Fubar Blog Posts 4

Searching For Something And Finding Nothing
dead and broken, never will I see the end untill the bright light at the end of the tunnel. Always hurting from the pain that is cosed by my pleasure but I know my soulmate lives in your body, thats why I can't get you out of my head, it never goes away. Give and give and recieve nothing, expecting nothing but its nice to get it back in 3 fold, but when I push for ever and end up empty handed, kinda tired of trying, just want to give up...Its sad to say but I'll die alone and I don't know what to do with my life just ready to get up and get out and go away, bless me god, I need help, badly

Lies And Head Games.....
Ok so I was going to write this on Wednesday night, but I didn't get around to it. I was too busy talking to someone who is a good person, unlike the majority of the people who I seem to run into. Within a 24 hour period I found out that 2 so-called "friends" were lying to me. Guys, why do so many of you feel the need to lie and play head games? I am so fucking sick of the lies and the head games, I am ready to tell every guy who speaks to me to fuck off. LIE #1: A "friend" has been telling me from the begining that he had a heart attack, is in the final stages of cancer, and is a widower, losing his wife and son to a wreck 7 years ago. I felt horrible, I lost my Grandma to cancer last year. Cancer is not, I repeat, is NOT something to joke around about. He told me he is in the hospital. And I believed him, but suddenly things became suspicious. He couldn't give me the phone number to his room, he said his room doesn't have a phone. He is online really late at night, if he is i

I Don't Do Normal Things On Cam..
Oh yeah.. just in case your wondering.. That IS how I act on cam.. I'm not normal.. lmao One time. I was eating a bk cheese cake pie and forgot .. and my friend was like.. NOT AGAIN! lmao.. your eating..!! I told her .. yeah and.. You know bk is closed now! YES I KNOW..!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAA One time.. for my other friend that passed .. she and I used to tease each other with food.. I promised her i'd be all sexy.. of course I was lying.. lol She asked me what I was wearing.. clothes.. What I was doing.. using my hands.. she goes.. what..!!??? oh.. Let me show you.. I was eating those yummy bk french toast sticks.. she got so upset with me she didn't speak to me the whole day.. yeah that was evil... lol I miss her. I can tease a woman better than she can tease me.. hahahahha I just wait .. I'm patient like that. lol

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Shadow Spirit. You are a very strange being. Like nothing anyone has ever seen. You are a Shadow Spirit. You weren't born this way. This happened because you were betrayed so many times in life you just gave up. Don't forget; there are people out there who are just like you...you just have to find them first.Shadow Spirit100%Drow100%Sorceress67%Elf67%Vampyre58%Zombie58%Dragon58%Goddess50%Wolf50%Faerie42%What ancient breed are you?created with

Idk Wha To Call This One..
Bath water running, my clothes fall to the floor, "baby where are you? i'm ready to be your whore" We dip into the jacuzzi i softly moan at your every touch your skin up against mine ooh i love it so much after i suck on your lips, and jack wilber off, your dick becomes nice and stiff as hard as a rock your cock glides inside of me with every thrust i groan but once you start caressing my nipples, that groan turns into a moan i'm ready for you now come and give me a little taste just explode all over me let your cum drip on my face now clean up your mess, you've been a naughty boy lick it all up good and maybe i'll bring out my toy you work hard on my breasts as you towel me dry suddenly you move lower, and end up right above my thighs i think i'll take out my toy i'll dangle them so you can see these handcuffs are for you to do whatever you want to me you handcuff me to the wall and i start sexily to purr you tell me to spread my legs

Your Candy Licker
I'll lick that candy the way ya nigga dont Tongue it down just right like he cant and/or want Make u feel A licking thrill Spread them lips Lemma get a steal Im you cnady licker Put some honey on it make you cum on my tongue Or lick it straight up Say what u want and its done Im your candy licker, I wanna lick that flicker Lick it up nd Lick it down Aint no shame, Bend over, turn it around Lemme be you candy licker I wanna be the one who licks that candy till u cum all night I got what it takes to lick that kityy right Your man got pride, let him claim that shit Im lickin his candy tonite/face all up in it Cause aint no shame to it 25 hours a day/8days a week 366 ill make that puddy leak Im your candy licker....... Khristinafaye2006

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage Is Not Wrong
10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Not Wrong 01) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of J-Lo's 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the worl

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Sitting in your apartment, you can't here a sound because everyone's left and everything's calmed down. You're staring at me, I'm staring at you. And we both know what were about to do. You grab my waist and pull me near, and I softly nibble on your ear. You kiss my neck, my lips and nibble on my ear too. It's like the whole world's stopped it's just me and you. Before I know it we're in bed, and I'm kissing your neck, as I reach for you fly to give you head I slowly take you in my mouth, licking you, and sucking in and out. I keep going as long as I can, till the pressure you finally can't stand. You softly shake and let out a soft moan and I feel your juices start to ooze down my throat. Then you turn me around and lay me on your bed and prepare to give me pleasure instead. You slowly put you dick inside me and like a proffessional begin to ride me. You're taking control and pushing me to an extreme, So your name I start to scream. I wrap my

To All My Friends
FRIENDS FOREVER LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile

Is Oj Out Of His Ever Freakin' Mind?
I can't believe that he has the nerve to write a book about "What If" he had killed Nicole!!! Everyone seems to think that he did it, despite the criminal justice system failing. Is this meant to be a slap in the face from him seemingly saying, "I got away with it and I know it!"????? What absurdity. There is a rise protesting the distribution and promotion of this book. If you so agree, I would suggest that you, too, do everything in your powers to bring it to the attention to the media that you won't take this laying down and stand up to the media stating that you are tired of any promotion of this book that they are planning to do. Wasn't Susan Powers who had coined the phrase, "Stop the Insanity!".... Well, this ought to be a message that is sent to all the media as well. Aughghghgghghghghgghhhh.... It would seem that, if OJ goes ahead with this little project, he might be writing his own death sentence as many would view this as a direct confession of his role in

Purina Diet
have a dog & I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her That no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 Pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line Was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no, it was because I'd been sitting in the st

What Dragon Resides In Your Soul?
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!) You are a silver dragon. The rarest kind of dragon. YOu are noble yet avoid humans as much as possible. You are the guardian of the defensless and you rule the skies.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Solders Silent Night
Body: T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO W

Gettingmy List Together
Oh I love the yummy food and cooking on Thanksgiving. The smell of Turkey and pumkin pie, oh my its so yummy. What are your plans for Thanskgiving, whats your favorite dish I love cooking,southern foods, and you can see that on cooking with Alyse at www.naughtyalyse.com I am updating once a month, however if you need to know anything please ask me, thats cool. kisses Alyse

Stress
so ya, having fincancial difficulties, moved in with friends, who said it would be a temporary move there and that i needed to work on my disability claim., well would'nt you know it?! when everything is perfect and done and i even found a little job then i get chewed out and called a munipulator! i tell you this sucks

The Stupid Shit We Do
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep run

Angelique
This is my daughter's name. The meaning of my name was dead on, so I decided to look up her's too. She's only 4 but she has her own fan club!! LOL The "Angel Fan Club"!!!! Discover the hidden meaning in your name Angelique Angel, heavenly messenger : Greek Your charming, witty and vibrant personality ensures your popularity and usually places you at the centre of activities. You also have a determined will and capacity for leadership which often places you in positions of authority. Your generous, humanitarian and idealistic nature gives you a desire to work towards goals which will be of benefit to everyone. Material and emotional success are a natural result of your endeavours.

Meet Me In The Stars My Love
As I am saying good night at the end of the day, And you are not here, but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you. With a bottle of wine and glasses for two. Just close your eyes and there you will see, Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be. Remembering those words, I begin to smile, And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart, No longer wanting to be

Penis Requests A Raise...
I, the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor I work at great depths I plunge head first into everything I do I do not get weekends off or public holidays I work in a damp environment I don't get paid overtime I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation I work in high temperatures My work exposes me to contagious diseases Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight You fall asleep on the job after brief work period You do not always follow the orders of the management team You do not stay in your allocated position, and often visit other areas You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift You don't always observe necessary safety regul

I Feel(a Poem By Me)
i feel believe it's true Sometimes I wonder what i can do to stop you from using n abusing me My minds fucked up wondering whats true What you said before is that truely yoU? what could you want and what could You need I like this I want this If you just want one thing then let me know n let your words ring true So if i cant See what's truely there My eyes covered Like a tree in the fog My voice muted as if all i say falls onto deaf ears I need not request nor shall i beg For anymore of you then you want to give So tell me straight and tell me true What do you want to do? A secret rendevous? maybe two Something long something lasting? or short fake n sweet? i thrive for something i dont know i can have someone to want me as i want him to need me to hold me n treat me as i do him with respect n honesty.. so i'll wait for you. decide. i wont bother after a while i should know where i stand

I Got Good News Today..written:11-6-06
i got good news today a friend i thought i lost returned to me today we talked and talked for hours on end the hardest thing for me today was leaving my friend i got good news today we didnt lose touch because of a mistake i thought i made we lost touch because they cared too much i got good news today that just because we didnt talk for what seemed forever just made our friendship grow that much stronger than ever i got good news today when you lose sight of whats right in front of you more times than not that friendship is true holding fast and holding long will keep this friendship growing strong written by: angel

In The Dark I Sit Alone
In the dark i sit alone, no one knows i hide it well where i sit is like a throne and no body to hear the story i tell In the dark i sit alone why no one knows ill never tell ill take that secret with me to hell so in the dark i sit alone The pain i feel is like a knife its cutting me down till nothings left But in the end it will take my life in the dark i sit alone so in the dark i die alone

This Is The City I Live In
FEE-nix- You must learn to pronounce the city name. It is: "FEE - niks." The morning rush hour is from 5:00 am to 10:00 am. The evening rush hour is from 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. The minimum acceptable speed on all freeways ~ I-10, I-17, US 60, Loop 202 ~ is 85 mph. You may only exceed that speed on Loop 101,where the speed is allowed to match the highway number. Anything less is considered wussy. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Phoenix has its own version of traffic rules. Cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go next at a four-way st op. The truck with the biggest tires goes after that. (Note: East Valley ~ SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way.) If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended,cussed out, and very possibly shot. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. Construction is a permanent fixture in Phoenix. Detour barrels are moved around during

Can Someone Tell Me Why
So here is my first blog and I wish it could be bright and full of cheer but it is not. So far this year I have lost several people that were very close and dear to my heart, and have others that have the continual fight for good health. This year I have lost A dear co-worker to cancer, she lived life and loved each day and was a true blessing to everyone that knew her. A very special friend was killed in Iraq, he was my side-kick or I was his, we were never close as far as a realationship goes, just best buds. Man we could hustle a game of pool. He was taken way too soon. My best girlfriend's 21 year old son was killed in a motorcycle crash, I watched this young man grow up, he too gone way to soon. A week later my grandfather passed, tho he had lived a full life he too was taken a bit too soon. Now today, I find out that my Sensie, (a man who stood behind my when my marriage fell apart, my mentor, the one that showed me I could do martial arts and earn my Shodan

Stroke
Three little old ladies named Gertrude, Maude and Tilly were sitting on a park bench having a quiet conversation when a flasher approached from across the park. The flasher came up to the ladies, stood right in front of them and opened his trench coat. Gertrude immediately had a stroke. Then Maude also had a stroke. But Tilly, bless her heart, being older and more feeble, couldn't reach that far.

Work With Porn
i work in porn store my boss is a dick if i were my own manager i would not be a prick. looking at dildo's all day oh what a sight but i also see gay porn jeez what a fright! i dont mind looking at naked chix there hotter then men not chix with dicks. Ok i'm done with this pointlessess anyway i'm so bored lately i wish i could find people,like me to relate to it's hard to make friends sometimes. I walk through this world everyday wondering why we exist, kinda wierd i guess. I see so much around me it's hard to tell if people are truely passionate about there lives anymore i see no colors just black and white. Whitewashed like society,I miss being in love that dizziness u can't breathe,u sweat the person. i need to feel,to crave and to want again. Help!

The Wind Of Friendship ÊÒÂÅÁáËè§ÁÔµÃÀÒ¾
ÁÔµÃ à¸Íà»ÃÕÂº´Ñ§ÊÒÂÅÁãµé»Õ¡ÊÍ§¢Í§©Ñ¹ ·Õè¤ÍÂªèÇÂ¾ÂØ§ãËé©Ñ¹à´Ô¹·Ò§ÍÂèÒ§ÁÑè§ã¨ áÁé¾ÒÂØ½¹¨Ð¾Ñ´¡ÃÐË¹èÓ ËÃ×à»ÅÇá´´ÃéÍ¹áÃ§¨Ðá¼´à¼Ò áµèÀÒÂãµé·éÍ§¿é¡ÇéÒ§ãËè ©Ñ¹ÂÑ§¤§à¢çÁá¢ç§ã¹¡ÒÃà´Ô¹·Ò§ ´éÇÂ¡ÓÅÑ§ã¨·Õèà»ÕèÂÁÅéÁ áÅÐÊÒÂÅÁÁÔµÃÀÒ¾áËè§à¸Í Dear friend You're like the wind beneath my wings that helps me fly into the sky with great confident No matter how bad the storm is coming or the burning heat from themidday sun But under the big blue sky I'll be strong in my journey With the support you'[ve given and the wind of friendshop from you

What I Have Learned...
I HAVE LEARNED... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out.. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry

Tarot Card ( Saw This In A Friends Blog And Copied It )
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

2 Days Of Fun!
My boyfriend came over last night (Tuesday) just before 10:00. I was going through my e-mail when he came over,. so he waited while I finished up and talked to my husband. When I was done, I brought him to my bedroom, leaving my husband in our office/den ;) We quickly got naked, and I had him go down on me and lick my pussy to get me started. After I came a few times, I returned the favour, and gave him a nice wet blow-job. When I am with these younger guys, I like to have them experience their fantasies and try things they never had before. I asked him what he wanted to do, and he said he wanted to fuck me in the ass again, which was no problem. He also said he always wanted to use a sex toy on a girl's ass, so I dug one of my anal toys out of the drawer for him. He got me ready, and slowly slid in the dildo, fucking my ass with slow but deep strokes. I turned on my back with my legs in the air, and had him lick my pussy while he worked on my ass. This went on for about 10 minut

Sorry To All My Family, Friends, And Fans!
Hello all my family, friends, and fans. I am sorry that I have not been on much lately but I have been having a lot going on here at home. Thank you all for your support and comments left on my site. I really appreciate all that you have and are doing for me by being here for me even when I'm not able to jump on as much as I would like.

Memorial
well ok here it is 00:30 and i'm the only one awake. Didn't really expect to take my grandmere's death this hard but I am feel alot of saddness not for her being gone but for what My children will miss out of now that she is gone. I now have no living grandparents, and my aunts and uncles are passing on too. I am having a hard time with the whole death thing. I is just showing me that we can't live forever. ok so here's the problem, what if ou want someone, not to live forever, but for a long period of time. i worry more and more every day, especially when someone else dies, that my father is not going to be here for as long as I need him. that it the thought that is keeping me up tonight, and has been plaguing my dreams.

To All My Friends. (for The Weekend Of 11-17)
I hope you are have a great weekend doing something fun, sexy and awesome...or a collection of all three. Keep it safe, don't get arrested doing something stupid (unless it involves sex, then go for it), and don't throw up on your friend's new couch. He/she are still making payments on it. :D Okay...that's my crazy little non-sensical rant for the weekend. Hope you enjoyed it. As always, keep it sexy. :D

Letter To Senator John Kerry...........feel Free To Pass It On
Awesome letter...especially the last line. > >> > >> > >> > >> This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is > >> currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent > comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it > >> along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! > >> > >> Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if > >> you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your > homework, and you make an effort to be > >> smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get > >> stuck in Iraq" > >> > >> So I wrote him a letter: > >> > >> I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I > >> am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in > which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic > >> and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. > >> I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and > between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. > >> In college I was a member of several academic honor > >> societies, including the Golden Key Honor

Drama And Liars
Ok well since I have about had it up to my fucking neck with liars and fucking drama....Imma post a blog about it....Now,the people that I want to read this im sure will so here we go.... I recently got back in contact with an old friend whom I havent seen or talked to in years,back in the day her and my brother had a thing for each other...So of course when he found out that I was back in contact with her he got excited and they started talking again,Ok,well come to find out she is married,ok well no big deal right?? WRONG Here is where the drama starts....Her and my brother BOTH start telling each other that they love each other and all this other shit so im like ok kool maybe they are gonna hook back up.Let me put something in that I forgot to mention...she told us at this point that her and husband were getting a divorce and it was going to be final in a week. Ok,so her and my brother are talking and talking and talking,catching up on old times and everything else,talking

To Make You Feel My Love (bob Dylan)
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you fell my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet And I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's not doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on a rolling sea And on the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free You ain't seen nothin' like me yet There and nothin' that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

My Life
My Life John Lennon My life, take it, it's mine to give. Take it, let me live in you. My life, take it, it's yours. Do what you will, I dedicate it to you. What's the use in waking if you're not there to share the dreams and nightmares? My life, take it, for better or worse. Why waste time? We both know together is the only way. We'll make it any way. Take it, my life, my life is you. What's the use in waking if you're not there to share the dreams and nightmares? I've only myself to... I've only myself to (give to) you. For better or worse I dedicate my life to you. La-la-la-la....

