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If kisses were raindrops Id send you showers. If hugs were seconds Id send you hourrs. If smiles were water Id send you the sea. If Love was a person, I would send you me. I DREAM OF SITTING BY A CALMING RIVER,WRAPPED IN HIS ARMS WATCHING A BEAUTIFUL SUNSET OFF IN THE DISTANCE. NO NEED FOR WORDS AS OUR 2 HEARTS BEAT TOGETHER AS IF THERE WAS ONLY ONE BETWEEN US. I LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES AND SEE A LOVE THAT STIRS A FLAME DEEP DOWN INSIDE ME THAT I HAD LONG AGO FORGOTTEN. I WANT TO STAY IN YOUR ARMS FOREVER CLOSING OUT THE CRUEL WORLD THAT TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME SO LONG AGO.

Newest Family Member
RobertPannell8 New to our family on May 29. 2009 brought to us by Sinful our Manager. Please add him, fan him, and rate him. Show him some good Zodiak LOVE Ty! Please show Sinful some love and thanks your for bringing us a new family member. [ fubar.com photo: 2160380604 ]this is link just click picture link below in comments ty!

Consciousness
"It is not the critic who counts, nor the man, who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man in the arena, who's face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly...who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows in the end the triumph of high acheivement, and who at the worst, if he fails,at least falls while daring greatly" Teddy Roosevelt He speaks of compassion,gratitude and fogiveness...his words screamed out for libertity in the face of adversity...hoping for freedom to live in our lives without judgement being passed..people who stand for peace and love. We all desiire greater...there are those that desire material things..they fight to get their wishes., there are those who deisre love and they too fight...we all fight seperate ways, we shed blood sacrificing so much in the process...lets instead fight for life...for freedom equality. Weaken yourselves to

Sometimes It's Nice Just To Reflect On Priorities
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the cup of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly.. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced a cup of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effe

Thanx Alot!
You know, I still see alot of signs on fubar that tell me that people on here are using street drugs. I am not a moral majority type by any stretch of the imagination so don't think I'm going there. No my problem with it is this. Street drugs...pot, coke and all that other shit are one of the ways our enemies over here fund their operations against us. They use the money from drug sales to buy weapons, bullets, ied's, commo equipment, government influence etc. So when you buy your bag of weed or your lines of blow your not just having a good time. Your helping to kill the very people who are over here trying to protect you and the rest of the world from psychotic religious, xenophobic zealots like Al-Queda and the Taliban...soldiers like me. Thank you so much! Hey, keep it up! Maybe that way, the Taliban can take over Pakistan. Pakistan has nuclear weapons just like their rival next door, India. The Taliban would jump at the chance to decorate the Punjab with mushroom clouds. And of co

** Dreams **
I had reached a point in my life where I felt that " true love " was a thing of the past for me. There were nice people, its true, but no more magic, no more being swept off my feet.And right about when I was ready to close the door on that chapter of my life, YOU walked in.... and everything changed.Suddenly I found myself smiling almost all the time. And the more I learned about you, the more astounded I felt at just how perfect you were. There was no escaping the fact that what was happening was beyond my control !!!!! I let this chapter of my life take all control of me and it has taken me places I never knew exsisted. In all my years I have never loved anyone the way that I do you. I never knew a love like this exsisted. A few of the many things that I love about you are that you are kind, gentle, funny, sexy, and sarcastic as hell. Those are the things that make you who you are. Even though things have changed in these past few days my love for you has not. As of this very momen

Me
lookin for a kinky girl to party and hookup for some kinky fun. that is the dream anyway, really just want a girl thats not a piece of shit. lol. but then again my standards are prob. to high, guess thats why im still single. OH YA AND IM THIRSTY CAN U SATISFY MY WATERSPORTS FETISH.

What The Fuck Is The Big Deal!!
ok this is my first blog on here and i dont care if anyone reads this but if you do fine whatever! anywhoooo today my boss disides to coment on my piercings and how if i didnt have them maybe we would get more buissness well what he really said was 'how can i say this with out sounding rude,if i came up and the person i was takeing my order had a piercing on thier face i wouldnt be hungry anymore' you know what i was almost to the point of jumping over the counter and ripping his face off i mean he has the right to tell me not to wear them to work but to say THAT i almost quiet but i need to money lol you know well till the next wtfbd! ~peace~

My Last Blog
I TAKE THE RAZOR TO MY RIGHT ARM THE BLADE CUTS MY SKIN SO EASLIY MY FLESH IS OPEN MY WORLD HAS BEGUN TO FALL APART BUT WAIT THIS IS JUST THE START I CUT AGAIN THE BLADE FEELS SO GOOD I JUST WISH PEOPLE UNDERSTOOD ME THIS WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO

Juliet And Romeo
Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? In the ground ne'er awoken again It is i that caused this great pain For I that led her death, her love ending Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? I await thee in this life after To damn thy for leading my death Leaving me abandoned me love you not Oh Juliet how much I love thee Forever I wish I to take ye place. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee Eternal I wish your death then me. Curse myself I do for thy death Curse thee I do for my death Ne'er will I love again Ne'er will thee love another I shall Cry alone and wish your kiss Ye shall die alone and wish my love Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? Oh Juliet how much I love thee. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee

Coldest Winter Night
I wrote her a letter and added a rose A rose to show that I loved her for my letter did not say so I told her I loved her in the past yet she would not listen But now she will for this rose is a special rose, A rose made of a material she will never feel again Maybe she'll understand now that the rose is bleeding. I've carried this rose long enough for me to let go for her Now I say to her I love you and may you accept this rose. This rose of my life I give to you even at the cost of my life Carry it well and let me rest in your arms as you feel it bleed The bleeding of my heart from the rose. I look up to see that someone But my sight deceives me... Looking still I try to find that one The one who is pure beauty "Why is this a cold winters night? To watch alone, to die alone?" I did not know... The cold rain felt like ice to my skin Searching out for no one. I reach out to feel that someone But their touch is not there... Reaching still I try to find that one That one who keeps me wa

Knights Heart
MIND YOU THERE ARE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS LEAVE ME BE BOUT EM ^.^ Enjoy your read Smile my sweet empty soul, and awake from your slumber. The time is now and we shall prevail as the book is sang and the sword unsheathed. Dress our plate and put or shield to our left. Mount the stallion and storm the battle. We shall strike down those who seek destroy you, the empty soul. bound in glory and might, victorious you shall become! Stand thy ground and raise hells fire for ye foes But yet my dear soul remember that bravery is not set by a warriors will but the enduring love of the woman who sought the adventure to love a knight. To love this knights soul, to love thy. undertake thy oath of chivalry and honor the gift of the gods in melancholy. Destroy not the ones soul has it had been done to thee. Slay those who disregard thy word and damn thy to the blazes of demons inferno. Smite them down my soul. Once that is complete and your day is end, battle won. Return to the woman that sought th

New Management
New Family Promoter The One Please Add Him Rate Him Show Some Love and Welcome Him To The Family His Assistant Is Buckeye Babe Please Add Her Rate Her and Show Some Love and Welcome Her To The Family TY The Management Link is not workin lol I help??

I Did This Sober!
when i as in high school i was bored as hell riden threw atlanta with my boyfriend n friend.we started playn truth or dare..long story short me and my friend butt ass naked in atlanta rush hour.lol the truck drivers were greatful!it was cold as hell though it being feb.

True Friendship...
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"? People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is when there are no formalities; when the person you are talking about is counted as family; when the relation you share reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your relationship remains intact. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules. True friendship never fades away; in fact it grows better with time. True friends don't need a posh place to hang out. Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms! True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best friend

**cyber Love**
This is something that really depends on your relationship and how your partner defines cheating. Some people are more possessive than others and hold different values to fidelity. When does it become cheating? When physical contact is made? When emotions come into play? We all have our own sense of when that line is crossed. These are things that need to be known so you know where that line is if you do not want to cross it. When in doubt, if it feels like cheating, then most likely it is. Cyber sex has been known to cause some nasty splits so brushing it off as 'only fantasy' or “harmless fun” might work for you but the question is what does your partner think? While any relationship has its share of compromises this is one of those topics which usually does not debate well… it’s either ok or it’s very, VERY not ok. And chances are you probably already have an idea which one. Now assuming it is ok, there are some things to consider carefully if you don&

The Time Is Slowly Coming
The other day I was told something and even though I should be used to it, I'm not. Being born into the army life and being married to it for roughly 2.5 years you would think that eventually it gets easier over time. Well it doesnt. This upcoming year will be no different as far as trying to get through it ALONE. I was hoping that Jason wouldnt deploy until after August because that would be our "1 year anniversary" if we were still together. Well the Army basically told me to "kiss their butt". Not only is Jason the best man I have ever known and been with but I have come to realize he is also my best friend. We have been through a lot and we have both been there for the other person. Some of my friends and Jason's friends know some of the things going on. I have gotten so far with him by my side. We have had our "issues" just like anyone else but who doesnt. Jason and I are not together but he holds a very special place in my heart and I thank him for everything he has done for me.

Dancing Condoms!!!
First of all, got your attention!!! I was at my bar last night that I dance at, hence my name, dansin, & basically I know almost everyone who goes there, it's a friendly, small place. Anyway, I was out on the dance floor & I saw a friend who had on a dinner jacket, kind of wierd, but he hadn't been there long, & he had on a tshirt that had interesting lettering. I went past him a few times & couldn't read the whole thing, but it did say dancing, he does dance professionally, & the bottom of the shirt I saw con, but not the rest. So after I had looked at it several times, I walked over to him & ripped the jacket open, he didn't see me coming, & the people around starting laughing, one told me to do it again, & he made the comment he liked women like this at the bar. The shirt did not say dancing condoms, it said dancing elk conders, I think but when I told him what I thought it said, he thought it was funny too, & when I told his girlfriend, she said they were the best kind! I couldn

I've Been Thinking
Just a words of what I've been thinking about lately... Yesterday a friend told me to check out a girl on his page..like a dumbass I did...I checked out her pictures.. Gods, she is perfect...hair. body..face everything..but what got my attention was her page comments..They were so sweet, loving...and so beautiful...and all I ever get on my pictures and such are thinks like.."Oh baby let me lick that ass" or.."You are so hot" and even really nasty stuff.."Can I wear your ass as a hat" garbage like that.. I was really stupid and clicked on this one girl's pictures and all she had was breasts and cleavage hanging out.. one of her pictures alone had more rates and comments than all mine combined. But she still got some really pretty comments... I guess you can say I am a glutten for punishment when i do crap like that..My jealousy kicks my ass sometimes...and it hurts so bad.. Sure I have maybe 4 friends on this entire site..and I appreciate them greatly.. Just makes me wonder why

Tribute To A Friend
When I come to the end of the road And the sun has set for me I want no rites in a gloom filled room Why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little –but not for too long And not with your head bowed low Remember the love that we once shared Miss me – but let me go For this journey that we all must take And each must go alone It’s all a part of the Master’s plan A step on the road to home When you are lonely or sick of heart

Cancer Sign For Birth
Cancer Characteristics and Cancer Personality If a person under the Cancer Sign has an interest in you, they will drop subtle clues. Don't expect them to be forward, as they don't know how to be. Since they have a tendency to be old-fashion in beliefs, the perfect date would be tickets to the theater, a romantic restaurant, or a cultural event. As they tend to be romantic day dreamers, and reflect in the past, bring up some old stories so that they can relate some of theirs. Show an interest to this sentimentalist when they bring out their collections or old pictures. The Cancer Sign thrive on admiration and praise. Let them know how much you admire them. Compliments will get you everywhere. Ask their opinion, and be sure to be sincere about hearing their response. Keep in mind that a Cancerian hates rejection and is extremely cautious about making any commitment. They will try to avoid giving an answer, and whatever you do, don't try to rush them into one. Usually if the answer is n

Mental And Emotional Issues
Have you ever been through something so traumatic it shakes you to your soul? Whether it be deployment for the good ole' boys whom I help defend this country, or a break up, an abusive relationship, or anything that could cause someone to cry hysterically, or stop talking to everyone completely. I don't mean to cry in my beer, but I've been through quite a few things that have left me cold, and hard-hearted. Which means for those of you who have, I can sympathize for you. Every situation is different for everyone. Some are much worse for others, and some are better. Then there are some who are high and mighty and believe they are better than everyone else. They have problems too. No one is truly perfect. Understand that. Whether it be a childhood moment that causes this kind of damage, or something as small, trivial, and ridiculous as a break up with a boyfriend or girlfriend, the fact remains the same. But yet, there are some who are quick to judge. Some believe others can help those

Just Love
when two people are ment to be then it will be. fate is funny that way when two people are ment to be they will be,no matter what it take they always find eachother and want nothing more then to be in eachother arms loving eachother to where sex if the last thing on their mind cause they are so much in love that all they truely want in to be in the same room as eachohter.love is strong when its with the right person you know its right when that person looks at you and your heart skips a beat, when they touch you and you get weak, or when they kiss you and you get butterfies. the passion it so strong that being in the same room makes it hard for you not to be near that person.when everytime the phone rings you want it to be them.the sound of their voice makes you smile when your sad. them holding you feels your heart with joy and happiness. Love is so hard to fidn but true love is even harder to find but when you do it is the best thing ever. when you find it never let it go.true love i

Live Like You Were Dyin
Again, the video and sound quality aren't that good. and lots of background noise, but ya can still hear me somewhat. lol Once again, bad video and sound, but it rocks till it cuts off short. lol Hi fu-barians my friends! If you rate 100 of my pics, you get a morph. Once you've rated 100 of my pics, send me a private message and include the pics you'd like morphed. I'm sure I'll be quite busy with the morphs, so please do this as it may be very difficult to look for your pics for you. If you don't send the message, you might not get your morph. The only thing I ask is that you have fun! ENJOY!!!!

If You're In Your 30's
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill... Barefoot.....BOTH ways, Yadda, yadda, yadda... And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet.If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!! There was no email!! We had to actually write s

Poetry
ALONE IN A CROWD The world starts spinningI feel like a marble in a cupThe air gets Heavy I feel like Giving up The World rushes past mein a never ending upContiniously fallingThe world around me is a rushI reach out for help but no one is thereIm alone in a crowd againand no one seems to care.The people they look at meI can feel it in their eyesThe gaze at me so simplyyes its them i despiseAlone in this crowd againI feel like falling to the groundtheres nothing i can dothe world keeps spinning aroundtheres no one beside meto touch my hands as they shakeIm alone in a crowd againIts not something you can fake.even in the back it is like everyone is aroundthey smile and laughthey touch they kissthey stare they mockunknowingly they jestits nothing intentionalits nothing they can hideIm alone in a crowd againAnd I feel like I could DIEIm so tired of being aloneEverywhere I goeven when im with my familyI know i go aloneBecause im alone in a crowd every single day.And unfortunatly for me

Sexual Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You're dreamy and romantic, with an active sexual imagination. You'll fantasize about something before trying it, and you love role play. Sex is an artistic expression, and you love to be the traditional victim in distress.Pisces, you are dreamy, romantic, and old fashioned. You are the sexual sign with the most active fantasy life. You will go to any length to act out your favorite sexual fantasy... And you are an expert role player.You love to be seduced in the most tender ways - And can seduce others according to their fantasies. You adapt to lovers' moods and leave them breathless with intensity.You are moody, and you can get wounded easily. Your gentle spirit needs protection - and usually gets it. Few can resit your capcity for love.You are mostly attracted to artistic, moody types. Your versitility makes you perfect for any lover who likes to act out sex fantasies. You'll go along with almost anything, as long as you get to play the victim.You are

Conversations And Fubar
http://fubar.com/user/457306 Christmas is a time of celebration, that should be shared with family and friends. It shouldn't be about worry and stress about what to get people. it shouldn't be filled with anger about what you do or don't get... I have always thought of this time of year with warm fillings or forgiveness. This year I am having a hard time doing just that. This being number 2 on my list of bad christmases. I can't seem to forgive and forget. but I am still trying to look forward with spending good times with friends if not family. I still want to wish my family well filled with warm gathering and I hope they get everything they want for the holidays and I hope they can find warm filling for there man kind... and I hope they still enjoy it without me in there lifes... as I will be celebrating my holidays with just friends.. I hope everyone who reads this can find forgiveness in their stocking... warm wishes to all man kind... hold you family close to your heart and make

Auction
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1555591&albumid=1690873&i=2920064636&idx=7 I am in this auction come bid on me and I will make it worth while WIN A CHERRY BOMB OR AUTO 11 Check out my contest at this link fubar.com... and remember to BOMB SANTA !

Thoughts Of An Inner Phyco
i wonder how fast it takes for one to go absolutly insane from solitude, a week a month or years. if the state of inertia is to be an un-interuped state of action, thought , emotion , or a consistancy of property, then is it to be asked when inertia is no longer needed or wanted, if that is the question in the first place , or will the thought of a lone survivour with a mind torn between a darness inwitch you can not escape and a light inwitch surounds and comforts them be a more or less blinding peace of mental inuety ? who will have an answer to shake this annoying inertia of mine? will it be some one expected , or some compleat stranger? i guess that just like a tootsie roll , the world may never (k)now. your pain is the breakeing of the shell that encloses your understanding. it is the potion by witch the physition within you heals your sick self.Therefore , trust the physition and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility. "Khalil Gibran" Obi wan kenobi once said 'your eyes can

In An Auction!!need Your Bids
We are in an Auction so go show US some love all!!=) ~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=)

The Invitation
The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoi

Sfw Bikini Contest
I am opening a bikini contest where the winner gets 500k 2nd gets 250k and 3rd gets 150k in fubux. If you are interested pm me with your entry fee of 100k and the link to the pic you want entered. THERE WILL BE NO NSFW PIC ACCEPTED!!!!!!

Teo's Fire Always
Bloody Hands My love is deep and true. I killed the demons that are tormenting you. This blood on my hands is for you. I would walk through life chaotic twist and turns to get to you. I killed the shadowy figure lurking in the darkness. This blood on my hands is for you. I weep the pain within your trembling heart. I killed the howling dragon breathing fire upon your essence. This blood on my hands is for you. I listen to your haunting call upon the whispering wind of sorrow. I killed law man that held onto you. This blood on my hands is for you. See my bloody hands. Fear not what comes upon for I am here to save you. My heart beats fast for you trouble times. I killed the broke dreams that flow about your mind. This blood on my hands is for you. I dove into the fiery pit of hell. I killed my soul to save you. This blood on my hands is for you. I breathe the sin and mistake into myself. I killed your wickedness placing you darkness. This blood on

Marine Vet Under Fire For Stickers On Car
Vet's Patriotic StickersUnder Fire Published : Wednesday, 27 May 2009, 10:45 PM CDT James Rose DALLAS - Frank Larison is a disabled veteran with more than 14 years of service, including more than a year of combat duty in Vietnam. The 58-year-old former Marine now finds himself under attack by his Dallas homeowners association for displaying seven decals on his vehicle supporting the Marine Corps. "To me, it's being patriotic, and it shows that I served," the veteran told FOX 4. The board says the decals are advertisements that violate HOA rules, and must be covered or removed. Otherwise, the homeowners association for The Woodlands II on The Creek --- where Larimore has lived for eight years --- says in a letter it will tow the car at Larimore's expense. The board also threatens to fine him $50 for any future incident. Larimore says the decals, ranging from the Marine emblem to Semper Fi slogans, aren't advertisements for anything. "You can't buy freedom," he reasoned.

Comeing To An End
I have pondered over this for some time now an i have finally made my decission in one week ill be leaveing fubar a lot has went on here in the past few months that has really hurt me for one.An im tired of the drama this site use to be a lot of fun but anymore its gotten to where is nothing more tha a day time soap opers but here lately the thing that has hurt me the most is when i logg onto fubar an i see certaing things that truely hurts me an its been going on like this for a lil over a monthan it doesnt seem like it is going to be changeing so the best thing i can do is just leave i have made a lot of friends on here over the years an i will miss all of you very much i do hate leaveing its been a lot of fun over the years i hope i have helped all of my friends at times when you needed someone to talk to an give you a hand up when all things were down in your life for the ones that im reall close with if you do not have my yahoo id im me or email me on here an ill make sure you

Hope
I am back on Fubar after about a year! I wanted to take time to say hi to old friends and new ones. Last year I found out my son who all my friends know as Dylly Pickles was diag. with Megalablastoma "brain cancer". Life from that point on changed, I really had to step back and find out what was really inmportant to me. Pickles has finished radiation and is currently still getting Cemo treatments every week. MRIs still look clear and the baseball size tumor on his brain steam was removed. Please everyone keep my son and I in your thoughts and prayers! TY and stop by and say hi.....all my friends should get this if I remmber correctly. Take care fulords and we love u! "Mr A G H"

Leavemeacomment Or Leavemealone!
DATE APPLICATION Current mood: curiousCategory: Quiz/Survey 1) My name is: _______________________________________. 2) The gender I claim to be is: (M)ale (F)emale 3) My real gender is: (M)ale (F)emale (T)hree-Mile Island

Candy Sue Milf's 58th Birthday This Year 2009
http://www.fubar.com/user/2674960 I think the older we get the more we know how to enjoy life. I want to celebrate my birthday this year and have fun. I am thinking about going to City Streets, a club here in Fort Worth, or Rick's Cabaret, a strip club here in Fort Worth, or taking a trip to Galveston. Any suggestions or thoughts? http://www.fubar.com/user/2674960

My Poem...
Fragile You have me there standing in the darkness with my heart on my sleeve and the key in my hand... And you took it and slammed it against the wall still pumping full of blood and veins surging with heartache I picked it up and inserted in back in my soul which left me with a fragile heart Why does love has to hurt....why does love have to ache with tears falling down my face As the rain falls and the key rusted and crumbled I put up this wall inside me Protecting anything and everything that would hurt me I want to open it---but I can't I'm so fuckin scared I'm scared you would rip it out again... Break my heart into pieces and have to replace the missing parts

Boyfriend Application
name: age: date of birth: eyes: hair: drink: smoke: music: movies: what do you think about me : would you like to kiss me: would you like to french kiss me : would you ever lie to me: would you cheat on me: do you think im bautiful or hot:

Lol Moments
Today, I was inspired. Inspired to create a blog dedicated to the insane number of fools that prowl online websites for girls with no self esteem that will get on cam or take pics for any Tom, Dick, or Harry. So the entire reason for this blog is to highlight the absolute morons that I come in contact with online. Let's introduce idiot number 1: Numerous times, this guy has approached me on MSN asking to see me on cam. Every time, I tell him no. I even then told him that his chances are lessened by the fact that he asked so much. So this is the breaking point today: matt says: ooo nice nice may i see you please finally lolMiss Lucy Furr says: goddamn it. i'm blocking you. i get on cam when i feel like it. i'm so fucking tired of people asking to see me on cam. you cannot talk to me for 5 mins without bringing it up and i'm over it! goodbye!matt says: ok you ugly bitch 4 eyes REALLY!?! LOL. Make my day. :) men.

