All the lies i've had to face...
all the things i miss today...
can you tell me why you feel that way...
can you tell me what i did that day...
I dont know what to do...
my whole life is coming unglued...
can you help me understand...
my heart is dying with every touch of your hand...
it hurts most when i catch you in a lie...
not to mention when i look in your eyes...
do you miss the way things used to be...
am i asking for company in my misery...
what hurts the most is that i know...
its not me you dream of but it is her...
am i the only one you hold tight...
can u help me understand...
because this depression is grabbing my hand...
my heart...
and my soul...
to have my company in its control...
it is pulling hard and pulling fast...
can you try to hold me back...
or will you let me fall freely...
until there is no more of me...
pain wants company and i am leaning...
over the edge while my heart is bleeding...
you let go and now im gone...
falling fast for eternity...
will i ever be able to escape...
from the broken promises and lies you say...
will i ever rise above...
from all this pain that you have caused...
i will never know until the day...
my heart says that its okay...
it may mend and it may not...
but there will be one thing i've got...
the love of a man whom i said goodbye to...
the love of a man i thought i knew...
the one thing i have always wanted...
but that will be because he lost me...
and believe me i will never come back...
not for all the hope in the world...
because i got over the pain...
now its your turn...
so until the day we meet again...
may this not be the beginning of the end.
