Fubar Blogs 3

What Hurts The Most
On Sept. 17th, I recieved a phone call while driving home that my Daughter's dad was found dead in his home after never showing up for work that morning. I fell to pieces and could'nt believe my ears, my 1st thought was how was I going to tell my 7 yr.old daughter that her father was dead. Then the thought of how am I gonna raise her alone came to mind knowing that she loved her daddy and this news would crush her. The time finally came for me to tell her when she got home from school, there was no way around it. One look at me and she knew somethin was terribly wrong and wanted to know right away! I told her the best way I could possibly find and as suspected she busted out crying hysterically. To this day she still talks about him as if he is still here and does'nt show much sorrow, almost as if it still has'nt sunk in yet. I on the other hand have sleepless nights and still have days where all I can do is cry. He was a great father and deffinately a one of a kind person and I wil

Alan's Poetry
Is there enough words to tell you how sorry I am, Or how I really do feel? Is this poem enough for you to understand... I've sought inspiration for so long to write to you. Only things is, I'm afraid I've made a mistake, I don't know that you'll ever forgive for. One after another, distractions hit me over and over, Why do I bother, you're everything I've ever sought? The happiness I've wanted, the feeling... Just to know you want to be there next to me. I feel like a failure to myself, I'm so afraid I'll be the same to you. If I did what was right, What I know belongs in my heart... Would you truly want to take my hand? I've waited so long to admit, but I know that's what I want. I'm afraid you'll never accept me for what I am. So here I go... you know how I've felt, How I feel, and you know it's true. I kneel down, watching your expression change... I'm almost expecting tears for what this looks to be, I can't afford much right now, but it's what's inside

Does Any One Still Have A Clue
This was sent to me as an e-mail and thought it went along quite nicely with what I post yesterday for my blog. This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinera ting all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll

Random Thoughts
Have you ever been connected to one paticular person but yet are so far away that you can't seem to set foot in reality. i'm in that situation. i'm so connected to a person that whenever we talk i'm so drawn to her but most of the time i don't really have her full attention and it really hurts. me and her know we have a connection but it gets difficult more and more cause for each time we get closer, her attention is drawn elsewhere. i really do hope we can overcome that but sometimes i wonder if it's possible cause it happens sometimes when we are in close conversation or spending time together Have you ever been told something that leaves you in a state of denial and anger? have you ever lost someone just to see whisps of them here and there? i have and i'm not liking it. once again i'm facing loosing a person i've grown to get to know and it's painful to see it happening. all the warning signs are there for they've already moved on to other segments. i don't see the whole person

Im Back Not
check it on on you tube videos under entertainment ok been on vacation now back to work hope all are well me and my wound is a ok laters ok im in jville fla be home by friday maybe lol cant wait get to unpack in the new place and will have 5 days to relax befor i head out again woot woot

Fu Marriages
I WANT A COOL MORPH OR JUST SOME COOL GRAPHIC MADE FROM MY PIC. RIP ANY PIC OF ME, MAKE ME LOOK EVEN SEXIER OR COOLER(IF THAT'S POSSIBLE) IF I LIKE IT, I'LL GIVE YOU SOME FU CASH.IT'S A CONTEST. TOP TWO WIN. HAVE FUN WITH THIS. what are they all about? how do i get a fu wife? i have a girlfriend now. sorry ladies.

Life
i have met some amazing people on this site. i have become frineds with alot of people from all over. there are a few (they know who they are) that are very special. i will always be there for them no matter what. i am always true to my friends i hold dear and i will never leave them when they need me. and i know they will be there when i need them. i am a shoulder to cry on, a joke to make you laugh, and a cheerfull coment to make you smile, and a friend when you just need a friend. i am never far away and im always going to be there when you need me. i know people dont think it is my fault. i know in mind that i am part of it. i am causing confusion im someones mind. i know they say im not but i know i am. its hard to explian why or how. i have been down this road before and know the feeling i get from it. i wish i knew how to stop them or make them better. but i can only say that i am sorry if i seem to be making things harder.. im sorry.

Auction
1. NO DRAMA!!! 2. The auction will start on Monday the 10th, or when I get 10 entrants and run for 1 week. 3. Bidding will start at 50,000 fubucks. 4. Cash bids (VIP, blasts, etc.) will outweigh any fubucks bid. 5. Instead of an entry fee, you must rate all my pics, before you will be added to the auction. FOR THE AUCTIONED: Send me a message with what you will do for the person that wins you, and specify if it will be sfw or nsfw. Im holding an auction, hopefully starting monday next week. im looking for at least 10 entrants, if youre interested or have any questions, mail me

Why You Dont Like Me
i am look for some to buy me. I 51 with lot miles been over the hill and back but kicking love women but can not do what i could do with then because I do not have any. I have been away from all of you for some times now. Will I am back andwould like to get to know all of you again. for I do not have many friends will let me stop play I do not have any friends. and I just get this new computer so let's put it to work. I sit here in my house all alone and no one will talk to me so what am i. will I am just a man with feels. and I do hurt with all the friends I have none of them will write me back. I am not trying to get in to any thing just want some friends to talk to some times, so onep up your hearts and see how i feel. yes I do have a lot of ladys on my page but I do not know them and I am not going to lie to you I do like to be with a lady.

Work
This song is dedicated to anyone that has a boss that they absolutely do not like and would like to knock the sh*t out of him/her. This one's for you. Enjoy. Deck the walls with gasoline fa la la la la la la la la. Strike a match and watch it gleam fa la la la la la la la la. Watch the Walmart burn to ashes fa la la la la la la la la. Aren't you glad you played with matches fa la la la la la la la la. At some point in our lives, we have all encountered a woman like the one below and wanted to respond. Way to go Wal-Mart Greeter WAL-MART GREETER......... A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance.... The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly ’Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins? ’The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, ’Heck no they ain’t twins....’’The oldest one’s 9 and the other one’s

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The Flintstones Train
YABBA DABBA DOO!! Let's take a ride to Bedrock! 1.Please rate the Flintstones Folder and leave a comment on the last pic. Start with this picture. 2.Rate/fan/add everyone on the list. If you are already friends with someone..check to see if you can re-rate them and send them a comment "Luv from Bedrock" 3.When new people join the train,DO NOT just accepted the friend request. You must rate/fan/add/comment back. 4.No cheating!If you do not do as you are asked you will be removed from the train. 5.Private message me after you have finished. I will add you,and send you this Thank you tag. Let's see who's going to Bedrock! Your Hostess... 1.~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~@ fubar 2.~Rebelicious DixieAngel~ Greeter @ Good Ol' Boys and Gals~ Head Enforcer @ Lucious Desire@ fubar 3.◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ PROMOTER AND HEAD GREETER FOR CLUB MIXTURE ◊@ fubar 4.¤Ṡτзνєņŝ_Åиǥ

A Fubar Theif
DEE75 HAS ROBBED ME OF 45K IN FUBUCKS THAT I GAVE HER FOR 100 11'S. SHE HAS NEVER RATED MY PICS AND SAID SHE HAS NO PLANS TO AND WONT GIVE MONEY BACK TO ME CUZ SHE SAID SHE GAVE IT TO SOMEONE FOR A SPOTLIGHT, SO I WARN ALL IN THE FUNATION TO NOT GIVE MONEY TO HER SHES A THEIF AND A FUSNAKE. IF YOU DEAL WITH HER ITS AT UR OWN RISK. AND SHE WONDERS WHY IVE BITCHED HER OUT.

She's An Oracle To Be - Why Not Come And See
Bring Your Bling…... Cause here’s the Thing…. She’s Got it Goin’ On …... Whom Over Everyone will Fawn…... With Her Auto 11s On... ONLY 700K TO GO .... She’s a Philly Girl…... And She’s Got that Special Swirl…... So Let’s Make Anna a Oracle.…. TODAY !!!!!

Jokes
The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian who had only one testicle and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, 'Good morning, Onestone.' He jumped up, g rabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until A woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away. Yellow Bird , who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hu

Come Give Me Some Love!!
Hot! Myspace Comments GET ME STARTED OFF GOOD NEED ALL MY FRIENDS TO GIVE ME SOME HELP. I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. REALLY WANT TO TRY AND WIN THIS ONE. JUST CLICK MY PICTURE AND COME RATE MY PICTURE AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS FOR ME. I SO, SO, SO APPRECIATE IT. HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Hot! Myspace Comments

Fubar Pointwise
Could anybody help me thank her (that is how you spell thank, isn't it?) (auto 11s on..come do me hard!) I've seem some pretty repugnant things, and I can respect where a lot of people are coming from, but GeeZ O'Pete, I just saw a blast I can't believe. Somebody turn my head around, but it's my understanding this isn't supposed to be a 'dating site.' I dunno, I couldn't tell you how often I'm wrong, but this struck me. This guy http://fubar.com/user/102511 just had a blast and it says what? Ladies and no men? Tell me what that means. I'm not out to hurt anybody, but I want to understand. If that were my option, I'm not sure I'd want to take it. I figure if you want a date, go to a dating site, no? Am I wrong? I don't say "No gays, please." or "No Lesbians, please" or "no bi's yada, yada, yada." I figure it's a social site and I'm not going to slam the door in anyone's face. Maybe I'm cr

Fu-whores
So i have been here on Fubar for 3 years now, and I have seen alot. NSFW pics for friends and family...selling credits for fubucks..selling NSFW pictures for bling credits. But now its a new low..I have seen it...selling NSFW pictures for fubucks. and not even stopping at pictures...NSFW Videos... I came across a member who had videos that was posted and was selling for 5 mil fubucks each. Really?? Dont you have more respect for your self than that. Selling your self for fake money on a social network site??? Here are a few videos that was being sold by the member for 5 mil a piece... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vcl8wd_x-m8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9E9sbHBUEY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYcmihyOud0

Her Sleeping Form
A soft, diffused light illuminated her torsoHer breathing was regular and relaxedHer sleeping, supine form such a contrastAs I recalled her twisted, loud yells of before To her that I adoreBoth now and before She draws my soul forth, to embrace her wantonnessYou see i need what she exudesBeyond sexual passion,rather her intense grip of my essence To her that I adoreBoth now and before I love her while asleepas my aura envelopes herMy heart burns when she touches meFor i know her haunted secrets To her that I adoreBoth now and before How is it that i sense her from afar?Her dirty mind knows me and acceptsAll that i embrace without fearFor you see she trusts me To her that I adoreBoth now and before

Poems By Robin
You are the one I want to love, The person God sent from above. You came to me when I was down, Now I'm wondering if you still want me around. These feelings I have are so strong, Please tell me if I'm wrong. Do you want me? Please make me see... I want this to last, I want this to be. How can I find the words to make you see, I want to love you and I want you to love me. You are my everything, my morning, noon and night, The thought of you makes my face all bright. I lie awake at night and think, Your touch, your kiss makes my heart sink. I want you more and more every day, I want you more and more in every way. You bring the best out of me, That everyone around can see. You make me a person I want to be. I wish you could know, I wish you could see, How much you mean to me. I want to love you, And hope you want to love me, too. all over again Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Th

What Tai Is Doing Now!
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T.'s Blog
What's next?! Doesn't this make you wonder?! Holy.. holy.. umm yea.. I'm disgusted. T. **misspellings are intentional on my part** ========== "A Sydney church has called on people to pray for the world's most wanted terrorist - declaring "Jesus loves 0s@ma". Church spokeswoman Hy Lam said: "0s@ma is the head of terrorism. We are saying that Jesus Christ loves everyone in the world, even this man. The billboard also includes a quote from the Book of Matthew: "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Source: http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,21151564-2,00.html ====================================================================== Archbishop doesn't APPROVE: "Jesus does indeed love 0s@ma b!n Laden, but a controversial Sydney church sign saying so is misleading, says Anglican Archbishop Peter Jensen. The sign "Jesus Loves 0s@ma" outside a number of local churches, including some Anglican, also features a Bible extract saying, "love yo

Common Sense
im not going to stress over you anymore it isnt worth it i tried to work something out but you just ignore it im not trying to say i dont want you because i definitely do all im saying is im done chasing after you There are more collect calls on father's Day than any other day of the year. There is now an ATM at McMurdo Station in Antarctica, which has a winter population of 200. The estimated value of services provided by the global ecosystem (water, food, materials etc.) runs between $16 and $54 trillion per year. Japanese lead the world in vending machines, selling $100 Armani ties, $30 bottles of whiskey, and $5 glasses of beer, right next to soft drink machines. It is possible because of low vandalism and petty theft. In 1995, Toys R Us sold more than $9 billion of goods in the U.S. alone. The average one-dollar bill wears out in less than two years. A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! The 3 most

Old Coots
Last Sunday my wifes mother came down from Oshkosh for my grandsons baptism. On her way home she was killed in an accident not far from home, to say my family was devastated would be an understatement. Well The logistics of grief were taken care of. hotel rooms booked, family rounded up, funeral prepared. Then after arriving I got sick and ended up spending the day of the funeral in the hotel room while my family went to the funeral. My wife understands but I still feel like a jerk. Why am I ranting on fubar? I guess just to release some of the guilt :-/ Im weird that way. Coot If life has stolen your sense of wonderment and innocence, You had better go out and chase a butterfly or something, That sense of amazement and wonder that you had in childhood was the only thing in life worth having in the first place. If you have lost it then your have lost your soul. better fight to get it back Written By: Kenny Loggins Copyright © 1969, 1994 MCA Music Publishing, A Divisi

Good Advice!
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone! 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. No one is listening until you fart. 6. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 7. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 8. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 9. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 10. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 11. Give a man a fish and he w

Ramblings.. Poetry.. Stuff I Attempt To Write.. Lol
I have a dog tag that stays on my keyring that says this: "TO GRAVES REGISTRATION... AS YOU BAG ME UP KISS MY COLD DEAD ASS." ROFLMFAO As I lay here in deep thought My mind wonders to your enchanting smile I long to hold you , heart to heart for eternity Holding you in my arms is like holding the world I have never felt a love such as this I wonder why God has granted me this great gift Am I worthy of such splendor Do I deserve such wonders My heart aches at the thought of being away from you Every moment I am gone seems like millineums I am lost, lost without you by my side Lost without your heart next to mine Can there be such love in this place Can it be true Are you the one true gift from God My only desire is to hold you close to me Forever and Eternity , My everything I have so much hurt inside, Sometimes I just want to die, I try and hide it with a smile, But that only lasts a little while, Is it right for me to feel this way, I have done nothing

Doomed From The Start
The people you see every day -- fellow students, coworkers, family -- could be more difficult than usual. It's not that they're especially moody, but they may be more resistant to playing along with the group. MY horoscope today hahahaha how appropriate... we were doomed from the beginning I should have turned around n walked away the 1st day Stone Temple Pilots - Interstate Love SongAdd to My Profile | More Videos Dedicated to my best friend on his new journey he's about to embark on... I have so many mixed feelings but all I can do is wish him well and give him my love and blessings as I hope he finds what makes him truly happy...

My Fu~owner Ronja
Meet my new Fu~Owner Ronja!!! Please fan/rate/add this wild and crazy lady!! You won't regret it!! *~Ronja~**OWNED BY PUNKS PUNKETTE, OWNER OF SWEET~THING N TERESA**~@ fubar Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA Have you met my

Private Writtings
Daddy Doms Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides. So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom? A Daddy

Tech And Other Odd Things
http://nextenergynews.com/news1/next-energy-news5.28.08c.html http://dvice.com/archives/2008/11/hyperion_starts.php http://www.nextenergynews.com/news1/next-energy-news-toshiba-micro-nuclear-12.17b.html http://nextenergynews.com/news1/next-energy-news5.28.08c.html here is a nice piece of tech we all can use right now but as a nation we are to scared to even want in our own back yard. to bad it would save us all money in the long run and thats what we need right now. ok i was doing a search on real iron man armor and came across something i find kinda scary and oddly interesting look here to see what im talking about http://www.cyberdyne.jp/english/index.html its a company out of japan and the name they chose is of interest besides the fact that they are working on a exo suit that can help people do a lot of heavy lifting with out straining a muscle. one of the other things they are working on is trying to reconnect the nerves that have been damaged from say a spinal inju

Friends
Sometimes you meet someone online that you really connect with, and it's like you have known each other forever, and you know that they are your friend for life, whether you ever meet or not. imikimi - Customize Your World You should take the time to get to know this man, he is one of a kind! MERLYN@ fubar YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR GUYS TO LEVEL! PLEASE GO HELP HIM OUT! A Keeper Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, work shirt and a hat; and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things: a curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, re-heating leftovers, renewing; I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. Bu

Band Games
ok with this game i will start out with a name of a band then you have to use the last letter of that band and name another band. then the next person uses the last letter of that band. ok? KISS. where all the boob mumms ? i miss them . all those random boobs just poping out at ya every where . damns . now theres nothing but hot or not. blonde or black and pink. no boobs anywhere .

Camelot
Welcome to Camelot King JJ and Queen Rebecca are looking for Knights in Shining Armour and Damsels in Distress to join them in Camelot. 1) Please F/R/A everyone in the kingdom, including the King and Queen. 2) Knights please say, "Knight in Shining Armour" in your friends requests or comments if already friends. Damsels please say, "Damsel in Distress" in your friends requests or comments if already friends. 3) Knights please rate 100 stash thumbs up at this link. Camelot Stash. Damsels please rate 100 stash thumbs up at this link. Camelot Stash. 4) When finished adding everyone and rating the stash, please send a message to MscFrk and a link to a picture you would like for your tag. Tags will be messaged to you. You can also view in Stash or in Photo Album. 5) Most importantly, have fun and welcome to the Kingdom of Camelot. KingLoneStarState_Cowboy QueenMscFrk Knight

All Sorts Of Internet Connectivity
Alright this house at grandmas' is cold in my verdammt room ,i need a fine young woman to lay beside & keep me w4rm before i turn in2 a block o f ~ Ice,wait isn't it time 2 smoke a r0ck of ice? O.K , i recently signed up with a co. known as earthlink ;i'm s'posed to have Wireless" acess to the web but i'm no expert at setting up the equipment correctly on my laptop(I.B.M )I have the following items: a router,aD-link wireless notebook adapter,1 linkseys usb speed booster,and an earthlink modem w/3 adapters . I'm unsure exactly what a dsl line looks like so how do i set everything up? Also this is s'posedly wireless connectivity so why the hell do i have all these cables & cords? I won't be able to carry my system around portably & acess the web if everything has to be plugged in2 dc outlets so how is this wireless? i recently bought a computer(laptop) from a magazine aka The Sportsman Guide; anyways the price i paid for it was nearly $450. in the catalog, three brands of computers w

Poem 1 ~*you*~
Memories by Maria Byrne Weakness, A feeling experienced, Again and again, No running away, But to chase, And Follow the heart, Because that's where, The weakness lies, From broken hearts, That have not yet healed, And visible scars, Portray the patterns, That once were, And from the heart, Seep to the mind, Which seek pictures, Visual feelings, Emotions, More than just a picture, But of the memories, Long since gone, Only in the hearts, Will those memories stay, And I know, I will never forget, Memories are all that's left. ocean waves wash my soul cleanse me of your smile and the memory of ten fingers entwined forever in a hopeless wish ... an up comeing dj contest lets see if u got what it takes to be the next online paid Dj contest starts tonight at 10 pm central time and ends when every one is heard invite your freinds because they will be the judges o btw the top three dj's left will be the next paid dj's on my new

Politically Correct Holiday Greeting
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for anenvironmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender neutral, celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all and a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2010, but not without due respect for thecalendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great (not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country or is the only "AMERICA" in the western hemisphere), and without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical disability, religious faith, choice of c

What Makes A Dad
A dad is a person who is loving and kind And often he knows what you have on your mind. He's someone who listens, suggests and defends A dad can be one of your best friends! He's proud of your triumphs, but when things go wrong, A dad can be patient and helpful and strong. In all that you do, a dad's love plays a part. There's always a place for him deep in your heart. And each year that passes, you're even more glad, More grateful and proud

Lyrics.
Inside my skin there is this spaceIt twists and turnsIt bleeds and achesInside my heart there's an empty roomIt's waiting for lightningIt's waiting for youAnd I am wantingAnd I am needing you hereInside the absence of fearMuscle and sinewVelvet and stoneThis vessel is hauntedIt creaks and moansMy bones call to youIn their separate skinI make myself translucentTo let you in, forI am wanting And I am needing of you hereInside the absence of fearThere is this hungerThis restlessness inside of meAnd it knows that you're no strangerYou're my gravityMy hands will adore you through all darkness aimThey will lay you out in moonlightAnd reinvent your nameFor I am wanting youAnd I am needing you hereI need you nearInside the absence of fear Ok friends and family...the time has come for me to take some time away from FUBAR. Just seems to me that the more things change the more they stay the same and it can get very tiring. So I am going to take some time off.

Lost
Lost and AloneWithin this LifeSearching to findSome form of comfortWhile LostI sit AloneWithin this ShellOf this WorldWanting to be FoundTo be Loved and HeldWithin your Strong ArmsKnowing I'm Safe and FoundWhile I wish for thisI shall wait til I'm FoundForever Lost and AloneWhile I fade into Darkness

I Be I Arg
Well im 21 im pure country boy work the farm bust my ass day to day jus tryign to get byi done my time serviring this country and id go back in a heart beat i love getting ink and i love my dog id do anything for my women when i had one

Notes Of The Madman
Сижу у окошка поросшего льдомГлядя свысока на мир подо мной.Затяжки сигарет затуманили разумИ сердце забилось как ураган.Вдруг пред собой я увидел ееПрелестную дев

Wanted !!!!
I am in need of people .. male and female .. into the goth / fetish scene that can ballroom dance .. or at leastwilling to learn to work a Victorian Masquerade Fetish Ball Dec. 30th in Detroit. Message me here or at masterredemption@msn.com for details .... also .. there will be weekly rehersals until the week of the event I just got sponsorship from Noir Leather ( www.noirleather.com ) for my Dec. 30th event. Stay tned for venue info ! Hey all .. yeah it sucks .... but the Dec. 30th event has been cancelled . Numerous problems with the venue we chose have arisen ... and unfortunately not enough time to find another suitible venue. We are re-scheduling for the end of March tho .. I will post another blog with the date when we have it set.

