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Ok Boys And Girls Time For Naughty Or Nice Auction
Well if want to find out just click on the pic take you to an auction a great friend is having DJ NIKKI So what do say have you been naughty or nice so far me i like naughty hehe!!!

Look Here!
Hi Everyone, just got my business in Google search engine. Anyone looking for whole house water purification and reverse osmosis hit me up for some info. I sell GE Pro Elite (authorized independant distributor) which is only way they are sold. They are 35 years in advance of any systme on the market and cannot be purchased in stores. Search me on Google (AquaFuzion By Shannon) or check out aquafuzion.net or geproelite.com to see the system. We can ship anywhere in the US! Send me a private message if you have questions. Remember, you can HAVE a filter or BE a filter!

'twas The Night Before Christ:
THE CHRISTMAS TREE, O GOD, IS GROANING BENEATH GIFT-WRAPPED ANTICIPATION. THE TABLE SPREAD BEFORE US IS RESPLENDENT WITH SHARED FOODS PREPARED BY LOVING HANDS, FOR WHICH WE GIVE THANKS. AND NOW, AS THIS WAITING SEASON TICKS TO A BELL-RINGING, MIDNIGHT-MARVELOUS CLOSE, WE AROUND THIS TABLE ARE SCOOTING OVER TO MAKE ROOM FOR THE ANTICIPATED GUEST. COME AND BLESS US WITH THE GIFT OF YOUR PRESENCE AS WE SAY, "WELCOME."

Christmas
WE ARE SUCH STUBBORN FOLK, GENTLE GOD, ONLY MOVING TOWARD YOU WHEN IT'S TIME FOR A BABY, OF ALL THING! WHAT AN ILLOGICAL STORY, YET YOU KNEW IT WOULD TAKE SOMETHING UNEXPECTED TO GET OUR ATTENTION. BUT WITH US AS WE EDGE TOWARD THE MANGER AGAIN THIS YEAR, BOTH FROM CURIOSITY AND HABIT, PAUSING TO KNEEL THERE BECAUSE WE ARE FINALLY GETTING THE MESSAGE.

Fufake
You gotta love the ppl that need this shit. Gotta love the Fubar Fakes. Fugar isnt a bad site. its popular to the pervs and ppl who really want attention. i'm a perv. but to sit here and be attacked bc i sent an add request and they wanted me to rate them 1st is funny. "you sent me a request and didnt even rate me." and i hate to say it. i didnt send it bc i wanted to see her chest or thought she was attractive. i sent it bc i'm on this to make friends. but its not about making friends here. its who can make the most friends. hit the higher ranks 1st and be popular. rate my pics, buy me drinks, i want real gifts, oh you dont have a salute so you cant talk to me. you need to rate me, be my fan and then i'll accept your request. you want to see my tit pics auto 11 me. thats all bull. the only reason anyone even bothers to talk to half the ppl here is bc they want to see their naked pics. heres the bait and you get nothing. maybe in a year you may have a chance. this fubar game is stupid.

B~p Auction
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Who wants an early Christmas gift? > > well if you do... i highly suggest you check this hottie out! she is well worth it and so much more. She is an awesome girl and one hell of a friend! Ahh and her spankings are soo so good u will love em!!!!! trust me i know:P > > > GO check her out > > > > > > (repost of original by '¤Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§¤♡ÖwñêÐ ß¥†hê Mð§† Ämåzïñg Måñ Èvêr*M¥ ÐåÐÐ¥*' on '2008-12-01 18:20:14')

Its All About The Kids !
Well just a few months ago my husband of five years decided to split and be his own man . Well that would be all well and good but he left a wife and 4 kids hanging in a lurch soo .. whats a mom to do .. well i will tell you just what i did left . I could have stayed and fought for the things we bought togather for our familey but i juts left ... With not much to say after that you can only catch a man in bed one time and keep your cool ,i would have killed thoes !%#&%( hade ben given the chance agen so i left was i wrong to let him off so easy ,should i have ben HOOD and let him fell the pain for messing up or did i act like a lady ?

Anything Is Possible
Spotlight Fundraiser My Awesome Friend Howey Is Really Trying His Hardest To Get Spotlight..I'd Love To See Him Get It Myself..He Needs As Much Help As He Can Get From Our Friends & Family To Donate As Much As Possible Towards His Spotlight Fund..He Is So Close To Becoming Disciple & Needs To Hurry To Get That Spotlight Before He Does... ☣Howey☠ Feltersnatch☣ ☣Howey☠ Feltersnatch☣ So If You Can Please Donate As Much As You Can..You Can Either Send The Donations Directly To Him Or You Can Send Them To Me..I'm Saving All My Fubux Towards His Spotlight Fund..I Will Add That Anyone Who Donates A Good Amount To Him I Will Make A Personal Skin For The Ones Who Do..So Please Click His Pic & Donate Anything You Can..My Link Is On He

The Way I Feel
I figure it like this i am a very good person and i didn't deserve any of this shit and it has mad me harder. I don't trust anyone anymore you have to earn my trust from the beginning. I am a very Careing person to those i love and care for. So your goin to be very lucky if you see that side of me anymore. I also want to say something about the men who think they are just going to get in my pants HA FUCKING HA. to bad fuckers. Im not easy and you cant have it. And to those who think im going to fuck them even if i am with someone your sadly mistaken. I cant stand men like that. I also feel that I am a woman and if you want to take me out and think that i am paying well guess what not anymore ha ha ha my money is mine fuck you you pay....... not me...... and you better not bitch about it..... if i want something ill buy it for myself but i will not buy anything for a man ever again unless its a holiday or birthday.. cause i dont need a man to pay for me and a man should not need me to p

Godfather
I cant believe i thought i would never get to godfather. There are so many to thank but the one i really want to give one person the most credit for me getting to Godfather Level. that person is my awesome and a very special friend Katt1114. She is very supportive and always willing to help out whatever it may be. She Has done soooooo much to help me get to where i am and i can never really show how thankful i am to have katt1114 as a friend. Another friend who deserves a lot of credit for helping me get to godfather is my special friend aGem4life. She is always doing things along with Hershey to make me feel special and want to keep me coming back to Fubar. Please Show them some love they are great people. I want to Thank everybody in my Family and my Friends I get comments from on a daily basis.I love doing the trains and i want to thank you all for all the rates and comments you gave me to help me reach godfather. And finally i want to thank all the people i left out. th

Long Hair Rocks
4 BEAUTIFUL HAIR KILLER HAIR TREATMENTS: IS YOUR HAIR TRASHED FROM THE DAILY HELL YOU PUT IT THROUGH? WANNA HAVE HAIR LIKE A ROCKSTAR OR A SUPERMODEL?SAVE YOUR PAPER BABY, AND DO IT YOURSELF!HERE'S 9 KEYS TO GREAT LOCKS: *1*Olive Oil Hair Mask Mix 5 tablespoon of olive oil with 2 eggs. Apply throughly to hair. Wrap head with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes rinse well. *2*Honey & Olive Oil Hair Mask -1 Mix 2 tablespoon honey with 3 tablespoon olive oil. Apply throughly to hair. Cover hair with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes shampoo and rinse well. *3*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask After you shampoo your hair, pour 1 cup fresh lemon juice or vinegar through hair and massage and rinse with water. Apply your usual conditioner and wash with water. It will remove all the dirt and your hair will be shine sparkling. Do not repeat this method before 2 weeks. *4*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask Grind fenugreek (methi) seeds soaked in water overnight

The Pretty Piece Of Flesh!!!!
OK I am trying somethign a little diffrent here is the contest for anyone and everyone friends of friends this is the Pretty Piece of flesh contest. and here is how it works. In this contest im offering all of my fu dollars To the prettiest piece of flesh out there ( bling packs are a possability if i got the funds). To entere and Quilify link send take draw or do me up a Picture of you being a pretty piece of flesh pictures can range from everyday wear to The naughty gear of night to Dare i say NOTHING AT ALL. so you think your hot stuff think you got what it takes PROVE IT IN THE PRETTY PIECE OF FLESH CONTEST!!!! Starts today at 3 PM eastern time Ends 3 PM thursday of next week

Wanted To Share...
I really love this song, so I thought I would share the lyrics with you guys. I will post the video in my stash. You should check it out. The Temptation of Adam If this was the Cold War we could keep each other warm I said on the first occasion that I met Marie We were crawling through the hatch that was the missile silo door And I don't think that she really thought that much of me I never had to learn to love her like I learned to love the Bomb She just came along and started to ignore me As we waited for the Big One I started singing her my songs And I think she started feeling something for me We passed the time with crosswords that she thought to bring inside What five letters spell "apocalypse" she asked me I won her over saying "W.W.I.I.I." We smiled and we both knew that she'd misjudged me Oh Marie it was so easy to fall in love with you It felt almost like a home of sorts or something And you would keep the warhead missile silo good as new And I wa

New Lounge To Come See!!!
Come one come all to the newest lounge Gateway between Heaven and Hell cool music talk about anything...just no drama!...make new friends..maybe even more:P and listen to good music that the djs are playing no bouncers just me and some staff...no so called silly promoters...or greeters everyone greets you as they please!!! come enjoy a relaxed atmosphere where even the most unlike could possibly be liked....SEE YOU THERE

For The Benefit Of The Public
Okay, folks, this is all thanks to the goth cruise documentary and it brought to mind that somehow, people still think that goth= devil worship. I'm a goth inside, we are allowed to smile, basically goth tells people the wrong message, which is really stupid, since most people who assume devil worship are well old enough to know better than to jump to conclusions. Goth is, in essence, non-conformity, it's telling the popular people, the pretty people, and all the people that would snub their noses at someone who isn't a mindless drone, to go fuck themselves. There are so many kinds of "Goth" that I can't remember them all. People assume automatically that being goth means you are either a freak, or you're depressed, because of the colors you wear and how much you apparently don't care. Goths are very caring people who just want to see the world from their point of view, be it artistic, geeky, or anything that isn't considered "Cool". Despite the dark clothing, and the dark ma

Christmas Blues
I have decided again for the second year in a row that I am not putting up a christmas tree. I always celebrate christmas at my parents home and at my father's sisters home. I know I know some of you are probably thinking about the fact that I have a little guy and should put the tree up for him, but he's 2 people all he's gonna do is destroy it or knock it over about 100 times or try to eat things off of it. The last time I put was the year that I had my son and I only did it because my younger brother,who lived with me at the time and is obsessed with christmas, insisted that we put up a tree. Needless to say with all the hustle and bustle of being thrown into the job of being a single mother my tree was up until well after Easter that year. So some of you may thinkn that I am a Grinch but NO TREE. My son and I will enjoy the tree decorating on the 23rd with my mother, my brother, his wife and daughter so he's not missing out on anything except taking it down. I have a 2 year old lit

Scalding Facts.
* Scalding liquids are the No. 1 cause of burn injuries among children in the United States. Yet, pediatric scald injuries are predictable and preventable. **Nationally, scald injury is responsivle for two-thirds of all visits to hospital emergency rooms and more then one-third of all admissions to burn centers. *** The greatest number of scalded burns occur in the home--bathroom and kitchen. **** Microwave ovens are one of the leading home products associated with scald burn injuries. ***** According to the National Safe Kid Campaign, about 5,000 children are scalded each year, most often in the bathtub. The averave bathtub scald burn covers 12% of the body's surface with a thurd degree burn. ****** When tap water is heated to 122 degrees, it takes 30 minutes for a child to get a third-degree burn. When tap water is heated to 149 degrees, a third-degree burn is instantaneous.

Fake Ass Men!!!!!!
WHEN YOU WANT TO TALK TO A WOMAN THAT YOU FIND INTERSTING DONT LIE TO HER... BE HONEST WITH HER....WHAT HAPPENS IF A DAY COMES AND YOU MEET ONE ANOTHER THEN YOU SEE EVERYTHING WAS ALL BASED ON LIES...WOMAN DO IT TOO BUT MORE SO MEN...IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME PLEASE HAVE A SALUTE PIC AND BE REAL.....THANK YOU

My Blogs
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me: http://folding.stanford.edu/ Our goal: to understand protein folding, misfolding, and related diseases. What is protein foldi

Dear Santa.....
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey o Dear Santa, This year I have been a very naughty girl and in return I would like you to get me a Happy Hour..... Make sure to show lots of love to my page also kisses ♥ xoxo Dreamer Click Below to open the present it's 4 u =) ">Dreamer ஐ*ღDangerous Curvesღ*ஐ

Thanks!
Thanks everyone who wrote or added me. I love this site. I have only been on it 20mins. I promise I will fill in my profile soon. I must get back to the real world of life. WORK!!!! I think I need a few more drinks. Hugs & Kisses, AngeliqueNikol

Pain
Something for the pain inside me that will never die The pain inside me that will never die My heart bleeds look at you hiding all the things to endure me I need you here with me breathing wanting you to believe me Something for the pain inside me that will never die The pain inside me that will never die I see you in all of these faces blush with shame when I think of you and your pale skin I sell my soul for you Hush Hush never enough never enough The pain inside me that will never die Something for the pain inside me that will never die

About Me
Hi, My name is Joe. I am originally from Totowa N.J. I now live in Florida. I love to fish. I am a Credit counselor. I help people with credit card debt. I can get you lower interest rates and lower payment's. Hit me up if you have any question's.

Feelings
i realized today that the pain i went through with my boys when they passed hasnt gone away. i mean i knew the pain would never go away but i guess i didnt think i could feel this way again. it felt like i was losing them all over again. i got a call today from the woman (from the funeral home) that helped me after i lost my boys. she works at the funeral home and i never thought i would be someone she would call for help. i went there today and found out there was another young couple that had just lost a baby. she wanted to know if it was ok if i met them since ive been through it. i met the couple and i knew how much pain they were going through. its the worst pain a person and definitely a mother can go through. i hugged them and told them i was so sorry. i just wish i could make it easier for them. having to go through this is something i wish noone would have to go through. but im glad i went there today because if there is anyway i can help someone i would love to and do anythin

The Bbw Lovers
PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW LUV TO THE NEW MEMBERS.... BBW LOVERS Roll Call AND JOINING... In order to become a member of the family,you must R/F/A all family members. In friends request state "Joining BBW LOVERS" if you are already friends with someone leave a comment stating the same.Blank request's will not be accepted! If a member has their profile set to private,pass them up.After you become a member they will R/F/A you! You will encounter problems with the bouncer,while trying to add everyone. Just remember to change things up when he appears! Example: Joining THE BBW LOVERS...(3 dots on the end) Bouncer shows up-enter his code Joining THE BBW LOVERS..(2 dots) Everytime he appears add or remove dots! Now let's begin! DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar ~Firerose~PegasusProject~RR~Bartender@NeonMoonSaloon@ fubar TLC BETTER KNOWN AS TINKERTLC!!!!!@ fubar ? Be@uTiFuL DiS@StEr ?@ fuba

Invincible Levelers
=== 'BROKEN_SPIRIT2003 ~PROUD MEMBER OF Rating Revolution &Invincible Levelers~' wrote the following at '2008-12-02 14:30:49'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Are you wanting to join a family that is based on fun and excitement?? Then you've found the right one.. > > Are you interested in helping others on Fubar level up?? > > Our goal is to have a family that what YOU put into it you will get out of it. The more you help the more you will be rewarded by easier level ups, being chosen for MVM (Most Valuable Member) and achieving your goals in Give Aways. > > We are all here to have fun and assist the FuBar community and other leveling Families if asked. > > If Interested in joining the family, please PM the owner to let him know after you have F/R/A all on the current member list. Be sure to check the member listing blog for the correct listing (in case the bulletin is not current.) > > BASIC RULES: > 1. HAVE FUN

I Miss You
In my heart, you will always be, On my mind, you'll never leave. In my arms, I wish you were, In my hands, I once held you there. For the best, is what they said, For the best, it plays in my head. For the best, they were right, For the best, plays in my head each night. I'm sorry, I wasn't the mom I should've been, I'm sorry, I wasn't the mom I could've been. I'm sorry, I wasn't there for you, I'm sorry, but what else was I to do. There will come the day, When you will see for yourself, I did this for you, Not for myself. Happy 13th Birthday Nov. 29, 2008

Link To My New Site
Here is a link to a site I am featured on called Manson Family Freak Show. most of the photos are nude. Please everyone enjoy. Thanks. Misty Tell everyone HREF="http://refer.ccbill.com/cgi-bin/clicks.cgi?CA=933550-0000&PA=1852743&BAN=0">

I'm A Dsr Girl!!!!
it's a long slide and i'm the last one, but hey i'm not complaining at least i made the cut! hahah http://www.myspace.com/downtownspringfieldreview ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Downtown Springfield Review Date: Dec 2, 2008 7:12 PM SEND US A PIC HOLDING A SIGN THAT SAYS " I'M A DSR GIRL!!" WE WILL PUT YOU ON OUR PAGE AND ON OUR PROMO ADS!

