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Just Me
I am just me nothing more nothing less. I don't need fancy things to make me happy. Give me a mud hole and a truck and im happy. I spend my time with those i like and love. But a woman in a truck just sends chills down my back. I have been asked why i hate horses short story the destroy fences the kill the fields and i can't eat them, But i do know how to ride them just don't care too. Why we have trucks and atvs. I play dumb a lot mainly cause of my job and it is a good way to learn the truth about people. YES I KNOW HOW TO LIE i drive a truck for a living i would go broke if i was honest. Sorry cops but im doing my job just like your doing yours. I have nothing against cops i have family that are highway patrol. I have seen the black dog running at me when i was driving and for anyone that hasn't seen it trust me its something you don't want to see. lucky for me i missed it but i did manage to leave some major black marks on the high-way and i was shaken up bad cause i knew i feel a

For Better Or Worse...
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” ~Marilyn Monroe

Nhl Watching Guide - Washington Capitals
Washington Capitals NHL team in Washington, DC, part of the Southeast Division of the Eastern Conference. The team was founded in 1974, to the identity of the expansion teams to join the NHL Washington Capitals in 1974. In the team's first season (1974-75), due to the shortage of talent, the team in 80 matches lost 67 games, a record field recording of the NHL single-season defeat. Capitals in 1998, the only time the Eastern champion, lost to the Detroit Red Wings in the Stanley Finals helpless. The Capitals won six division titles. In 1997, the capital of the home team from the Capital Center moved close to Washington Chinatown Verizon Center. 2009-10 season, the team won its first regular-season championship. The team headed star Alexander Ovechkin is the hottest players in the league. cheap jerseys，cheap nhl jerseys

My Great Pumpkin
Of all the cars I have drove or owned, I have one that will forever remain as my story car. She had a salvage title. She was the Great Pumpkin. My first stick car and had to learn to drive her alone, a bonding thing you know. And she received unexpected looks. Lets tell a bit of two short stories of her life. I earned my first vacation. Oh yeah, Great Pumpkin and I on a road trip! From El Paso to California. Tunes and CB and the windy blowing through the windows. As I entered California up this one long steep hill and I thought no one was around. Before speed limit was 70. I was going 70! I looked over to my right and there was a Highway Patrol. Holy crap! Gonna get my first speeding ticket. The Patrol officer looked at my Great Pumpkin, looked at his speed and finally looked at Great Pumpkin. He smiles gives me a thumbs up and speeds away. After my visit to California, it was decided that I should move there. (second short story) After a few months after moving into California and

:::erotica::: ~ Fine Dining - Part. 1~
Dishes clattered, the customers chatter droned in the dining area. Mott’s was a rather moderate ‘middle class’ of a Restaurant and Friday Night’s were always considerably busy. Patron’s and Families would always enjoy a good meal out on the opening night to the weekends. Mott’s was common and quite the popular place to eat out. The head cook Shaun was well familiar with gourmet food as the head chef, often receiving little in the way of complaints for his food. The kitchen was on a pitch of speed as he quickly cut up carrots and fried food in the pan. “Order’s Up! Table 9 Please,” he called out as he set a fresh dish of Risotto. One of the waitresses came and collected it. “Shaun, I got a soup order too. Is it ready,” she asked. Shaun turned, “Hey! Where we at on the Soup order. I got a soup for the Risotto at Table 9?” “I got it,” female voice. Shaun turned around to see a smiling waitress.

Boispeak
S(tainted) Your unsaid wordskeptunravelingslowlybut surelyagainst my brokentattooed handsI was holdingout believing my lovewouldcure allour deliciousdemands from underthe disease ofcritical MoonbeamlightsUntouchableI become frozen in a flowerWhere thenumb echo ofeach witheredchemical promise eats away the ink Painted skinstainedcrimson whereI let your handsdo morethanfúck me tili slowlydripped outyourliesI don't noticeyou anymore

Fumafia Cussing
Fuck you, you motherfucking fuck. It’s grammatically correct; I mean if you take common usage in American English as your standard. I’m not going to go into a funny or serious rant about fuck as the subject, object and verb in that sentence. It’s the type of thing you get in your feed from fumafia players, I mean turf feed, typically the shout box is used for more diplomatic purposes; e.g. Fuck you, sir, you motherfucking fuck, no disrespect to your mother intended. If you disbelieve the grammatical correctness of these expletive laden sentences paste those onto word with both spell and grammar check on; you’ll notice a conspicuous lack of green and red squiggly lines. They are boring. That’s my complaint. If you’re going to come at me all crazy assed and cussing because my picture of a dog attacked your picture of Jessica Alba and took 100 K of fake money, please, for the love of all that’s sacred, make it interesting. Oh, and make it plausib

Something Like Disbelief...
if i am alone and that is something that i'm used toand if your pain is something that i am fused toi can't be shattered and speak of silencelove has replayed itself tenfold and been unkindlove has twice spoke to me unwiselybottled up inside me are the words i've heard not mindfulof who i am and love's despised mebut if you were mine it would be so timelyand yesterday would mean nothingexcept for where i stand todayand in your eyes i see a glimmeringand bells of heaven ringi'm saying things i just don't sayand my heart suddenly bursts out in song and singsno desperationno heartacheno more thoughts that swayi find myself remadei've found i possess a heartand a heart that does not stray

For My Children
I know you did not ask to be brought into this world, but having you in my life is a blessing that is beyond any other. You are a reason to laugh, to love, to live life. You are my babies, my angels, my best friends, and always will be. I know this is not a perfect world. There are many things that are wrong. There are also many things that are good. You will scrape your knees, you will cry, and you will fall. I will be there to kiss things better, wipe away your tears, and help you to stand again. You will have hurt feelings, broken hearts, and days that you feel nothing is right. I will be there to hold you, to hug you, and to let you know that there will be brighter days. You will hate me, you will curse me, you will not speak to me. I will love you always, no exceptions. I will yell, I will scold, and I will get upset. I am not perfect. I will make mistakes. I will love you always, no exceptions. I will teach you, I will learn from you. Each day will be one we face to

" Clouds Hanging Low "
Tenderly I gaze out to the mountains , the clouds are hanging low , Wondering what's in store for all creation here below , There's war and pain , there's death and shame , And no ones around to accept the blame ...... I hear cries of hunger , the depth of despair , When will someone start to really care ? Women are degraded , defiled and abused , The hatred of man is nothing but a ruse , A soft tender hand is what we all need , For this Nation is crumbling at our very feet , Lift your arms in Praise today , for Mother Earth wont go away ........ All it takes is Love , Respect for all & a Gentle Word.......

Haha...and Now.....
older message >> reply forward back to folder move to Saved delete from: matt turner subject: Live boardcasting. received: 05/14/2013 01:35 pm replied: no block this member I noticed your post on my profile.I don't do public nude broadcasts. That means, not on here, since the broadcasts on this site are public. Only if the live broadcasting website is by invitation only, I do live broadcasting. And yes I do happen to know of a few of those websites. I'm on one of them right now, as we speak, if viewing me sucking my own dick on webcam through a live broadcasting is something you really wanted to do right now. and yes, I do have the direct link handy, right now. Otherwise, I do my webcam invites through instant messenger webcam invite.and yes, I am ready right now. Just let me know which way you wanted to do.

Growing Up In A Painful Existance
People want to know more about who I am so I'm putting out on full display.I was born in Virginia Beach, VA. My mother wanted a son and cried tears of sadness when I was born, but changed her tune quickly. I can't remember anything beyond the age of 5. From Kindergarten from 2nd grade I stuggled academically.After 2nd grade, I mastered all skills learned and have been an overachiever ever since. At 6 years old, I was molested by my female babysitter, which explains why I was bi-curious for years, never tested out never will. I'm straight and will always be that way. My father was an alcoholic and spent a great deal of time in bars as a child, which is why I can shoot pool as good as those in a tournament. He also hit my mother and reached a point to where they divorced. At 9 years old, we moved to Pensacola and have lived there ever since. She had a new boyfriend whom she moved here with her. During the same age my parents divorced, her boyfriend molested and made a death

Unanswered Questions
Unanswered Questions A strange sickness spreads across our land. Seeds of hatred, leeching, Worms, breeding multiplying.. Vicious, heartless, ruthless cold. An infant cries mournful wails of hunger A mother injects her vein with temporary hope. Father, deaf to the tears of his children, starts over and over with someone else. Compassion… overlooked for greed. What corner still harbors love? Are faces upturned, at all? Janelle Gregory © 2013

"embrace The Feelings High In Clouds "
When we embrace the thought of pleasing someone besides ourselves , no matter the age , love feels so good ,so rich an pure ,we can't let go.And neither will you want to. It's more like floating on the clouds so high , with even a twinkle in your eye , knowing a hand is holding yours ever so tightly and that you wont fall. Love is so fleeting that if you find it , with tenderness & respect , it would be wise to hold it gently so it don't slip away.

Gizmo Is Single Ladies
Hey I am 28 old single American man. I have no kids. Thanks your attractions makes my day. I am so happy to get this opportunity to me you. I have many goals. An guess you could call me a builder. Because I work with in construction. My life is surround by music. That one my biggest turn on's is see a woman love music. I hope you love has much as I do. I enjoy playing guitar's. I love to laugh an have a good time. A man who lives life to the fullest. I really need a woman that's responsible. A woman that has a job is attracts me. My heart is tender, strong, & romantic. I've had my heart broken many time's. Before by women that are not ready to settle down. I like the the date life to. I enjoyed the good date's oh those candle light dinner's. Some of the women . I was had interest in usually has moved away do to job's or living situation's. I ask you if intention's isn't good. To please pass me by. I've been ready for the woman of my life to love for a long time. I don't waste my time.

Get Up!
Empath Of Image And there You stoodA BeaconA MirrorAn Effigyofwicked brokenstars youhave one handedlypluckedfrom an amber MooneskyThe reeling andscreamingnurturesthesutureswithinthat musclethey try tocall aheartThe hours meltedlike the heatof a young loverspromisethat dripped faithinto veins under fleshthat murderandmaddenthe puristof mindsArms raisedin defenseof yourembracesmoke curling century oldtendrils of flamesin your wakeI can still the visionthe Hell You becameas You let go

I Love It When You Call Me Baby ........
I love it when you call me baby ...Baby I love it when you hold my hand , I love it when you kiss my cheek . And tell me you understand , I love it , when you call me Baby .... Cause your Baby , I'll always be .........

One Mistake And I Still Am Paying For It
Allow me to explain in detail what happened. I will not give out any names for personal reasons. This all started when I noticed i was being stalked by a girl on here trying to fumarry the ones closest to me and I caught her in the act. I called her out on it and she went into a cyberbullying rage and hasnt stopped since. As a matter of fact, she did it again and when she didnt get what she wanted she trashed me and pimpslapped a family member of mine 36 times. Of course due to all her blantant rage instead of ignoring her bullying, I retaliated and pimpslapped her 6 times. Then she went to 2 different pages and went into another cyberbullying rampage. I tried to apologize and she came at me again. On a conscience level my soul has been ripping to shreds because this makes me no better than her by use of retaliation. It also put distance between me and a family member whom I'm really close to and that is breaking my heart.

I Don't Get This
Top 10 Rate:Must be rated an 11 by one member.Member must be in top 10 Hottest Members (red usernames).Requirement to be completed after 5-20-2013. So...boomie rates don't count? I've been rated by a couple who run boomies.....what am I missing here?

Life Can Suck Update
As my status suggested, over a week ago, the niece I raised had a beautiful baby boy on May 16th. Not an easy birth, by any means. Ended up being a C-section after about 24 hrs. of induced labor. I came home only to be sick as hell...with my insane 14 year old lab/chow mix, which anyone who knows me, knows he is the love of my life. He has scarred his beautiful face trying to escape the yard (he never did that before). It is stressing me. Tonight, I get a call from Hotlanta...my darling niece is in the hospital from complications. I don't really know much more than that. UGHHHHHH! Illness spreading through my house...insane elderly dog...and my sick baby girl...it does seem to happen in 3's! I ask for positive energy sent this way. PLEASE! I am just waiting for news. Another trip to Hotlanta may be imminent. I appreciate any and all help for my family to be healthy and safe. Thank you, Kelly

Lovers Such As This
Draped across the couch wearing nothing but a favored robe my legs lying on your lap Almost debonair in the way you wear yours a tortured look rests upon your face struggling for the right word A deep desire to distract you from your musings causes me to shift and you place a knowing hand on my exposed flesh Oh? Did I nudge the right spot, sir? You raise an eyebrow as I shift just slightly again but I haven't quite pulled you away yet Care to play, lover?

10 Things Your Combat Vet Wants You To Know
10 THINGS YOUR COMBAT VET WANTS YOU TO KNOW 1. He is addicted to war, although he loves you. War is horrible, but there is nothing like a life-and-death fight to make you feel truly alive. The adrenaline rush is tremendous, and can never be replaced. Succeeding in combat defines a warrior, places him in a brotherhood where he is always welcome and understood. The civilian world has its adrenaline junkies as well; just ask any retired firefighter, police officer, or emergency room staff if they miss it.2. Living for you is harder. It would be easy for him to die for you because he loves you. Living for you, which is what you actually want, is harder for him. It is even harder for him if you are smart and do not need him to rescue you, since rescuing is something he does really well. If you are very competent at many things, he may at times question if you need him at all. He may not see that you stay with him as a conscious choice.3. “The training kicks in” means something

Life What Is
LIFE CAN BE HARD . LIFE CAN BE EASY . LIFE CAN BE THE WAY U WANT IT BUT NO ONE CAN CHANGE IT . I MYSELF HAVE BEEN DOWN SO MANY ROADS THAT DONT WANT GO BACK TO EVER AGAIN . I LOOK AT WHAT I HAVE FRONT OF ME THAT DONT WANT LOOSE BUT THERE TIME I WISH I COULD DO BETTER FOR THEM AND MAKE THEM HAPPY BUT IM ONLY WAY CAN DO IS TAKE ONE STEP AT TIME . NOW WHAT I CAN I DO FEEL LIKE I HAVE DONE TO DESERVE THIS WAY I FEEL.. JUST HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD NOT BACK WARD . LIFE IM GOING TAKE WHAT BRING ME ..............

Rewrite/distance
A red dawn is settling against the backdrop of your eyes I see now the love was trapped inside all this time I shake with mirrors and miles and fight to hold on these whispers that leave me raw Open If i am sick than so be itAs i have said before it is my illness, my suffering Mine Mine Mine I won't hide in the cold shadows anxiety and dawn Smoke curls around my hand splashed with poems of my disease Oh LoverThere is nothing but songs and plush hearts beneath your eyes A brilliance that when I press my face to it becomes a flower These woes and words in your absencecatching and releasing my disease into the frigid Sun is Love Damn the distance

Graduation Grievances
A few weeks ago I received the invitation to my Graduation Ceremony – the light at the end of the tunnel, the finish line in a marathon, the last spoon of peanut butter with your jelly (reference for my American readers, I gotta’ keep you sweet). Perhaps I should print it out, laminate it and frame it? (FYI, laminating a document makes it death proof, throw any element it’s way and it will survive). I started to consider all of the great things that come with graduation and then, the cynic within me (we’ll call him Cyril, it’s good to personify feelings) decided to offset all of these points with all that is bad about them. My biggest gripe with this “ceremony” is the outfit. I’m not meaning to sound vain with this, it’s merely an observation. Seriously, what is with that mortarboard hat? Does his head come with the hat? What is the point of this forehead-hugging, flat board on your head? Are we going to be

Faeded
Faeded I see this picture of you at least I thought it was youbut it's not I touch the printout I made and get nothing Dark, dark covered with illusion black smearedcharcoal I slide my finger over your arm,reach surface Do you still feel like yourself? Like the bloom of an orchid in purples and bluesyour hues captivating Did the sun set on your garden of truth's and reveries and mock youas the rush of night stole my words? I compare them to Winter though I am thawing out, the coldis encompassing stark The dew has shifted but the flower of the sun is a warriorand She fights for the heat of the garden we grew You say "bare with me" with such an idealistic heaveand the picture gets light transparent in the drops of my tears splash oh, it is youbreathtaking and abstract, my gift my prince

Bears Repeating...marilyn Manson...beautiful People
And I don't want ya and I don't need ya Don't bother to resist or I'll beat ya It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people It's all relative to the size of your steeple You can't see the forest for the trees And you can't smell your own shit on your knees There's no time to discriminate Hate every motherfucker that's in your way Hey you, what do ya see? Something beautiful or something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? You live with apes man, it's hard to be clean The worms will live in every host It's hard to pick which one they eat most The horrible people, the horrible people It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it this way Old-fashioned fascism will take it away Hey you, what do ya see? Something beautiful or something free? [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/the-beautiful-people-lyrics-marilyn-manson.html ] Hey you, are you trying to be mean? You live with

The Truth Must Be Told
I have heard alot of undercurrent and rumors flying about everything it seems. I am right here. I am dark. I am the one who blings ya, and helps with leveling. I'm a good man and a father first. nothing about me has ever changed. Nor will it, not bearing the growth that we go through as we walk our paths in life. I am an open book. You can ask me anything. I feel the series of blogs that I am about to start posting , will hopefully clear the air, and remind those that once called me friend of who I still am. The same nice guy I have always been. For the people I have helped. I find it insulting on a personal level, to be attacked by those same people, or to have my name dragged through the mud. I am a man, if you have anything you wish to say , come to me to say it. I am right here , where I have always been , and offer friendship to any and all. I hope everyone is having a nice summer. I am and so is my family.

"real Women Have Curves"
While browsing the web, oftentimes I come across websites that will post pictures comparing women of different sizes, exclaiming "REAL WOMEN HAVE CURVES!" This particularly bothers me being a female with little to no curve to my body. I can weigh 80lbs or 200lbs and my body still won't be all that curvy. It's how I'm built; it's my genetics and I can't really help it. My body just isn't that desirable hour glass figure. I have small breasts and a small butt and this was determined for me in my mother's womb. Body shaming is a huge issue and putting out messages that make one body type ideal over another causes so much damage to the self esteem of both men and women. It's okay to be proud of your body and how you look, but it will never be okay to make others feel inadequate because they don't look that certain way. Worry about you, make your body to your liking, and stop worrying about the weight, height, shape, etc of others.

The Invisible Fu Fine Print
the level up requirements to be rated by a top ten or a top 250 "hottest member" requires being rated by a "lifetime hottest member" on your level up page the description includes a link to a list. the same list can be seen by clicking the "hottest" tab at the top left of your page and a drop down menu will appear. the first selection is for "members overall," and if you click that option you will see there are two columns. the left-hand column is for "hottest lifetime members" and the right-hand side is for the week. the level up requiement is for those peeps in the left-hand column. (you may notice that the lifetime members have a bright red name, while the weekly "hottest" have a darker red name.)

To Whom It May Concern
In my mind a grand design the ties that bind still give me sign And I'll swaddle you in magnificent sojourn. As the wolf nuzzles the chickadee. As my blood cries out for harmony. Longing evermore to dance across parted lips. We wait. We die. We live.

I Would
I would pour out my heart and soul if it'll only mean you'll listen, I would strip off my armor if it ment you could accept me for who I am, I would kiss your lips if it ment you could learn to love me, I would give you the moon and the stars if only you'll never leave me, I would never leave your side if you treat me right, I would never hurt you if you won't play games, Iwould do everything in my power to make you smile if I can wake up next to you, I would never ever share you please don't share me, I would be your everything if you'll only be mine!!

This Space Between...
i know we are separated by time and spaceso there are things i can't say to your faceand convey to you the things i feelso if you have a moment that i could steali never meant for my words to strayand sting you in your heart that daybut not being near and so far awayit's so easy to misinterpret the things we sayit has taken me many yearsto come to terms with all my fearsand to dry up all these salty tearsand that is what you do for meyou make me look inside and seethat through all the miles and where i've beenit is safe to hear your voice and smile againin my mind i know it's cleari have nothing if you're not nearso take my handso i can help you to understandi give to you all i have of meand i say these words, i'm sorry

Loss
They say memories are goldenwell maybe it´s trueI never wanted memoriesI only wanted youOne million times I needed youa million times I criedif love alone could have saved youyou never would have diedIn life I loved you dearlyin death I love you stillin my heart you hold a placeno one can ever fillif tears could build a stairwayand heartache make a laneI´d walk the path to where you are and bring you back again.

So You Want To Be A Writer By Charles Bukowski
So You Want To Be A Writerby Charles Bukowskiif it doesn't come bursting out of youin spite of everything,don't do it.unless it comes unasked out of yourheart and your mind and your mouthand your gut,don't do it.if you have to sit for hoursstaring at your computer screenor hunched over yourtypewritersearching for words,don't do it.if you're doing it for money orfame,don't do it.if you're doing it because you wantwomen in your bed,don't do it.if you have to sit there andrewrite it again and again,don't do it.if it's hard work just thinking about doing it,don't do it.if you're trying to write like somebodyelse,forget about it.if you have to wait for it to roar out ofyou,then wait patiently.if it never does roar out of you,do something else.if you first have to read it to your wifeor your girlfriend or your boyfriendor your parents or to anybody at all,you're not ready.don't be like so many writers,don't be like so many thousands ofpeople who call themselves writers,don't be dull and bori

Lost In You
Tangled up twisted in you, Breathing in loving all about you, Tied up and drowning, Been drowning for you for so long Lost in your fire and passion, You’ve got me feeling so submissive, The way you chain me down, You have me begging for you for too long I want to be lost in your sexual frenzy, I want to be buried deep inside your lust, I want you to tire me down to your pain so I can ease your suffering, I want you to take all your pain out on me (keep me begging for more) I want to be lost in you, Lost in your frenzy, Lost in your pain, Lost in your lust Tangled up and twisted, Breathing in all your sexual ways, Tired up and drowning on your lustful suffering, Been drowning for you for far too long

Nsa
Why Americans Don’t Fear the NSA When it comes to protecting us from terrorists, we trust our government will do the right thing. OK Thats the title... ... and this in the body In 2011, 65 percent of those polled said they were willing to let government agencies monitor telephone calls and emails of suspicious people, but when asked about a broader phone snooping “of ordinary Americans on a regular basis" 72 percent said they would disapprove of such surveillance. ...WTF How does one relate to the other??? 72 % disapprove... OK maybe it’s just me but that is not a rousing show of trust in our government. Hmmmm maybe this Journalist has an agenda.

Flirting..
I admit it.. I like to flirt. If you got a problem with it.. then dont deal with me. Its as simple as that. This is an adult site..people flirt..etc. Get over it! I had this sent to me... Flirting can be dangerous. The flirt does not necessarily have full control of her or his actions. A flirt with low self-esteem is a dangerous human indeed. A flirt without a moral sense is also dangerous. Like the Shadow, a flirt has the power to cloud men's minds. Or women's minds -- whatever minds the flirt is aiming for. The object of a full-on flirt can feel disoriented, toxic, hormonally imbalanced. A flirtee with an appreciation of the art form can feel exhilarated, as though taken on a roller coaster ride. Like the rider on a roller coaster, a flirtee always ends up back at the same place. Flirting is not transportation; it is social excitement for its own sake. If everyone understands that, then all is well. If they do not, uh-oh. would like to thank the person who sent it to me.

Willow Tree
Where has the time went , It can not be , What ever happens to the Willow Tree ? It sways an' waves ,For all to see , That I'm missing you and the Love you gave to me , We laughed and played as Lovers do , didn't stop to think if we'd even be true ,Time doesn't care if you're rich or poor , it only cares ,For the heart that dares ......So come on back and wave the breezes in , I just can't call you A long lost friend , You're the reason my heart is beating still ....And doesn't want to end , I've loved you forever ,Through the centuries of time ,without any reason ,without any rhyme ,I just want to grow as the Willow of Old , With you by my side and the love that we hold..........My heart is weeping for a loss thats to raw ,They came to me with a bleeding saw , And they cut down the tree but it was really just me,Waiting for you to return to loving me .Time gives no reason for all the treason ,As the Willow Tree , is but for a season ,Swaying an' waving for all to see , That you re

The 36 Hour Widow Maker Success Story
The 36 Hour Widow Maker Success Story Good morning, everyone! First, I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone for their support in the last few months I have been here. I am here to connect with others, play the game, and return the love unconditionally. I could have never reached level 53 without any of your support, encouragement, and valuable friendships. When I first joined, I heard plenty of dreadful widow maker stories. A few would refer this widow maker as, "The 36," while others would say words that would make this blog post NSFW. Is it really that bad? Well, I was determined to find out myself. The mini widow makers that any Fubarian would face were intense for those who barely rate pages or pictures. Seriously, who rates every ten minutes anyway for six hours straight? A personal suggestion is to practice rating at least 6 hours straight, every half hour twice a day to prepare for this one. As soon as I level up, I am always ready to knock out level

Fathers' Day
1. If you be quitting jobs.. or getting paid strictly cash just to avoid paying child support... you better not expect a damn thang on Fathers' Day!! 2. If your kids grew up with each other.. but ONLY found out that they siblings after they get up in age... your Fathers' Day gift should be an ass whuppin!! 3. if your kids live next door to each other.. or across the street from each other... not only do you not get a Fathers' Day gift.. but you should consider it a blessing you ain't got shot yet! 4. if all you've done is dropped off a few dollars now and then for your kid... IF they decide to get you some socks or a tie... you should wear them until they completely unravel.. then pack that string up and keep it in your wallet.... damn it! 5. Showing up for a few birthday parties.. or a couple of Christmases does not make you a Father.. just makes you a little more than a "guest" in your kid's life... NO GIFT FOR YOU!! 6. if you got so many kids.. that you ain't quite sure what al

Tat2ed's Absence
as you may have noticed or not noticed most likely my wife tat2ed is now just numbers, why? well here I'll give you a list of reasons and while I do that I will be trying to talk her into not making this permanent. 1) thank you to those who have her in your family, please don't remove her I know her enough to know she will return it might be a few days though. 2) she feels as though people who have claimed to be her friends have in fact just taken advantage of her--- for example when you "sell" her a famp for 400 mil and tell her its because the auction she was bidding on will get that high (when in fact it didn't and she had to then pay for those credits as well) and offer to sell her a boomy for 200 mil then weeks later when a friend of hers tries to sell you a famp for 400 mil you tell him no way, it's insane to pay that much NO ONE on fu would do that unless they are hard up then manage to get a famp & boomy from her friend for 220 mil.....kinda makes it look like you might have

Sing An' I Will Hear You
Sing and I will hear you No matter where you are , A song to light the darkest night , And guide me from a far , And I will never be afraid , Cause I know you're somewhere , You're everywhere to me , The warming of the sun , here upon my face , Sing and I will hear you , always near you , By the Boab Tree." I will sing you to me " ...... " And I will hear you my Darling.".......

