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Thursday Night
Only two days till London... It was only a moment before he could pull his mind back; yet it felt like ages. He could feel the warm palm even through the linen. Her touch caused sensations he had not felt for the living or dead in a very long time. The sensation filled him with warmth and caused him to stand tall. As he turned the first thing that grabbed him were the eyes. They were green as emerald and yet wise. This was not a woman to be battled. These were the mirrors to a soul who knew what she wanted and when. Standing transfixed like a greek statue she lazily turned him to face her. She winked and without words she tossed her golden auburn locks toward the door. Being of old was a blessing when it came to the little signs he thought. Pressing her firmly against himself like a conquering marauder he pushed with his mind to clear a path. Like the red sea they parted. It never stopped amazing him the power of the weak as he led her along. Giving the sign to the boun

Love
Love is a wonderful gift. It's a present so precious words can barely begin to describe it. Love is a feeling, the deepest and sweetest of all. It's incredibly strong and amazingly gentle at the very same time. It is a blessing that should be counted every day. It is nourishment for the soul. It is devotion, constantly letting each person know how supportive its certainty can be. Love is a heart filled with affection for the most important person in your life. Love is looking at that special someone who makes your world go around and absolutely loving what you see, Love gives meaning to one's world and magic to a million hopes and dreams. It makes the morning shine more brightly and each season seem like its the nicest one anyone ever had. Love is an invaluable bond that enriches every good thing in life. It gives each hug a tenderness, each heart a happiness, each spirit a steady lift. Love is an invisible connection that is exquisitely felt by those who know the joy, feel the warmth,

Payment Terms For Rates.
I will pay 30k FuBucks for rating my full folder named "Bomb/EZ Rate 1" during any Happy Hour or 10K for every 100 rates during HH. Please pm for payment, no gifts with the message included or sb either. Private message only and I wil be confiming your rates so any info associated will get payment to you quicker (who's hh, time of day, etc.). Thanks for participating in advance and thank you to all the people I have done this for. Have fun guys.

A Story About...
Well-versed in the path of deception, you callously display your untruths. These lies form the ground you walk upon; the gaps now bridged by malice. Equivocal is the tongue that you speak, and my ears can no longer bear it. So provocative, yet always doing your best to prevaricate.You sits alone crying to yourself. Knowing that the words from your mouth are all lies. You sits alone, shaking and realizing that the lies you tells only hurt yourself. You're trying to stretch tales into truths, or expand your news thinking maybe people won't notice how boring your life is because in your closet sit your happy new skeletons. And, as you sit there glueing together the bones you've picked from your brain... I'll question your innocent little game and think of how weak you became. Now, I'm not one to talk about what complusive gems should and shouldn't be bought... And I'd hate for you to lose street value when you weave your tales of gold... But, don't you think it's all getting a littl

You Tube Video
Your smiles can brighten any moment, Your hugs put joy in all our days, Your love will stay with us forever and touch our lives in precious ways... The values you've taught, the care you've given, and the wonderful love you've shown, have enriched so many lives in more ways than can be counted. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY with Love Hey Guys, It's me, (Sonatta) I stop to blog about my videos on youtube. you can find them under the name therealestategroup1, ( you must type it in just like that or search for making a Bpo. Talk to you later. Sonatta

Fleeting Thoughts
In the silence she sits fleeting thoughts in her mind Awaiting the destiny that lay before her Cherishing every image of him in her mind Longing for the day that she can call upon him to be with her Yearning for the feeling of her hand rapped tightly into his Wrapping each other in a sweet embrace she longs to be his Awaiting the touch and the feeling of her breath on his neck To be able to grasp the feeling of the emotion he has been yearning for his whole life Slowly and steadily she approaches this mystery she would like to call her own Knowing in her heart that this is what she has truly been longing for The feeling is indescribable as he approaches this beautiful woman for the first time in his life Feeling as though he has yet to be complete without her Within this sweet embrace she realizes that this is the man that she was made for With tears in her eyes she whispers I love you

Asses!!!
well sum people think their shit dont stink but im here to say that they do!! Kiss my ass whom ever thinks ur better than me. Fuck you and the horse u came n on...and do not forget that im a fucking bitch and ill bite u n the ass just like you tried to fuck me in the ass! dont worry about me....ill b just fine as soon as i get my foot out of ur ass that i planted n there today. the double life u think ur sooo gettin away with will tumble on u like a ton of bricks!! KARMA'S A BITCH & WHEN IT CUMS FOR YOU, & IT WILL ~ DO NOT CUM CRYING TO ME~WHAT CUMS AROUNS GOES AROUND....WHAT DID U THINK UR SPECIAL? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU....NO NAMES NEEDED...U KNOW WHO U R!!!

Random
I guess its all the same.I guess ill always be single.I guess this sadness that grows inside me will never change.I guess that is my destiny.I guess this life is over.I guess that it will change when im dead.For now i guess this Mumm is over, just like the words i once spoke before, and from this year to a new year that is just beginning, i guess ill always be single, for i guess its all the same. Im a good man, i work hard, and i take care of my responsibilities. Where on my profile did you read otherwise?? Games, you want to play games, go back to my bio and read my opinion on that. Im just so sick and tired of the repeatitive issue, this is why i stay single, why do you think i want to be with a person who doesnt know how to be my inspiration? In my experience, ive met a few people online, some who are still my closest and dearest freinds, others that i wish ive never met. But, hey, what can i do? New york is filled with horror stories, lol. Im not here to be your puppet. Im not her

Real Talk
So.... I've been in Philly since the 10th, havent even made it back to NY yet and the way things are looking, I won't be back anytime soon.Mom's cancer spread to her spine and femur so she can no longer walk... The tumor on her c2 vertebrae has basically eroded the bone which the body perceives as a broken neck. The Neurosurgeon was amazed that she is even able to still move her head.We are on an agressive radiation schedule and will probably introduce chemo sometime within the next few following weeks. It's been rough but hopefully the road will be worth traveling and mom will be in one piece again.Thank you so much to those of you who have been following the story and asking, wishing, and praying for my mother's recovery. Though it won't be a speedy one, I truly appreciate everyone's support.Mom's still awake so I have to go back to her hospital room now. x0x0(h) Lilo Mom had her first round of chemo yesterday. Let's just say she isn't the ideal patient. She acted like a coke addict

Music List
01: Nirvana - "Smells Like Teen Spirit"02: U2 - "One"03: Faith No More - "Epic"04: Nine Inch Nails - "Closer"05: Pearl Jam - "Alive"06: Metallica - "Nothing Else Matters"07: Red Hot Chili Peppers - "Under The Bridge"08: Radiohead - "Creep"09: R.E.M. - "Losing My Religion"10: Pearl Jam - "Jeremy"11: Alice In Chains - "Man In The Box"12: Live - "Lightning Crashes"13: Soundgarden - "Black Hole Sun"14: Metallica - "Enter Sandman"15: Nirvana - "All Apologies"16: Stone Temple Pilots - "Plush"17: Rage Against The Machine - "Killing In The Name"18: Aerosmith - "Cryin'"19: Alice In Chains - "Rooster"20: Dishwalla - "Counting Blue Cars"21: Stone Temple Pilots - "Interstate Love Song"22: Jane's Addiction - "Been Caught Stealing"23: The Verve - "Bittersweet Symphony"24: White Zombie - "More Human Than Human"25: Oasis - "Wonderwall"26: Blind Melon - "No Rain"27: The Smashing Pumpkins - "Tonight, Tonight"28: Beck - "Loser"29: Collective Soul - "The World I Know"30: Nine Inch Nails - "Hurt"31:

Mosquito Remedy
THINK SPRING!!! MOSQUITO REMEDY THAT WORKS!! Never hurts to know or try a new method.I just thought I'd share this since we have a mosquito problem here...And Listerine has no DEET in it, which is nicer for spraying on your children and grandchildren! The best way of getting rid of mosquitoes is Listerine, the original medicinal type. The Dollar Store-type works, too. I was at a deck party awhile back, and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor with Listerine, and the little demons disappeared.The next year I filled a 4-ounce spray bottle and used it around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes.And voila! That worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we sprayed the area around the food table, the children's swing area, and the standing water nearby. During the summer, I don't leave home without it.....Pass it on.

Tips On Pumping Gas
TIPS ON PUMPING GASI don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleumfor about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon..Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons.Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the tempe

If It Should Be
if it shouls be that i grow weak and pain should keep me from my sleep; then you must do what must be done, for this last battle cant be won. you will be sad, i understand; but don't let greif then stay your hand. for this day more than all rest, you love for me must stand the test. we've had so many happy years; what is to come can hold no fears. you dont want me to suffer so the time has come, please let me go. take me where my need they'll tend, but please stay woth me'til the end to hold me close and speak to me until my eyes no longer see. i know in time you will agree, it was a kindness done for me. although my tail its last has waved, from pain and suffereing i'm saved. please do not grieve that it was you who had this painful thing to do we've been so close, we two, through the years; don't let your heart hold any tears. AUTHOR UNKNOWN I COPIED THIS FROM A WEBSITE THAT HELPS ME GET OVER MY LOSS OF PETS!!!

2009 Reading List
The Templar Revelations – Lynn Picknett and Clive Prince The Adventures of Felix Gomez – Mario Acevedo - The Nymphos of Rocky Flats - X-rated Bloodsuckers - The Undead Karma Sutra - Jailbait Zombie Ghost Rider – Neil Peart A Study of Communism – J. Edgar Hoover The Art of War – Niccolo Machiavelli All Quiet on the Western Front – Erich Maria Remarque Adam, Eve and the Serpent – Elaine Pagels The Politics of Heroin: CIA Complicity in the Global Drug Trade – Alfred W. McCoy

The Best Part Of My Day:)
The best part of my day after a long hard day at work or the stress we all face and problems we all seem to share weather it be money,family ,or just the everyday bullshit we face i can honestly say my wife is the best part of my day with a careing word or a simple i love you i know we will be ok. I cnt believe all the shit this woman has delt with before me and now with me shes a trooper my energy my breath when i cant breath and my heartbeat when i want to give up shes a little fiesty at times lol those eyes that are so beautiful can show just how pissed she is by a glance ,they also show the loving tifanie who is loyal considerate and goes without and doesnt complain just says baby it will get better she is my world and 6-13-08 was the best day of my life baby you are more than amazing i love you:) she loves pink so baby heres somthing beautiful for you:)

Toxic: Dr.pepper
This Monday, April 13, 2009 photo shows a recipe titled "D Peppers Pepsin Bitters" in a ledger book from the Waco, Texas, drugstore where Dr Pepper was invented. Poking through antiques stores, Bill Waters stumbled across the tattered old ledger book filled with formulas. The maker of the soft drink says it's not the secret formula, but that hasn't stopped the book from generating interest at an upcoming auction. (AP Photo/Donna McWilliam) (Donna McWilliam, AP / April 13, 2009) DALLAS (AP) — Poking through antiques stores while traveling through the Texas Panhandle, Bill Waters stumbled across a tattered old ledger book filled with formulas. He bought it for $200, suspecting he he could resell it for five times that. Turns out, his inkling about the book's value was more spot on than he knew. The Tulsa, Okla., man eventually discovered the book came from the Waco, Texas, drugstore where Dr Pepper was invented and includes a recipe titled "D Peppers Pepsin Bitters." "I beg

New Life Started
My husband passed away back in June of 2008, this month I have gone ahead and begun a new life with a new man and am living with him. We've known eachother for 6 months now-so, it's not rushing into anything. I waited until long after the passing of my husband to begin going into the dating world again. It's scary living with someone again-but, it's a natural flow to the relationship that I'm having. Everyone have a blessed day-and hope to talk to each and everyone of you soon.

The Easy Way Out?
Everyone hears the word "Suicide" and has their own views on the topic. I am always hearing people say suicide is the easy way out. Someone told me tonight (in regards to an issue with someone close that i love), "I have never thought about doing something like that, how could someone want to just take the easy way out? Are they really that incapable of handling their own issues?" It boggles my mind how one minded people can be. Is it really so hard to think that people come from different backgrounds, have different experiences, and deal with different situations every day? Everyone is different and we all know that. Why is it so hard to think that some people can't deal with certain issues the same way you can. We are expected to handle the problems of our world through relaxing, talking, thinking, venting, writing ect... No matter what happens to us in life we are told that it can be worked out. That's the way things should be done. When is enough, enough? I'm not saying that I su

Music
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise I know the signs are on and I feel this too None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you And I'm wasting away, away from you What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello. I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by I watch the clock so I can make my timing just right Would it be okay? Would it be okay if I took your breath away? And I'm wasting away, away from you. What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello You gave me butterflies at the mailbox, you had me at hello. Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you ap

New Life...new Bf
My Plan...Alright...most know that I am done with school...except for the CLEP test that I am studying hard for. This test should take care of the 3 credits of science that I am missing so that I can get my Bachelor's Degree. My plan is to move to Amarillo TX. Those that know me are probably saying...WHAT?! Yes, I hate Texas, but this time around (yes my second try for Texas) things seem to be falling into place. I am going to be applying for a case worker position. I know this isn't juvenile probation, but I cannot get that type of position without experience. So, we all have to start somewhere. I knew when I chose my career goal and my major that I would not be making a truckload of money, but that is not why I chose this. I am excited to venture forth into my new life and I can't wait to see the changes that God has in store for me.My bf...Part of the reason for moving to Amarillo is for Mr. Chris (he soo loves it when I call him that! JK). :D :D :D that's me grinning from ear to ea

Lyrics
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong Moonlight on the soft brown earth It leads me to where you lay They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home I will stay forever here with you My love The softly spoken words you gave me Even in death our love goes on Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love They don't know you can't leave me They don't hear you singing to me And I can't love you, anymore than I do And I can't love you, anymore than I do People die, but real love is forever. BREATHE NO MORE I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw

Extreme Weightloss Plan And Goals.
Well, I have been noticing some weight gain over the last seven months or so after my extreme weight loss goals that I accomplished last year in the first six months of 2008. I managed to go from 230 pounds last year in February to just under 200 pounds by my 30th birthday last year, and than by mid June, beginning of July I made it to between 175 and 180 pounds.. I felt much better after the weight loss especially since my acid reflux dissappeared after dropping below 200 pounds. In the last couple weeks I noticed some acid reflux again, and realized that I am at 210 pounds. My goal is to get myself to drop at least 10 pounds by my birthday again this year which is just over two weeks away. I have started as of Tuesday night this week with similar to what I did last year with control of intake on how much food I am eating. I had 350 calories approx. in 24 hours, and will probably have similar for the next 24 hours, and so on and so forth. Still eating some of the same foods I have b

Pot Could Save Poor Economy!
budget cure: Marijuana taxes?In this desperate economy, some argue that legalizing and taxing marijuana could plug multibillion-dollar holes in federal and state coffers.Rate this ArticleClick on one of the stars below to rate this article from 1 (lowest) to 5 (highest) LowThank you for rating.HighAverage rating: 4.34 from 10597 usersE-mail us your comments on this article View all top-rated articlesBy John Dyer, MSN MoneyDaniel Stein says the salvation of U.S. taxpayers could be marijuana. As Washington breaks the bank on Wall Street bailouts, President Barack Obama's stimulus package and other spend-now, pay-later measures, most observers agree that politicians will eventually need to increase revenue or cut spending to cover the federal government's debts. Stein believes Washington could begin to balance its books now if politicians would take a serious look at his industry. The owner of two retail outlets that he claims generate $1 million in revenue annually, Stein says he pays

Unspoken Words
Everyone has that one person they love the most. The one that can make you smile just by a phone call away. One that makes stupid jokes but you laugh anyway. It's always that one particular person thats written all over your heart but don't even realize it. At times its that one person that you know you wouldn't be able to love. Watching people love, watching people hurt. Now I realized how much love can stab you like a knife because of these stupid rules that others spread around. Specific things that one can not do because others say they can't. Is that really love? Is it hard to accept truth? Questions building up inside me, making me more confused then I already am. Being stuck in the middle is not always easy. One thing I'd like to ask everyone. Isn't "Love" something that's shared by others no matter how much you dislike that someone or something? One that can learn to move on from previous wounds. One that can accept the truth. Sometimes I wonder how much better life would be if

Let Me Dream
Let me dream.. Like I've never dreamed before.Let me dream that I'm in love.That I'm a free and flying dove.Just let me dream.Let me dream that I can be.Happy for the rest of eternity.And that one day you will seeWhat a perfect woman I can be.Let me dream that you secretly stare.And inquire about my when and whereLet me dream that I'm the oneAnd other than me...You want none.Let me dream that you think of me.And whether we one day will be.The lovers who had no chance.To be who they wanted to be.Let me dream that you are waiting there.And that life might at last be fair.Let me dream of your silly smile.And that loving me was worthwhile.Again..These are just dreams.That might never be real.But one day you might know..How hard secret love feels.

I Guess He'll Never Know...
I guess he'll never know...how much I love him so.As days pass my love for him grows,yet his love for me never existed at all.I guess he'll never know...how happy I am when he is around.How his presence warms my heart,and he doesn't even notice I'm around.I guess he'll never know...how much he means to me.How much it hurts when he loves someone else.How my heart tears when I see him look into her eyes when I wish they were mine.I guess he'll never see...the tears I cry in my room.Wishing he could just see me,the way I see him.I guess I'll never have him in my life...to see his smile and glistening eyes.His one of those fantasies that never come to life,He will just be that guy that I can never be with.I guess I'll never know...What it would be like to have the guy of my dreams in my arms.

Hurt
You said you'd never break my heart.You'd never make me cry.I believed everything you said.I believed every lie.You made me so happy.Just to be with you.It was the best relationship ever.With just me and you.I'm still not glad it's over.I may not ever be.You're still my one and only.Hope that you are happy.Don't think I don't miss you.It still hurts to hear your name.I love you more now than ever.But I won't be yours again.I thought the pain was over.But boy was I wrong.I feel it more each day.The hurt isn't gone.

Dont Know What To Do
I'm scared.. no terrified.I don't know what to do.My heart and mind are at war.They're fighting over you.One says, "Let go,He doesn't really care.You need to move on,Wake up from this nightmare."The other tells me to hold on,You know him and his ways,He's scared of getting hurt.Screw what others say.The others... I forgot.They tell me to say goodbye.This isn't a real relationship.Why do I bother to try?You give me no hope,No ounce of affection.We hardly talk at all.It feels like rejection.Maybe I can't take a hint,Maybe you never loved me.Maybe I'm a stupid girl.Maybe this is how it has to be.I hold on anyways,Though it hurts everyday.I fell in love with you.What else is there to say?You thought I would forget,But now I think you see,I meant everything I said,about you and me.

I Burnt It All For You
Butterfly KissesBrush Across My CheekWhispering WordsTo Sweep Me Off My FeetSing Song VoiceSaying My NameEverything You Do To MeDrives Me More InsaneLie After LieYou Swear Your Love Is TrueI Feel Like A FoolBecause I Believed In YouCriss Cross MarksDecorate My WristBegging MyselfTo Somehow Change ThisHeart Pounding HarderYour Face Haunts My DreamsSmiling Face, Teary EyesNothing's As It SeemsPhotographs ScatteredLaying On The FloorMatches Lit, In My HandTo Me, You Are No More

Friend Or Foe
The time i'v spent with you makes me laugh the dreams i'v had of you makes me cry without a touch the setbacks makes me wanna leave the soul you have has me loving you time is short dreams are far setbacks suck but your soul is perfect why oh why does Crying,loving,laughing and leaving hurt so bad......mabe one day the heart will find out but i will find out with out you.

My Thoughts!
TWO THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER DISCUSS....POLITICS AND RELIGION, BUT AS AN AMERICAN I HAVE THAT ONE CHOICE, FREEDOM OF SPEACH. THESE ARE MY VIEWS AND OPINIONS, I KNOW SOME OF YOU WILL COMPLETELY DISAGREE,SOME WILL AGREE WITH SOME ,AND OTHERS WILL AGREE TOTALLY. THAT IS GREAT,CAUSE MOST DONT SAY WHAT THEY WANT AND THATS ONE OF OUR PROBLEMS AS A SOCIETY. IF AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE VOICE THIER OPINION THATS GOOD CAUSE ITS MORE THAN 1 GREATER THAN 5 AND ON A SCALE, PERFECT! I AM NOT A LIBERAL, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICIAN AS A WHOLE,BUT I DO KNOW HOW POLITICS ARE PLAYED. IT ALL COMES DOWN TO POWER AND WHO HAS THE MOST CASH!I HAVE DIFFERENT FELINGS ON EVERYTHING DEPENDS ON THE TOPIC. ONE PROBLEM I HAVE IS ABOUT PUTTING A LEADER IN AN AMERICAN POWER HOUSE WITH AN ISLOMIC NAME......IM SORRY, DIDNT WE JUST HAVE A WAR WITH IRAQ! I FEELTHAT WAS A STAB IN THE BACK BY OUR OWN GOVERNMENT. THEY SAY OH HES HALF BLACK ....HOW COME HIS NAME ISNT BROWN THEN, AND ITS NAME NOT HIS COLOR THAT MADE ME FEEL BETRADED.

Here I Am
ok so here i am just me. i am not what people think i am. i am a quiet individual who is honest and true about what she means. alot of people seem to think that if your out going and your loud and obnoxious that you have all that self confidence. well thats not me. i maybe loud and my personallity may shine like the sun. but in all reality, i am this quiet little mouse that sits in the corner and waits until someone notices her and ask her to join in and then i come out of my shell. until then i just sit back and i am real quiet. those of you who know me best know this. i am honest when someone asks me a question that i want to answer and if i dont want to answer it i just will ignore you till you go away.lol but hey its all in good fun sometimes just being me. I never thought i would get as far as i would get today in this world. and to be honest i never should have made it past 16. but someone or something was watching out for me and made sure i made it to this age that i am now. My

Boredom At Work
MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE NICKNAMES:• If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. • If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.EATING OUT:• When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. • When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.MONEY:• A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. • A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.BATHROOMS:• A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel . • The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.ARGUMENTS:• A woman has the last word in any argument

Poetry
I continue to walk down this lonely road.One that only few people know.All my emotions locked inside.No where to go, and tears in my eyes.One step forward, and ten steps back.I'm running in someone else's race.Once upon a time I followed my dreams.My dreams are gone, and I'm left with these...These empty rooms, with dirty walls.I scream at the top of my lungs.Trying to find a way out is useless. Because every door I find does nothing.They just lead me to another empty room.Where no matter how loud I scream,No one can hear me.

