Fubar Blog Posts 4

And I, Your Submissive
And I, Your Submissive He whipped her chest and struck her thighs. He cut her arms and relished her sighs. He battered her box and flicked her lips. She screamed out his name and thrust out her hips. He punished her nipples and flayed her back. He aimed for her pussy and gave it a whack. She begged him for more and let out a cry. Any more pleasure and surely she'd die. She called him her master, he called her his pet. She cried out in passion, he asked her how wet. She opened his legs and allowed him to peek. He leveled his hips, her pleasure to seek. She cried out in exctacy, he moaned out as well. The fire between them was hotter than hell. He thrust himself forward and completed his lover. She screamed in release and begged for another. Five hours later they were panting and soaked. Her kitty he pet, his manhood she stroked. They lay there exhausted, sharing a bed "Forever I love you my pet," he said. And she, "And I y

Strippers And The Three Stooges
I do not regularly attend stripclubs, there is a fien line between tittilation and patheticness that roams in this pastime. Usually it is for bachelor parties. One memorable time was with my pal Rodg. Rodg is a pretty conservative Indian guy, so I was a little surprised he WANTED to go to a strip club. But after part one at a sports bar drinking and eating dinner off we went to Shotgun Willy’s. I garnished Rodg’s money and paid for his stripper funds. We camped out a randon table and figured to just watch the girls roll buy and dole out dollars as the titties demanded. Rodg and I were both taken with a dancer at another table. He brought this to my attention so I rubber necked and looked that way. “Wow she is h…..” I said my obvious statement being interrupted by the stripper right in front of me. She sorta slapped across our heads akin to the three stooges. Our attention was brought to the front and center. “I like my men faithful.” Decried the stripper. I laughed

Dirty Poems Part 1
On Limericks The limerick packs laughs anatomical Into space that is quite economical But the good ones I've seen So rarely are clean And the clean ones so seldom are comical. Man from Nantucket There once was a man from Nantucket, Whose dick was so long he could suck it He said with a grin As he wiped off his chin, "If my ear was a cunt I'd fuck it!" Man from Alsass There once was a man from Alsass Who had balls made out of brass He rubbed them together In stormy weather And lightning shot out of his ass! Woman from Wheeling There once was a woman from Wheeling Who got a funny feeling So she laid on her back, Spread open her crack, And pissed all over the ceiling. Clinton and Her Clinton just had to meet her; He thought that no one was sweeter. They had sex on the phone, And when they were alone, They played games like "Swallow the Leader". Superman and Lois As a kid, when we rode on the bus, Deep questions we'd often di

Just Another Random Quiz!
ARE YOU 1. A Cuddler? Kinda, depends on my mood. 2. A morning person?: Depends on how late I stayed up. 3. Are you a perfectionist?: Insanely so... 4. An only child?: One half sister 5. religious?: Agnostic Theist 6. In your pajamas?: no 7. Left handed?: no LAST 1. Friend you saw: Belinda 2. Talked to on the phone: Belinda 3. Text: Don't use it much 4. Message over mspace? screw myspace 5: Instant message: Jessica and Alycia TODAY 1. Wore: black slacks, dark cream polo w black trim... oh and black calvin klein boxer briefs ;). 2. Was today better than yesterday? Yeah a little calmer still feel like a deer in the headlights though... TOMORROW: 1. Is: Thursday 2. Got any plans: Two meetings and tons of paperwork. FAVORITE 1. Number: 69 ... duh 2. Color: navy blue, then forest green 3. Season: Fall CURRENTLY 1. Missing: My Mind and my money 2. Needing: A place to call my own. 3. Wanting: Lots of naughty things that good boys like me don't talk about *i

Judge Yourself
Do not judge who i am by what I do. I never ment for my actions to hurt you!I am who I am nothing more nothing less.I am not a god do not put me on a pedastal!I am a human.Look!Dont you see my blood?My wounds run deep!My heart loves alot!You have been hurt same as me yet you put me on a pedastal.How could you not see me fall from grace?

Afternoon Quickie
: The only way to pull off a Sunday afternoon quickie with their 8 year old son in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony with a popsicle and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities. He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot", he shouted. A few moments passed ... "An ambulance just went by" A few moments later," Looks like the Andersen's have company", he called out. "Matt's riding a new bike....." A few moments later, "Looks like the Sanders are moving" "Jason is on his skate board...." A few more moments, "The Coopers are having sex!!" Startled, his Mother and Dad shot up in bed ! Dad cautiously called out, "How do you know they are having sex?" "Jimmy Cooper is standing on his balcony with a Popsicle too."

A Rainy Night
It was a rainy night,she waited in silence for His arrival. while doing so, she got the room prepared, roses and baby's breath in crystal vase's. she wondered what His mood would Be. Could he be in the Romantic, that took her breath away Or would He be like an Animal, show his Dominate Side,have her kneel before Him. she made the bed up with satin sheets, the wine set out in the ice to cool,while awaiting for His entry. With everything in its place she looked around the room for any thing not being where it is. .but should be, happy with all she slipped into a bath tub with scented oil's, the warmth of the water taking away any doulbts. This night would not be like any other, until He arrived, she waited for her Master.

How To Be The Cultist Hmm Messed
Recently, the Society For Evil Overlords has noticed a regrettable decline in the availability and quality of fanatical henchmen, evil priests, and willing sacrificial victims. We wish to correct this growing problem by submitting the following general guidelines for Cultists. 1. Pick one faith and stay with it. Dilettantism is the mark of the amateur. 2. Avoid needless embarrassment. Practise the correct pronunciation of your deity's name in the privacy of your own room before chanting it in public. Flash cards are often helpful. 3. Never invoke anything bigger than your head. 4. Avoid all cabalistic jewelry over ten pounds in weight -- it attracts unwelcome attention from tourists, policemen, various supernatural creatures, and can be downright dangerous during thunderstorms. 5. Citronella candles may not be used in rituals. I cannot stress this enough. Pastel-colored candles in the shape of cute animals are like beacons to the Powers of Darkness. 6.

To All The People That Thought I Didnt Matter
Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemni

Lil Johnny
It was little Johnny's first day in a new school, so his father walked up the teacher. He told her that little Johnny was a good kid but that he was an avid gambler. He warned her that little Johnny might win lunch money from the other kids if he was not watched closely. The teacher did not seem disturbed, and assured the father that she had handled many such problems and was very capable of taking care of little Johnny's urge to gamble. Shortly after lunch, the father called the teacher and asked her how things were going. "Oh, everything is going very well," she said. "I think I may have cured little Johnny of his gambling habit." The father asked her what had happened. "The little tyke absolutely insisted on betting me $10 that I had a mole on my rear," she said. "I finally agreed to the bet and took him to the teachers' lounge to show him that I had no mole, but he had to promise he would never make another bet at school again." "Damn!" the father said. "He bet me $50 this morning

Episode # 1 (ok I Am Gonna Kill!!!!!)
THE TOM .....NO MORE HIS SPACE IM GOIN IN DISGUISE ON A COVERT OP. AS AN EMO KID WHO LIKES TOU MAKE VIDEOS WILL I SURVIVE STAY TUNED..... will our hero survive? find out on the next episode of........ Thoma$(with a bling

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Very Brady Christmas For you, it's all about sharing times with family. Even if you all get a bit cheesy at times. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

The Brick
THE BRICK A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's m

Til Ondskapens Hall Vi Drar!
Broderskapets Ring Kom unge bror Skjenk oss din rene ungdom Legg ditt liv i våre hender Kjemp vår krig med oss La vare sorger formørke ditt sinn La din sjel slites Føl natten som legger seg rundt deg Glem all kjærlighet Ingen tårer skal fylle dine netter Tre inn i broderskapets ring Ingen svakhet skal du finne i din sjel Styrken skal vandre ved din side Kom Del ditt hat med oss Forlat ditt svake legeme La deg ei forvirres av vakre ord I Døden finnes all makt

Farewell To My Love
spur of the moment...letting my feelings out in "emo" poems...omg feel sorry for me!!! hahaha Fade into Eternity*my letter to my race when I am gone, I will never have been I pray that I go home, and never live again I love you all so much, and I hate you the same but I will never know how you can cause me this pain to watch me suffer, watching me die and when my life's ended maybe you'll cry but the fact is that while I was here you worsened my pain, and ignored my tears it's all very simple, that no one cares and I love you so much, how you treat me isn't fair loving you has been killing me I wish you could understand and just make you see that what I need and want from you is so very easy for you to do you cannot save someone who is already dead I guess you gave up, but you haven't tried yet I want to go to Valhalla and the old ones to see I want to end my life for death to set me free the Norns keep me here my life thread is woad I belong to this long lones

Through The Eyes Of Hate
a blind fury within, let it sleep for now the sun has set and the wind draws cold I cannot believe that i've survived I don't know how though in my young age I feel anciently old turned away by a world that for once I had love the blood inside me, every cell courses with hate I am lost and alone, in this new day i'm of the betrayal of men, driving me farther to my fate through tear soaked eyes, I gaze upon this land the pain in my heart the parts never made whole I am cursed to live as a lone wandering man filled with love and hatred to the depths of my soul I am alive, though dead inside and i'm in hell tortured and alone...I raise my eyes from the ground not that there is a willing ear...it would take forever to tell turning my back on the world, never joy to be found I do not trust to hope, in the world of men a lonely and forgotten tomb awaits me I feel the wind blowing so strong...away back when my heart was in my homeland, glory my eyes did see I am forever fo

Eternal Hatred
yeah I wrote it, can't you tell? so often do the north winds chill my bones and I feel the longing to go back home i'm trapped in a world where there's nothing for me I long to answer Oðinn's call, for death to set me free broken, hated and alone...is how i've lived my life not by my own choice but, I try to do what's right I am ever sinking deeper, no one will take my hand i'm destined to fall from grace, and to leave this land a hate from love, and a pain so great no one will ever care, alone I face my fate I feel so old and broken, as i've live ten thousand years this world has only worsened my pain, and ignored all my tears I have so much pure love to give, there is no one that wants me a long life of this forged my eternal hate, and I delved into misanthropy comfort of undying hatred, is always so shortlived because I guess i'll always want someone for my love to give i'm losing this war, and i'm rotting away all I want is to be saved someday for someone to ta

Going Out Of My Mind.....
I am sittin here going out of my mind.....did something i really shouldnt have done today....but i did and i cant change it now......I am bored out of my mind.....need someone to talk to or something.....It has just been a horrible day all the way around. Has anyone ever just felt like nothing can go right for you? I just dont know what to do. LeAnn

My First Blog Yay
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Somewhere Far Away..
You cant feel its beat and the timing is off You brush against my body warming me with fire You throw tingles down my arm...and in an instant its gone I gaze in the distance feeling detached till you yank me back. questions asked, just dont get answered. You make plans to breathe while my breath is already stolen. How I exist I dont even know. How I am moving who's limbs are these anyway-- I am not here, You want to know me but why do you try. I analyse my reasons, the excuses are just vague. I can't erase my love. I feel my heart is gone, I can't even let you feel it. It's existing far away, too far within even my grasp. So you're not alone, its not just you...it's me too. I want my heart back... but its not mine to give...or take. ~~~~~

Another Blog
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

As A Child
never told and never known the nightmare of a time of how i've grown pain and suffering never an end no happiness for me and no friend wanting for death at an age so young looking back at all the misery that i've come from such a long and lonesome path love and care is all I ever asked never it was given I remained all alone crying and bleeding my pain unknown a smile of lies I wore everyday trying to hide all my pain and shame my hatred for this world abounds more and more a place full of pathetic souls, weak people and whores I am now disgusted with the race I am of the race that turned away someone needing love they watched all the suffering never lending a hand praying for endless fire to cleanse this sick land destruction of all is now the only way mankind has failed and now they must pay hating this race is also hating myself I would end my life if it wasn't for someone else my only love, still giving me hope confronting the idealogy of a newborn misanthrop

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Loneyness
THE BED YOU SLEEP IN IS SO COLD, THE PILLOWS YOU SLEEP WITH ARE SO OLD, THE NIGHTS ARE SO LONG THE DAYES EVEN LONGER ,YOU WANT TO TALK BUT THERE IS NOBODY THERE,ALL YOU SEE AND HERE ARE THE WALLS,THE TABLE YOU EAT AT HAS OLNY ONE CHAIR,YOU WANT TO SHARE A DREAM,BUT THERE IS NOBODY THERE,SO WHY DOES ONE HAVET TO LIVE LIFE ALONE.

Sad Indeed..
I can't fathom what it takes for someone to harm a child nor do I wish to find the reason why. Too often these days, that's all the news carries. The worst is the one this past week in Pa. The amish bother no one and as a dear friend in my old home state on LC can attest to, are completely harmless. Why would some simple minded ass decide to take his anger out on a godfearing community, let alone innocent children... It's not the faught of the guns nor the people who are the victims.. it's the mindset of these degenerits who find the need to blame everyone for their misfortunes and mistakes, those who should instead blame themselves..but don't have the balls (this includes the chic who sliced another womans throat open to kidnap her newborn baby) to do so..

More About Me
Well i am addicted to PSP and making graphices i even have my own msn group where we make tags for otehrs and also have loads of fun and play lots of different kinds of game, tell jokes all around fun group. I also enjoy making friends my on line friends mean as much to me as my real times friends i laugh with them cry with them and also worry with them.....I collect bears, dragons. Im not into the AC type graphice unless they are not showing alot im not a prude cause i have lots of nudes of me........I will help anyone out that asks....i would rather if someone needs sometghing to ask me for it rather than steal it........i would also rather have a friend tell me the truth than lie to me and i find the truth out from someone else.......i like RPG and most majhongg games aldo like playing scrabble and am afirly good at chess........I am also in the lifestyle(BDSM)......Love country music mostly but also like will smiths songs....i love playing lots of differant kinds of games as long

Fucking Sweet, Bitches
Guess who's got the new two-disk Platinum Edition Little Mermaid DVD? That's right, motherfuckers, I do! I know you're just boiling with jealousy now! I also got my choice of liscensed plush toy for free with it. So now me and Flounder can watch our favourite movie whenever we want to. So, if you decide that you are worthy of this joy, go to Best Buy to get it. It was five dollars cheaper there than at FYE and you got the toy. I think FYE had some gay movie card or something, and KB Toys didn't give anything with it. Another cause for rapturous joy is that Terry and I shall be moving out of this shitty shit-hole in a matter of days. Three of them, if you wish to be specific. So, as of Saturday, I will have an awesome apartment and you won't, because I'm awesome and you suck. Yes, I mean you, specifically reading this right now, and no one else.

Remind Your Kids
This is my first ever blog and its for all the parents, those who are single or married. I would urge you all to remind your children of how important they are to you. How your life has changed for the better since they came into this world. One day they can be in your arms sleeping sweetly and the next theirs and your enitre world can flipped upside down. I plead with you to have patience with them, to always have love in your eyes when you look at them,to laugh with them, and to pray for them...I leave you with this short song that if i had a voice i would sing to my angel everynite: You are like a butterfly A caterpillar's dream to fly So bust out of this old cocoon Dry your tears away, Butterfly Go ahead and fly Go ahead, fly It's always such a lonely loom Or sudden like a broken bone And your luck won't always come along So dry your tears away, butterfly Don't you cry dry your wings off, Butterfly Go ahead and fly

The Very Latest About My Mom's Illness
The Very Latest Update, About My Mom's Cancer (please read) The Very Latest Update, About My Mom's Cancer (please read) To all of my dear friends, First of all, please let me apologize, for not being online (lately), as much as I would like to be. I do value all of you, who are on my friends list! Also, please forgive the length of this Bulletin, and please excuse any typos, or puntuation mistakes. I am writing this to let you all know, what is happening with my Mom (and me). For the past couple of months, my family and I, have been going through a lot. As for myself, I feel that I have reached my breaking point! I will now, bring you, up-to-date, about my Mom's condition. My mind is a bit "scattered", so please bear with me. It has been awhile, so I will write a quick re-cap, for you. Back in May of 2006, my Mom's oncologist ordered an "early" bone marrow biopsy, because he was concerned with her blood count, and they had found protein in her urine, a sure sign, that the cancer

My Poem For Lc...
Once upon a time I sat here to unwind stare blankly into the screen so lost in my own little dream I didn't know where to go What to do or who to know My days were long and hard My nights were dull and bored And then I found Lost Cherry SO gratefull and so merry Right there I found a gift That helped my spitits lift I met all sorts of friends And found that friendship never ends Don't matter if they're far or near I sit down and talk right here Comments help me hold my head Finally I don't feel that dead I take it then I give away To those that found the time of day So thanks all my friends On LC once again You guys are with me all the time And I'm so glad that your friends of mine. LUV KATHY

Who Cares?
I think it is so funny that I am actually writing a "blog". Lets hear it for boredom! I guess when Im not either fucking, looking to fuck or masterbating, I can come on here and tell ya all how horny I am. It will be interesting to see if anyone actually cares what this slutty little cum whore thinks!!

Ok
so what is it about...what do some ppl enjoy in life...the sad thing is some ppl enjoy fucking with ppls minds...others enjoy helping ppl...well its all good eventually the true colors of ppl show and ur stuck in a sense of hopelessness and lifeless thoughts that make u understand u cn only live fer urself...no matter how much u even love someone....fuck love fuck life fuck the world cause if this world was so dammn fucking perfect why do we cry...why do we feel pain from ppl who say they care...perfection? ha! more like torture...the world is the hell...when u die ur free...

What Do Ur Eyes Reveal
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes50%Eyes full of Pain25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Are You Realistic Or Romantic?
You Are A Realistic Romantic It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!Are You Romantic or Realistic?

A True Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I remember back then when i couldn't tell the truth but now i can say i am a true man. it was sad when i told my friends i had a 9 to 5 job, but in reality my job was going to the grocery market packing bags. I finally told my friends what i was doing to help my mother to help around, i told them i pack bags, and from that day to my friends i bacame the man. when my father wasn't around i used to not obey my mother because i refused to listen to her due to my father not being around. my pops left home when i was 9 or 10years old, i cried, lie, and sold my own soul. My brother and sister was trying to be a role model by trying to protect me, but i was in the fast to death lane trying to sell that crack,also cutting school to chill with my dudes acting rude. my parents found out and i was grounded and stripped of my activities i normally do. through all my years,sweat,blood, and tears working from 12yrs and up i still became a true man and never gave up. I love my son as well as my wife

~i'm Not Gonna Take It~
Serisously, this site people dont know too much about me yet but if you read my blogs you will soon understand!!! To sum it up I am a Canadian living with my Husband in America with his mom, and two bastard neices, this was supposed to simplify the situation but it is not!!! Let alone the fact that I have been house-sitting, and babysitting for 2 1/2 of the last 4 1/2 months, ignore the constant bitching about bills as if it is our job to support this girls, now I get to find out that instead of everyone doing their chores like it always has been, that "mom" thinks it's gonna be just me and her doing chores from now on, as if she ever did hers before. AND as if I havent just spent the last 2 1/2 months cleaning up after EVERYONE!!! Sorry I am done!!! That's enough of that shit!!!! ~~~

Dear Diary...
snagged from gaia/phoenix lmao.. i love this:: DEAR DIARY, I never told you this before, but since you have no eyes, I decided it was time to tell the truth. Remember "Sunday October 1, 2006 - 8:30pm"? When I was enjoying you in that special way, and you weren't sure it was okay, but I didn't care, because we love each other? Well, the reason I stopped so suddenly was because dad walked in the room and saw what we were doing. He took you away from me. I'm replacing you right now with another identical Diary, it might be alone and lonely forever in dad's sock drawer. Yet, this is for true love. SINCERELY, TOM.

