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Make Money Online!!
Hey Everyone!! I recently joined AGLOCO because of a friend recommended it to me. I am now promoting it to you because I like the idea and I want you to share in what I think will be an exciting new Internet concept. AGLOCO’s story is simple: Do you realize how valuable you are? Advertisers, search providers and online retailers are paying billions to reach you while you surf. How much of that money are you making? NONE! AGLOCO thinks you deserve a piece of the action. AGLOCO collects money from those companies on behalf of its members. (For example, Google currently pays AOL 10 cents for every Google search by an AOL user. And Google still has enough profit to pay $1.6 billion dollars for YouTube, an 18-month old site full of content that YouTube’s users did not get paid for! AGLOCO will work to get its Members their share of this and more. AGLOCO is building a new form of online community that they call an Economic Network. They are not only paying Members thei

Maybe ......
Maybe... we are supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe...the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe...you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chanc

Have A Merry Christmas & A Whoop-ass New Year!
To everyone at CherryTAP, I wish your holiday season to be blessed with joy, happiness and good fellowship. And I hope the New Year will bring an abundance of blessings to you all. Have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy, but safe Whoop-Ass New Year. Best personal regards. Truly yours, Lee Roy Mercer

How To Be Happy
To be happy for an hour -- take a nap. To be happy for a day -- go shopping. To be happy for a week -- take a vacation. To be happy for a month -- get married. To be happy for a year -- inherit a fortune. To be happy for a lifetime -- help others.

Wierdos :|
I went to the mall today for some "me" time away from kiddos and hubby for a while just so I can unwind, and of course something ODD has to happen when i'm by myself. While I was walking through the mall some strange man stops me. Well, a LOT of people have been standing in front of the stores they work in greeting people or handing out brochures for sales and what-not. I didn't think anything of it and thought to myself, "what is he going to try to sell me?". Well funny thing is he wasn't a salesman to the store instead he starts rambling on about how he's new to the town and doesn't know anyone and wanted to know if i was from around there. Me: "No, sorry not originally..." and I start to walk away thinking that was that and he can't possibly ask me anything as far as what to find in the town since I don't really know it. He starts to FOLLOW me like a lost puppy, obviously trying to hit on me, and failing HORRIBLY. It was weird because he just kept following me, into EV

Friends
i like to know where all my friends went. i used to have people that whould chat with me and say hi and now i have none. am i boring or is that how this game work where you get what u want when u need it and then thats it. will someone let me know what i need to keep my friends on here or is there someone that wants to be my friend. please let me know.

General
You gotta love Robin Williams...... even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." *1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. *2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. *3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be ga

My Intention
OK, so here's my idea. Some of you may like it, most will probably be indifferent about it. Maybe I'm just doing this for my own self-gratification, who knows. In my unending quest for knowledge, I've made it a habit to read the 88 precepts and the 14 words daily. It serves as a reminder of what we're fighting for and what we stand to lose. Kind of a motivational aid, if you will. So what I've decided to do is write a blog every day, each day focusing on a different precept. Basically, I'll give my interpretation of it (what I feel it means), then give my thoughts and opinions on it. I want to welcome any who read these to comment on them. Tell me your interpretation of it, tell me I'm completely full of shit and don't understand what I read if that's what you think.

#1 Of The 88 Precepts
1. Any religion or teaching which denies the Natural Laws of the Universe is false. Okay, so this one is kind of easy. Mr. Lane made it pretty clear and absolute. But I'll explain what I think it means anyways. I believe that, when he refers to the natural laws of the universe, he is refering to the way the universe works. Every aspect of nature, from the movements of a microorganism to the creation of a new star, are governed by a set of irrifutable laws. Physics, microbiogy, quantum mechanics, all these mechanisms that occur naturally and have been proven through the scientific method can be collectively called the Natural Laws of the Universe. Now there are some religious beliefs, some faith systems, that deny the existence of these laws. Nothing is natural, according to some beliefs, but it is all a result of the will of a single, supreme being. Many believe that the universe and everything in it, from the smallest grain of dust to the largest nebula were literally created and

My Eyes For You
The winter seasons upon us Soon the snows will fall Yet still my hearts a flutter As to me my love calls The weathers getting colder But here within my heart This warmth is growing stronger Love never will depart The sun for me is shining No matter what I do For every day that passes My eyes are just for you The feelings I am holding For you dear here inside No longer can I hide here They can not be denied The love for you is growing Ten fold every day Your in my every thought now There you now will stay The love I hold within me Is yours my dear to share Your all my hearts desire My all and every care The truth is here I love you With all my heart and soul No matter what the season Its you who makes me whole The future stands before us Where we can be as one These feelings are so strong now Our journeys just begun The moment soon is coming Our hearts will fill with joy Embracing all the feelings That true love will deploy The brigh

A Welcome Disruption.
Who knew I'd be happy to be roused from my pitiful sleep? Well, since it was my baby brother calling to "see what I was doing", I'm more than pleased. Now that I've shared my moment of happiness, I will attempt to sleep again. Yay for me!

Friends So True
anger and dismay at what others think and say the truth be told there is no game today just a friendship sold with my opinions true tomorrow the sea will be blue there will be a birds song guess some need a clue i see where i belong some friends are real some stack the deal some of them lie none of them know how i feel to them friendship i deny

Iraq
im doing alot of thinking about things... something else ive started to think about is going over seas for a year... id have to quit my job at rucker, but id get a job with another company doing the same thing, making WAAAY more money.. down sides.. away from family, losing what little bit of scenority i DO have at work right now... having to hire back in when i come back at a lower pay rate.... upsides.. travel... BOOKOO bux... last i heard its around 212,000 mostly tax free, depending on where ya go. its pretty safe as long as you dont leave the compound your at.... i dunno so many thoughts etc. they do fly you home during holidays etc.. or if something happens.. death, emergency etc... well i love hearing from everyone, so give me your thoughts people!

A Soldiers Cry
A Soldiers Cry When it hurts so bad, Why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, But I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try You know how I feel about you, And I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, But it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, But at the same time, Knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want to you here with me, To look into your eyes, To hold you in my arms... then I’d truly be happy! Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Wannabe's.... A Blog By My Best Friend Steinie
Good morning everyone I am up early to catch a few hours of alone time time here before the day starts and decided to share some thoughts on things that have been on my mind lately. My number one issue that has predominated my thoughts lately are friendship and trust.Since about August of last year I have learned a very hard series of lessons about both of these and what the words honor among friends means. A long talk with an old friend brought everything into focus for me this week.This friend and I walked the same path of booze and drugs and wild life in our younger days and he sobered up a few years before I did in the late 1980s, so he understands my perspective and I totally trust this man and his advice. Honor. I consider honor to be something one cant earn through a deed or buy with a gift to a friend to make up for a wrong committed. An honorable man does what he says and is who he is and portrays himself to be day after day.An honorable man takes care of his friends and famil

Friends
For all my friends... ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND______000______ _______000______________000________ _________000__________000__________ ____________000____000_____________ ______________000000_______________ ________________00_________________ ________________0 _________________ Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you are there for them!"

The Picture On The Night Stand
After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

Crave
Your mouth, your eyes, your hair I can't help but stare. I want to taste your soft, sweet lips and take from your mouth numerous sips. For nourishment I receive from your kiss When your in my arms I am in complete bliss. Thoughts of you encompass my being It is only you that I am seeing. Never a day goes by that I want you dear I wish for you to always be near. Your angelic smile with lucious lips The face of a goddess is what I miss When we are together, just like this Untill then pretty lady I'll have to wait But on that day we'll have a date.

Betty F'in Crocker
K so I baked Yesterday. I made Pizelles, Peanut Butter hershey kiss cookies, Choc chip,Banana bread, pumpkin bread AND Cranberry orange bread. And still have to make fudge,spritz cookies, sugar cookie, gingerbread men, oatmeal cookies and choch pretzels. Call me fucking Betty Crocker!! Its gonna snow tomorrow! Yipee. Unfortunately it may mean delayed or no school which is not so Yipee! What else? Im sure ill think of sumtin later sooooo stayed tuned! EVERYBODY WANG CHUNG TONITE!

Amazed
to know that ive had my emotions crushed six months ago, and led to beleive that a chance to try agin now is shattered over something that had nothing to do with this person. sickly this person screened my comments to someone at thought it had to do with them. so instead of asking, they got all bent out of shape over something that was not even about that person. i tire of the ilracional behavior, and y do i feel bad for something i didnt say. whatever, i guess now i know that the chance is over, and now the book is closed. not ment to be, and not sure if thats how it was going to be that i want it. maybe a day will come and hand out my forgiveness to them, for now u know who u r, and its ur move.

Just Dark Feelings!!
You call me cold!! You call me bitch!! You call me heartless!! You call me unworthy!! Yet who was the one that walked away from all she loved!! Her home,her family,her friends,her dream!! Who was the one that 35 people came running to when their hearts were riped out and their world falling apart!! Who was the one out of 12 years only fell apart two times,who was the one who pushed her feelins away so other peoples could creep in to her soul. Who was the one who lost everything ,the man she was going to marry and their baby,and who lost her best friend a few years later,yet through it all she didn't say a word,she just push her feelings aside so your feelings as well as others could be first. Who was it that did all this,yet you call her cold,bitch,heartless,unworthy,yet she was the one who put your heart,your world,back together,all 35. Who was the one that started her life over not once but twice,yet you call her cold,bitch,heartless,unworthy. When sh

Idiot
Jesus Is Watching You Late one night, a burglar broke into a house that he thought was empty. He tiptoed through the living room but suddenly he froze in his tracks when he heard a loud voice say: "Jesus is watching you!" Silence returned to the house, so the burglar crept forward again. "Jesus is watching you," the voice boomed again. The burglar stopped dead again. He was frightened. Frantically, he looked all around. In a dark corner, he spotted a bird cage and in the cage was a parrot. He asked the parrot: "Was that you who said Jesus is watching me?" "Yes", said the parrot. The burglar breathed a sigh of relief, then he asked the parrot: "What's your name?" "Clarence," said the bird. "That's a dumb name for a parrot," sneered the burglar. "What idiot named you Clarence?" The parrot said, "The same idiot who named the Rottweiller, Jesus."

10 Things About Me
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1) I am a Canadian Citizen, will always be one and can see no reason to change. 2) I am an athlete, very competitive so much so that have broken my back twice and won't let it stop me 3) I am not great with computers, I actually know very little 4) I have 1 brother that lives in Florida, but I have a large extended family (aunts, uncles, cousins) that live all over the US and Canada. 5) I have a strong sense of family, talk to someone in my family via phone or email almost daily. 6) I love animals, have done animal rescue for several years before new rules at the town shelter changed. 7) I've only been arrested once, when I was a kid, held overnigh

F B I
Potato Garden An old man lived alone in Idaho. He wanted to spade his potato garden, but it was very hard work. His only son, Allen, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament: Dear Allen, I am feeling pretty bad because it looks like I won't be able to plant my potato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. If you were here, all my troubles would be over. I know you would dig the plot for me. Love Dad A few days later he received a letter from his son: Dear Dad, For heaven's sake, dad, don't dig up that garden, that's where I buried the BODIES. Love Allen At 4A.M. the next morning, F.B.I. agents and local police showed up and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies.They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another letter from his son: Dear Dad, Go ahead and plant the potatoes now. That's the best I could

Would You (1)
Flirt Tease Me Get up the nerve to ask for my number Call Amaze me with an incredible first date Shock me by leaving after just a single kiss Lure me into a whirl-wind affair Leave me breathless Make me quiver with every touch Taste my lips each time we passed Adore me Walk with me on adventures Bask in the sun with me Dance in the rain with me Tell me you love me as me make love under a waterfall in Hawaii Make me smile Make me laugh Accept my flaws See Me

Red Lines Of Desire . . .
Red lines of desire . . . Close your eyes baby feel my breath tempting and teasing your body your neck face Can you feel the beat of your heart quicken with anticipation the words I whisper in your ear as you lean closer waiting needing my embrace as I long for yours Just breathe baby as I take you in my arms holding your innocence and beauty inviting the devil within you to ravish me completely with fingernails against my spine digging my flesh red lines of desire Can you feel my passion pressing against you eagerly wanting to taste you take you fuck you I smell excitement in musty tones laced pheromone infusion you're a fuckin' animal I want you Kiss me now baby and don't hold back for I won't November 28, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr.

Irish Car Bomb
1 bottle of Guiness Extra Stout 1/2 shot of Baily's Irish Cream 1/2 shot of Jamerson Irish Whiskey 1 beer glass 1 shot glass ( must be glass plastic will not work) Pour Guinness into beer glass leaving enough room for a filed shot glass. A pro will never spill. In shot glass pour in Jamerson then slowly pour in Baily's for that cool layered look tilt the glass. Drop shot glass into beer and then chug until the shot glass hits your nose. Enjoy

Love And Life
She sits quietly, Contemplating life and love, Wondering just how important, Her part in the world is, She feels as if nothing will change, She wonders where time has gone, And just who cares? Seasons slowly merge into each other, As she thinks, And nothing does change, For she does nothing to make it.

To Jamie...
If you jinx me and said weirdo say SOMEHOW manages to find me on this site, or even myspace I will take my butt up to Jersey and kick it PERSONALLY!! LOL!!! Don't say stuff like that, it's really freaky, and I wouldn't think it beyond impossible to happen. So grrrr. I still ♥ ya though girlie! Yeah so if you read this. This is your impending doom if it happens. Luv ya!

New Poem
for love is the strongest emotion any can feel.a true heart devoted to one love that is heartfelt and real.hold close to the one that your heart as to which you truly belong. two hearts together bound faithful and strong.when times become hard and all looks bleak. one heart will lift you and carry your burdens when you have become too weak.reach out you hand to the heart of an angel who is reaching out to you . there within reach is the love that will remain true.look into the eyes of love as you have never before. here you shall find a friend , a lover , an angel and so much more.

Goverment
I have figured out some things i would like to share if i am wrong let me know. Our elected officials are taking away the rights of american citizen at a much faster rate. Since it seems that only a small majority actually count, they think the rest of us are stupid. The problem I see is that most americans are. If something bad happens than they find a way to "fix the problem" Well when the fix the problem they add fuel to the fire which is our fears. they feed off it promise you that everything is going to change once this new law or bill is going to pass and when it does most relize how horrible it is when it effects what they can or can not do. We have over a millions homeless people in the united states alone and a good majority of them are american vets. THIS IS UNCALLED FOR. The reality is we do control what happens to our country. Remember the CONSTITUTION and THE BILL OF RIGHTS and THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE is still valid today. It is up to you

List Of The Great Movies I Enjoyed.
*Walks butt nekkid to the fridge and gets another beer* Now im 31 and i can sit here and talk forever about the movies i have enjoyed. So instead ill pick a few of my personal favorites and see what you think about them and feel free to add some and why you like them. 1.Saving private ryan - The story and production in this movie completely owned me. Only thing to own me this hard was Rachel but thats another blog! ;) The fighting, the story and the people in the movie where amazing. Every person had a reason to be in the war or some type of background of why they wanted to get through the war and go home. spielberg is the man. 2.Gladiator - WOW, when i first saw the comercial i was thinking how cheesy the movie was. To see some guy fighting lions? So i lose a bet and get dragged into the movie theatre to see it. I'm glad i saw it and now own it and see it religiously. Its a story about a guy who had it all, The name, the scars, the aproval, the backing of a empire and didnt need

Broken Heart
Broken Heart Why are you leaving in this time of need, Why are you leaving me why indeed. What have I done was it something that I said, Or is it that you have found someone else instead. What is the reason why you want to go, Do I deserve to be treated like so. All this time we shared our love and tears, Now you want to leave me after all these years. All the joy we had and all the fun to, It seems like that does not matter to you. You say that you must leave to go on your way, I never saw it coming not on any single day. I do not understand what have I done, Why can we not live together as one. I do not want you to go for us to be apart, Now all I have left is my broken heart. 8/15/06

A Real Man
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

Real Men
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

I Don't Get It!!
One of my So called "friends" Deleted themselves off my list without explanation im not talking about just one of those Internet type friends but This friend I've known in RL too! we were friends w/benefits for a hot minute a few months ago but thats over now but hey i dont care..WHY Can't we still be friends w/out benefits? Anyway...SOO....He was on my friends list and he delted himself and I sent him a Thankyou card here on CT and Thanked him for being my friend and he was there during a time in my life i needed him and he didn't even accept my gift....GRR... SO i'm wondering WHY????? I did nothin' too him!! I treated him with the upmost respect and sincerity!!!Putting his happiness FIRST in our friendship above everything else. I stepped back and went on the backburner just as he asked me too.....and NOw I guess as far as HE Is concerned im out of his life completly.. I dont like that because WHEN i'm on GOOD tERMS with someone i just dont' stop talking to them i'

On My Being In A Contest
As I lay in bed last night before going to sleep I got to thinking about contest on the site. First off let me say that I am currently in two contest here on Cherry Tap. Neither of which I will mention here. First I will no long vote for myself in a contest or make commets on myself in a contest. Whether I win or lose is up to the people here on Cherry Tap. If you are my friend and I tell you I am in a contest then I expect you to at least go look.Whether you vote or not that is up to you. Since the majority of my bulletins are not reposted I know that most of you don't read them because if you did and you reposted I would get them back (which I do from some people) these at least I know take a look at something besides themselves. Frankly being in a contest affords me nothing, I don't get any points for commets or ratings except for the ones I place on there myself. Taking time to make a bunch of comments on my pis is for the birds. I would much rather be talking to

"heart Of The Artisan"
" It was in the bleakness of winter, under a pale grey sky that I acquired you. So rare and so precious an artifact you were, the one long sought after gem that you spend a lifetime searching for, always told of, but always the notion of discarded of like a mere myth. Before my eyes you were in your natural beauty, so delicate, so fragile, but yet so strong. I was aware of the tedious task that lied ahead, to make you my labor of love, to be that one special piece that I would put my blood, sweat, and tears into. The process of restoration unly undetermined by my own self doubt and the skills I possessed. Hours upon hours, I put my heart and soul into rediscovering the essence of you, me consumed by you, you consumed by me. Always so sincere and always ever so careful in the way I treated and handled you. The day I reveal my proudest work getting ever nearer with each passing day, the anticipation within myself ever mounting, to let it all go for the world to see the joy I had found in

Wife's Suprise?
After a few years of married life, this guy finds that he is unable to get it up anymore. He goes to his doctor, his doctor tries a few things but nothing works. Finally the doctor says to him this is all in your mind, and refers him to a psychiatrist. After a few visits to the shrink, the shrink confesses I am at a loss as to how you could possibly be cured. Finally the psychiatrist refers him to a witch doctor. The witch doctor tells him, I can cure this, and throws some powder on a flame, and there is a flash with billowing blue smoke.... The witch doctor says This is powerful healing but you can only use it once a year All you have to do is say 1 2 3 and it shall rise for as long as you wish The guy then asks the witch doctor What happens after when its over?. The witch doctor says all you have to say is 1 2 3 4 and it will go down. But be warned it will not work again for 3 months This guy goes home and that night is ready to surprise his wife with the good

Amazing.
I think it only took 6 days but I feel a lot better now. I may not sound normal but at least I've stopped coughing and sneezing, not to mention I can breathe and hear now. LOL Back to work tomorrow and that doesn't really bother me much because at least this time I'll be able to function. Have a great Sunday people!

