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Southen Joke
Come and listen to my story 'bout a man named John. A poor Ex-Marine with a little fraction gone- It seems one night after getting with the wife She Lopped off his Dong with the swipe of a knife PENIS, That Is. Clean Cut. Missed His Nuts. Well, the next thing you know there's a Ginsu by his side And Lorena's in the car taking Willie for a ride She soon got tired of her purple-headed friend And tossed him out the window as she came around a bend CURVE, That is Tossed the Nub. In the Shrub. She went to the cops and confessed to the attack And they called out the hounds just to get his Weenie back They sniffed and they barked and they pointed "over there!" To John Wayne's henry that was waving in the air. FOUND, That Is By a Fence. Evidence. Now Peter and John couldn't stay apart too long So a Dick Doc said, "Hey I can fix that dong." A needle and a thread is all we're gonna need And the whole world waited 'til they heard that Johnny peed WHIZ

Southen Talk
Collards is green, my dog's name is Blue and I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have some'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead. You ain't mean like those far ants I found in my bed. Cut from the best cloth like a plaid flannel shirt, yo

Southen Talk 02
exclamations well knock me down and steal muh teeth well butter my butt and call me biscuit ahm fixin ta do that threats ill slap you so hard when you wake up your clothes with be outta style this ll jar your preserves dont you makein me open a can o' whoop-ass on ya compliments cute as a sack full of puppies if things get any better i may have to hire someone to help enjoy it gooder than grits the weather its so dry the trees are bribing the dogs it been hotter'n a goats butt in a pepper patch wintery roads are said to be slicker than otter snot descriptions a bothersome person is like a booger that you cant thump off when somthing is bad then you say that ain't no count if something is hard to do it's like trying to

Usrsf
United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) Battle Cry - GET'R DONE! Press Release The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These Alabama, Arkansas, Arizona, Georgia, Kentucky, Michigan, Mississippi, Missouri, Oklahoma, Tennessee, Texas and West Virginia boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists : 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don 't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday. Have a blessed day!

A Love Far Away
Dear Baby Don't let the miles between us Keep our love apart Just listen close and you will hear The beating of my heart. No distance, will ever keep My heart from loving you There are no more tears for it to weep For a love that runs so true. I'll be there with you one day soon To love you everyday And then my heart will sing a tune And you will hear it say. I've finally found my one true love As true as one can be And now your all I'm thinking of Forever stay with me. I love you Baby

Standup
Tonight I was at an open mic night in Baton Rouge and did a 5 minute standup bit. It was my second attempt at it. Folks laughed but I definitely showed my lack of experience. I had fun and hopefully I can do more attempts. I was nervous as a chihuahua with the DT's but if I didn't do it what would have happened? nothing. It isn't easy but also, it was good. The main thing I need to do is work on my act more and develop it then go back for more. Some things were easy laughs and I used an old burlesque joke that had them rolling. One of the easiest topics is talking about the differences between men and women. I shied away from the racial and political stuff because it can be a sensitive subject if you don't know the crowd. You could go from laughs to being strung up in a heart beat. Well, I'm going to work on some more material and come up with some good captions for my pics in here. Love y'all you folks been great. Remember ladies, it's a good thing to have a breast exam and even bette

Dear Hubby
To my darling husband Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pickup truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately, it was not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Walmart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent, but the pickup fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX

You
I awake as I sense the all familiar scent of you. As I lay wrapped in silk, I remember the journey that I took it seems like only moments before. Was it a dream; or, was it real. I know it has to be real because of the ever sweet gift you left me behind, your essence. I have searched so long for you I can barely believe that I am one step closer to finally having you. Your presence still lingers like a beautiful dream one does not desire to be awakened from. My love for you has no boundaries, I have traveled through space and time to bring you to me, I can't fail now. I have broken all of the earth's laws and gravity itself to finally bring you into my realm. A tear slowly escapes my eye as I think about not having you in my life. I have loved you for as long as I can remember. My soul yearns and aches for you to touch me and turn my skin into liquid silk. I need to know that it won't be much longer before you truly are here, standing before me, ready to shower me body and soul with yo

Questions To A World That Doesnt Care
you ever get the feeling yourment to be alone in the world all your life? like god just keeps giving you a taste of something you'll never truly have? why is it that when your so close your goal its so much harder to reach than when you first started out? is it just me, or does it seem that when your down on your luck, when you cant get any lower and everything you want in life is so far out of reach, the very thing you want becomes the very thing that is now ripping your soul apart? why is that? have i gone insane? it seems that most women today are falling for men, who to me seem to treat them and everyone around like crap. am i truly in a world where the nice guy finsihes last? has chivalry really died in this world as a whole? am i the last man on this earth that belive that a woman deserves to be treated with love compassion and respect? am i alone? cause some times i feel like i am. sometimes i feel like the world just doesnt care. about itself, abo

Words From Me To You....
Ia Iho Ke Aloha, A O `Oe Ku`u Pua. Aloha No Au Ia A Aloha Au Ia Mau 'Oe. Ka`u Ia E Lei A`e Nei La Ke Aloha. Ko Aloha Makamae E Ipo. Nau ko`u aloha. Ua Ola Ae Nei Loko I Ko Aloha, -Lee To my love, You are my blossom. I Truly Love You And will always Love You. I pledge my love to you alone. Life is once more alive within me for my love of you, -Lee

Makes Sense To Some
Happiness, once again? for maybe longer? troubles and turmoil, sillyness and drama, low selfextem, inclinations to controll, lonliness vs happiness, knowing happiness vs theritical ecstaticness, too optimistic? UNreal, Surreall? Back to the beginning again.....

Sex & Christianity
So that one can fully understand the obscurantism and obtuseness of Christian moral, here are some passages of the moral code regarding sexual relationships: 1) No sin is committed if the married couple have sexual intercourse without feeling pleasure. (casuistry) It was following this precept that women, in order not to commit the sin of lust which they would have to confess, (it is probable that there are still some today), during sexual intercourse recited: “ I am not doing it for my pleasure but to give God a son 2) “.If during sexual intercourse either the husband or wife passionately desires the other, he or she commits mortal sin. (S. Geronimo – theologian). 3) The fondling preceding sexual intercourse is to be considered venial sin if it is limited to simple caresses and becomes mortal sin if the mouth and genitals are kissed especially when the tongue is inserted. (Debreyne – Theologian) 4) Husband and wife should not have sexual intercourse more than four t

Scouse
INGREDIENTS 2 LB Lamb Fillet, cubed 2 LB Potatoes, diced 10 Shallots, peeled and chopped 12oz carrots, diced 2 small leeks, chopped 2 celery sticks, chopped 1 pint Chicken Stock Half Level teaspoon dried Rosmary Half Level teaspoon dried Sage 2 Tablespoons olive oil Salt and Pepper INSTRUCTIONS 1. Heat 1 tablespoon of oil in a large pan, add lamb and fry until brown. 2. Heat 1 tablespoon of oil in frying pan, add carrots, celery and leeks, fry on low heat until light brown, add to saucepan and mix with lamb. 3. Stir in chicken stock, add seasoning and herbs, bring gently to the boil, stirring continuously. 4. Reduce heat and simmer for approx. 60 minutes until lamb is tender. 5. Add the potatoes and cook for a further 40 minutes until all vegetables are cooked, stir intermittently. 6. Serve immediately.

The Cross
The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I can't go on," he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. Then, open that other door and pick out any cross you wish. The man was filled with relief. "Thank you Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord." he whispered. And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself far more fortunate than you imagined. Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine after the rain. Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall, but

I Tried To Tell You
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the Girl you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart.

Pisses Me Off
It really pisses me off people sit there and beg for friends and when you try to be one send greetings and notes rate every picture and comment on them, just to show an act of friendship you never hear from them after. Well, I have decided to put an end to it. I will no longer rate anyone for any reason until they can prove there friendship first. Have a great day all. Don't be surprised if your name gets deleted off my friends list.

Recently Separated
Well This Is It People,,, Yesterday Morning,, Me And My Husband Called It Quits! After 3 Years! We Both Think Its For The Best,, Its Been Pretty Much The End For Awhile. So I Will Be Going Back To Ontario With My Daughter In The Next Few Days To Move In With My Family.And Start Our New Life! I Wish Him Nothing But Happness And Good Luck On The Road Ahead!

My Fav...for Now
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

Welcome The New Cherries!
Cherries: This place is blowing up. We have had over 20K new cherries sign up in a week. I wanted to personally welcome all of you to the site. We have a long standing tradition of welcoming new members to the CT. Thank you to all of the veteran cherries who have helped the new cherries feel at home. If you have any questions about the site, please feel free to stop by the CherryTAP Support Lounge where you can ask our volunteer support staff any questions or concerns you may have. If you are a veteran cherry, please continue to welcome our new members. Let's keep the CT vibe chill and don't forget to have FUN!

I Got Flowers Today
I Got Flowers Today I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very

Halloween Was Ok
other than the bullshit and the drama after i roled into bed last nite i say over all for once i enjoyed my halloween.. i got got called a fat ugly bitch two differnt times...once by my ex and once by some complete strangers... but the fuck well if u dont like me then just dont talk to me...no need to call me names cause all that is going to do is cause me to be pissed... ok now for the real drama............. im in skool...and well i have to deal with a bunch of highskool bullshit there and its anoying its fucking college my god is it that hard to grow the fuck up and stop acting immature.. i find out if i can drive today...and hopefully i can go back to work but i dont know yet... but better believe that im going to be pissed if i cannt.. i really dont want to be in kansas city n e more... but i have to finish college first.. im really tired of all this drama and bullshit...people grow the fuck up and stop blaming other people for ur drama.... and right now im

13 Cherrytap Rules
13 CherryTap Rules Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who

What Do You Think
FINE Freakedout Insicure Nerotic Emoshinal At the bottom of this deep dark hole is what remains of a tortured soul. He loved too many, once too often. But now he sleeps alone in his coffin. My brain has always goverend my heart. Ah! Who shall lift that wand of magic power and the lost clue regain. Trust everyone just dont trust the devil inside them. There are none so blind as those who will not see.

Sick
I'm so friggin sick this morning and I haven't got a clue what's up. I left work early yesterday because I was completely light headed and for once it wasn't the hair color! I hate missing work because I'm sick. (Read: I much prefer to miss work because I'm doing something fun.) I'm cranky and my tummy hurts. And I've been popping Excedrine Migraine for a week like candy. *sigh* I think I'm going to end up putting myself back to bed pretty soon. :(

Influential Books
So I was thinking last night about books that impacted me so much that I still remember them, years later. Books that made me cry, rant, rave, throw them against the wall, and generally feel intensely. So here's a list of books that I recommend if you want to think. I'll keep adding to it as I think of more. Equus by Peter Shaffer - a play about sanity, and what does it really mean to be sane? Can we be truly happy if we're conforming to a societal norm? Grendel by John Gardner - the story of Beowulf from the perspective of the poor monster Grendel. A fascinating book, and one that, along with Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man would most greatly influence my writing in high school. The Kristin Lavransdatter Trilogy by Sigrid Undset - Undset won the Nobel Prize for Literature in 1928 for a very good reason. This is an exquisitely written trilogy, both for scope and for detail. It's about the life of a woman on Scandinavia during the Middle Ages, from young girlhood

Amazing Life Facts
Amazing life facts Current mood: cheerful Category: Life I highlighted the most important ones. Did You Know That... 1. A 1,200-pound horse eats about seven times its own weight each year. 2. A bean has more DNA per cell than a human cell. 3. A Blue Earth, Minnesota , law declares that no child under the age of twelve may talk over the telephone unless monitored by a parent. 4. A broken clock is right at least twice a day. 5. A shark can detect one part of blood in 100 million parts of water. 6. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 7. A cat has 4 rows of whiskers and they're used to determine if a space is too small to squeeze through. 8. A Chicago law forbids eating in a place that is on fire. 9. A fetus acquires fingerprints at the age of three months. 10. A fingernail or toenail takes about 6 months to grow from base to tip. 11. A ful

A Change Of Pace
A CHANGE OF PACE According to a Greek legend, in ancient Athens a man noticed the great storyteller Aesop playing childish games with some little boys. He laughed and jeered at Aesop, asking him why he wasted his time in such frivolous activity. Aesop responded by picking up a bow, loosening its string, and placing it on the ground. Then he said to the critical Athenian, "Now, answer the riddle, if you can. Tell us what the unstrung bow implies." The man looked at it for several moments but had no idea what point Aesop was trying to make. The moralist explained, "If you keep a bow always bent, it will break eventually; but if you let it go slack, it will be more fit for use when you want it." So it is with us. Our minds and bodies are like the bow. When constantly under pressures of everyday life, we can eventually break. We need to loosen up; we need time to take the pressure off and relax. Former baseball pitcher Dutch Leonard might have put it a little di

Witness Your Choices
Wednesday, November 1, 2006 Witness your choices As you go through this day, make whatever choices you wish. And remind yourself with each one that it is indeed your own choice. Be an aware and observant witness of all the choices you make. You'll find that it adds power and perspective to everything you do. Many times when you have the opportunity to make a choice, you essentially give that choice away. This happens when you allow yourself to react in a conditioned and predictable manner out of sheer habit. But you never have to do that. Each choice can indeed be your very own. You don't have to be offended when someone seeks to offend you. You don't have to become angry when others seek to incite your anger for their own purposes. You can make any choice you wish. Pay close attention to those choices, and you'll quickly learn to harness their awesome power. -- Ralph Marston

Redneck Logic
Two rednecks decided they weren't going anywhere in life, and thought they should go to college to get ahead. The first redneck went in to see the counselor, who told him to take Math, History, and Logic. "What's Logic?" the first redneck asked. The professor answered by saying, "Let me give you an example. Do you own a weed eater?" "I sure do." said the first redneck. "Then I can assume, using logic, that you have a yard," replied the professor. "That's real good!" said the redneck. The professor continued, "Logic will also tell me that since you have a yard, you also own a house." Impressed, the redneck said, "Amazin!" "And since you own a house, logic dictates that you have a wife," continued the professor. "That's Betty Mae! This is incredible!" The redneck is obviously catching on. "Finally, since you have a wife, logically I can assume that you are heterosexual," said the professor. "You're absolutely right!" exclaimed the redneck. Why that's t

13 Cherrytap Rules-repost
13 CherryTap Rules - Repost Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and

Important-please Read
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY FRIEND "Redhotlustlife" for her permission to repost this blog--it coontains my sentiments exactly and I could not have stated these things any better: 13 CherryTap Rules - Repost Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're sti

Lack Of Patience For The Stupid Of This Planet!
So, as I have the lowest level of patience for the massive amount of stupid people that populate the Earth and those whos exploits I'm forced to deal with on a daily basis (about 200 of them), I am simply amazed at some of the things people do and think "hey, there's nothing wrong with this-it's a right good idea to drive down I-95 with my buddies, wearing ski masks and shooting paintballs at other cars around us." This is just one of hundreds of examples I could give of what some of the people who work under me have done. Now, keep in mind that these people are not teenagers in school or misguided college students, these are grown men in their mid-20's with less IQ power than that of a half-squashed grape. The question I pose is this: what drives a person to do the most ridiculous things with their spare time?

Cherry Tap Rules
13 CherryTap Rules - Repost Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and

My Love/hate Relationship With Halloween...
Halloween. I am going to have to say that I have I have a LOVE/HATE relationship with this holiday. I love how my kids get around this time of year. The one time of year they get to dress up and act stupid (other then school plays). But most of all the way they act when they pull in all that CANDY!! Okay, so now that I have done all the standing over their shoulder when they get all this candy dropped in their bucket (you know I need to make sure they aren't getting used needles or razor blades in with all that candy). Then again as I have to SORT thru to make sure everything in the buckets appear "Un-tampered" with, its time for the kiddos to compare, trade, and bargain for each others "Better Candy". You know what I mean.... Scarlett will trade Brendan 4 pieces of gum and one sucker for that mini Snicker bar and Ian the poor kid will get raped by the other two. Okay really this is kinda the cool part because these kids can bargain when it comes to Candy..... Lord know

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'l

Halloween Is Still Killing Me! Lol
the show couldnt have gone any better! we were at full capacity before the music even started! wow! its been years since the scene up here has been that good. i can barely move my head due to the hand banging and screaming...haha. but in the end it was all worth it! more people and more rum!

Runaway Passion
Runaway passion, flash threw fall fashion, gust's graze the face of mother earth, with such grace, far surpassing, any who might fall within her ranks it would be against her better sense not to raise the stakes raise your hands to wash your face as a new day now awakes its up to you what you will make this blank canvas of a day for your memories to overlay this potential masterpiece a coup d'grace.

What I Walk With
I walk with what i walk with and talk shit with what i talk with I've taught with what i am taught with and been caught with who i am caught with talked with shit ive talked with whatevered sit and listen thoughtless and been shocked with shit that shocked me been shocked when people jocked me and just scoffed when people mocked me all and all it somehow cost me my humanity is somewhat costly i reflect and ask the boss me he responds youve somehow lost me half me stands thats just the lost me half me's lost the half it cost me and so i walk with the half thats walking and talk in a manner shocking mortals in such a manor that shatters your moral standards 1wordrow1...................... intillectual cannibal commander

She Waits - Erotic Poem
SHE WAITS She waits at my feet as she has been tought, Serine at the life that she has sought Euphoric with her life’s desires being met Ecstatic with knowing that she is My pet. Behind her back gently clasping her hands, Naked, still, awaiting her commands. Kneeling just right, with her eyes closed, Head slightly lifted in the required pose. Devoting to me, her mind, body and soul, My slave completes me making me whole. Her body quivers with anticipation and desire, Wanting and needing, she’s feeling on fire. I can see her thoughts and her body betrays, Her breathing increases and she slightly sways. Knowing that I’ll soon be starting our play, And satisfy her needs throughout the day. A slight smirk begins as her cheeks start to warm, Wanting and needing, she does not break form. Her desires are met when I direct her to rise, Moisture gathering between her thighs. Directed to retrieve some items of play. Gladly and quick,

My Sacrifice
My Sacrifice My Pain; my sorrow; My Darkness. These I have to deal with. I am to Blame, I am the Cause & Effect. I have created my own prison. I have lost what I have gained, What was given. I took it, I ripped it from my grasp. I am the bringer of my own pain. I've done this; There is no one to blame but me. I had everything, I took everything. In the blink of an eye, Gone. This I must live with. I must regain what I took. The road ahead is long & dark. I must regain the light. I must regain my life. This is my sacrifice. Jeremy E Allen Copyright ©2006 Jeremy E Allen

My Plight - Erotic Infactuation
My Plight > Bewitched by your beauty and under your spell, > I find my heart and mind, spinning in hell. > Knowing that we shall never be able to unite, > The distance of age and location, my plight. > My wants and desires shall never be shared, > The loss of your respect is my primary fear. > A vision of you will remain in my mind, > Slightly askewed with leathers that bind. > You are a princess as my fantasy unfolds, > My deepest desires can never be told. > So I leave with the passion that I have shown, > And my wish of one day, you could be my own. Written for a friend as I read her profile in October 2006.

