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And Now For Something Completely Different
The night is for us alone no one else in this world the stars sing our names take these lonely hands teach me to touch you guide my every carress navigate the soft seas my fingers, a gentle stream trickling over every curve waste not our time the sun will come calling chasing away the dream can this never end? live this utopian dream forever you and I and it starts with but a touch

Erm...
Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Friday
and since i work for an uncaring bunch,i work tommorow at 8 am.so im here looking for mrs right in the L.C.,which btw is 1 of the better places in found to look.so if ya see her can ya send her my way. peace and a wonderfull night to all 2ball

A New Song
I am tired of being hurt. Just when it starts to look up,watch out! A storm again! Is it so hard to believ why i am scarred of you? My hearts been bruised. Thanks to you I can see the sunshine again! So I hope once more! Truly smile through my pain! I feel free from the rain! Two and two equal one once more. No longer two full of pain! I will give you my heart. You have my faith! Don't worry I will hold your hand now. I am not afraid! Waiting by my phone hoping your not gone. Do you think I can be saved? So I hope once more! Truly smile through my pain! I feel free from the rain! Two and two equal one once more. No longer two full of pain! How lucky I am.I found a saint! Fly down from heaven. I'm a angel with a broken wing! You are my inspiration. Thanks for the smile on my face!

Hmm I Wonder
I guarantee, nobody even looks at this! ah well.. TAKING APPLICATIONS GOING ONCE ANYONE WANNA GET MARRIED? ON LOST CHERRY!!! FOR FUN PURPOSES!!!!! EXTRA LOVE HERE AND THERE......WITH SOME EXCITING SURPRISES!! YEA WELL YA KNOW HOW IT WORKS PLEASE WRITE ME BACK IF ANYONE WANTS TO BE IN A MARRIAGE WITH ME.........MAN DO I FEEL NERVOUS? name- age- reason you want to-

Bleh........
I slept like shit last night. I kept waking up almost every hour. I had a strange dream where I guess I was in some desert but there was a small villiage there. Somehow the villiage caught on fire, like if there was some huge explosion. There was black smoke everywhere and I remember seeing a burnt home falling down from the sky and landing near me. I ran into some building that was like a bar. It was like none of the people there had any idea that the place was on fire. So I kept yelling at them to get out of the place. They gave me a strange look...kind of a empty look on the faces too. Then that's when their faces started to melt. It reminds me of that one Indiana Jones movie. Where someone opens this big chest and these spirits or whatever flies out of them and goes into the people? I forget..but in that part of the movie, it shows people's faces melting and all bloody shit... weird I had no idea that I was going to be in the role of a PMO Mangaer today. I'm only still in

Clothing Optional
I don't know if anyone else here works in a hotel, but I thought I should inform everyone about a certain activity that seems to occur in the hotel that I work in. People seem to think that once they come to a hotel then they dont have to wear clothes. Since I took over the breakfast shift in the restaurant (this included delivering room service in the morning too) there have been many occasions that I have been delievering meals to rooms and have been greeted at the door by people in various stages of undress, and on three occasions they were naked. I don't know about you but at 7am in the morning this can be quite a shock to the system... especailly when its not a very nice sight (though there have been a couple of times I wish I could have stayed in the room for a couple of hours, if you know what I mean). Just thought I should let you know... your thoughts please...?

Tomorrow Is The Day!!
Well, it is official. I hit the road tomorrow night and probably won't see you beautiful people for about a month or so. Oh well, it's life. And I know that all will be ok in my absence. I'll try and get back to each and every one of you next month!! I'll actually be on here a little bit tomorrow afternoon. But I'll try and keep in touch. I also know that a few of you will probably either delete your LC profile, or delete me from your friends list. So I'll send my well wishes to all right now, if this will happen to be the last time I speak to any of you. Take care!! :)

Yehhhhhhhhhhh
whoooo hoooo bloody hell just seen my name on the list of top promoters 4 over the last day wheyyy heyyyy well chuffed at that 1 as I aint been on here that long myself deffo makes me feel gd and it proves just how dam gd LC is so ty 2 all my friends I have made and 2 all the nut cases I invited and joined up god help ya all and even more so if the rest I have invited get here pmsl mmmmwwwwaaahhhhhhh

Bucket Filler Or Dipper
Are You a Bucket-Filler or a Dipper? Author Unknown You have heard of the cup that overflowed. This is a story of a bucket that is like the cup, only larger, it is an invisible bucket. Everyone has one. It determines how we feel about ourselves, about others, and how we get along with people. Have you ever experienced a series of very favorable things which made you want to be good to people for a week? At that time, your bucket was full. A bucket can be filled by a lot of things that happen. When a person speaks to you, recognizing you as a human being, your bucket is filled a little. Even more if he calls you by name, especially if it is the name you like to be called. If he compliments you on your dress or on a job well done, the level in your bucket goes up still higher. There must be a million ways to raise the level in another's bucket. Writing a friendly letter, remembering something that is special to him, knowing the names of his children, expressing sympathy for his l

A Big Thank You
I wanna take a min and Thank Michelle for bombin me today .. She's Awesome .. If you want a True Friend someoen who will listen . talk .. be there for you . You should stop by her page and show her some luv . she's a Sweetie . and I adore her !!! thank you Michelle ..

The Queen And The Hospital
Her Majesty the Queen was being shown around a hospital. As she was being given the guided tour by a senior consultant, they passed a room where a man was masturbating wildly through the window. Of course the Queen was not at all amused and demanded an explanation as to why these activities were allowed in the hospital. "Ah," said the doctor, "Now, although it is perhaps unfortunate that you should have witnessed that, in fact, that poor patient is suffering from a very debilitating condition. He produces so much semen that unless he gets rid of it 4 times a day his testicles will explode." "Oh." said Her Majesty. "Well, in that case I suppose it's understandable." Further down the corridor they passed another room. The door was open and you could see a nurse was clearly giving a patient oral sex. "Goodness Gracious!" shrieked Her Majesty, "I demand an explanation of this kind of sordid goings- on!" "Ah," said the Doctor, "same problem - better health plan."

Loneliness
As I sit up on those cold dark nights and stare at my son who sleeps so soundly and I think about what a precious lil gift that God has given me I think to myself, what did I do to deserve such a wonderful gift. I take a glance at my lil girls who sleep so soundly and just wonder where there innocene comes from and I think to myself if only I was still so young and full of life. I stress the daily problems that every adult faces and I just hope that when my children are grown and raising their children it will be some what easier on them and none of them will have to life life the way that I have lived mine and that they will not have to bury one of their children or sit back helpless while their husbands suffers from a disease that the doctors cannot give a sure answere on wheither or not he will come home from the hospital the next time. And if he will get the treatments that he needs before its too late.

Could Be A Dream But Maybe A Nightmare
She awakins to a scream, she tries to see what is going on but all she sees is darkness. The screams get louder and louder. What could this be? She tries to get up from bed but she cannot move. It is like she is trapped. Trapped in a ball of darkness. she cries out and no hears her. She slowly rocks back and forth as tears fall down her face. Someone help me she whispers someone please help me. Then her breathing gets slower and slower as if she is dieing. She slowly fades into a slumber. Only to wake in shadows barely alive she sees blood all around her. Her mother is crying at her side. "stay with me I love you don't go." As she takes her last breath she says, "I am sorry for all the pain I have caused you, I love you mom." That is the last words she spoke then the darkness took her. She commited suicide by cutting her wrist. She couldn't take it. She will now always be in the darkness that took her. DEATH! Just a short story that was in my mind so i wrote it tell what u think.

More Laughs.
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? Because they are plugged into a genius. 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? They don't have enough time. 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? They don't stop to ask directions. 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? Because their balls fall over their butt hole, and they vapor lock. (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties. 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? You need a rough draft before you make a final copy. 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? Don't know.... it never happened. (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And my personal favorite... 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn.

Dfk....(dont Fuckin Know)
Hay sup people?Dont ask why Iam writing this because I dont know...just felt like it...but..I'll find somthing to put on here so u all can rate and whateva... So heres a poem: Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes.

One Of My Poems
Having to say Goodbye Having to say goodbye was the worst thing I ever had to do Having to turn my back and walk away from you I must have died a thousand deaths that day You know that I loved you in every single possible way I know that you couldn’t have seen too much in me I’m sorry I wasn’t all that you wanted me to be I guess I could have done better, if I really tried But the harder I worked at it, the more it made me want to cry I know that I disappointed you in a lot of ways And now I look back and count all the days The days when it was just us, you and me forever You once told me that we would always be together I never forgot a single thing about you And I sometimes ask myself if you remember me too Sometimes I wouldn’t even be able to guess If you ever even thought of me, but maybe it’s for the very best Who really knows anymore, I know that I sure don’t And I know that even in a million years, I still won’t I remember all the nights that we spent toge

Love Story
Love Story It has been 10 years The memory still surrounds me Today I walk through the garden that needs me I look up and see the fall trees I remember walking to you Your eyes still big and blue Your smile takes me to you I close my eyes I can feel your heart beat with me Your mind was my miracle You showed what it was like for love to even trickle You saved me from my own demons I know I still would never leave her Your laughter is my smile You know I would walk 100 miles for that smile Your faith in me was strong Your faith in Jesus was never wrong I remember standing in the doorway I knew I chose the right way You would wink at me before dinner I knew I was the winner I would come up behind you for a hug You knew I was the one you loved Your imagination was great I knew the love you held for me was Was unexplainable to most I know to this day you think of me I am sure when my time comes for me I knew the day the cancer struck I felt it through my b

Drug Names
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the n

The Perfect Wal-mart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you've got there - are they twins?" The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't, the oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins?. Do you really think they look alike?" "No", replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice!"

Subject: Morning Sex
Subject: Morning Sex She is in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walks in. She turns and says, "You've got to make love to me -- this very moment." His eyes light up and he thinks, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraces her and then gives it his all right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she says, "Thanks," and returns to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asks, "What was that all about?" She explains, "The egg timer's broken."

One Wish
ONE WISH AT THE PEARLY GATES; A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, and everyone inside dies. As they stand at the Pearly Gates waiting to enter Paradise and meet their maker, God decides to grant each person one wish because of the grief they have experienced. They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what the wish is. "I want to be gorgeous," and so God snaps His fingers, and it is done. The second one in line hears this and says "I want to be gorgeous too." Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted. This goes on for a while with each one asking to be gorgeous, but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in the line starts laughing When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his head off. Finally, God reaches this last guy and asks him what his wish will be. The guy eventually calms down and says: "Make 'em all ugly again. NEXT TIME YOU'RE LAST IN LINE. BE HAPPY

A Rale Condtion
A rare condition A man and woman are seated next to each other on a plane. After takeoff, the woman violently sneezes and excuses herself to go to the bathroom... so the man stands up to let her out. She returns, and 15 minutes later she sneezes again big time, and again excuses herself to go to the bathroom. She returns again, and immediately sneezes, excusing herself to go to the bathroom. The man, a little tired of jumping up so often asks her, "You keep sneezing, what's the problem?" The woman replies, "I have a rare condition... every time I sneeze I have an orgasm." He says, "Oh... what are you taking for it?" "Pepper",she answers.

Take The Time......... Repost
The Best Prayer I've Heard in a Long Time... Heavenly Father,Help us remember that the jerk that cut us off in traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and spend a few precious moments with her children. Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can't make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old college student balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student loans for next semester. Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for money in the same spot every day (who really ought to get a job!) is a slave to addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares. Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this Moment, knowing that, based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be the last

T Rue" Friendship
" None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard, or bitch, who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be... until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and

Free At Last.
Finally broke up with my boyfriend.. Not all that happy about it. Right now, I just want some steak and a hug, and shrimp cocktail. Nothing got done today, although last night in did modify this old ugly looking choir dress that I had. Now, I say it's rather spiffy for not having sewn at all. And.. maybe later I'll start posting my poems. Who knows.

Awake Again.
All I want is to be able to close my eyes and drift silently into sleep. I just want to be able to sleep without forcing my body to it's extreme boundaries. I want to sleep at a normal hour and simply have fullfilling dreams again. Instead i'm sitting here like a zombie, no doubt by the time morning starts to creep it's way over the horizon I will finally be so exhausted that I crumble into a pile on my bed and sleep through the cries and screams of children. I am so bogged down with thoughts that it just keeps my mind in constant chaotic motion. It never ends. I just want sleep. Just once to be able to sleep like a normal person ought to. Sometimes I wish I could kick the sandman in the shins. >.

Sarah Mclachlan - Ice
Sarah McLachlan - Ice The ice is thin come on dive in underneath my lucid skin the cold is lost, forgotten Hours pass days pass time stands still light gets dark and darkness fills my secret heart forbidden... I think you worried for me then the subtle ways that I'd give in but I know you liked the show Tied down to this bed of shame you tried to move around the pain but oh your soul is anchored The only comfort is the moving of the river You enter into me, a lie upon your lips offer what you can, I'll take all that I can get only a fool's here... I don't like your tragic sighs as if your god has passed you by well hey fool that's your deception Your angels speak with jilted tongues the serpent's tale has come undone you have no strength to squander The only comfort is the moving of the river You enter into me, a lie upon your lips offer what you can, I'll take all that I can get only a fool's here to stay

Latenight Thoughts
Late night thoughts. — Saturday, October 21, 2006 Yah friday night, once again. I say " fuckit " One day isn't much different than the next. Ordinarilly I'd say I should be doing something fun because it's friday night. But why let the days control our lives? It's just another day, no more depressing than the previous one, or the one before that. ( No more depressing than the previous one especially since how I didn't have to go to school today, so lastnight was kind of like a friday anyway ) Why feel any worse for not having fun one day than another? It seems kinda discriminatory to wednesdays not to be as depressed on them. lol Here's another of my various thoughts for the week. I seem to have some contradicory talents/behaviors or skills that happen or something like that. Laughter and Fear. I make people laugh a lot, but people are often afraid of me. Sometimes I think it's the same people, just not at the same time. It's like people will laugh, and the

The Cabin At Montana Creek
When I heard there was a cabin I could go to in Alaska that the family owned I had this vision of log cabin with the smoke rising into the early afernoon sky,snow drifts resting against the exterior walls. You know the kind of picture Kinkade would do or Rockwell. What I found was this plywood shack staring at me with the look of a abandoned child hoping that someone would at last love it. I loved the place at first sight and thought well it is here at least. This can be fixed. Summers are short here and as I tell my best friend "we are burning daylight lets get to it". Between my brother and friends we got the place livable in a summer and actually spent some winter nights there that would freeze the nuts off a brass monkey. The next cabin will be built for a lifetime this one lasted but a season in our lives but it was a hell of a good time!!

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"Outside consultants sought for test of gas chamber." - Ad in Arizona Republic "Golden, Ripe, Boneless Bananas, 39 Cents A Pound." - Ad in the "Missoulian" by Orange Street Food Farm "FOR RENT: CONDOM... ONLY US$650." - Ad in Jakarta Post, should have read Condo "Sure there have been injuries and deaths in boxing - but none of them serious." - Alan Minter, Boxer "How to store your baby walker: First, remove baby." - Anonymous Manufacturer "During the scrimmage, Tarkanian paced the sideline with his hands in his pockets while biting his nails." - AP report describing Fresno State basketball coach Jerry Tarkanian

Computer
WELL I GOT MY COMPUTER UP AND RUNNING BUT........IM ON DIAL UP RIGHT NOW SO IF U COMMENT TO ME AND I DONT GET BACK RIGHT AWAY THEN U KNOW IM NOT IGNORING U BUT IM SOOOOOOO GLAD I CAN AT LEAST GET ON HERE MY YAHOO IS WORKING GREAT AND U WANNA CHAT HIT ME THERE ITS ....MESHAIRICKS2 ON YAHOO BE SURE TO PUT YOU ARE FROM HERE THOE SO ILL NO WHERE IM ADDING YOU FROM HAHA I KNOW ITS BULLSHIT BUT AT LEAST I CAN TALK THERE BETTER THAN HERE.....SO WHATS UP ANYTHING GOOD I JUST BEEN HANGING OUT LOVEIN THE NEW PLACE BUT THE PHONE SRVICE IS LIKE LIVING IN MAYBERRY I LOOK FOR AUNT BEA TO KNOCK ANYDAY HAHA FUCK!!LOL......OK SO I JUST WANTED TO SAY HEY TO ALL OF U LOVE AND KISSES MESHA!!

Test For Dementia
It's that time of year to take our annual senior citizen test. >>> Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we >>> grow older, it's important to keep mentally alert. If you don't use it, >>> you lose it! Below is a very private way to gauge your loss or non-loss >>> of intelligence. >>> Take the test presented here to determine if you're losing it or not. >>> The spaces below are so you don't see the answers until you've made your >>> answer. >>> >>> >>> OK, relax, clear your mind and begin. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 1. What do you put in a toaster? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," give up now and do something else. >>> Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, bread, go to Question 2. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk." What do cows drink? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>

Sleep? What's That....
It's 7am...7:10am according to my computer...I have yet to go to sleep...Im tired as all hell...does that make sense to you?Doesnt make any sense to me!!! Feel free to put the fry pan to my head...PLEASE...atleast LC is keeping me active!! okay...now that I wasted about a minute of your time...bye! .::. Loyal .::.

Bad Day Box
Bad Day Box I live in Boston and my boyfriend goes to school in North Carolina, so I wanted to send him a little something that he'd never think of getting from me. I went to a craft store and bought a small wooden box ($1) that looked like a little treasure chest. I painted it his favorite color and wrote on top "Jonathan's Bad Day Box". Inside I put a Hershey's hug and a Kiss and a note that said when you're having a bad day or just feeling blue open up your bad day box and there will always be a hug and kiss for you. I also sent a bag of "refills". --submitted by Emily Bad Day Mood Booster My boyfriend and I live about 7 hours apart; we're both in university and see each other for about one weekend every two months. I came up with an idea to make him a "Bad Day Box." I just took a cardboard box, filled it with a new, comfy t-shirt, a favorite book, a movie I knew he wanted, some treats, and a couple of pictures of us. I wrapped it all up and taped instructions to the top:

Last Night. Real Quick
Sooo I have to leave for work in about 18 minutes but I just felt like writing this blog because I was too tired to do it last night. I went to the local haunted amusement park with some friends last night. It was really awesome. We got to ride all the roller coasters and the other good rides they had open, but we only got to do 3 out of the 6 haunted houses because the lines were all like 45 minute waits. It was ok though because the whole park had "scary" music playing, fog machines, red, black, green lighting, and "monsters" and what not walking around the park to scare you anyway. They really do a great job with the decorations and everyting. It was really fun, despite the fact that it was about 40-45 degrees out. I didn't get home until almost 1 a.m. and now I gotta go to work from 10:30-6, BLAH! It's 9:44 a.m. right now. I'm almost ready for work but I really don't want to go. Oh well, I better finish up and go get it over with. Talk to you guys later.