Myspace
add me to myspace www.myspace.com/fuckugoawaydontwantnone ok beings that i aint getting no love from anyone anymore im gonna start deleting people and adding new friends.... my messenger names yahoo....forgot_ima_phreak aim....sugar1242001 myspace messenger...fuckugoawaydontwantnone

Too All Women!!
LETTER TO A WOMAN If you ever look at yourself and feel that you don't measure up, read this and your outlook will change before you finish reading it! This is good to keep, not just to read from time to time, but to also keep stored in your heart! When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate

Number 1 Club
Come join my Pic Club - The #1 Club! This was an idea my ex and I wanted to try, a photo album of all our friends flipping off the camera. And Fubar is the perfect place to set it up! If you want to join you will need to have a salute; rate/fan me, send me a pic of you giving the bird, the name you want on the card, your zodiac sign, your favorite drink, and your male/female preference. If you want to add to or change any of the info please include it. Come join my Pic Club - The #1 Club! This was an idea my ex and I wanted to try, a photo album of all our friends flipping off the camera. And Fubar is the perfect place to set it up! If you want to join you will need to have a salute; rate/fan me, send me a pic of you giving the bird, the name you want on the card, your zodiac sign, your favorite drink, and your male/female preference. If you want to add to or change any of the info please include it. Come join my Pic Club - The #1 Club! This was an idea my ex and I wanted to try, a p

Who?
"The environment will come first, even at the sacrifice of industry. We are America. We are the Human race. We will survive the growing pains." "Women will have the right to chose what they do with their bodies just as men do. Especially to save a life." "Our citizens will spend their lives with and even marry whomever they choose. Religious freedom is more than simply the enforcement of the majority and the conditional tolerance of the rest." "The responsibility of each citizen to use firearms responsibly will remain in their hands. We will never forget the lessons learned in the past and today by forcibly disarmed populations." "Our military will remain the most advanced, well supplied fighting force on the planet. Never to fall behind and risk a lapse in the safety and security of our citizens." "Our Service men and women will be concentrated on the shores and in the heart land of our own nation. Our allies will always be a concern and supported, but the ris

The Good Wife
This is something I got from my friend Allys blog andn something I totally think is really cool.... There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know t

Thoughts Via Music
Yeah..Uh In the name of Jesus (that's right) No weapon formed against me shall prosper (preach) And every tongue that shall rise against me in judgment thou shalt condemn (preach) (Lord give me a sign) For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord (preach) And their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord. (preach) Amen [Verse 1] Lord Give me a Sign! I really need to talk to you Lord Since the last time we talked the work has been hard Now I know you haven't left me But I feel like I'm alone I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown And I'm still going through it Pain and the hurt Soaking up trouble like rain in the dirt And I know! Only I can stop the rain Wit just the mention of my saviors name IN THE NAME OF JESUS! Devil I rebuke you for what I go through And trying make me do what I used to But all that stops right here As long as the Lords in my life I will have no fear I will know no pain from the light to the dark I will show no shame spit

Ddr Birthday Party!
Dirty Deeds Radio ~ 1 Year Birthday Yes, you heard right... DDR is One Year Old!!! Instead of receiving presents, We are giving away presents!!! Thursday, December 4th All Day & All Night Come party with us and receive one of the many door prizes we will be giving away all day long.

My Tribute....to My Dad
Sunday will be my 47th birthday... I was born December 7, 1961. It wasnt just MY day though, because I was born on my father's 26th birthday. What a present huh??? Poor guy!!! Always got the same thing for his birthday every year after that... - ME! LOL! From the moment I opened my eyes...and saw my Dad...he was my Hero!!! Throughout my whole life, he served as the greatest example of a man that God could have ever given me. Most people are taught love, compassion, selflessness, empathy, and all the "emotional" attributes normally instilled by their nurturing mothers... Not me. Mine was instilled in me by my Dad. We shared our birthday together every single year for 44 years. I loved sharing mine with him...and he loved sharing his with me. It was most special. It was a "routine" on our birthday for one or the other to race to the phone to be the first one to call the other to sing "Happy Birthday". As soon as one would hear the o

Outkast
Big Boi And Dre Present... So Fresh, So Clean Chorus: Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Don't you think I'm so sexy I'm dresses so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) I love when you stare at me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) (Big Boi) Sir Luscious got gator belts and patty melts and Monte Carlo's And El Dorado's I'm waking up out of my slumber feeling like Ralo So follow it's your time at the Apollo Minus the Kiki Shepard what about a ho in a leopard-print Teddy Pender-grass cooler than Freddie Jackson Sippin a milkshake in a snowstorm Left my throat warm in the dorm room at the AU We do hey you And might do some cake too But you must have me mistaken with them statements that you make Cause Chorus (Andre 3000) Canary yellow seven house of business on display My

Deleting Profile
TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM DELETING MY PROFILE TOMORROW THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL GIVE YOU A WAY TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME OK.....TO EVERYONE ELSE HAVE A FUN TIME HERE ON FUBAR......GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS

Feelings
I don't think I should ever feel sorry for being myself, a passionate and intense person, although there are a whole lot of pros and cons surrounding it or me. More importantly, I shouldn't even have to apologize for expressing myself or being totally upfront about what I think and how I feel. I prefer things to be point-blank, no guessing games. I don't like wasting my time trying hard to figure out a person or something when all I need is just a bit of honesty from the other person. Things are simpler that way and no playing merry-go-round. There are parts of my life that I said on front page that I did not wish to disclose here that this was place for me to have fun.Lets answer some questions now.Yes I appear in videos,yes I have a website that is a pay site to view.I will not go any further on that.This page is for me now leave that at the door.If I feel good about telling you I will.I will not be pressured.I told upfront I did these things and now people would like to know where.

My Poetry
I sit in this prison i have made. I sit here and wonder why i have done the things i have to trap myself here. were my worst fears haunt me and come to life. then i see you, you make my fears hide, you make the prison i have built dissaper into the night. you hold me close and i feel safe in your arms i dont want you to ever let go. but as day turns back to night you fade away and i realize it was only a dream that you want stay so as i sit here still in this prison i have made i morn the lost of my one true love and cry hopeing one day that you shall come back to me and release me from this prison.

Kimmie Auction
Hey Everyone, I am in my very first auction!!! Come check it out!! I have a lot to offer!! You won't be sorry if you buy me for a month!!! **Click the link below to take you to the auction** This is a NO Fubuck auction. Bids of Tickers, Blasts, VIP's, Bling Packs, and HH's only. While your there, stop by and fan, rate and add the Host & Hostess of the auction Jake & Jamie. This bully brought to you by me!! "Kimmie" ~~~Twilight Leveler~~~READ ABOUT ME !!!!COME BID ON ME!! (repost of original by '❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤R/L Fiance'of Jakξ The §Ñakξ~Proudly Owned by Anna' on '2008-12-03 12:53:50') (repost of original by '"Kimmie" ~WANNA OWN ME FOR 30DAYS..PLACE UR BIDS!!(JamieLynnsPage)' on '2008-12-03 13:02:25')

My First Auction...help Me
Hey Everyone, I am in my very first auction!!! Come check it out!! I have a lot to offer!! You won't be sorry if you buy me for a month!!! **Click the link below to take you to the auction** This is a NO Fubuck auction. Bids of Tickers, Blasts, VIP's, Bling Packs, and HH's only. While your there, stop by and fan, rate and add the Host & Hostess of the auction Jake & Jamie. This bully brought to you by me!! "Kimmie" ~~~Twilight Leveler~~~READ ABOUT ME !!!!COME BID ON ME!! (repost of original by '❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤R/L Fiance'of Jakξ The §Ñakξ~Proudly Owned by Anna' on '2008-12-03 12:53:50')

Christmas Poem
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I C

I Am Me.
Search for two men suspended TAMPA -- The U.S. Coast Guard suspended its search tonight for two men missing after their plane crashed in the Gulf of Mexico 20-miles southwest of Yankeetown. At 5:40 p.m Tuesday. Coast Guard officials said they were stopping the search pending further developments. Zachary Schlitt, 28, who lived in West Palm Beach (pictured at left) and Darien Peckham, 34, (pictured below), from Tampa, have been missing since Sunday.. Rescue crews searched for them for more than 40 hours over a 2,800-square mile area focusing on two areas where a seat and a flight bag containing aviation headphones were found. There was no sign of the men or their plane. The two were traveling in a small Tampa-bound plane when, at about 6:45 p.m Sunday, an air traffic controller in Jacksonville reported that their 35-year-old twin-engine, fixed-wing Beech 35 Debonair aircraft, traveling from Tallahassee to Vandenberg Airport, lost contact, according to the FAA. The Coast G

Rules For Non Military
Rules for the Non -Military Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass. 2.When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass. 3.Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4.(GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend tha

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The Missing Five Pound Note Chippenham George worked for the Post Office and his job was to process all the mail that had illegible addresses. One day just before Christmas, a letter landed on his desk simply addressed in shaky handwriting: 'To God'. With no other clue on the envelope, George opened the letter and read: Dear God, I am an 93 year old widow living on the State pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had £100 in it, which was all the money I had in the world and no pension due until after Christmas. Next week is Christmas and I had invited two of my friends over for Christmas lunch. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. God; can you please help me? Chippenham George was really touched, and being kind hearted, he put a copy of the letter up on the staff notice board at the main Fareham sorting office where he worked. The letter touched the other postmen and they all dug into t

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I got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know that he is sorry and didn’t mean to say the things he said; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe that it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day; Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me; It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares; And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over—but I know he is sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn’t Valentines Day or any other special day; Last night he bea

The Ruba'iyat Of The Wyrm
Lines Reflecting Thoughts (The Ruba’iyat of the Wyrm) I On what modest page I write, In what fields I’ve sown my dreams, But when complete, the harvest reaped, They’re just thoughts upon a theme. II We can open our minds to colors, We can breathe a patient sigh, We can bend our thoughts to matter; Towers of Babel reaching high. III You can dive in the deepest waters, You don’t have to fold the sky. Nothing is real unless you dream it, Castles of clouds floating by. IV A common place, that state of grace, Toward whose shore this ship we sail. Through tides turbulent or becalmed, The human race will prevail. V Will you complete what is at your feet Or will you just curl up and die? Are you content or does fire burn yet Beneath that dead stare in your eye? VI Feverous fictions and deep suspicions, We have an inclination to that end. We think our souls are ever so clear, Yet Jealousy our mind suspends. VII Can’t

Marry Xmas
Season's Greetings Money's short, Times are hard. Here's your fucking Christmas card. T'was the night before Christmas And all through the house, Everybody felt shitty Even the mouse. Mum at the whorehouse And Dad smoking Grass, I'd just settled down For a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn I heard such a clatter, I sprung from my peice To see what was the matter. Then out on the lawn I saw a big dick, I know in a moment It must be Saint Nick. He came down the chimney Like a bat out of hell, I knew in a moment The fucker had fell. He filled all our stockings With pretzels and beer, And a big rubber dick For my brother, The Queer. He rose up the chimney With a thunderous fart, The son of a bitch Blew the chimney apart. He swore and he cursed As he rode out of sight, Piss on you all And have a hell of a night.

20 Ways To Make His Xxxmas
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My Bedroom ....
Your Bedroom Grade: A You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

The Real Me
i don't know who i am at all. i'm trying to figure this out but i don't know how. i've lost my way in life and i don't know how to get it back. i pray, hope, and wish for someone to help me but i don't think and/or know of anyone who can. the only way i can ever talk about how i feel anymore is through writing. because i don't want to hurt myself and confide in anyone because i don't know i can trust anyone.

Gotta Type
So I have this problem. I have to write. Whatever is in my head, it has to come out somehow. The issue is that I like when people read what I write so I keep putting it in somewhat public forums. This keeps turning out badly! I would love some suggestions as to how to purge without stepping on toes and hindering my social life (among other things, but that's a WHOLE other story!), but still get the input of some really smart and/or snide people! Have a great day everyone!

For Friends
Always putting yourself down Like you arent a great guy But you are amazing Showing a girl great respect When most disrespect me I know I can count on you Bringing a smileto my face How do I make you see You really are someone special That you mean a lot to me Not enough words to express My apprecation for you Just know you are special And forever in my heart Always a dear friend Here is another one that could go to many of my guy friends on here. They are great to me. But it is also again more so for Jinzo71. Just my way of tellin him hes a special guy and a great friend to me. ImageChef.com Poetry Blender

School First!
hey everyone! just wanted to let all of you that have been asking, know that my holiday went Great! I was able to see my babies, my brand new 5 month old nephew.....finally say goodbye to my father (i never was able to say goodbye to him before i left for NC :( ...so i was able to spend some time with him).....All in all, i got to spend family/friends time over this past holiday week. It was great being "home" again for a bit and seeing everyone. It was kinda funny how i did it too...I didnt tell a soul i was coming home for thanksgiving (except for the ex hubby and the family that was picking me up in NC). we arrived later in the day and found out that my mom and brother were at my grandmas (perfect! most everyone under one roof lol)....I called the ex to bring the kids into town to grams house when i got there. I pulled up behind my moms car (in which she was sitting in) and i jumped outta my cousins car...ran up and went "BOO!" in her drivers side window. She bout had a stroke L

The New Me
Ok this blog goes to all on here who have made their little comments on me having this surgery..lol They have called it "the easy way out" well let me tell you, i have struggled with being heavy all my life and it took alot of courage to have this surgery, but it is now 6 months after and i feel great, i am now down 100lbs and still losing..lol This is not the "easy way out" its the "last resort"!! Im extremely happy with my decision and may i add i LOOK GREAT..lol I have been asked if my attitude has changed since i have lost the weight..lol HELL NO i am who i am, i didnt have the surgery to please anyone but myself!! im still the smartass, honest, caring, loving person i have always been!!

Things That Make You Go Hummmm...
--o00o-'(_)'-o00o-- Here We go Campers. Here's a question I'd thought I put before You to ponder... Are You Ready??? Ok, here We go Why do they put Braille on the number pads of drive-through bank machines?

Pre Birthday Bash....help Me Become A Godmadame
Pre Birthday CelebrationTreated myself to an Auto 11 as a pre birthday present, so come help me move up to GodMadame and beyond ... let's have a great time!I will be running another auto on my bday Dec 11th, and I know between the 2 it can be accomplished!Come show my page some love and spank me hard...I likes it!I have a little over 2000 pics you can rate and snag, so there is plenty there to keep you busy. And while you are there Fan, Add, Rate Me..Crush Me..Bling MeI would so love a Moon Bling for my bday!!!!!And send me fubux too!This bully brought to you byAYASHARepost for me please!

Amazed
Really amazed..when people move on .. get close to others..or fall in love..they forget who there friends were. Sorry this is a downer blog..but just read a blog that pissed me off. Person i use to be such good friends with more or less doesn't even adknowledge the fact I was there for him when he was hurting..or that I didnt know about his past. Only his new woman hes interested in..and her close friend.. know about it. They are the ones who helped him forget his ex. Well screw it all!

Life "is Pain"
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . ... Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. From the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, ' What does love mean? ' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn ' t bend over and paint her toenails anymore So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That ' s love. ' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth ' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl p

Weekend
hey all just wanted to let u all know that all week and weekend next week i'll be in Pigeon forge & Gatlinburg tn to fish and play out on douglas lake so i won't be back til sunday...so don't miss me too much and try to have fun without me! hey allust gonna let u all know that i'm not gonna be home til sunday...been babysittin all week so i gotta take nephew back to his momma and plus need to go xmas shopping...don't miss me too much!

Hurtful
I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of the invisible wall around me. Many try to break through but none are able to succeed. My heart is one of stone and coldnezz. My eyes dark and gray. My mind distant and unknown. And my soul lost to the demon far below. A bitch some call me, others venge upon the blood of those I shed. I have no breath for it was sucked clean out of me by death himself. Can I be saved? Do I still have a chance? I fear not my friends, for we are all

Some People
all this over me fubuying some one the name has been changed to protect the thinking impared! ASSCLOWN...: get off my bitches brother ur looken 4 a beat down ASSCLOWN...: suck my asshole fag, what comes around goes around ASSCLOWN...: LMFAO I ONLY NEED ONE PROFILE YOU POLE SMOKEN CUM CATCHER Why cant people grow up!

Work
another long hard day this is crazy here in the city working on lines i got to have a permit to get a permit to inspect the permit..to get the truck in the street for five mins all subject to change this is a bit crazy .......working in capitol cities omg omg omg .any way other than the usual it was another safe day here and am glad its friday i got two off and hope to spend a little time with ...............YOU i spend alot of time working these days i am very tired and need to get a break from it but its no where in my immediate future i can see that but i do what i do end of it there ......i love/hate my job done it one form or another most of my life.i do it because thats just what i do if you are interesed see my trucks and daddy dawg photos.guys like me are the reason you have your necessities .....you know us as public utillities

The Bbw Lovers...
THE BBW LOVERS NEW PROFILE In order to become a member of the family,you must R/F/A all family members. In friends request state "Joining BBW LOVERS" if you are already friends with someone leave a comment stating the same.Blank request's will not be accepted! If a member has their profile set to private,pass them up.After you become a member they will R/F/A you! You will encounter problems with the bouncer,while trying to add everyone. Just remember to change things up when he appears! Example: Joining THE BBW LOVERS...(3 dots on the end) Bouncer shows up-enter his code Joining THE BBW LOVERS..(2 dots) Everytime he appears add or remove dots! Now let's begin! THE BBW LOVERS@ fubar ~Firerose~PegasusProject~RR~Bartender@NeonMoonSaloon@ fubar TLC BETTER KNOWN AS TINKERTLC!!!!!@ fubar ? Be@uTiFuL DiS@StEr ?@ fubar ???Lucretia??? Proudly FuOwned by SixtyNineMunch@ fubar shortnrealsweetbbw@ fubar ~Mommy 2 be~Hot&Fluffy ~SBG~Shadow Levelers ~ Go

Be The One To Let Them Know...
Do you realise those we long for might be longing for us too But pride steps in the way and we lose special people. If you miss some one think about they might miss you too When we think of some one maybe it was them that were thinking of us? Some how your minds connected in the ether and brought a memory forward. And yet we hesitate to pick up the phone or drop in and say hello For fear of rejection we reject an opportunity to rekindle past friendships. Never allowing them a second chance because we feel they just don’t want to call us. My challenge to you today is to Make contact with that special some one That you are thinking of now as you read this post.

