Fubar Blog Posts 4

A Day At The Beach 2
The creatures head has been emptied of all thought, and it exists for a single purpose. It stops as if confused and looks out on the shoreline, almost in a daze. A unfamiliar smell is here. Within seconds the unholy link between all the damned rotting creatures causes them all to stop too. Each looking at the surf, and standing motionless as if in a trance. Her moment is coming, she thinks to herself as she lays motionless on the beach. Her moment to strike. She thinks to herself,,,and as the seagulls rise into the air, she alits to her feet. Coming up with a piece of driftwood in hand. The birds utter their sick call of feeding and descend, dozens of zombies fall at once, as she crashes her whole body weight behind the wood into the fiend before her. His body like the others crumbles to the sand. The rest of the whoard look around around uselessly trying to see her in the bedlam that ensues. Not wasting any time she grabs a piece of broken glass and cuts the head off the unwitting cre

Update- Good/bad, Amended
Some of you know life has been somewhat of a roller coaster for me this past 6 months-year - from getting divorced and the circumstances surrounding that, to moving to another state, family stuff, being hurt at work back in Dec and the most recent below. First the good update, the bad then the thank you. My shoulder(s) are slowly getting better after 4 months, many Drs visits, pain meds, a month and a half off of work, physical therapy and a huge injection in my right shoulder , hooray! Progress is still very slow. Still have good days and bad days but the pain is decreased, although not by too much. I should have better range of motion and less pain. Still taking meds to sleep and never seem to sleep well enough. I haven’t had as much shooting pain down my arms though, which seems to be a good sign. Physical therapy is going okay, it seems. Makes me tired and sore but my strength has shown some improvement. Just still a little afraid they’re going to take me off restri

Online Bs!
Why do men?women feel the need to lie over the internet more so than in person? Is it to much to ask for a bit of honesty? I am so tired of guys thinking I am looking for a relationship on here or when I do like someone and THINK they feel the same because THEY tell me they do only to find out they are nothing more than liars. I don't ask for anything from anybody on this site or any other site, just HONESTY. I am a very straight forward, honest, trustworthy and sincere person and yet I seem to get poked and a few times stabbed in the back. I am tired of trusting in men in general because it seems when it comes to any online they are either hiding things or just straight out telling lies, then they have the nerve to act as though I done something wrong when all i did was give my friendship, love and sincerety to them. I do have private pics on here because I am proud of my assets if you will... at my age I should be. This does not mean I want just anyone viewing them. It does no

"sfw" Contest
PIC CONTEST!!!!! WIN BLING !!### ENTRY WILL BE "1" WEEK BEGINNING 5/01/11 @ NOON ends 5/07/11 NOON CONTEST WILL RUN "1" WEEK BEGINNING 5/07/11 @ NOON ends 5/14/11 @ NOON ALL TIMES R FU TIME.... ENTRY FEE IS 1 CREDIT.. PICS CAN BE CUTE, FUNNY, WIERD, OR STRANGE... PICS MUST BE "SFW".. PICS CAN BE OF U, UR MAN/WOMAN/, CHILD, DOG, CAT, HORSE, R WHATEVER.. U DECIDE!!!! U CAN EVEN MAKE ONE UP.. THE POSSIBILITIES R ENDLESS..... THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE "COMBINED" TOTAL OF "RATES" AND "COMMENTS"... IF LESS THAN "15" ENTRIES, ENTRY FEE WILL BE RETURNED IN "BLING" EQUAL TO ENTRY FEE! 15 ENTRIES WINS BOOMERANG 20 ENTRIES WINS MEGA POLISHER 25 ENTRIES WINS FAMPLIFIER 35 ENTRIES WINS CHERRY BOMB "OR" AUTO 11'S

Teets 'n Knees (boats 'n Hoes Parody"
TEETS 'N KNEES!CHORUS:Teets 'N Knees!Teets 'N Knees!I gotta show off my Teets 'N Knees!Teets 'N Knees!Teets 'N Knees!I gotta show off my Teets 'N Knees! 1: The Captain, the Milk Man, the SLDCJust a few friendly faces in the PDP2: FuBulls and Hot Wings, I'm buying a roundWhile I'm checking out 4Chan for what can be found1: Bright blue Speedo stretched on her hipsHoly motherfucker, get a load of those nips!2: They're ashy, and crusty, and out in the breezeDon't look now, it's some Walrus Knees! CHORUS:Teets 'N Knees!Teets 'N Knees!I gotta show off my Teets 'N Knees!Teets 'N Knees!Teets 'N Knees!I gotta show off my Teets 'N Knees! 1: FuSupport's bitchin' about my picsWe all told Thornz to SUCK OUR DICKS!2: Had to find a default as a jokeGoogle Image Search nearly made me choke1: Browsin' the fatties for someone to useWhen I saw all the folds I knew I found my muse2: She looked like a head on a pile of meatAnd I loved how she showed off those ShoulderTeets! CHORUS:Teets 'N Knees!Teets

2x4 + Your Head = Her Fantasy?
Dear Ninja...I find my self asking the same question over and over...Why am I so nice to people who walk all over me? I feel I have people who are friends with me for only one reason. Basically, I have many kiss ass people on my list. People who think they can use me to get something in return. I have very few true friends who know I am not this way...I guess it just irks me a bit. How do I stop being so f'ing nice to everyone? I think people would go into shell shock if I suddenly stopped being nice...its just how I have always been...Is a mass blocking spree in order here? Sincerely...Too f'ing nice to c*nty people. Dear too Nice, You can actually be TOO nice. And when you bend to the whims of others, they will eventually walk all over you. Sometimes, people will even do it without realizing they are. For all those people who ask for things and don't bother a simple "thank you," grab your 2x4 and swing away. I don't see the point in blocking them, but deletions, hell ye

For The Memory Of More Than 6 Million, For My Grandparents And For Me.
So next week in Israel the Holocaust Natoional Memorial day will be mentioned....I'm both facisnated and emotional when it comes to this subject. Everyone who knows me here can tell you that my humor knows no end, even when it comes to this subject which many might consider "Taboo". I think you can find humor in the darkest corners of your life. Humor is a release, a way to deal with your demons, your past and yourself in a nutshell. Humor to me about being Jewish ,and mentioning that so much, is also a part of survival and a sense of pride in who I am and where I come from. I am a third generation to Holocaust Survivors, I'm alive and kicking, I can smile, I can do as I please, I can laugh, I don't have to hide behind anyone, I don't hate and most of all I'm human. The Nazi plan was genious...almost impeccable. They managed to paralize the European nation's humanity and use rationality alone. To hate is still an emotion, to overlook as someone suffers next to you and not flinch is p

L-u-r-a
NEVER MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS. It takes a lot more heart and courage to forgive someone than to hold a grudge. I'm too nice, I'm too forgiving, I'm too generous with my heart. These are characteristics that 99% of you lack, so when I hear these things said about me instead of getting pissed that you think I'm weak, I feel proud. Because at the end of the day, when you have NO ONE to stand behind you. When you have NO ONE to vouch that you're a decent person. I will be the only one around trying to convince the mobs to put down their pitchforks and torches to give you another chance. So the next time you want to talk about how I'm too much of this or too much of that, just stop. I'm stronger than you because I know what it is to be a REAL friend, to be a REAL person.

What Grinds My Gears.. Saturday Edition.
So I feel the need to vent again. But this time it's different. Probably because I just dont care. This is an online game and i really dont know but a handful of you in real life. So here it goes. Agree to disagree, Ill be ready for attack. I CANT STAND THE PEOPLE WHO FORGET ABOUT YOU IF YOU ARE LEVELS BEHIND, NOT A VIP, NOT RUNNING BLING ETC. I ALSO THINK ITS HILARIOUS TO HAVE YOUR BEST PIC AS DEFAULT KNOWING THE REST OF THE PICS ARE HIDEOUS. ASKING TO BUY THINGS IN YOUR STATUS IS OK, (BLING PIMPS ETC) THERE IS A DIFFERENCE FROM BUYING AND BEGGING. PEOPLE COMING INTO MY SHOUT BOX SAYING UNINTELLIGENT THINGS. I HAVE NO TOLERANCE FOR STUPIDITY. THE CLIQUES. WERENT WE ALL FRIENDS AT ONE POINT? WHO CARES IF SUSIE Q TOOK YOU OUT OF FAM FOR SOMETHING. I LOVE THE HATERS WITH OPINIONS. YOU POST STUFF, MUMM, BLOG, STATUS W/E AND SOMEONE ALWAYS HAS TO CHIME IN. Look, Im not here to be your best friend. Nor do i care that your cat looks cute in a bib. I might say hai and ask

Having That Shrinking Feeling?
DEAR NINJA, OK MY QUESTION IS THIS. WHEN I AM IN A GOOD MOOD ON FUBAR AND TRYING TO GET RATES AND SUCH. IS IT WRONG OF ME TO RUN AROUND FUBAR NAKED WITH NOTHING BUT A GOD MODE ON MY NECK AFTER JUST GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER BECAUSE THIS CAUSES PEOPLE TO LAUGH AT ME BECAUSE OF SHRINKAGE. SHOULD I STOP TAKING A SHOWER FIRST OR WEAR A FAKE ONE. Dear incohenrent guy, First off, STOP E-YELLING! Might I suggest totally removing the caps lock button from your keyboard so you won't be tempted to abuse it so much. Caps are used in typing to STRESS A POINT. Whenever people talk to me in all caps, I want to pick up the phone, call them, and yell, WHY THE HELL ARE YOU YELLING AT ME?? It's pretty annoying, and bad eyes is no excuse. Adjust the webpage settings to zoom in so you can read (hold CTRL and scroll up on the mouse), or get to the doctor and get reading glasses. Either way, LAY OFF THE CAPS. As for your question, as long as you aren't broadcasting on cam, no on

Oh Yeah Im Going Here!!!
Ok its about that time I get a few things that piss me off annoy or otherwise make ones mind go crazy out there in the open. Lets call it an inside to things that just plain out frustrate me :) First on the list shall be the lying ass people. I wont generalize cause well lets face it men and women both fucking lie. they lie to get what they want need and or desire in life. if it be to get their bills paid for em. to level on this site. to advance in their jobs. everyone at one point in time has lied to get something achieved. Im sure your sitting there reading this going pfft wtf like this bitch sits here and talks all this shit like she aint never lied a day in her life. well i will admit back in the days of HIGH school yeah i told a few but now that i am an ADULT i try my very hardest to not go there. Plus well in all honesty i dont have time to keep lies straight. Trying to remember who you told what to and when yeah too much damn work for me if you ask me. So its much mor

Opps Thought I Was Done Guess Not!!!
A lil more insight to me :) I dont need you to validate me. Not at all. I dont need you to pay my bills, I dont need you to Take care of me, I dont need you to save me from myself. I DONT NEED THE HERO in my life. So many women look for this "fairytale" man. Hunnie let me tell you something he aint all hes cracked up to be!. he will lack something you need. Its better if you drop your high standards for something that wont show up or take your standards and get that asshole you wish you never met. you know what one im talking about.....that great looking care taker who late at night beats your ass your kids cheats on you or just im sorry to say lacks in the sexual department, has no mind set at all. the pretty much pretty looking muscle head. Ladies why the hell do we sell ourselves short?? Why settle for this? Why cause the asshole can provide for us. Hello we are women its not the 50's no more we dont need them to rescue us! Get up and fix it yourself. As for you men w

In A Relationship, Married Or Not... You Should Read This!
In a relationship, married or not... YOU SHOULD READ THIS! I got this off a friends facebook page, an wanted to share it MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our h

How I Feelright Now. A Poem.
May 1st, 2011, today im feeling...heartbroken(not cuz youre leaving but because you gave up on us) unworthy(you chose an xbox over me and that hurt), exhausted(from a year of trying), lost(dont know how to feel...happy but sad and scared all at the same time.) a poem: Broken Promises. You told me you loved me I told you I loved you too You said together we'd always be I said I would be true You promised you would hold me You promised you'd be there I promised I'd cross the stormy sea To give you my loving care But you never kept your promise You aren't the way you used to be You just gave up on us And you just gave up on me You said let's take a break You said let's just be friends But please for my sake Just say the truth, cause it's the end You promised every day That you would be there You molded my heart like clay Into the shape of a broken chair You promised to me That we'd always have our love You said to me I was all you could think

Haha... Funny Shit
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot. one of them, how many will be left ?" She calls on little TONY. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot."The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking."Then little TONY says, "I have a question for YOU.""There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married ?"The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little TONY replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on'," but I like your thinking."

Through The Ages
Tonyte as the moon shines across the sky, lighting up the black velvet night, I long to be with my soulmate and lover, I long to hold him so tight.. Long ago, ages past, I remember the battles side by side, always protecting one another, on our horses we would swiftly ride.. I can still smell the outdoors on every piece of his armor, when he'd reach out to me with his arm, I can still hear his words as he pulled me against him, vowing to keep me from harm..As the wind blows across my body, It reminds me of his hands, always they would caress me ever so passionately, as we lived our life throughout the lands..I can still feel his lips over my body as he rained his kisses upon me, I can still remember the look in his eyes, so passionate like the stormy sea..I can still feel all of his strength and hear his amorous words that he always said, I can remember all the fierce desire, as he'd take me upon our bed..A bond thru the ages we've always had, our eternal love has lasted this long, For

Preachin To The Choir
Dear Miss Ninja,I am in trouble deep! I know you're going to be upset because I was always your little girlBut you should know by now I'm not a baby. You always taught me right from wrong. I need your help, please be strong. I may be young at heart But I know what I'm saying. The one you warned me all about, The one you said I could do without, We're in an awful mess, and I don't mean maybe. Please don't preach, I'm in trouble deep, I've been losing sleep, But I made up my mind. You've guessed it, I'm keeping my baby. Signed,miss ciccone Miss ciccone, I'm not your papa, so I won't preach. I don't care if you want to keep your kid, I just don't want to be the one paying for it. So as long as you aren't living off my tax-dollars, I'm going to tell you to do what the hell you want. The day I start supplementing your little drunken night spawn is the day I'll start demanding you get off your ass and get a job.

Trying To Catch Up
At times I get that feeling that I'm years behind in life. Like some of this i'm dealing with personally should've been dealt with by age 19 or 20. I ask myself that, just part of the long thought process on how much i've sabotage myself. I lived life as a teen with no care for anything. Everything was a whatever. All because I truly believe I'll end up killing myself eventually. So why go through this or that? Why spend time worrying or just thinking about things that my peers were spending hours trying to perfect. Who cares about college? Fuck the prom. What homework? What I need a license for? Just take the bus. Blah blah blah is all i heard but ok. Ok mom, you'll get the A's & B's. Ok teachers, I'll take the SAT and fill out scholarships. Just leave me alone, ok?!? So now years go by and i'm still alive. Damn! Guess I didnt have the balls to end it all so now i'm behind the times trying to catch up. Now that pisses me off as I look in the mirror. Pisses me

Brickhut: Stylish Movie Posters
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Where Is My Mind
With your feet in the air and your head on the groundTry this trick and spin it, yeahYour head will collapseBut there's nothing in itAnd you'll ask yourselfWhere is my mind?Where is my mind?Where is my mind? Sometimes, ppl can do nothing 2 stuff like time-flew, grown up and being thrown 2 the shity world. Find a job then keep the food on the table. Wanna catch somebody 2 talk but dnk dial who. Lying on the couch,keep changing tv channels wiz the warming beer. Sex r not superb. Pot r not hot. Feel like good life is taking a bow. Im the walking dead, lost in ur chaos head, where is my mind? http://pds2.egloos.com/pds/1/2...y%20Mind%20.mp3

Hal And The End Of The World
Everyday Hal would get up at precisely 7am. Take precisely 2 minutes to sit and contempate his life. Noting a pad any changes in his routine. Extra stops on the bus. whether some one was particularly loud at work. Anything that needed correcting. He would weigh in, then having corrected his timetables he would look at his watch. check the time against the 3 clocks in his simple bedroom. The wall clock, diigently set to the time clock at his job. The clock radio,with atomic time set to self correct. and then the simple alarm clock, that he brought from his childhood into adulthood. He would wind the alarm clock, place it caerefully on the night stand and two minute drill over, stand and go into his bathroom. Complete his morning constitutional and shower in 10minutes. Then at 7:15am enter the kitchen and make toast and coffee. At 7:32am on his watch. he always checked his watch, Hal would arrive at the bus stop. Hals entire life was organized and by the time on his watch.

Blood Lust Part2
He wanted her, she could sense it. The heated passion that was in his eyes everytime he looked at her. Her jade smoldering beneath the smokey eyeshadow. She watched as he slowly made is way through the crowd, his golden eye fixed on her as she moved to the music coming from speaker. She felt his hands slide up her thigh as she grinded her hips against him, he felt his cock growing hard as she danced against him. He kissed her neck, his fangs nipping her flesh, his hands caressing her full round ivory breasts through the leather bikini top. As they danced, she reached behind her and started stroking his hard lucsious cock, as his hands dipped down beneath her micro mini skirt and started to tease and finger her sweet moistness. She moaned in pleasure as his fingers stroked her clit. She pressed her body against his opening her legs a little more for him, submitting to his touch she hissed in pleasure as he inserted two fingers into her pussy and started to finger fuck her pussy. She was

Lay Me Down To Sleep
Lay Me Down to Sleep I never meant to hurt you Is all you that you could say Then you just turned around And just slowly walked away Hearing you say good-bye Brought pain beyond compare Thinking you’re not coming back Is a pain I just can’t bare The tears just keep falling No matter what I do With each lonely tear drop I can only think of you What could I have said or done To have kept you here with me This empty space you have left Is killing me slowly Now I lay me down to sleep A broken heart is what I keep On tear stained pillows Is where my lonely mind goes My tears fall without an end My broken heart just won’t mend The loss of you cuts so deep As I lay me down to sleep I lose a little more of you With every tear I cry As each tear drop falls down A small piece of my heart dies Without you here next to me The nights seem to never end I pray that with the sunrise You’ll be here when I awaken

Oblivious Reckoning
I spent my halcyon years imagining my death.Beatific in its timing.Deific in execution.Poetic in undertone. As I got older, and catastrophe continued to strike in prettyrandom patternsI realised there was no point in hurry or design. Just cross your fingers.Maybe it won't hurt as bad as that time you closed your fingers in the trunkmaybe you won't see it coming. Wouldn't that be nice?Like an unexpected gift from an uncle you never knewor that crumpled $20 that went through the wash three times.Its there.Its spent.Then you get a very dark, empty dream. You never lack, or want, or wish again. Some call it peaceothers think it terror. I'm going to live a darker shade of forever.

I Miss You
It has been a year now since you passed away and it feels like it was just yesterday that I last talked to you. It is your birthday and I cant help but sit here and think about how much I miss you. We were the closest any brother and sister could ever be and before you passed away we were the last of the kids in our family. Now it is only me left and I feel so lost without you. I miss being able to call and talk to you when I'm feeling down and out. I know the pain of losing a loved one never fully goes away and right now it feels like it will never let up. I wish you were here right now cuz i could really use your help sis. You were my best friend for 29 years. In my eyes you will always be my best friend and advisor sis cuz i know that you are with mom and the rest of the family watching over me and trying to take care of me. I just wish that I could see you again and hug you one more time but I know that will only make me want more of the same. I love you Diane. Please giv

You Just Can't Make This Shit Up!
Several months ago, I came across a joke called "Waxing Woes", and up until now, I thought it was the funniest thing I had ever read. I couldn't believe someone could possibly be so spazmatic or idiotic...until now. Tonight, I decided to do a little "routine maintenance" in the nether region, and started the prep for the project. I got out the waxing kit, laid out the appropriate sized strips, baby powder (to keep wax from sticking to the skin - OUCH), and appropriate tools. I took the lid off of the hot wax and placed it into the microwave. For those of you who do regular waxing treatment, you know what a pain it is to run back n forth to the microwave as the wax begins to cool, constantly reheating for ultimate hair removal. Tonight, I had the "brilliant idea" of getting it EXTRA hot in the first place to skip having to do this (the start of my idiocy). I set the microwave for 5 minutes, and walk away, intending to check on the wax every minute or so until desired temperatu

Well Written Police Report
Orville Smith, a store manager for Best Buy in Augusta, Georgia, told police he observed a male customer, later identified as Tyrone Jackson of Augusta, on surveillance cameras putting a laptop computer under his jacket... When confronted the man became irate, knocked down an employee, drew a knife and ran for the door. Outside on the sidewalk were four Marines collecting toys for the "Toys for Tots" program. Smith said the Marines stopped the man, but he stabbed one of the Marines, Cpl. Phillip Duggan, in the back; the injury did not appear to be severe. After Police and an ambulance arrived at the scene Cpl. Duggan was transported for treatment. The subject was also transported to the local hospital with two broken arms, a broken ankle, a broken leg, several missing teeth, possible broken ribs, multiple contusions, assorted lacerations, a broken nose and a broken jaw...injuries he sustained when he slipped and fell off of the curb after stabbing the Marine. Now that was a well w

Update
So... As you may have noticed, I am back after a couple months of fubreak. On the off chance that anyone's curious about my life while I was gone, here's the cliff's notes update. In January, I was in the hospital getting some large kidney stones removed via surgery. One of them popped out of the incision they made in my kidney, and is floating around in my body somewhere - they say it won't cause any problems there. We'll see. I still have one large enough not to pass on its own; they're keeping an eye on it and if it causes more issues it'll have to come out the same way. The biggest issue about the whole thing is that I lost my contract at GM - apparently my being in the hospital was inconvenient for them. I spend much of my time on Facebook playing Island Paradise and Zoo World. I've finally regained some of the energy that I've been missing the last couple of years and am attempting to clean the house while I'm home. My kids were tested for the gifted and talented p

You Need To Get Off Fubar.
I'm going to talk to you about Fubar. LOL. You need to get off Fubar. In doing so you will cease to say the following abbreviations: LOL, ROFL, FML, FTW, BRB, BBS, BS, FOCLOL, and FOCROFLOL. This behavior is turning you into a drippling turbospaz. You dirty window licker. "Pervy Texan likes you!" Nobody likes this. :( You don't have 852 friends. You have about 4. And that's good. :) 4 friends that you talk to is better than 852 friends that you don't want to see but are happy to look at. Why have so many friends if you cringe every time you hear the sound of your sb? One or more of these "friends" are looking at your photos right now... And judging you. I'm not. I don't think that my taste in music is more eclectic than yours. I don't think that your tits looked good in that photo so I should probably stop what I'm doing and masturbate to your image. I don't think you've gained weight. Some of you may t

Science Saves My Soul - By Philhellenes
Three summers ago, I was staying in a caravan a long way from the nearest city. It was usually pitch black at night. I had given my word that I would not smoke inside, so at 1 a.m. I stepped outside for a cigarette. After a few minutes of standing in the darkness, I realized that I could see my hand quite clearly—something I’d noticed that I could not do on previous nights—so I looked up, expecting to see the glow of the full moon, but the moon was nowhere in sight. Instead, there was a long glowing cloud directly overhead. The Romans called it the Via Galactica (the Road of Milk); today we call it the Milky Way. For those who missed the lesson at school that day, the basic facts are these: Remembering that 1 light year is equivalent to 6 trillion miles, our galaxy has a total diameter of somewhere around 100 thousand light years. Our Sun is located towards the edge of one of the galaxy’s spiral arms—about 26 thousand light years out from the central

Lil Freak. Who Is My Daddy?
Freak!!! How??? Questions like this are thrown to me from time to time. Answer it or not, all depends on moods. Self—talker, movie geek, nerdy gamer, etc. Most important of all, I’m fucking easy pissed off. Surely, there is a big F word branded on my butt. What? Not Fuck, its Freak. Lots people curest and kicked me out of their life. Some of them suggest me to make an appointment with the anger institution. “Ur almost 21 ,but still act like a teenager , don’t know how to control urself and do everything u want at will” someone said so. And till now, I won’t deny it. U know what. I even have a Tee printed a word “Kidult”. I give no shit wiz the middle finger. Yeah, GO n Fuck urself!!! LOL. Chill. Chill. I’m trying not to bomb anyone. Still on my way to learning.

Are You Sure You're A Man?
Call me a Bitch if you like...but decide to mark my photo's (that were for 'friends only') NSFW, just because I won't talk to you the way you want me to, flirt with you because you're flirting with me, or show you any attention is fuckin ridiculous. I mean seriously, are you a man or what? You fuckin Drama Queen (yeah I said Drama Queen because a true man wouldn't act like a Bitch). Get the fuck over it. Then you decide to delete you profile... WTF. In the future, if you send ANY disrespecting messages to my SB or PM will be an instant block. I don't like blocking people, but apparently these men are as bad as some of these crazy ass women who get too caught up into the internet. GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!! It's getting nice outside go meet a real person who will give you the attrention you desire from the internet. Use your witty pick-up lines with them, uh wait your DUMB ASS WOULD BE IN JAIL OR FUCKED UP!! This is the interent, it's for entertainment...fun. Trust I'm not going to let yo

How I Feel
the way i feel that im alone if your bf or gf dont talk to u and u feel ignored what do you do i mean is hard that you and your partner is states away but u dont know whats going on when you are not around and when you talk to them they dont talk back what do you do i feel empty when the woman i love ignores me or dont talk to me have you ever had that feeling why is your partner is ignoring you or dont want to talk to you i feel like there is somethin goin on but i dont know but all i know is you got to have faith and hope to be in a relationship cause without that the relationship wont last long and i want people to know about her im on fire for her longing for her need her with me to be whole again im lost without her i need her by my side to give me strength to give me confidence the passion the drive without her i am worthless and nothin basically whithout my and the person you are with we r nothin but a lonely empty shell needing and wanting your soul mate and the one i miss is m

Hoaroscope Lolz
Your Daily Horoscope (Gemini) You are likely to get even more unusual or interesting phone calls today, but people are a little less warm and fuzzy than yesterday. Someone is likely to call up to demand to know where you have been, what you are doing and why you aren't paying them more attention.

Poem About Child Abuse
Tell me what I did to make you treat me so cheaply, What did I do to make you so angry and make you beat me, You could see I was broken up inside and you just threw me around, You left me lying dazed upon the ground. I did not dare to meet your eyes but prayed you would see what you had done, You picked me up and told me "we’d just have some fun". A lump lodged uneasily in my throat, my eyes glistening with tears, My tiny body exhausted, yet knowing the worst was near. I wanted to scream and fight you and run for the door. You broke me ..you wore me down.. but still wanted more, incapable of movement,frozen to the core. Bit by bit ripping my dignity, You left me on the bed shaking and broken. I prayed someone would come, please let someone waken, I would lay and go to a place where when I cried for help someone would come, And where people didn't hurt people who love them "just for fun". I’d talk to my friends who’d come and rescue me from the

What Is Your Fine?
This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, you owe that fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. NOTE fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. Smoked weed -- $10 Did acid or pills -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Fubar/MySpace/Facebook/Bebo etc -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Cross dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive and drank -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember

Using Multiple Credit Cards On An Account
Accounts that use multiple credit cards under the same card holders name and address will usually not be flagged if a CCA is approved. If you are flagged and your purchasing is suspended, fill out a cca and explain that you use different cards but they will be under the same card holder name and address. This is standard for any online purchasing. If the information on the card does not match what is registered with the card, the card will be declined. If you use multiple gift cards, the best way to avoid purchasing suspension is to send www.fubar.com/support a quick PM that you updated your card with a new gift card and the personal info is the same and the last four digits are XXXX. We will note this in the account and you will avoid any hassels. If you are using multiple cards with different names, you will be shut down and asked to submit a CCA from the card holder authorizing your charges. We do not allow this activity unless you are married and we have a CCA approved. This is t

Separation Of Church & State (repost)
Separation of Church & State USA is NOT a Christian nation and never was. It is a nation of diversity founded by those fleeing religious tyranny and the only country with a constitution against the combination of church and state. It was founded as a secular nation and its Founding Fathers intended to keep it that way. The United States of America is based on the notion that all men are created equal and stands for "freedom for all" despite one's race, wealth, or religious views. Pledge of Allegiance "I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the republic for which it stands, one nation indivisible, with liberty and justice for all." That's the way it was originally written in 1892 and the way school children recited it for more than 60 years. The words "under God" were not added until 1954 during the McCarthy era when Senator Joseph R. McCarthy took advantage of the Red Scare to force his personal religious views on the USA. He convinc

The Best Damn Auction Ever!! I Mean Ever!!
THIS HAS TO BE THE BEST AUCTION I HAVE EVER SEEN ON FUBAR!! I MEAN EVER!!! IT IS FOR A GODMODE BUT IT HAS A WONDERFUL TWIST TO IT!! FOR EVERY 100 MILLION FUBUCKS BID ON IT, THE AUCTIONEER WILL DONATE $20 TO THE LUPUS FOUNDATION OF AMERICA. WHY? WELL YOU MAY WANT TO READ HIS BLOG TO FIND OUT MORE ABOUT THAT. AUCTION ENDS 6 PM FU TIME ON SATURDAY MAY 21st. (THAT IS THIS SATURDAY) SO GO CHECK IT OUT! THATS $20 usd DONATED PER 100 MILLION FUBUCKS! CLICK HERE AND GO!! WHILE YOU'RE HERE, WOULD YOU PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG? ITS LOCATED TO THE LEFT UNDER MY DEFAULT PIC. THANKS!

