Fubar Blogs 4

Inspired By Something I Read By Venus Da Goddess.
wow i feel a wave of emotions building as you begin i feel the whirlpool of hurt through undercurrents of hope as it presents a glimpse of light at the surface too deep to fathom with shallow empathy overwhelmed in the end rhythmic tug of war between earth and moon causing tsunamis from memories loving is human mating is just instinct to breed will to survives a norm in all life forms it's done instintively i guess that is the nature of it all what complicates this most of all our hearts like the earth, our mates the sun, our mind's the moon constantly playing tug of war

Kis
Man these kids have been out for almost 3 weeks. Im so Glad school started back yesterday I really needed the break. I love them more then anything but damn I really need my me time. Im sure alot of mothers on here understand what i mean

Happy Birthday Girls
Some of sarge's bad girls are having a birthday JANUARY 1ST Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW*Owned By Tulsa's Angel@ fubar JANUARY 6TH S3XYCRICKET MEMBER OF THE SARGES BAD GIRLS & MEMBER OF*FU-Bombers*& RATING REVOLUTION@ fubar JANUARY 11TH *JuicyFruit69(Bi)*Sarge's Bad Girl**@ fubar JANUARY 12TH BiBabyGirl...DON'T LIKE BIGGER GIRLS GET THE F... OFF MY PAGE!@ fubar JANUARY 29TH ~Mistress Momma Meagan~R/L & Fu-Wifey of DJ Munchies~Owner of MMM's Pets~SBG~@ fubar show them lots of birthday love! Rate Fan Add Bling Crush them. While your here check out the sarge's bad girls were the best and baddest on fubar!! Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

Wondering
I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Poems
The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or army greens. But I am in the military in the ranks that are rarely seen. I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do no give, but the military world is the place where I live. I am not in the chain of command orders I do not get, but my husband does this I can no forget. I am not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line, but my job is just as tough I am the one that is left behind. My husband is a patriot a brave and pride filled man. And the call to serve his country not all understands. Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free. My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me. I love the man I married. Soldiering is his life, but I stand among the silent ranks known as the military wife. I LOVE A SOLDIER I love a soldier With all of my heart. I see him almost never; We are always apart. We may not be together but love does not give in. To let something

Funny Comments Or Thoughts.
Never tell your problems to anyone.......20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last…some don’t even start…..” I'm surrounded by fake smiles and false promises.Why must they pretend to be nice when they're not?

Friends Forever
Forever Friends!!!!! Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete, my family is my forever friends and the best thing about that is forever has no end!!!!!!

Midnight Snack!!
Feelin myself tha nite Really bored bout to get right Take a shower Relax and unwine No doubts in my mind Takin it back seconds at a time Feeling just fine Getting a cravin But it's not for food tha nite I'm thinking about a night snack Something warm, thick, & that can possibly do tricks Temperature just bout right not to mention bout to rise even higher I think I wanna bite I know just what will fulfill me tha nite That resembles the color of caramel The intensity is building Imagination gone wild Sweating and shit Now I gotta get to searchin Like on the real Hair stylist where u at I need for u to come thru for me so do we have a deal? cuz if not then I'll jus chill.......ya Feel

Www.anysoldier.com
Hi Fubar Peeps, Help out our boyz overseas and send them what they desire!! I just send out a packet to the troops! You can go to the post office and get a box and it can weight a million pounds but it's still only 10 bucks to ship to our boyz!! On the website you pick a troop and they tell ya what they need.

Poem
i got the heart of gold but no one to love me.. is this it for me or do i have more to learn ... alot of years has passed an yet i have nothing to show for it.. what can i do with all this pain , but run an deal with it in my own little way... im 25 years old an i lost so much.. i can't run any more my heart can't deal with all the pain... the things i have learned is im strong at heart an i make my own choises... theres a better life out there then im giveing my self ... im a strong woman an i can make anything happen ...

25 Randoms
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you. 1. I love Dr Pepper 2. I have been to 3 different colleges 3. I love football and I love watchin it with a certain *someone* 4. I have to have a lot of pillows when I sleep or I don't sleep 5. I actually am just now learning to drink Beer.....normally I'm liquor only! 6. I have finally realized bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. 7. I have to keep some type of chapstick wit me at all times or I go crazy. 8. I hate to ride in a car unless I am driving....most people scare me when they drive. 9. Most country music depresses me so I try not to listen to it! 10. However....I do like some country music.......like . . . Scott Miller and the Commonwealth, Cross Canadian Ragweed, and

Real Talk
As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things that we think will make our lives better---money, popularity,fame---we ignore what truly matter--the simple things-- like friendship,family,love--the things we probably already had.

Bbw
A Big Beautiful Woman She stands or sits in all her glory, Overflowing, sexy abundance, A vision of grace, charm and beauty, The dynamo of lust, giv'n the chance. Not a wall flower, ready to go, Free to only someone really wise, A hidden thrill only they will know, Endless passion is not a surprise. A magnificent sight when undressed, She has it all and plenty to spare, A vast expanse of quivering flesh, Orgasmic delights, she'll take you there. Sexy woman with meat on her bones, "Too much is never enough", you'll moan.

How To Maintain A ....
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 5. In the memo field of all your checks, write ' For Marijuana' 6. Skip down the hall rather than walk and see how many looks you get. 7. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 8. Specify that your drive-through order is 'To Go'. 9. Sing along at the opera. 10. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you have a headache. 11. When the money comes out the ATM, scream 'I Won! I Won!' 12. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling 'Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!' 13. Tell

Purple Heart ....
Purple Heart Won't Be Awarded for PTSD The Pentagon still assures troops that it takes post-traumatic stress seriously The Pentagon on Thursday sought to assure troops that it takes post-traumatic stress seriously despite the recent decision not to award the Purple Heart to those with the disorder. An advisory committee concluded that troops coming home from the wars with combat stress cases collectively known as post-traumatic stress disorder will not qualify for the prestigious medal awarded to service members wounded in action. "I don't think anybody should assume that that decision is in any way reflective on how seriously we take the problem of PTSD," Defense Department press secretary Geoff Morrell said. He noted that the military is budgeting money for research, development, treatment and preventive measures. "Just because an awards committee believes this particular injury does not qualify for this award does not in any way reflect that we don't take this problem s

The Year 2008
WELL AS I SIT HERE THINKING ALOT HAS HAPPEN IN MY LIFE IN 2008.WHEN IT STARTED I WAS SINGLE AND ALONE.EXCEPT FOR THE TWO ANGLES IN MY LIFE MY KIDS.LETS SEE IN THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR I HAD IT ROUGH AND I LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT AND I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL....YES I STOPED EATING AND TRYED TI TAKE MY LIFE.BEING SAID NO I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN. I MOVED TO OHIO AND IT WAS COLD AS A WITCHS TIT THERE SNOW TO MY ASS..AND I AM NOT A SNOW PERSON ,IM FROM TEXAS WE DONT GET ALOT OF SNOW.AFTER 2 MONTHS THERE I HAD TO MOVE AND I WENT TO VIRGINA TO BE WITH MY SISTER FOR A WHILE AND I HELPED HER WITH HER PAYROLL AND SHIT.GOT TIRED OF THAT AND MOVED TO KANSAS AND HOT DAMN THE SNOW THERE, MY KIDS GOT SICK AND MISSED ALOT OF SCHOOL AND THEY TRYED TO TAKE MY KIDS FROM ME SINCE THEY MISSED SCHOOL.I FOUGHT THEM AND WON. NOONE WILL EVER GET MY KIDS FROM ME.SO ANYWAY THAT WAS BAD SO I MOVED TO LOUISIANA TO HELP SOME FRIENDS THERE..THEY WHERE IS DI STRUT OVER THEY HAD NO MONEY AND NO WAY TO PAY BILLS AND HAD NO