Morning Babes.
♥ Good morning sunshines ♥ Ive been waiting for three hours to do this damn morning blog haha. But photobucket wasnt working. So i couldnt. Anyway im in a better mood. Ive just spent the last 3 hours talking to sonny. Who is awesome. And makes me laugh like woah. FAT SONNY~FAMILY~@ CherryTAP For those of you who dont know him check him out. Hes awesome, even if a lot of people dont like hmm. Pfft i do, i totally adore him ♥ Get to know him i promise itll be worth it. Anways lets move onto the icon of the day! ♥ Since im talking about friendship and all. Haha ♥ Anyway. Im finally Calmer. Havent slept yet but im relaxed. I got work in an hour. Oh joy. Im oh so excited. But i wont have to work long. Maybe ill come home and go ni ni. That would be nice ♥ Since i really have a reason to sleep now ♥ I miss my momma =/ But bleh. Next subject. Ive been watching music videos and talking to sonny for like woah amoun

Yes Yes More Updatez On Me
Well it is Friday (Thank God) Well I can't wait to watch Ghost Whisperer Tonight why? Because Jc Chasez from Nsync is in it and Three Days Grace is the Special Guest.. I can't wait to watch it.. It is getting really good.. I have been takin my meds like I am supposed to and i am just claim down and quiet.. I don't bother any one in the house but if my mom ask me to watch Shianne that is my niece.. She had to take my grandma some where in town if they got something to do.. Well I did got some sleep yesterday morning or say evening lol.. but I can't help it.. It is just a habbit.. But I will break it soon I hope soo.. Well there is nothing to do and i am not going to get out of the house.. Don't want to lol.. Well I have to go and i will give you all more updates really soon ok.. Virgo24

Please Play
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1. I am very dedicated to my family 2. Mother of 3 teenage boys ages are 16,18,19 3. Grandmother of 1 handsome lil guy who is 6 months old and 1/2...the 1/2 isn't here yet...not til may07 4. Kinda on the shy side...yes believe or not poetic i am...lol 5. Divorced twice..anyone want an ex husband i have 2 to spare..lol 6. I don't drink or do drugs..only bad habit i have is my cigs. 7. I have travelled some.. 8. I am straight...I do have friends who are bi/lesbian/gay.. 9. I am single as single can be 10. Don't like people who play headgames with ones heart 11. GONNA GET POETIC ANGEL FOR THIS..LOL OK NOW I PICK THESE PEOPLE TO

Into His Arms I Surrender
Into His Arms I Surrender Through the night he sang Loving songs in harmony While swaying to the beat Fingers played sensually Sweet sounds I embraced Enthralled raptures I float I felt love within my heart As I caressed every note Fingers glide on his guitar Gentle rhythms he strums Blissfully I am serenaded His voice sensuallyhums While gazing into his eyes He sang Love Me Tender As he set my soul on fire Into his arms I surrender

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen

Fake Or Real???
FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE ASS FRIENDS:

10 Sexual Secrets
OK HERES 10 SEX SECRETS PICK TEN PEOPLE TO TELL THIERS 1)I LIKE TO PLEASURE A MAN ORALLY 2)I LIKE TO BE PLEASED ORALLY 3 )I LIKE KINKY SEX 4)I LIKE BIG DICKS 5)I LIKE TO HAVE SEX ALL NIGHT LONG 6)I'VE HAD SEX WITH A TRUSTEE IN THE POLICE STATION 7)I HAD SEX WITH MY SISTERS BABY DADDY 8)I LOVE TO HAVE SEX WHERE I COULD BE CAUGHT AT ANY MOMENT 9)I LIKR TO BITE AND SCREATCH DURING SEX 10)I LOVE ANAL SEX THE 10 PEOPLE I CHOSE TO PASS THIS ON ARE LATINO PRIDE PHSCO BITCH MISS CAROL TURTLE RG CANADIAN STRANGLER CAJUN CHERRY JOJO DBT TASHA SATANS KEEPER MZBITCH2U

Compemetition Time
Who thinks that their ass is the sexiest on Lost Cherry Tappy thingy? I think mine is pretty 'toit', to quote Goldmember. If you think that you are most likely to get me spreading my love juice all over my monitor, send me the piccy and I will put it into a nice compemetition folder and put it to the mass vote. All the points proceeds will go to the winner, so the more entries and ratings and all that malarky, the more you win! Genius What do I get? To perv on your ass basically

South Park
Which South Park kid are you most like?KyleYou are clever, and often come up with intelligent and funny comebacks to other people's stupid remarks.Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Something To Forget Or Not?
Is it ok for couples to fight? Is it ok to get physical while fighting? How far should u let it go before you quite? If you fight and no one gets hurt is it ok? Or if someone does get hurt is that ok? Does it make a difference if the person who gets hurt male or female? Is it ok to hit? If you Where hit how would you react and what would happen? Would you continue with the relationship or end!Please I am just looking for others opinions on this situation and senario. So please read and leave a comment! Here is a small senario: A couple in a pretty new relationship have been haveing issues agreeing on very important things like how the disaplineing of the children should be. Well the kids where at home with the dad and while mother was at work. the kids started a fire in the house that could have turned extreme if the dad did not smell the smoke up stairs and if the fire had gotten out of the bathroom trash. the dad called the mother at work told her what happened. He told her he

What Creature Am I
You Are a Dragon You are very charismatic and incredibly popular. People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know. You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play. You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Iraq And Afghanistan Veterans Of America Website
http://www.iava.org/index.php Founded in June 2004, Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America is the nations first and largest group dedicated to the Troops and Veterans of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, and the civilian supporters of those Troops and Veterans.

Damn Tattoo Man!!
So me and Rob walked down to the tattoo place because its not far from my house.. We called him yesterday to tell him we were comming in today...But we got there and he wasent there..The place was supose to open at 12 and we were there at 1...Im not happy.

Grrrrr
All cause I posted a nude pic in my bulliten i can not post or repost any bullitens....how long is this suppose to last?......also iam in another contest as well so please take a sec and go and vote and comment for me http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=235597&albumid=114324

I Hope Several Have Done This!!!!
Before it goes any further this is not me writing this but a Sgt. who is in the active duty USMC!!! It was sent to me by a friend in an e-mail! Subject: USMC Sergeant's Response to Senator Kerry ] Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq. So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted colleagues include lawyers, teachers, mechanics, engineers, musicians and artists, just

A Tanka
[yet again... old.] Boy, somewhere out there someone lies in wait for you someday you will know who--what--your future may be ...until then, live like it's me. [a tanka is similar to a haiku except it's 5-7-5-7-5.]

Whew
I just joined and damn it if I have so many messeges and stuff that I cant keep up! Please dont be offended if I dont answer right away. I am still getting used to the site and am just immediately bombarded! Thanks guys! Glad you like the pics!

Survey. Lame.
The female survey. 001. What color is your bra? - black 002. Do you ever lie about your age? - Not now 003. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? - A little bit of both 004. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys? - brown hair 005. Are you currently single? - bah. 006. How many things in your past do you regret? - everything happens for a reason 008. Do you have a best friend? - yes. two of them. 009. What do you want to be when you grow up? - something with art. 010. Have you ever kissed two people in one night? - pfsh. Yeah. Not sober though. 011. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes? - Don't even care. 012. Who was the last person you hugged? - Kristina I think. And that was Sunday. Oh my gosh. I need a hug 013. Have you ever had your heart broken? - Sadly. 014. Have you ever thought about suicide? - Most people do at least once in thier life. 015. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have the

The Last Week
I havent done a blog in over a week so i thought might aswell do 1 now im back from being at my G/fs house. Went to the casino a few times and won a fair amount of cash only to go and spend it back in the casino again :)) (yes im a gambler) had a few beers up at the pub played some pool had a pretty good week as it turns out. just doing some decorating today and the rest of the weekend i'll slide up some piccies of it soon. just cooking a pizza atm Mmmmm in starving lol. If any 1 reads this and sees it please give me 1000 pounds as i need to buy some new vestax turntables and a beringher mixer :)) all donations gladly appreciated lol Peace ppl

When Two Hearts Beat As One, And The Love Is Overwhelming, You Then May Have Found Your Soul Mate.
The sun, in all its grace. Shining through the baby blue skies. Trees and flowers reaching up, towards the golden light. Smiles and hearts, strolling in the sunlight. Warming all they see, and all they pass by. Sweet aromas filling the air. Songs of birds hum in your ears. Winter blues are history and spring time memories soon begin. Thoughts of you, thoughts of me, thoughts of what we could be. Loving tunes drigft across the land. Filling hearts and holding hands. Hugs and cuddles and star gazed eyes. Romeo and Juliet, and lovers who just met. Filling time and making rhymes. When hearts do innertwine. The beauty of the golden sun, which cast its golden rays upon our magnifcent face. Casting warmth onto our forms and filling our hearts with spring time sunshine.

Sorry Sackz Of Shyts
yea u read dat right....im so sick and tired of ppl now a dayz because they dnt get it they way they dnt talk to u...oh wow can we say childish? i mean shyt common sense tells u a person u havent heard frm in so many dayz weeks wtf doesnt want ot talk to u right? and doesnt it mean ur not goin to answer they fone calls or im's right? right cuz i feel if u want to talk to mii or shyt like dat then U make da effort not mii right? right u fawk tardz....im done being nice, so if u want sum1 whos sweet and nice go that way ~~~~~!> cuz da bitch dat once reigned this hell hole is back again and u can thank all those assholez out there who made mii this way yet again........wait y do i even waste my time wif most of u fawkz?

Stoplights
Ever run a stoplight? Ever wonder why? I'll tell you why, because the signal for stop is red and red is an angry color. Think about it, red is the color of anger, rage, and you see it on lingerie all the time(if you see red lingerie you sure as hell won't be stopping), so why make it a signal for stop. I run stop lights all the time because every time I see one I get pissed off because I'm not getting laid at the time, and it ain't easy explaining to the 5-0 why your pissed off with a hard on. So the next time you see a red stoplight, think on the first thing that comes to mind, and then act on it. Maybe the signal for stop should be purple or something.

Bathroom Walls
Who the hell are these guys that write shit on bathroom walls? These restroom Shakespeare's, and what the fuck are they doing writing on bathroom walls. Why would anybody go into a bathroom just to write on the walls? 'Cause let's face it, you have to have intent to write on walls, cause anyone taking a dump in a public restroom is doing so as a last resort, which means diarrhea and that's gonna keep 'em busy. And they can't do it while taking a piss, and if they can and are that talented, they need to find a woman, and fast. The rhymes are clever and all but let's face it, you write them in the shitter 'cause they're shit. To all you Gonorrhea Gnomes leaving numbers(For a good time callâ€¦.) quit it, I'm sick and tired of wasted minutes for disconnected numbers or saying "Wrong number" when a dude answers. Guess what I'm trying to say is if I see someone in a bathroom with a pen or marker I'm going to shove it up your nose and write Dumbass on your brain

Free Will Crimes
In my last rant I talked about free will so now I'm gonna create my own set of crimes, like hate crimes or sex crimes, except my branch of crimes is going to center around your ability to do whatever it is you want, I'm going to call them free will crimes. Anything you do, that goes against natures plan, smoking, drinking, fucking with a condom on, and so on. So if you commit free will crimes, turn yourselves in to my court of free will and you shall be acquitted.

Pedometer Watch
I'm gonna get a pedometer, you know, one of those little watches that tells how many steps you've taken? I want to take one of those and strap it to my cock, that way I can tell how many thrusts I've taken and how fast. I can see it now, looking down and saying "Baby, either we're going a hundred strokes a minute or it's one o'clock. I can't tell" Also if you do it over time you can find out just when she's gonna pop and time it just right for that final push, now ladies, wouldn't you like that?

Alchoholic
I'm getting a little sick of being called an alcoholic, for all you alcoholics out there, good on you. But I'm not an Alcoholic, I'm a drunk, Alcoholics got Twelve steps, I got twelve packs. And I do admit I have a drinking problem, I can't afford it all the time(donations welcome.) But I don't suffer from alcohol, I enjoy every minute of it, and I know that booze isn't the answer, but it helps me forget the question. So all you people out there recovering AA's, congratulations, cheers, this ones for you, for all you people that caused 'em to stop drinking, cheers, now there's more for me, and for everyone else, stop on by my place sometime and have a drink, CHEERS!!

"is It True?"
Is it tru? Did i fall in love with you? is it true? Do you love me too? Is it true? Did you call me by my name? Is it true? am i the one to blame? Is it true? Are you staying out late again tonight? Is it true? Is everything really gonna be alright? Is it true? whose number is that in your pocket? Is it true? Why did i buy a gun? do i even know how to cock it? Is it true? whose lipstick is on your white shirt? Is it true? Why am i in pain? why does it hurt? Is it true? I didnt want to pull the trigger It is true....... I did kill you

Well At Least Its Sumthin
Just got a position for a customer relations coordinator for a 3 month temp basis. Not perfect, not long term and not allot of money... but its something....something to build on.... so... yay me i guess... lol

A Amazing Love Forever
When I feel you near me I tremble with excitement Isn't it amazing How you look at me And you say nothing at all But I can still understand Every word being spoken through your eyes As you brush back my hair And you kiss my neck I think to myself How can I be so lucky Lucky to have you in my life The thoughts that run though my head They are only of you I don't see how it is possible Possible for you to always be on my mind You're always in my heart Without a word Without a touch You look into my eyes And tell me everything When caressing my face You kiss my lips You speak those So soft and sweet I love you I love you Not only for what you are But also Also Also what you have made of me I love you Because you've made me A strong person You've made my happy You have done this With out a word Nor a touch You've done this Just by being you People say we wont lat forever I want to ignore those possibilities And love you forever I

A Dream Comes True
It took you so much courage, To finally tell me, Those feelings you keep hidden, Securely in that heart of yours, I understand, How your heart was once shattered, Into more than a million pieces, The pain was so unbearable, You swear you wouldn't go through them ever again, Thank you, For choosing me, For taking that huge risk all over again, For giving me a little chance, To let my love proves itself, I'm on top of the world tonight, Knowing you finally realise, That my love has always been true, That time has shown you, I didn't say 'I love you' just for fun, I didn't kiss you because I wanted you to kiss me back, I didn't held your hand because they're warm, I do everything that I did, Because I've chosen to be with you, And I was also risking my heart to be broken, Exactly the way yours did, It has been a difficult journey for us, And the distance makes it twice as hard, But I didn't want to give up, I never wanted to, Not even for a single minute, Bec

Sexiest Female Smile Contest
who will come support me in this contest? You all tell me how pretty I am all the time, come show me the love.. I posted a bulleting if you could all repost as well as click the link and vote for me? thanks a bunch all! xoxoxo

About Me
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from shell :)) 1. I live in watertown with my fiance, rick. 2. I love turtles. 3. I love to sing. 4. My favorite colors are purple, black and neon green. 5. I love to cuddle. 6. I have 2 tats. 7. I have my tongue pierced. 8. I am bi curious. 9. I am engaged to the most wonderful man in the world. I love u rick (soulfly) wussow!! 10. I have a kitten named Socks. People i tag: soulfly plain and simple green eyed baby victoria dilleholez big belly lover becca sensai pete deevee vampire romance

A Question From My Ex Girlfriend
So my ex gf has a problem with her current bf and I had to ask it on here cuz its just that interesting...and I'm bored. So u have about an hour left before youre significant other has to go to work. If u give him a blow job till he's rock hard or eat her out till she's severely wet, woulnt it make sense to have sex?

Passion - Quotes And Thoughts...
“Without passion man is a mere latent force and possibility, like the flint which awaits the shock of the iron before it can give forth its spark.” -Henri Amiel (1821-1881) Passion is such a primal human trait. We all know what it is, what it feels like. Whether it is passion for a person, place, or activity, passion is what carries us forward to new and greater heights of life experiences. And it is through these experiences that we learn more about ourselves, and are able to express ourselves. Our passions show us who we are, and what we can do. “The fiery moments of passionate experience are the moments of wholeness and totality of the personality.” -Anais Nin (1968) Passion is often associated with fire. It feels “hot.” It feels like it could consume us. We need to pay attention to the things that we feel passionate about. Our passions are tools which help us to learn and grow. When we are pursuing our passions we feel alive, we are living in the moment, taking it a

Real Men? Real Wemon?
Ladies and Gentalmen, I just thought I would get this off my chest as well as I know how. it would seem that there are many people that think you can't find either a real man or a real woman. It seems to me that evereyone is saying the same thing. What most people are negellecting to say it that all atraction starts at the physical level. I know it is very important to look past the shell and see the soul under the flesh. Perhaps it is all the head shrinker books I have been reading as of late. But one must always seem to work from the outside in. I find that I am single because I look to deep. I have been told if I lowered my mental standerds it would be easyer for me to find someone. Though I find that if I can't, fogive the image, roll over and talk to them ,about topics offten considered "deep", I have no interest. so if it is realy bothing some of you take a look in the mirror and find out why you alowe things to be the way they are. Now that I have borred you with my long win

Sexiest Male/female Smile Rules
SEXIEST MALE AND FEMALE SMILE CONTEST RULES 1. I Will Not Vote For Anyone In This Contest. 2: It Goes By Most Comments And You Are Allowed To Leave As Many As You Like. 3. This Contest Will Be Open From Friday Night To Sunday Afternoon. I Will Email ALL Contestants A Hour Before It Opens And A Hour Before It Closes. 4. You Can Promote ANY WAY You Would Like Besides Sticky Bulletins. 5. 1st Prize is 15,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Anyways You Choose And A Graphic Pic Saying You Are The Winner. (2nd And 3rd Place Get Prizes Too) 6. IF You Max Out Your Comment Limit You Can Create A New Account. 7. Last Rules Is HAVE A BLAST!!! :)

Let's Play The Responses Game
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from poetic :)) 1 my name is Martin,i am 5 foot 9 inches tall,i weigh 193 pounds,have brown hair an hazel-green eyes 2 i am a very friendly person,once a friend always a friend,also i am protective of my friends you hurt them you'll have to deal with me 3 i am a romantic at heart,i love long walks together,walks on the beach,cuddling watching a movie 4 i have 5 kids,Martin jr,Corey (from my first wife),Jake,Stephen and Stephanie (twins) from g/f 5 love to work with my hands 6 sort of a jock/geek lol 7 loves to write 8 big on hugging an kissing 9 sort of old fashioned to a degree 10 a true southern gentleman angel eyes

Vodka
A Russian is strolling down an empty street in Moscow and kicks a bottle laying in the street. Suddenly out of the bottle appears a Genie. The Russian is stunned and the Genie says, "Hello master, I will grant you one wish, anything you want." The Russian begins thinking, "Well, I really like drinking vodka." So the Russian says, "I wish to drink vodka whenever I want. So make me piss vodka." The Genie grants him his wish. When the Russian gets home he gets a glass out of the cupboard and pisses in it. He looks in the glass and it's clear. It looks like vodka. Then he smells the liquid. It smells like vodka. So he takes a taste and it is the best vodka he has ever tasted! The Russian yells to his wife, "Natasha, Natasha, come quickly!" She comes running down the hall and the Russian takes another glass out of the cupboard and pisses into it. He tells her to drink. It is vodka. Natasha is reluctant but goes ahead and takes a sip. Amazed, it is the best vodka

Yayyy Me
WooHooo I've now completed my Cherry Tap cleaning for the week. My entire page has been redone. And my friend's list has once again shrunk. I've gotten rid of the dust collectors once again. Woohoo.....now I have more room for more TRUE friends!!!