Compairing The Wold Series Cities!!!
10/19/2006 11:57 PM ET St. Louis and Detroit: A tale of two cities A look at the locales for this year's World Series opponents By Mark Newman / MLB.com Detroit is area code 313. St. Louis is area code 314. Detroit is the Ford Expedition. St. Louis is the Lewis and Clark expedition. Detroit is Motown. St. Louis is a MO town. Detroit is Berry Gordy Jr. St. Louis is Chuck Berry. Detroit is Ty Cobb. St. Louis is Stan "The Man" Musial. Detroit is the birthplace of Charles Lindbergh. St. Louis is the runway for Charles Lindbergh. Detroit is Magglio Ordonez's walk-off homer to win a pennant. St. Louis is Albert Pujols' homer off Tom Glavine that changed everything. Detroit was a key stop along the "underground railroad" before the Civil War, due to its proximity to the Canadian border. St. Louis is the Old Courthouse that was home to the Dred Scott Trial -- the case of a slave who, along with Harriet Scott, filed suit in 1846 to obtain his f

Married Men
This was a piece of advice recently sent to me by a dear friend that made me really think and really take a good look at what is going on in my life. I want to tell him thank you in so many ways, but to make sure he knows I listened and I am thinking hard I posted iT here as a reminder of what I have in my friends and that they are true treasures to me. Pammy, I don't mean this in a bad way, but I guess it might just be me, but no married man will ever be able to make you happy. When I said I wished you could come here to Moline and have lunch with me and what ever else happened, there is no way that I could have ever made you happy or gave you what you need. From our messages, I can just tell that you have alot to offer a man. But I really feel that you need someone who doesn't have other things in his life. I hope that you will still be my friend on myspace if I tell you this, but I not only from personal experience, but from the Psychology classes that I took in college

Forever Love
Baby i want to show you my love, to give you from above. I want to hold you close to my heart, and never tear you apart. I want to give you my passion, not a thrashing. I want to lay with you, and never stray from you. I want to give you my forever, and not say never. Baby i'll love you, forever and ever

Burning Heart
start my heart on fire because you already put it out once by becoming a liar and i don't know what to say but I'll bring you down in hellfire don't bring me to the edge please don't say its not true i heard your voice and i only believed that on line don't act like you didn't do it I'm through believing you stop telling me its not true I'm done listening walk away i know you're good at that didnt tell me you're not through and don't tell me your love is true because too many times have i seen not to trust you and its been too long to believe in anything but me stop acting like you know stop acting like you need it you're good at what you do find another chica to feed it

The Life You Create
Saturday, October 21, 2006 The life you create Sometimes you can make life much more difficult by attempting to make it too easy. Sometimes the shortcuts you seek end up being a lot more trouble than they're worth. Often, in trying to avoid work, you can create even more work for yourself. Often, in seeking to avoid an unpleasant or inconvenient truth, you give even more power, influence and recognition to that truth. Taking the easy way out is rarely that easy. For when you avoid the effort and commitment in life, you end up missing out on the real value. The more willingly, lovingly and enthusiastically you make the effort, the more value that effort will bring. The more time you commit to making a difference, the more magnificent your world will be. Instead of looking for ways to avoid work, look for ways to make that work more productive and more meaningful. Instead of seeking to hide from the truth, learn to align yourself with its power. Be always anxious to

I Need You And That's All
i just want you, i only need you. if, just IF, you exist, I only plead for you. I plead for you to be For you to see See how i'm in desperate need of you, you're sweet touch; I need you here to complete my love. if I had a heart like yours I'd rip it clean out, just for you you mean everything-- but it's frozen solid and its as far as i've gotten i need your warmth to pull me through. YOU'RE ALL.. i swear you're all that wakes me up that helps me sleep that picks me up, when i'm in need. Your perfect smile, you wrapping your arms around me tight, That's all I want, that's all I need..to get me through the night.

My First Tattoo...
I got my first tattoo done last night...and I love it. Its not finished but when it is its gonna look better. I got it for my brother Michael who passed away at a day old so it means a lot to me...if you want to see a pic go to my photos...there is one in there. I am so excited I finally got the tattoo I have wanted for a long time and whats even better is I designed it myself so it makes it even more special. Bisexualvampyre

What Is Wrong With Children Today!
I just received an instant message from a good friend of mine telling me about how her children are doing in school. One made the A-B Honor roll and is asked to be in Beta Club. The other almost got on the honor roll but recieved 1 C. Before I get rolling here, let me say I AM VERY HAPPY that her kids are doing well. I LOVE to see kids do well in school. HOWEVER WHEN IN THE WORLD did the honor roll become an A-B Honor Roll. When I was growing up (which I think I am still doing) you had to have ALL A's. It is this type of lowering the standards that I feel we are teaching our children that it is ok to not strive for the best. Universities are lowering SAT score standards, Kids play soccer but no team loses because they do not keep score, Children are required to wear helmuts and knee pads when riding a bike because we are afraid they will get scraped and bruised, we no longer teach music and art in school because it doesn't bring the money in like sports and we wouldn't

A Friends Wedding
I could not go to my best friends wedding today. It kinda made me sad not to be able to be there to see her on this day. But.....the sweetheart she is...she called me right before the ceremony and let me listen to her get married! I am so happy for her! Steven and Lisa..I love you guys!!!!! ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

To All The Internet Psycho Freaks I've Ran Away From Before... Lol
See my friend John and I were talking about internet freaks who send random msgs online here in LC... Here's the yahoo transcript of a made up one from our conversation...(ITS PRETTY CLOSE TO THE REAL DEAL BUT THIS ONE'S FUNNIER..LMFAO) ENJOY.... dat727boyakaclown: Heloo Georgeous, dat727boyakaclown: My name is John Howe, from US dat727boyakaclown: When I joined trhis site I was searching for you dat727boyakaclown: my dream soul dat727boyakaclown: the creator of my very existence dat727boyakaclown: the first time I seen you dat727boyakaclown: I knew what I felt was no lie dat727boyakaclown: A woman as beautiful as you deserves a wealthy white man! dat727boyakaclown: which isn't me dat727boyakaclown: if you like fat guys with no moeny dat727boyakaclown: then I'm the one dat727boyakaclown: thank you for your time dat727boyakaclown: feel free to freely contact me dat727boyakaclown: at dat727boyakaclown: www.Imapsychointernetstalkerfreak.com CHA-CHING!

The Monster Who Was Misunderstood
This is a tale of poor old Frank -- Frank the monster, not Tom, Rich, or Hank. He was created by a scientist in a great house. A house on a mountain, much too big for a mouse. There in the basement, the docter toiled night and day, with the help of his friend Igor, who had little to say. Finally when all was assembled like a bike, a bolt of lightning gave dear Frank his new life. He sat up from the table where he laid for months, scratched his square head, and said "I'm ready for lunch!" He crashed through the door, and went into town, where he arrived at the diner and tried to sit down. But everyone screamed , and left their plates hot. Even the cooks ran away without their prized pots. So Frank could have nothing to quell his belly's rumble, not a burger, or fries, or even Apple Pie Crumble. He was almost in tears, and very, very sad, and walked into the streets where everyone went mad, and screamed in horror at Frank's sight. No one had seen such a thing in their

Letter To My Dad
Dad I love you. When God took you from us life was never the same. We all changed, Family broke down instead of gettin stronger, we fell apart. We all seperated from one another. questions started to form in all of our minds. Things happened to each and every one of us! We all started to grow.. You wasn't there to see it... Each of us in turn started to have our own children.. You wasn't there to see them... We all started to make mistakes.. You werent there to guide us! We have all cried and u werent there to hold us... We all needed advice and you werent there to help us....We all just wanted to love you. And we did... We have... We will for now.. for ever.. for all eternity.. I know you watch over us. I know you wrap your arms around us when we cry. I know you love us unconditionally in death as you did in life! I know you are guiding us as best you can , spiritually from beyond your grave. I know your love is reaching us as you shine upon us, looking down on us from heav

Love And Anger
LOVE AND ANGER. (DEDICATED TO; JASON RANDOULPH-The First Man To Ever Try & Break My Soul) WORDS OF SILENCE ECHO IN THIS ROOM. SOMETIMES YOU RAISED YOUR HAND IN ANGER. CAN WE RAISE ABOVE THIS WORLD OF RAGE ? I KNEW THAT I WAS TOO YOUNG, AND THAT ONE DAY I WOULD REGRETT, THE DAY THAT OUR SOULS VERY FIRST MET. IN THIS WORLD OF ANGER AND HATE, CAN WE FIND A WAY? TO LOVE AND NOT BE AT WAR... TO SURRENDER TO LOVE AND PEACE...... TO NOT HURT EACHOTHER ANYMORE...... FOR NOW AT LEAST. BY; Princess COPYWRITE; 1991

Countless
COUNTLESS (Dedicated to someone very special"you know who you are") I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE COUNTLESS RELATIONSHIPS THAT DON'T WORK. SO FAR THAT'S HOW ALL OF MINE HAVE BEEN. BUT I'VE REOPENED MY HEART AND GRADUALLY I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU. THIS MAY BE WRONG , BUT IT MAY BE RIGHT. I LEARNED YOUNG TO KEEP ALL OF MY FEELINGS BOTTLED UP INSIDE. SO WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO LOSING YOU, OR SHOWING MY FEELINGS. THE TEARS WILL COME AND I WILL SAY SOMETHING THAT MAYBE I SHOULD'VE NEVER SAID. " I LOVE YOU ! " YOU CLAIM THAT YOU WANT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME. YET,YOU'RE AFRAIN OF GETTING HURT AGAIN. I'VE GIVEN YOU MY HEART AND MY SOUL YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WISH TO SPEND FOREVER WITH. I FEEL THAT YOU'RE WORTH THE WAIT. YOU ASK "IF IT'S EASY FOR ME TO FALL IN LOVE ?" " NO.IT'S NOT, I'VE ONLY LOVED ONE OTHER IN MY LIFE" PLEASE DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES TO THE POSSIBILITIES. PLEASE OPEN THE GATES TO YOUR HEART AND LOVE ME IN RETURN. I'LL WAIT F

Sensory Play With A Twist Part=1
HERE'S A STORY WITH A TWIST SO TO SPEAK.THIS STORY IS WRITTEN IN SUCH A WAY THAT BOTH PARTICIPANTS ADD THERE OWN PARTS;; HERE'S PART ONE ENJOY I call my slave and tell her to go to the motel outside of town, and that her directions will be there in the room. However you are to first take a shower and be be clean shaven. Then you are to remain naked except for your long leather coat. *she knows the motel I’m referring to and shivers, because it is a really seedy place*. I proceed to tell her what she is to do while her head begins to spin. She is to go to the front desk of the motel with her coat only buttoned halfway yet just enough to let the guy know she’s naked,and ask for the keys to the room *which I had all arranged so they give them to her*. Than she is to unbutton her coat and let it fall open as she proceeds to the room and just as she opens the door,she is to take the instructions that are on the table next to the door along with her blindfold. On her

Loss Of Love And The Rebirth Of My Life: Part 1
Ok, I have two pics in my gallery... One of me and my Ex-Fiance, Christina, and another with Christina and her daughter... To begin this, I'll have to start from the end. It took me 3 weeks and on the last day, the Riverside Sheriff's department to get it back. She wouldn't budge on the matter and she knew that it was driving me mad because she could play it as a bargaining chip because she did want to get back together even though I was through with being in a blissful hell. My mother had given me a ring years ago on Valentin's Day, it's my most precious object, and Christina knew it. I met her while I was on the job. I had just gotten promoted as an Assistant Director for a day program in Corona, CA working with developmentally disabled adults. I was in my office going over the piles and piles of training procedures that i needed to memorize for this particular position, and she walks in to my office. She was looking to apply for the position of support staff (individual staf

The Beginning
This is the jorney of lone wolf our son it all started when we found him alone in this place that looked like there was a battle that had been brutaly fought.Bodys lying every where.His parents had tried to protect him by covering him with there own bodies and died protecting him.We found him cold,alone,and beraly holding on to life at the edge of the forest.We took him home and raised him as our own.As he grew we noticed that he was very different.Lone wolf was always in the forest,he never wanted to stay out of the forrest.He was always around the animals and beasts he would talk to them and they looked like they could understand him and they would speak back to him in there own way I guess.Lone wolf didnt look like us but we loved him just the same.His hair was white and his eyes were grey and cold looking.he could change his face into anything he wanted,but we urged him not to change it .Because he would frighten off all his freinds.he aventualy quit.When he got older he told us ab

Today
whats up everyone? here is my first blog...today is filled with a bunch of errands like picking up my dry cleaning and washing my car...maybe a little shopping as well...tomorrow is football time and my chargers are going into to kansas city which is going to be tough... as for when i get back, i hope to have some love from everyone on my list...i started to delete some people due to not hearing from them in awhile...hopefully i wil have some new pics upload along with delete some old ones...so hit me up later

Women Stay Safe
Call 77 YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. * Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind her. One policeman went

My Poem
Take me to the place I know Where milk and honey flow To the depths of innocence we are then united With the inner-self we’ve kept hidden and spited And say “I welcome you friend to the world” Of once you thought were nightmares and rejections swirled Of incantations of wicked priests That denied your spirit the freedom of peace Pain is the lesson, but is not the life For those who do not learn, will continue to struggle in strife Be brave, take charge and make it real Hold your heart and make it feel Again..

Poor Pale Thin Girl
she is a lonely girl pale pale girl she is never spirited she is cold and pale and blue she sits in her tiny room comparing her self to nothing as she never exsplores the world shes sits in her room like a doll still and exspressionless she is young and she is old she was born and she will die she feels nothing any more the thoughts have long gone past she waites for death like a passenger of a train waiting for her departure this frain pal thin girl cuts her flesh this is the only time you can feel anything the pain shocks her the blood warms her alive for a moment then the cuts they dry and she goes cold standing still once again she looks in the mirrer her plush soft dry mouth sunkin in the one corner, here pale blue eyes grey depression writen all over her pale thin face she gathers into a corner with a pillow on the floor a small balnkette she uses when she weeps to sleep she is what society has made of her her

Writing, Authors Books
So I have to say I am actually getting into The CHildren of Men bye P.D. James. At first I was annoyed with her constant use complex language but as I keep reading it isn't bugging me as much.. Hey maybe it is an English thing and all writers from England speak/write like that. WHo knows, needless to say I have begun to finally enjoy the book and am waiting to see when the pregnant girl shows up... I know there has to be one cause my son showed me the previews of the movie based on the book (why I wanted to read it) and well someone has to get pregnant because what would be the point of the book if it was just about THE END OF MAN. It wouldn't be called THe Children of Men just The End of Men or maybe even Dead men walking or something funky like that. Today I was thinking about different writers etc.. and also about some of the writers on some of the readers groups I belong too. We are a strange group us writers. Sometimes a very ego maniac group (me included sometimes) I get a ki

B
"Those who survived the San Francisco earthquake said, "Thank God, I'm still alive." But, of course, those who died, their lives will never be the same again." - Barbara Boxer, Senator ***maybe cos theyre dead, but hey im just a simpleton here "City fathers were hoping to raise enough money to erect a new bronze statue of the Duck of Wellington." - BBC commentator ***and of course the DUKE of wellington had no probs with this new adition "I don't think the Republicans can damage my character." - Bill Clinton, former U.S. President *** because i do a pretty dam good job of it myself "Politics gives guys so much power that they tend to behave badly around women. And I hope I never get into that." - Bill Clinton, former U.S. president *** well ya fucked up there dint ya buddy, i think ramming ya dick down monicas throat counted as being badly behaved lol "You know the one thing that's wrong with this country? Everyone gets a chance to have their fair say." -

Whirlpool (a Song)
Spinning, whirling Thoughts are racing I cannot fight What I'm now facing Pulling me down Into the chasm below I stop struggling now For this I know Sink or swim? There's no choice now The whirlpool's spinning And dragging me down Live or die? Laugh or cry? Are you forgetting this story's setting? Down down Pulling me down Down down No turning back now Down down Dragging me down Down down No use fighting now Sink or swim? There's no choice now The whirlpool's spinning And dragging me down Live or die? Laugh or cry? Are you forgetting this story's setting? Sink or swim? Live or die? Laugh or cry? There's no choice now

Things
ive felt the world come crashing in I can feel myself giving in I am tired lonely sick and scared I am afraid to know you and I dont dare to let you in my world at all I can feel im setting up for a fall because we dont want the same things and I cant take another day of being second best or being just like all the rest and not being the only one its easier to just be done and never let myself reach out and take no chances or erase all doubt and return to the man I used to be in the darkness you will comfot me but this wont happen and its wrong someone always seems to come along and take my place as the one I will never try again im done

Friends/pics/luv??
PLEASE PLEASE send me a private message if you are on my friends list (new or old) and I haven't gotten around to rating/commenting your pics. I really do try to stay on top of it because all of you are always so good about giving love on my photos. But with my son going into surgery & all, I have had a totally blonde memory lapse. just shoot me a quick PRIVATE message letting me know & that way I'll be able to systematically show love to anyone I've overlooked. Love you all!!

