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Hmmmmmm
take me take me away away from all that I am all that I was I was alone alone I take Alone I take me You'd better watch yourself That's what people say It's too late for that I believe I've had my day Oo, I've had a hard time With this soft thing of mine Seems like bad boys always Knew how to get through to me Blow my mind And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Oh. I believe I'm coming to a bad end A bad end Mmm there was a time I was okay And yo I loved to baby him Do anything he say Then he start to turn on me And it ain't no fun no more Now there's bruises in the bed at night Needles in the drawer There's blood all in the mirror And there's strangers at the door And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Bad end A bad end Aah, coming to a bad end I'm coming to a bad end Oh, bad end I believe I'm coming to a bad end So these words were written to me..over 15 years ago from a man who was significantly older than me..we were exchanging poetry for a long time via mail...and it was

Random Thoughts Of A Mad Man
RANDOM THOUGHTS OF A MAD MAN I WALKED THAT WALK INTO THE LIGHT. AND I DID FIND ALL IT HAD TO OFFER. HAPPINESS , LOVE ,JOY.BUT THEN AGAIN IT WAS ALL TAKEN AWAY WITH NO REASON OR CAUSE. I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT MY PLACE IS IN THE DARK. THE DARK IS WHERE I FEEL NO PAIN OR HURT OR UNHAPPINESS. YET I ALSO FEEL NO LOVE OR JOY. BUT I GIVE UP ALL THE FEELINGS TO FEEL NOTHING WHY BECAUSE NOTHING CAN NOT HURT AS BAD AS ALL THE OTHER FEELINGS HAVE CAN IT?LET ME ASK YOU A QUESTION? HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH YOUR PAIN AND HURT. DO YOU DO LIKE ME AND BOTTLE IT UP, HIDE IT NOT ONLY FROM THE WORLD BUT FROM YOURSELF ALSO? HAVE YOU EVER SAT IN THE DARK AND FELT NO PAIN NO HURT NO DISTRUST? WELL UNTIL YOU DO WHY LOOK DOWN ON ME OR FEEL SAD FOR ME FOR IT . I SAY TRY IT . NEXT TIME YOU HURT OR ARE IN THAT BLACK CLOUD OF NOT KNOWING . COME TO THE DARK SIT HERE A FEW AND TELL ME HOW IT TREATED YOU. YOU NEVER KNOW YOU MAY LIKE IT . SOME ASKED ME HOW DO I FEEL TODAY AND MY RESPONSE WAS HOLLOW . YES HOL

Lost Without U
lets see where to start..I met a great guy 2 months ago..fellings are growing as i hoped they would.. I knew he drank and had no issues with it. Well now he is going to rehab. I told him i would stay and wait for him. Yes its only been two months and i know that it may not work but I am the type of person who thinks maybe it will. I feel like if he cares enough to change his life then I should admire him for it. anyway thats whats on my mind today.. Dee

Quiet Emotion
I always wanted more from youthan you were willing to give;So now we've gone our separate wayseach with different lives to live.The bond will always be therethe friendship always intact;But the time for us has come and goneand the pages of time, you can't turn back.I will always be a friend to youand wonder how you are;The smiles and laughter I will rememberand our fights have become painless scars.Sometimes on those busy dayswhen you've a thousand things to do;Please let me glide slowly through your mindand spend some time with you.In that quiet momentwhen you're surprised to find me there;Just remember even with the distance between usI am still someone who cares.

Better Untouched
I look at him,And a smile grows in my face.Just to remember the times,When he could've been mine.As he gives me a hug,While he puts his arms around me.I remember what I would've gaveTo only have a chance with him.But now I see him,In a different light.Yes, he still means the world to me,But now its a different way.His friendship means a lot to me,Although we never had much anything else.Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,Because some things are left better untouched.

1000 Times For 1
1000 Times For 1 If I have kissed you once,I have kissed you 1000 times.Each morning as I arise.Each night as I drift to sleep.Each hour of every day.Each moment before it goes away.The kisses shared between you and I,Have many times reached the sky.As your lips part and anxiousness increases,Your heart pounds and breathing ceases.My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to meAs desire grows, my heart races.Inches apart seem as miles waiting.The miles increase as space shortens.Time appears to stand still.So close yet so far.When? Now, please now?Once more, 1001.Make it 2, so many more.Caressing ever caressing thoseTender lips, each time as the first.If I have kissed you 1000 times,I would give them all awayTo make the dream a reality,And kiss you once.

The Twisted Agony Of Love
i want to hold her in my arms again and smell the sweet scent of her next to me and feel the warmth of her body against mine.I want to wake up kiss her and say i love her and want to spend long nights on a beach with her listening to the sea and watching the stars fade away as the sun baths her in its rays making her look like an angel sent from heaven.to take long walks hand in hand. to have long quiet evenings talking about anything our hearts desire.to have her soft lips against mine and to pour everything i have into making her the happiest woman in the world.I love her now and forever. she holds the most precious gift i can give my heart in her hands. down and out and lonely again but I don't ..care.. that the Stars don't ever fall my way anymore; because I was Destined to live my sad, sad, sad life of Misery all by myself until the very end. until the Sunsets realized that I cried the night away for no other reason than to wait; than to wait on bended knees and trying to try

Expression Of The Fact!
You have given me a second chance in life Sometime before you I couldn't cop with the strife You've given me that love I dreamed of forever Happiness I been united with now that we're together You've touched my heart so deeply with your gentle touch To world I will never deny that I love you so much Words can't explain how thankful I am of you You have brought my smiles to overcome my blue The moments that we have shared the memories we make I promise your heart won't shatter or even break My world has changed forever now that you are here I miss you so much when you are not near I've opened up my everything to you because I trust you The more comfortable I am with anything we go through The love you and I share has made us one whole You have made my life complete from once an empty soul You will always be the girl who will stand out from the rest I'll never forget each memory that you made the best Forever in my heart baby with this love I'll always keep I'll always have you in my hea

If Love.......
Don't come to me with your problems I don't need them.Your conscience is a weight that I won't hold. You'd rather ne the only who pretends. Is it cause you've been bought and sold so young? Don't ask me questions cause I don't got the answers. If you only knew what time will tell. It's all a test and lessons that you can't learn. You'll know when you spend your time in hell. As your bloods running thin your times running out. No one will be listening not even when you shout. When your angels turn to devils you'll finally figure out that no one will be with you in the end. As hypocrite you're just a contradiction rapped up in your lie who knows whats real. Well this is it your loely life of fiction. Do you even know how to feel? As your bloods running thin your times running out. No one will be listening not even when you shout. When your angels turn to devils you'll finally figure out that no one will be with you in the end. Lately, I'm not quite myself. Maybe I do

Stuff
this is the original link if you want to read the comments.. some of them are great.... http://www.drudge.com/news/125325/loconte-obama-hasnt-lowered Throughout the Bush presidency, opinion polling from the Pew Research Center trumpeted America's "abysmal" approval ratings across the globe. The problem, pollsters suggested with numbing regularity, was that a "cowboy president" had inflamed the Muslim worldand America's European allieswith his "unilateral" war on terrorism. The remedy, of course, was a new administration with a fresh approach: a president committed to multilateralism, smart a president committed to multilateralism, smart diplomacy, and American soft power. Right on cue, a Pew report hailed Barack Obama's election for inspiring "global confidence" in U.S. leadership and rescuing America's reputation from eternal perdition. This hagiographic storyline, however, is evaporating like a morning mist. A newer Pew survey suggests that most Islamic countries distrust the Unit

Is True Love Really Out There?
is true love really out there? does real devotion and comitment really exist? does it mean? that a relationship begins with 2 people becoming the best of friends and build there relationship into a very strong loving relationship full of trust, and they are very devoted to eachother, they hold eachothers hands when there out and about,call 1 another all day when at work, neither 1 cant wait to hear eachothers voices.always making time to see eachother, holding her in his arms when he can nomatter where they are. when his friends see the 2 of you together he tells his friends very proudly who you are before they can ask.he always tells you how beautiful you are everyday,and how much you really mean to him.does she tell you how important you are to her? when 2 people fall in love with eachother they seem to put eachother first ahead of everything & everyone else just think about it.

Feelings
ok i need help lvling i have asked for help over and over and i have been helping yall lvl why in the hell cant yall help me??? when i get a cherry bomb dont ask for me to bomb you cause im not going to just because yall arent helping me and if you dont like this...then deleate me from your friends bye now.... I know this has came up time after time again but don you think after so many lvls you should have a salute?? well its true becasue some people are just to ugly to take a pic of themselfs and out it on here wtf come on now and the ugly ones think theres hot stuff and there to pretty to put one up....no one hot no ones pretty everyone is the same SO LET PEOPLE SEE THE REAL YOU GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!! i know im fat and hell i know im ugly but i let people see the real me in and out hey this is my one and only blog on here prolly but here in the last few days i have had alot on my mind about this guy i have been talking to on and off for about 3 years and i figured out im in love

My Mom
Doctor called today moms tempature spiked again this time 104.8* now they are giving her a cocktail of different antibiotics if this don't help knock out the fever and kill the bacteria that is in her blood she will have to have a blood transfusion and hope that this works. so i still ask that you keep her in your prayers if I seem not myself lately its because my mother has been the hospital with an some kind of bacterial infection in her blood that has traveled to her face and making it way to her brain the doctors have been giving her antibiotics left and right but it doesn't seem to be working and morphine for the pain the Doctor told us if this makes it to her brain it will one leave her brian dead or two kill her either one she is dead and i am having a very hard time handling this i lost my grandmother to ganggreen poising that went through out her body and brain which was my moms mother i can't handle losing my mom the same way at the same age her mothe

Music I Like
Have you ever spoken to people and realised that some are just so single minded they can't see that a tree not only grows to provide shade, but also, for its' beauty and its' uses ... It is a multi dimensional being, of the Universe. Just as we are ... I have found that being a circle ... I can fit anywhere ... but not everyone else can fit me. In order to move effectively a circle must move on smooth territory to run effectively ... the circle can take the ruff roadway and bounce off, perhaps get damaged too, but being a circle it can gently get moving again. What's the box doing ??? It sits there firm, and steadfast due to its' shape. Unless someone knocks it down hill in which case all the edges get knocked off and the descent down the hill causes it to become more circle like. If nothing causes it to move the edges may firm up again. If there is movement, it rolls down the hill smoothly and in control, until it decides to park itself somewhere again becoming immobile and h

From My Bro's Gf
"Hey, I just wanted to write an tell you that patrick and I decided that when we move up there that you are only allowed to see tha kids on holidays or if we say otherwise. I just wanted to let you know that so when we get there we won't be bringin the kids to see you nor will you be able to come to the house to see them. I just wanted to let you know this seein that we will be there next month. Thanks."

Who I Am
(Taken from my MySpace blog, just thought I would share, though it is long lol.) Honesty is good right? I like honesty, even if it doesn't exactly make me feel good. And I figure the only people who read these are people who kinda care what's going on in my life, and if you are a friend, I have nothing to hide really. If you aren't a friend, why in the world are you reading this crap? ; ). So recently I decided something, and it's not like usually when I decide something, this is gonna happen. As most of y'all know since the tornado (WOW, almost 2 years ago!) I've had panic attacks, or I call them neurotic attacks since it does funky things to my nerves and back. Anyway, since it happened I have been a little emotionally... unbalanced? I guess? What I mean is I can go from happy to sad to angry any time during the day, and sometimes I'll just remember tornado stuff and remember the sounds and feelings and all that and it messes with me, makes me feel shakey and yeah

Labor Day 2009
Last night around 11pm or so I recieved a text message from my baby sister letting me know my Uncle had been involved in a motorcycle accident and was in the hospital. The doctors called the family in due to his critical condition. He has head trauma, bleeding on the brain, a collapsed left lung, several broken ribs, along with several cuts and bruises. They have him on a ventilator and are giving him propofol to keep him sedated. I went back to see him and was shocked at the way he looked. Both his eyes are black and blue, very swollen and almost popped out of his head. There are tons of tubes and IVs everywhere. I really thought I would be okay since I am a nurse but it's quite different seeing a member of YOUR family lying in a bed and hooked up to tons of machines. As of right now there is still no change in his condition. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing right now. Please keep him and the rest of my family in your thoughts (and if you pray, throw a few in for

Blah
So life just dealt me with some not so cool cards..I recently found out im a diabetic , im lucky to just be type 2(( Non Insulin)) But it made me look at life in a whole new way..I bitch way to much about how unlucky i am , rather than embraceing all the lovley things god has granted me with :) "Ain't nothing gonna break my strideNobody gonna slow me down, oh noI got to keep on moving" I wonder about why guys think that exposeing themselves is what woman want. Then i check out the girls on here and i think " Wow , what a message we are sending"..Now im not saying ladies dont try and look flirty and preety..but come on PUT ON SOME DAMN CLOTHES! Men are never going to take you seriously if you dont respect yourself..Respect you and others will follow..If a fella doesnt take you the way you are why mold yourself into what they want...

Group Guidelines
*PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS DOES NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH BEING ACCEPTED IT IS ONLY SO WE CAN KNOW A LITTLE ABOUT YOU* 1. WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE APART OF TE DARK ANGELS? 2. WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM OUR GROUP? 3. WHAT WILL YOU BRING TO OUR GROUP? 4. HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU SPEND ON THE INTERNET? 5. WHAT SKILLS DO YOU HAVE CONCERNING GRAPHICS, PIC MAKING, ETC.? (NOT A REQUIREMENT) 5. HAVE YOU READ THE BLOGS? 6. ONCE WE HAVE A LOUNGE, ARE YOU WILLING TO SPEND TIME IN THE LOUNGE? 7. APPROXIMATELY, HOW MANY HOURS COULD YOU DEDICATE TO OUR LOUNGE IN A WEEK? 8. IF YOU HAD AN ISSUE WITH ONE OF THE OTHER MEMEBER HOW WOULD YOU HANDLE IT TO GET IT RESOLVED? 9. DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THE DARKE ANGELS STAND FOR? 10. DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS? 11. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE KNOWN AS? (YOUR ANGEL NAME) GUIDELINES FOR GROUP STATUS 1. ALL MEMBERS MUST HAVE AN APPROVED FU SALUTE BEFORE JOINING AND WILL NEED TO MAKE A SALUTE TO THE HOMEPAGE 2. ALL MEMEBERS MUST F

Darke Angelz - Know Us
The Sexcee BisexceeI am an almost divorced, 34 year old mom. I am multi-talented, and have my hands in and on quite a few things.I have been on the Fu for a while, but didnt really get interested in it until I met these realy good and cool group of people. I am an Aquarius, and am very true to how my horoscope reads.I am probably one of the realest females ever, and I am also very sarcastic, but I think Im funny..I luv making new friends and hope that all the eyes that read this, remember me. Luv, Hugz, and Kisz to my Darke luvs and family!!!!! ICEE™@ fubar My name is Ernest but everyone calls me ICEE. I'm 5'7 185lbs. Ive been on the FU for a few years now and have met many good people. I'm the coolest down to earth person you will ever meet. I'm a clown that can joke forever but be serious when i need to be. I like to make my friends laugh and be there when I'm needed. I'm a true friend if u need it. Not sure how to describe me because i don't usually do this but ask and ye

Its Going To Be A Long Road To Get There...
"Trust" (quietly) You. You cannot tell. How much your love... has put me. Put me through hell. The look. The look in your eyes. They made me believe. Believe that every thing. every thing every thing was alright. SO How. Baby, tell me how? Can you sleep so sound at night? Making me TRUST. TRUST everything is all right? How can you make me trust? (quietly) You You walk down the street. Holding my hand. To our friends. Life seems grand. Us. Making memories. Or is that what you want me, you want me to see? SO How. Baby, tell me how? Can you sleep so sound at night? Making me TRUST. TRUST everything is all right? How can you make me trust? (quietly) You You gave me your trust. And then thrown it all away. In another persons bed. You went to lay. Building my trust with a lie. Every single day. Every single day. Baby... every single day. Every si

Fake Pics
OK HERES THE DEAL ...LATELY HERE ON THE FU ALOT OF US FEMALES AND MEN HAVE BEEN USING FAKE GIFS AND PICS IN THE DEFAULT..NOW ALOT OF YOU WANNA TALK SHIT ABOUT IT , BUT THE MEN WHO TALK SHIT ABOUT IT ARE THE MAIN ONES WHO ONLY PAY ATTENTION THE THE HALF NAKED PICS .....!!!!! IN MY OPINION WE WOULDENT BE DOING STUFF LIKE THIS IF YOU FOOLS WOULD PAY SOME ATTENTION TO THE REAL US RATHER THAN BEING PERVERTS AND ONLY WANTING THE BITCHES THAT ARE GONNA STRIP DOWN TO THEIR BRAS AND PANTIES FOR THE ENTIRE FUBAR WORLD...IM NOT HATING ON THOSE FEMALES NEITHER ARE ALL THE OTHER WOMEN & MEN WHO REFUSE TO DO THAT SO INSTEAD WE FIND A WAY TO CATCH YOU PERVS ATTENTION ... NOW I CANT SPEAK FOR THE OTHERS BUT ME MYSELF HAVE OVER 300 PICS OF THE REAL ME AND I AM A PRETTY BITCH SO NO I DONT HAVE TO LIE , I DONT CLAIM TO BE THE GIRL IN THE PICS OR SHOULD I SAY GIRLS...I HAVE REAL SALUTES AND KEEP IT 100% REAL BUT IM NOT GONNA SHOW MY ASS TO 4 MIL + FU'S SO TO THOSE OF YOU WHO WANNA HATE AND TALK SHI* ABOUT

09 09 09
Have special plans this 09/09/09? Everyone from brides and grooms to movie studio execs are celebrating the upcoming calendrical anomaly in their own way. In Florida, at least one county clerk's office is offering a one-day wedding special for $99.99. The rarity of this Sept. 9 hasn't been lost on the creators of the iPod, who have moved their traditional Tuesday release day to Wednesday to take advantage of the special date. Focus Features is releasing their new film "9," an animated tale about the apocalypse, on the 9th. Not only does the date look good in marketing promotions, but it also represents the last set of repeating, single-digit dates that we'll see for almost a century (until January 1, 2101), or a millennium (mark your calendars for January 1, 3001), depending on how you want to count it. Though technically there's nothing special about the symmetrical date, some concerned with the history and meaning of numbers ascribe powerful significance to 09/09/09. For cultur

Born To Be A Writer
Writing is the representation of language in a textual medium through the use of a set of signs or symbols (known as a writing system). It is distinguished from illustration, such as cave drawing and painting, and the recording of language via a non-textual medium such as magnetic tape audio. In Eurasia writing began as a consequence of the burgeoning needs of accounting. Around the 4th millennium BC, the complexity of trade and administration outgrew the power of memory, and writing became a more dependable method of recording and presenting transactions in a permanent form (Robinson, 2003, p. 36). In Mesoamerica writing may have evolved through calendrics and a political necessity for recording historical events. Writing, more particularly, refers to two things: writing as a noun, the thing that is written; and writing as a verb, which designates the activity of writing. It refers to the inscription of characters on a medium, thereby forming words, and larger units of language, kno

Reagan's Warning On Obamacare: He Predicted This
Our great president Ronald Reagan passed away in 2004, but he said something that still resonates today. Reagan said: "One of the traditional methods of imposing statism or socialism on a people has been by way of medicine. It’s very easy to disguise a medical program as a humanitarian project. Most people are a little reluctant to oppose anything that suggests medical care for people who possibly can’t afford it.” Boy does that resonate! It sounds like President Reagan had the foresight to see the dangers of Obamacare. Even more amazing is that Ronald Reagan spoke those words in 1961, before he ever ran for office. But Reagan's comments are not surprising if you understand liberalism. Creating a national health care system has been a major priority for the left wing for over 50 years! Time and again the Congress and the American people have rejected socialized medicine. Now Obama is pushing for a radical takeover of one-sixth of the U.S. economy. But Obama i

Yup
You will notice scrolling is A LOT of people with the letters DJ in front of their name. Well most of them just play music and never talk on air, I call that auto play. And then there is the people that do talk but only to tell you what they played or getting ready to play. Come on now, be entertaining and talk more. Tell jokes or stories and have fun. If all you do is play music, just leave the server on auto.

Fubar
When you rate someones page and pictures, Don't you think that person should return the love!? What about gifts? I think when someone does sends you something and or rates you, you should return the love, Its only fair right!!!???? Tell me if I'm wrong??