Hello
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU.

Wanted To Say Bye
Hey everyone i just wanted to say my net will be shut off as of tonight so i will no longer be online except for the weekends so i j uts wented to let you all know i luv ya and ill miss you see you all next weekend!

Shadow Art
soft whie moon light pouring in the window shadows across the wall of me an you kissing so deep holding so tight you an i in a struggle for the night's delight tormenting each other's soul for pleasure an pain holding you close shadows drop from the wall clouds cover the moon as we snuggle under the covers

Short / Sweet Jokes
PUNS TO PONDER PUNS TO PONDER Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. ----------------------------------- A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." ------------------------------------- A dyslexic man walks into a bra. ------------------------------------ Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" ----------------------------------- Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. --------------------------------- An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. --------------------------------------------- --------- I went to buy some camouflage trousers the other day but I couldn't find an

Erotic Story For Sparklyballs
Part 1: I arrive at the door of your flat in the dead of night. It's chilly and the wind is whipping my hair all around my face. I pull my jacket tighter as I knock lightly on your door. You open the door before I even get a chance to prepare myself and pull me inside. You greet me and take my jacket as I look up at you with a smile. Your eyes are very kind, yet firm. I feel a ripple of excitement as I walk inside. Your kitchen is lovely. Bottles of various shapes and sizes line the wall as well as little jars and utensil filled containers. It feels homey and at the same time strange. Taking a moment to glance around gives you long enough to sneak up behind me and wrap your arms around me. You kiss my neck and I am suddenly hot between my legs. Thoughts of what's to come filling my head. All night I have been second-guessing myself... Should I go over there? What if he isn't the person he says he is at all? What if he doesn't like me? What if I don't like him? You

Under Construction
My page is going to look like crap for the time being while I try to convert this blogger template I made long ago, over to CT. I've been neglecting things I like to do for far too long, and this seems like the perfect weekend project (though knowing me, it will take a lot longer than this weekend!)

Blogging On Cherry Tap
Whith few execptions blogging on Cherry Tap is pathetic. It can be boiled down to the following: 1. Reposting shit that was not funny 17 repostings ago. Cut 'n paste is not blogging. No more than Xeroxing a book is writing one. 2. Whining about how dysfunctional your life is, which would be okay if you weren't a dysfunctional person to begin with. This sort of thing is like complaining it is hot in July. 3. Attention whoring of the worst kind. The gosh golly gee whiz I get no love because nobody is commenting on my pics... nobody is rating me... or nobody is talking to me. Shocking news, there is probably a reason as to why this is happening. Either they are dull or haven't been updated since dinosaurs walked the earth. 4. Blogging to beg for more comments and ratigns so you get to gain another level. Here is a quick fact... the levels here mean jack and shit in that order. It is not like you will get a gold plated 2007 Corvette. Shut the fuck up and let you

The Only Time I'd Like To Receive Less Than 10% On A Test:
You are 0% asexual! You flourish in the sexual life! You love the urges and excitement that pleasure gives you. Sex is an exciting thought and means a lot to you! You probably have a high sex drive, life without sex is imaginable! Let's hope you can find someone who can keep up with you.How asexual are you?Take More Quizzes

November 4th - 10th
There was a huge accident. Apparently a bunch of Republican candidates trying to distance themselves from President Bush ran into a bunch of Democrat candidates trying to distance themselves from John Kerry. They just collided in the middle. It was gruesome. John Kerry has since apologized for screwing up a joke about President Bush that offended our troops. How do you screw up a Bush joke? That’s like screwing up a Clinton sex joke. Who would have ever thought that the Democrats would miss the wit and charisma of Al Gore? Have you heard about this pastor in Colorado? This Haggard guy? There were signs all around. Like the name of the church – Brokeback Baptist Church. Pastor Ted Haggard resigned today as the leader of New Life Church. He resigned after the congregation found out about his new life. He was thought to be a "George Bush" Republican. Instead it turned out he was a "George Michael" Republican. Haggard says that he is a liar and a deceiver. I think it is way too

Friends??????
Ok folks here is the deal, I am one of those people who alway rate and comment on any profiles that are pimped out. I also repost those same pimps if i have already rated all I can on that profile. When i need the help and ask for it with the exception of a very few people it seems that everyone else id busy, those of you who did help out I really appreciate it and the love will be returned. Those of you who have not helped that too will be returned the next time you need a repost for pimps. I am not whining just pointing out that friends help one and other out when needed. i understand some of you may of had two friends in the contest and that is why you didn't vote, but I have 144 friends on here and with the exception of about 20 none of them even looked at the post! If this is what type of friends you are please remove me. Again if you are one of the ones who was helping out please disregard this rant, it does not apply to you.

Ghost Dance By Robbie Robertson
Crow has brought the message to the children of the sun for the return of the buffalo and for a better day to come You can kill my body You can damn my soul for not believing in your god and some world down below You don't stand a chance against my prayers You don't stand a chance against my love They outlawed the Ghost Dance but we shall live again, we shall live again My sister above She has red paint She died at Wounded Knee like a later day saint You got the big drum in the distance blackbird in the sky That's the sound that you hear when the buffalo cry You don't stand a chance against my prayers You don't stand a chance against my love They outlawed the Ghost Dance but we shall live again, we shall live again Crazy Horse was a mystic He knew the secret of the trance And Sitting Bull the great apostle of the Ghost Dance Come on Comanche Come on Blackfoot Come on Shoshone Come on Cheyenne We shall live again Come on Arapaho

Into His Arms I Surrender
Through the night he sang Loving songs in harmony While swaying to the beat Fingers played sensually Sweet sounds I embraced Enthralled raptures I float I felt love within my heart As I caressed every note Fingers glide on his guitar Gentle rhythms he strums Blissfully I am serenaded His voice sensually hums While gazing into his eyes He sang Love Me Tender As he set my soul on fire Into his arms I surrender

Letter To All My Friends On Cherrytap
i am still with my honey going strong, no fights, no arguements yet 3 weeks and counting, many people have wondered where i have disapeared too, well i dont live at home no more so i am never around my computer but maybe twice a week, i live in hillard now in washington out side of spokane, working my butt off at my new full time job and falling deeply in love with my honey every day were together as if were one and whole ya know my other half. so my time has dissapated on the computer, but still please write me i will get back to you all as soon as i get a chance. i have not forgot any of you and i never will. my computer will be at my new home next week sometime so it will be easyier to get a hold of everyone and easy for everyone to get ahold of me. just a random thought to let you all know i am doing great and will keep everyone posted on whats going on.. hugs to everyone

Christmas For The Military
I am helping Hero Support with a Christmas project for the Military. He would like to gather names and addresses of any Military member that would like to receive Christmas cards from children. I told him that I will help him to gather names and addresses of those interested. Please help by sending names and addresses to my private messages. And I hope that all of you know how much the children love doing this for you and that you will consider giving them the chance to do it. Names and addresses will be kept confidential. Thank you, Brenda Heartsound

Something I Found Was Interesting
I was watching a TV show and it made reference to composers who all died before completing their 10th composition. So...sittin here with my laptop I decided to google it... low and behold here is what I found. I always wondered why famous composers never wrote a tenth symphony. I thought maybe they got bored and couldn’t be bothered, but no. It all started in 1827 when Beethoven died after writing nine symphonies. NSS (Ninth Symphony Syndrome) is well known to music scholars as an apparent cause of composers’ deaths. In 1828, Franz Schubert died after writing nine symphonies (his unfinished eighth is considered to be one of his greatest). Half a century later, NSS struck again this time claiming the Austrian composer Anton Bruckner, who, despite numbering two symphonies ‘0’ and ‘00’, died while working on his ninth in 1896. Classical composers became paranoid; the Czech, Anton Dvorak, cannily tried to fool the Grim Reaper by calling his ninth symphony Number Five, but still expir

Silent Screams
Your eyes are open but they don't see what your oblivious existance is doing to me You live in your own little fucking world What would happen if you were hurled into reality - You'd sink then you'd drown understanding why your actions drag me down. You'd think twice about the person I am beneath before letting "I love you" escape your teeth What more am I but a warm body in your bed? Please just tell me what goes on inside your head when you're fucking me Anything at all? I'm more than just a pretty porcelain doll to show to your friends and keep under glass for you to admire - a fine piece of ass After all these years you don't know who I am? Did you even try? Do you even give a damn? The girl you're in love with doesn't exist I've pushed you away and tried to resis letting you lift me up where I don't belong You've got the wrong girl you've got me all wrong. I've tried to explain my feelings to you but your head's so far up your ass I can't get throug

10 Sexual Secrets
At the request of the lovely and talented Sexy_Vixen, I am going to reveal 10 Sexual Secrets, just as she did in her blog. I am supposed to ask 10 other people to do it as well, but, what the hell, I am going to ask everyone. :P JD's Top Ten Sexual Secrets From the home office in Sin City, NV 1) I've tied up a woman with ropes, scarves..even my karate black belt. 2) I've been on the set of a porn movie while it was being filmed. 3) Additionally, I've had people pay me to take photos of them having sex. I've also done it for free. 4) I've had sex in public. 5) By my previous answers, you can see that I am pretty voyeuristic. Makes me good at my job. 6) I'd make a great gay man, because I can deep throat. No, I've never tried it on a willy, but I can swallow swords. 7) I wouldn't mind being in a MMF get-together. I am pretty confident in my sexuality. Plus, there is nothing hotter than experiencing a woman's pleasure. 8) I helped a woman live out her rape fant

Girlfriends
I have a new delightful friend, I am most in awe of her. When we first met I was impressed, By her bizarre behavior. That day I had a date with friends, We met to have some lunch. Mae had come along with them, All in all . . . a pleasant bunch. When the menus were presented, We ordered salads, sandwiches, and soups. Except for Mae who circumvented, And said, Ice Cream, please: two scoops. I was not sure my ears heard right, And the others were aghast. Along with heated apple pie, Mae added, completely unabashed. We tried to act quite nonchalant, As if people did this all the time. But when our orders were brought out, I did not enjoy mine. I could not take my eyes off Mae, As her pie a-la-mode went down. The other ladies showed dismay, They ate their lunches silently, and frowned. Well, the next time I went out to eat, I called and invited Mae. My lunch contained white tuna meat, She ordered a parfait. I smiled when her dish I vie

Fuck You Josh
Today was the day from hell...and it only gor worse as it went on. Lemme start from the beginning. When you have sex and you dont protect yourself you gotta think "Do I want to have a child with this man?" If the answer is no then get a condom! I wish I had taken my own advice.Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my daughter. It's her father I despise. What type of world do we live in where a man can constantly drag his ex into court and try to have her thrown in jail over BS?! My ex is taking me to court and tryin to take my daughter from me so he doesn't have to pay his child support!!! He does this to me all the time. Then I have to hire a lawyer, pay that and then I am broke again....WTF! Anyone else out there that this has happened too?

I Believe......
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true Love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . That we are responsible for

Santa's Other Job
Have you ever wondered what Santa does with the rest of the 364 days of the year, or better yet how can he afford to supply all those kiddies with the toys. I know you are thinking, he has those Elves making the toys (yes, that is true)but he still has to pay for the supplies doesn't he. Well I will tell you how! I recently stumbled into a strip club way up north called 'THE POLE' and this was no ordinary strip club for all the dancers were little people. At first I thought that it was some kind of gimmick, of course that was untill I saw that white bearded fat man sitting in that back counting money. I asked one of the pint sized waitresses "Who was the man in that back of the room" but she must have miss heard me for she said back to me "so you want to see the man about the back room". Well I just agreed and she told me all I had to do was say the pass words to the bearded man. I slipped a fifty into her tiny G-string (really, I floss my teeth with thicker threads) and she wispe

And....the Winner Is..........
Congrats to If You Only Knew on winning the bikini contest! And thank you again to everyone that voted for her. Much love to you all! Feel free to stop by and congratulate her on winning.

Being A Single Mother.
I am a single mother of 2 boys. Don't get me wrong, I love my kids, and they come before anything and everyone. Being a single parent isn't easy. It's hard to date b/c most men can't quite grab the concept that you don't always have a babysitter, or they just aren't really interested in someone who already has kids. You learn to juggle your life and the things you need to do. I am always a referee, a nurse, a secretary, a cook, and a maid. I spend days cleaning house, and my nights cooking, doing laundry, and helping with homework. It would be nice to have someone around to share the responsibility with. But that is a life of a single parent....lol not much to it...lol

Stress Diet
Stress Diet This diet is designed to help you cope with the stress that builds up during the day. Breakfast * 1/2 grapefruit 1 slice whole wheat toast - dry * 8 oz skim milk Lunch * 4 oz lean broiled chicken breast * 1 cup steamed spinach * 1 cup herb tea * 1 Oreo cookie Afternoon Snack * Rest of the Oreos in the package * 2 pints of Rocky Road ice cream * 1 jar hot fudge sauce nuts, cherries, whipped cream Dinner * 2 loaves garlic bread with cheese large sausage, mushroom and cheese pizza * 4 cans or 1 large pitcher of beer * 3 Milky Way or Snickers candy bars Late Evening News Entire frozen cheesecake eaten directly from freezer Rules For This Diet 1. If you eat something, and no one else sees you eat it, it has no calories. 2. When drinking a diet soda while eating a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are canceled by the diet soda. 3. When you eat with someone else, calories don't count as long as you don't eat more than they do.

Hi
Just droping a line to all you friend that... My life for the last week has been really fucked up!! and things are finally getting back to the way the use to be!! Things are crazy.. Work is going great!! Making some mad hours!! I having been around and I am sorry!! But you will be seeing me more now!!! Thanks to the internet!! Jeannie

The Challenge...
well someone i consider a good friend gave me a challenge to come up with 10 things about me... 1. First off, I am single and lonely 2. each place i worked for has been for at least 4 yrs 3. I have no kids...that i know of... 4. I was a band geek in high school...actually a music geek...i did everything 5. I was born in Ft Bragg NC...moved to Harrison Oh when i was 6 weeks old....grew up there mostly 6. I am the best friend you could have...i listen to all problems and offer my thoughts if you want to hear it 7. I have never been to jail, and dont plan on it anytime soon...came close but no cigar... 8. I know what alcohol can do to a family so i drink only on special occassions... 9. I have worked for the retail industry since graduating from high school 10. I believe Jesus died on the cross for my sins... Yes im Christian. so now...can you find 10 things about yourself to share??

Geneo
Geneo14@ CherryTAP Gene is another one of my adopted sons that is special to me. He 19, adoreable and an awsome friend. Not to mention that he has become a bit of a stud puppy~LOL~ But I still love him. I've known gene for about a year I think...if longer I'm certain he will set me straight~LOL~And ohhh does this song fit him!! Chicks Dig It Video - Chris Cagle lyricsChris Cagle Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts

About Me...
About You Full Name: Ari D. Age: 24 Brithdate: March 19th, 1982 Birthplace: Van Nuys, CA. Current Location: Middle of Nowhere Heritage: 1/2 Redneck, 3/8 Russian, 1/8 Italian Religion: Agnostic School: BA in Business/Economics (BLAH!!!) GPA: 3.0 Grade: N/A Tatoos: 3 planned Piercings: none Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Hazel Height: 5'7" Shoe Size: 9.5 Favorites Food: Ribeye Steak, Medium Rare. Or Sushi. Beverage: Water Soda: Diet Code Red Mountain Dew Movie: Boondock Saints *just one of my favs* TV Show: WWE, Southpark, Good Eats, Iron Chef, Mythbusters Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip Restaurant: Edomasa Sushi (Santa Barbara, CA) Sport: Ummm.... Hangout Spot: Shooting Range. Store: Hot Topic Book: The Stand In a Guy/Girl Eye Color: Any Hair Color: Any Long or Short: Any Height: Any Personality: Relaxed and outgoing Hot or Cute: Cute Age: -3 to +2 of mine. Muscular or Skinny: Average, curves are a plus! This or That Family Guy/South

The Chronicles Of Hel
She glides silently through the Technoverse, remembering the days of long ago. She glories not in the old ways, and ignores those Others who still persist in their Pillaging and Drinking. "Those are not for Me" she thinks, "Let Thor and Odin attend to them, or that Christ Child." Hungering for the apathy that surrounds this Unreality, she slips through streams of information hoping to gather yet another lost soul to her side. All too often she finds those who have moved past her domain - The truly Evil. Let the other, Older Gods take them - Since the days she was called simply Hel, she has hungered for those with Melancholy in their heart, and Pessimism in their souls. Revelling in the wash of Nothingness, she finds a likely victim - Cold and dark, Gothic as the kids of the 'Real' world call themselves. She pauses a moment to luxuriate in the aura of incompleteness, and then taps into his communication. "A Chat room" she thinks to herself, "And nobody to talk to. I will supply

My Job
well i had a crazy day at work . ever one thinks i have an ez job but much to every ones suprise my job is reeley kind of hard. i ya dont knw what i do i am a vet tech . and thismoreing reeley sucked i take a dog in for an ultrasound ok . and me and my co worker lay him down so we are looing a round and we look at his heart and boom it just stoped. i was liek holey shit so we het him on oxygen and we brought him back onec i was liek cool right?? wrong the dog crasshes again and we where not able to bring him back . and thet just kicked my ass i was reeley bummed out for the rest of the day . tha and we get a nother dog who was in a fight and tore his eye lid reeley bad and notto mention the old dog that we had to put to sleep lets jkust say my day was long well thaks for lissing

Military Rules
U.S. Marine Corps Rules 1. Be courteous to everyone, friendly to no one. 2. Decide to be aggressive enough, quickly enough 3. Have a plan. 4. Have a back-up plan, because the first one probably wont work. 5. Be polite. Be professional. But plan to kill everyone you meet. 6. Do not attend a gunfight with a handgun whose caliber does not start with a "4". 7. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. 8. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend.(lateral and diagonal preferred.) 9. Use cover or concealment as much as possible. 10. Flank your adversary when possible. Protect yours. 11. Always cheat; Always win. The only fair fight is the one you lose. 12. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics. They will only remember who lived. 13. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating your intention to shoot. Navy Seals Rules: 1. Look very cool in sunglasses. 2. Kill every living

