Fubar Blogs 3

Love
DON'T YOU WISH YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU SO MUCH!! THAT THEY CAN'T IMAGINGE THEIR LIFE WITHOUT YOU. ONE WHO IS WILLING TO GIVE UP BEING A PLAYER, AND WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIFE WITH YOU. THINK ABOUT YOU ALL DAY AND CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THEY SEE U OR EVEN TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE. THE ONE PERSON WHO WILL LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALY NO MATTER WHAT WITH ALL UR GOOD PARTS AND FLAWS. THE ONE PERSON WHO MAKES FEEL U SPECIAL. THE ONE THAT WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT. THE ONE PERSON YOU WANT TO GIVE UR HEART AND SOUL TO BECAUSE THEY LOVE U UNCONDITIONALY. THE ONE YOU WANT TO MARRY AND START A LIFE WITH. LIFE CAN CHANGE AT ANY MOMENT!! ONE MOMENT YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND THE NEXT YOUR RIGHT BACK DOWN!! ONE THING YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE IS THAT YOU ARE TRUE TO YOURSELF. DON'T TAKE LOVE FOR GRANTED AND ALSO MAKE SURE YOU ARE NOT NAIEVE ABOUT IT. MAKE SURE WHEN YOU GIVE YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE THAT THEY WANT TO GIVE IT BACK TO YOU. THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO IN THIS WORLD IS LOVE!!

Getting To Know Me, The Real Me....
Over the last month, Fubar has changed for me. It has been brought to my attention that no one really knows much about me or where I am coming from. This has led to some drama to my friends and myself, people assuming I am this or that, I am NOT one to write much, especially about myself. Everyone is different and everyone wants to know different things, about a person. TRUST is big with me, I am not just going to open up my life and my family to anyone on here. I am a private guy, quiet, honest and truthful. I won't sit here and fill peoples heads full of crap to get things or ask for it, not my style......that's a different topic all together. I am not shy, actually very open and will talk to most about anything, I am single, and I do admit I am a flirt at times, to me it's the way I compliment, to me it is my way of trying to make someone smile and feel special, I mean no harm......but also I see that most do not take the time to get to know me back.....and most actually go tell 20

Happy!!!
who knew that after being beat down for so long by the one you love, then having to leave them becasue of some horrible things they said, going thru being depressed, hurt, pissed, and losing a ton of weight..........could be someone so great and lift you right back up on your feet and make you feel wanted, sexy, hot, needed, and loved!!!! I am happy about it and relieved that i am not what i was three months ago. thank you so much to this wonderful person who i have known forever, who has opened my eyes, my mind, and heart. you know who you are if you ever read this....and i just want to tell you thank you and kisses to you!!!! *Kiss me thru the phone* lol haha Your the best and thanks for coming into my life again when you did....i so needed it. this smile will be on my face for a long time. THANKS

Stories
Growing up in a big house you always here the occassional ghost story. In our family there was the old man that died upstairs in the old part of the house. My mom and dad would tell us stories that the old dresser that was in the room was strange. We were always interested wanting to hear more so we would pester my mom until she would explain. She would tell us that she would put her wedding ring on the dresser then leave the room for something come back it would be gone. Concerned she would look under the dresser, behind it, and look on the sides of it... nothing. She would become worried that she had lost the ring. She would look around the room floor to see if it might have rolled off the dresser. When looking up the ring was staring at her from the dresser top right where she had put it. She stopped putting things on the dresser. My father told us of him placing his wallet having the same experience with his wallet disappearing and then reappearing on the dresser. He stopped placin

Writings And Thoughts On D/s
This is not normal for me to post anymore outside my own diary, but since this doesn't pertain to me personally, i feel the need to make Doms aware that you cannot, should not ignore your sub for any reason! Especially don't use it as a form of punishment.

Stuff
ACTUAL COSTS OF THE TWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS As part of its annual tradition, PNC Wealth Management also tabulates the "True Cost of Christmas," which is the total cost of items gifted by a True Love who repeats all of the song's verses. This holiday season, very generous True Loves will pay more than ever before -- $75,122 -- for all 364 items, up from $72,608 in 2005. This 3.5% increase is substantially less than last year's 9.5% increase. Kleintop observed that Christmas Price Index inflation may reflect trends that led the Federal Reserve to pause interest rate hikes this year. PNC Christmas Price Index Item 2005 2006 % change One partridge 2005 $15 2006 $15 Rate flat Pear tree 2005 $89.99 2006 $129.99 Rate 44.40% Two turtle doves 2005 $40 2006 $40 Rate flat Three French hens 2005 $45 2006 $45 Rate flat Four calling birds 2005 $399.96 2006 $479.96 Rate 20.00% Five gold rings 2005 $325 2006 $32

Kids Off Tap (k.o.t.)
subject: (NEW and UPDATED by Lady Enticing) K.O.T. If i forgot anyone in this new bulletin please please let me know ty all so much for your support(Revised by Lord Sinful)Repost (repost) date: 2007-01-01 13:21:22 K.O.T. IS A NEW GROUP (NOT FAMILY) WE ARE TRYING TO FORM TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. SO WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE. HEY IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THEN LET US KNOW! THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY! IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE..... PERHAPS YOU'RE JUST A QUIET LURKER OR "OBSERVER" MAYBE YOU LIKE TO HIT THE LOUNGES AND CLUBS? AS YOU CAN SEE, WITH JUST THOSE FEW EXAMPLES, WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT HABITS THAT CAN ALL HELP IN SOME SIGNIFICANT WAY TO HELP KEEP THOSE THAT ARE TOO YOUNG OFF CHERRY TAP. SO CONTACT ANY OF US 3 AND LET US KNOW YOU WANT TO HELP KEEP KID

Please Rate,comment, Fan, And Add Me
May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage And may you always have an angel by your side May you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely May they give you the kind of gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to keep you warm And may

I Love U All...still...
1440 Friends....only 20 Family...and only 68 Fans..why is that?.....because[i think]REAL WOMEN[real men also]is not so easy 2 find...women who want 2 talk,2 reach ur soul,not only participate and organise those endless contests,not just rate and reach this useless levels...show off=showin[g]arround here...anyway,as i said,i love u all,my female friends..i respect u..i admire u...all the best 4 u...all the time!!!!!!!!ur eternel fan,claudiu

Bombs Needed!!
Okay Ravens!!! I have decided to run a blog also!!! I will not make new ones but I will update this one daily!!! I am going off of Raven's pick of the day!!! IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY HEARD J WAS IN A HORRIBLE CAR ACCIDENT AND THAT IS WHY HE ISN'T HERE. NOTHING WILL MAKE HIM HAPPIER THAN FOR US TO STICK TOGETHER AND REMAIN STRONG SO LETS HELP EACH OTHER OUT AND ACT THE WAY A FAM IS SUPPOSED TO!!!!!! XOXO, ALYCAT *******PICK OF THE DAY (bomb the hell outta it)******** THIS CONTEST IS RATES AND 1 COMMENT ONLY!!! PLEASE TAKE 2 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME AND RATE IT!!! RAVENS THESE ARE THE ONLY CONTESTS I KNOW OF PLEASE GET WITH ME IF I AM FORGETTING YOU... ALSO, IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ME ON YAHOO SHOUT BOX ME OR SEND ME A PM AND I'LL GET YOU THAT INFO TOO... LOVE YOU ALL ok congrats people we won freakys contest but placed 2nd in ladydeths i know we can do better but its ok just the fact we scaried the liing crap outta the mafia shows were very strong an a force

He Said He Loved Me
Echos I hear the echo of the silent voice Mirrored by my own stress,anger and pain All these years locked up inside me Where I could feel no use to anyone All because of my abuse You give me a voice to speak upon the page All those years I've suffered in silence I never dared speak out I live in fear of being unbelieved Locked inside me is fear and hate I escape from my feelings By hearing you say those Five magic words "I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL" It has taken years to hear that voice Now I'm no longer alone The echos of the past have started to heal I got in the shower this morning, Tried to wash the pain away. But I'm still covered in it, I guess it's there to stay. Grabbed a pen and paper, Tried to scribble out the hurt. But there's no way to tell you, Not even words. Scrubbed my skin dry, Tried to rough away my stains. But there's no soap strong enough, To wash away this pain. Let my hair down, Brushe

If I Died....?
I have always wondered if many people would mourn my passing. I am not goin' anywhere for a good long time. I have not suffered enough to make my stay here mean anything yet. I guess I am deserving of the pain that lies ahead. However, I have to wonder, I did my little evil, what about those whose evils created me? Now, given that most of them are not well financially, I am the only one who suffers physically as well. I don't see how that's the least bit fair, but oh well. Maybe my pain is my pennance, and theirs is to go to Hell. Here's hopin', 'cause that could be awkward on the other side.

Damn
Ok so im worried that i could go in to preterm labor. my dr. tells me i have a low lyeing placenta not good obvously and that we might have to do the c section early. it has me worried cuse I know im only 32 wks preggers I want to at least make it to 36 wks. im gonna go michelle Ok so Im still really down about the misscarrage i just wanna look past it but its hard I keep thinking what if I can never have a baby. I would be so devastied by that I keep burying myself in work so that I dont think about it but when I get home thats all I think about.Maybe im going crazy. I just needed to vent sorry. OK SO TWO WEEKS AGO I FOUND OUT I WAS 2MTHS PRGGERS RIGHT. WELL SUNDAY AM I MISSCARRYED THE BABY. IM SO BROKEN UP ABOUT IT ITS JUST NOT FAIR I WAS SO EXCITED MY MAN IS JUST AS UPSET. WE EVEN PICKED OUT NAMES. I CANT STOP CRYING ABOUT IT. I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY THIS HAPPEND TO ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG. I GUESS I MIGHT TRY AGIAN IN THE FURTURE. MAYBE BUT MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN.

Animal Rescue
Domino left today to go to the adoption center to play in the young and healthy boy room with the other rambuncous kits. He left my home a healthy ferret and adjusted to people and potty boxes so he will have fun in a new home. Tigger came to my home today. He has spent an entire year in a bird cage no bigger then a pet taxi for the ferrets of small cats. The strength in his back legs have dwindled and he has be abused. I know a 666 Sq Foot apt is not much to most people but to a ferret like this, it is paradise, especially with toys and hammacks and blankets and jungle gyms everywhere. After a day of spreading out he is walking much better on his back legs. We are about to sit down and have a hand feeding of crushed ferret food and Gerbers Chicken baby food. He has been fed wet cat food all his life and now has a heart murmer as a result. So wish me luck and pray for him...Tigger is a beautiful little boy and has been following me around and napping with me all day.

17 Ways
"If you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my ?!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day.

Go Talk To Kelly
here is a blog for some to enjoy is from a very great friend of mine http://fubar.com/blog/38178/470493 I just want to frist say that this person here has had my back with alot i have been dealing with lately Kelly thank u so much and if u have any question about anything then maybe u need to hit her up and she will tell u just how to take ur candy asses on some were ™KelKel™ ÇHã®M€Ð ÃÑG€£ PîP€®@ fubar thanks love to the ones that mean somehting to me

Anohioangel
As almost everyone knows my son Jamal is AD/HD, Bipolar, ODD, IED. I am a member of AdhdNews.com, I found this on one of the forums. I just wanted to bring to the boards attention of the case going on here in Massachusetts. A boy 16, with aspbergers is being tried as an adult. He has the social skills of around a 10-12 yr old. He had been bullied for all his years in school. He unfortunately stabbed a classmate, who died. Now Massachusetts wants to try him as an ADULT and send him to adult prison to be raped, abused, and ultimately killed. I am forwarding a link for all to read and decide if they would like to sign. It doesn't mean that it will change this case, but it may change future cases. John will hopefully be tried as ajuvenile and be sent to a mental hospital for treatment. He needs to be punished for his crime, but not with the HARD CORE criminals. Thank you to all who read and think about John. I can't imagine having ADHD and Aspbergers and being in a adult prison.

Big Boobs
Why is it the larger (I've got curves) and uglier the woman....the more she has to show off her boobs? Granted I've got some nice clevage...but I'm not showing it all. The same with men...the uglier than man...the only thing he shows is his dick??? Like duhhh I gotta get past your face to want the rest of you...LOL Just my thoughts....

Just Wanna Say Hi
Just wanted to say hi to all my friends and god i miss not being able to be on here and chat and play and yes do morphs and comments..... grrrrrrr i miss it all...but most of all i miss all my friends who i have came to now.....SOON i will be back and so much more fun...... got alot to catch up on u know..... see u all soon...... love..... Tongue.....

56 Days
Fifty Six Days So I’m at the plasma center, donating as I usually do twice a week. It gives me gas a cigarette money. It’s my second donation of the week so this means $30 in my pocket when I’m done. Up walks the security guard, who also does other work there. Basically a good handy man on top of being security. I like him, he and I talk and joke, and are both Security Officers, prior military, and the like. We have a lot in common. They happen to have him cutting these straps off of the new covers on the beds. Joking he acts like he is reaching for the line. We both laugh and he cuts the first strap. I look back up at the movie and suddenly hear him say, “Oh shit I really did it.” I start chuckling and look over, and there is blood dripping from the scissors. Rather surprised I say. “Oh shit you really did it.” I then realize that blood is flowing out and grab the clamp on the hose and close it. At this point one of the Tech’s comes over he tells him what he did b

Poems
let him know LET HIM KNOW! by Janie If there ever came a time That they need to make a choice She said to take her first For she could not live without his voice Though she was with someone else every single day When she came home it was him that would wipe her tears away Every other weekend she would be with that other guy Kissing, hugging holding hands she was far from shy But if she ever had any problems she would not go to him She would call up the one who was like her best friend Though she wanted to be more than that He would never know Because she was in a relationship And was to scared to let it go Her mind was telling her one thing But only her heart knew the truth She was so confused And did not know what to do So she just stayed with him Since everything was just okay They stayed together for about a year And saw each other everyday She was having some problems Her boyfriend had done her wrong She knew she could not trust h

Wanna Fu-own Me???????
WANNA FU-OWN ME.....HERE IS HOW.... THE AUCTION STARTS ON SUNDAY FEBRUARY 3.... I AM OFFERING FOR THE WINNER: Owned by or Fu-Owned by "winning bidders name here" next to mine in my profile name for 1 month. Add to family for the month A personal salute photo to the winning bidder (SFW) Pics rated during Happy Hour Fubar drinks (cause everyone on here needs a drink) 100 11's/week if still a VIP Pimpout In About Me section Winner-my crush for the month top friend for the month 2 Pics customized with Print Workshop daily profile comments daily fu-gift My Yahoo ID COME BID ON ME!!!!!!! LOTS OF FU-LUV TO MY FRIENDS AND FANS!!!! CLICK THIS LINK ON SUNDAY WHEN THE AUCTION STARTS AND RATE/FAN/ADD LISA AND LEAVE HER SOME MAD LUV FOR HOLDING THE AUCTION. < center>

Me!
Many have asked me many times if I was a real life DJ, the answer to that question is "YES"!! I have been in this business called House Music for many years. I have been in the thick of things and have become widely known throughout the Chicago-land and surrounding areas, also doing gigs out of state. I have seen a lot of Clubs and rocked them good. From New York, to Cali, to Florida and other Clubs in other states, I have sent moved the masses. I got my first shot on the FM Dial on W.C.Y.C here in Chicago and then moved up to W.C.R.X, to W.I.I.T and now on B96. I do what I do best and take pride it in by moving Clubheads wherever I go. I have mixed beside some of the Industries best accomplished DJ's. From DJ Tiesto, to well known others. I could go on and on, but I am not trying to write a book. Here on Fu, I had a lounge called "Club Mixture" and it brought in a lot of members. I closed it, due to time restrictions that conflicted with my gigs. I hated to close my lounge down, but t

Cut The Sh!t
I am so tired of liars and disrespectful people. First of all why the hell do u need to lie? There is no reason for it. It only causes drama and distrust. And y anyone would want that is beyond me. I work too hard in life to have people bring unnecessary drama to me. So please be respectful and dont lie. U will get so much further in life and with people.

Please Help Sassybrat
HERE IS HER LINK PLEASE HELP LEVEL HER FOR HER B DAY SHR WANTS TO BE GOD MOTHER LINK HERE http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1183815&albumid=0&i=3740122&idx=0#1459564309 give her some comments please here is the pic please help

Photo Rating
If you ask people what some of the most important things in a relationship are, they would say honesty. Wrong! People don't really want honesty. They want to hear what makes them happy. For example, if your woman ask yuou if these pants/dress/skirt make her butt look big, they dont want honesty. If you give them honesty, you will be single soon. Guys are no better. We want to think we are the best of girfriend/wife ever had. If you ask them, and they tell you the truth, you will get your feelings hurt. If a guy is looking at another woman and your girlfriend sees you and asks, "do you think shes pretty?","hell yeah" is not what they want to hear. And if they say they bet you would like to take another woman home, do not say "A threesome? Sure!". Again, these answers will make you single, very quickly! Honesty is the best policy, only if you know when to use it! First, let me say I am sorry to anyone whom I did not rate a 10. I was unaware that it was the norm to rate everyone a ten for

Hh Pimpout
"> Kat1114 is hosting her first HH tomorrow at 4 P.m Fu-Time. Which will be 7 P.M est and 6 P.m central time. She is an awesome friend to have and know!! She returns all love. So if I may ask,, Lets all go show her lots of love during her first HH and make it a huge success for her. Thanks to all!!! Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} Owned by YEAHMON, Owner of Yeahmon, Scartlett, Blueeyes, Farscapecat & Ama@ fubar This bully brought to you by ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Anna~@ fubar (repost of original by '~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Anna~' on '2008-09-17 17:50:36')

I Did This For Her
I remember you I hope this message finds you well I have been making Amends for my sins and you were on the top of my list. So here it is I am sorry for the things I do for this mortal coil is much too much to bear and ascension is required for this change to take its rightful place, love and broken dreams all I ever had now the Weapon is in my hand barrel smoking, tears in my eyes, Did I do it for my country or to fulfill some sick and twisted dream. Shell casings rain down and hit the floor playing and sad, sad symphony, I come to realization that you were always there right in front of me the whole time, there to wipe the tears from my eyes clean the blood off my hands and assure me of your love. But now I am the one standing in front of all of you weapon aimed, smoking barrel, tears in my eyes, it took so many years just to realize, You were always there now your gone and I have fallen past the point of redemption in this world of lovely lies I'll bring forth all that I have

Sum Day
I see you come in the door, you stop for a second and give your eyes time to focus in the dim lighting. I follow you with my eyes to a small table where your friends are seated, girls night out I think to myself. Your friends have already been inspected by my eyes and some stray thoughts passed through my mind. When you sit down your friends disappear as far as I am concerned. You are wearing a tight black skirt, your tanned smooth legs beckoning to me, white blouse, 3 buttons conveniently left undone, your left breast heaving as you talk, open toed high heels, black of course, perfectly groomed toes that curiously excite me. I watch as you sip a frozen fruity drink, talk and laugh with your friends. Not a stare but enough to not lose sight of you. My mind is racing through thoughts of how can I possibly strike up a conversation with this woman. All of it sounds like a line to me, damn boy get it together. I see the waitress set another round of drinks down at your table. Alright I thi

Please Hear What I Am Not Saying...
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance

Ugh Seriously Guys!!
No time to make this all fancy....PLEASE.. I am asking a huge favor.. If you have NSFW pics in your DEFAULT.. PLEASE DELETE ME or PLEASE DON'T RATE MY PICS.. (as I return all rates)I HAVE KIDS RUNNING AROUND ME AT ALL TIMES.. AND IT ROYALLY P*SSES ME OFF TO CLICK TO RETURN RATES AND WAMMMMMM.. I HAVE A D*CK ON MY SCREEN..*I don't care if you have them, but please put them in a folder so I know where they are.. for the sake of my children..IF YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS OR DON'T CARE.. THEN YET YOU HAVE ANOTHER REASON TO DELETE ME

Hate Ma Life
Hey you caught me in a coma And I don't think I wanna Ever come back to this...world again Kinda like it in a coma 'Cause no one's ever gonna Oh, make me come back to this...world again Now I feel as if I'm floating away I can't feel all the pressure And I like it this way But my body's callin' My body's callin' Won't ya come back to this...world again Suspended deep in a sea of black I've got the light at the end I've got the bones on the mast Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' I could leave so easily While friends are calling back to me I said they're They're leaving it all up to me When all I needed was clarity And someone to tell me What the fuck is going on Goddamn it! Slippin' farther an farther away It's a miracle how long we can stay In a world our minds created In a world that's full of shit Help me Help me Help me Help me Bastard Please understand me I'm climbin' through the wreckage Of all my twisted dreams But this cheap investigation just can't stifle all my

My Son
Well everyone keeps wondering where I have been..I have been in and out of the hospital with my son..Not just for his broken hand that he just had surgery ,but for some issues with his chest. I am unsure what is causing with problem and as much as we have been in the fucking hospital you would think that they could find out what it is .