Iamthebestchef
A very dear friend of mine is going thru a health battle right now. Please keep him in your prayers and show him some fu love Iamthebestchef *Fubar\'s Only FuBountyHunter*http://b.pcc3.fubar.com/93/54/3214539/tn_3390826250.jpg">@ fubar

Public Schools
Public schools are not qualified to teach evolution nor creation. American youth are barely learning the basics i.e. Math, History, Science, English. They need not be distracted with your THEORY. They can learn the bullshit in college if they make it that far

A Deeper Look Into Me
October 23 1986 8:30 AM Time Zone is EDT saginaw, MI Rising Sign is in 04 Degrees Scorpio You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism. Sun is in 29 Degrees Libra. Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others li

Just A Poem
you will always a place in my heart just to let you know I love seeing your face in the morning when i wake and every time you kiss me you take my breath away just being around you makes my day when i look into your eyes i just cant find the words to say when im with you you everything bad in the world just goes away. is it good or bad

Becca's Blog
On January 15, 1947 a housewife named Betty Bersinger left her home on Norton Avenue in the Leimert Park section of Los Angeles, bound for a shoe repair shop. She took her three-year-old daughter with her and as they walked along the street, coming up on the corner of Norton and 39th, they passed by several vacant lots that were overgrown with weeds. She couldn’t help but feel a little depressed as she looked out over the deserted area. Development had been halted here, thanks to the war, and the open lots had been left looking abandoned and eerie. Betty felt slightly disconcerted and then shrugged it off, blaming her emotional state on the gray skies and the cold, dreary morning. As she walked a little further along, she caught a glimpse of something white over in the weeds. She was not surprised. It wasn’t uncommon for people to toss their garbage out into the vacant lot and this time, it looked as though someone had left a broken department store mannequin

Insomniac
I've counted sheep with no sucess, Tossed and turned, but had no rest. Fling side to side, front to back, The dance of the INSOMNIAC. Sleeping pills make me feel lousy, and warm milk doesn't make me drowsy. Late night strolls just aren't for me, and nothing good is in T.V. So I'll concede the useless fight, and once again stay up all night. My plight though, won't drive me berserk, tomorrow, I'll just sleep at work.

The Poems...
I ask my myself nightly, Why Not? Why not just not come tomorrow? Why not just not pay my loans? Why not just kill myself? Is there something I am keeping myself here for? Is there a reason for any of this? Becursed with a foolish heart that still believes in Love. Love. Love. The word upon which our life hinged. Finally unhinged. Finally undone. Final stop. All passengers must disembark. Wakey wakey… Time to die. Hey all. I have to leave now. You have all been so nice. You all treated me far better than I ever deserved. As it seems though, I have not reciprocated anything back. In fact, it seems I took advantage of all. I am not a good friend. I am not even a good human. Perhaps if I give my energy and chemicals back to the universe they can recycle me into something useful. Maybe a nice plant of some sort. I tried my best, but as usual this was not even CLOSE to good enough. Remember, sympathy comes between Shit and Syphilis. That is where I now belo

About Me
I'm 33 and divorced my exhusband was married to me and some other gal at the same time So I divorced him after being married for 3 years.The dating thing is all new to me again so I'm kinda shy.I have no kids I am taking care of my neice's little oy because she is a drug addict and on probation.I'm on Furbar but not that much unless I forget to logg off lol.The website that I'm in all the is myyearbook as I'm a battle officer for 4 groups and a head battle officer for one so I stay busy. A broken heart is broken for no reason a broken heart could be broken for severl reason depends on the person.As for my broken heart is been broken for no reason.As for mine it's been broken for so long it will take only Mr.Right to repair my broken heart.I know I'm the prettiest or the skinniest but I'm human and have feelings,I've been lied to cheated on in every relahionship.My broken heart may take time to heal until then please don't break my heart as it's still broken.

First Day
omgg today was a crazy day. i finally got my fubar acct setup yay! tomorrow i gotta go to the beach with my gurlies, i should be back online to go on webcam for a little chris, so i'll call you, anyone else feel free to watch. We'll im off to bed gnight.

A New Day
My List of Things To Do Today: 1. Mind my manners. 2. Keep my sarcastic comments to a minimum. 3. Try really, really hard not to say "Fu*k off" to anyone. 4. Try to be the best friend I can be. 5. Do not let men walk on me or take advantage of me. 6. If they do, disregard #3 and follow up with a roundhouse right. 7. Walk away, brush it off, and refer back to #1.

Hurt Vs. Hope
Why is it that special people who come into our lives and touch our hearts have to leave? It doesn't matter if that person is a family member, a lover, or even just a special friend, it seems like fate too often has a nasty way of reaching out and taking that person away from us. So far in my life I've known the pain of losing both of my parents, the soul crushing feeling of being betrayed by a lover, and the sorrow of having countless friends die or just fade away. It doesn't seem to matter how long that persons been a part of my life, the hurt is always there, and losing someone I care about never seems to get any easier. I realize you always take a chance everytime you open up your heart to someone,.... but most of the time you just can't help it,...Sometimes when you first meet someone, you get this feeling like you've known that person your whole life and your souls connect.... They have a certain "spark" inside them that makes you feel alive, and instantly you

Pain Of Itch Chapter 1
PAIN OF ITCH By: Aaron M. Klug .. .. Introduction.... The Devil plays it fair; he just never tells you everything. Rules, always invite trouble to the party, even if you follow them. Walking into a dream, you end up in a mask of your own reality .. .. Chapter 1: Where am I? Dreaming in a cold state, the demons of your nightmares twist your visions into what god holds hidden. Sending images of blood to your brain as you attempt to run for your life. Circles you continue to move searching for something, anything. The hunter is still out there, with the advantage of sight. Waking up in darkness you start to breathe. Laying still your pulse consumes you. Your thoughts race towards a cliff at high speeds and no brakes. Your senses reveal horrors unknown to the natural world as your worst fears come to the surface. Chained to what feels like a cold brink wall, you attempt to see through the darkness. You do not sense another being. Speaking softly, hello emits from

Help
im seriously gettin annoyied someone on fubar has the old pictures of slipknot the very old ones of them were they are black and white can someone send me the link on were to get them from please help me ive tried everything google photobucket there fan sites every were i cant find them please help me

Good Read..:)
LIES by Victoria Jackson I’m lying in my Tiffany blue bedroom, in the dark, listening to the President tell lies. He’s so good at it, that he is smiling and lots of people are clapping. He says, “Public Option. No one will have to change, if they like their present situation.” LIE. He says, “My plan will not add one dime to the deficit.” LIE. (Congressional Budget Committee speak up!) He says that if we don’t act now, the country will fall apart. LIE. He says that quality of health care won’t suffer. LIE He says that there won’t be rationing and those that say there will be are liars. LIE. He says that the Republicans have no solutions to offer up. LIE (Several of them lift papers into the air.) He says that this is not socialism. LIE He says this is the “moral” thing to do! LIE (Take money from the middle class and give it to the non-taxpayers and illegals?!) He says this w

The Difference
Where to begin.... I feel like shit I have been running a fever between 101 and 103. My throat hurts like hell and I can't breath. They are now only giving tamiflu to children 5 years and younger and elderly people 65 and older. That puts me at ease cause if my twins get it they will be able to get the tamiflu, however my room mate is fucked. My mother in law is trying to get me a motel room for a week so I can quarantine my self till I am better, which I think is a good idea. My children don't understand why they can't be around me to even give me a hug and it breaks my heart. This government made flu is killing people and what are we to do? 1 week before the out break my room mate was surfing the web and found on yahoo, where 3 vials of a hybrid flu where missing from a level 4 underground military base. 2 days after the out break started, the report on the missing hybrid flu had disappeared. I believe this hybrid flu was set out for population control. I don't know about you, but th

Random Rants
After viewing the indie film "Jesus Camp" for the second time; I still have the same exact views on it an the people in it. I find it quite ironic that there's a radio listener calling in saying that atheists beam an "authoritative sense" to Christians. In my experience I have been confronted numerous times and handed enough miniature bibles the paper matter could make up for half a redwood forest. I work across the street from a Church and at least twice a week someone is coming in voicing their opinion that I didn't ask for; wether it be about my tattoos and asking why I did this to my body and if I know it's a sin, to asking if I know why Jesus died for our sins. It really irritates me that I am interpreted to be ignorant of religion. The entanglement of politics in religion is also another thing the movie mentions that is a pet peeve of mine. One too many a candidate has used god or their religious views to win votes or capture a certain demographics attention. It shouldn't matter

News
For those of you who dont know. I found out a few months ago that I have cancer. It started on my ovary and has spread to my stomach. I am having surgery on monday the 21st to remove the ovary and have already started radiation treatment on my tummy. Just please understand if I am moody or what not that I am just going through alot and please understand. I love all my friends dearly and hope you all know that. thank you for taking the time to read this

9/11/01
9/11/01. We all know the date. We all know what it means. It's our generations version of Pearl Harbor. A day that will live in infamy. I remeber that day every day of my life. I was in freshman year of high school. I remember our superintendant telling the teachers to turn on CNN. When we all saw it, it was surreal to say the least. My godmother worked there. She was on the 67th floor in the first tower that collapsed. We tried to call all day. Nothing. Three weeks, nothing. Finally, her son told us she was found. That feeling made my heart literally collapse. She was my second mother, for lack of a better term. I have nightmares to this day of thst day. I would have had them even if she wasn't in there. But to this day, I still remember everything going in slow motion. This is with me being a state away, mind you. This was the reason I joined the Army. To give back to the country that's given me so much, and to make a woman who meant so much to me proud. I love you Titi Olga. Rest i

Saving Life
This is the letter our supervisor sent out.......... I just wanted to take a moment to say how proud I am of the actions taking by the Court Operations Deputies on September 10, 2009. This afternoon a woman sitting in the gallery in Court #18 fell unconscious. The deputies in the courtroom responded immediately and communicated to the supervisors what they had and what they needed. Several deputies responded to assist and also retrieved the AED on the floor. Upon the deputies arriving, the woman was on the floor, had stopped breathing and had no pulse. Deputies jumped in and started CPR, mouth to mouth resuscitation and also had to use the AED twice in attempt to revive the woman. With everyone’s efforts, the woman started breathing and responding. All of these things occurred prior to the medics arriving. These deputies brought this woman back to life. If not for all of your quick actions, this woman would not have regained consciousness. They are all heroes and deserve

Then, And Now.
Let us pretend that nothing has happened. After all, is the easiest way out. Let us keep ourselves busy. Le us look for thrills and exciment everywhere with anyone. That will help us move on. Let us convince ourselves that is worth it. Isn't the right thing what we are doing, right? We are not for each other, right?. So it does not matter. No harm was done. We were just playing at lets believe it can happen. Sitting at the table we are. Facing each other we shall. What is going through your mind? You ponder what is going through mine. Are we to just expose our differences? Are we to justify the reasons of our actions? Why bother you may say. I may follow up and reciprocate the cold feeling. In the end was it worth it? One thing is for sure if you believed in me just as I believed in you. Then I might say it was worth it and I would do it again. The question is, was our hearts in the right place? Did we cheat on them? You saw into my eyes, I heard your words. Are we to take actions up

Dear Wicked
Hello I am Wicked the girl you all love to hate... Ive decided to do a blog where you the blog reader and responder may ask me any thing you want and I will be blunt and honest with all my answers.... By the way its Seamus' birthday on Sunday say happy birthday to him and tell him i sent you .... Thank you Wicked

Inside The Twisted World Of A Forgotten Princess
Dear Mother,Once I ran to youTo wipe away my tearsAnd to Silence my fears.Dear Mother, Once I ran to youDear Mother,Now i run from youFrom the painFrom the tears that pour like the rainDear Mother,Now I run from youDear Mother,What has gone wrong?Nothing seems to be strongDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Your not the woman i use to knowYour not my momDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Dear Mother,Once I ran to youNow I run from youDear Mother.

Protest
For all the free people that still protest, you're welcome, we protect you and you are protected by the best. You're voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one in your croud. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, If thats not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go through hell. SEMPER FIDELIS

God
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked at the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. Yuou could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here i am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shacken, l

Wondering
Looking out the window, the trees are getting closer it seems.Thinking bout you Darling.Adding up the cost of these dreams.Strapped to this projectile, just a blink ago I was back in school.Smoking by the gym door, practicing my rock-star attitudeAnd I'm scared shitless of what's coming next.I'm scared shitless, these angels I see in the trees are waiting for me.The engines have stopped now. We all know we are going down. Last call for alcohol.Sure wish I could have another round.And I'm scared shitless of what's coming next.Scared shitless, these angels I see in the trees are waiting for me.Waiting for me.Friends in the swamp.Friends on the ground, in the trees.Angels and fuselage. by drive by truckers so many woman have come into my life just to leave me alone and lonely ...well i have realize that i am me .. sweet sexy funny caring compassionate,passionate, and most woman that i find are a bunch of crazy ones who make me pay for the mistakes that assholes have done to them. im not

I Love My Gurl
TITLE SAYS IT ALL IM SINGLE AND IT SUCKS HIT ME UP GIRLS she says she likes me but is it real or is it fake ive trusted those words to much that i can no longer tell if its real or not if it is then i can finaly start this brand new chapter in my life so if its real show me and let me know that wut u say is true but only time will tell the only words i know that seem to be real is forget resks and take the fall if its wut u want then its worth it all YOU ASKED ME TO LOVE YOU YOU ASKED ME TO CARE SO WEN I DID YOU LEFT ME HERE SO SAID DONT WORRY YOU SAID YOU WULD NEVER HURT ME SO WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME KNOWING YOU WULD KILL ME WHY DID YOU PUT ME THURUGH ALL THAT WEN ALL I DID WAS LOVE YOU ALL I DID WAS CARE

Oops
A Los Angeles fireman looks under a fire truck stuck in a sinkhole in the Valley Village neighborhood of Los Angeles Tuesday, Sept. 8, 2009. Four firefighters escaped injury early Tuesday after their fire engine sunk into a large hole caused by a burst water main in the San Fernando Valley, authorities said. (AP Photo/Nick Ut) http://por-img.cimcontent.net/api/assets/bin-200909/0ca51209dbe0ae4bbafc5696ffdeeb11.jpg

Football Pool 2!!!
Hey people. Here is the schedule for week 1 for the football pool. For each game pick one winner of that game.. for instance if MIN is playing CLE and you think MIN will win, pick MIN. Do that for all 15 games (15 this week) and send them to me in a private message. So there is no confusion for the Monday night game, choose the team you think will win, along with how many points each team scores. So if SD plays OAK and you believe SD will win, pick SD and what you think the ending score will be. SD 21 OAK 7. Got it? :) Pretty simple. Okay enough blabbing from me.. here are your teams for WEEK 1! THURS SEPT 10TH PIT @ TEN - ALREADY PLAYED.. 0 SUNDAY SEPT 13TH MIA @ ATL MIN @ CLE JAC @ IND DET @ NO DAL @ TB PHI @ CAR NYJ @ HOU WAS @ NYG SF @ ARI STL @ SEA CHI @ GB OOOOO THIS IS GONNA BE GOOD MONDAY SEPT 14TH BUF @ NE SD @ OAK

Hmmmmm
Has a song that you have heard a thousand times ever just one day got your attention and got you thinking? I have always said that Mad World by Gary Jules I wanted to be played at my funeral as I feel the song about how mad the world is and how people are etc. The point is I have been thinking about all of the song and now I can't get it out of my head. I still want it played at my funeral but I realate to the song and video so much. I mean really wow alot of songs has gotten my attention before but for some reason today that song and that video just got me. Maybe b/c I have been really stresses or something. Who knows? I don't I just know the world is mad I mean in general we all run around in circles every day kinda like the nine inch nails everyday is exactly the same yeah weir i compair thoes two but they are both right. Mad world addresses we go around in cirlcles and how it makes it a mad world. Everyday is exactly the same well I think the titile says enough. Think aobut your li

Unspoken
"Unspoken" So many words unspoken Thoughts left unsaidconstantly cluttering my headof the stupid games people playSeeing all of the positive potential in youI pretended that your ass wasn't crazy and fakeToying with my emotions for your own amusementScratching your back, I broke my nailsI considered you a friendForgetting the fact thatEverything everyone doesis out of personal gainIntentions of self concernswere your only agendaFrontin like you actually caredWell where the Hell wus youwhen mah ass needed you thereGuess it's my fault Expecting more from you than you even expected from yourselfyou couldn't delieverDam didnt think asking people ta be genuinewould be such an enduring and difficult taskSimply do what you sayand say what you meanChildish games of blameplagued by your insane insecuritieswear on my mind like kryptoniteConversations turn into such a drainI can't even stand trying to communicate with you anymoreSo for now,these words will be left unspokenand thoughts left unsai

Song Lyrics I Love
Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise Black bird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see all your life you were only waiting for this moment to be free Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise, You were only waiting for this moment to arise, You were only waiting for this moment to arise Alison Krauss & Gillian Welch(O Brother, Where Art Thou? Soundtrack)Some bright morning when this life is o'erI'll fly awayTo that home on God's celestial shoreI'll fly away.Chorus:I'll fly away, oh GloryI'll fly away in the morningWhen I die Hallelujah, by and byI'll fly away.When the shadows of this life have goneI'll fly awayLike a

Zombie Pit Lounge
->Your Master: no im turning you in to fubar Your Master: I am hoping you make a folder with me in it I would love my own special place in your albums Your Master: your a whore you turn me on ->Your Master: your a dawg you mek me sick Your Master: those who have read my profile or have talked to me know me so you cant say or do anything that would scare me Your Master: I would love to stuff my cock in your mouth and listen to you gag ->hottyguy21: your a dawg ->..::MissDe...: Your Master: would love to fuck you look what your fuhubby said to me dam what a dawg !!!! Your Master: why not hottyguy21: ur wet pussy mmmmmmmm bb i want it hottyguy21: cum in my mouth bb shadow: mmmmmmmmm Your Master: would love to fuck you

Wrestling!!!
Hey folks, come on out to Pro Wrestling America's next show on February 21st. WHAT: Pro Wrestling America WHEN: Sunday February 21st 2:00 PM bell time WHERE: Fastlap GoKart, 4288 South Polaris Las Vegas, NV 89103 Come see me, Jason McConnell take on El Pinche Loco and Shaka....come see Damian Graves take on Johnny Logan for the PWA World title. Come on down and show your support!! DWF SEPTEMBER SABOTAGESEPTEMBER 26th, 20094509 E. Bonanza Rd.Las Vegas, NV 89110 DWF World Heavyweight ChampionshipAsylum vs. "Iron" Mike Steel (c) It's do or die time for Asylum as he faces the World Champ one last time. Mike Steel agreed to this match under one condition: that asylum put his CAREER on the line. It's all or nothing come the 26th. Will Asylum finally succeed where he and others have failed so many times? Or will Mike Steel send Asylum packing into obscurity? DWF Xtreme ChampionshipSolo vs. Felony (c) It's a match for the ages! A clash of t

The Vma's
Kanye West has officially lost his mind. What Kanye West did was really stupid. He needs to get some help, I mean some SERIOUS help. He's makin a lot of people hate him even Katie Perry & Pink hates him. I think his career's going down the tube after what he did. I like his music but all I gotta say is "Wow, what the hell was he thinking?" He ruined Taylor Swift's moment. I know he was drunk off of Hennessy but damn dude, you don't need to do that to a talented 19 year old. I mean what he did was REALLY fucked up. I mean seriously, he needs to watch himself, cause he's really immature and needs to get some help. What he did tonight was really disrespectful, and Taylor Swift took it like a pro and performed really well. I'm happy that Beyonce' brought her back on stage like a true professional. Just like I said before, even Katie Perry & Pink was bashing the hell out of Kanye West, and who could blame them. Kanye, you need to get some help bro, you made a lot of people hating

A Lot Of What If's
So why is it that some will do anything for love while others simply dispose of it? After being thrown into the dating world, it has come to my attention that many people do not cherish the idea of loving another human-being unconditionally. Some view love as being weak or unstable while others strive to find their soul mate to make them complete. I’m not sure where I fall under the spectrum; however, I do know that I’m not one to dispose of love. I’ve come across many people whom I love but only a few that I’ve fallen in love with. With every relationship I’m in, I put in my all because I wonder if that person will be my soul mate. Call me a hopeless romantic if you will, but I live in the moment and refuse to let a good thing past. Maybe this is why I get frustrated and hurt so easily. Is it that people don’t truly understand the concept of love? That must be the case. How can a relationship be torn down by lying and cheating and still at leas

Victoria's Secrets..lol
A REAL FRIEND IS ONE WHO WALKS IN WHEN OTHERS WALK OUT A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO KNOWS ALL ABOUT YOU AND LOVES YOU ANYWAY A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO ACCEPTS YOU THE WAY YOU ARE ...DESPITE YOUR FLAWS FRIENDSHIP IS NOT FRIENDSHIP WITHOUT TRUST A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU EVEN WHEN YOU'RE AT FAULT A TRUE FRIEND HAS NOT ONE BIT OF JEALOUSY TOWARDS YOU! A REAL FRIEND WILL TELL YOU WHEN YOU HAVE SPINACH STUCK IN YOUR TEETH THE FRIENDSHIP THAT CAN CEASE HAS NEVER BEEN REAL A GOOD FRIEND IS HARD TO FIND,HARD TO LOSE, AND IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CAN TRUST WITH ALL YOUR SECRETS FRIENDS ARE PRICELESS MY BEST FRIEND IS THE ONE WHO BRINGS OUT THE BEST IN ME A TRUE FRIEND WILL GO OUT OF THEIR WAY FOR YOU ..WITHOUT ASKING ANYTHING IN RETURN A TRUE FRIEND WILL STAND PROUDLY NEXT TO YOU EVEN IF YOU ARE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION A TRUE FRIEND PRAYS FOR YOU NOT ONLY WHEN YOU'RE DOING BAD BUT ALSO WHEN YOU'RE DOING WELL A TRUE FRIEND DOES IS NOT FAKE WITH YOU A TRUE FRIEND D

Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm
100,000 entry fee, send me a pic of you in a Bikini, the the one that gets the most votes and comments wins either a auto or bomb (your choice) and a boomerrang! hmmmmmmmm correct me if im wrong, but i believe pogo is a place where you can play games and win "tokens" now fubar has what "borrowed" this concept, yet they whine when other people use there ideas, things that make you go hmmmmmmmm I have a zip file of over 4500 ez rate pics, make me an offer !! thats alot of points, especially if you have auto 11's on.