I Don't Even Fuckin Know
Ok this weekend was my HS football team's final game in the playoffs. Friday my friend Kandice and I headed down to College Station to party and spend the night with a friend of mine. Anyway she stayed pretty quiet since everyone at all the parties was from my hometown(one of the reasons I really like being down there) and I of course stayed with her but still managed to mingle some. When I first met her I had a crush on her and I thought I still would now. But maybe I'm a little ahead of myself: After the game where our school lost to hers(hence why she came with me) I had told my sister that she could come with us and we'd probably all(the three of us and my best friends J-berg and Murph) would end up back in Waco to chill. Anyway we go back to Jeff's apt where we'd left our stuff and hung around for maybe a half hour and then I asked Kandice if she wanted to go back to Waco or stay there the night again. She said she wanted to go, so we said our good-byes and got on the road. The

Lollipop
Lollipop hard candy on a stick Long stem that’s smooth and slick Hold it and with tongue you flick And slowly begin to lick Lollipop licking or so I’m told Is enjoyed by both young and old Public licking is rather bold Lollipop licking a sight to behold Some say its best if you lick it slow Or start it from down below To me if rhythm is true to flow My cheeks will be all aglow Now lollipop licking is a science For a lollipop is not just some appliance If you Need practice I’ll form an alliance To help you achieve strict compliance

Watch Me While I Masturbate For You
Raven and I decided to go out for the night to the Tropicana, a bar that we attend every Thursday night. We had quite a few beers in us, a shot of buttery nipples and a jello shot. We were indeed very, very drunk by the time we got back home. When I get drunk like that my wild side tends to come out in me. We got in the bed as soon as we got home, and started messing around with each other. She went downtown on me, and started to please every part of my pussy. I had been wanting to masturbate in front of her for some time now. So, I asked her to go down to the end of the bed and just watch me. I began to play with myself, inside and out. I was fingering my pussy while she sat on the floor at the end of the bed having a perfect view in between my legs. Everything I was doing to myself, there was a thought of her in it. I had my eyes closed, getting off that much harder knowing she was watching my every move. No woman on this earth has turned me on like her. I continued playing with m

Hell Yeah To Virgins And Guys Who Know What They're Doing!!
I made a vow when I was in Highschool that I would remain a virgin until college. Weeell, I changed my perspective. I shall remain a virgin forever. It seems the last guy I got was such a pussy that he cried more than me and smoked like a train. If I can not find a match for me. I want to become a nun. Besides, I have such a great imagination that I could become a great writer..hehehehe.

A Poem By Sexy
CAN YOU CRY BLOOD? WOULD YOU KISS THE SUGAR OFF MY TOUNGE? COULD I RAPE YOUR SOUL?AND HOLD THE MEMERIOES IN MY NOT SO GENTEL HANDS WOULD YOU LET ME FILL YOURE HEAD WITH ALL MY LIES? COULD YOU LET ME BE CLOSE EVEN THAT I AM FILLED WITH ANGER? WOULD YOU LOVE ME EVEN THOUGH I AM NATURALLY EVIL? COULD YOU LUST AFTER ME IF YOU HAD SEEN ME FUCK SOME OTHER? WOLD YOU LICK THE JUICES FROM MY THIGHS EVEN THOUGH IT COULD MAKE YOU DIE? COULD I ABUSE YOU SO I CAN MENTALLY AMUSE MYSELF? NOW CRY BLOOD MY PET BECAUSE I AM NOT FINIFSHED WITH YOU YET!

Here I Sit
here i sit all alone no one around me no one to hold or cuddle with what have i done with my life i dont know the harder i try to make it right the worse it turns out eather i am sitting at home or at work i am still alone i know no one cares they say they so but it just really never shows so once agane here i sit alone with my thoughts

My Father
This morning I have woke up and realized that I am slowly turning into my father or at least treating people like my father treats me. Its killing me. I wanted to cry; I did cry then I thought I NEED TO CHANGE THIS! I sit here wondering what I can do to change it... I don't know. My father continues to bring me down, belittles me, treats me like I am nothing, I hate it! I try to stand up to him and my mother pleads with me not to but then I internalise it and it builds up and builds up. Then it comes out in the ways I treat people, the way I talk, the way I see/feel people are treating me. I know some people blame that 'attitude' on somone else in my life, but honestly guys its not her! I promise. You see its her cause u met me after I met her and saw how unhappy I was. I'm (was) not (completely) unhappy cause of her, my father is killing me and he can't even see it. I don't even want Christmas this year, its sad. I have no joy in me. I hate being so negative... GRRR... He treats me l

"nightmare" - A Short Story
Nightmare Here I am stumbling through the hell you cast me into, can’t tell if this is a dream or reality. Finding myself at the edge of a precipice I try to turn back to safety only to be stopped dead in my tracks by the sight of an exceedingly beautiful ghostly young woman standing in my path as if simply waiting for me to notice her. she beckons for me to follow her and I do hoping that perhaps she knows the way out of here. she leads me through towns and villages, through forests and jungles. All eerily devoid of life, even in the towns there’s not a soul to be found. The shops empty of shoppers, inns without renters. no signs of life at all were to be seen or heard. I grow increasingly uneasy as each town and forest we pass through is the same. My questions continue to be unanswered adding to the continued eeriness of all this. she seems either unable or unwilling to speak at all. She continues on until we reach the crest of a hill. She stops and motions for me to do th

Alexziq On Comic Books
Alexziq on Comic Books Category: Life Comic books shaped my life, It may sound crazy to some but its true. I grew up in a single parent home passed back and forth between my Mother and Grandmother, comics were a source of moral fabric in the early developement of my life that I am forever in the gratitude of. They taught me how to be a good person without being a conservative Nazi. Batman and Captain America taught me how to survive through pain when the odds are stacked against you. X-Men taught me tolerance and acceptance of others, while giving hope to myself and others who are differant themselves. Over the years I would come to grow into a young Punk Rock kid. Books began to come out like the Dark Knight Returns, Watchman, Miracle Man, Swampthing, and the Crow. These adult oriented books would ensure that I would continue to love comics through out the years to come. These stories tackled issues of emotion, political corruption, goverment, and the harsh cruelties of the de

Cussing
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" said the 6 year old, "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replied, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you can bet your fat ass it won't be Cheerio

Pearl Harbor
PEARL HARBOR - MOTHER OF ALL CONSPIRACIES Sacrifice at Pearl Harbor BBC Documentary Play RealVideo Stream - Download RealVideo File (42MB) President Roosevelt (FDR) provoked the attack, knew about it in advance and covered up his failure to warn the Hawaiian commanders. FDR needed the attack to sucker Hitler to declare war, since the public and Congress were overwhelmingly against entering the war in Europe. It was his backdoor to war. FDR blinded the commanders at Pearl Harbor and set them up by - denying intelligence to Hawaii (HI) on Nov 27, misleading the commanders into thinking negotiations with Japan were continuing to prevent them from realizing the war was on having false information sent to HI about the location of the Japanese carrier fleet. BACKGROUND LEADING UP TO PEARL HARBOR 1904 - The Japanese destroyed the Russian navy in a surprise attack in undeclared war. 1932 - In The Grand Joint Army Navy Exercises the attacker, Admiral Yarnell, attacked with

Dont Push
know the reason why it's this way look deep into these tear filled eyes, can you see how much you mean to me? let the love we share show us the way Please lover don't push me away don't let the weight of guilt break you don't let fear take hold and shake you When thunder rocks the weeping sky When storm clouds roll over the land reach out to me and take my hand remember I'll always be your loving man our sweet love will bring a brighter day Please lover don't push me away don't let the weight of guilt break you don't let fear take hold and shake you when thunder rocks the weeping sky When you're feeling blue and sad let me love you and make you glad don't let this kill the joy we've had let the love we share show us the way Please lover don't push me away don't let the weight of guilt break you don't let fear take hold and shake you when thunder rocks the weeping sky When the moonlight is oh so bright open your window for me tonight will you love m

Alone...
Alone... by myself no one around no one to talk to nothing but my thoughts is this the way it will always be? only me but i am free no restraints no ties no bonds now i can do what i please i hear the sounds of nothing pure and silent but yet so very loud i write them down my thoughts the harmonys the melodies forever ringing for the whole world to read singing over and over dancing around like children playing carousels of thoughts spinning round and round My heart is drained I can't keep this in anymore i must pass through the door let it be known my feelings will be shown i can't play these games forever hearing your name i am not a toy to be drug through the mud falling in and out of love like some helpless little boy jo$hua

School Safety
Do you feel the schools in the U.S. are safe? Do you think the school officials are being truthful, or are they more worried about how they look in a statistical report? Do you think they have the bullying of children under control? Do you think the whole system needs revamped? Some of these are easy questions some are tough, some you have to live through to see the light. Earlier this week our son was attacked by a group of boys, up to 6 at a time. three times within a one hour period, the teacher wasnt around and chose to leave the class unnatended twice. The school never notified us of anything until later that night. The school nurse was never called in to see if our son was hurt. We took him to the emergency room after he called us and asked us to come pick him up at school as he was detained in the principles office and missed the bus. The attending physician called in law enforcement, which saved us a trip, as the police station was our next stop. The police are

Just A Repost
Ashley drove down I-79 with the top down and the radio blasting, on her way home from the beach. Seeing as it was almost 9pm, she thought she could speed just a little to make the trip go faster. Going 85 mph down the highway Ashley couldn't wait to get home. Looking up into her rearview mirror she saw the flashing lights of a squad car trying to pull her over. She turned down the radio and pulled over to the side of the road where she waited for the cop to come to her car. "Do you have any idea how fast you were going young lady?" The cop asked with definite authority in his voice. "Yes Sir, I was doing 85mph in a 65 mph zone." And of course it was the honest to God truth. He was shocked, normally when he pulled over hot young girls they either tried to lie or flirt their way out of it. Not this girl, she was up front honest about her crime, and that was a major turn-on for him. "Oh, umm, okay. Since you knew you were breaking the law and you didn't lie about it, let me se

Wtf????????????
ok whats the deal u can look at peoples photos but they won't show the pics? u open up the folder there r pics in there but it will not show them whats the deal? i'm not at work and still can't see them it use to be where u could see them as long as they give u permission or just say private ask user for permission but now u can't even see them when they give it to u, whats the deal? has this become another myspace or what? thought it was suppose to be for grown ups not kiddies? please some one tell me whats the deal here this place went from awesome to boring over nite because of the whining ass people that don't want to see nudity, if u don't want to see nudity go back to myspace with the rest of the kids GEEZ come on people thought this was suppose to be a grwon up place?

Oral Pleasure
Releave yourself I'll relieve you How I'll do it You'll find out Take off your clothes I kiss your lips Neck Chest Stomach Hips Thighs And then Your head My tip of my tongue Slowly licking Your head and shaft I go in deeper I hit that nerve I feel your body Somewhat convulse Your head is against the wall While your dick is in my mouth Teeth slowly gnawing Gently arousing Sucking harder All the way down Then back up And Down Up Down Licking Sucking Biting Faster Faster Faster Harder Harder And harder You climax and grin While I swallow

The Candle Of Love, Hope & Friendship
NOTICE AT THE END, THE DATE THE CANDLE WAS STARTED. GONNA GIVE YOU GOOSE BUMPS. I am not going to be the one who lets it die. I found it believable -- angels have walked beside me all my life--and they still do. ********************* This is to all of you who mean something to me, I pray for your happiness. The Candle Of Love, Hope & Friendship This candle was lit on the 15th of September, 1998. Someone who loves you has helped Keep it alive by sending it to you. Don't let The Candle of Love, Hope and Friendship die! Pass It On To All Of Your Friends and Everyone You Love! Please keep this candle alive.

How Do You Measure Love
there are many levels of love. we have the love of a child, which is unconditional and very rewarding. we have the love of a pet, also, unconditional and rewarding. as we grow from being a child to an adult, some ppl say our love changes and its due to our lifestyle and how we were treated as a child. Some ppl forget how to love or they are afraid of giving love because of the fear of being rejected and having their heart crushed. its sad when we come across someone that has been hurt, and taken advantage of. its hard to gain the trust of these types of ppl. i will never understand how a person can use another person to gain material things in life Or to take them for granted. there are many things in life i don't understand, and i think this will remain as one of the top 10 things.. "How can a person look another one in the eyes and say "I love You".. and NOT mean it?? How can a person sleep at night knowing that they have used another person?? Here is a few question... "how many

Operation Back Packs For Injured Service Members
Operation Back Packs for injured service members Ok now that the holiday's care packages for the deployed have been sent out lets not forget our injured service members in VA hospitals. Operation back pack is getting underway. Operation Back Pack for injured service members is a comfort package for service members who are injured in VA hospitals. A comfort backpack can include items such as: Current Magazines Puzzles Decks of Cards Board games calling cards Sm. throw blankets Tooth paste and tooth brushes letter of encouragement with your return address Paper Pens envelopes razors/shaving creams lotions Cd Players with am/fm radio Cd's combs/brushes Lets fill those back packs up with items and send them to our injured service members!! Landstuhl Regional Medical Center, located in Germany Landstuhl Red Cross to any injured soldier CMR 402 Box 2234 APO AE 09180 Brooke Army Medical Center, at Fort Sam Houston, TX Any injured soldier Care of: LTC

20 Ways To Confuse Santa
20 Ways To Confuse Santa Claus 1. Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds. 2. While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket. 3. Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants. 4. While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly. 5. Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit! 6. Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa." 7. Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home. 8. Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chi

43 Things You Never Think To Ask
43 Things You Never Think to Ask 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? many times for many reasons 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? i dont ride them 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? hmmm...back in 94' i use a beer case as a sled...lol 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? i'd to share my bed....anyone???? 5. Do you believe in ghosts? yes the house i grew up in that 2 ghosts in it and still does 6. Do you consider yourself creative? i guess kinda 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? hell ya he did it! 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Angelina come on now 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? if they want too! 10. Do you know how to play poker? yes 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? many times, its nothing new to me 12. What's your favorite commercial? dont have one...i dont watch that much t.v. 13. What are you allergic to? everything 14. If you're driving in the middle of

So Your A Badass Huh!!
we'll see about that try digging your car out of 5' of snow while 2 more are coming because your 6 month old kid needs meds! walk sixty miles without stopping just because you felt like it! chop a 30' pine down with a hand axe! row a boat around a lake because all the boats with trolling motors are used for that day! still think your a badass huh? build a house from the ground up and i mean a hole house with everything including a garage in under a month!! im no badass and i dont pretend to be tough at all i may have gotten into 5 fights in my life and im 35 yrs old. the point im trying to make here is that you can talk your talk look your look act you act but in the end I think people are more impressed with the above.

Meet Me And Lexi Lapetina In Person!
I just wanted to let everyone know about a party in Miami that my girlfriend Lexi Lapetina is hosting this Thursday, December 7 at Oxygen Lounge which I will be attending as well! This is your chance to meet both of us in person! Hope to see you there!

Where Is The Love?
Where is the love? In the midst of all craziness and chaos lies love. Sitting there to be acknowledged not making a sound. It creeps up from you deep within a place in your heart that hasn’t forgotten. All that reigns inside of you never retreats. Love is like a balm of cool fresh air as it caresses your face on a hot August morning. It feels so good and brings you back to reality. This reality called love isn’t fake or disguised. It is real, just as you and I are. What you thought you could hide you can’t. It always wants to survive and be known. Even a glimpse of it comes through on your darkest days. It is ingrained in our being; you can’t get rid of it. This spark of light flickers and flashes with resilience only in death does it chance places. Don’t be fooled by imitations of love this comes in many shapes and sizes. Lust, puppy love, infatuation to name a few. But true love stays with you forever. Even when the going gets tough this love doesn’

Deny Me The Truth . . .
Deny me the truth . . . I feel as though all I am is a lie and that all I will ever be are the tears forming in the shaded corners of your eyes reflecting your pain trying desperately not to fall that I may never have the satisfaction of being the cause of your anguish your misery denying me your tears as though they are all I desire Damn you for thinking that would bring me pleasure for thinking me less of a man than I already feel and damn you for allowing me so deep within your heart that I might be the one to break it that I should be the reason for you to give up on trust and hope Damn you for loving me for making it so hard to walk away December 1, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr.

Just Friends?
After I posted my blog posting, To Net or Not to Net, I had posted a Mumm called Romancing the Net. In that Mum, it seems to be a neck and neck race comparison (so far) as to whether or not people have actually met folks off of the internet. Before I got a chance to offer my next Mumm, someone else, Sproet@ CherryTAP picked up on the subsequent question and posted her Mumm, entitled What are you here for?, wherein it appears that the overwhelming majority of folks on the internet (or, at least on Cherry Tap) are here merely to make friends only. That being often the case, it just makes it that much harder to find that magical Mr./Mrs. Right type of person, if you are seeking it out on the internet. Even so, for those who are desiring to find that magical person, I am writing this series of blogs for that skeptic who might be contemplating "Romancing the Internet".

Sometimes.
Sometimes I wish I could run and take you away with me, the way we seem so good together, or the way we laugh so hard our cheeks turn red. The reason I stay up late at night sometimes is because we laugh so hard and because good friends are so hard to come by. We'd laugh and throw our heads back clutching our stomachs not being able to breath and telling each other to stop making the other laugh so hard our sides began to ache. I miss the laughter, but it's like you went and poofed away in the blink of an eye, my night owl. You're like a best friend, but the distance between us makes it only a friendship to be grasped to so tightly our fingers start to hurt. I wish we could stroll along a busy street lost in our own silly laughter and just allow ourselves to breathe for the moment in our childlike antics. Isn't it fun sometimes to have a moment when we can feel like a kid again, carefree, and oblivious to anything but the beating joy in our hearts? Hmm, I wish we could j

Im Bein A Bitch
Ok...Im havin an off day and Im sorry to those Ive been a total bitch to directly or indirectly....Im dealin with some shit....I think too damn much for my own good and Im a depressed fool....everytime I think something is so close....its just that much further away....I have problems with motivation...when I wanna get something done and I think about the outcome I feel great inside...but then I start thinkin about how long it will take to get there...and how Im stuck in a catch 22 right now with no lisence or job at the moment......Im up to my head in medical bills and Its stressin me out....I guess I get stressed somewhat easily....Im an impatient asshole....and I hate time cause the clock is laughing in my fucking face!! So again Im sorry to anybody I fussed at...cussed out....said somethin about... offended or ranted at in general....I just feel like I am turnin into an ice cold hearted person lately...and Im just sick and tired of things in general....so plz forgive me for that!

What Kind Of People Do You Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Juggalo Bible
There is, however, a supreme being in the game who is known as "The One" who rests in another plane of existence far away, called Shangri-La. There are also many devils and demons that rest in a cold dimension of infinite evil close to Earth (a.k.a. Mortal Realm) known as the Nethervoid. Players take on the roles of characters who seek to put an end to the dark minions of the Nethervoid who have infiltrated the Mortal Realm. These demons from the void seek to bring forth Armageddon so that one day they may try to enter the gates of Shangri-La to destroy the spiritual civilization that resides there. "The One" has called forth its warriors in a last ditch effort to turn the tide so that humanity as a whole need not perish, and to insure that the very gates of Shangri-La need not be in jeopardy. The time for Armageddon is close at hand as the demons of the Nethervoid wage guerrilla warfare on Earth, spreading their evil and corruption among the mortals to gain new troops for their army

What I Have Been Doing.
I have been busy taking care of 2 sick kids for over a week, and finally they are better. The baby was sick for 8 days and my oldest daughter was sick off and on. I also colored my hair and its is now red. I have been also looking for a job and cleaning and organizing the house, its very hard to do with a 2 year old (which she will be on December 22.) This week we are going to try and get the house decorated for Christmas. Not much else going on just trying to keep up with a fiesty 2 year old. I hope everyone is well and stays well. Love all my friends on here and appreciate all the comments and love you guys have left me, keep it up. Hugs!!!