Pubic Hair
Pnut: and to think i use to type one finger and now im hopelessat it Pickle: it shows Pnut: thanks Pickle: i know stfu Pnut: your so kind Pnut: lol Pickle: well i do have to be kind to women baby Pickle: its the way i was raised Pickle: there we go Pnut: thank fuck im a pnut Pnut: lol Pickle: lmfao Pickle: thank god im a pubic hair? Pickle: lmfao Pnut: are you? Pickle: no i shaved cant you tell?

Inner Conflict
Inner Conflict There are different people Within every one of us Conflicts and struggles Decisions to make Which one do you trust Inside of us all There are other people The ones we fight with The voices we hear When we argue with ourselves The sides are so clear Inside some of us Personalities are strong Having great conviction To what is right and wrong Sometimes they are well defined Like separate people Ones we’ve known for so very long But who do we listen to? Who do we choose? Whoever is most persuasive With every choice we stand to lose The wrong personality Can also be the strongest And ill advised decisions Are the ones we suffer longest June 18, 2013 MPS©

Ancestry
I'm really hoping that at least one of you are really good at family history. I have a HUGE problem. I've traced one part of my family back to my 5th great grand-father. I know his name, William Jett. What's my problem? There are 2 different paths I could take. Each are a William Jett. One says he was born in Wales, England and the other says he was born in Virginia. The one that says he was born in VA goes back further, which does tie back to England, has way more information. The one that says he was born in Wales, Englad stops there. I have no date of birth or death, no wife's name..nothing. How do I know which one to go to? No one in my family knows. I'm further ahead than anyone.

Moonlit Drive
Moonlit Drive My lover and I were far apart And still I could feel her Right there in my heart I was on the road I looked to the sky And there she was Shining in my eye The moon was big And bright as can be Once I saw it All I could do is think of her It glowed in the darkness And shed a light Like her heart shining on me Even though we are miles apart The moon reminded me And keeps her in my heart Driving down my long dark road The moon was in my sights And if somehow I capture it We’d share forever moonlit nights June 20, 2013 MPS©

A Moment Lost In Thought
June 20, 2013 @12:59 a.m. A Moment Lost in Thought I want to leave this world knowing I've loved ,And was loved in return , I know I've learned So many lessons just living life to the fullest . And trying to keep my mind open to new ideas , And what to warn my girls about not doing or tryin' .But knowing young people , you tell them not too ,And they'll do it anyways so better to down play some things .To trust has always been an issue with me , Just when I relax and think one thing , another thing happens.Yes , fate is a bitch , she bites you in the ass hard core , Doesn't even care if you deserve the pain or not , it's going to be there.Pain is a part of living after all , so best to embrace it .Hold it to your breast , feel it in the very marror of your bones.Know this is all you're ever going to get , so best to leave people alone.Not unless you're ready for the lies , the desertion , the aloneness In the hearts of the very ones you love. But I know a different way , the warmt

" I Caught My Wife Cheating" Cont
I watched my manager smile at my wife as she pleaded with him to keep eating her pussy. John that ass hole began kissing her body as he made his way up to her breasts. He paused at one, taking as much of it into his mouth as possible. slowly he bit down on the nipple, causing Vanessa to flinch slightly. He moved to the other one, playing with the nipple in the same way. Finally he moved up to her mouth. This may sound strange, but the thing that bothered me the about watching my wife with him was when they kisses. i was totally turned on while he had his tongue in her pussy, but now that he had in in her mouth, i was hurt:(. They rolled over on the bed and suddenly she was on top of him. their mouths were still locked in passionate kisses, and i watched through the reflection in the mirror as their bodies wriggled together. Will resume later time for dinner:)

Takes Inspiration
"being taken for granted"...this phrase frequents my life, i'm either hearing it or saying it. lately i was told that i was perhaps doing this to somebody. at the time i just took it in stride, because ya know, maybe it was true. but the more i've thought about the more i realize its false. i didn't take this person for granted, i showed them i cared every day, sometimes multiple times a day...really, it was as often as i could, because that's what i do. when i care about you i show it, sometimes my fault may be that i show it too often and then it becomes taken for granted because -hey, she's always gonna be here. she cares about me.- so things change, i won't stop change, its a necessary motion in life. my path is going in a different direction then it was a month ago...it happens. i said things a year ago that i meant then because of whatever was happening in my life and just recently i've changed that mindset. the motivation behind my change is plain and simple...i'm changing bec

A Mother's Prayer - Rafy 2007
A Mother's Prayer created @ 2008-05-25 08:36:41 I wrote this after speaking to the mother of two severely mentally challenged children. God Bless her fortitude and that of every parent of special children. A Mother’s Prayer I look around and see the smiles, Feel the love my children bring, A perfect world evades their eyes, Secrets of their minds we’ll never know. I look around and see the smiles, Forever their smiles, I pray, will last. Gaze Into my eyes my awesome child, See the love, the pride, my love of thee. I thank the Lord for trusting me to guide your journey through this world. I ask the Lord to walk with thee, Hold and guide us through our pains, His angel’s wing I pray each day, Protect my child, my dreams, and me. ©Rafy 4-2007

" I Caught My Wife Cheating" Cont
I moved her to the sheet less bed and laid her down. before she could protest, i pulled her pants off. Her panties were very damp, too damp for it to be just her juices. i kissed her breasts and rubbed her legs. i have to admit, Vanessa did her best. i mean, she really tried to act like she was horny and enjoying it, but i knew she was panicking and trying to think of some way out of this situation. But there was no fucking way i was going to let her off the hook. No WAY! My mouth remained on her bressts, and i moved on hand to her inner thigh. she tensed slightly, then quickly relaxed again, spreading her legs a bit to allow my hand some fredom. It was obvious to me that she ws sticky, but i acted like there was nothing dofferent than normal. I slid out of her hold and moved quickly to her pussy. i didn't say a word. before she could respond, i dove in, my mouth pressing against her pussy and my tongue sliding deep inside of her. The taste was so incredibly different than

Whats A Lounge To Me
I BEEN ON FUBAR BACK WHEN IT WAS LOST CHERRY THEN CHERRY TAP TO NOW FUBAR. THE ONE THING I LOVED WAS THE LOUNGES WERE I DJ AND SPENT TIME WITH MY EVILLY AKA GOTHY AND IT WAS FUN THE CHATS THE FUN OIF MAKE BELIVE FIRE BALLS FIGHTS OR ICE BALLS U COULD BE WHOEVER OR WHATEVER U WANTED AND U HAVE FUN NOW PPL TAKE THINGS TO FAR BRING DRAMA. LOUNGE WAS 4 CHAT AND TUNES NOT NAKED PPL AND DRAMA LIKE ANYONE I WANT MY LOUNGE TO DO GREAT BUT I WONT LOWER MYSELF TO HAVE DRAMA OR A LOUNGE WERE PPL CAN SEE NAKED PPL SO IF U LIKE THE IT WAS THEN THE NAUGHTY PLAY ROOM 4 U IF U DONT THEN ITS NOT NAUGHT PLAYROOM ABOUT THE PPL AND TUNES LIKE IT WAS IN THE OLD DAYS

Grief.
Is there a timetable we are all supposed to follow when it comes to grief? I know the answer, but recent events promted me to think about the subject a bit deeper. The other day, I got a private message from someone who is a mutual friend of, Alicia. For those who do not know, Alicia passed in 2011. The message was basically someone calling me out for a post I had made on her page about how I was just now starting to grieve. This person told me that it has been two years now, and how it was wrong for me to post that because her family sees those posts. My reply was short, and to the point. I said that, everyone grieves in their own way.... First, I'd like to say, that I'd never want to hurt her family, and if my posts are out of line, I apologize. In my eyes, my posts are a way of remembering her. I talk to her. Not only on her page, but every day, in my private life. Alicia was the best friend I ever had, period. It's not a competion. Many people,

New Playmate And Task
ok i was told to start a new blog to tell about my play date with i luvbigdaddy. i went out to meet her for the first time we had been chatting for a while and i had asked big daddy if it was ok to play with his girl. he said it was ok. then as i chatting with her i started to feel more lole her sub. i think i lole beimg a sub..lol anyways she said that she wants me to call her miss leona which i did and still doing. she told me that when i meet her i was to stop and get a freash peach which i did. she told me she coupd tell how good i could eat pussy by the way i ate the peach. so the night came and i stopped and got the peach and headed to her place and when i got there i came in and stripped down like she told me got on my knees and ate the peach. i had to ask to take another bite and she walked around me to inspect her new toy and sub. with her pinching my nipples and rubbing my ass and cock to make sure it was clean and shaven. it felt so good..lol then she caught me taking a bite

Life
well its been four weeks since my mam went into hospital and had her first operation everythign went well for a few days then it was a roller coaster of good and bad. today June 24th she finally lost her fight going to miss you so much love you forever

Lounge Drama
Dear Drama, Been awhile since we have had the opportunity to see each other. You know, you like to mess with people and cause them do strange things and get upset. I learned to deal with you a long time ago. I will you interfere with the relationship that I have with my girlfriend. She has a dream to be a DJ in the real world, and is using her ability to learn to do so in a lounge. I decided to DJ again. I used to have my own station online, and thought, hey we share a common interest and hobby. Drama, you make your entrance. Thanks buddy. All of sudden there is a rivalry between two lounges, and people are getting fired and/or dropping like flies. Who knew something that is online could lead to stress and anger like this? Well drama, my real life girlfriend has a dream, and I will not let you stop her from achieving her dream. You will not come between us, my love is too strong for that, and I believe in her heart, she feels the same. Drama, fuck you!!!! JC aka MC Monkey P.S

"the Next Day At Work"
Her mouth was so much hotter than i anticipated. Her tongue very forcefull on my shaft. Her hands reached up and began to pull my balls as her mouth sucked in most of my 8 1/2 inches. I groaned at how good it felt. her mouth did wonders. I had never experienced a mouth this good. She knew how to suck dick. Her hands squeezed harder around my balls, encouraging them to give her a prize. she was determined. I think she knew that i was ready to explode while on the bike. It didn't matter what happened, i wasn't going to hold my load for long. I guess she figured the best thing to do would be to get me off quickly and then we could focus on a longer sesion after i recuperated.

Continued ……
i was really into this new side of being outdoors so i took off my clothes completly and while he was having his way outside on the hood of his car i was seeing my breast bouncing and he accidently came outside me as he was pushing the cum into me with the head of his cock i remember feeling my clit swell with an inmense feeling i wanted him to keep doing that. but he was usually into him getting his never mine. My new theory now is if i am not going to get to the point of having a orgasm i am going to make the next man very aware of it!! so if your in for a honest opinion then i can comply other that that do not apply for that position.

My Pinky Fingernail
It is really long now It was semi-too long about 2 weeks ago But I decided to let it go See how long it would take to break Or at least snag Strangely it has done neither It just keeps growing long & straight Not all curly & fucked up like in Guinness Book of World Records IT clearly wants to stay in tact so I give it that respect A dear friend of mine said it will break on someone's back That turned me on actually And has reinforced my reticence in cutting it off Even tho it has become noticeable now I have had to change the angle of my hand To accomodate this fingernail when I write It has become ART IN OBSERVATION Homage to David Lynch (AFI reference) And like the myriad of experiments I do Every day With every one I will take a picture of this fingernail Before & after it breaks Poor Howard Hughs He never saw it as an experiment

"my Trip For My Job"
It didn't take long for me to find out how loud she could be. As i continued to eat her pussy, she sunndely start into her first climax. Her loud "Yes! As she went over the edge. i pressed down on her pussy, holding her clit between my lips as the waves of orgasm flooded over her body. I waited until her breathing began to settle before releasing her clit from my mouth. I made my way back up her body, providing gentle kisses across her belly and her breasts until out mouths met again and she kisses her juices off my chin. "I want to suck you," she finally said, whispering to me. "I was hoping you'd say that," i said kissing her neck. "But after what you just did to me, i'm nervous." I kisses her again. "Nervous? Why?" "Because i don't have any experience sucking a man off. Like i said, my husband dosen't do any of that, and i've only done it a couple of times with the lovers i met back home."

And Things Take A Turn
wow thing took a turn he asked me if i was sure i wanted to go home i didn't respond. I wanted to get back where we were i ask where is restroom and i walk away. I can hear him closing up the house to take me home. i come out of restroom still top nude so i walk up to him and i kiss him and i lead him back to room where we were cuddling i take off his shirt and he drops the keys ..... now i am thinking am i in control where do i go from here? I want to be a brave new woman take control of what i want and i know i want to follow thru with this night. I decide to take his pants down and undress him while i was sitting on edge of bed he gets a instant hard on mmmm nice shall i try giving him a blowjob. i start stroking his manhood i'm still doubting giving him a blow job. He is pushing my head to his cock now and reaching pinching my nipples its feeling really intense just thinking i am going to have him penatrate me omg i am so ready to feel his load release inside me i guide him to lay

Shall I Continue…
I notice after he lets his load out he is getting a little limp. One thing you really must know is i am a grown woman i know men usually don't bounce back quickly but i wasn't going to let him feel guilty about me not having an orgasm. He decides to try making me cum orally but i usually don't cause i get very giggly when i am about to reach climax which if you are a man who just released early you don't want a woman giggling but i had already told him i get that way and he was up for a challenge he knows that clitt is swellon yet i am now dripping a little i refuse to cum in his mouth. personally i think if i cum in his mouth he will have me whipped. Omg he is hard again is it possible. i'm short 5.1 he picks me up and puts me on the bed and starts hitting my pussy with the head of his cock ouch that is hurting ..... maybe a little bit less then i thought. wow i thought i could not want him as much as i did at that moment being cock spanked on my clitt was an amazing experience. whil

Going Be A Rough 2 Weeks - :(
So, the next 2 weeks will be hard for me. (july 7-20) Many years ago ('86) I had a miscarriage which changed my life forever - started my depression and way of thinking. I decided that I had to get away and became a Carney......Don't get me wrong I loved going, traveling, meeting new people and getting to see different states and being 19 I felt like I was in charge of my life and could do anything. However, July of '03 I lost my best friend and family pet Simba. He was one of the best animals I have ever had the privileged of having in my life. He was always there and well behaved just that he was the worlds biggest lap dog. He passed from pancreatic cancer. RIP my angel and Simba I will always love you.

"setting Up My Slut Wife"
I looked over at the screen and saw that ass hole getting dressed as he prepared to leave my wife alone and go home to his own woman. Five minutes later, vanessa was dressed in her nitie and straightening out the sheets. I reached for my cell and dialed our number. "Hello?" She answered. "Hey Lee honey,"I was wondering when you'd call! I miss you." "I'll bet you do. What'd you do tonight?" "Oh nothing. Watched a bit of TV and missed you. That's about it." Emily snuggled in close and reached down to take hold of my dick. "Did John drop by?" "John?" I smiled as i saw the look of panic in her eyes. "Yeah, John, from work. He told me he was going to drop in and check on you. You know, like he did when i was away last time." "Oh, John. Yeah, he came by for a second, but we didn't really visit too long." "That's too bad Ness. You know you should take the time to get to know him, he's a real nice guy." "Well, maybe if he comes by again i'll i

"my Week With Emily"
"Hey!" she cried, looking over at me as i walked tward the bathroom. "Were the hell are you going? Get your black sexy ass back here and take care of this pussy!" I continued into the bathroom, yelling back at her, "No can do my little She fox, we gotta get up and moving. After all. We're here for training, remember?" She continued to protest as i turned on the water and climbed in the shower. Later Emily sat down at the desk next to me at the start of class. I winked at her and she smiled back as we settled into the borning manual and lecture for the day. About half through the morning, a piece of paper dropped onto my desk. I looked at it and then peeked over at emily, who just smiled at me. I opened the note and read, "Lee, i just wanted you to know how much i enjoyed everything that we did last night. You turned me on in ways i've never been turned on before. The way your tongue felt inside of me, and the taste of your cum in my mouth is something i will remember forever. I

Meeting People On Fubar
Fubar is great for meeting people you probably wouldn't have met otherwise. Including that special somene you hold above all others on fu. Although it'sgreat that I have met someone I'm really attracted to thanks to fu we do however have our problems because of fu. For instance I believe if you are really srious about someone they are usuallly the first person you think about when you come to the site at least for me anyway I make sure to do to all the little things for her besides having her as my #1 and my crush etc You would think if someone really likes you the same way they would have no problem doing the same things for you? Well unfortunately I have been in more arguements with this person lately about this subject. She just refuses to do all the things for me that I have done happily for her so I told her for one thing it really kinda hurts my feelings I even have to ask you to do these things but then when she would rather argue about it than actually do it kinda makes me thin

The Reality Of The Alternate Reality Of "if"
*Note* My previous blog dedicated one day each week to “the world of IF.” These three short entries are compiled from that blog. Take a trip to Geometry class where you were taught that, “Given x and Given y, then Theorum z. Then the trip drags you down one more “theorem” and then another. Each time, you have to take the previous theorem as fact to proceed. Hello! Enter the Wingnutted World of Geometry Logic as it pertains to just about any subject you can think of. It could be something as strange as “If shoestrings could talk” or “if walls really did have ears.” Ew that’s gross, but handy if you need a place to stash your earring. Today’s three “IFS” are about: Money winged pigs the truth about potatoes . . . In the logic of alternate realities if it were actually true. If Money Grew On Trees I hear my wallet crying. But there is an alternate universe somewhere that grows money

"emily's Becoming My Slut"
I handed the note back to her and sat back to watch her reaction. Her face bacame flushed and she held her breath as she took in the note. She was taken completely off guard and had no idea what to say or do. She was lost. As soon as class was over, we headed back to the hotel. Emily was moving at a fantastic pace, desperate to get away from the classroom, and the man with her panties in his poket. I followed behind slowly, letting her disappear ahead of me. I knew she'd be waiting when i arrived. Sure enough, as i opened the door to my room, she was waiting. she was naked and stretched out on the bed. Her legs were wide open and her pussy was exposed for me. "Please." She said, looking at me through desperate eyes. I siently removed mt clothes and climbed down on top of her. Without saying a word, i simply slide my dick inside her drenched pussy and bagan to pump. Her orgasm started almost immediately, and shebegan to sream with relife as i pounded her pussy. I came shortly af

Just.... Why?!
I guess I should be happy its over. Honestly I am. Im just hurt by the extent of the lies I have been told. Im upset at myself for falling for it. For thinking it was all bullshit. For hoping it was all lies and I was the one that was right. I am done being lied to. Im done being used and stepped on. From now on Im gonna be extra careful.

Surgery (monday ~ July 15)
Well Hello there ... obviously you were curious enough to want to find out what is going on or maybe you just like a bit of blood and gore. hee hee :p Either way this is the story. A few years ago I was told I had loss of cartilage and an arthritic spur in my right foot. The doc told me I could have surgery and I would walk without pain, but I wouldn't dance again. ARE YOU KIDDING ME???!!! So I spent the next 4 years walking, dancing, and NOT WEARING HEELS (except to dance or on really special occasions) and now I'm worse and better all at the same time. It got to the point that I would have to take my shoes off every chance I got (and that's not many with quick changes and all) and even had a few teary moments on stage (NOT COOL ~ but always done with a smile). Soooo now the verdict is ..... I have Hallux Limitus, Arthritis, and Bunions on and in both big toes. Basically it means I can't bend my big toes upwards (ever tried to walk without flexing your toes?), because I have extra

The Glass Divide..
Sitting beneath the shade of the tall Sycamore tree he would enjoy his days. The smell of the recently cut grass filled the air and the soft swaying of the branches in the cool summers breeze whispered to him, telling him stories of days gone by. The rustling of the leaves would quicken at times, and even the whistling of the dandelion blossoms would sing to him as he enjoyed his time amidst the shadows cast upon him while the sun trickled down through the foliage of the tree that sheltered him. Across the way stood the house.. the house that kept her inside. Glimpses now and then, and sometimes more. Her fleeting glances brough him a smile, as he would smile back through the glass divide. Never were words truly spoken, but each story told by the look on her face gave him clarity into the life she lived inside. Sometimes she would stop and stare. Not at him, but staring into the void of the sky. The glint of sun in her eyes would cause her to close them slightly, but still he cou

How To Do The Cherry Inferno
941 stud has created two videos on youtube of how to do the cherry inferno. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-igFMrCTCI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v833QE2Bgig Most everything else I will say has been covered by stud in the videos, but maybe it will help some for me to explain it here. A cherry bomb lasts for 1 hour and you must wait 30 seconds between bombings. 30 seconds happens 120 times in an hour. It will take you a minimum of 3 to 6 seconds to activate a cherry bomb, load the page for the first photo album and bomb it. Because of that time that is lost on the first album, 119 albums is the maximum possible. If it takes 5 seconds to bomb the first album, that means there is only a 25 second room-for-error for all of the remaining albums. If you average being a quarter of a second late on the remaining 118 albums you will run out of time before meeting the inferno requirement. It is not like you can make up lost time by doing another album early because it will not l

All Aboard The Short Bus To Crazy Town
Dear Ninja,Almost a year ago I met an attractive, educated and polite woman and we began dating. We enjoyed each others' company very much (or so I thought) and within a few months she was spending many nights in my home. She was shocked by my overactive libido and it got to where she was practically living here. We were having sex as many as ten times per day. Then without warning, she just quit seeing me, answering my phone calls or the letters I sent to her home.A few months later, she began visiting again, but told me she didn't want our relationship to be just about sex. I was OK with that and was eager to continue our relationship platonically.A couple of weeks after our reunion, she stood me up for my birthday, then asked me a few days later to spend the day with her, driving her around to look for a pair of shoes for her sisters' wedding (to which I'd been invited to accompany her both by her and her sister). During that day (in April), she called me another man's

The "facts" About "financial Domination"
Many of you are seriously confused on the fetish "Financial Domination and what it means to serve Financially. The "Domme" does not go out and prey on weak men. The "Domme does not go out & beg for tributes. The Dommes does not bargain nor does she care of what your expenses are. The Dommes does not get naked or play with herself for your entertainment! When you serve as a Financial Slave/Sun there are rules of etiquette that should be applied to this fetish by those of you who say you are seeking this kind of servitude. Many of you are confusing other fetishes with this... So let me break it down to you.... Put your seat belt on boys... Are you ready? Ok let's do this..... Financial domination (also known as money slavery) is a style, in particular a practice of DS, where usually a male submissive or money slave, pay pig human ATM, orcash piggie that gives gifts and money to a financial female dominant (also known as money mistress, findomme, money domme).The relation may ofte

We Continue Seeing Each Other.
Things get a little under control Abel stays house sitting and i stay at my own home. Two days later i get company from out of state and now Abel is staying home for week i let company stay in Abels and another Mans rooms to make my guest feel at home. Abel and his friend will share my room with me. i put a cot in my room for Abels friend and allow abel to sleep in my bed with me. All the men at home are enjoying the company seeing is its my cousin and her two friends. We buy drinks and make dinner its a great night. We are all laughing and enjoying the company. We are all up till late maybe 2:30am i decide i need rest. i let everyone know where they are sleeping for the night and Abel and i go to my room i am really buzzed and laughing at the talk earlier. His friend comes into room and lays on cot. The house is quiet and sounds like everyone is asleep i push my ass against Abel now laying in my bed with me and he slides my panties to the side and suceeds to make me hot. I give in and

Things Are So Intense.
Abel and i are having great sex and his friend stands up in my room sounds like hes mad we didn't respect the fact he is in same room. Just as i think his friend is leaving room i look up from under covers and i see him standing there undressing and he gets in to bed with us. OMG!! I am now thinking I've never done something like this before not that i fear whats about to happen in fact i am expecting it and i am willing to follow thru if Abel allows him to stay in my bed. Abel lets his load and his friend gets on top of me and he feels so good inside me i feel i am now swollen from already getting fucked so good but yet his friend starts talking on how tight its felling inside me and its hot. As Tony(Abels friend) is inside me i am noticing now its getting a little sore from getting fucked soooo fucken good how am i going to face Abel after this do i blame the liquor? Shall i say i don't remember what we did that night? I know i have to get my mind off of what i am going to say after

"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
I begab to kiss her neck again, then slowly moved down her body, pausing at each breast to kiss and massage them. I continued down, bypassing her mid section and focusing on one of her legs. My kisses and licks moved down until i reached her foot. I licked and kissed each toe, letting them slide into my mouth for a gentle suck. I then reached for another cord and wrapped it around her ankle. Next, i fastened her other leg. i moved off the bed and stood at the bottom of it and looked up at Emily. She looked so delicious lying there, her arms secured above her head with one rope, her legs spread apart to the corners of the bed with two other cords.