Deputies Find Victim's Body After Dumping
Sharp-eyed passers by and quick work by the Richland Parish sheriff's office led to the speedy arrest of a murder suspect Saturday morning. "A couple was coming home from a party around midnightSaturday and saw two people near the edge of a bridge ." Richland Parish Sheriff Charles McDonald said. "They thought they were just sick and the boy wanted to stop and help them, butwhen they saw the chain around her waist and the cement blocks, the girlpunched it and got out of there .... which was the right thing to do" McDonald said deputies contacted a Louisiana Wildlife and Fisheries officer and were able to immediately drag near Hatch's Bridge. They found the body on the second pass. "You could see the marks the concrete left when he dragged her to to the side of the bridge," McDonald said. "We could tell where she went in." Once the body was recoveredand identified Lincoln Parish Sheriff's deputies were alerted. The women's husband ,is supected of killing h

My Home And Family
TO THE FAMILY THAT I ONCE HAD....ALL I CAN DO RIGHT NOW IS BE VERY HEART BROKEN.....LET ONCE WAS A AWESOME CLUB LIVE ON....WE WHERE THE REAL THING NOW IT TIME TO MORE ON FROM EVIL NEVER DIES TO SOME THING NEW ....I AM THE FOUNDER OF FAMILY OF FREAKS AND MISFITS AND I HAVE SPOTS OPEN....

Lyrics That I Like Alot
It would simply say everything if you would take a pen and write my name on a friend who never cared to let me in.Then take a fast ravine that for three years swimming straight upstream and the wind, the wind will drag me down in the end.You live inside my wall and I, I reach back, hit your harder than God falls Christ, Amen. You're such a line to break and I'm, I'm so scared to make another mistake in the end But I just want to be happy again.Until it all falls down, and where does that leave me? With things, things, I've got so many things to say with a broken heart and a straight face I'm saying, "brother, help me" It's just a natural phase that I, I go through and then it's taken away and then bam, bam, I'm fixed. fixed.And I'm in another place to be where I, I can't sleep without the thought of me being so, so damn sick. But take this song, take this song away until it all falls down, and where does that leave me? With things, things, I've got so many things to say with a broken

Attention Needing People
This will probably sound like some haterade or a bitter person, but it's actually the complete opposite. I am so damn sick of people on here who spend their whole time trying to make people pay attention to them. It's ridiculous. You can't go into some lounges at certain times because those people will be there. Or they'll be on cam and they'll just get naked so the attention is on them, completely ruining the conversations and "friendly" flirting that some people look forward to or enjoy. I'm one of those in the middle, I'm good enough looking to get attention, but I'm not so hot that I'm the center of attention. I've never cared whether people talked to me or not. That's part of how I was raised and also the fact I'm a complete arrogant SOB. However, there are people who struggle with people who do this. I've seen very beautiful women, regardless of weight or race, feeling like complete garbage because some drunk party chick decides to show some boobs on cam or send out dirty picture

Vampires/vampyres
Vampyres: According to the Society of the Black Swan, there are two main types of vampyres. Both draw life force (a.k.a. pranic, chi, ley, psychic or spiritual energy) from others in order to sustain themselves. But they differ in the method that they use to tap into this energy: Sanguinarian vampyres: "Sanguinarian" comes from the Latin word "sanguinarius" which means "bloodthirsty." A sanguinarian or "sang" vampyre feels a strong craving to meet their energy needs by consuming blood. Normally this comes from other humans. They feel that their strength cannot be maintained at a high level in any other way. 2 If they are not able to feed on blood periodically, they expect to develop a weakened immune system, have less energy, and sicken. They may develop pain and depression. 3 Many vampyres have one or more donors who often draw their own blood as a gift. Most sang vampyres feel that a tablespoon or two of blood each week is plenty to sustain them. Psi vampyres: They crave and are ab

Quotes
Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. Alan Watts To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others. Anne-Sophie Swetchine Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be. Anton Chekhov (1860 - 1904) To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), Marriage and Morals (1929) ch. 19 Love is not enough. It must be the foundation, the cornerstone - but not the complete structure. It is much too pliable, too yielding. Bette Davis (1908 - 1989) Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves. Blaise Pascal (1623 - 1662) The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. Carl Jung (1875 - 1961) Nothing takes the taste o

Poems
Black Rose You are my black rose, The Cause of all my sorrow, The keeper of my tears, The wreath of thorns around my heart, The end to all my fears, The contaminator of my blood with fire, The guardian of my soul, You pull me for the darkness, Keep me warm when nights are cold, You are my black rose, The keepers of my secrets, The teller of my lies, You are the heartache in my chest, The desire in my eyes, Your spirit envelopes me, Your sharp thorns spill my blood, You are the clawed hand that reaches out to save me from the flood, You are my black rose, You are the padlock on my chains, The wings that set me free, The lips that tell me what to say, The sight that lets me see, You are everything I need to live, The poison that I drink, The peace and beauty that lift me up, The depression into which I sink, You are my black rose,

The Book Of Nod
The Cronicle of Caine The First Times I dream of the first timesthe longest memory I speak of the first timesthe oldest FatherI sing of the first time and the dawn of Darkness In Nod, where the light of Paradise lit up the night skyand the tears of our parents wet the groundEach of us, in our way, set about to liveand take our sustenance from the landAnd I, first-borne Caine, I, with sharp things,planted the dark seeds, wet them in the earthtended them, watched them growAnd Abel, second-borne Abeltended the animalsaided their bloody birthsfed them, watched them growI loved him, my BrotherHe was the brightestThe sweetestThe strongestHe was the first partof all my joy.Then one dayour Father said to us,Caine, Abelto him above you must make a sacrifice--a gift of the first partof all that you haveAnd I, first-borne Caine, igathered the tender shootsthe brightest fruitsthe sweetest grass And Abel, second-borne, Abelslaughtered the youngestthe strongest, the sweetest of his an

Song That Sums Me Up These Days
I Find It Hard To Live With All My ChoicesIt's Time To Turn A Deaf Ear To Those VoicesDid You Ever Think To Ask My OpinionDid You Ever Think To Ask If I'm Ok?I've Burned Down Every Bridge That I've FoundNow I Limit Myself To A Six Gun QuotaI've Played Down Every Feelin' I've FeltAnd I Bottled Them Up 'til The Well Ran OverGive Every Indication That You're MendedTake Every Rule You Come Across And Bend ItAnd Did You Ever Think To Ask My OpinionAnd Did You Ever Think To Ask If I'm Ok?I've Burned Down Every Bridge That I've FoundNow I Limit Myself To A Six Gun QuotaI've Played Down Every Feelin' I've FeltAnd I Bottled Them Up 'til The Well Ran Over [x2]It Feels So Good To Be NumbI Hate What I Have BecomeIt Feels So Good To Be NumbI've Burned Down Every Bridge That I've FoundNow I Limit Myself To A Six Gun QuotaI've Played Down Every Feelin' I've FeltAnd I Bottled Them Up 'til The Well Ran Over

Wow Who Do This To A Child
they pulled the plug on JT DJ DRAGON'S son today... pray for him... he goes to a better place and is safe in the hands of god... JT u will be miss dearly u r in our heart and in our thoughts... we will keep u live in our memory... i am sorry but it might take some time to talk to ppl on here ok jus leave me a message and ill get back to u ok well have fun and take care omg my friend DJ DRAGON has a son in the hospital cuz for the kids step dad put him there... over some stupid dhit... now he is laying there brain dead and gone from the world... i am so sorry DJ DRAGON i am here for u to talk to and a shoulder to cry on... my prays r with u

Taking A Break
need to concentrate on some school stuff and work. All my family lists can see a blog on how to reach me... would still enjoy talking to family but off of here. Other than that.. ill stop in on occassion... I tried.... not working.. so this blog is useless... Im back and forth.. i just may not be on as much.. Kenneth

Funny Story
I just found this really fucked up website. I laughed my ass off at what some of these people wrote. I found it all hilarious. It is a church forum board. If you read the different forum topics you discover that they are rascist, misogynistic (hatred of women and girls), and really "dislike" the Mentally Handicapped. Here is a link of one of the forum discussions:http://www.landoverbaptist.net/showthread.php?t=19458This one is asking, "Are showers the women's ride to Satan's arms?" Wow is all I can say. I am amazed at how "close-minded" this group seems. I just found it quite amusing and thought I would share it with the Fu-world. Enjoy! lol

My Kitty(rl Gf)
start this with lyrics, by coal chamber ----------------------------------- All dressed in black Eyes of attack Coming with one hand in pocket To take from me Sin in the eyes I see Sin is nice of me Nothing left for me Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together So sad to see you go I said to myself you Know So sad to see a mind Disappear through Time Lunacy's an argued Taste I guess there's no time To waste Oh passing times it's a Passing phase Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together We are two fuckups You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together Together, toget

Me
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TIL ITS GONE.. NOW I KNOW WHAT I HAD. AND LETTING HIM GO 3 TIMES AND HE STILL TELLS ME HE LOVES ME.. I LOVE HIM TOO MORE THAN HE WILL EVER KNOW.. JUST KNOWING THAT HE LOVES ME AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AND HE KNOWS IT.. I LOVE YOU JEREMY JOHNS!!!!

Rants That Are Sane But Make Me Insane Lol
Yea i dont like this band but the lyrics suit what im gona talk about... by red jumpsuite apparatus Hey girl you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say your right again, say your right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world'

Random
Hello everybody. I am not new to fubar. Just wanted to start again, it will tak awhile before my level 26 fubar profile goes anywhere lmaoooo plus I can't uplaod anymore pics on that one because no VIP anymore.

Wondering
as i sit here and think about my life all i can do is wonder what i might have been able to do different. I know that there is nothing that i can do about my past but i would sure like to go back and change hurting someone i loved sooooooooooooooooo much over a year ago. I still love him and hope he loves me too.

I Feel Like Fred Sanford
OMG... Ok so I let my 13 year old son stay home from school today because he was sick. I log in my computer and what do I find staring at me? Pussy! Black, White, Asian, Hispanic... you name it he was looking. Tits... ass... whatever. I called him in to let him know what I found. Poor thing was soooo embarrassed. I told him not to be, but don't do it again. My lil boy isn't as innocent as I thought. Oh well... I guess it's time to have "The Talk" HELP! lol

My Awesome Friends
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My Rifle
This is my rifle. There are many like it, but this one is mine. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life. Without me my rifle is useless. Without my rifle, I am useless. I must fire my rifle true. I must shoot straighter than the enemy who is trying to kill me. I must shoot him before he shoots me. I will. My rifle and I know that what counts in war is not the rounds we fire, the noise of our burst, or the smoke we make. We know that it is the hits that count. We will hit. Before Go

Pppaaarrrtttyyyyy!
®©™Please do not try to steal these as you're own...this is something I do that I hold near & dear to my heart and for me to come out about it is nothing practical. The only reason I have posted these is because a certain "friend", we shall call him, has asked me to post them. ®©™ Poem 1: This is what "I don't love you" feels like A stab to the chest, Ripping out my heart & stomping on it. Poison slowly leaking into my veins. A car crash that just happend right in front of you & your left all like wtf & don't know what to do. You've been lied to that whole time, wondering if theres "someone else". Everything you thought you knew all along is gone. You broke me down & tore me up inside for the world to see. Poem 2: "That one night" How could you do this to me? I gave you my plea. You pushed & pushed until I was bare. All that you wanted, just wasn't fair. The past is supposed to be the past, but I see now that wouldn't be the last...time it would happen to me. How was

I Am Old Im 38 And Sure Not Handsome.
Hi there for some reason people seem to think im handsome, there is not 1 pic on this profile that anyone can see my face clearly, I don't understand why people say that im handsome because im not, I been on this site now for 3 yrs sence it was cherry tap. if someone can explain what makes me handsome id realy love to hear it and once I get a good close up of my face I will post it for 2 weeks then I will delete this profiles and all profiles I am on. Wow me handsome that is the biggest joke I have ever heard about as good as the cowboys dreaming there going to the super bowl lol lol wow after 12 yrs they not gunna do nothin anytime soon.

Exercising And Knowing My Limitations
I went and played basketball today for about 30 minutes today down @ a local recreation park just down the road from me here and I first started out, my shots weren't going in, kind of frustrated me even though I was there with my girlfriend who was shagging balls that got away from me but then I started making some shots, which was pretty cool and I'll keep working on that as well as working on my stamina because I can safely say I am not in the same shape nor have I ever been in really good shape even though I am 5'9" or 5'10" and 178 lbs here and physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy. Once I was done the muscles and tendons on the inside of my thighs starting tightening up and cramping here, so I may make a sacrifice and stop drinking something that willl dehydrate you like no tomorrow and that's Mountain Dew and just drink Gatorade or G2 or water because if I'm gonna keep cramping or tightening up muscle wise there has to be a way to keep hydrated for one and two then I can sto

Parents Of 16 Slain
I HAVE THE LINK TO THE ARTICLE I PUT MY STASH IF YOU WANT TO CHECK IT OUT. MY HEART WAS SO BROKEN WHEN I SAW THIS ON THE NEWS AND ONLINE. SO UNFAIR TO THEM. THEIR STORY TOUCHED MY LIFE, ABOUT THEM BEING PARENTS OF 16 CHILDREN ALSO THE CHILDREN WITH SPECIAL NEEDS. THEY WERE BLESSED WITH A GIFT TO BE PARENTS AND WE WILL ALWAYS ASK WHY WOULD SOMEONE DO THIS? THE ANSWER WILL ONLY BE FOUND IN THE BLACK HEARTS OF THEIR MURDERS. I JUST PRAY THAT THE MURDERERS ARE CAUGHT, BUT ALL I CAN DO FOR THESE PEOPLE AND THEIR FAMILY IS TO WRITE A POEM, ALOHA TO THEM AND THEIR FAMILY... YOUR LIFE TOGETHER HAS BLESSED SO MANY LIVES AS YOU HELPED CHILDREN GROW WITH RUNNING STRIDES ALTHOUGH THE WORLD CALLED THEM CHALLENGED AND WEIRD YOU GAVE THE CHILDREN YOUR LOVE AND TOLD THEM THERE'S NOTHING TO BE FEARED WHEN I HEARD THAT YOU WERE TAKEN I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I MAY DO AS NOW I WRITE THESE WORDS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER JUST FOR YOU THE CLOUDS WERE DARKENED AS YOUR LIFE WAS TAKEN UPON THAT DREA

Touch
You smile your not so perfect smile,that one that doesn't quite reach your eyes,always watching, like you're waiting for something,and you look so sad, you can't see what I do,that all your insecurities, all your imperfections,make you perfect, because you're unique,and i want only one thing,for you to be happyjust by being yourself put down your guardand allow yourself to be who you really arebecause that person is wonderful urrounded by people, I feel all alone, Like part of me's missing, calling for a home. Crying in the dark, dreaming of the day, Hoping to find you, though I know you're so far away. Someday i'll wake up and I know you'll be there. But why do I have to wait, why aren't you here. The emptiness consumes me, while I fall apart, Where are you, I'm waiting, come claim my heart. FeelingsTrembling handsEmotionsLust, Love, HateHeat, ColdRough, SmoothDamaged, WholeFeeling everything rushGiving in,With just one touch.

Would You
Would you makeout with me?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have ;)Would you sleep in the same bed as me?[ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] MaybeAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly!Do you think I'm a virgin?[ ] Yes [ ] NoI look like..[ ] A player[ ] a wife/husband[ ] One time thing[ ] Next bf/gf[ ] A friend[ ] A friend with benefits[ ] A possibility[ ] A loser[ ] A hottieIf you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybeWould you rather...?[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Friends[ ] Friends with benefits[ ] Marry meOn a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me...[ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10What would you want me to be to you?[ ] Friend[ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend[ ] Friend with benefits[ ] Husband/WifeWould you give me a lap dance?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe

Transformation
Hidden Desire Longing and trembling Under moon's full glow Seems an eternity Til touch comes this way Only moments away Need fills this soul Marked by a bite Eternal this moment becomes Shadows dwell in restless night In dreams they whisper in grim delight Cackling laughter far and near Yet as mist do they appear Eyes red as blood and shame Evil stares of doubt and blame Fixed upon this gentle soul The cost is peace for their toll Strength, however, lies deep within Once an end, now to begin Change now flows in streams of blood Though thought has slowed like thickened mud One clear notion comes and grows Knowledge forms from what it sowes Blackened mists whose roots aren't seen Combined now the shadows and me With searching gaze cross sea and shore Distant sounds hard to ignore Warm wind beneath these shadowed wings I am become this horrored thing

Play Test
Would you makeout with me?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have ;)Would you sleep in the same bed as me?[ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] MaybeAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly!Do you think I'm a virgin?[ ] Yes [ ] NoI look like..[ ] A player[ ] a wife/husband[ ] One time thing[ ] Next bf/gf[ ] A friend[ ] A friend with benefits[ ] A possibility[ ] A loser[ ] A hottieIf you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybeWould you rather...?[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Friends[ ] Friends with benefits[ ] Marry meOn a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me...[ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10What would you want me to be to you?[ ] Friend[ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend[ ] Friend with benefits[ ] Husband/WifeWould you give me a lap dance?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe

From Me
Some of you know and some of you dont that I will be leaving soon. Now I will try to get on here and say hi every once and a while. But it wont be very often.I have thougtht about this for some time and have decided to delete alot of people of my lists and make my profile for friends only. No I wont be accepting anymore friend request either. It's just my way of having some kind of control of my profile. Now if I delete you, dont get all butt hurt. It's nothing personal. Ok maybe it is. guess you should of gotten to know me better. It's a two way street. But anyway, when i come back in a year and you remember me and still want to be friends then your more than welcome to send a request. If not, well im sure neither one of our lives is gonna stop because of it. To those of you who have taken the time to tallk to me and i will be keeping. Much love to ya and I'll miss ya!! Got a job to do. As some of you know, I'm leaving for deployment soon. I just wanted to say thanks to those of you w

My Sign
GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS: Pisces is the most considerate and compassionate sign out of all the signs of the zodiac. In keeping with those qualities, the Pisces woman is the one who is most willing and able to listen to other people’s problems and, who will offer endless support and comfort. The Pisces woman’s emotional openness can also become her greatest challenge since the fish swims within the oceans and seas being areas of wide expanses and limitless depths. The Pisces girl can swim about in an endless sea of emotions with no shore in sight and, as result, can end up absorbing so much emotional energy from her environment that she can become drained of vitality, causing her to withdraw into herself in the manner of a self-imposed exile of solitude. This is the most mystical of the signs and the Pisces girl is aware that there is an invisible world; as result she can often feel overly burdened by the restrictions and responsibilities of the practical realities of the

I Need Help
OK SO MY BATTERY FOR MY LAPTOP JUST WENT THIS IS MY ONLY COMPUTER SO THIS SUCKS BIG TIME I HAVE CHECKED AROUND HERE AND THE ONLY ONE I CAN FIND IS $119.00 SO DOES ANYONE NOW IF AND WHERE I CAN GET 1 CHEAPER OR IS THIS LIKE THE GOING PRICE FOR BATTERYS? THANKS FOR ANY INFO..

Bid On Sublime Bling
IM offering a sublime bling for auction.Its a short auction and will end shortly.I jsut want to have some fun! Bidding starts at 1 million.Bid away.Oh and if you read this blog rate it dangit lol.

Cyber Dreads For Sale!
hey guysim making some fallsif you want to buy someim selling them for $20 for a setand $15 for a singleif your interested just mail me let me know what colors you wanti only have black and red for now but later on in the week ill be gettingmore of a selectionand also ill be getting some synthetic hairfor dread fallsthe ones im making are out of yarnif your interested just contact meand ill make them for you.thanks

Reality
Wandering in darkness grope,Finding not a glimpse of hope.Fingers touch to find my way,Each foot fall, my heart betraysThe fear which drives me through the day.Suddenly the ground is lost,Flailing arms as body's tossed.Splashing down in crimson pool,The warm embrace is much too cruel,I curse this lowly, wretched fool.Floundering in this self made hell,Warmth increasing as I dwell,Within the confines I create,Screaming as myself berate,Giving in to this, my fate. Reality Fire upon the never ending starsWish upon all the ones that aren't farAnd happiness will come your wayHopefully it will stay,Each time you look away at the skyEach time you ask your self whyRemember who are and what you want to beSo the mirror reflects exactly what you wanna see,You have to find your way through it allGetting up every time you fallPretend you really carePretending life is fair,You have to open doors that are closedCover the feelings that are superimposedMaking new friends when you really don'tLove th

The Rainbow Hearted One
As She walks upon the earth the land turns greenBecause what flows from Her heart is unseenWhen She glides along the high mountain topThe darkness flees from Her light and stopsSo She swims into the deepest ocean blueThe sea is rejuvinated and the color made newThen THE RAINBOW HEARTED ONE hits the colorless airAnd leaves behind a glowing rainbow from Her satined hairHer beauty is ultimate as She streams out into the dark so farHovers around a gathers each and every glowless starTouches and releases them shinning into the uttermost parts of spaceAnd as the universe celebrates Her conquest, she releases a smile upon Her beautiful face Aloha and Mahalo

Nikkis Private Stuff
Well im letting all you guys know that to view my PRIVATE pic folder you got to be in my family, and either buy me a vip, auto 11 bling or a cherry bomb bling, i WILL NOT just let anybody view my private pics sorry but thats how it goes thanks nikki If you sb me and ask to see my folder then you will be ignored

Cowboy Story
I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS MY PLATFORM:(1) 'Press 1 for English' is immediately banned. English is the official language; speak it or wait at the border until you can.(2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the 'Wal-Mart ' policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.'(3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it.(4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border (six month tour). They will be under strict orders not to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens.(5) Social security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin in, you ain't gettin nuttin out. The president nor any other

Frightened Seller
Ok...So after some ups and downs...One of my best buds James Wilson finally got his EP done several months ago. After 2 full CD's, what I wanted to see from him more then anything was another full CD. A CD that I would know each and every song by heart and have the privilege of having had been through that journey with him. Well, finally...it's on its way...coming soon...Yay...I am estatic. The Cd will be titled Exordium. My favorite song (Sink) since I first met him over 2 years ago is on the new cd...plus a new song that I've ony heard once or twice (Not Important Anymore)...which btw is also fast becoming an instant fav. His songs will touch your very heart and soul and leave you aching for more... You can check James ....Frightened Seller....out on myspace @ www.myspace.com/frightenedseller and on the net @ www.frightened seller.net He will be leaving for 1 year to Japan sometime his month. Keep a look out for him and his wonderful music... Thanks darlings, Your Empress Dawn

I Am Up For Auction
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&albumid=1672350&i=2027169444 This is the site where I am up for auction. I will accept the highest bid when I feel comfortable with it. I have the right to refuse any bid. I am auctioning off: Adding to my top friends, 2 SFW salutes yahoo im for 1 month keeping you shitfaced for that month Adding your name to mine for a month If the bid gets over 850 k this will get you added to my family for one month, which gives you access to my nsfw folders (2 XXX) for one month If the bid gets over 1million and / or bling packs are involved, will make 1 nsfw salute. Starting bid is 100k .. You want me?? lets see..