Internet Mediums
Once someone has decided that they might give it a try to find Mr./Mrs. Right on the net, the first things that they must do... 1. Become familiar with the various mediums available -- matchmaking sites, blogging sites, survey sites, personal sites, etc. 2. Try several mediums until you find something that you are comfortable with. Not everyone enjoys writing blogs, for instance, so just going to a personals site, might be more appropriate for them, for example. 3. Don't go head strong that you are going to find Mr./Mrs. Right right off of that bat. I don't think I have heard of any instant finds. Remember the phrase from the prior blog posts -- "Don't seek and ye shall find!" It is oh so true. Just set out for exploration and the possibility of meeting some great friends along the way. 4. Explore many type of sites too. Sites like AFF and CT are much more open to seeing some sensualness coming across than other sites. If you are seeking someone that might have a

I Don't Understand
I don't understand why im here.. i get treated like shit by the people i love (not all of them but hell most of them) but i can't fucking help it but still be there for them. I don't understand why i have to treat her like a queen, i mean she defiantly should cause i wouldn't be here without her. but i feed her, i make sure she doesn't drop her cigarette on her brand new jacket, i make her coffee everytime she's askes, i do dishes, i do laundry, i never say no to her, i listen to all her problems, i go with her to her appointments cause most of the time she doesn't remember what the doctor says, the only thing i don't go to is her group cause i can't go to that. Hell i even dress her!! I know shes on meds and i know they make her tired but when she fucking tells me that i treat her like shit.. how dare she say that! it really hurts.. it really fucking does! I feel like a servant and ya know what im getting tired of it, yes i don't have a car or my license or any money for that mat

Check It Out
T-BONE@ CherryTAP READ MY PROFILE, IM FUN,STEADY AND LOYAL AND I DEFFENATLY NEED FEMALE FRIENDS, SO PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID,EVEN IF I SEEM TO BE A LITTLE WACKEY FOR MY AGE IM JUST A GOOD TIME CHARLEY,, WRITE ME.....NAS-TEA

When Is It Too Soon To Meet???
LOL..... THE FREAK@ CherryTAP makes another good point in his 2006-12-04 00:54:13 comment posted on my 20 Questions Amplified blog posting: "well i would think if this was a relationship you wanted to pursue you would be asking these questions on a daily basis as you make conversation, if I saw it in a form like this i would feel like i was gonna be on who wants to marry a millionare?......" This is true and dependent on how fast the series of chatting is going. In my particular instance, I had been chatting every day and bantering everyday for about 3-4 months with the guy I had sent the questionnaire to, eventhough I knew some of the answers to some of the questions already. He was going to buy an airline's ticket to come see me. I had all sorts of question in my mind and felt like I indeed had to be able to get to know him a little better somehow (and see if there was anything that I absolutely couldn't live with). He understood and was such a good sport about it.

Sexiest Male Smile Contest; Need Contestants
Sexiest Male Smile Contest Send me a private message with the link to the photo you would like to use. I will not pick the photo so please don't ask. There will be no late entries, the last day to enter will be Tuesday, December 6, at 6 pm Pacific time. Winners will be determined on votes and comments. Low votes will not affect the votes. Multiple votes are allowed and you may promote yourself in any way that you would like, but you may not vote for yourself. Prizes will be determined on the number of contestants. The contest will begin on Tuesday, December 6, at 8 pm Pacific time and will run until Saturday, December 16, 5 pm Pacific time. Send the link to the link below, NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED, if you send them you will not be allowed to enter and the contest will be shut down. Thanks and Good Luck Jeanie Bean@ CherryTAP

The Joy Of Being
Monday, December 4, 2006 The joy of being Living in joyful harmony with life is not that difficult at all. What can be difficult is getting away from the negative patterns that have become so comfortable and familiar. It helps when you can remind yourself often of who you are and who you are not. You are not your problems or your pleasures, and are not the collection of material objects and concerns that surround you. You are the awareness that can find meaning and bring out purpose in it all. You are the experience of being alive and the wisdom that is able to rise above the commotion. The negativity you wish to escape is with you only as long as you hold on to it. Can you choose to let it fall cleanly away from you? Of course you can, and the question to ask yourself is this. When will you? Remember that you are more than anything that could bring you down. Let go, and let the joy of being rise peacefully to the surface. -- Ralph Marston

Monday Again ....
so its monday again ... had a good friday night got very very drunk think i made a bit of a tit of myself aswell but oh well if ya cant make a fool of ya self when ya drunk when can ya .. hehe !! spent the rest of the weekend recovering had to stay at my mums house saturday as she was away which was ok but my daughter kaitlin drove me crazy she has this habit of finding pens and drawing on walls... not good !! she seemed to find pens and colours everywhere .... i was up and down like a yoyo not what ya need when ya recovering !! this week ive not got much on except xmas shopping ... friday would have been my little boys expected birth date !! he would have been 3 this year i cant believe where the times gone, its strange coz in someways i still think of him as the tiny little 9 oz bundle i saw the day he was born but then when i think of him as three year old i can see him just as clear i can in vision exactly what he'd look like standing next to me ..... its still really h

Something I Wrote For A Mother Who Lost Her Son .. ..
the truest love anyone can give is a mothers love its the strongest there is a love that made him shine when blue a love he knew would see him through a love that could only come from you the advicce you gave the knowledge you shared the faith you gave if he felt scared a love that made him rich with pride a love which had you by his side a love impossible to ever hide although he seems far away he's always with you each and every day each day you feel a gentle breeze or hear the wind among the trees a mothers love is the greatest treasure a mothers love means your always together ........

Im A New Dj For Sweet Azz Radio
IM THE NEWEST DJ FOR SWEET AZZ RADIO FROM 12- 4 AM CENTRAL TIME IM IN THERE BUMPIN THE WICKED SHIT FOR ALL MY FAMILY. WE ALSO GOT A PAID SERVER SO NOW WE CAN HAVE MORE PPL IN THE LOUNGE SO NO MORE BUFFERIN!! WHOO HOO SO COME BY AND CK ME OUT! MMFWCL4LYF!!!!!!!!!!

Why Why Why ???????
Why ..... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleane

Stay Off My Page!!!!!!!!!!!
TO ALL MINE AND SOME SELECTED FRIENDS STALKERS WE ASK THAT YOU KINDLY DETOUR YOURSELF AROUND OUR PAGE AS YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS THERE. ALSO PLEASE REFRAIN FROM PICTURE VIEWING AND COMMENT BROWSING. WE HAVE LIVES, YOUR NOT PART, GET OVER IT! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! -THIS IS ALL-

In Loving Memory Of My Nanna
to all that know that my grandmother was sick. i have a update..... it is a very sad update. on dec2.2006 my grandmother past away she was loved by so many people she will be sadly missed she was our back bone. she was born in 8,28,1940 and died 12,2,2006 at 7pm. please everyone keep our family in your prayers for the next couple of days thanks so much. jessica ------------------------------------------------- On Oct 2, 2006 Barbara Nightingale went to heaven to be with her mom and dad James T. and Ethel Beck. She left behind a sister Betty Thum of Memphis TN married to Ronald. Three children Wayne Nightingale of Nashville TN married to Leslie, Tammy Moore of Middleburg FL, Paul Batten of Melbourne, Fl married to Yvonne. Two stepchildren Eugene Millington, Jr. of Folkston, GA. married to Mindy and Elaine Millington of Argyle, FL. 12 grandchildren Jessica Loftus, Anthony Schumacher, Andrew and Kaleb Nightingale, Dustin, Corey, Sean, Travis, and Emma Millington, C

Traits Of A Real Man (this Is A Refresher Before Bringing Your Drama And Other Threats And Bullshit To Me!!)
Today's lesson is a throwback to the good old days when school teachers still had a whip and you were disgraced if you showed up at home with a "D" on your report card. Today is a lesson in basics; the basics of being a man. Let's call it Manhood 101. With all the knowledge I have at my disposal, you may be asking, "Mr. Mafioso, why waste your valuable time with trivial lessons when there are other, more powerful lessons I need to learn about business and respect?" Simple. To build a great house, you need a strong foundation on which to put all the other pretty things. To build a great man, you also need a solid foundation on which to add all the other little things that set the real men apart from the stronzos. Over the last few years of writing this little column, I've learned that too many men have no foundation, no basis on which to build the principles I teach. There are many ways to define a man, and different people have different definitions, so I'm going to skip al

Rude People
Hello all. This is my fist blog on here ... Well, this passed Saturday me and my family went to a a tree lighting and it was nice. But when it was over a bunch of people were walking back to there cars that was in a parking lot near by. Well, anyway there was stop sing there and there was car trying to get out. Well, there was this one lady that was blowing her horn like a crazy person because the van in front of her was letting the ppl walking go passed . I mean come on now .. why do ppl have to be like that it the holiday season and every one was all happy and having fun at the tree lighting and this lady had to go and be a big ass and blow her horn like she was in a big hurry well just waned to share that all with you and would love to hear what you think

So?
Why they are all so worried to get to the top af a stupid contest maybe about a piece of flash? Sounds like there is a lot of people with a loss of trust in themself on here...well...forget my english...I'm sure you got the point! :-)))))))

Yes I Am Married But I Am Not Dead
As most of you see from my profile I am happily married. But I still have a beating pulse :) We have a very happy open relationship. I have a friend on the side. Who I have also been with for about 7 years. Don't worry it is hard to offend me :). I like sex alot and I hope you do to.

Who Are You?
You drive me to desire So I can begin to imagine What lies behind the closed door I find myself helpless Straddling the line you draw Somewhere between reason and insanity I listen to your every word But have no idea why Who are you That I follow every word you say? Why am I So helpless and so quick to obey? Something's taking over me That I cannot resist You haunt even my deepest dreams No matter where I go You're never far away My mind says surrender While my soul cries out defend Yet you alone are in command Relentlessly pushing me On to climb the bigger hills Taking my every breath away And you just stay right there The captain of my ship Inside my thoughts Inside my head You're always in the front You command me You control me And I'll do anything you want Who are you That I follow every word you say? Why am I So helpless and so quick to obey? Something's taking over me That I cannot resist You haunt even my deepest dreams No matter

My First "real" Snow.
So mid-missouri didn't get much snow last year, but this year started off with a great 18" snow... I really enjoyed having to DIG my f*ckin car out of the snow... and scrape 1" of ICE off of it... Nothing against the snow, but I'd rather just be able to play in it when I want than live in it...

Friend's Birthday
My friend's birthday party is on the 8th and I can't wait. Whenever we all get together it is always fun. Lots of pics and lots of drinks. How can you not love that!!!! Not much else is new. Here is another song that I enjoy. I love the words to it and whenever I listen to it I smile. Nickelback Far Away Music Video Code

Snowflakes For The Salvation Army
The Salvation Army is having a SNOWFLAKE Drive to raise money. Please create a FREE Snow Flake and send it to friends or just leave it to fall on the Screen. Here is one of the Snowflakes I Created for out Troops: # 3170932 You will find the Search in the bottom Left. Thanks, David WolfEagle1499 -- I still need a couple of Pet Pictures for my next Contest -- Please Vote for me in@ CherryTAP

Hello.
Hi, my name's Tabie, obviously. I don't really have anything to write about, but I wanted to post a blog, so here I go. Um... Okay... Well, I'm a cat. The end. Anyways, if you have any questions about me, feel free to ask or visit my myspace. http://www.myspace.com/tabiekat http://marvelouss.deviantart.com - The Tabie Monster

Sunday/monday Morning Update
Scottie's Ameri-tour 2006 Update Current mood: awake Category: Travel and Places good morning faithful blog readers:) well i am half way across america in only 2 days. i put in close to 750 miles a day since saturday. yesterday morning (sunday) i left my hotel in lebanon, tennessee just outside of nashville around 11am. i hit the 40 west and kept on truckin. the exit into memphis was a parking lot so i didnt visit elvis. i just blew right by and payed my respects by singing, "heartbreak hotel". over the bridge and into arkansas i went. next stop, little rock. vrooooom! i think ive had every energy drink in america on this trip im not drinking anything else.. ive drank about 20 of em. theres all kinds of drinks ive never had before. fun! anyway, i stopped to stretch in little rock for a bit but not for long. my goal was to hit oklahoma city. ive just machined through the states. ive stopped for nothing but fuel and sleep. i am going to regret that i didnt take m

Immune System Enemies
All the immune system organs and cells rely on specific nutrients to keep them working efficiently. For example, interferon, an anti-viral and anti-cancer chemical secreted by tissues throughout the body, needs vitamin C for its production, while lysozymes, an anti-bacterial enzyme found in bodily fluids such as tears and blood require vitamin A. So a poor diet will immediately result in a weakened immune system. Other enemies of strong immunity include stress, smoking, excess alcohol and caffeine, drugs (both medicinal and recreational), food additives, pesticides and pollution.

Empty
a year has passed love is on the rocks why are things this way what have i done to make u not love me everytime u say no i become a little more empty inside what have i done please tell me what i can do love is a bond but it only works when u let me know let me know what your feeling what have i done i love you but i think you dont feel the same way anymore forever for always im empty

Friend To Family
We are excited about posting our sexy pics ...but yes its true, we are a bit shy and trying to be responsible. We will give Full Family access to the first five people that reply...and if you post comments nicely on some of them...we may just become family for the long haul. Hope to hear from some of you. Bobby and Kelli.

Kick Me, I'm Irish!
You're not Irish. Unless you were born in Ireland. Therefore, I shall not kiss you. Saying "Kiss me I'm Irish" is about as stupid as me saying "I surrender, I'm French." I have no idea where I was going with all this. It sounded a lot more interesting in my brain.

A Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas—Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits! I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads. I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying through th

Triplets
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing w

Woman Are The Bomb (must Read)
(Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOm PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION:When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES:

You're Not Alone
When you're trying to "learn the ropes" but dont know how to go about it, and you're wanting to get "with it" but keep finding you're "without it", When you're thinking your "wonder years" and really start to wonder why growing up has got you down or inside out and under When the "best years of your life" are seeming quiet ho-hum to you, remember those who've "been there" will be there to help you through.

Time Is Closing On You......
Walking through the darkness, Trying to find the light, Fear over comes you and you feel fright. Time is closing in on you and you have no where to run For today is the day that you life will come undone. Shadows lurk around you Reminders of the past Will you hold on to the memories or just let them pass You stop to sit and poder to reflect on your life but is this worth doing or is this my last night for time is closing on you and you have no where to run For today is the day your life will come undone. Hatred for others No sorrow at all For this is your life you choose to crawl The darkness is heavy no end is sight For time is closing on you and you have no where to run For today is the day your life comes undone. Enemies lurk around every corner Ready to attack and take you under Anger and rage blind you from the light for this is might be your last chance to take flight for time is closing on you and you

Christmas Tag Contest Winners!
I want to thank you all for coming and entering my very first contest it was a blast. You all did a awesome job on your Christmas tags they were all so nicely done! You are all winners to me and you all ROCK. 1st place winner is GHOST RIDER ~ Can YOU Handle the Heat ~@ CherryTAP GHOST RIDER with 10161 votes2nd place winner isBoo Boo...RIDER@ CherryTAPBooBoo Rider with 8995 votes3rs place winner iscrazysanta (dont be shy rate and leave a comment and I will return the favour)@ CherryTAPCrazysanta with 2692 votes. CONGRATULATIONS

Thought For The Day 12/4/06
ok i am posting something a lil different today. this is a statement i found in an article somewhere. “Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.” Think about that the next time you want to criticize someone who is sucidal or has commited suicide. "they took the easy way out" that is something said time and again yet can be the furthest from the truth. why do people insist on belittling the emotions and problems of others? acting like it can't exist or it is wrong because it is something that they haven't experienced. think about it john

Hoping And Wishing
Those words mean so much Make me so happy Not the same as others But still so powerful Yeah Ok they came Flashing up Bringing me up Now I'm so high I don't know how to react It is impossible to comprehend The power of your words Some full of joy hope happiness love These are the ones I keep Stored from weeks ago Something to make me smile When I am feeling low No matter what you ever say You'll never be off my mind I'll never stop feeling like this Never leave thoughts of you behind Hoping and wishing that someday But until then I'll just keep working Hoping and wishing until someday

Life
today i registered for classes and realized that i am 35 and still have a great and long life to live , i have lived a wonderful life and still continue to. no matter what comes my way , the people i meet , the way the people urk me , or just being alone, i know that my life will keep giving life lessons . whether i understand them or even learn from them , life keeps on giving . i wonder if others such as yourselves realize that in just one day we can learn a lesson, i want anyone and everyone who reads this write one lesson that they learned today !! write your name and a lesson little or small we all have them.i will start: 1. I have patience - sunshine

Poem: Drowning
I don't want to be just another girl, lost in her own sea of regrets. Broken promises and a masquerade in its finest hour. Deaths own perfection in a violent rejection of divinity's own burdened offspring. And I can see you treding in your own sea of fading memories, wondering if you'll wash ashore. Pathetic and somber as the day your were born. I can see you grasping and gasping for air... And I still won't do anything about it.

Christmas Is Almost
here people. how many people have gotten their shit done? will im not even close i got a child that has a birthday 3 days before christmas and then there is good old christmas.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW... damn... Im goin to go broke here again.. I need to be rich.. or a sugar daddy lol.. any takers???

My Crazy Life!!!!!
these are the days of our lives.... i swear it is true. people round here lie t your face and tell everyone what really happened behind your back. then they try to cover their tracks, but don't do to good of a job of it. then they come on here and try to make people fall for them and tell them all these things that they are not. well, i believe that goes back to being fake. people think that when they say i hate fake poeple that excludes them out of everything. it doesn' and not for one second do you think that you are better than anyone else. people make their lives whether it is a whore, or a hooker, or a mother, or a house wife. people need to understand that all the lies that are going around wouldn't be if they would not have asked for it but sleeping with everyone that came by.... i try to make the best of bad things but all i get is lied too and mistreated. it doesn't matter to me because all i care about is finding myself and moving on in life and leaving all these jealous peop

Friends...
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is friend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend If one day u feel like crying... call me. I don't promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away -- don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop.... but i can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but i also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call me....... and there's no answer........ come fast to see me. Prehaps i need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close

To Touch Without Touching
I recognized your heart Beating soft behind your chest As the heart I’d spent my whole life Searching for until we met I felt our souls connecting The moment I found you They simply fit together They make one instead of two We may never touch in body Life’s not fairy tales and knights We have dreams and chats and wishes Hidden feelings in our writes When we talk it is quite often That I breathe a breath for you I feel all of your emotion What ever you are going through When we talk I must reframe From saying far to much For the promise is to others It’s just our heart and souls that touch

Silence
Silence Silence... a trap for all this energy stirring, whirling, ferocious. anxious, fearful, in strangled oppression- trapped; ready to burst. but there's so much here so much to offer, so much to say, share- who will be ready, receiving, willing- able to endure wise enough to understand.... appreciate all I know. it's lonely here, with this knowledge- a curse. humankind too busy like ants, to look upward, to notice more than dirt and food.