We Will Live Again
The Crows brought the message , To the children of the Sun , That the buffalo would roam again You can kill my body , you can damn my soul , You are the Ghost Dance , We are the Ghost Dance We will live again , You dont stand a chance , Against my prayers , You dont stand a chance against my Love, We shall live again, Crazy Horse was a Mystic , he knew the secrets of the trails, Sitting Bull was a great Apostle of the Ghost Dance , But we don't tell the Stories anymore , but I'm here to tell you, We shall live again , I am the Ghost Dancer , I will sing the songs Around the roaring camp fires at Pow Wow time , We will live again.

"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
Well my departed mother once told me son no matter what be yourself some one will love what you have to offer. And i intend to:) I moved my hand down to mt erect dick and began to play with it as i watched the guy grab at Emily's breasts. One hand quickly slid down to her mound and he began to grab at it. He pushed two fingers inside of her and then looked over at me. "Her pussy is soaked!" He said, forgetting my request to be quiet. Emily turned her head towards his voice, and her body tensed up a bit. "Emily, i want you to meet the guy from the class who had the privilege of holding onto your panties." Emily licked her lips and said, " Nice to meet you. I knew it wasn't Lee touching me. I'm glad you like how moist i am.:)" I was alittle taken back at how comfortable she sounded. She was clearly enjoying what was happening, and even though it was her first time being bound, she didn't sound nervous at all. She was behaving like a slut. Sorry but i'm a bit tired i'l

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
I leaned down and kissed her on the mouth. She quickly responded, opening her lips and inviting my tongue to explore her. We kissed for a long time, our passions beginning to rage. My hands reached fro her sticky breasts, my fingers rubbing throught my cum, spreading it over the breasts once again. We were sticky and dirty but didn't care. I moved my mouth down and began to suck her nipples. I could taste my cum as i licked her breasts, and her breathing intensified at the realization of what i was doing. I continued to clean myself off her body. I moved lower, kissing her belly, moving lower on her.

Early Death
She pass'd away like morning dew Before the sun was High. So brief her time , she scarcely knew The meaning of a sigh . As round the rose its soft perfume , Sweet love around her floated , Admired she grew ------while mortal doom Crept on, unfeared , unnoted . Love was her guardian Angel here , But Love to Death resign'd her , Tho' Love was kind , why should we fear , But holy Death is kinder ? All it took , was one sweet bite , His Love was all around her , She knew he'd never love her true But she was the sweetest blood he knew. Time to enter into Hell's open gate , Wonder if he is still filled with Hate , Least he knew that it was Love that would forever win her. Yes , Death ----- is much kinder ...... But Love pervails ......

Just One Kiss
Just one kiss from your sweet lips , Is all I'll ever ask of thee , To feel the passion it does invoke , Of heat and desire . So just to let you know , The only way to get rid of a dream , Is to yield to it. I KNOW ..... So open those sweet lips and let my tongue Slide in , I'll make you dream of more to come , As wettness you do when it's in , I'll wrap it all up in one Sweet kiss and in it , I'll give you all ........ My kiss was sensual as it could be , But with-in the hour he so left me , Standing with my heart in my hand , my tongue caressing Where his lips had been , But I know , his dreams will be of me ......

Tonight
Tonight has been one of the best nights ever. I spent alot of it talking to my FuBf Diggity and lounging with my Homies in Crimson Asylum. Man I'm soooo freakin happy right now Feeling like this MUST be Illegal or some shit He's the most amazing guy and I have struck GOLD I adore Him and yeah He adores Me back This has been a long time coming I'm gonna marry that guy and make Him MINE !!!!!!

With Only You
Take me as I am There is nothing else I can be Just me, always me It was you that opened me up Wanting to be free of yesterday Take me as I am Lay down beside me Hold me close Don't let me go I want to be like that forever, No where else I have a lot of love And I don't want have no one to give it to I believe love can run as deeply As one allows. Will you still love me No matter what? Laying across the bed thinking of you Twi

How To Keep Your Home Attractive And Protected From The Elements In Perth
Some people like to have space in their home for outdoor entertaining such as a lanai or porch. The weather in Perth, Australia is generally sunny from December to March so it may be ideal to serve lunch or dinner outdoors on your patio. To be able to entertain family or guests your outdoor entertaining area may need seats that are comfortably fitted with cushions Perth. If your seats have gone through some wear and tear you may require outdoor replacement cushions Perth so that your dining companions will find the whole dining experience a pleasure and worth repeating. While you are fixing up your home for entertaining, you might want to consider window furnishings like window shutters Perth to attach as well. A window shutter can both shield your indoor living area from the glare of the sun while permitting cool breezes to waft in and throughout the room. If your window shutter is well made from wood it can also serve to prevent intruders from gaining easy entry to your home. The

This Adventure Continued
yes this amazing set up continued for maybe about four months. Many of my female friends would ask how i got these men to accept such thing honestly i really don't know. Abel soon after started working different days from what Tony and i started realizing it was hard on them. Tony moved out in to a house located in same town and i was staying nights at Tonys. When i would get home i would notice Abel kinda upset. I started buying sexy clothing to get tease him and his reaction one night i wore this long lace black and green night gown and black high thigh undies he really was happy that night I lit candles in my bathroom and lead him to restroom and filled the tub with warm water. As i undressed him he stood in front of mirror to shave. i prepared the shampoo and bath soap. he sat in tub and i sat on edge of tub washing his back kissing his back i knew i could make him feel excited i started shampooing his hair and kissed his lips. he pulled me in the tub with him even though i was sti

The Start !
Well lets see since my horriable month of july most people would say im basically homeless now ! ? Well I will document and post pictures of my time on the streets of lousiville ! Day 1 and 2 really sucked because of rain ! The tent I have really helps lol ! Im a advid hiker and know how to survive in the great outdoors thank god !!!!!!!!!!!! With the loss of my truck walking is really hard at 46 but my body will adapt ! I hope real quick ! LOL ! Learning all the places to eat is interesting ? Meeting alot of people and having a new respect for hanging out lol ! I will take the best of all of this and just survive til I make a way off theses streets ? Things are ok ! Just need to keep wood handy for a nice warm camp fire ! LOL ! I say my prayers at night and hope I could have yours ? Im just happy to be alive and well! God will watch over me and all I have to do is bring all the good out of this because it is teaching me in ways I could never have thought about life ! Have a blessed da

The Right Person For Me
We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.

Bright Eyes
I love the way you look at me,Your eyes so bright and blue.I love the way you kiss me,Your lips so soft and smooth.I love the way you make me so happy,And the ways you show you care.I love the way you say, "I Love You,"And the way you're always there.I love the way you touch me,Always sending chills down my spine.I love that you are with me,And glad that you are mine.

I Didn't Give Up
i continued to visit Tony i just couldn't stay away one on one Tony gave me orgasm which i enjoyed with a disire that kept growing. Tony was very well endowed and just knew how to give oral sex to the point that i would scream out which was a huge problem cause his neighbor heard me moaning. i think this is my major reason why i started walking around Tonys house nude because i caught his neighbor trying to look in. Tony was happy to have me there i had no intention to fuck his neighbor just a little tease. Tony had a suprise for me that night which i was very excited to see what it was. I went home showered and prepared to go visit Tony i didnt explain to Abel i was going out. i had a friend pick me up at my home and drive me to Tonys so Abel would not suspect anything i now felt like i was cheating. when i got down at Tonys i notice flowers and bags packed and i was in a state of shock what is his suprise?

Welcome- The House Of Poison And Smoke
My first fubar blog entry! I'll use this blog to share some of my poetry with my fubar peeps. To start, let's do 'The House of Poison and Smoke'- I performed this one on a radio show http://youtu.be/pcwXo1ODnI0 and it's one of my favs. If you're a fellow poet, comment, like me, send me a glass of wine, show me love. Share poems with me at my site poetbryanpaul.com, if you wanna too. THE HOUSE OF POISON AND SMOKE The other night in the park, I sat amongst shadows, Alone-empty in the dark, And I would have chose, A house of poison and smoke, Over lonely thought, Bottling tears as I choke, Inner battles fought. Finding myself lone again, Had to leave-to go, To let those hurtful thoughts drain, I’d descend below, Underground to meet the crowd, with poison and smoke, under the chill of a shroud, as I breathe, I choke. The ghost flies above,

Getting To Know Me.
First of all let me say I do value every one of my fu-friends, and family, each one of you is special. Now let me explain me to all of you. I may not talk to each and everyone of you but I do make it a point to come and rate, like, and what not, everyday. And if I do not make it to your page I am sorry, and will get to you soon, you are important to me. I do like to flirt, but because I flirt does not mean I want to be your girlfriend. I do not do relationships and tend to stay away from them. In order to love someone you have to understand love. Which I do not, I am broken in that department. I do not make it a point to seek out people and chat, so if you would like to get to know me hit me up. I do seek out the people whom I consider good friends and will talk your ears off all day, I love to laugh, and joke around. My sense of humor is a bit on the dark an twisted side and I crack myself up all the time. I value my friends and family more than life itself, if I con

"confronting My Wife"
We literlly bumped into each other. I smiled at him and looked him over. Suddenly, he said to me, "I know your type, lady. You need to be taught a lession from a big dick, and i'm the guy to do it. Give me your number and be ready for me tonigh. I'll tell you what to do once i'm there." "I was shocked but so turned on. I don't know how he knew, but he did. So i gave him my number and was ready fro him that evening. When he arrived at the house, he walked in and immediately told me to take him to the bed room. There was no small talk or anything. We went upstairs and he sat down on the chair and told me to dance for him. Basically, i just did what i was told. I danced and he directed me. He told me to turn around and bed over so he could teach me a lesson. He was very graphic and very blunt. I remember his words so clearly. " Turn around and bend over! I'm going to fuck you like the white bitch you are." "When he entered me, i thought i would die. He was so big! Even the dildo you bo

Name That Tune!!! Winners And Prizes!!!
Here I will be posting who took what place, how many points they had, and what prize they will win. All contestants will receive a bling of my choice just for playing :) Also, the people who've helped me put this altogether. And through some person stuff will each be receiving an additional surprise :) Special thanks to:: DJ Nyx, T XxLodxX, B00my, Allzy, BamBam, xXTwiztidxPrincessxX, MsFlintstone AKA BedRocker, uNiQueGiRL, and aMaNda ***ATTENTION::: Prizes will be given out starting on the 1st of August. All Prizes will be given out at MY DISCRETION! Please Do not message me, asking me when you will receive your prize! I will Award All Prizes as soon as i am able.*** Thank You Everyone for Playing!!! Tied for 9th place with 1 point each DJ Mizzy Soulless Outcast RevSkullyGurl Blood Kaos Kitty Nightshade Minxie Tied for 8th place with 2 points each Cyanide Laced Koolaid Butterflypunk 7th place with 3 points B00my 6th place with 7 points Awesome Red

My Life , My Love
I look out into the darken sky , Wondering why you won't let me fly , The rain has started to fall , covering all . But my passion is still so very raw , I want you near , to feel you my dear , Want your hand running down my back , And around to the front where you'll feel me wet , Only you can quinch my burning desire , Only you can fill me an partake of my fires , The blood is sweet as you well know , I'll give you all for the thrill of it even if my heart say's It's wrong , lighteneing flashes , thunder rolling ... My dreams all fall into place , Place your lips at my sweet breast , suck it hard is my request , Run your tongue all around me now , claim me ... As only you know how , Climatic joy will then thou receive .... Take my hand and fly away with me .....Mei Vida Mei Amore

Ice Maiden
My Heart does beat a rapid Tune , For no one can enter in , No one can control or rule. It's made of ice and will not melt , no matter what ya do ,So don't worry about breaking it ,For never , will I be able to love you . I tried once or twice to let it melt with Fire But the pain that arose with that ,Leaves a lot to be desired. So no worries Mate , this isn't Hate ,Just a testament of Pain , I gave up , will fight no more No love will I ever gain........ It is so hard for some to say " I LOVE YOU ! " But if you don't have love in your heart , You don't have Nothing .... No Dreams , No Story , No song .... Nothing !! Even if I write That my heart is made of Ice , it never could be true , cause I will always love you. To just know you're alright and doing well , Even if you're lovin' someone else ,

Oh I Needed This.
As i watched Tony leaving i thought how did i make this choice was it because Abel was first guy i was with? Am i making the right choice? Weeks went by i didn't see Tony and i lived in a small town. It seams like everything was going great i got a call from Tony maybe like three weeks later and i was happy knowing he was still thinking of me. Several times he asked me to meet him , I really didn't want to lead him on till one day he told me he was at a local department store i told him i would meet him there. The night i met him there i told him to meet me in the back of the mens clothing rack toward the back of store. I remember him walking up to me with his keys in his hand. I reached my hand out to shake his hand and he pulled me closer and hugged me. I asked him where he has been staying he asked why. I left that question alone guess he didn't want to answer. For some odd reason i really wanted to know where he lived. He started staring at my cleavege and it made me exited k

::: Erotica ::: ~ Fine Dining - Part. 5~
Tabitha stood at door, the wind blowing visibly with the end of her scarf flowing aimlessly behind her off to side. Shaun composed himself rubbing his face after managing put away his cock and doing up his pants. He did his best to hide his still massive hard-on behind his apron now down, hoping it would camouflage any hint of what was “up” so to speak. He unlocked the glass door and opened. “Hey. What’s going on, why you lock-up already,” she asked puzzled as she followed him inside. They passed some tables, the table clothes immaculate and white as Shaun proceeded to collect the plates and empty glasses. “It’s been a quiet day. Lunch was probably as busy as it’s been but we only had maybe 2 couples come in, 1 family, and that’s it,” he explained through the clatter of plates. “Wow, so want to close early,” she asked hands on hips. A brief glance up and a nod to her to solidify his answer to her was all h

So Called Friends
funny how ppl say there ur friends one min and the next they stab u in the back ... i dont understand ppl sometimes how can be loving and then so cold hearted ... my advice to is watch who u let in as a friend they may be nice one min the next have a knife in ur back DO A BACKGROUND CHECK ON PPL BEFORE U LET THEM IN UR LIFE JSING i hsve learned my lesson and have learned to trust no one word i have a few amazing friends on here and ty for being true i have the best few friends and one amazing man in my life

'the Debt"
Kathy closed her eyes again and let the feeling of his dick dominate her mind. She was afraid to make more of him than there was. He grunted and came into her. She swooned as the heat of his cum hit her deep insdie but no feeling of orgasm accompained the indecent. Bob crawled off her and left her flat on her back with her full of his juice. H dressed quickly. "I guess these are a little dusty," Bob remarked about his dusty shoes. "I'll put then on by the front door and let myself out." Kathy lay there on the bed amazed that he just left. They has seen each other several times each week mostly in her office. They did business together and she knew nearly everything about him. she didn't expect to be a pice of meat to him and was hurt by his insensitvity. She scooted off the bed and put her feet on the floor then raced, the cum slipping down her leg to the bathroom to get cleaned up. She moved back into the bed room and put her jeans and T shirt back on. She had no plans to leave

The Tutor ( Anyone Need A Lesson ?)
Jamie had just graduated from college and had moved back in with her parents. The economy was down and jobs were sparse. She needed to find something to occupy her time and bring in some income. One afternoon, she came back from a workout sweaty and in need of a shower. When she walked in her house, her mother was talking on the phone with her neighbor. Jamie jumped in the shower and began washing her naked body. She was short, but fit with nice perky breasts and an ass her friends would kill for. Just then her mom knocked on the bathroom door. “Jamie, I just got off the phone with Joan Spellman. Her son Joey is failing classes and he needs a tutor to get him through his senior year. She was wondering if you’d be interested, and she is willing to pay good money if you help him graduate.”Jamie rolled her eyes at the idea as she shut off the water and stepped out of the tub. “Wow, Joey Spellman is a senior in high school? Time really flies. I guess you can tell Ms

Idea
The idea of you pining me up against the wall then while kissing me while your hand reaches into my pounding pussy popping your finger into me then bringing finger up to your nose and licking it makes me very aroused! While looking into my eyes

The Vow
The Vow.~~~~~~~~~~In this ever present darkness, I whisper a silent pledge to myself. A solemn vow that, even though the road ahead is both rough and winding, I will forge onward. May the storm-clouds gather, the winds howl with fury and the lightning strike down from the heavens, these annoyances shall not stop me from continuing my journey. The steepening of the trail will not slow my stride nor will it shake my resolve. My footing will remain sure and my expeditious pace shall not falter, regardless of how treacherous the terrain becomes. I will allow no obstacle to hinder my progress, nor will any trap or snare succeed in staying me from my destination. With this vow now sealed within my soul, it is with unbreakable will and steadfast determination that I raise my face to meet the wind and rain, with my mind and spirit now cleansed of all regret, fear, and hesitation. And so I take the first step of many, on my epic quest to find contentment and peace for my ever restless s

Babysitter # 2
I woke up early Friday morning thinking about last weekend and babysitting for Tom and Sue, I was wondering if they would need me again this weekend, and to be honest I was hoping they would call me. School was over for a few months and I was bored sitting at home. I spent the day out with friends shopping and bought a very short red plaid skirt that made me look like a little school girl. I got back home and ate dinner and started watching some TV when the phone rang, It was Tom and he ask me if I was free tonight to babysit for them, I got excited and said yes I would love to. My parents went out of town for the weekend and I was glad to have the house to myself, I started getting ready and was thinking if I had the nerve to put on my short new skirt, I was hoping to turn them both on to be honest so i decided to play the part of a little school girl for them. I put a white thong and my new skirt on and a white top and no bra which made my nipples very noticeable as they stuck out an

Party
umm ok.. well it starts out with us going to a party.. you have me all dressed up in a black dress, wearing a mask..(I think I have watched the upper floor to much) and you have me sit and watch all these couples doing everything from being spanked to oral sex to actual sex... and you wont let me touch myself.. you wont touch me but have me watch all the while whispering in my ear what you like, what you will be doing to me.. asking me if I'm turned on.. as you run you fingers over my face , chest, neck.. we move from scene to scene as you stand behind me hold me feeling me shake, as you breath on my neck, my ear still whispering.. people have come to you asking for me but you have turned them all down.. one man keeps asking you move away from me to talk to him.. you call for me and i walk to you , you tell me infront of him to suck on your finger, without even thinking I lean in and suck you finger into my mouth moaning at the taste of you.. you tell me to look at you.. i do .. then y

Wild Night
This was the night that I was role playing with my lover. He called me up at my office and told me where to meet him and what to wear. He said no questions asked just do what he had said. I went home feeling excited because this was a first time to do role playing with each other. I put on my red lingerie outfit, with my spiked heels, and nothing else and wore a long coat. I dabbed some perfume on. I had no clue what he had in store for me so it made all more exciting. He told me to meet him at a hotel in town. So I arrived and nervously closing my coat tighter. I walked up to the receptionist area. They told me what room it was and I got into the elevator and pressed floor 3. I walked towards the room anxiously and nervously thinking what he had in store for me. I lightly knocked on the door. I heard him say come in and I did. He told me to stop and I did and told me to turn around and I did. I felt his presence right behind me making my hands sweat, making the tips

"the Debt " Part2
The commercial break came and kathy jumped up from the sofa. she returned with three plates of bread and mets for sandwiches and disappeared again for untensils and spreads, chips and cokes for each of them. She sat next to him and they ate like hungry people. She wasn't concerned with crumbs on the floor or rings on the table tonight. She just wanted to have fun and enjoy herself. If she had a chore at the end of the evening she wanted to do it with gusto. after all she was technically being paid to do it as per their contract. Tonight was to be payment number two. They were going to fuck. Bob was a little surprised at the knowledge of the game Kathy possessed. his encounters with her were almost always about business. They had only talked about sports a few times. It was a new and a pleasure to see a different side of her. they watched and yelled for one of the teams. "Come on turkeys!" Kathy yelled when they dropped a pass. "You should have had that one." "that was ovewr throw

Things I've Learned Living In The South
A possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road.There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in the South.There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in the South, plus a couple no one's seen before.If it grows, it'll stick ya. If it crawls, it'll bite cha.People actually grow,eat and like okra.Fixinto is one word. It means I'm going to do that.Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We dolike a little tea with our sugar. It is referred to as the Wine of the South.Backwards and forwards means I know everything about you.The word jeet is actually a question meaning, 'Did you eat?'You don't have to wear a watch, because it doesn't matter what time it is, you work until you're done or it's too dark to see.You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH em.Ya'll is singular. All ya'll is plural.All the festivals across the state are named after a fruit, vegetable, grain, insect, or animal.You carry jumper cables in your car

Cleeeeean
Today marks the 50th day with no hard core drugs! Still smoke weed.. && a few of my friends won't even hang out with me anymore because now they are all high && mighty.. && a lot of the other "friends" i had are no longer around cause they don't want to stop using.. to eaches own.. i am much happier now that i am off that shit! I feel good... but not great yet.. i heard it can take up to a year to feel completely normal again.. so once again 50 DAYS ..longest i have been clean for a very long time! If anyone else is struggling with substanbce abuse && want to quit && need someone to talk to .. hit me up! I know how hard it can be.. someone gave me a chance.. && i would lke to help someone else. MEEEEOW

Seriously?
Shortly after work today, my mother and I went to the store and apparently did not hold the door open for middle aged white man and his crackwhore mistress. They felt slighted by the fact that we were not oh so courteous enough to hold it for them, and the man had to exert himself to the extreme by pushing open the OBVIOUSLY heavy ass door. Our fault, indeed. We walked on through the store and I cocked my head as we overheard the familiar eyerolling grunts of the man. He was on the phone, speaking rather loudly. "God damn spics, dont speak any fucking english, just take our jobs, smoke our weed, fuck our women and standing in the fucking way." I turned around and laughed. He looked me straight in the eye. He was wearing a dirty wife beater and a pair of holey jeans with flipflops AND socks. His lady friend was throwing bags of knock off fruity pebbles into their cart. "yea, I meant you! What? no speaka da engrish?" -roars of laughter. My mom tugged on my arm, trying to pull me away.

"the Debt " Part2
Kathy rotated her hips in a small circle as he pressed into her. She used her thumb and forefinger of both hands on her nipples to increase her arousal. They moved together for several minutes before Kathy wanted more. "Okay sport. back off for a second and ger out of them clothes," she demanded. Kathy got up from the sofa and went to the large sideboard at the end of the family room. She opened one of the drawars and removed some lube and a large dildo. The dildo was thicker than Bob's dick. She was going to see if he could be intimdated and returned to the sofa and his nakedess. " I want you to put this inside me and i want orgasms. Lots of orgasms," she instructed. Bob took the latge dildo and moved the switch on the end. The vibrations started and he adjusted them from low to high and back again. She laid back down on the sofa and Bob lubed the toy. "This is bigger than any guy i've ever seen," Bob remarked. "Are you afraid i won't like you being so small?" Kathy sai

Creative Blow Job...
I pull a pillow from the couch; I motion for you to spread your knees as I drop the pillow at your feet... I kneel in front of you... I lean down and start to lick and suck on your cock making it hard. He runs his hand through my hair as he leans back and moans. He tightly grabs with his other hand the couch. I look up at you as I let your hard cock slide out of my mouth with a "pop" sound... I reach for my water taking a big mouthful I put the glass on the floor lean down and take you back into my mouth... This time with the ice water still there... I hear him gasp as he feels my cold mouth "what......what are you doing?!" the shock makes his breathing very short. I let the water linger... then look up at you and ... swallow..."What was that?" he moans as he feels the cold water leave my mouth. He looks down into my eyes. I just smile... and ask "more?" "More...much, much more please" he says placing a hand on my face, stroking my cheek. "Good"... I lean over taking another mouth full

I Love You So Much That No One Earth Can Explain How I Feel
Lovely my dear,I'm trying write this blog for you and I failed twice.as I writing know its hard for me to focus,because of failure.i refuse to let it get me down,so I'm trying it again.i love you with all my heart.I cant tell you enough of how much I love you.a very unique person has come into my life and I don't want to let go.when we met I thought I just had another chat buddy I can talk to sometimes,because I was rarely on here.my love for you has grown stronger for you each day as we speak.no one knows what the future holds but Jesus.he can make all things impossible to possible.pertaining to our love we have for each other ,if we have have the love of god in our hearts I know we can make it.i believe what The Lord says to me " i can do all things through Christ that strengthen me". Even though we my seem far away but we're not.its just patience I need.patience is what I need to hold on for our relationship.its just like if you were in the military,don't know when you coming home

My Puerto Rico Lover ~~is Burning Hot
I am in Paradise! I love Puerto Rico!" I scream to the air. I am in my Hustler 41 Razor speedboat racing down the clearest blue water like an iconic scene from Miami Vice. I look fresh in my crisp white button-down shirt, slacks, and matching all white Air Jordan 8 Retro sneakers. I love the feeling of the cool breeze, the wind humming in my ears, the sun setting, and the sight of the waves that are wild as an untamed steed. I am excited that I am going to meet with my friend, Roselyn SÃ¡nchez, who is waiting for me at her beach house. This is my last night in Puerto Rico and I am ready to do it big!There is her white luxurious two-story beach house. There are French glass windows in the front and a terrace all around the second story. The architecture reminds me of something I have seen in the classic movie, Scarface. I took a deep breath, ring the gold doorbell twice, and step back. Roselyn comes out wearing a purple top and white shorts cut offs, which complements her sun-kissed s

A Summer Day In Monaco
I flew through the summer air on a black jet ski around Monte Carlo, Monaco, enjoying warm weather. I felt like James Bond racing up the Mediterranean Sea as the summer breeze blew against my face. I stopped in the middle of the Mediterranean Sea taking in the delights of Monaco; a black bikini-clad woman on a blue jet ski approached me. She was an exotic beauty with a golden complexioned, long light-brown hair, and full lips that were ready to suck anything. I think she was multiracial."Hey, handsome," she said to me."What's up, gorgeous? What is your name?" I asked her."My name is Monica, and yours?""My name is Marc, gorgeous. I run New York!""Wow, I'm from New York too!" Monica continued. "Are you up for a race, Marc ?""What's in it for me, Sexy?""Whatever you want," Monica answered."Alright, if I win, you go out to dinner with me. If you win, I'll take you shopping or be your sex slave," I suggested.Monica laughed and said, "Sounds good.""Show me what you got, baby girl."We picked

Could You?
Just wondering...could you do this to a complete stranger? I couldn't...I can't even do that to my friends. 12:48am reply sean: could you help me out with 20 dollars please 12:55am more To sean: Seriously? You don't know me. You mind telling me how a single Mom of 2 kids that's had a heart attack and working part time could possibly give a stranger 20 bucks? 12:56am reply sean: never mind 12:57am more To sean: Right.

