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Observation #1
So I have decided that I am shallow. I am coming to terms with it, and I am going to roll with it because it is who I am. This will be a series of blogs in which I own up to my shallowness. I know I am shallow because for a while now I have been kinda down and unhappy (because I don't really have an money and I can't find a steady job, only temp stuff), but that all change today. I went and got my eyebrows waxed and I am in such a good mood. I feel more attractive, even dare say sexy. And all because of a simple grooming habit. I get wait to see how happy I become once I have money to have regular manis and pedis again!

More Funny Short Stories
The Catsup Bottle! Little Johnny's mother was trying hard to get the catsup to come out of the bottle. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked Little Johnny to answer the phone. "It's the minister, Mommy," Little Johnny said to his mother. Turning back to the phone he added, "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." ------------------------------------------------- Old man Johnson limped into the doctor's office and said, "Doc, my right knee hurts so bad, I can hardly walk!" The doctor slowly eyed him from head to toe, paused and then said, "Mr. Johnson, just how old are you?" "98!" Johnson announced proudly. The doctor just sighed, and looked at him again. Finally he said, "Sir, I'm sorry. I mean, just look at you. You're practically one hundred years old, and you're complaining that your knee hurts? Well, what did you expect?" The old man said, "Well, my other knee is 98 years old too, and it don't hu

True Frends
You never know how a true freinds is. its when they are thre for ya through thick and thin and they are there when u need a shoulder to cry on and they never in ur life time walk away from ya when they know u made the wrong decions onthings they stood by ur side throug that no matter what they never make fun of ya or put u down when u need money or a bost on something they are willing to help u out. THey are there for ya with all ur breaks and heart ackes . they also now how to make it better when u are feeling down or when u need someone to talk to about things they are there for ya. no matter what that is a true freind so if u ahve them never let them go they are the ones that keep u going besides ur family Just reember this as someone once told me that boy friend and girl friend come and go but best friends stay together that is the trueth

Story Of My Life
the games and the dances the friends and the foes. stayin up all nite and drink till its day the stories and the rumors the truth and its lies the years have been hell and yet they have been fun you wonder why people act like this, why does everyone need to be in a click i do not belong to just one. as i am my own i blend and i fade as if i dont wana be seen my actions and my words will never be the same i will hang wit the crowd i will try my best but i dont want to fit in and i dont wanna pretend you call me what you want you never call me by name i will be the thug i will be the geek and yes i will be the goth as well never will i be that prep that cheerleader or the prom queen nor do i care to ever be this is my teenage years this is me and who i am i am mary jo conner i am the outkast i am me i will chill wit the guys i will chill with my gurls and just

Single...vs Not
So, what's the difference between being single and not? Basically it's no anchor...nothing to hold you back. The ability to do WHAT or WHO you want WHEN and WHERE....it's great. And then the night comes.... The cold, cold, bitter, harsh night. When you crawl into your cold sheets, lie there shivering for hours trying to get to sleep....the sheets are cold and lifeless, pebbling up your skin as a sadistic gust of wind happens to go up just the right area. Reaching desperately over to the empty void next to you, reminding you of the empty void in your life....Yes, being single at night sucks....dampening your sheets with the tears of love lost rather than the sweat of love making. Ah, I miss those days. I miss rolling over and hugging my loved one...rolling her over to lay in the wet spot so I wouldn't have to.... Man, I wish I hadn't have popped my blow-up sex doll, I miss her

Dirty Girl
This is an actual conversation I had with a girl a while back. Man oh MAN did she have a mouth on her....in a good way. ;) So this conversation happened about 20 mins after I'd met her. About 15 mins on the dancefloor, and 5 mins getting a drink.... Me: So, uh...I'm not too good at this chit-chat kinda thing. I never know what to say, you'll have to excuse me if there is some akward silences... Her: Did you just say chit-chat? My grandma says that. Me: Ouch, burn! Her: No, I didn't mean it like that...it's cute. Me: Thanks. (this is where the akward silence comes in) Her: So, uh...who are you here with? Me: Uh, those are my friends over....there. Her: Wow, you hang out with gorgeous people. Have you fucked any of them? Me: Well, a gentleman does not say. Her: Yeah right, you gonna tell your guy buddies about how you fucked me? Me: Wow, talk about left field. No, I'm not going to tell them. Her: Why not? Me: Well, first off a gentleman doesn't tell

Okay So
Well I figured I'd Start Up this Blog Seein As How I have Nothing Better To Do Right Now Noone To Talk To Except for The pervs Who Are Only Interested In Seeing Me Naked On Cam Which By the way is getting to be a pain in the ass Whatever Happened to hey lets talk intead hey baby let me see them titties so old i mean you should atleast talk to me for a few minutes before starting that shit I'd like to find me a nice guy im so sick of assholes anyway just felt like venting a lil

Lyrics
Artist : Fort Minor f/ Holly Brook Title : Where'd You Go Album : N/A Genre : Pop Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... You kn

About My Blog....
this is gonna be my bitch and rant journal i guess. i dont usually have any thing worth saying unless im pissed. i have times i love everyone and i have times where i want to murder every breathing fucker out there! lets keep me in a good mood for the safety of the world. for tonight ill just bitch about yahoo and aol...THEY FUCKIN SUCK!!! anyways have a good night.

Hope(written September 7th)
Well this past week has been an emotional roller coaster for me and my whole familly a week ago today we found out my dad has small cell lung cancer which is the fastest progressing type of lung cancer and on top of that he has bone cancer and bone marrow cancer ....thursday night we were all rounded up at my sisters place so my mom and her best friend could tell us...I swear that was the worst night of my whole entire life as i walked down the street knowing mom had something to tell us i was sick to my stomach...the last time we were all asked to get together to talk with my parents was back when my grandpa died so i just knew it wasnt gonna be good....when i walked in the door my mom told me that my dad was very sick and had lung cancer again and he wasnt suposed to make it the weekend....then we had to tell my kids and then we went to see him the next day he didnt even know my name it was scarey knowing i was gonna lose my dad....i cried lots for the first couple of days that was

9/11
Artist: Darryl Worley Lyrics Song: Have You Forgotten Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Darryl Worley polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. I hear people sayin'. We Don't need this war. I say there's some things worth fightin' for. What about our freedom, and this piece of ground? We didn't get to keep 'em by backin' down. They say we don't realize the mess we're gettin' in Before you start preachin' let me ask you this my friend. Chorus Have you forgotten, how it felt that day? To see your homeland under fire And her people blown away Have you forgotten, when those towers fell We had neighbors still inside goin through a livin hell And you say we shouldn't worry bout Bin Laden Have you forgotten? You took all the footage off my T.V. Said it's too disturbin for you and me It'll just breed anger is what the experts say If it was up to me I'd show it everyday Some say this country just out lookin' for a fight Well after 9/11 man I'd have to say ri

Bloody Tag Lol
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1 i bite my fingers 2. getting too technical when explaining things, that no one can understand what i am talking about 3 I analyze things way too much 4. i tell the truth no matter what the consequences 5. I like my animation lol 6. i stick to diet soda, water or tea.

For My Mom, She Like This Song, Plus I Like It Too
Artist: Faith Hill Lyrics Song: Like We Never Loved At All (with Tim McGraw) Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Faith Hill polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. You never looked so good As you did lastnight Underneath the city lights There walking with your friend Laughing at the moon I swear you looked right through me But I'm still livin' with your goodbye And you're just goin' on with your life Chorus: How can you just walk on by Without one tear in your eye Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me Maybe that's just your way Of dealing with the pain Forgetting everything between our rise and fall Like we never loved at all You, I hear you're doin' fine Seems like you're doin' well As far as I can tell Time is leaving us behind (Leavin' us behind) Another week has passed And still I haven't laughed yet So tell me what your secret is (I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know) To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did

Friends Are God Way Of Taking Care F Us
Friends are God's way of taking care of us. - Author Unknown - Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows. - Author Unknown - Friends are like credit cards, we need them forever... - Dorothy Taylor - A friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to have. - Samantha Rosales - Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. - Author Unknown - A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out. - Author Unknown - Parents start you off on life but friends get you through it. - Dee Chou - Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart. - Author Unknown - There’s a miracle of friendship that dwells within the heart And you don’t know how it happens or where it gets its start But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift Any you realize that friendship Is God’s most perfect gift.

Erotic Story Entitled Is This My Imagination?
***This one was my first attempt at writing a female oriented piece...hope y'all enjoy it as much as others have!*** I see the girl from across the room. She is the most beautiful creature she has ever laid her eyes upon, tall, slender, beautiful. She stands nearly six feet tall with dark brunette hair that hangs to her ass and emerald green eyes. Her eyes are round but appear to be soft and her lips are pouty and red. I watch her as she walks towards her and it appears that she is floating on a cloud. "Hi. I'm Melissa," she says. "I'm Jayda," I answer her. "You wanna get outta here? This music is so loud?" We walk outside to a patio and sit beneath the umbrella. I watch her as she runs her long fingers around the top of the glass that she is carrying. She places it on the table and reaches for her purse. She pulls out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. "Do you mind?" she asks. "No, not at all," I reply. She fires up the bic lighter and lights her cigarette. I sta

Studio Duh
WELL IM GOING IN THE STUDIO TOMMOROW AT 9 AM....FOR 12 HOURS AND IM SO EXCITED.....MY BANDS MUSIC IS AWESOME AND WE HAVE SOME SHOWS LINED UP FOR PLAYING IN FRONT OF 1K+ PEOPLE. WE HAVENT PLAYED A SHOW IN 2 YEARS WITH THIS BAND AND TOO COME BACK ON THE SCENE IN FRONT OF THAT MANY PEOPLE IS QUITE CRAZY......I SERIOUSLY THINK WE WILL MAKE IT BIG.....EVERYBODY THAT I KNOW LOVES US AND WE ARE GONNA MAKE A HUGE STINK OF THE LOCAL RADIO.......WE ARE RECORDING AT ZING STUDIOS IN WESTFIELD MA.....GO LOOK IT UP.....ITS ONE OF THE BEST IN THE BIS....LATERS TATERS

Mothers Of Annoying Children
There are few things that exist in this world that anger me more than noisy, annoying little children. The mothers of those noisy, annoying little children, however, occupy a whole different realm of Ben irritation. All too often I am jammed in a crowded elevator with one or more noisy children, whose ignorant mothers refuse to pacify their babes or even apologize for the anguish it causes other passengers, namely me. Perhaps they are talking with fellow mothers, or chatting noisily on cell phones. That’s fine with me, but the fact is, they don’t even give their earsplitting kids a second thought. Even when I try and pierce through their protective shield of selfishness with an angry glare, they act as if their irresponsibility makes me some kind of a criminal. I hate that. What kind of snooty, self-absorbed women do things like that? “Oh it’s natural, that’s how kids are supposed to act at that age, so BAM!” is a common response I receive when I broach the topic to people who have had

~*stricken*~ By:disturbed
You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know how your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss w

Stop Daddy Stop
STOP DADDY...DONT HIT MOMMY STOP....I SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS..AS I WATCH DADDY HIT MOMMY AGAIN AND AGAIN...I STAND IN FRONT OF MOMMY SO MAYBE HE WILL HIT ME INSTED OF HER...SHE DIDN NOT DESERVE THIS...WHY MUST YOU DRINK AND COME HOME...WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE...STOP HURTING MY MOMMY...

What Is Your Absolute Turn Off?
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thank You So Much!
hey everyone i know i haven't been on much lately something is wrong with my connection so i now am on here less frequently and i know it might sound craz but i can't afford to do a cherry blast yetbut i will definately do one in the near future. anyway thank you for continuing to show love to my page and please know that when i can i will return the favor i love you all so much lc is the best!! love and aloha!always. maile

Fridge Magnet Poetry
I ask you to beat me I like it fast I need to want, ache, moan, scream, soar ... Only when he uses power Do I pant, ask, urge, lust, worship ... Tell him Death would pound her knife On bare skin, it's like boiling blood But it could smear like honey ... I lie languidly, weak, drunk, asleep Chaining my eternity to my top For his love cools like a flood But my dream is never true ...

Hetic As Hell
First off my spelling is terrible so forgive me. I have always had an exstensive vocabulary ,but can't spelling a fucking thing at all. Its been insane trying to get things squared away. I still am at my mother's while JR is in MOS training and since she is a lazy cow I take care of HER household though she claims I never do a damn thing ,but the people that matter know thats not true so I guess its ok. My poor Father though. He is a paramedic F.T.O. and was offered a job at CARE ambulance ,but he wanted to stay at mid-ga. Mom gave him shit about not takeing the job and badgered him so bad he gave in and took it. Then she bitched at him for doing that! There is no winning with her I fucking swear. The woman is impossible and I hate her fucking guts. I don't claim her. I only claim my Dad since him and my grandfather primarily raised me while my Mother slept through my childhood. Stupid bitch. The coyotes out here on the farm have gotten to an incredible population! The are killing

~*~ Anger Management Really Works ~*~
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an asshole!" It always cheered me up. When

An Interview With God
"What surprises you most about humankind?" God answered, "They get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again." "That they lose their health to make money, and then lose their money to restore their health." "That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future." "That they live as if they will never die, and die as if they never lived." "As a parent, what are some of lifes lessons you want your children to learn?" God answered, "To learn they cannot make anyone love them, All they can do is let themselves be loved." "To learn it is not good to compare themselves to others." "To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness." "To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them." "To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who n

New Poem
Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How could I have known That you would come in to my life And my beauty would start to bloom And like a pretty butterfly Come out of my cocoon To share your tender heart The warmness of your smile The courage of your wisdom For these I’d walk for miles To be thinking of a time When you’d no longer be there For me to gaze upon in delight And all our feelings share Is not acceptable to me

Thursday Morning
Ugh... I feel like Ive been here all night. A 2 hour staff meeting turns into a 4 hour staff meeting and then an 8 hour shift behind it. I will be glad to get out of here. Go home.. sleep a few hours... get up and work out... then guitar lessons at 430. Learning the main solo of Photograph ( Def Leppard ) then come home, eat and do it all over again.

Which Action Hero Would You Be?
You scored as William Wallace. The great Scottish warrior William Wallace led his people against their English oppressors in a campaign that won independence for Scotland and immortalized him in the hearts of his countrymen. With his warrior's heart, tactician's mind, and poet's soul, Wallace was a brilliant leader. He just wanted to live a simple life on his farm, but he gave it up to help his country in its time of need. William Wallace75%El Zorro63%Maximus58%Neo, the "One"46%The Terminator42%James Bond, Agent 00742%Indiana Jones38%Batman, the Dark Knight33%Captain Jack Sparrow33%Lara Croft17%

Good Moarning
Good morning to all my cherry friends. I havent been getting as much sleep lately. I had always tried to leave comments for everyone on my fan list first thing in the morning. I havent had the time to do so this week. I will try harder next week. Anyways...I am going to be late for work. Have a great day

Poem
It Hurts... Freedom, nomore pain, tears. I can start over, maybe pick up where I left off before we met. But it hurts. Nomore lonely nights ,lying alone in bed. Nomore incriminating thoughts of you in my head. I can move on now. But it hurts. I don't have to fear you or your ruff-neck-wanna-be-tactics. I should be feeling fantastic. But it hurts. I don't need to love you in veign anylonger. I realize that without you, I'm that much stronger. Bout time I got my head on on straight;And yeah I know that should be great. But it hurts. It hurts because I gave it my all and still it wasn't enough. So I gave you a lil more of me ;You said it'd get better just wait and see. After all my hurt and all my pain, the fustration the anger the mental drain; I should infact be free and clear and oh yes I do feel better, but on the inside... It HUrts!

Not Me
waz up peeps....well let me just say one thing for all those females out there who thinks im out here tryin to take your men....guess again im not im here to have fun and meet new people ..lately ive been gettin notes from females or females that thinks because i check out their mens profiles .....i check out all those who check me out and browse thru people page to see thier pics and profile im not here to take anyones men...im just having internet fun time... so stop comin at me with crazy notes or hatin notes if your men comes and check me out doesnt mean he wants me hes just lookin.......have a nice day

Sometimes we go through life not knowing who to trust or love..not knowing who`s going to help or hurt us..who`s going to be there or leave us..that`s why some of us choose to be alone..but being alone is not always good..We were created to have someone in our lives..be it family..friends..or lovers..So don`t live your life alone..it`s not worth it..Take a chance at being hurt..being left..being helped..having trust in someone..but most of all..take a chance at being loved COPYRIGHTED 2004 BY Kimberley Renee Natasha Johnson...

Another Quick Blog....
thanks to all of you who have friended me and talked to me on here, and who have left me comments. I know Im bad about getting around to returning comments, (hell I dont even have time to sleep atm) but I haven't forgotten who you all are. slowly but surely Ima work at getting comments and ratings back to you all!! I'll be updating this blog thing whenever I get the chance, so feel free to drop a line over here whenever you want!!

I can always tell if fall is going to come early or not. Living in New England, we are known for our beautiful foliage. I'm lucky, I get to witness it first hand. I drive to school on local backroads, which in my opinion is the best way to go. The winding roads lead you through the old section of New Hampshire, where little towns are mirror images of what they used to be. Colonial red houses with a matching barn standing just behind, dirt driveways with home grown product stands and churches with their original steeples where you can hear the bell at exactly 10am every Sunday. The trees start showing off their new fall highlights. Orange, reds and even purple leaves for the more daring trees have started and the ones who have had enough have fallen to the ground. On the weekends, they will be raked into a pile while the kids get to jump in them and make a mess. Only to have the raking cycle repeat once more. The lake turns a deep blue, making you shiver just thinking about s

9 Weeks
Wow! I am so excited to see this blog thing started. Well, I am 9 weeks along this week. My first trimester is slowly coming to an end and I welcome it so that I start feeling a little more human again lol. At this point, our baby is .9 to 1.2 inches long crown to rump. It is close to the size of a medium olive. My mom bought us a changing table at a garage sale a little while back but it has sat in the porch waiting to be put together til a few nights ago. we finally have it put together in our bedroom now. its wood and painted white and at the top it kinda looks like a sleigh bed...hard to explain. we are looking at putting some money down on a 3 wheel stroller and carseat set pretty soon. I just want to have everything when the baby gets here...hate to do it all at the last minute. well I guess thats about all for now. I will keep you all posted.

*awesome Sex*
*DONT READ THIS IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY THE HUMAN BODY but it's funny!* *A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. *Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. *Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth *Having nice sex burnes 358 ca

Prayer Request I understand the weather in Iraq is very difficult to bear right now. Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance and safety. I am sorry but I am not breaking this one. Send this on after a short prayer; please don't break it: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform ! for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There's nothing attached; just send this to all in your address book. Do not let it stop with you, please - of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, or Marine deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best!!!

so everyones posting blogs.....i figured i didnt wanna be left out so i'd post one to....about what? i have no freaking clue.....all's i know is im freakin sick an tired of this head cold and.....uhm....yeah...i dunno what else to say....oh yeah...and my famous words of Wisdom.." Dont spank the monkey if the monkey dont need to be spanked"

With This Knife
With This Knife With this knife I cleanse u from my system with this knife i take all the pain away yet making my exteranl pain match my internal im cuttin out the part of u that has infected me im cuttting u out of my life by cutting me the blood that trickles down will replace these tears of pain im sorry u thought love was a game now im gone and its shame

Internet Promiscuity (lol)
It never ceases to amaze me how much people will show in pictures. Hey I can't talk I've been showing stuff too. I guess it's an infatuation with knowing what people think or maybe with some it's a turn on for people to look at their pics. Eh who knows. I personally search for approval from my fellow LCers, ok yeah just kidding lol. I like to see what adding a showier pic can do for you rating. It's quite humorous. I was getting maybe 5 friend requests a day if that. I put up more um "almost nudity" and they are pouring in. Wow you guys aren't picky or anything, lol. Not that I mind, let's not get stupid here, of course I like the attention. Oh and for the record, I won't cam to cam and likely will never cyber with anyone, lol. SO please stop asking.... :) So now I'm raising a glass to all my fellow internet whores!!! We keep it interesting!

When?
When you look into my eyes what do you see??? When you look at my lips do you see what they are speaking? When you look at my body movements do you se what they are doing? When i see through my eyes i see us together. When my lips speak they are whispering "I love you" When my body moves im wishing you were here to hold me. Do you see what i see?

