Fubar Blogs 3

Life
You know I have seen a lot of racial tension lately, whether here or in real life and it really pisses me off. Yes this 2009 and i really thought we have surpassed all of that nonsense long ago. Look at us now. Did we ever think we would ever get a black president? No i didnt and when we did i was like WOW we have really grown but yet all i have seen is negativity. It is like we expect him to perform miracles. We didnt get this way overnight so give it time. Dont criticize him for every small thing he does it is his right. If this was any other president he wouldnt be given a second thought but because

Mink Leveled To Fu-king
Thank you all that helped my sister level to Fu-King..You all rock!! Let's make her birthday special and see how close we can get her to Godfather. Just click on the link to take you to her page. ~Mink~@ fubar Thanks again for all that helped her. Hugs, Silverpixi

Life.......
So yea....way too much goin on in my head tonight so thought id blog it....went out last night with nicole, ended up hangin with the guys which i hadnt done in awhile...i missed it! Had a blast! I definatley needed that since id been so down and bored and stuck at home! So saw a guy that i like and its got me thinking. See heres the thing....we had a lil fling goin on awhile back...and well not intentionally i broke his heart :( But i believe he is still into me which is good but he is also my ex boyfriends best friend. Makes things a tad difficult. He is a really great guy and i know he would treat me great and thats what i deserve!!!! He has been a great friend lookin out for me too. I just dont know whether to pursue something again or not. Id definatley like to hang out some more and see how things go...so i guess thats what ive come too cause thinking beyond that things get all cloudy lol anywho im freezing and im hungry so im out...... Place an X by all the things you've done a

War
War There's a war going on And I'm losing control I can't stand this feeling It's killing my soul My life is endangered probably And I feel the need to hide Even though I should feel safe Because my parents are by my side Some people are saying "the world is going to end" And others are saying "we're all gonna die" My mom says not to listen But it still makes me want to cry You know, there's a very good chance That my dad might go to war And I'll be at home thinking Maybe I don't have a dad anymore I'm probably too young to understand What really happened in the past This has to stop...fast Jessica Rene Phillips If she had of been older when she wrote it there probably would've been more to it but wasn't bad for her age...her Dad had already been to Iraq once and when she wrote this he was being told he probably was going to have to go back.

New Attitude
Ok today is a new day..... I had a really bad week..I decieded to approach today with a new attitude. Things in my personal life have been kind of up and down but it could be so much worse. I know its me. I can be such a witch sometimes. Yes I said it..lol. Some of it is my meds. My siezure meds sometimes make me just so moody and when i am not eating right I feel shitty. Over our vacation I didnt eat right and being depressed I gained like 4 lbs which seems like nothing but 4 lbs for me is hard to get off. I eat only 1200 calories a day to maintain my weight,,,that sucks lol. But anyways I always said I believe in signs just have to look for them. so last night I said today would be my new day. When we got into bed last night they was a firefly in my window I have never seen one that close and i am 34 years old. We watched it for over 30 minutes maybe longer I felt at such a peace after. One of my favorite songs is firefies by Faith Hill. So i think as silly as this sounds this was m

Lmao
~LOL~I, the penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1) I do physical labor2) I work at great depths3) I plunge head first into everything I do4) I work weekends & holidays5) I work in damp environments6) I work in dark areas with poor ventilation7) I work in high temperatures8) .. and my work exposes me to diseaseDear penis, your request has been denied for the following reasons:1) You don't work eight hours straight2) You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period3) You don't stay in your designated work area, and are frequently found in other locations4) You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working5) You leave your work place messy at the end of your shift6) You are unable to work overtime or double shifts7) You sometimes leave your designated work are before completing the assigned task8) You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with two suspicious bagsSincerely, Miss Snatch

Darkness
Writing Poems is my fave of all!DarknessAs darkness falls all around,No shadows left playing, on the cemented ground,There is an emptiness she has found,Alone in the silence, there is no sound.Trying to escape a life and just let go,Finding it hard to really show,That inner self, her inner glow,Afraid to be free and let life flow.It is getting darker, both outside and in,Why does it feel so cold, being in her own skin?She has no clue where she is going, but knows where she has been,Yet here she lies in darkness, a deep darkness within.She closes her eyes, as well as her mind,Drifting off to a place only her soul can find,A place that's not so dark and perhaps even kind,A place that she can unfold from her life's grind.Awakening to a new and fresh day,Hoping the sun forever shines, this exact way,A better life, freedom, happiness, what more can she say,As the darkness again falls, she can only pray.Written by S. K. 2005-May-5

Sick
I HAVE A BAD SINUS INFECTION, STREAP THROAT, AND MY FIBRMYALGIA IS FLARED ALONG WITH MY BACK AND HIPS IN PAIN I HAVE NARROWING AND BULGGING DISC IN BACK AND NECK SO I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN HIT BY A TRUCK. SO THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN DAYS. SLOWLY BUT IM GETTING BETTER AND TAKING MED AND HAVE BEEN IN BED FOR DAYS. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!TY FOR ANY SUPPORT U HAVE SHOWN.

Things I Just Want To Talk About!
What do you all think if I was to change my name from Razor to Caley? In Gaelic it means Brave Warrior! On Aug 26, 2008 My great grandmother passed away. I just cant believe that it's been a year with out her. She was an amazing women she was the only one in my family that I could talk to with out getting bitched at for something. She was the only one in my family that I could trust. I do know

2010 ♥
What im gonna do this year of many things is definally lose at least 75 lbs, to make myself healthy. To quit smoking and make myself happy. To help my friends more than i did last year and to try harder. To get back into school, smile more often because for all i know, i could die tomarrow. My biggest one is to keep the man in my life right now, to make him smile, and everything. What do you guys think?

I'm Done
OK CHECK IT! I'M ABOUT TO WIPE OUT BOTH MY FRIENDS & FAMILY LIST WITH THE EXCEPTION OF A FEW, THE ONES THAT RETURN LOVE, THE ONES WHO HAVE BLING ME (some bling me who aren't my friends, mad love for them) THOSE WHO APPRECIATE WHAT I DO FOR THEM, WHETHER IT BE IN FRAMES OR SALUTES, OR KEEPING THEM SHITFACED! I'M JUST TIRED OF THOSE OF YOU AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE THAT JUST MAKE IT YOUR JOB TO USE PEOPLE FOR YOUR OWN GAIN. THAT'S SAD & PATHETIC! I UNDERSTAND THIS IS A GAME BUT SERIOUSLY THE LIES MAKE THIS GAME NOT WORTHY OF PLAYING, SO OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS IF YOU ARE DELETING AND MOST OF YOU WON'T NOTICE, YOU HAVE AN IDEA WHY? EVERY FRIEND I HAVE IS ON THIS SITE LOOK AT MY INVITED IT'S 8, 8 OUT OF MY 94 FRIENDS ARE MY REAL EVERYDAY FRIENDS AND I'M PROUD TO SAY THERE'S A HAND FULL OF YOU THAT I HAVE MET THAT ARE REALLY COOL AND HONEST & I'VE MET A FEW OF YOU IN THE TIME I'VE BEEN ON FOR REAL BUT MOST OF THOSE AREN'T MY FRIENDS ON HERE ANYMORE (psychos) JUST SAYING! LOOK I'M NOT ASKING F

Told I Was Insane
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad

Stug
Stug is the essence of happiness. The feeling of bliss we achieve at our best moments. It's the high of being on top, and the courage to stay there. Stug is the swagger of a leader. It is the determination for better - and the quest for happiness. It gives you a the reason to get out of bed with a smile, master the day, and make dreams turn to reality. Stug is the aura that radiates from the heart and makes us who we are. Live Stug!

Wedding Gowns
Also know your built. An empire cut gown will work wonder on a petite woman because of its longer hem. An A-line wedding dress is perfect for a pear shaped body. Accents on the waist, like sash or ribbons, will look good on a slender body. A V-neck gown can give an extra shape to a heavyset woman.

Domain Name Registration Is Required
The selection of the domain name is not so easy. We register domain name which is keyword originally. A domain name should be relevant and should be identical for your products as well as the services. Thus the domain registration India is not important but mandatory to do. Purchasing a domain name means you own that particular keyword on web with the extension. It helps you to get your targeted customers search for that particular keyword on the search engine of any browser. There are some tips one should follow before domain registration India. A domain name should be easy to spell and pronounce. Your targeted customers should not feel alien while typing it on the on the browser. It has been surveyed that customers do avoid those keywords to type which are difficult to spell. The next tip one should follow is the extension. While choosing the extension, everybody tries to own .com. It is a myth that when a person search for any particular website, he or she first go for the .com exte

Tas
Well I hasve been here on the continent now for 3 months and I have 3 weeks left before the ship arrives to take me back to Australia. This has been the most pleasurable and memorable experirnce of my life. I certainly would recommend a trip over here . or at least a flight here. I have been skiing on snow and ice where no man has ever been before and I get paid to do it. All those people that pay hundreds or thousands of dollars to ski the alps or Aspen or St Moritz ned their heads read. I ski here with 5 people and no one to bother us. We can place our skis anywhere we like and not bother about anyone taking them. We have areas where we can see the most spectacular ice cliffs and ice bergs, see penguins and seals and whales. This is truly one spectacular place to go to. I hope that I get the opportunity to come here againj. Ok, I am 8 days from leaving the land down under to go to the great southern land of Antarctica. I will be spending 27 days on the ship and and then

You Can Also Visit Me Here...
It's become a close friend, This feeling of misery. As in life, so will be the end, Would hit just like a tragedy. It's a pain I live with, This emptiness inside. Nothing can save me, The darkness will not subside. On my knees in the night, A prayer I do send. Pray others won't suffer, From my tragic end. Since you've gone away, I lost my best friend. Now it feels as though, The world's come to an end. It could all go away, I wouldn't even care. Life's just not the same Since you aren't here. We didn't say goodbye, That's what really hurts, Everyday without you, The pain feels so much worse. It's been a little bit, But I still can't believe you're gone, Feels like it's been forever, Though it's not been all that long. I know that in Heaven, Your face again I will see. But, for now, just know I really miss you, G. Check me out! Not nearly as good as CherryTap though

How Do You Like
She took his hand and led him into the dark and fragrant orange groves, the whisper of leaves brushing against their skin the only sound besides the eerie cry of the coyotes. In the foothills that rose from the southern California coast, the night was warm and still, and the perfume of the ripened fruit as intoxicating as wine. Past the "Do Not Pick Fruit" signs, down the dirt paths between the endless rows of trees, almost running. Always the impatient one, she tugged at his hand, his clothes, as they moved between the dark and silent trees. He stopped, pulled her close, kissed her hard, his hands strong on her back, stroking and exploring. She bent beneath his kisses, his need. Her lips clung to his, sucking, seeking, as the waves of his passion washed over her, a sexual tsunami. Sinking to the warm, soft ground, clinging like shipwrecked lovers, clothing tattered and strewn, they touched, tasted, breathed. "We're trespassing here," he whispered into her ear. "'Forgive us our

Bi
Is anyone else on the planet tired as hell of the whole bi-sexual fad? I mean if you are bi, fine be bi and in some cases it may be an exciting thought, but all these young girls wear it like a new pair of the latest jeans. They all think they are sooo cutting edge and trendy.. LOL OMG I guess they missed the 70's

Words Of Wisdome
Once again thank You Lady V!!! Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination.

Poetry
Fandom. It ruins everything beautiful and good. No...it doesn't ruin...it castrates. It dilutes it to the view of the public, by making it seem like something warm and fuzzy and soft. Then it's just another point of view, just another opinion. It's so gay. Fandom turns enthusiasm into near cultishness. Make it stop. It's what casts Angelina Jolie as Dagny Taggart. It's what makes people happily interested in hearing that Brad Pitt wants to play Howard Roark. These people DON'T live up to them! They're fictional characters, but they're possible...but THOSE people shouldn't portray them. I don't want the prettiest faces playing the greatest heroes... I want the BEST actors...I want the BEST people. Jolie goes against everything about Atlas Shrugged, and so does fucking Brad Pitt. Fuck him if he wants to play Roark, or Rearden, or Galt. He doesn't deserve it. And fuck Angelina Jolie. She's a stupid bitch. It's not fandom making me write this...just an intense...REAL

One Of My Poems
If I held you in my arms tonight I would not let go. To passions burning with so much light, a love I thought I'd never know. With your head, close to my heart, we silently listen to the rain. A moment in time, loves new start. we have bannished each others pain. Let the tears fall if need be. I'll always stand by your side tall. And let our love keep us free.. ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate To my eyes deceived The light that you shined. My pains not been releived, By lifes silver line. My eyes again see death, And life for what they are. Finally I get to rest, My soul has traveled so far. My scar'd up wrist's Are just a map of hells mist in a poets rap. My life is ending, I can feel the pain that my heart keeps sending, straight to my brain. With a final cut I start to bleed, No more lust, I'm finally freed... ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate Within a page, I am reborn Poetry within my blood. Never again will I be torn I've ended my s

~the Devil'z Train~
rules 1. Please Fan, Rate & Add The 2 Conductors 2. Please Fan, Rate & Add all the above riders and with the friends request type the devils train 3. No down rating allowed if so your removed without notice 4. When you have done the above please private message or shout box me (devilish dd) and then I will add you to it if you don't let me know you have how can I add you or comment here thank you 5. If you have no default picture you can not ride till you get one 6. No fresh meat need to be level 1 or higher Conductors 1. © Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ ™DJ Skylar Dawn's RL/Fubar BF--Owner -- Grand Theft Radio 2. DJ~Skylar Dawn - Owner - of - Grand~Theft~Radio ~ Station-*Psychic~Vampire*~! Fan ,rate & add all below Level 25 Johnnydevil@ fubar ?BooBoo...Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar Level 24 *~Alice in Wonderland™~*@ fubar H?llieH?ttie™{President of I.A.R.}{Club FAR & LUV} (¯`·._©h®i§tiè_.·´¯)@ fubar ~*RockStar69 *~I.B.I.C~*CLUB F.A.R

English Oomph! Lyrics
Let me inside you - let me inside you In your veins - in your brain Let me inside you - let me inside you Through your pore - show me more Let me inside you... Push me through the hardness of your troubled tissue Choke me through the thickness of your blood Lead me through the darkness of your entrails I'm comin' - I'm comin' Push me, choke me, lead me, baby Let me inside you... How many tears in your face? How many tears in your face? How many wasted tears? With me, inside of any... How many beads of sweat on your skin? How many beads of sweat on your skin? How many wasted beads? With me - With me, inside of any... (Inside of any…) Let me inside you (Let me!) Let me inside you (Let me!) In your veins - in your brain Let me inside you (Let me!) Let me inside you (Let me!) Through your pore (Let me!) Show me more Let me inside you (Let me read your mind) Let me inside you Let me inside you In your veins - in your brain In your veins - in yo

Julie The Peach Conquerer
My mind rambles this evening. Mulling over the past, the present. Just wishing things had come out a little differently for everyone I love-including myself. Warm summer days in Yosemite covered in dirt and hoping for bears. Sewing. She made the skirt I wore when I graduated high school. It now lives in my dresser and is back in style. Years of munchies keep it in the drawer. LOL Her dieting roller coaster... Watching the 1st man walk on the moon in her bedroom on the black and white tv. The garden she could grow and the one I can't. I kill everything. Pumpkins, blackberries, apricots, carrots, tomatoes, radishes, corn, peas, and did I mention pumpkins? LOL Everywhere pumpkins... Couldn't get rid of them. LOL Our Christmas tree with no lights one year but a spinning wheel that changed from blue to green to red and the last color I forget. Spray snow and stencils. Hand made ornaments for the tree we made at our table in our tiny house then. Easter when I got the Nancy Drew

Contest For Happy Hour
Alright, I know I have some really awesome friends on here. Can y'all help me get 50,000 comments to get my first happy hour? Please--any and all help would be greatly appreciated....For every 100 comments that I get from someone, I'll give you 5,000 fubucks.....just let me know you left the comments. Kelly :)

Fubar Help Quick Notes.
Many of you email me day in and day out about your MuMMs. I could spend all day turning back on MuMMs only for you to abuse them and loose them in an hour. Everyone MuMMs are a privilege. If you get them turned off, you are still able to make Friends MuMMs. Please read: MUMM Guidelines MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be appropriate and relevant to that MUMM, or the MUMM will be deleted. MuMM comments must not contain NSFW or any inappropriate mate

Quick Bucks
Howdy...good evening to you... Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?Im trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If i get enough people to do this,ill get a happy hour so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so i get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day! Heres a link to her... Just click/rate/fan/add,only takes about 2 minutes or less(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...)Plus...send me a private message and let me know you did it,and ill send you 500 fubucks for your time...Now thats a QUICK fu-buck... Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsYou Rock! Thank You So Much!

About Me
Interdependence Interdependence refers to how much you need dependency or a “couple identity” with your partner. You are highly interdependent in relationships. This means that you desire – and perhaps even demand – a substantial degree of physical and emotional connection with a partner and other loved ones. Those connections and interactions can be frequent and superficial or they can be deep and meaningful. And you are probably attracted quickly to someone who you can deeply respect and even emulate to a degree. In fact, it is typical for a person in this score range to consider how a particular romantic partner might reflect on his/her own family and friends. All of this does not mean that you do not need personal space now and then; nearly everyone values being unique and different from others in some respects. However, people in this range draw considerable strength, comfort and sense of identity from close relationships. You like to know about virtually all aspects of

Tag Your It!
THNX ALOT NILLA!!!!Can i just copy yours it was interesting!!!! lol Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I went to cooking school and have spent time cooking in 5 star restaurant's! 2 I guess you could say i suffer from OCD (lol) i believe there is a place for everything and I want it where I put it, and yes I notice when something is not in the right place right away!! 3)I've been to prison twice, shows how stupid i can be when it was twice for the same thing lol. (i put this in here to show how i've grown up..lol) 4)I'm a huge football fan and luv the green bay packers..and during football sundays i make my husband get my beers!!! 5)I've had two

Conga
Conga - Gloria Estefan Join the offical Fubar Conga Line! It's easy! Just fan, rate, and add everyone who has joined the line before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "Joining the Fubar Conga Line!" or something similar. When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you. We're all here to have fun, just don't let go! In my dreams...or yours? ~Head Hippie~~CONVOY leader~*~Fantasy Flight Pilot~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar ~vitamin de~ ^get your daily dose^ DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel**@ fubar ~sensual-breeze~@ fubar

Me
I am not all that complicated i am 41 born handicapt but that doesnt define me because im more than what you see i have a great love in my life we have known each other for close to 20 yrs but took us being apart and being hurt & abused to realise we are who & what we need in this time i may look different but my brain works the same way yours does i maybe physically slower then you are but i get where i need to be and on my own two feet. when you look at some1 who looks different then you realize we rnt & how would you feel if you were being treated different

Plz Re Rate And F/a/r/ Me
AUTO 11'S ACTIVE PLZ RATE MY PICS AND I WILL RETURN THE LOVE AND IF I AM NOT A FRIEND PLZ ADD FAN AND RATE TY plz rate me while i have auto 11 and help your self also with the point of an 11 you get too 58 points a rate so have fun rating

Stalker
So I was in Papi's Blog and ended up striking up a convo with Macaroni about My stalker. We decided it may make a decent blog. It started with me telling her that I had a myspace once with a lot of networking contacts and memories. I ended up having to delete it.. and why? For a year and a half I was getting RESTRICTED phone calls from a woman. Most of the year, she would call and just say nothing. When i started dating this guy, I would have him answer my phone and he finally got her to talk. At first.. she gave the name Charlize Theron.. Really?? REALLY??!?! BWHAHAAHAHA!! But then she settled on Shelly.. I swear on my mother's eyes, the bitch sounded like a drunken Retard. So the calls began to escalate. She would call between 12am and 3am. THEN she stared calling my job.. left 3 crazy messages on there.. leaving my myspace addy and then some. THEN she called my parents (my dad is 70) at 1am. I mean COME ON!!!! Also left the myspace addy. Thing I don't really want them to see.