The Work Chronicles
I received the following e-mail this afternoon. In sales - this is the dating equivalent of 'I like you, but fucked a guy who was an asshole and treated me shitty' Alan, Look, thank you so much for sending over the info re: the 2010 Focus. It is because of you and your extreme patience and help that I was able to finally make a decision. I did buy a new 2010 Focus in August. The incentive for me was that a friend of mine bought my 2001 focus for her daughter who really needed a car fast. With that done, I bought the 2010...first time that has ever happened that I am driving a car this new. Alan, I will tell you this. I really wanted to buy a car from you. You treated me with respect and you are a true gentleman. I can not say this about my other experiences at car dealers. My husband and I will keep you in mind for the future and I will recommend you to my friends and family. In the end, your "calm, professor type" salesmanship helped me with my decision and I have y

Humor
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.The first does a total makeover. She goes to a20fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new makeup; buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.The man was impressed.The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much.Again, the man is impressed.The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she loves him so much.Obv

Untitled
I WANNA DANCE WHERE THE WILDFLOWERS BLOOMUNDER A BRIGHT SILVER MOONNO SORROW OR GLOOM JUST ME AND YOUMOVING TO A BEAT WE CAN ONLY HEARA MAGICAL RHYTHM THAT DRAWS US NEARCLOSER AND CLOSER OUR BODIES PLAYLOST IN THE TWILIGHT WE BEGIN TO SWAYPROBING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO EACH OTHERS SOULTWO BECOME ONEMAKING US WHOLE

Moonlight Levelers..pm Me To Join!
MOONLIGHT LEVELERS COME JOIN AN AWESOME LEVELING FAMILY Moonlight Levelers is seeking dedicated people that enjoy helping others! We are a leveling family,that seeks strangers,friends,and family members that need help leveling. If you are a level 10 or higher,with a salute,and a picture,we are looking for you! Already in another Leveling or Bombing Family? Not a problem! So are other family members! WHY SHOULD YOU JOIN THE MOONLIGHT LEVELERS?? *Our leaders are second to none! *We have the best members on the Fu! *The family is well organized,so there are no guessing games! *You have the opportunity to rock someones world everyday! *Every person you help level,brings you closer to leveling! *No more begging people to help you level! *You have a family that will step in and take care of you! *We are a growing family Want to rock someone's Fu today? Send a private message to the homepage listed below and you will be taken through the steps of joining an

Thoughts
It is amazing how some feelings for people are like a flame on a match fast intense and go out all most immeditaly after it is lite. Others are slow and take work to get it going and the flame is sometimes non-existent.

Trash
Title: Trash By: Detox Thrown awayLost in timeThrown awayAnd left behindThrown awayThis dream I might findThrown awayI'm flying blindThrown awayA life once livedThrown awayWith nothing left to giveThrown awayThis path we once walkedThrown awayYour decietful talkThrown awayAnd outlined in chalkThrown away It's all your fault

Member Of The Month
Congraduations AshYour Member of the Month for June 2009 Thanking your for all your help and family kindness. We all hope you get well soon and get to be home!! Member of the Month Receives 200 11s per week 2 tickers 2 custom pics Random bling Keep drunk Big Pimpin Gifts

My Musical Interests...
"A" is for...Ace, Action Figure Party, Bryan Adams, Ryan Adams, Cannonball Adderly, Afro Celt Sound System, Agents Of Good Roots, A(labama) 3, The Alarm, Brian Ales, Azam Ali, Alice In Chains, The Allman Brothers Band, Dave Alvin, Ambitious Lovers, The Amboy Dukes, Tori Amos, Animal Logic, Peter Apfelbaum, Fiona Apple, The Apples In Stereo, Argent, Armadillo String Quartet, Joan Armatrading, Louis Armstrong, Ben Arnold, Asia, Asleep At The Wheel, Chet Atkins, The Avett Brothers, Aztec Camera... "B" is for...The B-52's, Johann Sebastian Bach, Bad Company, The Bad Plus, David Baerwald, Philip Bailey, Victor Bailey, Baka Beyond, Anita Baker, LaVern Baker, The Band, Band Of Horses, The Bangles, Barenaked Ladies, Sally Barker, Richard Barone, Bass Desires, Shirley Bassey, Bat For Lashes, The Be Good Tanyas, The Beatles, The Beau Brummels, BeauSoleil, The Beautiful South, Beck, Jeff Beck, Walter Becker, Belle And Sebastian, Jessie Belvin, Pat Benatar, Tony Bennett, Benzos, Chuck Berry, Be

Nsfw Folder
If you want to see my folder, dont be nasty about it or think I am gonna sleep with you if your in my family. All you have to do to see is offer me fu bucks, that easy....however the more you offer the longer you will get to stay on my family

Tweet Tweet
So i'm on Twitter, if you're into that sort of thing. I warn you i'm twice as boring as you think i am, and i maind Tweet to get out passive aggressive rage at idiotic customers. (I work at a gas station) http://twitter.com/Inked_Canvas

Offspring!!!!!!
Ok... Most of you know I have children! I need some honest up front opinions... I am a big girl I can take it! I took my 11 year old son to school today as I normally do. Coty is a sweet kid...but reactive immediately to any type of distraction. This is the last day of school for the school year...phew and he passed! Today, at around 8:30 am, I get a call from the school secretarty telling me I need to come to the school to pick up my child. She said he had "stabbed" another student in the leg with a pencil. SO,,,, I am flying like a bat out of hell to the school about 10 miles away...wondering what on earth has happened...whats going on..OMG!!!!! I was in a state of mind I have never been in before. I walk in to the building, there sets Coty and the other child and a pissed off mother...(lawyer, I might add). And I and my son go into the office. My Child has had problems all year with this boy, we have reported him more times than I can count. I asked the principal why they were n

Beauty....
People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves.Whatever is in any way beautiful hath its source of beauty in itself, and is complete in itself; praise forms no part of it. So it is none the worse nor the better for being praised. Biliyorum, unutamayacaksýn! Aðýr aðýr geçecek mevsimler, Bir bir aðaracak saçýnýn telleri Solacak albümde eski resimler. Beni hatýrladýkça için ürperecek, Boþanan gözyaþlarýný tutamýyacaksýn. Boþuna zorlama kendini, sevdiðim; Biliyorum, unutamayacaksýn. Ve biliyorsun, ben de unutamayacaðým, Eskimeyecek içimde sana ait ne varsa Þöhretmiþ, servetmiþ herþey geçiyor, inan Dostluklar ve sevgiler kalýyor, kalýrsa. Sen benim gökyüzümdün, denizim, topraðýmdýn, Þimdi bir hatýra olamazsýn belirsiz, uzak Biliyorsun bazý þeyler vardýr elimizde olmayan Ýþte ö

Geeks Mind
So what are your thoughts on Fubar expiration? I've heard some people have 4 days left? :D Possiby the sexiest spoken language ever? Discuss :D *wink wink* W I K I P E D I A I swear I can't get enough of it lol. I just randomly peruse through stuff there. Take for instance http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bystander_effect Is that not interesting as hell? Well I guess I am the only one! lol Anyways Bored at work breeds Wikipedia and Fark surfing as well as Fubar.

Rip Gushy
Folks without pets will think it's stupid, but the rest of you know they are family. We lost a dear member of ours this week. Gushy was 14 and had lived a long and happy(hopefuly) life. So at least there's that. Still, I can't help but look for her in all her lil spots. But she's not there. Where do you go for comfort when your comforter is the reason you're sad?

Shitty Poem
there is a reson i like iced lemonade message if you want to know "iced lemonade" so i found what i really want siping iced lemonade on the porch swing little ones running around the backyad my head on your shoulders and my heart in your hands and oh the distance kills me and i know it kills you too but until that day we can be together i'll sip my iced lemonade dreaming of you waiting for that fairytale ending the unlikely girl and the unsuspecting prince they make it through wizards and dragons wicked stepmothers and posion apples too so i know we can make due just promise you'll dream of me too i know it's a little clique but i've found what i really want sipping iced lemonade on the porch swing your fingers running through my hair your head on my shoulders and your heart in my hands yeah i know it sucks and so does the guy it's about he was a ass

Juggalette Looking
I gave you my heart. I told you not to break it, your doing it slowly. I gave you my body, told you to love it, you did. I gave you my all, you took it. I asked for yours, you gave me little, I wanted more you gave me a a little more but you wouldn't give me all. I asked for a room in your heart but you but me in the hallway. You asked for a place in my heart I gave you an entire room. I asked for you to make love, you wanted to just fuck. I wanted passion, you didnt no matter what I did it wouldn't change. You said trust me, I did with all my heart and now I've been hurt by the person who said trust them. Now when someone says trust me I know better. And now I bid you good bye because there is nothing left in me to give to you. Im just a juggalette whos looking for her real juggalo. Who will treat me like the Queen Of All Evil that I am lol, Im tried of all the fakes that keep finding me. Anyway Im looking for the lo of my life who will sweep me off my feet and tak

Kody Konfused™
I'm Movin On! by Kody Konfused™ Sittin on a tombstone, Eatin my ColdStone, Livin' life like I like. Feeling the warm breeze, Sweepin throgh palm trees, How did I get this life? Well it took, Two hundred thousand bucks, and three old pick 'em up trucks. But now I'm sittin here drinkin a cold beer, Baskin in the sun! Hey! That's what I get for goin to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! Hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changin and I'm rearrangin So, Hey-ey! I'm movin' on. Seein' my name, Up on the big screen, Yeah, that's what I like. Seein my face Up in the perfect place Man, that is nice. But, They told me to be a man, But now they are all my fans! See what I did, Lookin for candids. Yeah, man that's right. Hey! That's what I get for going to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changing, And I'm rearranging, So, Hey-ey! I'm movin on.

A Poem About Trust
I have cried all my bad tears And faced all my fears Then I awoke and saw the light You're asking me back in your life. You're saying Please Jenny let's talk You played me for a fool. No it's time for you to walk. We were once one now we are two The whole time our marrage was all about you. It's kind of funny a big ass shame You talked all your shit And thought there was no pain. I thought I was fighting Fighting just for us. You know we will never be Because you broke my trust

R.i.p. Katt, We Love You!
It all started on April 19, 2009 and it didn't last long. I had only been living here for a bit over a month, helping Katt and Mike as they were helping me after I lost my apartment. Katt had been eating a pear and as best as Mike (Katt's Fiancee and one of my good friends) and I can figure, a piece had scratched her esophagus which lead to her complaining of chest pain. Katt asked Mike to take her to the Emergency Room here in Bullhead City, AZ. It was early evening when they left. Around 1 AM, Mikes' mom comes in to tell me to start packing some things up because they had to transport Katt to a Las Vegas Hospital. I started packing immediately then wrote a small blog to let people know that I will be offline and that Katt is in the hospital. The next two paragraphs is a little explaination before I proceed. As far as the local Dr's were concerned, Katt had a "fatty liver", this condition caused fluid to collect in her abdomen. I'm not talking about a little fluid retention either, I'

3 Things About Me
3's About Me Three Names I go by 1. Tiggy 2. Mom 3. Marylea Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Massage Theropist 2. Pharmacy Tech 3. Accountant at good ol' Walmart Three Places I have lived 1. Memphis TN 2. Toronto Canada 3. OKC Three Things I Like to watch 1. People 2. Ghost Hunters 3. movies Three places I have been 1. Niagara Falls (Canada side) 2. The Alamo 3. Pensacola FL Three of my favorite foods 1 BBQ 2. Enchiladas 3. Pasta Things I am looking forward to 1. Talking with Michael 2. Summer Vacation 3. September...

13th Be One Yr Married To The Best Part Of My Day My Wife!
As so many people search for that piece that complets them that "thing" that makes you want to wake up in the morning and after a long day working you still feel great cause your better half is going to be home to joke and make you smile tifanie my wife is all that and is the best part of my day always, shes my heartbeat i love her for her and ecept all that she is perfections and flaws and only flaw i see is shes got a mean left hook when we wrestle around lol anyway all that i am , all my love is and always will be yours love until my heart beats no more id gladly give my life up if it ment saving you without a pause. no regrets i love being married to you!

Nice Guys Do Exist
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b

Gone
Somewhere it floats in the back of my mind So hard to push forward, always on rewind The fantasy that's never coming true So many reasons why I'll never be with you Months have faded and I haven't seen your face Feelings I can't let go of, can't seem to trace From the begining I told myself I wouldn't fall I had nothing to hold onto now I can't even crawl I'd be a liar if I said I had no clue I always knew I would be number two I tried to pull it all together I still fell apart Because you still got away holding my heart

Is This Hell?
Asylum I giggle as I lay, The meds are taking effect. But as your sitting with me, I’m not far gone yet. You wanna hear a story, While your sitting in the corner? About my good friend Dan, And how he met the coroner? Well I’m not sure how to start it, I don’t know where to begin. I hope your not religious, This tale is full of sin. You see I’d sit up straight, But I’m strapped on to the bed. They bound all of my limbs, And even bound my head. I guess that have a right to, After what I’ve done. But I’ll never say I’m sorry, Just because I won. You see Dan wasn’t smart, He went after my life. My lover and my master, He stabbed him with a knife. A dirty trick it was, It wasn’t fair you see. But as I sat there crying, Something snapped in me. Oh look at me rambling, You look kinda scared. Don’t worry I won’t hurt you, But then again who cares? I remember how blood sprays, The first time that you slice. And how it slows

Omg Ppl Are Jerks!
Why do people get off on hurting peoples feelings? I mean what in the fuck has this world come to....I ask myself is their REAL..Does real exist?..I know there is atleast one person who is real, me......I care about peoples feelings. I hate to see people cry...But Fubar, is a cruel CRUEL place. I sure hope some of these people don't act like they do in the real world. I am always gonna be ME even if its on some stupid shallow site like this. There just is no heart on here....its shallow and shady as FUCK.............

Look Out Girls!!!
To any and all girls who have been in touch with or are friends with "RHINO" AKA "Lil Devil". BE CAREFULL!!!! This man will act lonely and sad, and then begin to write you poems and letters. LOOK OUT!!! The next step is, he hints around that he needs money or he's gonna lose his internet! DONT EVER SEND THIS MAN ANY MONEY!!! It doesnt end there... there is bill after bill he need help with. He will tell you he loves you and wants to be with you but he needs help to clear up his bills first. He will promise that you will get it back. NOT TRUE!!! I was stupid enough to send this guy over $1800 cndn over2 months so he could move here. He also said he would be able to help me out to pay my neglected bills at the end of May. LIED AGAIN! I needed $300.00 for rent or I would be evicted and he's no where to be found. I Know... call me stupid... I just dont want anyone else who was vulnerable like me to get screwed over by this creep. I am now evicted from my house and I am a single Mom of

My Kitty
Turbo lived for 21 years. I got her as a stray kitten who's mama was hit by a car. She was too young to be away from her mother... so I had to bottle feed her. She has been staying with my mom because my place does not allow pets. Her health has been slowly failing over the years and has gotten to the point where she is no longer taking care of herself, and hasn't been eating much. So, as difficult as it was for me to do... I took her to the humane society to be euthanized today. Rest in peace, Turbo. You will be missed.

Games
here are the rules just figure i would put them here so i dont lose them on my computer OUT break -Weapons- Use any item in the playing field that would be deadly. (Shovels, pipes, etcetera.) If the weapon would be deadly on contact (everything in the field except boffers and water guns) players must use “ Safety kill”, a safety kill is when you are in range of a strike with your chosen weapon you call out “safety kill” to avoid harm to the actual player. -Items- CLOTHING: Items of clothing you find will provide extra protection to the area they cover. Only useful against the standard turned zombie. (Jacket is for upper torso and so on.) 2) FIRE EXTINGQUISHERS: Flame Thrower!! Spray and the zombie has 12 seconds till death. SPRAY CANS: “Spray” on yourself for short term scent “camo”. Normal zombies can’t smell you for up to 5 mins. BOFFER CLUBS: Hit zombies on the head for a kill. A strike in any other area will be counted as damaged. Damage effects movement and

Haters And Disrespectful People
Why is it when a woman turns a guy down,he wants to get on here and start all kinds of bullshit and disrespect the lady.If she tells you no or isnt interested in you,then go on.If it hurts your feelings that then you should probably not be o here.There are all kinds of woman on here guys,u dont have to jump on the first one that makes your dick stand up.Im writing this because,Ive dealt with this here recently with a female friend of mine.It got so bad,we had the man banned from this site for life.Guys,women are humans too not sex objects.I you want sex object,then gobuy you a blow-up doll.If you cant respect hem,then dont FUCKIN talk to them.

*smiles*
A Moment In Silence………. Peaceful it is to just shut the door. Close all the blinds turn on some good music and just rest. To some this may sound completely boring however to me it’s truly wonderful. Been so busy lately. It’s just nice to have time to just relax and unwind without work or family to interrupt. My best friend recently had her baby and wow what a wild ride that was. She is doing wonderful and Sophia Juliana is an angel. Funny how such a small little thing could make sense to questions I had long given up trying or rather attempting to find the answers too. Now most might think me being a woman and all seeing this gorgeous little creature would immediately say oh I want one…………………..No I am good I checked. I love children I do. I just really am not the mothering type well the laboring kind anyway. I know who I am in that sense and giving birth to a child is just not m

To All The Haters
Ok first off to all you haters that dont like me and Jeep being together i dont give a fuck. as for my so called friends if you are goin to treat me like shit just dont even bother me. im sick of peoples bullshit. im in love and thats all that matters. if you dont like it to damn bad. If you ever dated me or wanted to date me and are now mad at me cuase im with someone and im happy. get the hell over yourselfs. seriously if ya have a problem with me bein with someone then just leave me the hell alone. i dont need to be treated like shit anymore. i want friends who will be here for me NO MATTER WAT. and if u aint that type of friend keep fuckin walkin. yes im goin to go see jeep. and if cauwses a problem for any of u to damn bad. as for everyone who supports me and jeep thank you guys so much. i love you guys. that also goes for my true friends you guys are the greatest. so again to all you haters FUCK OFF

When We Are Together
The first time we talked, it was like I was talking to someone who knew what love meant. We knew from the time we first laid eyes on one another that this was going to be different. We are unique from one another, and I know that’s why we grow more and more closely together. We do fight and we do get on one another, but we still have a way of showing how much we care for one another. And honestly, I believe we ride each others ass to do things because its not just what we got to do, and because we cant take the easy way out anymore, its because we are trying to make this work out so bad because we both know how much the other one of us feels for you or for me. I know I’m not the best guy out there, and I know I’m not all hot shit, but I what is out there for me. I can’t imagine what or where or who I would be with if I wasn’t with you. You’re my guardian angel and you are my hero. There is no one or anything that I could cherish more than I do you.

It's Ok
Its ok. I’m sorry too. Lay back hold a pillow, pretend I’m there holding you. I’ll whisper in you ear. How you’re such a beautiful person inside and out. While I tickle your arms to your back. As you fall asleep I’ll hold you just as tight as you hold me. I’ll always be beside you and never let you go. You’re in my heart, on my mind and a part of my soul. "I love you. With all my heart. Forever!" So a little input please! Does time catch up or slow down and wait?

New Person On Line
I dunno what to say. Nor do. I have this issue.. Big issue.. I dunno what to do.. so eh. Some people look at me, and say, She's cutie, or hottie, or sexxxy, but really.. I am who I am. I don't care what you say bout me, just don't be rude, and we won't have a problem.

Honesty
Ok so I've belonged to this site for less than a week now and I can't figure out why people cannot accept honest criticism of photo's that they place on this site for others to view. So far I've managed to piss off two people on their pictures that I have commented on. Honestly I have nothing against these people and have rated their photos as I felt that they should be rated. The funny thing is that the replies I received from them make me out to be the worst person in the world and capable of stepping on puppies and killing little kittens. Of course then these character assassins then have the guts to block me from their areas and not giving me the opportunity to reply why their photos didn't rate a 10. Heck I even got blasted for rating a photo a 9. Why can't people take criticism anymore???

Thanks To All Who Has Accepted Me As A Friend & Fan And Who Rated My Photo
Happy Valentine's Day I give you very very much love. I wish you get all the happiness that there is to get. May peace find you and stay with you the rest of your life and thoughtout eternity.

Me
If I were to shed no more tears, then what would I be but a heartless soul among the masses of this place we all dwell To be a object of lust and pleasure is fun for the moment but when all is done and deeds are fulfilled what is left for the one that has given To truly care for someone is a wonderful experience and to share your life, the ups and downs, and the inbetweens would be a dream come true once again, but is not meant to be How much can one person exude from their inner self to be accepted and loved and wanted, is my heart really this big and open to all, this is just me

My Kids
losin my kids is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. i was stayin wit my step mom n when i let my sons dad come visit him. my step mom was cool wit it at first.. til i was gonna let him take Ricky home wit him for 3 days. than my step mom told me that if i was to let him take ricky than i have to get out of her house.. n that's ricky's father i can't jus keep him from seein his dad.. so i pretty much got kicked out..so a few days go by n dhs showed up at my baby daddy's door.. n took my kids cause of my step mom callin them n tellin a bunch of lies.. so now i'm doin everything i can to get my kids back... they are my world... i luv them soo much.. the worst thing that could happen to a real good mom is have her kids taken from her.. so yeah... PS. Please everyone that reads this PRAY for me n my kids. i really need it rite now... Thanks

Today I Was A Soldier...
Today I was a soldier. This message deals mostly with the men I have encountered lately. But women, if any one can demand more, it's you.. I was in Dublin Ca. on military business. So I was in uniform, and as usually happens, I got a some questions about my political beliefs. But Sadly this day was not too different. In fact it was all too similar. Usually there is a good mix of what I think of the war and the candidates as well as...Get this. Gay people...In the military, getting married, and any number of other gay topics. All up the state, From the Bay area to Chico. Everywhere i stopped I got the question. "So what do you think about the new gay marriage law?" If you didn't know, Today California started allowing gay marriages. Bam! There it is. Yes you can. So some how, as a man in uniform I became a historical point of interest. (Thanks Darc.) Everywhere I went I could not avoid the question. "What do you think?" Well, here it is. I think;

The Life And Times Of Athena Dylan
Aurora breathed deeply, focusing her mind on the task at hand. Eyes closed, she sat cross-legged on the mat in the dimly lit room. She cast her mind into the emptiness, searching for the presence she had felt only once before… Little did she know that someone was watching. Black eyes glinted in the dim light. She’s so close, so close to me…. I can almost touch her again… her long golden hair, her soft white skin… her pure soul of light… He had never felt this way about a mortal before. He knew it was not allowed, but what did he care? He was Belial, Prince of the Sons of Darkness, Lord of Trickery, the Angel of Lawlessness… to me, nothing should be forbidden, the creature reasoned. Especially something so beautiful, so pure. I deserve to experience something unsullied, he told himself. Light has been denied me for much too long. Aurora sank deeply within her own spirit, using her power to draw the worlds of the seen and unseen

Me
Well to start with I love to look at photos and flirt with weman I like . I'm the father of 3 girls. I'm single , not that well off, trying to raise my girls by myself, I would love to meet the right woman. I'm very shy . If you want to know more let me know. If you get to know me youll find out I wear my heart on my sleave.