Babygirls Space
To all my lc Friends and Family, Sorry that I have not been on to leave the comments that i usally do but I have been down with the flu..I'm not 100% yet but wanted to let you all know I was thinking of you!!!!!!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!! ~~BabyGirl~~aka B.J. Wanted to try this blog thing out, so what better way then to say good night to all my friends and family on here...A friend of mine left a blog that said " be sure to cherish the ones you love because when their gone it will be to late." and that is so true.Never let the ones you love go cause you might not get them back!!!! Well with that thought good night firends and family!! ~~BabyGirl~~

Our Freedoms Threatened
"Theocracy is the worst of all governments. If we must have a tyrant, a robber baron is far better than an inquisitor. The baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep, his cupidity at some point be sated; and since he dimly knows he is doing wrong he may possibly repent. But the inquisitor who mistakes his own cruelty and lust of power and fear for the voice of Heaven will torment us infinitely because he torments us with the approval of his own conscience and his better impulses appear to him as temptations... The nearer any government approaches to Theocracy the worse it will be. A metaphysic, held by the rulers with the force of a religion, is a bad sign. It forbids them, like the inquisitor, to admit any grain of truth or good in their opponents, it abrogates the ordinary rules of morality, and it gives a seemingly high, super-personal sanction to all the very ordinary human passions by which, like other men, the rulers will frequently be actuated. In a word, it forbids wholesome doubt.

Self Confidence
READ THIS LET IT REALLY SINK IN - THEN CHOOSE . John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complain

New Things In My Life
well i am so sorry i have not been on in like forever but i could not help it i have been in and out of the hospital about 5 months ago i had a slight heart attack and noone knew why i had one all blood tests came back fine and even my heart cath they said it was one of those freak things but im back i just get tired really easily now hugs and nips Larina I am moving and i am not sure when i will get internet back up and moving hugs and nips to all of you Larina well im now trying to get in touch with the lawyer about lacey the school is now saying they have to vote on if the school can pay laceys hospitals bill so bullshit im telling you so now im going to sue see i was gonna play nice but not no more they will pay for every headache that child has gotten they will pay for every chest pain i had when i found out and all the rides to the hospital and doctors appointments im done playing mrs nice guy nomore walking over me! Well on tuesday i had to take lacey and larissa ages 14 an

Family Poems
Family First Friends may come and friends may go Family is first and this I know Putting friends first is a mistake And not one that you should make Family’s forever and this I know Friends enter your life and then they go Making friends is fun trust me with this But not something you would miss Love your family while they are here Keep their love very near Family can leave the world at any time So don’t make yourself feel like slime Family is here to comfort you I know your friends do this too Without your family you would be lost Hold on to them no matter the cost That is why I consider All of my friends, Family Family Comes Together Family comes together For always and forever In sickness and in health In poverty or in wealth Family comes together For always and forever Without any reason Anytime or any season Family comes together For always and forever In death or in life In happiness or in strife Family comes to

Poetry
Life wouldn’t be the same, without no early morning sun. The one that I can’t look at The one that makes my eyes run. Life wouldn’t be the same, without the daily rain Freezing cold against my skin Leaving face and hands in pain. And if it wasn’t for the snow and wind, My winter clothes would be binned No longer would that woollen dress Around the curves of my body caress Nor would my simple figure be Buried far below for none to see Yet in the summer when the heat reaches its brink I’m not worshipping the sun as you may think For in the summer the nights are warm And it is in the evening that I do dawn Although I know I have chose Never to see the summer sun full rose But hidden beneath my cloak, right here I try to remember and shed a tear. The stranger stood across the room. His stare, like ice, penetrating my gloom. I didn't want company. Not that night I didn't find him a welcoming sight. And yet here He stood. In my space His intentions clear,

Contest
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Information
So ... I had the thrill today of seeing my ex hubby ~ Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr , resisting the urge to slap his face. Took as much resistace as I could muster and a quick peak at the police officer standing in the corner. Giggles!!! Our case has been continued for a month ... ???? WTF. So there you have it . Thanks for the continued prayers for Taylor and I. Luvs ya all.. Huggles Laura and Taylor Hello friends .... an update for you on where I have been . I am still fighting the custody balls the wall with all I have got . It has taken its toll but I will NOT give up. I long time ago I would travel the ends of the earth and do whatever is required for my daughter. This is still the case, determination, tons of faith, and a love for my daughter like no other love I have ever expierenced, keep me focused and occupied. I know that God will not let my little angel nor myself down. I have begun to notice that we are so blessed and there are alot less coincedneces and tons more m

Jr Needs Wins!!
DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. -- After Kurt Busch's victory at Michigan, Dale Earnhardt Jr. knew he would have to answer with a strong finish at Bristol to stay in contention for the Chase for the Nextel Cup. He did just that -- finishing fifth on the challenging 0.533-mile track. Unfortunately for Earnhardt, Busch finished right behind him, in sixth, to maintain a lead of 158 points with two races remaining in the Race to the Chase. "Everybody wants to talk about the points and what we plan to do to make the Chase," Earnhardt said. "We're far enough behind where the point standings are out of our control. "We're going to do what we've been doing all year -- go out and try to win the race. It's all we can do." That task is easier said than done for the No. 8 team at California. Earnhardt has a Driver Rating of 68.5 at the track -- 23rd-best. He finished 40th there in February after engine problems. That's not to say Earnhardt doesn't have a chance.

9 11 6 Years Coming Up
I Know right now theres a lot of these going around right now everyones making their own but I had to make this becasue I remember where I was when this happened I was in my front room getting ready when I saw the 2nd plane hit the towers my mom came out of the hallway asked if it was a movie when I said no she fell to her knees and began to cry the even worse part for me was that day we had to pick ourselves up and bury my aunt 9/11 was her funeral. So please watch this. September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply

Lets Talk About Sex, Baby
Think about your typical dating profile. When done well, it covers a lot of bases. There, typed out, you have your general likes and dislikes (you love tofu burgers but can’t stand meat, say). Ideally, you make some mention of your hopes and dreams, the types of things you’ve already achieved, and what your life is currently about. Your profile would indicate whether you’re an active participant in life, or prefer the role of spectator, via the boob tube. You may be a die-hard armchair athlete or heavily involved in a variety of sports and activities. If you’re particularly religious, you’d be wise to say so. If you fall into the atheist or agnostic crowd, this too ought to be pointed out. Chances are you give the lowdown on what you consider a perfect date, what type of music you enjoy and where one might find you on a sunny Sunday afternoon. There, on this handy profile, you include your basic stats (income level, height, body type, hair and e

Wtf????
twistedrun...: cool just looking out for the females ->twistedrun...: uh i dont ever talk to him so i dont think ill have that prob twistedrun...: twistedan is a drunken wifebeating asshole that I am unfortunately still married to watch out steer away or hell use you one day too ok talk about random shouts bottom to top boys and gurls ->bclubdave: wow thats hot bclubdave: just a lil bit, like the head ->bclubdave: she wants to know if your cock can reach up in to your ass ->bclubdave: she likes to watch guys stick stuff in their asses too ->bclubdave: let me talk to my friend about it and see if she wants to see too bclubdave: well i spit...lol, anywayz, holla on there if u wanna ->bclubdave: in your own mouth ? wow thats a rare talent for a straight guy bclubdave: well i know it's odd, but i also jackoff upsidedown and nut in my own mouth if i get 2 see a woman on cam ->bclubdave: i do but watching someone hit themselves in the scrotum is a bit odd dont you think ? bcl

Silver Dollar Saloon
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Sorry
Just wanted to take the chance to tell all my friends on here that im not ignoring any of you...Things have been crazy this past month and im not feeling like myself lately...I should be up and running soon...lol love ya's

Just A Poem
I lay down in a king size bed, Many thoughts going through my head. As I lay down there I start to cry, Don't ask me because I don't know why. All I know is I want her back, Just here with me but the cards are stacked. She holds aces I'm holding twos, She won't talk civil, don't know what to do. Do I go on with life or beg her back, Do I find someone or wait till I crack. I am going crazy trying to see, why it is she's ignoring me. I call her once wait three hours, leave her messages none that are sour. What am I doing to make her ignore, What can I do, what, what more? I guess it has been, just two weeks, I just miss her and I'm getting weak. So in closing I must say, do I fight for her or go on my way? Wanting her back, wanting her here, wanting to kiss her and hold her near. Wanting to make love, wanting to bad, wanting to touch and not feel sad. Wanting to hold her every night, wanting to talk and never fight. Wanting to go on at some points of time

To The Divas
~ High Heels ~ Posh Purses ~ ~ Stunna Shades ~ Now That¡¯s a TRUE DIVA Another day to show some Mad Luv to your fellow Divas! Set some time aside to get to know the other Divas a little better! Stop by the Lounge and Say Hello Comment, Rate, & then Comment & Rate some More! It¡¯s all about Diva Luv! Thanks! = )~ Much Luv to ya! *Hugs* Bully Brought to you by: ***CHIPPER & REBECCA*** & Hey I talked to Sweet X there other day and She told me to tell all the Divas that she say hi and misses you all.

Big Thanks
hello fu fam...sorry i wasnt on yesterday....i took sometime to my slef....i was tired and spent i need some time to think bout things.....but im back and i wanted to thank all those who show me luv the other day......my bro passionman aka joe....for soem reasion pimped me out...it started out as ppl showin me luv...and i edned up levelin..156k i had to go....i never ask for anybody to help me..but h keep makin bullys..and the rest of the fam...came out to show me luv...boo boo even had stalkin me n her status.....it was so over whleming..i broke down a few times....to see all these spendin their time and energy was amazing..some ppl want to hate on us..but we do a great service to all who needs help and dont ask for anythign in return.....in a few short hours....they levled me with rates and bling....it was crazy....i was cryin...b/c i never that ppl even think that much of me...im just honorary memeber..i just help when i can.....i dunno if i can ever repay all th

I Dare You To Make A Bid On The Sexy ~bratt~
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Bullet Holes And Porno
Heh.I've out done myself yet again with another catchy blog title.Go me! Any-the-ways after much deliberation and contemplation it has come to my attention I am slacking on my normal duties in life.I dont know if I should clarify them,but I will anyways...I spend far too much time online instead of doing things I use to do.Such as cleaning my room,cleaning and detailing my car(which i use to take such pride in doing every week),laundry,organization...the general stuff I *use* to do.I've become so disillusioned about my real life that nothing else seems to matter other than being online for endless hours and screwing myself over badly..My brother was right,as he always is,even thou I havent spoken to him lately due to my seclusion of myself yet again,but he was right.I still have too much work to do on myself but I keep pushing it off for reasons unknown.Maybe I'm afraid that if I do,it'll change the person I am and I dont want that to happen at all.I just finished telling someone about

Me
1. When u looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? I should get ready....nawwww lol 2. How much cash do you have on you? $11 yeah big ballin' baby lol 3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST": best 4. Favorite planet? mars 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?: no one loves me.....oh and I broke my cell, I guess I could use that excuse too lol 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? fur elise 7. What shirt are you wearing?:pink and grey shorts and a grey tshirt 8. Do you "label" yourself? no 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing.? not wearing shoes 10. Bright or Dark Room? depends on my mood 11. What were you doing at midnight last night? ummm what was I doing......I was on the phone for a little bit then watched the movie orphange 12. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?: dont know and dont care 13. Where is your nearest 7-11?

Friends
beautiful people inside and out make the world a better place ........ i am thankful that i know so many ........... jen & brad Just a little note to say and then maybe ask about this site i love what i see i just can't get my codes and stuff to work???? all of these beautiful people, a million faces to see so much to look at just whats next for me. i love our fubar and the company i feel the love here it makes me happy. it might just be your page, just watch wait and see ..........jenn&brad

Auto 11s
some of u already know how these work, but for those who don't.... rate 1-10 on anyone who has an ACTIVE "auto 11s" bling & the rate counts as an 11 to both parties. no, it doesn't matter if the rater has a VIP status. the "auto 11s" bling is active for 24 hours. hope this helps.

Fu Owner Rox
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Love In The Air?? Collection Of Letters Written To Me That Sparked Some Interest.
I was just taking a look around and saw your profile. I must say that you are the first woman on here that sparked my interest at a glance. Well I guess I'll tell you a little about me in hopes that you will be interested. I a big kid at heart who loves to have fun and make jokes. I'm single dad an a good one at that. I can party like a rockstar or totally chill at home. I can go out and be complete gentleman at any event (for a maximum of 4 hours). Please subtract 3 hours if there is an open bar. Kidding. I can raise hell with u till sun up or tell ur mom how great the meal was in a suit on easter sunday. I like the finer things in life like chicken and donuts. I love long walks on the beach! Bullshit! I hate when guys write that stuff. Im a man. I like football and tailgating and midgets. I love cracking up and watching the homo's at rehobeth beach in their sssssuper sssscimpy ssssspeedos. I like middle eastern guys named skip. I have a Movado watch that has no numbers on it. I guess

Auction In Bbw Sinful Pleazures
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Heartbroken
Never say "I Love You" If you don't really care Never talk about feelings If they aren't really there Never hold my hand If you are going to break my heart Never say you are going to If you don't plan to start Never look into my eyes If all you do is lie Never say "Hi" When you really mean "Goodbye" If you really mean forever Then say you will try Never say forever Cuz forever makes me cry....

Stitch Mouth
Ran out the back door to go to the garageIt's daytime but it looks like a mirageThe air is thick and calm and everything's hazyA red orange goo blocking sun from letting grazingThe garage door is opened so I go on insideSearch through my pockets find the keys to my rideI got inside my car and I started it upThe muffler blows smoke it hasn't been drove in monthsI back out, turn around then I head down the drivewayI drive down the street until I get to the highwayI don't even know how to get thereTime is passing like the trees I just stop and stareBlankly out the window, it's like the car drives on its ownTaking me where it wants, destination unknownUntil I pass a sign I read it in my rearviewWelcome to Silent Hill, the road is Lathan AvenueWelcome to Silent Hill - we hope you enjoy your stay hereWelcome to Silent Hill - where reality becomes your worst fearWelcome to Silent Hill - try to trap your sanity inside your headWelcome to Silent Hill - where the population is deadThe road was b

Why Is It That The People With The Smallest Minds Always Have The Biggest Mouths?
Dear Dumb Bitch Why is it that the people with the smallest minds always have the biggest mouths? And the fattest asses. Bend over bitch. This speech will fuck you. Not that you aren't the community bicycle already. But then againYou must have a very large brain, to hold so much ignorance. I can see your point on some of the things you are saying,but i still think you are full of shit, If you're going say something that stupid you could at least fake a stroke. Sure i could go with the You don't know who/what your dealing with approach like you do, but you should already fully know and consider this.I see that you set this time aside to humiliate yourself, and I have sat back and had to hear about it enough.I would like to insult you but with your intelligence you wouldn't get offended, and I used to think that you were a gibbering idiot. Now, I have a much lower opinion of you.I don't know what your problem is, but I bet what ever it is it's hard for you to pronounce and might

My Iner Thouts
The Neoprene Dreamscape Peg arose just after dark. She seldom got up in the day. She hated the sun, and the poisonous burning light that emitted from it. Still encased in the shiny black neoprene outware that she had worn from the previous outing, she moved slowly, cautiously across the smallish vestibule. Soon she would need to shower; one of several that she was allotted each week. Although it rained nearly every day, the burning, black sheets of chemical residue falling outside could only be purified at a limited rate in order to meet the needs of the filthy populace. Electro-chemical deodorants and ultrasonic detergents became the alternative but less preferable method of cleansing. On this day Peg would be allowed two minutes of pure pleasure. She removed the elaborate outware that enclosed her naked human form. She stepped carefully into the foldout modular shower, and pressed the start button. Nothing happened. She pressed again. Again no response. She hated manual contro

Marine Corps Christmas
Twas the nite before Christmas, they lived far from home, in dark,sandy quarters, but not all alone After clearing the checkpoints, and with presents to give, I wanted to see the Marines Who in these quarters did live. As I looked all about, an awesome sight I did see, some of the few and the proud, U.S. Marines Some young, some old, with boots full of sand, Marine Corps brothers with rifles in hand. Seeing bravery, courage, and toughness of mind, a sobering thought came thru my mind For these quarters were different, housing hardcharging Marines; Who make it through with various routines The only easy day was the one they just got thru; Uncommon valor, still a common virtue Yet their spirits were high, Minds and bodies were strong; Despite the months that were trying and long These were the heroes of whom I had read; Whose main purpose was to make the enemy dead I knew the Americans who i saw on this night owed their lives to these men, the first ones to

Embers And Ashes
Here we are, back again It's the same but somehow so different I hear your voice it's in my head and then there's this hardening of soft tissue then silence. All I asked of you then was to please not abandon. All the things we said we'd do we did and then .... "the end"...

This Is How The World Ends
I hope that i dont Break any hearts here.. doubtfully.. But i have a gf. I shouldve been with this chick back in highschool. but things happen.. I hope it works out.. but if not.. then I think I might go gay.. not really.. Im just tired of Doing this dating thing..Ill get a mail order bride Just thought Id start all this crap.. Dont worry though I wont write much in here Ive told a few people.. But im telling everyone who cares to read this.. My new years resolution is to lose wieght and to all around get back into shape. Cuase you dont know.. I used to Just chubby.. now ima fatass.. So for prolly 3 months after the new year.. Ima sorta dissapear for a while.. If Im not at work Or sleeping ima be working out.. One cause.. I know this isnt attractive.. 2.. cause its depressing and most of all.. Cause about 2 months ago I was at a friends house.. Just chillin.. and I had a sharp pinch feeling under my left boob.. lol.. And right afterwards my left arm was tingly.. And we all know what t

Cool Stuffs.
Schizophrenia: Do you Hear what I hear? Dementia: I think I'll be home for Christmas. Narcissistic: Hark the Angels sing about me. Manic: Deck the halls and walls and house and lawn and streets and stores and office and town and cars and busses and trucks and trees and fire hydrants............ Paranoid: Santa Claus is coming to get me. Personality Disorder:You better watch out, I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna pout, maybe I'll tell you why?.... Borderline Personality Disorder: Thoughts of roasting on an open fire.... Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock, jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock, jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock,....... (Better start over again). Every day I live I am more convinced that the waste of life lies in the love we have not given, the powers we have not used, the selfish prudence that will risk nothing and which, shirking pain, misses happiness as well. "The ulimate measure of a man is not where he

Tooo Funny
Men’s Night Out... A man was approached by a co-worker at lunch who invited him out for beers after work. The man said that his wife would never go for it, that she does not allow him to go drinking with the guys after work. The co-worker suggested a way to overcome that problem: "When you get home tonight, sneak into the house, slide down under the sheets, gently pull down your wife's panties, and give her oral sex. Women love it, and believe me, she'll never mention that you were out late with the boys." So, the man agreed to try it and went out and enjoyed himself. Late that night, he sneaked into the house, slid down under the sheets, gently slid down his wife's panties and gave her oral sex. She moaned and groaned with pleasure, but after a little while, he realized he had to take a leak, so he told her he'd be right back, got out of bed and walked down the hall to the bathroom. When he opened the door and went in, he was very surprised to see his wife sitting on the jo

Food And Drink
FRIED DILL PICKLES 1 egg, beaten 1 c. milk 1 tbsp. flour 1 tbsp. Worcestershire sauce 6 drops hot sauce 3/4 tsp. salt 3/4 tsp. pepper 3 1/2 c. flour 1 qt. sliced dill pickles Wesson oil for deep frying Combine first 5 ingredients, stirring well. Set aside. Combine 3 1/2 cups flour, salt and pepper, stirring well. Dip pickles in milk mixture and dredge in flour mixture, repeat process. Deep fry in hot oil, 350 degrees until pickles float to surface and are golden brown. Drain on paper towels. WASHINGTON APPLE (SHOT) CROWN ROYAL 2 OZ APPLE PUCKER 2 OZ CRANBERRY JUICE 2 OZ Shake ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into shot glass. =============================================== SLEDGEHAMMER (SHOT) JACK DANIELS 1/2 OZ BUTTERSCOTCH SCHNAPPS 1/2 OZ pour into shot glass and enjoy. =============================================== REDHEADED SLUT (SHOT) JAGERMEISTER 1 OZ PEACH SCHNAPPS 1 OZ CRANBER

All About Meeh
it's contest time and i need help click here to comment bomb plz help me get a 1 month blast!!!or 3 month vipclick here U TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED YOU PUT ME DOWN HOPING I'LL STAY ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE BUT YOU DON'T CARE WHY WOULD YOU DARE YOU KEEP HURTING ME NOT HEARING MY PLEA I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO H

Essays And Scholastic Thinking
http://itre.cis.upenn.edu/~myl/languagelog/archives/004835.html Oddly enough, I can't really think of any words that really squick me out, just from their sound alone. Meanings? Sure, some words have meaning I'd rather not think about but sound alone? Not really. A- Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. A

Hump Day
Hey you all..Just wanted to tell you I had a SUPER game of golf today! It rained almost all day on me and I got soaked to the bone. My titties were so hard nad I froze my ass off but wow, It was a good day. Stopped keeping score after the third hole cause of the rain, but I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. My boss is good to me, and I just wanted to say, sometimes its ok to get out and away from the computer..Not that you won't be missed, but for your own sake..:) I can tell you I needed a break from it, but I am refreshed and back!@ Well I will be as soon as I take a quick nap..LOL Starting my contest today and I want to clean out my computer here after awhile, but I need rest right now! So, I know this is long, but I want to say, never think someone doesn't care, cause I do, even if you never talk to me before and you need to, please feel free! (Not just dirty talkers either ..LOL) Hugs and Kisses Just wanted to wish everyone a wonderful hump day. Now

Sheer Stupidity
I just started a new job last night as a cage cashier on a riverboat casino. I get to witness stupidity at it's worst every night at work. And believe me, there are some amazing displays there, as money and alcohol and slot machines or gaming tables are seldom a good mix. But, thanks to company policy and the state gaming commission... I'm not allowed to discuss ANY of it... and it's killing me. I can understand not being allowed to discuss it with neighbors, family, anyone else in my immediate area, due to confidentiality of the customers, but to be prohibited to mention it anonymously online seems a bit restrictive to me. After all, the chances of someone out there in fu-land actually knowing who I'm even talking about, without mentioning names and/or descriptions, is slim to non-existent. It would require either one hell of a guess or having actually been present at the right place and the right time to witness the specific example mentioned. And on a further note, I just read th

2nd Photo Shoot
Hi, i have my 2nd time infront of a photographer on tuesday. Im very nervous about it, normally hubby takes all my pics. Im doing a artistic nude shoot with another female who is a good friend which makes it better. Lots of nice arty pics with hr should be nice. I cant post new pics here til i level up..... Wish me luck. Kylie..x

My Poetry
One Kiss for yesterday that I may have forgotten. One Kiss for today for I'm Blessed. One Kiss for tomorrow to show I care beyond words for everyday I'm blessed to be with you. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved Holy Hammerfall exodus the overkill of paradise lost from astral doors, within a change of pace Accept autumn's Living Colour. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved At The Sight of the Full Moon, The Tables Will Turn, Like Time in the Sands of an Hour Glass, FOREVER CHANGING Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved P.S.Wrote this many many years ago walking home at 3am.I looked up and seen a full moon and these words came to me.now every time I see a full moon I recite the peom.