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Got my tongue pierced when I was 16 by forging my mothers signature and still to this day she thinks I got it pierced when I was 18! 2.I often wonder if people see me differently when they call me Beautiful. 3.I have a nasty scar on my wrist that was covered by a butterfly tattoo due to a "cutting" problem I use to have (prior to kids). 4. I was hit by a car in the 2nd grade....explains it all doesn't it?! lol 5. I wish I had long legs... I'm only 5'2 6. When I was in Kindergarten I dared a boy to run me over with a tricycle and he did lol and I have the scar on my bottom lip to prove it! 7. I actually LIK

This N That
What's a random fact about the last male who had their arms around you? lovely What do you currently hear right now? my playlist Does anyone love you? yes sure does Does anyone hate you? yes Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like? nope What are you wearing on your feet? nth Is your bedroom window open? yes What time did you wake up today? lil bit before 6 Are you texting anyone? naw Story behind your myspace song? no story Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? might start hiding Last time you were on the phone? few mins ago Have you talked to a complete jerk today? no What are you excited for? the good what will come Is this the best year of your life? dont know yet Do you like your cell phone? yes What do the majority of the people in your life call you? they call my name or something way sweeter Who is the first "D" in your contacts? a club named City Department lol Will this week

Destined To Be Alone
I sit alone, day after day, nite after nite, I see so many in here with with relationships, online and real life and I wonder why I can't find someone who wants me for me? What's wrong with me that I can't get close to anyone? Is it because of my violent past? Not that I haven't had men that haven't wanted to have 1 niters, but that's not me. I ache to feel a man's arms around me, to have him genuinely want to be with me, but it just never happens. I've been alone so long I can't bear it anymore, this doesn't mean I'm going to jump on anyone who wants a 1 niter, it has to have chemistry, has to have meaning. Something I have accepted will never happen to me again. I had my chance in my 20's. He was violent, abuse and cheated on me. Despite all that I fought to save my marriage. I loved him deeply, I've never had that feeling before or after. Unfortunately he didn't want me. Now I have been looking for that love for over 20 years. If you are lucky enough to have found that kind of lov

Just Some Thoughts To Share...
What I am typing right now will hopefully help out more than one person. It’s no exactly a lecture, what I’d rather call it is a statement of hope. In the event that something not so great happens to whoever reads this; just read on, because it might help you in the end.A lot of people in this world feel that they have entirely too many problems that they are dealing with, and regardless of everybody else, they may find themselves isolated from the rest of society, leaving them in a void of hopelessness. Some of these people may turn to different ways of handling these problems, several good, and several bad, and depending on the choices they make, there may be alternate turnouts for them.Conflicts tend to get the worst of people, and if they are desperate enough, they will be willing to do anything to get out of it, even if it means ending themselves altogether. Well, hopefully if your reading this right now I will be able to help you in some way, shape, or form. Try to th

Natural Love
exaggerate the green blood in grass the music of leaves scraping space multiply the stillness by one sound, by one syllable of your name to rest to rest with my mouth upon yours, as somewhere a star falls the earth takes it softly, in natural love... exactly as we take each other.

My Life Has Begun
I was sitting outside on my lunch break today, and thinking a bit on where my life had gone after all these years. Then I thought about the day that my son Devin was born, a little more than a year ago. It made me realize on that special day... my life had just begun.

Random
Why do guys assume women are always wrong in what they do? Not jus talking bout work in general but in life its self....for example...the damn dishes...the way i see it as if your gonna sit thre and bitch about some of the dishes not being done well than get off of your lazy ass and do them yourself...Am i right on this or not...I also need to mention that there are some really good men out there who would do anything for their women...but WHy do mean assume that in women? My Christmas basically sucked this year....I was sick with upper respertory infection and the freakin flu.....But all that matters is that my bf and I made our k very happy this Christmas...They got what they wanted!!!!! As for me getting things that doesnt matter as long as my kids are happy Im happy! Well i hope everyone got what they wanted or even more and had a wonderful Christmas...I SURE DID!

Simple Stuff
HELLO EVERYONE. I KNOW I HAVE NOT WRITTEN HERE IN A MIN, BUT BEING IN THE MILITARY IS HARD TO KEEP UP ON THINGS. EVERYTHING WITH ME IS GOING WELL. I WAS IN FLORIDA VISITING FAMILY AND I GOT A GOING AWAY PARTY FOR ME AND I FELT BLESSED THAT I HAVE PEOPLE FOR ME WHEN I NEED THEM. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I WILL BE ON DEPLOYMENT IN JULY AND WONT RETURN UNTIL DECEMBER. MY SITE WILL STILL BE UP TO ADD ALL YOUR STUFF TO. HERE ARE MY E-MAIL ADDRESS IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME: TIANT.WASHINGTON@DDG55.NAVY.MIL - WORK NJJIGGA4LIFE@YAHOO.COM YAHOO MESSENGER ALSO NJJIGGA@HOTMAIL.COM - HOTMAIL MESSENGER JIGGA4LIFER@AIM.COM - AIM MESSENGER ALSO I AM ON MYSPACE AND FACEBOOK ALSO. USE ANY OF THE ABOVE E-MAIL ADDRESSES TO FIND ME. WELL HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAVE A SAFE SUMMER AND I WILL SEE YOU ONCE I RETURN. HOLLER AT ME!!!! HEY EVERYONE IN CHERRY LAND!!! WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG FOR 2007 AND JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A LATE HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERONE. WELL THINGS ARE GOING ALONG WELL SO F

Airplanes And Women
Subject: Airplanes & Women Why Pilots Prefer Airplanes Over Women > > >* Airplanes usually kill you quickly; a woman takes her time. > >* Airplanes can be turned on by a flick of a switch. > >* Airplanes don't get mad if you do a "touch and go." > >* Airplanes don't object to a pre-flight inspection. > >* Airplanes come with a manual to explain their operation. > >* Airplanes have strict weight and balance limitations. > >* Airplanes can be flown at any time of the month. > >* Airplanes don't come with in-laws. > >* Airplanes don't care about how many other airplanes you've flown before. > >* Airplanes and pilots both arrive at the same time. > >* Airplanes don't mind if you look at other airplanes. > >* Airplanes don't mind if you buy airplane magazines. > >* Airplanes expect to be tied down. > >* Airplanes don't comment on your piloting skills. > >* Airplanes don't whine unless something is really, really wrong. > >* However, when airplanes go quiet,

Exercise
I guess laughter is good exercise for your heart. Damn, nobody seems to like my lawyer jokes. I'll have to find some more lawyer jokes. Now I am really exercising my brain. It pays to not procrastinate. Now I have to go through more than 35000 emails on my aol because I kept procrastinating. Hey, when I had my 4th and 5th child, I weighed more than 200 lbs with each one. I'm only 5'6" and normally weigh about 135, 140. Still losing but all I do is walk...(i.e. to the kitchen to make food for them, to the bathroom to get them out of the toilet, to the store with them, etc, get the picture?), What is a really good exercise routine or activity besides swimming, that I can do to firm and tone up abs, legs, butt, etc? I hate the thought of going to a gym cause I have 5 kids. Well, and who has $100/child per week to do anything? Out here, daycare is expensive.

I've Decided......
Twas the night before Pittsburgh, when all through my mind, Were visions of couch burnings, both yours and mine. Firemen were resting and acting quite lazy, But they knew that things were about to get crazy. The players were nestled, Markell did his dreds, While visions of Bourbon Street danced in their heads. There were Quinton's gold teeth, Larry's son in his lap, While the quarterback made noises to sound like a cat. When down in the end zone there arose such a noise, They sprang from their homes and called all their boys. To the field they flew, fast as Devine, Making sure to pick up the offensive line. The invaders had arrived at the stadium early, These Panthers were looking noticeably surly. There was a point to this late-night trip through the hills, They were out on the field doing defensive drills. With a dapper old coach who combed his mustache, You knew in a moment it must be Wannstedt. He'd made his name as a defensi

9/3/07
Come join me in the lair just click on the pic and it will take u there :D. I'll be there from 9-11 ET and you're listening to a live stream of Deadly Waves Radio " /> Come join me in the lair just click on the pic and it will take u there :D " />

Miracles
wonder if i will get a proposal.. for christmas? ugh,, just rated/commented on 100 pics this morning. hopefully I will get 100 dollars for each one..like the bulletin said. After dealing with that bouncer every 4 pictures. Think I will go back and do another folder.. giggles all I want for Christmas is..Jerry... wrapped up.. under my tree! I wonder if santa will deliver?

To My Friends
Bitchy Comments I am starting a grop B.B.F. The Big Beautiful Freaks. If you are as freaky as i am then this is a group for u. If you are proud that u are sexy sedutive and as nasty as u wanna be then holla at me. Y should we be judged cause we like it nasty. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you must mail me first and tell me y you should be a member and last of all put B.B.F Member in your name Hey guys do u love B.B.W's? Do yu love them when they are Freaky? Come and join B.B.F.L? Were u can be u and ppl don't judge u cause u a big Freak like 24HrFreak. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you

?????????????
A good friend of mine and alot of yours is in a contest all she needs is a rate yes just 1 rate from all of us. Please show her love she loves back. Please show all your love to my girl she needs 1 rate from everyone please help her let her know you rated her and she will return the love

Anything And Everthing
I taught myself to live simply and wisely, to look at the sky and pray to God, and to wander long before evening to tire my superfluous worries. When the burdocks rustle in the ravine and the yellow-red rowanberry cluster droops I compose happy verses about life's decay, decay and beauty. I come back. The fluffy cat licks my palm, purrs so sweetly and the fire flares bright on the saw-mill turret by the lake. Only the cry of a stork landing on the roof occasionally breaks the silence. If you knock on my door I may not even hear. Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you b

Funny Stuff
Things you should never say to a DJ... 1. PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO ! The DJ has to play for more than one person...so what you hate may be another's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A "BEAT" ! BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don't have some sort of BEAT! 3. I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON'T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS.... PLEASE don't sing for the DJ. They have to put up with smoke filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night long...Do them a favor and DON'T give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT ! Oh, sure... you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you're requesting the song. 5. EVERYBODY WILL DANCE IF YOU PLAY IT ! The DJ won't. I guess that blows a hole in that theory! 6. I CAN GET LAID IF YOU PLAY IT ! Why settle for one night? Buy the albu

Bunne's Cafe
HI! welcome to bunne's cafe! pull that chair over here & let's chat a bit. wow you look grand today! i'm so glad you could join me... I love to chat with folks about all sorts of things... especially sex... what? why. yes! Of course, at my age i am just reaching prime time! sex is a physcial emotion that i fully enjoy.... either with myself or.... well... we will leave that one for your own visualization. have a cup (__)D~~~ and relax her at bunne's fubar cafe... LADIES BEWARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Help
OMG, THIS GIRL IS SMOKIN HOTTTT!!! MEMBER OF THE DIRTY SOUTH CREW AND 2ND ALARM HOTTIES SO YOU KNOW SHE KNOWS HOW TO GET DOWN AND DIRTY AND KEEP IT SEXY AT THE SAME TIME! COME SHOW THIS SOUTHERN HOTTIE SOME LOVE! SHE'S TRYING TO MAKE DISCIPLE SO COME ADD/FAN AND RATE HER AND SHOW HER JUST HOW HOT AND SEXY SHE IS.... HERE'S HER LINK AND YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO..... ♥Ŋĭčέ♥{DSC}2nd Alarm Hottie/Owned by ~SouthernOutlawBiker~@ fubar

17 Years
17 Years It's hard to believe it's been seventeen years I'm so proud of the person I'm becoming I make a lot of mistakes I know But at the end of the day I realize something I do more good than bad And that makes me feel proud But I'm not just proud of myself Because I feel someone else deserves that credit That person has done so much for me She has given me everything I needed in life I never got everything I wanted and I am so glad Because it would have just spoiled me and made me someone else Because I didn't get everything I wanted I learned to appreciate the things I got So I found that it is better to get a little than a lot That person also made me generous And when I blow my money At least it's not always on myself That person made me as friendly as I am Not hateful to everyone in sight And now I have more friends than I could imagine I ha

Surgery
Just wanted to let my friends know how surgery went today. They had a terrible time getting breathing tube down me. I will require special procedure if needed in future. It was used in December for skin graft surgery but records sent over didnt state why so anesthesist tried normal procedure first. NOW he knows why! LOL Doctor said a larger incision was needed but I was still pretty out of is so forgot to ask why. Other than that it went well. Recovery took longer for some reason as well but I am home now and gonnaslip into more comfy clothes and chill out for a bit. Thank you all for the kind thoughts, wishes and prayers. It was all very much appreciated. I have a wonderful group of friends here on fu and you are what keeps me from leaving. Love to you all! Deb

Hello
A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off he

Hum...its Time
You know...love is such a fucked up thing.....its odd how you think that you find someone that is just great for you and for some ODD reason, it just doesn't work out....I tell my friends that I got thru men as often as I do underwear, but I just don't get it! Maybe I'm alittle too picky when it comes to what I want, but is there really anything wrong with that? Hell, marriage one sucked and I didn't want any of that every again....One of the last guys I dated, things were okay for a few weeks..then it was all over....there wasn't any time for me to say..oh my gosh..what happened..NOR did I want too..he was outta my life and YES...I was on to the next guy....Hum..just seems that maybe I've had things alittle fucked up in my mind...but good news for me..I think I'm all straight on it..and its time to settle down.....WOOHOO! Go me! HAHA...now lets see just how long that really lasts and see if I can find a guy that can truely make me HAPPY! Ready or not..here I come! MUAH! Well, life i

Internet Dating
Kinda funny how we view things sometimes, I know for the most part we judge others by their actions and ourselves by our intentions. I try to keep an openmind in that respect and try to understand why someone does something, but I'm not always successful at it. I think for the most part all of us are pretty self-centered and do things with our own benefit in mind even though we try to help our fellows out it is done for the most part at our convenience. Relationships with the opposite sex are at best very challenging or at least to me it is and I have been at it for quite a while. I have found myself very puzzled many times and hurt more than a few. I got into a situation recently where I got more involved with someone than I had initially intended and she was also involved with someone else. It came to a point where she had to make a decision and chose to be with the other guy. Funny part of it is that I am still pretty close to her because we share a lot of common interest

2 Choices
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serve s learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the follo

Racism
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slaveowners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys an

Bar Jokes I
A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home."

Some Things That Baffle Me
ok so ive had a few interested so ive decided to do another sexiest older male contest anyone interested in entering just send me a message ill start really looking into it all probably tuesday, so let me know if your interested thanks Beth so i was talking to a guy tonight i dated his brother a few years ago and for some reason he thinks i still want to know whats going on with him,lol anyways i hear he caught a few charges (on probation ans 4 additional violations) is not a good thing right sounds like hard time, he had apparently paid 3,000 up fron for his lawyer and his lawyer came to his father in the court room and said i need an extre grand so his dad asks is it for herman, he replied with i cant answer that so for that extra grand he squashed 3 charges and denied the petitition for revocation of probation and got him off with 20 days lol, good old bureau county where money runs the show

My Poetry
I am lonely Or is it a family curse No more caring about it 'Cause, it is now like an ice lake Call it dragonheart Because, it is unfeeling as a black dragon It is black as coal Unknown to all but a few Now, people will feel my wrath My eyes are like a wraith Bent upon draining your life-force So, you become weak as a kitten Let someone make me angry They will feel my power You may not like it But, I do not care Yes, I am strong Strong as a colossus Able to destroy your spirit Even able to swallow you whole Do not mess with my dragonheart Because, it will destroy you For, I care not What your position in life is. Let the seasons fly The time slip by As I seek for the tower It's said to contain the power The power of the Ancients Ancestal intelligence Knowledge of the universe Which cannot be learned, of course It's not learned in college For it's eternal knowledge It cannot be bought For, it must be sought, reclaimed It is a power U

Is There Really Freedom Of Religon??
This man was a decorated veteran who gave his life so we could enjoy the basic freedoms most take for granted.You know the simple things, freedom to speak our minds,get the job of our choice, worship in the church and faith of our choice. I am relieved to know that through the persistance of his widow, the Veterans Administration has allowed something as personally precious as the acknowledgement of faith to be honored. I know my brothers in the military understand this. They live in harms way so we don't have to! For that I can't express my gratitude. To my younger brother, Doug, thank you! Thank you for takingthe time to "read my mind". (The original article follows) Still not accepted as equal! At the Veterans Memorial Cemetery in the small town of Fernley, Nev., there is a wall of brass plaques for local heroes. But one space is blank. There is no memorial for Sgt. Patrick D. Stewart. That's because Stewart was a Wiccan, and the U.S. Department of Vete

Jasmne's Diary
I'M NEW HERE, SO I'M PROBABLY PUTTING THIS IN THE WRONG PLACE, BUT WHAT THE HELL, HERE GOES..I'M 50 (YES, 50) YRS. OLD..I'M DIVORCED AND "LIVING IN SIN" WITH MY S/O OF TWO YRS. WE R PRETTY HAPPY, BUT WE DISAGREE FROM TIME TO TIME, LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. I HAVE 3 KIDS, ALL GROWN UP, WITH KIDS OF THEIR OWN. MY GRANDKIDS ARE THE GREATEST! ALL SMART, ALL TALENTED, ALL BEAUTIFUL.(BRAG,BRAG) I SMOKE, DRINK, AND CUSS...I'M A NURSE, LOOKING FOR WORK..(WELL, RIGHT NOW I'M NOT..LOL) I WAS INVITED HERE BY BELLA'S DARK GRAPHICS, AND THIS IS AN AWESOME SITE..I'M BECOMING ADDICTED..SINCE I'M NEW AND "IGNORANT" OF SOME OF THE RULES, I APOLOGISE. I'VE HAD A LITTLE DIFFICULTY GETTING AROUND HERE, BUT I'M LEARNING FAST. JUST WANTED TO LEAVE A SHORT NOTE FOR ANYONE THAT MIGHT BE WONDERING ABOUT ME..THANKS TO EVERYBODY!! ONE OF MY PASSIONS IS PHOTOGRAPHY. MY CAMERA IS NEVER FAR AWAY, LOL..ANYWAY, I ENTERED ONE OF MY BEST PICS IN A CONTEST, AND IT WAS CHOSEN FOR PUBLICATION !! I JUST ABOUT SHIT MY PANTS, L

Contest
Hey i really need help in this contest catman is throwing. so can you guys drop like 10 quick ones to a infinty or a hunderd in like 5 minutues. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=723743&i=863808023 Hey Everyone this is my first contest and i need your help it starts on the 27th and end on the 10th of october. so please help i wanna win HEY YOU GUYS I REALLY DO NEED YOUR HELP ON THIS. IVE POSTED BULLETINS TO THE CONTEST IM IN AND I NEED ALL THE COMMENTS I CAN GET. PLZ HELP. IF U DO HELP HIT MY SHOUT BOX AND I WILL RATE ALL UR PICS

Poetry
hey all i'm back and lovin it!!! drop me a line and rate and comment on my new main pic i love it!! hey all just want to let everyone know i'll be gone for a while net is down at my place so don't think i'm ignoring you!! hope everyone has happy holidays if ya don't see me back by then!!! yIntoHeaven.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Jenifer, Your Karmic Alignment is: Optimistic! Score: 11 In general, you tend to create poitive actions. You have a caring personality which gives you positive Karma. Every now and then you slip up and harvest negative Karma. But, all in all, you follow lines similar to the Monks on their way to enlightenment.

