Myspace: You have no idea how pissed I am that I'm addicted to this page. I always thought it was just an online popularity contest to see who can get the most friends. And for the most part it is. But now I'm addicted. Somewhere in between the get-to-know me surveys which ask "When did you last tell someone you thought about liking them" and "how many toes are on your best friends left foot" or whatever they ask I have got to know a lot of really cool people on here. And now I find myself racing home each night to see if I got any messages that day. So it's a mixed blessing. I'm thankful I got to know some great people on here but damn! Why did I have to get addicted! 2. Taxis: Ok I ride one to work once in a while and so

5 Things That Make Me Go Wtf?!
You know, there are some things out in this totally f'ed up world that I just can't figure out. Does anyone else have these moments where you just have to think "WTF?!" to yourselves? These are my top 5 WTF's... 1. Directions on shampoo bottles- Now I'm guessing everyone that reads this knows how to use a fucking bottle of shampoo but the companies still think they should make sure we know to "wet hair, lather, rinse, repeat" on their bottles. It's sad to think about it but they're probably some dumbass in Bfe Utah standing in his shower, toes all wrinkly, staring at the back of a bottle of White Rain thinking "Damn! I was suposed to rinse, THEN repeat! Thats how I get the soap out!!! ahaa!" 2. The little packs of sillica gel that is found in a new pair of shoes that says "Do Not Eat"- Wtf?! Ok, I admit that I am a rather large man and I like to eat a lot of wierd things. But I have NEVER dug something out of my shoe (new or used) and thought "Man! that looks mighty tasty!"

Moving....
Ok So bruce found out that he is leaving probably monday for new mexico for 9 weeks. So I will probably b leaving next week to go home for good. I will b gone from here for a bit and I wont have the cell anymore either. As soon as I get settled I will let everyone know whats up. As soon as i get a new celly too I will let everyone (well some of you) have that number as well. I am gonna miss all my friends!! I will try not to b gone for too long!! Love, ~Stephie~

The People That Made Me The Man I Am Today..(re-post Written On An Earlier Blog From Another Site)
Y'know, a lot of people always ask me how I became the stately, statuesque, honorable man I am today (at least that's what I think they mean by "Why the fuck are you so wierd?!"). I, like most of you, were greatly influenced by a lot of our early television personalities and helped mold me into the man I am today. This is a list of the 10 most influential... 1. Fat Albert- He taught me the importance of friendship when you are so fat you couldn't even see your willy to get laid (this was realy helpful in my later years!) 2. Popeye- He taught me not to eat too much spinach because it really affects your taste in woman very negatively (come on!! Who out there besides Popeye and Bluto think Olive Oyle is hot!). 3. Charlie brown- He taught me that even crack babies can be cute. 4. Jo from "The Facts of Life"- She taught me that a woman can be a man too. 5. He-Man- He taught me that even gay people can be heroes. 6. Al bundy- He taught me that no matter how bad your lif

Beyond Fantasies
Sex. I wanted to have sex. I wanted to have sensual, consensual, erotic, hot, steamy, adventurous, sex. Two years and four months out of my marriage and I'd been through more changes than I could count; men, sex, love, friendship, break-ups… I'd been through it all. And yet there was still a boundary to be crossed. There was still a land yet to be discovered. I would dream about it. I would fantasize about it. It was un-chartered territory that I wanted to chart. Bad. I'd come close, in a way. As a massage therapist I had touched many bodies. I am always the consummate professional though. My thoughts are my own and I never crossed a professional boundary, not once. But in my mind I wondered what it would be like to touch everything? What would it be like to touch every curve, every plane? Curves that were soft and rounded, planes that were lean and strong, breasts that sit perkily atop smooth tanned chests, large full breasts that fall gently to the side as my clients lay on th

Fantasy Dance
Alex and Carolyn had gotten an invitation to dinner at one of the most elite five star eateries, in New York. When they got there, the band was playing and people dancing; And Carolyn could not wait to dance. They walked over to the table grabbing drinks from one of the servers. Tom and Jody, friends of there’s, were sitting and waiting for them. The four of them talked and joked for a while; The band was playing something slow and Carolyn wanted to dance. As Alex and Carolyn danced, Carolyn put her head on Alex’s shoulder, Alex whispered, I love you, she looked up at him, and gave him a kiss and whispered back, I love you too sweetie, she paused, and said, I can't wait to get you alone. The dance ended, dinner was being served, and Carolyn and Alex made there way back to the small table for four, Carolyn sat next to Alex and Tom next to Jody. Tom asked, is any one in need of another drink, Alex answered no Tom thank you we're good. Carolyn looked across the

Silly Contest...help?
'ello all....this is me...writing for da hell of it....to self promote this silly contest that i'm in.. i need to be RATED AND COMMENTED...on the contest picture!!.. sooooooo that's where all who reads this...is gonna come in handy!!! i know that contests are totally silly...but wouldja please consider if ya haev nothing else to do for even 5 minutes outta ur busy schedules.... pleaseeeeee rate n comment on my contest pic....haha i'll leave the link...just click on it...and give 'er!!! i really appreciate everyone who takes the time to COMMENT BOMB me..and RATE me as well!!! this contest is on til the 21st of march...soooo we really have lots of time....PULEEEEEEEEEZ comment bomb me as much as ya'll can.... i feel like a total dork...but meh...c'est la vie...haha... C'MON....my boobs aren't THAT bad to look at...*giggles* well this is Danni...signing off...hope ya'll have a great day!! *hjugs n luvs to ya'll* ~~Danni