"stranger On Earth"
"STRANGER ON EARTH" Some fools don`t know what`s right from wrong. But some how those people belong. Me, I tried for all I`m worth, But I still remain a stranger on this earth. Some people bloom while other people thrive. Me I gotta struggle to keep alive, every since the day of my birth. I`ve been a stranger, stranger on this earth. I try to be what all people should,forgetting the bad & doing good. But no matter how I try my troubles always multiply. Now I`ve been living the best I can, ever since life began. Someday when I prove my worth, I won`t be no stranger on this earth. I`ve been living the best I can. Lord knows ever since my life began. The day`s gonna come when I don`t have to prove my worth, And I won`t be no stranger, I won`t be no stranger on this earth.

3rd Place
A Philadelphia restaurant was ordered to pay Amber Carson of Lancaster, Pennsylvania, $113,500, after she slipped on a soft drink & broke her coccyx (tailbone). The beverage was on the floor because Ms. Carson had thrown it at her boyfriend 30 seconds earlier during an argument

2nd Place
Kara Walton of Claymont, Delaware, sued the owner of a night club in a neighboring city when she fell from the bathroom window to the floor & knocked out two of her front teeth. This occurred whilst Ms. Walton was trying to crawl through the window in the ladies room to avoid paying the $3.50 cover charge. She was awarded $12,000 & dental expenses.

Hey All
Hey guys I know I haven't been on for a bit but all is good. I've been not feeling well and working alot. Enought about the bad lets go straight into the good stuff. Last week Hank *doc* and I got engaged. I am going to put a pic or two of the ring in my photos for you all to see. I just didn't want anybody to worry about me or anything all is good in my world now and I may be on more often now. Love Stace

Heaven Or Hell
Heaven, the feeling of your lips, lightly pressed against mine. The taste of your warm tongue sliding accross mine. The sound of your voice, creeping out so gently with a soft moan. My fingers parting through your hair and back. Your sweat, dripping from your chest and nipples into my mouth. Your Nails tearing into my sides. Your eyes, the gate way to your desire, your mixed emotion of lust, anger, joy, sadness, comfort and curiosity. Your loving words when you hold me so close, when you kiss me and hug me. Your life itself, that ive become such a great part of. You are me, as i am you, even if just for a slight moment, we are one in the same. Doesnt it feel great? To have had you, to have you, to need you, to want you, to love you, to hate you, to feel you...Its Heaven. So why does such Hell come with such beauty? It makes me rethink my salvation. For just a bit of Heaven, waits a whole buttload of hell! Dont be mad, Its all the same Cruelty in Romance.

Arab And Jewish Genie
An Arab had spent many days crossing the desert without finding a source of water. It got so bad that his camel died of thirst. He crawled through the sands, certain that he was breathing his last breath, when suddenly, he saw a shiny object sticking out of the sand several yards ahead of him. He crawled to the object, pulled it out of the sand, and discovered that he had a Manischewitz wine bottle. It appeared that there may be a drop or two left in the bottle, so he unscrewed the top, and out popped a genie . . . But this was no ordinary genie. This genie appeared to be a Chasidic Rabbi, complete with black alpaca coat, black hat, side curls, and tzitzies. "Vell kid," said the genie, "you know how it voiks. You got three vishes." "I'm not going to trust you,' says the Arab. "I'm not going to trust a Jewish genie!" "Vott'ya you got to lose? Looks ta me - you're a gonner anyvay!" The Arab thought about this for a minute, and decided that the genie was right

Yay, Finally
I got my new cell phone today, so anyone that has my number, it's still the same. So you can call/text me again. This is about the 20th cell phone I've had in four years, lmao. I have horrible luck with electronics. This time, my Mother dropped it into a sink of dirty dishwater. Gorgeous.

Ransom Money
There was a blonde woman who was having financial troubles so she decided to kidnap a child and demand a ransom. She went to a local par, grabbed a little boy, took him behind a tree and wrote this note: I have kidnapped your child. Leave $10,000 in a plain brown bag behind the big oak tree in the park tomorrow at 7 am, signed The Blonde. She pinned the note inside the little boy's jacket and told him to go straight home. The next morning, she returned to the park to find the $10,000 in a brown bag behind the big oak tree, just as she had instructed. Inside the bag was the following note.... Here is your money. I cannot believe that one blonde would do this to another!

I'm Confused. It Doesn't Take Much.
I so don't know how to work this stupid thing. I hate it already. haha. where the crap do you read comments?? Cos it says I have two somewheres. but where do i find them??? i'm all confused. someone help. and don't leave a comment in helping me cos I dunno where I find those just yet. leave me a comment or a messsage or something. fuck. k bye.

Body Meeting
BODY MEETING All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain, "because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen". "I should be in charge," said the blood, "because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum should be the bo

All In The Heart
As each day goes by I sit & wonder, why does love have to be such a difficult thing? The way it makes you feel is sometimes very unpredictable. Love can make you happy, sad, mad & also crazy if you know what I mean. There are many ways to define crazy, crazy happy, crazy sad, crazy mad or just absolutely crazy in love way over your head, you take your pick. Not a day goes by without that one person in your mind 24 hours a day 7 days a week. The thought of them is endless, the way they talk & the way they look at you when you’ve done something special for them. Their eyes have this sparkle that never goes away even after their eyes turn away from yours, you know that the sparkle is just a way of them showing you that you have a special place in their heart. The sound of their voice is comforting, so you call just to hear them say hello & usually that’s not all that you end up saying. No matter what you have to do for love you do it & the consequences come after bu

One Of My First Poems
Ocotber 6, 1975 Written by me on 10-06-75 What is life Without everyone What is love Without anyone What are you Without me by your side To handle with love Till the day you die What is a flower With no petals on its stem What is the sun With its rays put on dim Everyone wants to smell the flower Everyone wants to see the sun But no one wants to plant the seed So nothing really gets done If you want to see the sun Or to smell the flower You have to plant the seed Then hope for a shower The shower brings the rain To start off the seed Then the sun comes out And soon up comes the leaves Finally the buds appear And little flowers bloom But take care of the flowers They wont last till our doom Well LOVE is must the same With all the care it takes But you must first plant the seed And Try not to make any mistakes...

Have you ever lost someone who meant more to you than your while soul? How does someone deal with losing their best friend? Yesterday was the most tragic day of my life. Not only was it the remembrance of what happened 5 years ago with terrorism, but it was the day that I lost my best friend. Dana Asbury was only 18 years old when she was killed in a car accident. It hasn’t fully sank in yet and I don’t know that it will ever, I don’t want to believe that its true. I want it be a bad dream that I wake up from; I want to call her and know that everything is ok. To hear her voice one last time is all that I want right now, but I know that it will never happen. Dana and I were inseparable, we were always together, no matter where we were. We were sisters that everyone wanted to have. She was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen whenever I had something going on. I remember I could always call Dae and she would always know the right words to say to c

Searching Thoughts
Searching Thoughts How long has it been since you took a deep look within, How long has it been since you sat down and really looked deep inside yourself , to look at what has brought you here and why to look at what has made you who you are Have you sat back and pondered on the feelings that are hidden deep inside or cracked open that closet you locked way way back then ? Why is so easy to be critacal of others and make judgements on others without knowing the reasons that brought about the means .... Why is so easy to place blame elsewhere ... before looking at the total scope of things ... did you ever wonder ..... or take the time to go inside yourself to see if maybe part of the problem lies within we use the excuses all to well "thats how my parents did it " "thats how society dictate it "

Party
After much planning,the evening finally came! We invited about 25 cpls, but at the last minute had several concellations and no shows! We had 3 cpls in attendance! The environment was relaxing, candlelit in every room! Drinks were flowing, laughter was abounding! We all were sitting around getting acquainted, just enjoying each other in our home! About a hour into the event, One cpl decided to leave, they really weren't into more than one other cpl, so left! At the point we played a icebreaker game, kinda truth/dare! Clothes were coming off, kissing, etc. tami and I decided to change into some lingerie, which kicked up the party another notch! A few more rounds of truth/dare, and then tami and I grabbed each other started kissing and went into bedroom and the others followed. Tami and I started making love to each other on the bed, I was on top, kissing her, fondling her long beautiful hair. Slowly goin down on her enticing breasts, and kissing her body all over. slowly making it down

????
Okay i no this is the internet and blah blah blah, but why do people take so much time to photoshop pictures which are "supposeably" them? Why do people feel like they have to impress people on the internet who they most likley will never meet? I just don't see why someone would put energy into being someone who they are not! Fuck im to lazy to do that and i really dont give a fuck about what people think about me! ~~~~~Your thoughts~~~~~~

First Blog
Ok. Thought I would take some time to kinda explain about me and what I like in men. First off, I like young guys, younger than me anyway. I like guys that are thin and energetic, which has to do with the whole energy v's mass thing. I like guys that are not afraid to try different things and that are very self confident in themselves. Now about me. I am a 35 yr old secretary that works for a real estate agent. I have one child that is 14 years old. I own 5 acres of property out in the country and love every acre of it. Can not imagine myself living in the city. I like nature to much. I am a pretty simple person, that loves photograpy. So if you are interested in getting to know me just ask questions, I would be more than happy to answer any thing. Hugs Darla

Relationships Lmao!!
For the love of Christ..... Look, for all of you out there who feel so alone or feel so "empty" because you aren't in a relationship, I am about to hurt your feelings. K? So, if you can't handle it, then don't read any further. Consider yourself warned.... If you think that someone is going to come along and make your life beautiful for you, you are retarded. If you think someone is going to come along and magically make your life easier and make all your problems/ bad habits/ or faults disappear you are a dumbass. If you expect that Prince Charming or Cinderella is going to come along and sweep you off of your feet when you don't even like yourself you have got to take a serious dose of reality and wake the fuck up. See, relationships and soulmates and boyfriends/girlfriends are all wonderful and blah blah blah, but they DO NOT and I repeat DO NOT "complete" you. They do not mean you are Beautiful or Whole or Awesome or whatever. Relationships compliment who you are. If

Hello Evry One
My name is DJ and I am still new on lost cherry feel free to come to my page and please rate the pic if nothing else I would love to get comments on all I am a very nice guy easy to get along with and I would like to make more freinds on here so if u know anybody that would like to know me please tell them about it I will not turn any body down

A River Of Tears
My thoughts are running wild my heart has grown cold my sail has left me, gone away this "me" is feeling so old something has happened its made me meaningless to have no hopes or dreams makes me turn to sadness i live each day hoping its my last looking for a way to end it and make it end fast am i actually living or am i slowly dyeing my mind is confusing me i cannot see anyhting clearly Everything is one big blur... Because of this river of tears

How Sucky Was Your Day?
My day has been pretty sucky! I had to take the Bus today cause my other mode was not working. I also got hit by some fool getting in to the parking lot. He just kept saying. How can I hit you. You were 20 feet away!. No he was so much closer! He was such a Git! Errr! Gerrrr! The Bus was late.. Man, I hate the city Bus! Out here in Arizona. It cost 1.25 to get on and then get a transfer that lasts 1 hour. So, by the end of the day. You pay up to 3 Bucks! So, You can br late and sticky hot! So, Anyone else out there have a bad day? Post: Put your gripe here->

Won't Be Long
when i look around and see people holding hands i know it wont be long until i have a man i have a crush on this guy and he is as cute as can be even better, he is sooo nice to me these feelings i can never tell him even though he already knows it would be difficult because i dont know him to well and he would think i was nuts if i said " i love you"

Appreciation
"APPRECIATION" You ask me what I want from you well I`ll tell you, I want to be appreciated I want you to acknowledge my specialness I want my achievements to be lined up in your memory I want you to be overwhelmed sometimes by my talents I want you to feel in awe I want you to applaud my successes & celebrate my triumphs I want you there with champagne for my victories I want you here with a shoulder for my tears I want you to realize that the time I have put into myself is to make our relationship better I want you to encourge my efforts even if it means I surpass you! I want you to take my seriousness, seriously & respond accordingly I want to be appreciated for all the special, little things that make me, me I want to be appreciated.

To Someone
To someone... It is with a regretful eye that I watch you leave I hope your lasting thoughts of me are thoughts of love and endearment I hope that nothing I have said, nothing I have done has scarred you And I'm sorry for all the times I may have been short, all the times I may have lashed out None of this anger was your fault You never did anyting that really upset me, and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel that way The things I rand about, the reasons I've behaved this was are things that have simply followed me from past failures and heartbreak And it pains me... to know that other have hurt you in the past I never wanted to do that And if I do, I'm sorry, I am human, and I'm imperfect But I loveyou More than you will ever know And because I am human, because I'm imperfect, I'm also quite scared Scared that one day -- One day you will walk out this door and never come back Because I'll have forgotten myself, and said something ultimately regrettable Because you will

Hmmmmmm Shift Changes
I've decided since .. I don't have anyone .. Like a gf and stuff.. I'm going to 3rd shift. I might get to run a machine. (big maybe.. i'll probably just pack on it) lol But, I'll do it for more money! 5 days and I get my weekends off. And I'd get the entire day to do stuff and then come to work. ha Yeah baby.. I can go places and do things ! I'll miss ya guys when I start the new shift.. roy

Canada Rocks On!!!
OMFG ..does anyone watch Rock star:Supernova?! My boy won last night [i never had a doubt] i stuck with Lukas as a loyal fan from day 1.. I cant wait till they come to T.O. *excited* anyone that hasnt heard him yet where have you been!! go to limewire and DL "headspin" by Lukas Rossi (his origional) ..and there are also many other covers that he did there as well!!! I heart Lukas!!

I just wanted you to know, That you can have me again. Just tell me me where to go, And you can have me again. Whisper my name into my ear, And you can have me again. Tell me what I want to hear, And you can have me again. I am wrapped around your finger, So you can have me again. All you need to do is linger, And you can have me again. Spank my ass and pull me close, And you can have me again. Hand to me a sweet, sweet rose, And you can have me again. I know you never loved me, But you can have me again. You always treat me ugly, And you can have me again. You call me your little whore, And you can have me again. You know I'll come back for more, And you can have me again. Slap my face and pull my nipples, You know you'll have me again. Give me that look that gives me chills, And you can have me again. Call me a whore and spit upon me, And you can have me again. Lie and cheat and beat up on me, And you can have me again

Kids And Stay At Home Moms
Would you be happy raising the kids while your spouse worked? I have no idea what to do with this question. Do I think I could be happy and content as a 100% stay-at-home mom? Not really. I think I would need some outside activities and intellectual stimulation, and I do not mean charity work or the PTA, however valuable those organizations are. I really enjoy my job, and the challenges it provides me, and I do not think I'd want to wholly give it up. I also understand that, while children do definitely need parental care, and I do not underestimate those needs, a good daycare provides educational and social opportunities that parents may not be prepared to provide. At the same time, it seems like it's too easy for many parents to have children and then go back to prioritizing their careers and social lives over the happiness of those children. I do think that, if you make the decision to have children, they should be your absolute #1 priority. You should not shovel them into day

On Men And The Internet
Pondering men and how they approach women on the internet: - Why does my exact bra size matter, anyway? Does it really impact your fantasies if I'm a 40C vs. a 42D or whatever? - Along those same lines, why do I care how big it is? If I *really* have strict size requirements, then I'm the one who should bring them up, shouldn't I? - Why do they always take photos of _only_ their *ahem* pride and joys? I know men can look at different pairs of breasts for hours and always think, "ohh... another pair," but to most women (and I've polled), it's pretty much you've seen one, you've seen them all. Hint to all the men out there -- if you really feel the need to share a photo of that (and I'm *not* encouraging that), include your chest and face, too. - Does "God, you're hot. Wanna f*** me?" ever work as an opening line? - If you don't know what the poem means, don't share it. You won't look cultured, you'll look idiotic, especially if you precede it with, "u wnt 2 c a pome?"

Love Is A Wonderful Thing !!!
Love is something wonderful Love is something beautiful Love is something special Love is something you need not take for granted Love is something two people share together So once you find that special love make sure you tell them how much you love them And what they mean to you Life is to short and you could be gone tomorrow So dont waste that preasiouse time by lettin that love slip away .....

Lust List
So here's my current "freebie list" -- celebrities I can sleep with without my partner getting upset (see the Friends episode The One With Frank Jr.). Of course, in most cases, I'm basing my liking for the celebrity somewhat on the character to which I associate them. Personality always does play a part in hotness, for me. James Marsters (Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer) -- He's been on here for years, and I imagine he'll stay for many more years to come. Millions of women across the world wanted to be Buffy so badly once Spike fell for her. Jon Bon Jovi -- Old standby. Great singer, good songwriter, and oh, yeah, HOT! Cillian Murphy (28 Days Later, Batman Begins) -- A relative newcomer to this list, he makes it in both because he stars in one of my favorite movies (28 Days Later... LOVE zombie movies!), and because of his incredible cheekbones in Batman Begins. You have great bone structure, you make it on my list. That's the rule. Jason Dohring (Logan on V

I've Met The Coolest Person Ever...
So, I've met the most awesome person in the world. His name is Sean and even though I'm sure I'm pissing off a lot of girls, he is mine. Mine, mine, mine. And yes, I am his so sorry boys but I'm claimed. Hope everyone can be as lucky as me...

My Trip
looks like i'll be taking my car on my trip afterall. better gas mileage than my truck, my saturn gets 32mpg compared to my ford ranger 4x4 15-18 mpg. will be able to go 370 miles before fillin up. havin a good day so far, no troubles and kickin it online today so yes i am bored, lol

What You Mean To Me
You are a mircle to me Someone who entered into my life over 2 years ago Some one who is always by my side when i need them the most Someone who makes me laugh when iam sad and down in the dumps Someone who has never turned there back on me or brushed me off I know you cant always be around when i need you to be but when you are around you make my day brighter Its like my heart has a shade coverin it But than when i talk to you the shade lifts and the sun takes over you are like my best friend my soulmate someone to share my ters with someone to share my laughter with someone to share my deepest secerts with someone who iam glad that entered into my life and we have had rocky times but our friendship is so strong we work the roughness out and you stuck by me through it all you are my angel in heaven you are my best friend and soulmate you will remain that way for eternity you hold a special place in my heart you mean more to me than any my other friends cause you are

Lips Of An Angel
Lyrics to 'Lips of an angel' by Hinder. Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wan

The Darkness
the darkness feeling the wind blowing by without a trace searching for its place darkness is falling you must feel the rain pouring down on this dreaded place standing alone by the tomb darkness is falling as the night goes on thunder and lightning heard round turning the skies violant watching as it strikes with fury and hate darkness is round us can this be more sound revenge is at its best taking its toll on life darkness has fallin into death written by ~fallen angel~

Lullaby
Tonight is passion Tonight is not tame Look in my eyes you know my name I caress your arms Our eyes shoot at one another like fire I want to be your desire Can you feel my heartbeat next to yours Can you feel the man trying to escape into your door I kiss your forehead soft and smooth I can feel you tremble as I move Down onto your shoulder Your heart beats like no other Down your chest im in flight You know this could never be more right I hold your hips as the sway I will definately take you to heaven some day I lay you back on our bed You know this is where we make love until the end I look up at your eyes You smile and say thanks for every lullaby I pull myself up look deep in your eyes I smile and say thanks for standing by my side

My Life As A Nobody
I went through life as a nobody every since i was a little girl i was always made fun of called stupid ugly u name it i was called it and as i have grew older my self esteem has gotton lower I tell myself iam fat ugly stupid retarded not worth any thing and i tell myself i would never find a person who would want to spend a life time with me It is hard for me to make friends and keep them cause i have been hurt so much in my life It makes it hard for me to trust people i have had a rough life but i keep goin I wont give up on life till God says its my time So when you see me around you will say theres that lady who is a nobody and when you think you meet a special friend who will stand by your side and all of a sudden that friend hurts you with there lies so that is why iam a nobody

Me
For any of those who care to ask, I am just me. I am on this site to make friends and I have made many. I am not here to "hook' up via cam or anything like that. I wont be on here much because of school so dont think i am being rude.

