Fubar Blog Posts 4

Kitchen Witchery
It does not take a lot of work, time, or money to transform an ordinary kitchen into a magical workplace. To begin with, there are many simple, yet effective, charms (such as a rope of garlic, a sun- catcher, or pentagram symbols) that can be placed in the kitchen for protection. A sunny kitchen windowsill filled with pots of magical plants not only looks good, but releases magical energies into the room. Even common culinary herbs that are found in the cabinets or nearly every kitchen possess strong magical properties. For instance, basil is traditionally used for exorcism, love, protection, and purification. Parsley is used for fertility, passion, and protection. Sage is used for healing, protection, and prosperity; and thyme is used for clairvoyance, courage, and love. Hang a "kitchen Witch" doll for good luck, and add magic to your cooking by drawing an invisible pentagram inside your pots and pans with a wand or athame. (A wooden spoon, fork, or knife can also be used.) A

If U Wont To Stay On My Frinds List
OK IF U SEE THIS AND U STILL WONT TO BE MY FRIND SAY SOMTING TO ME. THER R PEOPLE THAT DONT HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING IF WE TALK U R STILL THERE BUT IF WE HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO EACHOTHR THEN U WELL B GONE. THAT SOUNDS MEAN BUT YA I DONT LIKE HAVEING FAKE FRINDS IM SICK OF IT . 1 DAY SOON I WILL GET THE SALUT DONE BUT U CHERRY TAP DONT LIKE ME CAM LOL. SO JUST SAY SOMTHIN IN HERE OR SHOUT ME SAYING HI, IM A RELY NICE PERSON 1S U GET TO KNOW ME. RIGHT JUSTIN LOL :p ~~100% Made In Manitoba Canada~~

Crazy Baby....
I’m a Crazy Baby, Sxy Lady Total Cutie, Wit a Booty Booty Shakin, Heart Breakin, Perfect Hips, Glossed Lips, Bangin style, Sxy Smile, Madd Hott, Never stop, Lil Hunni, Playboi Buni, Angel Baby, Spoiled M@ybe Short Skirt, Luv 2 Flirt High Class, Shake That Ass LuScious Thing, Candy eyes, Temptin Lips, Killa kiss, I’m The Girl U don’t Wanna Miss!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *Tell me boy......Can u handle dis???? X X X X X X X X

Hallow
Centuries of serenity lay before my feet stretching beyond the wasteland of my thoughts all arounf the piercing silence does echo once vivid picture become forgotten As I sift my way through this fossilized amnesia etched and eroded by the lightly fallen snow there, near the end, a crack ruptures through the sky an evergrowing entity of this forlorn woe As the snow turns to ash, the hollow angel grives for the ones who would never see praying to stars that no longer hear your cries eyes raining forth empty screams In this writhing calm I hang suspended the insatiable crack screams in hunger over, and over, and over is sings in delight of the horrible gifts for me that lie in slumber As the snow turns to ash, the hollow angel grieves for those things that could never be praying to the moon and the sun and the stars and the sky soul begging forth futile pleas The sea of discarded dreams solidifies encasing my every movement in a sinewy lead my lupine skin

If I..........
if i gave you my hand ... would you take it and hold it and never let it go if i gave you my dreams.. would you take them and understand me as i sleep if i gave you my heart.. would you take it and never break it if i gave you my feelings... would you take them and understand the real me if i gave you my love.. would you take it and know its true if i gave you my life... would you take it and protect it from all harm if i gave you my everything... would you take it and be happy.. if i gave you me.... what would you do?

Withdrawls & Heartbroken
So...i finally did it. I gave her away. =( I got rid of my truckeee and got a new car. That was the hardest thing to do. I was infatuated with that truck. All the power. The speed. The pep. It made me an ego maniac and i enjoyed railing people in the ass with it on the road. Now, i have a 2007 Civic. It's okay. I mean...it's cute for a girly type car..and yea...its got some features the truck didn't..but the civic will NEVER ever compare to the truck. Especially the whole 4 cylinders that the civic is missing. =p Cheese and Rice...i miss my truck. =( Fuck the price of gas. It was SO worth filling it up at $35 every other day. I'm looking forward to a new truckeee. Seriously...who doesn't like big 4x4 trucks??

Nightmare
NIGHTMARE I SIT DECIDING WEATHER TO GO TO SLEEP OR TO STAY AWAKE AS LONG AS I CAN.. KNOWING WHAT WILL COME IF I DO CLOSE MY EYES..THE NIGHTMARES THAT SEEM TO BE GETTING MORE REAL AND MORE VIVID... THE NIGHTMARES SEEM TO GET CLOSER AND CLOSER TO ME... I LAY AWAKE UNTIL THERE IS BUT ONE SOLUTIONS TO THE PROBLEM OF NOT WANTING TO GO TO SLEEP... THE SOLUTION IS BUT TO SLEEP AND FACE MY FEAR HEAD ON... AS I DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP I FEEL A COMFORT AND WARMTH I HAVE NEEDED TO FEEL FOR SOMETIME NOW...AS I DRIFT FARTHER AND FARTHER AWAY FROM THE CONSCOIUS STATE I SEE AN IMAGE... NOT SURE WHAT IT COULD BE BUT ALL THE SAME A DARK IMAGE... IT SEEMS AS AN IMAGE OF SMOKE SUBSTANCE... IS THIS REALLY IN MY DREAMS OR AM I STILL LAYING AWAKE AND IT IS MERELY MY EYELIDS GOING CLOSE AND I AM STILL FIGHTING NOT TO SLEEP? IT SEEMS THE IMAGE IS GETTING CLOSER AND SEEMS TO TAKE FORM THAT IS FAMILIAR... IT IS A DARK CAPE WITH LANKY HANDS EMERGING FROM THE END OF THE SLEEVES... HANDS SO HORRID.. LIKE R

The Meeting. . .
It had been a long day at work and the fatigue and stress was starting to take it's toll. You finish up the paperwork and head for the door waving good night to your colleagues as you leave. On the drive home the exhaustion starts to hit you and you dream of the long, hot shower that awaits you when you get there. As you open the door to your apartment all is quiet. No one is home. You head straight to the shower, shed your clothes, step under the hot spray and feel the stress wash away with the water. All thought leaves your mind as you begin to relax and enjoy the peace and quiet and drift off into your own world amongst the steam and heat from the shower. The sound of the front door brings you back to reality. At least you think that's what it was. Zane, your flat mate, must be home. You turn off the water and step out of the shower, slowly drying yourself off and slipping on a pair of boxers. You head out of the bathroom in search of him. The quiet of the apartment is

Lawmaker: U.s. Catching, Releasing Top Terror Targets
Please Use The Box To Your Left To Rate This Story WASHINGTON (CNN) -- The U.S. military already knows what half of its most-wanted terrorist targets look like because they have been apprehended and photographed in the past, a Republican congresswoman said Friday. The United States is operating "a catch and release program for al Qaeda in Iraq," said Rep. Heather Wilson, a member of the House intelligence committee. In remarks at the National Press Club, the New Mexico lawmaker said a senior official told her that the U.S. military already has photographs of "fully half of the high-value al Qaeda targets in Iraq" presently being hunted. (Watch how Congress is divided over whether to send more troops to Iraq ) "They're wearing orange jumpsuits in the mugshots we took of them when we captured them the first time," Wilson recalled the official telling her. "We are operating a catch and release program for al Qaeda in Iraq. This is inexcusable and frustrating ... for the

Do Ya Think I'm Sexy?
I think I was in the 8th grade when this came out. I remember listening to a local station, G98, and they would have the Uncle Vic show late on Sunday. I'd listen to a tiny FM receiver with an earphone (single ear) so I could hear the joke of the evening and would be able to tell it to all my friends on the bus the next morning... because even then, I seem to have been up late looking for something... what it is/was, I still don't know, yet I lose sleep just the same. Back then I thought it was for jokes, but as time went on and technology grew into the internet, I spent more and more time searching. Perhaps its just natural for me to do. I don't know. I seem to have found plenty of others up later than anyone else looking for something too.

Redneck Man Pickup Line's
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded? cuz you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If your gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of i

Being Too Nice?
So I'm curious - does it really pay to be nice? I find it interesting that if you are sweet and nice on here you don't really have people chat with you but if you act all slutty or beg for people to come check you out - they come from all the corners of the world! Yes I know I'm not the "model" female but I'm sweet as hell! I started thinking bout this because I was debating on whether or not to start whining bout my upcoming birthday and see if I got "cool" gifts or even a blast bought for me! But then I realized I'm just a sweet and innocent (no laughing those of you who know me!) girl and it's beneath me to do that! So lots of love to the friends I have and actually keep in touch with me! Mwah!

When I Must Leave You
WHEN I MUST LEAVE YOU When I must leave you for a little while Please do not grieve and shed wild tears And hug your sorrow to you through years But start out bravely with a gallant smile And for my sake and in my name Live on and do all things the same Feed not your loneliness on empty days But fill each waking hour in useful ways Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer And I in turn will comfort you and hold you near And never, never be afraid to die For I am waiting for you in the sky!

Copied From Sweet's Page
Cpoied from a friend 30 Harsh Things a Woman Can Say to a Naked Man 1. i've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle. 4. You know, they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow. and your feet are so big! 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if i squeeze? 10. Oh no....a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if I water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least it won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes. 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first...... 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Doe

So Check This Bullshit Out Haha
like 3 days ago, my dad got in a big ol' fight with his wifey (of 5 months) and he decided to move out, so like i moved ALL his shit furnature, tv's dressers all that stuff, out of his house and over to my grandparents house, then i wen to the house that he lives in now, and busted my ass cleaning it up and everything, then that night i'm sleeping hella good and he shows up at like 7am and had made up with his wifey and so i had to move ALL that shit right back again. idk just thought i'd vent a little on it haha

So How Will You Kick The Bucket?...
My score on The How You Will Die Test: Electrocution(38% extrovert, 28% intelligence, 32% risk taker, 38% god-favour)You are the type of person who generally prefers going out with close friends or reading a book. You are of average intelligence and are not the type who takes risks. In fact, you live a fairly simple life, not needing to gain joy from doing anything crazy. You will probably live to slightly under the average age for your sex before being electrocuted as you use a knife to get out a piece of toast from the toaster in your old age However, if there is a god up there, he hates you - don't count on going to heaven Link: The How You Will Die Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Boobies
stop looking at me i'm not looking at you. stop staring dont you have something else to do? stop talking to me i don't talk back. try and touch me ya gonna feel a hand go whack. are you waiting for me to reply? have ya not noticed i have no mouth to say hi? do you honestly think if you stare long enough i will change somehow? so my owner will say stop looking at me now. so no matter what you say do or even try. boobies dont listen, talk laugh or cry..

Brand New And Raw
love for you my sweet dream .... longing that could make me scream .... words that never let me rest .... hard beats the heart within this chest .... seeking you day and night .... not caring if I am wrong or right ... only knowing that it is you I love... your my light, my angel from above .... eyes of blue that make my heart leap .... I am yours alone to keep ... a prisoner of deepest desire .... and never to extigush the fire .... that burn within and only for you .... I hope you feel this burnig too... for if you do and feed the flame .... ours is a love that none can tame ... and we will love both wild and free .... one heart , one soul for the whole world to see.... No longer caring for secrets kept.... went god made us for each the angels wept ..... at the beauty of love that none can compare... our love is true beauty and so very rare.... By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Hounds
These ruinous, curious dreams. What are they? Why can't I understand them, or anything. They chase me through cold and empty streets. Meaning something, meaning everything. Chasing. These hounds have faces, most from the past, some unknown, following, baying. They will devour me.

Lights Out :)
I want to start by saying that I am not a Cowboys fan. Not at all. I don't like any team from Dallas. There are a lot of reason that I won't go in to, but lets just say that I am a very happy girl indeed when either the Mavs or the Cowboys fail miserably. I was saddened by the loss in the final minutes by the Spurs to the Mavs last night, but the game I just witnessed for the NFC Wild Card turned my frown upside down. When the season started, I didn't really feel the 'boys would make it to the playoffs. Bledsoe just wasn't gonna cut it and TO has too much attitude. When Parcells substituted Romo in the second half of the first game against the Giants and I watched that boy play, I got a little scared. My appreciation and respect for Tony Romo has grown over the course of the last several weeks. I've never been one to cheer for any Cowboy, but after watching the enthusiasm with which Romo played, I couldn't help but admire him. His ability to improvise and make plays made all the di

For Those Who Even Noticed
Yes I have been gone from here for some time now .... i have not even checked out this profile in a long time ....i do appreciate those who have noticed i have been missing .... to those few i thank you and miss you much .... for everyone else who has not even noticed i have been missing .... i understand ..... its not like we are in love ....nor even truely knew each other ... yes i to have moved on .... it is what happened in life .... you see something and you moveon ... either it sticks with you for the rest of your time here or ...... its gone as quickly as it came ....yes alot of things in my life have changed ... some for the better ...some for the worse ..... I am slowly clawing my way back into the road ... and getting myself back on track .... i miss the interactiveness of CT ... and for those thatwish to continue on wiyh me in this place I have made a new profile ..... I am willing to share it with any who ask .... so this is your change ..... ask and you shall get it .... y

The Next Episode Pt.ii: The Saturday Night Rant
Well the time has come ladies & gentlemen for another rant.. An inner battle from an idle mind on Saturday night.. A friend & I were talking a little bit today about the idea of marriage, and love. Promises, and sacrifice.. Then the topic changed to Adultery, Affairs, and the rising Divorce rate in the country.. And I've come to realize something... Allow me to enlighten... We, as a society, are considered (at least in my mind) "The Instant Gradification Generation". Due to on-line dating, myspace, along with a few other sites much like what youre on now... people chat online and browse through photos of people within their own area (In my minds eye.. I'm reminded of those carnival stands with the ducks in the pond that youre supposed to shoot with a water gun.. ) Anywho.. You see someone who you think is super hot.. Great smile, nice body, ass.. tits.. hair.. whatever.. After sharing a few emails and exchanging phone numbers the two of you go out and starting dating af

Application For My Perfect Partner
please answer in a comment to this blog 1. must be open minded 2. able to hold an intelligent conversation 3. must be dominant enough to hold one's own but submit in my presence 4. must have positive outlook on one's self 5. must be willing to work hard and play even harder 6. must love spending lots of time with children 7. must be the jealous type to show me that you want me 8. must not freak about carnivore tendancies 9. must know how to please your partner in the bedroom and out of the bedroom This job entails a lot of hard work but can have great rewards. If you think you have what it takes to be this person, please send your qualifications listed on your resume and I will get back to as soon as possible THE SCORPION KING

Photo Caption Contest Winner
Ladies and Gentlemen: WE HAVE A WINNER! Congratulations to Compton Ass Matt for his tittilating photo caption contest entry. "Warren Beatty has always liked the ladies....Sadly, alcoholism has taken it's [sic] toll on old Warren. His face was never the same." Despite being adjudicated legally retarded in all but five states of this great country, Matt managed to recite the alphabet at the tender age of 14. Encouraged by this accomplishment (as well as recent success with "Big Boy Underpants"), Matt went on to become a contributing writer for Cat Fancy. Please take the time to congratulate Matt, both for his success on the toilet as well as for his winning entry. Without Matt, America would not be the wonderful country it is today. God Bless America!

Help Me Folks...my Very First Contest!!
God, I hate it when people pimp their damned contests! LOL Well, now I'm in my first contest, so here I am, Pimping myself out! I need 5000 comments and you can comment multiple times! Comment bomb that baby! hehe Feel free to link back to the picture and Pimp me out. I will LUVVVVV you! Thanks to all, and I'll luv ya anyway, if you decide to tell me to shut the hell up and get over it! LOL Just click the pic to get there!

Something Scary
Houses make strange noises at night like creak groan and... "Austin, I'm going to kill you." I told myself in the creepy dark house. ...So I remembered what my mother told me, "Whenever you feel afraid just whistle a happy tune..." whistling] ...then I felt a hand around my throat and a voice said, "Thanks. I thought I'd never find you in the dark."

Little Ways To Say I Love You
Little Ways To Say I Love You by BlueWolf © Showing your affection and emotion can be a simple and effortless act when you incorporate these little ways to say, "I love you!" #1.Kiss the inside of your partner's hand #2.Leave a love note for your partner to find. #3.Blow a kiss. #4.Mark designated "Loving Days" on your calendar. #5.Arrange for take-out and have an indoor picnic. #6.Feed each other. #7.Wash your partner's car and leave post-it notes with loving messages for them to find. #8.Frame a favorite picture of the two of you and place it next to your bed. #9.Share a bottle of wine or champagne. #10.Send loving messages on your partner's pager or cell phone. #11.Leave a romantic message on your partner's answering machine. #12.Slow dance. #13.Hold hands. #14.Go star-gazing together. #15.Dedicate a love song on the radio. #16.Cook a meal together. #17.Watch T.V. together in the glow of cand

::-pisces -hazel Eyes-::
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and eye color VIRGO: Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight wit u babe. Everything u ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever.... Romantic. Caring. LIBRA: Very pretty or handsome. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Great salespersons...can talk their way into or out of anything and sell you anything. Smoothe talkers. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Can be amaz

Section Leader
Well, as many of you know band has started again (hurrayyy) ne way. it already has been a very difficult year, and its only the beginning. it started with me not getting something that a really truly wanted, Section Leader. The reason I wanted to be section leader was so I could help people in becoming not only a better musician, but a better person as zach and carrie have done for me. I know that being section leader would be very difficult, but its worse not being it, for me. After not getting section leader, I was able to get past it by thinking that i still would be able to help others. I was looking forward to it. But I soon realized that without the title comes NOO respect. Trying to get someone to listen to me in band is like trying to move a brick wall. I get the same response everytime I try and help "I dont have to listen to you, your not section leader". Nothing drives me more insane because it is kinda true. I mean i do have some sort of power being upper classmen

What Can 500 Comments Get You? Only 7 Spots Left
A pair of diamond earrings to keep or have me give to someone special if you are one of the first 10 people to come ask about it. Please stop by with questions and move quick...only 500 comments is a STEAL!

Im Almost Lost
Well my freakin ex came up to me today saying she wanted to try and get back together, but i have been hangin out with a friend of my coworkers wife, (she hooked us up), and im really starting to care for her, i just wanna see what people think, im really leaning for my new friend, because i know how my ex is and she said she has changed, but i doubt it. Anywhosys, thanks ya'll

Mi Mancherai
Mi Mancherai (with Joshua Bell) Mi mancherai se te ne vai Mi mancherà la tua serenità Le tue parole come canzoni al vento E l'amore che ora porti via Mi mancherai se te ne vai Ora per sempre non so come vivere E l'allegria, amica mia, va via con te Mi mancherai, mi mancherai, perchè vai via Perchè l'amore in te si è spento Perchè, perchè... Non cambierà niente lo so E dentro sento te Mi mancherai, mi mancherai, perchè vai via Perchè l'amore in te si è spento Perchè, perchè... Non cambierà niente lo so E dentro sento te Mi mancherà l'immensità Dei nostri giorni e notti insieme noi I tuoi sorrisi quando si fa buio La tua ingenuità da bambina, tu... Mi mancherai amore mio Mi guardo e trovo un vuoto dentro me E l'allegria, amica mia, va via con te Translation thanks to Chiara I'll Miss You (Mi Mancherai) I’ll miss you, if you go away I’ll miss your serenity Your words like songs in the wind And Love, that you take away. I’ll miss you, if

My Love For My Kids
every once in a while life throws many things that we cannot see in our paths. We may struggle with the obstacles, but those obstacles are so worth climbing over or conquering. My children, are my life, they mean everything to me, they give me joy when life seems so dark and you think there is no light shinning to show you your way. I am not sure why people use kids as a tool in their lives to hurt either their partners, or other family members. I am so fortunate that my children understand that no matter what life throws at us, we will always have each other, even if it is miles apart. They are my best friends as well as my children. Soon very soon, we will all be as one again. I miss them with my soul. I cry rivers of tears with the agony of not being able to hold them, to watch them laugh or come to me and say mum i busted myself again and I am bleeding. To be able to put a band aid on it and kiss the boo boo better, to say hey your tough its just a scratch, to hear t

Healing
The time will come when, with elation you will greet yourself arriving at your own door, in your own mirror and each will smile at the other's welcome, and say, sit here. Eat. You will love again the stranger who was your self. Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart to itself, to the stranger who has loved you all your life, whom you ignored for another, who knows you by heart. Take down the love letters from the bookshelf, the photographs, the desperate notes, peel your own image from the mirror. Sit. Feast on your life. after one suffers a broken heart one needs to heal one self so they may move on and love them self once more

Want To Make Another Vote Count?
Hey Everyone, I forgot to mention that the contest I'm in, you can vote once a day....that is if you have time or even want to. I'm in second place. I've been entering these contests on freakdaddys for years now and have never been this high up! I'm so excited! All thanks to you! Here's the pic that we entered and here is the link to vote http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl It's me and Brianna Ray. Thanks so much for your votes! XOXO, Aimeelynn

A Disgusting Lil Joke!
A guy is in a bar with a bunch of his friends. After a while of shooting pool and drinking, he whispers something to his friends. A few minutes later he walks over to the bartender and asks for a shot of tequila. After he takes the shot he says to the bartender,'' I'd like to make a bet with you.'' The bartender replies, ''Sure I'm in a betting mood.'' So the man bets the bartender $1,000 that he can piss in the shot glass placed all the way across the room and fill it up and not spill a drop. The bartender says, ''I'll take that bet.'' So the man walks to the other side of the room and places the shot glass down. He goes back to the bartender and starts pissing. He doesn't even get a drop in. He pisses all over the place. In the bartender's face, all over the barstools and everything. After he was done pissing, the bartender laughed and said, ''You owe me $1,000.'' The man paid the money with a big smile on his face. The bartender asked, ''How come you're so happy?'' The man

Erotic Thoughts-
HE WAS TALL,DARK IZE AND SEXY AS HELL...THE WAY HE SAID HE WANTED ME MADE ME DESIRE TO HAVE HIM...SO I DID IT ONE NIGHT.....I SLIPPED ON A LEATHER CORSET,NET STOCKINGS,AND VERY HIGH HEELS......I WENT OVER TO HIS APT WHERE HE WAS WAITING AND I DID AS I HAD DREAMED...I NEVER EVEN KNOCKED,..I WALKED IN,OVER TO THE BED WHERE HE WAS SITTING AND CUFFED HIM TO THE BED!,...I LOOKED AT HIM ,SMILED AND SAID URE MINE!,...RUNNING MY NAILS OVER HIM HE WAS GETTING SO TURNED ON.SO I PICKED UP MY KNIFE.HIS SKIN BROWN,I SCRAPPED IT ALONG,WATCHING HIM SQUIRM MADE ME WANT HIM MORE U SEE...I HAD 2 TASTE HIM,...SO I PUT MY MOUTH TO HIS NECK AND LICKED HIS TASTE,,,MMMMM' SO GOOD.....HIS HAIRLINE SO SEXY I FOLLOWED IT DOWNWARD.,.BITING N LICKING,..ALL HE COULD DO WAS SQUIRM...HE WAS MINE...I WANTED 2 SWALLOW HIM,..HES BIG AND I LUV IT!,...SUCKING HIM HE WOULDNT MOVE..THEN ALL AT ONCE I FELT HIM BEGIN 2 SHAKE....HE WAS WARM SHOOTING CUM 2 HIT THE BACK OF THROAT!,..O BABY YEZ'.......I UNCUFFED HIM AND HE FLIPP

Erotic Thoughts-marked---
I HAD MET HIM ONLINE...HE WAS WHAT DREAMS WERE MADE OF.A BEAUTY OF A MAN THAT SHARED MY TASTE FOR BLOOD.....WE WENT TO THE MOTEL,TALKED AWHILE, HE KISSED ME...I NEVER WANTED HIM TO STOP!,...THEN HE TOOK OUT A KNIFE,MY NIPPLES HARDENED AT THE SIGHT!,...RUN IT ROUND MY NECK,THEN SLICED HIS FINGER TO BLEED.,PUT IT TO MY LIPS,YEZ HE TASTED GOOD!,...THEN HE KISSES ME AGAIN AND SAYS NOW YOU POISON!,..SO I DID..I SLICED MY FINGER AND RAN IT OVER HIS SEXY ASS LIPS,AND HE LUVED IT!!!HE WAS MINE AND I WANTED TO BRAND HIM NOW!!URE OF MY BLOOD AND I YOURZ I SHALL MARK U!!I TAKE MY NAILS RUNNING THEM DEEP INSIDE HIS BEAUTIFUL FLESH,...NOW ME MY BEAUTY,NOW ME!!,.......