The Musings Of An Old Man...
While I don't seem to fit in with this crowd, I was invited here by a friend. I have only recently begun to get involved with this group. I have met some very pleasant, charming, individuals. While I am no prude, I am neither an "open relationship" person either. There is a matter of decorum to be maintained. Please forgive me, but I am just establishing some ground rules here. IF you become my friend, you are my friend. Not a cyber fuck buddy if you are female, nor are you just a piece of meat, or another notch in my belt. I WILL treat you with respect, and, in doing so, I EXPECT the same in return. I don't ask for it, I DEMAND it because I automatically give that to you. Also, you should know this about me. I will NOT lie to you, nor will I try to seduce you (female of course). I will be your online friend. If you're male, I would welcome some male friends. I don't get into pissing contests, keeping up with the Joneses-So to speak, or get into, "who has the bigger dick" contest. Nor

If You Care
To those friends of mine who care, I won't be on for a while due to the fact that my son broke his arm in 3 places and needs surgery. He is 8yrs old and his birthday is June 18,please say a prayer for him :)

Painting Hollywood
I am a professional painter in Upstate Ny, I have just finished painting the house of Stephen Lang. He is a Hollywood actor. He has a movie coming out w/ Johnny Depp in July. It's called Public Enemies.He is also in a new movie called Avatar. Look him up. His family just moved to Kinderhook, NY. How cool is that. I also painted the house of Dr. Shaw who operated on Christopher Reeves after his accident.

Seether
(Verse 1)I wanted you to know That I love the way you laughI wanna hold you high and steal your pain …awayI keep your photographAnd I know it serves me wellI wanna hold you high and steal your pain[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 1)cause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Seether](Bridge)You've gone awayYou don't feel me here....anymore[Amy Lee](Verse 2)The worst is over now And we can breathe againI wanna hold you high, you steal my pain awayThere's so much left to learnAnd no one left to fightI wanna hold you high and steal your pain[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 2)cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enoughcause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Instruments][Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 2)cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enoughcause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 1)cause I'm broken when

Misery...... A Fallen Mistery.......
I thought I met a good guy on this site and he turned out to be a fucking son of a bitch prick. I was talking to this guy and he was nice to me and everything and we would talk for hours at a time and he would call me all the time also. Now mind you he did live in another part of the country from me. We were talking on how we were going to meet one day. And tonight.. he signs on and tells me he all of a sudden met this women from where he lives and they had drinks and he slept with her and that she digs him and he digs her. He just went for a walk tonight and this all happened. What kind of a fucking asshole was this guy? How can someone just all of a sudden go for a walk and say he met some neighbour in where he lives and they just fuck and he is into her after one day when he was talking to me for 1 month and telling me this and that and above all telling me he LOVES me and used the words " I love you". Am i ever going to meet a decent guy who doesnt want a piece of ass? I am a do

Soulmates
As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time.Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one.But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you’ve held onto for years begins to fade.As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day.This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real.For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of warmth through your body

Deleting Friends & Fans
WHY WANT TO BE COME FRIENDS AND YOU DON'T EVEN STOP BY THAS A WASTE OF SPACE IM REMOVING ALOT YOU JUST THERE FOR SHOWCASE IM NOT YOUR STOOL SO I HOPE ALOT YOU READ BLOGS I AM REMOVING ALOT OF YOU I ONLY WANT REAL FRIENDS SOME FAKE WOMEN AND SOME FAKE MEN ON HERE SO SAD BUT IF I ERASE YOU I WILL NOT ADD YOU BACK

Happy Hour Bully
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Perfect Love
The air is my breath earth my body trees my clothing Do you remember? The sun is my companion my friend my lover Has he forgotten? You dig into my veins to take my blood greedily using every drop then I choke on fumes You cut holes into me fill them with your refuse then cover them up allowing the wounds to fester I shake from the pain I howl from the pain Do you feel me? Can you hear me? I bathe myself in the waters but I burn where I can't reach You used to help me You promised to take care of me I try to quench my thirst with rain but all I have are my tears Have you forgotten me? Listen and remember before it's too late Not my own words, but follows along thoughts I've had. Meko Love is to not support the ACT http://www.leapoffaith.com.au/2005/05/love-is-to-not-support-the-act/ I believe that love is not about money, status, convenience, height , weight, or e

Men And Sex
Well men seem to be after one thing these days and that is SEX!!! Which all fine but my problem is the ones who want to do FREAKY shit, and i get all this in the first meeting sometimes....UMMMMMM not all of us are on here to HOOK UP and if that is what i wanted it would not be right after meeting you....and as for you showing me your package UMMMMMM dont want to see that either...unless i ask dont put that shit out there it will only turn me off and i will not talk to you....JUST letting you all know!!!

Love
your love is the wine i drink every day. your kiss is the air i breath in . you holding me in your arms keeps me alive and safe. when you talk to me i go to place i have nver been to. i getlost in your eyes every time you look at me. i fall more in love with you every day. you are my world and i do any thing for you my love. i love u so much.

Bbq Season
New Standard Operating Procedures Released Today - Please Learn BBQ RULES We are about to enter the BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables and makes desert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. (4) The woman remains outside the compulsory three foot exclusion zone where the exuberance of testosterone and other manly bonding activities can take place without the interference of the woman. Here comes the important part: (5) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine... (6) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (7) The woman comes out to te

Laylaqt
Well.. here I am. I decided to have some fun and become a FUBAR girl. I love the ladies.. but don't mind a stray boy every now and then. Check me out.. and I'll do the same! Ohh.. and if you ever run into me a bar, don't be afraid to ask me to get FUBAR'd with you!!!

Another Just Because...
BEWARE OF THAT UNDERWEAR DUST!!!!!! One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.He hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?'She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!!! !You guys just never learn, do not piss off the woman. My Aunt sent Me this. She has a warped sense of humor...

Yet Another Just Because...
7 degrees of Blonde FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said 'How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!' and hung up. The husband said, 'Who was that?' The wife answered, 'I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear.' SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, 'Hmm, this person looks familiar.' The second blonde says, 'Here, let me see!' So, the first blonde hands her the compact. The second blonde looks in the mirror and says, 'You dummy, it's me!' THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens h

Some Men!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a little bit of an issue with men..... First of all where do you guys and you know who you are get off thinkin it is ok to play with peoples feelings? I mean really ya'll judge us by how we look. How we look is not what makes us who we are. Guys ya'll need to be for real. I mean you talk and say things we wanna hear, then when we fall for you, you turn around and hurt us. I am so sick of the games guys play. I am not only spaking for myself but other women too. Yeah, just because my name used to be Amanda The Seductress, does not mean that seducing men was my purpose. Although I would have loved to try. lol Guys we are not just put on this earth so oyu can get your happy on and forget who we are. We have hearts, and ya'll never fail to break them each and every day. I mean, heck I am married but I have the freedom to play because that is how my relationship with my hubby is. He can play too if he chooses. I know that most of the guys on here are here to hook up for fun, but you

There's Just Something About A Run
Something about running/jogging that I have come to love so much. I mean of courses it's awesome because it was one of the things that helped me to loose the baby weight from my son. But when I run I like to do it on a trail in a wooded area or the beach. I often find my mind wandering to other places and many thoughts about everything, my son, and my new love interest. It's my stress reliever, very theraputic. And I always come out of it feeling so motivated so proud of myself almost like a confidence booster. I always have to run with my music honestly without it I can forget about doing a great run. After, I always love the aftermath feeling the almost fatigue sore feeling in my legs after 6 miles it's amazing!! I used to run about 20 miles a week, but since I came home its been a challenge. I hope to get back into doing one of my loves. But soon I will be adding a jogging stroller with an extra 25lbs into the mix (that's right my 4 year old son will be coming home soon) and wont

Chronicles Of The Rivon (inspired By My Slave_girl)
A figure of silver radiance stands in the centre of a large circular chamber. The stars shine down out of the heavens, like shimmering points of infinity…winking in and out of sight. Around the large, open chamber five similar figures of light, in various hues and colors, look on the first. The only sound that can be heard is the soft, gentle sway of a breeze. A figure of pale, sky blue mist stands. A thunderous roar can be heard somewhere off in the distance… "So," a melodious voice rings out, "you've decided then?" The pale blue figure regards the first in question. The silver radiance bows slightly in acknowledgement. "And You know the consequences of your choice?" Again the pale blue figure looks only at the first figure. The silver radiance nods ever so slightly, again. "And You know that once done, what you ask of us can never be undone…?" The silver radiance turns, scanning all in the room; returning to the image of the speaker slowly. Nodding sli

Want Pimpout Read Me!
MY #1 FAM IS WILLING TO HELP OUT ANYONE THAT HELPS ME OUT. I AM TRYING TO GET A SPOTLIGHT ON EVERYONES HOMEPAGE. AND SHE IS WILLING TO PIMPOUT AND RATE PEOPLE DURING HAPPY HOUR FOR A RETURN OF LOVE. FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS (SENT TO ME) SHE WILL PIMP YOU OUT EVERYDAY FOR 7 DAYS ALONG WITH RATING YOU WITH 20 OF HER 11S THOSE 7 DAYS DURING A HAPPY TO MAXIMIZE POINTS FOR EVERYONE. THANKS FOR THE HELP ALL! ASH

That Bad Feeling
Just wish I could find someone who cares about me, ask me how I'm doing, how my day went and show they want me... Is that so hard to ask for now days some days i feel so alone and hurting... Just want to feel that warm feeling inside and feel wanted and loved....

The First
Hey people. So it's been an eventful past week for me. I've been on here about a week now and it's pretty kick ass. Most of you that I've talked to are cool as hell, especially Wes =) But here in real life, one of my best friends passed away, so I'm pretty bummed about that..and on the good side, my family has sold our house, so we're ready to start having our new house built. Guess thats about it..later ppl.

Vanpire Films
Silent Films: Vampire of the Coast (1909) The Vampire's Trail (1910) The Vampire (1913)--Kalem film directed by Robert Vignola. In the Grip of the Vampire (1913) Vampires of the Night (1914)--Greene's Feature Photo Plays. The Vampire's Trail (1914)--directed by Robert Vignola. Vampires of Warsaw (1914) The Vampire's Tower (1914)--Ambrosia film. Saved From the Vampire (1914) The Devil's Daughter (1915) A Fool There Was (1915)--Theda Bara as predatory "Vamp." The Vampire's Clutch (1915)--Knight film. Was She A Vampire? (1915)--Universal film. Kiss of the Vampire (1915) Mr. Vampire (1916) A Night of Horror (1916)--German film directed by Arthur Robison. A Vampire Out of Work (1916)--Vitagraph film. A Village Vampire (1916) The Beloved Vampire (1917) The Vampire (1920)--Metro film. Drakula (1921) The Blond Vampire (1922) Nosferatu (1922)--German Max Schreck as Count Orlock; dir. F.W. Murnau. London After Midnight (1927)--Lon Chaney as vampire in human disguise. The Vampire (1928)--seducer,

Friends First
I ask you for forgivness; For what? I really do not know, I ask you for understanding; As to why? We never had a chance to grow Emotions overflowing; Everything moving so fast, Making my world a blur, Everything with you felt so right, so beautiful, and then just like that, It was over It was over - Really just what was "it" That was never meant to last? I was living in the moment Under a spell from which Your beauty cast Two people that shared A few precious moments in time together, We shared too much, too fast None of which I regret, whatsoever It was over; I think not, Maybe a new beginning to an abrupt end A new chance for us To enjoy a new friend Footprints left in the sand Can be made by anyone wherever, whenever, Footprints left in the heart Made by a friend lasts forever Two people so perfect for each other Two birds of the same feather Friends first was our promise Friends we will remain together

Cheating Bag Of Scum
Actual Emails From My Ex-Husband (DH) And His Cyberwhore Skank, with commentary from your's truly... My comments are in Red DH comments are in Black Skank’s comments are in Blue Mon. 10/30/06 1:56 pm DH: it seems that I have trouble with msn. So I switched to aol. I hope this time that I will get all your email. Cheers. MON 10/20/06 3:12 pm Skank: Hi not going to write much need to see if you get this I sent you 10 messages and it seems you have not got them MON 10/30?06 4:03 pm DH: hello so far since we started talking again I have received 5 emails in total from you. Maybe somebody doesn’t want us to talk. lol. Now, by using aol, I am getting all your emails. Pls rewrite everything you sent me before and always use aol. I miss your emails and your sense of humour. After he tries to send 3 or 4 emails with no response, he writes: TUES 10/31/06 3:47 pm DH: this is my last message. I have tried to keep in touch but it seems that you don’t

Some May Agree...
Written by a housewife in New Brunswick, to her local newspaper. This is one Ticked off lady.. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started By Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 and Have continually threatened to do so since? Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day, in Downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from the nation's capitol and in a Field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning Or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured By a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in A brutal insurgency. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for Incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle

Things To Remember When Wearing Black
Let other say what they want to say about what you wear and how you wear your clothes, it’s not there life anyway. This argument is a fact that we should accept in ourselves, why would you let others dictate your fashion preference, remember that you are unique, independent, you have your own taste, and you are what you are, unless, otherwise it is a serious requirement for with a very important purpose. “Clothes make a man” this Mark Twain’s 19th century value reflects the important role that it has served in the past and is continually serving in the present. An executive is easily being recognized by his or her clothing. America’s first lady; Michelle Obama, has caught the attention of fashion critics for her for her peculiar clothing, this is how clothing should be, wear what you feel to wear. Expensive may be the best word to describe fashion, only those who can afford to drop money can have the latest fashion trend, but think of it not as a

Please For Me
ok i have no idea how to do this by myself but my one friend is a lounge owner he owns Darkness Within so if you want to talk to me or just droll from looking at me join me here http://www.fubar.com/lounge/67211 not sure if you have to copy and paste it or just click on it or just go to my lounges and click Darkness Within we are looking for all staff in thier as well so come on you know you want to for lil ol me il buy you a drink :P

Gemini (male) Turn On's
1. SMALL WOMEN 2. HOME GIRLS 3. RED HEADS 4. HOUR GLASS FIGURES 5. WHITE PANTIES 6. SNAKE EYES 7. LONG LEGS (LEAVES ME OUT LOL) 8. M-F-F 3 SOMES (LEAVES ME OUT AGAIN LOL) 9. LITTLE BOY ROLE PLAY 10. JIGH CLASS HOOKERS 11. LITTLE B&D 12. (ACTIVE) ORAL 13. (ACTIVE) HUMILATION 14. SPANKING 15. MIND GAMES 16. PEEP SHOWS, STRIPTEASE 17. HIGH HEELS 18. G-STRINGS, LINGERIE 19. SWINGING, SWAPING (LEAVES ME OUT ONCE AGAIN LOL ) 20. FACIALS 21. LIPSTICK, NAIL POLISH 22. TAG TEAMING (DAMN AGAIN LEAVES ME OUT HEHEHE)

For Your Entertainment
Well i decided to be brave im not shamed of them at all and noone should be but i now have NSFW pics added but only for family now the fun part for now what you willing to do to get in my family to see them cause i know almost 95% of the males on here are horndogs also one last thing did i ever mention IM BI if not now i did

Thoughts On Belief Structures
After talking to a few people I know, I have come to the conclusion that, if for no other reason than to get my thoughts out there in case anyone agrees, I should have a blog. The blog itself (or at least, the one under this title) will primarily be my thoughts on belief structures, but anyone who reads these should feel free to comment with questions, or even just your thoughts. FIRST BLOGOver the course of my life, it has occurred to me many times that there are a plethora of very significant similiarities inherent in many of today's religions across the world. As a newly ordained reverend (non-denominational) it is part of my responsibilities to know the many forms of ceremony in most of these religions, if only for the sake of being thorough. It is also beholden to me to at least attempt to understand some of the basic forms for many of these religions, so that through understanding, I can better serve more people. As it currently stands, I don't have a specific religion that I cla

P.m.d
her to meat freind and to have fun wy i met new freind will i hop you all will be my frind to xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooooozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozozo

Life Is Good
so i think i finally found that special guy ive been searching for so long. i love how he makes me smile and laugh i love how sweet he is to me... yeah ive done some fucked up things to him but hes still givin me a chance :D im deffinately not fckin this one up hes a keeper.. i can honestly say i love hi with all my heart.. and i whouldent hae it anyother way.. net time i get a chance im gunna go c him and it will be great im looking so farward to it. i dont thin ive ever felt so happy with a man in my life.. grr everytime i talk to him i feel so loved :D i love you abk

My Favorite Poems
A Man Said to the Universe by Stephen Crane A man said to the universe: “Sir, I exist! “However,” replied the universe, “The fact has not created in me “A sense of obligation.” Sonnet 130 by William Shakespeare My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;Coral is far more red, than her lips red:If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.I have seen roses damasked, red and white,But no such roses see I in her cheeks;And in some perfumes is there more delightThan in the breath that from my mistress reeks.I love to hear her speak, yet well I knowThat music hath a far more pleasing sound:I grant I never saw a goddess go, My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:And yet by heaven, I think my love as rare,As any she belied with false compare. THE FUTURE LIFE by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) How shall I know thee in the sphere which keeps The disembodied spirits of the dea

Pioneer Drugstore
Fexofenadine Hydrochloride InformationFexofenadine-Hydrochloride.infophone: 877-479-2455email: info@Fexofenadine-Hydrochloride.infoFexofenadine Hydrochloride (Generic Allegra) is indicated for the relief of symptoms associated with seasonal allergic rhinitis in adults and children 6 years of age and older. Symptoms treated effectively were sneezing, rhinorrhea, itchy nose/palate/throat, itchy/watery/red eyes.Fexofenadine Hydrochloride is formulated as a capsule or tablet for oral administration. Fexofenadine Hydrochloride is usually taken twice a day, in the morning and the evening. Follow your doctor's instructions. Take each dose with a full glass of water.Do not take Fexofenadine Hydrochloride if you have ever had an allergic reaction to it. Before taking this medication, tell your doctor if you have any serious illness such as heart, kidney, or liver disease. You may require a dosage adjustment or special monitoring during treatment if you have other illnesses. Fexofenadine Hydroch

Men Who Use!
You know i cant believe how guys on here can be nothing but snakes. Just taking away a girls heart and then kicking it to the curb because he seen a tit and some ass of another on here. Why cant they be faithful on here? Why hurt someone and use them like that? How would you like if a women did that to you and made you look like an ass to millions? I believe in KARMA and it will come around twice as hard!! This maybe why some men cant hold a freakin relationship!!

Twilight For Our Fans
Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Twilight,The Twilight Saga,Eclipse,Robert Pattinson,Kristen Stewart,Taylor Lautner,ABC,TV,Movies PRINTBuzz up!on Yahoo!ShareThis enlarge 4/5 Getty Images Jack Huston at the 2009 Sundance Film Festival on January 21, 2009 in Park City, Utah Getty Images Cat Deeley and Jack Huston attend the 6th Annual New Yorkers For Children Spring Dinner Dance ‘New Year’s in April: A Fool’s Fete’ at the Mandarin Oriental on April 15, 2009 in New York City Getty Images Jack Huston attends the ‘The Garden Of Eden’ photocall during the 3rd Rome International Film Festival held at the Auditorium Parco della Musica on October 26, 2008 in Rome, Italy Getty Images Peter Facinelli and Robert Pattinson share a laugh at The Twilight Fan Experience screening during Comic-Con 2009 in San Diego on July 23, 2009 Getty Images ‘Twilight’ saga star Taylor Lautner poses on the red

Blonde Jokes
Did you hear about the two blondes who froze to death in a drive-in movie? They went to see "Closed for the Winter." *************** Why did the blonde resolve to have only 3 children? She heard that 1 out of every 4 children born in the world was Chinese. *************** A blonde hurries into the emergency room late one night with the tip of her index finger shot off. "How did this happen?" the emergency room doctor asked her. "Well, I was trying to commit suicide," the blonde replied. "What?" sputtered the doctor. "You tried to commit suicide by shooting your finger off?" "No, Silly!" the blonde said. "First I put the gun to my chest, and I thought: I just paid $6,000.00 for these breast implants, I'm not shooting myself in the chest." "So then?" asked the doctor. "Then I put the gun in my mouth, and I thought: I just paid $3000.00 to get my teeth straightened, I'm not shooting myself in the mouth." "So then?" "Then I put the gun to my ear, and I thought: This is go! ing to make a lo

Stilletoe Moment
who Side are you on? July 02, 2009 copyright I am the type that would make it rain on you with no need for an umbrella or a weather man's warning concerning heavy downfalls. i'm carrying what you need without a handle and i can't leave home without it. fortunately for me the right words get what i desired and put people in positions that only left their legs to go where i ordered them. on many of occasions i know i had children straving for the sight of mommy and hubby sleeping on the job, from a lack of z's, wondering aimlessly from the window to the door wishing she would magicially appear after days of absence. Every click, clack or bump in the night was not only in his imagination, it was actually going on in a bathroom stall, on the ground in the park, or in the car, that had him feeling he was being held hostage by the note. I never wondered what lie would escort her through her front door after riding this amusement man-made ride for days on end. when i first met her i was

Tasty Morsel
well im going through some test for my back. i went for a xray last month and this saturday im going to see what its about pray for me plz thanks my fubar family im back with another name if u want to add me u can add me if u want and i would like to make NEW FRIENDS on here so add me and fan me i dont care its so good to be back n my fav lounge on fubar relentless radio come find me there.

I Prayed For You
Did you know you are a blessing? I prayed for a man that first loves God. Only a man who does can even begin to love me. I prayed for a man that has love for himself. Only a man that does even knows how to begin to love me. I prayed for a man that understands the meaning of friend. Only a man that does can be a true friend to me. A lover must first be a friend and that is what you are to me. I prayed for a man that would love me for me, not what he wants or thinks I should be. Only a man that does will know the devotion of a good woman. Do you? I prayed for a man that knows how to express himself. Only a man that does is not afraid to tell me what he feels and needs, good or bad. I prayed for a man that desires to take care of me. It has more to do with commitment than money. I want someone who has eyes for only me and it can be seen in his actions. I prayed for a man that I could laugh with. A man that can make me light up with just the thought of him. That is a feel

Land Or No?
"Please can I cum?" she begged, kissing the top of my shoe. She was on her hands and knees, her big ass in the air, whimpering at my feet."You are so adorable when you beg, pig," I chuckled, ruffling her hair with my free hand. I had a cigarette in the other hand, and the ash was getting long. "Open wide."She tilted her head up to look at me, and with a grimace opened her mouth. I tapped my ash off on her tongue. Her eyes got watery."Quit being such a baby. I didn't burn you, did I?"She shook her head. Her hair bounced off her cheeks."Do you want me to have to get up and go get an ashtray?"She shook her head again, eyes still tearing up. Now her red lipstick was smeared with gray ash."So what is your problem, crybaby?"Thank you for using me as your ashtray, Sir.""You don't seem really thankful," I said slowly. "Now what were you saying about cumming?""Well, Sir..." she stuttered. "Last night you told me you would make me cum if I... if I...""If you what, pig?" I sighed, acting ignorant

Misskitty
Hi Sexi, Just because I am the newbie doesnt mean I dont like a little naughty fun!!! I hope to have some good conversations with you all ;) wink wink. I will continue to keep posting photos for all you die hards...lol If you cant get enough of my photos...I will tell you a little secret on how to find LOTS more of me. Hugs and kisses....on all your fun parts!