To Sha......
Imagine yourself sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing only a black velvet choker which accents the smooth lines of your neck and shoulders, and sheer thigh-high black stockings which give your firm legs a delicious sheen. As I walk in, I catch a faint hint of your perfume- something delicate and quite exotic, unlike anything I've ever smelled before. I get even a stronger dose as I crouch beside you and kiss you gently behind your right ear, inhaling your clean, fresh smell along with that wonderful perfume. Pulling back, I look for a moment into your clear dark eyes before kissing you, gently but firmly, on your velvet lips. After a moment, we break the kiss, only to start another, with more passion in it.. and then another, and another. As we kiss, I run my fingers through your hair and down onto your neck, lightly scratching down your spine, then back up in large circles across your naked back. You shiver, and as you press closer against me I can feel your nipples harden agains

Friends In Low Places-garth Brooks
Blame it all on my roots I showed up in boots And ruined your black tie affair The last one to know The last one to show I was the last one You thought you'd see there And I saw the surprise And the fear in his eyes When I took his glass of champagne And I toasted you Said, honey, we may be through But you'll never hear me complain 'Cause I've got friends in low places Where the whiskey drowns And the beer chases my blues away And I'll be okay I'm not big on social graces Think I'll slip on down to the oasis Oh, I've got friends in low places. Well, I guess I was wrong I just don't belong But then, I've been there before Everything's all right I'll just say goodnight And I'll show myself to the door Hey, I didn't mean To cause a big scene Just give me an hour and then Well, I'll be as high As that ivory tower That you're livin' in (THIRD VERSE) I guess I was wrong I just don't belong But then, I've been there before And everything is alright

Help Me Out!!!
I'm gonna do some "illegal" downloading to get some songs to burn onto a couple of cd's before I split. If you're reading this, give me some ideas for great "on the road" songs!! To give you and idea of what I like....Fav. r&b artist: Stevie Wonder, rock: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, Hip-Hop: Jay-Z, Slum Village, Punk: Misfits, Ramones, Jazz: John Coltrane, Miles Davis, Classical: Mozart, Mahler...... Help a brotha out!!! Good over the road songs!! I'd appreciate it!! :)

Evanescence Sweet Sacrifice Lyrics
It's true, we're all a little insane. But it's so clear, Now that I'm unchained. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny. Sweet sacrifice. One day I'm gonna forget your name, And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. (I dream in darkness I sleep to die, Raise the silence, Erase my life, Our burning ashes Blacken the day, A world of nothingness, Blow me away.) So you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me.

What Body Part Am I Attracted To???
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis83%Abs/Stomach67%Boobs67%Face58%Butt33%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com This quiz is right on the money :D

Lacuna Coil Without A Reason Lyrics
Will you wash my feet again With the tears I've cried out? Will you save me from my selfishness? Feels like talking to a wall In this universe I'm lost As I keep on searching On and on without a reason Here I come to show you, Our path it is your heart I'm melting into you Our destiny so cruel In the journey of my existence I felt strong in my believes Could I find a better way to This reality? Feels like talking to a wall In this universe I'm lost As I keep on searching On and on without a reason Here I come to show you, Our path it is your heart I'm melting into you Our destiny so cruel Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall I'm melting into you Our destiny so cruel Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall Feels like talking to a wall

*does The Patented Codi Happy Dance*
My divorce was officially final at 1155 yesterday!! YAY! Feel free to write and congradulate me, it's a good thing. I went out with my "friend" john and had an awesome time. we don't usually go out (we usually stay in... my bed) but yesterday was a day to celebrate. we went to my favorite hole-in-the-wall italian resturant and saw The Marine (the one with john cena.. YUM!!). then we came back to my place and commenced with the real celebration. He's so good i wish i could take him with me when i leave for virginia but i'm sure i'll find someone(or many someones) to take his place. Just an FYI, just because a woman enjoys sex and has multiple partners it doesn't mean she's a slut. One must consider the caliber of men she is bedding, and i only bed highest of calibers. but i digress.... I'M DIVORCED, I'M SINGLE AGAIN, HUZZAH!! HOORAH!! YAY!! *insert any and all other sounds of happyness here*

Sex
a sexual relationship is when that beautiful,graceful,lrical sailing vessel comes in and you get on bored and you go off into the setting sun and get intertwined together becouse you now are two hearts beating very nearly as one and the flesh is explored like a vast and wonderous uncharted land with mysteries behind every ridge and cranny and you know deep in your heart that this is it,this is the moment when everything finaly comes together and the blood rushes to your brain and you are drowned in exquisite sensation.baked in the pitiless sun until i cried-screamed with my soul for relief...

U Gonna Fail???
Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we >>> grow older, it's important to keep mentally alert. If you don't use it, >>> you lose it! Below is a very private way to gauge your loss or non-loss >>> of intelligence. >>> Take the test presented here to determine if you're losing it or not. >>> The spaces below are so you don't see the answers until you've made your >>> answer. >>> >>> >>> OK, relax, clear your mind and begin. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 1. What do you put in a toaster? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," give up now and do something else. >>> Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, bread, go to Question 2. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk." What do cows drink? >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk," don't >

A Suicide
A friend of mine had a death in the family of a 16 yearold nephew ... he could not get over a break up ... life is so fragile. Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul mean so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one will ever care And all life holds is more pain Lost innocents driven insane No freedom to be and live in peace Only death look like a release Put the gun to the head Who will care about the dead Passed so young and without hope No solution at the end of the rope Did he matter to any at all Who felt the pain of his last fall Weep and cry your bitter sweet tears You thought you knew him through the years Yet none could ever cross the line So all who knew him thought him fine Till he lost what mattered most Drove him to give up the ghost What a waste to quit life they say But did we know him on that day Did we care and look deep inside For all the pains that

Pete's Lc Anonymous
I'm taking memberships now for the LC Anonymous. Folks that sign up will have to recite the LC Prayer and follow the following 12 Step Program: 12 Step Program of Recovery for LC Addicts: 1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my newspaper like I used to, before the LC. 2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. 3) I will get dressed before noon. 4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the LC. 5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are LC-deprived. 6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the LC. 7) I will read a book...if I still remember how. 8) I will listen to those around me and their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the LC. 9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. 10) I will try and get out of the

Not Fair To Me...
why is it that when you're talking to someone and getting to know them... and everything seems fine and dandy to you... do people just all of a sudden not talk to you??? or block you??? or whatever? without saying a word or giving a reason why... making you feel like you did something completely wrong or said something to piss them off. if you are talking to me... or getting to know me... please do not just buzz off without telling why first... i'm one of those people that need a reason because i can't just say "well fine, fuck you then." if you don't want to talk to me anymore. i need to know whether or not i did anything wrong or did anything/said anything to piss you off or make you uncomfortable. i just ask that people just let me know... that's all. is that too much to ask? **cry**

Wicca Is
Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset,the forest in the light of glowing moon,a meadow enchanted by the light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautifil flower, the gental caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. TO be a Witch is to be a healer, a teacher, a seeker, a giver, and a protector of all things. blessed be, ~~~Anon~~~

The Start Of A New Era
well the cheating spouse has finalized her escape to live with the home wrecker...being a single parent with two children isn't what it is cracked up to be...thank god for the kids and of course the RAY...dogs are always loyal...people could learn from them

It's Gotta Go Somewhere
Well, for whatever reason, I can't seem to reach Blogger tonight. Hope that's not the case with everyone ... my sites will get lonely. ;) But, since I can't get there to post what I was going to post, I'll post it here. Why not. Now, some of you might find this trivial, and I admit, 95% of it IS trivial. I don't put much stock in such things. I have bigger and better targets for my attention. I am not a handsome man. That photo of me is rather deceptive - it's me, alright, but hey, I'm wearing a hat and sunglasses, and the colors are all funky. It's not just artistic. Normally this doesn't bother me. I'm not a brick shithouse in the muscles department, and, well, I've bad teeth. Very bad. Nothing I can do about it; I was born with a low enamel count and I've had the teeth I do about ten years longer than the dentists and doctors told me I would, so I count myself lucky. Eventually, I'll have the 6 grand nessasary to get all new stuff, but until then I don't smile much and

Enough!!
When is enough, enough? I really dont know! I keep asking myself to just walk away, give it up, ignore all the bullshit. Nothing is worth this!! I think we all deserve to be happy however that may be attained, but we all deserve happiness. I dont want to spend my life fighting and I am so tried of having to give up everything for someone else. Do I ever appear to be selfish? Wow...I have heard that more than I care too. All I want to do is be real. I am not trying to create somebody I am not...Oh well...having a shitty weekend if you all cant tell. I think I am going to have to go to a deserted island and meet a native that doesnt speak English and make him my boy toy...lol

New One
Friends they start out and, friends they will always be. Her mind wonders with, every thought every sound. In her mind a picture, of his face is found. Searching her heart and, her mind. She thinks of what, she'd leave behind. All of the memories, of the past. But what she wants, and needs could time erase? What she longs for, his embrace. She'll sit and wait, as long as love takes. Her hopes and fears, change every day. But in her heart he'll forever stay.

Moving
Hey all my lc friends I just wanted to tell everyone who stops by and show me love don't be mad if I don't reply right back I've preparing to move so I will be without my computer and all my friends thats trapped in it lol for about a month! I will be back to return the love asap!! Until then everybody take care! Meka

Transfer Of A Blog
So if anyone read my profile they would see that I love to write...mostly short stories/erotica.. so I thought I would share some of my past stories here..and then as I find inspirations, share some new ones..So here goes..Story #1... if I get some good feedback/comments..then I'll post more! Wanna go to the park with me? It's dark out.. and I drive.. my face flushed knowing that you will not be pleased.. I'm late.. we have been planning this meeting for days now.. even down to what I was to wear for you.. I arrive and you are standing by your car.. the moonlight shining on your face.. you look at me and smile.. only making me squirm more.. I walk slowly to you.. and you reach your hand out to me.. we walk over to a picnic table that is somewhat hidden out of the way.. but someone could still see us.. I sit down on top of the table and you come up between my legs.. We kiss.. we haven't spoken a word yet.. but our lips meet saying everything for us.. As we kiss you unbutton my to

How Bi-sexual Are You?
You are 90% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Great Song
don't know how to put the song up.... so the lyrics will do. All that I need -- Blind Melon All that I need is the air that I breathe And all that I need are things I don’t need And all that really matters Is what matters to me(hee..hee) And who of you are like me If I was to smile and I held out my hand And opened it now would you not understand Because you know if I’m to benefit I’ll do everything that I can And who of you are like me It will make you feel good Over my shoulder It will get me down And got me tied up Til’ I grow older But feel me inside of you Like you want it to But is it just the pains in your head That are thrilling me Another life’s...falling down onto it’s knees But I’ll never smile the way That I did like that day.... Everything will be ok...... It’ll be ok......

Why M&m's Are Wiccan
MM = Merry Meet Round shape for wheel of the year, cycle of seasons Skins are different colors, but the inside is the same chocolate, because we are all related. Associations with the colors: Red = South Green = West Dark Brown = North Yellow = East Orange = For the Solar God Light Brown = For the Earth Mother (Copper Woman) Blue = Sky Father Rotate the M & M: M = 13th letter of alphabet, and there are 13 witches in a coven 3 = Triple Goddess, three phases of moon W = Witchcraft, Wiccan E = Enlightenment, Enchantment of chocolate "Melt in your mouth, not in your hand"--God/dess's love must be experienced directly to appreciate. Also, God/dess will take care of you. Sweetness to remind us of how sweet the love of the God and Goddess is!

I Am Worth The Effort
I am a very open minded person... I have a husband who is very ok with me having "special freinds" online( yahoo ,here, the phone... ).... I am very loving and understanding, I am a strong and soulful woman... all i ask in return is someone who RESPECTS strong women and doesnt lie... has the time to get to know me... says what they mean... do what they say... and not rush things....I am VERY good to ppl who are good to me.... ppl that find my profile interesting... that may want to get to know me beyond my pics.... and not just sexually.... but also GENUINLY are interested in having a real connection...something to enhance their standing IRL relationship or keep them sane while they are on the dating scene... someone who will not leave me after a few days... but want me as a part of their life in ADDITION to their off-line life.... Guess the next step is u to whoever is ready for me...

Which Ones Are True Or Could Be
which ones are true or could be...comment it and tell me ARiES * -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great when found. -- The one -- So much love to give -- Very pretty. -- Outgoing. -- lovable -- Spontanious. -- Funny. -- Can get abnoxious -- Take you on trips to the moon in bed. -- excellent kisser -- EXTREMELY sexy. -- Loves being in long relationships.=) -- Addictive. -- Loud. -- best in bed

Missing You
I dont know how it happen , or just what to say . I'm missing my baby more and more , each and every day . I don't know what to say , but from the very start i knew the distance would tare my heart apart . I'm living each and every day knowing that you care. And wishing my baby was always gonna be there. We talk and talk , without any words.. We never say goodbye.. It's always i love you . And please don't cry ... I miss you so much every day .. And i know im wishing my life away.. But i can't wait for the day to come..When i know im going to run . Straight into your arms.. To my darling baby i just want to say i love you so very much with each passing day ..

Last Night...........yesssssssss!!!
OK so last night huby and I had tickets to The Christmas on Ice and we went. SO on Christmas Day watch and you will see us. We sat in the front row and cameras were on us ALOT!!!! I will be sitting beside an old man. I am wearing a white cami top!!! Then came the fun part!!!! After the ice skating was over, hubby asked waht I wanted to do since we had the sitter until 1:00 am. SO I told him tht i wanted to go to Cheetah's. Cheetah's is one of the best Strip Clubs here in Vegas. So we went and I got 2 laps dances from the hottest girl in the place. OMFG when we wer done we both were hot and dripping. I am soooooooooooo ready to go back!!! I had the most awesome time and hubby didn't mind bc when we got home he got what he wanted!!!! WINK WINK!!!

Lonely
ok so how is it that i have a bunch of friends and yet i am always alone? i spend hours and sometimes even days alone. i talk to these people and laugh but i rearly get out of teh house. i am fun and do want to go out but never seem to do. when i had a car it would sit in the parking spot tell it was time to go to work. i work bad hours true but you would think that at least one of my friends would want to stay up all night and hang out. i guess its my fault there i don't do drugs and feel no need to drink. iam not 21 so i guess a lot of it has to do with that. i move too much and don't go to parties with people i dont know. i don't really have any friends i'v been friends with for more than 2 years and even then they have friends they've been friends with for 10 plus years. so i ask you what does one have to do to find and keep friends. were does one find friends that work your silly shifts and wants to spend time with you. my best friends last week went out of town and didn't tell

A Man's Requirements By Elizabeth Barrett Browning
(That Elizabeth Barrett Browning... she's a funny one. Read this all the way through. Seriously. The last stanza's the best part.) A Man's Requirements by Elizabeth Barrett Browning I Love me Sweet, with all thou art, Feeling, thinking, seeing; Love me in the lightest part, Love me in full being. II Love me with thine open youth In its frank surrender; With the vowing of thy mouth, With its silence tender. III Love me with thine azure eyes, Made for earnest grantings; Taking colour from the skies, Can Heaven's truth be wanting? IV Love me with their lids, that fall Snow-like at first meeting; Love me with thine heart, that all Neighbours then see beating. V Love me with thine hand stretched out Freely -- open-minded: Love me with thy loitering foot, -- Hearing one behind it. VI Love me with thy voice, that turns Sudden faint above me; Love me with thy blush that burns When I murmur 'Love me!' VII Love me with thy thinking soul, Break

The Squirrel Of Death
(author unknown) I never dreamed that slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car, a brown furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel, and it must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals, and I really hate it on a motorcycle, but a squirrel should pose no danger to me. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Valkyrie with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mou

Goooooooood Morning!!!
What a refreshing morning. I have actually gotten some sleep the last couple of nights and I feel great. Yes, that is even in light of the fact I am still in this Gawd aweful place. DJ and I have been straining to get along. This is proving to be very rough on both of us, but thankfully my departure date grows closer and closer as I type these words. I'm sure we will both feel a great amount of release once that day finally arrives. It seems that I have been clinging tighter and tigher to Randy the past few days. He is just so special to me. I'm not sure that he will ever realize exactly how much he means to me. The sound of his voice is the only thing I long for during my waking hours. He is the first person I think about when I awaken and the last person I am thinking of as I fall asleep. I found out some wonderful news yesterday. Millisa will be bringing the kids home for Thanksgiving. I truly didn't expect that to happen so soon after Jayson passing away. It will be wonder

She Walks
She walks down this lonely street no-one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm her ever present fears Seeing life through a tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she can not quell Memories ne'ev to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day Copyright ©2006 Dj Crazee

Without Love
Without Love there is no happiness Without happiness there is no light No light burning in your heart You are Lifeless And you become so weak and fragile You feel as if you can not move And i know this because i am here Crushing from the inside out Lifeless from the outside in But he doesnt know how i am sinking I was always in too deep Drowning in the love i have for him I feel as if i am approaching the bottom Miles below the surface away from the light I try to swim up but the closer i get to being free The more i want to drown So i am stuck in the middle Trapped by my own conscience I reach for him and he puts out his hand hesitantly And thats where my saying comes in When you hesitate you die And thats when i realized I would rather drown than make you happy

Drink Whiskey Lmao
A professor of chemistry wanted to teach his 5th grade class a lesson about the evils of liquor, so he produced an experiment that involved a glass of water, a glass of whiskey, and two worms. "Now, class, closely observe the worms," said the professor while putting a worm into the water. The worm in the water writhed about, happy as a worm in water could be. He then put the second worm into the whiskey. It curled up and writhed about painfully, then quickly sank to the bottom, dead as a doornail. "Now, what lesson can we learn from this experiment?" the professor asked. Johnny, who naturally sits in back, raised his hand and wisely, responded confidently, "Drink whiskey and you won't get worms."

Ain't No Other Man For Me:
Aint no other man, not another one for me. When you came into my world you made forget the pain that i had inside.You became my light in the dark, stars in the night. Never going to need, another man. The only one for, style and class but mine. Not like any other, special and only for me. Enter my life like, a hurricane!! Mean the world, but always so much more. I understand tears, don't want to see me cry. Ain't no other man, no not another like you. Been my shoulder, my net when i fall hard. Come into my world, like a earthquake. Style and class, enough to keep up with me! Not another, never going to be another, like you and loved you!! You are my sun and my rock.