Life
The adventure of life is to learn. The purpose of life is to grow. The nature of life is to change. The challenge of life is to overcome. The essence of life is to care. The opportunity of life is to serve. The secret of life is to dare. The spice of life is to befriend. The beauty of life is to give. The joy of life is to love. ~William Arthur Ward

To All My Friends
2006-10-04 19:26:23 First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is!!!

Hidden
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Into Day 13
Well this fucking blows. I cannot sleep at night, I'm depressed and I'm remembering things I spent lots of Years and money drinking away. I have begun to realize that I drank so much because my reality really sucks. I'm not trying to be overly dramatic by any means it's just I have no fucking clue what to do with myself at this point. On the bright side only 17 more days before I can drink all the bad thoughts into repression so yeah for that....

Where My Name Freewoman Came From
Artist/Band: Strait George Lyrics for Song: She Let Herself Go Lyrics for Album: Somewhere Down in Texas He wondered how she'd take it when he said goodbye. Thought she might do some cryin': lose some sleep at night. But he had no idea, when he hit the road, That without him in her life, she'd let herself go. Let herself go on a singles cruise, To Vegas once, then to Honolulu. Let herself go to New York City: A week at the Spa; came back knocked-out pretty. When he said he didn't love her no more, She let herself go. She poured her heart an' soul into their three-bedroom ranch. Spent her days raisin' babies, ironin' his pants. Came home one day from the grocery store and found his note, And without him there to stop her, she let herself go. Let herself go on her first blind-date: Had the time of her life with some friends at the lake. Let herself go, buy a brand new car, Drove down to the beach he always said was too far. Sand sure felt good between her toes:

Just Another Day........
Yes this girl has not written in like forever.... Just haven't felt like it... Life sucks and I am living it... The only good thing is my ex finally woke up and took his head out of his ass and is giving me the divorce I have wanted for 4 years.... Yes about time... I got served LOL So today I decided to call him as I haven't talked to him since Like July or was it June when he was supposed to take me fishing. He tells me he spent the last 65 days in the hospital (liar) He did up the divorce papers on Aug 23.. that is what the court clerks stamps says but he says that is impossilbe as he was in the hospital LOL I guess a ghost did it I dont care just get the thing over with and yah. still not working.. but it should be soon..... Thank god Tomorrow is my b-day (yuck) I hate birthdays they make me depressed and with already been in a depression lately I am more in a depression. oh well ok I will shut up for now

Horoscopes
LEO (July 23 - Aug. 22)-- If you fuck up just once with a Leo...That's IT. Don't be expecting them to take you back. They are not willing victims, after all, they CHOSE you...you screwed up? They can UN-Choose you just the same. They live for Menage a Trois...or Qua...or Cinco....anything in a group is okay as long as they are in the middle. Leos also like bubble baths. Once you start with a Leo...do not think you can just turn their emotions on or off like a switch...they demand satisfaction. NOW. All the stress in the world ends up in the Leo neck...They need neckrubs...they feel like they have the entire weight of the world on their head. If its kinky, a Leo has probably done it..You know Madonna's a LEO, right? She masters the Madonna/Whore/Goddess thing pretty well, huh? I wonder why? Could it be cause shes a fuckin' LEO? yep. Valmont was probably a Leo. They probably have the movie at home. Get out your furry gloves and faux mink whips for this kitten. they love soft floggers

Coming Home
Hey everyone, just stoppin in to let everyone know I'm coming home Thursday (mid-day).... paradise has been nice but I'm all tequila-ed out. Whew, I think I've done just about everything legal down here (jet-skiing, parasailing, snorkeling, some fishing, tons of partying & I got to swim with the dolphins down in Xel-ha wildlife preserve) & I'm all out of shopping cash. ACTUALLY the reason I'm coming home 1 day early is because my son is the starting pitcher for Thursday nights game & I don't want to miss it. Not to mention that I want to be damn good & ready for Ferry Corsten on Friday night & DJ Icy Saturday night for MR. SHAWN JACKSON"S birthday bash!!!!! So, I'll see everyone tomorrow sometime. I know I have a lot of messages to return, so give me a minute to catch my breathe..... LUV YA ALL, Jenna

Jackass
Yay! Finally went and saw this movie. It was funny... I've always liked Wee Man and Bam. Damn, Bam is a cutie.... real nice eyes too. Hmm shit, I don't remember what else I did... Ha! Lost another evil pound...Yea it's only just one but still. Ha!! Die you evil pounds! I step on you and make you go squish! Damn Mittens always wants on my lap...makes it hard to type with a black vibrating pussy on my lap. She's my baby :)

Shake It Loose
so here i am my friend still awake its late again feelin lonely without you another night to get thru I think ive came along way no turning back or hell to pay just alot of lonely nights where im feeling things aint right but ill keep it all inside knowing everything ive tried cant seem to shake it loose no more using an excuse I thought id be done by now but i keep it going somehow ill never get it right I think the end is in sight so please help me move along dont ever make me feel its wrong dont ever leave me here again dont ever take away my friend

Moving
well, i have been in clarksville tn, fort campbell kentucky for eight years, bought a house and the kids are content , cuz they are never truely happy, and the wonderfully army desides to send us to fort wainwright alaska... are there any good clubs there? hmmmm.. depressing....

My Son Alton
My Son Alton if there was anything greater in life, than having an incredible son and the perfect wife, i would like to see it during the length of my life. the family i have can be bettered by none, because of my beautiful wife and my handsome son. i used to search for happiness in the form of money, but i have found true riches with my son alton and sandra my honey. Allen Duncan Hetrick Copyright ©2006 Allen Duncan Hetrick

My Son,my Family, And My Lord
My Son, My Family And My Lord if i could be with my son today, than the clouds would not be so gray, his mother fears we will run away, so at my house he cannot stay. if it was up to me, my family would still be happy, my wife i miss my son i love, all i can do is pray to the lord above. if i am meant to have my family, than the lord will come to me, and show me the way to help my wife, find the lord and we can enjoy life. thank you god for all you do, i have given my self to you! Allen Hetrick Copyright ©2006 Allen Hetrick

Home Improvement ???
Hey friends - jus' returned from remodel hell!!! I really appreciate all the cherry love sent to me while i've embarked on this journey(and it's been quite a journey!) I promise to return the love to ya, just as soon as I am able. I have not forgotten you all!!!! I'll be posting pictures of my progress sooon !!!(may take time!) but to all my loyal friends - please hang in there - I am not dead and have not forgotten you!!!I'd much rather be sendin' cherry love - than in stallin' laminate floors~!

Cruelty
People are cruel to one another. It blows my mind. I have been in some very bad situations, but no matter what, I have tried to keep my perspective and not hold grudges. I have never gone out of my way to cause another human being harm--except for one short lived time in my life. I am a healer. I walk the path of Healers before me. I try to keep anger and hatred from my heart. I usually do a very good job of that. At times though, something will happen that seems so unfair and blatantly hateful that I have to reign myself in. I have to stop and take a deep breath and re-center, clear my heart of harsh thoughts. Human beings are violent, mean and hateful creatures. But they are also the most compassionate, loving and caring. When they forego the loving nature to lash out at innocents, to hurt and maim people for no reason.. and there is never a good reason... it causes me an almost physical pain. I have stopped watching the news because of the horrors I see,

Frogs Lol
Amphibians Frogs are members of the zoological class called Amphibia. Amphibians are cold-blooded (or poikilothermic) vertebrate animals. They differ from reptiles in that they lack scales and generally return to water to breed. They are one of three types of Amphibians. Anura, also called Salientia, (frogs and toads), caudate (salamanders and newts) and caecilians (worm-like amphibians). Herps and Herpetology Amphibians together with reptiles make up a larger group called Herps. The study of reptiles and amphibians is called Herpetology. Herp comes from the Greek word herpeton, which basically means "creepy crawly things that move about on their bellies." A herptile is an individual herp. A person who keeps and breeds herps is called a herpetoculturist and the hobby is called herpetoculture. Frogs Generally speaking, though, when we think of frogs, we generally picture what are called "True Frogs".... members of the family Ranidae, containing more than 400 specie

Insomnia!!!!
I hate when I cant sleep it is the most annoying thing in the world!!! I totally spaced out and forgot to bring my meds so, now here I am at 6a.m wide wake with nothing to do.....On a brighter note the trip for the concert seems to working out really great we have the tickets (nose bleed,but, hey we are there)we are getting the hotel and the car in the weeks to come so, hopefully knock on wood everything works out! lets all cross our toes!!!! Im totally out of cigs and I at my best friends house for a girls night and I dont know what time the damn store up the street opens!!!! I need a ski (a southern drink that up until like a year ago was produced in my hometown) and about two packs of marbolo reds 100's!!!!!! ok well one pack will do but you know two would be just the greatest... So, my best friend has met someone and they are totally crazy about each other! I love my barb and I want her to be happy but, let me just say he breaks her heart...I break his head...Im just saying..

**the Truth: Can U Handle It?**
I wanna start by givin credit where credit's due. The title & idea 4this particular entry was not mine. It was the brain-child of a dear friend. Altho I do not promise 2protect the identity of any victims/villains in this or any subsequent entries, I will NEVA reveal my sources. *HeeHeeHee* Perhaps uv noticed my blog, itself, has a new name. Perhaps uv realized its not just a new name but a new BLOG entirely. Lets take it a step further... If ur here, n uv visited my page b4 2day, uv probly noticed a radical change in my profile as well. N yes, friends, it all ties 2gether. I was happy when LC made blogging an option. Iv neva really blogged b4 n tho I don't use it everyday, I was appreciative 2have a forum in which I could open myself up, express what's on my mind n be honest, right or wrong, n not be judged. I don't mind a lil constructive criticism, but I was NOT prepared 4da reaction I got 2my last blog entry in my orginial blog. Granted, I was in full-on bitch mode that day; fu

How Can You Tell ??
I am torn into pieces , i dont even know what love is anymore... i have guys fighting over me but my heart is set on one guy and i have lost him over stupidity and well rate now i dont even know who i am any more or what is love ?? how can i feel it when my heart is so empty ??

Morning Run Down
good morning! hope everyone has a great day! off to work. yea fun huh? it isnt even 8am, and yet i am getting ready to leave. have to work til 6 today. prob will be home abt 7 or so after i help close, grab dinner, etc. Have a test tomorrow... think that is all as far as homework goes. But trust me... that is plenty. :) Well guys and gals- off tp the grindstone! Chat with ya later today *hugs* Les

What Is Your Fave Bryan Adams Song
hey people it's my curious side again but i am sure there are people who might like Bryan Adams so i was wondering if you fave a song or songs of his you like and yes it can b more than one song i am just wondering and it's fine with me so just let me know if there's any songs of his you think is cool from Bruce and it can b featured in films or any of his albums including the anthology album from Bruce

Ok Seriously This Is Da Last One For A Week!!!
Ok yea so da puter is SERIOUSLY comin down tonight so imma vent on here while i got da time before i have to pick up the movin truck...u ever loved someone soooooo much? Hell who hasnt right? But I mean seriously like the thoughts run thru yallz brain that u cant live without them, or ur constintly thinkin bout them, hell u even dream about them, u kno the OBSESSION!!! LoL Does it mean ur crazii??? I mean wow my life is sooo complicated right now, but WOW shyts gettin to mii now. Ive been thinkin bout him and wantin to be with him and hold him and tell him i love u forever! yallz prolly like "who da fukk she talkin bout" well dat person knoz so hahahhaha not goin to say....but u kno wha i hate da most? is guyz dat tell u they love u and NEVER SHOW IT! I mean come on now love is a very meaningful word in my dictonary and shouldnt be taken lightly and said sooooo easily unless u mean it! I mean I looove attention, I love it being about mii in a relationship, I love the little things dat

The Things I Know
I was walking through the book store the other day and seen a book titles "Things men know about Women". I picked it up to have a look and all the pages were blank.. hehehe. This doesn't say much about us guys. So I figured this would be a good place to post what I have learned about women, to help out those of us guys that just don't understand them. When in a relationship pay attention to the little things that a woman does. These can give you hints as to her mood. When you ask her a question and she asnwers with " Fine, Whatever, or I don't care" That doesn't mean what you think it does. When you ask her "Whats wrong?" and she answers with "Nothing", there is something wrong. Want to make her happy, do unexpected things for her. Bring her home a rose, give up a night out with the guys to spend time with her, let her sleep in and let her wake up to a clean house and breakfast(a hint to the married guys). These little things will let her know you still care and love

Hey If Yah Haven't Yet Checked Out My Pictures From Boston Plz. Do So
I HAVE FROM BOSTON TOURING AROUND AND FROM GIGANTOUR CONCERT OF LAMB OF GOD, MEGADETH. AND SOON AS I GET THE OTHERS DEVELOPED I WILL HAVE UNEARTH AND MORE.... THANXS

Mmm Chocolate
You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

My Friends
I ahve some of the best friends any one can ask for......there are like 4 friends from before i even herd of this sight one of them got me to join and i love it here i put out a call for help and those friends responed with help and now my bestest gf has lots of new friends my best friends here and ya know who ya are are just great they are always willing to lend a hand to others even when they dont know them i couldnt ask for a better group of real friends this is for you Hugs Pammy

Awesome Story Of Love And Dedication
9-23-06 - I came across this story today, and wanted to share it with all of you..... Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair, but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick has also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love story began in Winchester, Mass., 43 years ago, when Rick was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs. "He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him and his wife, Judy, when Rick was nine months old. "Put him in an institution.'' But the Hoyts weren't buyin

29 And Counting
My bdays in a week and im terrified lol..In one morwe year well in 53 weeks to be specific I'll join the thirty sumthings out there.I still have yet to make a million dollars jeez hope my good looks (psyche) wiil get me by .Tell me what you think lol

Fallen Memoirs
If only you'd let yourslf go to be apart of a thing that no one can know~ Somethin drifting gone what once was is now wrong~ Where would the justice be if you were only a little free~ YOu fell apart at the dying seams while the rest was only unhealed dreams~ Falling lost and forgotten thru that thick exhaust torn and tortured thru mindless horefrost~ A picture of serenity wrapped in a glass box yours for the taking if you dont know the lock~ Letting air escape in silent reverie could be a breath of smog or just another Memory...~ ~D.

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

Desiderata
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of

Hello Darkness, My Old Friend...
"Hello darkness, my old friend I've come to talk with you again Because a vision softly creeping Left its seeds while I was sleeping And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence... I remember when I was so young that I never saw a thing, even when it wasn't there... I even remember missing darkness There was a street that ran alongside the railroad. I used to have to walk it every morning when I was... so small that ages didn't matter, and every day I walked it differant people would be there, usually men, funny men with dirty coats and long uncombed hair. They used to talk to me, and everyone said I shouldn't listen, but they looked, they listened, they learnt, they knew enough to stimulate, knew enough to tittilate, knew enough to sow a seed of... And now? Now those mornings are gone, the road isn't even there no more, some fine new condos instead of goods yards, but their spirits live, the men... You ever lived near

The Gi
Interesting Thought Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for youâ€¦ Jesus Christ and The American G. I. One died for your soulâ€¦ the other for your freedom. YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ONâ€¦ AS MANY SEEM TO HAVE FORGOTTEN BOTH OF THEM!!

My Angel
I KNOW THAT LIFE SEEMS TOUGH AND OFTEN TIMES GETS ROUGH BUT NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE I AM NEVER VERY FAR YOU LIFT MY SPIRITS WHEN I AM BLUE WITH SWEET LOVING WORDS & GUESTURES TOO AN ANGEL IN THE MIDST OF A SAD AND LONELY TIME A FRIEND WHO'S ALWAYS THERE A TREASURE THAT IS MINE ALTHOUGH WE LIVE SO FAR APART YOU'VE HEALED A PIECE OF MY BROKEN HEART SHOWN ME THAT LIFE DESERVES A CHANCE AND THE PAST IS THE PAST, NOT A SECOND GLANCE WE MAKE OUR MISTAKES, WE LIVE AND LEARN THE GOOD WILL COME WHEN IT'S OUR TURN LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST IN EVERY WAY TAKE IT STEP BY STEP AND DAY TO DAY YOU'RE MY ANGEL, MY FRIEND TO THE BITTER END AND I LOVE YOU FOR JUST BEING YOU THIS LITTLE POEM WAS WRITTEN TO SAY... THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO!! WRITTEN BY TAMMY REED

A Random Verse Cometh
a random verse cometh she sits down and cries ..shes not over it she lays down and dies . her life is torn apart killer in disguise.lost his soul that day somthing in his eyes he,s lost without a heart i know at night he cries and prays to nobody . i guess my writing is odd i cant find a balance life is unbalanced man no right no wrong lies that tear us apart we where doomed from the start ..dont fight it just let it go because in this life ... u just never know - me -

Poor Me!!!
my life is an endless circle of false hope and broke dreams, its like im stuck in a deep dark whole and no matter how hard i try i cant get out and with so many people all around i scream so loud but no one will help, or maybe they just don't know im there, i feel like im the only one who knows ... anything .. anything about me, there are many who say they know me but in reality the only thing they really know about me is my name. im just me and me alone and confined within myself. i feel like no one will ever know who i really am, my world is no normal one, i see now what they mean when they say things that are exposed and presented to a child can have a lasting effect but i never understood until now, i remember such small things about my childhood that had such an effect on me, the way i think, act, and my very prospective of life itself .. maybe i dident see it then but i do now ... they say that when your just a child you feel nothing bad can happen, but i guess i was different be

Random Verses Not Connected
m your victim im your prize i am no-one in your eyes im a prophet im a beast im the star that shines in the east nobody ever told me how am i supossed to know i,ll spend this life alone ill spend it with my soul cuz one day u will realize that u where never meant to be so slit your wrists and walk with me this is my broken dream Our minds are torn apart by jealousy and broken trust my hate i give to u .. my soul i do intrust my way is to forgive you my wish is to see u die my state is to enlighten you my life will make u cry someday when u find out i tryed and got found out so open ur mind to the answers and let my death set u free im sorry that i left you but i just dont want to be me in love and death -stoned-

The Night
The Night ~*~ The night has come finally .... The peace and the silence it brings .... Allowing for the hurried days to settle Allowing for the nite songs to sing ..... Listen ............ Can you hear it ... The leaves rustling in the trees ....... The night birds singing ever so softly .... The clouds moving in the breeze ... Can you hear it ... have you tried .... Can you hear the lonely wolf His mate he is seeking ..... Listen you hear the plea in his cry .... Listen.... Can you hear it .... The moving of the grass ... As a field mouse scampers by ... Grateful the night has come .. And hes safe from hungry eyes ... Can you feel it .... The peace the night time brings .... Calming our minds and spirit .... Making the connections .... With all the night brings ... Listen to the night ..... Feel What i Feel .... See what I see .. Be what I am ... A lover of the night ........