From My Sugar Bear Jay
Poem for an Angel I'm now at work staring into space Thinking of you I see your face A face that holds a wonderful smile To see your face I travel many a mile And as soon as you see me your face lights up We kiss we cuddle I cherish your touch A touch that I miss when we've far apart But your always in my mind in my heart We never know what life will bring Sometimes your happy sometimes you sing You're made me happy made me glad I'm no longer lonely no longer sad For I have found someone so wonderful Life with you will never be dull You never thought it could be like this A love so real a love you have missed

Profile
Ok so here is the deal.... I have tried everything to try and fix my profile and nothing seems to be working.... I have deleted all my skins and turned them off but still cant get it to go back to the default so I can get a better skin.... Nothing is working.... can someone PLEASE tell me what the heck I am doing wrong????? I have even tried adding a new skin and that doesnt work either.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Any help will be greatly appreciated!!!! Thanks!! :)

Rate Me...puhlease
Of course, this is my first blog...and my first contest, I usually don't do things like this, but what the heck. Chances are I'm the only one on your friends list in this contest, will you please hook a brotha up and go rate me? Shank ya, Allen David fubar.com/photo.php?u=2730814&albumid=1720496&i=3229429010#548172933

Want A Guy Whose Happy To Be Mine!
Would love to find someone who is happy to be with me and not keep looking for someone better? Is there anyone out there like that? 10. I am an intelligent woman with a lot to offer. 9. I truely care about your feelings and what you want in life. 8. I am an independant woman with clear views and ideas about how life should be. 7. I can never have too many friends. 6. I enjoy spending time with the people I meet. 5. Im naughty 4. Im naughty 3. Im naughty 2. Im Naughty 1. IM NAUGHTY! LOL!

Awesome Comeback
OH YEAH! Love This Comeback !!!!! One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms, but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base.. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha.

Competition Fun Any 1?
when is the best time 2 buy hh? like 2 know the most traffick in fubar so i can optimise my profits! :O thanx? i c all these pix being made, and i so am jjj! lol ;) got that frm hoe and wild hehe but ive got the tools 2 make almost any of these pix and video's but i tend 2 get lost n wat i am doing! then it takes 2 long doing so, and im all warn out b4 ive gotn halfway done, i used 2 have a good emagination 2, but its seemed 2 haved grown up lol (tho I hav not!) lmao but if i had sum kind of giudence, sum one that has good know hows! i cud follow as i learn my own hows toos :D so in a fun way, how many of u like 2 either test me, (gotta b sumtin simple at first....this isnt a bragging contest) lol tea hea OPEN YA DAMB EARS! i SAYD I WASNT ANY GOOD! lmao *jus kiddin* but either test me (alone) or lets make it a grp event! we can have the same project, c if we cant make the same tings! ...then as we get better, we can up the scales.... scails.... sca.... up it UP IT TA HELL! lol *ahem*

Im Back =] Welcome To My World =]
Yes you are mine :D And i have a blast to prove it. What your looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that im the one that understands you. Been here all along so why cant you see you belong with me. =] Oh wait you did. [[Iloveyou]] Anywho! The last few days have been NUTS. I encountered a stalker. OMG and let me tell you. It was NOT fun. Been working on "things" and im starting to feel okay with situations. BTW please dont ask me for CB. Autos. Or Bling Credits. If ive 1 never talked to you. 2. You NEVER rtf. or 3. just wanta use me :D cause Hunnie IM NOT beat =] I get where ive gotten on my own. Alot of you should try it =] Now mind you ive meet some awesome people so far and they are awesome :D check out my family :p They rawks! Oh icon of the day: Anywho Happy fathers day guys =] ♥ && HELLO && ♥Its 5pm and its ALREADY been the day from hell. I didnt get to sleep till like 6am. Then woken up at 10 to bullshit and its been drama drama dra

A Girls Life
There once was a girl Who wanted to die, Cuz all she ever did Was fuck and get high. So pointless and Lame This was no kind of life, Heart darkened by hate Shed rather end it by knife. Once beautiful eyes could no longer see, This was not the way She expected to be. She used to be caring She used to be kind, But hate and deciet Was all she could find

Suicide
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry

Slipknot's Tour
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso

Auto 11's
Friday June 19th The One is Running His Auto's Again can we please get some FAMILY LOVE this time Thanks!! Our top #3 Family ☠The One☠ He has Auto 11's Please go show him some family love! He is our Promoter! Please and Thank You Management lol KrazyR [ fubar.com photo: 4273364427 ] http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2036329&albumid=0&i=4273364427 (because my links sucks u may have to copy and paste im sorry lol)

Sin~
Sarah had become an addiction for Kieran. Since the morning he woke up with lipstick on his cock and watched her get off on his bedroom floor, he'd become entranced with her. She felt the same way, allowing herself to grow attached to the quiet persona he showed in public, and the passionate one he shared with her. Tonight would be another night of pleasure for Kieran, one he was growing accustomed too. Sarah had gone out on her own to arrange for Kieran to be accepted into a unique club she helped start up. She was now a silent partner, opting to leave the playing to others while she enjoyed the view behind the windows. The music was loud, the drinks of the highest quality and the atmosphere reeked of not only wealth, security, and fun, but it was also apparent that only the most elite were allowed past the two burly, but exquisitely dressed, men at the front door. Kieran watched with interest as Sarah said hellos and kissed cheeks. It was a different Sarah he was observing. She was s

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I RECENTLY FOUND OUT THAT THE CERVICAL POLYP I HAD REMOVED IS MALIGNANT! IT HAS BEEN REMOVED AND I HAVE NO MORE, HOWEVER I WILL STILL HAVE TO UNDERGO CHEMO AND RADIATION AS A PROCAUTION! I STARTED YESTERDAY WITH MY TREATMENTS AND I DONT FEEL VERY GOOD! IM VERY NAUSEOUS AND A REALLY BAD HEADACHE! IM SURE THE LONGER IT GOES THE SICKER I WILL FEEL BUT MY DOCTORS HAVE TOLD ME I HAVE A 99% RECOVERY RATE BECAUSE IT WAS REMOVED AT A VERY EARLY STAGE! I AM VERY HURT AND ANGRY BY HOW RUDE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TO ME ON THIS SITE! ITS JUST MEANT TO BE FUN I CANT HELP IT THAT YOU ARE WASTING YOUR MONEY ON FAKE WEDDINGS AND OTHER THINGS THAT NEED A CREDIT CARD! YOUR MARRIGAES ARE NOT REAL....FUMARRIED LMAO BLINGPACKS? 11''S? CHERRY BOMBS ETC..... I HAVE OTHER THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT SO IF YOUR GONNA BE RUDE STAY OFF MY PAGE AND STOP COMING BACK DAY AFTER DAY TO LOOK AT ME! I CAN SEE WHO DOES AND ITS ONE FEMALE THATS VIP AND ITS REALLY ANNOYING SO SORRY YOUR PAYING BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU NEED TO STARE A

Fubar Drama
STAY OR GO OK.. I HAVE 1,086 FRIENDS IN MY LIST... AND OUT OF THAT NOT EVEN HALF COME BACK TO MY PAGE AND RATE ME... I AM GOING TO BE CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST... I AM ONLY KEEPING MY TRUE FRIENDS THAT COME TO MY PAGE AND RATE ME ONCE IN AWHILE.. I HAVE BEEN ON FUBAR ABUT 8 OR 9 MONTHS AND BARELY ANYBODY HELPS ME OUT ON HERE.. BE IS BUYING ME THINGS OR EVEN RATING MY PICS IF U WANT TO STAY AS A FRIEND TO ME THEN PLS COME TO MY PAGE ONCE IN AWHILE.. THAT IS ALL I AM ASKING... IF U WANT TO BE A FRIEND TO ME.. I WILL BE ONE BACK.. I AM SICK OF PEOPLE USING AND ABUSING ... IF I CANT HAVE FRIENDS THAT WILL HELP ME WITH ANYTHING WHY SHOULD I BE HERE.. SO IF U WANT TO STAY ON MY LIST.. U HAVE TILL TOMORROW ( SUNDAY JULY 12, 2009) IN THE EVENING SOMETIME TO REPLY BACK TO THIS OR SHOW ME LOVE.. I LOVE U ALL BUT I AM GETTING TO THE POINT THINKING SHOULD I QUIT DJING AND FU BAR ALL TOGETHER.. I AM NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN.. SO PLS DONT THINK I AM... I AM A VERY NICE PERSON IF U TRY

Funnies From An 80 Year Old Patient
now i lay me down to sleep i pray the lord my shape to keep please no wrinkles please no bags and please lift my butt before it sags please no age spots please no gray and as for my belly please take it away please keep me healthy please keep me young and thank you lord for all you have done five tips for women 1. its important that a man helps you around the house and has a JOB. 2. its important that a man makes you laugh 3. its important to find a man you can count on and who wont lie to you 4. its important that a man loves you and spoils you 5. its important that these 4 men dont meet each other loll one saggy boob said to the other saggy boob; "if we dont get some support soon - people will think we are nuts" omg she is too cute at 80 years old i swear

Rip Jeremy! You Will Never Be Forgotten!
MIDKIFF - State Police in Hamlin say two people were killed in an early Saturday, June 13, automobile-house accident near Midkiff. Trooper D.C. Brinegar of the Hamlin Detachment said he and fellow troopers also estimate that the house involved was one-fourth destroyed in the incident along State Route 10.Dead, according to Brinegar, is the driver, Jeremy Ryan Rakes, 22, of Ranger, and his passenger, Dawna M. Mascol, 32, of Branchland. The pair were pronounced dead at the scene shortly after 3 a.m., Saturday morning, Brinegar said.The trooper said Rakes was driving a late 1990s model, red Ford Thunderbird. The vehicle was traveling North on Route 10, he said. Although it has been difficult to determine exactly what happened, Brinegar said officers believe Rakes lost control and his car flipped over and landed in the living room of the house located across the road from the former Midkiff Elementary School. The home owner, who was sleeping in the house at the time, said he was awakened b

Games
Fly Away In a world of pain You called me up And played the game I did'nt know you'd hurt me so Rip me apart very slow Don't have to dry my eyes; no tears Just twisted wasted worried fear What to do now that your gone Bitter empty played out songs Over and over Time and Again I ask when will this suffering end? Tomorrow or maybe today Probably never That's what they say Continue to pour my heart and soul? Or close up and grow old alone? Decisions made I'm just fed up Sick of trying Done with love

Hotness
COME ON IN AND BE PART OF SOMETHING NEW.. AND SOMETHING FRESH.. WITH NO CAM DRAMA TO WORRY ABOUT.. JUST GOOD PEOPLE AND FUN CONVERSATIONS. JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND ENTER THE "MELTDOWN" AND IF YOU WANT TO BE STAFF..PROMOTERS (VERY IMPORTANT), NICE GREETERS, ENFORCERS AND EVENTUALLY LIVE DJS.. SO, COME EARN YOUR BRAGGING RIGHTS, "I WAS THERE WHEN THE GREATNESS STARTED" http://fubar.com/lounge/67109# VAMPYRESTA..

Tiny Story(1)
Brian stretched out on the sofa. It was a small sofa, dark brown and only about four feet long. As brain was only three inches tall, it was more then enough room for him to stretch out. He heard a door somewhere open and close. He turned and saw Erica walk into his line of sight. She was a lightly tanned, with long black hair. Wearing nothing but a black bikini, he could see her slim slender body and all it's curves nicely. She was five feet five inches tall, or somewhere just under two hundred feet tall to tiny Brian. She stopped and stood in front of the sofa, a small white box in her left hand, and looked down at him."It's time to get ready," she said as she set the box down on the sofa cousion, "Ready for what?" Brian asked"You'll see...it's a surprise. Just get dressed.'' replied Erica. Brian walked over and looked inside the box. Inside was a puffy white silky shirt, blue pants, black boots and a red cap. All the perfect size to fit him. Erica cleared her throat and

Poetry By Kiera Lathan
"Charade" [Prose That No One Knows] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Do Not Copy/Use/Steal/Ect Without Permission!] Elegant. Intelligent. Quiet. Introverted. Hiding so the rest of the world can't see. Loud. Obnoxious. Ridiculous. Ludicrous. How the world always sees me. I'm sick of this charade. I wish you knew. I wish you knew. Couldn't hear the words, Couldn't feel the hate, Couldn't bear the fate, Couldn't feel.. at all. I wish you could see through my eyes. Look in that mirror, And not be dismayed. I'm waving my white flag. I give up. Finally, last breath, And sigh. Rest assured, My heart still beats in frailty, Broken by all the bats, Shattered with the barbed wire. I wish you could think my thoughts, Feel the world through my fingers, Then maybe.. You would understand what it is... To be me. I make life look effortless. But behind the laughter and the smiles, The jokes and the goofiness, I'm silent. And nobody would know. I guess it's just the upset talking. But i'm sick

Info
so i might not be on for a bit and i dont want people to think that I was mad at them or ignoring them... going thru a tuff time right now so I am on here when I can be but its going to be a bit till things settle down thats all for now love to everyone

If We Had Sex.. Game..
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i l

It Happennnns
I find myself yet again, to be in one of those "moments". You know what I'm talking about. It's when you’re lucky and vulnerable enough to get to see your life from an outsider's perspective. Usually, in my case, it’s brought about by unexpected, unplanned, and unwilling circumstance. Most of the time when this happens, I’ll just shake my head and tell myself to “Skye, get it together”. I swear my life seems like its just an overly dramatic, syndicated, TV show where all you can do is sit, watch, wait, and deal. However, I think this time, I’d like to call it a learning experience, or more bluntly a reality check, more than anything else. And if I were my best friend, I’d do the best friend role and bitchslap me, probably more than once. Well, I’d hit my best friends anyways. I’m always quick to hand out much needed "favors” that I see fit. But, like Britney says, there really are only 2 types of people in the world. Those who

Jst Sumthang From Chenny
Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over? some Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right? nope....something more Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? hmmmmm sum wat Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly? nah not 4real Who are the past 4 people to send you a text? iono i hav no fone Do you love where you live? yes my confort zone What were you doing 12 AM last night? bed dreaming Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes? iono i dnt remember....havent been on the fone Can you get over people easily? nope not at this moment Have you ever regretted letting someone go? yerp Would you go out in public looking like you do now? of course why not Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? mall Does your ex miss you? iono??? If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you kiss back? yup Did you sleep alone last night? always do Do you believe that th

Member Of The Week!
Member of the Week Dj Warped "Sissy" Please show her some Zodiak family love! She need's rates, gifts, tags, drinks, blings anything thing will be great! So go rate her already if you got time this week this is your girl! Thanks so much management! Her link: http://www.fubar.com/user/1607663

June09
Many of you won’t read this and that’s OK. My real friends will and that is who I’ve written this for anyway. I want to give credit where credit is due. My life was a shambles. I had invested my whole life caring for and loving Sheila in spite of everything thrown my way and she died. Just died and left me to pick up the pieces. I’ve written often about my devastation. I had lost the will to live. I was merely existing. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, didn’t care. I could muster no feelings for anything. I was an empty shell. Time passed and the rawness of my hurt finally scarred over and I was able a little at a time resume trying to get my life back. I opened up my heart a tiny piece at a time. I met several wonderful people and tried so hard to have a relationship with them. While they gave all they could, I just wasn’t as ready as I thought I was to receive. Only God knew when I would be ready. Then last October I met

Rainbows
clue#1 slow jamz clue#2 movement clue#3 hott clue#4 kisses clue#5 wet clue#6 water clue#7 drips HAVE YOU GUESSED WHAT IM TALKING BOUT? NO NASTY IM TALKING ABOUT A BUBBLEBATH WITH THE MUSIC GOING... OMG PEOPLE GET UR MIND OUT THE GUTTER!!! LOLZ JP “Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.-- Claude Pepper follow the yellow brick road you may jus find something yu like.... check out de pix, rate em, rack up ponits and ill return de favors!!!!

Erotic Poem7
You are naked, except for a string of pearlsWas ever such whiteness set against white –Like the lace of your discarded brassiere,Like cherry blossom tinged with nipple-pink,Like snow in springtime, snow on clouds?I love the pearl beyond all other precious jewels.I would throw any other stone away; but thisSpeaks of our secret femininity – just think –A priceless thing kept hidden, deeply sacrosanct,In folds of yielding flesh, only lover-tried!Oh I too would wear pearls against my neck,Their milky imperfection only serves to showThis shameless bite-mark, lately suffered!Let me walk the streets with this – let all seeAnd call me whore! I take that joyfully!Whore I am, and whore I always was, my love.Slave to any girl who bought me with a kiss.See these hips? How many others rocked them!These shoulders have the scars of bites, scratches,And hands galore have tanned my nether cheeks!You think me Little Miss Vanilla-two-scoops?Well you’re wrong! Treat me like a

Disfunctional
I was browsing thro profiles and saw some that were unique... But this one caught my eye and I just can't stop thinkin about it.... "Life's to short... Don't lie, cheat, or steal... Speak yur mind... Don't take wuts not yurs" Yeah life is short for bullshit... Life yur life to the fullest witout hate n' disrespect...Don't lie.... Ok thats a good one... Be honest wit all parties involved don't say one thing and turn around and do the total opposite... Don't steal... Yeah this is the one that burns my ass to a tee... People who are more than capable to work but are to lazy to get out and find a job... Even if it being a waitress/waiter flippin burgers... But choose to live off of the tax payers money and or child support... Isn't that stealing from the taxpayers/children??? I don't care if yu going to school part time or full time get off yur ass and get a job and if yu got lil ones at home make time work wit ya not against ya... I give mad love to the single parents who go to school,

Auction
you know Twane??? He's persuassive lol he got me to join his auction for I think the 4th time so if you wanna own me or idk have a pet to rate u lol click on the link below hugs to all yep Im back I think Lol hey everyone I forgot I was up for auction and just remembered lol here's a link to my auction pic I´ll be offering more and we can arrange several things on there ((= my birthday is in november lol so help me make it special click on the pic belo to bid

For My Fu Friends
To all of my FU friends thank you to each and everyone of you for making my life that much more enjoyable and my days that much brighter. I enjoy the times and everyone I met. I am just a typical good hearted guy trying to make it in this world, and through yall's support and friendship... there is no dream or goal that I can't reach. Thank you all I have come to the realization that Columbus has nothing more to offer me, when I moved here 4 yrs ago I was hoping to find a good job, a sweet girl that loved me and I got nothing. It is time for me to leave the city and this site once and for all I want all of my fu friends to know that I love you all ver much and will be thinking about you all, but the time has come for me to end my time here on Fubar and if anyone wants to keep me in touch Please send me a private message and I will respond w/ my skype and yahoo screen names and my email address I want to wish all of you nothing but love happiness and great things now and everyday go

Darkness
Writing Poems is my fave of all!DarknessAs darkness falls all around,No shadows left playing, on the cemented ground,There is an emptiness she has found,Alone in the silence, there is no sound.Trying to escape a life and just let go,Finding it hard to really show,That inner self, her inner glow,Afraid to be free and let life flow.It is getting darker, both outside and in,Why does it feel so cold, being in her own skin?She has no clue where she is going, but knows where she has been,Yet here she lies in darkness, a deep darkness within.She closes her eyes, as well as her mind,Drifting off to a place only her soul can find,A place that's not so dark and perhaps even kind,A place that she can unfold from her life's grind.Awakening to a new and fresh day,Hoping the sun forever shines, this exact way,A better life, freedom, happiness, what more can she say,As the darkness again falls, she can only pray.Written by S. K. 2005-May-5

Hey
hey Imma a 29 yr old male, been married for 8yrs this coming october and I dont add men so dont try unless I know you, so ladies only send me your invites, rates, blings, drinks, and whatever you want to to me.

Just So You Know ....
hey if you wanna buy great xmas gifts check out my online store at youravon.com/rebeccasawyer they have all kinds of stuff and great prices to ..... http://rebeccasawyer.avonrepresentative.com/ IM SCARED I REALLY DONT KNOW IF I WANT TO GO TO THE DENTIST TOMORROW ....SOME ONE WANNA GO FOR ME LOL I HATE DENTIST LOL OKAY IM BEING DUMB I dont know if i will be on much Tuseday cuz im haveing teeth pulled and there putting me under anesthesia cuz im tarififed of the dentist and ill probally be in a lotta pian so if you have my cell number text me to check on me if you wanan if not ill be back probally wednessday or if can on tuseday lol ........ I really dont wanna go to the dentist ethere lol ....im scared to death

Submission......part Vi
He has allowed her to move, letting her slowly rise so that she might take care of her bodily functions, and even to leave her alone in privacy to bathe in the hot fragrant waters of the bath. She tests the waters temperature and pours some rose scented bath oils into it as the suds rise with the waters pressure. She watches the water, the rise of steam as she feels the soreness of her body. Each time she moves, a soft pang moves through her inner thighs. As the water rises, and reaches the place where she shuts it off, she rises. Slowly she steps into the bath, testing it with her foot, finding it very hot, but welcomes the warmth of it as she moves to fully lie submerged in the hot water.Lying back, her head braced on the edge of the tub, she closes her eyes, going over in her mind, the past few days, and what she's endured at her Masters hand. The burn along her inner thigh throbs deeply, but she ignores this. The bubbles form up and surround the soft mounds of her breasts, nipples

Things I Wrote About Dimebag Darrell
"His Permanent Place" A Rock'n'Roll Soul That'll Never Grow Old, He Was SO Good And Died So Young. I Guess It's Like They Say,He Was Too Great To Stay. Dimebag Was His Name, A Childhood Moniker That Stuck. Diamond Was Another Name They Called Him By, But His Real Name Was Darrell. Not Very Rock Was His Given Name,Dimebag Was Cooler. The Best Of His Generation,A Pure Musician That Changed The Scene, Not Since Jimi And Stevie Have We Been So Blessed,With A New Sound From An Old Axe. He Slung It With Rage,And He slung It With Style. Let's Hope He Finds Peace Now And Slings It In Grace. Let's Hope He's Found Heaven His Permanent Place.

New Trial Member
http://fubar.com/1937718 Her name is Eagle Everyone pay close attention to this New Trial Member, we will hold our vote to except or not around the third week of November . Please ck out this new Trial Member and make her feel welcome. She has some health issues, so will be out for a while, she is going to have surgery, but we have a couple of days to make her feel welcome before that happens. ~Tigerprincess~25toLife~@ fubar Hugz to all.

The Future
As a lot of you have probably noticed my husband and i are going through a very rough spot in our marriage. We are currently seperated in terms of physically. We are however working onour marriage because we love each other so very much and know that what we have is very special. There are just somethings that need to be worked out. At this time I feel that working on my marriage is the most important thing, therefore I ask there be no more flirty comments, I will be making my nsfw pics private, and I ask that those of you that are my friends please do not try and make our friendships into anything more. I am not single, I am not looking please repsect that. Thank you all that have been there.

