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Just Writing.
Glossy eyes and starry skies, do you even know what I'm saying? I gave you so many chances to prove yourself, yet all you brought was pain. The look on your face tells me right away that you've smoked yourself dumb and when you were off getting high, forgetting about our problems, I was at home feeling numb. Why is your escape so easy? Why do you get the quick release? I'm all alone, sitting by myself. No word from you. Are you alive or are you deceased? Your habits, your choices, and your patterns, they all point to the latter. I can see the problems you are having even when you say nothing is the matter. I promise you, I KNEW these people. Or at least i thought I did. To pick up such an ugly thing as heroin.. the sad part is, they're happy. I feel one of the most important peopleto me becoming so far away and there isn't a thing I can do about it. He told me himself,"I feel guilty because I know my friends and my family feel like shit about this, want me to stop for my own sak

Lmao...rices Burners...
piece of shit that costs 8-17 grand and looks like it costs 90, but does 0-60 in about 16 seconds. obviously a dreamers car, for example a dreamer who is 16-21 yrs of age who makes about minimum wage an hour, whose parents probably drive a mini-van. skinny pimpley-faced kid in his lil asian car with his wannabe gangsta bitch barbie girl friend in the passenger seat checking her make-up in the side mirror bobbin her head to the "phat" beats blasting out of the 50,000 watt system, while admiring her scrwany ass boy friends asian charcter symbol tattoos on his scrawny arms while he's on his lil cell phone/2-way talking about his boys and saying that he's "pimpin".

Redneck Defined...lol
Rednecks live in the Southeastern United States. While they do not comprise the entire population in this region they do make up the vast majority of the people here. Typically, rednecks live in rural settings. They avoid urban settings. They are proud of their pick-up trucks or older cars and stick with them despite rising gas prices. They typically work industrial or manual labor jobs. The majority do not have anything beyond a high school education. They depend on the "Good 'Ol Boy" system of advancement. They are extremely weary of those who do possess the desire to act educated -- these people are perceived as sell-outs. You can often see rednecks hauling lawn equipment or hunting (dog) equipment even if they do not plan on using these items in the near future. It is a proud symbol of their social class. Rednecks often are seen about in hunting attire even though they do not plan to hunt anything. Dressing up comprises of dockers and a tucked in polo shirt. Baseball hats on men ar

You Might Be A Redneck If...
You might be a redneck if: You need one more hole punched in your card to get a freebie at the House of Tattoos. You need an estimate from your barber before you get a haircut. The biggest fashion risk you take is which plaid you'll wear to the 4-H Fair. You have flowers planted in a bathroom appliance in your front yard. Your wife weighs more then your refrigerator. You move your refrigerator and the grass underneath it has turned yellow. You mow your lawn and find a car. You can spit without opening your mouth. Going to the bathroom in the middle of the night involves putting on shoes and a jacket and grabbing a flashlight. You go Christmas shopping for your mom, sister, and girlfriend, and you only need to buy one gift. Taking a dip has nothing to do with water. There are more than ten lawsuits currently pending against your dog. You take a fishing pole to Sea World. The hood and one door are a different color from the rest of your car. You've ever filled your deer tag on the golf c

Rebel...tru Def.
Wanna know what what a true rebel/non-conformist is? It isn't someone who rags on other cliques or openly does something stupid or rude to others. It isn't someone who follows some popular choice of style. It isn't someone who does drugs or drink. And it DEFINETELY isn't one of those stereotypes from old fifties movies! It's someone who can hardly stand out at all because they're lost in the sea of cliques. You simply cannot classify a rebel in any clique, because they follow their own dress code putting on and picking out what they think is cool and not wearing something because it seems punk or preppy. A rebel doesn't do something because it's hot for the moment or because it seems hardcore or something a rebel would wear. As a matter of fact, most rebels don't even know they are rebels. They befriend whoever they like, listen to whatever they want to listen to, and behave in the manner they see fit. These people live their lives the way they want to and not the way everyone expects

Blah
I think people are interesting. It's kind of interesting when you see a random person, then think about what they do everyday. Somehow it always seems more interesting than what you do. Although they may look at you and think the same thing.Need more riots. That always makes things more interesting. Hmm, me and a friend were discussing the concept of friends the other day. Though it might be interesting to share.We all like friends, and it gives us a certain feeling of acceptance, or even comradery that is hard to find - depending on where you are or who you are.Well my opinion is that you have 2 different categories in which I classify them into:*Good friends - Give and take. Those kind of people that even if you don't know very well you know they're good for it. They help you out without you asking, call you out on the stupid shit you do, and even end up with you when you do the stupid shit. The ones that actually care.*Bad friends - The ones you keep around, and not really know

Howler
grrrrrr :(- Darkness is a gift i enjoy cause it brings the best out in people then i can see the terror in there eyes when thay see me aproch them for the thirst of BLOOD!!! >:) the ultament test of life is courge

Sumbitch
SUMBITCH A filthy rich MISSISSIPPI man decided that heWanted to throw a party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating Shrimp, oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host said, 'I have a 10 ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in.' The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool!Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass! Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. BothLeroy and

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History Of Jeep (baby) Cherokee
1984: the Baby cherokee was created with either an AMC 2.5L 4cyl or a Chevy 2.8 V6 motor the Grill was a 10 slot and it came in 2 or 4 door with a rear hatch they could have either a Ba 10 or BA 15 5 speed tranny or a 3 speed auto

Looking To Get A Auto 11 Or Blast
hey all im looking to get a auto 11 or blast message if you could help me, i will work hard to get a auto 11 or blast will rate lots of pics or will give fu bucks im willing to make some kind of deal please let me know

Let's Get Some Things Straight.
First off, I'm not your sweetie, honey, sugar pie, sexy lady, and whatever lame name you have come up with to call me. I'm married, enjoy every minute of it, even the bad. I am not interested in being involved in an e-lationship, e-sexin, sending you my nude pics (that's just disgusting anyway), or seeing yours. I don't want your number, address, email, AIM screen name. I am only on here to make friends, have a good time, and be myself, and if you can't accept that, then gtfo my way. Have a nice day :) sillysllap

Real People
As I walk alone in this life of pain and misery I hide the suffering I feel by faking a smile for all of the world to see No one can look inside of my heart None of you can see that I am falling apart Sometimes all you need is someone to care Longing for love you look only to find that no one is there You desperately look for a shimmer of hope You don't want to admit that you are at the end of you rope Just when you think that all of your choices are at an end You turn a corner and become embraced by your true friends Why is it that everytime a person makes a friend and lets them into their home, life, and family they end up getting screwed? Are there really any real friends in the world anymore?? I dont know about anyone else but I am personally getting sick of all of the fake people in this world! Can anyone tell me if there are even any REAL people left???

Ugh
I want to like me. I want to like the mirror and not just the reflection in the water. I want to talk loud without fear and without a crack. I want to be clear about things without the need for a pause to think. I want to not care for people the way I say I don't. I want to justify what I do to me and not seek the approval of another. Far more then most I want to smile.Crease my lips and look wide eyed in confidence, instead of this brilliant act I portray. Give that look as if it has been there all my life. I want a day that doesn't lead to this.I want to not feel Friday doesn'tt matter if im going to kill myself onThursday.. My only vice, my only concern should be the happiness I expect and not the sorrow that is coming. I want to give my life for love and not the over dramatics of reality. I want the madness that I experience to have meaning in the end and not just there cause someone else needed the fix of my sympathy. I want to be as human as the smile I want on my face. I want

Kk420
The crimson tide washes over my souldown toward the abyssAs the secrets of long wanting reveiledWe'll seel our fate with a kissIn the darkest of daysIn the morning mist hazeThe ardency draws closer and nearFor the whisper of the heartThough we're far apartOnly as one could we hearThe burning passion like fireThe true sweet desireOne day will the world get to seeAll alone in our thoughtOur love not forgotScreamed up to the Heavens will be

Random Writtings
We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad? Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day, why him? " What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know. Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know. I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that Moment in Time. i met you in a very strange placewe hit it off i felt like a

"i'm Sorry."
I'm Sorry created @ 2007-11-06 22:28:42 i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough ba

Dramatic Eyes Contest
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Paris
1. L'Ile Saint-Louis This delicious little island sits right in the middle of the Seine, almost hiding behind its big sister, l'Ile de la Cité. There's isn't really much to see in it, having no monuments and not more than 10 roads crossing it, but the many beautiful buildings from the 17th and 18th centuries, that all seem to be furrowing their grey stone brows at your little self down there, make it a very characteristic place. You might want to walk about pretending to be interested in the paintings on show in the art gallery windows, or you might just want to sit on the parapets bordering the isle and watch the river flow, or you might like to go towards the Pont Saint-Louis, where you can bet someone is playing the accordion, and from where you can see Notre-Dame's big fat behind as she squats on the tip of l'Ile de la Cité, but whatever you do, to make it even more pleasant, be sure to get yourself an ice-cream at Berthillon's. 2. La Seine This river is incredible. If I coul

Writings (fantasies)
1/11/2009 11:40:46 PM I get this text from Josh, my son, that asked me if D was supposed to come by. I told him no and he said he thought it was D but wasn’t sure. So I texted Dand asked him if I missed him. He said “yep” and so I asked him if he could go back and he said yes. I got home right before he got there. I was so excited to see him! My heart was beating so hard in my chest; I could hardly believe he was there. He was so animated about his night out by himself; I love to just watch him talk. How he moves his whole body to describe something he has done. We laughed and then I walked up and hugged him. Oh how sweet his arms feel when they encircle me and once again I am sucked into him. The very essence of his maleness, the smell of musk from his sweaty night of dancing mingled with his cologne. The way he looks at me when he wants me, that look gets my body so excited it trembles at his presence. To watch him remove his shirt and feel his stoma

A New Life
The moment your lips touched mine i knew what love meant Like shifting time a light has lit our path Between the hurt and the lies, stronger we have grown To never have known you is like being empty inside As we travel the long road i hope your hand is in mine Love is what you make of it Love me or not My feelings will remain the same Trusting me to bring you a new life

Stuff
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back! Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions;Read your sign, then repost this in a newbulletin with your zodiac sign and label;If u don't repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description :)-S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The badassCan be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY Sexy,passionate, Intelligent,knows how to have a great time, Energetic,one of a kind, Predict future, Most erotic, the BEST and BIGGEST Freak in bed, GREAT kisser, knows how get what they want, Creative, Very Down to Earth, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going,knows how to have fun,knows how to make people laugh,FEISTY, Loves being in long relationships,frisky, unique,complicated,simple,not very hard to please,appreciates the little things in life, The sexiest ever; Romantic, Caring &

My Thoughts
I am stuck in a place in between reality and dreams.I cannot seem to find a middle ground in which to lay roots. Is there such a thing as to be lost completely too either realm?I have pondered so much of this as I have sat on that imaginary fence of the two.I can see the lives in which I live on either side and I wonder if the two could ever co-mingle with each other.I have been where I thought I wanted to be in each instant and yet both have left me with my heart in pieces and bleeding upon the floor.I see a life filled with such a love that eternity itself could not tarnish and a love forbidden from the beginning and yet it draws me in as though to show me that it can be a magical thing.I close my eyes and imagine what it would be if my life could have just been eclipsed by yours.If I could just wake up one morning and things would have all just fallen in place the way they should have been. We should have never had to go through any of the tragedies that we have had to endure or tha

Dui At Its Best!!!
Now here's a hard core drinker and one tough Dodge truck. The driver hit and sheared off the light post, and then kept driving about 2 miles to a bar, where he stopped for more beer! How impaired do you have to be to NOT notice that you are carrying a stop light? (I wonder if the light was green?) The truck was towed about 2.5 miles to the towing yard, with the light still pinched between the two tow hooks and the bumper bent around it It took several good hard pulls with a backhoe to get the pole free. Now that's what you call drunk driving!

My Nsfw Update
As many of you now i have been seeing the most wonderful man I have ever Known and you all know I am very much in love with him. So i have decided to delete my NSFW's. one i really don't need to catch me a man i have one. So in place of the NSFW's i have decided to but some sexy pictures instead showing bare minimum like cleavage and some bra. I will let you know i am a flirt so please don't think thats a sign of actual getting any, its just play for me. I'm here now to just meet and make friends

Answers
AAADDKNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ!Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder.Somehow I feel better even though I have it!!Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. -Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder.This is how it manifests:I decide to water my garden.As I turn on the hose in the driveway,I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.As I start toward the garage,I notice mail on the porch table thatI brought up from the mail box earlier.I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.I lay my car keys on the table,put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full.So, I decide to put the bills backon the table and take out the garbage first.But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailboxwhen I take out the garbage anyway,I may as well pay the bills first.I take my check book off the table,and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study,so I go inside the house to my desk whereI

Johnny's Blog
The first day of Buck season and the first day of Doe season are school holidays. You own only three spices "salt, pepper and Heinz ketchup." Driving is always better in winter because the potholes are filled with snow. Words like "hoagie," "crick," "chipped ham," and "pop" actually mean something to you. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You constantly refer to Pennsylvania as "PA" (pronounced Pee-ay). How many other states do that? You know that Blue Ball, Intercourse, Climax, Bird-in-Hand, Beaver, Moon, Virginville, Paradise, Mars, and Slippery Rock are PA towns. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. You measure distance in hours. You know several people who have hit deer more than once. You often switch from "Heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend or wife knows how to use them. You can actually eat cold pizza (even for breakfast) and kn

Boyfriend App.
Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go with me late at night?6. Do you like movies?7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?9. If not what would we be doing?10. Do you play an instrument?11. If so...what?12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?14. Favorite body part on a gurl?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)?17. Would you give me kisses just because?What Would You do if...I cried:I said I liked you:I kissed you:I wanted to have sex with you:I touched your ass:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got in a fight and you were there:I got dumped:I p

Untimely Death
I'm not a "thumper" and don't preach or press anything...(I'm Wiccan to be honest) But this did make me stop and think...I know I had a protector a couple of years ago when I had my accident and should have been killed........ BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!! YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!! I WAS!!! DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is

Love In All Its Glory
Love of my Life - 3rd August 2009 Pushed aside for so longLeft aloneTreated like a jokeKilling me slowly on the inside Now, overjoyed I embrace these momentsMouth dryTears in eyesI'm finally happy in my skin Gentle smile melts my heartI relish this momentThe sound of that voice makes me trembleAnd I go dizzy with the words spoken Anticipation when he isn't aroundI wait and hope he will come todayHeart in throatHands nervous and excited I didn't know such love existedLight of day welcome nowBefore it seemed so dullNever wanted to awaken Confused as to what I did to deserve himQuestions pointlessLove is here to stayI sleep with him in my dreams He is my everythingA new light is shiningLove, Lust, AdorationMy counterpart, My love, My Sean Ode to Sean - 23rd July 2009 Besotted with your smile I lose another dayI want to touch you wish there was some wayMy life is so different now you are aroundI feel like I'm floating, feet dont touch the ground. For years I have longed

Wild Pigs
There was a chemistry professor in a large college who had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab, the professor noticed one young man, an exchange student, who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting Communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new Communist regime.While telling his story, he looked at the professor and asked a strange question: 'Do you know how to catch wild pigs?' The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said that it was no joke. 'You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day,you put a fence down one side of the place where they

Forbidden Fruit
Through all that I been through this past few months has opened my eyes to one known fact, that fact is no one is ever promised tomorrow and never assume that our loved ones will last forever, and to love them regardless of thier faults and their imperfections. The only one that is perfect is our Lord God, and he loves all of us unconditionally. Well lets put our Christian walk to the test . and practice being more like jesus to forgive and forget, to not judge because someone doesn't live as you do and to pray for them instead of talk about them, That my freinds and fam is truely UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.I dare u to take that step with me THUG PASSION IS A WONDERFUL THING, IT CAN BE SO HOT ,BUT YET LEAVE SUCH A SWEET, SWEET TASTE IN UR MOUTH. JUST LIKE THE DRINK HYPNOTIC REPRESENTS THE SWEETNESS AND SMOOTHNESS OF THE WOMEN, THE HENNESSY HARD AND HOT REPRESENTS THE MAN, AND WHEN PUT TOGETHER IT MAKES A PERFECT MIX. MAKING IT GO DOWN SMOOTH AND EASY,SO TRUST WHEN I SAY OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT. E

Life On Mars?
I dont normally do blogs, but im changing my page and ive recieved so many comments on my very real drunken posting im going to save it in a blog. Im an asshole, don't think otherwise. Why am I an asshole, because I joined the United States Army. And that apparently gave girls the universal right to treat guys like shit and consider them just another booty call regardless of whether or not they actually have feelings. Which we must not because we are fucking soldiers right?! Just mindless fucking drones put on this planet to appease the fucking man. I was born with an IQ of 80 and with the tenacity of a dung beetle. So here I am, hot off the press. My only request is to give me an incurable disease or hit me with a really big car, so I can die as soon as possible. Because apparently certain people in America think it's better for soldiers to die rather than live, or at least they say so when they picket soldier's funerals. Or so they say so when they sue soldier's families be

The Word Fuck
When I think of the way I thought of the world as a child, It makes me wonder what points in my lfe brought me to where I am today and to whom I have become. I am a fucking maniac. I rarley sleep more than five hours a night, My mind is an unstoppable thinking machine. I think about situations,music, relations amongst friends and foes,work, and a jumble of other mindless thoughts that just suck ass. This was not at all how I thought life would be. Now lets not get me wrong here(the rant begins...now) I like alot of stuff about life but do any of you watch the history channel...? I want to get a bunch of crazy old homeless dudes, get em' all liquered up and let them watch a whole season of the show "MegaDisasters"... Then give them sharpies and card board and watch their drunk asses get turned loose in a crowded mall that would be the shit!!"THE END IS NEAR....WERE ALL GOING TO DIE!!!! seriously though watch that show... we are currently over due for(according to the history channel)

Darkness And Light
It is said that darkness is a source of evil and that light is a source of goodness, well most people often c it as this and i cant blame them. But to my opionion darkness could also b a good thing it often isent bad unless made bad and light could be used in bad ways as well. WEll the thing about them is that most times both are present at rhe same time creating equilibrium and that is good. But in my opionion both are good in a way u just got to c it as good.

April Rain
Ripping and tearing feeling the skin rip open as the blood rushes out The feeling of a hand around your neck squeezing just tight enough the pain goes through your very soul and it feels so good clawing the flesh off biting a chunk of skin letting the sweet taste pour into your mouth one taste and your addicted Hold me close and take me completly As i whisper in your ear I wanna fucking tear you apart What is a girl suppose to do when the world comes crashing down what is a girl suppose to do when her childhood is standing her right in the face again When all of the forces ban against her at once trying to drag her down into the hole that she took so long to crawl out of People dont seem to give a shit about their actions or the consiquences trying to undo 15 years overnight not very possible standing strong against one obsticle after another smashing them out of her way like glass made out of sugar I can remember all of the memories inside my

My First Blog
Were you ever getting your groove on so hard that something popped, besides the obvious? I was in the midst of some really hot Poontang, and i mean hitting that shit good, and okay im a tooth grinder, But shit!!!!!!!!!!! not i cracked a molar. It didn't stop me from the task at hand, but still..... Anyone got a similar, or just a unique sex-broken, funny or wierd shit story? tell me about it, if only 4 shits n giggles!!! So anyway. To all my true homies on fubar. I'm either confused, or just slow as hell, either is possible. Tell me what the hell is a blog?? Theres blogging, bloggers and i have no clue as to what either phrase actually means. Help me out, Okay

Kids
ok so i have a 12 year old son who hasnt talked to me in 2 years and i dont know why so the question is what can i do to get him back please pray for my son he has the swine flu hello all my fubar friends will u sign my guestbook thanks

Various Stuff
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like to be hated To be fated to telling only lies But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one knows how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To be the bad man, to be the sad man Behind blue eyes. All around are me are familiar faces Worn out p

Life In The Fast Lane
yes it is true, life is a highway. to be more specific its a one way highway with two lanes a fast lane and a slow lane. which is better the fast lane or the slow lane? up until this past year ive been living my life in the fast lane. let me tell you when your in the fast lane theres so many things you dont see. i didnt realize how much stuff i passed up. so many chances to be happy but now its to late, because its a one way highway there is no turning back. living life in the fast lane may be fun but your passing up all the good things in life.if you slow down and take your time you will notice all the things youve been mmissing. word of advice slow down while your still young. i wish i would have. so you ask me which is better the fast lane or the slow lane? i would have to say the slow lane from experiance cause you never know what you have untill you pass it upif your in the fast lane its going to take longer for it to catch up to you. while if your in the slow lane you can deal w

Geography Lesson
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN (and MAN) Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa ; half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America , well developed, open to trade and mergers, especially for those with cash and property. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain , very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece , gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , still enchanting with her glorious past fading gently behind. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel , has been through the war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada , self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes like Tibet , wildly beautiful, with a mysterious

The Losers
Have you ever wantedTo be someone you're notBut you look into the worldAnd you see what you've gotThere's nothing thereBut brains and gutsFinally open the doorAnd then it shutsLook to the centerAnd I think you'll findThe people that are gettin'They are blindYou changed the channelAnd there's nothing thereYou weren't born prettyAnd it isn't fair...Here's to the losersThe substance abusersTo the rejectsAll the imperfects'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautifulNo matter what anyone saysI think we're beautifulThem most beautifulIn the worldYou try for jobsBut they say you're strangeYou're sportin' a styleThat they call painSo you get in troubleAnd your brain is goneYou're cryin' out manBut the words are wrongHere's to the losersThe substance abusersTo the rejectsAll the imperfects'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautiful'Cause I think we're beautifulNo matter what anyone saysI think we're beautifulThem most beautifulIn th

Ready 2 Collect
I found a Lucky Penny so I threw it in the fountain & made a silly wish Knowing that hopeful wishing wouldn't make my dreams come true I'm the queen of perpetual setbacks Noone knows them better than me hoping for the best yet always facing catastrophe It's a shame that I can no longer experience disappointment as I no longer have any expectations of you Some may view this reality as bitter or bleek but i truly feel as though my perspective is in check Knowing that nothing ever "goes according to plan" yet though it doesn't go my way, guaranteed that it'll eventually have to turn around and come my way...one day Especially After years of throwing away lucky pennies, Interest is way past due & I'm ready 2 collect

2nd Chance
"Second Chance" by Shinedown My eyes are open wide And by the way, I made it Through the day I watched the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out Today I just saw Hayley's comet She waved Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere[Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Please don't cry One tear for me I'm not afraid of What I have to say This is my one and Only voice So listen close, it's Only for today I just saw Hayley's comet She waved Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere[Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Here's my chance This is my chance

A Poem
just wanted to see if this is broken too urghh I am bored! the end Now The Melody Is Renewed A time spent apart from My Fire Words written to reach her heart Have been wiped clean from her slate Now the new sun rises giving fresh start I have missed My Fire’s sweet voice Her melody that brings passion to my spirit Eyes like gateways to heaven A kiss with a lust deep within it My Fire’s body carved from the night sky She is the untamed mystery of love She graces me with her touch Her heart I take hold of Let me hid in the feathers Of the wings of this phoenix Let me take in all of your scent Let my soul pour onto your lips Now My Fire open your ears To the notes we have pursued As the sun pierces the dawn Now The Melody Is Renewed ps all my other poems got deleted by fubar..