All Dreamers Understand
Our love was a romantic book from the sacred day we met, your gentle charm enthralled me from then-on the scene was set: A sunny day, a rainy day, it mattered not to me, if I could see your happy face and walk and talk with thee. When snow was falling from the sky and chilly breezes blew, were it not for your embrace I'd pine the whole day through. So now we are alone my love I offer you my hand, to join with yours in wedlock as all "dreamers" understand. Author: Joyce Hemsley

Just A Few Things...
ok guys on my list... can some one please explain to me wat it means when a guyy calles u boo,babygirl,or llil mama..lol i mean i know its like cute names but ..im just not sure.. can some one inform me on some of this stuff.. plz :)

My First Post In My Blog
so i've been away for a couple weeks now. not that anyone noticed.heh. i took a random trip out of the blue to FL. it was AMAZING.the weather was great while we were there. it was somewhere i wanted to go as a child, i decided to take my daughter before she ended up old like me before she got to go there. anyhow...i'm back. hopefully i'll be able to level up a few times before the holidays.

4th Reich
Everyone likes to say, "Hitler did this", and, "Hitler did that". But the truth is Hitler did very little. He was a world class tyrant, but the evil actually done by the Third Reich, from the death camps to WW2 was all done by German citizens who were afraid to question if what they were told by their government was the truth or not, and who because they did not want to admit to themselves that they were afraid to question the government, refused to see the truth behind the Reichstag Fire, refused to see the invasion by Poland was a staged fake, and followed Hitler into national disaster. The German people of the late 1930s imagined themselves to be brave. They saw themselves as the heroic Germans depicted by the Wagnerian Operas, the descendants of the fierce Germanic warriors who had hunted wild boar with nothing but spears and who had defeated three of Rome's mightiest legions in the Teutoburg Forest. But in truth, by the 1930s, the German people had become civilized and tam

Things You Never Mean But Too Late Said.
Oh boy I totoally f***ed up my marriage. Last night I think the things I said were harsh and now he is acting shady. No matter what I'm happy cause I'm suppose to be but deep inside I feel nd empty.. Jenner I need you. I think i fucked up big time.

A Question Needing An Answer
If I told you that I would give myself to you wholely would you take me? If you were married, but still wanted me , and I told you I wanted you what would you do? If I told you I needed you would you care? If we were to finally make love, would you touch every part of me? or just get on and do it? If I wanted to hold your hand as we walked would you let me ? If we were out and another man asked me out would it make you jealious? If you were with me would you hold your head up high or would you be imbarrised to be seen with me? Would you try and give me anything and everything I needed or wanted or would you just let me get my own everything? If i give my everything to you if only for a day would you give your whole to me? If a guy says he cares does this mean (like ok ok baby tell her what she needs to hear to get her to shut up) or does it really mean he cares? Would you do anything at all to be with me? would you fly around the world, would you try to

Big Shouts
I would just like to say a big Hi and a very big thank you to all who have made me feel welcome here in the past few days since I joined and lso a big Hi to the friends I have not met yet but I am sure I will in time to come, hey it's ok you are ust a little shy thats all hehe so to all my new friends...... Love ya guys and gals XXXXX

Firefighter Stuff
Want To Tell You Lies (c) Kalvere. All rights reserved I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell you they're all dead, I want to tell you

Jeez Women Drivers
Driving to the office this morning on the M4, I looked over to my right and there was a woman in a brand new BMW doing 90 mph with her face up close to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner! I looked away for a couple of seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane still working on that makeup!! It scared me (I'm a man ) so much that I dropped my electric shaver which knocked the bacon roll out of my other hand! In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my mobile from my ear, which fell into the coffee between my legs, causing it to splash and burn BIG JIM AND THE ROUND TWINS, causing me to scream, which made me drop the cigarette out of my mouth, ruined my shirt and DISCONNECTED AN IMPORTANT CALL!!!!!!

Random Thought 10006- Useless Knowledge
During the 1600's, boys and girls in England wore dresses until they were about seven years old. Great Britain was the first country to issue postage stamps in 1840 Hitler was voted Time Magazine's man of the year in 1938. n 1836, Mexican General Santa Anna held an elaborate state funeral for his amputated leg. In 1926, a waiter in Budapest committed suicide. He left his suicide note in the form of a crossword and the police had to get help from the public to solve it. Pilgrims did not eat potatoes for Thanksgiving as they thought they were poisonous. Talc was used by cavemen 15,000 years ago as an ingredient added to make paint. The Hundred Years War lasted for 116 years. The average life span of a peasant during the medieval ages was 25 years. A chicken once had its head cut off and survived for over eighteen months, headless. Unlike a frog a toad cannot jump 7 out of 10 people believe in life after death. In New Mexico, over eleven thousand

Christmas Carols For The Psychiatrically Challenged
Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Queens Disoriented Are Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Busses and Trucks and trees and Fire Hydrants and...... Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get me Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why Tourette's Syndrome --- Chestnuts...F ** YOU! ...roasting on...BITE ME! an open fire...A ** HOLE! Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells, jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells...

Walking Away
Lonely are the days lately. My mind consumed with thoughts of loves I've missed. Loves I can't reach. Loves without reason. The illusion is blinding. My world is crying for you. I'm slipping back. No one can feel me now. Walking the other way.

An Update On Me
Okay so I met Mike a couple of years ago online. He was stationed in Texas then Korea. But about two weeks ago well a lil over two weeks we met in person because he got stationed 2 hours away from me. And I made him meet everyone before we went out so they could explain to the cops what he looked like if I didn't come back lol. Anyways, we had a fun lil date and he stayed for a bit and talked to the family. Well this past weekend me and my family went to the city where he is stationed at and he spent the two days with us. Lots of laughs and sarcasum (Jen and Stacy). My mom and sisters drilled him. And Even asked if we were boyfriend-girlfriend, they knew we were dating but not even I knew what he considered dating. So he said yeah boyfriend-girlfriend. So Mike would be the new boyfriend. Likes me for me and not something that I can't change about myself. (Long Story dont ask). Anyways I just wanted to put up a lil update because its been awhile. Well thanks for reading!

Gargoyles
The Tremere are a little cagey about their origins, but the impression Iget from talking to the few really old Gangrel's I've had the privilege to meet is that they somehow made themselves vampires. As mortal wizards, they decimated another clan-whether Tzimisce or a much smaller one, the Saulots, seems to up in the air- and used the blood they harvested to turn themselves into vampires. Okay, you may think, no big deal. Me,I tend to think: cripes they must have been really powerful wizards. Here's the part that sticks in the craw of our Elders. The Tremere decided that they needed muscle . The Tzimisce had cannon-fodder childer, war ghouls and horrendously misshappen servents at their beckon call and the Tremere had almost nothing. So they captured unfortunate Kindred and experimented on them. I don't know what other clans they caputred or what they did to them, except that they caputred and tormented dozens of Gangrel and the end result was the Gargoyle bloodline. They made Gangrel

Please Offer Up Your Prayers And Support!
I need some help and caring for a couple of my family members that have been having some serious problems in their lives. The ones that usually do the updates and blogs.....are the ones that are down. So I am taking it upon myself to ask for strength. First: Scorpio One Scorpio_One@ CherryTAP Just before thanksgiving, he lost his grandfather. A couple days after the Wake and Services he fell and injured his back again. It is looking emminent that another surgery is going to be needed to correct the damage. Could you please keep him in your prayers and thoughts. The family could use your support and strength to help them through their time. Comments are appreciated. Second: I am A Proud Father! Taste Of Heaven I AM A PROUD FATHER! Taste of Heaven@ CherryTAP He has been dealing with a lot of illness both physical and emotional as his friends have seen by his updates. With all the stress and weather changes, he has been having a very difficult time getting back

Best Ass On Cherrytap Contest 12/8/06-12/15/06
OK girls....show off those hot asses! Gonna cut it off at 20 pics to be posted on my page. Will leave winner's pic up forever! Gotta add me as a friend to get it on....give me the link to your profile and pic to post!

We Will Miss You My Brother From Another Mother
well whats is there really to say but your my boy and i will miss you always and forever.. here's the story . my boy nick zedrema who was 21 years old died last night at his home of a heart attack. he was a real dude that would do anything for his friends, and his friends would do the same for him. the thing that i dont understand is how someone of 21 yrs of age could just drop like that out of nowhere w/o any type of sign. i mean the guy was fairly large but besides that idk if there is anything else that would be a problem w/ health. its just really fucked up how there are so many grimey people out there that God doesnt take away but he takes the ones that are good.. but sometimes that makes you think if they did everything that they were supposed to do here on earth and that it was their time to go to the next. i know that he is above looking down at everyone knowing that we all truely and deeply cared about him.. right now i dont know what to do. this couldnt have come at a worse

My Sexual Hidden Talent (1)
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Eclectic Thoughts
Random thoughts: - Me and Krazy Glue = bad. Yes, I glued my fingers together again. - 19-year olds with sexual urges and religious conflicts should stay the fuck away from me. - Sex and sleeping pills do not necessarily mix well. - Natalie Merchant's "Ophelia" is a really really sad song, and I should really not listen to it over and over again. - Buffy the Vampire Slayer is still one of the best dramas ever on television. - I wrote several impassioned mum responses today, including one conversation that went on for a good hour. It turns out that I'm opinionated. Who knew?! (And why did someone stop by my profile and give me a 10 for being "CT's only feminist?") - I'm apparently incredibly scary and emotionally intimidating, judging from the number of men who profess to care about me and then disappear. - 15-year olds keep talking to me on myspace. What the hell can I converse with 15-year old boys about? I barely conversed with 15-year old boys when I *wa

What I'm Good At! Wo0t
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Shadowed Dreams
Late one night In a moonlight clearing Looking for a love She found so dearing She stripped her clothes And watched for her lover Never to return For he knew it was over Seeking his home In the forest deep He wished for nothing other than sleep Seeing her there her innocence revealed He must stay in the shadows He must stay concealed He looked over her body Then frowned and turned away For this one love Would never stay Feeling a gaze upon her chest She arose with a quickness And looked upon her quest She watched his back Drift into the dark She then sat down And cried with a broken heart She prayed into the night And what she prayed for Well she prayed for Mr. Right Her prayers were lost on a southern wind For ever man knew And none would come within Her seductions were known for miles around And few men would be embound With a heart so cold Yet a body so pure She thought none could resist Of this she was sure But one had d

X-rated Christmas Ornaments Cause Controversy
X-Rated Christmas Ornaments Cause Controversy JACKSONVILLE, Fla. - Six X-rated Christmas ornaments, which can be purchased for $9 at area Spencer's stores and include X-rated snowman and reindeer, have caused controversy, as some concerned citizens want them taken off store shelves. The back of the boxes say, "Unlike those other elves, we know everyone on the list (even the naughty ones) needs to have a smile and a laugh this time of year." Store workers said that there were no restrictions on who can purchase the pornaments. "It is just sad they have to stoop to this kind of thing to defame Christmas," Hillcrest Baptist Church Rev. Jim Patterson told Local 6 News. "It says we are nothing more than sexual acts or psychical being and we are much more than that. We are spiritual beings and this is a spiritual holiday. And, why bring it to that level. It makes no sense to me." Some shoppers said they like the item and that they would make a great gag gift this holiday

Cable Girl
"I'm from Central Cable Company," the voice in the intercom said, "you called in and saying you 're having a problem with your reception!!!" "I'll buzz you in," Erin replied, "I'm in apartment 1308, come right on up!!!" "Finally," Erin said to her room mate, Shawna, "you don't realize how much you miss television until you don't have it!!!" Shawna looked up from her magazine and said with a laugh, "You are turning into a couch potato, hon, the only exercise you've been getting lately is from using the remote control!!!" After making at face at her friend, Erin went out into the living room to answer the door when she heard the bell ringing! "Come on in, the cable box is over here," she said to the thirtyish blonde repair woman, "some of the channels are fine, but most of them are snowy!!!" The blonde gave her a quick smile and replied, "No problem, I think I know what wrong, but it will take me a while to fix it!!!" As the blonde opened up her tool box, Erin asked, "How about some coff

Just Wanted To Say...
If ur within the sound(metaphorically) of my blog, everyone have a happy and safe holidays, it just started snowin up here, and i know theres gonna be a buncha accidents. So like i said everyone be safe, a have a great holiday whichever one u celebrate.

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A small white guy goes into an elevator, when he gets in he notices a huge black dude standing next to him. The big black dude looks down upon the small white guy and says: "7 foot tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch dick, 3 pound left ball,3 pound right ball, Turner Brown" The small white guy faints !! The big black dude picks up the small white guy and brings him to, slapping his face and shaking him and asks the small white guy. "What's wrong?". The small white guy says; "Excuse me but what did you say?". The big black dude looks down and says "7 foot tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch dick, 3 pound left ball, 3 pound right ball, my name is Turner Brown." The small white guy says, "Thank god, I thought you said "'Turn around.'"

Hahaha
It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed. The butcher had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow." "I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face." When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!"

All I Want For Christmas Is.......
All I want for christmas is...... you vote.... comment bombing allowed....Please help me out and give me an early christmas present!! Click my picture to vote. Image code by deepbox.com

Please Do This For Our Troops!!!
This is a Cool Idea! It will only take you a minute to do this. What a fantastic idea. I hope you all do this and pass it along to all of your friends. Wouldn't it be great if we could get the majority of the US to do this. Every soldier would receive a card from home. Awesome idea....kudos' to Xerox. Try this from Xerox. If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

My Mom Is Dying.
I got some bad news recently. My mom was diagnosed with inflammatory breast cancer. She has to have her breast removed and go on chemo. She has a 50% chance to live the next 5 years. I am super close to my mom and this is killing me. It's so hard. I can't really think...I've been in a daze. I'm going with her to the doctor tomorrow, maybe we'll hear some good news.

My Promise To You
Many people has said that we wouldnt or that we couldnt or that we shouldnt we didnt listen we had belived in each other so much that we put our selves to the test the test of love the test of happiness the test of friendship the test of trust we have had our ups and we have had our downs we have made a life with each other a life that we both long to see work many times i have thought about you looking at you hearing you seeing you laugh seeing you cry knowing that i need you i want you i have you deep inside toghter you and i will make it baby you are the one for me the one i promise my life too the one i promise my everything for rember baby you and i this is my promise to you

I'm Back
FINALLY! Damn power company took 98 hours to restore service to my house. We had a winter storm back on Thursday night and the power went out to over 500k customers. It was a cold and lonely weekend. I spent part of the time out at my folks' house but I had to work on Sunday and the kids had school today. I missed all my friends and family here on CT. Hopefully the power stays on for the rest of the winter.

80's Kid!
Had to steal this, its' from MySpace bulletin but it's fun to reminisce... Q: Did you own a Light Brite? Yep. Q: Played with Strawberry Short Cake dolls? My sister had some, I might've popped a head off... Q: Played with Gi-Joe dolls? Yeah, friend Frank had a ton of 'em Q: Have a He-man or She-Ra toy? Didn't but Frank did. Q: Own a slinky? Multiple times, including as an xmas gift 2-3 years ago. Q: Had a Jem doll? Nope. Q: What about a Cabbage patch kid? I think his name was Calvin. My sister had Natasha. Q: Own a big wheel? Yep. Q: Trade Garbage Pail kids? I found a box of them while moving... used to get them at the sausage shop all the time. Q: Had a Popple? Nope Q: Had a Pound Puppy? I've got 3 or so in my stuffed animals box from moving. Cartoons of the 80's: Did you watch the following cartoons? Q: Thundercats? Ho!!!!! Q: Jem? I think so. Q: G.I. Joe? Yep Q: Rainbow Brite? Not unless my sister controlled the TV.

"sex Application"
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "SEX APPLiCATiON"

I Didn't Feel Like Writing About Me,so I Didn't.
Poems and Things I like part 1. This first part I'll call"The Garden" because thats what the poems are about. Flower-Gathering by Robert Frost Ileft you in thhe morning, And in the morning glow You walked a way beside me To make me sad to go. Do you know me in the gloaming Gaunt and dusty gray with roaming? Are you dumb because you know me not, Or dumb because you know? All for me?And not a question For the faded flowers gay Thast could take me from beside you For the ages of a day? They are yours and be the measure Of their worth for you to treasure, The measure of the little while That I've been long away. The next poem!! I'd Choose To Be A Daisy by Unknow I'd choose to be a daisy, If I might be a flower, Closing my petals softly At twilight's quiet hour; And waking in the morning, When falls the early dew, To welcome Heaven's bright sunshine, And Heaven't bright teardrops,too. Here's another poem!! Dandelions by Unknow Some young and sa

A Wtf Moment For Everyone
so 11 am came around and its lunch time so i walk across the street to go to my usual chinese restuarant. AS soon as i get across the street a guy (race witheld) wearing beige carpenter pants and a heavy jacket and a beanie starts walking all weird towards the entrance as well not quie noticing me. he puts his hand in one of his pockets and starts to heard towards door and then starts to withdraw his hand and i see he had what appeared to be a gun. i immediately yelled at him he turned around looked at me anf since iwas double his size took the fuck off into dodge. i walked into the restaurant and procceded to remain there for an hour talking ot police. Question why did i yell at a guy with a gun? WEll honeslty i dunno it seemed the only thign for me to do. I wasnt about to let him go in ther and shoot my freinds ya know. So now the police went looking for him but i dont think they found him . Well thers my excitement for the year lol

Im Gonna Start Writing...tell Me What Ya Think
SITTING HERE TONIGHT YOUR MEMORY CROSSES MY MIND ALL THE TIMES ALL THE FIGHTS MESSED UP AGAIN MY MIND FAILED ME AND BROUGHT YOUR MEMORY BACK TO ME AGAIN YOUR HURT ME ONCE MORE AND STILL I LET YOU YOU DONT CARE I GUESS CAUSE TONIGHT IM SCARED YOU CAME AND WENT AND TONIGHT YOUR HERE AGAIN CANT FALL AGAIN CAUSE YOU DONT CARE

The English Lesson
so i deliver a pie out to a hotel tonight. the dude whos gettin it is english. it was awesome. its not everyday i hear an accent like that in person. lol. its fuckin funny. so im talkin to the guy and hes here for business and bis name is william and hes from somewheres REAL close to london but i dont remember, HOWEVER, i asked him for a favor, two actually. i was like dude, can you do me a favor real quick? actually, two of them. and hes all, kinda hesitant and what not like uh, sure. and im like can you say bloody hell and blimey for me. like ya mean it. and then i started grinnin REAL big. he started crackin up and did it. both its. it was very cool and made my night. bloop.