She...
She was the blizzard that lies between the sacred eternal sleep, and the deafening silence of the heartless city streets. Even the brightest, most colorful, neon reflection, on the perma-rain soaked streets fades next to the hypnotic fire of her eyes. She was walking temptation, at the gates to a thousand years of blissful torment, troubled sleeps of imperfection, in the face of ultimate obsession. She was a glimpse in the corner of my eye, that grew to become everything. No one could feed her todays, so how could I ever hope to satisfy her thirst for tomorrow? I touched the razorblade within my mind, and watched my soul turn to blood stained red. Hard and fast images, of nightly news bulletins, and adult movies, with sub-stratospheric stars, that twinkled only in their secret despairs, foot on the gas, no hands on the wheel, eyes closed, as the cliff edge hurtles towards them, at warp speed infinity. Permanent decline of a never ending empire. Sometimes, between

Why Me And Pookie Have Been M.i.a
apparently some carzy, fat, stalker cunt thought it would be humorous to send me a nasty little virus via email. 415 of 'em! ERGH! i hope she gets raped by monkeys! so, long story short, i've spent the better part of this past week downloading all the programs i need again, etc. also, me and pookie are in the process of FINALLY moving off of the shitty street we've been living on for the last year and a 1/2. we'll still be in the ghetto, but out of crackville, USA. in the meantime, please keep hitting us up with all the comments and messages. we're still checking LC whenever possible, and are trying to get back with ppl when we can. talk to you all later -juan

To Tom
TO TOM i feel like an ass i feel like a jerk and everything eles rolled into one..... i knew this was to good to be true im broken and brused but now im down for the count..... down for the count but not dead yet my heart is ripped open it gushes for you..... but still maddly in love it just dosent make sense im still broken brused and down for the count because of the one that i love as the times before.... time will heal all wounds as they say ~fallen angel~

Let It Be....for Now
Right now, I just cannot take the whole serious-relationship thing. I'm alone? No, not really. I have a job and four kids. Love Life? Well, yeah, that will suck for a while, but right now, its just for the best. I just need a breather for a bit. I need time to sit and think, get over my bronchitis, and re-evaluate my life. Escaping the possibility of jailtime and the issues I'm having with my ex-husband are just completely emotionally draining. I tell people all the time that I need a vacation! I don't think I need a physical vacation, though it would be nice. I need an emotional vacation!! I need free from all the stress. Before I hurt any feelings, this 'blog' is NOT directed towards anyone. I'm just writing down the thoughts in my head.

Poetry & Random Ass Thoughts
the smell of my clove cigarettes and the dribble of some alt-emo band wafting out my windows in a spiralling silver fog it melds with the sound of traffic here, in my slice of the ghetto where i find myself in the darkness all alone

Life
How is it that I work my ass off all day and have a second job but yet I still seem to have no money after bills. I'm exhausted from it. Right now I got 3 or more guys wanting to sleep with me but they don't want to be with me wtf? Its a rainy and dreary day not o cold but cold enough for me to wear a sweatshirt. 35 minutes and i get to go pick up one of the boys god help me. I had a procedure done friday which prevents me from any sexual activity which really sucks since its been since last saturday(shhhh.... wasn't supposed to do it) But luckily they only found one spot to take a biopsy of instead of three like the last time well thats it for now

I Hate People Who Don't Want To Listen...
Especially those who I have to work with. All I need is ONE person to do ONE small job, then the rest is done. But noooooooooo... This woman's gotta butt in, telling me who I have to talk to and whatnot, after I've already told her five FUCKING times that I've done that before calling HER! I think I'll go slam my head into the nearest wall now.

Are You?
your name is whispered on the wind shadowing my every step how can you be gone and yet so close? old photographs spread out upon the carpet your scent so strong are you really gone? your empty pillow space shall never fill your place in my heart shall never be taken how can you be gone? sometimes I feel your touch and remember how it felt with your arms around me holding me close nobody can make me feel the way that you did unless you have not left for good are you truly gone?

Me And My Blog Lol
I normally will never post a blog..and this will more then likely be my one and only. Just wanted to use it to thank everyone that I have met on here...Some I have gotten really close with *hugs* and couldn't imagine my day passing without chatting with you. For those that I haven't gotten the opportunity to chat with I hope that one day one of us is bold and says whats up and start chit-chattin...

Lament Of A Dom
We lay glistening, In the crystals. Under a lava sky. Our moist salt mingles. As I brush sand from your eyes. My mouth suckles, Your hard nipple. Teeth pressure with soft bites. We hear music. From the ocean. Waves beat to your sighs. My hand lingers, In smooth moistness. Like a finger picked guitar. And you vibrate to my stroking. As my song finds your heart. My voice fills you. With its melody. As my words brush your ear. Soft con calore leaves you wanting. As my song brings you near. Your wrists bound, By my heartstrings. Feels the bite of my song. And I play you so deftly. Till you cry from the dawn. You can feel me. Deep within you. As my song drives you on. And its strength is the phallus. I have you impaled upon. You feel it building. Almost painful. Yet, the pleasure sings like notes. Of this song to an ending. You had never known before. My song brings you. To its plateau. In Climatic burning fire. As our bodies die still wa

Spirit Of Love
it's two in the morning, i'm staring at the ceiling, trying to conjure your touch. Maybe i don't understand it, but some how something was lost, that no ammount of any prayer could retrieve. All that i remember is, a book full of promises and dreams. How you held out a handful of love, but i flat out refused it, 'cause i was so afraid to lose it. Maybe i just wanted it to much, now its lost...so... spirit of love rest on me tonight. I'm wide awake at midnight, praying in the moonlight, just like a thousand times before. I don't really know for sure, but i think a door was shut somewhere, and no amount of tears will ever open it. I could die on a thousand crosses, and count ten thousand dreams. If i could only know for certain, I could put away my fears, and end this useless scene. Spirit of love, fall on me tonight.

Free Skins
Hey you all. I have 9 new skins to share with everyone. They are all turned on to be randomly placed on my profile every time you select it. If you rip a skin, all I ask is that you repost this to all your friends, have me as a friend, rate and comment my photos... You know... the usual love sharing. :) How to rip skins: Go to my profile.... if you dont like the skin that is showing... leave and come back...Once it is on a skin you like, scroll all the way down to the bottom where it says rip skins. Click it. Then go to your home. Click my sknins and turn the skins you want on, on. It is that easy. P.S. I will make special order skins for extra love. Just know it may take awhile. (and it may not).

Just Another Rainy Day!
Okay....here we are with yet ANOTHER rainy day.And yet again I am bored and you know what happens when I get bored? My mind starts to wonder and the most random thoughts go through it.....this is the reason for this entry.I need a place to put them,and since I (like everyone else) am addicted to LC...I figure....why not put them here! Am I the only one that finds guys to be the most stubborn and hard headed people.Why is it so hard for them to just come out and say what they want? INSTEAD of looking for other things to bitch about before they can get to the real issue of what's up their asses!Try talking to us about it when a things start bothering you!And why do you guys carry all your old baggage into your new relationships?So you've been hurt and had your heart broken....GET THE FUCK OVER IT...WE ALL HAVE AT SOME POINT! And just because you have been hurt by one of us,doesn't give you the right to blame your current g/f for the past g/f mistakes!Truth is....SHE JUST WASN'T T

A Pledge To My Submissive
A Pledge To My Submissive Author: TautLine I stand in front of you, My eyes, full of compassion and care, looking down on your kneeling form. you have offered yourself to Me, your mind, your body, your emotions, and your soul, and for those I pledge you this. I shall cherish you not only as My submissive, but as the love you are, warm, intelligent, caring, and sensitive. I shall never intentionally harm you, and although I know, I am not perfect, I shall try to act wisely in all things. If I err, I shall rectify My error and I shall apologize to you. I shall continually strive to guide you and teach you to help you and support you, as you make the difficult decisions, which precede growth. I will be patient, as you grow, knowing that all things take time and change often does not come easily. But even in My patience, I shall continually push you forward and not allow you to fall backwards. If in anything you do fall, I shall be there t

Stressed Out To The Max.....
first of all went to work, my second day, they put me on a register and tell me when no customers unpack boxes...ok...no chance...then my co worker has to call the law on her husband there at the store...only us two by the way...then I get home...hubby kind of cold or just tired....then this morning go to school and no parking again...running to get to class hurt my ankle....then get home a few minutes ago and find out that my little sis was in a wreck and the other woman got out to threaten her and I was not there to protect her. she has a bad heart and don't need that shit....now going into work for more stress.... STRESSED OUT TO THE MAX...

Diet
I used to have a Labrador retriever & I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog(?). On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it agai n. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall, guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd been poisoned. I told her no, I'd been sitting in the street licking my private parts and a car hit me. I thou

14/9/06
Rough Landing, Holly - Yellowcard Gotta love the Buddy Holly thing going... I love this song, its has great lyrics and the backing if fantastic. these guys are talented, and they have a violinist which I think is awesome.

To Kill An American (article In Australia)
You may have missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So, an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is, so they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!! ) He wrote: "An American is English; or French, or Italian, Irish, German,Spanish, Polish, Russian, Czech, Slovakian, Hungarian or Greek.An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, Arab, Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole, Blackfoot or one of the many other tribes known as Native Americans. An American is Christian; or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America they are

Goodbye
This is goodbye, we are no more I love you, get going, there is the door No longer together, alone once again "I don't need you, Good Bye, I have no room for men" Good luck out there, I shall miss you so Goodbye now, I love you, time for me to go I'll see you around, better say hi to me Don't worry I will, you'll surely see Do I believe you, no not at all Been here before, it's made me fall Will it this time, no way, that's for sure Older and wiser, this time I know the score The truth would be nice, yes it would Feelings are hurt, either way, as they could But this is goodbye, I bid you adieu Vaya con dios, Ciao, I love you

Omg...
OMG... lost cherry now has blogging! So we'll get alerts for pictures, alerts for comments...alerts for blogging! I definitely will NOT be able to keep up with everyone's blogs, and I know all of my friends will not be able to keep up with mine.. whenever I get to enter one that is. ;) But, I just wanted to say YAY for the lost cherry blog! And oh, since I have your attention, I won't be doing that tag thing Jody... I just don't like that kind of stuff... don't spank me! Ok.. ok.. spank me!! LOL :/ but sorry... I won't be doing that tag thing. AND for those who know I am in school, things are going great, I'm exhausted and have NO IDEA what the heck I'm doing, but I'm trying! lol And if I ever blog again, I'll update you all. Have a great weekend everybody, and again, please don't be offended if I don't keep up with your blogs, I still loves ya!!

Goodmorning.
Hello all and goodmorning, goodmorning from Australia that is, just thought i'd drop a few lines before i have to take my boy to school. Tention is running high in my house, our twins broke our playstation, this is a second one in less than 2 months, Matmoo is not happy actually he is real mad. Lucky it's my day for going out to have coffee with the moms htis morning, i hate it when he is angry and so hopefully by the time i get back the playstation 2 will either be fixed or forgotten. They are an expesive thing to buy and because we only just replaced one i don't think we really have the money to purchase another one just yet, we have too many other things to pay right now. Anyway i really must be off i'm leaving in about 10 mins, hope to speak to you guys later when i get home.byeeeee xxx

Good Time For A Bad Attitude!
I am still living with your ghost I don't want to be your downtime I don't want to be your stupid game I do believe I'll find myself a new place I don't want to be the bad guy I don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore I just want to see some palm trees go and try to shake away this disease I don't want to be your fall-back crutch anymore I'll walk right out into a brand new day insane and rising in my own weird way I don't want to be the bad guy I don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore I just want to feel some sunshine I just want to find some place to be alone I'M DONE THE END~

9.14.06 Written During Daylight
Just This Sentence don't fall, my angel in your fears feel these apirition arms around you when i can not be at your side hear my love through these words through the voice at the end of the line at the end of the moment see me sheltered in this darkness wrapped in dusk and dawn naked before your eyes and as blue as you have ever been pulsing these energies through the earth to the lost lover at the other end of time and that's all that we have left to survive time, murdering time alone with our thoughts and together in hope there is a sentence to the crime payment for the miracle this magick between us will exact it's tole of three by three before we come to the end of the journey and the begining of our life. wise and ancient beyond your days carrying a heart too big for your sleeve we found eachother in the darkness of night as i worked to be anything and you fought to be something more don't fall my angel, before i am there so close to the miracle

Hey
Well, this is my first blog entry. I'm not in a very good mood today, I had a long boring day. So it sucked :( We didn't have school today because tomorrow we have finals so he decided to give us today off to "study". Yea, I studied a little bit today.

Being Single Again
I feel kind of weird not being in relastionship, but sometimes, you gotta move on, when me and Ashley decided that we needed a break. I understood that she wasn't ready to be in a relationship because of her job for one and the fact that we grew apart, it make sense. Well since I am sinlge again I went to a club, as a single man, I wanted to try my fliting skills out and low and behold it works I wind up getting a phone number from one of the bridesmaids from a bachelorette group. Wow, I guess I still got it. Ladies, I am a free agent and I am looking foward to your propositions.

Vampyric Kiss
Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem Let me be your darkened angel Surrender your love to me Embrace the nigth for all eternity Let me hold you, open up your love to me Feel my caresses, open up your heart to me Where in this life would you find a lover like I can be I will destroy you, open up your soul to me Feel no fear my love For we were meant to be as one Is not the moon much finer than the sun? Let my cheeks be stained By the yeilding of your heart And never more need we be apart Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem And while my crimson lips Are still moistened from the kiss Share with me such unwordly bliss

Vampires
Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Prey. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Love. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Life. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Death. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Embrace you. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Welcome you into Eternal Night. Come to Me, One & All, And Welcome to Eternity.

I Don't Care About The Bull Shit
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or yours, without moving to hide it, fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or yours, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to

Love
love so tender and so sweet like a soft wind caressing your cheek love so lite you fly on your feet feeling your heart skipping a beat love so special, yes its true and where would i be if there was never a you..

Survay About Me
Survay About Me Name ::: Heather Diana Leigh Deaton Birthplace ::: Shelby NC Hair Color ::: Brown with Blonde Strikes Eye Color ::: Blue/Green Height ::: 5' 5" Weight ::: N/A Label ::: Redneck, Hick, Southern, ME Piercings ::: My Ears Tats ::: N/A Overused Phraze ::: When People You Don't Even Know Hate You.. You Know Your The Shxt BF/GF ::: I'm Engaged Smoke ::: Naw Thanx Drink ::: Every Once In Awhile Dip ::: Sometimes Best Friend(s) ::: Offline: Frankie, Chris, Jess, Ry & Jonathan.. Online: Tony, Lewis, Ted, Tisha, RyRy, Tiff, Jc, & KimKim Weaknesses ::: I'm Very Ticklish Fears ::: Losing The People I Care About Most Longest Relationship ::: 4 Years Ever Been Beatin Up ::: Yeah A Few Times Ever Beatin Someone Else Up ::: Yeah So Note Dont Piss Me Off Fav. Music ::: A Little Of Everything Fav. Movie ::: Notebook, Dukes Of Hazzard, & Longest Yard (New One) Fav. Food ::: Chicken Sandwiches Fav. Candy ::: Skittles

Respect
I have been here for a few months now.So Far I love Lost Cherry but I do have a few problems with it. So I have decided to post this blog in hopes ppl will understand and get to know me.I am not here to see pics of what "Men Have To Offer". I am also not here to show "What I Have To Offer" I am here to make "FRIENDS" thats it "NOTHING MORE".I will not be rating "Private Pics" or even entering "Private Albums" As for me posting "Private Pics" Forget it I have more respect for my self that..So Please DO NOT ask me to rate your pics cause I will Not do it.DO NOT ask me where my private pics are cause there aren't any. Thx ~Venomous Kiss~

What Have They Done???
It's not bad enuff Baby Jesus gives a place like the LC to a mad man to contact people, but NOW they give him a forum to scribe all his inane ramblings for public perusal....(sadistic glee....) must fight postal urges....... (grunt....snort....chortle....wheeze....) those bastards!!!

Blahh!
So, my digi cam broke, but I borrowed my sisters while Amanda was visiting, this week. So, fun new pics right? WRONG, wtf is wrong with my computer? It won't let me upload any pictures :( Boo. You suck. (Not you. i love you!

Unbelievable....................
Ok....so why is it that other people are entitled to their opinions but i'm not? I don't mind telling you that my last blog got me into some hot water with one of my "good friends". This i couldn't understand. Not only because it was only over a reposted bulletin that i didn't even write (i only reposted), but also because he agreed with my last blog and then turned on me over it. Well, i'm almost sorry....but not quite!This person that my repost was about wasn't even the topic of my blog..only the general idea of what she was doing and complaining about. So, for this, i get crucified. WTF????? So i guess it's true that if you don't show everything God blessed you with or you don't do drugs, you're in the minority huh? Well, that's just fucking fine with me..i really don't give a damn. What i DO give a damn about is when people come to me, ask me to add them and then act like they really like me until something better comes along. Then, they act like they never understood me at all...f

Addiction
I AM: Sore. I WANT: To go out. I HAVE: A head ache. I HATE: Being bored. I MISS: People. I HEAR: JKai sending me a thousand messages on AIM I REGRET: A lot. I LOVE: Not a lot. I ACHE: all the time. I ALWAYS: have hiccups, it would seem? I AM NOT: japanese. I DANCE: too much. I CRY: when I'm mad. I NEED TO LEARN: to accept dirty people as human beings. I SHOULD: Go do something. [YES OR NO] 1. KEEP A DIARY Yes. 2. KEEP A JOURNAL: Hi, You're stupid. 3. SET YOUR WATCHES A FEW MINUTES AHEAD: All of my clocks are set five to ten minutes fast. 4. BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: Yeah, it's a bad habit, i know. 5. BELIEVE IN LOVE: I guess you could say that. [DO YOU] 1. HAVE A/ANY CRUSH(ES): Sorta. 2. THINK YOU WANT TO FALL IN LOVE: Ugh, no. 3. WANT/HAVE TATTOOS: I have six. 4. WANT/HAVE PIERCINGS: lip/tipoftongue. [WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF] RYAN: Walmart. Ryan worked at walmart for like four years. DOUG: This dirty boy. WILL: My favorite gay man on

Fireman Sex
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off.