My Cheokee
Upon the winds the Ancients whisper A troubled restless sighing From the north, south, east and west Times of discontent and askance why... Has mankind forsaken Mother Earth to die Those that could save her will not and continue to lie Where shall you plant your feet... oh mighty man? When there is no blade of grass or land No tree to shelter you from the blistering heat As silent lays her heart beat Her tears have dried in the river bed While you pillaged and forgot the words that were said Will you look for the stars on a blanket of black velvet Only to find a gaping hole of emptiness The gold dust in your pocket will blow away on a hot dry day As you'll be left searching for something to spend So the Ancients whisper ...upon the wings of the wind Because mankind refused to care, to love, to blend Walk with her , not on her.

My Spirit
My Spirit Body: I am the one who stands by your side, I am the one who hears your cry. My spirit will always be there, Because I am the one who cares. You call my name and I will answer your call, My spirit will come alive and help you stand tall. Never fear for love I have for thee, Call upon me and my spirit in the clouds I will be. For I am one of you long past and gone, I hear your cries of help in your chants and songs. For you I shall never part my spirit, It is a part of you, Deeply inbreeded into all your hearts, of what you are and do. So my friends live and walk in peace and love each day, Love your fellow man and mother earth, my spirit will always say. You have never been left alone, I will always answer your call, I'm here for you and my spirit is strong, Remember wisdom and faith will always conquer all

Dreams ,,, Some Of These Are Repost
Dreams Sweet seduction in her smile Lost in the rapture of her style Eyes that call in strong desire Looks that set my soul on fire Wanting, needing, starving for touch Confused as to why I want so much Things in life beyond my reach Learning lessons none can teach Fantasies that run through the mind Satisfaction never to be my find Yet as a moth drawn to a flame The wild heart is hers to tame Submission of the burning soul Giving in and filling the hole Never has one fit desires image so well Envy makes another’s life a living hell Knowing the one that they care for Is drawn to gaze upon another for ever more By R. Thomas Dinsmore Imagine peace , Imagine no war Imagine love like none before The world needs dreamers It offsets the schemers Those who usurp all that is free Would do away with the likes of me For I dream one day the world will know That love is the way and let it show One day we will stand hand in hand And being one proclai

Sorrows Underneath
I think of all my problems, I think of all my pain. I think of all my sorrows, Until I go insane. I think of all the smailes I've worn, Which hide sorrows underneath. No one seems to notice, That I go through so much grief. My tears seem to keep flowing, Inside my tired eyes. Each time I want to tell you, My words come out as lies. These days I'm feeling distant, Far away and weak. My sadness pulls me further, From the happiness I seek. I've just begun to realize, That my hopes and dreams are gone, I'm walking down a dead-end road, Humming a tuneless song. I'm standing on a rooftop, Althought I'm scared of heights, I'm watching the cars beneath me move, And somehow this doesn't feel right. Now I think of what I'm doing, I know I should find a way, To beat through my depression, Will I beable to someday? Someone might be there, To help me make it through, Maybe they will listen, And tell me what to do. I'm seeing through the dark

Fight With Me....
CHECK THESE ASTOUNDING STATISTICS. PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS CAUSE: Fight The Sexual Exploitation of Children. *1 in 4 girls and 1 in 6 boys is sexually abused before the age of 18. (DOJ report, 2001) *Nearly 70% of all reported sexual assaults occur to children under the age of 17. (DOJ report, 2001) *1 in 5 children are solicited sexually while on the Internet. (NCMEC) *89% of youth in Internet chat rooms have received some form of sexual solicitation. (Pew Study reported in JAMA, 2001) *It is estimated that 200,000 to 300,000 children are at-risk of sexual exploitation. (DOJ & USH&HS reports) *Law enforcement officials estimate that as many as 50,000 sexual predators are online at any given moment. (Dateline 2006) *There are approximately 1,000 websites offering illegal child pornography. (toptenreviews.com) *There are over 550,000 registered sex offenders in the US. *There are over 100,000

Scribbles
Scribbles Rain is what she gives me, as with her sad goodbyes, wrought and held quite clear to see, could she see my eyes. In night turned cold with parting and missing in that night her gentle touch that wouldst take me away. Swimmingly, forgottenly. Long past hope of light. With quiet she hushes, she sooth mine soul ,and with a touch brings me veritably to mine knees afore her. Not in humble supplication but as her lover. Held tight in cold hand, let none take from me mine dreaming submissive. Treasured and gifted in her offerings to hunger born of her sweet temptations. Wondering, perplexing ambitions, in the sampling of her ambrosias dripping wells. Drank deep and heavily, naught that I had the strength to cease, but only enough in her embrace to surrender that which is myself and give over the animal she coaxes to the surface. Muscles tight and dancing with one another, writing like wettened serpents. Her gasps like angel breath brushed oer my neck. Brought light to my lips a

Kitchen Blessing For The Full Moon
The luminous round moon in all its fullness inspires lovers and poets, and, some say, the wild and crazy. For us following the path of the goddess, however, it is a sacred time, full of energy and magic, worship and celebration. Foods at this phase of the Goddess in her Mother aspect - weighty, and at her full potential - should be rich, abundant, and celebratory. This is the perfect time for culinary alchemy, as magical energies are intoxicating and expansive. Gather herbs from your garden in the early light of dawn, and visualize your dream, knowing it will be. Trust in the Mother to honor your desires. Kitchen Blessing for the Full Moon Goddess, Mother, the end and the beginning The dusk and the dawn, I celebrate you! Bless me tonight as I stand here in love watch over me with compassion and fill me with your grace Accept my thankgiving as I left up my heart in joy, Blessed Be! During the full moon, celebrate! A roasted turkey, baked salmon, egg dishes, and bow

To Burn For You
To Burn For You.... I have been immortal, longer than can say, Hiding in the shadows, burnt by light of day... I am the bite upon thy neck, thy feedings blood loves hand...I am no mortal and hardly even man.... But in your arms redemption, seems to burn inside, and with tears of ice as you brush my face, I do not wish to hide.... Give me back to the sun, take away the pain, let me walk with you in arm, playing in the rain... Why after your sweet kiss, did the hunger cease to be, only ever to return once more, when you are away from me? Don't you see a monster, don't you wish to run. Banish me back to hell, have my creation seen undone? Don't you see me howling? As in loving arms we find, my bite piercingly deeply, making love within our minds... So much deeper inside you, than you could wish to be. Finding in you warm embraces comfort, a longing to only known to me... Now I sit and wait. Soon the sun shall rise. And burning beauties literal breath shall

Another One.
One that I always listen to when im working. Awesome. Ive always wanted to peform...and i do with my violin from time to time. One of my dream goals in life that i have achieved in life so far. Vanessa Mae has always been one of my Idols in performance. I hope that one day i will be as good as her.

The Forgotten Language Of Flowers
In the early 18th century the Turkish "Secret Language of Flowers" was introduced to Europe by Lady Mary Wortley Montague, wife of the British ambassador to Constantinople. Flowers had long been a sign of romance but now lovers were able to send secret messages to each other by means of sending a posy of flowers. Each flower had a specific meaning and the order of arrangement had much to do with the intended "message". The French seem to have taken this idea to heart. In 1819 a French woman writing under the pen name of Madame Charlotte de la Tour (Louise Cortambert), wrote and published "Le Language des Fleurs" which offered seasonal floral and anecdotal advice to those wishing to send "secret" messages to each other. The following list of flowers comes mainly from that original book but has been augmented to include some common flowers of today as some of those from yesteryear are unknown. Enjoy this glimpse into the past and keep this in mind the next time you send or receive flo

Soapbox Time
i think this is just absolutely out of control i have followed the rules here more than most i have just recently been told a pic of mine is and i quote: it's not what's showing..it's the fact that it's sexually suggestive so this leaves anything up to interpretation to anyone that just doesn't like me to get rid of all my pics and now it seems the shoe can not be put on the other foot....they can flag me but i can not flag any pics of thiers that i feel are much worse than anything i would ever consider putting online this is in my opinion BIG BROTHER HIPOCRACY and now my account is blocked from being able to flag ....what a load of crap this really is BIG BROTHER

For Flame Walker ... My Wall Poems
Walls Protected behind walls I build years of pain my trust is killed By those I've trusted with my life stabbed in the heart with a rusty knife Betrayed by the ones who's love I desired pain leaving me cold, alone and so tired Of being open with any I know too well walls of safety to be free from the hell I can not tear them down for knowing the threat is real and the signs are showing All the reasons they are still there and still valid though I'm unaware As to why I would still want these walls none can know without taking the falls That I have been though with issues of trust my unwanted pain has turned love to dust Blowing away in the gentle breeze Cooled down till the point of freeze When nothing of what was can remain the lesson is learned through walls of pain By R. Thomas Dinsmore MODERN RAPUNZEL A modern Rapunzel is who you are Watching the princes from a far Safe in your tower beyond their reach Making sure non

Rude Fucker's
First of i like this place dont get me wrong. Ppl come here 2 make friends...cool. But my problem is (guys especially) wanna get pissy bout scores and comments ppl give 2 their wives or girlfriends (ive left tons). If shes that good looking and all these ppl r sayin nice things that arent vulgur or disrespectful 2 you (like some mine has gotten) BE PROUD. I am i LOVE the fact guys and girls find her attractive. Have a lil security in who and what you are 2 that person,no 1 600 miles away is gonna change that. Relax,have fun,enjoy the views (girls and guys) and dont let others admiration of "what belongs to you" make you look like a bigger jerk. My apologies to my friends and fans on here,i made it short 2 get it off my chest (im sure another rant will come) good bye 4 now all you BEAUTIFUL ppl> And you Jerks can FUCK OFF.

Edible Flowers
Edible Flowers: 20 of the Tastiest and Most Versatile Flowers have been used as a delicate food among many cultures for thousands of years. Romans commonly used violets in their dishes, Hispanic cultures ate stuffed squash blossoms, Asian Indians used rose petals, and the French liqueur Chartreuse contains carnation petals. Today, edible flowers are usually reserved for chic restaurants and wedding cakes, not your typical meal at home. But, edible flowers can be quite tasty, and they make a welcome addition raw in salads, cooked with an appetizer or main course, infused into sauces or added to desserts. Because edible flowers are so delicate, they don't keep well in the refrigerator (if you must store them, put them between two moist paper towels, wrap the package in plastic wrap, the put it in the fridge). Instead, they're best cooked as soon as you get them home, after carefully rinsing them in cold water. Edible flowers can be found at gourmet food shops, specialty ma

Test
Bookcase38 extrovert, 62 intelligence, 34 risk taker, 9 god-favour You are the perfect citizen. Quiet, intelligent, not a risk taker, yet you have no god-favour. But lets face it. A person as intelligent as you doesnt need god... Or do they? Your self absorbed brilliance will one day get the better of you or God will get pissed. A bookcase will fall on you while you are studying alone in the attic. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on extrovert You scored higher than 99% on intelligence You scored higher than 99% on risk taker

Darkened
Mirors turn to warping glass Shadows fall and still prevail Nothingness surpasses all Feeling like I always fail Twisted visions, rotting souls Tortured vessels called the shell Mortal wounds refuse to heal Bleeding hearts with no control Convulsing into nothing Living this love inside Fading out to fade in Hanging on for the ride Victims are but we a few Guiding lights that seem so dim Wanderers of fleeting thought Looking for the path of truth Brought upon the water's edge Tempted here to drown the pain Hiding what was once so free On fallen knees we take a pleadge. written by Cherie and WCT copywrite 2006

Divorce Sucks
I was recently divorced. Blah! I was married to an abuser. :( He was so emotionally abusing? Guys,why is that? Why do some men go through their relationship and always with the idea that it is them that never do anything wrong. seriously,they (him) never said "Im wrong" or "Your right"?? Life might say,It takes two to tango but I was on the receiving end. I only said "Why do you always feel that you have to be right,you have to never make a wrong decision,better yet he never mkes mistakes. Im the one he accused of nothing going right. PLEASE GUYS~~~Help me here...Hugs for the help.Also,Please rate me,Im new and have zip for points :(

The Sad Bastard Test
The Sad Bastard Test Each question requires a "yes" or a "no" answer. You can tick the boxes in the grid at the end of this article if you want, but any spare piece of skin and a biro will do. Do not quibble about interpretation. Make up your own mind as to what the questions mean. You don't get a free point by writing your name at the top of the page. Count up your "yes" answers; this sum is used to calculate your final score. The Sad Bastard Test

I'm Home!
Ugh! I am bored out of my god danged mind. I just spent the last 5-6 hours at my aunts house. BORRRRRRING. There are 3 crowds at my house. The Old Men. The Old Women. And the Kids. I don't particularly fit in with any of the three crowds. The men were in the living room watching football..*snoooooooze*...The women were in the kitchen gossiping and drinking some cheap wine...*yawn*(Sorry...If I'm going to drink alcohol...I want something thats gonna burn when it goes down my throat!)...and then there were the kids...My brother and my 2 cousins...The youngest kept trying to get her parents attention..and my cousin and my brother were watching Nickelodeon(sp?) Sorry...But Nickelodeon is NOT as good as it was when I was a kid. I ended up staying in the living room with the men and taking a nap on the floor, LOL. I could have done that here at home. The only reason we went there was because my aunt was celebrating her 50th birthday. Speaking of 50th birthdays..I want some suggestions

Survivor Of 87th Floor
Adam Mayblum was working for the May Davis Group investment firm on the 87th floor of the World Trade Center's north tower when the first plane hit. He escaped down a stairwell with a wet piece of his T-shirt tied around his face. The day after the attacks, he thought it would help to put thoughts into words and let loved ones know he was safe, so he wrote an e-mail to friends and family. Soon the message was being forwarded around the world, and Mayblum received thousands of responses from people he'd never met. Here, Mayblum, 36, of New Rochelle, N.Y., shares his thoughts a year after the attacks. ___ Perhaps the soldiers in the barracks in Lebanon or the heroes of the Normandy landings know what "it" is like. But, then again, they were professionals. They knew that they were in harm's way 24/7. We were professionals of a different sort. Lawyers. Bankers. Brokers. Traders. Waiters. I was having my daily iced coffee. Light with skim and two Equals. Then "it" arrived. Hell on Ea

My Life
First: Live and LOVE Life. Life's full of changes and you have to be willing to do them, I'm a hard working person who's willing to do what she can to get what she wants,Everything i have is because i worked my ass off going to school and work, I do it on my own and proud of it. I'm kind hearted, maybe a little to much sometimes, yet some ppl take advantage,I've been mistreated in the past and i can't let it happen, I forgave but couldn't forget, thats what made me who I am today, for those who know me i dont intend to hurt people in any way but i dont like to have ppl walk all over me so i do what i have to do,If i can get anything out of life it's that everyone I know remembers me for who i was, what good friend i am, always willing to listen/ give advice, and always there. If you dont have faith then you wont get anywhere in life.

If I......
If I... can get inside your mind and let my light shine like no other woman would, If I... Can physically, mentally and emotionally make you feel like no other woman could. If I... Can take you to my house and lay you on the couch and do my thing. If I.. Express to you the way I feel in a song bout the joy you bring... If I... Can smell the morning dew and your body scent too laying next to me If I... Can give you protection, love, and affection so baby, you don’t have to worry. If I ... Can be your teddy bear, or the one that truly cares when it hurts so much. If I... Can be the one that fits in your life, like a Mit or a hand in glove. I’ll be your sunshine, when your in the rain, (And I will) I’ll give you my happiness and I’ll take your pain...

Things On My Mind
People spend to much time debating on how to fix there relationships. Why your spending all your time trying to fix something that wont be fixed your wasting the good years of your life by the time you realize this its going to be to late and Mr. or Mrs. right might be taken. Your chances will be slim to none. To get what you want out of a relationship you have to be willing to give. You wash my back I’ll wash yours.

Puff The Magic Dragon
Puff, the magic dragon Lived by the sea And frolicked in the Autumn mist In a land called Honah-Lee Little Jackie Paper Loved that rascal Puff And brought him strings and sealing wax And other fancy stuff Chorus: Puff, the magic dragon Lived by the sea And frolicked in the Autumn mist In a land called Honah-Lee Together they would travel On a boat with billowed sail Jackie kept a lookout perched On Puff's gigantic tail Noble kings and princes Would bow whene'er they came Pirate ships would lower their flags When Puff called out his name Chorus: A dragon lives forever But not so little girls and boys Painted wings and giants' rings Make way for other toys One grey night it happened Jackie Paper came no more And Puff that mighty dragon He ceased his fearless roar His head was bent in sorrow Green scales fell like rain Puff no longer went to play Along the cherry lane Without his life-long friend Puff could not be brave

Oops...i Did It Again!
Yeah, I've become a comment HO! hehe Please come comment the crap out of my pic! As many as you want! Set a timer and comment it again! 30 times a day! Before breakfast! After lunch! Before you walk the dog!!! Just DON'T pick your nose, first! :-D Click the pic to get there! LUV YA!

Moments In Life
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees, but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space, but not inner space. We've done larger things, but n

What Does Family Mean!
by BlueWolf © F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly no

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LOVE is an intricate emotional state LOVE is a state of pleasure LOVE is a state of bliss LOVE is a state of determination LOVE is a state of caring LOVE is a state of attachment LOVE is a form of lust LOVE is a state of the mind LOVE is a state of bond LOVE is is a condition from within the soul LOVE is something ver special When you find your soul mate When you find true love Love will Conquer everything Love in purity will continue Love with Love and you will know JENNY just so you know I LOVE YOU

My Training Is Nearly Complete!
Well it will be just a few more days until I have completed my CDL-A training. I have already finished all the classroom bullshit and have been driving for a couple of weeks now. I passed all my endorsement tests: HAZMAT, Tankers, Doubles & Triples, Air-brakes, etc... I have my clean bill of health with perfect vision and drug free pee-pee! I got finger printed for my HAZMAT endorsement and obtained my Permits to drive all kinds of 18-wheelers. This coming Saturday will be the State exam driving test along with a pre-trip inspection test ( let me tell you that this test is no joke ). There are about 50 things you need to remember to check on these trucks, both under the hood and all around the outside of this bitch. You need to know the names of all the parts and what problems to look for ( uuuuuuuggghhhhhhhh! ). I must say that I am pretty excited to be nearly finished. I have already had several job offers that dwarf any other job opportunities I have ever previously been off

Story Of A Good Man
A good looking man walked into an agent's office in Hollywood and said "I want to be a movie star." Tall, handsome and with experience on Broadway, he had the right credentials. The agent asked, "What's your name?" The guy said, "My name is Penis van Lesbian." The agent said, "Sir, I hate to tell you, but in order to get into Hollywood , you are going to have to change your name." "I will NOT ch ange my name! The van Lesbian name is centuries old, I will not disrespect my grandfather by changing my name. Not ever." The agent said, "Sir, I have worked in Hollywood for years... you will NEVER go far in Hollywood with a name like Penis van Lesbian! I'm telling you, you will HAVE TO change your name or I will not be able to represent you." "So be it! I guess we will not do business together" the guy said and he left the agent's office. FIVE YEARS LATER..... The agent opens an envelope sent to his office. Inside the e

It's So Nice To Know
That in the last 2 weeks of me waitin for my computer to get back..not a single one of my friends has stopped by to say hi. So perhaps a complete deletion of EVERYONE on my friends list and replacements..or hell perhaps i should just delete considering no one gives a shit anymore anyways BLAH to you all My pissy mood for the day

Life Itself
Monday, January 8, 2007 Life itself Appreciate beauty, and suddenly you are the beauty. Experience joy, and you become the joy. There are times in your past that can bring a smile to your face whenever you recall them. Though those particular circumstances have long passed, the joy from them is still with you. That joy continues to live within you. It is a part of who you are. Because you are who you are, joy is able to experience itself again and again. Beauty is able to know how wonderfully beautiful it is. Through your life, love is able to feel its presence. Truth is able to know that it is so. You are life itself. And in this moment, the magnificent possibilities beckon. -- Ralph Marston

Vasaline(lmfao)
Dapper Dan had a sweet custom pan, that had of all things, an external leak. When ever it rained Dan would have to spread a thin layer of Vaseline on the valve covers to protect them from the rain, so he always carried a large jar of Vaseline in his coat. As Dan picked up his ol lady to finally go for a dinner at her parents house, she explained the dinner rules. My folks are a little strange, but while we are eating dinner, please do not talk. My parents have been doing this for years and the one who talks first does the dishes. Not a problem, he didn't want to do no fucking dishes. When they walked into the parents house he could see dishes everywhere, stacked in the kitchen, on the floor, on the counters, in the sink and the same in the front room. After 5 minutes into dinner Dan started to get bored. He's sitting at the dinner table with his ol lady and her parents and no body was saying a word. Dan thought, shit, the broad ain't worth all that, so with out saying

Me - Part 2
A little bit more about me in case ya wanted to know. I am not a fan of deep French kissing. The whole tongue down my throat kissing is just a big turn off for me. I don't mind a little touching of the tongues or licking of the lips, to me that is much more sexy! My 2 most sensitive spots when touched really turn me on is my neck and my back. Running your fingers lightly up and down my back or neck will definitely be a plus in your favor. I am a huge fan of vampire movies, mainly because of the neck thing. I find them to be very erotic and sensual so another way to turn me on is to invite me over for a movie and make sure it is a vampire movie (Both Underworld movies rocked for having sex!. Since these questions are asked constantly asked of me, thought I would just put them out there so you'll know ahead of time: 1. 48DD 2. Doggy or Reverse Cowgirl 3. Single 4. Looking for a long term relationship 5. I prefer young, thin, most usually white guys for dating 6.