No Aurthorization Error,
I Rate 5 images,then error message pops up telling me I'm not sign'd in.I go to sign in error message says I'm sign'd in I got to Rate it then tells me I'm not sign'd in.Between Internet Exsploreing booting me off.An CherryTap not letting me in.I guess I'm a bit Screwed today nomatter what Direction I go.Then I decide I'm going to repost Lord Lestats,message on myspace.Then error message pops up again no Aurthorization. Then it wouldn't take my God Damn password said I didn't have an Account.4 try's at that it finally let me in.I was thinking maybe I'd make a new account but I dimissed that quickly, as why Bother,who the hell wants to start as a fresh meat ,not I said the Wolf,I'd rather chase down Little Red Rideinghood an rip out her throat for a Nice Virgin Meal.It will be a Miracle if this gets posted cause for some Damn Reason,I have no aurthorization to access my own account.Well the only thing going correctly I'll Fish on Saturday afternoon,I'll make mad passionate Love to my L

Omfg Cleanin My Lists Right Out.
my blog b4 this i posted a thing where i am in a contest......five rates and twelve comments, comments are from 3 peeps.......as it is i have grown really fucking bored of ct...to many peeps are like children on here and others all about points and out of my over one thousand friends, very select few i wld consider keeping when i leave here, i am sure they know who they are, other then that i am sooooo done with this site, don't even ask me for favors when i pop on once in a blue moon cause the return i have had for favors i have done, it wld take more then u to brown nose for me to show anyone other then the select few JACK SHIT....peace i am outty. CT peeps really don't know what the word friends means. IF YA KNOW I DON'T TALK TO YA CAUSE U DON'T TALK TO ME DELETE ME FROM FRIENDS....."THANX"

Over It
I'm over your lies, and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me, when you know I'm not okay. You call me at night, and I pick up the phone. And then you be telling me, I know your not alone. ohh.. That's why (your eyes) I'm over it (your smile) I'm over it (realize) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over.. Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, its my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it.. I'm over your hands, and I'm over your mouth. Trying to drag me down, and fill me with self-doubt. ohh.. That's why, (your words) I'm over it (so sure) I'm over it (I'm not your girl) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over... Don't call, don't come by, ain't no use, don't ask me why, you'll never change, there'll be no more crying in the rain. I'm so over it.... I'm over it.... Music Video Codes By Mus

The Business Proposition
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... but she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." The girl looked at him, and then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend.... so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money really fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened....? Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!" Life lesson: Always consider a business proposit

Outta Here!
I have to go for a bit! Don't be sad, I will return. My friend is getting married and I am going to sunny California to help out the last few days of her single life and be with her as she takes the plunge into her married life! I should be back in about a week and a half! *kisses* to everyone!

Friday.........
What a day. I am coming down from quite a sugar high. I didn't eat anything all day.. except a cupcake...M&M's and Mountain Dew..lol. I was too busy trying tofigure out what was wrong with the code I wrote.. it all looked right and it didn't work. Turns out my partner had something set wrong on the server. I was ready to pull what was left of my hair out. So now I am eating something healthy.. even a salad..lol. Got a few more projects crossed off the list. I have two more quotes to get out. I am getting too much work! It will be a weekend without David.. so I will catch up on sleep.. cleaning.. and probably work some more. I hate those weekends. But I will try and stay busy. Already have the laundry started..lol. There is a girl in my church that makes me think how lucky I am. We all face some challenges in life. Liza is probably 13 or 14 now. She walks with quite a limp because one leg is much shorter than the other. Her back is curved. She just had surgery

My Love List Ty To These Great Friends
yea my freinds rock I.C.U.member of the BA @ ♠ §µíÇíÐë ♠ ßØΜβ€rζ &@ CherryTAP some people just rock and others really f-in rock well these are a few thank you for being on my list if you don't know them you should one sickbad ass chick one of my best freinds oNe SiKk iNdiViDuaL~♠ §µíÇíÐë ♠ ßØΜβ€rζ ♠~*CO*@ CherryTAP babby girl *BabyGirl*~SDMF~!B&AFamily!~*100%White,100%Proud*@ CherryTAP crystal )o( ~*Crystal~* )o(@ CherryTAP soulz (she did my skin ty) !!SouLz!!+!!2nd Head Of N.C. FAM!!+[Residential Redneckz Wife]@ CherryTAP freedom Freedom Isnt Free ♠ §µíÇíÐë ♠ ßØΜβ€rζ ♠ THE AIRSTRIKE@ CherryTAP lone wolf 41 Lonewolf41 aka Lady Wolf Nightstorm@ CherryTAP jayrod jayrod874@ CherryTAP robie sue robisue@ CherryTAP bibabe Bi ~ Babe ~♠ §µíÇíÐë ♠ ßØΜβ€rζ ♠~*XO'

Please Read This
Angel Dean has been battling liver cancer since 1998. She recently learned that she needs a transplant as soon as possible to survive. Please, atleast read her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show your support for Angel by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you