The Drivein
There are few things as depressing as the death of a drive-in it's gravel lot once raked and tended like a Zen garden now strewn with weeds and wind blown paper. The once shining white screen hanging in rags,falling apart square by square. The speakers like old soldiers standing at attention quietly rusting into the ground concrete islands crumbling into dust. Gone the theatre of the car,a place to see films as god intended,in the familiar comfort of your own vehicle,no videos or movie disks,no curtain to drop,no lights to go down but the setting sun,just you and the film among a galaxy of shining glass windows and gleaming grills of cars. Gone are the young lovers lost in each other exploring thier love with hands and lips.Gone the cars filled with families, children in pajamas,grease spotted grocery bags full of homemade popcorn.Gone the carloads of blissfully stoned teenagers fighting off the chains of conformity.The ghostly echo of a snackbar anouncement hanging in the air,gone are

Barbies Christmas Wishlist..lmao
Barbie c/o Mattel, Inc. El Segundo, CA 90245 Santa Claus North Pole, North Pole December 23, 1996 Dear Santa: Listen you ugly little troll, I've been helping you out every year, playing at being the perfect Christmas Present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in frigid weather, and drowning in fake tea from one too many tea parties, and I hate to break it to ya Santa, but IT'S DEFINITELY PAYBACK TIME! There had better be some changes around here this Christmas, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown (and trust me, you won't wanna be around to smell it). So, here's my holiday wish list for 1998: Santa: 1. A nice, comfy pair of sweat pants and a frumpy, oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker. How much smaller are these bathing suits gonna get? Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and velcro crawling up your butt? 2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. Preferably white. What bonehead at Mattel decided to cheap out

Nsfw
i had 5 photos flaged as nsfw,now im not one to be a so and so and go marken stuff as nsfw or let alone get involved in any of the crap that go`s on in this joint but come on a pair of bloody footy boxers hasent anyone got better things to do then to make a person life misrable yeah i know i could and can re upload the pics but why the hell should i. NOW i see a lot of desplay pics showing bits and peices so tell me whats the diferance of a woman showing a little clivage to bearing all well its that showing clivage is that they are covered and bearing all well not so covered and wtf is the differance to a guy wearing no shirt or singlet to a chick been topless hell idk i give up and i guse this blog will be marked as well

New Grandpa
This will be a x-mas i wont forget. This year my gf's oldest son came over. He brought with him a new coffee maker for us and a granddaughter. We also met his fiance Amber. I had no idea whatsoever! The adorable lil girl is 23 months old. A question i was asked numerous time was how did we not know that we were grandparents? Not so easy to answer. But i will do my best. This is how it happened to the best of my knowledge. Alexis and his gf Amber were together once before (obviously). When they broke up and went their separate ways, she was pregnant with his child but did not know. She got into a relationship with this fellow named Doug. It was when she was with him that she found out that she was pregnant. She assumed it was Dougs child. Things happened between her and Doug. Basic "he said she said" crap. They broke up in the end. 6 Months ago is when Alexis stepped back into the picture. And met his daughter. There was a paternity test done Because Doug and his family was trying to ta

Vtm, Vampire Roleplaying Storylines
Don't be afraid as she pulled down the shadeSaid theres nothing to fear but the monster is hereSo just tell me the time, is it quarter of nineSince the suns gone away, now the creature will playAnything in Yellow is other player *From the black mist that was rolling in came Mychal and at his side was a twisted little creature that had leather black skin. Sickly leathery wings a slashing tail and a mouth full of pointed sharp teeth. The teeth seem to chatter as it moved in a figure eight through each striding step that Mychal made. It was no bigger then 3 and half feet tall. When Mychal approached Trillium he had smiled the darkest of grins as his voice leaked out his amusement.* your pleas have reached the ear of your Saviour. How many I save you? Remember this that nothing is free. *He laughed amused by how she looked.* Hue less eyes, meaning there is no color, they are crystal clear the depths the shadows of her skulls mind, as she glares at the one who cursed her, no Sav

Its Time For A Change
hello fu peeps......its been a minute..but im doin this blog for the ladies......its bout time somebody show some positive love...to them...not just drool and beg them for things that makes them feel less than what they worth.....but im here to do the 180....yes that right...nuttin nasty but showin love to those who help make my experience on here great.....first i want to shout out the ladies in my name......i start from last to first so bear with me.... first cuite and starr..... them two been cool to me from day one... starr is a sweet and kid and very funny....no matter what she had my back....in our former fam on anyhwere when i needed her hse was there to help me..and treat me fair.... that's why she my sis...and my freind....cutie aka jess....she very unique person....very out going..nice real and dont take bs... when i was goin thru stuff she never judge me...or anything....she always help me or my freinds....she does stuff with asking....al

My Crazy Life
Well, the first thing that I have to say in this blog is that I'm sorry. I have been keeping this a secret since we found out, so I have not been fine, having nice days, good weeks or anything like it. It's more like I'm depressed, aggravated, angry, depressed, wanting to kick all those doctors butts, and like my heart has been ripped out and danced on. I knew that Dad was sick before Thanksgiving but I never told anyone until now. He is one day out from surgey and now I tell you guys, well as they say denial is not a river in Egypt. I also did not want to put anymore on your plates than you already had to handle. Dad had his first bout last year and had radiation treatments. He was very sensitive to the radiation and got burns several times. His mouth and his neck. Sometimes these would put off his treatments for a week or once for three weeks and they had to start giving him a lower dosage. When he had gone through the full course of treatments, the doctors did in depth testing

Favre Memories
When you spend your entire life rooting for one team, and when one player ascends to greatness that you never thought you'd see on your team, how can you possibly recall all the great moments that particular player gave you? Watching Brett Favre every week was an exercise in both excitement and frustration. So many "how the hell did he DO that" moments with a fair amount of "what the hell was he thinking" moments sprinkled in. I'm sure my fondest are the same as many others. If you're a Packer fan, you probably share the same ones if not more. But for my money... Superbowl XXXI. Of course. Finally bringing Lombardi's trophy back home. Some might think of Reggie White hoisting the trophy and running around the Superdome after the game. Others may think of Desmond Howard's return. Forever burned in my brain though is the first touchdown pass, a go-route up along the sideline... gone. Touchdown. And after the play, there's Brett, pumping his helmet up and down with the greatest l

You And Me
Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels I wrote this Jamie So often I wonder what your eyes are seeing, what your heart is feeling. Do your eyes see before you a beautiful creation, so dream-like, yet so real? Do you see before you a face so fragile that your hand trembles as you reach to caress it? Does your heart soar with the eagles in a sky dazzling with the beauty of a thousand rainbows? Does your spirit dance with the angels during a tender kiss? Does your soul rest in the knowledge of Love's infinity? Does your mind wonder at the grea

Leaving
Well I have decided to disappear for a few days from Fubar. I will pop in to check any messages or comments that maybe around but no lounge visit for me. I need that vacation away from all the drama and bullshit that goes on. I need to be true to myself and not be wrapped up on who is in there and if they even notice me as a person. For my Tasia family I luv ya's but I need a break. I need a reality check and my sanity back...lol For my true friends you know how to get ahold of me on YIM or by phone so get me there if you want to. See you all in a few days....Be Safe, Have Fun, and Play Naughty!!! Jusr wanted to let all my friends and family on here know that I will be deleting my Fubar account over the weekend. I have met some truly amazing people on here and have gained alot of good friends but my time on here has come to an end. With my career getting crazier and crazier I need to dedicate myself to my job and my family. With workin 60-80 hours a week I have very little t

Hh Contest Entrants All Get...
Well since I ended the Happy Hour contest early I have decided that all who entered the contest will get either a 7 day blast or a month VIP for their time and efforts. So ladies who entered my contest please contact me and let me know which one you want. I will not do them all at the same time but I will get to you in the order I am contacted and over the next two months all will get their prize! Also I will be hostine an auction with entry fee of 10,000 fu bucks soon so look for my blog about that and I will also have a bully about the auction. Thanks to everyone for being so understanding about the contest.

Nothing Is As It Seems
Who are you to say If i'm right or wrong and who are you to say If I belong For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do Who are you to talk behind my back And who are you to say If my morals lack For you don't walk in my shoes or see life the way I do So don't try to make me see your light Or play games with my life For we are all one in the same Even though we all have different names So don't play with me Just let me be I'll live my life The way I see and all I ask of you Is let me be For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do I must be free To feel the breeze will you understand as I take your hand That I love you now But tomarrows

Hot Gimmick Squared.
Hot Gimmick Squared. A fan fiction continuation of Hot Gimmick S. …I see Shinogu in my mind, but this time, rather than watching out for me from behind, I can see him walking with me side by side. I can clearly see the two of us… …together. Chapter 1 As I watched Shinogu sleep, I wondered about the life I could see myself having with him. I held his hand tight and kissed the back of it. “I love you.” I whispered quietly. “And not as my brother anymore.” I knew when he woke up I would tell him how I feel. My mother came into the room shortly after, rushing to Shinogu’s side, looking worried as always, and brushed his cheek. “Hatsumi! You look exhausted, lay on the couch and get some rest” I laid my head down and fell fast asleep with a smile on my face thinking of what I was going to say to Shinogu. I had a dream of us, we were together, happy. * Shinogu moaned loudly as he woke up from what seemed forever, but I was right by his side. I h

These People Are Crackpots!!!
The father of Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq in 2006 and whose funeral was protested by Westboro Baptist Church, sued the group in 2006 and won $11 million in damages. (The figure was later reduced to $5 million by a judge.) But in the 8-1 ruling on Wednesday, the Court said the church could not be held liable for inflicting emotional distress on the families of deceased soldiers. The church is best known for protesting the funerals of military servicemen, and famously carries signs with such sayings as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers" and "Fags Doom Nations." (It has also, however, picketed such events as theater productions and high school graduations.) I Fucking dare these crackpots to show up to a funeral if, God forbid one of my friends were killed serving there country......So Help Me God!!!

My Place
Thanskgiving that is, today is a different matter entirely. Yesterday we ate at my Aunts at 12:00pm I had a spoonful of everything here and then when we were done, we headed out to Emilys. We got there around 1:30pm...and I helped them finish cooking, and us girls talked and had a blast listening to the men yapping about their deep fried turkeys (by the way those are damn good).....We caught up on old times, laughed about new ones...and just had a down right ball. We ate at 5:15pm and then all converged to the front porch to smoke, and to talk some more. We discussed life, our lives now, our lives back then how we all grew up, how we all changed, and then how some of us had learned our hard lessons in life. At about 8:30 we all decided to go to the living room and play Win, Lose or Draw....that was hilarious as hell. Anyone know how hard it is to draw Nuclear Warfare? It was a trip..then we hung out somemore, and about 10:30 I left to come back to my Aunts house, got back here

Into Da Mind Of Bat Bxtch
What iz a juggalo?...plain and simple...BEING YOURSELF and not caring what others think of u.......if u have shoes that have no sole on tha bottom say fuck it.. atlest i got some fuckin shoes! lol cuz there is always sum1 out there that needs jus as much help as u...but being a juggalo is a MINDFRAME it's not pickin up a Jokerz card and saying " oh well i know all tha songs on this album and tha names of all tha jokerz cards so i must b a juggalo!" it's not like that...not saying ninjaz cant find their way like that....but it takes a while to find out urself and how u feel about urself...i mean hell im not completely dirt poor and im not a richy bitch either yet i have tha heart of a juggalo down and out...thas me period point blank if u have to have tha label on it ya know? most ninjaz will know if ur true in ur heart...u wont EVEN have to prove it cuz they will know jus by being around u....so all u new ninjaz comin through...b real dont front and im sure u'll get that beautiful love

*tag*
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. Bite my lip when I'm nervous 2. I clean my house next to nakid sometimes even nakid. 3. Change my hair color every 2 to 4 weeks 4. workaholic 5. My bra's and thongs always have to match 6. Sleep nude because I can't stand sleeping in pj's feel like I'm tied up Tag your it Duke961 Capnjack strawdogs makin hay Jody COWBOY Scanner tallgt33

Laying Your Flag To Rest.....
thanks to those who stayed true to me through it all The Blue flag what did it mean to me? Bangin my C's, poppin dem 3', droppin dem B's flashin dem G's, tired of hearin the word freeze I dropped to my knees I told the game bitch please I sit here in tears With many fears That those who were once my boys will switch Why am i the bitch? You see i no longer have a reason to be down My old Clic 5-50 doin it for them i wont drown My strife, wont take over i put down my flag gun and knife, and take my final step into a successful life! The idea of leaving isnt an easy one its all ive known and what has raised me into who i am today.....if it wasnt for the streets i wouldnt have the incite and all the knowledge i do today to be the good person i am.....The color blue.....I love it so much its like we are inseperable and it will never leave my heart.... the color red i cant bear to see myself wear even now... its do difficult i see red and it reminds me of dyi

Belief System
Some wit and wisdom from one of the greatest thinkers of our time From the moment I picked up your book until I laid it down, I was convulsed with laughter. Some day I intend reading it. I could dance with you until the cows come home. On second thought I'd rather dance with the cows until you come home I never forget a face, but in your case I'll be glad to make an exception. I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it. Money frees you from doing things you dislike. Since I dislike doing nearly everything, money is handy. Outside of a dog, a book is man's best friend. Inside of a dog it's too dark to read. I don't have a photograph, but you can have my footprints. They're upstairs in my socks. A man's only as old as the woman he feels. The Duckbill Platypus is the greatest animal on the face of the earth. Thank you that is all Ok ive gotten a few messages inquiring about that psychedelic upside down cross picture I have. Here's the deal. I h

Thinkin
Too Late (INTRO) And I, I wanted to tell you that I love you But you started to walk away The words wouldn't come out And I was to late I tried to be the man The man that you wanted me to be But I guess I couldn't be, the man of your dreams (Chorus) And is everything supposed to be perfect Or are we supposed to try......to work it out And is there supposed to be problems Or are we just going to give up and walk away You, you try to tell me that you loved me But you started to walk away You thought of turning around But than thought it was too late And you tried to be the woman that I wanted But what you didn't know You already were (Repeat Chorus) (OUTRO) I looked at you and told you Your eyes are tellin me somethin your not sayin Thats when you turned around And walked away I looked at you and told you Your eyes are tellin me somethin your not sayin Thats when you turned around

John's Place
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Adult Section
just an inch away from destination she stopped. "Wait". Her hand grabbed from the cabinet what he had forgot to take with him when he left from her place. She opened the package and took out it`s content. She put it over the head of his thing, then she held the ring of it with her hand. "Come on in". He started to push forward, sliding into the protection and an inch away of that into her. She put her second hand on the cabinet. She surly would need some stability soon. He began to move. Slowly. Back. Then Forward.Back again. Forward. Back. Forward. He got faster. and faster. she began to moan, first it rarly came out, but with every new push she got a bit louder. He looked up into the mirror. Her breasts were wiggling in the rhythm he was moving. She looked up aswell.. looking at him in the mirror and put on that smile again. Her body started to shake a bit. Her wet hair was waving. He looked at it. Wondered. Should he? "Don't be afraid, I ll tell you if you pull to hard." She obv

To My Ct Family And Friends
Im having surgry tuesday, so will not be on for awhile, but I WILL BE BACK!!!! So I am not ignoring anyone just not here lol...I am hoping I will be back in roughly two weeks....So everyone take care, see you all soon... I just thought I would let all my family and friends on CT know, that I am not nor will be ignoring anyone, but I will be gone....I will Be on Vaction, (Yea!!) for a month, so I will not be commenting or responding, as much as I use too, except when I can use my daughter's laptop and of couse, I will try to catch up when I get back...LOL

21 Things To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievemen

For Animal Lovers
It's possible that poinsettias get the bummest rap in all of the plant world. They've got a bad-girl reputation as deadly beauties, but is the ubiquitous holiday plant actually toxic? About 70 percent of the population will answer yes, and although every year there is a bumper crop of stories explaining otherwise–the myth persists. In reality, ingestion of excessive poinsettia may produce only mild to moderate gastrointestinal tract irritation, which can include drooling and vomiting–kind of like drinking too much brandy-spiked eggnog? The poor poinsettia, so misunderstood… It all started back in the early part of the 20th century when the two-year-old child of a U.S. Army officer was alleged to have died from consuming a poinsettia leaf. As these things have a habit of doing, the toxic potential of poinsettia has become highly exaggerated–and many a cat-keeper now treat poinsettias as persona non grata (or, as the case may be, poinsettia non grata) in their ho

Holier Than Thou
HOLIER THAN THOU (Hetfield/Ulrich) No more! The crap rolls out your mouth again Haven't changed, your brain is still gelatin Little whispers circle around your head Why don't you worry about yourself instead Who are you? Where ya been? Where ya from? Gossip is burning on the tip of your tongue You lie so much you believe yourself Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not "Who The Hell Are You!!" Before you judge me take a look at you Can't you find something better to do Point the finger, slow to understand Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand It's not who you are it's who you know Others lives are the basis of your own Burn your bridges build them back with wealth Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not Song #2 on playlist. Over the years I have enjoyed the beauty and Art that is photography. Although still learining I

Welcome To The Life Of Me...
Let me be so dead and gone, So far away from life… Close my eyes, hold me tight, And bury me deep inside your heart… At the end of every week, each of us becomes a freak. Tonight the DJ makes us move, under the sweat drops from the roof. Each time you let the base beat hard, To know we all spend now apart. Just activate your energy, Lets sing the song and come with me. The speaker system brings the sound, And light effects are spinngin round. All the people on the floor, They shake their bodies, And they cry for more. Never let this feeling go, And let the music take control. Forget your problems and be free, Enjoy this moment, come with me! note:I didn't write this, but I love it and I have used it in some art work of my own. Try me once, and I might let you go. But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. I'll be in your thoughts, I'll control your mind. I'll own you compleatly, you will be mine. You'll regret that you tried me, they always do. But you came to me, not I t

Garden Variety
WrathWho did you last get angry with?I'm sure it was with the hubbyWhat is your weapon of choice?Knife.Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?I have, not proud of it either.How about the same sex?I've done that, too. And I AM proud of that one.Who was the last person who got really angry at you?HubbyWhat is your pet peeve?When people sleep on the couchDo you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?I can hold onto something forever if I want.SlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?Clean the kitchenWhat is the latest you've ever woken up?Uhm.. 2pmName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?GrandmaWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?My hip hurts...Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?Guilty as charged.How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?None. GluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?Vanilla LatteAre you a meat eater?Yep. Yummy.What is the greatest amount o

Funny Stuff
ok yall...guess what? I am pregnant! 5 1/2 weeks wooooohoooo....feeling a little shitty with morning sickness but otherwise i am good :) Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com nicki will go to jail for ... Resisting arrest while having sex 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Notice
NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thubms down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and

Thinking Aloud
We recently found out that my sister is pregnant!!! Which, last month I bought her a baby shower gift and she could not figure out why I was buying one so soon. Now, maybe she will believe me when I say something will happen. LOL. But we are all excited as this is the first grandchild for my mother. I am, however, very nervous because shes a huge worrywart and stresses over everything. I think I may feel sorry for the child even, seeing how she is no fun for fear of the kids getting hurt. Yes, even to learn to walk she freaks out about everything. So we will see how this goes. So I spent 5 weeks in Mexico at the University of Guadalajara and I came back home. Found it a little funny when I went places and started to speak spanish and not even realize it til i noticed the funny looks on faces. Never knew how much I would miss being able to walk up to someone and speak spanish and get my ideas across. Now I can not wait til I can find people on here that can speak to me in spanish and o

Bomb My Friend
Ok fu-friends I need help. Ive been racking my brain trying to figure out this band. They were popular in the late 80s early 90s. The only part I can remember is "Fly fly right to the angels" and the video took place in an airplane hanger. Can someone help me KINKYCOMMENTS.COM ~~mYsTiCaL~DrAgOnFlY~~ said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: ~~mYsTiCaL~DrAgOnFlY~~ said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: smalltowngurl1984 said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: smalltowngurl1984 said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: So what fantasy land are you living in? Do you honestly expect anyone to believe that someone is desperate enough to have anything but a drunken one-night-stand with you? um well lets see in this day and age ugly people like you are the ones that hate on people like me that actually get sex Don't be mad because I can choose who I want to have sex with and you can't. i can choose but at least I dont have to pay for it Se

Thank Yous
hi everyone! hope you are all having a great friday!! :D:D i just wanted to drop some thank yous to all who helped me win kristan smiths sexiest picture contest. it was long and hard (just how i like it) :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D first of all thank you kristan smith for hosting the contest :D well done, especially since it was her first :) Kristan Smith@ fubar second is asian cat, for being the best sport ever, and helping me out even tho he was in the same contest as well! i wish it had been us 2 at the top... DJ Asian Cat ~Manic Monkey Radio~@ fubar next is james elsharp, for being my rock, and working just as hard as i did. when i wanted to quit, he motivated me to keep going...thank you babe!!! James "Elsharp"(THE sharp one)@ fubar here is my favorite spy, jiriw...he worked so hard, and managed to bring a smile to my face every day :D jiriw@ fubar dont think i could forget my friend, shady...for being so dedicated to helping me, and bringing his friends wi

You Want To Win?
Need 6 More People to enter this contest so I can get it started. It gonna be one of the easiest contests you will ever find...so what are you waiting for? Hugs and Kisses Interested in winning a 7 day blast? Well I am going to host my first contest! Contest will start as soon as I get at least 10 people in. It is going to be a “Whats your favorite pic of you?” contest. So all you have to do is pick you favorite pic and give me the link.. Pretty Simple huh? Most comments wins. Contest will last 3 days only! No week long or two week long deal so that’s not too bad huh? If you are interested send me an email with the pic you want and I will get you in.. Contest Rules: 1. Most comments win! 2. Comment bombing allowed and encouraged! 3. Self Bombing is advised! 4. No Drama Please, its for fun isn’t it? 5. No harassing of other contestants 6. No Late submissions 7. Prizes will be awarded at close of contest 8. Have Fun with this! Prizes: 1st Place

My Mom
Some of you who are close to me know that my mom is very ill. She has been diagnosed with Parkins Desease and Bi Polar. She was rushed to the ER last night with a 104.4 fever. She is in a deep sleep and un responsive at this time. She is only 67 years old and has many other health issues. I was offline for a while due to her health. I am asking for all my Friends to come together and Pray have my Mother in your thoughts. Sorry for any spelling errors I am not at my best right now. They are running more test , but this is belived that the meds he was on for the Bi Polar might have done this. I will update more when I know. Thank you all. Luvs to u all...... just to let you all know why i am not on much. my parents are both very sick. my mother is going to a nursing home u can read my other blogs about her to find out why. her brain waves are even slower now with the dimencia . that means its setting in quicker than we thoutht. i can't imagine the day that my own mother looks at me and

Fight Against The Masses
"I see the demons in my soul that urge me to be like the rest, but then I see the potential in people to do good to the rest, driving me to motivate the rest, to show them they are blessed." -Legacy Sub: The only way not to hurt...is to not give a fuck. I have often felt the same thing. I have tried to live my life as a giving individual, and although I have seen many hardship arise out of this mentality I will never regret it. It may seem illogical to continue to act or think in a certain manner when you are constantly taken advantage of. However I have come to an understanding. I understand that it is not the nature of the perspective or mentality that instigates cruelty or disrespect, it is the way that we present ourselves that gets us what we receive. I always asked myself why these people take advantage of the situation and me when they don't have to. The simple answer is, because they can. It happens because they are presented with a situation where they can do what th

This Island Of Me
My tears they fall Like the lonely rain Alone in my head Tormented by my pain Behind the facade of a smile I hide my intense sorrow My own daily torture of What will come tomorrow? Incoherently I travel on this train called life A cavity replacing my soul The product of my strife I am my own island isolated yet not free I wonder how I became This island of me Copyright ©2008 Waynette M Redwing I wrote this about 5 years ago when I was going through a very tough time and had completely lost who I was due to the situation I was in.