Dream
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

Gently
The small of her cigarette smoke permiates his nostrils as he sits back in the chair and turns on the DVD. She walks by him a slight grin on her lips and still facing him slides her body to her knees never leaving contacy with his body from her hand. Once she was down her hand trailed from his shoulder, down over his chest to teasingly flick over the nipple and then down to his belly, thigh then knee. Once pleased with herself and his reaction she turn around positioned between his legs and settled to watch the movie with him. She never knew what the movie was as his fingers found themselves in her hair, stroking back and forth along her scalp and drawing his fingernails--just long enough to scratch and dig--from the crown of her forhead and back down to the top of her spine. He listened with a great sense of pride as soft moans escaped her lips and noted she was even having trouble drinking her beer and smoking her cigarette. He found himself dragging and pulling at her hair, t

I Have Not Been Hiding.
I want to let all my friends and family know that I have not been hiding. I miss being on here. The reason that I have not been on here is because I found out on Wednesday that my youngest son has a hernia and he has been hurting alot in his stomach and I just cannot seem to keep him off my lap. The dr that he was seeing don't want to do anything about it so I have found him a new dr that is going to see him on 11-2. Cannot wait to go see the dr I am hoping the new dr will do something about it instead of making my child suffer like the peditrician is doing that just saw him on Wed. So everyone don't get upset or mad if you dont see me on for a few days or im not answering comments back right away I will get to it as soon as i can.

Lost An Angel
She doesn't know where i'm going, I left her standing outside. I'm sorry if I hurt you hun, You know I never tried. I didn't know that angels, could make me feel this way. But i can hear you that you're leaving, in the things you just wont say. Talk to me my darling, make any little sound. I'm sorry that you can't love me, still I hang around. Am I doing any favors, or is this all a dream. Since I lost you my angel, things aren't what they seem. Is it any wonder, I forgotten how to feel. Don't you know in your silence, it's my voice that you still. Is there any hope now, or am I just another clown. Don't know if I can take it, since you're not around. But I hope, I pray, I dream of another day. I sing, i cry, and I don't know what to say. Devl

Tribute Poem To Owen Hart
IN MEMORY OF OWEN HART From our sight he is gone But in our hearts forever he lives on. From this world he was suddenly taken Leaving millions of hearts achin'. Oh Lord, this can't be true, Please bring him back, we ask of you. Guess you have more important plans, But why you took him, we don't understand. You took him to your home up in the sky, Now, all that's left to say is We miss you Owen, rest in peace For now we must say goodbye. Written by Vicki Joiner Sun. Oct. 22, 2006 In Memory of Owen Hart JUST SOME FACTS ABOUT OWEN COURTESY OF THE ROCK Wrestler: Owen Hart (1965-1999) Real Name: Owen James Hart Birthday: May 7, 1965 Died: May 23, 1999 Hometown: Calgary, Alberta Marital Status: Married, Martha; Two kids. Height & Weight: 5'10" - 227 lbs Trained by: Stu Hart Debut: May 30, 1986 Previous Gimmicks: Owen James (WWF) The Blue Blazer (WWF) "The Rocket" "Slammy Award Winning" "The King of Harts" "The Black Hart" Finishing Move:

A Quick Update
So it has been 5 weeks and I still do not have my car back. My insurance only covered 30 days of rental and I still had to pay 100 dollars extra for that. So, am I pissed? Uhh Hell yeah! I WANT MY CAR BACK!!! Ugh....

Loving You !!!
I don't just love you for my heart .... but i do love you for my soul cause that the only space you and God contain ... And What if what i feel for you isn't love ... then i would rather die ,rather than living without you .... I only wish that you could know the way that i feel about you girl, you wouldn't want to lose me ... I do know that we have faced a lot of difficult times, pls don't be mad ... pls give me a second chance ... girl i love you, i want you to be the mother of my kids, i need you in my life and no one can ever take away your space from me ...I only wish that you could know the way that i feel about you girl, you wouldn't want to lose me ... I do love you much more than any word could ever express Written and composed by Wale Shodiya

Blah
i am soooo confused and dont know what to do and well i might just leave LC because of it so if ur a friend of mine and we talk often then i will give u my yahoo screen name and we can talk on there if i decide to leave

The Purfect Couple
perfect couple..... debora and jeff look how good we look togather . if anyone can will you make us a picture with both of us in it,like a background or something plz i would be very greatful thank ya and love ya your friend debora love you jeff

Love This Site
i only been here for a few days and have grown to love this site and want to thank everyone thats been so sweet and awww hope you keep sending the comments there so kewl and have fun and thanks to everyone patty

Life, Not Always Grand!
This month has turned out to be truely crummy! It started with my hubby getting a ruling on a court date he had with his ex over child support. He was out of work, not by choice, for 2 months, and got behind. The judge decided, with much help from his ex (she has taken him to court now around 70 times, give or take), that he needs to pay off the child support in full (around $3000) by Nov. 21, or face 90 days in jail. Now what kills me is, the state had no problem with him being a little behind, he already has a new job, and the money is once again being taken out of his pay. The only reason the ex took him to court was to destract from him being upset that his 14yr old daughter is being allowed to date a 23yr old man.... Where is the justice in this world??? Yesterday, something funny, although painful happened to add to my month. I was shopping with two of my kids, not really paying much attention to where they were pushing me. They ended up crushing my finger in between t

The Day She Said Good-bye
the day she said good-bye i cried the day she said good-bye i asked if it ment forever the day she said good-bye i wish i could hold her and make her nightmares disapear the day she said good-bye is the day i died

New Love
I've got a new boyfriend. His name is Cody, and he's great. I'm very excited. Man, I have to work on Halloween, that's gonna suck. I've gotta close at Starbucks. I hate closing by myself. Oh and if any of y'all want to chill, holla. Lol, I'm so white.

Being A Christian
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff-- including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see. This was passed on to me from another pumpkin. Now, it is your turn to pass it to a pumpkin. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch. Happy Fall!

Not Real!!!
dear mom dear dad, the time has come. i'm being called HOME, something i can't ignore... not anymore. when i go, when you'v found me, lifeless and cold, give me a helena dress and a funeral, timeless and old. i tried, u must understand, to be the best i could... i fought life but i lost i did wat i would... tell them warn them against wat i'v done tell the ones who care i loved them from day one. tell my sister she can have my room. tell my friends not to blame themselves for my doom. tell the kids at school the news they wont care they just want their drugs and booze. plz dont hate me i didnt mean to cause you pain i'm so sorry i wasnt sane...

First Blog.
Well I just did a massive friends cut. Out of 43 people I believe I have 10 left. I only cut due to people who don't talk to me, so really it was nothing personal. I just don't want to have hundreds on my list for no reason. The people who I left, that I don't talk with, are people I'd like to talk to. If that makes sense. I am not really much for writing blogs or doing anything with these sites to be honest. I've been pretty busy with work and school. I found a new addiction and it's name is World of Warcraft. I was afraid to play it because I heard it was so addictive but of course I played it, and now i'm hooked. I have played over 60 hours in just under 2 weeks. Oh well, it takes my mind off of things. I am open to new suggestions to clear my mind though, lol. So if you have any let me know. Yeah just wanted to post about the friends cut and I got off track. Also there may be some new pictures of me soon. Keyword : may.

We Said Goodbyetoday
Found this....had written a few years ago... We said goodbye today. As you held me close You kissed me gently The sweet tenderness of your touch Still clinging in a sweet balm of memories The gentleness of your voice Still whispers in my ear Then it hits me that you are gone And my heart floods with emptiness My soul cries in despair No more to feel your tender embrace No more to taste your sweet lips No more to hear you gentle voice call my name. We said goodbye today.

Pet Rules
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to max

Inviting Your Mom To Dinner?
Inviting Your Mother For Dinner....Priceless Brian Hester invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but keep noticing how beautiful Brian's roommate, Stephanie, was. Mrs. Hester had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Stephanie, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, Mrs. Hester started to wonder if there was more between Brian And Stephanie than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Stephanie and I are just roommates." About a week later, Stephanie came to Brian saying,"Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: Dear Mother: I'm not saying that you "

Contests
Since I have been asked to delete a comment I have left someone in a contest, I will no longer be voting for anyone in a contest. I have way too many friends and I will not delete a comment I have given. To be asked to delete a comment is just plain rude. If you do not want to be friends with me because I will not vote for you then delete me off of your friends list.

My Fav 1
~Promises MADE~ Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

Aaadd
THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE EVER READ....AND IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN DIAGNOSED YET...DON'T WORRY...U WILL BE, LOL! Recently, I was diagnosed with : A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my d

The Artist
An artist asked the gallery owner if there had been any interest in his paintings currently on display. "I've got good news and bad news," the owner replied. "The good news is that a gentleman inquired about your work and wondered if it would appreciate in value after your death. When I told him it would, he bought all fifteen of your paintings." "That's wonderful!" the artist exclaimed, "What's the bad news?". With concern, the gallery owner replied, "The guy was your doctor."

Pfffffft....
i give up on everything now......im gettin irritated and everyone is jus thinkin its all a joke! id rather talk to a brick wall right now it wont talk back and it'll let mii vent out all i need to. wha good will it do mii tho? fawk it u ppl kno how to reach mii i guess......

Lol, O I Could See This Happening
A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar and orders a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway butt naked. Man, she is one fine looking woman!" The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!" The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks him square in the eyes and says.. "Grandpa ,....... Go home, you're drunk.

Stolen My Heart
I learned my heart is being shared today. By one so small, a whisper of my thoughts. I am overwhelmed by the love I now share. I heard the heartbeat today. The one that is growing so close to mine. It makes me weak in the knees and giddy. I felt the one near my heart move today. My love grows more as they grow each day. I pray they are okay and healthy. I hold the one who stole my heart today. I counted his fingers and toes. He is perfect to me I watch the one who stole my heart grow. He grows more day by day. He is growing so fast. I heard the one who stole my heart. "I love you Mommy" I was told My heart was still for a moment. And then stolen again. My heart has been stolen by my son.

The Mainman's Retirement (adult)
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighbourhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he noticed a dollar

Can't Win (adult)
A woman was shaking out a rug on the balcony of her 17th floor condominium when a sudden gust of wind blew her over the railing. "Damn, that was stupid," she thought as she fell. "What a way to die." As she passed the 14th floor, a man standing at his railing caught her in his arms. While she looked at him in disbelieving gratitude, he asked, "Do you suck?" "No!" she shrieked, aghast. So, he dropped her. As she passed the 12th floor, another man reached out and caught her. "Do you screw?" he asked. "Of course not!" she exclaimed before she could stop herself. He dropped her, too. The poor woman prayed to God for one more chance. As luck would have it, she was caught a third time, by a man on the eighth floor. "I suck! I screw!" she screamed in panic. "Slut!" he said, and dropped her.

Untitled
Bite me, vampire, drink my blood. I assure you it tastes good. I want to be a vampire, too, I want to hunt for blood with you, Wander together through the night, And share all blood 'till morning light. At daytime I'll lay in your arms And sleep all day, so nice and warm. It will be great, just you and me, Vampires together, wait and see. Never be lonely, never blue, Because, my vampire, I love you.

No Speaka Da English
A bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated converstion. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following... Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. "In this country . we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives" Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex? "I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell "Mississippi'." I'VE GOT $5.00 THAT SAYS YOU'RE GONNA READA THIS AGAIN,

Very Cool Site .. Of Where I Go Hiking
Check it out . they are amazing .. the updated dateline is over 300 million years old .. Ill be posting more pics of the area as time goes on and I get up there more .. Hope you enjoy http://www.offroaders.com/album/clearfield/clear1099/bilgers.html

Friend Getting Married
Okay, call me crazy, but don't you need more then 3 months to know a person before you get on the marrying bandwagon? Well, it might be because I'm 24 and my friend is 36. No boyfriend, no sex, no nothing, ever. Until I introduced her to Jarod. Then it was sex, baby, marriage all in less then three months. Anyway, last weekend, I got roped into wedding shopping with them. Talk about depressing. Yeah, sometimes the marriage bug does hit me, especially when things like that are thrown in my face. And when you know her fiance wants to have sex with you making things even more uncomfortable. I do not want to do that again.

My Name Is Meth
I found this poem as a bulletin post and i liked it so much that i wanted to put it in my blog. My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you - in schools and in towns, I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, if this scared you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go , but try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll ste

Calloused (song Lyrics And Music To Go With It.)
Love Sex n Death CALLOUSED: (click the title "calloused" on the player. (Verse)In spite of everything I try to gather up a smile-as you pelt me with pain in a modern crucifixion style-and though I’m in the dark you never miss-as i lean towards the lips of a Judas kiss-no sign of the cross motioned over your chest-with a scripture of words that you’ve always quoted best-cause your gospel of truth was a gospel of lies-in the sweet choir voice of broken promise lullabies (Chorus)How do you live with yourself--when half of the time you’re someone else ?-destroying my dreams, how can you sleep ?-you count the times like counting sheep, that you-calloused my heart, calloused my love, calloused my pain, calloused it all (Verse)A controversial life it makes your world-revolve all around you, your modus operandi girl-and now you’ve turned your back but it’s me you spin-your skull fuck insanity setting in-you being so cold is chilling to me-like tapping the

Three New Songs!!!
Hey cool cats, Zepman here...was thinking about including some REO Speedwagon into my repertoire, and while listening to "Time For Me To Fly", I realized he (Gary Richrath, REO's now former guitarist/songwriter) was not playing it in standard tuning, but rather, in open D...which then led me to wonder if there were any other songs I could do in this tuning, since changing a 12-string's tuning is a slight pain, especially live. I found that by using a capo on the second fret, I could now easily be in an open E tuning, which would allow me to play both "She Talks To Angels" by the Black Crowes, and, "In My Time Of Dying" by Led Zeppelin (using slide of course)...so now with three songs, it makes it worth my while to change tunings (and besides, open tunings sound soooo cool, lol!!!) Up to 72 songs on my playlist now...! Hope I'm not boring you all to death, Cheers, Zepman

Cherry
Don't spoil it....just do it Pick a fruit and comment, then pass it on >>> >>>Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these: >>> >>>1. Orange >>> >>>2. Apple >>> >>>3. Banana >>> >>>4. Coconut >>> >>>5. Pineapple >>> >>>6. Papaya >>> >>>7. Mango >>> >>>8. Cherry >>> >>>9. Black Grapes >>> >>>10. Peach >>> >>>11. Custard Apple >>> >>>12. Pear >>> >>>What is your pick??? >>> (Pick before you scroll down ........... Do Not CHEAT!!! >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>ORANGE - If orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who has enduring patience and willpower. You like to do things slowly, but very thoroughly and are completely unda unted by hardwork. You tend to be shy, but are reliable and trustworthy friend. You have an aesthetic bent of mind. You select your partner with care and you love with all your heart, and not in for just a fling. You avoid conflict at all costs >>> >>> >>> >>>APPLE - If apple is your favorite fr

Post From Tagworld.
The top is a response to the bottom. The bottom is a response to me leaving a comment saying those who conflict with your point of veiw are an idiot. I made that comment on a post that he called my brother an idiot for sharing a point of view. Apparently it's only ok for some people to say what they find offensive. Some people have a view of all people should be offended by something if they are, and if they aren't offended by it, than no one should be offended by it. TO THE NO PORN GROUP LEADER — Sunday, October 22, 2006 yah, that's a big paragraph for someone who doesen't give a fuck....lol. dissagreeing doesn't make people stupid. And a different crowed isn't really a better crowed. It's just different. That's all. Avereage people are kinda borring anyway. They are way too quick to judge and critisize. I guess it's basicly your condesension, that bothers me more than anything. It's even more funny that you say if you don't like it, stay the fuck off our page.

My Sex Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neither 18. Spit o

Child Abuse Is All Around You.
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my b

Loss
We had a loss in the family my step-great-grandmother past away this morning around 2 a.m. but of course I just found out about it.....she was a wonderful woman that was very full of life and energy and she didnt take any shit off anyone I will miss her very much....

Horoscopes
Naughty Horoscopes... Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. Th

Yup
do you ever feel like dieing crying like your missing something in your life like you feel the world is crashing right in front of you that theres noone there to help you noone there to catch you while you fall that your life is pointless yeah.....

Grrrrrr
wtf is peoplez issues like really ,, just cause ur in a bad fucken mood does that mean to take it out on everyone else huh does it make you feel better about your self or what like fuck sakes.......justs cause ur in a bad mood u think everyone else has to be too u SELFISH fuck!!!! i cat fucken stand it i swear im sooo gonna explode..... i feel like im a lil fricken kid again living at home with mommy an daddy... damn its like life is always full of do's a dont's an in my case its like almost a jail some times.... why are people sooo damn misrible huh dont u losers have anything in life to just be HAPPY about!!! huh grrr it makes meee sooo mad.. then i get mad at my self for it makes no sense.... damn people if ur not in a good mood dont fucken take it out on other go some where where ur not around others just to degrade em or make em wanna fucken hit u an not stop.......id keep going about this an get it all out but really i hate it an its way to much fricken drama for me sooo im go

Rough Sex
RoUgh Sex... Body: A hug leads to a kiss... A kiss leads 2 A finger... A finger leads to A hand... A hand leads to A lick... A lick leads to A suck... A suck leads 2 A fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math... U add the bed... Subtract the clothes... Divide the legs... Leave your solution... And pray you dont MULTIPLY! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4 -10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke... Someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whiten's your teeth Having nice sex burne's 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it h

How Many Times Should I Say
i try an say the words i go throught the acts i walk the line i shudder from this act i see th look in your eyes i kills me so wondering how i can say baby this can't go on i know this will hurt i feel tears fall down i try an control my fears i know this must be done but baby how can i do this when you've been the only one i know you may learn to hate me this i hope not for even apart my love shall never stop

A Poem/song Lyric
An original by yours truly. One of my favorites. Sinann's Eye June 24, 2004 With the lazy ways of water You are flowing gently by And with the rage of a flood You're inclined to change your mind Mecurial at the best of times Always under Sinann's eye. With a drizzle of sweet tears I swell your foolish pride Then an emotional tempest Makes you split your sides Descructive as a hurricane Always under Sinann's eye. Boiling into atmosphere Then settling in milky sky Force my head into the sidewalk And trickle back to apologize Confusing as the night is deep Always under Sinann's eye.

Tasty Pork Chops And Rice
5-6 pork chops season all (or seasoning to your taste) worcestershire sauce 1 can cream of chicken soup 4 oz tomatoe sauce (1/2 of an 8 oz can) 1 beef bouillon cube 2 cups boiling water 3/4 cup uncooked rice In large skillet brown the pork chops, covering them with Season-All to taste and Worcestershire sauce (I use the tines of a fork to pierce the chops so the sauce soaks through). While chops are browning, dissolve the beef cube in the boiling water. In a bowl, mix with the remaining ingredients. Remove chops from the skillet and set aside. Turn the heat down to low. Pour the rice mixture into the skillet; place the chops on top. Cover the skillet with a lid, immer on low heat 45 minutes, or until done. During the cooking, add water as needed to keep the mixture from drying out. When the rice is done and the chops are tender, serve.