Shut It
Screw off I just don't care You should have thought about shit Before you said this isn't fair No I will not listen anymore You are not important You fucking hurt me to my core I can not fucking forgive you I fucking hate you We are so fucking through Don't make me feel guilty You shouldn't have fucked those sluts You are so fucking filthy Maybe in time we can be friends But for now Iam way to fucking tense Move the fuck on I know I have You broke our fucking bond Deal with your mistakes Just let me go The love you and I had was simply fake. Goodbye. Asshole. So I have a tendency to make alot of mumms. What I do not fucking understand is why people think they know me. Just because I say shit on here, doesn't mean they know me. How the fuck can they know me, a complex individual, just by me saying a few fucking words in a mumm? How fucking rude is it for people to just go and assume shit about me? Fucking assholes know nothing about me! I have maybe 3 friends on h

ªßð℧‡ ♏∈
I have finally moved, but still do not have access to the internet at home. So when I do get a chance to jump on it is quick & fast...but it is usually daily & sometimes several times a day! I promise I will return all the love I can to each & everyone of you :) and ready to rockkkkkk!!! let's see if the fu can handle me!

Happy Birthday My Friends & Family
Its JuicyFruits Birthday ... Juicyfruit would like to wish all her friends an family that are sharing this month with her as b-day peeps..A very Happy Birthday.. Stop by an show this lovely lady some Fubarian B-day love...Just click the pic below an have some fun.. This Bully Brought to you By: ~Wizard~Enforcer for the Rating Revolution~

Ty Danielle 4 My Fuversary Bully
One Year On The Fu'?!?!?! Jessica (Confidence) Is Celebrating Her 1st Fu-Iversary!! What Better Way To Celebrate, Then By Owning Her?! Here's What She's Offering: (clicky click to bid!) PLUS, Jessica (Confidence) will be hosting a Happy Hour!! (repost of original by '☆

Dissapointments
When disappointments come one day, And they most certainly will. The way in which I respond to them, Will determine how I feel. If I let myself get discouraged, I’ll feel distraught, sad and alone. But by looking to God and trusting Him, I can face the future’s unknown. Could it be that God is testing me? Or wanting me to confront some sin? Could it be that He is chastening me? So He can cleanse my soul within? I will pray to God and ask Him. Have I somehow slipped from Your will? Guide and direct me to stay on Your path. So Your plans for me I can fulfill. Help me discern where I went astray. For I shouldn’t be feeling so down. Trials should be making me stronger, Not keeping me captive and bound. You tell me to rejoice in my troubles, And trust You for You’ll see me through. I can face all life’s disappointments, If I remember I always have You.

God Speaks Quietly
Have you ever heard a quiet voice deep down within your being, A voice so soft, still, and calm, it stops and sends fear fleeing? It comes in times of trouble, when things appear most grim. Other times it comes for no other reason than to let us know it comes from Him. God tells us things so simply stated, it's hard to misunderstand. Yet the things He speaks go against the flesh, but exposes His loving hand. He sometimes gives us answers, for which we desperately seek. Other times, He gives the words He wants us to earnestly speak. Have you ever been utterly confused not knowing which way to go, Then suddenly the choice becomes so clear, you wonder how you didn't know? Has there ever arisen a crisis, leaving you anxious with an unresolved need; Only to have things suddenly go into reverse and from the crisis you're freed? Not only does God speak to us in His still small voice, He actively moves to accomplish His will; giving us reason to rejoice.

"better" By Guns N Roses
(no one ever told me when i was alone, they just thought i'd know better, better) the hardest part, this troubled heart, has ever yet been through now was heal the scars, that got their start, inside someone like you now but had i known, or i'd been shown, back when, how long it'd take me to break the charms, that brought me harm, & all but would erase me i never would, or that i could, no matter what you'd pay me re-play the part, you stole my heart, i should've known your crazy if all i knew, was that with you, i'd want someoone to save me it'd be enough, but just my luck, i fell in love & maybe.... all....that....i...wanted.....was..... now i know you better, you know i know better, now i know you better!!!!! so bittersweet, this tragedy, won't ask for absolution this melody, inside of me, still searches for a solution a twist of faith, a change of heart, against my infatuation of a broken-heart, a fire to spark, for my determination (no one ever told me wh

"street Of Dreams" By Guns N Roses
All the love in the world couldn't save you All the innocence inside You know I tried so hard to make you Ooo I wanna make you change your mind And it hurts too much to see you And how you left yourself behind You know I wouldn't want to be you Now there's a hell I can't describe So now I wander through my days Trying to find my ways To the feelings that I felt I saved for you and no one else And though as long as this road seems I know it's called the street of dreams But that's not stardust on my feet It leaves a taste that's bittersweet That's called the blues I don't know just what I should do Everywhere I go I see you You know it's what you planned, this much is true What I thought was beautiful, don't live inside of you anymore I don't know just what I should do Everywhere I go I see you You know it's what you planned, this much is true What I thought was beautiful, don't live inside of you anymore What this means to me Is more than I know yo

My Storm
Storms Of Life I was out in the sea, being tossed to and fro The night was so black I had no where to go Storms all around me The waves raging so high My strength was all gone I was going to die I looked ahead saw a ship passing by I saw a man So much love in his eyes He reached out his hand Said, "Child take ahold Put your trust in me I'll bring peace to your soul If the storms in your life Seem more than you can bare Just reach out to Jesus He is the ONE who cares.

Roommates!
Roommates! This goes out to everyone that is or possibly may be a roomie at some point. I cannot stress enough the importance of being considerate. • Don’t leave your clothes on the bathroom floor • Don’t take this that is not your and put a not on the empty box saying that you will replace it later and then never do. • Don’t leave your clothes in the washer / dryer. • Don’t leave dirty dishes in the sick or in randomonious places around the house. • Don’t mess with the DVR recordings if you are not helping with the bill • If you know that your roommate works in the early AM hours don’t be having hella people over at 2:45AM knowing that your roomie is going to be getting up for work at 5:30AM. • if you are a smoker buy your own smokes. ( Roommates are not related to you nor do they care about your well being ) sorry I know that I am ranting but I am fed up with my roommate for the above reasons.

You
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Angels From Below
(I wrote this originally in my blog on MySpace. Some of you aren't my friend there, and I figured I should share what was going on with you. I also wanted to say that domestic abuse doesn't just affect women and children, it affects men too. We must report ANY abuse going on! Don't let another person die from domestic abuse!!!!!) The rain is falling hard as I am writing this. Autumn's touch can be seen in the trees and felt in the weather. Life should be good, and it is, I suppose.Except it's hard to find joy when someone you know has been snuffed away from their young life. A young man who had so much potential, who wanted better things for himself, was brutally taken away from his family. My step-cousin, Dustin Garren Lee, was murdered by his much older GF a few days ago. Dustin was a good kid, but he made some bad choices in his short life. The fatal one was deciding to be with the woman who would later take his life. I remember him fondly as an 11 year old boy who liked t

Just A Blog
Well this has been a very long week lol having the time off for the holidays made this full week very long indeed lol Well now for the short weekend lol full of cleaning the apartment, doing the laundry, doing the dusting and ironing my dress clothes for work. I will also probably write a little more in my journal and play poker on-line for a bit. Get things done so at least one day of the weekend I can just do nothing. Will also do my weekend calls to family my Dad, my sister and to my son. The other two are suppose to come over this weekend on Saturday I think so it will be nice to see the grandbaby. Nothing in life ever seems to be simple anymore. It is like someone or something has to make things so complicated. We all seek and want love why is it so hard to find or why is it that the wrong love is found. Is there some mythical God like Loki sitting there laughing all the while we try to find the love of a lifetime our soul mate. Some of us have given up on never feeling that kind