Dreams
I keep having these weird dreams about snakes.Never the same dream and never every night.This last one was weird cause i am deathly afraid of snakes.I was at the bayou with some friends for the boat blessing and some of the kids were swimming in the water like every year.And all of a sudden hundreds of snakes fell out of no where.And i got pushed in the water to go save the kids before they got bit. My last dream started out that my back patio was like a horse stable,but when you opened the doors to one of the stables you were near the water,it had a latter to go down into the water to swim.They had a little boy for next door who was swimming down one of the stalls,he kept swimming further and further out,and he just kept swimming till he got to a big snake pit,but only one snake came to him,and i kept yelling at the little boy to smin back as fast as he could.Then the next thing i know my little girl had on a life jacket and she was going down one of the latters to go swim,there wa

Usa
This says it all! Thought for the day In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England 's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America , he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in . And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. If you want to pass this on I think it would be appropriate, as many seem to forget BOTH of them

Guilty Till Proven Innocent...
heh... witch hunting... if you drown...you're not a witch... if you don't drown...you're one...and they burn you on the stake... they'll stick knife into your body to find that particular spot...the witch's spot where it's not supposed to hurt... so too bad if you die from the wounds they inflicted...so you're innocent... either way...you lose... heh...

Take This Job And Shove It!
So... my f***ing boss is insane. She is like 78 years old and is going through the phase where she don't remember shit. Well, there is one other guy that works for our company (he has worked here for 30 years) and she came to me today (she told him not to come in today or tomorrow.) This woman has more money than everyone that I know combined (Jerome Drobnick ring a bell to anyone... the real estate guy around here... that is where I work and she is his widow) and she was complaining that for last month he got paid too much. He put on his time card that he worked 94 hours (FOR THE MONTH... he was out a week) which isn'td much considering I had 168 for the month and he usually works more than me. So, she goes on to bitch about him... here she is complaining about him saying that he is lying about how many hours he worked and that he gets paid too much (he has been here for 30 years and makes $15/hr...she just doesn't want to pay him much more). But she is supposed to be a good Catholic

Unreachable
Always lying about the facts Hoping you wont find out That my heart thinks Your the one When I feel the embrace Of your hands in mine Oh, how that kills me You make the days so beautiful But secretly your breaking my heart Cause I love you so much There's nothing in this cold place, Nothing in this world That makes me smile But now I need you so bad Cause you made me a maniac Addicted to happiness And so many tears Left my eyes While I was waiting for you Because they know, I'll never get you

June = Lust
JANUARY=PIMP Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Attractive personality.Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly and stays loyal to them. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Understanding. Fun to be around.Ambitious.Unpredictable.Caring and loving. Romantic on the inside not outside. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily bu

Inlove...
you left me there with the embers in my heart burning the wheels in my head like a clock still turning inside the pain I feel like a hurricane churning wondering why you left and when your returning alone, and scared so much hurting but inside so alive my heart still burning I seen the real you something I never knew to feel this way nothing lasts forever inside it bleeds true all because of you the pain is real my heart you did steal what do I do Im inlove with you You left me there with nothing in my heart Inside you reached and tore it all apart each day it hurts another piece breaks apart wondering why you left when we had a start with nothing left it all comes apart in your hands you still hold my heart I seen the real you something I never knew to feel this way nothing lasts forever inside it bleeds so true all because of you the pain is real my heart you did steal what do I do Im inlove with you you left me there, broken heart

Gotta Love Those Jarheads
Katie Couric, Charlie Gibson, Brian Williams and a tough old US Marine Sergeant were captured by terrorists in Iraq. The leader of the terrorists told them he'd grant each of them one last request before they were beheaded. Katie Couric said, "Well, I'm a Southerner, so I'd like one last plate of fried chicken." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chicken. Couric ate it all and said, "Now I can die content." Charlie Gibson said, "I'm living in New York, so I'd like to hear the song "The Moon and New York City" one last time." The terrorist's leader nodded to another terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag musicians and played the song. Gibson sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Brian Williams said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe, someday, someone will hear it and know that I was on the job

Why Is It??
I was just in a MUMM, and it has led me to this question.. Why is it that many men ASSUME when they see a Big woman it is because she eats to much and doesnt excercise? Or vice versa for the women for that matter... Many overweight people are not overweight because they want to be, or because they eat too much.. for christ sake .. does no one take into consideration, medical? or family history? or childbirth? or age? It is a statistical fact that people over the age of 30-35 have a harder time losing weight. NOT because they dont try, but because their metabolisms slow.. Family history.. medical problems.. They yell obscenities and insults.. I think people with leprosy would be treated better than someone who is overweight. Yes, I am a BBW. I have never hid that fact.. do I care if someone doesnt like me? NO.. Ive come to understand that those that find fault with me often times have something they dont like about themselves.. What gets to me is these people th

So I'm Finding Myself In This Contest...
And I am forever grateful to the few of you who've voted their asses off for me. If any of the rest of you might find your way there to just at least rate the photo, please, I'd be happy with just that. Vote for whoever you like, though. Doesn't have to be me, and you aren't going to hurt my feelings if you don't. :) Thank you, everyone, just for being my friends. (edit... for the record, I was entered in this by Brown Eyed Girl... the woman hosting it... I never expected to have a chance, so I wasn't going to ask for votes... I'm really close to first and don't want to see your efforts lost)

Happy Birthday
Today would have been Elvis Presley's 77th birthday. Some say he never died, that he faked his death to get out of the fast lane. They say he even surfaced as a "Look Alike" because he wanted to perform again. But no one bought into that one. If he is still alive, you gotta wonder what he thinks about the plethera of impersonators. So today, I just want to wish the KING OF ROCK-N-ROLL a very happy birthday. I'm gonna hoist a few in his name tonight. Wilvis aka LickinLarry

*sighs*
...as i sit in this dark time...i see life how it is now...for once...i thought of someone else...and its too late...i tried so hard...now i sit and watch the world...seein it pass by and think to myself...when in this life do u learn to forgive...forgiveness can be deserved but only if u want it bad enough and prove u deserve it...but what happens when ur time runs out...when u finally do what u need to do but then figure out u ur time has passed...what then?...when u want that one thing and out the window it goes...i look up and see it turn red...the streets go dark...i feel the drops falling...i look from the ground and see the ppl running fleeing...i look around tryin to figure out why ppl r running from the rain...then i realize the drops r a dark deep red...i look up and see myself the blood running down my chest...the smell of sulfer and gun powder...is this my fate...because of the loss...idk ...i sit down and close my eyes...when i open them i look into the mirror and see the

This Is For You. (you Know Who You Are)
I thought I would lay down and die, the day you gave me your last hug goodbye. I finally felt the pain boil over of the last 2 years of our lives. You promised it wouldn't be forever, that someday soon we would be together. But you couldn't even bother, looking me in the eye. That was nearly a half a year ago, time has slowly moved on. This is now my final goodbye, no regrets, all questions laid to rest.

Some About Me
Well, today, I cut my hair... finally, it looks a lot better... i will post some pics, when i take them... and like, I went to orientation thingy today... and have a test tomorrow... and a lot of stuff... just been busy... school is frustrating sometimes... but thats life... and today has been pretty cool... not too stressful... so, thats good... and i am getting to talk to my scott!! although, he left me for a moment... thats also life... Tash is starting her ballet classes in the morning, i am SO excited!!! It's gonna be major fun... And today, i realized, Jill is probably one of the best friends I have out here... I mean of course, tiff and sarah, are like my sisters.... but out here, i don't make friends, the ones i make, suck and are crazy, but she's hella cool.. a lot like me, ina lot of ways, and hella fun to be around... thankfully she's watching lexi for me while i take tash to her class, but that'll give us time to hang out and stuff too!! which is good... she's

Further Down
So yesterday I wake up and discover that I went from 330.4 to 327.4. A drop of THREE pounds! I was very happy about this. I still maintained a good diet yesterday and last night made a fairly low carb meal.. but this morning i woke up, weighed myself, and had gained 1.4 lbs I am thinking last night's dinner might have been excessively salty or something... then i remembered that when i was making the scallops i used butter (0 carbs), garlic (which i only discovered this morning has carbs... 1 per tbsp and i used like a cup LOL... but i also used wine... and i am sure wine is fairly carby so i may have tipped the scale there and threw my body off balance My wife, who's eatting the same things i am has gained two days in a row and we've no idea why aside from it may be approaching her time of the month so retaining water perhaps. anyway, still... under 330 is fine with me and ohh so close to my first goal of 50 lbs lost

Drinking
well if you have seen any of my pics you could say that drinking for me should be a sport. well i want to know what your favorite drinks are. what drinking games you like. are you a social drinker or a lush. and what is the weirdest thing you have done drunk.

Poetry
Exhausted When am I going to get more than a kick in the head an end up with heart ache? Strained from vacant guarantees from numerous men. Desire to be someone extraordinary more than a resound in the sheets. Going to ramble along by myself and turn deaf ears to all the flatteries spewed from honey lips. We all just crave to uncover a position in this life. Encounter someone to embrace us in the night. Someone to chase- faraway the demons of our yesterdays. Tired of awakening to a barren bed with a note saying ---- thank you for the best night of my life. Want to walk away from all the unlimited misconceptions. Going to stop awaiting that flawless love cause there is no such thing. We all just require a tiny bit of respect. We will do anything to obtain it but listen to the truth.

Sayings
1. the magic of our first love is our ignorance that it can never end 2. life is like a movie, you sit and watch it all go by you, or you stand up and become part of the action 3. most people worry about the what ifs of any situation, never let love be one of those situations 4.To live you must first feel pain, for after knowing the power of pain, can you truely find real happiness within your life 12-15-06

What If We Did
APPLIES TO ALL NEWCOMERS!!! Subject: Australia Want ! to move to Australia?? Too bad our great leaders would not help us by doing this too................ Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept that Australia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you", he said on national televisio

Addiction
The smile I see upon your face can bring me to my knees the look that's deep within your eyes makes my only wish, to please... Your touch just makes me hunger for the strength of your embrace your kisses leave me wanting, wishing for another taste. Your love, to me is like a drug my addiction runs so deep I feign for you in my waking hours, I cry for you in my sleep.. You come to me and lift me up. the heights! oh heavenly bliss! wrapped up tightly in your arms, what drug can compare to this? My fix lasts but a moment ending as you walk out the door my empty arms send countless alarms as I beg to you, "Please? more!" My love, before you came to me, I swear I never knew the passion felt in just one kiss, I'm so addicted to you!

Primevil: The Movie
I keep seeing these commercials for a new movie called Primevil and it says its based on the story of a real serial killer so I decide to look it up. It turns out, it is based on the story of Gustave, who is a CRCODILE, not a person. That is so lame...

The Shocker
So I absolutely do not understand the sudden obsession with "the shocker." I swear like every other picture I see is someone making that gesture, and even in "real" life I have been seeing it and hearing references about it. Personally, if some guy ever stuck his finger up my ass the real shock would be to him when I rip his dick off. I guess some women would enjoy it, but I strongly suggest you ask before actually doing it.

Of Inspiration
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Only Illusion
its a shame you gave it all for such a little back and forth each night stuck in the middle I feel the loss pain and confusion fall down and pray beg for retribution broken pieces of the mirror drawing lines theyre getting clearer live each day an institution find a way only illusion never need a reason to cry kiss the hand of death a memory dies

I'm Going To Be A Grandma !
wow found out i'm going to be a grandma. My daughter is having a baby only at 17 1/2 but what can one do! So let's see how this comes out so if u don't see me much on here it's cause i'll be helping her out showing her the ropes as u can call it...lol Maria

Happy
this is my first happy blog to night at 4 a.m. i am going to be d.j.ing in Dave's Hideaway lounge i am a bit nervous i hope i can do good job tonight wish me luck if you want to stop by go ahead and tell me how i am doing thanks to my friends and family (sorry i did not do good a connection problem i had 2 hand it off to angie)

Chain Of Love { Kalvin Jones}
I had a chain around my heart I had it pulled so tight if anyone ever tried to enter I would put up a fight I had a lock around my love I threw away the key How could I love another soul when I didn't even love me? The chain now lays on the ground For my heart you found the key you taught me to myself be true to love me for me I see the world more clearly now I have love now in my soul I found a spot for you to fill you made my life be whole When I look into his eyes, it seems all the problems in the world go away and I'm floating in mid-air.In my thoughts of you there is an underlying love that is present in every word, every glimpse I hope you feel it as I do, for it is what I am and ever I will be.Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you.It's not just a physical attraction, I love him for every single thing he is. Every word he says, ever

Proper Pipe Etiquette
Dammit, I'm not used to using pieces!! Before I met Viking I only smoked blunts and joints(cellulose, yay). I am only recently learning that when smoking out with a pipe, you're supposed to "leave some greens", meaning you only smoke half the bowl and leave the other half green...so this always slips my mind and I must look like a jerk. Well, I AM a jerk. Lame.

The Gift In The Sunset
One last collaboration....a vignette, from both perspectives...... The Sunset.....a gift from Jim You look cold there on the beach in your t-shirt with your towel wrapped around you. The sun is setting, and the clouds over the sea reflect the red onto it catching the million sparkles and turning them amber. Your eyes catch the reflection, and I find myself staring. I clear my throat and sit on a rock nearby, and you smile, but otherwise don't acknowledge me, and we both watch as the ocean deepens in color and the sky grows dark. We talk of the weather, and the time of year, of kids and the smell of the air over the ocean. It's near supper, and I ask if you'v eaten. You realize you're hungry, but you really don't know me. So I introduce myself, and you do likewise. I point out there's a little store down the beach if you'd just like seafood, and for some reason this strikes your mood, and we walk down the beach. You've got your arms crossed, and I'm s

Sensual Fantasy
A new day a new year, and the wonder of what may come ... still held by the fantasy of a new years eve and the desires that remain..... A name and a number of a mystery that sent out the old and rung in the new as no other could..... A phone call away and a mysterious stranger would be within reach…. I wonder should I think about her ? Should this rent space in my head ? Why am I so dawn to her ? Her eyes hold me still …. That smile that knows my lusting heart and feed the desire that grows …. She was only a one shot deal … only a passing thing and yet she had touched a part of me that was dead and gone … she had breathed life into it and now it raged to have more… Now with a card in hand I knew I would have to call … to hear that voice that was still ringing in my head … I pulled out my cell and dialed the number … I expected a answering machine … instead I heard the same voice that would not leave me be.. “Hello” , came the sultry voice that dripped sensual in my ear.. “ Hi I do

Sex, Sex, And Sex!!!!
On a mid afternoon she walked into a place of the unknown, did she know where she was going, she didnt know, but she was there and so was he, it had been so long since she had seen someone of his grace and handsomeness, that she was shocked and udderly confused when he walked past her and he touched the small of her open back like it was nothing. When she sees him she knows she wants him with every grace and sexual desire that is in here torn and woven body, a woman that has had such hardships and pleasures in her life as she and she feels that no man like him will ever want her, But he does she just doesnt know it. He walks over to her, he places his hand on her face like it was something they have done time and time again and he knows that she knows that she wants it just as badly as him, he takes her by the hand and walks her down the beach as he says nothing and neither does she because she knows just as well as him that there is nothing that needs to be said just something that

Pay It Forward Movie Time @ Devine Tx Rose's
Today's Venue - "Pay It Forward" Starring Kevin Spacey, Helen Hunt, and Haley Joel Osment (from the 6th Sense movie) Basic Synopsis - Imagine doing a favor that helps another stranger, who asks for nothing in return but to pay it forward. Do you? What would you do? This movie is based on that concept. Starting Time - 0:0:30 (better hurry) Snacks - It is time for breakfast now. I am having some fruit with cottage cheese. How about you?? Activities - Continuing reorganization of my desk. If you are you coming over, you better hurry!!!

Longing To Be Loved (poem)
Tonight she sleeps all alone And dreams of a love unknown The kind that lasts a lifetime Where there are roses and wine And other romantic sights At dinners by candlelight Visions of a caring man One who will hold her hand The kind who will always care A gentle soul who'll be there When she needs to feel she's loved Or just to give her a hug But alone she wakes from sleep So sad her broken heart weeps Holds her pillow, sheds a tear And longs for one to hold dear She prays she'll find love today And always that love will stay

Last Night........
Ok so I get a call from my teacher yesterday that class was canceled due to her not feeling well, but I decided to go home early anyway, and just hang out and watch movies in bed. Low and behold I get a text message from one of my ex's and he wants me to come over and hang out with him and watch movies. I went over there and low and behold the movie he has in is Blood Rayne (vampire movie). Of course, this is an immediate turn on for me. So I am laying there on the floor trying to be totally cool about it and watch the movie without letting him know that I am totally turned on by watching the movie while he is sitting up on the couch. Next thing I know I hear him moving around and feel him come lay down behind me on the floor. Again, trying to be totally cool, I didn't say anything to him just kept watching the movie. I felt him reach over and move my hair away from my neck and again I am just trying to relax and not pay any attention to what is going on because after all it i

Thanks
For all the get well wishes. I keep getting dizzy and no idea why. The whole left side of my body is sore and my hip hurts. I am thinking maybe i missed a tick bite. Top it off with 2 sick kids and its been hell here. Love you all xoxoox

Best Calorie Burners I Have Ever Seen...gotta Read
BEST CALORIE BURNERS I EVER SEEN! GOTTA READ IT...... Body: Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holdi

My Recovery
Please, keep an open mind! Don't judge my past, as I won't judge yours (should I learn about it). I'll just come out with it. At my 3rd job, Godfather's Pizza, I met a co-worker who (both on and off the clock) dealt marijuana. Knowing nothing about it, he "taught" me about it, then gave/sold me some to try out, hoping I'd become a "customer" (which I did). Since then I was hooked, spending half the money I acquired weekly on pot. I say WAS because my current "unemployedness" is really starting to grate on me. As of January 5th, 2007, I have 9 months clean. I've joined a Narcotics Anonymous group that I attend twice a week (sometimes more). I won't lie and say kickin' pot and stayin' off it was/is easy, but neither is it impossible. I'm glad my addiction didn't last long enough that I got a pot leaf tattooed on my body, 'cause then I'd be forced to spend a grand (or more) to remove it. I'm not posting this blog to brag, I'm just kinda proud of myself, AND I believe I shouldn't keep

Woman And Man Poem
FEMALE POEM I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen all day long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I want him to be gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash, not be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind, And knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I want this man to love me to no end, And forever be my very best friend. MALE POEM I want a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a fishing boat. I know this doesn't rhyme and I don't give a damn!

Spread The Stupidity
Only in America .....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America .....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America .....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America .....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America .....do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America .....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth close

Famous People
So... I work across the street from the Lake County Courthouse in Waukegan, IL. And I don't know how many of you (that aren't from around here) have heard about what is going on with the Bear's defenisve tackle Tank Johnson, but I guess he had a court date today for weapons charges. Well, my boss goes across the street every day to get a cup of soup and talk about security... there was at least 5 times the amout of security by the door than usual. I couldn't believe it. AND... all the news trucks outside... not like I have never seen anything like it before, just had never been inside the courthouse when something BIG was going on... I was asked by a news person what I did at the courthouse and if I had any info... sorry, I don't work there... wow... talk about crazy!

Morbidly Obtuse
I adore the people who never make mistakes. They are the best ever. Just ask them, and they will tell you how wonderful they are. Unless you press them on any kind of issue. Then fear and self loathing with a scoop of ego mixes in, their thought pattern is no longer clear, and they start exposing their weaknesses. Their mind. That is when these self appointed superior beings become my favorite video game. I pull the strings and watch the puppets dance. I still have to listen to them though, because there is a really good chance that just because they act like idiots, they may still have some knowledge that I can learn from. Very rarely do you meet someone with no discernable value, but they do exist. Some folks just have ugly or empty souls inside them, and you can really only get from them what you think you hope you see. We all make mistakes. Be it dropping your toothbrush on the floor, or forgetting your keys inside before you lock the door, maybe not seeing the cop before you ran t

Word
hey all!! wassup? im just chilling at my momma's house. B & i just got back from our interview for an apartment caretaker job. we would have a 500 rent credit towards a huge ass 2 bedroom apartment... it looked really nice..so both of us are really hoping we get it... hm......i wanna level up soon but it will probably take a few days....help me out pleases oh yea i am still working on rating all 1400+ people on my friends list a 10 on their profile so contact me if u wanna be sure i rated u!!