The South
I am in a state where they actually have stuff that falls from the sky. It is called rain. What a concept. Somehow, this "rain" stuff gets into the soil and inturn is absored into the trees and grass making them a beautiful green color. At my hometown we have water, but it is sitting near the beaches and we can't seem to use it for anything, except raising property values to those who live by it.

Diary
Dear Diary, I'm sorry I haven't been around much, but I wasn't feeling well. I am doing much better but I have a long way to go to be back to my normal crazy self. I will try to send you some new pictures as soon as I can, I see that I am still full so I will have to delete some old ones to post some new ones. I'm sorry they won't be new new as I am not going to take any pictures for a while, I don't want anyone to see me like this. But I have a folder of pics that I can upload. I've been told to make an eazy rate folder too. I just can't load that many pictures yet. I hope all my friends are doing great. If I'm not on, I'm doing schoolwork (home schooled and tutored right now) or resting, which I will be doing a lot. I'll try to send out all the love I get, at least a little to everyone I get from. Much Love, Cait. Dear Diary, Well Christmas is almost here. I'm ok, doing well. Hair is growing back. Vomiting less. Trying to spend time outside and reading. Leave

My Dog Chopper
my sweet chopper got loos and got hit last night some time? well got him taken to the vet this morning, they took x-rays (2) his right leg is broken and the left hip is dislocated! its going to take a lot ofcare and love to get him back to health!! but i know i can do i he is like one of my kids, i couldnt let them put him to sleep!! so far there putting his hip back in place wraped up for 2 weeks, ( there is a 50% ) chance that it will stay, he's about 85 lbs, then bring him back in 2 weeks .. and hope that it stays and that he wont need surgery, on that hip... also the right leg there going to splint it up, and that could take up to about 3 mos to heal? its broken in a way that there is a big chip taken out thats y it take so long to heal.. but even when i get him home theres lots of work id have to keep him from moving, and move him from side to side every 2 hrs! and have to carry him out to potty 3 to 4 times a day... also hes going to be on pain meds, and some atibiotic, to help

Solar Power
Here comes the Sun - with all the energy for free. You can take care of all your energy needs simply by tapping into 'solar power'. All day, and if you can store it, all night. All you need is a device that saves and converts solar energy. There are different ways of going about it, depending on your particular needs. Solar Power for Home

Just For Fun!
Okay, object is a joint story. LOL.. Just for shits and giggles.. add a line to the last one.. muah! This morning, when I awoke, I wanted to look at the lovely sunrise, but when I opened my window, much to my surprise..... (Begin here)

People
Ok i just need to vent for a moment get some stuff of my chest so if ya dont wanna hear bitching and complaining best you stop readin now lol..i wouldnt blame you either..but this is just something i need to say. Whats wrong with honesty anymore? No ever wants to be honest with ppl. They lie and tell you what they think you want to hear when gawd the truth would be so much more appreciated. Why do ppl tell you they wanna get to know you and want to talk to you then after that its like pulling teeth to get them to talk to you. Or come up with rediculous things and excuses that you KNOW isnt true. I just dont understand ppl. Why is it your only good to someone when they need you then when they dont its a nice fuck you if you need them. Is this really how things are? Is everyone out there like this? Just wish i could understand ppl better, all my life i have put everyone infront of me..and working on helping them..doing for them...changing for them.......fuck this shit...im do

Are U 2 Sexy For Fu??
HAVE U BEEN FLAGGED NSFW WHEN YOUR PICS ARE NOT EVEN THAT REVEALING?? MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE WE ARE JUST TO SEXY FOR FU!! LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN.......LETS HAVE SOME FUN !! LOOK FOR THE MEMBERS STASH AND FOLLOW THE DIRECTIONS 2FKNSXY4 FU@ fubar

" Talk To Me " By Buckcherry
I want everybody to stop what they're doing. Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room tonight, make some noise... Meet me at the hotel room [x4] [Chorus] Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room, you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2] We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4] She like that freaky stuff, 2 in the oh! and 1 in the ah!, that kinky stuff, you nasty, but I like your type and like TI its whatever you like. Bring your girls its whatever tonight, your man just left, i'm the plumber tonight, i'll check your pipes, oh, you the healthy type. Well, here goes some egg whites. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty that gushy stuff, let me tell you what we gon do. 2 + 2, i'm gon undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me. Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more, but first! [Chorus] after party in the hotel lobby, then we off to the room like vroom! put them fingers in your mouth uh

Life In General
why is it ok for a lady to say hay guys come check out my nude photo's?but if a guy ask that it is taboo!think about it this is an adult site right?machmaking,nudity,vulgar language.it is called a game site for adults to have fun!also I have noticed more women wanting women on here or alot of bi's&also alot of guy's going around with thier gender as female!was just wondering.THIS POST IS NOT INTENDED TO UPSET OR HARM NO ONE!!!just small talk....thanks well its like this I am not the kind of guy who ask wanna chat unless u wanna. or say hay can I see ur nsfw photos unless u ask me,or ask hay u wanna web cam...most of all I dont cybersex,so ladies if ur feelin alittle miss treated sometimes. u know were 2 come 4 some of that little respect we all need from time 2 time,thank u peace out

Contests!
NEED SOME FU? YOU MUST MESSAGE ME FOR THE RULES! READ THEM BEFORE SIGN UP IM LOOKING FOR THE HOTTEST GUY AND GIRL OF FU! NEWBIES MAY JOIN! THE KING AND QUEEN GET 1 MIL FU A PIECE!AND THE RIGHT TO SAY IM THE HOTTEST IN FU! PRINCE AND PRINCESS GET 100,000 A PIECE TO MAKE IT INTERESTING YOUR FATE IS IN THE FU COMMUNITYS HANDS YOU WILL A PICTURE TO SET UP ON YOUR PROFILE SHOWING YOUR THE HOTTEST! MAX 50 CONTESTANTS! MIN OF 20! GET YOUR ENTRY IN BEFORE FEB 5TH MESSAGE ME FOR THE RULES AND ENTRY FORM GOOD LUCK! CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM HOTTIES ARE YOU FU BROKE? IM LOOKING FOR SEXY PEOPLE ON THE PHONE! WINNER GETS 250K ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS HTML COMMENT HERE! I WANT TO SEE SEXY OR UNIQUE PHOTOS!

Imagine That!!!!!
I received an email one day from a man named Ollie Brian. He stated he was looking for a nanny. He requested more info...resume, references...I questioned him he said he was in Wales. Anyhow, so I sent him my resume, back ground check, references...something we all do while applying for a job. He sent me back a letter almost instantly telling me that I'd gotten the job. I thought what? sounded kinda fishy. He said he couldn't interview because he was coming from Wales, in London England and didn't have time for an interview but might meet with me the Friday he lands..Aug 7th. So he said...but he canceled that. I showed this to my husband and he said ..well it seems alright. So I kept in touch with him and then he tells me he is sending me a check for $2850. and when it gets there to please follow the instructions he gives me. I called my husband over to my computer and I said you gotta read this. I doubted this all along because who would hire someone without first meeting them?? Not m

Smile Baby......
i need to explain the thoughts in my headi want you right here right in my bedyour the most beautiful woman ive ever seengive me a chance ill treat you like a queenill tell you every day just how special you arei know we just met but i wanna take it farill make breakfast in bed, rose pedals on sheetsas hours turn to days and days into weeksand weeks into months and months into yearsjust tell me your problems tell me your fearsand ill make u happy ill make u smileyou'll feel like you havent in a whileand ill kiss you all over from head to toeand you'll start to shiver when i go down lowthen ill kiss your knee and work up your thighsand all my neighbors will hear your sexual criesand you will feel like ur just gonna explodebut its just the beginning of this long rocky roadill take my time and do everything rightill kiss you and touch you nibble and biteyou'll love every second and when its all doneill hold you in my arms til out comes the sunand when you sleepin ill watch you and prayple

You Would
When I was aloneThere you would standRight by my sideHolding my handWhen I would cryYou would wipe away my tearsAlong with all of my scarsAnd all of my fearsWhen I was lonelyYou were always thereYou would make me smileAnd promised you would always careSo when your feeling blueAnd feel like your nightmares won't endI'll be by your sideBeing your best friendI'll hold you in my armsAnd wipe your tears awayI'll tell you how much you mean to meAnd how much more I love you each day

If Life Was Like An Hour Glass
If life was like an hour glass,watching time slowly slip away.Wonder what I would doto occupy my day?Watch and weep as time comes near,with head buried in my hands.Or enjoy every momentjust as god had planned?Ride a horse, play the drums,chase a butterfly or two.Give my mother precious hugs,uhm what else could I do?Show my friends they are dear,dance under starry skies.Watch a sunsets orange-red glow,get lost in my lovers eyes.If only I could plan aheadhow my last days would be spent.I'd cuddle close in your armstill my spirit was heaven sent.

Eye Candy Application
**Eye Candy Application** http://fubar.com/lounge/eyecandy Just copy and paste and send to me in a Private Message..Your Fu Name:Your Fu Link:Position you are applying for:Have any experience:If you are wanting to DJ, what connection do you have? I.e.... Dial-Up, Cable, wireless...:Do you have SAMS?Times and days you are avalible for the position?

I Wish That I Could ........
my boyfriend and my daughter had a falling out last year and they don't talk to each other, she is willing to talk to him but he won't budge. He wont talk to her, be in the same room as her and won't even come over if she is here. Some times I hate to be in the middle of them cause I love them both so much that I wish they would make up. But he is so stubborn and holds such a grudge that I have to choose who I want to spend my time with. I know that blood is thicker than water and I love them both so much . So I have to choose who to spend the time with. Of course it will be my daughter but love spending time with him to, and when she is not here then he will come over, but if she is here I don't get to see him cause he will not come over. I love spending the time with my daughter, so I do. But almost lost my daughter cause I was spending so much time with him and not her. So all I got to say is how can you love two people so much and have to stay in the middle of both to be there for

Bug
i'm just see all up level not helping lower level i see must is if u donot have auto11 or cherry bomb u can hang it up and if u rate their pics they willnot bomb u wth we like to get up there too. so if u are low level and u need help i can try my best to help u just sb me or messgae me

About Me
I thought was time i tell my friends n family about me. I have very rear deases called Klienfelters Syndrome. I hope this helps you understand me lil better. DNA Women = xx Man = xy me = xxxy Out Of 6/8 people in the world have this deases, n know one can find anything about this deases i have there no info on the net. I was born premature i have learning disabilty. Am lil slower than most, Everyday i learn something new.

Unwritten Law
Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Don't touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. (whoa) Got medication, a new addiction, Fucking thanks a lot. I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs It ruins everything. (whoa) So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everything's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby why the wake up call I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids everything's my fault. Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa Whoa whoa everything

Did Ya Know?
You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? ----- desk2. Your significant other? ----- home3. Your hair? ----- red4. Your mother?----- kind5. Your father?----- bitching6. Your favorite thing?----- compy7. Your dream last night?----- tears8. Your favorite drink?----- coke9. Your dream/goal?----- happiness10. The room you're in?----- den11. Music?----- alterative12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?-----home14. Where were you last night?----- fubar15. What you're not?-----sick16. Muffins?----- chocolate17. One of your wish list items?-----kids18. Where you grew up?-----nebraska19. The last thing you did?-----phone20. What are you wearing?-----pjs21. TV?-----CSI22. Your pets?-----sleeping23. Your computer?----- pain24. Your li

Looking Around
Well i have to say this has been an experience for me.I actually styaed away from fubar cause i wasnt into the hangning out on the site stuff but now its like a new obsession.Do they make a Fubar Anomynous?

Poem
ok I wrote this at a very LOW time in my life, while i no longer feel this way, its amazing to write such words when you feel like your world has fell apart. abstract thoughts The little girl cries lonely and screaming fighting and weeping hurt rushes through her veins cold cold heroin pulsating in her ears consumed by the hatred instilled upon her innocence has been lost dysfunctional beings we have become who is to say whats wrong whats right soulless creatures come to steal yourun through your body feeling its energy pulling pulling away from the dark light wants to shine cannot see what is behind This is not the life she wants the endless control pain this is not the life she wants mirrors surround the shadows lurking creatures hunching and crawling grabbing for its prey run little girl run she cant caught Pulled down into the depths the endless black hole long black strands of hair frantically blowing This is not the life she wants the endless control pain this is not the lif

Jason Voorhees
He lives by the lake for hells sakes! Do you hate sex? Well he does too! You hate doing laundry? Does it look like he does his? Randomly killing horny ass teens that are on your private property! Road kill...it's another high protien meat. Damn,that machete is huge! He will only leave you for his mother. He looks good in chains. Okay,so he usually has them on when he is in the lake though. Even if sex was a possiblilty,he wears a mask..kinda kinky. Hey,you could lose lots of weight running from him!

Speedy- My Owner! :)
I'm not quite sure what I'm suppose to blog about so here it goes. Speedy is an awesome guy that doesn't seem to be on a lot, unless it's during the time that I'm not, which wouldn't be surprising. Speedy is one who likes to try different things, which I think is great! He loves to listen to music, and play cards... Not much else I can really say at this time, really tired anyways :) Have a good night!

Wasted Again In Margritaville..
Well it's 9:00 Am in morning and im ready for a beer.. Sounds crazy but hell i didnt get no reast last nite and i just wanna get drunka nd go swimming and wear my ass out and then. crash for 2 days if it will let me..

In A Haze
lost in a haze im walking into a daze the day starts to fade i wish i could trade trade my life away start a new one become a different person today i hate it all i always fall i fell in love with a man i cant have i dont care others may hate him yea my mom has a restraining order on him for sayin im 35 i can fucking drink shes crazy tellin him what to do but hes my world i fell in love with a man and i cant have him

Astronomy
The Perseids are one of the most prolific and best-known of the meteor showers and can be seen in August each year, with the maximum activity on or around 12 August. One advantage of the Perseids is that it happens in the warmer weather of August, which makes it ideal anyone interested in seeing their first meteor. You can see a meteor at any time of year but, for a day or so around the date of maximum, there may be a ten times better chance of seeing one. Because of the effect of perspective meteors in a shower appear to come from a particular area of the sky. We call this area the radiant. The Perseid radiant is in the constellation of Perseus, just below the familiar ‘W’ of the constellation of Cassiopeia. In August this can be seen reasonably high in the north-eastern sky later in the evening. Unfortunately this year there will be a fairly bright moon not far away which will wash out the fainter meteors; August 12th 2010 will be ideal with no moon at all to inter

Whatever I Want To Talk About!
OK, I'm just playing with the features here to see what's what . What's on my ipod? Well, on my ipod touch, mostly stupid time suck games. But my Sansa Fuze is FULL of audio books. It's a 4gb (full) and I have 2 4gb micro sd cards full and one 8gb micro sd card full. All of the Gabaldon Outlander series, those are about 40 hours each book. All of the Carey Kushiel series . Those average 30 hours each. Margaret George's bigass tomes. And gawd, I dunno maybe 15 other assorted books. If you want a good laugh, go to audible and buy an erotica novel on audio. OMG funny. The couple I have actually have cheesy porn music at the beginning. I hit the floor laughing when I heard that. The only real music I have on the Ipod touch is the sound track to Me Myself and Irene. What's that say about me? LOL Ok, tell me what comes out of your earbuds!

Mumm Deleted
I just posted a mumm and it got deleted by fu. Message as follows: A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'.This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. All the Mumm said was: To Mumm or not to Mumm,that is the question. I paid 5000 fu-bucks to post this and they deleted it, whats up with that. What do you think?

Karma
It's not suppsed to hurt this much But it can never feel the same again I'm left with nothing But the memory of the way you used to feel I guess you finally took the deepest cut I guess the blade on my tongue was just too much Every word that I said came from my dark side Now this emptiness is real You reach beneath the surface more.. So go and leave me with my last regret Let me feel the way you left me dead Too blind to see You stole my honesty I think about the time we've lost I think about the time The silence could be words And now the only sound I hear Is my guilty conscience Screaming out your n

Tattoo
UwshnCO wants you to join their Mafia Family. Mafia Wars is a new strategy game played on MySpace. Rise through the ranks from a petty thug to become a Mafia Don.Join UwshnCO's Mafia Getting a Tattoo - Does it Hurt? This is the first question in this FAQ because it's usually the first question that people ask. The answer is yes. Having needles pierce your skin does hurt. But what you really want to know is, "How MUCH does it hurt, and can I handle it?" It's not nearly as bad as what you might imagine. The pain comes from the cluster of needles on the tattooing machine piercing your skin very rapidly. This sensation, however, doesn't feel like the poking pain of an injection--it's more of a constant vibration. You will be amazed at how quickly your body releases endorphins, (pain killers), which dulls the pain significantly. The pain will also vary according to where on your body you get worked on. Skin right above bones (collarbone, anklebone, etc.) tends to be more painful than

My Pointless Babbles Lol
if ur bored and have a few read and fill out for me........ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now that you know me? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 30 When's the last time you saw me? 31. Ev

This Life
I heard your heartbeat And my body grew so still I looked into your mothers eyes And I knew you were alive I long to meet you And show you all I know Hand in hand with this new love This life means so much more I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel It's you that blessed us with this life That we've waited for so long Your life has changed me I'm not the man I was before You're in my head my heart my soul You're always on my mind My time to know you is Quickly drawing near but Not as fast as my love grows You've made me feel alive I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel

Love
hmm, where do i start this? love..ok well i guess i'll just throw things in at random. have you ever abused the word love? sometimes when i hear someone say the word 'love' , i think of it as an overused term like 'lol'. i mean think of it, whats the most overused word or term on the internet? its 'lol'. well anyway, that fuckin word has got my life so jacked up. out of every person i've ever dated, i can only think of one that i actually 'loved'. but i really fucked that shit up, and i really think i had the hole buried when i started dating this other person. however, i think i covered that fucking hole AND sealed that bitch when i married this other person. anyway, does anyone actually know what 'love' really is? could it possibly be putting every fucking ounce of care in your life and devote it all to just that ONE other person? possibly. could it possibly mean putting every once of care in your life and devote it to multiple people? absolutely not. that was my problem in certia

My Next Man
Ive been sitting here thinking.. and the next man I get with will be the happiest man on the planet.. WHY DO YOU ASK? Because I am... intelligent funny witty sweet caring loving caring passionate compassionate cute sassy classy alluring and I can.. cook clean I am an amazing fuck.. I love.. Sports cars rock climbing camping hunting I am.. the ultimate gamer a juggalo a wonderful mother to my kids a fantastic person championship pool player a great bowler crochetter, needle pointer and a knitter metalhead and all those lists go one and on and on... like i said...the man that gets me.. will be a very happy man!!!

Past Present Future & Life
Letting go of the past & moving on can be one of the hardest tasks anyone has to do, however once you get past it, It will make you a stronger person. You always have your memories & You may even have a few "what if" go through your head from time to time, but dwelling over something that is long and gone can put a toll on you and in the end really is not worth being held back from everything life still has to offer, no matter what the past holds. Never let anyone tell you that you are weak for giving up, because sometimes it takes much more strength to give up something you love. Live for the moment, Live life as if tomorrow was the end, never have regrets about anything you ever have or will do, for once all is said and done, everything you did was exactly what you wanted to do and you learn a lesson for everything that happens in your life that in the end makes you who you are as a person. Spend time with your family and friends, you never know what tomorrow may hold. Speak your

How To Pee Politely
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach Good manners, asked her students the following question: 'Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, How would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?' Michael said, 'Just a minute, I have to go pee.' The teacher responded by saying, 'That would be rude and impolite. What about you Peter, how would you say it?' Peter said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.' 'That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?' 'I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner.' THE TEACHER FAINTED..... .......

I've Decided To Write Greeting Cards
Take a look at these and tell me if i am any good at it okay? Tacky Cards "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you, I've changed my mind." "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder: What the heck was I thinking?" "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am that you're not here to ruin it for me." "Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go, I would like you to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married, but not to you." "I just want you to know that I'm sorry for what happened, especially since you survived." "Happy Birthday! You look great for your age... Almost Lifelike!" "Congratulations on getting married! It's not every day you decide to ruin your life!" "I always wanted to be rich, powerful, and well respected. While I'm dreaming, I wish you weren't so darn ugly."

Some Things You Just Can't Explain
A farmer is sitting in the neighborhood bar getting saused. A man comes in and asks the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day getting drunk?" Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So what happened that's so horrible? Farmer: Well, today I was sitting by my cow milking her. Just as I got the bucket about full, she took her left leg and kicked over the bucket. Man: Ok, but that's not so bad. Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So what happened then? Farmer: I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left. Man: and then? Farmer: Well, I sat back down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket about full, she took her right leg and kicked over the bucket. Man: Again? Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So, what did you do then? Farmer: I took her right leg this time and tied it to the post on the right. Man: and then? Farmer: Well, I sat back down and began milking her again. Just as got

My Webpage
I have just completed my first website and I wanted to celebrate with you all by having a Grand "viewing" and invite you all to my page! Come check it out at http://www.nomoneyontrees.org PLEASE leave me a comment!