Awwwwww How Sweet!!!
I never thought that I could meet, someone who thinks, thinks just like me, someone who cares about everyone they know, someone who still has more room to grow, someone who loves, someone who laughs, someone whos care will always last, someone who shares, someone who smiles, someone who would walk 1000 miles, 1000 miles to help a friend, a friend that will be there till the end. So no more worrying that no one cares, Slingbob my Lo i know you'll always be there! Love, your Lette, Jugga-lugga-LOVE

Something To Think About
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the uni versity for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom,

More Sex And More
Taunt me with your womanhood tease me with delight Take me to that hidden cove we visit every night Put your arms around me hold me oh so close Whisper that you love me let me overdose I give you me completely I am at your command A slave to you unselfishly beginning to expand Kiss me softly on the neck and then behind my ear Run your nails across my back evoke my trusting fear Thrust your body on me then quickly pull away Lying there by candle light my woman on display Cast me to your ocean throw me to your shore Take me deep beneath your sea allow me to explore The pureness of your waters those tides of salty brine Which ebb and flow as if though, erotic and divine My hands rest on your stomach which soon begins to shake The gratitude of giving entice a seismic quake The beauty of just knowing a female rhapsody Is only the beginning of what is yet to be One in to each other a cadence we commence Into volcanic lava flow a feeli

Chocolate... And Men
I am here to speak for the silent majority.. those women who like myself, on a daily basis, stand on a very fine line between wishing we were rail thin little model-types who whine and complain that they cannot POSSIBLY eat a candy bar because they will gain weight... and fighting the urge to tie those broads down.. and force feed them chocolate so they will look less like some halloween prop warehouse reject, and more like human beings.... Nothing irritates me more than seeing Tiny little waifs who are so obviously STARVING themselves, to the point of risking becoming the "INCREDIBLE SKELETAL FEMALES" sorority, ordering a salad and ice water at a restaurant !! I swear I just wanna grab them by the throats and scream at them: "EAT for the love of Christ - EAT!" But while we are on the subject of food.. there are so many risks associated with food these days.. Look at the media... Can't eat Beef, could catch Mad cow disease.... Can't eat chicken . Damned bird flu

This Shit Sucks!!
Do you ever have those days were you just want to smack the hell out of someone just to do it?. It doesn't matter who it is, anyone will do. And knowing the whole time that when you are doing it that when you are done you will feel no remorse for that person. And you will know you will have a good long laugh afterwards. Cause you are to the point that you just don't care anymore. Hello, how are you and smack right up side the freaking head. Yeah I am so having one of those days. Sitting here at work and I really don't want to be here It's almost 6:30 a.m. and everything and everyone is getting on my nerves. I think I am getting a cold and don't really feel good. My allergies are acting up and I have been sneezing my head off, got the watery, itchy eyes. UGH!!! This really sucks. My poor nose is going to fall off if I blow it one more time dammit!! 3:00 can't get here quick enough cause I'm ready to go home. Oh well, I'll deal...Is it Friday yet?

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Back From Salem
Hello to all my friends. I got back from Salem, Mass today from my little get away. I had so much fun, we did all the witch and ghost haunts and tours. I even learned alot about the history of Salem and the witch hangings, got to visit the places where they were hung and the cemetaries. I surely learned alot. Halloween night was so exciting, so many different costumes, and there were so many people it was like mardi gras.Alot of different costumes and some looked like they cost alot. but it was surely a masquerade of sorts. I plan on going back next year and hopefully get more people to join me. Just wanted to let yall know that I was back and had a fanfukintastic weekend. Lady Di

Tecca Nina
Hell yeah so anyone that knows me pretty well knows that I am an avid Tech N9ne fan. I been listening to him for about 6 1/2 years now and been wanting to catch a show for the longest. the last time I was up in Missouri for BIDS school I tried to catch a show but missed it by about 2 weeks. Needless to say I was pissed. Now I am back for Recon school and the first thing I did when I got up here was check to see if any shows were gonna be happening while I was in state. Hell yeah I lucked out cuz not only does Everready the religion (his new album) drop on the 7th of NOV, I get to watch him on the 10th of Nov in Columbia, Missouri which is like 2 hours north of here. Fuck yeah I am really excited about this and just wanted to share ^^ Anyways hey everyone thats reading this go buy Tech's new album when it comes out and if u ain't got the old ones go gettem. You won't be sorry.

Ok.. I Really Need Advice About This
well lets see.. this happened when i used to work at my old job... this guy adam.. liked me and wanted to hang out so..we did and then we started going out..and this happens at every job i go to ...(somepeople i guess just think its okay to spread crap about me) well somepeople apparently were spreading crap about me i didnt even know.. so like the next day he wouldnt talk to me.. and i was like wtf.. soo i came up to work and hes like "my phone got ruined" and i didnt believe him..and ya..soo like 2 weeks passed and like i came up there..and i was like what is the problem he said that i was going to get my friends beat his ass.. i was like wtf.. i said if you hurt me i would..i told him i liked him too much to have them do that. but then hes like i'll call you tonight.. and talk about it.. he never did.. i havent talked to him after that ..and he has myspace..soo i like wrote him messages and stuff.. i mean obviously i didnt think i did anything wrong .. he was like the perfect guy iv

If We Had Sex
1. Would you mind me being in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a passion mark? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take ur time if I told you to? 13. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would u want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do u think I could make you have an orgasm?

Final Evening With My Nyc Friends~on The Move
These past few days with my friends from NYC have been great. It has given me a new lease on life & love itself. I know now why they are staying, they are taking me away for the weekend..VEGAS BABY!! We are all diehard fans of Aerosmith, and they are playing at the MGM Grand in Las Vegas, that is their graduation present to me. We saw recently at the Alltel Pavilion in Raleigh, NC & I had checked on the official Aerosmith site.. They along with Motley Crue are playing in Vegas this Saturday. My friends has had this planned for months, and we are taking my kids with me.. I have packed most of what we need and will all be back by Sunday evening. I'm taking my labtop with me, and some of the gals have theirs, so I will check my emails and post from time to time. Say a little prayer for us, we leave tomorrow afternoon when the kids get home from school. Will be back on later tonite or tomorrow morning. I am just too excited about this..WOW!!

First Kiss
but this feeling is liquid like the red 1 of blood oranges, 2 and I can’t explain it because I can’t wrap my mind 3 around what’s 4 sunk into the citrus floor of my skin, 5 and it’s like sediment settled there at the bottom. 6 And this is an accidental fascination, 7 one that causes my fingers to shake, 8 desperate to erase the drowsy 9 dark weight of you and me, 10 but it’s so intoxicating that crush of tangerine 11 that bursts between those same fingertips. 12 So it’s an orange explosion of wings from my stomach 13 out through my back when your eyes follow me across the 14 floor and I can do nothing to break the gaze that traces me 15 so I step, and step, and step away, 16 backing up and trying to fend off 17 the feelings under the lashes of your eyes that 18 I’m not sure are real or imagined, 19 because its such a dangerous emotion 20 that is spurned by that same dark look in your eyes 21 an emotion tha

Indian Delite... Adult Content
Subject: Indian Delite As always, comments, good and bad, are enouraged. Indian Delight It had been a long, dark, and stormy day. A large hurricane had broken up off the coast of the Carolinas, and its remnants were moving up the eastern seaboard. I had not been anxious to tackle the 14-hour drive home in such a storm. So, I had slept a little later than usual. It was late morning when I finally checked out of my central New Jersey motel room. The desk clerk warned me of the approaching storms. Road conditions were expected to deteriorate and become hazardous. I didn’t believe road conditions in New Jersey could get much worse than they were under the best of circumstances. As I headed south, traffic on I-95 was practically bumper to bumper. In the constant rain, it was moving slowly, but moving. Occasionally, an intense thunder storm cell would pass through the area I was in and make driving even worse. I seemed to be making

No Title.. Too Confused To Think Of One
I've come to realize that no matter how hard I try, some people just cant understand me and my values... they just cant understand how I am, how I think, how I love, how I care... They don't understand, or just don't want to take the time to understand... either way, it makes me feel like I'm the one that's losing in the long run... Maybe I expect too much... maybe I care about things and people too much... I just don't know... Don't get me wrong, I have a few friends here that know me, and love me just the way I am. They understand why I can and cant do certain things at a certain time... they understand about my faults, and my reasons for those faults... These are the ones that take the time to help me in my time of need... the ones that take the time out of what they are doing, to see what they can do to help. Ok, so maybe what they do to help, like messaging someone out of the blue, to try and get some answers, isn't the right thing to do... but they do it because they

You Know Your An Emt Or Paramedic If....
There are a number of these that are true. Too Many. LOL The funniest one is number 11....we were actually talking about getting a bunch of us together and writing a book....Does that make us sick? LOL 1. You have the bladder capacity of five people. 2. You have ever restrained someone and it was NOT a sexual experience. 3. You believe that 50% of people are a waste of good air. 4. Your idea of a good time is a shooting or a car crash. (rollover) 5.You put your finger on the emergency button on your radio when anyone seems friendly towards you. 6. You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac and birth control pills. 7. You disbelieve 90% what you hear and 75% what you see. 8. You have your weekends off planned for a year. 9. You believe the government should require a permit to reproduce. 10. You refer to your favorite resturant by the intersection at which it's located. 11. You have ever wanted to hold a seminar entitled: "Suicide...getting it right the fi

Never Seen
once again at the crossroads once again invisible once again set up for failure once again responsible control nothing except myself forget the way to be free ill be left once again for someone else better than me dangle freedom in my sight throwing me a bone much to your delight ill be once again alone ill take the easy way out once again competition is something I refuse to be in so everyone who meets me but isnt sure will lose out on my kindness and loyalty thats pure I dont think im all that much I think that im just me I believe that i have a purpose and someone somewhere will shine their love upon me

Weird Ass Dreams...
last night i had trouble sleeping..my dreams..(besides my mom drivin me nuts!!) they were crazy me being a vampire and terrizing everything and everybody...goes to show how much i wanna be a vampire also who i want to be my mate if i ever do get bit...(twizted..) he would be my first victum...and i well enjoy it... they do exsist...sucking blood and crazy ass sex...damn makes me horney...he he

Is It Just Me ?
Hey whats up its my first blog is it wrong to tie a midget to a ceiling fan in a sort of kinky game of sexy roulette have a few goats present? take turns on whos on top becareful in the missionary position guys i belive the goats could mistake a hairy ball sack for a ripe ol clump of broccoli trust me i know these things but ya take it in to concideration and let me know k thanx joe mama

This Polaroid Has A Pulse
This Polaroid has a pulse I miss the smell of you on my clothes I miss the feeling of your skin I miss the taste of your lips I miss every single kiss I miss the way you licked your lips For another taste of mine I miss that look in your eyes That said "do it please do it again" I miss the way things should have been Even though they could never be Girl there's somthin about this That's makin me miss you ...even though you're right by my side And if I can't Hear your heart beat Baby your way too far Too far away from me Pictures never taken Moments lost in time Things ill never forget Burned forever in my mind I wanna be holdin you tight Underneath the stars And wishing on every one that falls Just to wake up With you in my arms Would make this all worth while To kiss you on the lips As I open my eyes And see your beautiful smile (I love it when you smile) And if I can't Hear your heart beat Baby your way too far Too far

In Memory Of My Son, Jake
It ain't fair you died to young Like a story that had just begun The day you tore the pages all away God knows how i miss you All the hell that i've been through Just know no one can take your place Sometimes i wonder who you'ld be today

Not Sure If I Like The Name Change
Just wanted to tell everyone i hate the name change preffered Lost Cherry lol but not much you can do about it lol do you guys like the changes going on here? still glitches goin on lol anyway cheers

Where In The F**k Are My Friends?
I AM REALLY TIRED OF THE LACK OF LOVE ON MY PAGE & PICS! TIRED OF SHOWING LOVE & HELPING OUT MY SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT CAN'T TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO DO THE SAME! I AM DELETING MOST OF YOU IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS! YOU WON'T KNOW YOU WERE ANYWAY, CAUSE YOU WON'T READ THIS & YOU NEVER COME TO MY PAGE ANYWAY!

Riding Again...
OK...for those of you who might be questioning the surgery....no, it was not to attach my balls back to my body, nor was it brain surgery (although I have argued w/ myself a number of times to kick the habit...). It was shoulder surgery due to too many dislocations. Now..the million dollar question...do I get back on?? Mebbe I oughta put up a poll....LMAO

Emergency Room
The other day, I had to go to the emergency room. Not wanting to sit there for 4 hours, I went to the Army-Navy store, and bought some OD pants and a shirt. Then I sewed a couple of patches on which I grabbed from the internet.. It was amazing how many people left as I walked in. I guess they suddenly decided they weren't that sick after all.. Here is the patch that you can sew on your clothing if you are in need of quicker emergency service.

The Red Pigeon
The mayor of Houston Texas was very worried about a plague of pigeons in Houston. He could not remove the pigeons from the city. All of Houston was full of pigeon poop. The people of Houston couldn't walk on the sidewalks or drive on the roads. It was costing a fortune to try to keep the streets and sidewalks clean. One day a man came to City Hall and offered the Mayor a proposition. "I can rid your beautiful city of its plague of pigeons without cost to the city. But, you must promise not to ask me any questions. Or, you can pay me five million dollars and ask one question." The mayor considered the offer briefly and accepted the free proposition. The next day the man climbed to the top of City Hall, opened his coat, and released a red pigeon. The red pigeon circled in the air and flew up into the bright blue Texas sky. All the pigeons in Houston saw the red pigeon. They gathered up behind the red pigeon. The Houston pigeons followed the red pigeon as she flew eastward out of th

Five Rules For Men To Follow For A Happy Life
1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's VERY, VERY important that these four women don't know each other

Your Saint My Beast
Your Saint My Beast It’s your saint, But my beast, It’s my hunger, But your feast, It’s your comfort, But my shack, I prefer distance, While you want her back. To you a steady shoulder, To me a cold cheek, You see strength, I see weak. To you an angel, To me it’s callow, You found love, And I found shallow. To me a shade, To you a home, Your place of light. My nightmare zone. My reality, Is not yours, And then again, Yours too, not mine, of course. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran

Love Poem
LOVE I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can’t help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all.

Proud To Be An American!
A very powerful message! A Simple Thank You Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq . I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago th

I Miss My Mom... Make Sure Your Loved Ones Know You Love Them!
My mom died, as most of you know, and it was REALLY unexpected. My mom and I did not end on good terms and I feel HORRIBLE. I miss her so much... I WANT MY MOM... I feel shitty... I wanna wake up and hug her and kiss her... I wanna see her so badly. I miss her so much... MAKE SURE YOU TELL YOUR LOVED ONES YOU LOVE THEM!!!! I shit you not.

November 1st
I'm Happy! So for the past month (approx.) I've known that on Nov. 1 we had tickets for something. I had no idea what, until last week I didn't know where. Well he managed to keep it a secret pretty much until we got there. My bf (Sydistic for the uninformed) took me to see Carlos Mencia live at the Lyric in downtown Baltimore. OMG I've never been to a comedy show before, and I LOVE comedy. My love really surprised me and made my day. Again he made my day. FYI if you like to laugh check out Carlos Mencia. As for me, I'm beyond happy. I had a great night with the man of my dreams and I get to go to bed with him just to put the cherry on top of this wonderous evening. Syd, I love you.

For The Record... Most Hearts Break In Unison
There's a trauma station and it's overflowing with the wounded. They hold their hands on the infected areas, the ones that hurt the most. Some have trouble walking, others are seeing double, while others are having trouble breathing. They are a sorry lot to say the least, you'd think they'd triage these lost souls and help those who are feeling it the most first. Sometimes the pain is so intense that if it was gone you'd miss it, you'd wonder how you survived without it. You'd wake up in the morning and feel like getting out of bed for a change, you'd feel weightless and it wouldn't seem right. You'd want to go outside and be seen by the world. You'd want to do more than just sit in your room and write idiotic stories that make no sense. The thoughts that you wasted on her would be gone and you'd think to yourself "who was she, what did I love about her anyways, how did she control so much of my mind?" You'd of course have no answer because your tiny brain has given up on those conundr

I ♥ You
I love calling you my wife Although its not official yet They say we're young but who does care Our love is all but regret. I love seeing you smile, And waking up to it everyday I pray to the Lord, My God, My Soul May that smile never fade away. I love holding onto you, As I did in the rain Our first night's true love kiss, Has erased all of our pain.

The Year's Best (actual) Headlines Of 2005:
THE YEAR'S BEST (actual) HEADLINES OF 2005: Crack Found On Governor's Daughter (Imagine that!) Something Went Wrong In Jet Crash, Expert Says [No, really?] Police Begin Campaign To Run Down Jaywalkers [Now that's taking things a bit far!] Is There A Ring of Debris around Uranus? [Not if you wipe thoroughly!] Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over [Atta Kid!] Miners Refuse To Work After Death [Those good-for-nothin' lazy pos's!] Juvenile Court To Try Shooting Defendant [See if that works any better than a fair trial!] War Dims Hope For Peace [I can see where it might have that effect!] If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile [You think?!] Cold Wave Linked To Low Temperatures [Who would have thought!] Enfield ( London ) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide [They may be on to something!] Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges [You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?!] Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charg

Rawr.
I cant sleep. I got a headache that i cant shake. And its a bitch man. Blah. Im listening to justin timberlakes what goes around comes around. I miss kimmiecup. And its REALLY hot in this damn house. Fuck man.