Me.
exactly what is wrong with me. I have no talent at all im not really good at anything. i seem to be cute i guess but seriously i would rather be intreging or maybe smart. i didnt graduate from highschool so i am currently working on doing that through the mail but it doesnt matter because if u didnt do it with a cap and gown you didnt do it at all. i went to school to become a cna which is no use to me since i cant get a job i guess i wasnt good at that too. just another thing im not good at. i seriously would like to find the thing im good at my kids are brats so im not good at this mommy thing either and my husband hates me so wife not a good job for me either. i pisses me off because all those fucks that thought they were so good in school well they are too good now. they are beautiful and sucessful and i am still a fucking loser i though by now i would have nice stuff i mean not own a house but maybe a new car. that is a dream that will never happen. i guess my talent is being a lo

Frog Legs (this Is What I'm Talking About)
This is the fairy tale we should have been reading as little girls! Once upon a time, in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat, contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however,

Heaven Bound
Wow if life is not crazy sometimes Throws you curve balls all the time With on passing by it happens to hit ya right in the eye I lay here now waiting for my father to take me Although mommy is sad she does not need to be mad She needs to look at me and see I am at peace with what god gave me Cancer stricken Some lives torn apart They dont realize I will always be a part So mommy when i go Let loose of your hold Be happy that I knew I was saved by grace The very grace that was given to me This is my time My time to shine I am heaven bound On this big merry go round Next time you see me I will have the greatest of wings Just remember to say Every day You still love me I will watch over your shoulder Dad remember to hold her She is strong inside But her baby is going on the greatest ride I am heaven bound

Erotic Poetry
Bolts of violent lightening electrifying the dark sky Clouds turning into enormous funnels of darkness Rain falling in slanted sheets against the windows glass If there is a time it is now... The heat intensively trickling down my breasts soaking my shirt exposing my erected nipples I turn to you knowing I dare not but the moment is to perfect, to magical, It must be now... I shove aside all forces of morals and standards knowing it will only come back later to haunt me I care not, I want you, now... I lean into your body with mine and in an instant we became one your hands wrapped around from behind squeezing my breasts and nipples gently then harder... a squeal of pleasure released from my lips The passion building I find myself pressed against the wall with your hot hard body pressing firmly into my own... you held my hands high as you kissed and gently bit the back of my neck I let out a moan of sheer ecstasy you gently en

First Love
Sometimes when I would close my eyes I would feel invisible Like everyone could see right thru me I walk around in a haze going thru the motions Feeling like nothing I ever did mattered Than I met you From the moment you walked into my life I knew an entire lifetime would not be long enough to forget what I saw in your face You saw the real me You wouldn't let me get away with anything You brought me out of my haze Someone could finally hear my words Every talk we had every smile every laugh every kiss was like the sun peaking thru the clouds on a rainy day I was foolish enough to think that this could last forever When you walked away I didn't think I would survive the pain But ironically enough thanks to you I did The strength within myself I would have never known I had if I had never met you I know now that within my heart there will always be a place for you My first love March 2006

Great Truths
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its grou nd. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose

September 06 In Brief
I do most of my journaling on LiveJournal (malver.livejournal.com) and a bit in my blog on MySpace, as mentioned. Still, it serves to recap a bit here :) (this blog'll be friends-only when a bug preventing the -owner- from reading friends-only blogs written-by-self (!!) is removed, yes? Yes. Got it! I really should report that to support, Eric, lazy git...) September has been mostly taken up with an extended vacation which I am happy for. Mind, my work is only about fifteen or so hours a week to begin with- data entry for Cornell, support staffing Starlight Peer Advocacy, and web maintenance for a high-functioning autism/Asperger's support group. Not so much the time off, then, as the change of pace, visit to parents, the support meeting this weekend, my 37th yesterday, volunteering last weekend at an HFA/AS activity related to last year's "Common Connections" (getting people to meet up via common interests)..., visits to the Atlantic, a bit more reading and music than usual. (O

Deep In My Mind...
so sick and tired of it....tired of bn alone....tired of not having that someone who you can cuddle and hold when im down and out.....why must it be me??...is it couse i treated girls badly in my past??...if so i swear that i have changed my ways.....i know how it feels for a women to be hurt by a guy bcouse ive lost someone that ment alot to me and now i feel like and ass for all the stupid shit ive done in my past......i guess when they say wat goes around comes around is true...karma.........but i swear im not that way anymore...well you know most people say that they will cry you a river to show there love or walk the earth to prove they love you...well you know why they say that???.....bcouse love is an unxplainable thing..but that is what i want right now....the feeling of that unxplainable love...its nothing better then that feeling..it is so hard for me to find a nice women out here bcouse people put my name out like im a pimp or whatnot but im not....alot of my hommies are gir

Overthinking At Its Finest
Ya know, I have lived one hell of a colorful life. Those of you that know me know this. I have always said I have no regrets. I pride myself on following my heart wether it be into a beautiful sunset or right into a brick wall. And that is why there are so many colors in my past. Here I am with only one regret. One thing I wish I had done differently. I have gained the world and lost it time and again and that isnt what crosses my mind everyday at least once. It isnt what I think about when I look at a sunset. It isnt what makes me sad when I think about it. Its just the world and I know I will gain it all back in time. We always do. Its the natural order of things. This actually touched me. It put me on top of the world. Made me feel like I was the most successful man walking. It wasnt a failure, I mean I learned so much about myself. About others and the world around me. So because of this, I walk around a better man today. A stronger and alot wiser. As I wander through my playin

So I fly into Sac. to go to my hometown fair with my buddy Alan. He picks me up from the air port but when we get to his place his girlfriend starts crying out of no where and says she dosn't want him to leave...So we offer to take her, of course she's instantly sick and want's him to take care of her on the couch all night. Thus leaving me no where to sleep and shit out of luck after spending my last penny on that plane ticket to go to the fucking fair. But Alan being the reliable brute he is managed to get away for a few hours as he was my only way to get there. So we stayed at the all night party/ H.S. reunion for a total of 2 1/2 hours...nice visit home after the war huh? Oh and the whole 45 minute ride there the gf was hysterical on the phone begging him to come back and leave me at there kitchen table all weekend instead of what we had planned. (mind you this girl is a very old friend of mine and I once thought we were close) Now I know she's crazy in the same clingy way all

Reflections
When I reflect upon my life, and all the lives and hearts I've touched, I cannot help but to wonder why, why I haven't wondered much. And all the while I'm wondering my own life is shaped and changed, all of those about me are faces, just faces, reflections without names.

Dear Mommy!
Ok for thosewho read my Poems! I would Love feed back! and if you wish to copy it Please Just let me know all I ask is that MY name remain on them! Dear Mommy, It's early yet the month is one, and though you cann't see I have just begun. I'm small yes, I don't have to hide. I'm just a seed deep down inside. Four weeks later the month is Two i am still a part of you. Mommy, you'll love me just waite and see. I'll make you so proud of me.Time has passed the month is three, now i am someone you can see.My hair is blond my eyes are brown, Mommy you'll love having me around! Now I'm growing the month is going on four. I hope and pray that I will stay in your womb til the big day. But, now I am gone... the month would be five Mommy killed me.. I am no longer alive! Abortion, is the name they give it takes your life before you live it.I wanted to be, the month would be Six.It's already been done and cann't be fixed. She'll never forget me in her head, the

To Be Lovers
To be lovers would be Great, To be lovers would be wrong, Because their love is just to strong! To be lovers would be Glorious To be lovers would be a mistake, Beacuse of what they might miss take. To be lovers would be Splended To be lovers would be Stupid, Beacuse we left it up to Cupid. To be lovers would be Magnificent! To be lovers would be to Error, Because it would bring so much terror. To be lovers would be Georgous To be lovers would be Horendous Because the pain would be to tremendous Unfinished! lol sorry got busy with something else!

Flip Of The Switch
Flip of the switch smiles and laughter... Flip of the switch depression and tears. Listen to the sirens jump to her feet Listen to the sirens Surpress all their fears. Flip of the switch her profession no longer Flip of the switch the tradition is broken. Great Grandad & Grandad and Daddy so brave "The family so heroic" Shall no longer be spoken. Flip of the switch she curls up in the darkness Flip of the switch she sits all alone. The pit of her being a large gaping hole Solice sorely lacking new sirens atone.

"A DREAMERS FATE" Living a dream a night mare too. Remembering a sadness of believing in you. Lonely inside the long hours pass. Sexual tention and kissing your ass. Who do you think you are? Do you think I'm always going to be here? Just like a dream or a nightmare Just like I thought you cared. I feel you so close your part of my soul. Then you turn your head away As if to say... I'm the one who's cold. Turn on then turn off a memory thats been made. Shut up then shut down as the dreamers world fades. BY: Jennifer Fischer

Paths Of Desire
I have traveled the paths of desire Gathering flowers and carrying fire Raising a grave to the reasons behind me Looking for strength as you live to remind me I'm drawn to you I'm caught in you I am the fly who dreams of the spider The path to the web becomes deeper and wider I dream of the silk that is tangled inside you And know that I want to be somewhere beside you I'm drawn to you I'm caught in you In your eyes, all of the promises All the lies Will you keep all of the promises In your eyes? I am crossing the bridges of sorrow Empty with yearning and full of tomorrow The river is wide and the bridges are burning I know I've been hurt but I keep on returning I'm drawn to you I'm caught in you I have traveled the paths of desire Following smoke and remembering fire The night is falling the path is receding I don't need to see it to know where it's leading In your eyes, all of the promises All the lies Will you keep all of the promises In

Can't Sleep
This basically for me to get things out of my head so maybe i can sleep... Well it has been on hell of a day. As some of you know that read my last post, my uncle just past away. (my dad's brother) And my hubby is still being an insensitive jerk. He went to bed tonight without even mentioning my loss or try to console me. That hurt. I dont mean to sound selfish but if it means wanting him to be there for me during this time then ok I'm selfish. But it's clear he isnt goin to be there so I try to hide my pain and deal with it by myself. I have gotten good at hiding my pain the last few years. Only those that I allow to see it can. Basically thats just a couple close friends. But they are in Oklahoma and I am in Texas. (thank God they will be here for the weekend) Anyways,I tried to go to bed to get some rest. I really tried but when I laid down I was overwhelmed with memories and thoughts. It hit me that my dad is the last one in the family that is left that carries our name. My

My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Europe---secret Society
For those of you out there who are fans of the band Europe--they will be releasing their 7th album entitled "Secret Society" by the end of this year. I will let you know the date of the American release as soon as I have it. You can go to their web site for updates as well. The link is posted in my profile.

Tell Me !! ? !!
1. Who are you? 2. Where are you from? 3. Have you ever been to Sweden? 4. Are we friends? 5. When and how did we meet? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would u kiss me? 8. Give me a nickname and explain why? 9. Describe me in 1 word! 10. What was ur first impression of me? 11. Do u still think the same? 12. What reminds u of me? 13. If you could give me anything what would it be? 14. How well do u know me? 15. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 16. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

Unyielding Passion
Why must passion be unspoken? why must love be untouched? Why does the heart gallop, as though the race will cease? Sensation sprints through my heart, and fills my head with lustful wrong. To have what cannot be held. and to seek what cannot be sought. To yearn is pain, but to stop is to die.

Someone Special
I love him He can't see The pain I'm in Because he doesn't love me He loves heer She's playing him How can I make him see That he is someone special He is special He knows how to treat a girl But she makes him believe differently She always puts him down I know it's true How could my heart be wrong? He is the one He is that someone special! I would do anything To have him hold me The way he holds her I know the real him He's my someone special!

All Work And No Play
A long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered. Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible. Came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying. Then he asked himself, "Why did I push myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself." The above story is similar with the journey of our Life. We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain power and recognition. We neglect our health, time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love. On

The Fence - An Analogy Bout Anger
There was a little boy with a bad temper. His wise father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, to hammer a nail in the back fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Then it gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the now older boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wo

You want to live inside of me.You want to be within me every waking moment. Feeling what it is like to be me, inside of me. Mine to play with, to love, to torture. Mine to do what I please. But if you are forever inside of me, how do we play, how do we experience each other from the outside. Can I remove you when I want you, when I need you. Must I use you before I begin to swallow you. Never to feel you hold me again. Never to feel you touch me again, never to feel you make love to me again. As I sit here thinking, what if we were able to make love from within. What if that feeling was always there and never went away. What if I knew that I could feel you all the time. Yes, I could swallow you then.I could take you then and make you mine. No one else could ever have you again, no one else could ever come close to you again. Am I doing this for selfish reasons. Yes..Do I want there to be no one that can ever have you again. Yes...Do you want to feel what it is like to go

What The Hell
WTH I take all my naked pix out of my LC profile and now seems no one wants to leave me comments or anything anymore damn....I mean the ONLY reason i took em out was due to havin the love of my life on here as well and was a respect thing to him....Come on friends i mean just cause they are gone dont mean ya cant still comment and such i feel unloved now

Speachless
I am literally speachless... I don't have any deep words of wisdom except DON'T EAT THE BAGGED SPINACHED. I am glad that its Friday. Looks like it will be sunny all weekend. So thats good. My photo for today is this: Its a lovely picture taken at the bay here in PC on Labor day weekend. You can find it in my photo album under Misc. Go there vote on it. Rate it. Comment on it. I don't care you can even Rip it. I hope we have more of those beautiful sunsets. Been really lucky haven't had a hurricane come near us all season. By the way, Season ends November... Well catcha on the flip side! Time for me to go back to work. Rambling Butterfly

Beyond Everyday Concerns
Friday, September 15, 2006 Beyond everyday concerns Imagine having enough money to last for a thousand lifetimes. Imagine that you have already bought everything you could ever think to buy. Imagine that you have no need to prove anything or to impress anyone. Imagine that all your goals have been reached and exceeded. Imagine that you have broken free of every limitation, and that whatever you choose to accomplish, you're able to accomplish. In such a situation, what exactly would you choose to accomplish? Imagine that you could wake up each morning and spend the day doing the things that are the most meaningful and fulfilling to you. If that were the case, exactly what would you spend the day doing? The fact is, you do have those choices even now. You can decide this very day to follow the path that holds the greatest meaning for you, no matter what your situation may be. For that is the path that will most dramatically improve your situation. In your mind, get p

Sitting by the telephone, waiting for it to ring Thinking about all the happiness you always bring You brighten up my day, even my night Just by looking at me, just by your sight You have a smile that no one can resist Do what makes you happy, that I must insist Hopefully you being my girlfriend Will be what makes you happy in the end Any doubts you might have about us Will not be enough for you to get into a fuss I dont know what to do; I dont know what to say Being around you just makes me act that way When Im around you, a thousand of thoughts run through my mind Talking to you never gets easier; its just like the first time There is no way I will let harm come near I will get rid of everything that causes you fear Believe me everything Im saying is true There is nothing that will make me lie to you When I first saw you, I knew you were the one Someone to spend time with as well as have fun I want things to be right, to be just perfect I know anything I do for y

How To Annoy People At An Amusement Park.
Dress up like one of the photographers and follow people around asking them repeatedly if they would like their picture taken. Leave large gaps in between you and the people in front of you while waiting in line. Every time you pass a chain restraint not in use, clip it on and use it to hold back the people behind you in line. Ask the person running the roller coaster if someone has recently thrown up on it. Pretend to freak out on a ride so they stop it to let you off. Offer people money for their spots in line... MONOPOLY money. Speak in Spanish, or pretend you're deaf and start making rapid hand movements. Start talking about shaving your excess body hair in line while everyone around you is silent. Find someone and tell him or her you're lost. Use your best acting skills. Steal all of the pennies out of the water fountains. Go up to the boy band wanna-be group and pretend to be really excited and ask for their autographs, reassuring them that they're g

Maths
A husband wrote the following letter for his wife and left it on the dining room table: "To My Dear Wife You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18-year-old Secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be upset, I shall be back home before midnight." When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: "To My Dear Husband I received your letter and i thank you for your honesty about my being 54 years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a Maths Teacher at our local College. I would like to inform you that while you read this letter, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students

Just Another Day
..Wow is it boring when you first wake up..Dont know whats gonna be going on today..Its Friday so who knows.. Anyway hoping something exciting happens.. Exciting is better than boring right..So heres a blast from the past.. im gonna go eat.

To All The Cute Guys
for every one of you cute guys that are my friends and have been my friend since i got here thank you for being so nice to me i enjoy very much talk to every one of you there is a place in my heart for every one of you and forever will be i hope to talk to all of you some more thank you all of you for getting me where i am level 8 thank you so much for being my friend i love all of you very much i mean that from the bottom of my heart please give comments ok i hope you like it THIS IS A THANK YOU NOTE THAT GOSE TO ALL OF THE CUTE GUYS AND MORE THAN THAT TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVE MADE WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE AT LOST CHERY YOU FRIEND ALWAYS lisa

Dog The Bonty Hunter
well we all found out yesterday that dog the bounty hunter his son and tim we all 3 put on jail oh k this pisses me off yeah i under stand bounty hunting is aginst the law in mexico but come on our on gov is going to trun the 3 men over to them cuse this crap the cought a man who needed to be cought and a rapeist is off the streets thanks to them i just donot think its right at all and that all i have to say bout that

He Said, She Said.........
* This is a compilation done with a friend.....hope you enjoy! * He said..... We talked almost non-stop in the car on the way to my place, my heart skipped a beat every time i contemplated on how good it was to hear your voice in person for the first time, glancing over every now and again to steal another look at you. I could lose myself just by watching you as you talked, oblivious to the deep down and dirty thoughts swimming through my mind. I found myself watching road signs to little secluded woods as we drove past, aching to take you there right then but i had other plans; that could wait. 'after you', i showed you into my house and made you accustomed to the layout, i think you were a little disappointed that i didn't immediately pin you to the wall as the front door slammed; instead, i commented on the long journey behind you and offered my shower. I couldn't contain my smile when you accepted, but shifted the focus by offering to brew a pot of coffee. My bathroom had no

Did I Just Get An Account For Dial Up!
Damn people, some control please. I know the site allows you to place graphics all over your profile, but show some control. I get a bit impatient waiting for a profile to load when i want to leave a quick comment. On the plus side it gives me a little time to think of my answer LOL. As for my friends list, there is going to be some pruning. I don't want to feel like some friend trophy, so you can just say how many you have. Jusat have to wait and see who goes, but I know for damn sure they have never spoken to me or replied to a tag I have left. And as any of my friends on the site will tell you, I never rude or nasty.

Moi Birthdayness [:
Well, I'm currently at my brothers' place & it's 3am on the 16th of September :D 19 years ago I was just a baby.. aw. lmao. So, yep I'm 19!! Yipee doda. Thanks to everyone who's sent me a cake or gift! I much appreciate it -big hugs to everyone-!!

Hmmm
SO tonight I'm going Salsa dancing...well, to salsa lessons at any rate...Its extra credit for Spanish, so Im going with the Twins...should be entertaining if nothing else. I'll let you guys know how that goes. So I may or may not be on later, if I go hang out with my friend John later I will not be, if I dont hang out with him, then I will be. We'll see. Other than that...I am going home for the weekend, so after Sat morning I wont be on again until Sun night, sorries, give me love anyway...besides, I need to see my cat...I miss him. And corss your fingers that I can actually shoot my set this weekend...thats the only thing I hate about my parents doing this foe...schedules schedules...and yea, it gets weird tryin to be sexy in front of my Mom...weird...of I may just do it myself, those always turn out ok unless I mess up the Lighting...again. So yea, busy busy, give me love and I'll return it as soon as I get back ~Stina

Tgif!!
The weather is very gorgeous,the sun is shinging and its 75 degrees.Need to get out and do something.Before u know it will be Fall/cold/rain. Hope everyone has a great weekend.Do something I would do....lol..which means most anything gos.xxxSugar

Born To Late
How is every one, well I thought I would add to my blog. in high school, some of my friends let me know I was born about a hundred years to late. Well they might have been right, at the time I spent more time doing any thing out doors than inside watching tv, or listening to the radio. camping, fishing, hiking, shooting, and riding horses. reading was also a fascinating thing for me. I could spend the whole day reading, and I still enjoy reading. I also still enjoy every thing else I did when I was younger

More On Beauty
(reposting from Jellybeans blog!) See my other blog about Beauty! I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's your fault, guys I mean. you make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill your sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say

Apathetic And Ignorant In The U.s.a.
Yep, I know this entry is long, but, if you read nothing else of mine, please read this. This is not a Rant about Democrats or Republicans, it is meant to be totally unbiased as to party affiliations... It’s election time in the USA. And once again I am really pissed off. There should be a class you HAVE to attend before you are allowed to vote and if you haven’t taken the class, well, no unemployment, no social security (over the age of 18), no benefits at all until you do! There are too many idiots in this country that don’t have a clue what voting even means! "WAIT!" you cry, "I know how to vote!" And you know what, maybe you do! So, will taking 5 minutes to read this do you any harm in case I say something that you never thought of, or is closing it the best course of action? Up to you... So, you chose to continue; Listen carefully… We do NOT live in a democracy, we live in a REPUBLIC. While oft you heard it referred to as a democracy, it isn’t… “…and to th

For Eyeryone To Read
hi every this is ashley, and i am happy to have all my friends on lost cherry, i would love to talk to you all and to know you, i am kinda a shy person, but it's ok. thanks for all the comments, and picture comment, you are all so nice, so if you have any qustions for me just ask. your friend:Ashley

A Special Angel
A Special Angel A little boy runs to his Dad "Daddy, Daddy why has it got to happen to us" The Father lifted the little boy up, and give him the biggest hug in all the world. With tears running down his cheeks he tried to explain. "Son, I know you may be a little young to understand all this, but let me try to explain. God works in many wondrous ways, and needs very special people to help him with his work" The boy looked at him in a mysterious way, not understanding but wishing him to go on. "Your Mom was very special, a lady who we both loved deeply. Her life was full of kindness, never did a bad word she said. But the pain she suffered was more than she could take. She asked the Lord to take her soul so we didn't see her suffer. So we could remember her and love her, the way she we always did. Choking back the tears, he continued "But just before the Angels came to carry her away, she made a plea to God to give her one last wish". "Please God, before

Joke
Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "But f

Missing Page....
I have been feeling sad today. Been missing my dog Page that was put to sleep Oct 15, 2003. He was the sweetest dog. I loved his so much. He had gotten cancer on his butt and became very sick. He was suffering for a while and we decided to put him to sleep. I know that was the right thing to do. That day was the hardest day of my life having to let him go. He only lived 11 years, not too long. :( I will always remember him. I just was sad today b/c I was going through some old pics of him. I put some up on my fridge. I hope he is happy in heaven and will always remember me.