Agree Or Disagree
> >> Andy Rooney> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >> As you walk up the steps to the> >>> >> building which houses the U.S Supreme Court> >>> >> you can see near the top of the building a row> >>> >> of the world's law givers and each one is> >>> >> facing one in the middle who is facing forward> >>> >> with a full frontal view ... it is Moses and he> >>> >> is holding the Ten Commandments!> >>> >>> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >> As you enter the Supreme Court courtroom, the> >>> >> Two huge oak doors have the Ten Commandments> >>> >> Engraved on each lower portion of each door.> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >> As you sit inside the courtroom, you can see> >>> >> The wall, right above where the Supreme Court> >>> >> judges sit, a display of the Ten Commandments!> >>> >>> >>> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >>> >> There are Bible verses etched in stone all> >>> >> over the Federal Buildings and Monuments in> >>> >> Washington , D.C.> >>> >>> >>> >> DID YOU KNOW?> >>> >>> >>> >>>

December Hh's
For December, we should be able to get a break on Happy Hours. We should be able to pay a Hoilday rate of $45.00 for Happy Hours!!! That would add some more activity with Happy Hours. Any comments??

Anger
I've been thinking and thinking and thinking.. yes, probably over thinking this.. but.. i am so fucking mad.. All these people that are mad at me for what I did.. with the fake pictures.. I am mad at them.. knowing not one of them would have befriended me if they had known what I looked like.. no one did 2 years ago when I had my real ones up..but Gods knows I had tons when they thought I was someone I;m not.. it makes me sooooo damned angry So.. no one here as any right condeming me for what I had done.. when you are guilty as well..

Royal Pain Family
Need to level and want to join a family but can't deside which one you want to join well let me help you deside..... I have started a new family we are known as the royal pain levelers which is a family to help one another get to the next level weither it be level 11 or level 40.... the founder will be known as queen's or king's owner's are prince or princess co-owner's the same the greeter's will be nobles promoter's will be known as jesters YOU MUCT ADD FAN RATE ALL MEMBERS OF THE COURT BEFOR JOINING when a member of the family has a bomb please keep in mind the family should be bombed as well when a member has auto's on i wish for the family to go rate -re rate them DRAMA WILL NOT BE PERMITTED If you have a problem with a member please come to either the founder's or owner's founder's/co-founder's our job is to make sure all family is rated and happy Owner's your job's are to make sure all member's have been rated faned and added if not come

Mumm Like Blog
Well I am doing this here..because I kinda got a story/question thingy going on..and I know how people don't have the time to read stories in mumms. LOL. Anyways..I was at the waterpark today with my boys..and was laying out in a chair..when I heard a woman behind my chair talking to her kid. She was saying how her daughter just disgusted her..and how they would be leaving soon. Her daughter says..mommy , what did she do. The mom said.. "your sister just picked up a bandaid in the swimming pool and stuck it in her mouth". Although the thought is gross..I had to laugh also. I was thinking to myself.. its better than a dog turd.. which my oldest put in his mouth when he was 1 1/2. I remember that day oh so well..us walking across the yard..him stooping down to pick something up..and before I could see what it was.it went into his mouth. I opened it up real quick..and about puked. Anyways.. Kinda curious to know..what is the grossest thing you ever put in your mouth? I do not really

Levelling Friends And Family
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR HELP IN LEVELLING MY SISTER PATTI TO DISCIPLE. SHE IS NOW ONLY 461,755 PTS. AWAY.....LET'S ROCK IT LIKE A HURRICANE!! PLEASE REMEMBER TO HAVE FUN WHILE DOING SO...LOL $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Life Lessons
Well here it goes after four years of adultry, jackass's, lawyers, cops, and a divorce I have learned this. God does fail; Evil does win; Happly ever after is for fairy tales; Women are just as big of cheaters and liars as men can be; Love is overrated; Never Ever trust the ball coach;

To The Mothers
I have to say something to all the mothers out there. I have had two separate things come up with women that I dont understand. I have an ex wife that chose a man over her daughteafter the guy hit on my daughter, why? The other was my ex girlfriend who didn't show up for her own daughters graduation and then was suppose to come up this week to see her but chose to go to see a sister that she doesn't get along with instead. How is it that a mother can turn their back on their own children? What the hell are they thinking? My daughter lives in another state. She wanted to live with her mom the last few years of school so I agreed. On her graduation I was there. I call her at least twice a week just to say hi and see how she is doing. What is it with the mothers out there always bashing on the deadbeat dads and never looking to see that it goes both ways. My ex gf's daughter wont say that she is hurting because she tries to blow it off but I know that it hurts her, and to tell the truth I

Another Poem I Wrote
It wasn..t suppose to happenYou were only suppose to bring me my stuff.I let you back in, i trusted you.I told you not to hurt me,I told you not to break my heart.I should have never let you back in,I should have never trusted you again,You hurt me You broke my heart.You are not worth the tears,You are not worth my time.You lied, you cheatedI deserve betterI will have betterYou will realize what you have lost,and it will be to late. So my final words are Goodbye

Live Gameing
do u like 2 play games? and action video games? and and, live games? i may join ff12 online sumtime now that im able! ben wanting 2, but any way im on world of war craft! get ur ass in there and join me! i need sum help 2 lol looking 2 form a huge team at sum point!

Kirsten Smith's Blog
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A Vampires Love
as i walk in this cold dark word i sem to fall in love with a vampire.. his eyes get me lost in them. his kiss drives me wild. when he bites my neck i loss all fram of time and space.. when he talks to me i loss were i am at and get lost in him.. he body drives me so wild that i shiver at the site of it... know that he loves me is the best part of loveing this vampire... i bet all wonder how this vamp how stole my heart is.... his name is spike he has stole this dur's heart in more ways then one.... yes i have fallen for a vampire .. but how cares he has me for ever... spike i love so much that i be lost with out you

Will You Be There For Me?
Will you be there for me when I'm lost At any and every cost? Will you be there for me through snow and rain ,when I'm in pain? Will you be there to heal my cut no matter what? Will you be there like an angel from above. And will you be there to watch over me and teach me how to LOVE/???

Guitar Legend-inventor Les Paul Dies At Age 94
WHITE PLAINS, N.Y. — Les Paul, who invented the solid-body electric guitar later wielded by a legion of rock 'n' roll greats, died Thursday of complications from pneumonia. He was 94. According to Gibson Guitar, Paul died at White Plains Hospital. His family and friends were by his side. As an inventor, Paul also helped bring about the rise of rock 'n' roll with multitrack recording, which enables artists to record different instruments at different times, sing harmony with themselves, and then carefully balance the tracks in the finished recording. The use of electric guitar gained popularity in the mid-to-late 1940s, and then exploded with the advent of rock in the mid-'50s. "Suddenly, it was recognized that power was a very important part of music," Paul once said. "To have the dynamics, to have the way of expressing yourself beyond the normal limits of an unamplified instrument, was incredible. Today a guy wouldn't think of singing a song on a stage without a microp

Food For Thought
Someone told me I was safe here. Is that true? They said I could confide in you, That you could keep these secrets safe. DO YOU HERAR THAT? No not the swing band in the forward part of my brain, look behind it it a little. No,Not next to the vision of Billie Holiday. It's definitely not coming from the rose petals on the bed. Let me help you..move left...a little more,a little more right there....CAN YOU HEAR HEAR IT NOW? BEATING? CAN YOU SEE IT? HATS MY HEART IN MY HEAD... Yeah I know its not supposed to be up here but it ran out of places to hide and the only it could find was my mind. It used to hide behind this wall of passion and sanity but that came crashing down. Hey watch your step, you almost ran over my conscience! I kinda need that, I'm sorry, Thats been happening alot lately. Anyway I know I can't stay long but they said we'd find answers here. SEE THIS HEART, LOOK REAL CLOSELY. IT'S BEEN STEPPED ON,RIPPED OPEN AND THEN DUCKETAPPED,BATTERED AND BRUISED,RECYCLED,REUSED AND S

My Life
Why I have not been here for a BIT cuz I have been going through some shit with my soon to be ex husband I have not been on here cuz I just tried of the bs with the soon to be ex hubby and i just dont like being on here anymore its not FUN at all so if u want to get with me in a private messy plz do and I can give u my email or my facebook cuz I'm on facebook lots now and I really dont wanna loss my friends but until sh*t is different for me with the ex and what I mean that when I move out of this PLACE I would love to have FUN on here but I just don't know how I can with the Bullsh*t happening for me in REAL LIFE.

The Gift
Seether - The Gift Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Now

Redneck Joke
REDNECK FARM KID in the Marine Corps Dear Ma and PaI am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled.I was restless at first because you get to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. But I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing.Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food, plus yours, holds you until noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much.We go on 'route marches,' which t

Dark Blood Vampyres
Wir sind nicht tot Wir leben nicht. Sind weder Schatten Noch sind wir Licht. Wir sind kein Traum Noch Wirklichkeit Nicht Demut Und nicht Eitelkeit Wir sind nicht Schwarz Und auch nicht Weiß. Sind nicht aus Feuer Nicht aus Eis. Und doch sind wir Und allzeit nah. Für jede Seele Die Gefahr. ----------------------------------------------------- We are not deadly We do not live. If are neither shades Nor are we light. We are no dream Still reality Not humility And not vanity We are not black And also not white. Are not from fire Not from ice. And, nevertheless, we are And constantly near. For every soul the danger.

Royal Pain Family!!
Need to level and want to join a family but can't deside which one you want to join well let me help you deside..... We have started a new family we are known as the royal pain levelers which is a family to help one another get to the next level weither it be level 11 or level 40.... the founder will be known as queen's or king's owner's are prince or princess co-owner's the same the greeter's will be nobles promoter's will be known as jesters YOU MUCT ADD FAN RATE ALL MEMBERS OF THE COURT BEFOR JOINING when a member of the family has a bomb please keep in mind the family should be bombed as well when a member has auto's on i wish for the family to go rate -re rate them DRAMA WILL NOT BE PERMITTED If you have a problem with a member please come to either the founder's or owner's

INTRODUTION: Hello friends, this is the first time i have ever spoken my mind on this site, but have to address an issue that has been annoying me for some time. In various jobs I have had wheather corporate, bartending, personal training, or others I have had to hear the mouth of women and their issues. The issues tend to vary based on situations such as weight, appearance, relationships, personal self worth, etc . I am taking this opportunity to express my opinion and feelings about these situations. I am in NO WAY degregating or critizing ANY WOMAN that this may apply to, so please do not be offended. It is not my intent to insult anyone, but just to give my point of view, and anyone who reads this can respond to it and give me there feedback. I welcome everyone to read and respond to this and give their opinion as well. Once again I am basing this soley on my life experiences, and IS JUST MY POINT OF VIEW. This week I am going to address the issue with women and their weight. PAR

Richard Nixon Had Jesus Assonated
Funny Little Coincidences John Lennon, “the peaceful protester”, “the smart Beetle” and…..Jesus Christ???. During a revolutionary time for civil rights, humanitarian ideals, and rises against a blood-based administration, John Lennon gave up his musical fame for a march against the walls that made the Government regulated “Safe Box”. He was partnered with some called “an unusual woman” named Yoko Ono. He was the leader of thousands of people who shared his view and torment over a war no one could seem to win. He chose a life battles he knew he could not win, against a power no one could seem to control, and against a leader whose view and concept of human value stood in the dark. This is an observation based on funny little coincidences between two icons who took a stand for their fellow man, and who died with no regret. It was the 1970’s, and America was in a war that no one could see the end of.

Theme Nights
My lounge Owner and i are kicking around the ideal of having a theme night .This mean going back in time .. Playing oldskool music ... We are wondering if this is a good idea?? We are at Royal Dragon.

Debating!!!
I've Been Debating If I Should Leave Fubar And Just Take A Long Break.I Know This Mite Sound Like I Mite Be Whining Or Whatever But I Got To Get This Off My Chest..I've Been Feeling Like A Outsider A Lot As Of Late, Doesn't Matter If I Go Into The Lounges Or Rate Peoples Pix Or Leave A Status Of What Is Really On My Mind It Just Seems That I'm Like A Ghost Nobody Can See Me Or Nobody Really Can Really Give A Rats Ass But I Will Tell You This I Like To Get To Know People I'm Not A Number On Someones Fan List Or Friends List If That's The Case Maybe I Should Delete People... If People Got A Problem With Me Then Step Up And Say Some Thing Or Delete Me Don't Sit There And Act Like You Don't Give Crap About Me And At The Same Time Have Me On You're Friends List And Family's List Makes No Sence At All.

Special Stories
At 7.10am I got on the road as I normally do. I drove up the street, along the road, along the other road then onto the highway where I proceeded to accelerate to a mere 74mph. This was in a 65mph zone, splendid! Remember the 9 and your fine rule an life will be great. However whilst driving west on my 9 miles stretch on the highway this Friday morning, on a not very busy highway AWAY from the NYC direction at 7.10am, about 2 miles in as if from no where a vehicle (one I can only describe as the Chevrolet Washing Machine model or at least their smallest compact with what must be a washing machine motor as an engine) decides to pull right in behind me to the point of where they nearly hit me. I looked in the rearview window and saw that the driver was no more than 19yrs old and gave them the old WTF was that look. This went unnoticed. They then, when I didnt move over within 2 seconds to allow them to pass while being 1ft behind me travelling 74mph (I was on cruise it hadnt changed), d

Micheal Jackson's Death, From A Soldiers View
Michaeal Jacksons Death, A soldiers view Got this in my Email from a friend and boy was this trooper dead on. read it and think. Do we have something wrong with our priorities or is it just me and this Brave G.I.THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villan to manypeople. I understand that hisdeath would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?

Never Forget
by Denise Girod Wednesday, August 22, 2007 Rated "PG13" by the Author. To all our Soldiers past and present, God Bless Glory to the American Flag, long may she wave So many have been covered with her when they've gone to their grave So many of us have taken for granted that our freedom will always be We tend to forget those who have kept that right for you and for me A Soldier will stand and fight all night to keep us from harm While some of us sit at home and refuse to lift an arm Some sit around and complain all day how wrong this war must be While a Soldier pushes that aside to continue to fight for you and me Some sit around and complain about the food their going to eat While a Soldier works straight through hungry and weary on his feet While you sit around and complain about what you have or where you live Remember what a Soldier somewhere for you is about to give A Soldier stands tall and proud and ready for the fight We must stan

Hope For Hep C In Blueberries
Blueberries Offer Hope for Hepatitis CAugust 13, 2009 Japanese researchers have found evidence that an extract from blueberry leaves hinders Hepatitis C viral replication. Blueberry supplement could help treat hepatitis CAugust 8, Charlotte Health and Happiness Examiner Kathleen Blanchard RN Results of a new and promising study show that a supplement made from blueberry leaves could help treat hepatitis C. Researchers from Japan found that beneficial chemicals in blueberry leaves can stop replication of the hepatitis C virus. So far, treatment of hepatitis C yields standard results that are fairly successful, but with no guarantees. The hepatitis virus can lead to cirrhosis of the liver and liver cancer. Hepatitis C, spread from dirty needles, at unsanitary tatto parlors, and from body fluids, affects 200 million individuals worldwide. Researchers at the University of Miyazaki and elsewhere in Japan found that a particular type of blueberry leaf shows much promise for treatment of

Good Lovin
Say Her Name – Women love to hear their man say their name. While “baby” and “sweetheart” are flattering, remind her of what it sounds like to hear you say her name. Be it unexpectedly mid-sentence or upon seeing her. Hearing you say her name evokes a certain closeness especially in moments of intimacy. Not to mention it’s effortless.Take Notes – if you know your girl’s habits then you know where she spends most of her time. Leave a little post-it note in her closet that says “I love you in the blue dress, wear it.” Or a note on the bathroom mirror that says “the red lace thong, please.” And finally a note on the door that says “You look beautiful, meet me at our favorite place at 8 and be ready for an all-nighter,” or something to that effect. She’ll be ready to devour you by the time the night is over.Fair Trade – lingerie is so cliche but it really doesn’t have to be! Buy your lady

Just Something
An amazing sister, a best friend, a true gem, and a beautiful, smart, hillarious young lady. A girl who has unlimited potential and never ceases to amaze the world. May define something random, goofy, klutzy, or just plain crazy. Also knows as Meggers, Meglet, etc. buy meg mugs, tshirts and magnets short and sweet just like her name..a hot girl with a lot of potential for lovin. shes always got some man chasing after her and she has really cool friends (but nobody likes them). Yes thats me you hear crying in the night. I try so hard to hold it deep inside. Not wanting the world to see my pain. Trying not to go insane. This is how I feel day in and day out...I try to be strong for everyone else, yet can not be strong for myself.... I feel at times I am losing my mind and may never regain control....like my life is spinning so fast and I just can't stop it.....I don't know what to do...or what to say...always playing the "what if" game....always scared of doing the wrong thing...lik

Thinking Of Him
**When I turned the corner,I saw you down the way.I smiled and you waved.My heart melted,Just watching you look at me.Someone called and you turned away,But I’ll keep on looking,I’ll keep on dreaming of the day,When you really seeThat I don’t want a wave, a nod.I want to feel your breath on my neck,Your hands in mine.I want to see your eyes looking at meWith the love I feel for you.** **What he doesn't knowIs that I love him in my heartI knew that he was specialI could tell right from the startWhat he doesn't knowIs that when I close my eyesAll I can see is his imageAs he slowly passes byWhat he doesn’t knowIs that I remember every wordEvery single thing he saysEverything I've heardWhat he doesn't knowIs that I dream of him at nightAnd what I really long for,Is for him to be in my sightWhat he doesn't knowIs that I long for him to sayJust one single wordAnything, so I can stayWhat he doesn't knowIs that I treasure all the timeEvery minute that I’m w

Mine
a girl an angel of the world she has dreams hopes love and hate she crys she falls apart she pushes you away says things that make you walk away why because she's broken she has no feeling anymore she feels so alone in the world like a face forgotten and no one to cry out to she gaurds her heart so it can't love anymore she sheilds her self from love because so many times she's given it away to only the wrong people and they bruised her heart and shattered it and stomped on it and shoved it in her face so she stands strong in a world where she's nothing leting it all fall around her she's only one person not the whole world she has so much to deal with when she trys to tell her soul begins to break as you won't listen to her she needs a helping hand only to make it through this tough world the only one she has she wont let go of she loves this person so much it kills her she fears the worst the one day that person will be gone forever so this girl feels like an ange

We Stand As One
We Stand As One This is the season of the Goddess The fullness of the moon Feel the ancient power Make our dream Live our love Be the one This is the age of renewal The dawn of feeling Feel the ancient power Make our dream Live our love Be the one This is the rising of starlight The message of the Circle Feel the ancient power Make our dream Live our love Be the one Through all time we have been her No longer will we subjugate our will Feel the ancient power Make our dreams Live our love Be the one This is the awakening of all ages Where she comes into her being She is within us She is power We are her We are one. With the Power of the Goddess We Stand As One. The chant reaches far and wide to every Pagan's ear. Feel the power, Rise and Proclaim, "We Stand As One."

Pain!
my heart is broken apart,as the tears begin to start,what u told me was all a lie,all i did was try,u pushed me away,when all i wanted was for u to stay,i am crying over u,i am so sad and blue,u dnt want me even near u,what can i do,for u to hear my hearts call is true,im sorry for what i do,u was the wndrfulest man i knew,y did u lie,y did i try,y did i cry,all over u,because i said i luv u,and i thought what u felt was true,now my heart is thru!uit is shattered in a apart,as the tears start,i am all alone,it is me against the world with noone,by my side,no one i can confide,in this pain sucks,i am just fucked! im a slave to my mind,i am a slave to the daily grind,no matter hw hard i catch up i am behind,luv is what i look for but i never find,my heart makes my soul blind,there is noone left of my kind,i am lonely,i am the only,who wears my heart on the outside,my feelings is hard to hide,i have had a fucked up life,i relieve my emotional pain with a knife,noone understands hw i feel

Tanks Are Fun
I have 3 whole days left of being a civilian. Then it's off to start the most exciting and gut wrenching job ever! I'm going to say I welcome this new challenge. I also look forward to meeting my fellow brothers/sisters in arms. So yea, ever have one of those days(and I suppose I'm speaking to all enlisted people here), where you run into something that makes you say fuck this civilian shit. I'm glad I'm in the fucking army(or what ever service you're in)? Either way I'm havin one of those momenets. I could be an army snob and say I'm a 19Kilo and leave the rest of you to guessing, but I'm not that big of a dick at the moment. Big fancy way of saying I run Abrams tanks. *Takes a shot* Here's to the Army kids!

Get Paid 4 Rates! 500 Pic Folders!
Howdy and welcome to my page! You're probably wonderin how to get paid for rating me...well it's simple! Rate my folder labeled **EASY RATES_1 or 2 or 3 ~ RATE!! DURING HH W/A-11's 50K** (now you notice it says HH W/A-11'S 50K; that means if I AM RUNNING AUTO 11's you will get paid 50K if not...I pay half that price, which is 25K.) When you have reached the end, I want you to leave a comment simply sayin "RATED" or something similar and send me a PM; tellin me which folder you rated and how much...DO NOT TRY TO CHEAT ME! I CHECK TO SEE WHO HAS RATED MY PICTURES! IF YOU MISS A HUGE CHUNK I WILL SEE AND YOU WILL NOT GET PAID! I WILL NOT BE USED! Have fun ratin! P.S) IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW MY INSTRUCTIONS; YOU WILL NOT GET PAID!! SO READ BEFORE YOU RATE! ;)

Rantings
Desolate Madness slowly seeps in,She says, " I have stories to tell, don't know where to begin"You walk your fine line with its zigzag turnsEvery mis step leads to your getting burnedCross yourself pretending that your god hearsIgnoring that your prayers fall on insensitive earsAnd when dawn breaks and you find you're still aloneRemember the light you could've been shownWe offered no false hope or faith to breakBut our hands to hold and our hearts to take.When you could've had brotherhood and unityYou chose contradictions and trickeryWe offered all our trust and loveYou chose instead fabrications from aboveYou're now far out of our reachAs long as you believe the lies they teachHopefully sometime soon you'll be able to seeThey teach values riddled with hypocrisy.---------------------------------------------------------This right here is what happens when I get bored at work and I'm extremely sleep deprived... go figure. I found my muse... Read this article.http:../../..findarticles...c

In Honor Of My Mother
As you may remember, my father passed away and we put him in the ground APRIL 2, 2009. T.L. had a profound and sometimes disturbing effect on his family. In the blog "my pops" i shared a bit of that as he went traipsing about in my mind. He is up to his old tricks again, the words that follow are from his funeral service,......the speaker was my older brother, Kendrick, and they pay honor where honor is due......."When T.L. was hungry, you fed him. When he was not well, you tended to him, When he was thirsty, you gave him drink. When he was soiled, you cleaned him. When he became a prisoner inside a shell that could not get around, you became his eyes, his ears, his hands, his feet, his freedom to move about. You became his great protector and provider. You kept the vows you took 60 plus years ago when you both said..." I DO". I stand in awe of your steadfastness and loyalty".......................and then he continued, fighting off powerful emotions all the while....." These are the

Grimmoutlook
Dont no wat iz ok in thze blogz bt i nede a Demonoid invite frm sumwun woo has an account crntlee !!! That wud b grand Thnx in advance !!! WELL WHY NOT !!! WE ALL DIE !!! AND THATS IT !!! NOTHING MORE !!! TAKE WHAT YOU CAN & CRUSH THE REST !!!

Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. Mysterious days lead to dark lustful nights, when the full moon casts light upon the werewolf fight... Languished howls of pain as flesh from bone is torn, and yet she lounges against the oak waiting for morn... The Wolfman dies his claws grip the stars, she laughs, her eyes the color of mars... Breasts heave, hands tremble with womanly delight, her lover has survived to take her again with might... Eyes of Amber burn against the dull morning twilight, screams of pain and pleasure take her to soaring height... Witching glamour and wereman lust a pair do t

Happy New Year Single Parents
Well I'm not dating but everyone tells me I should. I'm rather bored but happy and so I shall start something new. I know some of you have enjoyed the ocassional story or poem over the years. Some know of my erotic writtings or lessons learned writtings. I am now going to do my best to do a writing a day and yes I will warn in the subject what rating it is so I don't pollute the innocent. Feel free to comment in any which way, and keep in mind I tend to burst my thoughts through the key strokes as they bounce through my head. Enjoy a taste of the sweet thoughts at the summit of my mind, a surf through the waves in my hair, or a tip toe through the passionate pastures of pleasure. We all are single because we all made a similar mistake. We do not and never will admit that we made a mistake, because if that mistake was never made, we would not have the one thing in the world that we will love, forgive, and hold closest to us. (Our Children!) We all are dieing to be loved by some

Seduction...
Sendign gifts can lead to better and lovelier things.... Sending a condom... She Replies:You'll have to open it and place it in my mouth...quite difficult to do these things with my arms tied down...but first can I have just a taste? The texture of a hard throbbing head slipping just inside my mouth and the prized for tonguing the hole makes me very wet... He replies:For you, yes. I'll stand next to you as your tied laying on the table, a limb tied to each leg of the table, cock out and throbbing hard at the sight of your naked body tied to my table. Stepping forward to inch my cock by your mouth, I hold it down just close enough for you to lick the tip or it, watching me throb as your tounge touches me. I step a little closer allowing you to wrap your lips around the head, and step even closer as I tip toe my fingers down your body with one hand, flicking your nipples, dancing around your belly and cupping your dripping silky pussy in the palm of my hand, holding your ponytail in m

Fantasy
I must add that sending those pictures shocked me and gave me an immediate hard on. It had me thinking about if I had you there, putting a sexy body with tattoos (I have 2 tattoos) in my hands, and looking close, wanting to touch. There’s porn and then there’s someone you talk to and desire, just to bad I’m still down in Houston with family for a couple more days. Maybe we can meet up sometime soon and see how things go. I’m sure they will be maybe a little shy at first and then heat up. I would probably get you talking if I could because that’s just my thing to do, and of course I would talk as well. Just imagine us meeting up at a restaurant, Me in a nice pair of slacks, and a colored dress shirt, no tie and the top button undone (boxers, briefs, or commando?). You show up in your hot black halter dress, sexy little panties, thigh highs, and platform heels. We sit down at a table and just stare at each other. Checking each other out, we cant help but

Reality
I had such a wonderful conversation with this girl, I couldn't help but copy, paste, and save it. BUT! Since Im lazy... Go bottom to top (but I replaced her name) Mystery Girl: night *kiss ->Mystery Girl: kk night night hun Mystery Girl: you too. i will be on tomorrow probably so hopefully i will catch you again ->Mystery Girl: Hope to talk to you soon? and that you have Sweet dreams and happy thoughts forever Mystery Girl: good night ->Mystery Girl: I will hun xoxo Mystery Girl: i know im going to Mystery Girl: hmmm then you should sleep real good tonight ->Mystery Girl: same hun... gettin a bit sleepy that and u have me so turned on... lots and lots in common Mystery Girl: dalin as much as i dont want to i think im going to have to head to bed Mystery Girl: lol ->Mystery Girl: I should shouldnt I hehe, it looks like aa powder kit though, and like you i want to stomp grapes Mystery Girl: omg you should totally try it! ->Mystery Girl: hehe id love to make my own wine, i have a ki

Makeup Sex Stories
Walking up to his women he smiled with his pearly whites,He looked her in the eyes and sighed with pure delight, Taking her in his arms he held her close and tight,He bent her head back and stared at that beautiful sight, He kissed her deep and grabbed her ass,They fell to the floor knocking over a glass, Rolling on the floor they ripped and pulled, Their clothes flew off as if they were in high school, She got on top and gave a roar,The cock was hers now that she'd won the war, She slipped it in her sweet pussy lips,They shook and shuddered as she lowered her hips, He lifted her up and slapped her ass,As she rode his rod like it would be her last, They tossed and turned as he struggled for power,He pinned her down and she prepared for a shower, The cock was pulled out and was getting stroked hard,She licked her lips as he dropped his guard, The cum flew out pouring each and everywhere,He even shot some up and into her hair, They fell to sleep soon after that,Dreaming of what

Opinions Wanted!
So... I am full of ideas, but someone challenged me to a writing contest. So send your ideas to me and I will reply with a story to fit your thoughts aand desires. Be it Kinky or sweet and loving, I'll make you cream through words. Try me... What do u desire, want, need, yearn for...? When you wakeup in the morning next to your lover and he/she is still sleeping, how do you prefer to wake them for erotic pleasure? Kiss them and whisper sweet nothings and sensual thought. Begin rubbing your hands up and down their sides. Wake them with breakfast in bed, fruit and juice. Wake them by giving oral sex. Wake them during intercourse with their sleeping body. Masturbate and let them hear you moan and groan. Nudge them telling them your horny. Push him/her till they awake and tell them to fuck you. Sit on them and get yourself off, loudly waking them to a view. Cuddle and wait for them to wake and kiss and make love.

Men & Breast Cancer
My sister in law.. my brother's wife called me this morning and told me my brother has breast cancer.. Yes.. men do get it and every man should be checked.. my brother found his in time.. but it can be fatal in men like it is in women.. so pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee get checked.. Now he has to go through chemo/radiation for it.. What is male breast cancer? Men possess a small amount of nonfunctioning breast tissue (breast tissue that cannot produce milk) that is concentrated in the area directly behind the nipple on the chest wall. Like breast cancer in women, cancer of the male breast is the uncontrolled growth of the cells of this breast tissue. Breast tissue in both young boys and girls consists of tubular structures known as ducts. At puberty, a girl's ovaries produce female hormones (estrogen) that cause the ducts to grow and milk glands (lobules) to develop at the ends of the ducts. The amount of fat and connective tissue in the breast also increases as girls reach pubert

Great Songs
If you had things to do overWould you do them just the sameWould you maybe see yourselfAs just a player in the gameAnd if hindsight's twenty-twentyWould it help you see at allWould you never try the mountainAre you too afraid you'd fallAnd what would you do for the moneyWhat would you do for funWould you leave yourself defenselessWould you get yourself a gunOoh kiss me helloOhh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetThey're making tracks for the doorhttp://www.free-lyrics.orgDo you think you'd try the backroadsMaybe ones less clearly markedWould you make love in the daylightWould you come out of the darkWould you hold your thoughts in silenceWould you free them with a shoutWould you demonstrate your patienceWhile your destiny's dealt outOoh kiss me helloOoh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetT

Stuff
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply***1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Soapbox
Have been fighting this crud for several years now havee seen it not only limited to Pit Bull type dogs but also Dobermans, Rotts, etc. I have owned Pits since I was a child and never had any bad dogs. Wanna make them better get rid of some owners who think the dog makes them tougher. Get rid of the Aholes who own various breeds and all the dogs will benefit. Remember your dog is what you make it. My red nose has been on fundraisers for animal care with hundreds of other dogs around and never raised a hackle. If you are against this type of government control keep in touch with your elected officials.

Snake Woods
I awaken in a wagon, near someones feet. I get sat up, and feel a flask at my lips, giving me water. I drink slowly, careful not to drink to much and choke. I rest until we stop. I meet up with the Lord who is in the carriage ahead of the wagon. He is the noble that I heard of, and he wants to talk to me. I relate that I know nothing of the horse or its rider, and why it was out there. He asks where I am going. I reply, the very same town he is going to. "I heard you were banished there" I explained. "It would make for a good story someday." At this statement, the young man, (younger then me by 2 years or so)gets very incensed at this remark, does not allow me to tell stories about him, and does not allow me to travel with him any further. I stay at the farmhouse we are at to fully heal. Helping out the first day, I get full bed rest the second day to start on my travels on the third day. To be continued.... This is the start of the adventures of Cor Lune. He is a gem cutter

Sipping Vodka
It's funny A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak.After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done.The monsignor replied, ' When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip.'So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice.At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink.He proceeded to talk up a storm.Upon his return to his office after the mass,he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp.2) There are 10 commandments, not 12.3) There are 12 disciples, not 10.4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated.5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass.

My Gf
Ya know what? i`m starting to wonder if this "love" thing is really worth it? Every time i fall in love with someone, it always seems to blow up in my face for some reason or another, idk, maybe its me, i do everything i can fot whoever im with and apparently it seems like its never enough. Maybe i should just start being an asshole and i will get farther in a relationship, because i`m always too damn nice and giving and willing to go outta my way for people. its been like that since i was a teenager and it seems that old habits are hard to break. Dont get me wrong, i`m by no means an asshole at all, i love going out and doing things and sometimes just hanging out with who-ever, but like i said, sometimes whatever i do doesnt seem good enough for anyone. I`d give the shirt off my back for anyone but alls i get in return is either used or dum ped or cheated on, wtf is wrong with me? H E L P ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

The Lighthouse........
The Lighthouse The Lighthouse stands......... unknowing the weather or wind that besiege it. It knows just....that it is to be!!! To be....is enough. The light that it emits, allows the ships to pass safely by..... on their journeys to places unbeknown to the Lighthouse. But that does not matter or concern it…..for it knows its purpose!!

A New Me
People say Im the life of the party 'cause I tell a joke or two Although I might be laughing loud and hearty Deep inside Im blue So take a good look at my face You'll see my smile looks out of place If you look closer Its easy to trace The tracks of my tears............ **~No one says it better than Smokey!~** I need a new me...I need a life do-over..where along the way did I lose who I really am?..and most of all why did I allow myself to lose who I really am?..why did I stand beside you for 6 years?..I like the old me..you changed me...and not for the better..you say you need me in your life..you need my support..you need me to be there for you..but where the hell are you when I need you?..nowhere in sight..and Im tired...tired of who you have made me become..I gave you everything..and you have given me nothing!...I cant pretend to be happy anymore..Im tired of the guise...just thinking about faking another smile makes me sick...6 long year wasted in becoming some

Gotta Love Maxine, Cash For Clunkers
CASH FOR CLUNKERS..........I QUALIFY IF MY BODY WERE A CAR... If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish, and my paint job is getting a little dull. But that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus, and it's especially hard to see things up close.My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently. But here's the worst of it -- Almost every time I sneeze, cough or laugh, either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires. CASH FOR CLUNKERS..........I QUALIFY - How about You?

Boredom Equals This
[ NOW ] Current mood: bummed Current music: "Pretty Wings" by Maxwell Current taste: apples Current hair: dark brown w/blonde highlights up in a bun with bangs pinned up Current clothes: t-shirt and pj pants Current annoyance: allergies Current smell: apples Current thing I should be doing: sleeping Current windows open: none Current desktop picture: chevy emblem Current favorite band: dont have one Current book: none at the moment Current cd in stereo: a mix Current crush: Will Current favorite celeb: Channing Tatum [ DO YOU.. ] Smoke?: no Do drugs?: never Have a dream that keeps coming back?: a couple of them Remember your first love?: yes sadly Still love him/her?: no, more like hate him Read the newspaper?: online Have any gay or lesbian friends?: sure do and i love them Believe in miracles?: i believe in God Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: only if you want to remain faithful forever Consider yourself tolerant of others?: of course not Consider love a mistake?:

Scars
Okay so, a few years back, on the morning of halloween about 12:30 am or so we was getting our costumes ready and suk. well we heard yelling from outside. Now I lived in some apartments on the second story in the very end. Anyways me and my roommate at the time went out to see what was going on. It turned out the mexican straight acrossed from me was beating on his wife. well I had friends living down stairs at the time and they was out too so they was calling the police. I yelled at the guy to stop hitting his wife and he got pissed at me and said something like "you want some too?" well at this point my room mate said "if you come up those steps there's gonna be trouble.". Of couse he did, we didn't know it at the time but the dude was methed out. So the fight was on, he got his ass whipped and we thought he left. I went down stairs to check on my friends, and lo and behold he was in the apartment next door getting a butcher knife. Well he came out and stabbed me in the side from beh

Smile
How can one smile such sweet smiles, When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles, How can I smile the same smiles, When life brings me nothing but tears, I wondered for so long, What reason you had to smile that long, To keep smiling though troubles come, And still remain sweet and silently overcome, It's such a mystery to me, Your smiles from heaven with glee, I adore and yet envy thee, But I'd rather you smile those at me, I feel happy when I see you smile, Even if I'm sad and lonely, Your smiles bring me somewhere, I don't even know where, But it was you, You gave me the reason to smile, To smile with no reason, To smile for a smile, I guess life is just like that, We need not a reason to smile, For a smile is the reason itself, To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks, I learned to smile because of you, Because your smiles bring me joy when blue, It proves how well and powerful, A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful, Smile for the sake of a smile, Smile for the sake of

Slumber
Legs and arms entwinedGently caressing Your shoulder as my pillowSyncopated breaths so softDrifting to sleepSkin on skin Vanilla and caramel Bodies warming each otherCurled like spoonsWrapped in your embraceA nuzzle to the neckSweet slumber Just you and I

The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same
You know...I like Obama. I voted for him, and I actually thought things were going to change. With the Democratic majority they should have been able to pass any legislation that they wanted. Health Care, Foreign policy, The economy... Instead we have the same gridlock on the exact same problems that has faced this nation for decades. We vote for two different parties, but the fact is that we have had, philosophically, the same exact government since Nixon. Look back before Nixon. We had strong leaders...Eisenhower, Johnson, Kennedy, FDR. It doesen't matter if you agree with them or not, the fact is that they were Leaders, with IDEAS and principals. Then came Nixon...The conservatives love Nixon but guess what? Some of the USA's most Liberal programs came from his administration. Head Start, Education and Job Training, Trade agreements with Communist countries, all flourished under Nixon. Carters policies, regardless of the conservative hate thrown his way, were far more conservati

Why
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from

Definition Of Intimacy
I am the lords work I am his will I am the words he spoke when time beganI am the wind that blows and the waters that flow I can be a hurricane or a gentle breezeI can be the rivers flooding or a misting rain I can be an earth quake or a sunny dayI can be lightning striking or a breath taking sunsetI am a force of nature and just when you think I have lost my strength God transforms my energy You are the air that I breath The first breath that I take when I wakeFor loves sake I wont hesitate Take your heart and hold tight Cherish your presence with every sight For loves sake for loves sakeI will embrace your essence the very soul of youNever a question if my love is trueFor loves sake I wont brakeI give you the light in me All that I am all that I will be For all the world to see For loves sake I wake I give you all I haveYou are all I need In your heart let me plant loves seed For love sake I waitI will never equivocate The soul of me I let love saturate For your loves sake I live

Beautiful
(someone sent this to me and I loved it) Main Entry: beau·ti·ful Pronunciation: \ˈbyü-ti-fəl\ Function: adjective Date: 15th century 1 : having qualities of beauty : exciting aesthetic pleasure2 : generally pleasing : excellent — beau·ti·ful·ly \-f(ə-)lē\ adverb — beau·ti·ful·ness \-fəl-nəs\ noun synonyms beautiful, lovely, handsome, pretty, comely, fair mean exciting sensuous or aesthetic pleasure. beautiful applies to whatever excites the keenest of pleasure to the senses and stirs emotion through the senses . lovely is close to beautiful but applies to a narrower range of emotional excitation in suggesting the graceful, delicate, or exquisite . handsome suggests aesthetic pleasure due to proportion, symmetry, or elegance . pretty often applies to superficial or insubstantial attractiveness . comely is like handsome in suggesting what is coolly approved rather than emotionally responded to

Rip Rivers 8-17-2009
Yesterday after my sisters husband got home from work and went into their bedroom to change their very first golden retriever rivers walked in the bedroom with him and something happened where he was dead before he even hit the floor. they rushed him to the vet but it was already too late. he was one of those dogs that would be the first to bark when the door bell rang at my sisters and he would be the first to run out to the car tail wagging and all to see everyone. He was very much a part of the family and will be truly and deeply and gut whrechingly sadly missed. He gave a whole new meaning to mans best friend. He was a gentle giant so to speak. I remember when my sister got him as a puppy it was her husband then boyfriends birthday present http://images57.imikimi.com/image/images2_full/EAdL-148.jpg

You're A Keeper
I got this in an email from my cousin, so I am going to share it. :( One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "anymore". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye or say"I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... And old cars .. And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a sister-in-law after divorce. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what.

My Friend
$safe_uid_dname@ fubar http://fubar.com/sassy73 Hey everyone My Hot friend Michael Wakely needs help to level up. He is a wonderful friend and has helped me out alot so in return I want to help him gain more points and level up so check his profile out and do what you can to help him for me PLEASE!!!

Horny Angel's Auction
just wanted to say happy birthday to you hun, your always showing love to everyone and i hope you have a great day loves always Bearhugs xo Lets show this sexy Cherry some birthday lovin EVERYONE Bomb bling rate :P FAN http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&i=2622112237&albumid=1811749#2622112237 Go rate and bid on this sexy lady. hugs xo

Vulnerable
Vulnerable The sadness and sorrow spread like tendrils of ice …. Permeating my consciousness Leaving me wounded and shaken to the core My head and my heart are warring against each other Each wanting their own way Each having opposite conclusions The voice of reason cannot be heard Chaos and despair each drowning out the truth Leaving me blind and defenseless, vulnerable © 2008 Wycked

Pain
I'm just a step away I'm a just a breath away Losin my faith today Fallin off the edge today I am just a man not superhuman I'm not superhuman someone save me from the hate It's just another war just another family torn Falling from my faith today just a step from the edge Just another day in the world we live I need a hero to save me now I need a hero Save me now i need a hero to save my life A hero'll save me Just in time i gotta fight today To live another day speakin my mind today My voice will be heard today I've gotta make a stand but i am just a man I'm not superhuman my voice will be heard today It's just another war just another family torn My voice will be heard today It's just another kill the countdown Begins to destroy ourselvesWho's gonna fight for what's right Who's gonna help us survive We're in the fight of our lives And we're not ready to die Who's gonna fight for the weak Who's gonna make 'em believe i've got a hero I've got a hero livin in me I'm gonna fight for wha

Insights
Where The Cycle End It seems there is a great deal of discussion on the idea of Drama and how people should interact about it and with it. There does seem to be a cycle that can be simply put as offender-offendee, but it is not that simple. In a dynamic and interconnected world, such as the current media-saturated culture and especially the overly connected world of the Internet, any agitation between two people will have propagating consequences that make ripples in a pond seem like "child's play". The biggest question is exactly how do we react to all these frictions. The main focus here is when someone is slighted and needs to find solace and comfort in others. It should not be difficult to see that the degree of trauma created by the slight will increase the amount and need for comfort. A simple verbal bashing may only require a few comments of support for the "victim" and maybe even a verbal retort to the "perpetrator". Yet, it is the second action that causes all t

Funny "quotes" With ,,/ Dj Metalface ,,/
I will be posting funny quotes from movies and t.v. shows.. All you gotta do is know who I am quoting! Simple as that. If you think you know who I am quoting the send me a P.M. with who you think i am quoting.

New Drugs For Women!!! Lol
MORE NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause euphoria resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as,

80ty's / 20ty's
U Lied Emotionly" You sit and protrad urself as bein trueBut u fail to tell the truthU tell everyone u hate me but still turn around and act like u lov meIts not the fucing that we doI have sat here with u through everythingI chose to be by urside through anythingU lie and yet everyone believe uU lie sayin "I do nothing"wen u know in your heart I do "everything"Ur family ask me "Y"Y r u still here takin his "abuse"no answerAbuse I have fought with all my lifeJust didn't think it would be with UBut c I lived this several timesThey want to c u fall on your faceEverytime u have a chance u burn meFor they say "every person have something good in them"But I guess ur not that personI've lead u on and lied but it seems that u will never forgive meBut I have forgiven u for the things u have done to meU lied so many times and I always blew it offBut enjoy burnin me and lieing to all these women about meI stopped my shit and am not lookin for a lie but u keep going and enjoyBecause u lied wen u

Web Solutions
Web Solutions provides information that enables internet users to find answers to diffcult questions. Our writers perform in-depth research to ensure that Web Solutions wesbites provide the highest quality information available online. Our websites provide information about credit card offers, personal finance blog, work at home opportunities, gadgets and last minute deals.

Poetry, Short Stories, And Lyrics
Heroine for Morphine I feel you in my veins, running wild with fire. Extasy and agony mixing into a pleasure unlike any. Your scent, intoxicating as you numb me to the core. Forbidden and tempting like a moth to a flame. A shift in the pit of my stomach. Pleasure leaves, alone in the dark again. Sweat drenches me like an ocean. Fingers like ice as the emptiness sets in. I seek your lips to chase off the pain. The heroine for my morphine. The Dark and Dreams Is it the shadows that keep me up at night or the promise of dreams that haunts me to wake. The dreams aren't truly dreams but nightmares that dance the the subconscious like flames the color of the umbral night.

Family As In Fu Family
If I put you in my family ,,doesnt and have no way for you to put me in yours. I will watch out for you..shitface and pimpout,,no matter what,, These condtions are always due to change if ya not right to me..slander me,,or anything abusive to me.

