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Trisha'spoems
The mystery of love I sit a wonder how it is possible I always thought Life was so complicated Things always changed nothing stayed the same I understood the people grow and move away However, the pain that brewed after was not tolerable I locked my feelings inside and wanted to throw away the key You came into my life and turned everything around You made it sound so easy You took that pain and turned it to love You pushed me to be the best I can You changed my soul from worst to best They say there are angels, I never believed Today I believe you are my angel You never let me cry a single tear You chased away all my fears You have given me life again You made it magical You made me believe again

Pandasbook#0.1
Whew new online blog, I think the last time I had one of these was about a decade ago in middleschool lol. Anyways, i'll be using the PandasBook to rant and rave about my YT project going on so people know what the hell i'm talking about. I'll make another journal down the road for this and that but i'm trying to focus my attention for atleast 5 min to this :-p OK to business... What is the YT project? Well, project name is "Horsemen of Chaos" which derrives from the people involved in the project [The Horsemen of Chaos Company 1-18INF] lol. What it's going to be is the four of us and some friends creating a series of vidblog messages to eachother on random topics of conversation before, during and after Iraq] Who are the horsemen? The Horsemen of Chaos are four individuals from the company that most resemble the horsemen of the apocolypse and have been given the titles of WAR, DEATH, FAMINE, and BEAST. Myself being WAR, Richard being DEATH, Matt being FAMINE, and Tanner bein

What Women Want!!!!
women want to know.. where have all the good men gone..i can tell you where they all are... with a woman who not only cooks, bakes, cleans, and does laundry. we do not want slaves, but those are the rare women that men are looking for,old fashion and ladylike. and when they find them, they keep them by respecting and caring for them, or at least they should!!!!. you all on the other hand. want to travel( we men see this as you want us to pay for you to go on a trip!!!) you want handsom, well built, wealthy to a degree, so they may buy you clothes and jewelry and pay for bills that "you" made and can"t afford to make. u always say how much you like fine dining..as long as the man will pay for it..because you are too cheap to pay for it yourselves! then you want walks on the beach... i dont know if you noticed... you are in vegas and there are no beaches!!! just a bunch of rocks by the smelly water!!! and the other thing... you want "all that"??? hit a bar and find one!!!! men are not "a

Spew!
A - Joseph rating my pics and hitting on me? or B - Seeing fubars regular pervert - "Bob the Love Doctor" going across the top of the page under the new name "Sexy Texan"? Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to helpyou figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect yourlife in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these sma

Raise My Taxes Please!
Raise My Taxes, Mr. President! We can’t afford the Bush cuts anymore. For the last few months, we have heard powerful, passionate arguments about the need to cut America’s massive budget deficit. Republican senators have claimed that we are in danger of permanently crippling the economy. Conservative economists and pundits warn of a Greece-like crisis, when America can borrow only at exorbitant interest rates. So when an opportunity presents itself to cut those deficits by about a third—more than $300 billion!—permanently and relatively easily, you would think that these very people would be in the lead. Far from it. The Bush tax cuts remain the single largest cause of America’s structural deficit—that is, the deficit not caused by the collapse in tax revenues when the economy goes into recession. The Bush administration inherited budget surpluses from the Clinton administration. What turned these into deficits, even befo

Biggrig
DONT'T QUIT When things go wrong as they sometimes will,When the road you are trudging seems all up hill.When the funds are low and the debts are high and u want to smile,but u have to sigh ,When care is pressing you down a bit, rest ,if you must ,but dont quit..Life is queer with its twist and turnd, as everyone of us sometimes learns,and many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out ;Dont give up though the pace seems slow -You may succeed with another blow.Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the cloudsof doubt ,and you never can tell how close your ..It may be near when it seems so far;So stick to fight when your 'hardest hit" ....Its when thingd seem worst that you must NOT QUIT A TRUCKERS LIFE We're out on the road trying to clear our mind,by passing every billboard sign. There's more miles in our back pocket than dollars bills,listening to the roaring of them 18 wheels.You learn a lot about being alone ,but hell its our life

Just Me!
I found out that my ex husband put up some pretty raunchy pics of me - without permission, of course, and he had also told me these pics had been destroyed (LIAR!). So I was wondering if anyone would be interested in seeing the pics I have of him and his - and his equipment, such as it is. Not to be mean, but I'm pretty sure he might not be too happy if I were to play the same stupid game he's playing. But yeah - I have pics! Wanna see? Just let me know. It's always so quiet on Sunday afternoons around my house. My boys are off at their dad's and I have nothing to do until 5 p.m. Gives me too much time to think. I went out last night by myself. It's the first time I've been out in quite a while, but I had a wonderful time. Met a gentleman looking for a bass player and he was even kind enough to buy me a couple of shots, too. Ok, yeah, I know - he wasn't just interested in my playing ability! And that was actually kind of nice - to have a little attention from a guy. In re

Shoah
Taking readers through the haunting Holocaust from 1939 - 1942, ‘Shoah’, sets in motion the tormenting love story between a German and Jew. Through the societal angst, Leon and Abigail struggle to find a way to love each other in secret only to be torn apart. Join them as they embark on a legendary love story to be with each other. "The small, the helpless, the innocent: these were the victims of Adolph Hitler's Holocaust.- The Holocaust Chronicle*Currently finished with book, but on hold due to editing issues. No release date yet...stay tuned.I'll be posting chapter snippets here from time to time-enjoy! Prologue October 1939 The air was eerily cold, freezing my veins and icing my heart, as I huddled closer to my parents and brother. My mood matching the arctic chill in the air as I peered anxiously out the basement window watching the sky fill with smoke as fire raged in the streets close by. It was oddly quiet, a contrast to the massacre happening outside. My f

Thickdame Tease Blog
MY FEMDOM FETISH & TEASE BOSS C4S - STORE 12687 Good MORNING to all of my pets, both well behaved and the not so well behaved. There is so much intensity and ecstasy in being a powerful thick Goddess...having the world revolve around You and knowing that each man You possess will be a tool in the fulfillment of Your every desire...its a mighty force and can only be unleashed by truly elevated and powerful women. The natural posture of superiority that I omit pushes My ass and feet deep into the brain center of sexual lust and thought! I become a fascination of fancy...at first...pulling you in closer with My wicked big 45in ass and size 9 ebony lotus feet whiles and tempting teasing ways...luring you into My trap of male submission and abusive good times...and soon I am the ultimate addiction!!! When you feel the grip of My manipulation there's nothing better than being at My feet...having your orgasm kept as My possession and only feeling the rush of r

Seacret
Why the hell when ya go to the store and ya get in line...does the person right behind ya have to stand so bloody close to ya that you can feel their breath on the back of your neck .....What the foock is up with that? Like dude back up a foot would ya....ya dont need to be standing on the heels of my shoes

My Thought's
So.................. I have so many thing's going through my head, so I decided to jot some of them down. I look into the mirror, and I see this body look back at me. Her hair is long, her skin is pale and cold , and her eyes show wisdom beyond her years. They also show a sadness that she doesn't think will ever be removed.... She sees a body desired by some, but rejected by many. She sees a heart beat beneath thin skin, and she wonders at times, why it still does. It is so cold, and can be so hard. She has been called mom, sister, daughter, lover, wife, and BITCH... She has been taken, loved, used, and abused. These eyes have seen death, life, abuse, and care. This body has felt the tender touch of a new born, and the rough skin of an elder. It has felt the gentle caress of a lover, and the pain of someone that wants to harm her. She sees scars that brought life into the world, and also made her feel less of a woman. She wonders how anyone could want or desire what she sees.....She

Random Thoughts From A Psycho's Head.
"What do i do now that you're gone? No back up plan No second chance and no one else to blame All i can hear in the silence that remains... Are the words i couldn't say." ~Rascal Flatts Today, all i can think about is the fact that you're gone. I'm so angry for what you did, but i miss my husband like no other. But you sir, you are not my husband. ~You are not the man who was at my wedding. ~you are not the man who sings a lullaby withme to our son every night. ~You are not the man who makes dinner special even if it's mac n cheese. ~you are not the man who used to kiss me passionately with meaning. ~You are not the man who put his arm around my waist as he turned out the lights for the night. ~You are not the man i love. You are the opposite of the person i married. You have taken him away from me and i'm angry with you. I don't even think you know who you are anymore. Where is my soulmate? Where did the fun times go? Why can't we just smile anymore? Why can't we just lau

My Poems
The morning sun shines as the sky warms up like a beating heart. The night time stars glow in the presence of beauty, giving a spot light on whom most deserves it. The earth rotates only to move slowly, it seems to dance in circles. The ocean waves grace the shore, crashing upon the rocks. Energy in life is alive. The moon makes a trail to follow so nothing ever seems as scary........just for you. If I take your hand will you dance with me? Let me move your body as if we have our own music. If I lean in to kiss you lips will you greet me half way? If I want to walk with you, go any where and see anything would you come? When you get tired, rest your head on my lap. I will be their when you awake. Still running my fingers through your hair.....just for you. Midnight is the passion that makes the savage from under our deepest mist of souls strive to make perfect love. Is there such a thing as that? Upon the morning light does the one still clinging on to your heart re

Some Fun Information To Enjoy Ill Share Back
HAVE FUN AND REPLY HONESTLY REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: your Age: your Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16. Can we video tape the event? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. where was the craziest place you have had sex? 22. What positions would u like

Random Mess
So I was talking to a friend on FB this past evening when I got some random friend requests on yahoo messenger... The following is the chat log/fun that ensued. BUZZ!!! samuelscamymi: hey jimmitz_p: hi samuelscamymi: i'm Katie, 23/f/California currently in school. Would you like to chat ? Where are you from? jimmitz_p: thats funny why does it say Jody in your profile? samuelscamymi: ok nice! do you have any pictures? I added new pics here but I can also turn on my webcam jimmitz_p: and your profile says you're in washington D.C. samuelscamymi: Do you have a cam? I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam? it's ok if u don't have one jimmitz_p: This is a bot huh? you're not real. NOBODIES REAL BUT THEY"RE WILLING TO LET YOU KNOW. samuelscamymi: I have a blue dinosaur that eats pancakes... is that real enough for ya?? jimmitz_p: Why did you tell me you're katie, but your profile says Jodi and your name is samuel. samuelscamymi: Ok here but

Explicit Song Lyrics
Ladies and gentlemen! Introducing the Chocolate Starfish! and the Hotdog Flavored Water Bring it on! Get the fuck up! Yeah! Check, one, two Listen up, listen up! Here we go It's a fucked up world A fucked up place Everybody's judged by their fucked up face Fucked up dreams Fucked up life A fucked up kid With a fucked up knife Fucked up moms And fucked up dads It's a fucked up a cop With a fucked up badge Fucked up job With fucked up pay And a fucked up boss Is a fucked up pain Fucked up press And fucked up lies Well, Lethal's in the back With the fact of the fires Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Ain't it a shame that you can't say "Fuck" Fuck's just a word And it's all fucked up Like a fucked up punk With a fucked up mouth A nine inch nail I'll get knocked the fuck out Fucked up aids From fucked up sex Fake ass titties On a fucked up chest We're all fucked up So whatcha wanna do? We fucked up me And fucked up you You wanna fuck me like an a

Me,my Life And Random Stuff!!
not gonna be on much for the next week as i will be spending toime with my baby bro,sis and mom and dad THE YEAR 1908 This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1908. over One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statistics for the Year 1908 : ************ ********* ********* ****** The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles Of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower! The average wage in 1908 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year,

Say What You Need To Say
I don't often blog, but I came across some information sent to me by my school (University of Phoenix), and those of you also attending this institution should have also received it. Our government wants to limit financial aid and offer it almost solely to those who attend traditional classrooms/colleges. Our president has openly admitted that high education is on of the greatest economic crises we face today. So how would limiting financial aid even further help this crisis? UoP alone has helped countless individuals attain their higher education goals. While some simply don't WANT to use the tradition colleges, some of us just can't because we have jobs and/or children that demand our physical presence. There are numerous other on-line colleges already instituted and no doubt more will come. If someone asks you to sign a petition opposing the government's newest bad idea, please please please do so. Everyone has the right to further their education in whatever ways they ca

My List Of Movies I Own On Dvd
Batman the Movie (Adam West)Batman Batman Returns Batman Forever Batman & Robin Batman Animated Volume #1Batman: Mask of the PhantasmBatman: SubZeroThe Batman and Superman MovieBatman: Mystery of the BatwomanBatman Beyond MovieBatman Beyond: Return of The JokerSuperman the movieSuperman IISuperman IIISuperman IVSuperman ReturnsBatman BeginsThe Dark KnightTransformers (2007)Transformers: Revenge of the FallenSpider-Man Spider-Man 2Spider-Man 3DareDevil ElektraSupergirlFantastic FourFantastic Four: Rise of Silver SurferX-Men Collection: X-Men/X2Ghost RiderIron ManThe Incredible HulkThe Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible HulkThe Death of the Incredible HulkStar Wars I: Phantom MenaceStar Wars II: Attack of the ClonesStar Wars III: Revenge of the SithStar Wars IV: A new hopeStar Wars V: The Empire strikes backStar Wars VI: Return of the JediThe Story of Star WarsStar Wars: Trilogy bonus materialStar Trek: Motion PictureStar Trek: Wrath of KhanStar Trek: Search for SpockS

Lmfaaaoooooo
Are you the idiot that is bothering my niece, if you would have stayed away from her and minded your own fucking business, she wouldn't have ha a so called big mouth bitch! You dont know what a big mouth is for starters, and why in the fuck is it any of your fucking business if I am protecting her or not, to be honest she can take care of herself quite well to the likes of some bimbo like yourself.LMFAO! You looked in the mirror lately?Why dont you suck that fucking gut in and maybe you might have someone look twice at you, 2nd Alarm Hottie, you look more like a third alarm PIECE OF SHIT! Stay the fuck off of her page you fucking nosey bitch!

Cute
A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She lowered her altitude and spotted a man in a boat below. She shouted to him, *Excuse me, can you help me? I promised a friend I would meet him an hour ago, but I don't know where I am.*...The man consulted his portable GPS and replied, *You're in a hot air balloon, approximately 30 feet above ground elevation of 2,346 feet above sea level. You are at 31 degrees, 14.97 minutes north latitude and 100 degrees, 49.09 minutes west longitude.*She rolled her eyes and said, *You must be an Obama Democrat.**I am,* replied the man. *How did you know?**Well,* answered the balloonist, *everything you told me is technically correct. But I have no idea what to do with your information, and I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help to me.*The man smiled and responded, *You must be a Republican.*?I am,? replied the balloonist. *How did you know?**Well,* said the man, *you don't know where you are, or where you are going. You've risen to w

Lmfao!!
My Chat Online Buddies (50+)Clear HistoryPop Out 2:40am reply misterak20: hello, i have to admit... you have a submissive appearance to me. you are that sort of female i prefer to see with a collar arround her neck instead of a necklace... am i right with that thoughts about you're personality? 2:42am more To misterak20: umm.. no. i wear the pants in my relationships.. my lovers get on their knees && suck my dick.. not the other way around. the only collars around me are the ones at the other end of the leash wrapped around my knuckles Damn, I wish I had screenshot!! I cannot stop laughing >.< lmfao :)) xoxo ~Fyre~

Random Thoughts
I don't know but i think fubar should make an app for the android market. would be a lot better for some people that cant get on all the time and if they have a smart phone and have an app it would be worth the while to have it but that just me saying Just want to get somethings out in the open. Yes i know that I bitch and complain. I can't help it. just want to everyone know that. I think that we all do it some point in time. I don't care if you read this or not, comment it or not. Its all up to you. But how about some of you be in my place be Gone for 11 months. I know for my friends that are in the Military it is hard. But for the people that ain't. Love me or hate me. can't do them both. I'm doing all what I can do to get things done. So that I can come Back home, and be able to travel back and forth with out having any problems. I am a son of two nations. If y'all don't like that, it ain't my fault. So if you don't like it I'm sorry

Poem
His eyes dull, his heart so full of hate and resentment. His laughter but a memory.Her heart so full oof love, her eyes only for him.He has gone away and she is perpared not to lose him.He is her everything, her one true love.He loves her but cant show whats inside, he cant show what he says hes never felt untill he met her.Her heart crys out to feel his love, but how can she reach what he will not show.He wants to show her how he feels, but finaly it comes to him, to say knowing he loves her isnt enough he will find away to say what inside. He silently thinks to him self today is the day i will open my self, and trust her not to break my heart this time.So he hopes his heart is enough and prays she loves him enough she dosent break. She takes his heart and vowes to keep it safe, to show she loves him through and through.

Lucky's Blog
Do you ever think about me........Do you ever cry yourself to sleep........In the middle of the night when you awake........Are you calling out my name........ Forget HimForget his name forget his faceForget his kiss,His warm embraceForget the love that you once knewRemember he has some one newForget him when they played your songRemember when you cried all night longForget how close you two once wereRemember he has chosen herForget you memorized his walkForget the way he used to talkForget the things he used to sayRemember he has gone awayForget his laugh forget his grinForget the dimples on his chinForget the way he held you tightRemember he's with her tonightForget the time that went so fastForget the love that moved it's pastForget he said he'd leave you neverRemember he's gone forever

Mouses Blog Yo
YouCanOnlyTypeOneWord Answers. Not as easy as you may think. 1. Where is your cell phone? boobs 2. Boyfriend/girlfriend? david 3. Your hair? down 4. Your mother? old 5. Your father? older 6. Your favorite thing? david 7. Your dream last night? awesome 8. Your favorite drink? monster

Rewindpantera"cowboys From Hell" Music News
Who: The former Texas glam rockers who became one of the heaviest metal bands on Earth, Pantera. Album: Cowboys From Hell (listen here while reading) http://t.co/DyQd8JS Released: July 24, 1990 Why it’s important to you: “Pantera’s music still inspires me and I’m sure millions of other folks around the globe” —from the band’s MySpace profile, written by J from Birmingham, England Their story: Few bands in history have undergone such a profound musical shift midway through their career as Pantera did on Cowboys From Hell. Released in 1990, with a deluxe reissue planned to hit shelves next month through Rhino, it was technically the Arlington, Texas band’s fifth album. Teenage brothers “Diamond” Darrell Abbott (guitar) and Vinnie Paul Abbott (drums) started Pantera in 1981 and self-released their first four discs while slogging through the trenches of a Southern club circuit that included Texas, Oklahoma,

Thank You
I WOULD LOVE TO THANK EVERYBODY ON FUBAR THAT BEEN SHOWING ME LOVE. I KNOW I'VE BEEN GONE FOR OVER A YEAR, BUT I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE AND RESPECT THAT YOU'VE BEEN GIVING ME. THANKS EVERYONE WHO'S BEEN THERE ME FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS I'VE BEEN ON HERE. MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT! MNEWB

Fun
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Randomness
Geeks Make the Best Catch Top Ten Reasons Why Geeks Make the Best Catch It’s not generally realized that geeks (male and female) are the best catches. Americans focus on the glamour of the good-looking, the male jock and the statuesque female, and tend to make fun of second banana characters like Urkel. Yet, geeks (a.k.a. nerds, etc.) provide the opportunity to have much longer, more stable, and happy relationships. Here are the top ten reasons: 1. Geeks don't cheat. Geeks know that the grass only seems greener on the other side. They instinctively stay devotedly loyal to their lovers through thick and thin. Their social skills are also not well developed enough to support an affair. 2. Geeks appreciate their mates. Since you are likely to be one of the first persons a geek has ever had a significant relationship with, you will be treated well. A geek knows that there aren’t a whole lot of other possibilities. Frankly, geeks aren't quite sure how they ended up with t

It's How I Feel Right Now
The pain..It comes in waves..Each one is as if my insides were being torn and twisted around.My eyes well up with tears. I become blind.I try to scream, but I realize I'm not breathing.There is this cold shroud over me.There's nothing but blackness on my mind.Is it seething hate? Is it anger?Do I succumb to the will that is not mine?I'm dying inside.There's a pit in my soul that's nearly all but eaten me away.The hand of Fate cannot be forced this time.I'm broken.I'm beaten.I've run out of will to live. The day is done. I cannot sleep tonight. I couldn't even look her in the eyes today. It was extremely hard to fake this attitude that life was peachy in front of JD's teachers. I was able to get through it, extremely hurt and I feel more broken than I did yesterday. I have already lost that memory of that dream; nor can I remember the feeling that came with it. How long will this last? I know time will heal all wounds.. But I'm so tired of feeling useless. Because that's

My Writings
Bombardment "The world is inhabited by Man. Other races, monsters and such are mythology and legend. Your characters have been drawn together by a common attribute - the ability to see what others cannot. In your early teens, you could see things that others could not - things from legend and myth. These things have caused great embarrassment for your parents, and the local populace has labeled you all as crazy, some even calling you possessed. Your ability to control your sight has slowly grown. Now that you have reached maturity, your ability can be turned on/off at will. However, it is not always effective. You are hoping that with time and practice that you'll be able to make it a little more reliable. One thing that you can see 100% of the time is your true self and those of your friends. Some of you have even realized, through your recent enlightenment, the power to use magic. The town had always thought the group was strange, but the turning point was when you began to appe

Shanni's Blog
how is everyone? I hope great! Listen, I'm new to fubar so please be patient with me as I am a busy mom and professional. But I love social networking sites so I think I'm going to love fubar. Who is sick of myspace? I think we all are!!! I don't do myspace anymore.... I do facebook a lot and I am in the works of getting my own social network set up - that's the way to do it! So check out my website at ShanniEiner.com and sign up! Thanks for reading my blog! Shanni

My Marine
The days may seem long, but that's okay Because they come and fade away. Loving a Marine is a beautiful task, It takes many things that one may lack. It takes courage, love, and faithfulness too, Also communication that is shared between the two. Loving a Marine can be hard as well, It can leave you longing for more and not feel so swell. Yes, the time does feel slow, But that shouldn't keep you feeling so low. Loving a Marine is found in many ways, You can find it anywhere every day. From mothers, brothers, sisters, and fathers, To friends, cousins, enemies, and lovers. Loving a Marine is something I would never trade, Thinking of him keeps me strong in every way. The pictures, letters, and Marine items I hold onto, Keep me smiling and hopeful in everything I do. Loving a Marine should fill you with pride, To know they are protecting you from every side. They fight a battle that is hard to win, But will claim victory in the end. Loving a Marine is something special I feel, It's someth

Coming Out - Gay Pride
Hi thanks for reading this blog this is to let people know how you came out as gay bi les or transgender? Well coming out of the closet is the hardest thing when coming to terms with your sexuality. Worried about peoples reactions who to tell first and how they will take it? Well Lisa came out to her sis when her feelings towards me became more than friendship and her sis was ok with it and still is she always backs us up to her parents . Well then Lisa told the kids and they was ok with it we didnt know what they reaction would be but we was surprised they are still okish but have there moments. Lisa then told a few others ie more family and friends and then her parents found out and they hit the roof and disowned her but are still not happy with the fact that we are married . Lisa's mates are fine with it and kind of guessed that we were more than just friends. Im happy that everyone close to her is ok with her and she hasnt lost anyone because of it some people she was close t

New
I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS ME TO FAIL, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. I WANT TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE DOWN ALL THE TIME, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. BUT I PUT ON THAT SMILE AND SHOW IT TO THE WORLD, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE NO MAN WANTS TO LOVE ME, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. BUT I DON'T WORRY BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S OUT THERE, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. EVERYONE IS OVER THERE LOOKING AT ME AND THINKING, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. I KNOW THEIR ALL WRONG AND ONE DAY ILL PROVE IT TO THEM, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. NOW I TURN TO MY RIGHT AND I SEE YOU STANDING THERE NEXT TO ME SMILING AT ME. SO I STAND HERE AND I'M NOT STANDING ALONE. I STAND HERE AND I'M NOT STANDING ALONE. SO WE STAND HERE AND TOGETHER WE'RE STRONG. -PALMET M When i met u i didnt knw wht 2 do. I didnt think things would have happene

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry You think I'm pretty Without any makeup on You think I'm funny When I tell the punchline wrong I know you get me So I let my walls come down, down Before you met me I was a wreck but things Were kinda heavy You brought me to life Now every February You'll be my Valentine, Valentine Let's go all the way tonight No regrets, just love We can dance, until we die You and I, will be young forever [Chorus]You make me feel Like I'm livin' a Teenage dream The way you turn me on I can't sleep Let's run away and Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back My heart stops When you look at me Just one touch Now baby I believe This is real So take a chance and Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back We drove to Cali And got drunk on the beach Got a motel and Built a fort out of sheets I finally found you My missing puzzle piece I'm complete Let's go all the way tonight

Just My Stuff
Ka-ching! Even though I’d never heard it before, the sound was unmistakable — metal striking metal. It wasn’t a coin dropping into a slot machine tray, although ironically we were searchers at a site that would soon come to be known as Larry’s Big Casino — a steep chute on the backside of Sun Valley’s Bald Mountain. The tip of my aluminum avalanche probe had connected, two-and-a-half feet beneath the snow, with a ski. It was attached to 18-year-old Larry Arwin from Seattle. He’d been there about 90 minutes and I sensed that he was toast. Fourth from the left in a 15-person probe line, I yelled the trained response, “SHOVEL!” The patrol was digging in less than fi ve seconds. A mid-level mountain trails manager, I’d just led nine rescuers — patrollers, volunteer locals, and ski school instructors — single-fi le off the top of Baldy. We were the main column of a full-scale ski patrol avalanche rescue. Outside the sk

My Things
Ever since you left, I can't stop thinking of you. I wish you were here to hold me and love me. I can't sleep at night when I don't talk to you and tell you that I love you. I want to hear you say that you love me too. I wish you were here with me. I feel so alone when you're not here. I can't stop thinking of you. You're all that's on my mind. I wish there was some way that we could be together. I miss you so much. This is a poem for a certain person I'm just not saying who.

