...as i sit in this dark time...i see life how it is now...for once...i thought of someone else...and its too late...i tried so hard...now i sit and watch the world...seein it pass by and think to myself...when in this life do u learn to forgive...forgiveness can be deserved but only if u want it bad enough and prove u deserve it...but what happens when ur time runs out...when u finally do what u need to do but then figure out u ur time has passed...what then?...when u want that one thing and out the window it goes...i look up and see it turn red...the streets go dark...i feel the drops falling...i look from the ground and see the ppl running fleeing...i look around tryin to figure out why ppl r running from the rain...then i realize the drops r a dark deep red...i look up and see myself the blood running down my chest...the smell of sulfer and gun powder...is this my fate...because of the loss...idk ...i sit down and close my eyes...when i open them i look into the mirror and see the pure black soul that has enclosed me...my eyes r pure black..wtf is going on...i close them again and when i open them one last time...there u r in front of me...tears fill my eyes...when i close them...i open them once again...and im here in the streets looking up at the ppl...knowing my worst fear...is here...