Letter To My Top Notch Royal Davinchi Family Crest Fans!!!
My entire life I always wanted to be an actor in Hollywood!!! I had day dreams and night dreams about having starring roles in Hollywood. With Directors like Steven Spielberg and co-starring with Legendary actors like The Greatest of all time Al Pacino… This was before becoming a hip-hop artist and beginning the grind of a lifetime!!! I started in the music business in 2001 & began growing my Family Crest 6 years ago starting it all on the infamous Myspace! I have gone thru disappointment after disappointment that my manager would present to me & heartbreak after slammed door in my face. I have been turned down more times then I can count… and I never gave up… I kept writing new songs & lived in the studio.. Til I earned my first break being signed after winning over Kenny M aka The Wizard with a production deal. I knew that after the signing the hard work really was about to begin with a fury!!! In 2010 I paid for my own airline ticket and flew to Indi

White-bleeding Rose
♥♥♥βÉÇÅυŠÈ ΜΥ ΗÊÅrΤ ÍŠ βlÊËdÏΝg and î ÅΜ dΥÍΝg ♥♥♥ Take my heart and rip it til it bleeds , then when it's tapped out There will be no more me , The pain is consuming me into a firey hell , I scream and cry but no one cares , Do you know how much I truely dare , How I want you , Truely here . To taste your lips , to hold you tight ..... To love you dear with all my might , But alas you do not hear , My tormented wails from the dept's of hell , only the fire Lapping at my heels as I run and run but can't escape the pain , Cause I can't escape my love for you ......... Do you like the taste of my thick blood ? Is is sweet my darlin' to your tongue ? Keep probbin' and you'll have it all , my life will end for You have called. The execution is climatic joy as I'm expunged from this Earthly realm ,

And Of The Separation As Well...
i can't stand thisbeing shut up in a cageeven in my best behaviormy insides boil with rageon a daily basisi pretend to bea vague and whisper'd shadowof what i think is melike a dog inside a pena bark signals nothingin remembrance of what not whenthe sound falls upon deaf earsthree times the energy of thosewho would seek to containmy nakedness bares my soulfuck the thought restrainedtwice the dragonof what one can swallowequates six times the sorrowthere is not one who can followthere is not one, not a single oneat least not that i can seeso when each day is over with and doneit is i alone, and down on my knees

"the Debt " Part 3
Bob had undressed and piled his clothes on the floor at the end of the sofa. He held his arms out, welcoming her to come closer to him. "I'm ready for you now," he annouced. Kathy looked at his limp dick. sshe shook her head from side to side and crossed her arms. She just stood there and looked at him. Bob swayed a little as he stood in front of her. He looked down and saw the problem. He looked back up at Kathy. "Well, help a guy out here," he said and grabbed his dick in his fist. Kathy chuckled a little. She was just barely still aroused from her dream. Her nipples had lost some hardness but the silk against them felt good. She untied thebelt around her waist. Her hand went to her still moist pussy and she flicked her fingers across her clit. "That's what i'm talking about! Bob slurred. Kathy walked to the sofa. She opened her robe but kept it over her shoulders She sat on the edge of the sofa and leaned all the way back. The coffee table was close enough to put her feet

Lost Boys (insipred By Resonate)
Charming Rash Blissfully violent and reactionary Little patience For building Yet create So easily Unaware...or more accurately careless Flying without a harness Brave Hurtful without intent A child Who asks Wendy To sew his shadow back on

Penis Research....
The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000.00, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do a study of their own. After $250,000.00 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. Newfoundlanders, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks, a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead. ;)

A Real Man Is True To His Word
A real man is true to his word. If he says he’ll do something, he does it. He doesn’t make promises he has no intention of keeping. So in the beginning, be mindful of the seemingly inconsequential. Does he “forget” to call when he says he will? Does he flake on dates at the last minute? Does he lack follow through? If so, you’re dealing with a “Mr. False Hope.”

Wildwolf666
wildwolf666: NICE PAIR OF HOOTERS 7:59am Owl Queen: could always see a lot more, if you coudl buy me a certain something 7:59am wildwolf666: REALLY PROVE IT 8:00am wildwolf666: WHY SHOULD I PAY WHEN I CAN GET IT FOR NOTHING IN UK 8:01am Owl Queen: then do it, lmao 8:02am wildwolf666: THATS LIKE PAYING A PROSTITUTE 8:03am wildwolf666: AND IM NOT THAT DESPERATE 8:03am Owl Queen: its not as bad as expecting things to be free, then being offended and butthurt when they arent 8:04am wildwolf666: WHAT YOU GOT THAT NO OTHER LADY IN UK AS NOT GOT 8:04am Owl Queen: you seem flustered i don tgive it for free, why? If oyre mad its not free here, you must not be able to dget it in reality 8:06am wildwolf666: YOU COULD NOT HANDLE ME SWEETHEART 8:06am Owl Queen: thats what all the half inch wieners say. Ive taken more than you could ever dream of, son 8:07am wildwolf666: SOZ SWEETH

Intimacy With Shadows
Intimacy is much more than sex for recreation However good a fuck it lacks a close relation You must be friends that have respect for each others need Once this is done sex becomes a loving act indeed They are relaxed as they caress the bodies of their lover How to stimulate their organs, new ways they discover They can try different ways, to getting mutual pleasure Some will fail but more will pass, find them at their leisure Nirvana for two lovers is when orgasm coincides They must explore where this, for them actually resides To some the clit is the key to others it's the G-spot His cock must be well inside to come with all he's got With climax done they should remain inside of each other Joined, cuddled up, intimate and sleeping close together Intimacy thus fulfilled give pleasure when awaking This is not called just raw sex but intimate love making If it wont leave me alone it's no surprise that I'm shrill, To no avail my Shadow follows me still. When sunligh

"the Debt " Part 4
I'd like to dedicate this chapter to someone very special in my life that came into my life:) Kathy didn't know what to expect. But told her to be ready at six "dress nice," he told her. "I'll pick you up. We'll go out." Since he had already used her as a sex toy to satify the lust of one of his suppliers she assumed tonight would be a party with that goal in mind. she had no idea where he was taking her so she decided on wearing basic fashions. She started of course with a good bath. next was her scent that made her feel and smell fabulous. She reviewed and refreshed the nail polish on her finger and toes. Deep blood red is the color of the evening. she decided to put her hair up and tight it with ringlets next to her face to add interest. She selected a lacy bra and panties to match and a to top everything off she put on her little black dress. She slipped her feet into her four inch dress heels with small straps that showed off her ankles and toes. She put the diamond stud e

Correct Diagnosis!
At age 16, I was told that I had cervical cancer. I had no insurance, and I felt like I had no options. I worried about it constantly. Every time I even got a minor cold, I thought that it could be related to the cancer. For 6 years, this went on. Something about it never settled right with me, not denial, just that it never made sense. At the beginning of March 2013, I went to the ER knowing that I had a UTI. They informed me that it was a severe UTI and a bad yeast infection. Gave me medication, and I went about my life. In June, while I was at work, I used the restroom and found blood coming from an area that I knew was unnatural. And there was a lot of it. I left work in tears and rushed to the ER. They did blood tests, pelvic exams, and everything else they could. They didn't find anything. They said that it was probably an ulcer, and that I should take antacids. Less than a week later, I found blood in my urine. Rushed back to the hospital... Still nothing.

Game
FRIENDS N FAMILY , SORRY TO SAY THAT I WONT BE ON MUCH FOR A WHILE. I HAVE SPENT ALOT OT TIME N MONEY ON THIS SITE. I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS N FAMILY N FANS BUT THE TRUTH IS I HAVE VERY FEW:( THIS IS A GANE N I HAVE HELPED WHEN I COULD BUT VERY FEW HAVE HELPED ME. I AM NOT MAD JUST SAD THAT WE DON'T HELP EACH OUT, IT'S A GAME. WELL WITH THAT BEIN SAID. I DO THANK THE REAL FRIENDS I HAVE ON HERE PM ME IF YOU WANT TO TALK, SHASH PEACE N LOVE.

"the Debt " Part 4
Now she was confused again. she couldn't get his plan in her mind. Either he was lying to keep her in the dark or he was giving really poor hints. She decided to give up on finding out. She decided to just have fun and relax. She wiggled just a little bit and her panties came off. She put them up over his sunvisor. They pulled the truck into the Libary parking lot. Kathy was shocked. "Are you going to read me a bed time story?" She questioned sarcastically. "You got dressed up for a reason. just let things happen," he said calmly. Bob got out of the truck and went aroung to the passenger side. He opened the door. Kathy had a little trouble getting her ass across the seat and still keeping her dress in place. Bob waited patiently for her to check her wardrobe. "Swing your legs over her Bob suggested. She turned herself. bob put his hands on her hips. She steadied herself with her hands on his shoulders. True to his word bob got her out of the truck without embarrassment. Her fe

Oh Damn I Want To Know More About You!
My name is Angela Varona. I am single for 3 years. I live in East Ham London , United Kingdom, but born in Mexcico. I have 3 SIDES1. The quite sweet side.2.The fun and crazy side.3.The side you never want to see. cAN YOU HELP MY MATH HOMEWORK?ADD the bed, SUBTRACT the clothes,DIVIDEAN YOU HELP MY MATH HOMEWORK?ADD the bed, SUBTRACT the clothes,DIVIDE my legs, and PRAY you dont MULTIPLY. my legs, and PRAY you dont MULTIPLY.Then teach me in your bed for REAL!

Loosing Something That Matters!
When you love someone how can u let a site like this take it under? Why does my past always still haunt me? Being who I am is probably not best, Sometimes i sit and think and none of it makes any sense! I loved him Lord I sitll do but now he is gone and fubar and my jealousy took it all away from me!! Just some thoughts he knows who he is!! Missing him like fubar CRAZY!! Lady's Don't let this site take something so dear from you!! Always remeber it is just a game!! Simply Me Elisha

Walls
It's strange sometimes The way we behave The long hugs, stolen glances The electricity of a touch And all the power in the universe Outshined In the quiet, tender exchange That happens in a single kiss But still we put up walls Emotional constructs of defense Against the possibilities Both of bliss And broken hearts

A Night Of Loving
It was a hot day , unusual for this time of year , when the leafs are suppose to be turning gold , the aspin colors to un-fold in all there splindid beauty. But the Fall evening is fast aproaching and I have showered and did a touch-up on shaving the kitty . I luv the smoothness and the feel of my swollen lips there , it's in need of a good spanking and not just there , my ass too. I think I deserve one sense I have been so very good. Now to call up-on my faithful lover who never lets me down , always comes with his tongue an his cock hard . He knows just how to please my pussy and makes me cum multible times , hell more than that , 5 times is a normal come get it kinda deal. I lite the candles , put soft music on and lotion my body , so it's soft & silky for the touch . Now I do have this new body oil that makes my pussy taste like strawberrys , so I apply it freely , feeling the warmth it gives . UMMMMM feels so good , and the song playing by Rod Stewart , " Tonights the Night " !!

The Letter To The Judge.......hardest Thing Ive Ever Had To Do
Josh was, is a very persausive individual. He is capable of being like day & night. He knows all the right things to get you to fall for him, This fact should have been my first warning with him. Josh & I had a pretty rocky relationship. It started as friends when we met at work in 2012. During this time he was still living with Amanda, so I kept it friends only. Then in the summer of '12 he kinda just vanished, I assumed things were better with him and Amanda. But truth was, he was in jail for 60 days for an altercation with Amanda. This should have been my second warning. But when he contacted me in Nov of '12, he told me it was her that started it & she had dirty cops in her pockets, thats why he did time. I brushed it off, cause to be honest I had seen Josh with black eyes from Amanda, well so he said. So we started our relationship. Like I stated it was pretty rocky, Josh had this thing with going between me and his ex wife Lisa. So we broke it off many times due to this fact. Yet

4:15 A.m.
The wind licks at me like an overexcited puppy. And I can't contain the contented grin that finds itself pasted on my usually stoic face. Because She sleeps And when she sleeps, I feel...well, I feel more than content. Because, I've found, that she rarely really sleeps. But...right now, She sleeps I'm not supposed to feel the way that I do. To care. I know that I have no right to. Who am I to ever presume that I, of all people, would know what's best for her? But still, here we are She sleeps I, however, do not. I watch. I watch for every little shake, hiccup, what-not. Besides watching her, I watch over her. Just to be sure that She sleeps I listen to her. I wait for every breath. Every beautiful little purr and hitch. If anything comes late, I hold my breath too. Waiting She sleeps And I lay so happily next to her. Feeling the intimate warmth of her body radiating towards me. Measuring the rise and fall of her respirations. As She sleeps

Urbania
As I walk darkly Through the cold, old neighborhood I can hear the houses call out The Colonials The Victorians The Cape Cods Their gingerbread appointments cracking Their masonry slowly crumbling Their paint, their identity, peeling Yearning Pleading to be restored To the pristineness of their glory years Screaming that their souls Are ready and begging But suppressed By the deafening, disinterested silence That is modern urban decay

Gone
The room In which I pace Still echoes of your laughter The mirror At which I gaze Still reflects your smile The pillows I lie awake upon Still hold your scent The sheets I toss and turn between Are where we made love We shuddered With quakes of ecstacy I'm racked With pangs of loneliness But I'll be with you Soon

In No Particular Order...
#100... Friends don't let friends fuck ugly people. 99... Try everything twice. The first time you may have done it wrong. 98... Pretend to believe everyone, but TRUST NO ONE. 97... Cologne=Optional.... Deoderant=A MUST! 96... Drunk guys are usually too dumb to realize they're having more fun. 95... After puberty, "it" should be much bigger. 94... ATM=The Holy Grail 93... All hippie chicks deep throat, but few vegans swallow. 92... Women like shoes. We will look at yours, so purchase accordingly. 91... Don't expect me to suck yours if you're not going to lick mine. 90... Always anticipate having to put a toilet seat down when around men. 89... If you wanna fuck it, you've got to be willing to lick it. 88... Ass, stomach, legs, boobs... In that order, if he knows what he's doing. 87... If it's not dirty, you're doing something wrong.

You Know It...
"Marvin's Room" [Woman on phone] “Hello Yeah I just walked in Yeah I’m good you still working? Tonight, right now? ‘Did I go out?’ yeah, I went out I went, I went to a couple of clubs I never went to bed Shit… wine or water Did you say something about a cold drink? I don’t know, I’m delirious… night” [Drake - Verse 1] Cups of the Rosé Bitches in my old phone I should call one and go home I’ve been in this club too long The woman that I would try Is happy with a good guy But I’ve been drinking so much That I’ma call her anyway and say “Fuck that nigga that you love so bad I know you still think about the times we had” I say, “fuck that nigga that you think you found And since you picked up I know he’s not around” (Are you drunk right now?) I’m just sayin’ you could do better Tell me have you heard that lately? I’m just sayin’ you could do better And I&rsqu

Pic Rating.
Putting fun in The Picture Rating.. This is for my Family only..!!!! 1 rockstar and 1 boomy to be given away each month!!!! Ok fam,this is how it will work.Any family member tht rates the most pictures a month will be blinged a Rock star.To keep track of who has rated. Post comments and Date. I will be checking every day on the progress. If your not commenting and dating I will not know who has done the rating.so to ensure you get whats do to you make sure you Date And Comment.!!!! The second person with the most picture rates will receive a Boomy. Blings will be given out on the 3rd of every Month,to the one that have done the most.Remember it will be only 1 rockstar and 1 boomy given out a month. This should make picture rating fun. And if for some reason that I see that this isnt going well I will dis

Bukowski's Bug
Bukowski's bug Slain or pet Meat or candy That crawly thing That knows you are watching it And is stunned momentarily on your wall Then it is a race Who will disappear first Slain or pet Meat or candy That trigger unpulled Breath taken in and held Suspension That is what writing is

How To Piss Off Your Boyfriend/husband
...SOME ONE ASKED ME HOW TO PISS OFF THEIR BOYFRIEND...i was pretty much a pro at pissing off my husband by now. just thought id share a couple of my tips and tricks with you ladies that are in new relationships (orrr even the ladies in not so new relationships that want to stir up some trouble). oh anddd remember, pissing off your bf/husband doesn't count as pissing off your bf/husband if you do it in a cute way... it's called flirting :) lol1. when he's yawning, stick your finger in his mouth (but be careful not to touch anything... that's unhygienic :P)- Note: if you do this consistently, he will eventually get used to it and just keep yawning even with your finger in his mouth. once he's used to it, the next time he yawns, jam your whole fist in. he won't see that coming and he will gag a bit... then he'll get pretty pissed.- Remember to giggle after... if you don't, he'll stay mad at you for a long time2. this tip was given to me by my sis

"the Debt " Part 4
I dedicate this part of my story to my sweet loving wife to be:) Bob was sitting in a chair next to the master bed room. he had a glass of wine in his hand. He had on slippers and a long robe. he stood as Kathy entered the the room. She walked toward him and stopped four feet in front of him to feel his eyes on her. she loved the attention. eugenia walked around to the table and poured a glass of wine. She handed to Kathy who took it and turned to Bob. "Will there be anything else monsieur?" She asked. "If mademoiselle is satisfied then you may go," Bob said. Eugenia turned to Kathy who took a sip of her wine and handed the glass to Eugenia. "For you" Kathy kathy said. Eugenia smiled and took the glass. She sipped the wine and smiled again at both of them. she turned to exit and closed the door as she left. " You look amazing," Bobby said. "I feel amazing. Thank you," Kathy said. "I see you got cleaned up too. Did you have help?" "Incentive, Bob replied. Kathy walk

"the Debt " Part 4
Bob crawled up on the bed. He placed his knees on each side of her head and buried his tongue into her moist crevice. She came immediately when his tongue touched her clit. She took his dick into her mouth again and they carried on in a mutual sixty nine caress for several minutes. Her orgasm butlt again and again. She shuddred and kept allowing his dick as far down her throat as it would go. Bob stopped licking her long enough to let her know he was about to cum and went back to licking her. She readied herself and as he groaned and exploeded in her mouth she peaked with another orgasm of her own. They shared their juices and ingested each other's fluids and scent. Bob rolled off of her and lay on his back. Kathy pulled the pillows from the head of the bed and put one under his head at the foot end. She curled up into his arms and rubbed her hand on his chest. The soft inside of her thigh she draped over his dick. Her clit pressed into his hip. They laid together and looked around

Family
Today was a pretty day sitting here relaxing watching fopotball then all of a sudden something came accross my fb that hit me like a ton a bricks.For over yr my cousin MJ had been battling lung cancer and last week she was put in hospice due to she was in the last stages of cancer.Bout 2 hrs of the writing what I received on fb was the notice of her passing. MJ was a very special person and family member to me. I spent many weekends visting her and other family when I lived near her. With a tear in my eye and looking into the heavens I love and will miss you MJ Your cusin Dustin

Guiding Lights!
Frozen in time , Frozen in space, A heart of Fire Burns , A guiding light, I Shall return one day , Return , On a Silver backed horse , By Moonlight , Say , Say those treasured words , If thou wants it so , To return to the woods, Bask by the stone place & eat our daily feast, Let it be, Let it be , Let it be!

My September
It has been over a decade since I laid you to rest Yet I can close my eyes and see your head resting lazily upon my breast The late summer rains murmur softly a bittersweet reminder to my heart Oh! How i loved you... Once upon a time, our fairy tale tragic as the Brothers Grimm Ageless

Me
Ok so its been brought to my attention that a lot of people who shout me ask the same questions so i thought i would write it here so then you will know :) my name is beverley im 30 yrs old and im from the uk i have a salute and a few videos on here of my sad azz trying to sing LOL im looking for friends not to date sorry (guys) but i work so much it wouldnt be fair to add someone else into that so i choose to booty call my favourite bud when i am frisky LMAO i love attention just like every other girl so BITCHES dont hate when i get it and you dont i dont chase blingers. YES i have nsfw folders its my body and i will flaunt it if i wish i dont care what you think so if you dont like dont click my profile simple. i will help you if i can i am caring kind and always try to be a gd person so dont sb me shouting at me for not answering i try to answer everyone STOP marking my pictures (bitches) if they offend your eyes dont look im single and in turn am free to post whatever i w

Bullies & Chinese Food
Chinese food on the way Totally comfortable silence Need to touch even with my toes As he sits at the foot of my bed Entertaining himself while I do my puzzles We decide to watch Bully Beat Down While eating Chinese He says "like an old married couple" Watching Douche Bags get pummeled Humiliated Laughing at their well deserved pain They have never been in a fight Ever Bullies Fun to watch them Grab for the cage As they are thrown around Like a rag doll And TRY to hold on Like a stupid Human That crawls into a Lion cage Drunk Haughty Thinking it's a kitty cat Like the smaller prey that they REVEL in taking from Then suddenly in a flash Bravado not helping this time OH SHIT OK THIS IS WHAT A FIGHT IS Hilarious Laughing at every professional kick At every choke hold Every tap out The look of anguish no longer anger On their swollen bewildered face And eating Chinese food With the man I will marry

Stupid Encounters #109
Sexy KGB: HELLO 5:01am iC51NerdyB...: Hey 5:01am Sexy KGB: SO WHATS GOIN ON. DONT BE OFFENDED. I ALWAYS USE CAPS MY EYES ARE BAD 5:02am iC51NerdyB...: I have no clue... Jack hit up a friend of mine and said something about a pic on my page 5:03am Sexy KGB: RIGHT, AND IDK WHY ITS THERE. IVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE TO HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME 5:04am Sexy KGB: IM NOT TRASH IM NOT A WHORE I DONT GO SLEEPIN AROUND, JUST CUZ SOMEONE DARED ME TO TAKE THAT PIC DOESNT MEAN MY PRIVACY SHOULD BE INVADED 5:04am Sexy KGB: ITS VERY HURTFUL 5:05am iC51NerdyB...: It will be everytime you post it on a public domain 5:05am Sexy KGB: MY PICS ARE PRIVATE JONNY DEVIL HAD ACCESS AT ONE TIME UNTIL I SAW HE HAD POSTED IT ON HIS PAGE 5:07am

Fading White Rose
As I walk through the beautiful gardens , amongst the sculptured shrubs , I feel at peace as the turning of the season will soon be at hand. The flower will began to wither , the green grass will start turning brown , The birds will be chirping a new song that sing now "The Earth has to sleep ". And my love will still run deep , Of all the flowers in most the world , the Rose is a symbol of love , But even they .... do fade away and die with the passing of time . The white Rose , it does bleed , but it will heal with time , And by the spring it will revive , and blaze with beauty devine ......

Gynecologist
OH MY GOODNESS!!! I spit coffee everywhere reading this!!!:::: I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I recei...ved a call from the doctor’s office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn’t going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I

Me And My G/f Are Having A Baby In January! So I'm Selling Jewlery At My Online Boutique
Have you ever not wanted to get out to jewlery shop for any occasion? Then come check out the deals that are going on in my boutique! Its online and right where you are. I have never sold anything online before. But I am desperate for some money!! Come check out the peices of jewlery you WILL find something for someone MALE OR FEMALE! https://trotter.kitsylane.com/join/xYDv2MF

Roses Have Different Meanings
Lavender Roses Probably the most mystical and fairy-tale perfect color of rose is lavender. It is said if someone gives you a purple rose it means they fell in love with you at first sight, just like Cinderella’s Prince Charming! It’s interesting as well to note that purple is a royal color, so sending a single purple rose means you find her majestic, opulent and special. If you are seeking to voice your deepest love and admiration for someone consider sending the dynamic Blue Curiosa or the blend of colors in Lavender Duet.