Wa Wa Wa I Know Suck It Up Right
Ok so where to start on halloween we left to come back to work in kamloops an i got put in a room with this guy name cory, its been 2 weeks now an he never ever stops talking, I didnt say anything to him about untill this morning, but i have to share a room with him an spend all damn day up in the mountains with him aswell. (ugh!) i dont realy mind that people talk lots, but he's so full of him self an nothing he says makes me think its true its always so far out! like everytime he opens his mouth i just wanna roll my eyes an my body tightens from grrness... its been just over 2 weeks now an we are told we still have another month to go! ive been pretty moody seeing im in a room with some one that just totaly drives me nuts i have to just walk away from him out on the block he annoys me sooo damn bad! ok so this morning he was just rambling off at 6am had all the lights on talked all night then there at 6 like come on! so this morning i just said to him as i was getting outt my be

Disposable Heroes
Bodies fill the fields I see, Hungry heroes end No one to play soldier now, no one to pretend Running blind through killing fields, bred to kill them all Victory of what said should be A servant til I fall Soldier boy, made of clay Now an empty shell Twenty one, only son But he served us well Bred to kill, not to care Do just as we say Finished here, greeting death He’s yours to take away Back to the front You will do what I say, when I say Back to the front You will die when I say, you must die Back to the front You coward You servant You blindman Barking of machine gun fire, Does nothing to me now Sounding of the clock that ticks, get used to it somehow More a man, strips you bare, glory seeker trends Bodies fill the fields I see The slaughter never ends Why am I dying? Kill, have no fear Lie, live off lying Hell, hell is here I wa

Friend And Love
Love Body: Wow there were never more truer word's spoken. I have been in that position once upon a time. Dave what if there is that true soulmate out there, and you sell yourself to that one that put's you on a pedestal.What happens? I will tell you what happens my friend. Many years later when you are both absolutely miserable you are back to square one older,tired and oh so caustious. Even if this person would die for you now eventually they know you settled. Because if one person doesn't feel it it's not fair to the other or both really. Yes you can grow to love and respect anyone. But you always wonder what if................... Now at 42 I regret accepting the "ONE" who went un noticed.I don't regret the "love" that I really did feel for this man or the sacrafices he made to make my life happy. But 15 years later we are both wondering why didn't we hold out for the "ONE". Now back to the real question what if there isn't a "ONE". What if life is who and what you make it ! Ma

Update
For those of you that read about my grandfather the last time, I thought I would update you a bit. He is still in the hospital, but we finally have an idea of whats wrong. We first thought it was pneumonia, however now, we know that he was having his lungs fill up with liquid. Fornuately, they were able to drain his lungs, and they think that this is happening because of some of the medicine he was on. So, if he gets everything going well over the weekend, he might be able to come home in time for Thanksgiving. Thanks to all who kept me and my family in your thoughts and/or prayers...please keep it up. I will try to update again whenever he gets to come home. Thanks again!! =)

More Thoughts From Your Local Sociopath
Um… it’s been quite a while since I’ve dropped some “wisdom” on here, so here we go. Well, good news is that I got to see Bob Seger (Yes, the god himself) live on his first show of his North American tour! Fuck yeah! He might be 61 but he really wasn’t showing it! Pity that this will probably be the last time I will have that opportunity, but I’m glad that I got to. The best part was getting to hear/see ‘Travelin’ Man’ go right into ‘Beautiful Loser’. I also recently got a call from my friend that was not doing so well back a while ago and he’s doing a lot better after a few major surgeries and stuff, so I’m immensely relieved about that. But on a more personal note, I’ve been really hard up for any kind of enjoyment. It mostly started on Halloween when I had nothing to do, no parties, nothing.. Just watching House by myself. That part of the year is like my Christmas.. I can leave my house with my fangs and contacts and nobody thinks I’m just being weird, and a lot of people

Sad News On A Friend And Fellow Tapper.....
IT HAS JUST CAME TO MY ATTENTION THAT ANGUS "AJ" MACCALSITER A FELLOW CHERY TAP MEMBER AND A DEAR FRIEND, LEFT THIS WORLD TODAY AT 2:13 PM TO BE WITH THE ANGELS, HE WILL BE LOOKING DOWN UPON US FROM NOW ON. HE WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN. FOR THOSE WHO DIDN'T KNOW HIM AJ HAD CANCER OF THE SPINE AND AFTER SEVERAL SURGERIES AND CHEMO AND RADIATION, HIS BODY JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. SO I'M ASKING ALL MY FELLOW TAPPERS TO KEEP HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME. BELOW IS THE LINK TO HIS PAGE.... AJ@ CherryTAP THANKS TO ALL REDNECK RIN

Fuck Mtv
For some odd reason I found myself not only watching but actually paying close attention to the that reality traink wreck of a TV show on MTV about stuck up cunts and birthday parties. You know this show is a perfect fucking little study on what the fuck is wrong with kids in school today. You get these fucking perfect little "angels" to throw elaborate birthday parties and along the way you get to see them treat only their friends good, their other classmates like shit and their parents like walking ATM's with $100 bills sticking out of their ass. As if these spoiled little cuntflaps didn't have enough attention and prestige in their own little happy worlds MTV has go and cater to their little flegdling egos and say hey we'll put you on TV. Of course no network is better at showing just the beautiful and rich people of our country than this big cable channel whore that for some reason still calls itself Music Television. They get these 14-15 year olds on TV to highlight how bit

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals. I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations on the phone. Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted And never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. Before I was a Mom I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies. Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, Pooped on, spit on, chewed on, peed on, Or pinched by tiny fingers Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, My thoughts, my body, And I slept all night and got plenty of rest. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

My Vow To You
When you are sad, I will dry your tears When you are scared, I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, for you I will care You will feel my love when we are apart Knowing that nothing will change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can’t see the light My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end For you above all are my wife and best friend These words I have written, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows, I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows Happy in marriage, honor and love blessed in unity by God above

Very Sad!
I got this email from a friend of mine today. Very sad to hear.: Arrest Made After Toddler Molested Live Online Police Rescue Child Two Hours After Assault A man who was sexually abusing a young girl in his home was arrested after he transmitted images of the assault via the Internet to an undercover detective, police said Thursday. The girl, a preschooler, was rescued two hours later in what Toronto police's child exploitation unit said was its first case of observing a live assault. "My first reaction was that I wanted to reach through the monitor and grab the child," said Detective Paul Krawczyk, the undercover officer who witnessed the alleged assault Sunday He alerted police in St. Thomas, a city in southwestern Ontario where police believed the man lived, and they were able to track him down in two hours. "To see this child and look that child in the eyes and realize that the child was live somewhere, being abused, we had to save the child right then," Krawczyk s

A Wonderful Story
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat." "Is the man of the house home?" they asked. "No", she replied. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied. In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" The woman went out and invited the men in" "We do not go into a House together," they replied. "Why is that?" she asked. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How nice!!", he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him co

Just A Simple Soldier
He was getting old and paunchy And his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion, Telling stories of the past. Of a war that he had fought in And the deeds that he had done. In his exploits with his buddies; They were heroes, everyone. And 'tho sometimes, to his neighbors, His tales became a joke, All his buddies listened, For they knew whereof he spoke. But we'll hear his tales no longer, For ol' Bob has passed away, And the world's a little poorer, For a soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many, Just his children and his wife. For he lived an ordinary, Very quiet sort of life. He held a job and raised a family, Quietly going on his way, And the world won't note his passing; 'tho a Soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, Their bodies lie in state, While thousands note their passing, And proclaim that they were great. Papers tell of their life stories, From the time that they were young, But the passing of a soldier, Goes u

Crabtree Valley Mall, Brook's Apartment & Kat's House Craziness [[w/ Amusing Pix]]
Hmm...so this blog is all about the pictures baby! Let's start shall we? CRABTREE VALLEY MALL: Peanut! Me & Peanut...the lil hottie! (before the mall obviously...) getting freaky in spencers a whole new look at jack & the beanstalk. hahaha luv u Jack!!! BROOK'S APARTMENT: kat pretending to be lauren lauren pimpin my shades me and lauren me and Kat...THE SHOCKERRR! KAT'S HOUSE!

Newcomers Into The Craft
Today I am writing this for someone in particular. She is my girlfriend, whom I love very much, and she had a question. She asked me, what is the difference between "our" religion and "thier" religion? Well, what a question that is. That is a very difficult question to answer in a short time. So this is what I am going to try to do. I am going to put a few of the big differences between Pagans/Wiccans and Christians. I would like it if I could could get some participation out of you, the Cherry Tap community that reads this blog. Just post something in the comment box and submit. One of the biggest differences between the two is the fact that our Gods are real and there's isn't. I'm just kidding, we Pagans agree that your God works too. On the more serious side of this though. Pagans and Witches believe in multiple Gods where Christians do not. This makes us a Pantheistic instead of a monotheistic. Monotheistc: doctrine or belief that is but one God. Panthei

Gnite
ok im heading to bed cuz the dew is wearing off and im goin fast lol, I'll be gone for the weekend. ........... and now for the shameless self promotion, since I'm gonna be gone for the weekend it would be lovely to make it to the next cherry level i have just over a 1000 points to go. love you all in that freaky friendship sort of way hehe. Have a great weekend everyone!!!

Surrendering
surrender to your kisses to your hugs to your love of me surrending i offer no resistance my defenses have crumbled my world has shattered my heart swells so my life has just begun my time is here i surrender to you

A Dream I Had Last Night
A Dream i had last night............ I watched a snail crawl along the edge of a straight razor, my dream. That's my nightmare, that snail, Crawling, slithering, along the edge of a straight razor and surviving.

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy
HEY GUYS AND GALS JUST THOUGHT ID LET U ALL KNOW IM BACK ASWEL AS LET U ALL KNOW HOW MUCH IVE MISSED YA ALL,,SO COME BY AND SHOW ME SUM MUCH NEEDED LUV,,IVE ALSO POSTED A FEW MORE PICS,,SO FEEL FREE TO STOP BY AND COMMENT AND RATE THE HELL OUT OF THEM,,LOL,,IL BE ADDING TO THEM VERY SOON ALSO SO KEEP UR EYES PEELED,, HOPE UR HAVING A GREAT KICK ASS WEEKEND!! LUV U ALL AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE LUV ETC U HAVE SHOWN ME WHILST I WAS AWAY GEM XOX

Im Really Pissed Off!!
Holy Crap what a start to a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG weekend, here I was all ready to promote myself for two damn competitions I entered.....and what happend....my FUCKING WIRELESS MODEMS POWER SUPPLY IS FUCKED! And stupid NO WIRE is only open on MONDAY again!! so you can imagine im PISSED OFF AND NOT HAPPY because now im on FUCKING Dial Up for more than 24 hrs and its not at all nice. But if you wanna go rate them and if you wanna leave some comments (seeing this is comment based) PLEASE BE SO KIND AS TO JUST GO AND DO IT!!! I will appreciate it alot. SO CLICK AWAY on these two links! MY BOOBS MY DOG xoxox Blanche PS: Ive decided to determine who my friends actually are after this weekend... call me nasty but I know who is usually on line alot and whos not!

"internet Obsession"
You know you're on-line too much when... 1. You turn off your computer and go watch your Web TV. 2. You see something funny and scream, "LOL, LOL." 3. You meet the mailman at the curb and swear he said YOU'VE GOT MAIL. 4. You sign off and your screen says you were on for 3 days and 45 minutes. 5. You fall asleep, but instead of dreams you get IMs. 6. You buy a laptop and a cell phone so you can have AOL in your car. 7. Tech support calls YOU for help. 8. You beg your friends to get an account so you can "hang out." 9. You get a second phone line just to call out for pizza. 10. You purchase a vanity car license plate with your screen name on it. 11. You say "he he he he" or "heh heh heh" instead of laughing. 12. You say "SCROLL UP" when someone asks what it was you said. 13. You sneak away to your computer when everyone goes to sleep. 14. You talk on the phone with the same person you are sending an instant message to. 15. You look at an annoying person off line and wi

What's Up With The Cherry-ettes....
Just wondering about the mindset that dominates this site. Don't get me wrong, but why do some of the Cherry girls feel the need to display their wares so blatantly? Don't get the wrong impression, I love the female form and all it's delights, but whatever happened to allure? Whatever happened to seduction and tease? Far be it for me to be the prude, I'm a Scorpio and I'm every bit the perv that my sign requires. I just wish that some of the "Angels" opt to be more subtle with the gifts that God gave them. After-all, game players are despised in this group. They are seen as a menace to society, however I can't blame them when some chick named "Big Girl Angel" has her twat on display like cakes in a bakery window. If you hate the game so much, then why give the impression that you're so easy.... Let see a little more tease, and less sleaze. Otherwise don't complain when some guy drools over your picture. Just a little food for thought.. PS.. Big chicks rule....

The Doll And The Rose
Just when you are wondering if there are times that you helped someone... and did it really mean something... you get an e-mail like this... it is extremely touching.. hope you enjoy the thought of how when we DO take time that it can be a blessing... The Doll and the Rose I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's th e doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She w

Have A Great Day All
A new day has just begun time to bask 'neath the sun Yesterday is dead and gone to a new day you belong Rejoice and be glad there's no need to be sad Leave your burdens behind allow only good to fill your mind Make the best of this new day only good will come your way Have A Good Day!

~ Seductive Touch ~
~ Seductive Touch ~ As I walk towards you I hear the pounding that beats in your heart Anticipating the sensual moistness of my lips softly on your skin Grabbing you tightly in my arms as I cradle the small of your back Pulling your delicate body to my soft lips as I gently kiss your neck Your body arches as the touch of my mouth explores you everywhere Surrendering helpless as the intense passion moves your inter soul My hands move all throughout you with passion driven force of love Biting your top lip as your moans scream loudly of what’s happening Feeling your body lose all strength as you release your every control Fingernails driving into my skin as my tender tongue penetrates inside Rendering your soft amazing body in a extreme state of intense desire Tugging me closer as you ache for more of what my love is given you Thrusting further in a pool of your soul interlocking our hearts together Reaching deep inside as drenched bodies grind to a rhythm of

Split Second Decisions
Choices, they are what every person lives by, they may be good or bad. At the time you may think it's one of the greatest things ever but it might not have been such a great decision in the end. However you made the decision. so take it as a learning point in life, I know I've made a lot of stupid decisions, but when you learn to live with them and don't give people the chance to make you feel bad about it...It's a lot better !

My Life Changes
IN LIFE WE WERE BORN WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD. BUT THOURGHOUT THE TIME WE SPEND IN THIS LIFE CERTAIN THINGS HAPPEN AND CERTAIN PEOPLE EFFECT US. THIS EFFECT IMPACTS OUR LIVES IN POSITIVE AND IN NEGATIVE WAYS. FOR INASTANCE,IN MY OWN LIFE, THERE HAVE BEEN MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE THINGS THAT HAVE ALTERED THE WAY I CARRY OUT THE REST OF MY DAYS IN THIS LIFE. ONE, IN MY CHILDHOOD I WAS RAISED BY A GRANDPARENT. NOW AS SHE DID HER BEST SHE WASN'T A MOTHER NOR WAS SHE A FATHER AND CHILDREN NEED THOSE POSITIVE ROLES IN THEIR LIVES TO BECOME A PRODUCTIVE GET THROUGH LIFE. IT IS BECAUSE OF THE ABSENCE OF MY OWN MOTHER AND FATHER THAT I MADE THE CHOICE TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR MY OWN CHILDREN SUPPORTING THEM AND PROVIDING FOR THEM IN A WAY THAT I MYSELF DIDN'T HAVE. I FEEL THAT YOUR LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT AND YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE HOW YOU WANT TO BE. NO ONE CAUSED YOU TO BE A CERTAIN WAY. WE DON'T HAVE TO BE LIKE OUR PARENTS. IN FACT, WE CAN LEARN FROM THEIR MISTAKES AND MAKE THE NECESSARY CHANG

Rant/irritation Of The Day.
Well me mates it looks as though they be after your ol' capn'. I just received an email from my ISP stating I was in violation of the DMCA (digital millennium copyright act) and they had received notice of such violations. The darn thing is the files they said I was in violation of, are available from their respective companies websites for download. Neither of the two files are "cracked" they are the full legal version, if anything I should be getting a letter from these companies stating "thank you for sharing your bandwidth" instead of a letter from my ISP saying "if you continue to use P2P your service will be canceled". Now I decided to read the "terms of service" for my ISP and they clearly state that I may not use any P2P service. This is bullshit (pardon my greek) that want to cover their billion dollar ass and now I am in violation of my TOS by leeching and seeding Debian Linux which is free, open source. My ISP also states that I may not transmit any material that

Damn This Is Crazy
well hell let me see where do i begin lol... life is just a bundle of interesting twists, i was going to get to hang out with ushie gushie and i still might be able to but its gonna be later darnit lol.. i like him being around. i know it may seem like its just to have sex with him but i swear to you its not. i like him being around me because he is so sweet to me, he treats me like a lady, a prized possession... well he did when we were together. now we are trying to keep it on the down low. though no amount of seperation can change that look in his eye.. i know i did the right thing at this moment in time in breaking up with him because i can't always be held as number 2 in the pecking order of life.. i should be my mans first thing he thinks about in the morning, the one he comes home to and wakes up too, not the one you have to go hide and see. what kind of life is that? not a happy fulfilled one that i was hoping to eventually get being happily married with a few kids....maybe one

Friend
Reach out and touch my hand. I'm lonely and need a friend. Be someone I can trust-- Stand beside me till the end. Reach out and touch my hand, Please, reach out, my friend, to me. Through understanding love Tis a better world we'll see. Look beyond outward signs-- Seek to find the inner me. Help me share what I am. Let trust be the magic key. The mask I show the world Is not real --it is a lie! Underneath, I'm human! I love and hate--laugh and cry. Understand my silence. Hear the unsaid words, my friend Share with me those feelings That world can't understand. Be gentle, friend; be kind, And show that you truly care. Accept me as I am Just say that you will be there. Reach out, reach out, my friend. And fear not to touch my hand. Dare to show that you care, And can love me as I am. Reach out and touch my hand, Please, reach out, my friend, to me. Through understanding love Tis a better world we'll see.