I Just Dont Get It....
I was in a certain lounge tonight and a certain lounge manager or owner w/e she is starts acting like an uptight bitch, i was doing nothing fucking wrong, i was having a great time and getting into all kinds of shenanigans and everyone was laughing and enjoying themselves.....well she starts acting uptight and touchy and i told her drop the fucking act im doing nothing wrong but having a good time.....EJECTED! She didnt try to talk to me or try to cut things off at the pass....Then she has her DJ's who im friends with come and tell me she said she apologizes and was only joking.....sorry i dont accept that! If she were being sincere and meant it then she would have come to me like an adult and talked with me and things would have been cool, but she hasnt so fuck her and fuck her lounge until she can woman up and come to me like an adult and have a civil discussion about it.....if she does i will be willing to squash the the whole thing and i will have respect for her and would be willi

Hero
HERO Anthony Hess Is One Of The Greatest Men Alive. This Man Saved My Daughters Life. All I'm Asking Is For One Vote Please. Click The Picture And Vote. What are you waiting for click on his link and go vite for him.. This announcement was brought to you by the one and only.... This Announcement Has Been Provided By SHELL~OWNER OF CLUB TWISTED~POLE DANCER FOR THE BLOCK~@ fubar

The Store Guy.
So me and my girl jacie went to the store..I needed some ciggs n stuff.So we get what we need and Im paying..The guy behind the counter looks at me...says ur pretty hot (this is an older chinese man by the way) I was like LOL thanks.He then proceeds to tell Us that we are both pretty Hot...We thank him..he hands me the change...and says Keep it Real.....Yay for random store guys hitting on us...LOL

The New House,,,
well, tomorrow is finally the day i get the keys to the new house! it took 6 wks to get here, but the wait is over!!! So, as you may expect i'm going to be pretty incognito for the most part over the next 2 weeks. Busy with painters, tile guys and various other construction bitches!! Not to mention cleanin and the whole moving thing. Internet will prolly be down both May 8th and 9th~ and i won't be workin either... so everyone leave me lots of lovin to come back too! to my closest of closest friends... i know i have made myself really unavailable for the last couple months... and i'm sorry... just had my hands full with all this... it will be all over soon and i'll make it up to you all.... i promise we will get together and party soon! Thanks for being patient with me, and putting up with my endless day counting and house talk! love you guys! muahZzZ i know everyone is probably really tired of hearing about the new house... it seems as tho i have been planning to move for foreve

Poetry
It Was You By Scot Wing Dreams are but a reflection of the soul A picture of the innermost fires of our minds A place that puts reality into our darkest secrets And my dreams are of you. In the stillness of the dark night As I lay, alone, a corpse in time The visions, the dancing lights, the angel of sleep Arrives to carry me gently away It is your face that I see before me Eyes afire lips pursed into eternal whisper Such sweet voice singing glorious song It is your warm lips and gentle touch That sends shivers to the very core of my soul That speeds my heart and stills my breath It is you that wakes me in the dark night With shuddering gasp blended with deep sigh Your name is upon my lips, to you my arms reach out Then slowly, as sad and heavy eyes open I look around at the quiet room Salty dewdrops burn stains on my cheek As alone I lie back down to dream again. The Spring By Scot Wing I was down at the river

Auction Ends 6/18/08
Meet Raybo316! My new owner! Click on his pic below and go show him some good old fashioned FU love! Raybo316@ fubar Much Love~ That Girl That Girl~FU Owned by Raybo316@ fubar I am up for auction AND back on the market! Just click on the pic below to be taken to the page to place your bid. You must leave your bid in a comment there. Auction runs until Wednesday night on 6/18/08. Best of luck! Much love ~That Girl

Tattered Wings
On Tattered Wings I shall fly Up to the Heavens I shall sore Down to the pits of Hell I shall fall Where I'll end Never to know But let me tell you this now I shall find my own place Wheater it be in the sky Or in the Fires down below There will be a Time When you wish I was around Then will it be that I am not At your beck and call as some have For I am an Angel That flys on Tattered Wings Wings that will lead me To my one and true Home Wheater it be in the Skys To glide among the brightest stars Or to the bottomless Pits Of never ending fires

A White Rose
A White Rose The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Halloween Auction!!! Come Borrow Me!!
Hey all!!! Thats right I am up for auction again!!! Just click the pic below to take you there! Hey guys thank you for everything but I have a new borrower. Thanks again for making my auction experience a great one!!!! xoxo christina veronica

Back
As some of you have noticed I haven't been around much in the past month. I screwed up my back 4 weeks ago. Since my computer was next to my bed and I couldn't lay in my bed or sit on it to be on the puter I had stay offline. I've finally been able to get living room rearranged so I can have it next to my recliner and can once again be here. I'll be back to djing tomorrow though not sure yet what time slot. For those who cared enough to notice I was missing and to check up on me thank you. Love you guys

Myspace Apps
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Crazymama 2.8 Mill To Oracle Calling All Friends And Family!!!!!
WOW!!!! WHAT A SHOW OF SUPPORT I GOT TONITE!!! THIS IS WHAT FUBAR IS ALL ABOUT, HELPING EACH OTHER AND HAVING FUN. THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE TO THANK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN!! SO, I WILL DO IT IN ORDER THAT MY POOR MEMORY ALLOWS, LOL. FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU TO THE LLAMA LEVELERS AND TO THE RATING REVOLUTION. WOW, YOU ALL REALLY ROCKED MY PAGE TONITE. TEMPTING ENCHANTRESS, ROSE, NO ONE COULD ASK FOR A KINDER OR SWEETER FRIEND. YOU SENT SO MANY OF YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP ME. YOUR KINDNESS TO ME LEAVE ME IN AWE. MY PEGASUS PROJECT FAMILY. YOU SHOWED UP TO HELP ME AND ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED YOU. I AM BLESSED TO BELONG TO SUCH A WONDERFUL SISTERHOOD. MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY...WHAT CAN I SAY??!! I HAVE THE BEST ON FUBAR. THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A TIME THAT I HAVEN'T ASKED FOR HELP AND YOU NOT BE THERE. FUBAR IS AN ONLINE SITE AND HERE JUST FOR FUN, BUT MY FRIENDSHIPS ARE VERY REAL. I AM GRATEFUL TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND WORDS CAN NEVER EXPRESS WHAT YOU A

Anit 'i'
you hv 2 blo' me up, sho me make a g' mad u betta throw them up. i luv fancy car i luv dyme azz chick. u dnt need small waist i take azz an titz... been known 2 brake it dwn move a ponud. get da yayo, cook it up move it slo' pop a glock & spray at da cop'z. i'm a G' LUV ME, HATE ME, BUT U CANT C ME OR BE ME, SO ENVY ME. i'm known 2 stay on top buss when its not... ask about me baby i'm hot... turst i live a crazy lyfe, pluz i kno what da ladiez like. need'z a man tht listen an takes advice. i can be all 3 an i can lay da pipe. so u look at me lyke boi ur game iz tight, i'm look'n back lyke iz tht rite... understand i hv no game it'z jst sum ppl understand da story... hihi... thnkz 4 ur tyme 1luv coke2dope

Truth
If you come to a person and ask them a question would you exspect them to give you the answer you want, Or would you wish for truth. I pride myself in Truth,Honor and Integrity. I will not ever tell you a lie even to save your feelings it is not fair to you nor me to exspect Less.

Happiness: Myth Or Fact?
Happiness: Myth or Fact? When someone tells you that all they want is for you to be happy, is it a bunch of bull or is that what they really want for you? Is happiness just an illusion that is just what they want for you or is it a tangible reality? Where does true happiness come from? Is it possible to make someone happy and be utterly unhappy with yourself and who you have become because of this person? Should I just suck it up and just be unhappy so that he is happy or should I put my foot down and continue to try and make myself happy? Don't I have to be happy myself before I can make anyone else happy?

All Poems Posted Are Copyrighted
I needed no Introduction I recognized This form Of seduction You saunter over With a breeze Attracting my attention With your ease All a part Of the classic Tease That works Every time The tragic connection Of the heart And mind Seeing only The solution Of divine Until we reach Communication Where we Both reek Of desperation Leaving us full Of broken dreams In our Empty hands I may Not know What’s going on But I think I understand Sunset warning

Would You Care If I Disappeared
skins..< you need two windows open for this> rip a skin from someone and use this as a starter, go into your skins scroll until you see "my skin" to the right it says "edit skin", click it this opens a new window with the skin coding inside. right click and hit select all hit the back button hit create a skin at the top and it opens a new skin delete everything in the blank skin paste the skin you copied there name it and save it this is the one you will be using to make changes to instead of changing the original now in a different window open your pic hosting site (photobucket.com or pictub.com go to the pic you want to use you need to copy the IMG code then go back to the skin you are working on scroll down about a quarter way down the page should be about the 10th or 15th paragraph it says body background(it is much longer than the rest) that is where you paste the IMG code at just replace the http:// so forth from http: to jpg it will shove in t

Vampyric Poem
Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare Vampyre Erotica Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, fee

Thoughts And Stuff
Some people dont know what they have until its too late. HA! That'll teach them to be blind. One can only hope they dont find themselves wishing they had ever let a great thing slip out of their hands...so many do. Some even turn bitter form it...others...feel sorry for themselves. The smart ones learn and never make that mistake again. The brave admit their stupidity and go out on a limb to try and get it back. Something to be admired...bravery. Even better...to be admired and cherished...a person who appreciates their friends and lets them know in no uncertain terms what they mean to them on a regular basis. Even just to reaffirm the friendship once in a while can make foundations stronger and unyielding. It costs nothing to do...doesnt need much effort and it makes the recipient glad to have met and given themselves to such a great friend. It only makes things better. Some people just dont get it do they? You cant expect a flower to grow and be pretty without water and sunshin

Hey
Body: Body: Level 1 (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Tried Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (X) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 5 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (X) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 9 Level 3 (X) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House (X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back (x) Been Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 14 Level 4 (X) Had A Crush On An Older Person (X) Skipped School (X) Slept With A Co-worker (X) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 18 Level 5 (x) Had A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane (X) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 20 Level 6 () Eaten Sushi () Been Snowboarding/Skiing () Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace (X) Been Mosh Pitting S0 Far: 21 Level 7 (x )Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Taken Pain Killers (X) "Liked" Someone Who You

It's All About Real Men!!!
Sign up for winter classes WINTER CLASSES FOR MEN AT THE LEARNING CENTER FOR ADULTS REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Friday, May 12 Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 ! Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoid ing The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday and Thursday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM Clas

New Album
I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS SO MUCH.... BUT I THINK I NEED A NET BREAK.... I WONT BE ONLINE FOR A WHILE... IM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW SOME OF YOU... THE FEW WHO HAVE MY CELL NUMBER CALL ME... THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT.... ILL SEE YOU WHEN I GET BACK ONLINE... IM GETTING BURNED OUT...i JUST NEED SOME ME TIME.... I LOVE YOU GUYS... HAVE FUN ~COUNTESS FILTH~ I hate fat people who say they love everyone... they dont "spread hate" of course not... you need frineds... you know whats wrong with people now days every one is too /politically correct... if you hate someone or something... dont be afraid to say it! stop hiding and crying people stand up and speak out... the great thing about america is that we can do that... people die in war so you can SPEAK YOUR FUCKING MIND!!! START SPEAKING!!! You know I am really fucking sick and tired of opening a bullrtin and its some if you hate jesus dont post me crap. This isnt church. Share that shit there. Don't force it on the rest of us ffs. If y

Work
Able April@ LostCherry Trashy_Tina@ LostCherryJuicy@ LostCherryJuicy Jolene@ LostCherry Juicy Jasmine@ LostCherry Blazin Becky@ LostCherry Hey Bois my name is April.I can never really see myself with the same man for the rest of my life. I am every married womans nightmare; if I lay eyes on your man he will be mine. Here in the south many people call me trailer trash and that is fine it is only a name. They are just jealous cause their hubbys aint leaving $100 bills on the night stands before they leave.So to all you married men who want to come and shake up my trailer give me a call and lets g

Yuck
You Should Be A Capricorn You Are Coke A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from:Dr PepperWhat Kind of Soda Are You? Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!Are You a Good Kisser?

Hot Biker Momma Contest
Ok everyone, i'm trying to have the CT hott Biker Momma Contest. I would like to have 10 or more contestants. The contest will run 5 days. Comment bombing will be allowed in a tie rates will decide tie. Would like pic to be on bike or in leathers. If you want in or to know more message me. Thanks ~Redneck Godfather~

Of Absolute No Importance
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you." For

Nascar
By Dan Wetzel, Yahoo! Sports May 10, 2007 The Boston Red Sox once sold Babe Ruth so its owner could fund a play. The Portland Trail Blazers once passed on Michael Jordan. The Minnesota Vikings once traded five players and six draft picks for Herschel Walker. None of those moves were as disastrously bad as the one Teresa Earnhardt made when she thought she could call Dale Earnhardt Jr.'s bluff about leaving his late father's racing team. Her stepson was serious. Painfully so for DEI. Thursday at his JR Motorsports headquarters in North Carolina, Earnhardt Jr. announced he is leaving DEI. Whether he is going to drive for his own team or will join an existing competitor is not certain. What is known is that he'll still be sponsored by Budweiser, still will drive a Chevy and, of course, still be the overwhelmingly most popular and recognizable driver in NASCAR. Only now, he'll be doing it for even more money and even more (if not total) control. J

Bad Day
Sorry I haven't been around to respond to everyones wonderfull comments or rate your profile pics like I usually do but I was in an accident on tuesday that has left me in a lot of pain so I've been sleeping when I would normally be on here... every ones been asking me what happend and Ive been telling it over and over again so I thought ide post it here for all to read.. My friend and I, the guy whom gives me a ride to work everday, were on our way to work in his truck. We had just been talking about how great the roads were compared to what we had expected, they had been 0really bad the night before on our way home. We were talking about how we should have brought the car instead when we hit a patch of ice commonly refeared to as black ice in these parts cause you really dont see it intell your on it. He started to loose controle and almost regained it only to loose it again. I think i had about 10 differnt things run through my head all at once at the moment I seen we were going

Been Sooo Busy!
If you feel I have been ignoring you guys... I haven't! I have been "truely" busy... I am trying to make a place i nlife for my name. I want my name known. So therefore I have an invention that I hope will put my name in lights. It's for the "ADULT INDUSTRY". Because, well... if you know me, you know how I think! LMAO! Anyways, at the moment I am doing research to see if it exists. Good news is, I haven't found it yet! And soon, I will be building a prototype! Cross your fingers for me! I'm going to need the luck and the good fortune! After that I talk to a patent lawyer! And then! We'll have some fun! So continue to hit me up... at the very least say "HI"... I would really appreciate it! And once again, Sorry for being distant!

Geez!
*WARNING: Vent in progress* Damn...I am sooo used to dating guys that have a clue at how to do things aroudn the house that I sometimes forget my hubby hasn't GOT a clue. F*CK! So this morning...I can't get the water is the shower to turn off. Grrreat! The tub isn't draining very well, so it's filling up. I knew the knob must've been stripped, so I took it off and tried to used some pliers on it. Nothing. The tub is about half full and I can't go to work with it running or it will overflow, so I...being a brilliant thinker at this time of the morning...call my hubby at work to ask him if he has a clue as to how to turn the water off...forgetting he would be the last effin' person in the world to know how. He yells at me that he's at work and can't deal with this right now. Well fine then! So I start emptying water out of the tub with my big dutch oven. And I put my HUGE stock pot that I have...thank you Becky!...in there to let it fill up. The shower has one of

My Thoughts And Other Shit
DON'T SPOIL IT. Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... NO CHEATING! 1. Destenie 2. Scott 3. Missy 4. Henry 5. Lisa DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP! 1. How did you meet number 3? I met her on fubar 2. On a scale 1-10 rate your friendship with number 2 . 10 3. How long have you known number 4? since November when I started working for FedEx 4. How do you know number 2? He's not heavy, he's my brother 5. What would you do if 5 told you they loved you? she already has 6. A fact about number 1. She is the one that is on my mind right now, and not in a good way 7. Who is 4 going out with?. Hes married to Jennifer 8. What is 2 doing? right now he is probably packing...but I will be over his house to hang out later in the day 9. Would you live with number 3

Corabeth
Hush now my darling please dont you cry because mommy is here to hold you through the night hush now my sweetheart im not going anywhere because without you by myside my world is only gray and without you by myside my day is turned to night.... hush now my baby please dont you be afraid because mommy is right here by yourside... hush now my darling please dont have a fear because mommy wont let anything happen to you hush now my sweetheart dont you be lost because mommy will be there to find you.... hush now my baby dont say a word because mommys right here to rock you to sleep hush now my darling please dont you cry because mommy is here to hold you through the night hush now my sweetheart im not going anywhere because without you by myside my world is only gray and without you by myside my day is turned to night.... There you stood before me Waiting with your arms opened wide Just wanting to hold me all through the night Careless of my moods Careless of t

What's With This?
The cable guy came by at 8 this morning to set things up round here. I grabbed some breakfast with T-Square and Antonio then come back, he's sitting in his van smoking Marlboros and telled me the job was finished "but...." Long story short, he wanted me to pay him an extra fifty to illegal add channels for me, all this pay per view shit add-ons. I told him if I was interested in recreating "Prison Break" I'd do it on my own time and didn't need some hippie to try and do this to me. It sucks when you have your day planned out and then it gets blown up by a busted up couch. Ya see it's like this; my brothers were visiting so I was making dinner or whatever. Havent gotten any in a few days so I went with the porn. Was gonna get in a quick jerk when I'd sat down on the couch and there's the fuckin spring poking through like a stalker. Needless to say next time Kendall is here there's going to be hell to pay. Peace One of my boys is getting out of jail tomorrow. I grew up wi

Sex Sex Sex
The five questions are: 1 - "What are you thinking?" 2 - "Do you love me?" 3 - "Do I look fat?" 4 - "Do you think she is prettier than me?" 5 - "What would you do if I died?" What makes these questions so bad is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument and/or divorce if the man does not answered properly, which is to say dishonestly. For example: 1 - "What are you thinking?" The proper answer to this question, of course is, "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, caring, thoughtful, intelligent, beautiful woman you are and what a lucky guy I am to have met you." Obviously, this statement bears no resemblance whatsoever to what the guy was really thinking at the time, which was most likely one of five things: a - Football b - Baseball c - How fat you are. d - How much prettier she is than you. e - How he would spend the insurance money if you died. The best answer to this stupid que

New Dig
WHAT IS YOUR PROB, YOU CENSORING **********!!! YOU HATE ARTWORK??? Sincerly, Eugene Chapman I Don't Hide Behind some FAKE NAME!!! === 'fubar shop' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-30 09:42:29'.. > > One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. > > Click here for reported image. > > Greetings All, Well, I am off on another Dig. This time for 3 weeks. I will be working on a "Phase III" dig, like you see on TV with all the mete

Random
# No piece of normal-size paper can be folded in half more than 7 times. # The first product to have a bar code scanned was Wrigley's gum. # Earth is the only planet not named after a pagan God. A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight. The new 787 Boeing was revealed on 7/8/07 or July 8th, 07. Every day is about 55 billionths of a second longer than the day before it Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. Footprints of astronauts who landed on the moon should last at least 10 million years since the moon has no atmosphere. The national orchestra of Monaco (a nation in Europe) has more individuals than its army. Earthworms have five hearts The Himalayan gogi berry contains, weight for weight, more iron than steak, more beta carotene than carrots, more vitamin C than oranges. Fingerprints of koalas are similar (in pattern, shape and size) to the fingerprints of humans Genetically-engineered babies were born f