A Little Poem I Wrote Called I Wonder
I wonder when she looks in the mirror does she see memories past or if I am the last thing on her mind. I wonder does she often think more of the bad and not so much of the good memories. I wonder does she know that I still care, for of course she was my greatest love affair. I wonder why I let her go and walk out of my life, because since then my time on this planet has been filled with strife. I wonder will she read this and know, that no matter how hard I try I can't let the past go. I wonder does she know that she was the best thing I ever ruined. I wonder if things were different I wouldn't be where I am today. By far and away I often wonder these things to often, but I just can't stop them from filling my mind. I wonder does she know she was truly my first love and I appreciate her being the one I may never forget.

Facebook Blog
Hello Everyone, I just recieved this next message: "URGENT!! Apparently the FAN CHECK Application is a VIRUS that takes 48 hours to kick in. Even if you are tagged in a photo the virus still attacks you. Please inform all you friends and remove/...delete the application ASAP. Copy and paste this as your status so word gets around quickly.

Bet You Didn't Know....
In Greek mythology, Priapos (Ancient Greek: Πρßαπος) Latinized as Priapus was a minor rustic fertility god, protector of livestock, fruit plants, gardens and male genitalia. His Roman equivalent was Mutinus Mutunus. He was best noted for his huge, permanently erect penis

To Be Continued. Ha
hey you.. bloggers. sexys;) just thought i'd write a quick blog before ii go.. so i'll be back with some new pics, they are on my cell then we're just chill out i guess. anyway be back later;) rate me! it was a moment of weakness when you said yes. well you should've said no, you should've gone home. you should've thought twice before you let it all go.. you should've known the word but what you did with her would get back to me. And i should've been there in the back of you're mind, ii shouldn't be asking myself why. you shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet. you should've said no, and baby you might still have me.. :P i love that song ...

Perspective ....
I have come through the tunnel of darkness. The one that takes us down and makes us wonder if we are ever gonna feel free and light again. I suffered severe depression, PTSD blah blah blah, and a myriad of other things due to experiences in my life. And we all have them, experiences I mean, and we all deal with things in a different way. I have never been one to be rude and insulting. Direct perhaps, but not insulting and definitely not rude. I often use sarcasm, and my feminine wiles to get my point across. Hell, why have the body of a woman, if I am not going to use it to communicate in a feminine way. This is the temple chosen by my spirit to undertake its' journey in this life. I rarely turn people away and only have four people on my 'blocked' list. Three of which were put on only the other day. Why ?? Simply because anyone that degrades and downplays another individual, and their input in an insulting, demeaning and degrading way, cannot be my friend and is definitely

Rogue
What is up with the pics.Its who ever shows more wins.What prize are you chicks going for?I like to show off sometimes but I am looking at all this and thinking its like bad porn.Please at least make a tasteful pic with cleavage and a pretty smile.Not hoes from hell.love ya.

Hennessy In Tennessee, Poetry By Sondra
Hennessy in Tennessee Ambient lighting, low and golden Mahogany table shines like new Velvet seats from days olden I share a bottle of Hennessy in Tennessee with you Soft candlelight and the scent of roses Saxman playing in the corner He has the blues, I supposes As he keeps time with the French Horner Chitlins, greens, okra, fried chicken and cornbread As well as tasty, spicy Cajun fare He blows the bittersweet tunes of those long dead With sorrow in his eyes, and in his

Pain And Darkness
in the midst of loving deaththe warmth of such re'surring breaththe end it seemsthe only wayfor our two soulsforever stayin satan's romance; razor bladesblood's eternal - never fadeslike demon dreams of red romanceour souls now there:the killing dance ©DS 1975 Around, all around, the shadows gather.My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.It mutilates me, and darkly mylife's blood dripsto the fallen despairing leaves.In my madness I call your namewhile Death's shadow surrounds me.Now alone, my love falls upon uncaring eyes.This is because of you©DS 1975 DON`T SAY A WORD DON`T STAY AWAKEREST FOR A WHILE, FOR A LIFESLEEP QUIET MY HEART, I DON`T NEED YOU NOWAND IT MAKES ME WANTWANT TO FALLDARKNESS CALLING, COME TO REAP ME FROM MY LOVEI DESIRE YOU, FOR ALL MY HEART I`VE COME TO THISI WANT YOU TO COME, COME FADE MY SUNCOME AS YOU WANT, TONIGHTBURN SLOW MY HEART, I WON`T WEEP YOU NOWAND IT MAKES ME WANTWANT TO DIESAY ONE MORE PRAYER TO FALL DESIRESAVE ONE MORE HEARTB

I Was Thinking Today....
So i wrote this again on another of my social networking sites enjoy the read. the real me. it may be weird and stuff but i been feeling this way recently. Current mood: bummed Lately more than anything I don't think anyone knows the real me. Or even wants to try to know the real me. Hell I am lucky to know even if there is a real me, that I am capable of understanding. I have been a bit reflective again as of late. So sorry if it's a repeated thing or something I have done before. I realize I have lost friends old and new because of things I have done. I have burned bridges I never should have burned. Now to get back to that level of friendship I used to have can never happen. I feel like a lost memory in peoples past that they chose to forget me or the real me. Or the fact that I was at one time even at my worst had sparks of kindness and gentleness or even a caring attitude. I have met friends who after they found out about me and things I ha

Quiz
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and message me with them and pass it on to friends. ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- -Been arrested? --- yesKissed someone you didn't like? --- yesSlept in until 5 PM? --- yesRan a red light? --- yesBeen suspended from school? --- noExperienced love at first sight? --- yesTotaled your car in an accident? --- yesBeen fired from a job? --- yesFired somebody? --- yesSang karaoke? --- noPointed a gun at someone? --- yesDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yesKissed in the rain? --- yesHad a close brush with death (your own)? --- yesSeen someone die? --- yesPlayed spin-the-bottle? --- yesSmoked a cigar? -

Some Old Poems
Why after all these years do you now want to shy from me? Am I some disease to you that you'd like wiped out?Has our blood bond be damaged so severely never to be repaired? Why forsake me when I birthed you, gave you life?Have I become nothing to you? Do you even miss me an ounce? What have I done to deserve this?How do you feel for me now? I still love you with all my heart. Does your heart feel the same way as mine? I don't understand. I'm left with questions which none can be answered. Will any ever be answered for me? I don't want to hear the cruel words you speak with such venom.Why take your frustrations out on me? What did I do? Tell me!I'm here all the time. Everyday I'm here for you.Why make me feel dead inside? Why blame me for your failures?You're hardly there for me, I'm alone in this farce.I don't want to be the one any longer to carry the burden.I don't think you understand how much you degrade me.I don't even know if you truly feel at all! Do you? Can you?I don't know wh

Feelings And Who Knows What Else....yeah Poems..i'm A Geek Lol
So soft. So warm. So wet. Warmth floods me in places I dare not say! The images in my head run rampant. I focus on one. In this instant it's all I need. All i need for my release. Explosion happening uncontrollable. Now if just only for the real thing! One day a guy with premature ejaculation problems went to a doctor. The doctor said, "Whenever you feel the urge to ejaculate, startle yourself." So he went out and bought a starter pistol.Luckily, when he got home his wife was already naked in bed, ready for him, so they got in the 69 position and started in. Soon he felt the urge to shoot his load, so he fired the pistol.The next day he went to the doctor. The doctor asked him how it went. He said, "Not too good. My wife bit off three inches of my dick, shit in my face, and my neighbor came out of the closet naked with his hands up." Last night when i got home and saw bullshit in my sb again from moronic assclowns i kinda took it out on all men like i usually do. Don't really wanna use

My Theme Song....it's Called The Sweetest Sin
If I don't say this now, I will surely break, As I'm leaving the one I want to take, Forgive the urgency, but hurry up and wait, My heart has started to seperate, Oh,Oh Be my baby, Ohhhhh, Oh, Oh Be my baby, I'll look after you, There now steady love, so few come and don't go, Will you, Won't you, be the one I'll always know, When I'm losing my control, the city spends around, Your the only one who knows, you slow it down, Oh, Oh, Be my baby, Ohhhhh, Oh, Oh, Be My baby, I'll look after you, And I'll look after you, If ever there was a doubt, My love, she leans into me, This most assuredly counts, She says most assuredly, Oh, oh Be my baby, I'll look after you After you, Oh, Oh Be my baby Oh, oh It's always have, and never hold, you've begun to feel like home, Whats mine is yours to leave or take, What's mine is yours to make your own Youre so beautiful to me I want a guy who will feel this way about me! Can you imagine us, making love The way you w

Ratings
i hate tring to level up it takes so long to do. it says it depends on your buzz level and stuff like that well my buzz level is always 100% and i rate fan and add people and i also make mumms and still not get to many points. i get bord really easy on sites and iam about to start getting bord with this. if it wasnt for my hubby i wouldnt be on here to begin with. well ive been told that the recession is over well if its over tell me when we are going to see a change in our paychecks money in our wallets. iam tired of there not being any jobs out there. sitting at home drawing unemployment really sucks i cant make endsmeat. we are having to steal from peter to pay paul. can ya tell me how and when are we going to see the light at the end of the tunnel

Check Me Out
1. Would you fuck me?2. What positions would u fuck me in?3. Would u suck/LICK me ?4. Would u fuck me hard?5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me?6. Would u let me pull your hair while i fucked you?7. Would u fuck me in the shower?8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me?9. Would u have 3-some, 4-some or more with me?10. What about me makes u want to fuck me?11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked?12. Where would you fuck me?13. Would u fuck me in front of people?14. Would u fuck me again?15. Would u fuck me in the rain?16. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star?17. Would u have phone sex with me?18. Would u cheat on me?19. Would u break my heart?20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go?21. Would you fuck me once and leave me the next day?22. Would u tell me the truth no matter what it is or what you do?23. Would you do kinky things with me even though you haven't tried them before?24. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how I want t

Save Me
If one day you realize you love someone, it cuts so deep into your soul it hurts. You close your eyes and the slow breaths you are taking turn into sobs. Your heart aches and your body shakes nothing will stop this pain. You try to hide the pain inside but it just wont go away. When the love is not returned you are left holding yourself, empty. Why do we need to feel this sort of love?

Neglecting Who I Am
Spinning complacently in the darkness. Burning from the inside out. Fire consuming my every thought. Lost in translation of human nature and broken then left for dead.I have buried myself down so deep that I've been blinded. It's now forcing it's way out. All that I am and all that I believe has been suppressed and now it wants out. I've crushed all my hopes, dreams, and aspirations by my actions. I have no hope for love and lost all interest in trying to make myself vulnerable to the opposite sex again. Even though I'm burning alive inside my mind I maintain composure.why?I'm not free. I'm not saved. Once again I have died and been brought back to life because...that's my dilemma I don't fucking know anymore what the point in life is. All my heart and mind want is denied at EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TURN! It's all for nothing. I work. I beg. I plead. I hope. I do whatever I have to... I am still denied.No love. No hope. No point.Now my mental anguish is manifesting itself physically. My ba

Never Forgotten
To some they are our heroes, Others they are family and friends, No matter what they are, Their duty never ends. The path they lead is hard, And some can't understand, Why they choose to do it, To fight for Freedom in this land. Age makes no difference, There's just one job to do, Stand and fight together, Faith will push them through. So many miles between them, A simple phone call such a gift, Things we take for granted, Gives their hearts such a huge lift. I wonder if they ever think, That they're forgotten over there, I wonder if they sleep at night, Like we do without a care. Sometimes I think they're chosen, By a higher, greater power, Because they give away their Freedom, To keep us safe every hour. I don't know if they choose or are chosen, But whatever the reason may be, I want to say "Thank You" Lance Cpl. Chris Fowlkes, You gave your life to keep us free. I live each day with my family, Soldiers live each day in fear, I sleep at night in peace, Soldiers sleep with their gun

И так..))
И так, это моя первый день в американской (если не ошибаюсь) социальной сети Fubar. Всё интересно, ничего не понятно, но буду потихоньку втягиваться)) Друзья уже прибавляются. Н&

Did You Know..
Did you know that your "private" photos here on Fubar aren't really private? Oh sure, for the most part, someone without an account, or who's not on your friends/family list, won't be able to get into your photos by the normal means. But that doesn't mean they still can't see them. Ever notice that there's a link on your page for recent photo updates? You know, to see who's posted what photos recently? Ever post a photo to a "private" album that you didn't mark NSFW, but should have? Well, if you look in the recent photo updates, there's a chance that one you didn't really want the world to see will be there. Sure, it's the small thumbnail view, and if someone clicks on it who doesn't have access, they'll get the "photo marked private" message. IF, however, they right-click on the photo, and select image properties, they see a line in there for the image address (URL) if using IE, or Location, if using Mozilla. This will be something like the following (taken from th

Helen Bed
Those of you who call me on niteflirts may have noticed that its been acting weird for over a day...they have added a new platform so it took longer than expected. They will be back LIVE tonight at 6PM PST/9PM EST (aint nothing like a "69" to get started...yes I kno BAD JOKE). Soooooooooo instead of 11PM EST when I would usually be on, I will be on at 9PM EST! You can follow me on twitter to find out what I am doing and if I will be on anytime at twitter.com/HelenBed4U and AFTER 9PM EST you can check out my niteflirt profile at niteflirt.com/HelenBed and if you click on any of the call buttons, register, you will get 3 minutes FREE! My rate is 1.20 per minute so if you are new you will pay $2.40 for a 5 minute call! For my foot fetishers out there....Nail polish is dark red...almost a brownish color. Cant wait to chat with you soon!

Random Thoughts
Sometimes I get really confussed by things. I'm not sure why, but it happens often. One thing is, if you're not looking for anyone other than the one you are with, why is it that you are on a website catered to adults (not saying that it's porn or anything like that) meeting other adults? If you're happy with the person that you are with, why is it that you can't stop yourself from talking to other women, not mentioning the fact that you have a girlfriend. I love my man, I really do, but things that he does confusses the hell out of me. Out of respect for him, I don't talk to other guys unless they know first hand that I'm taken and that I love my guy with all my heart. But, the thing is, he seems to take it the wrong way when I ask him about it. He says that I'm just too jealous or something to that effect. No, I'm not jealous that he's talking to other people, it's the fact that he doesn't even mention the fact that he's with someone. Maybe I'm paranoid or just plain crazy, but out o

What Love Is!!
Love is more than just a word. It's those simple actions that you do. It's the tone in your voice, when you talk. Love is expressed in more ways than just saying it. Love is that tingeling sinsation when you simply look at a person. So many people say "I LOVE YOU" just to say it. If you truely mean it, why say it all the time? Show that person how you love by your actions, not just by words.

Sum Thing To Say
Believing in yourself is the most important thing I think anyone can posses. Without it everything is else is obsolete and irrevelant. You can surround yourself with great things and the best the world has to offer, but if you don not believe in yourself then nothing else matters. Some of my websites: Make Money Selling On EbayWeb Page BuildersLadies Fragrances Increase Link PopularitySEO Software ReviewsBusiness Website Builder

Bye Bye
If I have rated you..repeatedly, sent you gifts, and tried to engage you in coversation and commented on your pics. Basically if I have been what a friend should be on here, and you cant see your way clear to utter so much as thank you or a hello, then you have no place in my list im here to socialize not immortalize! :) thanks to those who do. xoxo JC

Contest
Picture Contest Winner will get a bling, 50,000 fubucks, for a week you get: the piture as my primary pic, shitfaced, and a gift everyday. Rules: 1.The pic has to be of me and it can be copy and pasted from my folders (NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED) 2.You must post the pic in ur own pic on Fubar for me to rip into the contest folder. 3.You must Private Message me to let me know that the pic it done and what folder it is in. Shout Box meassaging will not do since I get tons of SB's an hour and your message may not be seen. 4.I will make a bullentin and blog everyday. You are responsible for promoting your pic. (I will supply the qiuck link code for your pic after the pic is ripped via Private Message) 5.You must have the most votes to win. If a tie SickIntentions will be the deciding vote, since he will not vote in this contest for this purpose. (TY SickIntentions) 6.Contest will begin 9/21/2009 to 10/6/2009(My Birthday) 7.No enteries after 9/20/2009 5:00 PM eastern time will be accept

Blogs
Move to Mexico Well we made it, though a few times I was wondering if we would. Everything went fine till we got to the boarder, then it got really interesting. It seems that we had failed to go through a customs broker and since this was Friday evening he would not be in the office till the following Monday morning, also our inventory was only in English and needed to be in Spanish. The big truck could not come into country without the proper paperwork and I was already across the border, what to do?We parked the big truck on the U.S. side of the border and we all went into the small border town and got a place for the night. The next morning we went back to see what we could do about the big truck and all our stuff. We found a person there that spoke English and he agreed to translate our list into Spanish, cost, $15.We then took our newly translated list to the very people that told us the night before that we needed the broker and this time they did some calculating and number cru

Rain
NEED WASHING?? A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in 'Mom let's run through the rain,' she said. 'What?' Mom asked. 'Lets run through the rain!' She repeated 'No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit,' Mom replied. This youn

Random Thoughts...
"Fire scares me, yes, and earthquakes, and venomous snakes. People scare me more than anything, for I know too well the savagery of which humankind is capable." ~ Excerpt from Chapter 10 of Odd Thomas, by Dean Koontz In the middle of reading a book about a man who talks to ghosts, solves crimes, and takes down criminals I had a thought. In general, I don't particularly like people. Not to say I don't like certain individuals, I have friends and I enjoy the company of others. But in the grand scheme of things, I would just assume avoid delving into the real world social mix. I have the unfortunate gift of seeing things as they are and not how I would wish them to be and reality is no fun place to live. I don't think there is any inherit good, or evil for that matter, inside any of us. Rather, I think there is a primal desire. Supremacy. Simple enough, we all want to win. And, who doesn't? There is nothing wrong with wanting success. The issue lies in seeking individualism power vers

From The Mind Of A Devious Blonde!
Is there such a thing as a bad BJ?? Does it make it better if the person swallows?If your yummy jizz isnt swallowed, where do you wanna see it?Think LONG nd HARD now *wink so bored with my current situation!Same ole same ole. I cant live like this. HELP!!

We The People
Since I have had this account it has been pretty anti Obama and political. Well it seems that suprise suprise, there are people here who like Obama. And that is fine by me. People here in America have rights. These rights were givin to us by our founding forefathers. They came together and listened to what the people wanted and formed this GREAT COUNTRY of ours. For years people, lots and lots and lots of people, have died to insure that NO ONE thakes these rights away from us. Before I go too far I will just say this will be the last you hear of this. A couple days ago I woke to find my account was missing a few things and things had been changed. Here is a list of what I have found..... 1) Profile pic had been changed. 2) Acess is restricted to my pics. 3)Status message removed. 4)Acess denied to make a status message. 5) About Me section of my profile was deleated. 6) Music Player on profile deleated. When asked why all this was done I was told it was done by Admin a

Heaven's Geocery Store
I was walking down life's Highway A long time ago I saw a sign that read heaven's grocery store. As I got a little closer the door came open wide and when I came to myself I was standing inside. I saw a host of angels they were standing every where, one handed me a basket and said, my child shop with care everything a christian needed was in that grocery store, and all you couldn't carry you could come back the next day for more. First I got some patience Love was in the same row. Further down was understanding you need that wherever you go. I got a box or two of wisdom then a box or two of faith for he was all over the place. I just couldn't miss the holy ghost I stopped to get some strength and courage to help me run the race. By then my basket was full but I remembered I needed Grace. Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill, for I thought I had everything to do my masters will. As I went up the aisle I saw prayer and I just had to put that in for I knew

I Quit
Taking a deep breath,fighting back the tears,determined never to let you seethe pain and tears you've made me cryas I walk away with pride.Keep my head highand act like nothing is wrong,I'll never give you the pleasureof knowing how much you hurt mePut on a mask againof perfect cool emotionlessness,the reason behind the nameof the heartless Ice Queen,shutting the doors of my heart.Building up walls that I let you through,you blew the only chance I give,take a step back emotionallyand re-evaluate my opinionand the situation I thought that I was in.I cared for you deeply,as a wonderful friendand someone I actually trustednow I see that I was wrong againwhen it came to judging a person.You say I'm being stupidand that you hope I wake up somedaybut thats ok with meit's you that is being stupidbecause you only see a tiny world.I gave you more chances than one,why I have no idea,and you threw them all in my face,I quit, I'm done, I give upyou're not worth the pain I'm putting myself through.