Personality Quizes
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You valu

Feeling I Was Not Even There
A Thousand dollars....I held the bloody bills in my hand, warmth still permeated off the paper. I stood silent in Simon's apartment, but it looked more like a scene from a cheap horror movie. The whole thing seemed so unreal. My body began to tremble, breaking the stillness. Tears slipped from my eyes and dropped to the floor. Horror-filled images rushed through my head. Simon was reaching for something when he was attacked. I was seeing it right in front of my eyes. I saw the blade cut through his jacket. I felt the pain of the first cut. Deep. The second cut with cold steel vengeance. A stabbing death was always personal, and from the images I was picking up on, this was no different, personal and passionate. It was happening again. A pulse of pain struck my temple like an 18 pound sledge. Nerves, all over my body exploded buckling my knees from the angst. The room grew dark as shadows attacked the light. I gripped my head, screaming, with bloody hands still trembling. My jaw tighten

A Sad Day
What am I going to do without him holding me every night? What am I going to do now that I can’t just look up and see his smiling face? How am I going to sleep; cold and all alone; no one to hold me through a nightmare; no one to tell me it’s ok? To never hear your comforting voice; when you sing ‘Blue on Black’ or ‘Lima Bean Riot’. What happens now when we run into each other on the street? Will you say Hello; will we hug; will you act like you don’t know me? Are you going to hate me for doing this or will you agree? I’m not happy anymore and you know this; you see it; I take it out on you and it’s not fair. We’re not on the same path anymore, Jay, and it hurts. I don’t like what you do, I don’t like where you work, I don’t like what you say… I always said I would never take your dreams away from you and I have already tried, but I am not going to! I Love you Jay, and I always will. So stay healthy and be happy… For me?

Pleaze Read
hey first of all i just want to thank you all for the love ive recieved from everyone and thanks for the addz n all. second of all im only here for friendz nothing more, i have a man who im very loyal to and love very much. it kool if you want to be friend but pleaze dont think any thing more.. you all can hit me up at aztecgirl003@yahoo .com or aztecgirl760@hotmail.com please dont act like a pervert and request for a cam because i dont have one. dont plan on getting. for those who have been respectful to me i appriaciate it very much i will return the favor. im extremely bad at leaving comments. but for those who know me i will eventually return the favor. and do love ya all for all the luv and respect ive been recieving.. thanks again ~Loca~

:op
Well, hello everyone! Just wanted to write a lil something and say hi!! Hope your all having a good day!! Have a very fun weekend and of course be safe!!!! :o) Leave me some love and I will get back to you when I can! My computer is being a brat today!! Mwah

Thank God For Lithium
so i come to the net to escape reality only to find the reality has snuck into my web!!!lord help me what a day.... however its stil good to browse around and see that some people are actually pretty cool on here too bad there are so many idiots and shit in he world... God should give th earth a coffee enema im thinking

Ewwww
O.k. - so here is my issue. I can handle a little bit of "chat speak": LOL, LMAO, BRB - but come on - how hard is it to really type in full sentences??? That's all, just wanted to vent and create my first "BLOG"!!!

Good Day....i Guess
So, we had our finals today. I know I passed the test, but I don't know what grade I got on it yet. I'm glad cause now we have 2 weeks off before next quarter starts. But I just don't know what I'm going to all day. Lee got home early today :) and we get to go out to eat tonight, so I'm happy! Were probably gonna go to Ruby Tuesday or The French Quarter Cafe..our favorites! ;)

Come See For Yourself
Okay, Never typed a blog before, and maybe this will be a new start to something very interesting, we will see... But, for this time I will just try it. I have my own personal website, that I really want to expand and do more with. But, with the space that is there, I need to upgrade and pay also for the use, and domain again soon. (you know all those good ol' fees to keep things runnin') Being a mom, and trying to keep all ends meeting, its hard to afford maintaining my site. And I really enjoy it... Well, heres what I have done, On my site at www.modelsami.com, I have a donation button, and I will use the money to put towards my fees for the site, and whatever I have left over, I am gonna donate to LostCherry, so they can use it to do neat features with. I love it here, and I want it to be around, and fun, and hopping as it is now, always for years to come. There are some great people here, and great minds operating this site. Check out my site, and please maybe d

It Hurts Too Much By Patrick M. Klein
It hurts too much To say that I've been missing you. It hurts too much To turn and walk away. It hurts too much To know that someone's kissing you And all these things I want to say ..But it hurts too much. It hurts too much To know just what a fool I've been And it's hard to touch you With that look upon your face. It hurts so much But, baby, I believe in you And I hope you hear me when I say ...I miss you much.

Gods Gift To Me By Patricia Annette Roden
Angel wings flutter in flight Moving through the winter's night. One ribbon floats through the air One end here the other end there. Every day we live through The angels will shorten it an inch or two. The ribbon will grow shorter with each and every day Until we are together, then they'll snip their little hearts away. Then one day we'll be two feet apart The ribbon will be gone but not the love in our heart. As we look into each others eyes We begin to fully realize. That God made you especially for me And sent down his angels... just so it would be.

More Than Friends? By Jilly Bean
We're friends, but could we be more? I sit and wonder if when you give me a hug good-bye or call me on the phone ...is that a sign? do you care the same way i do? do you sit and wonder about these things, too? When you touch me, my heart skips a beat, when you look in to my eyes, i can't think... could we ever be more than friends? do you lie awake at night and think of me, do you dream of the next time you'll see me, ...because i do. i have but one question- could we ever be more than friends?

When I Need You Most By Shakera Deandra Winters
9 to 2 may be good for you but for me it just won't do. 7 to 9 is not enough time, 10 to 4; sorry I need so much more. This will not do I need you. You must keep her close don't be the fool, don't let go. You say you love her- but a friendship just won't do. I could never call on you. You say you are here for me and you'll do anything But when I need you late at midnight When things feel wrong and nothing is right, You won't be there... when I need you the most You will be embracing her and her love These are the things I think about. So, take her hand- I can't be your friend and you can't be my man. Yes, you were there when I was hurting, Yes, you were there to stop me from crying, Yes, you were there to stop the love in my heart from dying. But when I need you between the hours of 10 and four You won't come to me like other times before. You only see me when you are feeling sad or blue But what good are you? I don't need a buddy, not another pa

This Is Me Then
things are never gonna be the same. i just get older realizing that. i get bored knowing that i want things this way but i keep waiting for them to change. i cry at night because im scared of who i am and where im supposed to go. i long for someone to take care of me like ive never been taken care of before. i care about so many people that it breaks my heart to be betrayed. i bleed just like everyone else... i just do it on the inside because words cut me through to the bone. i suffer sometimes more than the hobo on the street because at least they know where they are at in life and i have no clue where im at. i struggle to be a good person and i always seem to fall short. i feel that maybe i once had wings and now they are broken.. and im stuck because i can no longer fly. i am just like everyone else, i just have about 100 times more issues than someone my age. i grew up faster than most people grow in their entire lives. i feel that no one will ever understand me cause i can barely

Y Do Girls Hate On Each Other
Ok let me give u the background before i get to the point aight? I use to be friends with this Bitch a few months ago.I mean we were cool we were togethere everyday did everthing together hell she was even there when i had my baby tellin me to push...LOL She was for real)Then all of a sudden my husband come back from Iraq for 2weeks R&R and she starts hatin.I mean big time like me and my honey went and got a room for a weekend jus to get away and party in another city,This bitch called my room nonstop.WTF?Ok ok so my honey left back to Iraq after his 2 weeks were up and i hear she had been sayin all type of shit about me like i thought i was tha shit and i made my husband spend all his money on me and none for himself (like thats her fuckin business from jump ya know?)And all type of crazy shit!My point is y was it cool when the husbands away to kick it but when the focus wasent all on her she backstabbed and hated on me ?Now eveyrtime i c her she breakin her damn neck tryna c what im

Whats New?
what makes this time ne different than the last or the one before that? i feel lost and forgotten.. i should be surprised but im not. i feel like im floating all alone in the middle of the ocean. im cold and dazed. sharks surround me and its not good, this feeling of being forgotten by the boat. i have loved, yearned to love, coveted love, and suffered because of love. love is false. its a pretense. it fades, thus it is not real.

For So Long By Steph M. Neal
For so long i have waited for you to want to hold me each and every night, i have wanted to be the object of your affection. For so long i have waited for you to tell me that you have loved me for so long, and that you finally have the guts and grit to tell me! For so long i have watched you fall in and out of love with so many women (while i have only truly loved one) while you always seemed to care and pay attention even if you really don't care. For so long i have waited for this moment and i can't believe it's finally here, you are sitting here, telling me you really do love me and you really do care For all this time i have waited... it is finally paying off and you want to hold me as i want to hold you and i can't begin to start to thank you for making me wait for so long because that time of waiting has made me need you more.

Today's Thoughts..
i bare myself to the bone. i strip away layers of life though my clothes, skin, even my green eyes. everyone wants me naked. but no one realizes that im naked already. there's nothing left to me. its just this face. i feel there is nothing behind it left to give. if all u want is a face, then im here. but i want to be wanted for more than that. i want to needed because i can be caring and sensitive and loving. but does neone really want that? at one time in my life i put myself through trials because i liked the pain. it was a way of self inflicting pain because i was too scared to do it physically. this is me. this torn human figure, this broken piece of glass. this lost look in my eyes. look closer and try to find someone in them.

Your Smile By Amenekko
Your smile gives me so much happiness, Like a springing fountain in a garden, bringing achingly sweet softness and mist: Divine drops of shining sun caressing crimson, violet, shell pink petals, giving the green leaves life. Each illumined liquid bead, a touch of joyous living; Each sparkling smile, the indelible touch of loving you.

An On Going Story...part 1
i fall into the smoke darkened room to be surrounded by a naked moving mass of bodies, swaying, thrusting, fucking each other violently. i get felled by a lovely fairy of a woman who's the very depiction of aphrodite herself. she lovingly strokes my body with a chiseled finger and nail. exciting my senses, making me ache. making me crave that elusive touch, that makes one insane, makes one ravenous, that feeling which my body has been starving for. she kisses me with plump wet lips. sliding the tip of her tongue along the line of my lips to my chin, down the colloum of my neck. all around us are these demons of sexual desire. these wanton windmills with too many hands and not enough breath. the room is awash is red passion, broken by black sin. im confused and dazed by the faces crowding me. lost i sit down and observe the scene....

Time
what is time but an illusion? Nothing. time was created by people to try to comrehend the roatation of the universe we still have no true way of tellin time the notion that anybody can predict the the world rotation is rediculse consider the fact that the world changes every second of everyday the gravity of the universe changes just as often witch affects human emotions as well

I'll Be Back On Monday!!
Dear Cherry Readers!! I am going to my paintball thing this weekend... Its once a month!!! This is the weekend.. The new one is Oct.. 7th.. But you know what I am I cant go then!!! I have a wedding I am going to!! Pretty Wicked Sweet!! If you ask me!!! So.... Just drop me a line.. and or a comment!! I will gladly get back to you on monday!! Sending you some love from IN!! Jeannie!!

How I Fell...
hay everone just seeing how many of you all read this stuff...i have over 1800 freinds and i have rate all most all there pics and i have became there fan,in part i have been only rated around 200 times what gives???i take the time to do this for you and you cant take a few mins and help me ok what ever...i remember this place when i first joined and when i got a friend and helped them thay helped me...lets go back to that please.... just stop by and see if you have rated my profile if enty thing....thanks Playboy

I Can't Even Describe This One...............
But i'll try to anyway. she's gorgeous....so much so that, sometimes, she gives me a complex. she's sensitive...sometimes too much but that's part of who she is and i couldn't live without her being around me. she's crabby....and yet, i'd rather be around her than with 10 of the sweetest people i know. she's a smart cookie....very educated and she has the common sense to kick your ass when you need it instead of turning the other cheek just because you're friends. she's hilarious....so many comedians looking for a job already and she tries to be funny...and she's good at it too! she's the one person who will listen when you need an ear and try to help anyway she can. she's the most unselfish person i know but, at times, she's just as impatient as i am....which makes for a very interesting friendship! lol she's the one person you know in your heart will always be there for you no matter what....and she gives the kind of friendship that makes you feel empty when it's not there even if it

Different Types Of Sex
Different types of sex SOCIAL SECURITY SEX: Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special.I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know:I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!" LOUD SEX: A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem,doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets outthis ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completelynatural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," shecomplained, "It wakes me up!" QUIET SEX: Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when youhave an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're neverhome!" CONFOUNDED SEX: A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and tornfrom his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could givehim back his

The Inconsiderate Cellphoner
Recently I’ve noticed this new trend of the inconsiderate cellphoner. These assholes talk on their phones at the most inappropriate times… Example 1: Watching TV. A few friends and I will be watching TV, and “Kimo’s” cell phone rings. I assume that he will walk into the other room to take the call. Instead, he answers the phone while sitting on the same couch that we are all on. He then goes on for 5 minutes chatting away with god knows who. Thing is, I can barely hear the TV with all this jabbering going on next to me. So I turn the TV up, but that only makes him talk louder. Have a little courtesy for everyone else. I don’t give a crap what you are talking about on the phone, but I cannot hear anything besides your conversation!!! Annoying… Example 2: Eating. Same scenario, Kimo takes a call while we are all eating. Politeness tells the rest of us not to talk while he is on the phone 2 feet away. But what the hell else are we supposed to do? Nothing, that’s what. Annoying

A Poem And A Song...love And Heartbreak
This is a poem i wrote last year at a time when i had fallen in love...accompanied by a very fitting picture..and a song..very aptly named....that for me had marked the end of the relationship...The Dragons Kiss Breath deeply the dragons breath, Lay back and breath it deeply, Thick golden threads of life, Opening veins long since sucked dry. The sweet kisses of magic, Coarsing now through the veins Hot, molten magic Melting a lifetime of pains. Metaphoric fingers, Tickeling.. caressing inside, Soon the life denied a spark Will have no where else to hide. Cold , grey complexion Being chased away by pleasure Warm , pink beauty returns, Brighter than dragons treasure And back full circle, Right back to the heart Now beating with pure ecstasy Slowly, oh so slowly the lips part... So breathdeeply the dragons breath, Lay back and breath it deeply, Thick , golden threads of life Opening veins long since sucked dry !Becimai 23rd nov 05 (copyright) Music Video Codes - MySpace Layou

Lord's Prayer For A Military Wife
Lord grant me the greatness of heart to see, The difference in duty and his love for me; Give me the understanding to know, That when duty calls he must go! Give me task to do each day, To fill the time when he's away. And Lord, when duty is in the field, Please protect him and be his shield. Amen My mom wrote this i think she did a great job, don't you?

Learned Something New Lol
wow this came to a great suprise to me when i logged on today, not only did i FINALLY reach level 9 but now i get to do blogs AWSOME lol i seen where some one else on thier sight was doing them and wondered how they was able to and i wasnt, well now i know lol. I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO ALL MEH FRIENDS FANS AND EXPECIALLY MY FAMILY MEMBERS, MWAHAAAAA I LOVE U 2 PEOPLE ON HERE ID REALLY LIKE TO GIVE A VERY SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TOO 1 IS MEH HUSBAND( MWAHAA LOVE U BOO) AND THE 2 IS MEH SON MWAHAAAA LOVE U SWEETIE STAY CUTE).one thing that makes this sight great is that its 18+ i fully respect that, i mean ive seen alot of Adult picks on here of some of the guys hee hee hee wont point fingers or mention names but u know who u are :)> and well this is not the sort of things under aged kids should see for once im glad there is a place just for us adults where we can talk and share things and not have to worry about young eyes seeing things there not suppose to, yes i'll admit there

In The Mouth Of Madness
In The Mouth Of Madness You've lived your life according to man Always wondering if our alone Standing in a drak alley you cry Knowing that all are lies You contemplate retribution Hoping tha one day you'll be heard While pain engulfs you, you scream As nothing is quit what it seems You've always known there was something different A sudden burst of rage, a loss of innocence Your vision begins to blur All you see is blood and pain Your body begins to convulse Followed by the quickening of your pulse So many inverted, distorted images Can't focus, losing control Something wicked arrises from your soul You feel so distant Standing in the dark night On the edge of insanity So far from reality In the mouth of madness You must confess You rather enjoy the pain In a way you dare not name Copyright~Ted E. Brown II April 24, 2004

I Am Fed Up With Copy Cats!
These fools had people back there butt by saying they had the name first. But if you clearly. See their start date. You know there lying! Then these gits had the gul! To get other people to tell me to grow up?! Again irishprincess and celticbbwgoddess as clear as day stole my name. And Got other people to leave rude messages on my profile. I'll I said was I demand you change you name.! Nothing else!!! User..http://lostcherry.com/user/103808 and http://lostcherry.com/user/190296. Are the ones who need to grow up and ask before attacking. Thank you. I'll I asked was for them to change their name not get off of Lost cherry. That's would be mean. Thank you (Celticprincess)

My Only Slavation
***Published Twice In 2005*** I've lived my life for oh, so many years Living with oh, so many fears Afraid to know Afraid to show I have nothing left to lose I've been to heaven and I've been to hell I've walked the streets of gold, and rung "Hell's Bells" If you wonder, "For Whom The Bell Tolls" Look into your soul And know it tolls for you I've seen the light and fought the good fight I've seen the devil and ran in fright I've felt the pain And wondered if I was "Insane" Only to realize "I Was Only Dreamin'" I set out on a "Journey of 1,000 years" Worse than the "Trail of Tears" Running blind Afraid to find My only salvation I hoped for perfection Only to receive confusion So many reasons And so many demons I'm being pulled apart In every direction I'm being pulled In every way I'm being fooled You say one thing, they say another Unable and unwilling to "Come Together" No one knows what to do I only hope and

We Didn't See
We were at a party, And you decided to drink. I sat around while you took shots, But never once did we think. We decided to leave, And you said you was going to drive. We did not see the outcome That one of us would not survive. As we pulled away from the party, You started driving really crazy. You began to act weird, but said We would be okay...maybe. I asked for you to let me drive So we would arrive home in one piece. I wanted to get home safe and sound, But neither one of us knew this wouldn’t be. We did not see what laid ahead Around the sharp, short curve. You lost control of the wheel, And we began to wildly swerve. We both held on tight As the car flung out of control. I felt a pain in my stomach, As the car flipped and started to roll. My vision went black, And my mind totally blank. I did not make a sound, Nor any sound could I make. I could hear people yell, And others heavily crying. They wanted to me fight, With sirens screami

Ripples
I kneel by the lake staring into the water I reach into it watching ripple after ripple I watch as they go from small and flawless to large and disoriented They seem perfect until spread fully thin My mind wanders and thoughts consume me The ripples are similar to mistakes made on life’s road They appear small only at first glance But if you open your eyes and watch its every move Within only a matter of seconds it gets bigger and flawed Watching it cease seems to take an eternity Correcting all the flaws in the ripple will take a lifetime

Please Bare With Me.
hey all i want to thank all the ones checking out my profile and all i see some of you are trying to chat with me i have dial up and boyyyyyyyyyyyyy this computer can be slowwwwwwwwwwwwww i am trying to get back with you all so if i don't answer right away you know why sooooooooo keep showing the love its much appreciated muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

A Taste Of Seduction
I sit there, talking to you, getting to know you. I massage your shoulders and rub neck, letting your body lay relaxed against mine, the rhythm of your breathing becomes a comfort to me. I move slightly to pull something from a hiding place, being careful not disturb you. I brush something against your lips. I watch you lick your lips and open your eyes. Something bitter and sweet tantilizes your tongue. I hide the item behind me and cover your eyes. Whispering softly in your ears, so softly that it almost tickles “Trust me” Covering your eyes with a blindfold, I bring forth the object to seduce your lips. Your tongue caresses it. A sweet, smooth texture with a bitter after taste. I pull away the object letting you think about the texture and flavor. Your tongue and memory reveal the presence of chocolate. While you analyze the taste, I kiss your fore head. I caress your lips once again, with the chocolate shape. I watch your tongue dance over the dimension

Regarding A Baby
ok say you knew somebody that had a baby and the house was filthy to the point of having to use trails to wade through the house also that the back of the childs head has become flat from being left on his back and in his carrier seat 24/7 is that a reason to call in the authorities? its a 3 bedroom trailer with 7 people living in it including the baby....