Fun Stuff
It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............... Wisnefske 2. 4 letter word.............................. Word! 3. Vehicle: ..................................Willys Custom 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............Waunakee, WI (only one of that city in america) 5. Boy Name: ...............................Wayne 6. Girl Name: ................................. Winona 7. Occupation: ............................Welcomer 8. Something you wear:..................Water Skis 9. Food: .....................................Wok Style Stir Fry 10. Found in a bathroom:...........Water... 11. Reason for Being Late...........Wasn't the

Check It Out
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am Horny 2. I need to poop 3. I need a Beer 4. I double flushed the toilet. 5. I like ladys feet. 6. I wanna puppy 7. I hope to level at Pimp by the end of the week so help please. 8. I am watching wrestling tonight 9. I should do my homework instead pf playing on the FU. 10. I live in Michigan and Love My Wolverines:) 11. I serve in the US Military. 12. I have met some cool people on here. 13. People call me a lot of weird names lol. 14. This is giving me a headache. 15. Have a great Week. I plan to tag whoever reads this lol DJ SILK IS ON AIR NOW AT THE MOSHPIT.. CLICK THE PIC TO JOIN HER AND HAVE SOME

Doug
Why me? That's all I ask.... It's one simple question. I love all that I can then get hurt everytime. I always give my all and I get my heart ripped out and stomped on. I kinda knew this was going to happen but I was hoping it wouldn't...it always does though. Maybe one day that person will realise how much I cared for them and how much I loved them cause they don't seem to notice now. This person made me a better person all around. I quit drinking and I was a happier person. I thought I found mr. right but I guess he did't feel the same about me. Even though he tells me he loves me and cares for me I had my doubts. Why would someone that loves you just give up on everything in a split second? I would give him the world, my heart, my all. I have tears of sadness and I wish they where tears of happiness but I guess my life is destine to never have tears of happiness. I always wish my heart would mend from things that happened in the past and right when it starts to heal the wound gets r

Old Lostcherry Rant
I have noticed as the community gets bigger that there are a growing number of the same types that made every other social site a drag and brought me to LostCherry.com in the firstplace. So I have created a special section link for some of you new "special" cherries. Please feel free to click the link below and enjoy this very special place if your any of the following: 1. A Hater 2. Someone that constantly whines about every little technical problem they have in a FREE community site 3. A drama queen (I use this term in a gender-neutral sense) 4. A snotnosed teen intending to use what was originally an adult community site to cause drama, rant about what a slut Missy is for kissing Buffy's boyfriend, moan about how horrible life is and how depressed you are, or generate countless dribble bulletins, polls, tests or other chain-mail type crap to be forwarded and re-forwarded in an endless loop that will eventually create a black hole and bring about the destruction of

Just Thoughts
I am not to sure on how to start this blog. Its about someone special in my life at this point in time. Some of my freinds will know who it is about and some will not. But if this person reads this blog they will know its about them. There is someone special in my life who has been there for me when times were so hard for me. When i was thinking all else failed he was there. Me and him have had alot of deep talks about life and things we wanted out of it. We have both been so hurt with realtionships and have been used in them as well. But at the point in my life where i was ready to give up and just say fuck it. He popped up.And out of the blue just started talking to me and understood wat i was feeling but at the same time we were kinda leary on things. But then when he got to know me and i got to know him i seen that he was somewhat a male version of me and its scary. Cause that is what i have been searching for all my life was someone like me. And the last few months he has started

A Poem By Tony
Searchin through the Dream of Tomorrow Soaring with the Eagle on High Dancing with the stars above Singing out with the wind With the Heart burning with delight Desires burning with freedom As tomorrows dreams ignite The Spirit to Soar Can you hear the song within Can you reach your goals and desires Is your Spirit lit with the fire That dances high with the song of the wind Calling out for you to be free again Peace will reign the song will be heard As your Spirit ignites the fire of the world As you sing out with the wind Dancing with the Dream from within Sing out and be free Sing out and unchain the dream For your freedom from within is shining bright once again (Tony Kenyon 2008)

Im Sorry Im Limited Time
IM SORRY I HAVE NEVER MADE A BLOG SO PLS BARE WITH ME AS SOME OF U KNOW I LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN HAVE TO HIDE IN MY HOME AND I LIVE 2DOORS DOWN FROM COPSHOP AND MY APT IS 24STAIRS UP SO I OVERLOOK THE COPSHOP AND FIREDEPT OF THIS SMALL CRUKED TOWN I NOW BEEN BEATIN 2TIMES BY THE COPS IN HERE AND NOW I HAVE RECENTLY BEEN JUMPED BY MY EXSTEPDAUGHTER AND HER FRIENDS-BOYS 5 I THINK TOTAL SHE BUSTED MY CELL PHONE IN 2 SO NO MORE CELL AND I HAVE HAD BACK SURGERY IN 2003 ON MY L4-L5 DISCES AND VERTEBRE I ALSO HAVE FIBRO MYALSIA AND MY KNEES ARE ALL DAMMAGED MY CARTLIGE? IS FULLY DAMAGED AND I HAVE NOW FULL ARTHRITUS IN THEM BOTH I AM JUST TRYIN TO LIVE EATCH DAY I WAS DUMB AND TRIN TO STIK UP FOR MY ESD WHEN SHE ATTAACKED ME I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN IN THE DV CYCLE THEY DEFEND THIER ABUSER I TRIED CALLIN THE 911 BUT WAS BUSY SIGNAL WTF? HER BF GETS THRU IM SCREAMIN FOR HELP AND SO ON ANYWAY NOW MY HOUSING HELP WILL TERMINATE BUT I MUST FIGHT OR I AM HOMELESS SO PLS ALL FORGIVE ME IF I AM NOT ON L

The "f" Word
I can't be the only one who thirsts You know you are thirsty too Yesterday, we shared a drink and then another Seeming to never be able to quench our thirsts Needing more to drink...more to taste Savoring every drop. Licking our lips to sample again. I awoke in the middle of the night still voracious as before But it seems your appetite has been fulfilled And I sit alone on your couch With my cup in my hand Wanting more to drink, to gulp, to taste But it appears my thirst will go unquenched Unless I get it myself But to share a drink with you would be so much better My parched mouth craves a taste of your water Instead, I'm forced to suffer until I wither Until I'm forced to crawl and seek an oasis elsewhere But please believe, when I taste more water I'll partake as if I will never be given more Then, I will extract it all and be gone Then YOU will be the one Wishing for relief for

Rach_0726@ Fubar
One fine day in the middle of the night Two dead boys got up to fight. Back to back they faced each other Drew their swords and shot each other One was blind and the other couldn't see So they chose a dummy for a referee A blind man went to see fair play A dumb man went to shout "hooray!" A paralyzed donkey passing by Kicked the blind man in the eye Knocked him through a 9 inch wall Into a dry ditch and drowned them all A deaf policeman heard the noise And came to arrest those 2 dead boys If you don't believe this story's true Ask the blind man, he saw it, too! rach_0726@ fubar

Pathological Liar And Fake Ii
Hmmmm, the caption in his folder says "Just workin' in Montana", if he just moved up there, and this was uploaded the 10th of December, why is there no snow, why is he in a T-Shirt, and why is his ex-girlfriends vehicle behind him? Why are the Grants New Mexico Rodeo grounds behind him? Photo editing? Hmmm, kinda funny every time a pic of him is taken in a vehicle he is in the back seat or passengers seat. Can we say no drivers license for back owed support? Can we say never smiles? Can we ask why? Can we say screwed up teeth? Crooked arse smile? Kinda funny its an asphalt parking lot in the background! Looks like Washington State terrain in the horizon! Reckon maybe that is because his fiance told Mel by phone that she was going to New Mexico to get him and take him back with her to Washington! Reckon that is why his ex-girlfriend was so upset? Not knowing how many internet girlfriends and fu-wives he has had, no knowledge of fu? Hmmmm, I'm kinda curious how he is passing

Thoughts
The view from here is always breath taking. With the sun rising from my back, casting a long shadow before me, I draw my sword sit and wait. With last nights events weighing on my mind I try to focus on the days events. With a smile I see in the distance my reason to continue the fight. Such a strange contrast of the beauty she posses and the blood stained battle field. This time the two little faces aren't standing behind her, but in front watching my every move. This poses a serious issue (since problems always have solutions). How to win this battle and not let them see. She smiles and reads my mind, sending them off to play. That smile, that beautiful smile, lights a fire of burning desire in my heart. A passion, A pain. A fear. Kingdoms would fall just to see it. Clergy would sin just to feel its warmth. A warrior would gladly give up his life for a glimpse. I would fight through hell itself just to see it more often. That smile. I wonder

The Time Has Come The Time Is Now!!!
The Time Has Come and The time Is NOW!!! Hey all my fellow Fubarians. These individuals some you know some you don't know but you should really get to know them thier a bunch of great fubarians both male and female. Some i have known for awhile and some i have not known for long at all. As Of now I am Gonna Be Doing a Weekly Pimpout For My Friends, Fans and Family. Also These I Pick Are Not At Any Certain Order Fan, Rate, Add, Bling Show these Fellow Fubarians Love. $!® L!©k Â¤LØ† Wyld_Angel_Hearts Is My FU-Angel From Heaven~Luv On Me I'll Return All The Luv@ fubar ♥ŦĦÅŇĠŹŹ™ ♥RR MEMBER@ fubar .:*♥F£IRTØ£ØGI§T♥*:. Ço•FöùNd€r «oƒ»DånGê®øuS CürVèS@ fubar Your Ultimate Desire™ Owned by Abraxas & ღDangerous Curvesღ Memb@ fubar Johnnydevil Ð¡T¥@ fubar ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪@ fubar ~*§ynalicious*~

Teddy T... My New Slave!!
YES YOU HEARD RIGHT CAROLVISION63 HAS A NEW SLAVE AND HERE HE IS TEDDY T. PLEASE REPOST THIS SO EVERYBODY WILL KNOW SHE HAS A SLAVE TO LOVE ON HER FOR A WHOLE MONTH STOP BY HER HOME AND CONGRADULATE HER WITH SOME 10S BUT 11S WILL BE BETTER. THANKS TO ALL WHO SHOW HER SOME LOVE (repost of original by 'TEDDY T. OWNER OF STORMWOMAN n OWNED BY CAROLVISION63 TAT2BUNNYLUV~N~ SWEET SERENITY' on '2009-03-05 18:23:21')

1992 Toyaot Celica For Sale *cheap*
alright guys, I've got a 1992 Celica ST for sell for super cheap (its broke) MANY new parts in it, lol and some pretty old ones too...it's out in Rockwall, this car is best used for its parts...unless you've got a ton of time to put into it...we had a REALLY bad mechanic... if you know anyone interested then pass them on to me!!craigslist links:http://dallas.craigslist.org/dal/cto/1619530473.htmlhttp://dallas.craigslist.org/dal/pts/1619520632.html

Video Game News
Once again players will return as Isaac Clarke to try and rid the universe of the Necromorph infestation. This time he will get a much needed hand in dealing with the horde with a new co-op feature. Isaac Clarke returns as the universes most stressed out space exterminator in Dead Space 3. The game continues the on going storyline of Isaac's quest to rid the universe of the monstrous Necromorph plague that threatens humanity. Isaac along with Ellie Langford (Dead Space 2), crash land on the planet Tau Volantis and they quickly discover they are not alone. Tau Volantis is also crawling with violent creatures, and the planet may hold the key to ending the Necromorph plague for good. Stranded on the icy planet, Isaac navigates through the hostile new environment for raw materials and scavenged parts. Using his engineering skills, he creates items, customize weapons and makes tools to help aid him in his quest and help ensure Ellie's and his survival on Tau Volantis. Isaac then runs

Fubar Suggestions
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Am I Alone?
am i alone in the feeling that some people just have no idea on how to speak to others?? I am constantly shocked at how some people think i wanna know that my pics make their cock hard! lol seriously it doesnt impress me.. The name sweet and nawty doesnt mean i gt into cyber sex.. just describes part of my personality.. I am not deluded into ways of people on the net, and sometimes it makes me giggle... but sendn same msg over and over again gets a bit boring guys.. get original.. now this isnt pointed at everyone i talk to.. just a few that seem to think all girls on this site are here to give men free porn

I Am What I Am
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie100%Angel84%Dragon84%Mermaid75%WereWolf58%Demon25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

New
Haha, so for no good reason this lady at http://fubar.com/user/2246438 flips a bitch at me, leaves funny comments and low rates, and rants in my shoutbox and then blocks me before I can ask her what's wrong.In her last shout, it says something about I down rated her and was either too drunk or mad bc I'm not cute enough (and apparently she is? I'm not so sure), to explain to her why I would ever do such a thing. HAHA! Geez, people are too damn worked up about a number on a website. I don't remember rating her, and if I downrated her, it's probably due to how sometimes when the pages are loading, if I click the 10, it's just as the rest of the page pops in, and it moves the numbers a little bit to the left. So maybe she got an 8 instead of a 10. Transcript of shoutbox. Lol. so funny.

Randomzzzz
Is it like the cool thing to get pregnant between the ages of 12-18? I see it's the new trend at my school. Apparently condoms are too expensive and they dont want mommy and daddy to know their on birth control? Yeah idk. I dont get it... Out of all the jobs in the world, why would you want to be a chiropractor and smack peoples bones/bodies for a living? Ickkk. I blew my back out yesturday. I took some tylenol it got better and this morning it went out again. So I now get to meet the bone cracking freak. Well fuck me running sidewayz. P.S. If you get the chance to see the movie "The other Boleyn Girl" I suggest you do. Very good movie. Someone wanna buy me a blast? lol. If you do i'll love you forever. I know this won't work but i thought i'd give it a shot :] Have a nice day everybody!

Saying Goodbye..
If anyone has wondered where I'm been and what i've been doing.. here ya go.. Okay so I'm a busy person. I've got a lot on my plate right now. I have my kids to take care of a house to clean and clothes to wash. My Mom's cancer is now back. I've got ot run her around because she won't and "now" can't drive. Between appointments for her, my kids and myself I have let myself go. But just in the past month or so I've been trying to get back to who I used to be. I started at the gym and I have been tanning to boost my self esteem. Because at this point I need it. I've been slacking with friends and family because I've been soooooooo busy with everything I have to do day to day. Worst part about it is I often get told I have to take my mom to an appointment the morning she's due to go. So any plans I had to do anything around the house, the kids or myself is right out the window. She's bipolar and demands attention all the time. I feel like a terrible person because I do all I

So True
Dear "Sister", > A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and > visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, > about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, > the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned > a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. > "Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to > the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. > No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love > the children you may have, you are still going t o need Sisters. > Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. > "Remember that > 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and > all your other women relatives too. "You'll need other women. Women > always do." > What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. > Haven't I just > gotten married? Haven't I j

Looking For A Juggalettes
She has the beauty that will make your heart miss a beat. Her smile alone makes anyone want to just kiss her shining pink lips. Her eyes can open your heart into another world that you never thought existed. I call her red because of her beautiful wavy red hair, and the way it blends in with her nice soft skin that will make your mouth water. Her red hair is so attractive it makes the word "red" compliment her. She's not my red, but I know wherever she goes there is always going to be somebody admiring her red beauty. She's not literally red, but that color alone tells everyone she has the beauty like a red rose. Always activated and still broken the things you hate are tumbling inside your darkest dreams so another kid laughing and crying out loud another scheme of life.Try to bleed when you are frozen its another cold thought of society left for your decayment watch as the heat burns out the cold of there hearts.Its like another paralegal activity in this career of life a

Am I Evil?
I am an addict. However, I am not hooked on drugs or alchohol. I am a sex addict, and I freely admit it. Ordinarily this would not be a problem, right? Well, it makes everything, shall we say, awkward. I want it constantly. I need it much more often that I get it. I love my wife, but she does not understand. At all. I do not want to hurt her. She cannot keep up with me. She doesn't even try. I find myself looking at other women more and more. I cannot really even stand myself anymore. I have tried most everything to slake my lust but to no avail. The only thing that helps is physical contact with a willing partner. I really don't want to do anything stupid. I wish I knew how to make it stop.

The Power Of Music
if you're a fan of the show or the movie, come take a peek and join. :) if you've never seen it - i'm sorry for you. i've had a helluva a day. almost walked out of my job. almost screamed at my boss (not in that order). and as i finally am able to rest my bones, i put this song on... uberdruck - .... D... and i'm better. thank you techno music. for once again saving my life.

I Believe
Believe . . .. Have a seat . . . relax . . . and read this slowly ....Think! I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. Remember that! I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that yo

September
It occured 2 me that i hadnt blogged n a while.That wud b cuz all ive done 4 the last month is work and sleep leaving me a precious few minutes morning and nite 2 visit the fubar.And now 2day on my one day off im sick and running a temp! Arrgh-poor,poor pitiful me,lol! xox

Contest
Hey any nice ladys want to goto South Dekota on the back of the bike next summer, let me know! Hey everyone. Could you do me a favor. My brother is in a contest and I want to see him win. Could you stop by the link below and comment bomb his pic. I only get 200 comments a day and use them up on him. Thanks so much I appreciate it.

Poetry
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away Please leave comment When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." Please leave comment Love is like WAR.its easy to start but hard to end.

Ovarian Cancer
Ovarian cancer is a malignant ovarian neoplasm (an abnormal growth located on the ovaries). Causes Ovarian cancer is the fifth leading cause of cancer death in women, the leading cause of death from gynecological malignancy, and the second most commonly diagnosed gynecologic malignancy [1]. It is idiopathic, meaning that the exact cause is usually unknown. The disease is more common in industrialized nations, with the exception of Japan. In the United States, females have a 1.4% to 2.5% (1 out of 40-60 women) lifetime chance of developing ovarian cancer. Older women are at highest risk. More than half of the deaths from ovarian cancer occur in women between 55 and 74 years of age and approximately one quarter of ovarian cancer deaths occur in women between 35 and 54 years of age. The risk for developing ovarian cancer appears to be affected by several factors. The more children a woman has, the lower her risk of ovarian cancer. Early age at first pregnancy, older ages of

T@g Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I was born in Summersville WV and uprooted to the big city (Indianapolis) when I was 1 month old. 2) I am the oldest of 2 children. My sister is 3yrs 9 months younger than me. 3) I love annoying my friends! (especially Hrt of gold lol) 4) I'm a processor for the Indianapolis Metro Police Dept. 5) I don't like complete darkness....but at the same time I also don't like brightness. 6) I love peanut butter. 7) I LOVE all kinds of music. 8) I try to be tough and deep inside I'm a softy and if I tell you NO.... ask me again in a day and I will probably say yes lol 9) I love drinking Diet Pepsi :) 10) I a

Owned!!!!
today (feb 16, 2008) has turned out to be the best day of my life. i have been in the BDSM lifestyle for a few years, and have had a few "Doms". i moved out here to be with one. we didn't work out a girlfriend of mine introduced me to my (now) Mistress and Sir, i have been Theirs from just about day one i knew from the very first time i met Them that there was something special about Them. i agreed on July 24th that i would be Sir's princess. from that day forward things in my life changed and majority of the changes were wonderful. Mistress and i built our relationship and now things are great. but today before Oour closest friends, i was completed i am no longer in any kind of consideration collar or temp collar. i am officially collared and wear my collar with the up most pride. i feel whole, i couldn't ask for anything more, i am happy, loved cherished, wanted, i could do nothing more from this point on but grow into the lady They see me as. i am OWNED completely heart,mind, bo

Making It Work!!!
Kind of funny how things work out at times, me and gf have been dating for going on four weeks now, and have been enjoying each other's company every time we can get together. Right now she is at work, been on one hell of a schedule last couple of weeks. She works nights, I work days, when we have time see each other in between. But maybe it's a way of testing how committed we are to each other, cause if we can make it through this and still be together, then think we can make it through a lot of other things. Miss my baby, hope she has a good night at work, I'll see her for a little bit in the morning and enjoy each second of it.