Poems
my heart is your and without you i am lost, lost in a world that don't see who i am with out you lost in time that seems to never end, my heart is your and without you i am lost lost inside me heart cause the pain is unbearable, lost in loneliness cause you are gone if you could see how lost i am without you,how my heart aches for you smile ,your laughter ,you touch and you love and to know you are truly my heart you have my heart and i am lost without you

~*~Dem ''09''~*~ - Apr. 13, 2007 at 03:01 AM High class Ghetto ass We can do it Slow or fast. Buckle up Make it loud Don't give a shit If your not proud. Stay up late Never hate Cuz we're the class of 09 An yes its fine.... So the year's go by, faster every year. We laugh a little there and we cry a little tear, But we love each other, that we know, While we gossip around, saying "That girl's low." We might backstab and hate, judge and date, While making bad grades and always being late, But in the end, is that what it all means? I think we'll understand when we get our junior rings. Times wearing out and it sure is for us, Then off to college..no laundry or bus, On our own, so go on and cry, We'll make it, I promise, we just gotta try. I'll miss everyone through all the fights and tears, I hope we see each other throughout all the years, Graduation will come, we just gotta wait, till then we're just the class of ''09'' These are j

Tag!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I always wear 2 pairs of socks. 2. Sometimes my fingers twitch involuntarily. Hmm...early signs of Parkinson's? 3. I don't actually talk much in real life. A lot of nervous chuckling, though. 4. I used to write short stories...sci-fi kinda stuff, but I lost that passion and haven't found it since. 5. I don't eat cheese unless it's on something else. Random enough. 6. I almost never IM anyone first. People will go weeks or months without hearing from me, then when they get all pissed and finally do IM me, they tend to think I'm weird. *shrugs* 7. Every problem one can conceive of has a particular goblin on which it c

Men, Women, The Internet, What's Left Is Me.
As messed up as men think women are, all they can do is blame themselves. Most men have this problem of wanting to have sex with a woman no matter what if they find them attractive (or not even attractive, they are just addicted to pussy way too much.) What does this do? Well you give the women of this world the upper hand and all the power. If you are one of those men who think "all women do is lie, cheat, manipulate, and are just fucking evil!!!"---Why do you think that is? BECAUSE YOU GIVE THEM SEX ANYWAY!!! What the hell are you thinking? I have heard a lot of guys say things like "I don't care, I'm gonna fuck that dumb bitch!" like its some sort of punishment lol. DUMBASS! You know what you are doing? You are rewarding that woman for being a "bitch" (a selfish, disrespectful, BAD Person) with your COCK! You never make one woman earn your cock, you just give it up. How many of you dumbasses have your cock posted multiple times in your pictures???? I'm guessing A BIG

Heartbreak... Strike Out Again
yeah!!! im single again. this time no young girls. need someone who is more mature. someone who can go to the bar. im starting to feel beter now and when i get drunk again all will be forgotten. p.s. o yeah on a good note. i weighed myself the other day and i weighed 212 pounds i havent weighed that much in years. y do i even try. i liked this newest one so much. jamie. its beter to have luved and lost... fuck that shit. things were goin to good. i hadnt told much of u that i had a girl friend. thats because we were young in our relationship so i wanted to wait untill it had been a while to say. we made it just 11 days. now im fuckin depressed. i thought i finally had some good luck. for those who dont know this last year has been so fucked up for me. i still cant find a job. then i find a girl that is awesome. i like her alot and she just breaks up with me. for no reasen. she just wanted to. i cant handle this im goin to go insane. i havent had a beer since i was in yak

Auto 11's
I am in a contest to win an Auto 11 Bling. Please click the pic below to rate. Please make sure you show the host Auto 11§1lkéÑélÐêr™ some love while you are there as he has Auto 11's. Thanks to everyone for your help. Contest Ends 11/08!!! Most Rates Wins!!! Much Love, Phoenix

200 Greatest Rock Guitar Riffs
1. Smoke On The Water - Deep Purple 2. (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction - Rolling Stones 3. Sunshine Of Your Love - Cream 4. Layla - Derek And The Dominos 5. Oh Pretty Woman - Roy Orbison 6. Iron Man - Black Sabbath 7. Johnny B Goode - Chuck Berry 8. Heartbreaker - Led Zeppelin 9. You Really Got Me - The Kinks 10. Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N' Roses 11. Purple Haze - Jimi Hendrix Experience 12. Day Tripper - The Beatles 13. Walk This Way - Aerosmith 14. In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida - Iron Butterfly 15. Whole Lotta Love - Led Zeppelin 16. Sweet Home Alabama - Lynyrd Skynyrd 17. Voodoo Child (Slight Return) - Jimi Hendrix Experience 18. Paranoid - Black Sabbath 19. Crazy Train - Ozzy Osbourne 20. Back In Black - AC/DC 21. Foxey Lady - Jimi Hendrix Experience 22. Frankenstein - Edgar Winter 23. Aqualung - Jethro Tull 24. Bad To The Bone - George Thorogood & Destroyers 25. Brown Sugar - Rolling Stones 26. Summertime Blues - Eddie Cochran 27. Money For Nothing -

Decisions
I've got so much going on in my life now. I am planning a move to Georgia in a couple of weeks. It's been in the works for quite a while. My boyfriend of 2 1/2 years is coming with me but we've been having a lot of problems and I have been so torn with what to do. My heart says I can't be without him but my head says, I would be better off on my own for a while, to heal, to live independent for once in my life. The fear of being alone is very powerful though. I have a lot of friends who really think that I am making a mistake by taking him with me. I think I already lost a friend who is upset that I still am and I care a lot about that person and I don't want to lose contact with that person but they kinda of stopped talking to me and I am feeling bad about it. Oh well, such is life. I have to do what is right for me when it's right for me, not when someone thinks I should. I think my life is going to turn out really great. I am going to do great things with or without my bf.

Thoughts Far And Away
Im crying insideLike the howl of the windCold and all aloneThe hurt in my throatLike air caught up trying to get freeIf I let these tears flowI may not have the strength to hold backAs every teardrop falls without wingsSo I sit silently holding in the pain of my heartWhen you look into my eyesYou will see a smile so fake, for so longEven Im fooledHappinessIs a word once filled my heartThey had turned to tears so long agoAnd shattered like mirrors hitting the floorThat was when I saw my lifeThe reflection of meThat was when the light went outAnd felt the darkness's embraceThe comfort she shared I took for loveAs she hid me away from the worldAnd lonely wasnt so lonesome anymoreShe holds me tightAs I shed silent tears into my soulSoaked with sorrow and griefI died so long agoAnd today, all I want is to live againThe kind of life shared with someoneSomeone to hold you tightTo love you just rightTo share with you their worldAs I would share with her mineYou see, this manThis personHas been

Venting
I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your

Dear Jesus
Dear Jesus, So far this year you have taken away my favorite dancer, Michael Jackson, favorite actor Patrick Swayze, favorite actress Farrah Fawcett, favorite pitchman, Billy Mays, and favorite sidekick, Ed McMahon. Just so you know, my favorite politicians are Harry Reid, Nancy Pelosi, Barney Frank, Chris Dodd and Barack Obama. Thank you!!!!!!

Windows Of The Soul
eyes. are like windows,the windows of the soul,for a person to peer in,to see whom what has been,see whom what is,see whom will be.'tis a gift,to not be taken lightly,for tis has potence of,enlightment or choas,for the soul,is a powerful force,seer be warned,seer be wary,for that window,is two way mirror,no matter,you will not escape,unscathed of what,you've seen in,thy eyes,the windows of the soul.

This Might Piss You But I Don't Care
Ok 1st off I have a few friends are here that are great. However, this is supposed to be an online bar. How is when I go to a real bar I see real people that will talk to others. It seems like that you have to act like whore or be a gangster to make new friends on here.

Lets Be Friends
I'm here to meet women that likes to have good times is there any one around my area Ok women what is wrong with my profile no one likes me I keep on getting more friends I would like to meet one in person

Rainy Day
For all of you troop supporters out there. please log into home for our troops. giving back to those who sacrificed for us. Not just me but many soldiers like me who are unable to get around in a conventional house. Thank You. My wife found a Dalmation about a month ago and decided to take it in. But with a one year old running around the house the dog was just too bug to keep around so today I had to take it too a shelter. I hope they can find a home for it. Anyway it is now at the Houston humane society on almeda rd. Most of Houston is getting hit hard by rain and flooding today and getting from one place to another is challenging. But I made it back home. I listened to the news and have heard of some that weren't so lucky. I saw many homes and cars underwater. Nine whole days of Thanksgiving week. A whole week with the kids home. Lots of Family, food and football. Go Cowboys!! And of course Frantic Friday. The day after Thanksgiving that everyone goes shopping for

Trust
kimberley's sexual nickname: "Lush slip" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I KNOW I WILL NEVER TRUSTA SINGLE THING U SAY.YOU KNEW YOUR LIES WOULD DRIVE US APART BUT U LIED ANYWAY AND ALL THE LIES HAVE GOT YOU FLOATING UP ABOVE US ALL BUT WHAT GOSE UP HAS TO FALL

Check Out My Girl
we ve added new pic some speical for friends some speical for our family come check them out rate them tell us what u think WE STILL NEED A LOT OF HELP WE NEED A LOT OF VOTES AND COMMIT http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144345&albumid=165532&i=4213268064 WE HAVE ONE LAST DAY WERE HOPING THE 350 +FRIEND WE HAVE AT LEAST A 3RD HELP OUT SO COME ON WASTE 5 MIN AND COME VOTE AND COMMIT THANK U XOXOXO http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144345&albumid=165532&i=4213268064

Tracks Featured In My Stash
Diesel is a stage name for a guy called Mark Lizotte and in 1989 he had a band called Johnny Diesel & the Injectors and then in 1992 he was known as Diesel and then in 1999 he went by Mark Lizotte his Real Name for another album and then in 2002 he went back to been Diesel Soul Lost Companion was the album under his real name Mark Lizotte Hepfidelity was his first solo album as Diesel and Coathanger Atennae is his most recent album as Diesel and i have had the pleasure in 2006 to meet him in person i felt so honoured to meet him i consider him a Australian Music Legend and he signed the Albums Johnny Diesel & the Injectors Hepfidelity Soul Lost Companion Singled Out And 2 Copies of Coathanger Antennae for me and he's the nicest guy i met from Bruce Mental As Anything are an Australian Band and they'ye had a few songs featured in movies including this one in the big steal and they had another one featured in young einstein and crocodile dundee as well and i saw them perform live at m

Step Into My Shoes
yesterday at work... we are suppost to tell people the lil notes the pharmtist leave for the people well yesterday one of the notes were max of eight tablets daily. so i tell the person there is a max of 8 tablets daily they go..so i can only take 8 tablets in a day?? ......... uh what?? walk away b4 you get hit!!! i cant beleive they asked me that!!!! did you not just hear me?? what do you think i mean when i say max of eight tablets in a day???? think i was yankin your chain or something?? holy shit people are stupid...doesnt help that i was sick and impatient. lets see other stupid stuff. uh cant really think of any right now but i know there is much more! AS YOU KNOW THE WORLD OF MODELS TODAY ARE NOTHING BUT STICKS WITH WIGS... SICK! WE ARE LOOKING FOR REAL WOMEN WITH ATTITUDE AND LIVING AN ALTERATIVE WAY OF LIFE, WAY OUT OF THE NORM... GOTH, ROCK, ROCK-A-BILLY, PUNK, CYBER, ECT. ECT. FOR OTHER INFO AND OR QUESTIONS SEND US A MESSAGE HERE OR EMAIL US AT sinisterminions@gmai

Distant Poem
Distant poem... How can these memories leave me, when your touches are all I can feel? How can all this be just be dreaming, when the taste is so vividly real? Tell me how can the pain ever slacken, if the distance just won't let it heal? Or am I just alone in this prison where time sets itself on it's heels? What makes a man leave such a treasure, the one thing that he holds so dear? And walk freely into these environs where, no one can really come near. Then look back on what he is leaving, and shed not a few heartfelt tears. What words can I find to be spoken, when you're too far away now to hear? Please tether those feelings of anger, thoughts saying that "I've let you down". Remember those times when you saw me, brighten so just from hearing your sound. Please hear past my poor words so failing to convey all the love you've brought round. Just look closely and see these emotions, naked now as the eyes of a clown. How quickly the st

Joke
A rich man and a redneck were discussing what they gave their wives for their anniversaries. The rich man says, "I bought my wife a diamond necklace and a Mercedes Benz." The redneck asks, "Why did you buy her two gifts?" The rich man replies, "Well, in case she doesn't like the diamond necklace, she can drive her Mercedes Benz to take it back." The redneck acknowledges the rich man's answer, and then proceeds to tell him that he got his wife a pair of flip flops and a dildo. With a confused and intrigued look, the rich man asks, "Why did you buy her those gifts?!" The redneck replies, "Well, in case she doesn't like the flip flops, she can go fuck herself." This guy is sitting inside a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half-an-hour. Then, this big trouble-making bully steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts crying. The bully says: "Come on man, I was just joking. Tell ya what; I'

Do You Like Me????
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It Is A Lot
Why not force a deleting of the account! Yea! There we go...I will be back with the nastiest pics..LMAO Its easyto losetrack sometimes, and I guess that I have. I just want to say thank you for those that are true...I wish I could be everything for everyone, but I can't. Its a hard thing to want to be everyhting to everyone, and if you ever have to deal with that, then you will know what I am talknig about. It s hard enough to be all that... for yourself alone. You can't...Love you...LOL

Monday Night!!!
its so great i get a 3day weekend for my birthday every year at the begining of summer!!! Im single and gonna be 28 on the 28th of 2008 so gotta do sumptin right? So summer beach party friday n maybe saterday night! well fishin n beer drinkin and fire n stuff down at san luis pass west end of galveston so stop by if ur down there runnin around at the beach! summer!!! all right damage control i just had a fu friend over to my house from north carolina un supervised at my computer and she left a few mums and blogs in my name so anything that came about 20 minutes before this was not me sh was over here fucken with me yeah she is so funny ha ha ha yeah i wish u could pick up sarcasim on the net....thanks With my best friend and his Super Hot wife.. Wish y'all were here-New years maybe? Let me know if ya'll wanna hang out sometime

St. Baldrick's
Hey everyone, It's that time of year again, time to get Bald!! For those of you who have known me a couple of years, this is old hat, but for my new "friends," or for others who may be hearing of this for the first time, here goes. Every year, around St. Patrick's Day, I participate in an event called St. Baldrick's Day, wherein otherwise normal people shave their heads in an act of Solidarity with children who have cancer. The unique thing about this event is that ALL money raised goes to research of various kinds of CHILDHOOD cancer, and ONLY childhood cancer. This will be my eighth year participating in this event, making me (I believe) the only Shavee to lose his locks every year we have had an event in Pittsburgh, PA. So far, through the first 7 year, I have raised around $10,000, and would like to better me yearly average this year. You may ask why I do this, and so I will tell. Back in 1999, my little brother, Erich Andrew "Andy" Beck, was diagnosed with cancer,

I Believe.......
I believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

Quizzes
What charactor from Twilight, are you?AliceYou're smart, funny, pixie cute. And can see the future! You're paranormal gift may be viewable now...or maybe it will start developing in a few years, but you will be special. Other Quizzes what kind of dragon r u *Awesome Pics*Dark DragonYou are the Dark Dragon. You are probably goth, emo, or scene if you got this. You like the dark(OBVIOUSLY!!), and want the whole world to be that way all the time. When you are in your room, you are in your own little world with the radio blared so nobody hears you crying and screaming. Darkness is isolated. If you like it, STAY THERE!! You are fine.How do you compare? Take this t

~ Me ~
~ Moi ~ This is about me...some of who I am, what I am, why I am...random and unstructured, just the way I gather the thoughts. Many here think they know me by what they see and read but some of what is here is me and some is what I want you to see...so here goes....don't know if anyone is interested or cares but it's my effort to give you a peek. And unless you talk to me away from here it's the best we can do. Ok.....I color outside the lines and like to go against the flow. I run with Scissors . I like all music but love the 80's brand. I'm in Love with Love and always give it the best shot possible. I put love into all my friendships. I have overflowing Passion and it spills out on here sometimes. My fave colors are Pink...yes pink...and Purple. but they are all way too cool. I'm loyal to a fault and always try to fix things. If I hurt you..it hurts me as much and I miss you. I don't do hate, I don't do anger...so even when fucked over I still wait to see the good in that person. I

December 7th 1941 " Let Us Never Forget "
President Franklin D. Roosevelt: Yesterday, December 7, 1941—a date which will live in infamy—the United States of America was suddenly and deliberately attacked by naval and air forces of the Empire of Japan. The United States was at peace with that nation, and, at the solicitation of Japan, was still in conversation with its government and its emperor looking toward the maintenance of peace in the Pacific. Indeed, one hour after Japanese air squadrons had commenced bombing in the American island of Oahu, the Japanese ambassador to the United States and his colleague delivered to our secretary of state a formal reply to a recent American message. While this reply stated that it seemed useless to continue the existing diplomatic negotiations, it contained no threat or hint of war or armed attack. It will be recorded that the distance of Hawaii from Japan makes it obvious that the attack was deliberately planned many days or even weeks ago. During the intervening time the Jap

Crazzy Summer
This has been the craziest year I have ever had. On may 19th I was hurt at work. Went to the hospital on may 23rd. because of a head ache that just wouldn't go away. this was trip number 1 for that day. They couldn't find anything wrong so they gave me a couple of shots and sent me home. About 2 hours later the headache was back so I went back. This time they decided to run some more tests. ct scans turned up nothing, Then it was a spinal tap. Let me tell you that was fun. lol. Well they found blood in the spinal fluid. For those that don't know it isn't supposed to be there. I was admitted to the icu for the next 3 days and then to a normal room where they ran even more invasive tests. after four days they hadn't found out what was causeing the blood so the dr. ordered a mri. Turns out there were three tumors in my spinal cord that I didn't know about. Well a week later I went in for the 1st of 2 surgeries. the first one went ok I was a little scared I will admit. this first one the

Hmmmmm!!!!!!
OK I'M A LITTLE PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! TO WHOEVER SENT ONE OF MY PICS AS NSFW IS A REAL FUKING BABY AND NEEDS TO GROW UP, BETTER YET NOT BE ON FUBAR!! TELL ME IF YOU THINK THIS NSFW! I TRIED TO POSR A PIC OF IT, BUT I CANT I'M SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY! IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT PIC I'M TALKING ABOUT IT'S IN MY FUNNY SHIT ALBUM.....IT'S THE "BITCHOLOGY" PIC IT'S ABOUT HALF WAY THRU THE ALBUM. I MARKED MOST OF MY NSFW NOW AND FRIENDS ONLY. YOU KNOW WHAT IF YOUR GOING TO BITCH ABOUT THAT PIC AND IT OFFENDS YOU....YOU SHOULNR FUCKING BE ON FUBAR YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER, FIND A FUCKING LIFE YOU PIECE OF SHIT FUCKING ASSHOLE! SO IF THE PERSON WHO CRIED ABOUT THE PIC HAS THE BALLS ENOGH TO COME FORWARD....BRING IT MOTHERFUCKER! To the rest of you, my fu family and friends I Love you all. Ok my fu friends and family! was wondering if you can help me out with something.....just a little perplexed about a few things. Your shooting the shit with someone, nothing big,

Friends & Family Of Mine
Do you think this father that told his son to lie on Michael Jackson so they can just get the money from Michael do you think this Father should get in trouble as we know as well as I do Michael Jackson isn't a Child Molester so leave him alone

Under The Microscope
You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry

A Creed That True Master's Should Live By
Masters Creed Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all. He is strict and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave real tears. As the consummate lover, He will kiss the tears away without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master is a supportive partner and friend, never forgetting that this is a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understanding the difference between fantasy and reality. He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career or family just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His slaves mind, body, soul and love. He must first earn her trust. He will show His slave humor, kindness and warmth. He must always show her that His guidance and tutoring

Another Just Because...
BEWARE OF THAT UNDERWEAR DUST!!!!!! One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.He hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?'She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!!! !You guys just never learn, do not piss off the woman. My Aunt sent Me this. She has a warped sense of humor...

