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Haterz Suck!!
OK LISTEN TO THIS SHIT I HAD 5 OF MY PICS TURNED IN AS NSFW AND THEY WERE ONES OF ME AT THE CLUB AND ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS LEGS... IM SORRY IF I OFFEND ANYONE ON HERE BUT IF LEGS OF A FULLY CLOTHED PERSON IS OFFENSIVE TO YOU THEN YOU DONT NEED TO BE ON THE INTERNET AT ALL AND ESPECIALLY NOT ON THIS SITE!! WHAT GETS ME IS I CAN HAVE ONE OF ME IN A SWIM SUIT AS MY MAIN PIC AND IT NOT BE REPORTED BUT 5 OTHERS THAT IM MORE THAN FULLY CLOTHED IN REPORTED I DID RESPOND BACK TO CHERRY TAP BECAUSE THIS IS JUST BULL SHIT NEXT THING PEOPLE WILL BE TURNING PICS OF YOUR EYES OR FACE OR ANYTHING IN AS NSFW AND I THINK THIS IS BS!! SORRY HAD TO VENT ON THIS AND LET ALL THE HATERZ AND PEOPLE THAT ARE OFFENDED BY PICS LIKE THIS KNOW HOW MUCH THEY ARE HATED AND THAT THEY NEED TO CRAWL BACK IN THEIR LITTLE HOLE!!!

It's Officially Spring.
Well according to some it is anyways. But that's not the point. I have spring fever! At work today I saw some friends that I haven't seen in years... well one in about six years, the other since last summer or the one before. I need to start getting out of my house again. Spring is a time for driving fast with the windows down.. music blasting.. or sprawled out in the back of a convertable, laughing your ass off and singing at the top of your lungs. Dancing.. flirting.. frisbee... Oh spring how I love thee! My god am I ready for it. Okay... enough rambling. >> It needs to hurry up and get warm so I can get my tanning on. ^^

New Truck And Trip
Well, this past weekend was VERY long. The kids and I drove the 5 hours up to Charles City, Iowa on Friday afternoon, we finally got to sleep after driving another 30 minutes to Mason City, Iowa in order to go to WalMart, then another 30 minutes back to Troy's motel room. We finally got to sleep, I have no idea what time I passed out but sleeping well was something I did not do...totally sucked! Anyway, we got up at 0645 Saturday and then hopped in the Bronco to head to Wisconsin in order to finally get Troy his new truck! YAY!! So, after yet ANOTHER 5 hour drive, we finally made it to Wisconsin and went to Lenz Auto Sales and got all the paperwork filled out, I emptied the Bronco, took some good-bye pics of it and hopped in the new truck and back on the road another 5 hours back to Charles City, Iowa....again. So, yes, it was a long weekend because after we finally ate and got to sleep, the next day (Sunday) the kids and I hopped back in the car at 1245 and headed back home anot

Your Soul
Your Soul Feeling trapped inside me Reliving the nightmares I thought were over Snap back to reality Where I am safe From danger In your arms Can you see past my pain? Will you help me? Walk down this road? Will you be there always? I am damaged.... Will you help me mend? The broken pieces? Your soul spoke to mine Reassured me I knew What was right? I felt you In every part of me Warming me Calming me Helping me find The strength To end the Switchblade symphony Of dissonant chords That bled my ears And ripped my heart Now it's your soul I hear Singing to mine Telling it to heal And speaking of love It's a sound I want to hear For Eternity.... Your love is beautiful Our love I wake each morning To your voice Whispering to me Everyday simple words With the melodic undertones Of love

Off To Another Land...
Well, tomorrow morning I'm finally flying out to Ohio....don't ask me why. I just figured it was something different than Orange County. It should be a fun week...I'm sure I'll find something to do. Laters everyone..... -Carey

Hehehehe So Much Of A Smile
I sit here and i talk to him on the phone with each min that passes i think of how greatfull i am to have a wonderfull man that i really do have....Just when i think that things are going a lil down hill, he shocks me with putting a smile on my face and makeing me feel that warm wonderfull feeling on the insde that lets me know that he does care and does want me....i feel sappy siting there just thinking about it all. But then i rethink i guess i have every right to feel like i do when both of us know were our hearts really are ....I may get upset at times but hey now what couple dont get upset with each other thats part of being with someone u have to love them to understnad them and u haveto have il fights to understand them.... hehehe i just love when he can make my frown go to a smile in seconds......Miles of smiles to him and mile of thanks to him :):):):) ~*~Mandie~*~ His Love Burns for Me only, as me burns for him only

Naughty Girl
Naughty Girl "Hi there. What are you doing?" "Being naughty." I said. "Naughty?" He questioned. "How are you being naughty?" "I am playing with my toy." I had a smile in my voice. "Really? Hmm... that gives me ideas." "Ideas huh? Care to put them to good use?" "Yes. I think I will." He said. "I will be there in a hour, ok?" "Ok." I agreed "Bye." "Bye." I hung up the phone. I greeted him at the door with the usual kiss. Then he went to use the bathroom. I sat on the couch waiting anxiously for him to come out. When he did, he walked over to me, sat down and gave me a wicked smile. "You have been naughty?" He asked. I nodded my head. "Naughty girls get punished." I looked sharply at him, searching his face for a sign of humor. There was none. My mouth went dry at the thought. "I think you need to be taught a lesson." He said removing his shoes. "I do need to be punished." I said. "Are you going to punish me?" I was all for playing this game.

About Women
THE LOST ART OF SEDUCTION OR HOW TO TRICK A WOMAN INTO LETTING YOU DO THINGS TO HER ..ANYONE who knows me would tell you I am something of a ladies man. I have made love to hundreds of beautiful and often famous women. The fact that none of them knows about it, or were physically present at the time, is neither here nor there. ..I am constantly being asked for advice on the techniques of seduction. Well, I am occasionally asked if I can set someone up with my sister, to which my answer is, probably not, but for a consideration I can steal you her underwear. ..Actually, I suppose I don't know much about women beyond the fact that they look pretty and wear dresses and sometimes bake cakes. It is also true that I have not had a girlfriend in any conventional sense (i.e. without an air-valve) since that tempestuous five minutes in the sandpit with Blodwen Jones, the Celtic spitfire of Infant One. Nevertheless, I like to think of myself as a student of human nature, a term I pre

Hold On To Me
Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes John Michael Montgomery - Hold On To Me Lyrics (Blair Daly/Will Rambeaux) I wanna wake up each mornin' With you for the rest of my life I wanna feel your heart beating And just get lost in your eyes You can tell me your secrets You can let me feel your pain You can show me your weakness And never be ashamed Hold on to me when your world's turnin' cold When it feels like your life's spinnin' out of control You're hopin', prayin', tryin' so hard to believe Hold on to me when there's no middle ground And every emotion is comin' unwound And you don't know if you can hold on to your dreams Baby you can hold on to me oh yea-e-yea I wanna lay down each evenin' With you right here by my side I wanna get drunk on your laughter And wipe all the tears when you cry You can scare me with your darkness You can blind me with your light Throw your worries out the window baby On your wildest night Hold on to me

Things I Will Do
I basically have always been my main entertainer and thats ok with me. When other people try to get me down I just am the one I turn to for reassurance that it really is ok. When I go to sleep at night I know I am a good person and that's all that matters. 1. go back to minnesota and go to the lake 2. go back to london and party with the london guys with fucked up teeth 3. party with Lisa...WI style 4. Mardi gras in Rio!!! 5. get a boat a travel the greek isles 6. go for a walk in the woods 7. always be honest (I am always 99 %) 8. Route 66 driving 9. meet pete in real life 10. sail around south america 11. learn the culture of mexico city 12. go to a indian medicine man 13. drink on the rocks in monterey again while watching the sunset 14. Tell the bitches to fuck off 15. set my mom straight once and for all 16. make out more, look em in the eyes 17. start to write a book, more writing 18. have one more baby 19. go camping woooo hoooo 20. go to the graveyard to ch

Starfish
A young girl was walking along a beach where thousand of Starfish has been washd up during a terrible storm. When she came to each starfish, she would pick it up, and throw it back into the ocean. She had been doing ths for some time when a man approched her and said " Little girl, why are you doing this? Look at this beach! You can't save all these starfish. You can't even begin to make a difference." The girl seemmed surprised and deflated. But after a few minutes, she bent down, picked up another starfish, and hurled it far into the ocean. Then she looked up at the man and replies, " Well, I made a difference to that one."

Headed To Bed
IM HEADED TO BED..YEP I HAVE MY DAYS AND NIGHTS MIXED UP..I HOPE THAT ALL OF YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND IF YOU GET A CHANCE OR BECOME BORED DROP BY MY PAGE AND RATE MY PICS AND STASH THAT IVE ADDED TONIGHT..HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL.

The Abc's Of Ex-wives(for Achilles)
A is for Alimony ... the gift that keeps on giving. B is for Balls ... which are now ours again. C is for Court ... where you finally find out the meaning of a good screw. D is for Divorce ... the alternative to ax murder. E is for Equitable Distribution ... another oxymoron. F is for Flatulence ... finally we can let loose without being criticized for causing the flowers to wilt. G is for Gandhi...someone you could actually say had lost weight without having to lie. H is for House ... which the bitch also got. I is for Inmate ... where you also get to room with Bubba when the child support is late. J is for Jewelry ... the former great equalizer. K is for Kids ... the best of everything. L is for Lawyer ... whose most recent vacation you just paid for. M is for Mother ... and Oh what a Mother Fucker!! N is for Not tonight, I have a headache. O is for Overdrawn ... what your checking account always was. P is for PMS ... what we say: "No, hon

Stalker Applicant # 2 Jellybean
Age:31 > > Sex:f > > Male > Female > > Height: 5'9 > > Weight: :) > > Hair: what ever mood i feel like coloring it > > Eyes: blue > > Why do you want to stalk me? you have a grate ass lfmao Please rate your sanity: bad poor average fair good Fucking Nuts x this one lfmao Dowright creepy Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be an "effective stalker"! If you want to be MY stalker you must do follow these rules: 1.) You should write amusing comments that we will all laugh at. > > 2.) Commenting my bulletins and blogs to let us all know you were here. > > Do you agree to these rules? > I agree... i so agree with the rules > I do not agree > > Please list any special qualifications you have: STALKING > > Why should you be my #1 Stalker? WELL I AM YOUR # 1 STALKER DAMN HOW YOU 4GET (SIGH) ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP

Stalker Applicant #4 Color Blind Crimes
Name: BILL AKA COLOR BLIND CRIMES AKA DJ TWISTY MCNIPPLES, AKA THE MOST EVIL CONTEST RIGGING SONOFABITCH ON CHERRYTAP!! WOOT WOOT. > Please identify and describe yourself:I'M A MOVIE OBSESSED, MUSIC JUNKY, FRIEND TO LOSERS, DRUNK BASTARD, SMOOTH TALKING, SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW, BUT NEVER GOING TO LEAVE NEVERLAND HARDCORE ASSHOLE OF A LOYAL TO MY FRIENDS PERSON. > > Age:26 GOING ON 3 1/2. > > Sex: YES PLASE. > > Male X. > Female > > Height:5 12" > > Weight:215 > > Hair:BLACK AND HIGH AND TIGHT AT THE MOMENT. > > Eyes:PICK A COLOR. > > Why do you want to stalk me? CAUSE YOU RAWK HARDCORE, HOT AS HELL, CREATED AN AWESOME FAMILY, HOT AS HELL, KNOW THE OLD SKOOL SHIT LIKE NOBODIES BUSINESS, AND YOU TALK TO ME. LOL. > > Please rate your sanity: > bad > poor > average>>>>>>>>>>>>I'M SOMEWHERE INBEWTWEEN BRILLIANCE AND INSANITY. > fair > good > Fucking Nuts > Dowright creepy > > > Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be

Social Security
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, "Unbutton your shirt." So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She said, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me." And she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, "You should have dropped your pants... you might have gotten disability, too."

The Challenge
Attention potential stalker applicants... You have 1 week to stalk me. Show you have what it takes. If you impress me and the others you get a 3 day blast from moi! And it means you can proclaim your love for me to all of CT!

03-21-2007
I have decided to keep a semi regular diary on here, so later in the future, archaeologists can discover how boring my life is, except for my insane theories and observations. This first one will be dedicated to a little bit of my background. This will probably be the most boring of them, but here goes. I am 39 years old, married, and a father of two boys, the oldest living with me. Shawnna is my wife, Dem is the oldest, Seb is the youngest for future reference. I locate utilities for a living. It can be very frustrating, but the pay is ok, and basically I won't find anything making this type of money. And once you figure it out, it's not that hard. I love music, will listen to almost anything, but Hot Country. It's horrible, and I miss the days of Willie Nelson and Waylon Jennings. I'm taking guitar lessons, and hope to learn enough so I can write and sing my own crappy songs, but they'll be my crappy songs. I love to read, and lean towards true crime and biograph

Hump Day
Happy Hump Day!! While I am waiting for some files to copy from one server to another I will ramble a little. Took something (AdvilPM) last night to help me sleep on the advice of a friend.. and slept so much better (TY Night Angel). I only woke up twice. Thats much better than its been. I woke 5 times Monday night.. 7 times Sunday night. Grandpa Dick is feeling much better. :) I am glad I am such a patient person. It sure does help sometimes. It brings you the things you want if you are meant to have them. Anger and forcing things rarely bring positive results. I have another stinking bird in the basement. Well.. hope you all have a happy day! :)

Can Cold Water Clean Dishes?
This is for all the germ conscious folks that worry about using cold water to clean. John went to visit his 90 year old grandfather in a very secluded, rural area of Georgia. After spending a great evening chatting the night away, John's grandfather prepared breakfast of bacon, eggs and toast. However, John noticed a film like substance on his plate, and questioned his grandfather asking, "Are these plates clean?" His grandfather replied, "They're as clean as cold water can get them. Just you go ahead and fi nish your meal, Sonny!" For lunch the old man made hamburgers. Again, John was concerned about the plates as his appeared to have tiny specks around the edge that looked like dried egg and asked, "Are you sure these plates are clean?" Without looking up the old man said, "I told you before, Sonny, those dishes are as clean as cold water can get them. Now don't you fret, I don't want to hear another word about it!" Later that afternoon, John was on his way to a

Life In The 1500's
LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some interesting facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children, Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, s

Im A Loser
Some here think I am :P Well this is for you!!! Besides I am here for fun and friends not drama!! Muah!! Breathe in right away, nothing seems To fill this place I need this every time, take your Lies get off my case Some day I will find, a love that flows Through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away Youre getting closer, to pushing me Off of lifes little edge Cause Im a loser and sooner or later You know Ill be dead Youre getting closer, youre holding the fall Cause Im a loser, Im a loser, yeah This is getting old, I cant break these Chains that I hold My bodys growing cold, theres nothing Left of this mind or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of This poison is taking me higher This will fall away, this will fall away Youre getting closer, to pushing me Off of lifes little edge Cause Im a loser and sooner or later You know Ill be dead Youre getting closer, youre holding The rope and Im taking the fall Cause Im a loser Youre

Wow, You Want Irony?
I took a quiz a minute ago that said the one sign I should never date is Leo. The irony is that a while back, I took another quiz that said my best match is Leo. I'm getting the feeling that these quiz makers are kinda hacks.

Ok Everyone Lil Over 24 Hrs To Go
I AM BEHIND BY ABOUT 1000 PTS NOT TO BAD CONSIDERING I WAS OVER 1300 LAST NIGHT AND CRAWLED AHEAD OF THE LEADER THIS AM BY ALMOST 200. SO COMMENT BOMB ME GOOD.. JUST REMEMBER NAIL ME GOOD I LIKE IT HARD N FAST... PINK STOP LAUGHING AT ME. WE ALREADY KNOW I AIN'T RIGHT...LMAO!!! WE GOT A LIL OVER 24 HRS TO GO THANK GOD I SWEAR I AINT ENTERING ANOTHER CONTEST UNLESS ITS A WORTH WHILE ONE. THANKS BUNCHES YOU ALL ROCK!!!

What Do My Eyes Say?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Eyes full of Pain83%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Im A Lost Soul Whit Out You ....!
you say you dont care whit out saying nothing ,knowing you do .trying to plzzing other ppl in your life ,whit out plzzing your self.giveing in you wont, becase your mad that you cant say, what you truely want to, say.feeling that your not heard .an then you destroy everone around you.not knowing that you done it.not wanting too but it happens.an a voice out of the dark that you be came, say hey..lisen up, may be you need to re think ever thing an fix this mess that you made...knowing that there love waiteing on you at this long dark tunnle that you made out of thing that are good .all you need to is look an lisne an find your lost soul..becase im waiteing for you to find me again..form ANGER too MRS.Anger...im waiteing on you my love ........

Leaving!
I just wanted tosay good bye to all my friends I will be leaving CT and probly life as well because i just cant take it any more all the pain all the hurt just builds up till all i wanna do is die! I cant deal with it all any more so Good bye my friends!

Cowboy Jokes
An elderly couple, Margaret and Bert, are in California . Bert always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. So seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife: "Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looks up and says, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bert yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?" "Nope," she replies. "IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!! !!" To which Margaret replies........ "Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat.

Bad Habits
Ugh. I'm trying to break myself of the bad habit of chewing on my fingernails. And it is a tough one to break, lemme tell you! I never really cared about doing it before, because I need my nails short anyway, but I've decided I want my hands to look more presentable, and it bugs me, now, that I'm having so much trouble with it. I need to buy some straws. My sister says that when they're trying to cure little kids of biting their nails (apparently I have an oral fixation... don't leer, it's rude), they give them straws to chew on. But it's driving me crazy! Now that I'm paying attention, I'm noticing that I have my fingers in my mouth all the time. So far, though, I've managed not to chew the nails on my right hand for three weeks. I've not been as successful with my left hand, although they're still in better shape than they would normally be. But I've been fairly successful so far. More successful than I was with that "stop going to bed so late" vow. (Still doing OK on

Origination Of Taps
24 Notes That Tap Deep Emotions Jari A. Villanueva Of all the military bugle calls, none is so easily recognized or more apt to render emotion than the call Taps. The melody is both eloquent and haunting and the history of its origin is interesting and somewhat clouded in controversy. In the British Army, a similar call known as Last Post has been sounded over soldiers' graves since 1885, but the use of Taps is unique with the United States military, since the call is sounded at funerals, wreath-laying and memorial services. Taps began as a revision to the signal for Extinguish Lights (Lights Out) at the end of the day. Up until the Civil War, the infantry call for Extinguish Lights was the one set down in Silas Casey's (1801-1882) Tactics, which had been borrowed from the French. The music for Taps was adapted by Union General Daniel Butterfield for his brigade (Third Brigade, First Division, Fifth Army Corps, Army of the Potomac) in July, 1862. Daniel Adams Butterfield (31

Love Me
Love me for who I am. Not for what I look like Love me for being me. With allmy assets and dislikes. Love me the way I am Not the way you want me to be. Because if im not good enough for you now. I will never be.

Angle
A TRUE ANGEL There was a girl who was sent to us out of the blue, she is a beautiful woman. They called her a rose, but we called her a angel sent to us from up above. She has been there for us aswell as we have been there for her. We have sit and talked for many hours and others we sit and laugh and cry. We just keep asking why someone so sweet and beautiful has to be taken away from us, there is never a good answer to that question. All we can say is "why me" or "why her"? She never ask for much, just the chance to live some of her life, so she could get married and have kids. There isn't anyone else we know who has a heart as big as hers. So lord as you call are angel back to heaven please take care of her and we shall remember her in our hearts forever. When it is her time let us know by the ringing of our bells and the singing of the angels from up above. By: Steve Edlin May 9, 2006

I'd Rather Have
I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truck load when I'm gone. THESE ARE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RETURN TO SENDER How Nice Is This Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going!

Sorry We Haven't Been Around Lately
*HUGS* and HELLO to all our family, friends and fans... we haven't had a chance to be on CT lately. So much going on. My job keeps me pretty busy. I guess that is good in many ways, keeps me from THINKING too much. (My close friends should know what I mean by that). Get up, go to work, come home, get suppah, clean up and then be dang if it isn't time to go to bed to do it all over again the next morning. LOL Anyway, we do miss you. I will see if I can catch up this weekend (although I will be doing housework - ya know, laundry, dusting, vaccuming and all that jazz that I don't have time to do during the week now). Hope you all are doing well! Please let us know how you are doing either by private message, comment etc. Love, Me :-P

I'm All Achy All Over..
I just got back from the gym :( I feel like my whole body wants to cramp up! grrr I can't go again till Monday tho :( Ah well. I think the weather is going to be fairly decent out this weekend so I'll try and get out a 5km walk or something !!

Pink Angel
You're... My friend, My companion, Through good times and bad, My friend, My buddy, Through happy and sad, Beside me you stand, Beside me you walk, You're there to listen, You're there to talk, With happiness, With smiles, With pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

Famecast Round 4 Top 5 9pm Est
SMOKE E. DIGGLERA SMOKE SAYS THANKS TO ALL WHO SUPPORTED HIM AND VOTED FOR HIM IN FAMECAST! HE HAS MADE IT THROUGH THE FIRST THREE ROUNDS, AND NOW IT'S ROUND FOUR (TOP 5)! HE NEEDS YALLS SUPPORT FOR ROUND FOUR (TOP 5)! ALSO, GO REGISTER AS A FAN AND CAST YOUR VOTES FOR HIM! USE AS MANY DIFFERENT EMAIL ADDRESSES AS YOU CAN TO VOTE, YALL! HE APPRECIATES IT SO MUCH! AFTER REGISTERING AND CONFIRMING EMAIL LOG IN, GO TO HOME, DO AN ADVANCE SEARCH UNDER R&B FOR SMOKE E DIGGLERA! THEN, CLICK ON HIS NAME, CAST YOUR VOTES, AND LEAVE HIM A COMMENT LETTING HIM KNOW YOU SHOWED SUM LUV!! VOTING BEGINS WEDNESDAY, MARCH 21ST, 2006 AT 9PM EST! VOTING ENDS WEDS MARCH 28TH 9:00PM EST TIME...HURRY AND VOTE!!!!!!! CLICK HERE TO REGISTER & VOTE FOR SMOKE E. DIGGLERA ON FAMECAST! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace! THANK YOU TO ALL!

Random Thoughts On People
Totally random thoughts, ever wonder where all the people are when you are looking for someone to be with those people are no where to be found and once you have decided that there is a special person in your life that you really want to be with the person who may be your soul mate, the other people seem to come out of the woodwork trying to get your attention and be with you. Is Destiny playing with one’s emotions or is it that things just happen for a reason?

The Good With The Bad
My Lovely Lady Wife is leaving the country. Since we will be unable to cummunicate, and since she will be gone for such a long time, we have decided that I can have a cyber playmate. If you are interested, drop me a line and maybe we can work something out!