Mother To Be
childbirth is suppose to be special both mother and father there to witness the moment of birth not just mother not alone alone through the whole pregnancy going through everything that's suppose to be special to the mother and father ever kick,every move, everything that has meaning but no life is not like that life is cruel life is so freaked up right now its not funny emotions that i never had are all rushing through me at once feelings that i never experienced are happening at all times of the day and night i got to see my baby for the first time the other day... but the daddy wasn't there i cried cause my unborn child was so beautiful but the daddy was not there to see his child i seen my child's heartbeat it was so magical yet the daddy wasn't there i want him to be here to see all the special moments i want him to be here to witness the birth of our child i want him to be here to hold or son or daughter when the birth takes place but no he doesn't wan

A Poem
Bruises on my arms making me want to reopen my scars. I'm praying for help and wishing on the stars. That my guardian angel will come take me away and stop this pain. But i don't want you to know i'm crying so i stand in the rain. And let the tears just run down my face. Not lettin you see the hate for your disgrace. The marks on my arm i wear as proof that you dont give a f**k about me. These bruises are here on me for everyone to see. Taking advantage of a sweet caring girl. Thinking of your disgusting demeanor makes me want to hurl.

Johnny's Rules On His Giveaways
PLEASE READ VERY CAREFULLY IF YOU WANT IN MY GIVEAWAYS!!! I never thought I would find myself doing something like this. But because of a few bad apples, everyone must pay the price now. THE HOST RESERVES THE RIGHT TO AMEND THE RULES WITHOUT NOTICE!!! 1} I have up to 7 days to pay *Tho I have never gone past 3 days of completion* 2} NO DRAMA A} If you are caught or if you bad mouth Starry, other entries or myself, you will be removed, reguardless of how close or far away you are from being completed with no reimbursement or payment of any kind! B} Your friends or people helping you do any of the following above, they WILL be blocked! 3} It is your responsibility to notify me in a PM of your completion of the giveaway. A} And if your giveaway is on Starry's page, AGAIN, notify me, not her, as I am the one who pays for the giveaways on her page. 4} If your giveaway is going to be given to someone else as a gift from you, it is your responsibility to n

Simply Me
When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope, Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I've loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle we've won And with this vow, Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldn't be living at all... And I will take (I will take you in my arms)

Untitled Story (suggestions Welcome)
Once He knew that the chloroform had taken effect, the stranger laid Khatra down on the ground so that he could dispose of her keys and her cell phone. “Sorry lovely but can’t let you keep this cell phone it might be equipped with a GPS and my Master doesn’t want anybody to be able to find you.” He said with a chuckle as he tossed Khatra’s keys and phone into the car and then locked it up. Once he was satisfied with the way things looked he gently picked up the sleeping woman and carried her off toward his waiting van. As he walked toward the van the fog which had been slowly rolling in started to thicken and rise as though it was concealing his actions. He opened the side door of his van the moment he reached it and laid Khatra inside. Quickly he went to work untying her hands. He rolled her over onto an air mattress then he raised her hands above her head and secured them to an eye hook that had been attached to the floor of the van. Once he knew that her hands were secure he mov

A Day... Remember 911
A day we will all remember, A day which tested our American Pride, A day that showed others that we care about each other, And a day which will live in infamy, A day that showed me how much love there is in America, A day that showed the risks people are willing to take for others, A day that showed, no matter what, there is always someone out there that cares, And a day that displays the love God has for me, This day which will always be remembered is September Eleventh, A day that has changed entirely who I am today, A day that has changed each American heart, Even if they do not show it, A day that has me wondering why I was left here, Why was I not chosen to go, A day that has left me entirely thankful for everything I have, And a day that I will always remember as being blessed by God.

Poams
Heavy Soul we once dismissed the back road to ride these streets unafraid of who would scrape the paint from our bones and unashamed by the eyes that leer this is only this simple mans desolation... now look onto this heart for it has not beat, since I woke and found my whole world is a lie... now i'm holding shallow skin shell I paint the pain from within and mark a trail up my arm to carve a sleeve of your disdain fixing my problems with this same old blade hating every fucking day are you watching my brisk blue eyes ...are you... -as they sharply turn gray- my flaws are the only things I now hold pure ....One Tear... ....One Thought.... can't really live, -can't' really endure- Winter's Bath my body's so cold while the warm moist water engulfs my broken soul death appears as my father's daughter to ease the pain for what I feel needs to be done my brisk blue eyes sting like the pure winters rain for this heart of mine no longer

Work Meeting
This morning at 7am my work had a store meeting just to bitch everyone out....i am like totally sick of being bi*ched at for stuff i honestly never do i always get blamed for everyone mistakes and it upsets me cause i always get blamed it aint fair to me.while i stay a good honest employee while there has been so many previous employess leave with in a months time due to the bi*ch who runs the place she is verbally abusive to me and the employees i am so fed up i have to stay there even though i dont want to cause i need money but i been sick for more then 2 weeks i continuolsy get sick and i am so freaking fustrated inside. but today i applied for a job in the morning...so i have to follow up the first week in feb for a interview so i got to wait...i just am so upset emotionally distraut.....any advice for me? I just am a wreck i am sick as a dog and they dont care...they want me there while i am sick....i just cant win for losing and then when they give me 2 days off they take it

Transion
well i recently got out of the army after 17 years been to iraq 4 times i'm not saying this to get praise or anything like that just telling you this so you know alil about me. i do have a job so transion is going good but life in the military and civilian life two different things i get to see my family daily or as much as i like pretty kool if you ask me just catching up with them seeing i missed so much in their lifes love my family and everything comes from the heart with them and me family equals strength and glad to be one of the pillars that hold them up

R.i.p. Keith Essary
Specialist Keith Eric Essary, of Dyersburg, was killed yesterday in Afghanistan, Essary was a member of the Army's Airborne unit, Charlie 2 Comp. He had been deployed to Afghanistan for approximately 8 months and was stationed at a base 40 miles from the city of Kandahar. Essary graduated from Dyer County High School in 2006, where he was a member of the Jr. ROTC and Capt. of the Honor Guard. His father is Chuck Hall and his mother is Mary Beth Franks. Anita Essary, the late Monty Essary Sr. and Martha and Thomas Hall are his grandparents. R.I.P. YOU WILL BE MISSED BY MANY AND PLEASE PRAY FOR HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS OVER THIS TIME OF THERE LOSE MADE BY MY SON SMOKIE FOR HIS BESTFRIEND KEITH ESSARY REBEL AND SMOKIE WILL MISS YOU AND MAY GOD BE WITH YOU AND UR FAMILY

I'll Stand By You
Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now. Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through Cause I've seen the dark side too. When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do, Nothing you confess could make me love you less I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside, Come on and talk to me now. And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too But I'm alot like you. When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose, Let me come along, cause even if your wrong I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. Take me into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you. I'll stand by you. And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone, You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you I'll stand by you, won't let n

The Ramblings Of Dark Scholar
Well going to give this fubar a try. I am going though a lot of changes in my life and I like the blog feature not to mention the other stuff. So you are welcome to read my ramblings. (why would anyone want too??) And enjoy. And remember. No warranties express or implied. Not responsible for deep depression that may result from reading such tripe! Enjoy