Old Blogs Of Mine
Internet Dating...Stupid people So it seems that Im destined to meet really fucked up people through internet personals. I think I come off as sarcastic and pretty direct. So why are women always so surprised when I say something? And I didnt know people were really that fucked up and ridiculous. Maybe Im an optimist.Fast Food - Weve been talking for awhile. And though she seems a little odd, I figure we meet dinner. She tells me her fiance died from a car bomb in iraq a few years ago, and in the next sentence she says, this pizza isnt too bad. She goes on to tell me she lost her job and started living in her car, and had to sell her engagement ring. I change the subject because, well, i didnt know what to say (I know, weird huh?). The date ended ok, but I got the feeling something was missing. So we go out again, to olive garden. I order the cheese wedges appetizer. When they come, shes all weirded out. What are they? What do they taste like? What is that red sauce? What does it

My Perfect Man
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries

Blackberry's
Anyone who knows me, knows I love my cell phone. I have probably owned more cell phones in 4 years than an average person will own in a lifetime. Face it, I'm a cell phone geek. I currently own a Blackberry Curve through Verizon. This will be my 3rd time owning one. No matter which phone I go to, I always end up coming back to the Blackberry Curve. It's pink.....and I

Test May Have Exposed Vets To Deadly Diseases
Test May Have Exposed Vets To Deadly Diseases http://cbs4.com Peter D'Oench Warning To Veterans About Risk Of Infection MiamiVA Healthcare System urges testing because of improperly sterilized tubes used In endoscopic procedures between 2004 and 2009 The Miami Veterans Affairs Healthcare System (MVAHS) has a warning for 3,260 veterans who were patients in endoscopic procedures during a 5-year period: Come in for free tests because there's a chance you were exposed to hepatitis B, hepatitis C or HIV. MVAHS says those affected are veterans who had endoscopic procedures between May 2004 and March 12, 2009. Doctors say some of the tubing used was not disinfected according to the manufacturer's recommendations. A special Care Call center has been set up that is available 7 days a week, 24 hours a day. Veterans can call (305) 575-7256 or toll free, 1-877-575-7256 to speak with staff and schedule an appointment at any of the VA clinics in Miami, Broward, Homestead or Key West. Letters are als

Like My Favorite Pair Of Jeans
To all the sum of the earth who thinks its ok to play with a womans emotions...... Current mood: angry Category: Life You think its nice to play with emotions? What if the situation was flipped and we played with yours? You think its fun to make a woman feel like shit? You think its funny when a girl cries? what the fuck does a woman have to do to show a man shes interested in him not what he has? Fuck i wish i knew all these answers if you do please share. your eyes are as green as the trees on the mountain. your smile is like the sunrise on the ocean blue. your touch is like an earthquake. the way you smell is like the breeze of wild flowers in the wind. your heart beat is like the sound of cool waves coming in. being with you is like the time stopping for a moment. waking up to you is like life sighing with content. a simple hug is like wearing my favorite pair of jeans. Doesn't the bible teach forgiveness?Didnt Jesus say turn the other cheek?An Eye for an Eye?Isn't

Jobs
i went to an interview on monday and i got the job, and now the next step is to get my own place or to have a roommate, and i have something on my record that will provent me from getting a place with some people, but i dont know what i should do though

Breakfast {the Morning After} By Sondra
Early morning Sun Glares through the kitchen window Link sausages fry gently In the heavy cast iron pan Juices freely flowing forth Being turned on occasion Expecting to become a mouthful Of succulent meat As He was for Her Last night… Dark roasted coffee drips slowly Into the glass carafe Strong, yet smooth and mellow No bitter aftertaste Just as He had left no appalling taste In Her mouth the night before… He, ready to face Another balmy South Eastern Kentucky day Yawns lightly Alerted to the aromatic scent of breakfast Pouring himself a cup Before adding water to cool And thin The strong liquid’s heavy taste… Playfully slapping Her derrière He kisses Her 'good morning' His boxers snug against His full to nearly bursting out manhood Very conspicuous to Her devoted eyes His sexy smile and happy demeanor Grabbing Her attention, as is natural… She, a slight smile Playing on Her full lips At remembrances of Last night

Can't Take A Fucking Joke
I like to read and comment on the mumms. I thought that this one person that put up a mumm was being funny. The mumm went like this: just want to show love to my country created @ 06/15/2009 03:13 pm expires in: 32 mins [NSFW] [EVERYONE] i,m geting ready to go up the road later and pay this hispanic girl i know for a blowjob but heres where i need help from all you great fubians. shoul i fantasy about Hillary Clinton or Michelle Obama sucking me off So anyhow, it gave you a choice between Hilary and Michelle. I thought it was a joke so I put in there for a comment ... just visualize grandma with no teeth. LMAO! He came to my page and sent me a message telling me this: Let me be the first to tell you how fucking ugly and stupid you look in that hat. So I gave him a taste of his own medicine. He sends this girl to my page to tell me that I'm ugly and that I never

You Can't Crush My Dreams
You can forget I live Leave me sitting alone Push me aside Like I've been disowned You can break my heart Ignore that I'm here Cause me more suffering Your time one day nears Leaving me alone You Play on my fears Each hurtful word stings Whispered, only I hear I look out my window The sun it still shines Birds are still singing When I open the blinds You can't take my heart My love for you is real I lived these moments Those you can't steal You can't take my will Or silence my screams These things are my choice You won't crush my dreams Just be there beside me Keep holding my hand Don't turn away I need you to stand I won't ask for much Or get in your way Just need you with me Till my final day Written By: Sierra N no one can.... Yes he'll never know mwah sexy...

This Is So True.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate f

Love
IS IT REAL...ARE YOU TRUE...I REALLY HOPE SO CAUSE I FALL MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY... I NEVER KNEW IT WAS POSSIBLE TO FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN... THOUGHT I WOULD BE ALONE FOR EVER BUT U FOUND AWAY IN... I LOCKED THEM I KNOW I DID CAUSE I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL THE HURT AGAIN.... U BROKE THROUGH THE WALLS AND UNLOCKED THE DOOR I LOVE YOU BABY

Schooling You Fools!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aparantly at some point in time men assumed that they dont have to stick around and be there for their children. Apparantly they can impregnate a woman and walk away as if nothing ever happened. THEY dont have to carry the child, THEY dont have to feed and nourish the child mentally and emotionally. How is it that they can care for a little while and then walk away scott free with no cares. As if pregnancy isnt difficult enough to deal with, try having the one you care about and love dispite their faults walk away as if he never even cared. Wanting nothing more than to be a "Paycheck" father because they cant deal with the stress and pressure of life and family. It is ridiculous that there are so many men out there(well they claim to be men) that think that this is a socially or morally acceptable subsitute for real family. This my friend is sad!!!!! TO ANY MEN WHO READ THIS, if you find yourself falling into the above mentioned category do all of us women a favor and BE A MAN

Babe Magnet
I so thought my 22 month old daughter swallowed a magnet that was about 2 inches long and about an inch in diameter! Rushed her to the ER and no magnet. So almost three hours in the ER with three kids ready to rampage around in the hospital--AND NO MAGNET! But that's a good thing, so no complaints.

A Serious Threat
9/11 Responders Outraged Over Funding Shortage at N.J. 9/11 Health Clinic E.O.H.S.I clinical center of RWJ Medical school/UMDNJ facing cutbacks because of lapse in federal funding Media Advisory: Event Tomorrow at 10:00am Contact: John Feal (Fealgood Foundation),

For The Ghost
You may think that I'm lying, But I'm afraid of not trying. For the one that pleases me the most; Is a beautiful little Ghost. The monster has died; Along with the tears I have cried. It was a smile on the wind; To finally find my hearts twin. To search for so long; And have been so wrong. So many times it seemed; Happiness was only a dream. Tattered and torn; Weary and bone worn. To find the one I've wanted the most; Is a beautiful little Ghost. ♥

Flies
The sun goes down I'm left with my thoughts once again I live too much in my head Emotions run too deep But they are what my brain could keep Never to be full expressed Swallow the pride That's right No one will know I'm a different being on the inside Am I truely alive? Bare feet propt up on a cluttered coffee table Stacks of movies spread across its surface There's a varitey for everypart of ones imagination Beads of sweat trickle down my neck As a wave of heat presses itself onto my body A forceful intruder A strange annoying sound buzzes in my left ear Boiling anger spreads and streches it's fingers through my whole being Shimmering my blood As if it would soon evaporate through the pores of my skin DAMN FLY! Makes me think of the old man in Poe's story You know, the one with the milky eye? Damn thing finally flies away As time passes, the anger melts away Bare feet propt up on the cluttered coffee table Funny how fast another day is wasted When you have

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolets
OK EVERY ONE YOU TEL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND PLEAS BE HONEST AND DETAIL ABOUT YOUR ANSERS.. do you beave that it is the same thing to be engaded or morried on fubar as it is in realy life... does a fu relashipon mean the same to you as one in rela life .... tell me what you thing and why .... this should be a good blog should get alot of diffrent openins wouldloe to know what you all think life is like a big box of chogolets you never know what you are going to et each peace is something new and you never kow what you are going to get unless you try it.. never say no till you tryd something new no matter what come up. just like when you are meeting some one new never say no to them till you get a chjance to know them and sometimes it better to just take a chance and see what happens becease you might meet some one you like and something might jusst ceom of it then if nothing eals you at least made a good friend from it so my sugesten is take a cahnce and see what comes of it you kn

Todays Joke
An old man , a boy & a donkey were going to town. The boy rode on the donkey & the old man walked. As they went along they passed some people who remarked it was a shame the old man was walking & the boy was riding. The man & boy thought maybe the critics were right, so they changed positions. Later, they passed some people that remarked, "What a shame, he makes that little boy walk." They then decided they both would walk! Soon they passed some more people who thought they were stupid to walk when they had a decent donkey to ride. So, they both rode the donkey. Now they passed some people that shamed them by saying how awful to put such a load on a poor donkey. The boy & man said they were probably right, so they decide to carry the donkey. As they crossed the bridge, they lost their grip on the animal & he fell into the river and drowned. The moral of the story? If you try to please everyone, you might as well... Kiss your ass goodbye!

Wicked Wins!!!!!
JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW I WON SEAMUS LOST!!!!! NOW I WANT TO PERV ALL MY FAVORITE WOMAN AND MEN AND MAKE SARCASTIC BLOGS THAT I DONT HAVE TO BE NICE IN SO HERE GOES: FUCK WHOREBIATCHI HATE YOU ALL !!!!! *KICKS IN SHINS* DIE AND GIVE ME MONEY FOR SPOTLIGHT DAMN YOU ALL WICKED

Crap That Makes No Sense
heres a list of crap that makes no sense to me: Soy Meat - If vegetarians want to eat meat, then just do IT ALREADY!!! Veganisim - If you think the raising of cattle for slaughter is bad for the environment, do your part, and EAT THE FRIGGIN LIVESTOCK!!! Grilled Chicken At KFC - Its called KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN FOR A REASON!!! Edible Underwear - I know what comes out of that hole, and i sure don't want it in MY mouth. Non Alcoholic Beer - Barley ferments, fermentation makes alcohol, so keep it natural LEAVE IT ALONE!!! Fish at Mc Donalds - YOUR FISH SUCKS!!! STICK TO CRAPPY BURGERS!!!! Triple shots of any liquor - At this point, just drink from the bottle, its easier. Making a minivan into a truck - Just, WHY? The time and effort that goes into making it legal, just buy a junk truck. Its quicker and more efficient, and sell the friggin MINIVAN!!!!! Dual Exhausts on anything with less than 8 cylinders or more than 2 - YOURE A RETARD!!! YOUR CAR SOUNDS LIKE A PEICE OF GARBA

Just Waiting!
I can't eat and I can't sleep because I'm always thinking of you. Day in day out your on my mind and I don't know how to get you off... Your like a part of me that is missing and I don't know where to find you to make me whole. I want you and I need you but it doesn't seem to matter because I don't think you feel the same... If I knew it would make things a little easier for me to express how I feel towards you.... So will you let me know or will i have this pain in my heart forever? Just waiting for someone to come sweep me off my feet. Is that person you or are you really just a dream? Are you a figure of my imagaination that i really want to come true? Hold up are you waiting too? If so please tell me what I need to do! Because if we both are waiting for the other one to move, then what are we waiting for just to prove our love will come through? I feel so used like a Kleenex tossed to the floor! Was it somethng that I did that made you not want me anymore? If it was I apoli

Show Me Some Luv =-)~~
Hey everyone show me some luv, help me move up and fill me with drinks. I try to get on here as often as I can however, I am on the road and internet is not always reliable. Take it easy everyone I am headed through Virginia into Pennsylvania, then heading towards miami Florida. Later!!

Fake Happiness
She sits alone In a empty room Everythings so sad and filled with gloom THe smile is fake the happiness unreal these are the reason she takes that pill She tries to cope with her depression But all she can do is hide her expression The happiness inside her is gone without a trace But the sadness is hidden by a smile on her face She has alot of pain inside her still but she can only focus On the pain that is real She cuts herself and the she bleeds Love is what She really needs

Should I Or Shouldn't I
This is not gonna be no fancy blog or anything at all.Some of you know i do have a lounge on here but its not going as planned so now im thinking should i keep the lounge open or should i close it well im gonna think about it for a week and then i will decide so to the staff is aware it has been crossing my mind so in a week we shall see. Been thinking this for awhile now since i came back to fubar i am thinking of starting a new leveling crew sowhat im asking from you my friends is ideas including a name also before i even start to work on this i need to have a co-owner to help out with it all please messege me with the ideas open to all

Stuff
So my daughter decided to sit on her silly putty on the couch........talk about being mad, I had silly putty on her shorts and the couch seat, all in the 80 degree frontroom. So I figured put ice on it...hahahahha nope, next I got my GOO GONE cleaner, it worked on her pants like a charm, i soaked then in a bowl for about 5 min and it came off with little elbow grease. The couch, however, was differant. The threading on the couch is much more coarse and the goo gone didn't work. I googled "getting silly putty out of furniture" and someone had suggested vodka. Yet another use for a wonderful drink!!!!!!!! I took the cover off my cushion and soaked it in vodka for 5 min. With alittle bit of elbow grease it came out. So for all you parents out there that have kids that love silly putty and they love to get it stuck on fabric, instead of drinking the worries away pour it on the putty!!!! hehehehe So I like to look up people from my past for shits and giggles. I have come to find

???
today is a day to remember those who lost their lives! this is my story, and how i feel about this day and this country sept 10, i had plans to go to NYcity, start but meet up with a friend who work in the twin towers, he was going to show my gf, buddy and i around, then it was to hit time square. ofcourse i never made the trip with my gf, my buddy brian went ahead. as u know what happened the next day, two planes it the towers, i was grabbing breakfast with my gf. the area i lived in, called TomsRiver,NJ was on alert, as there was a nuclear power plant 10 miles away, i remember most about that day is what if i had gone, i wouldnt be writing this now, what if stopped brian from going,he would be alive. so since that day, i every year, i will honor those lives. in total, i lost 3 friends that day, people around jersey lost someone, or knew someone who did. i ask any viewers to leave a comment, share ur story, what does this day mean to u, how did it change u? thank you for ur time. Ma

Just Thinking
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time o

"20 Years Of Marriage"
"After 20 years of having sex in the dark...a woman realized her husband was using a dildo...and she screamed at him..."EXPLAIN THAT DILDO!!!!" her husband says..."Explain the kids bitch!!!"

My Daily Video Of Wtf??
As promised I am posting another AVGN link. So this video is funny on it's own however seeing the Top Gun episode "Check Previous blog." first will make the episode that much funnier. I was a jealous poor child who had few accesories with the my NES "providing it was not sold for drugs that week" as well as few games so when I saw exacally what I missed out on I felt that much more greatful for what i did have and no longer felt like I was missing out on something cool as a child. Hope you enjoy! ~Brodie http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYDuy7wM8Gk Also check out AVGN's other videos at www.cinemassacre.com As always, Feel free to check out MY videos and links. www.myspace.com/randomclips www.youtube.com/randomclips The AVGN is hands down one of my favortie internet celebs. in this episode he explores both top gun games for the NES. Hands down one of my favorite episodes, tomorrow I will be posted another video from this user. If you have not seen him before and you have been pla

Random Thought Of The Day...
I will someday post a full lenght bitch fit about this but just to voice the thought... Depending on what country you are in.. example I am in the U.S. when you learn to drive you are taught to stay on the right side of the road.. Now granted Most of us can do it and there is a select few that managed to beat the sysytem and get a license dispite not knowing how to drive.. nevermind!! back on track.. Would it not make sense as a pedestrian in sitations such as shopping at wal-mart, cruising the mall.. whatever.. as you are walking threw these places it is a free for all no one is walking in any general direction or side which complicates the situation of "on coming traffic" okay you are walking along the right side of the wall, and someone is heading right towards you.. there already in the wrong lane so you think dodge right.. BUT THEY FOLLOW!! Now you have to do this ridiculos dance to avoid a colision. Thanks douche bag!! can't we all just stay to the right?? Exepct you guys th

Haters Wtf!
Ok i am getting pretty fucking sick of this shit! The guys on Fubar need to realize single means you are free to do whatever you fucking want. No one on this website owns me or has the right to tell me what I can and can not do! For those of you that are jealous over what goes on in one of my NSFW folders ( KINKY FUN) too FUCKING BAD!!! I am me and that isnt going to change....you want to think that you own me or can tell me what to do then maybe you should remember you dont pay my fucking bills and you sure the fuck are not here fucking me!!! If you read my profile page you will see I am here for "Playtime"!! So if you are offended by the pictures or jealous of what I do in any way remove me, block me I dont give a FUCK!!! Sincerely, NutttyNattty

Aftershocks...erotic Poetry By Sondra
The aftershocks of your love Are electric, throbbing, Pulsating and deep, Vibrating, tingling sensations felt In the arches of my feet, My toes, my fingers, My forehead and my cheeks. Blood pounding, Flooding my veins With erratic pumping, Quickly rippling, To fill my secret places up Driving me insane. Floating, yet flying, Heart pounding, Beating in Rapid succession, Breathing, Shallow, Fast and deep, Love’s rapid fire progression, Fingertips grasping, Open palms, Digging hard and deep, Hands grabbing You and the sheet. Arms weak, Mind spinning, As I taste Your kisses so sweet… By spiritwoman © 2009 spiritwoman (All rights reserved)

Random Crap
For those who wish to have a glass of wine...and those who don't...this is something to think about: As Ben Franklin said: "In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria." In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia coli, (E.coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we would be consuming one kilo of crap. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine and beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Crap; Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service.

In Memory Of
i just lost 2 very important pple in my life first was my grandma wallace, and second was my sis in law roxy both died of a form of cancer, my grandma had brain cancer and roxy had hodgkins limphoma , both died on the same day, june 16 2009, im sad to say goodbye, but i know their no longer in pain, its hard but i will live, i guess your never prepared for the things i had seen, but their suffering is over now, roxy had fought hodgkins 3 times b4 she gave up and was too waek to fight it anymore, both were strong wemen, and had put up one hell of a fight b4 they left us, so in their memory, ive created a scrapbook, the only thing i can do is share it with the family. which i will b sending out by the end of the month, i will b busy till then,

Pet Tales
This is my favorite suburban bandit. She allows me to feed her every night, and sometimes during the day. She visited when she first had her kits and I hope she brings them with her some night when it is time to show them where the buffet line starts. We look deeply into the eyes of the other, but I cannot wiggle my ears as well as she does. ToolStinkfist Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Last night, I went over and above the call of duty for a pet owner. There is no medal. No celebratory parade. However, in my heart - I soothed the neurotic little Fat Russel Terrier named Jack, whose only job in the entire world is guarding me (at least that is what he thinks his job is.). He went for a

Life
Appearantly annapolis dates back to the late 1700s. Holy crap. The ice cream in the annapolis ice cream shop is made on site and is very good. Today I had to take the day off to deal with replacing my bb. For some reason, three of the most important keys were screwed and print two letters.

This Is Too Funny.. :)
Think before you speak...Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak -The last one is great!Have you ever spoken and wished that you couldImmediately take the words back...Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....FIRST TESTIMONY:I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly,'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?'I turned around and walked back out and never went back.My husband didn't say a word...He knew better.SECOND TESTIMONY:I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using.. After browsing for several minutes,I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemenWho works at the store. He asked if he could help me..Without thinking, I looked at him and said,'I think I like playing with men's balls.'

Love...
its you that i think of when i wake up and throughout the day, when i go to bed my dreams are about you...the sound of your voice ...you ae everything to me..my heart, mind body and soul are yours forever..

Pray For Baby Jt
Pray for baby jp plz (his dad is my #1 fam) . this is for baby jp (my #3 fam son) he is dying in a hospital b/c a fucking bastard put him there. the baby is 1 1/2 yrs old! his ex gf fiance beat the living shit out of him b/c he tipped over his 3 month old sister (not his the fiance kid) over in her bassinet his son is a yr and a half old and not expected to live! i dont care if ur religious just pray for him. he is innoscent. the baby has internal bleeding in the brain, black eye etc

Yay
hmm well this is my fist blog :D grrrrrrrrr MY FREEVIEW BOX DONT WORRRRRRRRRRRK!!! its sooo annoying cause i love my music channels and yeah its shit it just died lol. and today :O, the speakers on my comp died too :( which again is shit cause then i wont be able to listen to anything on my comp like the radio or my songs lol. this is one of the most boringest blogs in the world lol sorry :D haha

Stressed
Well once again something has to go wrong. Last month I found a lump on my pups leg. So i called the doctor and wanted to know when i could get him into the vet. Well she told me things i could try first at home to see if it will go away. That way i wouldn't have to spend any money. Well a month has gone by and he has gotten worse. The lump is huge and I am thinking it is a tumar. Not only that it has turned black and has gotten hard. Also it has also moved to his inner thigh. which is now all red and also kinda hard. I have made him an appiontment to go to the vets on monday. But to be honest i don't think he will make it till then. He has gotten the shakes and he is always sleeping now. He is also wheezing in hie sleep. I would hate to have to put him down. Hopefull they tell me all he needs is to go under the knife to get it removed. I feel so bad for him. And i have done everything I can to make him comfy till monday. I just hope he will make it till then.

Lounges
I believe that lounges should not be able to tell you that you can not be in their lounge because of your name. If they have members that do not know how to act like adults then those people should be kicked out. I was punished because of others that act like children. If they act like children then treat them like chidren. That is what the silence, ban, and eject buttons are for. I feel this infringes on my freedom.