Home Pleasure
Fore Playing/Anal Sex Father/Daughter…Taboo (To all the readers, this story takes place from beginning to end, so if you faint at heart or hate what is reality, than don’t read it, because its deal with the reality in some families. I believe this kind of love or sex should not be happening, but I write what is within own my family, but I have be lucky for this to never had happen to me, yet I know this kind of things does happen in real life.) Tom wept at his wife grave site, he had lost her upon the birth of their daughter, but he knew deep down with his heart and soul he didn’t blame his only daughter for his wife death, he blamed his wife. She had knew the risk of carrying another child, but she wanted a daughter more than anything else in life, she was happy with her two sons, Donny and Angelo, but she wanted a mere image of herself within their family. He held his daughter within his arms, he stared at her, but right now he could not feel nothing

Music
People have some serious issues here ! I can't believe how there are so many people caught up on being re assured on just how they appear to others seeking approval by taking on so many friends just for points rates bling how sad !

Quotes,prayers,thoughts
It is not necessary to cry loudly to enable our prayers to reach the Lord. He is not far off. His unseen ears are everywhere. He knows the secrets of every heart and mind, and He can fulfil every desire. He dwells in every heart. He sees everything and knows our secrets feelings. The Lord hears even the footfall of an ant. Even the silent current of his thoughts

Smile
You there, If your the one reading this, I want you to do something;... SMILE .... Smile because you're beautiful,.. because you're amazing,.. because you're unique,.. because you can, ..because tomorrow is a new day, ..because no matter what you think, someone loves you. SMILE BECAUSE YOU DESERVE TO.

Smile
I WONDER WHY ALL OF YOU NOT DO COMMENT AND RATE ON MY PROFILE ???I DID DO RATE AND COMMENT ON UR PICTURE WOMAN DRIVERS OF THE YEAR 10th PLACE GOES TO 9th PLACE GOES TO 8th PLACE GOES TO 7th PLACE GOES TO 6th PLACE GOES TO 5th PLACE GOES TO 4th PLACE GOES TO THE BRONZE MEDAL GOES TO THE SILVER MEDAL GOES TO--POLICE CAR IN CEMENT THE GOLD MEDAL WINNER Helmet is on Backwards!

1 Dirty Question (repost)
You get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you *1 Dirty Question (repost of original by 'Kira' on '2006-09-28 10:01:00') (repost of original by 'Professional Taco Taster' on '2006-09-28 10:37:38')

Dunno
What is real and wht is fantasy here on lost cherry. I have been wondering this since I joined. I have met a beautiful girl (both inside and out) on here and yet i havn't met her. I feel like I could never know her fully and yet sometimes it is as if we grew up together. I am lost and found, happy and sad, powerful and meek. The parodox that is the lc, the internet, the world can in one movement bring us to hieghts of extasy and crush us into dust. In two movements create, educate and destroy. In three movements make us love, laugh, maim and kill. Are we powerless, or can we turn it off, put it away, and forget it. The latter we must do, for if not we truley are lost. Bobby It is October and the leaves are just barley begining to turn here in Atlanta, but the Holloween is approaching. When you arrive on site it is late friday night and the game has begun. Undead everywhere. Townspeople screaming for healers and warriors, the first for the dead, the second for the soon to be

Buckeyes
OSU will beat florida by 2 touchdowns.. in no way am i a michigan fan..but the gators have no business at all playing in this game..the SEC is the most overrated conference in football go buckeyes just to let everyone know... 9 minutes and counting till we find out who's gonna play the buckeyes for the natn'l championship!! OSU will beat florida by 2 touchdowns.. in no way am i a michigan fan..but the gators have no business at all playing in this game..the SEC is the most overrated conference in football go buckeyes

Funny
i am trying to get a platnum cherry and i need 2,500 comments to get it. i have 353 so far please click on the photo below and comment bomb or at least leave me some love it would be greatly apperciated. thanks in advance. A woman in the bar says that she wants to have plastic surgery to enlarge her breasts. Her husband tells her, "Hey, you don't need surgery to do that. I know how to do it without surgery." The lady asks, "How do I do it without surgery?" "Just rub toilet paper between them." Startled the lady asks, "How does that make them bigger?" "I don't know, but it worked for your ass."

Urine Test.
This was sent to me by a friend, so I can't take credit, but definately thought it was worth passing on. Maybe some politicians will see it and it will get them thinking about how we'd really like to start having our money spent instead of thinking about their own pay raises. Like a lot of folks in this country, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money this country would save if people had to pass a

St. Paddy
WOOOHOO Just back from the SLF concert at Newcastle Carling Academy 30 years since the band start Still as fresh Punk Rock Rules Ok Just in from the Pub Guinness hats and blow up pints n shaelaglies (spelling) Every where AAARRRGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! OK Here we go Why the F**K do Englishmen celebrate St. Paddys Day?? I mean I have nothing against the Irish or people with Irish in them.. But come on Some Englishmen don't celebrate St Georges Day yet break their necks to the pub and wear a leprechaun (spelling)Hat on 17th March

New Members
Lets add and welcome her to the family. *~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* Co-Owner of S.I.L. ♥ Demon Crew ♥ Slap Happy Bombers@ fubar Thanks, BlaZe Lets welcome and add her to the family please. sexyyania69 *Slap Happy Bombers*@ fubar Thanks, BlaZe Let welcome and add her to the family please. ~Trina~Slap Happy Bombers~@ fubar Thanks, BlaZe

Humor
Obituary of Common Sense! Today, we mourn the passing of an old friend by the name of Common Sense. Common Sense lived a long life, but died from heart failure at the brink of the Millennium. No one really knows how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He selflessly devoted his life to service in schools; hospitals, homes, factories and offices, helping folks get jobs done without fanfare and foolishness. For decades, petty rules, silly laws and frivolous lawsuits held no power over Common Sense. He was credited with cultivating such valued lessons as to know when to come in from rain, the early bird gets the worm and life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn), reliable parenting strategies (the adults are in charge, not the kids), and it's okay to come in second. A veteran of the Industrial Revolution, the Great Depression, and the Technological Revolution

On The Move Again
Me and shizzle are moving to Oklahoma where I might be able to get a job. Keep us in your prayers that we have a safe trip up there and that we have enough money too. I'll post another blog when we get there and get settled in. We love you all. ♥ Hello to all fubarians. Hope everyone is doing great. Me and Just Shizzle will be moving today back to Florida and won't be able to get on for a while. I hope you all have lots of fun while we're gone and don't do anything I wouldn't do. Keep us in you're prayers and we will miss all of you. Hope you all have a great one. God bless you all. Trista Just Shizzle's Fu-wife

From The Heart
He wakes in the morning, And his first thought is her, As he reaches and grabs that pillow, Where she used to lay her head. He can still smell the sweet perfume Of the one he love without question. He used to lay and see her sleeping face, And know that he was in her dreams. As the days came and went, He watched as her dreams changed. He'd roll to see her face in the night, And she would be gone. He couldn't believe that the love that he once gave, Would be left behind. How could a woman do that to a man who gave all he had to give, But it wasn't good enough for her to stay. His sleepless eyes shed tears for her, And his arms, they ache to hold her again. Alas, he know that will never happen, And he hears his son stirring in the next room, As he passes pictures of her in the hall, He wonders how could she just up and leave This precious child behind. He sits on the floor in the darkness And wipes away his tears-- He puts a gentle loving hand on the back of his

Mine
I have lots of family in California and I am missing them so much that I literally ache. I was out there in September for a few days but there was simply was not enough time to see everybody and I felt guilty then and have ever since. I try to visit at least once a year, sometimes twice a year but now that it's the holiday season, the guilt has intensified that I'm not trying hard enough. I thoroughly enjoyed every moment I was there but I feel like I should have made more an effort to see everyone. My niece and nephew have grown so much yet I'm not there to see them and spoil them...and I have another neice on the way in March. I still consider my ex brother in law as my brother and his family as an extension of that (and they feel the same) yet I haven't seen most of them for over 2 years. I keep in contact with them via phone and email but it's not the same. Every time I get an email or phone call from any of them I feel a pang of longing to see them all. It's comforting to

Wana Own Me?????
click on the pic check out what the other ladies offered me so far. think you can handle me for 30 days???? click pic and have a peek click on the pic check out what the other ladies offered me so far. think you can handle me for 30 days???? click pic and have a peek

Helping A Friend
"What a Loser He Turned Out to Be..." . If only I was able to collect some monetary fee every time I had to hear that line. Hell, I'd be charging myself just as much as I would my friends. The thing that's most interesting about that statement is that he didn't "turn out" to be a loser. He always was one. We just didn't see it until reality was slapping us in the face. For whatever reason, when we meet someone new, there is a delicious sense of novelty swirling in the air around them. Or maybe it's those alcohol fumes. At any rate, we end up light headed and don't see the signs in front of us. We wax over obvious details. We build his image up in our minds into something that doesn't even resemble the person in front of us. If it's anyone's fault that he "turns out" to be a loser.... it's ours. The same could be said about how men are with women. As long as she is attractive enough and deems you worthy enough to fuck, you'll overlook just about anything

Some Thing Really Funny!!!
1. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start With. 2. Reintarnation : Coming Back to life as a hillbilly. 3. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future 4. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, whi ch renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period. 5. Giraffiti: Vandalism Spray-painted very, very high. 6. Sarchasm: The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it. 7. Inoculatte : To take coffee intravenously when you are running late. 8. Hipatitis: Terminal Coolness. 9. Osteopornosis: A Degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.) 10. Karmageddon : It's like, when everybody is sending off all these really bad vibes, right? And then, like, the Earth explodes and it's, like, a serious bummer.

Frank
If you love something, set it free. Blah!! If it comes back it will always be yours. Blah, blah!! If it doesn't comeback, it was never yours to begin with. Blah, blah, fucking blah!! But, if it just sits in your livingroom, messes up your shit, eats your food, uses your telephone, takes your money, and doesn't appear to realise you set it free ..... you either married it or give birth to it or im my case .... iz an idiot when it comes to relationships. BLAH!!! Message ACCEPT | DENY blktaz Online (Stepped away) 2008-08-08 14:27:23 Bryant Fair 4024 Newell RD Port Angeles, WA 98363 Home (360) 504-5638 Cell Phone (425) 218-6308 E-Mail btfair2004@yahoo.com Objective: A career as a computer technician Technical Skills: PC Main board, Hard Drive, diskette Drive, PC Memory, PC Fan and Heat Shirk, CPU, POS Systems Dell Computers, HP, IBM, UT- 810,815,845, Printers Lexmark 620,632,644, BIOS Setting, Network Card Instillation, Software Instillation Window

Me
hello all.. and thanks for checking out this blog... I just wanted to let my friends and family know that i will be deleting my fubar account at the end of next week.. too much drama and all the B/S on here. i have met some really great ppl on here and then some others... i would like to keep in touch with some of my friends on here.. some of you have my number or yahoo.. please stay in touch i know 95% of my friends on here wont come look at this and that kinda suck cause i know they really arent a friend... but for those of you that do and dont know my yahoo or myspace send me a PM and i will send it to you.. I hope to keep in touch with most of my friends on here.. but if not.. i hope you have a good one. Nate Just to let everyone know, tonight will probably be my last night on here for awhile. i have surgery on Wednesday(Aug. 6) morning and i will be unable to do anything for awhile. i might get on here tomorrow night but not sure... my surgery will be at 7am and i

My Rants....
Today wasn't a good or bad day. It was just...a day. I mainly listened to my friends lives of sorrows and happenings, and reflected upon my own life. I think EVERYONE goes thru troubles on a daily basis! Isn't it funny how nothing is completely balanced? If it isn't a relationship, its your career, if its not those two, then its finances..........But I really believe it is those little things--those special moments that we forget about that should overcome all the fear and doubt. So many relationships are being torn apart because people lose faith. Not just in God--but in THEMSELVES. I believe that when I start a new relationship, that I want someone who is going to have faith in the Lord, themselves & ME. Besides communication, I think that is key.Perhaps I won't be with anyone at all....I am going to just take it one day at a time and wait for the right person this time if he happens to come along. My priorities are high. He must love the Lord, he must have confidence in hi

Rating!
I was sent a shout from this older gentleman asking if I would come to his hotel room if he had a fake business trip in my area. So of course my response was NO! I explained that I have a boyfriend and was very happy. Apparently this wasn't enough of a discouragement because he then asked me if he could be my Sugar Daddy! I was floored! I made no attempt to respond but had my Boyfriend ask him to leave me alone. The guy then had the nerve to send me a private message telling me that all he wanted was to taste my pussy once a month in exchange for a shopping trip and this could be our secret. I have taken screen shot and have them on my profile pics! I feel that my response was direct and to the point! and then if him asking me to be his whore wasn't funny enough he then send me a private message telling me that he was sorry and has blocked me from his profile! ROFLMAO!! But this is the asshole that felt I was a whore! Let's show him how much we appreciate his kind on here! htt

My Life And Feelings
Here is part 2 of my last blog. Like i said in my last blogi thought that i would never kno what tru love is. And you kno i was right. I tryed things out wit my kids mom again. And you kno what i got hurt again. So now when i look at my son he knows that i am hurting and the only thing he could say to me was daddy everything is ok and give me a hug and kiss. And my lil girl just gives me hugs and kisses. If there is one thing that i kno that they are not goin to break my heart. I love you renzo and nikita. You two are my life and soul.

Past Pain
how do i read you my beautiful son??? you have always been my heart and my soul more than u will ever know past lies and decptions only show one side of the story there is one that has never been told daggers r sunk in lies have been told i see that pain u carry inside for i feel that pain as well my son reaching thru the time reaching thru the pain may u feel once again the love that i have always had for you reguardless of of what others have every said..u feel deep in your heart that which can never b said... i can never erase that which u endured but i can re-affirm that which u know is real and tru.. its not flashy its not expensive and it will never be labeled with a price but it shall always be tru and i shall always love u my beautiful son.

True Friends
I woke up next to my wife of 14years and my lover of 18 years...And she passed in her sleep...She was only 38 years old and I was 43, and to young to be a Widower. This was back in 2007--- 2 days after THANKSGIVING...Some holiday Just got Question for who ever reads this..NEED ((((((UNICORN PICTURES))))) for a Trubute to my Wife that passed away in late 2007...... PLZ if you have any.... TKS STAN A true friend is someone who likes you for who you are and not judging your looks or background or where you came from. A true friend is someone like you. I will be hoping to talk to you and read back frm you. Good Morning and have a wonderful new day.

25 Signs That You R Grown Up
25 Signs That You Have Grown Up 1.Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2.Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3.You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4.6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5.You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6.You watch the Weather Channel. 7.Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "breakup." 8.You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9.Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10.You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door

The Madness!!
So Recently I asked my best friend's lover, (or whatever in the hell you wanna call him at this point), to give me his opinion on Cross Dressing Ewoks. All I Gotta Say Is DAMN!! His Answer was this:Problems and misconceptions among the Ewok‘s.An Ewok is not a race, it is a status of age as an adult to a child, a deer to a doe, and a Bear to a cub.Ewok’s are “cubs” to Wookiees. However unlike most Guardians whom protect their young, the Wookiees

: 12 Types Of Women
1. Ms. Gold-DiggerAdvantagesa. You have some one to manage your money.b. She always looks good.c. She makes your other niggas jealous.d. She makes you look good.Disadvantagesa. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)Advantagesa. She knows all the right positions.b. She'll try everything more than once.c. You're never unsatisfied.d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.Disadvantagesa. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.b. She starts to act like she's your "main".c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak.d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.3. Ms. IndependentAdvantagesa. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.b. Sh

When It Crosses The Line...
When it crosses the line from being upset and feeling a certain way about things to harassment, slander, liable, and defamation of character, then enough is enough. We can appreciate the feelings that people have and why they may feel that way, but what people don’t seem to understand is that you may not attack, smear, or launch campaigns against people in order to make yourself feel better, especially if what your doing is for yourself and not for those whom you proclaim to be advocating for. Those of you who know us know that just over two years ago, we inherited a few new members to our family. We were asked to take in 3 children; first and foremost so that the situation that was playing itself out did not result in the children going into the system. It is well documented that we were asked to take these children in. Once again due to the situation that was playing itself out, once the children arrived and events transpired, it was apparent that these children would be her

Sitting In A Cell
I sit in a lonely room. no one around. looking to the left, I see a guy wrestling with a dark figure.not knowing what it is, i go to look furthur. I see it's a shadow. In my mind, the face looks very familiar, I then, realize it's me. I look to the right. I see a mirror on a lonely wall. I walk to the mirror.As i gaze into the mirror, I see that i have no relection. Stunned, I look back at the guy wrestling the shadow.the guy now looks old, withered, and beaten down. I look back into the mirror, I see my face half beaten. Hoping for an escape, I go to the door, but the door is locked. I look through the keyhole and see an angel. The angel looks fimilar as well. finally it dawns, its my best friend and my lover. The one that always makes everything right when the skies are dark and gray. I start to feel better about the situation, but yet, I amstuck in this room with no key, no windows, and no way out. Feeling lost, I look back to the guy wrestling again,its me again. What can i do to g

Errors!! This Site Is Worse Than Myspace!
Sorry folks, I'm not insulting anyone here, just looking out for y'all. This is our country, let's represent it and look good at it too! This is just a simple chart that we should all memorize. And if we do, more people will respect us all. [SYNONYMS/etc]: 1.) You're = "You are." "You're a ______" 2.) Your = "Yours." "This belongs to your _______" 3.) Are = "We are_____" "Are you going to________" 4.) Our = "It belongs to _____, and our_______" 5.) Hour = Time. "The hour of________" 6.) Too = "Me too." "This is too much." "I am way too______" 7.) Two = "Two of them." "Two times" "More than one is two" 8.) To = "I will teach you to do this." "Let's go to the______" 9.) There = "It is over there." "There's a way over there." 10.) They're = "They are." "They're good lessons." 11.) Their = "This belongs to their collection of________" "This is theirs & belongs to their ______" 12.) Deer = Animal, Game, Venison. 13.) Dear = "Dear sweet person" "Awe, such a dear.

Crush Project
Hmm...I have one crush now...and I'm getting lazy on trying to figure it out. So, this is the end of the project. The List: 1) silveroak Okay. So it turns out I got one out of the two. But he was doing it for game. Hahaha. You loser. Hahaha. "silveroak" you played a good game...even gave me a clue...buut it was so hard. Hahaha. I have picked out new people. The List: 1) avengerki 2) Aj 3) rich Again. None of these might be right, so you'll just have to tell me so I can start again.

You scored as Marius, You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Deacon Frost100% Marius100% Dracula92% Angel92% Lestat92% Akasha83% Blade83% Armand75% Spike67% Louis67% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com Capricorn

To Put It Simply...i Love You
With this rose, I not only give you merely a rose, but I give you my heart and soul. I send to you all the love I have to give, and anything else that would give me the chance to touch your heart. With this rose, I reveal all my thoughts and feelings about you that I have withheld for so long. I feel when I am with you... I am like a rose, not because of it?s beauty, but because I am able to bloom and grow with you. To me you are like a rose's sunshine, so full of energy and light, that never does it fail to lift my spirits. Just by the sound of your voice and that look in your eye. I could never tear my eyes from you, you are able to make my life worth living. But, without you, just like a rose, I would wither and die. Not all at once, but little by little, petal by petal. Slowly at first, because you have made me stronger and stronger each day you're with me. But eventually, without you, I will loose all those beautiful petals y

Journal Of A Whill
I started to have a sex dream last night... the kicker was it was with my ex wife JoLynn. In my dream for some reason we were sleeping in the same bed, and she started cuddling with me and asked me if I was still in love with her, and started making out and doing all the stuff that would lead up... but it disturbed me and I shook myself awake before it could go too far. I feel all weird and messed up in the head today. I broke my new year's resolution. Thank the gods...

Stuff About Me
Interview Day well it is interview day for me. im sitting here with about an hour untill i go in for my interview for a better position in my company. i love my current job, but after 2 years i have really done about all i can with it. there isnt really anywhere to go as no supervsor positions are availble. over the last week i have lost sleep, worried, and made myself a wreck with self doubt and anxiety. why? i know deep down im a good worker and that i have done a good job over the last 3 years. i know i can do pretty much anything if i work at it. so why worry myself? i think a little anxiety is a good thing. keeps us on our toes and helps focus us. the most important thing to remember is to not let it overwhelm you. i worried for a few days and lost sleep over it because i focused too much on the fact that i really need this promotion. what i should have, and finally did do is focus on the fact that i deserve this and just have to show them im interested. always try to f

80 Things You Didn't Know
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name?as If... How big is your bed?King What are you listening to right now?Paul Oakenfold What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?1423 What was the last thing you ate?Turkey Last person you hugged?Jessika How is the weather right now?Sunny & Clear Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?Evelyn What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?Legs & Ass Favorite type of Food.Chinese/Italian Do you want children?Already have 1 Do you drink?occasionally Ever get so drunk you don\'t remember the entire night?No Hair color?Black Eye colour?Brown Do you wear contacts/glasses?For Reading Favorite holiday?Don\'t Have One Favorite Season?Winter Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?