Our Night Together
The night would not be long enough for what I would do to. First i'd take you out for dinner have a few drinks so that we could get loosened up and relax around each other. I'd take you home and give you a back massage with silky smooth oil. I'd start to move all over your body rubbing your neck, shoulders and stomach making sure to stay away from anything to get you too aroused...yet. After a good massage i'd start to slowly rub oil on your breast working ever so slowly towards your nipples. When I got to your nipples I would work them with my hands getting them as aroused as I can before bringing my mouth down onto them and licking them and then taking them into my mouth. I would slowly start to trail my tongue down to your vagina. I'd kiss your belly and work towards your legs. I'd kiss your butt and run my tongue all over you and keep kissing and licking closer to your vagina until your pushing your hips to my face begging for me to put my mouth there. I'd start slowly licking

Venting
Ok Ladies...im going to vent at u right now....just keep in mind that im tryin to help u with this situation that im going to describe....Ok today is SUNDAY...its the holy day for us GUYS...We are watching our football games and keeping to ourselves so that we dont get into any trouble that might occur..Now..when the game is in the 4th quarter and my team is down by 7 and they are ready to punch it into the end zone.....DONT CALL US TO COME DOWN TO HELP BRING IN THE GROCERIES...cant it wait til the game is over...i mean my roommate was pissed when she got home and i was like...its the end of the game...FUCKKKKKKKKKK...so please LADIES...wait til the end of the game to ask us to do something...PLEASE LOVE RUSS

Hanging Out At The Pumkin Patch
Wow what a day!!! Took lot's of pics going to see pumkins and even saw some reindeer heheheheh.. SO check out my pics. Well I have never done one of these blogs before. I spent a day with 4 wonderful Children and My Man. Who is so caring and sweet and love him to death...He treats Me like a Queen ... So nice to be so loved... SO I guess that is it for now....

Master Helped Me Writ This It Is Only A Partial Story The Rest Comes Later
You find a package of magazines and videos with a box in the closet. You decide to look at them and watch the videos. They all have very kinky scenes and are very graphic. You don’t know how they got there and right now you don’t care. All are of women in tight bondage and different outfits, all are wearing heavy makeup. You play with yourself and start using your toys. You forget yourself and dig into the box more. A box marked mind trainer is at the bottom. And suddenly you remember us talking about this device and how it is used to train your mind to mentally become whatever it is programmed to. You also remember begging me to program it for you, to program it to make you so much a slave that you could never refuse anything I tell you. Anything! I did get it for you but asked you never use it unless you wanted to become totally owned mind, body, and soul. I begged you not to because the effects cannot be reversed. You are still watching the super hardcore bondage video and playing

100% Me!!!!
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp o

Possessions
heh boy o boy its seriously fucked when a possession is more important than a person...when life dont matter cause u cant be the important thing in life...the tears and pain of the one u love not mattering cause of how important the possession is...has the world gottin so bad that a possession has become more important...wow hehe love is suppose to be the highlight of life...love is suppose to be the last peice to the puzzle...ha! love what a bunch of bullshit love aint no happy thing its a fucked up way to make more pain its a fucked up feeling...love rules all what a bunch of bullshit all love does is cuse even the strongest cry...makes even the strongest weak...so why love cause its human nature? shit give me a fucking break fuck human nature fuck society its really fucking sad that love makes ppl sit through torture and pain just because the yr hopin one day finally shit will change but its pretty fucking sad hope is all a lot of ppl have to hang on to...so many ppl cant say they r

Shave It, Baby.
So I shaved my head. Because, you know, why not? It was just sitting there, on top of my neck, looking all goofy and I wondered how odd it would look with no hair at all on it. It's a pretty damn weird head.

...but I'll Take Gucci....
You Are a Classic Gucci Bag You've got style mastered - because you stick with what works Like this Gucci Bag, you prefer classic items that stand the test of time You're also a bit of a practical girl, who prefers function over fluff You prefer a big bag, so that you can have your stuff with you at all times What Handbag Are You?

Sex
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Whips50%Chains/Handcuffs50%Bondage50%Blind Folds8%Biting8%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

You Might Be A Yuppie Biker If...
You Might Be a Yuppie Biker If: If you drink cappucino instead of beer. If you cant figure out why the battery on your new bike won't stay charged. If your trailer has more miles on it than your bike If your leathers still have creases If you don't ride your bike to work because it scuffs your penny loafers. If you move your bike and the grass is brown under the wheels. If your tatoos wash off. If you have doubled the weight of your bike with bolt on chrome. If you have never kick started a bike before. If you buy bikes as investments. If you refer to your bike as your "toy". If you wear a full face helmet If you wear a helmet If you wear earplugs If you really believe that there are bikes that come customized from the factory If the last time you went to the Harley dealer you came home with golfballs and a toilet seat If your Harley shirt has a coller If its not fun to ride unless someone sees you If you don't ride in the rain If you can't find

New Ink
Wuz up all you hot and sexy cherries. I got a new tatoo. stop by and tell me what you think and thanks to all my friends for all the nice words. I will be moving in a week so I will not be online for a few days. When I get all moved in a will send love all of you. thanks again I will be back soon..

You Know You're A Biker When...
You know you're a biker when... Any one of your bikes is worth more than your car. You choose an apartment solely on the basis of whether or not it is flat enough to ride into and how close the good roads/trails are. The first thing you ask when you regain consciousness is "How's my bike". You actually move farther from work so your bike commute will be longer. Your learn you have X money left over after paying bills and the first thing you do is reach for the nearest motorcycle catalog. You dream of winning the lottery, and the first thing you think of is "how many/which bikes can that money buy?" You can tell your significant other with a straight face that its too hot to mow the lawn then take off and go for a ride. You know the distance of every point of interest within 20 miles of your house as well as the location of every pot-hole along the way.

Murphy's Laws Or Motorcycling
Murphy's 10 Laws of Motorcycling 1.A motorcycle cannot fall over without an audience. 2.The odds of a motorcycle falling over are directly proportional to the size of the audience and of the owner's ego. (Newness and expense of the bike are contributing factors.) 3.Motorcycles are to yellow bugs as aircraft carriers once were to Kamikaze pilots. 4.You will not feel the need to go to the restroom until after you have put on your rainsuit. 5.The fact that your keys are still in your pants pocket will only become apparent after you have put on your gloves. 6.Quick fixes are so named for how long they stay fixed. 7.The only part you really need will also be the only part on permanent backorder. 8.Nothing is harder to start than a used motorcycle being shown to a prospective buyer. 9.You will never suffer a punctured tire on the road until you leave the repair kit at home. 10."Universal" accessories are so named because that is what you must search to find the bike

Why Motorcycles Are Better Than Women
Why motorcycles are better than women: Your motorcycle doesn't get upset when you forget it's birthday. You don't have to talk to your motorcycle after you ride it. You can choke your motorcycle. Your motorcycle doesn't get mad when you ignore it for a month or so. Motorcycles don't get jealous if you come home with grease under your fingernails. Motorcycles don't snore. Your motorcycle won't wake you up at 3:00 AM and ask you if you love it. Your motorcycle won't leave you for another rider. You don't have to pay child support / alimony to an ex-motorcycle. If you say bad things to your Motorcycles, you don't have to apologize before you can ride it again. If your Motorcycle doesn't look good, you can paint it or get better parts. If your Motorcycle goes flat, you can fix it. If your Motorcycle is misaligned, you don't have to discuss politics to correct it. If your Motorcycle is too loose, you can tighten it. If your Motorcycle is too soft, you can ge

If Bikers Ran The Country
If Bikers ran the country... The wearing of ties to work by men would be frowned on, as would the wearing of bras and panties for women. The opening days of Sturgis and Daytona would be national holidays. Third world dictators would be dealt with in the same manner as one would deal with a wino who just puked on his scoot. All money from traffic violations would go into a huge keg fund. Anyone who used a firearm to defend his home or property from vandals would have a street named after him. Tattoos would be funded by the National Endowment for the Arts. The money currently being spent on Mars probes and other useless junk would be used to fund research into finding the cure for the common hangover. Sexual harassment laws would be more open to interpretation and would allow for the fact that most men are really basically just pigs. Global warming would be encouraged since riding in the snow is such a pain in the ass.

Sadness
I feel a voice call to me yet no person do i see i feel a hand reach for me yet there is no touch to be i am lost in a world of grey clouds my heart being given nothing but doubt i miss an angel i have kissed with ever soft tips i feel that my heart will never touch those lips for the heart and soul of one who not needs sin has lost all his life, and joy even hope as sadness creeps in

Sitting Here
so I'm sitting here watching the little pictures go across the top of the screen. I can watch baseball or turn the station--the remote is too far away--gonna watch baseball. One of the Cardinals is fuckin hot. I want to move to somewhere warm where I am tan year round. I wonder if anyone is going to read this jabber. Sorry if u are still going--this sucks huh? Heehee. I got creeped a lot the last couple days--i don't really mind--but why not make friends dude?

Tag You're It
~I WAS TAGGED By Amourette Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: 1. I hear voices 2. I've seen dead people 3. I can't sleep with any open doors in the house 4. I enjoy suffering 5. I wake up in the middle of the night, and believe some one is there 6. I love my exwife IM TAGGING: Mistressoftheundead RageGrrl DahliasBlood Melisanta Death SilveryWitch Tragedy

Owwieeeeeeeeee
so tonight i got in a car accident i hit a deer i tryed to miss it and i slid into the guardrail my whole drivers side and hood of my car r fucked up the deer went over the roof of me car i was way scared and all i could do was cry...im in lots of pain but im off tomorrow so ill rest all day right?? lol most likely not

Light Inside Me
and so it is written the path has been set the lord works wonders inside good intent I have found a light in an otherwise dark place I see an angel before me with a smiling face unconditonal kindness is what she gives from the darkness she pulls me so that I can live I thank god everyday for allowing me a chance to live again and bringing her to me

All Prepared, Just Need Time
got a costume, got the make up, got the hairspray(yes..i'll need it for what i'm gonna do) pics to come soon, whenever i get time to dress up and take em! note to the one i stalk...I LOVE YOU SEXY LADY!!...and i plan on taking a special pic just for you!

Damnit!!!
I FUCKIN MISS HIM! I MISS JOHN! today has been fuckin horrible! its on days like today that i would run and talk to john and he'd make everything so much fucking better! DAMNIT!!!!! I FUCKING MISS HIM!!! WHY!??! WHY THE FUCK DID HE HAVE TO GO PLAY FUCKIN SOLDIER?! *~*DEAD INSIDE*~*

It Has Been A While
It has been a little while since I wrote anything on here so I thought I would let everyone know I am alive lol. I have been having some rough times but who hasn't, I guess I am trying really hard to make it through them by myself to show everyone that I can do it. It is really hard to figure out lifes major things when other things are happening too. I am doing better than I was doing for a bit...I was a little crappy for a minute lol. I am starting to figure out that I can't change what things aren't in my power to change, but the things that are, like me and my suroundings can be fixed. I can also control how I handle how people treat me and act towards me. If someone wants you in their life...they will show it. And BELIEVE ME I know who wants me in their life now a days. I hate it so much when people turn out to be not at all what you thought. It is a sad thing. I will get over it though and learn from it. Now to just move on. I am very sad that certian people in my life choo

Rate Meplz
OK I WAS ENTERED INTO A PHOTO CONTEST AND IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED IF ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS COULD COME AND SHOW SUM LOVE LOVE U ALL AND THANKS ANGEL GO TO THIS LINK AND VOTE blue demon@ LostCherry

Oh Boo Hoo
I just made a friend of mine upset because I told him we can't go to his Friends Christmas Party this year, even though he gave us enough time in advance. I keep telling him that we work on the weekends and won't take time off unless its a good reason to. I'm not going to use my PTO time to go to some lame party of his. And I won't take time off not using my PTO because I don't want any occerances, yea I spelled that wrong...shush... and I can't really afford to have any since I'm moving up in my job. I haven't missed one day since I became a permant and don't plan to. This guy is just so fuckin' pathetic. He's 24 years old, still lives with mommy and his life depends on video games. Literally! He keeps track of how many he has defeated, how many he plans and shit...He gets depressed if there is no game out there to play. He gets depressed when D&D night gets cancelled. He flipped out because Chris couldn't do the game because he was sick. I can't stand Josh..... I just want to

Sigh... So Pretty
I gave you everything, all I could give It might not have been, the life you thought you'd live I know it feels good, to have you by my side Even though I know you could, just break my heart wide I just have to ask you, one more time. Did I make feel like number one? Did I help you see like stars in the sun? Did I make you feel like number one? Did I make you feel like lifes just begun It's like a puzzle, a piece that just fits You never really needed to look for it In your eyes I see my future and my past And, I never really thought that we wouldn't last I just have to ask you, one more. Did I make you feel like number one? Did I help you see like stars in the sun? Did I make you feel like number one? Did I make you feel like lifes just begun The way I've seen, all the good times and the bad Been waiting for the next part we never had To the highest mountain, yeah I would climb I just have to ask you, one more time. Did I make you feel like number one? D

Value Of A Life
The phrase is tossed about that, “Every life has value…” The end of this line that has been forgotten is that “the value of a life is set by the owner.” This is the same for everyone. Just as a shopkeeper sets the prices for his goods, every person sets the value of his or her own life. If a thug attempts to rob a store he has set the value of his life below that of the amount of money he hopes to get in the robbery. Who am I to argue with him? If the storeowner dies in the robbery it is because he failed to set the value of his life higher through proper preparation. He has placed the value of his life below the value of the, at least, psychologically prepared robber’s. Anyone attempting violent action against me or near me toward an innocent has set the value of their lives at some multiple of 9¢. This multiple, coincidentally, equals the number of .45 caliber Federal Hydro-Shock rounds it takes me to kill them (2 per person at a minimum).

As I Am
This is a partial transcript of a conversation between myself and my former wife. She wrote this. as i am broken and beat I kneel at your feet Father forgive me for I am not worthy of your presence or your forgiveness yet you carry me when I want to quit how can you hold me when I am a sinner broken and beat? Father, heal me and make me whole and alive with your love and grace See my heart it is filled with hurt and anger heal me and make me whole only you, my Lord can make me whole to be free and laugh and feel your joy and your peace enough of this writing it is what is in my heart I was just typing whatever came out of my heart amen

It Is Not Easy Being A Man ======== Part 4 Questions
Can Anyone Answer These Questions??? This may a little too graphic for some folks. Does “size” really matter? Why do we men and yes even the women do it too, obsess over the size of certain “body parts”? I got thinking about this question really hard after getting probably the one millionth piece of spam about on how to “Increase Your Penis Size NOW” normally I just laugh when I get this junk and bounce it right back to the sender without giving it a second thought, but this time I started thinking “Damn this shit is beginning to get really old” and what’s funny too is if I don’t get one of those, I end up with getting one about increasing breast size (last time I checked I did not have any tits, so I guess that leaves me out) It is really odd how we feel about the size of our penises or our breasts, almost like if we are not a certain size then we don’t measure up to some certain invisible guideline or something. We feel some sort of self-consciousness about ourselves

End Of The Mourning
blackened palms bring the gods upon us seven eyes of the bleeding one showing the path of darkness revelation of the red sun tell the tale of solitude severed ties from everyone would you let it in would you pray for me end the morning save yourself from sin if you walk with me ill keep you safe if you ask for me to heal your wounds ill cure your pain look inside yourself and youll find and empty soul lift me with your crown of thorns ill keep your heart a glow keeping you awake to see the river of blood thats deep inside me

Miss Alice Skary Presents: Skaryland
Miss Alice Skary Presents: Skaryland MissAlice@ LostCherry Cyberspace (PRADULT) Sunday 21st, 2006 — After over six months of anticipation and production, Studio Skary's project: "Alice's Adventures in Skaryland," the paysite and brainchild of Alice Skary is finally live and accepting memberships. Alice Skary, or "Miss Alice," is a porn star, professional Dominatrix, and general fetish freak. At age 19, she is also the sole founder of Studio Skary, LLC. She has a personal goal of experimenting with every sexual or fetishistic act known to humanity (and perhaps a few we haven't thought of yet.) and plans to document her sexual journeys via photography and video. You can join her on her journey by joining her paysite, http://www.skaryland.com and witness her experiences. Skaryland.com will be updating SEVERAL TIMES WEEKLY with pictures, videos, stories and updates. Its said that Skaryland already has several months' worth of fresh content in the editing room... and more

Suicide
Fed up with the direction his life was heading, Brian decided....that death would be the only escape from is mundane existence of pain and agony. Everyday, he struggled with the constant pain of being an outsider. No one to hang out with, no one to be there for him when he needed a friend, his own parents even abandoned him. And only 16 years old, he was trapped with his abusive foster parents. His original parents "supposedly" left together on a business trip with his fathers company. They were in the Cayman Islands, where they had supposedly kidnapped, and never heard from again. He happened to be walking by his old home, one day, to witness something horrifying. He saw his dad hurriedly leaving the house. He screamed, "DAD, I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!!" As he ran towards the black van, his dad turned around with a solemn grimmace on his face. This stopped him dead in his tracks. Brain quietly whimpered to himself, "...dad....please don't leave me again..." As he said

Thought I Saw It All Til Just A Lil Bit Ago
There are some sickos on here...a friend had me check out this profile...that was one sick one...pics of women with dicks..and had the nerve to ask my friend if there was anything there she liked...lol this is the profile http://www.lostcherry.com/user/204537

How Low Can You Go?
How low can someone sink purely to sustain their own callous motives? How self-righteous, does one have to be, that they can ride roughshod over another persons life? with no care or regard for the damage they may be causing? How low can an individual sink to prove a point? how much hate and spite has to be perpitrated to gloss over any feelings for another human. How much of your soul do you have to give up, to become so loathing? Is it a sign of the times? are we really as a species becoming so shallow and embittered? that we feel it is neccasary to wreck havoc on another individuals life? All for what? a Few 'Atta boy's and pats on the back, which only serve to maintain a belief in our own self-worth? Have we sank so low that justifying our own opinion will be achieved at all costs? Has our self-respect fallen so low that we can respect no one, let alone ourselves? our morals and values, cast aside in our rush to seek out approval for our actions. Our lack of concern for

Ready Or Not
READY OR NOT Ready or not, some day, it will all come to an end. There will be no more surprises; no minutes, hours, or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass on to someone else. Your wealth, fame, and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear. So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses, that once seemed so important, will fade away. It won't matter where you came from or what side of the tracks you lived, at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So, what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built;not what you got, but what you gave. What will matter is not your succes

Good Morning
Please Stop by this girls page and give her a 10 along with a nice good morning comment... :) MLady Tina, Sir Forrest Love@ LostCherry and if you feel really generous.. you could become her fan and rate her pics.. :D

I'm Givin' Up
But meh whatever. But yesh! I am fuckin' givin' up on love and relationships. I mean shit, I went thru 8 months of hell in one relationship and that plenty much changes the aspect of bein' with a guy for me. Then I told this one guy I like him and he tells me he likes me. But turns around and gets a gf. Apparently there's somethin' wrong with me, Maybe I'm jus not good enough for anyone anymore. I don't know. It jus depresses me. *sighs*

Irritated
Creeping, Crawling, Dying, Cry... Looks into my eyes. Does it lokk like I'm lieing? I wanna scream at you for what you've done... But then again for you it's half the fun. I don't know what to do. I don't even know what say But something in me is creeping up. Hope it has a little more luck. So look at me and smile away cause very soon it'll be my day. The thoughts in your head will soon be mine... Look at me I don't give a Fuck!