American Head Charge
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Jack Asses
Ok I know how some people will go to others pages and ask for whoever they visit to vote for them in a contest through there shout box, but its a complete other thing when you go to there page and ask for whoever to vote for you an give an 10 an everyone else a 1. ken: http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=235209&albumid=54319&i=2529918674 rate me 10 and the others 1's! here was the messege i recieved in my shout box from this jerkoff ken@ LostCherry I mean if you are gonna sound so demanding then please dont say give all others a 1. people like this piss me off. Its like if i were to go to someones page that i dont know and rate and comment all there pics then leave them a messege saying now that i rated and commented you no go to my page and rate and comment all of mine. YEA like that would fly over so well. Some people need to learn DONT SPAM ON PEOPLES PAGE YOU DONT KNOW!!!!! NOW HERE IS HOW THIS ASS RESPONDED ken: OHH, I SEE! IN REAL LIFE PUSSY SCARES YOU! I

Soul-mates, Twin Souls, Love
In the silvery branches of the old birch tree, I watch the moon rising- with a similar old feeling. It's waning like us & with it's morbid softness I wonder if it's making a mockery of me. As if it knows; a smirk within it's wicked glow. Reminding me no perfect circle may be cast. Before golden Aphrodite will have lassoed in her catch. Jealous of the love humans can accomplish; knowing her own wiles all but diminish. In the transcendent form - from which humans flow. Knowing real love; Our hearts bleeding, is our only show. Of but of some of the vague brutality of LovE our kind knows. Still we court Love and Evol the same, our nourishment of pain our real bane. But the ambrosia that keeps us alive. Mere Mortals so hungry for the lies. That will make us, too- Gods for that single moment that we truly join souls. Completing our torment. COPYRIGHT WYLDFEY.COM JSP No. I'm not still so bitter. At least ab

Porn Star Gets Pulled Over For Speeding And Is Caught With Illegal Painkillers. Cop Throws Them Out In Return For Oral Sex. Porn Star Writes About The
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Idiots
ok so i updated my whole profile just now and i really didnt want to kill the cool stuff i had to say in it so im just leaving it in this blog lol It really is possible to find love, you just don't have to find it when begging for sex! To attract love, one must be open to receive it. Love, Now that is an over statement. I've met a lot of interesting people in my life. Married one and almost married another. I'm not saying that there isn't a man out there for me, I'm sure there is. I'm also not going to say "oh i haven't found him yet." True, he has not found me yet lol. Although I am getting older, I do have time and patience. It'll happen when it's supposed to. I'm single again, and for the first time pretty much since I was 19. I want to live. I want to enjoy my life. I definately know that my happy ass will settle down one day, but whenever that day comes, he had better be worth it! I know that I am!! I know this is going to sound stupid, but I'm really not here to

A Update
I haven't written a blog in about two weeks and I figured it is time that I share with my friends that take the time to read my blog about what been going on. Where do I start. Tristen goes to Churchill YMCA Summer program. Cindy is one of the ladies that works there. I drop Tristen off with her in the mornings. Cindy told me on Thursday July 15th that Friday July 20th would be here last day for two weeks as her & her family are going camping for two weeks. Tristen doesn't go Fridays so Thursday was his last day with her was Thursday July 19. Saturday Cindy her husband Henri and there two boys left to go camping. Sunday July 22, 2007 at about 4:30pm the families home went up in flames. The neighbours failed to extinguish the fire. It took them a while to get a hold of the family. By then there was nothing left of there home. I didn't find out till Monday when I picked Tristen up for Churchill. The first thing that came to mind is thank god they where not home. I found a few write up

If Your Bored!
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Me
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words I never read your letter 'Cos I knew what you'd say Give me that Su

Concerts
Ok so i know it's been awhile but we went to see 3 days grace on friday nov. 2nd, and had a really good time. we took my boyfriends daughter and his sister with us, they really had a good time, it was his daughters first concert, she had a blast and we had fun she got to see red, three days grace, breaking benjamin, and seether, they all put on a good show, but still the best part was watching the girls have a good time. It finally happened I got to see Ozzy in concert, granted we had to drive to Charlotte NC to see him and the other bands I did'nt really care for but I finally got to go to Ozzfest, the one thing I have wanted to do ever since I could remember. It was great all except for the ride up there and back home we left at bout 8 am the day of the concert and was home by 8 am the following day. but it was well worth it. Not to mention this past weekend we also went to XFest which is another all day long concert in Huntington WV and it was alot of fun too I got to see BuckChe

Brain Power !!
This is very interesting. I also heard on the radio this morning that the truck drivers Are asking everyone not to drive on April 1st. You probably know that diesel fuel is Almost $4 per gallon. This will effect everything we buy. WHERE TO BUY AMERICANGASOLINE. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO KNOW. READ ON. Gas rationing in the 70's worked even though we grumbled about it. It might even have been good for us! Are you aware that the Saudis are boycotting American products? Shouldn't we return the favor? Can't we take control of our own destiny and let these giant oil importer s know who REALLY generates their profits, their livings? How about leaving American Dollars in Americaand reduce the import/export deficit? An appealing remedy might be to boycott their GAS. Every time you fill up your car you can avoid putting more money into the coffers of Saudi Arabia. Just purchase gas from companies that don't import their oil from the Saudis. Nothing is

Poem,thought I Just Wrote.
Go to sleep and forget my woe's wake up and can't feel my toe's My blood, my blood, flow's slow. My heart,my heart, it beats day by day, once agin ready to play. No where to play,here I stay. Alone once again with nothing but my thought's wondering when and if my heart will feel truelove once again. Many loves I've had in my past,but none that last. shame but true,I just don't know what to do. If it is meant to be, I know love will find me,and set me free.

Stupid.
This is utterly stupid that people get upset at me for not rating their pictures back. I have to ask, do you know how many picture rates and profile rates I get in a day? Over 300 at least! How am I supposed to return them all?! I have a life to live! I'd have to sit at the computer all day to be able to return them all! I try my hardest to return rates, but sometimes there are just too many! I appericate everyone that rates me! I just get called so many rude names for not rating back. And I'm getting sick and tired of it. So if you don't understand why I can't always rate you back, then I don't know how to make you understand. But I'm sick and tired of the rude names that I get called on a day to day basis by some of you. Please, its only FUBAR. Where I love each and every one of my friends and fans, I WILL NOT tolerate being disrespected by ANY of you. NONE of you really know me. So PLEASE stop and think before you decide to send hatemail my way. Because I'm TIRED OF IT!!! Th

Y
you say you love me.. yet you never let anyone know that your with me. you say you need me... yet i never i can tell you say you want me forever... yet i dont know if thats true.. you tell me want me as your wife.. yet noone know for you havent said a thing are you ashamed of me are you wanting someone else. are you wanting me gone do you regret ever meeting me do you want me to be forgotten just tell me the truth.. im a nig girl i believe i can handle it im tired of crying everytime i think im tired of not being who i think i can be im tired of feeling like im just here to here im tired of hurting from crying so much im tired of feelin like im nothing to everyone. CLICK HERE TO ENTER LIL'S LIL GOTHIC PLAYGROUND!! As I look through my life I see many mistakes, at times I feel losing that one person is one of them.

Hazeleyed Soldier
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The Inside Story
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- http://www.ksdk.com/video/default.aspx?aid=108549 )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k

Own Me For A Month This Sexy Fiesty Redhead!!!
So this is my very first blog ever!!!! I am putting myself up for Auction!!! Starting bids are at 1.5 million fubux.. Here is what you will get if you own me for a whole month!!! 300 11's A week - if a VIP is offered 3 NSFW work salutes 3 Personal Pictures made for you A private phone call Pimped out 4 times a week. ACCESS to my NSFW Pictures Random gifts and drinks. If any of the following are offered: Bling pack size of 135 I will give you

The Kitti Files!
Well my pets....if anyone actually reads my statuses ..you'll know Ive been a tad miffed and getting ready to delete my account...Last night I was told something that gave me alot to ponder...I was told by some random futard that I am not fu material...At first , Im not going to lie this really bothered me..but Ive given this alot and I mean alot of thought.. What the fuck is Fu Material anyways and how the hell do I not meet this certain criteria? Hmmm................Ok so lets get this straight, Im not a drama queen, I dont show my goods for bling, I dont beg, I dont backstab, I dont make this sight my real life.....ok so far this is not bad in my book!

Havent Thought About That...
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Big Rock
strange how things go...things blow up in your face, and you think what next...and you just dont want to be the cause of anymore pain, i have come to a point where i dont want to lose friendships, i dont want to cause hatred between some of my friends...... i have no idea what is going to happen with me....but i know i will live....i have 3 children that i love more than anything....and i know that that can never be taken from me....i am who i am...just a plain guy tryin to entertain people at a karaoke show, makin a few friends on the way (hopefully), and trying to deal with my shortcomings.... another day has come and gone, but i am still here... ROCK OUT my world is crashing down all around me, i got into somethings that i should have let be...and now i pay the price.....dunno how to stop the pain...i guess the saying is true ..if you play with fire, you will be burned...im burning...like i'm in a chamber of flames....dont know what to do...dont know how to let go....dunno how

Running Away
Relationships Current mood: worried The title says it all. Relationships mean a mass of things. Drama, Tears, Self Doubt, Anger, Sadness, Suspense, Etc. It has everything all contained in one word. So I am lost. I moved to Wyoming to better my life and I feel as though I am only making it ten times worse. I want to go home. back to California. I understand my place there. Here, I'm one face and there are two sides of a coin. Half the people here call me a fat ugly bitch. Those are the people who have never met me, seen me in real life, or even talked to me on the phone. The other half say I'm the hottest girl out here. Those people are the ones who know me or have taken the time out to take a new Cali girl under their wings. Honestly, I dealt with that in Cali but I am so far away from anyone who knows me that it hard to take it. I want friends. I'm dating this guy who is pretty chill but I find I am better with him when we hang out as friends. He doesn't make me fee

My Girl
THE FUCKING BEARS BLEW IT BIG TIME.I HAD'NT SEEN A GAME ALL SEASON,AND THE 1 GAME I DO GET 2 SEE,THEY LOSE.STILL NOT GIVEING UP ON MY GUYS,JUST WISH I COULD HAVE SAW A WIN 2NIGHT THE FUCKING BEARS BLEW IT BIG TIME.I HAD'NT SEEN A GAME ALL SEASON,AND THE 1 GAME I DO GET 2 SEE,THEY LOSE.STILL NOT GIVEING UP ON MY GUYS,JUST WISH I COULD HAVE SAW A WIN 2NIGHT THE FUCKING BEARS BLEW IT BIG TIME.I HAD'NT SEEN A GAME ALL SEASON,AND THE 1 GAME I DO GET 2 SEE,THEY LOSE.STILL NOT GIVEING UP ON MY GUYS,JUST WISH I COULD HAVE SAW A WIN 2NIGHT

Can You Build God Out Of Glass
this is for the dead I will be the one to finsh the last glass, and dwell in the deapest workings of this machine above my self and under the radar.This bat like echo location this irratic sound. and i have passed under stained glass eyes only admitting the obvious . still walking along these rails ciggerette burning till fingure tips. untill they find me until the red and blue lights catch up with me . So who will help me too destroy these dreams to watch these citys burn. Lets stay up all night and start a fight just to make things right. thinking the same things can save us fron these crimes hand cuffed and pretending to resist .conformting the dieing in the wake of the dead and who will be washed clean by my blood . thats why they call it on the l.a.m.b but what of the shepard ? needles and vains working the way into the night raceing towards death. the rats can not be revived for only one can find stable ground so back to the sewers and the backs of the lights . this is for

In Need Of Help!
PLEASE HELP ME TO GET A 3 DAY BLAST BY LEAVIN ME SOME LUV... :) THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER... THANX AGAIN!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO GET THERE: OK I NEED COMMENTS AS I AM TRYIN TO WIN A CORVETTE...NO TIME LIMIT JUST NEED 6000 COMMENTS TO GET IT :) SO PLZ STOP BY AN LEAVE WHAT U CAN...THANX SOOOO MUCH!!

The Truth
he touches me in ways no other can.Some times i do not think he knows how much he really means to me.. he touched my soul so deely that some times it pains me to see his face. he is my one and only. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.... .... I love you babe! you know that most CHristian people are the most hypicritical people alive..they tend not to practice what they preach..that is the most retarted thing i have ever heard!you can not say you are some way when you can not fallow your own laws! I some times do not know what to do..I try so hard and i get no where... all i want to do is cry myself to sleep but i can't becaise of the baby..it is not fair to her... I need help.. *sigh* sorry for venting

Wilimantic Food Coop
She is moving to Chicago. This sucks because she's mad cool, and I don't want to loose her as a friend. One cool thing though is we are going to have a huge party at this other girls house. Thier is going to be plenty of beer there so we all are going to get trashed. As soon as I started working there I knew. My co-workers are awesome, They always have freeshit for me to take home, and It is near "the spring" so I can get free spring water. On top of all that I get paid too. This girl that I want to get to know, at the coop is moving. It sucks because I don't want to tell her how I feel and have her laugh in my face. I've been dropping some really obviouse hints, and she thinks I'm just fucking with her head. If she can't or won't see that i'm being true, Fuck her then.

For Our Soldiers
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought

My Poems
I want to wish you Happiness, Upon you, as you embark on a new journey. For the Lord and the angels in stow their bless, Into your heart, life and soul unconditionally. As your journey begins with uncertainty, The Lord, your partner and in your friends you can find strength. For you have the heart that has the capacity, Of Love, Understanding, Compassion, and Faith. To navigate through the uncertain world, We all live in and call home. With your love in your heart, your Family will be like a sword, Cutting through any evil, and hard time that may loom. What you have accepted into your life, Is worth more than all the worlds Gold, and Silver. For you will shape the Heart, Mind, Soul and Life, Of a Young, Innocent, Imaginative, and Curious Dreamer. By: Michael Citty 12/15/2007 There she sits in the lowered lights, Looking as beautiful as ever. Smiling so brilliantly sending my heart out of sight, As my soul floats down a river. If I were an true

Angels & Wings Tonight!!
Angels & Wings closed down not too long ago. We now go to the Lions Den in Corbin on 25, in Mountain View Lodge. Straight up the side of the mountain next to Waffle House. We usually go on Friday nights, get there about 7-7:30. Our friends Wanda and Paul are still the karaoke people and several of the wait staff from Angels & Wings now work there. The dance floor is smaller and the food/drinks cost a slight bit more, but the atmosphere is good, the people are friendly, and the place is clean and neat. The music is louder so it's hard to have an actual conversation but it's still fun to be there. They have plenty of security staff on hand, cops make the rounds and no-one ever fights. That's a plus as we go to have fun, not to dodge beer bottles. My only issues are that they don't yet carry Smirnoff Green Apple Bite and bathroom is a mile away-by the time I get back to the dance floor its time to go back to the bathroom again... If you are ever out that way, stop in and say hello, h

Happy Mother's Day
I have WAY TOO MAY friends on here to wish each and every one of you a Happy Mother's Day individually, so if you are a mom and on my friends list, I hope you have a nice relaxing Mother's Day. Make the men in your life pamper you, cook for you, do your laundry (all of it) and clean the whole house for you today. That is a much better present than any flowers or candy they could buy. It's your day. Relax, enjoy, reflect, and watch the guys do all the work today. :-) Unfortunately my man is out on the river working and can't be here to do all those things for me, but I did get woke up this morning by 2 little kids with homemade Mother's Day cards. It was sweet. Have a good day!

Crashed Bike
On Saturday afternoon I was riding my Yamaha and the front wheel bearing went out. I chose to take the grass over the pavement because it was wobbling out of control. While trying to slow down in the grass the bike launched and started flipping. I wouldn't let go of it because I wanted to save it. It flipped several times, smashing my head between it and the ground. On the third flip it knocked me out. When we came to a stop the bike was on top of me and the exhaust was burning through my forearm. A friend that was riding with me had to pull it off of me. I was out for at least 4 minutes. When I woke, I jumped up, started asking questions,and then passed out again. I am bruised, cut up and my legs feel like rubber when I walk. I had on my helmet and it is NOT cracked, scratched or dented. I'm impressed with it. I will totally heal and be riding the Suzuki soon, while trying to rebuild the Yamaha again.

Show Da Love
WILL YOU REPOST ? WILL SHARE ON EVERY SOCIAL SITE YOU ARE ON ?A good friends sister was brutally beat by her ex, she has been left in such severe condition she is on critical support. The ex is still at large he left her for dead and is on the run. Could be in Ohio or Kansas.

Cold
You Know You're From Michigan When... You define summer as three months of bad sledding. You think Alkaline batteries were named for a Tiger outfielder. You can identify an Ohio accent. Your idea of a seven-course meal is a six pack and a bucket of smelt. Owning a Japanese car is a hanging offense in your hometown. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre. The Big Mac is something that you drive across. You believe that "down south" means Toledo. You know what and where the "Big Tire" is. You bake with soda and drink pop. You drive 75 on the highway and you pass on the right. Your Little League baseball game was snowed out. You learned how to drive a boat before you learned how to ride a bike. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac". The word "thumb" has a geographical rather than an anatomical significance. You have experienced frostbite and sunburn in the same week. You expect Vernor's when you order ginger ale. You know that Kala

"tea", Or, "tea"?
Actually, I AM a little pissed-off at the various"Tea" 'parties' & organizations!What I remember FIRST about the "TEA" Party,is that the "TEA" is an 'acronym'; a noun,"a word formed from the initial letter of words ina set phrase, or series of words, ( such as: WAC,from Women's Army Corps, or OPEC. fromOrganization of Petroleum Exporting Countries,) "And the "TEA" in "TEA PARTY" Stood FOR"Taxed Enough Already"!Since then, these last few years have seen itcome to the point where I've been told:"(I) INVENTED the Tea Party and it has gotNOTHING to do with your silly idea of'taxed enough already!"Today I searched for "TEA"and found,besides the Texas Education Association,over 85million entries for things like, (.com),teapartynation,stlouisteap?arty, cocosteaparty,& teapartygirl. There are theteapartynation,bostonteaparty, teapartyexpress, teapartypatriots,teabook, & teaparty, for ".org". And also theteaparty.net. NONE of these seem to have a Clue aboutTAXED ENOUGH ALREADY! Thus, the "Tea"

Return
A soft breeze blew. He had been riding hard for for more hours than he could remember, stopping only long enough to wipe out his horse's mouth with a water soaked kerchief. All the little water that he had went to his horse for if the horse faltered he was dead anyway. All of the tribe relied on the return of what he brought. His eyes were crusty with dust and dried sweat. Finally with sun going down he thought he might yet make it back. Scanning the horizon he saw a glimmer. Soon he caught a whif of mesquite smoke and his saliva glands began to work envisioning what awaited him as his stomache had forgotten what it was like to be full. As he drew closer he could hear the soft talk of women about the cooking fire. And in the distance men cleaning their swords and engaging in idol chatter. Dismounting finally one of the children caught sight of him and called out his name. Throughout the encampment it got quiet and there was excitment mirrored in all of their faces. They gathered ro

Voice Mail
Well ive seen a few people with these so i thought id try it. Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage Its says "Tell all your friends to call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *665817 to leave you some voice comments!"