Untaimed Anger
For the past several day I have been angry. Everyone knows this kind of angry. Its the pent up rage you feel and it makes you more angry when you dont even know what it is that your angry at to begin with. I've been going through a rough time these past 3 or 4 weeks and havent been able to find much comfort. Some of my closest friends seem like they don't care much about my problems and almost care free in their own worlds. The only comfort iv been able to muster is sitting in a small room with nothing but an air mattress, my laptop, and a small TV. A lot of the time I feel angry at everything around me from the floor creeking, or birds chirping. My total silence from the world seems insignificant but at the same time sane. There is one person I am thinking of right now and she has kept me calm and smiling through the last few days. She is quickly filling in what I felt to be a hole that would never be filled. Most people would consider this person in a way to be "the one". It's stran

Strange Dream
To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help. ---To see bones in your dream, suggests the discovery of your personal, family, or cultural secrets. It is also symbolic of your underlying strengths that you have not yet recognized. Consider the symbolism of getting to the "bare bones" or the significance of "having a bone to pick with someone." To dream of broken bones, signifies that you have discovered or realized that there is a weakness in your plans or in your thinking. Your dream may call for your immediate attention to a particular situation or relationship.--- To dream that you escape from danger, signifies that you will rise to a place of high position and honor in your business and social circle. To see the dead in your dream, forewarns that you are being influenced by negative people and are hanging around the wrong crowd. You may suffer material loss. Th

All Jacked Up...
Heyahhhhhhhhh Five Thirty PM rolls around, there’s a little old joint outside of town I only got time for a couple of beers and a juke box song ringing in my ears The next you know the bartenders pouring, shots are flowing, got me stoned and All I really know is that I should be going, but I’m soaking up the moment I'm all jacked up, all jacked up Don’t believe I’ve ever had this much. One thing I’ve learned when you get tore up Time sure flies when you’re all jacked up It was getting mighty close to Nine o’clock, what the hell I'll have one more shot. Then I winked at a boy at the end of the bar, guess I mighta musta gone a little too far. Cause a big ole girl walked outta the blue, 10 foot 2 with a bad attitude Stepped right up and knocked out my tooth, guess I had it coming I deserved it too Cause I was all jacked up, all jacked up, Don’t believe I’ve ever had this much. One thing I’ve learned when you get tore up Don&

Value Of Life
Well sometimes you never realize the value of your life until something major happens or almost happens. I got to get a reminder today to enjoy every day as a blessing when I got to see a car heading my way going the wrong way on the highway. I guess I probably should elaborate. . . . I was on my way to work just like anyother day, but my friend had me driving today. Well as I was traveling on one of the major 4 lane highways in this area I see a car heading straight for me on the wrong side of the road. I am lucky my defensive driving payed off I was able to slam on the brakes and move safely to the left shoulder. . . And as I was regaining my composure I noticed all the cars around me stopping and pulling off. . . .I am not sure what happened to the driver or if she ever realized she was going the wrong way or the highway patrol got her. . . .I am just thankful that myself or anyone in the vehicle with me was uninjured.

Nite
Our occational encounters are full of heat and passion and I hate when they end.As your hands move slowly over my body I trembal with wanting and excitement.Excitement caused by your soft gental touch and the wanting for it to never end.Your lips softly kiss mine and then move to my neck and then on to other parts of my body.As your hands move slowly over my naked body I shiver with delight.Your hand slowly finds it's way to the inside of my thigh.Your lips seem to slowly go in the same direction.They make their way over my breasts, my stomach, until they reach the inside of my thigh.My heart pounds so loudly in my chest and it feels like it is going to explode.As you slide inside me the fire with in me grows and burns.As our two bodies become one I moan in pleasure.The weight of your body on mine nearly takes my breath away.I gasp and as I do, you push deeper inside of me.You pull me on top of you and manage to stay inside me.As I rock back and forth on top of you I start to feel the

I Miss Him
Here's a poem I wrote. I don't know what to name it yet. Please don't steal it but if you like it please let me know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Honestly? I miss him. I refuse to lie. I miss the dreams we use to share. I miss looking into his eyes. I miss the smell upon his skin. The way he use to taste. The passion when we made love. The gentleness in his embrace. And though I may never see him again Never hear his voice. I still love him just as much. This was not my choice. And I hear he is a liar, That I can believe. I hear his ways are dyer. And that I know I've seen. Still, I wish he'd never left me, Left the shelter of my wings. But he wanted to be set free. But used a trail of lies of all things. I feel the man I loved has died, His murderer taking his place, And that he never lied. When he said he loved me to my face. So I'll miss him in the morning, Every time I raise from bed. I'll miss him every evening, Every night I lay my head. And

May 8th Live Auction And Cam In Room
> Come join us in Purple Magik!!!!! May 8, 2009 @ 7pm Fu-time!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! Random Bling for new members that join that night! Random giveaways! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!! sign up to be in the Live Auction:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any questions.pm/sb any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar

Fubar Drama
Just wanted everyone to know i am deleting alot of people from my friends list. U can hit me up on yahoo and see if ur one and i will let you know. I am just so tired of all the drama people are starting and i don't have time for it anymore. I feel like i am in high school again and i hated it then so why would i want to do it all over again? if u dont have my yahoo message me on here and i will get back to u asap. ty all

Scening
They are to meet each other for the first time and she's nervous. She wonders if she will be able to please him as he wishes. She dreams about how to serve him, how to please him.They are face to face for the first time...she stands before him dressed in a short skirt, thigh highs, heels and a skimpy shirt that partially reveals the creamy fullness of her breast. He commands her to remove her clothes slowly as he watches and examines his new sub. She reaches around and unzips her skirt feeling the heat in her body start to rise as she thinks of what this is going to lead up to. Her body starting to tremble as the zipper moves it's way down and she slides it off and steps out of it.She places her hands on the bottom of the shirt and raises it up over her breast, he watches as he sees them starting to come into view...her nipples already getting hard from the combination of the air against her breast and the passions and desires that are welling up inside her. He reaches out and t

True Love
~~you know ur in love when u cant fall asleep because reality is finally better than ur dreams~~ Im writing this because I cant sleep! He has taken over my every thought and I feel like I have just won the lottery! Everyday I ask myself "How did I get so lucky?" I have finally found the perfect man! My Prince Charming! After a failed marriage and 4 yrs. of hell in an abusive relationship My Time has finally come to be Happy!! He tells me I'm beautiful when I know I look like crap, he kisses my forehead and gently holds my face as he kisses me(and OH how he kisses me!), he holds my hand for no reason, he enjoys fascinating 420 moments with me, he joined fubar and hurried up to level 10 just so he could own me, he downloads and listens to music hes never heard of just because I like it, he made me a cd of his fav songs to me, he told me right off that he was falling in love with me and wasn't scared of saying it, he watches stuff I like just to learn more about me, he drives 45 min each

Birthday
TODAY IS RELAXED PUPPET BIRTHDAY SO PLZZ GO RATE/FAN/ADD/BLING HIM HTTP://FUBAR.COM/USER/2338684 COME TO DINO'S BAR & GRILL AND PARTY WITH US AND SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM HTTP://FUBAR.COM/LOUNGE/66345

My Own Lil Contest!
LOL I am In my OWN contest and I need my friends help, I need you to rate and comment on my contest folder, If your not yet a friend please Rate Fan Add me (Only My Friends Can Few The Pic) after that I will send 1k to everyone that F/A/R's And Comments (No dirty or NSFW Comments your that person WILL be deleted from my friends list AND Blocked! Thanks for your help! Thanks Again ~*MysticLadyWolf~*

Success Is Waiting To Happen
When we see someone successful, we say that he just got lucky.'He must have been at the right place at the right time.'People only see one side of the picture.People don't see the failures.If you study history, you will find that -All stories of success are also stories of great failures.So if you are failing; Remember, success is waiting to happen

Carrie
is anyone fed up about these people putting down carrie prejean cos of the photo she did when she was 17 i mean that was 3 yrs ago let it go she should keep her title and she is free to speak her mind this a free country buy the way...

"submission" ......... Part I
August in Florida is always torrid, especially in the southern part of the state, and he could not help but sweat. Not from the weather, since he was still inside the conditioned air of the house, but from the beat of his heart. It had been racing for weeks, but today it was damned near fibrillating. Today he was going to finally meet her after months of online chats. Deep inside, he had felt like he met his soul mate the first time they talked, but now was the real test. For some reason he felt like a high school kid going on his first date again. His thoughts strayed over the past few months as he showered and bathed himself with trembling hands. It had all started so innocently. They had met in one of those popular game/chat room combinations that everyone seems to frequent. Often he would meet a woman, or a man posing as a woman (one thing about cybersex, one never has to know, and one can pass all bounds of reality) and go directly to cybersex hell, feeling unfulfilled after, an

Dead Memories
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again... But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart

Pilya22
i been lately so stressed of a lot of sad things happend..just lately broke up with my boyfriend.. and part of the family died and i wasn't able to attend the funeral, coz it's in the philippines. i been having migraine since then, quite often, specially when im at work, it just sux. now, im hoping for a relief. im finding ways to cheer up, though i been laughing out with friends, still i felt there's messing inside of me. and im thinking what could have filled that emptiness. i know, im being emotional. you cant blame. somewhat i just need someone could make me feel important, that could just be there listen and feel whats im dwelling into me too.. and sad part is i don't even have friends like from here that i could really tells all my drama,and what i wanna do. for me it seems like a crap. i guess i'll just have to do things on mind, and start moving ahead off this crap. it's gonna be my bday this sunday! first bday here in USA. and i bet it would not be fun. friends n

If There Is One Thing I Can't Stand
If there is one thing, I can't stand is when people have to use kids like pawns in their chess game here, it's pathetic and it shows that they give a damn about nothing but themselves, My girlfriend, Kate, her sister called us crying because the jackass of a boyfriend says she's owes him money to fix his car, funny thing is, he got turned into CPS by his other girlfriend for beating on her kids and yet the mother of his children, Kate's sister is threatening to not let her see the kids, so I looked up the legal aid office in Redding, CA. to help her and I am honestly furious at this SOB for threatening her, she don't deserve that, she has already lost her job because of her and I told her, she needs to fight for custody of them and stay clear of the bastard! He's a prick and anyone that uses kids for their own chess game let alone kills kids should be facing the death penalty and forget this life in prison crap, they don't deserve wasting tax payers money by letting them do life in pri

Pimpin Aint Eazy
bein a single mother of 2 beautiful babies u best b-leave pimpin aint eazy! i love my babies they my life. my girl april dawn is my best friend as well as my cuzin. her baby is my baby. u mess wit her u mess wit me so bitches best step off. i love life and live it 1 day at a time the way u should! im ready 2 start a life wit sum 1 4 da rest of my life if i find him hells yea if not im goin keep on keepin on. peace out 4 now! :P

Body To Body
Body to Body,Soul to Soul.I seek your Passion,I seek it all.I need to feel your lips touch mine,the dew from your lips is the sweetest wine.Your tender touch is warm and gentle,The way you love me is so sentimental.The peace your love brings is rapture to my heart,I guess the passion was there from the very start.You move down my body to my aching breast,I feel your heart pounding from within your strong chest.I feel your lips as you take in my nipplelicking and nipping you start to suckle.I feel the arousal build from within,I show you my approval with an passion filled grin.lower and lower your lips do they kiss,not a patch goes unoticed, not a patch do they miss.your lips and tongue are warm as they touch,my pussy oh how it aches, it aches very much.It aches for your fingers, to find that button of pleasure,It aches for your love to send into rapture.It aches to feel that hardness that is hiddenThe hardness of your pleasure rod, that aches to be bitten.I kneel before you to repay th

I Remain Amazed
Somedays I still find myself thinking about him. Not nearly as often as I used to. The pain of heartbreak has been dulled down by time and effort to replace his memory with other people places and things. The new life I have started without him is so much more rewarding and healthy. There is no reason for me to ever think of him again. Those days are past me now. I finally got out. Going back even if only in my head would be insane. This is what concerns me most. I really must be crazy and need some clinical help or maybe some drugs to fix my broken parts. I still go back to those days in my head. Sometimes I try to figure out just where I got so off track. Why could I not see what was right in front of me. Could his lies have been that good. Or did I need to believe them. Why would I want to be so mislead. He was never that good at the game so how come he won? My heart got broke but more than that my spirit was wounded and left to die. I now that no one can explain to me

Poems
I’ve neglected & regretted All this pain. & today was filled with So much shame. I’m exhausted now, From all my thoughts. & I don’t know how To make things stop! But I have a trick, Up my sleeve. To make things pause, For 8 hours at least. It comes late, after the sun Has vanished. To the point were stars, Sparkle like magic. It’s called a dream. My own little world, A place where people don’t even exist. But the things I love are at my fingertips. It lets me run, for only a little while. Giving my life time to breathe. & handing me something I know I can keep. Just let me dream. When I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A man so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt

A Reason A Season A Lifetime
This was sent to me from my best friend and sister... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need youhave expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidanceand support,to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up=20and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, theirwork is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come tosh

Confusius Says
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni

Rate/comment My Default Pic
hi everyone, I need a favor to ask...Will you love on me? I would like my fubar salute photo to make the Hottest photo in the Top members area on fubar so will you help me by Rating and commenting my photo. I greatly appreciate it...hugs n kisses Italian Princess ps..Thanks for all ur help:) Love yall /xoxoxox

Hopeless Romantic
I can sit here completely content and watch you sleep and breath Wondering what you may be dreaming about Smiles race across my face Running my nails down your back Feeling your soft skin glide under my finger tips I want to touch you all day long When you are getting ready to go somewhere I miss you before you even leave At night when I close my eyes I dream of you and feel so safe I have never felt beautiful I know I am beautiful now because you Love me And because of you I know what love is And how it is supposed to feel and be !

I Wish You Enough
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments togetherat the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the securitygate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish youenough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough.Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the windowwhere I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed tocry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in byasking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forevergood-bye?' 'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her ownbusy life. I have some challenges ahead, and the reality is - her next tripback will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' M

Life In General...boring To Most!
I've read that it feels like "butterflies" or "a fish swimming" or some other gay thing like that. In actuality, it feels like baby is pinching and poking my uterus from the inside and is getting stronger...started feeling this a month ago. Oh, there it goes again, lol. Baby is always more active at night...p'haps 'cause that's when I am movin' around... I am going to be a mother. Never would have guessed it...and as cheesy as it sounds, I am going to have a baby made from love. I absolutely adore the father, and I couldn't imagine a better daddy for baby to be. Being so in love kinda hurts... Wow, betcha can't tell I'm pregnant and full of hormones, eh? :p Kay, I'm done being cheesy... Got a text today from a friend I consider a brother...the text said "GOODBAR is dead" and that's it. My little group of friends...we are all fucked up. So, I wasn't sure if he was playing around or not, so I called him. He was crying...and that just isn't like him...AT ALL...for reasons onl

When We Moved To The U.s
when we 1st moved to the states in '74 we didnt know English. We had a cat named pussy( no joke). We didnt know it meant something else. Well, one day our cat got loose and my mom was walking around the neighborhood calling " here pussy pussy". Then she asked ppl if they seen her pussy.Im not joking. We didnt understand it then-but now when we look back, it is too funny!! Just wanted to share it with you. The things we went thru when we moved here.Ill share more stories with you.

Wassuuup
What do you guys think? Did he get out of this hold? My Shoutbox sueann: rubbing my pussy ->sueann: just rating pics and stuff sueann: wat u doing ->sueann: ok sueann: how are u - >sueann: hi sueann: hi BTW I dont know who this chic is. Maybe she was trying to test me, who knows. Anyways if you girls are gonna play the game..least play it right..LOL I just wanna tell all the mommys happy mothers day, and that you guys are the best. Especially all my friends on here. You girls know who you are..now dont forget to holla back..;)

Mother
when you think of a mother what do you see? i see someone who is too good to me always there when the times are tough pushing me through when the going gets rough loving me despite all my faults even being my own personal bank vault just think of all the sacrifices and tears she has had to pay dont forget your mother on this special day

Mother's Day
There aren't enough words to express what I feel about the sentiments attached to the energies of today, Mother's Day. Sometimes just writing the word 'mother' says it all. I know that some of us are mothers ourselves, and so I honor, appreciate and applaud every single one of you. Herculean, this job of mothering is, and with really high stakes. And then there are those of us who today will be spending time with our own mothers who sacrifice, sing, smile and support; the ones we don't think we could live without. And there are those among us whose mothers and grandmothers have passed, but whose memories stay alive in the blue eyes, the compassionate touch, the fabulous chocolate chip cookies. We miss them every day. I know I do. Happy Mother's Day to every mother who walks this earth. You make all that's wonderful in the world even better. And most of the time you don't even know it. Lucky bamboo is a great gift that's believed to bring solid support to every area of Mom's life. There

Where Is My
my fu lover or Fu Hubby? I don't know why men aren't interested in me, can someone tell me why no one would want me? I would love to have someone to care for me and I them. If you you are interested or can explain to me what's wrong with me please do. Is there someone out there for me?

Happy Mother's Day
To all of the super mom's out there the ones that are mom and dad, the ones that after a 8 hour jobs come home to cook, clean help with homework, take the kids to the soccer games, ballet clases, or karate, the ones that never make time for themselves, but are 100 percent about their children this Bud is for you, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

Housisms
Housisms from Season 2 House: "Where are you going?" Foreman: "You're an ass." House: "I know. Where are you going?" - No Reason "I always say if you're going to get shot, do it in a hospital." - No Reason Jack: "I don't want to hear semantics." House: "You anti-semantic bastard." - No Reason "She looks just like you. You have the same fro." - Who's Your Daddy? "Pretentiousness is hereditary. Just because they haven't found the gene yet..." - Who's Your Daddy? "I'm a really good secret keeper. I've never told anybody Wilson wets his bed." - Who's Your Daddy? "Tonight, L Word marathon." - Forever "Unless Chase broke his neck falling off his polo pony, he had no reason to be in the ER." - Forever "I ask you, is almost dying any excuse for not being fun?" - Forever "Ideas are not soda cans. Recycling sucks." - Forever "Oh, Level Three. Have you called Jack Bauer?" - Euphoria, Part 2 Wilson: "You're accessing a webcam?" House: "Cuddy's shower. You a fan of the Brazilian?" - Eup

Jen
Today marks my best friend who was like my sisters birthday. She would have been 27 today. With everything else going on this is very hard for me to deal with. I could call Jen up at any time day or night and vent to her about anything especially guys. I was always there for her and she was always there for me. When I lost her in 1999, I lost 1/2 of myself...Last year I met someone who I could go to to vent but slowly over time that stopped. Now I feel like again I am alone in the world. I have 3 people who I am close to that is going to be leaving this year and it sux. One person is someone who has treated me like no other person has and I think at times that I will never find someone who can treat me like he did and respect me. Maybe I will one day but right now it wont be soon. Only time will tell.

Lyrisikz
*Suspend memorizing logical monograms..imbed sentimental disclosure thats eating thru your routine..shovel shit to bury the diffrence between dislikes .. .digging out of cured caskets .eject poralisis...regurgitate dirt and lurk..drone apprehend and mutate half dead gaskets splitting around reshaped spines..rough worn tension inserts with no escape.. paired with broken nails.....finding hope in corners.. provoke stressed pellicle soaked as he comprehends the descent portrait failing..Nailing the post into the ferminted foundation..rebar.. spaced far.... filled out defensive to keep legit..stall survalience.. distributed evenly alongside the wall spraying..laying still, beleiving ..releaving pressure as heart pound..hazing wound bleeding onto the ground..scaling agriculture only to fall victim to hovering vulture ..splitting chest cavities to ingest vitals that rupture when punctured by inconclusive abuse, steady at smothering the insecuritys that wisper heavy..meet machedy..split heads

What Am I Doing???
I just got back from the YMCA and boy oh boy the ladies over there are hot!!! I was thinking of working there in the future, but also.... I would need to have something to calm my mind. Because there are too many hot young women over there. It is really fun to work out at the YMCA. Hi there...... I am here to being you happiess. Happiess in a can. Yeah, right!!!!! I am here to tell you all that I would like to tell you some things about me, but not right now. But soon.

Poetry Blog Box
Between distant hearts lays this watery wasteland The single crack in our path to infinite joy And yet this wasteland is set as our final destination Although it is bound to be our undoing We must travel these broken dreams of those to fall before us In a single hope to hold true to our hearts That single being that can bere the weight of our love Even if only for a second To save our eyes for a single place Where myth and desire become one Where we can lay for eternity upon the softest earth Miles from the begining And yet the end always creeps closer. Within this winter nightmare My limbs grow colder with every passing hour But as the frostbite slowly spreads throughout my body I sense the end is drawing near Pleading with my conscious And with a whisper of salvation I hope to sway his dieing breath Now as I drift off into this final slumber My dimming light is blown away as if it were the last time Now laying here in the dark surrounded by my fear

Immigration
I never knew this! Have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells out: "Fuck off and go home you freeloading, benefit-grabbing, kid-producing, violent, non-English speaking cocksuckers and take those hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, goat-fucking, smelly rag head bastards with you." How weird is that?