Todays Thoughts..
My ranting and raving today is over how everyone is out to make the big bucks.. and how seams America doesnt want anyone to get ahead in life. Slightly aggitated. I have went washer shopping a little today. I just bought one 2 yrs ago but it has broke down already twice due to change going through it and getting into the motor. Yes I know i should empty pockets..but fact remains.. my old washer that i had for years had so much change go through it and never broke down. I had it til it finally was just to old. Anyways.. I wish I could just buy a old time washer like that again. The sales people are out to get there commision though and are bragging up the newer models. Telling me how the newer ones use only like 8 gallons of water..compared to the old ones using 50gallons of water. I started thinking about it.. how can clothes really get clean? on just 8 gallons of water? In my mind though.. I am getting more convince to buy one of these newer models..because I want t

The Master Garden
The Master of the garden makes plans for his Beauty's True , He calls his Red Rose Love and Beauty . She shows great courage an passion , But the Dark Red Rose sees she lacks one quality , Respect needed to be shown. The Dark Red Rose whose unconscious Beauty was wanting proof Of Devotion true .So the Red Rose handed her a single ,long stemmed Red Rose with a humble " I love you " Now the Three Pinks who are Admiration and Gratitude , Except for the Palest who possessed also Sympathy , Sweetness an Joy Were all wanting to call on the Yellow Rose who was Promise & Welcome . Can not we all just bloom in unison , lets call upon the White Rose to hear Her Pure intent . She answers with a tender voice , I stand with Violet who is the Rule , Let all be planted around the fountain except the Black Rose , Put it by the garden Wall , cause it brings Death and is destained to fall . Now the Master of the Garden fair listened with open heart Thinking it was wise , Said SO BE IT ,

A Fantasy
Carla lifted her wineglass , her hands shook. " I'm nervous." " Good " Ronnie handed a piece of paper. "Here's his number . Call him while you're still hot and in the mood. "Use the phone in the spare bed-room. " Carla stood up an looked at the paper in her hand , Bryce 555-6969 . She walked into the spare bed-roon , picked up the cordless phone and dialed the number. "Hello " Is this Bryce ? " Yes " was his reply. " This is Carla " awwww yes Ronnie's friend . His voice went suddenly soft an warm. There was a tender laugh and he said " Are you free Friday evening " ? Yes I am . I'll pick you up at Ronnie's place . Until Friday as excitement ran through her hot body. Friday came and bathed , hair fixed , nails done she took a deep breath. She hadn't been out in a long time. It was 7 o'clock the door chimes sounded , as she went to answer the door . " You look and smell sensational ". He placed a feather-light kiss in the hollow below her ear , then stepped back ." Let's go ."As we d

Big Red Pony Abuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you have a fupony u need to block this person! I caught her selling my pony time out for random ability bling and 1,000 credits!She is makin it hard on people to level ! http://fubar.com/thepoorbillionaires

I Am 50 Now
I have braved Hideousness Lies Cowardice I am incapable of those Because I am RUDE Question myself constantly Logically And speeeeeeeeelunk right brain when required Never annoyed by the seaweed that Slaps my face And gets tangled in my gear That is just what happens Spelunking I am 50 I know of what I speak Take me on out of hubris I will destroy you Take me on out of naivete I will give you enough rope to hang yourself Generously If you all knew how much I hated you For your redolence For your lack of curiosity For your fucking blatant, provable stupidity Humans Luckily I have Alien friends Who at the very least tolerate my presence Without jealousy Without malice Because like me They know that those roads are Not dignified HONOR FREE I use the word HONOR on purpose Why I can so easily destroy an honor free Individual I am doing the planet a favor Hold up that mirror You KNOW that I can see you DO NOT fuck with me

Tranquility
Though I drove aimlessly, unsure of my destination, I was blindly being lead exactly where I needed to be.The incompleteness of my life, the emptiness inside, the walls I had hidden behind collapsed around meLife can change in an instant, for better or worse: Life can end in a moment, one careless act can change it allThe strength to progress is minimal, the desire to get up is minute sometimes, even the best of us fallI have seen moments where I wanted to lay down and die, give in and succumb to the grim reapers desireThrough blinded eyes I see a light, as bright as the sun, feel the intense heat from an immense ball of fireAm I dead? Have I finally tempted fate one time too many? Am I doomed to spend an eternity in this hell?I close my eyes and imagine what could have been one last time. I feel peace coming over me, all is well.I awake to an image of my truck engulfed in flames, upside down. Someone is trapped insideI try to scream out, but the words won't come. It's my fault, for tu

Too Protective?
Not me..just a friend on Facebook. I'm wondering if I'm too lax with my kids or if the other woman is too protective of hers. She doesn't allow anyone to give her kid anything sweet. She freaked out when they gave her son a sucker at the doctor after he got a shot. She says that sweet things are bad for children. I think it's bad if you give them a lot of sweets. Moderation isn't a bad thing. Now she's asking about where to put car seats in a car, now that she's pregnant again. All of her friends are saying, one on each side and she's all like...I just don't want to put both next to a door, especially a new born. Am I crazy?

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Here's another "O" moment that happened recently. I've been traveling alot this past year, been to 13 states. I never thought i would be one to pick up "strange" along the way, but i did! Early one evening, my friend and i stopped at a Flying J's truckstop to gas up and to get supper. The cafe was empty except for the two of us and a man sitting up at the counter enjoying his meal. We both ordered the truckers special of the day, and coffee. As the waiter brought us our meal, I noticed that the man sitting up at the counter, was just finishing his meal. He stood up and reached into is wallet and pulled out three twenty dollar bills. He walked over to the waiter and told him he was treating us to our meal, and to keep the change as a tip. As he walked by we both thanked him for his kindness. He just nodded and kept walkin on out of the cafe. After we had finished eating. My friend said she had a few calls to make and wanted check out the gift shop for some souveniors. We

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YEP...snagged this from the urban dictionary.... FUCK Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language today, is the word fuck. Out of all the english words that begin with the letter 'f' ...fuck is the only word refered to as 'the f word... It's the one magical word. Just by its sound can describe pain, pleasure, hate and love. Fuck, as most words in the english language is derived from german ...the word fuieken, which means to strike. In english, fuck falls into many grammatical categories: As a transitive verb for intance ...John fucked Shirley. As an intransitive verb...Shirley fucks. Its meaning is not always sexual, it can be used as... An adjective such as ...John's doing all the fucking work. As part of an adverb ...Shirley talks too fucking much. As an adverb enhancing an adjective ...Shirley is fucking beautiful. As a noun ...I don't give a fuck. As part of a wo

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SO HERE I HAVE 50 FAMILY MEMBERS AND I GO TO THEM EVERYDAY and i RATE, LIKE, and leave a comment. SOME WILL JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND A LIKE, SO i will look at who rates me and who does not. FAIR IS FAIR. IF YOU RATE ME I WILL RATE YOU BACK. IF YOU DO NOT I GUESS I WONT. IT REALLY DOES NOT TAKE MUCH TO CLICK ALL OF THE BUTTONS NOW. AND IF YOUR RUNNING BLING I WILL GO BACK AND HIT YOU AGAIN. SO REALLY NOW HIT THE RATE BUTTON TOO.

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So i choose one and then find out another one was wanted i feel like every choice i make ends up fucking me over each time why can't i find the correct one. Am i destined to fail or will i make it to the end one day. I know my true feelings are shown either way, but why do i feel like my life is crumbling into pieces with every move i make its like 1 step forward then 3 steps back, i just get sucked into things and i feel useless. Why does love hurt when you care for someone, please tell me when the pain is going to stop or di i just sit and wait to die before its gone. I never know what to do in situations like this i need help physically and mentally. My heart feel like its full of hate towards myself because of my actions. When will i recover, when will this pain be cured. Please someone give me a sign on whats next because my choices dont seem to be the right ones.

Going Down
An elevator and a dark parking garage mixed with a stranger....andhot steamy sex...gives me shivers just thinking aboutit! My clit is just a humming...mmmmmm "GOING DOWN?" It's late and you are getting ready to leave the office.....Iwalk by - you didn't know you weren't the only oneworking late. I glance up , as I pass your window( I alwayslook in to catch a glimpse of you) and give you a shy smile- I blush....I look way...are eyes have connected and Ifeel myself getting aroused... You continue to gather papers into your briefcase; snapit shut and grab your coat...you head for the elevators.I'm there waiting...... We give shy "hellos" and are caught off guardby the arrival of the elevator...we step on... The doors close - I press B3 - you just stare at me and givea smile....that's your garage level too! We are onthe 23rd floor..... I look down at the floor and then quickley at you...I seethe beginning of a bulge in your pants...I remove my jacketI reach down behind my briefcase and rai

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Malala Yousafzai is a 16 year old Pakistani girl that was riding her school bus a year ago when a Taliban gunman climbed aboard and shot her in the head. She survived the attack and has been a major advocate for girls' education. She has been nominated for a Nobel Peace Prize. The other night she was interviewed by Jon Stewart and when Jon asked her how she would treat a Taliban member if he or she came to her house, her answer was met with cheers and applause. I'm not sure how to embed YouTube videos on a blog entry (using the embed code doesn't work(, so here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQy5FEugUFQ It's definitely worth a watch if you want a feel-good moment for the day.

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so here is a little rambling by me... Allright first off despite what people may think, I do not bling/gift or anything else for NSFW. If I do bling or gift you, its because I want to do it. I do not require anything in return, unless its a mutual trade agreement involving swapping blings/gifts. Also not hardcore or worried about my rank. i run things to run them, bling things to bling them.. usually when high percentage bonuses are on for that particular action/ability. sometimes i do rank high, other times i dont. I put people in ym family, because I think they deserve to be there, or i am helping them out in some way. i change it up as I see fit. My family my choice who I have in there. I'm here to have a good time, and pass time. I usually do both here. I have met some really great people on here. I've also met some not so great people. It happens just like the *real world*. Also I know people will think what they want, it doesn't bother me. also you can talk about me behind my

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If your name is in Red or Aqua. Does that automatically turn you into a Douche Bag? I get these Aqua name people wanting me to F/R/L them yet I never ever see them return it. Same way with the red names. They want things from people yet they never help out people. It's like they think they are entitled to it because of the color of their name.

Clouds & Dreams
When I look at the clouds clustered in the sky , pillowy fluffs of dreams rolling by, I see your soft smile and those sexy eyes , makes me happy that I can fly . You lift my heart so high , and I really can't imagine why, All I have to do is hear your voice, And you wash away all the years and I am as young as I once was , The wind in my long flowing hair , a hint of a smile as I see you standing there , You reach for my hand and I know there is safety to be found As we race to the dream of a lost century bound . I kiss your sweet lips and touch your cheek , we have loved before , And with you I am always weak , You call my name and I hear , Your longing for me as I am only here , In a Dream , You claim that your love & passion is true , And as always , I believe only in you. I adore you my sweetness as I gaze in your eyes , I could drown in your love as your body to mine , Screams for release as we always have done , Long ago , in another time , when you my love Were

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Have you ever? You say you’ve been In a bad place before As if you really know Like you’ve ever been Have you ever had to choose between Purchasing food or paying for heat? Buy gas to get to work Or have groceries to eat? Between paying a bill or Surviving a week? Between having electricity Or spend time with your child? And when holidays come Buy no gifts, try to smile? Have you ever lived By yourself on the street? When the money’s not there And you’re doing your best No real roof overhead Never getting to rest Winter’s cold and summer’s heat And every day you still work til you’re beat Or better yet still Accept “kindness” of others Only then to realize Resentments that build Try to not be a burden As your life sucks your will The dilemmas keep building Like shit on a hill What is the longest You’ve gone without eating? Hours or days Without nibbling or cheating? For some t

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When it comes to a conflict in your relationship, if there is a problem fix it. Don't let something you can't agree on cause a stalemate. Better yet, come up with a solution you can both agree on. Each day that passes by that NOTHING was done about it is another day gone by, another moment that that person is angry with you. Another day that the person feels heartbroken, abandoned, not appreciated and unloved. You might as well give that other person permission to turn their back on you. Permission to let them cheat. The last thing we want to hear is "Where do we go wrong?", or "Why did that person cheat on me?". You know why. It's because of pride, foolishness, and sheer stupidity. Hold on to your convictions if you must, but they better be valid. If you truly love someone, you wouldn't let one day, much less one hour go by that your mate is pissed off at you. EVER. A person that has bluntness, sassiness, and flair is a person who has a great deal of life and passion flowing through t

About Me
I am a Child: Self-aware, curious, inquisitive, creative, corolful, honest, amused, intrigued, submersive, expressive; reflective, ignorant, lazy. I am a Mother: Attentive, protective, compassionate, kind, resourceful, thoughtful, selfless, considerate, simple, persistant; complex, stubborn. I am a Warrior: Fractured, broken; mended, self-reliant, industrious, disiplined, fierce, courageous, loyal, driven. I am Human: Fallible, uncertain, weak, arrogant, mortal; passionate, generous, affectionate. I laugh, cry, love, hate, hope, fear, create, destroy, live and feel... I am Me, everyday. Just like you.

Time & Fate
Time & fate can be very cruel , when I remember , how much I love you. Your strength and power is amazing to see , But your gentleness is what Really won me , Your smile when a child did enter the room , The way you helped , In a crisis so few would even for-see or even knew . The way your skin felt against mine , the way your arms were so devine , Holding so tightly around me. To love me , I know not how . But I know you do somehow. I see the changes in the world today , fighting , crying and running away , We dont know who to trust , don't know where to go , Just don't know what Satan wants ,,,,, And I 'm thinking it's not good , In the pyramid times our love began ,couldn't even have you then , But the age will come and this I do know , that you'll be mine , forever more

"sin For Salvation"-by Shaun Ruiz
Sometimes temptation is like a stray You feed it once and never goes away Before I knew it, I wasn't who I was before And all I knew was wrong Didn't seem wrong anymore Till, one day, I realized I'd spun a web I couldn't break And the weight I put upon myself Became too much for me to take Then, Somewhere in the distance I could hear You call my name Saying there’s still hope for me And it’s not too late to change But sin for salvation seems Like such an unfair trade Why should You have had to die For the mistakes I’ve made? I found myself divided By the spirit and the flesh Undecided whether I should go To the right or to the left I kept thinking back On the sinful life I'd lived And asking, "Are my many sins Too many to forgive?" Even after all I’d done And it seemed all hope was lost You gave up your divinity And said “I’ll pay the cost” You transformed yourself from lion To the sacrificial lamb

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Hosting a fall auction ladies and gentlemen... can be SFW or NSFW.. Auction entry fee will be 2 credits each or 5 million fubucks for prizes. The more that enter with credits, I will add more to the prizes... Winners will be the top 3 highest RATES... Taking entries starting today 10/29/2013 til Thursday night 10/31/2013 @ 10pm central time.. WILL open friday November 1st @ 3pm central and run until Friday november 8th @ 3pm central Please fupal me your option of payment, and pm me the link to your picture you want used and your offers no later than THURSDAY 10/31 @ 10pm central :) CO HOSTED BY DEMONIC TEMPTRESS Prizes are as follows: 1st place- Boomerang & 150 million fubucks 2nd place- 10 credits or bling of choice and 50 million fubucks 3rd place- 5 credits or bling of your choice and 25 million fubucks (All prizes are subject to change depending on how many entries are given with either/or credits & fubucks. LET THE FUN BEGIN! (NO DRAMA ALLOWED or YOU WILL BE BANNE

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Misconception
Pretty little white dress of lace and frills worn with a painted, angelic face to convey your purity Inaudibly narrating the picture of ultimate submission Lavish taste to mask insecurity As a guilty shadow waits beneath the convenience of Faith Binding your future with shackles of domesticated obediance A piece of flimsy paper now dictates your every move An impenetrable promise now marks the beginning of your end Those dreams you had colored as a life so feverishly hoped for are washed away among the waves of expectancy Place your belief in this perfect deceit only to be counted as a prized possession Profess your misguided ideals and seal this common fate with a holy kiss Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Taking Care Of Business
Have most of my christmas stock in and pictures loaded on business FB page. If anyone wants things shipped to them again this year .... letting me know sometime this month is probably best to make sure you get it.

Doing For Others
Theres something that really is bugging me and this is the perfect time and place to do this. Honestly I am getting sick and tired of these people that no grateful for what others do for them. Example, people go out of thier way to do stuff for you and not only dont say ty but dont even take the time to talk to you. These people just love the thrive on taking and not giving back, and frankly to me, thhats being a low life scum and not being a human. Whatever happend to the world of you help me, and I return the favor when you need it. Comming from me, for those who dont know phsycology is a passion of mine, I dont get people like that. In my honest, humble but harsh opion, these people do not have the minds to think what will ever happen if they really need help and no one is around to help becuase of thier stupid actions. I think it is time that the game of harsh reality sinks in. That game is be done to you what you do to others, and yes I know it might not work. In clos

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(Disclaimer: If you're not a Christian, your opinion about this subject is your own. This blog only covers how suicide is viewed from a Christian standpoint. Also,I just want to begin this by saying- This is not a blog advocating suicide. I DO NOT think suicide is the answer to ANY problem. Suicide may end physical pain, but if you knowingly and willingly take your own life, the spiritual pain is far worse and will last for eternity. Also,Suicide is a very selfish act,if you consider the pain and grief you would be causing those you leave behind. So,please, if you are going through something you feel that you can't handle on your own, seek help. Reach out to someone. Suicide is NOT the answer or even an option. No matter what you may be going through now, God has something better in store for you. The bible says in Jerimiah 29:11-" I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." God bless you) The questio

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Được đánh giá cao nhất trong top 10 ngành nghề “hot” của thập kỉ tới, nhóm ngành Công nghệ Thông tin - Thiết kế Đồ họa đang lớn lên thành một làn sóng ngầm trong giới trẻ Việt Nam và châu Á. Vì sao ư? Đó là công việc sáng tạo, thú vị, thu nhập cao, được săn đón, không gò bó và hợp với sự năng động của tuổi trẻ. Làn sóng này có khả năng trở thành một “cơn bão” do sự phát triển ồ ạt của các thiết bị di động cá nhân như Smartphone, Tablet... I. Nghề hot: Ngày nay, TKĐH hay gọi ngắn gọn là Thiết kế có thể được bắt gặp ở b&

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So, I've been meaning to write about this particular topic but since I evidently got someones panties in a wad today, it seems like a perfect time. When I polish bling on someones page, I most often polish first THEN like and rate. I do it like that because my PRIVACY SETTINGS don't all work (go figure) and no one needs to know where I am polishing or I then have more people to compete with to polish those bling. Make sense??? Now, sometimes it's possible I'm sure that I could get busy doing something else and forget to like/rate a person in the process OR their profile is set to private. If I forget, it is not intentional and I surely don't mind someone bringing it to my attention to correct it in a reasonable manner. If you have your settings to private where no one can rate you unless they add you .... well, I don't play by the "you have to add me" game so no, you won't get a rate and like from me then, but you still get points for the bling of yours I polish. If I have not yet

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When her opening began to stretch to the size of his huge head, it was to Janet pulling away. she hadn't realized it at first, but she was struggling to crawl away from his massive meat. she didn't want to escape his dick, but that was what she was doing. Even as she slipped out of his grasp she cried in her mind for Bobby to stop her. And when she felt his had clamp onto her shoulder, her mind rejoiced with relife. "Fuck me! She spat still fighting to get away. When Bobby heard that, he immediately locked her down. working both of her creamy thighs around his waist, he spread his legs to kep them there. Then putting both hands sround her neck, her folded his body together until his dripping dick forced it's way into Janet with a pop. "Ahhh! She creamed again as the second wave of painful pleasure flooded through her. Bobby pushed his dick as deeply into her as he could. Then with nowhere else to go, he pulled out. Janet reached up her hand and grabbed his neck. Feeling her legs

All I Can Say Is...holy Sh*t!
I'm spelling out our dirty little secrets, in black and in white. As the sweat starts to fly, and we leave on the light. We don't want to chance, missing a thing. As you press your lips to mine, and our bodies then cling. Lying me down flat, I grab onto the sheets. I can feel your breath, where your tongue soon meets. My area of weakness, my body then melts. Passion then ignites, the intensity felt. Grabbing onto my back, as I slide up and down. This bed that we're on, while fooling around. You give me a smile, and give you a wink. The tension is too thick, we can't even blink. Zoned in on one goal. as your body enters mine. Releasing a sweet moan, at that moment in time. Picking up pace, as that moment draws near. With your hand on my thigh, that moment is here. I can feel you throbbing, pulsing with me. HOLY SH*T BABY THIS IS F*CKIN KILLING ME!!!

Hand In Hand
Hand in Hand I remember chasing you And how you ran away You never knew my heart was yours Still is to this very day I told you once upon a time That I’d be forever yours Be there at every chance for you To open up your doors The shoulder that you lean on The one that treats you right The one that lays beside you Each and every night I’m not young or rich or handsome My wealth is in my heart I’ve been waiting very patiently For you and I to start Some day when you’re ready I’ll forever be your man We’ll make each other happy Going forward hand in hand November 21, 2013 MPS© Blog: www.mikeywine.wordpress.com Facebook Author’s Page: https://www.facebook.com/MichaelSmithPoetry Book Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUmzJ6FLV-I Amazon Link: http://www.amazon.com/Ramblings-Hopeless-Romantic-Poetry-Collection/dp/1491092645/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1384614933&sr=8-1&keywords=ramblings+of+a+hopeles

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Just a few thoughts on a select few of the members in my fu-fam. Not leaving anyone out for any reason, simply don't have the time at the moment to list everyone. You are all special to me, and I appreciate each and every one of you. If you've been left out, and would like, I can add more at a leter date. Like I said, this is just a quick list made from spur of the moment thoughts.Sandra, aka "Snazziiibuttaflii". You were the first person to offer assisstance when I started getting into the levels where requirements were set to advance in this "game". Any time I needed assistance, you were right there ot offer what you could. I have watched the problems you've had, quite sadly. Whenever things take a turn for the worse you blame yourself. Instead of placing blame, you should be believeing in yourself. You are a loving, caring, beautiful woman. Too much so, at times, perhaps. You'll find one to make you happy and keep you that way, just unlikely it'll be here on fu.Tricia, aka "Windy Ci

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In the most unexpected of places He was there It was where she had already been Once before She had found something there Something expected Something she had been searching for It had changed her Broken her Shaped her to fit a perfect mold That had never really existed It had been more It had been less Than she had ever wanted A truth Buried deep beneath the intricate deceits of love A lesson Meant to be learned in the most painful of ways She had sworn Never again Yet, she was there It all appeared no different The same cracked walls painted a new hue The same lost souls pining for connection The same reeking smells of desire & desperation She sat at the bar Keeping fair distance from the creeps Demanding a chance And the whores Burning their jealous stares into her skin This time around Searching for nothing Simply content to enjoy a drink or three In her guarded silence It wasn’t arrogance Keeping her at arm’s l

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We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."

Goodbye Princess
Well, this is it. All the fights, arguments, and disagreements really took it's toll. I wish Julia aka Kindred the best and hope things will go right in her life, but we just didn't mix well or gotten along in over a year, so it was best for her and I to move on with our lives, and go our separate ways. I will miss you and I've enjoyed the good times and conversations we had but all of the fights and arguments was just too much for the both of us, and all of the times you've gotten me pissed off at you for not being understanding all the time. I’ll confess that many times I had to walk away from my phone (and hung up on her one time), because she has gotten me so pissed off for being controlling. I'll admit that I haven't been a perfect angel either, and made some poor decisions. It really hurts inside and trying to hold back the tears, but it’s life and I'll just have to deal with it. I really cared about her even though she don’t think that way. She blocked m

Random Thoughts Of You
Intertwine your body with mine, endulge your deepest desires unto me. Unleash the demons that you hide in the back of your mind. Submit your being to me, while I submit to you. Two bodies in motion to subdue into one. Let go of all your inabitions. Release your fury into my body. Fullfill all of me with all of you. This is not a sin, but a passion within.

Things Not Allowed
your brilliant mind hooked me my eyes on you, sharpening things not allowed not spoken of rules were made to be broken getting under my skin, your words, over time i grew to love you our time in the summer our lust and our connection i loved you for so long not allowed not spoken of please dont talk like that my love dont go dont say those things my love, i know, i know its all so hard, but i must go, because things are not allowed, and never to be spoken of, I leave, your look breaks my heart you entered me, my soul, i knew, i fucking knew, it would be the last time id see you, dont talk like that my love, dont go, all these things in my head like an echo, i loved you, your mind, your soul, but things were not allowed, and never to be spoken of, i get that call, my knees hit the floor, i knew it i fucking knew it, i tried my love, i tried, dont go, dont go, things are hard i know, i loved you, your mind, your soul, but things take their toll.