For You Xx
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

Leavin The Lc
I have decidied to drop out of the LC. I have appreciated and enjoyed the people I have had the opportunity to chat with. Unfortunately what I have found is that this has taken up a large amount of my time that I do not want to be sitting behind a keyboard. To all my friends thanks, to those who have let me share in you photos thanks as well. To all my fellow Marines- Semper Fi! To my brothers in arms- I salute you. Carry on, Keep up the good fight, keep your head down and your asses covered. To all who love and support the military- A hearty thank you from this crusty vet. Keep up the vigil they appreciate it To those that say you support the troops- If you dont support the mission you cannot support the troops- They are the mission! If youare still reading, again thanks. If you do want to drop me a line please feel freeay jhnburke5@yahoo.com Best wishes, Grunt

Life Sucks
Life sucks,, and you go on.... why? Somdays I think it just isnt worth the pain, energy or effort. I don't want much from life, why does it suck somuch out of me? Why is it that love is one of the greatest things that we strive for in life yet tends to be the most painful? hmmm.. life wins!

Back To Europe
heh, after a pretty busy week in india, i got to relax a bit in singapore over the last weekend. Visited sentosa island (very nice). Then on Momday flew to Kuala Lumpur (or KL as it's known here) and then to a meeting in Banting ( mins taxi). The same day I flew back to S'pore, had dinner in the hotel (misu soup, ushi, some hot sake) ad I'm actually writing this in the British Airways lounge. So, a big hug and kiss to all my lc friends who do the effort to read this. Talk to y'all soon!!!

True Friends
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend. - Brittani Kokko -

Hmmmm .. These Quizzes Are Trying To Tell Me Something??
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips58%Biting58%Blind Folds50%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fianally Got The Rest Of My Ink...
Well I got the rest of my tattoo finished last nite.....I am gonna say for right now....this will be the last of them......this one hurt like hell, my back was shaking like crazy, but I am glad I got the sides added on, I think it looks wild...

Oh This Is So Me
You scored as Very Sexy. You scored (cue music) VERY SEXY! You are a sexy girl who doesn't act too much on it, which is good, cuz skanky = bad.Very Sexy83%Secret Sexy.67%Not Sexy.67%Slutty Sexy33%What Type Of Sexy Are You? (For Girls, But Guys If You're Bored)created with QuizFarm.com

Love Me In That Way
Love Me In That Way I barely know you yet I know you so well Can you explain to me Why my heart fell? Maybe it`s the way you talk just the thought of you being mine that made everything feel so utterly sublime But it`s always her that you talk about The mention of her name makes me want to shout "Why can`t you try to love me in that way?" Please give me just another day You tell me bout how you still love her and the thought of it ending it sometimes does occur And then you talk of hurt and pain and the aching inside of me I can`t explain I wish you could let me be the one who turns things around and bring something new I wish I had this power that she seems to contain She can make your sunshine she can make your rain You`re the that cut it off but you never let her go And even if I haven`t been through the same that it was bad for you I do know! I want to feel your arms around me the caress of your lips upon mine I want to feel your gen

Sex
His hand on my face Our bodies pressed close His is excitment is known Feeling the power over him Surrender myself to him His breath on my neck His lips on my skin His mouth seeking to taste me My head thrown back Letting my body ride this exqusite wave My blood is rushing cheeks are flush My nipples hard and my breath is short I arch my back and raise myself to meet his mouth He teases me his tongue tracing a line up one thigh Across And a new line traced down the other thigh My knees are weak and trembling I gasp as his breath passes over me My most intimate parts are exposed And he knows just what to do At last! His mouth settles over my clit Gently suckling My hands go to the back of his head There is no denying this It feels so right I call his name over and over It becomes too much I try to pull away He holds fast Looks me in the eye I see a very naughty twinkle Lean back and let go It builds in me Oh god here it is again! Sweet Sweet bli

This Is So True
You scored as Paranoid. Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges. Paranoid90%Avoidant70%Histronic70%Dependant70%Borderline55%Schizoid50%Antisocial45%Narcissistic40%Obsessive-Compulsive35%Schizotypal.

Kid Of The 90s
You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air" You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House" You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off" You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.) You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) ev

Message From Rev Casper...
Family Values 1. A Juggalo does not Hate/ Discriminate 2. A Juggalo does not steal from his/her Family 3. A Juggalo does not covet his/her ninjas significant other 4. A Juggalo keeps his/her Drama in hand, but out of sight. 5. A Juggalo avoids Cliques and keeps his/her Family whole 6. To a Juggalo Everyone is Equal 7. A Juggalo does not initiate Religous Battles fore that leads to Hating 8. A Juggalo should always try to have fun 9. When a Juggalo has Beef with another ninja he/she keeps it between them and doesn't involve the rest of his/her Family 10. A Juggalo doesn't have to Lie to be Down. 11. Above all a Ninja is proud to be a Juggalo A message to all Juggalettes-- You're a juggalette, and all juggalettes are fuckin beautiful.....no matter what anyone says. In my eyes, as it is or should be in every "True" Juggalos eyes, all Juggalettes are fuckin beautiful and they should be told this every fuckin day for the rest of their lives. Even if t

Regarding My Mood Shift When I Walk Through The Door..
Yeah, I'm Queen of the Smart-Ass Writings at work.... "Are you a happy, carefree woman at home or amongst friends? Are you an idealist and optimist, believing the best of people? Do you become a raging bitch the moment you walk through the door at work? Do you hate everyone and everything and believe that all others are stupid and only put in your way to crush? Then you might be an Insta-Bitch™! Join our ranks! Submit a picture of yourself in full Insta-Bitch™ mode and You might be selected for our new calendar!"

Little
Remember when you were little And the colors danced in your head You picked out your favorite one A deep crimson red Remember when you were little And you shouted out with glee As you and your color laughed Both happy as can be Remember when you were little And your color went away Your sad little sobs filling the world As you walked off alone to play Remember when you were little And it came in a sudden attack When you realized that your color Was never coming back Remember when you were little And you shouted out above I wish I'd allowed myself Just for once to feel love!

Family?
OK, so I finally got enough friends on this place that I decided to start a family. Don't ask me why. I'm sure the criteria is different for everyone; mine was pretty simple, I put those folks into the family list with whom I've had more than just passing clicks with. People I interact with most every day or so. I'm sort of a geek when it comes to organization (although, if you were to see the condition of my room, you might dispute that). I'm sure it's a perfectly human thing to do to sort people out in one way or another. Now, I don't want folks thinking I like some people better than others. That's not true, I like just about everyone I meet on whatever level or other. If you aren't family at this juncture, you might be at another. And, let's face it, this is just LC. There's no contractual agreements with anyone here. At least, none that I've signed. ;)

Update
So I am officially moving back to Fairbanks on the 3rd......... I am going to miss my friends here in Seattle so much......... Especially my favorite person in Seattle Rita!!!! I love my Rita! And I am so happy that I met her! Anywho...... And guess where I am going to live???? In MY own cabin, with my bestest friend Kitty........ I have not seen it yet, but supposedly its huge! And we only have one down side....... no water....... yep outhouse here I come!!!! lol........ But I'm an alaskan girl so nothing new, whatever..... I'll get over it! Well that's my update for now! Pace! Bitches!!! *Stephykins*

The Death Of Fun
You may have noticed my HTML has been disabled. This saddens me but was necessary, it takes me any where from 10 to 20 minutes to open my page. Yes, I know it's more than likely that it's my own HTML on my profile that makes it so slow. I put my profile together not for me, but for YOU the viewer ... so, I'm not changing it. Please don't be discouraged and not leave anything though. Just a "HI" is fine. I really like the HTML comments, if you feel like still leaving them ... put them on my BLOG or MUMM's. I see them everyday, unlike my profile page. (it's opened once or twice a week) Which is why I disabled them - because while attempting to open the page - I'll get booted several times. When I finally do get it opened, it breaks the browser ... which means all those pretty GIF images are nothing but white boxes with a red 'X' in it. If points is your thing - (profiles comments are worth 2) You can still just drop a "HI" on my profile -or- leave your HTML image twice on my B

I Saved A Life
About 3 and a half years ago... I was a passenger in my ex oyfriends car... travelling down a dual carraigeway.. on our way to pick up a chinese meal from the take away.. While driving down the dual carraigeway we saw a dog loose.. trotting down the side of this real busy place... at night time.. We only noticed it cos of the head lights of the van that my ex was driving shined onto the dogs eyes... Anyways.. we came off at the next junction.. went round the roundabout and came back on the Dual Carraigeway and stopped in front of the dog.. No one else had stopped which was worrying.. this dog's life was at risk... Anyways.. we couldnt catch the dog.. We rung the police. the local radio station to ask them to warn people to slow down cos of this dog... Nothing... no one seemed to care!! To cut a long story short... we tried to catch the dog for over 30 mins.. driving on and off the dual carraigeway.. stopping in front of the dog each time... The fourth ti

Css, Html And Lost Cherry
This thing's a freak, I tell ya. OK, so as I have learned the hard way, be a little industrious when fooling about with the HTML in your profile. I discovered that LC will attempt to re-define, extract, re-code, interperet and otherwise take a hand mixer to your carefully written and oh-so-beautiful code if you edit it right in the box there. You'll end up with style definitions missing, links cut in two, all sorts of madness. The way to avoid it? Notepad, ladies and gentlemen. Copy that code out of there and save it someplace (which every good web designer does anyway, yes?). Make your edits in notepad, then copy and paste into the profile and hit the button. Now, skins. This is where you get to do all that wonderful CSS magic (or, as the case may be, tomfoolery). Before you go screwing about with this stuff, especially if you don't know CSS from a hole in the good Earth, do what I've mentioned above: copy it all out, paste it in nodepad and save it. That way if you screw it

Dumbass Of The Day
Sooo I'm reading bulletins .. yes I actually read them and not just post and repost...and what do I see? A young lady had just posted a bulletin and was very proud of it being her 17 and a half birthday....Ummmmmm...genius. Mind you, she lied on her profile. Wanna see the bulletin? Oops...can't that account has been deleted, no minors on site...lol Kids.

P.s.
for those who would like photos manipulated.. I can do that.. here's the requirements.. You MUST send me a LARGE photo.. no less than 600 pixels. Give me and idea of how you'd like it to look. Thnx Dawlings, Astra

Time In London
Well I have been in London for work since last sunday. Supposed to have left on Friday but got stuck here over the weekend and until what looks like tomorrow, which is tuesday. I like this city but people are not as friendly a they are back in the state. I have been lonely, stuck in my hotel except for the occasional trip out for food and drink.......hitting a city alone makes you feel like a stalker......lol Though I don't see my kids everyday because of the distance between us normally, trips like this make me miss them even more. I need something to get all this stuff off my mind.........any suggestions?

My Own House?
i may be getting a small one room house next month depending on how work goes and my paycheck and such. it's one of my aunt's it used to belong to my aunt lynn and she rented it out but sold it to my aunt don who i don't really know and she hasn't found renters for it yet and can't really afford to pay for it. it'd be 475 a month which will be a crunch if my hours get cut a little at work but i can manage. if i get a bad month the problem would be money for food and utilities. food wise if need be i know i can ask to eat with derek and doreen a few days if my check is low, in the worse of times ill still be able to pay for my car and rent anyways, just need to hope they have decided to keep me around for a while at work. so im hoping now more then ever one of the sites i use to make money writing articles online pays me. ill find out in the next 7 days if it works or not. if it does then i can manage with rent and such with out too much worry. cuz i can get an extra hundred or so on

Falling...
WARNING!! For those of you who laugh at the guy that can express "mushy" feelings and can identify with their feelings then just move on... I am a romantic and that is just the way I am. Laugh, point, whatever.. I like it! First off... Madman? Yes I am. Insane? A little. This is my account of the latest trauma that involved my heart being ripped out of my chest and thrown in to a blender only to be dumped into a toilet to be flushed into oblivion.... Lets start this off with setting the mood.... Do I believe in true love? YES! I believe that a relationship can be as magical and beautiful like those hard to believe love stories.. you know the kind! The kind that just makes you either all warm inside or just go.. YUK! Have you ever felt all warm & fuzzy about someone to the point you just can't help but act on it...? to the point it excites you to hear their voice..? Michelle, the girl!, and I had been friends/accuantances for sometime. I have always had an ey

Me Miss Piggy...i Think Not!!!!
You Are Miss Piggy A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it. You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less. You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way. Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift! The Muppet Personality Test

Williamson County
well...my baby is locked up once again....but when he gets out this time there is no more going back...we are gonna leave williamson county if not the state. I am tired of him going to jail. His damn lawyer avoided me at court date..damn bastard!!! we are still waiting on it to be weighed...they need to hurry thier slow asses up!!!! well until next time!!

Freaky Nostalgia
I fell across a track yesterday that I hadnt heard for ages it used to be one of my favourites, its by a band called Marillion, I used to listen to them all the time. I remember when I first moved to Edinburgh and Fish the singer was attending a kind of local gala so I went along and as he had been a hero of mine for such a long time I went all stupid when I got to meet him and stupidly asked him did he want to come out for a drink for me birthday he politely declined and said he was on the wagon. I remember a long time ago reading that he would love to be stuck in a lift with a load of red stripe lager. Also yesterday I found a load of photographs of me when I was younger which completely freaked me out as one was from the age of 14 and in me school uniform, what a gormless looking bitch I was back then. Anyway just wanted to share the song with yourselves and here is a link to the mp3 and the lyrics Freaks by Marillion mp3 Freaks by Marillion the lyrics Have you ev

In The Event Of My Demise By Tupac
In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise

And Tomorrow By Tupac
Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate. Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate. Today is build on tragedies which no one want's to face. Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced. Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air. Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares. Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops, knowing that my sanity content when I'm droped. But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new, build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth. Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride. I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive.

Soul Destruction
Twisting turning, Mind is burning, Unanswered confusion, Is this my delusion, Split into madness, Falling through sadness, Why when thing were great, Would you throw me to this fate? Lies, through living decite, Has warped my view complete, Blackened truth in its whole, Sardistict destruction of my soul, Sucked in blindly from that first kiss, Your venomous teeth, my heart did miss, Your bite took me out with a single blast, One more strike that good guys finish last, One good thing that I know and can clearly see, Is that love is not a requirment to have serenity.

Do You Know A Soldier?
I SEEN THIS ON A BULLETIN, LIKED IT SO I AM POSTING IT! :) THANKS TO WHOEVER POSTED IT FIRST AND THOSE THAT ARE REPOSTING IT!!! TIFF :) Do you know a Soldier?? They sleep on cots made for just one Sometimes even with their boots on They awake long before the sun And work very hard to stay strong Strong for themselves Strong for their families Strong for the country they serve Strong for the flag that waves above They work and train In the heat, cold, and rain They sweat, they swear Sometimes wondering why they are there In the distance they hear gun fire And watch the hawks fly over They pray for their brothers Their loved ones and themselves And yet they go on Doing their job Determined to make proud The ones that have passed on They fight for justice They serve for freedom They cry for the fallen And celebrate the day These are our soldiers Proud and strong Serving flag and country Away and at home For the job they do We need to give o

Erotic Exploration
The secret world of your smooth warm flesh your graceful curves that delight my eye they call for my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, paradise found I ache to be your favorite son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above find sweet release, like clouds and rain your hands reach out, to take my face and pull me to your waiting breasts to suckle you long as a greedy child lulled by the music, of your hot breath your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed softly croon song of love to me need binds me tight to your side do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion? my growling voice echoes in the room your name kisses my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate

Help Get Listeners For My Radio
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Grendel
Well i managed to upload this track for you, its a bit of an epic in itself and i have put the explanation from one of the reviews, if you would like to know more about who Grendel was here is a link to wikipedia Grendel Grendel by Marillion mp3 anyway here is a review I found as I am shite at explaining and also the lyrics A bit of explanation -- "Grendel" is a 18 minute epic that was released as the "B" side of Marillion's first single, "Market Square Heroes". It is not representative of the band's work as a whole. Unlike the perception that most progressive rock is "Dungeons, Dragons, Faeries and Spaceships", Marillion pretty much stayed away from that stuff, with the exception of "Grendel". It is based on John Gardner's excellent book of the same name which covers the "Beowolf" tragedy, from the point of view of the monster. Highly recommended. As for the song, it is best experienced live, difficult to do, since the band has not performed it since 1983 and has public

Watch A Boy Cum Live On Webcam ... Tonight !!!
I will add content for my Sperm Gallery tonight, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with Your Yahoo Messenger ID (I will do it on Yahoo Messenger) (No, you don't need a webcam, but if you have one it's better) I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and probably do what you ask :) Otherwise, comments are always wecome: - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for me album (must be FRIEND over 18) Thank you in advance, kisses. Nice boy PS: I changed my Yahoo account, so even those that were on my contact list before are not anymore: CONTACT ME =)

First Time Trying To Make A Poem
living my life from a wheelchair which seems really unfair i just feel like i want to hide and that i have lost my pride wheel down the street only to have people stare makes me feel like have been defeat and now i feel bare i just want to cry cant hide the pain i feel but dam it hurts cause its so real

Poem From A Prisoner!
When you're gone, they forget about you life goes on without you and even though im doin a bid about YOU, they took MY life and now i live without you Still the Feds cant' get a thing up out you mouth closed and they still seem to doubt you "youz a snitch" but when you was gettin' that paper You was they "people" they didn't bitch about you They quick to run up on ya and out the lights about you see now how the streets can do without you, how quick they move on and just forget about you No money, no letters, no commissary, can't even get a collect call up out you Lifes lessons learned without you it's been so long, my "friends" are gone, the time will come and i will be home Guess what Playa, when it do, im gone be on top and WONT GIVE A F*!# ABOUT YOU!!!