All Saint Louis People Need To Read This!!!
I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird, or tick me off. Wh

Horny
to be eaten out or not? ladies would you rather have a man grab your hand and lead you to the bed lay you down and have them say i'm going to make sweet love to you or would you rather have a man pick youup throw you on the bed grab you by the hair and say i'm going to fuck the shit out of you? damn i'm horny lol

First Time Stories
Old Man's Story A young boy I, I stood beside the man who was my sire. He spoke to warn of many things, still I burned my hand on fire. A sharp clawed cat, a barbed wire fence, oh YES! I learned, Of this and that. "My tree of Life" he pointed far, I looked yet did not see, The truth of the words he spoke, or what he was telling me. "My Father." he said, touching my head, "Told me about this place," The tree of life is where one puts the Gold of your life's embrace. So young, I did not understand, and the day I said goodbye, The very last words my sire spoke were, "Son, you really have to try!" A grown man now, yes late in life, I stood upon that place, Where my Father spoke to me the words my mind failed to embrace. "The tree of life" is what he said, I looked across the woods, I realized just one didn't fit, from the point of where I stood. I went to the base of that now large tree, I realized what I had found, My Grandfather had buried all his wealth within

Women
1. blunt ashes (nas) 2. waiting on the world to change (john mayer) 3. this is how we live (styles p) 4. ghetto mind frame (lil flip and lyfe) 5. lost without you (robin thicke) 6. leather so soft (lil wayne and birdman) 7. until the end of time (2pac) 8. carnival (natalie merchant) 9. dreaming (young jeezy and kiesha cole) 10. old english (game) 11. no apologies (eminem) 12. throw some d,s on it (rich boy) 13. poppin (chris brown) if my love was stranded on a dark road in the middle of no where how would you find it...lol.. check back with me for the answer... any man can have sex with a million women in one way....but it takes a real man to make love with one women in a million ways..be true to your self..only you know who you are

Ear We Go Again..lol
hello hello hello.... Well, what a day i have had thanks to my ear and friends on CT. As a few of you may know if you read my blog before i have had and still have a really bad ear infection. At times i could of quite easily got a knife and cut off my own ear...a bit like van gogh...though I'm shit a painting lol...unless its them paint by numbers ones lol..**slightly sidetracked there sorry** Where was i....oh yes.. so the pain was friggin intense to say the least. I was in agony, had seen a really shit doctor down my surgery and was still none the wiser... that was until my very own CT guardian angel gave me a shout after reading my blog. Her name on Ct is ~~kit~~ aka Katherine, and she is an Emergency room nurse over there in the good old USofA. She told me to ask my Dr next time i see him for a certain thing. So i would like to quickly say thank you to this young lady for trying to help me in my hour of need, it was appreciated so thanks. xxxxx mwah mwah mwah xxxx Anyway,

Horrorscope 5-26-07
You and a loved one may be smack in the middle of a rough patch, but that's to be expected. Both of you are becoming more vocal about what you need. Believe it or not, you'll get through this and things will improve. raises eyebrow............ummmmmmmmmmmm, what? think this one is so way off base here its not funny.......loved one? what loved one? only loved ones i have are my twins and well....they don't talk yet oh, and my sister but that's not the same thing either..............so go fig on this one, i'm lost if anyone has an idea plz enlighten me

Las Vegas 2007 With Sunshyne & Angel Eyes
The Father Goes to Vegas With Sunshyne & Angel Eyes and possibly loses what little bit of his mind that is left! On July 1st We will be embarking on a 2000 mile road trip to Vegas, The Land of Sin Sand and Sun... Did I say Sin? This trip should be real interesting. There is no telling what happens when The Crew goes on a trip. In total we will be gone for about 12 days. I plan on updating this blog as much as possible and taking lots of pictures to share with you. As soon as we have some pic they will be posted in a directory in my photo gallery called Vegas Trip 2007 or something along those lines. With these 2 ladies there should be some pretty interesting pics coming along. Of course it will be interesting to see what kind of view these ladies offer to our nations truckers. Of course the truckers have no chance with Sunshyne & Angel Eyes. But we shall see.... If you are in the Vegas area let us know and who knows we may be able to get together or something. There is a t

Really Bad News
Richard Jeremy Spires Commercial Diver CARROLLTON, Ga. - Mr. Richard (Jeremy) Spires, 27, entered into rest Wednesday, October 10, 2007 at the Tanner Medical Center. Memorial services will be held Sunday, October, 14 2007 at 2:00 P.M. in Calvary Baptist Church with Dr. Wayne Hunsucker officiating. Interment will follow in Hillcrest Memorial Park. Jeremy was a native of Augusta, Georgia and a Certified Commerical Diver. He was a member of Calvary Baptist Church where he taught Sunday School. He was well loved by the community and a friend to everyone he met. Jeremy has large extended family in the area including aunts, uncles, cousins, and adopted brothers and sisters as well as many friends. Survivors include his parents, Richard Eugene Spires of Charlotte, NC and Mary Hillman Williams of Beaufort, SC; maternal grandparents, Mary and Preston B. Hillman, Sr. of Augusta; paternal grandparents, Paul and Jennie Hankinson of Aiken, SC; daughter, Jasmine Nicole Spires of North Augusta, S

The Unfinished Saga
The Exploited Word “You can please some of the people some of the time, but you can not please all of the people all of the time.” Abraham Lincoln. Words and their meanings can be made to fit or serve a given purpose. Mind you that I too will do just that. My intentions are merely to finally ”Come clean” with myself and speak my own mind as I have kept entirely quiet and subdued for far too long. Again I speak not without fact about truth however much simply falls to speculation and hypothesis in quite a few cases as I have by no means “All of the facts” about the meaning of life. Would I tell you if I did? That is a good question and it’s not one that’s going to be up for debate at this time. What I ask of you the reader is to examine in your own perspective and in your own mind that which I am about to go into very lengthy and detailed description of. What I leave you with shall be your own decision based on your own choices as to “Why you are here.

O*m*g
Meet My Owner! Missmiss♥R/L wifey to dj mitari~greeter for F.A.M@ fubar She bought me with a year VIP! I usually only do ownership for a month, but because of the price this auction brought I will be owned by my lovely long lost sis until 2009. Here were my offers: Permanent link in about me "Owned by" will stay in my name through the new year I will do one Salute a month for you through the new year (as well as the 2 listed already) After Thanksgiving, I promise 100 11s a week through the new year, and will probably do more All further auctions until this time next year will be Non VIP bids Brought to you by: lauria♥ShadowLeveler♥{{H&L BombersCo-Founder}}♥R/L GF to Vinny☺Owned by Miss@ fubar Please Repost!!

Sunsets
I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. image001.jpg

The Pragmatic Eye
LET IT GO ...by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this!When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.People leave you because they are not joined to you.And if they are not joined to you,you can' t make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,it just means that their part in the story is over.And you've got to know when people'spart in your story is over so that youdon't keep trying to raise the dead.You've got to know when it's dead.You've got to know when it's over.Let me tell you something:I've got the gift of good-bye.It's the tenth spiritual gift,I believe in good-bye.It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithfu

Short Story Section I Wrote
The first day was long and full driving with passing scenery of stone and wave. Tremendous walls rose of mountain drawing the eye towards them as they reached for the sky. Birds flew over head as road signs and green vastness flew by. Many hours rode the wind and soon we arrived in the Sin City. It was a towering monolith to mans' gluttony and over indulgence in all things. Buildings of all shapes and sizes stormed from the ground, crowded together but each unique with something special to offer to anyone willing to part with time and money. Today would be the day of rest.

A Poem I Found & Liked
Cleaning poem...I asked the Lord to tell mewhy my house is such a mess...He asked if I'd been computerin'and I had to answer yes.He told me to get off my fannyand tidy up the house...and so I started cleaning upthe smudges off my mouse.I wiped and shined the topsidethat really did the trick...I was just admiring my good workI didn't mean to click.but click I did and oops I founda real absorbing site...that I got so way intoI was into it all the night.nothing's changed except my mouseit's very very shiny...I guess my house will stay a messwhile I sit here on my hiney!

My Life As It Is Now!
My life as it is.....well i vowed not to be to nice to anyone that has done me wrong. I am a faithful friend and still get screwed over. why am i a soft hearted caring and loving friend? i need to stop being so loving and caring. WHY ME? Well this is my first blog on here, as i sit here listening to my music, i think about my past and how i got to where i am nowI have a wonderful husband beautiful daughter im trying to get into college the most wonderful friends. there has been so much crap in my past but i love where it got me. ive been married to my husband for 3 years been with him for over 5 years and my daughter is or will be 13 months Jan 2 2012. I AM BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aggravated
Well,I tried to help some one out and yet it seems to have backfired on me. He husband just came back from Iraq to find out that she has wrote lost in bad checks so he wants a divorce. I dont blame him . She should be responsible. I let her stay here and now finally its time for her to go. I cant take it anymore. My body is stressed out and everything else. I swear. I only try to help and some people dont get the hint. Its been a week since my friend came down and she dtill wont go away. I dont know what else to do. My sister told her this morning that her husband wants nothing to do with her and wants a divorce, but she still doesnt believe it. I swear some people. If you steal from your own husband and run his name into the ground. He wouldnt want you either. So i dont blame him at all for not wanting her. Hell he just came home from Iraq to this shit. So i have no clue. Its a disaster and i give up. I quit trying to help people.

My Two Angels
From the moment you both came into my life You've decorated my heart with Love Two precious girls whom I've been blessed From Gods special hands from above. You're teenagers now and my memories flash To the moment I brought you home I'd sit and hold you close to my heart so my love you'd always know. I remember each night I'd watch you sleep The little smiles and laughter rang out and how happy the thoughts I'd have inside to know that this is what true loves about. Your first steps were much anticipated but now looking back came too soon, for now you dont need me to do those things as simple as tying up your shoes. Your first day of school has come and gone but I hold tight to those days, watching you walk in as though you were grown I'll never stop being amazed. Now I'm known as"Alycia and Laurens Mom" and with that I take such pride, There's been no greater gift for me than my two daughters by my side. No money in the world could give so much as the memor

My Blogs
my grandmother died on sunday. she lived until she was almost 90. she had a hard life, lived through the depression. barried her husband back in the mid 70's. she very rarely smiled but i did always know that she loved me. the 2 times that i remember her smiling was at my wedding and when she stayed at my houses she was playing with my 2 yr old daughter. these are memories that i will carry with me the rest of my life. i will miss her greatly this is to thank all our men and women in the armed forces for doing what they do to protect our country...thank u for putting your lives on the line for our freedom and safty. i just found out that 2 of my aunts have cancer of diffrent types. i dont know how i should feel. i am scared, mad, and dont know how to help. i love my family very much and dont know why this is happening to them. one has breast cancer...very curable. the other just had kidney cancer and now has bone cancer. life is just not fair sometimes. anyone with any suggesti

Bitter Poems
You maze watch wonder where roadblock stop and stare tunnel deeper cower low stall shuffle never go hide lock toss the key walls slam not free why when look high blind walls above sky © J.Simon Oh, I can't believe you! Why did you do it! I don't even know what you did. I just saw the aftermath. But, it sure must have been bad because there were a lot of police and the assault rifles drawn at your home. What, why did you do it??? You had a rough life okay I know that. I know your pain was so strong. I knew you were wounded I just didn't know that you were so mortally wounded. I think you did it this time. I think you're lifes over. How, how could you have done this. How could you have DONE THIS!!!!!! I just want to scream at you. You had help. We helped you. We did everything for you!!!!! How could you do this? I just don't understand how... How could you turn you back and forsake your own self to be addicted to be a slave to substance...so m

* 12 Pyramids Of Thoth *
********************************************************************************************* * 12 Pyramids of Thoth * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE The writer of these pages is I, Thoth The Scribe, who moves through many realities as teacher. I am linked to the Great Pyramid as a creational force having come here through the Gates of the 12 Pyramid Matrix. Many will remember and quote my teachings in texts, scrolls, stone tablets, keys of knowledge, or encoded genetic memories to be found at the end of a cycle. I have entrusted my original teachings to those who were my priests and priestesses who must one day restore this knowledge in full definition. At that time they shall incarnate as the teachers and heale

Life As I Know It
Well it's been a week now since my mothers death...and now I'm getting all these different emotions coming at me that I never expected.....Mostly guilt..like not being around as much as I could have...and why couldn't I of even picked up a phone to say hi..Guilty for being so wrapped up in my own pointless life that I pretty much ignored my family...Blah I wonder how long this is gonna last... On the good side of things I wont need surgery on my neck....just physical therapy is all I need. So I guess that is some good news..TTY all later Watching blood stained windows I must just love the pain See the children crying In my dreams my mother died again Dig her grave much deeper The fatal price she paid I hope I'm here to hold her When she comes back again I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come Is the armageddon Finally here at last? You may see the mushroom But you won't hear the blast Don't need a self made prophet Don't ne

Naughty Jokes
A young couple was married, and celebrated their first night together, doing what newlyweds do, time and time again, all night long. Morning comes and the groom goes into the bathroom but finds no towel when he emerges from the shower. He asks the bride to please bring one from the bedroom. When she gets to the bathroom door, she sees his naked body in full light for the first time. Her eyes went up and down and at about midway, they stopped and stared, and she asked shyly, "What's that?" pointing to a small part of his anatomy. He, also being shy, thought for a minute and then said, ‘Well, that's what we had so much fun with last night." And she, in amazement, asked, "Is that all we have left!?" Santa was delivering gifts as usual, when at one house a beautiful young woman was awaiting his arrival. She begged him to stay and cuddle with her on the couch. Santa declined, saying "Ho-ho, gotta go. Gotta deliver these presents, you know." Trying again, the lovely young thing remov

"keeping It Real"
Before I start I want to say that as ya'll that I don't have to remind you as to how opinionated I really am, so that being said ... I think everyone has their definition as to what their 'tough time' really is. To me, my life really sucks. Maybe you can relate ... maybe you can't. Maybe you would think; "Wow, is this the worse thing that can happen to this guy?" Maybe you would think; "Thank God this isn't me" I seperated from my wife of 17 years on March 30th 2006. We have two sons 13, and 15. Our divorce was finalized this Febuary. By then not only was she seeing another guy but he was living in our home, playing with our boys, and .... now this is the fun part .... she was pregnant with his baby. Did I mention the part that all this was in place before our divorce was final? In my divorce my beautiful black pickup was taken. I was literaly erased from my home meaning no image of me, no reminders of me exsisted in our home. Today December 4th 2007 they had their baby, and he emailed

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My Stresses
1. need a roommate, like last week 2. 2 boys, 13 and 15. nuf said 3.bills + no money = chaos 4. friends dying 5. boss not doing his job 6. doing, my job + bosses job+ everyone elses job = meltdown 7. ex husband trying to help 8. family sux 9. surgery + no rides = atress 10. need money for co-pays. none tthere 11. need meds, no money 12. need cigs, no money 13. need gas, no money 14. need best friend, in hiding 15. need vacation, aint happenin' 16. need to meet new grandchild in July, not happenin', either 17. neice graduating, cant go see 18. car needs work, no money 19. need to scream, cant 20. need to hide, not allowed 21. need to be held, no one to hold me 22. tired of being the strength for everyone 23. tired of being the dependable one 24.tired of being the fixer 25. tired of being the caregiver 26. tired of being the nurturer 27. tired of the pain 28. tired of the heartache 29. tired of life 30. tired of being tired

My Writing
Well I can say I got my first published piece today. It was a letter to the editor in our local paper. Honestly I know that’s nothing grand but I’m proud of it. I wrote the letter because it was something that I believed in. They contacted me a week later to verify I wrote it, but I didn’t think they were going to publish it because I didn’t see it at all that week they called me. I had forgotten about it completely so I was surprised to see it in today’s paper. The letter was written in response to another letter that appeared in the paper. My Letter: Art, music should be key part of curriculum I'm very dismayed at a letter to the editor by a Knoxville man complaining about a grandmother wishing her grandson could study the violin. He complained that art and music are a waste and our schools should focus more on math and science. Art and music promote creativity and imagination that is essential for grasping other subjects. There are plenty of studies that show kids

Memorial Day
Many Blessings and Heart felt Thanks to You and Yours... In Memorium Have you ever looked, really looked, at a soldier's face? Sometimes it's young, barely an adult the hopes of youth still painted in its features. Sometimes it's old older than faith, older than wisdom, older than time. And sometimes...sometimes it's a bit of both all at once. Sometimes it's gritty and pained, remembering the face of another who has fallen. Sometimes it's laughing, pleased to have a moment of peace. Most of the time it's proud because it knows, the world is a different place a better place because of it. Next time you look at a soldier's face, see if you can find that glint of pride. Sometimes it’s hidden, and you have to search it out. You'll find it in the eyes always in the eyes. For the eyes are indeed the windows to the soul, even a soldier's soul. And when you've carefully examined every feature of that soldier's face, stand up straight and tall and smile your best smile.

Wow
YOU HAVE TO READ THIS FIRST BEFORE LOOKING AT PICTURE. Family on holiday in Australia for a week and a half when husband, wife and their 15 year old son decided to go scuba diving. The husband is in the navy and has had some scuba experience . His son wanted a picture of his mum and dad in all their gear so he got the under water camera ready to go. When it came to taking the picture the dad realized that the son looked like he was panicking as he took it and gave the 'OK' hand sign to see if he was all right. The son took the picture and swam to the surface and back to the boat as quick as he could so the mum and dad followed to see if he was OK. When they got back to him he was scrambling onto the boat and absolutely panicking. When the parents asked why he said 'there was a shark behind you.' The dad thought he was joking but the skipper of the boat said it was true but they wouldn't believe him. As soon as they got back to the hotel they loaded the picture onto the laptop and t

Turn The Page
As the door closes on an old chapter of life a new one begins .......This one is different than i have ever started b4 i am not sure where i am going or what lies ahead all i know is this begins in the morning ........i am so tired of the road i do not know what to do all i want is to go home but i can not at this time ......................work is slow even in my bussiness its so crazy and things are getting tough but as always i shall survive ..................... I LOVE YOU TINY AS I BACK THE OLD RED DODGE UNDER MY 5 TH WHEEL AND DECIDE THAT HOME IS SOMEWHERE ELSE I FEEL NERVOUS LIKE A CHILD YET AS THE MAN I AM MY WORDS ARE WHAT THEY ARE GOTTA GIVE SOME CREDIT BUT NOT AS MUCH AS YOU MAY THINK FOR TURMOIL IS AMONGST AS WELL AS THE BITTER COLD AWAITS ME AND THE HEAT OF PASION RISES WITHIN MY SOUL I AM FINISHED HERE SO BE IT AND BEHIND ME I LEAVE NOTHING BUT FOOT PRINTS AS I MOVE ON ..INTO WHATEVER LIES AHEAD AND I DO IT FAITHFULLY ...WITH BUT A FEW WORDS I SAY AS THE LAST NIGHT HER

Playing Poker
I was playing poker online and had a Queen eight and hit runner runner quad queens then I get Jack four and floped quad fours what the hell has happened to poker people are stupid and play any hand they want and yet they hit nothing when I have the best hand plus I also hate it when people put you all in cause they have an ace if you have ever played poker would you get mad if someone did that to you and cracked your pocket pair

Joviecmr85
The Idea Behind King Size Bows To Find Successful Business Ideas, Satisfy an Obvious Need Anthony Vultaggio Good business ideas come from necessity. In 2001 Lynda King and her husband decided to surprise their daughter with a car for Christmas. She called 10 car dealerships looking for a big bow to complete the gift. “The dealerships told me they wished they had a company to refer me to,” recalls Lynda. “That’s when the idea struck.” From Great Idea to Business Plan Lynda made the bow for her daughter’s gift then began designing another for production. Playing off of her own last name she named the bows the King Size Bows. “I wasn’t the first to have this idea,” says Lynda. “A lot of people had the idea before me. But I was the first to take action and create a business out of it.” Lynda King is no stranger to action. She had a happy upbringing with parents who encouraged her to think big. &l

Lmfao... To Good Not To Read
The horror of blimpsLast week while travelling I stopped at a Zany Brainy store and saw that they had a blimp for sale. It's called Airship Earth, and it's a great big balloon with a map of the Earth on it, and two propellors hanging from the bottom. You blow up the balloon with helium put batteries in it, and you have a radio controll indoor blimp. I'd seen these things for sale in Sharper Image catalogs for $60-$75. At Zany Brainy it was on clearance for $15. What a deal! Last night my wife was playing tennis and it was just my daughter and I at home. I bought a small helium tank from a party store, and last night we put the blimp together. Let me tell you, it's quite a blimp. It's huge. The balloon has like a 3 ft diameter.We blew it up with the tank attacched the gondola with the propellors, and put in batteries. Then we balanced the blimp for neutral bouyancy with this putty that came with it, so it hangs in the air by itself neither rising nor falling.

Poems
She would be smart. She would be funny. She would always be there in a hurry. She would be sexy. She would be classy But most of all a little sassy. She'd have style. She'd have grace. She would be there to put me in my place. She would understand. She would worry- Sometimes her eyes a little blurry. We would fight. We would quarrel, But in the end you would still be my girl. We would talk. We would cry. We would wipe the tears from each other's eyes. We would love. We would fuss. We would always make up. We would laugh. We would joke, But most of all we would always love each other no matter what. My heart bleeds and aches- Broken, unable to heal, Burnt by love, Lost in hope, Drowning in anticipation That one day this pain will fade, Away without a thought, Gone in a single day. It's just too much. Can't handle it anymore. Love is for fools. It breeds pain and hate. I’ll die alone Before it happens again. Never will I be b

Friends
Hi all~~ Here it is a quiet week-end and I actually have time alone. But what do I do, I watch movies, sit here on the computer. I look forward in times like this but now that it is here I hate it. I miss my *BEST FRIEND* - *SISSY*.. I am so post to enjoy relaxation but I can tell Ia m not a person to have this much free time and alone time. Becasue it makes me think and is very depressing. Sissy come home...............................!!!! Miss you ..