I I
the santa anas blew in hot from the desert, shriveling the last of the spring grass into whiskers of plae straw. only the oleanders thrived, their delicate poisonous blooms, their dagger green leaves. we could not sleep in the dry hot nights, my mother and i. i woke up at midnight to find her bed empty. i climbed to the roof and easily spotted her blonde hair like a white flame in the light of the three-quarter moon. "oleander time," she said. "lovers who kill each other now will blame it on the wind." she held up her large hand and spread the fingers, let the desert dryness lick through. my mother was not herself in the time of the santa anas. i was twelve years old and i was afraid for her. i wished things were back the way they had been, that barry was still here, that the wind would stop blowing. "you should get some sleep," i offered. "i never sleep," she said. i sat next to her, and we stared out at the city that hummed and glittered like a computer chi

It A Cold Night Ith Out You (poem/song Work In Progress)
It’s a cold and lonely night as we enter this winter morning For I was cold and lonely with you, in my arms with me For I can’t be so cold with out you here I just can’t wait for us to be tougher As my coldness will go as we are tougher in our arms with each other For I am cold and lonely and till we are tougher.

All You Said Was. . . .
This one I wrote when I was living at my mothers and was in love with a man that broke my heart, and now wants me back ohwell to late buddy You asked if I would marry you Come to find out your feelings weren't true Our future now out of sight Nothing can spark my light. I became upset and depressed And all you said was its a part of life. To the heart your words became abusive When put together they formed excuses After that, everything we had was a lie I needed to, but I didn't cry. I became teary eyed but I kept my feelings suppressed And all you said was it's a part of life Over the phone is how you said it You couldn't say it to my face, how pathetic. I loved you with all of my essence But you abused it and now I can't stand being in your presences One question passes through my head yet today Why? Why did you do those things to me in such a horrible way? Jessica Rene Wetley Copyright ©2006 Jessica Rene Wetley

Not-so-epic Saga Of My Love Life
Those of you who have been following the latest intense development in my online love life ... well, it ended. We're spending some time apart. Which is healthy. It's not, like, a real breakup, after all, because it wasn't a real relationship to begin with. That said, I'm allowed a night to wallow, right? So, I'm wallowing. I'm sad. Sometimes even when you know the healthiest thing to do (which would have been, oh, walking away weeks ago), you just can't bring yourself to do it, and even if you do, you can't stop it hurting so much. So, in honor of wallowing, I give you snippets of my favorite breakup lyrics: Nina Gordon - The End of the World I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why everything is the same as it was. And I can't understand, No I can't understand Why life goes on the way it does. Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when we said goodbye. Kirsty MacColl - Tomorrow

Interesting Thought
You know, as I go through profiles and see some of the interesting people (And some I have made the attempt to meet), I notice that a LOT of people seem to just "hit and run", getting a friend just for Points. What's the deal? I mean, come ON - I'm here to meet new people, strike up some conversations, and have some fun. Part of that fun (To me) is actually getting to KNOW people. So, if you're on my list, and want to talk - Even via Email, or Shouts - whatever - Hit me up. I'm here to meet REAL people, not just those who can amass the most points.

The Cremated Husband
Martha recently lost her husband. She had him cremated and brought his ashes home. Picking up the urn that he was in, she poured him out on the patio table. Then, while tracing her fingers in the ashes, she started talking to him. "Herman, you know that dishwasher you promised me? I bought it with the insurance money!" She paused for a minute tracing her fingers in the ashes then said, "Herman, remember that car you promised me? Well, I also bought it with the insurance money!" Again, she paused for a few minutes and while tracing her fingers in the ashes she said, "Herman, that diamond ring you promised me? Bought it too, with the insurance money!" Finally, still tracing her fingers in the ashes, she said, "Herman, remember that blow job I promised you?" "Here it comes."

Color Of Passion
Your Passion is Orange Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies. For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star. And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show. Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act! What Color Is Your Passion?

This Could Be Us When We Get Old
This will warm your heart, especially if you have lost faith in > > human kindness. This letter was sent to the principal's office after an > > > > elementary school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. A > > > > little old lady received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize, and was > > > > writing to say thank you. This story is a credit to all mankind. Forward to > > > > anyone you know who might need a lift today! > > > > > > > > Dear Faculty and Students, > > > > God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior > > > > citizens' luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at an Assisted Home > > > > for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and > > > > it's nice to know someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness > > > > to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and always had her own radio. > > > > Before I received this one, she would never let me listen to hers,

Another Bit Of A Gothic Poem ??
From the lost dark night he brings to you the power of life as he takes your soul from you each night you fell in to a deep sleep. As he walks away with your soul at night He kisses you upon your lips For your soul to come back each time you awaken So you can tell of the lost dark night To bring others to awaken at the days of life For when he will be at your first Childs front door On their 21st birthday to bring them the power of love from your soul

Letter From A Third Grade Teacher Sent Home To Pagan Parents
This was so fucking cute! I loved it...only cause I've been through something similar with Daves teacher. *except the rash thing* ************************************************ ************************************************ Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the room with her pencil in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her art class is in an hour and to please refrain until then to do any drawing. And speaking of art class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the

What Do You Believe In...
I believe in a few good things. I believe that you should Treat others how You would like to be treated. I believe in "true Love". I believe in Humanity eventhough, we arent perfect. I believe in Struggling to achieve greatness, and I believe in Myself...

Freakin Perverts
What the fuck is wrong with people? Im sick of dirty fuckers asking me to "play". What did people do before computers? Whats so good about cybering with someone? No matter how you look at it youre still just masturbating. If i wanted to see someone naked I would go look at my husband or watch some porn on my big screen tv, not sit in front of my computer for some weirdo to jerk off to me. How pathetic does someone have to be? I have a suggestion go get some pussy out in the real world dick face because you are just a lonely piece of perverted shit. I hope you get carpel tunnel syndrome from wanking your tiny dick too much.

Obedience Or Independence?
November 2, 2006 Obedience or Independence? LISTEN: READ: If you love Me, keep My commandments —John 14:15 About this cover Our Lord never insists obedience. He stresses very definitely what we ought to do, but He never forces us to do it. We have to obey Him out of a oneness of spirit with Him. That is why whenever our Lord talked about discipleship, He prefaced it with an "If," meaning, "You do not need to do this unless you desire to do so." "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself . . ." ( Luke 9:23 ). In other words, "To be My disciple, let him give up his right to himself to Me." Our Lord is not talking about our eternal position, but about our being of value to Him in this life here and now. That is why He sounds so stern (see Luke 14:26 ). Never try to make sense from these words by separating them from the One who spoke them. The Lord does not give me rules, but He makes His standard very clear. If my relationship to Him is that of love, I

Amber Alert
So sad.... There was an amber alert yesterday for a 16 year old girl that disappeared from her job at a diner yesterday morning. She was said to have dissappeared with a 51 year old man with whom she worked. She was found murdered and raped last night, about 2 miles from the diner. It turns out that the man that is said to have committed the crime, was just released from a 25 year prison term in April, for committing the same crime. The jackass at the diner, knew his record and still hired him to work with this 16 year old girl. I am so very sad about this. Having 3 daughters myself, it scares me to death to think of things like this!

First One Up
I open my eyes and find That it is still early. There are no sounds of any other early risers. Its my quiet time to think, Remember yesterday, And to wonder what today and tomorrow will bring. How long have I been awake? Just minutes, or hours? Time has slipped away into the deepness of my thought. I notice it is light now. Someone else is awake, But they dont choose to take advantage of the quiet time, And they put an end to mine, Noisily making breakfast, Forgetting those still sleeping as well as those awake. -RKE

Men
If you're a guy and you're not going to rate and fan me 1st then I'm probably not going to add you as a friendGenerally, guys want to friend me for different reasons but the main ones are (1) I always wanted to be with a guy and like your pix so may I please suck your cock or (2) because they want to make it look like we're real friends to make my girlfriends think they're coolI list myself as bisexual but I do prefer women but I also like threesomes and moresomes and in those situations I enjoy seeing naked men and their cock(s) getting excited with women. I also like to see women with men and enjoy doing c2c with couples. But just watching a guy stroking his cock or him just watching me really does nothing for me unless there are women present or in some manner involved. There may be exceptions like if the men are really hot and maybe having an orgy or something; but generally speaking I'm really not looking to have single men as friends unless there is something about them beyond

Till Death Parts Us
she wonders around, no one seems to care she thinks and she cries and then she combs her hair wondering what was wrong and why it had to be the only thing left was to gaze at the sea the sea was reluctant to share its time with her she sat and she cried and she took her turn her turn was to slowly make sure she would die she had nothing she had nadda and to her this was fine as every passing moment had gone through her thoughts she wrapped up herself in her guilt she had brought so the time is now and the time is gone for the poor helpless girl she would be forever alone

Who's My Cherry Lover
I've always wanted to start one of these silly games, so let's see how well this one flies ... If you wanna be the secret lover of the person who posted this bulletin, send them a private message saying "me love you long time". Then repost this bulletin with the title "who's my cherry lover?" If you don't repost this within 69 seconds, then you're love life will stop dead in its tracks. Let the lovin begin! (repost of original by '~ HAFA ADAI ~' on '2006-11-01 20:30:23') (repost of original by 'Naughty Lil Devil' on '2006-11-01 21:03:13') (repost of original by 'taco4u23~juggalo homie~' on '2006-11-01 21:16:56') (repost of original by 'wzktm' on '2006-11-01 21:47:44') (repost of original by 'James' on '2006-11-01 22:46:34') (repost of original by '@-}Blackroses@-}' on '2006-11-01 22:48:54') (repost of original by 'Amber20' on '2006-11-01 22:51:02') (repost of original by 'BLUE EYED DEVIL' on '2006-11-02 00:49:10') (repost of original by '~Pain Is My Passion~

No Subject
Blah, I am stuck at school til noon. My one class was cancelled so I found a computer lab and here I am. However, I am gettin pissed cause CT is running really slow on my school's network. They need to do something about that, for all the money I pay to go to this damn school they should atleast have fast internet service lol. Right now I am just sitting here, half asleep, rating some pictures, and now typing this pointless blog. I am still trying to get used to the new picture format. I like it, but I'm not used to having to go to my left to rate a pic, I keep aiming for the middle. I have like 8 unread messages to reply to. If you are one of them, sorry, I will get to it today, I just can't right now cause I'm too tired to comprehend and respond to what they say lol. Oh well, later.

Who Am I?
Who am I? 1-Nov-2006 Written by: Deepak Chopra Vedanta, one of the world's most ancient philosophies, says there are only five reasons why humans suffer: not knowing who we are, identifying with our ego or self-image, clinging to the transient and unreal, recoiling in fear of the transient and unreal, and fear of death. Vedanta also says that the five causes of suffering are all contained in the first cause - not knowing who we are. If someone were to ask, "Who are you?" your response would probably be "My name is so-and-so. I'm American, or I'm the president of this company. You may also identify with your body, "This bag of flesh and bones is who I am." But sensory experience is totally illusory. You may think you are the body that your senses can locate in space and time, but the body is a field of invisible vibrations that has no boundaries in space and time. How long can we cling to a world of illusion? Is there such a thing as the color red? Every color we see is a pa

Impact & Toospoiled
impact.com and toospoiled.com are SCAMS! The creators are the same people and have many lawsuits pending against them. You can easily find their audition postings on the net if you google them. Just a heads up! xo SS

Reposted For A Friend!!
And so the time has come again, when love is passed between the friends, and nothing really matters here, as much as handshakes, hugs, and tears. So call a friend, and let them know, you love them and aren't scared to show, a deeper side, because you trust, that friends will overcome the lust, no money is worth the "Thanks" you get, from the love you give, I'll even bet, that if you showed more love today, you'd get more love in everyway... - Jamiel R. Allen I don't ask for much, but do me a favor. Since I'm not around a computer all day, because I can't be anymore. I don't have a computer of my own in my home... just repost my little poem a few times today. It's just for today... and it's just a favor. you can choose to ignore it, or spread it. but why ignore love...

"i Don't Know How I Didn't Know"
BELLEVUE, Wash. - Amanda Brisendine attributed the 30 pounds she gained in the past year to an abandoned smoking habit and rich food. So when she went to the hospital with sharp stomach pain, she wasn’t expecting to leave with a newborn son. “I don’t know how I didn’t know. I just didn’t know,” Brisendine said Tuesday from her bed at Overlake Medical Center’s Birthing Center, where she delivered Alexander Joseph Britt by Caesarean section. George Macones, chairman of the OB/GYN department at Washington University in St. Louis, said he’s seen about a dozen cases in his nearly 20-year career in which a woman didn’t know she was pregnant. The pregnancy isn’t always obvious when a woman is overweight, or a woman will have spotting or bleeding during the pregnancy and mistake it for menstruation, said Macones, who specializes in high-risk pregnancies. The 26-year-old Renton woman went to Group Health Cooperative’s Eastside campus last Saturday after experiencing several days of abdominal pa

Understanding Love
It is said that time heals all wounds and that it is better to have loved and lost then never to have truley loved at all My heart is healing The pain is receeding its almost a memory My strength and power grows with each passing moment it was shown that I had to feel this pain to come back to this I thank you for this gift you unknowingly gave to me I thank for your showing me how to love me again I thank you for letting me know real love with you, For with you I felt pure emotion Emotion beyond compare

I Need You..........
I wish for just one minute i could see you smile I long for your touch,your sweet kisses i want to fell them everyday,Im tryin so hard baby so we can find our way.i need to be close to you and feel you sweet embrace to feel you hear you and love you in every single way.I long for you to love me just as I do you you say it comes in time but time i do not have.my heart is breaking every minute your away please come to me and tell me youll always stay, this is for the man in my life thank you so much for loveing me soooo sweet.

Wet
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

I Ii
in the spring this wound had been unimaginable, this madness, but it had been lain before us, undetectable as a land mine. we didn/t even know the name barry kolker then. barry. we he appeared, he was so small. smaller than a comma, insignificant as a cough. someone she had met at a poetry reading. it was at a wine garden in venice. as always when she read, my mother wore white, and her hair was the color of new snow against her lightly tanned skin. she stood in the shade of a massive fig tree, its leaves like hands. i sat at a table behind stacks of books i was supposed to sell after the reading, slim books published by the blue shoe press of austin, texas. i drew the hands of the tree and the way the bees swarmed over the fallen figs, eating the sun-fermented fruit and getting drunk, trying to fly and falling back down. her voice made me drunk - deep and sun-warmed, a hint of foreign accent, swedish singsong a generation removed. if you/d ever heard her, you knew the power of that

Random Thoughts
Excuse the title since I couldn't come up with anything,lol! Anyways, life is good, I have had a longer vacation than others since I don't start college till the Spring term. Also I found who the girl is that my ex crush dumped me for: shes fat, ugly and only 16! Damn he missed out on having a decent looking 19 year old (me) for someone who is probably still going through puberty. I'm normally not this bitchy but it has to come out. I'm really hoping that I'm accepted into FIU and not Miami-Dade cause FIU is closer to my house and the guy I mentioned before goes to Miami-Dade and I don't want to be in the same college as him. I'm hoping that soon I can get my tattoo at Miami Ink but, it costs alot of money and I don't have that much. Hopefully I can get it and I can meet Chris Nuñez :) I'm waiting for some guy to sweep me off my feet but in order to do that I have to get out of my house and go to parties and such. Its hard because I live with my grandparents and they are very old fashi

Somewhat True
Your Personality Profile You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Too Early To Tell You It's Too Early
The time is 5:07am and its dark outside; it might as well be any one of the hours that exist past twilight and before dawn. The dark only has one color and it matches stains on your shirt and the shadows between the valves in your heart. You think that sleep will come easy tonight but you know that once your eyes shut your brain begins to play games. They aren’t the same ones you played as a child, it is not as easy as hop-scotch or hide and seek but you think back to that simple time and recite those rhymes that made you laugh back then. With a shot in the arms you are brought back to reality and it doesn’t look like the one you had painted with your fingers. A nail gets broken into the colors and the flesh peels and stretches and springs back just enough so that the paint can find its way into your bloodstream. Step backwards because you have a better chance of running the rest of this race with your back facing the direction you’re going. Its really the only way you can see where yo

I Can't Stop Thinking....
I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch inside me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you.

Rain's Embrace
Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from hell. You lead me slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment - in my memory forever encased.

Break The Chains Of Blame
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 Do not forget the others That host of fellow men Cousins, sisters brothers Though different still we’re kin No man knows the design Or the reasons for our difference Let’s accept and thus resign This very harmful pretense We can build from our strengths They needn’t be the same Breaking all the weakest links That chain us to our blame We can then make honest choices About the ways in which we live And listen to brave new voices That freely, take and give

Dusty Shoes
by Bryant H. McGill, September of 1987 There sitting on a table, lined up together, and paired off in twos A silent story was told, for a quarter they sold, they were old, and worn, empty shoes As I looked at them I saw the blood, sweat and strife, The bitter moments of life, With the love, joy, and good things too. And somehow in that moment, I felt inexperienced, and humbled, by this old man I would never know, And his dusty old shoes…

So So So Unfair
I love Halloween, I enjoyed it...right up until I got sick. You read right, I got sick...on one of my three fave holidays. SO NOT AWESOME I am still currently recovering...until I do fully recover though there will probably be a slight lack of Stina on LC...so leave me love and comments and messages to come back to. Love you guys, promise I will try to get better soon!!!

If You Can't Carry On A Decent Conversation In Cherrytap...
then why in the hell would I add you to my Yahoo or MSN messenger? Are your conversation skills suddenly improved in another forum? Somehow I doubt it. Yet, I continue to get said requests. If I wanted to meet you in Yahoo or on MSN, don't you think I would have done so by now? I am on CherryTap. If you want to talk to me, fine, do so where you found me. Otherwise, bounce your ass over to Yahoo or MSN and pester someone else. GOT CLUE?

If You're Not In Love With A Soldier
If you're not in love with a soldier If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly grey PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your l

Now One
Sex without pain, Weakening with a quiver, Would be like food With out taste or smell Sex without love Or the spirits endeavor, Would be only pain, Weakening with a quiver With all and without, So tasteless is the flesh, Unless as one The two flesh's do twine, Eternally fulfilling With the grace of a kiss, My darling with all be mine...

Savannah’s Lonely Tree
by Bryant H. McGill, January of 2005 Savannah’s tree it weathers well The burning ice of winter’s hell Against the winds it stands alone Against the swishing gales that moan No other trees, no sheltered woods The single lonely figure stood Yet every spring and summer season Renewed its firm resolve and reason To weather again the ruthless strife For the promise of renewal and life.