Sleepy Time
good night off to bed i go.. do all this below and i'll be happy and return the favor :) send me some love rates my profile and pictures leave me lovely comments and picture comment to.. add me and fan me nites

The Whole Work Thing
well, i called my boss today, head hung as low as it would go, and told her the situation with my cna license transfer, and she tried to get me a job, then patched me through to the "big boss" and i talked to her, and she said she'd see what she could come up with, that the department heads would put their colleective heads together and brainstorm something out. well a few hours later, the lady in charge of scheduling called me back and told me that there's a job for me, they created it... both to help night shift and evening shift, and it's been needing to be done, and i was one of the cna's who bitched that we needed another person at least to do the menial crap, so voila... i'm that somebody... except i can't perform any direct physical aid to them, unless it's to get them something... i can't help them physically, i.e. touching them... although i can wheel them to and from the dining hall, hand out trays, etc... meh oh well at least i have a job right? also, hopefully soon my tra

The Hand Of A Friend
THIS BEAUTIFUL FRIEND SENT THIS IN A COMMENT TODAY.AND WELL SOME THINGS TOUCH MY HEART THAT I HAVE TO KEEP THEM.THANK YOU MY FRIEND.LOVE TO YOU The hand of a friend, waves 'hello' with exuberance. The hand of a friend, pulls you close for a hug. The hand of a friend, pats you on the back. The hand of a friend, pulls you up. The hand of a friend, gets dirty, right next to yours. The hand of a friend, wipes a tear from your face. The hand of a friend, is willing to fight for your honor. The hand of a friend, writes and sends thoughtful and funny things to you. Thank you, my friend, for your hand!! Thanks sooo much 4 all of your comments When i was unable to get on CherryTap!! Huggies hun & have a fantastic Monday!!! :)) ~*~ Mrs.~*~ Please stop by & show me some real loves as I have u :)) I have pleanty of pics & funny blogs 4 u to comment and rate :)) huggies@ CherryTAP The hand of a friend, waves 'hello' with exuberance. T

Just In -- New Words To The Workplace Dictionary!! :d
2006 Updates to Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING : Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER : A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard. 4. SALMON DAY : The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs : Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and one of them stops

New Pics
hi everyone!! well...i posted some new pics. i guess i was getting sick of the same old pics, and im sure everyone wanted to see some new ones. if youre lucky enough to be in my family, theres some new xxx pics for you. if youre not already in the family, im sorry but the family is full. =( please comment and rate me!

Saying Good Bye
I wanted to say bye to the awesome people i met and talked to. Im leaving cherry tap//no more nursejulie. Ive been very heart broken and i need all the strength i can get so im deleting my account and moving on:) Its too much to see him here and not hurt. Its to much to read what i know is deeper than i can touch, its too much temptation to have a connection that i realised tonight is over. It is just all too much... Again, i really had fun chatting on yahoo and getting to know so many new friends but I have MAJOR adjusting to do. Im deleting my yahoo nursejulie account also so i wont be on that either...sorry~ Ive cried for 2 days, ive begged, ive been there, ive ask what i did wrong, ive given my heart and soul to this man, ive let hin be a part of my children's life, ive hurt like hell and it didnt matter, i reached bottom and now..now ive found a peace about it..i know what i have to do to move on. Im getting my priorities back where they belong, are welcomed, appreciated, lo

Sexy Tappers
sexy Tappers! Get yer cherry-tapped booty over to my profile and and be my fans I need fans all I got 7#fans if you caer plees be A fans if you R MY friends ILL love it - if you love the Tap too come rate me and be my fan - I'l return the favour!! sexy Tapper!

The Ultimate Break Up Song Gotta Love It
I tried so hard just to get through to you But your head's so far from the realness of truth Was it just a come on in the dark Wasn't meant to last long I think you've worn your welcome honey I'll just see you along as I sing you this song Time can pass slowly, things always change You day's been numbered And I've read your last page You was just a temporary lover Honey you ain't the first Lots of others came before you woman Said but you been the worst Sa' you been the worst So goodbye to you girl So long, farewell I can't hear you cryin' Your jivin's been hell So look for me walkin' Down your street at night I'll be in with another Deep down inside DEEP DOWN INSIDE

And Get This One Outta Yer Head!
Her name was Lola, she was a showgirl With yellow feathers in her hair and a dress cut down to there She would merengue and do the cha-cha And while she tried to be a star, Tony always tended bar Across a crowded floor, they worked from 8 till 4 They were young and they had each other Who could ask for more? At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana (Copacabana) The hottest spot north of Havana (here) At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana Music and passion were always the fashion At the Copa....they fell in love (Copa Copacabana) His name was Rico, he wore a diamond He was escorted to his chair, he saw Lola dancin' there And when she finished, he called her over But Rico went a bit too far, Tony sailed across the bar And then the punches flew and chairs were smashed in two There was blood and a single gun shot But just who shot who? At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana (Copacabana) The hottest spot north of Havana (here) At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana Music and passion were always t

Horror Movie Character
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger70%Pinhead65%Leatherface60%Michael Myers60%Jigsaw60%Hannibal Lecter45%Candyman45%Jason Voorhees45%Captain Spaulding30%Buffalo Bill30%

4 & 5
The 4th and 5th days of Christmas have so far been VERY busy with work, which is clearly not allowed! Anyway 4 calling birds and 5 gold rings eh. I love you all and hope you are full of chocolate and stuff you bloaters. Oh yeah I am REALLY REALLY fat. Would you believe it? I got on the scales at my mothers house at the weekend and fell off as I had a heart attack. Then I went home and weighed myself and had a slightly smaller heart attack as her scales are not as wrong as I thought they were. I am on a diet. I have already broken it though, I had chips for lunch. (the British version, which I guess you call fries, but these are much better and much less healthy, if that is possible)

Wonderful Comments!
Good morning, everyone! Thank you for all the lovely graphic greetings. I love them! I would love to pass on all those wonderful "Pass on to the friends you love" greetings, but I'm here to tell you I'm so clumsy doing the cut and paste thing, it would take me all day and then some! Know that I would send it on to each and every one of you! You are all the best of friends and I love you! I survived my long day. Today I have one client at 4 p.m., so I'll be on and off until about 3. I hope to do one more blog today, so wish me luck! Blessings to all!

The Pickle Jar
The Pickle Jar The pickle jar as far back as I can remember sat on the floor beside the dresser in my parents' bedroom. When he got ready for bed, Dad would empty his pockets and toss his coins into the jar. As a small boy, I was always fascinated at the sounds the coins made as they were dropped into the jar. They landed with a merry jingle when the jar was almost empty. Then the tones gradually muted to a dull thud as the jar was filled. I used to squat on the floor in front of the jar and admire the copper and silver circles that glinted like a pirate's treasure when the sun poured through the bedroom window. When the jar was filled, Dad would sit at the kitchen table and roll the coins before taking them to the bank. Taking the coins to the bank was always a big production. Stacked neatly in a small cardboard box, the coins were placed between Dad and me on the seat of his old truck. Each and every time, as we drove to the bank, Dad would loo

World's Thinnest Books
FRENCH WAR HEROES by Jacque s Chirac HOW I SERVED MY COUNTRY by Jane Fonda MY BEAUTY SECRETS by Janet Reno HOW TO BUILD YOUR OWN AIRPLANE by John Denver MY SUPER BOWL HIGHLIGHTS by Dan Marino THINGS I LOVE ABOUT BILL By Hillary Clinton MY LITTLE BOOK OF PERSONAL HYGIENE by Osama Bin Laden THINGS I CANNOT AFFORD by Bill Gates THINGS I WOULD NOT DO FOR MONEY by Dennis Rodman MY WILD YEARS by Al Gore AMELIA EARHART'S GUIDE TO THE PACIFIC AMERICA 'S MOST POPULAR LAWYERS DETROIT : A Travel Guide A COLLECTION OF MOTIVATIONAL SPEECHES by Dr. J. Kevorkian ALL THE MEN I HAVE LOVED BEFORE by Ellen de Generes GUIDE TO DATING ETIQUETTE by Mike Tyson SPOTTED OWL RECIPES by the EPA THE AMISH PHONE DIRECTORY MY PLAN TO FIND THE REAL KILLERS by O. J. Simpson

Charleys Subs And The Troops...
So as some of you know I'm in the Army. Well last Monday I was coming home in uniform and I had a layover at Hartsfield Airport in Atlanta, GA. Since I had some time before boarding my next flight to Knoxville, TN I decided to have a couple of drinks. Most of the Airport's establishments were closing so I was directed to Charleys Subs because they were the only ones serving beer. After waiting in line for a while I was told by the cashier that they would not serve me a beer because I was in uniform! Even though I was in shock I didn't make an issue out of it. But this did not go unnoticed by the rest of the customers in line. All of a sudden ladies and gentlemen had something to say about what just happened in front of their eyes. I stood by in disbelief I had never experienced anything like that. So suddenly, all customers were placing their orders including "...just water and a miller lite" or "...a Coke and a miller lite", Etc etc. So thanks to those people in line I

How Rich Are We?
One day a father and his rich family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose showing him how poor can be. They spent a day and a night at farm of a very poor family.When they returned from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "Very good, Dad!" "Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked. "Yeah!" "And what did you learn?" The son replied:"I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden; they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden; they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard; they have a whole horizon." When the little boy finished speaking, his father was speachless. His son added, "Thanks, Dad, for showing me how poor we are."

Darker
A white well In a black cave; A bright shell In a dark wave. A white rose Black brambles hood; Smooth bright snows In a dark wood. A flung white glove In a dark fight; A white dove On a wild black night. A white door In a dark lane; A bright core To bitter black pain. A white hand Waved from dark walls; In a burnt black land Bright waterfalls. A bright spark Where black ashes are; In the smothering dark One white star. Wrong taken path path night of day day of sight lost lost night in way way flee to from from flying night night stalking seems seems healed dreams dreams of lost dark dark found in light light lost hand held held bright but not not bound placed in in sight by mind mind sight out of of scattered thought thought past maybe maybe true seeks seeks memory memory of night night dream is of of failed sight sight of the lost lost within dark dark light within within can

The School Answering Machine
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough school work to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2

Hey
do you ever sit around and wonder where your life is going.. or what you are supose to do with what you have.. or what can you do to make it better... im sure everyone does this... have you ever thought you finally found your soul mate after years andyears of searching you find that one person that just feels right...but the only problem it feels right to you and not them... yeah that sucks alot... well this is my first blog not sure if anyone will read it... but if you do heres some advice... dont make someone a priority when they only make you a option...

Another Untitled Poem
Untitled You are beautiful. Wont you believe this? A color, a shade that doesnt exist. My existence is greater, By your existence. Just when I think I know you, Completely I find out there is so much more, To learn. Could you shine any brighter? Are you of this world or are you simply A dream? Your book is written in a language called Love. Cant you see that I am here, For you. You make the sun burn Brighter. Colors more Vibrant. If you are lost, Let me guide you. If you are losing your grip, Give me your hand. For I will never, ever let you down. I just want to be there With you. Because I believe In you. For you are a rose in a garden of daisies.

Beautiful Things
What would life be like without the beautiful things? The beautiful things that are so often overlooked. Sometimes the most beautiful things are so cliche that they are no longer thought of as beautiful, but just.....cliche. The sun setting on an autumn day. The moon and the stars lighting up the sky on a clear night. Morning dew just barely hanging on to the petals of a rose. The sound of the wind blowing through the trees. Cliche to you maybe, but heaven to me. Or the beauty of things that get so often overlooked in the moment. A womans hair falling gently on her bare back making you want to run your fingers through it. The look on your childs face as they open that Christmas present that is "just what they wanted." That feeling you have when love is fresh. Your child telling you they love you twice in a row, because once just didnt say it enough for them. The energy felt while holding hands because you WANT to. When you hug your lover from b

The Rain
The Rain The rain outside cant match the tears that I've shed. Its began to pour, cant get it out of my head. The lightning, the thunder, no shelter just yet. No matter how fast I run, I cant escape getting wet. Dark skies and gray clouds for miles around. I close my eyes, but theres no escape from the sound. The mud on my feet, the wind in my face, Please take me away from this God awful place. Its been raining so long, I've forgot what its like to see the sun shine.

Nhs Doctors Are Shite!!
ok for those of you who actualy know me quite well you'll be aware that i was a paratrooper, yes thats right tommywho5150 was a para (2nd bat 3 para to be prescise) during my time i served in a number of shit holes including bosnia and the gulf and its the latter which brings me to write this blog. while on a "routine" house clearence (if ever there were such a thing) in a location i cannot legaly tell u about, we encountered shall we say a monobrowed moutashioed mad iraqi chap who believed me and my fellow soldiers to be the devil in carnate, basicaly he opened fire on me and my buddies with nothing more than a shotgun and a couple of grenades, me being the fool that i was at the time rushed forward to his position and returned fire only to be hit square on with a chest full of shot and a shockwave from a small hand held explosive device (namely a grenade) reeling from this i managed to double tap the guy in the torso and get recovered by my fellow squad members, i spent 3 weeks in

My Hatchette
I pick it up, and look it over, a bit rusty. I balance it on my hand, the blade is heavier. I swing it to see how well it cuts, very jagged. I look it up and down, and it looks like something from a horror movie... My mouth spreads into an evil grin... THIS..... is perfect!! This is MY hatchette, given to me by a refined Juggalo. It is not normal, it is rusty, out of balance, doesn't cut straight, and looks horrid... That is perfect for what I will be using it for. I now have my weapon, and my proclomation, I will never die, as Family never does. hehe..hehehaha....MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I'm Gonna Corrupt You
I wanna make you scream I wanna make you yell Make you feel, in a dream Send your soul, to hell I wanna make moan I wanna make you sigh Make you feel all alone Not wanting to die Let me twist you mind masturbate you Let me twist you head fuck you Let me twist you Sexually use you Let me twist you I'm gonna Corrupt you I wanna make you gasp I wanna make you plea Make you feel, an epitaph Send your soul, to me I wanna make you groan I wanna make you cry Make you feel like stone Not wanting to die Let me twist you mind masturbate you Let me twist you head fuck you Let me twist you Sexually use you Let me twist you I'm gonna Corrupt you I wanna make you hurt I wanna make you bleed Make you feel, the dirt Send your soul, let me feed I wanna make you shriek I wanna make you used Make you feel weak you are the abused Let me twist you mind masturbate you Let me twist you head fuck you Let me twist you Sexually use you Let me twist y

About Me ~ Stacey Forrester
Hey all, how's it going? Some of you know who I am, and others are probably wondering who the hell I am. Well my name is Stacey Forrester, I am a solo musician from Western Ny. I am a singer,writer, and lyricist. I mix my own music, and am currently working on making a cd by this summer. I posted some of my lyrics up today that will be featured on my album. If you are interested in my work here is a link to more of my lyrics http://blog.myspace.com/staceyforrester and you can also check out some of my music on my myspace band page which is ~ www.myspace.com/Staceyforrester thanks and I truly enjoy all the support and love everyone has shown to me and my work =) Much love to all of you!

Which X-man Are You?
You Are Wolverine Small but fierce, you're a great fighter. Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy. Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You?

...rotting In Hell...
Tired of the bullshit rotting in hell living the lie that we all know so well. Taking the shaft getting fucked over living this nightmare looking over my shoulder. Trying so hard not to get caught up looking for real people who truly give a fuck about who I am and not just what I have who will always be there and really have my back. I dont need your lies or your twisted words these ears are not virgin all these lies I've heard. Don't tell me you love me when your heart is elsewhere, don't tell me you love me when you don't fucking care. I swear that God hates me, and happiness is a loss, forget about Jesus put me on the Cross. I just want to end this this path was a waste, I wish you could sample the bitterness I taste. Life ain't no magic, love is lie, happiness is bullshit, and then we all die. So just leave me here all on my own rotting in hell waiting for the Unknow

I Love You, Your My Heart
Your the frist thing that I think about when i go to sleep at night,Your the first thing i think about when I was up in the mornings. your there when I need someone to be around me, when I'm alone. You mean everything to me, even in this world. I think about you alot. Know how you are doing, and also wondering if you are thinking of me, about the same thing I'm thinking in my heart right now.There no time of the day that your not on my mind. Written By Bessie Marie Meadows

Bestfriends Forever
BestFriends Forever I'm glad that you and I have each other, you are the best thing that ever happen to me. You mean the world to me. your there when I need someone to talk too. you there just to keep intoch. It seams that we been Friend for years on years. But these past months we've gotten even more closer than ever. it like we never lost each other. When we found each other again It just took me a while to remeber the times we spent together. So till this day I'm Glad that we have each other once more again, and it will me till the end!!That's what BestFriends are for the most in the world. Written by Bessie Marie Meadows

Ahhh
Work is insane.. with the holidays coming up there are sooooooooooo many cookies to make and I am ALWAYS the one who gets stuck doing them.. I hate it and I am cranky and I have cramps and I just wanna take a nap so I am going to do that!

I Am Still Here
AND YOU CAN TALK ALL THE S*** YOU WANT, BUT I WONT BE AROUND TO HEAR IT. WHY? OH, THATS RIGHT, BECAUSE I AM FINALLY GOING SOMEWHERE IN MY LIFE, AND GETTING MY S*** STRAIGHT, AND Y'ALL F***ERS ARE STILL FLOUNDERING OUT THERE ON YOUR OWN. DON'T HATE JUST CUZ' YOU DONT HAVE WHAT IT TAKES...REMEMBER, I EARNED THIS JOB, AND THIS SPOT, AND THIS MONEY...GET OFF YOUR ASS, STOP PARTYING SO MUCH, AND GET A REAL JOB, MAKE SOME EFFORTS, AND STOP HATING JUST CUZ' YOUR LAZY AND IM NOT...

You Still Inspire Me {{poetic Garbage}}
such a warm embrace from one so cold hearted he whispers the words I need to hear "I might be in love with you" and I feel myself falling again drawn to his aching heart knowing it will be my downfall, I cling to a false love he breaks me down and revels in my misery he whispers the words I dread "you are my one regret"

Christmas Poems
Mom is Making Christmas Cookies baking in the kitchen- The smell floats through the air; Mom is making Christmas with her usual merry flair The house she gaily decorated, Each gift she stiched with love, And we'll gather around the Christmas tree for an evening of old-fashioned fun Thie evening she'll sing a carol for us With her angel's voice. Yes, Mom is making Christmas- A true reason to rejoice Christmas Giving Christmas is for giving And for showing that we care, For honoring the Christ Child With the loving gifts we share. The wise men gave of riches; The shepherds, faith and love. Each gift, in its own measure, Was smiled on from above. Let every gift be treasured; Not always size or price Determines the extent of love And willing sacrifice Handsome gifts with festive trim Bring smiles of sweet content, But modest gifts of humble means are ofttimes heaven sent. Whether it be large or small, Each gift will share in pa

Friends Come And Go
Tis funny the things that go on here you get really connected with people. I have met some awesome people here and a special someone - but i mean things arent always as they seem ... I was recently surprised that a someone got CT married .. what possessed them to do this has left me out in the cold and dark obviously wasnt as close of a friend as i thought .. so to all my other cherry friends - dont let a ct marriage sneek up let people know or are you hiding one yourself?

Contest, Yeah That's Right Bitches...
I'm in a contest, one that actually is cool and not about my terrible lack of cleavage. Dorkiest photo! And please in the world of Dorks I am king. vote for me, OFTEN, comment bombing is allowed. So yeah if you love me comment millions of times!!!

How Flirty Are You?
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

November 25th - December 1st
Saudi Arabia is going to sue global tobacco companies over health reasons. Who the hell do you root for in that? Saudi Arabia or tobacco companies? A man in Croatia survived a 700 foot crash over a cliff in a canyon in his car. He was able to call on his cell phone for help. Which is also the reason why he was in the accident in the first place. I tell you what....nothing brings me a bigger smile during the holidays than sticking electrical lights on dry timber. Have you seen the pictures of Britney Spears going around on the internet? I can't show it to you, but I can tell you it did help her get a big endorsement deal for Starbucks' new bottomless cup of coffee. Britney is known as "The panty-less Menace.” Why are reporters even covering this? Aren’t there things going on in the world? "Yes, today in Iraq, the fighting intensified ... hold on. Breaking news. Britney Spears. Britney Spears’ cat spotted getting out of limo ... Oh, it’s not a cat." Pope Benedict has returned

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as i sit here looking out the window... i think to my self... what did i ever do to the world that they hate me so much???... i walk out the door and animals attach me... i walk in a store and people shun me... they dont want to see my ugly face... they dont want anything to do with me... im a lost cause... in an even bigger lost cause... i have no where to go... no one to love me... so... i just stay inside... i stay away from all of the shame and shunning... its not worth it... i can be just as happy inside by myself... no animals no people... no nothing... just me and my computer... the gateway to a new life... im sure that that life wont be found but i guess its worth a try... but the day will come that i will shun them... they will see that im no that bad of a person... i have values... im fun... outgoin... just... oh hell who am i kidding... ill never be accepted in this enviroment... like i said.... ............ Im a Lost Cause

What Is Your Perfect 2007 Car
You Should Drive a Toyota FJ Cruiser A true adventurer, you're always up for trying the latest new thing. And you need a car that will take you anywhere, because there are no roads where you're going! What 2007 Car Should You Drive? And this is what I am driving!!!!

