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I can't believe how there are so many people caught up on being re assured on just how they appear to others seeking approval by taking on so many friends just for points rates bling how sad ! Theres people with friends in the thousands ,friends? I don't think these people know the meaning of the word Friends a friend is someone you share a part of your life with simple things like wow i'm feelin bad or great today or I sure could use someone to talk to rite now!
I'd like to challenge those with so many friends to try and visit each one and say hello to each one ! I don't think you can do it and I also think your just using people to gain only for yourself. How much more insecure do you need to be before you realize that your not a friend your a sad example of the word! Don't include me in your game because I'm not here to make you feel better about yourself by rating you everydayhelping your self esteem. And for those with whom I chat with or message who think that because I may write I'd like to meet you that I'm going to be on an airplane in a few hours to meet a complete stranger wow you couldn't be more wrong!
I have very few friends and not because thats all I can get as a matter of fact I just cut 50 in the last 2 weeks. Why because you tried to use me to help your agenda your need to feel good about yourself ! It's so sad you ladies are just so vien and some of you make me sick. Please stay the F*** away from me do me that favor. The friends I have I treasure and I hear from them all the time. I am still cutting frinds lol friends thats funny I mean those women who used me to get rates and points It's only a matter of time before your gone and I don't have to have my page cluttered with useless people whos only reason for being here is to make themself feel better bye getting guys to tell them how cute they are ! lmao If your that bad off inside seek some help don't waste other peoples time and feelings to make yourself feel good !
SAD SAD SAD !
Life sometimes shows you a glimps into your past the things you always wanted your dreams ! One day you a young man or women and before you know it half your life is over! What became of your dreams did you fullfill what you planned to be? Sometimes in the coarse of life we make decisions that alter our lives forever the things we had once thought to be in our reach disappear.
So what can we do about it ? I don't think anything in the past can be changed. The friends we chose the people we dated even those that we loved and married only to find that is was a horrible mistake. When I was a child and like in any school the teacher ask's "WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GROW UP" did any of us say I wanna be a drug addict or part of a gang go to prison be a menace to the world? I know I did't but I ended up doing just that.
Am I proud of the things I have done NO can I change them NO am I different now then I was then YES ! I changed those things that destroyed me. I am a much better man than I was I have endured the hardest of the hard. I'm not proud of who I was but I wouldn't change a thing for I am stronger I am more respectfull of people I am a good person! I am what is known as a nomad Rider I wear my tag with pride and will forever! But the difference is I'm not a gangster anymore ! I won't put someones life in harms way!
When I had my son and my x wife left us when he was 4 I had to grow up I was responcible for the life of a child I had to sacrifice my lifes pleasures for him and I'm proud to say that I did it without a second thought! Now he's 17 and I'm much older now . The chance of me getting the chance to find love is rare and possibly out of my reach what can I do about that nothing. Does it bother me YES I like and living loving person would like to share my fiinal years enjoying the love and comfort of a love. Life is life now I deal with it I make many mistakes this also is life !
So even though I have led a pretty scattered life I know now that one thing is certain I have lived and I will die the choices I have made are done and gone it's what I choose to do today that makes me the person I'll be untill I'm dead !
LIFE IS LIFE DEAL WITH IT !
RON
Sometimes life deals you 4 aces and other time you get nothing ! Life is a chance and you can only play he cards your dealt. You can try to bluff maybe you'll pull it off and win maybe someone will call you on your bluff then you can feel the sting of humiliation that it brings !
Decisions in life are sometimes easy and sometimes so hard you can't make a choice knowing that either way the outcome is going to be one that causes somekind of pain! All a person can do is to choose what they feel is the best of the 2 eveils and hope that the outcome isn't the worst ! Life is so short When your number is up it happens in a second and theres no changing it.
My only suggestion that helps me in these times is to just hang on to the sweet memories and keep them always at the top this way happiness is first in your mind !
Who know 5 minute from now my life could go poof and no onw will ever know it so live for the moment ,be humble never to proud to addmitt your mistakes and always tell the people you llove that you love them as often as possible !
RON