The Meeting
It's a beautiful day, he's a regular guy, about 5'7, brown hair, neatly dressed and clean shaven. He enters the coffee shop, grabs a quick black coffee, and finds a place to sit. She enters, nicely dressed, long legs, nice shape, very pretty. she orders, and looks for a place to sit. The place is kinda full, and the only place to sit is at his table. she approaches, and politely asks if he's expecting company. He responds no. and invites her to sit. They chat a bit drinking their coffee's and laughing. As she finishes her cup, she rises to leave, and coyly passes him a slip of paper with her number. She smiles as she walks away thinking, "Possibilities, definite possibilities"! ~~~~~~~~~~~~------------------------------~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rummaging through his pocket, he finds the slip of paper. He looks it over, and remembers the lovely lady that gave it to him. He considers for a moment or two what to do, then on impulse picks yo his phone and dials. it rings once, t

Rip Macho Man" Randy Savage
"Macho Man" Randy Savage, a professional wrestler who became a fan favorite thanks to his outlandish outfits and trademark catchphrase, died Friday in a car wreck, as first reported by TMZ. The 58-year-old Savage -- whose legal name was Randy Mario Poffo -- reportedly suffered a heart attack while driving his 2009 Jeep Wrangler in Tampa, Fla., and careened across lanes of oncoming traffic before colliding head-on with a tree. He died later at a local hospital. Savage's wife Lynn, who was riding in the passenger seat, escaped with only minor injuries. Both passengers were wearing seatbelts and the police do not believe alcohol was a factor. The World Wrestling Federation favorite from Ohio burst onto the scene in 1985 and quickly drew attention with his flamboyant outfits and "ooh yeah!" catchphrase. His marriage to Elizabeth Hulette, Ms. Elizabeth to fans, was one of the first high-profile wrestler/valet relationships. They divorced in 1992. Savage remarried last year. He won

Warning...huh??????
So...My daughter and her fiance went to Dave and Buster's recently. They traded their tickets in for a remote controlled helicopter. There was a warning that came with it..... "Warning - If blade damage, don't be fly, otherwise it will create the human body or airframe damage." um......Yeah.

Soul Mates
Our meeting was more than fate. God knew you were my soul mate. Your timing is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continuously grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.

If I Were To Come To You ........
If I were to come to you in the middle of the night offering you my bodywould you accept it If I were to come to youin the middle of the dayoffering you kisses would you accept it If I were to come to you in your dreams promises of unfulfilled dark taboo desireswould you take it drowning in those that you long for but havent tastedIf I were to come to youin your hour of darkest needoffering my throatwould you bite it If I were to come to youright now and offer youall of this would you turn awaycower from all you want hiding behind that mask called normal would you run to me tasting that forbidden fruit called Tamitha Lynn

I Stand Here And I Stand Alone
I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS ME TO FAIL, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. I WANT TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE DOWN ALL THE TIME, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. BUT I PUT ON THAT SMILE AND SHOW IT TO THE WORLD, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE NO MAN WANTS TO LOVE ME, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. BUT I DON'T WORRY BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S OUT THERE, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. EVERYONE IS OVER THERE LOOKING AT ME AND THINKING, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. I KNOW THEIR ALL WRONG AND ONE DAY ILL PROVE IT TO THEM, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. NOW I TURN TO MY RIGHT AND I SEE YOU STANDING THERE NEXT TO ME SMILING AT ME. SO I STAND HERE AND I'M NOT STANDING ALONE. I STAND HERE AND I'M NOT STANDING ALONE. SO WE STAND HERE AND TOGETHER WE'RE STRONG. -PALMET M

Why Am I Getting An Error Message When I Try To Pimp My Friend Out? Heed The Warning...
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** The online members bar on the Old Hotness and Old Janky have been around since day one. We have been very clear about our NSFW policy, but many of you like to ride the line and show off your wares. Some of you have pushed it too many times or too far and were filtered from appearing on the online member bar. Many of you did not know this until we fixed the pimpout bug that allowed you to circumnavigate the system. If you are getting an error message, it means the person was filtered and can't be pimped out. They used their breasts or chest to impress with the things they suggest and were filtered at some point. No, we are not going to unfilter them. Fubar is a site for adults and NOT an adult site. If you can't be mature enough to keep your main photo to our standards, then as the old saying goes......you abuse you lose. It is nothing personal. Many of us do not want to see your junk floating across the screen. Many of you may have been

Untitled.
This is a long story, so I apologize in advance. In 2006 I originally joined Fubar with some friends. It was fun. This was before it got with crazy with the leveling, spending money, and being green etc. I met a guy. I will call him X. He was charming, funny, and seemed really sincere. We eventually moved our friendship to myspace, then facebook, etc. X was a successful business man. Tall, dark, handsome. The entire package. He was a dream. Sadly, that all he will ever be... a dream. X knew I was (IRL) married so he never really pursued me in that way. He claimed to be a churched person and was very much into his religion. Innocent right? We became fast friends. Yes, I will admit there was a flirtation, and a attraction. I won't lie. I knew it was wrong to have these feelings but I kept telling myself it was innocent flirting. We talked on the phone constantly and endless amount of text messages. We lost touch for a year or two then, last year when I got divorced and we sta

=)
Since my other one was deleted... OMFG!! Do we really need to go back to the Drama Queens (and no I'm not talking about the women...*clearing my throat). Men, let me clarify please. Most MEN don't beg for Bling, Pimpouts, and Shitfaces. I always thought it was something to share with your friend or who you wanted to share them with. So why are these "so-called" men getting mad when we (women) don't share are abilities with them? Or get mad because you Bling someone else and they didn't get anything? Really?!? I may be mistaken, but this is a game/social site right? I mean we are here to meet new people, level up and have fun...right? On occasion I may help someone who ask for it, but I mostly use them for friends and family that need leveling or if they are running a special ability. Even if I see a friend that isn't 100% shitfaced, I will buy them drinks until they are. I don't like calling people out, but I'm sure you know who you are. You seem to go to different women asking

Whing Ass Cry Baby
chicks wanna make a nigga look bad ha you got another thing coming if you think you that bad runnin they mouth looking for sympathy from niggas bitch grow the fuck up handle your own business lil cry baby why you ignoring me only reason why is cuz bitch you annoying me yo one thing you dont know bout me is I DONT GIVE A FUCK what you or anyone else gotta say about me tryin to get me set up by ex supposed girlfriends ha you trippin that shit whack the bitch is inher 20's acting like she back in high school with the childish bull crap so yea yo this is my blog my flow what ever you wanna calll it but check this out bitch your like an illegal imagrant in my book you just been deported so fuck you and your littel childish shit you wanna talk about me this is what you fucking get you run your mouth bout me talkin shit believe this will be only the beginning for what ill have in store for you bitch dj papi chulo the one and only all the real chicks get the fuck at me

Likes Em Fun, But Not A Ton
Dear Ninja, Ok first let me start by saying I'm in no way *skinny* and I Do not desire to be I'm confident and content with my apperance my question to you is Is It wrong or does it make me shallow that I personally prefer *Thick* as opposed to *Fat* Woman...And Yes To Me There Is A Difference between FAT and THICK Thanks IcON Icon, It's perfectly fine to like whatever kind of woman you want. And there is, indeed, a difference between fat and thick. Personal attractions are just that, PERSONAL. As long as you're not into animals or minors, you're ok. Someone who is thick has muscle tone in certain areas that make the woman more curvy. But there is a huge difference between curvy and morbidly obese women calling themselves thick. Thick implies a thick layer of muscle between the skin and the bone. When flexed, these muscles appear thick, and are firm to the touch. Fat isn't. And while most women do have some fat in places we'd rather not, when your curves are defined only b

Pumpkin Pie Bites (repost)
I’ve been in a mini-mood lately when it comes to baking and these bite-sized pies met my big craving. They are really, really easy. Let me show ya. Of course, it didn’t hurt that I used ready to roll refrigerated pie crust. It comes two to a box and if you roll each round pie crust a little bit thinner with a rolling pin, you can get 24 mini pumpkin-shaped pie crusts out of them. Make sure you use all the dough scraps and re-roll to maximize quantities. Then, stuff each one in a mini muffin baking pan. This one holds 24. Press the dough down, in and around the edge of each muffin cup. Make sure the stem for the pumpkin stays sticking out. You’ll notice I alternated cups above. I did this mainly to make sure the pie crusts didn’t touch each other. So I ended up baking these in two batches. Fill each pie crust with pumpkin filling all the way to the top.

More Details On The Leveling Up Requirements!
*****FROM BABYJESUS' BLOG***** Hey everyone, just wanted to let you guys know what to expect when we release the revamped fubar leveling system in the next few days. We're hoping to launch it by Friday, but it might come on Monday. * We're going to reduce the amount of points required for all levels. To reach the top level (50) you'll need around 500M points. You currently need 700M to reach level 45, so it'll be easier for everyone. Our goal is to get more people leveling up. * We've removed the road-blocks that really made it really annoying to level up: Fan 25 newbies at level 20, be at exactly 50% buzz at level 22, get referrals at levels 26/28/30, be a VIP at level 35, perform level up action for 15 members at level 42, * Initially choosing an Angel/Demon side will only cost 1M fubucks down from 10M. Changing sides will cost 5M fubucks. * We've reduced the pain on a lot of the existing requirements to level up. For example, the MuMM 500 vote requirement has be

[but How Do You Really Feel About Muscle Strain?]
Look, sometimes you have to play Wii sports for 30 innings of pitching before you get a win... going "pro" on that game is ridonculous. Got sidearm cyborgs pitching junk balls and hitting out of the park homers on 86 mph screwballs meanwhile I'm suffering muscle death and my arm makes a crinkling noise not unlike a stepped on water bottle translation: Wii cheats at baseball. But I am pretty good at it... even if I can't lift my arm to take a drink today. I don't think this is gonna be a "nintendo post" but I have been thinking a lot about video games lately. My limited edition, no longer replaceable 80 gig PS3 is fucking up on PS2 games regularly, so I played some nintendo to sidestep the frustration. Result sore arms. But I did get some cooking in today. Spent $50 on groceries picked up... a boatload of vegetables and... ... that was about it. Man, if people were lookin into my cart today they'd swear I was on a health kick, of course my rinkydink town was out of any

79 Senators Vote To Trash The Constitution: The “war Of Terror” On The Us Grows (repost)
Marti Oakley, Contributing Writer Activist Post If you haven’t received the memo yet, let me update you on your status as it pertains to the Constitution and your civil liberties; you have neither. 79 Senators who snickered as they swore an oath to uphold and defend the Constitution of the United States, voted to render you guilty in advance, with no chance of proving your innocence. The unlawful data mining and collection, the compilation of dossiers on virtually every person in the US, the unwarranted wire-tapping, the rifling through personal records of all kinds for no other reason than to collect information to be used at a later date if the government decides to prosecute you for whatever reasons, was extended. The Patriot Acts were sold to the public as part of the war of terror perpetrated by the Bush administration after the false flag attacks of 9/11. A “War of Terror” is being perpetrated by our own government against its own people and is

Memorial Day
Originally called Decoration Day for those who died in the Civil War. Soldiers are amazing people, we know this but not everyone that is a hero is apart of some military branch. This isnt a blog about changing but just remembering the people who have passed that also gave there life. The mother that died durin child birth. The person that was killed before time and there organs saved another soul. The teachers that have spent there life teaching children to be better people. Giving them hope when all else seems to fail. The Single parents that do whatever they can to make sure even if they go without, the children dont. The grandmother you had that was more of a mother than your own. The grandfather that loved you like a son. The musical talent that inspired you to pick up a guitar. The poet you fell inlove with just by understanding and feeling the words. This blog is for the people who have touched your life, military or not. In memory of my Aunt Judy that passed away 7 years ago. Yo

The Former Buck Cherry Pie Sweet
So as some of you may already know, I'm back! My last profile has been active for over four years now. I have been back on the Fu for about a month now and I have already surpassed my level on my other profile.WOW, how things have changed.... Johnny Devil is still here, FUDADDY, CowgirlXtreme, but I see a lot of new faces. We didn't have Cherry Bombs, or Boomerangs, or anything like that the last time... Happy Hours were $100. We did have Bling, and the FU was always awesome!I am glad to have made some new friends.... I'm glad to e back.. Glad to be back.:) Just wanted to kick it off with a Blog, it's about time. Oh yeah, and I know I'll have some haters, oh to the well.Later!

Stupid Encounter #77 Lmao
11:34pm cajunh...: love you look 11:34pm iC51Ne...: aweee Thank you 11:35pm cajunh...: its true 11:35pm iC51Ne...: What do you like about it? 11:36pm cajunh...: is this a trick question? 11:37pm iC51Ne...: answer it and find out 11:37pm cajunh...: think your pretty, THATS ALL 11:40pm cajunh...: LEARN TO TAKE A COMPLIMENENT FRIEND 11:41pm cajunh...: GUESS YOU THINK THAT WAS A ATTEMPT TO FUCK YOU, LMAO 11:42pm cajunh...: you funking women or so arrogant 11:43pm

Assignment For The Day: Navy Seals
I posted this on my EP account (I Want to Get Pregnant Group). Tell me what you think about it: *** I think this is one of the most wonderful reasons why being a woman is so much fun. You are a nurturer and a cradle of life. I consider motherhood and womanhood as a blessing. My version of feminism is different from the kind of feminism that you will get to read in books, magazines and most of the websites. For me, feminism is not about gender bending. It is about giving the same importance to women and empowering them. It is about empowering the female or the womb power and making women love themselves for who they are. Women can do sports, manage a business, take leadership roles, and excel in fields outside the home. But you can never compare them to men. They are different from them, yet they are equals. Women are the cradles and nurturers of life. Men are designed to protect it.Some people ask, why is there a limited opportunities for women when it comes to some fields like

I Need A Safe Place To Hide
After two & a half quiet years, a man who has literally stalked me has reappeared.. This was a friend, or so I thought, at one time.. A friend of my husband. I babysat his 3 boys for a few months. Shortly after my husband & I split up, I told the freak that I couldnt babysit anymore, that I needed a good paying job for security.. He didnt take it well, at all. He showed up at my home, knocking on the doors & windows at anytime of the day or night. He would park outside my home, blocking my vehicle.. On several occassions, he was in his car passed out at 6 am.. I'd have to call the freakin' cops to get him the fuck out of my driveway. I've had too many coincedences w/ this fucker.. At the hardware store, Walmart, every fucking where I went, I'd see this freak.. Hi, Suzy..Hi, Suzy.. Like I was his fkn friend, after acting like a fkn crazed lunatic... UGH!! Good lord ppl are fkn crazy! So, the last real incident was when I woke up to no water.. Which didnt surprise me, since I always hav

Say10
i hate roses. i can sing with my mouth shut.i still do cartwheels.cold pillows & warm blankets♥ i have truly evil thoughts.i hate beer. i'm half german.i drive way too fucking fast.i suck at math. i don't really like sweets.i hate being called "hun". some people have layers like an onion, i have rings like Saturn.i really am crazy. i have died and been brought back to life.i hate asian food.lazy days♥i love being scared shitless. i collect bullets.i am a nocturnal soul trapped in the sun.i still watch Dukes of Hazzard.my Mama says I have Scarlet O'Hara syndrome.i hate seafood. i keep mentioning food because i'm fucking hungry right now.hot tubs♥my house is "haunted".i am very guarded. i smoke good shit.my hammock♥my biggest dream is to have a bitch cave by the lake with huge windows and a kickass stereo system, complete painting studio, and a brick of weed on hand at all times. Oh, with a black 68 Camaro parked outside with a full tank of gas. yeahhhh.

Burned
Things aren't always what they seem, so guarded is a heart that can not sing. Blinded by those things which are not seen. Broken is the soul kept with in. Haunted by the thoughts and sounds of him. Alone she walks in a world of sin. Judged by the world with there snickers and grins. A scarelet letter which burns so bright. Forever rememinding her of that fairful night. Luts thought was love taken a flight. Shattered reality when he was gone at first light. A scorned lover rises with in looking for a fight. How to heal a soul so badly burned. How to heal a heart so blacked and turnned. How to get revenage on a heart that used tourted raped and abused. Only by living life and forgetting ones sorrow.

Are U Happy Now
"Are You Happy Now?"Now, don’t just walk awayPretending everything’s okAnd you don’t care about meAnd I know there’s just no useWhen all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeahCould you look me in the eye And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhhWould you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Are you happy now? You took all there was to take, And left me with an empty plateAnd you don’t care about it, yeah. And I am givin' up this gameI’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,Could you look me in the eye? And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhhWould you tell it to my face or have I been erased,

This Site
When I first joined this site 2 years ago I was amazed by all the things you could do and by all the wonderful people I met.Back then you could only rate a profile page once a week and people actually took time to talk n get to know each other.Then Fubar decided to change all that and then added more special bling and slowly you could see the site even the people changing.Now you see people almost literally willing to hurt anyone or do anything to get a rank,to have all the newest hottest bling that came out that day. Pretty much seeing people willing to sell themselves and their souls just to be something on a tiny little website.I’ve seen people spending almost $500 a week to rank or have a green or red name while there is people in this country out of work and starving.Just think what that same money would do if donated to a food pantry or shelter and the wonderful feeling you’d have for doing it.Pretty sure it would last longer than it takes for them to come out with

Cajun Sex ..
Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age.After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while.So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Pierre Part.The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy would fan a cow with a big towel that was having any difficulty breeding. This would cool her down and make her relax.So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, and then climax.So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Houma to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested.After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed! They went back to the Vet. The Vet said for Lola to ch

Supermen, Xmen, Spiedrmen And Other Bugs *splash!*
my self preservation instinct turned crimson red but i will tell you what the sneaky guys already know :P situation 1 when you see a girl on the street and your heart goes bOOm bOOm bOOm i want you in my room... dont frekking follow her! honestly dont! it will creep her off and she will put you a sticker "butt rapist DANGER!" in no time. You want to talk to her just stop her on the street say a compliment but please dont say "hey you cute/sexy/hot "she heard it before compliment an element of her clothing say she has gorgeous shoes, earings or beautiful hair color, it can be a bullshit no one cares but for that 5 seconds you have her smile ;p and thats something good ;p situation 2 she is a hottie what to do to drag her attention? now you are in troubles NOT! :P step one out of one! separate her from the the herd of hyenas she came with (so called her BFFs SwEeeTTttt) and make her smile just like in the situation one just make her smile and she will remember you ;] oh important

Edited If You Wear It Enlist
its just amazing to me how others can seem to censor a non nsfw post i find it uncanny that the post i made saturday cant be found unless you go to my main blog lists so heres a repost of it nsfw so it cant be flagged or removed .. if you were offended good ! you should be now imnot mincing words after talking to my son who has freinds who are active duty and he himslef wishes to enlist if you are not enlisted or have a milatray id to prove as such you have no right to wear anything that resembles our men and women who are currenlty serving our country i sure as hell didnt delete this post but some reason didnt even show up as my activity feed hey this is amercia right? what gives you the dam right to wear bdus and fake being in the milatary yet if someone thinks its a disgrace to our active and past servicemen and women and also delete comments on other sites b/c you dont like the truth well now im fired up .. it doesnt matter if this person is thinking of joining or not you

This Is My Blog
This is my blog. There are many others like it, but this one is mine. My blog is my best friend. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life. Without me, my blog is useless. Without my blog, I am useless. I must post my blog true. I must post straighter than my enemy, who is trying to outblog me. I must comment him before he comments me. I will. Before babyjesus I swear this creed: my blog and myself are defenders of Fubar, we are the masters of our enemy, we are the saviors of my life. So be it, until there is no enemy, but peace. Amen.

Motley Fuckin Crue!!!
The Motley Crue/Poison/New York Dolls concert last night ROCKED!!!!! Vince actually came out in a Mavs jersey! Haha!!! They were keeping us updated throughout the game. Tommy brought back his moving drumset! I wanted to ride on Tommy's love rollercoaster :P Take a look... http://youtu.be/0eJYE3OG5sQ There was so much pyro. It was awesome! Poison pretty much rocked too! C.C. looked oh so good! Bret looked amazing for all his surgeries! Pictures to come soon!

Control
It has came to my mind that I am a control freak. Yes. I like being in control of my surroundings. How do I know this? Well, let me explain....................... Flying:: I love it, but I can't stand the fact that my life is in the hands of multipule other people. Not only the pilot, but the air traffic control people. What if one of them is having a bad day? What if they are focused on something else. I'm dead.......... Tattoos:: I love them too. But, even though I may be still, what happens if they sneeze or cough? I have a mistake on my body that is no fault of my own. Oh and is anyone else having issues with blogs? I can't center it or change the color.

Cal
Getting up from her seat, she approaches the man. He sits and continues to look blankly out the window. Looking him over, he seems plain and unassuming. Short reddish blond hair coming to a widows peak, pale skin, almost ashen in color. His eyes are most striking, dark, and (her mind must be playing tricks on her, she tells herself) swirling orbs in a sunken face. He looks as though he has seen hell, and lived to tell about it. She realizes she has no idea how long she has been staring at him. He looks up at her, and in a calm voice, says” I think you better take your seat”. The words chill her to the bone. Shaking visibly she backs up and stumbles back onto the bench seat. She notices his gaze has shifted to the front of the car. She sees his hand tighten into a fist and almost....disappear, no it has been a long day. Up ahead you can hear the turmoil. Gunshots being fired, people yelling. A large creature is in the next car and the people within are fighting for their li

Doctors
So those of you who know me well know that for the past 18 months I have been dealing with severe shoulder and arm pain. For the longest time The doctors thought the problem was in my neck since the mri's showed a bad disc. Countless months were spent pursuing this angle, including physical therapy and medication, all with no progress. Finally, after 3 doctors and one surgeon, not to mention almost having major neck surgery that turns out would have been totally unnecessary, my last doctor finally found the problem in my shoulder not my neck. Turns out I have a nerve impingement in my shoulder as well as a couple bone spurs grinding on things. Finally a light at the end of the tunnel. NOT! The doctor referred me to an orthopedic surgeon once the problem was finally correctly diagnosed. The surgeon agreed to take over my case and the other doctor closed out my file on his end. I was told that when I needed a refill on my medication to call the surgeon and he would take care of i

Police State Amerika (repost)
David GallandCasey ResearchI just had a conversation with constitutional lawyer and monetary expert Dr. Edwin Vieira. I first became acquainted with Dr. Vieira, who holds four degrees from Harvard and has extensive experience arguing cases before the Supreme Court, at our recent Casey Research Summit in Boca Raton, where he spoke on how far off the constitutional rails the nation has traveled. Here is a summary of what he told me… Dr. Vieira and I covered a lot of ground in our lengthy conversation, most of it related to the U.S. monetary system – its history, nature, and likely fate. But in between the details and analysis of how it is that the nation’s fiscal and monetary affairs have deteriorated to the current dismal state – and how the global sovereign debt crisis is likely to be resolved – a couple of deeply concerning truths emerged.Concerning because, taken together, these truths have set the stage for a full-blown police state.The first of these

Onesided Conversation With My Dead Father
You denied the damage you did I called you weeks before you died Knowing somehow that you would die soon Your voice so weak and weary I asked again "Do you have anything to tell me You are clearly going to die soon" You were horrified by my frankness for some reason The death bed confession & sorrow Did not come I beg your spirit then To apologize to me You were a coward and a bully in life Rise to the occasion for once And be a hero in death Either way I will no longer carry this I will treat you like a stranger Because you are

The Sound Of Life.......
The sound of life is sometimes loud and other times barely audible.... My life is uniquely quiet, I live in a vacuum completely void of all life's noise. Some may be thinking how awesome that must be..... Let me assure you it is depressingly mind numbing.... In my own personal vacuum, my world is totally vacant of all laughter, good times, and human connections of any kind. There is no Love, no Touch, no Hug, no Shoulder to Cry on, no Hand to Hold, and no Arms to give you security......it is just me all by myself. I have done my best to live in this life, I have known love or at least what I thought was love. I have given every ounce of Love, Loyalty, Respect, and Kindness, that I could find to another, but it was never enough.... Living in total silence is very lonely and frustrating. I find myself with desires to live loud again, but my Heart is stricken with fear. I truly believe it is time for me to just stay here in the silence and keep the Demon of desire locked up with

How
How do you pretend that you are happy that is over something that is totally tearing you up inside yet you have to *pretend* to be happy or you will push this person "YOUR KID" away? I cant really explain this right now, especially not right now, all I can say is this is tearing me up from the ground up! Yet nothing she is doing is really wrong......ugh I wish I could explain this more :(

Heptagon Shaped Diamond
As I start I see the words deep within my heart. They are already there Always on the walls are messages thatdidn’t make it to the one that they were created for, the windows were closedas was the door. The person you think you know is no better or worse than you, theyfeel weakness and strength then they grow thankful for the red, white, andblue. Battles shall be fought and after thedead and dying will bleed and rot. Fighting will never cease unless there are the unbridled few that stillbelieve in worldly peace. You just can’t preach and teach of the storyto be told, you must venture out among the people to be brave and bold. It isn’t known by many that we are all toblame, it isn’t one side or the other that occupy this game. It has been saidit takes two to Tango, it also takes two to let go. Ready to start a new tried but true world offriends, where the truth and trust never ends. Turn to those you love andreassure them they will be here for the joining of seven continents

[we Could Not Find This Post]
Welp, tomorrow I have to take back what I said, and have to come up with a... polite explanation as to why I don't want to take a physically dangerous job for $2.50 an hour. I'd be less conflicted if I was a bastard, but pretty much everyone I know has reaffirmed that ... this is not a good idea. What the fuck ever? Meanwhile my online "social life" ? If you can call it such continues to deteriorate much like everything else around me. I haven't had the opportunity for a followup confrontation with a forum-goer who went pretty far out of his way to either malign me, misinterpret me, or just troll me. Either way, he's not been seen since, but the owner/operator/moderator of said forum has a stick up his ass, and I was ... somewhat in the line of fire of his /rage. Not something I want to deal with or come down on me since that forum's a good distraction, and of some use to me. His hissyfit was ill timed for me since I had taken about as much infantile fuckery as I

Here We Go!
It was suggested that I take the 30 day music challenge. I will readily admit to seeing friends on facebook posting “day 3, song xx” and not having a clue what they were doing..now I know J I have thought about whether I should be posting songs that demonstrate my depth and breadth of music knowledge/appreciation in order to “wow” folk. However I have decided that I can’t maintain that level of pretentiousness for a whole month! So, I think I will just select songs that pop into my head on that day. The “topics” are pre-determined (by some magical mystical faerie) although having seen the list of the 30 topics I do feel that a few have been missed out..eg best live song, best cover version. I might add these to the end of the challenge J Those of you who have chatted with me will know that I can happily spend an entire night on youtube hopping through the music videos ending up at some random song at 3am in the morning (apologies for t

[with Tamales I'll Kick Your Ass]
So ... one whole day of cooking later, and we have pork tamales. Hot tamales? Possibly. *pops neck* This will seriously take a while. And will likely tax your aresnal, library and techniques. You will need a 2-3 lb pork shoulder roast About a cup of spice mix (and I will SHARE MINE LATER BE PATIENT!!!) About 5 cups of tomato juice One whole onion 1 large or 2 med cloves of garlic 1/2 a jalapeno (more, or a cerano or habanero if your diners are bold) 1 medium jar of diced tomato (or crushed or whole about 2 cups worth) and then you'll need 3 1/2 cups of masa horina 1/2 cup of lard 2-4 cups of liquid (hopefully from preparing the pork) 1 tb of salt 2 1/4 tsp of baking powder and some cornhusks (about 2 dozen should be fine) And yes- that's the portions you use to make Alton Brown's turkey tamale dough. We didn't make turkey tamales... Alright Phase ... -7 I made a pork roast. I about stabbed my mother when she dropped this beautiful pork shoulder into a hot

Browser Update 101
We get questions daily from user's who are having browser issues and blame these problems on fubar. The first thing you should do when you are having trouble with using the site is to assume it is your browser. I could write a book on reason's why and how this happens. To put it in fubaraian terms, browsers fail, browser addons can fail or overide normal browser functions, browsers need updating, browsers need refreshing, user's spy ware can overide functionality, running multiple tabs on a browser, slow connections and the list goes on. Browsers are not hard to understand, but if you think that something you downloaded two months ago is current, then you should read this closely. Browsers upate weekly if not more often. Getting the latest greatest is not always the best choice, but making sure you have a few things updated will help you avoid user error a.k.a browser errors...... The following tips should help you. 1. Dumping your browser history and cleaning your restarting your

Nutella Shots
Posted on June 12, 2011 by theguythatcooks| 4 Comments Who doesn’t love Nutella? Nutella is good with anything and everything; bananas, bread, in crepes, strawberries…. shots?? Yeah shots! Try out this Nutella shot recipe, you won’t be disappointed, it’s delicious! The ingredients and measurements are: * 1 cup ice * ½ cup milk * 2 tablespoons Nutella * 1 shot Baileys * 1 shot vanilla vodka Instructions: Place all the ingredients into a blender and blend until thick and creamy. Pour into shot glasses and enjoy!