Decisions
Why? There comes a point in each of our lives Where we must make decesions... We have to decide... Have we done all that we know we could.. Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should.. Are we looking for tommorrow 2 make everything alright.. Or hoping that maybe the answers will appear overnight.. Are we willing to step into our past.. Open locked doors and deal with whats been hidden behind em at last ... or.. Do we pretend that life is just great.. That there are no ghosts playing a game of give n take .. Sitting in the quiet of the night .. listening so closely.. Hoping to find the answers 2 make it alright ... Looking to the stars.. searching for peace.. Seeking the one answer to put it all at ease .. To many people living life like a dream.. To many people say what they dont mean... To many people just out after lust .. To many people ... Who the hell do you trust .... To many actio

Mirror
I must be honest with you babe (just gotta be honest) I love to watch the faces that you make (when we make love ooh wee) But when ur behind me holding ma hips and i close ma eyes and bite ma lips u can't see me so might I suggest a change Now baby please don't think me strange for what I'm about to say to u (please don't think me strange) If you know anything bout me by now you know I'm a freak just follow my lead [Chorus:] Baby I love making love in front of the mirror (in front of the mirror) So that I can watch you enjoying me (baby tonite) Baby tonite let's try in front of the mirror (in front of the mirror) Watching ourselves make love babe why don't we [Verse 2:] now baby keep your chin up, please watch me do the...nasty I like it when you make it move fast baby come and pull ma head back so that i can see that we look so good together I understand that your not ready for me to make my directorial debut featuring me but starring you Baby that's okay with

Alone
ancient monkeys and blue painted shoes how did u know i was never abused she screamed in the moonlight her death was a beuatiful sight we had dinner in the park before dawn my dark prince i am stranglly drawn she cried "ave satanis" before she pulled the trigger our darkest dreams and thoughtless themes my intension was to crush you with the fury of gods wrath my purpose is to love u blood splatter the love that i lost i slit my wrists in the dark no more pain no more sorrow and then ... it was black....

Autumn
AUTUMN AUTUMN'S IN THE AIR CAN YOU FEEL IT ? THAT LITTLE NIP OF COOL AIR IN THE MORN TICKIN THE BACK OF YOUR NECK THE BEAUTIFUL HUES OF THE LEAVES AS THEY PREPARE TO GO ON THIER SEASONAL SLEEP TAKE A DEEP BREATH CAN U SMELL IT THE WONDERFUL SCENT ONLY FOUND IN THE AUTUMN AIR ... HER OWN SIGNATURE PERFUME ITS THE TIME FOR PREPARATIONS FOR THE WINTER REST AHEAD HUNTING AND CANNING WOOD CHOPPING JUST GETTING THING READY FOR THE LONG WINTERS SLEEP A PERFECT TIME FOR CAMPING OR STROLLING IN THE WOODS SITTING IN FRONT OF THE CAMPFIRE SHARING TIME WITH A SPECIAL ONE TAKE SOME TIME THIS AUTUMN AND REALLY LOOK AT THE SEASON SHES AT HER PRIME ~*~PIXIE~*~

For A Friend
For a Friend You know who u are : Look to the horizen and what do you see.... The mountains standing tall .. for centuries all to be be seen .......... Look to the sky and what do you see .... The beginning of Heaven as the Creator meant it to be ..... Look to your feet and what do you see .... Paths previously walked b4 you and me .... Now look into your heart ... and what do you see..... Hurt and sorrow wanting to be released .... Let them go and soon you will see That love and happiness will grow as from a seed ... Follow the Instincts that has brought you this far ... The Creator has a Plan for you ... You've know this from the start Now ... continue the path your on To find your Happy Heart ... ~*~ Peace N Love ~*~Pixie~*~

More Thoughts From The Stoned One
her soul is lost in the mist she died at 18 in a car wreck teenage suicide and death rides to much hurt to much pain to much razor on her vein give me something beuatiful give something pure take me away and help me see all the things i never see what u are and what u become are meaningliss the one true meaning of life is to live it the one true feeling of love is to feel it i walked for hours in the rain these wicked thoughts running through my brain the train dident come on time so he killed her i saw a tramp and gods design i saw a winged demon rise up from the flames society you are taking the blame

The Government
WTF is happening with our already screwed up Government. We've got gay child molestor's in Congress. Good ol Florida, screwing us all up all over again. First the Bush election screw up and now this. Love the state, hate the Governmental body there. It all seems a little shady to me. OK, so now we know this child molesting Congressman has been in office since the 90s. It's now coming out that people have known about this weirdo creep for over 3 years, including the FBI, and no one wants to have enough balls to stand up and say "We made a mistake" and step down. Do any of these men have balls? How are they reproducing without them. More importantly, WHY are they reproducing at all. As usual, I'm disgusted with Government. State Government in Indiana is a bunch of crooks and liars. Federal Government is a bunch of crooks, liars AND child molestor's. What the hell is next?

Road Adventure
I was free for the evening so I called up Kim to see what her plans were. She said she was going to the bar with the girls. I told her I would call her when I was done attending a birthday party I had agreed to go to. A few minutes into the party I was already bored. I text messaged Kim and told her I was ready to leave. She told me how to get to the bar they were at. I said my goodbyes and made my way to the bar. After the 30 minute drive I called her to tell her I was outside. Minutes later she met me outside and kissed me hello. Soon we were walking through the bar towards the table of her friends. Pulling me by my hand we reach their table and I am soon introduced to several of her friends. After I get a beer to catch up with the girls, we are all out on the dance floor. Guys and girls all just dancing together not caring who with. I dance with several girls and Kim dances with several guys. I watch and get excited from the action on the dance floor. The beers start taking affect o

Random Verses I Scribbled
come in from the wilderness come here and watch me die i,ll steal you with my thoughts my motive is to cry with an angel by my side my soul is lost and all hope is gone hold my hand and die with me in the morning sun dress in black and cry for me my apocalypse has begun ....... hope comes in strange forms a serial killer alone at dawn he used to watch trains go by once innocint forever lost born evil or a product of society a weeping widow a quit place to die! .......

Why
OK ALL I DONT WANT TO SOUND RUDE OR ANYTHING BUT WHY IS IT ALL THE TOP CHERRIES GET ALL THE LOVE IS IT CAUSE THEY SHOW OFF MORE SKIN OR SOMETHING I'VE POSTED LOTS OF BULLENTINS AND BLOGS AND PHOTOS AND ALL I GET IS LIKE 3 COMMENTS AND NO ONE REPOSTES MY BULLENTINS IM SORRY THAT I DONT SHOW OFF ANY OF MY SKIN BUT IM NOT IN THAT SORT OF THING IM HERE TO BE A FRIEND AND I HAVE MET ALOT OF GOOD PEOPLE BUT COME ON NOW WHY DO I HAVE TO SHOW OFF MY SKIN TO GET MORE VOTES OR POINTS IM NOT HERE FOR THE POINTS IM HERE TO SEE HOW EVERYONE IS AND TO SHARE ALITTLE ABOUT ME THATS ALL AND I RETURN THE FAVOR TO EVERY ONE WHY CANT YOU DO IT BACK..( This is not for all the ones that do show me the love by the way )

Bollocks...
You scored as Perfect Guy. Holy crap what fairy tale did you come from? The land of fanciful pussies? I mean seriously, men just aren't supposed to be like that...you are a sad sad little man. At least in the eyes of other men, but hey, who's one to compain if you get more ass than other guys, because you prostitute your male dignity away?Perfect Guy100%Average Guy100%Realistic Guy25%Are you the perfect guy? (guy's only geniuses)created with QuizFarm.com

Pray For My Mom
Hey everyone pray for my mom...she needs it k! Shes had two strokes we think shes having another...shes in the hospital my sister just brought her in...she died on the table last time and was brought back...she was told that she cant live through another stroke...just pray for her please...

Hey, Stinkers!
A note to all my fans: Hey, ya lazy bastards! Where the hell is all my fan mail? Do you have any idea how hard it is to get an action figure made if you don't have large sacks of fan mail to show the investors?

Pain Inside!
All the lies i've had to face... all the things i miss today... can you tell me why you feel that way... can you tell me what i did that day... I dont know what to do... my whole life is coming unglued... can you help me understand... my heart is dying with every touch of your hand... it hurts most when i catch you in a lie... not to mention when i look in your eyes... do you miss the way things used to be... am i asking for company in my misery... what hurts the most is that i know... its not me you dream of but it is her... am i the only one you hold tight... can u help me understand... because this depression is grabbing my hand... my heart... and my soul... to have my company in its control... it is pulling hard and pulling fast... can you try to hold me back... or will you let me fall freely... until there is no more of me... pain wants company and i am leaning... over the edge while my heart is bleeding... you let go and now im gone... falling fast for

Virgos
This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will do naughty things to be caught so they can be punished. They are perfect for Aries who want to punish SOMEBODY. Anybody! Preten

Soundtrack Of Your Life....
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button Opening Credits:Waiting on the World to Change-John Mayer Waking Up:The Bitch is Back-Elton John First Day At School:Alcohol-Brad Paisley Falling In Love:Mr Jones-Counting Crows Fight Song: American Idiot-Green Day Break up song:I Wanna Live-Josh Gracin Prom:Lot of Leavin' Left to Do-Dierks Bentley Lifes Ok:Calling all Angels-Train Mental Breakdown:I Don't Wanna Be-Gavin DeGraw Driving:She's A Wild One-Faith Hill flashback:100 years-Five for Fighting Back Together:Just to be Your Man-Josh Turner Wedding:Under the Sea-Little Mermaid Birth of child: Mr Brightside-The Killers Final Battle:Brown Sugar-Rolling Stones Death S

Here I Am, Rock You Like A Huricane
once agian I am sitting here after just getting done work. thank goddenss that I'm done for yet another day. however tomarow I don't have to work. oh yeah!! my first day off in over a month. but I'm so tired that I don't want to do anything that requres me to move. so yeah sex is pretty much outta the question lol. however I would really love some hot lil thing to come over and let me shower who the man is lol. anyways this week end is thanksgiving and I am afirad that the clostest thing to a turkey dinner I will be having is a 6 inch turkey sub from subway. sad don't ya think?? it could always be worse though. I do have a little bit of cash so I can find somthing to eat over the next few days if I need too. yes tis the season to be thankfull. and I am thankfull to have a day off and thankfull that its less then a week away from pay day :D

Faithful Or Not Faithful?
In my years of dateing i have came to the conclusion that 7/10 partners cheat on their well partners. why is it that only a handful of people are still faithful? i mean come on how hard is it. i am writeing this cause all but 2 relation ships i ever had they cheated on me. i never done anything wronge and there excuse was "oh i made a mistake but i still love you and it meant nothing to me " or something along thoughs lines. even my ex wife cheated on me thats why shes my ex. i mean come on if i wanted to marry a cheater i would have married a hooker. but i dont want that i want faithfulness, am i the only one who believes this? thankyou for your time. please fill free to leave your opinion on this topic.

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz
You Are Big Bird Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around. You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy. You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you. How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper." The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

The Night Sky
as i sit on the deck the sun but a speck the stars are shining bright and everthing seems right then i begin to think of you do you see the stars as i do are you looking at them like me and if you are what do you see i see a future unknown to all for we are not the ones to make that call i wonder whats going to take place i search the darkness for a simple face the face to help guide me make the choices thats to be then with a sigh i think of this im the one to make my own bliss my friends help show me the way for the wonderful things they say everyday for the love for me that they share its great to know someone cares in the night skies i look for the face please help me get to that place then i look inside my heart this is when i see the best part love comes so quietly to all it takes only one hit to the wall for in our troubled lives love no matter what still thrives so i stand with many a smiles thinking of you across the miles i look i

What We Want To Do.
What we are wanting todo is open our own weight gym open to public.But WE ARE ALSO LOOKING IN TO OPENING OUR OWN FED.I am sick and tired of the fact that some have forgot this is a business and we are all like family.Our shows will be paid shows that is why we are working so hadr to get everthing in place before we start.We will be like i said opening a public weight gym , but are looking for two buildings together one side for the weight gym the other where we will doing traing and weekly shows. I will keep you updated.Like i say we maynot get running fully this year but i don't just jump in to something everthing has to be in place first.so i can take care of my guys and them me .WE do have some sponcers in place,use of a great sound and light system,use of a great bumping ring.Now before anything is said,Here is our experience. 1:We both have promotion and sales experience. 2: We both know how to do bookings. 3:We both Know how to write shows. 4: We both have experience

Hey Everyone Ericdaddy Needs Vote
Hey everyone come thats help him get hes votes please go vote for him at munchin big tyme wifey big beauityful man contestcome on everyone lets vote him out please please ericdaddy is the name

Finally!
something good going on for me....i love my job and all but it's just not enough money so i was looking for another job and i went and put in an application at a garage for a sales associate 2 days ago and he had me come in today for an interview...he was very impressed with me and said he would love to give me a job the next step is talking with the owners son and go from there but he doesn't see that being a problem and if i do for sure get this job it's $10 an hour! I so could use the extra money really badly right now! So wish me luck and hopefully i'll get the job! Soon as i find out more i'll let you all know muah! Sue

So In Love
You're everything I've hoped for, Everything I need... or ever needed. I have found in you ! I've searched my heart countless hours, Looking for my true love ..... A meaningful love....... Someone deserving of my love. You're the best part of me now. Since I've met you........ My days are no longer lonely, My spirit has returned....... Happiness and love have filled my broken heart. Such meaning and purpose have returned into my life. You've picked me up, after falling so hard. Your love has set me free........ To an everlasting place of enchantment. Not a fantasy world... persay...... As you are my fantasy , come true! You're everything to me...... I look forward to every moment we will share together. Belonging with one another......... Not just by fate......... But; by destiny. It is our destiny my love; to have found one another. My life long search is over now, And our beautiful journey together...... Has just begun. I shall love you for eternity.

This Is So U Josh
You know you're beautiful, Don't look the other way, You know you're amazing, There is nothing else to say. You know that I love you, I'll always be there, Never look back, Because you know I care. I'll always be around, When you feel sad, You're never alone, It's not so bad. I know your heart is aching, And I can't take the pain away, I know that you think that, It will never be ok. But I'll help you through this, I'll never let go of your hand, I'll dry your tears, When you can't understand. I won't leave you, Not like he did, I can see that, You're not a little kid. I can hear the words you whisper, Shed the tears you cry, Know every drop of blood that falls, Know that you wonder why. It's so un-fair, You ask why you? I feel it all, Because I do it too. And I'll be here for you, Every step of the way, Hold onto me baby, Because I'm here to stay.

A Fairly Quick Update.
alright. so here's the deal. in december Im leaving. leaving my home. and there will prolly be no internet. so I'll be leaving LC at that time, if not sooner. life in my house is a living hell with 2 parents that both think they're the eternal ruler satan. they fight each other, they fight me, they fight people that don't even know them. which pisses everyone off. and it just frustrates me. so in december Im moving out with the rats, and I'll be far far away.... anyways, just wanted to get that off my chest. hope everyone is having a good night.

A Horse Is A Pig That Don't Fly Straight!
ok this is better than that last peice of donkey turd The moon makes its pass and once again I wait questioning my life and its worth value measured in my pain time counted in the falling tears should I follow her silvery path and greet Helios with open arms or shall I say goodnight fade into the arms of mother night her son calls my name beckoning to the final sunset extinguishing the flame, my life

Loss Of Good Friends
my mom called me and reminded me of the 15 year anniversy of the death of my 2 best friends they was the best things that ever happened to me when we was growing up and till this day i miss them all the time and so when i got off work i called their moms and talked to them to let them know i was thinkin of them and really missed them so much we got into so much trouble growin up we was like the 3 stooges hanging out lol but that was the good ole days and i have grown up without them in my life there life was taken to short they was killed by a drunk driver and i miss them so rest in peace melissa and charles ur lives was taken to soon from the earth and u are still missed deeply so for all of u make sure u take the time and tell ur friends how much they mean to u

Good Old Facts Of My Home Prov...
MANITOBA - Man. -Manitoba is one of the three prairie provinces in Canada. -It is located in the center of Canada. -Ontario is to the east and Saskatchewan to the west. -Nunavut is north and the United States is south. -"Manitoba" is a Cree name meaning "the place where the spirit (manitou) speaks." -capital city - Winnipeg. -second-largest city - Brandon. -flower-Prairie Crocus , tree-White Spruce, bird-Great Gray Owl -motto-"Glorious and Free" THE PEOPLE -Manitoba is the home of over a million people.(1,177.600 in 2005) -Winnipeg is the largest city. About 706,900 people live there. -Manitoba is home to many Metis and native peoples. -People came to Manitoba from Britain, Europe, Europe, East and Southeast Asia. -Some large ethic groups : Ukranian, Mennonite and Icelandic. HISTORY -The first people to live in Manitoba: Assiniboine, Cree, Saulteaux, Chepewyan, Ojibwa. -They followed herds of bison and caribou. -Early explorers arrived through Hudson Bay in

Thoughts....
Thoughts drift through my mind, And have been all day. Thoughts of You, and how Your skin Will feel against mine in person. Thoughts of the first time I feel The weight of You on top of me. Thoughts of how it will be to feel Your possession of me, physically, From the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Thoughts of Your hands roaming, Teasing, pleasing, building the heat That leads to the first time You claim me With Your Maleness sliding deeply Into the center of my femininity. The soft delicate skin pushing against Warm wet walls, opening to You, Accepting You, welcoming You, Your possession, Your love, Making me totally and completely Yours. Finally. (I can't wait, either!)

I Wonder
ok so i live with my bf and we have a room mate thats his best friend since childhood..... why cant men throw lil annoying straw papers away?? or damn napkins?? and for the love of god why cant yall hit such a big target with such a smaller gun??wtf?? ok im done

Mouth Of The Foul Sermon
Life is more than paper tits and penthouse letters And I think it’s amazing that’s the glue that holds you together It’s easy to forget that you’re alone When you believe the television whores are talking to you But when I look in their eyes all I see are dollar signs What are you fucking blind, you really think you’re worth their time You’ve consumed so many lies That you’re backed into a corner You’ve conditioned yourself for garbage Happiness is being held hostage As apposed to freeing it You’re conferrable receiving body parts in the mail Can’t wit for the shock in your eyes When you piece it back together and realize nothing’s there And I don’t care if I don’t fit In your narrow rigid view of what should make a man tick I’m fine with me after shedding my ignorance It’s you who has the problem fitting into all of this The world’s moved on and you’ve been left behind Are you finding it hard to catch up with the changing times? But don’t worry because time w

Good Night...
Day is done, it's time for bed. Goddess bless my sleepy head. Earth and Water, Air and Fire. Bring gentle dreams as I retire. When the morning sun does rise, the God will bless my open eyes. Blessed Be...