Big Bang Fuck Up
I've been robbed twice now of the the Big Bang MVP. Yep followed all the rules..and on completeion of the 5th stack, the damn system would not credit it me with the 5th stack and kept getting hung up on one more to go..no matter what..one more to go. Yes I know some of you have it and congrats on battling out the glitch as well as the needless bouncer checks in the middle of it where timing is of the essence, but too many others have shared with me how the system if flawed and essentially doesn't work. Hey man, try finding 5 people on here running 5 blasts at the same time that you can even think about trying to make an achievement out of. That in itself is an achievment. But to have it fuck up and fail twice and to have a needless bouncer check in it too and apparently I'm not the only one here with this issue. Hey Fu..wer'e getting hosed here. The system doesnt seem to work and the bouncers are here to ensure it stays broken too. I mean, WTF is this all about. Wrote Scrapper and

Pope
I have a friend. He lends me books. He, also, downloads films for me, I watch them, we discuss them over coffee. Downloaded Homeland's season 1 for me. I never watched it. He keeps asking me why I do not download myself all the series I suggest he watches. Well, next time I see him I'll tell him THIS is why. Because I stay up till 3am watching them..because I get hooked on their stories. Because I love watching series/films more than I love sleep. And I cannot afford to not get proper sleep. P.S. I'm only here writing this so I STOP wanting to watch the remaining 2 episodes (so far) of Scandal's season 3. Call me Pope, from now on. Olivia Pope......and ignore fact I do not look good in white.

Blocked
ok ive been here for a good while now & been blocked by people ive done nothing to so heres my list of people who have blocked me for no aparent reason if anyone would like to find out please comment here the reason why im blocked: http://fubar.com/8660474 http://fubar.com/7012667 http://fubar.com/8263937 http://fubar.com/amyzombie http://fubar.com/frecklesgreetercwp http://fubar.com/chevygrl http://fubar.com/8263937 http://fubar.com/ladylucid

Tag--you're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm an extremely good cook and have done it professionally. 2. I was a "burnout" in school, but still finished in the top 10 in my graduating class of 450 people. (I didn't have a class with anyone I hung out with) 3. I'm a military trained expert marksman. 4. I'm a certified skydiver. 5. I once received an Acomodation Medal for stealing (appropriating) an item necessary to accomplish a mission. (a fork lift needed to load aircraft with pallets of equipment)

Just A Softer Side To Me
Recently my mom and i had a talk about my life changes. in the last 10 years I;'ve been married once and engaged twice. My first marriage failed miserably because he decided his habbit was more important then working together and fixing a marriage. I was only 23 yrs old when it happened. Needless to say I learned from my mistakes. I swore up and down that I would never marry again. Still to this day I think marriage is a joke. Would I like for it to happen yes I would but lets be realisitic nothing lasts forever. In the last 6 months I've been with my boyfriend who I love very much. He knows I would do anything for him and then some. He knows my situation on not being able to have kids. He argues that I need to go to a specialist to find out and see. I;ve gone to drs and they have told me time and time again the chances of me having a child is not very good. Due to so many health problems. I don't wanna go through the heartache of it all. I don't want to sound selfish but Im starting

Firefighters
The firefighter knows but one thing: this brotherhood of brave, selfless and mildly crazy men and women who wear that Maltese Cross with him, are beyond a family. This ragtag group of saints and sinners, freaks and dorks, men and women, know so fierce loyalty that they will gladly and without hesitation, push the other out the door so that one shall live. Day or night, this family, is always there for each other, not just in the flames of a burning building, but also in the flames of each others hearts. They will, until their dying breath, put all others before themselves for no more then a smile. Bless them, bless their families and honor the fallen.

I Owe It To Us Both!
Dear Soul, Sometimes you do things that can’t be undone....the biggest regrets we have in life usually occur during our weakest moments....I came back here on a mission....to prove my worthiness...I have SO much regret things I can’t change and things that others here can’t let go of....I was at one of my lowest moments....I lost something VERY precious and important to me....I was masking the pain anyway I could...and started transforming myself into someone and something I am not as a desperate attempt to gain their attention....it didn’t matter to me how negative that attention was....I just wanted it period....there was an emptiness inside of me and I can’t even describe how excruciatingly agonizing that emptiness was...the image I was laying out there was not who I am....behind every smile...a million tears were hidden within it....I thought masking who I really was would eventually drown out the pain....but it only made it worse....longing for one w

Level 57 Tips
First of all I would like to thank each and every one of you that helped me reach it to level 58. First of all if you are going for this level a few tips i might mention that helped me make it here are: 1. Start on the wed before you are going for it not thursday thursday will set you day one with a bad rank and you will have to work harder all week. 2. Stock your page with about 500-600 credits being a male it cost me 550 for the week. (with the help from good friends not charging me) 3. Max fu pal on credits is 5 times a day soo team up with a friend that is also going for it and take turns buying each other in it will get the both of you in more famalies. 4.Since your buying into so many families my suggestion would be run boomies that way your reg. people and more can still rate you. 5.Something i didnt do but is a tip from a friend.. run a few blast during the week and do all possible to stay in live feed 6. Most important LIVE on the active bling page r

Desmond Tutu On Nelson Mandela: 'prison Became A Crucible'
For 27 years, I knew Nelson Mandela by reputation only. I had seen him once, in the early 1950s, when he came to my teacher-training college to judge a debating contest. The next time I saw him was in 1990. When he came out of prison, many people feared he would turn out to have feet of clay. The idea that he might live up to his reputation seemed too good to be true. A whisper went around that some in the ANC said he was a lot more useful in jail than outside. When he did come out, the most extraordinary thing happened. Even though many in the white community in South Africa were still dismissing him as a terrorist, he tried to understand their position. His gestures communicated more eloquently than words. For example, he invited his white jailer as a VIP guest to his inauguration as president, and he invited the prosecutor in the Rivonia trial to lunch. What incredible acts of magnanimity these were. His prosecutor had been quite zealous in pushing for the death penalty. Mandela

The Shadows
in the dead of night a lone figure walks along the path....it is pitch black but he knows he must move forward. looking around all is seen is darkness. the more he looks the more he see.... to the left is the childhood that formed him. to the right is live he has lived thus far, behind him is the ashes of the brdges that have burned and those that have been left behind...in front of him is the future to come....he can see other forms like him.... he is filled an explodion of emotions as he reconizing each shape ..is he sure they are who they are?? as he is looking thru the crowd of shaodws he see another lone figure....she beckins for him to come to her....does he know her? no but the closer he gets the stronger the urge to touch her builds....... he contiues to walk passing thru the future that has become his past he begins to hear a soft voice..."Come to me my luv. ive been waiting for u. ur almost there. dont give up. it is our time to build our own path." she says. "let our shaodws

Nelson Mandela Was A Terrorist?
Comparing someone who fought against racial injustice, even violently in his youth, to Hitler or Stalin in the light of what America fought a Civil War over makes some of you the frightfully ignorant.I hate to say this but you're exactly what's wrong with America and it truly shows that our educational system is failing.The critics of Mandela would have sided with the British in the American Revolution. To them, as long as the oppressor has made the oppression "legal", there is nothing wrong with it. Some people do not understand the principles of freedom, justice or democracy.Nelson Mandela was a freedom fighter. The only people who called him a terrorist were those who wanted to keep apartheid in South Africa.If Nelson was a terrorist then so were the the american colonists who fought the British in the revolutionary War. Nelson Mandela reacted to an oppressive violent gov with violence. Our founders reacted with violence in order to gain independence. One a terrorist, the other hero

Thyroid Juice
THYROID JUICE REMEDY ~ Your thyroid is a set of multiple glands that work to keep your body running smoothly. They deliver messages (hormones) between themselves and other body parts so that all of those tiny cells are regulated and functioning at the proper levels. The hormones produced by the thyroid (T3 and T4) are essential for life and have many effects on metabolism, growth and development. Thyroid health is important, because if your thyroid isn't functioning properly it can lead to developmental defects or weight gain. Food is our medicine, so consuming the proper foods will help support your thyroid to ensure it remains in tip top shape. Carrots contain ample amounts of beta-carotene which is the precursor for vitamin A in the body. If you are low on vitamin A, your ability to produce thyroid stimulating hormone (TSH) is limited. This vitamin is required by the body to convert T4 to T3. B-complex vitamins are required for good thyroid function. Cucumbers conta

Ramblings And Such
I have so many things to say to so many people put I don't have the nerve to say it to their face. Odd...I know. Here they are, who knows.....one may be about you :) 1. You are the biggest mistake of my life. You have caused me so many problems. You really aren't worth it. 2. It was so much fun breaking things with you. I wish we could do it again. 3. I wish you could see what I see when I look at you. You have so much potential to do so many things, but you hold yourself back. 4. You are my best friend. Thank you for always being there for me when I've needed you. 5. I only added you because we have mutual friends. I wish I could delete you, but I don't want to go through all of my list to find you. 6. When I first added you I wasn't really all that sure about you, but you've proven yourself to be a great person. Thank you for listening to me complain about random things :) 7. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. I didn't know things were that way with you and him that long ago.

Sampler
I promise to fuck you on your knees. I promise to take you as I please. I will fuck you, lick you, beat you some more. Ravage you, consume you, like a dirty little whore. Cuff you, chain you, your hands and wrists I will bind. As you swallow every drop, I'll growl softly.. "you, are Mine."

Those That Practice Bdsm Are Healthier Than Vanilla People!
Despite the fact that their sexual preferences are listed in the fifth edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders as potentially problematic, people who play with whips and chains in the bedroom may actually be more psychologically healthy than those who don't.A new study finds that practitioners of bondage, discipline, sadism and masochism, or BDSM, score better on a variety of personality and psychological measures than "vanilla" people who don't engage in unusual sex acts. BDSM is a sexual practice that revolves around those four fetishes. BDSM is listed in the DSM-5, the newest edition of the definitive psychiatrist's manual, as a paraphilia, or unusual sexual fixation — a label that has caused controversy between kinky communities and psychiatrists, who themselves are mixed on whether sexual predilections belong in the catalog of mental disorders. As written, the DSM-5 does not label BDSM a disorder unless it causes harm to the practitioner or to o

The Evolution Of Me
I am 36 years old. Some would say the best of my life is behind me. I beg to differ. The best is yet to come. I have searched for myself for so long. I have buried parts of me that I never thought I wanted unearthed, things I was told by others should NEVER see the light of day. No more. I am a beautiful mess, gorgeous chaos. You can see it in my eyes and my attitude towards everything and everyone, which is slowly changing. I am Dominant. I am submissive. Both of these things make me a Switch, as I can change roles depending on the circumstances. I am Primal, in that I identify with animalistic qualities. I have a love and respect for Fire. I am warm, friendly, caring, considerate. I am passionate. I am reserved, quiet and shy. But open me up like a Christmas gift, and my inner self will shine through, brighter than the sunshine streaming through a window. I have discovered that I am Pansexual. I love who and what I love, regardless of stereotypes. It isn't based on se

Holiday Season
This time of year is rough for me. Three years ago, I lost my dad, mom, got divorced and had to leave my job all in the span of about 12 months. So, the holidays went from a time of family to being alone. My sisters and I don't get together and I have to schedule Christmas around my ex's schedule. What went from a time of companionship is now a time of loniliness and missing those I love the most. Since the divorce, I have become a very up person, seeing the positive in everything. But the two month stretch from November to January is just a hard time. I miss dad and mom; I miss Christmas morning with my kids; I miss the feeling that makes Christmas so special. I would love to one more Christmas with mom and dad. One more Christmas morning with my kids waking up with me and then just spending the day enjoying each others company. I didn't used to recognize and live for those moments. Missed opportunities, missed time and now miss the people who will always be in my heart.

The History
As all the stuff that relates to this project is all over the place will attempt to pull it all together here in the one place so you can see the progress and the pitfalls of turning people into cartoons and getting them animated, it will be a bit like the motorcycle diaries but without the bikes, bear with me as there is loads of it.

The Incubus
Sometimes life is rough and you can’t see straight anymore. You find something worth holding onto Amidst all the struggle And cherish its very existence. You cling so tightly for fear that it will fade away. The fear driving that very thing making things worth it away from you The fear that the one thing is gone forever is killing you inside Sometimes a small laugh or a voice can help calm the mind A hello and a goodbye until we meet again. A simple caress, an exchange of words To get me through the day To kill all the pain. To keep the incubus, the demons, the darkness at a comfortable distance Slowly until everything spins madly out of control Spiraling into oblivion Leaving nothing left of the life that I once held Clinging only to vices that slowly destroy Walking out of the home and into a world that no longer shows love For me, maybe love cannot exist. For me, maybe it never did.

Just A Blog....lol
Ok...i'll post this one....but not sure how many more i'll post...*laughs*...but here!! i started one!!! And have NO idea what to put in here...any ideas....leave a comment..i'll think about it...

Wow
So we get blogs now?? Crazy... But I guess now you peoples can here about more of me...from you know...me *Classes suck *I hate living in a dorm cause I miss my cat *I may be shooting my new SG set this weekend when I do go home *LC has been a bitch for me to get on to lately...I finally got on after a day of fighting it *I'm sleepy *So now Im gonna go either read a book or visit my best friend... *Or post more pics...hmm... choices choices *Perhaps I shall do all three *And do my hair... Love you guys *kisses* ~Stina

Safe Haven
Such a lovely day Quite it is true and warm. Feelings that subside are feelings that we must be hiding in subtlety and shame. Though they are nonexistent and not creatures tis should be just considered as a kind. A kind but volatile creature. Oh such a lovly day alright. Not a sight for a blight spot anywhere. Rather fields of grasses growing everywhere. A vehement structure stands alone in the grassfields. Ah the gentle breezes that blows thru and thru. Sitting down I look up to the azure sea. Breathing deeply under this vehemence I begin to hum. Whispering thru the winds I gaze and find myself a stranger in dress. She hums along and sits next to me putting her head on my shoulder. Ah such a lovely day alright as I sit under the shade alongside with the gril I love and humming the same song together we become one with our lips locked together...such a lovley day alright.

Just Rambling......
Well.....it is a long boring rainy day here,and I'm soooo tired.Don't you just love how rainy days make you sleepy and all you want to do is stay in bed?I do! The "kids" (kittens) are running rampant around the apartment...I wish john could see them.He misses so much when he's at work!Ban-Dia and Mercury are terrorizing Eirinn and Orange.it's so cute! As much as I love them...they drive me crazy. Well that's it for now...write more later!

Untitled
It's been such a long Though it seems like yesterday I've been meaning to call you But I didn't know what to say. I don't know Where we went wrong Guess it doesn't matter When it's all said and done. Still the memories live on and on. I know we all make mistakes. But I wish that we could try again. It's hard to lose a lover Especially when you were my best friend. I don't know why We let go To be alone Still the memories burn in my soul. BY: Sheila Christian

New T-shirts
Hey crew.. Be sure to check out the new T-Shirts. We now have women's shirts in Pink and Red. We have added XL, XXL and XXXL in both Men and Women. Now all of you lovely plus size ladies can bling the LC logo with pride. Check out our new and improved logo at http://lostcherry.com/user/40820

Omg!
I just found out that LC has blogs...LMAO! I've been on here for months, and I didn't even know...gee, I'm smart! Anyways...so maybe I'll use it...but more than likely not often! Hope all is going well with whoever took the time to read this pointless thing, just 'coz I wrote it! You guys kick my ass! I love ya! Anyways...Damn...I'm lonely. So lonely...maybe it's time to give someone a chance and not be single anymore. I met this guy from Omaha on the internet and he seems pretty cool! And then there is David. I wish he lived closer than Colorado 'coz he is so awesome. We would get along great, I can tell. Maybe I will move to Colorado someday...maybe. I'm not sure yet, what I am going to do...but I know I want to get out of BFE, Nebraska. And hopefully...I don't get stuck having to come back again...like last time, when I moved to Texas, and my brother came up missing and ever since...I've been stuck here yet again! Oh wells...you guys can love me if you want to reply t

Bullets Fly A Heart Dies
The child sits there waiting Hoping it doesn't show Gun in hand Thinking about it the least he can In his mind he thinks he's a man He thinks about dying. He thinks about the time that waits I'm a man I think I can The man walks through the door He points I think I can he aims I think I can He squeezes I think I can The bullet flies His heart screams NO! The man, father, dand and loved one falls He feels death enter the room He looks at him Eye to eye He feels like he's the one who died He sinks to the floor crying aloud "Let me die," he screams Death looks him in the eyes and says, "You have." As he feels his heart and soul die He cries. BY: Sheila Christian

Willie The Freak - Immortal Ego No One
I met the person who became Willie the Freak on an online business network he is an executive headhunter who has to behave himself but he had such a twisted sense of humour that we were going to write a story which was a bit of a pisstake on business networking and about how Willie the Freak was holed up in the Castle of Networking in the Southern Realm of Mediocrity as he has the secret list of names tattooed uner his eyelids, i thought this was funny as the guy was a big networking and has a huge network on Linkedin, but I think we are getting another story, as Todd, mr Sinister Urge himself is writing a story for us, so cant wait to see that, as we have found an animation studio willing to do us a couple of trailers. forgot to say that Stu Smith the artist got all his mates to send him photographs of them posing for the severed heads. the picture of willie is in me albums if you want to go check him out. Creating Willie the Freak, for what it took to put him together

Work Sux!!
Well, I am at work and people just want to complain... So, annoying!! I can't wait til I leave so I can work out some of this stress!!! This week is going to be long and stressful.. 52 hours of complaining ppl!!!! Sorry to complain everyone!!!! Write more later ****Mwah***

you know, job interviews suck. no matter how well they go, they still suck. and no matter how many i go to, i still get stuck on the fuckin' "what are your strengths and weaknesses" question. usually i can tell ya a million weaknesses. today, i came up with two. well, three but the third was given to me by the interviewer and that was "chocolate". don't ask. i'm too old for this shit. and then there's the waiting. just shoot me.

About My Baby Niece Angel Ann
the dang family service took baby angel form my sister yesterday itz so wrong and uncalled for y wont they leave my family alone they dun took my sisterz other 5 kidz and adopting them out too late for them but not forbaby angel she iz so innocent n she need 2 b w her mommy..if i get updatez ill post it

The Lizard King
One of my faves! and me reading it http://www.realitybytez.net/everything.wav What are you doing here? What do you want? Is it music? We can play music. But you want more. You want something & someone new. Am I right? Of course I am. You want ecstasy Desire & dreams. Things not exactly what they seem. I lead you this way, he pulls that way. I'm not singing to an imaginary girl. I'm talking to you, my self. Let's recreate the world. The palace of conception is burning. Look. See it burn. Bask in the warm hot coals. You're too young to be old You don't need to be told You want to see things as they are. You know exactly what I do Everything

Emotions Of Christ
Emotions Of Christ By James H. Morrow This was a writing event held on Good Friday, April 14, 2006. For 12 hours, author James H. Morrow committed the emotions of Christ to writing, once an hour from 7:00 am – 7:00 pm. Then on Easter Sunday, April 16, 2006, he completed the work with the final two writings. Each writing is titled next to the time at which it was written. Truly, this was his masterpiece. 7:00AM Alone I sit in a dark hole all alone The night was filled with angry mobs I can hear them still in my head Everything is now quiet With my fathers guidance this will all soon end They took the night like thieves They want to steal my life from me I have come to save them and they cannot see What is it with man All they can see is their own pain and dont understand My anger is righteous They rape, pillage and plunder Then they become victims to a world When all they need to do is pray The pain of agony shrieks over me Satan wil

Define Beauty
So after spending some time on the Hot or Not site it got to bugging me. What defines beauty? What is considered Beautiful? I look at some of these women who have been rated 9 or 10 and lets be honest they just are not that pretty. I suffer from no self esteem, i feel ugly most of the time. I avoid mirrors. I just don't feel pretty. My daily life consists of taking care of the house and kids. I am 30 years old and i am left to wonder ...is this all? In highschool I was never the pretty popular girl. I was pretty much a loner with a small circle of friends. I always did and still do feel less then everyone around me if that makes sense. I guess i just don't understand what defines what is beautiful and what isn't. I think im a smart woman. I can do things that your average person cannot. It just seems to me life is this big popularity contest and I am the loser lol. So I want everyone who reads this blog to tell someone the are friends with or a person they love that they are beautifu

Hope Things Go Good
Well I've been having a ruff time in my life & all my feelings have been balled up inside & there isn't really anyone to talk to except my best friend....& she is like a mom to me. Between guy problems, emotional problems, & personal problems, I am just going through a ruff time. I have a lot of guy issues but I don't really wanna be with anyone for a while becuz I want to get completly over this one person & that's gonna be really hard...I kno I won't get completly over him but I can come close. I am going to the doctor Friday so hopefully everything goes good with that whole situation. I haven't really been eating or doing much of anything so.....hopefully I'll find out what's wrong. other than that I'm doing ok....I'm going Saturday to get my Belly Button done!!! I'm so excited but I'm kinda nerveous!!!! It's gonna be soooooo cute! 9-13-06

Sex Toys And Popularity
Sex toys have become increasingly popular in recent history. They are used in solitary sex as well as sex with a partner. Both men and women use sex toys, but it appears that more sex toys exist for women than men. This suggests that women may purchase more sex toys than men. In the mid-1900's, women who used sex toys generally kept it private. However, in modern times many women freely and openly purchase a variety of sex toys. This is mainly due to the fact that it has become an accepted fact that women purchase and use sex toys. FACT: Approximately 45% of women have used a sex toy at least once. While it is common for men to discuss or admit that they masturbate, this number greatly decreases in men who admit to possessing or using sex toys. On the other hand, "as women have become more informed and liberated in their attitudes toward masturbation, they have increasingly used hand-held vibrators to enhance sexual sensations." In a study by Masters & Johnson, almost 50% of t

My Deep Thoughts
Women should not have children after 35. Really... > > 35 children are enough. > > > > Shopping tip: You can get shoes for 85 cents > at bowling alleys. > > > > After all is said and done, usually more is > said than done. > > > > I am a nobody. Nobody is perfect. > Therefore, I am perfect. > > > > No one ever says, "It's only a game," when > their team is winning. > > > > Why do we choose from just two people for > president and 50 for Miss America?" > > > > Ever notice that people who spend money on > beer, cigarettes, and lottery tickets are always complaining about being > broke and not feeling well? > > > > > > Why is it that most nudists are people you > don't want to see naked? > > > > I earn a seven-figure salary. Unfortunately, > there's a decimal point involved. > > > > The next time you feel like complaining, > remember: > > Your garbage disposal probably eats better than thirty percent of the people in this world.

Why Does It Hurt So Much
Why does it hurt so much when you think you found that perfect someone, but then, of course as usual, you are not good enough for them. You think one thing, but it's actually another. I jut don't understand why love hurts so bad. Isn't it supposed to make you feel good and better? At one time it does but then when you find out it's over for them or that it never was there for them, you just want to die. They say it's better to have loved than to never have loved at all, but I am not so sure about that.

My Tragic Song
Leave me to my late night session, Falling deeper and deeper into depression. Invading my mind are hidden fears, Leaving me to helpless tears. Mistakes caused you to stare, Proving none of you cared. I’m forced to keep this date, Loosing control of my state, Playing games with fate, Tormented by loneliness as I wait. I thought I found my way, But the cure could not stay. All of you must see, You are better off without me. There’s nothing left to teach, Help is way beyond my reach. I’m forced to keep this date, Loosing control of my state, Playing games with fate, Tormented by loneliness as I wait. So here’s my tragic song, I’ve held my feelings for far too long. I will rid myself of sorrow And be alive again tomorrow. In your life I’ve left a mark, Now I must be greeted by the dark.

My Own Poetry
Darkness is here and I don't understand, What will come of the world at hand? Death and destruction seems to be the plan For what can a mortal do to stave off deaths hand The gods have abandond their children to the abyss To drown in the fire of hopelessness and fear.

Lack
I feel lame i lack new images i lack my Mistress right now i havent slept in a solid 3 days now.ive got alot of work done some mental some that pays well and alot of emotional crap ive been hiding for awhile..i need new images art Distracts me from life.

What A Semester
Well I noticed the button so I thought I would come and rant and try it out. The semester so far is kicking my butt! Goodness it's going to be a long semester. I start my observation a week from Friday. Tomorrow I have a test in Bio 2, I should be studying but here I am typin' on this thing. I am sorry that I have yet to come and say hi to all and rate pics, I just haven't had much time, but THANK YOU to all who still stop by and say hi to me. I will get better when the semester is over! Have an awesome night! -Stac

I Am Letting Go.
I look in your eyes and smile But the smile lasts only a second Pain fills my heart and tears drip down and it all increases when I see that smile That blasted smile of yours a sloppy grin that slightly narrows the eyes hazel eyes, large and beautiful a smile thats no longer mine. and as mad as I get i miss it I miss the hug that seemed just right The way it felt when we were that close they way our hands met each others And as much as I no longer want to see you I miss you, i miss you just as bad. and I will remember that night it was lost the night you held me close The night we hugged for the last time I'll remember it and keep it close For as much as I know it can never be repaired, I want just as much to still have it back. KinkyScreams 2005©

The Flag Thang
100_0336 Hosted on Zooomr just wanted 2 say a few things about the flag pic i have on LC. that's the flag that i looked at every day @ my last job. i loved that flag. this is the new one they put up.... for probably at least 6 months i griped about the last flag because it's edges were so frayed.... and then one day there was this one. i dont have a flag @ my house but when i drive to and from work (84mi round trip) i always notice the flags that are waving. the flag is such a powerful symbol for the ppl of the USA i think or at least for me. it makes me feel good to see it. so even tho the ppl at my last job thought i was weird for talking about the flag flying outside the window and even addressing it as "my flag" i still enjoyed it everyday that i was there. and esp when the wind was blowing and it was waving proudly like it was when i took this pic. there are a lot of things i don't agree with today in my country.... i wish things were the way they were "back when" honesty and

Nuthin Much- Jus Sum Kt For Ya!!
Blogs, oh i love blogs..... LOL so, here u are vistin lil ol me!! how happy i am of this!! i hope u took the time to rate my page and show sum love ((since u are here neways!!)) *muah* Lost Cherry has become my new addiction- i'm lovin meeting all my new friends && fans!! you'll hear from me again soon- but until then my dear hearts, take care!!