For The Ones That Put There Lifes On The Line For Our Freedom.
ladies and gents i wanna do a contest for the men in military uniforms please pass this around and if u wld like to b one of them men in the contest in uniform *droolzzz* let me know by private message and what pic pleeeeaaaaseeeee.......lookin for at least 20 peeps...if theres more then let the game begin *wink*

Good Girl Jessie....bark!
By Sir CritterSir Critter@ CherryTAP Recently, you have bean more disobedient and you know you will be punished. Nervously you enter the room, unsure what will happen. "You are a bad girl Jessie," I say. "Like a dog you must be punished." You look at Me defiantly and stick out your tongue. SMACK! The palm of My hand slaps your face HARD. You begin to cry and your makeup begins to smear on your face. I direct you to a large dog kennel in the middle of the room. You crawl into the kennel and I lock the door. I walk away. Within a few minutes I return with a rolled up garden hose. I begin unrolling the hose and then I turn it on. I start spraying you with cold water, ignoring your screams as the water pelts your skin. After a while, I stop. I ask you, "Are you ready to behave Jessie?" You whimper slightly and then angrily you shout. "You're an asshole!" I slap your face HARD !!! Tears stream down your face as I reach forward and grab a clump of your

Lost Love
To brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away.

Jigsaw
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face.

Just A Little About Me! :)
Yea, I realize that I also posted this on my page, but that will be deleted and changed eventually and this will still be here! :) ~Jen GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME: :D My Brag Spot! 1. I am a pleaser....I want the person that I am with to be happy always! :) 2. I am trusting to a fault. 3. I am always faithful and always loyal. 4. I am trustworthy. 5. I am a hard worker and have earned every bit of the little I own. 6. I am a fighter....I don't give up! 7. I don't like to argue and will avoid if at all possible! 8. I am almost always happy! 9. I bounce back from bad things fast! 10. I am determined! 11. I am very loving! 12. I am very affectionate! 13. I am sympathetic! 14. I am compassionate! 15. I am passionate! BAD THINGS ABOUT ME! :( My Not Brag Spot...lol! 1. I can be jealous. 2. I work A LOT! 3. I do have some insecurities about my body. 4. I curse a lot. 5. I smoke cigs. 6. I drink. 7. I like to be spoiled to a poi

"a Sorta Fairytale" - Tori Amos
on my way up north up on the Ventura I pulled back the hood and I was talking to you and I knew then it would be a Life Long thing but I didn't know that we We could break a silver lining And I'm so sad like a good book I can't put this Day Back a sorta fairytale with you a sorta fairytale with you things you said that day up on the 101 the girl had come undone I tried to downplay it with a bet about us You said that- You'd take it as long as I could I could not erase it And I'm so sad like a good book I can't put this Day Back a sorta fairytale with you a sorta fairytale with you and I ride along side and I rode along side you then and I rode along side till you lost me there in the open road And I rode along side till the honey spread itself so thin for me to break your bread for me to take your word I had to steal it and I'm so sad like a good book I can't put this Day Back a sorta fairytale with you a sorta fairytale wit

I Am The Dog In The Chinese Horoscope Lol
dog In the West, the Dog is man's best friend, but in Chinese Astrology this Sign is a little more unpredictable than that. Dogs are loyal, faithful and honest and always stick to their firm codes of ethics. However, this Sign has trouble trusting others. It's generally quite trustworthy itself -- except for the occasional "little white lies" the Dog tells in order to make things go more smoothly. The Dog makes a wonderful, discreet and loyal friend (despite any white lies) and is an excellent listener. This Sign tends to root for the underdog and its keen sense of right and wrong makes it duty-bound to the core. The Dog's mantra seems to be, Live right, look out for the little people and fight injustice whenever possible. Dogs can also be rather dogmatic, too. They don't go in for light social banter; instead, they go straight for home, expostulating on the topics that are most important to them. At these times the Dog's narrow-minded or stubborn side can become apparent; this S

Mettekenzo's First Saturday Night Pimp Out
Hi everyone!!! I would like to introduce you to my awesome friend TRicky from the Netherlands ... he is such a great guy....... please show him love cherry style!!! Rate his profile and comment him, become his fan, add him as a friend.....oh and dont forget to take a look at and rate all his awesome pics ;) He is a HOTTIE girls ;) ~2007 is gonna be TRicky~@ CherryTAP Thx in advance! Enjoy your weekend... Much love, MetteKenzo (oh and in case you're wondering ... YES its Saturday night in Denmark... ;) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Writen Last Night At Work
I wonder if I am doing right As I work till dawn shed it’s light And my thoughts go to distant things I wonder what the future brings As I think about my hopes in life And go through the hardships and strife I wonder if it is worth it all As I think of the past beyond recall And write my thoughts out for all to see I wonder what will now become of me As I sit and dream of hope and love And look for the answers from heaven above I wonder if it maters you see As I think of what has been and will be And spend my time lost in thought I wonder if all has been for naught By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Rating
Even though someone had rated one of my pics a "1"....I went on ahead and rated them a 10. I just dont understand how someone can be mean to other people that they know nothing about....If you dont like the pic, just move on....And as bold and ballsy I can be at times, I did leave them a comment on thier ONLY pic, but I rated them a 10. THIS IS THE WAY I SEE IT: DONT LIKE: LOOK AND MOVE ON LIKE IT: LOOK, RATE, COMMENT AND MOVE ON Don't be mean to people, you never know when you might need them to help level you, or thier one vote could make a difference if you win a contest or not......."What goes around, Comes Around" Hugs To All M'lady Tina, (Even to the mean person)

Star
Star Wishing on a dream that seems far off hoping it will come today Into the starlit night foolish dreamers turn there gaze Waitting on a shooting Star But- what if that star is not to come will there dreams fade to nothing? When the horizon darkens most all we need to belive is there is hope Is an angel watching closely over me? Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see? I know my heart should guide me but- theres a hole within my soul What will fill this emptiness inside of me? How can i be satisfied without knowing? I wish then- for a chance to see Now all I need- desperately Is my star to come......

;come See The Death Of An Angel......
Well I finally finished my Muzicans page!!! I was able to upload 4!!! of my songs I made My Self!!! that I though you would enjoy! even on the last one ...its a little drawn out but trust me Its worth it to listen to all the way through. I've made shure to throw in a GRand Suprize!!!! So with out futher Adew...the MadScientis debut- http://www.myspace.com/madchemicalscientist P.S. Thanks for all the suport and feedBack yall all Fraggle Rock!

Galen Online, But He Isn't
Why is it saying that Galen is online? I know for a fact that he isn't because we live together and have been together all day and he is in the bedroom asleep and I am on the only computer that we have in the house. So don't think that he is online because he isn't. Isn't that weird?

Help Me
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU (IF YOU THINK THEY'RE SEXY OF COURSE *WINK*). IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE SUPER SEXY

This Place Blows
Starting to feel like some of my other friends on here. This place is really starting to suck. Starting to suck as much as Myspace. I wish that I could say that I don't care if I win a contest or not. But part of me does care and knows that it is a lie. That's why I had never entered one til now. No one ever reads my bulletins, or my blogs for that matter. Ok...very few. It's like being in a ghost town. I don't know why I bother waisting so much of my time on here. I have made some great friends though. A couple anyway. Don't know how much of a difference I've made in those few people's lives. Maybe I won't come here as often. See if anyone notices me gone.

Look At Me Im On The Air Now
ok so it goes like this.... i go talk to my friend n shes talking bout how shes gunna quit djing n im like why.... no staff n im always covering.... im telling her right then n there ill dj i got experience doin house parties and what not 5 minutes later im on the air ..... I did what i have been trying to do for the last three months and been getting snubbed NOW I gotta give sum mad love to dj troublesum and dj prick and all the fam at darksides radio for giving me my big break now if u read this u all gotta get in there and find out when im up next so we can break the record of people in any room and i know we can go and do this without even a blink of an eye just look for me dj midwest bad boy and holla at me in the darksides lounge when im there so once again thanks goes to the darkside and to everyone of u that were there to hear my first set

Funny Shit!!!
Something I wanted to share cause I know that all of you, My loved twisted caring friends that you are! So the other day I went to go see my ex-husband for a min cause I am leaving state which most of you all know! But anyway we were talking and he just hit me with the ole' "I need a copy of the divorce papers" thing. OUCH yeah that hurt! Yeah but anyway he is remarried and needs them for some military paper work... But any way you all get the point right??? So I went to storage last night and got the paper out as I am still debaiting giving him a copy. But as I am looking then over I noticed the date and a little light goes off in my head. The day that we were divorced Oct. 1 2002 is the same day that He got remarried but that was 2005!!! ROTFLMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Starting Over
Well, here I sit... no one to talk to because the one I thought would always be there has walked out and found someone new. What is it about being alone that makes one want to talk? When I had someone here, I seemed to have nothing to say. I know it's for the best, bad love is a waste of time, energy, love and life, still it's so hard to start over. I grew so used to my life, as it were. Bad, hard, whatever. Where does one start? Somedays I'm not even sure I want to. Not sure I should. How and when do you know when the time is right? Eleven years I gave, just to have my heart and soul butchered. After promises of growing old together, now there is just me, the thoughts of him in another's arms, and the prospect of growing old alone. Dreams of empty houses, lethargy, depression, and lots of wine to kill the pain. I hear there is life out there, but of this I can only imagine. Of this I can only hope. So tonight I will curl up on my side of the bed once again, hug my pillow, remember h

Friendships
friendships: it's something no one can replace. it's also something of true grace. when things sometimes don't go your way, your friends will be there,come what may they'll always find it in their hearts. to forgive and do their part. to trust and always have hope and faith, there are few things on this earth so great. so treasure frienship from the start. and hope that it will not depart. for it will always bring a smile, this special love that makes life worthwhile

Remember
Do you remember sitting in a chat room, watching people chat, or even chatting yourself? Do you remember receiving so many forwards that your mailbox was ready to explode? How about receiving an e-mail from someone just searching for a friend. Did you wonder who these people might be that are behind the keyboard? Online we meet new people from all around the world. Some we chat with just once and then we go on. Others we chat with time and time again, and a friendship is made. Others become our e-mail buddies, and we look forward to their e-mails each day, but have you ever really wondered who was really behind the keyboard? So often we meet a friend in chat we stay up all night chatting, sometimes we laugh so hard we cannot type, other times we cry and our keyboards are stained from tears. We chat about our lives and help solve each others' problems, we lend a shoulder if we can. Did you ever think to yourself, who is really behind that keyboard? Di

Hormones
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some chocolate. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some chocolate What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some chocolate. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a glass of wine with that? Here, have some chocolate. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more chocolate. 13 T

Why Me????
This isnt a poem.... I finally broke down last nite.... My b/f broke up wit me a few weeks ago.... He said i wasnt skinny, pretty, or slutty enough for him..... I was ok w/e..... Cause i honestly didnt care what he said.... Ive been asking ppl i like/love if they like me.... You wanna know what they said??? Im sorry but i think of u as more of a friend/sister.... I just started bawling..... The guy that i love and he loves me back has this g/f that he loves to fuckin peices.... But she doesnt give a flying fuck bout him.... I dont wanna tell him.... My one question to all of u that read this is.... Why does every1 i like/love only like/love me as a friend/sister????

Shielding Meditation For The Strongly Empathic
The psychic shield this meditation creates will allow you, when it is activated, to filter out strong emotions that can be disorienting or even draining. To start, sit or lie comfortably, and calm your breathing. Feel your body coming to rest. Now, take an extra-deep breath and begin building a mental shield around yourself. Feel layer upon layer building up, wrapping itself around you in a warm protective coating. Feel the shield becoming translucent, even porous. Let it become a part of you, and then visualize yourself reaching out a hand to touch the shield, seeing a static pulse appear under your fingers. Know that when any strong emotions come toward you they will be “vaporized” in a similar pulse. Let the shield damp itself down, remaining dormant until needed. To activate at any time, visualize the shield “powering up” around you like a forcefield brought back to life.

This Family Thing On Ct... This Is An Opinion... Dont Like It, Delete Me... But This Whole
Now, I ran across some bulletin about someone crying about someone saying this "Family" is bad and anyone who's a buddy of this Fat Sonny dude to be dick... Frankly, I really dont give a flying fuck. When I log onto CT, Fat Sonny and his cliques... Offsprings of his original clique and all of their "officers" dont mean shit to me... But seriously folks, this is the fucking internet... There are no "cliques". No one should exclude anyone without including everyone... That's why the "family" is stupid and a shitty idea. Most of those in this group were excluded from "cliques" in High School, so now it's ok to make them and do the same thing to others? I think not... I am sure Fat Sonny or whomever that's apart of this overhyped clique will try to contact me and claim I am wrong or blast me... Guess what, I DONT CARE! Try to and you are blocked... Plain and simple... Revolutionary concept... Stop doing what was done to you in HS... It's childish and moronic... End Rant. ~ Sick

The Beauty Of A Woman
"The Beauty Of A Woman" The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman With passing years -- only grows! ~Author Unknown~"

Uneventful
Well i could have been working today, but as its my day off and i want a life, i decided to say no. Well the new chargehand was complaining she had a touch of the flu ... you either have flu or you don't, you don't get a touch of the flu! Anyway, she has already been sick this week, so it would flag up big time. The other chargehands couldn't do it, because they was busy and the supervisor couldn't, as he will be in all next week too. I just felt that she is trying to get out of doing her saturday, we've all had to do it, and mine is in 2 weeks time. It didn't help with my brother telling me that everytime he saw her, she was either moping around and looking sorry for herself or propping up a wall and not bothering to do anything. One thing i have learnt is that she flirts to try and get what she wants, and until she shows me she can pull her weight then she can forget any help in me covering her turns unless I have to. Sha has to do new years eve and how much does anybody want t

Please Read Carefully>>>
DRUG RECALL!! (not a joke) - Important!!! DRUG RECALL INFORMATION All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the ! three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka- Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or or ange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine E

The Obligatory Birthday Blog
Today is the day that I turn 36 years old. Most of the time I don't feel like I'm 36, but there are days when I definitely don't feel 18 anymore. I sometimes miss my younger days, but there is no way in hell that I would want to relive those times. I did a lot of stupid shit when I was younger, but I don't regret a bit of it. My past shapes who I am today. I think as I get older, it's becoming more important to me to keep myself grounded and to remind myself where I come from. I'll always be a small town boy at heart.

Sex Application
SEX SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? TOYS? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

An Open Letter To A Witch
I do not know what Tradition you follow. That does not matter. Indeed, for all I know, you may not follow any of the traditions. You may be one of those many lonely ones who, for whatever reason, must worship by ‘feel’ rather than through any formal coven training or participation. But whoever you are, and however you worship, all that matters to me is that you hold true to the God and the Goddess. My purpose in writing this letter is to enjoin your aid in destroying that which cripples our Craft. Dissension is the disease. It is not a cancer, for it can be cured; and, as with most herbal cures, the best treatment is that administered internally. Friend, help spread the Brotherhood and Sisterhood of the Craft, do not seek to establish a scale of Wicca purism, (for no two Witches will ever agree on the relative positions on the scale of even their own tradition.) There is no one religion for all people, and THERE IS NO ONE TRADITION FOR ALL WITCHES! Let this be understood, an

A Single Rose
I give to you this precious gift For I have naught but this to give, A rose I hold in simple hands, To signify my frindship within So hard it was to choose just one For many held the beauty of you, Reflected in their crimson tones And basking in their rosy hues But oh, how one, it caught my eye Ablaze with color, apart from the rest Reduced me to a breathless sigh And lured me with its lovely scent So this I chose, a single rose, Its tender petals silken smooth, And with it ... give my frienship to you NFS

I Wish It Were Me!
w: Wish it had been me > > > > > > > > > > > > > >I wish I was this soldier .....short read and worth everybit of it > >A United States Soldier was attending some college courses between >assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the >courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the >ACLU. > >One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the >ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock >me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room >fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the >professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." > >It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Soldier got out of his >chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the >platform. The professor was out cold. The Soldier went back to his seat >and sat there, silently. > >The other student

My Eye Colors..lol
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. BUT what about this? B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| -People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. I HAVE BOTH....DOUBLE THE PLEASURE? JUST A THOUGHT...ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO HMMMMM...LOL

More Than You'll Ever Want To Know. :)
If you ever wanted to know about me...or even if you didn't....here is pretty much anything and everything I could tell you about myself. 1. Full name: Steven 2. Nicknames: various, none known here 3. Eye Colour: Blue 4. Height: 6"2' 5. Hair: Brownish-blonde 6. Siblings: 2 younger sisters 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? nope, don't take the time. :) 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? not really 9. Birthday: Sept 11 10. Sign: Vigo 11. Address: Conway, AR 12. Sex: Had it and LOVE it ;) 13. Righty or lefty: righty 14. What do you want in a relationship most? Love, Respect, Honesty, Open Communication, Humour, Trust 15. Have you ever cheated? yeah...not since i've been married though.. 16. Marital status: Hitched 17. Do you have a car? yep 18. What kinda car do you have/want? 2004 Sante Fe 19. Movie: Hackers 20. Song: can't pick just one. 21. Band/singer: too many to list 22. TV Show: House, Haunting, Ghost Hunters 2

West Virginia
Two men were driving through West Virginia when they got pulled over by a State Trooper. The cop walked up and tapped on the window with his nightstick. The driver rolled down the window and WHACK, the cop smacked him In the head with his nightstick. "What the hell was that for?" the driver asked. "You're in West Virginia, son," the trooper answered. "! When we pull you over in West Virgi! nia , you better have your license ready by the time we get to your car." "I'm sorry, officer," the driver said, "I'm not from around here." The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean and gives the guy his license back. The trooper then walks around to the passenger side and taps on the window. The passenger rolls down the window and "WHACK", the trooper smacks him on the head with the nightstick. "What'd you do that for?" the passenger demands. "Just making your wish come true," replied the trooper. "Making WHAT wish come true?" the pass

Sad News
Subject: Sad News > > "Sad news...Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. > > Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. > > Doughboy is survived by his wife Play

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Verbal Regurgitation.
I screamed Your name until my throat bled. I still couldn't call You back. I whispered my dreams to You, softer than baby's breath. I still couldn't call You back. God is in Your eyes, and salvation in Your smile. I still couldn't call You back. I ripped away my facade like so many cobwebs. I still couldn't call You back. I painted Your portrait with my words, just to see You again. I still couldn't call you back. My fingertips are bloody, my back, broken. You couldn't hear my shouts, You couldn't see my whispers. So I'll sit. And wait. And maybe... Maybe... Silence can call You back.

Good One
A woman visited a psychic of some local repute. In a dark and gloomy room, gazing at the Tarot cards laid out before her, the Tarot reader delivered the bad news: "There is no easy way to say this so I'll just be blunt: Prepare yourself to be a widow. Your husband will die a violent death this year." Visibly shaken, the woman stared at the psychic's lined face, then at the single flickering candle, then down at her hands. She took a few deep breaths to compose herself. She simply had to know. She met the Tarot reader's gaze, steadied her voice and asked, "Will I get away with it?"