New Way To See Nsfw
*** this goes until february 4th, 2009 *** Ok so one of my good friends is in an Art Scholarship contest for $1000. She went into first place last night after some voting.. but everyone can vote every 8 hours. Well i want to make sure she stays in first and has a tonnnnn of votes! So to see you for one day, need to vote and you need to get AT LEAST 10 other people to vote.. & they need to leave a 5 star comment on there saying its good or wow or something but also have your name in it saying "your name" sent me or something. OR they can message me BUT ill ask them questions to make sure they went there. [[[for every 10 people you get another day: so 10 = 1 20 = 2 days 30 = 3 days etc... ]]] Here is the link: http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=725319_25769184&pid=1566985&scid=386&

Update.
well. it has been since July 17th 2008, that my mom was taken away from me. every part of me was broken. I pushed everyone away, and remained distant...and it was the month before that...my brother was supposed to get married, to one of my dear best friends, but because they seen the pain that both my daughter, as well as myself were going through...they understood. They so kindly pushed their wedding day until this month, on behalf of my being the maid of honor, as well as the wedding cordinator. I never realized how much life was to be appreciated, until I met a few people...and learned things the right way. I can't pretend. I can't stay still. I have a beautiful seven year old daughter to think about, and to cherish. to love, and adore. She will always be put before any man, despite what others' may or may not think. I could honestly care less. I live for myself, and my family, and by God...that is enough. It has been the hardest time of my life, going through Han's birthday party,

Naughty Blog
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me

Fun Questionaire
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

About Me
this is just my about me....im changing it because im sick of it but theres some fucking gold in here so im just going to stick it in here im an aries and i use my horns often. im over opinionated, blatantly honest and i dont take bullshit. i admire these traits in others as well. i hate liars. i think highly of myself and at times i may seem overly confident, perhaps downright cocky. as far as im concerned overly confident beats not confident enough, hands down. with that said feel free to talk to me if you actually have something to say, a question, comment, statement, or opinion about anything but the way i look. hi or hello followed by sexy, cutie, pretty etc. doesnt constitute as making conversation and doesnt warrant a reply. say something that peaks my interest, dont rely on your pretty face because it wont get you anywhere. if i needed perfect strangers to tell me im cute/pretty/sexy to feel good about myself i would be in pretty rough shape, in which case that shit

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Beach....
Golden brown sands cushion my bottom and feet while I sit here staring at the sky Looking up at the clouds' different shapes watching seagulls and doves fly by Entranced by this genuine beauty bringing my hands together I close my eyes In a state of peace and serenity as the waves release their cries Then a cool breeze creeps up to me flowing through my clothes and hair Rubbing my face ever so gently as you would do a baby with care The embracing cool breeze leaves me as I cast my eyes upon the sea Losing my breath in wonder suffocating from all the beauty In taking my eyes off the sea I get up so I can leave Peace and serenity I sought out Also what I received pink2008 Lying in the sand on the beach, That's where I want to be. All civilization is out of reach, It's just I, myself, and me. The waves crashing into the deep green water Echoes in me, calling for me to come out, But if I touch the water, my dream will shatter, So the water I m

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Dark Fantasy Friday......public masturbation imikimi - Customize Your World Ever think to yourself...I just need 5 minutes...that's all it'll take. I walk outside to my car at lunch time and have myself a quickie lunch of self loving. Climb into my car, lower my panties or unzip that zipper and get started....lol Shimmying up that skirt so my panties are showing....remembering how my fingers felt that soft lace as I was putting them on this morning? Rubbing it gently between my fingers, it almost felt like pure silk. Imagining how it would feel against my pussy lips,I felt a familiar stirring in my groins....dampness already making it's presence known as my fingers slide the sheer fabric aside.... Glancing around to see if anyone is nearby, my fingers slip inside, toying with that g-spot til I feel it growing fuller. Delving deeper...wanting to feel that pressure building yet wanting to keep it at bay. Breathing pattern is changing with each rub across my cli

First Day
Wow! What a bold new world here... There ia a familar face: Wild Mustang...and there is the guitar playing Elmo, a woman after my own heart...and Miss Dixie Belle, who stole my heart...LOL! Just joke... All in all...This is a cool place to be:)) Very Truely Yours, Rick

Tool Made Me
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? who? 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? Anacortes 5. Your father? hate 6. Your favorite thing? rollercoaster 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? slut 9. Your dream/goal? home 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?dunno 14. Where were you last night? bar 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? yuk 17. One of your wish list items? home 18. Where you grew up? Washington 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? 3 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Vaio 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing s

You Will Call Me Sir.......
I had placed the ad seeking a Dominant to train me, mostly out of desire for e-mails to feed my submissive fantasies. I never really planned on meeting any of the people who e-mailed me for encounters. I generally had bad feelings about the people who placed ads seeking sexual encounters and thought it probably wasn't a healthy thing to get involved with. When I got his e-mail, however, it struck me as different from the rest. His interest was actually in me learning and being safe; it seemed like I could just hand myself over to him and be OK. After talking with him on the phone, I decided to do it. He then became the one in charge as he instructed me on writing directions to his house, on calling him as I left, on when I should arrive. So there I was sitting in his driveway - this was the moment he couldn't force me to make. I had to step out of the car and knock on the door of my own volition. My breath caught in my throat and stayed there and I stepped out of the car and walked

Tagged Shmagged..
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? counter 2. Your significant other? road 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? buried 6. Your favorite thing? beer 7. Your dream last night? whacky 8. Your favorite drink? beer 9. Your dream/goal? sanity 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? dead 16. Muffins? meh 17. One of your wish list items? pizza 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? breathed 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? 5 22. Your pets? 3 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing some

In The Heat Of The Moment
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so st

My Yorkie Died Last Sunday
R.I.P. Junior Well this year certainly has been terrible ,my wife's grandma died on valentine's day ,her client she was taking care of died ,my one uncle passed away ,my wife's mother had a stroke ,and my yorkie died last sunday after having an epileptic seizure .Although i handle death somewhat well ,i don't know how much more of this i can take .other than that ,i guess everything is fine ,i am still looking for a job though ,maybe me not being able to find one is a sign or something ,i don't know .what i do know is ,i hope that next year is a hell of a lot better than this one has been .

Drama
If you read my blog yesterday.. You might know how I been feeling lately. Fact is., I got hurt by a friend who use to be my best friend. We were friends for way over a yr. He had feelings for me..but I was just his best friend. Anyways..he found someone who could return his feelings. I never had a issue with that. The fact of him totally almost ignoring me afterwards..I did. He told me I was still one of his best friends..but amazing..he barely had time to leave comment. Ya he did..but think he had to force himself to do it. Again.. if you know me I cant keep my mouth shut. I confronted him about it all..he appoligized..said he knew where I was coming from..but hes been busy lately..etc. Although he still came online..guess he was to busy to write. Anyways.. I been feeling pretty crappy over this friendship for few months now..but kpt him as a friend hoping someday we might get back what we had. Anyways..his blog I read about his past..really pissed m off. He said that he onl

About Me
Hey everyone!! Well my surgery went well. But right now the pain is too much for me. So i will be off for another week or so. Thank you for all your prayers and support! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3/11/09 Ok this friday will make 5 weeks home from the hospital!! Just an update... I have lost 20 pounds so far and i am walking anywhere from 2 to 4 miles a day. Unless the weather is cold that it starts snowing. I have never been so proud of myself for being able to do this. Also another good thing is im going back to work this sunday. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3/18/2009 Ok i went back to work on Sunday and today is Wednesday. Well things havent been going well. I have been getting sick and sore. So i dont really have the energy to be online. I will try to be more on later this week, but for now i am taking sometime off to heal. If you dont feel like bombing my contest i will understand. I am in a bombing contest t

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I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along I don't feel the suns comin' out today its staying in, its gonna find

My Dad
hello Daddy I miss you so much daddy and i wish you were here with me. But i know you are here beside me and looking over me right now. I wish i could of hugged you one last time before you passed away. I had my chance to come and see you but i kept on holding it off and i hope you can forgive me for not coming to see you. I couldn't come and see you the way you were and with you being so weak. I know you had to go so you wouldn't have to suffer with all the problems you were having. Now that i am getting your ashes i get to have a part of you or all of you in my room and talk to you whenever i can. I know it is not the same as in person but if i could have u in person right now it would be great to see you. Please daddy if you are reading this right now please give me a sign knowing that u are here beside me so i know you are still in my heart, even though you always will be in my heart. We all miss you daddy(Elijah Hyson). I love you, love Jerry

Dark Angel...
THIS WRITING COMES FROM LADY VICTORIA, SHE HAS IT POSTED ON HER PAGE... FOR VERY PERSONAL REASONS I SEEM TO KEEP GOING BACK TO THE WORDS SHE HAS WRITTEN...IF THIS TOUCHES UR SPIRIT AS WELL AS IT HAS TOUCHED MY OWN PLZ STOP BY HER PAGE AND READ HER INSPIRING WORDS AS WELL. BLESSED BE DARK ANGEL Dressed in black to match her soul Her long dark hair cascades around her shining like silk If you look deep into her seductive brown eyes You will see the hunger Her unabated stare will show the glow of her passions And temptations of her desires She dances in darkness Playing a hauntingly erotic melody on her piano That will chill your bones And set your body ablaze with an urgent need To taste and suck and devour She is a night owl A creature of the night Spreading her wings and her words To other dark souls And now she has come for you You cannot take your eyes off this dark creature As if under a trance, you helplessly fall to her feet Every part of your lus

What To Do?????
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE AND THE NEXT DAY YOU WANT TO MAKE THEM YOURS JUST SO THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO SEE THEM HURT ANYMORE, AND YOU KNOW THAT THEY DESERVE BETTER AND FEEL LIKE YOU CAN MAKE THEM HAPPY AGAIN, SHOULD YOU GO AFTER THEM OR SHOULD YOU LAY BACK AND SEE HOW EVERYTHING WORKS OUT BUT IF OYU LAY BACK THEN SHE MAY FIND SOMEONE ELSE BETTER AND THEN AGAIN IF YOU PUSH FORWARD THEN SHE MAY RUN SO WHAT DO YOU DO?

The Kind Of Love...
Ok...this is a warning here that this is gonna be sappy. So if you aren't into it...don't read it. I guess a lot of us come to this site looking for friendship, maybe a little flirting, maybe a little sex...and once in awhile a fling, whether its online or meeting face to face. I think I was looking for a way to pass the time, enjoying the attention, having fun and enjoying the friendships I'd made along the way... There was this ONE day that changed all of that for me, and as sappy and cliche' as it sounds...the world stopped for a minute, and I'm pretty sure I caught my breath. What has ensued from that point caught us both by surprise, but interestingly, neither of us were disturbed by the feelings we had for each other. In fact, we were comfortable with it and embraced it. This man...is my everything. He's kind, thoughtful, intelligent. He's funny, and sensitive and gorgeous. He's just ENOUGH bad boy to keep things interesting, and just ENOUGH of a good man to make

Food For Thought
Dearest Reader, If for any reason, you feel that what you're reading is without context - or maybe, without purpose... Maybe you're right. You could be wrong. The point is, you've read and perhaps consider the possibilities placed before you every day. Which path, why, and how you choose to take it....that's what's important! Take care, as the path you choose will both directly, and indirectly affect everyone and everything around you. Every breath and every moment, another grain of history......... Each day, we create our purpose through action. Every action comes with the burden of countless possible outcomes. With so many choices - how and why do we limit ourselves by the few? Singled out by fear and folly - for some, the only solace comes in the shade of perception. "The men the American people admire most extravagantly are the greatest liars; the men they detest most violently are those who try to tell them the truth." H.L. Mencken "It

This One Girl
so theres one girl i jus met shes beautiful funny and all around fuckin amazing.she also tough and most likely can kick any other girls ass,lol but that jus makes here that much more bad ass.but above everything i jus wanna say i love her with all my heart. hows that babe?

[r.i.p J.g.d]-12-06-07
So its definitely been a year now. Im not even sure where to start. You were my best friend..You helped me through everything. You lived a great life and i really dont understand at why such a young age you had to go. Apparently god had bigger plans for you than any of us did. I remember talking to you end about stupid things and mindless subjects. Its so hard to live without you. it really is. What am i supposed to do when usually feeling like this i run to you and now i cant? i feel selfish for not talking about you much. But at the same time its still really hard for me to deal with it. I cant face the fact that your gone, i cant do it. Its so hard for me to live without you. But i strive to be the person you wanted me to be. I just wish you were here to see Madisyn grow up, and do all the fun things with us that we planned on doin. It hurts. The last time i spoke to you, before IT happened, you asked me to marry you. I wasnt sure if you meant it or not, but either way i said yes. J

My Dog
Yes,the dogs name is Scooby Doo. he looks and acts like him too. I don't know what this dogs deal is lately,but he wont leave me alone. I can't leave the house anymore without him searching for me the whole time I am gone. I come home and he is so far up my ass I want to kill him. This dog is not small! If he isn't sitting on me he is in my bed or under my feet. I love this dog,but he is starting to worry me. :P

Life And Friends
well i just had a few word to say bout fubar friends and life. fubar is 1 of the best online places to meet new friends and friendare a very important piece of my life so my heart goes to all my friends that i know now and to the 1's that i will meet jus wanted to sya that i love ya guys and hope you holidays are as joyful as mine will be. this x-mas i get to spend in michigan with my kids that i haven't seen in almost 2 yrs and if i could go back in time i would try to make their life twice as good as it is now but i'm not a miracle worker. their mom and i tried and tried we sacraficed our happiness for there's and i would still do it if that what it would take to make them happy. jus ramblin on n on well thats all i have to say for now ...... To MY LIL Ladies court kayla and lala DADDIES COMMING HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND I MISS YOU GIRLS SOOO MUCH DADDY LOVESSSSSS YOU

Merry Christmas To Our Servicemen And Women
'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT; A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE: NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND. ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS... WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS... A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT. IT WAS DARK AND DREARY. I FOUND A HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING-- SILENT, ALONE-- CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN DISORDER; NOT HOW I PICTURED

One Word
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? bryan 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? best 5. Your father? um.. 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? forgot 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? *shrugs* 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? reno 14. Where were you last night? games 15. What you're not? employed. lol 16. Muffins? apple-cinnamon 17. One of your wish list items? happy 18. Where you grew up? suanville 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? jammers 21. TV? cable 22. Your pets? loving 23. Your computer? life - i agree with tonya 24. Your life? great 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? g-pa 27. Favorite Store? spencers 30. Your summer? fun 31. Like someone? love 32. Your favorite color? blue 33. When is the last time you laughed? hour 34. Last time you cried? day

For Those In The Millitary
DO NOT WATCH THIS VIDEO IF U R WEAK OF HEART! look we all know there is a war going on, but how many of u actually stop and realize how many lives r being lost or how it feels from the view point of a soldier??? PERSONALLY i have seen and heard from the "higher ups" that at any given point in time when I was over in Saudi I was an ACCEPTABLE LOSS! NO ONE IS AN ACCEPTABLE LOSS... plz help make your voices heard and bring an end to all the many losses of life that are uncalled for. Letters Home from the Garden of Stone ... New Everlast video

Adventures In Child Raising..
Ok so first real snow I guess.. these kids are having fucking freak outs because it is something they have never seen before of course.. and won't go outside and play for longer than 2 mins because its too damn cold.. so my house has become an In and Out machine.. Now the boy on the other hand.. poor guy.. 3 days of no accidents potty training and then today someone locked him out of the bathroom and poor dude pooped on himself.. he was mad as hell.. so i guess thats a good sign right? now if only he would learn how to pee right.. his poor finger gets covered in pee everytime lol..

Later Fu
Well I have had alot going on and well, Last night was my last night for awhile. To all of my fu family you have my IM. To all of my friends that I have made its been great you all are in my thoughts. For my lounge families you are the best and I will miss you all so much. I have alot to take care of and I am the most important person to take care of myself and don't need distractions. Please understand and if you don't have my IM and we are really close friends on here message me and I will add you to my IM if you are not on it. I will not delete my account just won't be on it for awhile. Muahz and lots of other squishy shit. You all rock. Happy Holidays be back after them. Susan aka Trip Queen aka mama bear....wow lots of names i go by.. love you all ( end of weekend I will not check this anymore till after the holidays ) i asked for help to make my daughter a bulletin and well noone knows how to do it but damn there are alot of bulletins all the time. For those that don't

Don't Toot In Bed!
Don't toot in Bed! If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of tooting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey f or dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and went upstai

Take A Look At This
Have you ever been so so close to leveling but no matter what you do nobody will help you unless you have auto 11s? Well heres were I come in so I am going to start a family called the twilight levelers! The purpose of this family will be helping fubars level! The RULES: Only serious levelers will be accepted (so if your not gonna f/r/a and rate pics/stash then dont waste my time or ur own time) You must be sure you have plenty of pics and stash uploaded for us to rate! Everything needs to be fair so If I dont ever see you helping level then I will ask you to leave the family! Also all bullys that I post must be reposted by all twilight members online! When becoming a member it doesnt matter the level u are at you just have to have a verified salute! If someone from the family is rating you please return the love and rat

Mornings
its getting colder here in the sierrasso i am a little more active in mid day than early morning but i got a lot done today ......i fueled for the winter the warmth will be needed .......picked up some fire logs i like to keep them around they are nice for just one watching the snow fall for a few hours over a smoke or two ......stocked in my winters coffee ,spent several hours today with all the doors open even though it was in the 40'sfired up the old beast today just to let him run a while been two weeks .........really had a great day looking to my night being better i aint seen the sun in days the weather is the pits ........i miss those clear mtn mornings sometimes.contention is in me this morning and it feels great i cant get my mind off of her wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.............huh...........i seen it like this b4 but its really been along time so i really dont know how to feel about it but its kinda nice am off the weekend so i'll leave work out......i guess i am in all

Gods Forsaken Radio
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1332072&albumid=1499293&i=4174162771&idx=7 make me your bitch for a month! we can negotiate! Upcoming Show for Texas Metal Alliance Texas Metal Alliance will be in Austin, Texas, April 3, 2009 at 8:00 pm. They will be at TMA/By Any Means Necessary/Turbid North at Room 710. The address is 710 Red River Street. So go and rock out with Texas Metal Alliance!!!!! ok kids heres the offer... ADD OWNED IN NAME FOR A MONTH. RATE UP TO 700PICS FOR HAPPY HOUR (ALL 11s IF OFFERED.) RATE STASH DURING HH. RANDOM GIFTS THROUGH OUT THE MONTH. GIVE YAHOO FOR CHAT. ADD TO TOP FRIENDS. MAKE A SFW SALUTE WITH OWNERS NAME. bid here==>http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1332072&albumid=1499293&i=4174162771&idx=7 COME MAKE ME YOUR BITCH! WE CAN NEGOTIATE FOR MORE! HEHEE

Look Into Your Heart
Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight? With you in my arms, holding you tight? Do you believe in the miracle of Love Do you believe in you Do you believe in Love Do you believe it could happen to you Take me in your arms, don't ever leave With you in my arms, I'll make you believe! I believe in Love, always and forever. I believe in us, you and I together. I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and look into my eyes... Do you believe... I'm not like the other guys? Hold on tight, for I've given you my heart; Heart and soul from the very start. For your Love, I'll wait forever With all my heart, I believe we'll be together. Tell me you believe Love is bliss, That you can believe in the magic of our first kiss. Answer me one q

Fu-whores
ok let me set things straight cus apparently every1 has a different definition of fu-whore a real whore is a slut a fu-whore to me is some1 w/ more friends than they can keep track of and to know them all cum on do u really know all 600+ friends u know i dont so yea im a proud fu-whore ty to all my fu-whores

Hitomi Adventures
Long ago back when I still went to UCSD, I had a friend called David. He went to SDSU and was about the most fun person I knew in San Diego. He was one of those guys that saw things in life differently than the way they really are. It was always so fun being around him. One day, he and I go to Seaport Village because he heard that there is an Ice Cream Shop that has a big Ice Cream at the entrance that is bigger than I am. I didn't believe him, as usual, so, we went. Well, there it was. The biggest Ice Cream Cone I ever saw. He tells me, "Go ahead, Hitomi. Get closer to it so that I take a picture of it as proof that you were here." Yes, I am a short girl, and this Ice Cream didn't help. I leaned in, hugged it, and he took the picture. As soon as the picture was taken... *thunk* It fell right to the side! It was so heavy, someone could've gotten hurt if they were walking by. I just stood there shocked, David was shocked, and the guy inside runs out going, "Are you OK?!"