A Poem For My Mom
Mom I miss you so much Every Mother's day Not just then but every minute Since you went away. You was the center of my life before you passed on I still find it hard to believe That you are really gone

Two Days From Renfrew...
Dear Kenny, Thankfully the odds of you reading this are almost nonexistent. You've shredded my heart into pieces. Now you say you'll call and I've sat by the phone all day waiting. Of course you don't call. You were supposed to be the one. Supposed to stand by me. You don't. Yet, even now, I sit by the phone while waiting for that collect call from the county jail. Why? I have no idea. And I promise you, next time, when you do call, I won't necessarily be here anymore. You've taken enough years from my life. I won't let you have another day. I could have spent the entire day readying for Florida, yet I spent it all pining for your sorry ass. No more. Karina I'm nervous as hell. But excited. I don't know. I haven't even started preparing yet, which is bad. I have to have everything I need because I'm fucked if I forget anything. No way to get stuff sent down to me. i can't believe Kenny decides now to be supportive though. He's the loser ex boyfriend, who doesn't know the meaning of t

Justice Radio, A Labor Of Love
For the last 5 or so years, I've been involved in the creation and production of an internet radio station. We focus on the Geek Lifestyle, specifically targeting the Adult Gamer. So in one foul swoop, I've managed to combine two very important aspects of my life and personality:Music and Gaming. My greatest talent is the ability to weight the individuals and assemble a very strong team. I have surrounded myself with like minded people who share my passion and creativity. Along the way, we've established incredibly strong bonds of friendship and built a second family. More to come... The Pope aka Baby @zmyth In my experience as an internet broadcaster, I have seen hundreds of streams come and go. Many were individuals who believe that it simply takes is a piece of software and a large music selection and viola', you're a radio station. Others tried to reinvent the wheel at every turn and buckled under the strain. Finally the last group of would-be stations got so hung up in the c

Poetry, Lyrics, And Random Shit
Staring, silently she sighs, Withdrawing into herself, away from reality, away from the callous, cruel remarks of her peers, She waits, silently, for the day she can rise, spread her wings, and be reborn, like a phoenix rises from it's ashes.

Dancing Devils; Stalking Tigers.
Tell me Remind me Chase the water racing from the sky Always beside me Taste the memories running from my eyes Nervous flashlights scan my dreams Liquid shadows silence their screams I smile at the moon Chasing water from the skyI argue with the clouds Stealing beauty from my eyes Outside the soundness of your mindBathing your soul in silver tears Beneath a blackened summer sky Praying for time to disappear Beneath a summer day Under glass moonlight Night awaits the lamb's arrival Liquid shadows crawl Silver teardrops fall The bride subsides to her survival By your hand I've awakened Bear this honor in my name She would stir in her sleep, her hip rounded by the sheet, her warm back or belly held tight against me. I would put my fingers in her dark, silky Italian hair, trace them down her shoulders and back and along the sensuous curve of her waist. I'd kiss the soft skin and the moles just above her navel. I'd kiss her breasts and stomach and mouth and eyes, then slip her close agai

Its All For You Damien
only for a moment my soul crys for more pain Powerful and intense morbid and my hands clench. I do not understand, its emptyness is unknown. Unable to fill up in any sense its pain drains me more and more. I am fearful to grasp the depths for I wont return. I try to pretend it doesnt exsist but clarity brings it back here again. There are times when I become totally numb. When Im at my weakest. the depths become known, only for a moment. Blue moon makes a sudden move, theres a wave inside all the warm waves in time. There is a breech between secure arms; a speck of frost who seeks a place to melt or fly. With no place to go still trys to see a way to get by. And on the horizen gloom gathers a storm. Countless lost souls crying your name.

Hurt
For two and half years...I fought and epic battle called love...of mythic proportionsI have had a friendship based on love and a hatred based on friendship. I learned one thing, that if one is scarred bad enough one no longer feels the pain."(a slight smile)I always say, if chaos is inevitable, why keep order?“You see, sometimes in life, we make our own choices. Sometimes, a choice ..is made for us. But sometimes, there is no choice,at all But I let my self down and now i understand. See, no one respects the flame quite like the fool who's badly burned I realize one thing. That it's better to have a condemned soul, than no soul at all.They said things would be different when I got older, but they lied. In high school, I was despised, I was hated, and I was attacked for being different. It's no different now.I'm still hated, I'm still despised, and I'm still being attacked on a regular basis, whether it's any another representative of society's norm. Well, what about me!! What ab

My Lame Ass Rants = M.l.a.r
When you get a secret admirer,you dont get giddy.you cant be giddy. Its allways fear.The only thing good is that sigh of relief when its not a hideous beast... BUT THere will always be that Beast... Staring Staring... STARING!!! Christ it makes me wanna fucking puke out my ass and shit out my mouth...Makes ya wanna Take a 2nd bullet in the head after the first... fuck you god!why do you sicken us like this. This is the shit that makes satan himself cry... apparently my flask was made in chnina... i would so Jam my cock in her mouth and fuck it hard without remorse until she puked or passed out...

A Dream...warning Its Messed Up
I had a dream a girl handed a boy a ring. He didn't say anything just looked at her. She looked away turning her entire head. "It could never work, you want something that would have to last forever and it could never be."Still he said nothing just looked at her. His face was emotionless. She looked back at him in anger."Say something!" She shouted. She was irritated with his silence and thought he should be saying something in return.Tears built up in her eyes. "Speak to me please." She said as her fists and jaws clenched. "This was just a promise ring anyways, it's not like you fucking proposed to me!" she shouted loud enough for the crowd around them to look and watch in sadness.The pressure of all the people staring started to build stress on both of them, the boy by embarrassment, the girl from the nosiness. He finally broke his gaze and looked down at the ring. "Your right it is just a promise ring...a promise that I wanted to keep. To be with you for the rest of my life in happi

Our Tommorows
"Our Tommorows" Our tommorows start today, I heard the old man say. Muttered with the wisdom of a life Because yesterday is gone, and still we must go on And face the joy, the heartbreak, or the strife. Our tommorows start today, Every day a second chance A way to kill the sorrows of the past Another shovel full of earth, upon the wooden box Time to make more dreams and find a love that lasts Our tommorows start today But they never really stopped Despite many times, we never wound the clock Because the spring always returns, to the place it always knew Where our tommorows have the wings, the only soul that flew. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Why Am I Here?
hmmm.. I love sex I am Bi I have a man I love women too I am not a swinger I am a paradoxical human sex is sacred and beautiful buffing our spirits through our bodies I like to share woman are not rivals beautiful human beings I adore them Men are home to me allowing an expression of femininity from me Woman offer a different angle of expression of passion

Chaos
So yeah this blog goes out to my family you know who you are. I think it's so fucking sad how you can be so fucking cold and just put someone out just like that when you know my situation. You are all fucking hypocrites and much much more just fake like fuck so much for TRUE family huh? Just so fucked up that I don't have fucking shit from my divorce and I am working so hard to get back up there and you guys do anything in your power to TRY to pull me down again...notice I said TRY because you guys never succeed I always come out on top not YOU fucks. Yeah it hurts me like fuck but you know what you have done showed me your true colors for real because check this out you are all going to need me for somthing rather no matter what it is, and I'm am straight up going to say...FUCK NO. And then one fine day you're going need me so bad and I'm going to say FUCK NO. YOu try to hurt me by taking what I value most away from me but you know what in the end you are going to suffer hard and I'll

Suicide Lab Productions
AIGHT, SO THE MORE I THINK ABOUT THIS.....THE MORE IT PISSES ME OFF. THE DRAMA HEADZ/PPL SCARED TO GET "FIRED" FROM THEIR LOUNGES DUE TO THEIR OWNERS BEING PROMO HOGS..,,FUCK KINDA CHILDISH SHIT IS THAT? I MEAN SERIOUSLY, DOES NO ONE HERE BELIEVE IN SHARED PROMOTION? ITS A DAMN SHAME. WHEN PPL SAY THEY GOT MAD LOVE FOR A GROUP, BUT CANT EVEN SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT THEM OR THE MUSIC THEY CREATE. AND EVEN THE PPL THAT LET 1-2 PPL GET IN THE WAY OF COLLECTIVE EFFORTS. YALL PISS ME OFF MORE THAN THE SCARY PEEPS, BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND IN A WAY WHERE THEY'RE COMING FROM, BECAUSE THEY DONT WANNA LOSE WHAT THEY HAD BEFORE THEY MET UP WITH US. BUT FUCK YO!, STAND THE FUCK UP......EVERYONE FROM WORLD LEADERS, TO DJ'S REPPED WHO THEY HAD LOVE FOR, REGARDLESS OF WHOM OR WHAT WENT DOWN....THESE ARE THE TYPES OF PPL THAT SUICIDE LAB PRODUCTIONS IS LOOKING FOR....SO THOSE WHO SAY THEY GOT LOVE FOR US.....MUTHAFUCKIN SHOW DAT SHIT INSTEAD OF JUST SAYIN DAT SHIT OR GET THE STEPPIN!! -LORD ZERO, THE SHAD

White Rose
the red rose whispers passion, and the white rose whispers love, ohh the red rose a falcoln, and the white rose a dove, but i send you a cream white rosebud, with red on its petal tips, for the love purest and sweetest has a kiss of desire on the lips.....

Help Me Win $500!!!
I work for T.G.I. FRiDAYS and we are having a contest to see who can sign up the most people for their GiVE ME MORE STRiPES guest recognition program. Just for signing up we'll give you a free appetizer. Plus, you'll get a jump the line pass, opportunities to earn free food, and more. All I need is yoru first and last name and email adress. All this will do is send you a email inviting you to join the program. You don't have to join the program if you don't want to. If you would like to help me, pm me. THANKS! At T.G.I. FRiDAYS Restaurant, we promise not to sell, rent, or distribute your information. By providing your email address you are opting-in to receive email from our company and you may ask to stop receiving emails from us at any time.

An Autobiography In 5 Short Paragraphs!!
1. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost. I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out. 2. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in. I can't believe am in the same place, but it isn't my fault. It takes a long time to get out. 3. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in. It's a habit. My eyes are open. I know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. 4. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. 5. I walk down a different street.

Military Men/women
i am making a tribute folder for the Troops and would love it if u could send me a pic of u, ur family members, friends etc in uniform so we can see the Military Sexiness!!!! Please continue Supporting our Troops!!!!

Regret
I'm Sorry created @ 2007-11-06 22:28:42 i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."

Haters
ALWAYS BEING ACCUSED ... MAYBE I SHOULD DO IT! BUT THAT'S NOT ME EVEN THOUGH AT TIMES I WISH I WERE WISH I WAS HALF AS PROMISCUIOS AS PEOPLE THINK I AM SOMETIMES I WISH I WERE THAT HO THAT SLUT THAT SLEAZE.... BUT I AM NOT! NOT EVEN CLOSE !!!! BUT THAT DOES NOT STOP PEOPLE FROM THINKING VOCALIZING THAT I AM WISH I GOT ALL THE ACTION PEOPLE THINK AND COMMENT I DO BUT IT IS ALL GOOD BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I DO!!!!! AND NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY THEY WILL NOT NOT MAKE ME INTO WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE!!! JUST TO PROVE THAT THEY HAD A RIGHT A RIGHT TO HAVE THIER INSECURITIES THE ONLY WAY THEY CAN MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER TO BRING OTHER PEOPLE DOWN TO ACCUSE THEM BUT I WILL NOT ALLOW THEM TO DO THAT TO ME NOT ANYONE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM I KNOW WHAT I DO NOTHING THEY SAY IS GOING TO MAKE ME ACT ACT THE WAY THEY WANT ME TO JUST TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER WILL NOT EVER HAPPEN NO MATTER WHAT I AM WHO I AM AND HATERZ CAN TAKE A RIDE DOWN THE LONELY ROAD L

Expressions
Expressions more than words show what you truly feelYou can say you love them all you want but they can see it only in your eyes You can say you will never lie but those are merely words When all you can see is a vacant stare Trust from a person comes only ... only when they can see foreverForever in your eyes Words are merely what they want to hear They as well as you know......Know that in the heart But to see what you can not feel Radiating from the soulThrough the expression of anotherThat's when they know they have foundFound what they truly want the expression of love That they have for so long been searching

What Are Friends For?
Edited that friends name in my phone.... U'sAfoolIfYaAnswer! Then I'll know whats up! LMAO Ever had that one friend or set of friends that you only hear from when they need somethin? Time for some deletion in friends....

Need Some Help....
been homeless since Nov. and all friends/ family basically abandoned me,and before you think" oh hes just a bum" or whatever.I am trying to get a job and trying to get back on my feet but right now i have a potential job but i just have to get the right clothes i have to wear dress clothes which i have none of and noone i know will help(as i said basically abandoned) so can yall lend some help to some one in dire need of help?

Find Me Where I Lurk!
You can find me lurking in the ICU/CCU in my town doing that nursing thing I do!! I am the Inked RN!! lol If you're interested in hearing all metal, and meeting some crazy, kick ass people, check out Excito Diabolus!! HAHA, good times. lol

Desperation
Throw a dog a bone I'll take it if I have to Go real fast like there's somewhere we can get to What's the use of standing right there on the edge if there ain't nowhere to fall What's the use in hanging on tight to the phone if nobody might call Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Tell it like a lie live it like a movie Give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me What's the use in making all the plans that we made if you weren't gonna go [ Miranda Lambert Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] What's the use of slapping on a smile for a face if your eyes don't wanna show Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Well it's too damn bad you didn't have a chance to make me your best friend You were too caught up in giving too much up and not doing what you should ha

May 09 Update
Wow guys, can you believe it? Graduation is next week and it's been so hecka busy for me. I am doing my required 120 hours of student teaching this month. After that I'm moving out of state to get situated before I start classes this fall for a Masters degree in Education. I know I haven't been around to help the Shadow Levelers lately, and I feel bad because the lack of time for that. I will hopefully get back to my routine of "leveling like only a leveler can", later next month after the move and I can slow down to take some deep breaths, lol. I want to thank all my friends here for understanding this is an important transition for me to make. Take care everyone, ttyl. J.P. "Proudly rockin with the Shadow Levelers since 08"

In The Depths Of A Mind Insane Fantasy And Reality Are The Same
Let them marry. Whats the big deal? Sanctity of marriage? Fuck that. Marriage happened long before your god was created and made into the greatest scam. So you cant use religion for an excuse. Marriage used to be 1 man and however many wives he wanted. Even the bible says that. So that argument is bullshit. Jesus didnt belive in marriage anyway according to the bible. So let them fuckin marry. You dont need god or a church or a priest to get married, so why does it have to be man an woman? Now for some randomness. I love big breasts that are not full of additives. I love women with hips and ass as well. I dont even mind a little tummy on them. I love speed/thrash/death/grind music. Fuck all that radio/mtv shit. Its worthless and just geared to make money. I mean come on, Britney cant sing a fuckin note. Its all digital, and when she performs live, she fuckin lip synchs. I hate all religions. Seri

Bad News
I am so glad my former, fucked in the head boss, can't pay me. Of all the people that worked for him, I am the one hurting the most. I have no one to lean on in my time of need. Because he can do nothing but tell lies,"Oh I mailed your check on saturday" HMMM its wednesday and my mail just ran, and guess what no check. So now I owe my bank 70 dollars cause of a charge that I could do nothing about. On top of that I can't get to the next town over to sign up for unemployment, so I can't get any of that, cause my van diecied to break down. Which I have decided to sell, it can be fixed but I dont have the money. I own my bank 70, and friend of mine 60, for towing my van home, I have a 102 dollar electric bill due(and no I cant make payments on it this is the payment plan), also I have a 250 dollar water bill overdue which I should be getting the shut off notice tomorrow, and no I can't make a payment arranement, cause my town requies at least half of the money up front. I am selling stuff

Wtf...darn Work ...:(
So yeah ...long story short... my work computer can no longer access fubar ...:( and as most of you know ...my laptop at home is toast lol! So ....for those of you who wish to stay in contact with me ... hit me up on yahoo ... nopilots13@yahoo.com or drop me a line at nismodet@live.com Those of you who i chatted with regularly... i hope to hear from you ;)

I'm Urs 4evers Team Of Hotties!!(hotties Repost) (repost Plz)
LOOKING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS! IM URS 4EVER ASST CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIESTOP BY HER PAGE AND R/F/A GET TO KNOW HER! AND DON'T FORGET TO SHOW THE REST OF THE HOTTIES LOVE TOO! PLEASE, Take A Moment And Stop By, RATE, FAN, COMMENT.... Thank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!! ASIAN GEM 2ND ALARM HOTTIES (repost of original by 'AsianGem ~ 2nd Alarm Hotties ~ LOUNGE MANAGER AND SECURITY AT FAHRENHEIT ~ HOME OF THE HOTTIES!' on '2009-06-29 14:09:40')

A Child's Love
A CHILD'S LOVE IT CAN NOT BE EXPLAINED NOR UNDERSTOOD THEY HAVE WRITTEN BOOKS ABOUT IT AND TRIED TO EXPLAIN BUT THAT IS THE REASON THAT IT DRIVES THEM INSANE FOR UNLESS YOU HAVE FELT IT YOU WILL NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO HEAR THOSE WORDS FROM THOSE SWEET LITTLE VOICES IT MAKES YOU FEEL ALL WARM INSIDE AND HELL IT MAKES ME WANT TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY WHEN I HEAR THEM TELL ME GOOD BYE, I TRY TO HIDE THE TEARS SO THEY WONT SEE THAT LEAVING THEM IS KILLING ME BUT THEY ARE STRONGER THEN WE GIVE THEM CREDIT FOR, CAUSE THERE HEART IS STILL SO PURE AND AS I SAY GOOD BYE TO THEM I SEE IT IN THERE EYES THAT LOVE THAT IS DEEP INSIDE, I KISS THEM AND HUG THEM AND THEY START TO CRY, AND THEY ASK ME WHY I CRY I TELL THEM I LOVE THEM AND THAT IS WHY I DO AND THEY COME BACK ALSO WITH DADDY WE LOVE YOU TOO......jro

Saying My Goodbyes
to my friends and family on fubar.. I just wanted to tell you all i am leaving fubar and the net tonight. i would like to stay in touch with everyone and keep the friendship there. I will be checkin my email through my cell phone once a week . so if you would like to stay in touch let me know.. my email address is devil_advocate_37 at yahoo . com only a few will get my cell to txt and those already got it ..

Much Sadness In The House
The average life expectancy of a cocker spaniel is 15 years, but this old guy would have been 17 on June 12th, but today we had to put him down. He had a a bad bad bad heart, in which was deteriorating the muscles of his hind legs, so he had a tough time getting up and around the 4 younger dogs. Even in his old age he felt like he could do his job of protecting you, even though he couldn't move very fast. Worst of all he was losing his body functions. He was around a long time, and he will be greatly missed.

Different
Casey may or may not of killed her child, but too many people out their mad cause she didn't get found guilty, need to remember one thing, let them that hath no sin cast the first stone. in other words go home people and go to work and quit worrying about other people, , and get your own life in order..... Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; ... - Life isn't always fair; - And maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies, don't spend more than you can earn and adults, not children, are in charge. His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charge

Now It Starts
Now that school's over, I can put my CompTIA A+ & Net+ Certifications along with my Information Technologies Degree to work for me. Starting a computer repair service, locally. The name? AplusComputerServices@ymail.com Logo: We beat the Geeks!

Random Things I Like In A Guy
This list is random but enjoy reading my weird taste.★ Bandanas★ Polite★ Blonde hair (obviously IDC that much)★ SKINNYYY or muscular★ Outgoing (because I'm not)★ Loves to partyyy ★ Spiky hair ★ Good at sports★ & finally non smoker DUH!♥ Emily * Doll !

Hmmm Can I Get Some Help?
im in another auction and its not only for ownership but most rates count also so rate my rear til its sore please place a bid if you can im a good little pet !! im litter trained and all and i wont bite ya well unless ya ask me to lol im in another auction....rates counts so even if you dont want to bid please at least stop on and rate the pic for me.....if you rate or bid send me a private message and will buy you a drink or 2:)

This Is For A Person From My Past...crazy Am I?
you call me fucking crazy you call me weird you call me nothing you kick me into the ground. no longer can you hurt me no longer can you beat me no longer will you make me cry ive reached the point of no return i stalk you in the night i wait for my moment cold sweat pours from my face warm tears stain my cheeks you think this is a game? you think i won't snap now your crying now your bleeding now your tied up now your all alone now your begging forgiveness now your dying i sit and laugh at your demise i have no remorse for my sins you made me cry ill make you die. so slowly you die i make it painful your so fake in your apoligies as i kick your face into the concrete you never know who will snap you never know the pain you cause

My Poetry
Would You Would you love me as I am or would you walk away? Would I not be good enough for you or could I be your ever fantasy? See I would love you I do love you still Even though you refuse to see Maybe I am better off now that you are gone But I can't help but remember how things use to be At one time we were one you looked at me like there was no other Now we are just two strangers crossing paths and I wonder why it is Would you love me? I ask you this I will love you always this I shall live with

Changes
it is amazing how things change with the seasons. things that i said and lived by a few years ago are now a thing of the past..i always say, a Master has that right to change his mind. when things arent going as you like, you have the power to change them...sometimes you delay the inevitable in order not to hurt others. but then the actions become greater and the hurt grows more and more for them..for that, i take full responsibility. then things come to a head and words are exchanged and lies are revealed and deceit discovered and anger builds..but deep inside you feel a deep sense that this is the way it is suppose to be for the change to happen. then you feel even more free to follow another road in this journey. predestined? who knows. but when something feels so right as this, you just have to continue to see the outcome. i have asked my slave princess to marry me and after i picked her back up off the floor and revived her, she said yes. i have loved so many and then been le

Sinful Thoughts
you can tell alot from a woman by how they take care of their feet. hat's off to all you women who show pride in taking care of themselves! not to mention, i do have a small foot fetish. 8) love a pretty female, isaid FEMALE, foot. peace out, luv ya.

You Have Stolen My Heart
You have stolen my heart. Everything I do you are there. In my dreams, in my thoughts, in my everyday. I want you to know that I love you so much and you have my heart and my soul. I want you, I need you, I love you. Words really can't describe how I feel about you. I get speechless when I talk to you, My heart starts pounding at the sound of your voice. My mind wounders in all differnt directions at the thought of you. I can't sleep because all I do is think of you.

Circle Visions
Circle Visions A vision… what is a vision? Is it dream.. or wide awake sitting in a chair seeing life in pass and future passing by your eyes…. ahhh ….or is it just a fantasy? Wishing you had a vision of love, sex, and rock and roll…lol. Ah, tis true... visions may be many things... the true delight of soul... the secret yearnings of your heart... or the playful thrills of your flesh. And some may come to pass, while others are yet to be.... but all are an important part of life... and most come to me better with music playing... so bring on the rock and roll...... or Bolton... or G4... each brings a different type of vision...mmmmmm.