Fetish
My little girls are in a contest, please go and vote for the cutest kid. Is a virtual affair real-world infidelity? Or are in-game chats and animated sex just harmless experiments? By Kristin Kalning Games editor Updated: 9:12 p.m. ET April 16, 2007 Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind t

Light At The End Of The Tunnell
Tues July 31st marked the 9th week since I started the paper work for my wage replacement disability insurance. First check is finally in the mail today. I never said I was a patient person. The older I get the less patient I become. But I think I did rather well waiting for them to get their ass's in gear. I only drove my friends mildly crazy,(ok maybe a bit more that mild). I did call the main number to ask the status of my claim every other day. And knowing that they would never give me the real address to their office I did not hoard gas in my car so I could drive east to "talk" in person. I did how ever learn who my friends are. And I was very surprised at the level of help. I will never be able to give back all they gave me. And I'm not just talking money, which did help a lot! They hauled my sorry butt to the store, vacuumed my living and dining room. Dragged me out to dinner or lunch or both to make sure I ate healthy more than once a week. And unhealthy at least once

Corona"no Real Pics,,,,,goodbye"
To anybody who knew me on fubar: I just want to say I'm leaving.It really isn't some place I have made real friends.I don't talk to anybody on here.So to all those who spoke to me best of luck to you.As of 8/31/09 I'll be taking fubar off of my computer. What are considered real pics on here?Are there not supposed to be any decent people on the internet?This "corona" told me I have no real pics but yet when I went to comment on his profile it said I was not allowed to do so.Well my pics are of my kids,family,and myself.No nudes ones I work hard for my money and teach my daughters to have self respect.So Mr.Corona and others out there like that who don't like my pics you can blow it out your tailpipe. I wanted to make a prayer request for my baby sister.She is 19 and pregnant.I was just recently informed my baby nephew could possibly have chance of being mentally retarded.He is due October of this year.Please keep us in your prayers!

Wild Horse's Birthday!!!
Ok.. Let's make this simpleToday is my birthday so I included the stupid Video of the day!Wild Horse~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~The Pegasus Project~ (repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~The Pegasus Project~~Lounge Expert~' on '2008-11-25 07:15:13') Wishing a veryHappy Birthday toWILD HORSE~Fubar's 20th Oracle~Co Founder ofThe Pegasus Project November 25th (Auto 11s ON & a giveaway)Click on the pic to view Wild Horse's Birthday Video Please Stop by and show himLOTS of LOVE This bully brought to you by Dove GoddessWild Horse's R/L LuvCoFounder of The Pegasus Project and The Pegasus Project (repost of original by 'Dove Goddess ♥Wild Horse's R/L Luv♥CoFounder of The Pegasus Project♥FuMinister' on '2008-11-24 22:47:13')

Recipes???
2 lbs deer burger mix in large bowl 3 tablespoons black cracked pepper 3 teaspoons cayenne pepper powder 1 tablespoon tony chacheries creole seasoning 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon soy sauce mix together in bowl for 3 minutes making sure to spread the seasonings evenly throughout the meat. roll out the meat into long tube shaped strips about the size of a pencil in width and as long as you like " i prefer about 8 inch strips" preheat oven 200 degrees. bake in oven for 3 hours turning about half way though the process. pull meat out place in ziplock bag let cool 24 hours in freezer. enjoy redneck ass kickin deer jerky:D any ideas on recipes how to prepare this monster fish?

Teresa' Blog
"To believe and to understand are not diverse things, but the same things in different periods of growth." Samuel Taylor Coleridge Hung Chow calls into work and says, "Hey, I no come, I sick, headache, stomach ache, legs hurt, I no come work." The boss says, "You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say, I feel great. I be work soon.....you got nice house. Here's a great Christmas Cookie recipe that I thought you might want to try this year: 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequilla Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level

Deliberate Life
A man sits naked in the dark. His fetal posture rests him somewhat. The darkness calms as he rests his head on his propped forearm. In the back of his mind he wonders if his spirit is slowly seeping through his skin, dissolving into the atmosphere while sitting and praying alone in the closet. His own breathing lulls him into a soft conversation, a relished love exchange and as he breathes he thinks how it sounds oddly like another's breath. He rests in the rhythm. Deep reservoirs burst within him when more of his soul empties and he cries, though the rhythm doesn't change. Sweet release, he thinks. "Render me fit...", he inhales, "...to receive more of Thy grace", he exhales. The breaths become the prayer when he runs out of his words. Excellence isn't stumbled upon. We notice those few, seldom known, shining stars and we raise our hands high to grasp at them. We stare endlessly upward in mediocre attempts to befriend or become like them. There is where we stop. Do we really beli

Pain
Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Contest
Master's sexiest pussy cat Thats right MASTER will be having the best contest He will be having a contest for woman only The winner will be blinged 30 times And permanent pimp on MASTER'S page as Master's sexiest pussy cat And a pimp on wonder womans page It will run from sunday april 20 midnight est Until april 30 midnight est The rules are real simple The only rule is.. The person with the least amount of comments win Thats right ladies you get to have all your friends comment the other womans pic... As many times as you can. Everyday At midnight est time one or two woman with the most amount of comments will be eliminated. until there is only one woman left.. So send him the pic you want entered... ~MASTER~OWNED BY WONDER WOMAN~SWEET&INNOCENTS~FU HUBBY~OWNED BY&OWNER OF LYNNE~SHADOW LEVELER~@ fubar

The Short Bus Pick Up
click the "short bus" below to goto the Shortbus scoop up blog:: Welcome to the "FORBIDDEN INC. SHORT BUS SCOOP UP" You want to meet some new friends Level up at the same time?? Then this is the place for you.. There are a couple rules to get on the short bus:: 1. Must Fan, Rate, and Friend all the people at the busstop (ADD Fubar's shortbus IN THE SUBJECT OF FRIEND REQUEST IF U DONT DO THIS I DONT KNOW U WANT TO ENTER) if u are allready someones friend please leave a comment or buy a gift.. 2. You must goto Forbidden Inc and Forbiddens Inc's Exotic Dreams to subscribe (once subscribed type "I WANNA GET SCOOPED" IN THE LOUNGE) 3. you must goto ForbiddenInc.com and join 4. Once you have done that (contact McLovin to be added when done). You will THEN be added to the list so people can add, fan and friend you also. 5. If you like lvling and meeting new people then come on in and get freaky with us. 6. Having fun is most im

Tired Of It All
he said "i love you" then took it back what kind of man could ever do that? i thought what he felt was real but lies were the only thing i would ever hear my love is real that i have for him yet pain is the only thing he is giving me to tell a person that loves you that they no longer feel the same is heartbreak beyond belief but i try to move on i have to be strong for no matter if he don't feel the same i know now that all along he was just playing a game tired of the lies tired of the pain tired of the way he use to say my name tired of the hurt just tired of it all now i am really sick and tired of his love he don't have for me at all all he said was lies and i ended up getting hurt no one to now trust no one to now love but none of this matters for there is no longer an "us" he is leaving for a place unknown to war he is going he is leaving everyone that he knows he is leaving home how do i tell him goodbye when i don't want him to go how

Cool People Who Helpin Me
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Hocking Radio
Anything Goes on Sunday Sinners Paradise Lounge and Dawn Star Radio invite you to join us as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life plays what you want yo hear. Regardless of the genre or year its from. As long as she has it she'll play it. Anything you want to hear (and we mean ANYTHING!). 8pm - 10pm (EST) Hope to see you there! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-18 15:37:28')

Players
It came to my attention last night that someone has been under my sccount and being dirty. I spologize for anything that has been said. I did not do anything of the sort. I am not that type of person. Again I apologize for any harm or hurt feelings that was done.. I am trying to find out who was the person that was doing it. Thank you ~T~ Alright, I am over these little highschool games. I have know clue why people play games. Trying to get what they want, A PIECE OF ASS! If you have a relationship with someone, and you are out playing the field. Do them a favor and leave them, you are going to break that person's heart no matter what route you choose. If you choose the cheating route then you have the guilt trip of that one time or those many times you have cheat on the person you can call yours. So why do it then? Then what if the other person wants you & you want them? You are going to ingore you feelings and try to stay or even hide what you are feeling because of the guilt for

Lounge
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My Blog
I Love You Mom Wings For Marie (Pt. 1) lyrics by ToolYou believed.You believed in moments not conceived. You believed in me. A passionate spirit.Uncompromise.Without us in your heart.A light in your eyes that, ends all lies.Vacant, broken. Fell at the hands of Those moments that I wouldn't see.Cause it was you who prayed for me so. What have I done to be a son to an angel?What have I done to be worthy?Day light dims leaving cold fluorescence.Difficult to see you in this light.Please forgive this selfish question, butWhat am I to say to all these ghouls tonight?She never told a lie.Well might of told a lie.But never lived one.Didn't have a life.Didn't have a life.But surely saved one.Saved on.Alright, now it's time for us to let you go 10,000 Days (Wings Pt. 2) lyrics by ToolWe listen to the tales and romanticize,how we follow the path of the hero.Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,How we'll rise to the height of our halo.Listen to the tales as we all rationalize,our wa

In The Darkness Of The Void
Here I stand, alone. Forsaken.Nothing around to see, No one to turn to.Pitch black is all my straining eye can make out.Will it end? Will it go?Following the footsteps of the past, leading to the same result.Repeating the horrendous nightmare over and over again.Gaining hope and losing it quicker than the shot of a silver bullet.Silence and deadliness is everything. Get used to it.I keep following a false light I see in my head.It always ends up back where I started.I might as well sit here and stay.No use running aimlessly anymore.Too much hatred out there anyway.Full of death and spite.Sick of fabrications and deceptions.If you want something done f*cked up, leave it to a Human.So here I am, here I stay.Out of everybody's miserable ways.Stay away! Stay gone!And let me Rest In Peace. Before I begin... If the title offends you... suck it up. The truth hurts. Get used to it. If it wasn't true about YOU, it wouldn't effect YOU. People are idiots. Period. They believe anything! Everyt

Do I Or Dont I?
Things seem to fall apart fast, it dont matter when you try or when you dont try, things still just go where they may and it brings me to wonder, do i or dont i care enough to deal with whats going on around me? sometimes i just want to close my eyes and hope it all goes away.

Forgiveness
A mistake is always forgivable, rarely excusable and always unacceptable. Always forgive your enemies - nothing annoys them so much. Forgive many things in others; nothing in yourself. Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names. Forgiveness is a funny thing. It warms the heart and cools the sting. Forgiveness is the economy of the heart... forgiveness saves the expense of anger, the cost of hatred, the waste of spirits. "But You Didn't See Me"I saw you,hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me,put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.

Fupony
Hey everyone. So i have kinda copied this idea(sorry in advance) but i think its a great idea. Im going to run a lotto to win a fupony and they are 1000 credits. Its simple.. You send me 20 credits and i will place your name on this blog to say that you have entered. 50 people have to buy tickets and once all 50 are sold i will record a video of myself with all the names in a hat and draw it out so you can all see its a fair draw for the winner.

The Cognitive Warehouse
I've noticed a rather amusing phenomenon here at LC. It's the Cherry levels. So many people are scrambling to get up to the next level. They send out bulletins for themselves, or ask a "friend" to pimp them out instead so that they don't seem quite so egotistical and needy. Why? What happens when you reach that next level? Do you get a check from LC? Do you get back a year of your life? Do certain body parts start to grow? Face it, there is absolutely no significance to it. Once you reach that next level, then what? Do you feel special or important because you have a higher rank than other people? I think this is a wonderful example of how people transfer their feelings of inadequacy to something mundane like a social website. Insignificant events like Cherry levels take on a distorted importance and we actually begin to tie them to our own self esteem. I see the same thing with all the contests being held. I deleted one girl from my friend list because she was sending out bul

Your Eyes Should Be Violet Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion What Color Should Your Eyes Be? Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time! Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him! How Long Will Your Relationship Last? Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out. Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it! What's Your Reputation?

Broken Hearted
Wanted to show some love to all the people that gave me support last night I love you all. it is nice to know I have real friends here. Here is a big hug and kiss to all that gave me a shoulder to cry on last night. How could I let you use me? By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Lady I gave you everything, my heart my passion my love and my dreams. But you stepped on my heart and treated me like dirt. Why does love hurt so bad, why does loving you cause me such heart ache? 1 year of my life I wasted with you, I thought you loved me that you cared for me. You hurt me and treated me like trash, I wanted to spend my whole life with you and now I am alone again and in pain. It may be a long time, for me to move on to find love to date again. I am tried of you lies your, coldness you rudeness. My friends tried to tell me about you but I would not listen. Is there anyone out there that would love me? I am tired of being alone and tired of being hurt where is my lady, my heart i

Fun Stuff!
iSee what your stripper name will be We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a prude and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = Fantasia b = Chesty c = Starr d = Diamond e = Montana f = Angel g = Sugar h = Mimi i = Lola j =Kitty k = Roxie l = Dallas m = Princess n = Heidi o = Bambi p = Bunny q = Brandy r = Sugar s = Candy t = Raquelle u = Sapphire v = Cinnamon w = Blaze x = Trixie y = Isis z = Jade 2. Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of your new last name: a =

Tribute Contest
ok I was lucky to get away from this thing. it attacked me. I was a POW in my own house. good thing I was able to destroy it!!!!! WHEW!!!! ok everybody Im in the tribute contest I'll need those votes starting now. HELP ME WIN THIS!!! === '~~Going To Be A Grandma On 08/22/07..Angel Family Founder~~' spewed forth the following at '2007-01-18 07:26:17'.. > > ~~ Okay Everyone I'm Doing A Tribute Ink Contest On CT ~~ > > > Anyone with Tribute Ink can join just send me a link to your pic or tell > > me with pic and i'll get it to my inbox and i'll enter you. > > > And people you can comment bomb yourselfs and rate yourselfs. > > > 1st Person is...... > > > > > > > > 2nd person is...... > > > > > > > > 3rd person is...... > > > > > > > > > > 4th person is...... > > > > > > > > Scores are going to be...... comments + rates = final score > > > Contest will open 1/18 thur 1/25 > >

Fakes
Y IS IT SO HARD FOR SOME PEOPLE TO TELL THE TRUTH...I MEAN REALLY, I DONT CARE WHAT AGE THEY ARE OR WHATEVER...Y CANT THEY JUST SAY WTF IS ON THEIR MIND...GAWWWDDDD I CANT IMAGINE GOING THRU LIFE LYING TO PEOPLE AND TRYING TO GET WHAT I WANT THRU LIES... FOR SOME REASON SOME PEOPLE HAVE IT IN THEIR HEADS THAT FUCKING WITH PEOPLE EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS IS ALRIGHT..SOMETIMES YEAH U MIGHT PUT YOURSELF IN A SITUATION THAT IS STUPID OR U KNOW ITS NOT RIGHT, BUT U WANT TO BELIEVE THAT PERSON, YOU BRING THEM INTO YOUR LIFE, FOR HOWEVER LONG AND IT ENDS UP JUST STABBIN YA IN THE BACK WITH ALL THIS SHIT... I CANT BELIEVE THAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE NO MORALS ABOUT THIS..IT COMES NATURAL TO HURT THERE OTHER HALF OR WHOEVER IS IN THEIR LIFE...MAKES ME SICK ACTUALLY... WHEN ARE PEOPLE GOING TO START GROWING UP AND TELLING THE TRUTH...EVEN IF IT DOES HURT THE OTHER PERSON..????????? DIDNT ANYONE LEARN ANYTHING FROM ANYONE ELSE THAT HAS BEEN IN THE SAME SITUATION... THEN TO TOP IT OFF, THEY IGNORE YA..

The Cos
The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP -----FOUNDERS----- ~Gothic Rose~™Goddess of Death~Founder of The Covenant of Shadows~ Member of The Confederate Bombers Family~BBG Fan Train~F.A.R.~CT Wife of Warlock~@ CherryTAP warlock Boreas of Beggars and Lepers Founder of The Covenant of Shadows CT Husband of ~Gothic Rose~@ CherryTAP -----CO-FOUNDER----- MOOSEJR /Ct Hubby of annieo/ / Co-Founder of The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP --------BOUNCER------- **DJ WICKED**JUGGALO ENFORCER OF** Covenant of Shadows**@ CherryTAP -----MEMBERS----- Sahib of Flesh of The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP BLUEMADDNESS CTAF SQUAD 3 RANK 15 RAZIEL THE SOULREAVER OF THE COVENANT OF SHADOWS@ CherryTAP **AGENT SMITH**C.O.S.~Brother of Oracle~VIP for Club Contageous~@ CherryTAP Silver Dragon of the Mist of LDC~Covenant of Shadows~ Charmed Outlaws of Darkness@ CherryTAP

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About me.. Current mood: relaxed I like anything thats fun..who doesn't. I go school for audio production at The Art Istitute of Seattle.. Im very respectable, nice and approchable. I enjoy meeting new people. Im lookin for new people to go out with. I've been makin music since 00.I have a deep love for music,without it I wouldn't know where I would be.I got into music in 96.USC Freaknight. was the 1st rave i went to After networking for a while I decided to start my own production Co, with some close friends of mine.Homegrown Ent. Seattle Love was my 1st rave that I threw & the one I'll always remember.I've had headliners like Donald Glaud,DJ Flave,Dig Dug,Chunky & of course all the Homegrown DJs.After doing it for a couple of years I decided it was best 2 move on.It was great ! I met so many wounderful people and friends.It will always be one thing that I will always miss.In the summer of 03,I was the head of a promotional team for Scarred 4 Life Records.My team was sucessf

I've Come To The Conclusion...
I've come to the conclusion that I really like both my kids home. lol I know..sounds weird and if anyone is reading this they'll say big frikkin deal. Well, it's just something that I'm writing to make me feel a bit better today. I just got back from taking Joanna to the airport. And I'm ballin my eyes out. haahaa. Normally I dread when she comes home from college. Her and her father are so much alike and they butt heads and fight and it drives me nuts. He does stupid shit coz that's who he is and what he does..she just gets right in his face...literally. But this time, since she's been home since May it's been really really pleasant. lol When they do get into arguments she's quick to apologize to me for getting me upset. She's finally grown up I think. Hitting 20 years old did it for her I guess. lol So in about an hour she'll be taking off to go to Toronto to visit her boyfriend, stay there for a week or so and then off they both go to Paris, France to spend 5 weeks there taking c

Horoscope Lie And Life Sucks
Viral and bacterial infections, as well as autoimmune disorders, appear to be emerging as the most frequent common thread in the etiology of Bells palsy. HERPES SIMPLEX 1 As far back as 1970, Herpes Simplex 1 was suggested as a cause of Bell's palsy (Dr. Kedar Adour). Some Bells palsy must still be designated as idiopathic, but a 1995 study (Dr. Shingo Murakami and others) points compellingly to the herpes simplex virus (HSV-1) as the most frequent cause of Bell's palsy, possibly accounting for at least 60 - 70% of cases. Additional research since this study was published has been reinforcing the conclusion. Exposure to HSV-1 is common; a vast majority of the population has been exposed to it. Most people are exposed during childhood. Kissing between relatives is the most frequent source of exposure, but it may be possible that the virus is also spread while sharing towels, utensils, etc. The active virus is commonly associated with cold sores, but the virus often runs its cours

Clusterfuck.
Well since last Tuesday I been without the internet cus and been busy with the new job so yeah I am back for those who been wondering where the fuck I have been. I hate unnecessary drama. Thats all I pretty much got to say. I found out the day after my birthday a friend of mine died from a long battle with cancer. I am supposed to be find another place to stay at the end of the month. Ect, Ect, Ect. Yanno I hate when people get bothered by what someone in their family or friends think of their significant other. I get bitched out cus I rate some boob pics and leave some comments? Cmon its like wtf its like porno, its not like I am in love with these people or have any feelings what so ever. And on top of that the persons sister last night tells me that me that I care about and talking to has been sleeping around and ect. Maybe I am fucked up for looking around at boobs?