Blogs About My Baby
Hey Fu Land, Hey How You doing lately??? Well I am doing So Much Better. I have alot of peronsal issuse going on in my life and I finally haven't been so stressed lately and I am starting to do better for my self in my life. The Biggest Thing That has happend to me recently is I have Met the Most Amazing Woman in the World. I Met Her Back In Novemeber and Her and I have been talking for a few weekds now. When I first ever laided eyes on her, on fubar. Yes Fubar, But Hey who gives a shit right? As long as you guys are happy and Love eachother for who they truely are That's all it should matter Right? Well Anyways back to what I was saying, I Met her on Fubar, We exchange yim names an ect ya know lmao. But She Is very very beauitful an Her personality is 100% Just Like Me To a T. She Has The Most Beauitful Smile. She's The Most Caring Person I have Met, She Totally understands Me and Doesn't ever Judge Me for who I am. She Very Charming, wonderful, IN EVERY WAY POSSIABLE.

Assholes!!!!
OK SO HERES THE THING I JUST GOT A 3 FOR GOD ONLY KNOWS REASON AND I WENT TO THE GUYS PROFILE NOT TO BE RUDE OR ANYTHING BUT JUST TO SEE WHAT HE HAD TO OFFER THAT WAS MUCH BETTER THEN MINE. WELL FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAS NOT CHECKED OUT RORYTMEADOWS-=[TRURATERS]=- WELL HE HAS A VERY INTERESTING PROFILE SO IF YOU GET A LOW RATING THEN IT MAYBE FROM HIM. DONT BOTHER TALKING TO HIM BECAUSE HE WILL NOT TALK TO YOU. IS THIS REALLY FAIR THAT WE ARE LETTING PEOPLE COME IN AND TELL US THAT WE ARE FAT OR UGLY OR MORONIC? I MEAN COME ON PEOPLE. SERIOUSLY...THIS SHIT IS IRRITATING!

Love For Death, Death For Love
There is a place i did dwell new a boy i loved so well he came and took that love from me now he's gone and i'm set free i even know the reason why for another prettier than i i ran upstairs and cried in bed not a word to my mother was said father came home late that night searched the house from left to right ran upstairs the door he broke found me hanging from a rope on my jeans there was a note "dig a grave dig it deep marble stone from head to feet on it please place a dove to show the world i died for love"

Am I Dreaming
I have never looked into your eyes, But I have in my dreams. I have never felt your soft touch on my skin, But I have in my dreams. I have never felt our hearts beat together, But I have in my dreams. I have never seen the wanting in your eyes as you look into mine, But I have in my dreams. How can a love be this strong, If it's only in my dreams. Darkness is a friend, A ally. Darkness allows us to understand others, to see what they value when they believe no one else is looking. It allows us to be honest with our seleves, to express those values that we would disvow in the light. The light blinds us it is only in the dark that we see clearly, there is no light here just you and me am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion and a breath of life I thought they were forever lost in an eternal darkness left by lo

Photos
she holds me like she never wants to let go she looks at me like I am someone special she kisses me with a hunger that I can taste and my pain has a beautiful face she wont let me in or share her secrets she pulls away when she starts to care she drives me crazy and needs her space my pain has a beautiful face do i push her away or hold her close? she's been through a lot cursed with a sorry lot she's confused and torn another's her thorn buy my God my pain has a beautiful face i've never been so confused or scared to lose she's my desire what my life can use if only our souls could find a comfortable place my pain has a beautiful face if she'd let me in to touch her soul her heart of hearts; to share control through turmoil and lies i'd suffer that place because my pain has a beautiful face but he's buying control and envies my taste so forever my pain shall have a beaut

The Bouncy Balls Pinging Around In My Head.
If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumb'red here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend. If you pardon, we will mend. And, as i am an honest Puck, If we have unearned luck Now to scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call. So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends. being the stalker. being the hunter. being the pursuer. feeling like i'm on a quest just to get attention. so i'm gonna get lazy. i can't keep everyone happy, so i'm not gonna try. what's the point? besides, what's wrong with letting someone pursue ME for a change? i see people on here getting all emotional all the time. all these people with rules on their pages. people whining about liars and jerks. people downrating out of spite or ignorance. people being snobs just becau

Song Lyrics
Already Over Cue the music, Curtain falls, The lights all fade to gray. Don't think there'll be an encore For our secret Passion Play. It's time to play the final card In a game I now despise. To me it seems so obvious- To you it's such a big surprise. It's already over- If I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. They say parting is such sweet sorrow, But I'm still looking for the sweet. I feel just like a baby- These tears don't miss a beat. And I'd rather be anyone but Here And anyplace else but Me. I'll just climb inside my head awhile- My demons have a date with me. It's already over- if I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. So go ahead, and hate me now For breaking-up on the phone. But I know that I'd crack if i saw your face- I deserve to be alone. And I hate that i still love you, girl- An

*love*
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no long

Memorials
Report Debunks Theory That the U.S. Heard a Coded Warning About Pearl Harbor By SAM ROBERTS It has remained one of World War II’s most enduring mysteries, one that resonated decades later after Sept. 11: Who in Washington knew what and when before the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor on Dec. 7, 1941? Associated Press A boat rescues a crew member of the West Virginia after the bombing on Dec. 7, 1941. Specifically, who heard or saw a transcript of a Tokyo shortwave radio news broadcast that was interrupted by a prearranged coded weather report? The weather bulletin signaled Japanese diplomats around the world to destroy confidential documents and codes because war with the United States, the Soviet Union or Britain was beginning. In testimony for government inquiries, witnesses said that the “winds execute” message was intercepted as early as Dec. 4, three days before the attack. But after analyzing American and foreign intellige

America? Wake Up!
Please as an American citizen, please go to ZEITGEISTMOVIE.COM and watch this movie or DL it. It will change your life. Just for a glimpse of what this is about, google: WTC 7 and see if that sparks your interest. Also if you wanna see more, DL Loose Change, it is similar. BG Let me know... Time is ticking!!

Depression
Kinda feeling down lately..gets that way around this time. I have heard of many people who lose someone around this time..you would think we would all be depressed. Anyways..couple years ago my grandma who was also my best friend in life..died day after Christmas. Was hard to deal with. Now my uncle is down with pancreatic cancer. He just found out a month ago..and it seems to be bad right off the beginning. He isn't able to eat or drink..and has went from 140lbs to 125lbs. They been trying to get things arranged.. making him a no code..etc. Hes only 59. Well he was admitted to pallative care in the hospital 2 nites ago. Thats a room where they make you and your family comfortable while patient is dying. Not sure if other hospitals have a room like that or not. First time I ever really dealt with this kinda dying. I was there trying to just talk normally to him.. in my mind..thinking...how awful this is. He looked scared..but was holding up well. I am not much for comforting s

Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Inside The Mind Of Wykkedsyn
This morning I cleaned out my friends list. Too many people wanted me to accept them and after I did they don't talk to me, so I cleaned house. I'm not bullshitting when I say that if your gonna send me a friend request, you better be DAMN sure you're gonna at least talk to me. Point whores are pathetic attention-seeking losers who only want online popularity. So as of right now.. I'm monitoring who adds me as their friend. Call me a bitch, I don't care. I refuse to be just a number on someone's friends list so they can be popular. I left Fubar.com in August 2007 due to drama and bullshit. I met one guy offline from this site who, to this day became one of my closest friends. The other guy I met, is a total douchebag who played me and told me lies. I was sick and tired of the point whores and the stalkers. So I canceled my VIP and left. The reason I came back is because... despite all the BS and the point whores looking for online popularity, it was a pretty decent site. Back then I w

A Cowboy & Hiz Lady ~*~ Bid On Us
Come bid on us, The Cowboy and hiz Lady. We are gathering funds for Ozz2's spotlight so bid generously. :D As always be sure to F/R/A the hostess, the lovely Pia! Music provided by WYKD Visit our pages.... Ozzfanatic2~*~ @ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ★♎★Lucretia★♎★ @ fubar

Don't Do This!
I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying Hi Sexy, Your pics turns me on...WOW,U have got all what every fella would ask from a chic..If you dont mind,I would love to get to know you,Can you meet me on yahoo IM,chat with me or send me email,b4ola007@yahoo.com.My name is Bola,I am a 20 yrs old Nigerian Male,I know its very hard to see honest and truthful guys now adays but i want you to know that the person writing you now is Honest,kind,truthf

A Lil Education...
So men, I aint here to bust on ya all or make it seem like u all are the same but here's a lil education ok? When you talk a girl into believing she is the only one in ur life and she is the only one you talking to and such and then you telling another female that you are single and that you can like more than one female...that is playing game. Now don't get all confused and stupid when girl number 1 who thinks she is ur one n only after you telling her this time after time gets upset when you are talking to another female. And then play dumb with girl number 2 when she asking you why you can tell her that it's ok for you to talk to other females cuz you are single and yet you can't tell girl number 1 that same stuff... MORAL OF THIS: MOST (notice I said Most) Of us Women have caught onto the Game and we ain't afraid to call you men out on it...so don't get all stupid and confused when we confront you on it. Just be a real man and admit it and maybe you should tell girl Number 1 th

We're Up For Auction.....again
We are up for auction.... Again!!! Do you wanna own THE hottest couple on the FU?? Yep thats right we are loaning each other out for another month!! LoL So click on the links below and come make a bid on us!!! You know we are worth it!!! We have a LOT to offer!!!

Far Beyond Driven
Come Rock out with the best all metal Lounge there is, Good Music, Good People, and best of all no drama, and the tunes keep on rockin! So click the link Above and join the damned! Come Rock out with the best all metal Lounge there is, Good Music, Good People, and best of all no drama, and the tunes keep on rockin! So click the link Above and join the damned!

Talking Shit
Welcome to my first (and most likely last) blog on fubar well what can I say not meant people will read this and hell if I did not have to write it nether would I and yes I am sober yeah no really I am anyway time to say something funny stupid or to make ya laugh well try to anyway but I have nothing sorry about that I just wasted ya time but I do that a lot so watch this space and see what other shit I talk if they let me post another one after wasting every ones time so cheer drink up and hell if I see ya my shout !

Naughty Application
Reply by copy and pasting these questions and give me your answers. 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what yo

When Tomarrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for awhile, I'd say good-bye and kiss you

Purrsss
”mmm” I purr... my mind races as the foggy clouds erase from my head.. I make sure my legs are positioned nice and wide straddling your body, as you slide in fully... groaning once more, as I find my spot sitting on top of you smiling down at your face.. your hardness filling me completely and my sheath holding you tightly in place.. I whisper in a soft voice.. “Good morning my love” as I lean in and graze your lips with my own, then kissing your neck and my tongue slides along the outer rim of your sweet ear.. Slowly my hips rise and fall, in a slow hypnotic motion driving you wild with desire.. My hands holding your shoulders, as I dip downward so my breasts slide back and forth on your chest softly.. Sucking on your ear still I whisper “mmmm I love riding your hard cock baby” as my mesmerizing belly dance increases in speed.. Your hands holding my hips, to hold me for my pace quickens and you feel as though I might explode any minute... I feel your hips now rising and falling in syn

Deceased Pets
Sunday, 12/7/08 10:00 P.M. I just arrived home from being gone at a friends house, and i do my usual search of things gone wrong in my apartment. my toilet leaks, so my bathroom was flooded, and my gerbils had plenty of food and water, but i check on them anyways. I come to find out My gerbil that has been in rough shape for a while finally kicked the bucket. it looked so sad; all skinny and frail, liveless with closed eyes. i didn't notice it at first because the other had buried it under the bedding. but i eventually saw the limp tail, and i knew it was no coming out of this state like it had before.

Technical Difficulties
Let me know if I am wrong, but I thought when you fanned a person it is because your a fan of something you find interesting in a person. How can you Fan someone when you don't really know that person? My List is small but for good reason: Sugartastic: How can you not be a fan of her, she is an amazing writer with creativity coming out through every pore of her body...which not bad mine is better. :) But back to her writing, she could get me excited about her wonderful day of doing nothing all by how she delivers it.And all around amazing wonderful person for what I know, or what I know from what she expresses in writing and conversation.She even told me about firefox spell check, which stopped me from looking a fool. Mrs. Badcrumble: She is one that I think I could relate to by the environment of people and influences I bring into my life.Anyone that know about the great Divine, how can you not like?Risky at times but over all shows that she is a straight up person and tells you

Set It Free
I keep reading in magazines and I hear it in movies that......If you love something then set it free, if it returns it is yours to keep, if it doesn't it never was.!! WELL....I say rubbish If you really love something then hold it as near to your heart as possible and never let it go

True Love!
When I first met you I felt something was different I knew you felt it too But I didnt know how to handle it It was something my heart, never knew So I couldnt accept it As time went by I went along with it, but at the same time I felt like I could fly It was such a mystery to me But I didnt care I knew eventually that I would see Now for the first time ever You had opened my heart Something no one else could do, and I mean never It was such a wonderful start To a path I never wanted to part Wow, I thought, I want this forever We were two wholes combined The last link in a chained circle To a complete happiness together It seemed as though our souls had rhymed It was simply the best I couldnt have imagined anything better Although there were times when we would fight It would always work out for the better Because we were just so tight Nothing could stop us, not distance or time It was as though we were invincible And I wanted your heart to always b

Auto 11's Will Be Activated At 6 Pm
Auto 11 bling is activated. Come level up and Show me the love and HELP ME GET TO PROPHET Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Pimp out Brought to you by Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar (repost of original by 'Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}' on '2008-12-07 23:51:28') (repost of original by 'Ring Of Fire: Owner Of My R/L GF Debicakes(I Love You Baby)' on '2008-12-07 23:54:45')

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? counter 2. Your significant other? HA! 3. Your hair? dark 4. Your mother? Love 5. Your father? Love 6. Your favorite thing? Flowers 7. Your dream last night? Magical 8. Your favorite drink? Whiskey!! 9. Your dream/goal? Family 10. The room you're in? Kitchen 11. Music? Jamm 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Mom 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Conservative 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Glasses 18. Where you grew up? Hickville 19. The last thing you did? Dishes 20. What are you wearing? P.J.'s 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? Cat 23. Your computer? Nice 24. Your life? Odd 25. Your mood? Pleasan

If I Knew
One hard breath between them… that's all it took to touch. Bodies barely rubbing with a thought, so close, too much. One body one the bed, sweat dripping down those lines With rivulets of anticipation, so wet, so close, so…mine Restraints are kept in place, shivering with desire I don't think I can hold it in, this passion, all this fire His skin, just too damn smooth Like silk upon my tongue And underneath this warmth, this promise that we've become I can see what I can't touch I can feel what I can't taste These lines fall fast around us On this bed, upon this face His hands are in my hair, pulling me to him One line runs down between us, shimmering, oh so thin So easy just to break it, to let that passion in To tighten all those places no hand was meant to touch To bend the branches of his trees with wind to barely brush… The scattering of feelings, of sight, of sense of smell Of his body pouring over mine My well too deep to fill I'm weeping at his mercy Beggi

Dammit
TAG YOU'RE IT! If you opened it, you have to do it. Then, send it back to the person who sent it to you and the rest of your friends! Two names you go by: 1. Maegan 2. Meg Two things you are wearing right now: 1. Sleeping tank 2. Sleeping shorts Two of your favorite things to do: 1. Listen to all types of music 2. Dancing Two favorite pets you have had/have: 1. Tony Montana (my first house Chihuahua) 2. Roxy (my blue line pit bull) Two people who will answer this 1. umm someone who hasn't done this yet 2. the other person who hasn't done this yet Two things you ate today: 1. Pear 2. Egg Two people you last talked to: 1. My baby’s daddy 2. My BFF Plans you have for tomorrow: 1. Work 2. School Two longest car rides: 1. Los Angeles to Seguin, Texas 2. Los Angeles to Salt Lake, Utah Two favorite holidays: 1. Christmas 2. Halloween Two favorite beverages: 1. Water 2. Patron Two TV shows you enjoy:

One Word
2009 Contract After serious & cautious consideration . . . Your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2009! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!! You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Pocket 2. Your significant other? Sleepin' 3. Your hair? Soft 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Dunno 6. Your favorite thing? Drinkin' 7. Your dream last night? Didn't 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? Successful 10. The room you're in? Livingroom 11. Music? Yes 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy 14. Where were you last night? Workin' 15. What you're not? Fake 16. Muffins? Mmmmm 17. One of your wish list items?