I Love The Way You Love Me
As I write, I'll sing this songfor the greatest love I've ever known.To my heart, you have the only key,I beg of you, never set me free.I prayed to God for a love so truenow, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful womanHE BLESSED ME WITH YOU.What we share feels so rightto say I love you every night.Wonderful moments shared,precious memories, still tell me you care.I see your shadow,as I lay myself to sleep.Dreams of you, oh so sweetin my heart, I will keep.Look into my heart, my life.Tell me, what do you see?can you feel the need, the want, as Ito be your husband, you my wife.Much joy and happiness you've brought me.If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you,my lover, my best friend.Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end. I Love You Always and Forever Michelle

Dream
Some people have such big dreams, but all I want is to love you. To wake up beside you each morning, to feel the warmth of your hand in mine. To share each moment, good and bad with you, to lose myself in your loving arms. Some people want so much out of life, but all I want is to share everything with you.For us to talk long into the night, to dream together.Experience all the little things that make life worth living. Yes, I have a big dream after all, I want so many things. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, giving you my love.Making our home a place where you always feel warm and welcome. Always finding a sweet dream in each other's arms, loving one another for who we are.All I want is for us to love each other, for the rest of our lives.And I do believe that dreams can come true, you are my dream, all I want is to love you. I love you Rob

Introductions
Ok, hi. I'm Raine. I'm kinda just checkin the place out. I have no idea how often I'll actually be going on, but whatevskies. Just to warn you lot, I'm not interested in sex-caming or showing anyone my junk. Only one... ok two people are allowed to see my naked-ass body. So.. yeah. Hope everyone's doing great. DEUCE!

Watch Me Burn
Oh the people you'll meet, oh the places you'll go.... Did you have me being totally uncomitted in mind when you wrote that, Mr. Seuss? Maybe not me specifically, but how do we move on? When do we decide to call it quits? How do I stop feeling for people? If you meet someone, and you think they are amazing and for whatever reason then why must you say goodbye? Screw the mushy shit; I like sex. I like sex with people that get me off. I like to keep in touch with those people and have repeat performances when possible. I hate feeling like this is abnormal or wrong, cause, let's face it, we all think about that person who totally did it for you.... just thinking about them gets you hot and isn't that what we want? A little heat... a little moist heat... *WHEW* sorry about that. I met a guy this weekend that I would totally like to get to know naked... I just know sometimes when under all the bullshit they're worth it. I'm not saying I've been with 8000000 people, I'm saying I

Scribbles Of The Insane!
empty dreams,hollow thoughts,a dark black past,a horrible nightmare,frightening screams of painful torcher,look into my eyes, can you see me or are they empty?call my name, do i answer?in a daze so confused i'm lost.tears of emptiness fall like rain,do you see them or in your eyes are they non-existing?my dreams a nightmare,wake me up, somebody, anybody,can't you hear my silent screams?don't you know how i'm in so much pain?can't anyone see the tears streaming down my face?the sadness in my expression?help i scream,gone, dead.no one hears, no one heard. you want to know more about me well if u didn't like my blogs before this then u might as wells go away, cuz this is me, and i ain't changing anytime soon. i got plenty more of these to post but i think i'll do that later. just another guy,just another broken heart,just another piece of ass,just another thing that hurts. just another step,just another lie,just another tear from my eyes.just another someone,just another no one. just ano

Everybody Struggles
Everybody strugglesevery good relationshiphas its down fallsif there were no mistakesthere would be no happinessthe one that really lovesyou will be with you till the endthrough all the pain and sorrowthe one that hates youwill always hate youthere is no way to changewhat will happen or is going to happenyou might be able to changeyour looks, personality, and friendsbut in the end it want matterwhat you did or didnt doall that will really matter is all the love and carethat you gave to each and every personyou knewits not who you where its who you areits what you have done and will do I loved her more than any other friendI promised i'd love her till the endBut as i thought her life was overIt showed me life wasn't for everI waited for her to txt me that dayWaited for her to say i'm okayBut that txt never cameMy heart was filled with pitty and shameI felt i was the one to blameI should've been with herThen there wouldn't be this pictureShe is laying on the side of the roadSo inecen

Life?
It has been often said that a person "makes life for themselves", and in a sense this is true. We would like to think we are the masters of our own destiny, but what happens when situations, events, and circumstances..."make you"? What if there are parts of our lives that are not able to be changed? I used to think that positive thinking could pave the way and "anchor" me to a place where i would be well grounded and have a clear-sighted, solid destiny that i was making my own way to, but life is full of places that can leave us vulnerable and our paths "rocky". People often ask the question "why"? I dont think it is always possible to accept a place where one can be at...Loss, fear, and insecurities can keep us from just ONE solid truth that we are trying to believe in. Life is unpredicatable to a point, with highs, lows and places that require many truths to set us free. Many ancient philosophers pondered these questions..some perplexed and frustrated because One hidden truth could n

I Like......
I LIKE:LISTENING TO RAINBASKING IN THE SUNYES...PLAYING IN PUDDLES(NO IM NOT CRAZY)SIMPLE WALKSWARM/COOL BREEZESSITTING ON MY PORCHLONG FLOWING SUNDRESSESGOING BAREFOOTSITTING UP LATE TALKING/CHILLING FOR HOURSLAUGHTERBLOOMING CHERRY BLOSSOM TREESSMILING(FOR REAL)ACCEPTANCEDRIVING AROUND CASUALLY WITH OLDIES ON THE RADIODANCING WHEN NOONE IS LOOKINGBEING ALONE, CONTENT WITH ME AND MY SURROUNDINGSWRITINGOHHHH SELF EXPRESSIONMEETING DIVERSE PEOPLELETTING GO OF THE PASTHEARING THE TRAIN GO BYTAKING PICTURESCULT CLASSIC MOVIESSUCH AS:DAZED AND CONFUSED.....WITHOUT THE GANJA...LOLFRAGRANT CANDLESHAVING MY OWN SPACEBEING INDEPENDENTMUSIC...ALL KINDSPLAYING RECORDS FROM START TO FINISH WITHOUT SAYING A WORDBEING WITH PEOPLE WHO JUST ACCEPT ALL MY BEAUTY, UGLINESS...EVERYTHINGCLEANING, MAKING EVERYTHING COMFORTABLE AND SCENTEDGETTING INTO A CLEAN CRISP BED AND MELTING INTO IT.I COULD GO ON AND ON.......:) TATTOOS PIERCINGS NAKEDNESS. Read more:http://www.myspace.com/alenda_1/blog?bID=53

Living Dead Girl
CAN IT BE POSSIBLE TO BE LIVING BUT FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE? YOUR ALIVE, BREATHING, LIVING LIFE FROM DAY TO DAY AS AN EMPTY SHELL, AN INVISIBLE NOBODY TO THOSE AROUND YOU AND SOMETIMES YOURSELF. WE HAVE SUCH DEEP PLACES WITHIN US, OUR SOULS THAT ARE LIKE WELLS, WHETHER DY OR FILLED UP, BUT FOR ALOT OF US, OUR SOUL SEEMS DREARY, UNFULLFILLED, MEANINGLESS AT TIMES, YURNING FOR THE SUSTENANCE THAT NURTURES IT, LONGS FOR IT. WALKING AROUND IN A BODY, HEART AND MIND, THAT KEEP ROUTINE LIKE THE HANDS OF THE CLOCK TICKING AWAY, IN A MEANINGLESS PATTERN, WAITING, WATCHING, HOPING FOR A RAY OF HOPE TO COME FILL US UP. WHEN IT DOESNT COME WE STILL MAINTAIN OUR USUAL ROUTINE, BUT IT WEATHERS US TO THE POINT OF WITHERING, LIKE A WILTING FLOWER, OR A CONSTANT RAIN, SHOWERING YOU WITH DOUBT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN. HOW IT FEELS TO KEEP BREATHING AND STILL YURN FOR THE RELEASE OF DEATH TO COME, BUT IT DOES NOT. LIVING THIS WAY IS A CONSTANT SLOW DAILY DEATH, BREAKING A PERSON'S BEING, FOR THINGS LOST, LONGE

Patti
PATTI It was 3 in the morning and the phone was ringing. A sense of deja vu traced its finger down Lee’s spine. “Hello” he said. “Hi darlin, I’m sorry to wake you up but, I have some terrible news”. It was Lees’ sister Teri on the phone from San Antonio. “What is it sis, what happened”? As he listened to his (clearly shaken) sibling delivering horrific news he became aware of the reason this all seemed so familiar. Lee’s mind drifted off to another story from the city whose clutch he seemed unable to escape… The magnetic thermometer on his dash was shaped like the State of Texas and its mercury presently indicated a temperature of 102 degrees in the car as Lee flew down TX1604, the outer loop that surrounds San Antonio. He could have taken the inner loop; Loop 410 was a shorter route but it had a lot more cops. Lee lived in Universal City, which was nothing more than a watering hole for Randolph AFB, headquarters of t

Rats And Stealing
On Rats and Stealing I remember the day the man I called Dad taught me to steal. It was just like any other day in Camp Sea Ashe. My brother Randy and I had been down to the green (a green is the term used to describe a large expanse of grass in Europe) playing soccer with some of the local British lads. My best friend Colin had been teaching me how to trap the ball with the arch of one foot up against the heel of the other while running. The move was designed to toss the ball over your own head (and consequently your opponents) while at a full run. I had been able to pull it off a few times but generally my attempts had resulted in face plants. When we came walking in to Hill Bridge (that was the actual address of our "home"; Hill Bridge, Camp Sea Ashe, England) my dad was waiting on us. "There is a rat in the laundry room boys" he said from the couch while playing his guitar. Randy glanced at me and we just went to the closet and got the cage, cut-off brooms and our gloves; we knew

New Blog
You Know i am a Puerto Rican I am A Christian by personal choice and belief. That being said i am torn on this issue of burning the Koran. Here Is My personal beliefs, I feel it is wrong of any person regardless of their religious beliefs to disrespect any other persons personal religious beliefs. I also must say I am against the right to burn books or flags of any race or creed. When that hippy burnt the American flag he should have been shot. Hmm that is why i said my belief! Here in itself is a strong comment Belief, Think about that if we did not live in a society that believes every man and woman should have the right to express their beliefs in their own way; as long as this practice does not hurt or put another in jeopardy. That is the true definition of our first amendment any one can twist the words around to make it seem what ever or how ever they would like it but the truth is you dont have the right to try and cause harm to others. So if by burning this book this gentleman

What My New Tatt Will Represent
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the townproclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect.There was not a mark or a flaw in it.Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen.The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said,"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart.It was beating strongly ... but it was full of scars ...it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in ...but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact ... in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.The people stared ... how can he say his heart is more beautiful ... they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart ... and saw its state an

What To Do
to 'How Sexy Is Your Name' Shannon Dear Shannon: The first letter of your name is (S). It means that: You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don`t fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. how do you know when your life is going into a downward spiral or when it maybe going in the right direction? do you hold on to a hope? do you hold on to a feeling? do you just give up because your unsure? you would think after a lifetime of endless romances and hopes and dreams that were crushed that you would be able to know what to do..... but alas im still as lost as i was at 15 years old..... i want the dream, the fantasy, that som

Miss
ONE GOOD FRIENDYOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD FRIEND,BUT YOU CAN HAVE ONLY ONE REAL GOOD FRIEND.THIS FRIEND MAYBE YOUR BROTHER,SISTER,OR SOMEONE YOU JUST MET 3 WEEKS AGO.I THOUGHT I HAD A REALLY GOOD FRIEND,TILL ONE DAY.THIS FRIEND TOLD ME LOTS,SHOWED ME LOTS,AND CARED FOR ME.OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT.BUT NO MATTER WHATHAPPENS BETWEEN ME AND THEM,I WILL ALWAYSREMBER WHAT I HAD LEARNED FROM THAT ONE PERSON,NERVER PUT YOUR SELF DOWN.AND DONT NEVER EVER SHOW YOUR TRUE FEELINGS TO SOMEONE THAT YOU JUST MET,LIKE THAT YOU REALLY CARE HOW THEY FEEL. I miss the way you touched me.I miss the way you used to hold me.I miss the time we shared,but why do I have to miss you so much.The way you cared.The times you just talked to melike I was yours.But why do I have to miss it all.If I dont miss what do Ihave to look forward toseeing or doing again.So why do I miss you all the time.I miss your smell.I miss your voice.I wish i did nothave to miss you so much.So why do I have to miss.

Today Is Beautiful
"A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they

About Me
I'm not sure if I should even be writing about this, but I just feel like I have to tell someone. It all started with an excited call from my friend Tyler at about 10 pm last Thursday, August the 19th. My phone is vibrating in my pocket as I talk to a lovely woman, just inches away in the crowded bar. Not wanting to be rude, I ignore the phone as I continue explaining the values of rare alpine plants, and how interesting Trinity county can be when you really get out and see it. I try not to babble on too much, as this is one of my favorite subject to talk about. She may really be interested, or she may just be an incredibly good actor, it's still early to tell, although, she has not made any attempt to leave our conversation yet. "Native plants are one of my hobbies." she explains as I study her shoulder length auburn hair as it hangs just below her ears in an early 20's style that has made it's way into the new millennium. She is rather slender but also has a slightly athle

I'm Sorry Baby
How could I be so stupid To let you slip away I had you in my arms But I let you slip away I want you back But now it's too late I've already said goodbye And now love had turned to hate I want to go back in time And fix all that was wrong Change all of my regrets So we didn't fight as long The regrets are what f**ked it up And they were all my fault I was so immature I should of acted like an adult I broke my own heart When I walked out on you Now it's too late And I can't undo I still love you But no-body knows We are no longer together Because of what I chose It was a bad decision And now I want you here Never far away Always near So please take me back And catch me when I fall Cause I need you right now More than anything at all.

Should Have Done My Hair
Should have done my hair Battered and bruised Heart totally used Should have done my hair Hit the ground Without a sound Should have done my hair Glass and broom Another hospital room Should have done my hair Another police report Swollen mouthed retort Should have done my hair Mom's on phone You're all alone Should have done my hair Final law suit You friggin brute Should have done my hair Now you see Can't have me Should have done my hair See him stare Now I care Should have done my hair Know that man Yes I can Should have done my hair

Poetry
I start down deep Within a beating heart Then something happens And my journey starts I have to possessions So there's nothing to pack Once I'm gone I can never go back My first stop Is that lump in your throat I can't help making Your voice drop a note I linger there Just for a bit My friends shortly follow And there will sit moving on up I've found a colored orb I'm just going to be More than you can absorb Dancing there Making your nose run Glimmering and sparkling There is the sun Now I fall down From your eye I'm sorry dear I've made you cry Now on your cheek I leave a trail My journey near over I'm feeling frail There I slide Onto your chin From whence I came Others begin My demise is on the front of your shirt The journey of a tear Hope it has worth The love I give Is with true sincerity But somehow it is met With laughs of hilarity This has caused Me great disparity I'm not looking For charity Just a litt

My Life
Hey everyone I like to welcome you to my life I am a very adventurous person and I enjoy the outdoors. I love to just go outside and set under a tree or on a tree Maybe a good night to just set out in the yard and look up at the stars. Wouldn't that be fun? Of course if someone else would do it too.I always wander how ppl came to be, who was the very first ppl set foot on earth? Besides me and you when we were two. Do you ever wander how the first tree got here or how the dinosaur's were here in the first place? I believe in god, I really do but I just wander is he really like me and you? Does his angels really look over us everyday. Why do people live in fear? I don't know but I do it to. I am always afraid someone is going to come in and take my life away,maybe not even my life but the next person close to me.Does our prayers really come true? Or do we just get signs from god on what to do next? What do you think? This is my message to you, to tell me what you think. Thnx Tiff Ja

Friends List
TO ALL THAT I HAVE ADDED ON MY FRIENDS LIST: FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF SPEAKING TO ME OR ONLY ADDED ME JUST SO YOU GET YOUR PRECIOUS FUBUCKS AND POINTS FOR THE ADD PLEASE REMOVE ME I AM SICK OF ADDING PEOPLE AND THEN NEVER HEARING FROM YOU ONCE I HAVE ADDED YOU

10 Reasons To Date A Fat Girl
10 Reasons To Date A Fat Girl By: Gabrielle Talley Break Studios Contributing Writer You can probably think of at least ten reasons to date a fat girl, but let’s get to the real reasons. Dating a fat girl can be the best way to meet the right person in your life. Reasons to date a fat girl are many, but we’ll concentrate on the ones that will help you make the right decision. 1. Fat girls are fun and easy to talk to. Fat girls are usually more concerned with their brains than their looks. This means you can never be bored around a fat girl. They always have interesting stories, and they wont care what they look like rolling down a hill, going on the ferris wheel, or posing for funny pictures with you. Fat girls have fun everywhere they go. 2. Never Go Hungry. Do you really like Ethiopian food? If you do, you probably won’t find a fat girl there. They may be up for trying the fare though since they are generally interested in trying any food once.

Random...
I fear what the mummers would do to me if I posted this as an actual mumm, so here it is in my blog for your consideration... I'm going to get a new tattoo on Tuesday! I like them all and I can't choose which one I should get... Give me your advice! Tell me which one you like best. I'm going to be getting it on the inside of my arm right above my wrist, so if the location helps you pick a picture, sweet!

Dimples
I think we should take all the warning labels off everything and watch all the idiots in the world go extinct. I think that would be real entertainment. I could definitely sit back with my feet up and a bag popcorn and enjoy!!! lmao 4D96B7CA-4563-95EF-1FEF-5D070BB993C4 1.03.01

Something To Think About
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. Youcan kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...indebt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethi

Obama Jokes!
Q: Have you heard about McDonald's' new Obama Value Meal?A: Order anything you like and the guy behind you has to pay for it. Q: What does Barack Obama call lunch with a convicted felon?A: A fund raiser. Q: What's the difference between Obama's cabinet and a penitentiary?A: One is filled with tax evaders, blackmailers and threats to society. The other is for housing prisoners. Q: If Nancy Pelosi and Obama were on a boat in the middle of the ocean and it started to sink, who would be saved?A: America ! Q: What's the difference between Obama and his dog, Bo?A: Bo has papers. Q: What was the most positive result of the "Cash for clunkers" program?A: It took 95% of the Obama bumper stickers off the road.

Our American Flag, What Does It Mean?
In the wish to be totally fair, apparently the quote that prompted this blog was actually correct in that it is from a cadence that the writer learned while serving in this great country's military and was used to help boost the moral of our brave soldiers. So, though not academically correct, his definition is musically correct! Praises and thanks to ALL of our courageous soldiers! We love you! Hello friends and friends to be!Today I read a status that gave some information on what the colors of our flag stood for and I knew the information to be wrong. What was more upsetting was the fact that the writer is 50 years old and lives in New Hampshire. I figured that this was scary, many young people would assume that he should know the truth and so would take the information as the truth! So, me being me, I looked up the actual true answers, cross checked them and here it all is, and then some! Remember, always check information, people make mistakes. You are responsible for wha

My Work
Bliss One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I have nothing here for me any longer.I let my guard down and enveloped myself in you.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I've wanted you for so long.My dreams have become skeletons in my closet.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I want to be yours forever.Why can't it be so?One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.Your lips are poison to my soul.The passion is unbearable.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.You're my dirty little secret.I crave what I'm missing.Just one more night of bliss.