A Long Walk
How the days are just one big mess? How the weeks turn to years? I find myself walking alone, try to say the first thing that comes to mind. I am trying and those words, they are stuck, they are hiding. Oh, my they are loss and when I need them the are gone. None of them are there why, oh, why. I guess they come back to someday. I find myself walking alone looking for a long time. Please if you read this would you give me a word, a sentence, a line. So, I don't have to walk no more. This walk is so long. By.. Me!! Jeannie

Ripped Pic!!
Just wanted to let all my friends know that someone has ripped my default pic and started their own account.It was not me nor did I give anyone permission to use my pic.There is no name,just #285972,so please give this person crap for ripping me off! I have informed lostcherry support and have asked them to delete this person.I personally have told them to get lost.Guess that was too nice,should have said fuck off asshole.Sorry,but this really pisses me off.Just wanted everyone to be careful of their pics in the future.

My First Lc Blog
As you can tell, I get really bored and post stupid pics of myself for others enjoyment, lol. I guess I could be doing worse things, lol. Anyways, I'm just sitting around and listening to the new skillet album, it's pretty good, in my opinion. I blog a lot over on my myspace page, it's private, but if ya want me to add ya, all ya gotta do is let me know! Visit my myspace at: http://www.myspace.com/austinlost. Thanks for letting me wast some of your time, maybe my next blog will be a little more meaningfull, lol. Austin :o)

Weekend
I will be leaving in the morning for a trip. Yes of course on the Bike. I'll get caught up on the contest and entries on Sunday when I get back. CONTEST WILL END NEXT FRIDAY SINCE I'LL BE GONE A COUPLE OF DAYS. ENJOY THE WIND MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS

Nerdy Me
Contray to what people know or think about me. I'm a nerd.. Nothing wrong with it.. I just am! lmao I love electronics.. I like programming.. I like figuring out how stuff works.. I love love love troubleshooting and problem solving! I love my 2nd job .. If I had my way i'd do that for the rest of my entire life! Oh wait.. I 've been doing it since I was 8 years old! (not counting the years when girls had cooties 10-12) lmao JUst the other day.. I said.. how can i get more bandwith on my usb 2.0 ports off my monitor when I transferr files from it..?? Duh.. find that one freakin usb 2.0 cable i had stuck under my dark and scary desk! I had to get a mini floresant light to shine under that thing cuz.. man.. I dunno what i'm looking at.. And when lc is on the pc.. that loud dong sound is deafining to my widdle ears..! lmao ONe of my pc's is near the subwolfer! lol Anywho.. I did figure out it was the long black one .. and now the weirdo clear

Problems
Aight yall i ain't that good and this i am feeling down in the dumps and i don't know why i just donno what to do anymore i am single i still live with my ex but the thing on that is i still and will always love her to death and i am very worried about alot of things like if i find someone else i wanna be with or whatever else matters into something like that but other then that i have jus been feeling like shit today i have feelings like i am gonna get kicked out cuz i don't have a job yet or anything special like that and if that ever happens i have nothing no money nowhere to go so basically i will be a homeless ninja wit nothin but what i own and that isn't gonna get me no where me and my ex argue all the time but then i really can't do a damn thing about it it's her family's house and i know if i fuck up i am screwed in every which way

Doc/patient Relations. Ewww
Doctor-patient relations... Doctor Dave had sex with one of his patients and felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: "Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to sleep with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality, whispering: Dave............. Dave............ Dave............ You're a veterinarian, you sick bastard".

A Poem Of Hope
The hopeful liking of kind musicals. Aray of deep emotions of beauty and wits. Wonders of fun and trust. The meaning of fabulous is great and neat.. Awesome is having deep, wonderful marvels. Cute and kind are there too.. The great beauty beings of us.. By Jeannie There are 20 words I used to make this!! LOL

Sex
(i posted this on myspace a few weeks ago) I have had many men in and out of my life....some friends, some friends with benefits and some i went out with.....but im tired of it all now...im 30 years old and right now there are more important things in life than just sex.....Is it a sign that im getting older? I dont know...all I know is sex just doesnt hold the appeal it once did in my life.....Dont get me wrong I still enjoy it....but to be honest the last few times I have had it I just had it to be having it....I wasnt turned on or wanting it....I just did it....It kind of scares me because at one time in my life sex was a big thing I wanted it all the time....anytime of the day and anywhere....now Im like ho hum sex again....when i go to bed I would rather just sleep than do anything (not like theres a man in my bed waiting for me) I dont know what is wrong with me...I dont know if Im normal or there is something wrong with me.....I know its not because of my weight because when

Fée Verte (“the Green Fairy”)
Wikipedia definition Absinthe (also absinth) (IPA English: [ˈæbsɪnθ] IPA French: [ap.sɛ̃t]) is a distilled, highly alcoholic, anise-flavored spirit derived from herbs including the flowers and leaves of the medicinal plant Artemisia absinthium, also called wormwood. Although it is sometimes incorrectly called a liqueur, absinthe is not bottled with added sugar and is therefore classified as a liquor or spirit.[1] Absinthe is often referred to as la Fée Verte (“The Green Fairy”) because of its coloring — typically pale or emerald green, but sometimes clear. Due to its high proof and concentration of oils, absintheurs (absinthe drinkers) typically add three to five parts ice-cold water to a dose of absinthe, which causes the drink to turn cloudy (called “louching”); often the water is used to dissolve added sugar to decrease bitterness. This preparation is considered an important part of the experience of drinking absinthe, so much so that it has become rit

All About The Absinth
The Absinthe Story 1792 A French doctor with a curiously rhyming name - Pierre Ordinaire - decides it's time for a 18th Century wonder drug. He knocks up a cure-all potion named 'absinthe' - and, as its popularity spreads across the Swiss Val de Travers region, copycat distillers join the party. Soon absinthe attracts a reputation for healing everything from epilepsy, gout, kidney stones, colic, headaches and worms - and pleased punters affectionately nickname the tonic 'La Fée Verte' (the green fairy). 1805 An early day Bill Gates called Henri-Louis Pernod decides the drink should be an aperitif not just a tonic and sets up the famous Pernod Fils absinthe company in Pontarlier in France. Rumor has it Monsieur Pernod got his entrepreneurial hands on the original recipe through his father-in-law - a Major Dubied. The Major had paid good money for the formula apparently left to the Henriod sisters by Pierre Ordinaire on his deathbed. The Pernod Fils stills gear up to

What Fairy Are You?
Which Elemental Fairy Are You? Your A WATER Fairy!!!As an elemental raindrop of a water fairy, your characteristics mimic those of the liquidity of the water itself. Resembling the fall of water droplets as gravity pulls them downward; your tears speak for you. You are ruled by your emotions and pour your earths blood into everything you do. The blood in your veins, runs through you like the river in the canals; peaceful and serene. You are romantic as the moonlit lake you glide upon, and sentimental, and affectionate as the rain you cry. You nurture your relationships emotionally and physically. Your artistry flows from your hands and into the life that swirls around you like a whirlpool. As spontaneous as the rhythm of the rapids, your moods are ever-changing and unpredictable.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Pain...
You always hurt the one you love The one you shouldnt hurt at all You always take the sweetest rose And crush it until the petals fall You always break the kindest heart With a hasty word you cant recall So if i hurt your heart tonight Its because I Love You most of all. You know who you are and who this is for. im sorry. theres nothing more i can say. if thats not good enough then we didnt have what i thought we had from the start. i love you and no matter what that will never change.

Love For The Black Rose
MYSTERIOUS DARK COLOR BEAUTIFUL FRAGRANT HYPNOTIC LOOK CLOSELY INHALE IT'S POTENT FRAGRANCE TO SOME - ITS COLOR IS DEPRESSING TO OTHERS - REMINDS THEM OF THEIR SOUL THORNS - SHARP THEY CUT DEEP BLOOD FLOWS RED LIKE FALLING IN LOVE DARK, MYSTERIOUS, HYPNOTIC TIS SO BEAUTIFUL THEN DEATH PETALS FALL TO THE EARTH TO START OVER LIKE MY LOVE FOR THE BLACK ROSE SHARI PARKER

Poem
My heart aches each moment we are apart. My body yearns for you to use it and be pleased by it. My soul wishes you to own it. My skin awaits your next touch. My ears anticipate your next command. My heart requests you approval and pride in me. My lips present themselves for your kiss. My eyes love to see you fill with pride when I do as you wish. My full person desires you to engulf me totally, making me a part of you, making me yours in every way today, tomorrow and always. I AM YOURS MASTER Written by Sweet Sultry Sub

I'm Missing My Angels :(
This is Holly.. She is one of my missing angels... I can't find her she hasn't talked to me in weeks it seems and I really miss her. my really special friends are brothers if they are guys and angels if they are girls. I love this girl like a sister and I miss her immensely.. I hope you read this holly and call me cause I love you and miss you a lot :( unfortunetly my other angel that is missing is really missing... her pics are gone on myspace. her fone is gone she hasn't been online in weeks and I can't even start to imagine if she's ok or not I just don't understand these 2 girls are my heart and soul one is a potential lover and they both are gone... wtf

Damn Bulletins That Are Not Factual
Yeah, I posted a bulletin of my own in reference to the one going around about the seal pups - I'm adding it to my blog because I believe in Stating the FACTS! The facts and nothing but the facts - and posting it here shows I stand behind my conviction of the TRUTH - good or bad. Like I said ........ ....... just stating the facts people! Okay .... I hope everyone actually "reads" this and educates themselves as opposed to "reacting" to photographs that some uneducated, misinformed 'twit' decides to post in a bulletin. First let me say, beating seal pups to death with a club IS NOT a sport. In some places in the world it is part of the culture and not for sport! They hunt the seals to eat them .... they are food. Blaming and accusing ENTIRE COUNTRIES of such behavior should NOT be a sport either !!! If you want to be angry .... Great! Be angry - that's your God given right - but show some semblance of intelligence and put fault where fault lies -

Surrender
Come with me my love and see what I have prepared A room of burning vanilla candles and fresh cut rose’s scent Walk thru the door into my arms In them you need fear no harm My deep voice changes to soft whispers Telling your delicate ears words that releases your fears My eyes look deep into your crystal star eyes Revealing what my heart and soul desire Our embrace past being a hug It is beginning to release our love Precious, fragile, a masterpiece Gently I lay you down on satin sheets Softly and tenderly my lips meet yours Lips sweet and moist like fresh cherries Each kiss more passionate as the sweetness grows My tongue tracing slowly, sliding thru finding yours Performing a ballet to music our whispers now make Sounds of passion like two violins softly playing together Our ballet of embraces and kisses becoming so passionate Music leading our bodies

Military Rules!!!!
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel Current mood: grateful Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that

~stang's Friday Freaky 5 Hits The Lc
It's Friday! What does that mean other than the last day of the work week? Well for those who have been with me a bit, know that Friday's used to be the freakiest day of the week. I used to do a thing on MySpace every week called the Friday Freaky Five. It is an interactive feature where I ask the questions and you give the answers. What makes this fun is the more the merrier. Do not take it too seriously, this is supposed to be a good time, if it goes well here, I'll continue to do it. If you enjoy it, drop it a 10 and we'll do the damn thang every week. Now, I have a good feeling for my Friday Freaky Five regulars....yup, we have regulars now.....ha ha. Someone is going to try and roll through here on some of these questions talkin about "I wouldn't do that"......I'm not tryin to hear all that....ha ha. You know how it goes, we do a good job at pretending sometimes, so, mess around and get called out, hear?.....LOL Enough of that.....Ready! Set! Friday

What I Love About U.
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are MySpace Comments Graphics mine to jeff from debora

Penny
The Penny Remember this every time you pass that little penny in the parking lot. I always thought that it was for Good Luck, but I love this version better: I found a penny today Just laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, This little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, That's what my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, They toss a penny down. Sometimes just to cheer you up, To make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny, When you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven, That an Angel's tossed to you. So now pass this on to the people who you care about and who you feel are Angels to you, I just did. An Angel is now watching over you.

A Friends Greeting
A Friend's Greeting I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend MySpace Commen

Rain
It's been a beautiful week here in Virginia, so of course, it's going to rain all weekend. Blah, how depressing! We're expecting up to two inches of rain between today and tomorrow ... sounds like a good time to catch up on sleep.

Day In
My last few days have been hell. Starting Tuesday I had bad chest pains and muscle clenching pains all over, etc, etc. Wednesday upon talking to my doctor's office on the phone, they sent me to the Emergency Room because they thought I was having a heart attack. I got I-Vs, blood work, machine hookups, CAT scans on my chest. All this from 10:30am to after 6pm. Turns out my body had a SEVERE allergic reaction to some antibiotics I was taking. But, nevertheless, it scared the bejeezus out of me!!! So there you have it.

Help Needed Points Plssss
I need some help a freind i signed up is tryin to beat me to the next level i need 500 points and he needs 1000 pls help me stay in front love ya's all i'll show ya some love in return c'mon plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Feeling
HELLO ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES ANHTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY LIKE ALL OF YOU I HOPE FROM MY HEART TO ALL OF US THE LUCK IN OUR LIFE THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE MUST TAKE ANY CHANCE FROM THIS WORLD HELPING ALL OF THEM MAYBE WE NEED ANY ONE OF THEM JUST FEELING THAT FROM THE HEART I THINK AS SOON WE WILL FOLLOW THE SUN I LOVE ALL OF YOU L.C I WISH WE LIVE ALL WITH US IT WILL BE ALL OF MY PLEASURE I LOVE ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

It Finaly Friday
the week is finaly over it felt so long but then i didn't get what i needed to do done well i still got to work this saterday but that only means more monie lol i love over time pay i just hate the fact that it takes time away from my kids thats all i have to say for now but i'm defentaly going to write in this more often but one more thing they need to get a spell check on lc because with out it this is incomplett lol i cant spell

Towel Contest
INFORMATION ABOUT THE TOWEL CONTEST YOU ENTERED The contest will officially begin tonight at 10:00pm Eastern Time. I will randomly post bulletins about it, but it is primarially up to you to get people to vote for your pic. You may post a link on your page, in bulletins, in your blogs, wherever. Just no blasts please. Below is the link to the pic in my album. I'm giving you this now in case you're not around tonight when I open the contest. Go there to see your pic and get the full link to post to your friends. If you wish, you may direct people to my profile and they can find it from there. Please do NOT start sending out the links until the contest is open. Right now I still have the folder set to private. Any comments that are given before 10:00 will be removed. I just need to keep it fair for everyone. Reminder about how you should tell people to vote: The total number of comments you end up with will determine the first place winner.

If I Call Myself A Witch
If I called myself a healer, would you be afraid of me? If I steeped an herbal tea to sooth a throat that's sore, or for a toe stubbed on the door made a poultice for the swelling? Should I not keep dried roots and herbs inside my dwelling? So I prefer natural remedies to lab-concocted chemistries; relaxing scents and mellow tones that bring relief to tired bones-- do you fear a person with the goal to heal the body, mind and soul? If I called myself a nature-lover, would you think me strange? If I enjoyed a camp-out on the range, and marveled at the wild wolf's cry, and star-filled nights evoked a sigh, and I thought the budding bloom delightful? Should I clutter up the Earth with litter and not recycle? So, with revelry I do herald in the seasons new, and creatures of land and sea respect and feel obligated to help protect-- do you think a person so insane when they observe the Moon wax and wane? If I called myself a student, would you have me harmed? If

Lovepoetry.com
I submitted a couple of my poems last week to LovePoetry.com during the two days they were open for submissions. I found out today that they have been accepted! :D http://www.lovepoetry.com/authorlist.asp?x_searchname=SimmeringFreddieWilliam

Poem By Erin M. W
Your gifts are simple, tracing curves of skin, relaxing muscle;I follow you to a place I have never been,cherished, centered,balanced between your fingertips and my heart. I listen to your music and cling, fearing loss of these moments where life is simple. Our exs and children are hiding along with our checkbooks, while we rest in each other's arms and press into each others bodies as if our very bones could hear. How we belong together is as mysterious as the persecution of belief our respective grandparents survived. We are both fruits of their survival. What beliefs do we bear in our own dark times? Your gifts are simple,and all I need . By Erin M. W

Dream
Wanting so long for this moment to come- I'm overwhelmed by your touch You pull me close, we slowly kiss- I've wanted this so much. You say you were wrong; you've been so lost- without me by your side Apology accepted, by all my heart- who cares about my pride? You push the ring down my finger- it still slides right on Suddenly I feel alive again- all the pain is gone. Your eyes just seem to melt my heart- I crave to feel you near I shiver as your breathtaking voice- whispers in my ear. You even go so far to say- you'd like to have my child Every way you touch my heart- so gentle and so mild. I've never been so happy before- I've never been so complete I've never known this side of you- so caring and so sweet. The alarm clicks on, I lay in bed- as real as it may seem Just another night alone-... just another DREAM.......

Thanks God It's Friday?
yay it's friday!! i had a lot of things to do this morning, starting with a meeting for another project lol i'll be VERY busy soon many new projects and things to administrate... my ear still hurts sometimes, i'm not sure why my sister looked at it, and she said it was a lil red, and she told me to still take the pills i think i'll take an appointment for the next week with the specialist my dear friends, i feel happy after all, things are working well and yes, i know i had few hard weeks :) but like the Fenix, i'm back, for more ;) lots of love and hugs for everyone Maria

At Play
My wife's out of town. This is the first time since we've been married that we've been apart for any length of time. There are times I miss being a bachelor, but mostly it's been much safer being married again. So I feel both like I should make use of the time to do bachelor things, go out to the bar for the football games and such. But I am also watching the boys (hers from her previous marriage). So it's sort of like, well I need to be on good behavior, but I'm sure they're also looking forward to being the mice while the mom cat is away (They're almost 11). So we'll do some "guy" stuff. I was thinking this morning about all the stuff I would have done in my previous marriage if I had a bachelor weekend: going to the clubs, large amounts of tequilla, hopefully making it home to pass out on the couch while watching porn. My main focus then would have been staying out of jail. I must be older now, because now a bachelor weekend is going to mostly involve watching sports, play

What Is Your Hottest Bedroom Accessory?
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Weee!
Haha. I went to the mall right and it was funny cause i have a skirt on, and its raining and all windy and its all blowing up and shit, i had to hold it still it was funny haha. Im all wet cause i was dancing in the rain :D Anyway. I got laundry to do. And ima have to get ready for that flying colors for god and country tommorrow. Which'll be cool. I don't have to go all day now, which makes me happy. And im happy, amazingly just happy. Weeeeee. < 3 Kim < 3 haha. She rocks my world around and around. :)

What A Day
well yesterday was a really shitty day for me. it started off by going to the babysitters to drop the kids off. when i get there i found out that she went out. so i tried to call her and she didn't answer the phone so i went home hoping that she would have called me by then and nothing. so i went to drop the kids off today just to find out that she went shopping and forgot that she had my kids today. boy was i pissed off with her. but on a better note i just found out that one of my friends has just got a great job. and to top it all off my best friend is moving away form me (boo-hoo) but it for the better. and he knows he can call me anytime day or night. but i wish him all the best. luv ya shawn, xoxoxo.