Music Rant
OK, I know this isn't the most earth-shaking topic for a first blog, but I'll make more later. I'm just weary of all the attention given to American Idol and the vocal lightweights that inhabit that world. (Except, of course, for Sanjaya, whose vocal prowess, not to mention his sister's breasts, is truly jaw dropping.) I will make the disclaimer that I've never expended the effort required to watch an entire American Idol episode, which will invalidate my opinion among the faithful I'm sure. However, in light of the attention lavished on Idol loser Jennifer Hudson recently, let me offer a glimpse of a real diva, Jennifer Holiday, who originated the "Dreamgirls" role on Broadway and who blows Hudson out of the water both vocally and theatrically. My readers who were not born in 1982, may never have heard Ms Holiday's incredible performance and so I offer it here. I was privileged to see her on Broadway and I can tell you that the term "show stopper" definitely applies. Rarely has a per

My Freinds
YA KNOW I WAS JUST GOING THRU MT FRIENDS LIST...WHT I HAVE NO IDEA...LOL....BUT I GOT A REALLY GOOD FEELING COME OVER ME ALL OF A SUDDEN WHEN I NOTICED HOW MANY OF YOU MY FRIENDS...ARE USING SOME OF THE PICS I MADE YOU ON YOUR PROFILE PAGE.....IT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY THAT YOU APPRECIATE THEM THAT MUCH.....THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY DAY.....HUGGGGS N PEACE OUT

Tough Love Vs. Spanking
Most Americans think it's improper to spank children, so I have tried other methods to control my kids when they have one of "those moments." One that I found effective is for me to just take the child for a car ride and talk. They usually calm down and stop misbehaving after o ur car ride together. I've included a photo below of one of my sessions, in case you would like to use the technique. " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " "

Will You Pls Help
i could really use some hlp , this is my first contest i have ever entered and i just cant get anyone to come by an help me out would really appriciate if u came by even to leave just one comment , or maybe alot lol will return the favor to all who help

What Can I Do
i have an ex b/f bugging me still he keeps calling me from differnt numbers i block him but he still call's he leave's me nasty instent messages he just won't leave me alone and it's pissing me off.he did this 10 years ago too luckly he has not shown up at my house god help him if he does. i just don't know what to do he just want's to make my life hell..he is on here but i bloked him bloked him on myspace too he is a freaking messed up guy,tried to get a reastraing order but it won't do no good unless he does something to me....what does he have to kill me or my daughter first before the law does something???

Don't Fuckin Bother Me Anymore When Yall Need Something Dont Ask Cause You All Are Ungreatful And Fuckin Rude
YA KNOW WHAT THIS IS FOR THE ONES WHO KNOW ME BEST AND TALK TO ME REGULAR DONT FUCKIN ASK ME TO HELP ANYMORE DONT ASK ME TO DO ANYTHING FOR ANY OF YOU ALL ANYMORE IM THREW FIGHTING OTHER PEOPLES BATTLES IM SICK OF THE DRAMA AND THE BULLSHIT YOU ALL CANT FUCKIN DEFEND YOURSELF SOME OF YOU ARE GROWN WOMEN AND MEN AND YOU COME TO ME AN ASK FOR HELP AND WHEN I FUCKIN DO HELP YOU ALL DONT FUCKIN STAND UP FOR NOTHEN IM SICK OF BEING USED AND SICK OF GOING TO BAT FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHEN ARE YOU ALL GOING TO GROW SOME FUCKIN BALLS? I GO TO BAT FOR ANYONE OF YOU ALL WHO NEEDS HELP WITH ASSHOLES OR WHATEVER IT IS AND NOW THIS SHIT WITH NO NAME BITCH I SEE NO ONE STANDING BEHIND ME BUT ICE WTF IS WRONG WITH THE PICTURE? SO FUCK IT IM DONE WITH HELPING YOU DEFEND YOUR OWN FUCKIN SELF LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF IT AS FAR AS THE NO NAME BITCH SHIT I WAS BROUGHT INTO THAT BECAUSE OF 185 WHO WONT STAND THE FUCK UP FOR THEMSELF! SO FUCK IT IM OUT!

Rambeling On...
Few people know much about me, and I like to keep it that way, If you don't know me ...you can not hurt me. so I'll share just a bit about myself. not enough that you can hurt me. but enough for you to decide if you want to be my friend. 1st.) I Have been, and suppose I still am an abused woman. I married a man who I thought was the love of my life. Only to find out, that in his eyes I was something he could control, own, and baet on at his will, I would always beat back. That is until July of 1996 when he took a metal baseball bat to me and cut me down below from front to back. after 6 months in ICU and a year relearning a lot of things most people take for granted. I walk not well, But I move on my own...I can not run I dought I wil ever run again. Danceing was my love. Now I give new meaning to slam danceing. No it is not the same. 2nd.) I am a mother to a very wonderful but very mixed up young man who is 12, he is the love of my life. I never ever thought in my wildest drea

Have U Thought Of This?
About 2 years ago my wife and I were on a cruise through the western Mediterranean aboard a Princess liner. At dinner we noticed an elderly lady sitting alone along the rail of the grand stairway in the main dining room. I also noticed that all the staff, ships officers, waiters, busboys, etc., all seemed very familiar with this lady. I asked our waiter who the lady was, expecting to be told that she owned the line, but he said he only knew that she had been on board for the last four cruises, back-to-back. As we left the dining room one evening I caught her eye and stopped to say hello. We chatted and I said, "I understand you've been on this ship for the last four cruises". She replied, "Yes, that's true." I stated, "I don't understand" and she replied, without a pause, "It's cheaper than a nursing home". So, there will be no nursing home in my future. When I get old and feeble, I am going to get on a Princess Cruise Ship. The average cost for a nursing home is $200 per day.

F-a-n-t-a-s-y
F- Forgetting who and where you are and what you should be doing. A- Always thinking about the one you want to be. N- Never thinking about the consequences of what may happen and not really caring about them. T- Tantalizing thoughts of that special person that you can get off your mind. No matter how hard you try. A- Assuming that you Would be lover is thinking and fantasizing about you as you do him. S- Saying to your self that this is just as I want it, Telling yourself there is nothing wrong. Y- Yearning for their heated touch, the passionate kisses. Fantasy is all of this and more, you ask yourself over and over again in your head if this is what you really want? If this is what you need? Will the Fantasy ever become a reality? If it does, will it make you Happy?

Missing You..........
Missing you more then any human can bare, How can you miss someone thats has never physically been there? Is it their voice or they way they say your name? Is it that you miss when they say they love you, as if it were a prayer? How can you miss someone you have never met in person? How can you love that person more then life its self? Is it a Dream come true or a dream you never want to wake from? How are Dreams different from reality? really what is the difference? Why cant those dreams come true?

Think And Remember (poetry)
Think and Remember I wish I could rewind time to see your smile one more time. To hear the laughter that came so easily with a warm smile. The warmth of a protective hand on my shoulder. To hear the warmth of your voice shooing away a child's troubled fears. Is it wishful thinking that I hear your voice on a stray breeze? The warmth of your hand upon my shoulder when I grow to troubled? A man larger then life A man who filled so many broken hearts with hope and love once more. Could death truly take you away from us so fully. Never to see or feel your touching presence once more. A cynical mind would say yes. How could such a thing be? Yet I know each spring your there. Nurturing and renewing hope as always within me. Keeping me warm and safe in winters harshest of storms. A guiding hand on my shoulder and steering when the road grows to long. Death may have taken you from us. Yet not even death can keep us from you. I know all I ha

I Have Ask U To Please Ask Before Ripping My Pic
I HAVE ON MY PIC TITLE ASK BEFORE RIPPING AND STILL MY PIC R BEING RIPPED WITH OUT MINE OR OR MY GIRL'S PERMISSION IF U WANT TO RIP ONE OR MORE OF MY PIC PLEASE ASK BEFORE DOING SO AND ME OR HER WILL LET U KNOW IF U CAN OR NOT JUST UNDER ONE CONDITION U MUST RATE AND COMMENT ON ALL PICS THAT U RIP I COULD BE MEAN ABOUT ALL THIS AND HAVE U COMMENT ON ALL MY PIC BUT I AM STARTING THIS WAY FIRST SO PLEASE AGAIN ASK ME OR MY GIRL FOR PERMISSION TO RIP MY PIC BEFORE DOING SO THANKS AND HAVE A GOOD MORNING DAY OR NIGHT SOUTHERN BOYS DO IT RIGHT AKA PAPABEAR

I Fucked My Way Into This Mess And I Will Fuck My Way Out!
I'll say it. I like to fuck. I do it a lot. And sometimes it gets me into unfortunate situations. Like right now. Right now I am royally fucking fucked. See, I went to this big dinner party the other night, trying to stay out of trouble, but lo and be-fucking-hold, who's there but one of the fuckfiends from our sales team, wearing fuck-me pumps and this little green skirt. So I fucked her. Twice. First time quick, second time slow. And then I fucked her friend Michelle (a great fuck), and Michelle's boyfriend, Alec, and his ex-girlfriend Rina, who's a fucking Persian sex goddess. Same bed, same night. Fucking incredible fucking. Then it hits me: Fuck. Rina is my boss's daughter, that fucking fuck Alec fucked my sister last year, and my damn wife told me last week that if I don't stop fucking other chicks she's going to "walk out that [fucking] door and never come back." And it takes a fuckload of nerve for my wife to say that. But look, I'm not some two-bit fuck who fucks u

Can Someone Explain? I Don't Understand!
Ok this is the deal! When I first signed up for the CHERRY TAP the site insisted that I upload a photo so that I would #1 be able to do lots more stuff, #2 so that people woild know that I was a real person because who wants to go to a party where they can't see anyones faces and so on : well for the last 3 days "someine has been rating my things a 2. The only thing that my alert says is someone rated photo or profile or blog or whatever what I dont get is how is this happening? I cant even find a profile of there's to go to so that I may block them so I am at a loss for what to do. All of these horrible scores are lowering my average for the day and it is sad because I spend alot of time on here and I spread the love around and I certainly do not want to be rating someone who dosent. How in the world can I stop this someone from entering my site ever again? I really don't care if they dont like my things I just dont want them to stay hidden. I would like to return the favor. If any of

Grow Up
dear you pathetic little piece of shit perhaps if you spent half as much time getting a life of your own as you do stalking me and down rating me you would figure out what I already have that you are a waste and should just do us all a favor and go fuck yourself with a rusted razor

Not That Funny, But Funny
> Subject: Fw: SEX - CHURCH & PANCAKES > > > > > > > Teen age sex The mother of a 17-year-old girl > was concerned that her > > daughter was having sex. > > > > Worried the girl might become pregnant and > adversely impact the family's > > status, she consulted the family doctor. > > > > The doctor told her that teenagers today were > very willful and any > > attempt to stop the girl would probably result in > rebellion. He then told > > her to arrange for her daughter to be put on > birth control and until > > then, talk to her and give her a box of condoms. > > Later that evening, as her daughter was preparing > for a date, the woman > > told her about the situation and handed her a box > of condoms. > > > > The girl burst out laughing and reached over to > hug her mother saying: > > > > "Oh Mom! You don't have to worry about that! I'm > dating Susan!" > > > > > > > > > > Church: > > A man went to church one day and > > afte

I Just Want All The Bs To Stop
I WANT MAGICALLY DELICIOUS TO STOP SENDING ME FREAKING EMAILS ABOUT HER AND TALENTED TONGUES SHOUT BOX CONVERSATIONS.AND TO STAY OUT OF MY PROFILE. I HAVE NO DESIRE TO READ WHAT THE HELL U TWO HAVE TO SAY AND TO READ A MAN BEG. HAS GOT TO BE THE SADDEST THING AROUND AND BEGGING TO SOMEONE THAT LOOKS LIKE HER SHE MUST NOT BEABLE TO GET ANYONE OFFLINE. THAT SHE HAS TO GO TO THE INTERNET TO MEET GUYS.. WELL TAKE ONE LOOK AT HER AND UD KNOW WHY. SHE IS JUST AS SORRY AND PATHETIC AS NOT SO TALENTED TONGUE.. AN SPEAKING OF NOT SO TALENTED TONGUE... HE IS JOBLESS. HE LIVES WITH HIS MOMMY AND DADDY STILL. AND HE THINKS CT IS HIS LIFE AND THAT OF COURSE AND MAGICALLY DELICIOUS.. I MEAN SOMEHOW HE LOST HIS OLD PROFILE ON HERE AND HE HAD TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE. AND LINDA IF U ARE READING THIS. HE IS ACCUSING U OF DOING IT. EVEN THOUGH MELISSA HAS HIS PASSWORD NOW AND MAGICALLY DELICIOUS AND LAURA BOTH HAVE HAD HIS PASSWORD AS WELL... ANYWAYS.. HE IS SO WORRIED ABOUT GETTING ALL HIS FRIENDS

As Winter Ends
we sit naked on top of our blue silk sheets talking about my cock the purple head and long vein the way it lays there semi-turgid waiting for your lips to gently coax it back to the ready when i kiss you it ends with a giant smile spreading like your legs we laugh and our noses collide again and again a blizzard of Innuit love our warmth melting the igloo around us until we are wet and sloppy screaming sledding over each other's sweat slicked bodies ending with a crash of tree into bush.

4-2-07...up Coming
Is time once more as you may see The Moon is coming to let it be... Open your heart to truely see beyond your eyes For within you sits your own demise... Send out for what it is to make you strong To lead you to where it is you do belong... For clearing of your own mind To know what it is you seek to find... Let go of what does bind Clear from which in the mind Make a wish with what is true And may it always carry you... So Mote It Be! Blessed Be!!

The Awesome Talents Of Landry
I Present To You, The Awesome Talented Landry Let Me lye Burst, Your are my Dark, My unknown , My Promise my down fall that My Heart will Burst, For I am Love that Has No Sympathy of Hurt, I will steal your emotions have you Lye Drown, On my dry Waste land That thirst for Blindness, I am the Unknown As you know your self in dark night meres, Let Me burst in your pressents That I will enjoy my failure, For you are my unknown My many peices I search blind, Let Me Lye Dead Dry On your waste land that you kwench your thirst. Let Me Burst so It's Know I once loved an Failed, CPR 2007 James Landry, Go Show Landry Some Love: Landry the Mastur Rater@ CherryTAP He Rocks!!

Impressed (by Outlaw Angel) Good One Sissy I Love It
YOU IMPRESSED ME WITH KIND WORDS AND A TENDER TOUCH YET WITH EVERYTHING YOU TAKE YOU DONT GIVE BACK AS MUCH. YOUR SWEET ALIBIES AND THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES MAKES ME WANT TO BELIEVE THAT IM NOT HEARING LIES. YET THE GOOD DAYS ARE OVER BAD NIGHTS ARE SHINING THREW ITS GOTTEN TO WHERE I DON'T KNOW YOU.

Aurgh!!!
The fax machine at work won't stop ringing! Our boss is gonna have a shitfit when she sees how many dva assessments we got in this morning, added onto the 7 we got yesterday! God I'm glad I'm not one of the nurses right now! 8.5 more hours till I can go home!

I Miss You
Its been a little over two years since the good Lord had my father join him in heaven and i still miss him everyday. The night that he died it's almost as if he knew he called to tell me he loved me and tell my boys that he loves them.I told him I loved him too but didn't think anything of it then a couple hours later I get the call to go to his house that the ambulance is there and he had a heartattack. My father was young only 45 and he's gone and everyday I wonder if he really knew how much I loved him.If there is someone you love make sure to not only tell them everyday that you love them. Show them.You never know when they or yourself for that matter will be taken home.I know I loved him but I just hope he knew how much.He was the best father any girl could ask for and I completely understand why Jesus took him to be in Heaven because he was such an angel here on earth.

So I Stole This Quiz....
Which Seven Deadly Sin are you? Greed- You think everything is yours. If you don't have it, you need it. NOW.Everything will be taken from you.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Ya Never Know When Kink Rears It's Head....
Comic books were long considered a children's medium, and it's only been relatively recently that they have gained respect as an art form. But even way back when, the comics held a number of little surprises for savvy readers. Below are a series of panels exposing the kinkier side of the comic books you knew as a child. These have not been retouched in any way. Sure, most of this was unintentional, but that doesn't make it any less funny.

I Was In A Minor Car Accident Today.
Well i went with my ex father in law to the store cause i needed some things and it was raining. But on the way back his car sort of stalled and this car from behind hit us but the hit started his car again and he took off. He is ok. But when we got hit my neck went foward quickly. It didnt hurt at first til i got back to my place. If it keeps up. I might go to the er. So i might have whiplash.

My Contest Great Prizes Available
I am having a contest, it the first to 1 Billion comments, the winner gets a farm (only 1 ex-white owner) $10,000 Zimbabwe dollars and a big pimpin gift of your choice. Just send me the link to your photo, comment bombing is allowed and encouraged, thanks for reading as i figure it will be a long contest, the winners gifts can be passed on the future members of there family, great great grand children etc.

Never Take Mom For Granted
I found this in a bulletin a few moments ago. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus and carried your bags. You thanked her by

Contest Results!!
This contest is finally over!!!....so thank you SOOOOooooooo much for everyone who rated...n voted for me in this SEXY SALUTE to The Living Legend contest!!! below are the results copied from Ben's blog....it was REALLY close too!!! Congrats to all the participants!!!!! *hugs* thanks to Ben for holding this contest as well!! he RAWKS....and he also jumped like HOW many levels doin it?....*giggles*...MUAHZ!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Final Points Standings - 1) Fruitie - 2,214,283.68 points 2) T-Ro - 2,208,800 points 3) Rockimunki - 623,397.6 points 4) Caterpie - 118,000 points 5) AngelEyez - 8445.6 points 6) Tinkerbell - 4975 points 7) Emerald Eyez Slim - 2897.28 points 8) Hey!Boss! - 400 points Thanks everyone for participating! All prizes will be credited within 24 hours. Because 1st and 2nd place were so close, both will receive blasts. Top 3 finishers will get bling (instead of the top 2 as advertised). Everyone w

Talked And Now Leaving
Well I went to the cabin she was sharing with the deck hand and knocked on the door. She answered it with just a towel wrapped around her and I could see him in the bed with a sheet over his cock. I asked her if we could talk and she said sure and went back and grabbed some clothes and squeezed his cock and said she would be back. I had a hard time looking at her after that and we went to the feont of the boat. I asked her what she was doing and why and she said she was excerising her freedom and she was enjoying herself. She than asked me what gave me the right to question her affairs when I fucking grabbed any woman we met and would try to bed them. I had no answer for her and I began to cry. I told her I loved her and I was sorry if I hurt her. She said that that wasn't thepoint. I told her I never denied her anything she wanted and again she said that wasn't the point. I asked her what was the point and then she let me have it. She said that she did fall in love with me and was wil

Thank You!!!
HEY ALL!! JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU ONE AND ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT I GOT FOR MY FIRST BLAST!!! FOR SOME OF YOU I HAVE RETURNED THE FAVORS, BUT I STILL OWE MOST OF YOU!!! REMAIN PATIENT WITH ME, I WILL GET BACK TO ALL OF YOU!!! I NEVER EXPECTED SUCH A RESPONSE!!! IT WAS REALLY FUN!! AND THANK YOU CURT FOR ALLOWING ME THAT TIME!! I OWE YOU TOO!! LOVE AND HUGS TO ALL!!! CATCH YA AROUND!!!

Report Card Time!
Well we had a parent/teacher conference last night to get Angelica's report card.... For the 3rd time this year, she got straight A's. I'm soooooo proud of her. You just don't even know. Her teacher, Ms. Churchville, is going to recommend that Angelica be in advanced placement classes when she starts middle school next year. Basically, she should be in gifted classes, but they aren't called that anymore. OMG I'm just beside myself with joy and pride for my little girl. If you read any of my previous blogs, you know what a hard road she's had so far, and to come out so far on top just amazes me. She's still a little girl, but she's wise beyond her years. Hell, I didn't get recommended for a.p. classes till I was in high school! She rocks!!!!! Ok, enough bragging LOL

This One Is For The Gang...
I would like the FFF and CG/CB to add yourselves to my guest book with your new outlaw titles. Now damnit listen to me as your Deputy this is a direct order. OK not really but it was fun to say. Hey one else that reads this you can add yourself too but you better write me a hot sexy note.

Shallow People
I am really tired of fucking shallow people. If you can't LOVE ME FOR ME then you aren't worth my time. And if your just out there to fuck with my friends I will FUCK with you right back! Oh and to those people who want to use me, I'm not a fucking toy for you to play with. I HAVE FEELINGS TOO!

You Are Fucked
YOU HAVE JUST BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello To All
HELLO you all...Did anybody miss me??? I just got out of the hospital I been there ever since Sunday arpund 6.pm. with Pneumonia , Asaperated Aethema & Sleep Ampnea ok I can not spell them but I had them and I have to still take a shit load of pills and drugs Soooooooooooo my point to this Blog is you tell you how much I missed you all and let you know that you need to go to the doctors when you think somethings wrong because 9 out of 10 times there is and you could DIE like I almost just did from not being able to breathe.I was totaly stubborn and didnt think I was gonna turn a purty shade of BLUE to speak when I got there my lips was getting blue or greay but whatever color I am alive and happy at home now thank GOD above.so now I gotta finish the pills and the treatments to get totaly better:P lucky me I take aloooooot of pills that wiould not be needed if i had just been not stubborn....I love you ALL & hope I didnt miss too much gossip:P CHERRYCHERR

My Life...care To Step Inside?
First off, I'm a Virgo. I worry about everything, and bitch about everything else. I also tend to be a bit of a know it all. Just ask, and I know and if I don't, I'll bullshit you really good. Yes, I am bi-sexual. Sorry mom, sorry, dad, sorry, sis (I know you knew), but I've been this way ever since I can remember. And sorry, Dale, but my first sexual experience was with a girl. I do lie, and I lie a lot, but never if it can hurt someone. I try to be honest when it comes to that. If I don't like you, or don't want to be bothered by you, you'll know. BUT let me say, I also tend to be forgetful...sorry Mikki...I do luv ya hon...but I even forgot to uncover my bird this morning. Secondly, I tend to put too much into my friendships, and in the past, I've always been hurt. So I tend to go into friendship with a bit of an edge. CherryTap, though, has been great so far. I've met alot of great new friends. And even Dale has met up with some old friends!I AM A BITCH!! There is no get

Must Show Proof Of Womanhood
I'm supposed to go to an event at the Women's City Club, and I'm thinking about either 1) skipping it and going to a bar instead, or 2) going to it and standing by the door, greeting people as they come in and very politely asking people for Proof of Womanhood. As in: "I'm going to need to see Proof of Womanhood." When they look at me in shock, I can follow up with, "A photo ID, please." After looking at it briefly, I can shake my head, hand it back, and say, "No, I need to see one with a photo of your vagina. Or [hushed tone] you could show me your vagina."