Nsfw's
Ok.. so since there is soooo much interest in my Nsfw files... i'm gonna open them to the public for 24 hours. R/F/A me... I need 225,000 to my next level help me get there.... Any downraters beware... i know where your photos are and I return rates like for like :D love y'all Ok Everyone I really need your help.... I entered my first online Fu wet t-shirt contest and I need the votes so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come to my profile and click on the Haunted Passions Profile in my Friends section... vote for me and help me win!

My Owner
aGEM4life [SinnersFamily-SBG] --Proudly Owned By Willie -- FU Owned By GANGSTA - DESIGNZ & Muma_e@ fubar This my truly awesome owner Donna, aGEM4life. Ive been friends with her on here for awhile now. Shes great and deserves lots of fu love guys.. Wish I could make this into one of the frilly blogs with backgrounds and stuff but hey I cant so here it is...Love you Donna

Mountains And The Circle
Mountains and the Circle For sure romantic in the mountains, Where the deer and the bucks run free, The dove flies with the yellow rose, And the river flows out of his banks at times Nurturing the sunning cat and the glorious peacock. Yellow roses are blooming with the sweet smell of romance Deer running high on the mountain top, feeding on the desires of love Dove flying free with the glory of friendship over the… Flowing river that feeds us all with love and hope and faith As the cat looks on and sees all in the dark and light And the peacock spreads her wings with the beauty of love and light… So we all can be as one.

D&d
this is another that my friend posted I repost it now. Playing A Kobold (d20-style) created @ 2006-10-16 08:09:59 I've always had a thing for Kobolds (get yer mind outta the gutter!). they're these adorable little lizard-men who are "primitive" and highly skittish. In my systems, I have a similar species called Cobalts, but that's something for another post.Kobolds in d20 are now geniuses at creating traps and tend to be sorcerors. Really bizarre for the species, but then d20 has a habit of doing things backwards. This is an account of what happens when an

Ebonys Romance
embrace me o loving night, i look into the knight skye, and seee why i fell in loveturning from your cousin that burns so bright in the day and reveals everything that should not be, you my night i return to whos surrounds me envelops me and soothes me to allow me to live in your sanctuaryunder your eyes lighting my way under your carpets serenity, while your friends who sparkle with delight, the stars dance wiht us into the waning hours of our limited time love me o night, and kiss me again as you did the first time so that i may never lose the memory of why i so love the cocoon of shadows that shroud all that lurks in the dark but is only illuminated by your grace

With Love
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beardssitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said “I don’t think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat.” “Is the man of the house home?”, they asked.“No”, she replied. “He’s out.”“Then we cannot come in”, they replied.In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.“Go tell them I am home and invite them in!”The woman went out and invited the men in.“We do not go into a House together,” they replied. “Why is that?” she asked.One of the old men explained: “His name is Wealth,” he said pointing to oneof his friends, and said pointing to another one, “He is Success, and I am Love.” Then he added, “Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home.”The woman went in and told

Let's Be Real Friends
Hey all! I just want to say how much I love fubar! I do have one problem. I have noticed that some of my friends on here have stopped talking to me because I did not spend my real money on them. I started an insurance agency a year and a half ago and have put alot in to it. For that reason and the fact that child support is a drain, I do not buy bling or give out cash to people I hardly know. If I get to know you over time I might do it...but please, if I don't don't be upset. I am not here for a hook up. Just had to say it folks!

Keli's Blog
I am Sooo in Love with My Precious Raven. She is The Light in my life... The Love of My Life. We are looking forward to our Handfast/bloodbonding Ceremony on June 1, 2009. We Are One, always & ALL Ways. We are Happily Living Together.

The Crumbs To My Oreo (aka The Thoughts In My Brain) :d
This plot is pure chaos Missing scenes, missing parts We’ve reached our resolution Before our story starts The conflict and the fighting The climax of our lives The tragedy of our words Scream we won’t survive All our sadistic memories Make us who we are All our filthy thoughts Won’t get us very far We improvise the laughter The smiles they are fake We paint our selves a comedy When reality we cant take This theme of pain is horrid The irony of our fate This symbol of love is awful Two hearts filled up with hate Our simile of happiness Like sunshine in the night The metaphor of love A necklace worn too tight Our dialogue is broken You won’t talk to me My monologue is lost And I’m left my soliloquy No chance to show my feelings No chance to make amends Misplaced from the beginning No chance of being friends Your satire is discarded Your act of chivalry This paradox is twisted This life real

What Is Love
what is love ; is love an word that we as human use to took advantage of one another or is it an feeling that causes us to go crazy for one another but i know love also can cause us to become unhappy and lonely intell we find the right one. If your looking for that one true love that you want to spend rest of your life with be prepare to satify everything you dream of when you fine that one person cause sometimes you'll fine him or her and your be on an waiting list to be with that one persn and sometimes you might get lucky and not have to wait long but just always remember when u fallow your true feelings you'll find that person quicky but when you don't fellow your true feelings you'll be wondering for years in confusion and hatred toward yourself wondering why you never listen to your true feeling but also remember that good things come for those who wait and will be granted an specail gifted from god

Is It Love?
Is It Love? He's about to kiss you - you can see it coming. You close your eyes and, like, 300 years later his lips are touching yours. In the evening sky above, fireworks explode into a thousand colors. Someone speaks (and you know it's not either of you because your mouths are, well busy.) "He's the one," the voice says."This is love." And then you wake up. In the real world (and not the MTV Real World, which is about as real as Velveeta), it's not always easy to know when you're in love. First of all, it's the most overused word in the English language. "Love" can describe the way you feel about veggie burgers, platform sneakers, Quentin Tarantino movies...oh, yeah, and people. And if you ask a million different answers. The only thing clear about this enigmatic emotion is that no matter how hard it is to nail down, you definitely want to be caught up in it. The reason love is so hard to define is that there are so many components to it. It's a single emotion composed of a

Friends
If Our Hearts Could Talk Life is kind of like the ocean,You can see how it starts, but not the way it ends.So lets just take things as they come to us,And be happy we're best friends.Let us learn from each other,We can help each other grow.And let us always be there for one another,At times we are feeling low.May we always be able to put a smile on each others face,And a twinkle in our eyes.And let us never forget all the good times,Like watching shooting stars fall from the skies.The laughs just keep on coming,Nothing can ever take that away.Cause they start from the inside,And get deeper everyday.They make us stronger,As they bring us closer together.They always make our days brighter,No matter the weather.Just the sound of that laugh,And the sight of that smile.Makes every risky minute,Worth the while.A moment where nothing else matters,And a chance to be free.All the rest fades away,And its just you and me.We can just walk together,To that beautiful place.Side by side,With that lo

I Hate Myself
SO NOW I HATE MYSELF! SOMEONE CAME IN MY BACK YARD AND STOLE MY BROS POT PLANT AND IT WAS ONE OF MY SO CALLED FRIENDS. AND HE TOLD ME THAT IF I NEEDED MONEY SO DAMN BAD FOR PILLS THAT HE WOULD GIVE ME $100 FOR THEM HE SAID HE WANTED ME TO OD AND HE WANTED TO WATCH ME CHOKE ON MY OWN VOMIT. WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT BEING TAKEN YEA I SHOWED SOMEONE BUT I DIDNT THINK THEY WOULD DO THAT TO ME. I FUCKED UP BUT FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT IS JUST WRONG I CRIED ALL DAY LONG FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS SINCE IT HAPPENED AND EVERYONE HATES ME RIGHT NOW AND I REALLY DO WANT TO OD. I ALSO HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND AND IM PISSING HIM OFF BY TAKING MY ANGER OUT ON HIM. I FEEL HORRIBLE EVERYONE EITHER HATES ME OR IS MAD AT ME. AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. I JUST WANT TO DIE. I DONT KNOW I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I WANT TO EITHER OD OR PISS SOMEONE OFF SO BAD TO THE POINT THAT THEY FUCKING KILL ME!!! SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME. I NEED HELP!!!!

My Fantasy......wanna Make Cum True
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancing he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si

Words
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing thats real The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away but I remember everything. **What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt** I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here. **What have I become? My sweetest friend everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If i could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find away.**

Just Me Blogging
It turns out there's no brain tumor. It's all because of some of the medications I've been on. I see the dr in a couple of weeks, so I'll have to see what she wants to do about my elevated prolactin levels. Well, the CT scan was clean, confirming that I do have a brain inside there. What a surprise. Wednesday at 6:15 am I had to have an MRI, which was really early, so we came home and went back to sleep. I had to take all of my piercings, of course, and didn't bother with putting them back in before my nap. When I woke up, I set out to put them all back in. Everything went in fine, except for the bridge. I couldn't get it to go in through the right side, but I managed to finally wiggle it through the left side. It bled like crazy, but I finally got it through. This morning I woke up with swollen eyes, to the point it was a little hard to see. I put some ice on them, which gave me a terrible headache, and did little to improve the condition. Now, the swelling has gone down,

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply***1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

This Is A Big Year!!
As I sit here on my bday I have come to realize a lot!! I will be applying to medical school next week in hopes of becoming a successful anesthesiologist.. I figure I am 25... in 10 years I will be set... Have my career going, my kids both in their preteens, god help me, and this little family growing and building.. paving a way for my kids future!... I wear my heart on my sleeve, anyone who really knows me knows this... I dont really think any of you actually know me, or if you want to, you just havent really tried... I am a brutally honest bitch.. People love me or hate me, and honestly I could careless... I do try hard for one persons approval, an approval I dont believe I will ever get! I got my boobs done hoping it would make me feel better about myself, and I couldnt want them gone anymore then I do now... They brought me joy when I thought they could bring me the real joy I strived for.. But it didnt work the way I planned... Here I sit, wondering, pondering!

Trying This Again
ok, I'm only trying this again because a good friend said it would help him out. I've been here less than a 1/2 hour and already i'm being hit on by tons of guys. the shoutbox thingy is going nuts with guys wantin to know 'whats up'! I can guess, and i'm not interested.

The Big Countdown!
okay so it's almost time for me to go into labor, this is my first baby so i don't know what to expect. i'v been getting really nervous and wondering am i going to be a good mother. i know that's normal, but i can't help it anyway. How do i stop from feeling like this????

Life
some of my few friends on here know, im not the same like i used to be i changed, this change will last forever just like all those other changes i made in my life before, for those who dont want nth to do with me cuz of it all i can say im sorry, to the rest who can live with it i can say i thank ya i will keep ya in mind and i will say hi from time to time, viva la changes more r to come always To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there.All our lives are based on choices we make not the choices of others. When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays

Blog Name "hell If I Know"
After 500 young women in Uganda endured genital mutilations for initation rights a physician law-maker is trying to out law the practice go to www.womensenews.org http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.childpornography.com%2F&h=ae73d97b9956920786aa95ca5bf1bf31 I AM TESTING THIS BLOG REALLY FOR THE FIRST TIME IF ALL GOES WELL YOU WILL SEE WHERE YOU CAN GO TO GET INFO ON HOW TO PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN FROM CREEPS THAT PREY ON THEM FOR SEX! THERE IS MORE INFO YOU MIGHT WANT AND NEED THERE. TAKE CARE AND WATCH YOUR CHILDREN WELL. IT WORKS!! JUST CLICK ON THE ABOVE LINK.

Drkangl4068
The hunter becomes hunted, the predator, becomes prey! Today, have to say was alright. I got somethings done. Played sand volleyball, and got a sunburn. today was sunny here and was out in it all day. think I am beginning to realize that with all the damage I 've done to myself over the years, the mind pushes forward to suceed, but my body can't keep up. But Ill keep on pushing it! For those who served and died for this country, I salute you!

The Day I Lost Me
I lost myself the day he raped me He took it all that night. I trusted him and he took advantage... He took everything My virginity, my heart and my soul But I never told...... He said they wouldn't believe.... So Crammed everything down deep inside Drugs..... My only escape My only escape from the reality of what he had done. Taking what I wasn't ready to give Taking what wasn't his.... Saying no, stop.... didn't help..... It fell on deaf ears. He took it all Took all of me I lost it all Lost all of me.... The night he took from me , what I wasn't willing to give. He took everything away from me He took my very life.... Because for so long... Thinking about that very thing.... Was the only thing I ever did. Blaming myself for every minute ... Every minute of pain The pain that he caused me.... was all my fault. I lost myself the day he raped me. Took all of me And I will never forget... Forget how much I blamed myself... But now I know.. Know it wasn'

Me As Your Slave!!!
Here it goes: My VIP expires on 5/22/09. If you renew it for me here is what I am offering: I will be your slave for that month!!! All Pics rated! Comment on page daily Your name in mine listed as I am a slave to you! Added to my family for a month! What do you think??? Interested??

Submission......part Ii
As his cold blue eyes regard her, she trembles lightly. She lowers her eyes to the floor, her heart sinking. As she thinks back to the evening, and what he asked of her, she knows there was something amiss in what he wished of her.. though her heart dreads what she thinks will happen, she sighs softly to herself. Rene speaks with a deep undertone to his voice to her. "thistle do you know what you've done wrong this evening?" As she shifts, he points to the floor at his feet, retrieving the glass from the mantle. Automatically, she moves to kneel before him, still noticing the bulge of his sex within his pants.. she breathes softly, trying to think.. She glances to the side, the bed that they share sometimes ..and sighsdeeply. Rene sips his drink, his eyes not leaving the form of his slave before him ..his anger builds slowly and she notices this as his breathing seems to change. She quivers now, her nude body tense, yet all the same, she notes the way her nipples harden more at this se

Answer To What I've Been Asked
Many have asked about my IM, so here it is. although, I may not add everyone, I have been asked this question quite a bit so I thought it would be easier to post it rather than to answer each individually. yahoo IM: peachesst97@yahoo.com or gmail IM: peaches6669@gmail.com Anyone in or near my area (Huntington, WV) and wants my text #, just ask me. Thank you, peaches p.s. I'll work on setting up an account with AIM & put it up later.

From My Friend Jason
(Something Jason sent me as a comment and I thought it was so beautiful..I had to share it) I sent an angel to watch over you last night,but it came back. I asked, "Why?"... The angel said: "Angels don't watch over angels!." Twenty angels are in your World. Ten of them are sleeping. Nine are playing. One is reading this comment . .

2 The Love Of My Life
I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyAnd I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my heart`Coz I'll stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartAnd I swear, by the moon and the stars in the skyI'll be thereI swear, like a shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallsAnd when just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still care`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at allAnd I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyI swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI swear (I swear

My Life
My Life Situation is rather common and is in everyone s life some shape or form. But here we go, Well im a 32 year old Father of 3 wonderful kids with alot of issues (right who doesnt have issues ) well back in Feb of 2007 my wife just up and left for another man (yeah i know poor me ) guess i should of worked harder. Oh well we live and learn from our mistakes. We did not get our divorce finalized until Nov 2008, When i caught her lying and cheating but that is not why im writing this please dont think im looking for sympathy, im not. As of Feb 2008 i was on my way to making my life better and possibly build up the courage to date again. When i found out that my wife had been cheating on me prior to our sepratation and a really good friend of mine died of a heart attack on Valentines day. He was a pretty cool bro, Always had my back and stuff. Miss him dearly. Then April 2008 came and my Ex father in-law was diganoised with cancer ( yes my in-law )He was like a father to me. Stood

"the Streets"
The Streets Hang onto your conscience, and pray for an act of God Eyes wide shut you still hold hope, for that approving little nod Yeah, blame it all on others for the things you’ll never be But the streets, the streets will always wait. Your dreams once bright, they creep in still, through the crack beneath your door And mix with blends of shadows like they did in times before Today they don’t come knocking, to entice you with their wares But the streets, the streets will always wait. No one knew you like the streets, adorned with weathered cracks Because many times you spun your wheels on their polished asphalt tracks Still the rubber’s burning, yet you haven’t moved and inch

"i Came."
“I Came.” I came with the best of intentions, I came with a fistful of facts Not a man who stands in the shadows, who haunts the wrong side of the tracks I came with a bag full of magic, I came fully armed with the truth Things that are born out of wisdom, not the wavering wants of the youth. I came with a true sense of purpose, I came with a gleam in my eye So unlike those who came here before me, only willing to lie down and die I came with my kit, to patch up your wounds, I came with my needle and thread And whispered my words of healing, for you to keep in your head. I came with a strong canvas net, to catch you when you lost your grip And perfectly worded instructions, when the parts they just wouldn’t fit I came with a fire to warm yo

Just To Make U Think
Just take the time to read it before making your thoughts known. It is well written and worth the few minutes it will take you to read it. If you do not pass on anything else to anyone this year, consider this one from a teacher. Letter to Obama. Here's an excellent letter to the President. I wish I had written that one so I can be on Obama's s**** list. The school teacher really nailed him. How many millions of Americans across this Country think exactly what this school teacher has put in this email. What scares me is that every single day - - something surfaces that has been signed as a "Presidential order", or suddenly just appears as law! WHO does this stuff, while we're all sleeping at night? Those printing presses in DC must run night and day.

Smooth
I just wanted to let everyone know in the fubar community about a member that was so sweet and caring while I was in the hospital. Her name is adreamer0111 and while I was in the hospital she called to see how I was doing and kept calling till i left. To me that is truly a friend and it also shows me that she is a wonderful person as well. adreamer0111 I will forget it and you have a very special place in my heart. Thanxxxx Brad. Just came back from the Verizon Center in Indy and I went to the most amazing concert in a long time. "Distrubed" is the best heavy metal Band in a long time that's worth listening too...If you get a chance to see them I recommend doing it...They were the BomB!!!! This is alot of fun, so if you wanna talk....start typing...lol

The People Should Be Shot
I know its a lot to read, but its worth the cause!!!! There's a link to a video below this, I suggest you watch it. If you're faint of heart, then you probably shouldn't, but to get an idea of what kind of tourture these animals are going through take a look. This is WRONG, and these people should be STOPPED IMEDIATELY!! When undercover investigators made their way onto Chinese fur farms recently, they found that many animals are still alive and struggling desperately when workers flip them onto their backs or hang them up by their legs or tails to skin them. When workers on these farms begin to cut the skin and fur from an animal's leg, the free limbs kick and writhe. Workers stomp on the necks and heads of animals who struggle too hard to allow a clean cut. When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals' heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of th

My Mom
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see you your pain...to my dismay it’s a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World MY MOM ADRIAN

Curiousity
So, as i surf the pages, looking at all the beautiful people, I notice, that no matter how we try, women are so much more attractive to look at. I have enjoyed seeing so many of you, becoming your fans, and rating your pics. I think the lowest score I have given for anyone is a 10. I had though about posting a bunch of pics of me, but, I dont feel secure enough in my looks to do this with out making people think to themselves " oh, you shouldnt have done that." I am self concious, and I feel for good reason. But, the truth be known, Im not a tighty whitey or boxer shorts wearer. I like as little fabric as possible. When Im home alone, if Im wearing anything at all, Im surprised. If I can see my way to losing even 10 to 15 lbs, my attitude might change. So, if anyone wonders why I dont have more pics, well, one, I dont like camera, second, no one wants to see me in less than "acceptable" amounts of clothing ( well, I dont think anyone does ). I will try to get some more pics

Pain
Line's crossed,Hearts fell.Feel's like I'm crossing over & I'm lost.You've confused me,hurt me,& lied to me.Never again will I confide.Poeple say"yes you will"but you've made my life a living hell. You say you're sorry but you're standing on the edge.Hoping I'll catch you when you fall.Truth is I'm walkin tall thank you for the wake up call. Now your showing your true color's.They become you.The time has come & now I'm numb.You're holding her & not meIs this how we were suppose to be?I try to block it out.I'm so dumb for beleiving you.Guess the joke's on me but I'm not laughing.

Own My Name... =d
Bid on one week of having your name attached as Jim Ski... Owned By *YOURNAMEHERE* Just comment this with your FuBucks amount or Bling or W/E... BID AWAY! =D Or Just battle it out regular if you must... Lol

*_twink_*
If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words, what would u say to me? Answer me back then send to males and females and see what answers you get back ITS FUN !!!! ****MASS**** The one and ONLY DJ SpAdEd is BURNING up the fkn Forbiden Airwavez!!!! LIVE from The Forbiden City!!! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/59577 The exclusive home of The Forbiden Angelz!!!! or on the net @ www.forbidenradio.net !!!! If ur not here.. ur sooooo fkn missing it !!!! Cum check out tha sexxay azzz angelz and the slickezt tunes on the net!!!!!!

Very Touching
Very touching story...so beautiful it has to be shared....A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups and set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes o f little boy. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money." The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?" "Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle. "Here, Dolly!" he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with de

Marilyn Manson
MARILYN MANSON: Audio Samples Of Entire New Album Available - May 19, 2009 Audio samples of all the tracks that appear on MARILYN MANSON's new album, "The High End Of Low", are available for streaming using the player below (courtesy of Universal Music Germany). The CD is due out on May 26 and is his first with longtime bassist Twiggy Ramirez since 2000's "Holy Wood". The official track listing for "The High End Of Low" is as follows: 01. Devour 02. Pretty As A Swastika 03. Leave A Scar 04. Four Rusted Horses 05. Arma-Goddamn-Motherfuckin'-Geddon 06. Blank And White 07. Running To The Edge Of The World 08. I Want To Kill You Like They Do In The Movies 09. WOW 10. Wight Spider 11. Unkillable Monster 12. We're From America 13. I Have To Look Up Just To See Hell 14. Into The Fire 15. 15 Manson told England's Kerrang! magazine about the new effort, "This is not a record that we would leave black and self-titled and mature. This is the experienced record. This album is the 12th-grade guy th

Please Read First!!!
Welcome! And I'm glad you're showing interest in learning to edit your profile yourself! This is the directory, I'll start from the top of the LostCherry/CherryTap/Fubar profile, and divide it up into sections, and further in depth on those! Happy Hour and the Who's Online Marquee: This is the entire top section. Who's Online is no longer a marquee, but it periodically shuffles new users in. The Live Feed: This is where all your updates are. The Chat Box: AKA SB or ShoutBox, this is where users instant chat with you. The Blast Box: This is where users are for 30 days that have bought or been given a "Blast". The Ticker: This is a short message that users can purchase. As it now appears on the homepage instead of the user profile, I'll be skipping this. Name, Action links, and your URL: Pretty basic, this section also included the Ticker at one time. Welcome / Header Pic (The space between the Chat Box, and the rest of your profile.): Your welcome mat, se

Contest
i have entered my daughter into a photo contest on a website. if you can, please vote for her. here is the link http://gapc-vote.com/?p=1456520 also there is a 1million dollar contest for voters... if you have time id appreciate it and thank you!