My Stalkee's...hehe
This guy deserves some sweet fu-love!!! He is the greatest guy to have on your friends list! Love on him, rate him, fan him, and add him!!!! DUH@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you FU’s by none other than DUH’s stalker! )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Stalker to DUH@ fubar This guy deserves some sweet fu-love!!! He is the greatest guy to have on your friends list! Love on him, rate him, fan him, and add him!!!! Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you FU’s by none other than Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio’s stalker! )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Stalker to DUH@ fubar

Can;t Sleep'
What a night. Just tossing and turning..so here I am. I went to bed tired..but body is sore..and mind doesn't want to rest. I left work early to go to moms lastnight. She seems to be doing ok. Shes just glad all the suffering is over with my uncle..and so am I. These last 2 months have been pretty rough on my family. I got a ton of thoughts going through my head..though. I feel sorry for my cousins.who are younger than me. They had to see there dad go through this. They were never close to him..until these last 2 months when they realized he was dying. Sad to think about that. My cousin richard..hes really taking it bad. Alot I think because he feels guilty for missing out with being with his dad. He would not leave his room yesterday my mom said. Anyways, been thinking about them. Thinking about my own parents. My dad had surgery in November..and it was hard to see that. I know tons of people have surgeries..etc. My dad is not one to go to a Dr. though unless its major

Never Blogged, Let's Try This...
OK, not sure what to throw in here. Although I am anxious to try and level without using money to purchase anything to speed up the process. Donations are accepted though. Otherwise gonna go at this au natural. OK these might eventually get better. Again, didn't need to buy my Auto 11's. Here's the SS of the credit transaction. Fubar Support definitely takes care of people. http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj271/HellViper69/untitled-2.jpg In case anyone comes around wondering how I gave out bling without spending money to advance myself, here's an SS of the bling credit transaction. http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj271/HellViper69/Untitled-1.jpg

My Life!
Take me away from the hood like a state penitentiary. Take me away from the hood in a casket or a Bentley. Take me away... Like I overdosed on cocaine, or take me away... like a bullet from Kurt Cobain. Suicide. I'm from a windy city like do or die. From a block close to where Biggie was crucified. That was Brooklyn's Jesus shot for no fucking reason. And you wonder why Kanye wear his Jesus pieces. Cause that's Jesus people, and Game he's the equal. Hated on so much Passion Of The Christ need a sequel. Yeah, like Rockefeller need a Segal. Like I needed my father but he needed a needle. I need some meditation so I can lead my people. They askin’ why? Why did John Lennon leave the Beetles? And Why every hood nigga feed off evil? Answer my question before this bullet leave this Desert Eagle!!

Tulip Is Nekkid....on Air On Nekkid Radio That Is!!!
Join me for Serene Sunday at 8am est . Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!! Join me for my Serene Sunday show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!! Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Anti American Anti Troops Supporter
This is a converstation from my shout box. This is how you can find him. BTW he seems to have alot of AMERICAN girls for friends. For someone who seems so anti american. I do not see anything NSFW about this but just to be on the safe side. Me* ->mountaincl...: perhaps you should know what the hell your talkin about before you start talking garbage *Me* ->mountaincl...: no not when they matter.....your an IDIOT....... mountaincl...: difficult to hear other opinion not ? *Me* ->mountaincl...: why are you bothering me? HIM mountaincl...: think about all those innosent people who dies unter all that american violence HIM mountaincl...: what are they doing there, is there own option isn't it *ME*->mountaincl...: why not pray for them. i would love for them to all come home mountaincl...: why pray fot the troops ? just let them come home !

Thinking Thin
So im on a diet, the story of my fucking life. But im more of a all or nothing type girl. So i guess instead of dieting you could call it fasting. Thats what years of being picked on about your weight will do. Im not gonna sugar coat it and say i dont have an eating disorder. I for sure do. But im a 18 yr old girl so im just accepting it lol. I will go throw myself a pitty party now. Anyway, ive decided to keep track of the weight i will be loosing on here. My goal is 50lbs. A lot huh? i know. But ive done it before so i can do it again. So im eating less than 1,000 calories a day to accomplish my goal. And hopefully it will become a lifestyle.

Bad Luck
I see people writing about boo hoo my car broke down and i cant go out, or boo hoo i am broke, but let me tell you......heres a bad day! It was my fault i will admit, but it so totally sucks all the same. I got pulled over 2 days ago and knew for sure i would get arrested for my own stupidity, lol. Luckily I didnt i just got a shit load of tickets. First off i am on probation for a dui over a year ago and it will be over in about 6 monthes, if your wondering, it was dui. So i was required to do some satop crap and they would give me my license. Did I, of course not, at least not yet, lol. So, i get pulled over for expired tags, no doubt, lol, he of course asks for license and insurance and heres where the trouble begins. I am looking for my state id and he asks me if i have a valid drivers license, i know i am so busted so why lie, and i tell him no and in the same sentence ask if hes going to take me to jail, lol. he says just to sit tight and he was going to run my id. He

Without You
Sometimes it takes hearing a song to realize how you really feel. Eleven years is a long time to walk away from. After so long you forget where one person begins and the other ends. But unfortunately sometimes you begin to take things for granted and soon even each other. It doesn't mean you don't love each other just things change and people change. In the end tho I have found walking away isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes it's kinder than trying to make something work that never will again. Like the old cliche " If you love something let it go and if its meant to be it will come back " but there is one I like much better..." If you truely love someone you want to see them happy...even if it isn't with you " There are days where I think where and when did it all go wrong, but then I remember where I am and remember the man in my life now who I love more than my life and I smile...maybe everything does happen for a reason. This song in a way says it all about h

Plz Help My Son Reach His Goal
OK I'M ASKING JUST A LITTLE HELP TO LEVEL MY SON TO GODFATHER HE HAS AUTO 11S ON AND PLENTY OF EZ RATES SO COULD YOU PLZ STOP BY HIS PAGE AND TRY AND HELP HIM TO GET TO HIS GOAL RATE ... ADD...AND FAN HIM PLZ CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW PLZ AUTOS ON NOW!!-BoyBetterKnow -@ fubar THIS BULLETIN WAS BOUGHT TO YOU BY TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar THANKS TO EVERYONE IN ADVANCE WHO HELPS HIM OUT

Somewhat Damaged
Some of us made it alive. Some of us didnt. Lest we forget those who's passed away before today happened. Be fortunate that we all made it this far. Call it luck, fate, an act of God. We're still here... If you can't be thankful for that, then why bother, that is indeed true Hell... Never take it, anything, for granted. You love someone, just fucking tell them. Bullshit happens. Live through it. They're right. When God shuts a door, He opens another. Just fucking walk through it. Why be afraid, time spent being scared takes time away from actually doing something. I sit here by myself in my room this New Years. I can be going out and spending it with friends. Getting drunk. Celebrating. Not cuz I have to, but cuz I want to. You know, this life is not so bad after all. I opened my eyes when I went home, select few know exactly what I am talking about. People tell you never to look back at things. Why not? It happened, would be a shame to never look back and forget everythin

Im Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

Rantin
i love how people just accept adds, but dont rate, fan or comment. fucks that all about, too good to do anything? maybe thats why people give out low rates, you fucks are ignorant. oh i need a blast, oh i need this, i need that. dont really need SHIT, you WANT that so you can look cool on a fuckin website. And dumbasses give it to you not thinkin anything about it. i hope you and your windows vista havin ass get a fuckin virus. and that GOES to some of the people on my list. you're just like everyone else, your SHIT stinks too.