Ugh!
I hate these nights when I sit around and have nothing to do...well I need to pack my house...but it'd be more fun if someone was here with me! I'm so lonely since my husband left me! It's like a piece of me is missing...well it really is but I'm not lonely for him (he's a jackass). I'm lonely for companionship, for someone to talk to in person, and even for love! I've made some good friends on here and for that I am extremely grateful! I love you all and can't wait to get to know you all better!!! :)

The Flame....this Was When I Was Like 18!
The Flame Our Love burns low like a fire First a spark Then a flame Then it burns higher without cause nor shame The fire in my heart burns with a rage tearing me apart 'round and 'round my cage The distance in your Eyes frightens me Then I realize the pain I have caused you this severe, immense pain falling like teardrops or a grey cloudy rain My love please forgive me Forgive me for Loving you So now you know It's time I must go Sad Eyes, I'm leaving you here Tho it tears my heart into shreds my will to live has now gone Dead Yet still, I leave you and see the cold grey cloud in your eyes And suddenly I realize it will not be only you Who Cries I see one lone tear streaming down your face, and I begin to Wish that somehow I could erase the Sorrow in your Heart And without a word You tell me that once, You did truly love me And as I start to walk away, my every breath makes me long to stay If only I could s

It's Friday!!
HEY EVERYONE, IT'S FRIDAY, AND I KNOW NOBODY READS WHAT I WRITE, BUT I STILL FEEL ANYONE WHO DOES SHOULD BUY ME SOME BOOZE GIFTS. IT ALREADY LOOKS LIKE I'M A DRUNK WITH ALL THE SHOTS EVERYONE HAS SENT ME SO FAR, SO LET'S UP ME A FEW LEVELS. I'M DRINKING EVERCLEAR AND GATORADE AT THE MOMENT, WHICH I FONDLY LIKE TO CALL EVERADE. SHOW SOME LOVE, BUY ME STUFF AND COMMENT AND RATE MY PICS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

New Homepage
Wow... in the time I went to town and back, the homepage changed durastically!! Wonder if thats an actual recipe for a drink? Might have to check it out... I love the new homepage look!!! yeah, my bookmark is for the very first page one sees when they first ever come to LC, where the login screen and the register stuff is... the page that says 'top five reasons myspace sucks..' or something like that http://www.lostcherry.com/

Am - 10/14/01
AM To believe in what I am. What I was, what I could be. I am who I am, I know this. I love this. But why? Doesn't someone see. The soft, teary, gentle lover beneath the rags the riches. Under all the cosmetic improvisions. I am true. I am love. I am anyone and everyone. All you could ever want, need or yearn for. I am everything to everyone, but nothing to anyone. I am a sister, a daughter. I am a faceless stranger in every crowd. I am colours, I am pale. I am green, with envy. I am who I am. High maintenance, low self esteem, conceited, aggressive and recessive. I am mortal, eternal. Everlasting. Lasting forever. Dying to live for a day. This day. The day we all share. I am you, I am afraid of what I do not know. I am fearless, in the face of danger. I am strong, weak. living for the moment. Dying for a chance. I am everyone. I am a child, a lover, a friend and foe. A dreamer, a do-er. I am, Who am I? I am human.

Slipped Past.... - 02/16/02 My Poem About Valentines Day
Slipped Past... I've slipped past that day once again. Without tears, though they held fast on the inside of my eyes. They wanted to slip past, but I stopped them with my heart. As it's broken beats filled my head. I heard the world tell each other about love and happiness. As I sat, alone with a world of heartache inside my minds eyes. Inside the agony, I wished upon the world a feeling of mine. A day like this is none like any other. It's a day when once shared, with someone will never be the same when without. I slipped past by the skin of my insanity, and the tear in my eye. And tears slipped past too...

Leveled Up Rather Quickly Tonight!
Tonight I recieved a gift of a pint of guiness from babyjesus and magically leveled from 8 to 10 in about a half an hour.. wonder if those are related? Will never know.. would hate to jinx an awesome thing!! A major thanks and kisses to him for making this site rockin and all that keep it the great clean place it is!!

Somewhere , deep inside every living thing, breaths a life that we may or may not completely understand. But because it breaths it lives. Plants grow and turn , Stars are born and shine brightly in the night sky. Else where in the world, Seasons change everyone grows a year older, Other places Stars older bigger continue to breath. the solo system dies a crypt death, If that's how long it takes okay, If that's how long i must wait then alright, Because when i think of it, there is nothing i find more desirable, then the thought of sitting next to you on that last day on a cold chunk of ice over top the world, where the stars above beyond and between us, will never shine so bright ever again.

Erotic Short Story Entitled A Very Happy Birthday
Moonlight dances across the carpet in our bedroom as the curtains blow in the breeze. It is a warm June evening. I slide to the end of the bed pulling my long brunette hair into a ponytail. My nipples become erect as a breeze blows through the window again. Joshua enters the room wearing only some boxer briefs. The bulge in the front of his drawers is large. He stands in between my legs as I drag my nails up and down his back. I press my lips to his stomach as I wrap my arms around his waist, pulling him closer. His hands brush over my shoulders sliding the straps of my negligee down. His throbbing cock presses into my neck. My hand eases its way into his pants and grabs a hold of his penis. I pull it out and pull his underwear down and then off. My hand wraps tightly around it, stroking up and down. I move slowly at first, just to tease him. I move my lips to the tip of his head and run my tongue over the head, then all the way down. His head tilts backwards as he moans loudly.

One Of These Days
One of these days One of these your going to love me you'll sit down by yourself and think about the times you pushed me away you picked me up and pulled me close, but at the age there was only one thing you see I hope you see me in your dreams And i hope you hear me whisper one of these days your going to love me, Maybe think about the times you turned away fro me maybe you'll sigh alittle maybe even cry alittle Now everyone stands up the wind blows clear my mind the pages turn and turn I'll stop and think One of these days i'm going to love me and feel the joy of sweet release one of these days i'll rise above me and at last i'll find some peace then i'm going to smile alittle maybe even laugh alittle And one of these days Your going to love me

When The Time Has Come
Well, tonight i find myself crying to no ends. :( I spent all of last night up with my cat she was in pain and moaning and meowling like crazy , only way she was quiet was when i had her in my arms like a baby. When daylight came i took her out back and sat with her for a bit and then let her wander off. She went off into the woods and didn't come back by supper time, I knew it was her time weeks ago but damnit i couldn't let her go. :( . I went for a walk along the trail behind here after supper and called for her but she is gone. I have been thinking of all the things me and that cat have seen over the last 22 years.... 5 cities , prolly 20 appartments and houses ..... time has flown along and here i am alone on a friday night 3 days before my 40th b-day and here i sit crying. Its a damn crazy world , can't say i understand most of this crazyness nor do i think i want to most days.

What Can I Say?
In the back woods of Kentucky, the redneck's wife went into labor in the middle of the night, and the doctor was called out to assist in the delivery. Since there was no electricity, the doctor handed the father-to be a lantern and said, "Here, you hold this high so I can see what I'm doing." Soon, a baby boy was brought into the world. "Whoa there," said the doctor. "Don't be in a rush to put the lantern down...I think there's yet another one to come." Sure enough, within minutes he had delivered a baby girl. "No, no, don't be in a great hurry to be putting down that lantern. . . It seems there's yet another one in there!" cried the doctor. The Redneck scratched his head in bewilderment, and asked the doctor, "Do you think it's the light that's attractin' 'em?"

Lil Johnny
Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office.....but she belonged to > someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her > and said I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you. The girl > said, > "NO." Johnny said, " I'll be fast. I'll throw the money on the floor; you > bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She > thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her > boyfriend. She called her boyfriend and told him the story. The boyfriend > said, "Ask him for $200. Then pick up the money very fast. He won't even > be able to get his pants down." > She agreed and accepted the proposal. Half an hour went by and > the boyfriend was waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 > minutes the boyfriend called and asked what happened...... She said, > "The bastard used quarters!"

Help Their Dying Souls
Wrote this one why I was 16 as well. Hovered around the candle light Everyone sees the flames Lighting every raindrop clinging to the window Plastered in our hearts I hear their cries The chains of destiny break before my eyes Hellborn children of God dancing in the flame Evermore I see them dancing in the night Inevitable suffering in a pit of despair. Reliving the pain of yesteryear Do you hear them cry, child? Your eyes, they are blocked by darkness. In the night, you wander, child. Never seeing the light. Going anywhere tonight, child? Rest ye little mind. Some day, you will notice, child. Over your own misteaks you'll fall. Under their crying eyes you'll seek shelter Loathing only I who told the truth Sitting around a candle on a rainy night. Again, there's something special about this poem. If you figure it out, you get a prize from the LC gift shop!!

~sexy!!~
Myspace Zodiac Graphics You have a sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 91% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz

Wishes And Dreams
Frozen snowy earth Crunches as I walk my path Pass the frozen lake It glistens in the sunlight I awake. It's just a dream This is another special type of poem. Again, if you figure it out, you get a gift from the LC shop, I will become your fan, and I will comment on some of your photos or other things. Have fun!

How Come
How come we never can seem to find happiness when we need it most? We will think we have it but then we lose it. Kinda like a butterfly...hold it too lose and it'll fly away, hold it too tight and you'll crush it. And sometimes we may have it but feel as if we dont. How come we cant just be happy and get along? Everyone seems to want to fight all the time over sum stupid shit. Its not fair to those that just want to get on with their life day by day with no drama. How come we cant just let each other be and get on with our own lives???

Amy Is Ready 4 U
HI..IM AMY...I DO CAMSHOWS....WHAT EVER U LIKE...I'LL DO (IF POSSIBLE)...MY SITE WWW.CAMGIRLSXPOSED.COM...(AMY)....CUM PLAY W/ME..DEMENTED..OR NOT....CUM SEE ME..I'LL MAKE U XPLODE.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR HALLOWEEN...I'LL BE DOIN SHOWS DEDICATED TO THH "DARK SIDE IN US"...W/MY COSTUME ON IT THE SHOWS.... HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERY 1...CUM SEE ME..CUM SEE THE DARK SIDE IN ME...IM TWIZTID..GIRL..AMY....

The Truth
IT IS ALL TRUE THAT THE LC IS BETTER THAN MYSPACE THOUGH THEY BOTH HAVE THEIR FAULTS OF BEING SLOW AT TIMES. IT IS ALL TRUE THAT THE OPTIONS ON LC IS WAY BETTER THAN MYSPACE. SENDING IM'S, WHISTLES, BUYING FRIENDS GIFTS WITH CHERRY BUCKS ( GREAT IDEA ), ALLOWING MEMBERS TO BE FAMILY AND TO PICK WHO WILL VIEW YOUR SPECIAL PICS. IT IS ALL TRUE THAT WE ARE ALL LOOKING TO EITHER MEET A FRIEND, A MATE, OR JUST A STRAIGHT UP FREAK FOR THE FLESH. RATHER YOU ADMIT IT OR NOT WE ARE ALL PEOPLE WITH NEEDS THAT HAVE YET TO BE MET. WE AS A PEOPLE SEARCH ALL PLACES IN LIFE TO MEET THESE NEEDS. RATHER IT BE THE NET, A BAR, YOUR FAVORITE CLUB, OR EVEN THE CHURCH FOR SOME. WE HAVE NEEDS AND THEY WILL BE MET OR DIE TRYING. IT IS ALSO TRUE THAT I AM THE TRUTH FOR MANY REASONS AND IT IS REASONS THAT OTHERS FEEL FOR I DID NOT GIVE MYSELF THE NAME. SO TO ALL MY LC PEOPLES. KEEP IT REAL AND LET THE TRUTH BE KNOWN. HOLLA AT YA BOY. THETRUTH A.K.A. BIGSWOLL

I Know This Baby And Mother
Tiffin man charged with murder: Admits to shaking 21-month-old twice By Melissa Topey, mtopey@advertiser-tribune.com A Tiffin man is charged with one count of murder of a 21-month-old girl who died due to shaken baby syndrome. Steven Estep, Tiffin, is facing a one-count charge for murder in the death of MeKenna Brown, according to a released statement by Sgt. Kevin Reinbolt, detective with the Seneca County Sheriff’s Office. Reinbolt said Melissa Brown placed a 911 call Wednesday reporting a medical problem with her daughter, MeKenna. Tiffin EMS and Clinton Township fire and rescue responded to the call, and MeKenna was taken to Tiffin Mercy Hospital. Emergency room personnel called the Sheriff’s Office and reported the injury this stuff just sickens me..and she didnt know this guy too long..dam i was not myself all day at work..:(

Dedication To Only1jupiter......
Only1Jupiter@ LostCherry She is such a wonderful person. Great friend, love chatting with her. Probably going to be yelled at for adding this but I think she sounds like a angel. Upload music at Bolt

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher100%Goth45%Trendy35%Emo25%Prepy10%Skater10%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

The End And A Beginning
Well, I have finally finished my neurology stint. I don't know if I will miss it or not yet. The charge nurse was a bit weird but the majority were cool. It was so busy though, so I won't miss that bit! I will miss my "favourites" though. For the purpose of this blog I will call them Jane and Emma as I can't use their real names. Jane is palliative care (Meaning her life is expected to be short) and she is only a few weeks old. A tragic accident at 2 hours old caused this and she is just the most beautiful lil girl. Emma is older, about 6 months and we don't know whether her brain injury was an accident or if it was abuse. We will probably never know. She was transfered elsewhere and despite how challenging she could be I will miss her. My job can be pretty depressing, but I love it. I can't wait to start my new job! In the meantime, am celebrating! :D Love to all Hayley x x x

Things U Cant Say With A Hallmark
"Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder: What the fuck was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful as you have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life. I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am that you're not here to ruin it for me." "If I get only one thing for Christmas, I hope it's your sister." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me. Like the need for therapy..." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!! I never knew what evil was before this!" "Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go, would you like to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married, but not to you." "Happy B

Two Sisters
Two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch.Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull from the stockyard in Ft Worth so that they can breed their own stock.They only have $600 left.Upon leaving, the brunette tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home." The brunette arrives at the stockyard, inspects the bull, and decides she wants to buy it. The man tells her that he will sell it for $599, no less. After paying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her sister a telegram to tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pickup truck and drive out here so we can haul it home." The telegraph operator explains that he'll be gla

Fat Doesnt Mean Desperate
ok yepp im a fat chick im a fat chick cuz i eat i eat cuz i like it yet still im sexy ive never been skinny nor do i want to be just my choice but just because im fat doesnt mean i want to cam,phone bone cyber or any other internet bullshit some guys seem to think i want to do i dont have low self esteem and the only "good" pics i have ar the ones posted anyother "good" stuff i save for my boyfriend with whom i live and one more thing guys ummm we arent as impressed with your cocks as you are ty have a nice day

I Miss Women
I miss the feel of a woman's touch. I miss their clean feminine smells. I miss the way they giggle or watching their face light up as they smile. I miss watching them sleep or listening to their little sighs in the middle of the night. I miss the way they snuggle next to you. I miss the way they give you those little quirky looks when they catch you watching them. I miss the sound of their laughter and the gleam in their eyes. I miss just watching them move around the house doing nothing in particular. I miss the scent of shampoo in their hair when I bury my face in it at night. I miss looking into their eyes and the hint of perfume when they walk close by. I miss the taste of their lips and the warmth of their kiss. I miss being in love and not being able to get enough of each other. I miss not having someone to lean on me or make me feel strong. I miss women in ways I could never put to words. So to all the women I've ever loved and to all the women I never

I Hope This Isnt Like Double Triple Posted Cause Im A Tard And Tard And Dont Get This....lol
Hey everyone........So now we moved outta the farm....ok no biggie.....I went on to live with Cherds dad.....Who turned out to be a jackass....so we split..... I bounced around for awhile. The next time I can recall seeing or feeling anything that was ghostly....was when i lived with a b/f in Swedesboro for a bit. The house was a huge old Victorian. We lived in the redone basement. There was alot of anger and deception in that house. When that type of energy is around you might see or feel a so called bad spirit. No not one thats gonna come out and kill yah. He was taller then me about 6ft4 I would say and just an image of a body misty gray and black. No features......but a heavy presence of pain and agony and despair when he/she was there. He /she would come to the doorway and hover there. For a few then leave. I seen him many times while I was there. Then i moved on to a old house in Barnsboro that was known for running the slaves underground hundreds of yrs ago. T

Saying The Right Thing At The Right Time
Marty wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Marty looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love you." So he goes to the kitchen and sure enough, there is a hot steak and eggs breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Marty asks, "Son, what happened last night?" His son says, "Well, you came home about 3 A.M., blind stinking drunk and delirious. Broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door." Confused, Marty asks, "So, why did Mom put everything in order and so clean, with breakfast on the table waiting for me?" His s

Graveyard Ghoulfriend
Synopsis: Boy meets corpse. Boy falls in love with corpse. Boy marries corpse. Let me introduce myself, my name’s Damien DeVille, you can just call me Double D. I’m going to go out on a limb here and guess that my life’s just a little different then yours…well, actually my life’s just a little different then most peoples. What separates me from all the norms of society you ask? Well, for starters I’m married to a corpse. Yes, you read that right, a corpse. Don’t be too hasty to judge me however as this is no ordinary corpse, or living impaired as the wife prefers to be called. Oh no, this is the cutest little dead girl you’ve ever seen. I tell you, she’s something else. I still remember the night we met like it was yesterday. My buddy and I were out robbing graves, which was nothing out of the ordinary as we did that every Saturday Night, when we came upon a headstone. The birth date inscribed on it was exactly the same as mine. I thought that was somewhat interesting, but

Kannibal
Kannibal Deep within a forest Underneath shadows it is concealed A house of horror, a den of death Whose secrets herein will be revealed This morn’ I opened my eyes to sights most strange wearing clothing bloodstained and ripped Frozen afraid to move afraid to scream I am held hostage in fear’s grip How did I arrive here Was I guided by a cruel hand of fate Destined for an existence of suffering and torment From which death is the only means of escape For this is the devil’s playground A place that the gods have forsaken Inside of a demon’s dreams It is there in which I have awakened If only I could remember I would recount my journey Word for word and verse for verse Ah, sadly my memory fails My mind is overtaken by this scene of the perverse Thoughts are clouded by the stench of rotting flesh which thankfully in darkness will remain hidden If only I were not surrounded with bones That provide knowledge of acts forbidden I find I am not alone

Do U Know Where All The States Are America??
OK Class, It's time for your U.S. Geography Test! You must drag and drop all 48 states in the time allotted to be promoted to the 4th grade. Copy & paste the webpage below into your web browser: Ready.. Begin! http://www.pibmug.com/files/map_test.swf

Down With Fat Sonny!
This is the stupidest thing I have ever seen in my life! Why don't you guys take it to a lounge and stay there with it. NOBODY wants to see this bull! For christ sake quit loading down the damn bullentin board with this! He got insulted OH WELL! Take the diaper off and put on your big boy pants on and DEAL WITH IT! Not everyone is going to like you all the time! And if your life is so eventless to have nothing else to worry about then you should really be more concerned with that than people not liking you. GROW THE HELL UP! ALL OF YOU THAT ARE IN HIS FAMILY NEED A FUCKING LIFE!!!!! MOVE THE HELL ON!!! I hate dumb ass shit and that is excatly what this is! These so called extended family members are nothing but aggravating. I WILL CLOSE WITH THIS! ANYONE and I repeat ANYONE on my friends list that reposts his shit or his family's shit will be taken off my friends and family lists! I don't really care if it is my own damn mama reposting it! I will remove her ass too! I do not hav

Beer, Fishing, Sex &golf:
BEER, FISHING, SEX &GOLF: A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the man asked "No, I don't waste time fishing," the homeless man said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive." "Will you spend this on greens fees at a golf course instead of food?" the man asked. "Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless man. "I haven't played golf in 20 years!" "Will you spend the money on a woman in the red light district instead of food?" the man asked. "What disease would I get for ten lousy bucks?" exclaimed the homeless man. "Well," said the man, "I'm not going to give you the money. Ins

Thought For The Day!
I'll share my thought for the day (every day) if anyone is interested. Let me know if you like them..... ok, here we go!! PEACE. it does mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work... it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your HEART.