A Poem My Soldier-friend Wrote
Take a man and put him alone,Put him twelve thousand miles from home.Empty his heart of all but blood,Make him live in sand, in mud.This is the life I have to live,This the soul to God I give.You have your parties and drink your beer,While young men are dying over here.Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq".Use your signs and have your fun,Then refuse to use a gun.There's nothing else for you to do,Then I'm supposed to die for you?There is one thing that you should know;And that's where I think you should go!I'm already here and it's too late.I've traded all my love for all this hate.I'll hate you till the day I die.You made me hear my buddy cry.I saw his leg and his blood shed,Then I heard them say, "This one's dead".It was a large price for him to pay,To let you live another day.He had the guts to fight and die,To keep the freedom you live by.By his dying, your life he buys,But who gives a fuck if a Soldier dies!

Twilight
Twilight Quotes Here are some of the best Twilight quotes from the book. Here are some of everyone's favorite quotes from Stephanie Meyer's book Twilight. The Twilight quotes are listed in the order they appeared in the book and after each quote is the characters name. 1. I thought you were suppose to be pretending I donâ€™t exist, not irritating me to death. (Bella) 2. It was hard to believe that someone so beautiful could be real. I was afraid that he might disappear in a sudden puff of smoke, and I would wake up. (Bella) 3. I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. (Edward) 4. What if Iâ€™m not a superhero? What if Iâ€™m the bad guy? (Edward) 5. You scared me for a minute there. I thought Newton was dragging your dead body off to bury it in the woods. (Edward) 6. Honestly-Iâ€™ve seen corpses with better color. I was concerned that I might have to avenge your murder. (Edward) 7. Donâ€™t be offend

Just Getting Out There
how Is Everyone, Im great.. Just had to get myself a blog.. lol.. well this is sunday and i have to return to work tomarrow, which sucks, but my bills say i have to work, otherwise i would be gettin bored.. lol.. i am a workaholic.. thats me.. work and spend time with my girls.. i am an easy goin person, just wants to be loved like i love.. is that so complicated?..

Trade Daily Pimpout X30 Days For Bling Pack
trade daily pimpouts x30 days for large bling pack Send Message if interestedI am trying to level but need your helpthis is what peolpe are paying mefor a single pimpout1000000 fucbuck from 'Jaded one'800000 fuBucks from '69lkhrbox'500000 fuBucks from "cute but'Just send me a message with price offer !

Funny Redneck Wanna Be
i was driven down the road to go pick up my daughter and was about to turn onto another road that i usally take butttt there was a truck siting there with it hazerds on hmmm well i kept looking and saw that it was missing a tire opps lol so turned on my stobes and pulled right behind them... i got out and went over to find out what happen ok there was people rolling his tire back up the road to him omg lol ok i told them i had a jack and i was there to help ok i went and got the jack had to jack up a lil then set it back down on a brick so i could move the jack to make it go higher ok next thing i notice theres cops pulling up and asken what happen... we told them and there were like ok ... the guy that was broke down was a redneck guy ok im not pickn but we rednecks know about our trucks and 4-wheeling and stuff lol thats what we do lol but when i asked for him to help put the tire on he knew nothen omg ok i asked about a 4 way lug wrench he knew nothen of it either omg

Subject: Usrfs
Subject: USRFS I like it.... The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These boys will be dropped off in Afghanistan and have been given only the following facts about terrorists:1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Afghanistan to be over by Friday. AMEN

Hectic Week
Was a very hectic week. My father had to be transferred to a nursing home because of his failure to cooperate with the doctors and nurses at the rehab hospital. This occured on Tuesday and It took nearly 24 hours to het him settled in. About noon on Wednesday I stopped at the local Barnes and Noble bookstore cafe for a Starbuck's coffee and to browse the book aisles. After a while the intercom came on describing my vehicle and requesting that the owner come to the service desk. There I was informed that someone had hit my vehicle and taken off. Luckily one of the store employees had seen the accident and got the license number of the other vehicle. I called the police and the officer was able to track down the owner and obtain his insurance information. The officer stated that he would not make a report if the gentleman agreed to pay the damages otherwise he would have to arrest him for hit and run. I left the cafe at 3:45 p.m. Wednesday was spent obtaining estimates from thr

Submission........part Iii
The moons light streaks in through the opened windows, across the bed where she lays sleeping. She lies, completely nude, her head turned to the side, hair falling down over her shoulders and to her sides, hiding her soft breasts. She lies on her stomach, with her rounded buttocks partly showing from the sheet that has fallen down during her sleep, to grace along her left thigh, and along the juncture of her inner thighs. Her breathing is steady as she sleeps, her arms along her sides, resting peacefully. A warm breeze happens across the room, stirring the light sheet covering her body, shifting more of it off her form as her Master enters the room on silent feet. He regards her for long moments, how she looks so angelic in her sleep, the way her eyelids flutter from time to time. He pulls a chair up alongside the bed, just gazing for the longest time at her body. The hour is early morning, and he, having spent his time downstairs, leaving her here as he instructed her. Slowly, he reac

Goodbye Cruel World Lol
To my friends- There is just so much going on these days that, the time I spend here could be used for good, not perviness lol. I just want to say I love all of you guys. Even though I actually only talked to about 10 of you on a regular basis. I will still have my Yahoo messenger account that I will check from time to time. For those of you that don't have it it's xxshammy69xx@yahoo.com, and if you'd like you can text me at 203-505-0655 just let me know who it's from lol. I may be back someday, but for now this is goodbye. Be good to yourselves and each other xoxoxoxoxoxo.. MARK...

Death Of A Young Marine!!!
At 2:50am Sunday morning on the bypass at the U.S. 17 South and N.C.24 west split, Jacksonville Police Department reponded to a single vehicle crash according to a deputy. The Vehicle's Driver 19 of 2nd MLG, CLB6 Supply Battalion, Camp Lejeune, was opperating a 97 mercede edan n lost control which had caused the vehicle to runn off he road to the left and travel up the embankment of the overpass of N.C.24,according to press release. The Driver was ejected from the vehicle and came o rest ontop of the overpass in the lanes of N.C.24 east. The vehicle continued to travel until it came to rest at the bottom of the embarnkment. The driverwas airlifted to New Hanover Regional Medical Center where he later died from his injuries. His passenger who as well was w/ the same battalion as the driver was treated for minor injuries.. AFTER READING THIS AND KNOWING SOME OF THE MARINES WHO WERE FRIENDS OF THESE 2MARINES... LET OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS COMFORT THE FRIENDS FAMILY AND LOVED 1S OF

Accidental Downrater
SO YEAH I JUST WANTED TO KNOW IF SOMEONE DOWNRATES U (WITCH I DID TO SOMEONE NOT ON PURPOSE) AND GET A NASTY MESSEGE TO FUCK OFF AND TO GET OFF THIS SITE AND SHE IS GONNA MAKE A BLOG AND A THIS AND A THAT BECAUSE I DOWNRATED HER PIC AND SHE IS ON MY FRIENDS LIST HONESTLY FOR THE LOVE OG GOD WOULDNT U CHECK TO SEE IF THE PERSON MENT IT BEFORE HAVING A FREAK OUT I KNOW I WOULD NOT THAT I WOULD EVEN CARE IF SOMEONE DOWNRATED ME TO BEGIN WITH BUT IF U HAVE NO LIFE AT ALL OTHER THAN THIS FUCKINSITE I GUESS IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO GET THAT 10 POINTS

Soul
Some days I feel invincible others I feel as if I am cloaked with the darkest heaviest material made. Today I feel shadowed by things I have no control over. I am female and with that comes...yes... emotional,, very. Passion runs in my veins with no release. It builds and builds until I break down over and over nothing piecing me back together but hope for many things. My soul aches for so much like many the pain is numbed by other things. I appreciate all my friends for being there for me in these hard times and love goes to the ones that give me a source to vent when I need to. I open my soul for those who care. This is a tough day for me I had to vent somewhere now I need a friggin hug....love to all my friends kisssssssssss

Deal???
I've got a proposition for someone...I want to trade 3.5 million fubucks for a 25 bling pack...If anyone wants to do this trade with me, pls let me know so that more than one person doesn't do it...Thank you for reading...xoxo Tina

Crazy Stuff
Ok so I am sitting in the pre-op are of the hospital while my mother is waiting on her surgery to be done, and my mother grandmother and I get on the subject of superstiotion. I totally am superstiotos, and I was saying that karma can bite you in the ass if your not careful...OMG my grandmother looks over at me just as serious as she can be and asked me who karma was...I could NOT stop laughing...I asked her if she was serious, and she says, yes I don't think I have ever met her before.. WOW I had to control my laughter and explain it to her, and she was like, omg I feel so silly right now, so now I know where I get my moments from! Thanks grama, you rock!

Jury Duty
ok, so long story short for the last couple months ive been looking for another job because the company im workin at now is strugglin a lil bit because we lost a big account but its startin to pick up again so hopefully i dont have to still worry about my job but anyway ive been putting in applications damn near everywher (pharmacy tech :D decent money) and i finally got a call from one at a walmart not too far from my house. interviewed n all that happy horsecrap, accepted the job offer today n i got it pending a UA (havent smoked anything other than cigarettes since i became a pharm tech over 3 years ago so i know itll be clean) so ill be working part time in the mornings from 9-12 or 1230 and a full 8 hour shift on wednesday (my day off from my full time job workin mon tue thu fri 1-9 sat 9-5 and sun 11-5) thats payin my bills and leavin me standin pretty tight by the time the next check comes round. so now ill be pulling in an extra couple checks a month n ill finally be able to ge

Prayers For My Daughters Friend
My kindergartner was at lunch last week wtih her best friend, who is diabetic. While they were eating and talking she collapsed her sugar had dropped and they could not wake her. She is still in hospital we pray for her each night and would like as many as possible to add her to your prayers.This little girl could use them she is a sweet angel and is missed at school and by my girl. I thank you for keeping her in your prayers they do help thanks monica

Rude & Crude
Why is it that women and men on here have to put up with people that think it's just fine to come across your shoutbox with rude,cude,nasty,comments and statements? I realize that this site is for adults,but damn....! My 14 year old acts more like an adult than some of the people on here! My blocked list is getting longer than my friends list. I don't feel that I should have to lock the shoutbox down and limit it to just family and friends,but it looks like it's coming to that point.

Pics U Want To See
Hi everyone just wanted to know if anyone can help me think of new pics I should take. I try to be adventurous but extreme is out of the question. I am still debating any sex on pics. But I am sure a lot of positions I could get in that I can not think of you can. Also I would like to trade salutes with others. I will not get nude. But I have a new bikini I want to show off.

Saying Thank You
I Want TO Say Thank You To All Of You That Help Me With My Ranking You Guys Are The Best. I Specially Want To Thank Moonie And Dispatchgrl For Everything They Have Done For Me As Long As Everyone Else And You Know Who You Are.Thank You Again

Claiming
I take her and make my mark as the pack leader of wolves makes his mark upon his chosen mate. I fight and conquer any male or beast to protect her. Firmly holding her neck, she feels the thrust of a rocketship. Rocketships continually take off with major thrursts. The pack of wolves gather around in a circle. Her eyes roll into the back of her head. She shakes as if having convulsions. Sweat flies off both. Unable to determine where one's skin ends and the other's begin. Then the mushroom capped rocketship becomes a massive Roman candle. Massive muscle. (Work in progress.)

Wow
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25 Signs That You R Grown Up
25 Signs That You Have Grown Up 1.Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2.Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3.You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4.6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5.You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6.You watch the Weather Channel. 7.Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "breakup." 8.You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9.Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10.You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11.Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12.You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13.Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14.You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15.Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16.You take naps from noon to 6 PM 17.Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

Piercings
I'm selling brand new, NEVER worn, from the factory tongue rings and naval rings. All size 14 g, many different styles to choose from. If you're interested, please e-mail for pics of what you are interested in, I have more types than just what is shown in the pics!!!. I myself have 23 piercings and am very knowledged in this area of jewelry. I not only wear them in my tongue, but in my ears and nipples too! All are $1 a piece, or give me your best offer on any quantity you want and i'll consider it, I'm willing to ship them to you for $1 up to 20 pieces, and if you want more, I'll let you know what it will be, but def not expensive. I prefer cash or paypal, but will take money order too. Click my link, or e-mail inkedandpiercedlilmama@yahoo.com I'll be happy to answer any Qs. My jewelry is listed on e-bay too, my username on there is jtjenkins423. I have 100% feedback, so as you can see I'm not in this to screw people over, I'm just looking to make a few bucks.

Love
My parents raised me to believe that love will always find you. Does that mean not to search. What they really are not telling you is that the love that will find you is the love that they show you and that your friends show. If love really exists the only place that will find love is not in your head its in your heart, but i believe you can find love through a womans eyes.

Cancer...a Life Filled With Death
For all of those that doesnt know whats going on in our life, my dad(jason typing), has terminal cancer. He was diagnosed in january and is in last stages. No kind of chemo or radiation is able to cure or help him. He is my step-dad, but the only dad i have had since i was 2 1/2. He is a vietnam vet and a proud american and man. He doesnt even show his pain to us even now. He can barely walk or even sit up most days. His bodily fuctions are shutting down as we speak, but yet he holds on, trying to protect my mom and the rest of us from pain. I get soooo pissed off thinking about all the people that does so wrong in this life and there sits a man that loves his wife and family and had never been in any trouble with the law, lays in a bed dieing!!!!! Yes i may be saying this because of him being my dad, but it still isnt fair nor right in my eyes. He is my hero. He made me the man i am today. And even though i have done things in my life im not proud of I still strive to be like him.

??are U The Devil??
Before you I had plans, Before you I knew what my future held. Before you I had made a promise to myself to make it But when you came in to my life…phewwww!!! But when you came into my life…Ohhhhhhh!!! But when you came into my life…Mmmhmm!!! Words cannot express what you did. I began planning my life with you as the muse. I began planning my life with you as the centerpiece. I began planning my life with you and me being synonymous. My life became our life, My dreams became our dreams, My goal became our goals. You made a vow to me You made a vow of unconditional love You made a vow to take care of my heart, But what happened, where are you? You went away just like you came into my life. Where is the year of assurance, of your love? Was this a game? Was this a challenge that you succeeded in? Are you the devil??? Now am alone, left to pick up the pieces, Now am alone, how can I get my ideas back to be one instead of two. Now am alone, should I celebrate? You made

Are Men Really Dogs?
Ahhh...well I'm sure this one will start an argument but I gotta put it on record! OK! What is the deal with these 2000 ladies! (in general if this doesn't apply then obviously I am not referring to you) It is no secret that every a man wants a wants a woman like his mom. Now, no woman will replace mom but sheesh...come close! This is what I am talking about. ME i am a neat freak well not really but I am very organised. Everything has its place. Now I live with a woman, she is the mother of my daughter, she is a model, she's fun and firey and all that...cool...Sounds perfect this is where the problem comes into play. She is a procrastonator and not very neat. I am the type of person who will use one cup all day. To me, there is no reason to get a new glass every time I'm thirsty. I have a huge set of dishes and I might actually use 10% of them. If I eat something, I take it straight to the kitchen when I'm done and wash it out and bam..kitchen is clean. Now you might argue tha

5/18/09 The Day Mom Sent Me Spirit
The poem your about to read is 100% factual.I was greeting all the pplinside the velvet kittyLaughing and joking and pretending to be a man that truly wasnt meThen in walked Spirit, attitude with class and beautybut as trained Marine I quickly saw throughI seen that she glowed and there ismore to this woman than i ever knewI knew right away she was more woman than I was manBut her presense I couldnt resistit consumed me I couldnt understandThen she called my name and withmy fear hidden answered this maidens callWe began our journey with just nothin but small talkAs we talked the more in depth our convo began to growI suddenly told her theres something you need knowMy outside appearnce is wellas you can plainly seeBut deep inside there are many broken thingsThen I felt her courage and compassion that Ive only felt by a fewAs she said ricky to fix your broken things it will take not 1 heart but 2I instantly went back to a day gone pastWhen mom called me to her death bedto tell my future

What Are You Waiting For??
YEP!! I'M AN AUCTION ADDICT! I ADMIT IT!!! SO WHY DON'T YOU COME GET ADDICTED WITH ME??THIS AUCTION WILL TAKE PLACE IN AN ALBUM IN MY PICS...IT WILL BE MARKED AUCTION WITH THE DATES THAT IT IS RUNNING. IT WILL START TUESDAY MAY 26TH AND END WEDNESDAY JUNE 10TH...YES...IT WILL ONLY BE RUNNING FOR 2 WEEKS...SO GET YOUR BUTTS IN HERE!! THERE IS A ONE TIME ENTRY FEE OF 50K(NON-REFUNDABLE),MIN. OPENING BID IS 125K,ALL CONTESTANTS HAVE THE RIGHT TO ACCEPT OR DENY ANY BID,AND CAN PULL OUT OF THE AUCTION AT ANY TIME!! WHAT I NEED FROM YOU::::: A LINK TO THE PIC THAT YOU WANT TO USE FOR THE AUCTION,WHAT YOU'RE OFFERING,AND THE 50K ENTRY FEE...LEAVE THE REST UP TO ME...( IT'S ALSO GOOD TO LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW THAT YOU'RE IN AN AUCTION,HELPS TO GET YOUR BIDS UP) ANY QUESTIONS?? PLEASE,FEEL FREE TO PM ME! NOW,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?....GET YOUR BUTTS IN HERE!! THIS IS AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT THE PICS WILL LOOK LIKE... ••→ SwEeT ImPerFecTiOn←••...♥→Pro

News
No.1 - They flirt to inspire jealousy Maybe she’s feeling underappreciated, maybe you’ve just had a big fight or maybe she just enjoys the tortured look on your face. For whatever reason, girls who flirt obviously with other guys in front of their boyfriends are immature and manipulative.No.2 - They test their men You’re all ready to go for a night out with your friends, when your girlfriend calls and asks you to change your plans to be with her instead. She doesn’t have any particular reason; she just wants to see you. She knows that you had plans to meet up with the guys, but if you really loved her, you’d come over to her place instead. If her request comes with an “if you really loved me,” then it’s a test. If you choose anything other than immediately rushing to her side, you’re going to fail. This kind of testing in a relationship is indeed cruel and petty.No.3 - They withhold sex This is a time-tested, and frequently used, cr

Poetry
Behold my broken heart, so fragile and so frail. What once was full of hope and love, is now embraced in Hell. A heart that loved a lifetime, a heart forever true. A heart that found its keeper the day that I found you. Now a barren, empty wasteland, beneath a cloudy sky. It was true love that broke this heart and sentenced it to die. I Know I didn't get a good goodbye.I didn't get a last chance to say.I miss you more and more.With each passing day.What I would give to have you hold me.Just one last time.What I would give to tell you how much I careWhat I would give to have you here.I know you have moved on. I wish it was that easy for me.I cant just say I dont love you anymore. Heather Dawn Stephenson Copyright ©2009 Heather Dawn Stephenson In These Walls To any woman who has been hurt by love: Inside these walls you burn, and yet you are so coldI've learned how to hate your wickedness because of what you've told Love and hate you've shown to me can equa

Fall Out Boy (dont Judge Me)
Oh I freaking LOVE this song!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! "I WANNA SCREAM I LOVE YOU FROM THE TOP OF MY LOUNGS! BUT IM AFRAID THAT SOMEONE ELSE WILL HEAR ME" I keep playing the same four songs over and over again. My sister is glad that I have the headphones on. So am I. If I dident she would mostlikely go crazy and kill me. Ahhh the joys of liveing with a true metal head

Its Been A Long Long Time
so its been forever since ive been on and in that time my baby has become a big girl and ive had another baby i also fixed my relationship with my boyfriend all but the sex part of it he just copuld care less

Home Is Where The Heart Is.
So they say home is where the heart is. Im not so sure u can say that since i dont really have a place where my heart is comfortable. I have had so many peices chipped away in the past there isnt much left to be sated with anywhere. Even now as i sit in my temporay home i feel so out of place. Being single and feeling the full weight of being alone in the world with the only family for hundreds of miles being my brother who is dar to busy with his 1 year old. So liek grasping at straws i reach out for people. I guess the world wide web woudl be a great place to reach out except we all know how meaningless online relationships are. you are never really honest open real and exspresive. our u may be untill you relize that on the other side of that screen is another person with feelings emotions a past and future and everything else that can burn you or go worng. So there you are with the choice of actuly trusting this person with ur emotions and then things get thrown into reverse. So the

Lets Servesome Justice
Please Read and Sign in his Memory: 3 yr old brutally tortured and murdered For His Memory Do you remember February 1993 in England , when a young boy of 3 was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second, Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up his anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other mutilations were inflicted but not reported in the press. Remember, a 3 year old cannot possibly defend themselves against a 10 year old, let alone of 2 them. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to iden

The Negligible Notions
I was no more than 8 then. life was relatively easy, did some homework, dodged most and spent the time left in aimlessly walking around with friends and cousins or play. meal times, frequent meal times were the times we sat down. on one such summer afternoon my cousin and me, found a man no more than a skeleton covered in skin on the ground by the street, his head was held up by a lady in a white dress with blue border. another lady, similarly attired, was trying to feed this man some steamed rice. they were missionaries of charity, a Mother Teresa run organisation. my cousin, scared by the visual it was, ran away. the man was making no effort of his own. he had been hungry for so long that he did not have the strenght to eat. his eyes, half closed looked vacantly at the bowl of rice, within his reach and yet.... the lady holding the man's head started to cry. her tears, almost equally swiftly rolled down her face and closed in on her chin. the other lady kept asking the man to try a

Blog 3
Who Knew???1. To remove a bandage painlessly,saturate the bandage with vodka.The stuff dissolves adhesive.2. To clean the caulking aroundbathtubs and showers,fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka,spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean.The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew.3. To clean your eyeglasses,simply wipe the lenses with a soft,clean cloth dampened with vodka.The alcohol in the vodka cleansthe glass and kills germs.4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodkaand letting your safety razor bladesoak in the alcohol after shaving.The vodka disinfects the bladeand prevents rusting.5. Spray vodka on wine stains,scrub with a brush, and then blot dry.6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka toyour face as an astringent to cleanse theskin and tighten pores.7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo.The alcohol cleanses the scalp,removes toxins from hair,and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.8. Fill a sixteen-ounce trigger-spray bottlewi

Fake Ass People On The Internet
Does anybody realizes how many fake ass people is on fubar.Come on Fubar is letting people move up in the ranks because the are VIP's.Take a look at there site and they made a salute with there computers.Is there any site that really takes having real people talking to real people.To see what I'm talking ,do asearch under names and search for freedom.should be on the second page.Rank disciple.Not one real salute.These people are ruining FUBAR for the rst of us.If more people complained to the admin's we would have a better experience

Oh My Oh My
i have found through friends and myself that because some of you pay for this site or things on this site that you make such a huge deal over pictures and salutes! i have looked at many many a fake profile picture on here and the person has no salute and they have leveled up and up!!!!!!! ok here u go to so you can see some of that pichunter.com there is one picture on particular of a blonde girl in a mirror that so many woman have used so everybody sit down shut up and go about your lives! quite frankly i wanna know how people say they are working and sitting on this site, my boss would fire me! kissessssss

Crazy Ppl On Fubar
Wish I had saved the first part of this convo, but oh well.. bethy221: Seriously though, stop bein so pushy...bethy221: Im already married and have a man at home... online, I dont need someone given me shit all the time.NameChanged: i know ugg i have cancerNameChanged: need freinds sorrybethy221: what does cancer have anything to do with private pictures?? or calling you?Namechanged: i jst asked im sorrybethy221: its not so much that you asked.. but you asked then got all pushy with me..NameChanged: just say noNamechanged: i did im sorryNamechanged: wrong of mebethy221: Im cool with bein friends.. but damn..Namechanged: i messed upNamechanged: when you dont feel good u dont think strraightNamechanged: i see you block me on fubarNamechanged: all you had to do was say noNamechanged: i never would have brought it up agianNamechanged: that how i amNamechanged: are you going to talk to me agian ?Namechanged: i need to go home and puke now stressed out im sorry i hope to be freinds agian

Need Fubucks? Click Here!
Need some Fu-Bucks? Try this! 10,000 for every 100 "10" pic rates. 15,000 for every 100 "11" pic rates. Rating NSFW pics does NOT count! PM me when finished, and let me know which folder(s) you rated pics in.