Total Randomness
So I'm not even very actively acting out with the ED, but I'm having the most painful muscle cramps and twitches today. Which must be nutrition related. Somebody needs to rescue me before I kill myself doing this bullshit. I'm in too much pain to go on. And all the meds in the world only do so much for the arthritis, the muscle pains, the mental agony. Somebody just do something, because life's slipping away from me much too fast for my 23 years...

Am I The Crazy One?
Well I just got back from dropping my oldest off at preschool, and before I left the main teacher/preschool director stopped me and had something to say. This may be the fourth or fifth time in just the 8 days school's been in session, with reports ranging from "She crossed her arms and tapped her foot at me" to "She took off all her clothes during dress up time." Well, this lady makes me feel like doing the former right about now. She tells me that she notices my daughter sometimes sits with her legs in a "W", as in back along her sides with her bottom on the ground. She then says she shouldn't sit like this, as it promotes bad posture, please stop her from doing this at home as well. Maybe my initial skepticism snuck through the blank stare I gave her for a few seconds, because although I half-heartedly admit this may not lead to the straightest of spinal configurations, she rushes on to add that "they are told to watch for this" and that it may be a sign of - and here is w

Update!!!
Update!!! New Name New Profile Same Damn Devil Add Me http://fubar.com/varcan This Page i gonna be up and running still but slowly gonna make a family up and this one as the home page not sure whats the names gonna be or what not and what its all going to be but taking ideas so what ya waiting for add my new one