Real Friends
hey well here goes friends are suppose to be there for you no matter what and is suppose to keep their promises and do what it takes to keep the friendship... But now days it seems to me like friends are not the ones they are suppose to be and it is hard to know who is real and which ones to believe and then you think that you know them and they wont hurt you are use and the ones that you will or you think would do it doesnt they are actually the ones who care about you and everything like that... and then you see someone that you know that you like and you would want to be with but hten when it come down to it you expect them to leave and shit like that but they stand behind you no matter what and the one who was suppose to turns their back on you and then avoids talking to you intil it comes down to it and then when you call tehm and ask them what is up they just tell you that they want ot go their on way and everything like that... So how do you trust people again after being used a

Women Drive Me Nuts
I never understand women.. this is like fuck you part two but who knows how many parts my life has ahead of itself. as my dad slumps himself into the sofa with more wine.. as he dumps his hand into some cereal like a caveman.. i sit here to express my anger and hostility at everything right now You have someone you are tight with.. and they give you the 3rd degree about being there for them. but what happens when you ask for some.. you got zippy! you try and you try.. its hard.. its hard to keep friends who just forget about you.. kind of just blow through the breeze whats so fucking great about guys..why does my mami have a guy who doesn't call her. stephanie is a great mom.. she's cares about my day.. hears about all the women who treat me like shit.. why is it that i am here when anybody needs me yet when I put my 24/7 into something. they run away. like when someone left me as a family member.. leaves.. comes back.. doesn't tell me she's getting married.. i have

Why Is It...
all that seems to matter on this site are the sex pictures (or should i call them the NSFW pictures) getting as many friends on your list as possible and getting points? well it bugs me okay sorry to be bitchy but i've got 155 photo's in my folders and the only ones any one cares about are the sexy, dirty and hawt ones.. well you know what fuck you if you can't be a real friend a rate all the pictures just buzz off okay!

What Is Up With People
Ok i am tired of people that say they are your friends and everything like that and then when you need them the most they are nowhere to be found or they wont answer the phone for you... And when they need something they expect you to be right there for them why is that... They want you to be there for them but they want to leave when times get rough and everything like that and i am wanting to know what makes you a friend when you are never there for them and then when they need something you have to be there for them or they get pissed at you and say that youdont care when in all rality it is them that dont care about you... If someone can tell why this is please feel free to do that for me i need to know this so that way i can understand this...

Wow..... What A Week.
I'VE HAD ONE LONG WEEK, AS ONLY A FEW OF YOU KNOW.... I'VE MET NEW PEOPLE AND LOST CLOSE PEOPLE. ALL BECAUSE I HAVE FALLEN FOR SOMEONE AND I'LL BE HONEST.... I'VE FALLEN HARD FOR HIM. I WON'T SIT HERE AND COMPARE ANYONE TO HIM. THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M ABOUT. I SEEM TO HAVE HURT A FEW PEOPLE, BECAUSE I'M DOING THIS. THAT I UNDERSTAND..... WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND..... IS WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE HAPPY FOR ME?!? I'D DO MY BEST TO BE HAPPY FOR THEM. ALL WEEK LONG, I'VE BEEN RUNNING IN CIRCLES AND NO MATTER WHAT....HE'S BEEN THERE BESIDE ME. AS MUCH OF A DRAMA QUEEN THAT I AM OR CAN BE. HE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE SHIT ON MY THIS WEEK.... I WASN'T GOING TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THIS, BECAUSE I FELT THAT IT WAS JUST DRAMA..... BUT I'VE HAD ENOUGH, IF YOU CAN'T FUCKING BE HAPPY FOR ME, THAN MAYBE WE WEREN'T MEANT TO BE FRIENDS. BECAUSE IF THE SHOE WAS ON THE OTHER FOOT..... NO MATTER WHAT, I WOULD DO MY BEST TO BE THERE FOR YOU!! AND YOU KNOW IT.... HELL, I'M STILL HERE AREN'T I?!?!

Dumbest Asshole In Arizona
OK. you couldn't make this shit up!! this dude is a real dumb fuck.. Suspect shops for extinguisher while meth fire burns Sarah Muench The Arizona Republic Mar. 9, 2007 12:06 PM The fire that burned his Chandler condominium was bright, but authorities couldn't say as much for the man who caused it by attempting to cook methamphetamine in a toaster oven. Jonathan Zaletel, 19, was cooking meth in a bedroom closet Tuesday about 7 p.m. in the 1200 block of North Alma School Road near Ray Road when the fire started, authorities said. He unsuccessfully attempted to put out the fire by tossing water and window cleaner on it. When that didn't work, he decided to head to a nearby Wal-Mart to buy a fire extinguisher. advertisement While he was gone, the condo's sprinkler system engaged and put out the fire. By the time Zaletel returned with the extinguisher Chandler firefighters were on the scene. He was arrested on suspicion of drug manufacturing, drug possession and

~ Remember Me ~
You got questions about the War? Why ? Did he Lie? Are they Lieing about him? Fuck them questions, you have the rest of your life to go after whoever you want. You have one mission in you life, SUPPORT these BRAVE Men and Women until they come home. Support the mission they are on. I don't care if you don't like the War, If you do not support this mission to a Victory then you can not support the troops, if the mission fails, they fail. Lets Win this Dam thing and bring them home to the HIGHEST honor we can give them. AWESOME Video.