Global Warming 101 On Oprah Today
If you aren't already watching the Oprah Show, today's show with Al Gore on it is VERY interesting look at Global Warming 101. Take a look, if you can, while you can.... He might have not made a very good President, but he is very good at being a lecturer on this show.

Whats The Name???
This guy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar but decides, 'what the heck, I really want a drink.' When the gay waiter approaches he says to the customer, 'What's the name of your penis?' The customer says, 'Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink'. The gay waiter says, 'I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your penis. Mine for instance is called Nike, for the slogan 'Just Do It.' That guy down at the end of the bar calls his Snickers, because 'It really Satisfies." The customer looks dumbfounded so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the customer asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer and asks, 'Hey bud, what's the name of your penis?' The man to left, with a smile, looks back and says, 'TIMEX.' The thirsty customer asks, 'Why Timex?' The fella proudly replies, 'Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin'!' A little shaken, the

Sick Of All The Maliciousness And
OK I am getting SICK AND FREAKIN TIRED of all the "That **** is fake" back and forth bulletin comments i see floating around.. and it seems to be from basically TWO members. (and i think we all know which two...) Quite frankly....I don't CARE if someone has a fake pic up.. what diff should it make? They will eventually get caught and have to explain the egg on their faces. Come on people, its the friggin INTERNET for god sakes. Give me a freakin break!! This has gotten flippin pathetic. If you don't LIKE someone on here... Just fucking BLOCK THEM. Quit acting like a bunch of goddamned 4 year olds and just leave it alone already!! Also, if i get ONE MORE damned bulletin posting on my page that says if i do not do something, or if I do not repost something I will be deleted.... I am gonna flip a bloody gasket! DELETE ME *** right now *** if you are sending these. I will vote for who I want, IF i want to do so, NOONE is going to ORDER me to do it!!!!!!! Frankly I dont vote i

Inner Peace
The Symptoms of Inner Peace! Some signs and symptoms of inner peace: A tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than on fears based on past experiences. An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment. A loss of interest in judging other people. A loss of interest in judging self. A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others. A loss of interest in conflict. A loss of the ability to worry. (This is a very serious symptom.) Frequent, overwhelming episodes of appreciation. Contented feelings of connectedness with others and nature. Frequent attacks of smiling. An increasing tendency to let things happen rather than make them happen. An increased susceptibility to the love extended by others as well as the uncontrollable urge to extend it. Author Unknown There are two kinds of people: givers and takers. The takers eat better, but the givers sleep better. Unknown

Forget Me
The reality is... you dont see me .. the love you share, you share it freely.. My love condemed.. one soul to find... your love for me' a waste of time.. My thoughts towards actions, your motions your reactions.. To much in this world is surpassed.. it hides the devotion that you could create in a world once blind.. that you once had with me when you took the time.. Forget me, like you always do Forget the ways I make you swoon Forget me know, my heart left shattered Forget the goddess you left battered Erase the memories, the seconds of time I will never look back there is nothing to find.

The Mask's We Wear
See her painted smile Glazed eye's unblinking Serenity’s victim Her image mirrored Society’s lost and abandoned Unable to feel Expression long lost We see her mask And accept Never questioning her choice Never daring to look beneath Leaving the pain where it is comfortable Behind the mask's we wear

What Is A Friendship Box?
Printer Friendly Version Comment on Article -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Into a box of friendship To insure that it is strong First a layer of respect On the bottom does belong Then to the sides attach In the corners where they meet Several anchors full of trust Devoid of all deceit The height of friendship can be measured By the sides of four So make them all a larger cut And the box will hold much more Now fill it up with courtesy Honor and esteem Understanding, sympathy And passion for a dream Add to that your honesty Emotions joy and love And since they're so important Place them up above But leave the box wide open So all can see inside To learn what makes a friendship work From the box you built with pride

Read If You Like
Adventure with Grandma I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her world-famous cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus!" she snorted. "Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad. Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finishe

Memory...part I...
waking to the feeling of your finger tips on my body...the softness of your lips on mine... opening my eyes and look into your smiling eyes...i'm lost again... drowning in your love...i surrender myself totally...without hesitation...wthout holding back... touching you...feeling your warm breath against my neck....my heart aches... aching with these feelings i can't control... i hold you closer and wish that time stands still... afterthought: looking back...i wonder what went wrong...seems love sneaked out of our lifes...on silent heels...

To Put It Simply, I Want You
To Put It Simply, I Want You by Iloveit I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I wan

Gardens Throughout The Years
You gave me flowers to say you were sorry again for breaking my heart. I will tend to them and when they die throw them out for a brand new start. Tell me... Does their beauty help blind you to the bruise you left on my cheek? Let me hide behind them so you will not see the pain you so blatantly seek. Does their scent mask the cheap perfume left by the woman you had in our bed? Let me set them there on the nightstand so you will not be filled with dread. Let me accept them once again--and water them with my oceans of tears I wonder how long I will let this to go on? Gardens throughout the years...

Of Ancient Light
Screams of fear, Drowning in pain. Force of blades, Bloodletting cry. Oh Goddess take me from this sphere, A world beyond a world, Time without the ancient evils, Thy very souls glowed with light. Such ancient entrapments long since hath died, Only darkness fills Mother Earth's skies. Into a dawn of swords once more, Where thy birthright is to bleed and die. No more must mankind breed and make suffer, Exterminate them in glorious battle. Such ancient entrapments long since hath died, Only darkness fills Mother Earth's skies. Oh Goddess enlightened one embrace me, As your hand of vengeance, Life in serviture of thee, My mind entranced in glory. Blood carries thy essence. Has there ever been a greater need? Goddess enlightened one.

Hmmmmm?.. Lc Not Ct
This site gets boring now... hmmm.. I miss the old lostcherry.. when it was LOSTCHERRY! grr.. it frustrates me.. first off.. my first account got deleted after i was almost lvl 13... and i had a lot of friends and i guess you could say i was kinda popular and liked on here.. so there was that.. and then i made another account and then everything went all dumb.. the way you have to go about pictures.. stashes, banks, contests.. damn i miss the old days.. the original shit.. GRR idk.. just feel like mummbaling nonsense of my mind.. Love ya'll Stay my ghetto neighbor

Thank You To My Friends.fans.family
I know I havent been on here much lately...And when I have, I havent been very good company.. I appreciate the patience that all of you have had with me, and certainly the support..TYVM for that...it means the world to me...last weekend was very rough for me...I went thru the whole 'gammit' of emotions...and am very thankful, to of had all my friends there to talk to..thank you for the YM chats, the messages here and certainley the private messages...People I just met here, were offering me support..and I have to say that is really cool..But I think I am pretty much over it...except for a few unanswered questions...LOL..guess they will always be there.. I really want to thank my friend JAIMEBEAR80, for exercising extreme patience with me...(he's kinda new here) if you get the chance please go to his page and give him a shout out! He deserves it! He's in my FAMILY list... Well that's all for now..just wanted to express my appreciation to every one of you..And thought this may b

My Life
well lets see all my life I have been searching looking everywhere I can think to look but nothing nothing can calm the raging storm in me, I have felt peace for moments at times but never for to long, it always seems to come in waves of despair,when I think I have found what I am looking for the sea's in me calm, just to have it lost again and the sea's get more violent inside causing me to hurt deep inside of me. I fear that the calm after the storm will never come for me I am destined to be in eternal torment..... to have my soul pushed further inside of me making it hard to see me. I do it to myself though, I allow hope to slip in every once in a while.....that hope being futal indeed but at the time I have it there is nothing else I can see..... until realization comes and I break all over again....... sometimes I wish that the 20th of Oct 2006 would have went sooooo different to have not made that call, peace would have came to this longing soul....or I would be

Twas The Night Before Christmas....ooo Tear Breaker!
REPOST THIS ITS BEAUTIFUL TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVE

Endless - New Song Available
I have a new song available called " Endless " Just released tonight. Purchase it below along with my other songs from my new album called " Industrial Strength " :) Ringtones are coming soon :)

A Prayer
"Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." Happy Holiday's to all! God Bless!

Who Do I Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.You attract unstable people! You attract Yuppies! You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Twas The Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Its Just Me !
i am a married women with 2 wonderful girls and a sweet neice that lives with me .my husband works his ass off as an instalator for us ,he is awsome. we love to play poker babysitter permitted lol on sat. nights. other than that i am just a working mother and wife. that is just me!

Get Over It Damn!!!!!
just get over it mel shit keep it up and you will end up 6 feet under shit your gunna push it to the point of no return damn, GET OVER IT sometimes I get so damn mad at myself for shit like this hell fire let me go pop some more damn pills and see if that shit works good nite all sweet dreams mel

Barbie Doll
blah today was another double shift day...im hoping to work my ass off at work becuz i wanna be bookseller of the month...shut up i know i sell coffee...but im still considered a Barnes and Noble bookseller... but anyhow i feel like shit. i have felt like shit the past week.. im just upset with a lot right now.. a lot of things are stuck so deep down inside me that it hurts to think bout it...i just have a problem with expressing my feelings and letting ppl know what is going on..and that is probably one reason i feel so shitty... on top of all my busy mind battles and self esteem battles...i am stressed out to the max... i just wish i was 7 yrs old again... too young to know pain.. all i cared about was playing with my barbie dolls...

The Answer!!
You asked me so many moons ago little one why? You looked at me with those soft green eyes and asked why? Why do you look so sad? Why is there a cut? Why is there blood driping from you wrist? Why do you not answer me? Why do you not stop? Why do you do this? I couldn't answer you then,my dear one. But now as you lay there about to drift in to another world, i can tell you all my answers. I look sad because my heart is breaking,why it's breaking ,because Death loves me,because of that all my love ones leave before me. I cut ,because i can not handle the breaking in my heart,because of that i hope Death will take me home this time. Why the blood,because it carrys my life with it, I the fool that I am, hopes that Death will accept it as payment for loving me. I don't answer you because, did not what you to see the fool that believes in a tanted hope. I didn't stop because there was no point ,before now. Why do I do this,because the pain,the love, the th

Love And Relationships
What qualities should you be looking for in a boyfriend or girlfriend? Unfortunately I can't answer this question for you. Every person is unique and should be looking for different things. But I can help you answer this question for yourself. You want to look for people who are compatible in the all of the categories listed below. Don't waste your time on dead end relationships, if a person is not compatible with most of these things... well... It's very important to know what you want before you start looking. Most people start seeing someone and just wait for thing to come up that are bothersome, then start questioning if these are things they can live with. It makes more sense to know what these things are, and look out for them early on in the relationship. Remember you are not looking for a soul mate, they don't exist. You are looking for a loving relationship that can last. The Simple things: These are the things you already know you want in a boyfriend or girlfriend: So

Barely There
i've tried reaching around in the dark only to find empty cold sheets i've tried a seductive whimper to call you back but still you linger out there; who is she? are you thinking of her when you're lying next to me? does she make you feel like i used to? i shiver in anticipation tears start to warm my face pulling the covers up over my head i drift into another sleepless night waiting for you and getting nothing in return. my thoughts swim in a sea of depression i wonder: does she know i'm there? what would she say if our eyes met one day? i cry, uncontrollably i hear the door unlock then replaced again, quietly so as not to disturbe the sleeping dead- i am turned, silent he thinks i am asleep and as he slips into bed, i smell her. i'll bite my lip and dream of better days, until i find a "better man"* *this ending was starred because i haveto give credit where credit is due, pear jam, better man.

The Next Time We Get Togahter
When I'm laying here at night all by myself. When my husband is at work , I start to drift off < amd start to think about the first time we made out. How we both were so nervous . I look at you cinny and said dont be lets just have some wild kinky kind of fun, we have 4 hours till our habibis get home. SO as i leave myself just woundering if we will do this again ill just dream........

Friend Request
Okay I really don't understand this place sometimes. To the people who are already my friends. (please do not even read or pay attention to this) as it was not a "rant" to you. I get these "friend requests" From people who do not ever comment me. Fan me. Or Rate me. Or EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN.. One guy actually DOWN RATED me from a 10 to a 4 because I would not open a private folder FOR him. Mind you..I say I do not have any "nekkid pics" soooo what in the heck are they looking for??? Why do people ask for a "friend request" if they don't actually want to be your FRIEND? Oh wait maybe the only picture they CAN take the time to rate is me in a my tiniest skirt and my leather bodice. Just btw..those men. If you are reading this blog..don't waste your time. I don't want the friend request. I actually want friends here not REAL FRIENDS!

Personal Daemons
Daemons in my head Screaming, clawing, scraping Trying to escape I keep them hidden from all Why? No one cares They are corroding me from the inside out Soon nothing will be left But a void of my soul that once was Where is my exorcist.... To spew these Daemons forth My body is laying My soul is weeping My heart is expiring Daemons control me My "wake"less dream I displace my thoughts Yet still aware Someone can help me..... Rid this incubus from my core My redeemer is but only one ME!!

Bad Santa!!!!
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ************************************************************************ Dear Santa, I've been a good girl all year & the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ********************************************************************* Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas I'd like for my mommy & daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom who rides

Mahspace Update
Hello all. Now I know there are some of you who hate myspace and others who still recide at both location. The only reason for this post is to show off what I have done to graphically improve the page. You can check it out here. Thanks for looking and giving feedback. •MAH•

My Dark Side
If you are under 18. Sensitive to matters of a sexual nature. Or a personal acquaintance of mine - please don't read any further!! The best sex I have had in my life was with a lady called Jenny. She was petite, and a good athlete. We had a relationship that on and off last about 5 years. However all the best stuff was encompassed in a 2 to 3 year period in the late 1980's early 90's The games we played. Are you interested in finding out more? Dressing up. BDSM. She WAS an anal virgin, but in the end she would beg me to 'do her'. One day she went out and bought me a present - a riding crop! I used it on her regularly (at her request). She would suck and swallow without complaint. She had multiply orgasms and some times was so drained after sex that she was so good for anything for ages. (I am not taking the credit for that)!! We sex in all sorts of places. The best I think was on a large boulder in the midddle of a stream above Calendar in Scotand, in a fairly

Confussed
I know this is my first one.... But what do you do when the person you want to be with is so far away and times you just need a hug or they need one and you arent there to give them one or get on from them?? I have fallen so in love for someone that lives 2000 miles from and want nothing more than to be with her and her kids and have a family and are making oplans to get her with me but in the mean time she is so far and yet so close at the same time.. Why is it that in life there are always challenges and complications in life.. Why cant it be easy and simple.. Why does life have all the roads with turns and stuff. Well i think i have babbled enough

Just Some Really Cute And Sweet Things..
I thought of all the people not going to be with their love ones on the THIS holiday... and these are cute.. I really love the love is.. drawing and say'ns ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday day to all.. in this Season... HUGS SHY

New Pics
I just posted some new pics this morning. They are of me in the shower and out of the shower and 1 NSFW pic. They were taken this morning. Please stop by and rate them and comment if you like. Hope you do like..love you all....muaw

Who Cares?:
I am willing to bet , a great deal of money,and anything else possible, that noone would give a flying monkey fuck, if I blew my fucking brains out, except for my daughters.........., Anyway the point is I have absofuckinlutely had enough of the bullshit that happens to me in this lifetime, I cannot believe that in any of my past lives , I have done anything that is so fucked up , that I could possibly deserve what the fuck is going on in this one.............., In closing , thank you all the women in this world that have made it clear that I do not ever derserve to be with anyone else ever again., because I am so fuckin nice they only want me as a god damn friend................................................. This is what I am talking about, I am all kinds of things that women always piss and moan that they are wanting and not getting, I am honest hard working loyal protective funny as hell considerate loving helpful a

Very Liked
Do People REALLY Like You? VERY LIKED!I must say you are quite the people person. People like to be around you. People like everything about you, even the things you don't like about yourself. You're one of the lucky ones! Take this test

Lies.
so i recently had my heart broken. whats the fucking point of telling somone you love them if you know you dont mean it and youll only turn around the next week and break it off and tell them you never really did. this is fucking bulllshit. NO POINT!!! i dont have time for this shit i am way too old for these fucking games. do ppl not know how to be fucking real? this is why i am reclusive, cos i cant stand ppls bullshit lies and theyre sneaky nature of telling other ppl wot they want to hear jus to get them to fucking do wot they want. regardless of how the outcome may end up later. so please ppl stop being fucking pathetic and start caring about things/ppl other then yourself. it wouldbe worth it if you let it.

Sorry
u probably won't see much of me for the day or tommorrow... should be back tomorrow night... my misfit is headed in for a overnighter... which means today I clean... tonight I spend with him... and tomorrow I run errands... i might pop in as i can but probably won't see me very much on yahoo msn or here... but I will be back as soon as possible... my misfit comes first lol enjoy your day and night... Cherry love and Hugs...

Good Morning
So folks...I have the day off. Have some business to take care of in a bit but for the most part I have nothing to do! woo hoo! Yesterday was a pretty awful day. Not going into detail too much but, girls you know what im talking about, it was one of those days when you just want to sit in your room and cry. But its a new day, and I'm picking myself up and moving on. Going to take care of stuff and not worry. I hope everyone else has a mahvelous, yes i mean mahvelous day :P. I added a couple new pics in my "Stuff I like" folder if ya wouldn't mind rating them too. Oh I'm such a points whore!! But ya'all love me anyways right? Right?!?

Imaginations From The Other Side
Will I find the portal That will take me back to yesterday From the magic of Alice's wonderland To the land built by OZ Will I ever find a way to go back in time to meet Mr. Frodo And the ring that rules them all Can you take me to a place Where dragons rule the air Orcs and goblins threaten the land And a kiss can break the spell Can you take me far away Through the looking glass and beyond I used to know the answers The dreams have almost died Can you take me far away Through the looking glass and beyond Before they fade away these Imaginations from the other side

Need Washing?
Need Washing? A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old,this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in "Mom let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mom asked. "Lets run through the rain!" She repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows d

Midweek Madness
Books have the same enemies as people: fire, humidity, animals, weather, and their own content. - Paul Valery I think computer viruses should count as life. I think it says something about human nature that the only form of life we have created so far is purely destructive. We've created life in our own image. - Stephen Hawking There are two ways to slide easily through life; to believe everything or to doubt everything. Both ways save us from thinking. - Alfred Korzybski

One Flaw In Women...
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show

The Day God Called You Home
God looked around His garden and He found an empty place, He then looked down upon this earth, and saw your tired face. He put His arms around you and lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful. He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering. He knew you were in pain. He knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough and the hills were hard to climb. So He closed your weary eyelids and whispered, "Peace be thine." It broke my heart to lose you, but you didn't go alone. For part of me went with you, the day God called you home.