Blank.
When my mind goes blank, my eyez go blank, my thought's go black, and for once im free. Free to be me, without judgements without hate or love. without thought of loss and pain. or happiness and smiles, without anything at all. For once Im free without anything hold me down or lifting me up, I float in bliss. But im only free in my mind. You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips 100% Blind Folds

Old Things Are More Beautiful...
"Tis strange, that though a candle, And oh, so small it be; The flickering flame it gives, In darkness, helps to see... Its light dispels the darkness; The frightening shadows flee; And all the fewars of midnight, Are gone, when one can see... The shadows crowd around one, And thunder roars above; The fearful soul is drowning: He cannot see God's love... My friend, you are a candle, And in God's plan, the light That shines to those around you, To give the blind soul sight... 'Tis nice to be a lighthouse, To guide the ships at night,

The One I Want To Be
I don’t want to be that girl The one who sits at home and cries The one who thinks of him and always sighs The one who gets used The one who’s abused The one who’s seriously confused I don’t want to be her Her pain is great The guy she loves is late He has yet to figure out she’s the one The one thats beauty far surpasses her looks The girl you hear about in books The one who holds him as her world The girl who knows she doesn’t stand a chance The one who risks it all at a dance I want to be the one he loves The one he cares for with all his being The one he’s there for when she’s hurt The one he would never treat like dirt The one he know

Fubar Reflections
Hmm where do i start? I have been a member of this site for a while, I had a good run there for a while. Had my own lounge used to have a lot of friends on here, used to be somebody. I had to take a break for a while because the shit got thick I guess you could say. I liked how it used to be, key work USED to be. People were real, more or less. This site wasnt about bling, boomerrangs, 11's, and any other superficial or popularity VAMPIRES!!!! ALL women on this site have become whores that I have noticed, won't pay any attention to you unless you spend $$$$.. A woman can post her ass, her panties, you name it and the men crawl on them like worms. If you do this then you can see this. Or i'll just let you see it so you will make me popular and give me attention.. Maybe I'm jealous, so what. Maybe if I sucked up and gave meaninless shit then i'd get some attention to.. Who the fuck cares? I get likes from women that I would not even look twice at mostly.. Nobody ever looks or rates my

Chacacter
I woke at 2 am brushing the sleep from my eyes my feet hit the floor as I pulsed and took a deep sigh…. my heart revisited the rawest it has been in years, yet my brain was at its sharpest, and my eyes seemed a little clearer as I continued to rise. A thought came to mind: If you asked me yesterday, if I was bitter, I would have told you yes and felt guilty from having that feeling. Now however, I woke to a face that held a childhood I tried to ever so forget and push from my path. Yet, I couldn’t because that face held the beginning of 2 very important decisions that started the very existence of who I am today. So, I welcome this face and release the bitterness that comes from the greeting. For I am at another cross road in my life and realize bitterness will only weigh me down and is not who I am. I forgive you, but even more so, I forgive myself! Better yet, I will thank you from the bottom of my heart…Thank you. It took me years to understand who I am and even

Hate List 2010
Just in a mood to whine a little, you can read further or leave.....whatever ~I hate having a headache EVERYDAY ~I hate people who ride your ass when driving, speed up to pass you then fuckin turn 2 feet in front of you WITHOUT a blinker. ~I hate the way this site and the people have changed (and not for the good either) ~I hate the fact Grey's Anatomy makes me cry almost everyday ~I hate the fact I honesty care about some of you people ~I hate I'll have to take 2 pills for the rest of my life to keep myself from going to the mental hospital again ~I hate the fact after 19 years of marriage and 15 years of being a mother, I don't know who the fuck I am anymore. ~I hate all of you

Shameful Conversations
Shomali11 messaged me on okcupid and I always answer back. Shomali11:Hello there :)How are you ?I stumbled upon your profile and simply couldn't resist writing to you:) Words can not describe such angelic breath taking beauty ... I was wondering if you would like to chat and get to know each other ? Me:Hey, thanks dude :)I'm good! Getting ready to edit some videos and make some music :)How are you doing? (if I call you dude, it's a sign to stop flirting...) So I went to his profile to get a closer look at his face and see what he had to say. There was nothing that really caught my eye, so I continued back to my profile to see if anything exciting was happening (sarcasm, but you get what I mean) Before I have time to think he im-ed me on okcupid's chat thing. shomali11:Checking me out? ;)rawrnerd:not in the way that you thinkrawrnerd:just wanted to get a closer look and see your prof after reading the messageshomali11:Are you loving what you are seeing? ;)rawrnerd:.... not rea

Be Yourself
why do people throw theirselves at other people,i can understand if they are single and want somebody but damn for them to just throw themselves at women or men its just rediciulus,why not talk to them and get to know them then you can do whatever you want,i mean their a lot pretty women on here but its a crying shame they have to just throw themselves at somebody for that person to take them.

Bad Parenting Is Shitty!!!
Adrienne, what's up! We all miss you. I kinda choked up at your funeral and didn't get to say what I wanted to say. So this one is for you A. First off let me say, we had some goooooood times. All the way back to the trailer park boo. Remember when we used to throw parties and and I would always snap on a mother fucker if they disrespected your place or you? Will always feel that way home girl. When I went to prison we lost contact for a long time but my love for you would not let me let our relationship go. When I came back to Bradenton I had no car and found you after lots of searching! I road that damn bike all the way out to your mothers place from by Harley Middle School! Again our friendship was reunited and we still had each others back. No one could ever disrespect us in front of each other with out feeling the our words! They knew than words were backed up too so they didn't have anything to say! I hang out with mick and every now and than. He

Random
I am so tired of your so called "friends" blocking you for no reason, If you dont want to talk anymore at least grow a pair and say so.... Im just tired of putting everything I have into something and then someone just throwing it all away like it was nothing... Is it me or is the world becoming more and more hopeless? I mean You have selfish people who care only about getting ahead an could care less about who they step on... then you have jerks who just want self satisfation, they couldnt care more about the hearts they break and the lives they wreck.I am so tired of being lied to and hurt by people who pretend they care so from now on im gonna be just a little bit selfish and look out for just me!Sorry just a rant, needed to get it off my chest

Rain Drops
well i have 40 some pics of me & will be adding more over time but if you think im doing a salute ur crazy i dont think i need to hold a little paper up to make friends & ya dont like me cus of that then ur lame im here to have fun & become best friends & more if it happens to turn intoo more great I feel the rain falling on my skin, cool drops falling and running down my body...They become your hands as they begin to slowly run down my face and neck, making visions dance wildly in my mind... Onto now my aroused awaiting breasts they travel, running down to the tips of my nipples and dripping off onto the ground below... The crease between my breasts has now become a valley in which they run down to my stomache touching so softly and gently... father down they move caressing me touching my inner thighs causing their own twisted delight, they are teasing me... Moving down my legs calves and ankles and off the tips of my toes I notice they have made a picture below, a puddle of water

Just Me
I sitting here on this site listening to music by my # dj and all i can think of is how and why peopl cant take me for me? back n day when i was on this site people were nice,now dont gte me wrong some people on here are awesome and then well there r some that are jus plain rude and full of themselves.This sote makes it so easy to friend,rate,crush etc on different people which aint back but when u rate someone and then friend them and they send u a message that says " umm ur not good enough to be on my page" or my favorite k umm i dont talk to fat people....right there that "FAT"word i dont know but damn that word pisses me tf off more then nething,i know im fluffy as i call but heres something the idiots who commented that was....yes im flufy but u either hate or love me either i really dont give a fuck either way u can watch me walk away..so heres my lil quest......i challage neone reading this right now to go and talk to a "fluffy" person....ud b surprised what a HI means to them a

Friend Vs. Juggalette
Friend vs. Juggalette Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalette: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalette: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalette: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was f*cking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalette: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalette: Bums you her last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalette: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalette: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalette: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the first place Friend: Lets you make an a** out of yourself in public Juggalette: Is up there with you making an a** out of themselves too Friend: Likes you cause your always doing stupid sh*t Jugg

What Would You Do?
Questions where the question "What would YOU do?" applies to them. Answer the question, then repost a new question for others to answer as well :) This should be an interesting experiment. Question Number One: What would YOU do if you were locked away in a room with me for 24 hours and all that was playing in the background was love making music? :P

Were New Hey All
they there all were new to this crazy place. send us a msg if have crazy and fun place to be. take care all see around my bf went too club upper level and had cap lock on hes new the whole computer thing. they gave him warnings but by i got the computer to help take off the cab lock off. they had kick up out and will told that was new they got rude.. so just keep that in mind if you are new and go into CLUB UPPER LEVEL Jenna and Steven

No Big Secret
to the hydaway family. i know your out there and i allready bumped into a few of them. hopefully we can bs. like old times. even though i am not a member or even what i onces was, but i still haungeout in the old hydaway lounge keeping up with old times. its no big secret that i used to have a profile here. hell you might allready know me. "~`Slo Mo~` The Love Moogle~` ~~love jessa~`" but its been a while sinces i was back. so i decided to start a new one. i think i will be more private than normal. but either way i haven't forgotton about, my freinds. family. fans lovers and haters. lol. so i decided to come back for a while. and yes i do work at a adult Prision currectional faucility.lol i admit its something i wanted to be. but it has its excitment and benifits. so hopefully get to see the old freinds, and of course make a few here and there.

Whatever I Want
I'm so fed up with everyone around me Noone seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothings gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this do that Everything they want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be verse 2: It's all so messed up and noone ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and i'm never gonna change I lay it all to waste They're always say this say that Nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'm done! In the end we're all just chaulk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been giv

Why Woman Cry
Emo Images at ImageHousing.com "A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman , " she told him. "I don't understand , " he said. His Mom just hugged him and said , "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father ,"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man , still wondering why women cry... Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone , he asked , "God , why do women cry so easily?" God said, "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up , and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity

Best Friend
One time I sat out in the cold. Shivering and frozen through to the core. A light shone and came though to warm my heart though. Wrapped a blanket around me and gave me faith. When ever life gets me down, I look into your heart and smile. One time I sat out in the cold then you came and warmed my heart. I know your there for me to, so I'll be there for you. 17th November 2007 I got given a task at Pallion Action Group (the place I volunteered at). My task was to take the girls group bowling. I stood outside waiting for the taxi and then I seen the girls. Not gonna lie, I was like OMG I’ve been screwed again. One of the girls was in tracksuit and had a cap on. That girl seemed the mouthiest. The taxi came and after we got lost and turned up at the wrong place we finally reached the bowling place, which was a huge let down and its safe to say everyone was pissed off at that point. We thought it was a night of 10 pin bowling, not carpet bowls, but hay ho. We went inside had some fo

Store Run In
Run in at the store: It is a hot summer day, I was wearing a half shirt, daisy dukes (that barely covered my fat ass), and the highest of high heels, 5” white open toed strappy high heels that tie around the ankles. I was rushing through the grocery store trying to pick up what seemed like a thousand things before heading back home to make dinner. I must have spent an hour cruising from one aisle to the next trying to make sure your cart was filled with everything I needed, yet the entire time there is an uneasy feeling that I am being watched or followed. Shrugging it off as crazy, I kept moving and made it to the check out line just in time to spend another 20 minutes behind the lady with 2000 items and a pouch full of coupons that she was going through one by one. I wasn’t sure I could be more frustrated than I was right then and added to that the hair was still standing up on the back of my neck about something or someone around me.

Smile's.. Cheats
hey everyone, just seeing if there was any other crazy ideas of what to dress up like for the upcoming comic book feast I am going to? I ended up with a block, having trouble decided on what to wear...My friend and I where doing the GI Joe thing, but two guys bailed...I have something like doawn of the dead, but wanted to try something different this year...it is my inner geek per-say... any ideas would be great, expand my relm...

My Creations Blog
creation I did for Kori Kitten Out of bounds creation effects I did *If you want one done of one of your pictures. Feel free to inquire within* 1. 2. 3. 3d Anaglyph *3d red/blue glasses require for this one to see the full extent of effect. 3d pop out effect I did with perspective.

Good Vs Bad Girl
I've heard some doosies in my life...lines men tell...Like Girl I'd drink your bath water (EWW!!!) or You must be from heaven cause i think i'm looking at an angel (ugh) but after posting a line Creole1985 said to me I started getting IM's with "Lines" So Guys Post Your Best Lines...ladies post the best line you ever heard or the worst :) Why is it that the "Good" girl the one with alot to offer doing her own thing, but makes sure to make time for her man, treats him with respect, loves him but gives him that room cause she needs it herself, doing her, but she doesn't get the man she wants but the "bad" girl the one who treats the man like ish, doesn't care what he thinks or feels, doesn't do for him, etc get him....and mind you the man is a real Man...alot to offer....intelligent, funny, God Fearing, Handsome, Knows the Meaning of WORK etc etc. Just Curious...Thoughts?

Nerds...what Comes To Mind When U Think Of Them ????
♥ what do u think when you here about nerds ? [IMG]http://i93.photobucket.com/albums/l59/livid120/made/nerdy.gif[/IMG] [IMG]http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh117/popstarz49/doodles/NIsForNerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i890.photobucket.com/albums/ac102/dvd1k/geek_nerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i335.photobucket.com/albums/m479/operator23/Einstein_Quote.jpg[/IMG]

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before youmy willoffered up in quiet acquiescenceawaiting your approvalor reproachthe fine line between pleasure and painbecomes ever sweeter with your controlwith every touch, kiss, wordsmoldering embers are kindledtormenting desires awakenedI quivercaptured by heat and hungerbend me to your willMy Lordshow me what you most desiremy purpose but to servethrough your dominion I find myselfYou, the Master of manymy only

My Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared.

My Crazy Life
"Rules of the South" are as follows:1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked.3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow youdrive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you.They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one.5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year.6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope youdon't have it up to your ear at the time.8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.9. The "Opener" refe

Support The Causes!!
I would like to suggest we start a causes section (troops, breast cancer, feeding the poor, shelter for the homeless etc..) We donate portions of our fubucks which makes us feel like we are helping our communities etc. Then we have a sponsor pay the diff of what we dontae. I believe Fu could make a big Difference. So holla "hell Yeah" if you think we should help our communities. DJ TRIX

Why Do We Hurt The Ones We Love
this quote brought up lots of my memories and past experiences. Many of those questions or insecurities are also the very same ones I had until a couple of months back when I truly understand what I need or wanted.It was only then that I realized giving in all the time and bottling up frustrations are really not they way it’s suppose to be if we expect the relationship to grow, mature and stabilize. Avoidance of negative issues only makes matter worst. As these issues wouldn’t simply just go away by ignoring it, as it would only start building up and silently gnaw away our inner self - especially our self-worth. Losing our sense of self and dignity in a relationship would only lead to a stagnant, stale and unhappy outlook. I kept stalling the matter, thinking if I just continue to give in and try to change or mold myself according to his ‘idea’ everything will eventually fall into it’s place. However, unfortunately that wasn’t the case, and I found

My Poems
As they walk hand and hand, theirs hearts intwined. Always meant to be on forever and ever. Lost to this world, forgotten and forsaken. They wait for the time when they will be together forever more. Lost in the sorrow of long ago. Broken and battered. Waiting for time to end, yet it drifts by so slow. Take me by the hand fight this dream we are lost in. Teach me that love is still what it was so long ago . Take me home where we both belong , my love my soul. Their hears intwined forever . Never to forgot what we lost so long ago. Then we can be as one. Once more.

I'm Just Sitting Here On The Toilet
A drunk gets up from the bar and heads for the bathroom. A few minutes, a loud, blood curdling scream is heard. A few minutes after that, another loud scream reverberates through the bar. The bartender goes to investigate why the drunk is screaming. "What's all the screaming about in there?" he yells. "You're scaring my customers!" "I'm just sitting here on the toilet," slurs the drunk, "and every time I try to flush, something comes up and squeezes the hell out of my balls." With that, the bartender looks in and says, "You idiot! You're sitting on the mop bucket!"

Confession
A drunken man staggers in to a Catholic church and sits down in a confession box and says nothing. The bewildered priest coughs to attract his attention, but still the man says nothing. The priest then knocks on the wall three times in a final attempt to get the man to speak.Finally, the drunk replies: "No use knocking' mate, there's no paper in this one either."

Beer Labels
Top 13 Warning Labels the FDA is considering placing on beer and alcohol bottles 13. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. 12. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. 11. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. 10. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 9. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning. 8. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. 7. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and or name you can't remember). 6. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. 5. WARNING: consump

Rebecca's Poetry :)
Why does it all have to be so confusing, Life, in that mystical & enchanting way? Why can’t it JUST be simple, like a spider, Spinning its web for its home each day? Why can’t it be so easy, When ya meet someone you love? Why does it all get scattered around, Like seeds blowin’ through the world from above? OH WHY is it EVERY single time, Something sparks my heart a’light, I turn around lookn on down that path, Where suddenly things just don’t go right?

Thinking
More than Pleased with how things go...... Sometimes you fall hard and fast .... You can not explain why...... It is life just let it happen! Are things ever easy.... Hell no is the answer to that! Why is it a person can feel an instant amazing connection To someone that they them selves have never even met? I am still at lose for words at times. I wish I could touch and feel and smell and everything physically involved. That would make it so much easier on me.... Then I would know if this is something that is tangible. Something REAL! Do I just walk away now and forget the connection even occurred? Do I cut my loses knowing my heart has not been broken nor could it because I walked away to early? Is the tape from the last time a year and a half ago that was holding my heart together still intact? I am clueless... There is a part of me that wants to put myself out there..... But there is a bigger part of me saying pull your self back..... Grab your heart and e

Don't Understand
Just when we thought it disappeared for good It came back and we never thought it would You shed so many tears cuz you have alot of fears But, you have people by your side all the way through I believe god will heal you he's done it before He loves you more than you can ever imagine

Sleep
I look down upon the bedAnd see you fast asleep.Dare I wake you up insteadOr leave you fast asleep?You smile gently in your sleep,Against your neck I lay my headAs your arm around me creepsAnd we shift upon the bed.But do you open up your eyes?Oh, no, you leave them closed.I place my legs between your thighsAnd place a kiss upon your nose.I run my tongue across your chestAs my desires begin to riseI look with longing at your cock nestled on its hairy nestAnd plan for something to arise.I place its smallness in my mouth,Sucking upon it, while I fondle your balls.Then I lick it from north to southWhile it grows forever tall.Your eyes are no longer shut,Plus your hands begin to creep.They're holding tight onto my butt...Tell me why you're not asleep.Your ardor, too, has started to rise.You lift me up from your rampant cock.My legs apart you gently prise,While deep inside me, your legs around me lock."What a pleasant way to awake,"You whisper in my ear."It is so nice make no mistake,"As we

Dreamers
"Man on the Train: Hey, are you a dreamer? Wiley: Yeah. Man on the Train: I haven't seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming is dead, no one does it anymore. It's not dead it's just that it's been forgotten, removed from our language. Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well, I'm trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming, every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it's ever faced, ever. So whatever you do, don't be bored, this is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting "

My Book I Am Writing
welcome to my first blog of many for the book i am writing this first blog is just to give u a little about the book to see that people think and if they have any ideas to give there imput its a fantasy book a good vs evil storry i know its been dont smore times than there are numbers but i love fantasy books robert jouran and terry goodkind are a few of my favorate authors i been getting into brandon sanderson ever since he picked up the wheel of time series after robert jordan passed away this blog i dont want to get into the story much but the next fre i will be posting the book an a simple short storry form when i write i do it alot different than mpst people who write so i start off with just a simple outsline og the places and what happened there ususly just a few lines for each place after i get all that done i go back to the begining and take my outline and start doing a simple story of everything verry little detail just a basic story that what i will be posting for the nex

Nightmares
"welcome to hell can i take your coat, would you like a glass of wine? how about cavier? no? well its straight to bussiness then. i would like your soul if you dont mind? no it can never be freed. you would stay here forever. :D the sound of a quill scratching a signture echos welcome to H3ll can i take you arm? would you like being burned alive or maimed? how about decapition? No? >:D Too Bad.... Sunrise , SunsetSunrise bathes the world in a golden glow,Washing away the nights troublesI watch confined as light scares away the creatures of the nightI wish, silent in reverence that it could chase away my sorrowsI stand letting the golden glow creep over meUntil finally it reaches my eyes bright and uncompromisingAnd I don’t dare blinkI look out over the world so fresh with colorAnd the world looks back at me its brown eyes sweet as it blocks the glaring light of dawn leaning occasionally one waySo the light will hit my eyes revealing the amazing

My Poems From My Friend Blahme
Such a pure romance this is, passion and love and sex can coexist Closing your eyes, Amanda closes in...tender touches like this cant be a sin....from green and purple to black and white, we're going to make this one hell of a night Roses are red, I'm feeling blue, I love Richard.... you better not too Created by my awesome tallented friend, BlahMe=]]

Poem I Wrote
I can’t stand this bullshit! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through. When I was young My mother always said she cared But all it ever was is a lie I should have been prepared Because all I ever did was cry I’ve always known I was on my own My mother never cared Whenever I’m there She holds onto an invisible child As if I’m

Fubar History
fubar is a social network launched in Summer-Early Fall 2005 as the first "online bar". In October 2007, they teamed up with Jangl to provide their members with the ability to call other members anonymously. The site is for users 18 and older, and is free to use. Registered members initiate conversations through buying each other virtual drinks with "fubucks" earned through using the site. Other features include the ability to buy a "Happy Hour" for the whole site (reducing drink costs for all members), file sharing, and the ability to ask the community as a whole for their opinions. History In October 2007, Fubar claimed over 1.2 million members. fubar began as Lost Cherry, then changed to CherryTAP in late 2006. In 2007, the site changed its name again to fubar. Site creator Mike Hedlund is also a member, using the ID "babyjesus".

Unemployment In Amreica
Ok people ill try to be brief...and please remember this is just my opinion based on what i see on a daily basis on the news ...in the city..and most recently at the top of the exit ramp that take to get home after work everyday. Today just like every other day for the last 2 weeks, a man has been holding a sign that reads " NEED A JOB TO PAY MY WATER BILL" "PLEASE HELP"....Now listen carefully people..there is a grocery store, and 3 fast food joints with in walking distance to where this man stands everyday...he obviously is either a). doesnt need a damn job in the first place or is b). lazy as hell. Now on to the rest of America. Look around you people(talking to the people who dont have jobs), get off your high horse that your use to living. Maybe if you himble yourselves enough to lower your high class livin style and live within your means you could find a job. Maybe if you werent so damn worried about your stature or class in society you could get a job. Oh but wait thats right y

Flitting About
Trip to the grocery store for a pop - walking with my head down reading to see what my gas points were up to. I almost run into a cashier walking in an intercepting path with mine. I attempt to avoid plowing into her by flailing to my left, and walk directly into the path of the poor kid pushing a whole line of carts back inside the store. In an attempt to miss me, he plows his row of carts directly into the lady bringing a large selection of flowers from the outside of the store into the inside. Flowers sway ominously, but manage to stay in cart. I could NOT slink out of there fast enough!

My Blog
I love this chic, she is so awesome on NCIS. If Thomas Jefferson were alive today, he may write something along the following lines. As the popular saying goes, “Once upon a time,” we, the founding fathers, created a document that would live through the ages. We fought amongst ourselves, trying to imagine every possible scenario that the future could bring. In the end, we felt that no matter our differences, no matter our political beliefs, the document we created would last through the ages. Because the document we created would be simple enough that all men, regardless of color, creed, or religion would be able to understand it. The document we created would limit a federal government. It would keep its powers so simple, that any man would understand that only he, or she, would be the sole one that could dictate its powers. A document that would put the power in the hands of the people, and made the government one that

My Thoughts
I am single and looking for a guy, who is kind,considerate,respectful,romantic,doesn't play head or mind games. Knows what he wants out of life. If he has kids thats fine with me. I was watching the verdict being read today in regards to Caylee Anthony. Her mom was accused of killing her. The verdict came bac not guilty. How can a parent do that. She had no emotions when the verdict was read but she got up and hugged her attorney after everything was said and done. Why is it that she is going to get away with murder and this girl isn't going to get the justice she needs. Casey told a friend of hers at one point that the tatoo that she had was dedicated to her daughter caylee. I just think that it was just a good show in my opinion. what is everyone else's opinion on the trial. I am trying to find Mr.Right. Will i ever find him. I want a guy that is going to stay with me through the good times and the bad. I want someone that is going to love me for me. I want someone that is g

Fumafia's Version Of Psalm 23
TO THE TUNE OF "WE THREE KINGS" WE THREE THUGS FROM MAFIA ARE BREAKING BONES BOTH NEAR AND AFAR ROUGH AND READY STRONG AND STEADY PAY UP OR WE'LL BOMB YOUR CAR OW OW GUNS SO SHINY GUNS OF MIGHT I'LL COME TO KILL YOU IN THE NIGHT I'LL LEAVE YOU BLEEDING BEGGING AND PLEADING FOR YOUR NOW WORTHLESS LIFE MY UZI IS MY SHEPARD ,I SHALL NOT WANT FOR AMMO I WILL MAKE YOU TO LIE DOWN IN THE DIRT AND THE WORLD WILL BE QUIETER WITHOUT YOU I TAKETH YOUR SOUL,IT BELONGS TO ME I GUIDE YOU ON THE PATH OF MURDER AND MAYHEM AND ALTHOUGH I WALK THRU THE VALLEY OF DEATH , I WILL FEAR NO MOBSTER AS I AM THE MEANEST GANGSTER IN THIS GAME MY GUNS AND ARMOUR THEY COMFORT ME I WILL SET A FIRE UNDER YOU IN THE PRESENCE OF ALL MY CAPTIVES I WILL ANOINT YOUR BODY WITH GASOLINE AND SET YOU THE F*CK ON FIRE SURELY DESTRUCTION AND HATE WILL FOLLOW ME TILL THE END OF TIME AND I WILL DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE DEVI FOR ALL TIME AMEN IF THIS OFFENDS YOU ........GO AWAY , YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO L

"special Someone" A Song By Me(gabe Haney)
1st Verse: In the darkness of the night, you were my bright and shining light. I just wanted you to see, that I wanted you closer to me. You have brighten my pathway, to a better day. I just want you to stay with me, please darlin please Chorus: I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold you tight, and protect you with all my might. I hope you can be that special someone till the end of time. My special, special someone that I want to be mine. 2nd verse: You give me a great big smile,I just want to sit with you for awhile. You are so beautiful to me, and I just want us to be. I know that in my heart, I don't want us to be apart. This is my plea, I hope you can see, that I want you to be with me Chorus: I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold

Essay
Hidden from me,she is now found,A beauty I should never have lost.A friend that had vanished,To my heart it did cost.Will she smile at me again,Even close to the way before.Or will I pay the price,And never hold her heart nomore.Please beautiful smile for me,I hope brighter than ever.Because you will never leave my sight,My friend,my beauty forever. Write a single blog post for the topic/key phrase “college admission essays.” The post should be in form of tips for the students applying to colleges. It should NOT be a college admission essay itself. The post should be roughly 500 words with the following SEO requirements met:- key phrase appears at least once for every 150-200 words- 2 titles both of which contain the key phrase. The second title should be longer than the first one and come immediately after it. The blog post you submit should be fresh and unique. It will be thoroughly checked for plagiarism and “spinning” tactics

Mary Has A Little Lamb
CHECK OUT KENDRA WILKINSON'S NEW GIRL ON GIRL LESBIAN SEX TAPE VIDEO ONLINE OVER HERE! Ask and u shall receive! Just uploaded another video, this one a strip tease! I just got around to fixing my blogger problem, I lost my gmail/blogger pw and no longer had the alternate email they had! It was just faster and easier to create a new blogger! I just started posting on it and will be providing all the links to my pics and videos and yes you can expect the same wild crazy stuff too! Thank you my friends who have waited so patiently for me to get off my lazy ass and fix that issue!