Finding The Right Words.....
Ok this one is to those of you who HAVENT suffered this loss but know someone or are close to someone that has. I know that being in that position can be tough because what do you say to them when they experience their loss? Its a difficult subject to approach and be tactful, supportive and not stick your foot in your mouth without realizing. Please know ONE THING....DO NOT make light of the situaton. I hear from so many survivors of this loss that either A) family and friends avoided them for lack of what to say or do or B) they made light of it all saying "well it was for the best" or " at least your baby is in a better place now" OR "it wasnt meant to be". NOW...while those things are all true....they are THE LAST thing a grieving parent wants to hear when THEY...dont feel it was for the best....feel the best place for their baby is in their arms and feel it was meant to be and it was stolen from them. Please also try to remember that grief goes through stages and each stage m

Surgery And Hubbys
I have been in pain for over a year now with my overies.I had every test done possible to find out why and and everything medically possible done.Nothing has helped.My doctors told me today I will be having a hysterectomy done on the 24th of this month.I am not scarred and look forward to not being in pain anymore.Now my hubby this is what bothers me about him.He found out and instead of coming to me to talk with me about it he went on his ct account and did a blog a mum and everything.This hurt my feelings alot because it makes me feel like if he has something bothering him he cant talk to me.

No More
Its time I am tired of sadness! Why do we waste our lives away with sadness and regret? Well hell with that no more feelin lonely or sad and no more regrets so its time to say "to hell with love "( until I find the right one anyway lol) Im ready to come out of this dark hole ive been livin in!! LETS PARTY PEOPLE!!

There Are No Words
There are no words , to express what i feel for you . There are no songs , as beautifull as the music that fills my soul when i hear your voice . There are no roses , as lovely as your smile . there are no days , brighter than the days i wanne spend with you . nothing moves me , like you do . you are my light in the darkness and there could never be words strong enough to express my love for you .

Brian's Story~~a Man's Perspective
My ex g/f and I lost twins. She miscarried. To us that was still our children. She was not far into the pregnancy but they had souls. We still honor the day of the miscarriage and although we are not together , we are best of friends and consider each other to be the parent of our children. Written and permission granted by: Brian (user #505724) Brian`* Read my blogs to know me*'~ gollumsdesire on yahoo~@ CherryTAP

Oh My God I Am So Sick Of It!!!!!!!!!!
Well things living in hell are getting no better here at all.Today I woke up and had a little note left for me that said"Betty, can you please do some cleaning around here, you two use things and areas around here too- I'm tired of doing everything or making the kids AND NO MORE SMOKING IN THE HOUSE IT STINKS BATHROOM-top to bottom Trash-kitchen, bathroom Kitchen-counters and stove dishes, Ice trays, sink and sweep floor Well let me explain something I clean up after me and adam we cook our own food and when I am done before I even sit down to eat I clean up my mess and I always clean the bathroom after we are done bathing. So this really pisses me off I dont dirty the dishes or anything else. I know Tab the bitch was behind this yet again she is starting shit. I dont know what the hell we are gonna do but I know tonight shit is gonna hit the fan when we have the the meeting tonight. I will write what happens later

Bitches
SO LET ME JUST VENT ABOUT THIS PATHETIC ASS CUNT MY BEST FRIEND DATES!! SHE'S A WHORE THAT SLEPT WITH GOD KNOWS HOW MANY DUDES SHE SAYS SHE STOP COUNTING AFTER 46 AND THE BITCH HAS BEEN MARRIED ONCE AND DIVORCED ALREADY ... DID I MENTION SHE IS ONLY 22? OK BACK TO THE WHORE .. SHE THINKS SHE IS THE GREATIST THING THAT HIT THIS EARTH BUT ILL BE HONEST THE BITCH IS UGLY AS FUCK! SHE HAS ANICE SET OF TITS AND THATS IT, HER FACE IS BOOTY, HAIR DRIED OUT AND NAPPY, SKIN SO WHITE YOU CAN SEE THROUGH, FAKE AS FUCK!!!!!, NO ASS AND HAS A LITTLE CHUB TO BOOT! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM SHE DONT WANT HIM TO HANG OUT WITH ANY..LET ME REPEAT..ANY .. FRIENDS! HE THINKS HE IS FALLING FOR HER BUT THEN HE SAYS HE FUCKING CAN'T STAND HER...R U KIDDING ME? WHAT TYPE OF SHIT IS THIS? THEN THE BITCH HAS THE NERVE TO TRY AND START SOME SHIT WITH ME AND NOW I FEEL IT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY TO SAVE MY BEST FRIEND AND BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF THIS GIRL. SHE REMINDS ME OF A CRACKED OUT VERSION OF ANNA N

Friendship Requests
Ok, obviously nothing I say means anything. I just accepted a bunch of friendship requests (most of which people obviously never read my blast or profile). I guess we'll see what kind of friend you are going to be now and how many will be deleted in a couple of weeks when you can't come and talk to me. I doubt that you bother to read this. Remember, you made the offer for the friendship so you are now on trial. If you fail to show the qualities of a friendship (i.e. chat with me, rate photos, check out blasts, etc....), you will cease being on my friends list.

News Headlines That Make You Wonder
Crack Found on Governor's Daughter Imagine that! Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No, really? Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers Now that's taking things a bit far! Is There a Ring of Debris Around Uranus? Whaaat?? Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over What a guy! Miners Refuse to Work After Death No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-sos! Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant See if that works any better than a fair trial! War Dims Hope for Peace I can see where it might have that effect! If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile You think?! Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures Who would have thought! ? Enfield (London) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide They may be on to something! Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?! Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charge He probably IS the battery charge New Study of Obesity Loo

Randomness From My Mind!
People live people die! But what u do in your life n how much of an impact on society and personalitys (Deturmines how long your rememberd or if you live on or are forgot) Destiny is some fucked up shit! So is fate too! Stuff happens for a reason! But why the fuck does shit contine to happen to me? I try to be peaceful n live my life mother fucking care free! LOL... yet Fakehater27 attracts so many problems! I dont want problems but It dosin't mean I dont get them! I love opinions wont u share them with me? Keep me busy! Im done with relationships n I dont bite! Im not like the other guys on here. I dont give a fuck about your naked pics (I want to see your eyes) Your soul! Tell me about your life (encourage me to wright I dont care lol) Whats your zodiac sign? What games do u play? (Make sure u check my mother fuckin stash too) LOL Tick tock the clock never stops! Time is constintly going (So cherish your happy memorys n the people u love) Take the time to see shit

Smoke Test
So, I havent' blogged for a bit but I jsut wanted to say that I DID MY SMOKE TEST :D It was hella fun and I found the dummy. Girls rocked and the new guys panicked. Whats up with the rushing and instead of tapping the bottom of the foot....grabbing ankles...and going out down the center of the room instead of going back hte exact way you come in...i had to grab the damn hose and shove it through the hall because the guys were too much of a damn hurry to get out!! One even sat on my leg.....and one about pulled everyone down the flight of stairs trying to get out.....Anyway, it was fun!!! I went in a second time for the heck of it. We found the dummy pretty darn fast too! Well, I even got to go on a fire call....as dorky as that sounds!!LOL!!!! I always respnd to the medical calls and there is rarely a fire call....power line on fire...so, I had to put on my turnouts for once....Bout damn time!!! It was quick and easy. I can't wait for the real thing!!!!

Moving On
Letting Go 1/9/07 How can I sit here everyday, hoping and praying that my pain will go away, knowing that everything you told me was a lie, sadness kicks in and I pray that it will end and I’ll just die. You hold my heart in your hand, crushing it into tiny grains of sand, hope you see all the pain that you have put me through, I sit and cry knowing there was no such thing as me and you. Holding back the tears long enough to feel the blade , no one can fix the mess you’ve made, I wish you all the happiness in the world, and I hope that she’ll be better than I ever was. Take my words to the heart, I’m moving on giving my heart a new start, hopeful I’ll met someone that will treat me good, doing things and treating me the way you never would, he’ll never hurt me, never stand to see me cry, sorry but I’m moving on, there is no more you and I.

You're Not Alone
♥♥♥ I'll always be here, No matter what you say, Don't let go, It's gonna be ok. Don't hold back, I'm here for you, Take my hand, I'll pull you through. I need you, Just like you need me, You can't let go, I couldn't set you free. You're like my little sister, You mean a lot to my heart, I'm always gonna be there, When you fall apart. If you start to slip, I start to slip too, Because it kills me, To know of the pain you go through. I'd take it all away, And live it today, You say you want to go, But I think you should stay. I have full faith in you, I know you can hold on, Take some of my strength, Don't cry all alone. I'll dry your tears, Hold you for a while, I can't promise to make you laugh, But I can try to help you smile. You're my precious gem, Part of my whole life, You're there when I need you most, Helping me through my strife. And I wanna be there for you, So baby, please hold on? Because you ha

+bongzilla, Whyyyyy???+
I can't find a video of theirs on YouTube. Some one, tell me : Has the 'Zilla even MADE a music video at all? Damn, I don't even know how long they've been a band. I would sell my soul for ANY bleeping music vid of Bongzilla's. Satan! Where are you? ::knocking on floor::

Urgent Day 2: Iraq Escalation Imminent
Dear MoveOn member, 160,000 of us signed the petition to stop escalation in Iraq since it launched 18 hours ago, and we're picking up allies. Today Senator Ted Kennedy will announce new legislation that would stop escalation.1 The senator's message is simple: "We cannot simply speak out against an escalation of troops in Iraq. We must act to prevent it." Our country is at a crossroads. Together we can send a strong message to Congress: you have a mandate on Iraq—figure it out. If you haven't signed the petition to Congress, please sign now. We're delivering comments every few hours. Can you add yours? http://pol.moveon.org/noescalation/one_click_sign.pl?0=1&id=9674-7748280-NZwn9X5RAnd5upTmCyhPFg&t=3 After you sign the petition please forward this email to your friends, family and colleagues—let's keep the ball rolling. Senator Kennedy goes farther than anybody else to date—we need to push senators to join him. His legislation is simple and would stop the escalation

For Sir
He’s my Master and mentor, My lover and friend He rules with an iron fist Yet has a heart of gold He’s rough yet gentle Soft yet hard His understanding amazes me His willingness to forgive He knows me inside and out For all this and more My soul is his now and forever more….

E-mail From God
Subject: : E-mail from God One day God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the rascally behaviour that was going on. He decided to send an angel down to Earth to check it out. So he called one of His angels and sent the angel to Earth for a time. When he returned, he told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and 5% are not." God thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second angel to get another opinion." So God called another angel and sent him to Earth for a time too. When the angel returned he went to God and said, "Yes, it's true-the Earth is in decline; 95% are misbehaving and 5% are being good." God was not pleased. So He decided to E-mail the 5% that were good, because He wanted to encourage them, give them a little something to help them keep going. Do you know what that E-mail said?........... No?................ I didn't get one either!

I Believe
I BELIEVE by Brian Tracy I believe every person has within themselves inexhaustible reserves of potential they have never even come close to realizing. I believe each person has far more intelligence than they have ever used. I believe each person is more creative than he or she has ever imagined. I believe the greatest achievements of your life lie ahead of you. I believe the happiest moments of your life are yet to come. I believe the greatest successes you will ever attain are still waiting for you on the road ahead. And, I believe through learning and application of what you learn, you can solve any problem, overcome any obstacle and achieve any goal that you can set for yourself.

When You Really Love Someone
I'm a woman Lord knows it's hard I need a real man to give me what I need Sweet attention Love and tenderness When it's real it's unconditional I'm tellin Y'all Cause a man just ain't a man If he ain't man enough To love you when you're right Love you when You're wrong Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong take you higher When the world's got you feelin low He's givin you his last cause he's thinkin of you first Givin comfort when he's thinkin that you're hurt That's what done when you really love someone I'm tellin y'all Cause You're a really man And lord knows it's hard Sometimes you just need A woman's touch Sweet affection Love and support When it's real it's unconditonal I'm tellin y'all Cause a woman ain't a woman If she ain't woman enough To love you when you're right Love you when You're wrong Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong take you higher When the world's got you feelin low She givin you her

Democrat Tax Plan Explained
If you don't understand the Democrats' version of tax refunds, maybe this will help explain it: 50,000 people go to a baseball game, but the game was rained out. A refund was then due. The team was about to mail refunds when a group of Congressional Democrats stopped them and suggested that they send out the ticket refunds based on the Democrat National Committee's interpretation of fairness. Originally the refunds were to be paid based on the price each person had paid for the tickets. Unfortunately that meant most of the refund money would be going to the ticket holders that had purchased the most expensive tickets. This, according to the DNC, is considered totally unfair. A decision was then made to pay out the refunds in this manner: People in the $10 seats will get back $15. After all, they have less money to spend on tickets to begin with. Call it an "Earned Income Ticket Credit." Persons "earn" it by having few skills, poor work habits, and low ambition, thus keep

Horny Quiz
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny75%Normal Horny63%Not horny25%A little horny25%Super Horny25%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

You Know You're From Wisconsin When.....
You can taste a difference in cheese made somewhere else You own at least one tie with a or peice of jewelry with a Green Bay Packer theme You can find and pronounce : Eau Claire, Oconomowoc, Menomonee Falls, Waukesha, and La Crosse, Fond du Lac. You can correctly spell Milwaukee. You know what "bubbler" means. At least one of your family members works / worked in a cheese factory. A holstein cow outside of Wisconsin makes you miss home. You can taste the difference between apples grown up north and the ones that you can buy in the south. When talking about the Green Bay Packers you refer to them as "we". When the weather hits 0 degrees you decide that maybe it's time to get out a jacket instead of a sweatshirt. The family gets together every week for fish fry at the local pub. You know what a brat is, and they're at every outdoor event that your family has ever had. You know how to make a very good sled out of normal household items. Your love y

The Pain In My Back
Going thru the dayz as your self making others happy in the end you feel ing not happy yourself neva at peace, no matter what you do you cant seem to hide from the pain every tear and worry every heart achin day it get harder and harder you wonder to yourself if your good enuff for sumone else or you would ant to trouble anyone else with your burden, you try to move on but the black shadows seems to follow you everywhere you doing reminding you of the past you tried to left behind, i reach to my back to find the knife ive been stabbed with but its not there its all in my head my emotions got the better of me shall i cut my wrist and let sum of the pain slip away or deal with it and take it to my grave, all i know is the pain is still there i dont think it will eva leave my side it became i empty piece of me...until another day until i find my happy place to wash my trouble sins away..:-(

Ever Feel Like Youve Been Run Over By A Coal Truck ?
Yes I said Coal truck . those fek's are big .. and I feel as if one has totaly smashed into me .. woke this am a lil bewildered .. feeling a lil off .. not my usual self . then had that damn feeling come on .. Shit I knew it was coming . a seizure .. and sure enough that next hour didnt register with me .. mike came in to wake me and it was a full hour later .. so .. I made this not too much of a busy day . and am making an appt with my doctor to get my meds corrected ..Blah I hate those damn pills . but I guess Ive gotta get my ass back on them .. or I cant drive and OMG if I couldnt drive id go NUTS .. its my sanity .....So if you stop by and I dont happen to return your comments or seem all that with it . you all know why .. not looking for pitty here just dont want to seem rude to everyone .. oh on another note . got a call today .. from teh insurance adjuster . my lil car has been made a total loss .. makes me sad I actually liked that lil bugger .. and so did mike .. he's

See?
My idea of bling is stainless steel Chains on my hip, rings in my lip And enough sharp edges to be considered armed to the teeth An anarchist’s wet dream reborn real In a war with everything, so I don’t have to fight shit Function in my view of reality as I see fit Don’t really have the patience to so much as recognize your rules “Let’s all happily die for the will of a fistful of fools” You drool at the prospect of being a finely conditioned tool When I say fuck you I’m not trying to be rude I’m just trying to put an exclamation point, A big red line and dot on your disappointment You can stab it all you want but you’ll never own it You can fertilize the land but you’ll never grow it But I can teach you if you think you’re brave Just let me introduce some steel to your face Maybe with a big enough scar you’ll stop racing Shit like you always has to lose and die before you realize that you’re rotting yourself trying to win Let me open your eyes to the joys of trying

Very Special Person!!
My story starts in 1991 when I was 19 years old. I met a wonderful man named Gary and finally in 1993 we decided to start a family. I got pregnant and 7 weeks later had a miscarriage. It was tough, but I thought, "Okay, this is just something that happens." The first miscarriage was such a scare that we waited another 3 years before trying again. Again, after 7 weeks, another miscarriage. The doctors said it's just something that happens. After my 5th loss, we decided it was time to see a specialist. I've had every test imaginable and everything came back good. So is this just something that happens? We continued trying all the way up to 2005. That is when I suffered my 8th and last miscarriage. I think that was the worst one. At my age then (33), I knew that there was probably no hope left. We decided for my well-being to stop trying. God has kept me sane and I don't blame anyone, I just can't understand why. I do believe that time helps heal wounds, and mine are gradually healing d

Fresh
Throwing off the worlds view For roles that are, are not you Form and balance your own place Fearing not, carried with grace Cease the moment and get the most Pushing away your loves past ghost Watching them fade into the dust When he lets go and for you alone lust Passion for you that consumes his drive Only you thrill him and make him feel alive To please you and not worry who may care You hold the key and unlock fantasizes flair Control and desire and a will to do There is no one way to define the wonder of you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Newfonaire Have A Good Laugh Alll
Mick appeared on the Newfoundland version of "Who wants to be a millionaire" and towards the end of the program had already won $500,000. "you've done very well so far," saids the show's presenter, but for 1 million dollars, you've only got one lifeline left phone-a-friend. 'Everything is riding on this question..... will you go for it?" "sure," said MIck. I'll have a go!" "ok. the question is:which of the following birds does not build its own nest? a)Robin b)Sparrow c)Cuckoo d) Thrush." "I hasnt got a clue," said Mick, "so i'll use my last lifeline and phone my friend Paddy back home in Come-Bye_Chance.' Mick called up his mate, told him the circumstance and repeated the question to him. Fookin Ell,Mick!" cried Paddy. "dats just simple loogic....its a Cuckoo." are you sure Paddy said Mick. I', fookin sure replied Paddy. Mick hung up the phone and told the TV presenter, I'll go with Cuckoo as my answer. Is that your final answer asked the host. Dat it is Sir. There was a long,long pa

Missin My Cj
here is why i'm missin my cj: cj: im going to jail pinky: what? why? cj: awol my paper didnt go through like i thought and my last unit thought i went awol and untill they fix it i will be in jail pinky: baby cj: what pinky: give me ur digits....i want to hear u say it....i don't want to read it cj: i have to go i will call u when i get a chance ok pinky: baby pinky: tell me u love me cj: i love u pinky: i love you too pinky: i'll be thinkin about everyday and that is the last of him i will hear for a while

*b* Has Love 4 These Cherries
So I'm putting together a little folder of the cherries I talk to lots and have all around luvs 4...I'd love to rip my favorite pic of you to this folder to show ya off, so this is where its going if I ask and you say ok ;-) *lol* Much Luvs~*B*

Iraq Needs A Triumverate Type Government
In order to bring about peace in Iraq the Kurds, Shiites and Sunis must all share power equally. Each group elects one leader and the 3 leaders must come to an unanimos decision for anything to be done. All oil wealth is to be shared by all Iraqis. Howard Scott Pearlman

100 Facts About Chuck Norris
Are you ready for America's new favorite show? That's right, It's time for: ONE-HUNDRED RANDOM CHUCK NORRIS FACTS!!!!!!!!!!! You are about to experience One Hundred (awesome) random facts about Chuck Norris. Leading hand sanitizers claim they can kill 99.9 percent of germs. Chuck Norris can kill 100 percent of whatever the fuck he wants. Chuck Norris' calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd; no one fools Chuck Norris. Some kids piss their name in the snow. Chuck Norris can piss his name into concrete. Chuck Norris can do a wheelie on a unicycle. Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands. Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice. Chuck Norris was originally cast as the main character in 24, but was replaced by the producers when he managed to kill every terrorist and save the day in 12 minutes and 37 seconds. Chuck Norris can speak braille.

Dear Wife/dear Husband
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just lay there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up and

Wish People Would Say What They Mean And Mean What They Say
I really wish people would say what they mean and mean what they say. Yes there are some people out there they get enjoyment out of hurting other people. They say things to them that make them dream, wish, want, and believe that they can have. You have some people that have a very big heart and take things that are said to them to heart. They believe in you and what you say. Then you come to find out that they didn't mean any of it. We all come on here looking to make friends. Some people are wanting more than friendship. Some are even lucky enough to find it. However, when you talk someone for a period of time and then all of a sudden stop talking to them. They believe they have done something wrong. All along they thought you might have a very nice friendship developing and all along they were wrong. For some reason or another you have just stopped talking to them. Instead of being honest you let them believe they have done something. So just think about it the next tim

Never Say To A Cop!!!
This is cute! NEVER SAY TO A COP 1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. (OK in Texas) 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, Office r! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around.. That's how far ahead of me they are. 12. When the Officer says "Gee Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

I Promise
I Promise Knowing your heart has been torn before, It makes me try to win your love so much more. I know it won't be easy to get that from you. I tell you time and time again I won't give up until I do. You are so special to me, and to you I could never lie. To me you mean the world, that I cannot deny. From the bottom of my heart is where this is coming to you. I thank God you're my Baby, and this I promise you. I promise to take care of you. I promise to be there for you. I promise to do anything for you. Even things you wouldn't expect me to do. I promise if I had your heart, it would only know how to feel good. I promise if I had it I would treat it like I should. I would take care of your heart too. You know I only wanna be with you. I'd never lie to you, I've said that before. A fantasy I have with you is to walk along the shore. To wake up with you in the morning with you in my arms. And sleeping with you at night keeping you all warm. You are my Baby

Learn To Love
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 Learn to love Learn to love the challenges, and you will grow stronger. Learn to love putting forth effort, and you'll find yourself becoming more capable and effective. Learn to love making a positive contribution, and your life will grow richer. Learn to love being around people who are different than you, and you'll gain many valuable new perspectives. Learn to love discovering what you do not know, and your knowledge will greatly expand. Learn to love truly listening, and your wisdom will increase. Learn to love giving, and your life will be blessed. Learn to love being thankful, and you'll know real abundance. Learn to love the ordinary moments, and you'll find each day filled with warm golden treasures. Learn to love simply being, and you'll rise to a whole new level of awareness. Learn to love something about each day, and your days will bring rich fulfillment. Learn to love, and you'll know how to live. -- Ralph Marston

We Were Dressed And Ready To Go Out For The New
We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, "He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother." A few minutes later, I get into the cab. "Sorry I took so long," I said, as we drove away. "That stupid bitch was hiding under the bed. Had to poke her with a coat hanger to get her to come out!