Festivus Baby
'Twas the night before the playoffs, when all through Charm City Ravens fans were stirring and even felt giddy. The jerseys were hung by the chimney with flare, In hopes that Joe Flacco soon would be there. The fans were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of the playoffs danced in their heads. And when we awoke and January 10th was the date, We just settled down for a winter's tailgate, When out in the end zone there arose such a clatter, The opponent looked over to see what was the matter. In a huddle of players that looked like a flash, The Ravens looked ready for a hard-hitting clash. The season had boiled down to one single game as the players were looking for more than just fame, And what to my wondering eyes looked intense, For it was Ray Lewis…and the Baltimore defense. A terrifying unit, so lively and quick, They'll hit you, they'll haunt you, or even grab the pick. More rapid than wolves these hunters they came,

What My Star Taught Me
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, my dog, my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a few days ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the good citizens

Awesome Bully
SEXY AND SWEET DUST ME PINK HAS A HAPPY HOUR TONITE AT 10 PM SHE ALSO HAS AUTO 11 ON SO COME RATE HER, FAN HER, ADD HER AND REMEMBER TO BLING HER TOO ~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk ~Owned By Godfather~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~RR~@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Screwby N Crazed Maniac@ fubar Lil WayneLollipop Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Cam's
people say you have to be a member to get the password to people's cam's and yet some people have been with some lounge's for so long and they get no password. Can people say why they don't get the password?

Sunshine
Something I have to share. Today as I was doing my volunteer work at Castle Hospital as I walked down the hall. This guy stopped me mid-way, and asked me if he could ask me a question? I told him sure as I proceeded to keep walking. He asked me about 3rd floor. Well the thrid floor is where they keep the people that are high risk. Meaning they would kill them selves. Anyway? something about this guy? just the way he smiled and was very polite in asking. I just couldn't keep my eyes off of his smile? strange....but I tried to give him as much information that I could, and he was on his way. As the day went on, we crossed paths again and with that same smile, said to me that his determination got the informationt that he needed. And that smile just took my breath away..... I was glad that he got what he needed, just by that smile it made my day. So the next time your out in public and you come across people? you never know when just a smile will make their day...... AFRICA

From Drkness
We all reach a point in our lives when we must decide what we need in life!!! I'm lost just like everyone else and I know I've made alot of mistakes just like everyone else. I only hope that in some positive way our knowing each other has been a blessing and that something we have shared has helped you in some way. I have no idea what tomorrow holds but I am going to do my best to get my life together and be the man I should have been all along. If you love me show me!!! 3 Doors DownBe Like That Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

United Spoiled Americans- The New Usa
I submitted this to the local newspaper Opinion section and it should appear in this weeks paper. Unfortunately, due to the 500 word limit in the newspaper this had to be majorly edited, so I wanted to blog the complete unedited version of it for everyone to read who isn't able to get this paper. Hope you will all read to the end. It will make you think about the pathetic negativity that runs rampant in our country. The other day I was reading a news magazine and came across some poll data I found rather disturbing. The poll alleges that 67% of Americans are unhappy with the direction this country is headed, and 69% of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just isn't happy and want a change. So being the thinker I am,I started pondering, What are we so unhappy about? Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and hea

Pissants Of Today's Workforce
you know it occurs to me that regardless of what industry you work in, ppl just igve a flying fuck about themselves....They don't care about others, there is NO SENSE OF TEAMWORK!!!! All ppl care about nowadays compared to 2 or 3 decades ago is that you nowadays do ur shift and go home. No communication is spent trying to get a better bridge built. How are pl supposed to survive if they can't scratch one another's backs?? People have to realize that even if you hate ur job there are some ppl worth bending over backwards for. Seeeing as how we are not supposed to stop learning til we're 6' under, we're a long way off of that these days. Its too bad that we have to be in a global economical situation that doesn't benefit any of us but at the same token we should all work together to make ourselves better as a unified team not being out there for one person only. People seem to forget that business is often spread by word of mouth or the horse's mouth so to speak.

The Sexy Johnny
Sharp Dressed Man - ZZ Top COME CHECK OUT MY HANDSOME NEW OWNER... JOHNNY { R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} }@ fubar He likes to spoil me...so u should go love on him like I do... PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO U BY: VAs FyNeSt~fu Owned by the sexy Johnny@ fubar

Mom Is Broken Again
I will be gone for an extended period of time. My 82 yr.old Mother fell and broke her leg this time. Dad is also 82 and in bad health and isn't able to take care of her and can't be alone himself. So I am going back home to spend some time with my parents. Time is running short for Dad he is not doing well at all. Mom will be laid up for about 6-8 weeks. I am looking forward to spending time with my family.My oldest brother is Flying in from Vegas at the end of the month which will be great to see him. He has also been ill. He has AML (Acute Myelogenous Leukemia)He's been in remission for 2 yrs. now and doing fairly good. We all live so far apart it's been ruff on us all with Mom & dad being up there in age and we all can't be together when we need to be.All four of us kids will be together for a while which will be nice unfortunately due to rotten circumstances. More later....... 1/12/09 Update I am leaving on Thursday. Don't know when I'll be back for sure. Hopefull about 4 weeks. Wi

Watch Obama
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Only in America .....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Only in America .....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Only in America.....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. ----------------------------------------------

Bout Us
HI I'M MARIA I'M 28 YRS OLD AND I'M BI. MY BOYFRIEND IS SEAN AND HE'S 30. WE ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN AND MEET NEW FRIENDS, WE ENJOY SEXY CHAT AND COMMENTS, WE DO HAVE SEXY PICS FOR THE SEXY PPL WE CHOOSE TO BE IN OUR FAMILY, AND WILL ALWAYS BE ADDING NEW ONES... THERE ARE SOME GUIDELINES TO SEE MINE :) BUT THEY ARE WELL WORTH IT, I PROMISE, ;) WE ARE OPEN MINDED SO DON'T BE SCARED TO CHAT WITH EITHER ONE OF US. WE SHARE THIS ACCOUNT SO WE WILL CHANGE THE MAIN PIC TO WHICH EVER ONE IS ON, SO YOU'LL KNOW WHO YOUR CHATTING WITH! SO PLZ RATE, FAN, COMMENT, AND ADD US... WILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO YOU... IF YOU WANNA KNOW ANYTHING ELSE JUST ASK! XOXO PS CHECK OUT OUR VOICE COMMENT BOX AND SIGN OUR GUESTBOOK PLZ AND THANKS

Help Make Me Oracle Please!!!
/"> A very good friend, great woman- wonderful to know and extremely deserving to have people visit her page and rate her pictures... has AUTO 11 ACTIVATED from 10am fu-time - 1/19/09 to 10am fu-time - 1/20/09 AND... There is no reason that you can not benefit from rating CrazyMama: Non-HappyHour 11's = 54pts During Happy Hour 11's = 108pts for both you and CrazyMama CrazyMama is on her way to Oracle!!!