Thursday
I am so glad its almost the weekend. Found out today the editor we set up for our clients in their sites no longer works if they upgrade to Windows Vista. That is going to be a HUGE headache to get around. I spent most of the day looking for answers. Thanks Immortal and PG for your help. :) Not sure I am going to choir tonight. I'm tired and a bit grumpy from the Vista thing. Looked through a pile of pictures today. Pics from highschool and college for the most part. Yes.. I had hair then..lol. Found pics of my ex in there... YUCK..lol. Maybe I could hang them up in the basement to scare away the birds that get in there. Someone's lectures on eating healthy have really messed up my diet. I ate carrots tonight instead of french fries and had a bannana for dessert instead of a dish of icecream. Something is definitely wrong! lol Its getting warm again. It got into the 60's again.

The Ugly Face Of Racism
The Ugly Face of Racism A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone fr

My Work
MEN BUILD INSTITUTIONS..SO THAT FOUR HUNDRED YEARS LATER THEIR DESCENDANTS CAN SAY,THAT'S WHAT HE LEFT.FREDERICK DOUGLAS WARNED US MANY YEARS AGO THAT AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT THE DIRECT BENEFICIARIES OF THE FRUITS OF OUR LABOR,WE WILL REMAIN SLAVES.THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDIOUS ABOUT A CONTENTMENT WITH WORKING FOR SOMEONE THROUGHOUT YOUR LIFE.SILENTLY IT SAYS YOU NEED ME,IT IS IMBEDDED IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS YOU CAN'T DO WITHOUT ME.EVENTUALLY YOU BELIEVE I'M NOT CAPABLE OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF,EVENTUALLY YOU STOP TRYING.THE WORLD NEEDS THE KIND OF INSTITUTIONS THAT MEN OF COLOR CAN BUILD.WHETHER IT IS A BUSINESS TO BE MANAGED,A SCHOOL TO BE STAFFED,A PUBLICATION TO BE CIRCULATED,AN ORGANIZATION TO BE ADVANCED OR A SERVICE TO BE CARRIED OUT,MEN WANT MORE FROM THE WORLD THAN A GOLD WATCH AND A FOND MEMORY....I AM BUILDING MORE THAN A NEST EGG.

Life's Mirror
There are loyal hearts, there are spirits brave, There are souls that are pure and true, Then give the world the best you have, And the best will come back to you. Give love, and love to your life will flow, A strength in your utmost need, Have faith, and a score of hearts will show Their faith in your word and deed. Give truth, and your gift will be paid in kind; And honor will honor meet; And a smile that is sweet will surely find A smile that is just as sweet. Give pity and sorrow to those who mourn, You will gather in flowers again The scattered seeds from your thoughts outborne, Though the sowing seemed but vain. For life is the mirror of king and slave, 'Tis just what we are and do; Then give to the world the best you have, And the best will come back to you.

My Work
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? WITH ALL YOU SAY YOU WANT,THERE IS......A DREAM FOR YOU TO FOLLOW A GOAL FOR YOU TO SET A PLAN FOR YOU TO MAKE A PROJECT FOR YOU TO BEGIN AN IDEA FOR YOU TO ACT ON A POSSIBILITY FOR YOU TO EXPLORE AN OPPORTUNITY FOR YOU TO GRAB A CHOICE FOR YOU TO MAKE. IF NOT,YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT.TODAY I WILL MAKE IT MY BUSINESS TO SAY LESS AND DO MORE......

Milk Baths
A blonde heard that milk baths would make her beautiful. She left a note for her milkman to leave 25 gallons of milk. When the milkman read the note, he felt there must be a mistake. He thought she probably meant 2.5 gallons. So he knocked on the door to clarify the point. The blonde came to the door and the milkman said, "I found your note asking me to leave 25 gallons of milk. Did you mean 2.5 gallons?" The blonde said, "I want 25 gallons. I'm going to fill my bathtub up with milk and take a milk bath so I can look young and beautiful again." The milkman asked, "Do you want it pasteurized?" The blonde said, "No, just up to my tits. I can splash it on my eyes."

My First Actual Ob Appointment
March 21st- Well today I am 11 weeks. I had my first actual OB appointment. I had the pap smear, pelvic exam and had to answer more questions about the history of my past births. They tried to hear the heart beat which is not always possible this early. As I figured they couldnt hear it, so she grabbed the sonogram machine, did a quick look and printed me out a picture. I also went down stairs and did the 1 hour glucose test because of my past history of gestational diabetes. Then I was sent to the Nutritionist to make an appointment to be put on a diabetic diet. (I will have to invest in sugar free candy and ice cream, lol) My Nutritionist appointment is next week. Also here at Stewart, to stay on my anxiety medication I have to see a behavioral specialist. So I went down to make the appointment and after I do a one on one with a Specialist and Social Worker and get in the system I have to go to the group meetings for people taking medication. The thing is they give a very low does of

Grrrr!
I really hate being dicked off. I was supposed to go to 80's night at this bar with my friend, but I tried to call him and he hasn't called me back. In theory I could still go because we were meeting my other friend out there, but #1 I am not sure where the bar is and I don't like not knowing where I am going and #2 I don't drink and drive, so there would be no point in me going to not even drink. He was gonna be the Designated Driver. We were supposed to go around 9:30-10 so I guess he could still call, in which case that gives me an hour tops to get ready, but I doubt he is going to. Oh well, I guess I'll just spend the night on this online pub instead of the real thing LoL

I Suck
No matter what I try to do, I always seem to fuck everything up. Someone is always mad at me. If I try to help...I'm just causing more problems it seems. Why do I even try anymore? I'm just a fuck up and need to realize that. What am I good for? That's something I can't even answer myself. I try so hard to be a good mom, to be a good wife, a good daughter, and yet it seems I suck at everything. My mom talks to me on the phone MAYBE 10 minutes week, my husband is always upset with me. What is one thing that I do right? Can ANYONE tell me? Give me something to look forward to please!!! I feel as though I am on the edge of a nervous breakdown. I want to cry, I want to scream. But when I try nothing ever comes out. I want so bad to let everything out, everything that I have been keeping inside for all this time, but no one cares to listen. If one person is reading this, I know you have things you want to say to get off your mind, I am willing to listen if you are willing to

Home Security
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazines. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: "Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim. I went to the gun shop for more ammo. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls --they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it, but it was hard to tell with all the blood. P.S. - I locked all four of them in the house. Better wait outside

New Orleans Seductress
The Seductress in New Orleans She wasn’t from Cajun country. She’s a sweet, sensual, exotic woman with a sexy voice and very intoxicating body. She’s a seductress in New Orleans. He was her prey, he is her desire. He hungered to have her as much as she ached to seduce him. He found her tonight as usual in her favorite dimly lit restaurant in the French Quarter. He felt she had seduced many a man as he wanted to be seduced by her, by the erotic desire and sensuality she possessed. The Quarter was dark tonight, they both could feel the passion and desire in the air. The band in the restaurant began to play, she got up, began to move to the music. She danced only for him, to feel his eyes on her, to feel the sensual desire of both of them float back and forth across the room. His desire for her only ignited the erotic sensual desire and lust in her for him. She hungered to feel his touch, feel the graze of his lips against her neck, his hands slide down her back, only

.not.ready.to.make.nice.
*takes a deep breath* ok fuckshits. close your effin window. its not necessary for the entire neighborhood to hear your drunken conversations just because you have absolultely zero couth. i hate you. i hope you die. if i had a time machine i'd go back in time and kill your grandmother just to make 100% sure you would never exist. screw the reprecussions. on another note completely. people who rate stashes without actually watching the material...and yes...i do know who you are...cuz im smarter than you...should go set themselves on fire so i can rate it a *thumbs down* for not happening sooner. and another completely different note. its my blog i can bounce around if want. keep up or get out. while the rain is absolutely fabulous...listening to rainy day music and talking with my children has made me come to this conclusion that while *cough* other close personal people might have realised it...i for myself had not. i've got a friend wrapped up almost to the point o

Wtf?
ok lets start with whats with the mumms voltures?! ok if you dont like the subject of a mumm why the hell do you feel the need to say thats a dumb mumm etc i wont use all their colorful words. ok a mumm is a basic tool to get votes for one and help make a decision, just because you think its a dumb decision some might not find it as easy to decide. i may be wrong but isnt this site for friend networking, and earning points, why are we acting like kids? putting people down for a question? whats the sense? my advice if you dont like the mumm move on.....is that hard or something i will never be rude to someone for no reason but i will say this and its to get it off my chest....if you have to live your daily life to argue on the internet, quit wasting your time and go stop a car with your face

Caught In The Rain
The rain fell softly onto the pitch black pavement. Although the car radio blared, each drop pierced her ears, and sent waves of excitement throughout her body. She slung off her shoes and tippee toed like a ballerina in toe shoes. The young gentleman urged her to come back to the car but she didn't hear him, she was living in the moment, if for just a second, a minute, an hour, she wanted to feel this moment and never forget it. He ran to her side as she danced across the dark lot, he whispered into her ear "come with me." The young girl in the drenched white blouse and long flowing skirt giggled as she pulled away from his clutches and said simply "No." She was looking to the heavens where the rain drops would touch her face so softly as if they were caressing her every feature. The young boy looked on in amazement at her spinning around and around in the rain. "what is she doing" he thought to himself, and as if she knew what he was thinking she ran to him grabbed his ha

Sexiest Cowboy
I need your help, I've entered a contest for the sexiest cowboy! I don't know why but was flattered when asked to enter so I did. Even though I don't think I'm all that sexy I wouldn't mind winning this thing just for the hell of it! With your I might win. It goes by who has the most coments so please coment bomb this link for me! Thank You!DJ Space Cowboy

Kiss & Tell
Well I drink too much and I want u to touch me When you're lookin at me this way & I think too much and I know I still need u now I hope that u say its okay 2 give u some of this piece of little action i know that u want me as well and if u trust me with your sweet attraction i primise I won't kiss i promise I won't kiss & tell Don't lead me on cuz I'm not down to play that game but if u want sweetness i'm here but if I turned u on then why not come away with me? I promise I'll never be scared 2 give u some of this piece of little action i know that u want me as well and if u trust me with your sweet attraction I promise I won't kiss & tell nobody knows that I'm like this I want to give u just one kiss nobody knows that I'm like this but you, so what r u gonna do? I get so high but that's alright I won't ever come back down your flying eyes are crying and I won't ever come back down your flying eyes are cryin

Life...
So this is life...who would have guessed that twenty years ago we'd be sitting in front of a computer doing everything we do...alots changed and i am at the point in my life where i am taking a good long look at where i have been, what i have done and where i am headed...from the looks of the tunnel i am going to need some major highbeams cause its pretty dark in that direction. i have had several people asking me to tell a little about myself so here goes... i love to party and weed is one of my most favorite pasttimes...so puff,puff,pass. purple and black are my fav colors. i love icecream, ice cubes and ice tea...lol i hate to shop i dont care for diamonds and keep the instead i will take saphires, picnics in the country and a flea market. i love the country and camping is a big fav. drive-in movies are still the best place to make out and laying in bed on a rainy morning with the one you love is one of the best things in life... till next time...peace

Serenity/ She Knows Who This Is For!!
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting in the light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And how

Mr. Tickle
My daughter occasionally watches a show called, “Jojo’s Circus.” Jojo is a clown in... um.. a circus. Her father is also a clown. His name is Mr. Tickle. It swear it just sounds dirty to me. It does, doesn’t it? Or am I just weird? I don’t know if I heard that name used jokingly in another way in a movie or elsewhere, but I almost won’t let her watch it. ;)

Life Sucks Really Bad
Life Sucks Really Bad I hate life cause everytime i fine a guy i think he like me and we hit it off just great and they go back to there x's or fine someone else and i think the so fucking dumb as all....

You Gotta Love This Guy...
You gotta love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a large wedding with about 300 guests... At the reception after the wedding, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his Bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them we

Breath Of Love
The heavens open it's doors and our souls escape to the ways of an eternal day. Oh my gentle breath of Love, forever are you lost to me. Forever lost, just as flowers of love wither and die. The sweet fragrance of wild flowers whispers in the breeze. As the image of you is forever engraved in my dreams. My thoughts seem lost in a world of darkness and emptiness. Searching for the love that once captured my emotional heart. Two souls that once entertwined by our love and passion. Without compassion my heart is broken by your absence. A heartfelt emotion without condition was given to you. My soul is now lost and alone without your eternal love. My heart says good-bye to my gentle breath of love.

The Twilight Zone
This morning I was sat there watching the water drain out of the bath... like you do. I was transfixed for a bit looking at the water swirl round and round as it escaped down the plughole... Then suddenly, it stopped and started swirling around in the opposite direction! How freaky is that! I think at that moment I must have been uprooted and redeposited in the Southern Hemisphere or something. It's happening, I tell you. Armageddon is upon us... Where's Bruce Willis when you need him?

Troubled With Something Here
YOU KNOW, I RESPONDED TO A "IF WE HAD SEX" GAME AND THEN I REPOSTED LIKE I WAS INSTRUCTED TO DO AND APPARENTLY, PEOPLE LOOK AT IT AND NOBODY EVEN RESPONDS AND I GUESS THAT SHOULDN'T BUG BUT IT DOES EVEN THOUGH I DO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, ANYWAYS, I CAN'T BELIEVE PEOPLE CAN'T RESPOND TO SOMETHING LIKE THAT BECAUSE I REPOSTED IT, BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THAT PEOPLE THINK THAT I DON'T DESERVE A RELATIONSHIP OR SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE BECAUSE OF MY DISABILITY WHICH IS TOTALLY WRONG, BECAUSE THE OTHER DAY AT THE GRAND TRAVERSE COUNTY RICC MEETING, A GUY I KNOW IS INVOLVED WITH A WOMAN WHO IS MENTALLY CHALLENGED AND HE HAS BREATHING DIFFICULTIES AMONG OTHER DIFFICULTIES AND I FOR ONE WAS HAPPY FOR THEM AND SO WAS MY GIRLFRIEND SINCE SHE WAS WITH ME AT THE MEETING, SO I GOT A NEWSFLASH FOR THOSE THAT DON'T THINK THE DISABLED SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE OTHER THAN A DISABLE D PERSON. WELL, THAT IS WRONG BACK AND IT'S WRONG NOW, I FEEL THAT IT'S THE 21ST CENTURY AND PE

When Do I Think Of You
I think of you in the peace solitude and stillness of the early a.m., for you are tranquillity. I think of you on an ocean's front, for you are the roar of the waves, the power of the sea, and the salt in the air. I think of you amidst a crowd and the chorus of city sounds ...for that is my song, and you are the music. You are my first thought of each new day, and the last image I glimpse, as my eyes are closed upon a feathered pillow. In that secret place called sleep, it is you that I search for, through shades of darkness and clouds of cotton. When do I think of you? Every moment of my life. And, when the final sleep does come and if there is thought... it will be of you.

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Dating ..........
After a long time of being hurt and jaded ;) lol I've decided to put myself back out there, again. I started dating this past week, so far the first date I had went really good...we both had a fun time , it was simple and comfortable. Right now I'm not in any hurry to get serious with anybody, so it's just meeting guys and goin out, nothing sexual at all...and I'd like to keep it that way at least till I get to know ONE person then it's all good ;) lol I'm going to possibly meet somebody else this Sat. , I'm alot more attracted to this one than the last one ( shhh don't tell ) ;) lol and I'm kind of nervous because of that. lol. But anyhow I'll let ya'll know what happens, float or sink lol I swear I know nothing really about the whole dating thing, I was married and w/ the same man for like 18 yrs ugh so this is all really nerve wrecking for me. lol. I'm taking things slow and I figure if something happens then great and if not then that's fine with me too...like I sa

Omg -- Phalic Nsfw Photos??
OMG!! I get home... sit at the computer with my glass of milk I am drinking before I head off to bed (after returning from work).... and, I get the dreaded NSFW marked message from CT folks. I would understand that if they were truly NSFW, but they were not. I can see if they are terribly offensive like the middle finger flashing in photos, which would be offensive to me, but I don't even mark those as NSFW, I simply don't rate and move quickly forward. This is really getting on the edge of obscene how people are deciding arbitrarily marking photos as NSFW. If my left side of my photo album seems dotted in red, it is. I have marked every album that I have even one photo as NSFW as the entire album as being NSFW and restricted them to friends, some have been restricted further to family members only. I am sure that someone will find something phalic in some of my other photos, and I just might go back after I wake up and mark all my albums as NSFW to be on the sa

Flagers
for someone to falg silly pics as nsfw really needs to grow the fuck up... point blank ........ you tell me how a shirt that says rehab for quoitters is nsfw and two girls kissing is.... it must be a real bad addict hiding from the truth

Friday
Friday, oh yes, it is Friday - and only one more day. I am longing for the touch of his fingertips to be draped across my naked skin. I long for the touch of his tongue across my breasts and he spending so much time tantalizing my nipples. I crave the moment he touches my sweetness with his finger and then probe deep inside of me to discover my moistness. I can't wait to feel the building of the waves of delight as they rattle my inner soul and shudder my core as pounding surf on some far away beach. I want the bliss that follows as I lay silent, catching my breath, as the darkness of night envelopes me into a cocoon of warmth. And... to feel him slip out of me as we both feel the lust for one another come to a close. But just for now, for there will be more to lust over in our years with one another.

New Job Yay
I went for my interview with the new Wal-Mart this morning, and got a part time gig as a Donut Maker....yay lol. Im now a slave to wal-mart...so much fun. Neways, just figured I wold let yall know where I will be spending most of my time....I work the early morning shift starting at like 3AM. It's a job though so I'm not complaining. Well that's all for this blog. Maybe a new one coming soon. Later Taters.

Part 1
My eyes opened to the light of the streetlamp outside my window. Damn it, I’m awake again, I thought to myself. For whatever reason I could not stay asleep. I would toss and turn, but to no avail. I was extremely tense and needed something to relax me. I decided to get up and get myself a glass of water from the kitchen. I brought it back to my bedroom and decided to switch on the television. Restless, I started to channel surf, but at one o’clock in the morning on Tuesday night even the cable networks leave something to be desired. You don’t realize how many infomercials are on at that time of night until you try to find something that would be worth your time. Actually, if I wanted to go to sleep the infomercial would have probably been my best bet, but I needed something that would help me unwind first so that I could go to sleep after. I realized it was my horniness that had disturbed my slumber and I needed to find some sort of eye candy to help me get off. I finally wound

Part 2
inside of my pussy, moving it in out several times before hitting the on switch. It vibrated heavily on my walls as I pushed it in my body, pressing it into my most erotic places. I soon forgot about the movie playing on my television and became lost in the sensations the toys were giving me. I shut my eyes and lay back on the pillows, lifting and spreading my legs to give myself better access to my cunt and clit with the vibrators. The larger toy moved deeper into my pussy, rotating in circular motions. My juices began to cover my hand and I pressed the smaller dildo hard against my erect button. I began to feel an overwhelming need to release, but I wasn’t ready yet. Quickly, I brought the petite one from my clit and moved it to my anus. My own nectar acted as a lube as I shallowly penetrated my butt with the phallus. My hands began to move the toys furiously in both of my holes as waves of sexual euphoria coursed through me. The harder I pushed them in and out of me, the clo

My Resignation Letter What Cha Think
March 23, 2007 This letter is to inform you of my voluntary resignation, without notice, on this 23rd day of March 2007. Due to situations and actions out of my control, I believe that working in that environment is unsafe as well as unhealthy mentally, and with that I was not able to perform to the best of my capabilities. My performance was dropping and with that my co-workers and customers suffered. That is unacceptable to myself and .... I respect the company and the team I have had the chance to work with. I would have wanted nothing more than to have a career with Verizon yet I know in that store it would not be possible. One of the reasons I came to this decision was the entirety of confidence with my manager, and being notified that it had been released to a co-worker in which the taunting became more directed at me. Which is unethical and difficult to accept. I have much respect for my manager .... on many aspects and I have enjoyed learning from him and wo

Rat Poison Found In Pet Food, Official Says
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/03/23/pet.food.recall.ap/index.html ALBANY, New York (AP) -- Rat poison has been found in pet food blamed for the deaths of at least 16 cats and dogs, a spokeswoman for the State Department of Agriculture and Markets said Friday. Spokeswoman Jessica Chittenden would not identify the chemical or its source beyond saying it was a rodent poison. The Food and Drug Administration has said the investigation was focusing on wheat gluten in the food. Wheat gluten itself would not cause kidney failure, but the common ingredient could have been contaminated by heavy metals or mold toxins, the FDA said. (Watch why devastated pet owners are suing Video) State agriculture officials scheduled a news conference Friday afternoon to release laboratory findings from tests on the pet food conducted this week. The deaths led to a recall of 60 million cans and pouches of pet food produced by Menu Foods and sold throughout North America under 95 brand names. There h

Some Great News$$$$$$$$$
I filled out a application for a job at a reasturant yeasterday.They called me this morning for a interview.They hired me and I start tonight.I will be working thursday,friday,and saturday starting at $7 a hour.My title is shift manager.I am so exited.My hours are from 4 to 11.So yup yay me.

Where Is Heaven ?
Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon passes away And all the was lead to a better day A sweet smile that tells me the world is right For in your eyes there shines a light That lifts me up and helps me to believe no matter what comes our love won’t deceive And in your eyes I found my soul And your sweet kisses made me whole A tears that shed for loss and fear Are lost in time and drift away from here Paradise found me and I seize the prize Undeserving the heaven in your eyes By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Legend Of Zelda
I still love old school gaming. Been playing Legend of Zelda the past week and had alot of fun going all the way through. I always find that the nes classics are still as enjoyable to play, for me, as they were when I was growing up :D

Me And Ct
Don't think anyone really reads these, but here goes. I met a nice guy on here and he asked me to be his CT girlfriend (what exactly does that mean, I don't know yet) If any of you know, fill me in. LOL!! I chose to except and add it to my name as did he. This doesn't mean that I can't still talk to you and that you need to leave me nasty messages and this and that. I'm still the same person I was before this and still care very much about all of you. I still think I have the best friends of anyone on CT. Just my belief and i'll stick with it. I'm sorry if some of felt I lead you on. Some of you are closer to me than others and you all know who you are. There's some i'm still getting to know and haven't had to the chance to meet. I'm trying to remedy that one. Just kinda hard with the amount of traffic I get and messages. May take me a day to get back to ya and i'm sorry, but I always try to say something in return. Feel free to ask me to rate your photos. I don't

Sometimes It's Best To Take A Step Back And Say...
THESE BITCHES ARE CRAZY! LMAO! I swear, it seems like everybody around me has lost their minds. People who I thought were sane are turning out to be crazy! Peeps who I thought were crazy, are worse off than I thought! And Mean too! I'm gonna shut my mouth, as I have been for a while now, sit back and watch everyone fight for the King of a Meritless Crown. Let the church say AMEN! PS. Just cause I say "Bitches" dont mean its all women. I see some men out there acting like straight pussies.

