Heather's blog: "messed up"

i am thinking i might just leave for a while. just does not seem like much fun here any more. just lost it sparkle for me. give me some good reasons to stay

i am so frustrated i cant see straight... when you like or want something so bad and you never can get your hands on it. tell me why this is... my last few months have been hell my family is broken up my kids are with my parents and i am in a shelter cant live with them... but the things is no matter how hard i try with everything it back fires. i just dont get it.. plz help