Halloween Costumes!
Halloween costumes A black man and his wife were going to a Halloween party in a couple of days so the husband tells his wife to go to the store and get costumes for them to wear. When he comes home that night he goes into the bedroom and there laid out on the bed is a Superman costume. The husband yells at his wife, What are you doing? Have you ever heard of a black Superman? Take this back and get me something else I can wear. The next day the wife, not too happy, returns the costume and gets a replacement. The husband comes home from work goesto the bedroom and there laid out on the bed, is a Batman costume. He again yells at his poor wife, "What areyou doing? Have you ever heard of a black Batman? Take this back and get me something I can wear to the costume party!" The next morning his irate wife goes shopping. When the husband comes home again from work, there laid out on the bed are three items one is a set of three white buttons, the second is a thick white belt, an

Kissing
Kissing is an intimate form of communication. A kiss can convey all sorts of messages just by how it is delivered. A kiss can express lust, empathy, sympathy, sadness, or finality. A kiss can be cute, polite, invitational, passionate, or aloof. The English language is filled with cliches such as the kiss of death, kiss off, and kiss my ass. Everyone remembers their first knee-buckling kiss. Although I had kissed many men in my quest to find my prince, many of who were fabulous kissers, the first kiss from the man who was to become Mr. Amazon was simply magical. We were at a late night movie and he leaned over and kissed the top of my head. A sweet, romantic, and spontaneous move that made my toes curl. Nothing more until we left the theatre, but I had a hard time concentrating on the rest of the movie. It was just a simple little kiss on the top of my head. Caution: Although this is a gross generalization it is worth mentioning; men often think of a kiss as a means to an end - a

Behind!
HEy all, did not expect such an outpouring of love from ya all on here. So I apologize at being so slow to respond to your love, but I will as soon as possible! Please keep leaving it for i shall return it all! haha. I am just incredibly busy with school right now and a lot of family issues. So just if you could keep your thoughts and prayers with my family, friends, and me I would greatly appreciate it. Take care and luv ya all!

The Do's And Don'ts Of Wearing A Kilt
The Do's and Don'ts of Wearing a Kilt Men who plan to wear the kilt should recognize that a kilted man inevitably attracts admiring spectators drawn like moths to a sporran, or termites to a caber. These admirers, who often given to calling out endearments like "Kiltie, kiltie cauld bum, cannae keep a warm one...," or "Donald, where's yer troosers...," see a kilted Scot as an adventurer who walks the thin line between Presbyterian and prurient, between bard and barbarian, between traditon and tramp. They hope to glimpse, even fleetingly, that element which separates our kilted clansmen from trousered trash. However, to avoid inadvertently offending the delicate sensibilities of spectators (and some are more delicate than others), men should observe the following rules of kilt etiquette. Walk, do not run, for the departing trains, supermarket blue-light specials, or last calls in the pub. If you must walk quickly, then keep both hands on your sporran. If your sporran is up a

Origin Of Wallace
Clan Wallace is for obvious reasons, one of the greatest, if not the greatest, Clan History from Scotland, because of Scotland's Hero, William Wallace, Guardian of Scotland, defender of the freedom of Scotland. This Clan has no Septs (or family members) just Wallace, this is the current Chief's decison. Gaelic Name: Uallas Branches: Wallace of Cairnhill, Wallace of Cessnock, Wallace of Craigie, Wallace of Ellerslie (that's me), Wallace of Kelly, Wallace of Riccarton. Arms: Gules, a lion rampant Argent within a bordure counter-compony of the Last and Azure. Motto: Pro Libertate (For Liberty) Badge: : Issuant from a crest coronet of four (three visible) strawberry leaves Or, a dexter arm vambraced, the hand brandishing a sword all Proper. Lands: Ayrshire and Renfrewshire Origin of Name: From Volcae, a tribe in North Gaul In old Latin documents the term Walensis is used to designate the Welsh, but in Scotland is more commonly used as a native name meaning a Strathclyde B

My Family On Lc
ok im going to start deleteing some of you coz no comments on pic.s or anything when i post... my family that comments on pic.s & everything else i love to talk to will only be the ones on there now... thanks, Tink

Interesting................
You have a sexual IQ of 141 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Life Sucks This I Know
Ok...so life sucks. I don't know why...it just does. I'm trying trying trying to do well in school. Im currently a Biology major...I was gonna be a DNA analyst...but I can't seem to get the hang of chemistry...I mean I got through chem 1 and 2...but I cant get a hang of organic chemistry no matter how hard I try. The only thing I'm seriously good at is English...and thats almost a worthless major now days. I want to be an english major...but what would I do? I don't have the patience to teach, and I wanna be a writer, but the chances of my books making it HUGE are slim...so I dunno...Im depressed...and I dont know where to turn to get my self out of it. Any suggestions? Any english majors out there with successful happy lives that wanna tell me? I need something...

This Is To All Of The Guys In The World Who Can't Accept Girls For Who They Are
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

Men
A gentleman asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an attractive woman he spotted dining alone. The waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman seated over there," indicating the sender. She regarded the wine coolly for a second, not looking at the man, and decided to send a reply note to the man. The waiter, who was lingering for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: "For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank, and 7 inches in your pants." After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to return this to the woman. It read: "For your information, I have a Ferrari Maranello, a BMW Z8, a Mercedes CL600 and a Porsche Turbo in my garage. There is over twenty million dollars in my bank account. But, not even for a woman a

For Someone
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

Fucked Up Shit...child Abuse
i am all for spanking kids when they deserve it, but this is extreme. Who ever does this, let me find u and i will do much worse things to u. "There r so much worse things then death!!" OMG this is the most effed up thing ever i almost cryed OMG Body: My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm sta

Dating Rules....
On a first date: I will not put out, although, upon cessation of said date I will violently rape my Rabbit and envision your hands and mouth all over my body. We may discuss this in the future, if I decide you're worthy of more conversation. In an effort to further my not-putting-out goal, I will not shave and will wear mis-matched socks. Just remember this if you respond to this ad, we go out, and you are having dirty thoughts over dinner. UNSHAVEN/MISMATCHED (just repeat it to yourself. You may be surprised how quickly wood will disappear) I will engage you in conversation, perhaps shock you with hilarious stories of my past. I may use "big" words, and I refuse to dummy down for anyone. I will make you laugh, assuming you have a brain and the personality to "get it". I won't order a salad, nor will I order the most expensive entree. If I am hungry, I will eat. I may call you the following day. I may not. On the second date: I may, in fact, put out. Why?

Dark Thoughts
sitting here in the dark thoughts running wild so many things can be said though often they go amiss why do these thoughts invade my mind why do i let them control me for i have known you are gone time has passed so slow but the memory keeps coming back the love we have shared the most precious gift in the world was the day i met you

Divemaster Stephanie
Finally today on October 23, 2006. I have accomplished the ranking of a PADI Divemaster. I am now looking for work at dive shops, aquariums, and other jobs where scuba diveing comes in handy. Wish me luck! Thankyou!

Got My Heart Broken Again
How could I let you use me? By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Lady I gave you everything, my heart my passion my love and my dreams. But you stepped on my heart and treated me like dirt. Why does love hurt so bad, why does loving you cause me such heart ache? 1 year of my life I wasted with you, I thought you loved me that you cared for me. You hurt me and treated me like trash, I wanted to spend my whole life with you and now I am alone again and in pain. It may be a long time, for me to move on to find love to date again. I am tried of you lies your, coldness you rudeness. My friends tried to tell me about you but I would not listen. Is there anyone out there that would love me? I am tired of being alone and tired of being hurt where is my lady, my heart is broken who will un-break my heart.

Naughty #1
I lead you slowly up the stairs and into my room, closing the door behind us. I wrap my arms around you and hold you close, breathing in your scent as i kiss you softly. My hands run up and down your back as I move my lips lower, to kiss and suck on your neck, causing you to let out a sigh of pleasure. I move my lips away for a moment to pull your shirt up over your head, before i kiss you passionately, slding my tongue between your lips as I deftly unhook your bra. I lower you down onto my bed, climbing ontop of you to kiss your neck, your shoulder, and up onto your soft round tits. You let out a soft moan as i take one of your hard nipples into my mouth and suck gently, massagin the other in my hand. I take both your tits in my hands, massaging them as i kiss ever so slowly down your stomach, causing your pussy to get wetter by the second. I pull my shirt off, and then slide your pants off of you, noticing the wet spot in the crotch of your panties. Those are ne

Long Weekend
Football game Thursday night, in C******** at 7 Friday morning, at a halloween party that night, and at Gumby's Saturday night. Saw Josh at church right before I pulled out last night. At least he's keeping to his promise of no speaking and icy stares. Hope he's happy. Thursday night. I had so much fun!! We (the guard and I) danced our ice-cold little butts off. I found out that the Band Booster concession stand has Mt. Dew. Yay!! Not that it matters now. Bah. I'm so tired! Sis and I didnt get to sleep till around midnight that night. Friday morning we had to go to the hospital to see Gumby and Gran and be a comfort to them while Papa was getting angioplasty. He didnt get it, so we were there early for nothing. I had to drive through rush-hour T**** for no reason. That scared the shit out of me. Papa was upset about it, and really, it was mostly his fault. He didnt pay attention. The Dr.s told him that he was going to get his heart roto-routered and he kept thinking they were goi

Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He tak

Fire & Ice
Fire and Ice Chilled to my very soul; A long, hard winter ahead. Memories of a kinder time bring a smile. LIFE is strange, always changing, for better, for worse, endless transformations. But a friendly smile is never far, unfamiliar eyes seeing not what, but Who we are. LOVE'S but a journey, not a destination. Never rest for a Weary soul, But a soothing moment, a gentle touch, a distraction from the COLD. Robert Dale Hetrick Copyright ©2006 Robert Dale Hetrick

Quotes Of The Day For 10/23 - Change & Growth
"It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power." Alan Cohen "We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations." Anais Nin "The important thing is this: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become." Charles Dubois "We know what we are, but know not what we may be." William Shakepeare

Hmmmm....just Some Thoughts On Relationships
i am not a woman who does not know what she wants from a man...it is just hard for me to believe what they have to say to me. i know what every man says about not comparing them to the last one, but when you have been hurt so many times what are you suppose to do? how many of you have commited to one person that was so far away from you? how many of you thought that it was gonna work but the whole time u thought about them cheating or what they were really doing when they werent talking to you or not answering their phone? i have commited to someone before. waited 6 months for them and didnt do anything wrong. then when we got together everything went down hill. it was like everything we ever talked about was a lie. i worry about that now. i guess i hold on to someone that isnt good for me in fear that if i let him go and move on that the next person wont be there for me like the last one. that everything i do for the new person wont be good enough and then where am i? i dont sleep a

Gotta Love Bama
1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in Alabama. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in Alabama, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. 5. "Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. "Fixinto" is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too da

Im Sorry
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry" If You're one of the few guys with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I appreciate you"

Sunday Afternoon Quickie
John and Marsha decided that the only way to pull off a Sunday afternoon quickie with their 8 year old son in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities. He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot" he shouted. A few moments passed... "An ambulance just drove by!" A few moments passed. "Looks like the Andersons have company!" he called out. "Matt's riding a new bike!" "The Coopers are having sex!!" Startled, Mother and Dad shot up in bed!!! Dad cautiously asked "How do you know they are having sex??" "Jimmy Cooper is standing out on his balcony, too."

26 Principals Of Life
1.All Are Related: There is a Native American saying, which translates roughly to "All are Related". Everything in the universe is part of The Great Spirit, from a rock, to a plant, to a fish, to a human. The spirit flows between and within us all, and is the building block of everything. Since we are all part of the same whole, we should treat the rest of the whole as if it is part of us, i.e. with compassion and love. We are all part of the Great Spirit, just like all the different leaves on a tree are still part of the tree. 2.The Energy Flow: The universe is composed of energy. This energy flows between everything, us and within us all. When we have internal blocks, the energy fails to flow correctly, causing illness, lethargy and other symptoms. This energy can be directed consciously, we can see it, and feel it. How we feel affects our energy levels; negativity drains energy, positivity creates energy. 3.We Are Beings of Both Spirit and Flesh: We are spirits, but at the same

Folding The Flag
Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we learn something new every day! The 1st fold of the flag is a symbol of life. The 2nd fold is a symbol of the belief in eternal life. The 3rd fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing the ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of the country to attain peace throughout the world. The 4th fold represents the weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting in God, it is to Him we turn in times of peace as well as in time of war for His divine guidance. The 5th fold is a tribute to the country, for in the words of Stephen Decatur, "Our Country, in dealing with other countries, may she always be right; but it is still ou

Job
Well I hope I get my job at wal mart. I did all 3 interviews and the drug test for them. I will be working in the photo lab and in 1 year I will be certified to work the machines that print the photos! So wish me luck. been told that if wal mart drug test you after your interviews your pretty much gonna get the job. So yeah lets just hope so

Improving?
Today makes 3 weeks since the Bell's palsy hit me - 21 days and counting. I am able to move my left eyebrow some, so I'm hoping I'm getting better. Keep your fingers crossed. Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still amongst the living and taking it day by day. Thank you to everyone that has asked how I'm doing and sent me well wishes :) Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. Much appreciated, Kim

Head Games?
Ok, so I've been dating this girl since August and things seemed to be going good for a while but things went from great to outright strange last week. We were text messaging each other last Wednesday night and I fell asleep. I sent her a message while I was at work to apologize for falling asleep and she seemed all upset, claiming to feel neglected and overlooked. Realize, this is in text form, I have no idea what inflection is used because it's not like I can hear her or anything. When I ask what's wrong, she said she was just joking and if I felt bad then it's because I have a guilty conscience. The text messages are getting stranger and she seems like she's either messing with my head. She told me the last time we saw each other that we wouldn't be able to see each other for three weeks (which means we'd see each other this weekend) and last Friday she asked me if we were even dating any more since we hadn't seen each other for two weeks. Then...last night she sends me a message

4 My Lover Kolo
Roses are red Kolo you're my babe So come over so i can get laid You know u want this dick And its waitin for you hard as a brick You are my hawaiian lover You make my heart flutter I feel like a butterfly And flyin so high Im thinkin of u always You make me feel like im in daze Come over so we can blaze I love you babe ill never leave you Im comin over cuz im missin you U are my one and only With u by my side im never lonely I love u KOLO

The Bug (adult)
A man and a woman were driving down the road arguing about his deplorable infidelity. Suddenly, the woman reaches over and slices the man's penis off. Angrily, she tosses it out the car window. Driving behind the couple is a man and his 9-year-old daughter. The little girl was just chatting away at her father when, all of a sudden, the penis smacks the pickup on the windshield, sticks for a moment, then flies off. Surprised, the daughter asks her father, "Daddy, what the heck was that?" Not wanting to expose his nine-year-old daughter to anything sexual at such a young age, the father replies, "It was only a bug, honey." The daughter sits with a confused look on her face, and after a few minutes she says, "Sure had a big dick, didn't it?"

Jessica Simpson
Jessica and two of her friends robbed a bank one day. The cops began to chase them as soon as they left the driveway. Jessica pulled in to an abanded farm house in hopes of escaping the cops. The three friends went in differnt directions to find there hiding spots. One friend went to the chicken coop, another went to the cow pasture, and Jessica went to the potatoe field. The cops walk in to the chicken coop and say whats that? The girl goes bauk, bauk, bauk. The cop says oh its just a chicken. The cop then goes into the cow pasture and says whats that? The girl goes moo, moo, moo. The cop replies oh thats just a cow. Lastly, the cop goes to the potatoe feild and says whats that? Jessica goes potatoe, potatoe, potatoe. The cop arrests her and says do you have any finale words before we put you behind bars? She says yes, I still have been able to find the wings on a buffalo.

My Unborn Child
I think of you everynight, When I lay down to sleep. Thinking about what could have been, If she would have just let you be. I never knew you, But I will miss you. I create you in my mind, Because I have never seen you. I lay here and cry, Constantly reaching for some tissue. You didn't even have a chance to live, Before your life was through. It's sad to say, That you will always be, My unborn child. But I will love you always, And picture you with a smile. *I wrote this poem in 2003 when my ex had an abortion. Somethings never change*

Heading Home Tomorrow.
An update for those of you who are waiting for me to get my ass back home. I was going to return to the beautiful city of Wichita Falls today, but certain things came up and I'm forced to stay another night. :( But, rain or shine, sickness or health, and better or worse, I'll be back tomorrow. :) Later! XOXO

Evryone Can Learn From This
Family Values 1. A Juggalo does not Hate/ Discriminate 2. A Juggalo does not steal from his/her Family 3. A Juggalo does not covet his/her ninjas significant other 4. A Juggalo keeps his/her Drama in hand, but out of sight. 5. A Juggalo avoids Cliques and keeps his/her Family whole 6. To a Juggalo Everyone is Equal 7. A Juggalo does not initiate Religous Battles fore that leads to Hating 8. A Juggalo should always try to have fun 9. When a Juggalo has Beef with another ninja he/she keeps it between them and doesn't involve the rest of his/her Family 10. A Juggalo doesn't have to Lie to be Down. 11. Above all a Ninja is proud to be a Juggalo A message to all Juggalettes-- You're a juggalette, and all juggalettes are fuckin beautiful.....no matter what anyone says. In my eyes, as it is or should be in every "True" Juggalos eyes, all Juggalettes are fuckin beautiful and they should be told this every fuckin day for the rest of their lives. Even if t

Everything You Are
I've known you for so long now My feelings keep getting stronger The way you make me feel I can hide no longer. Our eyes connect across the room My heart skips a beat My attraction to you is taking hold My mind and body weak. You are the object of my desire The woman of all my dreams I feel I could explode with passion My soul breaking at the seams. The fire of temptation Burns deep within my soul A feeling and a yearning I find hard to control. Excitement and heavenly pleasures I feel when in your arms I cannot help but be seduced By your ways, your presence, your charms.