Family Luv
~~~MIKEY~~~©® Stop By This Awesome Friend Above & Show Him Love. He Gives All Love Back. So Go Tell Him Hello . Thank You So Much ~~~MIKEY~~~ WOW WHAT A GREAT FRIEND . MY NUMBER 1 FAMILY IS GIVING ME All His Points For 12 Hrs 2 Help Me 2 Oracle

Joke Of The Day
This guy was walking down the street and this hooker says, "Say, wanna have a good time?" as he looked him up and down seductively. "Sure," he says and they are off to the nearest motel. She takes off her clothes and he keeps staring at her. She says, "Is this the first pussy you seen since you crawled out of one?" The guy says, "Nope, just the first one I've seen big enough to crawl back into." A woman goes to her doctor, complaining that her husband is 300% impotent. The doctor says, "I'm not sure I understand what you mean." She says, "Well, the first 100% you can imagine. In addition, he burned his tongue and broke his finger!" A mother and her son were flying Southwest Airlines from Oakland to Kansas City. The son, who had been looking out the window, turned to his mother and said, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes? The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told her son to ask the flight attendant. So, the little

Auction
I will be hosting an auction starting August 25th and ending Sept. 1st. This will be like every other auction, however at the end whoever has the most picture ratings will win a 3-day blast. If you are interested in joining the auction please send me a private message for more details.

Feeling In A Broken Heart
Today is my birthday and for the first time in my life I'm sad. I have a cloud over me, I try to get away but it follows me. Its raining down on me,Keeping the sunhine from my face, I feel soaked, weighted down,heavy if you will. Happiness is around me I can see it but the cloud won't let me near it. I'm tired of feeling anger, sadness and loss. PLEASE COVER ME!!!! Hand me an umbrella, aNYTHING I'll try ANYTHING to rid myself of this cloud...... PLEASE COVER ME.... If I sleep forever, I won't have to hurt anymore. I won't have to be alone, I won't have to act. I won't have to waste the sunlight or fight the moon..... I can just sleep forever

Florist
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Not Ready To Come Back.
Hi anyone who reads this....I'm sorry if I have not been here on Fubar much these past few mo's. I found myself with few friends...the ones who remain true have stopped by..."Bearhugs" "Darlin Mother" "Curt" and a few others...Thank you so much for being a true friend. I found myself spending a lot of money on such silly things on this site....I rated and rated until I was blue...never to get the favor returned..the old rate me..I'll rate you trick grew old....yes there were a few that would drop a rate here and there....Bearhugs never let me down ((((HUG)))) I hope I can get my mojo up to come back here...but right now its gone....with working and such...I have little time for rating up.... Take Care my fu-buds..... xoxo ~ Tracy

They Are Our Future
If a child lives with critisism they learn to condem. If a child lives with hostility they learn to fight. If a child lives with ridicule they learn to be shy. If a child lives with shame they learn to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance they learn patience. If a child lives with encouragement they learn confidence. If a child lives with praise they learn to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness they learn justice If a child lives with security they learn faith. If a child lives with approval they learn to like themselves. If a child lives with acceptance and friendship they learn to find love in the world. They are our future you know, so teach them well.

They Found Me
Wastin away in my own disorientated anti-socialism. Lost deep within myself, alone to face the darkness. The darkness to which is me. This place I say is not for you. This, my realm of jaded self pity. I am no good to anyone person, so go away and let me be. Happiness for al, jus wait youll see. Lost inside this dead zone, a lyf to well adjusted, to accustomed. These demons I bare, they are a real comfort to me. For you see, these demons, there my friends. They are home to me, always will be. To many to let loose, now.

Robot Bartender
A man walked into a very high-tech bar. As he sat down on a stool he noticed that the bartender was a robot. The robot clicked to attention and asked, "Sir, what will you have?" The man thought a moment then replied, "A martini please." The robot clicked a couple of times and mixed the best martini the man had ever had. The robot then asked, "Sir, what is your IQ?" The man answered "oh, about 164." The robot then proceeded to discuss the 'theory of relativity', 'inter-steller spa

2 Nuns And A Paint Job
Two Nuns and a Paint Job: Two Nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even one drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door. 'Who is it?' calls one of the nuns. 'Blind man,' replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug and deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. 'Nice boobs,' says the man, 'where do you want the blinds ??'

Ken-z
I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought of you yesterday, and days before that, too. I think of you in silence, and often speak your name. All I have is memories, and your picture in a frame. Your memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part. God has you in his Keeping, and I have you in my heart. I miss you Ken-Z, my little pider.

Poems By The Drunken And Insane.
As i drown in the beer..my heart swimming around me..the smoke rises from my cigarette..tired of regret..spend my time..trying to forget..a part at a time..i'll soon forget..and with that said..put it on my tab..may i passout..and fallout of depression..whenever..whoever..i say..buy me a drink..and say hello..to my cold shoulder..that foul feeling..heartbreak..in deniel..so my style..may come as a shock..its the beer talking..long drags..smoke rings..im a product..of my enviroment..suicides and lovenotes..such is the getaway..lovers failures..give em a shot..and see if that dont bring you out..of that shell of lonelyness..and regret..try to forget..the pains of yesterday..and sit by me at the bar..im never to far..share a cigarette..and just let what has been..be..cant you see..the broken shells around..all parked at the bar..pick up a mug..and and let the time pass..drink others under table..till your disabled..and get up tomorrow..with a hangover..maybe even another..person sleeping

So What I Thought
So I was coming out of my longest relationship, heartbroken until i met Matt(Bonez) on here. He wasnt like all the others, he was sweet, had a heart, and wasnt pushy about seeing my nsfw's right away which made me feel like he wanted to actually want to get to know me. Things hit off pretty well, we couldnt stop txting each other for the last month it seems like could be longer idk. We, well i really thought even though we were 6 hours away it could work somehow. Until the last acouple of days... I asked to call me gave me excuses...and same way with txting me afterwork.... i understood he had a kid and he took a shower and a nap after work but the whole night he wouldnt say a damn thing... so yea... and today we start talking he tells me things changed....that quickly ok...wow... like a deer in headlights ...didnt know what to except .... i ask him whats changed ...then he tells me i have a gf now...again shocked confused i ask myself what went wrong this time... I thought use bein

My Outlook..
Life is too short,grudges are a waist of perfect happiness,laugh when you can,appologize when you should,and let go of what you can't change,love deeply,and forgive quickly,take chances,give all u can,and have no regrets.Life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad,smile when your sad,love what you've got and always rember what you had.Forgive but never forget,learn from your misstakes but but never regret.People change and things go wrong but always rember life goes on... i said hello,i think i'm broken and the world was was only jokin',It took me by suprise when you went away.I was trying to be clever,for the life of me i never would have guessed how far this simple truth would lead,You knew all my life,and all my tricks,and how to heal all my pain,that no medicine could ever fix.I blessed for the day i meet you,and i i'm thankfull that he let you,lay beside me for a moment that lives on.the good news is im beter now because i can look back at all the time

Hair Treatment
Just about every other day I get some cool beauty tips in my email. Todays was kinda neat and I thought I'd share it with you all. You take one tablespoon of olive oil and a small squeeze of lemon, and put it on your ends just before bedtime. Its supposed to help out your dry ends. I haven't tried this myself personally but Im pretty sure its safe because olive oil is a wonderful moisturizer for hair and skin. Try it out and let me know!

Problems
I am struggle with the news still, I love with all my heart and soul, but I need help in finding the address of all the jails and prisions in Greece to Theodor/Theodoros/Theo/Teo Theodoridis, Please help me. I need to find out what is going with the man I am in love with. I am no fool, or overlooking what he did is wrong, but I have to find him...Any one in greece can you please me all the jails address and prisons address in Greece, I am not in Greece due to helping and caring for my dying aunt USA, so please.... Can anyone help me? The Greek public is in shock for the last 48 hours after the most popular model in the country Theo Theodoridis was caught with 4 kilos of cocaine at the airport in Sofia on Sunday night. Because of his exceptional beauty, the 32 year old Theo is often compared by the young to the ancient Greek God of the sun Apollo and is loved by the older because of his numerous charities. Theo can sweep people off their feet with his appearance on the catwalk, which

Rip Daddy
Today is my father's birthday....it's a shame he is spending it in heaven. I miss him everyday. I wish he could see how my children have grown up. He would be so proud of them both. They have already accomplished so much! R.I.P DaddyXOXO

Why Do People Lie?
WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO TALK SHIT ON OTHER PEOPLE DON'T THEY HAVE A LIFE I MEAN COME ON NOW WHAT IS WITH THE WORLD TODAY AND THERE'S MORE TO DO THEN START DRAMA IN THE WORLD ITS RUFF ENOUGH WE DON'T NEED YOUR HELP TO MAKE IT ANY WORSE YOU KNOW WHY CANT PEOPLE IN GENERL GROW UP AND REALIZES WHAT THEY DO WRONG AND FIX IT INSTED OF MAKEING LIES ABOUT THERE LIFE LIKE SOME PEOPLE ON FUBAR THAT WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SORRY FOR THEM MY GOD LORD HELP THESES PEOPLE WITH ALL THESE PROBLEMS AND GUIDE THEM TO GROW UP AND NOT ACT LIKE CHILDISH ADULTS WHY IS IT PEOPLE WOULD RATHER LIE THEN BE HONEST WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS iI MEAN COME ONE PEOPLE WHAT HAPPEN TO BEING HONEST WITH YOUR WIFE OR YOUR SPOUSE OR YOUR BEST FRIEND THAT YOU WENT TO SCHOOL WITH OR BEING TAUGHT NOT TO LIE TO YOUR PARENTES AND OR TRYING TO KEEP YOUR REALTIOSHIPS HONEST WHAT EVER HAPPEN TO THAT COME ON PEOPLE WHAT HAPPEN TO THE PAST WHEN YOU HAVE NOT CHOOSE BUT TO BE HONEST YOU KNOW ANYONE HAVE ANYTHING TO ADD AND OR SAY PLEASE F

Some Quotes I Like
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it tryin

Love In A Moment...
Love in a MomentIt is your face that I see in the darknesswith each blink of my eyes.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your name that I hear in the silencebetween each beat of my heart.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your perfume that I smell as I inhalewith each and every breath.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your love that I wait forbetween the ticks of a clock.Forever and a day.

Pomes
I sit here and cry, Until there is no more tears, There is nothing left. I am nothing but a walking corpse, You took everything from me, My love, my trust, my body, my heart, my soul, It was all yours and you crusted and ripped it all apart. Now I am left in the dark, To bear this sorrow, To know I didn’t mean anything to you.

The Moment
An amazing thing in this cyber age meeting online seems so all the rage A picture, some words, in a blur just gone by that one could stick, in your mind, heart and eye Their paragraphs, shoutbox, somehow ring true past experiences (like yours) that made us both blue A rhythem, some empathy, it sets a deep tone before you know it, you're there on the phone A voice softly heard, behind their past prose sounds somehow so right, no wonder you chose To enrichen and deepen mundane dialogue that started and grew from such silly blog And before you know it, you soon start to see This friend's been down roads, parallel to me It's gone now as far as can possibly go With pictures and words, it's time to show A meeting is set, time, place and date Face to face boldly confronting new fate Conjured ideas, rich fantasies drawn Like fluffy pink clouds, right before dawn Checking your clothes, or hair in the glass in the next few hours, who knows what will pass Will I make a new friend th

Thoughts...
So...I came up with this phrase about 16 years ago. It was a school assignment to come up with a new way to say goodbye without the sadness of a goodbye. I couldn't think of anything better than cya later and then my GF at the time told me sweet dreams at the end of a steamy chat on the phone. Thats when I thought about all of the forever, and goodbye's out there and coined the phrase "Sweet Dreams and Happy Thoughts Forever." Its a wonderful saying that lets you know that no matter what happens, no matter where we end up, I will always be thinking of you and wishing you the best. There has been a lot of happiness and sadness in life, as each day there are good things and bad things happening to all of us. In the end, as rude as someone may be, there is always a feeling of hope. Hope being something we all share in common. Whether it is selfless thoughts or greed, we all desire something in life at any given time. This is what we have been blessed or cursed with; endless thoug

Things I Like And Don't Like.
Hi this is a list of things I like and don't. First off things I don't like, people who don't pay attention to someone's status on here this is not twitter so why do people try to talk to you when your not on here???. Rude people that goes for men and women both I have had both crappy comments from men and women on here in the 4 yrs now I have been on here. Men who treat women nasty because of the looks there size or the fact that they have kids and are single or they wana see there cam's and get there numbers or e-mails. I don't like smoky kisses like kids there days people think its soo cool to smoke get high and drink and all but sooo gross to kiss someone who taste's and smells like a dang ash tray YUCK!!!. I don't like the fact that I am picked on because of the fact that I have pet snakes id rather have a pet I can take to bmx tracks and car shows and the kids won't get bit for holding the snake, how many people can say that about the soo loved pitbull. why do stupid men hav

Just An Intro And A Wassup!
Heya peeps, I am a graduate student and part time model comes from a family of dentists. I once worked as a hygienist in my father's dental practice, now I am now in my third year at NUS on my way to becoming a Dentist myself :) Cosmetic Dentistry Veneers

Tired Of Everything
I Am Really Getting Tired Of It All. Tired Of Running Into Fakes, Tired Of Feeling Lonely, Tired Of Being Hurt, Tired Of Feeling Empty Whole Inside Of Me, Tired Of Feeling Angry, Tired Of Not Being Able To Be Happy In My Life. I Am For Real, I Am A Honest Guy, I Am A Nice Guy To Get To Know, I Am A Sweet Caring And Loving Guy, I Am A Guy That Will Listening When Someones Wants To Be Listen To With Out Being Judged, I Am The Type Of Guy Cares Alot About My Real Friends... IF YOU'RE JUST GOING VIEW MY BLOG AND NOT SHOW THAT YOU CARE OR SHOW THAT YOU ARE A REAL FRIEND THEN YOU ARE NOTHING BUT ANOTHER FAKE IN THE THIS FUCKED UP WORLD

Very Moving!
Prime Minister Kevin Rudd - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. Separately, Howard angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians.' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom. We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society, Learn the Language!' 'Most Australians believe in God. This is

Something You Should Know!!!
Ok {Out of character} look as some people know DEADPOOL IS a WISE ASS, DEADLY MUTHERFUCKING BAD ASS MERC WITH A MOUTH! SARCASM & WITTY BANTER IS HIS GREATEST WEAPON NEXT TO HIS MARTIAL ARTS SKILL AND MASTERY OF MANY EDGED AND ARTILLARY WEAPONS! NOW HE'S ALSO A LITTLE OFFENDING AND A PERV! NOW AS FOR ME NO!... I'M NOT!... OK I'M A WISE ASS AND SARCASTIC, AND HAVE A LITTLE MARTIAL ARTS BACKGROUND BUT THAT'S IT! WE HAVE NOTHING ELSE IN COMMON! SO WHY CREATE THIS PAGE? WELL TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST I WAS BORED AND DECIDED TO START A DEADPOOL PAGE BUT STAY IN CHARACTER! I MEAN WHY NOT?... HE'S HILARIOUS! BUT I'M WRITTING THIS CAUSE SOME PEOPLE MAY THINK I'M LIKE THIS FOR REAL AND IS USING THIS TO ANNOY PEOPLE AND HIDE BEHIND A FAKE PAGE SOME PEOPLE MAY NOT THINK I'M FUNNY. SO I DIDN'T WANT TO CONFUSE ANYONE. THERFORE I'M WRITTING THIS! IF YOU GET IT, THANX FOR THE SUPPORT IF YOU DON'T, SORRY I OFFENDED YOU! AND IF YOU REPLY WITH SOMETHING NASTY WELL BE PREPARED TO GET IGNORED DEAD

Randomness
Have you ever been so deep in love with someone that they are all you can think about ? Have you ever been in love with someone so much that you can't eat till you hear from them ? Have you ever gave your whole heart to someone with only love being in mind ? Have you ever told someone they would be your only one till the end of time ? Have you ever fallen in love with someone and couldn't stop thinking about them ? Have you ever been on the edge of tears everytime you talk to that person ? Have you ever been so in love with somebody that you can't love ? Have you ever loved the one your with and yet not love them the way you once did ? Have you ever wanted to die for feeling this way ? Have you ever felt like you failed because you hold back feelings and emotions from the one you love ? Have you ever been in love and yet not in love at the same time ? Have you ever ?????

Finds
People over 35 should be dead.Here's why ....According to today's regulators and bureaucrats,those of us who were kids in the 40's, 50's, 60's,or even maybe the early 70's, probablyshouldn't have survived.Our baby cribs were covered with brightcolored lead-based paint.We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles,doors or cabinets, and when we rode our bikes,we had no helmets.(Not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking.)As children, we would ride in cars withno seatbelts or air bags.Riding in the back of a pickup truck on a warm daywas always a special treat.We drank water from the garden hoseand not from a bottle.Horrors!We ate cupcakes, bread and butter,and drank soda pop with sugar in it,but we were never overweight becausewe were always outside playing.We shared one soft drink with four friends,from one bottle, and no oneactually died from this.We would spend hours building our go-cartsout of scraps, and then rode down the hill,only to find out we forgot the brakes.After running

Wake Up
Anyone that has been to my profile knows I have a pretty politicly aggresive profile. I am not affraid to bring to your attention the corruption in the goverment of The United States. Today when I logged on I noticed someone had accessed my profile and made some changes. The first change I noticed was that my "Joker Obama" pic that I used as my profile image pic had been changed to what you see now. The second change my status was something about being mad at the corruption and lies and asked if you were tired of it yet and if so do something about it....get off fubar and do something then. Well that status was deleated and the option to creat a ststus message had been removed from my home page. I went to change my profile pic bac and was informed I am not allowed to acess this section. So I the went to see if perhaps they hacked my profile as well. And sure enough my entire "About Me" section was deleated. Guess someone did not like my right to my opinion. Now keep in mind I am keepin

Dark Ages
Weekly movie review wk-1 Alrgt well decided to start this blog thing and make it about movies i watched recently.If they sucked or were wicked maybe someone will give me idea for rating lol.Well im way behind in reviews so this first one be a collage.Plz feel free to comment or recomend a movie to review.Either way this si just my way to gudie u too some wicked movies worth payin for or wouldnt watch if they paid me to watch LOL.everyweek round here the fam gets together and we watch a flick and hang. Cloudy with a chance of meatballs.Interesting movie since book wasnt that big.awesome graphics and effects for sure.ANd omg the writer was on soem great drugs the ltl side scences and comments are soem of the best i think.great flic to roll a blunt to and laugh alot.Worth payin @ the movies NO but to watch for few bucks is worth the money for laughs at least.Well this my first review hope i did ok will work on credit shit in future ones MOvie that totally SUCK ASS THRU A STRAW

My Life Today
So much has changed in just one year. I moved to colorado where i got a job and my own place.. Joshua moved out here from cali and after 4 years of talking on this site we are finally together. Soon after he moved here I got pregnant with our little girl keyla. she is the love of my life. For those of you who know me things are so much more different then when i was homeless and heartbroken...I thank all my friends and family for the advice and help. My life is great and i look forward to spending the rest of it with my daughter,friends and family.

Poems Dealing With Love
I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the times; We've shut the rest of the world outside we're in our own world - yours and mine. I'll be the moon as it dances on

Life
life is something great its what u make it and how u live it is up too u soo make the best of it and love it to the fullest today way a long day here its starting to chill down some here which is good tho tired of the hott weather soo all in all life seems to be ok for now

Contest
I am in an auto 11 contest i need 400 rates and 15,000 comments... the comment portion is about completed if each of my friends and fans helped i could be done this week please come by and give me one rate that is all i am asking thanx

Fucktards
Well looks like I got my first fucktard. Just like everything else online you get fucktards that want to ruin a good time. If they are in a bar I kick the shit out of them, and send them on their way. But online they can hide their cowardly ass behind the computer. To bad I am not able to find his IP address yet, so I can become his worst nightmare. Not sure why he decided to target me but he did. You may be wondering what it is he did. Well he went through and started to buy every person I owned. I am not sure if he was targeted recent purchases, or my friends list because he did not show as seeing my page. I did manage to down rate a few pictures on him before I got the pimp slap. I would sure like to know how he got all the fu-bucks to be a PITA? Anyway here he is: ☣MisterJueseppi™☣ EnGaged 2 Spectacular Amber™ Feel free to down rate this ass. And I would love to slap that wanna be Marine hat he was wearing because he is no marine. Marine

Too Much
Why you gotta be a bitch- Go behind people's back and talk shit? Does that make you a bigger man? I'll beat your ass til you can't stand!! Yeh, so I'm married-but getting a divorce Because it was never good and only getting worse. . . . Gave you a chance, you asshole All my lovin' too- And then you abandoned me After giving WRITTEN word you wouldn't Thanks for giving me a chance Everyone knows you believe in equal opportunity But I ain't sellin' my ass to survive No matter what people think of me. Life ain't fair-you know it first hand There is so much more to a person Than their love glands- So riddle me this Ya indescribable clout What's your greediness And lies all about? Rules of friendship Don't lie, cheat or steal- Got enough family for that You know the deal!!! Or are you that much a shmuck That you can't feel? Yet you are childish Totally immature- Experiences haven't taught you a thing So drugs help the blurrrrrr Could see right through The "fa

A Gentle Kiss
A Gentle KissYou blew into my life like a breeze upon the trees,Took me by surprise...made me weak upon the knees!A gentle kiss that touched the night,Hidden from a star-lit sky!All my dreams, once untrue,Could finally come together because of you!Whispering words of love that can heal a heart that will not mend,You'd become my life...all my time is yours to spend!Everyday, I thank God for that special night,That you blew into my life!All because of a gentle kiss,That touched that endless night!

My Thoughts
Be warned: this story is beautiful but tragic. It begins with Orpheus, the best musician that ever lived. One strum of his lyre, one note sung, and beasts would crawl to him, rocks would shift their moss to move to be closer, trees would tear their roots to be closer to him. He had more power than a mortal man ought to for he was the son of the Muse Calliope. He lived his life simply and carelessly until the day he met Eurydice. She was a Dryad, and when they fell in love it meant everything to them. But the rustic god Aristaeus saw Eurydice's beauty and desired it, and did not care that she was unwilling and in love with another. She ran from him in terror, without thought to her step, and so it was she stepped on a poisonous snake in her flight. The venom of its bite killed her at once and her spirit went to the Underworld. Orpheus was inconsolable. His grief was bitter, but he did not let it lull him into a stupor, he decided to take action. With his lyre, Orpheus descended i

One White Rose
One White Rose Current mood: sad A call for help goes out at three,Setting off pagers all over town.Somewhere, an unknown 1050And the dispatcher cannot calm down.Rescuers leap out of their bedsLeaving with no backward glances.They can only guess what's aheadAs they leave in fire trucks and ambulances.The ambulance departs the stationAs the dispatcher repeats the address."The injured require extrication,And most of all ALS."inside, they feel so empty,Not knowing what awaits.Also, unsettling urgency--They're responsible for other's fates.Dread reaches out icy clawsAs they hear the latest news.Officers are requesting the "jaws"And even more backup crews.Firefighters are also on the way--Hearts racing, a touch of fear."Jaws of life, what's your ETA?"Less than a minute, now they're here.The police were first on the sceneControlling and directing trafficAnd updating the rest of the team(Although the sight makes them sick.)The scene is a wicked nightmare,Broken glass and plastic litter th

It Came Out Of His Eyes
So today i went to my friends house and was walkin around in his basement waiting for him to come downstairs and i stepped on something and i was like "fuck, i got a piece of bubble gum on my fuckin brand new shoes!!!!!" so i picked up my foot and there it was! A baby mouse i squished it so bad its brains came out of its eyes! LMAO!! I fuckin laughed until i was crying! Sorry thats just my sense of humor it was fuckin hilarious!!

Does This Make Any Sense At All???
LOS ANGELES - A jury has decided that cigarette maker Philip Morris USA should pay $13.8 million in punitive damages to the daughter of a longtime smoker who died of lung cancer. The Los Angeles Superior Court jury returned the verdict Monday, more than eight years after the smoker, Betty Bullock, sued the company for fraud and product liability. The panel voted 9-to-3 in favor of Bullock’s daughter Jodie Bullock, who is now the plaintiff in the case. Betty Bullock died of lung cancer in February 2003. She had sued Philip Morris in April 2001, accusing the company of fraud and product liability. A jury in 2002 recommended Philip Morris pay a record $28 billion in punitive damages to Bullock, but a judge later reduced the award to $28 million. In 2008, the 2nd U.S. District Court of Appeal reversed the jury’s decision and remanded the case for a new trial over the punitive damages. Philip Morris said the $28 million remained excessive. However, the original

Pronounce This...
To My Friends in the field of education, I know you would appreciate this one.A mind is a terrible thing to waste.How would you pronounce this child's name? Le-a Leah?? NO Lee - A?? NO Lay - a?? NOPE Lei?? Guess Again. This child attends a school in Livingston Parish, LA. Her mother is irate because everyone is getting her name wrong.It's pronounced "Ledasha". When the Mother was asked about the pronunciation of the name, she said, "the dash don't be silent." SO, if you see something come across your desk like this please remember to pronounce the dash. If they axe you why, tell them the dash don't be silent :- ).

String Quartet Covers..
i found some choon's afew months ago that BLEW my tiny little mind!..you may not like it a first,but jus it a chance! it's got loads of good stuff like..NiN,DeFToNeS,HeNDRiX,ALiCe iN CHaiNS,PeaRL JaM etc...PLEASE,PLEASE LET ME KNOW WOT YOU THINK! http://www.youtube.com/p/5E3A3A29334CA47E&hl=en&fs=1">

Grid It
Hey there , If you are reading this I wish to note that I am a Amateur Radio Operator , My call sign is KD8JNH currently , I have applied for a vanity call that should be in effect by the middle of this coming week , The call sign that I hope to get is WV8HAM , it was my main call that I applied for . Other things of intrest is tha I am registered with Log Book of The World , eQSL.cc as well as Direct on my QSL conformation . I also return Direct QSL's although my call sign will be changeing , I will send the original QSL's out with a note stateing the new call sign untill they are used up . I have made many contacts in the short year that I have been a HAM operator . You can find me on the FREQUENCIES of : 2 meter band 146.570 FM simplex 80 meter band 3.892.0 (LSB) 40 meter band 7.198.0 (LSB) 20 meter band 14.070 (digital)= PSK-31 10 meter band 28.340 (USB) A little bit about my station that I have in the shack .

Home Pleasure
Fore Playing/Anal Sex Father/Daughter…Taboo (To all the readers, this story takes place from beginning to end, so if you faint at heart or hate what is reality, than don’t read it, because its deal with the reality in some families. I believe this kind of love or sex should not be happening, but I write what is within own my family, but I have be lucky for this to never had happen to me, yet I know this kind of things does happen in real life.) Tom wept at his wife grave site, he had lost her upon the birth of their daughter, but he knew deep down with his heart and soul he didn’t blame his only daughter for his wife death, he blamed his wife. She had knew the risk of carrying another child, but she wanted a daughter more than anything else in life, she was happy with her two sons, Donny and Angelo, but she wanted a mere image of herself within their family. He held his daughter within his arms, he stared at her, but right now he could not feel nothing for h

Can Cold Water Clean Dishes?
Can Cold Water Clean Dishes? (This is for all the germ conscious folks that worry about using cold water to clean.) John went to visit his 90 year old grandfather in a very secluded, rural area of Saskatchewan After spending a great evening chatting the night away, the next morning John's grandfather prepared

I Love You
I love you for giving your heart to me and trusting me with your prideI love you for wanting me and needing me by your side I love you for the emotions I never knew I had I love you for making me smilewhenever I feel sadI love you for your thoughts of me where i'm always on your mind I love you for finding that part of me that I never thought i'd find I love you for the way you are and for how you make me feel But most of all I LOVE YOU 'cuz I know you're mine for real

Nobody Knows
Nobody knows its emptyThis smile that i wear,The real 1 is left in the past Bcoz U have left me there.Nobody knows Im cryinThey wont even see my tears,When they think that Im laughingIm still wishing U were here.Nobody knows its painfulThey think that Im strong,They say that this wont kill meBut I wounder if they were wrong.Nobody knows Im prayingThat U will change my mind,They think that I had let U go When U left me behind.Nobody knows I miss U They think I feel set free,But I feel like Im bound with chainsTrapped in the mystery.Nobody know I need U They say I can do it on my own, But they dont know Im cryin When Im all alone.

On My Bad Days
Take a little heartbreak, the real bitter kind, that leaves you real angryAdd a dead end job, the kind where you bust your ass for minimum and sore feetMix in over due bills, with some smartass 20 something debt collector calling at 10pmPut this in a big bowl of your past & the emotional baggage you lug aroundMake sure to add a new guy who blows you off and stomps your heart into the groundFinally, have your mom call you and lecture you about everything she hoped you'd beFor a nice Fuck You garnish, a successful sister, who just made partner, how sweet!This is my version of Fuck You Soup! I highly reccomend a nice bottle of Vodka for this soup! I'm not what you think I am with your superficial glasses on Take them off look closer you'll see fire but you'll see clearly Show me new paths to walk down, be the man I ache for, stand strong Be creative, teach me something new, lead dont follow, I bore easily I dont need roses or weak words, I dont want to chain you down I want only to f

Freakin' Bouncers...
Here I am. trying to rate photos as fast as I can to earn some points, and WHAM! "You're rating to fast! Ignored!" I just want to level up... Okay, I realize that there is an actual purpose that the bouncers fulfill, and they are only doing their job, but is there actually a problem with people creating subroutines that just rate photos willy-nilly? This blog is just tongue-in-cheek. I'm not trying to bad mouth the bouncers and the work they do. I guess I'm frustrated that I can't figure out the timing I need to get as many points as I can without alerting them! Keep up the good work, bouncers! This site would not function without you...

Not Meant To Be
It's never enough to say I'm sorryIt's never enough to say I careBut I'm caught between what youWanted from me, and knowingIf I give that to yaI might just disappear.Nobody wins when everyone's losingOh, it's likeOne step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I can't change your mind, Oh, it's likeTrying to turn around on a one way streetI can't give you what you wantAnd it's killing me and I, I'm starting to seeMaybe we're not meant to beIt's never enough to say I love youNo, it's never enough to say I tryIt's hard to believe that's there'sNo way out for you and meAnd it seems to be, The story of our lifeNobody wins when everyone's losingIt's like one step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I can't change your mind, ohIt's like trying to turn around on aOne way street. I can't giveYou what you want and it's killing meAnd I, I'm starting to seeThat maybe we're not meant to beThere's still time to turn this aroundShould we be

