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Kimy La bella Italiana's blog: "(((SIGHS)))"

created on 01/28/2007  |  http://fubar.com/sighs/b49609

Damn

Yea OK this is really getting to me tonight....... Could I acctually hack it in art school...... Could I really have Juliard........ OMG WTF I just dont know any more.

Thinking way to much

Maybe I am getting to that point where I want a guy permanantly in my life.... Some one who appreciates the same things I do........... Music, Dance, just the simple things....... Maybe Im just finally ready to stop being perverably single...... Stop just SEEING guys and acctualy date 1!!!!!!!!!! I dunno maybe I should just goto bed.......

My dream.......................

Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance.......... I can move........ and when I do I feel good............ for those of U that know me U know Im a Political Science major in school and a dance minor.............. Heres my problem........... Even though I love my Law, Politics, Government classes.......... My dance classes are what drive me........ Ive had thoughts of what if........... What if I applied to Juliard....... Could I really have that dance career Ive wanted since I was 5.......... I mean dancers are those tiny chicks.......... Is there room for me in the dance world............ I dunno............. I guess its just a dream........ Ciao

Just a poem

It's real late 'bout a quarter to 1, and I keep thinking 'bout everything we've become. And I hate it, I thought together, we could make it. I just can't take this, but I don't think I could forget 'bout it. I see your pictures, and read all the letters I've sent. You have me thinking, maybe we're more than just friends. Am I foolish? Am I just being stupid? For thinking there could ever be just you and I. This is how I think, after all the time that we've spent, And I see it in my mind, playing over and over again. And I know it's sad but for now, It's got me breaking down, and I just can't figure out why. I have visions in my mind, of the day we first met. You helped me through things, and I'll never forget. How you could take me to a place, where I knew I felt safe. You had my head up in the clouds, made me feel like I was floating. Some days you act like you think I'm playing, when you now its the truth. Like when I say no one else can do it, quite like you do. All your "kisses", and your lovin', for me there's no one better than you. Nothing better than us. I guess because of me it's over. But you and I both know, its not that easy to let go, of everything. And start all over again. You know, I blame myself 'cuz I blew it. I will never forget how you do it. You might not believe it, but you and me, we can figure this out, somehow. You know baby, I wish that you could hold me, when I'm lonely. But I know when I need someone to talk to, you will call me. Just like everything you've always told me. No promises, just all our memories, that will never fade away. I'll always remember, what you always say….. I love you!

After a year

What R we doing??? Over a year and still we dance around eachother... Not saying how we feel... But yet being here for eachother regaurdless... I guess its never been the right time for us... But I have a question... If we had 12 hours with eachother... Face to face... Would it be worth it??? Knowing that once its over we have to go back to the way we were??? You know weve never fully given up on eachother... Weve always been the best of friends... Weve always had the others back, been understanding, forgiving... We're all living on barrowed time... If you dont put your heart and soul into everything you do... Then your never truly living... Ive put that into you and I will never stop... NO MORE DANCING! I love you I always have and I always will... Nothing can ever change that!
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