Surrender
by Sheila Blair Lay your head back lover, Relax your troubled mind, Let me fill your world with peace, Leave the past behind. Fill the night with pleasure, Sweet, erotic bliss, Movement of both place and time, Suspended with a kiss. Lift your heart to soar above, Gaze into my eyes, The single sound to reach our ears, Love's releasing sighs. Entwined as one, A single cord, We'll surrender in the night, Staying here forever, In the moon's caressing light.

Nikola
For those of you who've read the first Hyrian Chronicles novel (and if you haven't, don't feel bad, we've been delayed in publishing it), you'll rewmember Nikola, a black cat with quite a lot of knowledge in that little head of his, even if he can't figure out why Hyrians wear eye clothes... Last night, during our nightly roleplaying, Amsti and her party visited a loremaster and identified a few objects that they've been toting around. One of them was a jar full of some unknown substance they'd found on the floor of the dungeon. Well, it turned out to have been a jar of pure magic in its liquid state (multiplies the effect of a spell by 10, but is highly addictive). So what did they do with this liquid you could easily buy a kingdom with? Amsti found a high-level druid, handed her the jar, and requested that Pussy be awakened. Having discussed it previously with Pussy, the cat was all for it and told the druid as much (one speak with animals later). So the druid cast awaken using

First Time To Blog
Howdy people of "Cherrydom"! This is my first time writing a blog here in my new home in Cyberspace. I am not lost in "Cherrydom", but I am found to be a bit shy at first time to show my inner most feelings and thoughts. I have put up quite a few pictures of myself and of my daughter and even one of her and her boyfriend who is about to become her fiancee. I am going to me the proverbial mother-in-law but i am no ordinary mother-in-law to be for i am way too cool to be the biacthy 'ol mother-in-law that most men complainabout. I really like this young man my daughter has picked in her life to become her husband. I really hope things work out for them, really and truly I do and I believe in both of them as they are made for each other. if ever there were a couple made to be together for thee rest of their lives it is the two of these young people. My daughter wants to be a cosmetologist and my son-in-law to be wants to be a policeman. That kinda scares me because it is a dangerous

Just Because
kiss slowly. love deeply. forgive quickly. take chances. give everything. have no regrets. forget the past, with the exception of what you have learned from it & remember - everything happens for a reason, live life to the fullest

A Slice Of Scottish Life
Going to use this to report on living in Scotland, contrary to popular belief people from outside Scotland who I meet in person and in other places naturally assume I am Scottish, but alas, I am originally English and was born in Liverpool. I have been living in Scotland for nearly 16 years now and it is the only place that ever felt like home, anyway I am rambling will post more on the bits that interest me and try and get some photos, as we dont all go round acting like Braveheart and baring our arses at tourists. So watch this space

As I Watch You Sleeping
As a single mother of two boys with special needs I struggle each day with mixed emotions.I always worry if I am doing enough for them, yet I'm so tired of "fighting" the system,and daily challenges to beable to give them the help they so need. Some days I feel so alone, in the battle of them versus me. I ran across this poem one night and it really touched me.My boys give me so much strength and love and the desire to go on. As I Watch You Sleeping As I watch you sleeping, my problems seem so small. The rewards you have to offer me, are so big and so tall. As I watch you sleeping, I realize just how great your accomplishments are. I know how much you struggle to have made it this far. As I watch you sleeping, I can't imagine how my life would be without you. Even through the hard times I'd be lost without you. As I watch you sleeping, I see just how much you have brought into my life. All the joys and happiness, all the wonder and excitement.

Message To Meh Friends
HEY YA'LL JUST WANNA GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO MEH FRIENDS ON HERE, I WUVES EACH AND EVERY ONE OF U, I KNOW YOU PROBALLY THINK IM A BAD FRIEND CAUSE I AINT VISITED YOUR SIGHT IN AWHILE, BUT IN FACT IVE BEEN BUSY AND ON TOP OF THAT IVE BEEN SICK I PROMISE AS A FRIEND IM GONNA TRY AND GET TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUR SIGHTS TO SHOW YA SOME LOVE JUST BARE WITH ME AS I HAVE OVER A 100 AND SOME FRIENDS NOW, BUT I PROMISE IM GONNA GET TO YA IF IT TAKES ME ALL NIGHT TO DO IT MWAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA LOVE YOU .....................................................

Dream Girl
It was a chance meeting An astonishing twist of fate To find one who completes me My beloved, my soul mate I wasn’t sure that you existed I feared I would never find you I promise to love you always And leave notes that remind you I’ve fallen for you girl And know your falling for me Within your precious letters I’ve found all I could ever need You’re the one I make starry eyed The girl who sparkles and gleams You’re my every fantasy fulfilled The one of which I have dreamed Little by little, piece by piece I’m capturing your heart I love you more then words You’ve known that from the start I’ve never felt like this before For you it’s a love pure and true Never in my lifetime has anyone Made me feel the way you do So I give you my heart It’s yours to keep And when I dream It’ll be of you, when I sleep But, if I’m only dreaming I hope I never awake I pray to stay here with you In this life we make

Saturday Questions Or Statements
So yeah i am bored and hungover so just gonna post a blog and if yall bored you can answer the next few questions in the comments :P 1. Favorite drink 2. Favorite Movie 3. Favorite TV Show 4. Favorite Food 5. Favorite Color Easy questions but seriously i dont know alot about some of my friends on here so answering these would be a pretty cool idea :D

Diet
alright so i'm on a freaking diet haha weird huh :P yeah so far, my breakfast was fat free milk (which sucks) and cereal, lunch is an apple (so far) i've got a sandwich on my lunch box, a slim fast bar and cookies, haha :P oh yeah and one of t hose shakes...life sucks :( and i miss chinese food

Hello To All
I am here to find new friends, I have a couple of other page like these that are also good and fun to be in. I am in www.myspace.com, www.xanga.com, www.migente.com www.hi5.com and now here at lostcherry.com. It is a pleasure to know that there are places like this to meet new people, I am so proud that I know that I could finally chat to peple on line to know them and chat to them at the same time. thanks to all the people who sent me comments and helped me get cherrys I would love to know more about everyone. If anyone wants to add me to their friend, I woul be delighted to accepte thank you all who reads this

Pretty Peom
A peom I found I thought everybody might like. You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me. - Jenny Yu -

Slight Tweak To Online Members Page..
if you click the red currently online link under the scrolling members bar at the top of the page, you can now show newbies first, or veterans (the old way was veterans). -mike

True Friends!!!
TRUE FRIENDS!!! 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. "Why?" you may ask, because you are my friend!! Send this to 10 of your closest friends, then get depressed because you can only think of 4. Remember: A good friend will help you.BUT a really good friend will help you move a body. Let me know if I ever need t

Im Being Fucked With
so someone called me today and it was privite acll and all i heard when i talked was what i said repeating itself so someoens fuking with me -_- and i tryed calling back the number and i cant it said no number

What The Hell Is Happening On This Site
I dont get it why people have to be mean sometimes. I like everybody but I'm getting a little to tired and upset with a few people on here. It is hard to have friends anymore and me for one dont like being upset. Please people please be nice to everybody and not fight all the time. Like I said above I like everybody and want everybody to get along.

All Lies
i am so sick of hearing nothing but lies anymore.ya think someone cares about ya and bam WRONNNNNNGGGG they just tellin ya what ya wanna hear to make u feel good. well i say screw that shit ok? i am a person with feelings to i am sure half the people in the world dont like their emotions being fucked with so why do people insist on fuckin with peoples feelings? that is a question i think will always go unanawered but i do know this i am tired of being lied to i am a good person witha big heart i dont wanna be a bitch to noone but dam why the fuck am i always the one gettin shit on

Saturday Night And I'm Studying???
oh ya my friends, it's saturday night and i'll be at home to study nice nice, on monday will be my last exam yesterday night i went to see my teacher in the evening class he took time to review my project (the website and the folder documentation) and he only asked me to do 2 little things and told me to study! hehehe i hope he's in a good mood on monday :) hugs my dear friends, and i hope everyone is having a nice weekend! Maria

Angel In My Heart
As I sit in my car I can see your face As I walk down the road I wonder will I ever see those eyes again. Whenever I think about you baby I start to cry You were taken from me to early and I want to know why There’s an angel in my heart I can’t stand to be apart Feels like I’m walking in the dark Without your love. There’s an angel in my heart I don’t know how to start walking without you in the dark My beautiful dove I need you in my arms To keep you safe from harm As I sit here in my car I think about the days when I could see your face and everywhere we went People would stop and stare They said we were the perfect pair Baby you must have been heaven sent There’s an angel in my heart I can’t stand to be apart Feels like I’m walking in the dark Without your love There’s an angel in my heart I don’t know how to start walking without you in the dark My beautiful dove I need you in my arms To keep you safe from harm As I sit here in my car

U And Yourself
gradually life can turn it'self around , but u have to be heading in that right direction....sure u might step on, over, and through people but that builds who u are, it defines what u are inside and what the world see's u as....Don't be fake act the the way u wanna,stop trying to impress everyone and impress yourself cause the person u fool is yourself......so far what i have observed of life is, it's like a time glass every pebble of sand that drops is a new story a new memory..sure u forget some and ya u would like to erase some but those others are meaningful pieces of art sketched within ourselves to remind us of who we are and what we stand for.... some people are confused others believe they don't care and some just choose to rebell but when u lie your head down to sleep u sometimes remember all those great times as if they were right there happening in front of u. So remember who u are , remember what u believe and never let another person bring you down

Ok
u came into my life without a clue for what was instore u blessed me with your beauty and for that i am greatfull for u spoke to me with kindness u touched my hart and soul now i ask u for your hand to make u mine to make us whole cause a world without u is world not worth living for i will be yours forever and more Shaun A.J. McLean

Revalation
I am grasping on to what I have left to hold Sanity and virtue have all but left this lifeless body I walk around not knowing not realizing Looking Looking for that one thing to complete me To bring me out from under this so called rock So what is it? What could be so fulfilling to bring utter happiness? Is it love? A sense of belonging To be cared for To drive myself crazy over such a thing seems so selfless So reckless Leaving everyone that cares for me in the dust of my hurt Disrespect for all around me Seeing through the eyes of pain. It hurt to push those away, Those who tried so hard just to be there Just to see me through I will never be able to repay To relish the moments I missed Hate me for what I have done But love me for trying to be me I turned a Blind eye to all So now I lie here in bed Putting the past aside Burying it away hoping for it not to return Starting a new life

Erotic Short Story Entitled Ambers Dark Secret, Part 1
The night had started out like any other Friday night. Amber rushed home from work, changed into her slinkiest red dress, and had rushed back out the door headed to the club after freshening up her make up and hair. This had been Amber's routine for nearly six months since she had turned 21. She was a beautiful girl, nearly six feet tall with chestnut colored hair and deep blue eyes. She had the type of lips that models would kill for…plump and pouty. She was amply equipped on both the top and the bottom, a 38D cup and what her friends called a "ghetto booty", filled out the clothes she often wore to the club. Red was her favorite color and it looked amazing brushing the top of her milky white skin. By all accounts she was a normal and beautiful girl. But Amber had a secret, one that only a few friends knew about. It was this secret she lived for as often as she could. It was only 9:00 and Amber decided to go to the most talked about club in San Francisco, Echo. She handed her car o

A Psalm For A Saviour
A Psalm for a Saviour It feels like living knowing that you think of me in the night You bring a sense of wonder and clarity of sight I don’t know where this all will lead, or what the Fates may do But if I ever had a soul, it’s lost in knowing you And if these feelings never change, I’m happy as they are My life is just a cold dark night, and now it has a star But don’t ask me to say I love you Because I won’t And don’t think I wear my heart on my sleeve Because I don’t You see words mean so much more When they’re heard without being said And you always look so beautiful When you dance inside my head

Well I Be Damned Lol...
Didn't realize until now that i could put blogs on here..either im slow or my blonde roots are catching up on me lol..either way..this is cool now i can post stuff on here in my blog now..Not much to tell tonite, other than i worked my ass off once again at work and that my cuz had his first baby (a girl..5pds and 15 ounces i do believe) this morning about 3am..Pretty cool how you look back and remember you guys being kids and now seeing how much they have grown up..He is 24 and my other cuz (his brother) just had a baby boy and he is only 22..Wow time sure does fly by..oh how it makes you wonder..lol.whoever tends to read these blogs of mine..i do tend to ramble on abit..I guess its my writers form that i have..I love to talk about anything and everything, but then again i have this side of me that just doesnt want to say a word. I get those days, as i know all of us do..its called being human and A WOMAN! HA!! lmao..most men would agree with me there on that statement..but im startin

What Drink Are You?
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Poem
So this is an old poem I wrote when my ex ripped out my heart and then used it for target practice! You made me feel so good You filled my heart with joy Little did I know, That I was just your toy The happiness I gave you It didn't mean a thing I didn't ask for much Just the happiness you bring I only want to love you Never tried to tie you down Never asked where you were going When you went out on the town Now all you give is heartache There's a sadness in my soul Never thought that you would hurt me But it's my love and trust you stole And I just want to know How could you hurt me so bad? How could you place a price, On the happiness we had?

Getting Closer
OK....it's been really hectic lately...Quit my job of 13 years to go work for a very large farm. The same farm that has employed me for the last 15 years in their Halloween Festival. I started out as an actress in the hayride....now I manage it. It is so much fun but so much work. I have 5 people who lead the 5 zones of the hayride, I also audition people to work for those 5 people. It is a lot of people running around the woods at night scaring the tractor drawn wagons. I have a very broad spectrum of individuals working for me.....from military men and women to punk rock kids.... They each bring something special to the production. We have 3 attractions...1-The Village of the Dead, run by my girlfriend Rhonda..2-The field of Screams, run by my friend Russ...3- The Haunted Hayride, run by me. We also have rides and games and live music.

Define Time
Define time, at its most essential being. Define the finesse that was needed for it. Define the levels that were already there. Define the universe that we created. For time itself could polymorph into moments of: Something tangent, Something close, Something warm, Something distant, Something inconsiderate, Something moderate, Surely these moments that we split into were known as seconds. Nothing will be sold, Nothing will be replaced, Nothing will be thrown out, They were ours to begin with not the abysses’. Seconds I call the time to look forward on again. Seconds of these forwarded are the moments that nothing irreplaceable If they are not replaced nor sold or thrown …they are tucked. They are tucked inside, inside my heart. They are tucked inside, inside your heart. They were tucked inside for I wanted it. They were tucked inside for you wanted it. They were tucked inside where you wanted it. They were tucked inside where I wanted it. It was t

Boring Weekend...!!! :)
Well this weekend was pretty boring..I had the house to myself..My kids joined my mom and sis to a family reunion..I didnt want to go this year bc my b/f couldnt join me..plus I didnt have a sitter for my beautiful babies..I have to wonderful Rotties..They would never of lasted all weekend here by themselves.I definialetly would of come home to a BIG mess then .. It is almost Monday ..ya ya ..U know what happens on Mondays..I come up missin for a few days..That is right ,my b/f will be down ..We are goin to go and celebrate our 2 mths of being together..They have been the happiest 2 mths that I have had in a very long time..I love my b/f very much ..He is a very loving , caring , respectful man ..Mostly respectful of my kids..That is one of the reason why I love him so much ..Bc he considers their feelings first be4 his and mind.. Someday I will tell u a little story that will probably knock u out of chair or ur chin will def. hit the floor..Maybe I will do that tomorrow ..and then u

Just Don't Get It
By choice, I've been single for quite some time. Yes, it can suck at times. Somehow it still seems better than being in a relationship. I see all of the crap my freinds go through in being with others and I just don't get it. I really don't think I could do that. To top that off, I see other people making stupid decisions and doing things they know they shouldn't do just to have some one else around. For intance, why would you go back to someone you've dated if you already know it will be bad? You tell yourself over and over that you have learned your lesson but you end up talking to that person for hours on end and find yourself thinking of being with them. What the hell? What the fuck are you thinking when you decide to throw away what you want to be with that some person who's just gonna drop you on your ass again? Oh, and clingy people. Get a fucking life. Grow some fucking balls and be a little independent. It's really not that hard to do. Fuck. You do not need people to consta

My Name Is Meth
This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize. "My Name Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, Take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town. I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet,

im mean whats with the your rate me and ill rate you, or these comments that come across in the blasts saying stop by my page and rate me, rate my pics, and ill return the favour. is there a prize at the end if you got the highest rating? im reminded of high school when everyone sorta fell into their own little clics, oh dont talk to them they arent pretty enuff, or cool enuff. if there is a prize will someone tell me, so i can go whore myself out like everyone else putting the blasts out there.

Justin
Wow. So much I could say. Although I dont think this is the time or place for it! :) lol But what I can say is, you are one of the sweetest, most kind and caring men I have ever met. I honestly consider myself lucky and blessed just to have you as a friend and in my life. I know we've had a lot of ups and downs in our friendship, but thankfully, you always seem to forgive me (lol) and we remain friends. At times even better friends then we were to begin with. I know we don't get a lot of time to talk anymore, but I wanted you to know that you are very special to me and you will always have a place in my heart that no one but you will ever be able to fill. And I hope you know that anytime you ever need me, or just need someone to be there, I'm here. All you gotta do is ask and I wouldnt hesitate for a second. I love you hun! xoxo You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter

Omg... Its A Blog!
wow! i was just thinking i wanted a blog on the LC... now magically it appears! yay! well.... if you know me from myspace, im a pretty frequent blogger, so hopefully ill be able to blog on here too. ok thats all for now. pics of my trip coming soon..... *peace sign*

I Cant Sleep
You better call tyrone lol. Had a long day. Caught alot of bass yeah buddy lol.I can be such a tom boy sometimes tehee. I just need a very long vacation and go do all the things I miss so much. Anyhow blah blah blah right i know lol.

Whooop Whoooop
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin e

Sat Night
Ok so for those of you that don't know I am officaly a bounce at a strip club... Yeah fun stuff the pay is ok and the co-workers seem nice so far.... But my first night was ok but this is now my second night there... I'll be working Fri and Sat nights from 9pm-3ish.... Which isn't to bad... But tonight was slow for most of the night.... Then about 10mins to 3am a guy walks in screaming for Angel... Turns out he's her boyfriend... Well needless to say he was upset about something... I told him to wait outside and I'd get her.... He started to comply but out of no where he sprints around the exit area and run into the back and trys to jump the guy Angel was private dancing for... But the guy said he knows martial arts and was actually beatting the crap out of the bf.... So I'm trying to get the owner and Angel out of my way so I can break it up... Took me about 30secs to get around them I separted them and carried the bf out side... I tell him he has to leave the property, I didn't care

The Mistake
My heart breaks When I think of you what we had Was something great Then I turned away Not seeing what I had Or not believing I had it so good In hurting you I hurt me too You try not to show it But i wish you would Having you love me changed me For the better in all ways Now my heart breaks Wanting only you Seeing the mistake I made!