Loneliness
I walk down this lonely road where it will lead me. Wondering when and if I will ever be able to leave long lonely road. each time I stray it has just brang me pain and disappointment. Not only for me but from my broken family to. this time of year is not the happy time it's supposed to be for me. So I wear my happy mask for all to see. Inside I hold my broken heart together. Will I ever fill this hole in my life? I may never know. Till then i will trudge along taking it one day and one step at a time. In the darkness I sit listening to the clock on the wall. As the emptiness, and loneliness creeps back into my heart. Thinking of the love I have lost or ever hold again. Will it ever find me again? Or am I destined wounder this life alone in the dark? Never really finding the light. So much to get in the way. So many obligations in our lives to get in the way of true happiness. So many miles between us.To many things that get in the way of the happiness we all seek in this thing we call

Whats On My Mind
I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up..your best friend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldn't wait to grow up.

The True History Of Man
For those that don't know about history ... Here is a condensed version:Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter.The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups:1 . Liberals2. Conservatives.Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed.Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to BBQ at night while they were drink

My Travels
Hello everyone, I figured I would send in a little update. I am going to be heading to New Orleans on March 15th to stay the night with my husband... Then it is Texas... I will be buying collectable shot glasses and a few other things as well why I am there. I also plan on having one hell of a night of beautiful memories... I will be taking lots of pictures and posting them so everyone can see. I know this is short and sweet and will be updated more once the day gets here. Talk soon hugs and loves Rie Good Morning, I am now sitting at the Ft. Lauderdale airport on Skype with my husband and I have him in my ear. I am drinking my coffee and writing my blog all the while waiting for my flight to leave. I will be in Denver waiting to fly to Aspen my final destination. I am missing everyone and wondering what you all are doing! I will be doing a lot of things over the holidays including having a huge Thanksgiving dinner with my family. I will be with my husband as of December 4th and

Herpes
Scientists currently working on the herpes virus have found that they are slowly inching towards a cure for herpes.In a study published earlier this year in the Virology Journal, MSU virologist William Halford showed that mice vaccinated with a live,genetically-modified herpes simplex virus type 1 (HSV-1) showed no signs of disease 30 days after being exposed to a particularly lethal “wild-type” strain of the virus. This type of behaviour may show that a vaccine may be a possible way to get ride of the disease that currently has no cure. cure for herpes

Breaking Free
Here's another one. This one is so meant to be a country song lol Broken Smile She came out of nowhereFrom a dark, dead-end streetYou could tell she’d been cryingFrom the mascara on her cheekI said, Girl why are you out here?Wandering the streets alone?It’s getting late darlin’Why don’t you go on home?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got no place to go. /ChorusWell she looked like an angelThat fell from the skyWith broken wings, afraid to flyWith no words but goodbyeShe looked like an angelSo empty insideTrying to force a broken smileBut it’s been denied She seemed to be wearyOf the sounds all aroundSending shivers up her spineShe’s got no place to go nowI looked at her with sympathyIn her eyes, I could see the painAnd said Girl, don’t you got friends to go to,To get out of this rain?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got

Irishbooty
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The Safe Schools Improvement Act And The Student Nondiscrimination Act
The Safe Schools Improvement Act and the Student Nondiscrimination Act will help make the lives of LGBT youth betterThe recent tragedies of several LGBT students taking their own lives across the country have highlighted the fact that anti-LGBT bullying and harassment in schools can have a dramatic and heart-breaking effect on LGBT students, their families, and school communities. Studies over the last decade provide firm evidence of higher rates of suicide attempts in LGBT youth compared to heterosexual adolescents and young adults. Schools can play a key role in helping to reduce the tragic consequences of bullying by having policies in place to prevent bullying and harassment, and by responding to these incidents by enforcing those rules. Such actions will help to protect all students from bullying, harassment and discrimination.The Safe Schools Improvement Act (H.R. 2262/S. 3739) and the Student Nondiscrimination Act (H.R. 4530/S. 3390) have been introduced in both the U.S. House o

Songs
You're a liar and a fake I am gonna break your face I hope you can keep up with the pace CHORUS:Promise to promise lie to lie U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty inside The only thing stoping me is the space There will be a day we will meet face to face I will finally put u in your placeSix feet under the world will wonder Fist to face I will beat you to the firey gates Hahhaha do you feel that empty spacePromise to promise lie to lie U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty insideTime to lock the gateAnd spit in your face Hahahaha welcome to that empty place Copywright 2010

Poser's Position
Ladies and Gentlemen I'am gonna address something in this blog that some people may avoid reading just because of the topic. As many of you, I am sure have heard, the problems the other social networks have had with young teens and the influx of pedophiles into those networks. The sole purpose is to stalk the teens and on some occasions, even persuade the teens that they have nothing to fear from them. The pedophiles gain the trust of the unsuspecting teens and pretty soon the next thing you hear is either a close call with being assaulted but managing to get away. or the teen is assaulted and has to face many agonizing years of trying to figure out why it happened to them,and finally the worst case scenario something goes way wrong and the attacker feels they have to make sure that no one ever tells what happened. Then the pain and anguish has to be shouldered by the family, friends, community, and any organization associated with where the teen was when they were abducted. This brin

Vacation Ideas...where To Go?
So I finally am graduating with my Associate's Degree...yea it's only the first step to a much longer road ahead of me to get where I"m going in life, but still...after quitting school so many times,I'm finally happy to be at this point! Since I graduate in a week and a half from today, I decided what better way to celebrate than with an awesome road trip with my best friend, we need to take a vacation!! Where to go...beach even though it should be cold, or to the mountains? I love Tennessee, have family in Alabama, or should I just go to Florida for an out of season beach getaway? Help me decide!!

Random
GF application.Name:Age:Phone Number:Hair Color:Eye Color:Piercings/tattoos?:Drink/smoke?:WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MYPersonality:Eyes:Face:Hair:Clothes:Humor:Manners:Friends:Decisions:W0ULD Y0U...Go out with me:Give me your number:Kiss me:Let me kiss you:Watch a movie with me:Drive me somewhere private:Take a shower with me:Be my gf:Take me home to meet your family:Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one:Tell me the truth no matter what:Lie to make me feel better:Hold my hand:Keep in touch:Try and solve my problems:Love me:Ditch me:Use me:Fuck me then fuck me over:Call me right after I saw you:Come see me when I needed it:Drive around all night and be with me:D0 Y0U...Think I'm cute:Want to fuck me:Want to kiss me:AM I...Smart:Hot:Funny:Cool:Interesting to talk to:HAVE Y0U EVER...Thought about me:Thought there might be an "US":Found yourself wanting to kiss me:Wished I were there:Wanted to ask me out:Flirted while you had a girlfriend:Cheated on anyone:WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF...I said I

Ally's Basketball :)
Lebanon eighth-graders off to 2-0 start LDR staff editor@lebanondailyrecord.comDec 2, 2010In its second year playing under coach Matt Jernigan, the eighth-grade girls’ basketball team is off to a 2-0 start.A year ago, the class played under Jernigan as seventh-graders, and after starting the season 0-4, they rebounded to win their final six games of the year to end the season 6-4. Lebanon faced the Rolla Bulldogs in its first game of the season on Monday. In the ‘A’ game, the ‘Jackets led at the end of the first half, 18-8, despite a 1-for-8 performance at the free throw line. In the second half, Lebanon heated up and went on to win 43-21. Ashton Light led all scorers with 20 points, while Becky Brooner and Ashley Schafer added seven points each. Lebanon also won the ‘B’ game, 31-21. Renee Hudson and Lauren Pentecost led the team with six points each. Playing its second game in two days, Lebanon traveled on Tuesday to Jefferson City to take on the T

I Was Never There
Aren't you sick of pretending everything is okay? I wanted to offer you my love But you tell me you're doing just fine today Next, I tried to embrace you and offer you a kiss- but you tell me emotions can't hurt you If they cease to exist. You hide the truth well in those eyes But while doing so you tell yourself the ultimate lies. Now you're in a world free of emotion and pain. You say you're learning strength But emptiness is all you gained.

First Blog
so im not sure what to wright about, or if anyones eyes will see these words, but i will still wright, so on the sub of hmmmmm what, life? well thats easy .... its fuckt! as for love well theres a leeway to some salvation, sometimes its a curse, i mean to ....As many times as people have been asked to tell about themselves they never give the same answer twice. Reasons for this may be because of the many aspects we all partake in, making this our reality, but not to define reality but only to have our own perspectives. And everyday we grow and change into something more focused. And I have not yet found one word to describe myself nor others. For everyone is capable of destroying the world but never plant the seeds to show another generation life. That the real beauty is the Nature and how we perceive it is our Nurture. the dreams to be like nightmares and awake in sweat to see a red sunrise as sort of a balance to connect back into our reality we define, our perceptions...hope you enj

Soldier
The decoration of Veterans’ graves with wreaths from Wreaths across America will take place this Saturday Dec 11. The plan for the Augusta cemeteries is to start at Togus National Cemetery West – Hallowell Rd , at 9am, and then proceed to the Maine State Veterans’ Cemetery on Civic Center Drive in Augusta around 10 am, immediately followed by the Maine State Veterans’ Cemetery – Mt Vernon Rd , this should be around 11 am. There will be a formal ceremony at each cemetery at noon to coincide with the ceremony taking place at Arlington National cemetery in Washington , DC . This is a scripted ceremony with the laying of wreaths for each branch of the service, merchant Marines, and a POW/MIA wreath. It would be great to have a Veteran of each branch present at each cemetery to lay the wreath from their branch of service. If you are assisting in decorating graves please plan to return to the Cemetery at Noon for the Ceremony, this is a very important

Don't Say A Word
we pass without words- all the words have already been said. (why is your memory still in my head?) i loved you more than all men; loved you for what could of been. nothing matters now, nothing was ever real. (why cant i pretend like i dont feel?) i dont know what to say, dont know where to start. what good does it do to have a broken heart? why do i cry? why am i sad? i should hate you; im supossed to be mad. dont talk to me; please dont say a word. everything you could say ive already heard. .

Random Thoughts & Opinions
I've been on this site a little while and yea I've navigated around to get an overall feel for what goes on here. It is true that I do not accept friend adds from guys, Fact is, I have male friends in the real world. We hang out, watch sports, play sports, have drinks,(usually a few beers) and we talk about anything and everything. Guess what, I also have several female friends and take a guess what we do. Exactly the same thing. So here it is guys. Despite what you may have been taught or told, Women are not toys that were put here for your amusement. When you are rude, disrespectful and downrite stupid it is not funny it is not charming and it ain't cute. News Flash....Women are precious Human beings. They too have feelings, wants, desires and dreams. So here are some things to know. 1st, if you want a gal to show you her body and make you masterbate you ain't getting laid anyway. Go try getting a job in the porn industry odds are you don't have what it takes and would be laughed out

Jokes
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her. No matter if we gain weight or our outer looks change a little it is your attitude toward people and you still are the same person just a lil different....they should love you no matter what ...if they really ever loved you at all. An old married couple had no sooner got into bed when the old man passes gas. "Seven points" he says. The wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was THAT??" The old man replied, "fart football!" A few minutes

Poems
Every 15 MinutesThe sound of the heart monitor steadily beeping,A teen laying in a room barely alive,Families in shambles praying to God,A school laying in wait wondering why.One dead three hanging on,Every 15 minutes somebody dies, Drinking and driving could have killed them all.A little sister clueless,Not understanding why she cant see her brother.A late call in the middle of the night, Made to and unexpecting parent,The Grim Reaper has claimed another life.Two dead, two hanging on.The cuffs being put on one.Every 15 minutes a family loses a member.Every 15 minutes a school loses a student.Every 15 minutes a someone loses a friend.Every 15 minutes…. -Cassie Hart "UNITED" The beat of my heart flows along with the music, the music of the horses breathing, the horses pounding hoof beats, and the horses' heart beat as we as one united being gallop across the open land. I hear the gushing of the rivers and waterfalls; I hear the whispering of the trees deep in the forest, I hear

Santa No! A Christmas Carol By Bradley Raptor
When I was a boy About five years old There's one christmas story That I never told Christmas eve, I was tucked in my bed so tight I awoke to a ruckus shortly after midnight I walked down the stairs And who did I see? Standing beside my christmas tree T'was Santa unpacking toys Like he'd done on christmases past He said "I've been in your chimmney, little boy Now let get get in your ass!" Santa No, santa no Don't touch me there Santa no, santa no But he don't care He shaves snowflake designs into his pubic hair Santa no! Don't touch me there Little boy: "Santa doesn't molest children!" Brad: "He sure does Jimmy! He touches little boys constantly! It goes somethin' like this..." He walks into the room with a "ho! ho! ho!" Like "Little boys! lets make out under the mistletoe!" "I'm gonna check my list and see if you've been naughty enough, Then I'll put GHB in your eggnog and squeeze your butts and stuff!" "I've got a present for James, Billy and Gary'

Kitty's Grown Up To Be.... ;)
Ok, short and sweet... I lost my cherry in the lounge tonight.. Roooarrrr.... ROFLMAO!!! Thanks to the guys and gals in Military Brotherhood Radio!!! Woot Woot Thanks Camaro and all the rest of you cammo nuts... And they got to meet my crazy self... watch out Fubar... This Kitty/Cougar is on the prowl... puurrrr.... Lovin it here.... My FOURTH day!! ROFLMAO!!! I now have another addiction.... oh, that sounded bad... or good, depending on who you are and how you look at it!!

Jason Cant Be Ur Superman My Real Life Husband
Patience, However, makes us wise. Patience stands in the doorway where anger is clawing to burst in, but waits to see the whole picture before passing judgment or reacting. "He who is slow to anger has great understanding, but he who is qu...ick-tempered exalts folly" (Proverbs 14:29) Patience understands that everyone fails. When a mistake is made it chooses to give more time than you deserve to correct it. It gives you the ability to hold on during the tough times rather then bailing out under the pressure. "Everyone must be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger" (James 1:19) If patience becomes your priority number one, it will allow you the time Jason, to find peace with yourself. It will allow you to be at peace with others. Most importantly, it will allow you to Love rather than anger or be restless and afford you with the time to gather your thoughts, get focus, dominate the motivation you need to achieve everything you set out to accomplish! Patience is learned, for ev

What I Wanted
I woke up this morning hot and wet.. Figures get fucked crazy last night and I want more. Its not really just the more that i want, I want bigger and better. For christ sake Im an american we always want it bigger and better! I want a big cock... Not huge mind you but the pride of the town might be nice... Something big hard and juicy that i can suck on and he can take... this time I want him to fuck me while he takes some mans monster and I WANT to get fucked out of my pretty little goard by both of them. I want to be so filled up with cock and cum that i cant walk sit or think for at least a week I mean honestly is that alot to ask? So the hunt is back on for something, anything that could qualify! But today thats not all I will be looking for, i am also going to try and find a woman to help me in fucking him, a nice submissive woman who will lay down and be petted and licked, sucked nibbled and fucked, I want that too. I was wondering if I could do them both... how much time is l

Quizes
Rules: 1. Put your iTunes, windows media player, etc., on shuffle. 2. For each question, press next to get your answer. 3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds. 4. Tag 25 people in your note that you want to do this activity. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 1. If someone says "Are you okay" you say? I Swear 2. How would you describe yourself? Hedwig's Theme 3. What do you like in a guy/girl? On A Night Like This 4. How do you feel today? Damien 5. What is you life's purpose? Something Like That 6. What is your motto? Behind the Blue Eyes 7. What do your friends think of you? Angels Anomg Us 8. What do your parents think of you? Everything I do 9. What do you think about often? Wild Thing 10. What is 2+2? Where the Green Grass Grows 11. What is your life story? Here Comes The Rain 12. What do y

Rants
ok so today i was looking at federal holidays (Holidays that schools, federal offices and most businesses are close) and i noticed something VERY odd. There are religious holidays that have been around FOREVER example: Christmas and Easter. then there are traditional holidays like Thanksgiving and Independance Day. And holidays like Columbus Day Or Martin Luther King Jr. day. now im in the Army and yeah we have Memorial Day, but what about Veterans Day¿ there are no school closing for the people who go to war and come back¿ yeah i understand well "thats what Memorial Day is for". NO WRONG NOT EVEN CLOSE!!!!! >Memorial Day is a federal holiday observed on the last Monday of May, formerly known as Decoration Day, it commemerates the U.S. Soldiers who have DIED while in military service.< >Veterans Day also known as Armistice Day, and (although rarely in the US) occasionally called "Remembrance Day", 'Veterans Day' is the American name for the international holiday which commemorates the

Love
Was reading the news on my yahoo home page and saw this title "Disease Pushes Teen To Love". And I just had to watch it. It made me cry. If they could have a love like this at that age they ,why cant people have love like this no matter what age? http://news.yahoo.com/video/us-15749625/first-person-disease-pushes-young-couple-to-love-23568294

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Same Shit Different Day
Girls criticize guys all the time for thinking about sex, but can you really blame us? After all, isn't sex what half the relationship is about? I was thinking today about how I would post profile-type comments and I started to think more seriously about what I was after in a relationship and I started thinking that maybe women don't want a man who's after sex all the time. I can understand women who get talked dirty to all the time not wanting a guy thinking about sex, but isn't that eventually where the relationship goes? common be honest, girls like sex too and want the good lookin' guys just like the men want the good looking women. Women just deny all the not-so-hot guys the privaledge because they want the better dude. Some want committment in a relationship.. Okay. I'm game for honesty, sincerity, and commitment but how come I don't get good lookin' girls knockin' down my door for dates? Because Women and Men alike are sexual and visual creatures and I'm not the hottest-du

What The Hell
wow...i swear there really are some douch bags on this site. disrespectful assholes! sititng here doing the fubar thing and watching christmas movies and i just happen to scroll up and this was in my shoutbox 5:17pm reply dork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there (chorus) I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my dia

Fashionmagazines
Louis Vuitton new designer, Frida Giannini has definitely proved that she’s talent. Just take a look at the recently released Lv Handbagcollection and you’ll understand why. The new Guccissima collection apart from bringing new fine bags it also includes beautiful accessories such as footwear, small leather goods, luggage, watches and scarves, and will be consistent throughout the leather accessory lines for men and women. A perfect example is the new Louis Vuittonssima iPod Case that was obviously made to be paired with the bag. Lv Handbag are a symbol of sophistication and enhance any look, probably that’s why a wide range of celebrities have been clicked wearing theirLv bag. Take a chance, Google Lv bag and you’ll find some very interesting site with replica handbags that combines quality at affordable prices. Louis Vuitton is just above any doubts, so I won’t spend any time writing about the quality and other characteristics that every Lv bag has.

Lost..
I just need to voice out a little..please forgive me. But my mind needs to bleed out..For so long I had searched and waited..attempted and gave just to have that one chance of feeling the love I had lingered for for so long.Over 8mths ago I found it..and it was the most breath taking moment in my life. As it grew I became strong..strong enough now I see to love for the both of us.The dream now ended as a nightmare..a hurt that feels like nothing I've ever known. Was it such a waste..how can I be fooled so easily? I had believed every words..and now I wonder was it all just lies? My worth feels like nothing as of now..my dreams crushed and my life spiraling into a eternal chaos. All I have left is the memories..why would anyone want to pretend to love ..is that desire so needed its worth hurting another ..I just don't know if I ever want to try to trust again..Maybe I should just be thankful I was able to have this love even for just a short time...

2011 So Far For Me
Hey Everbody 1/10/2006 or 10/1/2006 marked a very sad day in my life for me because on this date my friendship ended with my now ex best friend Geoff after a 16-17 year friendship got forced to end by the court system because of a jealous and a way over protective mother (GEOFF'S MOTHER)of her now 36 year old son and it's now been 5 years without any contact with him which totally sucks,and also i got to watch at the cinemas the day my friendship ended Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and i also held back the tears from crying inside the movie because of the sad day i had and this now marks or will mark on 10/1/11 or 1/10/11 5years without any contact without my now ex best friend and yes i miss my best friend alot from Bruce ps please understand it is a emotional date for me so i might be a bit on the edge and say stuff in a angry voice but it's only 1 day i took really hard to deal with so please be patient and understanding with me if you are goingto be speaking to me

Watch Out For Christina
Well i was rating a girls profile named Christina. Her name was in pink and she was a blond. I was ready her profile and she was wanting bling packs anywhere from 15 bling pack all the way up to 1000 bling pack.. We started talking and she went over what was included in the bling packs and she tried EVERYTHING she could do to get me to ge her the 1000 bling pack. I told her i would start smaller and maybe work my way up and see how things go then get more later. So i went ahead and got her a 135 bling pack that cost 80 some dollars. So i was promised personal salutes, a album with pics for me, added to her family, her number to text and so on and so on. Well after i gave her the bling pack she did add me to her family. She never did give me her yahoo messenger to see her on cam. I forced her to give me her number as promised and she doesnt really reply to text. She has never done any salutes for me or even asked what pics i wanted taken for my album. So she has made excuses for

My Thoughts
Happy Saturday everyone, thank god there is football still or I would have no idea what day it is. That happens when you have a lot of free time on you hands. Hope everyone has a great day and finds everything they want. Also please, keep sending me drink for some reason I am not drunk enough. Really how are you women going to take advantage of me than. Have a good one all. Sorry Haven't been on as much as I should ... and really I realized I dont' have nearly engough pics for this place and most of mine might have to many clothes on but I suppose this gives me something to work for in the new year. Have a good day all and until I feel like blogging again have a good one. Man I am up way to early for being unemployed. Really and its way to early to be on FuBar ... have a good day all and look forward to ranting alot on here have a good one.

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Leveling
The new leveling requirements are driving the fun and joy out of Fubar. Not to mention all the glitches that have arisen since baby j switched the servers...It is a test of wills to even stay on here. It is my love and devotion to my family and friends that keeps me on Fubar

Fu_marriage
Ok, if you want to fu-marry me then this is all I ask that you do for me. Send me a mail explaining why I should fu-marry you. I'm not making it a requirement but I just want to see the reasons why someone would want to fu-marry me. The mail can be short or long, it doesn't matter to me but I would just like to know why.