With A Smile
In the morning you wake and find you cant breatheYour heart starts to throb as the pain ends its leaveYou move like a zombie, your mind runs a blankMemorys soon flood in as your brain turns its crankAlone you can cry, at least for awhileWith others its easy to hide with a smileHis eyes you ignore though you glance here and thereSoon you find yourself in a heartbreaking stareCan he see the pain that you hide with a grin?Does he see the anguish he caused with a sin?You turn away acting as if you dont careWhen really without him its to hard to bareHe hurt you so much but your still holding onThis proves how love can sometimes turn out all wrongLove comes with heartbreaks, some big and then some smallBut in the end you'll walk away from it allSooner or later you will find the oneBut until then smile, the day is not done.

Rants Over Humanity.
After getting drunk friday night to pass away my time, and get my mind off of everything, i sat down with a notebook and started writing like a retard on speed to get all of this out. With my lovely friends help, i came up with this list. most of it, unrealistic and will never happen. The majority of it, I will make happen. Now, for your reading enjoyment, i figured i would share my wonderful, thoughtfilled drunken LIST with everyone on FUBAR and MYSPACE so they can either have something to THINK about or something to LAUGH over. Because seriously, kids. We all have fuckin hopes. We all have fuckin dreams. ANd lone behold! these are motherfuckin mine. What I Want To Do Before I’m 75.(*red = done. *black = unaccomplished)[___] *year it happened in. 1. Go to Amsterdam and smoke weed in a smoke bar 2. Get drunk in an Irish pub in Ireland 3. SCUBA dive in New Zealand 4. Sky Dive in Australia 5. Get a tattoo in Belgium 6. Go to Japan for real sushi 7. Visit my relatives in

I Want To...
I Want To... *be able to look into your eyes. *hold you close and feel the warmth of your body. *feel your soft lips against mine. *have your arms wrapped around me,pulling me close. *lay my head on your chest with your arm around me and just fall asleep.up and down your body. *wrap my hands around your neck,looking in your eyes and kiss you. *feel your skin against mine *kiss/suck on your neck. *feel your breath on my neck as you kiss it. *hold your hand and feel connected. *just lay with you and know I'm with somebody who wants to spend their time with me. *feel your soft lips kissing down my body. *feel your hands wrap around my lower back and run down my outer thigh. *make passionate and meaningful love. *hear you say how much you care about me and want to be with me for who I am. *tell you 'i love you' and it mean something to you.

Dreams
There are dreams we all travelSome bring smiles and some fearBeen walking on a long roadWith thoughts that are never clearDrowning in my own eyesLaughing on my own criesSeeking truth in my own liesRising when my soul diesThere are dreams we all travelSome make us rise and some fallBeen riding this tide aloneStruggling while life takes its tollLeft alone within my mindSearching for serenityIf only I could see the truthWhat really lives inside me

No-one To Turn To
She sits at the windowand takes in the sights.She unknowingly staresat the beautiful lights.She would stay here forever;if only she could.She would never leave the windowbut she knows that she should.She's never felt the daylightupon her feeble skin.She's never writtenor spoken words from within.She's never felt affectionfrom the people that made her.She always looks out the windowbecause to her, it's a cure.She's got bruises and gashesupon her tiresome face.She will pass away,someday without a trace.

Fu-tards
I just recently got banned from Whiskey Falls lounge because a fata$$, whiny, crybaby, b1tch isn't man enough to fight his own battles. So he got some of his dumba$$ little friends to fight for him. I find this funny as hell, because I really could care less about this site or it's stupid lounges. I had another candy aSS little pu$$y rate me a "1", then blocked me, because I went off on the horse faced c*nt of an owner. That's hilarious, because he thinks that's gonna hurt my feelings or something. OMFG ROTFLMAOUIPMP. Arguing with stupid people on the internet is like running a race in the special olympics ... yeah you won, but you're still a retard. So to all the futards in the world ... do us all a favor ... pull your bottom lip up over your head and SWALLOW ... like your mother should've !

Pepsi
so i have noticed something about some people on fubar. They will only help out people that will give them something. be it bling or bombing them or whatever. I just have to say that those people that are like that are not real friends. if conversation and being there for a person isnt enough then they are not a real friend. a real friend doesnt want anything for their time or effort they do it because they want to. if i have to give someone bling to get bombed or bling or drinks or even for them to talk to me then i dont need friends like that. i would rather have a handful of real friends than thousands of people that i never talk to. thats stupid. and if you pay attention to some of the people on here that is all that they are about. they dont talk to anyone or do anything other than ask for rates or gifts or whatever. its retarded. and please dont get me started on the girls that will show their NSFW pics if you pay for them wtf is that about? anyway comments are appreciated rate i

Battle Of The Sexes Live Auction
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Liar
http://fubar.com/user.php?u=3280216&friend=3280216" target=_blank>$heWantsMoneyhttp://b.pcc3.fubar.com/61/20/3280216/tn_1338383098.jpg">href="http://fubar.com" target=_blank>@ fubar Drew Duns...aka...So Far So Good So What...aka...She Wants Money is a cheater. He cheated on me last summer while I was pregnant with his baby with a girl he met on Fubar. He said it was the biggest mistake of his life. He said he would never do it again. He said he loved me. He said he wanted to marry me. Well must have all been lies...cause here is is again after promising not to go on Fubar or chat with women anymore. I actually believed him! Ha ha ha ha, stupid me! Actually stupid him. I wrok all day, take care of him, let him live with me 4 free and love him. I make 3 times the money he does. I buy him whatever he wants, have sex with him whenever he wants! Suck his cheating cock whenever he wants. I am an awsome cook, a hard worker, a beautiful intelligent woman. I have a good job and

First Time
I finally worked up the courage and met a man for sex. I have talked with him before, but chickened out when it came to meeting him. I think it was guilt that stopped me that time. I've been so frustrated with my hubby and his premature ejaculation. He just doesn't seem to care whether I'm satisfied or not. It's difficult to find time to be intimate with him, with his crazy rotating work schedule, kids at home and everything else going on. But when we do finally do it, it's the same damn thing every single time. The same minimal foreplay, two position changes and then wham-bam and I don't even get a thank you ma'am. It's been this way for about eight years. I don't even want to have sex with him, since I never get satisfied. I would rather satisfy myself sometimes. I'm afraid I'm going to get mad afterward too, so I avoid having sex with him. Plus, he won't even talk about it. He just kind of laughs it off. It's like I have no control over anything in my sexual life with him wh

Strange Or Imagination
I went shopping tonight to get out of the house. My son and I went to Hot Topic earlu and looked around for a bit til I found some stuff I wanted. I just wandered about by the time i went to the register to buy the stuff 2-3 hrs had passed. iI was mind boggled. I guess it was because it was my first time in a while to truely be out of the house my by own desire. Anyways, we leave and go to walmart to get shoes and a few new clothing things for him and some other groceries. We stop by McDonalds to get him a happy meal and go back home. The kid goes off and does his thing and then wants tub time. While he's in the tub. I mess around with my things and lay them out and start fooling around on fubar. Seems pretty normal right? Well I start chatting with a friend about the usual chatter: how was ur day etc. I am listening to my music list. Here comes the weird part. During Tim McGraw's "Its your Love" out of nowhere I get this chill on my upper left arm and when i closed my eyes it felt s

Ugh Seriously Guys!!
No time to make this all fancy....PLEASE.. I am asking a huge favor.. If you have NSFW pics in your DEFAULT.. PLEASE DELETE ME or PLEASE DON'T RATE MY PICS.. (as I return all rates)I HAVE KIDS RUNNING AROUND ME AT ALL TIMES.. AND IT ROYALLY P*SSES ME OFF TO CLICK TO RETURN RATES AND WAMMMMMM.. I HAVE A D*CK ON MY SCREEN..*I don't care if you have them, but please put them in a folder so I know where they are.. for the sake of my children..IF YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS OR DON'T CARE.. THEN YET YOU HAVE ANOTHER REASON TO DELETE ME

Daily Ramblings
soooooo... i think i might delete my account. nobody really talks to me. they view my pro, comment my pics, but when i try to start a conversation with them, they're like "hahahaha no, i'm not going to talk to you", i dont get it people! why wont ya talk? i think its because of all the fake people on here... fake pictures n shit... sigh.. oh well, it is what it is.. if things dont change soon i'm leaving the site and not coming back... going back to facebook I moved out of my parents house last year and have been living on my own for the past 8 months. moved out of my first house and moved into an apartment with a room mate. my dad and i were the only ones on the lease. the room mate promised that as soon as she got a job she would start contributing to rent. she bought food for the house every month. she swore up and down that she would start looking for jobs. it never happened. yes she bought food, but that doesnt cover the room she was staying in, the utilities and the internet

Sex Toy/suga Daddy!
Sometimes I just wish I had a man i could tie to my bed when i wanted and pamper me when i needed. Lets see who has the best to offer!Copy and past into an email to submit(Tip: dont take it seriously its all in fun.) Name:Age:Birthday:Location:How tall are you?What is your ocupation?What are your living arangements like?Do you own a car? if so what kind?What is your dream car?What is your favorite drink?What is your best physical quality?What is your best non physical quality?What do you think my best quality is?What is your biggest turn on?What is your biggest turn off?Do you have any tattoos?Do you have any piercings?Do you like to bite?Do you like to be bitten?Whats your favorite sexual possition?Whats the kinkiest place you've ever had sex?Whats your sexual fantacy?How old were you when you lost your virginity?How often do you masterbate?How often do you like to have sex?What is your favorite holiday?What is your favorite color?Whats your favorite movie?Whats your favorite band/g

Both Genders
first off i like to say i well be updateing this time from time on people you need to watch out for i hate when people get used lie and or lead on playing with someone elses emotions and then when it happens to them they bitch and complan but they forget who they have hurt them selfs well and before you say anything this does not just happen on fubar it happens in real life too offline people are too chicken shit who have no balls to simply tell the other person there not itnerested rather then just want to lie and keep it going like a sick game tell someone gets hurt in the end first off we got this woman who is 35 she sent some guy to my profile becuse she was too much of a pussy just becuse you got a pussy does not mean you have to be one anyways he block me all ebcuse i asked her why she lie her name is Cougar~prowlin' around i was readingsomeone blog asking this subjectDo long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they?------------------------------------------an

The Little Things...
Sometimes you can't help but to wonder if these things are planned, or it's just really awesome that stuff like this happens by mere coincidence. And then you see it happen. This is one of those times that just makes me really laugh out loud. · Dixie Normous just walked into the bar! · what ever just walked into the bar! So... your kok's enormous huh? The person behind you says "whatever". Well, you might not have laughed, but I sure did! LOL! :-P

Songs
Feed....verse1I never knew my fatherI guess I should feel badMy mother never mentioned himI guess I shlould feel madI was known as the poor kidWho lived down the streetYou'd look at me and spitand laugh at my defeatchoursyou've made me this way Constantly feeding on hate Maybe i can break you Just another day verse2I dont need your sympathyCause I feed off your hateIt turns into my energyand throws it back in your faceNow you need my sympathyand I dont need your hateThis is saying thant you but the thanks came to latechoursx2verse3This is how you made meYou made me feel this way This time I wont thank you but maybe i can break youYou will cease the laughingand i will cease the shameYour at the end of the line and I'm through this gamechours once then fade out of music Life is a game.....verse1my visions black my bodies blood red sometimes I wish I were dead I finger these scares lineing my armsand sink into thoughts of self past harmchoursLife is a game you shouldnt playWhen you lose

Depressed
this is sum i never thought to expectas i flew bacc in depression granny was in da medi am so confused i rilly dont understandonce apon a time i had a bunny n u had a manmysteriously i pondered sumething was wrong not ordinarily strange but clearly at the tip of the tonganother being learking from the shadows if i hadent seen it commin i wouldn't hav felt my hearts hollows i wonder why bad comes to good people n come to think of it as a signal where we ment or ment to be single now um lost no confort no mingle....now i need a drink what is a man to do i'd try sittin but i can't help but move what is a man to say my mind draws a blank when i attempt to pray what is a man only one who shows his emotion without thinkin on baccup plans where do i stand alone in this world i got their baccs many sounds but 1 band how is it that i continue the lord is my sheperd i follow he grooves

My Writings
APOLOGY by ADAM JOHNSONthrough the mountainsacross the seaeven the boundless forestswouldnt keep you from mebut i must departso i leave this for youan apology from my heartso that you might remember methe things ive doneand places ive seenmy attentionwas givenso few and far betweennow i realize my faultsa little latei can only hopeneglect doesnt lead to hatei dont know when i'll see you againtheres only one thing left to doplease forgive mei still love you WAIT FOR ME by ADAM JOHNSONwhere is my one true love?is she out there as lost and lonely as i?could she be with another... leaving me to be alone for eternity!?if you are truly out there and searching for me as i am for you....hear me now, feel me in your heart, see me in your dreams...as i convey this simple message"wait for me"no matter the distance to travel, no matter how long it takes, one day we will find each other....so i say once again, "wait for me"if you just have the patience... we will be together one day.dont ignore t

Poems I Like
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;Never a flicker of flame, but withArching bolts which strike with a forceThat disturbs my equilibrium.My mind races as waves of passion flush overMy pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visionsOf impossible romantic possibilities.Pathetic is this woman who anticipates theTrue rhythm of love, with a man she may never hold.My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speakto his: "I have wanted you more than anybody in this world." As words flow across the screen,Relationships are discussedPositions dreamed,Frustration intensifies.You say fate has brought us togetherBut circumstances are keeping us apartWill fate and circumstances ever let us be as one? It's becoming more evidentMuch more obvious to meI thought much more of youThan you ever thought of meWas this my biggest mistakeLetting myself think you caredWas I just your marionetteWith heartstrings open and baredWith me left here still thinkingW

Abigalecaspar
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Choices
"whats it worth to leave, to move on with our lives, to make a change. Can we travel the road less traveled cuz others said not too, can an offer be too good not to take it, can it be the very thing we need, to help others while helping ourselfs, so the questions is what is ur life worth to ur? turn left to safe places, turn right to family, straight to the unknown, cant turn back the way we came." i offer this to fuland, what choice would u take, why and at what cost? can u aswer my question i that seek an answer for, leave a comment, leave it in my SB or private message. have a nice life fuland! i write this blog on the morning after my nephews bday was, its 12:45am and sleep is far from my mind, im listoning to my personal mix of music. so why write a blog, and the purpose of it. well lets just say today or sunday was a bad day for some of my friends, even one lost his dad, he said, whats the purpose, is there any hope to keep living? i cant aswner that, thats a choice we make in

My Mind
growing cold and i don't care my eyes reflect no life anymore i laugh at the pain heart break is that best you can throw at me i've taken bullets and knives had my body broken my soul split in half these eyes are lifeless but in reality they just show your future once you cross me insanity seeping out its cage heart enclosed in ice betrayal abandonment just appetizers for the main dish kidnap rape, abuse, attempted murder, suicide so much shit my soul ripped in half mind more shattered then broken glass this is my war against the world turning your back on me not realizing i'm just wasting for my chance to lash out to drag your ass to the ground slam this fist in your face let you taste your own blood laughing as i wail on your ass can't take it anymore 6 hollow points to the chest tears falling for my eyes as i look at my own tattered bleeding body laughing in front of me eyes as cold as ice body growing colder as i end i weakness walking off gun in

How Woman Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b

Slautes,blings And Other Fucrap
ok heres the deal, rate my pics if u want, im not gonna beg for a rating or comments, also i will not give blings just to see ur nsfw pics obviously they must not be very good if u want something that is just a pic of bling,also i had a salute and it got deleted by mistake,so if i have to have one of those to see ur profile or ur pics then may i suggest u move along or u r not worth my time to see ur page,if this offends then click the little in x in the corner and have a good day

From The Pages Of Books
Many people who walk the earth practice the fine art of making others feel responsible and even indebted to them, without cause. "Psychic Vampires" are individuals who drain others of their vital energy. This type of person can be found in all avenues of society. They fill no useful purpose in our lives, and are neither love objects nor true friends. Yet we feel responsible to the psychic vampire without knowing why. If you think you may be the victim of such a person, there are a few simple rules which will help you form a decision. Is there a person you often call or visit, even though you really don't want to, because you know you will feel guilty if you don't? Or, do you find yourself constantly doing favors for one who doesn't come forward and ask, but hints? Often the psychic vampire will use reverse psychology, saying: "Oh, I couldn't ask you to do that"---and you, in turn, insist upon doing it. The psychic vampire never demands anything of you. That would be known in subtle wa

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Imposters
G-damn, I was just looking thru my friends and wow, what Hot bunch of women they are, so to them I say ladies you are the finest of the finest on Fubar or any other network, you girls ROCK FOR REAL!!! much love to ya all.... What the fuck is really going on that someone would feel compelled to lie about their identity, with a fake series of Imposter pictures? To me that's a joke! And then theese imposters lead you on and on. And when they finally reveal their true identity, it's like getting punched in the stomach! you feel sick. and then the Imposter is like well you wouldn't like me if I wasn't a barbie doll, Bitch I don't like you because your a FUCKING LIAR! I have nothing against ugly people, Hell I'am one! But atleast I post a true 100% real picture of my ugly ass.... and all you should do the same. Keep it real 2010 live by it!

Thank You
I am writing this blog to personally thank all my fu friends and fu family that made mine and illini rebels wedding awesome. I cant personally write you all each a thank you note but you know who you are. I am going to name some of you if i dont name everyone please dont be upset with me I still love you to pieces. First I want to thank my Rockin_C_Cantina family they came together in a short time make things go smoothly and well they are the best. I want to thank Pastel for making our wedding bully and our marriage pics. She is truly a beautiful lady on the inside as well as the outside. I want to thank Dj Sexy Doc for being my witness and TxRebel for being Jim's. I want to thank Crazy Cowboy and Chris and Connie and the list goes on and on. Thank you Bud for coming your the best friend and Sniper a person can have in their life LOL. Ty ty ty everyone. I am a very happy woman today because of all of you. Hugs and Kisses your fav Sin

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
Landing a job like getting into Harvard By Samuel Sherraden, Special to CNN Editor's note: Samuel Sherraden is a policy analyst for the Economic Growth Program at the New America Foundation, a Washington-based think tank that promotes innovative thought across the ideological spectrum. Washington, D.C. (CNN) -- The 650,000 jobs created or saved by the stimulus package so far make up only a small step toward correcting the gap between the tens of millions of unemployed people and the few openings that those people are fighting over. Even the administration's goal of creating 3.5 million jobs is far below what the economy really needs. With an official unemployment rate of 10.2 percent, the gap between the number of full-time job openings and the number of people who are unemployed has widened. Since the beginning of the recession in December 2007, job openings declined from 4.4 million to 2.4 million and the number of officially unemployed persons grew from 7.5 million to 15.7 m

Reincarnation
I've been thinking. If the idea of reincarnation is true, what kind of asshole would you have to be in this life to come back as a woodpecker? Can you imagine an existance in which your sole means of obtaining sustinance is BANGING YOUR FACE AGAINST A TREE?!?

Mmmhmmm
So I'm being script bombed from SOMEONE on here. HMMMM I wonder who. It's ok. Just means I get to have the last laugh. Especially since it's a TOS violation of the host server. *booty dance* Oh yeah, and I can't do much here so hit me on yahoo, fb, or somewhere else. yahoo: gimmesomecandypleaz facebook.com/evilninjareigns Since I can't turn on java, i can't read comments. :( Since all I can do here is blog (thanks to that script spam), dropping in to tell everyone read previous blog if you want to get in touch.

Royal Highness Dance Off
Mark your calender October 7th starting at 8pm est Royal Highness is having a feezy cam dance contest. If you are interested in joining please contact one of these staff members listed: Perpetual Bliss at michelle.abner@yahoo.com, Jedson at jedson11, Chris Blade at bladebias2005, or Feezy at eric2efeezy.RULES: yes you know they are a great thingclothes are a must!!! even if its a bra its still clothes solo dancing onlyEverything else goesYou do not get to choose your musiceveryone will dance to the same songyou must dance the entire lenght of the song.lounge members will be judging this contest so invite your friends.Your contest DJ will be the one and only Chris Blade

Fat Friends Gather Here
This is my first time to write a blog lol. First of all, let me give a self-introduction。I am nikki schecter, 22 a girl, from vegas/nevada. I have green eyes, blonde hair,sexy lip and I am told I have a nice smile and a curvy body. I am 5'7'', A little bit chubby but somewhat hot. I am born to love big guys and girls. I have tried so many webistes to develop some friendsship even serious relationship. And i am told this site can make my dream come true. If you are BBW or BHM. If you get plus size body. Please contact me as soon as possible. I am a member of www.plusflirt.com I have totally 18 piks and 28 blogs there, if you wanna know me better, just go there to give me a wink or some email, it is all free for you to register and give me emails and winks. my username there is nikkibabes too lol. I will wait my profile to be upgrated on this site. If you can not contact me immediately or happend i am not on here. please just go to www.plusflirt.com to wait for me . I will contac

Movies Am Converted And Uploaded
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Keep The Upper Level List Going
ok people Trick_Dick and Candy girl have worked their little butts off for so many of you and now it there turn they need level 30's for the UPPER LEVEL list to keep it going They have put hundreds of dollars into this of their own money and still are don't you think it only fair to help them out with anything they need and one is to get level 30s for the list i know i am doing my share to help in anyway i can and NO i'm not a brown nose'r! they helped me so much it only fair that i help in return "KEEP THE LIST ALIVE"

Little Niki
I've realized i'm a real bitch. Sorry Cynthia for doing what I did on fubar. You didn't deserve any of it. Jason is a realy good man. I don't deserve him and if I don't change my ways I will loose him. If I haven't already. Sorry again.

