I found a guy that i really love and he felt the same way about me. But today i didn't answer him on my yahoo messenger b/c my cuz and her hubby were over here usein my computer when he message me. So he told me good bye. I have mixed emotions right now about and wanted to write it all out and get it off my chest. Why are men so hateful and mean? Why do the say i love you one min and then the next they are mad and want to leave you? I have lived through bein beat by my 1st and 2nd husbands. Sometimes i wounder what is wrong with me or if it's me and thats the problem. Love is so hard to understand and to let go of. I still love him and i'm hurtin over this but why should i have to deal with him not wantin to believe me. I have never lied to him and never plan on it.My whole world could come crashin down around me and with him in my life it didn't matter if it did or not.l So tell me did i do the right thing by tellin him goodbye for not believein me. After i was willin to give me the phone number to my cuz's house.I feel so hurt,upset,lost,mad, ect.Maybe someone on here can give me some words of wisedom..