Move To Alaska
Move to Alaska Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. "Name's Lars, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night... Thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Lars is leaving, he stops. "Gotta warn you......be some drinkin'." "Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin' too." "Well, I get along with people, I'll be all ri

Your Feelings
You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen Intimidated by you And I know how you've been You are everything I'm not You're pretty and cool You don't know that I look up to you Because you are you You don't deserve your feelings You deserve happyness and laughter Not feeling miserable After You are not the only one with this feelings I'm a victim of my mind too And I feel exsactly the same Just the way you do I hope you know That you will realize that Because you're the best friend I have ever had

Two Adult Jokes
A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, MÃdam, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me. She replies, If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I’m in room 221. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - ------------ ----- One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife’s arm. The wife turns over and says I’m sorry honey, I’ve got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh. The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?

Skins
I was wondering if any one could help me with some decent skins! I went to tweak your page and theirs only cover half of my profile! I browsed skins here also and they don't fit my hole page either. I don't know anything about how to make them. I only have two that I like that I ripped with permission that fits my whole profile page but I am so tired of looking at them! Any help would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!~M~

30 Things To Not Say To A Guy
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does it come with an air pump? 29. So this is why you're supposed to judge people on

Omfg, No Way!!!
() Rocky Horror Picture Show () Grease () Grease II (x) Pirates of the Caribbean (x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest () Boondock Saints () Fight Club () Starsky and Hutch () Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles () Airplane Total: 2 () The Princess Bride (x)AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite () Labyrinth () Saw () Saw II () Saw III () White Noise () White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 8 () Scream () Scream 2 () Scream 3 (x) Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 (x) Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 16 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 () Resident Evil 1 () Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer (x) Little Black Book (x) The Village (x) Lilo & Stitch Total so far: 24 (x) Finding Nemo (x) Fi

The Voices In My Head Are Angry
In a report published in Dec. 06, and astonishing fact was brought to my attention. The B.P. petroleum company, just one of many such company’s in the U.S. alone, reported a $3oo million dollar net profit in the FIRST QUARTER of that year. That averages out to $1.2 trillion a year. Now if you take that and multiply it by all the other petroleum company’s, Texaco, Shell, Mapco and the many others, this is fucking outrageous. What are they doing with over a Trillion dollars clear profit? With that in mind, why the hell are we having to pay these outrageous prices for gas and oil? We are being fucking raped. If each of these company’s would take just 1/4 of these profits, the could pay off the national debt and still have money left. 1/10 of these profits could feed thousands of starving and homeless people here in the U.S. 1/5 could give this country’s school system much needed money for supplies. I know several teachers who dig into their own pockets and buy the supplies because the

I Will Greet This Day With Love In My Heart
I will greet this Day with Love in my Heart For this the Greatest secret of success in all Ventures. I will Greet this Day with Love in my heart. I will Look on all things with love and I will be born again. I will Love the sun for it warms my bones; yet I will Love the rain for it cleanses my spirit. I will Love the Light for it show me the way ; yet I will Love the darkness for it shows me the Stars. I will welcome happiness for it enlarges my heart; yet I will endure sadness for it opens my soul. I will acknowledge rewards for they are my due; yet I Will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge. I will greet this day with Love in my Heart.

Ok..it Crack On Men Day Today..:) Male Side Of The Story Da Rules
Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfr

Fix It!
There are days where I should have remained asleep, today was one of those days. When I am mad and angry, sad and upset, I seem to take irrational roads that lead me into an empty feild that has no start or finish. My sympathy to those that were destroyed in the war path of a goddess today. I will fix it.

Forever Love
The first time I laid my eyes on you I knew, We'd spend this life side by side. I still feel the same though we're so far away, I swear that you'll always be my.... Chorus: Forever love I promise you, someday we'll be together, Forever love. I won't give up. No matter what... I'll be waiting for you Forever love... Minutes and hours and years may go by, but my heart knows nothing of time. So don't cry just keep me right there in your dreams. And hold on to these words of mine... *Repeat Chorus* Love is a road to our destiny, nothing can change what is meant to be... *Repeat Chorus* Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Dear John Letter
A soldier, injured and hospitalized in Iraq recently received a "Dear John" letter from his girlfriend back home. It read as follows: Dear Ricky, I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice since you have been gone, and it isn't fair to either of us. I'm sorry! Please return the picture that I sent you! Love, Becky The soldier, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow soldiers for any snapshots they could spare of their girlfriends, sisters, ex-girlfriends, aunts, cousins etc.In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all of the other pictures of the pretty girls he had collected from his buddies.There were 57 in that envelope along with this note: Dear Becky, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the fuck you are. Please take your picture from the pile and send the rest back to me.

Just Bitchin
went to cardiologist again today need to have some more test done on my heart. not exactly what i wanted to hear this morning. ya'll keep me in mind while i do this and see if the blockages have gotten any worse than what they were.

The Soldier’s Untold Story
You can tell his pain, When you watch his tears fall once again. He leaves his family only to walk into a nightmare, That when he finally wakes up he isn’t really there. He can see the tears in her eyes, Because she knows the hellos will soon become goodbyes. His security blanket is his gun, As walk under the hot sun. Nobody could prepare him for what’s going on, As he watches his friends stand, then gone. He knows what he is fighting for, But his body feels weak and sore, He falls to his knees with tears streaming from his eyes, Cause he doesn’t want to say goodbye. This horrible nightmare will turn any boy into a man, But you’ll never understand. Cause the pain is so hard to explain, When your the one seeing death again. With every letter he gets brings hope and something to remember her by, With guns shots firing all around him, and no place to hide. He is scared with every bomb that hits near, As he takes out the picture of his baby girl alo

24 Hours....
Ok i was just asked this question so i thought i would ask it back to you... IF you had 24 hours to live what would you do... My answer was...I would make sure to go see all my family and make sure that they know that i loved them and what ways that they made me feel loved ...Then i would go to the beach and take the special people in my life and make sure that i see one more sunset and one sunrise and make sure that my best friends all knew how much that they meant to me in there own special ways... I have so many friends in my life and they are always there for me when i need them no matter the good or the bad...

New Toys.
Well, my jump rope finally gave up the ghost and died. I had to purchase a new jump rope, but I don't mind overly, as this new jump rope is simply perfect for my height. I even purchased a new stability ball, but I chose a 65 cm ball rather than the 45 cm ball to make the workouts more challenging. My various muscles are feeling the stability ball, the new and improved jump rope, and the belly dance. Salsa, too.

Only In My Head
only in my head do i feel your sweet touch only in my head does it truly hurt this much only in my head do i think now of you only in my head do you think of me too only in my head do i scream out in my rage only in my head are the thoughts on this page only in my head does this make any sense only in my head are my walls of defense only in my head do i long to hold you tight only in my head is that perfectly alright only in my head is a sadness so bitterly real only in my head am i truly allowed to feel.

Finally
Well it sure feels like winter is here in Northern MN. Its about time thats for sure. Tonight is supposed to be our warmest temp in the next several days. Highs are supposed to be in the single digits after tomorrow and lows in the teens below zero every night. Its good to have winter back. All we need now is some snow. Well tomorrow is a big day. I have to go take a test for Hibbing PD to see if I score high enough to get on their eligibilty list for the upcoming year. Its just another test. Then on my way home from that I have to call and let the Chief in virginia know when I will be going through Virginia cause he wants to sit down with me. I can only think that is a good thing. If they weren't interested in hiring me, they would just send me a letter. I also recieved a letter today for Dakota County saying that if I wanted an interview with them that I have to call and make an appointment. So I will wait and see what tomorrow brings and go from their. So how is

Crave
Fuck me like the whore we both know I am Rape me the way you say you can Penetrate me, make me feel something I can’t feel the tools I wield with my own hands I can’t even stand I twitch and writhe as my body bends Take me without compassion, not even a shred Make the switch Tickle my itch You made me your slave Now make me your bitch Do something that will make me talk shit

I Hate Public Speaking
Blah, I have to finish writing my stupid speech for tomorrow. It isn't really a speech, it's a case study that I have to read to the class. I absolutely hate public speaking. It has to be at least 5 minutes long too which is going to be hard for me because my first instinct is to talk as fast as I can out of nerves and to get it over with. My face is going to get all red and I'll probably shake a lil bit like always, and then I will be aware of the fact that my face is all red which will embarrass me even more so it may not go away the whole time LoL. I do not see the point in public speaking anyway unless you are majoring in politics or something of that sort. Plus I have a mock interview tomorrow too where I am supposed to dress up and bring my portfolio but fuck that. I'm wearing khakis and a white t-shirt and MAYBE I will put my portfolio together tonight if I can find it. I'm not worried about the grade cause I have a 100% in the class I have to do it for so a few points off won't

Forever Broken
A tear slides down my face as my heart breaks the love once given is now taken away, no more will I feel him by my side nor have the pain from the lies. The tenderness of his kiss will never be upon my lips, The warm of his embrace now replaced by the coldness of the night. Even though I know its for the best my heart still weeps of promises broken. All I have is memories and the symbol that I wear, of a happier time. I will never forget his smile or his touch or the way he made me laugh nor the way he made me cry. written by Gegi Cluck

Ok A Real Blog
ok so ive been doing alot of dumb pointless blogs lately..So i thought id do a real one. Lets Start On Jan 1 2007.. So i went to the hospital...I had bad tummy pains..They found out what was wrong but i dont want to talk about it..Anyway i took the meds i needed and now i feel better. Me and rob have been realllly rocky lately..Things just seem to be getting worse with us...Ugh...its soo frustrating..Everything is always being blamed on me..I react to every situation differently..If you treat me good i treat you good...Vise versa..So dont get all up in my face if you do something totally stupid and piss me off..Its obviously well deserved. Hmmm what else..I tryed to quit smoking and drinking...like i said in my previous blog..But it didnt work..I have WAY to muc stress in my life right now and its the "easy way out" i guess.. Im part Of The SK family again and i couldnt be happier..I finally feel like i belong to something..It feels good..Thanks Marq..And Hi ev1 else in the Fam

Uss New York
Thought this would be of interest to you!! Pretty amazing. USS New York USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center It is the fifth in a new class of warship -- designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us

What Kind Of Witch Are You? Quiz
What kind of 'witch' are you? You are a water witch. Beautiful and intuitive, you draw your power from the water. You can be tranquil and terrible at one and the same time and might be described as "moody." You appreciate literature and may be a poet/writer. Graceful and powerful as the water itself, the rest of us envy your ability to love and be loved by others.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Real Friends
To my friends!!!! No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as...My so called friends

Why Is It
why is it that... the one person who said would call you... who you really wish would call... never does... the one person you just hope to hear from... seems to disappear... why is it that... i feel like something is wrong with me... because someone tells me they are busy... when i try to share something with them... why do i get the feeling my goldfish are looking at me like I'm pathetic? why is it that... i worry too much over calling a guy i like who i've called before... just because he said he'd call me... and hasn't... why is it that... i'm more afraid of what might happen... than what really will happen... why is it that.... i can be so terribly exhausted... and cannot sleep a wink... why is it that... the one person who i wish who would call... and who has been calling recently... stopped... why is it that... i am just too damn shy to send a text message again because... they never wrote back to the last one i sent. w

We Don't Need Them
I believe Alice knows that his fans LOVE and ADORE him......He does more than most in his shoes!!!!! He deserves to be in that hall but maybe his hall of fame is US!!!! They will never listen to his "disobedient children". So let them stay BLIND....WE DON'T NEED THEM!!!!!

People Don't Lie...do They?????
Chapter 2 The Case of the Missing Wife and the Woman Who Replaced Her I was a brand new, Notary Slash Certified Signing Agent. I had my stamp, my notary journal, a new briefcase loaded with pens and all the appropriate notarial certificates. And I had about five notches on my belt to prove it. In all, I was driving an old Jeep that I did not dare park in anyone’s driveway, fearing it would leak oil into a nice little puddle, but I could get to just about any address in the Nevada interior. If it had a mailbox, if it had a washboard road, if it was in the middle of nowhere, I could get there in my Jeep. If I got stuck somewhere in the desert sand, my Jeep would get me out! If I couldn’t get over it, I could get under it, or around it, or blast right through it in that old tank. But there’s some things a Jeep just won’t do. The signing was to take place at a home nestled against the Sierra mountain range. It was a gorgeous area, known for its beauty and the views wer

We Need A Wold Wide Forum On Population Growth Now
We need a Wold Wide Forum on Population Growth NOW As Walter Kelly said in his cartoon POGO. " We have met the enemy and he is us." We must do something to limit the number of children born because in the next 50 years, with the perceived advances in longevity, the World's population will double like it did in the last fifty years to 13 Billion people. Benjamin Franklin told a new America that we must do something about slavery now or it will cause a disaster in the future. Another 6.5 Billion people on our planet is going to cause an awful lot of problems. Howard Scott Pearlman Please CLICK Below CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today "

A Montana Cowboy...
A Montana cowboy was overseeing his herd in a remote mountainous pasture when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced out of a dust cloud towards him. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, Ray Ban sunglasses and YSL tie, leans out the window and asks the cowboy, "If I tell you exactly how many cows and calves you have in your herd, will you give me a calf?" The cowboy looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, "Sure, Why not?" The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Dell notebook computer, connects it to his Cingular RAZR V3 cell phone, and surfs to a NASA page on the Internet, where he calls up a GPS satellite navigation system to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra high resolution photo. The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility in Hamburg, Germany. Within secon

I Have Found My Child
As many of you know I didn't get my youngest son for the holidays like i was supposed to and I served him with contempt paperwork. He doesn't think that the law will touch him and he thinks that i will be the one to get in trouble. Well anyway. I have found my son; however, I had to get the new address and phone number of where he was from my mother. he told my mom that I was afraid i was going to yell at him and damn straigh I want to so bad, but at least i know where he is now.

What Would You Say
If I told you I loved you what would you say Would you tell you’re sorry you don’t feel the same way Or would you smile at me and say you never knew And admit that all along you’ve loved me too We can put an end to all this confusion Now we know are love isn’t just a delusion Its real it’s strong and comes from the heart From this day on we’ll never be apart I love you so much words can’t explain From this love alone we have a lot to gain

Horray For 2007 (hilarious Predections For This Year)
New Year, Same Old Bullshit 2007 has just started, but that's not going to keep me from giving you all the year's top headlines. Other news sources may wait until hard facts and data have come across their desks before they report a story, but I'm going to cut right to the chase and tell you everything that went down in '07. Now, obviously I don't have any specific names, places or dates, but you can just fill those in as the year progresses and information is passed along. So without further adieu (or ado, depending on how big of a twat you are), here is "2007 - The Year in Review." In political news, President Bush urged Congress to [something involving the Middle East and the U.S. Military]. [Group of jerkoffs] supported the president, but [other group of jerkoffs] strongly opposed the president on this issue. Also in politics, [random senator or congressman] was embroiled in a scandal when it was discovered that [he or she] [accepted money illegally and/or had inappropr

Friends
God Saw you hungry & created McDonalds, Wendys, and Dairy Queen . He saw you thirsty & created Coke, Juice, Coffee and Water GOD saw you in the dark & created Light. GOD saw you without a Good looking , adorable , FRIEND......... so He created ME Send this on to your good friends who are so lucky to have YOU for a friend also !!!! Walk this day in peace and in the warmth of the SON.

About Retirement -- I Only Wish I Knew!!
And They Ask Why I Like Retirement ! Question: How many days in a week? Answer: 6 Saturdays, 1 Sunday Question: When is a retiree's bedtime? Answer: Three hours after he falls asleep on the couch. Question: How many retirees to change a light bulb? Answer: Only one, but it might take all day. Question: What's the biggest gripe of retirees? Answer: There is not enough time to get everything done. Question: Why don't retirees mind being called Seniors? Answer: The term comes with a 10% percent discount. Question: Among retirees what is considered formal attire? Answer: Tied shoes. Question: Why do retirees count pennies? Answer: They are the only ones who have the time. Question: What is the common term for someone who enjoys work and refuses to retire? Answer: NUTS! Question: Why are retirees so slow to clean out the basement, attic or garage? Answer: They know that as soon as they do, one of their adult kids will want to store stuff

Y’all Know Yer A Redneck When. .
These are new ones for me. Pretty funny. . -You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. -Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. -You burn your yard rather than mow it. -The Salvation Army declines your furniture. -You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. -You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. -You come back from the dump with more than you took. -You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. -Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. -Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. -You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. -You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. -You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. -You know how many bales of hay your car will hold. -You have a rag for a gas cap. -Your house doesn't have curtains, but your truck does. -You wonder how service stations keep their restrooms so clean. -You can spi

The Whole Of Life
Thursday, January 11, 2007 The whole of life Everything has an influence on everything else. All the seemingly separate aspects of life are tightly intertwined. When setting priorities and making choices, consider the whole of life. Attempting to play off one thing against another will never work for very long. When you shortchange one part of your life, other things suffer. When you work to add value somewhere in your world, that value is reflected in other places too. Eventually, the good, sincere, authentic things you do will exhibit their influence throughout your world. There's a way to live through each experience that will enhance and improve all the other experiences. Think of your decisions not as discreet events, but rather as interrelated expressions of who you truly are. Realize that each action has an influence that spreads far beyond its original context. Live as though the universe is connected to itself in ways that you cannot begin to imagine. Know

Back From Surgery
The surgery turned out to be bigger than the doctor had thought, so instead of staying out of work for one week I'm supposed to be out of work two weeks. There's a lot of pain, even with the pain pills. Thank you all for your good thoughts :)

Friends
OK HERE'S THE THINK I WANT YOU TO DO FOR ME IT'S NOT MUCH JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING.....OK HERES WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO....LOOK ON YOUR FRIENDS LIKE AND SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU REALLY TALK TO.I KNOW THAT SOUNDS WEIRD BUT IF YOU THNK ABOUT IT THE PEOPLE YOU DON'T TALK TO WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COULD COME FROM IF...PEOPLE NEVER STOP TO THINK ABOUT THE FRIENDS THAY COULD HAVE FROM THE PEOPLE THAY DON'T TALK TO THAY COULD BE THE FRIEND YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED SOMEONE WHO'LL BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM SO MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST SAY HI TO THEM...I KNOW I'M GOING TO

New Position?? Hopefully
Ok so I had a job interview the other day. they called and invited me back for a second interview. I go for that on Wensday morning. If I do get the job I will have a $4 pay raise, once im ther full time all of my benifits will be free (medical, dental, eye, hearing and life insurance) and if i have children theirs would be free also, there are 17 paid holidays that I would get dbl time and a half for and if im off i would still get paid 8 hours for them, It is in walking distance to Donnie's job, so only having 1 vehicle won't be a problem anymore and if i go back to school they will pay for me to get my degree. So please cross you fingers for me. because if i dont get this job we're kinda fucked, the client i have with my job now is doing better any wont be needing us hardly at all, which means I have almost no hours..

Most Morbidly Funny Shit Ever!...lol
I soo thought I was way over and way past this until I heard the news on the Tom Joyner morning show this morning......*laughing at the thought of my next sentence*....The Godfather Of Soul....James Brown...Is NOT IN THE GROUND YET!.......*Falls Off Chair*!! It appears that there are some estate issues that are holding up burial. For cryin out loud!! They changed that man's suit four times while they paraded his dead ass across the country. Talk about all dressed up and no place to go for real! That's like saying you're going to an exclusive party, getting all dressed up...going to the Price Chopper so everyone sees you then going back home. Literally! I said literally because *breaks in laughter again* James Brown's body is being stored in a guarded, climate control room of his house while his family figures out this madess! I am so beside myself that I can hardly maintain. I think when the preached about a James Brown homegoing...they were talking about the afterlife, no

James Earl Tincher
I can't believe she's finally going to be a mother. My sister, Denise, and her husband, Danny, have been trying to have a baby for four years to no avail. Going through various methods to have a successful pregnancy, they finally were able to carry the little one they have been waiting for after three miscarriages. Denise was diagnosed with a rare blood disease that deterred her best efforts at becoming pregnant. After multiple doctor visits they prescribed a blood thinner to assist in keeping her blood from clotting too much. Giving her a shot in the hip and or stomach, this procedure was repeated three times a day for the entire pregnancy. I don't think I've been as excited as I was waiting for her to give birth to this little angel. The entire nine months that I waited were like I was waiting on a watched pot to boil. I would think to myself that if I have to wait any longer I'm going to crazy from the anticipation. Finally at five o'clock on October 18, 2001 I was called

Lol
I was just cleaning out my email and saw something funny one of my sister's said about me so I thought I'd share it. =) Yeah, "Hi, officer. I'm here to bail out the woman who murdered a music artist with her 'jiggly goodness'". *smiles at officer*

Lmao
wat the fuck should i say i gots no ideas but im bored off my ass so i guess ill fill this screen wit sum shit so as i walk down the road to meet superman so we can rob spiderman house we want his web ride it starts to snow patroll chasing cars is wat my pixie n i played cards lass nite i ate sum cheese n crackers lmao hope u juss look at this shit n say wtf enjoy life all

Butterflysalee's Story
When I was very young I found myself pregnent and unsure as to what to do. I never got a chance to even ask anyone for their opinion because a few days after being told by the doctor that I was pregnent I lost my beloved child. This was the first of three miscarrages that I went through. The other two being when I was 18 and when I was 19. I was engaged at this time and we were trying hard to start our family and future together. Many doctors told me after my third miscarrage that I would never have children. I came to accept this as fact but my fiancee just couldn't. > > Four months after we broke up I found myself pregnent and since have had another pregnency. I have two beautiful children that I worry daily about because they are not supposed to be here. > written and permission granted by: butterflysalee id#562117 butterflysalee@ CherryTAP

Take It Or Die
take it or die 2 Current mood: nutts l A S T: 01. Last Cigarette: 02. Last Kiss: 03. Last Cry: 05. Last Movie Seen In a Theater/Drive Inn: 06. Last Book Read: 07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: 08. Last Beverage Drank: 09. Last Food Consumed: 11. Last TV Show Watched: 12. Last Time Showered: 13. Last Shoes Worn: 14. Last CD played: 15. Last Soda Drank: 16. Last Thing Written: 17. Last Words Spoken: 18. Last Annoyance: 19.Last Person You Shared A Drink Or Food With: 20. Last Time Scolded: 21. Last Web Site Visited: 22. Last time had sex: B O D Y: 01. Piercings: 02. Tattoos: 03. Height: 04. Shoe size: 05. Hair color: 06. Siblings: 07. Bra size? D O * Y O U 01. You have a crush on someone: 02. You wish you could live somewhere else: 03. You think about suicide: 04. You believe in online dating: 05. Others find you attractive: 06. You want more piercings: 07. You drink: 08. You do drugs: 09. You smoke: 10. You like cleaning: 11. You like rollar coas

Is Bush Trying To Cover Up His Stealing Of The Iraqi Oil ?
This new war initiative in Iraq is an attempt by Bush keep America in Iraq so Bush & Cheney can continue to steal the Irqi Oil. Bush is very afraid of an investigation into all of the fraud and crimes committed in Iraq and he needs to escalte the war and even start a confrontation with Iran & Syria to divert the Iraqi Crime Investigations.