My Rant Of The Day
I’m stuck in a closed minded, self righteous, bible thumping society. How does this make me the crazy one for believing in my own self enlightenment and not in a two-thousand year old fairy tail? What if you’re wrong and this is the only life you’ll have? What if you’ve been to busy trying to please the sky for a place in it when you should’ve been living for the moment with your feet on the ground? Why not take life by the horns and do what makes your heart happy instead of putting all your faith in a place that might not be there in the end? You don’t need the sky to forgive you your foibles when you should embrace who you are and live life accordingly. Treat others as you want to be treated and they should reciprocate. A smile gets a smile and a frown gets a frown. It’s not hard to believe in a universe formed out of coincidence when science and liner thinking come into play. Though I gues

Life
Maya Angelou said this:"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."I've learned

Funnies
An old nun Who was living in a convent next to a construction site Noticed the coarse language of the workers And decided to spend some time with them to correct their ways. She decided she would take her lunch, Sit with the workers And talk with them. She put her sandwich in a brown bag And Walked over to the spot where the men were eating. She walked up to the group and with a big smile said: "and do you men know Jesus Christ?" They shook their heads and looked at each other very confused. One of the workers looked up into the steelworks and yelled out, "Anybody up there know Jesus Christ?" One of the steelworkers yelled down 'why'? The worker yelled back, "Cos his wife's here with his lunch" During a visit to the mental asylum, I asked the "Director how do You determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized." 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, the

A Poem...
I was in class this Tuesday evening, and an assignment in class was to write a poem about ourselves. We were given the title "I Come From..." and we were to build from there and see where our minds brought us. She also informed us that it did not have to rhyme. After she said that, she told us we had 20 minutes and left the room. What am I going to write? Here is my outcome... I come from a broken home Yet that is not all I've known Surrounded by family that cares New thoughts were often dared Importance of working hard Learned at an early age Daily tending to field and yard Never confined, never caged As in physical work, academic was to match Earn each grade to life's new latch Let dreams build your future While making sure to find your right suitor Melody and rhyme Completely fill my mind Music is a part of my upbringing Musical instruments, but I am left with only my singing Dreams of being a professional performer A few years ago I begun the journey to come closer Strong

Fu Bomber Stuff
HEY BOMBERS {OR ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO} SEA COULD USE SOME HELP LEVELING STOP BY JEWEL OF THE SEA*FUBOMBERS *NAP*GREETER@GREENDOOR@OLSS PLZZZZZZZ SIGN MY GUEST BOOK@ fubar HELP HER LEVEL JEWEL OF THE SEA*FUBOMBERS FAMILY MANAGER*NAP*GREETER@GREENDOOR@OLSS PLZZZZZZZ SIGN MY GUEST BOOK@ fubar GO HELP HIM OUT HES NOT FAR FROM LEVELING evil77@ fubar

Im This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy. but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more then inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant...I'm the girl who says, "ok, you owe me..."Jokingly not because I acutually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you...I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet things you do for me...I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...I'm

Memorial Weekend!!
“True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost.” This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home. And if you're looking for a sight to see, go stop by a National Cemetary. I'm going to Ft.Snelling this weekend, there isn't much that compares to the sight of it. For me, it always brings tears.

The Bunny Ranch Lounge
HEY WE'RE NOW HIRING! THE BUNNY RANCH LOUNGE IS NOW HIRING FOR CAM GIRLS AS WELL AS OTHER STAFF. THE BUNNY LOUNGE IS PACKED FULL OF FUN. TO GET INFO ABOUT BEING HIRED SIMPLY SEND ME A MESSAGE(PM). CHECK US OUT! http://fubar.com/lounge/66787

Fubar
I AM TAKING A BREAK FROM FUBAR. I HAVE HAD IT WITH THE LIARS, CHEATERS, BACK STABBERS ETC................THIS USED TO BE A PLACE TO HAVE FUN AND MEET SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE............NOW IT SEEMS LIKE GUYS JUST WANNA SEE YA ON CAM SO THEY CAN GET OFF. THEN OF COURSE WE HAVE THE CAM SLUTS WHO JUST HAVE TO COME ON YOUR PAGE AND DOWNRATE YOU CAUSE YOU HAPPEN TO BE SOMEONE'S FRIEND. I JUST LOVE THAT, NOT!!!!!!!!!!! OH YA AND THE LOVELY SHOUTS FROM THE SAME HO'S, GOTTA LOVE IT......... THIS ISN'T MEANT FOR EVERYONE BUT FOR THE MANY GUYS AND WOMEN I HAVE ENCOUNTERED RECENTLY..............THE FUN IS GONE, IT'S HARD TO ACTUALLY TRY AND TRUST PEOPLE............IT'S SAD..............I NEED A BREAK, I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME............I AM ALWAYS LOGGED IN CAUSE OF THE LOUNGE............TAKE CARE ALL..............I WILL BE BACK ONCE I GET MYSELF BACK ON TRACK..............HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY WEEKEND!!!

Whatever
I'm going to throw the damn thing if this keeps up! I guess I'll go play some Runescape for a bit. Please rate me, bling me, fan me!!! Have ppl bbl. I can't wait!!!!!!! Got the call today at work! I'm going after work to get the car. (I may just run to the car lot tomorrow! lol) OMFG! I can't believe it! The last piece of puzzle to proofing to myself that I can do it, without my ex is a matter of hours away. This feels so weird, though, I've wanted this for so long. I'm not sure what or how to act. My daughter is all excited, too. I wish she was there to help celebrate with me getting the car, but that will be when I get home with the car. Something is not feeling right. I feel something is missing from this. . . I'm finally going to able to stand on my own two feet, not have to rely on anyone to get me places, but this celebration is incomplete somehow. Wish i could do something about this but I'm not sure what to do. L8r!

Love
ok. so recently i have been hangin out with this girl that seems pretty awesome so far for a week. she likes all the things that i like and we seem to be getting along great. she works and is trying to help me get a job when she is not working. i have turned in several apps but havent found anything. she seems pretty cool so much that i can call her a friend but she tells me that she is falling for me. she keeps asking me what if i really do feel that way. i tell her that she can feel how she wants to feel. i tell her i cant say those words and i have to remember what it truly means to be in love. i also told her that what she is feeling is infatuation. many of you who read this know what i am talking about. the ones that talk to me the most on fubar know what i have been thru in the past and know why i told my friend that. i dont know if i can ever love again because of what my ex did to me. its very hard for me. i still have feelings for my ex because she gave birth to my kids. i mis

Lyrics
When I shout ' I'm Rich Biatch,' I'm not talkin' bout my wealth, I'm talkin' bout stability, and points of mental health. See, I got money, and can always get money, my bank account is serious, while y'alls money if funny. Y'all cats is out in clubs frontin' talkin' bout how you floss with models, your kids is at the crib with empty baby bottles... So keep talking that talk fool, the proof is in your stride, hope your pockets can out last the recession son, cause it's gonna be a long ride!!! Untitled... Never knew what was missing, until it appeared on the screen, Goddess status, elegant, lovely... yeah she's mean. Instantly star struck, caught up in her shine, and glisten, trying to appear cool through the chatter, praying that she'd listen. Never been one for self doubt, it's not what I'm about, but her Beauty got me open, and her smile has me turned out. Feeling like a senior before Prom, she's turned me back into a giddy teenager, really feeling her spark, and the fire's

A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you nee

Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. I saw her from afar, her dark skin and smoky eyes; for those moments between breath times does fly. For I figured she would lose me in the fight; for I am one among many and wish as i might. She spoke as in code and I would not despair; I had this woman as a farmer leads a mare. Her pulse throbed as I led her away; and used my might to fight the fray. Against the car I pressed her fast; the fragrance of rose caused my lust to mast. Her shirt slipped afar and i gasped one last breath; buttons flew free and caused my death. She grabbed me hard and held my mace;

Life.....
I HAVE LOST EVER BIT OF RESPECT I EVER HAD FOR HIM TODAY... HE YELLS AT ME BECAUSE HE HATES WHO HE IS... DEEP DOWN I KNOW IT HAS NOTHING TO TO WITH ME... BUT HE IS THE ONLY MAN IN MY WORLD THAT HAD ALL OF MY RESPECT... THE ONLY ONE I COULD CALL IF I WAS IN TRUBLE.... I THOUGHT FOR 21 YEARS THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS HELP ME!! I SEE TODAY THAT HE DOESNT EVEN COUNT ME AS BEING ANYTHING MORE TO HIM THEN A PERSON THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE AT HIS FAMILY GET TOGETHERS... NOT HIS FAMILY... SURE AS HELL NOT HIS SISTER!! THIS IS TO YOU MIKE MY ONLY BROTHER!! GO TO HELL YOU FAT BASTERD!! I HAVE NEVER LOST SO MUCH RESPECT FOR ONE MAN SO FAST!! THE THE WOMAN YOU NEVER WANTED AS A SISTER!! TONYA Baby, what are we becomingIt feels just like we're always runningRollin' through the motions every dayI could lean in to hold youOr act like I don't even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeChorus:Do I t

People Say The Darndest Things
The first thing ever said to me by user laugholoud: laugholoud: "Wanna bang baby?" I thought this extremely rude so my response "yep.. just not you". Laugholoud: wow rnt you a rude BITCH if you don't wanna get fucked then you must be full of diseases...so for now your not worthy of me anyhow, nor do you know me, but you lost a great thing whore That definitely makes me wonder just exactly what I'm missing, what do you think?

Im So Cute That I Make You Say Daaaammmmnnn!
So where do I begin.Hmmm Ive been enjoying this blog thing here on fubar lately.I was a number one blogger on another website Im on soooo makes me wanna blog alot again lol.I miss the fame ROFL! So first I would like to thank the men and women who make me feel so welcome here.You guys rock! I try my best to speak with everyone I can but I have 3200 friends so that isnt easy.I hate getting a shoutbox comment saying why are you ignoring me..Im not ignoring anyone but I have lots of love to return and lots of people to return it to.I do the best I can.Dont be mad at me. Sooo what has been going on in my fab life lately? Been getting back into the swing of the gym since I got hurt.Im feeling good but pretty damn sore.I dont look cute when I leave the gym.I sweat and I work out hard.Getting the body Im dying for isnt easy.Hopefully Ill achieve it one of these years lol.Im not a skinny girl and as must as I wish for it..well it wont happen lol. Today I bought some new hairstuff and hot ass m

What Used To Be...
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.

College Essay
A COLLEGE CLASS WAS TOLD THEY HAD TO WRITE A STORY IN A AS FEW WORDS AS POSSIBLE. THE INSTRUCTIONS WERE, THE STORY HAD TO CONTAIN THE FOLLOWING THREE THINGS: (1) RELIGION (2) SEXUALITY (3) MYSTERY BELOW IS THE ONLY A+ IN THE ENTIRE CLASS. "GOOD GOD, I'M PREGNANT; I WONDER WHO DID IT."

Common Sense
'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years.No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain;why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault.Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies(adults, not children, are in charge).His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from schoolfor using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to

Help This Guy Out Plz!!!!!!
My good friend Tiger is in a contest and he needs your guys help!!!! He needs your rates and comments!!! There is no limit on how many comments or what it says so comments as much as you can please!!!! He has helped me out a lot in the past so I need your help to help him!!!! Just copy and paste link below to get to picture to rate and comment on his picture letting him know I sent ya!!!!! Thank you guys, I lubs ya all!!!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&i=848572286&albumid=1628899

Witchwerks
Crow has brought the messageto the children of the sunfor the return of the buffaloand for a better day to comeYou can kill my bodyYou can damn my soulfor not believing in your godand some world down belowYou don't stand a chanceagainst my prayersYou don't stand a chanceagainst my love Wow.. Can you believe it? I've been a member on here a little over two years already! Time really goes by quickly! In that time I've commented on lots of pages, uploaded a bunch of pictures, shared some recipies as well as some HTML tips and tricks (they're in my Stash - check it out!) and have made some really great friends along the way! This week, I'm hoping someone will give me a "Big Pimpin" gift from the Gift Shop! Don't worry.. No money required - it's all Fubar points. You can get to the Gift Shop here http://fubar.com/giftshop.php#gtab9 and then just click the "Big Pimpin Gifts" tab. I'd love any of them but here are some of my personal favorites: Make It Rain Deluxe Hot Tub Tropical Vac

Shall I Go On?
The cruise was her idea. We'd never been on one before, and in fact, had never really considered it. We had always preferred to travel off the beaten path, away from the usual tourist areas. A cruise was so, well, touristy. Pre-packaged. "Fun-in-a-box" was the term we used, intended to be a bit derogatory. I mean, where was the fun in being herded into a town with a couple thousand typical American tourists with just enough time to hit the cheesy souvenir shops and gat couple overpriced and watered down drinks, only to get right back on the boat before sundown? We had always preferred to fly somewhere, find a local (non chain) hotel, chat with the owners, and just head out and start walking. We never really have a destination or a plan...just a great sense of adventure and a love of different cultures and people. Paradise was a local hole in the wall restaurant that the cruise ship crowd would be terrified of. It was this sense of adventure that had attracted us to each other in the fi

Pleasure Through Sacrifice
Material distance Incubus enslaving my existence Appease your will with my essence Your word is law To be summoned by want I beg to obey Willingly, I give my existance to My Master desire to please ..adapt. adjust yourself to my idealstaking pleasure in my happinesshappiness brought on by you being happyguidancehonestyloyaltyopennesshonorintegritywillingness to servewillingness to listenwillingness to learnwillingness to take critismwillingness to be lovedwillingness to me mine.. completelymind, heart, body, and soul

Fill This Out
wiffy application WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fav Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19.Do you think I'm hot?20. If you could change anything about me?21.would yu marry me?22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?24. What do you rate me outta 1-10??[[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]]25. Your phone number?*Bonus*- You can ask me one question..and i'll answer it 100% truthfully..Use it wisely =)

Helping Friends!
Undeafeated is my #1 on my friend list, he needs help making spot light, for all those who donates for his spotlight will be added to my family list for 1 week! Make sure when u send the donation u mention that I sent u there in order for u to get the credit with me!!

Just Sharing Passion
Walking barefoot on a secluded beachAdoring the flat calm seaFor your hand I gently reachAnd we stroll contentedly.On a bench overlooking the beautiful bayWe eat fish and chips for lunchWild flowers along the clifftop swayAnd I pick you a bunch.Making plans for our life togetherLost in a world of our ownIt seems we have waited almost foreverBut at last we are alone. We don't ask much from the life we're livingJust love and devotion, passion and careDelighting in both taking and givingWorking hard on the relationship we share.Contented sighs and heavenly kissingOur path of life is clearly definedWe have found what we've been missingNow and forever you are mine.Oh I know we'll share life's tormentsWe'll have drama's too I guessBut I also know that this is the momentAnd we'll share a life of happiness.

Desires
l know you like skirts but, these jeans look pretty good and l need what small barrier it gives me. You have a glass of wine and l'm just thinking a cup of courage is not a bad idea. You ask if l would like anything?? l sit looking at you, thinking how relaxed and kind you are just like before. Within minutes l am enjoying talking about work and what you have been up to. I'm drinking my wine on my empty stomach and feeling very relaxed and comfortable. After a bit you ask "you ready to go?" l grab my purse and slide out of the booth. l think l know were your taking me, so l don't ask. l put on my belt and watch you pull out of the parking lot. Your fingers are in my hair pulling me toward you. "Take it out" your pants are unsnapped and open, l can see your cock sticking up in your shorts. l do as you say then you tell me to "start sucking it cunt" l can't reach you and stay in my belt so l take it off and lower my mouth onto you. Your hand is pushing me down on you further. My hea

Wth
Have you ever look into your family history kinda weird if you really think about it....I can tell you this it is off the wall but cool as hell....I am not going to go in details ..but there are some awesome things that I found out.....

Happy Again
just to be happy again would be nice to have my heart whole again...This well never be again I have lost every..Sitting here in tears thinking about my sons and how much I miss them and love them...I well never get to see them again..I am missing so much My babies are my every thing...I am so lost with out them...Omfg it hurt so much and it is killing me not seeing them...I just wish there jerk of a father would wake the hell up but he well never well.. ONE DAY I AM GOING TO LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AND SAY DAMN MY LIFE WAS WEIRD .. YOU KNOW IT IS COOL BEING A FREAK AND ALL THOSE THINGS IN ONE....I SIT BACK AND LOOK AND SAY HMMMM WHAT SHOULD HAVE I DONE DEFFERNTLY IN MY LIFE NOT A THING I AM WHO I AM... I AM GOING TO STAY THIS WAY.... I LOVE BEING A FREAK IS IT AWESOME...NOW IS THE TME I AM THINKING HMMMM HERE I GO AGAIN... I HAVE MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN..... TOOK THE READING AND SCIENCE TEST ON TWO DEFFERNT DAYS NOW THE WAIT BEINGS DAMN I HATE WAITING.... I KNOW I DID GOOD ON THEM... N

A Tribute To The Soldiers.
I would just like to thank all of the service men and women for what they are doing for us. Not only do they have to be away from their families and friends, but they risk their lives everyday so we can be free. There are alot of people that do not support the war, but we do have to do what is best for our country. Here are some statistics about war casulties. There have been 4300 total deaths among US soldiers. There have been a total of 31,285 total soldiers wounded, but that number is believed to be over 100,000. 320,000 vets have brain injuries. There are 18 vet suicides a day. So if you know someone that has either served in combat, please call and tell them how much you appreiciate their services. There are tons of families that will be putting flowers on their loved ones tomb stones this Memorial Day, alot more will be trying to get ahold of their family members that are actively serving.

Krahe
I had to say "See You Later" to my boyfriend on Saturday. He's deploying overseas, soon. For 10 months. I already miss him so much. I've cried so much in the past day. Part of me is so afraid he won't want me anymore when he comes home. I feel so alone. I'm so scared and nervous. I'm worried. I wish he didn't have to go. This is all so scattered right now. I'm sure I'll come back and edit this later.

A Tasty Yearning ...
A finger's trace upon it's skin, the lustful feel of it's touch.. the yern for a passionate deeply seeded kiss, the feel of the tip of its tongue does.... Lightly and slowly it circles, slightly feeling the arch of his back... kneeling in front for her feeding, while feeling comfort within her throats back.... Dancing and swirling the tongue goes, a kiss, a suckle , only moans said.... soft yet aggressive strokes felt, while a hand rests the back of her head... as the pace becomes faster, as his head slowly lay back... she feels the seed that the feed fills, while her lips do not part from that... while inbedded deeply he feels, the narrow way close it's hollow... for the one feeding has been given his essense, the fruit he bare's she swallows.... passionately composed By, Sandra Hickman aka Dark Jules

Things That Make You Go Hmmmmmmmm
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'.The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'.They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?''Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking,but why is this a forever good-bye?'.'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said.'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'She began to smile. 'Tha

So Pathetic
As a little girl you always dreamed of having a fairy tale wedding. Or having that perfect kiss with the perfect someone. You grow up and relalize finding the Mr.Right is a lot harder then the movies or television makes it seem. My name is janae Okonewski. I am twenty one and sit in my room everyday wondering when im going to find that one for me. I am tired of being treated like im a peice of ass. Everyone always asks why certain women are single. And Im that perfect example. Now, I am not a perfect person, I have made my share of mistakes just like everyone else. But I can Honestly say that I dont regret any minute of my life thus far. Further more I think My mistakes have made me who I am. I am an honest person with an extremely big heart who wants nothing more then to find someone who i can spend my life and heart with. I want someone to love who will love and respect me. I want to wake up next to a beautiful face. I want to get dressed up nice to look good for my man. I want to su

I Am A Regular Man
WHAT IS A HERO A MAN OR WOMEN OR MABYE GROUP OF U LOOK UP 2 U WANA BE LIKE THEM WHEN U GROW UP OR MABYE YUR ALREADY GROWN AND WISH U WERE MORE LIKE THEM OR THEY ARE JUST SUCH GREAT PEOPLE IN YUR EYES YOU ARE JUST HAPPY THIER AROUND U MAKES U FEEL MORE ALIVE MANY PEOPLE SEE POLICE MEN AND FIREFIGHTERS AND SOLDIERS AS OUR COUNTRYS GREAT HEROS I BELIVE THAT ALL EXCEPT MYSELF NO NOT WNTING SYMPATHY OR FOR SOMEONE TO BE LIKE BUT U ARE A HERO CUZ I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY MY FATHER IS MY HERO HE WAS A DRILL SERGENT THE REASON I JOINED THE ARMY THANK HIM FOR WHAT I DO. THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE DIED IN PAST AND PRESENT WARS THANK THEM AND THIER FAMILIES BECAUSE IF NOT FOR THEM I WUD NOT BE ALIVE TODAY DOING WHAT LITTLE I DO IM DOING MY JOB NOTHIN MORE IM ONLY A MECHANIC AND BECAUSE OF THESE HEROS I CAN STILL DO THAT I THANK ALL WHO SUPPORT THE TROOPS IT IS GOOD TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE STILL APPRICATE THAT WERE HERE THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVE NO MATTER WHAT BRANCH ACTI

Waiting For You
Walking into the bedroom, she was positioned exactly as directed. I saw her naked on the bed, on her knees and elbows in the soft glow of candle light. Her back was arched, lifting her ass high in the air, as if waving an invitation. Her head was down, her hair falling around her head and shielding her eyes.Silently approaching her, I reached out and rubbed my hand down her sides, slowly petting her. Momentarily startled, she involuntarily twitched before relaxing and leaning into my touch. In the candle light, I noticed her thighs were slick with her excitement."Are you ready pet?" I asked her"Yes Sir, please..." she panted, both excited and nervous.Picking up the blindfold from the bedside table I gently lowered it over her eyes, plunging her into darkness and heightening her sense of touch. Moving behind her, I noticed that her pussy lips were open and her juices were running down her thighs."Aww, does the little slut want to be played with and fucked?" I asked her."Yes, please..."