Forma Humana
Dissection, removed of your being Tearing away at what you identify as yourself I'd bring you back if it meant I could destroy you again You'd better run like hell You'd best keep distancing yourself I'll cut you fucker Deadgirl screams I can't heed her warning siren Turn my back upon my own thoughts, needs There's simply nothing left for me Obsession Nothing more within this hole Emptiness leaves no mystery No need for examination No questions left unanswered This is all you have This is what you know Even your deities won't save you now They stopped existing when you started believing Exemption from redemption No remorse as I look my love in the eyes Destroy myself without a thought Falling to the ground From such a height so as to never return

Modern Deathstyles
Darling are you dead yet? Flames that surge all through you Sideswipe you off the fucking earth Your future's so bright you're blind And I blindsided you Shithead bow down before me Faithless I urge you follow Deceitful deities Face into the flood Drown within yourself eternal Fire of the old gods Burnt from the inside Pointless you martyr yourself Breaking your face against the world Televised for all to cherish View the world as we once knew it To further sink into the yesterdays Forgotten as I Charred by the sun As flesh tones grow black You live amongst the dying Devastated by your deities Weakness you gave to yourselves Armageddon you may call it Weakminded as you are Ignorance is your new deathstyle

Holding On
Holding On Current mood: crushed Holding On........ No matter of who, what, where or why I always know that you'll be by my side. Now that time with you is short And not always having your complete support. But when you do look into my eyes, I know that I'm trying to keep a disguise From what you can't, and will not see, The hurt, the loneliness, the misery But now I just have to try not to cry, And stay strong and let this go by. I'll get used to not usually seeing you, And spending every night together too. Things will be fine, in just a short time, Because I know that you'll always be mine.

Sleepless In Pennsylvania
Another restless night awaits me My mind ponders random thoughts Leaving me unsettled in this empty, lonely bed. My thoughts race numerous directions, Only to leave me tiresome, craving peaceful , dreamy slumber. I close my eyes, hoping to fall into a deep , meditation state Only to be awoken abruptly by Shadows towering over me. I try to resist the temptations of sleeplessness, but they overpower my mind, leaving me exhausted.

Speechless
Speechless (Speechless) Fortune may favor the bold ... However my knees go weak And my voice escapes me Every time I look into your eyes. How powerless I feel in your presence An observer of beauty A denizen of desire But my mind has gone on hiatus Leaving my lips helpless And my tongue useless To mouth any words of sensibility Or any limerick of exaggerated complimentary It’s as if my courage is frozen In your presence And my heart takes over And leaves me thoughtless Without any words to say How you make me feel right now

Skate Shop Boredom
As I sit here bored as hell, I wish I could scream, or even yell. Not one person, yet today, Please Lord, send someone my way! I cleaned the shop, and all the glass, Now I'm sitting here, on my ass. I played the arcade game, 100 times, Centipede , oh how grateful, it rhymes. I smoked, and smoked and even got some sun, Down right boredom, is no fun! Where's the skater boys???? At the park?They'll probably skate at least till dark. Two more hours, left to kill, I need some excitement, I need a thrill!!!

Love For The Hatchet
well well well Blogs on LostCherry now. Very cool. Now all you need to is get a marital status thing on the profile like right underneath the fuckin age lol. I thought of that shit last night yo. That would be like fuckin handy. wouldn't have to put up with 'are you single' questions out the ass. I'm watching the pacifier and dude I can't believe Vin Diseal is gay...that is some funky ass shit dude lol. Oh yeah I love my boy toy midget lover Josh, he is mmmmmmmsmexy lol. yeahhh buddy lol. I love my Joey too he is the lover of my life. yes RaWR very RaWR. Nigga be killin a bitch that wants to touch him. I am a mothafuckin psycho yo. ok I'm done at the moment. Just so y'all know now...I wrote alot and post alot of blogs. I will end up doing the same shit I did on MySpace post like 6 blogs a day lmao. I have no life and I love to write as you can see I like talk non-fucking-stop. anyways MMFWCL.xo

Why Do We Allow Illegal Aliens To Drive On Our Roads?
So in November I bought my very 1st new car. I have loved that car like no other! Today it got wrecked. I paid it off YESTERDAY with a refinance on my mortgage. So here is the real kicker. The guy that caused this FIVE car accident. Was an illegal alien, No drivers license, no insurance but for some fucking reason our country allowed him to PURCHASE a car here to drive on our roads. He was taken to the hospital for treatment on our tax dollars. So what is going to happen to this guy? Well, they gave him a couple of traffic tickets, slapped him on the wrist and are going to send him back home to Mexico. I guess so he can come back over here tomorrow and do the same thing again. I on the other hand will suffer higher insurance rates in a state that already has ridiculously high insurance costs. I will have to pay for my own deductible, cover the cost of a car rental, MY insurance company is going to have to cover the cost of repairing my car and the medical bills of myself AND my passeng

Peom
A vision of hope in the eyes of my love A set of feelings sent from God Above A wish to be together, a dream to come true Hearts so full of love yet left so broken in two A million questions on our minds And answers we have yet to find Thoughts about what the further may hold Even after everything we have already been told A love so strong not even distance can break Love so real it can't even be faked Proving that our love is meant to be We just wish everyone around us would agree Holding on to what we think is right We found in each other what makes life bright Feeling so lonely when were apart Were meant to be together and we feel it in our hearts Fighting so hard for what we seek But no one is listening to what our hearts speak Doing our best to past this loves test Because we know in this life we've been blessed Blessed with love and care We know what we have is very rare Some search there whole life for love like this It's the sweets thing that ex

Reason, Season Or A Lifetime....
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They are there for the reason, you need them to be. Then without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. When people come into your life for a season, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. T

My Jobs :)
ok, so i have 2 jobs.. one i love and one i don't lol.. soooo... i LOVE day care!!! i get paid for playing and watching movies with little kids! :) they are naughty sometimes but they always want to be a "big kid" so if u remind them they almost always are good.. so far 2 little boys told me they loved me lol... and one of them also drew me a picture, told me i was pretty, and asked me if i was married (how cute is that!?!) anyways, i really like that job i have also been working in a hospital since january.. i clean rooms so its not always fun! lol.. i think im the youngest one there by like 10-20 years so my best friends there are like 32, 50, and 60 years old lol.. but its all good cuz break time is always extra long lol

Blogs! Finally! Yay
God damn took em long enough I was so tired of myspace blogs no one reads my shit maybe here more people will they seem a lot more open then myspace viewers.. ass holes hahahah i will be posting blogs daily just to let ya know probably some sexy stories for all your pleasure and other stuff so please stay tune

Hey All
WOW this is neat!!!! I would just like to thank everyone who tuned into my show today on www.flownet-radio.org I have a blast! and I'm still thinking either of if I want to have someone call in every show or just every wednesday.... give me your input and let me know what you think... Thanks so much you guys ROCK Angel

Friends
I am Tantalizingdeath AKA DJ Tantalizing, I am here to meet real people. I am not here to prove to you how much of a woman I am or can be. If I choose to let you inside that is a chose I make freely. I also did not come here for CyberSex. I can get real sex and I know it. All I have to do is go down to the local College bar wear a short shirt no panties high- heals and a shirt that wouldn't cover my infants backside. And wow you'll be amazed at how much free booze and dick I can get. I am a flirt. I enjoy entising each listener I get pure delight in teasing each one every time I sign on at Temptation~X Radio. So if you enjoy a friend who is more then just the titties and ass nature handed her then lets chat, lets be friends, hell lets be real. Peace, Love, and Kisses

My Life
Ok, blog time........... Well, lets see, blogs are usually about life and lifes little ups and downs. So lets take a look at my lifes "ups and downs". Born in Fort Worth, Texas in 1957 (yeah, old, I know), to my parents Nell and JW. Dad is a good man, loves his kids, hates his mistakes, worked hard all his life, and never once broke his word to me. Mom...oh yeah...shes a hotty, a redhead, sweet, loving and mean as a snake (shhhh...don't tell her I said that). But the snake part only came out when I was being a little turd...which was most of the time...go figger. Have a sister, Donna, that I love with all my heart, just never was able to tell her that for some damned reason. Grew up trying to protect her, still have that tendency, but now she has a better man than me watching over, and taking care of her. That would Edderd....my favorite brother-in-law. Couldn't have picked a better man if I'd picked him myself. Thanks Ed for taking her off my hands (and back)...she's

My Life (part 5)
Ok....here it is...the final part to all of this.............. I've FINALLY opened up and told my heart and mind to the world, a lot of people have said WTF??? Others have said BRAVO.....I have to say thank you to all for your input, both good and bad. It was suggested by a very dear and close friend of mine that I find a way to express myself in some manner, so that I could bare my core, showing the world around me that I have a heart and soul, and what it is I deal with from the inside. He told me that I keep way to much inside, and that it's eating away at me. For some strange reason, that brought immediate tears to my eyes, and a horrible feeling in my gut. I knew he was right, and I thought about it for days until I finally came to the decision that it needed to be done. So there is the reason I did all of this. Good, bad, or indifferent, it's all out there for anyone who cares to read it, and it's gonna stay out there. So now, here are a few of the lessons I've

Life
The name, Your name, invokes the mysterious. The name, Your name, reaches my essence, The true, living spirit in me. I can become lost in its sonorous tone, a tone Which makes me ponder and reflect About you and what I have found. It is beginning to call for me, To call me from Afar, a feeling so perfect I feel its summon as I speak, hear or think Your name, I feel it again, as I have only once before, At least only as I have truly felt it in my soul, But now, I have It controlled. I am Master, but Only for a short time; then I will be overwhelmed. You dissipate my prolonged sadness. Your name, the deep beauty in it, and Your lovely pretty face all make me Feel happy, enlivened, joyous and delighted. What's in a name? All of this is embedded in yours. Your pure, ice-blue eyes add more power to you. I become lost in them, not mysteriously lost as if I were in the dark, but rather the feeling Of being lost in a sunset. Your soft, flowing brown hair highlights the

Ooooo... Entry One
I wasn't aware that the LC had a blog feature, so in the words of Theodore Logan and Bill S. Preston, Esq. "Bonnnnnnus!" :D So today went with the mum-sicle (as in popsicle) to le Dr. Not fun... at all. But hey, got free lunch and some new perfume! Yay! Now am sitting down, being a lazy bum. I have a pile of clean laundry on my bed, waiting to be folded and put away, and another pile of dirty laundry on the floor, waiting to be sorted and put into the washer. Blah! Don't want to do either of those things. At the moment, I just want to talk to my favorite person. He knows who he is. Doesn't he? Don't you, Cillian? Anyway, I either want to talk to him, or have sex with Kiera Knightly. And that's it. I have a feeling that neither of those things are going to happen, so I'll just go cry in the corner, maybe rock myself to sleep. Who knows... the possibilities are endless. So, after reading chapter 1 of Augusten Burrow's "Running With Scissors," I decided to go ahe

For My Suzi Q
Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine a darting fish: I lose myself within your love; I live within your heart. I breathe your love: it is my air, My element, my world. I know no other ambiance; I have no other dream. I know there is outside your love A world of rocks and sand; And I could live there, too, but oh! How poor and thin each breath! How rich my world, how beautiful, Alive within your love, Each moment filled with dancing light Refracted through your eyes!

Desire To Serve
A growing desire builds upon Unbreakable trust that holds her To him, that feeds her love A single look from him Causes her to tremble in anticipation For a simple touch Her body yearns with Undisguised passion An animalistic kind of need That only he is able to fulfill A strengthening feeling overwhelms And consumes her To a point where she shakes with Unquenchable desire He knows her needs, her wants And he knows how to give it to her She trusts him implicitly Knows that he won’t hurt her to be cruel.

Augished Survivor
When the candles gutter and the bedsheets entangle me in the convolutions of an indistinctly menacing emptiness, and i wander like a lost child through gaping chasms of the unfamiliar terrain of loneliness-- When the light flickers like a moth against the face of this black world and my soul is flailed in the silent faces of loves lost in time, and I feel the nails driving me through; when there is nothing to forgive, and the penance seems too light-- It is in these times of horror when the town clock rings only a moment, and the echos follow me out of the bedroom and through the door, that I wish you were with me; only you can dispell this horror.

What A Nerve!!!
There is only one thing worse than a shop changing room, and that is a shop changing room without a mirror.What could possibly have been going through retailer's minds when they decided to remove the most crucial thing from the cubicle? I've asked a couple of shop owners, and their response is always the same: "Get customer out into the shop and into better light, so the sales assistant can check the sizing and fit." So, it's a sell-more-clothes thing? "Well, yeah, that's the whole idea of a shop!" Whatever. I encountered one of these changing rooms recently in a swimwear shop! Now, no-mirror cubicles are bad enough when you're trying on jeans or a short skirt but, in the name of all things reasonable, what right does a swimwear shop have to remove mirrors from it's changing rooms? I was in shock.This had to be some kind of joke! They didn't seriously expect me to walk out in the middle of the shop in my underwear and half a bikini? I asked the assistant. "It's no different from the b

To All My Friends Here At Lc
I know that you have all came to my page and seen my profile. I declared in my profile that I am a Pagan/Wiccan. I have just deleted one friend on my friends list because they have a problem with my beliefs. Please if you have a problem then delete me from your friends list. I will understand. But this is a free country at least it is suppose to be. A country where we can believe in what we want and who we are. So, if you decide to take me off your friends list then good luck in everything you do and have a glorious life and may no one put you down for your religion. Take care all and Blessed be, Mistik

Here Is My Chance
Here is my chance to show everyone how geeky I am by posting a list of all my role playing books Berlin by Night Blood Magic: Secrets of Thaumaturgy Children of the Night Clanbook Assamite (1st edition) Clanbook Assamite (revised) Clanbook Brujah (1st edition) Clanbook Brujah (revised) Clanbook Gangrel (1st edition) Clanbook Malkavian (1st edition) Clanbook Setite (1st edition) Clanbook Followers of Set (revised) Clanbook Toreador (1st edition) Clanbook Tzimisce (revised) Clanbook Ventrue (1st edition) DC by Night Dirty Secrets of the Black Hand Ghouls: Fatal Addiction Giovanni Chronicles II Blood and Fire Giovanni Chronicles III The Sun Has Set Giovanni Chronicles IV Nuova Malattia Guide to the Camarilla Guide to the Sabbat Inquisition Los Angeles by Night Mexico City by Night New York by Night Nights of Prophecy Red Sign State of Grace Succubus Club: Dead Man's Party Vampire Storytellers Companion Vampire Storytellers Handbook (1st Edition) Vampir

~*~*only You~*~*
*******ONLY YOU******** A person can make you feel high, A person can make you feel low. But only you can decide, Which way you want to go. A person can hurt you mentally, A person can hurt you physically. But only you can place, A limit on your abilities. A person can cause drama, A person can cause a situation. But only you can create, Your own reputation. A person can make you laugh, A person can make you cry. But only you can make, Decisions for your life. I guess what I'm trying to say, That when you're living day to day. Don't live by what people do, But live by what you know is true

Life
Sometimes it feels like all I have worked for and wanted in my life.. Just falls apart.. Theres a emptiness inside me and I just dont know how to make it feel whole again. We live we learn... and we love.. although love is sometimes blind.. and sometimes sad and sometimes heart breaking.. never say you regret the feeling that you had at that moment when you said the words I love you. to alot of people its just words... to me its the passion and the fire in my life.. something I dont want to live without

Behold A Blog
Just found this bitch and complain page. I had no idea this was here. Guess I should open my fucking eyes and read what LC has to offer. Just for the record, I can be a dickhead sometimes as well. What can I say, I'm a man. It's just part of what we do and it's totally unintentional. I'll apologize now if my future grips and grumblings offend anyone.

Love Me....
I'm emotional I just need you to say it. I dont want to ask. Just tell me you love me, just to tell me Tell me you think Im beautiful; it only matters when YOU say it Tell me you miss me, or that you are missing me Tell me you just had a thought..and it was me Tell me, you have grin on your face, because you remember me I want to know, that you remember my quirks and it makes you laugh out loud Just tell me, you love me, just to tell me Tell me you cant believe you are happy Tell me that you have fun with me doing everything or doing nothing Tell me that simple things remind you of me Tell me you remember my scent and my touch Tell me Im not like anyone else and Im special TO YOU Just tell me, you love me, just to tell me Tell me I make you crazy because you love me more than you imagined you could Tell me Im worth all the trouble Tell me youd go that distance, for me Tell me that you believe in me Just tell me you love me

Blogging
hello again im going to give this a whirl so im not really going to censor myself much, and i am hopefull that the people on this site can handle some touchy subjects. on that note, always remember that opinions are like eyes or legs or a nose, we all have one and it may be different from each others.

Seasons
The cold north wind begins to blow Lady Winter pulls up her blanket of snow She tucks the land in nice and tight The land then sleeps through winter's plight For several months the land will sleep But hush my darling don't you weep Soon...the land agian will wake Lovely flowers Mother Spring doth make She sends her warm, nurshing showers That are full of her growing powers The snow crocus is the first to wake From it's head, winter's plight it doth shake At this time the faries begin thier work and thier chores they never sherk They wake the land and paint it bright So open your eyes and enjoy the sight! The days begin to grow longer As summers sun grows stronger Children play in the sprinklers stream As summer birds sit and preen. Summers end is drawing near The fall colors will soon be here Autumn comes with it's colorful arrays And the night begins to overtake the days Then tha days begin to cool For this is Mother Natures rule The leaves turn r

Cause I Hate This
I dunno, stupid blogs. who cares about stupid thoughts from stupid people. I find it funny that news reporters have blogs nfl atheletes have blogs. Im suprised the president of the USA doesnt have a blog. What does BLOG even stand for? does anyone know?

Song Of The Goddess
When midnight comes and silvered moon rides high Now take your besom and with me come fly Home comes the roamer, your journey's over We'll dance the night away in magic dreams We'll dance the night awwy in magick dreams. Across darkning hills the sun kneels to pray Tomorrow's cares are many dreams away. The stars are flying, the forest's sighing. We'll sing the night away in loving dreams. We'll sing the night away in loving dreams. Both man and woman in the night are one. All things are equal when the day is done, Both prince and plowman, the slave and freeman, All find their comfort in my golden dreams All find their comfort in my golden dreams. Hold hands and circle in the Summer's night. No cares for the 'morrow shall find us here. Safe in sacred space, let all time erase. We will circle in my magick dreams. We will circle in my magick dreams. Come now in naked beauty to my side Call down the moon and with me abide Our hearts are yearning, hol

The Ten Commandments (of The Goddess)
You shall adore (worship) my Spirit. Your Adorations should be once a month and best when the Moon is full. You shall gather in a secret place. You shall worship naked before me. You shall sing in the joy my freedom brings to thee. You shall feast sharing the bounty of the earth I pour out unto thee. You shall dance my dance of divine ecstacy. Play music in Honor of She who is Queen of the Wise. Make Love that thy Bonds with one another become sacred. Place no sacrifice of any living creature upon my Altar for I am the Mother of All Things Living.

Who’s A Witch?
Nary a man a Witch can be nor Witch a Wizard, don’t you see? For t’was thus ordained above, this great natural law called Love that from man to woman is the flow and as such, always has been so. Into whose hands are babies born and who gathers the eggs on frosty morn? T’is she who knows the herb that cures. and guess who, that trusty cauldron stirs. Comes now the Woman of the Moon; it’s Her planter’s orb in June. By wind and fire, rain and earth, all God’s creatures know Her worth. All that live are born in strife, But She’s the One who nurtures life. Thank you Goddess for the Witches By just their being, our life enriches. Think not there’s something I’ve forgotten; it’s the fact that we ‘re all begotten You see, from that piece of Adam’s rib comes the hand that rocks the crib. Surely there’s one thing now we know. "Move over Wizard; it’s Her show."

Bullshit
woo hoo now we can see shity are friends lives realy are lol i can't wate to see what some of u will post this could be a good thing or a a bad thing cuz some of u are going to go crazy with this shit like some people i know (dmcfh) but any ways have fun i will post more later

Hey Tag Your It!!
Wow Lost cherry Has a blog now!! wohoooo,, This is from another blog of mine but I figured I better write something here! I have been so busy working and trying to sell the house and look for a new place to live,,, Well This week It all fell through the house is pending its sale and I just paid for a 4 bedroom place,, yay!! Not in the best of the neighborhood but I can run with the best of them, and its not going to break us every freaking month will have extra moola to enjoy and do something with, yea I will still work like a animal I just cant stop its in my blood! ;) Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I enjoy to watch people,, I can sit at the mall and watch them all day!

One More Fix
One More Fix You passed it to me and smiled, but you faded away as my vision blurred. I closed my eyes and my head swam and all my worries were purged. ~ one more fix ~ A sharp pain shot through my arm as the razor slid into my skin. I closed my eyes and my head swam. I’m no longer my grievances, no longer my sins. ~ one more fix ~ I was bound and gagged as you kicked me to the floor. Your grip was tight around my neck as you lifted me to my knees. I closed my eyes and my head swam. This is my bliss, my beautiful release... ~ one more fix ~ -- Me

Today Sept 13, 2006
Well for my first blog entry I am going to voice my opinion on what has happened to me today... I am a single mom, I have 2 beautiful boys that I love with all my life. I recently lost custody of my younger son to his father lets just call him hmmmmm fucktard!! ya thats a good name for him... Well I was suppose to see my son today well Ive been struggling with bills and its just been hard.. I called to see if I can make it up and well he wont let me. Well just so you all know my son is 13 and he does not want to live with his dad, and I had gone to court to fight it and everything.. Well cuz fucktard has a better job and a wife and a home he thought it would be best for him to be there.. NOTTTT!!!! His wife is an alcoholic and they are not living together anymore plus he has a history of domestic violence!! I have nothing what so ever on me, so why can anyone tell me the reasoning for the courts decision on this.. My son cries to me tells me how much of an asshole his dad is h

~f*o*r*e*p*l*a*y~
.........................................FOREPLAY..................................................... F~ finger's touching seceret places. O~Orgasm's coming smiling faces R~ rear entry is always best E~ exotic pleasures as loverss carress P~ passion fills the steamy room L~ lustful thoughts begin 2 bloom A~ animal urges as our legs entwine Y~ your lips, your body close to mine.

~hello Darling~
"Hello Darling" I know that lately our relationship has been overshadowed by difficult things were going through. Sometimes that old feeling just cant be found; but its in theredeep in our hearts where its been all along. And we should never, ever let it go. I want to get back to the you and me that we used to know. When its all said and done, at the end of the day, I want you here to come home to. Distance has kept us apart, but our courage can surpass and conquer all. I want your arms to curl up in, and your sweet familiar love that makes it all worth while. I know in my soul, without a doubt, that you and I are destinythat is why I really want to make this work. I sit with anticipationnever really knowing what that word meant until I fell in love with you. Now I love to anticipate the next time Ill see you, when Ill kiss you, and when Ill touch you. I store up things to talk about and wonder what youll have to share with me. All day long Im picturing you in my mi

~if I Could~
"If I Could..." ~~~ For the record...relationships aren't 50-50. They are 100-100. How far have you ever gotten in a relationship where you've only given just 50% ? ~~~ ~If I could come back as anything it would be one of your tears. How could I want more than to be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, lived on your cheek, and die on your lips. ~I've often caught myself looking at the stars wondering if the one, handsome man that is meant to be in my life is looking at the stars at the very same time. ~The man I've yet to meet. He will be of tremendous beauty in my eyes although his real beauty is from the inside. ~I don't know the specifics and I have no doubt he will surprise me with things I can never imagine. As I will hope to do for him. ~I will melt as he walks into the room, at the look in his eyes and the gentleness of his touch. ~I want to dance with him for a lifetime, even if it's only in the kitchen and until my legs are weak. ~Experiencing all that l

All I Want Is You
ALL I WANT IS YOU I'll tell it rather simply, I'll say it plain and true, A single thing is all I want And all I want is you. There are no other riches, No treasures or possessions That could ever compare with you, My fondest of obsessions. You are the very air I breathe, The ration that sustains me. You're all my thoughts tied up as one, The laugh that entertains me. You're all that life need ever give, The maximum that's due, If I could ask for anything, I'd only ask for you. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

I Don't Want To Be Alone
I don’t want to be alone It’s cold and upsetting to me I don’t want to be alone The walls are closing in on me I don’t want to be alone It’s just to much for me I don’t want to be alone It’s really bothing me I don’t want to be alone Can’t you see it’s really hurting me I don’t want to be alone No one can make me be I don’t want to be alone Your love has confided in me I don’t want to be alone It’s not becoming me I don’t want to be alone With no one to make love to me I don’t want to be alone Everybody is avoiding me I don’t want to be alone The whole world has deserted me By:Blossom_ Rose

A Heartbeat Away
A HEARTBEAT AWAY When sadness overwhelms you And your heart feels heavy as stone... Remember, I'll always be there for you; You'll never have to be alone. When your dreams begin to crumble And you feel the weight of defeat... Just call out my name, my darling, And I'll be there in a heartbeat. When your world feels cold and empty And the only color you see is gray... Just remember these words, my love, I'm only a heartbeat away. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

~funny You Say That~
"Funny you say that..." because I get that all time from guys I have dated. "You are such a wonderful woman, no-one has ever taken care of me the way you do. No-one has ever loved me the way you do, catered to my every need. No-one ever showed me who they are and what they were...blah blah friggin blah". I'm so sick of that happy horse shit it isn't even funny anymore. If I am so 'wonderful' why am I still single? Because I pay the price for every other womans down falls. I pay the price for the skeletons in my guys closet. I am the one they take their demons out on. Even when I tell them I am not THE other woman I am ME!!! But I love being in love... But I love being together... But I love having a man in my life... But I love to be loved and involved... So what do I do? Funny you should say that..............