3 Sluts On The Night Shift
3 Sluts On The Night Shift I always thought that I knew my wife well. Belle can be a major flirt when she wants, but up until recently her antics have been confined to the odd bit of flashing and a few incidental affairs. We have been married for more years than I care to remember and that time has been mainly happy for both of us. We work for the same factory in our home town, but because Belle took time off to look after our two children when they were small, when she returned to work, she had to start again back on the factory floor. I continued with my career, rising up through a few ranks to become head of the department where my wife and about twenty other women work. This, of course, makes me Belle's boss, but because everybody knows each other so well, it usually works out just fine. Usually! Last summer the company won a fairly large contract and management had to look at employing more factory staff to cope with the extra demand, this also meant that extra cash was av

My Poor Sister
why do people think that they can get away with almost anything and not get introuble for it. like that is so like my sister but i have to say that i do stick up for her. especaily that piece of shit boyfriend of hers. he makes her cry like there is no tomorrow. i love my sister to death but why does she put up with him. i know that she can do so much better. the only question that i always ask myself is why she with him. is it the money or does she truly love him. i just wish for one day were he can walk in her shoes so he can feel the pain that he puts her throw. alright now this is were you people help me out and give me some advice to help her out. just a few words of wisdom would be great. *huggs* to all

What Steve's Blog Should Say..
What it should say... so a few months ago i was chatin and i was ever so lucky to find the most wonderfulest person in the world heidi just wakein up wondein if i get to see her and talk to her make her smile we talk for hours over random stuff w/e pops into are heads and she makes me feel speaicl she is so wonderful seeing her smile makes my world light up from the way she always in the mood to the times she is down and sad just to make her smile makes me feel good about myself there are things u tell people and things u want to hide but her anyone can trust cuz i know she wouldnt hurt anyone she is to much of a lover no matter how much she says she well get u heidi can make anyone smile and i think the man that see all the good in her well love her cuz i tryed not to but she grows on u lol she is sexy in every way just to look in her eyes when she feels love from the way she says hello to the way she tells me that u well miss me and think about me when im gone to the emails and

My 9/11 Tribute
in case any of you missed what I wrote just after 9/ 11 here it is again. This just flowed from me so take it as you will. HAIL THE HEROES BOLD AND BRAVE! THEY WHO GAVE THERE LIVES TO SAVE THERE COUNTRY MEN IN ASGARDS HALLS THEY DWELL AT ODINS AND LADY FREYAS SIDE THEY SIT! HAIL THE HEROES! NO MATTER IF THEY DIED IN THE AIR OR ON THE GROUND IN ASGARDS HALLS THEY DWELL WITH THE HEROES OF THE PAST SO RAISE A HORN TO THEM ONE AND ALL! HAIL THE HEROES! NOW TO THE COWARDS ONE AND ALL THAT PLANNED THIS COWARDLY ACT SHOCK AND SURPRISE WHEN THEY FIND THEMSELVES IN LADY HELLAS REALM HER SWEET REWARDS NOT WHAT THEY SOUGHT! AND TO COMRADES NOT YET CAUGHT TYRS SWORD IS SHARP AND SWIFT! HAIL THE HEROES! ONE AND ALL! I wrote this just after the towers fell Caty

True Story From Snopes...
Read the story below before you look at the pictures. This is a true story, it happened in Utah and was on the news! I thought each of you could use a little comic relief today. Here's the story. A city councilman, Mark Easton, lives in this neighborhood. He had a beautiful view of the east mountains, until a new neighbor purchased the lot below his house and built. Apparently, the new home was 18 inches higher than the ordinances would allow, so Mark Easton, mad about his lost view, went to the city to make sure they enforced the lower roof line ordinance. Mark and his new neighbor had some great arguments about this as you can imagine — not great feelings. The new neighbor had to drop the roof line — no doubt at great expense. Recently, Mark Easton called the city and informed them that his new neighbor had installed some vents on the side of his home. Mark didn't like the look of these vents and asked the city to investigate. When they went to Mark's home to see the

How Naughty Are You?
1. How old are you? 2. What is your sexual orientation? 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex? 4. Have you ever received oral sex? 5. How many sexual partners have you had? 6. What is your pubic hair style? 7. What is your choice of underwear style? 8. Have you ever had anal sex? 9. What is your favorite position? 10. How often do you masturbate? 11. Have you ever kissed a girl? 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl? 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos? 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once? 15. Have you watched porn? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area? 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex? 18. Spit or swallow? 19. Have you ever had an orgasm? 20. Do you own any sex toys?

Business As Usual
He watches her from across the room Even with all these people around She is the only one he sees The only one that matters She glides across the room So elegant So perfect in all her movements It's almost like the rest of the room is grey and blurred from his vision And she has a spotlight focused only on her Everything about her is as it should be Her make-up is perfect Not too much, not too little Just the right amount of everything And the dress The dress is stunning on her She couldn't have picked a better dress Even from where he stands Across trhe room He can see how it brings out her eyes He walks around the room He needs to get closer Never takes his eyes off her Never losing sight of her beauty She laughs He is close enough to hear now HEr voice is enticing It lures him closer He can smell her perfume now Such a sweet scent He recognizes it immediately His favorite How did she know It's like she put it on just for him He feels himself get arou

What Type Of Music Should You Make Love To?
You should make love to soul You like to groove, slow and steady. Throw on the James Brown and let the atmosphere envelop your lovemaking. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Personally I would prefer "Pink Floyd" or "Rush" instead....LMAO

Ethan And The Oil Change
Ethan and I went to have the oil changed in my car today. He’s only two years old and this was a new experience for him. We dropped the car off at EZ Lube and walked to the grocery store across the parking lot. On the way, we found a shopping cart and Ethan decided to sit in it while I pushed. I pushed it real fast and that made him laugh. When we got inside the store, Ethan wanted to walk. So I lifted him out of the cart and let him lead me on an adventure. First we went to the health and beauty aids department where Ethan found a battery-powered toothbrush in the shape of a robot. He inspected it carefully and talked about the many features. After a while, he put it down and continued his journey. Then we found toothpaste tubes with what looked like pictures of Barbie on the label. I explained to him that these were meant for girls and not for little boys. He still found them interesting, but decided that he didn’t really want one. Then we stumbled upon a w

Hey Hey Hey
I just got back from getting my latest piercings :) The tongue didn't hurt AT ALL lol but I talk like I'm "special" lmao..the Monroe hurt a little and I HATE the big ball and can't wait to change it to a smaller one lol SO go check them out..please :) :)

I Guess I Will Start Again...
This has seem to be therapy for me anyway. So hubby is still in Japan. The kids have gone wild. I am only one person damnit. Stuck here with four kids. God help me. Somebody please rescue me. Ok enough of that. My sister is coming over this weekend to stay with me. That is going to be nice to have someone here. I think in order to have a good weekend I will need a shit load of duck tape. Well kudos for now. I will write more later when I get back from the store. PS...I am just kidding about the duct tape...I swear!

See If This Works...or Not
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Mmm Martini
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Dont Know
why but i am so damn exhuasted lol. I just woke up again. My knee locked on me, so that hurts. And yeah rawr haha. Anyway, im suppose to be going down to wildwood tonight if i decide to go, ima have to change cause its cold out like woah. Yes i tell you, yes yes.

Ok Contest Is Now Open
You can vote for me here http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=261340&albumid=71121&i=3930107109 but please look at the other girls as well and then decide who you want to vote on. Thanks and Hugs Darla

::grins::
I am so evil. Poor little Erica. Her myspace is all messed up. Her boyfriend somehow got forwarded messages where she talks about cheating on him. The fucking bitch. I just had to gloat and I couldn't do it anywhere else sooooooo.......

Bored Bored Bored
well Iam rather bored making tags and siggys atm so thought Id aimlessy ramble for no apperant reson lol noone ever reads these things anyhow so its safe to be a brainless boob for a few hmmmm what to talk about..... I have met some real nice ppl here like playmate shes a real sweety should check out her profile sometime and damien that naughty little devil *yummy* and Alcuard the nice man let me borrow his art to make siggys and tags and so many others I cant even name them all ive realy enjoyed the time Ive spent here so far and look forward to meeting even more ppl much luv all hope your day goes awsume

Wtfs
omfg what the fuck is wrong with fucken guys for fuck sakes grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ugh i dont even know what to fricken say im soooo fricken mad an if ur actually reading this then yea u know im mad for the simple reason im swearing like there isnt a fucken 2morrow grrrrr ahhhhhhhhhhhh fucken idiots......jezzzzz what the fuck is the point on fighting with some one just cause they dont wanna give u a pic ,, then starts freaking out on u for it an so on like really WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr if just never fucken ends now does it .... over the smallest an stupidest shit tooo ....

Life
Well. I don't usually blog, but hey what the fuck why not. Most of you don't know me, but heres a crash course: My name is Christina. Moved to Michigan October 1, 2004 with my (at the time boyfriend) husband, David. I (naturally) have blonde hair and blue/green eyes and have more energy than a normal person should have. I love photography, making jewlery, writing and web design. Ok, there now we are aquaninted. Not too long ago I went to the Drs and found out I might have cancer. Kinda blows huh? So lately I have just kinda been in and out of reality, on leave from work and unsure of where to go next. I am taking a home study course to get my Life Insurance Certification so I can work with my sister. It'll be cool cuz I'll get to stay at home with the dogs and work on the house more. Right now, I feel like I am just in limbo. One half of me is ready to start living again, the other half thinks, "Whats the point?" Have you ever just wanted to start over again? From scratch? Tom

I Do Not...
I do not have the answers, sometimes I don't even have the questions, sometimes I have nothing but empty thoughts that drift upon the breeze... Have you ever chased a snowflake, such a fragile, delicate, and beautiful thing, crystaline sculpture, in purest white? Have you ever caught that flake, and watched it as it fades in the warmth of your hand, softly disolving, to a tear drop? When I see the snows fall, and disrupt us all, block our roads, close our schools, bring down power lines, and cause death and destruction I sometimes think of that delicate snow flake and wonder how something so small, so gentle, so fragile, can be so destructive. Then I look at us, people, and we're just the same, so many fragile people, and yet when one or two voices band together we can cause such pain, and such misery. I don't want to see drifts, and blizzards, death and destruction, I just want to hold the delicate people, to see them for their individual beauty, and to care for them, a

Becoming Sadistic Ophelia - First Rough Draft
Becoming Sadistic Ophelia The Making of a Sadist By Yvette Dubel © 2006 It’s hard to say just when Sadistic Ophelia was born, but it was sometime after the girl known simply as Ophelia had graced the world with her birth. She’d been the tough girl who’d grown up to be a top consultant to nonprofit organizations serving women and children. Having just completed a meeting with such an organization she was all set to leave as the driver held the door open for her, she paused just before she lowered herself inside---one more look back and she smiled. There was no hint of the old corner store, phone booth or parking lot that once stood where this new safe haven had been built. Ophelia had rounded up the donations from a few wealthy contributors seeking redemption which only Sadistic Ophelia could have delivered. The end result of their contribution was not only the worthy cause of building this home and playground, but a very personal contribution to Sadistic Ophelia’s gruesome c

Best Personality Contest
OMG, I have just been entered into "The Best Personality" contest on LC. This is not something I asked to be in and I am so honored to be put in it that I do not care if I win or not. It really made my day to find my pic there. If you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture. LC's YOU ROCK! The rules to the contest are: 1.YOU CAN ONLY PIMP YOUR SELF OUT 2.ALL COMMENTS MUST BE WHY THAT PERSON HAS A GOOD PERSONALITY WE WILL NOT COUNT THE YOU GOT MY VOTE COMMENTS ONCE AGAIN IT MUST BE WHY THEY HAVE A AWSOME PERSONALITY... 3. CONTEST WILL RUN TILL SUNDAY NIGHT AROUND 8 SO HURRY UP 4. I AM USING A UNIQUE AND DIFFRENT VOTEING SYSTEM TO DETERMINE THE WINNERS.... Also please show DarkDragon some love while you are there for running this contest.DrkDragon@ LostCherry

Today
Today is a long day. It was raining, teachers cancelled classes in the middle of my schedule, and the elevator was broken. On top of that, I got my period, but thats okay. I was a little bored.. so I added some new pictures :) Rate them, add comments :)

Beauty
WHAT IS THE ESSENCE OF BEAUTY?~ IT IS A TREASURE NOT MADE OF EXTERNAL FINERY,SILVER MASKS OR GLITTERING ARMOR~BUT OF GOLDEN SUBSTANCE BORN WITHIN~&LIKE TRUTH,BEAUTY IS THE COMPANION OF THE SOUL~IT MOVES IN CURVES,SPEAKS IN SILENCE AND REFLECTS A LIGHT ONLY SEEN BY THE HEART & BEAUTY IS AS ELEGANT AS SIMPLICITY,AS WARM AS ECSTACY AND AS CONSTANT AS GODS OUTSTRETCHED HAND~UNTAINTED BY TIME,BEAUTY DEEPENS OUR HUES AND SOFTENS OUR EDGES ~BEAUTY IS ETERNITY'S VISION;AN AIR OF LIGHTNESS WHEN WORLD LAY HEAVY;A QUIET GESTURE IN THE TIME OF NEED~BEAUTY BREATHSLIFE INTO EVERY PASSIONATE HEART~IT IS THAT WHICH OUR SOULS CAN NEVER LIVE WITHOUT.....

Beer Vs Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, wine or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. WATER = POOP BEER = HEALTH Ergo, it is better to drink beer and talk shit, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service. borrowed from: T@ LostCherry

The Dog,like Or Not?
hay ya all plz let me know if ya like the dog the bounty hunter? cuz i'm fixing to open up a dog the bounty hunter pic. album and would like to know how meany of ya out there likes him THE DOG!!! so plz commit to this Blog. thanks thehogman

Definition Of An Online Friend
My definition of a friend, online or otherwise, is as follows: A friend is someone who is there for you. You may never meet your online friends, but still, if you post a blog, they read it and leave a comment. They feel your pain from thousands of miles away. They chat with you. They share with you. A friend doesn't put another friend down. Gee, that one seems kind of obvious. If one day you're called a friend and the next day you're called an asshole by the same person, then really, is that someone you want to associate with? How can anyone trust a friendship like that? A friend is a friend to the end. They don't go off and start posting untrue crap about you just feed their own self-importance and/or ego. A friend doesn't put you on the defensive. To have to defend your honor or honesty because of so-called crap is ridiculous. I have many wonderful friends on the LC, Yahoo and other online venues. Some near, some far away. If they can't be a true friend, the

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So, This is how it's going to be When I begged for you to love me You turned And covered your ears You didn't want to hear any of this. But it had to be said I HATED YOU FROM THE START Every thing was just a lie. Get used to it.

A Thanks To My Friends
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

More Getting To Know Me Stuff
1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? Fran Drescher...I love her voice. 2. Who do you blame for your mood today? CECO Door Products!!!! 3. Have you ever seen a dead body? Have you ever seen Weekend At Bernie's? 4. What should we do with stupid people? Don't let them breed 5. How long do you think you will live? 35? 6. What was the first thing you did this morning? went peepee 7. The color of carpet in your bedroom? dirty brown....wait..do I have a floor? 8. How many times did you fail your driver's test? zero time, my friends....zero times 9. Last person you went out to dinner with? no one...wanna? 10. Are you spoiled? I'm sour 11. Do you drink lots of water? mixed with coffee beans or Pepsi ingredients 12. What toothpaste do you use? what's toothpaste? 13. How do you vent your anger? drowning puppies 14. The last compliment you received? "wat ben jij een lekker wijf" 15. Do you look more like your mother or father?

***your Linguistic Profile:***
***Your Linguistic Profile:*** 55% General American English 35% Dixie 5% Upper Midwestern 0% Midwestern 0% Yankee What Kind of American English Do You Speak? http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofamericanenglishdoyouspeakquiz/

Cutest Baby Contest!
Wow!! Finally....I don't have anything to rant about. I am actually bragging now. I entered my grandkids pic into the cutest baby contest. I am enclosing the link to the pic. If I could get my friends to go look....that would be deeply appreciated. Thanks. Hugs. And all that nice stuff.

Hey Peeps
hey y'all i was just welcoming you to my page and i am so appy to be on here with all you lovely people and i wanna say will get back to y'all soon wen i fathom out all this website im kinda new so any tips you can give it would be a great help

House Buying
I am now in the process of buying my first house or condo. I have been pre-qualified for the loan. I thought I would always live in an apartment for the rest of my life. If anyone has any advice please let me know. Thanks

Im That Bored..
This isnt my first blog EVER... just my first on here.. ive done a few here and there b4, no big deal.. its just that i get distracted alot and writing something like this usually takes me a few hours.. si i dont even bother anymore.. I dont know too many ppl on here, just a few randoms, so o might as well start off tellin a bit of crap about me. Anyway my names Nikki, I live in the best place in the world (to me) New Zealand.. I was born and bred in the rural.. country, sticks, bush lol whatever and even tho ive lived all over the North Island.. Ill always love the country and it'll always be a part of me and who I am and blah blah... So yeah, grew up living on a dairy farm.. we have pedigree stud cows, Jerseys.. They kick Holstein ass.. lol.. The farm is awesome.. and growing up on one is a great experience id never ever wanna trade for anything. So yeah, grew up here, went to high school, did lots of other random stuff and we'd be here all week if i told you wat ive done in t

One By Me!
About games, specifically chess: You haven't truly lost a game if you've learned something from it. OR You didn't really lose the game unless you didn't learn anything from the experience. Also: How can one learn, if one stops playing? I live by these quotes, when I'm playing a game. Now, if only I could apply them to life... :-)

What's The Deal Here?
I am depressed... I look at my profiles om LostCherry.com and MySpace.com, and I get more depressed. I have 140+ friends on Myspace, and about 100 less on LC. I post nearly 190 comments [granted they are likely "comment stamps" (the same comment over and over, with little or no changes made), but still...] once in a while, and get 5-10 comments back on each. Why? Why is it so difficult to turn around and return the comments given you? (Celebrity types need not answer - I realize you probably have more friends and fans than you can readily answer.) Yeah, I know - a lot of you have busy lives. I work 7 AM - 3 PM monday through Friday. I have a nephew with whom I do something each week. I have a friend or two with whom I chat OL or by phone. I still make time to go show everyone I care. Many have a broken computer. Okay, I can see that. Please let me know - go to the library or a friend's house and post a bulletin or message occasionally. Am I really so selfish when I w

The Tree For The Cross
THE TREE FOR THE CROSS by Colin Moffett I stood in the forest growing so strong From all of my companions I was numbered among They picked me out as the rough barked tree To crucify the Saviour of men on the hard wood of me I felt each blow as they cut me down Then pared of the branches of my leaf topped crown And used one of them, the limbs of my loss To nail it to my trunk and form me as a cross They brought Jesus out with His thorn crowned head The wounds of His body were dripping blood red And they tossed me over His shoulder to carry me along But they had abused Him so much He was no longer strong He could not carry me but I carried His frame For He was fixed to my trunk and they pinned on me His name As they nailed His hands and feet I felt that I could Feel His pain, for each nail through Him also pierced into my wood Secured to my timber, they lifted us both high And they stood back to mock and watch Jesus die In the long dreadful hours so solemn

Well Okie Dokie Then Damn It!!
hmmmmmmmmmm.. let's see.. the day WAS looking so lovely for me.. i got home from work.. cleaned the house some til i petered out, took a bath, hit the hay around 330 this evening.. Then THEY came home.. they would be thing 1 and the anti-Christ, sigh.. better known as Phoenix & Melody Mayhem mistress of disaster and creator of chaos wherever she roams.. nice title and so very true huh?? so they tried to be scarce and let me sleep, notice i said tried.. sigh.. all i asked was for them to clean up the living room and small hallway not a big feat.. not really.. well they ran off to baby-sit, fine fine no prob, do it when ya get back i figured.. right?? right.. wellllll hell noooooooooo! the second they get in it is mom ya gonna be late for work and this makes me wonder if they think i work 24/7 which i suppose i would, not cuz i need the bread but becuz i seek to hide from them!! omg.. constant fighting.. this one yelling at that one she is a dumb ass then that one getting mad and calling

Maya Angelou's Best Poem Ever
MAYA ANGELOU'S BEST POEM EVER A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by

Not Something I Should Be Saying Here
Well lets see I should be in bed right now because I have to be to work at 8 am,but I am not tired what I am about to do is take my hubby to bed and have some fun.I am going to give him some good ass sex and all the other good stuff to go with it.lol Now this is bad I should not be telling you all this stuff but oh well I just felt like putting up another blog and this is what came to mind.So I hope you all have an enjoyful night like I am about to.....