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IT THAT TIME FOR THE FREAK IN THE BOTH OF US TO SHOW ON FUBAR! AUCTION SATURDAY NIGHT AT 7 P.M WOMEN AND MEN. ME THE QUEEN THICKNDAAZZ4YA IN T-SHIRT AND PANTIES! MY OTHER HALF IN SEXY BOXERS WAITING ON YOUR BIDS........................................*

Friendships
Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never critic

Kinda Funny... Kinda Sad
before I start, please note, this is just for fun so if you don't feel like reading... don't, it really doesn't matter. I do tend to be long winded. If you do like to read, I'd love to hear your comments... in fact I like reading the comments more than I care about getting points. I will try to make this rant entertaining at least. 1) please be cool, bash me all you want, but do it with some sense... idiots will be deleted then blocked 2) I'm not really whining and complaining here, I'm just trying to make people laugh... why? cause laughter is fun. ok, that said, lets get to it a) Fubar profiles... I've noticed a lot of profiles that say things like "blank requests ignored" or "no rate/fan no add" Well... this is all well and good, but if you want me to read it, don't put it on the very bottom of your page, then add 2035 pictures over it... in fact, I will not read a profile if it takes 30 minutes to load and I'm on broadband. b) Rating... This one is directed

Blogs
YELLOW: Amber Alert, POW/MIA, Troop/Military Support GREEN: Depression, Organ/Tissue Donation, Environment TEAL: Sexual Assault, Ovarian Cancer ROYAL BLUE: Arthritis, Child Abuse, Education PURPLE: Alzheimers, Cystic Fibrosis, Domestic Violence RED: AIDS/HIV, Drug Abuse Resistance, DUI (Drunk Driving) ORANGE: Leukemia, Racial Tolerance, Hunger BLACK: Gang Prevention, Mourning PINK: Breast Cancer GRAY: Diabetes, Mental Illness, Asthma/Allergies PEARL: Lung Cancer, Emphysema, Multiple Sclerosis Rainbow: Gay Pride, Same Sex Marriage Red White and Blue Flag: Fireworks Safety, National Support, World Trade, Center Heroes, World Trade Center Victims, 9/11 Puzzle: Autism Awareness i need a lil over 462K points to reach GM and im out of pic rates :( i would greatly appreciate the help of my friends to finish leveling me and all love will be returned will work for rates or 11s or auto 11s dont make me buy your rates! love me coz im cute lol

The Dreams And Shadows
It is not easy to refuse a dream. Esp the dream that let yoy smile, that let you breathe & that made you feel so very good. However, there is a moment where you have to come down from up there & so you see that everyone around you is unhappy, even the one sharing your dream. So you simply sit in the shadows & think think think. And do the moves that you think are the best in the situation. Even if it hurts badly. The ones that love you, will eventually understand & forgive, you hope... (to be continued)

Moving On
My Boo, my darling, my dear, it’s time to move on, being alone, never did I fear. Believe me when I say this, I never wanted it to happen this way, but for breaking my heart, you have to pay. Let the truth be known, your love for me was never shown. I was foolish to ever think, that the promise we made would be for life, the promise that I would be your husband and you would be my wife. I gave you my mind, I gave you my heart, wishing our love would never part. I’m so sad to say that it has to end, and no, forget it, I don’t even want to be your friend. I’m tired of your excuses, I’m tired of your lies, now even your face I despise. It’s time to move on and get on with my life, to find myself another wife. Someone to love me for who I am you see, not for who they want me to be. Someone to do the things you wouldn’t do, someone else to call my Boo.

..and We Complain
You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. * You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes weeks without running water. * You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick. He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. * You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you. He knows he may never see any of his ever again. * You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. * You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. * Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. * You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby, and wonders if they'll ever meet. *** If you dont forward this, you wont die, your mom wont die, nothing bad will happen to you, we will just see how conceited you really are. Just forward if you are supporting the troops!

Exercising And Knowing My Limitations
I went and played basketball today for about 30 minutes today down @ a local recreation park just down the road from me here and I first started out, my shots weren't going in, kind of frustrated me even though I was there with my girlfriend who was shagging balls that got away from me but then I started making some shots, which was pretty cool and I'll keep working on that as well as working on my stamina because I can safely say I am not in the same shape nor have I ever been in really good shape even though I am 5'9" or 5'10" and 178 lbs here and physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy. Once I was done the muscles and tendons on the inside of my thighs starting tightening up and cramping here, so I may make a sacrifice and stop drinking something that willl dehydrate you like no tomorrow and that's Mountain Dew and just drink Gatorade or G2 or water because if I'm gonna keep cramping or tightening up muscle wise there has to be a way to keep hydrated for one and two then I can sto

Movies And B-day
Well, my father had a stroke about 3 weeks ago, i've been in and out of the hospital to visit him quite frequently, yesterday i went to the hospital to visit my him, and sofar he is able to move his leg pretty good but the newest news is he is actually able to move his arm.. with quite a struggle but still none the less he IS able to move it!!! Well, i just got back to my own treat of 3 movies, Tim burtons 9, district 9, and gamer. I enjoyed all of em and now its time for me to have a large amount of drinks and have fun..hope you all do the same.. Have fun FUBAR!!!

All The Right Moves
I’ve paint a picture of a perfect place They’ve got it manor than we need it I once told ya I’ll be the king-in-hearts, you’ll be the queen-of-spades And I faught for you like I was your soldier I know we got to good but they got made And the grasses getting greener each day All those things are looking up, but we should head on down Until everybody is knowing our name We’re something special, yeah we’re something nice Through anything that happens, I’ve got you But when you seeing stars, when you seeing lights I swear everything you missing , just haunts ya It can be possible the rain could fall Only when it’s over our heads The sun is shining every day but it

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Ashes Of The Wake "We killed a lot of innocent civilians. To us every civilian in Baghdad was a terrorist. They said 'they are now in civilian clothes' that makes everybody free game, But if they came in our perimeter, we lit 'em up. And when we would pull the body out, and when we would search the car, we would find nothing. This took place time and time again. No harm, no foul, that's OK, don't worry about it, Because this is a new type of war, this is an eradication." "I honestly feel we're committing genocide over here, I don't believe in killing civilians, and I'm not going to kill civilians for the United States Marine Corp." [Quoted as a Marine in Song] Folding The American Flag Did you know that at military funerals, the 21 gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776. Have you ever noticed how the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the American flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we l

Poopy Britches
i'm bored outta my fuckin' mind. i can't tell you what i'm doin'...not because it's classified..but because i don't want to bore the shite out of you. and also, one of you out there just might be someone i "work" with. lmao they can't turn on a computer much less type. but every dog has its day. my boobs hurt as pretty soon "my aunt FLOW will be visiting", as they say. yay me. i'm tryin' to stay positive and have been doin' marvelous at my task. my favorite saying is "i hate people" because i do hate people. not ALL people but MOST. you'd know if i didn't like you. SOOOO... usually while i'm driving, i repeat my favorite phrase over and over again *see above if you forgot the phrase*. i don't have what i call ORR (Obvious Road Rage). i have SRR (Secret Road Rage) meaning i just say in a calm manner that i hate people and wish death and major destruction on those who piss me off while driving. well NOW what i am trying to do in order to remain positive, is state "i k

My Blog?
I so forget that I even have this account. Seems like everyone that I truely know doesn't even hang out on here anymore. The new love of my life ( and hopefully the one that will stick around forever) , is currently "playing" in the sand. Sigh. Oh ! The 10 1/2 weeks left and counting thing? I've got just about that long left of this pregnancy. Possibly less than that. I know that it's a girl. But, her name isnt going to be Annastacia Elizabeth as I had originally planned. Her name is going to be Rose Elizabeth Schroeder. I'm going to be an aunt very soon as well ( finally ). Things are really begining to look up around here. Just wishing i weren't sick right now. That's the only thing bad about working in an office. You tend to share much more than a few laughs and jokes. GERMS ARE EVERYWHERE!!!! Well.... it's definitely been a while since i last made myself present here on this page. i'm normally logged in @ myspace ( i know i know...soooo uncool) but here's the link anywa

Just A Thought
Yanno It funny how if u dun meet up too wot some feel u should they push u too side it kinda like yer not good enough for but if u ask me pplz like dat are the ones not good enough for the ones they push away or the ones they make fun of so when u start too make fun of someone for how they look or cause they dun think like u stop and think about how u would feel if it was u in their shoes and would u like it or how would u feel if it was u tale time too show someone some kindness and a smile and show not all in dis world are like that =P What wolf are you? Your Result: Alpha Female you are the alpha female,the female leader of the pack!you are very brave and loyal you are a born leader and care alot about your family and friends.you also help keep order in the pack witch means you stop all the fighting among friends and family. and you are very popular among most people.Alpha male Beta Female Beta Male Regular Wolf Omega Male/Female

Dizbeemahblog
how exactly do you let go of someone you have held onto for yrs ?? how do you transition from one to another without someone getting hurt ?? your brain tells you one thing, and your heart tells you another. you cannot love a ghost, or can you ?? im a glutton for punishment. i have a choice to make. hold onto an old love, or build another ? or let them both go, and live your life loving this ghost. which is comfortable, but hurts like hell at times. when you fall in love, you hold this hope, at one point do you let go of that hope ?? when you fall out of love with them, or when you two are no longer together ?? and how the fawk do you know if youre still in love ? thanksgiving in our household is always so chaotic. however, the smell of food and the abundance of beer always makes up for everything in between. with seven women and only four men, it should be vaguely interesting. happy thanksgiving !! :) how important is attraction when youre looking to date someone ?? if youre not that p

Stuff
This website seems like its b.s. but amazingly it is actually true. I already recieved my PS3. http://freeplaystation3.peel.com/refer.php?l=ps3153109240dhmg Try it I couldnt believe it myself that it worked. I thought i wasted 27 dollars. 2 weeks later it actually came in the mail. I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am

My Passion
I hope someday, I'll be happy, To be held tight, Made to feel right, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be cared for, To be cheer'd for, Made to feel compassion, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be touched, To be kissed, Made to feel special, I hope. I hope someday, I'll be loved, To be worth it, Made to feel I deserve it, I hope. I hope someday, I'll have that special someone, To hold, Made to feel whole, I hope. I hope these things will come to be... Until then I'm just me. Empty. Thinking about the past again, Realizing what could have been and what will never be. The following is a very touchy subject for me... I recently found out not to long ago the woman I was with miscarried my twin girls, It tears me up inside to even think about it. When I first found out she was pregnant it made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be the mother of my children. Then I had it pulled away from me just like everything els

Thoughts From A Serial Cynic
It's been a while since I posted a blog. I am gonna try to do this more often. Anyway, I haven't really looked at mumms or anything before this week. Now since they're such high point totals for each vote, and furthermore they get you alot more points if you make one. With that said... People...mumms are really not that serious. Real tough life situations are really not crucial to be posting on a mumm...whether you should stay with your cheating boyfriend or take your kid to therapy or your whether you should accept that your son is gay or not...I mean sure, it's always nice to have that outside opinion...but do you really want it from a bunch of immature strangers who really couldn't care an ounce less about your problems? I'm not trying to be a pessimist here, but think about it for a second...how many sincere, thoughtful people have you met on here compared to the care-free, full-of-shit ones? I bet the assholes way outnumber the others. Now think about that...how many as

Drama!!!grrr!!!
This is the reply I received from Jeff on my bulletin, I decided to repost it here, he also has a copy in his blogs. _______________________________________________ Comments on this bulletin: *Lord_Wolf***A Public Apology To Melissa Silverwolf Rougue Femme,I'm Trully Sorry Melissa,I Hone 2007-06-30 23:41:24 Concidering I Apologized to you an Bought you a Non Happy Hour Pimpin Gift,VIC Quality.An Told you I will Leave you Alone I was Hurt we used to be Friends we Shared many Laughs on yahoo messenger during our LRL Hay Day.But you seem to forgotten of this,You yourself was also a Trusted an Respected Loyal with a Special Gift of Healing.You were suppose to stay my friend Forever.I had Hoped very Much you would.Something about my fishing an Pleasure weekends that cancel out,I seem to cause unpresidented Drama.I am very Sory Melissa if I caused you any Harm. ________________________________________________ I appreciate the fact that he has a public apology up for me a

The Chesapeak Bay Breaker
HERE IS A GOOD RECIPE FOR A DRINK I MADE!! DRINK WITH CARE!! HAHAHAHAHA!! "THE CHESAPEAKE BAY BREAKER" 1 shot Light or Clear rum 1 shot Dark rum 1 shot Vodka (premium or top shelf brand) 1 shot Gin (premium or top shelf brand) 1-2 shots Blue Curacao Orange Juice or Pineapple Juice MIX ALL SHOTS together and fill glass with juice. When mixed right it should be fluorescent blue/green in color, and taste like a fruit drink. If the lights go out you should still be able to see your drink!!! Hehehehehe!!! ENJOY PEOPLE!!!

Have You Ever Met A Witch
You know it is really terrible that people have to be so mean to other people. I was raised by the golden rule. Do unto others as you would have others do unto you. Some of the people I work with evidently were not, they try to make it so hard on the people around them it is nuts. I like to see people succeed at things not have a hard time, but, so many I work with would rather see them fall on there face, it really is a shame that there are people in this world that act this way.I guess that is why our society is so bad with all the shootings , rape, and killing of children, sorry just trying to vent some anger In Woodlandville. The old wise and tall tree of knowledge said to BEWARE of the handsome prince because he is under the spell of the evil witch. He acts so nice and sweet and then she opens her mouth and sprews out all the posion and ugly and he turns evil right with her. He hangs onto every word and action that she does. There is also a older maiden that use to be so nice and

Poems
A promise is a promise a lie is a lie and you are you I ahve began to fall for you and i've began to worry you say you love me to, but but what about the times you hurt me but you don't know it? Inside i'm senstive and outside I appear strong like a rock I trust you and give you all of me just remember a promise is a promise and a lie is a lie, and I am me!! Do you know what its like to kiss a ghost? Just close your eyes and it will come, The person you once loved thats now gone, It will come and embrace ever so gently, Pressing it's lips to yours, It will be seet and everlasting, The way it's hands hold you close so warm and gentle, The way it's body fits to yours, The way it's lips feel on your flesh, You'll never forget it, It will lasts forever. The way it tastes sweet, The way it feels so soft and warm, No one can ever replace that kiss or kiss you that way e

My Baby
WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE MY DAUGHTER WITH HEART PROBLEMS THAT HAS TO HAVE ANOTHER SURGREY(JUST SITTING AND WAITING FOR THE DAY) AND NOW TODAY I GOT THE RESULTS OF MY SONS CAT SCAN(HE HAD BECUZ OF HEADACHES AND SEIZORS) THEY FOUND A CIST ON THE BRAIN THAT IS BUILDING UP FLOOD AROUND IT WHICH IS CAUSEING THE HEADACHES AND THE SEIZORS SO HE IS HAS TO BE WATCHED REALLY CLOSE NOW TOO SO IM ASKING THAT EVERYONE KEEP PRAYING FOR MY KIDS PLEASE THEY ARE MY LIFE AND THEY REALLY CAN USE ALL THE PRAYERS THAT ANYONE CAN GIVE THANKS TO ALL DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE REMBERS BUT MY 6 YR OLD DAUGHTER HAD HEART SURGREY NOV 2006 AND SHE PULLED THROUGH THAT ONE BUT NOW THERE IS ANOTHER PROBLEM WITH HER HEART AND HAS TO HAVE ANOTHER SURGREY (SIGH)THIS IS VERY HARD FOR ME TO HANDLE BECUZ I GOT A SCARE THE LAST TIME AND THEY HAD TO REVIVE HER ON THE TABLE PLUS THIS TIME THE WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH HER CHEST BONE AND WIRE HER BACK SHUT SO CAN EVERYONE PLEASE REPOST THIS AND KEEP THE PRAYERS GOING FO

Second Life
Lara Languish won't be in Second Life for a little while until I can get some account payment issues straightened out. Anyone fubarees in SL looking for me can contact me here. I recently got my computer in SL, so I can recieve emails here now. No fancy stuff, just text. Here's the addy: cef3a147-7b37-5b70-0540-f5662cf064e7@lsl.secondlife.com

If You Want To See
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?"Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? "Another mother asked President F.D.Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die ay Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W.Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" Another mother asked President G. Washington, " Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Long, time ago, a mother asked: "Heavenly Father why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar: So that other may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." P.S If you don't stand behind our troops, please feel free to stand in front of them. Oh what a feeling I get when I�m with you You take my heart into everything you do And

Easy Fu Millions!! Check This Out!!
One Million Fubucks...For under 45 minutes of your time!Free Fu-Bling 12 paks/200k in Fu-bucks.... Thats right...The Biggest and easiest way anyone has ever made a million fubucks on Fubar!!!! HERE'S HOW... I have 2 albums which will be opened Friday the 7th @ 5:00-6:00pm Fubar time,each album has 100 photos in it.... Rate 100 10s and ill send you 10,000 fu-bucks... Rate 100 11s and ill send you 15,000 fu-bucks... Rate another 100 10s and ill send you another 10,000 Fu-bucks and you’ll be eligible for the amazing prizes…This includes a million Fu bucks, 12 paks of bling,blasts& other large fu-buck Prizes... (Important…Please read carefully) Send me a private message when youve completed each album,(after verification)ill send you the Fu-bucks,those who do both albums will also recieve a number,the order in which i recieved the e-mails saying youve completed both...(Be sure to send me a private message saying your done ,for each album completed,So i

I Am All Yours
~*~COME OWN ME~*~Here Is Your Chance To Own Me All For Yourself...And If You Are The Winning Bid Then This Is What You Get...1. Owned By In Name2. Add To Fam/Top Friends3. Pimpout In Bully4. Link For Prof On My Page5. Rate All Pics/Stash During HH6. Prof Comments7. Personnal Salute8. Owner Eyes Only Pics9. Name In Status Bar10. Make My CrushDoes That Sound Good To You?In That Case You Know What To Do...Click The Pic To Go To AuctionAnd If The Bids Become Real Real NiceI Will Be Sure To Add Some Extra "SPECIAL" Stuff To My Offers.Perhaps Some Cam Time?Maybe A Phonecall?You Never Know Unless YouBid Bid Bid!!!JUMPINJOY2DAY~~~~2ND Alarm HOTTIE@ fubar

Fairy Tales
Take the sun from the sky Remove the twinkle from the stars Paint the world in black and white Hide the blue from my eyes Close the blinds nice and tight Wash my tears down the drain Lay my head on my pillow Dream like there was no tomorrow Fly high like a butterfly Believe in what is not Fairytales and happy endings And the power of love Live for today For there is no prince charming No Knight in shining armor Who is here to hang the moon Pick me flowers when in bloom Broken promises Forgotten dreams Are what I know Open the door Let others in Darkness surrounds me Covered in rain Too weak to move So tired of pain Back in bed Cover my head Blankets nice and warm Close my eyes Trying to forget Everything I once believed in Written by: UnchainedMelody 3-29-08

Boring Bullshit Blogs
Darkness (Jim Morrison, I am not...) Darkness Heavy on our souls. We need a new sunrise, immaculate in conception, perfect in splendor and raideance. Come forth and bring peace, come forth and bring inlightenment of the ones gone before. Did you know that mad spitits roam free in the devils hour? Did you know that searching souls roam wild in the night under dim stars that shine dim scenes in the graveyard? There's a deamon on the doorstep. Destruction for sale. Nations buy in bulk. If blood is the rose of mysterious union, are bullets the brand of enevitable death? Shoot the fuckers down. More roam in the sands in midnights madness. "This is the end, beautifull friend, the end." The Poet still sings somewhere in the sun. Bring a new sun. A new day, not of destruction. Rise and come forth. Sweet southern summer, thought it would never end, Turn around and he's gone again. "Come back with me, please, this time st

My 3-d Ultra Sound
Today, June 30th, 2008. At 5:30pm I went for my 3-D ultra sound of my unborn baby girl Nevaeh...Was AWESOME...Once inna lifetime kinda experience. :) Was so beautiful...I heard her heart beat, Again...Was soooo STRONG...And I got to see a 3-D video of her as well...Got to see her smile (Precious)...Movin around in my tummy, All kinds of neat stuff... But we couldn`t really get a great head shot of her cos she was playin shy LOL She always had her hands over her face...LOL...Too cute!