At Your Feet
Where are you tonight my love? What is it that you do? It's true my heart is torn apart, When I'm not with you. What enchanted thoughts swim through your head? Are any of them of me? When, my dear, you go to bed, Is it my face you see? Who is honoured with your presence now? And do they even care? The thought of you not being admired, Fills me with despair. Do they appreciate your loveliness? Do they marvel at your splendor? Do they love to hear your velvet voice? Do they adore your smile so tender? If they do not, Then they all are fools. and had you been with me, Every day, my love, you'd be a queen, because that's what you are to me I'm at your feet, and I come with gifts my body, heart, and soul. They're yours to do with as you please, to command and to control I give myself with all my heart, I'm yours for all of time. Your slave, your king, your anything, only say that you are mine.

Angel
My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

Hemp And Marijuana - Myths & Realities
Hemp and Marijuana - Myths & Realities Abstract Surely no member of the vegetable kingdom has ever been more misunderstood than hemp. For too many years, emotion-not reason-has guided our policy toward this crop. And nowhere have emotions run hotter than in the debate over the distinction between industrial hemp and marijuana. This paper is intended to inform that debate by offering scientific evidence, so that farmers, policymakers, manufacturers, and the general public can distinguish between myth and reality. Botanically, the genus Cannabis is composed of several variants. Although there has been a long-standing debate among taxonomists about how to classify these variants into species, applied plant breeders generally embrace a biochemical method to classify variants along utilitarian lines. Cannabis is the only plant genus that contains the unique class of molecular compounds called cannabinoids. Many cannabinoids have been identified, but two preponderate: THC, which is th

.question.
question of the day. if humans taste of chicken...who exactly did the 'house of they' confer with to come to said conclusion? sure they made the movie 'Alive' and all but in reality the people who ate the other frozen people wouldnt tell who they ate...so im pretty sure they wouldnt be discussing their palatableness. (

Trying To Make Friends
EVEN THOUGH I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND(AND SHE IS ALSO ON HERE TOO SINCE I JOINED), I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE SOME FRIENDS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DON'T HAVE THAT MANY BECAUSE I DON'T SMOKE, DON'T DO DRUGS AND RARELY DO I DRINK ALCOHOL AND BECAUSE OF ME BEING DISABLED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY, I HAVE AND WILL DO MY BEST TO BE A GOOD FRIEND BUT I WILL NOT COMPROMISE MYSELF BY DOING ILLEGAL DRUGS AT ALL, THAT IS NOT ME. I HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR AS LONG AS IT DON'T HURT ANYONE'S FEELINGS BECAUSE I HAVE HAD MINE HURT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF I DO THAT TO ANYONE ELSE AND IF PEOPLE CAN'T HANDLE IT THAT I AM DISABLED OR PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY, IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM, IT'S THAT OTHER PERSONS THOUGH. JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A DISABILITY DOESN'T MAKE ME ANY LESS OF A HUMAN BEING, I DO HAVE FEELINGS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH HERE.

Sex, Love, And The Cherry
So I wanted to write something on Sex, Love, and the Cherry.. but I'm too tired to write anything as deep as I'd like to... however.. I was thinking of a new way to describe my podcast.. Asymmetric Biz Cult (the link can be found on my profile page) this new description is as follows "Rethinking Business and Media Aesthetics in light of Social Media and the struggle between the emperialist and prophetic traditions." What do you think of that? Well.. strangely enough.. I think this actually relates to questions of love and sex.. and indeed Cherry... Let us start with the question "what is hot." What is hot is very much like the question of Media Aesthetics... for instance.. what do you think of production values in relationship to video, and how has reality TV and You tube effected your sense of what looks good? So, by the same time.. how does Cherry, MySpace, and other social networking sites effect our sense of what is sexy? For me personally I'll tell you what I'm re

It Brings Us Back Again...
four thirty in the morning. for some reason, i'd rather be doing this in myspace. but myspace is being it's typical whore-self. when all looks lost and dying, the blood brings us back again. the deepest crimson, screaming loud and free. the twinge in the veins stinging and singing it's swan song. dripping down pale flesh. the world is not over, is it? i'm not losing it, right? i can't sleep. i'm trapped inside my own head. i want to sleep. i want NOTHING more than to sleep. to curl up in a fetal position and spin the world on it's head in dreamy dreamland. and i would be there if i had someoen to talk to. someone who maybe cared. just maybe. but no one cares anymore. only about themselves. never about anyone else. well, it may be that.... or it just may be me. now, i'm not saying 'oh, no one cares about me!' in that angsty teenage way. no, i'm commenting on the trash i try to keep as 'friends', or at best 'acquaintances'. when they need me, i'm there. i'm there with bells on to li

Friends Helping Friends... Its What We Do Eh?
Have a friend that needs help leveling up..... so lets do what we do best.... show some cherryluvin.... and yessssssssssssss men can show other men cherryrates.... I am sure he will return the rates lol click here to help my friend ;) If you would like me to promote u for help to level up - just pm me! Hugs&Luvs!! ~MzMic~

Myspace Vs. Cherrytap
i was referred to ct by a close friend and therefore logged on. she neglected to tell me that ct is myspace on speed. i'm still trying to figure it all out, but it's kinda cool. one thing i have to say is that i've never in my life seen so many boobs and so much ass, and this is odd because i have had both for a very long time. i was told that myspace was the site for singles, but truly i think ct overrates that site by far if your looking to get laid. see, i've got enough shit in my life to deal with, i don't really want some strange guy telling me they like my personality when they've never met me in person. just to clarify, i am the bitch and the ice queen. on the other hand if you want a friend, someone to razz-throw insults back and forth to, that would be me. i like to joke around and have fun, and i'm a faithful friend. hope to hear from someone on this!!