It's All About Me
I'm absolutely back. I've been out of commission for awhile (naked, all that shit), and I'm finally back online, thanks to having a ton of shit going on, a lot of things going on with me, being busy as hell, and just not having time. Therefore, all you hot chicks should send me your naked pictures, come over to my house, bring boxes of toys, friends, videocameras, and all that, and we SHALL have the greatest damn time anyone could never put in a porno :) Looking forward to the updates, comments, notes, dirty pictures, and of all course, smut :) have a great day. danny You know, this site completely and totally kicks ass! But what's the coolest is how many amazing people are floating around on this thing, and the responses I've gotten. Whoah. Some of the pictures? Yeah. Definately hot. Keep them coming! THANKS for the notes, responses, and comments. Hope everyone has a GREAT amazing awesome weekend, and if anyone ever gets bored, hit me up on yahoo/aol IM or MSN, and I

Creations
And so it begins with the dimming of the candle light that once burned bright with such intensity of hope and dreams now benighted by such a darkness that consumes and forsakens the horizon of what once was and never will be again. Like that of the changing of time and seasons from the liveliness of spring to the withering and despair of winter. You stand here in this equinox divided by the decision that lay ahead to break what seems to be this pre-determined destiny or to write a new chapter that will give testimony to the things that plagues the minds of mankind. Like that of a saviour, disciple, or martyr your words will live on to tell a tale of a past life and the karma there within held, written in the blood of those who be damned, tainted by the memories of the impure in this crusade of self revoloution and revelation. Discard the mind of the one who once bestowed such knowledge upon you, your kingdom will crumble, but my memory shall remain instilled in your veins, your mind an

Odds And Ends
water falls and ice forms layer upon layer stifling, choking keeping me from feeling a frigid survival panic resides coiling amongst my insides a cold existence finding niches within the dark recesses of my being suffocation sets in as the ice builds causing pause icicle restriction stripping me of all resolve denying me peace limbs heavy with pressure breaking me down tears would be wasted at this point frozen upon my cheeks mocking me for the need to release the pressure storming inside always deliberately frozen fairy house nature hewn twigs and rocks natural building blocks pod's and thistles creating columns dragon fly windowpanes iridescent dancing light floating across little sprites forest floor brushed with pine sweeping motion delicate and divine carefully carpeted in soft pink thistle broad leaves for cove

Love
I really dont understand what the Love thing is I am so confused , i thought he cared and wanted to be with me but as it goes he left again for "HER" I WILL NOT ALLOW HIM TO DO THIS TO ME AGAIN!! just rambling on today is a great and exciting day for me, i have never fell head over heels for someone so fast!! i met him right here my fellow cherries!! i can not stop thinking about him and find myself wanting to be near him , he is my dream come true. if i sound corney i apologise but i need to let you know that it can happen with a little patience and love , dreams do come true!! sometimes I just have to express myself and this is one of those times. I have been single now for sometime and at times I love it and at times (most) I hate it. lately I have been craving a mans touch, his body and his love. I miss being a wife, I want to have supper ready for him , help him unwind, get his shower ready so he can spend some quality time with me . watch a good movie , cuddling and talking a

Though's
It’s early Monday morning and I’m anxiously waiting for my plan to land in Boston. My hands are shaking and thoughts are just running franticly in my head. The question of is this right? Am I doing the right thing? OMG I can’t wait to see you. Even threw my nerves I can feel my damp panties as they rub against my throbbing pussy. My sweet juices slowly flowing from the thought of meeting you and from the knowledge that by the end of the day you will be mine. I can’t stand it much longer the intense feelings running threw my body. I reach under my skirt and run my hands up my leg starting at the knee feeling the smooth cool material of my stockings give away to the even softer feeling of my thighs knowing that not much farther and my fingers will touch my wetness threw the opening in my panties. Touching myself feeling skin that is as smooth as the day I was born. Letting my index finger slowly slip between the damp folds, barely touching myself. My finger gently touches

Emotions
I am leaving fubar. I have not been on my page since the begininng of the 2009. I have no idea who my friends are, nor do i know what's going on. I might return sometime later, and change my whole profile. I'm not sure, but it's a thought. I spend most of my free time on facebook. Onyx_sons is one of my friends there. Anybody interested in following me there, do come n check out my page. U'll find it under Rose or creative09. Mystic n Emma, if you read this, i will miss u the most. Only because you n i acknowledged our friendship. It's been grand, and i will miss u. Angel07/Rose Hello my friends. I have returned after 8 mths of being offline. 8 mths is a long 'n stressful time. I come 2 my page 'n faces of friends i barely remember.Those r the faces that need help me remember. I will have 2 take sum much needed time online, 'n stroll thru my page, 2 remember. Although it would b very helpful if u could all send me a message 2 assist me w my quest.. i would greatly appreciat

Old Stuff
Fighting urges and feelings For anyone who wants me Rejecting everyone but you If I had known we were gonna end especially like this I would have let some in To just be firends or lovers Memories only make regret When I let you in I thought we had something Something pure and constant like the flow of a waterfall What is love? Is it just a 4-letter word? or is it used to hide the words of real emotion we'll never know, will we? never satisfied, looking forr deeper reasons When the feeling is deep still can be carved from the surface of your heart and your memory forever forgotten I dont know what I'd do If i really knew what love was searching to never find a reason we all sit in wonder will we ever love or beloved? Could you whisper in my ear The things you wanna feel I'd give ya anythin' To feel it comin' Do you wake up on your own? And wonder where you are You live with all your faults I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all

Jokes
What's the difference between Yo mama and a water buffalo? About 25 pounds. The other day when I went over to your house to visit your sister, Yo mama ran out from under the porch and bit my leg. Yo mama reminds me of a toilet, fat, white, and smells like shit. Yo mama's blind and seeing another man. Yo mama's glasses are so thick, when she looks at a map, she can see people waving at her. Yo mama's glasses are so thick she can see into the future. I would talk about Yo dad but I don't like to brag. Yo mama's glasses are so thick, she can burn ants with them. Yo mama applied for a job at a strip club but they already had a stage. Yo mama's glasses are so thick, a blind person could see with them. Yo mama's so cold, when she spreads her legs, a little light comes on. Hey I'm jealous! Yo mama's dick is bigger than mine. I seen Yo mama on the corner with a mattress on her back yelling "Curb service!" Yo mama's dick is so big, she makes yo daddy jealo

Nerd Alert!
Your result for The Techie Test...The Techie Well, you did it. You have ascended to that highest level. You don't just use technology, you don't just have a basic knowledge of how it works... you bend it to your very will. You don't use technology... you control it. You have a questioning nature, and you love to know what makes things tick. This is the mark of the true tech-head. It's no good simply being able to make use of someone elses creation, unless you can make it yourself. You've probably made at least your own website, and possible your own web server. You build your own computers, and own at least 2. You know the word "mod" means more than just Counterstrike. Heck, there's a chance that you've never PLAYED Counterstrike... such things are beneath you. A new frontier has been building the last few decades, and you're riding the crest of the wave. But to stay on top like this takes a focussed mind... too focused, often. You risk losing track of what's really rea

Lil More About Me..hmm
So Ive been a cook for about 10 years now. Im really good at it and really enjoy doing it, but I my last few jobs have really taken the fun out of it for me. I left my last job a few month ago to stay home and take care of my daughter. Im really feeling it's time for me to go back to work, for more reasons than just money. I really dont know if I want to go back cooking, because I can enjoy cooking at home more. I havent really had much other job exp. except for two years as a sales associate at sears. So now Im just staring at the paper....it gets hard to read when you dont know what you're looking for. So unless a lot of mooney just falls outta the sky and I can open my bar, I really gotta find something, and I want to enjoy doing it.....wish me luck :p Two moons on August 27th! > > The Whole World is waiting for August 27th > Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. > > It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye . > > This will cultiva

My Smurf Name
well its me and i lost the only man that ever cared for me i guess he moved like i said its june and i just got back from the babys appointment i had to tell the dad that im not prego anymore because i felt he didnt want the baby anyway i know he would be mad if he found out i lied but i had to tell him. I just got scared and he did what i though he would he went away i want to call his grandma but to scared of what she will say im currently stayting with my bro and his wife not sure what to about the baby i love his father but oh well hes mine and thats all that matters well thats all for me.. look i jsut got pic of my babies rate them and tell me what u think.. god i love them.. ***Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild*** Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble!

Relationships
WE ALL HAVE THEM,SOME IS AN ILLUSION OF OUR SLEEP r.e.m.,BUT THEN THERE ARE SOME THAT CONSUMES OUR NIGHTMARES,WAKES US UP AND MAKES US CRY.THEY ARENT DREAMS OF GOULISH GHOST.THOUGH THEY CAN BE OUR GHOST OF THE PAST.BUT THE DREAMS WE LEFT IN ANOTHER RELM.THE ONES THAT BROKE OUR HEARTS,AND MADE US CRUMBLE.MADE US WISH,OUR LIFE NEVER BEGAN.THE ONE PROMISE IN OUR WORLD,AND BE TAKEN AWAY FORM US WITH AN BLINK OF AN EYE.YOU PACK FROM THE BOTTOM UP,AND YOU DONT KNOW WHICH WAY YOU WANT TO TURN,AND DEATH YOUR ONLY WISH.AND MAD BECAUSE YOU WOKE UP AND YOU ARE STILL HERE.TO FACE ANOTHER DAY.MY DREAMS WERE OF DEATH BUT IN A DIFFERENT WAY.HELLISH DREAMS OF THE TORMENTS MY SOUL FACED OVER THE INTERIMS OF THE PAST.AND ONE DAY I SNAPPED.SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME,WOKE UP AND SAID ENOUGH.I DID IT TO MYSELF,AND I HAD TO GET ME OUT OF THIS FEELING THAT IT ONLY HAPPENS TO ME.IT DONT EVERYBODY GOES THROUGH SOME HELL.IT IS WHAT YOU HAVE LEARN,HOW YOU HANDLE IT AND WHAT YOU DO ABOUT IT. WELL I AM HERE TO

A Work From Holly
i got some more pics and if your lucky enough u just mite get to see um up late again all alone sittin here in a white tank top tight lil booty shorts red lace thong and im teasin myself gettin nice and wet any one wanna know how it went last nite lets just say i didnt fall asleep tell almost noon

Bummer
I went back to my apartment this afternoon for lunch, I turned on the tv, fixed lunch and packed my gym bag. As always my tv was some how was on the Food Channel. Guys Big Bites was on. He had this totally awesome receipe along with a strawberry Margarita. I would love to make it, the only problem I kind need some body to try it on. This so sucks. Oh well, who knows maybe one day.

Domestic Issues
To all my friends and family on fubar, please understand that if i do not reply to you right away, it is because i am not in the same home anymore. i have made the choice that i cannot live with my husband anymore and have to make my life all over again. at the moment, i am safe and protected. i am with friends who are taking care of me and helping to get what i need. hopefully by the end of the week, i will be set back up and have everything taken care of. untill then if Y/y ou have my yaqhoo name, i can be reached there. thanks to al my wonderful friends and family for the love and support. zircon

Rainy Nights
it is raining here tonight. the sound of the rain reminds of my younger days when i would play in the rain and the puddles. brings back the memories of being with my dad and enjoying the rain playing in it with him like he was a kid. the rai makes everything smell so clean and lets me drift back to my childhood at times. thank goodness for the rain

Amsterdam's Coffee Shop Crawl
well it didn;t akw us long to find the first coffeeshop. it was right across the road from the train staion... so that was a grate start to the trip. but here's the itinerary of the ones we hit up and what we got in each. Day 1 central - northern lights 3.8grams mystery bud 4 grams greeen house 1 - jack harre 1 gram skunk 1 gram 4:20 cafe - white widow 1 gram nepal hash 1 gram bushman- jamaican 1 gram snow white 1 gram weed tea 2 paradise - mystrery bud 2 grams Day 2 rasta baby- silver haze 2.8grams barney's - G-13 haze 1.5grams De Kroon- bubblegum 1.5grams ak-47 2.4grams dutch flower-

*bid On Me!*
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One ?
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you

How I Feel
“I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick - it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh - even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.”

*~in-laws~*
A couple drove down a country road for several miles,not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules,goats and pigs,the wife asked sarcastically,"Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the husband replied, "in-laws."

I Miss You
I MISS YOU WHERE YOU AREI MISS YOU WHERE EVER YOU ARE I MISS YOU WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR MEMORY IN MY HEADAND IN EVERY PLACE THAT WE SHAREYOU REPEAT YOUR SELF IN MY DREAMS THAT WILL NEVER WASH AWAY I MISS YOU MORE THAN THE AIR I BREATH MORE THAN THE HEART THAT NEEDS BEAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SWIFT ME OF MY FEETAS SWEET AS A BABY FEET I MISS YOU AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOR EVER STILL I REMEMBER YOUR FACE LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAYSTILL I HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY BRAINSTILL I REMEMBER WHEN YOU TAKE MY HAND TO DANCEWHEN YOU MAKE ME SING FOR YOU TO SLEEP NOW TELL ME HOW I WILL LIVE WITHOUT YOUR FACE

From A Dear Friend
"Prayer Of Love ....Never thought there'll come a time,I'll feel again the warmth of its shine.You came like a rain in my mind,Still there's a reason that I should find.There were many things I should have known,Yet my fear held its throne.It led my heart to a place I know,Where there's no other way but to grow.Only God knows where this will go,I could only ask for His mercy to show.For prayers and love are all I have.Because there's no other way I know my love.

Rip Soldier
> Airline Captain (don't delete)> He writes: My lead flight attendant came to me and said, "We have an H.R.> On this flight." (H.R. Stands for human remains.) "Are they military?" I> asked.> > 'Yes', she said.> > 'Is there an escort?' I asked.> > 'Yes, I already assigned him a seat'.> > 'Would you please tell him to come to the flight deck. You can board him> early," I said..> > A short while later, a young army sergeant entered the flight deck. He> was the image of the perfectly dressed soldier. He introduced himself and> I asked him about his soldier. The escorts of these fallen soldiers talk> about them as if they are still alive and still with us.> > 'My soldier is on his way back to Virginia ,' he said. He proceeded to> answer my questions, but offered no words.> > I asked him if there was anything I could do for him and he said no. I> told him that he had the toughest job in the military and that I> appreciated the work that he does for the families of our fallen> soldiers. The f

Songs That Mean Something To Me
Here we lay face to face once again Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend. And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears 'cause even though you're here, It feels like you're a million miles away. Was it me, or was it you that broke away? For what we were is like a season love is change And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside. Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We pl

Through My Eyes...
Sapphire and I went to an erotic arts ball. The ball was kind of boring so we left to go fuck. As soon as we got to my car I bent her over and fucked her a bit and then quickly got her back to the hotel and got my dick in her mouth. She sucked it real good for Daddy so I rewarded her by bending her over a chair and then letting her sit on the dick I finished things off by busting all in her mouth and like a good girl she swallowed every drop. EuftisEmery at Rude I’ve had the opportunity to check out Club Onyx and I must say that I’m very impressed. The first thing that I’d like to mention about the club is the security. Before you can even drive into the parking lot you’re stopped by armed security that checks your glove compartment and trunk for drugs and weapons. So don’t drive to the spot dirty.Once you get past the security in the parking lot you then have to get a pat down before you walk through the door and walk through a metal detector. Securi

Everyday Blog!!
Myspace videos You scored as Cross, The cross is a representation of religion. You are inspired by religion, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Cross100% Ankh100% Biohazard75% Skull50% Swastika25% What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

Suck This
I got too rant and rave for a little bit........I have been goin thru alot of shit lately.......tryin to help out anyone and everyone.......and asking nothin in return......but why is it when someone helps me out they expect sumthin in return......a thank you isn't good enough.........they expect a whole lot more........but sorry people it aint happenin......well gotta go...... to all my true friends and family holla at ur gurl........and girls watch out......for those that seem to want to help and say they dont expect nuttin in return they lieing they asses off........HOLLA hey, my friend is going through some shit right now cuz of sum bitch....if i ever find out exactly who she is theres gunna be hell to pay....My friend is one of the sweetest and kindest guys I have met in a long time and dont deserve any of this shit.....I dont know the bitch but would love to give her a piece of my mind........this ones for you baby!!!!!!!! love ya........ Hey people....I just read sumthin a fr

For Daddy
Being Held in the arms of Daddy after my bottom has been made red makes me feel so loved and i understand Daddy's reasons. When im held by you Daddy when i am tired and need my rest makes me feel so safe as your love envelops me. As i am held in the arms of my Daddy with each new step we tread makes me feel so warm and shows me i am treasured. Held in the arms of my Daddy after so many tears have been shed Daddy knows i love him

Crush
Mkay, just lost my crush. I NEED to have a crush on someone or I get really uncomfortable....I've got a lot of friend out there but none just jump out at me like the last two did....so jump out at me ladies.....(only ladies pls.) C'mon...make an old mf'r feel good......g

Vampire
Author Bram Stoker, while in the throes of outlining what would become his famous horror story about an insidious Transylvanian count, planned to call his villain (and the novel) Wampyr. It doesn't take too long to figure out that wampyr is a Balkanesque word for vampire. But, as mentioned earlier in this report, Stoker stumbled onto the legends of Prince Dracula, and a name that has been unspoken in most parts of the world for centuries was resurrected to human consciousness � in a landmark way. If anything about the true-life Dracula stirred Stoker's blood, and chilled it at the same time, it was no doubt the stories he read of the man's cruelty toward his fellow Romamians. Even if the Gothic writer had not been searching for a particular prototype, how could he resist fashioning his nosferatu after he whom history books called the Impaler? Stoker couldn't use a lightweight to serve as his model of evil, and Dracula, in no way a lightweight, must have stretched Stoker's alr

This Is 1 Of My Faves,
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Is this burning an eternal flame I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch you when you are sleeping You belong with me Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming But is this burning an eternal flame Eternal Flame by the Bangles (First off this is NOT written by me) La da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da There comes a time, in every mans life When he

Mark
OK SO ME AND MARK STARTED TALKING ALONG TIME AGO ABOUT A YEAR WELL THINGS WAS GREAT COULDN'T GET NO BETTER AT THIS TIME WE WASN'T DATING JUST TALKING AND BECOMING CLOSER WE I LOST CONTACT WITH HIM UNTIL 2 MONTHS AGO HE CAME BACK IN MY LIFE WE I HAD ASKED HIM IF HE FOUND SOMEONE YET HE SAID NO SO I WAS SO HAPPY AND AT THIS TIME WAS SINGLE AND DIDN'T HAVE NO ONE SO I ASKED HIM OUT CAUSE WE BOTH KNEW HOW WE FELT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER WELL HE SAID YES WE BECAUSE A COUPLE AND WAS VERY HAPPY WELL WE MADE PLANS TO MEET WELL THE WEEKEND WE WAS TO MEET WELL MY GRANDMOTHER PASSED SO I HAD TO GO TO ALABAMA HE UNDERSTOOD THAT SO WE MADE PLANS AGAIN WELL I STARTED BLEEDING AND HAD TO BE RUSHED TO THE ER OK WELL HE THINKS IM LIEING TO HIM ABOUT ALL OF THIS AND I NEVER CARED ABOUT HIM AND I DID AND STILL DO BUT U KNOW WHATS HARD I TRY TO TALK TO HIM AND ALL I GET CALLED IS A LIER I DONT KNOW WERE I WENT WRONG I HAD NO WAY TO CALL HIM EXCEPT THE NUMBER HE CALLED ME ONCE FROM ON MY CALLER ID AT HOME SO WH

Tantra
Thoughts... Of hot wet mornings Deep deep moans Sighs of pleasure. Throbbing Pulsing Ecstasy. Thoughts of... Your tongue, Dancing On my tight sex Your hands stroking hard buds Your moans of need Driving me over the edge The smell of morning coffee Mingled with our scents Rumpled sheets And Whispers of desire Turn thoughts Into Passion soft and yearning Hard and aching Thoughts of you... Touching me Bodies melting Souls aching Hearts beating Now Now Now Thoughts of you... Temptation too hard to resist Morning light at the edge of a dream Colors exploding Expanding Drenching My body sighs With content The day begins anew.

Life....
Getting my septum done today. IM EXCITED! I will be posting pics. The Deep Survey (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? a closed mind full of hate [2] What do you do when you need to relax? um relax? [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? Religion, politics and to many people trying to control our lives and decide for us what we should do with our bodies and lives. To many people worrying about the small things we are doing and what other countries are doing. People like Bush sticking noses where they don't belong because they are greedy and brainless. [4] Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? Depends on situation [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Change is always good [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? um tell me? [7] What are you listening to right now? Left Over Crack [8] If you won a lot

Auction
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Burned
For everyone wondering why my status is im on painkillers and im in pain and so on this is why.... I was comming outside saturday night after one of these stoves was burning for about 8 hours...I tripped and fell and burned about 50% of my right arm...I went to the hospital and found out i have 2nd degree burns and have to go to a burn treatment center for a few weeks....They said it shouldnt scar too much.....It was the worst pain I ever felt in my entire life...Im praying everything goes well...wish me luck

A Player
Pull up a seat and get ready to relax! We do play all types of music and take Requests!! Click any of these Pics they will take you there. So if you would like a relaxing and fun place to hang out with friends stop by and join in the fun! This is brought to you by... DJ HOT FLAME ROSE @ fubar This is a New Lounge so come a join our family and grow with us!!!