Collar Or Not???
Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe the commencement of a relationship between a Dominant and a submissive. It carries the same type of weight that a marriage ring does in it's final stage and denotes the same depth of commitment. In recent times (since the advent of the internet) we have seen a bastardizing of this ritual into something casual and transient. This attack on long standing traditions should be actively fought by educating those entering the lifestyle. First I want to state clearly that in my opinion collaring is done ONLY in real life, between live people, ceremonially, joyously and celebrated. One does not get married online or on the phone and one does not collar online or on the phone. The first collar offered is called the 'Collar of Consideration'. This identification comes from the Old Guard Leather community, the same source of the Safe, Sane and Consentual code. This Collar is traditionally given at the very beginning

My Random Thoughts
So a friend's daughter had her 3rd year birthday party and invited Mara. So naturally I went, because let's face it. Where she goes I go, and besides, I couldnt pass up the opportunity to go to Chuck E. Cheese's. I mean who could? Really? But I digress. Anyway, so the kid's are running around and playing as I go from game to game in an attempt to score them copious amounts of tickets for the big "Cash out" at the end of the day. As I move from one flashing, noise producing machine to the next, I happen to glance over at a little, grey-haired old lady pumping tokens into a machine and something hits me. A revelation that I'd never really thought of before. A correlation that suddenly made PERFECT sense. I sat there and watched her for a minute and my mind wandered to another place where this kind of thing is an extremely common sight. Where little, silver-haired grandmas sit around with tons of "tokens" in a small plastic cup shoving them, one after the other, into the hungry

Level Pounders
A little indian boy goes to his poppa and says, "Dad how do you choose our names?" The father replied, "well, once the time of your birth arrives, I open the door to the tent, and the first thing i see is what i call you" "wow" says the little kid, "so that's why my sister is named , Morning star!" "That's Right" he says....... "so tell me TWo Dogs Fucking, why are you so interested?" $$~LEVEL POUNDERS~$$

Auction Update
Just want to let everyone know that the Auction is up and running. It is on Jakes page AND Mine. Just a few things I wanna say.... Had several ppl drop out today. Not going to begin to speculate as to why but all that matters is that they did. So if you do not wish to be in the auction please let me know NOW. I would greatly appreciate it. If you wish to drop out let me know and I will delete you immediately. If not... Continue to have fun and GOOD LUCK!! I appreciate the ones that are sticking it out!! It was a lot of work to get it all done so Thank You!! And another thing... I know you are getting ppl to come rate your pic for the bling bonus and that is GREAT!!! We appreciate each and every rate BUT all we ask is that they do not leave comments other than bids on your pic!! I am not saying this to be bitchy at all!! It's just that I have had several do that and if I am not online to delete those comments, you may have a bid that gets pushed off!! I'm sure you would hate to end up

Christmas Security 1
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO ; OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THE

True Love
A wise man said this today..Mr.C and I agree! Do you wake up with him on your mind? Do you go to sleep or wake up in the middle of the night with him on your mind? Can you feel in in your soul, and no matter what you do, this thing just refuses to let you go? Are you willing to lose sight of yourself and do whatever it takes to make it work? In my opinion, these are just a few signs of "true love" & I'm speaking from experience. It is the most thrilling part of this journey we call life, not always easy, but if it's real it's well worth the pain. YES, true love exists.

So Strange..
I opened my door to my very intoxicated love - yes very drunk - but suprisingly very literate. I helped him to the couch and said - you have to stop doing this to yourself - you have so much to live for - he just looked at me with those beautiful sad blue eyes and said - IM IN LOVE WITH YOU - BUT - we both know that im a drunk - and i know that you are lonely and sad - and I hope you understand that im a person that is totall at ease with this - which is not to say that im indifferent or that i dont care - I DO - it simply means that I trust you and your judgement - and you can throw me out - or you can let me stay and hold you - and you can know that at least for this one night - there is a man who wants nothing more then to hold you and let you know that you are indeed loved! its just really strange - its like things are happening really quickly - and thats so NOT me! ummm for instance - just the second i met him and the way i said my name right away! I never tell my real nam

Thank You
Just wanted to tell each and everyone of you that rated me during my auto 11..thank you so much i so appreciate it...To my friends and family YOU ROCK..its hard to thank everyone personally so i will do it this way...xoxoxoxo suzy aka dreamcatcher

The Climb
I can almost see it. that dream I'm dreaming, but there's a voice inside of my head, tellin you'll never reach it every step I'm takin every move I make feels lost in no direction, my faith is shakin but I gotta keep tryin gotta keep my head held high The struggles I'm facing the changes I'm taking sometimes they knock me down, but no I'm not breaking I may not know where, but these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most I've just gotta keep goin, and I gotta be strong just keep pushing on, but There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about what's waitin' on the other side it's a climb

Too Good To Be True
Boy when I am right about someone, I am really right. Things felt weird from the jump and I ignored my gut feelings for ONCE because you continuely showed me that you were different. After a while; a girl is bound to believe you. You made a fool of me. Thanks for that. I have no intention of making other people pay for the heartache I feel right now, but you have definetly shown me that I need to trust in myself and noone else. I can thank you for one thing; returning faith in myself, because I saw this going badly, I knew I was leading myself down a bad path and I IGNORED IT! In the process, I fell head over heels in love with you and it seemed you had fallen for me as well. If you hadn't, why lie to me? I have never felt so used in my life. Life is hard enough without this unnecessary headache! But you know what, I will survive, I always have and I always will. If you weren't lying and honestly wanted to be with me, get your shit together and treat me the way I am supposed to be trea

A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think

Pervs On Fubar
I cant get over all the Pervs That all they have on there minds it to ask the women to show there tits and ass.. Instead of just chatting with them they ask over and over for the same thing. What is there problem. If the women are going to show there beautiful bodies then they will do so on there own. They dont need some ass hole to keep asking them to show. Sorry about this but I just had to say my peace.

Insanity
natediggity009: what does fap mean anyways?unknown: masturbatenatediggity009: ok but why?unknown: why masturbate?natediggity009: why does fap mean masterbate?unknown: idkunknown: i think it is something someone on fubar came up with cause masturbate is NSFW and therefor cannot be used in a lot of mummsnatediggity009: all i can come up with is finger anal penetrationunknown: that is kinda hot tho....LOLnatediggity009: lolunknown: did I say that out loud? natediggity009: not what im thinking of when someone says masterbate thoughunknown lol!natediggity009: so if i asked someone if they wanted to watch me masterbate im sure they would be shocked if all they saw was me sticking a finger in my assnatediggity009: just sayinunknown: lmfao!natediggity009: fubar people are wierdunknown: that explains why I fit rit in huh?natediggity009: nobody should fit in with themunknown: hahaunknown: The onomatopoeic representation of masturbation. Often used to suggest that something is attractive.unknown:

Erotic Stories
"Hey Ave!" It was Paige, her best friend. Avery was working on her tan while relaxing on a pool lounge. "I had a few errands to run today, and I was nearby, so I thought I'd stop in." "Come on in." Avery replied. "Kevin is at work, and I decided to take a long break. I didn't feel like going into town today, so I'm working from home." It was a warm, late June afternoon. Paige kicked off her sandals and put her feet into the pool. "C'mon Paige. Jump in." "I don't have my suit" answered Paige. "You can wear one of mine" protested Avery. Paige declined the offer. They sat for a while talking about everything, from work, to Kevin, to Paige's boyfriend Jasper. They decided they would have a couples night sometime after Jasper came back.He was out of town for work. He was an architect. They decided daquiri's sounded like a good idea, so Paige went inside to make them. Avery sat in the lounge chair and waited.

Tonight
I have about 15 spots available! Look me up at www.gigdeuce.com or www.myspace.com/gigdeuceentertainment I know work is slowing down, But if you been watching us. Well we have Upgraded or website and We still are looking for people. There is still bug's in the website.So please don't comment on them. 3 servers are kind of hard to manage ;) and im still getting the hang of thing's! Thanks Gig Hey Guy's and Gal's I know this is my first short and sucky Blog but there is a birthday Party waiting for me. But More Importantly There Is a whole bar full of mixed drinks and shots waiting for my friends and I. Anyone here in the Houston area I will be at Red Star in midtown for about 3 hours then off to anouther party after that! I should be Home about 6am But don't try to wake me cause I'm sure I will be nice and drunk. Later, Gig You know you live in 2006 when... 1. You go to a party, sit down and take myspace pics. 2. You haven't played solit

Meatloaf Lyrics
[Boy:] There were nights when the wind was so cold That my body froze in bed if I just listened to it right outside the window [Girl:] There were days when the sun was so cruel That all the tears turned to dust and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever [Both:] I finished crying in the instant that you left And I can't remember where or when or how And I banished every memory you and I have ever made [Boy:] But when you touch me like this (touch me like this) And you hold me like that (hold me like that) I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me When I touch you like this (touch you like this) And I hold you like that (hold you like that) It's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me now [Girl:] It's all coming back It's all coming back to me now [Boy:] There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light There were things I'd never do again but then they'd always seemed right There were nights of endless pleasure It was more

Submissive
Make a slide show, scrapbook or ecard One day you may walk into a room And people say to you What you like is not what is right What are you going to do Do you say ok I stop then And then just walk away Or do you say stop, hold on now I live my life my way Would you be able to argue To tell them who you are To claim the right to be yourself To stand up for what you are That is what you do here today you are a submissive you do not conform to the norm you live your life your way Well here l am still trying to find my way around cherrytap l think it's a brilliant site but l also find it a little hard, so l hope all you lovely people out there who have left comments on my pics will understand if l don't reply back straight away l will in the end, so please just bear with me a little longer. l would also like to thank tammy and the rest of my friends on here for there help. all have a wounderful day luv julie xxx

Dark
Running from Something that I can't see Need to save myself before I slip itno the darkness for eternity This evilness is after me It won't stop it's torment of me It's after my soul and my life I'm on the edge of the blade of the knife

Thanks To My Friends
I WANT TO SAY I HAVE THE BEST OF FRIENDS ANYONE COULD ASK FOR. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FOR ALL THE HARD WORK YOU ALL PUT IN THE PAST 10 DAYS FOR ME. I COULD HAVE NEVER DONE THIS WITH OUT ALL OF YOU. I WISH I COULD GIVE EACH OF YOU A BIG HUG FROM ME. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. BIG HUGS TO ALL FROM ME LADY DI ...@ fubar This is a Firework My Words Here are your contestants, give them lots of love and support. Rate them and bomb them.

Bite
well I have been playing this game and it is very addictive you can fight as a vampire or werewolf in battles with other people around the world if you wanna join just copy paste my links.first my wolves. http://s1.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=102667 http://s3.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=126618 http://s4.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=91049 now my Vampires. http://s2.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=114373 http://s8.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=24863 http://s9.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=17373 http://s10.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=16197 try it out it is a very fun game just pick one out and copy paste them the higher the number the newer the server is. new one lol its wolf http://s1.bite-fight.us/c.php?uid=52373 Well my werewolves are doing good kicking some vamp booty...... http://s1.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=102667 just copy and paste link

My Thoughts
These are a collection of my thoughts about fubar and I could really careless who I affend!! Cause they are my thoughts. ---------------------------------------------------- Well I am just going to have to say it "I think theres to many women who have gotten the impression that somewhere along the line someone actually thought their nude pics where interesting". If this offends anyone then sorry. But theres to many women on here showing their stuff and its not even remotely sexy. Matter of fact its pretty darn disgusting. Please do everyone a favor mark it private we honestly just dont want to see it. Especially if it looks like a warn out baseball mit soaked in vegetable oil. We also dont want to see pictures marked as squirting and its someone pissing. Thats just retarded, if i wanted to watch a woman piss id go hide out in womens bathrooms. Also I dont want to see 2 400 lb women wrestling naked and doing things that werent supposed to be done by over weight women, yack. But tha

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

Rate The New Pics
Well i just wanted to let everyone know please RATE the NEW pics.. Just had them taken and want to know what everyone things.. So FEEL FREE to SNOOP around as well http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3951485988#

Miss You
Hey sexy people if we are friends then u know what today is. I probably wont be on for a day or two im off to surgery. I am nervous as i dont know what so wish ur girlie some luck and smooooooooooches to my friends and fam you know who you are!! I Wanted to say I miss you all and I have not been around because I am sick! I am tryin to get better because I go in for surgery next week and need to be well!! Smoooooches All You Sexy Fookers! I love you and cant wait to be back with you all! SMOOOOOOOOCHES TO ALL MY REAL FAM AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!! LOVE YOU JLYNN

Thank You All
As most of ya know I havent been around for a few days since everyone in the family is sick. Im gonna be slowly catchin up just give me some time to do it cause im not sure how long Ill have to play on here each day. Ive caught this crap and now my son has too. Im so ready for summer so everyone will just be better! Thanks again for all the comments and messages and everything. Hope everyone is doin better then me! lol xoxo I dont even know where to begin.... WOW What a ride!! Thank you all so very much for spankin me so hard durin my HH. You should see the marks.. Im still feelin it! :P I have the best friends on fubar you guys all ROCK!! I have gotten so many new friends its gonna take me awhile to spank everyones page. If you think I missed ya send me a message or shout and ill swing by with my paddle and spank ya! See told ya I had a paddle! :P Spanks again so so very much!! Lots of licks and spanks! xoxo -cotton

Got To Luv It!!
u kno, i had to block this guy the other day. for whatever reason, i just felt i needed to. well, after tht, i guess he couldnt take the hint. he first sent me an email to yahoo. than tried to have me add him back to yahoo under another name. he than proceeded to have a "friend" on fubar send me , not one, but 2 emails here askin what was up. ok, no i didnt tell him i was going to block him. i dnt have to!! it is my choice! but, if i have blocked u, shouldnt tht be a sign to leave me the hell alone? so now, i am weary when i get friend's request on here. what if its him? oh well, guess if i turns out to be him, i would juat have to block again n again n again! DRAZ FOREV...: WANNA SEE MY COCK this was in my shoutbox this morning!! got to luv the wonderful guys who think their cock is sooooo much better than ones i have already seen! if i had wanted to see it, i would have asked to see it, right? i am thinking he needs reassuring tht it is worth looking at?? i dnt kno!!!

To All My Friends And Family
well just when i thought it couldn't get worse, even though I had registered nurses coming out everyday, taking my temp, cleaning the incision, and repacking it....with all of that supervision, I still got cellulitis, an infection in my blood. It was in my kidneys, my liver, my pancreas, my bladder and my bowels as well. I had a temp of 102.7 for 4 days, I just got out of the hospital friday. I was on 10,000 mg of antibiotics, percocet by mouth and dilauted by iv for the pain, the doctor said if I would not have come in by the next day I probably would have had to go to surgery again and be put in ICU,Im very sick and very sore, Im going to put some pics of the incision and stuff in my stash cause I cant upload pics for those who can stomach it. and YES I AM suing the surgeon. with all of those trained professionals taking care of me I cant see how this could have happened or how it coulod have gotten so bad without SOMEONE knowing and covering it up. Im sorry if it seems as though I a

Contests
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I graduated highschool in 1998 2. I have a car with several dents that are NOT my fault! 3. I was married for 8 years. 4. I love Hypnotiq! 5. I have 2 girls. 8 and almost 5. 6. I am easy to get along with till you piss me off! 7. I love every vegetable imaginable! 8. Im not really a bitch like everyone thinks I am! 9. I take 14 pics of myself to get 1 thats just right! 10. I have lived in TN all my life! 11. I live with my parents! 12. I want one man in my life to prove their not like every other guy out there! 13. I went to college! 14. I love reality tv shows! 15. I hate the way

How Cute
Kids Are Quick ____________________________________ TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America . MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! _______________

Archetecture
http://i316.photobucket.com/albums/mm340/Kristian1932/2425032768_71a1f80bcd.jpg Standing at the base of Kensico Dam with a total amt. of 30.6 billion gallons of water sitting on the other side of this wall... (115.8 million m³ for you europeans and canadians)..... kinda scary thinking about it.... this is part of NYC's water supply and only supplies NYC with 2% of its drinking water.... http://www.flickr.com/photos/kristian20/2425011638/in/set-72157604619297119/Outside NYC most "city's" had at most 8-12 floor buildings, as of now, 2 cities in westchester county now have at least 3 each skyscrapers passing the 30-50 floor mark... this is in New Rochelle, NY, one of 3 new buildings that tower over this growing city.... and ironically, built by my father's company... and to add, actually, all the new skyscrapers in westchester were dealt with by my father.... makes me smile a bit knowing someone in my family helped a city grow (the other 3 buildings he did are in White Plains, NY

Poems That I Wrote
My heart I give to her with faith and trust My soul mate life with her until my dieing day a must Afraid as we both are I know in my heart she feels the same As partners for life a team in a life thats no game We're taking our time making sure the right paths we're taking This time no mistakes a unbreakable bond and solid foundation we're making Love every night is what what we'll be shaken Next to her every morning is where I want to awaken As i go throught the empty feeling of missing her another day I sometimes think to myself what things would be like if they went another way Sometimes emptyness grows so strong i want to ball up and cry Knowing that she's coming homes is what gets my eyes dry For me it's her that makes life for me worth another try

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Pe

I Love This Video
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Rules For Talking To My Wife
Alot of you seem to want Kari. Just to let you know she loves me and I trust her 100% as she does me. So hear you go is your chance to find out. If maybe you are her type. Answer all questions send Chris a private message or leave a comment. 1. size? 2. how long can you last? 3. how long did it take you to find this? 4. What would your last girl you were with rate you 1 to 10? 5. DO you think Chris will say yes? 6. Are you respectful? 7. How many times can you cum in a setting? 8. Do you follow directions good? 9. How many times will she cum befor u? If you pass this test a 2nd will be sent to you. You are to speak to her like you would a lady, Because she is one! Do not use her or think of her as your sexual object/ toy Kari is very open and honest- PLEASE be the same Please treat her like you would expect someone to treat your mom/sis/daughter If she is full of drinks- you can send her a gift she loves those and it doesn't bother me

Favorite Quotes
Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... Don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables.. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio? A: Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc. Q:

Betrayal
Betrayal Monday, January 17, 2005 Betrayed the blood flows down my back My heart is crushed to powder black My soul is torn, now ever stained With bloodfilled tears the lies obtained I just want to hide away, To crawl into the darkest grave Never again to be found My soul to the night forever bound I can feel the pain within my chest The heart that beats beneath my breasts The vice is tightened ‘round my soul The torment, ever shall it grow? Love betrays, passions burn bright Consuming all within this night The black smoke shall reach the skies Rising from the flowing lies The fiery path tells of betrayal great My soul now crushed, my heart shall break The knife, it sinks within my back The blood now flowing, the night so black The light is gone from the day Now shall I never find my way? The night of torment approaching fast Where can I hide, to escape the wrath Of the hate, the rage that fills my soul How do I stop it, No more to grow? The

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

Getting To Know Eachother
Getting to Know Each Other If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 8:26am 2. How do you like your steak? Well Done 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Angels and Demons 4. What is your favorite TV show? CSI, Smallville, alot of others 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? ATL but I always wanted to travel so im not sure 6. What did you have for breakfast? A cok

Poems
"Walk a little slower please,"Said a child so small."I'm following in your footstepsAnd I don't want to fall.Sometimes your steps are very fast,Sometimes they're hard to see.So walk a little slower please,For you are leading me.Someday when I'm all grown up,You're what I want to be.Then I will have a little child,Who will want to follow me.And I would want to lead just right,And know that I was true.So walk a little slower please,For I must follow you."This one was on one of my daughter's projects they did in her daycare classroom. I thought it was pretty so I figured I'd share it with everyone. :)

Love
I love you with all of my heart I will never get over the feeling that I have so strongly for you I just keep thinking about how if I would ever lose you how I would spend the rest of my life trying to get you back And thinking about how my life will never be complete with out you in it You are my world You are my strength You are the reason that I get up ever morning You are the reason that I want to live You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me I just keep thinking of the mistakes that I have made in our relationship And how I would go back to take them all away I know that we will have our little fights and arguments Every argument that we have kills me inside But all that I can think of is’ In the end will we remain together? And I know that you will be there for me when I need you the most You sit there and say that I do not love you But you got it all wrong I love you more and more each day I love you more and more with every breath that I take and with eve

Bdsm: A Way Of Life.
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other personthat is there...thinking only of themselves.