This Life
by Bryant H. McGill, April of 2003 Love the lips, taste the wine Curves of hips, intertwined Up the hill, down the valley Children shrill, bodies tally Fickle fate, despot masters Hour’s late, great disasters Children sleeping, gentle faces Stars creeping, cross the spaces Love your daughters, love your sons For time’s waters, quickly run Wake the flies, stir the worms To dust that dies, to ash that burns

Small Towns
by Bryant H. McGill, August of 1997 Small towns, freckled frowns, far behind the times Drawl downs, heckle-hounds, childlike pervert minds They started young, and just for fun, they called each other names And now their tongue, though youth is done, embraces still these games Oh meet them today, and watch them smile, and say then fair-the-well Deceits underway, for all the while, they’re talking you straight to hell Feverish whispers, judgments high, condemnations fly As little tweaks, by mental freaks, through connotations lie They’re scared inside, that's why they lied, at themselves they mostly frown For deep inside, in fear they hide, themselves they thus then crown A crown of chatter, a crown of hate, a crown of jealousy and woe So know your friends, and say good things, and by talk you'll know your foes

I Am Facisim
by Bryant H. McGill, September of 2004 I have heard the rumors and whispering of discontentment I have seen the shaking, angry fists and pointing fingers I have felt the hot breath of heavy arguments raging I have tasted the bitterness of nations divided by ethos And... I know the joys that set the roots of longing in your past I feel the desperation in your pleas for promise and hope I sense the anxiety as you hold tightly onto the present I believe in your worthy longsuffering to shape the future For… You’re the split bodies that bathed distant shores to bloody red You’re the American born, baptized, and married dressed in white You’re the brave hands that held the stars on waving fields of blue You’re the hope that freedom’s banner would never lose its color Yet… I will blow down your sacred edifices of long traditions I will flood your highest towers of hope and progress I will freeze still the warm affection flowing for your countrymen I will burn yo

While The City Sleeps
while the city sleeps the night draws on by the heavens are turning the stars are burning across the universe life is in silence for another day to night is slowly passing by quiet is nothing and nothing is useless inbetween the lines a shadow is creeping quiet patiently the night closes by the sun has awaken the city has to arise

Tv
TV isn't bad Current mood: blah The real problem with television is that it doesn't suck. I mean, sure, 95% of it does, but there are plenty of programs which are creative, interesting, funny, dramatic, moving, etc. If there's nothing on, there are countless movies you can rent and watch. The problem is that television gives you the illusion of connection to other people and to the world. No matter how empty and pathetic your own life might be, you can turn on the television and let the stories and emotions wash over you. Movies and tv programs let you get to know their characters in intimate detail, you seem to share the most important experiences of their lives, as they fall in love, fight wars, cure diseases, defeat alien invaders, and so on. But of course, it's a false intimacy. You don't know these people, the characters and events you're vicariously experiencing probably never existed, and even if they did they're still not part of your life and never will b

Sands Of Time
my life is a spiral like sand in a hour glass spinning downward out of control i keep trying to pull myself up but it sucks me down farther and farther into nothing the sand is suffocating me killing me somebody break the glass set me free time is short the glass is half full nobody is coming this is what is meant to be seconds are left the sand is almost gone im trying to figure out why im dying by the sands of time

My Ex And He Is Being An Ass
I have been seperated from my ex husband since october of 2004 and we officially got divorced june of 2006. I gave him custody of our then 3 year old son as I had a 5 year old that i had to take care of and didn't know if I could afford to take care of both of them being a single mom on a waitress salary. So I let him take him after he told me that i could have him back when i got everything straightned out. Well needless to say he didn't give him back and I ended up giving him full custody. I never said anything before because we didn't have paperwork and I haven't been able to spend Christmas at all with my son for the past two years and not he is telling me that i can't spend thanksgiving or christmas with him this year either. I know that I did some stuff to hurt him, but hell it was 4 years ago. We have both moved on and learned from our mistakes and yet he is still acting like an ass with our son. I told him that unless he let me have him for Christmas that I was going

Time For A Hug?
The reason I need one can vary so when I come asking for one, must you question why first? Cant you you just open your arms & wrap me in them for a short time? I know your time is valuable & its something you can not get back! I promise not to ask for one everyday, but if you could do this one thing for me it would mean more to me than I can express. THE SIMPLE STEPS 1. I ask for a hug 2. You agree to the hug 3. I ask if your ready (I don’t want to intrude) 4. When your ready, reply “yes” 5. I ask you to “close your eyes” 6. When your done with your hug, send me a thank you or smile. At that time I will be happy to tell you why I needed the hug I know this seems odd to most of you. I ask you to close your eyes & imagine it, because I know it helps me to feel the hug better. After all, whats a hug if you cant feel it? Yeah, the smileys are cute & send the message of caring but there are times more is needed! Take all the time you need for the hug, Im giving you one also. I c

Alphabet Stew
Apple of my life Been there from the start Caressing this ones broken heart. Determined Empathy From far away Grounded Hopes and dreams come true Imagining Just being with you. Kind soul Loving Me Now more than ever. Overcome great feats. Passion and love Quaint Rain Seems To Utilize Visuality With Xtreme Pleasure. You Zealous creature.

Aww
If you're not in love with a soldier If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your l

Women's Personal Ad, Lmao
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Old-fashioned - No BJs Open-minded - Desperate Outgoing - Loud and Embarrassing Passionate - Sloppy drunk Professional - Bitch Voluptuous - Very Fat Large frame - Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate - Stalker WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes (get a safety word first before you apply this theory so u dont get rape charges!) 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = Of course I am upset, you moron

We Are Getting Married!!!!
YAAYYYYYYYYYYYY...YEP YOU READ THAT RIGHT..WE ARE GETTING MARRIED..RICH ASK ME TO MARRY HIM ON HALLOWEEN...YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY....IM SO HAPPY...HAVENT SET A DATE YET BUT COULDNT WAIT TO SHARE IT WITH MY FRINEDS!!!! :)~

Have A Great Day Tomorrow If I Am Not Here..
BEEN BUSY THIS WEEK AND SO GLAD IT IS FRIDAY TOMORROW.. AND BOY ITS NOVEMBER ALREADY.. WOW WHERE DID THE YEAR GO? AND HERE HOLIDAYS WILL BE HERE AND WE ALL ALL BE BUSY.. IF I AM NOT HERE AS MUCH.. I AM STILL THINKING OF YOU ALL.. AND KNOW EACH OF YOU MIGHT HAVE SO MUCH TO DO THESES NEXT FEW MONTHS.. TAKE CARE AND HERES A POEM FOR YOU ALL.. HUGSS AND LOVE GERI.. You're not just an age, Or an hourly wage. You're more than your e-mail address. You're not just some size, Or the shape of your thighs, Or the make of the car You possess. You're not just your PIN, Or the shade of your skin, Or the place you were born, Or the date. You're not your IQ, Or the width of your shoe, Your zip code, your height, Or your weight. You can't be defined By your zodiac sign, Or the lines in the palm Of your hand. It's not who you know Or the money you owe, Your blood type or cereal brand. You're much too complex For just race, creed or sex, You're wonderfully Multidim

New Concepts Of Matter, Life And Mind
New Concepts of Matter, Life and Mind by Ervin Laszlo Author, Founder of Systems Philosophy In light of the current, revolutionary advances in the natural sciences and in the study of consciousness, the concepts of matter, life, and mind have under-gone major changes. This paper outlines some basic aspects of these changes, taking in turn the emerging concept of matter, of life, and of human mind and consciousness. The concept of matter The Western common sense view has held that there are only two kinds of things that truly exist in the world: matter and space. Matter occupies space and moves about in it and it is the primary reality. Space is a backdrop or container. Without furnished by material bodies, it does not enjoy reality in itself. This common sense concept goes back to the Greek materialists; it was the mainstay also of Newton's physics. It has been radically revised in Einstein's relativistic universe (where spacetime became an integrated four-dimensional mani

Freedom-->unto Lawless Grammar
I've been Freed......Thank you Nightshade Nightshade replied to a message i sent her. it was her reply that led to my rescue. The actual relpy is not relevant. It was just that Nightshade was being Nightshade. Here is excerpt .......... an exchange of mind material...... two warriors united in cause. One blind (me) the other blind as well (Nightshade) ..................my captors were identified...........my freedom unshackled. ..a valiant story ---------------> let your light shine forth..... if it is from within you don't need to see......... to lead others to be free NightShade not wanting to take credit..... well didn't even know. ...........and even if she had would probably not want credit..................... lead me quietly (with unconcious focus) to the land of lawless grammar. Nightshade, you gave me one of those ahaass. You can't really battle an enemy you don't know. Punctuation..... A dark angel... posing... as an angel of light......... its name

Clemson Wedding -- A True Story
Clemson Wedding -- A true story This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. This was a huge wedding with over 300 guests. After the wedding at the reception, the groom got up on stage and took the microphone to talk to the crowd. He said that he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and groom's families for coming and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a fabulous reception. To thank everyone for coming and bringing gifts and everything, he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift from just him. Taped to the bottom of everyone's chair (even the chairs of the wedding party) was a manila envelope. He said that was his gift to everyone, and told everyone to open their envelopes. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 picture of his best man having sex with the bride. (He had gotten suspicious of the two of them and hired a priv

You Say Vanity I Say Reality
When others look at me they might see a vain man. It is out of misunderstanding and quick judgment that leads people to this conclusion. When I look at my body I see a thing of the past and a vessel to my ambition. I am on my path to allowing my body to become my vision of perfection. No matter how much pain and perseverance it may take I will mold my body into my temple. I wasn’t handed genes that instantly made me skinny, and muscular. I am taking what was handed to me and building myself it into my dream. You call it vanity I call it reality. It is no different than showing a new pair of shoes or a new car. You are excited because something you only dreamed of is in your possession. I dream of possessing a mind and body that are sculpted for knowledge and power. It isn’t easy forcing yourself out of bed to do another agonizing workout. It takes weeks to see the first signs of improvement. It is a long road and not many make it to the destination. It is not a road for the meek

Where Is The Love?-black Eyed Peas
Where Is The Love? by Black Eyed Peas Album :Elephunk (2003) [What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance fro

Thankful
Im always thankful for people who stay even if I show them the real me, coz I cant be someone others pressume or expect me to be.. it's nice to know you remain while I can just be me.. Saying I love you doesn't only mean loving someone coz you like someone, but for friends, it's the way to show concern and how much you care, so let me send this message saying I'm here for you coz i love you. It's unfair to think so much of you when you're not missing me at all. To cry when you never shed a tear. To love you when you say words that hurt my heart... and to live when you breathe for someone else. I loved someone before, I took the risk in loving him even if I dont know what will happen... One day I decided to give up. My friend ask, "Bakit ka sumuko?" I answered back, "napapagod din pala ang puso..." May mga taong tanga sa pag-ibig, alam ng mahal niya at mahal siya pinakawalan pa! Ang tanga talaga! Tapos sa huli sisisihin ang sarili... iiyak... Ikaw tanga ka ba? Hwag naman san

Lake Effect Snows Tonight
well here we go again lake ontario is ready to bury us again with its lovely lake effect they are calling for close to two feet of snow yeee friggin ha!!! stay tuned for more details !!!

How Dark Am I?
What Dark Being Are You? You are a Dark Fairy. This is the least of the dark beings. No doubt you have a dark side to you; its just not common that is comes out, at least that anyone knows of. You are beautiful and gentle, a person that most people like to be with. Youre coning at the way you get things in life, and can be a little self absorbed. Dont let your wings carry you of into fantasy; know that your feet are always on the ground.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Is Failure?
What is Failure to a person depends on their thoughts. Many successful people are familiar with failure as they take them on as lessons to be learned in one's life. You will not know success if you don't know what failure is. The failure you faced are experiences for you so that you can learn from each lesson that life is trying to teach you and it broadens your knowledge and each step of failure which will mold you into a better and more successful person. The next time that you think that you have failed and feel like giving up, then think of Abraham Lincoln. Age 21: Failed in business Age 22: Defeated in a legislative race Age 24: Failed again in business Age 26: Overcame the death of his sweetheart Age 27: Had a nervous breakdown Age 34: Lost a congressional race Age 45: Lost a senatorial race Age 47: Failed in an effort to become vice-president Age 49: Lost another senatorial race Age 52: Elected the President of the United States The real FAILURE i

This Is My Friend Please Help
OK I'm in YES ANOTHER CONTEST... This one is for my lips.... heres the rules... Come on and start rating. Contest will end on Monday at 4 pm. 1.) can only rate once. 2.) can comment up to 3 times per pic. and heres the link....... SOOO COME VOTE FOR MY SEXY LIPS. (repost of original by 'Tash's Angel Eyes' on '2006-11-02 17:08:22') (repost of original by 'yaygrl' on '2006-11-02 17:09:58') (repost of original by 'Tash's Angel Eyes' on '2006-11-02 17:35:24')

"one Wish For You"
If I could have one wish for you I wonder what it would be Wealth? Fame? Material things? Not good enough to me. May all your hopes turn into dreams May all your dreams come true May you find happiness wherever you go These things I wish for you. While wealth, fame, and material things Are all good 'tis true Only hope, dreams, and happiness Are good enough for you.

Cherry Tap Rap
Yeah yeah so ... this is my rap. I don't rap don't intend to rap but .... it would make a good one if I did : ) The Cherry Tap Rap As I skim through the pages of all of my friends I think to myself where does it end Cause everyone I know is sure to be In our own lil word on CT The lounge is a place to sit and relax For chattin and hearin those hot tracks then it's time for a cherry fix uploadin all my newest pics hopin some cherries come by to rate an' for a comment I can barely wait all of my friends would surely agree Go surf CT an' screw TV How many times have I thought to myself Gotta close CT and do something else But it's hard to quit at midnight I find I've been on this site since a quarter to 9 The place I'll surely be is a place called CT Aint got no time for TV as an addicted cherry spinnin those tracks for you to hear as I down my final beer you know u love the way I do my game and playin requests as they came I luv ya'll for hear

A Bit Of Humor : )
Jake next door was on his deathbed. His wife Susan, was maintaining a vigil by his side. She held his fragile hand, tears ran down her face.Her praying roused him from his slumber. He looked up and his pale lips began to move slightly.'My darling Susan,' he whispered. 'Hush, my love,' she said.'Rest. Shhh. Don't talk.' He was insistent.'Susan,' he said in his tired voice. 'I have something I must confess to you.''There's nothing to confess,' replied the weeping Susan.'Everything's all right, go to sleep.''No, no. I must die in peace, Susan. I slept with your sister, your best friend and your mother.''I know,' she replied. 'That's why I poisoned you.' Apparently Posh and Becks have been hounded out of the UK and set off to Spain to play football and buy a ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years they are in financial trouble. Years of designer clothes and Brooklyns Pokemon habit have taken their toll In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a b

This Is How I Will Die...
Bryne: At age 35 the artificial intelligence software you programmed becomes self aware and devours you. You will be saved to disk though, so no worries. Check out how you die. SHare yours in a comment if you like. =o)

Worship And The Witness Of The Word In Today's World
When we share our experiences from many different countries we find that in one sense there is not a single "world", but that the situations in which Christians are involved are many and varied, and that the reality with which they must deal and to which they must witness takes many different forms with different problems and different opportunities. As in the Book of Revelation, the Spirit says something different to each church. There is no one exclusive way to worship, there is no one form of evangelism, there is no one challenge given to all the churches. This does not, however, lead to confusion: in a real, if mysterious, way the variety of the Spirit's words to the churches becomes a coinage with a wide currency, assuming additional values. When one church hears what God is saying to it about its life, others may through that situation hear a word which helps them in theirs to ponder the fruitfulness of the word of the Lord. Are there yet elements which distinguish our varied

So Just Who R You?
Over the past week I have learned alot about true friendship and fake people. I've known the diffrence between people who will be there for You and the ones that just want to take You for what ever they can get, and turn on You when given the chance. I have alwasy prided myself on being able to know the diffrence, but this time I WAS CAUGHT SLIPPIN. I wont put out any names cuz that just aint me. I think every one has had a person like this in their life at one point or another, and You can probably relate to what I'm saying about those "FAKE ASS PUNK MUTHER FUCKERS". They sure have a way sliding in to Your life just under the radar. I just goes to show that one can never be to cautious in trying to decide who to let in and who to tell to "GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU LITTLE BITCH ASS MUTHA FUCKA" I shouldent be so bitter at these people because it's those type of people that come in and out of Your life that make the real ones that much more valued in life. So to all of the people out in

Strange Coinscience..
I just read that I first signed up on MySpace on 2/23/07. My due date is that day. (Well according to my Ob's office it's the 23rd but officially it's the 22nd if you do the math. With my last period being May 18th 2006.) I just thought that was a little odd. Little did I think a year ago I'd be where I am now. I was still dealing with Kris's bullshit and John wanting to be with me. I thought I'd wind up with Kris but truthfully I couldn't have asked for a better outcome. Nice guys really do finish last. John has his faults but he loves me with every fiber of his being and that's all I've ever really wanted. I love him so much it hurts me that I've ever done anything to hurt him. But we are human and we all make mistakes. Another strange coinscience...Today 4 years ago was supposed to be my wedding day to a guy named Steve. I'm so glad that things turned out the way they did. I'd be miserable if I was married to him. I know I would be. We had alot of stuff bought, deposits made, dr

It Is Possible.
Yes folks. IT IS POSSIBLE to be SEXY without: - Squishiing your boobs together in an illusion that you have massive cleavage - Having a thong wedged in your ass crack and a zoomed in close up of it -Laying on your couch in your $4.97 teddy set from WalMart with $12.97 clear plastic pumps/heels. - Bending over in front of your webcam and taking a photo in every pair of panties you own - To wear pants that do not say anything across the behind - To not wear three layers of eyeshadow, glitter lip gloss and ten coats of mascara (really I saw a pic like this and the girl looked like a clown and all the guys said how SEXY she was...??) That is all from my little brain tonight folks... I'm thinking about leaving the site because everywhere I look, I am being forced to look at someone's ass, crotch or boobies. And I do have the adult images turned off. Oh well. Can you blame me? I voted Republican.