Why!!!??!!!!
Why is it that I have spent years being the rock for so many people. Talked so many people down from the ledge, helped people finacially and now, that I am at my lowest; rock bottom I am or feel alone. On July 1 2011 I lose my kids, I lose a roof over my head and I am lost. I have no idea where I will be, how I will survive and the fact of losing my kids is KILLING me...literally. I can only be strong for so long before I will be the one needing talked down from the edge. Hell I am climbing the ladder mentally now. I have met MANY great people on Fubar, many more asshole and whores who's only purpose in life is to hurt other people and break hearts. To all my great friends I LOVE all of you!!! I dont know what my life has instore for me, where it will go or if one day it will be snuffed out like the flame of a candle but those that know me personally; remember the strong me. The Jason who helped you through your tough times. I will keep my folders open for those that want see m

Rules Of The Blues (repost)
Author unkown. (Wish we knew, 'cause it's really funny) 1. Most Blues begin, "Woke up this morning..." 2. "I got a good woman" is a bad way to begin the Blues, unless you stick something nasty in the next line like, "I got a good woman, with the meanest face in town." 3. The Blues is simple. After you get the first line right, repeat it. Then find something that rhymes... sort of: "Got a good woman with the meanest face in town. Yes, I got a good woman with the meanest face in town. Got teeth like Margaret Thatcher, and she weigh 500 pound." 4. The Blues is not about choice. You stuck in a ditch, you stuck in a ditch--ain't no way out. 5. Blues cars: Chevys, Fords, Cadillacs and broken-down trucks. Blues don't travel in Volvos, BMWs,

Check Out Scratchers On Itunes!
If you have a mobile phone, check out Scratchers the latest creation from the team. If you like lottory tickets but hate buying them, this is a super addicting game for your mobile phone. http://itunes.apple.com/us/app/scratchers/id426545070?mt=8&ls=1

Day 3.
Day 3. A song that makes you happy. I have many many many songs that fall into my “happy song” category. However, my choice is a long standing fave and one that never ever fails to lift my spirits. I don’t care if you now think I’m educationally sub-normal, I really like it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8OBlq_svBY I’m off to listen to it right now – I hope you play the game and listen all the way through. Stella

Feels Like It Was Written By My Baby Girl Chassity Aka Rip My Baby Girl
My Dad, he tells a lot of lies. He never did before. But from now until he dies, He'll tell a whole lot more. Ask my dad how he is, And because he cant explain, He will tell a little lie, Because he cant explain the pain. Ask My Dad how he is, He'll say "I'm alright." If that's the truth please tell me, Why does he cry each night? Ask My Dad how he is. "I’m fine. I’m well. I’m coping" For God’s sake Dad, just tell the truth. Tell them your heart is broken. He’ll love me all his life, I loved him all of mine. But if you ask him how he is, He’ll lie and say he’s fine. I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug him from here. If he lies to you don’t listen Just hug him and hold him near. On the day we meet again, We’ll smile and I’ll be bold. I’ll say, "you’re lucky to get in here, Dad, With all the lies you’ve told!"

Dancing Embers
Where once there was nothing but embers, along came a man who blew on them till a spark ignited, and he sat by the little spark n tended to it till there was a brilliant flame. Then one day, a cold cruel wind came rushing by, and blew the beautiful flame out. The man now cold and tired, notice a second spark and fanned it till it burnt bright. Looking back, he saw the smouldering remains of his old friend, and remembered how it use to burn, keeping him warm and cosy. He decided to see if he could still keep the little spark alive. Alternating between the two, he slowly realise he could truly only tend to one properly, and abandoned his old friend. From the nook of his new cosy corner, he watched on as the little spark slowly died out... returning to the embers it used to be. Only this time, the embers slowly turned to ash, reduced to nothing more then a faded memory, without the care of its old friend. ~S.A.P~

Day 5.
Day 5. A song that reminds you of someone. This one goes back a bit to my late teens/early 20’s when I used to wear ripped jean shorts and DM’s with honey blonde hair that went past my waist (I have pics somewhere…I need to post them for a laugh!). Those days were filled with lots of music gigs..week in week out back to back – lots of trips up and down the motorway to Wolves civic hall. The guy responsible for it all was Tetley (hi hon x) and when I hear this band/song I’m instantly reminded of those days squashed in with hundreds of others, jumping when they jumped, us both coming out of the venue completely deaf having had a great night. I’ve seen this band a number of times and although they have changed their line up and had a rough patch in the middle of their career they are still out and about today – playing Download festival in 2010. They formed in late 89 (the lead singer previously being in the Quireboys) and the tickets I can

Day 2
Ok this is a weird thought but feel free to add yours below! Songs you hated then grew to love..... For me Queen's Bohemian Rgapsody was the the epitomy of this. When I was maybe 10 I hated it! Now I know its one of my favourite songs of all time http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2omuoO_hIbQ This live version is preferble to the music video though

A Very Special Fathers' Day Poem
On this Father's Day, I honor you, Satan. I thank you for being in my life, guiding me, teaching me, comforting and loving me.You were with me when I was a child, and as I grew, you revealed yourself. I will never forget that day when I first felt your presence, and when everyone else was scared, I looked in awe.Then when I felt your power in my own body, I could contain myself no longer. You waited until I was old enough to lead. Showed me to believe in you and to follow in your footsteps.Then guided me throughout the toughest years in life, showing me I was your child. Your strength gave me the courage to keep fighting.Your will made me go on. When I was alone, I never really was, for you were with me.You taught me about you and about myself, so I would understand. Yet I left you behind, and you let me go so I could live on my own and learn new things.When it was time to come back, you called to me once more. I have put you through some tough times, this I know.But like a Fath

My Angel
The way your blue eyes sparkle that perfect little smile the way you blush when you look my way it all amazes me making me feel like a child meeting santa your fingers wrapped around mine my arms around you the look in your eyes before we kiss melts me from the inside like an ice cube on a roaring fire when you lounge in your sweats the way you get all dolled up you are always beautiful to me of all the things you say or do one thing will always stand out to me the fact that you are the one who holds my heart and it amazes me everyday that i am yours the love we share sends me to heaven with only the mention of your name

Pain
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."

What's Going On So Far.....
Hello all, no I am not Aaron (Jesus666) I am his friend that has been writing him. He has asked me to write a blog here and there letting everyone know what's been going on. Aaron's been talking to a lawyer for a bit now that might get him out early hopefully. So far It might be 2 different months that they might release him. The lawyer has told the judge that he shouldn't of got that big of a sentence (which Is true) they went way to hard on him. So he might be out this Jan 2012 or May 2012!!!! When I know more Info I'll let everyone know but In the mean time everyone should write him. He said to offer advise or even just send him a letter here or there. Honestly he's not asking for much and If you're his friend you can do It. The address Is Aaron Young - S02751 6665 Route 146 East, Vienna, IL, 62995 There the addy Is right In front of everyone! Write! Write!!!!!!!!!!!

To All My Friends
TO ALL MY FRIENDS... ID LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING HERE FOR ME IN ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT MONTHS OF MY LIFE. LOSING SOMEONE U LOVE IS NEVER AN EASY THING FOR ANYONE BUT LOSING TWO IN LESS THEN TWO WEEKS WAS DEVISTATING FOR ME . YOU ALL HELPED ME TREMENDOUSLY SO I THANK YOU FOR THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND IF YOU ALL EVER NEED ANYTHING U COME SEE ME CAUSE IM HERE FOR YOU ALL. DARK WOLF AND STUMP ..YOU TWO WERE MY ROCKS SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING THERE EVERY STEP OF THE WAY ,,ON HERE AND ON MY PHONE ! MUCHLOVE TO YOU ALL

92 Truths
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. NAME: Katie AGE : 28 :P BIRTHDATE: June 19, 1976 FULL NAME: Katherine Lynn WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = Coke 2. last phone call = cable people 3. last text message = none 4. last song you listened to = Divinity...Lay in bed you've made 5. last time you cried = Saturday HAVE YOU EVER 6. dated someone twice = No 7. been cheated on = No 8. kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. lost someone special = Yes. 11. been drunk and threw up = Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Black 13. Red. 14. Green LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = Yes. 16. Fallen out of love = what is love exactly? 17. Laughed until you cried = IDK it was last year... 18. Met someone who changed you = yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = everday 20. Found out someone was talking ab

Conversation With My 8 Year Old Son
I do not remember how the conversation came up but this is the conversation that went on during the drive to Blockbuster last night... Son: I did not kiss a girl Daughter: What about Macy Son: Nooooo Mom: What about Bethany Son: I do not like her Mom: what about Olivia Son: I do not want to kiss her Daughter: why not Son: She is black Mom: So? Son: she will taste different I cried from laughing so hard... Fucking kids...u have to love them...

Funny Thing Son Said, Then I Went Off Topic Complaining
so my son's teacher emailed me to tell me that my son said " sometimes when my mom is too tired after work, she just makes us macaroni and cheese with cat food in it" and the teacher put LOL. I told the teacher it was spam!! the teacher replied said ..."I know what he was talking about, this is NYC" lol I tell ya...now a days things can get blown out of proportion lol...imagine if CPS knocked on my door to see if i was feeding my kids cat food lol...I am a single mom of 3 and it is not easy!!! I do not qualify nor do i want assistance of any kind, I work my butt off and every cent I make is for them. Living in the city aint cheap...AT ALL....you know what sucks even more? is the after school program...they could stay until 5:30 but I dont qualify it is only for low income families. HELLO - if they are a couple and only 1 is working why cant the one that isnt working get their kid from school on time??? I think that single working moms should get a chance for that!! cause i have to pay

The Angels
the angels of flight hold on to wht left of there sword as they fly around looking 4 more kill, like swolled voltrers..they keep come as they wait 4 another life form to craw out from the crack..and snap wht has been left of there sqeeling soul..

Hold Me Close
Hold Me Close Hold me closely Tenderly hold me closely for a long time until our breathing has become united and in sync... say no words to me let your warmth and your strength caress me engulf me envelop me into the very center of your soul where i find saftey peace happiness and hope... that you will always be the one to hold me close and shower me with love forever........ ~Ragdoll~

An Encounter
I drive over to your house. I wonder we will do when I get there. I feel like I have been on the road for hours but it’s been only minutes. I come slowly down your road and park the car. I stare at the house for second, feelings of nervousness run throughout my body. I step out of the car and walk to the front door. I knock on the door and you answer. The look of happiness on your face as you see me puts me at ease. As I walk into the house you stop me and give me a hug. Your arms around me, I felt warm and secure. We go and sit down on the couch and talk for awhile. We discuss nothing and everything. The laughter is so easy and the flirting is what we do best. The tension in the air gets so thick. Like the humidity in the air right before a down pour. We constantly stare at each other. We can’t seem to stare any where else. We both know what’s going to happen but when are we is the question. Every once and awhile you touch my arm, leg

Fear
Are you scared of the dark Are you afraid they’ll break your heart Are you afraid you’ll lose yourself Are you afraid of your own health Are you scared to lose Are you afraid to choose Are you afraid you’ll win Are you scared of your own sin Are you scared to forgive Are you afraid to live Are you afraid to die Do you think you told a lie To live When you think you’re dying To laugh When you feel like crying To stand When you think you’re gonna fall It’s just fear after all It’s only fear after all Are you afraid you’ll be alone Are you scared to pick up the phone Are you scared of the past Do you think that you might crash Do you think you’re in too deep Are you afraid to sleep Are you scared there’s no stability Are you afraid of your own fragility To mend When you’re think you’re breaking To strength When you know you’re shaking To pray When your back’s against the wall It’s only fear after all

In Summery
my nights events... started at the local pub the owners kid dragged me over to a place called dirty jims because we were supposed to take shots with a bachlorette party(even though i won't drink) it went from there to their stretch limo hummer thing to another club where a girl i actually made dinner for a few months back was hitting on me.... from there we took a short bus back to the pub and then i had a girl i've known for 10 years tried to hook up in a threesome with me and this other girl... which... it's been awhile since i've gotten laid(longer than i'll admit to)so it was almost tempting... but her on again off again boyfriend of 10 years showed up and kinda made her leave... in all it almost sounds like i had a good time... but let me say this i was sober... babysitting drunk bitches all night... hanging out with a male stripper... his asshole drug addict friend and some random soon to be married women(the bachlorette party) really all i got out of that night was a fucking he

New Drinking Game?
I was thinking (uh-oh!) while I trolled the mumms today. A new drinking game, where we take a shot every time a mummer changes their status to talk about how rude people are after they post their drivel. Could maybe even tie it in with a mummer's lounge so we can send a round of drinks whenever it happens :P Who's with me? ;)

12 Major Issues The Mainstream Media Is Playing Down Or Ignoring Altogether (repost)
As the mainstream media continues to be obsessed with Anthony Weiner and his bizarre adventures on Twitter, much more serious events are happening around the world that are getting very little attention. In America today, if the mainstream media does not cover something it is almost as if it never happened. Right now, the worst nuclear disaster in human history continues to unfold in Japan , U.S. nuclear facilities are being threatened by flood waters, the U.S. military is bombing Yemen, gigantic cracks in the earth are appearing all over the globe and the largest wildfire in Arizona history is causing immense devastation. But Anthony Weiner, Bristol Palin and Miss USA are what the mainstream media want to tell us about and most Americans are buying it. In times like these, it is more important than ever to think for ourselves. The corporate-owned mainstream media is not interested in looking out for us. Rather, they are going to tell us whatever fits

Things I Find Interesting!!!
So lately I am personally getting a kick out of the peeps on this site that say they hate drama, but are the cause of it..lmao.... And fuck doesn't anyone ever read a damn fuckin profile anymore...You might find out if the person is married, or weather they are gay or striaght I mean fuck....Now seriously, y even have anything written there anymore if no one is gonna read it! I dunno how many times i have had to direct peeps to read my profile to get a fuckin clue...IDC if you want to fuckin due me...I don't fuckin care if you think i have great breast...I mean honestly this is an adult site yes, but just because peeps are on here doesnt mean we what to get fucked...I know personaly a few that are just lookin to chat or make a few friends. How about those that say they don't need to prove who they are....the i don't do salutes....hey i bet i could make a fake ass profile and place a hot ass dude or chick up there too and get all the screaming attention idc for either....lol... I me

We Don't Need No Stinkin' E-mail!
E-mail guy (EG): The guy we hired to setup our new e-mail system, basically because we had no other options. I wanted to fire him after 2 weeks, we just never could find anyone more qualified (which is quite scary!) Yours Truly (YT): Uhhh, that would be me. AKA the guy that EG has a man crush on, and the one that EG turns to whenever he has a problem that he can't solve (which so far has been just about all of them.) Thursday EG: Hey, buddy, I'm ready to start sending mail through the new spam filter.YT: No, don't do that EG. I am not finished configuring it. It is not ready.EG: Oh, ok buddy. Just let me know when you are Saturday EG comes into the office to move mailboxes to the new e-mail servers. He finished early and has nothing else to do, so he tries to create work for himself. EG sends out an e-mail to the team:EG: I just wanted to give everybody a status update on the new e-mail servers. I finished moving the mailboxes early. I went ahead and configure the

The Real Reason Wolf Is An Insomniac.
Typical criticism from others: "You know, if you stay up late tonight, it will just be harder on you in the morning. You should go to bed at a reasonable hour. Why can't you keep a normal schedule?" The response never said: "Maybe, but I like it that way. I like the numbness that comes with being exhausted, the oblivion, and the quiet chaos that exists only in my own mind. Everyone else's problems are suddenly the farthest from my own, because I have things in my own life to deal with as well. If I am tired, I have a qualified excuse to keep to myself at home, to turn off the ringer and not answer my cell phone, to evade the constant problems, drama and bullshit associated with other human beings that, most of the time, do not concern me anyway. Sometimes, I do not even need to try to block things out, the exhaustion does it for me. ...And I like that."

Recollection Of A Fight
This was something I had written once when asked "What does it feel like to be a fighter?" Since I am (for the most part), retired from actively fighting, I thought I would publish it here. I hope you enjoy the read as you gain a rare look through my eyes inside a fight. Critics have called it a “blood-sport” and “human cock-fighting”. However, Mixed Martial Arts remains not only a test of skill and endurance, but an essential part of human character-building and quest for the ultimate in physical excellence. The mixture of intense pain and pleasure felt through pushing yourself cannot be duplicated or rationalized, it can only be lived. Further, the emotions and feelings experienced during an MMA fight far exceed any other form of competition I have ever known. As my fatigued body slumped backwards against the cage wall, the cold rubber-coated fencing only gives slightly against my weight. The cold and clammy steel is a welcome feelin

I Am Only Human.
Through the inconspicuous shield that outlines me, is a being entirely capable of compassion, understanding, and trust.This shield, which each of us carry, can be used as an armament, or mark of individuality, depending on one's intentions.Though my own shield is seemingly impenetrable, it is anything but...and try as I might, I cannot ward off everything that is said, or done.Only through the ignorant and callous things that are, at times, directed towards me, can I develop a tolerance and strengthen my shield. I can only allow so much before I break or before someone breaks me.I do not expect kindness from everyone, nor do I expect myself to give it.I do not let many people inside of my own shield, and those who I do let it, know that I am not as strong as I may seem from the outside.The truth these people show me, guides me. I look to them for honesty and fidelity, which they never fail to give.If it weren't for them, my shield would be almost completely degraded.I lack strong

To The Bug That Crushed The Possum
To the bug that crushed the possum: Am writing to a certain person here on this site and if u know my story and know me well then u will know of whom I speak of but I want to thank her for leavening me when I was at my worst and need you to stand my me the most I also want to thank her for taking all my belongings and lied to me at the same time I hope u are happy with the hypocrites u have in your family and livening the the dead beat town u live in for u and I both know u are not going to do anything with your life besides being a hypercondact and play with peoples heart I was I would also like to thank whoever it was in your family that made the account on collarme .com for I can’t remove it for I don’t have the account password and would ask that you find out who put it there and remove it asap would like that very much (for we all know your mom did not like me much) u hope u have fun without me in your life and I hope u find lots of carpets to munch on because apparently the dic

Not The Gallbladder But...
Turns out it was my liver giving me fits last weekend. Doc says it means lots of dietary and lifestyle changes. Gotta cut way back or eliminate totally all dairy, fried foods, processed meats, and even alcohol (though I only drink a beer once a month or so maybe). Lots of grilled chicken and salads and turkey burgers now. Bleh. Beats the alternative I guess...

Should The U.s. Arm The Libyan Rebels?
It's kinda like that same old song -- a cruel dictator clings to power and President Obama is criticized for being "slow to act." he did say Libya's Moammar Gadhafi must go. But, it wasn't fast enough -- or strong enough -- even though some say he's treading carefully because there are still Americans in Libya. That's not stopping Senators John McCain and Joe Lieberman. Lieberman told CNN he understands why the Obama Administration waited, but now "we ought to provide (the Libyan rebels) with arms." McCain said the President should impose a "no-fly zone" over Libya -- so Libyan pilots can't attack their own people. "Get tough," McCain said. "I understand the safety of American citizens is our highest priority. It is not our only priority." Both senators stopped short of saying U.S. troops ought to be used to help topple Gadhafi. Tough choice -- because who really knows who's leading the opposition in libya? Former CIA officer Jamie Smith says there's "no

My Mom
My mother passed away on June 28th 2011. It was sudden and most definitely not expected. I'm angry, hurt and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I wrote this tonight for her. I'm not worried about the flow. This is what I'm feeling, and the best way I could express it. MOM Lord knows how you made me crazy. Frustrated me to no end. The thing was though. I never questioned you were my best friend. Walked beside me and held my hand. Always supported me Loved me with everything you had. Showed me that I was worthy. Now I can't pick up the phone Dial your number and hear your voice. For you have left me here Without a word or a choice. I can usually find the words For a story or a book. But to tell you how I love you I only needed to give you a look. Now I can't see your face Or put my arms around you. Nothing makes sense to me I do not have a clue. Where do I go from here? How do I go on? Mom, I miss you so much I can't accept that you'r

To My Friends.. All Friends
to my friends... a friend of mine made me a nsfw salute of her with my name on a paper on her chest.... my friends list is acting up and i cant find you to get my pic again i accidentally deleted it .. if ur are the one who did that message me so we can reconnect plz.... and on a side note if anyone wants to make me one like that of them id be more than happy to accept it lol

Break Time!
My internet has been out for a couple days due to storms and I've had to find other things to occupy my time besides the net and fu.. I actually enjoyed my "fu break" and have decided to try to go through "fu-rehab" and take a couple days or more away from here.

Block Lists Cleared?
noticed that my block list had been cleared. thought I'd done so myself and not remembered, went and checked up on some people who had me blocked, and noticed that one didn't have me blocked anymore; assumed she'd unblocked me, and thanked her. then noticed two more no longer did- 3 is a pattern. Friends may want to rebuild their lists (and no, I have no intention of abusing this, now that I realize what it is- etc. Stash ratings has always been another matter ;) )

Note To My True Friends.
Note to my true and cherished friends. My deepest apologies for not being as attentive as I should be. My personal life is filled with "horse shit" as I like to call it. I am going through so much...mentally, emotionally and physically. No, I am not ill...except for peri menopause. AKA pre mental pause and it is kicking my ass (my emotions anyway). That, along with family crisis upon crisis upon crisis has my mind in a constant state of WTF?!!!! I do withdraw from friends. It may be wrong but it is how I am and how I have always been. It isn't intentional it's just that sometimes I can not be social. It is certainly not by choice it is unfortunately a part of my personality, I guess. My truest friends accept that part of me and will be around when I am of sound mind and body. To those friends that love me no matter what....I offer you my undying love and devotion. I am truly grateful and honored to have precious friends that love me unconditionally. I love you all ve

My Daughter's First Paid Video Gig
Just a bit of bragging: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNfSCl9Jjvs She was contacted because of her video posted on YouTube and the production company bought the rights to use her video in their ad. I have to laugh. She and her friends do a lot of videos and post them on YouTube. That it actually paid pretty well is fun.

Law That Will Save The Lives Of Thousands Of Children
http://www.change.org/petitions/create-caylees-law follow this link and sign the petition this law really needs to go into affect, if it doesn't, then thousands of children will suffer, because of someone not reporting them missing. plz help get this law passed

A Tazer As A Gift
Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked myinterest.. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for alittle something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long termadverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat tosafety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... Iloaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.. Nothing!I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button andpressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arc ofelectricity darting back and forth between the prongs.AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spotis on the face of her mic

Sometimes We Need It =)
What would be your ideal romantic setting? What would you take the time to plan and create for that someone special? I've done a couple of things with past relationships, as I specified 1 or 2 in the A-Z portion. One particular time, I asked my man to meet me at this 5 star hotel at a specific time. I set it up where there were flowers and candles EVERYWHERE. I set out a plate of appetizers and wine along with a note. I wasn't there yet, but I'm sure he was looking for me (even though he said he wasn't). I arrived about 30 mins after I asked him to be there. I had on nothing but a lace nightie, trench and heels (I was sooo scared I would get pulled over while I was driving there lol. But I made it there without incident.). Anyway...long story short we enjoyed the night and morning. Even though we had to snap back to reality, it was VERY fun while it lasted. Now, I told my story...what is your experience?

Struck With A Thought.
I've noticed here lately a refreshing little trend going on; people being themselves. I've always been the kind that likes seeing people the way they really are, and not all 'dolled up.' Yeah, getting dressed up and doing the makeup is nice once in a while, and has it's place in 'normal' society, but that's not what I personally really like to see. My 2-cents: just about anyone can look phenominal with makeup and a good outfit, but for a woman to be truely beautiful, she needs to show the confidence and courage to just be who she is. Kudos to those of you that do this. It's when you do this that makes me, for one, stop and take a second look. You are the ones that are truely amazing!

This Bish Is... Wow Loss For Words
(CNN) -- A Southern California woman was in jail Wednesday after allegedly drugging her husband, cutting off his penis, throwing it into the garbage disposal and turning it on, Orange County police said. Catherine Kieu Becker put a drug or poison in her husband's dinner Monday evening to make him sleepy, according to the initial police investigation. "The victim went to lie down and he woke up tied to the bed with his wife tugging his clothes off," police said. "The suspect grabbed the victim's penis and cut it off." Becker told police he "deserved it" when they arrived at the scene after she called 911, the police report said. The couple is going through a divorce. Becker, 48, was arrested for aggravated mayhem, false imprisonment, assault with a deadly weapon, administering a drug with intent to commit a felony, poisoning, and spousal abuse. She was booked into the Orange County Jail. The 51-year-old victim, who hasn't been identified because he is an alleged victim of spousal a

Fubar
Just in need of a little venting I suppose... The general reason for this rant is simple...Fubar is a number of things to a number of people but all in all it is in reality the same thing all around...It's a Fake Bar...We'll start with that word Fake...when I think of the word many things come to mind...those little fruit centerpieces that people have on their table in the summer...shit looks all around real but in all actuality it's plastic...whatever you do, don't try and feed the kids grapes from those centerpieces...it can get messy. Another thing that pops to mind when I think of Fake would be my wedding vows from back in the day...can't get more out there than hearing me say "I promise to love honor and OBEY" anyone...I think I should have re worded that situation...may have gone better. But I digress. There are any number of people on das Fu, everyone has come across most types...There's the beggars, the liars, the cheats, the whores, the pimps, the adulterers, the sinful, lu

Boredom
Give me something to do, people! Fucking with these people gets boring too quickly. toy: hey sexy 5:13pm toy: wanna watch me cum 5:13pm toy: ? 5:14pm Suga Lips: Oh yes. What's your address? 5:15pm toy: im on skype right now 5:15pm toy: got skype? 5:16pm Suga Lips: Oh I wanted to go to your house. 5:16pm toy: where do u live? 5:16pm Suga Lips: Wherever you want me to live. 5:16pm toy: u can come 5:16pm toy: lol 5:16pm toy: which state r u in 5:17pm Suga Lips: The state of confusion. 5:17pm toy: lmao 5:17pm toy: i can bang u back 2 your senses

Poorly Named Thing Of The Day (repost)
Posted by: Carly Hallam | January 18, 2011 at 5:00pm You're being immature. It's from the Bible. Isn't anything sacred these days? Get your mind out of the gutter. What is this? An Abercrombie & Fitch shirt from the year 2000? Grow up already. Have you guys heard of the Ram In The Bush Daycare Center? Because that also exists. Sign your child up today! [via FailBlog] Catch all-new episodes of Tosh.0 Tuesdays at 10/9c on Comedy Central!

Super Funny!
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work.Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, ' Dark in here.' The man says, 'Yes, it is.' The Boy says: 'I have a baseball..' Man: 'That's nice' Boy: 'Want to buy it?' Man: 'No, thanks.'