Auto 11 Auction
WHO WANTS AN AUTO 11? I HAVE JUST THE ONE YOU WANT! ITS UP FOR AUCTION! COME BID ON IT... STARTING MONDAY, DECEMBER 8TH @ 1 PM EST ENDING MONDAY, DECEMBER 15TH @ 1PM EST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO BID ON THE AUTO 11! RULES: STARTING BID IS 2 MILLION FUBUCKS CASH PRIZES OVERRIDE FUBUCK BIDS (EX. VIP/BLAST/HH) THE WINNER WILL GET ALL OF MY 11'S FOR ONE WEEK SO HAPPY BIDDING!! THANK YOU.... KING SLIM

Back Operation
Sometimes in life the best gifts dont need any wrapping paper,pretty bows or anything fancy. Instead all they need is to be loved and cherished and know that no matter what that their the best present anyone could ever recieve.

Who Am I ?
Recently I decided that I will never try to be someone I am not for love. After 3 months of a very stressful relationship with someone I knew from the start was wrong for me, I just couldn't do it any longer. I had to let that freebird go. My feeling is that if a person cant love you for who you are no matter good or bad then let them go. Its not good for you or the person who wants you, some or just half of you. Its a waste of precious time and time is something we cannot regain.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 3 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Counter 2. Your significant other? Confusing 3. Your hair? Longer 4. Your mother? North 5. Your father? Fishing 6. Your favorite thing? Friends 7. Your dream last night? Didn't 8. Your favorite drink? Niagara 9. Your dream/goal? Unknown 10. The room you're in? Familyroom 11. Music? Everything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Progressing 14. Where were you last night? OUT 15. What you're not? Warm 16. Muffins? Raspberry 17. One of your wish list items? Organization 18. Where you grew up? Wisconsin 19. The last thing you did? Type 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? No 22. Your pets? Isis 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life

The Gov
Ok so you all know that the biggest 3 auto makers are begging the government for loans to help their manufacturing firms survive in the economic down turn... while these top execs are arriving in the 6 billion dollar jets!!! I truely am sick of hearing about all of that! I say we tell the Board members to cut back on costs starting with themselves and their xtra large salaries! Why should we the taxpayers and fellow workers of the UAW have to pay for their luxuries and their outrageous strategic organization! Please feel free to leave a comment!

The World
Well my Christmas started out kinda blah...My Daughter(who is in the Air Force)wasnt going to make it home...My mother had a stroke bout a year ago and is recovering but still is the one who ramrods christmas eve and day ...Then my daughter managed to work it out so she could be here so it made it a little brighter... well when christmas eve came around we have a tradition of going to this church and helping serve food to the homeless but this year only my brother and i went.The rest were too busy ,which made me a bit angry. It is a pretty humbling experience to go and help out, when you think you have troubles can always find someone with a whole lot more.So when my brother and i arrived at my mom's for our normal Christmas eve get together i my Christmas spirit had been lifted some. Christmas eve we always have supper with my mom and open present to each other and then the aunts and uncles and cousins all show up and there are usually bout 40 ppl the its a mad house,after that we all

Queeny's 2nd Fu Anniversary
'A11s~QUEENY~BadaBing ~ Godmother ~n~ Boss Lady~' wrote the following at '2008-12-08 07:54:44'.. > > > > > > > > > I MADE IT - 2 YEARS ON FUBAR!!! > JAM ON OVER TO MY PAGE TODAY, DEC 8.and CELEBRATE with ME! CLICK THE PIC BELOW > > > > > > > Its Been a Crazy, Fun, Wild Ride these 2 Years! Along the Way I have met some truly Amazing People who have become like family to me! Those special people have brought me so many smiles and awesome memories! CLICK THE PIC ABOVE and Party On My Page today! Help Me Hit PROPHET For my Anniversary! > Auto 11s all day ... MY First Happy Hour Tonight ... SEE BELOW FOR DETAILS! > > > > ITS AN AWESOME CELEBRATION > of 2 YEARS ON FUBAR!! > *** AUTO 11s ON for > the whole FU DAY of Monday Dec 8th!!! > *** Random Drinks and BLING all Day*** > OVER 54 Points/ Bucks > for Each Pic U Rate in HHs!!! > MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR!! > @ 8PM Fu Time/11PM EST > 5 Special Folders MARKED with ** > will remain PRIVATE

My Stuff
I was so young, you left me abused. By the actions by the words that you used. What once was angel and now it’s slut I can’t believe I loved you it hurts me so much You broke my heart tore it in two It still beats but not for you. It beats for the one you left me with Your only son, your second kid I remember the excuses and the pain From when you came home those days you were late. I told myself it can’t be true But I was blind from my love for you. New years night pregnant and alone You got the years first kiss from a girl you came to bone Two timing me didn’t think I knew Guess what playa your game is through I don't know if I want to finish it. Do you think I should?

Remember
Today is a day to remember those who have challenged us. Challenged us to believe, to hope and to Imagine! Today marks the anniversery of the murder of John Lennon. I hope we can all remember to belive in a world of hope, and the vision of a poet! We all ask for the world to be a better place, but do we truley do our part? Change can only come to those who have hope, those who will believe! Take today to look deep inside and just Imagine!

Do You Believe?
There was a time in my life...not so long ago...that I didnt believe in love. Then one day out of the blue, I did a search here on fubar, to see who was in my area. I found a picture of a guy, very hott i might add, and thought to myself... "why not make the first move and say hi" I did...and now we are engaged. He stole me heart what can I say. My question to you is...do you believe there is an outside force bringing people together? Do you believe in fate? What about love at first sight? I do now. I love you Chey! Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 1-12-09 TxDutchess Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573/956795 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge

I'll Always Fight For U
I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO FIGHT FOR YOU COMPROMISE FOR YOU AND SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR YOU IF NEED TO BE . ENOUGH TO MISS YOU INCREDIBLY WHEN WERE APART, NO MATTER WHAT LENGH OF TIME ITS FOR AND REGARDLESS FO THE DISTANCE ENOUGH TO BELIVE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP TO STAND BY IT THROUGHT THE WORSE OF TIMES TO HAVE FAITH IN OUR STRENTH AS A COUPLE AND TO NEVER GIVE UP ON US ENOUGH TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED OR WANT ME AND NEVER EVER WANT TO LEAVE YOU OR LIVE WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH...

Unempoyed
I would just like to know how I could be unemployed for 6 months now sending my resume everywhere and not get a bite? My brother is unemployed for 2 days and get a job in the court house as a translator mind you he is a felon. I on the other hand have a clean criminal background. I have skills... I can type and knowledgeable with Microsoft office and can translate as well. I Don't know what's wrong. I have worked for the same compny for 5 years when I was let go.

Jokes/misc.
SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! A doctor and his wife were having a big argument at breakfast. "You aren't so good in bed either!" he shouted and stormed off to work. By midmorning, he decided he'd better make amends and phoned home. After many rings, his wife picked up the phone. What took you so long to answer?" "I was in bed." "What were you doing in bed this late?" "Getting a second opinion." Kris walks into his bedroom with a sheep under his arm and says: "Darling, this is the pig I have sex with when you have a headache." His girlfriend is lying in bed and replies: "I think you'll find that's a sheep, you idiot." The man says: "I think you'll find I wasn't talking to you." SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Women's Love Poem; Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainful

If U Dare
1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 26. Who would be in control? 27. Would you pull my hair? 28. Would you let me pull yours? 29.

30 Years
in my last 30 years ive been a jerk or worse..granted ive had a lot of fun in my younger years..the parties the tokein the friends... the GURRLS...in my last 30 years ive thought i found tru love at times but was wrong EVERY single time......except once... the most recent one..shes given me the best times of my life.. and the worlds most PERFECT lil boy..but what do ya expect a perfect child from a perfect lady...but in the end of my last 30 years.. my jerk half has shown BRIGHT and im not proud of that...my last 30 years has not bed somethin to brag of with the exception of them coming into my life..and with how ive acted .. IM NOT PROUD OF MY LAST 30 YEARS..... my next 30 years is gonna be spent TRYING to make up for my ways... trying to be the best father and husband i can be..cause my son deserves NOTHING less than the BEST...same goes for my wife.. they deserve the best cause they are the best..and in my nxt 30 years i know ill NEVER be able to give them HALF of what they dese

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? asshole 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? dont know 8. Your favorite drink? dr.pepper 9. Your dream/goal? money 10. The room you're in? dining room 11. Music? R&b 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? With money 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? pissed 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? salem 19. The last thing you did? clean 20. What are you wearing? night clothes 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? kitty's 23. Your computer? homemade 24. Your life? ok 25. Yo

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Pocket 2. Your significant other? lonely 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? lost 5. Your father? caring 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? killing 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? life 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? ship 15. What you're not? lonely 16. Muffins? cholate 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? TN 19. The last thing you did? UH 20. What are you wearing? Boxers 21. TV? No 22. Your pets? Fish 23. Your computer? desktop 24. Your life? screwed 25. Your mood? choas 26. Missing s

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Side 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? Larua 5. Your father? Charles 6. Your favorite thing? Truck 7. Your dream last night? never 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Texas 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? coffee 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? hardly 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? Hp 24. Your life? quiet 25. Your mood? tolerable 26. Missin

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? table 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? Linda 5. Your father? Jerry 6. Your favorite thing? Lexus 7. Your dream last night? didn't 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Texas 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? fake 16. Muffins? cranberry 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Kansas 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? robe 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? Hp 24. Your life? busy 25. Your mood? focused 26. Missing

My Regular Musings...
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. GIRLS try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. GROWN WOMEN know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. GIRLS fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. GROWN WOMEN say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth. GIRLS make you come. GROWN WOMEN make you come home. GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special -- and goes to kick it with her own friends! GIRLS get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it. GROWN

I Love Being A Grandma
On Saturday, August 23rd-2008....My Oldest Son Was Deployed To Afghanistan And The Hardest Part As A Parent Is Knowing You Can't Do Anything About It Except Support Them And Pray For Them. So Please Don't Forget To Support Our Troops And Realize What They Are Doing For Our Country And Pray For Their Safe Return Home. Thank You..... I Am Proud To Announce That On Tuesday, November 11-2008 (Veterans Day) At 7:30pm...Jacb Paul Alexander Came Into This World At 7lbs 13oz And 21 Inches Long... And I Became A New Grandma. He's The Best Blessing And Addition To Our Family!! I Am Also Very Proud Of Stephen And Nina For Getting Through This Rough Time And Bringing This Miracle Into Our Lives. I Love You Both And Jacob Very Much!!

Darkness
Yes it came from the depths places people will not dare tread People who hunt, who have no morals but it crept up clawing through the ground upwards, nails clawed through he earth, the leaves Finally light, the moon high in the sky Now free in the land of men he creeps, looking smelling things so different to decay Flowers, plants, trees everything alive leaves blow in a breeze, trickling of water in the distance He stops, a wolf, big strong and red leaps over him and races off into the trees The wolf has no fear, strong in heart, strong in itself He follows knowing this could be his match he is a hunter, he has to hunt the smell of the wolf is in the air easy to follow, he moves fast the scent leads him to the water where he stops looking He knows that the wolf has heard him follow, that the wolf is leading him there he gazes around, the moon on the water, like a pool with a stream running off a sheer rock raising up into the mountain water cascading down shatt

Water
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine . . . And those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in Water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, Scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at The end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia Coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. (that's over 2 pounds). However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine &beer (or tequila, rum, Whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification Process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water And be full of shit . There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as A public service .

My Life As A Bartender
Bartenders do not know every drink there is....especially when customers make up their own names for an otherwise popular cocktail Stop being a conusure...if you want grey goose but we only have Kettle one stop with the long drawn out deciction....its the same stuff especially when you want it with oj and other stuff. Let the bartender do his thing...We don't need you jumping the gun, correcting us before were done...we know the order to make your drink...you will get your napkin..yes I know it gets a cherry...and yes I will wipe the bar area for you....I'm not done yet! When you sit down in front of me and you see I am making seven drinks and I say I will be with you in a second... I dont want to here the preview or the type or how to get ready to make your drink or what your friend will have...I will be with you in a second! Dont order your first ever Cosmo and say its too strong....A cosmo is almost all liquer! I dont care what other bartenders do for you. If a

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First Blog
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? what 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? sleeping 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? SEX 7. Your dream last night? nightmare 8. Your favorite drink? stoli 9. Your dream/goal? success 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? love 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? SKINNY 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? RI 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? dead 23. Your computer? awesome 24. Your life? mess 25. Your mood? hopeful 26. Missing so

Best Rap Salute A Fu Bar First
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Suggestive Seller
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Injection Of You
Piss on piss, piss on kiss It's a simple math that on this Spit on spit, take this hit I'll make you a deal, you give and you get My desire, your flesh on fire Put me out; I'm not tired Greed on greed, the more I need Lie to your body, pretend to breed. You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you I feel like a child, naked and wild, Your body's my playground where pure is defiled Sweat on sweat, the more I get, jump in the fire This ain't over yet. I can quit any time I want to You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you Burn you down tie me off for an injection of you. of you.

How The Hell
HOW THE HELL CAN SOMEONE TRY TO JUDGE U AND TELL U WHAT KIND OF PARENT U R JUST BECAUSE U SMOKE??? THERE ARE ALOT WORSE THINGS A PARENT CAN DO THAN SMOKE!!! SAY I DON'T PUT MY KIDS FIRST.....IF U AIN'T WALKED 10 MINS IN MY SHOES DON'T JUDGE!! NOBODY IS PERFECT! MY KIDS R MY LIFE...THEY R THE REASON I WAKE UP EVERYDAY!! SATIN AND ATLANTA R MY WORLD AND I AM A GREAT MOTHER NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS!!

Just Use One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Table 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? Mary 5. Your father?Thurman 6. Your favorite thing? Private 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Slurpee 9. Your dream/goal? Unavailable 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? most 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Somewhere 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? Normal 16. Muffins? Chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? Private 18. Where you grew up? Carthage 19. The last thing you did? Shop 20. What are you wearing? Jammies 21. TV? Sometimes 22. Your pets? Cat 23. Your computer? PC 24. Your life? Mine 25. Your mood? Ha

Twas The Night Before Christmas....adult Version
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Mom in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon was so bright that it lit up the yard, The place was a mess, something hit it real hard. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a crooked old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Fuckin' slow dow

The Spoiled Under-30 Crowd!!!
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill...barefoot... BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda. And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and Look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!! There was no em

If You Taste It... Don't Waste It!!
Ok fellas and gurlie girls... I need some feedback... and this is Serious! I've been dared to ask (like I needed to be dared, right? ) I have read and heard all the stories about what guys should or shouldn't eat or drink to make their cum taste TASTIE... and for the most part... those stories have been proven Oh Soooo True! BUT... (there is ALWAYS a BUT, right?).... Is there anything that your woman should or should not eat or drink to make her more TASTIE for dessert?

Love Quotes
Favorite Love Quotes #1 Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. Favorite Love Quotes #2 At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. Favorite Love Quotes #3 Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. Favorite Love Quotes #4 If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. Favorite Love Quotes #5 Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence. Favorite Love Quotes #6 Love is a friendship set to music. Favorite Love Quotes #7 True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked. Favorite Love Quotes #8 Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination. Favorite Love Quotes #9 They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There

The One Word Blog
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? CHARGING 2. Your significant other? ROBERTO 3. Your hair? THINNNG 4. Your mother? LUCILLA 5. Your father? RAMON 6. Your favorite thing? FOOD 7. Your dream last night? WEIRD 8. Your favorite drink? POP 9. Your dream/goal? LIFE 10. The room you're in? DINNING 11. Music? NONE 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? LOVED 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? CHEERFUL 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? PEACE 18. Where you grew up? TEXAS 19. The last thing you did? SHOPPED 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? NO 22. Your pets? DOG 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? SATISFYING 25. Your mood? BLAH 26

My Rants...
Now let me just say first that I like tattoos if they are done well and don't just look like a blob of ink. That having been said, what's with all the ugly boob tattoos on this site? A big black tattoo on top of your boob that looks like it was done by a nearsighted drunk with shaky hands is not hot ladies. So please give it a little thought before you choose to get inked. When you're 80 you'll thank me. :)

Horoscope For 12/8 Virgo
The Three of Swords card suggests that dwelling on past pain, heartbreak or loss leaves you vulnerable to further attack or reopens old wounds. It can ultimately consume you, particularly if it is your own heart that has betrayed you. Thoughts of getting even will make things worse. Taking each betrayal or loss too personally becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy so that when you do finally let down your guard and trust again, you find yourself embroiled in the same emotional drama you vowed to avoid. Being on the defensive or carrying a chip on your shoulder practically ensures tension or wounded pride and your self-esteem may suffer as a result. Certain loss is irrevocable. The ensuing crisis can be a turning point for your relationship or love life, but only if you are willing to let go and take a chance. for Tuesday, December 9: You're feeling pretty communicative right now and it's a very good time for you to talk up your latest bright idea. Even your most skeptical supervisor

My Hair!!!
Ok Here we go... i have a set of pictures of my hair... I just want top let everyone know why the hell myy hair is looking like shit... lmao ok well me and my friend were bored as hell and decided to let our hair grow. The thing is that i hate my hair long, i have a bad hair line and it really bothers me. He has had braids so he doesnt care. well the thing is that we have decided to put up a wager, whoever cuts it first has to buy the other a xbox game. I was cool with the whole thing until he put the rule of not being able to get shape ups. SO i threw in the rule of no styling products... we both look like fools but f$^k it it is something to do... the purpose of this blog is to just inform everybody y the hell my hair looks like shit lol...