Just Me
"I hear voices in my headThey council meThey understandThey talk to me, they talk to meThey tell me things that i will doThey tell me things i'll do to youThey talk to me, they talk to meAll the lawyers are defenselessAll the doctors are diseaseAnd the preachers all are sinnersAnd the police just take the greaseAll you judges you are guiltyAll the bosses I will fireAll you bankers will have lossesAnd politicians are all liarsI see darkness fallin'I hear voices callin'I feel justice crawlin'I see faith has fallen" "Soldier"

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Massachusetts Bbws- Lets Dance!
Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!! Hugs, ~Nadya~

Magic
Magic moments were had with you Your smile, your style Baby your kiss was true bliss Like a lovely soft wet silver dew You said my love, my heart Will stop if we part Darling i love only you Your love shine down on me, without you No more magic moments alone with you You walked along an avenue Men stop, men stare Yes dear i cared Because i only thought of you Our Magic moments always made me cry Love like ours will never die It burnt and burnt like a fire Just like a ring of fire Magic moments had by you and i There's magic when we hold hands When you slip your fingers into mine The memory always lingers Magic always does happen Within the feel of your palm There's magic when we stare at each other With no words spoken at all The fire always burns Magic always does happen When I'm lost, staring at you There's magic whenever we kiss When your lips feather mine I thirst for more of you Magic always does happen As my throat constricts There's

Pet Stories
Funny Videos A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a bitch on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!" Wedding Night ~ The wedding date was set and the groom's three pals -- a carp

A Kiss Is Not A Kiss...than What..?
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day. 6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 10 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 12 . Play with her hair. 13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her. 17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 18

Just Me
there are consequences to every action.. so how do we choose the right one to make?? what if everything we decided to do ended up with a positive result? could we even phathom that many people out there being happy?? is it possible to care about someone but in a way look for a way out... knowing that it would be the wrong choice and thats why u stay?? there are to many what ifs that makes life uncertian... why do we judge people by what kind of car they drive... or what their house looks like... or even what the look like.... i think it should be about who someone is... there are sexy ass guys that i wouldn't touch with a 10ft pole.... AND I CAN'T SAY THIS ENOUGH..... why do guys think its a turn on for us... to ask a complete stranger if they wanna see them naked.... i think its repulsive.... you might as well be the bug heading for the pretty blue light... ZAP! OH lol... i have to say this.. if you dont like what i write.. just dont read it... its my thoughts i've

Gifts!
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Blah Blah Blah
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourselfAt the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. I hate things like this...BUT this little "fuzzy bunny" added me to her list then shook her cute little ass at me as she hopped away. So now I have to. So here it goes. 1) I almost always have something camouflage on. 2) I have a really hard time falling asleep if I have any clothing on at all. 3) I get obsessed with anything new that I learn. I will practice until I can beat everyone I know. I will sit down with a puzzle or book and wont stop until it is finished. 4) I play/practice pool 6 days a week. 5) I live to make friends laugh and to insult/embarass morons. 6) I move

This Is My Life
Ok, so as many of you already know, I was recently an extra in a film being shot here in Providence called 27 Dresses, starring James Marsden of X-Men fame and Katherine Heigl (Grey's Anatomy). I had a bit of embarrasment over X-Men underwear mentioned in a previous blog (we'll get to more on that later, lol). So anyway, I was notified that they would be needing extras again for a Goth club scene and I was quick to respond that I would be available any time they needed me. As it turns out, I guess my extra status the first time got bumped up to featured extra since you saw me clearly in several shots. They told me I could only participate again if I could drastically change my appearance. I laughed to myself as I thought of that concept. ME? Drastically change my appearance, that's just sooooo unlike me. LOL. So I bleached my hair, had my hawk up, wore my contacts, put the piercings back in, did the goth makeup and went all out. Apparently it worked seeing as how Heat

A Pirate's Journal
6/18/07 I can still feel you here But even your presence says goodbye This ghost begins to disappear And I must live with the reason why Found everything I ever needed When it was already gone I am battered, broken and beaten I have nothing to rest my hope upon What have I done? I've lost my all The final act has begun I dont want to answer the curtain call I cannot stop these sorrows that resurrect I face them eye to eye every day Eternal torment is what I expect Everything is lost to me anyway So stab me again, drive another nail in Crucify my heart, please, so it will end Let the cold heartedness be who I am Because I know I'll never find love again Crucify my heart, I'm on my knees Please God, let it be Let its sacrific save me please Please God make this end for me 3/28/07 Passion pours out into this simple ink pen The only way I can express what I keep within I dont think Ive ever written a poem I can end I ju

Venting
Well I logged off the pc before she got home from work. Needless to say I did hide out in my daughters room in the sweltering heat. (We hit records today with 101) She hasn't mentioned anything else to me, but I have this really empty feeling if that makes sense. The way that I see it, if I do have to go stay at my moms until I go back to Germany can't be as bad as staying here feeling like I am in jail or being treated like a 2 year old. At least at my moms I would have my own room and peace and quiet. The only thing I would not like is having to give up the job I got because there is no bus out there. With all of this bullshit I am damned if I do and damned if I dont. For me being a usually "UP" and Cheery person, I am feeling really hollow right now. My only goal at this moment is to be back in Germany with Rudi and that is not possible till at least August 20th, and thats only because passport bullshit. I do need to snap out of this though, because I hate being in this mode =( Well

Everyday Life
Wow, I've been married for 1 whole year now... and I am fucking amazed at how quickly it went by, yet somehow I have so many fond memories with my amazing husband, many of which I didn't expect... Like my family coming over for Thanksgiving weekend and everything being fun and loving and supportive... The events we've worked towards this year have largely been successful, and next year will see us starting our own business with it... Our anniversary festivities have just barely begun, but I'm already in such a joyous mood that I just had to take the time to say how happy I am that we decided to make our lives together...

We Have To Remeber This Little Boy
HELP!!!! Do you remember February 1993 when a young boy of 3 Was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a Second. Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his Friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way Stopping every now and again to torture the poor Little boy who was Crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, Threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up His anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other Mutilations were Inflicted but not reported in the press. What these two boys did was So horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to Identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on railway tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did

Civil War
if hilary is elected i beleive (from past history)it will send the united states into a second civil war this time over the american citizens rights to defend themselves and their homes.The first civil war was over taken away slaves you try to take away the american peoples weapons and this is more important then slavery was they will fight back causing a civil disobedience problem that will require the government to send armed troops to stop (but wait the armed troops are over seas) so then we are left with beuracratic federal officers trying to go into all those peoples homes that registered for a concealed weapons license to remove their weapons.the american people especially southerners who make up over 75 % of the armed forces since befor vietnam wont give up their weapons without a fight (they will take my gun when they pry it from my cold dead hands)is a term used constantly.people are not willing to leave the rptoection of their loved ones in the hands of incompetant law e

Son
my son is sick and all he wants to drink is milk. the milk wont stay down. what can i do to get him to drink something other than milk and keep it down?? i am worried about my son. christian just crawled into his bouncy seat, sat up, and clapped his hands smiling... aint that the cutest thing you ever heard a proud parent say about their youngin? lol... well im outta here... going to go shoot some ducks.. lol

Something I Wrote Years Ago.
Prison When there is a love that just can’t be The love is a prison of which you can’t break free My love for you could reach the stars But still I’d find these prisons bars The sentence I serve is always hard Because you are the one from which I’ve been barred I hide my feelings god know where But the pain in my heart is always there Made for each other is what we are But we’re never together always so far The Sentence When there is a love that should never have been The love is pain again and again My love for you reached the stars But now I’ve found those prisons bars The sentence I’m serving God its hell But for you all is well All you wanted is to be free And I get this hell that you’ve left for me

2008
Tips for the ladies in year 2013 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every colour. 3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila. 4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls! 5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it. 7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just my personality. 8. I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here. 9. Lead me not into temptation, I can find it myself. 10. Don't get your knickers in a knot, it solves nothing; and makes you walk funny. 11. When life gives you lemons in 2013 - turn it into lemonade then mix it with vodka. 12. Remember every good looking; sweet, single male is someone else's ex-boyfriend! Now smile and send to any girl wasting time at work, suffering from a hangover, or just su

Pieces Of Me
You sit there my prince waiting and longing to be seen Silent in shadows you lurk longing for arms to hold you close as they once did. I hear you breathe a small sigh parts your lips as you become impatient in your waiting. My blood begins to quicken as you step ever closer near Pressing your lips to my ear whispering to me... to be with you. Your hand graces mine and no one notices You walk back across the room, your eyes never losing its gaze upon me. Knowing surely that my will can never be stronger than yours. So sure of yourself you smile slightly licking your lips to increase the intensity of the flames gathering inside my veins. Deepening your gaze and holding my eyes captive to your will. Everyone is gone now... no one is here in this place No one but you and I as it should be I feel you behind me, I feel your eyes surveying the contours of my body Deciding which to ravage first. I turn to find you but nothing is there Only darkness awaits You to

The Pregnant Life
Well with pregnancy comes nausea. Oh it's just wonderful I tell ya. All day everyday I am nauseous. Some foods have been nice to me. But here is my list of foods that haven't been so nice to me lately... Cheese Pizza Spaghetti O's Broccoli Cheddar Rice I'm sure there will plenty of updates to this to come.

Complete
"I'd Come For You" Just One more moment, that's all that's needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now Everyday I spend away my souls inside out Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow. By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing My mind was closing, now I'm believing I finally know what just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that no one does or ever will So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now this I vow By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but

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Blast Draft
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New Poem
have you ever wanted to know what is to be Wanted the sight so then you could see wanted to know just what's in store wished you knew if there was more wanted to know why your love isn't returned why it was that you were burned wanted to know if he really loved you true wanted to know if there was anything u could do wanted to know if you'd get him back wanted to know just what it was you lack wanted to know if your love was real or if it was no big deal

Random Tid Bits Of Information
Enjoy a concert in the park - Spring and summer begin free things to do in the park season. Concerts and movies are just the beginning. Go camping - Still one of the cheapest vacations one can take, especially through the US National Parks system. Go for a hike in the woods. Go for a swim - Many lakes and oceans are free for swimmers, others require a small fee. It’s still a good, affordable way to spend a day. Better yet, find yourself a good, old fashioned swimming hole. Go fishing. Have a picnic. Take the kids to the park. Visit a museum -There are lots of free museums and many others take a donation. Work on an arts and craft projects Play board games. Dig for fossils or gems. Find out where to dig in your area. Build sandcastles Have a barbecue. Run through your garden sprinkler. Play a pickup basketball or volleyball game in the park. Visit the library. Take out books, movies, music or take advantage of some of their great programs. Take a free o

Don't You Dare Throw It Out!
Tip #1 Turn those large coffee cans into flower planters. Punch a few holes in the bottom to allow for drainage, decorate the outside(if you like), and fill 'em full of plants! Tip #2 If there's a smoke in your family (or if you ever have a visitor who smokes), use old cans as ashtrays. Fill the can with some sand, add a little baking soda (to absorb odors)and place in your car or out on your deck or patio where they'll be handy. Tip #3 Find an old bread recipe and bake it in a large coffee can--the loaf will take on a wonderful mushroom shape! Tip #4 Save the plastic lid that comes with coffee cans and reuse the can to store your flour and sugar in. Tip #5 Decorate the outside of a clean, empty soup can and use it as a pen and pencil holder on your desk. Tip #6 Tote those old cans out to the garage or workshop and use them to store your paint brushes. Tip #7 In a pinch, you can use a clean and dry tuna can as a biscuit or cookie cutter. Cut off the lid and the

09/22 One Rate Please??
Hi everyone Ive been offline a bit due to recent move. Im back now and thought id start up with an easy contest and cause Steph rocks If you have a second please stop by and leave just one rate on this picture if you could and a few comments For me and to help out steph with some points Thanks Steph for giving us fun stuff to do!!! Here's the link Just one rate and a few comments Thank you all so much I love you guys HOPIGALERIN

I Dont Wanna Runaway
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this **much** is true We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you

Trenabobena
I really want to do a "blast", and I tried yesterday but it didn't work!!!! Im getting frustrated here, what do I do? How do I make it work for me? Someone MUST know how!!! Come on give a girl a break! PLEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I am so new to this!!! It's like no other bar Ive ever been into! Normally I walk in and it's fairly self explanatory.NOT HERE!!! If anyone..I MEAN ANYONE can help me out...please do!!!!!!!!!!! I added a "blast" but I dont even know what the hell that is!!!! Is it a good thing??????? Come on, you pro's know WTF is going on...help a lady out!!!!!!!!!!!

Good Feeling
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabam

The Pentacle
A pentacle (or pantacle in Thelema[1]) is an amulet used in magical evocation, generally made of parchment, paper or metal (although it can be of other materials), on which the symbol of a spirit or energy being evoked is drawn. It is often worn around the neck, or placed within the triangle of evocation. Protective symbols may also be included (sometimes on the reverse), a common one being the five-point form of the Seal of Solomon, called a pentacle of Solomon or pentangle of Solomon.[2] Many varieties of pentacle can be found in the grimoires of Solomonic magic; they are also used in some neopagan magical traditions, such as Wicca, alongside other magical tools. The relationship between the words pentacle and pentagram (a five-point unicursal star) is unclear. The Oxford English Dictionary (Second Edition) treats the two as apparently synonymous, but notes that the actual history of pentacle is obscure. In an extended use, many magical authors treat them as distinct. In many taro

Dildo Tester
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. college dropout 2. ive killed 3. i love new socks 4. spaghetti is the shiyuuut 5. ive visited 13 countries before the age of 22 6. only owned huskies as dogs 7. i can roll a joint with one hand 8. only been playin drums for about 3 years 9. i dont snore 10. i have a.d.d. if im not high.... heh

Guess
Spanish Words of the Day: 1. *Cheese* The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a sentence. Pepito replies: Maria likes me, but cheese fat. 2. *Mushroom* When all my family get in the car, there ' s not mushroom. 3. *Shoulder* My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn ' t know how to read so I shoulder. 4. * Texas * My fren always Texas me when I ' m not home wondering where I ' m at! 5. *Herpes* Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and she got herpes. 6. *July* Ju told me ju we're going to tha store and July to me! Julyer! 7. *Rectum* I had 2 cars but my wife rectum! 8. *Chicken* I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go herself. 9. *Wheelchair* We only have one enchilada left, but don' t worry wheelchair 10. *Chicken* *wing* My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing. 11. *Harassment* My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her honey harassment nothing to me. 12. *Bishop* My wife

Omg The Stupidity!
I was reading the Sunday paper and I see that two people were arrested after having 26 pounds of pot mailed to their home. Do they come much dumber than this? Seriously... oh, and I feel kinda blah today, boobs would greatly improve my mood.

Give This Guy A Piece Of Your Mind
there is a group calling themselves the trueraters acting like they are so kool rating people on how they look, this is what fubar is not about and disgusts me to no end. they decided to go to a very good friend of mines page and rate her a 2 and then decided to leave her very disrespectful comments and messages. plz show your support and showing these people that fubar is a place for all to get along and not judge us on our looks and appearances. here is a link to one of the people who showed my friend the disrespect she didn't deserve and you will be able to find all of his other little friends thru him as well. rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar i want him ripped to shreds ny any means necessary and plz out of respect give him and his friends a piece of your mind. P.s. this is what its states what a truerater is on his page -=[TruRaters]=- We are a group that likes to rate and rank people right where they should be in our opinions. We are sick of the large mass of naiv

My Wife
I am writing this to anyone that reads this,tifanie my wife is an amazing woman she is not only beautiful but if ya take the time to get to know her you will notice that shes a funny,outgoing and a sweetheart.she has a great sense of humor a woman who is just a down to earth

~he Means The World 2 Me~
The first time I saw him, my heart turned on fire. My body was filled, with lust and desire. His eyes pierced my soul, I fell to the ground. In my mind I knew, that my love was bound. His eyes was so sparkling, his touch so divine. From that moment on I wished he was mine. When I’m all alone, out in the night. He comes along, and finds the light. When I am sad, and life’s no fun. He will be there to be my sun. In every moment, of my life. I always wish, he was my husband. After this is said, you maybe know. That this special man, is my true love. Written by: M David

Against Abuse
i hate all kinds of abuse but mostly child abuse and weman abuse. i cant stand it, and i dont see why someone would want to put up with it or not do any thing to stop it. that is why i have made a lounge for all kinds of abuse and we are will to help thos who need it and want it, and we are trying to make our number grater so we can help more people around the word, and i mean help by wther being there for someone to talk to or be able to find a way to help them get away from the person that is abusing them. if you want to help use try to put a stop to this come join us so our numbers can grow and we can help more people, i have already helped 9 people and i have friends that have helped people to, so come join us in Against_Abuse http://fubar.com/lounge/77054

Join Me Here
Well hey, check out this site, I am on this one more than any and this site is alot funner http://www.cybersocieties.com/index.cfm?fractal=bsw&ReferrerID=9845 My ex boyfriend will be home on a specific date in November, We have been corresponding quite a bit lately and deciding on getting back together. He helped raise my daughter and loves her dearly. I am so confused because he wants me back, I want him back, but I feel like there is sometihng missing, maybe some piece that was lost over time, I am not a quitter and i dont want to lose anything we have to rekindle. I guess one more chance is worth telling if this can ever be fixed or not. he is like a ring of fire for me, sooo hot he is! I have not been with anyone since last october and he was the last one..................SO.......needless to say, I need some time with him, so I may not be on much lmfao in the first week of November.....Ok, enough said........I am going to finish getting my costume stuff all organized. I am goin

Hmmm
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type? Jennelle Location of Death: Sterling, VA Date of Death: 12/12/2038 1:05:15 PM Last Person Called: Raymon Last Number Dialed: (815) 213-584* Autoposy Performed: Yes Date of Autoposy: 12/12/2038 5:05:15 PM

Music
Good grief I actually know people like this. Enjoy, Hugs Kat Dearest Son, I'm writing this slow because I know you can' t read Fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents Happen within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I Won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house Numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to Change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing Machine. I'm not sure about it. I put a load of Clothes in and pulled the chain. We haven't seen them Since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last Week; the first time for three days and the second Time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send; your Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to send in the Mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put Them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterd

Change
I've been thinking of changing my primary pic. Tony the Tiger seems to be getting old. I tried "Mikey" from The Life Cereal commercial from years ago. That didn't seem like a good one to me. Now I'm thinking of going back to my morph pic. What do you think I should do?

San Diego/mexico Trip
Before you open me Make sure this is truly something you want to do Right now all you have is an outside view Are you ready to explore what lies within? Think about this for a while before you begin What you’re about to experience is very precious Some would say priceless I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old Some would say ageless Few have scratched the surface And many failed to grasp its meaning Of a life that has taken me Far beyond simple dreaming. Are you prepared to dive Into the black sea of my soul? Can you abandon all your fears And all that you’ve been told? Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I think you like danger At least that’s my prediction Learn what makes me smile And what touches my heart Learn why it is I relish the dark Hear the laughing demons Tuck me in at night Feel the lustful passions Lurking behind my blackened sight Open me Touch my pages Be careful I can be quite contagious Smell the sc

Cute Funnies
LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE. FORWARD ONTO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS...INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON. January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

Fans
I AM A FAN OF AROUND 354 PEOPLE AND ONLY 123 PEOPLE ARE MY FANS. I THOUGHT THAT WAS STRANGE. LOL NO BIG DEAL WAS JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE AND BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE. TY FOR THE PIC RATINGS ALSO.

Politics
screaming crying twisting turning slowly dying passions burning fall to my knees on the cold ground as my soul bleeds my voice has no sound tear off my wings wounds start to seep pain starts to sting my heart starts to weep in a world full of lies i am searching for truth forgetting the cries of my innocent youth as i search for release your eyes shine bright and i finally find peace as your arms hold me tight Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton: I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my "Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick. Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows mor

To All My Friends!!
Im posting this from Irish Princess.. But Silver beyond deserves to win this and everyone and anyone that knows him knows he does. Silver bombed my contest from the beginning of the month to the end faithfully. I know he has helped many people and has never asked for anything in return. So please go bomb him. Thank you!!! OKAY EVERYONE I HAVE A HUGE FAVOR TO ASK!!! I NOMINATED MY FRIEND SILVEROAK FOR THE MOST DEPENDABLE FRIEND CONTEST. HE IS ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE TO HELP IN CONTEST BOMBING AND STICKS IT OUT TILL THE BITTER END THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW HIM, KNOW THIS. TIME TO GIVE BACK SOME AND SHOW HIM THAT WE APPREICATE IT. SO GET IN THERE AND DROP HIM SOME COMMENTS PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW HIM HE IS AN AWESOME GUY PLEASE GO SHOW SOME SUPPORT. JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC BELOW TO GO TO THE CONTEST. THANKS GUYS. HUGS AND LOVES MISSY (IRISH PRINCESS)

My Name It Is What It Is
SOME PEOPLE SAY IM A LIL BOY PLAYINY A BIG MANS GAME BUT KNOW IM NOT A LIL BOY LIKE A SIRTIN SAME BODY WHO SED I AM A LIL BOY PLAYING A BIG MANS GAME NOW WE ALL KNOW THAT IM NOT A LIL BOY AND GO AROUND & ASK PEOPLE TO SEE IF IM A LIL BOY LIKE U SAY IM AM OK AND WOULD INJOY THIS GOING AROUND PEOPLE WE KNOW LETS HAVE SOME FUN WWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO come into my light tell me what the fuck , we going to do right now i'm gunna let you in on a lil secret werther your gunna fuckin live or die to night .so what the fuck yourgoing to do right now or you gunna take a chance and step back in my Light .when you cross in to my light there is no where to run no where to hide so stay in my light so i can see you die it's me agin it's me agin comeing to take over your life one more time mother fucker.

My New Abode
Hello I am finally free and going to live in this country house, well a bit of it anway, in the New Forest amongst wild horses, pigs, donkeys and cows...I will feel at home. If you ask me nicely, then you can come and stay. Gray xxxx