They Will Never Have A Girlfriend (repost)
It all started with this image by Reddit user hannahisapalindrome. I guess she likes her some Joseph Gordon-Levitt. It quickly achieved meme status, with people all over the interwebs contributing their versions. Here are some of the best! George Clooney Pete Wentz (via He Will Never Have A Girlfriend) Michael Jackson (via Urlesque) Jared Leto (via He Will Never Have A Girlfriend) Tiger (via Reddit user hpymondays) Neil Patrick Harris (via Buzzfeed) Megan Fox (via boombapbeatnik) Daniel Radcliffe (via He Will Never Have A Girlfriend) Adam Lambert (via He Will Never Have A Girlfriend) Geoffrey Arend (via Reddit user TZA) Jake Gyllenhaal (via

Colorado Woman Flips The Script And Molexts Tsa Agent (repost)
Colorado Woman Flips the Script and Molests TSA Agent Kwame Opam —61-year-old Yukari Mihamae was flying home to Colorado on Thursday. She walks through Terminal 4 at Arizona's Sky Harbor Airport, and, as expected, is faced with the TSA. But its Mihamae that did the groping this time. According to the Daily Mail: Police said she is accused of grabbing the agent's 'left breast through her clothing and squeezing and twisting it with both hands without the victim's permission'. From the way it sounds, Mihamae minced no words about whether or not she squeezed that breast when the police came for her. Oh yeah, she did it. And after resisting arrest, she was taken into custody and brought to Maricopa County Jail. She's now up on felony charges for sexual abuse. It's not clear why Mihamae groped the TSA agent. But, if I had to guess, she probably asked "How would you feel if I did this to you?" during her screening. All's fair in love and war?

Indiana Schools No Longer Required To Teach Cursive
Indiana Schools No Longer Required To Teach Cursive Is the keyboard completely replacing the pen? Indiana school officials have announced that students will no longer be required to learn cursive writing, effective this fall. In a memo to schools in April, state officials said schools can still teach cursive as independent school protocol, but students will be expected to be proficient in using the keyboard, The Tribune-Starreports. District and school officials didn't find the announcement particularly surprising. From the Associated Press: "The skill of handwriting is a dying art," [said East Allen County Schools Superintendent Karyle Green]. "Everything isn't handwritten anymore." The Tribune-Star also reports that parents are worried about children knowing how to sign their names. The SAT and Advanced Placement exams also currently require handwritten essays. Quick Poll Should schools still teach cursive? YES NO I dare say, though, coul

My News Sources
I do not have broadcast television and I do not read the local newspaper. I get my news online for the past 3 years. I think I'm more informed than most and that is a scary thought. Reminds me of the Matrix universe. Many are plugged into the system and they are part of the system and they will do anything to protect it... Anyways, here's the list. http://21stcenturywire.com/http://www.activistpost.com/http://www.prisonplanet.com/http://www.allgov.com/Homehttp://www.americanfreepress.net/http://hosted2.ap.org/APDefault/http://beforeitsnews.com/http://www.blacklistednews.com/http://canadafreepress.com/http://www.addictinginfo.org/category/news/http://www.dailykos.com/http://deadlinelive.info/http://www.debka.com/#http://www.disinfo.com/http://www.economicpolicyjournal.com/http://endthelie.com/#axzz1QbVGKpk7http://current.com/shows/countdown/http://www.tuberose.com/ForbiddenNews.html

The Five Stages Of Drunkenness (repost)
THE FIVE STAGES OF DRUNKENNESSStage #1 -- SmartThis is when you suddenly become an expert on every subject. You know all and greatly wish to express this knowledge to anyone who will listen. At this stage you are also always right. And of course the person you are talking with is very wrong. You will talk for hours trying to convince someone that you are right. This makes for an interesting argument when both parties are "smart". Two people talking, in fact, arguing about a subject neither one really knows anything about, but are convinced that they are they complete authority on the subject makes for great entertainment for those get the opportunity to listen in.Stage #2 -- Handsome/PrettyThis is when you are convinced that you are the best looking person in the entire room and everyone is looking at you. You begin to wink at perfect strangers and ask them to dance because of course they had been admiring you the whole evening. You are the center of attention, and all eyes are d

Never Say I Love You..
Never say I love you..if you really don't careNever talk about feelings..if they aren't really thereNever hold my hand.. if you're going to break my heartNever say you're going to..if you don't plan to startNever look me into my eyes..if all you do is lieNever say hello..if you really mean goodbyeIf you really mean forever..then please say you'll tryNever say forever..'cuz forever makes me cry

My Second Passion.
From time to time, I get a little blah about Fubar. It is at this time that I take a break from here. Recently I joined a site called Second Life. It's like the Sims but more complicated. If you want to add me on there, go for it. I am always looking to make new friends. I am Siouxweety on there. Hope to see some of you soon. :D

Sometimes...
…soft, warm, floating. …clouds are mountains in the sky. …eyes close to the world. …little amoebas dance before my eyes. …deeper into the black. …feeling her touch my skin. …lips on mine. …breath on my neck as she rests on my chest. …her smell arouses me. …sliding inside. …slow, quiet, breath, kiss, touch. …skin on skin, touching as much as possible. …arms wrapped tightly. …anticipation, desire, purely physical. …filling her, over and over, as all of her skin trembles. …holding, kissing, hearts slow in time. …she moves away, fingers lingering slightly. …she asks, “Do I look alright?” …I reply, singing, “You look wonderful tonight.” …she knows, she smiles, that smile, and fades. …sometimes… …I wish I could live inside my head.

Taking Another Step..
The heart inside begins to truly beat... slowly at first then a little faster... the scars seemed to have healed... I turn the bolt.. I put the key in the lock and turn it... the heart begins to be faster.. wanting to be let out.. fear and joy at struggle inside me... feelings.. true emotions flood me for the first time since the devastation... I stand before the door.. my hand on the handle of the newly unlocked door... both wanting to open it and wanting to relock it.. the heart beats strong and fast... begging to be let out... do I dare?

Virginia Divorce Laws........such Bullshit!
DIVORCE: Fault and No-Fault Divorce is the ending of a marriage ordered by a court. In Virginia. No-Fault grounds for divorce: No-Fault: (1) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 1 year; or (2) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 6 months if there are no minor children and the spouses have entered into a separation agreement. [Code of Virginia; Title 20, Section 20-91]. Back to Top Grounds: Fault Divorce There are three principal players involved in your marriage that will also be involved in your divorce: you, your spouse, and the Commonwealth. You cannot simply break up, saddle your charger, and ride off into the sunset. Among other legal considerations, you have to give the Commonwealth an acceptable reason why you should be allowed to break up. The reason is known as the ground for your divorce. Over the years each state has enacted legislation that governs acceptable grounds. Grounds for Divorce in Virginia are: (1) Adultery; or for sodomy

Bored
Hello all!! y'all must think am crazy on here!! I know that i am not perfect by all means, but i have to get this out... For a whole day now I sit and wonder if I go into a lounge and just park and fall back asleep is that a reason to be ban from a lounge... I know my answer is no, but i think the person that ban me knows i might have horn in on a relationship they had with a member of fubar, and now is out for blood.. So i think if my taughts turn out to be right, i will post this cause i have a name for myself it appears!! Ladies of Fubar you got to know how to keep a man happy and please in every sort of way... If he out looking for someone else then you as a Lady not doing the job right!! see i am to a point i just dont care no more, the drama queen in me is in full swing, so bring it... But I know that my true friends will understand this... The special person in my life does not exist on fubar, just because y'all think he does.. Fubar is the place we got to be friends, but he exi

Sidewalk Stains
I say the end is drawing near And all you fuckers say is prove it But truth is you're too scared to get ensnared by a movement Force fed on media controlled, single serving portions like a dummy If you chewed on the real shit it'd rot a hole through your growing tummy The truth is really out there But you're too scared to find it And when that train leaves the station You'll be the one in tears behind it The engineers engineered fear and laid down the tracks Now all you gotta do is find the clues and chart the facts But that involves real thinking And who's got time for that? You're all glued to the tube eatin' chips and getting fat While they steal the world from under your feet Beneath the streets the pipelines deepen The real enemies in this war wear suits and attack us while we're sleeping So wake the fuck up! Open your eyes to the evils Resonating bullshit lies like church bells ringing death tones from the steeples Religion was the platform

Just Random Thoughts
I used to blog alot on yahoo when they had 360. This is something that i had funny doing and enjoyed... FUBAR is an interesting site to be on...Leveling is highly addictive to complete the levels and how and who helps also is something worthwhile to view. This is my second page and have been on here technically since 2005 when it was Cherry Tap. I remember when they used to have weeds to give to people..lol! Moving on, I've met alot of people on here off and on. Some have been great friends while others, unfortunately I must say, I wish I never did. Life's experiences I guess. Teaches you what some individuals will do to play a game and how some will use someone for anything they can get out of you. Don't get me wrong, I am too blame if you do want to lay it on someone since I have believed people and what they have said. I've had one person tell me she had no grocery money if i would send her money to feed her kids. I did. I had another individual ask me to send him gas money to ge

Support Lounge
You know, when it comes to the ways of Fubar and how shit works here, I am not stupid or ignorant. I just happen to be, it seems, one of very few people that realize this website is supposed to be for fun and games, not the begging bullshit all the time, and shitty ways people try to get what they want. I may not be highly ranked here when compared to time spent, but that's by my own choosing. Occasionally I will peek at the broadcasts, because some of my friends do them at times, and I enjoy talking with them that way. I can always pop in to see Manda Murderface kicking someone out for a comment, I'll put the same one and she laughs at me. She's my friend, that's what this shit is supposed to be about. Last night, I look real quick and see one broadcast with 184 viewers within about 2 minutes. I go in to see what it is, and it's a rather haggard looking couple, basically beginning their ascent into porn for the night. As usual, you see the typical comments from guys asking or tellin

The Final Stroke Of My Damnation
There are those who hate people who do them wrong. They wish undescribable torments and horrors visited upon their enemies. There are those who pray for the death of those they loath. I am NOT among them.... ...My curse is far worse than that. "May thy every day be as the last. May thee experience no new things. See no new sights. Love no new loves. May every waking moment in the remaining time of thy existence become tedious and dull. May the light of life be driven from thy heart and thy soul wither in mediocrity. May no songs be sung, nor stories told of thy exploits. May thy life be without meaning or cause. And when thee have gone, may no one remember thy name or thy life. Thy curse is not death. Death is a blessing. Thy curse is to never have lived at all. With every ounce of my wrath I do curse thee with non-existence."

Questions From Disoriented Christians (repost)
When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord – Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them? I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her? I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness – Lev.15:19- 24. The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense. Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can’t I own Canadians? I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself? A friend of mine

In Silence
If I follow my heart and it shatters, shards of emotion strewn about carelessly as if its owner fell short of protecting its worth, would you look upon it as such? If I stumble in my time of despair, blinded by my season of darkened skies, would you carry me and set light to the path I was meant to take? If I called you hero, for all the compassion you have given me, would you know its value or has this title become so cliché that you wouldn’t feel the depth of its meaning? If I searched for the one word that would make you understand just how much you mean to me, would you wait patiently, by my side until the word could be spoken? If I failed to speak any words at all, would you hear ~ in silence the language of a once shattered heart saying I love you? © 2009 Babbette Francis/Yevette Cole ~ aka (SugarRain)

Wtf? A Message Sent To Me.
Hello how you doing today? Am kemi by name, Am interested in your profile... Am so curious to your profile... Let me easily tell little of me...I am that easy going type,open minded and a good listener .I laugh a lot and try to make people around me all the time happy.My hobbies are too many but to mentioned a few; sports,watching movies, going for walks, playing with kids, listening to all types of music), making love at the beach, dancing in the dark etc. My favorite movies are romantic movies, eating habits: just about anything..My hair is black which is one of my most attractive features. I don't have any kids, I don't smoke. I like basketball (to watch). like taking walks in the park. My favorite movies are romantic comedies, any comedies, really. I like action movies, too, as long as they have a good plot. I like seeing horror movies when I have a strong woman beside me to protect me.lol..... Dear Mostly importantly i want to get married to a caring, down to earth, romantic,God f

Eternal Lust
The two of them sat on the old wooden porch, letting their feet rest in the freshly cut grass from midday and looking out at the broken reflection of the moon on the lake behind the cabin. Apollo looked over at Heather as the lights from the stars danced around in her deep, tunnel like brown eyes and smiled before brushing his hand against her soft cream colored skin and pulling her wavy auburn hair out of her face and tucking it behind her ear.Apollo placed his hand on the small of her back and pulled her body into his, allowing her to feel his natural body warmth. Heather placed her hand on the cross tattooed over his heart and traced her delicate fingers down his dark earthy skin and traced the outlines of his rock hard abs with her crimson colored nails before allowing her fingers to rest on the top of his pants.She hesitated for a while, not quite sure she wanted to go further, but the anticipation was too much for her. she could already see his hard, thick, throbbing cock bulging

Fallin Solders Of July 2011
THESE ARE THE REAL PEOPLE THAT NEED TO BE REMEMBERED Army Pfc. James A. Waters Died July 1, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Cloverdale, Ind.; assigned to 1st Battalion, 32nd Infantry Regiment, 3rd Brigade Combat Team, 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y.; died July 1 in Kandahar province, Afghanistan, of wounds suffered when insurgents attacked his unit using an improvised explosive device. Army Staff Sgt. Michael J. Garcia Died July 4, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 27, of Bossier City, La.; assigned to the 63rd Ordnance Battalion, 52nd Ordnance Group (Explosive Ordnance Disposal), 20th Support Command, Fort Polk, La.; died July 4 in Logar province, Afghanistan, of wounds suffered when insurgents attacked his unit using an improvised explosive device. Army Spc. Preston J. Suter Died July 5, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of Sandy, Utah; assigned to the 709th Military Police Battalion,

Tropical Storm Don Has Little Area Impact
We just can't BUY rain... From the Monitor.com: McALLEN — In Hidalgo County, a potential rain event turned mostly into a non-event. Tropical Storm Don blew ashore Friday in South Texas, bringing much-needed rain — but little else — to portions of the Rio Grande Valley. By 8:30 p.m., when the dissipating storm was just beginning to move inland over northern Kenedy County [cq], the National Hurricane Center was already planning to downgrade it to a tropical depression, hours ahead of when the warnings were originally scheduled to lapse. The rest of the article is here: http://www.themonitor.com/articles/bark-53318-bite-mcallen.html I read and heard reports that the reason it did this was the same reason storms dissipate as they reach land onthe Arabian peninsula - the heat. This has NEVER happened on North America before in recorded history. I'd like to see another Ivan right about now... heading straight north to Dallas... Oh, wells... Rock on!Shaw

The Beach
It wasn’t that they weren’t connecting; just the stresses of life were getting to them so they decided a vacation was due and away to the beach they went. He understood how watching the waves would calm and invigorate her. They arrived and settled in some and he was relaxing and she was itching to go see the beach. He said,” babe, why don’t you go sunbathe for a bit and I’ll get a shower and we’ll go out to eat dinner in an hour or so. “ She said ok and grabbed the beach blanket, a book, changed into her swimsuit and kissed her love passionately goodbye. As beautiful of a day it was, there were few people on the beach that day. She found a mostly secluded spot and settled in. She lay feeling the sun kiss her skin and listening to the water caress the shore as a gentle breeze blew across her. Her nipples became hard from the breeze while the heat of the sun warmed her and she got a chill throughout her. She started thinking about th

I Desires
We enjoy the soft warm spring eveningsA lovers moon smiling gently upon usLaying back slowly on the cool grassWatching the stars twinkling aboveStretching out your arm behind meAllowing me to lay back, rest my head on itTurning your head to murmur in my earSpeaking the words from within your heartSlowly pulling me closer to you, against youYour hand caressing me, softly, lovinglyFeeling your warmth burning within youOur lips urgently touching, kissing ardentlyTongues touching, dancing, writhingMuted sighs escaping on the night airFeeling your emotions flowing into meWashing over me, filling me, overwhelming meKnowingly I can feel your passion risingFurther strengthening my desire for youAs your lips cover mine with your kissesKissing my breasts, caressing them, nibblingSucking softly, greedily on my nipplesYour teeth squeezing them, devouring themWanting to explore and taste them, enjoy themYour hands massaging, manipulating my budsFeeling your hands pulling on meOur sighs betraying ou

Fake Lacey Brooks Revisited...
This is a re-post of a fake busted on 5/13/2011. Since some fucking idiot just pimped it out, I figured it would need a revisit. Ready for some good old fashioned fun? Ok. Here we go... User: http://fubar.com/5881509 Profile pics with no salute & looking for credits. Shock shocker: Real person who's pictures they are using and pretending to be: Lacey Brooks. They can be located on : http://www.laceybrooks.com Never ends huh? I wonder how many people paid for this when they can see it for free? LoL. WAKE UP PEOPLE.

Help!! I'm Trapped - 863
No one hears me calling even though they are nearby even when they see me falling. I'll never be heard screaming in the deep dark night feeling I'm murdered while I'm dreaming. Steel bars don't hold me in two years ago I had a child that there marks my record with sin. Next to me no man is seen therefore I'm not good jeez this life isn't fair and its mean. Someday I hope things improve and somewhere deep inside I hope I don't have to change or move. To know freedom is to know all thats not guessed by some yet there is the freedom to chose to fall. Help!! Please help me Oh God, please hear Help!! I'm trapped don't you see.

A Refresher Course
To All The People Who Have Their Heads Planted Firmly Up Their Own Rectums.The lesson shall begin:Now.. If all those Rectally Absorbed out there could manage to extract their heads momentarily.. Please Read The Text Below.. I Promise your heads will be reinserted in no time at all!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Con·sid·er·ate - [kuhn-sid-er-it]–adjective(hope I'm not going to fast for you)1.showing kindly awareness or regard for another's feelings, circumstances, etc.: a very considerate critic.2.carefully considered; deliberate.3.marked by consideration or reflection; deliberate; prudent.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Don't worry if you haven't quite picked it up.. You can have this lesson Tattooed on your Colon.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Bringing About Positivity In One's Life
Now....before lil fu brains get to thinking and then lil fu tongues get to wagging,because I KNOW how ppl are on here...I will say that this blog is SOLEY directed towards a recent "hater" I have developed as of late on fu that felt the need to text my personal cell number with their hate and failed attempts at sabotage. Anyone that knows me knows a year or so ago this blog would've been NSFW,filled with a lot of animosity,anger,hate and explicit language. I am a different person today as I was then,I am a much more positive and positive goal oriented person. I find it difficult anymore to raise up the energy to combat hate with hate,it's beneath me really....to me it's just a lot of wasted energy all of it being negative and I believe in Karma,I believe that if you put positive energy out there and treat people positively then that energy will return to you 10 fold if you put negative energy out there and treat people negatively then that energy will return to you 10

72 Stunning Examples Of Bokeh Photography By Fun Spill (report)
The term bokeh is derived from a Japanese word which means “blur.” In photography, bokeh is the aesthetic quality of the blur, or the effect of the out-of-focus regions of an image. This technique is usually done in order to make the main subject stand out in the photo. Lens aberrations and shape of lens aperture are the major things that help in achieving bokeh. It’s not easy to say what a “good” bokeh is and what is not. For me, anything that is less distracting and gives the main subject in the photo emphasis and beauty, I think, is a good bokeh photo. Below are the 72 stunning examples of bokeh photos that I have found all over the web.

You Mean So Much To Me
You mean so much to me, where could I even begin to startMore than the world so grand, you live deep within my heartYou mean so much to me, I hope that I show you everydayJust how special you are, in love with you I will forever stayYou mean so much to me, no words could ever say just how muchSo I hope my love does show, especially with the way I touchYou mean so much to me, more and more each day my love does growAlways searching for another way, a special way to let my love showYou mean so much to me, more than any amount of silver or goldSo blessed with your love, so eager to watch our life unfoldYou mean so much to me, such a treasure I found in youCaptured by your beauty so real, spell-bound by your love so trueYou mean so much to me, a masterpiece of love I did findSo many memories for us to make, my past I leave behindYou mean so much to me, a rainbow with colors that dazzleEach time I look at you, once more I must call you beautifulYou mean so much to me, just how much I hope y

Why Do People Try
So I have been single for years and i have to say that i am so sick of hearing the same shit over and over by the same fuckin people. when you're singhe le its--- don't look for someone they'll find you, or your a pretty girl , you'll find someone. when your depressed---its ok it'll get better, or cheer up things cant be that bad, or look a the bright side. I say BULL SHIT WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT PTIMISTIC BULLSHIT, IT IS THE SAME SHIT FROM YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ASSOCIATES................ How the hell would they even know, its the same people who tell this stupid optimistic bullshit, you know the ones, they either been married forever or been with thier significant other, so long it's like talking to your mom and dad or one of your friends who has no clue to what the big picture is... O an the guys you tell them your single and lonely famous words of a walking talking hard on--- its ok they'll find you, lets have sex, get on cam lets play, show me your tits.......

The Truck Driver You Flipped Off? Let Me Tell You His Story.
That truck driver you flipped off? Let me tell you his story. Let me tell you a little about the truck driver you just flipped off because he was passing another truck, and you had to cancel the cruise control and slow down until he completed the pass and moved back over. His truck is governed to 68 miles an hour, because the company he leases it from believes it keeps him and the public and the equipment safer. The truck he passed was probably running under 65 mph to conserve fuel. You see, the best these trucks do for fuel economy is about 8 miles per gallon. With fuel at almost $4 per gallon -- well, you do the math. And, yes, that driver pays for his own fuel. He needs to be 1,014 miles from where he loaded in two days. And he can't fudge his federally mandated driver log, because he no longer does it on paper; he is logged electronically. He can drive 11 hours in a 14-hour period; then he must take a 10-hour break. And considering that the shipper w

They Found Streaks That Could Be Caused From Water On Mars
scientists have annouced today that they found "hints of water" on mars. The discovery comes from the Mars Reconnaissance Orbiter (MRO), which spotted slopes carved into the martian surface that appear to most likely have been created by the flow of liquid salt water. The slopes appear to change over the course of different seasons on Mars, suggesting that liquid water, if it exists at all, is only present in the Martian spring. .In recent years, evidence has been mounting that Mars has icecaps of frozen water at its poles.There has been evidence in the past that water exists on mars but this is by far the most proof we have had yes we have found ice caps before..but these are much different than what we found then..These are highly seasonal scientists observed some growth by more than 200 meters [650 feet] in a matter of just two Earth months." The narrow streaks emerge only on slopes in the planet's warmest regions, and usually on the sides of craters facing the equator, w

Only The Strongest Will Survive
we lose ourselves in a online world full of make believe we beg for likes and bling, wtf where is that gonna get us? no where!! we cant put fubar on our job aplication which most of you on here needs a dang job to begin with people arent who they seem people lie to get ahead no one is real, the few that are get treated like sh!t i am a shadow on the wall im there for everyone to talk to im like the fubar doctor some of you people have no life at all thats why you spend ur whole day on this thing, you need it in order to feel complete that is unhealthy, not only will it cause stress, but it will cause depression some of us need attention to feel wanted or cared about and when some of us dont get it we get angry and depressed DO PEOPLE EVEN READ BLOGS? ITS JUST A WASTE OF SPACE! YET I DO IT TO SEE WTF HAPPENS, ITS A WAY TO VENT! not like anyone gives a d*mn

Ffs!!!! Grammar 101 People!!!!!!
WE'RE=WE ARE (We're all very happy that you attended college.)WERE=PAST TENSE OF ARE (There were a lot of people in her class.)WHERE=SPECIFIES A LOCATION (Where is the dictionary?)THEY'RE=THEY ARE (They're offering free grammar classes online now.)THERE=SPECIFIES A LOCATION (The instructions are right there!)THEIR=SHOWS POSSESSION (Their brains stopped functioning.)YOU'RE=YOU ARE (You're misusing the English Language.)YOUR=SHOWS POSSESSION (Your grammar teacher would be ashamed.) AN = USE IF THE FOLLOWING WORD BEGINS WITH A VOWEL SOUND (The paper came an hour late.)A = USE IF THE FOLLOWING WORD BEGINS WITH A CONSANANT SOUND (The girl decided she wanted a unicorn for Christmas.) NOW = SHOWS PRESENT TENSE (Now is a wonderful time to brush up on spelling.)KNOW = TO HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF SOMETHING (I know you know better!)USE IT! LIVE IT! LOVE IT! BECAUSE YOU'RE GIVING THE INTERNET A FRACKIN HEADACHE!!!!

Learn Respect The People That Rate You!!!
Really "Ticks Me Off" when you don't show the respect i give you! Remember bk n the day as to "Cherry Tap"!!! If you rated n fan them n took all your time rating them, they would show you the same respect bk! Not all about who has the most money on here, or who has as many bling pack's elect. Learn respect n love your friends n family don't take advatage of them because there helping you out! There's a lot people like me that can't afford to buy vip's, but as you can see don't stop us from trying to get were you are!! This kinda funny you think about it, imagine this if wasn't for people like me to rate n fan add you as friend you still be on level's 20's! So next time you see someone busted there 'butt" to rate you have some respect learn todo the same thing! Not sure y but this subject " " Really Piss Me Off " "!! Guess because only have one friend takes the time to help me out!! That person is DJ TAM if wasn't for her i wouldn't be where i am today! SweetHeart wann

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FM3 is done. And I mean... done. Not 100% but a lot of those skills have an activation/learn rate of obscene improbability. Not worth doing. I have more than the worthwile skills. I stomped the holy befuck out of that game. Ran into trouble in 2 spots in 60 missions. TWO. One was a protection mission where the weak underleveled NPC got rushed and murdered in a turn the other was the very last mission and I only -thought- I was in trouble. Outnumbered 9 to 4 very quickly became outnumbered 9 to 4 and only 3 of the badguys with arms and weapons. When I was finished I looked through the library again ... Same conclusions as before, I took another look at Ring Of Red (Another mech game) but, I really felt like I had already beat the pants off that game as well. Find the formation/range sweetspot for that map... kill bitches, make money. I guess it could be worse. I could be locked in a cell in the dark, throwing a button at the walls and feeling around to find it.