Breast Implants
My views on breast implants are as follows: I do not like them. they look horrid, and feel unatural. i dont care how good the doctor is, the dont feel real nor look good. plus anything more than a mouthful is a waste. that is all.

A Need To Fight?
I believe that finding a way to not fight is important. But it cant be helped when there is an enemy threat. You need to fight when there is a need to fight or else you wouldnt even be able to protect yourself.we are obligated to protect those people who are living normal peaceful lives! However if you believe that and , kill because someone got killed and killing because of killing, will this really bring about peace in the end? I was asked that once. I was unable to answer that question back then. And i am once again on the battlefield still unable to find that answer. Right then that is where the problem lies why do we continue fighting? Why wont wars go away?Even though people in any Era have always screamed that they do not wish for a war Why do you think that is? Thats because in any era there are always stupid and selfish peolpe, Like Osuma Bin Ladin and Alqida am i wrong? Well no not exactly. There is some truth to that you want what other people have, th

Touching You
Touching you Touching skies see the laughter in your eyes Touching you touching your lips taste the nectar of our kiss Touching you touching your body our thoughts in harmony Touching you touching your soul see the love between us unfold Touching hearts touching minds a love so gentle a love love so Kind.

Finding You...
"Finding You" I found you when I needed you You helped me understand That life is real...and dreams come true If you share a loving hand. I want you for my very own Though self-full it may seem To have...and hold...and be with you Is my one and only dream. My love for you is greater Far greater than you know The need to share each passing thought And reap the seeds we sow. For when my life has ended And my body cast away My love of you shall never die My thoughts shall always stay. So listen well...my loving one Our path is straight and sure My heart sings out a song of joy This love...so great...and pure. By S. Michael

Friends!!!!
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life, would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a kind of test. Comment on it and let me know what you are like.....As a friend I would do all of these things. I would never ask more of a true friend that I am able to give myself.

Christmas Poem Of A Different Kind
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some tw

Role Models
To all the parent's,teacher's, and leaders lets become the ones our children look up too. For so long I have sat back and watched as our communities die a painful and horrible death. As our children look to these actors, rapper's, and sport figures to mode them. Yet at the same time these our the same people who are going to jail,killing, and dying broke. And we wonder why these same thing are happening to our children. We must return to the days where everybody knew each other names, faces,children and just cared what happened to one another. And once again become the leaders, teachers, and guides that our children emmulate. So the the next time you see a group of kids just standing around doing nothing, talk too them. let them know that someone cares about them and their future.And just maybe we'll start to see more book instead of bullets, more dads instead of deadbeats,more more mothers than mistakes, and finally more love instead of hate. This just my thoughts and opin

Looking In The Closet
How is it that we can look in our closets with clothes overflowing, and find nothing to wear?!?!? I swear, I have clothes everywhere, even in my daughters closet, but if it isn't just grab a t-shirt and jeans I am completely lost. Now it isn't because I don't know how to coordinate mind you, because everything I buy, I buy to go with something else. (well almost everything) Come on girls you understand the impulse buy right? RIGHT???? So.... what? Mood swings? Indicision? What? Me indecisive? Nope, can't be that one... Wanna wear it all? Don't like any of it anymore? Wrong time of year for the one outfit you really WANT to wear? Grrrrrr! I'm sitting here right now in a raggedy pair of sweats and an OLD t-shirt... Why?? I have at least 50 more t-shirts, good jeans, Lord knows how many dresses, skirts, jumpers, yes... I wear them... ahem, lace, velvet, satin, every color anything you can imagine, and I'm wearing junk! Do I justify it by saying Oh Hell, it's 5:46 in the morning and I'm n

Friends
wow! all these people on all my list and i hardly ever hear from any of you!!! i guess ima start taking people off that i dont ever talk to...thought this was a site to chat and have fun have a blessed sunday everyone.....

Ever Needed Some One So Bad
Looking and looking but no one around, holding my head low. Not knowing where the outcome of today will bring, where will I go. Praying to god for all his mercy, 3 fold biting my ass. Sorry for hurting you, looking through the glass. Where are you? Who am I? Still I was born for a reason and my screams hit you with a blast. So here I am, walking all alone, cold and emypy, my shadow follows my path. Emptyness filling me, filling all alone. I'm dark inside will my love ever shine. Needing someone close but can't have her, pushing the ones that want me away, never ending storie, the book of shadows closer to my heart, will my soulmate ever be knowen. So I'm sitting here all bumb out. Depression killing me, I don't know what to ask. Please dear god lead me down the right path. You don't know me, nither do I. Hatered walking all over me, my love is all in the past. Wanting her so bad, my love is so heavy, i need to grasp. Hold on tight my poison lips kissing your pretty white ass. Devotion

You Are No1 When
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. >So-If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one who sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you. And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt and ca

One More Sick Fucker Down!
Ex-Homeland Security aide sentenced By AP Wire Service 11/18/2006 BARTOW, Fla. (AP) -- A 56-year-old former Homeland Security press aide was sentenced Friday to five years in prison after he pleaded no contest to sending sexually explicit Internet messages to someone he thought was a 14-year-old girl. Brian Doyle, who resigned after his April 4 arrest, will have to serve 10 years of probation and register as a sex offender. "I am profoundly sorry for everything. How I feel inside can't be described," Doyle told Circuit Judge J. Dale Durrance. The arrest of Doyle, who had access to sensitive Homeland Security information, raised doubts about the agency's ability to ensure the security credentials of its own people. Doyle pleaded no contest in September to seven counts of using a computer to seduce a child and 16 counts of transmitting harmful material to a minor. Prosecutors said Doyle, of Silver Spring, Md., wrote graphic descriptions of sexual acts in onlin

When Life Seems Not So Great, Just Remember, You Are Someone.
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone BT

Not Realliy A Poem More A Satement
I hate him with every thying in me..3 years ending with lies opon lie..he ad a whole second life I didn't know about and probly already as some one else...I swear I wish karma would be swift and squash him into the dirt ..married in my heart to some one who would stabb me in the back and wreck our happy home out of selfishness. such a freaking lier and I hope to god you women know who and what he is and stay away from him he left his 2 year old lil girl in emotional peices just cause I would't willingly let him fuck arround.

You Date Like A Woman
You Date Like a Woman According to studies on dating, you date like a woman. You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling. A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you. And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off. You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky. You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit. Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

Strange Pennsylvania Laws
It is illegal to have over 16 women live in a house together because that constitutes a brothel. It it illegal to sleep on top of a refrigerator outdoors. Any motorist driving along a country road at night must stop every mile and send up a rocket signal, wait 10 minutes for the road to be cleared of livestock, and continue. A special cleaning ordinance bans housewives from hiding dirt and dust under a rug in a dwelling. You may not sing in the bathtub. Fireworks stores may not sell fireworks to Pennsylvania residents. A person is not eligible to become Governor if he/she has participated in a duel. Any motorist who sights a team of horses coming toward him must pull well off the road, cover his car with a blanket or canvas that blends with the countryside, and let the horses pass. Ministers are forbidden from performing marriages when either the bride or groom is drunk. No more than two packages of beer at a time may be purchased, unless you are buy

Kitty
Kitty by The Presidents of the United States of America.. got listen on my page.. :) Meow, meow, meow, meow, meow, meow Little bag of bones been out all night Little bag of bones been out all night Kitty, you're scratchin' at the screen door Kitty, you're scratchin' at the screen door Little bag of bones been out all night He needs some pettin' and lovin' on his head He needs some pettin' and lovin' on his rain-soaked hide He's circlin' round my ankle He's circlin' round my ankle He needs some pettin' and lovin' on his hide Oh kitty, won't you come inside Kitty on my foot and I wanna touch it Kitty on my foot and I wanna touch it Kitty on my foot and I wanna touch it Kitty on my foot and I wanna touch it Kitty on my foot and I wanna touch it Kitty on my foot and I wanna touch it Kitty on my foot and I wanna touch it Kitty on my foot and I want to touch it Meow, meow, meow, meow, meow, meow Pussy purrin' and lookin' so satisfied Pussy purrin' and looki

Roses
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in, and then just looked at th

Slow Dance
Slow Dance This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor - SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time

Missing People....
I hate getting in a yucky mood, but its hard not to. I don't want to be where I am, I want to be back home with my friends and family. I never thought that I'd actually miss it so much. There is just nothing here, no friends, no job, nothing to do... and no extra money to do it if there was.... eh, it just completely sucks right now.... sorry. this is more just me bitching and venting. Pay me no mind. I'll be over it by tomorrow.

I Hate My Ex!!!
So my ex...who is the father of my son....is now wanting to fight for him...i have had him since he was born...which was three years ago last month....but now he decides i am "a unfit mother"...what the fuck....i am the best mother in the world...my son has everything he needs and wants....what other three year old do you know that has been to europe twice and has 4 four wheelers and his own pool house....and has a king size bed...now his father has done almost nuthin for him...i get a $800 check once a month....i have raise my son pretty much by myself....but now his father decides he want to have him in his life more...but i let him see landon whenever he wants...i asked him why...and he said he feels i am a bad mother because i am a go go dancer...but my son doesnt know that....i leave for work when he is asleep and are back before he wakes up....but he had no problem with me work there before when i was payign for him to go to law school...but now that he is a lawyer and has a "goo

An Adventure With The Four Horsemen Of The Cosmos
Sample newsletter get it for FREE, be informed. Sign up at http://www.drturi.com/news/ Hello To All My Readers: Well the ASU event with Jim Karol "The Psychic Mad Man" http://cherrytap.com/jimkarol was simply phenomenal! You have to see Jim in action to really appreciate this man's phenomenal gifts. The weather was great, the atmosphere vibrant and all the campus kids had a blast. My good friend and famous actor Gary Busey was also there and just before the show he jumped on stage and screamed " COME ON here and enjoy Jim Karol's incredible magic show and if you don't you will not graduate or have your doggie shampooed tonight". That was enough to double the attendance in just a few minutes. Jim amazed everyone with his amazing gift and if he happens to be in your area, DON'T MISS HIS SHOW! My other great friend and famous poet Bryant Mc Gill http://www.cherrytap.com/user/58 was there too with his brother William http://www.myspace.com/william

Alone At The Jackpot Bar
Alone at the Jackpot Bar I sit at the bar. I watch myself fall. I wait and I wait. Everyone I know is here – captured vividly, a photo, but not quite crystal clear. I sit alone. They all walk by. Not a soul says “hi.” Is it something I did? Is it something I hid? Am I imagining things again? When does this not begin? I’ve got to get out of this place, get rid of your face, forget everything I’ve ever wanted, and just lay waste. It all becomes poison anyway. Everything rots in its own way. I can’t capture, hold, retain. It’s just an old refrain. I’m telling my story but it’s becoming a little fucking boring because everyone here has heard all this shit before. I just have to look at their blank faces and I know they don’t care anymore. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Now If They Can Only Remember To Apply These Answers As They Grow Older And "wiser."
Now if they can only remember to apply these answers as they grow older and "wiser." ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Your Blue Shadow Date: Nov 19 2006 5:00 PM Slow down for three minutes to read this. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 ------------------------------

Thoughts
It's always interesting how when two people start dating, they usually lose touch with some of their friends. Sometimes they will go out as other couples and sometimes a few good friends understand why they don't get to see their friend now that they are in a relationship. You can tell who a true friend is, because regardless of what you do or how dumb your actions may seem sometimes, they still love you. Granted they'll tell you that you're an idiot, but still will support you if it's what makes you happy. These are the people who are usually there when there is a breakup. Even though they may remember the times you didn't want to go out because you were with your significant other and they didn't get to see you as often, they're still there because they know you need them. Regardless if its just a phone call or text messasge or they take you out to try to have a good time and get your mind off of things. They'll listen to you cry or bitch and even though they don't know the righ

In The Thick Of It
In the Thick of It Collect specks of humanity or brutality. Dissect, redirect, or correct your one mistake, all the souls you take. Everything that’s at stake is you. Smile, laugh, grin at your grave – the ever-closer six feet under and happily ever after. Eat your sorrow and your rage. They will never fill you up. They are nothing. Forget the endings and beginnings. The heart of the story is where it’s at. Savor the meat and flesh of your endless day. The bittersweet, yet oh so delicious, contradictions will sustain you. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Clark Ave. All-nighter
Clark Avenue All-Nighter Too many loud, loud prominent voices leapfrogging over each others’ words. Too many loud, loud preposterous personalities bursting out simultaneously, like animals whose cages are left unlocked. The noises of these musicians bleed into each other. The myriad shades of an orange afghan, its holes show hints of a puke-green sofa – here I sit. I watch fingers travel over steel strings, tap on ivory keys, seeking in experiment to find an anchor, but still they can’t out-drown or correct the cacophony of chaos. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Oldest Daughter
Well we just found out that the US Army will be keeping My oldest Daughter "Rikki" away from her family over Christmas! Which is a real bummer as I've not seen her since March 06. She tells me that they are going to let her come home in February 07, thats to be seen as I won't get my hopes up, it really hurts when they are broken! My girls at work said that we will keep the Christmas Tree up until she returns and it'll be a Valentines Christmas. They are Great! She will be leaving for Iraq in July 07, I am NOT looking forward to that at all! She is Excited about it, she loves challenges and that one is a biggen! Ok thats all I wanted to Vent! Byeeeee Smiles Tis ;o)~

Kinky Turn On...
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Blind Folds100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage92%Biting92%Whips67%Blood58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Porclien Doll
this is how i feel right now like a broken porclien doll dropped to the floor by the careless child one doll broke and one heart in beguile leads to tears for a broken treasure like the treasure deep within my body the treasure i call my broken heart the day you vowed to depart

R&b Album Review
Robin Thick- The evoultion of Thicke. Robin Thicke has been around for a couple of years now but is finally getting recognition with songs like "wanna love u girl" and "lost without you". Robin is amongest the next generation of the r&b wave he is very versatile, a unique voice, deep subject matter and he displays himself as a threat to the r&b game. Overall i give this album 5 out of 5 mics a true r&b masterpiece. He shines on every song but his real special tracks are "angels", "lonely world", "2 the sky", "complicated" and "everything i can't have".

Hinder
i love this song...but it kinda makes me frustrated...the damn thing is on all the time "Lips Of An Angel" Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel

Me
I'm a complicated girl with simple dreams Wandering through a world I didn't choose I keep smiling hoping no one sees my tears If I've lost myself, there was nothing to lose So don't worry about me, I don't bother to I'm more worried about anyone but me I'm might be fading fast in this place But this slow fading is setting me free One day I'll escape and start a new life Somewhere near or far from here Somewhere I choose to settle down And finally be myself without fear The smiles on my face will be more them a mask To hide away all the tears I cry My heart will finally feel full again And the tears will all run dry

Thanksgiving
THIS COMING THURSDAY IS THANKSGIVING DAY FOR EVERYONE IN THE US. HERE IN CANADA WE HAVE OUR THANKSGIVING THE FIRST WEEK OF OCTOBER. SAME CELEBRATION DIFFERENT. DOES IT CHANGE THINGS NO IT DOESNT. THANKSGIVING FIRST STARTED WHEN THE PILGRIMS LANDED ON PLYMOUTH ROCK AND WHEN THE NATIVE INDIANS SHARED THE HARVEST WITH THEM SO THAT THEY WOULD NOT STARVE AND TO GIVE THANKS FOR THE BOUNTIFUL HARVEST AS WELL. TODAY THE TRADTION LIVES ON. WHERE WE ALL GATHER AT PEOPLES HOMES AND SHARE A BIG MEAL AS WELL AS FELLOWSHIP WITH FRIENDS AND RELATIVES. IT IS PEOPLES WAY OF SAYING THANKS FOR THE YEAR THAT HAS BEEN HERE AND FOR TEH YEAR AHEAD OF US. BUT UNFORTUNATELY THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT DONT GET TO FEEL THE JOY OF THANKSGIVING AND THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT LIVE ON THE STREET OR THE PEOPLE THAT CANNOT AFFORD TO HAVE A THANKSGIVING MEAL. DURING THIS TIME AND ANYTIME OF THE YEAR WE MUST ALL STOP AND GIVE THESE PEOPLE A CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE A TURKEY DINNER OR WHATEVER MEAL WE ARE ALL PLANNING ON

Phenomenal Woman My Favorite Poem
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm

Today In History 11-19
November 19 U.S. President Abraham Lincoln delivered his Gettysburg Address on this day in 1863. The speech was considered so insignificant at the time that coverage was limited to the inside pages of the newspapers (page one coverage went to a speech by Edward Everett). 1895 - Frederick E. Blaisdell of Philadelphia, PA patented what he called the paper pencil -- a paper-wrapped pencil with a string for revealing more lead, like those china markers you buy these days. 1928 - After five years of publication, TIME magazine presented a cover portrait for the first time. Japanese Emperor Hirohito was the magazine’s first cover subject. 1932 - Halfback Joe Kershallo scored 71 points to lead West Liberty State College of West Virginia to a staggering 127-0 win over Cedarville College, Ohio. Heck, Kershallo was in the highlight film; he should have won an Academy Award! 1943 - Stan Kenton and his orchestra recorded Artistry in Rhythm, the song that later become the Kenton t

Carl's Garden
CARL'S GARDEN Carl was a quiet man. He didn't talk much. He would always greet you with a big smile and a firm handshake. Even after living in our neighborhood for over 50 years, no one could really say they knew him very well. Before his retirement, he took the bus to work each morning. The lone sight of him walking down the street often worried us. He had a slight limp from a bullet wound received in WWII. Watching him, we worried that although he had survived WWII, he may not make it through our changing uptown neighborhood with its ever-increasing random violence, gangs, and drug activity. When he saw the flyer at our local church asking for volunteers for caring for the gardens behind the minister's residence, he responded in his characteristically unassuming manner. Without fanfare, he just signed up. He was well into his 87th year when the very thing we had always feared finally happened. He was just finishing his watering for the day when thr

More Words
Fall not on deaf ears song of my sorrow. Filled of my pain that finds not tomorrow. Sad is my heart that cries acrid tears . Bitter the taste ,bitter my sorrow . I crossed the lake of desolation. I found not a better location to burn my soul. In a pool of drowned muse my mind a state of miss use. My beautiful rose and it`s ladder of thorns. Bleeds , my palm. Flesh torn. Broken are my wings. I can not fly. It doesn`t matter there isn`t anyplace to go.