Quotes
There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. Buddha This is so true.

Dont Stop Auction
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Ugly People...
My god there are some horribly ugly people on this site. Ya know the type that catches you off guard when you come across their page. They're so nasty that you gotta take another look just to make sure you're seeing it right. I'm not saying i'm anything special by any means, but there's those ones that make you wonder why they would even post that picture on the internet, for no one could find that remotely appealing... I have come across a few of the ugliest women i have ever seen on this site. Not only are alot of them morbidly obese, but there's a few with faces that not even a mother could love. Speaking of morbidly obese, the thing that drives me nuts on here is the fat chicks and their pictures. You know she's a cow when she doesn't have a pic of her body and posts like 5 fucking pages of pics of her face from every possible angle and lighting combination imaginable. Though i suppose that's better than a pic of her in a bikini with her rolls hanging out, which i've seen plen

Here We Go Again...
Ya know, I hate being judged by people that don't know me and know nothing about me or what I've gone through in my life. Seriously...so, I'm just going to blurt out a bunch of crap that is in my head now and get it off my chest. I'm sick, I'm cranky, and I've had about 5 people today tell me somthing or say something to me that had made me feel even more like crap than I did before...I've been hurt so badly in my past that I don't give my trust to anyone anymore. You have to EARN it! This is in ANY kind of relationship. The only people I truly trust are those who have never betrayed me in my past and I've known for most of my life. I have very few "newer friends" that I trust like this, but yes, they do exist. I would love to be carefree and trust the way I used to, but there is this little part of me that won't let me. Prove to me that you're not playing me for an idiot, and I'll trust you. It's not hard. If you can't understand that, then not my problem. You aren't the ty

Lyrics
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*free To A Good Home*
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Hey Gang..we Need Your Help!!!!!!!!
Hey Gang it's Greg Lee! Start making plans for the summer!! It's gonna be WET AND WILD!!!! GL Entertainment Group and the Oasis Tiki Bar and Grill PresentsBIKE WEEK DAYTONA 2010!!!! Feb 26th thru March 7thdoors open at 11am 18 and up FREE 21 to DRINKFountain Beach Resort313 S. Atlantic Ave.Daytona Beach, FL Kick off BIKE WEEK with Greg Lee. There will be special events and contests. BIKER Bikini Contest, Beer Drinking Contest, Beer Pong Tournaments and Live Music all day long. There will be after hours party in the Bar with Karaoke and more. $2.00 Drafts $2.50 Bottles well and shot specials all week long!!!! PRIZES AND GIVEAWAYS!!!!!! Most of you know that I have started my own entertainment business and need help from my friends and family. all you have to do is go to my link www.myspace.com/glentertainment group and add you as a friend. We are trying to build it up and promote upcoming shows for Greg Lee. Please if you can help in anyway it would be appreciated. Promotional Staff

They Don't Make 'em Like They Used To!!!
They sure don't make music and entertainment like they used to...sure, today's movies are full of sexy actors and tons of action-packed computer generated scenes that blow away the minds of all of us who watch them, but whatever happened to simple TALENT???? Marilyn Monroe, aka Norma Jean, was the TRUE story of rags to riches. Anyone who knows how she was "discovered" knows this. Forced out of her parents' house at the age of 16 and forced to marry, she became a USO girl. My grandma was a USO girl too in Washington D.C. during WWII, and she had the pleasure of meeting Norma Jean at some functions for the war. While her husband was gone in the war, Norma Jean did some modeling to help support herself, and a man from Hollywood noticed her radiant beauty. When her husband returned home from the war, Norma Jean had already made the decision to divorce him and follow her dreams of stardom. But as we all know, stardom became the ruination of "Marilyn" and a beautiful star died all to

The Pain We All Bear At One Time Or Another
but you don't...because you won't see...or you don't care...I don't know what I did so wrong to make you so angry with me...I do my best not to step on anyone's feelings on here...God knows it's happened enough to me...but I feel I've done something very wrong and lost a good friend...I just don't understand and I can't talk to you...I would have to admit why this is hurting me so much and I can't do that...It's my secret to keep...The same as I can't tell the real reason why I'm giving up the profile I worked so hard on...Giving up the friends who have forgotten I exist...Oh well...I'm happy where I am right now...And if I had it to do over...I wouldn't change a thing...Except for knowing what I did to make you turn your back on me...You couldn't have hurt me more if you drove a knife thru my heart...But if that's the way you want it to be...I have no choice but to accept it...I don't and won't beg for forgiveness for the real or imagined wrongs...I'll just say "I'm sorry" Tired of be

About Me
Someone you will never understand...I don't understand myself so how can you? I'm here to be who I am...A friend and nothing more...Unless it comes to me unannounced I am not looking for love...Love is a word that is fading from my vocabulary...People spend their lives trying to define love...find love...be loved...and unless the actually experience it they have no clue what it is...A person who has found true love may never know how they found it...They just know they have found the one thing that many of us will spend our lives looking for...and when we don't find it...we settle for what we can get...Because when you go looking for something that you can't define...How do you know what you're looking for? And on I ramble...I made the mistake of looking back tonite...Never look back...The past can't be changed...Only the future holds the opportunity for that...And if you don't try to fix what is wrong...Mend what is broken...Forget what hurts...Remember what has made you smile...Celeb

Foo Vs Nirvana
my first blog, in my second real account, well, so i got dumped ok i can handle that i got jacked (dumped) by awwwww a pup well i guess i'll get over that it is afterall just that the interwebz i had posted NOTHING so important as thoughts well with that in mind, i just want mto say these thoughts,.... i didn't join fubar.com to say anything or mean anything and when whoever deleted my page,(on my birthday, at high noon mind you, at high noon of that day) i wasn't turpid. you think i've changed my attitude, or my mind?.... nope i'll be quieter.... no i'm still here ziggy aka lukasgrew california,....i'm fine,.....AaaaahAaaaahAaaaah I'm fine,.....Somebody check my brain..... so.... the linkin' park song, givin' up....really bugs my friend....i just heard it....again... 4 yr's less than that, but,.... i see how he's doin'.... and i'm glad i let him copy my copy.

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Pimpout For Friends
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My Crazy Fetish.
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Walking In The Air
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Life
Been hurt many times by different men in my life many different ways. Physically, mentally, enslaved, knock down, and made to believe that I am not worth much. Always try to give all of myself and more to anyone in my life. I have had many journeys end in sorrow. I am now on a journey now with a wonderful man. Hoping that we will be able to defeat all obstacles in our lives. I know that if you stand together with your loved ones you can overcome anything. I really want nothing more than happiness and to share my life with a great man. I hope this journey turns out to be all that I expected.

Naughty Application
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Random Things...
You Are a Visionary Soul http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/visionary-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100">You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What">http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? Blogthings">http://www.blogthings.com">Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds I hope everybody at least watches this all the way through once, if it doesn't touch your inner being, you are beyo

Tired
Well let me start by saying I am leagelly blind. Was since birth. Don't waste your time or mine by feeling sorry for me. I was put in special edd from the get go. wich back then in Ca. was their way of getting you out of the way for the kids who had a chance. So forgive my had spelling, grammer and what not. I do just fine in my life. I don't need some one to take care of me I do just fine on my own . I can take care of my self and others just fine. Yes there is a few things I can't do,but a lot I can and some things i don't even know about yet. I am always willing to try. For those of you who judge me on my eyesight and don't give me a chance ,you are only hurtign yourself not me. You are loosing out on knowing some one wounderful. I will be fine with out a closed minded fool for a friend. I am single and not looking for Mr. right. I don't need a dad for my kids they have one. I don't know if I will ever want a relationship again. I have a long ways to go befor I

Living In 2009~!
Here is the site I used and very happy with them! Thoght I share this site with you ! I just made a summary about this site and what they offer to consumers:: Use it if you have a bad credit or want to fix your credit. :):) Click where it says "Fix Bad Credit" Fix bad credit

Da-medic
GETTING A MAN TO KILL ANOTHER MAN ? THATS EASY.....GETTING HIM TO FORGET?....THATS THE HARD PART!!! THE NEW DICKENS CLASSIC, A CHISTMAS CAROL, IS SPECTACULAR TO SAY THE LEAST THANKS TO MODERN TCHOCNO DIGITALIZED VIDEOGRAGHY......STUFF! CUTE, FUNNY, & REALLY PRETTY SCARY, CERTAINLY MORE THEN IT'S PREDISESORS. I WOULD NOT RECOMEND THIS FOR CHILDREN UNDER 10 YEARS OF AGE.....I'M SERIOUS....IT'S FRICKING SCARY. BUT EVERY ONE SHOULD SEE IT EVENTUALLY.

Health Stuff
A professor at CCNY (City College of New York), for a physiological psych class, told his class about bananas. He said the expression "going bananas" is from the effects of bananas on the brain. Read on. Never, put your banana in the refrigerator!!! {don't know why} This is interesting.. After reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way again. Bananas contain three natural sugars: sucrose,fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. It's no wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.. But, energy isn't the only way a banana can help keep us fit. It can also help us overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people sufferi

The Wait Part Ii
Too cold to call it summer anymore They took down all the yellow lights at Market Street and 4th I left the plastic furniture you put out in the shade under the porch It’s been raining every day now for a week Flooded in the basement and I can’t find the leak You were always better fixing things around the house than you and me I will wait for you In neon streets alone I will wait for you And carry it like a stone I will wait for you Till you’re ready to come home Then halfway through the fall I broke your cup The one you used for coffee you could never get enough I went out and bought another and put it right back in its place beside the clock And in December all the questions finally stopped My friends came by while I was out and put your pictures in a box But almost every night I hear the turning of your key inside the lock I will wait for you In neon streets alone I will wait for you And carry it like a stone I will wait for you Till you’re ready to come hom

Joekevin
kevin joe i am 22 yrs. old just found out about this site dont know what this site is about, so i am about too find out i live in DUNCAN B.C. I LIVED HERE ALL MY LIFE IM USUSALLY ON FACEBOOK AND MYYEARBOOK.COM IM GOIN UNIVERSITY RIGHT NOW I AM UNEMPLOYED

My Life
I feel like im at war every day all i do is fight for the ones i love but the ones i truley need just turn their backs on me like im doing something wrong. But when i was posted on the front line back on the old block with that tool in my waste band clearing 10,000 a day they all loved me wanted to be in my life. I protected all of them. It was so bad i had to keep a couple killers around me when i moved cause supporting them wasn't the safest thing i could do but i did it cause it was my family and i wanted them to have every thing. Maybe i should just go back to doing the same thing i was. See how long i can keep it up. Lets see how many of them will be willing to go to war when the shit goes down. Risk their life and see if they can handle it. They all know i would take a bullet for any of them lets see how many will do it for me. I bet they would all run once the choppers started bustin and the bullets started flyin But they all know i wont run cause i have always stood with my cre

You Ask Here Is The Answers
What Dose Varcan Mean Since i came back to this site under this name i been getting several questions about the name i have here is a little more info on it A title borne by a number of likely angelic candidates. In the lore of Enoch, Galgalliel is listed as having charge over the orb of the sun, but other angels of the sun include Michael, Raphael, Varcan, and especially Uriel. The last angel, whose very name means "fire of God," perhaps (after Galgalliel) the angelic potentate most deserving of the title An angel mentioned in Thomas Heywood's 1623 work The Hierarchy of the Blessed Angels, said to possess authority over the sun. This, of course, makes him one of several angels with this supposed power, including Uriel, Galgalliel, and Michael

Lies
Now that I'm a grown up and have been through many trials & tribulations in life I have come to wonder why our families feel the need to lie to us when we were younger.. as a little girl and teenager, girls are told that one day we will find the man of our dreams and live a happy life with that person. REALLY?! Was I that bad that my family had to lie about such an important event in life?! I mean damn.. they should have been honest and told me that going to hell would be better than falling in love!!

Warning To All Parents: Infants', Children's Tylenol Recalled
http://tylenol.com/?s_kwcid=childrens%20tylenol%20recallYou may have heard that McNeil Consumer Healthcare (the makers of TYLENOL®) is voluntarily recalling certain lots of Children's and Infants' TYLENOL® liquid products that were manufactured between April, 2008 and June, 2008. All products manufactured met internal specifications. However, the company is implementing this recall because during this period, an unused portion of one inactive ingredient did not meet all quality standards. Therefore, as a precautionary measure, it was decided to recall all Children's and Infants' TYLENOL® liquid products listed below, which were made during this time. Parents and caregivers who have questions or concerns should contact their child's health care provider or our consumer call center at 1-800-962-5357 (available Monday-Friday 8 a.m. to 8 p.m. Eastern Time). Consumers can find the lot numbers on the bottom of the box containing the liquid product and also on the sticker that surrounds the p

Getting Stronger
As in Dragon Heart A knight is sworn to valor, his heart knows only virtue, his blade defends the helpless, his might upholds the weak, his word speaks only truth, his wrath undoes the wicked. The right can never die, if a man still remembers him. Words are not forgotten, if a voice pronounce them clearly, The Code always shines, if a heart preserves it brightly... Kingdom of Heaven Knight Oath Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath. You are back-handed “And that's so you remember it.” “Arise a knight!”

I'm The Only One
Please baby can't you seeMy mind's a burnin' hellI got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin'My heart apart as wellTonight you told meThat you ache for something newAnd some other woman is lookin' like somethingThat might be good for youGo on and hold her till the screaming is goneGo on believe her when she tells youNothing's wrongBut I'm the only oneWho'll walk across the fire for youI'm the only oneWho'll drown in my desire for youIt's only fear that makes you runThe demons that you're hiding fromWhen all your promises are goneI'm the only onePlease baby can't you seeI'm trying to explainI've been here before and I'm locking the doorAnd I'm not going back againHer eyes and arms and skin won't makeIt go awayYou'll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrowThat holds you down todayGo on and hold her till the screaming is goneGo on believe her when she tells youNothing's wrongBut I'm the only oneWho'll walk across the fire for youI'm the only oneWho'll drown in my desire for youIt's on

Song Lyrics
Kenny Chesney - There goes my life All he could think about was I'm too young for this Got my whole life ahead hell I'm just a kid myself how I'm gonna raise one All he could see were his dreams going up in smoke So much for ditching this town and hanging out on the coast Oh well, those plans are long gone And he said there goes my life there goes my future, my everything might as well kiss it all good-bye there goes my life....... A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl. Momma's waiting to tuck her in as she fumbles up those stairs she smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncing curls He smiles there goes my life there goes my future my everything I love you, daddy goodnight there goes my life She had that Honda loaded down with Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American express he checked the oil and s

Feeling
I lose myself in the pain of art not to feel happy and accepted but to realize I am alive… That is the latest status that cant begin to describe the overwhelming feeling of confusion and loneliness that plagues my mind. I find myself back and forth between numerous hopes of futures that are only baring down present goals. I try to use this pressure as fuel to help my struggling soul dive through a valley of darkness and pain, but the sorrow is so unbearable I see no way out. I circle around viewing my options, hoping for a break, some kind of gap for me to slip through and lift this burden off my shoulders. I see this small glimmer of light, maybe it’s my way out, venture toward the distant beam. Wrapped in solitude it seems so appealing, but like the valley it’s only a mask for its true ugliness. The feeling of being alone had chipped a small crack into my shell of hopelessness. Being alone pushed me over the already small edge my weathered fingers clenched tightly

Alone
Heart beating in my chest, Pain rising from deep within, I push myself to do my best, But i ask myself, why this again?? The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams, Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems, With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive, Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive. Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer, And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer, Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before, I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly, The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore, Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly. Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence, Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump.... With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely, The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely, Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss, Looking up, I see no more happiness, Only the pain that pushed me over the edge, How i wish my fridged fingers could have held

Poems
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so soft and deep. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so tender and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the way you show me you care. I love the way you say, "i miss you" always More than me, And the way you need me. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love when your with me, And want you to be for always. I sit here with nothing but you on my mind, All i can tell myself is your one of a kind. You may blush, you may laugh, All i feel is your my better half. Every moment that passes without you by my side, Is overshowed by they kisses you try to hide. When im with you i feel complete, I can stare into your eyes and just lose myself, Without yo

Falling
Ive always wondered if there were angels above, Showing there beauty like flying doves, If asked if i thought this was true.... "uh, no clue" Ofcourse, this was all before you, With you ive found something that feels so right, It shines through your eyes, with a special light, It comes from somewhere deep within, It has no beginning but knows no end, You brighten each and every day, Yo do it with ease, and it hits me in every way, Where ever you go, what ever you do, All i can see is the love you have inside of you, Its proof to me that angels exist, So naturally its impossible for me to resist, And Yes there are angels on the earth and in heave above, I know because God sent me one to love.

Jokes
A drunk man who smelled like beer sat down on a subway next to a priest.The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, anda half-empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. Heopened his newspaper and began reading.After a few minutes the man turned to the priest and asked,

Song Of The Day 9-28-09
"Fuck Off" A shimmy shimmy cocoa cocoa pu- pu - fucking puffs bitch It's the K-K-Kid Rock with the K-K-Kid Rock shit I'm on top bitch and rock for tricks Hella whips and nips and flip trips for whips I get all the money pussy falls like rain Been gettin laid and paid that's why I never complain If I ain't in it for the money, I'm in it for the P It's 1998 yo and you still can't fuck with me You don't be fucking with the blue eye Fucking with my 2-5 hope your fucking ass like my shoe size I got a new vibe, kinda like voodoo You do what we say and we'll do what we want to We're fucking up your city and we're fucking up your program Fucking all your bitches we don't fucking give a god damn Twisted Brown gets down with no assistance We won't quit until we're banned from existence Persistence pays if that holds true Then I'm a buy this fucking planet before the time I'm through I was praised and raised on the thoughts of no faking So I'm gonna get what I got coming and the rest I'm taking

Jokes
Studies show that 83% of women masturbate in the shower... which is awesome. I can't masturbate in the shower though... my knees give out and I end up pulling down the shower curtain. Then my mom gets mad and I have to go to bed without dinner. I was walking to Wal-Mart and ran into a homeless person with a sign that read "Please help, WWJD?" And it really made me think, what would Jesus do? So I went home and did absolutely nothing till I was 30. I've never really understood why people make fun of adopted kids. At least they know that they were wanted. There are some many kids who are accidents out there, like the only reason they were born was because of alcohol, broken condoms, prom night, or possibly Barry White. You never wake up in the morning after a long night of drinking and look at the person lying next to you in bed and say, "Oh man.... what did we do last night?" "I don't know.... but I think we own a three year old now."

Medical Issues
I am a mom of a special needs son, he is 10 and his name is shane. Shane was born with a extremely rare genetic mutation called X-Linked Hydrocephalus which is basically spinal fluid in his brain that collects in the ventricals and makes them large and swollen, His mutation has never been documented before and has been the only case seen in the world so far. Along with the hydrocephalus he has Spina Bifida, Autisim, visual imparmant, and is mentally and physically challanged. Shane has had several surgeries, and 1 shunt revision for a shunt failure. A Shunt is the device placed in his brain to drain the fluid in to his stomache lining to help his body asorb it.