What Is A Woman?
WHAT IS A WOMAN? HAVE YA'LL EVER ASKED THAT QUESTION? EVERYONE HAS AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER..EVEN WOMEN HAS..SO I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PRETTY GOOD WAY TO DESCRIBE WOMEN..BECAUSE THERE ARE NO EASY ANSWERS..WOMEN ARE MANY THINGS TO MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE..WE ARE KIDS TO OUR PARENTS,FRIENDS IF WE'RE LUCKY WE CAN CALL A FEW BESTFRIENDS,GIRLFRIENDS,LOVERS,WIVES,MOTHERS, LADIES,SLUTS IN THE BEDROOM..AS I SAID MANY THINGS..THERE ARE NO EASY WAY TO DESCRIBE WOMEN..WE ARE JUST US..TAKE US OR LEAVE US..BUT IF YOU TAKE US BE SURE TO TREAT US RIGHT..BECAUSE WE WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT TO..I HOPE YOU WILL TAKE THE TIME TO WATCH MY SLIDE SHOW AND LISTEN TO THE MUSIC..

Why??
Q: Why is air a lot like sex? A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. Q: Why don't blind people like to sky dive? A: Because it scares the hell out of the dog. Q: What do a Christmas tree and a priest have in common? A: Their balls are just for decoration. Q: Why is sex like a bridge game? A: You don't need a partner if you have a good hand. Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 U.S. leader

Why?
i am a nice guy i treat people with respect. so why when i get on ct this mornin do i have a hate message from some ass clown. just becaus ei am friends with his lady friend . oh did i fail to mention there are like 3000 miles between them and me. hey buddy if u can read this were just friends get it. not try in to jump her or steal her just friends. for god sakes get your panties un bunched and grow up. tell me you wanna fry my pute rif i keep it up. keep what up bein nice. you littel insignificant twerp dont threat someone you have no idea who they are or what they can do!

I'm Glad There's You
I'm glad there's you to smile at me And brighten up my day To share my thoughts and understand The things I do and say. I'm glad there's you to laugh with me At ordinary things To show me what is special In everything life brings. I'm glad there's you to be with And I think it's time you knew Just how happy you have made me And how glad I am there's you!

Why Parents Drink
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello." "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he he

Hey Would You For Me?
im trying to prove to a friend of mine that i can get 10 crushes by monday. ive got 4. and if ya wanna help me win it would be great.. you can take me off early tues. morn.. puh puh plzzzzzzzzz kk thanks

I'm Bringing It Back
fuck that clerks two was halarious and im going to help randel out. hes right my family use to call me porch monkey all the time because all i did was hang on the porch wouldnt play with friends cause i had none. still dont really be sides on the net lol nothing would move me from the porch i did what i do here sit in a corner and rate woman well girls then but its still the same thing but i was proud to be a porch monkey and the fact that black ppl feel that this is a racial slurr thats bullshit i knew several porch monkeys that were white in fact all of them are white but its cool cause thats were we belong we party on the porch we sit and sometimes even fall asleep on the porch its not rcist unless you make it racist...so if your with me give me a big HELL YEAH PORCH MONKEY

I Was Bored
I LOVE YOU, YOU ARE MY HEART. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. YOU BRING ME SO MUCH HAPPINESS, ITS HARD TO BE SAD WITH YOU AROUND. BUT IM STILL SO SAD,CAUSE I MISS YOU. TIMES LIKE THIS I NEED AND WANT A HUG MORE THAN A KISS. BECAUSE I JUST FEEL SO SAFE SO RELAXED IN UR ARMS. WHEN IM IN YOURARMS I KNOW IM WITH THE ONE I LOVE. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER, THAN BEING I YOUR ARMS. UNLESS ITS SOMETHING WITH YOU.

This Little Fuck Just Wont Leave Me Alone
THIS FUCKER WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE Current mood: aggravated THIS LITTLE FUCKER WILL NOT GET THE POINT, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM. I BLOCK HIM FROM ONE THING AND REMOVE HIM FROM THE OTHER. THEN SOME HOW HE FINDS A WAY TO GET TO ME AND HARASS ME. WFT. THEN HE TRYS TO THREATEN MY LIFE, WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG. WHAT THE HELL. HE CLAIMS IM PLOTTING REVENGE ON HIS ASS WITH HIS SO CALLED FAMILY? NEWS FLASH YA LITTLE FUCK, THEY ARE NOT YOUR FAMILY, AND I QUOTE UNQUOTE YOU SAYING WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER AT THE TIME "I HAVE NO FAMILY". SO QUITE TRYING TO HUNT ME DOWN. I AM HAVING PAPERS DRAWIN UP, AND IF SO AS TO SO TRY ONE MORE FUCKING THING, YOUR ASS IS MINE, AND THEN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT REAL FUCKING REVENGE IS. ITS A LOT HARDER IN MILITARY COURT THEN IN REAL COURT. SO LEAVE MY FRIENDS, AND MY FAMILY ALONE. AND QUITE TRYING TO SAY THAT IM NOT RELATED TO THEM, WHEN I HAVE ALL THE PROOF I HAVE. ITS CALLED A FAMILY TREE. OH WAIT, I FORGOT YOU HAVE NO FAMILY, CAUSE YOU RAN AWAY FROM H

My Gramps Is Going Into The Hall Of Fame
Hey check this out my grandpa's made it to the Hall of Fame http://www.canada.com/saskatoonstarphoenix/news/story.html?id=170cf584-9dc6-48ec-b407-b765e6bc6418 just copy paste the link

With My Future Girlfriend
splash wine on a your neck nibble on your neck hug while we watch a movie kiss until we fall asleep take a shower together get a lap dance when you see me you smile and just hug me you drive me around when i just want to go you tell me you love me even when im being an ass you moan when i spank your ass you tell me how much you want me even just after desert we watch old movies and every time they kiss we have to kiss walk on the beach watch some porn together look at the airplanes land go downtown to the art galleries sing a song on the radio as we are in the car at the same time play with your fingers while I'm at a stop sign join a gym together go to the zoo have a picnic get matching phones visit me at work on my break visit you on your job on your break afternoon delight ~Timmy~

Hurting.....
i dont really know were to start or were it all began to fall apart, my mind is broke and on these words i choke,my heart aches,my chest caves how can this all just go away all alone once again sitting here,without a friend without a love i thought so true please tell me why did it have to be you, so as i sit here,drinking this beer, i remember there is nothing to fear i have always wondered why i was here and how a word like love could mean and be so dear is there any thing after this, as i stair in the barrel of this 9mm in ignorant bliss,and the hollow point, holds my fates last kiss i wonder were ill go after this take a breath be real calm,all you will hear is a pop and then iam gone slowly fadeing ,letting go because i have nothing left to show,now in the end i cant figure out what this life was about,darkness now going fast i guess this breath is to be my last ,but now no one can hurt me , finally the end ,i still cant remember how all this to late T

About My Show.. Keyword Here..myshow!
1. ON MY SHOW AND DURING MY SHOW. I HAVE A WORD OF THE DAY. WHICH DURING MY SHOW IS THE WORD FUCK! ITS MY SHOW AND THATS WHAT I WANT IT TO BE DURING MY TIME SLOT. I CAME UP WITH THE WORD OF THE DAY THEME AND ITS OK. IF PEOPLE SAY ITS OLD OR TOO OVERUSED, I DONT CARE. FEEL FREE TO USE IT. 2. MY SHOW ON WORLD ROCK RADIO IS AN EXTENTION FROM MY OTHER SHOW WHICH IS WHY THE NAME: "RAVEN'S" IN THE TITLE. MY OTHER SHOW IS A MORNING SHOW, THUS THE NAME EGGS & KEGS. SINCE IM ON PRIME TIME HERE, ITS MY SHOW LIVE (RAVEN'S EGGS & KEGS SHOW LIVE) 3. THURSDAY NIGHTS ARE MY BLOCK NIGHTS, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DON'T LISTEN. 4. I AM NOT A CHERRY TAP DJ, SO THEREFORE WHAT I DECIDE TO DO ON MY SHOW, IS UP TO ME. I CATER TO MANY PEOPLE WHO DO NOT HAVE CHERRY TAP ACCOUNTS AND THEY'VE BEEN LOYAL SPONSORS, LISTENERS, BANDS ETC SINCE I STARTED. SO IF THE LOUNGE SHOWS 10-20, BELIEVE ME, I HAVE WAAAY MORE LISTENERS. IF YOU FEEL IM TOO HEAVY FOR YOU, THEN DONT LISTEN. BUT KEEP IN MIND THAT LONG TIME LIS

Friendship
none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will poin

Why Do Some Men?
Why do some men have to always give mixed signles? Ive been interested in a man for over 2 almost 3 weeks now. One minute he makes it look like hes about to ask me out the next he acts like hes not interested in me at all. Hes confussed and said he was interested but he didnt want to take things to fast. But after telling him how i felt about me he told me he loved me. Hes only said it twice and not in the same day. We spend alot of time together. One minute he seems interested in me the next he acts like we are nothing more then friends. Its stressing me out. Its part of why im sure im sick to my stomach right now. I dont know where thinks are headed with this man. If they are even headed anywhere. Its bugging me to not know. I dont want to rush him. But I hate all the mixed signles. Either he likes me and wants to be with me or he doesnt. Either way I just want no I NEED TO KNOW! Not knowing is just becoming to much for me.

A Lil About Me
Im A Cali raised girl My folks road harleys long before I was born as did my Grandfather. I grew up with my parents working on maintaining their harleys and doing tweaks on them. I have also done the same would rather hunt fish ride or work in the garage before io went to the mall. Shopping bleck. I do engraving and I make paint and design parts for my harleys. Its therapy for me. I have and am into restorations and can do most i want due to the craft taught to me by a machinist. Also my job deals with why does something not work, I figure out what to cut where and how to make it function again or what thing needs to be placed where on a build. Im a project mgr. I teach classes for fun on PCs along with my sister and i do html code alot. Yeah a regular geek LMAO I ride more than i drive a car ..life is good *smiles* Im off to grab a shot of killer tequilla and take a presunset ride hasta l8trs

Just To Let You Know...
I'm going to make this a little short but to let everyone know, Angel got to come home today. Everything seems to be looking good now, her blood count is still a little low but it's ok. She also wanted me to tell everyone, Thank You for everything, she really appreciated it. Now, I'm going to spend sometime with my baby, it's been to long. Talk to everyone later. Blessed Be, Wildman

Time For An Aries Rant For No Reason
I'm tired of the same shit everyday. What is with this endless loop of redundancy it's enough to drive a man insane. I wish I had the power to liven things up every now and then, yes I do mean super powers! No joke I'm so tired of this real shit I'd rather be in the matrix or something or at least go there if I get bored. Maybe some fantasy land I can go to when I'm sleep or day dreaming. I ge tired of this flesh and blood sometimes. I know I've expressed this a few times before, but I don't want to ever grow old or die I want to stay this same age for all time. I'm not feeling this I need adventure and fun. One day soon all my dreams will come true. Realest

The Best Birthday Present
Yeah, so Wednesday is my birthday, so all I want for my birthday is eternal life and superpowers. Thats it, and ask me if I'm not serious, laugh a me request, do your worst, but I'm fareal. So if you have any argument to that, please let me know, I'm bored anyway let's talk. Realest

Bye
So as some of you already know i quit the SK family a few days ago!..Im not going to get into why though..but i was listening to music and i found this song...and OMG its ME and how i feel DEAD ON!.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com =(

Sex Sex Sex.....
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Not That It Matters To Anyone...
Kind of lost here right now. The woman I love just told me that she hasn't thought of us as together for a while now. Came as a bit of a shock to me. I knew she had been keeping me at arms length for a while but she would never say what was wrong until tonight. I guess I am back to being single again, still a bit of a shock to me as she was the reason I moved up here. Not sure why I posted this, no one bothers to read my blogs anyway. Sorry to bore anyone that does bother to read this one.

Please Bomb Her Pic
OK WELL MY CUTE LITTLE GOOBERS IS IN A CONTEST FOR THE CUTEST CHERRYTAP BABY IF YOU CAN BOMB HER PICTURE FOR ME IT WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATED....COME ON NOW SHE IS SUCH A CUTIE PIC JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE LINK.......I WILL BE SURE TO RETURN SOME LOVE TO YOU PROMISE.......THANKS A BUNCH....KISSES

Do You Believe The Bible Part 1
WHAT YOU WILL SEE YOU WILL ALSO SEE IN THE BIBLE PLEASE REMEMBER IRAQ IS BABYLON FROM BIBLICAL DAY In Revelation, Chapter 18, Verses 10 thru 13, God says: 10: Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas, that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come. 11: And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more: 12: The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble, 13: And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men. At the time this article is written, the merchants of the earth do not purchase gold, silver, pearls,

Chetters
Well first, my name is Jason and I am 6'5" blonde blue eys about 210 lbs. and very athletic. I am playing basketball 4 times a week right now and football on sundays and bowling league sunday nite. Not much time on my hands with that and my 3 boys on the weekends. Um.... what else would you like to know? Oh, I am with someone right now that I am very much love with, but our sex life has much to be that was jeff..or jason you know ....

Whatever Happened To The Golden Age Of Porn?
What ever happened to the days of porno movies with a plot? Remember when porn actresses were real? What I mean by "real" is that their bodies were 100% real...no fake tits, no facelifts, etc. Today's porn actresses could give Barbie a run for her money with the amount of plastic they have enhancing their bodies. Remember such greats like Christy Canyon (what a set of tits and a nice round ass to boot too), Annette Haven, Veronica Hart, Seka, Lisa Deleeuw, Ginger Lynn, Samantha Strong, Candida Royale, Deserie Cousteau, Vanessa Del Rio, Keisha...just to name a few. Also, remember when porn had somewhat of a plot to it? The movie would start, have it's sex scenes but at the same time had a story to go along with it. Today's porn just goes right into sex and more sex and even more sex. Ahhh....the good old days...

I Am
I AM... Searching for more of my kind.. Tired of feeling alone Wanting to belong. Wishing that one of my kind would find me. End my pain Give me the Dark Gift Eternal Life To be Immortal To be with my true family I AM... Tired of living a lie Living in the shadows Dealing with constant thirst Wanting more Not feeling whole Wondering if things will ever change Wishing my kind would find me End my thirst End my hunger Show themselves to me.

Love In Various Perspective
LOVE in Various Perspective Body: Message: If you love someone, set her free. If she/he comes back, she's/he's yours, If she/he doesn't, it was never meant to be... The New versions... Pessimist: I f you love someone, set her/him free.. If she/ever comes back, she's/he's yours, If she/he doesn't. as expected, she/he never was. Shakespeare: If you love someone, set her/him free... If she/he ever comes back, she's/he's yours, If she/he doesn't, here's the poison, commit suicide for her/him. Optimist: If you love someone, set her/him free... Dont worry, she/he will come back. Suspicious: If you love someone, set her/him free.. If she/he comes back, ask her/him why?! Impatient: If you love someone, set her/him free... If she/he doesn't comes back within some time forget her/him. Patient: If you love someone, set her/him free... If she/he doesn't come back, Continue to wait until she/he comes back. Playful: If you love someone, set her/him free..

Story No.4
We are out in the hot tub one summers evening just as the sun is setting, its nice and warm outside still. We have been foolling around a bit in the tub my hands over your body, tweaking your nipples and your hands running over my chest and then down towards my groin. You reach for cock which by now is hard under your touch, you start to move your hands backwards and forwards, i tell you to stop, you say no and carry on, i'm getting closer and closer and tell you to stop again, you ignore me and carry on. Fine I say and get up to go, you say your sorry and ask me not to go but I say its too late for that now and leave you in the tub. Once inside the house i run to get the things that i need for your punishment. I creep back outside to surprise you, you still have your back to me in the tub, i pull a silk scarf out of the bag of toys that i have with me and quickly tie it over your eyes, as i am doing it i notice a little grin cross your face. I take your hands and help you out of t

Silence
i lay asleep in my bed, the back door is unlocked as usual...u softly walk in and into my bedroom. Very carefully you run your fingers across my naked back....i stir but do not wake up..i turn over and you catch my hands and quickly tie them to the bed. upon feeling the satin tying my hands i start to wake up and feel your hand cover my mouth. You whisper in my ear not to scream and knowing your voice do as im told. You move down to take each ankle and tie them to the other end of the bed so i lay spread eagle and open to the world... next you look me in the eyes and touch my face. ever so gently you start to kiss me.. i close my eyes and am thinking about what is to happen next. You then get yet another piece of satin and blindfold me. Shhh you whisper as i go to protest. I want to see your face but you say im not allowed. You trail soft featherlike kisses down to my breast and take my nipple in your mouth and suck gently, while grabbing my other nipple and piching it hard. I take a s

From A Friend
I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School: drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

In Memory Of My Parents (rip)
I remember those days so long ago when the future seemed so bright and the world seemed to glow Life seemed to be so easy so carefree and wild but I now realize I had the eyes of a child How I wish for those days in the warm summer sun but lately it seems there is no where to run The cards have been dealt fate rears its ugly head the two people I needed most are now dead I try to pick up the pieces and look forward to tomorrow but all I can do is wallow away in my sorrow Life is so cruel what was God thinking slowly but surely I realize I am sinking The road is long and hard and its seems so very far so I look up to Heaven to find a shooting star I look for a sign I beg and I pray maybe I'll see it tomorrow but not today Some days seem bright others seem hazy my life seems a mess and I fear I am crazy I vow to myself that things will get better because the tears that I cry can't get any wetter Today is a new day I must pull m

Why Am I Here????
Why am I here ?I was asked that questions about 10 times last night. I dont even know that , but I know why Im not here.I am not here to find my true love,I honestly dont think I have one , I had the man of of my dreams and now were divorced , so it doesnt leave much hope for me in "true love".I will admit , I have found a couple of people that I have felt very deeply for and actually considered meeting them to see what happens on the real side of things, but that didnt happen .So i believe , what ever happens happens , Im just not looking for it. I look at my time here as a learning expierence.People need to know Im very emotional and often led by my emotions.So if you get to close and I start to feel for you , its best you back off.But I can assure you the chanses of that are very low.I honestly am not the person anyone should think of wanting to know better,Im complicated and confusing. Im not the fantasy type , Im the realistic type.I dont want online relationships , I have a

I Am Who I Am
sometimes I fall apart ,sometimes I feel to much,fall to fast and lose myself in the moment.I am more "unstable" then I am "stable". People that dont know me tend to think Im way to moody and way to sensitive.Yes , I am overly sensitive , and sometimes , just a little too moody,they say it just goes with illness.Yeah , Im ill , but , its who I am and its part of me .Makes the the crazy woman I am today ...yeah ..pun intended. On good days Im awesome , but on bad days , im toxic, which is the best way to describe it , just ask my best friend. What I dont want is concern , what I hate the most , is when people dont know Im "sick" they never think twice about the way I act or the way I feel. Its as if everything is different once they know.I hate having every feeling or emotion questioned , NO its not my issues , its just me.People use the illness as an excuse but its not , Maybe im just a bitch ;)Im me and yes I have issues , but dont judge me on that , and dont assume Im the w

And The Biggest Losers On Cherrytap Are...
Jellybean And ♥Tainted♥Love♥ For the following reasons 1. We are not point whores 2. Our Friends do not Comment our Blog or read them 3. Noone likes to rate and comment our pics! 4.Not even half of our friends are fans! Do you want us to be LOSERS? We Wanna be famous! We have been here since July 2006 so can all of you help get our names of the Loser list? Can you check out our Blogs and rate and comment our pics and Please Fan us? We really do rock! ♥Tainted ♥ Love ♥ Freaks & Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP

A Heartache
My heart aches when I talk to you My heart aches when I don’t hear from you My heart aches when I long for you I don’t know why You’ve taken over my thoughts I can’t explain You’re still a stranger Far away I want you close by I miss your embrace Holding you close My heart aches I miss you!

Sitting By The Pool
I'm still in Little Rock. If this seems like a long time to you, try to imagine how it must feel to me. Like maintenance men sucking the chlorine-filled fun out of a pool in October, this place is draining my will to live--to even smile. Yes, that simile was stretched too far to make sense, but I will neither apologize nor edit. I've spent a lot of time by the pool here. You would think that this would have made the trip more bearable. It hasn't. Why, you ask? Because the pool is empty. There is a thick layer of grime built up in the bottom of the pool, but no water. The fine staff at this fine hotel have no inclination to clean it out and fill it up. The empty pool is an apt metaphor for this entire trip. The T-shirts for this convention may as well read, "Disappointment at Every Turn. Little Rock 2007." Because of the lovely weather and the depression caused by sitting by an empty pool, I left the hotel and walked to a slightly skeevy place called the Underground

Can You Please Me??
You don't need diamonds and pearls... You don't need cars and "boy toys"... In order to keep me satisfied all you need is love. If you can love me, be faithful, honest and true, then you've got my full attention. You don't need dashing looks, the perfect body, or baby blue eyes. What really matters most to me, is who you are inside. You don't have to flatter me with gifts and compliments, just be sweet, caring, compassionate, and i'm putty in your hands...