Missing!!!
HOUSTON TX Last Saturday January 8 My Boy friend took me to my job around 6PM and we was having a discussion because his actions seem a little shady, and I confronted him If he had use drugs lately. He deny being on drugs, but got really upset about it. He has problems in the past, but I was hoping he has gotten the message, and was finally on his way to recovery. The last thing he mention, was that he was going to an AA meeting, and that was the last time I saw him. Today its Wednesday and I still have not heard anything from him. He is driving a green Ford Explorer Sport. With two doors. It has the temporary paper plate in the back and no plate in the front. It also have a San Jacinto Auto Sales Sticker on the back. If anyone has information about it please contact me here or at 936-242-9045

Pray If You Want To
Florida Court Sets Atheist Holy Day! Gotta love this Judge! You must read this....a proper decision by the courts...for a change. FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY In Florida , an atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover Holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!" The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, How can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.." The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant." The lawyer sai

The Tribe
Myself being an Animist, I change things to represent the forces and spirits of Nature, for Protection, The Cedar, Hawthorne trees are powerful protectors, You should always change things to suiot your specefic purpose and beliefs. ~peace Helpful horus Sunday Color of the day: Orange Incense of the day: Heliotrope Sunday governs health and healing, and is a good day for protective magic. Invoke the Egyptian god Horus, the god of light and healing. Horus appears with the head of a falcon and the body of a man. The Eye of Horus, or the all-seeing eye, is a symbol used in many cultures to ward off evil. Invoke Horus to enlighten you and aid you in times of illness, injury, and recovery, but also call on Horus to protect you. Light a white candle, and looking into the bright flame, invoke Horus. Horus heal me, keep me safe, Protect my mind, body, and spirit. Watch over my home, my family, and friends, Keep us safe, healthy, and light. Protect my car, my yeard, my commu

Rabidspewing
I See You I hate to interrupt This mindless escape This ritual of ego That uses upThe moments of your life So that you do not have To reflect upon the emptiness Or contemplate the waste And the unshed tearsYou race against the realization Of the empty shell that you have become Afraid to see what's on the other side Of those hollow eyes Do you wake at night Uneasy feelings creeping up your throat Clawing their way from night to dayNo I've never seen you But I see you for what you are You have my pity and my contempt Because in your headlong rush into mainstream You drag others in your slipstream Causing turmoil and numbness in your wakeThe skin covers the decay, but There's something in the way you talk You speak

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Writing
when I write aloneI visit a friendI find her sulking, pacing,waiting her turnin her dark secluded cornershe shies awaybut when I write alone I let her playshe makes visiblewhat superficial lenses missshe carries my baggageall my burdens and shamethrough her eyes I’m a slave to expectationbut when I write alone she says “Fuck perfection”throughout the day, no one can hear hershe never fights inside her cella good girl, she sitssilently suppressedbut when I write alone we’re a vessel possessedset free under lamp lightI let her write, write, open her veinssometimes it’s heartfelt, seductive, or lamebut she scribbles and scratches whatever comes outfor several minutes or pages, until nothing remainsand our hearts beat with a sated tonethen I tuck her away for next time, when I write alone

About Me
Hello To Anyone Who Reads: Since the about me and interest sections are so small I thought I would write a blog and therefore I can say anything I want and express myself thoroughly . Hey My name is Amber and I am a Aries. As for now my life is so complex and there is little time for myself much less a special someone or a relationship for I shall remain in Baltimore until 2012 where I reside as a pediatric resident. I work long hours , and so far have filled my grief filled days with a purpose in life to continue breathing. I lost both my mama and my fiancée within such a short period of time that in a way I became a recluse and I truly forgot how to breathe and how to smile, yes me (Smiley) forgot how for awhile. I have never been much for the net, but I started using it and finally I am coming out from under the rock I was under for 16 months and have started living again. I am only sharing this with my friends because I have came so far in my life and went to school al

All You Need To Know About Men
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Rate
There is alot more to life than just having sex. It about spending ur time with ur love one and making each other happy for the rest of ur life. This society has gone way over its heads and the people dont care about nothing anymore but themselves. Its about helping one another, getting them out of the down fall and giving them a hand when they are in need. I know one thing i cant trust people now these day and the one i do trust are my true friends and we stick up for each other through thick and through thin. Why do we judge other people. If u stop and read the bible it says thou shall not judge. the more u judge other people. the more God is going to judge u. im not being mean. i am just stating the fact. what about people doing drugs. do they think it makes them feel good, i guess. Well ur wrong it makes them lazy paridnoid and everything else. For all u people out there that does drugs u need to get a better life and stick with it. Dont ruin ur life over drugs. What about the econ

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Heaven Or Hell Tattoo
heaven or hell on my upper back and a angel on my front right shoulder an the devil on my front left shoulder is something i have thought about for a long time now. I have been trying to look up art online to find some stuff i might like and it's been so so, but i would love some help. So if you have any heaven or hell thoughts and or ideals please feel free to post.

Goddamn
Not everyone is on fu for the same reasons as you. Not everyone deals with things the way you do. Rather than taking things personally and/or assigning meanings to things that don't exist...how about simply accepting the two points above and considering this: If you don't feel like someone's been a good friend to you, why don't you ask yourself if you've been a good friend to them - in ways that THEY value, not in ways that YOU value? Are you nourishing them, or simply wanting to take more from what may be a scarce resource? I am fair-fucking sick of the way I see people continually sucking the souls out of other people and bleating when the well runs dry (fuck you I can mix a metaphor if I want to). In other news, the t-shirt my colleague got to me, and presented to me in front of the team, says "Let's pretend I give a shit and leave it at that" (for some reason the webcam made it orange - I do NOT wear orange - and I looked more chestally-gifted than Hellyion, which

Have You Ever Been In Love??
Have you ever been in love? It makes you vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean that SOMEONE can get inside you and MESS YOU UP!! You build up all these DEFENSES, you build up a whole suit of armor so that nothing can hurt you. Then ONE STUPID PERSON, no different from any other STUPID PERSON wanders into your STUPID LIFE... YOU give them a PIECE of YOU. They didn't ask for it! They did something DUMB one day, like KISS you or SMILE at you, and then your LIFE isnt your OWN anymore. LOVE TAKES YOU HOSTAGE!!! It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you CRYING in the DARKNESS. So simple a phrase, like maybe WE should be JUST FRIENDS turns into a glass splinter working its way to your HEART! IT HURTS!!! Not just in your imagination! Not just in the MIND! It's a SOUL-HURT, a REAL gets inside you and RIPS YOU APART! I HATE LOVE! Sometimes the GREATEST Wounds are the ones WE try the hardest not to inflict. The heart wants what the heart w

What Killed Saturday Morning Cartoons
Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Kids Grow Up FasterIn the year 2010 kids grow up faster than they did in 1987. Not grow up faster physically, most kids I know are twerps. But the kids now face things in the real world at a much younger age. They grow up so fast that it is no longer cool to watch cartoons once you're 10 years old.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Cartoons are For AdultsIf you think about a lot of the cartoons beings made, most of them are being made for adults. Shows like the Simpsons, Family Guy and Futurama are not for young kids.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Home Video PopularityIf you think back to when you were a kid, assuming you weren't a kid like five years ago then home videos were probably not as huge as they are today. Sure you probably had a video or two that you liked but now kids are practically raised on videos rather than Saturday morning cartoons.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Cartoon Netw

Old Love
I woke this morning to see you there, lookin at me with that loving stare. The way u bath me with that gentle touch reminds me of why I loved u so much. Suddenly feeling my heart skip a beat, relizing that my old love is Me. Written By Karen D. W

Stuff
I was in a relationship for over 5 years and it ended just a little under a year ago. Sadly it was mainly distance and a lack of ability...or maybe interest that split us apart even more. We fought a lot, but we loved each other a lot, apparently not enough to keep things giong though. In the end, she decided that she'd go with a guy that she met while in Law School that she had become friends with. I told her that no matter what I loved her, but I just couldn't stand to talk with her and keep in any kind of contact with her, knowing that she was with someone else. Some time in June I was looking for a girl that would be a good match for me and I came across a wonderful woman. She and I compliment each other quite well and we have tons of good times together. I love her and care for her deeply...but as of late, I keep having thoughts of my ex and how much I miss her and want her back in my life. So far, I've kept my promise to myself that I wouldn't call her, write to her or anything a

Womens/mens Opinions Welcome...
Todd Neva, 40, of Racine, was diagnosed with ALS in June. As the disease progresses, he will become paralyzed, unable to voluntarily move his muscles. His family needs to sell their West Racine home. They then plan to build a handicap-accessible house near his wife's family in Michiganâ€™s Upper Peninsula. The family has entered the Dockers Wear the Pants challenge on Facebook, trying to win $100,000 to help them build their new house. here is the link in my hometowns paper...... http://www.journaltimes.com/news/local/article_857b7a70-4bdc-11e0-b230-001cc4c03286.html Your votes and Your voice would be great. Thanks,Angie So there was a Survey taken with 2400 women asking....would you rather be skinny but sexless for a yr or overweight and orgasmic with your guy for a year?? They ALL said they'd rather be skinny and sexless.... Do Men REALLY care what we women look like naked?? Is it more of a heeeey ur naked and with me... I Like it!!!!! kinda thing? All opinions wel

Diva
By the sea a woman sits and waits for her love to come. She knows he will be there as soon as she falls asleep, but she is not ready. She wants to feel his arms around her, taste his sweet lips and feel the warmth of his body next to hers. Her dreams are filled with passion, but her nights are spent alone.

Bomb Plz!!!!
Have i asked you to bomb me?(yes) Did i ask nicely?(yes) Did i rate/fan/add you?(yes) Did i look at your status update?(no) Are you feeling that I'm annoying you? Well just tell me, I will block YOU so i can continue to rate you. Thus no longer bothering you for bombs! Yay! Now that was polite and easy! Thank you for showing me the same respect.

From My Mind To Yours
I have so many things that go around in my mind each day, but am afraid to share them with others for fear of ridicule. I am not really a crazy person. In fact, I was once told by my doctor that I'm probably the most sane person he's ever known. If that's the case, then why do I feel like I'm crazy? Is it because I'm normal and all those around me aren't, thus making me the abnormal one? What is normal really? The Norm is defined as "A standard, model, or pattern regarded as typical." So, if everyone around me is crazy, then that's the norm, and I am abnormal. I think I'm a pretty boring person actually.

The Lightening Strikes
One evening the rain beats down while im walking along a long road to nowhere, fields all around. I can feel the rain soaking through to my skin so I decide to try and find shelter, and as I make that decision the thunder starts and my head just drops as i look around. In the distance I spy what looks to be a barn in the distance and a light coming from within so I head straight for it at a quick pace. I find the path or road unsure which all the way up to the barn, nothing but a farm well in the distance so im glad that I find shelter so soon. I call out as I near the barn to whom ever is inside so they wont be startled and as i get right up to the open door a female voice calls back so I enter. When I step inside I see what looks to me to be an angel, beautiful and blonde, about 5ft 6inches but the prettiest eyes and nicest smile ive ever seen. Then you speak to me and tell me to get my jacket and shirt off otherwise i will die a deat

Sex For The First Time
So sat here naked on my bed i wonder what your voice sounds like and i begin to drift off into my little sexual fantasy. I think of travelling to see you, all full of nerves because already i know you're interested sexually and i know i so don't want to dissapoint. when i first see you i think wow, i must've won the lottery and just think how strikingly sexy you are but i feel to shy to speak them. you obviously look at me and think i pass the first test, which is such a relief. We go into yours and have a couple of cups of coffee while we chat and get to know each other better. the more we talk the more relaxed we both feel. After about an hour or so we decide that we are both a bit hungry and decide on going out to a bar and having a few drinks and a meal at the same time, so both take turns to get ready. A little while later we both are in the local having a nice meal and getting nicely relaxed as the alcohol kicks in. At some point the conve

My Poems And Random Thoughts
Sitting here alone. With no room to say, Casting aside all I used to be Never to speak of it again. Traveling through time just to stop. Hoping that on day the life I've choosen to live by, Will never let me down. Running down the street, Chasing a future I can not see. Praying that through all this pain I may find a way to see. The path through the homeless prices. Letting the past not catch up to me. Holding on to the me thats already gone. The house which I never stayed. The place where a home was never made. Parents to whom I love, But never really wanted to stay with. Hoping they never really let go. Of that life they always knew. To the daughter they never gave up on. The life to which I hold in my hand. Placing the hope of all they are in me. The homeless people with nothing left to give. A homeless mind that may just end up breaking.

Random Thoughts
I will tell everyone the ugly truth about a certain subject I try to avoid telling. I have a hard time telling people about my skin condition for fear of being called ugly names ,but I have decided it's best to keep things in the open about myself. I have the skin condition psoriasis. There I said it. I started getting it shortly after moving to Northern Nevada in June 2004. I also have arthritis. It happened in 2002 as a matter of fact 9 yrs ago this month . I was startled by a co-worker and slammed my right middle finger in the car door and broke it . The ER doctor did nothing so now I have a crooked right middle finger that I avoid taking pictures of my right hand. I suppose I'm tell everyone this, because I'm tired of holding it back. It may help someone else to get treatment for the same problem I have. Power that by obedience grows, Knowledge which its source not knows, Wave which severs whom it bears From the things which he compares Adding wings through things to range T

It's Not Easy Being Green Or Yellow Or Me!!
Do you know the saying it's not easy being green? Well in my case in December 2009 it wasn't easy being bright fluorescent yellow. I went to the doctor on a Wednesday and had a blood test and a urine test. I got a phone call on that Friday telling me that I have to go and get another blood test the next morning. So the next morning I go and get another blood test and the doctor explained to me that my Bilirubin was high. Now bilirubin is a product that results from the breakdown of hemoglobin. The total and direct bilirubin are usually measured to screen for or to monitor liver or gallbladder problems. So on Monday morning I was getting dressed to go and visit my grandmother at the hospital she had fallen and hit her head on that Friday and then my mom got another phone call from the doctor and the doctor said the bilirubin was still high to go the hospital and go to the emergency room so I did. Well after seeing one doctor in the emergency room they wanted to give me an

Lost Chapter-metal Band
Please click/copy and paste the link below and check out Lost Chapter. They are a new band that just got signed to Deka records. Im on the street team to drive traffic to their website. My buddy is one of the guitarists and they need more support for their music. If you like metal then youll love it! Visit them, I am counted for clicks :) Thanks Melanie http://www.reverbnation.com/c./a14/1680508/219820/Artist/958765/Fan/MissionsAgent_88498_33577319/link

Special Friend
I woke up one morning with a Fantasy of thee I could not believe it could Happen to me What Magic had she done to put The thought in me She must be a witch after all Can’t you see My defenses were strong With all kinds of logic My heart and my mind were protected From all that could cause it But alas the one thing I Had Not foreseen Was how powerful magic could Break through and be seen The moral is simple with form Clear and true When your Dating a witch this could happen to you

Mean Lyrics...hmmm Makes Ya Wonder!
Mean by P!nk You used to hold the door for meNow you can't wait to leaveYou used to send me flowersIf you fucked up in my dreamsI used to make you laughWith all the silly shit I didBut now you roll your eyesAnd walk away and shake your headWhen the spark has gone and the candles are outAnd the song is done and there's no more soundWhispers turn to yelling and I'm thinkingHow did we get so mean?How do we just move on?How do you feel in the morningWhen it comes and everything's undone?Is it 'cause we wanna be free?Well that's not meNormally I'm so strongI just can't wake up on the floorLike a thousand times beforeKnowing that forever won't beAlways sentimental whenI think of how it wasWhen love was sweet and newAnd we just couldn't get enoughThe shower it reminds meYou'd undress me with your eyesAnd now you never touch meAnd you tell me that you're tiredYou know I get so sad when it all goes badAnd all you think about is all the fun you hadAnd all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a

Xbox Live
I just recieved my monthy email from the powers that be at Xbox, although I admit I almost liked it better when Microsoft did not send out these "freindly" emails. It reads as follows: R4Bulletz, here's your personalized Xbox News and Info: Gamer Score 12055 Total time on Xbox Live last Month: 94 Hours 58 Min Your Most Frequent Activity Last Month: Call of Duty Black Ops 48 hours 22 Min. Other Activities You Enjoyed: Assassins Creed Brotherhood 21 hours 32 Min. Netflix 15 Hours 30 Min. Its almost depressing. Add me if you want to play: Gamer tag r4Bulletz

Attention Recruits Must Read
Hello Ladies, So you're interested in joining The Titty Committee. I've just started the page and we're looking to recruit beautiful girls thick or thin you're in, but there are some rules and requirements. If you want to be recruited into The Titty Committee you have to have a recent Salute on your page and must comment this blog saying I Agree, to allow me to post pictures of your choice in the Titty Committee Girls folder on our page. You have to take a picture or have a picture of your face and chest, your chest does NOT have to be fully exposed just flirty unless you would like to.. Show some love by adding the family of this page keep your eye out because new girls will be recruited. Show love to all your titty committee family If you agree to joining The Titty Committee, after agreeing so you must put The Titty Committee Member at the end of your name.. We will aslo make sure you're pictures can not be ripped.. Well thank you for your time If you chose to joi

Stuff? Random Thoughts
I wasn't born to come in second place, I will never be somebody's second choice, and although I can be a bitch I know I'm not spiteful, I don't hurt people on purpose but I know I will always come first in my own life, and if you cannot handle me at my worst, you do not deserve me at my best. I really never thought that I'd be sitting here pretty much alone. The past week has been a shitfest of bad news. So my boyfriend(now ex) lied to me and led me on making me believed he cared. Telling me things like how he missed me, and couldn't wait to see me. Well on Fri the 6th he came over after work, and basically told me it wasn't working out. How the hell you going to sit here and tell someone some bs like you're happy or tell me that this is the happiest you've ever been, that you were never happy, but content. I don't get that. Then try telling me that I'm funny, awesome and was perfect. What a cock of shit. So from there, I was already depressed as it was, and started drinking to numb ho

Just Saying
I have came to the conclusion that if it wasn't for the internet, i dont think young females would have an identity. If there wasn't an outlet for them to show their wares, they would be nowhere...claim to notoriety is showing their tits and ass. And of course , we as men and some women...perpetuate the idea that this is what difines them...it saddens me that what are probably really sweet young ladies, feel this is their worth... It will take a special kind of guy that doesn't mind that thier g/f or wife showed all the goodies all over the web...maybe it's just me... peace out...\ /,,,

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Blowing Off Steam
Okay i am getting so sick of keeping my mouth shut because i dont vote so "my oppionion dont matter" well guess what it matters and im voicing it...... the goverment needs to step up and stop crying like little babies about loseing half the money they earn when they dont have to spend it like we do.... we have to pay for gas food clothes etc... they dont have to pay for any of it, it gets handed to them.... and for goodness sake who in the hell needs a new freaking car every damn year, i sure dont. this is the only reason why the reps wont pass any of the presidants bills... because they dont want to lose half their "glory" money. as for the gas prices rising if they keep rising the economy will be worse off than it was a couple years ago. and for those who will pm me or post their opionion about it to me idc what you write i'm speaking the truth

Yo
What Happened To Most Of These Lounges On Fubar??? Either They Think Their Shit Doesn't Stink Or They Just Suck Balls... Either Way... GET OVER YOURSELVES.... Do Us All A Favor... Stop With The Dramatization Of Saying "My Lounge Is Bad Ass... Even Tho I Do Hang Out In Here A Lot And I Don't Get Paid For What I Do So I'll Just Pretend I Make A Killing Off These People" Take Ya Fuckin Monopoly Money And Buy Yourself A Damn Life With It... Cuz Fubar Is NOT The Way To Go... Get Over Urselves.. And To All The Lounge Owners Out There That Have Their Lil Cronies That You Call "Promoters" Go All Around Fubar Leaving Me And Countless Of Other People These Stupid Profile Comments Of Ya Lounge.... Just Delete Your Shit.... Nobody Cares About Your Lounge.... Nobody Will EVER Care About Your Lounge.... Get A Life... Hell.... If You're Single... GET A GIRLFRIEND... Or A Boyfriend If You're Attractive Enough To Do So... And Move On Away From This Place.... Because As Long As I'm Here... I Will Make Y

A Musing Nsfw
Could you imagine, a man or a woman the first thing they say to the opposite sex or the same for that matter, on the first meeting; "Wanna fuck?' Not only rude, but very slangy! Has 69 become 96 because of inflation?

180*
Always, I'll love you I'll always be right here Forever, I will cherish you For eternity I will hold you near Loving you is an easy pleasure Time with you a priceless treasure WHOA! Hold up! This is gettin kinda sappy You sure you love that guy? Does he really make you happy? He comes and he goes He does what he wants Doesn't care about You and this he flaunts Girl, what are you doin? Have you lost your mind? Let the fool go now Leave his ass behind -Jennifer G. 11/15/10 You think you know but no

Real Mobs And Mobsters
Modern History: [From "Organized Crime: 25 Years After Valachi," Hearings Before the Permanent Subcommittee on Investigations of the Committee on Governmental Affairs, United States Senate, 100th Congress, Second Session, US Government Printing Office, Washington: 1988] 539 CHRONOLOGY OF VIOLENCE: CLEVELAND ORGANIZED CRIME 1968 5/21/68 PATRICK CATALANO reported missing - body never found. 6/21/68 PETE DI GRAVIO murdered 1971 10/31/71 ARTHUR SNEPERGER killed by bomb 11/26/71 MICHAEL FRATO shot and killed 1972 1/1/72 POST AND PADDOCK RESTAURANT Autos of SANDY DUBLO, PHIL BONADONNA and JOSEPH BRANCATO damaged by bomb 1973 10/6/73 SALVATORE CARCIONE shot and wounded 10/6/73 ROBERT BOGGESS shot and killed 10/6/73 WILLIAM WHITCOMB shot and killed 540

Men!!
Quote from a friend of mine: Who needs a man when I have my shower head and vibrator, they get the job done quickly or slowly, depending on my mood, and after I have had my orgasm, I can go read a book or watch television without a whiny voice asking for more. lol.......so fucking true...