Haters!!!!!!
Today we talk about haters...hmm seems like theres a lot of them in this world huh but dont hang ur had when a hater makes itself known that means ur doin somethin right, so u know wut to do welcome them. U might be askin urself how do i deal with a hater. Just two simple rules 1.Like i said welcome them into ur life(hate to say this but they keep the world moving sort of like motivators, use them like tackling fuel) 2.NEVER EVER sink to their lvl, because they will usually try to make u join the team by throwing out idiot phrases(then ur a hater too we dont want that now do we) That concludes today's mini session till next time make urself feel good by any means and if that means hating on some1 feel free to hate on me i can always use the fuel

Halleluja!
if i'm loved, why am i so horribly deppressed? i want this played at my funeral. whenever that is. http://www.playlist.com/playlist/15045482763 "Hallelujah" Now I've heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? It goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall, the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you She tied you To a kitchen chair She broke your throne, and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Baby I have been here before I know this room, I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah There was a time you let me know What's really g

Just Some Rambling
Sitting here all alone. Thinking and wondering. Wishing and hoping that one day I will finally know what real happiness is. I paint a pretty smile, but hide behind my social mask. My face is dry, yet the tears continue to stroll down, deep inside. Why must I feel this way? Is anyone really happy or is it just something that is said because it's what they think we want to hear? Why is being truthful to ones self so hard to do? Are we really happy when we say we do things to keep others happy? Can they not see the blade tearing us up inside? Are they really that blind? Why do we push aside the people that really care for us, for the people who could care less about us? Why must I always be the responsible one? When can I just run wild and free? When is it my turn to not feel the pain? When people say you're a great person, what are they really telling you? Are they feeding you bullshit lies? Can you really trust those that you think you can? How is it possible to have s

Surveys
Lookin for the Opinion of those out there.... THE QUESTION IS... using the scale below, what do you think of me?!0 = ewww!?! 1 = Definetly not attractive... 2 = Decent... 3 = Cute... 4 = Fine as hell!!! 5 = I'd do you... 6 = Pretty damn sexy!!! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine

The Greatest Irony Of Love
~The greatest irony of love~ "Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but

As The Rain Falls At My Feet.
It is raining again The rain runs down my cheeks and over my lips. I can hear the sounds of the drops... as the rain falls at my feet. I feel the lightning crackle... as the back of my neck feels the charge. Are You mocking me! Have you not taken enough... He was only three...Oh he was so free... but now...now...he is there with Thee. And still the rain falls at my feet. I raise my head and yell to the heavens above... Was he not enough... Did you have to take Alex from me! You should have left her be... You took her before she was born! Oh..how I wish she was here with me. But still...the rain falls at my feet. I raise up my fist and argue with Thee... This...even

Lake Of Lovers
Lake of Lovers by Courtney Leigh Spruiell Join me on my flight to the starsHold my hand and never let me goRelease my soul from behind my barsLove me forever like you promised to\Lets hold the moon in our arms togetherCan you see our reflections on the water?Once again, lets not worry about the weatherLets go somewhere where we aren't a bother\Take a ride with me to spaceWhere no one can find usSomewhere where we can escape for daysDrink from that sweet nector until you're ready to bust\Lets take it nice and slowWithout a care in the worldTake a wild ride with me where we can watch the sun glowTake me away to where we can soar\To a magicial place where our love can growA special place where we'll stay foreverWhere we can watch the water flowSomewhere where we'll never say never

Poetry
Our Colors Never Run by Courtney Leigh Spruiell We march under this flagDefending the home we loveProtecting people we never metDying for our loved onesWe'll never tuck our tails and runCowards we'll never beWe wear these colors with prideProud to be who we are todayBeing brave and fearlessOur colors will never run or stainBut we still stand strongFamilies and friends pray For us to come home safelyDoing our job with prideWith heart and respectNever once did we fold under pressureIn heart, mind, or spiritThe blood we lose strengthens our bondYou blame us for death and destructionBut you won't fight We are bound to youWe fight for youWe'll never quit until we are finishedWe wear this uniform with dignitySee what we see through our eyesMarching on because you careNever falling and never crawlingWe march beside our brothers and sistersNever to our death but to our livesProtecting our loved onesProud to be who we areOur hearts beat strongOur souls lives on Death Remebrance Ballad

Hey This Is Me
Hey I am a mother of 3 boys and 2 fu daughters. I love my kids more then anything. I am a stay at home mom. I love being home with the kids. I am the most down to earth person you will meet. I hate being played by men. If you cant handle the truth leave me alone. I will be honest and up front and tell you the way I see if you dont like that leave me alone.

A Poem
I recently wrote this poem and thought it was the kind of thing my fu friends might like to see... So lemme know what you think, eh? Good or bad, I just like to get feedback... Svengali Identity,I gave over.No questions,No regards.You, reins in hand,Randy drover(bent me over)(made me over)Down and down and thenKicksand kissesLies in your truthBut I seeI see it all the same(shame)Bonds loosed each by eachSelf to self again.

Rantings By Me
Before I start I figure Ill let people know that I use blogs as a place to get my feelings out, I normally tend to delete some rants a little while later once Ive calmed down. Oh and Im a terrible speller, and i suck at grammer and puncuation and paragrahs, ect. Anyway...... K well he appoligized and the doctor gave him some valums lol so hopefully alls good now. *crosses fingers* So I was at work yesterday (well last night) and a girl I work with came up to ask how old I was. When I told her she was shocked. I was like yeah I know Im old, but she couldnt get over that I looked so much younger then I was, in her opinion atleast. I think it might have to do with my voice as well though, Im constantly getting mistaken for my step daughter on the phone and even my husbands old work used to ask to speak to my "dad" when they called and i answered. Just felt like sharing that, now off to get ready for the day.

Clear As Mud
You are everything that I despise You are everything that slowly dies You say you slit your wrists at night Because your parents got into a fight Razors roses and a black tomorrow As you just fill yourself again with sorrow As you part the skin you say the blades hit blood Now everything in life is as clear as mud No matter if you say goodbye Everyone around you is left wondering why You never felt any affection to anything but their ego So you thought to myself why don't I just go They are everything you dreamed would die So you figure that you will commit suicide You tell me of blades on skin And then the blood flow will start to begin It comes in ebbs and waves at first Next thing she knows she's facedown in the dirt The next day all the fighting has come to a halt The parents finally realize it was all their fault Before you went you heard the last serenade Then you went off to go join the Black Parade Now you're gone so it just doesn't matter anymore But you

Kitchen Heat !!
LizzieKitty *fu...18 hrs agoHey asshole, next time if you don't like what you see, don't fucken rate it. Rate either a 10 or higher asshole. This person is an ass hole !! Just through your shit at me then run like a BITCH And Block Me ! WHAT THE FUCK !! SORRY I DID NOT RATE YOU A 10 , I'm Damn Sure Not Going to NOW !!! AT LEAST I WAS RESPECTFULL TO YOU !!! So Piss OFF LizieKitty !! LOVE AND RESPECT ( Big Daddy Thumper )

The Nun At Hooters
A nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local Hooters. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and every once in a while ‘the lights would turn off.’ Each time the lights would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the revelers saw the nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the bartender, and asked, ‘May I please use the restroom? The bartender replied, ‘OK, but I should warn you that there is a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf.’ ‘Well, in that case, I’ll just look the other way,’ said the nun. So the bartender showed the nun to the back of the restaurant. After a few minutes, she came back out, and the whole place stopped just long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause. ! She went to the bartender and said, ‘Sir, I don’t understand. Why did they applaud for me just because I went to the restroom?&rs

There Is A Time...
There is a time for love and laughterThe days will pass like summer stormsThe winter wind will follow afterBut there is love,and love is warm There is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThere is a time when leaves are fallingThe woods are grey,The paths are oldThe snow will come when geese are callingWe need a fire against the coldThere is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThe path is new,The world is free

Information
Would love to see all my friends join my lounge! It's in support of breast cancer awareness! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/69129 Please give us support! I need to find web sites to find out information on criminal back ground checks that are free to do! If you know of any please let me know this is very important! This is not a joke, and should be treated as such!

My Poetry And Yes I Wrote Them All
My life is useless and I'm no longer needed. I should have heeded the call when death came to chat. In constant pain for many years. Physically, mentally, and emotionally distressed. Tears through the years, many never veiled. Living in constant fear of what he may do. I sleep very little and very light. The only comfort I find in life is the sweet darkness of night. Tired of the pain, lonliness and despair. I now say goodbye for I now know. No one ever really cared. M.A.S. 9/28/09

Ramblings About My Job (funny)
I work at the mall in a very popular lingerie store. And to those of you who have never worked retail before here are a few pointers for you. 1. If you come in the store you are going to be asked by numerous people if you are looking for anything. It is our JOB to sell you stuff. If you tell us you are just looking your going to be asked repeatedly. 2. Please do not be rude to us. Even if you are having a bad day taking it out on sales people will only get you talked about once you leave the store. It makes us feel bad if you are nasty when we are only trying to do our job. Just smile and say "No thank you" if you do not need assistance. Also ask us nicely for help and don't bark at us, we're not servants. 3. If we do not have something in stock don't scream. You only make an ass out of yourself. There is nothing we can do if we are out of stock except call another store. Or (if the store has the ability) order it for you on-line. 4. When waiting in line don't get pissy if you have

My Poetry
please someone tell me what it is i should do because as of right now my heart is thru i tried so hard to cope really gave it a try and yet all i hear is nothing but lies dont tell me you love me or even that you care just because you speak the words doesnt put the feelings there you look into my eyes yet never really see everything that could have been everything that was me Outlaw Angel i will be that darkness you cant escape i will become the lonliness you want to hate you cant break free no longer seeing light now like me you will haunt the night you will shed the tears of a heart in shame and you will have no one else to blame Outlaw Angel

Get Off Your Ass And Show Some Support!
This was given to me today by my fu-friend Sgthubbard..please read and comment..and all soldiers, add him as a friend..Much love to every one of you!!! HOOAH! VFW's are closing around the country, why? Because the powers that be have decided that veteran services are not that important to the common good. The VFW is a place where vets can go to be around other vets and help each other. One of the greatest things that the VFW does is to have a liaison to the VA to help with the paperwork needed to cut through the red tape. This is how I got my disability. A vet helped me and I have helped other vets. But now they are closing all around the country. "Budget cuts" are the culprit, and do you know where those funds come from? The same budget that gives to schools and to prisons. They are giving more to inmates and taking away from vets! I say fuck that! After someone goes off to fight for their country the US should bend over backward to make sure they have everything the vet needs to be

Dismembered
As my time being single grows by the day I continue to feel conflicted in my emotions towards the opposite sex. I haven't been in a relationship for almost 2 years now.I admit my life has been... unstable to say the least. I can't say I don't have regrets. I have made many foolish choices and they have ultimately led me to my current situation. After all I've been through one thing still weighs on my mind.I've had numerous relationships which, obviously, have all failed one way or another. Even after all I have experienced I still want more. Why? I really wish I could just swear off all humanity and go live on an island with the lifestyle of my choosing but of course that will not happen. I almost feel obligated to find someone like it's been imprinted in to my DNA. Of course it has been written inside my mind, that's human nature, but what I'm saying is I feel the pull. I feel it more everyday.At the same time I've put a wall. It's a bigger, stronger, psychologically impenetrable defe

Him
I found him when I wasnt looking He stole my heart and made it his own (from what ive gathered and he has not denied) he stole my heart with lies Dreams were made and plans put in place then the fog rolled in and he disappeared no answers to no questions, no trail except for my trail of tears My heart? he still has it... Laying on my chest is proof of my honesty... on his chest is barren and cold, nothing resembling theses feelings I will always have the pain hes caused, in a few weeks his new princess will be in place... His heart? It was never mine to keep... Cant get it back, he refuses... what I want is honesty... No games, just the truth I wont be mad or pissed off... We can go our seperate ways afterwards thats fine but I need the truth from you Nick...

The Shadowman
There once was a greedy man named John. He lived in a small village. To be truthful though, he didn't care much about what happened around him, nor to anyone. He was cursed because of it, so he felt. Inside him, he knew it was just carma though. One day, one of John's neighbor's trampled on his lawn, and he was furiously calling his name. "What do you think you're doing?!" John barked. His neighbor complained that he was being too noisy by nighttime, throwing some of his trash in his (the neighbor's) yard, and was just a snooty grump. John became so angry with his neighbor, that he grabbed him by his neck, and choked him to death. After that, though, a large deity appeared from thin air. "JOHN! YOU HAVE BEEN VERY HEINOUS IN YOUR LIFE! AS PUNISHMENT, I SHALL CURSE YOU, BY TURNING YOU INTO A SHADOWMWN, AND YOU WILL REMAIN IN THAT STATE UNTIL YOU CHANGE YOUR WAYS!!!" The deity bellowed. Just then, John went, in a sense, invisible. All that remained was just

Poems
Love Like A RoseCategory: Writing and PoetryLike the thorns prick, sometimes you wound my heartLike the red bulb, so is the blood from my heartLike the leaves on the stem, I hope you never leave meLike the green of the stem, your love for me I so envyLike the rose blossoms, each day my love blossoms for youLike the sweet smell of a rose, so are you just as sweetLike the red of the bulb, so is my passion for youBut like every rose, roses eventually wilt and dieJeremy

A New Chapter
Heart-Broken-Damn Where To Start On This?Shattered Hearts,And Painful Words.Those Words Can Get To You Tho.Them Break Up Words After A Year Or Soo.And Its Funny How A Guy Finds That One Special Girl And Just Lets Her Get Away Like Nothing Happen But Then Comes Running Back.And Then Tha Guy Keeps Doing Tha Same Routine Over And Over Like It Was A Script To Learn In A Movie.But Tha Real Shit He Gotta Learn Is He Had A Special Girl But Didn't Treat Her Well.Too Many Chances For Guys And Also Girls.Tha Girl Way Is Very Similar To Tha Guy Way.But At Tha Same Time Tha Guy Is More Funnier To Make Fun Of XD.ADVICE- Don't Give Your Significant Other Too Many Chances!Or You'll Regret It.They'll Move On And You'll Be Stuck Thinking That You Fell In Love To Early.And Well Im Usually Saying Falling In Love Too Early's Bad But Now That Someone Told Me,It's Really That You Can Fall In Love At Any Age.No Matter How Old you Are 12,18,26,77 XD Never Give Up On Love.Never Fall In Love TOO Early.Never Li

Are You Going To Heaven When You Die?
ARE YOU GOING TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU DIE?1 John 5:13These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may KNOW that ye have eternal life...YOU MUST REALIZE:1.You are a sinner.Romans 3:23For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;2.The Penalty for Sin is Death and Hell.Romans 6:23For the wages of sin is death;...Revelation 20:15And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.3.Jesus Paid Our Sin Debt.Romans 5:8But Ggod commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.Romans 6:23...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.4.You Must Receive Jesus Christ as Your Saviour.Romans 10:9That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.Romans 10:13For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.THE FIRST STEP OF OBEDIENCE AFTER SAL

Where Are You God?
Where Are You God? Where are you GodHe asked feeling alone,Why did you allow this to happenHe wailed in tragedies phone.I am here, God repliesI am right here with you,As far as you can seeA magical sky of blue.Where are you GodHe asked in agony,Why do you allow sufferingIn the name of making money?I am only allowingGod says from above,For my children to decideThe priority of their love.Where are you GodI can't see you,I am filled with such rageThere’s no way you are true.God looks down patientlyShowing the afflicted, armed with a smile,See how it would feelTo walk in THEIR shoes for a mile.God continued with understandingIn explaining the feeling of sad,You are enveloped in my loveIt's your decision to feel good or bad.But God, he argued his pointThere is so much evil around,How can you love usIf you don't stomp it in the ground?My child, God respondsEvil is conquered with love,It's your decision whether or not you followThe devil below or the angels above.My love is no mysteryTo

Reason,season Or Lifetime
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experienc

All The Skit
People prefer self-delusion. Belief in God and spirits is an expression of powerlessness. Belief in morality is an expression of self-hatred. The world is random and chaotic. Magic is only tricks. Tricks are always done in the simplest way, but the eye is misdirected because people love to be fooled. I have no control over anything. I am alone. Death is nothing. Then we rot and fall apart. I like it this way. I could be wrong about any of these things.

The Biker*
THE BIKER* I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to those that had none. I

King Of Pop-a Living Legend!
A king is born! A child begins to sing! Two parents are proud of him! His voice amazes all ears! His steps reveals dizziness all around! The stage is alive when he steps on! Thriller song gives him more strength and confidence! The success comes day by day! His videos please the sight ! He is the greatest entertainer and performer! A king is dead................................. A king is not really dead, he is just resting in peace!

My Fu-friends
My Fu-Friends My husband has finally gone to workMy child has finished his playhe`s gone to bed his stories readNow it's my time of day.I've had one of those daysyou know what I meanso I sit back and relaxand turn on my screen.I'll talk to all my friendswho know just what to sayto make my stresses goand my troubles fade away.My friends you're always there for mewhenever I feel blueand though we've never met beforeI know our friendships true.And although we haven't been friends for longin this short time it seemswe shared so many things alreadyour hopes, our fears, our dreams.We come from different walks of lifebut we share a common bondand it's time to say that of all of youI've grown so very fond.So thank you friends for being therewhenever I've needed youI know you're always there for meand you know I'm there for you.

Mini Me....
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Daddy
Oh dark my day,To be alive,I write this poem,As my heart is to thrive,There once was a man,So happy he be,With his lovely wife,So young you see,But one day,He left for awhile,Traveled for his job,Much more than a mile,She was sad,He had to leave,And hoped for the best,Hoped not to greave,His job pained her,But knew he was right,He was in the army,He had to go fight,Letters shed receive,From him every week,At times happy,Good news always to seek,She sent him a letter,Pregnant shed be,With their loving daughter,Aura lee,And he was astound,Couldnt wait to come see,When his loving wife,Gave birth to thee,But he never made it,They wouldnt let him go,So he hoped she wouldnt be sad,Oh say it isnt so,But she was so grateful,That safe hed be,She always prayed for him,Aura lee to see,But on the day,Baby turned six,Such sad news,A heart not to fix,Daddy had died,While coming back,They found some things,Hidden in his backpack,Aura lee so young,Just couldnt see,why had daddy,Left me?But on the fune

The Guy I Am!
ADAM IS MY NAME, I'M 5'8"-5'9" TALL,165LBS ATHELETICLY TONED BODY,I'M A BOXER FROM MEMPHIS,TN. NOW LIVE IN HATTIESBURG,MS. I AM A GUY THAT TAKES PRIDE IN WHAT HE HAS, & WORKS ON MAKING IT BETTER "IF NEDEDED". I'M THE ROMANTIC TYPE, I LIKE TO PLAY AROUND & SNUGGLE, BUT THAT WOULD BE THE SOFT SIDE TO ME. THE HATE SIDE BELONGS IN THE RING.I HAVEN'T GOT MANY FRIENDS HERE YET, BUT I'M KINDOF BORED WHEN I GO OUT. EVERYONE HERE HAS THERE OWN CROWD AND NO NEWBIES ARE ALLOWED IN UNLESS YOUR PART OF A FRAT. SO I'M ALWAYS STUCK WORKING,GOING TO THE GYM,&CHATTING ON HERE! I HATE TO BE BORED, I'M ACTUALLY A DECENTLY FUNNY GUY, I LIKE TO HAVE FUN IN LIFE BUT SOMETIMES REALLY HARD. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME? COMMENTS ARE EXCEPTED!

Dark Musings
Heat and moisture gather between her thighs as her fingers now tace along the curvature of her hips. She moistens her parched lips with her tongue as her fingers trial down to the waistband of her skirt. A sudden noise echoes in the empty alleyway bringing her out of her daze. Before stepping out of the alley she smoothes out her clothes. She is reminded of the sand that abrasively rubs her thighs and decides it is probably time to head home. A hot soak in the tub is in order and perphaps her release. The beast stirs within , she glances up with a darkned smile and blackened eyes. The cool night air carreses her heated skin. All around her a variety of music plays as she walks down the busy streets tuning out the world around her. She licks her parched lips and lights a cigarette in vain, hoping to calm the hunger that grows within. She feels the eyes upon her as her heartbeat accelerates and her breathe quickens. The smell of the ocean permeates her senses , the sound of crashin

It's Getting Hot Up In Here!!
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Look To The Sky
Look to the sky what do you see Is it how it is ment to be The lightning flashs then it all goes black The moment is gone can't get it back There is nothing out there but empty space No clues no answers not even a trace If you chose to wish upon a open sky It makes no differenc when you die You can't take with you what doesn't exist So why does my love fo you still persist Like hollowed out eyes upon a empty face The Visions are gone without a trace

So Cold
It's cold yet I make deal It hurts but I can't feel I lay here in my new found fate Was lured by the evil and fell for the bait The toture that goes on inside The days go by and I just want to hide Isolated behind a World of walls Life definetly has me by the balls I guess there is no reason to pretend This tourmented life will see no end I can not die nor can I feel Nothing I do ever seems real So when will it end I'd like to know Take me there now it's past time to go

F.u.c.k.e.d
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT TO FUCK! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F. U. C.Ks are. 9,675,000,000 people in th

Auctions!
Hey all....Im having a salute contest. If you want to enter just SB me or send me a PM...It will start Mon..Dec 14th. Whoever can make me the coolest and most original salute will win a VIP or BLAST...winners choice. Contest will be judged on points....each pic rate is worth 1 point and comment worth 5. The contest will run for 1 month til Jan 14th. The top 3 salutes with the most points will be judged by me personally.....whichever I like the best will win the VIP/Blast. If you are interested let me know via SB or PM...Salutes can be SFW or NSFW....I will create a private NSFW folder to place entries in. Good luck, be creative, and have fun.

Type O Negative Concert
Friday, October 16th / Doors 7:00PM Friday, October 16th! Type O Negative With Seventh Void, Destrophy, Core Device and Beyond Visible. An all-ages to enter, 21 to drink event. $23 advance, $25 day of show + applicable surcharges.