Life's Unexpected Changes
Life changes when you least expect it. Not sure why or how it just does, and sometimes it's a good thing and sometimes it's a bad thing. Either way we as humans always find a way to handle the unexpected. Somethings in my own life has taken a mental toll on me. Without going into details that past two and half years have really drained me mentally. For those that know me, knows exactly what i am talking about here. So in reality i feel that life has taken me to a place where things are kind of shattered. meaning that i don't know when i'll stop hurting inside from all the Life's unexpected tragedies that got me here. To top it all off not only have i not had anyone in my life for the past seven years. But now all of a sudden i have not One but Four that think i am the one for them. But only one of them well maybe two of them has made a move to find out if what they are feeling for me is GENUINE. NOW WTF, when is my life going to be complete again hum hum hum!!!!! Life changes

My Life Is A Billion Dollar Movie!!
They were just beginning to build it in winter 1994. By April 1995 it was open and going strong. For a long while I worked as a cashier, then I went on the line. Soon I knew how to run the place, so they offered me a Shift manager position. See where being a manager in high school kicked in? I was with that job for a little over four years! To date that is the longest I ever held a job. By spring 1999 I was fed up with the gossip and it got the best of me. I was accused by a 16 yrs old of calling her a whore and all kinds of other things. I would've had no room to speak if I had said such a thing. But my options were to either apologize to her or to be fired. I tried to apologize to her and to talk to her. But, she kept walking away from me, therefore making it impossible. I gave up and gave in. I quit. I went and applied at several places after that. But took a job at the Circle k in Bartow, FL. This became a pattern for my work for the next 12 years. In that time I held several jobs,

My Peoms
The train of heartach has come to the station making us climb abroad with dispear moving along the tracks of alone and coldness gripping at are seat's we look around and all we see is all the pain in are life play back like a bad movie rerun just in color making us dive in the river of lost tear's fear sneaking up at us showing it's evil head it and we run from it but you know if you run and hide it away it will only make us cold and the people who have hurt you have won the reason people hurt other people is simple this (they have been hurt and want everyone else to feel there pain so it makes them hide there own fears of hurt and then they move on to the next person until it is there turn to have it happen again to them it is very rude and childish to hurt others and why people can't just come out forward and tell how they really feel instead of hidding it away and coping out taking the easy way out of what goes could have been this what goes threw are minds when we reach the

Dedicated
There is a girl.She is always with him in heart & soul. She goes through everything that he goes through. She feels his pain… his sorrow… his joy… his longing… and his devotion. For every minute they are apart, her heart aches… but she smiles. She is a model to other girls. They watch her and wonder… how does she do it? She is the picture of everlasting love & fidelity to her Soldier.. His cause… and their country. She is his rock.. his support… his best friend… and his lover. Her job is the hardest & most painful thing she knows. It is also by far the most rewarding. Their relationship will weather storms… cross miles… and reach indscrible heights. Not because of who they are… but because of the love that they share. A love that is patient.. honest… true.. and kind. A love that transcends the distance. A love that is deeper than any ocean. A love that is more abundant than all the stars in the sky. A love that is perfect in all its flaws Behind every Soldier… there is a

To The Truckers All Over!!!!
This goes out to all the Truckers who travel through out the US! I never really knew but had an idea of the rigerous rodes you all travel but never knew just how ruff it truely is on the open rode till a few days ago when i had to drive from North Carolina to California. All Truckers out there, you all have my upmost respects. I deffinately don't know how you all do it when it comes to the damn mountains you all have to go through on a daily basis.. But i can say i have learned alot from you guys when it comes to driving through the deepest and tallest mountains. How you may ask did i learn from you? As i was driving through the mountains in a rental truck, i couldn't figure out why my vehicle kept wanting to try to over heat on me goin up the inclines of the mountains until i kept watching how you guys would just creep up the mountain. I would then try that n just let the truck creep up the steep incline of the mountain and she would be back to normal. Thanks guys for showing m

ღ Poetry ღ
A rose that was slowly wilting away, Pedals that fluttered to the floor, The radiant ray slowly went astray, Anguish that penetrated to the core. Deprived from water to live, Slowly becoming nothing, Nothing left to give, The beautiful fragrance that once was pulsating, When the last thorn wilt, Suddenly something began to flourish, Things unknown begun to shift, Slowly the rose is nourish, The hand of a lover, A single red rose, Love to fully savor, By love it rose, Touched by this daily, Thorns become vibrant, You made me lovely, Ray can’t be silent, Without you I’m nothing, With you I’m everything, Depart from you I’m crying, With you I’m shining, I am the rose, You are the lover, You are my water, You are my life. Darkness engulfs me,No light to be seen,No sense of reason to be,Craving for death like a feign,You left with no notice,Taking my heart with you,My picture on life is out of focus, The words it will get easier becomes more untrue.Some say it

You Guys Rock
This is gonna be another random blog about a few subjects.First of all I want to welcome all the new members of Alissa's gentlemen's club.You guys are cool and I appreciate you being in my group.This group is all about boys.There are lots of girl groups and I think the guys deserve one to. I want the group to be able to band together when another member needs to level.I think that would be great to help each other out.If anyone is interested in joining message me or leave a comment on the blog.Also,I leveled to Prophet a few days ago and that was pretty cool.I did it in nine days that was sweet.Im about 14 million from Oracle.I've had alot of support and rates lately.Keep the love coming my friends.I return love the best I can.I have almost 5,000 friends so sometimes it is hard.Thanks everyone who really matters for being cool to me and being my friends.For the stupid ones well you know what you can do.

After Lecture Sex...
I approached my lecturer at the break and asked him if I could discuss my project, he instantly replied that he would be in his office 15 minutes after the lecture so we could have a chat then. I returned to my seat and as I sat down I noticed him glancing torwards me. His eyes suddenly met with mine and he quickly turned his focus away. As the lecture proceeded I sent him flirtacious signals, gently rubbing my leg and moving my skirt further up to reveal part of my panties. I could see him struggling to focus on the lecture and I giggled to myself as I enjoyed teasing. My mind began to wander, as I wondered how big his dick was, we quickly exchanged looks and my cheeks flushed as I hoped he didnt realise me dirty thoughts. As the lecture ended i passed him by at the door and he told me he'd see me in a few minutes in his office.As I knocked on his office door 15 minutes later I was promptly answered and directed in. I sat in the chair opposite him and shut the door behind me. He moved

Auction
CB Superman is having another auction and everyone is invited to join the auction... Auction starts wednesday (July 1st)at 8 pm and will go for 1 week... If you are interested in joining the auction... let send me a shout and let me know you want in...

Go See My Son's Band!!
LIVE IN TEXAS!!!My son and his band Dead Rebellion will be in central Texas for two nights only!!! The first show is a free acoustic show in Ballinger Texas at the Ballinger Park on Tuesday the 23rd of June. Their next show will be in San Angelo Texas at the Bill Aylor Sr. Memorial RiverStage which is located on the banks of Concho River at 16 E. Avenue A. Tickets are $6.50. Doors open at 7:00 p.m. show starts at 8:00 p.m. If your in the area please go!!! -Heather

You're Not Alone
A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with passion, love, everlasting. Enduring. The fire blazed. A fire that nothing could extinguish. A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with anger and pain. Losing sight. The fire blazed. Love conquered. The fire extinguished. All is not lost. I have not left you. You are still with me. You take my hand as we rise from the ashes. Like the phoenix taking flight. I search for love, When the night came and it closed in. I was alone, but you found me where I was hiding. And though I'll never ever be the same, it was the sweetest voice that called my name. Singing You're not alone For I am here Let me wipe away every fear My love I've never left your side I have seen you through the darkest night and I'm the one that's loved you all your life All of your life You cry yourself to sleep cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep All hope seems lost With heartache your closest friend and everyone e

Poetry
Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriendNo way, no way, I think you need a new oneHey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriendHey, hey, you, you, I know that you like meNo way, no way, you know it's not a secretHey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriendYou're so fine, I want you mine, you're so deliciousI think about you all the time, you're so addictiveDon't you know what I can do to make you feel alright?Alright, alright, alrightDon't pretend, I think you know I'm preciousAnd so yeah, I'm a hey, hey princessI can tell you like me too and you know I'm rightI'm right, I'm right, I'm rightShe's like so whateverYou could do so much betterI think we should get together nowAnd that's what everybody?s talking aboutHey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriendNo way, no way, I think you need a new oneHey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriendHey, hey, you, you, I know that you like meNo way, no way, you know it?s not a secretHey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfr

Funny Ass Review Of A Restaurant!!
I don't really blog alot but when I came across this review of Der Weinerschnitzel I had to post it! Here it is for your enjoyment. It's really funny in my humble opinion :D The review is from Jetta R. from Phoenix, Az. What would I ever do without Wienerschnitzel?It's my holy place. My temple. My place of tribute. And I'm not making a clever metaphor for the rise in obesity and fast food consumption.You see, to keep in line with my religion (Discordianism), I have to eat a hot dog (or two...or three) every Friday in reverence to the goddess Eris. I'm not making this shit up. Look it up in our scripture. I experimented for a while in finding a suitable regular source of weenie. At first I tried doing the "hot dog cart outside of the store/bar/strip club" thing, but after a while I realized that behind every smiling hot dog salesman is a tragic story of heartbreak and shattered dreams, and I began to fear that eventually hot dogs would begin to taste like cheating spouses and chi

I'm Up For Auction
Ends 6/27/09 Thought I would get in on this Own Me Auction Details Below. Please Commet on Picture In Auction Folder. 25 Credit Bling Pack Starts The Bid Your name in mine A SFW Clevage Salute NSFW Access Shit Faced Every Day 100 Pix Rated Per Day All for One Month 65 Credit Bling Pack All of the above + Number 2 Family NSFW Access NSFW Salute Of My Choice SFW Salute 100 Pix Rated 50 Rate 11 This is for 2 months 135 Credit Bling Pack All of the Above + 2 NSFW Salutes 4 mos as #2 Family Random Comments Random Gifts 350 Credit Bling Pack Will Close Auction #2 Family Spot 6 months Random Bling 100 Pix Per Day

Rules Of Eating Out
Rule #1: When you sit down at your table, don’t wave at us, don’t holler and yell at us, and don’t sit with your arms crossed. We see you sitting down, and if we’re busy, it might take a minute. Rest assured, we know you’re there. If we don’t happen to be in the area when you sit down, someone WILL let us know about it. You pay our bills, we don’t like making you mad. Rule #2: When we walk up to the table, and say “How are you guys doing today?” or “How are you today?”, we really do want to know how you are doing. That helps us to judge how the course of the meal is going to go, and what we need to do to stay on your good side. Grunting or immediately starting your order is not acceptable, and sets a tone that most of us just don’t want to deal with. Getting on our bad side is a bad way to start your meal, because at that point, we know you aren’t going to tip, and no longer care. Rule #3: When we start our

Ramblings
Well, I managed to serve 24 years in the US Navy without going to sea AT ALL! Now that I have retired from active Naval Service, I'm going to sea on the aircraft carrier USS Harry S. Truman for 11 days! It will be a working trip too! No sitting back with wide eyes being a tourist, nope, I'll be on the flight deck helping the jets take off and land! I've done this once before for my current employer, but that was for only 4 days. This trip will be for 11 days! I'm looking forward to it. So, here I am, a two-day member and I'm wondering if the majority of the members on this wonderfully kooky site even know that fubar is an acronym used by the military? It's normally used when someone or something is so incredibly messed up that it takes quite a bit of study before that person or thing is recognizable again. So, without prolonging the suspense... F - F**kedU - UpB - BeyondA - AllR - Recognition Now if you are reading this blog and didn't know what fubar meant before,

Love And My Thoughts
going back to what we know Current mood: happy Category: Blogging I am guilty of this just like we all r, we go back to what we know. Ex-boyfriend, girlfriend, wife, husband, or lover. For reason we forget why the relationship ended in the first place and months or years later we decide that maybe things will be better this time, but it isnt. You get past the newest of it all, the thrill, the love lost moment and its the same old stuff it was before. Is it that we only remember the good times in our heads? Are we still holding on to that love we wish we knew or that we thought we knew? I guess its better to just let it go, because it never works out in the end. Unless you can solve the situation within a 3 three weeks of less, I would say that love has gone. Who is to say, I know I thing I'm done going back,,,,,don't think theres anyone left, ha ha I am reminded of a by line Bob "cat" Golthwieght "I lost my job the other day, well I didnt really lose it, but everytime I go there,

The Wait
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting................. Rodney

Writers Log
She’s a figure of my imagination, or is she real? A devil on earth; masquerading around as a woman on the prowl for a kill. If I tell you that this woman is bad, then she’s more dangerous then a child on a jackhammer drill. This girl is fly, I can’t lie and she really caught my eye like a base runner waiting for a steal. Is this woman here real or is she fake. An angle sent down that stumbled onto her wake. She’s beautiful and delicate with a gentle sway to her gait. Impossible to wonder what it is she wears up under that silky red dress that she displays. Could she be just another pawn in this game? All I want to do is get close to ask her name. But with all the other guys around trying to spend their change. It’s hard for me to take charge and push through the crowd of gents and dames. All in all, I really just want to know the deal. How could she be a person if her face shows she doesn’t feel? Not even a frown when on her dress liquor did someone spill. But wh

Happy Fathers Day To The Non Dead Beat Dads
OK LET ME START THIS OFF KINDA NICE. THIS GOES TO ALL THE GOOD DADS HAPPY FATHERS DAY! AS FOR ALL YOU DEAD BEAT DADS LIKE MINE YOU DONT DESERVE TO HAVE A DAY JUST FOR YOU! YOU CAN CREATE KIDS AND THEN WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM! YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT! I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO NOT HAVE A DAD AND I FEEL LIKE WHAT MAKES ME THINK ANYONE ELSE CANT LEAVE ME IF MY OWN FUCKING DAD CAN? HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU HAVE A KID AND NOT TAKE CARE OF THEM AND WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM? THATS JUST WRONG? WHAT DID WE DO FOR OUR DADS TO LEAVE US? ALL THE THINGS MY DAD HAS SAID AND HAS DONE TO ME. HE HAS DONE NOTHING BUT CAUSE ME A LIFE OF LIVING HELL I HAVE A POEM AND THIS IS THE POEM I WROTE ABOUT HOW I FEEL L~I~F~E L~L IS FOR THE LIFE YOU PUT ME THROUGH L IS FOR ALL THE LIES YOU TOLD I~ I IS FOR ALL THE ISSUES YOU HAVE CAUSED ME I IS FOR THE INTENTIONAL HORRID IMAGES YOU MADE ME SEE F~ F IS FOR FUCK YOU F IS FOR HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME E~ E IS FOR THE EMOTIONAL SCARS YOU

Submission
Sweat travels her curves, a silver x upon her face, A smile hidden underneath, her eyes welling with tears "Was i bad?" she remembered asking her master his brown eyes cold he lashed her the kiss of the leather on her flesh. " You didnt clean the toilet" "BUt...mast...." he lashed her a yelp ringing into the halls. She cried hopig for pity but he taped her black mascara streaking her face. He pushes her into a chair. Her screams muddled into the tape. His wrath come across her face with his open palm. A rage fills her she loved him but he wouldnt let her go. Her arms hurting his strong arms pushing her shoulders into the wood. He looks into her soul "GET UP BITCH" He said. She had never heard this from him before enraging her. She flings him into the ground the fall confusing him she binds him to this post smirk into the tape her eyes toture his soul."Wait... what... what are you doing?" She quirks a eyebrow placing her hands into her hips her hand running over the leather the sweat on

Check Me Out In My First Auction
Im being auctioned.. Check me out and bid big..go to ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™*Salute Junkie* page and look at folder and make bid...here's the link http://fubar.com/bigmike4good69 Come bid on me...all offers considered..Auction running from Sunday June 21 at 11pm est till June 28...Auction being held by The Big Mike..Check out his page..

Tattoos Are Fucking Sick
I really wish i wasn't so picky. It's getting harder and harder to find anyone i'm attracted to anymore because everyone and their dog is fucking covered head to toe in tattoos now days. I hate tattoos, I mean i really fucking hate tattoos. They are absolutely repulsive to me. And almost all of them are completely tasteless. People take their beauitful bodies and ruin them by covering them with permanent graffiti. It makes me sad, so many girls i would be so very much attracted to, and they end up being covered in that awful crap. To me it's like looking at a burn victim. it's just awful tasteless scarification. Tats are the biggest turn off ever to me, and i seem to be the only one that doesn't have atleast one, if not ten. It's really depressing when i guess i'm the only one that thinks this way. Sure wish i could find a nice, sweet, girl with no tattoos... Haha yea right i can't even find anyone that will talk to me period. Fuck, people suck... :(

Locals Only Music Page
Another day and another lost soul in a sea of emptiness.A world of confusion sometimes not worth living through.Making decisions based on what would make everyone else happy and or satisfied.The devil used to be a friend of mine,he kept me level giving me alcohol and drugs to help me ease my troubled mind.When the numbness dissappeareAd and the pain crept back in guilt or the pain of living through a sea of misery is all I felt. A sudden force showed and gave me an angel to help motivate my will to live.She then got stolen away.Was it a test? Was it a chance at renewed faith or a will to quit the harmful path of addiction? The feeling of someone giving up when they actually never left my side is a show of support and a courage that brings you a true friendship. You never lose a sense of love or comradirie when your friends remain true or faithful.An act of loyalty is never a fools gold;it is a true entity you can rely on and gives you a sense of security that wraps around you like a he

Part One Of My Erotic Story....in Italian Lol Very Sexual Ya Gotta Work For It Haha
Essere la persona che altamente sessuale sono questo pensiero è venuto alla mia mente. Amerebbe trovare un uomo che è tanto se non più sessuale quanto me, per disegnare il mio bagno aggiungono l'olio e lo trasportano poll. Allora mette a nudo giù per me e mi entra nella vasca con. I miei occhi stanno esaminando il suo detto che profondo li desidero ora! si siede e mi levo in piedi in modo da posso sedermi lentamente su lui, ritengo quanto duro il suo penis è ed io lentamente me l'prendo. Parte due che viene presto!

Confessions
i confess i wish i felt half as pretty as people tell me i ami confess i wish that i could find a guy to love me i confess that i wish i dont feel like such a screw upand that i wish people would stop letting me down i also confess that i put on a front around people i act like i'm always happy but i'm not. i wish i could be as happy as people think i am. i confess i'm so tired of being fake with people and pretending to be something i'm not. i'm sorry im not a size 5, and i dont have big boobs and that my butt is to big. and that i eat. i'm sorry that i dont have blonde hair and blue eyes. and that i'm smart and i'm not afriad to show it . i'm sorry that i can have a "blonde" moment or two. i'm sorry that i'm not perfect. some more confessionsi confess that i'm sick of people pretending to be something they're noti confess that i always think people are lying to me i confess that i wish i was another person sometimesi confess that i'm a bitch, and i push people away but i dont mean to

Lyrics
Heh, not againOhh, this ain't supposed to happen to meKeep rockin', and keep knockin'Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platterSo what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?I never thought I'd be in love like thisWhen I look at you my mind goes on a tripThen you came in, and knocked me on my faceFeels like in I'm a raceBut I already won first placeI never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did(As hard as I did, yeah)You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeahEvery mornin' I look at you and smile'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me downKnocked me downSometimes love comes around(Love comes around love comes around)And it knocks you downJust get back upWhen it knocks you down(Knocks you down)Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)And it knocks you downJust get back upWhen it knocks you down(Knocks you down)I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' headI think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today,

Heart Determines
It's ok to kiss a fool,It's ok to let a fool kiss you,but never ever let a kiss fool you....It's still best to wait for the one you wantthan settle for the one available.Best to wait for the one you lovethan settle for one who's around.Best to wait for the right one.Life is short to waste on the wrong person....It is better to meet the person who will truly love you later,than meet someone now who promises to loveyou but sooner or later leave you forever.....Never try to impress someone to make him/her fall in love with youIf you do, you will be expected to keep the standard for the rest of your life...Fate determines who comes into our lives. The heart determines who stays...

Thoughts..
Ok, you may or may not have noticed; and you may or may not care, but I've eliminated the "Top family" and "Top friends" classifications from my profile. Yes, I do believe they are evil. That may sound extreme, but hear me out first. Does it not create jealousy and drama? Would the fu-world not be a happier place if no one was whining (whether out loud or to themselves) about where they rank, or don't rank in someone's family?Is that what "family" is about?Is this really a competition?!Anyone that knows me, knows that I'm pretty forthright about my feelings... I talk about them. I tell people that are close to me how I feel about them.So I won't play the ranking game...If we are close, you already know it, I've told you! If we're not close... Either we just don't hit it off, or we don't know each other that well yet? I don‘t know, I suppose there are many possibilities. Anyway, if you want to change that, let me know... If I want to change it, I'll let you know...Is it really so

Lame Ass Bitches
ok, im not trying to be an asshole, but if you have to take pictures of your hands and feet and head and have no actual pic of all of you...its probably because it wont all fit in one picture to begin with. at least not without your fat rolls hanging off the edges getting stuff all slimy on my moniter. wtf! no one gives a shit if you have cute feet and a humongous cottage cheese ass.

Glorious Delusions Of Grandeur
Just another day of sitting around waiting for something to happen. This is getting old fast. Foundations solidified by a blistering time, sand driven deep by winds of tempest speed make not a crumbling shift, but a mass unmoved by gods nor the very time to which birth rites are doled. Not third but first the stars that shine do compete for the crown deserved by whom is seated, not so arrogantly, but humbly upon a throne shaped from generosity; a monarchy only befitting the traits of virtuous souls seated in pairs. But to what is unmoved may be changed, not by time, but by truth. A truth challenged where generosity thrived shakes ground upon those who are seated, moving violently and mercilessly, sundering that which bore witness to eternity first hand. Forever, such is changed but irreversible and cursed, incapable of regressing to safer times, prohibited from progressing past, trapped and broken. Now two, breaking the harmony which permitted its existence, smaller and

The Myst
If you've been looking for a TRUELY drama free lounge on Fubar to become staff in, but have yet to find it....The Myst is probably the place for you. We understand that Fubar is secondary to your real life. We do not wish to make Fubar a second or third or fourth job...just simply a place to relax, enjoy some tunes, and goof off on cam! We are looking for people to help us keep the Lounge exactly that. The Myst is themed after Gorilla In The Myst, and is owned by Nyfallen. You may have seen him around, goofing off in other lounges on cam in his rainbow clown wig...drinking rum and ROCKING THAT BEAT! DarthTazz is the DJ Manager, and is constantly playing the best tunes to keep those of us on cam rocking out (himself included!) We are also graced by the lovely SouthernStunna, who designed the lounge and is amazing in countless ways! Not to mention GORGEOUS! So check us out and see if you'd like to goof off on cam and/or chat with the GORILLAS IN THE MYST! We are looking for ALL

Pinkplaygirl
Dear Autism Advocate,Yesterday, Congressman Mike Doyle, member of the House Energy and Commerce Committee and Chair of the Congressional Autism Caucus, spoke for our community and delivered a message to them that we have been hammering Congress with over the last week - health reform that does not stop autism insurance discrimination is unacceptable!Despite and outpouring of phone calls from our community, Speaker Pelosi has remained silent.It is time to heat things up with FAX IN FRIDAY! Before TGIF starts to set in, be sure to make sure that she and her staff do not get one moment to rest today as a result of all the communications they receive from the autism community.Here is How YOU Can Help: 1. FAX A NOTE TO SPEAKER PELOSI. Our form makes it easy just like sending an email. A fax machine is not required! Once you press the send button a fax will be on its way to her office.> Send a fax HERE!2. CALL SPEAKER PELOSI's OFFICE AGAIN TODAY AND CONTINUE TO DELIVER THE FOLLOWING MESSAGE:

Poem From A Wonderful Man
"Sueanna" Through life's deceptions flowering gracefully above the decay A beautiful Amerind flecked southern rose made her way How harsh the weather, upon one place for so long a time Tho the same weather that made her strong in her prime The fairest of flowers, open hearted in all she sees The fairest of tears rolling in the cool Spring breeze With each passing second and each passing year Until those she truly loves move from far to near Beholding her against the sunset sky is perfection's will And those who flowered from her will know her still Through all the facets of life and all the faces of love May they behold her once more with God's grace from above Richard Martin

Favorite Quotes
A COWARD DIES A THOUSAND DEATHS A SOLDIER DIES BUT ONCE. BY: TUPAC SHAKUR IF THERE MUST BE TROUBLE LET IT BE IN MY TIME SO THAT MY CHILDREN MAY LIVE IN PEACE. BY: THOMAS PAINE DONT JUDGE ME BASED ON YOUR IGNORANCE. BY: UNKNOWN U SAY IM BOUND TO HELL SO WHEN YOUR JUDGEMENT CONDEMNS U I'LL SEE U THERE. BY: UNKNOWN