Ode Dear - Collection Of Silly Poems
Whoooweee this was a tough one! Reading the news one morning over breakfast I learned that his first name was "Muammar", and suddenly, without really thinking about it, I had four verses in my head to the tune of Bohemian Rhapsody. So it had to be done. Go grab your copy of Bo Rhap, and sing along! If anything doesn't appear to fit perfectly, listen more closely to the original vocal delivery. It does match spot on, I promise! Worked hard on this bugger, would appreciate some comments :) BOHEMIAN GADDAFI Are you a real man Or a caricature Don't you understand You're not wanted any more Open your eyes As your regime dies And see... You're just a crackpot You'll get no sympathy Ruling by the gun, laying low Time to go, don't you know Natives have had enough Days are getting rougher For you, it's true Mu

Stuff!
As I sit and think about what I want from this life....I realize that something or someone, no matter how far they are or how much you want it...are just not possible. Friendships come and go, some rarely last forever. I was not meant to be in your life forever but for just a brief moment. We will never meet, I will never see you and you will never see me. It hurts but all hurts heal in time. Life goes on and so must I! So goodbye, best wishes to you and I hope you will be happy and find success in what you choose to do in this life. I am sorry for not being what you want me to be. I am doing my best and yet it's not good enough. Everyday is a struggle to stay positive and not give up on what I want in life. I am giving you what you want and even though it hurts I did it. You said that you wanted to get to know me and learn for yourself who I am....well this is me! Love me or leave me. Take me as I am or don't. Yes I am going through a tough time and I am not sure where I am going bu

Poetry
HIJAB What do you see when you look at me Do you see someone limited , or someone free All some people can do is just look and stare Simply because they can ' t see my hair Others think I am controlled and uneducated They think that I am limited and un-liberated They are so thankful that they are not me Because they would like to remain ' free ' Well free isn ' t exactly the word I would' ve used Describing women who are cheated on and abused They think that I do not have opinions or voice They think that being hooded isn ' t my choice They think that the hood makes me look caged That my husband or dad are totally outraged All they can do is look at me in fear And in my eye there is a tear Not because I have been stared at or made fun of But because people are ignoring the one up above On the day of judgment they will be the fools Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules Maybe the guys won' t think I am a cutie But at least I am filled with more i

Academic Papers
Good Night and Tough Luck An Essay by: Rob C. Wilson MC 40-317 Dr. Doug Sudoff Sec. 1.1 - Introduction and Focus Edward Murrow is often lamented in the field of journalism and broadcasting as a pioneer and innovator that shaped the industry for those who followed him. His courage in standing up to the pressures of the Second Red Scare (and specifically Senator McCarthy) gave focus to not only media power, but also media responsibility. The film “Good Night and Good Luck” tells a narrative of this history in a very engaging and convincing manner. Using the textbook Mass Communication Ethics and the contents of classroom lecture, this essay will analyze the film and offer support for the following three contentions: Murrow and Friendly were primarily motivated by a desire for “truth”, knowing full well the potential backlash of their actions. External pressures f

Gently
Touch me – not only with your fingertips but also with your soul. Reach into my mind and explore the deepest part of me. Hold me in your arms and know me. Know my body, yes, but don’t forget to know my heart as well. Go slowly, softly, gently… When you reach out to me, you’re holding so much more than my flesh. When you caress my face, you are also tracing the contours of my being.Remember, my love, that you hold my very passion in your hands.Remember, and remembering, tread softly so as not to crush my essence underfoot.

Whiskey Voice
Your voice is like whiskey and honey – warm and golden; smoky and sweet. It slides down inside me creating heat wherever it touches. Your whispered words intoxicate me. Tip the bottle, my love, and drench me in your thoughts, your ideas, your emotions… I’m dying of thirst and only you can quench me.

P90x
I have been doing P90x for about 6 months and it has been alot of fun. I am now going to do the "doubles" phase. Just completed week one of the "doubles", but my legs are so sore I could not do Kenpo X. I thought about doing the Stretch X. Its just very hard to move right now. I do have to pull it together, I have a couple shoots coming up in couple weeks. Have to sharpen up the abs and legs. Well, the past was a bit of a struggle. I was very tired and joints hurt alittle bit more. So now starts the recovery and ab focus week. Which I always thought was alot of fun. Kinda reminded me of wrestling and football training. But I do need to get heavier dumb bells or go back to gym after this phase.

Profile
You know, in the beginning I really liked being on here cause of my one friend. After awhile, I got so busy that I was only able to check my messages and that was that. Now that I have been deleted from a lounge, I think it is now time to delete my profile. Just don't have time for work, FB, and the Fu anymore. I love each and every one of you that I have met on here along the way and you can still keep in touch with me on FB and yim(Hott7Syde9), but as of this weekend (hopefully), this profile will be gone. Send me a message anytime on Yahoo as well. Hott7Syde9@yahoo.com. I will still be around, just not on here anymore. I have finally grown out of the FU. Time for me to concentrate on myself and getting some things on track and rebuilding friendships that should have never been lost in the first place. It's not just one persons fault. I have grown a lot as a person and I have made mistakes along the way, but I am sorry if I have hurt anyone or pissed anyone off. You can hate me, love

Saturday's On The Glow Radio
Saturday on The Glow Radio: Our Saturday's start out with Dr. Luv live from Toronto,Canada he will be spinning The Golden Era of R & B and Soul starting at 9am pt/10am mt/11am ct/Noon et/5pm gmt Next is DJ Del Wilks from Toronto,Canada & his "Jam Town Reggae Vibes" Show starting at 1pm pt/2pm mt/3pm ct/ 4pm et/9pm gmt "THE SATURDAY NIGHT ROCK BLOCK" starts off our evening with two amazing shows starting with "The Witch & The Reverend" Show featuring The Witch & The Reverend DJ Furg with 6 Hours of Music and Mayhem Live from Seaside,Florida and Chicago,Illinois starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt "THE FREAK SHOW" with Tony the Misfit Live from The San Francisco Bay Area in California closes our "Saturday Night Rock Block" featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt

My Poetry (written From Ages 13 And On)
I sit here in the darkness In a sweet conversation with you My mind races frantically I'm not sure what to do I'm glad you cannot hear The soft tremble in my voice I'm glad you cannot see The tears forming in my eyes Otherwise I would have no choice But to tell you how I feel Even though I'm sure you know Because in all the little things I do I know it must show Things are no longer the same It seems so hard to believe Because we had formed a love That is almost impossible to acieve It's a love that's never ending A love that can never change The hearts we once held dear Have been eternally exchanged So although I cannot be with you At this point in time Please remember that when the time is right I will spend my last time To be in your arms again For the rest of my life One of these days I still pan to be your wife Every time I hear you My heart skips a mile I would give anything To see your loving smile To hold you close to me To look into your eyes

Rants
I was looking at ESPN 1st and 10 today and they had the debate on if The Cavaliers would retire LeBron's #23, and I agree with them on this one: It will never happen, so they would have to let somebody else wear that number, because of the way it ended. That bridge was burnt down to the ground, and the whole city of Cleveland (or the whole state of Ohio) hates him so bad. So them retiring that number: ZERO CHANCE "Get Back Up"(feat. Chris Brown) [T.I.:]I’m only human dawgI’m only human dawgI’m only human dawg[Chris Brown:]Can you hear meIt’s an SOS to let me be me[T.I.:]Ay, ay, ay listen to meAnd when they push you down,You got to get back upAnd when they push you down,You got to get back up[T.I.:]Brush the dirt off your jersey then go for the cupOr the trophy or the ring, champion no matter whatCause when you got the belt and the ringPeople with ya popping bottles, taking pictures look aroundAs soon as you fall down all the haters pass a judgementSurpr

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The Past
THE PAST BY. LADY NOK. the past is like a shadow it will always follow you no matter where you are no matter how bad or good you can try to run from it but its still there the past is like the fog some days it's thick in your memory if you just wait it out it will fade little by little but then it will hit again later on in your life the past will often attack your present with the pain of your memories

My Blogs....
After posting my last journal entry I have been doing some thinking. I am having a really hard time when people say that I am a hero. I really don’t consider myself as a hero! I have done a lot of TV, Radio, and newspaper interviews because of Homes for our Troops who built our house. In every interview I have done at some point they call me a hero and I always get uneasy when that word comes. I always ask myself “Why are they calling me this?” All I was doing was my job and unfortunately I was injured. It wasn’t a brave thing that I did! I was just doing a night patrol and just happen to be sitting down at that time. I wasn’t brave….I was unlucky! And defiantly not a hero. Maybe it is just the way the American people view U.S. Soldiers now. Because of my injury I have meet a lot of Viet Nam Vets and I feel for them. They got treated like dog shit for doing the same things that we are doing now……but now we are heroes. If I was bor

Crossroads
I'm Going on a cruise in March I need as much help I can get to make this the best Cruise ever. I'd like to hear about your experience. Let me know the "do's" & "don't's". He loves her but she is unable to have children. He wants a child. What's wrong with asking some one to have a child by him and give to them. Does anyone have some insight? Let Me know What you think?

Reflections
Sometimes you think about the many problems that are in your life. You don't want to make them other peoples problem. Depression is a major medical issue. When "checking out" is used, it doesn't mean going to the store. It is the indirect way of saying that you want to die. I admit that I have thought about this exact issue. Isolation, being rejected, lonelinessor just not fitting in could serve as the trigger for this action. Why write this now? It just occurred for me. The desire to checkout. Luckily I have a plan in place to prevent this for occurring. My reason for breaking down is loneliness and depression. Loneliness can occur even when around people. I also have Bi-Polar, Obsessive Compulsive and Attention Deficit w/ hyperactivity. I want to eventually become a Social Worker. I wonder if the depression will kill me before then. Don't ignore phrases like "checking out". A suicidal individual will often not directly tell you of his plans. My friend Roger killed himself. Later

Pure Unadulterated Nsfw
I am well aware that fubar is a visual medium, based upon photos, however, perhaps there should be a picture of a penis for a male and a picture of a vagina for a female where the gender is stated? (@Y@) Is the concept of anything but scatological or sex based humor anathema on fubar?

For The Men And Women That Fall Into This Category!
Why do men?women feel the need to lie over the internet more so than in person? Is it to much to ask for a bit of honesty? I am so tired of guys thinking I am looking for a relationship on here or when I do like someone and THINK they feel the same because THEY tell me they do only to find out they are nothing more than liars. I don't ask for anything from anybody on this site or any other site, just HONESTY. I am a very straight forward, honest, trustworthy and sincere person and yet I seem to get poked and a few times stabbed in the back. I am tired of trusting in men in general because it seems when it comes to any online they are either hiding things or just straight out telling lies, then they have the nerve to act as though I done something wrong when all i did was give my friendship, love and sincerety to them. I do have private pics on here because I am proud of my assets if you will... at my age I should be. This does not mean I want just anyone viewing them. It does no

Random Stories
Every where he looked, he saw a void of gray, shapeless shadows. If he moved, they seemed to move with him. If he reached for them, they’d retreat further. He’d hear murmurs all around. Any way he turned, there would be nobody there. He’d walk for what felt like hours, and nothing would change. He could have just been walking in place for all he knew. It didn’t occur to him that he didn’t grow thirsty, or tired, or hungry. He had no real way of discerning the time. There was no sun or moon, and therefore, no day or night. It seemed to be a forever gray twilight. He had no way of knowing where the small amount of light came from. It was just there – giving enough light to see that there really wasn’t much to see. He’d hear soft cries in the distance. Snatches of conversations floated around him – accusations (those were the loudest), crying, arguments, and apologies (these barely audible). He could never hear the words; j

Tips, Tricks And Freebies
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Random Poems
i remember the days when my mind used to beoverrun with emotions and thoughtsof all things good and the worst;as time went by,with each new day,and with a brand new life to look forward to,my mind emptied itself in a flash, just like that;with a cup of coffee in hand,i sit back and think about the yesteryears,smiling at the change that has taken over meand the life that i have been blessed with now;strolling down the memory lane,unafraid of the future,blinded by the ecstasy of livingeventually, with eyes wide open,i’ve come to understand, thatsome things, including life, change for the better;

For Every Guy....
Sorry y'all but this is NOTHING but ME venting...... What the hell am I? I will never be POPULAR, and I'm ok with that. But I am sooo freaking fed up by men who are assholes!!! I am not going to name names, but there are many of you who need to STOP leading women on. If you want friendship, great. If you want more, even better. But for the love of all that's holy, PLEASE just be up front about it. Many of you reading this might think it's you, but those who have my heart, and you know who you are, it's not you. And this is not only about me....This is for my male friends who have been hurt by women...On here and in real life. I just do not get people, and maybe I won't. I just know that MY heart cannot take much more. I am a flirt, and yes I do admit it....but if you do not have the same feelings for the other person....TELL them you don't!! Do not let them get close to you. Do not let them think there is ANY feeling for possibly going further with you. It is not fair to them, and

Love
There has been many times I thought I was in Love and the feeling's I was having was like nothing I have ever felt in my whole life. My heart was filled with these feeling that I never felt before and it made me so happy and filled with joy. I have felt Love for my family and friends but never a feeling like this ever before and I'm still wondering sometimes was it Love I was feeling or was it just lust, me being horny or just heartburn lol. There has been times in my life that I seen a woman that I knew that it was just lust and just wanted to sleep with her and that was for a long time in my life until the first time I had sex with a woman and that was when I was 27 which was 17 years ago. But after she told me that it was out of pity I was hurt and lost inside and then my second time was the same thing it was just because I brought her out on her birthday and showd her a good time she felt like she owed me for doing that for her. Now it's been a long time because the first wo

My Stuff
The End. Written April 15, 2011 Can't sleep ... I'm frustrated and overwhelmed from all the things I want to say to you. but there is no point in saying anything ... because you don't know how to love me anymore. So let all your so called *friends* cheer you on as you make this last mistake. They couldn't possibly know what’s in your heart when after all these years, I barely saw your true heart myself. Your victory will be very hollow when you realize what you've missed ... and you start to remember that it wasn't just me that made mistakes. So, paint a untrue picture of a man who was so wronged if that's what gets you through this ... Be sure to color it in a way that you're a saint. Forget all the lies I had to swallow, all the promises that were broken, that I had to forgive and forget the fact that you would not let me go ... What was it that you were hanging on to till now, Instead of letting me move on? You selfishly kept me there, hurting me a

Poetry Readings
We've lost so many ligthers.More lighters than cigarettes.We've broken so many bottles.More bottles than alcohol.So, here we go again.Look over the past year--Feel accomplished yet?Friends, family, loves,Always and forever.Never again.Here's to never forgetting what makes us who we are.Here's to coping with pain and growing up.Here's to looking at each year and knowing what its taught us.We've lost so many lighters.More lighters than cigarettes.We've broken so many bottles.More bottles than alcohol.So, here we go again.Smile at yourself--Feel beautiful yet?Laughter, happiness, perfect,Always and forever.Never again.Here's to standing up straight instead of lying back down.Here's to facing the day where everything matters.Here's to und

Funnies
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Arizona chemistry mid term, and an actual answer turned in by a student. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. &

I Love Hearing Females Complain
I love hearing women complain about "minute men" or how the last guy they were with sucked in bed. Blah Blah Blah... Any sane person would think about it differently... Like me.If a guy sucks in bed.. you should be greatfull that you were only disappointed for 30 seconds rather than being disappointed for 30 minutes... I mean it's only logical that you'd want such a negative feeling for the shortest amount of time. It's like dying from cancer... do you want a long suffering losing battle? or do you want it over and done with as quickly as possible?When a woman sucks in bed.. or just lays there like a dead fish... do you think we try and make it last as long as possible? No sir. We're finishing up business while thinking of excuses of why you have to leave right away.. and how to tell you without getting slapped.So stop complaining.. be greatfull that the bad experience is over quickly and you didn't have to endure hours of bad sex. It's almost as bad as us

Poems About My Love, Jd
I'm thinking many thoughts of you, my love tonyte, Imagining my body wrapped around yours so tight.. Rain pouring down as lightning flashes across the sky, It's a passionate night love, for you and I.. Candles all aglow setting a mood just right, Come into my warm embrace, let me love you throughout this night..Let us undress each other slowly, never taking eyes off one another, Give into our sweet desires, as the rain pours down pure passion between each other..Sound of thunder rumbles outside as my heart begins to race, Lightning and candles illuminate our bodies, as we hungrily kiss and embrace..Laying down together upon the soft bed, so much desire in my heart, I look deep in your eyes and tell you my love, how much i miss you when we're apart..While the wind and rain blow all around, against the windows ever so strong, I wrap myself around you tightly my love, for to you I want to belong..As the storm rages on your body covers mine, and we caress each others hot skin, I nibble on

Ten Things I Hate
NUMBER ONE!... Fuckin carma... she never does anything for me but fuck my day up. number two... obama! what the fuck man for real? number three... Nacho flavor corn chips... its a corn chip... flavored to taste like... another corn chip! number four... tic tacs... sometimes i just want my breath to say "FUCK OFF!" you know number five... thumbs... i dont really know why but they piss me off. number six... the number six... its fuckin with my head man... if you flip it over its the number nine! i dont know what im fuckin lookin at man!!! number seven... movies with no piont... dude i swear to god i feel myself sinking into an unavoidable pit of stupidity every time i have to watch one. number ate... anyone better than me... soooo nobody really number nine... shit! six just rolled over quik! dont look at it! number ten... blogs I would like to ask you a question...unfortunately i have forgotten that question... so instead i shall tell you a story... Once upon a time, there

Firefighters
A Hero at a Glance Smoke showing in the distance as the fire engine draws near, You see the firefighter reaching to fasten his gear. And to look at the firefighter after the job, You see this man and think, "My what a slob!" On top of his head is that ugly helment made of leather That protects him fire and the coldest of weather. It's bent and deformed. What shape really is true? It stands as a proud symbol of the hell he's been through. Covered with ashes, and sweat, ceiling plaster and more, You wonder why he went through that smokey front door. His facial expressions seemed to have changed in a split second or two, At least a thousand times as he gave that Red Devil his due. His face showed excitement, determination and fear, Exhaustion and sadness and then even a tear. You might now see him laughing, smiling, and joking, But did you see him when he was coughing, gasping and choking? You squirm as you see the mucus running from his nose, Did you know this man

Mom
Mom ♥ I said a Mother's Day prayer for you to thank the Lord above for blessing me with a lifetime of your tenderhearted love. I thanked God for the caring you've shown me through the years, for the closeness we've enjoyed in time of laughter and of tears. And so, I thank you from the heart for all you've done for me and I bless the Lord for giving me the best mother there could be!

Movies Iv Recently Watched
wicked cool movie esta bien perra follow along another edge of your seat type of movie crazy shit happens in a hospital omg this was a hard movie to watch i had to turn away sometimes a bit to gruesome what a student has to do sometimes to pay bills while going through school its a teeth clencher major good movie i watched the trailer for it and was like blah ill just have it on in the background as i clean boy was i wrong i couldnt look away one bit majorly good edge of your seat! type of movie thumbs up jajaj im not gonna tell u what its about cause ill spoil it haha im wayy too detailed lol

Random Thoughts
As I sit here and think back, it seems like it was yesterday. The hurt you caused me was nothing compared to the aftermath that has become "who I am." Why can't I just let myself forget about that day, forget out what you did and just move on with my life? Why do I continue to let it control my feelings and my subconsious? I want nothing more to be able to let someone in again, but how can I? How do you undo something that has shapped who you are in present time? Every morning I wake up thinking will today be the day, and each day I go to bed with the nothingness that was a careless whisper. I'll never forgive you, not for what you did, but what you continue to do each and every day.

May 20, 2011
Ugh... I am so damn bored. I am sittin here in this house all by my lonesome. Still I'm bored as hell. Hoping to be moving from Valdosta up by Macon soon. I stumbled across this site by accident. I'm just looking for friends maybe more. Anyways, I'll add more later...

The Dungeon
Several wrestlers have been commenting on the passing on Randy Savage, here are their thoughts… Jeff Jarrett: "Just got a call w the news. RIP Randy. I met him when I was 11yrs old. He would always teach, correct, encourage, and compliment as my... Career progressed. I have NEVER forgotten the intricacies and attention to detail he taught me over the years. Randy always had a method to His madness. Randy is gone, but will never be forgotten. Thoughts and prayers are w the entire Poffo family. And, he may be the greatest card player the business has ever seen... When he lost, he was only setting you up to take more money from you!" UFC Fighter Shane Carwin: "RIP Randy Macho Man Savage! We are going to SOOOOOOOOOO MISSSSS YOUUUUUUUU...... He was a great Entertainer!" The Rock: "RIP Randy 'Macho Man' Savage - you were one of my childhood inspirations and heros. Strength, love and prayers to the Savage/Poffo family." Kevin Nash: "I lost a close friend today. If anybody in heaven

Why Are Things The Way They Are?
The questions that I always ask myself. Why are the women in life always looking for things that I am not? I want to have a wife and kids. Is their any women left that want the same things that I want? If their is please get ahold of me. I am just so tired of being alone. I know that this site is not really a place for such things. But at this point their is no other place I can think of thank I can vent and get shit off my chest. I look at all these sites and see all these different women look at my profiles and not say a single word to me. What is so wrong with me that I do not even get a hello? Am I that ugly? What the fuck is it? Can I get something from someone to atleast help explain to me what is so wrong with me?

Cajun Angels
A Joke with No Dirty Words It is hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, but here is one: Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, "Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in." Gabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have some Cajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They are swinging on The pearly gates,sliding down stairway to Heaven, and my horn is missing! They play their accordions and dance all night! Crawfish shells and beer can

Need Help To Rebuild To A New Life !
Romantic profile on Taurus femaleFemale Taurus draws toward herself those things and circumstances that are necessary for the sustenance of happy romantic life. It represents the attracting force, and magnetizes things into manifestation. It is focused on sensuality and pleasure. It runs on the pleasure-seeking, pain-avoiding dynamic. It likes things nice and easy.She thinks as highly of her body as she does of the next meal or the next bath. This woman loves the pleasures and luxuries of life and is essentially an implacable part of the earth, intensely sensual, and dependable.She needs gentle handling, both emotionally and sexually. Sex is a good, basic pleasure which she enjoys as part of a deep and erotic relationship.The trouble is she is often very blind to her compatibility ratings. Usually lured by, and hopelessly attracted to, Fire and Air signs. She is innocently receptive and sensual, thus vulnerable to temptation.In general, romantic profile on Taurus shows its natives have

The Kiss
This Kiss we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly

Embrace
He embraced the morning looking out over an early fogHe searched thru the mist for some inkling of her presenceAt the horizon a glimmer of yellow pierced the fogShredding the fog like a single blade hacking thru a throng of enemies It colored the trees in glistening gold and the fog retreated into the shadows. Morning dew slipped between her toes, the grass tickling, kissing and inviting. Darkness banished, songs of delight echoed in the air. Flickering wings flashed by, cutting the light with a swift shadow. Water glistened off his torso as he looked upon her physical form and was enraptured with her beauty..His hand reached out pulling her to his lips..crushing her with his wanton passion unsatiated.Long had he waited ..deep was his desire which would not be deniedLaying her among the sand..he took his hands gripping her roughly brooking no opposition. She gave before him, accepting him even as he plunged deep into her golden light. Her fingers traced enigmatic signs upon his fles

Kids Say The Damnedest Things
My youngest who is 11 was at the Mexican restaurant the other night. When the waitress came to take our order she was speaking in Spanish to which my daughter replied "I don't speak Taco Bell". I almost died. I guess the old saying is true.......the only honest people in the world are dunks and kids

Party In Columbus
Attention: For anyone who is in or near Columbus Ohio, I got a few friends who is throwing a Late Memorial Day BBQ. Now I was asked to have a more people to join. There is swimming, drinking and SMOKE if interested. If you want to attent, shout box or leave me a message and I will give you more details. If you want you can BYOB (bring your own beer), but its not nessecery. Hope everyone has a great day and hope to hear from you soon :)

Poems
under the stars over looking the heavens where the light shined over the paths of fatein the wake of you coming nearthe lotus blossoms glide over your hairin the golden mist of the sunyou walk the path ever so clearwith your red eyes and ever lasting lustyou bring closer the sword of lightand strike down with 1000 lotus blossomsthrew the gentle air sweeping and swirlingbreaking the path that has been walked uponand the lotus blossosm return into the golden sunonce again. threw the years of searching i came to your smell of the blood consumes me into its dark despair every drip of this temptation is more like salvation the lust of yor mouth tells me you want more with my eyes i see this is only an dream the red glow of blood drives me towards you mind games and mindless searching leaves me like an wanderer of the night your just my blood dream girl with your neck as tender as your blood every taste leads me to excite but its all just an dream When i was wondering the earth for

Songs
In this journey i have traveled along death's dawnhis hand grasped fate in his hands the blood stained knife covered with people's lifethe murder in his eyes werent the biggest fear the dice of death he threw nearinto the darkness he stares the dice will judge your death the taunted flame leaps into gearand now the Two faced dice was deaths own fearchrous: fear of death's touch is only just an dream the blood stained dice give this world fearhe throws out his hand and slashes threw youhis dice will only get nearerthe two faced dice will come for your fearHe sits in his own mind locked up with deathhis own blood drips down from his handhe knows his dice strikes fear in heartsand he enjoys is way of killing so muchthat he thinks he'll never be stoppedthe countdown of death is drawn in nearerhe stands up for the final time the clock is counting downhe throws his dice into the air and trie sto slice into the guybut he's thrown to the ground and the dice thrown backnow he lies there bleedin

Mountain Ma Ma
Webcam SOCIAL 101: Beginners WEBCAM SOCIAL 101: Read & Choose a Website HOW to USE a 'webcam social': cruise member's photos and on their profile beneath [interests] it should contain a webcam contact for the member. Send them a message directly from this website. State intention that you would like to add them to your application and cam2cam soon. BE POLITE and move on if rejected. Have fun. Search the navigation bar and try various chatrooms. THIS site hosts 8 because of purpose to expand member's comfort zone and make new applications familiar. IN navigation tab, click on [TIME Card] anytime you go on webcam. Consider it similiar to your Yahoo messenger flag [VIEW MY WEBCAM]. Fill in the form, each time you go LIVE. Invite your friends and choose your favorite chat client on this site. Then start a cam2cam conference and see who else may join randomly when visiting website. Start a sub-group of your own favorite fetish or other related interest that can be seen on recre

Marine's
As I came out of the supermarket that sunny day, pushing my cart of groceries towards my car, I saw an old man with the hood of his car up and a lady sitting inside the car, with the door open. The old man was looking at the engine. I put my groceries away in my car, and continued to watch the old gentleman from about twenty five feet away. I saw a young man in his early twenties with a grocery bag in his arm walking towards the old man. The old gentleman saw him coming too, and took a few steps towards him. I saw the old gentleman point to his open hood and say something. The young man put his grocery bag into what looked like a brand new Cadillac Escalade. He then turned back to the old man. I heard him yell at the old gentleman saying: 'You shouldn't even be allowed to drive a car at your age.' And then with a wave of his hand, he got in his car and peeled rubber out of the parking lot. I saw the old gentleman pull out his handkerchief, and mop his brow as he went bac

Bawhahaha
AN INTERESTING OBSERVATION1. The sport of choice for the urban poor is BASKETBALL.2.The sport of choice for maintenance level employees is BOWLING.3.The sport of choice for front-line workers is FOOTBALL.4.The sport of choice for supervisors is BASEBALL.5.The sport of choice for middle management is TENNIS. And....6.The sport of choice for corporate executives and officers is GOLF. THE AMAZING CONCLUSION:The higher you go in the corporate structure, the smaller your balls become.There must be a ton of people in Washington playing marbles

Magnificence
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away. At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what

Daily Jokes
A small boy is sent to bed by his father... [Five minutes later] "Da-ad..." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring me a drink of water?" "No. You had your chance. Lights out." [Five minutes later] "Da-aaaad..." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY...Can I have a drink of water??" "I told you NO! If you ask again I'll have to spank you!!" [Five minutes later] "Daaaa-aaaAAAAD..." "WHAT??!!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring me a drink of water?" What the best way to get a guy to stop smoking after sex? Fill his water bed with gasoline. What the best way to get a guy to stop smoking after sex? Fill his water bed with gasoline.