Food For Thought
An escalator can never break: it can only become stairs. You should never see an Escalator Temporarily Out Of Order sign, just Escalator Temporarily Stairs. Sorry for the convenience. - Mitch Hedberg (RIP)

Awareness Of The Month
"For my future I have no concern, and as a true philosopher, I never would have any, for I know not what it may be: as a Christian, on the other hand, faith must believe without discussion, and the stronger it is, the more it keeps silent." Giacomo Casanova Understand that I love all that god has created but sometimes the Jesus heads over do it a bit. "God forgive them for they know not what they do" God ceases to be God only for those who can admit the possibility of His non-existence, and that conception is in itself the most severe punishment they can suffer. Giacomo Casanova I find that this quote works well for the pagans who hate that I am Christan. "God help them to forgive the followers that harmed them so. And help them to see that not all christans are the same" It is sad to say this most often I have found those who have turned away from God did not turn away from him because of god but because of their dealings with the church goers. One should remember

Top Selected Songs
Okay guys I am doing a survey on the 20 most liked songs. It can be from any type of music (rap rock country metal...) wed i will be counting up the songs and on Thursday I will be playing the top 20 picked songs on hellsgate radio www.fubar.com/lounge/hellsgateradio .Come in on thursday at 4pm and see if the song you picked gets played (Please put the name of the song and the band/singer)

First 60 Days
So here we go, my fourth deployment. It all started out fairly decent, but then along came peoples true colors. There's soo much corruption, and buddy buddy here its not funny. But i've been bustin my tail workin 10-14 hour days, which is fine and dandy, but its the same people who dont do shit, who get away with shit. I never really had that prob before on my other 3 deployments. I just hope it gets better. And just hope friends are there when I need to talk or just wanna talk, to get my mind off things. But i'm sure i'll get some haters who comment on this, but i dont care, freedom of speech right? The whole reason why we're over here to begin with? To make sure America stays free? So Bring your self critisism, im' down. But Hope everyone has a good day and keep in touch!

Just Bull Shit
i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs, and possibly i like the thrill of under me you so quite new So ur the Bitch who told the Bitch that Im a Bitch well listen Bitch it takes a Bitch to know a Bitch to call a Bitch a Bitch. BITCH So my birthday is on Friday the 13th. I know I know. But I love it. I am having a birthday on here on the 13th in the VELVET LOUNGE and Having a day out with my friends on saturday. Would love 4 all my friends to stop by and wish me a happy bday. I havent had a good 1 in a while. So come on in to the velvet lounge and party with me o

Pretty Girl
Pretty girl, who is to blameFrightened girl, they don’t know her nameSaddened girl, who cries at nightDistant girl, who’s out of sightPsycho girl, with scars on her wristsFairytale girl, who don’t existSilent girl, without a nameIgnored girl, who’s filled with shameFaking girl, with plastic smilesFreakish girl, from a thousand milesEmotionless girl, cant feel much Pain Darkened girl, who brings the rainCrying girl, tears start to floodPsychotic girl, who drains her bloodHated girl, who no one loves Such a weak girl, who’s no longer thoughAngry girl, there is no cureHappy girl, she is no moreHidden girl, she covers her scarsPrisoned girl, lived behind her life’s barsCrazy girl, who bleeds so muchLonely girl, who’s out of touchStupid girl, who no one likesBeaten girl, who always fightsPretty girl, don’t give up nowSuicide girl, there’s someway, somehowScared girl, don’t be afraidDistant girl, don’t go awayMorbid girl, don

Dream Girl
Who is my Dream Girl? Who is made just for me, Who is only such girl made by Thee, Who is no less than an angel, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.The moon and the starBow down in honour, Seeing the beauty marvelShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.The 'Goddess of Beauty'Who is titled In the bible, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Not only for her gorgeous nature, But also for her beautful heart like a shinig mirrorWho is worshipped in templeShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Who is as purifiedAs the innocence of a childFrom mind nad body, heart and soul, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Who is innocent of angerWhose sweet voice can never be heard louder, In front of everyone who is always humble, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Whose eyes so resplendentExpress every feeling hidden, Who is so much adorableShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.For whom I am the only one, Who makes me feel like Heaven, For whom I am so spe

Thoughts
I am not much of a blogger but I love to conversate and seeing how this is a way to do it on here, here goes! Why me ask yourself why did you accept and or pick me as a friend. Did you read the about me section or just on looks alone was your choice made, for the record im okay with either but I find the latter a tad more ego boosting lol hey im Italian how people percive my looks is important:). Moving on if you read what little I have put in and then decided than thank you as well, its not that im lazy or dont want you to know but this is my like 4 th go around in this place, and its just gets old having to put everything in again. However for the record on why I picked you I always read the profile if there is one but I wont lie as im scanning looks do get my attention. So if you want to know more about Why me and there is a lot to know I assure you then please start a conversation and what easier way is there than to have somthing to ask:). see ya!

Desires
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy Cheerleader, nurse, school girl, and more Whoever you'd like me to be I'll surprise you at the door Eyes that shimmer Smile filled with delight Together we quiver At each other's sight You hold me first Embrace so tight I feel your thirst It's a perfect night Your heart beats with mine Our lips lock The clock stops in time Hard as a rock I'm taken away We dare not part As we move united I feel your dart Piercing through me Depths unknown Together we travel Together we moan All our energy consumed We collapse in each other's arms Sweet contentions Our bodies soar Nestled in your arms Peaceful and sound Dreaming of you Until our next round Written by Dj Sexy Doc MSD

Tattoo Contest
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My Blog
So I had a cute boyfriend for exactly one day. I don't understand why someone would just ask me to be their girlfriend after meeting me and one day. But unfortunatley, I'm the clingy type. I like to be called daily if not at least seen daily. He couldn't do either so I ditched him. Sorry but I'm not about thisbullshit don't waste my time. I want a serious relationship but it seems that either a.I appear as too much of a sex object or b. everyone i seem to meet who says they want a relationship, honestly dont and just like, much like nikolai, he's complete bogus. He dated me for about a month or so but all the wihle still trying to get back with his ex even tho she is with some abusive boyfriend. so after awhile i started to realize from him not calling me unless he wanted me to come over and go out, that i was being used, i was being a replacement, or almost a rebound. but whatev it is what it is. at least i have to of his video games i will sell or keep and never give back lol. anywa

Life And Love
Life is funny sometimes...online dating we ask?? yes it can work..yes there are some crazy people out there...but then again..not all of us are that crazy..lol :) its also funny how the people you really click with live far away from you..:( doesnt surprise me..but guess what?? nothing should keep you from finding that true love..not even distance..if you really want something..i say go for it..what do you really have to lose?? except when you got kids a good job..things like that..ok i can see why NOT to do it...lol but whatever it is just take a chance and live life..you only live once..:)

Listen Up
For the record, I AM NOT HERE FOR SEX. If you can't respect that then you don't belong on my page. I'm here to meet new people and maybe I'll meet someone I can care for but I will not have cyber,cam,or phone sex,so don't ask.It does nothing for me and I respect myself way too much to go that low. Just because I might find you attractive doesn't mean I want to have sex with you on here,so forget it.If this is harsh,I'm sorry but this is my feelings on the subject. God bless, Princess

Stories
The night breeze flows through the window, cooling the room to a comfortable temperature. A lite sheet is all I need as I turn out the light and snuggle into the bed for a good night's sleep. As I close my eyes, I can hear the rustle of the breeze in the trees. There is a peace that washes over me and I relax. My breathing slows as sleep enters and I drift off into that quiet place. There is warmth and love as I enter in. A soft glow up ahead. I hear someone calling... "Come here my Dark Temptress. Listen to my voice and follow it." I listen to him calling out and slowly make my way through the haze into the soft glow. There in the middle of the room is a dark figure... I see him reach out, drawing me to him. "Come my love. I have great plans for you." I slowly move forward. As I reach to take his hand, he is still out of focus. As our hands touch, the electricity flowing from him is strong. I can feel my body flush, the heat inside almost too much to bear. He turns

My Life
Where to start? I am finally trying to get my life together once and for all. I have done a lot of what I feel to be wrong things in my life so its time to clean out the skeletons my closet, forgive everyone else and most importantly myself, so I can finally be happy. I battle with many things and I many truly battle with them. I have done things that I was taught it was wrong and in my heart it really was. There is many that don't have faith in me and don't believe I will ever change. Everyone has their demons and down falls, it is time that I mine. It is not gonna be easy....it plays over and over in my head. I am not gonna plaster all over the internet what my demon is that I constantly battle with, but the ones that are close to me know what it is and hopefully can encourage me and help me stay strong. I am really trying to get my life straight with God so I can truly be happy something I haven't been in a really long time. So, I am asking all that know me not to tease me as far w

Woman Like You
FOREVER MINE IM HERE FOR U ALL THE TIME YOUR THE ONE ALWAYS ON MY MIND IM HERE THINKIN ABOUT MY LADY U AINT SHADY UR DA ONE DAT MADE ME SHES MY CUTIE PIE IM DREAMING OF U EVERY NIGHT UR PRETTY DEN THE WHOLE WORLD 2 ME WILL U STAY WITH ME FOR ETERNITY I WILL SPENT MY WHOL LIFE LOOKN INTO UR EYES SO DEEP INSIDE I WLL NEVA LIE U TAKE ME 2 DA SKY U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM IN A ROLLERCOSTER RIDE U DONT ASK 4 THINGS NO DIAMOND RINGS U BRING ME HAPPINNES I HOPE IS U WEN DA TELEFONE RINGS DATS Y UR DA GIRL OF MY DREAMS DA GIRL FOR ME I BE WIT U FOR ETERNITY IN REALITY AINT NO WOMAN LIKE DA ONE I GOT MY LUV 4 U WILL NEVA STOP I ALWAYS PUT U ON TOP I ALWAYS HAV A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART NO ONE CAN SEPARATE US APART I ALWAYS BE AT HOME WIT U N NEVA LEAVE U ALONE KUZ UR MY ZONE EACH MOMENT WIT U IS LIKE A DREAM KUM TRUE I LOVE U BABY MY BOO I DO ANYTHING 4 U N U KNOW I DO WE WER MEANT 2 B WEN IM CLOSE 2 U U SET ME FREE UR MY DESTINY MY REMEDY UR DA ONE I ADMIRED N DESIRED ME WIT OUT U MY LIFE WILL

Erotic Stories I Wrote
On a stormy night, you walk to you car parked near the end of the parking lot it has been a long day and all you want is to go home and take a warm bath. The closer you get to your car the hair on the back of your neck stands up you feel as if some one is watching you. Then you hear tires squealing in behind you turn to look and a dark van approaches you at a high rate of speed. You start to run for your car when the vans pulls up close to you then the door opens, your pulled in and a dark hood placed over you. You try to scream but there is a hand covering your face, you fell another set of hands removing your clothes , your hands our bound as you lat there on the floor of the van in nothing but your panties.You drive for what seems hours your body quaking in fear, thinking what is going on, how can this be happening to me. Your pulled out of the van and lead down some steps you feel a cool and damp air around you. As you are lead into a room your placed on a bed and the binds are rem

Crimson Blood And Poison Tears
When did you become someone I sought protection from?When did everything change?The scars you gave me.I earned to eagerly.And in my dreams of perfectionI lost sight of what was real.And in my hopes to realize what was true.I struggled to stay sane.Time goes so fast,and no matter how hard I try I can't let go of the past.Though all the false smiles.I leaned to hold fast to my dreams.But even as I did so you took them away from me.And just because I'm not crying it doesn't mean I'm okay.And even though I say I'm fine I still grab the blade.Because you always to me so, that tears are just a waste.I'll be tough when I'm around you.I'll won't be what you hate. Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don’t need you anymore… Is what I think while tears pour. I

Longing For You
Longing For You Deep inside my soul is achingLonging for your touchInside my chest my heart is breakingI'm missing you so muchYou just don't know how much I love youHow much I really careMy feelings are strong and oh so trueThis kind of love is rareA life without you is not completeI'm so empty insideI long for the day we will be togetherAnd no longer have to hide.

Distant Love
Distant Love Did you ever say I love youAnd the breeze took your words awayDid you feel them as they lingeredThen slowly drifted on their wayDid they journey long, searching forThe distant love you hoped they’d findWas someone out there listeningFor words from heart and mindDid you ever hear I love youAs the wind blew through the treesClosed your eyes and felt them thereAs they came quietly in the breezeDid you ever say I love youAnd hear it whispered in returnFeeling your distant love beside youAnd the desire within you burnDid you ever see I love youFloating quietly to you with easeWandering peacefully there beside youComes I love you in the breeze

To The Hero Of My Dreams
To The Hero Of My Dreams You come to me in my time of need.Comfort me and let me weep,for a love that is lost.It is with you, that I escapethe realities of my world.To a place where . . .thoughts are deep,life has meaning,and love is eternal.I wake in a foggy daze and sometimesI laugh at my foolishness.Most times I cry wondering . . .Why couldn't we have met atanother time or place?Where dreams of a love that is pureand true could have beenfulfilled.So my hero . . .I close my eyes to sleep,hoping to dream, so thatI can be with youonce again . . .

The Key To My Heart
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heartand wouldn't let anyone inI had trusted and loved only to be hurtbut that would never happen againI locked the door andtossed the key ashard and as far as I couldMy heart was closed for goodThen you came into my life andmade me change my mindjust when I thought thattiny key was impossible to findthat is when you held out your handand proved me wronginside your palm was theKey to My HeartYou had it all along

Sand And Stone
"""Sand and Stone"TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKINGTHROUGH THE DESERT.DURING SOME POINT OF THEJOURNEY, THEY HAD ANARGUMENT; A ND ONE FRIENDSLAPPED THE OTHER ONEIN THE FACE.THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPEDWAS HURT, BUT WITHOUTSAYING ANYTHING,WROTE IN THE SAND:TODAY MY BEST FRIENDSLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.THEY KEPT ON WALKING,UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,WHERE THEY DECIDEDTO TAKE A BATHTHE ONE WHO HAD BEENSLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THEMIRE ! AND STARTED DROWNING,BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.AFTER HE RECOVERED FROMTHE NEAR DROWNING,HE WROTE ON A STONE:'TODAY MY BEST FRIENDSAVED MY LIFE '.THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPEDAND SAVED HIS BEST FRIENDASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU,YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'THE FRIEND REPLIED'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS USWE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWNIN SAND, WHERE WINDS OFFORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOESSOMETHING GOOD FOR US,WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONEWHERE NO WINDCAN EVER ERASE IT.'LEARN TO WRITEYOUR HURTS INTHE SAND AND TOCARVE YOURBENEFITS IN STONE.THEY SAY IT TAKE

What Is Happening To Society??
Late tuesday afternoon, my two year old pug was ran over by a car while walking between our house and my father in laws property. My children, daughter 7 and son almost 2 and myself, were standing not 10 feet from the accident and saw everything happen. The piece of shit that hit him never slowed nor bothered to stop until he had hit my dog with BOTH front and back tires. He stopped shortly after hitting my dog, opened his door, and said.."Oh sorry, I didn't think he would run in front of me." He then closed his door and drove away. Now mind you, I am pregnant, had a HYSTERICAL 7 year old and a HYSTERICAL 2 year old, and an animal at my feet that was severly injured. I thought it was human nature to see a situation like that and offer to help in some way, in ANY way, but the bastard just drove off to his house. All I could do was to ask my extremely upset daughter to go to the house and get thier dad to help me. I had to pick up my dog, whom I had no idea how badly he was injured, and

Stories
As a lonely girl,I only want one thingAll I want,Is to be seenAs a lonely girl,I have not been many placesIn my lonely life,I have seen very few facesAs a lonely girl,No one notices meThey just pass me by,As if there is no one there to seeAs a lonely girl,I have changed my mindNow what I want,Is to end my own lifeAs a lonely girl,The only one could change my lonely mindIs someone I could trust,Someone who is warm and kindAs a lonely girl,I want someone to holdSome who will love me,And be there without being toldAs a lonely girl,This was all I wanted…As a lonely girl,I was disappointed…You... don't... want me... Strength is knowing when to say....I cannot follow this path any longer. Strength is standing firm by your values, even when they are challenged. Strength is what is not seen. It is a firm stance centered in your own personal belief. Strength is being able to cry, when the all around you are smiling. Strength is knowing who you are....and loving yourself

Come Chill Wit Me In Hatchet House
Come Join Us IN The Hatchet Lounge...good music and people...all lo's and lette's welcome you know you want to.... SO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE... Click the Pic to enter Juggalo Family (The Original) whoop whoop MFWCL Wicked clowns will never die alone.... *1* no dis the lounge *2* no dis the staff or members of the hatchet house "violations will result permanant ban"

Old Stories I Wrote As A Kid.
Emo Clock By the Hero of Shadows The clock's gone ticking, And time's running by; I couldn't help but kick it in the shins, And now it began to cry. :( Bah, it's an Emo Clock- EMO CLOCK!!1 With a cold white face, And wearing nothing else but black, Each second comes a beatin', Where it can't take the fact: Damn thing can't cut itself, So it sits there and refuses to find a solution- It's a damn emo clock, EMO CLOCK! "Why do people keep staring at me? I don't want the attention, can't you see?" Oh STFU, you feed off their eyes, Always changing your look, as your battery dies. Every single moment, you have to make a noise, Needing to swing your arms around, like sugar driven boys. So go ahead and whine, on what time of day it is, There's millions of others like you, just a part of the Rolex biz. ... Damn Emo Clock. Vampire Want Nuts A survival horror comedy By Tyler Vittitow (M)Vanilla: (M) Light Vanilla: (M)Jack(Blue): (F)Nikki

Me In A Nutshell! (god I Hate Ptsd!)
We chase misprinted liesWe face the path of timeAnd yet I fightAnd yet I fightThis battle all aloneNo one to cry toNo place to call homeOooh...oooh...Oooh...oooh...My gift of self is rapedMy privacy is rakedAnd yet I findAnd yet I findRepeating in my headIf I cant be my ownId feel better deadOooh...oooh...Oooh...oooh...

Poem
numbness arrives unannounced,unwelcome no knock at the door on the matt of my expectations it wipes it's feet. drowning in my sorrows joy,happiness,and serenity scatter, like splashed droplets in a hot frying pan color fades to shades of grey light dims to a faint shimmer casting shadows of despair over my eyes as a sloth i become motionless without intent or direction lost within myself dead calm drains my sails in this overwhelming emptiness it is then that i truly understand what it feels like to be lonely how can someone write about a love when there are no words to explain, its' hard to go each day and not have the person you love to be with you it's hard to be happy knowing you have to wait to see them and when you do you only get a certain ammount of time i cry almost everyday to help ease the pain i feel from missing you and being alone to go to bed and reach for the one you love and they are not there just a space like the distance betw

Need Rates?
Do you want all your pix rated? It's easy just sb me or pm me when your ready to send me a 5 credit bling pack! All your pictures will be rated and if you want a reference just as i can send them to you lol. Hope to hear from you soon.

Notice To My Friends And Family
first of all i want to thank my friends and family that attempt to keep contact with me, it means alot! i dont have my own computer hooked up to the internet, i sometimes get a few minutes or hours a week when my roomates are all gone and i am awake and get to sneak on for a bit to check messages and play around on here but nothing regular and nothing extended with time so i do love and appreciate it when you guys copme to my page and send me messages and look at my pics and blogs i think its really awsome and i will get back to you with messages and try to return the love. if you really want me to return love/rates after you rate my stuff please send me a private message to my inbox either by gift or just message telling me you were here and whatever you want to say because sometimes its a few days or weeks before i get on and my bar tab gets cleared by fu so looks like no one has been here... another thing... i dont have my own internet access but some of you have my yahoo me

Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beerholder!!
Lyrics to Beauty Is In The Eyes Of The Beerholder : Don't piss down my back then tell me it is raining. You just had to walk in before I kicked the table beneath my feet. If I can't have any friends I thought why not hang from the ceiling. Just because I ordered, doesn't mean I can't look at the menu. Not that there's any other fish in this sea I'd rather have on my plater than you. Just because I FUCKING ordered, doesn't mean I can't look at the menu. Not that there's any other fish in this sea. Don't drink and park, accidents in cars cause population. Fuck "more the merrier" there's only one person I need to feel this sinstation. If you need directions you can take the road that's down my sleeve, This time I'm taking you with me, but the cuffs are you; so good luck trying to leave! I hope one day I can cross your ocean, without feeling the puncture of your teeth. Believe me I'd rather drown myself, then knowing you have the power to pull me beneath. x2 There's so much oxygen th

Auctions!
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Noones Going To Be Here For Long.. So I Wanna 2 Say To All My Friends
I just wanna 2 say that noone knows when thier time is up, so live your life Like theres no tomorrow. But before I go I just wanna to let my friends know that I love you, and i am glad that we are friends.. Each and everyone of you has a place in my heart!! And I am glad that we got to be friends and that we have spend sometime together!!! We are friends cause we chose to be, we did not have to be!!!! All of my friends that has been in and out of my life, YOU NEVER BEFORE GOTTEN!!! Love by your friendMARY BRIANNA COX!!!!FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!!

You Are Who You Are
Whether you are straight, bi, queer, or curious in nature, remember you don't have to label yourself. And by all means, you don't have to justify yourself or your desires to anyone.... just be YOU. Blessed be the waters of your life.May your blood be strong.May the flow from your loin be joyful and fertile.Blessed be all your life-waters.Blessed be the earth of your body.May your muscles be strong and fearless.May your heart beat with love, soul, vigour and courage.

Bull Shit
this secret admirer crap has gotten out of control. If I get 1 more match with some clown loving mother of 3 again I'll quit fubar, Myspace, all of it. I HATE ICP AND TWIZTED AND ALL THE CLOWN LOVING FUCKERS OUT THERE! Plus I don't want kids of my own. I certainly don't want other peoples kids. So why is fubar telling me I secret admire these people. I look shit up first. then decide. But fubar want's me to hook up with JUST THESE PEOPLE! FUCK UM!