Shiv Of A Nation
Shiv of a Nation I’m a force of fucking nature Topple buildings with a single breath As unforgiving and relentless As a disaster can get I am the calm before the storm Silence is the only way you’re warned I bring a message for the maggots and the worms Delivered with a bitter slap of scorn You’ve robbed us of our mother lord You’ve stomped the goddess to the floor Begin your patriarchal war Turn healers into witches and whores The new faggot army’s beating down your doors With a female messiah on our shoulders I hate man, god, and myself in a single breath Destroyed what was fine as you try to erect A temple of phallic worship When the deck is stacked playing is worthless It’s too imbalanced, it’s all a mess Do you know what happens when you crush dissent? Revolution, war, and you’re next Cleanse me with the life blood of the land You say I’m a savage, I say I’m a shaman I’d rather die exiled for my witchcraft Than continue to live in your religious d

F*ck The Bullshit
I admit, when I first came to Lost Cherry, I did have kind of the wrong impression of what to use this site for. I did want to find people to talk to, but got caught up in the quest to build my points. I've now realized the points are nothing, no matter how many photos of a certain user you rate or comments you leave, rarely any ratings are given in return. I'm going to begin thinning out my friends list. I try to at least rate the profile and leave a comment and rate at least one photo and leave a comment, giving a minimum of 2 rates and 2 comments to each user I visit. I see the users then visit my site and do nothing. Im now here at this site to meet people to talk with as I have tried and failed with many and suceeded wth few. If you want to stay on my list, send a comment ocassionally, rate my profile maybe rate a picture, send me a message, comment to a post, show me something that says Im more than a few points. Just as in my life here in Houston with friends, and past relations

Take This Test (are U A Genius)
COUNT EVERY " F" in the following text: (DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN) FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS... (See below) How Many? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke. READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down. The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process "OF". Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius. Three is normal, four is quite rare.

Okay!
So let me spell this out for you. If i dont answer you. Im not here. Dont send me 13 messages saying the SAME thing. It gets annoying. I know you're impatient. But im ALWAYS logged on to lc. But im not always here. My computers always on. So get over it. Please. :) Thank you. On that note i need to take a shower but i dont feel like it. :) haha.

The Friday That Sucked Out My Brains...
Even minor holiday weekends suck. Especially when the store is severely understaffed. I came in, tried to clock in, got an error. I tried again, another error. I tried to to into the system manually and it said my user ID was invalid. I ended up not actually clocking in 6 times, and out twice. Help Desk was unavailable. By the time Help Desk returned my call, it was almost time to open the store. Turns out the POS manager ERASED ME FROM THE SYSTEM RANDOMLY! I had to put myself back in the system then fix my clock in/out times. Right after opening, the UPS guy brought me 10 more cases of transfers. All transfers have to be scanned [each item] and uploaded into the registers. After my second case, I stopped to ring up a customer who was in a hurry. I swiped her card and got an error. I checked all my connections, swiped again, and got another error. I tried Help Desk and got the busy message again. I said I would have to restart the registers and it would take 10 minutes, and she

What's Been Going On Lately!
Hey! The reason I haven't been getting on alot lately is because I just got a job, finally! I'm soooo happy now! I haven't worked in a long time. I'm glad to be back in there! My job is so easy too. I actually get up wanting to go to work, believe that?!? So anyway that's why I haven't been on alot! I will however be on on my days off! I also wanted to say thanks to everyone that has been helping me lately! Talk to you later!

Friends Fighting
Nothing hurts so much as watching your friends fight. Normal fights you get to take sides, but when friends fight, everything becomes grey and you can no longer see what is right or wrong clearly. My heart is almost breaking tonight watching them fight, knowing if I take sides or even say anything, I risk losing a dear friend....

Ur Love
Your Love Traveling thru this valley, without a thought or care. Overlooking seas as if they were'nt there. Blinking ur eyes, while dreams appear. Heart filling with love. Enjoying ur body, which lays so near. Darkness sets in trying, to shadow the suns glare. Remembering our love, puts a smile everywhere. As long as i know, your love will always be there! Desiree Leanne Brown

Friends/harrassing
First off with friends. It hurts when a friend who is supposably is your friend says she's gonna do somethin', but turns around and does the complete opposite. If you're not goin' to be true to me, don't waste my time of tryin' to be friends with you... I'm not in the mood for that stupid immature bullshit. If you're goin' to do that somethin', jus fuckin' do it and don't lie about it to me. Harrassing: Ok, I'll tell you some info about this one guy. He found me through a classified about when I was 12 (10 years ago) and we been talkin to each off n on since through that whole entire time. He's in his 30s, like 33 or so. Not to sure about his age. And we had each other on myspace, and sometimes he'll have me on his top friend's list and sometimes he don't. But s'ok for him to take me off, but if I take him off mine or even mention it, its like a fuckin' crime or somethin'. That's what started this whole entire thing. Here's the emails thru Myspace. 1.) Oct 1 2006 9:07 AM

Biker
My husband boss is a biker and he sent this to me. I think this it is wonderful. Makes you think about how you look at people. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your ey

The Last Straw
Yeasterday I had a doctors appointment and who shows up? Thats right my ex fiancee did.He is in town and he tells me he still loves me right? OMG! This guy tells me this then says I am in town because I am living with another woman.WTF? It is ok though because i realized I dont care anymore!I dont love him no more!That doesnt meen that his words hurt no less.

Who Am I Today?
Who Am I Today? "Who am I today"? I ask. And I wonder if I'll ever know; I know the past has shaped me now, Though the past was long ago. The little moments form a blur, The times both happy and sad, All the people I once knew, And the things I used to have. They all helped me to become Where, what, and who I am now, And everything has influenced me Though I'm not sure exactly how. But I'm thankful for the memories, From everyone I've ever met — People I miss and people I love, Even people I'd like to forget. For these memories have helped me grow, They've made me calm, yet strong, And now there's a story to my life, That they've been writing all along. So, thank you for the memories, Without them, who would I be? — Because somewhere in my memories Are the things that define me. --Unknown

Texas Ou Red River Shootout
College football has many big rivalries. Notre Dame and Navy, Penn State and Michigan State, and UCLA and Stanford just to name a few. This weekend is one that ranks right up at the top when Texas and OU meet again at the Cotton Bowl in Dallas. The rivalry goes all the way back to 1900. The Longhorns beat the Sooners 28-2 that first meeting and the game was in Austin. In 1901 and again in 1903 the two teams played each other twice. Texas won the first four games, the first game played in 1903 was a tie, then two more wins for Texas. OU got its first win was in 1905 in Oklahoma City. The first Dallas game was in 1912 and became the permanent annual site of the Red River Shootout in 1929.The neutral site has been one factor that has made this rivalry so big. The meeting halfway allows both teams to have a large fan representation and with a capacity of 68,252 it can really get to rocking. These two teams have had many games in past that had National Championship implications. This yea

Nice
Man i'm still lovin lostcherry. The people on here are so nice. I guess you can say i had a good day. It was full of girls commin over since my roommate had 4 come over. It was a pretty good day. My homeboy Josh came down. It's been a long time since i had seen him because he was in a wreck and had to have on of his legs removed. We knocked back a couple of drinks and talked about the old days. Over all it was a really good normal day. lol

My Journal
Well, I already have a blog up and running, so i think it might be easier if i just linked you there. I will warn you tho, there is Adult content in it *giggles* http://lydiaslips.livejournal.com/ XOXO Lydia

People
People are funny....why do some people feel the need to post a fake pic...why r they that bad looking they have to use someone else's face hahaha thats sad...and why do men all of the sudden look at my webpage as soon as i put a pic of me up...if i have any other pic they dont look...well rarely...why do some girls find the need to completely spread eagle on the net?? for everyone to view...what if there mom sister brother dad or kid decides to join LC lmao...um why do people pick there fukn noses in public and dont even fukn care if anyone is watching even though they know they're being watched??why do men have to jerk off daily....cant they take at least one day off hahaha...why does my daughter tell me shell be home at 10:30 pm on a friday night(shes 15) and comes home at 11:30 even though ive given her shit a few times lol BRAT!...why do people suddenly becum family on LC because thats the only way they can view someones nudies on there webpage without there friends seeing hehe fu

Believe - Ian Van Dahl
You don't have to worry I'll never leave your side I know you're feeling down You've lost your faith in life And when the rain falls down then I'll be there for you You better start to fight and make your dreams come true Wherever you will be Whatever you will do Remember that I still believe in you You don't have to worry 'Cause dark clouds fade away It's time to live your life Don't cry for yesterday And when the rain falls down then I'll be there for you You better start to fight and make your dreams come true Wherever you will be Whatever you will do Remember that I still believe in you

Sad Day
I AM A SAD SAD SAD GIRL TODAY. MY BEST FRIEND LEFT THOS MORNING TO MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY. SHE HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR 15 YEARS. DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WHITHOUT HER =( OK NOW AS IF MY DAY DOESN'T SUCK ENOUGH.....I GOTTA GO TO WORK NOW. BUH BYE =(

This Would Be Bad
Little Johnny sees his Daddy's car passing the playground and going into the woods. Curious, he follows the car and sees Daddy and Aunt Jane kissing. Johnny finds this so exciting and can barely contain himself as he runs home and starts to tell his mother excitedly. "MOMMY, MOMMY, I WAS AT THE PLAYGROUND AND DADDY AND...." Mommy tells him to slow down, but that she wants to hear the story. So Johnny tells her. "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went to look and Daddy was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt, then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane laid down on the seat, then Daddy...." At this point, Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asks Johnny to tell his story. He describes the car

His Way Or The Hwy
growing up questioning my Parents on why They told me to do something was not allowed. if i questioned my Father, i was arguing and He did not allow any of us to argue with Him or my Mother. Once i turned 18 i had a choice, i could live by His rules, or i could pack my bags and leave. Being fanatically solvent (poor) I really had no choice but to live by His rules. when my dreams of a track & field scholarship fell apart my senior year and two failed semesters at two JCs i basically gave up on life except i had about 5 girlfriends. Not knowing what to do with myself, i made the mistake of joining the USAF. So after living under my Father's overbearing ways for 20 years i spent 4 years doing what anyone who out ranked me told me to do, because in the military, you don't question why you are doing something, you just do it because you were told to. after my time in the USAF was done, being married with two boys and no job, W/we moved in with my Parents and my Father's "If you don't

Wedding
my ex came over to my house last night and we hung out. we watched scary movie 4, the ending of evita (and i sang as much as i could), the brothers grimm, and comedy central presents. my dad could hear me dying cuz i was laughin so hard at this big latino and dammit, i cant remember his name! then there was bryne who was also VERY funny! and now i have to go look for their stuff so i can laugh my ass off more. my ex and i played pool and i made so pretty amazing shots ^_^ i was impressed wit myself lol. he stayed from like 6 something until after midnight but watever, my friends stay late. it's freezing and raining here. i was so cold last night, i put on a bunch of winter clothes and it ended up NOT being a good idea cuz i was sweating by the time my ex left. it SUCKED!! i have to go to a wedding today so i prolly wont be online from 3 pm onward until tomorrow ASSUMIN i'm not kidnapped into sleeping over (since it's a family that's close to our family and the youngest da

Old Poem Of Mine I Really Liked...
School of Hard Rock The adrenaline starts flowing. Music’s going, bass pounding in your ear. And with every increasing thump its like a war dance getting you even more prepared. You see your opponent and think what a chump. It’s time to go and your flowin’ like the rhythm with steps from side to side. And the only thumps your opponent's feeling is the flurry of fisticuffs that are all connecting as body blows. Keep the jams pumping and keep your feet moving you’re almost through and think to yourself “this isn’t what he does to me, it’s what I do to you.” This is your song, step in beat, rock your head and raise hell.

Just Once
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you 1000 times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As your lips part and anxiousness increases, Your heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to me As desire grows, my heart races. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as space shortens. Time appears to stand still. So close yet so far. When? Now, please now? Once more, 1001. Make it 2, so many more. Caressing ever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you 1000 times, I would give them all away To make the dream a reality, And kiss you once.

Despite Anyones Else...
nothing is gana let tonight be crap for me .. im going out regardless and im gana have a good time !! got me new outfit which looks all good and in about 4 hours i should be sipping my first jd and coke !! hope you all have a good noght !! mwah take care of you's .... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

The Diet
An extremely obese woman shows up at her doctor's office crying and claims that she has tried every possible way to lose weight, all to no avail. She continues to sob, "My husband won't make love to me any more. My friends make fun of me. Everywhere I go they tease me. I just can't take it any more!" The doctor, hoping to help her, proposes a radical diet, rectal feeding. Reassuring the patient that she won't starve to death, the doctor explains that she'll actually take in enough nutrients, through the rectal walls, to sustain life and that she's sure to lose weight in the process. Three weeks later the patient comes in for a follow-up appointment and she's down from her 360 pounds to a trim 110 pounds At first the doctor doesn't recognize her and asks his nurse, "Who is that beautiful lady in the waiting area?" The nurse reminds the doctor that she's the fat lady on the special, rectal diet. The doctor show the patient into the exam room a

Love
How Good Is Love Can’t Work Can’t Sleep Can’t Think Can’t Escape It Burning though my veins Every thought of you Igniting another fire in my soul I Need It I Want It I Hurt For It Can’t Escape It Dieing for your touch Living for a chance To be inside you again Can’t Escape It Addicted To Your Soul Addicted To Your Hips Addicted To Your Heart Addicted To What’s Tearing Me Apart

Little Jonny 2
Little Johnny sees his Daddy's car passing the playground and going into the woods. Curious, he follows the car and sees Daddy and Aunt Jane kissing. Johnny finds this so exciting and can barely contain himself as he runs home and starts to tell his mother excitedly. "MOMMY, MOMMY, I WAS AT THE PLAYGROUND AND DADDY AND...." Mommy tells him to slow down, but that she wants to hear the story. So Johnny tells her. "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went to look and Daddy was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt, then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane laid down on the seat, then Daddy...." At this point, Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asks Johnny to tell his story. He describes

Fears
I hear the thunder rolling in the sky.Ican feel the scared child deep inside.There is a closet where nasty things hide!Darkness creeps in from under the bed.Snakes,spiders,and other unfaced fears.This child,adult feeling helpless!

Ethan And The Bear
Ethan ran through the house with his Luke Skywalker light saber in hand as I relaxed on the sofa in the living room. He stopped at the bottom of the stairs, looked up, pointed at the second floor and said, “Bear.” “There’s a bear up there?” I asked, wanting to be sure that I understood. “Yeah,” he replied. He picked up his little broom from the floor and brought it to me. “C’mon, Pa,” he said. We walked to the bottom of the stairs and stood motionless, waiting to see if the bear was moving about. Hearing nothing, I said, “Let’s find the bear.” And we scampered up the steps on all fours. At the top landing we stopped again. We listened and looked around – we were very quiet so as not to give away our position. I motioned toward the guest bedroom and we proceeded with caution. And there it was, lying on the bed, disguised as a big pillow. “Let’s get him,” I yelled. I ran forward and hit the bear with the broom. Ethan whacked it with his light saber. Working

Cancer
Well it's offical my life sucks royally. I got the call that no wants to answer and no wants to listen. I had to have surgery on the 25th of September due to a certain condition I have. Well they took a bunch of biopies and the results are in, its "probally cervical cancer" says the specialists. Now I have to go threw more ultrasounds and that is not fun. Its not your normal everyday kind of ultrasound, no this one goes vaginally and when I have just had an D&C its going to hurt. It hurt the first time around without having the procedure but no I am going to have to be fully heavily medicated just to tolerate this ultrasound. They need to know if anything has changed since the surgery, well golly when I won't stop bleeding, the pain is at a level where they have had to put me on a IV that injects me with Oxycontin every 45 mins or so, or at least that is what I think. I don't know time moves so slow when your in pain. To top everything off, I have had some major dizziness and lighthead

The Dream
As I'm walking out the door, I hear someone call out my name. As I turn to look, I see you walking up to me with a smile on your face. You grab me up into a hug and tell me what a long time it has been. I smile at you, but it’s a little bittersweet though. You ask me if I would have a drink and maybe dinner with you, so we can catch up with each other. Against my better judgement I agree. As we walk to the restaurant, you carry most of the conversation. The waiter takes our order and you ask me how I have been. I reply that I've been fine, working and such. I cannot look you in the eye, I hide how I feel, I can't tell you what a mess my life has been since you left. You reach across the table and take my hand, making me look at you. In your eyes I can see how you feel, I can see the love pouring out and touching my heart. You tell me how you've thought about me every day since we split. You tell me how I consumed your waking thoughts and your dreams. You look deep into my eyes and tell

Always Hardcore....
ahhh tonight i have a birthday party: Walter (one of my friends, he's in few of my pics) there will be many of my college friends... ahh i miss the days i was still going to the university :( anyways, it's time to have some fun :) and after dinner, i'll go to dance with Carolina, one of my best friends, and Florencia (they are both in my pics too) we are looking for a nice club, with few hotty guys lol nahhh jk, but yes, i need to drink (and now don't come telling me ladies don't drink and all that BS) i had few weeks that were the f*** hell for me, and yes, like everyone, i need relax and few drinks!!!! lol well, hope you all liked what i posted yesteday night in my blog, yes, the story, soon i'll post a new one :) maybe later i do it, but not sure, i still need to get ready, like every woman does!!!!!!!!! lots of love and hugs everyone Maria

Devotion And Desire
I'm trying to create something that's not there. A spark I saw. A bomb is just a means to an end. and I was just so happy to be out of my shell again, I don't think that I really cared for who or what. so for now I'll just have to keep it shut. If you're not ready, you're not ready. Please stop acting like you are. How could I know that everything you said were lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire. My mouth's shooting blanks. This situation's unbearable, I've gotten vulnerable. Now anyone is free to waltz right in. My temple's been invaded and there's nobody guarding it. All over this lonely life, but what's so wrong with being all alone? Alone's the only way I've ever known. If you're not ready, you're not ready. Please stop acting like you are. How could I know that everything you said were lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just t

I Will Be On And Off For Awhile
I am waiitng for my new box from verizon to get here my other dead,,so i am on dial up its SUCKS..so i will TRY to check my messages its hard to get on and do it,,i am at a friends house sending this so everyone knows i didnt forget them I MISS YOU ALL,,,IF you just got added on my friends list or you rated my pictures,,PLEASE send me a message so i know who i need to rate,,i will TRY to get on later today,, Thanks everyone Hugs N Kisses Doris

As You All Know..
I am going to have a baby, and it's a boy. His name will be Drake. As you all know..I went to the Hosipital about two weeks ago...the doctor's said what happened to me..they knew it was going to happen, but they didn't know when. I'm having complacations with my pregnancy. As of right now, I am fine, but some nights will be hard on me. Some night I will be totally fine, and others I will be going trough hell! I don't need much comfort, all you have to do it be there for me. What is going on right now, I have to be careful of what I do. I have to take it easy, if I don't then I could go into preterm labor, and thats not good for me, I don't want to go through that. The complacation I'm having is Braxton Hick Contraction(False Conractions). Yeah it does seem really early for me, and it is. Your not supose to be having these until about your 8th month or later, and im in my 6th month. All I can do is live with them. There is really nothing the doctor's can do to stop them. I just

Reasons It Is Good To Be A Woman..
It is good to be a woman: 1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. 3 Taxis stop for us. 4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end. 9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there. 10. We have the ability to dress ourselves. 11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked 12. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware that we will look like an idiot. 13. We will never regret piercing our ears 14. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems. 15. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence because they aren't listening anyway.