Vanity
Vanity definately my favorite sin(hope i dont go to hell for that)of the seven. as well as my favorite "V" word of the day. some may find me "cocky" or maybe "over confident". nah... lets just call it "convinced".....:p

Slacker
Ive gotten no homework done this week. I am so distracted I cannot focus. I dunno what imma do today...homework perhaps? Right now just streaming some music and thinking about doing something. 5 Crushes now...so fess up who are you hmm?I upped new pics yesterday and they got hardly anylove...so love me? Remember clocks go ahead sun at 2 am!!! Early DST this year. "Beginning in 2007, most of the United States begins Daylight Saving Time at 2:00 a.m. on the second Sunday in March and reverts to standard time on the first Sunday in November. In the U.S., each time zone switches at a different time." xoxoox some INXS

Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Queen of Pentacles card suggests that my power today lies in generosity. I am in a position to be gracious and to consider the welfare of others as I surround myself with or reproduce the conditions I wish to create. I am empowered by embracing my own splendor and earthy sensuality and this gives me the validation to nurture, share, or bring new life into the world. My asset is fertile and perennial gratitude

My Old Blog Is Gone
My old blog is gone, I gave it the swan song, Where eve' it belongs, Tiz not here with the girl and her thing. As often as I beef, Fight and Flight are no relief, people are decent is my belief, no matter what is my grief. Some thoughts be left hidden, Some ideas to caustic written, Hurt and pain ridden, Dark topics best forbidden. Gracefully into the night they go, Silently sliding into the abyss below. Let the night come as it may, Let the youth have the day.

I Understand It Hurts
i never understood how sometimes words can hurt or a joke can come out wrong. i like to joke around and have fun with friends and family. if i have hurt anyone i never mean to you have to know me to understand my personality and what sence of humor i have. i like learning about poeple and see what there all about. and what there into and the things they like.

You Know You're Stressed When...
You Know You're Too Stressed If... You can achieve a "Runner's High" by sitting up. The Sun is too loud. Trees begin to chase you. You begin to explore the possibility of setting up an I.V. drip solution of espresso. You wonder if brewing is really a necessary step for the consumption of coffee. You can hear mimes. You say the same sentence over and over again, not realizing that you have said it before. You believe that if you think hard enough, you can fly. Things become "Very Clear." You ask the drive-thru attendant if you can get your order to go. You say the same sentence over and over again, not realizing that you have said it before. You begin speaking in a language that only you and Chanelers can understand. The less sense matter and matter is more than sense. You and Reality file for divorce. You can skip without a rope. It appears that people are speaking to you in binary code.

Tara Meets Her Online Master
Part One Tara knew that she had been bad. Her Master had given her simple instructions that would have worked well within her life and also provided him pleasure, but she chose to ignore them. For two weeks she had been reading his writings and had increasingly realized that her own life was not as satisfying as she thought. She had stopped wearing panties at work and found her hands frequently straying beneath her desk to touch her sensitive pussy lips and occasionally, when she felt daring to rub that her tender and swollen clit. It seemed that sex was all she thought about nowadays and her work was suffering from it. At first, it had been fun, she would receive his stories, disappear into the ladies room where she would rub herself furiously until she came as she imagined serving as someone’s sexual slave. Soon he had begun asking her to do things … she had to purchase a butt plug, nipple clamps and some IcyHot™ if she wanted to continue to receive his stories.

Girls Vs. Grown Ass Women
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown Women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it - using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e. don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the "together time" even more special - and goe

Which One Rules?
ok people, am curious about this question... which one is better, rock and roll or country music? on my part i love rock and roll, heavey metal even some pop music . Country..... well...to each his own. Now let your voice be known...what do you like the best?

My Time Away
My time away My time away changed me inside. I developed a different outlook on my life. I seen things from a different perspective. My eyes began to focus. They seen what could be felt. Lonesome. Blame. Shame. When I was away, I didnt know myself. I was lost, a complete stranger to my own eyes. I wandered into nothingness and for the first time in my life, I knew what it meant to be alone. Without. Empty. Scared. A world inside of a world is where this began. This change that turned out to make a man. I became determined to never let this happen again. This stillness in time that was upon me. The breakdown of pride that bound me for so long. I seen clearly and thought clearly. I knew then that this was not for me. It wasnt my time to give up and let go of me. Myself. My all. My life. So I stood and made a stand and achieved that beautiful place in life that we call freedom. At last.