The Next Step
Lite my way send me to another realm I am within flight,to your arms The butterfly's defeat. Place gently within your hands watch the flutter of my wings I am in flight toward your soul The butterfly's defeat. Catch my breath,whispers in the air watch me dance Admidst your embrace The butterfly's defeat. Enlight my essences carry me far Clutch me within your touch The butterfly's defeat. A kiss within a moonlit nite A breeze catches my sweet scent. I brisk away as you watch me soar, this butterfly defeat. There morning started of,like a typical morning would for awhile in her life.They made a desicion,that living together would be their best choice for right now.Although,doubts laid in the pits of her stomach,why,she should'nt.Many nights she ponder,what it would be like laying next to the man that would soon be her husband.To feel his actual touch,of her skin.Carrasing her flesh with his tonque,kissing her so hard,til she was wet,with the anticipation of him dri

Erotic Seductions
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Decesions
Have you Ever Made a decesion..thinking or knowing at the time it was made for your own survival then later qusetioning yourself? Recently in the last few months I did this and since have questioned in numerous times..Did I do all I could, was this the only option, did I really adhere to my commitment, did I bail out? At the time I thought I had done all I could and the only other thing was to leave...Since then I've said things out of anger, hurt frustration..but always apologizing when I'm wrong..Now finding out theres a serious sickness going on and what do I do now? Do I change my life again? Am I needed? What can I do? I just don't know anymore and can't seem to find the right answer or any answer for that matter..So Im going to pray to my higher power to give me strength, love, guidance, and to carry me if I can't walk alone... Life sure throws us some curves on an already bumpy road..Yet I do beleive we are where we are suppose to be in order to get where we are going or to se

New Thoughts
I feel like this whole auto 11 thing has brought point whoring to a whole new level... I feel like those of us that don't get the auto 11s kinda get a bad rap because then everyone is just point whoring off the people that have them... I just want to meet some genuine people that want a good convo and we share in rating it each other because we like each other more than just for the points... I know I don't really worry about leveling all that much.. When I get close to leveling I will say something but I don't consistently beg for people to come rate me... when I say come show me luv that means shoutbox me or leave me a comment or something... I don't know... I guess I am just full of random thoughts today... I love all my friends... I just wonder how many of them actually love me back.... Why is it I always wake up to some new surprise? Lately I been feeling like I can't do anything right... Someone that I have been talking to and actually respect alot has ma

Meet My New Owner
he needs 16k to level has added more pics to rate will ya jump in to help? ~Hollywood~*Fu-Hubby to Brownbedroomeyes*@ fubar please say hi to my newest owner she is awesome and turning out to be someone i really want to actually know on here....she rawksssssssssssssss jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by AltonCouple,Owner of Nova, Sexy Scorpio, & BrownBedr@ fubar

????????
i site at the table i stop and i think the end of my life could end in a wink. i think of the day that my life will give way i hope its not soon but it might end today its not one should think of or or try to delay it hapens to every one i know its the way the past and the present come to gether as one

The Big Countdown!
okay so it's almost time for me to go into labor, this is my first baby so i don't know what to expect. i'v been getting really nervous and wondering am i going to be a good mother. i know that's normal, but i can't help it anyway.

Dark Side
Run, run, run......i'm here for my fun now....you thought it was safe to fuck with my mind. But you've awakened the side of me that I kept away for everyones own good. Thought it was all fun and games, but little did you know I was keeping tabs on who and where. I am gonna rape your fucking mind and destroy your fucking soul...you tried to do it to me. But I'm gonna make your nightmare a reality for you and I...We gonna dance all night until I'm tired. Don't cry now, cause all the knives you put in my back and my heart, are now laid in front of you. If I were you I'd run..But hey the door is locked..If you want the key, explain why you think you should have it... Explain why you still have my heart... Explain why you thought

Tangled Up In Me
You wanted to know more,More about me?Then watch the world spin around,To get a clue about what you see.Hey, you wanted to understand,Why I push you around,Why I push you away?Take a closer lookAt what’s right in front of you today.What makes you thinkWhat you see is what you get?You think you know meBut in reality you haven’t realized it yet.Everyday you search for her,The damsel in distress,The perfect girl you’ll one day meet;But what you don’t seem to recognize,Is I’m the girl sweeping you off your feet.You wanted to know more,More about how I dream?Well, I’ll have to admit thenThat’s not as complicated as it seems.All I ever wanted was that sunset escapade,Fireworks and shooting stars,In a secret moonlit rendezvous

You Deserve What You Get...sometimes
Okay, so I posted a status after seeing many status changes from women about men and how they lie or how the woman had been hurt by some dipstick. Here is the status I posted: "Dogs won't bury their bone in the same hole twice." Not even 30 seconds later

Black Longin
BLACK MALE Marie carefully checked her dark hair and smoothed her night gown before reaching reaching for the front door knob and opening the door!!! "Marie," asked the tall black man with a dazzling white smile, "I'm James Gobbel, you were expecting me!?!" "Uh, please come in, Mr. Gobbel," Marie said nervously, "I'm so glad you could make it!!!" James Gobbel moved smoothly into Marie's well appointed apartment, and after giving it a quick once over, turned back to Marie and said softly, "I'm glad you followed instructions, it makes things much easier!!!" "Instructions," Marie asked in a slightly puzzled voice!?! "The lingerie," James replied gently, "I'm glad you remembered, it makes things go so much easier!!!" "Why is that," Marie asked weakly, as the overpowering presence of the powerfully built black man nearly overwhelmed her!?! "I think you know the answer to that," he replied evenly while reaching out and calmly opening the front of her nightie, "but if I must paint a picture

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Confused
my life fell apart today...my world came crashin down....my heart is ripped to shreds on the floor...all becuz of the man that i love...he was everything to me...but i wasnt everything to him....he says he loves me but i dont quite believe that nemore....i was willin to do w/e i could to keep him...but it wasnt enough...hes gone now and he wants nothing to do with me....he cut me out of his life....he wants a life w/o me....and i wish i could stop cryin but i cant...i loved him with my hole heart...but it wasnt enough...i couldnt be who he wanted me to be...i tried to be perfect for him but i couldnt....i still love him and i want to be with him but he refuses....he said he never wanted to do this but he had to...well i call bullshit on that....i was gonna marry this guy...but not nemore....becuz of him my heart is trying to stay alive but idk how much longer it can fight....i wish i could be 6ft under so i wouldnt have to deal with this pain...i wish i could turn back time so i didnt

Poetry By Me
Living inside my Lonely Our past is all I see I decorate my heartache With each beautiful memory Feeding on my Lonely I savor the bittersweet taste So afraid I may forget Letting our love go to waste Dying within my Lonely Daring not to love again Maybe I can forget you But I just don't know when Bleeding out my Lonely Open every wound to heal Alive now because I know That true love isn't real Alone without my Lonely On the other side of Hell Can I ever love again? Only my Lonely will tell as04-10-03 Someone else is watching Every time you look away Someone else is lonely Wishing I could stay Someone else holds me Whenever I need to cry Someone else just knows- He never asks me why Someone else is not afraid To tell me how he feels Someone else shows me The love you won't reveal Someone else is watching My whole world fall apart Someone else is stronger He won't let you break my heart. as09-17-01 Your breath on my skin The warmth of your

Shop O Torture
1. Welcome Ft Killa-mo 187 2. Why Can't It Be? Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 2 and a half. W-Torture Podcast Commerical 3. What Happend? Ft Tyler 4. U's A Suburb G Feat Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 5. Never Sell Out Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 6. Colorz Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 7. Fuck Wit KM Day Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 8. The World Right Now Ft Killa-mo 187 9. Skisto Ft Killa-mo 187 10. My Reply Ft Killa-mo 187, Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, HALUSiN8 11. Bodyz In Da Bay Ft Killa-mo 187 12. Smoke Break Ft Killa-mo 187 13. Extreme Killaz Ft Killa-mo 187 and DC Sniper 14. Warfare Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler* 15. Lifestylez Ft Killa-mo 187 and Crap* 16. Metal Ft Killa-mo 187 17. Tha Re-Copp Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 18. Shoutouts Ft Killa-mo 187 *-Not Completed yet Keep checking thursday for a download link The all New Album! 23 new songs! Wicket World Order (Audio

Life As We Know It
My ramblings have covered many a field over the months, you name it i covered it, this one is an adventure into 'me' as i am now. Its hard going tryin' to express yourself so instead of skirting 'round the edge -- in i go. My life, right now dosen't ask a lot nor does it expect a lot. i dont expect my love affairs to last for long, i never fool myself into thinking otherwise or that my dreams will come true. I've had a full life so far and i'm use to problems and disappointments to such a point that i actually anticipate them, but this dosen't mean i like them, would you!! I've always got by somehow, thats what 'I do' and everytime i move on, i leave behind a little of something, sometimes people and friends sometimes material assets, but i try so hard to hold onto the memories. I move forward but without direction, and when I think on it , i really don't care - G-d how many times have i said that. I've also said that i'm immune to sadness and pain and that i'm 'hard' through

Agloco
http://mylot.com/aglocoincome http://www.mylot.com/?ref=aglocoincome I started Mylot for a few days witm my Agloco Downlinie Builder -UltimateRep . I come there to find a new friends and business expiriens. Just what have i see? I started ern too.As I login everyday, I notice that its members is growing fast. I know that now mylot has gain its popularity for posibility to find new friends, business contacts and too for money. early, you can earn there! Mylot has over 80.000 members from around the world. I guest it's because people find mylot as online community where you can get fun and make extra money at the same time. It is easy to earn money there, if you know how. Join my myLot Network! If you are a member of mylot now and want to increase your earning, here's some tip: Quality post is money. I don't know for sure how mylot determine to measure quality of each post. It is impossible to do it manually, so there's mu

Well.. Well..
Well, life is full of shit, And it seems like it never gets better, My dad has a heart condition and I went and spent the weekend, down at my parents, only to learn that My dad is going to have surgery on Oct. 9 and Of course I have a million things going on.. around that time I will be taking my state exam for what I have been going to school for a year and a half.. The dr's are telling him and they are not sure if he will make it thur and that he needs to get things all ready just incase he does not make it. He has 3 wonderful grandchildern that would.. well Im not sure what would/will happen.. So like I said life is full of shit. well.. well.. here it is just another day in my life, the thoughts of me moving are still in my head.. I will be flying to see my parents in about a week.. AND im about to turn 22.. wow that's bad... but good i think. Sometimes I just siting back nd think about were my life has gone, I don't feel as I should be 22.. nor do I feel that I Should have kid

Current Thoughts
I got called an angel today so yeah I am feeling a little high and mighty. But I am also just tired. For every one thing that goes right a million other things go wrong. I have such thin skin. I feel maybe more than others... I definitely care more. I take what someone says literally and seriously. I don't mind a two-way street. In fact I prefer it but why does it always seem like my side of the street is paved with potholes and garbage? Right now someone's thoughtless words have me feeling like everything is going away from me. What an awesome power that person has. To make me feel like shit and not even care about it... kudos to you. But that is just one person! So why am I hung up on it? Because even though I have some annoying qualities, I still cannot deal with the annoying qualities of others. I see the good. I appreciate the good. But just a spoonful or in this case a fucking gallon of badness can swallow the good and make it... nothing at all. Just because the w

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At lunchtime, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if They want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN". 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once Everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, Switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for Smuggling diamonds". 7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with The prophecy". 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat - With a serious face. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go". 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Put mosquito netting around your work area and Play tropical sounds all day at work. 14. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems d

Contest's
I'm having my first contest! There's No Fee To Enter! The contest will run for 2 weeks. And if I get enough entries the contest will start on Monday October 27th at 10 AM Central time and end on November 10th at 10 AM Central time. There will be only 2 winner's List of Gift's That Will be offered! 1st place with Most points (min 15,000) will win either a 7 day blast, 1 month VIP or a 25 Bling Pack. You chose the prize you want. 2nd place with Most rates (over 200) wins 1 Big Pimpin Gift as well as 250k in fubucks. :) Rates =10 points and Comments =5 points NOW FOR THE RULES! 1. You may submit any pic you want---MUST BE SFW ONLY 2. Self-Commenting AND Bombing Are Allowed AND Encouraged 3. NO DRAMA---Drama Will Get You Kicked OUT 4. NO SCRIPTING---Anyone Caught Scripting Will Be Kicked OUT 5. Your must be a FRIEND to enter or bomb, so make sure to RATE/FAN/ADD ME!! 6. Have FUN and ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY!

Love Lost
Last friday my wife came home at 8am from going out thursday night. she didnt' tell me she was going to be that late plus the only text i got from her was that she was ok and they were playing pool. yea well her daughter was sick and started throwing up, but did she call and ask about her daughter? nope. all she said was "ill be home as soon as i can" yea well that was in the morning. So, being fed up and pissed with her and her crap playing me and other guys at the same time i said fuck you and packed her stuff up, put it next to her car (she got picked up by the same guy that helped her move the furniture out of the house monday) and texted her she was done and that she could live with her parents. yea...i did go there.. I was tired of her lying, cheating on me, being an adultress, and taking me for everything i had. so that morning i said enough is enough! of course now i kind of miss the companionship and have cried on occasion because of the fact of being together for 7 years and

Poems ( I Always Write What I Am Feeling And Thinking)
You say you loved me, and you still do, but we can't be together me and you. You say "I love you always" in a different way I need to find myself you said that day. You said you'll love me always and will be there for me but something isn't right with me you see... You said please forgive me for hurting you it is something I never wanted to do please understand maybe in time I tried to fight this and keep you as mine. I don't want to keep you on a string I just need to do this, I have to, for me.. Please understand I do love you I do but not in the way that I use to.. I want to be able to still be your friend if you will have me until the end If you can't i will understand but its not what I want, cause I will tell you again "That I still love you, and will always to the end" Hearts get broken every day, people walk from our lives, but I do not want to leave you not now not ever I want to help you now and forever... You had always told me, you would never leave and now I know and I

Sa Music News Blog
"KINGS OF CHAOS" Original Rock Legends – LIVE IN SOUTH AFRICA! Dates & Venues Saturday 8 June – GrandWest Grand Arena Saturday 15 and Sunday 16 June – Sun City Superbowl Time: 20h00 Tickets Cape Town R375 to R700 Sun City R375 to R560 Tickets on sale from Computicket from Tuesday 12 March @ 9 am A feast of musical mayhem awaits any true fan of rock n roll, when the all-time poster boys for anthemic, hard rock music arrive in South Africa this June for three performances only. Eight original musicians from various iconic international rock bands will show off their musical mastery in this one &

Sadness
I am not so sad anymore, however i did move home to my mothers house with both my boys. but at least for now it is rent free. I am well medicated and over the depresion that came with breaking up with my boys father. But alas i am still sad about many things most of which makes no cense to even me. i have given up on getting laied for the sake of getting laied what i want is a relationship does not have to be love but must at least be a really good friend w/benifits of course. lol anyway just felt like typing for a few to kill some time later all you beautiful ppl May the Goddess and the God protect you and May you always fing the silver lining. How do you know what is Love and what is Lust? I do not know how to tell? I know my feelings are strong. I know that I wish him to be here, with me. but do i love him?? I swore I would not love again after my heart was broken to many times. but I have not felt this way in a long time so alive so free. I do not want to loose these feelings.

Jangl Information - New Feature
This is a repost of the original blog created by Sinderella on the new Jangl Feature: This is a great new feature fubar is now providing for its users. It allows you to leave voice messages for other fubar members without giving out your real phone number. Every member of fubar is set up to receive voice messages from other fubar members using Jangl. If you want to call someone and leave a voice message, Jangl makes that simple as well, using your Jangl account. To call someone and leave a voice message, click on “Call Me”. This link is located on every member profile, immediately below the member name. Next, verify the phone number from which you will be calling. You must use the phone number of the phone you will be calling from. (Jangl gives you the option to store phone numbers in your Jangl account.) Jangl will have you set up a pin number to use to log into your Jangl account. Make sure you read the Jangl terms of service and check the box that you agree to them. Co

Man Laws!!!!
MAN LAWS..... THE NOW WRITTEN RULES 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a stri

My "fuck You" Blogs
FUCK YOU, to the women who do that "lip pout" thing making us guys putty in your hands. FUCK YOU, to the women with big, firm, immaculate breasts, and wear loose fitting mock turtlenecks all the time. FUCK YOU, to Victoria's Secret and any other push up bra makers, for fooling so many of us guys that so many women have incredible breasts, but once the bra pops off......AAHHH!!!!! PUT YOUR BRA BACK ON!!! FUCK YOU, to the women with curvy booties, who wear boy shorts and bend over for damn near everything they do, then get mad cuz they "caught" us guys looking. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN YOU PUT DAT "ONION" ON EYE LEVEL?!!! >:( FUCK YOU, to the dick teases, who grind on you on the dance floor, in the parking lot, on the couch, talking all kinds of dirty shit on the phone, but just wanna "cuddle". WTF?!! Blue balls is a dangerous health crisis. You put too many of us guys at risk :|. FUCK YOU, to the women who take the "cleavage pics", but want you to comment on how thei

Love
Love means- Spending the rest of your life with the person you love and care about the most. Knowing that the person will do anything for you when needed as you will for him. Love means Being there no matter what happens as you can talk about it and work it out. Love is taking 5 minutes of your time to do something special for the one you love. It's knowing that person will hold you when needed as you would him, serve you a cup of coffee when you are so upset you cant do it. He helps keep your stress levels under control, gives you a massage when you are stressed, offers youa loving hand to hold at all times. It is knowing he is there even in the middle of the night if you have a bad dream and you are there for him also. Its making decisions together, discussing things sharing with each other. Its sitting ona park bench together under the stars, making sure you are safe from all harm showing compassion when needed helps when you least expect it. Lets you know how much you to mean

Deceit
Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools that have not wit enough to be honest... Francois Duc De La Rochefoucauld This surface good-nature which captivates a new acquaintance and is no bar to treachery, which knows no scruple and is never at fault for an excuse, which makes an outcry at the wound which it condones, is one of the most distinctive features of the journalist. This camaraderie (the word is a stroke of genius) corrodes the noblest minds; it eats into their pride like rust, kills the germ of great deeds, and lends a sanction to moral cowardice...Balzac, Honoré De Deceit wears a veil of exotic translucence Woven with infinite care And the silken-smooth threads spun from lies Deceit is the game of petty spirits, and that is by nature a woman’s quality...Pierre Corneille Deception (also called beguilement or subterfuge) is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth as in certain types of half-trut

Believe It You Can Read It
I cdnuolt blveiee tahr I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht i was rdanieg the phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at cmabrigde uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. the rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is because the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but thr wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt. have fun with this one.

Not A Bloger..
I have lost loved ones due to breast cancer. Both men and women, Alike. My work is is selling T-shirts, The one I am wearing in the pic. So for every picture rate and bling I get I will donate $100 dollars to this great cause. Help the boobees and neebies out. I have donated $800. so far just in the last week. I want to see more men and women surviving from this. I have kids, and I am sure you do to. They have a cure but it takes a but load of money to get it. So that is why I am donating to this. And if the speeling is bad. I apoloize for the miss spelling. my fubar is messing up on me tonight. had to type fast. Good night. The smacker Ok FuLand.

Happy New Year Friends.
Hi Friends Happy New Year to all of you, hope it will be a awesome new year it is now 2010 wow imagine that so hard to think I been on here sence 2006 wow I have made alot of good awesome friends and had some good time and great times and bad times of course like we all have this site of course is something else it was alot better back then as cherry tap but of course we all know times and things are for ever changing who knows mite change again sometime huh. I have made some awesome new friends so far this new year and also last yr of course still have a few old good friends from my first start of the day back in 2006 never thought id be on a site this long wow and still single on top of that hmmm hehe but of course those who know me or of me on here know that there is a reason why I am single and stay that way but of course for those who read this and don't know well the reason is because I collect pet snakes its posted right on the front page of this profile even in big letters but

Natalie's Blog Spot
Tonight with YouCountless candles flare themselvesinto loose strings of pearlsup and down the stairswith the lively lilt of my steps.From ample ancient urnsclothed in bloom and verdigris,full flushed antique roses dispenseheated mauve and myrrh scents.

Help From Fubar Support
I WILL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT I OVER REACT ABOUT STUFF, BUT THIS JUST PISSED ME OFF! IF I WAS ONE OF THE POPULAR PEOPLE ON HERE OR SOMEONE WHO SPENT TONS OF MONEY, I GUARANTEE YOU MY ANSWER FROM SUPPORT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT.

Love :)
woo hoo, my FREE $500 Target Gift Card came in the mail yesterday. What should I go buy? :P It's another one of those sites that hook you up for taking a 30 sec survey and entering your email address. I can't believe how easy it is to get free stuff nowadays. Just need to know the right places to look =) Anyways heres the site since I'm so nice haha. Just click HERE! Easy as hell lol to complete lol. Hit me up if you got any questions. pharbitis hi sweet lady..how r u doing? ...wish i was ur lips :) u have cute pics and profile...if u wish to contact me mail me on yogs_32@yahoo.com or yogs_32@hotmail.com...see u soon :) You know, when people say nothing is free, they are WRONG! I used to think like that too until I received my FREE Gucci Bag yesterday (thank you UPS guy!) Remember that site I showed you guys a few weeks ago where you take a 30 second survey and enter your email address and they'd send you a FREE Gucci Bag just for participating ... and you guys laughed at me saying the

Germany
Sitting here on CT while Rudi is napping. I am feeling so down today, really struggling to keep my head up. Every time I look at him I realize tomorrow at this time I wont be with him and it is absolutely killing me. Why does LOVE have to hurt? My heart feels like it is breaking =( These past three months in Germany have honetly been the best three months of my life. This man has given me more and shown me more then I can even describe. The one man after many years that has been able to tear all my walls down and totally crawl into my heart. My soulmate, I never believed that I had one, but I sure do now. He is truly my Angel. The man that holds the keys to my heart.... 14 May 2007 Sitting here being down....Rudi is out of town till Wednesday for work, which I understand completely, but missing him extremely and knowing I have to go back to the states in a few days is killing me. I keep feeling like my heart cant take it. I know I am strong enough and will pull through this cuz I

Friends
Hey everyone! I wanna write this one to everyone! I have to more. So im gonna lose the net for about a month:( Plzz dont forget about me! I will come back as soon as i can! and i will return all the love! Plzz dont let anyone talk shit about me while im gone! I wouldnt let it happen to you, so dont let it happen to me! I promise i will be back As soon as i can get the cable turned on in my apartment! Me and mom are moving out and gettin our own place! we will miss you all! And to all my Bombshells..Im still in the family, and will never leave u guys! You guys mean A LOT to me! If you really wanna talk and not miss me, Write me and let me know, and ill give ya my cell number!! Because im keeping it on, so all my friends can reach me! Plzz show me some love while im gone! Ill miss you all:( Love always, Jessi I love when guys give me a song, because i remind them of it. Or because they love me so much, that they wanna dedicate a song to me. It makes me all warm inside! I just absolut

Twolouds Crap
Hey peoples..check out my videos. Im filtering out the ones that dont slowly but for sure, so give me time..enjoy! Rate them to yo. Im not on much I dont ask all the time..;) Peace peoples! Its nice out! Howdy all. I updated my video stash. Check it out, rate and leave comments if you like them. I still have a few more pages to upload so stay tuned. PEACE! Added a playlist to my main page. Check it out. Let me know what you think. (same on thats on my myspace)

Level?
Hey all, never done this before but I see it all the time. I'm a mere 2000 points away from leveling.. I'm pregnant and on bedrest and this is my only source of entertainment.. sad huh? LOL. Would you mind helping me level? It would be greatly appreciated and if you need help in the future of the same nature, shoot me an email and I'll be happy to help. Hope you all have a good week and thanks in advance to those that help. Muah!

You Can't Be Serious..
I don't know why every person I deal with seems to think that making me feel better is the answer to their own problem. Look, I understand that people 'may' care and all, but when I want to be cared about, I'll care about myself. It's just easier that way. It can't get much clearer than "I want to be left alone." But for some reason, whenever I tell someone that, that for some reason still gives them license to come bug me, or call me 50 times a day over some dumb shit, or even worse, getting pissy because I have "shut them out". GET THE FUCK OVER IT! It pisses me off that people do not realize that THEY might be the reason that I do not want to be bothered today. And even if not, I should not be made to feel like shit because I would rather be alone and have no conversation at all than sit with someone who persists to piss me off, and force myself to have conversation I clearly do not fucking feel like having. OK. That's all done now. Back to ///////#~~~ So my plans with my friend d

Random Thoughts
Fare thee well Trade in all our words for tea and sympathy Wonder why we tried, for things that could never be Play our hearts lament, like an unrehearsed symphony Not intend To leave this castle full of empty rooms Our love the captive in the tower never rescued And all the victory songs Seem to be playing out of tune But its not the way That it has to be Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy cause its not the way That it has to be You begin And all your words fall to the floor and break like china cups And the waitress grabs a broom and tries to sweep them up I reach for my tea and slowly drink in cause its not the way That it has to be Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy cause its not the way That it has to be Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy So fare thee well Words the bag of leaves that fill my head I could taste the bitterness and call the waitress instead She holds the answer, smiles and asks one teaspoon or two Don't tr

Soldiers Ii
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A ARMY SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE ARMY SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, O

Wrecked
Here, read this: "By the mid-1930's, thanks to the New Deal, all that self-reliance had changed, prompting Mencken to declare: 'There is no genuine justice in any scheme of feeding and coddling the loafer whose only ponderable energies are devoted wholly to reproduction. Nine-tenths of the rights he bellows for are really privileges and he does nothing to deserve them.' Despite the billions spent on an individual, 'he can be lifted transiently but always slips back again.' Thus, the New Deal had been 'the most stupendous digenetic enterprise ever undertaken by man.... We not only acquired a vast population of morons, we have inculcated all morons, old or young, with the doctrine that the decent and industrious people of the country are bound to support them for all time. The effects of that doctrine are bound to be disastrous soon or late.' This is from a Biography of H.L. Mencken. Now look at the current elections. Both parties, all candidates always telling you what they will

Vamps Log
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my

Visions
It's easy to look and disagree It's simple to talk from a distance Join me in the trenches if you will See, I can't talk for too long without action Do Something I'm not saying shoot that cop Or slap that politician More like cast that vote Make demands of these b!tches Let them know you hold the key to their coveted position Do something We've been down for too long From misery let's get evicted Realize that most of our wounds are self inflicted That's what was intended It was the only prediction The time is now Do something Your homeboys don't wanna read it Read it to them Since it's food for thought Feed it to them Can't bullshyt forever when we're seeing through them Do something Do something Do something Each one Reach one Teach one Ignorant minds Breach one Painful stains Bleach one Corrupt figures Impeach one Contribute ALL Leach NONE Ebonically speaking... Act NOW or WE DONE!! DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My body quivers as y

To All The Guys
Which color eyes are you? ____________________________________________________________ Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.T

It,pennywise Train
IT'S ALIVE!! PENNYWISE IS LOOKING FOR YOU!! 1.Please rate Rebelicious DixieAngel's,Pennywise folder. Leave a comment on the last picture. Start with this one. 2.Now fan/rate/add everyone on the list. If you are already friends with someone..check to see if you can re-rate them and send them a comment..."Pennywise is looking for you!" or something like that! 3.When new people join the train DO NOT just accept the friend request. You MUST fan/add/rate/comment back. 4.No Cheating!If you do not do as you are asked,you will be removed from the train. Private message TexasAngel after you have rated the folder and added everyone on the train. I will add you and make you this Thank you tag! Who's hiding from Pennywise? The lady that brought Pennywise to you! 1.~Rebelicious DixieAngel~ Greeter @ Good Ol' Boys and Gals~ Head Enforcer @ Lucious Desire@ fubar The Hostess 2.~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~@ fubar One's on the run!

Me And Terry
I am letting all my friends know that in 3 days I will be back home in Virginia at which time I will be deleting alot of people from my list ... I have done my very best to be a real friend to everyone in my family list but once again I get hurt because people want to be shady ... As my TURE friends know I am a loyal friend I go out of my way to help people and be there for them and this is the point where its time for me to say bye to some of you because im tired of trying and getting shit on over and over again... To my REAL FRIENDS I love you guys and thank you so much for being REAL with me that means more to me then any points or rates ... So Watch my family list as of Monday things will be changing .. P.S. To those who like to talk about me and not to me the same people you are talking to are the same ones coming and tell me . Think about that.. I am here for fun at one point yes I use to be worried about how fast I can gain a point but the more time goes on th

Help
My number one got a new profile this week and needs help getting to where he was before. He left because of drama and I convinced him to not totally leave. If you a/r/f him he will return the favor as will I. Thank you my friends... Jenn

A Random Rant
1. A snowflake is one of nature's most fragile things,but just look what many of them can do when they stick together. 2.If all your dreams don't come true,don't fret; all your nightmares don't,either. 3.Don't be a carbon copy of someone else; make your own impression. 4. Don't let your welcome mat lie. 5. The best gift we can bestow upon others is a good example. 6. For mending someone's broken heart,the best glue is compassion 7. If you aren't wearing a smile,you're only half dressed. 8. Remember,today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.- Dale Carnegie 9. The trouble with some people in trying times is that they stop trying. 10. Actions speak louder than bumper stickers. 11.If you don't like the way life looks,change the way you look at life. 12.Nobody has ever measured how much the heart can hold. 13.The world is full of cactus,but we don't have to sit on it. 14. An arguement is a head-on collision of two trains of thought. 15. When

Just One Of Those Days...
Things went wrong again, and I should've seen it coming Never was good at it anyway, but I wish there was a way To make you see that everything I said and felt was real But it'll never happen after how bad I ruined things this time Maybe one day I'll figure it all out and look back on this See it for the learning experience and not the pain I felt The pain I caused is worse because you didn't deserve it Right now I only wish tears were enough to wash it all away Wishful thinking at it's best, nothing more, nothing less Is this what happens when you let yourself truly feel Who knows cowboync: fuck u bitch if i'm a douche...u wouldn't catch me in ur twat if i'm a douche...u smelly bitch. ->cowboync: lol yes i am and you're a douche that doesnt take no for an answer cowboync: well fu cuse me dam...RAGGIN TIME! GOOD BYE ->cowboync: i'm not one of these little bitches running around letting everyone see my naked body. if you have a fucking issue w me refusing to do you an NSFW

My Owner
aGEM4life [SinnersFamily-SBG] --Proudly Owned By Willie -- FU Owned By GANGSTA - DESIGNZ & Muma_e@ fubar This my truly awesome owner Donna, aGEM4life. Ive been friends with her on here for awhile now. Shes great and deserves lots of fu love guys.. Wish I could make this into one of the frilly blogs with backgrounds and stuff but hey I cant so here it is...Love you Donna

4th Of July Weekend
hey all i wanna tell u all about my 4th of july weekend well fisrt i had to put up with 2 12 year old obnoxious little girls and secondly i caught the biggest fish,the littlest fish & the most fish on saturday the 4th then saturday night went into pigeon forge to watch some of the best fireworks i've ever seen in my whole life at Patriot Park, then sunday after the 2 12 year old girls lefy going home sunday me, mom, dad, and my aunt sheila went out on the boat fishing and had some peace and quiet lol...i dunno when i'm going back down but i hope next time it will b awesome cause i wanna catch some more fish and i want my nephew and my dads mom to be down there and having fun! and that's all i gotta say

I Don't Get It
What is with all the "family" crap on Fubar? I thought it was bad before.. now it's just ridiculous. Can you not have a close circle of friends without feeling the need to put a label on it? What is with all the requirements to be in some of these families? Since when do you need to be up to someone else's standards to be accepted? I guess the whole concept of people liking you for you went out the window along with thinking for yourself as well. I've been part of "families" on Fubar and as you can tell I am no longer in them. I prefer to think for myself and not take direction from others. I also enjoy stating my opinion and not having to follow someone else's just to be "cool" Say what you want, and defend what you want, I've seen the truth. One last thing before I end this.. Why don't you try doing for others because you WANT to and not because you expect something in return. You might actually gain some more respect in doing so.

Random Men Bullshit.
hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn:

Life
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed

Poetry By Meeeee
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL

From My Head...
Hey ladies how about this CRAZY IDEA... women say they want friendships first. then when a guy becomes a great friend they say...i dont want to ruin our friendship. girls say that want men to be gentleman and pay for things and open doors - then complain because they are independent. Women say that want someone to shower them with affection and love - then when we do..we are too clingy. women say they want a guy that actually listens - and when we do... even though we listened some how we didnt hear you. ok yeah so how about this one...in general...PICK ONE SIDE OF THE FENCE AND STAY THERE... yes guys know what women want (generally) but for the specifics...um we cant read minds...SO TELL US WHAT YOU WANT! then leave it up to us to give it to you. If we dont...MOVE ON...if we do..STICK AROUND. Actually its quite simple. And another thing...LADIES...GUYS FIX THINGS...so if you have a problem and you tell us about it, we are going to try and fix it...if you dont want us to give

Check It Out....i'm Ranting Again!!
so somehow tacos turned into spaghetti...weird how that happens. LOL anyway, its an outback night tonight. i am so fucking excited!! we used to have outback seriously like once a week lol, and now that we havent had it in like a month, we act like its been 4 years. yummmmmmmmmmmmmm outback special!! our internet has been crashing a bunch since lastnight...i swear i was afraid it was from CT. but its not...comcast has been being a fucking dick for the past 2 days. i dont know why my work wastes their time dealing with those fuckers. oh my lord, we had a really shitty fireplace experience lastnight!! for some reason, the fireplace quit sucking the fire up and out the chimney, and it was blowing it out into the house instead. so we went to sleep and kept the bedroom door shut to try to keep the smoke out as best as possible. ha well that shit didnt work. i woke up and felt like my lungs were on fire. LOL we are dumbasses. who sleeps in a house full of smoke?? THAT IS FUNNY!! so

The Cherry Bank Is Open
Hi everyone, I just want to thank all the people i have got to know on this site i really have had a load of fun getting to know you, but i still find this site quite frustrating at times with the stndards of nsfw pics and trying to force ppl to post salute pics, i have been on 99.9 for over 2 weeks because i wont post a salute so i am leaving in protest to go to another site. So i salute u cherry tap u can stick ur salutes up ur arse.... i am out of here cindy xoxoxoxoxoxox Hi everyone, I AM IN HOTTEST CHERRY COMP MY FIRST ONE GO TO THIS PROFILE AND VOTE FOR ME RATE ME COMMENT ME DONT RATE THE BLOG RATE MY CONTEST PICS, THEY ARE IN A FOLDER ON DIVERDOWNS PAGE XOXOXOXO if u r havin trouble with link go to my page and find diverdown in my family list and go from there, ps dont rate my pics on my page just on diverdowns thank u all ALSO GUYS YOU HAVE TO BE A FRIEND OR FAN OF DIVERDOWNS TO BE ABLE TO VOTE..........I HAVE 763 FRIENDS 260 FANS AND ONLY 5 PPL HAVE VOTED 4 ME SO FAR

Check Out The Nightstalker Hq & The Darkside Guys & Dollies Hangout
Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredi

A Real Jerk Off!
MY ADVICE WOULD BE TO BLOCK HIM NOW... He is a VERY SICK VERY EVIL TWISTED person. I know this first hand.. That night he made me cry and took a pic of me. Well here is part of our converstation that day...HOW CAN SOMEONE SAY THAT THEY LOVE SOMEONE AND IN THE SAME DAY HURT THEM TO THE POINT OF CRYING AND NOT EVEN FEEL BAD THAT THEY MADE YOU CRY. GET SATISFACTION OFF OF YOUR PAIN ENOUGH SO THAT HE WOULD TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU CRYING TO LATER USE THAT PICURE OF YOU IN PAIN TO TRY AND FURTHER CAUSE YOU MORE PAIN.. I COULD NEVER IMAGIN ANYONE TO BE THAT EVIL OR CREWL TO HURT SOMEONE SO BAD. TO GET PLEASURE OFF OF SOMEONE ELSES PAIN IS JUST SICK.. HE SHOULDN'T BE WONDERING AROUND CT EVEN MORE SO ON OUR STREETS. ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 3:13:03 PM): ARE YOU ON? ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 4:22:20 PM): I MISS YOU ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 4:22:25 PM): I LOVE YOU ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 5:27:54 PM): i love you ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 5:34:57 PM): hunny can i please come home..i miss you ScOTT Maldo (5

Updates
I wanted to take some time and write a blog for all my friends that don't seem to know whats going on in my life. For those of yous that don't know April 30 I drove down to Pearson International Airport in Toronto, Ontario to pick my mom up. Its been almost three years since I seen my mom. We had one of those movie airport meetings you know where they throw there bags and run to each other. My mom ended up hitting a lady by mistake but the lady just kept on walking. Things like that happen all the time I guess. Shes been staying with me since she got back into town. So we have all had some things to get used to. We are up very early in the morning and we can be very loud I have tried to be as quite as I can be but as for me kids they just don't know the difference. I live a very busy life. Most of the week I am gone to playgroups with my kids or I am at the gym working out while Tristens in preschool. So my mom has the place to herself while we are gone. My kids just love her. My oldes

Guest Book
this is what really pisses me off sometimes.. i was sitting at home about 2 days ago, after rating a few pics.. i first faned, then asked for a friendship, and then in my shoutbox, pops up this person, whom say to me, that my friendship was denied. lol. like i really care, but, what did i do wrong? i asked her this 2 times. and then today. after talking to her for less then 10 mins, she was pissed because she was working, and did NOT SEE that i did rate her. this is a c/p from the chat. *~*Sapphyr...: have a nice day ->*~*Sapphyr...: and you dont hear me crying about it. i thanked you in your sb for it. ->*~*Sapphyr...: from what i was able to see, you rated 2 o my pics an 11. that was it. ->*~*Sapphyr...: i rate more then enough people every day, im already out of rates for today. *~*Sapphyr...: well lets see i tend to rate all my friends pics so i expect the same thing in return, ->*~*Sapphyr...: so what are you saying? *~*Sapphyr...: yeah i know

Asshole!!!!!
i find it very funny that i was recently called a duchebag by someone that hasnt shown an onuce of sincerity about the things i am going through and dealing with considering i am taking care of his son and he has only seen him once since he was born three months ago. Now that i have a boyfriend and we are very very happy he is butt hurt because i told him off. then when i handed my bestfreind and love of my life the phone and let him say how he feels the bitch hung up on him and then posted a blog talking shit about my man and calling him Captain save a ho. sad thing is is that my man is the only dad my son has ever known and has been here for me and my son since before he was born. Am i wrong in feeling that my boyfriend has more of a right to be called dad than his fucked up sperm donor? My boyfriend pays for everything my son needs and even more. he is always willing to be the first to take care of him and love him. So for all you men out there that have taken on being single da

Vacation 08-25-07
Well after a late start we finally got going. Ofcourse ther was traffice and lunch took too long, but all's good We can to Baltimore and find out I Google-Mapped the direction to the wrong address. So after a bit a drama and map reading we got the Aquarium, around 3pm. Thats about three hours after i had planned to. The Aquarium was fun, Alex love it, until his tired and hungry melt down began, while at dinner at the HardRock. And ofcourse service was slow, and ow it had begun to rain. Dinner was finally over and we actually found our hotel, somewhere in Bowie MD, i don't know. It seems we have free wireless internet access in the room, nice. But now it seems like it going to rain all week both here and at the NC shore. argh. So i've been online looking for things to do, but we might just cut this trip short if needed, One of the pluses of driving. Well it's late and i've had a long day, so i'll try and update this as often as i can... Luv Y'all Finz Hi all, Tomorr

Why ??
Why do men lie?? They tell you everything that you want to hear, totally sweep you off your feet all to find out that everything he told you was a lie.. Do you ever trust him again? You told me that you loved me, You told me that I was everything you needed and wanted, You told me that you were going to stay and grow old with me, You told me even if I tried to push you away you would stay because you loved me to much to let me go, You told me that you wanted a family with me, You told me that you wanted to marry me... So now I am asking you why did you have to lie?? You hurt me very deeply more than I have ever hurt before.. You asked me if I can forgive you, the answer is yes.. Can I ever forget what you did to me and how much you hurt me, the answer is no...

Favorite Quotes I Stumble Across.
You, too, may have met your hermit, or perhaps something else equally marvelous. Maybe it was a rock, a tree, a star, or a beautiful sunset. The hermit is the Buddha inside of you. --Thich Nhat Hanh, The Hermit and the Well Hell is other people. --Jean-Paul Sartre, No Exit To drift like a dead leaf fallen from the tree and taken up by the wind, knowing not if the wind carries you or if you are carrying the wind ... -- Michel Jourdan (French hermit writer) I have known the silence of the stars and of the sea, And the silence of the city when it pauses, And the silence of a man and a maid, And the silence for which music alone finds the word, And the silence of the woods before the winds of spring begin, And the silence of the sick When their eyes roam about the room. And I ask: For the depths Of what use is language? ... -- Edgar Lee Masters: [from his poem] Silence About three hundred years ago, an Indian chief said to the governor of Pennsylvania: "We l

Its All About Me
Thoughts of Suicide (An original by me) She sits alone starring out the window; Wondering what has happened to her. As she sits and waits; She knows that this is her fate. She was once filled with peace and tenderness; Now pain and anger fill her heart; As hatred tares her apart. As she sits and waits; She knows she will see hells gate. She once believed in love and togetherness; Now the darkness has captured her soul; As deaths breath takes its toll. She sits alone starring out the window; Wondering what has happened to her. Sometimes Sometimes I wonder why I'm in this world Sometimes I wonder if I was gone would anyone care Sometimes I say to myself I'm here for a reason But sometimes I think to myself What is that reason for Sometimes it's hard for me to live my life Sometimes I just break down and cry Sometimes I think why this had to happen to me Out of all the people in this world It had to be me Sometimes I imagine how my lif

Jokes
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman…Many females use a date rape drug on the market called “Beer!” This drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large “kegs.” “Beer” is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only get a guy to consume a few units of “Beer” and then simply ask him home for “NO STRINGS ATTACHED SEX!” Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several “Beers,” men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that “something bad” happened. Please! Forward this warning to every male you know! If you fall victim to this “Beer” scam and the women administering it, there are male support groups wh

Might Be Mia
As of the Dr appointment today the baby still seems to be growing even though my daughter lost some weight from her last visit. Hopefully this is just a sign she is getting ready for the delivery. No signs of labor pains yet. The baby however now appears not to be turned all the way around. He is head first just face up rather then down. Depending on how things go this week the Dr may schedule a 3rd sonogram. Thanks again to all who have had my daughter and her unborn son in their prayers. Hi all, I may not be around much over the next month or two. Yesterday at the Doctors we got some news that my daughter is having complications with her pregnancy. How much i can be around will Depend on what the 2 sonograms say that we need to schedule. one sonogram is to make sure the baby is ok and the 2nd is to check on some of my daughters orgams to see if she needs surgery. We are just praying now that the baby is ok and that surgery will not be required before her due date the end of

Pix
Carrie Is Up For Auction !!!! Would You Like To Own Her ????? Come Show Carrie Sum Lov And Bid On Her !!! Here's What Ya Get : SFW salute Rate all pics and stash as much as I can in a month Give half of my 11's per day providing they have enough pics for me to rate 50 per day vote on most mumms and comment mumms,blogs, and pics Add to #1 Friend #1 Fam Send ppl links to their profile to rate Have owned by my name for 1 month Random comments and bling

Addicted
*MY EYES BEHOLD YOUR BEAUTY SO RICH, RADIENT BROWN. *I TRY TO WALK RIGHT BY YOU BUT YOUR FRAGRANCE SWIRLS AROUND CALLING ME TO HOLD YOU PRESS YOU TO MY LIPS. *BUT ONCE YOU ARE THERE YOU'LL BE FOREVER ON MY HIPS. *TOTALLY CAPTIVATED I CAN NOT TURN AWAY. *MY LITTLE BOX OF CHOCOLATE THIS ONE THING IS TRUE, I'M SO TOTALLY ADDICTED THERE'S IS NOTHING AS SWEET AS YOU.

Sick Of Being Sick
I have an appointment this Wednesday, with one of my oncologists. I have been in pain since about December 26th... my lymph nodes have been inflamed/enlarged putting pressure on either muscle or nerves under my arm. I feels like I've been leaning on a crutch this entire time, with no rest from the pressure. Sometimes are worse than other times, but for the most part I am not able to get comfortable. I am always tired... I am not a fan of getting CT scans, but if the doctor doesn't suggest one, I am going to request one, as well as a chest X-ray. My chest has been feeling rather tight too. Just wanted to vent on that... Well Folks, for those who don't know... I am a Hodgkin's Lymphoma patient. Hodgkin's Lymphoma, for those who don't know, is a cancer. While not RARE, is is less common. It is also one of the most EASILY CURED! WOO-HOO! yeah, right. When I was first diagnosed (March 2001), I was told, by numerous doctors that if I was to have to choose a cancer, Hodgkin's was th

Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a twin brother (looks a lot like me). I must be the evil one, though cos he's a priest. 2. I once broke my back in a car accident. I was in the Air Force at the time and I had a 3-day drive to report to a new posting in Nova Scotia. I was distracted by a bee that was crawling around on my leg and I took the car flying through a barrier and over an embankment...never even hit the brakes. I did a flip and three or four rolls (aerobatics display). Parts of the car were still hanging from the crash barrier. I spent the next six weeks flat on my back in a military hospital with hot and cold running nurses. Now

Wow
Ok so right now I am so glad I have no more children in school.... They are STRIP SEARCHING CHILDREN in SCHOOLS They are saying they DO NOT have to abide by the 4th ammendment They say they DON"T have to have probable cause... (probable cause being reasonable proof .....) How far are schools going to go with their dictatorships They say they can do this WITHOUT a parent present Without a warrant Now I understand the concern for safety in the schools and that guns and drugs are a big focal point

Mother's Day Auction Come Bid Now!!!
THE MOTHER'S DAY AUCTION IS OFFICIALLY OPEN!!! COME BID ON YOUR FAVORITE!! WHO DO YOU WANT TO OWN FOR MOTHER'S DAY? CHECK OUT THE LIST BELOW AND CLICK ANY OF THE PICTURES TO BE TAKEN DIRECTLY TO THAT PERSON'S AUCTION! PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE/FAN/ADD YOUR AUCTION HOST GLITTERKITTY WHILE YOU ARE THERE! LET'S ALL HAVE FUN!! LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!! GLITTERKITTY HEARTS JOJO BRASS MUNKEY BUNNIE METAL BABY TITTYLICIOUS TNDREAMER UNDERESTIMATED

05/06/09 Mothers Day
My hats off to President Obama for refusing to ignore the confederate veterans on Memorial Day. Soldiers on average dont get to choose what we fight for that is what our leaders are elected for. We3 are told to fight and we do. Not for a cause but for the men and women beside us. And reguardless of the flag that they fought under they are still America's Veterans. We honor the veterans of the French Indian War and they fought under the British flag. Hello and Happy Mothers Day to all you ladies out there. This Sunday is your day and you deserve it. May your God Bless you all. You all are the best. Thanks!

Who Did I Miss
Can you believe it …. they sent my Census form back! In response to the question: "Do you have any dependents?" I replied - "2.1 million illegal immigrants; 1.1 million crack heads; 4.4 million unemployable people, 901 thousand people in over 85 prisons; and 565 idiots in Parliament. Apparently, this was NOT an acceptable answer. Who did I miss ?

Dressup
Victoria Beckham glittered in a gold dress as she picked up the Luxury Brand of the Year Award at theWalpole British Luxury Awards 2015 held Monday. The fashion designer wore a gold dress from her own collection as she accepted the award. The dress (Look 14) is from the designer’s upcoming Resort 2016 collection. Her new collection will be available from this month. Her ankle-length dress featured a blouson sleeve jumper, high neck, belted and flared skirt both in a thick knitted fabric. photo:mermaid formal dresses Beckham accessorized with only a gold watch. Her long brunette tresses were styled in a chic low ponytail with a few strands of her hair framing her chiselled face. For make-up, the designer opted for some bronzer, brown tinted lipstick and smoky eyes. The mother-of-four finished her look in a pair of black pointed toe pumps. She competed with otherheavyweight brands like Alexander McQueen, Burberry and Roksanda to win the award, Mirror UK reported. &

Hot Hot Hot
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs67%Bondage67%Blind Folds67%Whips50%Biting50%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Exciting75%Soft50%

A Firefighter
As the pager goes off and the call comes in I wonder what we will have or where we will be going Who will be there and what will we find Will today be the day I find a friend or a loved one dying The call comes in and I have to get dressed I run out the door, into my vehicle and down the road I get going Now that the call is in I know I will be missed The dinner he had planned but this is what I do The call is over and I come home He is sitting on the couch next to the phone I give him a kiss and tell him it was bad But most of all I tell him I wouldnt look back The one so close and dear to me Now realizes this is not an abnormal thing To leave in the most difficult times Or even miss a wonderful time with my man Charity Dawn Wooten Copyright ©2007 Charity Dawn Wooten The Twelve Days of Christmas Fire and Rescue Style... On the First day of Christmas, my Dispatcher gave to me... Grandma who fell and hurt her knee... On the Second Day of Christmas, m

I Hate Ninjas
Oh I have made it quite clear that I am not afraid of them. So far I have posted two blogs about them, this will be my third. I will not be intimidated by them. Once again they have tried to mess with me, and once again I will stand alone against them. As I have said before, there really is no mission for the modern day Ninja, so they must find a way to hone their skills. And I have figured out how they do it. They sneak into you place and hide your keys. They leave no evidence of their presence, but I know it is them. And now they have struck again. Last week I decided to go for a ride on my mountain bike, since I am riding near the wire, I pack my pistol in my camelback. (better to have it an not need it than need it and not have it) I took my Beretta out of my holster and put an extra mag in the mp3 pocket they have. Everything was cool. Until I got back, I put the camelback on my bed as I changed and pulled the pistol out to put directly on my paddle holster. The extra clip

I Did It
I created my own lounge today not sure exactly how to delete conversations that I've had but I have created it. So come join my lounge if you want. Well, I finally met someone that might turn out to be a good friend someone to have alittle fun with and not worry about drama or bullshit. It's nice when you meet genuine people and upfront. Awesome to meet another couple with the same interests and boundaries are set that are very workable. Let's spice life up alittle bit and have some fun as well :) D & M thanks for a super Friday nite, looking forward to the next opportunity. Always glad to have new friends!

So Sad
This is so freaking bs. So today as i was trying to get laundry out to the garage, I stepped on my son's shoe and slid down the step, twisting my ankle and landing flat on my ass. That's not the part that bothers me even though it hurts and all..I call my husband to ask him to come home and help me with our 5 kids(he's helping some friends scrap ceilings at their new house) and he asks if i want him to come home i told him it was whatever he wanted to do. So he said he was coming home. He calls back not even 5 mins later to tell me he was gonna stay cause they really needed him!! What about me? Am i just chopped liver. No i am just his wife no one important. I am tired of busting my ass for him, Then when i am hurt and need him i am left to chase my kids on all fours!! what a dork i must look like. Anyways i just needed to vent a little so now i am better! I am warning you, this is very, very, VERY sad! You may need a tissue... She was only five, This is what happened When she

A Death Sentence
Well today was the day I got to appear once again before a judge on the order on my dog;Sabatian;to be put to sleep..No good news here...they decided that because he was blind ...that he could not be a trusting animal to have...no matter we said ..it didn't matter...he has 30 days then he will be gone..he is my familiar and we all love him very much..I prefer not to ever talk about this again this is the reason for this blog...we have enough to deal with now...so please don't ask. Wonderful world we live it huh? Only thing they could say to me was 'When are you going to pay some more money'...yes I went off ..good thing my mother was there...don't think I needed to go to jail..but right now I don't really care...there is no justice...and no faith..just a lot of shit to deal with.....knowing he's in a small cage ..knowing he thinks we deserted him....and there is nothing I can do...I have nothing left but the wait now..... As another tear does fall, And hope does nothing at all.. Fear

Special Thanks
Graphics & Layouts I wanna take the time to send a special message to my father even though he is no longer here..i wanna thank you for everything you did for me..thank you for having a heart..and taking the time to love and care for me in the ways that u did..there arent enough words or ways for me to express my appreciation for you and the things you have done...I love you daddy!! R.I.P(June 25, 1994) Graphics & Layouts happy fathers day to all the fathers and mothers who are fathers..may it be filled with lots of love and blessings ~*~ Shyy ~*~

Saturday, August 4th, 2007
I am entering a contest that Ms. Dallas is hosting. Not sure when it will start. She has to get enough ppl to enter but she didn't say how many. It will probably be in the next week. But this is one of those where you will have to add her as a friend to be able to get to the folder to bomb the contest pic. So here is a link to her profile. If you could, go to her page, rate her and send her a friend request and just put a quick note in your friend request that it is to bomb in her contest. *MsDallas© ~Founder Of The Gotti Family~@ fubar I am officially retiring for the evening. It has been a long day. Rachel is online, if anybody needs anything. For those of you who don't know, Rachel has the care bear/bi sexual/rainbow glittery icon as her pic... I am sure you have had a shout or message from her or something. She is the manager, my assistant and right hand...If you have any questions when I am not on, please feel free to shout her or message her. I will see you all tomorrow. I

Cybersex!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE WISCONSINITE WHEN: 1. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. J 2. 'Vacation' means going up north past Hwy 8 for the weekend. 3. You measure distance in hours. 4. You know several people who have hit deer more than once. 5. You often switch from 'heat' to 'A/C' in the same day and back again. 6. Your whole family wears Packer Green to church on Sunday. 7. You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching. 8. You see people wearing camouflage at social events (including weddings and funerals). 9. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked. 10. You think of the major food groups as beer, fish, and venison. 11. You carry jumper cables in your car and your wife or Girlfriend knows how to use them. 12. There are 7 empty cars running in the parking lot at Mill's Fleet Farm at any given time.

Chiefs Vs Bears
Chiefs defeat Bears to open preseason By Mike Nugent Warpaint Illustrated Beat Writer Posted Aug 8, 2008 On a stunning Chicago summer night, the Kansas City Chiefs kicked off their 2008 campaign with a bang, defeating the Bears 24-20. Kansas City started the game strong, scoring on a magnificent opening-possession drive that lasted nine minutes before running back Larry Johnson finally punched the ball into the endzone from the five-yard line to put the Chiefs up, 7-0. With 6:51 left in the first half, the Bears kicked a 42-yard field goal to make the score 7-3 before the Chiefs scored a touchdown late in the half on an 8-yard Maurice Price catch to go up 14-3. The Bears scored two touchdowns in the third quarter, once when quarterback Rex Grossman hooked up with running back Garrett Wolfe on a 25-yard reception, and later when quarterback Caleb Hanie hit Brandon Rideau with a 13-yard touchdown to put the Bears up 17-14. In the fourth quarter, the Chiefs

Need Fubux???
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Addiction
by Gra mo chroi You're my addiction, what I crave with a burning desire, what I dream about every night, what I can't go a day without, you're my addiction I can't live without. You're the man I love with all my heart, the name my heart says with every beat, you're my every fantasy, you're my every prayer come true, you're the man that makes me complete. You're a part of me like my heart is and you flow through me like my blood, this feeling I have for you hasn't dimmed a bit over time but grows brighter and stronger with the tears. You're my addiction, what I crave with a burning desire, what I dream about every night, what I can't go a day without, you're my addiction I can't live without. You're the embodiment of my every wish and dim every fantasy I've had, you're the man I can't see my future without and the one that my children look like, you're the one I'm with when I'm old. It's you're voice that I have to hear each night before I close m

Code Of Conduct
1. All 2nd Alarm hottie Prospect must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself ,being full body. 2.All hotties must be female (no exceptions) 3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box and Fu_mail must be open to all officers for communications .(Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends) 5.2nd Alarm Hotties must be added

Remembrance
the skies so dark with evil and torment,the earth so scorched with rage and fury,the soul....so ravaged by time and despair,when it seems theres no hope,look up, remember the skies,like it once was,look around you and remember,what the earth once looked like,look within yourself,remember wom you were,then gather up courage and hope,to let others see for themselves,that they, are not alone on this,cursed place, help them remember themselves,till everyone remembers...if they do,then whos to say its racked with evil and grief,when all they see is hope and remembrance,of whats past, and work to build the future....

The Dll Paranormal Society
Hi everyone! This blog area is going to be for the Paranormal Society I run here in Baltimore, Maryland. I've been educating myself in the Paranormal for the last 10 years. And in 2008 founded The Divinus Lux Lucis Paranormal Society. In April of 2011 we were sanctioned as a student organization through The Community College of Baltimore County. I wanted to post this blog, just to put it out there in case anyone from Maryland here on FUBAR was interested in the paranormal. We are open to ALL people in the state of Maryland and anyone can become a member. We meet on the Dundalk Campus of CCBC every Thursday from 6-8pm, and hold investigations on the weekend. Not every week but 1 to 2 times per month. We have also have many on campus events each semester plus we have a CCBC Television Show in the works. If you are interested in joining please email us at DLLparanormalsocietyccbc@yahoo.com Let us know you would like to join, and just let us know that you heard about us via FUBAR!

Just Some Writing
window panes come crashing down admist the tears of pain, vanishing hopes are gone and flew away up above through the twilight, shadows cast across the floor, reflections of the past, trembling thoughts of one dwelling deep within the soul, a mystical sense of reality, all in bewilderment, of the shock in the wave, creatures of the dimness chattering amongst the green, everything slows in stillness what is this we see? a twinkling light shines bright in front of us, gives us new hope of what's to come and what has past, but it does not stop there, we keep wondering of what else we are going to find, we search high and low, looking for the one thing that we crave, we sit and wonder how long it will take to find, the rest of what we have already found, and yet sometimes that is stiill not enough for us,

Life Here
I can't go into all the specifics online, but I'm so fed up with being "grounded" by the Air Force. The cerfews and all the other special restrictions that have restricted me, are all kind of ridiculous, especially since I wasn't the one who got in trouble. A few bad eggs spoiled the lot for us all, and ruined what could have been a wonderful Holloween weekend.

Veggiegs
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My Poems
Teaching Angels to Fly By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan Sitting here sad and lonely and feeling quite bereft, It doesn't seem like two years have passed since the day you left. I remember it quite vividly the day you died, And how I sat for hours and just cried and cried. Thinking of your golden coat and coal black tail and mane, Brings to my heart a stab of aching pain. The most graceful and beautiful of any around, Not to mention one of the fastest in town. Though I long for you still to be with me here, I know in my heart that you are very near. The joy that was once mine, Now belongs to another, You were my best friend, my companion, my brother. I think of you now way up in the sky, And I no longer have to ask myself why. I know now why you were taken from me, Why your spirit was set free. There were those in Heaven that had forgotten their way, Had forgotten why they had come to stay. Though they had wings, they had forgotten what they were for, Until the day you

My Dad
My Dad was admitted into the hospital last night. I am worried about him, not sure what all the problems are yet but when I know I will keep you updated. On the bright side my brother was able to get emergency leave from Iraq for our family emergency so he will be here soon. I am looking forward to seeing him! I have been so worried about him and have missed him alot. I ask all my friends to please pray for my Dad. Hopefully your prayers and thoughts will help and his stubbornness will pull him through. Thank you Simmer

Love
Falling in love means that now there is no way, no technique. That is why it is called 'falling in'. Simply fall in. Love happens only when you surrender...!!! The best proof of love is...... trust Love is the only hope of the world. And we are coming close to that turning point: either total war or total love. There is nothing like a compromise now ................. And it is a question of life and death: war is death, love is life.

Xdarksyntax Live
The following is an actual question given on a Emory University chemistry mid term, and an actual answer turned in by a student. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving, which is unlikely.. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.

Pondering....
So, I am tired, working way to much I know. Time seems to be dragging not passing quicker. Days go by slow. People getting weirder. Work was tough the last few days. 2 domestic assaults, gang fights, todays, we found out after the police got there, they had automatic weapons in their truck. An assault on a juvenile child, simply over a gang initiation. Auto burglaries, 3 in two days. So, makes me wonder how tomorrow is going to be. I have a feeling its just beginning, and thats not good :( But yet I keep going. I keep thinking how much my girls need me to keep going. Makes it all worth it, doesnt it? So, Working alot, taking time for my family. Friends are awesome and have been very supportive. My daughter who just came home, is finding a place and moving out. She needs to be allowed to grow up huh? Even if I dont want her to go, she has to and I know that. Samantha will be going as well by year end. I will prolly have my grandson till she gets to NC and gets settled, finds work, then

Writings..real Blogs
What makes it so damn hard to find a little understanding? Think about it. All of us have been through similar situations. We've all been through love and heartbreak. Through being the one who dumps to being the one who's dumped. We all can point at one another when we hear their tale told, saying "I know exactly what you mean!" And yet, when it comes to our own personal romantic endeavors, we can't admit that the other person has been in the same position that we have. We become completely centrally focused. Why don't they want me? Why don't they obsess over me? Why did they break up with me? Don't they know that I do the breaking up around here? Well, damn. Think about it. Why did you not want that nice guy/girl that chased you around? Why didn't you obsess over the girl/guy who remembered to tell you every day how much you meant to them? Why did you find their behavior stifling, smothering, invasive? Why did that lead you to break up with them? Why did you find it so odd

Here ... I Guess ...
Have you ever felt that the world was closing in on u? Felt like no matter what u do u just can't get out of the rut u r in? My husband just went back to work in California while me & the kids r in Oklahoma ... my car is trying to break down & i have only the money from my job ... I know that we are working to make things better but it so seems like things are against us ... I just feel as if i dunno what to do when there's no money to take care of things when they break down or just stop working ... i guess basically i feel helpless ... but i do go on. I just wanted to write so ... if u r reading this thx for reading my whining rant... As i sit here I am often left to wonder y ... Y do i find myself coming back to this place Knowing inside the answer is not there left to wonder y my heart feels so bare I have know the feelings of love, desire & wanting passion, & bold life yet feeling so empty ... my friends all around me yet still i feel alone yet life still amazes

Hotties Promotons
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Friends
she is trying to reach the next level. only 416k to go. please help out anyway you can. She's a wonderful woman and an excellent friend. F/A/R if you havent already. All love shown will be returned. She's in a comment bombing contest trying to win a VIP for the most comments. Click on the link below and show her lots of love. She's a sweetheart and all love shown will be returned. While you're there, tell her Ring Of Fire sent you. Some prick hacked into Sniper's account and got it deleated. Sniper was a FU-King and lost everything. Let's get together and try to help him get it back anyway we can. He is one hell of a nice guy. F/A/R him and he will return the favor. Thanks to all that can help.

Friends, Can You Help Me Out? Pleaseeeeeeeeeee Rate This Pic For Me :)
Hi Friends May I PLEASE Have Just 1 Rate? No Comments Necessary :) Please Click On Pic To Rate Please Note...This Is NOT For Spotlight. Have No Interest For That. Just Thought I Would Join A Contest To Earn Fubucks To Help With Owning My Fu Friends And Buying Gifts For Them :) Please R/F/A the host (if not already done), tell her I sent you :) ♥Dragonphyre♥ fu-owned by CinDragon & fuMistress of Jeep_Man@ fubar ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ Proudly Owned by Makin Whoopie@ fubar link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1329213&albumid=1017267&i=287393261&idx=2 Hi, this is the 1st Auction I have ever been in and I find it a little daunting as well as exciting. I am not 1 to point whore or beg for Bling, Tickers, Blasts or Happy Hours. I am happy with what I get on my own, what people willingly give me as far as points, rates or comments. But this I really think I could win, a BONUS PRIZE for most rates on auction pic. That is, if my friends help me by going to

Animal Rescue
If we can get to 1st place (and remain there) for the State of Arizona, this will ensure that we receive at least the State Grant of $1000 for AZ. $1000 will spay or neuter TEN animals! Please keep those votes coming and tell everyone you can think of to do the same. The link for voting for the $25,000 grant is: http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/shelterchallenge.faces?siteId=3 Type in AZ and then Kingman and click "search". Then click on Exotic Heritage Cat Association of America, and then click on the vote button. You can vote from different computers or, if you have two internet services (ie. DSL and also a wireless card or modem) you can vote using both services daily. Thanks, again, Taymie Exotic Heritage Cat Association of America PetFinders is giving away a $5000 grant to the shelter that receives the most votes. PLEASE! Go to http://www.petfinder.com/disasterprep and vote for us. When the voting window pops up, please enter Arizona f

Friendship
THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MENBEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE--NEW WAY TO DO CARJACKINGS (NOT A JOKE)'Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating.. You walkacross the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. Youstart the engine and shift into Reverse.When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of yourparking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middleof the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock yourdoors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (orwhatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reachthe back of your car, that is when the carjackers appear outof nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practicallymow you down as they speed off in your car.And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car.So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, yourmoney, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity arenow compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING USED.If you see a pie

Coke Vs Pepsi
"> OK, This is WAR! You must choose, and you have to do it NOW! It's easy! First please rate the pictures in the Coke vs Pepsi Folder starting with this one. Please leave a comment on the last one Then just fan, rate, and add everyone who has joined before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "Coke is the winner!" (or Pepsi) or something similar. (If you get the bouncer, just change your comment a little bit or add ~ or ! or * to the beginning of it.) When you receive a request or comment, please rate, fan, and comment back. When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you. We're all here to have fun, so no drama please! Start with me, your hostess. In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~CONVOY leader~*~Fantasy Flight Pilot~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~@ fubar The Riders> ~Dusty~ (J.O.) *{Shadow Leveler}*

Surverys
July 4, 2016: Stomach ruptures during hot dog eating contest. You enter a hot dog eating competition and are surprised to discover you're actually very good! It's down to you and one other person. You've already eaten 70 hot dogs and the other person just finished their 70th hot dog. It's a tie. If you eat one more hot dog you win! You're so full you can barely stand it, but your friends are all cheering you on, so you eat one last hot dog. Before you finish off the final bite, your stomach explodes and you die. When Will I Die by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes

Highlights Of Career/hobby Counseling Advise
Potential Clients and Some Words of Wisdom ------------------------------------------- 1. For the downsized -- who can’t understand why loyalty wasn’t rewarded Nobody owes you a living. You can’t rely on an employer for your whole existence, they can only supplement you. Compute your minimal needs and try to get an employer to supply that. Understand which of your limits are artificial and can be changed. Decide which minimum steps to ambassadorship you need to get serious about and pray for inspiration. Go with strengths or weaknesses, whichever you prefer. I suggest you get 12 guiding scriptures to believe most earnestly. 2. For the downtrodden -- oppressed, out of time to fill in forms again and again Needless to say, your typing skills come in handy filling out forms. This is simplified if you have a generic form already well prepared. Or get a friend to do it for you. You might be surprised what kinds of careers you would consider under various conditions

Music To Have Sex By
I have NEVER had sex with music playing in the background, unless you count a quickie in the truck when I was a teenager. :P Anywho.....I was talking with a friend and he told me about this song and it just oozes sex music. It's sultry and makes you wanna get naked. Enjoy :)

No One
no one know what am going throughwhat feeling i have in my heart no one know what is like to be hurtto be destroy and desert no one know how this hurt is beating me downand that i cant get up if you are around no one know what you have inside untill they tried my side people will never understand coz they dont give a damn no one know how much you fightcoz it is in your sight how

Dna~va
VA Secretary Jim Nicholson says, “...VA will become a leader for the health care industry in combining genetic research with the best medical practices, benefiting not only veterans, but all Americans as well." How will the VA accomplish this? By using the DNA of millions of veterans to create what could be the world's largest gene bank. Do you trust the VA with your DNA? You shouldn't! The VA allowed your personal information to be stolen. Do you want your DNA information along with your personal medical information in the hands of who-knows-who? To my knowledge, this Committee does not have one naysayer as a member. So, their job is not so much to study the issues but to sell the concept to the veterans' community. Don't buy it. WASHINGTON – Continuing the leadership role of the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) in fostering ground-breaking medical research, Secretary of Veterans Affairs Jim Nicholson this week attended the first meeting of a committee

My Blog Has A First Name..it's B-l-o-g!!
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li

Thoughts
He came to me again as he always does touching my soul and wetting my eyes with tears. His dark eyes searing stright into my soul leaving me empty when he leaves. His arms that once made me feel safe and warm in his embrace now leaves me cold and alone. his words that once comforted my tired and restless mind just leave me longing for a another time. Perhaps Ive lost what little sanity I have left. Perhaps I want to be near him again so badly that I create his appearance to somehow torture my wounded soul. Or perhaps its the guilt I feel that creates his image over and over again to remind me of my past sins.There are times I could spend hours dwelling upon things I have done wrong in the past but dwelling will solve nothing for its in the future that I can make a difference. And its in the future that he will come again and again. As darkness falls her thoughts become scattered. Like an old piece of cloth her lucidity becomes tattered. She falls upon her knees and prays to anyon

K.f.c.
I was driving down the road on the way to work had all you can eat mexican food the night before it was about 10am my tummy was startin to hurt I was fartin real bad too plus I also had to pee. I finnaly found a place where I could stop off K.F.C. I was fartin soo bad now could feel it right there I rushed inside the girls room was locked soo I decided to try and sneak inside the mens room got in there and lock the door wow the toilet was soo dirty and full of crap too. soo I did the next best thing as it is could not hold no more I bent over alil to slide off my panties I already had some marks in them soo I put them in the mens urinal and bent alil and wow it started to flow soo good omg it felt soo good never thought id finnish finnaly I was done and I wiped and left the bathroom there was a big contruction type that went in after I got out hmm for some reason as I watched he was in there a good while finnaly he left and walked straight out the door after words. I snuck

Copyrights
You can buy prints of my photos on www.deviantart.com Just go to my page and choose one in my gallery. You can have them on prints, mousepads, mugs... http://yannickmcfly.deviantart.com/ Help an artist ( i.e. ME) If someone has ripped a photo of yours and you want it removed, please read our Terms of Service and the following information on how to remove Copyrighted material. How to remove copyrighted material? CherryTAP requires an official DMCA notice. Please read the following information. Digital Millennium Copyright Act It is our policy to respond to notices of alleged infringement that comply with the Digital Millennium Copyright Act (the text of which can be found at the U.S. Copyright Office Web Site, http://lcWeb.loc.gov/copyright/) and other applicable intellectual property laws. Responses may include removing or disabling access to material claimed to be the subject of infringing activity and/or terminating subscribers. If we remove or disable access in

Pain
It hurts inside, all the pain is sucking up energy within Everyone says just be yourself, but the truth is I dont know who me is I've been someone else for so long that I lost who I am In a world where if you're not a certain way you get judged I dont know if i could ever be whole again, but then again you can't make something whole that never was It's like a missing peice of me Without it I can't live After all I've been through you'd think I could handle this, but the thing is I can't take it anymore and I don't think I could make it I want to reach out to someone, but I'm scarde to let someone in Scarde I might get rejected So many people have betrayed me in my life, so many people have left me, so many people never actually got the chance to know me before they walked away I only let people in so far...don't get me wrong I'm just misunderstood I want to let people in I try to reach out, but they just don't get the clue I used to look in the mirror seeing the person I

My Crazy Halloween Pumpkins
Thank You Guys For Rating My Crazy Halloween Pumpkins Photo Gallery LoL.The Two Pumpkins On My Living Table And My Outside Deck Are Really Indeed My Work The Others Are Just Internet Photos I Like. I Had Fun Cutting These Baby Up LoL They Real Nice Once Your Finished; Its Just They Do Take Lots Of Time And Patience To Stencil Out Shape Up These Jack lantern=2 Hours Long Ouch. Im Glad I Was Off From Work On 10/31/07 LoL Haa Most Of My Ideas Came From This Website Below Check It Out Sometime Very Interesting. I am Pleased You Enjoyed Them. *DAY* +NIGHT+ The Website http://www.zombiepumpkins.com

Dear Moma
2 ALL THA MOTHERS ON FUBAR ON YR SPECIAL DAY...LOVE U ALL! LADYZ IM WATCHIN THIS SHOW CALLED TSH INVESTIGATES & ITZ TALKIN ABOUT STALKERZ ONLINE PREDZS & & JUST ALL AROUND WEAK ASS FOOLZ & ITZ TRIPIN ME THA FUCK OUT & I THOUGHT ABOUT ALL OF YA'LL & I WANT TA TELL YA'LL TA PLEASE BCAREFUL OUT THERE CUZ ITZ ALOTA CRAZY CATZ OUT THERE & I LOVE ALL OF YA'LL & I DNT WANT NUTIN TA HAPPEN TA YA'LL SO JUST PLEASE BCAREFUL WIT THESE FOOLZ ONLINE!!!

Metals Bully
7Th cïrclë Øƒ hëll OMG ONOZ... DJ Metal Is On Air Only In Hell.... Get In Here Before He Sets The Rest Of Fubar On Fire!!!! Join Us In Hell Where We Know The Meaning Of Family While You Are Here... Kick Back & Relax With Some Of The Best People On Fubar We Are Hiring For Staff For All Positions, Inquire Within..... We See You So Get In Here Already! (click here to enter if you dare) (repost of original by '~Twï§TëÐ ÐrÅgØn hübbY ïn lïfë fü TØ ïnkëÐÅngël ~Enforcer& Co Owner of 7th Circle of' on '2008-09-14 08:53:13')

Auto 11 Auction
Auctioning off an auto 11...bidding starts 2pm easten on 1-1-09 and end on 1-4-09 at 9pm. The starting bid will be 70,000 fu-bucks...fubucks will be the payment method you may use bling or other cash items but will only be counted for the amount of fu-bucks earned for that item..place your bid in the for of a comment in the auto 11 auction pic folder.. payment must be recived by the higest bidder before i send the auto bling...if highest bidder can not pay the next higest will be contacted...gook luck everyone

Tag-- Your It
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am divorced. 2. got 3 boys they are almost grown 3. I date younger guys since my divorce 4. I am a scorpio 5. The places ive only traveled was California. Ky, Indiana, Michigan, Mexico 6. I have 3 sisters and 3 nieces and 3 nephews 7. I have a 1996 thunderbird 8. My favorite color is Purple 9. I like doing scrapbooking 10. I have meet some nice people on here that I can say are my true friends I tag Mary, Kim, Angela, Barney , Jayde

The Blonde Mortician
A man who just died is delivered to a local mortuary wearing an expensive, expertly tailored black suit.The female blonde mortician asks the deceased's wife how she would like the body dressed. She points out that the man does look good in the black suit he is already wearing.The widow, however, says that she always thought her husband looked his best in blue, and that she wants him in a blue suit. She gives the Blonde mortician a blank check and she says, 'I don't care what it costs, but please have my husband in a blue suit for the viewing.'The woman returns the next day for the wake. To her delight, she finds her husband dressed in a gorgeous blue suit with a subtle chalk stripe; the suit fits him perfectly.She says to the mortician, 'Whatever this cost, I'm very satisfied. You did an excellent job and I' m very grateful. How much did you spend?' To her astonishment, the blonde mortician presents her with the blank check.'There's no charge,' she says.'No, really, I must compensate

My Status Box
SCRAPPER TOOK MY STATUS BOX, CUS HE DIDNT LIKE WHAT I SAID, GUESS NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR OWN OPINIONS ANYMORE ON HERE. So to make them see change your name to FuClone (then your user id # ) Ok here was the actual comments: FuClone1031234 said: Scrapper your an Idiot. I want my symbols back. This site isnt for you, it is for EVERYONE ELSE THATS HERE FuClone1031234 said: Awww didn't like people having their own opinions, so you took my status box away ???? SCRAPPER said: SCRAPPER said: Huh! You just called me an idiot....go ahead and keep punching me in the face. that is what i am here for. Step away from the computer and breath....it's all going to be ok.

Family
Have you ever been out in Nature, and gazed upon a swift-flowing river? It is a beautiful river, sparkling and frothy, filled with diverse currents and rapids, calm pools, gentle shores. Now and then you see a sandbar protruding from the surface; debris carried by the flow hangs-up on these and stays there. Until, one day, the current from the river erodes the sandbar and the debris on the upstream end is swept away, and disappears. We, our friends and family, acquaintances, lovers and former ones, co-workers, the guy who takes your toll, and more lately the ones that join us via the cyber-community, we all stand upon a great shoal in the flowing river of Life. Every now and then, and in no particular order, one of our group vanishes into that great current; leaving those remaining to shuffle uneasily, and to wonder what the Hell happened. But that sand keeps migrating downstream, and that proverbial dune keeps getting more amd more crowded. And sooner or later, we all stand upon th

Tx49er, I Don't Know
Finally, it's here. What do I speak of? Football! Watched the first game lastnight and the Saints won, thank God. They beat the Vikings and stupidass Farve. I hate that guy. Geez I hope this is his last year, finally. Guess we'll all see, right? Go 49ers! Hey people, I'm very new to this blogging stuff so if I somehow manage to screw it up- forgive me. Any who, I will try to keep everything and everyone up todate on this but if I don't update,or answer people back in a timely manner it is because I am out on the road. I drive trucks for a living and as such, I don't have a lot of freetime. However, I find myself liking Fubar very much so I think I'll try to update and be online as much as possible. I have already met one REALLY cool person on here- YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, YOU CUTIE. I hope to meet more cool people here and I will do my best to be here as much as I can. Later.

In Memory Of 9/11 Let Us Not Forget
I prayed today Today, I prayed for the lives lost in 9/11 knowing that their lives were lost in vein, taken prematurely from their family's, knowing that I still have mine. I cried today because I know we lost so many soldiers because of this event, and knowing some of those who were KIA will forever touch my heart in a way that no other can. I smiled today because I know those who lost their lives are still walking the streets with their brothers who are still serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. I ask God to bless my son who is currently in Iraq and may he return safely. God Bless you all!

Poems
Driving, not sure whereDo I make the next turn, or continue straightDecisions today will determine tomorrows fateLook left look right, can't turn around, might be to late.adventures, and journeys all take you to where your goingBut it's the sights and sounds along the way you cherishHonesty and acceptance will make you flourish.Memories can be buried but not extractedYou can't change time or retract itChoices made are lanes in lifes highwayDriving confused into the frayWondering what would have happened if I went the other way?

Savior
Do you want to feel alive?then come here my lovelie down with me tonightI'm not your angel dressed in white'cause only fallen angelstread the other sidewhere tears are sweetand fears are warmwe're children of the nightand spirits of the storm

My First Blog: Chanukah Salute Contest!
Hi everyone and welcome to my first fubar blog :) I have been seeing a lot of people running various contests lately and so I thought I would try one in my own unique and special way. Here is some background info: Thanksgivukkah is a pop-culture term given to the convergence of American Thanksgiving and the first day of the Jewish holiday of Chanukah, taking place this year on Thursday, November 28th.

C's Blog
[This is effectively a sequel to "The Special Flower"]... Still amidst the barren desert, you sit alone with the Special Flower, never taking your eyes off of its absolute beauty. You continue to gaze at the Special Flower, pondering your quandary: Do you leave the flower for someone else, or take it for yourself? Again, you wonder whether you are even worthy to possess such a precious and delicate thing. What if it was not meant for you, but for someone else? Then it dawns on you: If you leave the Special Flower alone it may stay here forever, alone. It may wilt and die never to have been touched and held by loving hands. You decide. "I am going to keep you, Special Flower, if you will have me." Just then, the flower--already the most beautiful thing you have ever seen--begins to bloom some more. Carefully, you remove the flower from the ground and hold it in your hands ever so gently. You take a deep breath, hoping you have made the right choice. You put the Sp

Guest Book
If You Dont Have A Cherry License Please Sign Here on the top Guest Book All Others With Cherry Lincense Sign The Bottom One Thank You And Have A Great Day Only CT Users With Lincense Signs The Bottom Guest Book Thanxs And Have A Great Day

Contest
Thanks to all my friends that came by and showed their support. The contest is now over. I didn't win :( BOO HOO....LOL I came in 6th place out of 20 so I guess not too bad. It was my first contest and so was fun to say the least. Thanks again too all that voted for me and spent the time bombing me. Hugs and kisses Connie Come help out a sweet friend of mine win a 3 Day Blast in his Photoshop Contest. No bombing required. Just a rate is all that's needed. Thanks so much. Mwuahhhh

First Times
Well, a lot of things have been put into motion recently. Some good, some bad, others ambiguous. Depends on who's viewing the things and in what context. So here goes: I am divorced finally. In ways it is a great thing, in some it is sad. I figure for me, it is a new beginning in my life. I am hoping that it doesn't cause resentment from my children or my family later on down the line. I also feel that if people know me well enough, they know this was something that I had to do. I feel it was best for myself and for Chad. I know it is presumptuous to be saying I know what is best for someone else, but I feel that we are both happier people without each other. The only sadness coming from this is the separation of my children from their father. They love him dearly and I hope they always will. I feel sad that they miss him, but I hope eventually they will be happy that we are not together and happier apart than if we were together and wound up hating each other. For the Relocati

Prayers
I JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM MY DRAUGHTER MOM SHE BEEN TRYING TO GET AHOLD OF ME AND TELL ME THAT MY DRAUGHTER AND HER GRANNY WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT THEY GOT T BONE FROM A DRIVER THAT TRY TO BE A RED LIGHT MY EX GRANNY PASSAWAY AT THE SCENE AND MY DRAUGHTER IS IN CCU HOOK ON A MACHINE FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE...THIS HAS REALLY CAUGHT ME ALL BY SUPRISE PLZ GOD HEAR MY PRAYER PLZ DONT TAKE HER FROM ME SHE MINE ONLY CHILD SHE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE JUST TURN THREE LAST MARCH SHE GOT A WHOLE AHEAD OF HER WHY DO THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO HER ITS NOT FAIR WHY CANT IT BE ME NOT HER SHE DONT DESERVE THIS AT ALL AND FOR THE SOB TRYING TO BEAT A FUCKING REDLIGHT!!!! GOD REST YOUR SOUL YOU SO NEED IT RIGHT NOW WILL YALL PLZ PRAY FOR MY LIL GIRL SHE REALLY NEEDS IT MORE THAN NE THING OH GOD I WISH WOULD BE THERE FOR HER IM SO LOST AN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO:( ~BabyBoy J~ ========UPDATE======= there turnign offthe machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gon

More Of My Poems - Plz Plz Comment!!!!!
My Life, Today The warmth of a touch, a kiss, a look, the feeling of you inside me, the sun’s caress, the physical jolt of music. Overwhelming beauty: words, lyrics, sentences, irony. The day opening and closing. Everything I know new, intriguing, clean, even when it’s exactly the same as it always is. We listen to The Velvet Underground – Lou Reed, John Cale, Nico, others whose names I can’t remember. I’m always thrilled by sight sound touch, your searching hands on my smooth skin, but no longer is everything weighted by desperate panic, melancholy, nostalgia, moments long since past – things I can no longer have or change. But right here, right now, it is enough, almost way too much at times, and I am in love with it. Drinking a Beer I place one sandaled foot in front of the other, my platform heels echoing on hardwood floors. I enter the kitchen. The floor – sticky; dirty dish pile sink; counters and table littered

Medical Things
Well I had my doctors appointment today. We pull up to this "back and neck" doctor and hes a freakin neurosurgeon. lol One hell of a back doctor. Anyway got in, filled out paperwork and they then tell me I need my MRI copies from the hospital, so off we go to get copies. Finally get the copies after a 20 minute wait and head back to the doctors office. Get there and wait another 30 minutes and finally get called back. So the news is, I have 2 herniated/bulging discs in my back. He prescribed me some pain medicine to take three times a day that will likely knock me on my ass. Ummm... no thanks. So I left knowing a little more than I did but not being too happy. I wish they would treat the issue and not just mask it. A few weeks ago I started being awakened at night with terrible shooting pain in my legs. I went to my GP and he scheduled an MRI. Last week I got the MRI on my lower back. I've had MRIs before and they never find anything but this time they did. I just tal

"work" And Other Issues
August 2007 As reported earlier this week, some dirt bag who got pulled over in a routine traffic stop in Florida ended up "executing" the deputy who stopped him. The deputy was shot eight times, including once behind his right ear at close range… Another deputy was wounded and a police dog killed. A statewide manhunt ensued. The low-life was found hiding in a wooded area with his gun. SWAT team officers fired and hit the guy 68 times. Naturally, the media asked why they shot him 68 times. Polk County Sheriff Grady Judd, told the Orlando Sentinel, "That's all the bullets we had." NEW WORDS & VOCABULARY FOR 2007: Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING: Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS: The process by which some peop

Pictures
Dude Im like one of da nicest people here yet.. assholes ..i find.. go bomb this ass munch and block him too. hes a lil gremlin http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2450676478 Okee.. i have uploaded animated gifs n images... but when they upload they arent animated... wth.. can someone tell what the hell am i doin wrong ?

I Don't Want To Dream.
Ya know? That in our times of hurt and suffering ; At least in the times that I am experiencing, there is a beauty inside of the pain, that stays hidden from view, untill when the pain is so deep, that it has cut you to the very core of your being. This beauty that was hidden, rises from the wound and acts like a balm to the soul. Weather in words, or in art. The pain is flushed from the open wound, taking with it; all the vile, and repulsiveness of what was originally hurting you. I don't care what others think when I say this: But LOVE Sucks. Why as humans do we have to suffer these feelings ? I see alot of other people that do just fine without it. Or so they say. Are those the people that end up old and alone sitting on the park benches feeding pigeons bread crumbs? Feeble, withered, sitting in a wheel chair, in some unknown resthome looking out the window, waiting for someone to showup that never will. Because of having given up on

Life Is More Fun With A Sense Of Humor.
December 18 is New Jersey Day, the day New Jersey officially approved the United States Constitution, and I, for one, am ready to proclaim -- I love the Garden State and all its citizenry. After two years of living in the filthy, overpriced, nose-in-the-air concrete mold growth that is New York City, I went to the Jersey Shore for the Fourth of July and had one of the best weekends of my life. I fell asleep listening to Bon Jovi and woke up listening to Bruce Springsteen (not an exaggeration, that actually happened). Everyone was so friendly and intent on showing me a good time, and had I chosen to, I could have gone the entire weekend without paying for anything. Young women and 60-year-old-men insisted on buying me drinks. So when my lease ran out, I got the hell out of Brooklyn and moved to Hoboken, New Jersey, America's number one city for singles. So it would be my honor to take a few minutes to clear up the most outrageous and offensive slander about my adopted home state.

New
How do you get over someone who you are so deeply in love with but come to find out that they are not in love with you at all. how can you help the pain go away. and how do you begin to trust women again if you have been toyed with by so many of them in the same way every time. please leave your thoughts and help me to move on with my life. hey im new here and just looking for friends so hit me up send me some friends requests hay ladies if there are any of you out there who love to web cam hit me up im a lonly soldier in iraq my yahoo im is joshua.vermeulen1@yahoo.com come on and lets have some fun