Month From Hell
Well i work at a pretty shitty job. I have to deal with this guy at work.. tuan who doesnt ever do what hes supposed to do but hes been ther for 15 years so nothing i say will ever stop his doing whatever tuan wants to do. We get into an arguement and he tries to hit me in the face twice with a tape gun and im the opne that gets yelled at. WTF ya know. So then i get a phone call during work form my mom, one of my wrestlers (i coach high school) was shot and killed by his half brother with a stolen gun that had been used in a previous murder. It was all over the news. Then his mom came up to me and told me that i was the best wrestler that came out of the high school and it was mikeys dream to be better then me. Man what a load that was on my heart to bear..... His brother was left him there to die basically.Wouldnt call 911 or anything he wore gloved when he shot mikey and kicked the shell under the bed. Then at work i get into a accident and injured my neck. 3 different doctor

Breasts
A woman, in her fifties is at home happily jumping unclothed on her bed & squealing with delight. Her husband watches her for a while & asks, "Do you any idea how ridiculous u look? What's the matter with you?" The woman continues to bounce on the bed & says, "I don't care, what you think. I just came from having a mammogram & the doctor says that not only am I healthy but I have the breasts of an 18yr old." The husband replies, "What did he say about your 55 year old ass?" The woman replies, "Your name never came up."

Ugly
Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting, eating garbage, and, shall we say, love. The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye, and where the other should have been, there was a hole. He was also missing his ear on the same side. His left foot appeared to have been badly broken at one time and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner. Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby, striped type, except for the sores covering his head, neck, and even his shoulders. Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!!" All the children were warned not to touch him, the adults threw rocks at him, hosed him down, squirted him when he tried to come in their homes, or shut his paws in the door when he would not leave. Ugly alway

Why Do Opinions Cause So Much Drama.....
Its like people sit there and force there oninion on you....they think there opinion is better the yours cause its theres...Wtf people! we are all entitled to our own opinons..

Grr
so i called the cable company the other to schedule an appointment to recieve cable and internet services. when they showed up this morning they said that my cable line was dead and that i could not get cable or internet. stupid apt and stupid cable. now i am stuck with usiing only my work computer for my internet usage, plus i will never be able to get my new pics online. plus my friend commited suicide on halloween so i have had a freakin great week. somebody love me............

The Heat Of My Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so mu

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

What's A Name Mean
EILEEN E is for Extraordinary I is for Inspirational L is for Luscious E is for Expressive E is for Entertaining N is for Natural What Does Your Name Mean? SWEET S is for Sensational W is for Wicked E is for Expressive E is for Emotional

Pink Flesh
Satin pink flesh upon my tongue, the soft sensual smell, the sweet juices dripping down my chin. I wrap my lips around the moist substance and suck the juices into my mouth. I lick a drip that travels down my finger in a slow tantalizing trail to the tip. Again I partake of the sweetness letting the juices trickle down my chin. Sucking, licking, feeling the heavenly texture in my mouth, tasting the luscious sweetness, smelling the heady aroma. I feel a bit dazed with the pleasure invading my sences. I dive in again and again, each time climbing a bit higher in my ascent toward heaven. The satiny feel of my tongue licking the sweet nectar from my fingers hightens the pleasures. My teeth nibble lightly and more juice comes rushing to my taste buds. I eagerly lap them up and nibble more. I close my eyes and just feel. The gentle sweet smell, the satiny texture on my fingers and in my mouth, I hear the sigh on my lips and taste the sweet luscious flavor. I am fullfilled in a way only this

Death
I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR AWHILE.. MOVED.. AND DIDNT HAVE INTERNET FOR A BIT.. AND..WELL.. ONE OF MY HORSES... ONE OF MY BABIES.. DIED LAST WEEK.. SO THIS LAST WEEK HAS BEEN HARD ON ME.. THEY ARE LIKE MY KIDS... SHE WAS MUCH TO YOUNG TO LEAVE.. ONLY 16.. BUT HAD BEEN VERY SICK. I DID EVERYTHING I COULD.. AND IT JUST WASNT ENOUGH.. WHICH IS REALLY HARD FOR ME BEING I AM A VET TECH AND ALL.. THERE IS NOTHING MORE FRUSTRATING THAN HAVING EVERTHING TO SAVE AN ANIMALS LIFE AND STILL NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING.. UUUGGGHHHHH..... WELL ITS GETTIN EASIER.... I JUST MISS HER.. STILL DO STUPID THINGS.. LIKE WHEN I GO OUT TO FEED.. I GET ENOUGH FEED FOR 5... WHEN IN FACT ALL I NEED IS ENOUGH FOR 4... :( ANYWAYS... I MISS YOU MISS CRICKET... I HOPE YOU ARE ENJOYING RUNNING THROUGH THE FIELDS OF NICE GREEN GRASS...

I Like B(o)(o)bs Alot
HEY EVERYONE...I'VE BEEN ENTERD IN ANOTHER CONTEST...I THINK IT'S MOST SEXY PICTURE! (GO FIGURE WITH THAT TITLE AFTER THE GRIEF I'VE GOTTEN RECEINTLY ON MY PICTURES "lol") BUT ANYWAYS, PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME...I WAS ENTERD LATE AND THERES ALREADY A GAL THAT HAS 40 VOTES ON HER PICTURE P.S. I HAVE TWO PICTURES ENTERD SO YOU CAN VOTE ON ONE OR BOTH, JUST PLEASE VOTE FOR ME! PLEEEEEEEEEASE! I'M FEELING SO UN WANTED ON CHERRY TAP...HELP ME WIN AND MAYBE I WILL DECIDE TO STAY! THANKS KIT-KAT/TINK

The Moon, The Moon, The Crazy Full Moon
The Moon, The Moon, The Crazy Full Moon The night hangs thick in the air the crickets sing a lullaby that hums throughout the mountainside the yip and howl of the coyote prowl whispers deep and low and high above the yellow moon no stars this night do show just the clouds adrift so silently and a beautiful bright standing orb the only light within my sight the moon full and standing guard a watchman at the door of the quiet peaceful dark the mood of the night alive and well the feel of life in the breeze mysterious and pure the moon the moon the crazy full moon wrapped in a blanket of wispy dreams

Im Here For You
I'm here for u always and forever by ur side i will be forever i am here to help u through ur problems forever this is me here to comfort u and help u in any way i can dont shut me out let me in i want to help i want to be there for u if ur my best friend i will be there if ur someone i've just met i will be there if ur troubled and want to talk i will be there this is no lie i swear it i will always be there for u all u have to do is call on me and i will listen and i will be there for u and help in any way i can

Sweet Home Alabama
well everyone i will be leaving el paso in december. im finally goin back home to Alabama and i cant wait. i didnt know i would miss home so much. i moved here to start fresh but it aint happening. the past few months ive been tryin to get a job and guess what? McDonalds wont even hire my ass. well just so happens my old boss from my first job wants me back again cause im finally 21. its not the best job in the world but when i worked there the first time i really liked it. and i never thought i would actually like workin at a gas station. i guess its the redneck in me. oh well. today i went job huntin again and hopefully i will get a job so i can get the money to go home. EL PASO FUCKIN SUX ASS!!! cant wait til i get home. but i will still be here!!! well later.

Intro To My Life
I go to work every 0830 to 1700 hrs every weekday and from 0830 to 1300 hrs during saturday..When we got shipment,I'll be in the lab no matter what time of the day it is..boring huh...well, what can i say..It's my life..

A Joke For Ever One
YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE TELLS IT ALL A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers ' license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out? "I als

The Word Ghost Is Only Taboo If You Have Indeed Died
I followed the music a ghost played within a blue mean daze Down hallways to yesterday Opening cupboards along the way Your name was on my kiss Hard I craved So I painted you in water colors and placed you in the sky So I could still see you and your face would shade my day From yesterday hidden muffled sighs I slid Tomorrow I do find my self inside A Ghost who forgot to fade away

Love
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."Charity Friendship Peace Faith Courage Which Positive Quality Are You?

Idiot
Ok so ever been out somewhere or just on the comp talking to someone, and then you are just like "wow that person is a idiot!!"...Well ladies and gents..IM THAT IDIOT...Lol..Thank You Thank You..*BOWS*.. I ALWAYS say things i dont mean so people probably think im cracked out or something..No, Its Just Bi Polar. Well Thats All. Im So Sorry "You" :)

Been Gone To Long.... Sorry!
Hello friends! I am so sorry that I have not been on for the past few weeks. I have been going through a lot lately. I have been dealing with my medical issues, lots of stress, and feeling depressed, plus lack of sleep. Things just have been hard for me lately. Please for give me for not being on here and talking to you all, and commenting back to you all. :( I feel bad about that. I will try to get on more when I feel up to it. My birthday is coming very soon, it is Nov 5 on this sunday. Sad thing is I will be home alone most of the day. :( I am only going out for lunch, that's all. :( Well, I hope to hear from you all soon. *hugs* Beckie

Why Me
thing arent always what they seem with you i come and i listen but always get mad what have i done why u act like this u sleep away cause you insecure i sleep and i dream i wake up and your not there what has become of us is this the way things are going to be why me why me i hope you realize you have hurt me im empty inside thanks to you why me why me

Time
since you are born time is ticking wasting away 8 hours of sleep is nothing accomplished i know my time is short on this earth i hope my time will be well spent time with you is always slow your drag the hands of time behind your sorrow i run the earth in search of the clock stopping a few more hours is all i need my time is short years have passed nothing accomplished time isnt on my side i lay awake in bed time is slowing down tick tock tick tock my clock is running out one more minute is all i need to show my love for you time is out

Forgive
Forgive Forgive the sun who didn't shine, the sky asked her in to dine. Forgive the stars that heard your wish the moom prepared their favorite dish. Forgive the rain for its attack the clouds have tears they can't hold back. Don't hate the birds because they are free don't envy all the things that they see. Don't block the wind, but hear its cry or else that wind will pass you bye. Forgive the storm it means no harm could no resist to show its charm. Forgive the earth that never turns don't hate the sun, because too much burns. Life intends to not cause pain the flowers bloom from the rain. The stars will come and they will pass the sun that shines, it grows the grass. The wind it cannot help but cry the stars at night light up the sky. Forgive the world in which we live we'll all find peace if we forgive

Last Night
Last night I told myself All the things I thought I'd like to hear Compliments And promises Empty words To whisper In my own ear I didn't believe A word I said That's why It seemed Like you were here. -RKE

Angel
an angel watchs over me every minute of every day she sees me for who i am she portects me from harm she shows me the way the path of righteouness with my dignity intact she whispers in my ear i know i can hear her i wish she would show herself who is it a friend, a loved one angel's are all around us alive and deceased to see an angel when it appears is a great feat so when your angel is protecting you remember she is there to guide you follow listen respect live your life with an angel by yourside sorry cant spell too well lol

Do Damage!!
so this is Berks last weekend in South Korea! So we gunna do it big in Yongsang!! Seoul Korea.. we gunna party it up n get wasted.. cant get tooooo wasted cuz i gotta work on Sun nite.. BUS MONITOR!!!!!! yeeeeeeeeeey.. but ne who.. yea hope its off da hook!!!

What Each Color Means
Red Ribbon = Aids/HIV, substance abuse, MADD, DARE, Epidermolysis Bullosa, love, heart disease- (also uses the red dress symbol), Wolff-Parkinson-White Syndrome (WPW), Pink Ribbon = Breast Cancer, Birth Parents Orange Ribbon = Hunger, leukemia, cultural diversity and racial tolerance, feral cats, motorcyclist safety, Multiple Sclerosis -wristband only, self injury, Agent Orange exposure Yellow Ribbon = Support our troops, POW/MIA, TTsuicide prevention, adoptive parents, spina biffida, missing children (amber alert), endometriosis, sarcoma, bladder cancer, liver disease and liver cancer, hydrocephalus or hydrocephaly, hope in general Green Ribbon = Tissue and organ donation, depression (both adults and children), bipolar disorder, mental health or illness, eye injuries, Tourette's Syndrome, bone marrow transplants and donation, worker and driving safety, glaucoma, missing children, leukemia, environment, kidney cancer or kidney disease, neural tube defects, Mitochondrial Di

Things To Think About
I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, we

Childhood Cancer
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first

Somebody Talk Some Sense Into Me...
Up until now, all of my blogs have been posted in MySpace. If you want to read past entries that aren't on this site, just look for nevrwasanangel on MySpace. This blog is also posted over there and I've developed a bit of a following. But from now on, all my blogs will be posted in both places. Deal with it. And now, without further ado.....my blog...... It's been a while since I've taken the time to sit down and write. My apologies for that, dear readers. So much has been going on that it's been difficult to even find five minutes to sit here, let alone the hour or so it usually takes me to blog. But someone very special complained to me the other day that I hadn't blogged in quite a while, so here I am. To begin with, I've moved my mother into my house. Go ahead, tell me how insane I am. I'm a big girl. I can take it. After all these years of trying to get away from the woman, I go and invite her into my sanctuary. But at least I had a good reason. Her disability had become s

Fuck Love!
LOVE SUCK! WHY DOES LOVE HURT SO MUCH? WHY DOES LETTING GO HURT? I NEVER UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS...I REALLY NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE TO THIS POINT OR AT THIS POINT. BUT I CAN SEE THAT YOU ARE. I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE LOVE FOR ME, AND I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, BUT YOU HAVE SO MANY OTHER THINGS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE. I JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST WITH YOU. I WANTED TO BE THERE FOR YOU, I WANTED TO LOVE YOU, HELL I WOULD HAVE MARRIED YOU. BUT YOU KNOW W HAT? YOU LET THINGS GO...YOU LET THEM GO THAT NIGHT! I WANT U TO KNOW THAT I AM ALWAYS GONNA LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS...I'M ALWAYS GONNA MISS YOU... HOW I'M GONNA EXPLAIN THIS TO THE BABY...I'M NOT SURE YET BUT IT WILL COME TO ME IN TIME. I WISH THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFRENT, I WISH YOU WOULD HAVE LET ME LOVE YOU...LET ME SHOW YOU I COULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING, BUT YOU WANT SOMEONE ELSE. LOVE IS LOVE AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL...FEELS LIKE YOUR BEING KICKED IN THE TEETH EVERYTIME YOU TURN AROUND. BUT I WOULD NEVER REGRET MEETING YOU. I WOULD

An Unexpected Call (phone Sex)
An Unexpected Call She had tried to avoid thinking about him during the day, when she was at work, but she had failed. She would be sitting at her desk, working on a report, and some perverse thing he had said would run through her mind. She'd be caught off guard and feel that familiar tingling in the pit of her stomach. He did that to her for some reason. There was something very primal about their attraction to each other. They were online friends, having met through an online game, but had met in person once, at a party. Both had spouses and both loved their spouses very deeply. Their spouses were even aware of their conversations and neither of them were threatened by this. If anything, their spouses got to enjoy the side effects of their online chats. It had started innocently enough with a conversation about filming a porno, together. It was just surface talk, nothing in depth and she hadn't thought much else about it until she had an extremely graphic dream about him.

Blood On Blood
like dog howlin out in the dead of night licking its wounds feeling pain to the master's delight the night consumes Ive seen your face to the light of the moon and time can erase what it is I need from you blood on blood black on black darkness floods filling cracks shed your skin in front of me take control I can see your love for me entangled soul feel deep inside you feeling me our sins to guide you show mercy

Happy Friday! Have A Great Weekend!
THANKS FOR ALL THE AWESOME COMENTS..!!! I WENT TO EACH PAGES I COULD I KNOW WITH SO MANY ON MY LIST I MISSED SOME BUT NO TIME.. OFF THIS COMPUTER UNTIL MONDAY.. SO HAVE A GOOD ONE.. AND I CARE ABOUT YOU ALL.. AWESOME FRIENDS!!! HUGSS AND LOVE GERI..PS.. KEEP IN TOUCH! Buried at PhotoCasket.com

You've Touched My Heart
You've given me a reason For smiling once again, You've filled my life with peaceful dreams and you've become my closest friend. You've shared your heartfelt secrets And your trust you've given me, You showed me how to feel again To laugh, and love, and see. If life should end tomorrow And from this world I should part, I shall be forever young For you have touched my heart

Seduction In Marriage.....for Women
Attraction between a man and woman is a natural instinct. Seducing is trying to attract and it plays a very important role in making love. Seduction plays the role of rekindling the lost romance in a marriage. Love making is an art and seduction adds the zing and the passion that comes into love making. Attraction still remains a mystery but lets try to unravel a few ways how one can attract a partner and enjoy the pleasures of love. Seduction: Attraction between a man and woman is a natural instinct. Seduction is an ancient art. Earlier women used to beautify themselves to attract men for marriage. Marriage is the starting of a new life and the love that follows is deep as the ocean. Two people fall in love and get married. The people in love try to attract each other in various ways before marriage. They try their best to attract the other. The attraction works its magic and they get married. The mystic attraction burns for a while and then gets dims. The love

Well Q's I Need A's For!!!
Well I just thought that happiness is some thing, someone, some needs.. I find it harder and harder to find this happiness.. I know that love is a feeling that you have for someone, something, and some need... What is the price tag on Happiness.. What is the price on love? What is the pricetag on be Happy? I know that we all want the samething.. Joys, happiness, love, guidens, freedom, hope, compassion, and some of this R-E-S-P-E-C-T... Soo.. I am here writing out to you on my trials and errors.. But mostly to say... I too am human I got feelings damnit... Other venting that went wrong... Jeannie

Waiting
a cold day my gloves are torn the wooden park bench gives me no comfort i wish to be warm newspaper only thing to save me the cold day turns to a cold night that freezes every part of your body i wish i was warm who will save me nobody is there the town is silent blistering cold creeps down my back i feel myself getting numb my heart beats ever so slowly i start to shut my eyes i know its time time to go the great gig in the sky i hope i see you soon

Tattoos
well i am interested in opening up a tattoo shop and its not fucking easy at 1st. but its my mission and it must be complete... i wont stop till im dead... well im just going about it the way that i am supposed too. but will have one open by jan new yr well wish me luck and hope to see some you guys n gals there at the grand opening of my tattoo studio all welcome

What To Do If You Lose Your Cell Phone *
Subject: Fwd: *WHAT TO DO IF YOU LOSE YOUR CELL PHONE * >> >> >>> >>>> >>>> *This a good to know information. I think this >>>> is something worth >>>> knowing if you have a mobile phone.... * >>>> >>>> *Have you ever wondered why phone companies don't >>>> seem interested in trying >>>> to prevent the theft of mobile phones? * >>>> >>>> *If you have ever lost, or had one stolen, and if >>>> you are on a plan, you >>>> still have to pay the plan up to 24 months, and >>>> you have to buy another >>>> handset and enter into another contract. This is >>>> more revenue for the phone >>>> company and this is exactly what happened to me >>>> recently with Verizon >>>> Wireless. Made no difference to them that I was a >>>> retired employee, that >>>> the phone had been stolen or any thing else. * >>>> >>>> *There is a simple way of making lost or stolen >>>> mobiles useless to thieves >>>> and the phone companies know about it, but keep it >>>> quiet. * >>>> >>>>

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%Average50%A WUSS !!40%A Sicko10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Sitting In The Dark
Alone and afraid Feeling so blue Sitting in the dark Thinking of you My thoughts fly by Like a window to my soul My eyes a large view screen My emotions in a bowl I let my mind wander To good times and bad But the bad ones get blurry With the good ones, so glad Sitting in the dark Thinking of you The memories I like Are of you and I Alone and together Neither of us shy Our bodies entwined One heart, one soul Living only in the moment With only one goal Sitting in the dark Thinking of you With pleasure and passion We explore one another Our bodies become one All thoughts get smothered My mind spinning Your hunger so real Your essence devours mine You are all I can feel Sitting in the dark Thinking of you As reality comes back My tears start to flow Only a memory Of you, now I know For never again Will I feel your embrace Another has your heart Another won the race Sitting in the dark Thinking of you.