Quizzes And Other Junk
The One Word Survey! Answers can only be one word; no explanations! Your self: Dislike Your eyes: Like Your hair: Soft Your smile: Cute Your crush/bf/gf: Dreamy Your prized possession: Love Your bedroom: Messy Your style: Comfortable Your mood: Loved Your outlook: Positive Your favorite movie: Many Your favorite book: Many Your favorite band: None Your favorite weather: Spring Your favorite car: Meh The room you are in right now:LivingRoom The song you are listening to right now: ........Hard The person you are thinking of right now: *winks The task you are putting off right now: Sleep The best word to describe you right now: Calm The last person to talk to you: Lewis The last person to hug you: Brian The last person to tell you a secret: Lewis The last person you told a secret to: Lewis The last physical injury you have recieved: Hip Take This Survey | Search Surveys | MySpace SurveysSurvey found on Bzoink

Suicide Girls
Hi everybody! I was accepted a couple days ago to begin the process of becoming a suicide girl! I am so excited! I have to get some pics taken and do some paperwork. As things move along I will keep everyone updated! Keep checking back every now and then to see how things end up working out. xoxo Love you all

Old Poems
a girl 2 sad 2 give a fuck. cuz she has ran out of luck. she has bin waitin 4 her prince charmin. but w/ every guy she alwayz so alarmin. she would change her attitude & da way she looked. & after bein @ his house she came home shooked. she is scared 2 come forward. scared dat if she tells da truth dat she'll b meetin early w/ da lord. everybody sayz dat her boifriend b-longs in da phsyc ward. she agrees but now dat she is carryin his child. he said dat if she tries 2 leave he will go wild. & bust her head of da table. & then make it look like & label it a suicide. but then after thinkin she decides....she'll stay & just let things ride. ............ u may think dis sad & morbid. but try 2 put urself in her shoes. & see wht happens & see wht she loses. The girl who needed help is doing better. She is now able to stand any stormy weather. She went to 4winds to get the help she needed. So in 3 weeks time she suceeded. She got out happier then b-4. not worrying bout stupid exs no more. mo

For Nsfw Pics
Hello, First of all this blog is only set for Those few that want to see my NSFW Pictures if your here to ridicule or make fun Please leave... I do not have Not Safe For Work Picture's of me on my Fubar Page. As you noticed that is cause I do them Pictures only for those I feel comfortable showing them to or for someone that buy's me in auction as so promised. I hate to admit it I know some you do not care either way you just stopped in to read the new blog. I want to say I made my mind up I will make NSFW pictures for you but I think my pictures are worth giving me 1 of the following... Auto 11's or a 3 day blast Those of You that already share your NSFW pics with me with out charging me anything. Don't You worry about this request unless you feel you wanna bless me beyond belief. I Love you all and I do not Mind sharing pictures with you. Thank you Sincerely, DJ Kiba Ray

Friends
this is just alittle note to let everyone know that i appreciate all the help getting to Godmother. if i forget to return your love, just remind me, there were so many of you. i do my best to return the love. thanks again,, shyone,, muahhhhh

It 'cums' In Different Ways...this Is One!
*****PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG, THANK YOU!! My comments on this: First of all, I will just say I don't agree with all of it completely...I made comments on a few things below. Every woman is different...Oral is not a major factor for some women in getting them to ejaculate, for some it is... This guy claims some women pass out...I've yet to see that or do that. However, I've heard of cases of severe dehydration after, so perhaps it's something like that....Now getting very weak, yes that's very possible and likely...shaky, quivery...that all is likely. Personally, I get shaky, but I tend to just want more and more g spot stimulation... I do agree that every woman (*probably, it isn't something that has been researched enough to be really fully proven) has a g-spot, but they are less prominent in some women and vary in size. He says there will be a lot of liquid...that isn't always the case, some days you are simply less hydrated than others. The distance also varies gr

Friends
Friends they come and go, and some get reunited after long periods of time. Even more stay friends no matter what life holds in store. Some are even like family. A friend is someone whos there for u no matter what. Friends can make u laugh and smile when ur feelin low. Friends can go under two categories...some r like toilet paper...things get wet and u never c or hear from them again...others r like rocks...theyre always there no matter how hard u try 2 get rid of them...and they always stick by u in thick and thin

Birth Year
In 1973 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US Supreme Court rules in Roe vs. Wade that states may not prevent a woman from having an abortion during the first trimester US announces the end of the military draft Spiro T. Agnew resigns after pleading no contest to charges of tax evasion while governor of Maryland Gerald R. Ford becomes the first appointed vice president under the 25th Amendment A total ban on oil exports to the US for six months is imposed by Arab nations after the outbreak of an Arab-Israeli war President Richard Nixon announces that a peace accord has been reached in Vietnam Drea de Matteo, Tori Spelling, Carson Daly, Monica Lewinsky, and Kate Beckinsale are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup The Exorcist and American Graffiti are top grossing films Elvis Presley's Aloha From Hawaii television special is seen around the

Help
My number one got a new profile this week and needs help getting to where he was before. He left because of drama and I convinced him to not totally leave. If you a/r/f him he will return the favor as will I. Thank you my friends... Jenn

Grow Up
Whoever that loser is who I saw at Union and tried to act tough tonight, how is your broken nose and jaw feeling now? Calling me homo and flower boy because i had a rose for my Daughter was probably a bad idea on your part. You're lucky i didn't hit you real hard you little bitch. Oh and it was so funny when you started crying after you woke up, that made my night. I absolutely LOVE when people that dont even know me can talk so much shit about me, and the ppl i care about most get hurt because of it . seriously, grow the fuck up, get a fucking life, and take 2 steps to the left and get the fuck out of mine. if you dont it may or may not be bad for your health ... eat a fucking dick- and grow the fuck up. PEACE OUT RHINO This is for the guy who wouldn't leave me alone in front of a certain bar a few weeks ago. Next time somebody tells u to fuck off and then counts down from three it is a bad idea to start up a shadowboxing session. I hope the ambulences got you to the hospit

Daylight Dies
Title: Daylight Dies By: Detox All alone Swim or sink Got to find the missing link Going insane On the brink Struggles survived Real and distinct Fate tattooed Indelible ink A scarred soul No time to think Further and further Into hell I sink Stories told Grim goodbyes Rumors speak Eminent demise Lost in thought A new disguise Lost all hope Daylight dies

Vengeance Is My Name
Alms...., alms...., alms…. spare me a piece of bread…. spare me your mercy…. I am a child so young, so thin, and so ragged. Why are you staring at me? With my eyes I cannot see, but I know that you are all staring at me! Why are you whispering to one another? Why? Do you know my mother? Do you know my father? Did you know me five years ago? Yes..., five years of bitterness had passed. I can still remember the vast happiness mother and I shared with father. My mother was playing on the piano, while I danced and danced for them. We were very happy indeed. Suddenly, five loud knocks were heard on the door, and a deep silence ensued. Did the cruel Nippons discover our peaceful home? Asked Mother! Mother ran to my father’s side, pleading, “please Julian, hide there in the cellar, they cannot find you there”. I pulled my father’s arm, but he did not move. It seemed as though his feet were glued to the floor. The door went “banggggg”, and before us five ugly beasts came barging in. “

So Hurt
I came there this morning for two reasons, to tell you that I got a flyer with an add for picking up the GED test, and when I realized Jman was not in school I panicked. Escuse me for caring if they get an education. Second, the 1099 will cost 75.00 and your father wants to see the refund you are getting and he wants half of it to pay him back for supporting you for the last 7 months. By rights he should be claiming your son, he supported him not you. I will be over later to pick up the electric heaters. I cannot afford for all those heaters to be going. I dont think I would mind so much if any of you acted thankful. But you are all ungrateful as hell. You and your children act like Im supposed to take care of you. But Im really done. You will act more thankful and be respectful of me or you can pack your stuff and go away now. Dont tell me you have no where to go, I dont care anymore. You have not worked in a year and you are perfectly happy not too. Well the bottom line

Taking A Break From Here...
I decided to take a break from here for awhile. I have quite a few things going on currently over the next few weeks and months that require my attention. I'm sure I will stop by my page every so often and just to say hello. Have fun y'all and don't forget to visit the Flirtations Lounge!