Weathering The Coming Financial Storm
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Random
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? cute 4. Your mother? creepy 5. Your father? Pain 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? None 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Need 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Louisianna 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Skinny 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Hickville 19. The last thing you did? giggled 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? Bubba 23. Your computer? multiple 24. Your life? whatever 25. Yo

Random Stuff
I have no idea why, but I've been inspired by some unknown force...*looks to the sky* Thank you Anyways, this is only part of the new song I am writing. I will post updates as often as possible. ***Remember these lyrics are not yet complete, please do not pass judgment yet. The Void Within written by VampyreRaven A veteran of sorrow, Visions of no tomrrow -chorus- x2 The void within (killing me slowly) The void within (killing me coldly) The void within -end chorus- **This is not the finished product, but more of a rough draft of the finished product. Place jugdment as you see fit. After all, every writer has gotten help from others. :) ** The Void Within written by Cy-Blood A veteran of sorrow, Visions of no tomrrow Just a shell of a man, No emotion, No devotion, Sitting alone in his empty room The void within (killing him slowly) The void within x2 (killing him coldly) The void within A fallen angel be

Muslum
Suicidal Muslims... Everyone seems to be wondering why Muslim terrorists are so quick to commit suicide. Let's see now... No Jesus No Christmas No television No cheerleaders No Nude Women No car races No football No soccer No pork BBQ No hot dogs No burgers No chocolate chip cookies No lobster No nachos No Beer nuts No Beer !!!!!!!! Rags for clothes and towels for hats. Constant wailing from the guy next-door because he's sick and there are no doctors. Constant wailing from the guy in the tower. More than one wife. You can't shave. Your wives can't shave. You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey cooked over burning camel dung. Your bride is picked by someone else. She smells just like your donkey. Then they tell you that when you die it all gets better! I mean, really, is there a mystery here?

My Christmas Is Like...
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

Which One Are You?
Bulletin: SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not reposT THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. *7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. *7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The perfect one (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very

My New Home
Come join me in my new lounge and become a part of the family,its new and exciting and has great potential to be the best lounge on fubar http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63601...go to the link and join and tell them Dragon Slayer sent you...THANKS

Kinky Love Story
My wife and I have been married for two years. Like most Indian women Anu is rather prudish and shy in bed. It took me months before I persuaded her to give me a blowjob and even longer to get her to agree to unique sexual positions. Despite this I had always had the feeling that deep down she was a very horny, kinky girl who was dying to unleash her naughty side. Sure enough, as we got comfortable with each other’s bodies she started to get more adventurous. At my pleading she would often wear revealing outfits in public that would display her large breasts and firmly shaped ass. She also enjoyed fucking in many positions while being videotaped for our personal porno collection. She would even voluntarily suck my cock and seemed to enjoy swallowing my cum. Yet none of this shocked or surprised me quite the way that my most recent birthday present did. As a sign on her new found kinkiness she hired a hooker for me on my birthday. What was surprising was not that she let m

You've Been Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? noone 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? sick 6. Your favorite thing? tranquility 7. Your dream last night? vivid 8. Your favorite drink? sunkist 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? varied 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alabama 14. Where were you last night? babysitting 15. What you're not? settled 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? house 18. Where you grew up? Home 19. The last thing you did? read 20. What are you wearing? slippers 21. TV? rarely 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your compute

Gods Forsaken Radio ...
Dear Family and Friends You are now entering the fallout area of Ground Zero’s Getaway! That’s right, Ground Zero is hosting Gods Forsaken Radio’s 1st Annual Fan Cruise on Royal Caribbean’s Enchantment of the Seas, departing on Sept 19th, 2009!. You can join your host, Ground Zero along with some of your favorite DJ’s from GFR on a 5 night Western Caribbean cruise out of Ft Lauderdale, FL. We’ll tear through Grand Cayman (yes we will stop off in Hell) and Cozumel, Mexico, like a hurricane - leaving our mark on these islands! Come party with Gods Forsaken Radio – the internet’s fastest growing radio station! Ever want to see a Demon in a bikini? Do Socks’ socks always match? Is the Sex Pretzel salted? Does Sadistic Dragon ever shut up??? This is your opportunity to not only meet Ground Zero and some of the staff from GFR, but it’s also a great way to meet fellow listeners who you chat with every day – and oh yeah, it’s on a cruise ship! We’re holding a block of cabins for our gro

Bringing Truth And Justice To Fubar
This poor idiot and his group thinks hes doing fubar justice by being a asshole. Like there isn't enough of them on here. Please go show him some love..because I don't think he got enough as a child...btw..read his page.. for good laughs! rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar

Cause Nemowolf Did It....
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? infront 2. Your significant other? dreams 3. Your hair? Adorable 4. Your mother? Alive 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? Good 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? LOTS 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? ALL 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Peaceful 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Materialistic 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Serenity 18. Where you grew up? Indiana 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Movies 22. Your pets? Cat 23. Your computer? Desktop 24. Your life? Good 25. Your mood?

Taurus Male (me) All About Me
The Taurus Man: Practical and good-natured...with a decidedly stubborn streak...the man ruled by Taurus does possess a temper. It is slow to rise but when it does, sparks are sure to fly. He is a persistent sweetheart, a steadfast and loving mate and a marvellous father. The Taurus male likes a job where there is an end product...a definite purpose in view and a profit in which he can share. His sense of humor is the kind that appreciates his own jokes but often fails to appreciate the jokes of others. Still, this is one of the nicest men to be found in the Zodiac and he can be extremely lovable. He is not particularly skillful at telling a loved one how he feels, preferring instead to show his affection in the things that he does and provided he is coaxed rather than driven, this man will be relatively easy to manage. The attitude toward romantic interludes here is somewhat reticent. He will never be the most passionate of males, but he is certainly deeper than he allows others to

Its My Birthday...but Still Feels The Same..lol
i am jus happy today for no apparent reason even though it is my birthday but that aint it. it only made me a year older..lol..i am jus happy my family could make it to my wedding. that is what made me happy and for the ppl who didnt..well i dont kno what to say for that i jus wish everyone could be as happy as i am right now. well that is all i wanted to say. nite all

You Gotta Buy Me
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Non Blog Blogs . . .
the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . . . .

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Gone 2. Your significant other? Ozzfanatic2 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Busy 5. Your father? Crazy 6. Your favorite thing? Kidz 7. Your dream last night? Forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? Sundrop 9. Your dream/goal? Trike 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? WYKD 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Healthy 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Selfish 16. Muffins? Strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? Clock 18. Where you grew up? Carolina 19. The last thing you did? Cook 20. What are you wearing? Jeans 21. TV? "HOUSE" 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Old 24. Your life? Improving 25. Your mood

Song By Trapt
"Ready When You Are" Are you having trouble keeping up Seeing this thing through I want to know who you're running from Me or you You're too confused to open up Feel the way I do I want to know who you're thinking of cause I really have no clue [bridge] Another game of charades Don't you know everybody plays I don't want to lose to you that way Maybe we'll be different this time around Maybe we'll be different I don't know Don't want to strangle this, so I'm holding back for now [chorus] Calm down don't take it too far I know only time can heal scars So I'm ready when you are When you are I'm ready when you are (Tied down) Don't want any false starts I can do without the time apart So I'm ready when you are When you are I'm ready when you are Are you having trouble keeping up You know that I will wait I wonder if it's good enough To make you stay You're too confused to open up You don't know what to say Well you can tell me if you think it's love I won't

Perhaps
Perhaps love is, a state of mind Or a feeling deep within That grows and blooms most every day For the joy that it can bring Perhaps love is, so fleeting Like the blinking of an eye One minute it is with us Then the next, it passes by Perhaps love is, so many things That we cannot contemplate Like pure and raw emotions Or our destiny and fate Perhaps love is, most everything That causes us to crave For things that cannot ever be From the cradle to the grave Perhaps love is, the unison Of two people who are one Entwined in each and every way From dawn till setting sun Perhaps love is, the tie that binds Through life and death as well To meet again beyond the grave Be it heaven, be it hell Perhaps love will, find us one day So true without deceit And make us feel that we are whole Then set our hearts to beat Perhaps love can, give reason to Believe in destiny And someday soon, there will be love For you, as well as me

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? invalid 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? Nightmare 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? Thinner 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Latin 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Healthy 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? dishonest 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Rogue 18. Where you grew up? Massachusetts 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? jammies 21. TV? "CSI" 22. Your pets? RABBIT 23. Your computer? SLOW 24. Your life? Crazy 25. Your

Love After Love
I find it amusing that women and I guess men alike sell there self's on the net. I am sure that some might need to see others naked over the net to pass there time but think about it. We r on the internet do you really have to pay for it. lol It all starts with some casual conversation and showing a brief interest then comes the proposition. Something like hey baby u want to see more of me. Oh good times! Sex does sell and it is a lucrative business but I stand firm and I wonder if most do as well with this belief. Why do people pay for something that can be given freely? I just watched a truly prolific movie, one that intrigued my mind and touched my heart. Typically I am not a man who shares so openly with all of the world but I was moved to this passage. For all who have seen the movie P.S. I Love You then maybe you might be able to share in the experience. If not I will give a brief synopsis that serves this feature no justice. This is a flick about a woman that loses the man she

On Thin Ice..poem
remembering the past.. wishing it would last wanting to go back and make it like it was.. yet all i ever hear is "just because" knowin the truth hurts day in and day out im constantly cryin my eyes out if only you knew whats realy goin on if only you knew how i feel when i hear these songs they remind me of how it was they remind me of what kind of fool i was they make me realise im not the person i thought i was im ready to be a better peroson tell me how to be a better person make me a better man make me belive that i still can be the lover i was meant to be if not anyone do it for me.. someone once said "things will only get worse before they get better, but they will get better" things have gotten so worse i hope they'll get better.. a poetic mind speaks what normal words cant say.. a poetic mind shows what someone goes through day by day a poetic mind is full of truth and emotion a poetic mind shows so much devotion a poetic mind can say what he has been tr

2 Much???
Why is it so hard to find what your looking for... all i have wanted is a family, sure i have my two daughters, and some would say that a family, but it's not complete, idk maybe I'm looking for too much, or just expect to find too much, I'm a guy that hates to clean (long childhood story behind that) but i am starting to think i am a little to old fashion and that what i am looking for is just too much to ask, so here is the start: I'm looking for that girl that enjoys just spending time with her man no matter what it is that they are doing, doesn't wanna party all the time, isn't always drinking or smoking weed (social drinking is ok), has enough respect for her man to check b4 making plans, doesn't mind dishes & picking up around the house, Likes dogs, realizes there is a difference between being a role model/friend to my daughters and being just there friend to try and make sure they like you, someone who understands the way i view my 'family', and that fact that

In My Dreams
I've yearned to feel your touch, That I've felt a thousand times in my dreams, Your face is always a blur, But yet I see your eyes gaze upon me, Your words whisper softly to me, Yet I don't understand a word, Come from my dreams, And stand before me, I want to feel your touch for real, I want to see your face, Just to caress it with my fingertips, To feel your gaze upon me, Will be a dream come true, I stand before you, Always with open arms, Just so I can wrap you within my embrace, You are tall, dark and handsome, You are all I've ever wanted, Only if I could pull you from my dreams, I would keep you forever.

Santini Career History
Steve Santini has single handedly revolutionized the image and accomplishments of the contemporary professional escape artist. Taking escapology out of it’s “Dark Ages”, Santini crafted a unique performing style and props that are a look forward into the future of the art all the while creating a visceral and extremely intense psychological experience for modern audiences craving “reality” over fantasy. There is no “magic” or “illusion” to be found in the work of Santini. In fact, he strongly believes that such elements have no place at all in the art of escape. What he does is real, impassioned, and without equal. HISTORY 2008- Work begins on an original extreme escape television series starring Santini 2008- Became a consultant to the National Museum of Crime and Punishment in Washington, D.C., USA. Besides lending the museum many authentic vintage restraints and ancient punishment devices from his personal collection Santini also did pre recorded voice work for the Med

Proud To Be Yours
When you hold me in your arms, I get a sensation, I never thought I could feel, When you look into my eyes, I see the love from within your heart, When you kiss me, I feel the passion burn within, That's what makes me proud to be yours. When we took those vows oh so long ago, I meant it forever, Every time we make love, I feel like I'm floating on air, When you look at me that special way, I can't help but smile, That's what makes me proud to be yours. When we talk of having a family, If feel a joy I can't explain, When you first said I love you to me, All I could do is smile, And say I love you too, Whenever I need a shoulder to lean on, You are always there, That's what makes me proud to be yours. When the world around us seems bleak & afar, You are always strong and reassuring, Whenever I need a listening ear, You are always willing to lend one, Whenever I'm sad and blue, You always find away to make me smile, That's what makes me proud to be yo

If Not Sure Don't Say !!
Never say " I love you " if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruellest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her all fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways....

I Love A Man That Moans
Men who moan and why I love them I just love a man who moans during sex. I am not talking about making so much noise the neighbors call the cops or howling like dog, just that low guttural sound that is only made when he is feeling good...real good. To see a nicely shaved man stroke a very hard cock while moaning with pleasure is a definite turn on! Seeing his fingers slide up and down the hard shaft, hearing his moans as he stokes and then seeing him explode just turns me the fuck on. The only thing better than that is to be laying between a mans legs with his smooth balls in my left hand, the base of his dick in my right hand and my warm, wet mouth covering his hard shaft. Sliding my mouth up and down and teasing the head with my tongue is the absolute best when I can hear those guttural sounds increase to the point of orgasm. I know that I am doing something right and can judge my speed and pressure just by listening to his moans. That is precisely why having a steady love

Thanks To Everyone!
Thank you everyone for the comments and insight on the mumm I posted yesterday. I deleted it...but everyone was very helpful. I was surprised that I only had a few smart ass responses...but thank you again. I was the one deciding on whether or not I should get my daughter the scooter she wants because money is so tight these days. Well I'm going to search everywhere to get it, and hopefully I'm not too late. One thing though, someone mentioned about me waiting till the last minute, and I didn't. My daughter just decided she wanted a few weeks ago, and this Monday is the first pay I will have a little extra money. But thank you for being serious and helpful. Don't forget swing by my page..rate/fan/add/ me...I'll do the same for you.

Rach_0726@ Fubar
One fine day in the middle of the night Two dead boys got up to fight. Back to back they faced each other Drew their swords and shot each other One was blind and the other couldn't see So they chose a dummy for a referee A blind man went to see fair play A dumb man went to shout "hooray!" A paralyzed donkey passing by Kicked the blind man in the eye Knocked him through a 9 inch wall Into a dry ditch and drowned them all A deaf policeman heard the noise And came to arrest those 2 dead boys If you don't believe this story's true Ask the blind man, he saw it, too! rach_0726@ fubar

Hrothgar My Hubbie
Va brought home hubbie. He will be in a lot of pain and discomfort for many months. Slow healing process so he not out of the woods as of yet. I am just glad to have him home so I can care for him, some of the things he wanted me to do while at the hospital don't think I was suppose to do but did anyways only cause the nurse okay it. Monday will be a busy one for me with exam in class and have to get phone calls done plus start paper work for him. At lease this time he does have medication so I got the med sheet started on those so we know when he needs to take them. Espeically the ones for pain that way we can stay on top of the pain before it gets to the point of not helping like its suppose to. Don't take this wrong but think he just did this to keep me on my toes regarding my nurse training. But I know he really didn't want this to happen. Well can't think of anything else. Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts. me Okay as you all read they said they were goi

Blogs Of Jason
Final Draft Genuine by Jason W. Roberts December 10, 2008 A crash through the snow, A slip on the ice, O’ how I pray, For a winter day that’s nice, Grabbing some presents, And also stocking stuffings, For those little kids, Who would treat it as nothing, Keeping my dates, Watching my time, But that thing on my list, It just slipped my mind, The traffic is snarled, The lines are jammed, I’m late for work twice, I’m going to get slammed, Extra party snacks, Even more cake flour, Had no time yesterday, Thank God for stores 24 hours, Candy canes, And Mistletoe, What else we need, How should I know, The lights are strung, But the bulbs are blown, I ask my helper to help, She snaps “get your own”, I told her to pipe down, She yells, “talk to me right,” I clinched my fist, She grabbed a knife, I walked off in a rush, She screamed in anger, A solid jab to the wall, Knocking off our family picture, Exceeding frustrations, Needing t

This Virgin's In Her First Auction
OH MY GOD.....OK SO I'M GONNA GET MYSELF DEVIRGINIZED IN DADDY'S PLAYPEN TONIGHT...WAHOOOOOO.....LOL....I'M GONNA GO INTO MY FIRST AUCTION.....SO HERE IS THE DEAL..... OFFERING: BIG PIMPIN GIFT OF MY CHOICE RATE ALL PICS ALL STASH SFW SALUTE KEEP YOU SHITFACED FOR THE WEEK AND A SFW SALUTE JUST FOR YOU!!! AND I WILL PIMP UR PAGE OUT ON MY PAGE WITH UR NAME IN MY NAME AS WELL!!!! I WILL SEND OUT THE LINK LATER IF ANYONES INTERESTED SB ME AND I WILL LINK U TO THE LOUNGE TONIGHT WHEN DOUG OPENS IT.... BRING UR BUCKS .......LOL....