News!!!!!
Hi guys!! I have some news! I decided to make a myspace.com profile! I left there before cause I just couldn't handle all the fakers!!! Well...after some thoguht, why let them keep me away!! Right? Anyways if you do myspace...please ADD me...I'm starting all over again! If you do spot a faker, please email me so I can try and get them deleted! MY MYSPACE PROFILE

You're So Vain
I was just reading through some of the bulletins today; this one bitching about that one, or someone cheated and got 13 extra points, or fan me-rate me-add me I'm a point starved whore... Wow... kind of makes me glad I live alone with my dog Gus. Amazing how cretinous people can be, all trying to be the biggest fish in the more often than not septic pond of CT. Just so you know? I could give a damn about points or ratings, except for the fact that it enables me to post more of my photography. It brings me personal joy to show others my work, and share what I see through the lens. The good part about that is, I've made a few honest to God 'friends'... what a novel concept on what's supposed to be a 'social networking' site, that's based more on aesthetics and immature carnal behavior than anything else. How in the world can you tell a person's personality or credibility by gawking at the size of their breasts? Lord knows a bigger phallus doesn't serve to make a single male of the spe

Best Spring Tag Contest Comment Bombing Pahse Has Begun...
I entered the Spring tag contest, and I need all the Comments you can give me. Any are appreciated very much. Would my friends and family members help me out. And anyone else who may read this bulletin. Thanks, ~Just Meee~

Divorce Letters Lol
Dear Wife, > > I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today, and that was the last straw. > > Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, then went straight to sleep after watching all your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want to have sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is I am gone. > > Signed, > Your EX-husband > > P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! > Have a great life!!! > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > Dear Ex-

Another Poem I Wrote
Red hair and deep dark eyes To her I am drawn it is no surprise A smile to make the angels weep Thoughts of this beauty invade my sleep Stunning in so many ways Sights of this beauty make my days With her smiles and looks the clouds do part This incomparable beauty could own my heart Drawn to her like a moth to the flame She alone holds the power to this soul tame Seeking her each and every time I am here I would live to hold such eternal beauty near Heaven in her eyes so dark and deep Such beauty is worth dreams of eternal sleep By R. Thomas Dinsmore I have no girl only dreams

Penis Tax
The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has two dependents and they are both nuts! HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2007 , the penis will now be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $300.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $250.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $150.00 3 - 5" Nuisance Tax $30.00 Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains. Anyone under 4 inches is eligible for a tax refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

More 10 Things In Life You Control
7. The environment you live in: Your house, the condition of your home, the town you live in, the amenities available to you are all things you can control, although some to a lesser degree )i.e., you decide to tolerate them or move someplace else). 8. Your fiscal situation: Having or not having enough money is a factor of what you make versus what you spend. 9. Your time: You choose how to "spend" your time and how much of your time to give to various activities. You'll never get more time than the 24 hours you're given each day. 10. Your legacy: All your actions, words, and knowledge that you share while you are living become the gift that you leave when you are gone. Finally. that's all folks

Why Am I Always Last In Line For Anything?
Why is it that I am the last to get everything but the frist to give everything to everyone? It always happens to me all the flippin time :( I may not be the best looking on the outside but dammit I am good looking on the inside.... I have a heart of gold and I give to everyone there is to give to anyone that needs help and wants my friendship....... but it just feels like I am never wanted for me and that I feel that I will be alone for the rest of my life! i wish i could just find someone that is in his faith as I am and goes to church like i do all teh time and wants to raise their children up in church like I am doing ...... If you have any advise for me please feel free to stop by and leave me a comment and give me some wise advise on this situation.... much love to all my lovelys

Saturday Night
How come you can be in a room full of people and feel like you are all alone. But when you are alone you can't feel like you are in a room full of people. Unless you have a white straight jacket on and padded walls. What does it mean to be a friend? Someone who you meet for a few minutes, someone you know for a day, a week, a lifetime. Even when you trust them even the best of friends come with conditions. Are your lovers your friends? Do they care, or what is it about you they like, need, want? What does it mean to be in love or to love someone? Because they are there in the morning when you wake up, because they always come home, because they know everything about you. What is it that you do not like about me? Hello I am staring you in the face- waiting for you to get it. to feel the same way about me as I do you. When is enough enough? When do you give up and give your heart away? If you give away everything you are and have to others what do you have left fo

Blonde Hair Vs Whatever Color My Hair Is Now
My dad and I got into a fight about my hair, lol. He thinks I should stop dyin it but if i do then my hair color will come back n that makes me a blonde. But i hate bein a blonde, idk what to do , shall i keep dyin it or let te blonde come back in.....

Picking Up The Pieces----movin' On
Starting to pick up the pieces, of what used to resemble my life. You live one way your entire life. Trying to act like a hardass, that nothing bothers you, scares you, or can get to you. Body with scars of cigg. burns and car lighters, the smell of alcohol lingering almost permently in a haze around me, since as long as I can remember. My MOther eventually left my abusive father. She met a 26 year old college boy, and basically moved into his campus apartment. She would stop by every week or so and made sure we had food. My older brother and sister went crazy. Partys at the house everynight, drugs and sex everywhere. I would take my little brother to attic and stay the night up there to stay safe and away from the addicts. As soon as I could, I left, and took my little brother with me. At 15 I worked, went to school, Had my own apartment. Raising an 11 year old boy, trying to teach him right from wrong. At 15 I wasn't even sure what was right. We got along with out help

Bored Bored Bored
Well i cookout today and everything turned out good. My nieces and nephews love it when i bbq. Later they asked if they could have a bonefire n the yard so i told em yes. they stayed till the coyotes started howling lol. So whats everyone up to tonite. Seems quite on here, not many folks talking.Lemmie know how everyone is doing

This Is To You..you Fuckin Cunt!! Leave Ldc And Its Master Out Of Your Dirty Little Mouth
Ok this woman GOTHIQUE TEMPTATION...got a little fucking problem all the sudden with the master of this family lord lestat...and now she wants to not only bring something up that happened 6 yrs ago but something that is in his past and isnt any of her fucking buisness to post on a public bulletin to ANYONE as well as...it wasnt his fault it was a false charge that should've never happened in the first place so plz comment and tell me what you think...OH YEAH AND GOTHIQUE LMFAO YOUR A CUTE LITTLE LOW LIFE WHORE ARENT YA YOUR FUCKING WRONG FOR WHAT YOU DID TO HIM YOU HAD NO RIGHT YOU SHOULD LEARN TO KEEP YOUR FUCKING NOSE STUCK UP YOUR GOD DAMN ASS WHERE IT FUCKING BELONGS....AND WELL LETS JUST SAY...YOU'VE FUCKED WITH THE WRONG WITCHES BEST FRIEND ;) HAVE FUN WHILE ITS THERE BECAUSE YOU WONT BE LATER IF I OR ANY OF THIS FAMILY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT...YOU'VE CROSSED THIS FAMILY AND ITS MASTER FOR THE LAST TIME OH YEAH AND KEEP THIS FAMILYS NAME OUT OF YOUR DIRTY FUCKING LITTLE MO

Rude And Inconsiderate People Just Piss Me Off
they ask for the world give nothing in return, and don't even have the decency to say goodbye before logging off. they are not worth my time, they are not worthy of me and all i have to offer.

Pyschoanalysis & Synopsis Of Haters Rating 1s To Pics
The Pyschoanalysis and Synopsis of Giving Low Ratings, Negative Comments or Bombing Its Actual A Good Positive Thing!!!!!! If you come to my page and rate me a 1, remember I still get points and level up. You are more than welcome to rate me 1 if you like. Rating means NOTHING to me and shows how important I am to you and how much of an impact I have over you. I personally don't need a group, clan, posse or to create multiple accounts to gang up on anyone. Anyone that does that is demonstrating their cowardness and weakness. As for me, I stand alone on my own with no backing up of anyone. That is proof of REAL courage, being FEARLESS and show that my mentality is strong and levelheaded. You can have or create 10+ multiple screen names or friends to torpedo my site. Any comments or rating of 1s, is still POINTS to level up and with 10+ or more screen names you create or have your gang of friends, come 1, come all, help me level up FAST!!! I welcome it, since rating 1 or 10, giv

Men Suck Big Donkey Dicks
I am sitting here trying to work and i get a phone call...I answer professionally. A man on the other end asks for someone named Tammy. Of course I tell him there is no-one here by that name. It took me a minute to realize who this person was that called. I had met him on another website about a week ago. He gav me his number and i called. He got his jollies.....end of story. At first i thought it was funny so i yahoo'd him and told him he better match the right woman with the right number....i get an IM back saying WHAT.....stop harrassing me.....Oh then it was on.....in no uncertain unladylike words i told him where he could get off. Then the asshole calls me back on the phone and wants to know who i am and so forth...then proceeds to cuss me out....I DON'T FU***** THINK SO...DADDY DIDN'T RAISE NO FOOL HERE...AND DON'T MESS WITH A TEXAS WOMAN...SHE WILL EAT YOUR LUNCH AND GO BACK FOR SECONDS......needless to say his name and attitude are posted all over my page as a warning....BITE T

.birthdays.n.random.stupidity.
dear cherrytap... please stop having my birthday without informing me and thereby making me older than i am. im not ready to embrace 32 yet. i have a hard enough time saying im 31. i liked 30 thank you. so stop it. please. cuz if not...i will be forced to kick you right in the nuts. which while it might be entirely pleasant for me...well hell you might like it too. *sigh* *sings* a very merry unbirthday to you! on another note. quite recently ive developed the ability to instantly become 'stupid girl' yannow the kind of person who loses their train of thought mid sentence... the kind of person who knows exactly what the word is they want to use...but its dangling out there on some random whatever ya callit..just out of reach. ya see that 'whatever ya callit' right there? yeah i know the word i wanna use...its in my brain...its just decided to dance out of reach...like an ass. Drea is giggling at me. *kicks her* hi...my name is Samm...and ima stupid s

Contest Update
Sexiest Woman in Red Contest This is where i wanna get a few fact straight At the begining of this contest i stated i could vote if bribed, as i have, and i am sure i will again This contest has been so popular there will now be a First & Second prize Prizes are "winner get a 2 personallized Salutes from me there choice of where!! & all cherry bucks i have made spent on her" & "Second place is one Salute" If anyone has a problem with this contest - please contact me Neil Ðj Ðãrk_Størm- Back Door Skivey @ CherryTAP Below is kind of an update on how everyone is getting on, and a bit of an explaination ♥ BADGIRL ♥ Has gained a total of 8325 extra bonus comments Due to numerous gifts ( Man's Ring, Spicy Gifts, Drinks, + others) Also awarded 500 bonus comments due to birthday

Cancers
Man, a lot of this stuff is amazingly accurate! Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home. Famous historical characters sharing this sign include Princess Diana (July 1), Nelson Mandela (July 18), and O.J. Simpson (July 9). Although many Cancer personalities make a real mark on the world, they are emotionally never far from home and hearth. Home and family give the Cancerian strength and stability, and the home is the safe "shell" that the Cancer individual knows he can retreat to after a long, stressful day. Cancer is strongly rooted and often thinks of the past, holding onto mementos and thinking about his childhood. Emotions run deep in the Cancer individual,

Be Safe And Blessed
I don't condone the war and I don't post everything asked but I do support the men and women who are fighting the war withthat said I am posting this I been a 1st. Lieutanant For Two Years and I held my positin faithfully, watched my crew and made sure they were safe. I had made Captain last night got the portable radio, the branco, and so forth. Last night I lost 4 of my memebers due to an explosion including my Captain and Fire Chief Which made me Captain.. Can You please post this for me here and here are the names of the fallen members: Peace Be With are Crew: 1.Todd March: Fire Chief 2.Jayson Galadia: Captain 3.Kieth: My Brother 1st Lieuantant 4.Dan: My bestfriend 2nd Lieutnanant My prayers go out to the families

Sweet Poem
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Hello
Hi Just thought i'd say "Hello" to everyone I try to get to everyone but a few slip through the net. Thank you to everyone you gave me sites address' and bits for my page. Should also thank a few of you for Saturday night you made it very enjoyable and fun. Any way in short pop by when you can and say Hi and I will try and leve some love too. TP x

Let Me
let me be the smile that crosses your lips in a silent empty room, let me lay in close beside you under a silver wishing moon, let me stay in your mind and dance with you where no one else can see, let me be your wish for tomorow, that you and me are We, let me sooth away your anger, let me kiss away your tears, let me chase away your deamons, let me love away your fears, i have seen your true sorrows, i have felt your true fears, i have suffered your anger and still kissed away your tears. my love for you is eternal each day i love you more, i am yours and wish for you, all you wish for me, and more, your eyes find life in me, therefore i live, your heart deems me worthy, therefore i give you feel my sincerity, therefore i am what i seem your mind dreams dreams for me, therefore i dream, your silent will becons me, therefore i am calm, your heart truley loves me, therefore i am.

Spring Is Here......
What a day, what a beautiful day Feeling the wind brisk, whispering in our ears like a lovely maiden, heightening our every sense. Oh, what a day, what a beautiful day Seeing bees, buzzing around roses and dandelions, this so rightfully interprets the day, a day of beauty, of passion. Oh, what a day, what a beautiful day Hearing, watching the children play, giggle, free from worries, free from harm Yes, yes, this is indeed a sign a sign of a beautiful spring day.

Drag Racing Loses A Great Driver
Eric Medlen August 13, 1973 - March 23, 2007 You Will Be Missed - But Never Forgotten SERVICES FOR DRAG RACER ERIC MEDLEN TO BE CONDUCTED IN INDIANA March 24, 2007 BROWNSBURG, Ind. - Funeral services for professional race car driver Eric Medlen, 33, will be held at 10 a.m. Wednesday (March 28) at Connection Pointe Christian Church, 1800 N. Green Street, Brownsburg. In addition to Wednesday's services, there will be a viewing from 6-8 p.m. Tuesday at the same church. Medlen succumbed to complications from a closed head injury four days after his drag racing Funny Car crashed during routine testing at Gainesville (Fla.) Raceway. A six-time winner on the NHRA drag racing tour, Medlen maintained his residence in Brownsburg near the site of the midwest shop facility that housed his race car and those of John Force Racing teammates John Force, Ashley Force and Robert Hight. According to JFR sources, flowers can be arranged through Queen Anne's Lace in Brownsburg.

They By Jem
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Who made up all the rules We follow them like fools Believe them to be true Don't care to think them through And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this And it's ironic too Coz what we tend to do Is act on what they say And then it is that way And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this Who are they And where are they And how can they possibly Know all this Who are they And where are they And how can they possibly Know all this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true That ignorance is bliss Who are they And where are they And how do they Know all this And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true That ignorance is bliss And who are they And where are they And how can they Know all this And I'm sorry

Song Of Love
Now dance this dance you know so well as stars gaze from above and dance this dance of fairies and sing this song of love Now see the scars of love torn dreams falling from my eyes take my hand and lead me through this pain i feel inside Flap your wings, my fairy girl and wait not for the morn for the night’s a cold and barren place and seldom comes the dawn Hold me close and set me free and warm this winter’s day for heaven’s shining from your eyes and heaven’s here to stay Now dance this dance you know so well as we roam the earth above and dance this dance of fairies and sing our song of love.

Enjoying Life No Drama Zone
Ok folks... now that ive started doing the blog thing... i feel some ranting is needed here!!! Ive noticed that some people on here have issues about others... ya know i understand that some people may not like others, but how can you judge someone by looking at stuff on a computer screen??? if your gonna make judgements, get to know the person in the flesh, not electronically!!! I came onto these sites to make friends, not deal with DRAMA. I get enough of that in real life. No one owns or is owed anything by anyone... just let people be people and enjoy the aspect that you can meet and get to know people from all over.... from this point on... if anyone of my "friends, family, fans" or anything has something negative to say about any of the others, they will be dropped from my site. I just want to have fun.... not take life seriously. ITS ALL ABOUT TAKING IT ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!!! (WONDER WHERE IVE HEARD THAT BEFORE?!!?!?) WHY CANT BE ALL JUST GET ALONG?!!?? THIS is a noti

My Great Uncle Ron G. Simmons
Shortly before Christmas 1987, Simmons decided to kill all the members of his family. On the morning of 22 December he first killed his son Gene and his long-suffering wife Rebecca by shooting them with a .22 caliber pistol. Thereafter he killed his three-year-old daughter Barbara by strangulation. Simmons dumped the bodies in the cesspit he had made his children dig at their home in Dover, AR. Simmons then waited for his other children to return. After their arrival, he told them he had presents for them but wanted to give them one at a time. First to receive her 'gift' was his eldest daughter, seventeen-year-old Loretta, whom Simmons strangled and held under the water in a rain barrel. The three other children, Eddy, Marianne and Becky, were killed in the same way. Around midday on 26 December, the remaining members of the family arrived for their Christmas visit. The first to be killed was Simmons' son Billy and his wife Renata; both were shot dead. Then their son Trae was strang

The Way People Look
i dont understand alot of things in what this world thinks as beauty im big and im beautiful if u dont like me dont talk to me of u dont like me dont look at me i have a heart of gold i will love you just dont fuck me over

Lost My Best Friend Before I......
2yrs ago my best friend and I had a huge fight that ended our friendship.I always thought of her and never kept her far from my heart.I missed her so much it hurt.I wanted so bad to pick up my phone and call her to say that how sorry I was but I didnt,I wanted her to call me first.One day the phone rang thinking "ok is the day that when I pick up the phone she will be on the other end" but it wasnt.It was her b/f calling me telling me that she had been in a serious car accident that took her life.I dropped the phone and fell to the floor in tears,as I picked up the phone back up I told her b/f why are you lying to me,he said he wasnt.I hung up the phone not knowning what to do because I didnt want to believe that it was true.3/25/06 was the last day I ever saw her as I laid her body to rest,regreting that I never made the phone call that was needed to say that I was so sorry and I loved her.So my message to everyone please if you have a best friend dont let anything get between that fr

.level.of.annoyance.
there is a high level of annoyance in my air today. n ive slowly come to realise...its just one of those things thats going to have to pass on its own. cuz theres no one to talk to about it...cuz quite frankly theres not a capacity to understand it...and i swear to christ if i read 'lol' one more time when attempting to express myself im going to reach thru the screen and throttle the person on the other end until their head flops around like an effin ragdoll. html is not my friend today. i dont know if its my settings or what not...but the things i want it to do...its not doing...and being quite obstinate about it. on any other site i'd have it finished by now. here? not so much. so instead of being that...*searches for the word* obsessive anal retentive perfectionist...not exactly the words i was looking for...but they'll do...i said eff it. sides when it comes down to it i hate going to a page to leave a comment n theres shitty music on n i cant get it to stfu. yes i ate a

We Are One
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I OFFER MY SELF TO YOU , AND FOR YOU MY MASTER , AND PLEDGE MYSELF TO YOU AS SLAVE IN LOVE AND OBEDIENCE , THE COLLAR YOU LOCK AROUND MY NECK WILL BE A SYMBOL OF OUR VOW, AND WILL SAY TO ALL OTHERS WE ARE ONE, TO LIVE AS ONE BODY , ONE SPIRIT, AND ONE MIND, ALWAYS TO LOVE AND PROTECT IN QUIET GRACE MY BODY IS ON FIRE AT THE THOUGHT OF YOUR TOUCH , A YEARNING AS NONE I HAVE KNOWN, AND WILL ONLY BE WHOLE WHEN YOU CLAIM ME AS YOURS, MY MIND IS NEVER STILL AS IT IS IN EROTIC TORMENT, AND IT LIES IN WAIT FOR OUR TIME OF CONSUMATION, MY LIPS BURN,EAGER FOR THE PRESS OF YOUR'S UPON THEM, A DESIRE THAT YOU NOURISH WITH YOUR DARKNESS, WE ARE A SURGING RIVER OF TORRENTIAL LUST , THAT RAGES AGAINST IT'S BANKS FOR RELEASE, AS WE ARE RELEASED FROM THE PAST TO BEGIN THE FUTURE AS ONE SOUL,

March 25,2007
well today has been a waste i slept in it has been raining for days! and my backyard is full of water! well hell my son loves it! as for me and my little family is doing good! As for the bulletin board i dont and will not get into reposting all of the stuff that is on there! as for my friends i hope everyone is doing good! Big James is going to have surgery on his shoulder so lets keep him in our thoughts! well that is it for today i hope everyone has a great evening! love kim

For Tattoo's And Piercing Lovers
DO YOU HAVE TATTOOS??? DO YOU HAVE PIERCING??? DO YOU LIKE TO JOIN??? I'M HOSTING THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST AND FOR BOTH MEN AND WOMEN... IT WILL LAST FOR ONE WEEK. at least 10 CONTESTANTS NEEDED. Serious applicants only....and this I mean Serious applicants,meaning you must have people to vote for you and you'll be responsible for advertising your self or your self. This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT. All you need to do is send me the link to your pic in a private message and I will enter it for you!! WildCat~ Founder Of (T.M.A.F)R8-FAN-ADD.@

My Wasted Sunsets
The day is gone When the angels come to stay And all the silent whispers Will soon be blown away And lying in the corner A pair of high heel shoes Hanging on the wall Gold and silver for the blues One too many wasted sunsets One too many for the road And after dark the door is always open Hoping someone else will show Someone is there waiting Behind an unlocked door Grey circles overhead Empties on the floor The cracks in the walls Have grown too long The slow hand is dragging on Afraid to meet the dawn One too many wasted sunsets One too many for the road And after dark the door is always open Hoping someone else will show

Shadows
The howling winds blow the trees are turning under total blackness, not a glow I hear the sounds of thunder A damp chill in the air shadows everywhere the rains drenches my hair but do you even care? The wind calls out my name beckoning me to go outside there is no one left to blame and no where left to hide They come for my soul evil creatures of the night my hopes and dreams they stole there was no way I could fight Giving up on love don't care anymore I will never rise above been here too many times before Evil beings on the hunt sick of holding back so I give them what they want and my whole world turns black Will never be the same all I feel is hate it was all just a sick game I gave in, it's now too late I go back into my shell it's my final retreat I am done living through this hell I hate myself, I gave into defeat

A Walk In A Mine Field
Its inevitable isnt it? You meet someone, male, female, klingon, whatever... and in the process of trying to get to know them, you have to tap dance your way through a fucking MINE FIELD left by others that tread before you! You cant call them at home because they wont give you their number... why? Some fucking retard made an ass of himself once and now there is a new policy! You cant call their cell phone because the last asshole they trusted with the number wouldnt take the fucking hint and stop calling at all hours of the day and night! They wont meet you for a drink because you could be a fucking AXE murderer! Ok, on this one I can hardly call "bullshit". Its a fucked up world out here, but I mean, you pick the time, and you pick the place and make it as public as you want.. I PROMISE I WONT BRING THE AXE! Nope... nada.. no dice. I understand caution... in fact if they dont have any and offer up too much personal info too soon... it kind of scares me.. I mean... who d

Men Have It Soooo Easy !!!!
I hate Monday Mornings...so today..I decided once the kids were off to school Id jump in the shower..relaxing ..I thought to myself..good way to start a Monday. Once in there I decided I should wash my hair, so shampoo..condition..anti frizz...then deciding it was still in need of softening ( due to a recent colour)..I put in a hair treatment..which required me to hop out of the shower for 15 minutes. Thats ok..I threw in a load of washing..while waiting for that to finish..then plucked my eyebrows for 10 excruciating minutes. Hopped back in the shower to rinse out hair treatment..hmm legs need shaving..and underarms..ok..while im in here..ill exfoliate, then cleanse my face. Out of the shower, moisturise..tanning cream...top lip hair removal. Noticed bottom of my feet were a bit dry..a seperate cream to prevent dry and cracking heels..hmm toenails could do with another coat of polish...in the meantime..feeling a burning sensation on my top lip..racing to the bathroom to wash o

Proud
hey just thought i would drop a few lines and tell everyone how proud i am about my fiancee and the tasks she has completed this week. first off let me start by saying that i have finally got to meet my new son.this makes two boys that i have now and i wouldnt change it for nothing. my fiancee and soon to be wife has had a pretty good task ahead of her putting up with me for almost 4 years thats right 4 years that alone shows alot cuz i havent exactly been the easiest to put up with but she has put up with me. im so proud of her she does a great job as a mom,fiancee,and as a house wife and still exeeds that. so thats why she at least deserves this blog and more. i will try my best to do just that. i love you baby and so does skyler and kyle(our sons to those of you who dont know)

Escape
Celestial sacrifice of the lamb Hold high above your head For the gods are taking their sacrifice Dance your rituals of praise Let the rapture bind around you Graces degrade the worthless Sinners crowd around you As they lye dieing Scream in pleasure of their dying day In a world from eden You find your way

I'm Depressed.....
Why is it that those i care for cherish an love always have to suffer so...i try doing so much with what im given but its never enough Why CANT I DO WHAT I WANT TO WHY CANT I TAKE CARE OF THOSE CLOSE TO ME WHY GOD FUCKEN DAMMIT WHY..... It pains me to see those i love in pain or suffering i want to help i want to take the pain away and make everything better.... I DONT CARE ABOUT MY WELL BEING ASLONG AS THOSE I CARE FOR ARE OK.....i dont care i jus want whats best whats right what i feel in my heart is true...