Classic Beauty Contest
My friend Big Daddy T@ CherryTAP has initiated a CLASSIC BEAUTY CONTEST from Noon (EST) today, December 6th, 2006, until Noon (EST) a week from now on December 13th, 2006. Please stop by and post some comments on my behalf at Click here to go to the contest! The most comments win.... Thanks... Kat

Friends
TODAY I WANNA SAY THANK YOU Today i wanna say Thank you, For your friendship thru the years, For offering your support selflessly, When i needed someone to dry my tears, Today i wanna say Thank you, For you have given me so much of your time, When my world crashed down around me, It was you who convinced me things would be fine. Today i wanna say Thank you, For being able to understand, I never had to say a word, You knew just when to lend a hand, Today i wanna say Thank you, Thanks for your hope and belief in me, I'll be your strength when your down, I'll always have faith in your dreams. Today i wanna say Thank you, For the person that you are, I know one day that voice you've got, Will turn you into a star! Today i wanna say Thank you, I don't think i say it enough, You realise whats really important, When the road you walk is rough. Today i wanna say Thank you... I love you like a sister and you need to know, Today i wanna say Thank you... Cause we

Soldier's Eyes
To look into a soldier's eyes, the window to their soul. Look out from inside their mind and see horrors never told. You say we are just killers, it's not that plain you see. Take a walk inside my boots and see what I have seen. Many innocent lives taken and soldiers, they were some. Giving their life freely to get the mission done. The last cold stare of death, we see in our buddies eyes. They fought for all your freedom, this is why we die. Some wonder why we fight to protect this nation and maybe lose our life. Ask this question to a soldier, the answers in their eyes. Always will we be here waiting, the call we won't deny. We'll always fight for freedom, never asking why. We'll go away to far off lands , leaving our loved ones behind. Many times we die alone, several times inside. Open windows to our soul, see the tears we hide. Secrets that we cannot keep are in a soldier's eyes By SSG M.Lynn McCulley

No Christmas Spirit
I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh, and looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, My stocks were down another point, the Dolphins lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school, I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all I could take, and so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, eight hummers ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens, Their eyes were hard as polished flint, their faces drawn and lean. They walked the street in armor with their rifles shouldered tight, their dearest wish for Christmas, just to have a silent night. Other soldiers gathered,

This Is The End Of All The Miracles
The sky turns black and the rain starts to pour I know this is the end there cant be any more The heroes of my childhood the demons in my head I know they wont survive for every one is dead This is the end of all the miracles Farewell to you Yellow Brick road The looking glass has shattered Tinkerbell has lost her wings And deep inside of Mordor Frodo never had a ring Once I crossed that line the answers disappeared From a childhood lost in time they never will return Did Arthur really pull that sword out of the stone Or was it just a way for me to pass the time This is the end of all the miracles Farewell to you Yellow Brick road The looking glass has shattered Tinkerbell has lost her wings And deep inside of Mordor Frodo never had a ring

Chicago
Seasonal Differences in the regions of the USA: 60 degrees - Floridians wear coats, gloves, and woolly hats. Chicago people sunbathe. 50 degrees - New Yorkers try to turn on the heat. Chicago people plant gardens. 40 degrees - Italian cars won't start. Chicago people drive with the windows down. 32 degrees - CHICAGO--NO PLACE LIKE IT! Distilled water freezes. Lake Michigan's water gets thicker. 20 degrees - Californians shiver uncontrollably. Chicago people have the last cookout before it gets cold. 15 degrees - New York landlords finally turn up the heat. Chicago people throw on a sweatshirt. 0 degrees - Californians fly away to Mexico. Chicago people lick the flagpole and throw on a light jacket over the sweatshirt. 20 below - People in Miami cease to exist. Chicago people get out their winter coats. 40 below - Hollywood disintegrates. Chicago's Girl Scouts begin selling cookies door to door. 50 below - Santa Claus abandons the North Pole. Chicago peopl

Hi All
hey everyone, i hope this finds you all well. as for me i am so very busy. for those of you who dont know i run a small business..and tis the season. i havent had time to be here as i usually am. i miss ya all...and after xmas i will return full force showing tons of cherry love!!!!! have a wonderful holiday hugs and kisses kels

Guy Facts
Guy Facts: When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Nsfw
I know we are all sick of the topic, but I need to air my irritations of this matter once and for all! I labeled all of my pics as Adult or NSFW if they are of mature nature... Have done so all along. I was just sent 4 emails by CT about 4 of my pics that were just reported by jealous bitches who came to look at my page after giving male friends grief over the comments and communication they have with me. All 4 of these pics I already had marked so why am I being bothered about them? Too all you morons, get a clue.. If you are jealous online you are a moron.. Get a f***ing grip!! You are completely assenine to do this shit. Get over yourself.. If he's not paying the attention to you that he has to me, maybe this shit is why!! All I have to say is pathetic.... Too all the good friends and family members on my list, you are their because you count, the rest can pound sand.. And no not everyone else sucks, but I dont know everyone either. I am referring to the pathetic few w

Moving Day
Okay everyone, moving day is finally here! I have been talking about it for a month now and some of you new ppl to my friends, family, fans, lists probably didn't know & I didn't have a whole lot of time with each & every person on here. I started moving two days ago and I'm almost finished with the move. My big problem is that I wont be back on until the middle of Feb, full time. My computer was stolen & I'm gonna have to replace it. I've been using the one at my parents house & I'm not gonna have the time to get on as much as I was. I do promis to stop in everyonce in a while & check my msgs. I will also reply to anyone who msgs, even if it's a couple days down the road so don't get discouraged with me please. I won't be doing any of the reposts, so don't get pissed off or delete me for it. Everything will get back to normal in Feb. Thank you everyone on Cherry for your support & great friendships, I love you all & feel free to go into my contacts folders & intr

Man On Fire
rip out my heart stab it with a knife burn it and show it to the world let the blood drip out and paint the grass do what you want with my body for now its just an empty pod it matters not so fill it fill it with your poison your hate violate it ravage it for it matters not there is nothing left no heart no soul just an empty shell once your done just toss me away feed me to the wolves of this world and then forget me for im not worth another thought

The Riddle Of The Sphinx
In the morning I was innocent On 4 legs I crawled through time The windows of my soul were open wide And I didnt care who looked inside By the Afternoon I was strong On 2 legs nothing could bring me down Walked to the farthest corners of the Earth With no thought of Death I even witnessed birth Now in the Twilight of my life On 3 legs I crawl through time Ive grown weak and Ive grown tired My heart is dim it lost its fire The answer to the Riddle lies in Death It will come with your last breath A chance to finally understand Are we holy or are we damned The answer to the Riddle lies in Death It will come with your last breath A chance to finally understand The secret of the creature called man

Whats The Point?
Whats the point of putting your whole heart into something, when you only get dissapointed in the end? That seems to be the STORY of my life!!! I could fricken SCREAM right now! They should have named me "Let her down" because thats all I get... is LET DOWN!

Lol The Sex Quiz...r U Up For It???
Start at 50 and add or substract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun +Below 50 means you are real fun and damn good in bed ;). AFTER you're done... put your name on the comments, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else. -Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex [one night stand]. -Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite s

~*silent Cradle*~
Silent in my sanity I live safe inside my cell In the darkness that surrounds me I see my own special hell Comfort in my suffering Feeling warm inside this pain Before I was coming down on me I come on down again I let you win, you come on to me And you're so brave A chewed out lighten candle Fell in my cool and empty grave Cradle falls I live safe inside my cell In the darkness that surrounds me Unholy walls Cradle falls, unholy walls Cradle falls Silent in my sanity I live safe inside my cell In the darkness that surrounds me I see my own special hell Comfort in my suffering Feeling warm inside this pain Before I was coming down on me I come on down again You woke me out of my secret grave You let your pretty world in Cradle falls I live silently inside my cell You woke me out of my sin Unholy walls You woke me out of my secret grave You let your pretty world in Fall... Now you're in my world Did yo

Some Classics
The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." She looked down at his shoes and said: "You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!" The 2nd Affair A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife: "There's no way I can be the father of this baby. Look at the two be

6
It time for the 6th window today. How is everyone coping the mad excitement of the Christmas build up? I personally am dealing with it by getting a bastard of a cold and throat infection. Its quite good cos I feel like a junkie with all the drugs I'm taking to get through the day.

Maybe May Be Not ;)
My score on The Which Biblical Villain Are You Test: The Fallen Angel(You scored 27% Pride, 62% Envy, 57% Ambition, and 45% Deceitfulness!)You are the Fallen Angel, one of the angels who left their first estate and now reserved in chains in everlasting darkness. Basically, you left heaven to get some tail. That’s right, you thought some women were so beautiful, that you left heaven to have sex with them. Well some certainly are beautiful, but you gotta draw the line somewhere, geez! Based on your personality, it seems you may have left heaven for two reasons, besides the endless supply of human females. Reason 1: You are ambitious and you got tired of being a servant of God. Instead, you wanted to make your own kingdoms so others could serve you. Reason 2: You are a jealous person, and may have taken a certain joy out of corrupting God’s creation. You are a straightforward villain, and you didn’t try to deceive God in your evildoings. Basically, you told God, "it is what it

Dark Love, Raven Lust
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, Or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, In secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms But carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; Thanks to your love a certain solid frangrance, Risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; So I love you because I know no other way way than this; So close that your hand on my chest is my hand, So close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. By:Raven Shadow

Behold
Behold Would that I could portray what I see but the camera records just broken light It's heart is not lifted by your warming smile feels no pain in your hour of sadness The sparkle in your eye cheers it not nor will it wipe your tears if you cry Your grace of movement is frozen in time held lifeless on the glossy negative No soul lives within your image here a mere empty one sided facsimile Soft words of care have no voice you lie deaf and dumb before me A photograph is not a memory just an aide memoire to a distracted mind So what need have I for such a likeness I close my eyes and you are there

How I Caught A Wanted Sex Offender On Myspace
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 After spending $40 in long distance phone calls to two different states and spending alot of time on hold, I am pleased to say I have assisted authorities in capturing a Wanted Sex Offender! I did it by checking to see if he had a myspace account and from there took it to a higher level by tricking him into giving me his phone number on a special operations account I have set up for doing such details. Keep in mind though the registry says he is still wanted he was just picked up a hour ago and I received a call from Franklin County Sheriff's Department in Washington state verifying this. I have the messages I sent him in this blog and have removed the links to my operations account because I currently have another wanted sex offender who has also given me his work and personal phone number and am just waiting for authorities to pick him up. Here are the links to his account and the Tennessee sex offender registry on him. One thing I am pl

Have You Ever...
1. Smoked. - yeah... 2. Tried/drank alcohol. - who hasnt? 3. Cried when someone died.- many times 4. Been drunk.- me and michelle's favorite thing 5. Had sex. - yep yep 6. Been to a concert. - yeah a few years ago 7. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob. - yeah - given 8. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob. - yeah -given 9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. - both... 10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. verbally... who hasnt really? 11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. - yeah 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.- no 13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. - once... regret it 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.- many times... 15. Been to homecoming. - yeah... hated it 16. Cried at school. - yeah... when i found out joey died 17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. - once!! it wasnt fun 18. Went streaking.- not yet 19. Given or received a lap dance. - yes, both 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. - o

My Cold Black Heart
No more pain No more tears Now that my cold black heart beats no more Noo more will I let love exist within me I have failed my heart so my soul goes dim The burning light that once shined bright Now burns with the darkness of night The iceman has come and took the flame away My hearts a frozen wastelandand And winter is here to stay

Silence Was My Weapon. (poem)
Yeah I wrote another poem...hope you like it. Silence was my Weapon.... I sit and I say nothing at all Silence is my choice weapon Your lies had spilled over and my intelligence was questioned. You promised me forever with love. And you thought I believed Because I chose to sit in silence You continued to deceive In the dark cover of night You took to your lovers arms You bestowed her with your kisses and she succumbed to your charms In the midst of the cool breeze I stood outside with my rage and pain The moon illuminated your deception and our marriage vows where shamed I watch her moan at your touch So beautiful in her linen and lace Hair like gold spun from heaven A whore, with an angels face. Sun had begun to arise Your whore left your warm side There you peacefully laid As she kissed you goodbye the shock on your face Oh how the mighty have fell You begged for your redemption I hope you burn

Random Thoughts
1. If you are too openminded your brains will fall out. 2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church does not make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat. 5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It's easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all the other parts feel good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. (Just remember how lucky you were to get a free trip around the sun) 14. Men are from Earth... women are from Earth... deal with

Poem
I feel your body next to mine I see your smiling face looking at me I hear you say, I love you darling You wrap your arms around me Kissing me passionately You are my early morning love Caressing me, holding me Showing me how you feel inside Kissing me every where, yes even there Hands so gentle, exploring my body We make love before the sun even rises You are my early morning love You say to me, I love you more everyday Together we make one I love waking up with you before the sun You say to me, You are my early morning Love.

Ranting And Raveing!
Hey all how r ya?im well im pissed off at work....well because today was busy and this one guy at work is the boss's bestfriend and he gets away with everything.All he did to day is cash,took the order,and then went out back and talked with the boos the whole intare time while the rest of us do all the work!(btw i work at a fast food resturant).If I or anyone else sat down and talked we will get a bitching for it.Now thats nor fair at all.....he goes and talks to her and doesnt get in trouble,we do it and we do!.Well once the boos went out to the bank i made him work his ass off...hehehe....cause thats what the rest of us did.I just got jibed like 10 hours from work when im supose to get like 44 hours....i got 31 hours this week...now that really really sux....usually when they take hours off that means u did somethin wrong or your probly goin to get fired soon..........A)i didnt do anything wrong B)they love me there......so y am i getting hours taken off?i dont kno but i hate it.....

If Santa Answered Letters The Way He Wanted....
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ************************************ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass con

Seeings Thought Words
About the Author Canadian author Farley Mowat began his life working as a wildlife biologist for the Canadian Government. One of his early assignments took him to the far reaches of the tundra to study wolves. The result was the book Never Cry Wolf. This storyteller’s material for this, as well as other books, comes his own experiences. Most of his works have focused on the arctic, its wildlife and native people. Farley’s other titles include People of the Deer, The Dog Who Wouldn’t Be, and The Grey Seas Under. Book Summary Standing among a mountain of supplies on a desolate lake in the midst of frozen tundra, Farley Mowat begins his summer long scientific study as he watches his plane disappear over the horizon. Sent by the Canadian government, Farley was to learn about the vicious predator that was taking all of the precious caribou from the hunters. Like most other people at the time, Farley’s knowledge of wolves was based primarily on folklore, legends, and myths. In hi

Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Women
Top 10 Rejection Lines Given by Women (and what they actually mean...) 10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in "Deliverance") 9. There's a slight difference in our ages. (You are one Jurassic geezer.) 8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way (You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes upon) 7. My life is too complicate right now. (I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing) 6. I've got a boyfriend (who's really my male cat and a half gallon of Ben & Jerry's) 5. I don't date men where I work (Hey bud, I wouldn't even date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building) 4. It's not you, it's me (It's not me, it's you) 3. I'm concentrating on my career (Even something as boring and unfulfilling a

The Night Before Xxxmas
If this doesn't cure you of seasonal warm fuzzy feelings, you're a goner. Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stup

*yawns*
I'm bored as hell. I want to level up soon. I have some new pictures to post...and I really don't want to delete any of the pics I have posted already...but I guess I could. I still have a little under 12,000 to level. Maybe I will. Its soooooooo cold here. We're supposed to get 4-9 inches of snow tonight/tomorrow. Dammmit! I hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee snow!

Starts Tonight Vote For Me Please!!!
HEY MY SEXY PEOPLE!!! I am entered in a contest starting tonight. I will be posting the link soon, and don't want to waste your time with a pointless blog, but would like to tell you all that I would appreciate your vote very much!! Have a great night gang, and look for the link posted soon!

The Net
THE NET I MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE LAST ONE TO GIVE THE INTERNET A TRY I'LL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT, TECHNOLOGY HAD PASSED ME BY MY SON WAS IN THE NAVY IN THE PERSIAN GULF OVERSEAS THIS WAS THE FASTEST WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME I REALIZED SOMETHING HAD TO BE DONE I WAS WORRIED ABOUT THE SAFETY OF MY SON A COUPLE YEARS LATER, I'M STILL CONFUSED AS CAN BE I'M NOT ALWAYS SURE ABOUT A DOWNLOAD OR, AN MP3 SO, TO TRY AND STAY IN THE PRESENT AN NOT APPEAR A FOOL I'VE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE THE COMPUTER, A USEFUL TOOL NOW YEARS AGO, WHEN I WENT TO SCHOOL ALL THE SMART KIDS USED SOMETHING CALLED A SLIDE RULE. I CAN'T COMPLAIN ANY ABOUT USING THE INTERNET THERE'S SO MANY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE THAT, I HAVE MET. MY COMPUTER IS OUTDATED, SO I'VE BEEN TOLD. LOL KIND OF LIKE ME, I'M FEELING OLD! CHRIS

Naughty Or Nice?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad! your Naughty! wild thing! Are you Naughty or nice

So I Haven't Been On Much....
Well, my darling son Troy, who's 11 decided that splitting his head open was a great idea- ok maybe not a planned thing... they were all out playin man hunt- ya know like hide & seek and tag in the dark, and he got tagged and knocked backward, and smashed his head on a metal electric box- man that kid bled all over the place!! took him to the ER here, and they had to put 4 staples in his head, poor kid!! he about died when the doctor ever pulled out that huge needle, and then when he heard the stapler..... he was like OMG mommy is he really using a stapler on my head??!! LOL i told him yup, had to staple him up to keep his brains in :)

Home From Work
ok so work was work lol, truck day so we had the load to put away, blah, lol....... one of the girls I work with just had a baby in august..... and had some really bad plumber butt goin on today, needless to say i gave her shit all day for it lol home for tonight and tommorrow, work friday, then off for the birthday weekend, my birthday is comin up on sunday............... now who's gonna get me presents? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm?