Boyfriend Application
basics: name: e-mail : AIM : MSN : yahoo! : birthday [mm.dd.yy]: location: physical: height: weight: build: heavy muscular beefy lean skinny eye color: hair color: tattoos/piercings? website/picture URL: smartie pants: what year? drop out college freshman college sophomore college junior college senior keep goin' do y

F^ck!ng Honesty
I'm real I don't pretend to be something I'm not I come off as a bitch sometimes that's only because people dont like to hear the truth I don't wear make up because well I don't have to yeah makeup is cool and all looks decent on some women but damn do you really need to look like a Cheeto?? And if ur over weight like obsess please do not wear cut off shorts and skimpy tank tops it makes u look bad and Other people's eyes to bleed out *yet again this is where I get someone saying I'm mean and a bitch and have no respect* well if I didn't say it being I'm honest who the fuck would?? When it's hot I get that u want to dress with less clothing but if u work in a family restaurant I do not want to see ur thong when u bend over if I wanted to see a women's thong I would look in my damn dresser or go to a strip club I don't wanna see it when I'm trying to eat nor does anyone else so cover ur ass up u attention whore And as for the single 40 year olds at the 21 year old bars u

Proof That We Are Headed Towards A Rather Powerful Solar Max In 2013
http://www.nasa.gov/topics/solarsystem/sunearthsystem/main/News080210-cme.html "On August 1st 2011, the sun emitted a C-class solar flare that spawned what scientists call a coronal mass ejection, or CME, headed toward Earth. The CME impacted Earth's magnetic field August 3rd. CMEs occasionally hit Earth. This CME will have few noticeable consequences beyond producing an aurorae.The CME hit Earth's magnetic field on August 3rd at 1740 UT. The impact sparked a G2-class geomagnetic storm that lasted nearly 12 hours--time enough for auroras to spread all the way from Europe to North America. The possible arrival of a second CME on August 4th might provide even better spectacular auroral displays." The sun goes through a regular activity cycle about 11 years long. The last solar maximum occurred in 2001 and its recent extreme solar minimum was particularly weak and long lasting. These kinds of eruptions are one of the first signs that the sun is waking up and heading toward another solar

Shitty Night
I guess maybe the old saying really is true - "the older you get (insert whatever applicable here)......I've never made a big secret of smoking weed. When I was younger, dumber, and didn't give a rat's ass - I would walk into any store, any day smelling like I stepped out of a Cheech & Chong movie. I would go any and pretty much everywhere, smoking on the way there, while I was there, whatever. I see a lot of younger kids doing it today. In Colorado now, it's so easy to get a "medical license" to buy weed, it's ridiculous. A lot of younger kids and people think that by this fact alone - they have every right to do it anywhere they want, as much as they want, and especially as publicly as they want. Now, I'm not here to judge anyone exactly, because I say this shit from experience. But especially to the people that get into their little broadcasts and load up a big, fat bowl to look cool - you look fuckin stupid. I have been there; driving down the street, smoking a bowl while I fucked

In The Demons Eyes
In the Demon's Eyes"Be with me...trust me" Words she wants to hear Stupid, nieve, weak Words her heart fears. Heart worn on her sleeve open Ready for a fall What's one more knife through the chest? It hardly hurts at all... He uses, lies and cheats Just like the ones before She's adapted, she has had to Her heart has a revolving door Looking up from the ground seems to be where she resides Being trampled, stepped on, pushed around Trust you? Nah, you fucken lied. Now he keeps her hanging on Dangles her from his chain Wraps her aound his finger Takes advantage of her pain But who's fault is it? Why you cry? You show him how to treat you What you deserve, what you want him to be... He owns your heart, but, of course, you gave him the key... What are you going to do now? Cry? Offer yourself up to the demon? Is it easier to surrender? Afterall, you're only human. Excuses! Full of excuses Full of self pity and shame Suck it up, be strong

Why Are Honeybees Disappearing?
Albert Einstein once said: “If the bee disappears from the surface of the earth, man would have no more than four years to live. No more bees, no more pollination … no more men!” Now Albert Einstein was not a Entomologist, but entomologists today say its causing them and the world a huge problem. Has anyone else ever noticed that bee stings have became less and less? I cant remember the last time a kid got stung but a bee or myself for that matter, but the decline in honeybee populations in the U.S. and elsewhere signals a major environmental imbalance that could have far wrose implications for our agricultural food supply. " in 24 states around the U.S. have bubbled up to the surface, over the last year and a half, but hardly any large-scale media attention has been drawn to this potentially serious problem" Brough

Love Kills
So in the town where my brother lives, where I babysit my nephew, there is a guy who rides around in public on one of those Rascal-type scooters. This might be because he's 500-600 pounds, or because he has no legs. maybe both. I nicknamed this person the Weeble when I first saw him, because Weebles wobble but they don't fall down. He also doesn't seem to shower or bathe or shave, and from what I hear he is extremely nasty to others as well. But yesterday my brother texted me some info that I found really disturbing. Apparently he has a girlfriend now. I can't get anyone to spend 90 minutes in silence with me inside a dark movie theater, but this guy has a full time companion. I knew I was lame, but I didn't realize HOW lame until now. Talk about a wake up call. I think I need to be dead now.

Adore
Talk to me your voice is sweet as music to my earsTouch me One touch from you is comfort that will banish all my fearsHold me closeI love the warmth, the blending of our skinThe first time that you held meMy heart had peace withinSmile at me The sun comes out And storms all blow awayYou dry my tears with gentle handsAnd see, my love, what words can not conveyLaugh with meThe cheer you bring the laughter that we sharebinds our hearts renews our joy andLightens any load or careChallenge meYou lead me into unknown heightsof new horizons we'll discoverInspire mewith courage all my talents you uncoverComfort meWhen I am down you give me strengthTo face the storms with graceFor in the midst of darkest nightI feel your touch I see your faceAnd in your heart you know that I am always here for youTo touch, to smile to comfort youTo give you all you need and moreYou are my strength you are my loveForever the one whom I adore.

Ancient Advanced Civilizations
Ancient advanced civilizations? Does anone know anything about them? Do you have any idea that we have found an ancient civilization located on an island is athens greece that match the discription of the lost city of atlantis.Do you have any idea that there houses look much like our houses today? The ancient civilizations is known to date back to the bronze age 2500 bc payramid days.. If we thought the Egyptains were strange just try to get a grip on some of the stuff they found in other parts of the world. This stuff is not make up or fiction.This is REAL life these things are being found but that I find so sad is that no one seams to care or even know anything about this. Are we really so envolved in our everyday crap,our adult swin,our internet that we dont even see the amazing evidence that we are not as smart as we once were. were talking really smart people.Now I know "some" people might say thats nonsence look at what we have have now compared to them we have the tv! o

Do You Remember?
Do You Remember ? Do You Remember the good 'ole days do you remember when, you had fun at school and couldn't wait to go back again. Do You Remember when it was safe for children to play outside, and when you fell and skinned their knee was the only time they cried. Do you Remember watching cartoons Road Runner and Bugs Bunny and when an anvil hit them on the head it was just funny. Do you Remember Holloween Trick Or Treating all night you could eat the candy straight from the bag and everything would be alright. Do you Remember Pledging Allegiance to The Grand 'ole Flag and do you Remember when

Mistakes Happen, For A Reason
Have u ever asked yourself, Why do I keep making the same mistakes over and over again? Well I have and I learned that God keep making you go through those same mistakes for a reason. One to make you realize your not perfect and your not God. The second reason is that mistakes are like lessons,like when you were in school and the teacher repeats the same lesson over and over and you think to yourself, we just did this, so y are you repeating it? Its so you can get it in your head, so you do well when test time comes and If you fail at the end of the year they go over the same problems til you get it right, for that final exam. God keep putting that same lesson in your life until you finally get it right and pass that test. So next time you ask your self that same question, Why do I keep making that same mistake over again? Remeber theses words and also remember Mistakes can only make u stronger and much more wiser and the next time that same situation cames around, you'll know what to

New Blog
I know I have not been on much lately. Seems like the 2 lap tops i had.. croaked.. or something. I am now back on the old desk top which is very old..and takes forever to even upload a page. I do miss most of my family on here. But I have also been learning to improve my life..and getting things done around here. I have been dieting since last july . It started becuz i was borderline diabetic. Anyways.. since then I have lost 47lbs. I only want to lose about 10more lbs. It has been getting extremely hard. I didnt lose any for 2 months..then last month and this month i have lost 2lbs per month. I figure by new years..I will be where i want to be. LOL. Anyways.. it has all been worth it. I do not feel like a huge cow anymore. Lately I been walking about 2 to 3 miles daily.. working out at curves..doing zumba 6hrs or so a week..etc. Just a update on whats been going on around here. Hopefully Christmas or so..i can get a new laptop. Being on something so slow is quite f

If I Only Knew
If I Only Knew Looking out , on an open field hoping to catch a glance, wishing you were just over the horizon, and maybe give me one more chance. I wish I knew then, what I know now and that I was wrong, I don't know how I let it go this far and how I let it go on for so long. Why does it have to hurt so bad, to use the love you once had, and if it's possible to go back to the day when all that you loved simply got up and just walked away. I wish I knew then, what I know now, and that is to never play with someones heart If I knew that in the first place, today we would'nt be apart. If I could've done something in the first place, I should've done it from the start, instead of offering you empty promises I should've offered you my Heart.

Dumb Asses Lol
· THEYDONTSEEMTOL... rated your photo a '1' +16 points! · THEYDONTSEEMTOL... rated your photo a '1' +16 points! · THEYDONTSEEMTOL... rated your photo a '1' +16 points! · THEYDONTSEEMTOL... rated your photo a '1' +16 points! · THEYDONTSEEMTOL... rated your photo a '1' +16 points! · THEYDONTSEEMTOL... rated your photo a '1' +16 points! · THEYDONTSEEMTOL... rated your photo a '1' +16 points! He must have been defending his fat GF from a mumm. Ladies, if you are fat and admit to being lazy..DO NOT give diet advice and NEVER tell someone they should not work out everyday. I am so sick of that shit...ugh. What a day. Joseph copied my mumm and reposted it and blocked me. lmao.. Some chicks got butt hurt at my advice and oddly I was actually being nice. Must be true I just intimidate people no matter what I say..either that or I just look like a bitch regardless. Anywho..GREAT DAY..I feel special now. :D

Its Only Ok When Im A Sleep
I wake up and theres isnt much reason to smile anymoreeverything is always so hard friends liethe betray youLove is never realforever suck in regert dreams i wished when i was a sleep will never come trueI just wanna sleep I just dont wanna feel anymoreMy ice has melted but now im frezzingi cant be warmed upi just wanna hide and go to sleepi dont want dreams i just wanna sleep maybe one daay ill wake up and i can smile again

Wonder Of Love
Wonder Love, making love to someone loves you always and means it, Wonder love, Holds you in the wind at cold nights he is crying for you, Wounder Love, is hearts falling from the Sykes that he made for you all night , Wounder love is , Kisses on your face he loves with out asking in the dusk's of the night after making love, Wound Love is , Setting up all night laughing about nothings holding hands laying in hot sheets of hot sex you just had, Wounder love is , Taking ride in a car stopping and having hot sex for the fun of it , Wounder love is Just looking at each other knowing he be there for ever not saying a word ... Wonder love is .... Wonder of love

Would You?
Can i take you with me, Would you even come? Lay with me till we can see The rising of the sun.. Take your hand in mine Lay it softly on my skin, Lose our minds along with time, Till i feel you deep within.. You satisfy my hunger Your taste upon my lips, The way your body flows with mine, The motion of our hips.. Now the mornings breaking free With the early morning sun, Can i take you with me, Would you even come?

My Busy Week
So yesterday was my bestie's birthday Tues we all went out for dinner since Bob was off...we also went to the bar and had a drink then to the hookah bar Wed I took kel to lunch and shopping, then went shopping later by myself Thurs we all went to the casino (sans bob) I lost my ass :( I have discovered that Bob makes things more fun, he is like my big brother...protective yet picks on me Tonight I am pumped!! I scored a pair of tickets to a sold out concert for 30 bucks...yes 30 for the pair..I am geeked! I am takin my Kellee to the sold out Jason Aldean show...yes I know it is country...but if you know me at all you know I listen to everything Sat I have a bridal shower which I have to leave early to go to a wedding BUSY BUSY BUSY

Things To Do When Bored (repost)
Bored? Listless? Help is at hand! Pass away long, pointless hours with our bumper list of things to do when you're well and truly bored (© urban75, 1996-2011) 1. THINGS YOU CAN DO WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING Blink wildly and then close your eyes really tight for an interesting light show (Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes) See a variety of blobs, stars and flashes. Try to make out shapes and see if your subconscious is trying to send you a message (perhaps that funny shape is saying, 'send all your money to urban75.com'?) See how long you can hold a note (Amusement Potential: 4-20 minutes) Not that much fun, but it sure passes the time. Play with a friend, or try to beat your own personal best. Inhale deeply and then try and make a noise for as long as you can. Earn extra points for making your partner laugh or ending on an amusing note. Try to not think about penguins (Amusement Potential: 1-5 minutes) This is especially hard, because by trying too much, you remember what you were

Points To Ponder
Mumm posters are so lame lately...comment approval, blocking after you call them a whore...sheeesh THEN one of them posts on my page ....ew. Now what I really wanted to mumm about 1. I have sleep apnea, and a patient at work was telling me that he used to have horrid insomnia before he used his machine, I told him that even with mine I often still couldn't sleep so I stopped using it Well, he yelled at me for about 20 minutes and made me promise to wear it. He said in abot 4-6 weeks I will sleep like a baby andwake up feeling refreshed. We'll see. Stupid darth vader contraption 2. The wedding I went to was delightful. The girls from work are so much fun!! 3. I have a verbose adversary, and he is intellectually stimulating, but he's chicken.

Today....
Dreams filled my sleep through-out last eve. I remember none, just after each I awoke with my body more set ablaze, my very skin all tingly, my nether regions feeling used and quite bruised, & with each awakening a song in my head. No real thought, just a song. As today progresses, I'm finding thus far, my body craving (more so today then in a very long time, perhaps ever), lashes. Lashes, long sweeping lashes.. *sighs* I can ALMOST feel them when I close my eyes. I can not have material upon my skin at all. Each causes quite an intense reaction sending waves of pure electrical sparks... Crashing through me, not that that is a bad thing. Not at all. *shakes head* I want to scream out...... "Just One Lash..... Pleaseeeee?" Now with all that said, I wonder what happened in these dreams I had... Incubus? Maybe not knowing is good.. *grins and shivers* The songs were interesting, playing in my head, after each dream. Sexy songs almost sultry......

I Shed A Tear
I shed a tear, cause you greeted me with open arms. I shed a tear, cause of a sweet kiss. I shed a tear, cause you touched my heart. I shed a tear, cause you took the time to hear me. I shed a tear, cause i love you. I shed a tear, cause of a dream. I shed a million tears cause it was not meant to be. I shed more tears cause soon the miles will grow between us. I shed not a tear, but a smile knowing you will be a friend for life.

A What Is The Question
A daughter unwanted, but kept at birth. A slave to many, buried in the dirt. A victim, a prisoner to his ways. A friend stabbed in the heart, then thrown away. A girlfriend, beaten down to size. Praying through swollen eyes. A wife, tossed to the side, forgotten and alone. A mother wise, bitter and strong. A fighter working her way through school. A protector from a world so cruel. A singer, blaring out all her fears. A survivor drowning in tears.

My Body Is Not My Temple
My petite little body, Is my downfall. There is so much more to me, Than something that small. My long golden hair, And ivory complexion. Is just the surface. You’re looking in, The wrong direction. Go past the outside, And see your way in. There is more to me dwelling within. If you’re taken by the outside, Then that’s all you will ever see. You’re missing out, On the most beautiful part of me. For, my body is not my temple, It is my curse. But if that’s all you want, Then it will never be yours.

Another Hate Song In Groovy Mid Cali
Shut up and go awayis what you saidShut up andgo awayis ringing in my headShut up andgo awayyour hungry ego's fedShut up andgo awaytoo bad you ain'tquite deadYou are the OneI thought was CoolBut now I knowI was just a FoolYou are the Onewho ain't so CoolSo go over thereandDrown Again In Your Own Drool!Shut up andgo awayI feel like I've been HadShut up and go awayYou treated meso BadShut up and go away I used to be so GladShut up andgo awayYou really are so SadYou are the OneI used to LoveBut now I Thank the Gods aboveYou are the OneI wanna shoveSo go over there andFar Away Ain't FarEnough(spoken forcefully)You are so UglyYou are so CruelYou are so ThoughtlessYou are so Rude....I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE GONE!!

A Lame Ass Excuse
When I hear people making excuses for abusers, it seriously gets under my skin. I don't care about the statistics, or studies, to me it's all just a lame ass excuse. Something or someone else to pin the blame on for being just a horrible person in general. I was a victim, and I remember looking into those beautiful blue eyes and begging for my life, and the same eyes that were once beautiful to me, became emotionless and cold. No expression, no feeling at all, and my cries fell upon def ears. His mother told me that when he was a little boy, he used to witness his father beating her and hide in a closet and scream for him to stop. But, that is the part I don't understand. How could he do the same to another individual, after witnessing it happening to his own mother. A pattern they say? Well I don't buy it. I never had a mother or a father for that matter, but I am a damn good one, and I could easily use that as an excuse to be the type of mother to my daughter that mine was to me. Bu

Firefighter
A firefighter is being yelled at for taking too long to get there, while trying desperately to save the life of a total stranger, starving because they missed their last meal, tired because the alarm sounded just as they closed their eyes and it's now four in the morning and is missing their family while taking care of yours. Re-post if you... are a firefighter, love a firefighter, or appreciate a firefighter.

Domestic Violence
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper softly in her ears. While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Post this on your wall if you're against Domestic Violence

Interesting Conversation Tonite
HAD A LUVLY CONVERSATION WITH THIS YOUNG GUY TONITE THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT , Tell me what ya'll think :D I have found it entertaining: me:mmmmm lots of men on here wanna see mmmMicahhhh:do i look like most men? me:nope do you have more pics? mmmMicahhhh:not on here my brother owns a photo gallery he took the one thats on here i dont do the take pics of muyself thing lol me:awhhhhhh too bad it would be nice to see more pics of you mmmMicahhhh:i show naked pics of my body me:i dont need neked pics mmmMicahhhh:u know u wanna see lol me:o its good no im not one of those chicks I like faces mmmMicahhhh:11 inch cock me:and? that means what to me? mmmMicahhhh:well nevermind. me:okay then hun sorry your not impressing me have a great nite mmmMicahhhh:ur the one whos not impressing me' me:i wasnt trying luv u contacted me remember mmmMicahhhh:u shuda been but ur not impressive . u lookd like u might be fun . u prove me wrong me:sorry luv. mmmMicahhhh:nah u aint me:hav

Afterthoughts
Pondering my place in the world of your mind, considering the reasons I am not worthy of a moment. Patiently I wait for your attention, but the absence of your affection is intensley wearing me down. I ignore these insecurities that fester beneath my smile, while you toss morsels of yourself my way. In the famine, I want to devour every glance, every breath, that you spare for me, but my sense slows me, that I may cherish that feeling until the next one comes along. In my weakness I am craving a connection. I am left reaching out, only to have my hand pushed away at the first distraction. There is bitterness brewing in my core, such a foriegn feeling. I am lost in the compulsion to seek you, regardless of the rejection I will inevitably experience. My awareness recognizes the dysfunction in this. My sensibility and impulsiveness are in a duel. To walk away, relief and emptiness combined, to stay the course means the anxious highs and lows that come with the fleeting mome

You May Not Be...
You may not be… By Craig Wilhelm 9/6/2011 You may not be a super-model, But you’re still beautiful to me. You may not be a dentist, But I love your smile. You may not be a doctor or a nurse, But I love how you truly care about people. You may not be a comedian, But I love how you make me laugh. You may not be a rock star, But I love your voice. You may not be a teacher, But I love the things you teach me. You may not be many things to many people, But I love how you are everything that I need.

Today's Birthday Blog!...
Hello everyone and welcome back from the long weekend and the bling sale ( I slept through it whoops) anyways, back to the grind.. Here's wishing a very happy birthday tooooo... WickedFriend Ganja Goddess@ fubar Show her some birthday lovins! She's been here forever too...more tomorrow!..peace.

A Fairy Tail For Two...
Walking through the woodsin my Little red riding hoodon my way to your housetip toeing quiet as a mouse carrying with me a basket of goodscheese,crackers,and a bottle of winehot dumplings,spread of thighfor desert an even till of sweet cherry pie tucked under arm a worm,cozy blanketjust for you and I to lay as we sit to enjoya fine dinner ofword and play Now take care and read closefor now there is a picture on displayworth a thousand words written with much lesssaid to give you sweet dreamswhen you find the time for resttill then...good nigh and god bless

This Really Struck Me.. And Is So True
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing santa in the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out of the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn't see me when I took time off of work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves tothose that had none. I saw you lo

Life Update
Here is a brief update on my current situation: I just started my last semester as an undergrad! I'm very excited about it but I'm also very nervous because I need to write a 40 page senior thesis in order to graduate, and I haven't even started it yet. It's due in December and I also have to present it. After I graduate, I need to have my grad school applications in by January 15th. There is just a lot going on right now so I won't be on Fubar much. Right now I'm reading Huckleberry Finn for my American Lit class and I'm really enjoying it. Mark Twain certainly was a genius. I recommend reading it if you haven't already. I spend a lot of time at work when I'm not in school, which makes coming home to do school work and write a 40 page paper very difficult. I'm also a huge procrastinator. That will never change. I have tried over and over again to stay on top of things, but I always leave everything to the last minute. Oh well. I'll stop whining now. I need some sleep anyway. :)

Some Random Stuff
Just some facts: 1) No one will ever have to pay to be in my family. "Big fuckin' deal," you're thinking, but it means a bit to me. People who are in my family are there because they're good people, and can hold their side of a convo without getting too goddamned emo. For that matter, no one will ever have to pay me anything for anything, unless I fuckin lent you money. :P 2) I will never pay for NSFW through bling packs, fubucks, or whatever. It doesn't matter at all to me whether or not you even HAVE them, and there are plenty of naked pics on the web for free even if I do get the urge. There are two job groups that get paid to be seen naked: strippers and prostitutes. Think about that one. 3) This brings me to the next bit, a pet peeve if you will. If you are considering being one of those types that will be constantly asking for bling, bling credits, bling packs, and other things that cost OTHER people money, kindly fuck off. You know you're asking people to buy you small

[the Deezart]
You're not going to get that reference, since you never watched a little spoofy gem called "Mobile Suit Gundam Abridged". Shit is hilarious. Where was I? Oh- right. Goin to the deezart for a week to hang out with my brother, his wife, my folks, and my cousin who lives about 20 minutes from the strip. I'm in fair, but not great, spirits and health. My brother is WAY into Legend of Mana right now, so I'm probably going to dupe a save for him to trade with, and grab a spare controller so we can play while we're there. This will be my umpteenth trip out there. I've had HOT (like way hotter than usual) hoochies grinding on my crotch for money I've got shithammered and played blackjack beyond my means I've seen plenty of neocircus and compilation performances. I've been to the guaranteed food poisoning open for 40 years buffets. I've seen a very convincing Prince tribute band when just stopping for a burger, nearly dead with fatigue and hunger. I have walked to the grand

A Thought About 9-11
I was working in North Bergen NJ at the time...for Liz Claiborne. Normally I'd take Route 3 to work but I decided to take route 80 (as I figured less traffic and I'm always a few minutes late to work...much to my bosses chargrin). I made it on to Tonelle Avenue (which is a main road about 4 blocks from where I worked). 4 lanes of traffic were merged into 2 as a huge water main broke. I was thinking to myself,cripes my boss is going to go ballistic. I called my friend @ work and said - tell Tahseen I'm going to be a bit late. He said - Sure Steve but there's something major going on in ny. Get here when you get here. And I did....eventually get to work and parked on the roof of the parking garage. Normally there would be a few people outside having a smoke or 2 but that gorgeous September morning there were...lot's of peope outside. I stepped out of my car and joked " wow a welcoming committee" . I was told to look across the river into NY and i saw one of the world trade build

I Know
I know who I amAnd I know whyThe paths I've takenThe choices I've madeThe Life I've livedI have no excusesOnly explanationsI've seen thingsI've never wanted to seeI've known thingsI was better off not knowingNo guided pathsSpur of the moment changesDecisions denied thoughtConfused, lostFighting my way throughI made it

More Poems By Me
Poems written By: me a.k.a.abby my wonderful life:just when u thought things were going greatyou relize the life your living is the one u hate.the things you say and do you may dreadjumping from room to room bed to bed.the four walls close in more and more everydaythe world without color it all turns gray.as the days pass by you feel more out of placeall u can do is stand and pace.many nights u stay up to seeif this is the person u truely want to be.your friends tell u your heartless,cold,dark and a whoreyou change and change and they want u to change somemore.the person inside me is dark and coldbut im more than that im loving and bold.my words might be blunt,coldhearted,and deepbut there also trueful eventhough they make u weep.im locked in a closet with no way outi sit on the floor like a seed that wont sprout.i sit here and wonder as the days go byshould i live or should i die.im all alone now i must saymaybe i should just die and rot away.noone loves me nor do they carethey just l

What I Believe In
I believe in the golden rule. I believe that treating others with the same respect and courtesy that I want. I may have my sarcastic moments, but I generally treat everyone with a clean slate and with a respectful approach. I believe in giving an open heart and letting people in rather than pushing away. I'm no pushover, I will not let my heart be trampled on, but I have had friends for decades because I gave them caring and support and they still know to this day I will not leave their side. I believe in giving second and third chances. I've had several chances in my day and don't understand the point in being open and shut with people or situations. Life is too short yet with too much space to fill, for there only to be one opportunity to make the right choice. I also believe in questioning just what the right choice is because it can be different for different people and situations. I believe in being genuine and having humility. I'm sometimes horrible with compliments because of

Be Gentle With Me
I am a strong, independent woman. I can take care of myself, my kids, my home, my job, my business, my finances. I am woman, hear me roar!! I am also a woman. I need to feel loved, nurtured, cared for, taken care of, protected, cherished, treated with tenderness. I am woman, protect my heart!!I do what I have to do to take care of my family and as a single mom, I'm happy to do it. But deep down, I am still a woman that needs to be treated with TLC. There is a fine line between the two. I want to teach my daughter that it's okay to want to be taken care of...it's how she was built. And I want my boys to know that it is ingrained in them to want to be the care takers.Perhaps I'm too sensitive or needy. If that's the case, then so be it. God created me to be the woman that I am, so who am I to argue with the Creator of the Heavens and Earth??Find that fine line and walk it as a woman? Don't mind if I do...

And There It Is...
my HIStory is a bit interesting. i've had quite a few of these little internet relationships. i meet guys, we hit it off. feelings are developed. sometimes its mutual for a while, but then something always happens. i get to see more of who they really are and they get to see more of who i am. one person or both end up unimpressed. so that's when i move on. i hurt people, sure. do i like doing that? no, but i'm not going to fake emotions or interest to spare your feelings. we're adults. why run off and cry about how terrible i am and how i mislead you?you're not the only one "mislead". ya know, but because i "date" a lot...i'm trouble or i'm not worth placing your trust in me. lol whatever. that's the jist on why these chicks feel the need to give warning. i am ALWAYS only myself. the guys i've talked to in the past apparently didn't like me...that's why we aren't still together. and to the guys i'm still friends with...well, if you've complained about me...then oh well, not much i can

The Theory Of Justification For Homicide
Someone asked me a question recently, and it caused me to think a lot. So, in typical fashion, I am posting the answers I have found here....The question: "What do you think makes someone deserving of death? And what gives you the right to be the one who kills another?" The answer: I believe that if someone does more bad then good, then they deserve to die. A person who is a chronic threat to the basic mechanics of society must be removed from the population in order to provide for the safety and security of the people. When I look at death as a punishment, I don't look at the past. Vengeance is a child-like concept; killing one person for killing another just gives you two dead people. One of those people had a chance to change.Sometimes killing such an individual is the only way to accomplish this. If someone does more bad than good, presuming it can be measured relative to the worth of a human life, then the person should simply have a debt of humanity that needs to be r

Home Sweet Home
i remember an icy day 4 years ago when i had just finished starting a pot of my yummy homemade veggie beef soup, walked to the mailbox in the ice, i had received my first letter from my son who was in boot camp in chicago. one of the first lines was "im doing ok mom, but i would give just about anything to have a big bowl of your homemade veggie beef soup right now." needless to say, i didnt eat the soup. i sent it home with my sister. fast forward to now... i have a huge pot of soup simmering on the stove and homemade apple cinnamon muffins(his favorite) baking in the oven. my son is here to spend the day.

Military Godmode
So, We hereby give a Fubar Salute to honor the soldiers, the men and women of Our United States Armed Forces. We altruize them as they themselves are altruistic and courageous as they perform their many tasks. A Huge Thank You goes out to ALL!! For those who has not followed any of the blogs We will be running two Godmodes for the 50 soldiers that has been added to my family. This is a joint effort, first my original family agreed to this, plus each of the 50 soldiers were adopted out. (There is an album in my pictures with names and links of everyone who has helped to make this happen. Some adopted some gave credits or both. I personally would like to thank all of them, for with out you none of this could take place. So Thank you each and everyone of you for coming together for the Soldiers ..x0x0x0x0 Adopted meaning the person who adopted them, will alturize them, give them drinks, rates anything we can do to try to get them the most from all of this. As a reminder my point

The Most Beautiful Light
Off in the distance, is a sight like none other. It's beauty surpasses any, yet to be discovered. You reach for it, and feel a sting. You instantly pull back. That's when you notice it's, in the middle of a thorn patch. Still you don't care, it's worth the blood shed. You see the bigger picture, what lies ahead. Those thorns, that stick to it, drawn to it almost. Are just that, thorns, easily disposed. But you yourself, shine just as bright. The two of you together, could give off the most beautiful light.