The Funniest Thing That Happened To Me In A While
the funniest thing that happened to me in a while was when i was at work one day (i work at a KFC) and a guy comes up to me and asks me, "excuse me, do you model?" i was like, "yea, i model. thats why i work a minimum wage job at KFC." he was like, "oh, im sorry. you looked like you modeled." i was thinking, "me?!? model?!? are you crazy?!?" that is the funniest thing that happened to me in a long time. which makes me wonder.... what was the funniest thing thats ever happened to you?

A Special Fairy Tale
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us girls when we were little , : Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~ ~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined su

Thanks For Everything...will Keep Every One Posted
TWO DAYS AGO I WAS SUCH A PESSIMIST...I THOUGHT THAT THERE WAS NOT VERY MANY PEOPLE ON LC LEFT WITH A HEART...AS I SIT HERE TRYING TO TYPE THIS TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE...I LOOK AT THE BULLETIN BOARD IN FRONT OF ME AND SEE ALL THE POSTS N REPOSTS ON THE UPDATE OF MY GRANDSON TRISTON AN MY DAUGHTER NATALIE...THANK YOU FOR SHOWING THAT THERES REALLY TRUE FRIENDS OUT THERE AND PEOPLE THAT CARE .MY HUSBAND HELLSGATE_666 AND I THANK YOU AND SO DO ALL MY CHILDREN...I WILL BE ON LC AS MUCH AS I CAN ...MAYBE IT WILL TAKE MY MIND OFF THINGS...HOWEVER IF I LEAVE SOME OF YOU OUT PLEASE SEND ME A GENTLE REMINDER I WILL GET TO YOU AS SOON AS I CAN...I LOVE ALL OF YOU OUT THERE AND KEEP UP THE THOUGHTS AN PRAYERS AS EVEN IN MY OWN TRYING TIMES I THINK AND PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU AN YOUR FAMILIES. MUCH LUV(as always) HELLSGATES1LOVE AND FAMILY

Is It Still Ok !!
Here this is simple !! If you girls say to you you can have sex with anybody you what i dont mind !! really i dont mind !! ( I dont really mind why she said that okk , maube because che like that way of relationship ) Is it still been Cheating on her or not !! thats is my question !! what do you think about that?? p.s i am SINGLE but that is a question a was thinking about lol !! plz repost if so !! and put like shes the one who come to me and said that !!

How Far..
A boy leaves his house one summer day, and began to run into the woods to his grandmother's house which is on the other side of the woods. It should also be known that the boy reached his grandmother's house. How far did the boy run into the woods?

My Son Wrote This Poem ( I Love It)
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you would ha

Woman Translations
At long last... The Men's Guide to what a woman really means when she says something. Pay close attention (there might be a quiz later). * You want = You want * We need = I want * It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now. * Do what you want = You'll pay for this later. * We need to talk = I need to complain * Sure... go ahead = I don't want you to. * I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron! * You're ... so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. * You're certainly attentive tonight. = Is sex all you ever think about? * I'm not emotional! And I'm not overreacting! = I'm on my period. * Be romantic, turn out the lights. = I have flabby thighs. * This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house. * I want new curtains = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper..... * I need wedding shoes = the other 40 pairs are the wrong shade of white. * Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it th

... Like A Texas Tornado...
Well, at least I'm not out of a job! After a somewhat long trip from New York City to Plano, Texas (mercifully bisected by a stop in Trumann, Arkansas - thanks, Dee and company!), I made it here Sunday night. I took Monday off at my boss's suggestion, and my start date became October 31. People there are nice. I actually felt like I was being treated with respect when I came in. I learned today, in fact, that the people there who talk to me behind my back are actually saying good things about me! So, on my second day on the job, I learned that they're pushing back the go-live date on my project... again... indefinitely. That should, by all rights, suck. However, when I was called into the office today, I was told that I'd be still working for them - but in a more direct capacity with the client they want to go live with. For that reason, this Sunday, they're putting me on a plane and sending me on an all-expenses-paid trip to Eugene, Oregon, where I'll be supporting the McKenz

Ebay Users Be Warned!
If you use Ebay do not purchase anything from yinghaozhubao2008. I purchased a Silver and Jade Phoenix and Dragon pendant and got a red yarn ornament. Then was ignored when I asked to have a refund for the item I purchased or to have the appropriate one sent. DO NOT PURCHASE ANYTHING FROM yinghaozhubao2008 ON EBAY!

How Will I Die?
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know how you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide100%Posion80%Suffocated47%Bomb47%Gunshot47%Stabbed47%Eaten40%Disappear33%Natural Causes33%Disease27%Accident27%

Hmmmmmm!
People these days are mean and cruel but we must remember to stick to our rule.Who are real; who are fake; well, my friend it's just a chance we must take.We may get hurt; we may get down but dont forget your friend's are around. People come and people go; but don't let it get you low. We get sad; we get mad but in time we will be glad. Things sometimes just aren't meant to be and in time we will come to see. Don't give up; don't give in ; just keep movin on until the end...

Have You?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you couldn't even explain why? Have you ever loved someone so much that you knew it was over and that there wasn't anything there; but you hung on inspite of the pain it caused you? Have you ever just wanted someone to hold you, love you and take care of you? Have you ever loved someone so much that the sight of them calling you, coming on the computer, or just when you see them; you get this weird gut feeling in the pit of your stomach and the happiness that the person brings is unexplainable. This kind of love is very rare and hard to find. Why do we live in such pain and misery. When there is so many people out there that truly do want to love us but we are hangin onto a dream. We are trying everything to hold onto a love that isn't there or is only one sided. It is definately there but we work so hard at trying to get it returned to us that we miss out on the good things in life. Could our dream actually be right around the corner and we don

Infidelity
As I stand here in silence With disgust on my face How could I be so stupid As to let you keep your place When i walked in that room And saw what I saw You holding her, put a knife through my heart. Have I not been enough,was I so insufficient Did you need to find others----to make you feel sufficient Being dishonest and full of deceit You are no kind of man You are nothing to me. Copyright ©2006VFC DISCLAIMER: Copyright infrigement is a serious crime- do not take my poem for your page without asking.

N Future In The Past
Artist/Band: Gill Vince Lyrics for Song: No Future In The Past Lyrics for Album: I Still Believe In You I lie here tonight in the darkness I've never felt so alone tomorrow I'll wake up still lonesome 'Cause things haven't changed since you've gone You walked out with angry words spoken You're leavin' cut right to the bone I'll pick up the pieces you have broken Find the strength to go on I still remember How my love once held her How long do old memories last Why can't I forget it Why can't I admit it There ain't no future in the past I still remember How my love once held her How long do old memories last Why can't I forget it Why can't I admit it There ain't no future in the past

Canadian Mexicans
so Canada has opened up its borders and they are welcoming Mexicans saying "We cannot live without them" something that America has denied for years. so First your Mexican, then Mexican American, and Now Mexican Canadian.... "Hola Como Esas, eh?" =P (yes its a joke, but...its true.)

Stole This From A Couple Of Friends On Lj . . .
1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on): Sadie Highway. (Great . . . I'm a female pornstar. ::mutters:: ) 2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name): Either Dorito Philip or . . . Pork Rind Philip? No, sorry, can't see it. No. Nope. 3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant): Pepsi Edos. Heh . . . I think I like that one. I could have went with Mountain Dew Golden Corral, but that just sounds stupid. So . . . anyone wanna buy a pair of pants by the World-Reknowned Pepsi Edos? I also do sock monkeys . . . 4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot): Garlic Nowhere. Heh. That sounds rather amusing. I could have had Mrs. Dash Nowhere. 5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied): Cheesesteak Layton. I hate this one. 6. "FLY GIRL/BOY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Lette

What A Day This Turned Out To Be
Well first of all my store is having a huge Sale This Weekend so I put in a little over twelve hours today... This means shut up if I make tyops or keep repeating myself repeating myself because I'm mentally and physically exhausted. For starters, I had a wardrobe malfunction at work in front of all my employees. See I have this little thing about going commando all the time and during one of my many smoke breaks I must have rubbed my pants against a sharp piece of brick on the side of the building and popped a few threads. When I came back inside and walked behind the counter to my office my Accounts Manager shouted "Dude your ass is hanging out" at which point my female Service Rep spins around and notices it too. Luckily I had my long leather duster on and the true scope of what was occuring wasn't readily apparent. Needless to say I dashed across the street to Walmart and promptly bought some new khakis. In other news, I think I am developing somewhat unhealthy feelings for a

Angel's Touch
A falling star on a lonely nights dream Fell from heaven and whispered your name It happened during a conversation with an angel And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. A wish was made on the star that fell The wish caught me whispering your name Heaven's angel eyes captured my soul and stole my heart And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. Copyright 2006

Favorite Crue Ballad
You say our love Is like dynamite Open your eyes 'Cause it's like fire and ice Well you're killing me Your love's a guillotine Why don't you just set me free Too young to fall in love Run for the hills We're both sinners and saints Not a woman, but a whore I can just taste the hate Well now I'm killing you Watch your face turning blue Not yet a man Just a punk in the street You say our love Is like dynamite Well its no surprise Cause you've got one-way eyes Well you're killing me Your love's a guillotine Not yet a man Just a punk in the street

What A Country
What a country...................................... 5 million of our older Americans have not signed up yet for their Medicare, Part D, drug plan------they are old and confused. We are not going to grant them an extension. However, 12 million illegal aliens are in our country and we are going to allow them to stay, protest, procreate, receive support monies, attend schools, avoid paying income taxes, have our teachers take 300 hours of ESL (English as a Second Language) training at our expense, Etc. WE MUST REALLY DISLIKE OUR OLD PEOPLE......OR WE MUST REALLY LOVE TACOS!!! If it pisses you off, pass it on!!

I Was A Lowly Delivery Driver At One Time . . .
ME: ::knocks on the door:: There is a bunch of whooping and hollaring of "Yes! The food's here!" on the other side of the closed door. Which, incidentally, belongs to a room filled with drunk, and not to mention STUPID, college kids. CUSTOMER: ::drunk as he can be, wavering back and forth in the doorway as he stares blankly at the bags of food in my hands:: Hey! it's the food! ME: Yes, it's the food. ::false smile:: Coop DeVille. The total comes to . . . ::glances at the ticket:: $43.75. CUSTOMER: How much did you say again? ::as he stumbles off to find his wallet:: ME: $43.75. At this point, the bags are ripped from my hands as 9 men and women grab for boxes of chicken wings and start devouring them . . . like the putrid, unholy, disgusting animals they are. CUSTOMER: ::comes back with a handfull of bills and starts counting out EXACT FUCKING CHANGE:: Here, ya go . . . ::belch:: 43.75 . . . ::closes the door in my face:: At this point, a fantasy starts runn

Am I ...................
My life is crazy am i a person in whole My life is crazy can i take control, Why does it have to be so hard, why does every road thats turned have to be a lesson thats well learned? Everyday i wake up to a new mystery. of a path that is foggy and hard to see. Am i the person that i need to be, or is it just my imagination filled with glee. Am i seeing the world in glass eyes thanking every hello ends with a goodbye or every i love you is telling the truth. I dont know AM I.............

Rose Colored Glasses . . .
I get very annoyed with people who have such a "rosy" view of the world. These people bug me for one main reason: EVERYTHING in this world is wonderful and good and nothing bad should ever happen to anyone. To thos people I say: You are NAIVE. It is unhealthy, and very unsafe, to wander around with rose-colored glasses on. it gives you blinders to the world, and makes you think everything is okay. There's a difference between being optimistic and BLIND. Hypothetical Situation: You have three children - two boys, aged 6; one girl, aged 4. Some random stranger, for no reason, just decides to abduct, rape, and murder your 4 year old baby girl. They catch him, finally. Would you want to see this man punished? I spoke with someone who claimed that No, she would with hold judgment because she believes in Karma and a higher power. What kind of answer is that? It's a cop-out, is what it is. If you can seriously tell me, without batting an eye, that you would NOT wan

Lust Is Ecstasy
pimpfarmer.com I feel his arms around me, His hands rest upon my breast. I feel his warmth beside me, I close my eyes and rest. His body pressed tightly against mine, He carresses me with his hips - A tastefull, sensual grind. With a moan I softly bite my lip. The travelling fingers that tickle so gently... The pair of us a bit more than friendly. I smile at the thought of it, How perfectly our bodies fit. Our lips meet with mutual seduction. The taste of you, like poison. Addictive passion runs through my veins, The poison takes over my brain. Warming my body completely, Wishing to feel you deeply. Pulling our bodies closer, Tighter, Harder, Faster, More, - Stop - Now slow. Gentle and sweet Sweat drips as our eyes meet. Passion in our eyes, Reading each others minds. Both bodies wet and breathing heavy, Lust is ecstasy. Embrace.

Random Rant 1
Want to know what REALLY bugs me? "Valley Girl" and "Valley Guy" speech. It's good for a laugh, if you're being humrous, but not if it's how you REALLY talk. "Like, yanno, like, when I, like, went to, like, the mall, and like, yanno, went, and like, yanno, bough,t like, shoes . . ." ::blinks:; WHAT did you just say? Please, for the love of GOD, SPEAK ENGLISH! If I'm trying to buy something from teh store, I don't want to wade through 101 "like"s and "yanno"s just to purchase CANDY, for Christ's Sake! NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE SAYING! Did you even GRADUATE from High School? How about college? Do you even know what ENGLISH is? Or is this a concept beyond your comprehension? If you like ON the beach, or are a beach bum, OR a TRUE Surfer, then fine, great, okay! But if you live in the Urban Jungle, why are you talking like someone who just learned how to speak English from watching "Clueless" too many times? Most people do not talk like that in real life, a

My Poem
hiding in the shadows, learking behind a wall, someone put it there- so how do i get it to come down? creeping around, searching for a depressed soul, all i want is a warm loving feeling- but how do i make that happen? slowly wondering what will happen, trusting is a big step in my life, that shadow might come down- but who do i trust and when? feeling alone and empty, someone please fill that hole, make me happy forever- who want to? by me...

Freedom Of Speech And Pc.
Freedom of Speech? . . . in America? I'm beginning to see that Freedom of Speech in America is not even CLOSE to what the Founding Fathers wanted when they wrote the constitution. Freedom of Speech anymore seems to mean that you can say and talk about WHATEVER you want . . . as long as it doesn't offend anyone, or make anyone uncomfortable, or cause a controversy. Wow. That leaves the only subject to talk about freely is The Weather. And some people are even offended by that. Wow. How boring to have to alk around all day, all the time and NEVER say anything . . . because you're afraid to offend someone. This goes hand in hand with all of this Politically Correct bullshit. And it IS bullshit. I will defend ANYONE's right, to my dying breath, to say whatever in the fuck they want ABOUT whatever they want. That's SUPPOSED to be a right granted by the constitution of this country. But, wait! You may cause controversy, or offense by talking about Racism! ::gasp:: O

More Random Rants . . .
These are things that piss me off. Pray you're not on this list. lol * People who do their make-up when they drive. Look, you have two hands, both of which are SUPPOSED to be on the wheel. Granted, most people drive with one hand . . . but that doesn't mean use that free hand to do your freaking make-up! You're SUPPOSED to be keeping your goddamned eyes on the road! Look where you're driving! If there's a string of accidents in your wake wherever you go, it's probably your fault! Why don't you concentrate on what you're really SUPPOSED to be doing. If you don't have time to put on your make-up BEFORE you leave home, I suggest you either go without make-up . . . or get up EARLIER so you DO have time. * People who hate their job, and take it out on the customers. Okay, so you hate your job. A lot of us do. But, that doesn't give you the right, especially if you're in customer service, to take out your bitterness on me, or any other customer. If

Promise
I give you my heart,mind,body, and soul I give you my love, for you to make me whole I give you this promise, the promise to try I give you each breath and the tears i cry I give you my past, my future and NOW I give you my thoughts and my hopes in this Vow I give you my voice and the music i sing I give you forever by accepting this ring I give you my world all the pain and strike I give you my hand and learn to share life I give you this kiss and there words i say "I'll Cherish you always as of this day" I give you my faith that these words are tru from now until the end i promise 2 you

A Bit About My Vampirism . . .
Well, I guess it is finally time for me to try to explain this the best way I know how. I'm not sure if I'll come across sounding loony, or how many arguments I'll get, but I can tell you what I know about ME, where this is concerned. I am a Hybrid. I guess that is what you'd call me. I'm not alone in this, of course. I have met several vamps in the world who are considered 'hybrids'. Sangs call us 'Psy-vamps'; Psys call us 'Sanguinarian.' The truth is, we are a cross of both. I will use the term 'I', because I'll be describing myself, although I'm not alone in this department. So, to explain . . . The reason I call myself a Hybrid is thus: When I feed, I do not use a lancet (and have not yet), nor do I use a syringe, nor any form of blood-drawing device. I HAVE to use my mouth. When I feed, I must place my mouth upon a part of the body close to a major artery or vein. I CAN place my mouth anywhere, but this seems to work better. I do not bite (unless it is a gentle, affection

You Are To Me
Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you Your love is warm and precious Your heart so pure and true Heavens angels brought me To knock upon your door To give you all my love To keep you wanting more The special bond we share, will guide us on our way To a perfect life were dreams come true What more can I really say We were brought together, never will we part Your my special gift Your my shining star I'll love you unconditionally With all my heart and soul I'll never break your spirit I'll always keep you whole

Faithfully Departed
Faithfully Departed Dancing with the Devil near the brimstones glow Is how I feel with each seed I sow There is a prison in the hearts of men I believe But I've found no key to set us free... So where do we go from here? Darkness engulfs the souls in the pit of night Is how I feel looking for the light Innocence is the stolen property of the child But I've found no path out of the wild... So where do we go from here? Copyright 2006

Good Night!!!
It's about that time...for me to log off. I probably won't be on this weekend due to the fact that it is a minor holiday in the DFW area (for my bday week). So please feel free to leave plenty of lovin and messages for me to respond to when I get back on. I also promise to have plenty of new pics to upload from the birthday bashes!!! XOXOXOXO Sam~Thanks for making my bday great!!!~@ CherryTAP

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I Need Your Opinion
Do you think I am a ladies man, like do you think I am a "one night stand" kind of thing, or do you think I and a "long relationship" kind of thing, cause I asked a friend of mine and she couldnt decide. Id really appreciate some feedback cause this is kinda important to me.