Please Go Blast The Comments On This Link Now!!!!!!!!!
HERE'S THE LINK TO MY PHOTO! PLEASE GO COMMENT AND RATE IT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN! LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988

Racist On Tap
Reposted from a bulletin his link is in here but not clickable you have to copy and paiste it this asshole thinks he can come on my page and leave a comment on one of my sons pictures saying ewwwww nasty baby cause he mixed....come ongu ys i need your help show this mothafucka who he dealing with....he went wayyyyy over the damn line you dont fuck with kids.... bear clan http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=93803&friend=93803 @ CherryTAP ***REPOSTING THIS FOR MY FRIEND! ASKING FOR HELP FROM ALL MY GUYS TOO! YA'LL KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS KINDA SHIT!!! GO GET HIS SORRY PATHETIC RACIST ASS!!!! MUCH LUV THKWHYGRL (repost of original by 'LuvTheBlkMen' on '2006-12-05 19:13:37') (repost of original by 'Thkwhytgrl ***Bringin Sexy Back a lil at a time (NSFW)**' on '2006-12-05 19:17:50') (repost of original by 'Spongebob skunkpants' on '2006-12-06 06:01:02') (repost of original by 'love them blk men' on '2006-12-06 06:15:08') (repost of original by 'Average Italian Chick' on

Bulletins
IM SO SICK OF SEEING NOTHING BUT CONTEST THIS AND CONTEST THAT IN THE BULLETIN BOARDS.HAVE YOU NOTHING BETTTER TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE THAN BEG SOMEONE TO VOTE FOR YOU.IS YOUR LIFE SO DEAD THAT YOU HAVE TO GET POPULARITY BY BEGGING SOMEONE TO BE YOUR FRIEND,THEN KICKIN THEM OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS LIST IF THEY DONT VOTE FOR YOU?AND I AM SICK OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULLSHIT IN THE BULLETINS.AND IM SICK OF THE HE IS SHE IS FAKE BULLETINS.THIS IS THE FUCKIN INTERNET PEOPLE.ARE EVERYONE OF YOU COMPLETELY HONEST ABOUT EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE? IF NOT,DONT THAT MAKE YOU A FAKE AS WELL? HOW MANY OF YOU ARE MARRIED,YET PRETEND AS THOUGH YOU ARE NOT? HOW MANY OF YOU SAY YOU ARE 21 BUT ARE REALLY 41? HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE A GALLERY FULL OF PIX YET NOT ONE PIC OF YOURSELF? DOESNT THAT MEAN YOU ARE FAKE? THE WORD FAKE CAN MEAN ALOT OF DIFFERENT THINGS.I LIGHTEN MY HAIR COLOR,DOES THAT MAKE ME A FAKE? YOU WEAR MAKEUP,ARE YOU FAKE?YOU SAY YOU ARE A MAN,BUT CANT GET YOUR DICK HARD.DOES THAT MAKE YOU A FAKE M

Rambling Of Things I Need To Get Off My Chest.
well the past couple of days have been rough. I went to the pharmacy a last saturday because i only had 2 of my antidepressants left. They told me that I couldnt get my prescription filled until thursday because of something about my insuance wouldnt let me get it filled till then or something. So I have had to cut my pills in half. Its been BAD real BAD!!! I have felt like crap all week I cant wait until tomorrow. The lady I take care of's granddaughter took a pregnancy test 2 days after I got back to work from my misscarriage. Its been rough but I have been trying not to let it get to me, but now she is starting all her doctors appointments and reading all stuff about it and is even starting to show a lil and with not having as much of my medication and watching her go through the stuff I would be going through right now had I not lost the baby is really starting to tear at me :( I try and I try and I TRY to move past all this stuff and in a sense kinda forget (I know its nothing

Sexiest Milf Over 30
DAM IF YOU THINK THIS STILL HAVE IT AT 40 YR OLD,THEN PLEASE CUM VOTE FOR ME.PLEASE RATE ME AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT AD PLASS THIS LINK TO YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY ..THE LINK TO VOTE AT IS.....................................................http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960#

Life Is Simple. We Humans Make It Hard.
Life is simple. We HUMANS make it hard. THIS IS SOME GOOD ADVICE! If a dog was the teacher, you would learn stuff like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body . No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout! Run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.

The Christmas Angel (a Cute Story)
One particular Christmas season a long time ago, Santa was getting ready for his annual trip ... but there were problems everywhere. Four of his elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce the toys as fast as the regular ones so Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her mother was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of coffee and a shot of whiskey. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the coffee pot and it broke into hundreds of little pie

Lust
I have known lust trust me but to be the object of that lust when more is wanted is well well it kinda pisses me off a bit but all will be better I am sure just how do I deal with someone that is so close that I want to see daily but lives across a sea AND belongs to someone else.........

Study: Fellatio May Significantly Decrease The Risk Of Breast Cancer In Women
Study: Fellatio may significantly decrease the risk of breast cancer in women Thursday, October 2, 2003 Posted: 9:19 AM EDT (1319 GMT) (AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two. In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio and swallowed the ejaculatory fluid, over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform. "I think it rem

Quoted For Truth!
In time you will find that to be happy with someone else, you first need to not need that person, you will find also that the person you love, or think you love, who doesn't want to have anything to do with you, is not the person for your life. You will learn to like yourself, to take care of yourself, principally to like who likes you. The secret is not to chase after butterflies; it's to take care of the garden so that they come to you. In the end, you will find not who you were looking for, but who was looking for you. I love just who likes me!!!

Loves' Breath
Loves' Breath by Kay Elaine Ekwall Sometimes........ it is so painful to me ......to love you... I picture you .. in my mind, And know that I love you. but...... I know too well it's a temporary liaison for us. Our lives are too fragile, our hopes..our dreams, too different. And yet, we love.. we give and receive. We ask, when will it end? silently, we hope... ...never... Loves' breath can be snuffed out like a candle, ......so fast, so final..... All that's left is the thin trail of smoke... hanging in the air. Where were you in my yesterdays? Will you be in my tomorrows. ........I don't know...... For tonight, Let's love... let's dream. Tomorrow is still a breath away.

What Should've Been
A Poem I Wrote Don't tell me you love me or how you feel, Deep down inside I know you're not being real. All the things I should have said, I couldn't, All the feelings I have I know I shouldn't. I'm a fool for you, I let my feelings take over, Instead of keeping my guard up as a protective cover. You live to learn and what don't kill me makes me stronger, That's why I can't continue this confusion any longer. I care too much and I guess that's my weak spot, I did nothing wrong cuz I know I gave it all I got.

Whispers From The Dead
Tangled in a web like a fly on the wall. I fear I am walking amonst the dead. Sometimes I hear them, I see things in dreams. Are they signs of things to come, or are the dead trying to communicate? I fear I will never know. I don't feel uneasy or scared when I slumber. Only when i wake I am confused about how to feel. Thats why i write this on paper. Maybe someday I will find out what my dreams mean. I guess maybe there is a lil psycie in all of us.

Men
THERE IS THIS GUY I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH FOR YEARS WELL SORT OF MY BEST FRIEND WELL I LIKED HIM FOR THE LONGEST TIME BUT HE SAID THAT WE COULDNT BE AN ITEM CAUSE OF THE FRIENDSHIP BUT HE TELL ME TODAY THAT HE WISHES HE HAD A CHANCE WITH ME. WTF HE COULD OF TOLD ME THIS BEFORE I GOT MARRIED. THEN I WOULDNT FEEL SO BAD. BUT NO HE HAS TO WAIT FOR THE WORSE MOMENT TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT. SO I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO SAY TO HIM SO THAT HE WONT FEEL AS BAD EITHER...

Hello
HELLO ALL HERE IS THE REAL DONNA ...... I AM A MOTHER OF 3 AND I AM 30 YEARS OLD I LIVE IN FORT WORTH TX AND I AM A VERY LOVING LADY ..... I LOVE TO CHAT AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND PLAY ONLINE GAMES AND I AM A DJ FOR A ONLINE RADIO STATION ..... I WANT TO BE A REAL DJ SOME DAY I WILL DO WHAT WHAT IT TAKES TO DO MY BEST AT MY JOB AND CARE FOR MY FAMILY .. RIGHT NOW I AM A HOUSEKEEPER AT A HOSP

You Can Subdue, But Never Tame.
Let me just start by saying I am only writing this because I have an unusual compulsion to let something out. What it is, I have no idea. I do know that I believe I am suffering from depression. Not the temporary kind, like being homesick when you get sent off to summercamp and have to leave your friends back home. No, the kind that you feel even when things are going well and you can smile freely and without faking it, but you can sense that shadow lurking around the corner of your mind, waiting for the opportunity to remind you that your life isn't that great, that it does, in fact, suck and nothing you do can change it for more than a day or two at a time. This is the real thing. I can look back and see it's been there as far back as I can remember. Second grade, always feeling like something was missing. Yes, since second grade I've had this part of me that feels empty. Maybe earlier, but I don't have clear recollections of it, just impressions that it was there my whole conscio

Good -vs- Evil
THIS CONTEST IS OPEN FOR VOTING! THERE ARE 2 TEAMS. THE GOOD GIRLS TEAM IS ON STIXXX'S PAGE AND THE EVIL GIRLS TEAM IS ON BLUE DEAMON'S PAGE (BOTH LISTED BELOW). THE OBJECT IS TO COMMENT THE ENTIRE TEAM AS MUCH AS YOU WANT. PRIZES: EVERY MEMBER OF THE WINNING TEAM WILL RECEIVE 1000 IN CHERRY GIFTS FROM BOTH STIXXX AND BLUE DEMON FOR A TOTAL OF 2000 EACH. ON EACH TEAM THE GIRL WITH THE HIGHEST PERSONAL SCORE WILL RECEIVE AN ADDITIONAL 2000 FROM THE PERSON HOSTING THAT TEAM AND SOME GOOFY GRAPHIC THAT WE HAVEN'T MADE YET! :) SCORING: THE TOTAL NUMBER OF COMMENTS AND RATINGS FOR EACH PERSON WILL BE ADDED TO GET THEIR PERSONAL SCORE. ALL OF THE PERSONAL SCORES WILL BE ADDED TOGETHER TO GET THE TEAM SCORE. CONTESTANTS ARE ALLOWED TO COMMENT THEIR OWN PIC AND RATING A 1 OR A 10 WON'T MATTER. EVERY RATING IS ONE POINT. THIS CONTEST WILL END WEDNESDAY EVENING DEC. 13TH. To vote for Team Good visit: Stixxx@ CherryTAP To vote for Team E

Tequila Christmas Cake
Tequila Christmas Cake Ingredients: 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs Nuts 1 bottle tequila 2 cups of dried fruit Sample the tequila to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the tequila again. To be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the tequila is still OK. Try another cup... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit up off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the tequila to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt. Or something. Check the tequila. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon

Stir Fry
so... today kinda sucked... ALOT, My grandpa got put in the hopsital AGAIN yesterday... 2nd time in a week. I hope hes going to be better, and home for the holidays. and question... why do guys like porn so much?

Im Crying
hey peeps it jeff, rubys bro. my gf is going out with her EX i dont know why she said that he misses her and she fell for it! i need help! if u want to talk to her her hotmail is ambersteffl@hotmail i need ur help people

Naughty Horoscopes...i Am A Scorpio
VIRGO: This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will.they love to make their partner happy. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! they are very sexual people. usually always horny.!!!Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will do naughty things to be caug

Unfaithful Wife
A husband suspects his wife is having an affair. He needs to go on a business trip for several days, so he decides to set a trap for her. He puts a bowl of milk under the bed. From the bed springs, he suspends a spoon. He has it calibrated so that her weight on the bed will not drop the spoon into the milk. But, if there is any more weight than that, the spoon will drop into the milk and he will detect it upon his return home. He comes home several days later. The first thing he does is reach under the bed and retrieve the bowl. The bowl is full of butter....

Just Some Thinking
well... once again this year has went by so quickly.. i dont really know where the time went. ive had some good times, some bad times and some inbetween moments. christmas is only so far away... i dont really know whether or not to be happy or sad.. my family is slowly going downhill. i miss them all so much... by being in WV i have missed a lot of growing up from my youngest brothers. i wish i could go home more often to see them... be an better older sister. I normally love christmas.. but this year i only think it leads to being lonely and not having anyone. Have you ever felt like you are just left hanging around? you dont really know which way to turn, but you pray its the right direction? thats the way i feel right now.. so many things are going on and lots of important decisions to be made. Christmas is a symbol of togetherness. Happiness of being around loved ones. for some it is lonely.. for others they have it all. right now im in the middle. i have my family.. the

As I Toss & Turn...
The weight of the world lies on my head, At night, I just think and toss in my bed. The problems, the sadness, this is not how it is suppose to be, A void so deep, the bottom is impossible to see. I yearn for the passion, that spark I once knew. that feeling of completeness that intensity known by few, A touch causes goosebumps, a smile makes you melt. the anticipation of a kiss and the desire that is felt. I'm no longer a school girl who could stop at one kiss. Such wild desire is too hard to control and an opportunity not to miss. So I stare at the ceiling and dream of the day. That married Prince Charming will come my way. Causing my body to pulsate, the quivers of joys, We'll experiment with positions, fetishes and sex toys! We'll know every inch of each others body, every spot that makes us high, We'll take each other to orgasmic heights that are beyond the heavens and the sky, We'll drop exhaustedly on the bed, fulfilled completely with no words that can say,

Because I'm A Man
Because I'm a man, when I lock my keys in the car I will fiddle with a wire clothes hanger and ignore your suggestions that we call a road service until long after hypothermia has set in. Because I'm a man, when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink beer. Because I'm a man, when I catch a cold I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You never get as sick as I do, so for you this isn't an issue. Because I'm a man, I can be relied upon to purchase basic groceries at the store, like milk or bread. I cannot be expected to find exotic items like "Cumin" or "Tofu". For all I know these are the same thing. And never, under any circumstances, expect me to pick

Switching It Up
I changed up my folders a little. I figured they might be getting a little unwieldy, so I broke them up. I was thinking from now on I will go with a new folder each time just labeled with the date. What do you guys think?

Bulletion Of Some Of Our Troops On Cherrytap
THESE GUYS SHOULD BE A HIGHER LEVEL. PLEASE SHOW THEM SOME CHRISTMAS LOVE :) ADD SOME ON TO LETS GET THIS GOING FOR THEM. THANK YOU SWEET~THING Deanja@ CherryTAP a> Dunejumper@ CherryTAP mlaw@ CherryTAP KILLEM ALL@ CherryTAP WILLY_P@ CherryTAP TRU SOULJA 4REAL@ CherryTAP face@ CherryTAP Misfit73@ CherryTAP B Ringo@ CherryTAP bored_in_iraq

Another Great Bulletion Thank You
but this little story kinda touched me and it's definitely fitting for Christmas time :) I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadl

Friends
Hi all my friends. Today was good i went Christmas shopping it was ok.. I hope u all are ready for Christmas. I have more to do but it was not crowd like i thought it would be. I have not been Christmas shopping in a long time i have not felt like going many places. Kind stay home kinda person but i am geting out more and doing good I will still be on for my friends. I love u all and ty for being my friends.Hugs to u all!!!

I Hurt Myself Lol
Well last night sucked a big on. I was walking down the stairs to get dinner.All of the sudden my right knee gave out and down i went. i fell all the way down to the bottem of the stairs. my son was behind me and when i landed he yelled " MOMMY! get up! dnt sit down get up!" lol thank god he was behind me when i fell. i dont even want to think of what could have happened if he had been infront of me.well when i got up i said ok walk it off and went and got dinner. it hurt so bad by the time i got back i was in tears. well i told Dave what i did and he said im sure your ok. well when he took my shoe and sock off and saw my foot he said OMG! well i fell at 10 and by midnight my foot was blue so i called my mom and told her to take me to the ER.well tuens out i riped all the tendens and muslcles in my foot and i chiped the bone. i have to stay off my feet and they gave me crushes. and tabs so if i cant seem to spell thats why lol

Back Where I Started From
I feel as if im walkin in a circle riding a fawkin rollercoaster life is going up and down just when i feel like things are going good something in my life brings me back to the ground guess im not meant for all this shit but there is one thing that keeps me around thats what i need to focus on now as soon as i get my health back in order get back on my feet then this circle will start all over again i will be on an emotional high so now ill sit here doing anything anything i can to get better doing what i can to get by but im here alone once again right back where i started from guess some fools just never learn fawk it.. just the story of my life give this chapter of the book a turn...

The Ultimate Experience
The Ultimate Experience... Low moans, like the wind, circle above in the thick air. Lips, feeling of down feathers, brush along form lines in the dark. Breath, tepid and sweet, create stirs in low lying valleys. Eyes closed, visualize the scene, in flashes of delicate gasps. Touches slowly dragged against soft, buttery flesh. Whispers of words cause tingles to heighten and descend. Tastes of salt cover silky entrances into the soul. Aromas of want and lust fill deep, immeasurable caverns. Bodies intertwined, resemble vines mounting a delicate lattice. Senses amplify along a path of abandonment. Appetites for passion increase, crushing silence and discretion. Steady rthym and intensity generate explosive undulations. -Nancy (10/06)

I Am The Ugly Bastard
For all those out there who think your hot? GET A LIFE.... VOTE FOR ME BECAUSE I AM "THE" UGLY BASTARD OF CT... * personal note 1... I hope all of your contest ( so I can rank up) holding people are takeing note... this is to show you HOW RETARDED IT IS!!! * personal note 2... All you people who enter these contest.... how PATHETIC is it that you have to spam your friends to make yourself feel a little better looking so some MORON can rank up... do yourself a favor... GET A LIFE... YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE... WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TRY TO JUSTIFY YOUR EXISTANCE ON THIS PLANET???? By entering into these contest you only bringing down the very thing that people have been fighting for all these years...and that is EQUALITY!!! NO ONE IS BETTER THAN THE OTHER... SO GET A LIFE... you know you hot... SO WHAT! WHO CARES! MOVE ON! now.... Do what every other SELF RESPECTING HUMAN BEING DOES... HAVE a little more respect than flashing you nasty ass tits and crotch so people can rank u

No More Rednecks Of C.t.
THIS IS GONNA BE A HUGE SHOCK FOR SOME OF YOU BUT AS OF TONIGHT THERE IS NO MORE REDNECKS OF C.T. IF YOU HAVE THAT AND FAMILY MEMBER IN YOUR NAME AND PLEASE REMOVE IT A.S.A.P. WE HAVE TRIED TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO LEAVE BULLETINS AND EVEN DID A BLOG ABOUT HOW WE CAN MAKE THIS GROUP BETTER AND MORE FUN BUT I WOULD SAY THAT ONLY 5% OF THE REDNECKS EVEN RED IT . THEN EVEN THAT SAME DAY COME BITCHING ABOUT THIS AND THAT AND IF YOU WOULD HAVE READ THE BULLETIN THEN YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN WHAT IS GOIN ON . SO THE BOTTOM LINE IS THIS . THERE IS NO MORE REDNECK GROUP .SO PLEASE TAKE FAMILY MEMBER THE REDNECKS OF C.T. OUT OF YOUR NAME . WE WILL BE STARTING A NEW GROUP AND THE SELECT FEW OF YOU THAT WAS ALWAY THERE FOR US , ACTUALLY READ THE BULLETINS AND BLOGS AND ALSO GAVE US FEED BACK IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS WE WILL INVITE YOU TO THE NEW GROUP SO WE CAN DISCUSE WHAT WENT WRONG IN THE REDNECKS AND WHAT WE CAN DO TO MAKE THE NEXT GROUP THE BEST ONE OUT THERE . THIS WAS NOT JUST MY DECISION . I WANT T

#4 Of The 88 Precepts
4. The truest form of prayer is communion with Nature. It is not vocal. Go to a lonely spot, if possible a mountain top, on a clear, star-lit night, ponder the majesty and order of the infinite macrocosm. Then consider the intricacies of the equally infinite microcosm. Understand that you are on the one hand inconsequential beyond comprehension in the size of things, and on the other hand, you are potentially valuable beyond comprehension as a link in destiny's chain. There you begin to understand how pride and self can co-exist with respect and reverence. There we find harmony with Nature and with harmony comes strength, peace and certainty. This precept actually describes a favorite activity of mine. Going outdoors, into the woods or to a secluded stretch of beach and just staring into the clear, star-lit sky. I take time to connect with the natural world around me, and to consider my place in "the whole scheme." This can be a great way of connecting with your god. If nature an

Hit Me Up
What up Kids! This is my first blog, and I want to talk about something very serious to me. This would be Xobox Live. I love Xbox I have so many good friends on their. Acutally, I lied everybody hates me. (except Kyle and Amber =) ) Anyway, hit me up on Vegas or anygame for that matter, at zombieSHROOM

Thursday Thoughts
The price one pays for pursuing any profession or calling is an intimate knowledge of its ugly side. - James Baldwin I told my psychiatrist that everyone hates me. He said I was being ridiculous - everyone hasn't met me yet. - Rodney Dangerfield No degree of dullness can safeguard a work against the determination of critics to find it fascinating. - Harold Rosenberg