Relationships..=)
ReLaTiONsHiPs..=) Current mood: calm okay..so once again im sleepless in wisconsin so im browsing my friends page..and i come upon this writing..=) I absolutely loved this girls insight..so i asked if i could steal it to share...=) here it goes..=) Relationships Heartache, and heartbreak go hand in hand when a relationship ends.. Your confidence is shattered, your pride is broken, and the light at the end of the tunnel seems too distant to even try to reach. The good news, is that it all eventually gets better. Days, weeks, or months. We all handle break ups differently. While some seemingly pick up and move on very quickly, others tend to wallow in self pity and depression for a very long time. The quickest way to lessen the heartbreak in my experiences is to accept the pain, and allow yourself to grieve. Don't try to bury it and act as if the heartache isn't there. It eventually needs to be released. Write a heartbreak poem and let your feelings go. Accept t

*cries* I Got My Gt Score
its lower than what i wanted, but my recruiter said it was still realyl good. and that the majority of the MOS's require a 102 or higher. i got better than that but not much. And on top of that my recruiter is being transferred to a different office so i wont have him anymore. the one that i will have is still a good one, but he isnt Ssgt Turner. *cries* im heading to the office after i pick up my husband from work. My rough score on the ASVAB was 70. all my line scores were a 110 or higher, so i mean i did well. We will see if I can get into the MOS that i want. I still have to loose 25 lbs and increase my forearm 2 inches so i have time to retake the ASVAB if i like. OH well....

People Piss Me Off
Ok look people i just got done fighing with this mouthy, arragont, cocky, ignorent bastered.who flaunts that he has a big dick. Had the fucking nerve to call me a whore and told me that i lack in things. Now if he has just a big dick and thinks he such a great person,that he claims to be. That he thinks he can get anyone, why is on her trying to get me have sex with him. Now since i dont want to have sex with him i am a whore. flaunting that you have a big dick, isnt going to get you anywhere fast with me.Now i will admit i am not that bright and sometimes i make stupid mistakes and it take sometime for me to learn from them, but i am in no away shape or form a whore. You can ask anyone of my really close friends and they will tell you i am not. Yes my appearnce sometimes make it seems like i am a whore but i am not. Dont know me dont judge me until you personaly know me.

Black Depression
The black hole of depression has me in its claws Searching out hidden secrets and horrible flaws The part of my past hidden from all Is like a jump from a building with nothing to catch my fall Like a deep cut on a vein drawing out blood That I don't feel even though I see the flood I cannot feel and cannot see I could be a coward and flee The depression puts my body on auto pilot The emotions that can't come out cause an inner riot Where I go is in outer space My eyes turn black and you can't see my face I don't talk because I forget how I can walk but never bow I don't know fear I don't feel terror The black hole drags me away the surface never gets nearer

Life And Which Way To Go With It
OK SO, TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHATS NEXT IN MY LIFE. CANT SIT AND DO THE SAME TIRED SHIT EVERYDAY. WISH IT WERE SUMMER, I THINK IM GONNA JUST LIVE LIFE THIS SUMMER ON THE EDGE OF A LAKE AND THE END OF A FISHIN POLE. BUT I GUESS AT SOME POINT HERE I SHOULD MAKE BIGGER PLANS THAN FISHING....... ANYONE GOT ANY IDEAS? i NEED A LIFE BADLY LOL

If
if u can keep ur when all about u r losing theirs and blaming it on u; if u can trust urself when all men doubt u , but make allowance 4 their doubting too; if u can wait and not b tired by waiting, or being lied about dont deal n lies or ,being hated dont give way to hating, and yet dont look too good, nor talk too wise; if u can dream- and not make dreams ur master; if u can think-and not make thoughts ur aim; if u can meet with triumph and disaster and treat those two imposters just the same; if you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken twisted by knaves to make traps for fools, or watch things you gave your life to broken, and stoop and build'em up with wornout tools; if you can make one heap of all your winnings and risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, and lose, and strat again at ur beginnings and never breathe a word about ur loss; if you can force ur heart and nerve and sinew to serve ur turn long after they r gone, and so hold on when there is nothing in you

I'll Wait
I take you with me in my dreams wishing that it all could be real. Wanting what you have to offer. Loving the way that I feel. You've touched me so deeply already without laying a hand on my skin, and I patiently wait for the day that our lives will truly begin. I'll wait for the day that you'll kiss me, the day I'll melt into you. I'll wait for the day that you'll touch me bringing my passions to view. I'll wait for as long as it takes for the day when all will be right, but while I wait I will have you sharing my dreams each night.

Don't Ask...
Those pics are for certain people... adding me as a friend won't get you in there. Most of the people with access have either met me in person or talked to me on the phone. Please don't think that by asking me for permission that I will let you in there. I'm not trying to be rude, but I am getting way too many requests for access. Enjoy the ones I do share... comment them, rate them and move along. Take care & Have fun!

To All My Friends/ All Keepers
TO A KEEPER! ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day someone\'s mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes There isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents.

Some Advice For The "real Boys"
A REAL MAN !! 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN

Does Your Sexual Orintention Really Matter
Ok so i keep seein this cherry blast that says this isnt for you guys girls only. well for those of us who are here jusst for friends who gives a damn if you are a lesbian or gay im here for friends and friends no matter straight or gay or what yes i do have lesbian friends and gay friends and stragit friends i dont care who or what they like friends are friends no matter who or what they like and want to do in the bedroom ok now i feel better.

Upside Down Pennies
a weary kiss on half a tic tac living life with two upside down pennies in my pocket the air smells fresh but everyday it's just as cold today i'm walking home alone ****** When you pick up a penny and it's on tails, that's 7 years bad luck. I wrote this when I was walking home from my very first french kiss. That day basically set the stage for next fourteen years of my love life, doing something sexual and then going home alone. Little did I know when I wrote it how true it would turn out to be.

Random Thoughts
I just wanna say something. I'm hoping it doesn't piss off anyone, and I'm pretty sure it won't. I've noticed a lotta groups, families, cliques and the like. Maybe you're a member of one. (or own one or something like that) I just wanna say I love everybody unless ya piss me off, regardless of race, religion, creed, family, clique, or other. I'm not a member of any clique, group, or family on this site. (and I don't plan to be) But I do got your back if you need it.

Hurt Me
I stepped through the trees, the light hit my face like dull rusted razors cutting my flesh. the cool breeze on my back, tugging at my cloths. slowly pulling me back. I realize I wanted to stay. you hurt me so much, but i craved the pain. I brought it on. I loved it so much, it turned me on.

Shakey Headache Diary Entry #2
I RAN AWAY HITTING BRICK WALLS BLOODY FINGERS NEVER SAW IT HEADACHE PILLOWS WHAT DID I DREAM? WANT TO STAY HERE IN THE BEDROOM YOU ARE SNORING LOUD LIKE MUSIC METAL MAYBE. ** I went on a trip to visit a boyfriend of mine I was nervous/crazy/weird the whole time. (I carried a shakey headache diary) One night I woke up to his loud snoring, and felt for a second like I wanted to stay in that bedroom forever.

Cherry Bucks
I have contacted technical support and baby jesus and am still awaiting a reply, so i thought i would ask u guys what u think???? I have noticed on this site that you can earn extra cherry bucks and in quite large amounts for trying things out such as blockbuster, ebay etc i have looked in to this a few times but ppl from Australia can not participate and therefor cannot recieve all those extra cherry bucks which really sucks, i have quite a few friends from Australia on this site and they are not happy with this either, i am not sure if other countries have these restrictions but i am sure they do, so can anyone come up with an idea on how we can get some extra cherry bucks as well we should not have to miss out all together and we al love this site and would like to continue using it... thanks Cindy also i would like to add that if i wanted to buy a blast i could even though i am from another country and how come todays featured cherry have never been from Australia that i have

The Most Gorgeous Feet Of 2007
ALRIGHT PEOPLE THIS IS MY YEARLY CONTEST I JUST MADE. TO ENTER JUST MESSAGE ME. NO ENTERING ANYBODY ELSE'S FEET. NOW HERES THE RULES 1. YOU MUST SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PICTURE I WILL NOT RIP THEM UNLESS YOU GIVE PERMISSION FOR ME TO DO SO. ALL OLD RATINGS FOR THAT PHOTO WILL NOT COUNT IN THIS CONTEST. 2. PHOTOS MUST BE IN YOUR ALBUMS AND YOU MUST BE THE ONE SENDING IT I WILL NOT TAKE A MAIL THAT SAYS I WANNA ENTER SO AND SO’S PICTURE. 3. IT WILL BE COMMENT BOMB PLUS RATING. 4. PIMPING BY ANY MEANS IS ALLOWED AKA STICKYS AND POSTING A BULLETIN ABOUT YOUR PHOTO TO BE VOTED ON. 5. THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM TODAY UNTIL DECEMBER 31ST OF 2007. 6. ANY HARRASEMENT OF THE CONTESTANTS WILL EARN YOU A SPOT TO BE INVITED TO MY BLOCK LIST TILL AFTER THE CONTEST. 7. IF FOR ANY REASON YOU WANNA BE PULLED OUT OF THE CONTEST PLEASE TELL ME I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO DO SO. 8.I WILL ONLY TAKE ENTRIES BY MESSAGE OR SHOUTBOX. OK SO THERE IT IS EVERYTHING YOU NEED

My Funny Lifetime Adventures Or Misadventures
It's boring tonight and some have asked me to relate some of the funny things that have happened to me in my past. Well, there have been so many stories, but I will get these out of the way first.... MY HAIR! Or should I say, the lack of it. Well, you know when you reach a certain age those little grey hairs start to creep in. My wife didn't like them and wanted me to dye my hair, but I refused because I just wanted to be natural. One night I picked up my son from his karate class as stopped off at Hooters for some wings. We were sitting at the counter, drinking a soft drink and two guys were sitting next to my son. One guy looked at me then said to Felipe, "Oh! I see you are with your grandfather tonight." I was pissed!!!!!!!! I went home. "Honey! I want you to dye my hair!" "why???? What happened?" "Nothing!!!!!!!!!! Just dye my hair!!!!!!!" That woman asks too many questions. The next morning she put some dye in my hair and a half hou

The Things I've Learned....(i Hope)
THINGS THAT IVE LEARNED.... *You can not make someone love you,you can only be someone who can be loved...the rest is up to them *No matter how much you care some people just don't care back *It takes years to build up trust,but less than a second to destroy it *It is not WHAT you have in your life that counts,but WHO you have in your life that counts *You can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes,after that you better know something *You shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do,but the best that you can do *It's not what happens to people thats important,its what they do about it *You can do something in an instant that can give you heartache for a lifetime *No matter how thin you slice it there are always two sides *Its alot easier to react than to think *You should always leave loved ones with loving words..it may be the last time you see them *You can keep going long after you think you cant *We are responsible for what we do,regardless of how we feel

Jealousy Blog...post Thoughts
ok, so i'm well aware there's only like 2 or 3 people who would ever read my blogs. but, i need to clarify my lastest blog titled "jealousy". i was NOT saying my husband neglects to compliment me. on the contrary, he showers me with love, attention, and compliments. i'm extremely lucky...beyond lucky! the point of "jealousy" was to say that the reason i get jealous is because i do not like myself sometimes. i was hoping that blogging about it would help me start to grow as a person. because ultimately, i want to like me AS-IS...i don't want to have to change certain things in order to like tina.

A Study Of The Sedentary
i sit in abject terror monosyllabic fear a sense of unknowing a word of truth i know the answer yet stii i know the lie fear becons in the eyes of youth rose colored glass broke in bleeding retinas innocence is a bitch i remain not a poem just random thought

Sweet Dreams!
GoodNight everyone! Im off to bed. When I come home from work tomorrow...I will officially be ON VACATION 9 days of NOTHINGNESS! Anyways - If anyone is out searching for stuff - If you come across any "Pimpette" stuff...Lemme know...I want to fill out my "Random - Pimpette" album! Better yet...If you're great at graphics and such...if you Make something...I would love you forever and ever! Okkkkkk I'm off to bed now..>Sweet dreams.

Breathing
I am okay, I am... a little conflicted here and there, but okay. I can soldier on like I have in the past, and things really are not that different. Yet... To make light of my current financial situation, I just abused my credit card. I did need new work pants. I bought an awful lot more than that.

~~robot Bartender~~
A man walked into a very high-tec bar. As he sat down on a stool he noticed that the bartender was a robot. The robot clicked to attention and asked, "Sir, what will you have?" The man thought a moment then replied? "A martini, please." The robot clicked a couple of times and mixed the best martini the man had ever had. The robot then asked, "sir, what is your IQ?" The man answered "oh, about 164." The robot then proceeded to discuss the "theory of relativity", "inter-stellar space travel", "the latest medical break through's", etc....... The man was most impressed. He left the bar but thought he would try a different tact. He returned and took a seat. Again the robot clicked and asked what he would have? "A Martini, please." Again it was superb? The robot again asked "what is your IQ, sir?" This time the man answered , "Oh about 100". So the robot started discussing Nascar racing, the latest basketball scores, and

Sex..pleasse Read
Philosophy of sex "I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry "sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --George Burns "sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." --George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --Sharon Stone

And Now, Im's With Idiots
So this guy pops up on one of my IM (note-I have not retouched any spelling and my thoughts during the conversation are posted in blue. Plus , to be kind, I have changed the sn of the guy to "some guy"..."me" is me ) some guy: my gf is making me take a poll what color panties should i wear under a white skirt. me: wow...that's a conversation starter Oh man...not another one some guy: it is some guy: so some guy: dress me up ...wierdo...time to check this guys profile...oh look, it says he's married...so he's wierd and possibly a scum bag...or a wierd liar... me: why is your gf making you wear askirt? some guy: i lost a bet me: and your wife is ok with it? some guy: its my wife me: so why did you say gf? some guy: gf easer to write the wife 2 letters riiiiiight.... me: wow...that sounds kind alazy..well...I guess you should just wear what she says too if she's the one who won the bet some guy: yes but i have to poll some guy: she going to dress me in th

The Legend Of The Dreamcatcher
The Legend of the Dreamcatcher "A spider was quietly spinning his web in his own space. It was beside the sleeping space of Nokomis, the grandmother. Each day, Nokomis watched the spider at work, quietly spinning away. One day as she was watching him, her grandson came in. "Nokomis-iya!" he shouted, glancing at the spider. He stomped over to the spider, picked up a shoe and went to hit it. "No-keegwa," the old lady whispered, "don't hurt him." "Nokomis, why do you protect the spider?" asked the little boy. The old lady smiled, but did not answer. When the boy left, the spider went to the old woman and thanked her for saving his life. He said to her, "For many days you have watched me spin and weave my web. You have admired my work. In return for saving my life, I will give you a gift." He smiled his special spider smile and moved away, spinning as he went. Soon the moon glistened on a magical silvery web moving gently in the window. "See how I spin?" he s

Visited My Dad Last Weekend
hello ppl here is another blog from me its a real one this time lol the day was jan 6 07 and i decided to go visit my dad for who i ahvent seen for years on end so i called him up to see what he was doing and made plans to go visit him for the first time in like 5 years or so and were up there where he lives and we chatted watched tv and looked at pic that he took and the one pic he had is a gas station called sheetz that when the gas prices were so low that unleaded gas was 97 cents a gallon can u believe that and now look at the prices 2.29 a gallon these days may differ from place to place in the world but hey that shows how things change lol well back to the visit we were there for 3 hrs wiatch was cool i got to spend time with him again he showed me his guns his games for ps2 and he has something i want and i probly will get is a vcr dvd combo in turn u can record vhs movies on to dvds from that device aint that cool so anyway i cant wait till the nxt time i get to see him cuz u n

March = Gorgeous
Body: Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. E

Shitty Ass Night
So i get my steroid meds and sleep meds for my neck but i have to take 8 pills tomorrow on my fucking birthday. I cant drink with them at all. i get a phone call from this lawyer saying Best Buy is goingto sue me if i dont pay them the money i owe them. even though i told them earlier that i wasnt paying for shit that they pushed me into buying and trid ot get me to buy other shit. So i get that all settled, get a phone call from my visa, turns out my checks havent been making it there and stupid me didnt look closley at the shit they were sending so now im even more in the whole i have 200 dollars more in bills to pay, so im like ok i need a chill night no, people who i talked to blew me off and prety much made me feel like shit. And to top it off i have a bad cold and i cant take any cold medicines because of the steroid pills...... godamn give me a fucking break....

Liars
liars Ok so here is my first published blog. I'm a little pissed right now so be warned there will probably be expletives. Liars. I absolutely hate them, not someone who tells a white lie or something like that, I am talking about individuals who have created a whole world of lies. People who can't go 1 single day with out lying to you. Yet they want to be nice to you, ask you for favors, get you to help with things, and the whole time lying to your face. Every one of you reading this knows someone like that, whether it’s someone you love, care about, or just know. When its someone you love and care about, there is no way to describe the pain it causes you when the truth comes out, because by that point, there is a list of lies, its a snowball affect, until their entire life is nothing but a fucking lie. And those lies have affected you to a painful extent. They are users, manipulators, liars, and in my book they are pathetic and worthless. They don't deserve the love and time that

Proud Service Personnel
My husband and I are both in a contest for military members. If you get a chance, stop on by for a vote! I don't really have a chance of winning, so please disregard mine, and just drop a comment or two on my husbands. Currently, as of 1-17-07 @ 0850 , he is in 3rd place. The contest ends tomorrow. I'd rather have him win than me any day. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Way Way Adult Body Language
Your body glides As my hips slide We will move it to and thro This the language we all know Watch my hips slide As you move deep inside Do our dance behind closed doors My body moves in time with yours This the language we all know Move it to and thro Take your time, make it slow Don’t let go don’t let go Move your body to a faster beat Feel inside that inner heat Watch my hips slide When your body glides Don’t let go of me Feel that rushing heat This the language we all know Move it to and thro Run your hands down the length of me Go in slow go in deep Hear me callin out your name When we play that sexual game You know we could have a blast If you take your time make it last This the language we all know Move it to and thro Take your time make it slow Don’t let go don’t let go Let me ride and blow your mind Move your body in time with mine Rock my hips let it slide Gonna take you deep inside Move it fast and move it slow This the language we all kno

Dance If You Dare
The passion of my life Dreams where I would die for The rythm in the night And nothing's left to cry for Your arms around me Hip to hip Fire in our eyes A kiss on my lips The music in our hearts Dancing through the world Forgetting all our sorrow Dancing is the world Only one thing in common A passion to share But strong enough to die for Dance if you dare!!