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang!
Damn.. I leveled up and didn't notice till just now.. haha I can upload more pix! w00t! I'll get some up tomorrow evening possibly. But now im cramming to get homework done for final week..Eeeeeeeeek *pulls out hair* That's what I get from being the Queen of Procrastination... well back to homework.. you know what sucks the most about it though.. my son's here, and its sunny outside..and Im here in the dungeon... *wimpers* anyone feel sorry for me? haha

A Brand New Day...............................
Rest your head and close your eyes Everything will be okay For when you wake with the sweet sunrise It will be a brand new day Turn down the lights and pull me close Feel only the beating of our hearts as we lay For when you wake with the soft morning breeze It will be a brand new day Relax your body and caress my soft hair Let all of life's worries melt away For when you wake with the warm summer scent It will be a brand new day Fall fast asleep and dream with me Whisper "I love you, I'm here to stay" For when we wake in each other's arms It will be a brand new day.

New Poem
Lost I love you without question. I don't know why you don't want my protection ? I've never hurt you or lied, why did you go and say goodbye ? I'm sorry if i hurt you, I never meant to make tears fall from your beautifull eyes. I guess your gone now and their is nothing, i can say or do. Just remember i'll alwase love you.

What A Psycho Retard Lol
To all my friends and family, take a good look at this laughable, sorry waste of flesh... 637294@ CherryTAP this would be my ex bf/still friends new gf. I found out that my ex bf had a page on here and I stopped by to show some love and say hi. Well anyway she proceeds to come by my page and leave a comment on one of my pics threatening me. LMAO as if I am afraid of someone that knows where I live and hides behind her monitor and a clan of fat friends...Feel free to check out the comment if you like: click this pic link and find her lame kitty face: Not only does she come and talk shit on my page...she goes to my fiance's page and whines to him and idley threatens me there too....here is the link to his page where you can see sorry kitty face's comment: jammingracebike@ CherryTAP Pretty sad dont you think...doesnt have enough nerve to put a pic of her face up...makes threats toward someone about her bf...when he talks to me willingly. AND she is so lame that she

The Ways Of A Stalker!! Lol
1. the come to your page everyday repeadtly.... 2.they constantly worry about what is being said 3.they wanna be u or someone else always 4.there life is dull and boring and usaly have bad hair HAHA!! 5.OH WAIT....they have NO fucking LIFE!!! hmmmmm i think that pretty much covers it....thank god my favirote stalker is sexy !!! LOL....

This Is A Depressing Blog
OK it's official the only thing men want from me is a good fuck. To them I will never have anything more. The sad part is I keep on falling for it whenever I think I found the one. I let my guard down. Trust the guy and the he uses me. And after he's done getting his jollies he makes up some lame assed excuse or doesn't even bother to make one up at all and buggers off out of my life forever. From this moment on unless someone can truly convince me otherwise I will not believe in love -- it doesn't exist. It's just a fairy tale made up for fools. And to think I was just starting to trust people again. That's all shot to hell. I can never trust anyone even slightly ever again. It just isn't worth it.

Another Poem
In this world. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. No one really cares who you are just what they can take. This is what the world has come to people that are fake. It seems there is no more love in this world to find. No one has love anymore its seems there unkind. If there were more love in the the world it would be a better place. In this world we live this is what we all face. In this world no one is the blame Put more Love in the world there is no shame. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. By native.

I Just Want It Over With
I want to die. I don't want to be sick like this anymore, all the pain to be taken away. I'm tired of dealing with everyday life. I want to get away from here and forget that any of it ever happened...my life, my family...all of it. IDK...IDC not like any more than 4 people will read this anyhow. I know I won't be on here so much from now on. Need to just escape everything...it's all fallen down on me now anyhow. Debating on eating both bottles of my medication right now. Can't think of what else to say.....

Im Done With Ct
hey cherry tappers. its been fun. but i think i am about to leave the site. i personally think this site is headed in a downward spiral. its going down in flames. but yea i will be checking my account once in a while. so if something changes and makes me want to come back i will let you know. otherwise its been real. keep in touch. xoxo Miss Cassandra Lynn oxox

How Can I Become A Better Person
i dont know what to do. i am so shy and bashful im afraid to start a conversation with a lady i also feel down all to time and the bad memories from my past just wont go away ive talk to councelors and shrinks but i cant get the memories of being molested when i was 5 out of my mind i say stupid shit i just got so much on my mind its driving me crazy i tried everything i cant sleep that much at night i have nightmares i feel so alone alot

Embrace
Then embrace of the kindred is like bliss At first pain, when the fangs break the flesh and the warmth flows from u and all becomes cold the pain dies. When the pain is gone a new life begins that of the night the search for new prey and the begining of the cold I long for the cold of night to get away from the pain of day in this I look for the reason to welcome the embrace. I long for the feel of the embrace and to return the embrace to someone who wants the cold of night and to leave the pain of day.

Whispers (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
A warm breeze blows across my face. I settle in against the tree, Its rough texture digging into my back. The solidness of it reassuring. I hug myself tight, Imagining your arms around me, Aching for your heaviness on me. Wishing for your warm breath on my neck, My breasts, my thighs. Wanting your hands on me, Exploring and probing. Resting my head and closing my eyes Because not seeing you before me is too painful. From my lips, in a whisper come these words, I so miss you.