The Waterfall
The Waterfall Tracy loved this part of Hawaii. The Kahuku Mountains were full of lush green jungle, and Tracy had discovered them while hiking with her husband while on vacation a few years earlier. The military used the range for training, but Tracy had rarely seen them. She was here alone this time, her husband was on Maui at a business meeting. She was on her way to a spot they had found on their second visit here. A cool, crystal clear pool at the bottom of a forty foot waterfall. They had gone skinny dipping here and had the best of times. She wanted to spend the day here in relaxation while her husband was away. Coming to the pool, Tracy began to undress, anxious to wash away the sweat dripping from her body. It was a very hot, humid day, and sweat was rolling into every crevice of her fit and trim body. Turning to face the pool, she noticed clothes hanging from a branch near the waterfall. Ducking behind a tree, she looked around to see who else was here. She hadn't spot

Just As I Told You
My eyes are shut, but I can feel you here. Under the sheets, your breath in my ear. Your presence is heavy, the darkness surrounds. Movement is impossible, holding me down. Intimidation doesn't work, I am not afraid. I have been hurt, lost and betrayed. Fear is one thing, you cannot gain. I'm a wild animal, that cannot be tamed. I know what you've come for, but it is in someone else's hands. You cannot have it. I have messed up your plans. You reach in anyway, to try and capture my soul. But just as I told you. You find an empty hole.

Nothing Left
A single red rose, unopened at first. Then the light shines down, giving it birth. It's open and bright, innocent and pure. The dew drips from the pedals, saturating the sand. A stranger admires it, holds it in his hand. It's fragrance is so sweet, elegant and kind. He has to change it, pulling the pedals off one at a time. Until the rose, can take no more. It is no longer, innocent and pure. It is tainted and dark, there is nothing left. But a pile of broken pedals, where it once slept.

Just Thought I'd Let You Know
So you call yourself a ladies man, well I don't see it. What kind of a "lady", is going to fall for this shit. Telling your stories of sex, and satisfaction. Knowing that it is all, an exaggeration. Cyber, sorry, I don't engage in that. Step into the real world, that's where it's at. I know all to well, that you would never approach me at all. If I passed you by on the street, at the mall. You hide behind the screen, because it causes your balls to grow. I am familiar with your type, just thought I'd let you know.

Do You Have The Power
Power isn't measured by the money, in your bank account. It depends on your strength, from the inside out. Not your size, your looks, or your car. That has nothing to do, with the person you are. Fixing a problem, seeing beyond someones imperfections. Will lead you, in the right direction. Do you have the power, to make your own place? Or do you choose, to forget it's face?

Excited
For those that dont know I got engaged last week, it was suppose to be an open engagement for now but, we have technically set a date for this Nov 12th, as long as the pastor is free that day :) We got our wedding bands tonight I had to share my news!!!!

Okay. Quick Social Commentary By Me:
Because of Facebook, I no longer have to actually remember anyone's birthday. ~ Remember the excitement of seeing the date written on the kitchen calendar? Because of cell phones, I no longer have to remember anyone's phone number. ~ How many did you used to have memorized as a kid? Who could you call if your cell phone died right now? Because of GPS, I really don't have to know where anyone lives and I certainly don't have to know how to read a map. ~ Who used to carry an atlas in their car? Remember pulling over and looking at a gas station map? Because of spell check, I don't really have to know how to spell. ~ Take a look at the atrocious spelling/grammar people have and how accepted it is. People graduate with these skills? Because of either diet pills or unhealthy social acceptance, I really don't have to worry about my health or fitness. ~ Take a look at the obesity rate. Just look around you and see how many excuses there are for it. Because of Nintendo Wii, some

You Weren't The One!
You weren’t the one I gave too much You gave to little It was hard to see But baby you weren’t the one for me It is hard to take Feeling my heart break Crying rivers of tears All that’s left are doubts and fears I hope and pray that I will find my way Into a new and brighter day I am moving on No matter how much it hurts To realize that Baby....you weren't the one!

Pure Imagination
"Imagination is more important than knowledge." ~ Albert Einstein I'm not sure that I completely agree with that statement. Pardon me for challenging a certified genius, however, I believe there are times when knowledge far outweighs imagination. In looking for pictures for this post, I quickly realized that everyone was referencing imagination in the positive. In that regard, it IS vital. We want our kids to use their imaginations. It is a wonderful thing to watch children make up games and stories to entertain themselves, as opposed to having a video game do it for them. But what about negative imagination? There are times that your imagination can run away with you. An overactive imagination can tell you things are there, when they aren't...or vice versa. It can make you paranoid. It can cause you to take what little information you may have and fill in the blanks on your own...usually using assumption and past experience. This can be a bad thing! ** CONFESSION TIME

From A Bored Night About A Year Ago, My God I Was All Over The Place
My Sweet Bela (Lugosi) ORRR A Boring Night a Few Months Back The only promise that is ever kept is that you will die. Start with a joke right? Am i insane? Probably. Narcisstic with delusions of grandeur and just a touch of the want/need to be a MartyR (works with my name)? Definitely. Thruought all of that i still think, no i know, that i am the nicest most sympathetic dude on the planet. i simultaneously love/hate humanity so much that i wish everyone would be so happy/miserable that they would just fucking die. Some people (you know who you are) have said that i live like a hermit. Due to several power outages im forced to write in a notebook for fear of a power failure so now im deciphering this chicken scratch i have written. Perhaps if your (un)lucky enough ill have several of my mood swings so that you know what i deal with on a daily basis. maybe once i get help, life will be more easy and tolerable. ok, movie break! part 2:Cloris Leachman When I Close My Eyes -OR

Just Random Ranting......
this is my first blog on here so.. bear with me.. if you took the time to read this.. MANY THANKS. so im not used to writing publicly so bear with me,as i get ideas.. i have a lot of time on my hands.. as im currently looking for work.. which sucks. in the last year i have worked on job.. which paid minimum wage ie (7.40 hr)... i worked at price rite as a cashier.. guess what.. go fired. yeah you read that right fired.. not for stealing, or having an attitide with my supervisors, or customers.. but because im a moron when it comes to simple math... seriously. im horrible.. if you put in the wrong amount on the register... your screwed if you cant do simple math... and when it comes to math... im freeze.. im get uncomfortable when i make a mistake.. With having an anxiety issue with that... not good. so i got fired for having an OVERAGE of $7 dollars... getting fired cause your drawer is over... makes you an even bigger idiot than the people who happen to steal.. before that i wo

Peace , Love & Light Through Destruction!
The road's are growing further apart, Shadow's in the distance seem to be mocking me, As the one heart I had is slowly slipping into dust, We tried everything to turn table's, Get those wheels rolling, Spikes & ice on the road, Impede even the strongest of will's,S creaming desperately unto the cold cold night, Dream's are embedded in the concrete again, Just like his every footstep leading to you, We may have fallen but never beaten, I shall not rest until you are fixed, We have thought's, Feeling's & regret's, Looking for an Angel of light & carry us ,Across continent's & clear blue sea's, Keep your belief's open & wish & pray, They can answer your prayer's as they do, Your eye's are the window's to your soul, If they are true you shall shine

A Conversation With Tenacious D After A Tribute Performance
A conversation that took place after Tenacious D performed their greatest hit Tribute at a concert.A guy pulls the band away to a secluded area and wants to know more about this incitent. He asks JB to describe this demon. JB fills him in, and the guy says..."Hmm. Intereasting. It seems to me you must have been mistaken. This was not the devil. This could only have been Ron White, and it sounds to me was totally drunk again. You could have played Mary had a Little Lamb and he'd have called it great."JB pulls the guy further away fromm prying eyes, and says..."Yes. You have been the first man to notice it. The truth is, Ron White is Class A demon from the seventh realm of Hades. Unfortunately, now that you know, you must die. We will allow you to pick you're own demise. What will it be, my friend? And, no, it can't be of old age.""Why don't you let Ron kill me.""Sadly, not possible, he is impossible when drunk. He'd just botch it up.""Well, I always did want to die in the throws and pas

What Do I Want In A Woman
What do I want in a woman What do I want in a woman; I want a partner, an equal What do I want in a woman; the one who sees into my very soul, the child within, the tenderness, and passion, the creativity and care that makes me want to save an injured wild animal because it breaks my heart, she sees, and does not shrink back What do I want in a woman; one who becomes a part of my soul, and I hers, while still being our own individual selves at the same time What do I want in a Woman: trust, and faith that never falters What do I want in a woman: to say, to be, to balance me, for we share enough that we agree on what matters, and share in activities we both enjoy, but not identical for balance brings completion, my strengths to balm her weaknesses, and hers to mine what do I want in a woman: to hold, to talk through many a long night What do I want in a woman; to laugh, to cry, to hope,to dream, to win, to fail, and trough it all to know the other has felt eve

My Angel
TODAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU. I KNOW YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME ON THIS EARTH. YOUR UP IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON ME. I WONDER HOW YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE IF YOU WAS STILL HERE WITH ME. THEN I CAN FEEL YOU BESIDE ME IN YOUR ANDGEL WINGS. YOU TELL ME THT EVERYTHING IS FINE. BUT MY ANGEL I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I NOW YOU ARE SAFE AND BEING LOVED. MY LOVE FOR U WILL NEVER DIE. BECAUSE YOU ARE MY ANGEL UP IN HEAVEN NOW. JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE WOULD BE WONDERFUL AND TO BEABLE TO WATCH YOU PLAY OUTSIDE IN THE SUNLIGHT. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AS I DO YOU. MY ANGEL YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THAT AND NO ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THAT FEELING THAT I HAVE FOR YOU. MY ANGEL I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL. JUST REMEBER I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT I COULD. I HAD YOU ON MY MIND TODAY AND ALL THE OTHER DAYS BEYOND THA. PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THT I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOMMY

Earned The Right
My name is Melissa bitch, say it loud and with pride. Don’t whisper it behind my back, there’s no need to hide. I’m suited for battle, ready to take you on. Putting my name in your mouth, is where you went wrong. You have no idea, what I’m about. Although, I have a feeling, you’re about to find out. I took the high road, ignored it, dismissed it in-fact. While you snuck up, and put a blade through my back. That’s ok, the battle is on you. But the war is mine, my blood bleeds blue. Your cowardice is my strength, it just enrages me more. We’ve never met, but I’m kicking in your door. You had no right to speak my name. I play to win, this isn’t a game. With each blow, you’ll feel my pain. When it’s over, maybe then, you’ll have earned the right to speak my fucking name.

Update
For me things are still crazy as anything right now. I have had to deal with 3 deaths in a month, and 2 more deaths with people from work. My Papaw had a mini stroke yesterday, with the loss of my G'ma. If he makes through the holidays it will be a blessing. No, I still do not have interwebz at the house. Things are still topsy turvy but I am around, if you can't find me here .. I am on FB, and google+

"sin For Salvation," By Shaun Ruiz
Sometimes temptation is like a stray You feed it once and never goes away Before I knew it, I wasn't who I was before And all I knew was wrong Didn't seem wrong anymore Till, one day, I realized I'd spun a web I couldn't break And the weight I put upon myself Became too much for me to take Then, Somewhere in the distance I could hear You call my name Saying there’s still hope for me And it’s not too late to change But sin for salvation seems Like such an unfair trade Why should You have had to die For the mistakes I’ve made I found myself divided By the spirit and the flesh Undecided whether I should go To the right or to the left I kept thinking back On the sinful life I'd lived And asking, "Are my many sins Too many to forgive?" Even after all I’d done And it seemed all hope was lost You gave up your divinity And said “I’ll pay the cost” You transformed yourself from lion To the sacrificial l

I Know They Say Everything Is Bigger In Texas...but This Is Ridiculous!!!
I am currently standing in a chair at my friends house because a spider is MIA... I went to grab my bag and a spider big enought to carry me off crawled out of it...Since I had no shoes on and nothing in reach to kill it, I went to bathroom to grab the ,believe it or not, spider killer. Well dont waist your fucking money cause I sprayed the spider and it looked at me like "bitch please" and continued to keep on crawling. So I went and grabbed a shoe to smash the big SOB and he is nowhere to be found. I will not get down till the hugh fucking thing is found and dead.... I might be here awhile...

Can I Sleep In Your Bed
My hair brushed your face, while we were trying to rest. Both tossing and turning, trying our best. To close our eyes, drift off to Dreamland. You reached out to me, with a touch of your hand. You knew I was upset, you seen the tears shed. Knowing I needed you, that's when you said. Hey Mom, can I sleep in your bed.

Level 37 Demons - The Easiest Way To Level!
Level 37 can be a challenging level for anyone to complete. The level is especially difficult for people that are Demons because it's difficult to find 50 Demons to add you to their family! With the new ability structure it is a little easier because there are more people under lvl 40 that are demons, but I still find it is easier to level as an angel. So here is my recommendation, and it has helped a lot of people succeed on this level! Part of the leveling requirements is to use all 11 abilities - 6 demon and 5 angel abilities. Since you have to switch, you should do all 6 of your demon abilities first. Shitface (1), Buzzkill (1), Fam Boost Self (2), Point Boost Self (4), Name Screw (5), and Cloak (8). This will take more than one day due to the number of ability points you have. Once you have completed all 6 of the demon abilities, then you switch to Angel (at this time the cost to switch is $5 Million FuBucks). Once you have switched to angel you can begin doing the angel abili

Top Blogger, Nah
I figured out the game at Outpersonals. I loaded my blog with comments. It was mind numbing by the time I moved "Suggarfoot" to third place. I don't think blogs are as popular at Fubar as on the other sites but the game here is even more agressive than any 'blog war'. Sides don't seem to be so obvious. As long as you click on things you get rewarded here. Some of us figured out the game fast. I noticed we(from lifeout) have levelled higher than some who've been here over a year. Also our blogs seem to be hidden away. This mindless popularity point game is addictive but it's good to connect on a more personal level through dialogs. If anyone reads this please say "Hi' just so I know I've been read :)

Today...is......
Today's Birthday special goes tooo.... Its Peek a Boos Birthday xSBFx@ fubar I would put a song in here but if you check out her profile it's pretty clear what's goin on...haha....yes I know I'm behind with stuff, fear not kids, I'll get there....go show her some bday luvins in the meantime!!

Far Away
Far Away lyricsSo far awayThis time, this placeMisused, mistakesToo long, too lateWho was I to make you wait?Just one chance, just one breathJust in case there's just one leftCause you knowYou know, you knowThat I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymoreOne my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last danceCause with you I'd withstandAll of it to hold your handI'd give it all, I'd give for usGive anything but I won't give upCause you knowYou know, you know

Until I Found You
I'm sure you have heard it said, a time or two. That there is someone out there, made especially for you. I thought I had found them, a few times before. But nothing, NO ONE, has ever knocked down my door. And when YOU did, and I found you there. It was something remarkable, unique and rare. The power is amazing, surpasses them all. You didn't have to trip me, for me to fall. YOU can make me so angry, then set me on fire. Leave me craving you, raw desire. Then there's love, so much, too deep to explain. I never really knew it, until I heard your name. YOU are my ONE, made just for me. With you, I am just free. YOU are power, lust, genuine and true. I never really knew love, until I found YOU.

When I Awoke Last Night
You came to me, when I closed my eyes. As if you were there, inside. I felt your heart, beating with mine. Creating our own, moment in time. Your breath against, my skin. Your warmth, deeply within. The softness of your touch, set me on fire. The look in your eyes, pure desire. The sound of your moans, was music to my ears. Nothing but pleasure, no pain or fear. Skin against skin, cheek to cheek. Not a single word, did we speak. With each caress, every touch, every kiss. We wrote our own message, that couldn't be dismissed. The we laid there in each other's arms, just a few minutes more. Both dreading you, reaching for the door. But you didn't, you just held onto me tight. I could still feel you with me, when I awoke last night.

Keep Them Thangs Closed
Some of the people on this site, really crack me up. Flashing their shit around, uhhh yuck! If you're gonna show some skin, do it with class. No one wants to see, your cottage cheese ass. Women act like their in heat, basically humping your leg. Men resort to promises, then next they beg. Flashing their penis, in front of the screen. Like it something, we've never seen. It's sick, twisted, not to mention gross. Sometimes I ask myself, what the hell are those. To the freaky ass men and women out there, please watch what you post. For goodness sakes pervs, keep them thangs closed.

You Little D**k Piece Of S**t
A random stranger, sends me a link. I clicked it, didn't even think. And there he was, whacking away. Instantly got pissed, couldn't help but say. What the Hell makes you think, I wanted to see that? He would have to let go of his junk, to write me back. He tried to apologize, but I was too pissed. You make me sick, I wanna puke, seriously disgusted. Do you not realize, this is a screen. And you're not showing me anything, I haven't already seen. But do continue, have fun with it. But don't message me again, you little dick piece of shit.

Things Are So Bad In America That Now Even Sesame Street Muppets Are Poverty-stricken And Hungry (repost)
Big Bird, Elmo, Cookie Monster, Bert and Ernie are about to get a new friend. This new character comes from a family that is poverty-stricken and that struggles to get enough food. She is going to teach the other residents of Sesame Street the facts about hunger in America. Her name is Lily, and she will be appearing on a special one hour primetime special of Sesame Street that will focus on the plight of hungry children all over the nation. You can see video of this new Sesame Street character right here. This is yet another sign that things are so bad in America that nobody can really deny the reality of what is happening anymore. When you have more than one out of every five children living in poverty and one out of every four children on food stamps, it would be an injustice to call it anything less than a national crisis. Our economy is dying because of our foolishness and our children are paying the price. But a new Sesame Street character that is poverty-st

Anything Will Do
Do you know why, I do so much? The reason I can't just simply, give up. Because I have never, known anyone like you before. You shock me, amaze me, always wanting more. I tried to turn away, as if it didn't matter. But that just hurt me more, completely shattered. I don't want anything, but your love as well. Not knowing, is like, living in Hell. A word, a gesture, anything will do. To let me know, what exactly I am to you.

Alone Now
Alone Now , I have to be alone now to here the sounds of pain in my heart of the darkness of love going a way all around me no one to tell me that they love me or care I will not found my love here in the city lights or in the town walks of the nights all is gone now so I shall go and lay my head on my pillow and sleep for ever and end it for the light will come and take me and I can rest my soul and I will be free of the pain in my heart

Leaving Fubar
Well since I cant write this on my statues because of what i'am about to write will be to big so I'am just going to post this up on my blog and hope u guys read it. Ever since I joined Ive changed alot in a bad way I dont go out, I dont play any video games that I spent my time on I miss my friends, This became an addictive to me in a bad way and I just wanna change back it sounds crazy but its the truth. Also i dont get the help when I need it, I helped out many and when I ask they dont respond soo its just not for me sry. I just wanna thank everyone who have been there for me ill always remember u guys, ill be on here but just to talk and give my points away to ppl that mean something to me. Goodluck everyone!

A Call To Action For All Light/energy Workers, Spirit Guides, Witches Etc... This Hallow's Eve
Dear Friends, In deep angst we are searching for magical answers to the events surrounding Occupy Wall Street and the state of this great nation as well as global affairs. We recognize that we all hold creative and destructive force within us, this is our divine nature. Honoring our divine nature in all its complexity, how can we come into balance? What we know is: we have come together over many years, trained and built relationships with each other and the sacred earth. This is our time, where the veil between worlds is thin - to come together, a time in history, when we have built a network of witches that spans the continents. We have the training and power to focus our wills and spirit. We have the help of many, many spirit realms and we have the communication network to take effective action as has never been done before. All of the psychics and sensitives have known we would be called upon someday to use this network. Let us now each take a

Nsfw Pics
ok just feel like putting this out there.... Yes I do have Nsfw pics.... No you do not have to look at them... i do have 100's of other pics that are funny beautiful and worth lookin at. IF you do not want to see Nsfw pics then you have two options on Fubar.. you can either turn off "show NSFW content" or DO WHAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO AND JUST DNT LOOK! WOW that was easy.... dont add me and act like my friend and then take it upon your self to look in my nsfw folder and then block me.... i mean thats really childish... just because ppl have nsfw pics on here does not make them bad ppl... and before I jump off my soap box... IF YOU CAN READ THIS IS AN ADULT SITE SO YOU SHOULD EXPECT PEOPLE TO HAVE THOSE FOLDERS ON HERE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT THEN GO BACK TO FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE !!!!!! thank you for your time please have a great day!!!!

I Am Strong Again
I am strong again ByJMT A naive little girl, you think you can control Maybe a Welcome mat, you think you can unroll Or just a possession an object, you think you stole I can see it all now your thoughts,motives,and goal You think I am someone who will bend to your will You think this person is someone you know even still You think you can continue this game, confident in skill But your lies and cons have now given me, my fill You see I am no victim, someone you can make fall I am NOT for you to belittle, so you can stand tall I am NOT some simple creature, that lives for your call Just so you can rip me up, so you can hear me bawl You see I am no object, something for you to own I am NOT for you to dictate over, from that I've flown I am NOT some guilt filled child, from that I've grown So now I can stand up to you and say your cover is blown Once you led me astray from my strength within Finally I

Stupid Me
how does a person keep going down the wrong path doing the wrong things at the wrong time and still try to keep there head up i do it by the hands of my beautiful and wonderful wife babez she means everything to me i'd do anything for her i've been married to this woman going on 9 yrs and still going strong.. but hey every marriage has it's moments and i know i sure do have mine.. and i tend to hurt the ones i love by doing the stupid things in life and she still keeps coming back strong and if ya'll are wondering why i'm putting this on here well i'll tell you why ..cause i'm a dumb ass man and i want to prove to the world that i'm crazy about this woman and i'll do anything to have her around me even if its writing about stuff on here or whatever .. I know i'm only human and human make mistakes but i just hate doing them .. my girl is going thru alot of stuff right now and i'm not making it easier on here for her the more i try to do things to help her the more i tend to make her mad

4 Months! :)
On June 8th I finally took a big step and left the state of Hawaii. After all that time of talking about and wanting to get out I finally found the courage to do it. Was it easy? Yes and No. I left all the comfort and security I've known my whole life and stepped out into the unknown. Do I regret it? In the end the answer is no. At times, I miss home. I miss my family and friends. However this is my oppertunity to explore and meet new people and to discover new experiences. Along my journey I have gained both good and bad knowledge. I've done things I wish i didn't, yet I shall not regret any of my actions. Instead I'll take it as a learning experience and gain from it. We all make mistakes. It's up to the individual to either learn from it or have it bring you down. It's now been 4 months since I first took that step onto the plane and watched the state that I was born and raised in fade away. And as I look back on these 4 months I find that although I dislike some of my actions,

My Home, My Hell
My home is one of heartache, a place of steel and stone, a barren cell, a home in hell, and here I must atone! For all my crimes, I pay with time, where lights glow night and day, and though I rage and pace my cage, I still must stay and pay. I beat and maul the concrete wall, and walk the concrete floor, I damn each day, my only way, and hope for one chance more. Each lonely dawn that each night spawns, I stand and face the wall, in loneliness and bitterness, I await my end days call. Men scream and yell, within my hell, but I'm a man alone. My tears of pain, like bitter rain, spill down on naked stone. Here every gate is one of hate, love has no place to hide, for each last fool who broke the rule, the way to hell is wide! My chains of steel can never feel the things that I hold dear, but chains of steel are kinder than, the woman I lost here. For every lock a key is made, a saw for every chain, but each escape forgets the shape of chains they'll wear again. My Every loss becomes a c

Contest Time Guys!
Calling all Fu-Men..... Get your camera ready.....drop your pants.......show us what ya got An exciting contest with a bit of a twist "The Best Cock on Fubar Contest"The Fu-Women will be voting and the winner will receive a 10 bling pack All photos to be submitted by Oct. 31st at midnight The twist? You will have to print out our contestant sheet and follow the directions to find out what it is Can't wait to see all the pics!!!! Say cheese boys!!!! E-mail me at mau5gal@yahoo.ca or Sabrina at sabrina_witch18us@yahoo.com for the contestant sheet and let us know if you have any questions

Friends
Few lines to you my friend from bottom of my heart.Its amazing when strangers becomes friends but its sad when friends become strangers.I never want to lose you as a friend.I met you as a stranger and now i have you as a friend.i hope we will meet in our next walk of life where friendship never ends.I may not be the most important person in your life and surely not.But i hope when you hear my name,You will smile and will say "Thats my friend" :-)

Come Claim Your Prize
Have you ever loved someone, beyond your own control. Out of your own mind, body, and soul. I can't remember, ever feeling this way. It is a part of me, everyday. It is impossible to deny, believe me, I've tried. But the pain just got worse, with every tear that I cried. It is just there, so real and true. There is no disguising my love, for YOU. So it is here with me, come claim your prize. Your reward will be written, behind the green in these eyes.

This Is Sad Just So You Know.
When I was fifteen I had just moved to California. I had absolutely NO friends and to make matters worse my birthday is in the summer time. My parents decided the perfect gift would be a dog (I'd been begging for years) so off to the pound we went. First lap through we saw an adorable brown-eyed husky with ears bigger than her tiny body and it was love at first sight. For the rest of my high school years Kira (the husky) and I were inseparable, she slept with me, she followed me around, I took her for walks, I even taught her a few unnecessary tricks like how to viciously growl at people with just the point of my finger. Today we had to put Kira down and it was one of the worst things I've ever had to do. She was a great dog and I will miss her fuzzy little ass sooooo much. Hug and smooch your pooch and if you don't have one, hug someone else's, trust me they won't mind the extra love.

Empty Promises
These empty promises Begin to hold me down These aching memories keep coming back to me. Empty promises that mean nothing to you but all lies how could you do me like this I feel lonely empty. Darkness fills my life again I slowly die inside with out hope I wish I was not here anymore. This life is to much for me facing my fears alone Take my pain away heal my heart and soul. Those empty promises. By Devilina Vampiress Princess Of Darkness (Priscilla Gamez)

What People Fail To Realize
Convenience...watever is easiest..that's all people care about...they fail to realize that anything worth having NEVER comes easy...so they talk shit without even thinking or caring for that matter what the person on the other side is feeling like....why?...because in their mind...they can simply click a button and make them disappear...like they aren't even real...like it's ok because they are not right in front of them....but beyond the screen...regardless of how far away you are....there is a REAL person sitting there..shedding real tears...feeling real emotions....and it's not ok.....choosing the easy option is never the right solution...because that's what you end up with...if you didn't go to school or work to get to where you are now...where would you be?..nowhere...and you can have someone tell you in detail wat they would LOVE to do to you and might do just that...but then wat..where does that leave you...nowhere and with no one...simply because it was the easy and more conven

A Hot Taste For Love
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak,Then you look into my eyesWith your mysterious provocative gaze,Causing you to touch my skinTo feel the burning of your flames,Caressing me with a love that is real,Then you kiss me...As I feel your wet eager lipsOur hungry tongues indulging in their craving,To feel the poison...Of your blood boiling throughout your soulSending electrify emotionsStimulating pure intoxication,As your hands flows over me;Touching every curve and everytime you It seems I move my legs apart automatically,As you lift me on the mystical rideWhile my body you know I will guide,Just listen to our songMaking love all night long,The flames of passion, desire and loveIs taking control over us,You put your hands in my breast,As I feel a sensation so exciting,When you kiss my nipples with your eager lipsEvery time you do that,It gets more and more fulfillingLet me feel those sensations,As I feel you deep inside meFeeling a rage so incredible to resist,As all I

Nothing Could Fix
I'm not trying to lay any pressure, at your feet. I just need you to know realism, behind the words I speak. Because they are not just words, to me. They are emotions, actions, reality. I feel them not just say them, it runs deeply. Don't you understand how much, you mean to me? It's not this site, this screen. There's reality inside, everything. I say to you, it comes from the heart. It doesn't matter, we're miles apart. That's the small stuff, simple to cure. But nothing could fix, not having you anymore.