About Me
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Yes not going to try to remember when I started 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. Join the Military and sort of got it right the second time and to fly 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. Jack and Coke My favorite choice in alcohol 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. fresh green beans 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. don't remember the name, westerns and action are all I read any more 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. Leo 8.)Q. Any Tattoos a

Leveling
..This Is My Bish She is my OWNA.. Go Rate Fan Add And Crush Her Show Her Lots Of Love What Are You Waiting On Fly By Her Page And Love Her Up My Owna ..:Lindsay:..@ fubar This Bish Brought To Ya By ..¢¾Shell¢¾..FuOwned..By..:Lindsay:..@ fubar Ok so i am thinking of having a contest for some vips and blast!! I know i have been in contest and by the 5 or 6 day u juss wanna give up when no one will help so i am gonna make this one 5 days only.. There are some rules to go by with this AND IF U DONT GO BY THEM I WILL PUT U OUT NO ?'s ASK!?!?! 1.NO CHEATING AT ALL WILL BE TOLERATED if u cant win fair dont bother!! 2.Pic has to be sfw pic! ((( Rates Do Count))) (((2 rules is pretty simple huh?))) Also i bomb alot for friends i dont think that the speed bombing is cheating so if u can sure do so but No other scripters or etc.. will be tolerated i will juss block u! If u wanna enter send me the link to ur pic i will copy n upload

Pissed Off
What the fuck is up with this bitch! Tells me she is phone shy, but will talk to someone else, while chatting with me for 4 fucking hours, and totally ignore me. Like I am a piece of fucking shit that can be tossed off to the side. Until needed. HOW fucking hard is it to reach out and tell someone you supposively like, good night, OR I am sorry, but I can't talk with you tonight, something has come up. HOW FUCKING HARD IS THAT?!?!? You don't tell someone that you find them irresistable, but only talk to them when you feel like it. LIFE DOES NOT EVOLVE AROUND YOU! I give this woman all the god damn space a person could ask for, and this is how she treats me? Fuck You Julie, you mean ass cunt. Maybe you just playing me all this time. Trying to act like your interested in me, just because you want to do me. I mean afterall, you did say you think more like a man when it comes to that. So maybe thats it? Whatever, you are terribly inconsiderate. And need a serious attitude adj

A True Friend!!!
A True Friend We met uponthe internet,My heart you didnot have yet.I sit and wait each day,for the song myheart will soon play.Of laughter, love and tears,You have washed awayall my fears.To be my friendand see so deep,I now know whyI don't getmuch sleep.I have waitedthrough all theseyears,To find somethingto hold so dear.And now I knowI'll never beBlue,For I have founda true friendin you. Hugs,Weezie

Dating Process~~
Dating process Dating process: 6 weeks : I love U, I love U, I love U. 6 months : Of course I love U. 6 years : GOD, if I didn't love U, then why the hell did I propose? Back from Work: 6 weeks : Honey, I'm home. 6 months : BACK!! 6 years : What did your mom cook for us today?? Gifts: 6 weeks : Honey, I really hope you liked the ring. 6 months : I bought you a painting; it would fit the motif in the living room. 6 years : Here's the money. Buy yourself something. Phone Ringing: 6 weeks : Baby, somebody wants you on the phone. 6 months : Here, for you. 6 years : PHONE RINGING. Cooking: 6 weeks : I never knew food could taste so good! 6 months : What are we having for dinner tonight? 6 years : AGAIN!!!! Apology: 6 weeks : Honey muffin, don't you worry, Ill never hold this against you. 6 months : Watch out! Don't do it again. 6 years : What's not to understand about what I just said??

Leche Looks...
Why am I choking on emotions so weak? Since when do I feel? I'm beating on the steering wheel I'm trying to deal I've just come unraveled and the pain has traveled I feel it in my fingers and i'm acheing in my toes Because I'm screaming and there's no one to know No one to know tears To feel fears Why am I crying? Why are we dying? Maybe I'm lying.. This isn't me Because I was made whole Strong and bold and oh so cold I'm in a state of sour decay and I'm rotting where I sit and I'm stinking where I lay The only thing dying is the wall I've built and the pretense i've spilled Cause I'm alive in a way that I can't stand to say My heart beats and I'm my own defeat I guess I'm born again They say "feel" and I say "when" Those awful teenagers and their dope The kink in society's chain The knot in the rope Shade us with your bibles Baptize us in the isles Jesus saves The drugs crave So board the van and wave Cause the world is on it's pave

Deacon's Jagerbabes
New group in the processing of forming, no rules to follow, just pics of pretty girls loving on Jager! More news soon, Pea Optional, just for fun, create a salute to the club owner, Deacon Blue, including Jager in some way of course :P

Want An Auto 11?
Auto 11 For Sale Money Maker - Ludacris Everyone Know I'm Trying to Get the Spotlight So here it Is for Everyone... I will put For Auction an Auto 11 Bling the Bid Will Start at 1 million Fu-Bucks Here is The Link To You Start Top bid... It Will Be over in 48 Hrs so Please Bid.... Please bid And Don't Forget To Donate! Bought To you By:

Fubar's Next Godfather
He's a really good friend and always returns the rates. Let's give him a good spanking and get him to Godfather! Thank you and have a great night. KIPSTER ~ RATE SPANKER'S member ~(fu-hub to the queen)~@ fubar Please help out a good friend of mine. He has probably helped quite a few of you along the way and now it's his turn. Message him and he will return the rates. Lost Soul ~greeter at Baby Dolls Lounge~Club United~RR Fu Ownerd by SinfulBrat & Happily Taken@ fubar from becoming fubar's next Godfather. He's not shy about returning the rates, so hit him hard. Thank you and have a great night. fireforeman 20-04; ems chief 20-71; rate spanker, taken care of by my lovely ozzyfreak@ fubar

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? ----- pocket 2. Your significant other? ----- napping 3. Your hair? ----- bald 4. Your mother?----- working 5. Your father?----- garage 6. Your favorite thing?----- camera 7. Your dream last night?----- sexual 8. Your favorite drink?----- diet 9. Your dream/goal?----- live 10. The room you're in?----- living 11. Music?----- Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?----- fubar 14. Where were you last night?----- here 15. What you're not?-----female 16. Muffins?----- yeaa 17. One of your wish list items?-----release 18. Where you grew up?-----earth 19. The last thing you did?-----nap 20. What are you wearing?-----glasses 21. TV?-----yuk

The Secret With In
Devin heads straight to the kitchen to quench his ungodly thirst. Finding his sacred red fluid in the thermos that keeps his necessary beverage at a cool 61 degrees, he sips eloquently like hes at a tasting. Closing his eyes in a state of near orgasm like expression, swallows and licks his lips. Devins eyes flicker like a candle in the wind and the rings around the outer color of his eyes darken to almost midnight blue. One solitary sigh escapes his lungs and ends just as quickly as it began. Firing up his laptop perched on the breakfast bar counter, he signs in to check on an email from Micheal, his protege'. Typically vampires dont associate with Vampires whom were turned by another covenant, but Micheal is a Harvard Grad who went home with the wrong woman one new years in new york. Micheal has a business degree and has been a vampire for only 4 years, immature for vampires, but Devin needed a wall street mind to help with finances. Devin found the email he was waiting on. D

Perfectly Un-perfect!
He's sitting at a bar sipping on tequilla, watching every girl that walks by. She's sitting on the bed wondering when he'll be home, wiping off the tears that she crys. He's done this every week for the past month, and she's always stood by his side. But tonight he's going home with the girl he's danced with all night. She's gonna sleep alone, waiting patiently for him to come home. Back to me, oh lord please bring him back to me. I can't bear to think about what has happened, why my love hasn't come home. Is he held in the arms of another, or is he just staying late with his friends? Back to me oh lord please bring him back to me. He sets out for the office the next morning, and she sets off to take their kids to school. A long night she cried last evening, he's feeling a little uneasy from what happened with him last night too. He decides to call it a day early, packed it up and headed back home. When he arrived she wasn't there waiting, but he will just keep waiting. Bac

Back Again
Well, I've been back over here for about 7 months now. Just returning from my first R&R and have discovered that I no longer belong anywhere. I have no one and all the things that I've bought mean absolutely nothing to me. I know that it's my own damned fault and that just makes it suck even more. The thing is, I thought that the old way of life would be what would sustain me. Come to find out, it doesn't nor will it. One night stands and just traveling around the country/world are not, it seems, what I really want or need. I miss not haveing someone to come home to. Someone to be able to share in my "adventures" with. And yeah, someone to hold at night when it's time to call it a day. Who knows if that's really what it'll take, but right now that's what I feel like I really need to make me feel whole again. Of course, there's always religion, lol.

Fu-bucks Trivia
This trivia question will run from time of posting till 7:00 pm CST June 29th, 2009 this is an easy question so is worth only 3,000 fubucks for the first correct answer in the alloted time period. Who is the only undefeated/untied heavyweight champion in pro boxing history with a 49-0 record?

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Poem
His eyes dull, his heart so full of hate and resentment. His laughter but a memory.Her heart so full oof love, her eyes only for him.He has gone away and she is perpared not to lose him.He is her everything, her one true love.He loves her but cant show whats inside, he cant show what he says hes never felt untill he met her.Her heart crys out to feel his love, but how can she reach what he will not show.He wants to show her how he feels, but finaly it comes to him, to say knowing he loves her isnt enough he will find away to say what inside.

Dating
I don't know. It's not something I've ever done before yet I've heard the term "on-line dating" several times. I like this man I've met on here; he is funny and has amused and entertained me immensely. Someone I think I would like to know better. He makes me laugh and smile, he flatters me and makes me shy. I enjoy his company. It surprised me when he opened his heart to me. I really did not expect it at all. It was a "WOW!" to me. I feel like a school girl on her first date, all excited. He was honest and expressed his apprehensions about my leaving LC because I was getting bored and never getting to talk to me or getting to know me. I had a dream about him that I did not want to admit to having. It further amazed me when he admitted to having a dream about me. I didn't even tell him that I had a dream about him. He told me his dream and it was pleasantly surprising to learn that our dreams were very much similar. We spent the night talking, very open and I think ho

It's Not What You Think.....
Howdy, I have entered 3 of my Sugar Gliders, Baby Dice, Honey and Yahtzee in a Pet Contest. The votes are counted by the # of ratings, but you are more than welcome to comment. Also, I am in the Beautiful Older Woman Contest. The comments are counted as votes....BOMB ME!! lol Please vote for Hillary. She has more experience than Obama and she has the strength that can surpass him any day. Obama does nothing but copy everything Hillary says, but in different words. Just go to her web site hillaryclinton.com and you will see what I am talking about. She has said stuff in May that Obama has duplicated in August. He has to have someone to lead the way and it makes him look like the good guy. Besides, it should not be a gender or race thing, it should be judged by experience. Yeah, people want change, but that don't happen much in the White House. No, it will never change. Everything still has to go through the big guys in Congress, etc. Hillary can do it. We have see

Just For Stuff!
nobody likes me everybody hates me guess i'll go eat worms! ok so im wrong as hell! the previous blogs made for a disclaimer were intended to let the two or three people i actually talk to on this thing not get all scared and shit! little did i know those happened to be the only people that gave them a shot! how funny is that? you four( and you know who you are)...arent i a lier and an exagerator...lol...all kick ass for being my friend and understanding that "ITS JUST BUSINESS BABY" and what the hell! i thought i would have a million dudes lining up for those babies! lmfao! ok this is a little note out to everyone...ive decided to go through all my friends and rate everything i can so i know for sure who ive payed attention to or not! so dont worry if i double comment on something...i swear im not a stalker! just gettin up to speed. plus i need some cherry points like a bad ass! lol. so after reading this and you decide that i may be the biggest dork youve ever heard of...just let me

Fuck Everything!!!
i wanna break but i cant break from u i break down as my heart breaks to pieces but the pieces that shatter upon the ground are long dead and do not make no sound just tears shed for a love lost but was it ever love if so at what cost every love song i hear reminds me of us every time i turn on the radio i wonder why wasnt i enough who can i trust enough wit love im done wit love some say your heart breaks because ur not strong enough i say it breaks becase i love too much but that feeling goes unshared cuz im loved not enough If I was who I wanted to be Then a different women would be standin before you Not known where im goin but ashamed of where I been Too afraid to go back there again Cant escape from a past riddled with sin You gotta be strong is what they say to me God forgives but depends if you believe Sometimes I think there is no hope for me My pedigree says im headed to the penitentiary And if I dont keep my head abo

Time
A week till tommorrow It is early and the sky is slowly turning purple But that was three hours ago Or will it be I'm not sure, time has lost me My anxious waiting has left me to ponder Onward like a tumbleweed towards a destined yonder Grab a pen or take a nap? Have a bite or book a flight? It seems theres a long way to go tonight William T. 11-26-06 3:13 AM - 1 Comments - 2 A week till tommorrow It is early and the sky is slowly turning purple But that was three hours ago Or will it be I'm not sure, time has lost me My anxious waiting has left me to ponder Onward like a tumbleweed towards a destined yonder Grab a pen or take a nap? Have a bite or book a flight? It seems theres a long way to go tonight William T. 11-26-06 Year of twelve First of twelve is one, start the cycle to a drum Second is like Tuesdays meaningless advance Marching to the drum still keeping up the pace When April

West Virginia
Lets here if for the start of pro football once more, wheres all the other patriot's fans at IT'S ALMOST TIME ONCE AGIN FOR COLLEGE FOOTBALL, LETS GO NATIONAL'S WVU Heat like we are going through outside these last few weeks is a reminder that knowone can stay cool when outside....Thankfully we can all chill and relax indoors on fubar....

Hurt
I just found out that my boyfriend of 5 years was cheating on me. its been a rough year and i stood by him for all his crap and he goes off to be with someone else with no explanation. he broke up our family and top it off my 4 yr old says to me "daddy needs to marry mommy and i say he doesnt want us and he says we need a new daddy a daddy that loves mommy." how do you comfort a child you understands that!

New
http://www.fubar.com/user/2219411 ~¢¾LILMOMMA¢¾~ SINNER GIRL/CAMMANAGER @ SAINTS AND SINNERS~ R/L GIRL TO BIG @%*&DADDY~ she needs help i dont know what to raelly say here. I just joined this site it is perty cool so far hope to meet lots fo cool sexy peaple so hit me up and vote on my profile and pictures and i will do the same for you.

Momma9401
come check me out and see what i have to offer show sum love this ends on april 1st thats my b-day so come show me lots of love and help me make it a great birthday will give love back xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox can i get some love to get happy hour will return love if i get some thanks all i need are comments I am in another auction come and bid and rate the that bid and rate i will show love back xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Help Needed
- Get Your Own SHOW YOUR LUV BY LEAVING COMMENTS ON MY PIC PLZ...JUST CLICK PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY CONTEST I'M IN (GOAL IS 5000, LOL YA LONG WAY TO GO)...MUUUUAAAAHHHHH or try this link [ fubar.com photo: 890543093 ]

Not Another F'n Blog
Television is officially dead and buried, well it's been dead for a few years now. Great quality shows such as Smallville, Battlestar Galactica and House are overshadowed by the trainwreck shows such as American Idol, Rock of Love and every freaking reality show out there. Now I am a huge fan of the CW show Smallville because being a fan of Superman since I was a small child I love the new spin on the character. It is very well written and they introduce all of the DC Universe characters (with the exception of Batman and Wonder Woman). I love the new spin on all of the DC characters and I understand why they did not put Bruce Wayne (Batman) into the show itself (Character issues because of Christopher Nolan's Batman movies.) Now when I was a kid I didnt watch much sci-fi television shows, the ones I did watch though were Battlestar Galactica (the original), Buck Rogers, Doctor Who (The Tom Baker Years) and old episodes of the classic Star Trek. I am very disappointed that the

For All
So we lost our house to forcloser jumped from place to place and finally found a place to make a new start. the kids are growning up fast my baby is now 7 and recently found out he was autistic but he is such a sweetheart. doing good for being born 3lb 2oz well i have missed all the fun i am now back on line and ready for what ever life throws at me.

About Me
well im 22, im an electrician, i drive an acura legand, im into cars, music, 420, hustlin 420, racing, video games, and steppin up my knowledge game with my head in a book, i am single but possibly not for long. im down to earth, laid back and lovin life and no question is out of bounds with me.

I Got Hit! Grrrrrr
I'm so gonna get Tik for this one. I got suckered so others will now have to suffer.LMAO. So here's what you have to do if I tagged you. You need to post a blog and put up 10 unknown or weird facts about yourself. Then post 5 friends to tag on the blog. Leave them a profile comment and telling them to read your blog and don't forget to say your it! Shit...lil FYI you can't tag the person who tagged you! oops left that part out. 1)I like the Jungle Book movie 2)I hate people who are loud in restaurants 3)I used to play darts in a league 4)I am a pool shark 5)I sleep with 5 pillows 6)I dance around the house like a fool at times 7)I laughed when my ex would injure himself 8)I like to spend Sundays curled up with someone special just talking or not saying anything at all 9)Love movie Gone With the Wind 10)I can belch like a sailor Chip Micke blue eyes Sc(0)ttyH(0)tty Wolf Eyes Wicked Intentions You are all it!!

Happy Hour
MY FRIEND HAS A HAPPY HOUR ON FRIDAY PURPLESKY AT 7P.M FUBAR TIME & 10 P.M. EST THE DATE IS FRIDAY." THE 25TH THIS WILL ALL GO DOWN...........!" RATE/FAN AND ADD ME AND SKY BE THE 100 PERSON 150K FUBUCKS."SO THAT TWO CHANCES TO WIN FU-BUCKS". ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~@ fubar PRIZE NUMBER #2 IS TO RATE MY SCOBBY-DOO FOLDER DURING HAPPY HOUR WILL PAY 10K "AND ON FRIDAY EVERYONE THAT BUY A DRINK DURING MY FRIEND PURPLESKY HAPPY HOUR AND SHOW HER MAD LOVE! SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE AND I WILL RETURN THIS LOVE TO YOU. ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS

Contest Info
CONTEST ALERT reLLa WILL BE HOLDING A CONTEST SO GET YOUR PICTURES OUT AND START GOING THRU THEM CAUSE THIS CONTEST WILL BE ABOUT THE MOST SILLIEST PICTURE OF YOU!!!! NOW IS THE TIME TO PULL OUT ALL THE PICTURES YOUR FRIENDS HAVE TAKEN OF YOU AND SHARE THEM WITH aALL OF FUBAR YOU DON'T HAVE ANY?! LET'S FIX THAT RIGHT NOW

Wanna Help Me In Giveaway? Plz?
i'm in a bling giveaway, 20k for $20 bling pack theres no time limit, so if u got come comments to spare and a little time, i could really use some help. just clck on link below and happy bombing! : ) thank u everyone : ) here we go again! lol help me help u! : ) i'm going for 3 month vip, i can't afford these kinda things on here so i enter giveaways to get them, so if you could help me out and drop a few comment i would really appreciate it, or if u wanna trade pic rates for comments on my giveaway i'll do that too or make me an offer i can't refuse just sb me : ) ty everyone! just click on pic link below and start bombing! woo! hoo!

Road To Godfathering/godmothering
DJ Wicca is only 236k from godmothering!!! Has well over 1000 pics and running Auto 11's...Now stop by and hit her with some fu-love! ÐJWîccâ ÖWñÈR Ö£ †HÈ §Ì×†H §Èñ§È LÖÚñGÈ fuowned by Shadow Princess@ fubar DJ Superman--ONLY 500k to go!!!! DJ Superman ~Owner Planet X~Head DJ @ Fantasy Radio@ fubar Some of these awesome ppl are pretty close and some have a bit to go...Every little bit helps, So stop by and show these Fantastic Fu's Some Luv! )O( Juniper )O( )O( Juniper )O( Member of ☆ Fubar's Finest Levelers! ☆@ fubar peace & all that peace & all that@ fubar Rockin' Roll Chick ROCKIN' ROLL CHICK ♥FU LUV BOMB SQUAD♥@ fubar ♥ Lil Synful Breeze ♥ ♥ Lil Synful Breeze ♥ FuFinestLvlr ♥@ fubar ♥¿ÐÃBRÂT¿.! ♥¿ÐÃBRÂT¿.!~~ Fubars Finest Levelers~~~@ fubar DJ Superman DJ Superman ~Owner Planet X~Head DJ @ Fantasy Radio@ fubar GnbRebel Gnb

Birthdaysssssss
WE'VE GOT SOME CELEBRATING TO DO......HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU!! PLEASE DROP BY THEIR PAGES AND SHOW THEM SOME LUV!! R/A/F IF YA HAVEN'T ALREADY AND FRIEND REQUEST THEM, THEY'RE ALL GREAT PEOPLE TO KNOW FEBRUARY 18TH S/M/O/K/E/Y~T/H/E~B/E/A/R/...aka smokescreener@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH DIAMOND{"GREETER@FORBIBBEN}@MEMBER OF THE DIRTY DIAMOND CREW}@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH DJ Cali Bitch Staff @ Dollhouse@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH GYPSYLORD@ fubar FEBRUARY 20TH Cbear (sign my guestbook plz)

A Real Good Day!
Today is Spectacular.... because: 1. Even if that ultrasound technician was a cunt the results from the ultrasound make me happy. My baby is a very low risk for Down Syndrome or any other birth defects besides having Jeff and I as parents 2. I went to a low risk Maternity clinic where i met a great nurse and doctors that could perform the delivery. I hear my baby's heart rate for the first time..... 150 beats per minute... 3. Jeff somehow convinced me to go threw Prenatal classes again in my happy mood.. Ill kill him later. 3. for the last 4 days i have not been constipated. 4. I dont feel nauseated and i ate glossettes. 5. I got a new book called the lovely bones and yes i know its going to be a movie but i really prefer reading to watching movies 6. the guy that lives with us hasn't been home in 2 days ever since I left that face book comment "If you live with me you might want to run away for a while" 7. This week the government will finally be paying me and I will go out

Taps
THE HISTORY OF TAPS If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps was played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, 'Taps.' It's the song that gives us the lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man bac

Christmas Humor
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaskan Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer, each year male reindeer drop their antlers in early winter, usually in late November to mid-December. Female reindeer however, retain their antlers until after they give birth in the Spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical tuneful rendition which depicts Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Dasher to Blitzen, even Rudolph, had to have been a female !!!! We should've known girls ... only women would be able to drag a fat old man, in a red velvet suit, with a sleigh full of toys and goodies, all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Xxx_my_poems_xxx
When life is a nightmare home is a dream When your all alone torn apart at the seam When wrong is all right and up is sideways When all these hours turn into decades When shades are just grey instead of black &white When time rewinds darkness now becomes light When it all falls to pieces & there is no glue When I am not me and your no longer you When heaven goes to hell the truth turns to lies When fairy tales are gone the world is all you despise When every one you love turns the other cheek When you try telling someone words you cant speak When you choke Ill be your voice loud & clear When you need someone remember Ill always be here As our eyes met something struck my heart From cupids bow came a whimsical dart Piercing this soul whom has loved you so Wishing for one more moment must you go? Away from my arms straight to my mind Where you will stay until I see you in time My eyes will still sparkle as your eyes do When I began to realize

Music
Staind- Everything Changes (accoustic)Add to My Profile | More Videos Carrie Underwood - Before He CheatsAdd to My Profile | More Videos Posted By:Dark Fragment~:Scearching for Eternal Death:~Get this video and more at MySpace.com

Nsfw
Since 24 hours all my photos except of the default part are NSFW. Are there some haters of Germany here on cherrytap ? Or is that the work of disgusting, miserable people ? This photo is private but top photo over the last hour... Oh, you are great and very intelligent...but I don`t want to read that...I don`t like the real bastards...