Craig's Surgery...
Here's how the lovely day went... Keeva didn't go to bed til around 4:30 am.. about an hour before I had to get up and go with Craig... Yea.. they attempted to wake me up but I couldn't get up. Then at about 7:30 Judy came home and woke me up saying that Craig wanted me there when he got up from surgery so I got ready and left. They found two hernia's in him. A large one that we knew about.. and then one that we didn't know about. Everything went fine though in the surgery room so that made me happy. When they let us back there he looked really angery.. but then again he was in pain.. They wouldn't let him leave until is pain level went down so we were there for about an hour after he got outta surgery. He's done everything that he's needed to so far which is good. He wasn't allowed to eat fast food til he'd pass gas.. which he did so he got himself some McDonalds. Craig scared the effin shit outta me.. omfg... Ok.. after we got home.. I got everything set up for Craig.. Got

Words Can Cut Deeper Than Any Knife
I've been made aware of that recently and I realize now that I've got to be more careful than ever and think about what some careleslly uttered ones may do to a person. Two of the people that mean a great deal to me have been hurt by words, some of them mine, uttered without thinking about the consequences of them. Well, no more. I hope, and pray, that I won't hurt anyone anymore by my words, so if I seem a little distant for awhile, it's because I'm evaluating the man I've become, and quite frankly, I don't like him one bit. I know probably very few of you will see this; seems like maybe you all have figured out what I'm just seeing; that my words don't mean shit...it's my actions that do. So please bear with me as I try and find the man I was once upon a time and throw off this one I've become. I'm not saying I'm sorry because those are only words too; I want to show people that I can change. Have a wonderful weekend everyone.

Kiss Taste
You scored as cherry's. Your kisses are sweet and Hot just like cherry's people love bein' kisses by you, just because you bring out pasion, obbsesion and Love when you kiss....You must be a warm and open minded person with a very big heart.cherry's75%Candy50%taste like tongue38%strawberry's25%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com

I Want....
who would move the hair away from my eyes and then *kiss* me. *hold my hand* in the line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would *sing* to me at random moments. A guy who would get mad at someone if they called me *ugly* or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me *3 times* a day if he went away. Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything I said. *Kiss* me a million times a day. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me *laugh*. he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me a teddy bear hugs all the time. He would tell all his friends about me and *smile* when he did it. And we'd *make out* in the poring rain. He would never be afraid to say "I Love You". I want a guy that would kiss me at midnight on New Years and count stars with me. Who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner & watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who would tell

Excuse Me?!?!?
I don't get floored often, but I got nailed yesterday. My husband is fighting with his sister over some property they own. She sent a letter from her lawyer dragging both me and her husband into it. Ok, to date I have remained restrained. I have paid for the attorney and written the letters that were needed to ask for documentation for her claims of being owed money. But today, I see an email from their father bitching at my husband for carrying this on while she's pregnant. Pause there for a moment. She started this while she was pregnant by having her attorney send a letter in the first place. To end it, all she has to do is provide the documentation we have repeatedly asked for. Then their father continues with how can you accuse her of embezzling money from the joint account. Hold the frigging phone. How is requesting documentation an accusation of embezelment? Evel Knievel couldn't have made that freaking leap. So right there she is lying through her teeth. Then it c

Just Wanted To Say Hi :)
i just wanted to post a blog and say thank you to everyone on cherrytap for making me feel so welcome :) You guys are awesome at making people feel welcomed :) Life is okay for me right now. But im hanging in there :) Everyone have a good weekend :)

Cdc Warning
The Center for Disease Control has issued a warning about a new virulent strain of Sexually Transmitted Disease. The disease is contracted through dangerous and high-risk behavior. The disease is called Gonorrhea Lectim and pronounced "gonna re-elect him." Many victims contracted it in 2004, after having been screwed for the past four years. Naturalists and epidemiologists are amazed at how this destructive disease originated only a few years ago from a bush found in Texas

Wreck Of The Day
Driving away from the wreck of the day And the light's always red in the rear view Desperatly close to a coffin of hope I'd cheat destiny just to be near you And if this is giving up then I'm giving up If this is giving up then I'm giving up On love Driving away from the wreck of the day And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love I'm just falling to pieces And if this is giving up then I'm giving up If this is giving up then I'm giving up On love And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love When all my resistance will never be distance enough Driving away from the wreck of the day And it's finally quiet in my head Driving alone, finally on my way home To the comfort of my bed And if this is giving up then I'm giving up If this is giving up then I'm giving up On love

Update
the updated link to my fav music video "home" by Three Days Grace dammit...i had typed out a whole blog and then i forgot to put a subject and i went bak and it had erased everything...too lazy to put as much stuff now... ~ace~

Reflect And Relive
People say: Time flies or time just slipped away, I don't think time goes anywhere, we carry all time with us...it never leaves. A fragrance wifts past your nose and your mind goes back to that time in your life as if you were reliving that moment. A song plays and you feel the experiances you had listening or dancing to it. A name is mentioned or a photo looked at and we all travel back to a time in our lives that we will never escape. Our minds are the camera toour past and the senses of smell, sight and touch are our vessel of travel. Don't feel bad about aging because we can always travel back.(IN TIME) I will relive my days of friends and laughs this site has givin me for the rest of my days!!!!!

A Little Quiz For Our Buddy Saddam Hussein
A Little Quiz for Our Buddy Saddam Hussein BAGHDAD -- An Iraqi judge has formally submitted questions to Saddam Hussein and prosecutors seem to be concentrating on several cases concerning his alleged crimes. Many of these received international attention during Saddam's three decades in power the Iraqi special tribunal said on Monday. Iraqi government officials have said they would like to put Saddam on trial in the next few months, before an election, based on his answers to the questionnaire. Below are excerpts of both the questions and the available answers Saddam Hussein has in his possession. (1) You, Saddam Hussein, experienced and survived an assassination attempt in Dujail in 1982. Your response to this was (a) Kill those Yankee bastards (b) Don’t tell ME that was a soccer ball (c) Another slow news day at Al Jazeera, eh? (d) Oh great … again already this week. (2) You, Saddam Hussein, chose to deal with the Kurdish Barzani tribe, of which the current Ku

The Ups Man
It was Richard the UPS man's last day on the job after delivering packages for 35 yrs. in the same neighborhood. When he arrived at his first house, he was greeted by the whole family and given a gift envelope. At the second house they gave him a box of fine cigars. The third house handed him a selection of the finest fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met by a beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand and led him upstairs where she blew his mind with the most passionate sex he had ever experienced. When he'd had enough, she fixed him a huge breakfast: Eggs, potatoes, ham, blueberry waffles and orange juice. As she was pouring him some coffee he noticed a dollar bill sticking out from under the coffee cup. "All of this is just too wonderful for words," he said. "But what's the dollar for?" "Well," she said, "Last night I told my hubby that today was your last day and that we should do something special for you. I asked him what

Blogging
When I first started seeing this word "Blog" I was like what the hell is a blog? So I read a couple real quickly and decided that for the most part that they are pretty much a bunch of useless drivel and ramblings of people thinking that anyone really cared what they think or whatever. But the thing that I found was consistent about them is that they were mostly "bla, bla, bla" and that they were logs of bla, so putting bla and log together is how I believe that they come up with that word "blog". As for me, I have never really thought that anything that I would have to say about my daily life and thoughts would ever matter to anyone because I state them to people fairly regularly and they kinda have this look on their face like they are thinking about anything other than what I just said to them... So, I guess someone out there in cyberland felt the same way and come up with this ingenius plan to express themselves in a similar manner in hopes to find someone that actually cares

What Cool Awesome Thingy R U?
What cool awesome creature thingy r u? ( cool pictures) You are the Lone Wolf! You are a solitary but strong person. You are very introverted, and keep to yourself, but that doesn't bother you too much. You best quality is your strengh, mental and physical. Nothing can take you down with out a fight! your worst quality is your usual inability to make friends or open up to people, whom you need to survive, whther you life to be alone or not. Over all you are a person of solitude and great strength.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Hate For Us
having never asked and been never given but for your empty promises ready to require one thing harbor the hate she should have for in these past days it didn't grow only an aching empty place where you used to sit holding together the pieces of a girl's wounded heart hate her for the space between and the hugs she couldn't give the smiles you couldn't see the love you couldn't taste hate her for inadequacies so she can drown herself in suicidal alcohol and she can go off somewhere into the dark and be only a memory hate so she can let go and be free to be dead with a sad heart she asks for this hate her enough for goodbye w.g.s.

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don’t be fooled by me. Don’t be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks Masks that I’m afraid to take off, And none of them are me. Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me, Don’t be fooled, for Goddess sake don’t be fooled. I give You the impression that I’m secure, That all is sunny and unruffled with me, Within and without, That confidence is my name and coolness my game, That the water is calm and I’m in command, And that, I need no one. Don’t believe me. Please! My surface may seem smooth, my surface is my mask, My ever – varying and ever – concealing mask. Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence. Beneath dwells the real me In confusion, in fear, in aloneness. I …. hide this well. I don’t want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness And fear being exposed. That’s why I frantically Create a mask to hide behind, A nonchalant, sophisticated façade, To help me pretend, To shield me from the glan

Love
WHAT IS LOVE? LOVE CAN BE INTERPRETED IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. ONE BEING SO STRONG IT WILL END YOUR HEARTS DESIRE. YOU THINK YOUR MATCH HAS COME BUT HAS IT REALLY? OR WILL HE BETRAY YOU AS WELL? OR CAN HE BE THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART MELT? LOVE IS PAIN, ALL THE LYING CHEATING AND GAMES. LOVE IS LIKE A PUZZLE, A TWISTED GAME. IS IT LOVE OR CAN IT BE LUST? PUT TOGETHER THE PIECES TO REBUILD MY TRUST. ALL I WANT IS A MAN WITH RESPECT WHO KEEPS IT REAL TO THE FULLEST AND DOESN'T JUST EXPECT SEX. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE? IF SO IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND CAUSE LORD KNOWS I'VE BEEN LONGING FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO COME ALONG. WHY DOES IT SEEM SO EMPTY? MAYBE I'M JUST DESTINED FOR MY BABYGIRLS,FAM AND FRIENDS. MAYBE NEXT LIFETIME LOVE WILL REAPPEAR AGAIN. MAYBE...

Its Real
Life is full of a lot of surprises.Whatever mistakes you have made and whatever drama you go through only makes you a stronger and wiser person than what you were.Even when you think that you are at a breaking point becase of everything that you are going through,things do get better.It just takes time.My best friends' husband,who was also a good friend of mine had passed away 9 days ago,RIP to him.My girl Alina is much stronger than we all thought of her.She has been through way more unfortunate and very serious events in life then I've ever had.I thought that I was going through a lot of shit but it's really nothing when I compare it to what she has been through.Well my point is that her husband was only 28 years old and had cancer for 2 years before he died.They were so perfect together,the nicest people I know.If u were in any kind of trouble they were ALWAYS there!!! Life is too short to wallow in self pity and to hold grudges.You never know when something like that can happen to

The Weddding Test
The Wedding Test My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year when we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, and my friends encouraged me. My girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me. That one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight miniskirts, and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me, and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day little sister calls and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she could not overcome and did not really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and could not say a word. She

Freedom To Be Me
Stripped of all, naked and bare You`ll take me to..... I know not where. To where I can, with Your permission Reach out and show You true submission I feel Your strength and Your control Biting into my very soul. Terrified! I dare not venture out Desperately I want to shout "Master, please don`t set me free I won`t survive `less You`re with me." I disobey, refuse to go You cannot make me until I know, Until You can make me understand You will be with me to hold my hand. The pain..... no more than I can bare, You are with me, You are there, Willing me to go, willing me on. Suddenly... the pain is gone, Your whip becomes a velvet glove Soft and sensual, filled with love. My mind is clear, but wild and free, You`ve given me "freedom to be me". My body now engulfed in fire Able, at last, to express my deepest desire. I`m begging You, my legs are spread, To take me to the very edge. My pleasure zone is open wide, I need and want You deep inside. I`m with You no

What Is A Kiss
The private language between two hearts. A dance to the stars. An ocean of sensations. A whisper-light invitation. The knowledge of belonging. The mystery of timeless enchantment. The joy of homecoming. A tantalizing glimpse into another’s soul. A wild, deep fall into ecstasy. The gentle flowering of emotion. A shared journey of discovery. The promise of things to come. With every kiss, my heart is trying to tell you What words can only begin to say.

True Love
True love is a sacred flame that burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones and hears with gentle ears. True love gives with open heart and true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands...it neither rules nor binds; And true love holds with gentle hands the hearts that it entwines.

Wet Morning
It was 2 am, and she was right on time. I watched the back door to my neighbours house open, just like every night. She wasn't much older than me, only 25, and she was gorgeous. Tall, blond, thin, she was hot. I normally don't fantasize about other women, but it was hard to avoid it with her. I had a perfect view of her hot tub from my bedroom window. She 'entertained' herself in it frequently. My own personal porn show, I guess. Just about every night, she would be out there, lining up her pussy with the jets, moaning and screaming, keeping me up. She would sneak out, naked, in the early hours of the morning, thinking no one would be awake to see her. I was wet, just thinking about what would happen next. I wanted to be closer, to get a better view. Why not? I thought. My boyfriend was gone for the night, no one would know. I ran down the stairs, not wanting to waste a minute of action. I could hear her moans as a crept closer. God, I was hot. She seemed to be enjoying herself. I

Not Always .... But
What does Marriage and A Hurricane have in common ??? Both start out exciting Just fine for a while A lot of sucking and blowing Things change Things then turn scary In the end you will most likely lose your house and possessions

How Men See Me
Men See You As Choosy Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You?

Adult Fairy Tales Lmao!
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, . Peter, Peter, som

And.. Another
1) Who are you? Felicia 2) Do you know any gay people? YEAH 3) Are you gay? NO 4) Have you ever thought of having sex with one of your friends siblings? NO 5) Do you have any fantasys? YES 6) Have you ever had sex at work? NO 7) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? I'm boring 8) How many partners have you had? Not enough 9) Have you ever been caught "in the act"? Nope 10) Have you ever had a threesome? Yes 11) When was the last time you had sex? Long time 12) Do you like taking quizzes like this? Yep 13) Name one person you want to have sex with that you havent yet? Kenny Chesney! 14) Do you want kids? How many? I have 1 and 1 is enough! 15) If you were pregnant / got someone pregnant, Would you want an abortion? I'm fixed so I'm not concerned about it, besides.. one would have to have sex in order to get pregnant and since I don't... well.... 16) Have you ever used toys during sex? Yep 17) Do you

Let Me Know What You Think...
Sometimes I Cry Some times I cry, All too often I want to die. Do you feel the pain I feel? Is your love for me even real? I hurt inside so much you see. The scars so deep, just look at me. Do you see the marks life’s left behind? Sometimes I feel I may lose my mind. I must be crazy, real screwed up in the head. To think you could love me, after the life I’ve led. No one can love me, most don’t even try. Now do you see why sometimes I cry. Why the pain is so harsh I just want to die. The hurt little girl just trying to get out. As I sit here alone trying not to think about The lies and betrayal, the love that I’ve lost. The chances I’ve taken no matter the cost. I want a new life and I want it with you. I’m tired of feeling so down and so blue. Can you love me as much as I love you? Can you hug me and kiss me and hold me tight? Can you take my hand and guide me through the night? Can you stand by my side come dawns early light? I wish you will, I hope you

Ok So Far....
Alright so far my dog has had 6 puppies and is about to have her 7th one...I think. She had 13 her first litter...5 her 2nd and so far 6 her 3rd. My mom has a feeling she is gonna have 10 which I hope she is wrong. I hope 6 or 7 is all all she has...I cant handle 10 crying puppies at night while I am trying to sleep. Vamp

For My Family, Friends, Fans
I HAVE ADDED TO MY PAGE AND ADDED NEW PHOTOS, STASH AND MUMS. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GO CHECK ANY OF THEM OUT. MUAH LOVE TO ALL MY CHERRIES. DON'T FOGET TO RATE MY BLOG WE BOTH EARN CHERRY POINTS!

October 28th - November 3rd
The election is less than a week away. It makes you feel like taking a shower, doesn't it? The Republicans have a secret weapon -- it's called John Kerry. John Kerry botched a joke about President Bush that offended American troops. Kerry was stunned and responded with "People listen to my speeches?!” It's so hard to believe Kerry botched a joke because he's usually just so hilarious. It's hard to tell when Kerry is joking because of all the Botox. John Kerry later apologized for his botched joke. Political analysts say that this has hurt Kerry's chances to run for president in 2008. Apparently his chances have gone from zero to below zero. President Bush demanded that Kerry apologize for his remarks. What a change. President Bush addressing someone for stumbling on their words. It's been found that people in the country of Saudi Arabia are most likely to look up homosexual activity on the Internet. That presents a dilemma for Republicans: Gays with oil! Mark Foley has decide

Old Blog Entry
Caution: this is a long post. Basically a rant about my life. Read it, don't read it. I don't give a fuck. This has been building up for a long time and if I don't get it out i'll break down. This is for anyone who has ever known me. Anyone who has even known the health problems I have gone through. Ya know, normally I'm an upbeat, good mood, go with the flow kind of person. This all changed on 02/9/06. Basically I was born with multiple health problems, kidney trouble being one of those. All my life has been filled with Dr's. I don't think there has been a yr that has gone by that I haven't had some sort of "major" problem. I was born with a blockage in my bladder that destroyed my kidneys. I was hospitalized numerous times as a child. Almost dying quite a few of those times. I always knew growing up that I would have to have a transplant and was told that it would probably have to happen when I hit puberty. Ok.. So no big deal. I thought I would get the transplan

Friendship
Friendship Counts..... One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned(parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives.