The Dash
I have to choose a font and I am not going to be using the 'terminal' font thats for sure lol I was diagnosed with cervical cancer on October 3, 2011. Needless to say, my world has been turned upside downa down and it will probably never straighten out again. What do you do when life throws such a curve at you ? I am not the first, and unfortuantly , I will not be the last . But I am still here. Still standing. I find myself tossed between the storms of tears, anger, denial, terror. Terror being the most prominant of these. Occaisionally I find myself in a time of peace, where the wind itself stands silent and nothing moves around me. Those are the times I can breathe. In those times, I think not about the future so much, but about the past. How I have lived my life so far. What I have done, and what I have failed to do. The things that are important in life seem to stand up in front of you , in bright neon colours, brash and unforgivng, so that you cannot miss

My Views On How To Treat A Woman
1) Never take a woman for granted or neglect her. The moment you do, she’ll start scanning the field and you won’t know it. 2) Do not cheat on her, or cheat her. A woman’s revenge could be emotionally lethal. 3)Do not boss her around, push her to do anything she doesn’t want to do, or force her to give you ANYTHING. 4) Do not expect her to wait on you hand and foot. She will take your foot and put it in your hand. 5) Be appreciative for all she does for you and show her appreciation for being in YOUR life. When you start acting like she should be happy she is in YOUR life, she will go out to prove you otherwise. 6) Never lay a hand on her, unless it is to caress her. 7) Never make her second to anything. This is the biggest mistake any man can do. Don’t ever disrespect her or her family, even if she complains about them. It is OK for her to do it, but never for you. Remember this. 9) Always GIVE more than you take from her to stay a man in

I Guess Its A Compliment?
9:59am reply single: ok..you dont know me and i dont know you... but how would you like to be in a porn mag? 10:00am more To single: you assume becouse im transgendered i would do porn? 10:00am reply single: yes mam.. 10:00am more To single: wow, 10:01am reply single: ok well im just trying to make money...sorry i bothered.. 10:02am more To single: why would you think i do porn? 10:04am reply single: i ment to ask if you would like to be in a sex clip....you would bring lots of attintion 10:06am more To single: no thanks. 10:06am reply single: ok

Snow
Snow flakes drifting slowly, softly to the ground. Falling and falling from dusk til dawn. Gently laying a blanket of white on all it touches. So pristine as yet untouched but soon scattered snowmen will appear as children wake and head outside to play.

[i'm Gonna Need A Cigarette, And Your Eye]
As my status may have indicated in the last couple hours I got broken into. And robbed. Again. I have to drive to Topeka, take stock, and update the police report. There's no water up there, nothing to do but stumble through broken or stolen shit. My parents were in town to turn on my heat to keep the pipes from freezing. There are stories anecdotes. I'm not in the mood to restate them I just hope my computer is still there. There's an indication that it might still be there. So, I'm going to drive my old man to work, drive to Topeka... wander through my obliterate house again update drive back. ... I bet I have to go to the fucking station too. and then drive back here and go to work tuesday. Woo. And yeah I had the day off anyway. Still very very very angry My grampa's antique 38 might be gone My hundred+ year old pocket watch might be gone. My gramma's wedding ring might be gone. My computer might be gone. Fu

A Touch Unfelt Poem By Darklight
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, ki

One, Yet We Are Two
It is sparkly, expensive, but it eventually looses it’s shine. That is why, I never want to wear your ring, on this finger of mine. Because WE are worth, so much more. Than any piece of jewelry, you will find at a store. Our bond, our connection, is so rare and true. There is no price tag, on ME and YOU. WE are survivors, fighters, lovers and believers. Powerful, yet weak, true love teachers. Here, but not, WE are together at all times. Joined at the heart, the body, the mind. As if, your blood, is pumping through my veins. While softly whispering, mine and your name. WE give love a new meaning, WE bring it to life. This is why, I could never be your wife. Because a ring is symbolic, materialistic, not needed. Just YOU and I Baby, we’ve already succeeded. WE will never tarnish, fade or lose value. ONE, but yet, WE are two.

Just My Poetry
As I walk this path alone,Gales, blizzards of sleet and snow. Cold, tired and hungry. Desperate for shelter where golden embers glow. Where will this road take me? Will there be sunshine, blue skies, A cosy place to lay my head. And watch the sunrise. I have roamed for so long now. My bones are weary, feet sore. My ancient years need comfort, peace. My eyes, ears, no longer good as before. No longer chasing shadows, kitten tails, Birds, moths, such delicious feasts. My time will come, join my friends; enemies too. For I was king of beasts. Scars I carry inside and out, of loved ones lost, And those in battle and defence. I know that one day I'll join them soon. No more will muscles tense. Stories of old, a place of such peace, Where butterflies dance at your feet, It seemed a long time away, gets closer each day. Those reeds of grass, that cosy place to sleep. Will this path take me to this place? Or is it just a dream and soon I'll awake. My pads sore, my hunger now desperate, My aged

You Finish The Story
You walk up behind me and wrap you arms around my waist and press you cock again my back and I can tell just how much you want me. Whispering in my ear," I want you." I start to dance slowly grinding on your cock making you harder for me you can't stand it spinning me kissing me nice and soft pressing in to me. I can't breath I am melting as you kiss me, Caughting my breath I say," never in my life have I felt that before." We stop dancing walk over to one of the tables sit down you start to unzip my pants putting your hand down them fingering and playing getting me wet you lean over to me kissing my neck and bitting my ear, than say, lets go to my car, I agree and follow you getting to your car sitting in the front seat you start the car and unzip my pants start playing with me well driving to your place.you take you hand out of my pants and lick your fingers saying, "mmmmmm you taste good."

Met Your Match
I couldn't see the demon, as it approached. But I felt it in my presents, when I awoke. From a deep sleep, I just knew it was there. Lurking around, everywhere. The room grew cold, heavy and dark. Sounds of his foot-steps, indenting his mark. Craving destruction, chaos and pain. Fear, turmoil, that is his game. To bring the strong willed, down to his feet. You have met your match demon, for I, cannot be beat.

Do Your Own Math
If my walls could talk, here's what they'd say. Dang, this bitch is crazy, she talks to herself everyday. This is true, it is me. Just a part, of my creativity. I am definitely, not the norm. I smile and embrace, the danger of the storm. Knowing nothing comes easy, thankful for the sweat beads. That roll down my face, while planting the seeds. Of my life, creating my own path. The crazy hard way works for me, but you do your own math.

To You All
As some of you know I am on a mini vacation from here. I need to re-evaluate some things and myself. I was just recentlly played very very hard by someone known on this site. I shall leave names out (those who know know) But this person has already deleted. I need to stress this tho to the many out there who wish to speak to people off here. Yes it is possible to develope feelings for someone off here. Some think that this is impossible cause well you cant "see" them. Well Im going to say this.....think about it....you meet someone, you befriend them, you think the world of them and would do anything for them. Even if it is not in a romantical way, you still would give anything to not see this person hurt or upset or in need. Yet you have never met them. If you can have these feelings for a "friend" you CAN develope emotional attachment to someone off here. Think people think about it. Its not that impossible. Now to those who like to play these emotional games, I ask you.....Why?

For The Curious
In case anyone's wondering why I've reverted to my old emo self... I have this job thing going on.... I have an offer from one company but the one I really want to work for is only at the 2nd interview stage (it's scheduled for tomorrow at 1). It's a better job, better commute, probably less money but worth it when you figure in the cost of commuting twice as far. I'm juggling trying not to piss off the first company by putting them off too long, but not wanting to be the asshole that accepts an offer and then reneges when something better comes through. Then there's my mom. She had her quarterly CT scan on Friday, and they found the tumors had grown much larger and have now invaded her spinal column enough to worry about spinal compression. She's not in any pain yet, but they rushed her to start immediate radiation therapy to try to shrink them before she loses too much function. She can't drive now, and has zero filter on her speech, so she told me she wishes I wasn't going ba

The Story Of Heather
When God first made the world, He looked at the bare and barren hillsides and thought how nice it would be to cover them with some kind of beautiful tree or flower. So he turned to the Giant Oak, the biggest and strongest of all of the trees he had made, and asked him if he would be willing to go up to the bare hills to help make them look more attractive. But the oak explained that he needed a good depth of soil in order to grow and that the hillsides would be far too rocky for him to take root. So God left the oak tree and turned to the honeysuckle with its lovely yellow flower and beautiful sweet fragrance. He asked the honeysuckle if she would care to grow on the hillsides and spread her beauty and fragrance amongst the barren slopes. But the honeysuckle explained that she needed a wall or a fence or even another plant to grow against, and for that reason, it would be quite impossible for her to grow in the hills. So God then turned to one of the sweetest and most beau

Copy`d From Myyearbook,
copy`d from myyearbook, someone said the pic i`m using on profile now is an improvement at less, my reply: yes because we both have something in same pic to look -- 17 minutes ago · Comment · Like · View Rebecca Leuallen 16 minutes ago yes because we both have something in same pic to look at "" that`s what makes this one ok to you """ well what about all the ones all over the place us wonen have to see of other women with hardly nothen on, and we have to deal with it, made to , it`s pushed in our faces all the time !

I Am Who I Fucking Am
I am very aware that the majority of people who use these social networking site's do so in-order to portray themselves as someone they are not....I am NOT one of those people...I will straight up tell you..I am NOT rich..I am NOT perfect...I am NOT fake...I am wat I am...a good mother..a good friend..a hard worker...I have compassion for others and others feelings...way too often I put someone else's feelings ahead of my own....to me..this screen is just that..a piece of equipment covered with glass...some people see it as a gateway to become watever they have to...to say watever it takes....I am silly...goofy..comical..I treat others how they treat me.....but I will NEVER tell you wat you want to hear simply because I can....I know there is a person behind the screen..whether it is the person they portray themselves to be or not...still a person just the same.....I can tell you with 100% honesty....I WILL NOT FUCK YOU....in the virtual or real world.....that's NOT who I am...I am tha

Tell Me Quickly
At war, you say. That is me, day after day. Fighting, struggling, wondering why. I put on this smile, while dying inside. One phrase, can't possibly be too much. A simple I love you, would be enough. I miss you, wish you were here. Anything to cause me, to dry these tears. You say if I just believed, I could conquer the world. When the only thing, I want to conquer is yours. Your love, your heart, is that too much to ask. I have accomplished great things, an impossible task. The strong one, that's what you called me. If I am so strong, then why am I so damn weak. Hiding, praying, believing, it's real. That what you say is not just words, that they are real. I do not write anything to you, I do not mean. My emotions go way beyond, this fucking screen. I could rip the cord, right out of the wall. And it wouldn't change, the way I feel at all. Plans have been made, this is real life here. Not just a switch you can turn off, then disappear. My he

Cam Information For Wicked Angel Cave
FIRST OFF NO NUDITY, KIDS OR MICS ON CAM UNLESS YOU TALK TO STAFF. SECONDLY WHEN ON CAM REMEMBER TO STOP BROADCAST INSTEAD OF EXITING OUT AND PLEASE ALWAYS LOG OFF. FOR THE CAMS ITS DONE DIFFERENTLY GO TO USTREAM.COM CLICK LOGIN. USERNAME - wickedangelcave PASSWORD- fubar1 THEN CLICK ON GO LIVE ITS RIGH NEXT TO IT. SELECT EITHER OF THE CAM YOU DESIRE AS LONG AS NO ONE ELSE IS ON IT. THEY ARE IN ORDER AS IN LOUNGE. SO IF STAFF TELLS YOU TO GET ON A CERTAIN ONE THEN GET ON IT FAILURE OF THIS WILL BE EJECTED OR BANNED. ALSO REMEMBER THIS IS FUBAR A PLACE FOR MATURE ADULTS HAVE FUN. WHEN YOU CLICK THE DESIRED CAM PUSH BROADCAST PUSH THE BROADCAST BUTTON AND YOU ARE IN THE ROOM. TY AJ.

Your Life Will Live On
Melissa, you have to stop beating yourself up. Why do you think, you are never enough? Get rid of those thoughts, inside your head. Close your eyes and, think back instead. Remember running scared, in fear for your life. The victim, the survivor, the mother, the wife. You looked through, the blood tears you cried. You did it alone, looked death in the eye. You are more powerful, than even you know. Hold your head high, allow that to show. It is you, you are the strong one. It has been you, all along. You are the strength, for those who are weak. The voice of those, too afraid to speak. You do not need, anyone. People will remember you, long after you're gone. Make your mark, leave your legacy while you're here. Write with the words, that form your tears. Fight, survive, carry on without fear. Show the world, you are the strong one. Through your words, your life will live on.

Ask A Former "cleaner" Anything.... This Is Your One Chance.
This is your one chance.... Ask a former "Cleanup Specialist" anything. DISCLAIMER: I am using the term "Cleanup Specialist" as a deliberate misdirection. For obvious reasons, I will not name the official title, which agency I reported to, classified or detailed intel of work performed, etc.)I was one of the guys tasked with some of the things our government doesn't like to speak publicly about. "Cleanup Specialists" do both on-field and off-field work. On-field work consists of the down-and-dirty shit no one really likes to do and no one in our government will admit to doing: Collecting/burning evidence, dissolving corpses, "enhanced interrogation" of suspected terrorists and similar duties.. Off-field is generally more stressful, but not as difficult: Conducting misleading interviews, misdirection of press and reporters as well as the occasional bribe/disappearing. We don't like to have to kill United States citizens, but it's an occasional necessity. We're also given cle

"my Wish..."
My wish for you... That your heart smiles true It is my dream... For your happiness to stream In you I believe... With my heart on my sleeve Just to see your smile again live... With all my soul I'd give Opportune happiness follows the pain... Just as sunshine follows the rain I will always be here... I will always be near... For whatever inspires your soul aglow... That is my truth; I thought you should know.

Set In Stone
What's wrong with being wrong? This is a serious question. It's how we learn...by being wrong and then figuring out what's right by trial and error or asking someone who knows already. Lately though it seems that the norm is that nobody is ever wrong...about anything. Being wrong seems to be an alien concept to some people. It's not wrong, it's just the way they see it. It's just a different point of view. And while opinions don't always fall under right and wrong, many things do. Some things are just fundamentally wrong. Some things don't work no matter how hard you try to make them work. We are not infallible. We make mistakes. Sometimes we lose. And it's okay to be wrong. It's okay to come in second. It's what motivates us to be better. It's what makes us strive to broaden our knowledge and work hard so we won't finish second the next time. So that next time we won't have the wrong answer. Instead there seems to be this idea that everyone is a winner regardless of

Poem By Korczak Ziolkowski, To Be Placed On Crazy Horse Mountain When The Memorial Is Finished
When the course of history has been toldLet these truths here carved be known:Conscience dictates civilizations liveAnd duty ours to place before the world,A chronicle which will long endure.for like all things under us and beyondinevitably we must pass into oblivion. this land of refuge to the strangerwas ours for countless eons before:civilizations majestic and mighty.our gifts were many which we sharedand gratitude for them was known.but later, given my oppressed oneswere murder, rape and sanguine war. looking east from whence invaders came,greedy usurpers of our heritage.for us the past is in our hearts,the future never to be fulfilled.to you i give this granite epicfor your descendants to always know-"my lands are where my dead lie buried." Korczak Ziolkowski, SculptorCRAZY HORSE MEMORIAL, Black Hills, SD (Poem to be carved on mountain in letters three feet high)

Goodbye
so this is goodbye my friend, thought it would never end. You threw me away with your garbage. Without a reason why, you was someone i could talk to, all i can do is cry. so guess this is goodbye, i will never know just why. where did i go wrong. I walk away with a sigh. i wish you the best, you will be in my heart, but like the stars you are far away. So I say goodbye. will miss you.

Hahha Boredom Strikes! :)
Shortest fairy tales from both men and women! A Man's Fairy Tale Once upon a time a man asked a woman " will you marry me?" She said "No" And he lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles and went fishing and hunting and played golf a lot and drank beer and scotch and had money in the bank and left the toilet seat up and farted whenever he wanted. The End A womans Fairy Tale :) Once upon a time a guy asked a girl " will you marry me?"She said "HELL NO"and the girl lived happily ever after and shopped all day. Had mani & pedis every week. Drank wine and danced the nights away. Walked around the house with no makeup on, hair not done in sweats. Didnt have to play dress up no more to impress. Had all her money in the bank...cause he forgot to check his wallet and she used his credit cards. The end :)

Update...
It looks as though they found cancer. Next Thursday I go in for in patient surgery to have the rest removed. It is very scary for me because they also have to remove lymph nodes and this basically leaves us unaware of the extent of the cancer. I will try to keep all my close friends updated. Sending lots of love to all of you and ty all for caring :) Much Love, Sue

Day Six
Ok whats the saddest trashyest thing you watched recently? For me it was for the 1st time in years xfactor - due to apathy and being lazy after cracking open a bottle of red and a takeaway vermicelli from the chippy! Feel free to divulge yours!

And The List Goes On..........
Ive been asked multiple times, why is my lady so special to me? Why all the love talk? Well here goes, We have a natural attraction for one another. We share mutual repsect and make decisions for the realtionship based on our own feelings rather than requests most of the time. WE have a passion for each other as well as romance.We are best friends. We hold the highest respect for each other in the way we behave online and off. In a nutshell we are jsut a great match and there is no desire for any one else.

I'm An Entj, Bitches!
Yeah, that's right.... I own the WORLD "I don't care to sit by the window on an airplane. If I can't control it, why look?" ENTJs have a natural tendency to marshall and direct. This may be expressed with the charm and finesse of a world leader or with the insensitivity of a cult leader. The ENTJ requires little encouragement to make a plan. One ENTJ put it this way... "I make these little plans that really don't have any importance to anyone else, and then feel compelled to carry them out." While "compelled" may not describe ENTJs as a group, nevertheless the bent to plan creatively and to make those plans reality is a common theme for NJ types. ENTJs are often "larger than life" in describing their projects or proposals. This ability may be expressed as salesmanship, story-telling facility or stand-up comedy. In combination with the natural propensity for filibuster, our hero can make it very difficult for the customer to decline. TRADEMARK: -- "I'm really sorry you have to di

Truth
Some people mistake kindness for weakness. Contrary to this belief kind people are not weak people. It takes strength and an awareness of personal power to be kind to people. Being kind comes from the ability to see the good in each person and to be comfortable in helping and being a good person, not mattering what the others do or say, staying true to yourself.

In The Shadows
Hiding in the shadows Where it's dark and cold Sitting in the shadows With no one to hold Thinking in the shadows Where my mind runs wild Running in the shadows Like a spooked child Sleeping in the shadows Alone the way i was born Crying in the shadows With no one to lean on Lives forever in the shadows Until i find someone sweet Standing in the shadows Until i find my heart beat

Message To A Certain Person!
Well my PMSing is almost done lol I did alot of thinking! I should be nice to everyone! I am however, some people piss me off, but I try to be nice otherwise, I know me and a certain person were in so much fueds, said so much shit, I mean really alot of shit, some people will tell me why am I doing this? but I cant hold grudges on people, its hard, thats why I'm such a nice person, or that I get walked all over. I"m like a door mat lol. So this is for Sonya, I just want to say I'm deeply sorry about everything, saying horrible things, doing horrible things, it all started online someone making a fake profile of me, and accused her, and I believed it, I dont know who it was, but who cares, its long gone. Life isnt about drama, holding grudges, making enemies. Its about being happy, making people smile, enjoying life, and friends. So all of you who are against her, or need to make fun of her, and me because I apologized, go do it, youre just a low life coward. So Sonya I hope you

Your Best Design
Two people, six years apart. Joined at the mind, the soul, the heart. Her every curve, made just for him. Made in his mind, way back then. He didn't even know, until he seen her face. Her size, her voice, those eyes of many shades. The way her body, fits his grip. The one he has on her, the taste of her lips. Everything she is, is his design. A feeling, yet to be defined. Too real, raw passion, love and sweat. Nothing less, but much more, can you feel it yet? Do you feel as I do? Lying next to you. Heart pounding, body shaking. Nothing but desire, satisfaction, in this love we are making. Finally together, becoming one. The way it's meant to be, our journey's begun. With your body, inside mine. You have finally completed, your best design.

Feel Me Within
I lay in my bed, and look off to the right. There's a noise, keeping me awake tonight. It's sounds so familiar, it's hard to describe. There's just something distinctive, that I recognize. It's steady and strong, getting faster with time. I can't help but wonder, if it is just in my mind. Wait, I can feel it now, I knew it was you. Coming to me, from out of the blue. Let me crawl back in bed, and pull the covers back. Lay down with me, and just relax. It was the sound of your heart, that kept me awake. My satisfaction will return the favor, in this love we make. Close your eyes, feel my breath on your skin. Absorb my touch, feel me within. Deeper than the body, the mind, the soul. You are the half, that makes me whole.

Grrr
First off...this to those of you that THINK you know me...when reality is..you DON'T KNOW SHIT...DON'T send me your little sad pouty faces..because if you DID know me then you would know that gets you NOWHERE...and speaking of which..my profile pretty much speaks for me...obviously it is a waste of speace because everyone tends to miss that about me....you say hey..I'll say hey..you want to talk friendly..that works too..laugh..joke...all fine...but DON'T go all typical male on me..and act like I OWE you shit...because I don't...if I talk to you...it's because I want to..not because you guilt me into something when I AHVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO YOU PEOPLE ARE....respect goes a long way when I'm involved...you show me respecta nd I shall do the same..you CHOOSE to ignore my words then i ahve NO problem spelling it out to you...I am NOT interested in ANYTHING here other than casual and friendly conversation with remarkable people..not typical people...people that lack morals....GRRRR....

The Inexperienced Curry Tasting Judge...probably One Of The Funniest Jokes In The World!
Notes from an inexperienced Aussy curry taster named FRANK, who was visiting New Delhi, India from Australia. "Recently I was honoured to be selected as a judge at a curry cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the beer tent when the call came.I was assured by the other two judges (couple of local Indians) that the curry wouldn't be all that spicy, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the event: Curry # 1: Manoj's Maniac Mobster Monster Curry JUDGE ONE: A little too heavy on tomato. Amusing kick. JUDGE TWO: Nice, smooth tomato flavour. Very mild. FRANK: Holy ****, what the hell is this stuff? You could remove dried paint from your driveway. Took me two beers to put the flames out. I hope that's the worst one. These Indian blokes are crazy. Curry # 2: Applesamy's Afterburner Curry JUDGE ONE: Smoky, with a hint of

Exile
With our hearts wrapped in Saran- Are we here to hear hollow words or sincere verbs taking flight to fan the silence? damn the silence! as it smothers the violence of a ghost locked and chained in solitude engaged in caged enraged soliloquy the words reaching out like desperate hands gnarled and grasping for even the lightest featherlike touch well deep within digital prisons snarling and gasping across chasms from our telephones too afraid of voices making us three dimensional intentional connection scares us crawling back into the void avoidance fits us so well well worn torn and wholly alone

Life
Just because there is distance between a man and a women does not mean life has to be judged by that...when two souls meet and find a connection how ever that connection be its still meaningful and sometimes worth while to holding on to and seeing where it goes. I feel as if I couldn't express anymore how beautiful and awesome of a creature you are and your worth waiting for...oh how allll the people I have seen get married or are together living further then us apart and there totally madly deeply in love....so why can't I have that...distance means nothin to me nobodys coming to get me you think so but Im going to be left here all alone for eternity wondering wishing and hoping....when will that day come when my love is so big that the man will see that its true its real and I mean it..maybe one day...maybe one day.......

Remembrance Day/veterans Day
So I just started a new job a few months ago. I do customer service for pay-day loans in America. As we all know as working adults (I hope most of you are working), we do not get paid on stat holidays and banks are closed. You know what chaps my ass...? I hate having to tell people on the phone that it's Remembrance (Or Veterans Day in America) on Friday. It really bothers me that people forget. If it wasn't for all the men and women who died for our freedom, who knows what would have happened? C'mon society, you need a reality check. They shall not grow old, as we that are left grow old:Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.At the going down of the sun and in the morningWe will remember them. RIP, Grandpa. ♥

I'm A Nurse
You're a nurse?? That's cool, I wanted to do that when I was a kid. What do you make? "WHAT DO I MAKE? I make holding your hand seem like the most important thing in the world when you're scared. I can make your child breathe when they stop. I can help your father survive a heart attack. I make myself get out of bed at 4 am to make sure your mother gets the medicine she needs to live. I work all day to save the lives of strangers. Today, I might save your life. I make a difference, what do you make??"

Excerpt From My Story Sin Upon Pleasure
Sebastian Regardless that I'm a monster of known violence this was hardly what I had wanted to ever happen to her, she of all people deserved many things but not this.... I walked over to her still body laying akwardly on the floor and got on my knees to check her pulse. I didn't care about the blood staining my clothes or how pitiful I looked, I was desperate to find life still in her. Her pulse was faint but still there and I could only sigh in relief. If I could cry tears as humans did I would have, she was lucky to be alive. Yet even in the chaos of the blood smeared across her face and the mess she had created she looked so pure and angelic. Her beautiful white cotton dress was ruined with stains upon stains of her attackers blood as well as in her hair. One shoe was hanging off her left foot crookedly almost as if it was fighting to come off but couldn't and the bow in her hair was halfway undone and threatening to fall out. She looked like an innocent child caught in the

Unbelievably Disgusting And Sickening
Ok so i just went on a little adventure to help with some things for the animal shelter my moms friend runs... Unfortunitly the shelter is a lie. theres numerus dogs at my moms house and an entire apartment full of dogs and cats down the road and god knows what else. they adopt animals out on the weekends and what not but arent ever successful at it. anyway the reason for this blog is the appartment that i just went to. i had to pull a dead cat out of one of the rooms. when i first walked into the appartment i immedietly wanted to vomit. the floors were covered in animel waste, the walls and floors were destroye... there were about 10 dogs in the livingroom area. the smell was horrible. then i got to the bedroom (cat room) there was atleast 10 cats there and the two litter boxes were full and needed to be dumped badly. and the smell was much worse then in the livingroom. between the two boxes lay a dead cat :( i wanted to cry. i wrapped the cat in a towel and put it in a box a

Rant Time =d
Ha.. I just need to let off some steam. So if you are a guy then this might be about you so you been warned LOLOLOL 1st off I am just frustrated with people on here. Especially when people expect me to talk to them and if I don't I am a bitch. And I think to myself when people treat me like that.. do I go to anyone in your shout and demand you to talk to me, and or get emo because you aren't responding to me? No... so why the hell should I tolerate it from others. I have lots of friends on here I care about and I have alot of fu friends period. I do not expect shit from anyone. If you are close to me, of couse I expect what is normal in a friendship. Honesty and trust. I don't smother my friends.. omg its been 5 hrs and you haven't talked to meeeeeeee *gets spork* so don't smother me especially when you just effin met me. Most of my great friends on here, it has taken time to get the relationship we now have... friendship isn't that instant sorry to effin break you're bubble. Thats wh

"how Are You?"
I've been getting asked this too much. I'm not great. My grandma went to the hospital last night. A nurse checked on her and she had no pulse.. The took her to the hospital. Her BP was super low. Everyone is assume her pace maker kept her alive. Everyone was able to talk with her last night / this morning. Majorly heart breaking. She told everyone she loved them and such. She asked me to locate a couple family members so she could see them a last time.. Also told me to stop beaching my hair.... lol So thus, i'm not OK!!! Pls stop asking

Good People?
Was listening to the radio in the car on the way home from dropping the kids off at school. They were talking about a bit they did at a gas station and the dj would do full service for the customers. She helped one lady and asked "is there anything else i can get for you?" and the lady replies "Well I could really use a kidney." She had been on a waiting list for some time with no luck. The radio station gets a call from a Sgt Vance, just returning from his 2nd tour over seas and he says "Ill gladly give her a kidney if im a match. So after testing and all the red tape the Sgt and the lady end up in side by side rooms in a hospital. Sgt Vance gave his kidney to a complete stranger.NOw he is waiting to recover to go for his 3rd tour over seas. Are there still good ppl in this world?? I like to think so....either that or we have angels on earth...either way this story touched my heart and I hope is does yours as well......