Owned
I get in my car to go home, suddenly someone rises up out of the back seat, puts his hand over my mouth and says “don’t scream, don’t say a word, just back out and drive. I’ll tell you where to go." It’s dark outside, I can’t see him, and the voice is gravelly but familiar. That makes no difference I’m still scared. His hands reach down the front of my shirt and he pinches me, hard. I now know where this is going and I don’t like it. He tells me to turn down the road up ahead, I know this read leads to an old abandoned piece of property, no one around. He tells me to stop, and grabs a handful of hair yanks my head back and tells me “ ohh you are going to like this slut” He gets out and yanks me out, my mind is racing and it’s so dark, I can’t see him. He makes me stand there as he circles me, I feel his hot breath on my neck, I’m scared but at the same time aroused. He shoves his hand up und

Graduation
Ok All I amDreamwisher, mother of Blueflame. I am graduating on May 31, 2009 with a BS in Information Technology/Multimedia Visual COmmunications. I have also recently started my Master degree for Business.

Poetry
I retreat into the dark recesses of my mind once againHiding from the harsh realities of this all-too-jaded world.My confusion never seems to abate, not at all.My mind a chaotic whirlwind of terrible thoughts.I pull them around me closely, like a security blanketthe chaos comes naturally to me, feels comforting.I long for the things that once made me safeThings that once numbed my senses into false reverie.Once upon a time I could crawl inside a bottleAnd feel my troubles melt away, if only for awhile.Or smoke the sacred herb, sweet scented securityand not feel or care about anything awhile.But too many times I awoke on the floorwondering where I was; where everyone had gone.Lost and alone, feeling sick and afraid,The darker thoughts coming back with a vengence.The anger and pain clouds my mind again;Medication lasts only so long, helping only a littleBefore the rage returns, battling my sanity,Ripping my mind apart, feeding the pain within my soul.Do I even want to cry out for help an

Cold Eternal
I can see you staring at me..but your not there... I can hear your voice still callin..i miss you still.. You were the saddest one..it lingers on.. Yours are the grayest eyes.. THat little thing u do..eternal and so cold.. And you know all those souls..ETERNAL AND SO COLD I can hear you wandering..among my thoughts.. Many things..still whisper to me and never call You were the saddest one..it lingers on.. Yours were the grayest eyes..that bring me love.. I can hear the clue, I can smell the words, I can climb the scale I can write the curves, I can hear the note, I can beat the beat.. I can dance the drum, I can tap my feet.... Getting Closer..stop me dreamin... Wanna feel you... YOUR SO CLOSE.. I cant play it very well, but IT IS what i want, and what i want is what it takes, it could be real..it could be fake.

Ramblings
I was corresponding with a beautiful woman called curiously Cuddle slut, (I think it was the name that attracted her to me…) any event, Got me to thinking about my Sci Fi Favorites. Lest see. Love old Star Trek, Was a Fan of Next Generations, (Next Gen to us Geeks), Deep Space Nine, (DS-9) but not too much into Voyager or “Enterprise”. Though I watch a couple and it’s OK, just not buying that it was all before Kirk, The new Star Trek Movie Rocked Can’t wait to see the next one or how it develops. Was a Fan of Farscape, (Miss it terribly), and Stargate SG1, Stargate Atlantis, Interested to see how the whole Stargate Universe is going to pan out. Love Eureka and Warehouse 13. Loved Serenity. When I read I read mostly Fantasy. Love the whole Dragons and sorcery thing. Last book I read, and I d read often was called “The Name of the wind,” which I highly recommend. Loved Hyperion, and how it blurred the lines of sci fi and horror. Also loved

Spellbound
Lacuna CoilSpellbound VerseBurning hereIn my roomFeeling badThe walls are moving closerSilencing, the darkness meLeads me toThe ending of another dayA mourn dayChorusTell me who you areI am spellboundYou cannot have this control on meEverywhere I goI am spellboundI will break the spell you put on meVerseVelvet treesGlowing candlesSilent whispersOf voices inside of my headThe night that callsIt waits for meLeads me toThe ending of another dayA mourn dayChorusTell me who you areI am spellboundYou cannot have this control on meEverywhere I goI am spellboundI will break this spell you put on meBreak the spell.(Guitar solo)ChorusTell me who you areI am spellboundYou cannot have this control on meEverywhere I goI am spellboundI will break this spell you put on meEverywhere I go, I am spellbound (x3)I will break the spell you put on me

Without You
Sometimes it takes hearing a song to realize how you really feel.Eleven years is a long time to walk away from. After so long you forget where one person begins and the other ends. But unfortunately sometimes you begin to take things for granted and soon even each other. It doesn't mean you don't love each other just things change and people change.In the end tho I have found walking away isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes it's kinder than trying to make something work that never will again. Like the old cliche " If you love something let it go and if its meant to be it will come back " but there is one I like much better..." If you truely love someone you want to see them happy...even if it isn't with you "There are days where I think where and when did it all go wrong, but then I remember where I am and remember the man in my life now who I love more than my life and I smile...maybe everything does happen for a reason.This song in a way says it all about how I feel about my past and

For My Friends And From My Friends
My dark angelWatching over and protectingA constant source of comfort, joy and wisdom.My life forever changed by your words and your kindness.My demonWhose tongue can be razor sharp brutally honest, ruthless but always leaving me thankful for the truth.My clownQuick witted, terribly twisted, and always unpredictable. Knowing when to turn the laughter on, when I need to laugh till I am crying. Your laughter is infectious and one of the most comforting sounds I know.and above all else..My friendA man I feel blessed to have been introduced to a man whose presence in my life is a true pleasure. You have forever touched my heart and changed my life for the better. Your tough love and sincerity, your wisdom and support will always be appreciated and needed. You will never truely know how much you mean to me, because I could never put the true extent into words.One of the most complex men I have ever known, but yet not compliccated. You are by far the most amazing man I know and I cherish eve

Erotica
ub full of bubbles and hot steamy water, candle flicker is the only source of light. Sweet scent of vanilla fills the air Already waiting for her in the bath, he extends his hand to welcome he in. She takes it, placing one foot into the waist. Hot, but inviting. She slips into the tub, sitting between his strong legs. He reaches and encircles her waist, pulling her back against him. She feels herself let go, relaxes and leans her head back against his shoulder. He kisses her forehead, her nose, then finally touching his lips to her, sweet soft lips. His hands on hr stomach gently caressing her. She turns her head into his sweet kiss, her hands caressing his legs, and his thighs. Lifting he one arm she gently touches his cheek , as she caresses his tongue with hers. His hands move slowly over her slippery wet skin, cupping her breasts, teasing her hard pink nipples with his thumb and forefinger. She moves a bit against him enjoying the feel of his touch. She places her h

Isssh
I hear a stranger call to me, feel his hands upon me...no face, no name. He knows my body. Can read every thought. How did you find me? I whisper..."you called me", he replies. "I heard your cries" "your longing" "I'll be your Master." He calls to me, my soul rocks with anticipation. I'm at his fingertips, my skin responding with chills of hunger. I'll be yours, whatever you desire, if only in my dreams. If you....call to me.

Blood
Blood drips from my finger's tips, as an ice cold breath leaves my lips. Stiffness has crepe into my joints, my mind is dull and without resolve. Life has no meaning without Death, and death is just an open doorway. To step inside is only the beginning, what awaits is not for the living to know. I have looked into that door, and have seen what is to come. Fear of the unknown, is only for those who do not know. Come walk with me inside this show, take my hand if you still fear. For death is only a beginning, not the eternal end. Come lay your worries upon my shoulder, and walk with me and be a little bolder. For life in this world is nothing but cold, and I weep for all my children, as I grow old

A Day At The Office~
Leticia had found the firm right out of law school.The firm's strategy was simple. Focus on governments where corruption is most rampant and the most dollars are at stake. Hire smart, capable and super hot women who were prepared to whore themselves out for money and power.At the top of the game the money was huge, the power was huge and the demands were huge. So they had to be women who liked the work too. Who could reconcile their abilities with their whorish desires.Leticia had been identified at the age of sixteen. The firm had waited patiently, as they do for all of their prospects.....and provided a nudge if possible and required. None was required for her. She excelled in all fields academic, athletic and womanly. By the time she was seventeen she was a modestly petite, curvy 36D Latina who could make grown men bend to her will with a smile on their face. And by the time she was seventeen it was clear she wanted them around and knew how to get what she wanted....a cock tease get

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask "How are you?"Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred choresRunning through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship dieCause you never had timeTo call and say "Hi"?You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is over.

The Curse
All at once my world came crashing down, And no one can understand... Why I often wear a frown! Diagnosed with ""cancer"" were the hardest words recieved, Who actually would of thought? Who actually believes? Believes in my recovery... believes I'll make it through I'm often left in wonder, is this nightmare really true? You can bet that no matter how bad it is... Someone always has it worse!! Although this thing called ""cancer" Is nothing but a CURSE."

Sexiest Female On Fu Contest
Please follow the link below to give me just 1 pic rate and comments....if your going to drop more than one comment...please make sure that you use a real word...do not use number or letter sequences (ex. 124 234 345 or slslsl ddkdk eieie) it has to be a word...u can put a number at the end of each word so u can keep track of how many your leaving... The contest ends May 31st....if you drop 100 comments (50 today only 5/25) PM me to let me know and I will get you your $100K fubux.....I do appreciate the help and I always rate back!!! While your there...be sure to show the host some love!!!

Hateful People
Ok, so here is the thing, I can't stand hateful people no matter who they are. Have you ever gone some where and just said HI to someone only to have them turn up their nose at you. I can't stand this, who are you to judge me when you don't even know my name. Who are you to think that you don't bleed the same color as me when you are cut. Why would anyone think of themselves in this manner? I just don't understand it, the way people do this to others. No one is better than me and I don't think I am better than anyone else. Thank You All, Bridget

Leaving Yesterday Behind..
i found myself deleting some of my previous entries in my file "diary".. those that reminded me of past pain.. i'm starting on a new page.. i want to start clean.. leaving all the baggage behind.. i learned that there's no use in keeping old pain behind and hanging on.. 'coz by keeping it, you're only nurturing it and torturing yourself.. and by that, you're only allowing yourself to be hurt and being taken for granted over and over again.. that phase is over.. they say, allow yourself to wallow in your sorrow.. cry.. hurt.. but just for a while.. then, start over again.. this time.. bear in mind the lessons learned.. that's something i know i can't do .. completely, that is..i cant help but feel guilty sometimes.. for keeping everything to myself.. for not telling anyone how i feel.. i'm keeping myself caged.. not because i want to do so.. nor do i want to hurt those very people i value so much.. but there are just things that i know would be very hard to understand.. even i myself

Sorry
I am sorry, I fell off my mental stabilty platform. The death of a family member has pushed me over the edge. And also my inability to have a normal relationship with a female, now I am not talking about my SG friends because you all have been nice to me, except one or two, I am talking about a real relationship, my IQ prevents me from having the communication skills to talk to a woman in the real world. I am a Physicist/Thermographer in real life, I never had time to acquire normal skill for interefacing with the opposite sex. Not that I have tried, a ruined married and two screwed-up sons, is my legacy to that fact. So, please forgive me for some of my blogs. I can do so much when it comes to science and physics or mathematics. When I list myself as a quantum calculator, I mean it, my brain is not arrayed in the manor as normal people, I can calculator particle delay rates and thermodynamic coefficients of difference elemental materials in it, but I can’t spell normal five lett

My Own Swan
no time for me anymore....they'll see when i wash up on shore....i'll die until i live...i didnt want that string to give...they left it up to me....one day they'll see....but instead of taking my own life...i'll put away this knife...i'll show them i dont need them.....i'll make my life a worthy gem....they all said i was worthless....without their help i'll clean up the mess...one day they'll notice i'm gone.....but don't look for my swan song....look for the life gone wrong turned into something that was meant to be....and there, you'll find me...so to all that dont think i'll be my own swan....dont look for me because i'll be gone

Chicken Or Egg
Which came first mom...the chicken or the egg? Hello? I have no clue! My daughter said you don't know if God just said...*with her hand shoved out in front of her* There's the chicken. My son says.." He made the egg and Eve sat on it til it hatched and said...hey,it's a chick!" "Wait, maybe god made two chickens and then one made the egg and OMG!!! All chickens are related!! It's chickencest!!" I have no clue how this conversation even started!

Wht Should I Do? Im Stil Nlove With My X. But He With Sum One Else. He Stil Has Feelings 4 Me. Pm Me! Gve Me Ur Thoughts!
Wht should i do. im stil n love with my x. he with sum one else. but he stil has feelings 4 me n my son. ive tried bein friends with him. but i stil find myself wantn him. give me ur thoughts. PM me.

First Blog
To make us whole I would sacrifice my soul. But whome would take it, if duty-bound they were to break it? There was you, and there was sex. I put them together and what became was restless. We evolved just to test this, theory of what is love. below and above, the lines that seperate, normal and abserd. Then to disturb, The balance, The average, The medeocre. Then nowhere, could we find, Any sane mind, that could condem or condon us. But none yet could own us, and as yet to be shone us, any more higher a calling upon us. There was you, and there was I. We destroyed that old stone sat on high. And now a new age, for our passion, and our rage. With nothing to prove and no war to wage. Will we remember the struggles, in that iron cage? Or drift off into the average, subdued life, of the common, domestic man and wife. B Kendall Clark 2005 The Last Trench As they walked through the bodies strewn thr

Friends Needing Help
I HAVE A NEW OWNER Come meet him and show him some love he deserves it.You know how it goes rate,fan,add,bling him. Not only has he been a great owner but he always kept my spirits up over the last week when ive been sick.

When The Music Changes, So Does The Dance..
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.) ...you'd think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! ...no dude!!) it's obvious, some guys apparently like being reminded how much of a piece of shit they are on a daily basis, they need to be "mommied" or questioned everytime they do anything so much as take a shit in their own fucken house... what, are you fucken four? (still dont get it?! go figure.) they apparently like being thrown the "pity card" frm their piece of shit ex girlfriends who cant even take care of themselves, let alone their own fucken children, yet have the audacity to dictate how and

Goal Line Blitz
If you like playing fantasy football you will love this. This is Called Goal Line Blitz You are the agent and you build a player and join teams. http://goallineblitz.com/game/signup.pl?ref=32418707 Click the Link to Check it out.

My Poems
you have my heartyou have my soulyou are so deepi cant breath sometimesyoure in mindand all i findis an emptyness i cant replacewhen ur gonei miss you so muchim independant but losthow can one man own me so completely ------------------------------------------- im so in lovenever thought i would bedidnt know i knew howyou feel me with a needand wowi want to touch youfeel you next to mea touch that burns my soula look that says your minetatooed on my heart for all timei dont want anyone elsenoone else comparesyou make me meltwith just a wordi have never felt this way beforei could get lost in you--------------------------------------------- When all others let you downI'll be there without a soundI'll be there to show you the wayTo a brighter and better dayA shoulder you can lean onWhen you think all hope is goneYou're very special I hope you knowYou have my love, my heart, and my soul

Lyric's
He wore that cowboy hat to cover up his horns.Sweet-talkin' forked tongue haf a temptin' charm.Before I turned around, that girl was gone.All I can say is: "Bartender, pour me somethin' strong."Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.It was long on chrome, sittin' in the lot.An' fire engine red, that thing was hot.He revved it up, she waved goodbye.Well, love's gone to hell and so have I.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope s

Have Me
You can have me on the bed... soft and warm You can have me on the floor... hard and rough You can have me across the table... the glass top might break You can have me on the grass... tickling that hot spot You can have me in the garage... the work bench is sturdy You can have me in the whirlpool... hot and bubbling You can have me in the garden... oops don't crush the tomatoes You can have me on the car... the engine is still hot You can have me in the elevator... can you take me to the top You can have me on the roof... feels like I can reach the stars You can have me in the front... work that shyt right You can have me from the back... now spank that ass right The answer is not "You can have me" The question is "Can you handle me???" Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2001

The Difference Beteween Men And Women
Thank you for this Poet I LOVE IT! WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, he won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. "Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming. Hope ends when U stop believing. Love ends when U stop carin

Dream
You have been in my thoughts constantly. All that my mind wonders is, when I will see your face again. Hold you in my arms...feel your arms around me squeezing me until I melt. Your kisses are like a match striking my soul. My knees get weak and my body wants you NOW! Self-control is all that kept me from making love to you for hours. My body wants it...you made me want you. My body yearned for your hardness... all I could do is think of you enter me... hittin' it just right. Letting me ride you like the stallion you are. With your body on top of mine... you hit my love spot until we both explode all over each other. We quiver with unbelievable passion as we try to catch our breath. We can feel each other's essence as we gaze into forever... Will this dream ever be real? Or just in my dreams? Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2003

What You Think About This?
I've learned that ... "I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something.I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.I've learned that you can keep going long

Letting Go
** You came into my life when I list expected you. At first I was reluctant to accept you but as we became closer, I had no other choice but to fall for you. Many were not favor of this relationship, for what reason, I don’t know. So I promised myself to win this battle no matter what. ***It was very hard to adjust since I’m new with this kind of commitment. I tried everything to become perfect one for you. I had given you everything, my heart, my mind and my soul. You’ve always been my priority. I had set aside my family, my friends and yes, even myself. That’s how I LOVE YOU! *** I was preparing for our 18th monthsary then, when I woke up one morning only to find out that you were gone. You left me without giving me a reason. You abandoned me without giving a damn! I couldn’t explain the feeling that enveloped me during those times. I wanted to shout, I wanted to cry and I wanted to die. I didn’t know where to start. You’re my world and I did

Trying To Find My New Family!!!
I am looking for my twilight family!! Hey if you Love TWILIGHT as much as I do then you need to come and see me asap!!! to become part of my twilight family!! we are just a bunch of fans that get togather and role play some times... we all get to pick a twilight name. I am Alice Cullen, so we need a lot of fans right now. I will be keeping up with every one and every thing on here so we can be a happy family like the cullens!! I want to do it like the books as much as posible ok.. thanks so much Alice I will up date this blog as I get the famly members ok!! Bella Swan- Edward Cullen- Renesmee- Rosalie Hale- Emmett Cullen- Alice Cullen- Salty baby Jasper Hale- Lasher Esme Cullen-

Thoughts
Ok, now I know I'm not a perfect person however there have been some things going on lately that have really been pissing me off.. So someone in your life calls themselves your "best friend"... ok what do you expect outta that person? I expect unconditional and unjudgemental love. That's what I put out there to all my friends and I stupidly expect it back. Now, my best friend as of late has not been acting like one. One of our good friends from HS is wayyy into me and when he didn't get what he wanted, he made a fake account on here and started spying on me. When I let him know that we weren't going to be an option (seeing as how I HAVE A MAN!!!!!) My best friend has slowly but surely taken his side. Over Memorial Day weekend when I was out of town, She went out to the bar with him and to his house the next night for a bonfire. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying they shouldn't be friends but seriously??? When I have backed up every stupid thing you've ever done... at least give me

Mythical Creatures
Okay so I just finished the movie Water Horse. It was awesome I must add that. It got me to thinking that there very well might be such creatures out there. Their are so many unexplained events and happenings. Over the years there have been numourus reports of sightings of such creature's such has Mermaids(Sirens),Water horse (Loch Ness Monster),Jersey Devil (The 13th Child),woman of the side (Banshee), I'm sure you've think I've lost my mind by now but I do think that theres more in the world than just humans and animals. So many people have reported seeing a woman come to them and tell them the time of there demise. This is where the story behind the banshee comes in. The Banshee was considered a messenger from the Otherworld who announced a coming death. Water horse (Loch Ness Monster) sightings date back to around the 6th century, but the legend of the Loch Ness Monster, nicknamed Nessie;got a boost in the early 1930s with several reported sightings and alleged photographic eviden

Apc
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh well. apparently nothing. you don't see me. you don't see me at all.

A Trembling Sigh
As I sit here, the walls close in I wonder what is yet to come.The shadows grow darker toward meMy light starting to fade some.The tears streak down my faceMy will lost to all.I shudder with resignationI am about to fall.I sigh readying myself for the killI tremble waiting for the slice.I wonder when it will happenI worry will death be nice.My pain is plainly seen on my faceMy darkness has grown high.I laugh at Death, he angersI grow quiet with a trembling sigh.