Which 80's Teen Movie Star Is Your Guy?!
You scored as Duckie. You belong with Duckie. The sweet dork best friend who's love struck.Andrew Clark63%Blane McDonnagh63%Duckie63%John Bender50%Brian Johnson44%Jake Ryan19%Which 80's Teen Movie Star Is Your Guy?!created with QuizFarm.com

Hairlip & Humpback Joke!!
There was this bar with a hump back bartender waiting on customers. In walks a guy with a hairlip.. Hairlip: how you doing sir? Humpback: fine sir and what can i get for you? Hairlip: how much is your VO? Humpback: that's $ 5.00 a shot. Hairlip: $ 5.00 a shot!! DAMN buddy that aweful high.. i can't afford that!! Hairlip: well how much is your gin? Humpback: $ 4.00 a shot. Hairlip: $4.00! $4.00! a shot are you out your fucking mind? I ain't paying that!! danm bubby!! you gotta do better than that... Hairlip: well how much is your beer? Humpback: $3.00 a glass. Hairlip: $3.00!! $3.00!!! a glass!! you must be fucking stupid!! Ain't no damn body going to pay that price for a beer!! Hairlip: well sir i can't buy anything in here but i just want you to know that I sure thank you for not making fun of me being a hairlip and all 'cause so many people do.. you have been a real gentleman!! Humpback: yes sir and i'm glad you

Farewell
I've sat and i've sat until i thought i was bound Somethings lost yet so many others found As time passed i grew to adapt Praying to god that i'd escape this trap The time has come and i'm happy to go Where i'll end up only he knows Saying goodbye to the friends that i've got No matter what they think i'll forget them not I've been through the emptinees and through the despair When you cried to yourself because you thought no one cared I've packed all my thing and got rid of the rest Even though this aint the place these times were some of the best So farewell to the place i was stuck in so long Remember though i was week god has made me strong...

Glass
GLASS From my skin I pull shards of glass shrapnel Is anyone willing to accept my blood as capital? Been trying hard for the last 10 years Can’t even get a demo together, forget a fucking record deal All my time is spent trying to stay alive Trying to survive, no time to thrive People say they love my lyrical curve, they say it’s ill Kicked out of the last 3 bands I was in for being too weird It’s all perspective, I’m not weird to me Been like this my whole life, I’m as normal as can be I promise myself that I will find fame Spraying blood on the audience, while throwing a fit onstage Opening veins The only shows I can line up as of late Is playing fundraisers in front of little kids and old ladies It’s not playing for free I have a problem with It’s forcing myself into the position of having to spit my weakest shit And requesting my most boring song is a crime Makes me wish I never wrote a song like “Playtime” I’ve written over 50 songs but play the same 4 song se

Shattered Pieces
I am shattered pieces of what i used to be A million parts of emptiness has become of me No way to pull together my will i cant control All i have is memories of times when i was whole Distant times when i met you and i knew there was a lord Everytime i wasent with you was time i could not afford Your essance lingers but you do nott and now i am so broken Everything i fealt for you were words that were unspoken A shell i am crushed by fate never to love again Without you all i'm waiting for is death to come ascend I feel the wind coming forth to blow me from this place To sweep away all the shards that used to be my face An enigma of forgotten pieces that you have broke apart Taking with you the shattered remnants that you made my heart But now you return to scoop me up i knew what you would do Because we both are shattered pieces and we complete eachother boo......

Never Born
sometimes i wish i was never born that way my heart could never be torn so i could never love never lose never arrested never accused no tears lost no hurt brought no dumb excuses no being caught couldnt break a promise couldnt tell a lie couldnt make you sad so you couldnt wish id die wont be no need for sorry wont be a need to to forgive wont be a need to lose you if i would have never lived dont think that i meant it dont think i dont care dont think i wont remember all the love we share is there nothing i can do is there nothing i can say is there nothing to bring you back is there nothing i can pray i cant just walk away i just cant give up my dove i cant give up on us i cant give up on love is this the end of everything is this the end of scorn is this the end forever i wish i was never born

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%Sex God90%A Romantic48%Virgin35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Still No Better
found my tablet,no package so cant remember how many of the buggers to take,i think its 3 a day.Ive been feeling a little sick,you know the kind when you are in pain sick,all day and Debs sick of hearing me moan she says,WOMEN !! lol still off bed soon so maybe a good nights sleep will help eh ? thanks to the normal few who wished me well yesterday,made me feel loads better hearing your comments,thanks means a lot

The Washing Machine Door
A newlywed couple returned to their apartment after being on their honeymoon. "Care to go upstairs and do it?" the husband asked. "Shh!" said the bride "All the neighbors will know what we're about to do. These walls are paper thin. In the future, we'll have to ask each other in code. For example, how about asking, 'Have you left the washing machine door open' instead?" So, the following night, the husband asks, "I don't suppose you left the washing machine door open, did you?" "No, I definitely shut it," replied the wife who rolled over and fell asleep. When she woke up however, she was feeling a little frisky herself and she nudged her husband and said, "I think I did leave the washing machine door open after all. Would you like to do some washing?" "No, thanks," said the husband. "It was only a small load so I did it by hand."

10 Husbands
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin. What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times? "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from Field Services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an Engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from Finance and Administration; he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was his job

Pick Up Lines...lmao...i Don't Know If These Will All Work
I wish you were a door so I could bang you all day long. (Lick finger and wipe on shirt) Let's get you out of these wet clothes. Nice legs....what time do they open? Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package. You've got 206 bones in your body, want 1 more? I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a BIG BREASTED BED THRASHER, have you seen one? I'm fighting the urge to make you the happiest women on earth tonight. Oh, I'm sorry, I thought that was a Braille name tag. I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked. Is that a ladder in you stockings or the stairway to heaven? You must be the limp doctor because I've got a stiffy. I'd walk a million miles for one of your smiles, and even farther for that thing you do with your tongue. You know, if I were you, I'd have sex with me. You. Me. Whipped cream. Handcuffs. Any questions? Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again? Hi, I'm Mr. Right. Someone

3 Wishes
A huge muscular man walks into a bar and orders a beer. The bartender hands him the beer and says, "You know, I'm not gay but I want to compliment you on your physique, it really is phenomenal! I have a question though, why is your head so small?" The big guy nods slowly. He's obviously fielded this question many times. "One day," he begins, "I was hunting when I got lost in the woods. I heard someone crying for help and finally realized that it was coming from a frog sitting next to a stream." So I picked up the frog and it said, "Kiss me. Kiss me and I will turn into a genie and grant you 3 wishes." So I looked around to make sure I was alone and gave the frog a kiss. POOF! The frog turned into a beautiful, voluptuous, naked woman. She said, "You now have 3 wishes." I looked down at my scrawny 115 pound body and said, "I want a body like Arnold Schwarzenneger." She nodded, whispered a spell, and POOF! there I was, so huge that I ripped out of my clothes and was s

3 Guys And A Girl
Three guys made a competition to see who would make a girl scream louder in bed. The first one went in, meanwhile the other two stayed out and listened to the girl moan for a bit. The second one went in and the girl screamed a little bit harder. When the third one went in, the girl SCREAMED! and SCREAMED! About an hour later the girl came out moaning. The first guy asked "Wow, how did you do that?" The guy, all tired and wet replied "I simply used my head".

Sickle Cell Anemia
Sickle cell anemia is a hereditary disorder that mostly affects people of African ancestry, but also occurs in other ethnic groups, including people who are of Mediterranean and Middle Eastern descent. More than 70,000 Americans have sickle cell anemia. And about 2 million Americans - and one in 12 African Americans - have sickle cell trait (this means they carry one gene for the disease, but do not have the disease itself). Sickle cell anemia occurs when a person inherits two abnormal genes (one from each parent) that cause their red blood cells to change shape. Instead of being flexible and round, these cells are more rigid and curved in the shape of the farm tool known as a sickle - that's where the disease gets its name. The shape is similar to a crescent moon. What Is Sickle Cell Anemia? Sickle cell anemia is a blood disorder that affects hemoglobin (pronounced: hee-muh-glow-bin), a protein found in red blood cells that helps carry oxygen throughout the body. Red blood cells with

My Sex Life
WOW...how true and my fave drink to boot!! Shirley Temple! Your sex life mostly resembles a Shirley Temple - You are innocent and still like to act like a kid. You probably don’t have much of a sex life, but that’s o.k. because in time you will. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sounds Like Something One Of My Friends Would Do
A husband leaves the house to go pick up dinner for he and his wife. Shortly after leaving, the doorbell rings. It is her husbands best friend and she invites him in. Since she is in her bathrobe the man says to her "you have the nicest breasts". She says "thanks but my husband would be mad if he heard you". He replies "I would pay you $10 just to see one of them". She thinks for a minute and decides to do it. He says "Wow that is the most perfect breast I ever saw....I will give you another $10 if you show me both at the same time". She does it, and he gives her the money. The friend leaves and her husband comes home. She says "your best friend just stopped by". He answers "Great did he leave the $20 he owed me"

Safe Sex Slogans
1. Cover your stump before you hump 2. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3. Don't be silly, protect your willy 4. When in doubt, shroud your spout 5. Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6. You can't go wrong when you shield your dong 7. If you're not going to sack it, go home & whack it 8. If you think she's spunky cover your monkey 9. If you slip between her thighs, be sure to condomize 10. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 11. She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12. If you're going into heat, package your meat 13. When you're undressing your venus dress up your penis 14. When you take off her pants & blouse, slip up your trouser mouse 15. Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16. Never, Never deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18. The right selection will protect your erection 19. Wrap it in oil before checking her oil 20. A crank with armor will never harm her 21. NO GLOVE NO LOVE!

I Love My Sis! >:d
I had a pretty good weekend looking for apts in Wichita...it was a long drive but well worth it I think cuz I got to see my sissypoo stinkerpoo and my great niece and nephews...they are such beautfil kids and aunt allie even got hugs...I enjoyed my visit with my sis very much and cant wait to get moved to Wichita so we can start going to garage sales and start going out and painting the town lol Love ya sis and ty for a really fun time....I really enjoyed meeting you and the kids...give the kids my love and hugs and tell them to be good for you from aunt allie

Am I A Freak?
I have to wonder if anyone will read this. If you do I could use some feedback. I wonder if I am a real freak. A freak in the fact that I work about 90 hrs aweek. I don't go to concerts, bars, clubs or even to my friends houses. I never have, and probabaly never will, but until it was mentioned recently I never even knew that I wasn't doing something everyone else seems to do. So am I alone in this .... If I am, it should only confirm that I am the Houston freak boy.

Sleep...
Sleep, my lovely, sleep, rest your eyes, as you rest your weary head upon my chest, let me comfort you, protect you, and watch over you, as you journey far away, to a better world, where your dreams are full of miles and miles of joy and smiles, and everything you've ever wished for. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, let the worries flow from your brow, and let them rest upon my strong body, let me carry your cares for you, so that you might be free. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, so that you might wake tomorrow, and find me here, holding you, caressing you, waking you with love...

Sex With The Lights On
Bob and sue have been married for 12 yrs. And never have sex with the lights on. One night sue turned on the lights while they were having sex. And was shocked when she saw her husband with a dildol in his hands. Sue yelled “you impotent fucker! You lying son of a…” Bob stopped her and said, “I’m a lying son of a bitch? Than maybe you would like to explain our 3 kids?”

Healthy Living: D May Be For Diabetes, But It Doesn't Mean That It Is For Disaster Necessarily....
A friend of mine has mentioned that he has recently learned that he has diabetes. He now has his head screwed on right after the after shock of the initial impact of the news; however, I did remind him that, just because he has diabetes, it isn't the end of the world. Both of my grandparents had diabetes and lived well into their late 80's, which if you are in your 40's now, it means that you have roughly another 40 years to go, at least!! Of course, longevity does mean being more attentive to a healthy lifestyle. Since we ARE human, this doesn't mean that one can't substitute that favorite piece of cake or pie for that sugar free jello in the refrigerator. There is no reason to completely derprive ourselves. My grandmothers were wise enough for that! :D When chatting with my friend, I did mention that I had another friend that has had a long battle with diabetes himself. (Actually, come to think of it, most of my friends that do have diabetes are generally male. Interesti

Love
Love Love Suffers Long, And Is Kind; Love Envies Not; Love Vaunts Not Itself, Is Not A puffed Up; Does Not Behave Itself Unseemly; Seeks Not Her Own; Is Not Easily Provoked, Thinks No Evil, Rejoices Not In Iniquity, But Rejoices In The Thruth; Bears All Things, Believes All Things, Hopes All Things, Endures All Things, Love Never Fails!

How Will You Be Defined In The Sexual Dictionary?
Canadianmeany -- [noun]:An erotic popsicle 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com NICKNAME Canadianmeany's sexual nickname: "Pornstar Butt" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Canadianmeany will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Wierd...
pluto crater stars are fiction hatred deep and mythic running sick of magic pulling fast for answers craving life with trials ending quick or mildly fending off this simply ending song [some wierd style that I made up and then decided to test. I dunno, thoughts?]

What Is Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Shy. You are shy, cute...but shy. There are a lot of people that find you attractive but you just aren't sure what to do.Shy94%Soft81%Sweet69%Wet69%Hot56%Exciting50%Violent31%Awkward13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Would I Be The One???
you were looking for someone honest! would i be the one? you were looking for someone faithful! would i be the one? you were looking for someone caring! would i be the one? you were looking for someone lovable! would i be the one? you were looking for someone true! would i be the one? you were looking for someone trustworthy! would i be the one? you were looking for someone sexually enticing! would i be the one? you were looking for a soulmate! would i be the one? you were looking for someone to spend the rest of your life with! would i be the one? when i asked you all of these questions,you told me yes to all of them. i would be the one! but in the end you had lied about it all. i was the one alright,the one you destroyed! i fell for your words,only to find out that you lied. i was the one you let down! so now i ask you,why was i the one? do you really know?

Stalling
I still haven't called to make my appointment. Scared I guess. Last time I went through all of this, they told me I probably wouldn't have kids and that my right ovary wasn't functioning. (I am sure you men are loving hearing about this huh.) After all the weird shit that has happened this week, I really don't need any more surprises. But I do want to say thank you again to everyone for the comments, messages and gifts. It's nice knowing that people you don't even know have your back when you need support. All of you, plus my friends I have around here are making it easy.....but I still can't set up the damn appointment like I should.

Dream Goddess
My Dream Goddess (This story is dedicated to one absolutely true goddess) The lights were turned down low and the soft sounds of slow, sensual music playing the background were the makings of a night that would be erotic and special. The wine was in the ice bucket chilling along with two glasses, the fresh strawberries and kiwis all prepared with the chocolate sauce and whipped cream on the table. Finally, the door bell rings and as I get up to answer it my knees start getting weak and my heart is beating ever so fast because I know who is standing there on the other side, my dream goddess. As I opened the door and gazed at the woman standing there I could smell her and almost taste her sweetness in the air. I held out my hand to welcome her in, she reached out and grabbed my hand softly while looking me in eyes. She was stunning, dressed in a strapless white dress allowing her beautiful sun tanned body to accent it so. Her legs were long and luscious going all the way up to her

Brand Name Condoms
Which condom would you use? Nike Condoms: Just do it. Toyota Condoms: Oh what a feeling. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker. Flinstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten million strong and growing. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but ph balanced for a woman. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, it's that simple. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Chevy Condoms: Like a Rock. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? New York Lotto Condoms: Cause hey -- you never know. Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever. EverReady Condoms: Keeps going and going KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good. Coca Cola Condoms: Always the Real Thing. Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one.

Bored!!! :(
This is the first Sat. night in a long time that my brother jay couldn't have a bonfire cause it way & is 2 windy out. That really sucks...No, fun or play is goin' on 2 night. Everybody went 2 bed sooo F**Kin' early that it is insane. So, I had 2 drink pretty much by myself & that also sucks. But, thanks god I have the inter-net 2 save me & all of u no lostcherry & myspace. All, I can say is that next Sat. better not be rainin' or windy so we can have a great bonfire with my DJ/Karaoke system & lots of drunk fun people. Then, who know what will happen then...Maybe some good action!!!! Thanks u all for listenin' 2 be B**th. Chat with u all soon & god bless u all & love u all.

Sex
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds67%Whips50%Biting50%Bondage33%Blood0%Chains/Handcuffs0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fun Day Even Though I Had To Work
Okay, so I started off slightly peeved that I had to be at work. Yes, work, on my freaking day off, and if pulling almost 48 hours wasn't enough for their asses. Next week will probably be fifty hours. Besides that, I got off work and was picked up by some friends. Went to sedona and went to the shops and mostly window shopped here and there, talking, gabbing etc. We went and ate because Brandy and I (yes my freinds name is Brandy and so is mine) were starving so we went to a mexican place. Nothing to write home about, the food and service were mediocre at best. We stopped at the Chappel of the Holy Coss In Sedona, Arizona cause I had never been there, it's quite a hike to get there, but the view is amazing. Hense the new pictures in the photography and stuff folder. This is the Church I went to I didn't take that picture, and I'm not sure who did, but who ever it was, yay for them. We ended up in the casino and gambled a bit. Brandy and I went to the bar to get some drin

I Love This One...hahah
True Female Joke A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00......on one condition." (There are always conditions) Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the >condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." (controlling huh?) The woman considered his proposition> for a moment, then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address. She looked dee

Here's Your Sign Lady!
I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for my Labrador Retriever and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time --- but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd been poisoned and was that why I was in the hospital. I told her no; I'd been sitting in the street licking my balls and a car hit me.