Shout Out!!!
Hey Gang, Ok looks like I now have something else to become addicted to!! I love meeting new people and these are some cool digs to do it in. So school me peeps... Give me the 411 and let me know the dos and donts of this fubar thang. Catch ya later! Jerzgal Ok gang only a few days left to place your bid on me for The King's Auction!!! get all my atention, love and some special perks!!! G check it out before its too late..... CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW TO BID ON ME IN THE KING'S AUCTION!!!!! Hey my peeps.... Coem celebrate my new position with me as Manager of Centerfolds 2000!!! Drinks on me tonight so get your booty on down and join us... Centerfolds 2000 http://www.fubar.com/lounge/centerfolds2000

Organic Foods
Please tell everyone who wants organic foods..... US House and Senate are about (in a week and a half) to vote on bill that will OUTLAW ORGANIC FARMING (bill HR 875). There is an enormous rush to get this into law within the next 2 weeks before people realize what is happening.> >Main backer and lobbyist is Monsanto – chemical and genetic engineering giant corporation (and Cargill, ADM, andabout 35 other related agri-giants). This bill will require organic farms to use specific fertilizers and poisonous insect sprays dictated by the newly formed agency to "make sure there is no danger to the public food supply". This will include backyard gardens that grow food only for a family and not for sales.If this passes then NO more heirloom clean seeds but only Monsanto genetically altered seeds that are now showing up with unexpected diseases in humans.> > There is a video on the subject.> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epXNJNjYBvw&feature=related> > And another one:> http://www.you

Team Death
You Promised That You'd Walk With MeBut Now I'm All Alone (LIES!)One Set of Footprints In The Sand (LIES!)You Never Carried Me Home (ALL YOUR LIES!)All Your Lies!All Your Lies!All Your Lies!There Are No Words To Express My HatredFor Your Lord And Your God That You Hold So SacredYou've Wasted Your So Called Faith In LiesWhen You're Down In Life Is He Really By Your Side? No!The Man Upstairs Don't Give A Fuck About YouWhy Rely On A Fraud I'm Just Speaking The TruthBest Believe I've Been Through Anguish Sorry And DefeatYou Promised If I Followed That You'd Always Walk With Me, Huh?But Where The Fuck Were You When I Was Suffering?Face Down Deep In Shit You Never Once Saved MeAnd So I Blaspheme Your Name Every Chance That I GetDeny Christ, Burn A Church Because I DisrespectThe Holy, The Blessed Ones And The Feeble MindedCause Their Eyes Are Open Wide But Yet So BlindedThey Ignited The Fire That Burns Deep Inside of MeSo I Deny Your Fuckin' Heaven And Forever BlasphemeYou Promised That You'd

Welcome
Men think woman are stupid they are living with a female and turn around and try very hard to get another female. the female he lives with is paying for everything, why is he trying to be with me. He says he loves two people and he cant ever have one. He says to me I die if I can have you and i will really die if i cant have you as a friend too. He is imming me and calling me but hello i have my man so why do i want an ass. He tells me he wants to show me his new hair and explain things to me so i go to my computer and then comes on with his gf and asks me why I want to see his cam. So why bother me at all. All you are doing is digging yourself a whole to live in. Just leave me alone and get a life like I told this person this morning grow up and act like a man and stop hollaring at me you. You called me a whore in my lounge but if anyone is a whore its you. I am with a man who has a job, and that treats me like gold. If I wanted a dead beat asshole I would find my baby's dad

Word Of Mouf
My Name is Jay, Im 28 in South Maryland. Im against all thats trendy not out of spite but to prove anyone can be a leader and not take the easy route and become a follower. Im spiritual but also unbalanced in some ways. I make you laugh anyway I can but I might wanna burn a hole through your eyes too. Im not a pretty boy/preppy/jock/thug/skater/goth or poser...Im alot of things, alot...If im not the guy for you because you want someone as a sugar daddy then take your ass and haul a U because I dont roll that way. I believe in real friends and chemisty. Any questions? please do ask. If your easily offended please dont read and remove me from your list lol... The Females like 40 and older seem to be even worse than the girls my age, im talking about with relying on being half naked for attention, and the begging ect. It seems like more older people are into leveling groups then younger ones, weird I just noticed that. I get maybe like 1 profile rate returned for every about 25 I do

Ponderings And Dawnings
Ok, well im not a big fan of your troops being over sea's.....I think they should all be brought home....But I do support them for defending in what they feel is right, they're helpin to keep me and my baby girl safe here at home, so i love our troops for it. Well, I have a friend on here that has kept me laughin since the first day i've known him, so imma send him and the others goodies lol Now everyone, please take a sec and give him some blog lovin and page love... http://www.fubar.com/blog/309330/1063712 One of my peeps just did a lil question thing, and it made me wonder, "What exactly is a friend?" Well, here's my answer..... A friend is a person who is there for you no matter what the circumstances are. They stick by your side through thick and thin, even after you've fucked up beyond repair it seems. U may lose touch with them but they forgive you and still take ya back no matter what. They love you for being you, even if that means being an idiot at times to being the

Mike
FINALLY HOME SATURDAY...DONE FULL BODY SCAN YESTERDAY....FULL PROGNOSIS WHEN DR. GETS BACK FROM VACATION (go figure) NOT GOOD....HAS NODULES IN CHEST AND BELLY AREA...6MONTHS TO A YEAR ...WE SHALL SEE..NO ONE REALLY KNOWS...AND ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN...ONE DAY AT A TIME IS ALL I KNOW ANYMORE..HE IS GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE WITH TRACHE..MAKES LIFE A BIT EZIER. A NIGHTMARE ON ONE HAND AND A BLESSING TO B ABLE TO SPEND SOME TIME AND MEMORIES AND SAY OUR GOODBYES..BUT FOR NOW...LIFE AS USUAL...THINK THE WORST, HOPE FOR THE BEST...TY FOR ALL THAT HAVE LISTENED TO MY WANKING...BUT SOMETIMES...U GOTTA DO WHAT U GOTTA DO TO SURVIVE...THANK U AGAIN..I REMEMBER MY TRUE FRIENDS...MUCH LOVE..XO LISA MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU....;)

Con-crete
Your are now listenin to the most addicting music on the planetThe messages are Satanic, don't panicAhhh fuck it you might as wellSit back and relax as we transport your mind to hellBump that wicked shit, bump it twiceBurn your Holy Bible and renounce ChristLog onto Killmusick and pay the priceClick add to cart and you'll be hooked for lifeThis ain't no pussy ass mainstream musicIf your gonna hide any possible weapons, cause you might lose itSlaughterahs put on your black robesTurn up your stereo and bump The Black RoseTurn off the lights and light your candlesAs you bump that Devil music that the Christians can't handleFlip them subliminal message that puts your mind in a tranceAnd give praise to Lucifer the God of song and danceThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI've got thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickGo cop thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil,

Too Late
i'm hoping this won't take too long,i'm wondering if you have or if you haven't gone... your special something's gone away,you'll wonder if we could, or how long should we stay... i wait until i am too close, it's too late.i had to take myself out of the equation to keep you safe. ...and now it's late at night, i waited too, too long to stop, to ask,where does the story end? ...there's nowhere left, for me to go, i know it's too late....we waited til it got too hard, and now it's too late.

So Sad......
Well, some of you know, most don't. I received a phone call on Father's Day that has changed my life. I have a void in my heart that will forever be there. I learned from the phone call that everyone dreads, that my oldest sister passed away. She lived in Oklahoma. The family here are wondering if we will even be able to say goodbye. Her husband has had his own funeral services for her in OK. The whole family is devistated. I grew up with this Sister and her daughter which died in 2006. I have nothing but memories now of my niece and sister, and I am the only one in those memories who is still alive. I know she isn't hurting anymore. She had cancer. But yet, I'm selfish. I don't know how to move past this hole... Those of you that read my blogs are few, but you are the ones I feel deserve to know my mood..... Which is devistated. The point of this is to cherish life. You never know how long you have left in this world, so enjoy every moment. I wish I could have another moment with

Just Random Thoughts..hmmm
xxx comments? I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting (the spice of life). So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to

Dgaf
ok ok ok i know i was venting lil on the last one but ohh hell small town drama hit again and i was 5 hrs away in a other fuking town im like goddamn u got to be fuking jokeing .... But Noooo fukers what to fuk up my weekend when im chillin at a car show with my friend and g/f drinking and having a good time FUCK what next ....then to top off my week i got fuck up fuck up my hand broke my noise and i just got FUCK UP just leave at that sooooo ill add more going to the fuking doc today see ya soon Part 3 soon fukers OK I NEED A PLACE TO VENT I GUESS THIS IS IT ........ IM SOO FUCKING PISS OFF ABOUT ALL THE BULLSHIT GET TOLD ABOUT ME IN THE LIL ASS FUCKING TOWN I FUCKING LIVE IN SEEM LIKE EVERYONE WHAT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME 1ST OFF ME AND MY G/F OF A YR.AND AHALF BROKE UP I WAS DONE WITH ALL THE BULLSHIT WITH HER AND THAT DONE.. WELL IM COMING TO FIND OUT THAT SHE WAS CHEATING ON ME WITH SOME FUCKER FOR THE PAST 3 MONTHS WE WAS TOGETHER FUCKING GREAT .... THEN I REALLY LIKE

Sex Vs. Love
Sex.. Sex is easy, it's just your body if you let it be. It can be with out any strings, it can one time or many times, it's all up to you. Love.. Now love on the other hand is hard. It takes a lot, it takes your mind body and soul. Love has many strings. It also be many times if you let it. Some are looking for love others are not. Some want it so bad they can taste it, other run from it like its a drug. What ever you view is, love is some thing that everyone works at. Now my life runs like this... I live is the darkness, I like it there, it keeps me safe from the love I used to seek. I never have givin up the hope of running into that one that will light up my life and help bring me to the light I once looked for. I have learned to let it find me. Even if that means that i might lose from time to time. And this is one of my random thought I just thought I would share. huggies cherry

Downrater
HEY EVERYBODY ARMYSISTER24 DOWNRATED A FRIEND OF A FRIEND BECAUSE OF HER SIZE AND THEN HAD THE NERVE TO TELL HER SHE WAS TOO FAT AND SHOULD NOT BE FLAUNTING HERSELF....... TRUST ME SHE IS NO PRIZE AND SHE SHOULD NOT JUDGE OTHERS....LETS SHOW HER WHAT WE THINK OF DOWNRATERS!!!!!!!!! Armysister24@ fubar

About Me
ok figured it was time to update this since alot of things has changed.... im no longer married, but am engaged to a wonderful man who doesnt play the games my ex husband liked to play. i have 4 kids, 3 boys and 1 girl. right now im not working but will be going to school starting in jan. so once that starts i wont be on as much, though at the same time i might be on more often seeing as i should have my own computer then. im only here to make friends so if your looking for anything more then that please move on. brightest blessings to you.

Randomz
(Flo Rida) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Ke$ha) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Flo Rida) Hey Walk out my house with my swagger Hop in that with dough, I got places to go! People to see, time is precious I looked at my cotty, are ya outta control Just like my mind where I’m going No women, no shawties, no nothin but clothes No stoppin now, my Pirellis on role I like my jewelry, that’s always on whoa I know the storm is comin my pockets keep tellin me it’s gonna shower Call up my homies it's all Then pop in the next 'cause this mix'll be ours We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin it’s platinum patron that be ours Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers Girl you drink with all that goodie power (Flo Rida) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Ke$ha) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, w

Wake Up!
I wish I had time to explain but if you are williing to take the time to educate yourself I feel like I might be able to donate some. Start with googleing ZEITGEIST and watch the remastered (2:02:15) two hour video. It is time well spent I promise... You will be talking about it to everyone!!! If not put your head back up your ass and enjoy the sites!!!

Stuff I Hate
For any guy that wants to talk about this: Then be ready to be blocked. I'm happy about being single & Will not be talking to guys about crap like that. I hate the fact that when you have a boyfriend They tell you every day that they love & trust you Then turn around and won't cause of something That doesn't meant sh*t to you Blame you for something you could do nothing about And call you a cheater cause of it They won't even talk to you like a person They block you and tell you to not contact them again They even tell their friends to block to you. -

The Biker
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me, put an extra $100.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by.But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair.But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to those that had none.I saw you, look in

Confused
CONFUSED DAMN IM SO CONUSED IM LOST IN A DAZE EVERYTHINGS ALL A HAZE I COUNT THE DAYS THE DAY THAT YOU LEFT ME NOW IM LOST AND CONFUSED IM TRAPPED IN A TIME WARP I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND ERASE THE TRACK I LOOK BACK AND ILL A SEE IS YOU AND THE MEMORIES OF YOU THEY WILL NEVER FADE BUT THE STARS WILL

Not My Poem But Good
"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it. Let no man pull you low enough to hate him."

A Horse's Prayer
A HORSES PRAYERFeed me, water me and care for me. When my days work is done provide me with shelter, a clean dry bed,and a stall wide enough to lie down in comfort. Talk to me, your voice often means as much to me as the reins. Pet me sometimes, that I may serve you the more gladly and learn to love you.Do not jerk the reins and do not whip me when going up hill.Never strike, beat or kick me when I do not understand what you mean,but give me a chance to understand. Watch me and if I fail to do your bidding, see if something is wrong with my harness or my feet. Examine my teeth when I do not eat. I may have an ulcerated tooth that is very painful.Do not tie my head in unnatural positions,or take away my best defense against flies by cutting off my tail.(I don't take away your mosquito curtains.)Don't smoke in my barn or leave me tied overnight and perhaps burn me to death while you are sleeping in your comfortable bed.And last, my master when my strength is gone,do not turn me out in a

Another One That Thinks He Is Hot Shit
OK SO THE RETARD RIGHT HERE U NIGHT WANNA WATCH OUR FOR IF U DONT TALK TO HIM HE WILL CALL U A TRAMP WHORE AND SLUT CAUSE HE DONT GET HIS WAY TALKING YOU THEN WHEN TRY TO WRITE HIM BACK AND TELL HIM TO STOP ACTING DUMB HE WILL BLOCK U SO U MIGHT WANNA WATCH UR PROFILES FOR THIS RETARD Eliphas Levi

Little Of This... Little Of That....
Alright, got fuengaged today as many of you know and apparently I have hurt or pissed some of you off. How many times do you have to be told that I'm a fuckin flirt and a perv and that I'm not going to change? It's understood that this is fu, not real life. So tell me wtf your problem is cuz I can't figure it out. You don't complain when you see me on cam in the loung and showing off ass much boob as I can get away with but you're gonna bitch at me for getting fuengaged. That's real nice. If you know me then you know I'm a perv and a flirt and that's just the way I am. I'm not going to change for you or anybody else no matter what. And once again I'll state this simple little fact that seems to have so many people so confused. IT'S A FUCKING WEB SITE!!!!! Really if you don't like the way I act, then don't talk to me anymore. But don't get pissed off at me over stupid shit cuz I really don't wanna hear you bitching. I'm the biggest perv and flirt you'll ever meet and I like to play

Ok This Is It......the Time Has Come
Ok the time has come for me to say goobye to fubar. Too much drama here and more than I care for. I am not online anymore anyways and there is no reason to keep my acct here when I dont use it for nothing. For those that know me, you know how to reach me. Good writtens Amy

Poems
The sea are calm, the storm has passed, the good Queen has sailed for Toudor at last. "To toudor, to toudor," she called to her crew, and her ship sailed away towards a full moon. I here words echo deep in my mind, Knowing that now is the time. With tears in my eye's I sail for her lands, charged with the ruling of her great Coven. With my hands sitting steady on The Tyler Scott's great wheel, I call for my Crew to raise up her sail. Slowly she lurches and heaves to port side, as we set Sail under the full moon nite. In no time it seems a shout from above, "Land ho there Captain," Swallows me up. I look through my glass and see the cove up ahead, the land of the Coven is right there again, but this time I know from the pain in my heart. My friend wont be there when from this ship, I depart. The Sound is just ahead, as the Tyler scott rides the swells, "Haul in the Jib sheet and stow the Top sails." My crew answers the call, but even they seems to know, that the Prince they once sail w

Dear God Avenge Sevenfold
Avenged Sevenfold Avenged Sevenfold Dear God A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed â€™Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you [ Avenged Sevenfold Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] I lef

R.i.p. Farrah....charlie's Ultimate Angel
Farrah Fawcett, Charlie's ultimate Angel, dies at 62The actor Farrah Fawcett has lost her battle with cancer Thursday 25 June 2009 18.17 BSTFarrah Fawcett, the bronzed, blue-eyed poster girl of 1970s America, died today at the age of 62. The former Charlie's Angels star had been battling cancer since an initial diagnosis back in 2006."She's gone," her longtime partner, Ryan O'Neal said in a statement. "She now belongs to the ages." Fawcett died at St John's health centre in Santa Monica, California. O'Neal and her friend Alana Stewart were reportedly at her bedside.Fawcett burst into the public eye as a fully-fledged celebrity courtesy of her 1973 marriage to Lee Majors, star of the top-rated TV series The Six-Million Dollar Man. Despite being born in Texas, she found herself embraced as the emblem of a wholesome, suntanned California lifestyle. A poster featuring her grinning over her shoulder in a one-piece red bathing suit sold a record 12m copies. "I was famous before I even had

Tanning Pics!
So if you live anywhere on the East Coast you know that since June hit we have been stuck under a HELL of a jet stream! It has brought nothing but rain and BLAHHH weather to the Northeast sea board for the past 3 weeks :( we as of Father's day it BORKE!!! BUT with Monday being my daughter's graduation and subsequent party, Tuesday being my day to catch up on work from taking Monday off, and yesterday being just another mondane Wednsday I haven't been able to truly enjoy the incresingly warmer and sunnier days the way I wanted :(. SOOO... Today I played hookie!!!! And have enjoied myself 100%!!! I decided I would spend my morning wakeboarding at my families lake, which as always prooved to be a TON of fun! Then I came home this afternoon to relax and do some SERIOUS tanning!!!! Enwhich lies the point of this blog. I am for the most part a very flirty female BUT with the position I currently hold and future goals I have for myself the pictures I am posting athough by all intents and purp

Auction
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Im in an auction it starts June 25th unitl July 7th please go bid on me follow link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1183367&albumid=1737878&i=1503856053&idx=10

Don't You Just Hate....
I hate going to profiles that the color scheme is so weird that you can't read what the hell they have on their profile... I suppose it is better than the crazy shit that comes out on myspace (I don't have by the way). Tell me what sets you off???

World's Most Beautiful Song! Listen!
Can you imagine us making loveThe way it would feel the first time that we touchCan you think of it the way I dream of it I want you to see it like I'm seeing itIt's a picture of perfectionThe vision of you and IYour lips upon my lips(can you just picture this)Your fingertips on my fingertipsYour skin upon my skinWould be the sweetest sin That would be the sweetest sin,yeahAll night i lie awakeCuz' it's too much to takeDreaming about the love that we could makeAll day I think of schemes To get you next to meI want you so bad that i can barley breatheIt's a sign of my obsessionThat I can't stop thinking 'boutYour lips upon my lips(Can you envision it)Temptation I could never resistYour skin upon my skinWould be the sweetest sin, yeahIt would feel so goodTo be so badYou don't know how bad I want thatI would do anything To feelYour lips upon my lips(can you just picture this)Your fingertips on my fingertips.Your skin upon my skinWould be the sweetest sin, yeahYour lips upon my lips(can yo

Farrah Fawcett A True Angel
AFTER SEEING YOUR BEAUTY DISPLAYED UPON THE NEWS AND SEEING THE PAIN YOU SUFFERED FROM CANCER'S ABUSE WE PRAYED FOR YOU ALL THROUGH THE DAY AND NIGHT KNOWING YOUR HEART, YOU FOUGHT A VALIANT FIGHT BUT NO MATTER WHAT WE DID OR WHAT WE SAID YOUR PAGES WERE BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND SWEETLY READ AS YOU LAID DOWN AND BREATHED YOUR LAST BREATHE JUST THINK NOW YOUR ARE BEYOND PAIN AND DEATH THE ANGELS CAME DOWN TO YOU AND TOOK YOU AWAY AS ENTERED HEAVEN WHILE MUSIC OF LOVE QUIETLY PLAYED YOU AND THE ANGELS DANCED AND PLAYED IN THE AIR BECAUSE THOSE YOU LEFT BEHIND LOVED THE WAY YOU SHARED YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL IN THE END JUST LIKE FROM THE START NOW MAY YOU REST IN PEACE AND GUARD OVER OUR HEARTS ALOHA FARRAH, TELL MY BROTHER I LOVE HIM, MISS HIM, AND I'LL SEE HIM SOON, MAHALO.

Deaths
LOS ANGELES (Reuters) – Pop giant Michael Jackson, who took to the stage as a child star and went on to set the world dancing to the thumping rhythms of his music for decades, died Thursday, TMZ website reported. He was 50. "We've just learned Michael Jackson has died," TMZ said. "Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back," the entertainment site said. There was no official confirmation of the reported death and spokespersons for Jackson could not be reached for comment. Earlier, the Los Angeles Times said that the singer had been rushed to a Los Angeles-area hospital by fire department paramedics who found him not breathing when they arrived at the singer's home. The newspaper said paramedics performed cardiopulmonary resuscitation at the scene before taking him to the UCLA Medical Center hospital. Jackson had been due to start a

'charlie's Angel' Farrah Fawcett Dies At 62
'Charlie's Angel' Farrah Fawcett dies at 62LOS ANGELES – Farrah Fawcett, the "Charlie's Angels" star whose feathered blond hair and dazzling smile made her one of the biggest sex symbols of the 1970s, died Thursday after battling cancer. She was 62.The pop icon, who in the 1980s set aside the fantasy girl image to tackle serious roles, died shortly before 9:30 a.m. in a Santa Monica hospital, spokesman Paul Bloch said.Ryan O'Neal, the longtime companion who had reunited with Fawcett as she fought anal cancer, was at her side, along with close friend Alana Stewart, Bloch said."After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away," O'Neal said. "Although this is an extremely difficult time for her family and friends, we take comfort in the beautiful times that we shared with Farrah over the years and the knowledge that her life brought joy to so many people around the world."Said Stewart: "There are no words to express the deep sense of loss that I feel. Fo

Why
Why is it that when u finally break down n trust some one....they crush u n make you remember all over again why you dont trust any one..... Or they make you feel so special like no other,, just to find out there are many others who think n feel the same way as you ...by and about the other person......

The Sex Game
If We Had Sex....(Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).1. Would you be in control?2. Would you whisper in my ear?3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?4. Would you say my name?5. Would you go down on me?6. Would you let me give you a hickie?7. How many rounds would we go?8. What would you wanna do afterwards?9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?10. Would you lick and bite me all over?11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?12. Would you want me to take my time?13. Would you want me to go fast or slow?14. Where would you wanna "do it"?15. Would you be loud or quiet?16. Would you mind if i licked you?17. Would you do it today?18. Would you do it tomorrow?19. Would you call me in the morning?

Unbelievable!!
Enjoy....Pocket Taser Stun GunWhat a great gift for the Wife, thought the guy who purchased his lovely Wife a pocket Taser for their Anniversary, and submitted the following:Last weekend, I saw something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th Anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra and different for my Wife, Julie. What I came across was a 50,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized Taser. The effects of the Taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse effects to your assailant, allowing Her adequate time to retreat to safety……… WAY COOL !!!!Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. NOTHING!! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs……&he