Tabitha's Blog
This is a letter from my daughter to me that she told me to put in my blog....i didnt ask her why as i took it but when i read it ...there was no need for me to ask her why cause it doesnt matter....not when it made me choke up from the love i felt as i read what she wrote....Thank you Sissy! I love you baby!! "When the dawn turns to dusk my world suddenly feels right all over again for I know when I close my eyes you'll be there next to me. I could fall a million times and you would be there to lift me up every time. I could carry the sorrows of my life and you would be there to comfort me. I could laugh and you would be sharing my joy. I could do all I wanted to do with you and these are the times I treasure so much, for the world, and I will rejoice again at the breaking of a new day when you are in it." What did i do to deserve that kind of love...will she ever know how proud a dad she made me feel? I love my kids so damn much and when things like this happen...i lose that da

Just Saying Ty.. :o)
Want to say ty too all my friends for the support and luv... andddd.. too all my new friends that I have made friends with.. I have been trying to show luv still to all my friends.. and is hard to do.. I wish they would change the friends list and make it show when you are online all friends would show up and the ones offline.. wouldnt show.. would make it sooo much easier lol, as for the contest I can only bomb soo many at once soo be pataint with me plzzz.. Hard to keep up with you all, and if i havent hit you up in awhile plz dont be mad or feel that i dont want to show you luv.. because that is not how i am at all.. Just hard to find you all lol, and if i havent hit you up stop by and let me know, and ill hit you up with some luv. TY all again for helpin me out to get my month blast also. Hope all of you are doing well.. in the real world and in ct. Fuck all the drama and fakes or liars.. just move on all i gots to say :O) all of us here for friends or some just for fans and points

Seduction
I enjoy flirting. Most of who would read this already knows that. And when I flirt, I am often asked, "what are you looking for?" or "what turns you on?". I know, it's all lines. But my point is, I tell them "seduction". And nine times out of ten, I swear, they always reply with, "what do you mean"? Now I know most of you ladies already know what I mean. But those men who keep asking, this is an example of what I mean. An absolute must to being seductive is be charming. Not too pushy or over confident. But not too passive and reserved. Have some confidence and approach me with the intend to let me know that you admire me, and perhaps why. Flatter me, compliment me. Let me really feel like I am the one you were waiting for all day. Talk to me about things that interest me. Its all on my page. Now, I know some of you are reading this thinking, "screw her. she wants me to kiss her ass. no way" Thats fine. You people are not the seductive type, so don't waste my time, if flirting was

Time To Let Go
Its 7 am , and Ive been up for 20 minutes (actually 6 , stupid time change)How am I feeling .. tired confused , irritable , confused.wow, thats nothing new . I think Im getting my period , oh joy , it would come right before my vacation. Its funny , I keep telling myself I can control my feelings , I own my emotions , yet every time I tell myself that ,it bites me in the ass and Im proven wrong. so once again Im shown ,yes Kim you are a damned fool.I dont even know where to go with this, I think Ill just save this and actually pen and paper journel it. maybe ill just let the feelings sit and stir. Im seriously thinking karma does exsist and I did something really fucked up in a past life .Its a beautiful day , and I need to start laundry and pack . Im not letting this get me down. In 2 days I will be landing in San Antonio and I can just forget the world... Theres alot that needs wiping from my mind.I am a beautiful person whether people see it or not , and the gift of myself is

Impatient...
So I went to the book store last night to get my manga, of course when you really want it you cant get it. I was like o well I just going to order it. Gosh I could just pull my hair out try to order the darn mangas! He was soooooo slow, cant spell and type w/ 2 fingers! What annoying too is he doesnt want me to tell him what the corect spell is! It takes a while to spell beauty (name of the book) then w/ his slow motion he try to find the book then finally back to the computer and order it. Then he spell my name wrong I mean cmon now why didnt you just ask how to spell if you not sure or you cant? I mean I have an accent so I wont mind if peeps ask how to spell cause I might not saying it the right way. Nooooo not him, he even try to say that I'm not in the system. I was like yeah right almost every month I'm ordering something ugh at least 20 min just to order 3 books!!! I'll make sure next time I'm NOT dealing w/ that guy I really have no patient w/ stubborn slow poke that has techno

Sex Can Kill...
I am just sitting here looking at all the lovely women on here and was wondering what it would be like to make love to all of them... Then it hit me that I would most likely either run out of sperm, not be able to get another erection for an hour or die... I think I will just sit here and fantasize some more -- safer... :)

Why So Few Images
I look at other people's profiles, and they have a ton of images up. I look at mine, and I see a scant handful. It's not that I don't have enough to put up - hell, there's something like 3500 up on my website! I only have a few up so as to not bore everyone. I have a few up on here that aren't even up on my website. I dunno, maybe I'm just picky.

Civil War Monument In New Bern Vandalized
A new $45,000 monument commemorating the valor of the 26th North Carolina Regiment at the 1862 Battle of New Bern has been severely vandalized. Details follow from the New Bern (NC) Sun Journal. __________________________________________________ http://tinyurl.com/2t6ewl CIVIL WAR MONUMENT IN NEW BERN VANDALIZED TWICE Memorial went up just days before Thanksgiving 2006 Francine Sawyer / Sun Journal Staff March 2, 2007 - 12:00AM A Civil War memorial marks the area where Confederate and Union soldiers fought during the Battle of New Bern in 1862. Now the fight is on to stop vandalism of the 11 1/2-ton granite monument. The New Bern Historical Society has been working for the past seven years to make the monument, located near Taberna, a part of the New Bern Battlefield Park. Mark Magnum, chairman of the battlefield committee, said someone used a hammer to chip at the monument last week. Thursday, he found someone had written profane language on it. "It's aw