Tool - Stinkfist
Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden Anyone should bear. Constant over stimu-lation numbs me but I would not want you any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, To feel, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change Tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be Well upon our way. Blend and balance Pain and comfort Deep within you Till you will not want me any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, To feel, to know I'm alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to. Relax. Slip away. Something kinda sad about the way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everything. What became of subtlety? How can

Wat Do You See?
People look at a stripper..and that's just what they see...a nice body..a pretty face..but they don't really see her at all...they don't allow themselves to see wat she is truly about...they don't see why she is there....maybe she is working her way through college...has a bad past...made some decisions she's not proud of and has to be there....she knows how the people see her..and that's how she makes her money....but that is also why she doesn't date the customers....because she wants someone to REALLY see her...people see what they allow themselves to..wat is easiest to see..not wat they truly are...and that is sad to me

Daddy And Babygirl
Daddy and Babygirl - Foot Fun She was standing at the sink finishing up the last of the dishes, singing along to the song on the radio. She didn't know Daddy was behind her until she felt him pushing up against her body. His arms came around the sides of her as he placed each hand on the counter and leaned further into her, pinning her body against the edge of the sink. He kissed her shoulder and made his way up her neck and to her ear. He leaned into her and growled into her ear, "finish quickly and meet me in the living room." She leaned back against him, her head resting against his neck for just a brief moment, "yes Daddy." With that he pushed himself into her backside one more time, making sure she could feel his arousal against her. She let out a small moan and almost dropped the dish she was holding back in to the water. She hurried to finish up the dishes and get them all put away. Then she walked over to the entryway and saw Daddy sitting on the couch. He

Words...that's All They Are Right?
Words..that's all they are right?...well words cause reactions...feelings..emotions....certain people can get away with saying certain things and it have no effect....but when someone you think highly of says it...it def. has it's effects...it's reactions..and creates emotions...feelings...I don't understand why the people who are suppose to care about you....are the first one's to lash out at you....to try and break you down....certain people are not suppose to say certain things....I am a compassionate person....I have compassion for others..and regardless of how broken down I get in the process..I'm not going to lash out and say hurtful things...knowing how I would feel...DO feel being on the opposite side of it....if breaking someone down to make yourself better is what you have to do..then maybe you need to work on some issues within yourself....it doesn't matter what has went wrong....why it did....wat matters is your reaction to it....I don't dismiss people easily that has touch

Role Of Rebound
*Monchielle form* You cannot replace melike some worn out toothbrushor an old pair of shoes.Take the role of rebound,he needs someone to use. You cannot replace mewith those walks on the beachor your dinners for two. There’s a role for rebound,and it’s perfect for you. You cannot replace mein the bed I once lay.Some advice (to be kind)-open your legs wider, I am still on his mind. You cannot replace meif that’s what you’re thinking.Though it’s love you long for,do NOT expect that much,you’re just a rebound whore. *Written on 11/17/2011*

Curious??
Mental Hospital Phone Menu.Hello and thank you for calling The Looney Bin. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. I f you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press

Okay...here I Am, Needing More Advice.
I'm not sure if I mentioned this to you or not, but like...I haven't dressed my windows yet, been busy taking care of other shit, so uhm...my neighbors have been seeing my nakedness for over a month now. So, with that said, this one neighbor in particular is quite the man. I have such a thing for men with big....guns. Anywhoo...we've been teasing each other for the past week, and I gotta ask because my mother always told me---don't shit where you eat. Do you think I should take it further with the neighbor, or play with the pretty boys across town?

Struggles
Struggles i know we've all had our share.Mine have been to many and i've done my best to overcome then.My biggest struggle right now is not having my youngest children with me .I find the holidays very hard but i put a smile on my face and make the best of it.So if i'm a lil quiet around the holidays i'm sorry.This has been going on for a few years and how it got this bad is a long story . I got divorced in virginia and settled all though we had shared custody with equal time then he wanted to move to ohio i didnt check into the laws there and moved there neway needless to say they dnt recognize what was done in virginia as time went on the kids got settled with him and his new wife they spoke 2 me less and wanted to see me less they were bng brainwashed.He knew i wouldnt have the money for a court battle and i wouldn't take them if they didnt want to go so in putting what they want first i'm sad but my kids come before me.I know some people will judge me but i love them and in time t

Brusha, Brusha, Brusha
I love to brush my teeth. I love the way it makes my mouth feel, how it makes my teeth feel and the way my breath smells afterwards. Brushing your teeth is all about good dental hygiene and super fresh breath. Toothpaste is vital to both of those things. You have to have the right toothpaste in order to achieve both of those goals when you brush your teeth. I have come to realize that I am picky about my toothpaste. I have preferences. I want it to be minty and taste/feel fresh...none of this orange or citrus mess. That's like brushing your teeth with a piece of fruit and what's fresh feeling about that??? Secondly, I want it to get foamy...foamy = working. If there isn't much foam to it, it can't possibly be doing what it's supposed to do. After I brush my teeth, I want to be able to suck in some air and feel the coolness. If I say "ahhhhhh" after I brush my teeth, it's a good experience.Which brings me to my current dilemma. I bought some new toothpaste the other d

Adding Family
Please Make sure ALL members add one another as friends. Rate, Fan, Like and Send an Add....We also ask that you try to comment the Home Page and Family Daily if possible, not mandatory, but it's nice to see the family members on each others pages leaving comments. Great way to get to know each other better. The more interaction within, the stronger our family becomes !!! Thanks everyone,we love having you as part of TXR !!!

What Love Is
Is love holding the other person when they're crying is it telling them how much that you care? can you provide nessecary feelings to show someone your there? is love telling them how much you missed them is it sharing all your hopes and fears can you provide nessecary proof that you'll be right here WHAT IS LOVE WHAT IS IT'S MEANING THAT HAS ME SO CONFOUNDED WHAT IS THIS ALL THESE FEELINGS THAT FORM INTO A WELLSPRING IS IT YOU? how do you give your heart when it's so bound to you is it a retorical question that we've got to prove is love calling them telling them how much the were missed and as soon as they come home you give them a kiss how do you show these feelings when you don't know how to express! If i gave you my heart and soul, would it mean that i'm whole? if i wipe your tears, does it prove to you i'll always be here WHAT IS LOVE WHAT IS IT'S MEANING THAT HAS ME SO CONFOUNDED WHAT IS THIS ALL THESE FEELINGS THAT FORM INTO A WELLSPRING IS IT

The Demise Of Commom Sense And Futards
(Soapbox, check...mic check 1-2-3...okay, here we go...) So I have been talking to my friends recently and we have been talking about how there is no common sense left in the world. Ignorance, I can understand. That is something you can fix. Stupidity, you just can't fix. So what, exactly is wrong? Why does no one use their brains anymore and why is common sense dead? Here are my observations: 1. Proper parenting went out about 30 years ago. It was replaced by a bunch of wusses who want to be friends of their children. News flash--you are not supposed to be a friend, you are supposed to be a parent that your children can open up to about things. And spanking is not beating, it's called discipline and is for when talking doesn't work anymore. I got spanked, my girls got spanked, and we turned out just fine. 2. People think that what they see on television is real. It is NOT. Just because you see someone on TV do it, it doesn't mean it's right or proper. I know, propriet

Idiot Green On Fubar
Blingy26 secs-- 10 of 10 Blingy said: seriously, I hate your default, people on this site do have seizures TYVFM squ33key t0y cp fe2 ArmyShyGuy said: yvfw idgaf enjoy being downrated blogged and blocked twit. hope u like the green! you wont have it much longer ok well that little pic isnt very well for blogs but its in my defult, [ fubar.com photo: ] fucking idiot twit, seriously her likes should be revolked and she should be downrated that shit causes serious brain damage with people who have sezuires. its not funny like she says

Temp Angel Family Adds
She needs your help to level up! She got her points done, now she needs angel family adds, even if they are temp. She is currently a demon she had to get all her ability points done. So add her so she can level!!! She will return the love!!! Thanks! GO LOVE ON HER: http://fubar.com/sweetashoneyy

Not Mine But Fuckin Hot!
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now… Concentrating… bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and fast against my tongue, shameless in using

Seriously
Maybe its me. Maybe I don't understand people any more, or maybe I'm just plain an idiot. For a couple years I've been on and off this site. Enjoyed most of my time here, and have met a few amazing people. Some just recently. Yet I'm thoroughly convinced I'm seen as easy, or a moron. I've always tried to make sure those in my family were always taken care of before anyone else, blings, bombings, fu buck donations...what ever. Always thought highly of each one in my family, thinking they were worth knowing. And always believed when your labeled as family, whether here or in the outside world, its supposed to be an honor. It says that some one trusts you, that they think highly of you, and that you are given a higher standard in that individuals eyes. Yet I've come to the conclusion that people here have no idea what friends and family really are...Play the game..that's fine, but if your here only for the game then words such as family and friends should not be in your vocabulary. I give

Mumm Haters
So, why is that a few people that are known haters in mumms can get away with stupid fucking shit like reporting a mumm as nsfw when it is clearly marked as such and get you blocked from ever being able to create mumms again, or if you do, they will delete your account, yet when you see and report mumms that deal with the exact same topic and report it nothing gets done., Is this just the bouncers way of protecting their friends and fucking with anyone and everyone that they decide to not like at the time? It is pretty fucking stupid but I guess it feeds their little minds and makes them feel as they are the all powerful OZ, It is bull fucking shit like this that fucks up sites and keeps people from actuallyt being able to fully enjoy their time on here. I am marking this as nsfw, but I am sure that a fuck stick bouncer will see this, or some fuck wad will report it and soon I wont be fucking able to fucking blog and fucking more. so fuck them. Do you think I got the word fuck

Moving Help!
So, I'm in need of a fresh start. Moving somewhere new, the whole works! I guess I am posting this because I am looking to get some input from people. Good locations and good job locations. I don't have a set career right now but, I am wanting to open my own cupcake place. This is a serious post. I do not want weird, pervy guys telling me I should move to where they are. Thank you for all of your help!!

"" I`m Not The Kind To Sit By The Phone So To Speak For The Dam Thing To Ring (when He Gets Ready To Call )""""" Or In Thi
copy`d from a message reply i sent to a guy on another site, your not talking to just time me Today at 9:57pm You what`s that mean """ ? no i`m just keeping my self busy with videos """ i`m not the kind to sit by the phone so to speak for the dam thing to ring (when he gets ready to call )""""" or in this case chat """" don`t mean that i`m with anyone """"" just i`m not gonna sit still sobbing till a guy calls me or chats me """""" i try to do other things to keep my dam self entertained """"" till a guy can start help entertain me in person take me places, and other things, then i have to entertain my self """""""

About Me Aka Ferret
About me aka Ferret. Written on 11/27/2011 Updated on 11/27/2011 -------------------------- So the chances are that you're reading this blog because you've been redirected here from my profile page here on fubar. Reason being for that, is i didn't want to clutter up my profile with this because i knew it was going to take up quite a bit of space, and i needed to have the "don't" list on my profile for those who look at it. Now what i will be writing in the next few paragraphs is a little bit about me. So do not complain about having to read, it's good for your eyes and mind. Complaining about having to read proves your nothing more then lazy anyways. So sit back, get a drink and enjoy the fact that someone actually took the time to write a detailed document about them. Let's start shall we? My name is Thomas, it is not my birth name however. Back when i was born my legal name was Jerald Thomas Schwartz III, but due to my mother being a sleeze bag and not wanting me, i was adop

The Prison
In an instant, I feel the shutter go up my spine, I take that deep breath, and you are completely irrelevant. You sink beneath nothing into the bitterness of forgotten iconography. What are you after all? The sinner that parades as a saint? Dear dear hypocrite, surely one day you must pick which life shall be yours. Seeking to project and extol such virtue yet can you not be found skulking and slithering in the darker recess of misdeed? The depth you lack or the depth you feign brings nourishment only to your delusion. And what redemption have you for your adultery? Your slander? You war-mongering? From a bellowing throne of righteousness you cast your judgement upon those whose transgressions fall pitifully short of your own great treachery. Yes, gaze down your nose fool. Tell yourself how put upon you are. Regale the world with the song of your plight and how no one ever loved you - the way you deserved. Ignore your own malfeasance. Seek instead for some i

Me,rattling
Cold is starting to settle over Texas and my body is starting to feel it. Couple people I thought were friends completely bumped me into oblivion, guess I shouldn't let that bother me. I'm neither pretty nor popular so it shouldn't of surprised me either but it did. This being fu I should have expected it. On that note, if I add you to my fam, I consider you a real friend. I've been giving more bling than I get so won't be giving anymore out. Thanksgiving here went off without a hitch and the food, sorry tooting my own horn here was excellent. Going to be spending the holidays in Indiana with my family. This is a year of first, giving that my dad passed away in July I think I need to be with mom this year. Cut my hair today, looks pretty good. Y'all should check out JohnnyDevil' newest blog, not only a good read but very informative concerning the mental behavior of someone who got his heart broke and how revenge over love can turn bitter.

Perv
* Murdering your wife isn’t a crime of passion. Premature ejaculation - that's a crime of passion. * How is a woman like a condom? Both spend more time in your wallet than on your dick. * What’s a male chauvinist pig? A guy who hates every bone in a woman's body, except his own. * How can you spot the blind guy at the nudist colony? It's not hard. * Why didn’t the flasher retire? He decided to stick it out for one more year. * How can you tell a head nurse? She’s the one with the dirty knees. * Why is air a lot like sex? It's no big deal unless you're not getting any. * What do a clitoris, an anniversary and a toilet have in common? Men always miss them. * What’s the difference between acne and a priest? Acne waits until you're 14 to cum on your face. * What’s the different between erotic and kinky? Erotic is using a feather… kinky is using the whole chicken. * How do you know you’re at a bulimic bachelor party?

I Don't Like Hating You
I seen his fist, coming down for the last time. Covered in blood, I knew it was the last breath of mine. Then I heard the sirens, and I was saved. While my mother watched emotionless, not even a wave. As they hauled me away in an ambulance, that night. I never went back, I gave up the fight. I wasn't going to fight for her love, any longer. The pain she was responsible for, only made me stronger. Fifteen years went by, and not a word. Then out of the blue, I heard from her. The pain came back, despite the years. Reading her words, brought back the tears. I tried to let her in, a fresh start perhaps. My baby steps, was just another relapse. Steps already taken, retracing them in-fact. I never got out of the car, when I seen the flashbacks. A piece of metal, was all it took. To change my whole, outlook. Why mom? I don't understand. You've never even held, your little girl's hand. You've never brushed my hair, or sang me a song. What could I have

[i Googled "totally Awesome Survey"]
WoooppeeeeeeE!!!!!!EEEEEE!!!!EEEEEEE!!!EEEEEE!!!!!!!!!EEEEE Whoever wrote this was an insipid fuckwad. This is the only survey I ever refused to finish- scroll down to see why. 1 well 1st of all what is your favorite color? German Blue 2 what is your favorite thing to do? Fuckfight. Or write right. 3 what is your favorite band? Too many to narrow down, my favorite band that is STILL a band, and making music is probably Gomez. And no I'm not counting aborted reunion tours/albums. 4 do you listen to escape the fate? The fuck is that some retarded emo shit? 5 What time is it? 8:22 6 What are you classified as?(emo,goth,prep,nerd,etc.) Meat Popsicle... god damn it, did a highschooler write this survey? I'm guessing a fucktarded highschooler wrote this survey. Awesome. Way, hella, awesome. 7

Happy Holidays Sexy Nfsw Salute Contest
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Fyi The Cuties Are Taking Over The World Real Soon!! (25 Pics - Repost)
We haven’t done “Cute” post in a while, so here you go with a well needed full fledge doze of cuteness. Help me mommm Bunny Planking Can you help me with the cuddle issue puhleez? Creamsicle Did you say that you are leaving? :’(

The Secrets Of Women's Language (repost)
The Secrets of Women's Language Keywords and their meanings: "Fine": This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. "Five minutes": This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. "Nothing": This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine". "Go Ahead" (with raised eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". "Go Ahead" (normal eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care". You

What To Get A Guy For Christmas?
So. Christmas is super soon. and I have no idea what to get my boyfriend. He has apparently already got me something but I have no idea what it is. But he is EXTREMELY excited. I want to give him something thoughful.. but I don't know what that would be... A few ideas I've thought of based on what he likes are:- guitar strings? but I have no idea what kind he uses- video game? maybe Skyrim or something?- alcohol? What guy doesn't like alcohol? but that doesn't seem very thoughtful- band tshirt?- cd?- gift certificate to his favorite restaurant?I HAVE NO CLUE :(What do you get a nerdy, metal head!!

Finding Time For You
We can excel easier in our lives when our own spiritual, physical, and intellectual needs are fulfilled.Within each of there is a well of energy that must be regularly replenished. When we act as if this well is bottomless, scheduling a long list of activities that fit like puzzle pieces into every minute of every day, it becomes depleted and we feel exhausted, disconnected, and weak. Refilling this well is a matter of finding time to focus on, nurture, and care for ourselves, or "you time." Most of us are, at different times throughout the day, a spouse, a friend, a relative, an employee, a parent, or a volunteer, which means that down time, however relaxing in nature, is not necessarily "you time." Though some people will inevitably look upon "you time" as being selfish, it is actually the polar opposite of selfishness. We can only excel where our outer world affairs are concerned when our own spiritual, physical, and intellectual needs are fulfilled. Recognizing the importance of "y

Notice Me
Here's a story of a girl,Living in the lonely world,A hidden note,A secret crush,A little boy who talks too much.Well, I'm standing in the crowd,And when you smile I check you out,But you don't even know my name,Your too busy playing games,And I want you too know,If you lose your way,I won't let you go.If I cut my hair,If I change my clothes,Will you notice me?If I bite my lip,If i say hello,Will you notice me?What's it gonna take for you to seeI want you to notice me,I'll get you notice me.Got your head up in the clouds,Tell me when your comin down,I don't wanna sink your ship,It's not about the scolarship,And all the friends that follow you,Tell you things that just aren't true,I'm the girl you never see,I'm the one you really need,So don't you get me wrong,You better make your move,Before the moment's goneTell meI'm not like the rest,I don't care if you're the best,You see it, it's all the same to me ,You just be who you want to be,It's all the same to me,Ohhh don't get me wrong,You

My Patience Had Worn Thin
A friend sent me an sb when I first came to fubar. She wanted me to send her a bling and promised me a family add and access to all her photos. The bribe was never necessay, but I sent her the bling she wanted. She never did keep her bribe. I didn't care though; I felt a warmth in my heart for helping someone I admired and even sent her messages letting her know that although I was hurt I wanted to send her another one sometime. SHE NEVER ONCE ANSWERED! She never thanked me, never even answered me when I tried to make small talk. She most definitely logs in regularly, but it's as if I don't exist anymore now that she got the bling. It has been months and my patience at being ignored is gone. I removed her from my friend list, unfanned her, and sent her one last plea to her sb so she would know I would readd her at any time she is willing to acknowledge my existence and I still intend to send her a second bling if she could be considerate of my feelings and post something. I did not blo

Some Ladies Looking For Relationships And Having No Luck Might Want To Read This!
Girls Need To Realize This: (Written By a Guy) We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood im in. Let us pay for you! dont 'feel bad' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kis

You'll Never Learn...
ems1160: you are in a bathroom stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would you do? To ems1160: Well, If I WAS smoking, which I don't, I would put my cigarette out on that rude penis that shouldn't be in the women's bathroom anyways. Then I'd ignore the idiot who thought it was ok to talk to a lady like you have. BUH BYE If this is how you plan on speaking to me, don't bother. EVER. Sincerely, Still not impressed.

Suh.
I like strippers,YES I DO! I like strippers, HOW ABOUT YOU? I have been singing this song in my head for over an hour now. No idea why or where it came from but its obviously catchy. Today is just one of those days. Dig? I woke up not expecting to do anything but relax in bed, 4 hours later... I managed to- Dye my hair. Shower. Blow dry & straighten that BedHead. Put my face on. Laundry in the dryer. Dishes put in the dishwasher. Wiped off all the counter tops. Disinfected the inside of the microwave. Swept and moped the floors. Vaccumed my entire apartment. Rolled up my dining room rug to give to a family member, I was tired of seeing the same damn pattern every time I walked into my kitchen. Rearranged my living room furniture. Cleaned out my storage closet and took out the boxes labeled Christmas Shiat. Swept my patio and Windexed the lounge chairs and table. Made myself coffee with my latest addiction, sugar cookie flavored Coffee Mate. Played with Mine till

See Explanation Below Please
I just love this song. It's campy, funny, and just a hell of a good song to listen to when driving or doing any kind of activity. Don't you agree? Let me know. Comments always appreciated! :) "Animals" by Nickelback I, I'm driving black on blackJust got my license backI got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the trackI'll ask polite if the devil needs a rideBecause the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonightI'm driving past your house while you were sneaking outI got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the runYour mom don't know that you were missingShe'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been kissingScreamin'[CHORUS]No, we're never gonna quitAin't nothing wrong with itJust acting like we're animalsNo, no matter where we go'Cause everybody knowsWe're just a couple of animalsSo come on baby, get inGet in, just get inCheck out the trouble we're in

Thoughts Gleaned While Eating A Deluxe Cheeseburger At Mcdonald's
So there I was, putting fries on my cheeseburger (cause that's how I roll), when I had an ephiphany. But for that I have to back up just a bit. So, if you'll let me, I'm going to Tarintino it for you... While I was waiting in line to oder my delicious Deluxe Angus Burger (and this isn't an ad for McDonald's--I just think that sandwich is delicious), there was a group of three girls (college aged I'm assuming) in front of me. First they all looked like they had just rolled out of bed (it was close to 1PM) and none of them were wearing coats (it was probably 30 degrees out). One of them walked away with an oder of fries and a drink while the other two waited to hear their total. Then the one tried to swipe her card and when told by the clerk, "It's not taking it, sorry.." the girl turned to her friend and said, "What?" She then yelled for her friend and said, "My card's not working...I don't know why..." Okay, readers..here's a conundrum if I've ever encountered one. Gee, why

All My Friends Plz Read ....
I JUST WANNA SAY THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING THE BLING AND ALL .... THE RATES ETC ... BEING MY FRIENDS BEING THERE FOR ME ETC..I KNOW I CAN BE NEGELCTFUL AT TIME BUT I STILL APPERCIATE AND SEE EVERYTHING AND IM THNKFUL I TRY TO RETURN ALL I CAN , IF I DONT HIT U UP UR ALWAYS WELCOME TO HIT ME UP HUGS THNX

Poem By Shelly
the waters are like glass reflecting your face into my image of you , i can do nothing but think of the times we spent together , if it not for you i would not live . all i have is my heart to give . my love seems old and tarnished now . underneath this mask i wear is a face that is torn and ravished , tears are new that i cry for you , i reanounce my self into a world that has broken my spell .

To My Friends About My Health
I want to thank every one of you that had me in their thoughts this past month. I have too many to go thru individually....it's overwhelming. I just wanted you all to know i got your messages and prayers. I expect to be released on wed and i'll try and get with everyone. Thanks again so much

Slight Turn For The Worse
Sorry I have not been on but things took a slight turn for the worse. I had been running a slight fever for 3 days as well as nausea and headaches which were indications of a possible infection in the surgical opening. I am back on track and waiting for my nurse to come visit and let me know if I will need medical attention from my Doc or if it is ok to wait for my appointment. I apologize for not being around and able to rate you all back but I will soon. Much love to all and ty for the love you keep sending even when I am unable to return it :):):) Keep smiling tomorrow may be a better day :)

Just A Rant
Ive been on fubar for about 5 years, and here lately I have not been spending time here. This place is more like a damn soap opera, a really bad one at that. This place use to be a place to come relax, chat with friends, now its more of who can i talk shitty about, or what drama can i cause someone. I dont talk to hardly anyone and yet the drama finds my page, i take a break and then come back and within a few days i realize why i took a break. I come here to try and not think about my dad for a few mins, not to be talked about and stabbed in the back, i guess i shouldnt be so surprised wouldnt be the first time. this place isnt my life, my dad is in the hospital dying, yes, dying, and very few friends have stepped up to the plate, really makes me wonder why i stay here? I think its out of habit that i stay. im finding it hard to trust one person these days, everytime i turn around someone i thought cared about me proves otherwise, so i guess me not spending much time here is a good th

A Good Day
What could be better than the drip, drip, drip.. The sound of a distant echo of a boom. A flash of brilliant white light that streaks through the sky lighting up the clouds that lay dark against the sky. The sound of small stampede rushing at you.....then silence. Just the drip,drip,drip of the rain as it rolls of you. No sound but the rain and a distant rumble. No sounds of life, even the breath you take in and let out are silenced. You have been given the serenity of a moments silence, a moment to think and reminisce. The grind of daily routines slowed....stopped. The frown that held you that day....gone. Eyes and heart that showed pain and hurt......eased. Only the drip, drip, drip of the rain against your skin, against your face. Each drop erasing the pain of the past, easing the hardships of life, drowning out the over whelming pasts that hold us from moving forward..Just the drip, drip,drip of the rain.. Just silence, solitude, ...... an escape. The without knowing it........you

How I See You
Have you ever known anyone that was so amazing..that you just couldn't picture your life without them in it in one way or another...no matter how small....just knowing they are there...gives you the courage and the strength to get through things...you never woulda thought you were capable of....I have...I do...and if I was asked to describe them....this is wat I would say....they are the truth...in the realist form...screwed up....but sweet....hurting....but loving...the prettiest picture I have ever seen...painted perfectly....the contrast of colors....blended magically....portraying the brightest light...there are all kinds of people in this world....but when one person consists of all of them...it is the most beautiful image you could ever see....the kindest voice you could ever hear...and eyes you can look right through...feel their emotions...just from a glance...one stare in more powerful then any words could be....a person so wonderful that they can make you strong whe

Mottos Great Advice Just Don't Take My Word For It...lol
l don't care what people say and think you like me or you don't... everyone has an opinion just because they give you one doesn't mean you have to take it do one thing everyday that scares you don't have regrets they are all learning experiences that has brought you to the person you are today sometimes doing the right thing you do it completly alone Sometimes doing the right thing is not really doing the right thing read all instructions and directions even if you don't follow them being open minded is being able to put yourself in someone else's shoes To error is human no one is perfect rome wasnt built in a day God din't even do it in one...lol

What's Your Definition Of The "it Factor"?
I was reading something online about people who have the "IT Factor". In your opinion, what does having the "IT Factor" mean and what does it take to have it? I can't answer that cause I really don't have a clue.

Pathetic!
I am WAYYYYYY beyond sick of people and their lack of morals....values...there are certain lines you do NOT cross....words you do NOT say...a NO FLY ZONE....people can change your perception of them very quickly...regardless of how long you have known them....harmless flirting is one thing....so is random silliness...but being persistent when it is NOT wanted is a total different story...I am DONE covering and making excuses for ANYONE...my friends mean the world to me....especially my REAL ones....I will NOT play your fucking game....go play in someone else's field..NOT in mine...total BS...just because I have a nice body and like to show it off...it does NOT define me as an individual....I define my fucking self....and it is pretty damn sad when the one being a TOTAL ass clown...KNOWS THIS....I am NOT going to waste my time on the typical male....the one's that only see the exterior....they can do watever they must with the VIRTUAL me....people like that will NEVER ge

This Is Not The Right Time For Hate
But i do...and i cant help it right now.... Everything I ever had that was the evidences of my accomplishments and achievments.. are gone. I lost my home, and my job in the same week. I asked for help and all i ever got was yes if youll cook for me or sleep with me or yada yada yada.... Im 40 miles away from my home, and i cant get there to get my things and get out of there for good... The chain of events.....that started with one husband who wouldnt stop selling his prescription drugs...........(no wonder he can afford 2 and three rockstars a day) FUCKTARD! Worthless Useless piece of STD ridden lowlife excuse of a man. He used to pawn his former wife off for sex to his mother's brother, his blood uncle Their children found and watched the porn that was the result of that incest-fest..OMG the sick things to find out..no wonder 2 of the 3 kids are dysfunctional and scammers of the systems, deadbeat with their own children......The cycles go on and on...... and then there is

The Woman
When God created woman he was working later on the 6th day.An angel came by and said: "Why spend so much time on that one?"And the Lord answered:"Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her? She must be washable, but not made of plastic, have more than 200 moving parts which all must be replaceable and she must function on all kinds of food, she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, give a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart and she must do all this with only two hands."The angel was impressed. "Just two hands...impossible! And this is the standard model? Too much work for one day...wait until tomorrow and then complete her.""I will not", said the Lord. "I am so close to completing this creation, which will be the favorite of my heart. She cures herself when sick and she can work 18 hours a day."The angel came nearer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord.""She is soft", said the Lord,

Christmas Thoughts
The holidays are always rough for me. My mother isn't here, but I've put a lot of time into my son, and he does take my mind off of that fact. However, with this being my first year alone after spending three down in Virginia, I'm at a loss. I do love Christmas, but it's when I feel the loneliest.

How Tell If Ya Have A Ghost
Smelling perfume that no one is wearing Scent of tobacco or pipe smoke when no one has lit up Sounds of someone going about their daily routine that is no longer with us {I used to live in an old apartment that a lonely man had died in. I often used to hear him walking down my long hallway late at night to use the bathroom.} Are your belongings moved after you put them where they ought to be as if someone else is saying "No! that goes here!" {This is also a tactic of demonic activity used to slowly unhinge your grasp on sanity. "They" derive great pleasure from making perfectly normal people completely crazy, or "gaslighting" someone.} Remembering something that has not happened to you, or, having a memory projected into your mind, when in certain rooms or using pieces of furniture, or having a sense of past activities that may have occurred {if you are a sensitive you will know. For the vulnerable this is a stratagem used by the demonic to influence someone to detach from the p