My First Blog...ummmm.....yeah
http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/tor/339726701.html More truth. Check it out. This goes out to all the people here on CherryTap that are ardent supporters of the military. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support. I don't think people realize how much it means to us to know that there are people that support us the way you do. There is a video that I have seen on a couple people's profiles of some troops walking into an airport with their duffle bags on their backs. People who were going about their business stop and stand up and start clapping for them. Well, that really happens and I have been fortunate enough to experience it myself a few times. There are moments in your life that will remain with you forever and those ones will stay with me forever. Even now, just thinking about it gets me choked up. The feelings that go through you when that happens cannot be described, and could never be forgotten. These are people like you, the ones who support the

(((sighs)))
What R we doing??? Over a year and still we dance around eachother... Not saying how we feel... But yet being here for eachother regaurdless... I guess its never been the right time for us... But I have a question... If we had 12 hours with eachother... Face to face... Would it be worth it??? Knowing that once its over we have to go back to the way we were??? You know weve never fully given up on eachother... Weve always been the best of friends... Weve always had the others back, been understanding, forgiving... We're all living on barrowed time... If you dont put your heart and soul into everything you do... Then your never truly living... Ive put that into you and I will never stop... NO MORE DANCING! I love you I always have and I always will... Nothing can ever change that! Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance...

Autism
Famous people with autistic traits Fictional, real, historical and contemporary celebrities Only a person's close friends or relatives, or doctors, are likely to be able to judge whether he or she can be diagnosed with autism or Asperger's syndrome (AS). But it is illuminating to learn of people with similar characteristics to ourselves, especially when those people are successful or well-known. For this reason, I have listed here some well-known people who have shown some autistic or AS traits. Some may have autism or AS, in their mild or severe forms. Others may be elsewhere on the autistic continuum. And others listed may just be unusual individuals. I hope you appreciate this page. If you think other famous people should be added, please e-mail me at richardg_uk@yahoo.com including a brief explanation of why you think they have autistic traits. Please send any comments or suggested links to the same address. Fictional characters Television characters * NEARLY NEW Al

Cajun B Ez Check This Site Out
Hey guys sorry but I am leaving fubar. If you want to keep intouch give me a shout cajun_big_ez@yahoo.com and dont forget to check out my sexy pics at http://www.southern-charms.com/bbwcajun/main.htm http://www.candiswildgirlz.com/cajun Love Cajun Hey guys I will be web camming soon.....contact me and find out where to find me.. woooooooohoooooo

Kandra
why do it hurt so bad when you hurt the one you love to see her cry it make you feel so bad in your heart when you can set there and dream about her waking up and she not laying by you and you thank is it a dream your not i fall in love with a girl i meet on tagged the is the one i love more then anything in life i did something stupe to make here cry and i wish i nevr did i love her with all my heart and soul i will never hurt her again love is show from the heart not from anything else love you for ever and i will never hurt you again

Why Women Cry
opinions are like assholes everyone's got one and everyone thinks everyone else's stinks. Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I

Need Comments Pls
posted blogs.. posted bulletins.. but nobody left even 1 comment on that pic. Just wondering.. if I mentioned that it was a naked picture of me.. would you go leave comments then? (talking about the contest i am running in) Well I do have a couple I can thank! You 3 are awesome..and myself. lol. Wishing everyone a lovely weekend! Would also like to thank breeq..jesse..Roltho..and lost soul.. for leaving comments for my contest. I got 1000 comments..woo hoo! You guys are awesome. I am in a contest to win a blast... all i need is 630 comments to go . please go to this persons page.. fan/add/rate her...then go under blast sales folder in the pics. I will be in there! All you got to do is leave a few comments.. any amount will help! and you gain a friend out of it!Hugs Stephanie Lynn @ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Warning
WOOT!WOOT! THE ONE THE ONLY! PARTY OVER HERE DJ BABY BOY IS HAVEING A BIRTHDAY TODAY!!LETS SHOW HIM SOME MAD BIRTHDAY LOVEN!!LETS SHOW HIM WHAT A AWSOME BIRTHDAY REALLY IS.....GO ROCK HIS PAGE! SHOWER HIM WITH BIRTHDAY GIFTS,BIRTHDAY DRINKS,AND LOTS OF BIRTHDAY COMMENT......BET I CAN BEAT YOU THERE READY SET GO!!!!!!!! THIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar

Quotes
NEVER LIE TO THE ONE YOU LOVE FOR THE TRUTH TO THEM IS MORE PRECIOUS THAN GOLD! "WHEN YOU LOVE, LOVE TRUE, HONEST AND COMPLETE...NEVER LIE TO THEM AND ALWAYS HOLD THEIR HEART CLOSE" The Heart Knows Where It Belongs And With Whom...Listen And Follow...It will Guide You Home Where You Belong...as LightCloud would say...I know where I belong...

Lsd
Go through the list of my recordings in the player below. If you like my song(s) and wanna play it on your rotation, I'll hook you up with free mp3 downloads. I have a lot of different styles to my shit, so check'em all out. I do all my own recordings and I play all instruments and do all vocals. Peace, Aaron. Any amount of tunes are fine!!! 3 songs are covers that I re-made, the rest are originals. Music and Words by Aaron A'bellira SUTURE SELF: You don..t got to remind me to drudge up everything You don..t have to find me to make me feel the sting of your venomous and potent neuro- toxic injection that paralyze me at the moment I drown, I drown in my affection No breath No shame in your game when you hung me on your shelf but you didn..t hang me up you hung yourself (Chorus) Hung out and strung out, (so suit yourself), and left for ,(so suture self), left for dead You don..t got to listen you don..t hear me anyway There..s a feeling that you..

The Mind Of A Dj
The way we spin music twist bend manipulate transform and create music is our art.Our voice for all to hear something we feel and choose to share with those that enjoy it.Some say we destroy music by what we do but they have no idea.We bring things long dead back to life for the present and future people like minded as us to share somewhere down the line.Apreciation for music of all kinds is a must to spin from classical to the most extreme. Between us that enjoy mixing music there is no animosity.We push each other to be more creative and to go bigger at what we do to progress the art along.We like to be around like minded people shareing ideas new ways of doing things.Theres always something new to figure out and see.Its how we grow at what we do.Constantly hearing music music in your head of various types.Beats that have yet to be created or ways of doin things to make something new.Planing it out in your head that you want to do or plan to do is a pretty normal thing. Peo

Newly Single
Well Im jjst sittin here, being my usual bored self. Thought I would atleast write a blog while Im soo bored. Well I thought it was time to make a serious change. So, I got my hair dyed blonde. Its been like 10 or 11 yrs since I was a blonde (natural color) and now that Im newly single and a hott momma, I figured hell might as well give it a shot. It can always be dyed again if it gets old...lol As soon as I get some pics, I will make sure 2 upload them. You all just make sure you tell me what you think. Well thats all, my weed man is here. YAY! lmao...Oh shit, Ima blonde who smokes...Does that give me an excuse to be seriously dumb now? lmao...Probably not....*snaps fingers* damn Well, things are goin good. I truly dont think about the sperm donor any more. And the only thing that does bother me about him is that he isnt havin ne thing to do with his kids. Ummm...Im lookin for a job while still tryin 2 get my Mom outa my house. Ummm...As far as my personal life? The jury is out on tha

Job?
PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented thi s way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging, permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to g

What Love Is Really About
sun, bright and shinning, yet never where you stand, no clouds in the sky, yet raindrops seem to fall at your feet, pooling upon the earth, warmth, infusing the world, but it can not touch you, a stillness, there is no breeze, yet a storm rages within you, the world is whole, everything in its place, yet you are shattered, the ocean, never ceasing, yet your tears seem to keep it full, smiles upon faces, everywhere you look, except in the mirror, beautiful sunny day, surrounding you, yet not a part of you... True genius is insanity without restriction, but with the ability to focus on a given stream of thought and create as we were inteded... This nightmare, Giving all I am, Getting so little in return, you becomming my world, And I just another day in yours, Would walk to the end of the earth, Just to bring a smile, To your sad eyes, Yet you still do not see me, Look right through me, The love I hope to see reflected, In your eyes, Is only my own,

Insightful..
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU

Trying To Help Out
Trying To Help Out A City In Need Of Everyone's Help.I'm Sure Most Of You Have Heard Of The Tornado That Went Through Joplin Mo.Touching So Many people's Life's Including Myself.The Pictures You Have Seen On The News Doesn't Come Close To Being There In Person.I Have Spent All Last Week There And Going Back This Coming Week Just To Give A Hand To Any One Needing Help.I Am Writing This Just Asking Anyone Who Can Donate $5.oo Or $10.00 To The Red Cross To Try To Help Rebuild Joplin Mo.Thanks.And Thanks For Taking Time To Read This................I Love You Joplin Mo.Stay Strong We Will Rebuild And Be Stronger Then Ever...................

Truth Of Growing Up In The 80's
If you are 30, or older, you might think this is hilarious!When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious tales about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill.... Barefoot... BOTH ways...yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to go on like thatBut now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it!1) I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves!2) There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter - with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across the street and put it in the letterbox, and

Life
Why is it there is so munch drama around??? It is not like i don't need it. For my friends my grandfather is in the hospital. Plus the doc is saying the don't know if my mother will even be able to walk this time next year. We are going to court for custody of my soon to be step daughter. so why do stupid people like to cause drama in my life no clue. Though i know i am not putting up with it any longer. As for my hope of going into the millitry more then likely this time next year i will be in basic. weather i am a mom in my own right or not i am not giving up what i want for any reason. Yes i will love my child but if i give up on my dreams then what am i showing my child and my step daughter?? As for my friends if u jusr want to cause drama in my life u r not a friend. if u can't support me even though u do not agree with what i want i have no need for u. to thoose who have already told me don't go i am going get over it. to thoose who have called me crazy i maybe just a lil bu

Killing Time
Fuck the stupid bitchez... who hate on otha'z. and btchez who bash on a ninja'z car..... and people who steal ur beer..an blame u!! &*****'you did it'****** PLEEEAAZZZEEE pass it on... 2MCL...Devo Look below the hanging tree, For only the wind does. On my knees, please tell what should come. Beliving Is knowing, in some sick kingdom. I hope you understand... But I understand you dont... When it runs out, I know we wont. Breath & out the difficult will run, This isn't the end, Infact it hasn't even begun. Give to get - Push to pull Kill the pesant, or the them rule. One on one, who wouldnt agree... I am one & the one is me. "Cherish your youth", I once heard somone say. Now, i look in the mirror, & see my face deteriorating. I see age in my eyes It seems like years since i saw myself & now I'm on paper, & theres nothing you can do about that. For each one of your greying hairs, Theres a line of pain etched in my face... Another tear in my s

Just Not Interested
Which part of no is not understandable. I just dont get it. I make it very plain that I have a life and a guy I love deeply. I am polite and will chat to just about anyone. When told no, today's looser tried emotional manipulation. "Sorry I'm not Hot"..hmmmmmm Read from the bottom up. My Shoutbox ->The Carver: nothing to do with how anyone looks...i love my guy The Carver: sorry im not hot. ->The Carver: thenk you but no The Carver: your sexy ->The Carver: why The Carver: can i see you on it please baby ->The Carver: yes i do The Carver: do you got one thought ->The Carver: ahh...sorry....married here honey The Carver: please say you got a cam? ->The Carver: yes I am The Carver: are you really 42?? Gotta wonder some people. Do they honestly think that they say hey...i want you...that yur going to be that grateful or desperate that you are going to jump them. Reality check needed here guys!!!!! Here is the shout I received from today's top looser c

My Random Poetry
waking up and not knowing myself, the world, anything i look in the mirror the face so unfamiliar my belongings hold no value since they hold no meaning i now wander the streets my mind races does this hold significance something my mind should embrace no names or memories to help the cause im alone destined to figure myself out on my own a hard day of serching has come and gone with nothing to show but a lost soul now i return to the location in which i awoke i decide go through my belongings again to figure out who i once was and like before i am forsaken its late now i crawl into bed and quickly fall asleep maybe the morning will bring solice in my memories forming or perhaps another day of serching and hoping describe the pain the torture of this domain oh how i love to watch you sqirm i take this device see the fear in your eyes and very slowly into your skin i slice all the agony you must feel is enough to sustain me everthing before yo

Some Things That I Think People Like Too Know
There are so many flag's that were used during the war between the north and the south that people just don't think of but one flag to hate. Well if that is the case then just check out my page on union flags and southern flags and make up your mind witch one is the one that brings the hate up into you. I am a southerner and damn prided of it. I was born and raised in Texas and we have very little trouble between white or black. Some of my best friends are Black. This B/S about a flag is SHIT.......A Flag is just that A Flag, Nothing else. Hate me if you will but I am a man of Texas and tell it like it is with me. EVER SEEN A DEER LIKE THIS ONE? Date: Tue, 1 Apr 2008 22:16:46 +0000 " To a horseman, a "piebald" is a horse with black and white splotches; one with brown and white splotches actually is known as a "skewbald. "WHAT A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE!!!! "This is right off County Hwy O in Portage County , just north of Junction City . This is a piebald fawn.

Thoughts
KISS if kisses were rain i'd send you showers, if fun was time i'd send you hours, if you needed a friend i'd send you me! In my life, I've met many people Why do I still feel so alone. In a world, with so many people Why am I sitting here all alone. Walking past, go so many people How I wish that I was safe at home. Looking out at all these people Do they all feel just as alone? If I leave here tomorrow Would you still remember me? For I must be travelling on, now, cause theres too many places Ive got to see. But, if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldnt be the same. cause Im as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. Lord knows, I cant change. Bye, bye, its been a sweet love. Though this feeling I cant change. But please dont take it badly, cause lord knows Im to blame. But, if I stayed here with you girl, Things just couldnt be the same. Cause Im as free as a bird now, And this bird youll never chang

Various
i have just posted some pictures that you are invited to view. These are geared more toward my family. i also will be posting views of the lake during peak foilage in Mid October--they are stunning--stay tuned HI FRIENDS I JUST UPLOADED SOME PHOTOS FOR SALUTES--I KEPT DOING IT WRONG I GUESS, BUT IM STUCK AT LEVEL 10, SO I HAD TO.

Things Mama Don't Know
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Stuff That Makes Me Mad!!!
OK I know Im not thin skinned, but it makes me sick when whores like this can get away with talking shit like this and blocking me, pinche puta!!! her link is http;//fubar.com/user/1074505 _Anne ~Mis...: go fuck another nigger u white trash cunt _Anne ~Mis...: chicken shit wet back cunt but what makes it so funny is she cant make up her mind on which insult to call me.Sorry had to vent. As Always, Thanks for reading my stuff! XOXO Lexi

An Attempt Of Expression
When I met you, I didn't know what to say. I was lost in my own world, praying everyday. For something to happen, I was never sure what. Because of the locks, keeping the doors shut. I heard a voice come to me, speaking from I don't know where. Looking in my world, I knew you were there. I stopped my search, when I reached a pitch black room. Will good things come from this? Or will this lead to certain doom? I shall be honest, I was frightened and afraid. Meeting you, a dark figure, and there you laid. You never seemed to care, I never seemed to notice. Being in that room, it was fate, and you know this. The more we spoke, the lighter the room grew. Our eyes widened as we noticed something new. I wanted to run, I wanted to get away. But you reached out to me, as if wanting me to stay. I began to cry, you wondered why I was. You just held me close, and the reason was because. You saw me as me, I saw you as you. Our true selves, a

Musings And Thoughts On Being A Gentleman
Ive been busy the last week or so and have missed alot of people here. Before I left a friend started a blog having others ask him questions about himself. I liked the idea and being bored at the moment I thought I would do the same. (Thnkz for the idea Emanon)

Addicted
Ok, I decided to stop by the mall today just to take a look at BRA/PANTY sets.. It's a pet peeve of mine, I know it's TOTALLY RETARDED, but you will "never" catch me without a matching bra and panty on... I'm sorry, they are a SET, Just like shoes.. just like socks...they are a SET.. anyway, I digress.. I was just browsing with no intentions of actually Buying.. Well, I CAN'T CONTROL Myself....I bought "3" new bra/panty sets today, came home and put them in the drawer and saw various other sets that I have yet to wear.. What is my addiction to bras and panties?????? I can not have enough.. There's no way I could ever have too many.. sooooooooo I have decided to add a folder for pictures.. everytime I buy a new set, I will add a picture of it.. omg lmao!! It's a SICKNESS, and maybe if I see all the pictures, it will make me realize, I'm obsessed with them...and that I need to STOP... .. yes, I'm also addicted to shoes, especially HEELS, but not quite as bad as for the pant

Messed Up
i am thinking i might just leave for a while. just does not seem like much fun here any more. just lost it sparkle for me. give me some good reasons to stay i am so frustrated i cant see straight... when you like or want something so bad and you never can get your hands on it. tell me why this is... my last few months have been hell my family is broken up my kids are with my parents and i am in a shelter cant live with them... but the things is no matter how hard i try with everything it back fires. i just dont get it.. plz help

Want Some?
***Confidence's Cha Bling Bling Auction*** I am auctioning of 2 amazing blings that are in the bling shop!!! First i want to say that this Auction is open until i am satisfied with the bids:) The First one will be a Auto 11! Min Bid on this will start out @ 1.5 Million Fubucks!!(Also feel free to bid tickers with your bucks)!! Click on the pic below to place your bid for the Auto 11!! And The 2nd Bling I'm auctioning of Will Be one of the most amazing in the bling shop! The Jewel Heart of Fu bling! Worth 100 Credits!! Min Bid on this will Start out at 7.5 million Fubucks!!!! plz feel free to also bid tickers or blast:)!!Plz let it be known again that i will not close this until i am 100% satisfied with the bid! Just click on the link below if you would like to bid on the jewel heart! ***Also once i am satisfied with the bids they will be sent during a happy hour only*** That way we get more points:) & also whoever has the winning bid must send me what th

100 Greatest Blues Songs
1. Memphis Blues - W.C. Handy 2. Crazy Blues - Mamie Smith 3. Pine Top Boogie - Pine Top Smith 4. Dust My Broom - Elmore James 5. Boogie Chillun - John Lee Hooker 6. Mannish Boy - Muddy Waters 7. Stormy Monday - T-Bone Walker 8. Hellhound On My Trail - Robert Johnson 9. Spoonful - Willie Dixon 10. The Thrill Is Gone - B.B. King 11. Good Morning Little Schoolgirl - Sonny Boy Williamson I 12. Born Under A Bad Sign - Albert King 13. Forty Four Blues - Roosevelt Sykes 14. Smokestack Lightnin' - Howlin' Wolf 15. Statesboro Blues - Taj Mahal 16. Hoochie Coochie Man - Muddy Waters 17. Juke - Little Walter 18. The Little Red Rooster - Willie Dixon 19. Come In My Kitchen - Robert Johnson 20. I'm a King Bee - Slim Harpo 21. The Things That I Used To Do - Guitar Slim 22. Back Door Man - Willie Dixon 23. It's My Own Fault - B.B. King 24. I'm Tore Down - Freddie King 25. T-Bone Blues - T-Bone Walker 26. Sweet Home Chicago - Robert Johnson 27. Preaching The

Contest
Ever wanted to own me and make me do as you say? Well im not so sure about the making me do what you say but i am in a contest to own me!!! So come check it!! Im offering a lot so please come check me out. Click on family member #8. Sorry would have put a link in but i cant figure it out after a tiring day at work.