Behind The Lion's Eyes
We all have missing pieces. Some are bigger then others. Some are missing a word, some a sentence but some of us, the worst off of us are missing whole chapters. Our stories are long and our bindings are worn and battered. And from our pages we have had parts ripped. Sometimes it's been our choice. Sometimes you have to erase a chapter. And sometimes after you tear pages out you have to collect them up and file them back in. But the most heart rending is when something is taken from you. Something that you never wanted to give up. We all have missing pieces. There is a huge whole in my Pride. In my Pack. In my family. Ultimately, in my heart. A child that isn't even mine. I'm heart sick and lost. There is NOTHING I can do. I have never felt so helpless. I can't even be a comfort to his distraught and anguished father. I feel so totally useless... We bleed together and die alone. Betty Page passed away on thursday at the age of 85. I'm heart broken. I guess once I get my

An All Time Low For The State Of Illinois And It's Government!
This stranger-than-fiction election year just absolutely refuses to die. Curious what people are referring to when they say "Chicago Politics?" Well,looks like we are about to get a healthy dose, and then some. You may have already heard that Tuesday morning December 9,2008 Chicago Governor Rod Blagojevich (bluh-GOY-uh-vich)(the 4th Illinois Governor to be brought up on criminal charges) was arrested on corruption charges for possibly trying to sell Barack Obama's vacant Senate seat (and people here are freaking out cause our awesome Governor might give it to a Kennedy). He has been accused of conspiring to get financial benefits through his ability to appoint the person to replace President-elect Barack Obama in the U.S. Senate. Apparently Blagojevich is on tape saying "Unless I get something real good s***, I'll just send myself, you know what I'm saying [a Senate seat] is a f***ing valuable thing, you just don't give it away for nothing." Which, you know, is probably true in ever

Contest!!!
CALLING ALL LADIESSSSSSS!!!! I'M HOLDING MY FIRST CONTEST AND IT'S ON BOOBS!! THINK YOU HAVE THE PERFECT BOOBS!!! 1st PLACE GETS 1M in fubux....2nd PLACE GETS 500K in fubux....and 3rd place gets 250K in Fubux. RULES: 1. MOST RATES WIN 2. NO BASHING ON CONTESTANTS 3. I WILL HAVE A JUDGE WITH ME HELPING ME...THANKS BANE! sooooo.... IS THAT YOU? IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR PIC LINK BY CLICKING ON THE PICTURE BELOW. HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU! βяїαи~Мαиαĝĕя@ĦұdAwAy~@ fubar (repost of original by 'βяїαи~Мαиαĝĕя@ĦұdAwAy~' on '2008-12-10 10:39:35') (repost of original by 'βαиэ*The Man In The Shadows*Owned By Jessa*' on '2008-12-10 10:43:20')

My Gay Friend Daniel
This is my very good and very gay friend Daniel. I soooooooooo love this guy. I counted down the days till he turned 18 cause I wanna molest him. Is that strange I wanna molest a gay guy? He loves to dance and is very good at it. This is a video of him being the adorable guy I love so much.

Bullshit
i'm so effing pissed right now. My brother entered into a relationship with my best friend two years ago...i tried to tell them both...not a good idea...and i was really uncomfortable being put in the middle considering i knew them both so well. she is controlling and thinks her shit don't stink...she is a taker and never a giver in relationships. He is weak minded and has a low self esteem... they break up every couple of months. and for the most part the only time i hear from either of them is when they do break up. they have their relationship set up to where they are completely dependant on each other, no friends, no family...no nothing. so every once in a while one of them start feeling like they need more...and they strike up a friendship with someone...instantly the other accuses them of cheating. so now they are having a baby...happy time right? now today...his girlfriend/my bestie calls me...she is mad because my brother told her that he started talking with

Wisdom
If it's SOOO crazy for someone to turn me down, WHERE THE HELL are they hiding the NORMAL people?! I hear that shit WAY TOO fucking often for my own good, and I'm sick and tired of it. DON'T fucking patronize me with your bullshit. Don't sugarcoat everything that you type to me. JUST BECAUSE I'm relatively good looking, Doesn't mean you have to be a lying asshole and patronize me with meaningless compliments. I might be a sensitive kinda guy, But I assure you, your opinion ISN'T going to hurt my feelings. So basically quit fucking telling me that "it's crazy for women to turn me down", and shit like that. If you GENUINELY like me, SAY SOMETHING. If you are just trying to "be nice to me for whatever sick reason you have", DON'T BOTHER. BE REAL. BE YOURSELF. Just don't be a moron about it. (please?) To be one of the remaining few left in the world, who lived the entirity of the 20th century, and made it to the next. Those remaining few who have witnessed

Chocolate Chip Cookies
Spinning winding circles that we cannot fathom. Throw it away and wait patiently as it descends. Follow the leader, follow this leader, stand up straight and hand this over to me. Open to receive, yet closed to new ideas, beginnings, and answers to questions we have yet to ask ourselves.It's alright if its not understood. The skin we wrap ourselves in is of our own making. So you are again?

A Masters Responsibility.
I have been thinking about what it means to be in a bd/sm relationship and I have realized that it requires a great deal of commitment and responsibility. First of all, you must truely care about your submissive for it to work. There are "doormats" out there who will be whores and if thats what you want thats fine. That is not a bd/sm relationship though. As a master, you mut put your sub above all others. And as a sub, she must earn the right to be above all others. The thing I have come to realize is that you must be willing to provide every need your sub may have. Love, guidence, discipline, shelter, etc. The list goes on and on. In return, your sub must be willing to devote all her thoughts and energy into making you happy. She does this happily because she loves and trusts you and has no fear of you doing anything that would hurt her. She accepts your guidence and teachings because she knows you are only making her stronger, and her devotion to you stronger as we

What Has Happened?
I am just curious if other people are experiencing the same problem I am. Seems like back in the day people would check you out, rate a bunch of your pics then add you. Now I am lucky if they even rate my profile pic. What gives?

Poet
i found someone with a dirty hobby and it involved my knobby although the horse gives some grind i think you might find that hat wearing vixens need fixin cowgirls need spanking too its twoo....its twoo....its twoo the smell of moist skin intersecting with olive scent the feel of the smooth neck rough branches dragging across it a granular whitewashed wall supports the pressure of the back and the front is penetrated while all heaven engulfs time, space, smell, touch

A Day
Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table,and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke I'd been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I need to push the Coke aside so tha

Oh Come On You Know You Want To
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what your friends answers will be.

Stone Sour
I don't know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight My muscles feel like a melee My body's curled in a U-shape I put on my best but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies and promises Saving my place as life forgets Maybe its time I saw the world I'm only here for a while But patience is not my style And I'm so tired that I gotta go What am I supposed to hide now? What am I suppose to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through Tell me I should stick around for you Tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go I get to go home in one week But I leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with my family I'm re

Numbers
I am hating the number thing in my family and friends. People seem to take it personal so I am removing the numbers except for one and that would be Jacqui. She and I have mushed boobs just so ya know. If this is an issue for you...I don't know what to tell ya. I have too much happening at home to worry about numbers on my friends here. If your really a friend you won't care where you are. :)

Can I Borrow $25 Dollars???
I FOUND THIS ON LADY VICTORIAS PAGE. PLEASE DNT BE AFRAID TO PAY IT FORWARD! THANK YOU SISSY! LUVZ YA! A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door. SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?' DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man. SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly we

Shay's World
Passion boils behind her eyes Her hips have a gentle sway There’s torment of seduction In every word she will say Her more than ample bosom Spills from her strapless dress Framed by auburn locks of hair Inviting every mans’ caress When she walks into the room No man can help but stare A vixen walks among them She’s the goddess with red hair Taunting in a southern drawl With just a hint of teasing She’s carefully constructing Every word she says, as pleasing Women stare with jealous eyes Their husbands spilling drool This wicked witch has cast a spell That proves every man a fool She looks out at her sisters feeling deeply their disgust Wishing she could give to them This curse she knows as lust You told me you loved me. But then you walked out of my life. You were like a lifeline. Go ahead, pick it up. But the line is already dead. You said you wouldn't turn your back on me. But where are you now? You walked out of the

Stories Are Nice.
dear child, o child now why do you weep? all this dust an soil all over your feet.. the tears you shed an riddled with guilt.. dear child, dear child, you grit your teeth.. o sir, please sir, leave me be.. for i have sinned a horrid feat.. no blessing will cure or rebuke such foul.. dear sir, dear sir, ignore i, the child.. o hush, my angel, there is no great sin.. but wipe your mind, an fix your ring.. pick up your heart, an let it breath.. dear child, dear child, let me see.. o sir, this thing will never be passed.. my act of hate my act of furry.. this night will scar my deeply.. dear sir, you will regret such wish.. an angel of god, so pure an clean.. whats the most could you have bring.. nothing but forgiveness lingers away.. dear child, i lend my ear, now please say.. o sir, i have harmed her deep in her sleep.. slit her throat an watched her bleed.. the sight was gruesome yet lovely to.. dear sir, dear sir, can you still bare?? the scream of f

Deleting Days
Nothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger. "I love you" and doubt enters in "I won't hurt you" hate subsides "I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger. Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery? Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again. Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her. Her a

Rave Party
OK PEOPLE< PEORIA IL IS HOLD ITS ANNUAL RAVE PARTY ON SATURDAY DEC 20TH AND EVERYBODY IS WELCOME...FOL IS HOSTING THIS PARTY AT THE HUB BALLROOM AT 2708 W EDELSTEIN IL IF U NEED MORE INFO >>I HAVE FLYERS..PLZ TELL ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS TO COME IF POSSIBLE.. WE WILL BE HAVING THE HOTTEST DJS FROM ALL AROUND..U READY TO DANCE ALL NIGHT FROM 8PM-8AM?? I DONT THINK U R WITH THIS DJ LINE UP ..WE WILL HAVE DJ BUDDHA FROM QUAD CITIES DJ VAMP FROM BLOOMINGTON IL DJ SPINNER FROM PEORIA IL DJ FRITZ FROM WYOMING IL DJ MIKE LOKI FROM NEW YORK CITY DJ JC DISCO AND ANGEL EYES FROM MADISON WI DJ SOLO FROM QUAD CITIES DJ BIRDY FROM BLOOMINGTON IL AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST...DJ BUCK FROM EARTH THIS PARTY WILL JUMP OFF AT 8PM....PLZ KEEP IN MIND U HAVE TO BE 18+ TO GET IN AND 21 TO DRINK..WE WILL HAVE DRINK SPECIALS RUNNING ALL NIGHT LONG..$20 AT THE DORR OR U CAN BRING A CANNED FOOD AND GET IN FOR $15 LIKE I SAID..I HAVE FLYERS AND I WILL TRY AND POST THEM ON HERE ..TH

Sadness And Pain
I don't mean to sound whiney or bitchy or anything but here goes. A few months back i was dumped over a mistake that has also caused me to lose my best friend. I also have been bed ridden and stuck at home thanks to a lack of funds, a vehicle and surgery. on top of this everyone i know has piled their problems on top of mine and im close to the edge. every day i just wanna sleep and sleep and not wake up. sometimes i wonder why i even did. all i seem to feel is pain and hurt and i can't trust people. cause all that seems to happen is i end up getting shafted when i need them. my only solace seems to be in books and playing games. for a brief time i can escape reality for a little while. I know you will say there are those that have it worse. and that im being selfish or whatever. but when you spend your time helping or trying to help everyone around you and they turn their backs on you.. then whose there to think of you? so yes im being selfish and thinking of myself..eventhough right

Hospital
as some of you may know my left hand is still fucked but its still very weak have not got all my strength in it yet and its still numb and it hurts tomorrow iam going for a image test its a never test so hopefully i no what the hell is going on with it

Poetry
Being Loved is one thing I wish I felt right at this very moment but all I feel is pain ... Being Loved is something I want to feel all the time but I never feel it tell the very last minute ... Being Loved is what should be felt in a marriage that builds from love from one another threw the years ... Being Loved is the most wonderful feeling from the one person who truely cares about you .... Being Loved is something some people never get to feel when they're still surching for someone that could be the one ... Being Loved would be a great feeling to feel as I right this but I don't have that feeling ... Being Loved is the most joyful thing to feel in your heart when the person you love shares the love they been hiding since they first met you .... Being Loved is what all people should feel threw the days when they're having the most awful day of there lives ..... we lay passionetly in each other's arms staring into each other's eye's while we give one another kisses here and there..

Instructions For Taking A Shower...
This link won't be around for long i'm sure.. http://newyork.craigslist.org/brk/adg/954894260.html So below is the actual comment on craigslist. Don't read if off-taste fetishes bother you (and I didn't go looking for this, someone shared it with me! LOL) - - - v v v I would like to pay a woman for the honor of smelling her butthole. just let me stick my face in your ass and sniff your asshole for a few minutes. i am willing to pay 500 bucks for this. if you are willing to let me smell a fart as well, DEFINIETLY message me because i would be willing to pay even more for that. This really isn't a blog. Just something to make you laugh (I hope!). Instructions for Women: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to color. Walk to bathroom wearing a long robe. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 2. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror, make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. 3. Prepare

Tribute To A Navy Wife.
Her thoughts are full of loneliness time thats slipped away Her heart is filled with hurt breaking day by day Dreaming of better days to come thoughts of future near Dreaming of the man she loves she cries a little tear She wonders what the purpose of all this might be She feels her life an open book for all the world to see The sea has taken him away left an empty home The man is ever in her thoughts while waiting all alone

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Table 2. Your significant other? Robert 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Luz 5. Your father? Abraham 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? Nothing 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? Married 10. The room you're in? Livingroom 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Corn 17. One of your wish list items? Home 18. Where you grew up? CT 19. The last thing you did? Eat 20. What are you wearing? Pajamas 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Sony 24. Your life? Good 25. Your mood? Happy 26. Missing someon

For All Women!!!...this Is An Alert!!!!!
Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects ARE

Santa's Lap Warmer
In the spirit of the season, I changed my location today to the North Pole. I think Santa will let me know when I find the right pole. He said something about a mistletoe belt. I luv being Santa's lap warmer

Gettin My Sexy Back!
Alright Dammit, Check it Out. I've been putting if off for a few years, but this year I'm sticking to my resolution to lose weight and get back into shape. I haven't completely slipped, but I'm getting a little chubby. My goal is to go from 255 to 225 before my birthday in August. Sounds like a long time, but I tend to get lazy - between travelling for work, my love of Burger King and Sundays doing nothing. So my plan is to document my excursion here through photos, but I have to bring myself to post the before photos. Who has some good weight loss advice or tips?

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Caylee Marie Anthony
I am so ANGRY right now. I cannot understand how a mother can do such horrible things to such a precious gift. fox news has reported that they have found Her. please take time to hug your child today and tell them you love them. and never forget the little girl who has stole america's heart. PLEASE DON'T RATE THIS BLOG. JUST LEAVE COMMENTS OF LOVE FOR LITTLE CAYLEE.

Religon
The way I look at it this life is just a warm up of things that are yet to come. Everybody says that hell is on earth, well I am not going to argue with that philosophy. But, I am going to tweek it a little. "HELL": defined as a place of eternal torment and pain. If you agree with the stereotypical one, lots of flames and a pitchfork carrying, horned guy. But if you actually dive into true scriptures (and I don't mean the edited and torn apart bible either) you will find that everywhere "hell" is mentioned it is really listed as "Shoel" or grave. So yes hell is on earth, but it is more so than you think. As fat as this life being a warm up, I want you to follow a little logic train with me. One, look in any and I mean any religious doctrine and you will see resurrection mentioned. And christianity is no exception. It was mentioned repeatedly and even shown in visions to ezekiel. As a matter of fact look in revelations and you will see it there a few times. And for those skeptics

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nunya 2. Your significant other? question 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? school 6. Your favorite thing? you 7. Your dream last night? him 8. Your favorite drink? sunkist 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? sleep 15. What you're not? arrogant 16. Muffins? Yes 17. One of your wish list items? snow 18. Where you grew up? mountain 19. The last thing you did? almond 20. What are you wearing? blouse 21. TV? cartoons 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? someone 24. Your life? confused 25. Your mood? fussy 2

Ok, Ok.. I Am Tagged!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? mine 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? great 5. Your father? nutty 6. Your favorite thing? guitars 7. Your dream last night? scary 8. Your favorite drink? Absinthe 9. Your dream/goal? tour 10. The room you're in? store 11. Music? passion 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? Pub 15. What you're not? lazy 16. Muffins? eat 17. One of your wish list items? beer 18. Where you grew up? Pennsylvania 19. The last thing you did? sneeze 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? DVR 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? suck 24. Your life? Crazy 25. Your mood? tired 26. Missi

Omg
He laid her on the table so white and clean and bare his forhead wet with beads of sweat he rubbed her here and there. He touched her neck and felt her breast then drooling he felt her thigh the slit was wet and all was set he gave a joyous cry the hole was wide he looked inside all was dark and murky. He rubbed his hands and stretched his arms then . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . STUFFED THE CHRISTMAS TURKEY!!!

Update My Hand
ok well i was a lil late and no thanks to some really stupid person who was way to big to fit in her outfit made me even more late then i really was i was finaly able to be seen then gave me shocks in my hand and arm then they stick some needles in me and come to find out i got some nerve damage in my hand and elbow bad thing is now i cant use my left hand at all for a while my left hand is very weak again i cant pick up anything that weights alot for some time and it hurts like hell now again also i dont no when they are going to do anything abount it either no date or anything they just told me i have to wait tell my doctor see the test results ha easy for them to say they are not the ones who got this problem

So Umm Yea!!
well... lets see about 2 months ago broke up with my bf of 3 yrs ... bt were kool .. then ive been dattin this guy for a month ... lol.. hes really nice an good to my daughter! lol .. yes my daughter .. bf of 3 yrs is the father! umm no job! kinda quite kinda fired! start school in jan... umm no t sure wat else to put rite now! so later! luvs hugs drugs! lol! =P well been with matt fo r3 months.. hate baby daddy bt am sorta kool with him! lol.. hate his gf! so do alot of of other ppl! even he does lol! still dont have a job put school on hold.. till i get a job.. bout to go to court with shawn baby daddy! over custody! he aint gonna get it! lol.. joint maybe .. bt ill be primary! just tring to survive at this point an im only 19 lol.. ok well theres kind of an update lol.. later!