Dying...
I have a friend who will die this year... so please read on... My friend (an ex actually who has raised my son for 4 years) was diagnosed with a brain tumour in Nov 2007. It has got a LOT worse and he can barely do anything. He will start radiotherapy this month. On average people with these tumours have 17 weeks to live, double that possibly with radiotherapy but he WILL die. NONE of his friends have bothered going round to see him etc using silly excuses like hes changed (wouldnt you change with a tennis ball sized mass in your head?) Anyway hes very depressed and has started a myspace where he'll be putting blogs, a diary and video diary of how he feels. I'll be sorting it out at some point today. Anyway... I know none of you will... but... even if one person adds him even just to make up numbers, even if just one person learns something, then everything is good. So, if you or anyone you know wants to add him feel free. www.myspace.com/442289984

Sleep
Ok...so WTH is sleep? some how I have missed that class...or invitation! Not only am I lost on what it is but...WTH do I do that??! My simple explanation for this BLOG...is because I have had to deal with some "WINNERS" lately and I'm just ready to blow the friggin world up at this moment cause in the last cpl days, I have not received more than 4 hours of this so called "sleep project" everyone keeps raving about. So please excuuuuuuuuse me if I'm pissy,dumber than the whore I was hatched from, or not answering you immediately...as few know I do try. Thank You for understanding and have a nice day! :D Sincerely, Incoherantly Going INSANE!!!

My Nsfw
OK SO I AM TIRED OF THE GUYS ON HERE BITCHING THAT THEY CANT SEE MY NSFW SO HERE IS UR CHANCE GUYS FOR A BLING PACK OR 100K I WILL OPEN THEM FOR U U PAY I OPEN THEY DONT GET OPENED TILL I GET THE MONEY OR BLING PACK.

Mnw1989(akamitch)
TO: mnw1989(akaMitch) I never meant to offend you in any way. I was simply asking a question. I am one of the nicest people you will ever know. I'm sorry you took my question the wrong way. I think you are very easily offended and that's too bad. My friend was also being nice and got misunderstood by you too. I'm not selfish by any means and am sad that you have blocked me because of a simple misunderstanding. From reading your blog regarding people being mean to you, I can see that you take things completely out of context and have a major chip on your shoulder. I think you are the "ignorant" one... Take care, Lori

Sexiest Leggs Contest!!!!!
Tat2udAngel is in the Hottest Legs contest. She has the hottest legs I've ever seen. Be a doll and go vote for her by leaving a comment. Here's the link - http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=968407&albumid=1426656&i=2953380267&idx=1 Check her page out while you're at it: Tat2udAngel

Come And See Us At Players Retreat
Hey everyone come and hang out with us!!!!!!!!!! We always have fun and always make friends!!!!!!!!! there are always a good person in there !!!!!!!!!!! come and hang out we always have an eye candy on cam which everyone always enjoy!!!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=63734 Hey everyone come and hang out with us!!!!!!!!!! We always have fun and always make friends!!!!!!!!! there are always a good person in there !!!!!!!!!!! come and hang out we always have an eye candy on cam which everyone always enjoy!!!!!!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63734

Looking Back
As I look back at my older blogs I think to myself of wow I really went through that. Over time I have realized I put to much of myself out there. I make myself a target. I know its only been over a year, but over that short time I have grown so much. I am still going to college and I'm still happy. there may be days I cannot help but being sad but hey you cant always run away from sadness. I think of the things I've said and done and I may regret some of the things but I realize that it has made me who I am. If I had not gone through as the sad days, happy days, and just days I would not be doing what I am doing today. I no longer have to have a bf to make me feel whole. I am stronger now and a lil smarter.

Poetic Pain
The air around me suffocates, it mask away my pain. My senses tell me something’s wrong but things appear the same. The sin that sits within me, it tears my soul in two. I look for refuge; but find myself abandoned by YOU! I feel so bitter, so consumed, I can feel the rage! I can’t distinguish love from hate. These tears they dangle from my chin and my emotions feel like stone. Your words they inflict a pain upon my heart. That I can’t sway alone. There was a time you and I; were chasing down our fate. Our first kiss it felt justifiable, each other’s arms a perfect escape. Now I find myself in tears, alone into the darkest nights.

Take A Look Into The Mind.
I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you moved on but still treasure the memories of your past. Just because you're letting go doesn't mean the your giving up it just means that it wasn't meant to be, sometimes things are better that way. I've learned that I'm a lot stronger than the people that try to bring me down and that I've got a heart of stone and no one will ever actually break it, although it does have a lot of cracks in it. As long as you stay tough, you can get through anything.

Jamesusmc97
I could have been a brother He could have been a friend We could have known each other But we'd never comprehend the death in this war that rages on The faces keep growing younger as time continues to age on and only feeding those soldiers of hungar the lives which make our enemy so strong which are wasted in this war that rages on Weve been fighting along time and fighting alone im lost, a prisoner in my own mind and all i can remember is home away from this war that rages on He has finally acheieved long awaited peace under the silence of my gun my guilty bullet was his release for his soul drifting in the sun and his body lay lifeless, in this war that rages on. ok so whats the blog thingie for?

Touched By An Angel
I know an angel with only one wing, with a song in her heart she has yet to sing. She wanders without aim between earth and sky, searching for her soulmate to help her fly. She asked the Lord one lonely night, with only one wing, Lord, will I ever take flight? The Lord then answered in his mysterious way, the wing you are missing will find you one day. I created my angels with only one wing, each one a queen in search of her king. When you see him, then you'll know why, he too is without aim between earth and sky. Until that time, angel, don't lose sight. Your missing wing is searching tonight. And when he finds you, then you'll see, that your wings joined together will set you free.

Dear John Letter....
i really don't know where to begin seems like all my life its one thing after another...i let people in and when they start to get a little bit close or i start to feel something for them i push them away i say things i don't mean i can be a real (bitch)......i really don't know what i want out of life as far as men are concerned i like getting to know someone and talking for hours laughing communicating feeling wanted.....seems like everything gravitates toward sex in some kinda way or another...i give an i give an i give..thinking to myself "this makes him happy"....but what about my happiness i seem to forget about myself in relationships...i always put the other persons wants and needs before my own an when i try to put my needs first it turns into a problem...and in the end i take all the hurt and pain...i will be the first to tell u...i am a very emotional person....my feelings get hurt easily....i trust no one....i don't know where my life is headed but i just want to be loved..

Finding Out Who I Really Am
so yeah due to the overbearing pressure to join this site that im constantly being hounded to join im am now on facebook are you happy now i just wanted to say thanx to the people who helped me get where i am and for the bling that i have received and that as soon as i can afford to i will return the favors again thank you and see you then A PEEK INTO THE CELLAR~~~ Inside there are demons Clawing and scratching to get free of the chains and cages that bind them Spitting their venom into my veins Hoping to take control of my sanity I suffer they loose They win I suffer The chess board is my mind Hope is not something I can put my faith in My sanity is on the razors edge of dispare I see we are carefully entwined You betrayed my smile And put me into a downward spiral Forever in darkness I fall Calling out to that which I thought was a soul I know when I reach the bottom I will die Noone will be there to catch me Even though I see you looking through the key hole By Bra

A Year Ago
"A Year Ago Today"A year ago todayI’m little bit strongerI can't believe what happenedA year ago todayAnd I just can't forget about itYou mean every thing to meYou went awayA year ago todayAnother year gone byOh the tears still runLife seemed so unkindA year ago todayAnd I just can't understand itAnd I don't think I ever willYou went awayA year ago todayAnd how many times have I questioned myselfWhat more could I doI’ve gotta pick myself up,Take another lookAnd dust myself off cause life's too short,I'll say it to myself and I'll say it againYour Love is with inAnd though we're so far apartYou're forever in my heartA year ago todayI’m a little bit strongerOn this anniversaryYou're watching over meAnd keeping me safeAnd warm with yourKind words in my heartYou went awayA year ago todayI miss you so muchYour always on my mindAnd in my heartR.I.P. Dad I love you with all my heart.