Adult Truths
** Adult Truths *** 1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my own neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatev

Prayer For Our Soldiers
Now I lay me down to sleep....one less terrorist this world does keep....with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks....you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell....so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies....you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen

Things To Know
With all the status's I seen lately I just wanted to touch on the bling and credits and whatever else people ask for. I do not give out blings or other shit to anybody. You wouldn't just walk up to someone and give them money would you? With that said if I get something for myself which is like never! lol. If I got some left over and I feel that someone has been a good friend lately I will give the rest since I dont really use credits. If your on my friend list its for a reason but don't think it entitles ya to crap. Nsfw folders, I dont view them much unless someone needs photo rates. I am sure as hell aint paying to see them, why when there is free crap on the net?? Its nothing against the person with the folder. go do you and I will do me type of thing. Just get tired of sb's asking for credits to view people's NSFW folders. GM I will be running gm's eventually just to get the damn points easier. Unlike most people I wont have fam spots open my family is for people I feel wit

Cale's Place
Most people have no clue what love really is or how to express it. So, I’m going to walk you through it. I like to start out by asking a question. What is the opposite of love? No doubt you’ve already formulated the answer in your mind and you came up with HATE! Number one answer but incorrect. You see, love is much more than just a feeling or emotion. Love is an action word, a verb; it’s something you do. There are four fundamental or basic principals to love. They are, taking into consideration the Thought’s, Feelings, Desires and Needs of the other person and putting theirs above your own. Now what do we call it when someone puts them self first? Yes it’s selfish. Selfish is the opposite of love not hate like most people think. This is where communication is very important. It’s necessary for us to communicate with each other on a level that the other person understands. Don’t assume that because you know what you’re saying that the ot

Altruize, My Points For You
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) God Mode and 25 credits --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a cherry Bomb --OR-- C) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- D) Auto 11s (which we will share) a Cherry Bomb and a Boomerang. In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 2.5 million and 17 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs+ boomarangs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day and time If you wish to add extras or do less we can discuss it Base payment to me for doing the work is 5 credits (weekdays) 10 on weekend I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) God Mode and 25 credits --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a cherry Bomb --OR-- C) Auto 11s (which we will share) and

Punkt
TWILIGHT OF THE GODS There is a serpent in every Eden Slick as grease and cold as ice There is a lie in every meaning Rest assured to fool you twice In this age of utter madness We maintain we are in control And ending life before deliverance While countries are both bought and sold Holy writtings hokus-pokus Blaze of glory and crucifix Prepriced costly credit salvations TV-preachers and dirty tricks Don't trust nobody It will cost you much too much Beware of the dagger It caress you at first touch O, all small creatures It is the Twilight Of The Gods When the foundations to our existence Begins to crumble one by one And legislations protects its breakers And he who was wrong but paid the most won Even the gods of countless religions Holds no powers against this tide Of degeneration because we have now found That there is no thrones up there in the sky Run from this fire It will burn your very soul Its flames reaching higher Comed this far there is no hold O, all smal

Enjoy Life!
"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time." People can see me smile..But they will never see me cry..They can see me laugh..But they will never see me cry..They will never see this someone who bends her knees at the corner of the room..Without making any sound..She's suffering in silence..Without making any sound..

My Blogg !!!
WELCOME TO MY BLOG THIS IS MY WAY TO EXPRESS MY OPINION IDEAS AND JUST A IN DEPT OF LIFE AS I SEE IT WARNING THESE IDEAS DO NOT MAKE UP WHO I AM IM A VERY SMART GUY A WRITERS MIND BUT THIS IS MY WAY TO KEEP THINGS IN BOUND AND NOT THROW FIRE AROUND TO PPL SO HERE WE GO A LIL IN DEPT OF WHO I AM WHAT I SEE N THINK FIRST OF ALL IM WARREN IM FROM INDY I CAN SUM MY LIFE UP IN ONE WORD (PAIN) IV ENDURED MORE PAIN THEN MOST ALL MY LIFE HAS BEEN A TEST TO SEE IF I DESERVE MY WINGS IN HEAVEN MY PAIN GROWS FROM PAIN IV ENDURED AND ACCEPTED PPL LOVE THE SWEET GUY THAT I AM BUT THEY DONT SEE WHERE IT COMES FROM ILL LET U IN ON SOME SECRETS TO HOW I AM WHY I AM AND ECT... BC ITS IMPORTANT TO KNOW THE WHOLE STORIE IF YOU GONNA JUDGE THATS WHY IMA MAKE THESE BLOGGS SO YOU CAN UNDER STAND A LIL MORE BOUT HOW I OPERATE AND THINGS THAT STILL HAUNT ME TODAY JUST KEEP ONE THING IN MIND I AM A GOOD GUY JUST ASK PPL WHO REALLY KNOW ME THEY BEEN FRIENDS OVER 20 YRS NOT LIKE EVERYTHING HAS ALWAYS BEEN GREAT

Night Of Bliss...
He comes home, waiting to find me behind the door. He enters in the house, his house is our house and we enjoy our times together.. He feels the warmth, and smells the dinner, he see the dim lights and candles all over the room.. I am there waiting at the door in the position of readiness (only he knows what that is). Later after he has walked in and he has given me the sign to take his coat and clothes off, I put on his robe.. I ask if he is ready for his bath.. He steps into the room.. It’s warm and full of steam.. I disrobe him and show him the way to the water.. It is full of his oils and surrounded by the white flowers and scented candles.. the music is soft…the towels are clean and fresh... He is about to get the treat of his life.. This is only the first step of the long night ahead... He takes my hand and pulls me up. Let's me know with his eyes that my treat is well received. As he looks into the misty warm and steamy room, I ask softly "Sir are you ready to ge

Bid On Me
Fubar Hottest guy of the Summer Vote For me and Rate My Pic... Good Offers For Every one So dont miss out Click on my Pic This Hot Summer Sizzle Auction Is Braught To you By The Sexy~ TwizTed KiTTen ~ Show Her some Love Hi People im in an auction its my first yet.. I would like some people to come check my out and hopefully get a few bids and rates.... Here it is ty and Have fun Hi People im in an auction its my first yet.. I would like some people to come check my out and hopefully get a few bids and rates.... Here it is ty and Have fun

Heartless Bitch!
It is hard to live you life when you have people in it who think you are someone you are not! When you think you know someone they change and you find out you never really knew them at all! Keep your friends close but your enemies closer! Sometimes life is pointless! Its not who you are that holds you back its who you think you are not! Even if it kills me i m going to smile :) You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have! "Being a Heartless Bitch isn't about stepping on other people, or reality TV-style sabotage antics. Its about working hard for what you want, and knowing when to stand up for what you deserve. Its not about demoralizing others; its about self-empowerment. Its not about being arrogant; its about displaying your confidence and intellect as a badge of pride. Its not asserting any inherent superiority or self-entitlement, but recognizing your own self-worth and value." -- Kat D.

Schitzo Writing
I never could be what you said I would be Choosing me on that cold metal shelf is aisle 6 On sale and rated poorly A life of second chances and returns Taped back together, my outer box ripped and punctured Eagerly opened dozens of times and tossed aside equally Never complete always missing a part The receipt always stored in your wallet where I belong on aisle 6, pushed back always behind something more interesting so you don't want to find me you don't want to fix me for I always come as is completely you don't want to blow the dust off me you will return me back to the cool darkness on the bottom shelf of aisle 6. Dying in Darkness I can't see anymore I can't see the garbage at my feet the stench of your religion the vomit of your words the common sense gone maggots trying to embed in my bare feet kiss your materialistic icons and die in darkness the darkness I live in the nothingness that I feed from the reality of your destination slap my forehead wi

Wtf
I have to ask a stupid question.....How hard is it to rate a profile when your already on the profile. Just keep wondering how I end up with 50 profile view but only 30 profile rates. I understand that I'm not the most popular or the best looking but you came to my profile for a reason already, just move the mouse over and hit that little cherry. I'm not going to bit or jump all over you. At most you'll end up with a re-rate. If I go to a profile for any reason I rate it....gotten blocked a few times for it(still trying to figure that one out) but I do rate. That's all I'm asking if your already on my profile for some reason, please rate me

Hmm Idk On The Name
this is something i worte...I am 20 years old so my views on relationships may be different than that of someone who is older and who has expericened much more in life than i have. So please keep in mind that these are the views and they are that of a 20 year old women. Thank you i hope you enjoy. The what if's If i tell you i love you will you listen to reason, If i tell you, you are my soul will you see reason. If i could tell you these things life would be the way its ment to be. If i told you, you carry my heart with you where ever you may go would you understand? If i told you that no matter what happen in life i will always be there even if you don't see me, even if you don't care. If i told you, you were special in my eyes and that nothing could have changed that, would you have noticed your own strength? If i told you i could have lived by our conversations, the late nights, would you have been able to have comprehended that. If i had told you any of

Poems
Forever Ends TodayHer tears were cold as winter. Understand the true meaning when you slaughter angels.A kiss that burns forever. The letter that ended a voice is broken with lies in a soul I now despise Forever ends. Forever ends.Forever ends. Forever ends. Whisper soft, look into my eyes, black roses rain from blood filled skies Whisper soft, her eyes stained with cries, black roses flood as this dies.Her heart tastes sweet like rain, Forever ends.Her heart tastes sweet like rain, her tears froze to her face. Her last breath, her last breath drifts away. Addicted To You I wake, eat, sleep, and dream you.This emotional journey before us -almost too much to bear sometimes.Yet, every time I hear the ringing of the phone,or see your name pop up online, I know that I am addicted to you.But it is far more than that,and please listen very closely.I am a very reasonable and sane person,not given to idle whims or fancies,not taken in any more by false hopes and pro

Songs
Pregamin Lyrics: before we hit the town we're slammin beers down its time to get your head in the game we're ready for the party before it starts so grab a beer its time to pregame aw yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin PREGAME we're all pregamin saturday morning get up its 10:52 we better start the drinkin got a football game at noon LETS GO hit the road before im late get ready to tailgate throw on a fratty shirt and pick up some paper plates cuz we're ready to get thrown get in the damn zone thrown back tall boys of nattys and keystone light up the flame grill let all the beers chill head ache from last nite BRODY NEED

Tampon Tunnel
okay so i got barred from my local pub for shoving a cupcake into a friends face.... stupid i know since i do far worse pretty much every time i go out but the owners wife told me not to and yeah like some ragging cunt is gonna tell me what i can and can't do she thinks i'm supposed to listen to her because she owns the place and forgets her place... i as a parton pay money to go out and enjoy myself among friends(and a bunch of people who probably hate me) she's not my mother and not my employer so i really don't give 2 shits what she has to say... but alas i'm barred well that convinced me to find something better to do so i went to a party last night which was kinda fun 3 metal bands all the food(and beer and liquor but i'm still not drinking) you want, a firework show and live nude body art(unfortunately it was women who i didn't really have any interest in seeing topless) but well it was interesting anyway okay so anyway in about an hour or so i'm heading down to georgia t

My Own Creations ..
CAN YOU SEE ME ? FOR I AM HERE .. CAN YOU SEE ME FOR WHO I REALLY AND ... I AM HUMAN JUSXT LIKE THE NEXT PERSON ... MY HEART IS BIG AND MY SOUL IS EVEN BIGGER... CAN YOU SEE ME FOR WHO I REALLY AM YES I WEAR MY SHIELD STRONG AND PROUD .. BUT I AM HERE PLEASE CAN YOU SEE ME ... MY LIFE MAY NOT BE PERFECT .. BUT I TRULY BELIEVE NO ONE IS .. WRITTEN BY TAMARA JULY,1,2011 WHO ARE YOU .. ARE YOU THE MAN NEXT DOOR,OR THE ONE IN MY DREAMS , THE ONE THAT KEEPS COMING TO ME IN THE PIT OF THE NIGHT AND WHISPERS SWEET NOTHINGS AS I SLEEP ... WHO ARE YOU ... ARE YOU THE ONE I HAVENT MET BEFORE BUT SURELY IN MY FUTURE .. BUT HAVENT YET HAD THAT CHANCE IN TIME TO MEET ... WHO ARE YOU .. WIL

Recent Thoughts
I've been feeling "ghostly" lately. Not the empty, hollow feeling of depression, rather like an invisible outsider, transparent to the world. As though a stiff breeze would blow through me instead of against me. As though I am only borrowing this physical body that everyone else sees and talks to. Its like I have to "come back" to my body to interact with others, and then only clumsily. Interacting with others is like putting on a mask, one mask for work, one mask for friends, another for family... I have to remember to put on the appropriate mask at the appropriate time. The mask smiles, the mask laughs, the mask talks with others... The mask is the appearance one presents to the world, Carl Jung described the persona: "The persona or "mask" enables an individual to interrelate with the surrounding environment by reflecting the role in life that the individual is playing. In this way one can arrive at a compromise between one's innate psychological constitution and society

Poems
I leave the gas on Walk the allies in the dark Sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and Running all the red lights Did I get your attention Cause I'm sending all the signs and The clock is ticking And I'll be giving my 2 weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You'd best prepare a speech Say something funny

Tragedy
So I have been doing pretty well at pushing people away! for good reason's to! If your not in my life it's cuz I want it that way. I don't really care what the fuck you say about me when in all reality whatever you say about me comes back to you three fold!. Certian people just cause you bull shit! and you know you DON'T deserve it. These people DON'T know you very well enough to be fucking with you!. All I gotta say to these people is get a fucking life and leave me outta YOURS!.and we'll get a long just fine!. How do you do you Like all those girls who are hotter then me and then turn around and say you love me! my head is extreamly confused! I don't get it! how do you think I'am hot? I don't think I'am at all! I'am just your basic average werid wacky crazy woman! I guess I'll never see it or understand it. Its just bothering me so much lately!. Sorry I haven't been on much lately,I have a job now and I have started going back to school and getting my diploma! thats very im

What Would You Do?
What would you do if a new friend you just met decided on their own to say that you are their BF/GF? This has happened to me. A 70 year old woman wanted to make her friends jealous at the Senior Center by calling me her boyfriend, when I am just a friend and nothing else! I have no physical attraction to her and she reminds me of my grandmother. I will not go older than 64! This will never work out since she is pushy and on deprssion meds!

Poetry
1,2 Should I delete you? 3,4 what the hell for? 5,6 I won't suck your dick. 7,8 You're too late 9.10Here we go again The Boyfriend/Girlfriend Application-Humor EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU!Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application" 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Whats your sign?5.Phone Number:6. Location:7. Height:8.Hair (color and style):9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends?2. Do you have a crush on me?3. Would you kiss me?4. ...with tongue?5. Would you enjoy it?6. Would you ever ask me out?7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Would you walk on the beach with me?12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?13. Do you/have you talked about me?14. Do you think I'm a good person?15. Would u take a nap with me?16.

Wtf
Okay, so I think I'm pretty awesome. Most people I know think so too. I've been referred to as "The King of Men" because I do manly things. However, I don't care for sports. And if I get depressed I eat ice cream. So, yeah, just wanted to let everyone know.

Special For Aussies
John McCloy GALLIPOLI It’s one am, nineteen-fifteen The soldiers are given a meal Hot soup, hot stew and a nice cup of tea Some warm comfort before their ordeal. Their spirits are high on this twenty-fifth day Of April at Gallipoli. The landing ahead should be fine it was thought Oh God, If only they’d seen. They loaded the boats, the launches were filled, All landing craft crammed to the brim The first wave of men, fifteen hundred in all, Through the cold and the mist sailed right in To the beach that today we call Anzac Cove To answer the call of their country, Never knowing how many would die on that beach The sands full of the dead and so bloody. Up high on the cliffs the Turks were all waiting Their guns trained on the enemy soldiers. As each craft hit the beach, machine guns were fired Bringing hundreds of young lives to a closure. But as men fell down dead, other boats they arrived Disgorging their unwitting cargo And they tried to succeed, the close cliffs to at

My Blog!
Hey everyone, Your girl apple finally starting her blog! Though possibly not on the best of days but it's getting started. Everyday all of choose the paths we wish to take in our lives, as do I. But if its such a simple everyday task, then why is it most like myself always end up taking the wrong path? It just seems that no matter what we do it's always wrong. Sure we have everyday bumps along each path, but they don't drag us down and making us feel that nothing we do is ever right. Currently I struggle mainly against myself, I'm close to loosing a friendship with a dear friend because of my stupidity. I had thought there was something more between us but they found someone else, so now I just feel lost. Every time I'm around them now it seems like I continuously mess up what is remaining of our friendship. I've even tried distancing myself from them but, nothing seems to make it any easier, and only seems to make things worse...

Thins I See That I Like
IF If we could be together Could you feel the sun in the crappiest of weather? If I touched you In the hottest of heat waves could you see the flowers drops of dew? If I brought you pleasure Is it something you would treasure Could you handle that even in shops I'll break out in dance? Or would you be embarressed and take a stance If I showed you what it was like to be free Would you try to change me If I shared my bed Would you dismiss it later or remember it in your head Many years down the road could you remember looking into my eyes? Or would you not take back what I've shown and live in a web full of lies. Remember my voice Realise we always have a choice If we could be together Could you feel the sun in the crappiest of weather........ this is awsome.. i love poetry. anyone else out there write?

My Herbalist Testamony
Hi my name is Mary; I have been doing the Herbalife program since Feb. 8, 2011. I know the date well, because the day before I flipped my Van coming home from work. My back, ribs, and arm were hurt in the accident. I was in pain and scared. My mother brought me into the Nutrition Center in Dade City. At 1st I did not like the way the Aloe, tea, and Shake tasted. As I kept going I have learned to enjoy the flavors. I also used to have headaches every other day. I felt groggy and tired. I was stressed and always angry. I would eat unhealthy, and not care how I looked. On Herbalife I don’t get stressed and angry as often. Not to mention the weight and inches I have lost. I am down nearly 20 lbs, and 8 inches. I am committed to keep going. Now that I am doing it, I don’t get headaches like I used to, and I am not tired all the time. My back, ribs, and arm felt better within 2 weeks of being on Herbalife. I also like the support you get when you go there. Everyone is

The Great Evolver.
6:30am sitting in my office and a bug, in fact a fairly large beetle like bug landed on my neck. I felt it and then my brain told me I felt it and then my mind convinced me I felt it and then I decided, something was on my neck. I pondered that. What was on the back of my neck and why was it there? It did not feel like it was moving. There was just some object on my neck. I decided to brush it off with my hand. I thought I heard a slight buzz of wings when I did so. But then nothing. I looked behind me and....nothing. I was confused. Had nothing been there all that time? Had my mind played tricks on me. It had afterall convinced me of the fact that something was on the back of my neck. I was curious. I stood up and then the creature that had eluded me flew up to the ceiling of my office. Ahhhhhhhhh sanity at last. A bug had landed on my neck and the world was right. So about that bug.... It changed and grew and developed over time. It evolved. So how do men evol

Caylee
Dear little CAYLEE, Last night on ET they mentioned that your mommy is going to make lots of money off a book (her story) and a movie. CAYLEE, we the public promise you, WE will not buy either one. If you will make this promise to CAYLEE, then copy and paste it on your status...I did! RIP Sweet Caylee http://www.info-komen.org/goto/light please copy and paste in your browser and help me find a cure

My Online Letters
Read Sentence Very Carefully "To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did." When God takes something from your grasp. He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence. The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you. Something good will happen to you today, something that you have been waiting to hear. Please do not break.Just 27 Words, "God our Father, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name, Amen." This prayer is so powerful. Pass this to 12 people including me. A blessing is coming to you in the form of a new job, a house, health, marriage or financially. Do not break or ask questions. This is a test. Does God come first in your life? If so, stop what you're doing & send it to 12 people now. Watch what He does

Things I Hate About Walmart
A few things I hate about Walmart 1st where you get smokes the thing is you can't buy smokes and go to another lane but yet you can go in that 1 lane only get the smokes and also pay for 40 some items come on its 10 items or less people i mean really that pisses me off. 2nd night time you go shop and there are like 3 lanes if that open and takes you about 2 hrs to get the hell out of the place when you wait in line why have so many lants if you dont have them open?. 3rd thing is you ask a ? and you get a walmart person give you some smart remark back when you ask them about these issues im a customer people get your act together. 4th when you go shop at walmart they never have the item you are looking for half the time and oh were less price then other places um bullshit the walmart up the road is cheaper then the one at the beach cause diffrent taxes buy yet they say they will match the price but you need it to be shown in there damn paper saying its less. 5th you go in see

Just A Few Words Of Mine
In the darkness of the night, my eyes still open. I can't stop thinking about you. About how lucky I am, having you as my friend, my love and my family at the same time. I can't imagine being alone in this world. There you are, always stand by my side. Sometimes even without talking, we can understand each other. Maybe it's because of love. Your presence is just what I need. You know when you must talk and give me strength, and you know when I need is just a shoulder to cry on, with no words at all. I will always love you with all of my heart. I just have one wish; please don't stop loving me...