Where Do I Go From Here?
Thursday, December 28, 2006 Where do I go from here? Current mood: lonely WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?? What do you do when there's nothing left, most of all love? When you have it you really don't know until it's gone! When it's gone you feel the emptiness and loneliness. That's where I am. It's cold and dark here. After awhile you just get used to it. You meet someone and think they care and love you until you really open your eyes and find out it was all just another dream. It's so cold and dark here, will I ever be the same? When will I ever feel the warmth of the sun on my face again... the touch of your sweet lips on mine...or the touch of your caresses? I thought I died when you walked out of my life. Sometimes I wish I had that way I wouldn't feel all this heartache, grief and pain. When will it ever end? I don't want to sleep because your in my dreams. They're almost like nightmares to me now. But then again I don't want to be awake either because you a

My Life
When a mans heart is full of deceipt,it burns up and dies.And a dark shadow falls over his soul.From the ashes of once a great man has risen a curse.A wrong that must be righted.We look to the skies for a vindicator,someone to strike fear into the black hearts of the same men who created him. The battle between good and evil has begun,against an army of shadows comes a dark Warrior,the purveyor of good with a voice of silence and a mission of justice this is the WARRIOR....People once believed that when someone dies,a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes something so bad happens,that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest.Then sometimes,just sometimes the crow can bring the soul back to put the wrong things right.If the people we love are stolen from us.The way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn,people die,But real love is forever... "YOU MUST SHOW NO MERCY,NOR HAVE ANY BELIEF WHATSOEVER IN HOW OTHERS WILL J

The Sea Draws Me
The beauty of the sea draws me in like a midsummers dream. The rhythm of her waves comforts me like the warmth of blanket on the chilly morning right before dawn. I am soothed by sounds and smell as the breeze blows across my skin as I close my eyes to dream of things that might yet be. words by Gegi Cluck January 11, 2007

Half Naked
IM JUST BROWSING AROUND ON CHERRY TAP AND COME TO REALIZE SOMETHING...WELL ITS OBVIOUS.NOW NO DISRESPECT TO THESE PEOPLE AT ALL SO PLEASE DONT TAKE IT PERSONALLY I JUST LIKE TO SAY IT HOW IT IS.I WONDER IF I SHOULD POST SOME PROACITIV PICTURES OF ME ON HERE JUST SO I CAN BE ON A HIGH LEVEL. I DO HAVE SOME YA KNOW. DO I REALLY CARE? NOT REALLY BUT JUST TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN..HE HE.WHY NOT? I KNOW DAM WELL IF I DID I WOULD BE OFF THE CHAIN ...NO DOUBTING THAT. :) MAYBE ON THE DAYS WHERE I FEEL DOWN ON MY SELF, SELF CONSCIENCE OR JUST FUCKED UP HORMONES I CAN REFER TO MY CHERRY TAP PAGE AND "WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" GET MY GOODIES WAY UP! LOL! IM SORRY I JUST THINK ITS FUNNY AS HELL. I LIKE COMPLIMENTS DONT GET ME WRONG WHO DOESNT BUT THAT JUST CRACKS ME UP.ANYWAYS I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST.DONT BE SURPRISED IF YOU SEE A FEW ON MY PAGE THOUGH CAUSE IM STILL A ROOKIE....LMAO!!!!!! ....ANYONE WHO WANTS TO ACTUALLY HAVE A CONVERSATION OR WHATEVER THOUGH LET ME KNOW AND MAYBE I WILL SHO

Go Show Your Second In Charge Some Love An Respect That She Deserves!
OKAY THIS IS SOMETHING I AM DOING FOR MY VERY BEST FRIEND AND MY SECOND HEAD IN CHARGE OF THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD HAVE ON CHERRY TAP AND YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK ITS HIGH TIME THE GANG SHOWS HER ALITTLE MORE RESPECT SHE IS JUST AS MUCH IN CHARGE AS I AM AND SHE MAY NOT SAY ALOT BUT LET ME TELL YOU MANY OF YOU HAVE NOT RATED HER PICS OR PROFILE AND WELL I THINK IT WOULD BE NICE IF THE GANG WOULD STOP BY AND RATE ALL HER PICS AND SHOW HER SOME REAL LOVE. I DONT ASK MUCH FROM ANY OF YOU ALL BUT I AM ASKING YOU ALL TO DO THIS FOR ME BECAUSE SHE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT SHE IS LOVED AN THOUGHT OF JUST AS MUCH AS YOU ALL THINK OF ME SHE DESERVES THE RESPECT JUST AS MUCH AS I DO OR ANY OF THE REST OF YOU ALL. Outlaw Spirit ~Second Head Of The Cowgirls and Cowboys Of CT~@ CherryTAP TO OUTLAW SPIRITS I LOVE YOU SISSY AND YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND YOU KNOW I ALWAYS GOT YOUR BACK

You Will Be With Me For Eternity.
Some how I have managed to push away someone I truly care about. I spoke with words from the mouth. When I should have spoke with words from the Heart. Maybe perhaps I should not having spoken at all. For this I deeply Regret . I have used the word sorry too much as of lately. I have no excuse, and will not try to make one. I truly regret that I can’t undo what’s done. I will do my best to make amends, if only She allows me that chance, Try to re-gain what We once had, that I once held so dearly. If you’re reading this, I APPOLOGIZE! WITH ALL MY HEART! For my friend, this is from my SOUL and not my mouth. This is written with LOVE, REMORSE! I only want what’s best for you. For you matter to me that much. I Love You, I care Deeply For You, and I hope You can find it in Your heart somewhere to forgive Me. Someday I hope you will find that one, small place, for me to remain in your Soul forever. I have found that place in My Soul for You. For a Heart may die and

I Need You Now
Sat here all alone I wait for your voice To follow me through the bushes And out of the darkness comes my sorrow I scream as the pain gets more and more intense I need you now To stop me from crying To stop me from dieing You know i dont do this to hurt you I do this because i love you And you know that You are my everything I need you now I scream those words over And over again Again And again Again And again The words start to drown out my screams I start to realase my tight grip on the blade The blood rushing becomes faster My head feels lighter My mind has gone blank I love you I need you Im sorry I hate myself I hate everything Thats why i do this And you kow that Again i scream my one final scream The scream is piercing and Thats all you can hear Then everything in my mind Goes black

When You're Down To Nothing, God Is Up To Something
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to don

Scattered Ashes Around The Sun [part 3]
Every step I take that's not towards you is aimless. Feeling incomplete awkward lost. Everyday I lose a piece of myself. Everyday my mind gets the best of me. Would it be so bad to feed the ground? To sour the earth once more in bitterness? My reflection speaks a million words that I refuse to hear. As I scatter my ashes around the sun I find peace.

A Desolate Soul Once More [part 6]
My breath has been torn away from me. The last piece of my heart devoured. There truly is no place for me here. In effigy I rot. Naked for the world to see alone in every way. Nothing left inside but pain and suffering. Fallen Angels come and go laughing at my disgrace. But the one true Angel that counts most is nowhere to be found. My explosive personality leaves shrapnel in all those I love. This tainted existence drains my very being. As my world slowly implodes I only have one question. When will I be set free from this Hell???

Just One Kiss
I've heard there's always one that's got to get away Let him go, even though it's not that easy I never listen to what the people say I lose control, I let desire lead me My conscience aches but it's gonna lose the fight I don't care, I'd give it all away tonight For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one Of these fantasies I kept inside till now Lead me on, I will follow gladly Please don't be mad at me because I let it show Is it so wrong to want you this badly You got the power that I know I can't resist My heart is pounding and I'm bound to take the risk For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss What if we lose tonight, we'll never know Should we give love a try or let it go I can't help what I do, the closer and closer I get to you My conscience aches but it's gonna lose the fight I don't care, I'd give it all away tonight For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss

Gone For The Weekend
Ok, i am going home to alabama tonight and wont be back until sunday! I have to go find an eveningn dress for the military ball...fun fun lol..anyways, i will be back sunday everyone!! and, i wont be leaving until tonight!! So, maybe i will talk to some of you before I go!! Take care and have a Great Weekend!! Lost

Nice Not Too Dirty ! Lol
Desire to hold you close at night For in my dreams you feel so right As we touch and kiss so deep Love the envy of angels who weep Passions that build the hottest fire Swept away both in the moments desire Caught up in the act as the waves consummate The rhythm of lust at climaxes sweet gate Two as one in all ways for all time This is the dream of our love sublime By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Broken Heart
Just rip my heart out throw it to the floor please stop pretending I know you don't care anymore I very highly doubt you ever really cared constant lies proved that you're nothing but scared I have no feelings? take a look in the mirror maybe it will help you to see what is clear You really hit two birds with one giant stone I've never really felt so completely alone I hope she was worth it; was he worth what you lost? all the stupid choices you made will always come with a cost.

Dta
IT SEEMS NEXT TO NOONE READS ON THIS SITE. I LOSE MY PATIENCE WITH THAT. EVERYTIME I'M ON, MY SHOUTBOX LIGHTS UP WITH DUMB QUESTIONS THAT ARE ALL ANSWERED IN MY PROFILE. I HAVE 3 INCH NAILS, AND HATE TO TYPE IN THAT FRIGGIN SHOUTBOX ANSWERS THAT I ALREADY SPENT TIME EXPLAINING IN MY PROFILE. YES, I UNDERSTAND THIS IS AN ADULT SITE, AND MEN ARE HERE TO PERV ONLY. THATS OK, BUT WOMEN SHOULD STILL BE RESPECTED, AT ALL TIMES, IN ANY VENUE. NOOOOOO, I DONT HAVE A CAM FOR YOUR PLEASURE. I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING IT EVERY TIME I LOG ON. NO CAM, NO CAM, NO CAM.....FUUUUUUCKKKK!!!!!! I WOULD LIKE TO MEET A MAN THAT I CAN RESPECT AS MUCH AS HE RESPECTS ME, HIGHLY DOUBTFUL THO. ANOTHER SOAPBOX ISSUE OF MINE ARE THE LIES. WHY WOULD FOLKS WASTE SO MUCH TIME IN LIFE LYING OR BEING FAKES? WOW...LIFE IS SHORT..YER WASTING PRECIOUS TIME...NAMELY MINE. I HEAR MORE LIES HERE THAN MY GROWN CHILDREN EVER TRIED TO PULL OVER THEIR LIFETIME AT HOME. I'M TOO INTELLIGENT FOR THE CRAP....SAVE IT...I READ RIGHT

I Wrote This For My Girl
My life was dark and dreary my heart sad and weary, Then I met you. Into my life you came like a ray of light, you made my heart jump with delight! the day I met you You have captured my heart and all of its love, You are a gift from heaven above! Since I met you I will love you for the rest of my life Perhaps someday you may even be my wife? I love you

Grown-up Survey
Because this week has been "rant week" for some reason (even though I didn't mean it to be), thought I'd lighten things up with one of my favorites -- A SURVEY! My friend Cici Lee made up this survey. She says: Since I am sick and tired of the surveys on here from the 15 year olds and the same questions being asked over and over again, here is one I have compiled! It's for all of us "Old farts" 29 and over out there. Most are serious, while some will make you ponder life as you know it. If you like it, let me know and I may make more. Hope you like it! Miss Cynthia (CiCi Lee on here) When you were a kid, what was the oddest non-edible thing that you ate? I honestly don't think I ate anything I wasn't supposed to. I was a very well-behaved child. Do you or have you ever owned a car that cost $2000 or less? Nope! Three wishes: What are they? That people would learn to live together in harmony, treat each other well, and not let racial, cultural, or religious h

Question???
If someone broke your heart so bad you thought you would die and then a year later comes online and says lets be friends what would you do...I my hearts says beware because i know he could crush me witout even trying but Jesus says we must forgive...What would you do..Please I am so confused...He was my world..

Death Cult Running Rampant!!!
It seems hard to believe in this day and age, but it's true. There is a growing problem in our civilization with religious zealots, and it threatens our very existance. As you read this, there is a group of religious fanatics spreading 'The Word' around your very neighbourhood. The facts about these cultists have been misdirected and warped, but facts are facts. The Truth will set you free. 1) These cultists believe that they worship the one true God. All other 'Gods' and religions are inheritantly evil and thus should not be allowed to continue. They allow no room for discussion on this matter, it is their first and greatest duty to spread this message to the globe. 2) These cultists believe that they have been chosen and will rise from the dead to continue worshiping their God and Master. They believe this life is for suffering, and that only after death can true happiness be achieved. 3) These cultists indulge in necromantic rituals, expounding on how the drinking hu

The Picture.
Before you read this poem of mine, the first three stanzas of it is the original piece of the poem itself. This was published in a book called "Cupid and Casanovas". However the remaining stanzas are extended on by me now. Staring at the picture on my wall, Puts a warm smile on my face. Remembering that moment. Capturing that moment, Happy moments. Bad days, I turn myself to look. Cheering myself up in someway. I raise my hand to touch, Wishing that you were in flesh. My hand only touches a piece of paper, The Picture. Running my fingers over your face, Only the picture. Not you. ~ Tearing the picture off the wall, Ripping the corners. Crushing it in my hand. Tears running down my face. Sad moments. Crumpled and ripped, Was once a happy moment, Washed away by tears. The Picture. No more picture. No more you. (C) Copyright. Angel

The Million Dollar Text Link
Pat O'Sullivan Who is this young man? This was too good to pass up. I just ran into this by strolling around looking into crap like I always do and I landed on this. This young man might not get his million dollars by time for school but I don't doubt for 1 second that he won't end up getting it and then some eventually. He's on to something here and if something comes of this idea of his or not I still had to do something to at least help in whatever way I could. I had to help him get the word out. (FRESH IDEA AND THE DRIVE TO PUT IT INTO ACTION) I give this young man 2 Kudos. World keep your eyes open for this one. He's going to amount to great things. That's my WORD!!! Read this and tell me what you think. (His first post is what I gather from reading over his website)! The MDTL Has Launched! 26 Dec 2006 The Million Dollar Text Link went public today. We're finally ready to start selling links and kicking off the rewards program. As you may or may not know, the to

What I Want
I know that no guy is perfect, but I do believe in a guy being perfect for me. This is what I want/prefer: ~Athletic ~Incredible sense of humor ~Have style ~Taller than me ~Military background ~Adventurous ~Must challenge me ~Honest ~Opinionated ~Intelligent ~Hard working ~Loves to have fun ~Can keep up with me ~Must love my daughter as much as he loves me ~Respectful ~Good listener ~Goal oriented ~Open minded ~Classy ~Good looking ~Little to no criminal record (leaning towards the no side of that) ~Determined ~God fearing ~Faithful (cheaters/womanizers suck) ~Have integrity ~Sincere ~Compassionate ~Understanding I don't think that's too much to ask.

I Am 28 Today!
Yikes! I am creeping ever closer to 30 and the realization that I cant say I am in my 20's anymore lol. It also reminds me of how big my kids are getting. I am not the mother of a toddler or preschooler anymore. Both my kids are school agers lol. I keep thinking about the fact that my oldest will be in middle school next year and it scares the hell out of me. et I am so proud of how big he is getting and the smart young man he is becoming. Does anyone else feel this way?

An American's Prayer
Dear Lord, As the sun sets on another day, Glowing softly in the west, Please set a special place aside for our wonderful country's best. For the selfless men and women who knowingly give their all... Who stand guard 'round our banner...and shall never let it fall. They leave behind both spouse and child to protect and preserve our land, They leave behind both hearth and home in service great and grand. They endure heartache and hardship for an occasional word from home, They endure sharp criticisms, and they often feel alone. But Lord, please touch their souls tonight, somehow let them know we care, That we're standing right behind them, even when they're "Over There". And Lord if they're wet and cold in the darkness of a wild and rolling sea, Or sweltering in the desert sands, and waiting patiently... If they're soaring through the silver clouds, or standing guard out in the rain, If they're laughing, living, loving...or in quiet, heartfelt pain. Please,

Life Do You Have It Figured Out..=)
36 years and I still don't have this LIFE thing figured out. But what I've learned is that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on and it will be better tomorrow. I wear my heart on my sleeve, I think it fits quite nicely there. Being a good person with a caring disposition is your best accesory and it never goes out of style. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." Amid my "busy" lifestyle I have realized that I need to not only stop and smell the roses somtimes, but plant my own garden too. I realize everyday that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back...=) I've learned that when ever I decide something with an open heart I usually make the right decision. I'm a perfectionist to a fault. I dont settle...with anything... ever. I'm an "all or nothing" kinda gal who knows what I deserve and will do whatever it takes to get it. I've learned that pe

My Eyes
I hope everyone had a good New Years and Holiday Season. It has been awhile since I have blogged. I have however been trying to make a point to try to keep up on my favorite bloggers here. Recently I have lost some of my eyesite. I won't bore you with the reasons just that it is difficult to do anything when all I can see is fuzz. The worst part being my driving has become limited. No night driving anymore and even during the daylight hours it is difficult due to even the smallest glare. So until we know the exact reasons why I am suddenly losing my eyesite and figure a way to fix it - I feel like I am grounded.

Deleting Dead Weight From Friends List!
I will be deleting anyone that I do not chat or post or get comments from regularly. I am tired of coming home and getting online and commenting on over 100 pages and never getting anything back on mine.. So.. Off ya go.. Have Fun.. No Hard feelings! See Ya Asta La Vista! Vaya Con Dios! Frank, The Bulldog!

Missing Children Found
Even in the await of yet another ice storm,it is a very Happy day here in Missouri. Today there had been not one but two missing children found. Monday there was an Amber alert put out for Ben Owenby an 11 yr old boy. However, today he was FOUND ALIVE! Along with another boy, Shawn Hornbeck, who had been missing since October 2002. It is nothing short of a miricle that both of these boys were found alive let alone found together. My heart, thoughts, prayers, and happiness go out to both of these families. May justice be served for these families. And may they have many many happy days in the future.

The $65,000 Question!!!
Jane was a first time contestant on the $65,000 quiz show. Lady luck had smiled in her favor, as Jane had a gained substantial lead over her opponents. She even managed to win the game but, unfortunately, time had run out before the show's host could ask her the big question. Jane agreed to return the following day. Jane was nervous as her husband drove them home. "I've just gotta win tomorrow. I wish I knew what the answers are! You know I'm not going to sleep at all tonight. I will probably look like garbage tomorrow."Relax honey," her husband, Roger, reassured her, "It will all be OK." Ten minutes after they arrived home, Roger grabbed the car keys and started heading out the door. "Where are you going?" Jane asked. "I have a little errand to run. I should be back soon." After an agonizing 3 hour absence, Roger returned, sporting a very wide and wicked grin. "Honey, I managed to get tomorrow's question and answer!" "What is it?" she cried excitedly. "OK. The question i

How To Get A Woman To Climax #1
First of all be patient and stay relaxed The more you are the more she will be Kiss her lips and play with her tongue Suck behind her ears and on her neck Lick with your tongue along her arm Gentle bites with your teeth are so nice Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Surround her nipples with your tongue Take her nipples in your mouth and suck Massage her tits with your hands Let your warm breath tease her skin Look into her eyes from time to time Lick and kiss her under her breast Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Your tongue should leave a wet film on her belly Place hot sucking kisses on her skin Your hands should kneading her tits Moving them to her back and stroking along Squeeze her ass and pull her tighter Rub your hardness against her pussy Heavy breathing and moaning will arise Move down with your head to her thighs Kiss them in a licking and sucking way Go toward her feet and suck her toes Your tongue licking up along her legs Stop on her t

Wishing .. Hate ..
Wishing I had a dagger to jab into your soul to give you the pain that you've given me want to see you sit in a corner crying the tears ive cried holding back .. not to beat you with everything ive got wanting to see you feel all the pain .. feel all the anger YOUVE built up inside me Hate isnt strong enough for what I feel for you . Disgust doesn't start to explain it I wish I could squish you like the bug you are .. take the life out of you like you've tried to do to us Death doesn't even want you .. You've knocked on that door a few times and have been turned away time and time again . The devil must have a vendetta against me .. as he keeps giving you back to me .. Or God must think Im a Lot stronger than I think I am which is it ?? Someone tell me ?? Because I dont know .. all I know is this spining in my head ..

Withstand.
I grab your attention to have the power to let it go.... kids, this is gonna be quite a show. you don't see how far into Hell I went for you. it's alright, I do. The end, the beginning and other confusion I wish, some days I could have stayed the illusion...

Bashing
Bashing, trashing, smashing, thrashing on kids too concerned with fashion Kiss my fucking ass and my $10 sunglasses It never ceases to amaze me the way you bitch and freak When something you wear on your feet actually gets dirty You know all you have to do is covet them And I’m going to have to scuff them Main point of a shoe for me is to keep my foot off the street They’re littered with shit, broken glass, and needles incase you haven’t noticed And if I see one more make-up kit I’m going to beat it Here look You see this kitchen table’s leg I hold between my index finger and thumb? This is now my make-up kit beating club Well done You’ve survived your sacrifice and now you can be reborn under some else’s name This is a cute little branding cult you have going on Does it take much faith? Is the price of perfection within my credit limit? Can I get some salvation I can wear on my back? Just thought I would ask All of you are just so fucking dumb you must be having a

Broken:)
"If it aint broken dont fix it!" Not to say that anything broken needs to be fixed. Condsidering the broken things I know really arent broken at all. Hurt, dismayed, avenged, and sorrow.......yes those fit the description, but not broken. Through out the years that I have come through, some of you may say those are few, others who look deeper will find a difference. Tidal waves of emotions swept over my platform of exsistence today and put into question the heart I have acquired. I soared with a great power against the sun beam I became Apollo and for a brief hour I was the peak of a God. Daydreaming the wonderful things that have arose from broken pieces of conversations. A laughter I have heard from my vocals since..............well......far too long ago to remember. I bore my soul slightly to the open air as if expecting it to reach and grasp my fall. I wandered along a path that had few rocks but mere pebbles that crumbled with each step. Naive considerations of what could be,

Setbacks, Backtrack, Off Track
You should really put a lid on the stench of your fear Incase you didn’t notice there’s a rabid pit-bull loose in here Blood bite expressionism the definition of random acts of viciousness All you have to do is imply competition and I refuse to run Begin contemplating a way to remove your fucking legs Your arms Your tongue Rip off your fucking face And drag the bloody pieces the rest of the way Tossed in a heap over the finish line and declare you first place Whisper in your ear that you’re number one, you won the race I’m so impressed; can I have your autograph? Could you make it out to a thousand gods with a thousand names but one face? Start with the Starving Porno God named Debase As much as I understand your fear it’s still a big fucking mistake You’re trembling and it makes the whole room shake Goddamnit boy, you’re gonna get raped, I’m gonna rape you Beast on boy impregnate you With a tape worm that grows into a sword as it takes shape Bursting through your c

Let Life Work Its Magic
Let life work its magic What lesson is this moment meant to teach you? What new insight, what new wisdom is here right now for you to discover? Look at where you are and how you've come to be at this point. Observe all that is happening in your world. Dive into your deepest feelings. Explore and consider the frustrations, the joys, the pains and the pleasures. All of it is seeking to tell you something. And the message is surely filled with rich meaning. Every little detail joins with all the others in a dance of profound proportions. Lovingly watch the motion, listen to the music, and take note of how it makes you feel. This very moment brings with it the power to change you for the better. Look, listen, feel, experience and let life work its beautiful magic on you. -- Ralph Marston

The Luckiest Man In The World
01/12/07 I have to say this, but I have the best Girlfriend in the world. Today, while I was at work, I planned on seeing her for just a bit. She totally suprised me by packing me a lunch today. I know most of you might think, so what? Well for me, that really meant a lot to me. I was in a 12 year marriage. 7 years was a loveless one. She NEVER did anything like that for me. Not that I expected that, but once in awhile would have been nice. But enough of that. not going to rehash and old wound. My wound has been healed by Heather and I am very happy to have her in my life. I love you Heather. My heart belongs to you!!!! ok, ok, I know i'm getting mushy, but for the first time in a long time, i'm happy. Thanks for listening, Jason

Silent Death
i was standing there without a care and he whisered here, now, silently i move with him his hand in mine against the tree he pushes me pressing his lips to mine a hand slips beneath my shirt as he finds the plump orb that brings him such delight as he traces my lips with his tongue i open to him seeking moaning softly his kiss leaves me gasping and dragging in air my skirt begins to slide up my thigh his callused hand searching chills scurry down my spine everytime everywhere its the same my body rushes to that escape my thoughts scatter as he plunges in a soft scream escapes as my nails dig in faster and harder he goes from head to toes all senses kick in sensitive now everything is pleasure the soft whisper of the wind on my naked skin the not so gentle tug in my hair arching my back i beg for more knowing anticipation building of the moment when the silent death happens and i begin again.