Capricorn/cancer Signs
Cancer with CapricornWhen Cancer and Capricorn make a love match, it's a celestial pairing of great tenacity and determination. Capricorn, the Sea Goat, is focused on logic, on being down-to-earth and real; Cancer brings a charge of emotional intensity to the relationship. Both hold one another to high standards tempered by an abiding mutual respect. In a Capricorn mate, Cancer finds dedication, and in return Capricorn comes to love Cancer's persistence. These two Signs from opposite sides of the Zodiac can come together to create a very successful and secure connection. If you can give a Cancer emotional commitment and security, a loving home and some care for children, you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. If you can give a Capricorn respect, status, power, and authority then you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. Getting down and dirty with the old Goat, gives a natural high that can take you to the top of the mountain. Yo

Baby Girl
y must the littlest things hurt when u dont care what the other one does n jokin around n shit....cant they see it hurts when they do that.......just somethings i dont want to know.......and y cant ppl just take it when u say that ur happy how u r with sumone..........i just want to bleed it all away..... whats the point in living when i cant live a life with you, i want to be ur everything, i want nothing more then to be ur girl, i bleed inside everyday, it hurts all the time i just want to make it go away, nothing will heal this broken heart of mine i want to be that girl u always run to, the girl u come home to, the one u say i love you to, your everything, your world, the love of ur life... i will always love you more then you know.......

A Poem I Wrote
You took my breath away, As I saw your face.Seems like you came from heaven, And took a mortal's place.You slowly started walking,And came closer to meMy feet would not move.And I could not breathe.My heart skipped a beat,And my knees felt weak.There was no air in my lungs, No more words to speak.You slowly touched my cheek,And my mind went spinning around.You looked into my eyesAnd I was floating off the ground.When I touched your soft brown hair,My fingertips felt numb.I looked into your big blue eyesAnd I knew my prince had come.I knew that I was happy,For I felt no need to cry.And I knew I was reborn,For it felt like I had died.I knew I was in heavenFor your love was meant to stay.And when you softly kissed my lipsYou took my breath away.

Hello, And Such.
Hi everyone. I'm new to blogging, so it might be best to look at this as a "thought of the day" kind of thing...or a rant. At the moment, I'm tired, my back feels like it's been pounded on with a Volkswagon, and I'm in dire need of female companionship. And I do mean DIRE. I'm doing an impression of Steve Carrell in "40-Year-Old Virgin" on a daily basis, now, and it really does suck. In all seriousness, I miss the boobs. I love boobs of all shapes and sizes. No fakes, though, which is strange, apparently. But I think women are supposed to be soft and squishy...I don't dig on plastic. I'm not knockin' fake knockers...some people need them. I just prefer real!

A Bit Of Bad Luck
about 2 weeks ago I had 2 junk my ride cause the motor blew,so I have been driven my mothers caddy now tonight I have a blow-out in her car...dang whats up with my luck lately....lady luck please shine on me,,,

Venting
ah where to begin, I feel like running away right now.. You know it feels like nothing I do is good enough when I am already working 2 jobs and trying my best to make his life a little better in that hell hole and yet I am still questioned because I go out with HIS sister to sing Kareoke! I understand how insecure that place can make someone I do... But i am feeling very overwhelmed and weak at the moment. I know the easy way out, I know i could stop taking his calls and stop writing him letters etc. however thats the weak minded way out .. I dont know anymore what I feel like. I dont even feel like me lately.. I sit behind these 4 walls in this apartment every night alone doing nothing but think, cry, stress and its getting to me in a bad way. I am just tired...tired of always being the one bending and trying to do right by someone and it feels like its all for nothing...I know life is not a fairy tale however its all crashing around me and I feel like i am trapped within myself with

My Poetry
"Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you,In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you." i have to go take my pill, and send that letter O and do homework YAY he called me WOOHOO!!! damn i was vaccuming and now i cant talk yay im done vaccuming is that how u spell vaccum??? o well cheaters suck STUPID ANIMALS!!! i love my friends i feel happier now i talked to him DAMN i am CRAZY

So Here We Go Again With Another Boring Blog On How I Feel
well here i am back in florida for almost a month after movin away to nc for a few months thinking it was the right thing to do to move away to be with someone,and yet it was like i never really knew the person..i think to myself did i move to fast or just needed to get away from here i dont really know..again i opened myself up to be with someone like i allways do and things never seem to be right about the other person or whatnot..my hearts been broken so many times i dont even have one anymore. maybe its not ment to be for me to have a succesfull relationship with anyone cause im allways getting burnt in one way or another. either through playing games,cheating,lying,mistrust,not being open,hiding things behind your back and whatnot. i guess im too nice i have a heart of gold and dont mistreat anyone bad and has respect for others but have i got that in return not really if ya think about it cause im allways alone in the long run. they say they love you and this and that show y

Poetry
A Night In Time sliding down slowly into empty spacegoing days on end with very little sleepclosed eyes peacefully knowing my placein this world could only take me soo deep Black and white fur is all I want to feellooking into my past through anothers eyesmy past, present, future thoughts I peeluncontrollably brining out a few more cries you are watched with trusting eyes upon youmotionless tonight is not a morbid place to beknowing that rest is possible even for a fewthe stillness under the blackness one will see lights dimmed borrowed time to stand stillinterupted by thoughts in the middle of a dreamalone not tonight is what you peacefully feelmiles apart, closeness like a stitched seam A night in time yourself with burning skin comforting touch can be felt by no one aroundbed rest ordered brings torture from withinLaughter, positiveness, and strenth are abound

5 Lessons About How To Treat People
EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, I AM REMINDED OF HOPE Five (5) lessons about the way we treat people 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor Gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student And had breezed through the questions until I readThe last one:"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the Cleaning woman several times. She was tall,Dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name?I handed in my paper, leaving the last questionBlank. Just before class ended, one student asked if The last question would count toward our quiz grade."Absolutely, " said the professor. "In your careers,You will meet many people. All are significant. TheyDeserve your attention and care, even if all you do Is smile and say "hello."I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned herName was Dorothy. 2. - S

Freezing The Balls Off A Brass Monkey
I can't take credit for the following. It was passed to me by a fellow historical re-enactor of the Greater St. Louis Renassaince Faire Organization. It's a good read, so take a few minutes to enjoy it. It was necessary to keep a good supply of cannon balls near the cannon on old war ships. But how to prevent them from rolling about the deck was a major problem. The best storage method devised was to stack themas a square based pyramid, with one ball on top, resting on four,resting on nine, which rested on sixteen. Thus, a supply of 30 cannonballs could be stacked in a small area right next to the cannon. Therewas only one problem -- how to prevent the bottom layer fromsliding/rolling from under the others. The solution was a metal plate with 16 round dimples, called, for reasons unknown, a Monkey. But if this plate were made of iron, the ironballs quickly rusted to it. The solution to the rusting problem was tomake the plates of brass - hence, Brass Monkeys. Few land lubbers

Love Letters
Since you've claimed me, I've found that I no longer wear makeup when I leave the house every morning, and it's not such a big deal if I wear shorts without shaving my legs. I walk with a swagger and toss back my long blonde hair like the girls I see in the Garnier Fructis commercials. I greet complete strangers I pass on the street. I smile a lot. I laugh loudly. My fingernails, which are almost never painted because I bite them down so far they bleed sometimes, are presently a sparkly Cleopatra gold. It doesn't even really bother me that they've started to chip off. I worry less. I am more forgiving. I quietly hum to myself in public. My dreams are pleasant. I've ceased to obsess over the fact that my BMI regularly fluctuates between "normal" and "overweight". I make a sincere effort not to gossip. I tell my family I love them more often. YOU love ME for who I am and it makes me feel WONDERFUL! (Inside and outside) Even better than this is the knowledge that I make you feel wonderful

Find Your Way Cuz This Is Mine
Faith can move mountains and heal wounded hearts;Beauty will linger where’er hope imparts;Love can bring comfort when life seems too tough;But, when day is finished, strength shall be enough. Inner strength is a fortress where sanity reigns,A pillar of peace, far from grief and pain,A place where the sunlight so effortlessly shines,Enshrouding the spirit in warmth, undefined. In each moral fabric, one thing remains clear,Through times of much hardship, strength falls with each tear;Thus, with every teardrop, the soul shall be cleansed,Thanks to inner strength and support from true friends.

More For My Angel
Daydreams Should you cross my mind a single time in passing through the day I could call it happenstance a fleeting moment and continue on my way But for all the times I turn around and find you standing there I can not shrug it off simply continue on without the slightest care It is not only at nighttime you come through into my dreams If that were true I’d be sleeping now as I look at you standing before me If I must continue alone through these mundane days of mine I could not ask a better fantasy having you with me as they go by Without You Really Here I know I didn't show you how I really feel I know what you needed from me was something real I wasted a whole lot of time Made you work for every moment you could steal If given the chance, I'd show you it's real Real love, real attention never miss the chance to mention How I really love you How I really need you

For My Daughter
They Twinkle For You Have you ever looked at the stars Wondered why they twinkle so Well I have the answer It's time that you know They've heard all about you I talk to them the whole night through I bet you didn't realize All the stars, they twinkle for you CHORUS When they shimmer They're trying to get your attention When they shine They're letting you know That I'm telling them right now And they know my heart is true How much in love I am All the stars, they twinkle for you They know how beautiful I think you are How I've given you my heart How much it hurts me Now that we're apart Each night they put on a show Trying to get through So when you look up just know All the stars, they twinkle for you BRIDGE If they seem a little blurry It's from the tears in their eyes When I tell them how much I love you It always makes them cry CHORUS When they shimmer They're trying to get your attention When they shine They're letting you know That I

If Only In Dreams
If in dreams I could still have you, if in dreams you'd still love me too, if in dreams there could still be me and you, then I won't wish for reality if it only means losing you. If in dreams I could still hold you, if in dreams your promises would be true, if in dreams you wouln't find someone new, then I won't live in reality if it means living without you... If in dreams you would always stay, if in dreams, beside you I still could lay, if in dreams nothing could come our way, then I won't ask for reality if reality means pain... if in dreams I could still feel your kiss, if in dreams you'd treasure our mem'ries, if in dreams it would still be me that you need, then let me keep on dreaming if reality means tears... If in dreams I would still feel your body next to mine, if in dreams we could last a lifetime, if in dreams I could turn back the hands of time, then I won't ask for reality if it means you'll be leaving me behind... If in dreams you would come back, if in dreams we coul

Thinking Leads To Assumption
i've recently encountered a few people that have assumed quite alot about me just by meeting me. now i know the first impression thing is a whole other subject. what i mean is after you have spoken to this person for a good period of time. they think things about you. i won't go into detail because that isint fair to the other person and for sure not me. the point is... they were very shocked to learn the truth about me. i know i am alot of things all balled into one. i've been through alot in my short life. but please never assume something about another person without asking the very important questions that will point you directly to the answer. i refuse to believe that people are so shallow and unthinking in this world. i believe that i have done this to people as well. so no bitching people. what i am saying is.....remove the blindrs that the world has put on you. really view poeple for what they are and not the steryotypes they seem to be. sometimes whats on the inside can be di

Sign Ups For The Zombie Squad
This blog is for signing up for the Zombie Squad,if you haven't read what we are about read the blog titled "The Zombie Squad - Wnat 2 join? What we are about" if you've read that and want to join just leave a comment in this blog saying that you want to join up and I will begin the process of making your card after figuring out what rank and division it is that you wish to join up to.

An American Solider
You know what really just pisses me off and gets under my skin?!..Is the people in the place I live have the courage to murder a man that has fought for their freedom. This man of honor was murdered and stuffed in his own trunk! It disgust me that someone could actually do that to him, or anyone at that matter. The man was a fighter for this country, the land of the free. The land that should be safe for all of us to live in. No one deserves such a death, especially the people that are trying to save this country! I honestly hope they catch this so called "man" that did this. To me he's not a "man" at all, he's a coward! For him to have the luxury of living another day, not behind bars, with the ability to his family or friends is a disgrace to me! For any man or women to come home to a place they love, a place they call home, and get murdered on the streets they protect is just totally out of respect for any part of the military, and out of respect for this country! I'm just totally D

Thank You!!!
Thank - you for all the love it been a great first week back !!!! i will return the love over the next coming weeks =] if i have missed you - i will get to you just got a few family things going on right now (grandma broke her hip/dad got prostate canacer) so i may be distant for the next few weeks but i will be stopping by here and there AGAIN THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU ALL ROCK

Funny Funny
* I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option. * More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me. * Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. * I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I=2 0don't need to drink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter? * Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you're crazy by randomly switching directions on

Voice In My Head
You're Own Head Is The Worse Place To Be Caught Lonely In All It Is Nothing But Darkness Emptiness And Just Full On Negative Voices Telling You Are Nothing But A Worthless Scum That Will Never Be Happy Again And That Real Love Is Not You're Future And That Other Peoples Happiness And They're Love Is Like A Window That You're Stuck Outside Of And That You Are Banging On And Hitting With Every Strength You Have And With Everything You Can Possibility Bust It With But No Luck What So Ever And It Starts To Kill You Inside And All You Do Is Start Crying Wishing You Can Just Break The Window And Just Get A Taste And Wonderful Feeling That Is On The Other Side Of The Window That You Get So Sick From Crying Inside And Out That Pain From The Inside Starts To Make You're Heart Slowly Turn To Black And Becomes Cold As Ice That You Stop Caring And Not Wanting What Other People Have And Just Turn Into This Dark Soul Kind Of Emo That Looks At Everyone As His Enemy And All

I Love My Hubby!!!
Muy husband Jeff is the BESTEST!!! Today he brought me home some Lillies, muy favorite flower. He is muy world, muy everything. I love him so..... much and always will. He is muy rock and muy safe place. Jeff I love you baby!!! With ALL muy heart and soul. You are the best thing that has happened to me and our family. I hope you know just how special you really are. Thanks for busting your ass and workning 2 jobs to support our wonderful family. Your hard work does not go unnoticed!! Muahz baby......you rawk and are the BESTEST!!! ~ Shelly (Wifey)

Magical Mushies Trip
I went on this magical trip.. Out of reality, in a fantasy world, Everything seemed to be so peaceful and perfect! All harmony.. no hate.. Laughing and laughing, like a kid being tickled.. no matter what happened, no matter what I did, it seemed like it was never gonna to stop.. Things gained true life, Bright colours.. People walked differently, like robots.. and then smoothly like clouds where beneath them.. Trees and clouds gained funny shapes and movements, like dancing smoothly with the wind.. Everything was amazing and beautiful, even small details we never notice in real life.. I felt like Alice in Wonderland! (as Dan said) I could hear every single sound around me! Every conversation, every whisper, comments about my astonished expressions admiring everything around me as if I'd never seen it before.. people laughing, people simply breathing, shoes touching the ground, birds singing, birds' wings flapping, planes flying but still far far away.. sounds I had

My Randomness
1Wet heat drifts through the afternoonlike a campus dog, a fraternity ghostwaiting to stay home from football games.The arches are empty clear to the sky.Except for the leaves: those lashes of ourthinking and dreaming and drinking sight.The spherical radiance, the Old Englishlook, the sum of our being, "hath percedto the roote" all our springs and fallsand now rolls over our limpness, a dailydragon. We lose our health in a loveof color, drown in a fountain of myriads,as simply as children. It is too hot,our birth was given up to screaming. Ourlife on these street lawns seems silent.The leaves chatter their comparisonsto the wind and the sky fills upbefore we are out of bed. O infiniteour siestas! adobe effigies in a landthat is sick of us and our tanned flesh.The wind blows towards us particularlythe sobbing of our dear friends on bothcoasts. We are sick of living and afraidthat death will not be by water, o sea. 3The alternatives of summer do not removeus from this place. The fain

Temptation
I cant sleep. the motion of you lying beside me makes me tremble makes me weak. i want you to awaken and just give me a peck, you know a kiss upon my cheek. your hands so ruff as you curess my curves i want this feeling not to stop but for more to occur. i awaken your body with a sweet gentle kiss. your heart beats so fast so quick. without no thought or question in mind i take advantage of you and try to please mine. i rush your hand up and down my thigh oh this feeling makes me feel good inside. your eyes light up when i let out a soft quiet moan. you give me a look "I'm glad were alone". i don't know what ive gotten myself into. all of a sudden you start to move. kissing me everywhere on my body "oh your kisses kill me", but i let the moment be. breathing so loud i yell out a shriek "you've done it baby you brought out the freak in me". i unzip your pants and you undo mine. we all know whats going to happen next its the perfect moment in time. i just cant resist. i bite your bottom

Disturbed
"Mistress"My MistressI stand on the brink of your mindLiving inside a nightmare from whichI just cannot awakenStand on the edge of your lifeJust give me another momentFrom which I will never awakenStand on the brink of my own demiseFallen again for anotherMistress of burdenTo idolizeHoping that one of them will decideTo let me inMy MistressTo stand on the edge of the knifeCutting through the nightmare from whichI just cannot awakenStand on the edge of the nightLiving inside a momentFrom which I will never awakenStand on the brink of my own demiseFallen again for anotherMistress of burdenTo idolizeHoping that one of them will decideTo let me inLook at what you've done to meYou've become my enemyPoisoning the world for meTake away my everythingWeakened as I amNever awakenStand on the brink of my own demiseFallen again for anotherMistress of burdenTo idolizeHoping that one of them will decideTo let me inMy MistressDecide to let me inMy MistressDecide to let me in

You
You picked me up, when I had fallen.You gave me hope, just when I thought all was lost.You pulled me into the light, when I was shut away in darkness.You are my gardian angel, my night in shining armor.I can't say a word, but I know the feeling is mutual. You know me for how I am, and still never turned away.You have been there for me and mine, more than any other ever has.We parted, We came back. I will leave it at that. Every time you smile, I see your heart. Every time you laugh, I see how happy you are. Every time you look at me, I see your soul. Every moment we spend together, we grow stronger. Stronger in life, love. Stronger together.

Vampires
Findings There are several medical disorders that could have led the belief of vampires actually existing and one of these is PORPHYRIA which comes from the Greek word porphyros meaning reddish-purple. This refers to a substance that is prominent in the blood and urine of a person that has the symptoms of Porphyria which is a combination of 7 main types of diseases and 4 acute types of diseases, which were first identified in the nineteenth century. These diseases are rare and it is only in the twentieth century that they have been pinpointed and described. They are metabolic disorders that are caused by an enzyme deficiency that inhibits the synthesis of haema (haemoglobin) and Myoglobin; the more extreme varieties cause an extreme sensitivity to light, various forms of digestive disorders. Prophyrins are complex organic compounds which are sensitive to light and form the basis of respiratory pigments. Porphrins are crucial to many metabolic systems in plants, animals

The Fubar Bestiary
This Appaling creature has Been weathered through years of living over centuries that it begins to deny the fact of its own age and loses all shame for its self by wearing its possible offsprings clothing. This is one of many Species in the Suborder of Denialus This creature appears to be full blooded-souless-ginger,but is actually closely related to the lantinus peepolus. Excercise caution as he is easily aggrovated (Edit) He is also a master in the smithing of poop... All I was only able to study this Beautiful Creature for a momment as i lost conciousness. I believe This may have occured from her hypnotic breast powers. further studies are yet to be made.

Bored So Recipes Are Being Posted Lol
Cheeseburger Pizza Yield: 6 servings Ingredients 1 (12-ounce) package whole wheat or oat bran English muffins (6 muffins) 12 ounces lean ground beef (90% or higher) 1 large red or orange bell pepper, finely chopped (about 1½ cups) ½ teaspoon dried oregano or Italian seasoning 1 cup pasta sauce 1½ cups pre-shredded part-skim mozzarella cheese Procedure Preheat the oven to 400°F. Slice the English muffins in half and place on a baking sheet. Toast lightly in the oven if desired. Set aside. Place the beef, red pepper, and oregano in a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat and cook, breaking up the large pieces, until the meat is no longer pink, 6 to 8 minutes. Drain excess fat. Add the pasta sauce and mix well. To assemble the pizzas, top each muffin half with one-twelfth of the meat mixture. Sprinkle the cheese evenly over the top of each. Bake until the cheese melts, 5 to 7 minutes. Serve hot. Let's see who REALLY knows me...Lets see the funny stuff yo

Just Random Stuff From ... Wherever ...
Well ... I've been thinking about alot of stuff lately ... hoping that the plans that are in effect keep going ... though not quite strong in the belief that they will happen (due to alot of other stuff). Cuz if they do then i will get a needed break & some time to me ... not to say that i don't luv those i have around but ... sometimes i just need a break, time to myself to refresh & have a new sight into plans that are in the works ... or works in progress, ya know? I have put myself on hold for others yet ... it doesn't work that way for me, or so it seems. But i try to hold on ... hard as that may seem. This has been just a few thoughts ... thank you for reading ...

New Here
Okay so just to get to know me guys no thatdbesweet is not my real name. What is my real name? Thats for those i chose to find out that infromation. I know this may come as a shocker to many of you as well but im not here to " cam with you" or to " hook up" with you ladies. I am just a good honest guy that wants to meet people and make friends and wants to show people that it is possible to have a good time without lowering your standards or without making yourself look like a " item" or a piece of merchandice to be googled and and gaggled and drooled over. Im not here to preach fyi lol just setting the record straight about who i am. Im a student * child psychology major* as well as i work retail part time. Im a writer by hobby and am just here to meet good honest people. Im me or comment on this blog if your interested or have any questions or concerns have a good one everyone Sincerley Thatdbesweet

Chickencest!
Which came first mom...the chicken or the egg? Hello? I have no clue! My daughter said you don't know if God just said...*with her hand shoved out in front of her* There's the chicken. My son says.." He made the egg and Eve sat on it til it hatched and said...hey,it's a chick!" "Wait, maybe god made two chickens and then one made the egg and OMG!!! All chickens are related!! It's chickencest!!" I have no clue how this conversation even started!

Myfirstblog-(joe)
I've been on FUBAR for one month now; made it to Level 16 (Fu-gee) and I'll probably level up again tomorrow. After that, I'm figuring it'll take longer. I guess I'm doing OK... the people I asked were non-comittal. How fast DO the early rankings go by for most people? OK...up to NINJA level... that gives me over 200 pics, and I've added more videos to the "Stash". Olympic Wipeouts(bronze, silver and gold) and a guy having a bad day in his cubicle! OK, So I've finally opened a Blog. I have nothing to say, so I'll say nothing.(unlike most bloggers)

Missin U
was it so wrong to steal a few minutes to check on u2 c how ur day is goingwas it so wrong using my phone not knowing there wasn't much battery lifewas it so wrong to think about u and want u 2 no ur on my mindwas it so wrong 2 let my friends n the world no my feelings n wish they were uwas it so wrong to share my feelingsmy dreamsget home from workexcited to c uwanting to talk wit udisappointedno uno messageno explanationit was if we never existedmy feelings so hurt, so sad feel so alonewas wat i did so wrong that u jus leaveno warning no cluedidn't c that cumini wish that we culd have spokenthat we could have cleared all this upjus a big misunderstandini think if something was really therewe could have worked it outbut maybe i jus luv 2 strongmaybe i jus push u awaymaybe u didn't want the luv i had 4 umaybe u didn't understand the way i luv ui will b ok n timelike others things that have happened n my lifen time i will healas i always say live n learni will use this as a learning exp

My First Blog
Well I just came across this website yesterday so I am new to this and not really sure what this is about. I have a myspace page the address is .... www.myspace.com/bre46767 I am a 23 female who is just on here checkin this out. I live in northeastern indiana. Anything else you wanna know go to my myspace page or email me at Bre46755@yahoo.com

Can't Sleep
I'm starting to wonder if my nightmares will ever go away I've had them so long. I wake up crying with my scream caught in my throat, trying to wipe away the blood that is no longer there. It's as if Drake's death is happening all over again. I even feel the sting of being grazed by the bullet as he pushes me out of the way. I sometimes wish it was me that had died that night, but then I wouldn't have had my beautiful daughter Amaya. I often sit in the shower for hours trying so hard to get the clotted blood out of my hair, but of course it isn't there anymore. I have even shaved my head a few times, simply because I still feel the blood there. I've tried talking to doctors, but they all try to tell me that they understand. How can they understand? Did the person that they would do anything for die in their arms after saving their lives? Do they know what it feels like to hide from all of your friends because you don't want the same thing to happen to them or because of being

Tragic
Little girl stuck in fence -- tragic story with a happy ending. Firemen from the Sioux City area, all joined in a team effort to rescue a young girl stuck in steel fence. It took several hours to extract her from her predicament.Fire Chief Stiffie said, 'This was a pretty tough rescue, it took us

Disabilities
I know many say this is just the net no big deal, but you are sadly mistaken, behind the font, behind the screen there are real people who have worries, fears, life concerns, illnesses, simply seeking a connection. This world has become so hateful and whether any of you are willing to admit it, it has affected all of us. Most are blessed enough to have a support system to help them through the rough times, but many stand alone and regardless of whether it is by choice or the result of the hatefulness, they are the ones who suffer most. When you attack someone your cold and callous actions may cause more damage than how you think, some people have committed suicide for the torment caused to them, some have shut down and have never opened up again. And the tormentors see it as funny, one day it may happen to you or a loved one and well perhaps it will change your outlook on how you treat people.We dont have to be a hateful society, and honesty doesnt have to be cruel or harmfulsome of th

Big Devil's Place
For all you women who think you know BIG DEVIL on here heres a little something to think about First off i dont know what he tells all you women on here but its proably all lies to make himself look good he is where he is today because i fell for his bullshit dont fall for his bullshit. he preys on women to help him cause he cant help himself he wont find women locally he finds women on here from georgia, west virginia ,tennesse, new york ,montana he also loves to prey on BBW women in his words "they are easy to get cause they have low self esteem , no skinny chick would put up with me" he comes here on fubar preying on women and looking for a way out little do you all know he is not as nice as you think he has a violent temper and was kicked out of his own house as a child for beating up his sister .he is a loser he came straight from the woods with no electricity no working water not a toliet to shit in and yes he has a daughter but lost custody of her because he didnt do what he

My Pov
Just another passing thought in the memeory banks of yours' truely. I recently came to conclusion that some of us, even though were right next to each other are numb to how we respond, interact, and sometimes take each other for granted . In my opinion, I think alot of the relationships, whether buddy bonding, puppy love, family gathering, are purpose driven. I guess what I am trying to say is that the surrounding people who are in the world and are live everyday around me, are they there for a reason that better gives them the advatage in what they are seeking for in life, or are they there for the good nature and good company. Another words they enjoy being with you because you make each other smile, you make each other laugh. Your true friends are there for you in even the thickest of times. Verses, but not always, someone who needs a ride to work, a neighbor who needs a cup a sugar, Etc. Those individuals, sometimes not always, strike me as a souls, who walk in this world

Suppoting Our Troops
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.Alone in the

Chicks Do Thinks Were Meat.
I was at a local water theme park this weekend. I had on normal swimming trunks (shorts). the waist is tighter and the bottoms baggy. I noticed several women walking past me as I walked past them on a side walk. They staired and my wet suit gripping my package. Staired at me like meat. Not until they were within two feet of me did they look up to look at my face and smile when I caught them looking. Usually I'm the one looking and stairing.

Mother`s Glue
Mother's Glue I wonder how she does it, holding it together the way she does.It seems no matter how life gets out of place she puts it back the way it was.It's always been a mystery, but I guess it must be true.That there is nothing stronger than a mother's love when she uses Mother's Glue.Now Mother's Glue is not a recipe, or that sticky stuff used in art.But it's that special love that mothers use to keep your life from falling apart.It's the way she is always there to listen so you know that everything will be okay.It's that special bonding hug she gives you to help you make it through the day.It's the way she is able to touch your face and hold the tears away.It's the way she stays up all night with you to hold the fears away.It's the way she makes the sacrifice because she'll do anything for you.Because she knows you just wouldn't make it if she didn't use Mother's GlueBut, if you're still not sure then ask her, and I'll bet she'll just smile at you.Because a mother