Clean Up Time
Well, I'm back and forth on this thing now. Trying to stay updated with it and see how ya'll doing. But, unfortunatly I have to do some claen up AGAIN, couse I do try to send people a message, but, not hearing back from you, so, let me know if you want to stay on, for I'm starting to clean up right now as we speak,,, Monday am 3-26-07,,,,,, So, give me a holla and let me know, if I DO NOT hear from you by Wed the 28 of March, I'll have no choice but to take you off. Sorry

My Day So Far
I got about 3 hours sleep so that sucks in itself. I gave my son a bath and then decided to hop on the computer. In the meantime of me mumming and rating, my clean son decides to knock the ashtray onto my nice new couch and then proceeded to smush cheetos into my bed. What a lovely damn day for me. I can't wait till he's 12 cause then he's doing all the house work while i smush cheetos into his bed.

Take It
You stare into the room, nothing there but space No sign of any message gone without a trace But I dont want your pity, if thats what you think Ill take my comfort from this hole Im sinking in Waste my time, drink my wine, take my money Thats alright, I dont mind but still, I'll try to be funny It dont make me good It dont make me mad It dont make me fly It dont make me happy Its nice here in this room, you would like it, yes you would Its got a bed, two chairs and a table, Id leave here if I could Theres a man standing up whos down on his knees Outside the cold wind sends a shiver through the trees On the line, left behind, under pressure Its so bad, leave me be, I dont want to get better, I no longer want to see It could make me good It could make me mad It might make me fly But it wont make me happy I dont care what you think but think about this It could have been somebody else, beware of what you wish Now the door is closed, locked and sealed And no

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition! Big Warning :(
ok.. normally i don't do videos like this i don't like naruto.. But due to things beyond my control i have a real feeling that this song is going to be perfect for today so your gonna have to deal with it.. yes its gonna be a long day and I have a feeling at the end of it I'm gonna be singin this to someone... oh boy.. not good for me :( here's hinder with How Long. Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking How long till this goes away I try to remember to forget you But I break down every time I do It's left me less than zero Beat down and bruised I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away I can't seem to get my heart over you Cause you creep into everything I do And now I'm dying to know How he touches you I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what'

Time
Tell me, am I a waste of your time Sitting here writting down what I feel inside Can you feel the hurt in my mind. Would you know, if i layed here and cried. Time, it ticks away the hours of my life Taking all that i am a little at a time Time, cutting into me, sharp is her knife I want to live..with you...thats not my crime. As another day starts and the past one ends I look at my time to see whom i have touched I've told you I love you, I tried to make amends Does it matter,....It really matters so much Time, it ticks away the hours of my life Taking all that i am a little at a time Time, cutting into me, sharp is her knife I want to live..with you...thats not my crime So when i am gone, and my time here is done Dont shed a tear, my next life has begun Look back on my words, let them ease your pain I'll be back in time to love you again.

Fan Lady Kaos Get A Vic Gift
Glitter Graphics WANT A VIC GIFT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS FAN ME..SMOOCHES LADY KAOS Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§ (LORD OF KAOS)CT WIFEY(((KOT)))FAN ME 1RST@ CherryTAP FAN

It's A Glorious Monday!
Sunshine and highs in the upper 70's - sounds like a winner to me, lol! Everyone is off to school without too much chaos ensuing. All the guys had friends over at one point or another this weekend. A few too many girls for my liking, lol! Had to give my Safe Sex lecture again, just for general principles. They seem to have inherited my "touchy, feely" tendencies, lmao! Oops! I'm sure Spring Fever is setting in as well. Such fun! Dakota, the 12 year old, wrestled in his last tournament for the season. Got a 4th place in his bracket, which is not too shabby. His weight is up enough that they bumped him up to a heavier bracket - lots of much bigger and older kids in that one. He held his own, though! Yep, I'm the proud Mom/Grandma! I'm so proud, I could bust! One of my infertility clients called to tell me she is pregnant! I am so very happy for them. Now to keep things going smoothly! That will be the hard part, I think. Belly dancing class tonight, so I won't be online much

Such A Lonely Day
What fun. I go tmy tivo about a month ago and just setting it up now. Gonna try and relax a little today. The mall all day yesterday tired me out LOL. I am just trying to keep busy:) Oh yeah...I have added a lot of new people who do not read or look at pics sooo.... I am 30 Years old I HAVE 4 kids. They act surprised....I don\'t hide it LOL! There are pics! anyhow..todays song is SOAD Lonely Day! Such a lonely day And its mine The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Should be banned This day that I can\'t stand The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Shouldn\'t exist A day that Ill never miss Such a lonely day And its mine The most loneliest day of my life And if you go, I wanna go with you And if you die, I wanna die with you Take your hand and walk away The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life Life Such a lonely day And it

Stress + Health
Well it all started.Friday afternoon.On thrusday where I live we switched over from Verizon to comcast for the Comps.Comcast is quick like lightning.i Love it.Now the Whole Problems with my internet is we are useing a B.Broadband Router.An a B seems to be Obsoleete.I require a G Broadband Router.But since I am relatively new on the internet,I'm not suppose to know anything computer related.According to my buddies wife,Tech Support,Comcast Installer an myself are all wrong we don't no what we are talking about.They constantly berate me.Now this Fuckin bitch argues Ice conditions with me.I can not be right on any mater she Totally knows it all.On friday one of the puke Lazy Ass Teenagers ,started screaming at me for unplugging the Modern,where as my friend Ken,whom owns the house unplugged the Modern not knowing any better.now this fuckin piece of shit Bitch,came after me yelling cause she got disconnect talking to her mother on the phone.wouldn't believe it wasn't me who did it.after th

In Memoriam
ALL TRUE!!! NOW WE SIT ON OUR HANDS AND WATCH HISTORY REPEAT IT SELF!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL OUR MEN AND WOMEN IN UNIFORM WHO ARE ATTEMPTING TO STOP HISTORY FROM BEING REPEATED!!!! IF THEY DON'T STOP IT THERE, YOU WILL BE DEALING WITH IT AT HOME!!!!! Please read the little cartoon carefully, it's powerful. Then read the comments at the end, and please - forward it! We cannot, we must not, ever forget what happened in Europe over 60 years ago, because it could happen again. Anyone, any group, could be the target. It has been said that those who refuse to study history are doomed to repeat it. In this case, those who are attempting to rewrite history are probably planning to repeat it! The hatred is already there, in place, taught to the children from infancy, with promises of glory and honor to those who carry out the plans. Forewarned is forearmed, and I'm doing my small part by forwarding this message. I hope you'll do the same. In Memoriam

Nkotb
OK so this is my New Kids On the Block Blog. I was crazy for Donnie back in the day. Say what you will but these guys definately impacted the music scene! So lets look back: Now if i knew in 10 years hed be balding etc i would have been a very sad girl..HOWEVER...he had a brother...who is still yummeh! ok im done...heres some new kids vids OMG...this brings it back

There Comes A Time In Everyone's Life Where You Just Gotta Cut The String.....my Times Come.
So those close to me know that this last couple of months have literally been hell for me.... But you know what? Im fine now....really...i am... im not hurting anymore, my heart is finally healing, thanks to alisha, michelle, shawntel, and of course Dahlia... You came into my life at just the right time and right place.... in just 2 days of standing and talking to you, youve healed my mind and my heart. Its amazing thats all it took from you...just a few minutes of conversation...thank you so much for that and im looking forward to our future.... Also many thanks to my online friends on here, you guys have all been great......thank you so so much to angela and jon for helping me out with summer...you guys are the greatest!!! And finally, to seal the coffin of all of my pain and sorrow of the last couple of months, i close with a sample of one of the greatest DANZIG songs out there..... =--this goes to all of the sacrifices ive made, all of the blood and tears ive poured

Straight To Your Arms....
he calls her up at 3 am, "sorry baby. didn't mean to wake u up so soon. just want u to know that i got here. just got the key and checked into the room. "weather's nice here, no snow and ice like there in boston. glad i got to come this time of year. only thing i am missing is u darlin. just had to say i love u and with that u were here.. AND.. my love, travels every mile my love, u make my heart smile does not matter where i am or how long we're apart. you'll always be forever with me... my love will alway find its way staright to ur arms. they call him up at 3 am "i'm sorry.. when can u get here mr. stone? there's been a complication with ur wife sir. she needs u here she dont want to be alone." he hopped upon the next flight to boston. ran fast as he could through those double doors. he looked and saw his newborn baby crying. and the doctor held out a letter saying.. "this is urs".. AND IT READ... my love.. will travel every mile my love... you always m

I'm Sure.
As you all know I haven't been around lately do to my sister coming to town,, now she asked if it would have been alright fer her an the kids to stay one night which I didn't have a problem with,, then she was to stay with me fer one but I'm sure you all know how it turned out the kids didn't wanna stay at their grandmothers so she went an got em and didn't get back here till around 9-10 last night,,, some what pissed me off cause she knew that John was on day-turns.. Well I said a few words to her about it and needless to say when I got up this morning she had taken off without a goodbye or fuck you,,,owell I don't give a shit. I said it was o.k. fer the two days but she was exspecting to stay the whole week knowing what I told her...Then she tried saying that John was trying to kill her because he turned off the switch to the breathing system in which she uses,,, now I know better but anyways I am done with my family all they do is cause trouble....

Dream-land
Dream-Land by Edgar Allan Poe By a route obscure and lonely, Haunted by ill angels only, Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT, On a black throne reigns upright, I have reached these lands but newly From an ultimate dim Thule— From a wild weird clime that lieth, sublime, Out of SPACE—Out of TIME. Bottomless vales and boundless floods, And chasms, and caves, and Titan woods, With forms that no man can discover For the tears that drip all over; Mountains toppling evermore Into seas without a shore; Seas that restlessly aspire, Surging, unto skies of fire; Lakes that endlessly outspread Their lone waters—lone and dead,— Their still waters—still and chilly With the snows of the lolling lily. By the lakes that thus outspread Their lone waters, one and dead,— Their sad waters, sad and chilly With the snows of the lolling lily,— By the mountains—near the river Murmuring lowly, murmuring ever,— By the grey woods,—by the swamp Where the toad and the newt encamp

Adoration To My Mistress
Adoration to my Mistress The lifestyle of discipline and service, Only few knows... A Larks head harness tied beneath my clothes... A servant unto Mistress... A slave to her needs... At her side, or on my knees... Oh, Mistress bend my will, for this boy is eager to please... HOllOW

Another Day
another day, another dollar except im off today...lol...anyways just bored today and dont have anything to do..i have a new job as of today, wooo hooo... more money, like 3 dollars more a hour!!! been busy the last couple of days here.. had a lot of fun and good times :-) ac is still broke and the men have been taking their sweet time fixing it..house is dirty and dog hair is coming out the wahzoo...anyways who cares...

Fuck... Fuck.. Fuck...
OMG.. I HATE THIS.. I HAVE TRIED TO HARD FOR SO LONG.. AND NOW IM RIGHT BACK WHERE I STARTED.. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.. IT HAD BEEN TO LONG.. TO GOOD.. I HAD BEEN TO HAPPY.. THATS NOT REALLY HOW IT GOES.. WISHFUL THINKING RIGHT.. I REALLY HATE THE PERSON I AM.. EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.. THE WAY I LOOK.. THE WAY I TALK..THE WAY I THINK.. THE THINGS I DO.. I HAVE ONCE AGAIN GOTTEN IN TO MY OLD GROOVE OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH.. AND IT FUCKING SUCKS.. I JUST WISH I KNEW HOW TO MAKE IT GO AWAY.. SEEMS LIKE I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING.. THINGS THAT SHOULD WORK..AND THINGS I KNEW WOULDNT... BUT YET HERE I AM...AGAIN.. TRYING SO HARD TO FIGURE OUT WHY IT IS SO FUCKING HARD FOR ME TO BE HAPPY WITH ME... I GET SO FRUSTRATED.. I DO STUPID SHIT.. THINGS THAT HURT PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME... I DONT THINK ABOUT SHIT.. SO I AM GOING OUT OF TOWN FOR THE WEEK.. SPENDING SOME TMIE WITH MY SISTER.. HOPING TO GOD I CAN SNAP OUT OF THIS SHIT.. SO WE WILL SEE.. ONLY TIME WILL TELL RIGHT.. WELL HOPEFULLY IT TELLS ME W

Need Some Prayers.
Hey everyone. For all of you that have faith in prayer and even those of you that don't I need your help. My little sister was admitted into the hospital today. Can y'all please keep her and my family in your thoughts. I will keep you posted on how she is doing thank you all so very much from the bottom of my heart. Her Name is Elizabeth. there is a pic of her in my family photos on her wedding day.

Working On Profile
Hey There...I just wanted you all to know I am working on my profile still. I have many more things I am going to add, looking for a host right now, I have an awesome 3m Speed Racer (remix) I want you all to hear when you visit. {Giggles} I am so proud of it. This stuff is time consuming + I can't get my yard mowed {which I should be doing right now} however; I'm here playing...Oh-h and I have a sink of dishes too. {Giggles} I am a Wonder Woman FAN & collector, I also have a secret signature. I hope to make you laugh or at least smile. All my pictures tell a story, it may be vague but once you get to know me, you will know exactly what I am keystroking about. {Giggles} 1 April is my 15 year Wedding Anniversary! I have met some really FUN & swell people here at CherryTap!~ Ten of my online friends,I have known over a year. They truly know me. "I Love You Guys!" Ha Ha Ha I really enjoy leaving picture comments on my friends, family & fans profile. {Giggles} I want more

My Love For U
By: Allen (our bodyguard :) Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you I Love You Jamie

Silly Wishlist
Just sorting out things I want based on how useful they really are...figureing out how much they cost...so I can then decide what I can actually afford here soon... I have too many junk blogs on myspace so I'm sticking it here so I don't have to hear the complaints haha... scanner - how much do those cost? Oh well I need one for my artwork...badly...heh... Computer - I know...expensive...needs to be done...but will leave me flat broke...*sigh* this one is only good for web surfing and threatens to overheat every 5 min lol...fans are working...so I dunno...but I need a new/good computer and if I ever get around to building it I am gonna bash this one to bits... hairfix- my hair is driving me crazy to the point I am going to shave it and ruin my dream of growing it down to my bum (like i always do)...so I need to invest in screwing up the color instead haha...this may range from 30 - 50 bucks though...bleh... fetish heels- I've been drooling over these shoes for the longest

It's Wax! I Swear!!!
Yesterday I was bored. Therefore, I made an art project using some keyboard keys, a monitor, and some white wax:I call it "Conversation Masturbation."tag: art, computers, crafts, fun-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

'sorry I Saw Your Weiner'.
go figure. typical nay and dee bullshiznit. start from the bottom. the top part is the funniest. "I was soooo fucking embarrassed! Now the fucking police department has a pic of it. great. === 'Cupcake' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 14:16:05'.. > > HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!! > oh my fucking gaw! > i think i just pissed myself, laughing. > thats the best shit ive ever read! > === 'Nay' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 14:14:09'.. it was only 30 bucks, but still...I'm a fucking broke ass, and that was my gas money. If asked, I will gladly press charges against his ass! The funny part was when the sheriff laid out everything in my wallet, and took pics, there was a note inside that said 'sorry, I saw your weiner' and 'is a banana really a fruit?' I don't remember putting that in my wallet lol. === 'Cupcake' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 14:11:16'.. > > he ATE your money? > thats fucking WEIIIR

A Poem, I Found.....(heart Broken)
A poem I found today.... Nothing special... THERE WAS A MISTAKE IN THE LAST ONE...HERE IS THE CORRECT ONE... HEART BROKEN I STAND IN THE SHADOWS. HANDS TO MY SIDE, HEAD HUNG LOW. WITH THE WOUND ON MY HAND. A BLOOD STAIN ON THE SAND. I LOOK INTO THE SKY WAY UP HIGH. I SPROUT WINGS AND FLY AWAY, I AM AN ANGEL, I AM ONE TODAY.... ____________________________________________________ TODAY IS JUST A DAY... OF THOUGHTS, NOTHING SPECIAL. I'M LOST AND CONFUSED... I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, WHERE IT'S GOING... HOW I LOST IT... OR WHERE TO FIND IT... I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS EVER MINE TO LOSE TO BEGIN WITH...OR WHY I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE DIFFERENT.... OR WHERE TO BEGIN ANYMORE.... DOES IT MEAN A START OVER OR... AM I JUST MISUNDERSTANDING IT ALL? SINCERELY, ~LOST IN A STATE OF CONFUSION, DESTINED NEVER TO BE FOUND~

To Clear Things Up
I don''t know why sometimes that peopel have the idea that everything that happens with you revolves around them..but I'm tired of bein gthe one to stay silent to save face. After the convetion here in Texas, I had a fan start me a group...and this is only the begining... Just as I had another fan suggest I start selling playing cards of myself. I'm always flattered when someone does this for me..Of course he needed help with the group because he doesnt know o fall my accomplishments and such so he handed all of the info over to me..but I had to then hand it over to my assistant..I figure I'll go there afew days a week and see what's going on. Somehow or another, a person that I used to work with, got it in THEIR heads that this was all for them..that my fan that came out to see me (well, one of them) decdied to conspire against her by starting me a fan group....Does this make sense to anyone...? If it does..please explain it to me!

I Love You
My baby, I never thought I’ll this feeling ever again, Falling so deeply in love, Missing someone so much, Loving someone so much... I thought I’ve lost all those, My baby, Just want to be with you, Be loved by you and loving you, Growing old together, That is my only wish... I wish for my wish to come true, My baby, I LOVE YOU I do and I’ll always will, Not for the rest of your life but mine, And it's a promise...

Sesson 1, About Me.
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only

Fate Sometimes Kicks You In The Face
My room mate and her boyfriend are suppose to get married Wedensday night.He found out today that he has bone cancer in his neck.Everyone is understandably upset by this news.The only thing I could tell her was not to fall apart now because no matter how scared she was he had to be 10 times more frightened.I told her to save her tears for later and to live her life with him for as long as she could and be happy.I know that would be hard for anyone to do,but there will come a time for tears and anger later.So the only thing I can do for them both is be here when they need me.

What Is Real And True?
How do you know when love is real and true? Does it have a sadness to it? Do you feel a little sad when you think of your love? Or do you have nothing but happiness at the thought of him? Can you truly feel sad and happy at the same time? I think of you and I do. I am happy that I have you and sad that you are so far. I guess the trick of it all is to not allow the sadness to overpower the happiness. I need you to know that my love can travel the distance and not waiver in its course. That is the happiness i feel. The sadness needs to know that your love can overcome such an obstacle. I give to you myself.. closing my eyes and trusting you will always be there. The hurt that may come of this.. the sadness that may take over.. will never be more than the happiness i feel while you are mine and i am yours. That is how I know that the love is real and true. I will risk all for just one moment of pure happiness in your heart.

The Thing With Being Single
is when you get back from the doctors office and you have noone to talk to about what happened when you have other things going on and noone to haggle back and forth with.When there'a all that money and noone to share it with.Dreams that never get shared when they come true...Just a few random thoughts going thru my head...

Becoming Illegal
Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 HartSenateOfficeBuilding Phone (202) 224 3254 WashingtonDC, 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer >>of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the. Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a

Home
I got called out of work at 11am this morning, as I got a phone call from the secretary at my mom's school. She told me how she was sick, her blood pressure was really high, and that if I couldn't come get her and take her to a doctor, then they were calling an ambulance or would take her themselves. I obviously left school, thank goodness I had a workshop today, and no kids, and picked her up. I took her to the hospital where they were worried she was going to have a stroke. I don't want to rehash the whole hospital experience, but she is ok. She is home and the doctor said she was fine. She has to go to at last 2 more doctors tomorrow, her primary and we're trying to find a neurologist. They want her to have an ultrasound done on her carotid artery to make sure that she is fine. Please say a prayer for her. I'm exhausted, but trying to keep positive. Why do parents have to get older??

.trees.n.stuff.
so im eating this organic granola...and its horrific...my homemade is so much better...i dont understand...why on earth...they would box something so disgusting and call it food. so i ventured out n about for a bit today...nothing to far or anything...cuz i dig trees...so i hadda take some pictures...cuz im me n stuff...n then kids in trees...and toes in leaves..etc etc etc i hadda go to the rental office n yell at them cuz they couldnt be bothered to call maintenance after 2.5 hours of moms toilet bein all jacked up. good thing i live nearby...otherwise im pretty sure she would have peed in a cup and handed it to them...ha tomorrow...im going to Mt Lemmon. cuz of the trees. cuz i just...yeah i have a thing for trees. ima make moms come with me...after we take Poe to the vet to have her staples removed...so that should be good sauce...cuz the views up there...are to die for. omg...theres dried blueberries in this nonsense they call food...i think ima vomit. i despise bluebe

Why
I need to raise my head but I don't know how. I wish someone could help me, please tell me now. Why am I so down over men in my life? Why do I try so hard to be someone's wife? Why can't I just focus on the kids that I have? Raise my hands to God and be thankful and glad? I try not to cry but I'm in so much pain. Why can't they all hurt and just feel the same? I just wish I could stop worrying about everyone else, and just pay attention to God, my kids, and myself...

Rain Sucks Ass
My house flooded. No fucking shit. Water actually came into my house. It's not crazy flooded but it's still going to be a bitch to deal with. Did I mention that insurance companies are a pain in the ass? :) This is going to be a fun week, I can already tell. I need a beer.....

This Weekend.....
Well this weekend was.... OK So on Saturday it was racing day and got the bike all ready to race and we took it to the hills to make sure that we were all ready, so did some racing with some of the guys... So then went to the track and well....The first race was kick ass and so was the 2nd and 3rd....BUT then came the 4th....Not so well....Came down hard and the bike flipped on me and well needless to say that i broke 2 ribs and didnt break my jaw BUT i did hurt it that i cant talk or eat...The pain pills are great! But it sucks so damn bad because i missed all the racing yesterday and today...So all i want is that for the ribs to heal so i can race again on the bike.. So not being able to do anything for awhile SUCKS ASS!!!

Does Everything Really Come Up Flowers In The End?
I have been trying my best to look forward but so far nothing but trouble has come my way. Here I am world im ready and willing to do what it take to succeed even if it means losing who I am at heart. I dunno what do you think?

She Is Proudly Wearing My Collar
On the night of Saturday, March 24, 2007... I presented My Collar to My princess snippy, she gracefully, smiling and with her cheecks blushing, offer her neck to her Mistress in acceptance.... It is a beautiful Silver Omega necklace, with a heart with little cristals and the matching earrings... just look beautiful on her. From that day on, the compromise took a deeper meaning... she's been Collared to Me, she is My posession, she belongs to her Mistress M, body and heart... she is My most precious possesion, she is the owner of My heart and slave of My dominion... my beautiful princess.... she is making me very happy :)

Her
Breaking the stone that surrounds her heart. A future love, a brand new start. She's paid her spirit for the debts of her past. For only the hope of a love that will last. She stands tall, two children she did bear. Now there is only one to which she must care. A son to carry the on the family name. A daughter she hopes one day will find fame. She faces every day with a new found hope. The daily challenges alone she must cope. To be her strength when life becomes a burden. For her, my heart is forever certain. My arms for her are forever open. To hold and comfort when her heart broken. When she crys, wipe her tears away. For by her side is where I'll stay. © Diesel - Mark

Confusion Sets In...
It's my first blog WOOHOO! Ever had a really good friendship with a member of the opposite sex that you never would've even thought about taking to another level and than oneday you found yourself looking at that person in a way you never had before? Well thats where the confusion sets in... I have this really great guy friend that I've been developing a really awesome friendship with and up until recently, hanging out with him was just that, building a really awesome friendhip with a really awesome person, and up until now I never would have thought about taking it any further than that as far as that deep emotional level is concerned. However, This last time we hung out was a little different... for me anyway. After a great night of frozen margiritas, jokes, and excellent conversation, I found myself sitting in the passenger seat of his car looking over at him and wondering... ... is it possible? I have no idea how he feels or if he's ever thought the same when he lo

Facemelter
I once knew the dying man. His life was full of regret. His skin was the color of leprosy and mold. Years had stained permanent circles around his eyes. Gravity weighed twice as heavily on him. He felt her eyes judging even years after her death. She loved it when he feared. He loved it when she died.

Contest Contest Contest....lol....
Yes you guessed it the contest is still going and yours truly needs all the help he can get..lol... so by all means fell free to follow the links n stop on by and support your local clown......Thnx...lol..... [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3624610449 ]

The Blessings In My Life
I have been blessed in so many ways that I have lost count. The most precious blessing I have is my 3 angels, I am so very proud of them (due to this being my playground their pics wont b posted here though) they give me a reason to smile even on my darkest days. They have kept me young at heart and i have realized being away from them how precious the little things are.

*dedicated To My Friend*
Well I decided to write down some feelings I have at the moment. I was missing my buddy in art class so I texted him. He is very close to me probably closer than anyone I met. He is like a brother. So he called me in class and I took the call cause the teacher is a twat thank you art teacher you make me hate art now :-D stupid bitch anyways it was Ky...he told he he was not going to be in class for 2 weeks..at that moment I felt like my eyes were going to tear. My heart stopped beating and I was not sure what to say. I knew something was wrong as soon as I heard the words "My cancer came back.." leave his lips everything stopped. Just sitting here writing this down is making me tear. You really have no idea what is it is like until you experience it. I hope for the best of him. He truely does amaze me. Being 20 years old, and experiencing cancer and many other issues is rough but he pushes himself to sit in college and to go to work. He is truely someone I will always look up to. You

Darkness Within, And Without
Darkness, Within and Without When all the words rehearsed are gone, and lost within the silence; the beauty of the moments past are seen thru dreams of violence. Imposters masked as Strength and Pride move cautiously thru the streets, precious uncertainties subdue the mind absorbed in where they shall meet. The fragile and the anxious ones are softened now and quiet, the torment and the passions sought bring sin and shadowed riots. © copyright KG. 2007

Definately Funny!!!
A woman that says what all women wish they would have thought of in a letter to the Always Maxi pad company. LMFAO Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years And I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few mi

To Kill An American
THIS WAS WRITTEN SOME YEARS AGO & WHICH IS STILL IMPORTANT EVEN TODAY... There was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote the following to let everyone know what an American is, so they would know one when they found one. An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian or Arab. or Pakistani, or Afghan. An American may also be a Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America, they are free to worship as each of them chooses. An American is also fre

News!!!!!!!!
To all Family and Friends i just found out yesterday that there is a problem with my thyroid, It may be cancer and maybe not I am still on here to take my mind off this problem untill they are for sure which it is...I am on and off here all the time. just so you know if I pop on then off, having to give lots of blood yu uk . i hate needles, but anyway luv ya'll *muah*

Monday Night Raw
so anyways, most of you already think im insane, so im not too worried about it, but ya'all prob didnt know that im a freak when it comes to WWE -- so anyways, im watching RAW last night, when it happens....i've been waiting for weeks for it and i finally got what i've been waiting for last night!!! HBK, Cena, Batista, and the Undertaker all headed to wrestlemania sunday, all in the ring last night....HBK told Cena that he'd never see it coming, and hell, no one else did either, i know i didnt , i missed it when it first happened, had to wait out the commercial break for the replay, i almost lost my mind during those 2 1/2 mins. LOL -- but then there it was....that sweet chin music we've been waiting for....SMACK!!! Cena never saw it coming!! I FUCKING LOVED IT!!! I'VE WAITED SOOOO LONG FOR HBK TO GET THAT DONE!!! it was incredible.....i almost cant wait till sunday...cause im sure alot of you aren't HBK fans like me, and im sure alot of you are just waiting for Shawn Michaels to go do

I Loved You Before I Met You
i think before we met, i knew you Maybe we met in our dreams.. Or maybe we were lovers in a time before, But, i'm sure, i must have known you, somewhere. When i look at you, you remind me of something, but i have no idea what.. When i hear your voice.. it's like finding something i have lost I think i loved you, because i love you now.. and how can that be, we don't really know each other? I have loved before... and it never felt like this, something is happening.. Maybe it isn't the love your used to.. Maybe it is more special than that, maybe it has more meaning, because it's so different, maybe it's a love i never even knew about, I love you.. and i probably will, again The next time around

What?...
Can someone just tell me what the hell happened here..... Readie Edd...: next time think before you speak. miss balhhhhh!! ->Readie Edd...: your a moron fuck off Readie Edd...: i'm being an ass that's all. who pissed in your wheaties. this isn't saved by the bell popularity contest. live a little fuck!! ->Readie Edd...: what the fuck are you talking about? Readie Edd...: by the sound of it , it sounds like your hard at work. so did clock in before you came on? LOL!! ->Readie Edd...: yeah its ok i guess Readie Edd...: are you havein' a good day so far? it's going down...LOL!! ->Readie Edd...: fine thanks... Readie Edd...: how you doin' miss lady? ;-)

Friends
ive been on cherrytap for some time and it makes me sick to think that when u think u have a friend and then u turn around and u dont.im tired of the games..if u want to be my friend thats fine and if u dont then leave me alone

I'm An Idiot...
Once again I managed to go and completely ruin a good thing... I opened my mouth and said something I probably shouldn't have. I ruined a great friendship in the process... Oh everything that was said was completely innocent, but the timing was horrible. Now I am one friend less and completely disgusted at myself for just being me. I just don't know what it is about me... I can never say the right things at the right time. It could go back to the depression/anxiety, who knows... I just know that I always seem to be on the wrong end of poor timing. I don't know if I scared her off because of my nervousness or if I just said the wrong thing... What ever it was I feel absolutely horrible about the whole thing. =-( What hurts the most is that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore or even be friends... I messed things up bad enough, I was lucky that even told me that much. It did lessen the hurt some what that she did tell me something though... I mean, it almost

Happy Hour Stash Points
Rating stashes during Happy Hour is the fastest way to gain points! Each Thumbs Up equals 4 points for you and 4 points for the owner of the stash! Even when it's not Happy Hour, 2 points for rating a stash beats 1 point for comment bombing! LOL Below is a list of my friends with large stashes. Check out your own friends too! It's interesting to see what you do or do not have in common with your friends! okiegirl7262@ CherryTAP 2700+ items in stash Thedarkone@ CherryTAP 2500+ Lotta Metal videos in there :-) AUSSIE ASSASSIN@ CherryTAP 2400+ ¸¸.·*´¯`~Mystikal~´¯`*·.¸¸Mistress of Beggars and Lepers of Lestats Dark Covenant Family@ CherryTAP 2180+ Pamela 1930+ ~Tima~I.B.I.C.~DarkMoonFamily~@ CherryTAP 1850+ Sweet Okie Brat~Whips and Chains Society~@ CherryTAP 1270+ ~~Oklahoma Cherokee ReeStar~~rate, fan and add me....choo choo@ CherryTAP 1180+ Celticrose hoping you have a great day! :o)@ CherryTAP 1180+ ~Gothic Rose~Godde

Cassies Ramblings
I am having trouble saying in this what I really wanna say so please bare with me and I hope this makes sense.. It might just be the ramblings of a fool.. I am a person who has dealt with alot in my life and I feel it has made me stronger and in some ways weak.. I grew up with a mother and father till May of 1972 when my father passed away. My childhood at the time i felt was normal and later found out that not all families deal with those problems like I did. My mother married at a young age and had 6 kids before she knew it.. After May 1972 she raised 4 of 5 kids alone. My dads parents took my oldest sister and refused to let my mom have her back. In 1973 she had another baby which made her raising 5 kids alone... She worked hard to make sure we had everything we needed in life.. My father was an alcoholic, and he abused my mother. My grandparents on my dads side made life hell for my mom.. They tried at every turn to take us away from our mother.. It didn't work thank god. Noone i

Global Warming
Justin Rood Reports: Bush administration officials throughout the government have engaged in White House-directed efforts to stifle, delay or dampen the release of climate change research that casts the White House or its policies in a bad light, says a new report that purports to be the most comprehensive assessment to date of the subject. Researchers for the non-profit watchdog Government Accountability Project reviewed thousands of e-mails, memos and other documents obtained through Freedom of Information Act requests and from government whistle-blowers and conducted dozens of interviews with public affairs staff, scientists, reporters and others. The group says it has identified hundreds of instances where White House-appointed officials interfered with government scientists' efforts to convey their research findings to the public, at the behest of top administration officials. The report is slated to be released tomorrow at a hearing before the House Science Committee

Youtube Politics . Org - "operation America Rising"
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Mar 27, 2007 11:10 AM "Operation America Rising" will be the largest support the troops rally in history. On 07-07-07, people will meet in the every State's capitol for fun, music, and speeches. The American soldier will see their Country stands by and supports them. Proud Americans will show their love and appreciation. Instead of being a pot filled, bongo drum beating anti this and anti that rally, this will be a pro troop and proud gathering of Americans who support our soldiers that are fighting for our freedom all over the world. We have several "State Leaders" in place now, but we need more volunteers from every state. Something of this magnitude requires a lot of help. We need people to spread the word all over the internet, help organize, and to contact media and prominent leaders. Soon, in the Real American Online Store, a very popular conservative site will have "Operation America Rising

The Island
"The Island" Before I arrived here, people said, "it's nothing but misery." I observed my surroundings, and it didn't seem that way to me. It appeared to me, exactly how it was explained. A place where you are physically and mentally trained. I give forth 110% each and everyday, To build my mind and body, the Marine Corps way. the Drill Instructors work hard to complete their mission. Those who can't cope, leave in the fetal position. They teach us all sorts of knowledge and drill, And then our trademark of how to kill. One needs Honor, Courage, Commitment, and Dedication, One also needs some sort of awesome motivation, To become one of The Few, The Proud, The Best, Otherwise known as America's finest, One could never understand, unless with their own eyes seen, What one must go through to become, a United States Marine. -E. Dunphy, Lcpl, USMC (c) 1997

.sleeping.with.fred.
so. i slept with Fred again. i really need to break that habit. while its good stuff...yannow? oh wait...y'all dunno who Fred is do ya? hmmmm k. well Fred...lets see... the incredible cuddler the incredible listener hearts spooning. lets me do shoulder crying is always there when i need him. cuz he's Fred...and he's awesome. so last nite Fred and I are in my bed watchin Goblet Of Fire for the upteenth time...and Cade decides she wants to ingratiate herself between us. *le sigh* i hate it when she does that...cuz then she kicks him. and sure Fred doesnt mind...but *I* mind* so maybe the best recourse is to stop sleeping with Fred...even tho i love his furriness...and his huge eyes...and that pillow he's always so desperately clutching...cuz Fred? is a big fuckin stuffed frog that mah chick-a-dee bought me. so there. perverts. ha!

The Waterfall
I sneak up close behind you, It's almost reaching noon, I kiss your neck just gently, Someone will come home soon. You place your hands on my breasts, And gently push me against the wall, Pull off my clothes in a rush, I watch them as they fall. You take your hands in mine, As you lead me to your bed, Take off your clothes and lay me down, I gently stroke and caress your head. You slowly explore your new wonderland, The mountains, the cave, the waterfall, I close my eyes and let you, Wanting you to touch me all. Soon enough I lose control, Need to feel you inside me, Guide you in and pull you close, We're one, connected we finally be. I rock against you slowly, As you push inside me deeper, The feelings getting intense, This memory is a keeper. You gently start to kiss me, And I moan softly in your mouth, I can feel the feeling growing, A feeling coming from down south. I grind against you harder, As the waterfall starts to flow, Our waters m

Love?
EVERY TIME I THINK I HAVE SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR ME, SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS TO SCREW IT UP. WAS IT SOMETHING THAT I DID OR SOMETHING THAT I SAID, WAS IT EVEN ME AT ALL THAT PUT DEPRESSING THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD? YOU SAY YOUR LOOKING FOR SOMEONE THAT WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT OR HOW HARD TIMES GET BUT WHEN THE GOING GETS HARD YOU RUN AWAY. I TOLD YOU I I'M NOT THE KIND TO LEAVE WHEN THINGS DONT GO AS PLANNED. BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER NOW. BECAUSE YOU RAN... YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME AND WANT TO BE WITH ME. BUT WITH THE WAY THINGS ARE NOW WE CANT BE TOGETHER. I TELL YOU THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT, AND YOU SAY THAT THATS EASIER SAID, THEN TO BELIEVE. BUT HOW CAN WE HAVE ANYTHING IF WE DONT BELIEVE THAT THINGS WILL WORK OUT. WHY MUST WE BOTH HAVE PAIN, BECAUSE OF THE DISTANCE THAT KEEPS US APART. CANT WE LOVE FOR THE MOMENT, ENJOYING OUR TIME TOGETHER, UNTIL WE DO MEET FOR THE FIRST TIME, ENJOYING THOSE LATE NIGHT CALLS, THE WHISPERS, THE LOVE, THE SILENCE.

Anonymous Ratings
I think if you are going to rate anything on anyones site it should list your name. It's pretty funny that people rate something very low but always do it anonymously. If that's your opinion then fine, but grow a set and use your name. I guess you find cowards everywhere.

Heartbroken
MY NEW FAVORITE QUOTE~~~ "THE GREATEST CHALLENGE IN LIFE IS FINDING SOMEONE WHO KNOWS ALL YOUR FLAWS, DIFFERENCES AND MISTAKES AND STILL LOVES YOU WITH EVERYTHING HE HAS" NOW SERIOUSLY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

If You Can't Say Something Nice.......
Ok, so how many of you have been surfing Cherry and all of a sudden......."someone rated your photo a 1!" pops up in your alerts? What's worse, is you don't really have a way to find out who did it. I am of the mind of the " If you cant's say something nice, don't say anything at all" philosophy. I mean, if you don't know the person and you aren't going to be nice enough to rate something a 10, don't even bother to rate it at all. It's just downright mean and rude to do otherwise. Ok....all done ranting about incosiderate ass-monkeys now......ahhhhh, I feel much better.

Only Pill You Need
Prescribed by the Great Physician ***************************** The next time you feel like GOD can ' t use you, just remember... Noah was a drunk Abraham was too old Isaac was a daydreamer Jacob was a liar Leah was ugly Joseph was abused Moses had a stuttering problem Gideon was afraid Samson had long hair and was a womanizer Rahab was a prostitute Jeremiah and Timothy were too young David had an affair and was a murderer Elijah was suicidal Isaiah preached naked Jonah ran from God Naomi was a widow Job went bankrupt Peter denied Christ The Disciples fell asleep while praying Martha worried about everything Mary Magdalene was... The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once Zaccheus was too small Paul was too religious Timothy had an ulcer..AND Lazarus was dead! ***************************** Now! No more excuses! God can use you to your full potential. Besides you aren ' t the message, you are just the messenger. A

Congrats Bengals!
CINCINNATI - Cincinnati Bengals receiver Chris Henry, already facing possible NFL punishment for problems with the law, has been cited by Cincinnati police on three traffic charges including driving with a suspended license. Henry also was ticketed for an alleged improper turn and seat belt violation. His vehicle was impounded after he was stopped March 21, and he paid $100 to retrieve it Monday, court records show. Court action is pending. Bengals spokesman Jack Brennan released a statement Tuesday from the team that said, ``While the incident involved a minor traffic matter, the club is frustrated that the issue arose at all. ... Chris's overall future with our team can be determined only after this and other pending matters are resolved by the NFL.'' NFL commissioner Roger Goodell said this week that a tougher player conduct policy should be in place before the April 28-29 draft. Henry, suspended for two games by the NFL last season, could face more punishment after settlin

Another Hard Day
So i have noticed over the past couple of weeks these type of mood swings ive hit in less than an hour ive seen all the way from the happiest happy to the most depressed emptiness inside. yes im going to see help, i did something else that was bad i basicly gave my self a self tattoo with a gerber try to spell my wifes name right, it did relieve the stress i was getting, its hard to live in a world when a idiot can control how you work, how you complete the work and how its done im stressed the fuck out i went off on my wife about another guy in the platoon thats shaming (getting out of work) by saying he has anger issues this guy doesnt have shit and everyone knows it but hes still playing the platoon sgt so we will see what happens send me some love anyone pls pfc mccrea

Soldiers Prayers
*i didnt write* Lord, I pray from day to day To help me understand How Americans view their heroes And how they judge a man If being famous Is looked upon with awe, Something is wrong with our values What are we fighting for? I'm in the military And proud of what I do But I need to feel some strength and love That's why I pray to you. Some of our families left us And now years have passed I feel the burden and the stress For each day could be our last I'm in the field of combat With bullets surrounding me, There are few that care For those who've died Protecting those born free I'm asking for some comfort Some support, and one thing more To get RESPECT and HONOR From the Americans we fought for You and I are heroes Fighting for our land to be free And 'tho no one has heard our names, We're the heroes, you and me Our awards weren't televised, No speech with tears in our eyes Why is our county too blind to see That the heroes will always b

Age Limmit.
Hi is there a age limmit on this site? to old or to young? I seem to be one of the oldest people on this site but then again I noticed alot of young girls and guys on the site also. hmm it seems to be ok for young girls or even guys to be on this site showin off there goods but then again there are some young girls I have came across that like older men and vise a versa. i guess to each there own hmm. this is supose to be a adult site and even watched and controled but realy its not. but realy its not all to bad of a site all together. I enjoy bein on the site and maken friends . thank you to all my friends.

Moody Blues
Once upon a time Once when you were mine I remember skies Reflected in your eyes I wonder where you are I wonder if you Think about me Once upon a time In your wildest dreams Once the world was new Our bodies felt the morning dew That greets the brand new day We couldn't tear ourselves away I wonder if you care I wonder if you still remember Once upon a time In your wildest dreams And when the music plays And when the words are Touched with sorrow When the music plays I hear the sound I had to follow Once upon a time Once beneath the stars The universe was ours Love was all we knew And all I knew was you I wonder if you know I wonder if you think about it Once upon a time In your wildest dreams And when the music plays And when the words are Touched with sorrow When the music plays And when the music plays I hear the sound I had to follow Once upon a time Once upon a time Once when you were mine I remember skies Mirrored in your eyes

Rules Of The Southern Life Style
1. Dont order a steak at a Waffle House. They serve breakfast 24 hrs a day, so let them cook something they know. 2. Don't laugh at people's names. Merleen, Bodie, Luther Ray, Tammy Ann, Mari Beth and Inez have all been known to whip a man's all for less than that. 3. Don't order a 'bottle of pop' or 'a can of soda'-- this can lead to a merciliss beating. Down South it's called Coke, even if you want Pepsi. 4. Don't show allegiances to any college football squad that isn't an SEC team. All others are a bunch of candy asses that get to play Wyoming every week. 5. Don't refer to Southerner's as a bunch of hillbillies. Many of us are/have been more literate than you (e.g. Welty, Williams, Faulkner), better educated, and generallu much nicer to boot. We've got plenty of bussines sense(e.g.Turner Broadcasting, MCI WorldCom, MTV and Netscape). Naturally, we can have lapses in judgement(e.g. Clinton,Fordice,Duke). We don't care if you think we're dumb, we know better! 6. W

I'll Neveer Find Anyone?
i woke up this afternoon and finally realized something im never going to meet anybdy on here in my area at all im distined to meet ppl only on the internet which to me is fine, its probally better that way cause if i ever did meet someone here they would be disgusted in person by me so i guess its really better this way to only talk on ct so everyone no worries im not looking for anyone and will not try to meet you in person so you all will never hear me asking when we can meet or even talk to anymore if you wanna talk you all know how to reach me im gone.

Vewnting About Stupid People
ok so I put back up my photos, that for somereason people are getting butt hurt over cause they are supposivly NSFW what ever, there is no images on the pics just stupid signs with saying, oooo big deal there,, dont like what you are reading here is an option dont fucking look, leave my page and go back to myspace where, all the imature 16 yr olds hang out so you cant get offended cause if you are offended by stuff like that, then you don't need to be on CT ( fucking idiots ) , and another thing the people who rate your shit 1's like i had last night was nice rated this chics profile a 10 she comes back with 1's for my profile and most my pics she prob would of got all but i blocked her ass, wtf people are that stupid, k venting done lol have a nice day

Nothing Better Than The Best.
When should the line be drawn? When should you let go of what you had? Even if what you had is what you want back. Should you crawl on your belly across hot coals and beg for forgivness or should you go on with your life unhappy and unfulfilled knowing full well that what you had was the best and you'll never get it back? Should you find someone new who is great but still not able to fill your heart the way it had been filled to the brim and overflowed before? All these question just because you know there's never anything better than the best.

The Nastiest Shit In The World (literally)
Ok..So I am on my first 15 minute break chopping it up on my sidekick with a few people when it came time for the Carls Jr I ate earlier to make it's exit out of my body. So I mae my way into the rest room and pick the handicap stall (for the leg room). I do the "pre-shit wipedown" ritual and blop my tank ass on the toilet. So there I am, texting friends and squeezing to my hearts content when some dude (no I didn't look!) comes into the restroom and enters the stall next to teh one I am occupying. He also does the "pre-shit wipedown" ritual. Then he sits down and begins his work. I tell you people, I never thought how FUCKING SICK shit sounds coming out of an asshole until I heard this dude shit. It was the nastiest fucking thing I have heard and I almost threw up by the sound of it. And it was not liek i was TRYING to ear how this dude shit, but MY GOD, it was unavoidable not to hear. It was not the sounds of the comical farting and plopping noises. that movies made famous.