Travelin' Soldier
Two days past eighteen He was waiting for the bus in his army greens Sat down in a booth in a cafe there Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair He's a little shy so she gives him a smile And he said would you mind sittin' down for a while And talking to me, I'm feeling a little low She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go So they went down and they sat on the pier He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care I got no one to send a letter to Would you mind if I sent one back here to you I cried Never gonna hold the hand of another guy Too young for him they told her Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier Our love will never end Waitin' for the soldier to come back again Never more to be alone when the letter said A soldier's coming home So the letters came from an army camp In California then Vietnam And he told her of his heart it might be love And all of the things he was so scared of He said when it's gettin' kind o

Green Pillow You Are My Love
Cold. Cold....Cold. How many emo fits have i gone through in the past years? I always revert back to listening to every song Cold ever wrote. Ugly, bleed, and sad happy being the most listened to. I havn't got much to do these days but sit around and remember when i had better things to do. It's funny how back then all i can remember is thinking about what else icould be doing. Hind sights a bitch. So i have this green pillow that must have willed itself into existence ( can inanimate objects do that?) because i don't remember buying it. Anyway...It smells so weird because at one point in time every friend i have has slept/drooled/cried on it and of course i refuse to wash it. i guess im sentimental. It doesn't smell bad, just strange. Then it got me to thinking about how i had this friend who always smelled like marlboro cigarettes and ralph lauren colgne. On him it was the BEST smell. but i've smelled the same scent on other people and it just smelled like cigs and cologn

The Daughter Of A Soldier
Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's. As as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of o

I'm Here
The words thrown in my face Liking the way they hit me Making fun of my looks and the one I'd wanted to be The surprising strenght in your eyes to punish Abandoning facts and reason to leave me alone I wanted to go home But I'm here And I'm not going Beware

He Made My Day....lol
My friend SUBHERBANSMOKER picked 10 girls from his friends list to be in a contest "SUBHERBANSMOKERS SEXIEST FRIEND CONTEST" I am one of those 10. LOL He soooooooo just made my day! Love Ya hun. OK Now go vote for me damn it!!!! LOL Here is a link to his page. subherbansmoker@ LostCherry

Contentment
"The Beginning of Contentment" As live closes around us and our time on earth grows shorter we look hard upon our past. We look at the decisions we have made along the way and how they have affected us. We look at our affects on others lives and hope we did the best we could. Of a sudden it doesnt seem as important to blame someone else. We learn to accept the consequences of our live choices and make peace with them and ourselves. We find it much easier to worry about today and give up the past. After all, we were youthful and full of dreams and hopes and in most cases a little naive. We can only live our life by experience and only learn not to make mistakes by making them. Does this make us illiterate or blind? Does it mean we suffer a lack of intelligence? I think it means that we just didn't know better and we were trying our best. We find it less important to worry about how people see us physically. Lord knows, it is all passing away and the best we can hope for

The Reason I Don't Do Younger Guys
I always knew there was a reason i didn't get with younger guys and now i've had one to confirm for me that younger is NOT the way to go. We weren't even together for a week before he starts spouting that he "loves" me. ACK!!! So i break it off, to spare him his feelings bc i REALLY don't want a relationship right now. That was two days ago. I'm STILL getting fucking emails from him "poor me" and "i really cared about you" or my favorite "how could you do this to me?" CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER!! Okay before you get the wrong idea about me, i am not heartless. I really liked this guy, and i thought that i could give him the relationship he wanted so i tried. But telling me you love me after a week is a little weird. And the sex wasn't that great either. Shallow, probably, but sex is important to me. All well, at least finding a new fuck buddy didn't take long... but that's a story for another blog.

Another Short Story.
HE GAVE HER HIS RING AS A SYMBOL OF THEIR LOVE. A CIRCLE, THEIR LOVE IS NEVER ENDING. THAT WAS A YEAR AGO. NOW HE WANTS IT BACK. HE NO LONGER SEES THE SUN IN HER GOLDEN HAIR OR THE SKY IN HER BLUE EYES. HE LONGS FOR THE VIBERENT SHADE OF REDTO TOP THE VIOLET OF A NEW LOVES EYES. THIS IS NOT SOMETHING HE CAN TELL HER OVER THE PHONE. HE CALLS HER AND ASKS HER TO MEET HIM AT THERE SPECIAL PLACE. SHE QUICKLY AGREES. HE HEADS ON OVER TO THEIR SPOT, HE KNOWS IT WILL BE A WHILE UNTILL SHE GETS HERE. HE WAITS. SHE IS LATE SO HE CALLS HER FROM HIS CELL. NO ANSWER. HE WAITS LONGER. HE TRIES TO CALL HER AGAIN. NO ANSWER. WORRIED NOW HE CALLS HER SISTER. SHE ANSWERS. HE IS TOLD HE NEEDS TO GET TO THE HOSPITAL. THERE HAD BEEN AN ACCIDENT. HE HANGS UP AND RUSHES TO HIS CAR. HE SPEEDS TO THE HOSPITAL. WHEN HE ENTERS THE WAITING ROOM HER SISTER TELLS HIM TO COME WITH HER. HE FOLLOWS HER DOWN A LONG HALLWAY. THEY ENTER HER ROOM. HER SISTER TELLS HIM THAT SHE WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT, ON HER WAY TO SEE

The Day The Magic Died
I can't remember their names, but the children up the street were always dirty. They weren't poor or homeless, just dirty. I've been in their house so I know they had running water and showers and the like, but I still don't know why they were always dirty. Their dog was dirty, too. They had this huge white dog with reddish spots that they kept in a giant chain-link cage and they never hosed it out. Imagine, if you will a large dog who never gets to run around and never gets the concrete slab he uses as a bed cleaned off. Not a pretty picture. But their house was where the real terror lived. In the master bedroom, where the evil father with the bad Marine haircut lived with his Jack-Sprat's-Wife wife, was hung on the wall a huge moose head. Not a Canadian beer, but a real-dead moose's head. I knew it was dead because it had no body. That and it was crawling with maggots. There is no way that I would ever have a moose-head full of maggots on my wall. That can't be sanitary, it just c

Family
Family is supposed to be there No matter what happens They are supposed to be happy for you Even if they don't agree I never knew of the closeness Because my family doesn't have it But now I know what it's like Thanks to my foster mom She welcomed me into her family Before she knew the real me Let me know someone cares And will always be there Family should be willing to help No matter what the cost But my family isn't Because they don't know what family is At one point I didn't know either But now I know more Than I ever would've Thanks to a true family

I Have Big Boobs, So I Must Be A Hoe!
labels can go suck it! I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want

Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Impressive Rescue
This photo was taken by a soldier in Afghanistan of a helo rescue mission. The pilot is a PA Guard guy who flies EMS choppers in civilian life. Now how many people on the planet you reckon could set the ass end of a chopper down on the roof top of a shack on a steep mountain cliff and hold it there while soldiers load wounded men in the rear??? If this does not impress you ... nothing ever will. Gives me the chills and a serious case of the vertigo ... I can't even imagine having the nerve ... much less the talent and ability ... God Bless our military!!!!!

Thanks A Bunch =)
Hey there all. I just wanted to say thanks for everyone that has voted in the contest..even if it wasn't for me. =P thats cool too..as long as you're showing suppport for it then its awesome. But if you did vote for me...then you just rock...so thanks times 1,000. lol. And if you haen't voted, there go here http://lostcherry.com/images.php?u=143731 and thats where all the beautiful girls are =) So anyways, its sunday already, i can't believe it. ickkkk. i need to wash and wax my car today...ohh how fun. its going to be like the last warm sunny day around here so i guess i should take advantage of it. bummer. lol. Well i hope that you all have a wonderific sunday and stay safe =)

Sunshine On Leith
Bringing things up to their current date after posting the darker side of Edinburgh here is a picture of Leith Walk, I live at the end of this street and its about 3/4 of a mile from Edinburgh City Centre Leith has had a fairly colourful history, in most recent times is because of the author Irvine Welsh who wrote the Trainspotting novel, he lived round the corner from myself and also the train station that he was referring to is now a supermarket. Also we have the Royal Yacht Brittania but I have never visited due to the fact I hate all the touristy bits. One of the best pubs that I have found in Leith is called the Port o Leith bar in Constitution Street, there has been many a night spent steaming and dancing on the bar at weekends, I kid you not, although since the smoking ban has been brought in I have hardly been out, but now I have stopped smoking hope to get back out there give it time. It is one of the truly mad places you can walk into and find people from all

New Orleans (get Over It)
ok i know a hurricane wiped the town out i also know that a majority of the people that are bitching about the government not paying for thier own mistake by living in a town 2 foot under sea level near the gulf were living off of the government anyway and now we have to send our Military in to help with the crime?? wtf i have friends down there that believe it or not WORKED for a living and are managing to get thier shit together and rebuild and get on with life i also know that Texas put up an effort to help some of these people to find jobs they had 7 tour buses lined up and ONE person showed up to go look for work billing there=over $7000 come on get real one person talking about it said "it was like an ancient memory...like we had been put up on the auction block" when talking about being rescued the nerve to compare something you couldve avoided to what the slaves went through!!! im sorry it just pisses me off take responsability for your own actions!! p.s.

My Current Status
Or is it something, you decide. Right now so many things in my life are up in the air, and I have no idea what the outcome is gonna be. I'm not trying to dump my drama on anyone so I won't be very specific, unless asked, okay? The time that I am able to spend online is pretty sporatic so I'm gonna try to make the best of it from now on. I love talking to people and making new friends. Actually, right now, I have no close friends. I have family and that helps, but there is still a blank spot in my life. I adore my kids and am very thankful for them, but I would love to have a close friend, either male or female, sex included or not, doesn't matter. I am a good person basically, but I can be evil, if provoked.I guess I'm kinda rambling, sorry. I would love to hear from anyone, I will respond when I am able. Take Care. Well, here I am again. Lucky you, lol. Okay, I am so very tired of being alone, lonely, unloved. It has been over six years since my husband died, and I am really ti

Another Rant On Ripping Pics
i think its cool n all to rip another pic but to rip a pic without even leaving a comment or a rating, thats just wrong. i had some pics ripped which is cool with me, because someone likes them. but ripping and running, thats wrong. if yer gonna rip a persons pic and not comment, thats stealing and wrong. i have left comments and even asked the person i did it from b4 takin the pic(yankee lover) hes a great guy and a good friend. so if yer gonna rip a pic, at least comment on it and or rate it. have some common courtesy.

Ego Bastards(excerpts From My Shoot)
Egomanical people tend to piss me off in general anyway.However, I must confess that last night I met a man whose ego is..well.. it will be his downfall.Altho I can say this man has wicked skills and talent and can charm the pants off of anyone..this guy is just really stuck in his own little delusional world.But..I get ahead of myself... Originally was supposed to do a shoot and show with Master Mikael and a few of his "girls".I at first was unable to make it due a babysitting issue.But then I get a call stating that this Master wanted to use me for the show and wanted me there...and was disapointed.So... I pull a few rabbits out of my ass and find a way to pull this off for me to be there. Nothing is organized.Noone has a freaking clue as to what the bloodyhell was going on.Master Mikael waltzed in and just walked all over everyone in his nonchalant charming way.. but his true colours showed soon after.He organized this event show last night(not the Feti

You are 89% easy You are very easy. You will sleep with whoever, whenever. To you sex is ultimately about pleasure and nothing else. You are the type of person to be wild, hot, and extremely passionate in the sack. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Moqueca De Peixe
MOQUECA DE PEIXE (BAHIAN STYLE FISH STEW) Yield: 4 servings 1 cup diced tomatos 1 medium green bell pepper, quartered and seeded 1 medium red pepper, quartered and seeded 1 medium onion, quartered 3 cloves garlic 1 tsp ground coriander seed Salt and black pepper 2 tbsp olive oil 1 can coconut milk 1 small bottle clam juice or fish stock 2 lb fish fillets (cod, scrod,haddock,or any white, firm-fleshed fish) 1 tbsp fresh lime juice 2 tbsp dendê oil chopped cilantro for garnish Chop pepper, onion, garlic and coriander in a food processor. Heat olive oil in a large heavy skillet, then add the mixture from the processor to the skillet and cook over low heat. Add the tomato, salt and pepper and cook for 10 minutes or until vegetables are softened. Add the coconut milk and clam juice/fish stock. When the sauce is slightly reduced add the fish fillets to the mixture and continue cooking for an additional 5 to 7 minutes. Add the remaining ingredients,stir and allow to si

Mango Salsa
Mango Salsa Serve mango salsa with grilled pork, fish, or poultry. * 1 large mango, peeled, cut in 1/4-inch cube * 1/4 cup red bell pepper, cut in 1/4-inch dice * 1 1/2 tablespoons fresh cilantro, finely chopped * 1 1/2 teaspoons red wine vinegar (or cachaça) * 2 teaspoons lime juice * 1/2 teaspoon Sugar * 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded and finely chopped, or to taste In a medium bowl, combine all ingredients. Mix well. Let stand at room temperature a half hour before serving or refrigerate up to 24 hours. This does not hold up well and should be used within the 24 hours.

Yah Again
Just same theme here I guess. If you are old and or ugly, just don't take a pic of your face I guess. I mean one boddy part ought to be as good as another. What's so special about your face anyway?? Sometimes your ass is better or just you tits. squeeze them together really nice or something I guesse. The internet seems to be a place to put yourself on display. I guess I have to admire those ugly people who put up so many pictures of themselves up. And especially the ugly one's who post pics of their bodies. I'm not sure I'd have the courage to do that. But then again, I have lots of pics up too. I do show my face mostly. Someone rated my profile a 1 today. maybe they thought 1 was the best. Or maybe they just don't like my ugly mug. I'm not really buthurt, just curious. Maybe I am ugly, and most people just don't have the heart to tell me. Nah. Beuty is in the eye of the beholder. Everyone has their own personal taste in what they like. No matter who you are, there's probabl

I'm Kermit!
You Are Kermit Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know. You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems. Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green. Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies! The Muppet Personality Test

An Enslaved Love
Dreams, drifting, deepened and watered, Lonesome, sunken and so battered, Cast away like dead mans corpse, Shipwrecked on lifes long mysterious course, Crying, raging from the soul within, For a love lost, crushed and aching. Clinging to a life that knows no care, Im sinking beneath a million tears, Captured, enslaved and compelled by a love That only your heart can free me of A love thats saddened and filled with fear, To be enriched by your loves sweet tear.

Stuff
Well, my PC's being a jackass and decided yesterday to refuse to boot. So, cue the Windows reinstall and the endless rounds of install-reboot, install-reboot! In other news, I got a cheap digital camera and here's some pics of my cat:

Not Yet Kissed
We have not yet kissed We have not touched each others heart I have only sat back and hoped that The other one would give this a start. What would it be to touch your lips once? What would it be to hold you every night? What would it be to look into your eyes And at the same time know I've seen the light. Words can only say so much As to how I feel about you Actions can only come form the heart Therefore a kiss- would make my words true.

(e)x's And O(hh)'s
I dont know if Im able to be in a serious, committed relationship-especially if its a long distance one. I always have the opportunity to sleep with someone, or makeout with someone, or even just kinda mess around with someone....and there's nothing wrong with a good, healthy sex life. But I date these guys that live forever and three days away from me, and I end up really caring for them but then I go out and I party and then Boom...Im a cheater. Its not like I go out with the thought of "hey im gonna get hit on" or whatever. I honestly go out to just hangout with friends and have a good time......and then i just happen to run into someone that ive messed around with in the past,and i usually have a "few" drinks in me..and things happen..etc. Im not making up excuses, but ive ALWAYS been a flirt and Ive always loved attention-who doesnt? Im a Gemini to the T. I get bored easily-and if someone isnt RIGHT HERE to give me the attention I need or want-then I tend to find it elsewher

My Sexual Hidden Talent
center>Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Poker Hand Are You?
You are a flush You are seductive and suave. You have no problem flirting, and the people who you flirt with find you irresistible. You rarely lose money playing poker because you are so charming, and have a master poker face. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

#4
One perfect night Out of nowhere I seen your screen name come up on my screen usually this doesnt happen...you messaging me first so my heartbeat sped up slightly as i typed "hello" to you little did i know that i had just made the first step into having the Perfect Night we made small talk and i showed you my new photos you asked me what i was doing and of course my response was nothing i let you know i missed you and that we should hangout all of a sudden im on the phone with you and you youre on your way to come see me as i talk to you and youre telling me the exit #s your at i just think to myself "can this really be happening" you have no idea how many times this exact situation ran through my head closer and closer you get the more anxious im getting...a smile never dropping off my face youre phone begins to get a weak signal thats when i know its real youre really on your way...to see me you pull in and within seconds of being here you reached for a

What Poker Hand R You
You are a straight You are good at planning for the future and living well but you will probably not be seen at that wild party going on this Friday night. You have moderate luck when playing poker, and you are probably not that good at bluffing. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hidden Sexual Talent Quiz Results
This is pretty accurate!! Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lol Thought This Was To Funny!!!
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. You are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%Average40%A WUSS !!30%A Sicko20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Did You Know?
Did You Know...>>>If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced >enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.>>>Hardly seems worth it.)>>>If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas>>>is produced>>> >to create the energy of an atomic bomb.>>> >>>> >>>> >(Now that's more like it!)>>> >>>> >The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body >>>to>>> >squirt blood 30 feet.>>> >>>> >>>> >(O.M.G.!)>>> >>>> >>>> >A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.>>> >>>> >>>> >(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)>>> >>>> >>>> >A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to>>> >death. (Creepy.)>>> >>>> >>>> >(I'm still not over the pig.)>>> >>>> >>>> >Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.>>> >>>> >>>> >(Do not try this at>>> >home. Maybe at work.)>>> >>>> >>>> >The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to >>>its>>> >body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head o

My Brain At 2 In The Morning :|
I had a conversation with a friend about a certain situation that made me think. My friend was telling me what the right thing to do was. Only thing is, what the right thing is in my friends eyes isnt the right thing for me in my eyes. Does that make it the wrong thing? I think it comes down to what I believe and what my values are. So heres a question, is what is right based on what we think, OR based on what our values are? Hell if it is based on what I think I would flounder around like most people. Not believing in anything. My thinking changes so much. It is so influenced by how I feel and the people around me. So i hope it isnt that. If it is based on my values, then I have a really long row to hoe. My values are never changing. Solid and steadfast. My values are the yardstick that I use to measure who I am and how I am living my life. Unfortunately, my values have been set so high that even I cant live up to them. I cant seem to give myself a break. This is especially h

I Give You My Soul
I try to get over the pain, but it's just so hard to do. Trying to find a love that is interested in you. Wanting something so bad, something that you know you've never had. The pain is always there with me. No matter where I hide it seems to find me. I know this isn't the way it's supposed to be, so why can't I face reality? Over and over again I try. Over and over again I am made to cry. Just once I would like to find, a man who is all mine. I can't go own knowing that there's no one for me, so I bef of yu and i pleasd. Do you know of the true love I so desire? One that will love me and is not a liar? No games to be played or lies to be told, if you are him then I give you my soul.

Learning New Things
OK SO I JUST LEARNED SOMETHING THAT I REALLY DON'T LIKE. I WENT TO MY BLOG TO SEE MY COMMENTS, WELL COME TO FIND OUT THAT I COULDN'T SEE IT. I HAD TO SET THE SETTING TO WHERE ANYONE COULD SEE IT BEFORE I COULD EVEN VIEW IT, AND I WAS THE ONE THAT WROTE THE DUMB THING! NOW I DON'T WANT EVERYONE VIEWING MY BLOGS, ONLY MY FRIENDS...AND THERE ARE A LOT OF YA, BUT I KNOW THAT MOST DON'T EVEN READ PPL'S BLOGS. BUT THIS JUST KINDA AGGRAVATED ME AND I WANTED TO VENT BOUT IT :-P IF ANYONE HAS SUGGESTIONS OR KNOWS WHAT I NEED TO DO (I AM BLONDE MIND YOU) LOL, BE MY GUEST TO LET ME KNOW. WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. I AM GOING TO GO HANG OUT LAUNDRY AND GET MY KIDS READY FOR BED, SO I'LL TALK TO YOU GUYS THAT CARE LATER! HEHE TIFF :)

My Love For You Is Reall!
Sometimes at night, When I look to the sky, I start thinking of you, And then ask myself "why?" "Why do I love you?" I think and smile, Because I know, The list could run on for mile. The whisper of your voice, The warmth of your touch, So many little things, Make me love you so much. The way you support me, Even my silly notions, The way that you care, And show such devotion. The way that your kiss, Fills me with desire, And how you hold me, With the warmth of a fire. The way your eyes shine, When you look at me, Lost with you forever, Is where i want to be. The way that I feel, When you are by my side, A sense of completion, And overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, That all involve you, The possibilities that I see, The things that we can do. How you finish the puzzle, That lies inside my heart, How deep in my soul, You are a very important part. I could go on for days, Telling of what I feel, But all you really must know

Stone Thrower - Immortal Ego No. Four
The guy who became Stone Thrower is one that set up a homeless street newspaper in Edinburgh, he also went on to be the Director of the International Network of Street Newspapers and also set up The Homeless World Cup which has been going for a couple of years now. He gave me a chance when no one else would for a job as I had been homeless myself for many years and it was tough getting on my feet again. He is also a member of the Schwab Foundation for Social Entepreneurs and has won a couple of awards. I come up with the name for him as on one of his profiles he said that if people threw enough stones in the water it would create enough ripples to cause some social action Creating Stone Thrower, and what it took to put him together