Holding On
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held on to. Dont fall for someone unless theyre willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, youll never hit the floor. Life is too short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what is taught to you. Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everythings okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If you want to see the rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want TRUE LOVE you must go through the pain. Women were made from a mans rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on,but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to the heart to be loved. Think about this closely before throwing away the love of your life......

Weekend Adventures With Marino
last night it was another adventure.....we drank a gallon of rum..and i went home leaving marino at the hotel...she was gettin some..and the same bitch from last weekend showed up she beat her ass it happened..and i missed it oh and btw an update from last weekend..marinos ex went to jail this week oh well here it goes my friend Marino picks me up on friday night I am supposed to have my ass in bed before 3. My dad is watchin my daughter. well I got home at 8 this morning. Last night we had a bad night DRAMA!!!!!!Oh my.......we left from one palce got home and marinos ex walks in with this bitch that HATES Marino. I sat back thinkin watch this...Marino is a scrapper and this Bitch calls her out and starts shit...I am vey proud of her she kept her cool.You don't shit where u eat...and we were at Marinos house..My ride left...i was stranded. It was all good we chilled at mi casa today. NO DRAMA!!!!!

Ask Yourself Why?
My heart aches, A part of me is missing. You are my great passion, My great love How clearly you appear in my dreams, You are in my blood, my soul. I cry out your name to the endless sky, Summoning the spirits to assist me. I must have you, I can wait no longer. Return to me, I command thee. An inner voice whispers your name, Visions of your face appear everywhere. The time has come to open your eyes, To see the wondrous life that awaits us. Open your heart, Allow my love to penetrate the barriers. Fly quickly to me, Fall into my loving arms. In your mind, You know we are meant to be together. Surely you must realize, Our reunion is inevitable. Can you not see, How right we are together. Does your heart not ache, When you are alone in your thoughts – thinking of me. Do you not yearn For my gentle ways, my loving spirit. Shed the negative thoughts, That bend your mind, Cast off the bonds that keep us apart, Drum up the co

My Intimate Style!!
I love to lay you on your back while fondeling your clit with my light touch of hand while kissing you passionately and then alternating from your lips to your nipples. I stroke your clit faster as you get more and more wet and lick,nibble and suck those breast just as fast as you get closer to climax! I caress your each and every sensitive curve. You dont get to do anything to me till i have given you your multiple orgasm b4 penetration! As you cum iam right in your ear saying " THATS RIGHT YOU LOVE HOW I PLAY WITH THIS PUSSY, DONT YOU! DONT YOU? KEEP CUMMING FOR ME DONT YOU FUCKING STOP! I CAN PLAY WITH THIS PUSSY ALLNIGHT!" After you have cum for about 10 straight minutes i then place my dick right in front of your mouth and say " SUCK THAT DICK!" You place it in your mouth and slow suck it for only a few minutes. Then i tell you " GET YOUR ASS UP ON THAT SHIT!" You mount up and slowly put it in yourself. You are riding me now and iam kissing you passionately and talking nasty, tel

Load Of Nuthin**
ive never been outside of alberta sober...! i once had a mohawk! been to jail... lmao! the name bootzie came from the cartoon dora the explorer cuz my best friend name is dora my favorite movie is the labrynth i think marilyn manson is sexy i love the fact that jim morrison was born on the same day as me of the same month! not year... badfish by sublime is MY song i hatee money favorite color is purple i use to ride the board evrywhere but ah.. messed up my right knee i love the snow oh im aboriginal! yea native pride!! loves a guy with a moustach, goatee.. ;) U am going to own my own bar someday am on my way! doesnt like horny comments in my shout box BOYZ!! i hate rap musik unless its classik! still listens to the spice girls tho lol uh... loves watchin football hockey eh no as much!... has a stalker n wishez he would leave me the fakk alone!! play guitar randomly.. the reason i did this thing cuz i want pointz im really wondering about the bling thi

Considering Cupcakes
"You fucking parasite Feeding off my voice like a leech Sucking me dry Use your head Hope you're gagging in your throat Hope you gag and choke Your pale little face turning blue If you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that's life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow You'll get nothing for free Don't try to suck it off me You always take you what you want Now I just take what is mine I'll give you abstinence You tell of life.. It's up to you to fill it with substance I'll play your game A lesson of life: It's not what you want, but what you get You'll feel it from within as I work my way out Such a pretty girl, but such a dirty mouth Now you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor, holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that is life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow" "Coin operated boy Sitting on the shelf He is just a toy

The Dingo Ate Your Baby
Been having fun leveling up and seeing how creative people are getting with their names, their pics, etc. A lot of them have their faces superimposed on others' bodies and think others can't tell. I can tell. Teehee. My boyfriend turned me on to this site. I love him.

Why??????
before you read this i will warn you that it is just another scorned woman venting so all men that dont wanna b booty hurt exit now. why? why do men lie, why do they cheat, why r they mean? Because we let them. they lie cus they know they will either get away with it or we will question it and they will b so mean n yell n threaten till we drop it. why do they cheat? cus they r whores...... well not all of em but 80% are. they cheat cus they are so self centered that other ppls feelings mean nothing all that matters 2 them is what they want how they want it and when n where they want it everything else is put on back burner. n why r they so mean? because its a way of controling its a way 2 end a arguement because if they r mean enough we will either cry.....leave.....or eat it 2 make it stop sooner than it would if we stuck up 4 ourselfs. why is it so bad when hes mad? cus we r srtong n we dont have 2 eat thier shit n they know it so when we stick up 4 ourselfs it pisses thier

Boredom=random
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?Date no, fuck yesWhen's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?no ideaWould you smile at a stranger?do it all the time Is there someone mad, because you're talking to the person you are?aint talkin to no one so no.What exactly are you wearing now?tshirt and sweats How often do you listen to music?everydayWhere is your cell phone?right hereDo you wear jeans or sweats more?shortsDo you think your life will change dramatically before 2010?no unfortunately it will be the same ole bullshit Are you a social or antisocial person?social I guessHave you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an A?YesWhat about a K?YesWhat about D?YesWhat about M?yes Have you ever told someone you loved them besides your friends or family and really actually meant it?I did at the timeIf you could change your eye color would you?thats what contacts are for Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Depends upon what they

Im In His Head...
Tonight when I finally opened up,I realized it was long over due.I have been working on this issue,for so long I didn't know what to do. I was scared and wished I shut down.All I could think of is you, and what would you do.Nothing was accomplished,except for tearing your heart into twoI couldn't take the pain away...it was already too late. I knew it was going to be over,and I didn't deserve another chance.What I did was unforgivable,and only with time we will see...If we can embark on a new destiny. when we meet in real life,we will be ending this drawn out mystery...if we were meant to be.or have a friendship that will last an eternity.I love you baby, for what ever it's worth...if anything please believe me This was wrote for Steven

My Wish...
I sit here quietly and watch the sun setThinking of someone that I've never metI wonder does he think of me tooNeedless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your faceTo take you away to a better placeYou feel so right, too good to be trueI just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regretLosing my heart to a guy I've not metI say there is nothing I can doI cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for meBut wonder if that could possibly beI'm tired of being so alone and blueBut I always smile when thinking of you

I Am Shy No Longer
Let me start this story by saying that this is a work of complete fiction. The only thing that has been changed is the name of the people involved. @ I was a very shy person before I met Adriana. It wouldn't matter how attracted i was to a woman i was simply too shy to make a move. Every sign i picked up i simply dismissed in my mind as fantasy. That was the case the night i met Adriana. She is the person who didn't just break me out of my shell, she shattered it. This is part of the weekend that it happened. We met through a mutual friend who was hoping to help Adriana have some fun that night. Our friend made plans of her own as to leave us the house to ourselves. So I now found myself left alone with a perfect stranger. As i sat admiring her 5'8" 125lb. frame i couldn't help but wonder if she was as attracted to me as i found myself to her. She wore a form fitting t-shirt highlighting her perky breasts. At this point, i had guessed them to be a possible 32 b cup. After helping g

$mr Lickable,get Down$
I cant send any message, for some reason it wont let me. Trust I know that, I come to have fun. Yes, yes I get down, How ever you want it, I say lets go have a drink . I'm here to have fun lets have fun together. Lets kick it!!

Isabella
You say you've turned it offHid your heart up on a shelfScared of what it might costTo take it off for someone else'Cause lovin her you lostToo much of yourselfBaby can't you see that she's not me and... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meI'll follow any road anywhere to get to youI'll open up my soulIf that's what you need me to doBut now baby it's your moveAll you've got to doIs believe in love, just believe in us now... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meJust believe in loveJust believe in usBaby... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meCome and fall into meBaby fall into me The Way I Love U lyricsEverything's cool, yeahIt's all gonna be okay, yeahAnd I know, Maybe I'll leave andLau

The Human Body
In my blogs, you'll only find jokes ;)It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 3 kg (6.6 lb). The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain.Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women will be finished reading this by now. Men are still busy checking their thumbs. Have a fantastic day and SMILE :-) Anthea.

Fumafia
YOU NO YOU WANT 2 HERE IS THE LINK JUST CLICK IT AND COME JOIN ME AND LETS GO KICK SOME ASS BABY http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=1403 MUAH MUAH MUAH dont 4 get to say that i invited u http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=453 dont 4-get to say that u were invited by me

You And I.
You are the source of my happiness. You are the allieviator of my pain. You are the cure to my sickness. You destroyed my fears. You brought light to the darkness in my heart. And I..... I am the source of your sorrow. I am the one that caused your pain. I have infected you with this sickness. I am the one you fear. I have swallowed your heart in darkness. After how i've repaid you... How can you still say you love me?

A Visit From Grandpa & Grandma
(I LOVE THIS ONE) Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, 'I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensive.' 'How much?' asked Grandpa. '$10.00 a pill,' Answered the son. 'I don't care,' said Grandpa, 'I'd still like to try one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put the money under the pillow.' Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, 'I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00. 'I know,' said Grandpa. 'The hundred is from Grandma!'

Prayers
Who wrote the rules?I'd like to knowDid they live it or laugh it off and let it go?Did they break down? Did it show?As their light was slipping awaySee the trends sink with the sunSee the old friendsThey're packing up and moving onAnd time will tell, 'cause time only knowsIt eats at your seams just to see if you'll let it goSave us all, darkness breaks through the afternoonLike no other, light is slipping away from usCould you reset the breaker?Reset the breakerI broke the rules and boy, does it showAnd I'm so ready, so say goodbye and watch me goTo this great uncharted unknownThat sleeps in these sheets and repeats in me ever so slowI'm aloneSo save all of us, darkness breaks through the dayLike no other, light is slipping away from meSo save all of us, light is slipping awayLike no other, our lives are drifting away from usWe're all aloneNow I cut all these stringsI fly away aloneSoftly singingThis wordIt's mineMy lifeMy songSing itScream itBelieve itI'm gone.

If You Are An Infantryman
(Reprinted without permission from Henderson) If you’re an Infantryman: -Underwear is entirely optional at all times-who wears underwear? -You have pooped in the same bag you ate from. -You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag. -You’ve pooped in a hole more than a porta potty -Every time you poop, you tell everyone everything about it. -You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security. -You have no problem running 5 miles drunk. -You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk. -You have no problems doing a 12-mile road march drunk. -You have no problems but drinking problems, and you don’t think it’s a problem at all. -You would fight for a guy you barely know, as long as he’s an Infantryman. -You’d fight your best friend, even though he’s an Infantryman. -Monday morning formation should be taped and sent in to the Howard Stern Show. -You know someone who has done the following: 1. Pissed themselves

La Vie Boheme
OK, so this is what I write... enjoy! (it's not finished yet lol) LA VIE BOHEME You had left me to entertain myself while you went to watch Leeds play. I knew you were going to be gone for the whole afternoon so I made the most of my time and explored my new surroundings. After spending some time looking around the shops, and having bought the most delicious underwear, I decided to take a tea-break. Settling into a small leather sofa in a cosy tea shop just off of the Millennium Square, oversized coffee cup in hand, I watch the world go by. I’m aware of the other customers but one particular woman stands out. Hiding behind my sun-glasses I watch her for a few minutes. Her long wavy hair lays tousled down her back, her bangs falling forward obscuring the view of her face as she reads, she’s dressed in a long skirt and vest top in bright colours. Her top has tiny mirror sequins that catch the sun when she moves. I love that look, the earth mother, the voluptuous goddes

Auction
I am doing my first auction on this account it is open to males and females! entry fee is 155k justemail me with what pic you would like to use and what you are offering NSFW and/or SFW photos are accepted thanks the auction will start 10/20/2009 thanks

Lyrics Quiz
1. Suckin' on chili dogs outside the Tastee-Freez 2. I've done no harm, I keep to myself 3. There's a freeway runnin' through the yard 4. I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all 5. Your mom threw away your best porno mag 6. Can you hear them? They talk about us, telling lies, well that's no surprise 7. One that won't make me nervous, wonderin what to do 8. Are you more than hot for me, or am I a page in your history (book) 9. I can hear you comin, I know what you're after 10. And it's true we are immune when fact is fiction and TV reality 11. Don't go around breaking young girls' hearts 12. I've got my back against the record machine 13. You take me by the heart when you take me by the hand 14. A cloud appears above your head, a beam of light comes shining down on you 15. I'm lying in the rain, but I never wave bye-bye 16. He's the one that makes ya feel all right 17. Are you happy, are you satisfied, how long can you stand the heat 18. I think I thought you

Love
A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.My love, I have tried with all my beingto grasp a form comparable to thine own,but nothing seems worthy;I know now why Shakespeare could notcompare his love to a summer’s day.It would be a crime to denounce the beautyof such a creature as thee,to simply cast away the precisionGod had placed in forging you.Each facet of your beingwhether it physical or spiritualis an ensnarementfrom which there is no release.But I do not wish release.I wish to stay entrapped forever.With you for all eternity.Our hearts, always as one.

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Wayward Poet
Fly AWAY! Far AWAY! You only survive so many times until. You fly away, far away. You trip and hit the ground. Took a wrong turn at a cloud. NOW NO ONE is AROUND. Silent sighs and naked noise. A room full of arrogant boys; The life you lead is not your own. You're the life-size model of a half-size clone. 030499kmp The wind is my lover; he comes to me at night. Soothing, caressing with fingers so light. His arms they are binding, Down paths ever-winding, The wind is my lover; he comes to me at night. The stars are my fantasies; pictures with no words. Softly inviting, promises made never heard. Their dance is intriguing, Down paths of flesh-needing, The stars are my fantasies, pictures with no words. The moon is my father; such lessons I've learned. Idiot child, with his white fire, me he did burn. His words singsong rhyme,

Tired Of Crying
Why do I still cry like it was yesterday when I found out I was blocked from facebook for simply trying to add him? Why can't I just not give a shit and laugh it off why do I have to cry about it? All I have wanted was for us to work things out and be friends but each time I try I get shot down and rejected! It hurts so much. Its been a year. You would think in a year things would cool off and we could at least talk things out. No he still blames me for everything and I get no voice just like when we were friends. But I have to move on and surround myself with people who accept me for who i am and forgive me when i make mistakes.

Sissy Made For Me
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Kidney Failure
Has anyone had Kidney Failure ? If so, what does it feel like ? I recently had a Kidney Stone. Since then till 3 days ago I would breath deep and feel something pop in my side. Now the popping feeling has been replaced by a constant pain in my side. Which feels like I been punched.

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Royal Flush©
I love to gamble. Walking into a casino is such an assault on the senses. Noise everywhere, lights flashing, people yelling for joy and crying in desperation. I can sometimes be sad though. You will see the very desperate, trying every thing they can, to win for a change. Bad luck can't last forever can it? I have always lover poker. It has become a double edged sword lately though. With the popularity of Texas Hold'em on T.V. every person seems to think its easy. So what ya have now are poker rooms full of wanna be's. It can be great in that you tend to win quite a bit more from the newbies. The other side is their usual lack of manners and table etiquette. Some people are the smart ones. Instead of playing they just sit back and watch. The only true way to always win,is not to play. Yeah, right. I had been sitting there for quite sometime. As usual, ya win some, you loose some. From other tables came the tell tale sounds of those loosing it all with very few cheers fro

Mystykal
Moon and tide save help me now,I seek the truth here not yet found,For underneath the fog there lies,new possibilities for I,So let this night be unlike others,And let the noble show their colors,And let the meek and cowards run,For now the moon seeks out her sun,And by the power that is three,So as I will it, so mote it be. Wind in the north, run through the treesThree times three, let them see, let them seeSands of the east, rich soils beneathThree times three, set them free, set them freeFires in the south, awaken from sleepThree times three, let them see, let them seeWater of the west, flow to the seasThree times three, set them free, set them free

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Losing It.
When you first walked into my life, I lost it. When you decided to say hi, I lost it. I lost it when you said that you cared. I lost it when you would dare to give a chance. But now I feel like I'm losing everything that I lost it for.

What A Way To Start. . .
Spoke with a knowledgeable friend today about my recent diagnosis. General thought is that I will be a likely candidate for angioplasty. I am thinking that I am way too young for this to be happening, and yet, I am grateful for that fact because it means I am more likely to heal well from the procedure. We shall see what my cardiologist says on Wednesday. My heart has some kind of issue that requires me seeing a cardiologist. Fun stuff. Not. So, to help me pass the time and move on with life, I joined up here and am working the The Studio. Good people and good times to be had there, so be sure to check it out!! So, I'm going in Wednesday, October 28th for a catheterization. On one hand, it'll be good because we'll find out what's causing the issue. On the other, not so good, because I'll have to go back for the procedure to fix the problem.

Older Poems From Another Time.
I lay awake some nights , Watching you sleep , I recall the things you do , Your always sweet to me , But your heart is like a gypsey, Never staying too long , The ocean always calling to you , Trying to lure you home , BUt what I hear you say , When you hold me close at night , You don't have to say with words , I can see it in your eyes , Don't worry baby , It won't hurt you at all , Theres a coushion to catch you , Of pins and needles when you fall . Just let your gaurd down , have a little faith in me , Ill be here to love you , Untill the day I leave , Each Hour spent with you , Seem shorter than the last , Theres no future in your eyes , Its to soon to even ask , Theres no faith to be found in forever , Its as uncertin as the wind , It comes and goes as it pleases , No gurantees , it will ever come again , We spend our whole life chasing waves , Till they finally meet the shore , When its over we move on , Always searching for more , BUt what I hear you sa

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Help
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Poetry
The dark forest surrounds me. There is no light. I am sure it is night, but I cannot even see the moon. I turn in circles, arms outstretched, trying to feel for a break in the trees, searching for a path or an exit. The birds that used to sing in the treetops are silent. I feel drops of water hit my cheeks. I think that it is raining, only to realize it is just my own tears. My own loneliness covers me in the darkness like a cloak, but there is no comfort from it’s weight. I cry out for help and hear only the mockery of my own echo in return. The pain in my heart is so real that I am sure the knife must still be there, but when I reach my hand up there is no blood.

Photos And Fubar
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Almost Level 32 Thank You!
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Life
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Let Me Be Myself
3 hrs, 00 min I guess i just got lost being someone else, I tried to kill the pain But nothing ever helped I left myself behind Somewhere along the way Hoping to come back around and find myself some day Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's OK, tell me please Would you one time, Let Me Be Myself So i can shine, with my own light Let Me Be Myself Would you Let Me Be Myself Coz I'll never find my heart Behind someone else I'll never see the light of day Living in this cell It's time to make my way Into the world i knew And take back all of these times That I gave in to you Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's OK, tell me please Would you one time, Let Me Be Myself So i can shine, with my own light Let Me Be Myself, For a while If you don't mind, Let Me Be Myself So i can shine, with my own light Let Me Be Myself That's all i ever wanted from this world Was to let me be me.. Please, would you one time, Let Me Be Myself So i can s

Sigh
Well all it is that time again. After going to the hospital last night I now know that in the next month I wil be going back under the knife to have a pacemaker put in. FOr those of you who have stood my me thank you all so much I love you all

Hit Me Up
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Senior Moments
TWO OLD MEN THINK THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL. MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, 'GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT AN INFLATED DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.' THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!' 'DEAD?' SAYS HIS FRIEND, 'WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?' 'WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER.' HIS FRIEND SAYS, ' COULD BE WORSE I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH.' 'A WITCH ??. .. WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?' 'WELL, I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER ON THE NECK, AND I GAVE HER A LITTLE BITE, THEN SHE FARTED AND FLEW OUT THE WINDOW... TOOK MY TEETH WITH HER!

Mindless Ramblings
Why can't people take responsibility for their actions? Why do we blame others for our laziness? Why do we wan't everything handed to us? Why don't people say please and Thank You anymore? Why do people think they should automatically be treated as Royalty? Why do people only talk to others when they are given things? Why are people so insecure with themselves? Why are people so blind to the obvious? Why is it everyone else's fault for our actions? Why am I going to go lay on the ground and freeze My ass off today? Why is it that you remove people who haven't on your page for months and they get mad? Why is it a Company calls up wanting to know how your service was that they don't want to listen to the negative comments? Why is it that it takes at least 13 minutes to where you need to be to wait on a real voice from a company? Why is it so hard for companies to admit there might be a problem with their equipment? Why is it people are more worried about getting the lates

Already Gone
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even without fists held high, yeah Never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I'm already gone I'm already gone You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you