A Friend Is More Than Just A Friend Sometimes.
Friendship Counts..... One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned(parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives.

Friends
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties an d a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives. " He looked at me and said, "

Attempt To Commit
A lil depressed but it's not gonna affect my new talk on Suicide.... So lets talk about suicide.......mainly amongst teen's since it's the most covered group in this topic. Yes I can admit I'm a bit suicidal in the head and sometime's I pray for it to come, but I can't since I made a oath to never attempt again as you know from my previous talking's. On the other hand....many teen's don't have the willpower to make an oath like me because their depression has exceeded it's point from the "No Return" sign. Depression is a hell of a mind drug in my opinion. Sometime's we lose it, sometime's we go crazy, sometime's we cry, sometime's we get angry, but in the end it's going to lead to one of two choice's.....are you gonna live or are you gonna see what's on the other side? When I was single I was extremely depressed to the point where I couldn't care what happened anymore. And I'm not gonna get into the Joanie thing since we all know it by heart. I mean no one want's to be alo

Oh Sexy
Looking at all these hot ladies is making me feel sexy and hot!!!! Stop by check out my sites www.naughtyalyse.com www.motoxgirl.net Add me as a friend, or a fan!!! I was down with the flu a bit, however I am feeling pretty nice now, every now and then getting a lil sick feeling to my tummy, hopefully will all be over with soon. I did take some pics of our chicken stew we had, and I ate a lil started feeling sick again, but we have alot saved so tomorrow I eat chicken stew!! Kisses Alyse

One Calvary Scout
A large group of Taliban soldiers are moving down a road when they hear a voice call from behind a sand-dune. "One Calvary Scout is better than ten taliban". The Taliban commander quickly sends 10 of his best soldiers over the dune whereupon a gun-battle breaks out and continues for a few minutes, then silence. The voice then calls out "One Calvary Scout is better than one hundred taliban". Furious, the Taliban commander sends his next best 100 troops over the dune and instantly a huge gun fight commences. After 10 minutes of battle, again silence. The voice calls out again "One Calvary Scout is better than one thousand Taliban". The enraged Taliban Commander musters one thousand fighters and sends them across the dune. Cannon, rocket and machine gun fire ring out as a huge battle is fought. Then silence. Eventually one wounded Taliban fighter crawls back over the dune and with his dying words tells his commander, "Don't send any more men, its a trap. There's actually two

911
Hard for me to know how it is as I am not American, but I do know how it affects my life in Canada. First off Many Canadians also died at 911 but Canada is not under the constant possibility of more evil like this. We do not have any troops in Iraq but we have thousands in other middle east countries such as Afganistan and I wish they did not need to be there. Regardless of the politics I wish all soldiers on all sides did not need to die to prove what is what. My wish is of a future of peace and co-operation with all and a continued good relationship with the U.S.

Food For Thought
To all you ignorant fucks out there... Fair warning, the next time one of you come into my store and bitches about how the "Total Cost To Own" merchandise you are renting, or whatever you want to call it, is more than what is selling it for... I WILL CALL YOU OUT ON IT! If you have money to pay retail for it then by all means go do it because I'm sick of chasing you down for a payment, but don't dare tell me I'm charging too much because I expect you to pay more if I have spend countless hours forcing you to pay for it and then repairing everything you break before it's paid for. Listen Up: FUCK YOU. Alright, now the weekend can begin... -Robert

Teddy Bear
laying in bed cuddled up with my bear soft am warm under my covers thinking of you of holding you tight passion explodes from the mere thought of you holding my bear tight as i think of you in my arms so safe an secure me an my teddy bear sleep the night away

Wake Up-coheed & Cambria
I was talking to my boyfriend the other night, and he said this song reminds him of me. I've listened to it a million times since, and it's a great song. "Wake Up" by Coheed & Cambria I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again. I wish that I could stay but you argue. More than this I wish you could've seen my face In backseat staring out the window. I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I will be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I love you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you decide to wake up. I've earned through hope and faith The curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold forever. If morning never comes for either one of us, Then this I pray to you wherever. I'll do anything for you. This story is for you. ('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.) I'll do anything f

Morphs???
Where do I find those morphs that changes from orginal picture to animal or other picture, I try to make this my first attempt to do it and see if I can try a different picture and drop by my page and let me know where to find it and thanks!!! ;-)

What Each Sign Is Like In Bed
AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as long as

I Attract........
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract geeks! You attract Yuppies! You attract models! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?

Who Would Say No To Him?
Which celebrity are you most likely to have sex with? Your Result: Tommy Lee Apparantly you want a straight up p--- star and you don't care where he's been. You want that bad boy with the piercings and tattoos and you don't care that he's a walking vat of STDs.The Rock Pamela Anderson Gwen Stefani Keira Knightley Matthew McConaughey Nick Lachey Jennifer Anniston

Another Poem By Joe Blake
Why can't i find my one true love. I look for some help from the guy above. He says my son sit still please don't fret. It's not time for you to find her yet. I say but father my time my ran out. He than says my son relax please don't pout. If you quit your search you might find what you want. So stop being an old sly fox and stop this hunt. So sit back and relax and stop shedding those tears. Cause i'm telling you my son once she arrives she'll love you for years. So i guess what he's saying is if i give it some time. The girl that i'm searching for will finally be mine.

Military
So As some of you know that I have friends in the armed Forces. I just wish more people would support our troops. Come on people we have to support them. Show them that everyone back home misses them and wants them home safe. I know that not everybody agrees with this war and all that other stuff but we need to show the members of our armed forces some love. i completely support our troops and want them to come home safe. Now that I have finished my little rant I hope everyone is having a good weekend! KiSSES!!

There Is Something Wrong With This Site
Just thought i would ask if this site has changed since the name change ppl are so bitchy & rude not everyone mind you just getting sisck of the crap ppl on hee at times am i seeing something that isnt here?

Got Milk?
Mmmmmmmilk A farmer ordered a high-tech milking machine. It happened that the equipment arrived when his wife was away. So he decided to test it on himself first. He inserted his penis into the equipment, turned the switch on, and voila, everything else was automatic! He really had a good time as the equipment provided him with as much pleasure as his wife did. However, when the fun was over, he found that he could not take the instrument off. He read the manual, but did not find any useful information. He tried every button on the instrument - some made the equipment squeeze, shake, or suck harder or less - but still he had no success getting out of it. Panicking, he just barely reached the phone and called the supplier's customer service hotline. The farmer: "Hello, I just bought a milking machine from your company. It worked fantastic. But how can I take it off from the cow's udder?" Customer Service: "Don't worry. The machine was programmed to release automaticall

Got To Love This One
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after the night at a business function. He forces himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Jack looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror and notices a note on the table: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping - Love you!" He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Jack asks, "Son, what happened last night?" "Well, you came home after 3 am , drunk and out of your mind. You broke the coffee table, puked in the hallway and got that black eye when you ran into t

Forever Love
Tell me of the memories ahead Tell me of the Love we will share Tell me of the way you feel Tell me of Forever Love Say you will take care of me always Say you will stay always by my side Say you will share my dreams Say you will Forever Love I need to see your smile I need to be near you always I need to dream my dreams with you I need to be Forever Loved.

Thoughts Of Suicide
Tonight, I took my own life with just one swish from the knife. You see, it was so easy to do- The pain from the knife's blade wasn't near as much As the pain you put me through. I cried for hours, night after night, Before I finally put an end to my life. I had let myself fall in love with you, But you didn't feel the same- So, I did what I thought I had to do. Now a coffin is my bed, A satin pillow rests my head. A cold, dark grave is my home, Where my name is etched in stone. I haven't any pain or sorrows, No more waiting for tomorrows. No more tears will fall from my eyes, No more waiting for you half the night. No more angry words to hear, No more physical abuse to adhere. When you feel the rain fall upon your face And the sky turns dark and gray; Think of the rain as my tears and the sky as my restless soul That's now destined to roam. There isn't anything left on Earth for me- You'll go on with y

Lubricate My Mind
This is a broadcast by some friends of mine on myspace. go by and check them out sometime, they are fun to listen to. http://www.myspace.com/lubricatemymind Subscribe Free for future posts Add this player to my Page

Dog Dictionary
LEASH: A strap which attaches to your collar, enabling you to lead your person where you want him/her to go. DOG BED: any soft, clean surface, such as the white bedspread in the guest room or the newly upholstered couch in the living room. DROOL: Is what you do when your persons have food and you don't. To do this properly you must sit as close as you can and look sad and let the drool fall to the floor, or better yet, on their laps. SNIFF: A social custom to use when you greet other dogs. Place your nose as close as you can to the other dog's rear end and inhale deeply, repeat several times, or until your person makes you stop. GARBAGE CAN: A container which your neighbors put out once a week to test your ingenuity. You must stand on your hind legs and try to push the lid off with your nose. If you do it right you are rewarded with margarine wrappers to shred, beef bones to consume and moldy crusts of bread. BICYCLES: Two-wheeled exercise machines, invented for dog

The Value Of 'time'
To realize the value of a sister Ask someone who doesn't have one. To realize the value of ten years: Ask a newly divorced couple. To realize the value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize the value of one year: Ask a student who has failed a final exam. To realize the value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize the value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby. To realize the value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize the value of one minute: Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize the value of one-second: Ask a person who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friendor family member just lose one! The origin of this letter is unknown, but it brings good luck to everyone who

Asleep
Can't help these things i feel i never saw them coming scream loud with the pain it just fades away stand proud for yesterday how can you be so righteous when i feel my life is worthless It's gotta be everything you ever wanted How long have i been standing here.

Haunted
I'M SO FOOLISH, AT LEAST I'M FREE JUST KILLING TIME NO DOUBTS, NO FEARS JUST BROKEN PROMISES broken promises of who I used to be lost dreams and empty songs I used to sing I'VE BEEN SO BLIND, SITTING ALL ALONE REMEMBERING HOW IT FELT NO HEART, NO CHAINS JUST BROKEN PROMISES broken promises of who I used to be lost dreams and empty songs I used to sing I'VE SPENT ALOT OF TIME FORGETING THINGS I KNEW, FEELING THE WIND NO WALLS, NO HANDS JUST BROKEN PROMISES

Please Read
why is it that people or lol i should say women that when there done with you they dont say ne thing at all they dont return your phone calls messeges or ne thing for that matter i wanna know cause this seems to happen to me alot i got to thinking and got pissed off tonight about a girl that i was seeing a month or more ago we met on the net lol i know we talked on the phone everyday and then decided to meet well see she went to winfield high and i went to poca high we both graduated in 2000 and knew alot of the same people so thats why we started talking in the first place well ne how everything seemed to be going great she really seemed like someone i could fall for and i was falling for actually and i thought i could see myself with her for a longtime to come she was sweet passionate and warm not to mention gorgeous and she wasnt afraid to tell you how it is i loved that we spent a lil bit of person to person time like about five days in total lol i know but we talked on the phone e

Honey
dip your finger in honey one by one glistening buttons slip apart at lip's touch tread the tender mountain's path at slopes of dewfall your thumb will trace out the shell curve of my ear i turn my face to you sweet scented palm press it to my mouth sorrow melts away like the ink of a squid in clear water your sweats form a pool in my navel or my tears fall , turning through space to splash like a sigh on your skin there is no tomorrow though dawn glows pink there is only flooded heart beat conflunce and fusion

Why?
why do things always have to be so complicated in life? you find that 1 person that you love with all your heart and you pray that they love you just as much. then something goes a stray and you can't get that love back no matter how hard you try. i guess the old saying stands true to its words you always hurt the one you love the most.

Goldfish Reincarnation
I am beginning to think that in a previous life i must have been a goldfish as my memory is becoming more and more shocking, i have the attention span of a newt and i suffer from shiny toy syndrome. Anyway here is a goldfish joke before i forget. The Dead Goldfish Little Nancy was in the garden filling in a hole when her neighbor peered over the fence. Interested in what the cheeky-faced youngster was doing, he politely asked, “What are you up to there, Nancy?” “My goldfish died,” replied Nancy tearfully, without looking up, “and I’ve just buried him.” The neighbor was concerned, “That’s an awfully big hole for a goldfish isn’t it?” Nancy patted down the last heap of earth then replied, “That’s because he’s inside your goddamn cat.”

My Birthday. :d
Hello friends! I don't know if it is okay to post this as a blog but... Today is my Birthday! :D I am 28 years old. Yay! I am not doing very much for my bday, all of my family is busy today. :( I will be alone most of the day. So, maybe some of you could send me a comment to cheer me up or something. Thanks. *hugs* I love my CherryTap friends!

What The Scottish Tourist Board Would Not Want You To Look At
This is a site called Glasgow Survival and its just funny as fuck, if you go to the sounds and listen to some of them. You may need a translator but yes people in Glasgow do actually talk like this, the rest of the site is hilarious. I dont know what the USA equivalent of a Ned is, but I am sure you probably have them. here is the link Glasgow Survival.co.uk

Only In America......
ONLY IN AMERICA: Only in America...can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance... Only in America...are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink... Only in America...do people order double cheese burgers, a large fry, and a diet coke... Only in America...do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters... Only in America...do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and leave useless things and junk in boxes locked in the garage... Only in America...do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place... Only in America...do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight... Only in America...do we use the word "politics" to describe the process so well: "Poli" in latin meaning "many" and "tics" meaning "blood-sucking creatures".....

Sick
I was kind of sick this weekend. It was like I couldn't get enough sleep in. It feels great to catch up on all of my sleep though. Now I have to play catch up on all of the things I haven't gotten done! Hugs & Kisses, Juicy

A 47 Year-old Lady Gets A Facelift.
A 47 year-old lady gets a facelift. It turns out very well and she enjoys showing off her new look. She goes to the newsstand and asks the man, "Sir, how old do you think I am"? The man replies "You're 30, right?" She says "No, I'm 47, but nice try." The next day, she goes to McDonald's. She orders her lunch and asks the young man at the counter, "How old do you think I am?" The man replies, "You're 37, right?" The lady says "No, I'm 47, but good guess." After lunch, she gets on the bus and she asks an 85-year-old man how old she is. He replies "Lady, I can tell how old any woman is by sticking my hand down her panties." So, quietly and quickly, she lets him do so. He thinks a moment and announces, "You're 47!" The lady, astonished, asks, "How did you know?" The old man replies "I was standing behind you at McDonald's."

Smart Ass Answers
Smart Ass Answer ..5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed at her. Without missing a beat....she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." *************** Smart Ass Answer ..4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket. ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..2: A truck driver was driving along on the

Next 2 You
Come to you honey on the east side runnin' and I ain't got time to waste Jump into the car in the back seat lovin' but your keeping me on the chase I've been trying all nightlong I put up with your favorite songs all night Tempted by your tainted love I surely like the way you come inside my crystal ball what can I do Is it true what they say you won't give it away And I don't what to do to next to you, next to you Every night everyday you just push me away Tell me what should I do to get next to you, next to you I've been trying all nightlong cause I want to get next to you I wrote about you baby in this song and I want to get next to you Next to you Better than koolaid sweet my buttercup baby's got a pretty face I got to have it, it's another bad habit I hope I'm not here to late I've been trying all nightlong I put up with your favorite songs all night Tempted by your tainted love I surely like the way you come inside my crystal ball what can I do Is it true wha

For Women
My boyfriend, not happy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. When I'm in a good mood it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood it leaves a big fucking red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- My husband came home with a tube of KY jelly and said, "This will make you happy tonight." He was right. When he went out of the bedroom, I squirted it all over the doorknobs. He couldn't get back in. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple are lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman says, "I'll miss you." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumour. ----------------------------------------------------

Just Some Fun Stuff!!
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart......Then you are just an old

First And Last Survey!
I don't get the fascination with surveys on here, but just this once, I will succumb.... enjoy!! ;-) * . . About You . . * Eye Color:: Bloodshot Hair Color:: A combination of hues that compliment my eyes. Height:: 5'8 Favorite Color:: Pink Favorite Band:: Led Zeppelin Favorite Movie:: Memoirs of a Geisha Favorite Show:: The Sopranos Your Car:: Why, you need a ride? Your Hometown:: Southgate, MI Your Present Town:: Vegas baby Your Crushes First Name:: I didn't get his name! If you look below you will see that I don't talk to people I don't know! Your Grade:: Umm.... on a curve??? Your Style:: Sarcastic * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: And kicked off the moss, but a few of the verses, they got me quite cross.. Kissed someone in the rain?: Yes Danced in a public place?: Does on the roof, in the rain, while kissing someone who's name I never got count? Smiled for no reason?: There's always a reason... Lau

Random Information
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Leslie Tenille Y.Birthday:Dec 13Birthplace:Lexington, KYCurrent Location:Morehead Eye Color:Blue-GrayHair Color:Blondish-Brownish with a lil reddish Height:5'4Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Breathitt CountianThe Shoes You Wore Today:Nike Flip FlopsYour Weakness:being tickled, dimples, cute smilesYour Fears:heights, roaches (nasty vile creatures), turning left lolYour Perfect Pizza:pasquales thick crust with mushrooms and extra sauceGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:become healthy, give up caffeine (hey it could happen)Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol, lma

I Agree With My Friend Do You????
I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if you dont respond to it you will have bad luck, no sex, your car will get a flat tire, and I wont send you anymore dirty graphics if you dont say hello! LOL oops s

Declaration Of Non-interest
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint ano

From Bbc Sports...
Bollocks bollocks bugger and arse! Goddamn French referee!! England lost their sixth straight match and suffered a record home defeat as Dan Carter led New Zealand to victory. Jamie Noon's early try was disallowed - he did score later but Joe Rokocoko and Carl Hayman's tries just before the break put New Zealand well in command. England took the game to the All Blacks in the second half and had a man over when Chris Masoe was sin-binned. But despite tries from Ben Cohen and debutant Shaun Perry, New Zealand continued to cruise to an easy victory. In the first match under England's restructured set-up, Andy Robinson's side were hoping to give something for a record 82,000 crowd to cheer about. But although they showed determination, England were guilty of careless errors at crucial moments and the All Blacks dominated the scrums. The 21-point losing margin was England's worst defeat on home soil - surpassing their 29-11 defeat against South Africa nine yea

To A Keeper!
TO A KEEPER! One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, and because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter wha

Coming Soon
i am currently taking my first step into the world of writing erotic fiction . i hope to have my first story finished within the next day or so . please read and rate it and send me any comments you may have.