Don't Be Afraid
Don't Be Afraid by: Rohit Wadhwaney Here we are, afraid of losing what we have all the time, holding on to it so tight that not a soul can touch it. We think by hiding it from the world, it's hidden and it's ours. Nothing is. Nothing ever will be. For, nothing ever was. If you think there is anything that you have, that's yours, be it money, a house, a job, or a girlfriend... it's nothing but an illusion. It'll all disappear... in one blow. One blow, my friend. Here we are, so insecure that we are afraid of re-starting our lives, so we just carry on trying to sort out the current mess. The thought that we should give it all up and just start all over - with nothing - might cross our minds some time, sure, but we get scared and we push away anything that scares us. There is nothing I can ever achieve or gain that I cannot lose, in a matter of seconds. You have never gained enough to not be able to lose it all, in just a few minutes. What you think is yours, was never yours a

Until Death
Friendship and trust were both betrayed one night, Because I woke to find another soldier and my wife. She said she'd love me through sickness and through health. What God has brought together let no man tear apart. But the Green Machine took away my life. The percocets and demerol filled up my nights. The nights drifted by as I existed stoned and drugged, And I took for granted the love of my life. Through sickness and through health, is that not what you heard. Through good times and through bad, I know those were the words. Twist the knife in my back, or put a bullet through my heart, because I know for sure I am better off dead. So until death do we part, that's the message I got. Until death do we part please put a bullet through my heart.

Makin Love
By "Precious" H. D. Remembering the last time we made Love Reliving each kiss you gave me Our bodies trying to match the other I don't want to miss a rythm don't wanna step out of sync So I close my eyes to think Our lips intertwine deeper and deeper The kiss is a shockwave of joy throughout my body You reach and caress my breast Never felt my heart beat so fast Wishing this feeling would only last Loving you and HOlding you tight Damn how I wish you were here with me tonight To feel you kiss my neck and go down to my chest To feel your lips..... As they caress my hips! A slight moan of joy you gotta expect! Tracing your body with my tongue Ohhh.. "not just yet; we still are not done!" Breathing so hard I whisper "I Love You" and give into Pure Ecstacy!

Trembling Thoughts
Standing beside the bed I tremble As you approach quietly. You place your hands on my neck Softly, As I feel the warmth of your chest pressed against my back. I feel your breath in my hair As your hands rove across my shoulders Down my arms Grasping them firmly And turning me to face you. I look up into your eyes The desire burning deep inside the blue fathoms of them. I tremble beneath your hands As I register the passion on your face Just before you press your lips fiercely To mine. As your lips plunder my wet, waiting mouth Your tongue dances with mine Your hands cup my breasts. My aching nipples reach against the binding fabric For the caress of those hands. I moan against your lips As you reach for the opening of my blouse. Grasping the cloth, you pull at it impatiently As I hear buttons snap Thread break As you push the garment from my shoulders. We both hear the whisper of the cotton as it drops

Update
Hello you guys! Sorry if I'm not always responding on comments. My ribs are broken intead of bruised and I have a little depression. I'm going to work hard about myself to get down on my feets again. With love!

My Truth
I aspire not to an enlightened afterlife, Or to ascend to be one with God, Nor to live in Paradise with Allah. No. I wish to live life contented, At one with the earth and kin to the animals, To impart my knowledge and experience to younger minds, And to walk my path in peace and with fulfillment, Then to die: My body, the earth; My mind, the earth. My spirit, the earth; Let my remnants nourish it, to nourish others, So they may live and die so others may live... ... and the Wheel turns evermore... Yep! Here is my truth. Why am I on this Earth? No big reason, no huge purpose... just my truth!

Latest News
Well, today, Monday, October 23, 2006, my uncle had a seizure. The doctors say it is not unusual for the type of surgery he had and to not worry that he is going to be fine. Thank you all for your continued prayers!

Pisces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ha Ha
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%A Sicko50%Average40%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Kind Of Monster Am I
You are a vampire! You are suave and seductive. Eternal life is yours and you never tire of coming up with crazy ways of amusing yourself and others. Sometimes, however, your taste for blood comes in the way of friendships as you are constantly turning your friends into vampires. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Thanks To These Girls I Will Have To Change My Name..
TO ~Epic Cherry Engla~ THANKS FOR HELPING ME LEVEL GIRLS !! YOU ARE AWESOME !! Tazzy@ LostCherry Hoochie ~~Juggalette Homie~~@ LostCherry Jodie~Twocute~@ LostCherry tazz.girl@ LostCherry that cute fat chick@ LostCherry ¢¾¢¾ ~WhiskeyGirl~ ¢¾¢¾@ LostCherry F******HOT marina aka Mrs Holydiver69[CHIEF-EFC !]@ LostCherry

Sorry Everyone About Today Computer Fried On Me
hey everybody sorry about today i hope none of yall are mad at me but instead missed me cause earlier today my mother board fried on me so got a new one and evan updated everything so now im running on windows xp i got wireless connection and a bunch of other stuff so about 350 $ worth of stuff so im glad to be back up and running after being gone all day so i hope to chat with all my peeps soon well cya yall later and much love to all of you on my freinds list

Oh Yeah
You Are a Cinnamon Jelly Bean Sassy and bold, your behavior is often shocking - even to those who know you well. And while you're too hot to handle, people still are addicted to you. What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

Jen Update
Well Jen came home yesterday. She is doing ok. Still in a good bit of pain. I believe her spirits are up and she will recover just fine. She should be getting the stitchs out on Wednesday. I will continue to update until she is able to do so herself. If you have any questions or want to know more feel free to ask. Love Stace

My First Contest!! Wooohooo!! :)
HEYYYY EVERYBODY!! I'M IN MY FIRST LC CONTEST!! WOOHOO! JUST COPY AND PASTE THIS URL INTO YOUR WEB BROWSER AND RATE AND COMMENT ON MY PIC! http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=243392&albumid=80880&i=3597107978 I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE ALL DA LOVE!! THANKIES TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS!! LUVLUV2YA ALL!! :) AND BEST OF LUCK TO ALL THE BEAUTIFUL CONTESTANTS!!

Damn Right
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

The Hippie And The Nun
A hippie gets on the bus and spots a pretty young nun. He sits down next to her, and asks her "Can we have sex?" >"NO, " she replies, "I'm married to God." She stands up, and gets off at the next stop. The bus driver, who overheard turns to the hippie and says "I can tell you how to get to have sex with her!" "Yeah?" says the hippie. "Yeah!" says the bus driver. "She goes to the cemetery every Tuesday night at midnight to pray. So all you have to do is dress up in a robe with a hood, put some of that luminous powder stuff in your beard,and pop in to the cemetery claiming to be God." The hippie decides to give it a try, and arrives in the cemetery dressed as suggested on the next Tuesday night. "I am God, " he declares to the nun, keeping the hood low about his face. "Have sex with me." The nun agrees without question, but begs him to restrict himself to anal sex, as she is desperate not to lose her virginity. 'God' agrees, and promptly has his wicked way with her. As he finish

Music...
yes i listen to britney spears, christina aguilera, and all of them... but im betting you have too once in your life. some of their songs have meanings i can relate to, so seriously dont judge me on if i like them on not because thats stupid. just because i like them doesnt mean you have to... im not going to change what i listen to and like just to please you, so before you go and bitch about just know that im never going to judge you on your music. and if you say one things about it, i will laugh in your face then block you :) THANKS FOR READING!

Driving Test
Congrats to my best mate George who just passed his driving test today......yee haw it now means we can start actually going places instead of being stuck in the same old place...Well done. Errmm not else much happening in my life atm i just got a big headache and got X BOX live back...So im ready to kick ass on Halo 2 again....im not feeling so good today but im sure ill survive as the best us do...My good doggy is doing good but is always after a treat or always wants the attention lol which is funny sometimes cause she maes stupid noises..Anyway peace all just another day in my life passing by...

Hmmm
Hmmm ive not really played much poker as of recent not had the cash to play....But hopefully when i start getting money back in i can go out and play a few tournys to see how i fair in th REAL world of poker and not just CHEATING boring all in online play...Keep tuned lol

Check This Out
OK i dont know why i didnt think about this before... but it its the best sintence in the world that i use on a daily baseis. if example.. if u ever get dumped. if u have a fight . Or if u just cant find the right words.... well here u go................ FUCK THE FUCKING FUCKERS....

The Spoons
A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like. "The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful, but because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering. The Lord said, "You have seen Hell." They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one. There was the large round table with the large pot of

Leaving New Jersey
Well this sunday i will be leaving new jersey. My dad came and visited me and we had a great time. I already miss him so much. While my dad was here my boyfriend went to jail. I told him that if he went to jail that it would be over. I cant take it here in new jersey no more. Im upset and cant stop crying.

No-noodle Lasagna
To reduce sodium, use reduced-sodium tomato and cheese products and omit salt. For vegetarian lasagna, substitute ground beef with 2 diced medium tomatoes. Reduce calories to 211, fat to 1.2 g, and cholesterol to 24 mg. Ingredients: 2 lbs. 95% lean ground beef 2 tbsp. olive oil 1 med. onion, diced 1 med. bell pepper, diced 3 crushed garlic cloves 16 oz. tomato sauce 1 sm. can tomato paste 1/2 cup dry red wine 1 tbsp. basil 1 tbsp. oregano 1/2 tsp. fennel seed 1 tsp. crushed red pepper 1/2 cup egg substitute, liquid 2 cups fat-free ricotta cheese 1/4 cup fresh parsley, chopped 1 tsp. salt 1 tsp. black pepper 1 cup mushrooms, sliced thin 2 zucchinis, sliced lengthwise 10 oz. pack. of fresh baby spinach 1 cup fat-free shredded mozzarella 1/2 cup fat-free Parmesan cheese Instructions: 1.) Preheat oven to 325 degrees. Brown the beef in olive oil. When nearly done, add onions and bell pepper. 2.) Sauté until the onio

So What Do I Do Now?
there is man thousands of miles away who holds the key to my heart we havent yet met though when we do i will hold him and never let go an army man with a softer side has won me over all he said was hi all i can do is hope that he feels the same everyday i go with out seeing him is another day too long all i want is to be held to be kissed to be loved by this man

Immortal Love
Immortal Love (edited to say this is a poem and not the lyrics to the song in the vid :)) Reaching out across the oceans Touching only one Lasting for an eternity Under the warm sun Flowing freely with the clouds As the winds bring love Across the silken blue From somewhere above His virtuous soul tapping At my heart's gate It only opens once in life For a Soulmate How long does it last? It is only for lovers to know Enduring till the end Like endless rivers that flow Immortality is in every raindrop Every star I behold And the songs I hear With equal passions that unfold Who said love doesn't last? Only knowing love's desires Still dwelling deep inside He is the one who inspires Stirring this solace heart The ability to feel what's within Like I've never felt before Erupting to only begin There isn't enough time in "forever" To show you just how much I do really love you With my deep soul and such There is only one place Where immor

'lectric Shave!
I have Toblerone and Fresca. I'm completely out of control over here. By the way, "here" is just like that place in Oh Brother Where Art Thou. A geographical oddity. I feel like I am just about three hours from everywhere anyone really wants to be.

Untitled Poem
it's lonely here cold, dark, empty I never wanted to come back to this place I don't want to feel this pain again where is the light I had just found how do I find my way in the blackness now can anyone see me will there be anyone to save me this time I haven't the strength to do it alone the weight of my sorrow is more than I can bear I just need out I need to escape this reality find myself lost in a world of fantasy I want to feel joy know happiness experience the kind of love that endures all even if only for a moment then perhaps I can go on perhaps I can find my way again can anyone hear me I can't do it on my own anymore the fight within me is gone I have forgotten how to feel anything but defeat someone please help me hold my heart so that it may not break again end Michelle Lewis......10/24/06

I'm A _____________ - American
It's a pet peeve of mine, to hear people slander their nationality by hyphenating it like some indecisive person with an identity crisis. Hearing folks say stupid crap like, "I'm a Korean-American, African-American, Irish-Albanian-Lithuanian-Canadian-American", etc. PISSES me off!!!! Why does it piss me off? Because if you were born in this country you are AMERICAN. Unless you have dual citizenship with another country you simply cannot hyphenate your nationality. Beside the fact that, as I said before, unless you are a dual citizen you ARE NOT a _______-American. You are AMERICAN. Your heritage...your ethnicity if you will, is NOT part of your nationality! If you do choose to announce your ethnicity please say it AFTER your nationality. To do anything otherwise disrespects your country. And since I'm already ranting, I'm just going to carry right the fuck on. Ethnicity... the definition of the word has been so fucking warped over the years it's just pathetic. But before one can

It's Alive!
There is a danger in telling an ugly person that they're attractive. Sometimes, they believe you. And before you know it, they are posting pictures of themselves in their unmentionables on the internet. So knock it off, moron. Now my eyes hurt and I blame you. *I make no claim to be attractive, but I also haven't got any pictures up here with my dangly bits all ... um... dangling.

Vampiric Personality..
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100%Marius92%Blade83%Akasha75%Armand75%Deacon Frost75%Lestat50%Louis50%Spike42%Angel33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

For Those That Do Care
I went to the doc today and it turns out I might have cancer.They did a biopsy on me today and told me that they are going to do a hysterectomy.A total hysterectomy.I find out in two weeks my test reslts but right now I am in lot of pain from the biopsy they did.

Chicken Mole "winks" This Is Good For Weddings
PART I: 1 or 2 chickens Boil chicken in salt water until done. Let cool, then take meat off bones. Save juice. PART II: (MOLE) 1/2 c. flour 3 tsp. peanut butter 3 tbsp. chili powder 1/2 can tomato sauce 1/2 tsp. cumin 1/2 tsp. garlic powder 1 jar of mole mixed them all together until you make a sauce then spread all over chicken serve with rice beans and potatoe salad yummy

Why Arent You On The Duck Madmann?
And its a simple anwser They havent paid the server bill No im not lying thats the truth. Ive thougt about it this weekend and i must say that im quite angry w That For 3 years i put my blood sweat and beers into that station and thaats what it boils down too So i was also thing on saying goodbye to the duck again Its sad really that this had to happen cause i felt like it was my baby i one of the only origional djs there. Now dont all youall worry im working on getting a timeslot on one of the stations here so yall can listen to my sexy voice (lol).

Im Home
Oh my gosh, what a trip :) I had a wonderful time away from everything. I needed it so very much! I left early on the 6th with the plan of not thinking about home or anything I was leaving behind. I was going to 3 states I had never been to before, my own little adventure, lol. I didnt daydream much at all, but I collected lots of pics & momories to daydream about in the future ;) As I sat waiting for the sunrise in New Mexico, I was thinking about putting some of my daydreams on here, some of my favorite ones anyway. Im not a gifted writter such as those that write poems, but maybe I can take you on a daydream with me. I dont know, should I try it? Im more of a letter writer myself. I will be in the lounge tomorrow night if any of you want to stop by, I would love to talk with you & find out how you all are doing. If you dont know what lounge that is, go to my lounge favorites & click it to come join me/us. I should have some pics up by then too :) I missed my friends wh

Mmmm Not Sure
My score on The Lover Style Profile Test: The Surprising Lover(81% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 60% adventurousness)Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Surprising Lover. The Surprising Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and, like the name implies, is often filled with hidden delights and talents that might not be apparent from a surface knowledge of the person. The Surprising Lover is rather like a geode--sometimes rough on the exterior, but filled with beauty and wonder. The Surprising Lover is thus a gem to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they often tend to be humble and unwilling to reveal their inner g

Today
"One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering." Anonymous

Weird
To all my friends,family and fans.I recently had 2 people join referal path supposedly through me.Neither has any type of profile written or pics up,I don't want to be the next person accused of creating fake profiles for comments and ratings.Other than blocking these 2 users and changing all my pass words i don't know what else to do.Just giving you all a heads up.Those who know me well enough know it would be completly out of character for me to do something like this... Sincerly,BCC

Ink Update
hey the other day rob and i went and talked to the tattoo artist. we are getting our tattoos on November 10th. mine is going to take about two hours and his should take at least four. so yeah just thought i would let u all know i am finally gonna be getting a tattoo. i will get pics up as soon as i can once they get done

Standfast
When darkness cast its spectre's hand, A tyrant's strangle held the land, A man determined he would stand, His name was William Wallace. When Lairds and Lords would coorie by, An' common folk were feart tae try, A man gaed oot a battle cry, His name was William Wallace. When gruesome deeds were commonplace, An men o' God wid hide their face, A man stood for his Ancient Race, His name was William Wallace. When freedom's voice they tried tae quell, An'demons gaed there battle yell, A man kicked at the hounds o' hell, His name was William Wallace. When fortune's wheel had rolled a chance, An'foreign knights had cried advance! A man said "noo's yer time tae dance!" His name was William Wallace. When captured by a traitor's tongue, They cried "yer rebel's race is run", He said "oor fight has just begun", His name was William Wall

I Made It Back
Hi everyone,, I was away from LC for a month ,.. thought I was going to go into convulsions.. haha just kidding,, it was nice to be away from the computer but when you get bored what do you do,, stick your hands down your pants. .. lol,,if you read my last blog you would of thought that was funny!! ;) I had sweet comments and sweet adds for new friends when I came back and That was soooo special! At least some of you did remember who I was while I was away! Welp Im all moved in,, Sign papers this week on the house and Its bye bye! Everything is finally out of that house and in my new pad! Im so happy that things went well, I think someone must be looking after me .. Is it you? Been decorating the house for Halloween,, I love Halloween this is my favorite time of the year,, the leaves start to fall and it gets colder and its windy and Im not sweating my ass off! ;) Well wanted to come and say hey and Thanks for all the sweet luv while I was away! I will come back again when I hav