Holy Cow!
Well most people read the newspaper in the morning...I usually don't read it all...but today I was taking a bubble bath a little while ago, and I was reading an article about the Buckeyes/Wolverines game last night about the tailgaters and the fans and the atmosphere...Well shortly after the Buckeyes won (Buckeyes 42 - Wolverines 39)...The Ohio Lottery Pick 4 was announced....Would you believe...the pick four came out as 4-2-3-9 ???

Fake People
Sunday, November 19, 2006 true love Current mood: sad True love knows no color. Doesn't know right from wrong.Doesn't care if it's good or bad.True love just is.A feeling that over rides the right mind.That's why it's called falling in love.You can't stop it wheather it's wrong bad good or painful.True love just is.It's a bitgh that doesn't know when to quite. 12:30 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Thursday, November 16, 2006 fake people Current mood: indescribable I can't stand fake people.The ones that say one thing then do or say something else.Life is too short to be fake.Say what you mean n mean what you say. Otherwise don't waste your breath.Other people need the air your using to fill the world with your lies n bullshit. 8:50 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

Missing Him Dearly...
AND CONFUSED AS HELL. I WONDER IF HE EVEN MISSES ME. DOES HE THINK OF ME OFTEN. JUST WHAT DO I MEAN TO HIM. I WANT TO GET BACK TO WHERE WE WERE BUT WONDER IF THAT IS EVEN POSSIBLE SOMETIMES. I LOVE HIM DEARLY AND MISS HIM EVEN MORE... JUST THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD... I REALIZE MOST AREN'T USE TO THE "SERIOUS" SIDE OF ME BUT HEY FUCKERS *WINKS* I HAVE ONE ;-)

Almost All Caught Up...
soooo..im all caught up with my minimums on all my cards and bills..lol..so now i dont have to worry about rediculous amounts to pay each month..although im gonna try to give them a rediculous amount anyway to finish them off! oh yeh..and I PAID ONE OFF ALREADY!!! yayyyy So yeh I only have like..7 more to go ;x lmao...I'll get it done..

Wanting To Cut Down Poessions, Any Suggestions?
What is worth getting rid of? (taken from my posting on another site) I am such a huge packrat, and have decided enough is enough! Problem is, I can't figure out what I can safely get rid of!! I keep thinking, I will use this item again really soon, or I like it to much to get rid of. What are your suggestions of items that I should toss? Things that I could probulary replace quite easily if it turns out I need one. I am sure I am overlooking so many common items. I will take suggestions from any and all catergories (the kitchen to the bathroom, baby supplies (never had a baby, yet I have the supplies from a baby shower I never got to throw), party supplies to the office supplies, photos to clothes and the bedroom..) okay well I really hope you get the idea by now!!!!!!!! Anything that you would get rid of if it was your problem please suggest it with the reason. I want to live simpler and have fewer things around me that are truly treasures and not just a bunch of junk

Damn Cheap Ass Bosses.
Man if I ever own a company I will never treat my people like my bosses do. Those cheap jerks try to cut costs on everything. We have no union therefore no rights it seems. We have to supply our own welding gloves, Lens, Earplugs (yes earplugs) and no benefits at all. I have been a welder there for 10 years and started at 7.00 per hour cdn. I recently got a raise this past year to 14.25. After 10 years I got to double my wage. They buy old cheap rusty steel for us to weld that has split seams alot just to save a buck. I can handle that. They also have clamps holding 20 ton brake presses together. I can handle that. They make us clean the shop and actually seperate the dirt form the steel particles and have us put the dirt outside and the steel in the recycle bins. I can handle that. What I can't handle is the fact that it is damn near freezing outside and those bastards refuse to turn the heat on in the shop. To add insult to injury the vice president of the company comes out of his 72

My Tarot Card
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Sex
You scored as Phone Sex. "Talk dirty to me" describes your idea of a good time. A sexy voice really sets the tone of a good evening for you. Phone Sex100%Anal Sex83%Orgy83%Oral Sex83%Normal Sex67%Gay Sex50%Cyber Sex44%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Rocks And Sand
Rocks and Sand A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in front of him. When class began, wordlessly he picked up a large empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, rocks about 2" in diameter. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the rocks. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The students laughed. The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. "Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognize that this is your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your partner, your health, your children - anything that is so important to you that if it were lost, you would be nearly destroyed. "The pebbles are the ot

Cute Joke
A college professor was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of lifesavers. He gave all the children the same kind of lifesavers, one at a time, and asked them to identify them by color and flavor. The children began: "Red............cherry," "Yellow.........lemon," Green..........lime," "Orange........orange." Then the professor gave them all a HONEY-flavored lifesaver. After eating them for a few moments none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said "I'll give you all a clue. It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit hers out and yelled, "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!"

Does Anyone Elses Cherry Pages Freeze Them Up?
Hey. I have found thats its a 50-50% chances half the pages i click into on cherrytape freeze my whole computer up, is it just me? cause its very annoying, i got no clue what i can go into and what not.

Home From The Weekend Activities
Ok, so i went out last nite and saw a movie and did a lil shoppin with my friend, it was a blast, I had tons of fun. We saw crank, and lemme tell ya that movie is INTENSE. anyway AWESOME movie i suggest you all see it. Then we went back to her place and passed out watchin scary movie 4 . today i went from there to my aunts cuz its a closer drive and had THE WORST thanksgiving meal ive EVER had! It made me so sick i had to go home early. Tummy is still tossin and turnin, hopefully ill be ok by tommorrow. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnyway I'll be around for a while tonight cuz my tummy aint lettin me pass out for the time being. message shout at or comment if ya like ill be around til i can pass out for the night, LOVE YA ALL Matty

General
Ok so we have just jaoined the site and alreasy we are IN LOVE with it lol. we are still trying to work out some details and kinks on our profile so please bear with us and if you have ANY suggestions let us know ;) have fun yall we know we are lol :P

I'm Out Soon!(not Offline)
Wassup, like my spot said on my profile da time has elsewhere is here now, i'm out soon da last couple of days especially last night it's been on my mind! i'm just going 2 be out my peeps and fam back in jerzee i'll be cool! i'll holla when i get there and so you'll know, i think it'll be a betta atmosphere, for real on dat, feel me, warm! all yr! not 2 say spokane isn't cool its just time for me 2 be out, it'll help me as far as my mind mentally and body physically! my true fam i know yall have much luv 4 me and sum of my peeps! but trust me i wouldn't pick dis place and wouldn't be out with no gameplan, i know you'll going 2 be like DAMN! buts its all good cuz i know y'all want only whats best fir me! Thanks 4 da luv! and i'll holla soon, but im leavin here just yet so i'll be online! holla! won't be until like da 1st, or 2nd

* Believe *
THANKS AND GRATITUDE - IN LOVING SYNCHRONICITY... From: Kaley Date: Nov 19 2006 6:31 PM sea'lestial Thank-you Blissful Nymph Marisol ck KnightsIntent Bliss GentleSoul4Peace Today I would address those of you who are feeling frustrated, who are feeling lost and tired, who are disappointed that your dreams have not come true. I would address all of you and ask you to fill yourself with belief. I would ask you to silence the victim, that complaining, whining part of you that feels they got a bad deal, the part of you that thinks it should all be somehow easier. Quiet this part of yourself, take a deep breath and seek new ideas and approaches. And of course, believe. Believe the truth, that you are strong and capable and can overcome any odds, handle any challenges, achieve anything you set your mind and heart and shoulders to. Believe this and allow that belief to energize you. Is belief alone enough? N

Bah
I... am a little bit of a yucky mess right now. I have so much going on. That really... if I listed the things... would seem like nothing. Just bah. I was going to write them in here. But I've descided after typing some of them that if you want to know you'll ask. And if I want you to know I will tell you. Bah. My feet hurt so bad

Need Help
I am in a contest and need all the votes I can get. Yes its one of my adult pics...it is the greatest butt contest after all! Some come by and check me out and comment the crap out of it for me!!![ CherryTAP.com photo: 3548105809 ]

Mothers Milk!
>Students in an advanced Biology class were taking their mid-term exam. >The last question was: "Name seven advantages of "Mothers Milk." Worth >70 points or none at all. >One student, who had partied late the night before, was frustrated to >think of seven advantages. > >He wrote: > >1. It is perfect formula for the child. >2. It provides immunity against several diseases. >3. It is always at the right temperature. >4. It is inexpensive. >5. It bonds the child to mother, and vice versa. >6. It is always available as needed. > >And then, the student was stuck. Finally, in desperation, just before >the bell rang, indicating the end of the test, he wrote: > >7. It comes in such cute containers. > >He got an "A"

I'm The Girl...........
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder,not because she is sleepy, but because she wants to be close to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars rather than inside your bedroom or some expensive resturant. I'm the girl who holds your hand and plays with it. I'm the girl who does not mind you playing with her hair. I'm the girl who makes jokes with your mom. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for the reason on what you see in me. I'm the girl who ends a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who will take care of you when you are sick. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything. I'm the girl who laughs at all your jokes. I'm the girl who will listen to you talk. I'm the girl who loves when you hug her for no apparent reason. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug her from behind or kiss her forehead. I'm the girl who loves you for you; and does not care what other people same about us. I'm the girl who will lo

Keep An Open Mind!!!
On August 4th, 2001, while walking across a street, I was struck/run over by a Ford Explorer. From that event I sustained MANY injuries, but the most serious of which was (is) a Traumatic Brain Injury. Now (and for the rest of my life) I'm just a little slower than most. Physically, my entire left side is weaker and less coordinated. While I did re-learn to walk and talk, my balance has been so irrepairably damaged I'll (probably) never ride a bike again. I have barely any problems doing "normal" everday activities, but learning new things might take me a while. While sustaining a TBI has changed me, yes, but I'm no less of a person, and can still (I hope) lead an enjoyable life. Many people have shunned me or treated me poorly because of my disability, but I've learned 2 important lessons from that: 1) A large number of people in this world just don't care 2) What doesn't kill/hurt you only makes you stronger/tougher A lot of people don't like me because I'm disabled and "sl

Tech Support
yanno i really hate when you call tech support and you get someone on the other end that has an EXTREMLY THICK accent. now dont get me wrong, i believe anyone should be able to do anyjob and all that kinda good stuff i'm not for discrimination, but lets get real here people. you DONT put a blind man as a taxi cab driver... let them do something else for the company but DONT PUT THEM ON THE PHONE sheesh.. half of the conversation is " huh?" "excuse me?" "what did you say?" "i didnt understand you?" and then THEY got nerve enough to get mad at YOU because you dont understand them. and it gets more and more common everyday. i dont even remember the last time i talked to someone over the phone for help that spoke plain ole english that i could understand... that just chaps my ass

Why Is It
you find someone where everthing click, you want them they want you, and not just in a sxual way, i mean you want each other mentaly pyschically emotionally, and sexually. your not happy if there not happy you worry about them above your own self. why is it that when you find these people there are so many things keeping you apart? cause ive found someone i totally click with but shes so far away, and i feel its my fault.... god if she was here all the things we could do.... :(

My Monday The 20th
I have met some really cool people these past 3 days and you know who you are each and everyone also thanks to cherrytap i found an old friend from yahoo that i used to hang out with in a chat room called flirting:5 lol none of us hang out there anymore most of them got a life then others moved to new rooms, like my yahoo sister tammy shes still there but moved into number 6 god love her. As most of you know i posted new pics today yeah yayy exciting then i realised when i got home from the hair dressers that i will need to take new ones ... What did she do to her hair!!!!! haha sorry guys if i still have you reading this you really need to think about ass plugs this following sentence is for the guys.fi uoy egassem em retfa gnidaer siht dna dnes em eht edoc drow i evah a laiceps wen cip rof uoy eht edoc si 410nsbi. So its been a long day dont worry female fans i will just pass you on the pic!! Anyway i think i have bored myself enough here i unno about you, Peace out and love to you a

Dream
- He won't come out. You see ? Even if he can. Not far from here is a fence, and on the other side of that fence is freedom, and he can smell it. He'll never try to get there, 'cause he's given up. By now he thinks freedom is something he dreamed.

The Ride...
was crazy when i looked back...didn't sleep for 3 days then ride to phuket thailand for the 3 nations charity ride...rode about 10hrs and crashed out right after i've checked into the hotel...needless to say i missed out on the main bikers welcoming party!!! heard someone knocking on my door and the first thought was like.."f**k!! someone broke into my house!!" woke up...another"f**k!" where the hell am i?? lol so disorientated...looked at the clock and it's like 7am!! must have crashed out for about 12hrs!!!! anyway...still had a great time... bike is in top form...glad i've changed the mechanic....now i can really fly!!! lol...

Big Shots
A Texas farmer vacations in Australia meets an Aussie farmer, who shows the texan his wheat field. "Oh, we've got wheat fields twice as large back home,"boasts the texan. They walk to another field, and the Aussie shows off his herd of cattle. "Oh, we have longhorns that are twice as big," Says the braggart. A little while later, the texan spots a couple of kangaroos hopping across a field." What the hell are those?" he asks. "What?" says the Aussie." Aintcha got grasshoppers in texas?"

You're Know Your From The Eighties When:
You're Know Your From The Eighties When: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!" 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air." 4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those little scented Strawberry Shortcake dolls. 7. You know that "WHOA" comes from Joey on "Blossom". 8. You know that "How Rude?!" comes from Stephanie on "Full House". 9. You ever watched "Fraggle Rock." 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars. 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales." 12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early for Saturday morning cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles". 15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail Day in computer class at school. 16. You played the game "M

If You_________want To!!!!!!
love me................leave a message like me.................leave a comment wanna date me....... leave your number wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message think im cute.................leave a comment on one of my piics care about me ....................leave a caring message REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If U _______ Me?

Enjoy And Please Comment Adult Story
I couldn't have been happier when you took my hand and asked, "Are you ready?" I'd been ready to leave this party from the moment we'd arrived. All those hoity-toity stuck up people, half of whom were too good even for themselves. When we got in the elevator, you pressed the button for the top floor. "What's on the top floor?" I asked. You gave me that sultry look, which turned me to butter. "The Roof," you answered in a voice that made my buttery self completely melt. You swaggered across the elevator and looked longingly into my eyes. A radiant smile burst across my face, I knew that look. I knew what you had in mind for the roof. Moisture instantly started to build in my loins. I'd been wanting you all day and now knowing I would have you within moments was driving me wild. We got to the top floor and took the stairs out onto the roof. It was a beautiful, balmy night. As I walked out to see the view, you took my hand, spun me around and kissed me. A long passionate kiss that s

Wth
Every Site I join i always have a reason to delete my account because of an asshole that thinks hes tha shit n that i have to talk to him ever freakin sec. of my life.. well thats not how it goes... im sry that when i get off this thing it still shows im on... my MSN has been fuckin up lately n wont let me talk to ppl... SO THANX FOR CALLING ME A CUNT! i know im not and w/e call me what u want because i know im not.. so idc.. n-e who... if ur someone whos goin to wanna talk to me every freakin sec. of my life n not want me to have my own life.. well screw u n dont tlk to me... its like ok u still gunna b this way or talk to me if i have a boyfriend?? w/e n=e who hope everyones doin good!!

Hmmm
well lets see my lifes going pretty good... gotta few guys to choose from but i wish i could have one inperticular but he lives oh so far away which sux.. but hmm.. im helpin my bestfriend get of her boyfriend who was an ass n broke up with her most likely cuz of his friends which is the most stupidest reason ever... idk butyea thats my life.. oh n im goin to the docs. again for my heart today.. so we'll see how that goes ttyl lyl!

Poo Bags
If I could fly I would drop bags of poo on randomly selected strangers. Because you know that is what the monkeys would do if they could fly. Someone must think of the flying monkeys. Flying monkeys would NOT waste their time picking up displaced prairie girls and yippee little dogs.

Llove/like
Have you told the one you love, that you like them too. If not isn't this time to do so. Or have you sat and thought do I like or just love them. Most parents love their children, and tell them so frequently, but how often do you tell them that you like them. I can say I love to eat, and believe me my profile is an indication of it when I look in the mirror. Though I love to eat I like chocolate cake, chocolate icecream, chocolate doughnuts, and chocolate candies. You see like is a bit more than just love. You can love the people around you, but doesn't mean you trully like all of them. Yet, some of them you do like and you like some more than others. No matter how fair we try to be as human beings we do not treat everyone or thing equal. When you see your significant other, child, or friend or just anyone you love try tell them you like them. Learn what it is you like about them and watch your love for them grow even more. I thank my love, My Jan, for pointing out

You Are My Forever Love
You Are My Forever Love I'll always remember our first days together those magical times when our love was so new I remember the wonder we felt in our closeness, the passion and joy I discovered with you... Somehow it seemed we were meant for each other, you made me feel cherished, complete, understand, And I knew if I walked by your side through the future, I'd always be happy and life would be good... Time has brought change to the world that we share, but the sweet, simple truth that I knew from the start Is timeless and changeless forever and ever I need you and love you with all of my heart. I LOVE YOU BABY!

To My Child
To My Child (don't delete ~ its being tracked) Be sure and read to the bottom portion..... Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Jus

Remember When...
Everyone 14 and older must read this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONES Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours(5min) of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. Way back.......... Tag. Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on. Hopscotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Skip-its. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies. Running through the sprinklers. Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King. Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

You Forgive Me For Liking You Too Much
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I'll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I'll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I'll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I'll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal?

A Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Broiling Steaks In An Electric Oven
Ok... Times may vary. I stole this one from Alton Brown (Good Eats on The Food Network). The times here will take a good "thick cut" steak (I try to go for Ribeyes) to about medium rare, and the thicker pre-done packaged bacon-wrapped chuck fillets to rare deliciousness. Turn the broiler on its highest setting and make a snake out of foil to keep the door of the oven open (very important to keep the heating element on the whole time. While it is heating up, season one side of the steak 1/2 of what you would put on it, flip it and season the other side totally. When the oven is hot, put the steaks in the MIDDLE rack with the fully seasoned side up. Let this cook for about 2.5 minutes, flip it, add the rest of the seasoning and cook for another 2.5 minutes. When that is done, flip the steaks and pull them out and put them on the top rack and cook them for 1.5 minutes or so per side to "grill" them up without overcooking them. They come out awesome (not quite a real grill, but as da

The Cage
The Cage Hmmmm......Don't know where to start. Can only say that this one loves the cage. What does she love about it.....The hardness, the cold metal, or maybe it is just the pleasure of knowing that you are kept. A kept slave. You are forever in their control unable to leave. You are totally in the power of the other......It is barbaric in many ways but in others it is the fantasy that you are so important to the other person that they must keep you under lock and key so that you do not escape. It is the beautiful bird syndrome. You buy a bird and put that bird in a beautiful cage so that you may keep it with you. You listens to their sounds, you take care of their needs, and you admire them. You are the Master to the bird. Everyone has thought about this.......When has a man not wanted to have a woman locked in the bottle like a genie. This is a cage; not a typical one but it is. When has a woman not wanted to be the genie in the bottle or for that matter have a genie in the bot

Inspirational Quotes
Inspiration and genius--one and the same. Victor Hugo Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings. Ralph Blum To find what you seek in the road of life, the best proverb of all is that which says: "Leave no stone unturned." Edward Bulwer Lytton Every artist was first an amateur. Ralph Waldo Emerson No great man ever compains of want of opportunities. Ralph Waldo Emerson Men do less than they ought, unless they do all they can. Thomas Carlyle Let thy words be few. Ecclesiastes 5:2 from Words of Wisdom Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true. Leon J. Suenes The power of imagination makes us infinite. John Muir First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do. Epictetus Never let the fear of striking out get in your way. George Herman "Babe" Ruth

Don't Pray For Me...
I've been involved in a conversation on a message board regarding this whole Taliban thing. The subject turned to the possibility of a war to end all wars over Israel, what many consider to be the holy land, and it's brought me to one simple conclusion. Religious zealots really freak me out. Any religious following that holds it's beliefs to be the only true beliefs and consequently berates and belittles the beliefs of others does not deserve to go on...and that includes the Christian majority in this country. God is intangible. It is something that, by it's very nature, requires faith because it is something that can neither be seen or known. So is someone else's faith any less valid than your own simply because they choose to put it into something that contradicts you? In the end, so many of the wars fought in this planet's history have come down to religious differences. It's laughable that so many people feel the need to fight over something that no one can even be 100%

The Rain
The Storm she sits and waits on the hill she feels the breeze begin to pick up The clouds begin to churn The sun begins to fade she lifts her face toward the sky and closes her eyes she is alone and wonders why she watches the animals run into the brush There is no movement from her...waiting The clouds darken; the rumbling begins The crack of the faraway lightening The first drops of rain touch her face and open bosom Shuddering with the assault she becomes still she knows it is what she wants The rain pours on her drenching her every curve... every part of her skin Laving back and watching the clouds strengthen The lightening hitting the ground; the surge it puts through her body The tingling through her sweetness, her bosom The rain beating on her in rhythm She cries out knowing she wants more Knowing The Storm is her Master; and she merely wanting to be the rain

Ashamed At Myself
Ashamed at myself Sometimes it is hard to understand the decisions you make in your life. Especially when it affects others. I can say that I made some bad ones. I know when I have angered someone. I know it. I know when I have disappointed someone. I have done that today. I hate the feeling. I try so hard not to have my life complicate others that I do exactly the opposite of what I should do. I accept my mistakes. I try to learn from them and not make them again. Easier said then done. I am not perfect and when stressed I do not always make the right decision. Sometimes I want to hide and hope things go away. I know that is stupid. Of course it is, but it is sometimes my wish. I am ashamed of myself lately. I think because I am disappointed in myself. My decision have not always made sense to me even after I have done them. I accept that. I am still ashamed of myself.

I Thank You My Love By Jorge Campos
A beautiful poem I came across.... I fall asleep every night with a smile on my face, Since I know you'll be there for me to embrace. I awaken every morning with the same tremendous smile, 'Cause I know I'm gonna be with you for quite a long while. I truly can't believe that you're actually mine, I thought the love of my life would be much harder to find. You brighten my day you're such a beautiful girl, You're my sweetheart - to me you mean more than the world. Aside from being beautiful - you're also so smart, There are so many reasons why, I know we'll never part. No words can describe the way that I feel, It's a good kind of pain which I never wanna heal. No other beauty can compare to your alluring eyes, All I have to do is look, and I'm hypnotized. That beautiful smile of your's, shining so bright, I've never ever seen such a beautiful sight. I love caressing your gorgeous long hair, Finding a precious girl like you is extremely rare. Kissing your bod

You Know What?
It is sad how long it takes me to admit to myself things that I am aware of. I try to convince myself that my feelings are wrong. They never are. ... was gonna say more. but I don't want to say anything that can be used against me in the next few days

What Kind Of Person Are You?
What kind of person are you really? NormalYou fit into the mold of what people think a person should be. You have your quirks, but you can blend in easily and can get lost in the crowd if you choose to. You are normal, but that does not mean that you are mundane. What is normal anyway? Take this test

My Name
R: Fuckin crazy Y: One of the best damn bf/gf one could ask for. A: Very broad minded. N: Loves to Party Thats a great name! Ur Turn: A: Very broad minded. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: A freaking good kisser. F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Fuckin awesome. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun.. N: Loves to Party O: Is best in bed P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Calif. Couple Calls For Orgasm For Peace
SAN FRANCISCO (AP) -- Two peace activists have planned a massive anti-war demonstration for the first day of winter. But they don't want you marching in the streets. They'd much rather you just stay home. The Global Orgasm for Peace was conceived by Donna Sheehan, 76, and Paul Reffell, 55, whose immodest goal is for everyone in the world to have an orgasm Dec. 22 while focusing on world peace. "The orgasm gives out an incredible feeling of peace during it and after it," Reffell said Sunday. "Your mind is like a blank. It's like a meditative state. And mass meditations have been shown to make a change." The couple are no strangers to sex and social activism. Sheehan, no relation to anti-war activist Cindy Sheehan, brought together nearly 50 women in 2002 who stripped naked and spelled out the word "Peace." The stunt spawned a mini-movement called Baring Witness that led to similar unclothed demonstrations worldwide. The couple have studied evolutionary psychology and

To Be A Southerner
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't " HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... as in: "Going to town, be back directly." All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin! Only Southerners grow up knowing the difference between "right near" and "a right far piece." They also know that "just down the road" can be 1 mile

Answers!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from Bella :)) 1. I think that snakes are one of the most gorgeous creatures on this earth and I would maim/torture to get a pet black mamba. 2. I'm going out with a rugby player who is deathly afraid of cats stalking him at night. (trust me, you don't want to know.) 3. I will eat mostly anything and everything, except for spiders and rabbits. 4. My dad was in Vietnam during the war, as a sailor on a cargo ship. 5. My aim in life is to make pictures with soul. 6. If I couldn't write I'd wither away and dessicate. 7. My secret aim in life is to be a ballerina by day and assassin by night. 8. I don't believe in the lottery.

Hello
hello to all the cherry bunch. well the rodeo season over and now i got trime on my hands.I miss going to the finals by a few 100 dollars but i had a good year i like to thank the people who been nice and rated my profile and for the people i meet on here it be fun so far.I have meet some nice people and hope to meet more stop by and say hi

Christmas Dinner
A woman goes to her boyfriend's parents' house for Christmas dinner. This is to be her first time meeting the family and she is very nervous. They all sit down and begin eating a fine meal. The woman is beginning to feel a little discomfort, thanks to her nervousness and the broccoli casserole. The gas pains are almost making her eyes water. Left with no other choice, she decides to relieve herself a bit and lets out a dainty fart. It wasn't loud, but everyone at the table heard the poof. Before she even had a chance to be embarrassed, her boyfriend's father looked over at the dog that had been snoozing under the woman's chair, and said in a rather stern voice, "Skippy!". The woman thought, "This is great!" and a big smile came across her face. A couple of minutes later, she was beginning to feel the pain again. This time, she didn't even hesitate. She let a much louder and l onger rrrrrip. The father again loo

We Have Babies :o)
HA, no not me... Not sure if I mentioned it or not but about 3 1/2 to 4 wks ago I finally caught a cat that had been running around our neighborhood... I had been trying to catch her for awhile, I guess at that moment she was just to cold and hungry to run anymore... I brought her in and she ate and ate and ate... I noticed a little bulge on her belly and thought "UH OH, what have I done!!", LOL... When she first came in the house she was pretty scared of us, not wanting us to touch her to much... It only took about a week or so for her to realize that we weren't going to hurt her and then she turned into a LOVER!! Always wanting to be in my lap and even wanting the kids to pet her... Oh yeah and her belly kept GROWING and feeling them moved only confirmed she was pregnant... About two hours ago "KiKi" (that's her name) came out and rooted her way inbetween my laptop and me... She layed down and purred and then fell asleep on my legs... I guess she was there for about

Reflections
Reflections.......... Can you see your reflection in my eyes? Bathe yourself in the warmth of their azure pools Let the world slip away Fall deep inside them Where the love from my heart overflows And reflects back to the world the image of you.

Wildflower....
Anybody but me know this song....its so me... Wildflower She's faced the hardest times You could imagine And many times her eyes fought back the tears And when her youthful world was about to fall in Each time her slender shoulders Bore the weight of all her fears And a sorrow no one hears Still rings in midnight silence, in her ears Let her cry, for she's a lady Let her dream, for she's a child Let the rain fall down upon her She's a free and gentle flower, growing wild And if by chance I should hold her Let me hold her for a time But if allowed just one possession I would pick her from the garden, to be mine Be careful how you touch her For she'll awaken And sleep's the only freedom that she knows And when you walk into her eyes you won't believe The way she's always paying For a debt she never owes And a silent wind still blows That only she can hear and so she goes

Unlikely Star
I gazed at the glowering midnight sky Where darkling clouds filled the view When through a gap there shone a star I couldn't help but think of you. Into my stormy fear-clouded heart You snuck in and shone so bright You left no room for doubt and mistrust Inside my darkness you are the light. And looking upon that beacon of hope A query arose in my soul so scarred I wondered if you were gazing up too And wishing for me on that unlikely star. (c) 2006 D. R. Hyden

The Middle Urinal
To all you guys out there. I have just a few words for you: Stop using the middle urinal! Whether you're first into the bathroom, or last. There is no reason for anyone to use the middle urinal. If you're first, pick a side. Give the next man a place to pee without having to rub thighs with you. If you're last, use the stall. Don't try to cram in between me and the other person who are following the rules of a one urinal buffer. It's very simple, with a three urinal system the middle one is there for just show. So guys, from now on, when you walk into a bathroom and you see that middle urinal open. Either pick a side, or hit the stall, because that urinal is off limits.

Ouch
Ive told a few people.. But im telling everyone who cares to read this.. My new years resolution is to lose wieght and to all around get back into shape. Cuase you dont know.. I used to Just chubby.. now ima fatass.. So for prolly 3 months after the new year.. Ima sorta dissapear for a while.. If Im not at work Or sleeping ima be working out.. One cause.. I know this isnt attractive.. 2.. cause its depressing and most of all.. Cause about 2 months ago I was at a friends house.. Just chillin.. and I had a sharp pinch feeling under my left boob.. lol.. And right afterwards my left arm was tingly.. And we all know what that means.. So its mostly for health reasons.. So basically if you still wanna talk.. i should have my phone on by then. if you dont.. i kinda take that as you dont care and dont support my desicion.. if tahts the case.. fuck you.. pardon my french.. But if you Have any advice. or words of encouragement.. by all means send it. Oh. I almost forgot.. Just to keep track of m

Witches
WITCHES We are not evil We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at t.v. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more than you think. Author Unknown (Borrowed from a bulletin and just had to stash somewhere to share.)

What Do You Know About Tantric Sex?
What Do You Know About Tantric Sex? Question 1 of 6 Which of the following best describes the lovemaking of a couple who practice Tantric yoga? 1. erotic and passionate 2. conscious and premeditated 3. spontaneous and beautiful 4. all of the above Answer: conscious and premeditated. The sexual sacraments of Tantra are highly ritualized. Not only do Tantric couples plan and prepare for their encounters; but in lovemaking, the movements themselves may be prescribed and premeditated. The result may be beautiful, passionate, and erotic, but Tantric sex is never spontaneous in the way we Westerners are led to believe. Spontaneous is overrated in our culture. Question 2 of 6 In the Tantric practice of a "nurturing meditation," a couple would engage in which of the following activities? 1. lying together like spoons 2. breathing in unison 3. breathing alternately 4. having no expectations of sex 5. all of the above Answer: all of the above. The nurturing meditation is the

A Kiss For Erica
I grasp you by your hair. I smell your conditioner. I hold you close from behind I fell your temperature and heart rate rise, you slowly grind into me and you feel my massive hard on. I say quietly in your ear "I bit" before i can say anything else you are biting me so I feel your warmth in my crotch. I bit your neck and i hear a whimper from your mouth so I continue around your neck lifting your soft hair out of the way quickly dodging your ear and continue around to the other side just as i am approaching that area i notice you try to move your head to my lips. So I decide to tease you a little longer. I slide my hand down your panties to find a warn, wet, willing pussy asking for my mouths attention and yet I have one thing left to do before i get there. The tender, milky, white skin behind your ear. A gental kiss and your heart skips a beat your juices flow and the only sound from your mouth was full of extacy. Your body goes limp in my clutches! Now its time the real party begins.

Going Back!!!
Well, it looks like we are getting called back up. This makes the third time for me. I hope everyone is well and stays well. I will drop in as much as I can, so be looking out for me. I still have a couple of weeks. I guess they need some more mean green to take care of buisness!! Anyway, keep supporting your troops and I'll see ya'll down the road! Todd

Why Its Useless To Yell At Men
as a man i have to totally disagree lmao WHY YELLING AT MEN IS USELESS...... When a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon! You and I need to clean up! Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now!" What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, "C'MON! blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW!"

To Whom It May Concern...part Iii...
my love... was watching a japanese movie "shinobi" and i cried... i hate love stories....ironic 'coz i'm a romantic... thought it's a kind of magic/samurai thing...it's based on the 17th century...about two rival clans of warriors who practised the dark arts...the story started with both the future chiefs of both clans falling in love ...sort of like romeo and juliet...heading towards their inevitable tragic ending....he died by her sword...the ending sux...but before he died...he held her and told her "i'm happy we met"....and i cried....so heartbreakingly beautiful....yet you don't know what i feel and we've never met in person....heh....my own tragedy... take care my love....will write to you again soon.... a fool who'd rather love in silence rain

Family
Body: I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, Common courtesy you use, But the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, You never saw t

Still I Rise
Maya Angelou wrote this poem and given recent events around here I think SOME of my friends need to read this! STILL I RISE You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like

Hi
I really have no clue what the fuck to say. I work swings shifts which means im not on much. Thanks to everyone who still says hi when i have little time to say hi back. Thats it for now. Wanted to try this out. Spazz

Actual Australian Court Docket 12659---case Of The Pregnant Lady
A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this, when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said 'Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling', and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, "William's Big Stick Did the Trick", and I could hardly contain myself. But, your Honor, when She moved the fourth time and sat under a sign that said, 'Goodyear

Hate
yes its true hate is something in this world thats horribel...but i cant help it i lvoe to hate u hehe i love ppl to hate me...hate gives me life give memy ways to freedom...if ur hated enough eventually no one will care...hahahahahaha its working...soon hate will fill me...and it will be all over...so hate me HATE ME!!!! cause its not like anyone really gives a fuck...sure ppl say they do but hell when they gonna fucking prove it...come on hate conquers a lot...hate is the 1 thing in this world that keeps some ppl going..why? its simple...the need to hate is brought by the same reason to love...u want that something in ur life...u fall in love because of how a person is....u hate because of how a person is and what they have done...so shit...the power i get from hate is much stronger...so hate me al l ufucking want cause i could give a fuck less not like anyone gives a shit :) have a nice day :) :)

Poem
First the guy…. The truth is it hurts, no matter how hard I try Baby I must leave you I now must say goodbye I never meant to hurt you, I love u so very much And I know while I’m gone I will miss you a bunch But I told you it was coming, I’m finally letting go It’s something I must do, but babe I love you so Just try to stay strong, I know time will be tough And I hope the love I’ve given u will truly be enough I’ve tried so hard and I tried because of you But the truth is it hurts, my life is finally through I hope you can love without me, just think of me every night Before you go to bed while someone else is holding you tight don’t ever forget me or the times that we’ve shared And no matter when you need me, I will always be there So goodbye for now, sorry I’m not coming home to you And please remember, we will never be truly through Then the girl…. Baby I did my best, I tried so very hard But I cant live without you, I’ve spent every night at the bar You k

Poem
Such a solemn stare with words unspoken Lonesome eyes, hearts still broken Looking away, thoughts of madness Staring blankly, feelings of sadness Hair rolls down across the face Blocking her view, empty space She cries secretly, you never see her tears Nor one heart broken word will you ever hear She lies face down on her bed So many thoughts racing through her head Holding her pillow, squeezing it tight Face flooded with tears all through the night Her hairs a mess, she gets up pacing Letting go deep sighs, her minds still racing Yet she’s always smiling, gleam in her eyes Holding all her feelings, saving all her sighs You hear her quiet laugh, you see her big smile And yet behind closed doors, she’s pulling her hair all the while Her emotions locked in a box, and she only has the key She waits until late at night to unlock it and cry herself to sleep Wakes up, make-ups smeared Yet she’s already smiling, her eyes already cleared Why does she do this each and ever

Pain Redefined
Failing, falling, lost in forever Will I find a way to keep it together? Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life? Can it be a conscious decision? Are the rightful ways to alter my vision? Am I speeding towards another collision in the early breeze of my life? Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Those who have fallen And memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Memories don't lie You're no better than Those who have fallen And please believe me That my eyes deceive me Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefined Shaking, burning up with the fever In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver I will lie to myself, so I can believe her As she dissembles my life I cannot dispel the illusion All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion Can I find a way to m

Trust
Okay boys and girls....I got a question? What do you do when you trust someone that puts you in a VERY compromising situation???? I mean, if someone cares about you, would they put you in a spot where you gotta say...OH SHIT WHAT NOW????? This is why I am HERE now to be honest. I am tired of fake, phony, sometimey/good times only people.....you know them.....the ones from the imgonna tribe....lol I'm just venting cause I am tired of fake ass people that take advantage of me being a nice guy. Fuck em RIGHT.....their loss everyone have a kick ass week and THURSDAY IS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY...all I can accept are thongs, massages, (money's nice too lol), and someone to help me with my gynecology lessons; I'm passing but I REALLY WANNA DO WELL. love y'all chris