Adult Content
Thighs Of A Strawberry His tongue cavorts along the succulent crests in and out of the honeyed mist that releases her seeds into his mouth. His fingers stretch her thighs as he tastes feverishly from her insides . . . She is jittery. A tad bit disturbed in her voyage from garden to table. Her thighs glisten moistly and purified in a bath to purge her flesh of poisonous farmers touch. Her scarlet flesh blushes in the candlelight--- lingering for the young man to be bold and dive into her candy nectar. When extracting a fruit for the first time always be careful not to bruise her side from too much stroking. Boost her hips toward your lips and flick her opening with the tip of your lukewarm tongue. Once you taste her sinful sweetness grasp both sides of her thighs and sluggishly love her with your mouth. Pliable sensitive strokes at first to construct the juices within which hesitate. Dance with her flesh------ mate with her

How To Know If Your A Nurse!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE A NURSE IF.... The front of your scrubs read: 'Nurses...here to save your ass, not kiss it!' You occasionally park in the space with the 'Physicians Only' sign, and knock it over. You've ever told a patient to 'move toward the light.' You believe some patients are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. You always follow the rules, but you're wise enough to forget them sometimes. You can't cure stupid. You have seen more moons than the Hubbell telescope. You own at least three pens with the names of prescription medications on them. You never get into an argument with an idiot, because they only bring you down to their level and then beat you with experience. You hope there's a special place in Hell for the inventor of the call light. You believe that saying, 'It can't get any worse' causes it to get worse just to show you it can. You wash your hands before you go to the bathroom. You've ever thought a blood pressure cuff

If I Said, I Loved You....
would you go or stay???? Why is it that some people don't seem to want to be loved???? When someone tells you that they love you, do you see that as a sign of commitment? or, when you do say, "I love you", should that be taken as a sign of commitment? Can someone not love someone without loving them in the sense of a girlfriend/boyfriend and a future life/marriage partner???? Just curious... TxRose

A Submissive's Bill Of Rights
You have the right to be treated with respect. Not only do you have the right, you have the right to demand it. being submissive does not make you a doormat or less of a person than anyone else. The word "submissive" describes your nature and in no way diminishes you as a human being. You have the right to respect yourself as well. You have the right to be proud of what you are. Being a submissive is nothing that should ever bring you shame or feelings of reproach. Your submissive nature is a gift and should always be a source of pride and happiness. You have the right to feel safe. Being a submissive should not make you feel afraid, insecure or threatened. Submission is not about living on the edge or flirting with fear. In any situation you should feel safe or there can never be true surrender. You have the right to your emotions and feelings. Your emotions and feelings come from you and they are just as valid as anyone else's. You have a right to them. Those feelings, whet

Blind Date
I stood nervous on the porch waiting for her to answer the door..... My heart was pounding cause this was the first time I would be laying eyes on her, you see my friend set me up with her cause I owed him a favor....... The heavy door slowly opened and there before my eyes stood this angelic figure of a woman, long flowing hair, perfectly shaped lips and eyes that would melt the polar ice caps...... "Hi I'm Tom" I stuttered..... "Hi I'm CJ" she replied, "Won't you come in".... I followed this near perfrect woman inside wondering to myself why she was so alone on a weekend night... This kinda beauty is never left by themselves...... As we made our way to the livingroom, I noticed that the house was dimmly lit and the mood was romantic with soft music playing in the background......I could not take my eyes off of her and she was the same way....... For the next three hours we ate danced talked laughed and had a good time..... As the evning turned to late night I felt it was time to leav

If You Need A Laugh, Try Reading Through These Children's Science Exam Answers
Q : Name the four seasons. A : Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q : Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A : Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q : How is dew formed? A : The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q : How can you delay milk turning sour? (brilliant, love this!) A : Keep it in the cow. Q : What causes the tides in the oceans? A : The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q : What are steroids? A : Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q : What happens to your body as you age? A : When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q : What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty?

Just A Lil Bummed
Yeh well im just a lil bummed...okay really bummed, my brother just left for Japan and he isn't coming back for 3 months. So if i seem a little distant thats the reason why, so dont get offended. I could probely use some cheerin up but yeh. Anyways, i can't even cry like i would probely usually do because my little sister needs me right now and i have to be strong for her and my mom. Well, thanks for readin. Bye guys! Much love, Christine

Vampire Archtype
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You?You are the Undying Artist. Moody, erratic, and empassioned, you find art in the darkness. You cultivate dark beauty and dark artists to surround yourself and drink of the song in their blood.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

From My Myspace Page
Poetry Current mood: amused Category: Writing and Poetry Ok so years ago I fancied myself the poet having written 79 horrible little poems that I should never torment anyone with. All that writing with in the span of one summer in 1994. That being said I did write one that I was proud of and seems may be lost forever. I tried logging on to poetry.com today to see if I had ever infact submitted it alas no "symphony of Sorrow". However to my suprise I did find another poem atached to my e-mail adress and log on this one being copywritten this year! Though I do not remember this one I am including it here. The Pain of Love With love there is pain pain that is thicker than bones and flesh you can't touch it or see it the only thing you can see is the expressionon my face as the tears run down my face as the expressions run through my mind anger, sorrow, and pain as I sit there with you in my arms hoping, wishing, and praying Sean Williams Copyright ©

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"The ulimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." "Trust and they will be true to you; treat them greatly and they will show themselves greatly." "Pain is synonymous with spirituality. When you're in the most pain, you're the closest to God." "Weekends, to many people, are an escape from a weekly prison of purposeless."

Sundays
I LOVE SUNDAYS. FIRST I GET UP AND MAKE COFFEE AND READ THE PAPER. GET BREAKFAST AND MY DAUGHTER'S CHOCOLATE MILK READY. IT IS SO QUIET, EXCEPT FOR MY BIRDS CHIRPING FOR BREAKFAST. EVENTUALLY MY DAUGHTER GETS UP AND WE EAT AND CHAT TOGETHER. A FUN TIME WITHOUT HOMEWORK OR SPORTS. JUST US! SO OFF MY ALMOST 9yrOLD GOES TO GET READY TO GO TO HER AUNT'S HOUSE WHICH SHE DOES EVERY SUNDAY. SO I SETTLE DOWN TO WATCH THE POLITICAL PROGRAMS, WHERE BOTH POLITICAL PARTIES LIE TO THE AMERICAN PEOPLE AND DO ANYTHING TO RETAIN POWER. WHY I WATCH I OFTEN WONDER. I GUESS I CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT THE USA. WE , THE PEOPLE HAVE NEARLY NO SAY ON WHAT GOES ON IN OUR COUNTRY, THERE IS A SKRINKING MIDDLE CLASS. THE GOP RAVES ABOUT THE ECONOMY AND STOCK MARKET WELL I DON'T FEEL IT! I KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE WHOSE HOUSES HAVE BEEN FORCLOSED. MOST NEED TWO PARENTS TO WORK TO SURVIVE. AND THE DEMS WANT TO GIVE AMNESTY TO ANYONE WHO HAPPENED TO WANDER IN THIS COUNTRY ILLEGALLY. WHEREAS I AM ALL FOR LEGAL IMMIGRANTS.

Can This Be For Real???
So I don't know about you guys, but I'm wondering if there is some unknown force out there that likes to play with me. Have you ever been really into someone, but because you are so scared of being hurt you act like you do not care either way. Then they leave....and you are okay with it, but then they decide to come waltzing back into your life, like nothing's ever changed. What is that about? Do they honestly think that we are gonna pick up where we left off? I wish they would just stay away, you know? I deleted you out of my life for a reason. So go. And what about online dating? Does that ever work? You see it all the time, but do you know anyone who actually comes out happy about it? I wish I knew what was going on but I don't. And for those of you who know me, you know how much I hate that. I want it to be the way I envision it, but scared to take the chance. Scared to open up again. Scared to get hurt again. So someone tell me why I'm falling and I don't k

Ive Finally Found Someone Special
fort i put a few words down ive finally found some one special she is on LC and i fink she is the hottest woman on earth i dont want to jinx things yet so she will remain anon for the time being but i'll keep ya posted as things hot up it will be a long distance relatioship which i know can work out cos if love is meant to be then it will so for know u will just have to keep an eye out in here to see wot is going on in my life oops and she knows who she is so if she reads this then I LOVE U HEAPS SWEETY

Dear God
Please read the whole song and then if you have a comment let me know... More or less this is why i cannot believe in God and Christianity in general... ************************ Dear god, Hope you got the letter, And I pray you can make it better down here. I dont mean a big reduction in the price of beer, But all the people that you made in your image, See them starving on their feet, cause they dont get enough to eat From god, I cant believe in you. Dear god, Sorry to disturb you, But I feel that I should be heard loud and clear. We all need a big reduction in amount of tears, And all the people that you made in your image, See them fighting in the street, cause they cant make opinions meet, About god, I cant believe in you. Did you make disease, and the diamond blue? Did you make mankind after we made you? And the devil too! Dear god, Dont know if you noticed, But your name is on a lot of quotes in this book. Us crazy humans wrote it, you should

Quiz 3
You prefer Casual sex! You're all for casual sex. That's not to say whoever, whenever. It's more like - you don't actively seek it out, and you're not the horniest or more lustful person in the world ... but you like a good lovin' when it presents itself. Your attitude toward sex is pretty casual - it's no big deal, either way. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

What I Like To Do For Halloween
I'm bored...so I'm gonna ramble lol Halloween is a special time of year for me. The changing leaves, the crisp fall air, my brother scaring the shit out of me, but most of all...the CANDY!!! Every year I usually sit around in the dark, watching scary movies, eating popcorn, snacking on candy and usually drinking beer (yes I know beer & candy doesn't sound good together but I like it dammit!). I usually wear a costume and attend parties every year as well. The costume depends on my mood and what captures my attention at the time. It can be scary & gross, cute & cuddly, sexy & slutty or any of the combinations I just mentioned lol Last year I was an Indian Princess (yes I am aware I'm blonde) and it was so skimpy there was barely anything to it. I have no idea what I'll be this year cuz I haven't found anything that's called to me yet. Being a mommy...I have 2 more costumes to pick out every year and that is part of my fun as well. Last year the boys were Pooh & Tigger B

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Is My Life As I Know It!
I ALREADY POSTED ONE BLOG ON ANOTHER SITE, BUT FELT I SHOULD HERE AS WELL. SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE. MY MOTHER IS GREAT. SHE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT, BUT WHEN SHE GETS MAD AT YOU, LOOK OUT! SHE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL SO HORRIBLE. SHE HAS THAT TENDENCY TO NOT ACT AS THOUGH SHE LOVES YOU WHEN SHE'S MAD. SO HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED. I HAD A CAR THAT I TOOK OVER PAYMENTS ON FROM MY UNCLE LAST AUGUST. THIS PAST JUNE HE GOT BEHIND ON HIS TRUCK PAYMENTS AND WHERE MY CAR AND HIS TRUCK WERE ON THE SAME LOAN, THE CAR LOT CALLED AND SAID THEY WERE TIRED OF IT AND WAS COMING AFTER BOTH VEHICLES. THEN THEY DECIDED TO GIVE HIM ANOTHER TRY AND REFINANCE...BUT THE KICKER IS THAT THEY WERE SAYIN I WAS BEHIND ON PAYMENTS TOO, WHICH I WASN'T. COME TO FIND OUT, THE BANK WAS APPLYING ALL MY PAYMENTS TO THE PAYOFF ON HIS TRUCK! SO I SAID, THE HELL WITH IT, JUST TAKE IT IF YOU WANT IT. ITS NOT IN MY NAME, SO NO HARM, I WILL JUST GET ANOTHER ONE. WELL, SINCE THEY WERE GONNA REFINANCE H

Dream - A Poem By Union Jack
Dream You Entrance Me With Your Body You Stimulate Me With Your Mind A Prayer Answered A Woman So Right A Body So Beautiful You You Are My Most Fantastic Dream You Are My Every Love Song My Every Happy Thought To Me You Are Joy, Peace, Serenity When I Wake In The Night I Am Saddened That You Were Only There In My Dreams Could It Have Only Been A Dream? A Dream? I Only Dream That You Exist? I Only Dream About The Love We Make? I Only Dream About Your Inspiration? No I Wake To Find That You Still Hold Me In The Night I Am Set On A High To Find That You Are Indeed Real My Heart Beats Rapidly I Wake To Find That You Are Asleep And Holding Me With A Small Smile Yes You Are Real You Are The Woman Who Will Give To Me What No Other Can You Are The One And Only In A World Of Imitations

Computer Blessing
Blessings on this fine machine, May its data all be clean. Let the files stay where they're put, Away from disk drives keep all soot. From its screen shall come no whines, Let in no spikes on power lines. As oaks were sacred to the Druids, Let not the keyboard suffer fluids. Disk Full shall be nor more than rarity, The memory shall not miss its parity. From the modem shall come wonders, Without line noise making blunders. May it never catch a virus, And all its software stay desirous. Oh let the printer never jam, And turn my output into spam. I ask of Eris, noble queen, Keep Murphy far from this machine.

What Kinda Soul Are You?
You Are a Bright Star Soul Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Somethings Never Change
Can someone help me out and explain to me why it is so hard to let go of the one thing that hurts you the most. And how that one person that you love so much can turn around a crush your heart. And at the same time make you look like a totally idiot. Like you should have known what was coming. I just don't get it. I'm completely and utterly shocked at myself that i still continue to let myself get sucked back into a hole. A hole in my heart that wont close no matter how hard you try. The reality of it all is that no matter how hard yout try oLike i said I just don't get it. We need a switch that can turn off the love portion of our heart and brain when we are done using them. Wow! how great would that be. We would have no broken hearted females. Sorry guys, don't know to many of you that let yourself get that involved emotional with anyone to get hurt. So if any girl finds that switch before i do please let me know where it is. I'd pay for that relief. You should never re

Ugh!
I feel like im 6 again. Jeez. Anyway, i got my cell phone fixed. I took way to much tyneol pm last night and slept like 16 hours. Which yes i needed. Cause my body was tired and sore as fuck and i just wanta go ahhh. But i feel better today. Which is good. My brothers dont have school tommorrow, but they're going fishing and i dont have to goo -woohoo- My puppys doing great, she doesnt like my uncle or dad though she attacks them whenever they touch her. Ugh im gonna go now. < 3

Doughnutty!!! Goodness
You Are a Boston Creme Donut You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you. But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft. You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily. You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out. What Donut Are You?

Feeling Alone
I know I'm not beautiful, and everyone I fall in love with is a jerk. I guess you can say I am a failure when it comes to relationships. I always fall for the wrong type of person. I can't be good enough for anyone. I always feel I have to change myself in some way to become better. I'm trying not to feel down on myself, but every guy I've fallen for has hurt me, and I'm tired of the pain. I'm tired of feeling a feeling that isn't there. Blah, I'm just rambling.

Homless People
why do people only give to homeless shelters on holidays homeless is every day not just one and im not saying this just because i work in one i give every one wo ask change or smokes yeah some might used it for drugs and boose but most do use it for food ty for listening

Another Of My Poems(saddening)
Air~The Everlasting Tragedy Angel who has lost their wings, wander no longer. Shed no tear in thy name for now I cry for you. Your burden everlasting weighs more than the world itself. Your heart so heavy with mercy yea none is shown for you. My heart weeps and eyes tremble in the presence of your faded majestic. Please look up. Tell me there is the sparkle of life in your eyes yet. The world has taken your wings not your spirit. But alas I know that that too has been robbed from you. When will your suffering end? I follow footsteps that are always old, listen to a song that never ends and I follow...I see what it is you seek and I want to help you find it. But you are a body without a soul and I will forever follow that ghost. Dear angel who has lost their wings, forever in your footsteps I follow listening to the song you no longer sing. Eventually we'll find the way and your suffering will end. Please try to spread your wings, the skies are calling you. I want you to be f

Them Poem That Made Me Famous, Even If Just For A Short While...
School Daze Remember those days back when we were but knee-high? I do. When enthusiasm was greatly shown toward going to school. Scraped knees and cuts were easily healed with nothing more than a simple kiss. When your favorite time of the day was nap time, your second favorite; milk break and of course recess. When lunch was actually healthy; when sharing was a common skill. Children laughed as the wind blew in their faces, swinging what seemed so high into the sky. That was years ago. Now we stand tall as the adults of tomorrow. Enthusiasm for education is now a double edge sword. Both a treat to still be educated but also to be endured. We have the strength to face what ever comes our way because we have each other. You taught us that. You were there over the years watching us grow. Friendships formed. We grew watching each other change. Now as our final days draw near the swings lie dormant only carried on laughter long past riding on the back of a gentle spring breeze. You thin

A Poem Of Remembrance
"The inquisitive mind of a child" Why are they selling poppies, Mummy? Selling poppies in town today. The poppies, child, are flowers of love. For the men who marched away. But why have they chosen a poppy, Mummy? Why not a beautiful rose? Because my child, men fought and died In the fields where the poppies grow. But why are the poppies so red, Mummy? Why are the poppies so red? Red is the colour of blood, my child. The blood that our soldiers shed. The heart of the poppy is black, Mummy. Why does it have to be black? Black, my child, is the symbol of grief. For the men who never came back. But why, Mummy are you crying so? Your tears are giving you pain. My tears are my fears for you my child. For the world is forgetting again

God Bless The Ones At War
God Bless the Ones at War By: Norma W. Beaird, As I turned on my radio, then watched the evening news, I saw the wars and battlefields, the bloodshed and the truth. The men and women, uniformed, and armed to fight a war, So men and women just like us can walk through freedom's door. For we are in a war to fight for those who are enslaved, And freedom is not free unless a battle has been waged. Our Founding Fathers fought the fight to free this mighty land, And give us peace that only comes from God's Almighty hand. The ones upon the battlefield who take surprise attacks, Are still the ones protecting us, who daily have our backs. For we would not be here today without the fearless ones, Who fly the planes and guard the ships and shoot the dusty guns. Each time I see the front page of the daily morning news, I am reminded once again that war reveals the truth. For truth is every time you see a wounded soldier's arm, Who took a bullet just to keep this

We Train For Years
We train for years to prepare for war,but we hope and pray we don't go there. We get the call that changes our lives,now how do I tell my kids and wife. My family fears I'll never come back, I tell them I love them and I am off to Iraq. I see my daughter now as she salutes, I salute her as tears begins to flow as I turn my back. I have to be strong for my family and friends, but it's hard not knowing if I'll see them again. I bored the plane and fly away wondering if this is the last of my days. I'm working now everyday just counting days until I fly away. I miss my kids more each day,I don't know if I am strong enough to go on this way. I mark one bullet with a JK, my buddies know what it's for and its just a soldiers way. The missions get longer and the pain grows stronger,I tell myself "you can do this" but I am not sure for how much longer. I miss my girls Birthday again this year, it kills me to hear her say "its ok daddy you will be here for it next