My Daily Video Of Wtf??
As promised I am posting another AVGN link. So this video is funny on it's own however seeing the Top Gun episode "Check Previous blog." first will make the episode that much funnier. I was a jealous poor child who had few accesories with the my NES "providing it was not sold for drugs that week" as well as few games so when I saw exacally what I missed out on I felt that much more greatful for what i did have and no longer felt like I was missing out on something cool as a child. Hope you enjoy! ~Brodie http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYDuy7wM8Gk Also check out AVGN's other videos at

Cooking With Yssup
For as long as I can remember and no matter where I go, peas get cooked wrong. In fact they don't even need to be cooked hardly at all. When I see peas boiling away in some pot I think, no wonder nobody likes peas. This is not how to cook them!

Where Has My Brain Gone
You know lately it has become harder and harder to just care about everything anymore. I mean What do you do when you realize theres no point? I say this only because in the last few months so much has happened to make me care less about the world. My son has been moved to Washigton because his mother is Evil and likes to use our son against me to get her way, when I put my foot down and said I had enough she packed up the kids and runs away taking from me the best part of my life. She stalks me through here and various other methods and not just me but the people I care about. I can't have a relationship because I'm so worried that she will destroy it. I'm back in college but it has even lost the excitement of making my future better. I lost the only job I've had in 2 years because if I didn't quit some employees and a supervisor would have killed me for sticking up for myself. I'm still in love with a woman who I now realize will never love me like that again because I'm a fuckin

Blog
Okay I am going to start this off by saying, Your a fucking moron if you say you don't eat living things. Everything grown in a garden is liveing at one point all plants have to live to grow, duh lol. Anywoo, now I am a murder because I like to hunt. I do hunt for fun but I also eat most of what i kill and if i don't eat it someone or something dose. Not one bit of the animal gets wasted, and another thing atleast the animals i have killed has had a chance to live life. Unlike the packaged meat in your grocery store, those animals was raised to be slaughtered. And no I don't think I am better then anyone but i damn sure aint lower then lower then anyone just because i enjoy hunting. Okay well I am about done, just one more thing. If you disagree with hunting and you see some one has a hunting album on here. Don't fucking look.

Love Is...
What Love means to a 4-8 year old....Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca- age 8"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Lov

2006 So Far For Me
Ok 2006 so far for me has been a up and down year for me this is in the australian date way not the amercian date way so if i am confusing you you will soon see what i mean people 10/1/06 my friendship with my best friend geoff came to a end of a best friend friendship of 16/17 years on this day and then on the 22/1/06 i got to meet a rock band called Silent Reprise and hang out with them they're are from Melbourne here in Australia they were awesome on the day i got pics taken with them and then in may just before mother's day i got to meet in person An Australian Country musican called Lee Kernaghan and he signed his new album the New Bush for me it was a honour meeting him for me and then on the 2/7/06 i got to meet a Australian pop/rock musican/songwriter/producer called Mark Lizotte aka Johnny Diesel or Diesel he signed 2 copies of his new album called Coathanger Atennae and then i asked him if he wouldn't mind signing some earlier album covers for me he said that's no problem

1st Night Here..
this site is incredible. thanks to all the sweet people who messaged me, added me as friends, and said all the awesome things. i cant wait to come back here tomorrow! thanks again :) all of my friends are the best!

Fun Fun Fun
If it can be done, I'll be the one to do it. Whether it be good or bad. I have a Dodge Durango, which I fearlessly go where ever I want in. Saturday, on a simple outing to the ball field I decide to park along one side of the field to create some shade. It had rained a few days before, it was a little muddy. Leave it to me.......... both tires on the passenger side sunk in the mud. I got a 4 wheel drive stuck. I had a handfull of willing helpers, I chose my ex-brother-in-law, I figured if anyone should tear up my vehicle it should be him. He sunk it further......... and covered me in mud, I was standing next to it to see if it was going anywhere. Called another friend who has a wreaker and auto-repair business. He's got the wreaker lent out so he brings his 4 wheel drive and a chain. Hooks the chain to his front end and my rear end (that sounds kinda wrong)and tries to back up an pull it out easy. No can do. He turns his vehicle around, hooks the chain back up, my X

Stones And Crystals
Gem of Light A garnet’s inner sparkle stirs something within us – the recognition of beauty, perhaps, or a feeling of strength in its energy that reflects our own. Throughout time, people have harnessed the energy of this gemstone to purify, heal, and protect themselves. But the stone’s true magic lies in its capacity to help us have faith in ourselves. Its reddish hue inspires passion – although garnets can be found in a number of vibrant colors, including red, orange, green, and bluish pink. The garnet’s radiant beauty reminds us of our inner fire and magnifies our power. Ancient mariners watched the garnet‘s glow as it shone in the darkness, acting as a talisman against dark forces. For use as protection against nightmares and disasters, the garnet is embraced by people for its comforting glimmer – a light they can focus on as they dispel their fears. Ancient Egyptians saw the power of purification in the garnet’s radiant blaze and used it to cleanse the body o

Hurting
i wanted to do something for my mom who is no longer with us... and i did not know what to do so i ask a good friend one here if she could help me and she came up this something. there is no words to tell her how much i love it.my mom left me in 2004 and im haveing such a hard time with it i know in time it might get easer but right now its not but im doing the best i can.. you knwo the hardest thing was telling my kids there nanna was gone. but they still talk about her which is good there is a song i would love to find and put it with this but can not find it it is by mark wills the ballon song my kids say when they get a balloon they want to write on it and sent it to heaven for there nanna but any wyas this is for my mom I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US.... i had the worse thing to happen to anybody today. i was driving down the road and a little boy came out of no where and hit my car. i jupm out and got help then went to the lit

Friends
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Please Help Level
ASKING FOR SOME HELP TO LEVEL, THANKS AND MUCH LOVE.. i've been stuck and need my friends to help me out, i'd like to level soon but can only do that with your help, plez comment and rate, i also have stash too, much love, tracy

I'm Biopolar
Being bipolar and have depression By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion March 28, 2008 Dealing with mental heath issues have been a long and hard road, I have depression and I am bipolar. Leaning to live with the fact that I have ups and downs is very hard sometimes I want to just lie down and give up but My Lord and Savor Jesus Christ keeps me going and pushing. That hard thing is the way that people treat you when they found out you are bipolar they treat you like you are a nut or a loser. Please don’t treat me like I am broken, I am not broken I have heart I have passion I have love, I would never try to hurt anyone I just feel sad and lonely at times. If you give a chance I could show you how good a person I really am I just need a friend someone to talk to. Will you take me hand will you talk to me?

One To Level
GET YOUR PARTY -RATE- GROOVE ON! THIS GUY IS SO HOT, HE NEEDS SOME RATE ATTENTION, HE CAN RATE STASH AND PROFILES IN RETURN... Miracle Monkey THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: SASSY LAURIE... ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL CAN YOU PLEASE RATE THIS LADIES PICS? SHE NEEDS RATES AND FRIENDS CAUSE SHE'S BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT... SHE WILL TRY HER BEST TO RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN... ☠☠Sweet Lil Ga Bitch☠☠ THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BOOMBASTIC

Fagillies Is At It Again
I will take the time to apologize to whoever knows us from another lounge and is getting harassed by the biggest pathethic assfag on fubar. This douchebag eats,sleeps,breaths S.E.R. I thought Canada had free healthcare its time for this fool to go get his head examined.(read bottom to top its someones sb ) ->ACHILLES™....: thanks you too man ACHILLES™....: you have yourself a super day now K ACHILLES™....: oh and that I now have most of they're IP now 2 thanks to their fake accounts ->ACHILLES™....: lol alright, am not even a member there but i am a member of your lounge. i can relay the message though ACHILLES™....: BIG ACHILLES™....: tell them sonething VER Y GIG is about to happen to them ALL lmfao....mmm k ->ACHILLES™....: something i can help you with? ->ACHILLES™....: yes i know who the Rev Kevin is but dont know him well ACHILLES™....: lol ACHILLES™....: yes....I know ->ACHILLES™....: actually no i don't, my lounge owner (took name out ) know

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm in the Army 2. I smoke about 1 pack of cigarettes a day. 3. I'm an excellent cook. 4. I'm a Fubaholic with no intent to giving it up! 5. I am a people person. 6. I love to text people on the phone. 7. I like rock, techno, alternative, metal, classic rock, and Patriotic music 8. I love watching WWE. 9. I am a caring and loving person. 10. I'm a computer geek. I Tagged: ~Surf~ Sultry Smokey Bear Ash.Wee Juicy

Luvins On Me...ty :)
> ... Just a reminder that F.o.x.x.i.e below and myself have Auto 11's on until 1am EST... here's the links below to the 250 pic folders for max points PLUS you get an additional 24,000 fubucks...just click & bomb...thank you.. Click here for Foxxie's 250 Pic folder with Autos on Click here for Johnnydevil's 250 pic folder with Autos on Now to the real stuff..so yeah..it's been awile since I've done a pimp out..and well, I'd like to introduce you to a few new friends while you're all taking a break from points and all of that fun stuff...take a couple of minutes to check them out, well worth your while most definitely...First off, my beloved F.o.x.x.ie ♥....

What Is A Friend?
A friend is someone you turn to when things aren't going well for you, someone who you can talk to about your problems. Friends shouldn't hide shit from each other, especially something that effects the other person as well as yourself. I have someone in my life that I consider my sister, who I have done a lot for and she's intending on moving out but has not told me. I'm really upset with her, cause I've done so much for her and she is going behind my back and basically intending on fawking me over. She's dating this guy who is a complete asshole, who will never amount to anything in life. He's actually wanted by the police right now and ETF (emergency task force) came to our place a few weeks ago looking for him, I wasn't home I was at court with my mother cause she's trying to get disability, and guess what her and her bf are blaming me for calling the cops. Now tell me this why would I bring the cops to my own house??? Why would I jeopardize my daughter and my niece???

Laid Off
So I've been getting laid off occasionally since last March. Seperated from hubby around May, and have been paying all the bills that we had before he moved out on my own, or at least attempting to. He can't help, can barely afford to pay his own bills. Well I was laid off the last 2 weeks of November, really didn't mind. Went back to work Dec. 1st, but about wednesday came down with a nasty cold so I ended up missing wednesday through friday :| not good. Got a call last nite from work saying to come in and sign my lay-off papers. Yep, laid off now till the first of the year :/ Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being laid-off. But I'm really starting to get concerned about how much longer I'm going to have a job. Oh, for those of you that don't know, I work in the auto industry. Yeah, not looking so good. Luckily my kids are older and understand that Christmas at our house is basically non-existent. So needless to say, I'm struggling to stay positive here ;) Don't mind me I'm

Family
There are angel's above that watch over all of us no matter who we are they are there to help & guide through the tough times of life's travel's we have a path that we follow that takes us on may roads in life make that right turn with god's blessing make the wrong turn and life get's hard but i know that my angel will guide me back to the right road. My angel is silent and i know there here beside me everyday of the year,when i am sad my angel's wings will hold me tight. when i die there will be my angel there to set me free. Support those who protect our country & in our community they fight for us everyday to keep us safe. we call them out for duty over seas they go some make it home some don't. we call them in the middle of the night when we have a prowler in our yard. they come to us when there is a fire so we don't lose our home. these men and women is our friends co-workers but most of there our FAMLIY. I am very proud to be part of there FAMILY

My Drawings (the Wolf And Other Drawings Came From Deviantart.com
You can see my drawings at playlist.com The drawings in color that you see here are from deviantart.com- I didn't do them- I do sketches right now- they didn't look that good here so see them at playlist, Thanks wolf

Thats What I'm Talkin Bout'
I know I hadn't been on here in yrs mainly due to the fact that I have dialup these days and for a couple yrs now. Anyways I couldn't pull this site so I jsut stopped comin on. I had almost forgot about this site til a friend mentioned it again and I figured I should check it out again. I tell you if it wasn't for the facebook theme on here I wouldn't be able to pull it on dialup still thanks to fubar for doin that for us dialup users. Anyways these days I'm so busy I run my own blog and do product reviews for companies and do giveaways as well if you want to check it out. So far most the companies I work with are usa based or Canada at most for anyone gettin entries into my giveaways. Anyways my link is below and I will try to check in here at least every couple days so stop by and drop me a line. Remember its been yrs since I been on here so may take me a bit to get ratings to you or anything like that due to that....

Death
The Girl In The Dark Has a beautiful face without a name And a beautiful smile to hide the pain This Girl In the Dark Has cuts up her arm Loves nothing more then self harm This Girl in the dark Doesnâ??t know how much longer she can keep trying Everyday sheâ??s slowly dying This Girl in the Dark Sits all alone Wants a place to truly call home This Girl in the dark Wants nothing more then to be free I know this because this Girl is me Who am I? What happened? Where am I? Why am I here? Those are the questions I ask myself Why do I have to be here? What have I done so wrong to make me sit here in silence? Those are the questions I would like to ask myself But i know exactly what i did.. Or do I? I have fallen into a pit of darkness. Its silent the only person there is me Its like a prison with no light It is no light because i do not look for it I have not found the light yet. I know exactly why i am here. Or do I? I have forgotten I am so

You Don't Know Me!!!!!
Well I am sorry, but I am done with women. I thought I was strong, but I am wrong. I am meant to be alone, so Ser William is just here for friends. My heart can only take so much!!! Friendship is all I can offer. I have never lied and I have no reason to start now. I have been doubted to many times. My walls are now to high to be broken down. The door is open for friends though anytime! anything else and you will only find trap doors. Ser William -kisses- Music Video:SO FAR AWAY (by Staind)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just to talk He smiles politely back to you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a

Must See.
As we dance in the candle light the shadows catch's our hearts and hold them in silence. There in the shadows are were the ghost's of the lost love live's. Reminding us of the pain of love given lost and not returned. The memory'es Of love and shareing. The loveing memory'es that turned to pain when there gone. Should we stop and gather our hearts from the shadows. Our trust and give them to each other forgetting the past? One asked for one given. David C Not my best but here it is. written 3-15-09 if someone by the name of undretakeker_blackthunder wants to add you to their list DO NOT ACCEPT IT!!! ITS A VIRUS !!! tell every one on your list b/c if somebody on you list adds them you will get it too. it is a early killer and a very horrible virus. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE on your list. right click on the group name of your buddies list and click send message to all. copy and paste this message....PLEASE COPY/PASTE AND REPORT ANY CONTACT FROM THIS PERSON AS

Read Before Joining
******This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. :-) :P :-) :P:P We will accept you as a member if you are serious about helping others more than just getting help for yourself. You must be willing and available to participate on a regular basis or you will not get the help in return. We will NOT approve any member that is currently IN a contest during the time of your friend request, or anybody in another bomber family. Every family member will get equal help. No one member more than any other. You must be a member for 10 days before you can ask for help in a contest and can only have family help on ONE contest at a time. If you choose to enter multiple contests, you are on your own for all but one of them. This 10 day probation period is so you can prove yourself as a bomber and that you do intend to bomb others and are not just here for yourself. If you do not read the blogs or bomb in your first ten days you will be removed. We don't need ALOT of

Moon's Caressing Light
Moon's caressing light Lay your head back lover, Relax your troubled mind, Let me fill your world with peace, Leave the past behind. Fill the night with pleasure, Sweet, erotic bliss, Movement of both place and time, Suspended with a kiss. Lift your heart to soar above, Gaze into my eyes, The single sound to reach our ears, Love's releasing sighs. Entwined as one, A single cord, We'll surrender in the night, Staying here forever, In the moon's caressing light. SB

Aches, Pains, Woes, Yay
You know what? I am not even mad. I mean I am a little bristled. I just have to take deep breaths. Why do I feel so much? The words can either eviscerate me or hug me into a cocoon safe enough for me to finally relax in. I never relax anymore... Anymore? That would imply that I have actually relaxed a day in my life. But I haven't... ever. I am always waiting. I wait to be hurt because I know it is coming and it always does. People come to me with their hands out as if to say "Look, I have no weapons. Can't you trust me?" But then the words! The words. And they hurt so much! They really do. And I seem to be the only one feeling them. Blades that I used to sink into my flesh gave me pain but it was good pain. But these words slice flesh, sever veins, bring forth a hurt that stops my breath and stills my limbs. I sit, I look, I listen to you and I feel my blood slow because it hurts that much. But then you call, or you hold, or you kiss and I forget. Every hour

Thoughts
what is it with people on messenger? If you leave your status as availible and heaven forbid you leave the glue spot that your ass sticks to for awhile, they automatically assume that for some fucked up reason your "ignoring" them and get all pissy about it. People, wake the fuck up and grow some common sense! What is on the other end of that screen is a HUMAN BEING, who has an actual life outside of talking to your ass, or in some cases putting up with you. And what about those ones who if you dont answer in a short amount of time, they repeatedly hit the BUZZ button...........That is the worst thing to do to someone who suffers from migranes! I cant stand when people do that. Its like they think you have to drop everything your doing right now to answer them.......and its usually stupid shit too. Then you get those ones that if someone they know writes a blog(which is usually just thoughts or bullshit words anyways)that points to everyone in general they automatically assume that

Golden Rule For Guys
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her tha

Bombing
I am really frustrated, every-time i go to look at my comments on my main page, it freezes up the whole computer . Now i have a Imac. Is it the page or my stupid I mac ..Help !?!?!?!? So, I mistakenly didn;t mark my mumm NSFW.(even thought i don't think it was ) point is now i have been Fu-grounded . I want to know if i am ever going to get them back. How long does it usually take for these things to work through the system !?!?!? I mean are we really children here. we can't have our toys back .Come on Hey everyone I am in the Hottest Mummers Contest Please stop by and rate/comment.. Please This is the very first contest i have ever been in .. let's make it fun Love, Peace and Chicken Grease .... :x Fallen http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=608995&albumid=746030#

Updates
so.... my younger sister gets married june 7th. she just called me today and asked if i could be a bridesmaid because one of hers backed out. luckily for everyone i'm about a size smaller than her original bridesmaid.... so now i gotta pony up some serious cash on way short notice. i mean of course i was going to the wedding.... but now i have to buy the whole ensemble and the hair..... aaaaaaaack. of course i'm doing it. she's my sister!! i'm just kinda.... meh. i'll get over it. just as a note i was scheduled to be her personal attendant before..... so now i pull double duty. lolz. it's what i am best at..... coming off beautifully under massive stress. well..... the list is now finished..... way cut down.... so yay to all who stay.... i needs love lol..... and a smoke... always with the cigarettes sheesh...... *walks outside to smoke* so it's time to clean the friend list..... if you feel endangered and wanna stay just let me know lol.

Words
Words By: Deborah Boyd Words that are spoken Have meaning to some But then comes a time The meanings are none There is a little life saying I take true to heart Words are like assholes Its show me what counts So tell me no lies Don’t make promises you can’t keep Don’t whispers sweet nothings If this is not what you seek Just leave me alone And I will be fine Don’t need any liars And that’s my final line.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DEAD 2. Your significant other? CHAIR 3. Your hair? RED 4. Your mother? HOME 5. Your father? DEAD 6. Your favorite thing? HAPPINESS 7. Your dream last night? WET 8. Your favorite drink? BEER 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? LIVING 11. Music? ANY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? COMFORTABLE 14. Where were you last night? HERE 15. What you're not? INTERESTING 16. Muffins? STRAWBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? HAPPINESS 18. Where you grew up? OHIO 19. The last thing you did? SNIFFLED 20. What are you wearing? T-SHIRT 21. TV? ANY 22. Your pets? LOTS 23. Your computer? EMACHINES 24. Your life? COMPLICATED 25. Yo

In The Distant Sky
In the distant sky, You know that they are there. A heart so warm and kind, A love so very rare. In the distant sky, You hope to meet them soon. And still you`re not quite sure just why, That this love began to bloom. In the distant sky, A love warm as the sun. It tries to pass you by, But to it you just run. In the distant sky, The sunset finds the day. And the love you always wanted, loves you too the same It will live forever in your heart, and there it will play. And like the sun, in the distant sky. It`s there that it will stay.

Funny Stuff
A husband tattooed "I luv u" on his equipment and his wife said "there you go putting words in my mouth again" The perfect Fairy Tale: Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl, 'Will you marry me?' The girl said, 'NO!' And the guy lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles, and went fishing and hunting, and played golf a lot and drank bee...r and scotch, and had money in the bank and left the toilet seat up, and farted whenever he wanted. The end

Hot Taste
You whisper into my earSweet things that make me weak,Then you look into my eyesWith your mysterious provocative gaze,Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames,Caressing me with a love that is real,Then you kiss me...As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving,To feel the poison...Of your blood boiling throughout your soulSending electrify emotionsStimulating pure intoxication,As your hands flows over me;Touching every curve and every part of me...It seems I move my legs apart automatically,As you lift me on the mystical rideWhile my body you know I will guide,Just listen to our songMaking love all night long,The flames of passion, desire and loveIs taking control over us,You put your hands in my breast,As I feel a sensation so exciting,When you kiss my nipples with your eager lipsEvery time you do that,It gets more and more fulfillingLet me feel those sensations,As I feel you deep inside meFeeling a rage so incredible to resist,As

Monday Nights Maulers
so far in this bowling league me and my hubby are in 3 place out of 6 teams which aint bad at all but we are only in the fisrt few weeks of this league lets see how long we stay before we get bumped down because of all the guys who are in it just for the money

Quiz's
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs67%Biting33%Blind Folds25%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Eyes full of Pain

Santa
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr