Well, I think Carla's been playing me all along. She changed her mind about the engagemet almost 2 weeks ago. I was OK and just wanted to be with her. Anyway, she was ignoring me again - sometimes I don't hear from her for 2 or 3 weeks. Was so in love I didn't really think of it. I finally was - noticed she could be on a social networking site every fucking day but couldn't say one damn word to me. Finally messaged her "Fuck you bitch!" Now the ball's in her court. Not going to beg her to talk anymore. If she wants to she can contact me. Anyway until she does I consider myself single again. Still feel so fucking hurt.