When Men Take Over
ok i am so sick of men right now it isnt even funny. i live with my best friend, or at least i thought she was. she told me the entire time i was with my ex that i needed to get ride of him b/c he was controlling my life and making it impossible for me to spend time with my friends. well i think maybe she should take her own advice for once. her fiance got out of jail about 2 weeks ago and about a week ago moved in with us. the minute he came in the door i started getting pushed out. first it was he rearranged the bedroom without permission. now its i got shoved outta my own room all togther. no one asked me. i didnt even get a say in how the room was to be arranged. my stuff just got thrown into a different room and no one even cared enough to ask if it was even ok b4 they started moving my stuff out. i am so sick of this guy thinking that he is king of the fucking world and that no one else counts but him. he walks around the house like he owns it and i am just sick of him. and if i

Come And See Us At Club Ice
Hey everyone come and hang out with us!!!!!!!!!! We always have fun and always make friends!!!!!!!!! there are always a good person in there !!!!!!!!!!! come and hang out we always have an eye candy on cam which everyone always enjoy!!!!!!!!!! COME JOIN US AT CLUB ICE….We have the Ice Princess who will hire people that want to help make the lounge pop.. We also are looking for fun people to hang with http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=64447 COME ON PEOPLE TELL THEM THAT DAWN SENT YOU!!!!!!!!!!! GET YOU BUTT IN HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haters
The below fubarian … da_wooster loser Sent this message to an awesome BBW when she was promoting a lounge (all she did was fanned, rated, and left a lounge link on this loser’s profile): Wow, fat bit*h, I was right, typical ugly fattie that wants attention and cries when she doesn’t get it, go pump out some more babies out of one of your 1000 folds. fu*k off fattie. Also left her a comment she deleted and he sent a msg that says he doesn’t do favours for those that close their shout boxes .. and also to the point system is lame but that’s not your fault. I wont be rating or fanning you as a result. Her shout box, as is mine, is open to friends only for obvious reasons. Granted he is a newbie...however he is a rude ass newbie. Public Service Announcement Brought To You By: Auto 11s UP ღTulsa's Angelღ

The Soldier
The Soldier How does a soldier feel fighting a war? Does he always know what he is fighting for? Maybe he knows but doesn't understand, why he is alone in a faraway land. Like so many others he is there for a cause, And like the rest he doesn't pause. He has a job that he does well, even as his best friend beside him fell. How does he feel when he hears the news, of violent protests from the ignorant few? His shame is great, the pain goes deep he feels compassion for the dead at his feet. Rioters can boast and carry signs, about the war that has shook our time. But when the call comes for them to go, they burn their draft cards and make a show. How can a soldier be proud of his land, when this type of people make a stand? How can we show him we are glad he is there, fighting for freedom and the ones who care? War is unfair in any way of life, and all involved must pay the price. But the soldier is proud to keep us free, stop and think.......... Shouldn't you be

If You're Not....
A friend had this on there page as a picture and I just had to put it in a blog. If you are not in love with a soldier, you can’t know adventure. You don’t know smelly PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can’t understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you’re not in love with a soldier, you can’t understand the meaning of the phrase “Going to the field” And the weeks you spend away from each other. If you’re not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when the call comes “Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don’t know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you-always!” If you’re not in love with a soldier, you don’t know what it’s like to say that final good-bye. You don’t know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don’t understand fear and you can’t possible understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wonderin

Flagged Nsfw?
I thought Fubar was an adult site, Myspace for adult so WTF is up with people flagging pics of me that I am wearing more the what a two piece swim suit would cover. I know what is NSFW and what isn't so for all you fuk head that keep flagging my pics please step up and explain why! I have NSFW pics and the ones you flagged are far from what I could post. You people that flag these pics need to just leave this site, find some church program on the T.V. and watch it, I think that would be more in your comfort zone. I want to know why it is that an adult site would flag a photo that don't show anymore then what a tank top shows. If you think these flagging are B.S. let me know and for those who flag them talk to me, leave me a comment I would love to hear from you! And nothing again goin to church or watching it, I believe in a God myself but this is just B.S.

Doing Me!!!
Now that I'm single, guys think that they have the chance to hook back up with me, like as if i don't need time to heal from my past relationship.... Sex is a good thing but it does not heal and mend your heart back together. I've come to the point that I'm not the same person that I used to be and changing for the better.People are just going to have to go with the flow of my new life because I'm not lowering my standards for you!!!! So NOW I'm just doing me...I don't need a man right away to be happy...I'm happy even though I am single. I'm a strong, independent woman waiting for My Boaz to come into my life. If you dont know who "Boaz" is look it up in the Bible...

Issues & Tissues...about Me
=======EFINITION======== Trust is both and emotional and logical act. Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. Logically, it is where you have assessed the probabilities of gain and loss, calculating expected utility based on hard performance data, and concluded that the person in question will behave in a predictable manner. In practice, trust is a bit of both. I trust you because I have experienced your trustworthiness and because I have faith in human nature. We feel trust. Emotions associated with trust include companionship, friendship, love, agreement, relaxation, comfort. MY PERSONAL ADAPTATION===== In light of recent events in my life, some people have asked me whether or not I can still trust my boyfriend. Several people have told me that they would leave without question and kick his ass in the process. DO I STILL TRUST MY BOYFRIEND? YES!!! THIS IS WHY... My bf has

Friendship Related...different Than You May Think...
--- DOUBLE FEATURE --- So-called "Friends" ***Originally written June 21, 2008*** It never ceases to amaze me how some people who call you their "friend" can turn around and back stab you so quickly and easily, without even blinking an eye. It's amazing how you can invest so many years into a friendship and accept someone for who they are - forgive and forget more times than you can count, and still be treated like you are nothing in the end. But I think that the most upsetting thing is how someone can be so jealous of your happiness that they will do anything to try and sabotage every relationship you get, and they call themself your "friend"? BULLSHIT. Friends don't treat friends that way. The person I am talking about knows who they are, and let me say once and for all - after 12 years of standing by you through everything - being there for you when nobody else was, in spite of what others thought of me for remaining a true friend to you - I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH.

"diamond In The Rough."
Diamond in the Rough With a hammer in my grip, and a pan held in my hand I’ve scraped the soil, digging deep, for the treasures of the land Now I’ve found the dearest one, to most it’s not so much And they can’t see just what I see in this diamond in the rough A cloudy stone, a murky rock, often thrown away Tossed aside by others, and in the ground it stayed But me, I thank my lucky stars, for this gift that I now hold I alone can see the fire in what others thought was cold There’s a flash, and there’s a sparkle, if one holds it to the light If you turn it just the perfect way, if you cradle it just right You cannot catch it? No matter then, all the more for me A true gem’s value is only held by what one wants to see I’ll take it down into the town and I’ll put it on a shelf I’ll keep it safe, for it only shines, for one and that’s myself And will I cut it? Will I give permission, or will I leave it in one part? No, I like it just that way it is, that’s the way

Why
alright I am waiting they say bad shit always happens in 3's so i am waiting. First i get my heart handed back to me on a silver platter when i gave it away to a city boy with redneck tendencies cause them so called country boys kept giving it back, and then I get moved to a different shift at work making less money cause my supervisor dont like me what a bitch. