HK's blog: "me"

1. What is your middle name? Marie 2. What color underwear are you wearing now? black 3. What are you listening to right now? the cars outside 4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 21 5. What was the last thing you ate? a hotdog, yesterday 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? red 7. How is the weather right now? dull 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? steven 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? personality 10. Favorite type of Food? american 11. Do you drink? once in a blue moon 12. What's your favorite drink? strawberry daquiri 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? nope 14. Hair color? blonde 15. Eye color? blue 16. Do you wear contacts? no 17. Favorite Holiday? christmas 18. Favorite Month? june 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? yes 20. What was the last movie you watched? the orphange 21. Favorite Day of the Year? my birthday 22.Are u too shy to ask someone out? depends on the person 23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be? I still love you no matter what 24. Hugs or Kisses? both 25. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla 26. Do you want your friends to respond? if they want 27. Who is most likely to respond? audrey my sister 28. Who is least likely to respond? my brother adam 29. What books are you reading? at the moment, none 30. Piercings? 7 31. Favorite Movie? ghost even though its getting boring now 32. Favorite baseball Team? yankees 33.What were you doing before this?? watching my son dance 34. Any pets? 1 dog, 1 cat, 2 birds, a rat and my father 35. aim? badchick9266903 36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? butter 37. Dogs or cats? cats 38. Favorite Flower? jumping jacks...their cute 39.Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?? yes....who hasnt 40.Have you ever loved someone? unfortunally too many times 41. Who would you like to see right now?? no one lol I'm tired 42. Are you still friends with your ex's? umm kinda, I try to stay away from them 43. Have you ever fired a gun? nope 44.have you ever been on a plane ? yes 45. Right-handed or Left-handed? right 46. If you could be somewhere right now, where would it be? me and the person I'm going to spend my whole life with on an island far far away from everyone else 47. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 but never use them 48. Are you missing someone? all the time 49. Do you have a Tattoo? 4..... my name, alien on my right ankle, a rose on my left, and my sons name in a heart on my left hand 50. who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? to be honest dont care anymore, I just want someone thats going to make me happy and love me for me

1. When u looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? I should get ready....nawwww lol 2. How much cash do you have on you? $11 yeah big ballin' baby lol 3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST": best 4. Favorite planet? mars 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?: no one loves me.....oh and I broke my cell, I guess I could use that excuse too lol 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? fur elise 7. What shirt are you wearing?:pink and grey shorts and a grey tshirt 8. Do you "label" yourself? no 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing.? not wearing shoes 10. Bright or Dark Room? depends on my mood 11. What were you doing at midnight last night? ummm what was I doing......I was on the phone for a little bit then watched the movie orphange 12. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?: dont know and dont care 13. Where is your nearest 7-11? lol like hours away 14. What's a saying that you say a lot? "umm ok" 15.Who told you they loved you last? my son 16. Last furry thing you touched? my baby lol no...my sons blanket 17. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days? 3 but I'm allowed too 18. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? none I got a digital 19. Favorite age you have been so far? 21 20. Your worst enemy? no one everyone loves me lol 21. What is your current desktop picture? marbles, a pic I took 22. What was the last thing you said to someone? ummm...where are we going today? 23. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose? million bucks duuhhhhh 24. Do you like someone? nope I like everyone 25. The last song you listened to? I kissed a girl

Are you available? yes What is your age? 25 What annoys you? Liars I freakin hate em B Do you know anyone named Billy? yes When is your birthday? 12/05 Who is your best friend? kevin C What's your favorite candy? m&ms When was the last time you cried? awhile...I forgot D Do you daydream? sometimes What's your favorite kind of dog? huskey What day of the week is it? saturday E How do you like your eggs? depends on my mood Have you ever been in the emergency room? Yes Ever pet an elephant? no....who has that F Do you use fly swatters? yes Have you ever used a foghorn? umm no Is there a fan in your room? yes G Do you chew gum? yes Do you like gummy candies? love em Do you like gory movies? of course H How are you? just dandy What's your height? 5'2" What color is your hair? blonde I Whats your favorite ice cream? strawberry or vanillia Have you ever ice skated? nope Ever been in an igloo? No, too cold J What's your favorite Jelly Bean? the harry potter ones lol Do you have a job? not at this moment Do you wear jewelry? yeah...necklaces, belly ring, and sometimes earrings K Who do you want to kill? almost everyone lol Have you ever flown a kite? yes Do you think kangaroos are cute?not really L Are you laid back? sometimes Lions or tigers? tigers Do you like black licorice? its ok I guess M Favorite movie as a kid? any disney one Ever shopped at Moosejaw? Huh? no Favorite store at the mall? spencers N Do you have a nickname? use to... not now ...kinda out grew all that What's your favorite number? 21 Do you prefer night or day? depends on what i'm doing O What's your one wish?to be happy Are you an only child? nope do you like the color orange? umm sure why not P What are you most paranoid about? dying alone Piercings? yes Do you know anyone named Penelope? penelope cruz Q doyou like Quaker Oats? I guess Know anyone that makes quilts? yes R Do you think you're always right? usually Do you watch reality TV? Yeah it's funny Reason to cry? loneliness S Do you prefer sun or rain? sun Do you like snow? no I hate it What's your favorite season? summer cause it's hott

For once I'm trying to be a better person, yeah I have my flaws but who doesnt. Now that I know what I want in life people try to hurt me because who I was in the past. This is why I cant be happy with someone, I just get hurt in the end. Not like anyone care anyways so fuck them all. Its all about karma....bad things happen to bad people. I'm living in my karma now, but I realize I need to make myself a better person and for those who hurt me now, its going to hurt them back sooner or later. whatever I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to be happy for once. I'm tired of always feeling this way. I want to love but I'll just get hurt all over again. Sorry I cant be perfect.