Poetry
I'm happy you found someone Who makes you feel brand new I hope it lasts a long time Longer than me and you I loved you with everything I had And I know you loved me too I guess we just weren't meant to be Even though our love was true So forward in our lives we'll go But friends we'll still remain If something happens and you need to talk I'll be here to ease your pain Fickle Winds They say the grass looks greener on the other side But sometimes we get hurt becuse we are blind For love can be right under our nose And the scent be lost when the fickle winds blow The hurt we feel is beyond compare Until we realize true love is still there True love blossoms, true love grows sometimes the right one is right under our nose So cherish the one in whose love you can trust Hold onto them tightly when fickle winds gust And remember it's not always greener on the other side Love those who truly love you and let fickle winds love die. Kiss me passionate

Support Our Troops!!
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!!! From my Mom's Friend ;) The night they got Bin Laden (sounds like a country song) I, together with many of my milspouse Facebook Friends, was sitting in front of my netbook trying to keep up with the news; the TV was on, and there were pictures of the crowds in front of the White House. One young milspouse, who has come to our area to support a mutual friend whose husband is at Walter Reed after losing part of his leg in Afghanistan, was messaging – "pick me up, let's go to the White House"… After a few of us told her how difficult it would be, how insane things like traffic and parking would be, I watched the coverage of Lafayette Park again. The screams of WE did it, the USA USA chants – the ones who were yelling the loudest were in Georgetown sweatshirts, their hair wasn't a 3 on the top/2 on the side, they were too young to be veterans. Then the pictures changed to Ground Zero – same thing. Signs – WE did it. WE got him… W

Cale's Heart
Our love needs no words, but so many words we say each day Just a reminder that in our hearts, our love will forever stay With our words we do convey, about a love so lucky that we share About a love we call special, a love that follows us everywhere Our love needs no actions, but each day our actions say so much About the way our love has grown, the way we crave each other's touch With our actions so much we show, about a love so blessed to know About a love so honest and real, a love we will never let go Our love needs no questions, but so many answers we both found Answers to a wish of long ago, to find a love to make our hearts pound With our answers so much we did learn, a lesson to never forget About a love that turned our life around, a love so happy we met Our love needs no finish, but in many ways our love has yet to start For we find ourselves all alone, so many miles that keep us apart With our start so many years ago, such a tiny seed now so grown About a love so incred

Tweakmycomputer
If you're having trouble with your computer no matter what it is, I give free advice , Tips , and tricks to speeding/tweaking up your computer. No matter how fast you think your computer is, i can make it run even faster, better and safer.Read my blog daily or each week for new tips. I post up information you need to know to help you almost daily and i post new tweak tips each week. You may be fimiliar with some of these tips and information i provide for free but i guarentee if you visit often enough you will learn a handful of new tricks you never knew.You also never have to sign up to post comments ,ask questions or reply as it is open to anyone to do so freely. Guests who do sign up can get inside secrets that aren't shown freely for the world's preying eyes. Signing up is optional.I also do Remote Access from my home so that you can get the help you need without moving your computer.I also help with Photoshoping,creating Websites/Pages, Graphics and designs and i even provide a fr

Just Getting Started
JOKE I made a traffic stop on an elderly lady the other day for speeding onU.S. 166 Eastbound at Mile Marker 73 just East of Sedan, KS.I asked for her driver's license, registration, and proof of insurance.The lady took out the required information and handed it to me andstated she had a concealed carry permit. I was somewhat surprised (dueto her advanced age) to hear this. I looked at her and asked if she had a weapon in her possession at thistime. She responded that she indeed had a .45 automatic in her glovebox. Something---body language, or the way she said it made me want to ask ifshe had any other firearms. She did admit to also having a 9mm Glock inher center console. I asked her if that was all. She responded onceagain that she did have just one more, a .38 special in her purse. Ithen asked her what was she so afraid of? She looked me right in the eye and said, "Not a damn thing!" Seniors - Don't mess with them. They didn't get old by being stupid. Hello, Simple questio

Anti
Hi, We hope you had a great summer. Since the Radio X show went on hiatus in March, and since most of the staff from the Anti Lounge also took the summer off, a lot of things happened. While we can't guarantee that the Anti Lounge has a large staff, we can tell you that the Lounge is open for business, and we'll need all the help we can get. Anti is looking for anyone that can help us grow again, including cam girls, promoters, and security. Anti is a clean slate - so if you're looking for a place to call your own, then we're the place to be. Just shoot a PM to John [RadioXshow] and let him know you're interested in joining the staff. It's a new day in Anti, be a part of it today.

Random Qoutes
Sex is evil, evil's a sinsins are forgiven, so let's begin. Kids in back seats cause accidents, accidents in back seats cause kids. If youve been naughty go to your room if you wanna be go to mine. you have been very naughty now go to my room!

My Halloween Outfit
I decided to go out on Halloween for the first time ever. I'll go to a Meetup group's Halloween Party. This is going to be my outfit - http://www.spirithalloween.com/product/ic-vampira-med-8-10/ Wig - http://www.costumecraze.com/WIG49.html I'll be wearing my shiny flats, since I can't wear high heels. I'll also have goth makeup on. I'm really looking forward to Halloween!

Hello My Fubar Friends
Thanks to all my new friends. I am on a shoot today and unable to reciprocate with drinks, etc. I promise to catch up soon. Please forgive my delays in returning your presents. Meet me at the Mynt Lounge, the hottest night club in the US, tonight. My girls and I will be dancing all night. Should I put up a poster with my Fubar #. Why do people do this?

Am I Alone?
Is there something I missed? I do believe there has been dishonest, detrimental policies that have been employed over the past 2 years that EVERYONE seems to be completely overlooking. This president and his party had a "super majority". During that time they managed to derail our court system. (taking over Chrysler, Gm) There were many policies that I despised that our former president implimented, but at least he allowed the court system to handle the bankrupsy of companies that were as big as Chrysler and GM. The lable of " too big to fail" did not get applied to Enron, Worldcom, or Tyco toys. All leaders in their respective industries. We have seen bailouts to the Automakers, Banks, Mortgage Companies, Creditcard Companies. Were all of these "too big to fail"? If this is the case, then these companies must, by President Oboma's definition, be considered monopolies. Or is simply a tactic used by certain political entities? (Never waste a crisis.) I have seen more doomsday crisies

Thoughts
To move on from such a toxic relationship is hard, especially when the other wishes you ill. But I will not, and as much as this person thinks he has, let them destroy me! I am far too good of a woman and person to be let on by a false prophet! I knew the game the second time around and I played along while they played me. A fool I know, but I needed to be sure. And unfortuantely I was correct! I will no longer be bound to a single sheep again! or any sheep for that matter. The fact is this: a cold heartless slab of meat isn't one to love or to even hate! They are just that...meat! They forgot one thing though. My wrath! Thine is greater than Satan his self and I don't have to do a thing! not even lift one lil finger. However, it is that great, more so than ever spoken of by that toxic one! Never underestimate me! I am a wonderful person, but to be fucked with isnt a good idea! I have moved on. I have great and "real" friends, and a few takers in line

???s
when i signed up for this site i thought you were to rate the pics and profiles like you see em.i know everyone dont think someone i think is nice lookin is.everbody got there own taste and what floats there boat.but when you rate someone any thing less then a 10 on here some get so pissed they rate you a one and then block ya. then get all there friends to do the same. and i dont mean i just go through and be a dick and rate every person i see a one. i am talkin about an 8 r 9. the reason i rate like that is because i thought thats how your suppose to rate. rate em like you see em.if i am wrong then why even have the 1 through 9 spots to rate. i know everyone dont see me as a 10 but i do not get mad when they rate me a 8 r 9 hell even a 1. if thats how they see me then rate it up no hard feelin. but what i dont get is when you do rate some one lower then a 10 some get so pissed and cuss ya out. why if ya dont want to be judged like that dont put up pics to be rated on a social site.

Good Deals
please remember prices vary by state and city, but these should come pretty close, i hope this helps ya marine. and if anyone else wants this type of layout let me know. i made this one for marine thinking of things he normally uses and knowing which coupons and stores he has available to him. but anyone is welcome to the ideas. gillete pro-glide razor price match cvs use 4 dollar coupon from this sundays paper total - 99 cents 2 ragu pasta sauce price match walgreens 2 for 3 bucks use 1 off 2 coupon in sunday paper total 2 for 2 dollars kelloggs cereal 18.2 oz or pop tarts 12 ct package price match walgreens get 4 for 5 dollars or $1.25 each box dawn dish soap 9.5-10.3 oz (small bottle) price match cvs use 50 cent coupon from this weeks sunday paper total 49 cents bic soliel shimmer razor (ladies) price match cvs use 2 dollar coupon from this weeks sunday paper total 99 cents mountain dew 12 pk price match fiesta total $2.50 each 2 bar s jumbo

Poetry
This is my heart,being poured out to you.i tell you everything.except the fact......well i think you know.i love you!you've been through thick and thin with me.you talked to me when no one else would.you made me feel loved.the only time you weren't there,was on the weekends that's only cus,you didn't talk on the weekends.those were the times i missed you.you may not think the same about me ,but i had to let you know this.if i hadn't written this then i would be sad.i had to let it out! i had to tell you.this is my heart being poured out to you.i hope you know how much i care.for if we do meet i hope you will love me to! A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseshe crys but no one hears.she is in pain and suffering,from all the hurt that eats at her.A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseA girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseGOD take it all away!!all the pain and suffering,i cannot endure.the life she is leading will be no more.a new life she will live.A girl on her knees beg

My Dream Girl And My Soulmate
Hello all. It took me 32 yrs to find my special someone. But I am so glad i finally found her. I never would of guessed that she would be from Spain. But the lord workes in mysterious ways. I feel like the luckiest man alive. I've never felt a love like this b4. I want to go to the highest mountain top and yell it as loud as i can "I Love u Kelly" u r my missing puzzle piece. I will never hurt u or ever let u go. U r my Angel sent from Heaven. I can only hope everyone will find the true love that i have been blessed to find. Later ya'll

Unnamed For Now
No this isn't a tribute to Popeye, though I will gladly help a lady to a spanking today that she will still feel on Saturday. (Whimpy reference for the Popeye fans out there) I am indeed what I am, I knew I was kinky before I knew what it actually was. I always enjoyed the sight of lets say a lady in distress, I guess that would make me Snidley Whiplash because it was me that was getting her there. My earliest recollection of this dates back to second grade, when I got in trouble for drawing pictures of women tied to a chair, albeit I"m no Monet in the art sense, but all the bumps were in the right place, if you catch what I'm saying. All through my life I collected bondage related material like my friends all collected playboys and penthouses. No I don't hate my parents, and I do come from a strong family structure. No I do not hate women, in actuality I cherish what ever a submissive lady may give me. I have just come to believe we are all born with certain traits, and it is up to

Wmldswlxh
There is no fallback plan for the Palestinians should their bid to gain international recognition for a state in New York fail next month, according to Palestinian President Mahmoud Abbas. “We don’t have a Plan A, or a Plan B. We support negotiations, negotiations, negotiations … going to the U.N. is not a program … negotiations are the option,” said Abbas, responding to a question about what his Palestinian Authority would do should a United States veto derail internationalrecognition of a Palestinian state. Abbas was speaking in Beirut during a meeting with editors of Lebanese newspapers and media outlets at his residence at Habtoor Hotel in Sin al-Fil Wednesday night, burberry outlet during his two-day visit to Lebanon. Abbas visited Beirut to seek support for the Palestinian bid for U.N. membership in September, which will come as Lebanon serves as head of the Security Council, and departed Thursday, as violence erupted in the Gaza Strip between a Pa

Military Retirement
Military retirement is not a Entitlement, it was earned! Our benefits aren't some kind of charity or handout! Congressional benefits = free health care, outrageous retirement packages, 67 paid holidays, three weeks paid vacation, unlimited paid sick days - now THAT'S welfare. And Congress has the nerve to call a Military retirement an Entitlement? Re-post if you are sick of their stuff, and ashamed of our "leaders"!!!!!!

*sigh*
Tried and true? That's not you. Don't lie to me. I won't pretend not to see. Life isn't easy. Life isn't cake. I've been there, I've done that. I KNOW what is at stake... I don't want you, I don't NEED you. You're a cheater, you're a liar. I should have set my sights higher. I'm done with you, I'm done with us... there's nothing left to discuss. -- Kate

Life..
i dont know what to do with myself anymore. i have a good job, and stable living situation. but i never get to keep the write person. i'm bisexual, so i like either women or men, but i need a strong person in my life who can fulfill all my passions. i love sexxiness and being sexxi and i wish i could further expand my circle.. again, i'm up late.. not much going on! drinking soda, not too good, but i'm also watching house. love that show!

Jdrf Walk Fundraiser
Hi peeps I'm walking in my 8th Juvenile Diabetes Walk If you can please help me by making a small donation it would really mean a lot to me Thank You http://www2.jdrf.org/site/TR/Walk-NY/Chapter-NewYorkCity4456?px=1260278&pg=personal&fr_id=2365

My Bad Poetry
LIFE IS IT A TEST OR IS IT THE CLASS DO WE LEARN THRU LIFE IS IT A CULMINATION OF ALL OUR LIVES AND LESSONS TEST ???? LESSON???? WHICH I AM SO CONFUSED WHY PUSH SO HARD AGAINST THE GRAIN WE ALL HAVE A PATH TO WALK WHICH IS BETTER TO WALK THE PATH MADE OR TO FORGE ONES OWN WAY THE TREES AND BUSHES AND THE STRUGGLE OR THE EASYNESS OF THE PATH TROD BEFORE WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO TO DO WHAT IS EXPECTED OF YOU OR TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRU TO FOLLOW THOSE IN FRONT OR TO LEAD SOME INTO THE UNKNOWN WHAT TO DO WHICH WAY SHALL I GO

I Know It Hurt
I know it hurt you It hurt me too, But now that you are gone, All I know is I miss you.You were there for so long, I never thought you would leave. I thought you had so many years, waiting up your sleeve. That day you left, Was the saddest of my life I remember going home, And crying all night. I might be selfish, But I wish you were still here. Or if you stayed,

Fubar Points (earning)
12 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http:/

How Do You Do It?
Get to work woman, I keep telling myself. But I can't focus, keep going back to the emotions I felt. The way you touched me, it was so rare. I can't remember, ever being there. In the past, or even now. It was completely different, somehow. The way you looked at me, was unreal. I don't know how to describe, how I feel. My heart pounds, just by the sight of your face. I wish I had never, blocked out that place. A move I regret, and wish I could redo. I would give anything, to find my way back to you. It is so hard not saying, all that I want to. How do you do it? When all I can think about, is you.

Things That Inspire Me...
Things that inspire me:My beautiful daughter, who taught me no matter what, love is unconditional....The majesty of horses running so freely in pasture, without fear....To always see the good in others, no matter what....A heart that can write freely, expressing one's most inner passions....Each day I can awaken and witness a beautiful sunrise....Long walks by ocean side only to hear the sounds of the water beating softly on shore....My grandparents whom had lived many a strife and could share their laughter and smile with me as a child....Those who seek living life to the absolute fullest and have many friends to grow old with....A beautiful flower garden....Strong men who keep their families safe and always lends an ear without ridicule.... (for Gary)Silly laughter....Spontaneity without recklessness....Visionaries who bring great things to life.... (for Gary)Finding love in its truest, most Godly and its most simplest form.... (especially for Gary)

Read This
I thinks its easy for people to say sucide's not the answer when they've never known what it feels like to be pushed to your limits and past. When you fight to find a reason to keep going. And once you cant find that reason anymore, its just not worth the fight. But I think the fight is what makes us strong enought to keep going. Life's gonna push you, but how hard you push back is what matters. I'm still pushing back, and I think it's going to be worth it.

You My Number One Holds The Key
Please don't leave me, alone in this place. Constantly searching, for your face. It's dark and I'm afraid, as, the angels tears fall from the sky. I strayed from my path. I caused them to cry. You see, I sold my soul, to the devil himself. I am responsible, for this heartache myself. PLEASE...I scream, out in fright. Give me one more chance, to make it right. But, the demon cares not, about all that is lost. So, I will pay the Ferryman, whatever the cost. For a single moments time, spent alone with him. In-order to regain my soul, once again. For, ONLY YOU my number ONE, holds the key. And without you, I can never be me.

Not Anymore
Feels like I’m burning from the inside out.In pain from all the misery and doubt.Why, why, do you do this to yourself?After everything else, in your life, you have felt.It’s okay to be vulnerable, it’s okay to smile.Everyone gives in every once in a while.No, I can’t, I won’t, I refuse.This is a game, I won’t lose. They will not win.I can control this fire burning within.No one will ever be able to say,They made me cry once more.Too many take credit,For that before.I live with regret, heartache and fear.But, not anymore.I have dried all my tears.

Invisible
Invisible, clear,You can see right through.As if, I don’t exist to you.Pounding pain,Pressure at no end.Running in circles,Flexibility with no bend.Hurt built this wall,No one can tear it down.I’m just a blank face,Walking around.

Never Judge A Book By It's Cover
The people that view me and judge me based on my appearance never seems to amaze me. Most of them couldn't be more wrong. I NEVER judge anyone based solely on their appearance, or judge anyone period for that matter. Who the Hell am I to judge anyone? Don't assume to know what i am about, chances are you are WAY off. EVERYTIME I engage in a conversation with someone, I don't go by the exterior. They could be Mr. Freakn Universe and lack personality and morals and be completely ugly to me, despite their outside appearance. What lies within someone is truly what matters. You can basically tell within the first five minutes of a conversation where it is headed, and more times then not in my case, they have read me completely wrong. I can't help what I look like. I can't help my body structure, and yes I am proud of it, but in the same sense, it's not all that I am. It gets old and VERY aggravating to be seen for just the outside qualities, when the ones underneath it all, truly defines m

Figure Me Out?...not Possible....
I have a pattern that I can't seem to control. I want to love and be loved in return, but I'm afraid to do so. After so many people, you just have to ask yourself. Maybe it's me? There was my mother, my father, my best friend, my ex abuser, my ex husband...etc...and the blame cannot fall strictly on them. When the people you love the most, the people that you hold dearest to you, cause you so much pain? It is hard to allow yourself to be set up for it once again, and I cannot make myself just let go. Regardless of what I do, that fear always takes over. Like it grabs me from the inside and says, " Not again girly," and causes me to push people away. yet, by doing so. I am really causing myself so much heartache. Letting go, and allowing love in, or just simply giving someone the opportunity to break my heart, couldn't hurt anymore than what I do to myself all the time. It is like my mind and my heart are at war, constantly struggling with each other, neither side giving an inch, tuggi

Laying Down My Soul
Infection turning, these cells to black. Red disguises, the horrific attack. Tracks, footprints, left behind. Indented in the system, the mind. Not equipped for war, it's an easy win. No armor at all, blood is to thin. Weak, struggling, laying down my soul. No existence at all, an empty hole.

The Best Man I Ever Knew
I took you for granted, the best man I ever knew. What I wouldn't give, just to see you. Hear your voice, let your love soak me in. I can't help but remember, way back when. You guided me, protected me, told me I was your pick. The way it made me feel, there's no replacing it. I miss you, I love you, wish you were here. Grandaddy, I need you, to dry my tears.

Porky
Porky didn't need stitches. We have to give him shots twice a day for 10 days, pain meds for 3 days, and another oral med for I think 5 days. Most pet birds don't survive cat bites, Porky only has a 25 percent chance of surviving. It's been 1 day so far, and he looks good. He's eating, but he refused the food at the vet's office. He gets fruit blend along with Vita-Mix food. Picky SOB.

New Songs
i don't know why my life always seems so negative like my life it's perminatly a fight and its not right yet i holdmy head up as much as i can but i don't help to be so hard on yourself especially when you got problems with your mental health and whats worse i been cursed since birth with hellishly good looks an people think they can read me like an open book but they can't which has them shook they all hate cause i'm everything they wanna be yet they can'tsee in my life i don't even wanna be me but i keep struggling day by day play by play cause i wanna prove you all wrongsome day some say that life is but a dream i say life is but a nightmare that in which you should run scared from cause everyday you battle another demon cause like always they be plottin and schemin but they can keep dreaminthat there gonna get my soul cause till they do it's on with the show and on with the flow that gets kept behindclosed doors thats so master crafted and custom fitted to the point where it's t

I learned an old saying that went something like this... If there is ever something you truly love you must set it free it will one day return if it was ment to be but if it don't... then track it down and kill it before it grows for it could have never realy been true at all and there for was never truly meant to be in the first place you see... May be harsh but it came from a harsh place and time and some how has never left my mind some times i wonder why and at others i know exactly why because that's the way love goes it lives AND it dies all to often in the blink of an eye. Walking through the woodsin my Little red riding hoodon my way to your housetip toeing quiet as a mouse carrying with me a basket of goodscheese,crackers,and a bottle of winehot dumplings,spread of thighfor desert an even till of sweet cherry pie tucked under arm a worm,cozy blanketjust for you and I to lay as we sit to enjoya fine dinner ofword and play Now take care and read close

Whats Up
As some of you know and most don't I am having major issues in the RL. As of Halloween I will be homeless and have no clue what i am going to do. I thought I had a plan but it didnt work out so I am back to square one screwed. I will try to keep up with everyone as best i can love you all

Casey Anthony Hatred
Published: 15 July, 2011, 22:34 Casey Anthony (C) sits with her attorneys Cheney Mason (L) and Dorothy Clay Sims (AFP Photo / Getty Images) There could be a downside to looking a little bit too much like Casey Anthony, and an Oklahoma convenience store clerk can vouch that doubling as the doppelganger for the recently acquitted alleged baby killer isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. And, as a result of her remarkable resemblance, Sammay Blackwell of Chouteau, OK can truthfully say that the only thing that is cracked up now is her pickup truck. Blackwell was working a shift at her shop a few days after the not guilty verdict came through when a suspicious woman walked into her store and eyeballed Blackwell. She says that customer Shireen Nally looked "strange, very suspicious" and, after meandering around the shop, told her that "You look like Casey Anthony.” Just like the trial itself, the story doesn’t end right there where it should. When Bl

Talking In Code
I felt it, before you were even gone. I knew it was coming, the feeling was too strong. You told me, that you spoke in code. I broke it, I read it, it showed. I took the blame, even though it was clear. What really, was going on here. I wasn't the only one, I feel like a fool. Threw myself out there, broke all of my own rules. It is easier to place the blame, on someone else. I didn't do that, it took it all myself. How could I have been wrong, from the start. I didn't think with my mind, I acted with my heart. Every beat was telling me, it was right. Now my tears, keep me up at night.

Blending In
A star lighting up the sky, flickering at night. As if it's got a heartbeat, full of light. The beat slows down, and you wonder why. What could cause this star, to cry? The night fades, and the star disappears. You wait for nightfall, but it isn't here. Where did it go? Why does it's light no longer burn? You anxiously wait, for it's return. Then one night, there it is. Although the shine it once had, does not exist. Sitting there motionless, never shining again. Surrounded by the rest, simply blending in.

Who's The Winner?
Seeing you around, hurts by itself. After the level of emotion, we felt. Fighting the urge, to just give in. Fearing the thought, of never having you again. Then pride takes it's place, and won't allow me to slip. My hands won't budge, tightening their grip. A phone call or message, is a sign of weakness I guess. But heartache is a sign of what? Can't figure out this mess. Regardless of who cracks first. Does anyone really win? It doesn't make you weak, to allow love back in.