Thoughts
So anyway I was sitting here today just talking away on the phone about Lost Cherry, I said the one thing I wish Lost Cherry had was a blog, and what do I see when I sign on today, a place for blogs. How awesome is that...LOL.. I swear the littlest things just tickle me.. See I have a blog on Yahoo 360 and one on Myspace, and personally I love this site A LOT better then either of them put together. It has everything that those have and so much more.. So those are my thoughts for today..LoL if I have anymore I will post more.. See ya!!

Why Did You Do It
Why did you do it? You hit me and I didn’t do it Why did you do it? Now my eyes are black and blue Why did you do it? You said that you love me how untrue Why did you do it? I didn’t do nothing to you Why did you do it? Now I hate you and that’s so true Why did you do it? I thought I was your boo Why did you do it? Now I have to leave you You know that’s not something That I wanted to do Why did you do it? Don’t you know you really blow it Why did you do it? You crushed my heart and that’s all to it Why did you do it? I was never unfaithful and you knew it Why did you do it? I thought we had it all but you went and blew it Why did you do it? BY: Blossom _Rose

A Perfect Love
A PERFECT LOVE You whisper words of love in my ear And ever so gently touch my cheek; You quietly help me To find the things I seek. You're always there to help me celebrate And when I feel blue; It seems you're always at my side- We're like one, not two. You guide me so patiently With so much tender loving care, It seems as if you were made for me- We are the perfect pair. You know my moods, I know yours, Together our love grows To that world of happiness Only perfect lovers know. Our love will never die, I know this to be true; Cause every time I look at you, I fall in love anew. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 14, 2002

My Day
I mowed 2 lawns today for peopel who are deployed, it was fun, first time I had mowed a alwn in 10 years though, haven't done it since I joined the Air force, other then that, just been kickin back doin nothin all day, oh what a life on vacation

Open Your Eyes
Open your eyes and see It was you that was made for me So hold me in your arms and cuddle me Let me lean on you and you lean on me We will last until infinity Open your eyes and see Just what you really mean to me Take my hand and let’s go off to wonderland Because you are my one and only man so baby Open your eyes and see Only you mean the world to me My one and only true fantasy the sweetest man I’ll ever met So open your eyes and see Oh baby it’s me so open your heart to a brand new start and set it free cause only your love romances me so give me a kiss and baby don’t you dare miss Cause everyday you’re sure to reminisce Open your eyes and see just how much we’re meant to me BY:BLOSSOM_ROSE

Our Time On Earth
Time passes on, soon we know it will be gone So we try to carry on, we will try, and carry on It is time that we begin to lives our lives that we may win Reviewing lesson that were taught through our lives, with careful thought With careful thought.

Different Languages Of I Love You
How to say 'I Love You' in different languages Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou English - I love you Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Georgian - Mikvarhar German - Ich liebe dich Greek - S'agapo Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw

Yesterday Is Gone
Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone To Bad It Had To Take a Love One Along YesterDay Was Here But Now It's Gone And So Is Daddy After All These Years Of Being Strong Yesterday Was Here But Now Is Gone We'll Miss You Daddy So Long Yesterday Was Here But Now Is Gone To Bad It Had To Take A Love One Along Yesterday Was Here but Now Is Gone It's Now Time To Move On Never Forgetting Him As The Years Go On Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone It's Now Time To Move On Never Forgetting Him As The Years Go On Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone we suffering but not for long yesterday was here but now it's gone we'll miss ya Lovely face and there will be noone that'll take ya place yesterday was here but now is gone Iam Not Sure How We'll Get On With Out You To Carry Us On Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone By Blossom _Rose

All That It Meant
ALL THAT IT MEANT You watch as my chest heaves with desire, Inside it's burning with a sexual fire. My swollen nipples tight with pleasure, As your lips enjoy this wonderful treasure. Your hands are free to wander my curves, Bringing new life to all of my nerves. My legs, my waist, my moist, tender places You feel me tremble as my passion now races. You swell in response to my luscious folds, As you enter my body and all that it holds. Together we merge and for all that we share, This pleasure is heaven and love like this rare. Our sounds are now loud as a whistling train, As ecstasy rages, we try to maintain. Climaxes we share and honeydew spent, Our sacred love and all that it meant. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SUNDAY FEBRUARY 13, 2005 COPYRIGHTED: FEBRUARY 2005

… Another Expression Of Art
… Another Expression of Art I've been asked various questions revolving around the same issue, “Why did I choose culinary?” I have to take you back a few years to explain why. I grew up loving art; drawing, painting, writing, sculpting. I enjoyed various art classes. There were new elements to explore, and new ways to explore creativity. My interests jump from one artistic perspective to another trying to find a niche to enjoy, animation to architecture, painting to photography. At one point, I even explored music, family funds didn’t leave much for encouragement. In high school I took studio art and computers trying to guide myself into an art career with computers. My instructor suggested computer aided drafting and finished with that class. I didn’t care much for it; being allowed to be creative was limited. I left high school with no clear goals or plans. All I had to work with was a passion for art. I went from high school to college focused on art. I didn’t get a lot

Watching Over Me
I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was The Best There Ever Was I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was All there Was To Be she meant alot2 Me I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was Anything I Wanted Her To Be I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister The Best Thing That Ever Happen To Me I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was Everything In This World To Me I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was All That She Could Be That's Why I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was No Dreamer She Made Me A Beliver I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister She Always Made Me Proud I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me By: Blossom_ Rose

Important Life Questions(1)
"Important Life Questions (Part 1)" Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why is it called lipstick if you can still move your lips? How come a wrong number is never busy? Why is it that night falls but day breaks? Why is the third hand a watch called a second hand? If cats and dogs didn't have fur, would we still pet them? If swimming is good for your shape, then why do whales look they way they do? Why do they call it "chilli" if it's hot? Why do we sing, "Take me out to the ballgame" when we are already there? Why is the time of the day slowest - at rush hour? Why is it when you are driving looking for an address, you turn down the radio? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Daylight savings time - why are they saving it and where do they keep it? Do pilots take crash courses? Have you ever seen a toad on a toadstool? How come they have "Self-help Groups"? How do you get off a

Rant #1: Double Standards.
Ok, this is my first official LC exclusive rant. Exclusive meaning that I am a member of more than one site, but this site alone will get this rant. Don't you notice that life is filled with double standards? It's fucked up... it really is. Think about it like this. A girl wants to get with a guy who is hot, has a ton of friends, awesome clothes, big dick, etc. etc. etc. It's because "they got standards"... However, when a guy wants the same thing with a woman (replace dick with tits) he is considered a shallow prick. A woman once said "Ohh, you're a lying sack of shit. I'm not like that. I like a man for whats on the inside" blah blah blah... Bullshit. It's fucking bullshit, and I'll tell you why. Like any self respecting human being, you're not going to be turned on by some fat fuck with a prick the size of my pinky finger. You're not going to get turned on by someone with a busted face. You're not gonna wanna fuck someone who dresses like shit, so why would any self respecting ma

They're In My Head
It seemed as though I were looking through a small, dirty peep hole. The room inside was dark, other than the dim light from a nearby street light that came in through the adjacent window. As I focused my eyes I saw that it was a bedroom, one that greatly resembled my own. I could see a figure lying in the bed. Dark, curly hair cascaded over the pillow. It was me. My eyes were closed and I had a serene expression on my face; fast asleep. Everything looked exactly the same as when I had lain down in that very bed. However, there was something different about this room. It was my room, but it wasn’t right. This room had an unnatural ambiance about it. The shadows seemed to move. Wait… the shadows were moving. I blinked and rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t imagining it, and then peered through the peep hole once again. My mouth dropped open and my eyes widened as I looked in awe upon myself sleeping. The shadows were in fact moving and seemed to be coming out of every poss

Jetty
The cool, crisp dawn broke with the birds singing loudly as they awoke and went about the business of feeding themselves, and their young. Near the elementry school in winston there was an old oak grove. It was so old that the people in the town had just began to say it has always been there. At the center of this grove was a clearing with tall grass bent heavily under the dew that had accumilated on it during the night. Around the clearing was a small stand of ash and thorn trees to compliment the oak grove. At the very center of this clearing the air shimmered heavily as if a think heat wave occupied the space. Then suddenly the air was normal, and a small figure stood there huddled in its cloak of green that seemed to naturally blend with the color of the grass. Next the cloak was removed to show a young slender girl who was just beginning to blossom into a woman. Her appearance was normal except there was something different about her ears. She was dressed the same as any 12 yea

"first Time With Rachel"
I noticed her my first day in design class, the art design class, an unusual course selection for an engineering major. I could not help looking at her because she looked so very young. She must be, I thought at first, a local high school student, who was smart enough to take a college course. Then I began to see her in many places on campus, so I figured she was some female genius who had graduated from high school at age fifteen and had been admitted to college early. I saw her seated alone at lunch in the dining hall one day and sat down across from her. The young beauty glanced up and smiled at me. She had a head of hair that was unbelievable, long, wavy, and honey-colored. "Are you and art major?" I asked. What an inane question! "Yes," she answered. "I want to be a painter some day." "I trying to be an engineer," I explained. "I had one year of college and then went into the army. I just got out this June. Now I'm back again, trying real hard to become a student again

Bitter Quarrel
BITTER QUARREL He flung his words clear across the room, Unloving, cruel and curt; And her retort was just as quick and sharp Because her feelings and pride he had hurt. He slammed the door, She built a wall, While Cupid wept in vain. And Love stood by in lonely grief, As she wrung Her hands in total disbelief. Why must the Heart to Tongue defer When she loves him And he loves her? WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Heros
Ask yourself this Question the next time you hear this. What and who are Heros? Heros are anything or any one. It can me a fire fighter, EMS, Police, Army man, someone next door. Heros are all around all you have to do is look. In Memory of all who died and helped 9/11 this is for you. people take a few mins and think about it. Remember the first question? What and Who are Heros? these men and women are Heros. If you see a Hero next time give them a hug or shake their hand and say thank you for being a Hero.

The King Of Kings
***Published Twice In 2006*** Living in a world with no identity In a world surrounded by obscenity Looking around there is too much fighting A feeling so uninviting Fear deep in our hearts With a tear falling before it even starts Alone in a alleyway of lies Waiting for the worlds demise Hope waiting in the corner of our mind Restrained we keep it confined Unwilling to spread the word To sound so absurd To speak our deepest desire Feelings of regret of goals yet to acquire Losing the battle of morality To aware of our own mortality In a world where hate resides An emotion that evil provides A war balances in the whim Your future looking so grim You turn to a man Who was around when the universe began The vengeful eye of our lord Watches a world he once adored Waiting until the evil rules When the world is ran by ignorant fools He will step in and take control And cleanse our scared soul To reign on earth To show what its wo

Teaching After Hours
The class was nearly over. It would soon be home time. Billy Smith sat at the back of the room with Sam, watching the shapely form of the Head of the English department. "I want Billy to stay after class, please. We have to discuss your essay," announced Mrs Pokton, the object of their desire. The previous homework had been to write about a personal experience. "I told you you'd get in trouble for writing that, Billy," whispered Sam to his best friend. The eighteen year old Billy had submitted an essay based on a porn film he seen last weekend. He told Sam what he was doing and Sam had been against it. He didn't like trouble. Billy had done it anyway. "What do think of it then Miss?" asked Billy when everyone else had left. "Well the grammar was awful and some of the descriptive terms would make an army sergeant blush. That is not what we need to talk about though. The assignment was to write about a personal experience. I don't believe you could have performed the acts you

Clowns
CLOWNS I like clowns. They have their ups and downs. They come to the circus every year, They bring happiness and good cheer. They dance all around the place, They bring smiles to every face. I'm sure you'll see them at the circus this year, But you'd better enjoy them while they're here. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Feelings
FEELINGS You can't turn them off and on Like a light switch or by pushing a button. They have to come from within Your soul and from your heart. You start by being best friends, Not rushing or pushing too fast forward. If it's meant to be, feelings will arise On their own - slowly in time. When the moment has come To say those three little words - They will be spoken from the heart And not the mind. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER FEBRUARY 1993 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

Listen
Please Come Sit With Me Listen to what I have to say Just this once, I promise You keep playing this game This game of hot and cold First you want me near Next you're pushing me away I can't deny I like this game It keeps me wanting more of you I want every touch, every kiss Every feeling to last That's what I long for I may sound crazy, but it's true It's what keeps me going anymore It's just so amazing Words can't even explain Until you finally tell me we're through I'll keep coming back to you Besides, who else can give it to me The way you do

A Friend
Accepts you as you are Believes in "you" Calls you just to say "Hi" Doesn't give up on you Encourages you to be your best Forgives your mistakes Gives unconditionally Helps you Invites you over Just wants to "be" with you Keeps you close at heart Loves you for who you are Makes a difference in your life Never Judges Offers support Prays for you Quiets your fears Raises your spirits Says nice things about you Tells you the truth when you need to hear it Understands you Values you Walks beside you X-plains things you don't understand Yells when you won't listen and Zaps you back to reality

For The Children
We do not owned the children we jsut guide them. They are gifts that we are given an must be cherish. We should not hinder but encoruage tham to be. Remember they are people an should be treated as such

In My Daughters Eyes
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daugter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE THE SONG THIS IS FOR YOU!!

My name is Billy and im a smoker, I have been smoking for about 8 years now. I have tried to quite in the past only to be successful for about 3 months. Now days I don't feel like trying to quit any more. I have come to terms whit the fact that it is my crutch everyone has one and mine is a cigarette. Yes, Yes I know what your thinking. Smoking is bad Billy you need to quite. So I know and im still not going to. Any body that is disgusted when you see a smoker with cigarettes in their hands or mouth can go fuck yourself. Yah, right now im pretty upset over this whole nonsmoker thing. Earlier I was outside my apartment smoking when a woman walking down the street passed by me (about 50 yards) when she noticed that I was smoking she put her hands over her mouth and acted like she was coughing. I just set their thinking about the actions of that unknown bitch and how nonsmokers think that im rude for smoking around then (in there minds around then is anywhere with in sight). well fuck

Feeling Alone
At this time in my life I have never felt more alone. Not because I have no one, but because I can't fix anything. I have great people in my life. But when it comes down to everything...I can only depend on me being here for me. I never thought my life would ever end up like this...in any way at all. Of course as a child you have big dreams for your self. Wishes...My wishes and dreams never came true. I don't mean that in a pitiful way...I just wonder why some of us get get what we wish for and others don't. I know that I am here for a reason...not sure what it is yet, but hopefully I will find out someday soon. I would love to have a life of meaning. Helping others is what I used to be able to do...now I can't even help myself so I can't give what I don't have. So hopefully one day I will feel un-lonely LOL!!! Thanks for reading my thoughts.

Tye Dyed Asylum - Behind The Art
"Tye Dyed Asylum" This was a fun piece; this was done several years ago. The original size was 2’X3’. I don’t have it any more because someone stole it for personal collection. Any way the piece was done up as a college (several images combined) Barney and ALF are the key characters here. The image of Barney was of him barbed wired to a fence and ignited (I did not produce this image)I saw it on a magazine page so I used it. Next image, the one of Alf was an image that was on a clip board the text with the image was “Why be normal” I photo copied that and put it with Barney. Then I found Beavis and Butthead laughing in a small strip … yeah I couldn’t resist, so I’m revealing myself here, so what. I took these images played on a Xerox machine; you know the slow ones from the 90s, one color ink at a time. The machine gave me plenty of time to slide the images to get a variety of effects, by moving it during and in between scans. The copier became my favorite toolf

What A Night
IT WAS AN NIGHT LIKE ANY OTHER ALL SHE WANTED TO DO WAS GO HOME FROM WORK AND GET COMFORTABLE! BUT SHE NEW THAT WASNT GOING TO HAPPEN SHE HAD JUST TO MANY THINGS AT HOME THAT KEPT HER OCCUPPIED! CAROL WAS SO PREOCCUPPIED BY THE ONE THING SHE SEEMED TO NOT BE ABLE TO GET! HE WAS ONE OF THOSE GUYS CAROL ONLY DREAMED OF HAVING! HE WAS AN HOTTIE IN EVERY SINCE! THE LOOKS , WAYS , MOTORCYLE I MEAN THE HOLE 9 YARDS! SHE HAD MET HIM ONCE OR TWICE AND THEY HAD CONTINUED TO BE CLOSE FREINDS CHATTING EVERYTIME THEY COULD BOUT LIFE AND DREAMS BUT SHE HAD ALWAYS KEPT HER BIGGEST DREAM FROM HIM!SHE COULDNT EVER BRING HERSELF TO TELL HIM HOW BAD SHE WANTED HIM! SHE PLAYED AROUND WITH THE TOUGHTS OF HIM N HIS MOTORCYCLE SHOWING UP AND JUST TAKING HER AWAY! LIL DID SHE KNOW WHAT THE NEXT DAY WOULD BRING! SHE LAYED IN BED THAT NIGHT THINKING OF HIM AND THINKING OF JUST HOW BAD SHE WANTED TO TELL HIM HOW BAD SHE WANTED HIM! THAT NIGHT SHE FELL ASLEEP AFTER HOURS OF LAYING THERE! AND AFTER WHAT SEEME

My Road Trip
well, this is gonna be the biggest road trip ever that im taking come october 13th. im heading to gatlinburg,tenn again. but i flew last year, so this year im driving all the way from california with stops in tuscon,AR 2 stops in texas, 1 in houston a night, meet up with friends b4 heading to lake charles,LA. will stay there a few days with friends b4 heading to columbus GA then off the NC with friends a few days b4 heading to the cabin i rented with friends. we had such a blast last year at a cabin in the smokys, we decided to do it again, but for a week instead of 3 days. after that trip, maybe heading up to nyc,philly,ohio and a few other places meeting up with friends on lc as well as myspace and my old friends on AOL. should last about 7 weeks, so if anyone has tips on what to see and what to do, send me a email and let me know, thanks.

Goth
One word… GOTH “What are you supposed to be?” was the question the average-looking mundane man asked me while I was standing in line at KFC tonight. Being somewhat surprised that someone even spoke to me (it doesn’t happen often, due to my intimidating demeanor I suppose), I still managed a quick comeback, “A damned weirdo. Isn’t it obvious?” It didn’t seem to be the reply he was expecting or even hoping for. Looking somewhat confused, he said, “Oh,” and left with his dinner in hand. He seemed disappointed that I didn’t attempt some long-winded explanation, and also that I didn’t appear flustered by his big “confrontation.” As I sat eating my dinner, I started to ponder the question. Just what the hell AM I supposed to be, relative to Mr. Random Mundane? I’m a bit of a colorful (not literally) background to their otherwise drab and routine lives. Wouldn’t it be that much more boring if everyone they encountered looked, acted, and spoke pretty much the same way they do? I provid

Success
Success Success is something that is earned, and not given to a person. To be successful, you can not give up at whatever it is that you are trying to be successful at. If you ever feel that you will not be successful at something the chances are pretty good that you will not be successful.

My Sis
I have a sis who is not my blood sister but she is a sister in everyway that counts. Sis you mean the world to me, I love you and I know that you can make it through this. You are strong willed, so please dont let all these other things break you down. It takes time to get easier and like I promised before, it will get easier. I enjoy being with you and going out together, we can make each other laugh so easily. You mean so much to me, you have been there for me through the good and the bad. Always giving me advice, and helping me out anytime I need. You have my back and you know I have yours.I love you sis, hold on and stay strong, things can only get better from here sweetie. I love you and I am always gonna be here for you. LOVE YOUR SIS A.K.A. MEL

It Was All Just A Dream
You looked into my eyes as if you could see my soul That piercing gaze sought out something inside of me I swore by the look in your eyes that you could read my mind and knew that I loved you I had goosebumps on my skin when you touched me yet I felt like I was on fire when I felt your breath on my skin I couldn't believe this was happening as you pulled me close I've dreamt of it so many times and even before I felt your lips on mine I knew it would be heaven There in your arms the world seemed to fade away For one brief moment I felt beautiful and safe like you would be mine forever As if nothing could ever come between us When you touched my cheek and looked into my eyes I knew you saw the real me The one I hide from the outside world When you whipsered in my ear "I need you" I felt complete Than I opened my eyes and realized it was all just a dream written February 2006

Here Goes
alright I have never bloged before in my life so I donno if I'm doing it right. today was much like any other day, I woke up I went to work and I got off work and came home. I did hang out at the mall for a few hours after work but only cuzz I had to do some cleaning at the dental office and I had to wait till it was closed before I could go in and clean it. much to my surprise alot of young girls were flirty with me. one would think it would be a great ego booster however I don't. I think its a shame that all these youngen's are tryin to pick me up but no one my age will even look at me. one would think I would be a good catch. I have 3 jobs I make an alright living, I'm kinda cute and I don't drink or do drugs. and maybe thats the reason, I don't seem normal cuzz I'm not at the party's making an ass of myself getting shit faced and wat not however I beleave that if that were the case with the way that I drank no one would have wanted anything to do with me anyways well that was

Praying
Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls, Study

My Life
yes...my life is shit... i have no girlfriend... i was dumped... im lonley. i want somebody...and all my friends have people that like them but are too gay to get with them... so right now i need to fucking do something to get my mind off of my life being shitty... so fuck this all and now my life has no meaning and i wouldent be supprised if i od this weekend...

Wtf
this blog number #911, hi irony, also wtf is with blogs. myspace has blogs. why would I want to put my most personal thoughts in blogs, that shit stays in my head. also BRING BACK TRACKZ, I SPENT QUARTER PAST FOREVER ADDING NEW SONGS! I PUT THEM THERE FOR OTHERS ENJOYMENT, AND ALSO MINE. >:[

50 Rules For Women
This is a list of rules that guys wished women knew... 1. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it's up put it down. 2. Don't cut your hair. Ever. 3. Don't make us guess. 4. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. 5. Sometimes, he's not thinking about you. Live with it. 6. He's never thinking about "The Relationship." 7. Get rid of your cat. And no, it's not different, it's just like every other cat. 8. Dogs are better than cats. 9. Sunday = Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 10. Shopping is not everybody's idea of a good time. 11. Anything you wear is fine. Really. 12. You have enough clothes. 13. You have too many shoes. 14. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don't expect us to like it. 15. Your brother is an idiot. 16. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don't work. 17. No, he doesn't know what

Imma Bass-tard
I am a bastard for saying this, but what kind of brain damage does it take to compose the message I just appropriated from the blasts? "i jes uploaded sum demo trax o ma band! pleeeez come by & tell me wut chu think!!! de bandz called Dr Woo!!! thanx 4 evathang guyz i luvz ya!!! mmfwcl4LYF"

Never Ever
A few questions that I need to know how you could ever hurt me so I need to know what I've done wrong and how long it's been going on Was it that I never paid enough attention? Or did I not give enough affection? Not only will your answers keep me sane but I'll know never to make the same mistake again You can tell me to my face or even on the phone You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know Did I never treat you right? Did I always start the fight? Either way, I'm going out of my mind all the answers to my questions I have to find My head's spinning Boy, I'm in a daze I feel isolated Don't wanna communicate I'll take a shower, I will scour I will rub To find peace of mind The happy mind I once owned, yeah Vexing vocabulary runs right through me The alphabet runs right from A to Z Conversations, hesitations in my mind You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find I'm not crazy I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no I'm ju

Hearing Gods Voice
A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case

Blog
Just to let all know I encode my entries in songs lyrics those who know me or can figure me out can tell what i am feeling or what is going on through the songs I post rarely I write freely and plainly so lets see who will be able to decode my entries on LC..... and the first is.... Hello my friend we meet again It’s been a while where should we begin…feels like forever Within my heart are memories Of perfect love that you gave to me I remember When you are with me I’m free…I’m careless…I believe Above all the others we’ll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice We’ve seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life can turn around in an instant It feels so good to reunite Within yourself and within your mind Let’s find peace there When you are with me I’m free…I’m careless…I believe Above all the others we’ll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice I just want to say hello again