Salute Contest
HEY EVERYONE I HAVE ENTERED MY FIRST CONTEST. i HAVE HELPED MANY OF YOU OUT AND WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU COULD COME BY AND HELP ME OUT. I WILL REMEBER MY FRIENDS AND REPAY THE LOVE. I AM POSTING THE LINK BELOW JUST CLICK ON IT AND IT TAKES YOU STRAIGHT THERE. OH AND DONT FORGET TO RATE MY PIC ALSO. THANKS

A Way To Help Out With The Nsfw Nazi Regime
I had my mumming priviledges taken from me today, about 3 hours after I posted my mumm (which didn't have any NSFW content in it) it was flagged. I think the worst thing in my mumm was the word 'poop' was in it. It was a silly mumm, but I did follow the guidelines and actually ask for my mind to be made up. So, I didn't think I had broken any of these 'mumm guidelines'. Srapper was very nice and gave my my mumms back, he always gets a big thumb's up from me. Getting to a point, I promise. Shortly after getting my mumms revoked, I went to the cherrytap shop's page and noticed that one mumm was posted by it. So, I looked out of curiosity. http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=25 Notice that the date on the mumm is before any of this NSFW'ing and "Is it really a mumm?" So... which would lead me to believe that the mumms were in fact intended for more than just making up someone's mind in the "new guideline" sense of things. The very profile that informs so many mummers that their mu

Heart Broken
You tell me that you love me when we said goodnight then you send me a message saying that you dont want to be with me anymore. when i read those words i felt my heart break into i million pieces. You had sent a message to me like that one time before. Its like our relationship is an emotional rollercoaster. Dont know if i want on it or off. all i know is that i do care about you and love you. If Im not what you want and not worth waiting for then i do hope you the very best with whoever you end up being with. Am I heartbroken? Yes i am. Im heart broken because your not here with me.

I Want To Use You, And Abuse You.
It's amazing when you cut your losses, how beautiful everything can be. And I'm doing just that. Cutting the negative bullshit out of my life, and letting the chips fall where they may. I was silly, delusional, even, to think that ANYONE could fix me, help me, or do anything for me. I have the power. In my self. I have the power. I have the power! I don't need anyone to listen, I don't need anyone to be there. All I need is myself. I do not need flippant people in my life who can't handle when the going gets tough, and I don't need people in my life who don't understand, or who don't even bother trying to understanding. I don't need that juvenilehighschoolbullshit. I'd rather stick my two inch cock through a cheese grater, balls too. I'm climbing, and I'm evolving. I'm back to where I was four years ago, and it's beautiful. I cannot believe I got scared and turned away. I can't believe I got so fucking uncomfortable with being this way, that I turned right 'round and walked awa

Blonde Joke...........
A few days ago I was having some work done at my local garage. A blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. We all looked at each other and another customer asked, "What is a seven-hundred-ten?" She replied, "You know, the little piece in the middle of the engine, I have lost it and need a new one.." She replied that she did not know exactly what it was, but this piece had always been there. The mechanic gave her a piece of paper and a pen and asked her to draw what the piece looked like. She drew a circle and in the middle of it wrote 710. He th! en to ok her over to another car which had its hood up and asked "is there a 710 on this car?" She pointed and said, "Of course, it's right there."

Recouping From The Weekend
Hello all my wonderful friends .. I'm back home from my weekend back home in Connecticut .. had a wonderful time as always ( other than my camera getting stolen) but im not going to get stuck on that .. My parents look wonderful .. Mom hasnt looked this good in years . .the surgery did wonders for her .. she's getting her ol' pep back . and dad's ribs are finally healing from his icy fall a few weeks back .. I was able to sneak out with a couple of my oldest, best and dearest friends from home , of which ive known most of my life ..one of which all of my life the other about 25 years .. and when we got together it was like we hadnt had time take us from each other .. Ill post the pic I got of the three of Us .. and you'll be able to tell for yourself we were a handful back in school ..they are like famly . hell they are family ..like sisters .. .. I was able to spend small amounts of time with everyone in the family .. other than my brothers sons which it always seems they are with

Binding Contract
Laura Stone sat at her desk, her fingers flying over her keyboard. She was hard at work on a very important presentation, perhaps the most important of her career. A group of Japanese businessmen were seeking to invest a large amount of capital into the company for which she worked, and she had been assigned the task of leading the pitch at a high level meeting to take place overseas. The complexity of the project did not hamper her, although it was by far the most thorough, complicated assignment she had faced. She was a hard worker, easily outperforming the rest of her department. She had proven herself indispensable to her boss, who always referred to her as his right hand gal. Completing her duties was simple. The challenge came in balancing her regular workload with the special tasks she was assigned throughout the day. Periodically her email box would alert her to a new message from her Master. She always opened them immediately, anxious to see what new torments he h

A Valuable Lesson
Master Darius pushed his reluctant submissive through the door of their house, the force propelling her onto her knees. Jade had pushed him beyond the limits of overlooking her behavior. She'd gone beyond cheeky, into royal pain in the ass, and straight on to a god damned bitch. The last straw had been at his office party when she'd finished off her third glass of wine, and when he'd told her she'd had enough, she'd said loudly, "Fuck You, you asshole!" Grabbing hold of her arm, he'd dragged her out of the room and to the car, pushing her in and slamming the door. The whore hadn't had the good sense to keep her mouth shut after he got in, and kept mouthing off, calling him a "fucking faggot," and repeating "Shut up, you fucker." Finally, he'd had enough and keeping his voice low and even, pulled over and grabbed her hair, pulling her face to his. "You will shut your fucking mouth now, or you'll feel some goddamned pain. Don't test me, you little cunt. You will NOT like the resul

New Information On Mccaylahs Death
CLARK COUNTY Disturbing Details In Child Death Disturbing details about what led to the death of a ten-year-old girl, allegedly at the hands of her father and stepmother, were released in court Tuesday. Patrick Watkins, 30, and his wife, Joy Watkins, are charged with the murder of Michaela Watkins. The girl's bruised and lifeless body was found in her family's Winchester apartment March 11. On Tuesday, detective James Hall, took the stand, and told the courtroom that Michaela Watkins was beaten to death. According to investigators, Patrick and Joy Watkins claim that Michaela and her stepmother got into a physical altercation on the morning of March 10. Later, they claimed she fell out of the bathtub, hitting her head twice and was going in and out of consciousness. But, instead of taking the girl to the doctor, the couple says the whole family went to the Red River Gorge the following day. The couple also told police that when they got home from Red River Gorge Micha

Something I Wrote About Me
As i walk throw the valley, i smell the fresh air.looking around at the green grass,the birds flying so free.I know thats where i wanna stay.I want to be free from everything that tries to hold me back in my past,everything thats so evil and sad.I wish i was a bird,so i could fly so free.with no worries about what to morrow will bring my way. All i have to do is fly away to the next valley thats greener on the other side.to only think about flying free to the promise land we all see,where happyness is made for us.thats t dream i have and when i meet her i hope the promise land is there for me and you.. Its time to move on.No more will i look into my past.. just thinking where i want my life and where it could have been..Its time start over once more but i know i can get throw.. No more will my past follow me around. i let it all go like setting the dove free.. i know where i have to start and i know where i will end for once i have a plan to a better life.No more thinking do

Just A ? Maybe Someone Has A Answer
Aight...Im not trying to bring no one down or nothing like that But I jus wanna know..Why is it woman(Most Not All) Always say they want love and Commitment when they always go for the Billy Badass's that always hurt them....I was always told Never sail ya ship backwards U will never see the sun rise nor set but damn has my ship sunk...Is there not one woman looking for someone decent or vice versa

~~now That's Italian~~
An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2 months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, "who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house. A mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born, I will bequeath a Ferrari, a beach house, 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfr

Bulletion Put Out For The Troops
I posted a video earlier today of Pink's song Dear Mr.President and a few of my military friends were quick to voice thier opinions on it. However I did'nt really listen to it until later after seeing thier comments and I'm apologizing to them now. For anyone who thinks they can run this country any better, go 4 it! Our president may not be the brightest star in the sky but he's persistant as hell!! To those who dont believe in our war....where were you when we were attacked and those towers came down? Maybe you should think before you speak...it could have been you who lost your life or a loved one. That's why we are at war...to ensure we are'nt the unexpecting victims again, so that we can sit on CT and bitch and moan, so we can sleep well at night knowing we are safe. All compliments of the Soldiers who risk thier lives everyday so that we may have the right to bitch etc. I dont think anyone will ever truly realize thier sacrifice they make for our country and for our freedom. So

Pleaseeeeeeeeeee
even if its 1 flippin vote pleaseeeeeee helpa brutha out homie lol..... help my best friend please you know he deserves a reward if hes gotta deal with me *pulls hair out* pleaseeeeeeeee he needs alotta love hes down 500

Fun Game
type the sentence you got in the comment area.. thanks. January -- I kicked > > February -- I loved > > March -- I smoked > > April -- I dry humped > > May -- I choked on > > June -- I murdered > > July -- I did the Macarena with > > August -- I had lunch with > > September -- I danced with > > October -- I sang to > > November -- I yelled at > > December -- I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > 1 ------- a birdbath > > 2 ------- a monster > > 3 ------- a phone > > 4 ------- a fork > > 5 ------- a Mexican > > 6 ------- a gangster > > 7 ------- my cell phone > > 8 ------- my dog > > 9 ------- my best friends' boyfriend > > 10 ------ my neighbor > > 11 ------ my science teacher > > 12 ------ a banana > > 13 ------ a fireman > > 14 ------ a stuffed animal > > 15 ------ a goat > > 16 ------ a pickle 17 ------ your mom > > 18 ------ a spoon > > 19 ------ myself > > 20 ------ a baseball bat > > 21 ------ a ninja > > 22 ------ Chuck Norris > > 23 ------ a noodle > > 24 ----

Chase Me
elation. chemistry. i'm falling for you and don't know yet who you are. you curl up inside my dreams, warming slumber with every gentle whisper. and i'm insane to wish you were here... slowly drifting into madness. grappling with myself, i know i shouldn't want you so much. but you adhere to me like stamps to unwritten letters that i've kept locked away so long. can't you let me know? crawl out of the woodwork and show yourself? but i know you enjoy making me wait... the chase makes all the difference.

The Hardest Thing (so Far)
I Say so far because I am sure that I will have to deal with much more difficult things in my life time. I Just don't know how to deal with this. Have you ever wanted to kill someone. I don't mean the moment you feel the actual rage and then the next day you wake up and you are over it all. Or even the empty threat that you make to someone when they have done something that just makes your general life a little hard at the moment. I am talking about when you find something out that at the moment shocks you to your absolute core. That Shatters the very foundation you thought you had. Something that even after 5 days of having time to think about, mull over and deal with "IT". You still are thinking of ways to be vengeful, of ways to kill the person who caused this problem. You are thinking of calling in every person you know, weather you are their best friend or not and asking them to help you destroy this persons life. And you could. You have information on them. You could

Just Be Honest....please
Is anyone real about their feelings anymore?? Does saying "I love you" mean anything to people anymore....or is it just something that's loosely thrown around??? I can honestly say....if I tell someone I love them....I mean it. Maybe showing my emotions makes me weak....I don't know...but I do know that I feel....and I cry....and I hurt sometimes.....but that's because I'm human. I treat people the way I want them to treat me....been hurt too many times to hurt someone else. I don't know how to just turn my feelings off....that's just not me. How is that so many people can???? I sure wish someone would enlighten me.

Busted!!!
I got busted again meeting a woman ive been chatting with!I think its not fair,i get bored and like meeting new people.Maybe i could do it without the sex??What ya all think?She mite divorce me!I hope not,i do love her but its an addiction,meeting new women and of course the sex.Should i go to counseling?Or say hell with it and try not to get caught or just stop meeting new women?Ive met about 5 women off the net.Is that wrong??

The Nsfw Filter
Ever see those pics that there isnt a god damned thing wrong with and yet were reported as NSFW? Where do these people work? A Fucking Monestary? The rule should be, that if someone reports something as NSFW... THE NSFW CHECK BOX IN THEIR PROFILE MUST BE ACTIVE BEFORE THEY ARE ALLOWED To COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMETHING BEING NOT SAFE FOR FUCKING WORK! Otherwise... their report is IG FUCKING NORED! *ahem* But I digress. Why are Nuns surfing the internet anyway? If you report a chick in a bikini as not safe for work... HOW ABOUT YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING WORK INSTEAD OF SURFING THE GOD DAMMNED INTERNET ON YOUR BOSSES DIME?!?!?

Update
Hey everyone Please keep the prayers going for my sister. She is having surgery today. Unexpected surgery. I will keep you updated on her condition Thank you to those of you that have showed your concern for her and my family. huggles Bren

Anxiety
Didn't feel quite right last night before bed. Then wwhen I tried to go to sleep I really started to feel the anxiety coming. For once I slept better, until about 5 when it got to the point of being close to an anxiety attack. Have not had one of those in years... since around the time of my divorce. Feeling better right now though. No idea on what caused it last night.

Standing Afar
Standing afar waiting for her gazing at stars my anticipation is a blur as the seconds near close to seeing the most beautiful angel fall to me from a place i will always have faith and know she is my life every time i see her face

Like A Cat Who Got The Cream.
I was watching the TV the other day, as I tend to do most days. Not that the TV does anything interesting, like double-back summersaults or synchronised swimming with the toaster in the fish tank. No, the TV kinda just sits there but, if I switch it on I get amazing glowing pictures that can amuse me for, well, almost minutes! So, there I was, watching an episode of Will and Grace, or Everybody Hates Raymond or something, when the adverts came on. Now, I hate adverts, so I try not to watch them but sometimes they can be more interesting than the programme you get to see two-minute clips of between the commercials. So, this time I started to half-watch an advert for Head and Shoulders, a shampoo for people with....well, I'm guessing a head and some shoulders. Maybe they called it that because it's difficult to keep the product on your hair? And, I don't know about you, but I have hair on other parts that need shampooing as well. The marketing world needs me!!! I guess calling it "Head,

The Realms Of Fantasy
The man awoke,with his home,smoldering in ashes.As them puke fuckin peasants laughing what they had done.He climbs out of the ashes as them puke peasants look on.The Moon is Full,My Ancestors built this house built your Town an u have the Nerve to burn my house to the ground.With 1 mighty slash,of 1 powerful arm.The heads of them to hapless peasants rolling on the ground.He drinks there blood from thee headless corpses.as others appear,they see not the man but a Great an Fierce Wolf of a Creature whom stands on 2 legs.They are Frighten'd,an try to Run,With one Swift Bound they are all dead or dieing Writhing in pain.Begging to be Finished off.As they die a merciful death.The Wolf Creature sniffs around smelling fear,of one who ran off hideing.Stand you piece of shit,beg me for your Life.He is some sort of Royalty.I should have known it was you,my own cousin twice removed.Strip off your clothes u worthless piece of shit.He does what he's told.I shall let u live cousin,I shall cut out yo

Runaway Love By Ludacris F/mary J. Blige
[Hook - Mary J. Blige] Runaway love [8x] [LISA] Now little Lisa is only 9 years old Shes tryin' to figure out why the world is so cold Why she's all all alone and they never met her family Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy Part of her is missin' and nobody will listenin' Mama is on drugs gettin' high up in the kitchen Bringin' home men at different hours of the night Startin' with laughs--usually endin' in a fight Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out Tryin to have his way and little Lisa says "Ouch" She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own Forced to think that hell is a place called home Nothin' else to do but some get some clothes and pack She says shes 'bout to run away and never come back. [Hook - Mary J. Blige] Runaway love [8x] [NICOLE] Little Nicole is only 10 years old She's steady tryin' to figure w

Our Heat
We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into the cre

Workplace Issue
This problem has been going on since I started working here in 1998. This older gentleman has a problem with women in the workplace. I guess that he feels that we should be secretaries and not be making equivalent or more than him...Do you think that we will ever get to the level that we can be appreciated for the work that we accomplish as a person and not our gender?

Would You?
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?

My Friend
you know, since this war has kicked off i never thought i would here myself say this, but all of our troops need to come home. i've been sitting here the last few days reading online about troops dying in iraq. and knowing that a friend of mine died just made the little voice in the back of my mind jump up and shout at me. knowing that my husband is going to be leaving again sometime soon just scares the hell out of me. i've had two friends die and mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, husbands & wives have lost their loved ones. i support our troops, don't get me wrong, i support them 110% in all that they do. but how many more lives must be lost until we win? i just don't know what i would do if i lost my husband and my kids lost their father. Jason i miss you and love you! you were a great friend to me and everyone that you came in touch with and you will NOT be forgotten!

Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it. 'LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd wlk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most trboulesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most yuo would leave me.' The LORD replied 'My precious, preciuos child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering. When you see only one set

Anybody Got Extra Pepper?
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section > of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, > then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. > > > The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman > sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shuddered violently > once more. > > > Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious > about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed > yet again. > > > As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even > more than > before. > > > Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman and > said, "I couldn't help but notice that you've sneezed three times, > wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you OK?" > > > "I am sorry if I disturbed you, I have a very rare medical condition; > When ever I sneeze I have an orgasm." > > > The man, more

The Traveller
The Traveller A traveller in need of shelter walks through the snowy tracks of pain Appearances, they may decieve about him a mere cloak and boots, decrepit and rotting Wretched refuse with a smile and lo he walks with nothing a mere whisper away upon his conscience Freezing in this bitter cold of anguish he chances upon a towering metropolis Bathed in glorious light, a temptation most delicious; it steams of kindness, food, friends and family The traveller hears the joyous music blare and like a siren's sinful calling, he beckons to it Therein he beholds a wondrous inhabitance a habitat of festival, abundance, variety He is greeted by many, the gatekeeper, the merchant accommodated by the King himself, annointed New life did plunge the knife twixt his lungs breathing the air of affection as if it were pure incense Reveling in the pleasure of sensation, the traveller began to speak. Of his journey through darkness. Through every shop and lodge in the humb

The One Bum I Ever Gave Money To.
Recently, there was a mumm about whether or not people give money to the poor. My first response was pretty caustic, just thinking of all the fucking bums feigning helplessness to get my money. Those fuckers can rot in hell. After my caustic response, there was another comment I saw on it that reminded me of the only bum I ever gave money to. Since the greatly abridged version I posted in the mumm doesn't suffice for me as far as telling the story, I'm posting it here again. I think the year was 1998 or 1999. Three friends of mine and I got a hair up our asses about going to New Orleans to experience Mardi Gras. I was the oldest in the group at 22 or 23 years old. We ventured down in my old 1984 Thunderbird, complete with loose rear axle, and realistically, not road worthy enough to make the trip. We did it anyway (and we still made it from Baltimore to New Orleans in 12 hours - with a four hour stop at a friend's house on the way down). Ah, to be a kid and invincible a

I'm Piss Off. Read It And Repost Asap
Texas Teen Gets 7 Years for Pushing Teacher By Tracy Stokes, BET.com News Staff & Wire Services Posted March 28, 2007 – In Paris, Texas, last year, a 14-year-old White girl burns down her family's home. Her punishment? Probation. In the same town three months later, a 15-year-old Black girl, Shaquanda Cotton, is sentenced to seven years in prison for pushing a hall monitor at her high school. Shaquanda had no prior arrests, and the monitor, a 58-year-old teacher’s aide, was not hurt, according to Black leaders in the northeast Texas town of about 26,000 residents. But in March 2006, the same judge, Lamar County Judge Chuck Superville, who let the White teenage girl go on probation, convicted Shaquanda of "assault on a public servant" and sent her to prison at least until she turns 21. Officials at the Texas Youth Commission declined to discuss the case with BET.com, citing Texas law. "State law forbids us from acknowledging whether we have any youths are in our system, d

Ladies...can You Relate...lol
Dear Kotex, I recently noticed that the peel off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of "Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. Avoiding caffeine my help reduce cramps and headaches. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. Try Kotex bla bla blah other products... Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a funtioning set of overies. Go ahead and tell a menustrating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh. Like we need nore fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead....I triple dog dare ya...see what happens and report back...I'll wait. While your at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I garan-dam-tee you that the first responses will be females who just ovulated. Staying active will relieve headaches and cramps...well guess what, the only acti

Angels ( In Memory Of Abagail)
Thank You Grandma Thank you Grandma but it's ok Yes I know you and the world prayed me to stay Earth bound was not God's plan Now I sit with him and Jesus by his hand You will see me someday I know Please don't cry because I had to go I have the most beautiful set of white wings Tears to your eyes I know this brings I now have eternal life with not pain you see This was God's plan and he needed me As I watch you and mom all of you everyday Please don't be sad and gray Thanks for all the love and taking care of me Now wipe the tears and close your eyes Some day in the future you will all see me Then there will be no more Goodbyes From a special angel with her new white wings As I sit by God and Jesus and listen to heavenly angels sing I love you all and always will you see For giving my short life all the love and joy it could be Love From Heaven Written by Anne

Why Are Some Men Idiots And Others Good Guys?
well there is no answer. but when a man says no commitment and no strings attatched should he get mad at the woman for dating other people? answer: hell freaking no! he made his bed and he has to live with it! if he wanted a monogamous relationship he should have said so from the get go! no strings means u can see who the hell u want to. now if said you would be my girlfriend then that ment you see only him. then you got guys that are good men! they are loveing, honest, straight forawrd about wut they want,and most of all faithful. and most of the time these are the ones that are either taken or get hurt so much that they loose trust in the female species! i guess the same can be said for women. cause women can be the most loving person on earth or the biggest freaking bitch you ever met. all i can say you can't blame all the opposite sex for the failures of the few idiots and bitches out there. so people give love a chance and give the opposite sex a chance cause you

Without You
Without You Do you ever think about me, like I think about you? When, I get up in the morning and the sun sparkles on the morning dew. When, I go for a drive in my car. I’ll see flower growing wild an, I’ll be reminded how pretty you are. Did I ever tell you, how much I love to see you smile? Did I tell you, how much you lift me in times of trial? I often wish the words would flow from my pen. To tell you you’re more then a lover, you’re my friend. You know, thru our good times and thru our bad. You brought a smile upon my face when, I was sad. When, the lines grow on our face and our hair has turned gray. I’m glad you’ve been with me thru the night and day. An, when our days on earth are thru, I wouldn’t have been me, without you. chris

Lonely :written: March 28 2007
Really miss You when you are away..why oh why cant you just stay? Why must you leave me all alone for all of the reasons that are not known... Please come back to me to be in Your arms..to keep me safe and secure from harm. i promise i will serve You well...untill you return however..alone i must dwell...