Power Of Words
You are so stupid!......you are so beautiful!.....just in those two sentences you see the difference words can do and how they can make u feel...Words are containers for power..They can have the power to help an heal or they can hurt an destory people an relationships..Think of any argument or fight you been in words are always used in negative ways to hurt people...Even though they are only words they have the power to scar an change lives..Good or bad! .So are u watching what comes out of your mouth an the impact your words are having on those you come in contact with...This is just a reminder that your words can either be used to build others up or tear them down..Also most successful people from Bill Gates to Donald Trump have talked about the power of positive words an thinking. So are you goin around all the time confessing how much bad luck you have an wonder why? Or do you constantly make fun of others an tear them down just for laughs? But then find you have no real frie

My Girl,my Life......
There are so people out there who love to start dramma,I don't need to name them they know who they are.I just wish they would stop please!It was stated that a certain someone was my second choice or my ugly replacement....lol,what a joke.First how can she be a second choice if we share a bond one that is beautiful and wonderful,a bond that only someone who has kids and loves them and takes care of them could share,and second if she is so ugly how come everybody is so jelious of her and why are her kids so beautiful.I just wish the B.S. would stop....

The Blonde Mortician
A man who just died is delivered to a local mortuary wearing an expensive, expertly tailored black suit.The female blonde mortician asks the deceased's wife how she would like the body dressed. She points out that the man does look good in the black suit he is already wearing.The widow, however, says that she always thought her husband looked his best in blue, and that she wants him in a blue suit. She gives the Blonde mortician a blank check and she says, 'I don't care what it costs, but please have my husband in a blue suit for the viewing.'The woman returns the next day for the wake. To her delight, she finds her husband dressed in a gorgeous blue suit with a subtle chalk stripe; the suit fits him perfectly.She says to the mortician, 'Whatever this cost, I'm very satisfied. You did an excellent job and I' m very grateful. How much did you spend?' To her astonishment, the blonde mortician presents her with the blank check.'There's no charge,' she says.'No, really, I must compensate

Helpful Hint For The Pet Owner :)
It is that time a year, seasons are changes. As this occurs we as pet owners well see more pest, like ants, that decide to enjoy the buffet, we set for our beloved furry friends. One way we can cohabitate with these 6 legged pest WITH OUT using pesticides which are toxic to our pets and family members, is with the use of baby powder. YES, I said baby powder. Take an old plastic place mate dust it really well with baby powder and set your pets’ food bowls on it. Ants do not cross baby powder, keeping your pets’ food safe from unwanted guest. Baby powder can also be used around the base boards in the kitchen, just remember to clean up the excess, so no one slips, because baby powder and slick surfaces can be fun and slippery, it can cause one to fall. Working in Veterinary medicine for over 10 years as an Animal Nurse I have pets come in from toxins that we as owners use to keep our homes and yard pest free, and there are other products that are not deadly that can be used to

The Fool
Name : Patti Lynn Nick Name : Lynniepooh or various cuss words Birthdate : June 9th 1973 Current Location : Ms Gulfcoast Eye Color : blue Hair Color : umm maginta, black, purple, white Height : 5'8 Weight : 220 Piercings : 9 Tatoos : 5 Boyfriend/Girlfriend : Engaged to the most fabulous man Vehicle : 2002 ford taurus Overused Phrase : ummm yeah okay FAVORITES Food : anything Italian Pub/Disc/Restaurant : umm duhh Olive Garden Candy : anything very chocolaty Number : 13 Color : right now.. blue, black, pink, and purple Animal : Pug Drink : Dr. Pepper Body Part on Opposite sex : Hands and lips Perfume : Risky TV Show : none Music Album : right now... "Fists of Fury" FFDP Movie: Exorcist Actor/Actress : Johnny Depp This or That Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing : Dairy Queen Chocolate or Vanilla : duhh chocolate Hot Chocolate or Coffee : Hot Chocolate Kiss or Hug : Kiss Dog or Cat : Dog Rap or Punk : Punk Summer or Winter : Winter Scary Movie

Figure You Out
Ok.. so I was doing some random searching on the net and ran across a Femme site that was ranting about the Nickelback song "Figure you out" and here is what was posted... I can’t quite “Figure You Out” OK, so I was driving home and I had the radio on to some random rock music, which is pretty normal for me. (I’m about 50/50 classic rock/NPR.) A song I’d never heard before comes on. Here are the lyrics, along with my running commentary. I like your pants around your feet Woah! Not exactly an auspicious start to the generally-problematic-to-begin-with Love Song! I like the dirt that’s on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you’re looking up at me Is this a song about pedophilia…? You’re like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can’t say no OUCH! Maybe it is a song about pedophilia, and it’s su

The Naked Cowboy.. Blonde Moment
A Sheriff in a small town> in Texas walks> out in the street> > and> sees a blond haired cowboy coming> toward him with> >> nothing on but his cowboy hat, his gun> > and> his boots. He arrests him> > for indecent> exposure.> > > > > > > >> As he is locking him up,> he> >> asks 'Why in the world are you walking around> like> >> this?'> > > > > > > > > The cowboy says, 'Well> > it's like this Sheriff> ....> > > > > > > > I> was in this bar down the road> > and this pretty little red head> asks me to> go out to her> >> motor home with her. So I did.> > > > > > > > We> go inside and she pulls off> > her top and asks me to pull off> my shirt... So I did.> > > > > > > > > > > Then she pulls off her> skirt and asks me to pull off my> > pants... So I did.> > > > > > > > > Then she pulls off her panties> > and asks me to pull off my> shorts...so I did.> > > > > > > > > Then she gets on the bed and> > looks at me kind of sexy and> sa

Please Read, Its A Warning To All...
Just last weekend on Friday night we parked in a publicParking area. As we drove away I noticed a sticker on theRear window of the car. When I took it off after I got home,It was a receipt for gas. Luckily my friend told me not to Stop as it could be someone waiting for me to get out of theCar. Then we received this email yesterday:WARNING FROM POLICE THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MENBEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE-- NEW WAY TO DO CAR-JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE)'Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating.... You walkAcross the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. YouStart the engine and shift into Reverse.When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of yourParking

Side By Side
A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she had stayed by his bedside every single day. One day, when he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer. As she sat by him, he whispered, eyes full of tears, 'You know what? 'You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there.

Poem
Heaven's army is filled with brave troops. And each day that number swells. For when a soilder dies they go straight to heaven,because they served their time in hell. So before i lay my head down to sleep i pray. "Dear god please welcome those who fell on the battle field today" THIS POEM GO'S OUT TO ALL OUR TROOPS WHO HAVE FOUGHT FOR US AND HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE.SO LET US NOT FORGET WHAT OUR TROOPS DO FOR US EACH DAY.AND LET THEM KNOW WE HAVE THEIR BACKS WHILE THEY ARE FARAWAY.

Recipes - Yum!
Awwww.. This one is darling and the kids LOVE to make them ~ and eat them! Plus it takes a little time, to prepare. A great indoor project on bad-weather days! 1/2 Cup peanut butter 1/2 Cup honey 1/2 Cup powdered sugar 1/2 Tsp vanilla extract Milk Chocolate Morsels 1/4 cup sweet cocoa Peanut butter and honey should begin at room temperature. In a small bowl, mix together the peanut butter, honey and vanilla extract until all ingredients are blended and smooth. Add the powdered sugar a little bit at a time until all the ingredients are blended and smooth. Chill in the refrigerator approxmiately 30 minutes or until the dough has slightly stiffened. Place sweetened cocoa in a small bowl. Next, using a teaspoon, scoop a spoonful of dough, and place 2 or 3 milk chocolate morsels in the center, and then roll into a ball. Drop the ball of dough into the bowl of cocoa, and roll it around until it is completely coated to form the "truffle." Place the truffles on a plate, and place i

Thinking It's Today
If you are thinking it is today do you want it to be today? If you think it is today, would you change what you do today? If it was to be today would it make a difference? If you knew you had today ~ what would it mean to you?

My Realm
Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I even sometimes let my imagination run free to where I could almost see your face, feel your touch, and smell your scent. I've kissed you a thousand times in my mind and have made love to you in the sweetest of my dreams. And there are times when I can feel your arms around me and the warmth, the love. Oh, what the imagination can do if you want it to. We go way back, you and me. I bet you didn't know that but it's true. When I was a little girl I used to dream about you. There have been at least a few dozen different scenarios on how we'd meet; the way you would smile, your soft an gentle touch, what you would say. And when you kissed me for the first time, I can still feel that child-like innocence, which turned into passion as I grew into a woman. And our intimate moments shared are plenty. I close my eyes and once again let my imagination run free. We're also very old friends. You know all about me. I've shed my skin and show

9 Good Looking Guys Auction Stop By
So here it is girls im running an auction for 9 goodlooking guys it is up and running now and goes until sunday sunday6th of september at 7pm fu time so feel free to stop by and make a bid there is lots of rewards if you are the highest bidder and please just remember everyone is goodlooking in their own way this is purely for fun purposes not to be judgemental well take care everyone hope to hear from you all soon So here is it girls am running an auction for 9 goodlooking guys come stop by and make a bid there are plenty of rewards if you are highest bidder i ask that you remember that everyone is good looking in their own way this is purely for fun purposes so drop by could be lots of fun to make a bid go to my auction folder and leave a comment it will be approved

For The Chronically Bored
I've been trying to avoid all the mass panic, which hasn't been too hard since I'm not easily encited to follow any stampeding herd. And yes, I know it's real and that it can be deadly, but... I still can't help thinking of H1N1 some sort of fad. A nasty, potentially lethal, very contagious fad that nobody wants to follow but still is obsessed with. But... My husband tells me that our realtor whom we met with on Friday called to say she just found out she was with H1N1-infected people on Thursday, and that we should look for signs just in case it was pased along. (confession: I semi-tweaked out because I still have a residual cough from a chest cold thing I fought off over a week ago, and this swine flu is a respiratory deal.) The possible contagion was four days ago, so far no one in my house has starting coughing (anew) or gotten a runny nose... should I still run out and get one of those germ-blocker masks like this?

Bored
You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? nightstand2. Your significant other?huh3. Your hair? Brown4. Your mother?alive5. Your father? dead6. Your favorite thing? driving 7. Your dream last night? vivid8. Your favorite drink? coke9. Your dream/goal? family10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? metal12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? carolinas14. Where were you last night? downstairs15. What you're not? Happy16. Muffins? boobs?17. One of your wish list items? sex18. Where you grew up? hell19. The last thing you did? smoked20. What are you wearing? nothing21. TV? ncis22. Your pets? fish23. Your computer? laptop24. Your life? Sucks25. Your mood? depressed26. Missing someone? no27. Favorite Store? sears30. Your summer

Hard To Handle???
As the term goes "hard to handle"...What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you here this phrase???? So many meanings in such a simple term (as is life) hard to handle!!!!! so many questions in this fraise....Is this hard to handle.....my load is had to handle.....Ah but wich load do i speak of....work/dick size/thoughts on this blog/this weight/time/lesbian trio/winning the lotto.....who knows....All i know that in my own life the only thing that is hard to handle is thoughts unanswered.....!!!!

Poems
The Truth @ The truth dare to speak For he who lies Is nothing but weak The truth dare to tell For all of your days You will live to feel well The truth dare to hide For those from whom it’s kept Will soon know what was lied The truth dare to learn For if it’s trust he wants Then it’s trust he must earn No one knows @ You’re walking on broken glass Tiptoeing to ease the pain Hoping the game you’re in will pass Nothing seems to fit the way it should Like a wanderer in an ignorant world Alone and often misunderstood They say you’re doing fine Making believe you’re full of life But no one knows you’re lying They say you’re doing fine But when you’re left alone You’re doing nothing but crying You feel there’s nothing you can do A cruel and senseless joke Life is playing a trick on you All you have is time to heal Then once again prepare to play

Horny Days
Don't you always hate those days that your just extremely horny and there isnt anything you can do about? It seems even if you fuck or masterbate, that 5 min later you want more and it seems to go on all day long and you think to yourself wtf is wrong with me lol. I may be the only who gets this horny on somedays lol idk.

Tell The Administration "yes" On Energy Exploration
While the President and Congress have been hard at work trying tonationalize the health care industry, there is another issue they havebeen avoiding: energy exploration. Tell the Obama administration what you think about energyexplorationPresident Obama's Department of the Interior has been stalling aplan that would open up 31 new offshore drilling areas. These areascontain an estimated 19 billion barrels of oil, and these initialestimates usually prove to be low. This increase in supply wouldresult in lower gas prices and home heating costs for you and yourfamily.This important energy exploration program, which is in jeopardyif the Obama administration doesn't act, would result in:* More American Jobs. According to a 2008 Heritage Foundationstudy, increasing domestic oil production by one million barrelsper day would generate 128,000 jobs. At two million barrels perday, that figure jumps to 270,000.* Increased State Revenues. Increasing America'sdomestic oil production would help s

Things To Add To Your Name
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Souls Denied
Please show as much love to these members as possible they deserve it thanks! Kally aka "Queen of Hearts"@ fubar Ernest aka "King of Hearts" ♥ R/L Husband of Kally aka "Queen of Hearts"@ fubar Sm00tchie Co-Owner @ SINS OF EVIL@ fubar

Garden Of Love...poetry By Sondra
Garden of Love Love starts out Like a new garden spot A heap of dirt Open, unwalled, unprotected, Yet viable Able to grow, nourish us, And beautify two lives If proper care is taken. Water it with affection, Not tears. Feed it with understanding, Not fears. Aerate it with warm hugs, And open, honest Communication, Not lies or fake flattery. Light it with trust, Truth and laughter, Not emotional battery. Weed it with full forgiveness, Not old grudges and hate. Harvest it with affection And honor, Not words that berate. Mulch it with protectiveness, Not anger and mistrust. Reseed it with kindness, Affection, truth, passion, And some sensuality, Not forgetting to add in Some extra spicy lust. Keep it warm during Cold winters, Making the effort to make it grow, Allowing it to flourish At its own natural rate, Not forcing the harvest of two souls To hurry along, Then your garden of love Will always grow and be strong. By spiritwoman © 2009 spiritwoman (All

Just Me
Content Not Container I can almost agree With David Lee About California girls And I have to give due To the beauty I view Like precious, perfect pearls I would remiss If I didn’t list Some thoughts on what I see For how things look Like covers of books Don’t tell you much about me Blonde buxom beauties from sunshine states Dark smoldering vixens

My Writings
"Where are we going?" Tammie asked as they turned down the dirt road. "Alittle patience Tammie," Larry chuckled as he looked over at the redhead beside him, "and you will see soon enough." Tammie pouted alittle but sat back in her seat and looked at the landscape thru the window. Uneasiness started setting in as the woods grew thicker around them and she looked over at her boyfriend. Larry merely smiled and reached over and ran a hand up her thigh. Soon their destination came into sight and if anything her uneasiness grew. "What are we doing here?" she asked with a wary look in her eye, as she read the sign in front of them. Welcome to Milestown, we hope you enjoy your stay, is what the sign read and it was easy to see that this small town was clearly deserted. "YOU BROUGHT ME TO A DESERTED TOWN???" Tammie screamed at Larry. The man visibly flinched, but recovered quickly as he explained that it was not the town that he brought her to see but a certain building. Tammie sat up

I Want...
I Want... ~ A guy that will love me inside and out for who I really am. ~Somebody who won't use me for money or sex. ~Someone that wants to spend their time with me. ~Anybody to appreciate what I have to offer. ~A guy who I can cuddle with and feel safe and protected around. ~Somebody that treats me with respect and doesn't hurt me. ~Someone I can give all of my heart,knowing they won't break it. ~Anybody that confides in me and knows I'm there for them. ~A guy who will support me in my decisions and not try to argue. ~Somebody that makes me feel like the most beautiful girl. ~Someone I can talk to about anything and not be judged. ~Anybody to take the time and get to kno me as a true person. ~A guy who wants nothng more than to be with a girl he loves. ~Somebody I can be myself around and have fun with. ~Anybody to tell me that they care for me and mean every word of it.

Sagittarius Woman
A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamored by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world.She sees it exactly as it is and says what she sees. At times, you may wish that she were not so honest. But then, she would be like any other girl, wouldn't she? In all probability, you will not like it. A Sagittarian female is very optimistic, but she is not irrational. She will judge the entire situation as per the facts, analyze its probable outcome and still believe that things will get better. Usually, she is very calm and composed. However, when you become rude to

A Smile
a smileSmiling is infectiousYou catch it like the fluWhen someone smiled at me todayI started Smiling tooI passed around the corner andsomeone saw my grinWhen he smiled i realised I'dpassed it onto himI thought about the smile thenI realised it's worthA single smile just like minecould travel round the earthSo if u feel a smile begindon't leave it undetectedLets start the epidemic quickand get the world infectedSMILE &SMILE

Fake Friends
Fake friends show up on party day butReal friends show up on moving day.Fake friends will date someone you like if you aren't around but Real friends won't date your exes.Fake friends will listen to your jokes butReal friends will listen to you complain about work for an hour.(real ones like jokes too though)Fake friends might loan you money when times are tough but Real friends will give you money when times are tough.Fake friends might remind you of their birthdayReal friends remember yours.Fake friends might check your mailbox if you leave town, butReal friends will change the litterbox.Fake friends will tell you to just get over itReal friends will understand when you aren't (whatever it is)when you need help of some kind, fake friends hope you don't ask.Real friends see a need and volunteer and act like it's no prob.

Irish Drinking Toasts. Ha Ha
May your glass be ever full.May the roof over your head be always strong.And may you be in heavenhalf an hour before the devil knows you're dead.Here's to me, and here's to you,And here's to love and laughter-I'll be true as long as you,And not one moment after.Here's to you and yoursAnd to mine and ours.And if mine and oursEver come across to you and yours,I hope you and yours will doAs much for mine and oursAs mine and ours have doneFor you and yours!Health and life to you;The mate of your choice to you;Land without rent to you,And death in Eirinn.Here's a toast to your enemies' enemies!When we drink, we get drunk.When we get drunk, we fall asleep.When we fall asleep, we commit no sin.When we commit no sin, we go to heaven.So, let's all get drunk, and go to heaven!Here's to a long life and a merry one.A quick death and an easy one.A pretty girl and an honest one.A cold beer—and another one!

Amber Alert
hey this is eleven and i just want say that i am helping get this lounge going if you want to come please do so it is called sinful seductions. stbscake25@ fubar ,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL

Leaving
Attn All Officers and Hotties and Hunks: I am leaving the group for good. I just have too much stuff going on in real life, and don't have a lot of time for this anymore. I hope you all understand, and still talk to me :) Amanda

Need A Nickname
just for fun... you can all fill it out hehe1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Kids School
HERES A WAY TO GET U SOME FU FRIENDS. SO COME AND JOIN ME ON MY TRAIN. HERES WHAT U DO. CLICK ON THIS SITE http://train.graphics-codes.com/trains/205.php AND CLICK ON JOIN TRAIN AND DONT FORGET TO ADD ME AS YOUR FRIEND IF WERE NOT ALREADY FRIENDS. MUAH I am trying t earn BOX TOPS for Alexia'a & Andria's School..... Who ever gets the most people to sign up will get 5,000 box tops & plus a bonus 1,000 box tops + $100 FOR THEIR SCHOOL. So if you would like to help us out all we need is your email... feel FREE to spread the word and help us out. THANK YOU. JUST S.B ME UR EMAIL

For My Baby
ok so i want all to know she makes me feel so happy have not felt this way in a such long time she has touched my heart so and i am loving every minute we have with each other anything she does makes me smile i long for her touch i long to hear her voice i long for her kiss i am so twitterpated thank you for touching my heart the way you have

?????
Five miles awayA woman stands Alone on a mountain topFive miles awayAloneExcept for the voice That speaks in her headIt whispers“you knew there would be sacrifice”“you knew there would be pain”“yes” She her thoughts moan back“but I didn’t know how much”“until now”Five miles awayAlone on a mountain topStands a womanWith a lonelinessSo profound It makes me want to weepWeep with me And togetherWe will face the heart Of your despairAnd try to set you free MirrorsWhich is the real one In the hall of mirrors That is my mindMultiple imagesFractured and reflectedMoving past the mirrorsI find a core of fearSo bright its blindingA childhood spent in solitudeOnly shadows of myselfFor companyNever have I let someone touchThis place inside of meNever have I looked Past the mirrorsTo see my real selfSo smallSo frightenedSo very aloneI’ve learned to Embrace the aloneness Using it to make me strongerBut for me Is it to late

Today....
Is this like the year of the bad ex's holy crap..OMG..what the hell..I mean I am friends with most my ex's..cuzI figure just cuz we couldn't make a relationship of that sorts work out doesnt mean they are bad people....but the few that I wouldnt mind if they existed or not have all decided they want to be my friend on either facebook or myspace...AAAAH run away! Far Far Far away...... Eye lids still weary...dreams still holding me back - keeping my hangin between real, unreal but I hear a voice and I see comfort and warmth small words falling so easily "mom....wake up" messages still being sent...I need to reconnect I can't...no wait I don't want... Maybe I need to stay here. Then the light of sun hits the eyes like a mini welcoming fire of day.. "I am up....I am awake...It's ok dear...I love you too." Oh, how sweet and silly. But I still wanna go back...to dreaming. Indian legislation's on the desk of the do right congressman Now he don't know much about the issues so he

Poetry
darkend lifeby andrew Q tainted soul,out of control,his life is weak,his life gonna freak,wonders if his life gonna break,knows that his love life is a fake,knows now that things in the world are not real just fallacy,wonders if he can survive now Life is Hard I knew it was my dark life that was talking to me, Its always hard to not listen when reason is the truth, And the pain reminds you how bad you want things in life, But when I see you in front of me and my dark feelings tend to go away and it seems like it has never happened, But when things seem so bad its just ends up in fighting or just living in regret, It will be in the back of my mind so i won't forget, While siting in a pitch black room i can only feel and hear how my heart beats when i think of you, But i can't fix anything that will need a redo, I wish i could go into the past but i have no power to do so, Also remeber I do love you and i do mean that. true but bleakdarkened knightbrightest lightfrighten

Contest
Would you wonderful fu friends and family be a sweet and help a girl out? Follow the link and rate/ comment for me? http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1196184&albumid=1833418&i=415625369#1694819992 Much love to all! Hey friends, family, fans and all Fubarians..... I am entered into my very first contest on Fubar. Could I bother you for a minute or two and shamelessly ask for you to follow the link below and give me your vote? Pretty please with sugar and spice. Thank you!! You all are much appreciated. Hugs and Kisses..... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1196184&albumid=1833418&i=415625369#1694819992 Hello to all my fu friends! Yes, I am back!!! Did you miss me? I have missed fu so much. And I am writing to explain my absence for so long. I had to take time away to try to mend a broken heart. See, I have been seeing someone off and on for 3 years. I truly love my Shadow Man. Still even though he shattered my heart and almost destroyed my soul with his departure from my life. I

Beauty-tips
ESSENTIALS FESSENTIALS FOR FALLING HAIR Does your hair fall often Arm yourself with these tools to combat hair fall.Wide-toothed comb# Get yourself a wide-toothed comb. This is probably one of the most important yet underutilized of all hair tools. A wide-toothed comb helps you distribute conditioner evenly all over your hair while shampooing and conditioning. In addition, it also helps get rid of knots smoothly.# The best time to get rid of knots is during conditioning. Apply conditioner and run a wide toothed comb gently through your hair.# While untangling dry hair, do so in sections. Take one section at a time, and first, untangle the ends of your hair. Do so slowly, and don't pull unless you want your hair to fall out in clumps or break.# Don't wait for the last minute before detangling your hair. Every night, while sitting in front of the television, run a wide toothed comb gently through your hair, until you have untangled it completely. Do this every night, and you will notice

Poetry!
I want to thank you for all you’ve done You raised us up, teaching us right from wrong You worked hard all the years to make ends meet And kept going through life even when you were beat You were strong with broad shoulders, you carried the load The times were hard and to all we owed Be we had each other to carry us through Your children who needed you You were always there no matter what Be strong never give up is what you taught If all seems to go wrong you will prevail For as long as there’s love you will not fail A home full of love is all we knew We all stuck together as long as there was you Yeah we fought like children as children do And said things to each other we know weren’t true Were all grown up now and to you we thank For each harsh word and the threat to spank You were hard on us and we now know why So the mother you have been so good and so strong Teaching us the difference between right and wrong We take this day to honor you, for mothers, as you are

Nathanial's Darkness
Well Hello there, Long time no talk huh... well that’s not true you have not had the pleasure of meeting me. I am Nathanial, I don’t like this term but one has to use what one has been given... I am Wolfie’s alt his other personality if you must, I am darker then he is that’s for sure... I don’t really care about you or what you think of what I’m writing I am just bored! He chooses the wrong times to let me out of my cage... always when his dear friends are offline so I cannot talk to them and see how their insides tick. He doesn’t like talking about me but I hear everything he does and I see it all too I know you all so well such nice little toys to play with but no... No he just wants to be gentle with you all for fear of braking you... what a waste, he has so much potential for dark and hatful acts but controls himself more then I would ever do. I’m rambling I know but what else is there to do? My past is everywhere memories of fire a

My Life, Or Lack There Of
first of my health is great, thank god lol its the least of my worries....cant find a partner worth a damn so i've decided to let him find me and start building up some new friendships and renewing some old ones....now heres the swift kick to the nuts.... i just found out that the doctor thinks i have a disk going bad in my spine... have to get a MRI done... been on lots of pain killers...... lets hope for the best.... i dont want surgery its amazing the things people will do..... i tryed to start dating someone i thought would be worth it and honest.... but ended up they were just playing me for anything and everything he could get from me....on the second day of the relationship he tryed to trick(sleep with) a really good friend of mine and also told him that he already knew we were not gonna work out.... but he kept the facad up with me lying about everything and wanting to be with me.... during the second week we were together he tryed to start accusing me of being unfaithful when

Who Can Own You? All Band Of Gold Please Read This!
It has come to my attention today that there are some who do not want to be owned by anyone outside the family anymore, which is naturally your right!! It is also very understandable, given what has been going on lately. When one of our own is attacked we pull closer together and trust outsiders less... so when two are attacked..it is even more so! The answer to this is very simple. If you do not want someone outside the family to own you, go into your settings under your profile...the security section.. and there is an option to say who can own you. The options are: anyone; friends; family; no one. If you select "family" it will greatly limit who can buy you...for most it will mean around 10, if I recall right. But if you select "friends" then all of us in the BAND OF GOLD can still own you...IF that is what you want. This will be the best method for making sure your wishes are kept regarding who owns you. I was thinking about asking and trying to keep up with it...lmao...but I like

No Mercy
Hate your enemies with all your strength and if a man strikes you on one cheek, you tear off his cheeks, smash without mercy, for self-preservation is the highest law.... Those who offer the other cheek are cowardly dogs.........3 .- Can the torn and bloody victim to love the bloody jaws that cut up limb by limb?.

Lost And Wondering...
I'm sitting here wanting to help a man I love dearly, he won't give me a clue as what to do. I don't want to dree him away from me. I'm sure he doesn't realize how much I hurt not being able to do anything. I feel helpless. Rght now I'm so so lost. What do I do??? I'm even a lil pissed off I have the kind of heart I do.. if I didn't care so much or love others I wouldn't be hurting. *sigh* ... life goes on.

Life After Divorce
I have been divorced for a year now and it seems that most women dont want anything to do with a guy that has children.I am wondering if this is just typical of a women.I only have two little girls so its not like we are the brady bunch.

Whats Wrong With Me?
Whats wrong with me? The man that says he loves me and misses me can't take 45 minutes out of his day to spend with me. He knew i was coming to see him and said he was happy i was coming, but never made himself available for me.I don't know what i did or why he now won't answer my calls. What's wrong with me?

Winds Not Always At Our Back
I Did Not Write This -But It's So True The Winds Not Always At Our Back The wind's not always at our back the sky is not always blue. Sometimes we crave the things we lack and don't know what to do. Sometimes life's an uphill ride with mountains we must climb. At times the river's deep and wide and crossing takes some time. No one said that life is easy there are no guarantees. So trust the Lord continually on calm or stormy seas. The challenges we face today prepares us for tomorrow. For faith takes our fears away and peace replaces sorrow.

A Good Story
A Night Of Passion! its' friday night Amanda is about to get home.she arrives at the door finds a note.reads go straight to the bathroom and enjoy.so she goes inside walks in the bathroom finds a hot bubblebath waiting surrounded by lavender candles.she undresses and enjoy a relaxing bath.she gets out puts on her robe off the door and finds a note.reads go into the bedroom wear the dress on the bed and get ready.ill meet you in the dining room.so she puts on the tiny purple dress does her hair and makeup.no bra just silk panties and heals.walks into the dining room where i greet her with a kiss,i sit her at a table done with roses and candles .i bring out her favorite meal and we have a romantic dinner alone.soft music plays as we talk.after i pull her close dancing slow and close our bodies against each other.her hands around the back of my neck,my hands sliding down the open back of her dress.kissing as we sway to the music.she is pulling me closer as she gets excited.i pick her up