Me
Most of my life I spent moving to different states or countries every few years. I have lived in Colorado, Germany, North Carolina, Italy, Texas, Alabama, and Virginia where I currently live. I have made numerous friends throughout the years but only four that really matter now. No matter what happens I know these four will be there for me if I need them. They know the same goes for them. I am currently going through a separation. I guess things don't always work out like you think they will. We have been together for three years, married for about a year and a half. We had two beautiful children together and I will always love him for giving me that. In 2005, I lost my grandfather. He was very dear to me and it is still a very painful event in my life for me. Thank god I went down there for christmas in 2004. That was the last time I saw him alive. I spent two weeks after the funeral, in Alabama with my family. It was over a year before I could bring myself to go back.

Is It Gay? That Is The Question?
A buddy and I were talking, and he said he and his wife are in a sexual rut. He had been told by another friend to try anal sex. Not on her, but on him. Let me explain. My buddies friend suggested that he and his wife use anal play to liven up their sex life. Since the male g-spot is the pancreas, which inside the anus, the buddy told my friend that he and his wife should experiment with that. By using fingers, dildos and anal beads. Now my buddy being a normal man's man, was grossed out by this. He said it was "gay" I told my buddy that when lesbians use dildos for sex that is not "strait" sex, since it is still a woman making love to another woman. So with that in mind, if a "strait" couple did the kind of anal sex discussed, then it would, in theory, still be strait sex. Right? Let me know what you think?

On Troops Coming Home....
Next time someone whines about the war, please say this: "Yes you are right, we should just surrender all our freedoms and do what they say, then we will at least just be alive. We really do not need to have the Internet. Or pets. Or doctors. Teachers. Computers. Credit cards. The ability to move to another city. Or State. Or be openly gay. Or be married to a person of our own choosing. Sports, yea we can do without sporting events. And we never do pray enough. We need to mandate that. Prayer rugs for everyone or off with your head. Finally one religion in the US. Much better now. No more fighting over Crosses or Stars of David. No more Christmas Trees. No Menorah. No Kwanzaas. No anything. Did your daughter have sex before marriage? Kill her. Beer? Alcohol of any kind? Fuhgetaboutit!!!! Yep, let's just let them have their way so we can at least live." Then remind them of ME and MY COMRADES IN ARMS who will NOT let that happen! EVER. That is why we have

Public School Funding???
Public school funding??? Let me say, I don’t have a problem with spending for education, so don’t make a judgment until you finish reading this. Just a few weeks ago, I got a notice that the school district in my home town was going to hold a referendum vote for some extra funding for the local schools. This vote was asking for just shy of $500,000. I know for some of you that this will not seem like a lot of money, but in a town of just a few thousand people it is a huge extra tax. They were asking for the money for busses, curricular learning materials, technology improvements, and costs related to the before mentioned. Ok, what exactly are they asking for a half million dollars for, I think for that kind of money they should be showing exactly what they are spending it on. I have discussed this with several of my friends, and they think the list is through. I don’t think it is at all, how many busses? Are they new or used? Are busses actually needed at this time for the

Calling Aggie
“Hey aggie it’s“…..“I SAID.. HEY AGGIE“……Take the bandage off your ear? What happened Hun?”… “The other day”… “you were ironing some clothes”…”the phone rang”… “And you accidentally picked up the iron.”…”Ok”…”why don’t you use the other ear?”…”The phone”.. ”rang again”.. ”I see. Did you go to the doctor?”…. “What did he say?”… “He said you have a terminal case of Dumbitus”… “You got upset, I don’t blame you”….. “When you asked how much longer you have to live”…. “He laughed and walked out”.. ”Uh huh terminal yeah”… “Oh you have good news?”…. “John got a job”… “He has 100 men under him? Wow! That’s great what is he doing?”… “He’s mowing the lawn at the cemetery.”.. “eeyah”… “More good news? I don’t know if I can handle this”…. “Your sister is pregnant. That’s great”… “She doesn’t know if it’s a boy or girl yet”…… “So you don’t know if you are going to be an Aunt or Uncle. I see”….”Oh she invited you to the baby shower”….. “You don’t know if you are going to go or not? Why not?”…. “You

Glorious Saturday, Everyone!!
Just a note for those I was unable to greet this morning! I'm working today - again! Not a bad thing, actually! I will be back on probably late afternoon. Everyone, please have a glorious Saturday! Hope all is well with each and every one of you. Much love and hugs to all! Blessings all around!! Later!

Hurt
Hurt and feeling alone,even though I am surround by family in my time of need. Pleading with GOD,Am I sorry for what happened? In many ways yes This is how me and lot of people I know feel out there when you lose a love one.Also how alot of people feel when they lose a child.Yet with every-one against abortion and telling how wrong it is.That is how alot of women who have abortions feel as well. No one understands or can pretend to understand,how we as woman feel,especially after something like that.Alot of women who are against abortion,SOMETIMES NOT ALL THE TIME BUT SOMETIMES will do it.Trust me when I say I know this. All,I am trying to say is don't hate on them TRY to understand what they did and WHY they did it. That is all Have a good one and take care

Dreams Of You ( A Poem I Wrote)
Dreams Of You As I lay upon my bed, and sleep slips inside my head, I start to Dream Of Me and you, And things I would Like us to Do. I see us walking along a beach, I hold your hand n you look so sweet I kiss your lips you start to smile Then we walk for one more mile. We find a cave where we make love then we gaze at the heavens above I hold you close in my arm, and feel all your loving charms I start to stir and reach for you then I realize the truth

Self Made "make Up My Mind" 101
OK. I don't have enough status to create a real MUMM, so here goes: 1) Should I tell my hubby that though I love him dearly, I want to play around? 2) If yes, should I tell him that I wish only to play with women? 3) If yes, should I give him permission to watch us?

Other Women
You know, last night I "met" another woman online here at CT. It wasn't cyber sex... it was just chatting. It's funny how this web stuff is. She just made me feel at home and... good inside. Then I stopped at the store. There was an older woman (my age)... and I couldn't keep my eyes off her. I wondered how her tongue would feel on my nipples... circling and sucking... damn!!! how does that happen? What makes one person's appearance bring thoughts into my mind?

Undermining Of American Values
"In the long run, the greatest weapon of mass destruction is stupidity. In an age of artificial intelligence, too many of our schools are producing artificial stupidity, in the sense of ideas and attitudes far more foolish than young people would have arrived at on their own. ...Weapons of mass destruction in the hands of an avowed enemy can destroy many Americans, but they cannot destroy America, because we are too strong and too capable of counterattack. Only Americans can destroy America. But too many of our schools have for years been quietly undermining the values and abilities that are needed to preserve any society — and especially a free society." —Thomas Sowell

One Shot Of Poison
Got a love for destruction Got a feel for danger now Hey Mr. Moonlight won't you follow me down I need some company Every guy tells me your no good That's all right with me Give me one shot of poison A little twist is all I need One drop of your sweet poison Sets me free Come on baby, poison me Got a hunger for a fatal attraction I'm savin' all my passion for you I got a heart break habit that I can't kick Only you can ease the pain I'm a midnight animal trying to score Before I go insane Give me one shot of poison A little twist is all I need One drop of your sweet poison Sets me free One shot of poison A little taste of paradise One drop of your sweet poison Satisfies Give me one last kiss before I die I'm flying high Oh, I want your love - tonight Baby, one shot of poison A little twist is all I need One drop of your sweet poison Sets me free One shot of poison A little taste of paradise One drop of your sweet poison Satisfies One shot of

Givers And Takers
in order for people to live in peace, we need to separate the selfish from the givers. As once the givers live amongst each other, they will always be sharing. The selfish takers will be be taking from each other by force...............HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Many people are unfit to live with civilized people.

One Heart, One Soul
One heart so strong, feels every emotion, love, joy, excitement, hurt, angry, or loneliness, How can one create so many reactions for another, as you continue to create something at one time was believed, Remember each time this heart reacts, The memory of another time, another place is reborn One mind so strong, remembers the actions, stores the images Sharing a closeness, thoughtful surprises, tender touches, untrue creations, wasted time, isolation, So many thoughts created, significant or meaningless, As one’s mind keeps all the memories so does your heart All things created will be stored for another time, another place

Giving Up........
I thought I must give up on life And turn into a stone; The desert wind quite suited me: No heart, no mind--just bone. I thought it would be dumb to try To want something again; Wanting turns to need, and then Transmogrifies to pain. I laughed at people still in love Who trusted someone's word; To make my happiness depend On faith seemed quite absurd. I lay alone and wonder-struck, Sleepless in my bed, Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold, Not knowing I was dead. And then you came and shone upon My meadow full of snow, And saw the flowers only love Could recognize and grow; And made me feel so beautiful I shed my cold, cold skin, And opened up my heart to you, And, fearful, let you in. And now, my dear, I am in love, With all that I've been through. I know the worst of all the world, And I believe in you

Geeks
Back in the day when I went to school, there was noone, and i mean noone who dressed in any way other than preppy. There were 2 of us who did, and we hated each other lol, but that is irrevelant, now why all of a sudden is it so envogue to be a goth??? where have all these people who dress this way now (who are older) come from? These are the same people who made fun of me at every turn (i have been called every name in the book) and now they want to emulate me...how ironic is that...psuedo-goth people, they crack me up....

Newfie Diet
A Newfie was terribly overweight, so his doctor put him on a diet. "I want you to eat regularly for 2 days, then skip a day, and repeat this procedure for 2 weeks. The next time I see you, you should have lost at least 5 pounds." When the Newfie returned, he shocked the doctor by having lost nearly 60 POUNDS! "Why, that's amazing!" the doctor said, "Did you follow my instructions?" The Newfie nodded..."I'll tell you though, by jaesuz, I t'aut I were going to drop dead dat 3rd day." "From hunger, you mean?" "No, from friggin skippin' !"

My Male Friends On List
Hey everyone as much as I enjoy talking to my male friends its very disconcerting when they have over obessed women friends on thier list looking to see If the compition is worse or better then them like dam Im here to chat no drama or BS.

The Magical Night With A Qualified Angel
There exists a tradition, centuries gone by Of a warrior's bottle, and a lover's night cry The tradition is said, to determine the fate Of the mighty warrior, and his beautiful mate A small bottle is given, from he to his lover Made of delicate glass, and a cork for a cover Then off he would go, into a long bloodied war His mate left to worry, and long for him more She kept the bottle close, and warm by her heart Then like the falling rain, her tears would now start Flowing from her cheeks, she wiped none away Into the bottle, is where they must lay Day into night, then night into day Every new tear, being stored away If the warrior survived, and returned from his quest He would remove the bottle, that lay near her chest If tears filled the bottle, near overflow Nothing was said, for now he did know It was without question, she loved only he And had been faithful, despite being free They would make love, until first light Their spirits would soar, their fires ignit

Here Wandering Poet I Want You To Read This And Others Who Are Like You
Well , I am gonna write this blog . I have sat and thought about this for awhile now. I have seen a lot on this 360 page and have read many things. Many peoples opinion, lies, drama, ect ..... Through it all I must say as ADULTS, you would think that the lies and drama would have been left behind in high school. As for your OPINION well, we are all in titled to that one. I have seen people pretending to be something they are not. There are so many questions as to why people have to ACT like little kids. Don't you think being an Adult you need to grow up ? If you can not grow up act like an ADULT well , by all means KEEP AWAY FROM ME.Why would you even think about being friends with someone then making fun of them as you write about them in a blog ? I think if you have to do that, well then you better take a few steps back and look at your self. Bashing people not only do you make your self look bad as an ADULT ,but you make others look and feel bad . That's not what I call impressive a

The Glasses Are Found!!
It has been going on about five years now since my husband's death. Somethings haven't changed since then -- ie, leaving the tv on to drown out the silence, leaving a light on in the apartment so I am not afraid of what might may go bump in the night, never dreaming it seems again (perhaps fearing the same dream that I dreamed before he died), and leaving my glasses on (even while sleeping; even if having sex with someone I date since his death). Two nights ago was significant in some changes, as I finally dreamed. Of course, it was about family and all of us returning to my Dad's roots in a small southwest Texas town, where I had once been close to many of my relatives there. It was a very moving dream and one that made me feel not quite so abandoned by my family. After all, they haven't known what to say to make it all better for me and have just avoided talking to me; as well as I have avoided talking to them a great deal because of not knowing what to say. At any rate, l

Who Is Providing Our Health Care?
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs ---and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio, TX. 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarction. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart." Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a patient's two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he informed me, his doctor, that he was hav

The Ripple Effect
So I went out and did a couple errands today - I was stopped at a stoplight and there was a young homeless boy standing on the corner with a cardboard sign. I reached into my change thingy in my car and pulled out the biggest handful of change I could manage and handed it to him. He took it, said "God bless" and took his place back on the corner. A couple of moments later, the people occupying the car that was 2 cars behind mine motioned the young boy over to their car. I watched in my rearview mirror as they handed him some money. I thought to myself, "could it be that those people saw me hand the boy some money and decided to do the same? Had I not handed him some change, would they have just drove right past him?" That's the ripple effect for you. I don't know, what do you all think? Maybe I'm just being silly. I was happy to help the boy nonetheless. A year ago I wouldn't have done it. Going back to school has really opened my eyes as to how much trouble this country is in, and h

Deaf Bookkeeper
A Mafia Godfather finds out that his bookkeeper has cheated him out of ten million bucks. His bookkeeper is deaf. That was the reason he got the job in the first place. It was assumed that a deaf bookkeeper would not hear anything that he might have to testify about in court. When the Godfather goes to confront the bookkeeper about his missing $10 million, he brings along his attorney, who knows sign language. The Godfather tells the lawyer "Ask him where the 10 million bucks he embezzled from me is." The attorney, using sign language, asks the bookkeeper where the money is. The bookkeeper signs back: "I don't know what you are talking about." The attorney tells the Godfather: "He says he doesn't know what you're talking about." The Godfather pulls out a pistol, puts it to the bookkeeper's temple and says, "Ask him again!" The attorney signs to the bookkeeper: "He'll kill you if you don't tell him!" The bookkeeper signs back: "OK! You win! The money is in a brown briefcase,

A Love Story
It’s January, 2007 and since October, my life started to change very rapidly – and while I have been vague at best with many, it’s been a roller coaster of emotions and changes that will affect my life for the better. In October, I met a fantastic human being with so much to offer himself and life that I couldn’t help but to quickly fall in love with him – and fall hard I did! I gave in and chose to give in to the emotions and belief fate that put us together. To my quick surprise, everything fell apart, despite the words that were said to not only me, but my closest and dearest friend. While his words were well accepted and believed to be true, and sharing his family with me, shortly there after was quickly nothing but silence and confusion. I did the only thing I knew to do, (despite his words of love and working things out) – I walked away, leaving him to himself to find in life what it was that he was searching for –quickly letting go of the belief that it was me. Even thou

Computer...true Story!
Attachment [ Scan and Save to Computer | Save to Yahoo! Briefcase ] > > A TRUE STORY > > This has got to be one of the funniest I've heard of in a long time. > > I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true >story > from the WordPerfect Help Line which was transcribed from a recording > monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say, the Help >Desk > employee was fired. However, he is currently suing the WordPerfect > organization for "Termination without Cause." This is the actual >dialogue > of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee (now I know why they > record these conversations). > > "Rich Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?" > > "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." > > "What sort of trouble?" > > "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went >away." > > "The words went away

Crack Head Neighbors
... So.. i have the male.. and my ex sitting in my living room.... going and making their dinner... Break open the hamburger.... Dog starts flippin out... So I'm like wtf.. I go to the door to see what the dog was flippin on.. and I realize my door is opening... Now.. anyone that I am expecting.. is already here.. I grab the dog.. and the door... and instantly without seeing who it is "what the fuck are you doing walking into my house?" The person walking into my house is my new neighbor... My landlord stops by a few days earlier.. and tells me that I am getting a new 23 yr old college female neighbor... Now... I'm like.. hmmmmm.. this could be fun... and definatly interesting.... Especially if she's cute... Well he also throws in there that she wigs... So... My opinion falls.. and I extinguish any thoughts of having anything to do with my new neighbor.. So.. the next day he brings her over.. and introduces her... Shame she wigs.. She's pretty good lo

Tanning
Today was the PERFECT day to go tanning and so I did .. I was all by myself .. Grabbed by keys to the place and my lotions .. etc.. and headed there .. was Wonderful just what the doctor ordered .. I could have stayed forever but didnt want to cook myself . so im going back tomorrow hoping that ill be alone again . I just LOVe that this place lets you have keys to the place when they're not open .. WOHOOOO Yea me Im getting all tan .. well .. I thought Id show ya the bed I was in .. dunno why . just felt like blogging about it lol

Why Studying Is Better Than Sex
10. You can usually find someone to do it with. 9. If you get tired, you can stop, save your place and pick up where you left off. 8. You can finish early without feelings of guilt or shame. 7. When you open a book, you don't have to worry about who else has opened it. 6. A little coffee and you can do it all night. 5. If you don't finish a chapter you won't gain a reputation as a "book teaser." 4. You can do it, eat and watch T.V. all at the same time. 3. You don't get embarrassed if your parents interrupt you in the middle. 2. You don't have to put your beer down to do it. 1. If you aren't sure what you're doing, you can always ask your roommate for help.

Life
Life is funny, life is sweet, but it can also suck from week to week. To succeed in life, we all wish for, and fail at times, to want it more. Love and friendship can take its toll but it dosnt mean you can't have a ball. So enjoy your life while its here for u and make the best of what it offers u. Because u don't know what the future holds. U could turn around one day and lose it all. So if one day u lose all hope just think about what ive wrote! Smile a smile that can light a room, and make the best of everything u do! Layout Codes Myspace Resources Top Comment Graphics

January 13th
okay im starting my daily ritual all over again, i havent done this in so long i barely know where to begin. lol Well lets see my day pretty much sucked haha big surprise, my life sux so why shouldnt my days! i was suppose to go to california today to pick up my bedroom set cuz im doing my room in this dark medieval dungeon theme, but then i got stuck at my aunts. my couzin zekey got blisters on his ass from sleepin in a shitty diaper its so nasty and i feel so sorry for the kid. i use to treat him like he was my own until i moved out with my mother and now he really doesnt want nothin to do with my. my day, it hasnt been too bad, only im bored as fuck! all i've done all day is share the computer with my evil cuzin and listen to this badass cd i made last night. its got evanescence, bullet for my valentine, buckcherry, hinder, korn, limp bizkit, and kutless on it. i love it! lol but of course im the rocker chick lol. i might even be goin to a concert next month right now its be

Realization ( Kind Of Lengthy)
Today has been a day of rest and thinking for me. I woke up this morning after about 2 hours of sleep and realized how drained I was emotionally and physically. For months now I have not been my normal self (well as normal as I can be). I like to be happy and care free as much as possible. Today I realized that my happiness was gone and I was forever being stressed. I realized how much I have pulled away from the ones that I really love and the ones that REALLY love me. I had been neglecting friends and family....two things I have always put on the top of my list. So I had to ask myself how did this happen. Simple...I have been living a double...well actually a triple life. Being someone different for three groups of people. I realized today that I was actually losing concept with who I really am. What I then realized is this....NO ONE is worth me doing that over. If someone says they love you, it shouldn't make you feel down. You shouldn't have to wonder every minute of

Best Comment Ever.
I love comments. This is the best I've ever gotten: are you retarded??? This from a man who voluntarily puts extra holes in his head. Yes. I am retarded. All of us tards wear beanies to make sure the normals can stay clear of us when we approach.

Crush
Well.. Ive just gotten an alert that someones got a Crush on me .. and after reading up on said alert .. They wont tell me Ive gotta find out . Oh come on .. Gimmie a Hint will ya ??? Please .. *Bats lashes* Ooo Im feeling very loved today .. two crushes .. Xoxoxoxoxoxo to my two crushes ..

You Been Fucked
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who yo

Hillbilly's Rule!!
Some Dude was ripping on Hillbillies on a mumm. This is my reply to it. ***************************** Dude! I am an old NYC boy, and a Puerto Rican to boot. I live in Nashville Tennessee 6 years now and I think Hillbilly's and country folk are the NORMAL people! If we had a 100% hillbilly border patrol the country would be secure! If we had Hill billy cops everywhere, Bar fights would be the norm and the cops would pull you over for not sharing your booze and beer! If we had a hill billy for president (Bill Clinton does not count) The Budget would be balanced and we would have better values in the world. A hill billy would never pay 700 bucks for a toilet seat! They would get one at Wal Mart for 15 bucks! Fact is the Hillbillies are the NORMAL ones. Everyone else is too busy worrying about being PC and all that other BULL.. So what is the 2 singles don't match.. They have a roof over their heads, the kids are warm and the Paid for it themselves! They make due with wha

How I See Things.
Existence begins but with a single thought. Experience and its definition described existence Creation and destruction are one and the same. Dancing like lovers to a symphony to an unseen orchestra. Divinity knows Callousness and compassion and is detached from both. Good and evil are human definitions and as such are beyond the notice of Divinity. Divinity is Balance. Change is immenant, the one total force to which everything is subject. The point of life is what you give it. You are alone. You will always be alone. Those that grace your life with beauty or ugliness only do so because you allow them to. Like wise Freinds and Lovers gift you with thier time and notice. It makes the ennui of Isolation go away if only for a brief time. indulge in, and enjoy the distractions. You have all the power you will ever need, wisdom is the knowledge on how to use it. Just because you can; doesnt alway mean you should. To have a right isn't and implication of unlimited priviled