Why Is It That Most Of The Women's Pictures On Here Are Sleezy
I have noticed for a long time now that 90% of the women on here have very sleezy to down right display images. I personally feel that women on here do not need to exploit themselves to get attention. I am well aware that this is a social network designed and creadted for adults. I am perfectly ok with the ones that have their flirtatious to sexual pictures in a private album of which members of this site by the owners choosing can view the photos. I however believe that a woman's breasts and pussy should not be spead from here to kindom come just to get men to talk to her. Even if the woman is not easy she is labeling herself that way for posting images like that. So to all you breast showing pussy spreading whores, make your fucking pictures private. Also do not bash me simply because I do not have any pictures of a sexual nature for all to veiw. I am proud of the fact that I do not need to reveal my body on this site or any other site to get to know people. I am not prude and am

To Our Close Friend Katt
Katt's Pyre I close both eyes and imagine you with me. I turn off the music and look away. The clouds bring reprieve from the sunshine The rain can't wash the ache away. What about those of us who love you? Werent we Good enough for you to stay? What did u see on the horizon? Who did you hear call your name? Accross the Shore, beyond the Pale moon's rising, The White Vessel travelled ; Oh Why couldn't it's trek be in vain? Does it radiate to you, accross the distant sea, the pain of your abscence? it does for me. Yet even in the chasam that is my heart, I take solstice in our time apart. The time we are apart, my love, my friend, one day must come to an end. When The White Vessel comes to me, When my soul travels accross that great sea, I know on the shore, the first face I will see, will be yours; You holding your arms out to me. You will smile and say"Welcome home, my friend!" and a true home it will be; The tears will dry, The pain will cease; only love, pea

My Poems
Heart beating in my chest, Pain rising from deep within, I push myself to do my best, But i ask myself, why this again?? The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams, Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems, With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive, Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive. Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer, And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer, Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before, I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly, The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore, Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly. Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence, Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump.... With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely, The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely, Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss, Looking up, I see no more happiness, Only the pain that pushed me over the edge, How i wish my f

Sweet
AS I LAY UNDER THE STARS LOOKING UP IN THE NIGHT SKY ...AS THE PAIN GO'S AWAY FROM MY HEAD DRIFFING OFF TO SLEEP HUGGING THE MAN OF MY DREAMS..MY HEAD IS IN HIS LAP..NO I AM NOT GIVING HEAD SO GET THE HELL OUT OF THE GUTTER NASTY PPL.. licoricehttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/48/79/3209784/tn_1926331529.jpg">@ fubar 'You know I can't believe you,all the things you say,they're not true. [oh oh oh]But I fear I can't just leave you.All I feel is that I need you my love.This is all my spirit can take,anymore and I will surley meet decay.Won't you reach out and touch my heartache,feel it beating, please don't throw it away.I can't believe your careless lies,your burning eyes, pass through me.I never thought our love would die,but how could I, I could not see.Baby girl you know I need you,can't believe that you would leave me this way.If my pain will not appease you,so it please you I've got nothing to say.I now begin to realise,you're not the girl I once knew.But deep beneath those hollow eyes,re

Soulmate, Wat Is?
its been asked wat is true love, are there realy one heart and one soul for one other out there. i would like 2 think so. ive never know it 2 a fact. but i have ben in love twiced b4. ....actually 3 times. felt those butterflies in ur stomeck and felt all warm and good... kinda high. and u think thats as good as it gets but thats ONLY, the BEGINNING, of it all. was like i was loosing control of myself, never felt those fealings b4, and very hard 2 get those kinds of fealings, (very hard 2 get those relationships)the more ive tried 2 understand it, the fealings, the more control ive lost. was like walking in butter, like every hard thing ive know turned 2 marshmellows. my mined i guse wasnt capable 2 except it all so fast, (mayb thats whn they say i cant breath, ur smothering me, spend the day or week apart) but i never said that. but did hear this cool ass kick ass song by queens rice (or how u say the band name) was called sialent lucitity. that song, listin 2 it! WORD PER WORD! it

What Makes Me Stronger
Well I've been on Fubar for about2 months now and have learned alot about the sight with those of you that are on here. I do not judge or wish to be judged but its in our nature. This morning when I logged on. fewer messages than usual, which is cool, but one stuck out to me on my shout.. this guy compared me to "Ilovepapsmurf" In the beginning I talked with her and even added her as a friend, went to rate her photos and she had sveral nude photos, she is a cute girl, but because I would not put naked pics up or email her some she deleted me. Thats fine. But this jerk said I was an internet whore just like the bitch Ilovepapasmurf. Am I missing something here? Yes all you pervs will check her out to see the nakedness, thats cool, but is that what you are really looking for on this sight? If this is what it is then Im int he wrong place. I will not put pics up like that. I have a son and a reputaion to keep. You guys need to to think about it, you never know what dirty laundr

Twistedobssessions
i just wanted to let everyone know that the man behind the name 'twistedobssessions' is a low life woman user. he picks women with young kids, uses their money for his benifit, and is too violent with small children. i know because i was used and my son was abused. hopefully if u r reading this you will understand that he is a danger to you and your family. he spent 11yrs of his life behind bars for molestation of a 13yr old girl. look it up on the net and youll see. and if you, joe, are reading this, i am not scared of you. my GOD is stronger than anything you throw my way, so just leave me alone before Karma catches up with YOU> dawnmarie

Autos Active 9 Am Fu-time
I WILL BE ACTIVATING MY AUTOS AT 9 AM FU-TIME TODAY...I'VE BEEN TRYING VERY HARD TO ORACLE, PLEASE HELP ME GET THERE...RATE, BOMB, BLING ME TO REACH MY GOAL...A LOT OF NEW PICS...PM ME SO I CAN RETURN THE LOVE...THANK YOU FOR READING THIS

Bork Bork Bork
Hey all you nasty Fubarian freaks! LOL Well I am just sooooo freakin' excited! I am going to the Az Fetish Proom Tonight for the first time. If your in my side of the world Its at the Scottsdale Venue! Maybe Ill catch some of ya there..... I'll be the 6'5 naughty school teacher ;p So I decided to add a voice comment widget. I would love all my friends to leave a voice comment and tell me what's up and what they think. Hope to hear from you peeps soon and hope your having a great day!

Write
tick......tick......tick......tick...... the clock seemingly booms as I deeply stare in to the mirror. lookin for the slightest glimour of passion hidden deep in my tear filled eyes. i see nothing but salt-filled tears flowing down pale cheeks like a slow streamin waterfall. each tear building up slowly until it breaks on the brim of my red eye lid. thoughs continuously run around in his cluttered mind, confusion grows and grow. wat did i do?? wat should i do?? where is someone to talk to?? he tries number after number and reaches voicemail after annoying vocemail. so he looks and sees an old dusty note book with an ordinary black pen sitting on it. is that his sign, is that how he was ment to deal with his unrelenting pain and his deep crushing sorrow. ''wat the hell'' he says, ''might as well give it a shot'' so he begins to slowly write, really unsure about wat to put on this faded piece of lined paper. after writing a few words that he feels describes him, pain, anguish, sorrow,

Why?
WHY? Why? Why do I sit here and continue to tell myself meaningless truths that haunt me constantly, throughout each endless day of my worthless life. Lies that push me over the continuously shrinking edge forcing me to do horribly unspeakable things. Then, I begin to listen to those very lies and actually believe they might have some truth to them, but the amount of truth each of those lies possess is a mere, soft, attractive, cloud that covers the deep, crushing pains and sorrows that is peacefully waiting to rip my soul into pieces that will never again be together. It leaves me in a state of confusion and falsehood that is simply impossible to understand. Not to be overly broken, I fall into a haunting sleep, hoping to never wake. The next day’s sunrise slowly creeps into my dark, gloomy room as I continue to stare at my plain, empty ceiling, as I have for the past few but seemingly endless hours. When I actually get out of my cold, almost frozen bed, to begin the day; it seems tha

5 Secrets
Alright boys and gents, I was just thinking about how to talk to my wife seductively, and I bombed miserbly. I read for once in my life how to really talk to women. 1. Be inquistive-- Ask her where's she's from, her likes and dislikes. It can't be all about sex and "hey baby, I really want you!" 2. Be patient-- Tell her she's beautiful and wait until she replies or starts a conversation with you. Don't be impatient and start the conservation yourself; otherwise you're just delaying the big no. 3. Act naturally-- Don't be acting like what you're not. This is hard for me to do, because of my speech implement. 4. Speak up-- Okay fellows, this can be tricky! When and if you do get a date with the woman of your dreams, ask her what she wants to do; don't assume that she wants to go see a fight or to a topless bar. 5. Don't push-- I can be pushy sometimes, but the more you push, the more she will push you away! Don't say, "Hey baby, I got a beef up hot pick-up and the seat right by me

Palekitty
Looks like fun but kind of confusing to know what to do first here. I actually see a few peeps I know - yay! :) I've got some more photos to add and some fun stuff when I get time to get it put in here. In the meantime here is my webcam site: I'm working on some hot high-definition videos to add here too and here is the link to my chatroom (You can see if I'm in there chatting from the indicator and there are a few more photos in there): My Chatroom (the links are NOT safe for work, though my blog here will be).

Whos Right?
Monica and I are arguing over if this chick has a penis or if it is body paint... I say body paint she says she has a penis LMFAO.. ( i know it's been awhile for her but sheesh) sorry pic is below cause i can't finger out how to put in pic fucking fubar changing shit that aint broke grrrrrrrrrrrrr

Single Again
Well, I just learned yesterday that the ole hag I made the mistake of making my wife filed for divorce. She even did it by e-mail. No surprise but she states she wants to "work out an agreement" yet she reained a lwyer for 5,000 dollars. She also wants a peaceful solution. Best laugh I have had in years! So.... it begins!

Just A Lil Bit...
You know what I've come to realize??? Some of y'all are funny as hell!!! Not funny in a lol way, but funny in a, you can't be serious way!!! Some of the people we come in contact with, hell most of the people, we come in contact with on this site we will never meet in person. We are seperated by hundreds or thousands of miles, and many geographical boundaries. Instead of using this site as a tool to get to interact with people we might not normally get a chance to in real life, instead of using it to step out of your box, or comfort zone, some of you use it to become bigger assholes than you are in real life!!! Y'all know who you are, and you know what, maybe you are laugh out loud funny, 'cause I'm laughing my ass off at y'all pathetic bastards... Peace!!! This is just a little note for those of you who are bored enough to read it, to remind you just how much a lil bit of love goes. During my busy ass day today, I stopped by my lil sisters house to see what was poppin'. I was there fo

1st Impressions
Making a good first impression...It takes 5 seconds to make, and 5 years to change..first impressions are EVERYTHING..!Either you make a good impression or your ex'd out even before you start.. hahahaWhat is a "first impression"? It's the first thoughts a person has toward you after seeing, listening, talking, meeting you. Basically you have five seconds the first time someone see's you orthe first few minutes of a conversation to make a lasting impression...No matter how fine, hot, sexy, good looking, intelligent you are..You can f*ck this up.. Everyone has.. Sh*t I know I have... more then once. hahaaSo, here's some tips on how to leave a lasting impression on someone you just met.Respect is to women what looks are to men. A woman dating a man she doesn't respect is like a man dating a fugly woman.(fugly = f*ckin ugly..hahaha)- #1 - remember, that NO one is better then anyone else..!Why do I say that..??Because the biggest problem most people have with first impressions arewhen they

Stuff
So..Friday i'm adding to my gallery of body art. I have much to do since the shit head artist I used to go to when I lived in N.O. didn't know the first thing about actual tattooing. Just because you have a tattoo machine and a shop doesn't make you an artist. Trust me, I know. So...I'm adding to my "darkside" theme on my left arm and I'm gonna get a lil something for my stomach. I don't have abs of steel but I don't care. My caring days are over! if you want a sneek peek at what I'm getting..I've made this blog NSFW so don't whine n bitch if you're some goody-two-shoes feminist. You were warned.. You have entered The Tiger's cage! For those on my friends list (who don't even bother checking me out) that have added me and just are oblivious to those who don't have BLING or SALUTES or whatever else...Just delete my ass if you don't intend to keep up with who's on your "friends" list. This is supposed to be interactive and networking right? So why is it that it seems only members who h

My Blogs
With no wings, I fly. With no eyes, I see. With no arms, I climb. More frightening than any beast, stronger than any foe. I am cunning, ruthless, and tall; in the end, I rule all. What am I? give it your best shot i just uploaded a ton of pics of my son..well i went to move them n the folder i designated as his and theyre dissappeared..i cant find them .who do i report this 2?? Ok everyone who cares... I have a promo folder here so if u have a band or promote groups/actors {like i do} send me a msg and ill look into posting a pic to the folder Thanx, Kitty

Red White And Blue
The sun broke over the mountain as he waited there in the brisk morning, so cold his breath showed on each exhale. He looked at the wonder around him as a deer walked out into the meadow. The steam rolling off the back of the large buck as he grazed on the dew topped grass. He watched as the deer gracefully picked his way to eat the ice frosted clover. He remembered as a boy how his father had taught him to hunt. He remembered back upon each season's kill and wondered now why he took such glory in it, when the glory, for him now, was to watch how graceful and beautiful these animals could be.As his mind went back in time he thought about growing up poor with parents who worked so hard each day to put food on the table for him and the rest of the family. He is not sure that he ever thanked them for that but he knows that how he lived his life was in direct lines of how he was raised. Perhaps that was the way to show appreciation. He remembers the woodshed that father would take him and

Opinions??
There is no other word like it. its good, its bad, brings great joy yet can cause such sorrow. before in my life, love had cost me so much. i made choices based on that love that actually wasnt really there. but i see now that is where fate takes its turn in my life, and explans alot, because with those choices i would be the preson i am today... my heart would still be locked up behind a wall of pain... but that wall was knocked down once.. for all the wrong reasons... it left my heart open like a wound waiting to either be patched up or buried in a mountain of salt. neither really happened, so i began to rebuild my wall.. slowly and being selective to who i even let near it. that is until i made one of the greatest choices of my life. i said a simple hello, that unlocked so many emotions, so many feelings my mind was nearly overrun. the first hug, first kiss sent echoes of happiness through my being so strong my rebuilding wall just shattered, and your hands gently reached through th

Have You Ever.....
Have You ever needed, desired, longed, dreamt for something so bad and for so long, and tried going for it when You thought it was there only to have it be not it and after evrytime You bury all those longings and desires lil deeper...... so now.....i see in front of me what i think is really it......yet here i sit, shaking in my shoes, scared to death, but feel myself reaching out to it none the less......... makes it hard to breathe..... thoughts all over the place.... Hearts racing..... but ... I AM GOING TO OVERCOME MY FEAR........ PUT FEAR WHERE IT BELONGS..... GONNA TAKE THAT CHANCE, AND JUMP!!!!

Tantric ~ Ma Sh*t
You seem to have it all You seem to have control But deep within your soul you’re loosing it You never took the time assume your to blame You think that your insane... spare me You better check yourself before you check out ~ Tantric ~ Breakdown

The Most Steamy B-day Bash Ever!!!!!
wvwiwvw Hey Everyone! Have I got A PARTY 4U.. My Bestfriend is throwing me a hot steamy B-day Bash next saturday June 6th at the Ramada Inn on the southside of Indy.. You Must Bring a Very Open Mind and a Fun Personality oh yea and maybe a lil sumthin sumthin for the b-day gurl lmao j/k anyhow if interested and need details let me know soon.. Have a Great Day!! Lotz of FuLOVE, ~*Victoria*~

Poe's Thoughts, Because I Kick Ass.
Alls these people wishing I was dead From all the fucked up thoughts running through my head Paranoid thoughts I was to shread Suicidal thoughts hanging over my bed I no longer feel alive I no longer feel dead Drugs after drugs Night after night Man these drugs are out of sight It could be acid It could be shrooms Alls I know is that the fucking room moves I hear screaming in my head Makes me wish I was dead Homicidal thoughts racing through my head Holy shit I want you dead GOD DAMNIT BITCH QUIT SCREAMING IN MY MOTHER FUCKING HEAD SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU RAGGIEDY ASS CUNT Click click Bang bang I wonder who's dead.

"picture My Vision"
TRUTH:"PICTURE MY VISION"Submit this to him who has committed wrong,but can not admit it. Opportunity is now presented.For your own use,I have given you granted permission.That if you disagree and refuse to listen,feel free to try to cast at me the first stone.So you yourself can witness.That by judging me;it's your own past that you'll have convicted,and your own actions you'll have condoned. With set aside differences,I ask can we at least act like we have grown? Do away with childish intentions,and agree that this problem can not be prolonged.Picture my vision!For we are brothers of the same blood.We all share the same home. Yet we suffer opinion collision at the embarrassment that we can never get along.Even so, when we can't cherish a moment, we seek out someone to place in place of us to place our own blame on.Only to taste the taste of disgrace from knowing the fact we face is that only by ourselves shall the shame be owned.When in fact our pride and arrogance excel parallel mak

Wth??..
Ok so i'm watching the news and this story comes across the screen. "Woman kidnapped and stuffed into a truck."...who was she kidnapped by?? Black men. The problem is, this story was a hoax. This woman was in Florida living it up at Disney with her daughter and apparently didn't tell anyone including her husband. So instead of telling the truth, this heffa made up a lie. Those evil minorities kidnapped me. Some years back, another woman killed her children and claimed she was carjacked by a black man. These stories continue. If there is a problem then scapegoat a minority and cover up the truth. The same can be seen in the illegal immigrant debate. Let me put this out there. I'm only a fan of legal immigration. I believe a soverign nation should control its borders and have the right to determine who's allowed in. However, I can understand people's desire to come here and make a life for themselves and their families. When you look at the situation if employers did not c

Test
On October 31st, after the little ghouls and goblins go to bed for the night.. be sure to stop on by to Erotic Dreamz For a spooktacular Halloween party! Only at Want To Rock Out?! Then Check This out!! 11pm EST to 3am EST Only AT OKay ladies and gents, i don't care if you can't stand me or if you are my best friend, this is info we ALL as computer users NEED to know how to get this thing OFF, because it WILL lock up ALL of your EXE files..it changes your desktop backround to a blue one thatt is telling you that you are at potential risk for virus' and that all info that you have ever put onto your computer or browsers will be seen by malicious hackers..it poses as an anti-virus/anti-spyware program with annoying popups and makes you think that the only way to get t

Taxes
The Tax Poem At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanutsAnyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ..... Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers; Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words Upon his tomb, 'Taxes drove meto my doom....' When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts

My Poems
Thinking of You My Love 4-23-11 I lay here thinking of you my love. Thinking of the day we are in each others arms for always and forever. Knowing that when we smile we each feel it as though it was a hug around our hearts. Our hearts that some day soon will be one together never to be broken apart. Our love for each other is timeless and no price of gold or silver can buy it. The thought of laying in your arms for always and forever is like having a piece of heaven all for myself. A piece I won't have to share unless a little miracle has come along to make it all that much more special. Laying here thinking of you my love gives me such joy that I have never known. My only wish is to share that joy with you till my last breath leaves my body. Untitled(7/16/08) I lay here watching you so deep in sleep. You look so peaceful and happy. With each breath you take I feel so lucky to lay beside you each and every night. With you next to me at the end of each day I fee

Where I've Been And Where I Will Be
birthday, christmas, when ever ya find yerself buying me a gift list ok ya'll keep asking me what i want for my birthday and shit and idk i'll take anything hello i have nothing!!! lol but if ya really want a list here are a few things i know i will appreciate and use....visa gift cardswalmart gift cards7-eleven gift cardsmcdonalds gift cards (ima coffee freak people but hate starbucks they are teh devil!)for those of ya'll that dont like doing gift cards:xbox 360 (i missed the whole normal video game playing kid part of my life trying to catch up lol)car games to go with xbox ( dont like violent killin spree games)bandana's... seriously i have over 30 but can always use more its my weaknessdvd's and cd's.... i have none at all!!! seriously i have none with my car being broken into few months ago and like all music.... ya'll should know any music is good music!!! and i need me some music!!! lmaodvd's:doll house the seriesangel the seriesbones the seriescharmed seriesghost whisperer s

Pic Makers Plz Read!!
so i see alot of pictures as i am rating that have been made for other people from a friend. I was wondering if i could get some cool ass pics of me made. all my pics are located in the BLaCK WHiTe or ME folder take whatever you want to use. i will pay in fuBux whatever you will charge me, as long as it is reasonable lol. just a few tips: **pink** *black and white* PooKie is the name and whatever else u wanna do, go for it!!! i appreciate your time in making this for me so i will pay in fubux and i get bling credits on the 2nd so the best one gets a bling!!! yay :)

Gone Fishing
Going FishingSaturday morning I got up early, dressed quietly, made mylunch, grabbed the dog and fishing equipment, slippedquietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck,and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour.The wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage,turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather wouldbe bad throughout the day.I went back into the house and slipped back into bed, wheremy wife was turned away from me. I whispered to her, "Theweather out there is terrible."My loving wife of 20 years replied, "Can you believe mystupid husband is out fishing in that mess?"I still don't know to this day if she was joking, but I'vestopped fishing.

My Poetry
http://fubar.com/sassyadams The dust of past I wish I could forget the past.All the horrors haunt me.My ghots are always remindingme of the nightmare I want to leave behind melike the dust on pathIt is never swept away, The harsh winds alwaysblows it back my way.When will my time come to put the bad memoriesinto a paperbag and be gone forever. Wept Soul The sun driped heartache on my shoes today.The clouds covered my vision,I heard the thunder.Where is the rain?It is in my heart, pierced by the thorn you left,with your black wilted roses and the promises you never kept.I feel the pain of no tomorrow, the sun faded and color is gone.Hope left the room,as you sored to your deathThe wind began to blow what was to be a disaster.Acid tears hit my cheek heavy with fear.I'm left with your ashes in the urn of sorrow.The son you left behind,weeps for the father he wish he knew.When your soul was in flight and sored to the pavement,what was the last thought you had? You selfish Torment

Revenge Is Best When Served Cold
When your husband or wife does something that makes you really angry, don't give in to the temptation to argue and fight . . . Just count to ten, remain calm and after he or she goes to bed, super-glue their flip flops to the floor ! I could watch this one over and over.............