Music/ Concert
Well, last night was the best night I've had in a long time. I went to TOC w/ Steph, Niki (aka DJ Nikita) & Danielle. We arrived at Tinkerfield at 4:15pm hung out in the parking lot until the doors open. I was the D.D. so everyone else was downin' the beers while waiting. The first thing we did was hit up the t-shirt stands. I got an awesome shirt that Steph ended up wearing at the show. The bands were great. I met some other Echelon member that were fuckin' awesome! Love you guys! So, right before the sun setted I got seperated from everyone else. They just disappeared. So I tried lookin for them, couldn't find them. So I said fuck it, had a kick ass time anyway. I ran into the other Echelon again, they were soooo lucky. They got chosen to do volunteer work and hand out food to all the band members then later was able to watch 30 Seconds to Mars on the same stage they were performing on from the side. Oh, so jealous. 30 fuckin kicked ass like they always do. I was

Well Spring Break Is Over
My venting again.....don't wanna hear it stop reading here. ... Work...what in the hell....I was scheduled to work two days this week. lol I will be working again today. When my manager is there, work is good. Course yesterday he left at 12 and i was supposed to get off work at 3. The store was packed and the other 3 co-workers went in the back and was goofying off. This went on forever and ever. Watching 25 people in a store, ringing people up, open the dressing room, and making sure to greet EVERYONE that comes in the store. Isn't fun when its just one person........so today I work with the same group of people...woo hoo. Ever have those days you just need hugs or just a word of encouragement. Yeah I am here in my life. Imagine if you will....being 28 and quiting a job that could have taken care of you for the rest of your life. Then you take a deep breath and dive head first into following your heart. I am pursuing a degree in special education. Haha you can imagine ho

Lunch!!
Just getting ready to eat my lunch. Today it will be baked chicken breast, baked sweet potato, French cut green beans almondine with mushrooms, bread and butter and for dessert Carmel Apple Pies Ala Mode. Anyone wish to join me?

21 Things To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievemen

But Hey...some Things Work Out Well For Me
Ok, so my dating life (or lack thereof) may suck, but at least I got to smoke out a few famous people this weekend. The infamous MJ was the best and first, followed shortly by a famous cage fighter. Then the day after a semi-popular b movie actor. And also one of the local priests. So yeah, at least I have that goin on? Ok, I seriously need better things to brag about. My life is sad and pathetic :( Anyone suggest a change of scenery?

Child Molester
if you are friends with dj rescue thouht y'll would like to know heis under investagation for molsting his son,and nephews. please repost as much as possibe and the word out about this bad man.he is the exhsband of yellow rose my wife. thanks for all your support and care.in these times of need this is what ou true fiends are for.

Making Her Squirt
There are many ways to use your fingers to make a girl go crazy, and some of the best are to be found by simple exploration - try different things, different numbers of fingers, different parts of her pussy and ass, and be innovative and inventive. Some of the best fingering comes in conjunction with oral... but there is one, shining act which transcends all sexuality, and gives a woman - any woman - the best orgasm of her LIFE. This is not the kind of knowledge which should be bestowed upon predators or misogynists. You should only know this and use this if you LOVE women. Some will tell you that this is a myth: it is not a myth. Trust me. You'll be glad you did. You'll also be considered a stud, without ever having to take your cock out of your pants. Not that you care if women label you as a stud, right? Right? ;-) Here goes: Start by performing a little oral on her inner thighs, labia and clitty especially, to get her nice and wet. For "little oral" read "lots of oral" if

Makes You Wonder
This world is so amazing, how did we all survive without out what we now call our everyday necessities. I can not imagine not having a computer, my cell phone, any of that for that matter. WOW!!! Who knew that 10-20 yrs ago, we would have these things. Not me thats for sure. I am so thankful though. I have met some wonderful people, that I now call friends because of it. You can NEVER replace them. Doesn't matter what kind of newer technolgy comes out, they're always gonna be a part of me. Some may even be more than just a friend. Time will tell all. All I can do is be thankful for everything that I have gotten, and stay open minded to what lays ahead. It just makes you wonder....

I So Owned You Guys!
So we (Jamie, Chuck, Jay, Amanda and I) decided to have a shot for shot cam drinking game...WELLLLL I did drink about half that bottle..sure as hell felt it when I woke up! Hangover on top of a migraine..NOT GOOD lmao..Now CHUCK is saying I didn't win. Ok...1 didn't do it (JAY)..2 ran out of liquor (Jamie/Chuck)and one had to leave (Amanda)..leaving drunk me there so I won right??? Course I did lmao. ADMIT IT CHUCK!!! ANYHOO...I don't wanna see jager for awhile lol Ok and So I passed out in a chair with the cam on lol and may have puked once or twice BUT still OWNED!

Moving!
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am moving and not sure when I will be back online. Moving out into the country and haven't figured out what we are going to do with no dsl lol. Will probably have to go back to dial-up which sucks but the benefits of the country is way better than the DSL. So, hopefully I will talk to you all soon. Have fun! Jess

Thoughts To Ponder
Thoughts to ponder for 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. # 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which a person can die. # 8 Men have two states: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. # 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. # 6 Some people are like Slinkys.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. # 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. # 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. # 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? # 2 In the