Wvusoldier
Returning Veterans Battle Student Loans Stationed in Iraq, Afghanistan, and other combat zones throughout the world, our soldier-students find themselves battling universities and the student loan companies that finance them. In 2006, as a student and a Junior at WVU, I decided it was time to serve my country and do my part. In September of the same year, I went to Boot Camp. About 100 days later, during one of my rare 10 minute phone calls back home, the conversation had to be changed from how much I missed loved ones and what was going on back home to talks about student loans. Sallie Mae and Direct Loans were making sometimes twice-daily phone calls to my mother’s house. Consistently she told them that I was on military training on my way to Iraq. Still they demanded, sometimes rudely, contact information that was unavailable and money that they weren’t owed. WVU, like most other universities, have a “Civil Service” deferment status for students who decide to serve the grea

Help
I am looking for help to level up in which ever way i can i was just informed that my page was all private but for some reason all my security settings are open to everyone so if there is something wrong that not everyone can read or see let me know and i will see where the problem is

Sinner's Paradise
Anything Goes on Sunday Sinners Paradise Lounge and Dawn Star Radio invite you to join us as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life plays what you want yo hear. Regardless of the genre or year its from. As long as she has it she'll play it. Anything you want to hear (and we mean ANYTHING!). 8pm - 10pm (EST) Hope to see you there! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-18 15:37:28')

Sermons
Sup Juggalos, This Sunday I talked a little bit about the Juggalo House Theory. Some of you may remember reading about how the Fellowship Of Juggalos interprets Juggaloism kind of like a House. Family is our basic building block, our foundation. Coming up out of that foundation are the pillars of Individuality, where as each one of us are Individuals and have the right to interpret the Carnival and Faith as we so choose. Bonding this Individuality together is Acceptance which acts like the walls for our proverbial house. Each one of us must Accept each others differences. Our ability to Individually Accept one another for who we are is what holds up the roof of Unity and Strength. I think every Sunday before the actual sermon I would like to share a little bit about FOJ so that Juggalos can make informed decisions on their own. Also, this Sunday I played a controversial song on the air. I played a little bit of Corporate Avenger. I wanted to make sure that ninjas underst

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? handbag 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? Sons 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. What 1 think u dont do? Drink 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? Pop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? moved 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? lier 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? TV 18. Where you grew up? southend 19. The last thing you did? smoked 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? Decca 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? Busy 25. Your mood? tired

Abk And Kmk
if anyone want the new abk or kmk albums let me know abk is called mudface and kmk is called the green album jus hit me up on yahoo at bigblueace@yahoo.com.....MMFWCL love my ninjas and ninjettes......stay wicked and run wit a ma fuckin hatchet woop woop.....

If you find someone you truely love, never let someone else come between you. Never give up under any circumstances. True love is ment to last forever and no matter how hard you try, all relationships eill have some problems of one form or another. I've lived most of my life hideing from love because of real bad past experiences. This is the route i don't reccomend to anyone. To wake up alone is one of the worst feelings in the world. To wonder day in and day out if true love is even real hurts more then words could ever say. Remember, One woman can love a million guys but only a REAL woman can love One guy a million ways,,,,

Rip
2008 didn't start out so well. I remember not being able to find my husband at midnight. I think he had gone back to our house by himself (it was basically a neighborhood free-for-all that night) and found some 19 year old boy to corrupt with bad whiskey. There was a bunch of drinking and pool playing...but I don't even know if he and I ever kissed to ring in the new year. Maybe that was the problem. Maybe it was the sign of things to come. By the end of January we still had not had sex. For me, this was a huge deal. Our daughter had been born the previous May and I am never really able to have sex during my pregnancies. So NOT getting it when I should be getting it really gets to me (haha). He left for a business trip to Florida in February. I think we had sex for Valentine's Day or right before. We took the kids to Red Lobster. For some reason it was tense even then. So, he left. While in Florida, he decided he loved it. Keep in mind he has 'loved' a lot of

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? medium 4. Your mother? sleeping 5. Your father? died 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? security 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? oldies 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? fubar 15. What you're not? fake 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? la 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? hp 24. Your life? here 25. Your mood? lonely 26. Miss

Rating And No Return Luv
Ok I need to vent alittle maybe I have been sitting at this computer on fubar for too long tonight but I am getting a little tired of rating people's profile and pics and them NEVER rating mine. Yes, some do but compared to the number of pics & profile's I have rated it is less than 1/3 that actually do. Also being an fuowner of someone you'd think they would take care of you like try to make sure you stay shit-faced etc, right? The people I own I send them gifts buy them drinks and I am getting hardly anything in return. Maybe I should just disown most of them!!

What The F*&%!!!!!!
CAN SOME TELL ME WHY I GIVE SO MUCH OF MY SELF AND GET NOTHING. MY FIRST TRUE LOVE HAD A PROBLEM WITH DRUG AND VIOLENT BEHAVOR AND IT TOOK MY TOUGH LOVE TO HELP HIM GET OFF THE DRUGS AND MAINTAIN A JOB AND PAY HIS "BILLS" I THINK THAT I GAVE HIM THE STAIGTH TO REALIZE HE HAS "FREEWILL" AND CAN BE ANYTHING HE WANTS TO BE. BUT THE TOUGH LOVE WASN'T ENOUPH TO KEEP US TOGETHER. THEN THERE WAS ANOTHER WHO CAME INTO MY LIFE THAT WAS HURT FROM SOMEONE HE CARED FOR AND I TRYED TO SHOW HIM THAT LOVE DOESN'T HURT AND INSTEAD OF ME HELPING HIM HE HELPED ME REALIZE THAT LOVE IS DEAD AND DOESN'T EXZEST IN REALITY. I TOOK A "CHANCE" ON "THIS" GUY THINKING THAT HE DID TRULY CARE AND I WAS WRONG. NOW THAT I NEED SUPPORT THE MOST NO ONE IS THERE. I HAVE MADE A LIVING AT 7.25 AN HOUR AT 60 HOURS A WEEK TO REALIZE THAT NO ONE CARES FOR ANY ONE ANYMORE. I HAVE TO LEAVE TOWN TO BETTER THE LIVES OF MY TWO CHILDEREN. SO IF YOU THINK I'M DOING THE RIGHT THING, THANK YOU. IF YOU THINK I'M A COLD HEARTLESS BIT

. . . . .
i know nobodys gonna end up reading this wich is cool cause its more or less a vent. but maybe somobody will read it and relate who knows who cares really. anyway man i been doin the fubar thing for a long time now met some cool people made some great friends and had some great times along the way. recently tho things have changed theres so much drama and bullshit and my closest freinds and fam feel like strangers and it sucks. i only come on for two reasons now and thats to talk to the few people i still talk to and to try to make it better in here but it just isnt working and im ready to give up. i dont because i have this feeling that if i walk the fuck away and whipe the slate clean i will be loseing the best thing i got goin in my life and the people i would lose i dont even wanna think about that the people ive opend up to on here wouldnt speak to me again and it would rip me apart especally the two people i care about the most i couldnt take knowin that i wasent ever gon

Thoughts
i have been in a lot of mental turmoil.lost and just havnt found who i am or who anyone else is.my "friends" are seemingly just not around.i cant trust anyone and the ones i trust i cant seem to trust.i dont know why i am this way.i lose myself into darkness.i see people who are happy,while i am unhappy and very lonely.i ahve tried all everything to get happy yet i fail hopelessly most of the time.i care for all my friends online and in reality,yet happiness is just always out of reach.i do not know where i am going or who i am gonna meet on the way.maybe i will meet you and it could change me or my outlook but no one knows for sure what tomorow brings or if we will make it through tomorow.

Beating Of A Heart *poem*
I feel your heart beat as u feel mine I feel your touch as u touch my skin your breath caressess every curve of my body causes me to want more. Oh for the Love of sweet caress, I shake inside Our lovemaking begins Arching backs, kisses- breathing upon each other~~~~~ I love what u do to me the touch of ur lips against mine the sweet taste of drink pour upon my breast Enlightening the orgasmic flow that will last a lifetime with you~~~~~~ So now our hearts beat together as one we love, achieve to love reach to love, and gain to love each other back in return My heart beats with yours now forever in a day

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? dead 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? laughter 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? alcove 11. Music? everything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? fake 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? license 18. Where you grew up? NJ 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? pajamas 21. TV? CSI 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? DELL 24. Your life? boring 25. Your mood? h

A Soldier's Christmas
Twas the Night Before Christmas and All is Secure TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, AND ON THE WALL PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARD OF ALL KINDS, A SOBERING THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT SO DARK AND SO DREARY, THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, NOW I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ,

She Online Again Just Sendin To Me
its been a few times i'm writing about my times i know days have passed did we have silent lies maybe we do, its lies if you think i leave you i ever say goodbye its not forever bye i'm in your spotlight jennifer dont know you she think spotlight harsh only her love was to harp not you my baby i desire your attention your spotlight is not detention i know i'm captured in your heart i know you cant stand to be apart i love you for that spotlight

The City And Me
Ok guys I wrote a business plan for after graduation. The plan basically is for the city to help encourage our residents to shop locally. Its a marketing tool that every city should have. The plan is like a bank card.. area businesses who participate in the plan will offer consumers a points reward system for shopping locally. Here is the problem. During investigation into the plan, our port authority and local chamber of commerce watched the presentation on the program. Now they want the plan... I on the other hand WANT A FREAKIN JOB!!!!! The plan is not copyrighted and I cant get it done soon enough. What to do? Thanks, Val

Newest Addition....
I'd like to welcome the newest baby to enter into this insane family. Lol Gavin Ross. My niece and Tracy's brand new baby boy... 7 Pounds. 6 Ounces. Pictures to come soon. But for now, congratulations Erika and Tracy. He's beautiful. Best wishes and I love ya's. =)

My Birthday Bash
It's ayasha's birthday! And she is having a bash at her place. She wants her friends to help her reach GodMadam. Are you up for the challenge? Can it be done? With over 3000 pics to rate, auto 11s running and an EZ RATE album of 675 thumbnails, anything is possible. So go show her lots of love, send her drinks and get her smashed! She loves partying on her B-DAY! Rate, Fan, Add, Bling, Crush her AYASHA Repost please!

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? ----- pocket 2. Your significant other? ----- napping 3. Your hair? ----- bald 4. Your mother?----- working 5. Your father?----- garage 6. Your favorite thing?----- camera 7. Your dream last night?----- sexual 8. Your favorite drink?----- diet 9. Your dream/goal?----- live 10. The room you're in?----- living 11. Music?----- Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?----- fubar 14. Where were you last night?----- here 15. What you're not?-----female 16. Muffins?----- yeaa 17. One of your wish list items?-----release 18. Where you grew up?-----earth 19. The last thing you did?-----nap 20. What are you wearing?-----glasses 21. TV?-----yuk

At Days End
at days end a sense of life crusing in my dreams a day has come a day of peace a day of hope as it seems to be the beginning is nigh a love we shared broken glass i lay in my chair remembering what we had a life together at days end

Life Could Possibly Be Nsfw
As We Sit here And think of the Crap That i get On a daily Basis Is Leading Me To belive That If i can Make it i Can Do Anything. If i have the Support of everything and everyone i can Make it and do Anything.

Get Over Yourselves
So, lots of people put lots of photos up for other people to rate, and a bunch of them even go into the top photos stuff making them even more prominent for other people to look at. So how are you going to get pissed and run off rating people badly out of spite and leaving prickish comments just because they didn't like all your photos? If you didn't want them rated or can't take a bad rating or two, your photos don't need to be up there. There'd be no point in ratings if everyone just gave you the max rating, and you'd never really know what anyone actually thought about your pictures. That's like handing out the best picture Oscar to every single movie made over the year from big blockbusters to direct-to-video hack work. It's a rating, some people will like your picture more than others, it happens, it's not a call for revenge. Here's where it gets really fun, though. I go through rating some of the top photos, stop at a couple people and rate their other photos that are

what kind of printer does it come with a user guide if not let me know i can find one for you all i need is the name number if ya wanna be my stalker please sign the stalker application thanks ya there is a few people on here if ind them hot you know who you are wink

Deployment And All That Comes With...
I've been trying to ready my house, my children, and myself for the upcoming deployment. I will be leaving for Iraq in January. I've barely heard anything from my sweetheart in the last few weeks, they have had him on some kind of mission. His mission needs to be coming home! Oh, but that's not what we do in the military. Hurry up and wait, and everything changes. Due to issues working things with my chain of command, it looks like he wont be in Iraq with me, and due to the changes, he may not even be back before I leave. It sounds difficult, and in some ways it is (I am going to miss him even more than I do now.) I know that we can make it, though. I actually posted a mumm in March, not expecting answers but advice, and decided then that I would wait for him. Now that we are a couple, and a good one at that, I know I can with no hesitation. I trust him implicitly to do the same. It is amazing that I've never in my life been more sure of something than I am of him and us.

Life Or Something Like It
I wake in the morn thinking of you. I spend my waking hours Wishing I could say, One simple phrase to you So I could make my day complete. Cause when i sleep at night, I dream of you. In daylight I say not a word, But when I'm alone in the dark, I scream out your name As if you could hear me far away. In the winter, I wish you were there To make me forget about the unbearable cold, And I wish you were there in the rain To share my fun and joy. I wish I didn't scream out your name, But whisper it in your ear. But you'll never know That when I wake in the morn, I think of you. A gentle touch from the one you love like a gift from the stars above can kindle a flame so deep inside even your heart cannot hide Hide from the beauty within you that lies. Hidden in sorrow. hatred the diguise. So rare a beauty So pure a heart that it broke when we last did part. I'll take my blows and one for you Remembering all that I've been through Donning facades as I turn away

Why?
Okay first let me say this whole fubar place rocks! and most folks on here are very friendly, having said that im not hating when I ask why have 35000 friends when there is no way in heck you can have any kind of real personal contact with them?? I mean I dont get it, Thats a sporting event crowd people, so lets face facts its a power trip! and hey thats okay but they should call them fu foughter cause thats all they are, bling me this and vip me that lol a bunch a rock stars I tell ya. any how just one of those random thoughts and yes I am friends with some of these folks i know but it still makes me laugh:) take care JC Okay so the confusion continues lol, you will find its a theme with me, thanks again to all who have helped me to figure this place out. Somthing is puzzling me though, this NSFW business, folks if you dont want people to see pictures of you or ask to see them..then DONT POST THEM ON A FREAKING WEBSITE! LMAO this cracks me up I have never asked anyone to see thes

Newness
Hey!!!!! Please welcome my new friend Perfekt to fubar! He is a personal friend of mine...He is number one on my family...or the direct link is below!!! Hit him up....add/rate/fan/comment....he needs ur love!!! Mwah.... http://fubar.com/user/2341070

Pus*y Confidence
Apparently normal people have issues with oral sex, unlike us pervs who crave having a cock shoved in our mouths or love nothing more than burying our faces in a pussy. Poor regular folks, makes me want to hug them. You know you love it when I give you facts & figures.... Random men and women on the street, were asked what the following 2 words meant. Here are some of the responses. Fellatio: *To pass gas *To stimulate the penis with a hand *A type of food (do you think they meant falafel?) Cunnilingus: *An animal *A dinosaur *Messing around when you're not supposed too *Opening the butt (what the hell?) When the men were asked what their favorite kind of sex is: Vaginal 46% Oral 49% Both the men and the women were asked if they'd like oral sex more often 61% said YES! (I knew I wasn't the only one) A lot of women can only climax with oral and are ashamed of it. (if you are or know someone like this I want to hear about it) Best excuses not to give o

The Darque Orchid
I have pics posted on WICKEDDOLLZ!!!! Help me win the contest!! I would appreciate the votes!! Love ya! MUAH!! http://www.wickeddollz.net/FeaturedWickedDollz.html I recently have joined a site that caters to the alternative woman. I have submitted my pics and I am curious to see if people outside of the website think my pics are decent. Although I am a plus size woman I take tasteful pictures but also like to stand out a bit sort to speak when modeling. So I guess this blog is about me wondering if you guys like the site and the pics. I'm Darque Orchid and you can see my pics on wickeddollz.net I would also appreciate any suggestions on what other kind of pictures to take. Makep ideas, hairstyles..or if anyone local to me would like for me to photograph them or help me with pics. I want to be able to put together a simple portfolio. All pictures that you see either here or on the website are taken by me or my husband. I ask that everyone is respectful when contac

This Is Not As Easy As U Think
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging 2. Your significant other? peter 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? pennsylvania 5. Your father? new york 6. Your favorite thing? hubby 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? virginia 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? tshirt 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? dot 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? calm 25. Your mood? h

Christmas Cards
I got this in an email - Pass it on! Subject: FW: Recovering American Soldier GREAT IDEA!! When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington, DC 20307-5001 If you approve, please pass it on. "The Beautiful thing about life, is knowing that we're the ones able to put it together

Tagged
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What I Go Threw At Work
ok. so i had a reallllllllly bad day at work if you guys don't know you NEVER piss me off 2 the point i wanna cry cuz if you do you might find i have more strength then you thought and it will be in ur face. a group of ex rogers/bowsher students almost found that out tonight. ok so they come in and go bowling pretty late so i only give them one game. w/e right.. well i remembered they came in last week HIGH as the fuckin sky and kept gettin an attitude with me. well this week was alot worse. adrian gave 2 of them pool balls 15mins till we closed and said you only have 15mins. well one comes up and he takes care of it. well i gotta take care of the other (who came up later) because adrian was MIA. grrr. so i grab the id... take it over and as i'm handing it back go tiff:its $2... whiteghettowannabeblackboys:they were like for what??? tiff: the pool balls... did you think it was for free? whiteghettowannabeblackboys: well no one told me it was gonna cost. so i'

Thank You!
The time has come to talk of many things, from my time that started here to the time we have become friends, until now. You have been tried and true, and at times I know I haven't been the best friend I could be, but you stood by and understood the work and stuff I was doing. Thank God that the majority of the work is over, and it won't take up huge amounts of time at work and at home. Can we talk about the weight of the world being lifted off your shoulders, would you believe 13 pounds of technical specifications? I want to thank all of you that supported me, stood by my side, held my hand and prayed for my well being and sanity, I think it worked lol. Please know that all though I didn't comment or talk as often as I used to, you all were never far from my mind, my heart and my prayers. I feel privileged and blessed to come to know the people on here that I call friends and I do value our friendship always. I love you guys. Muah! I hope this coming year our bond o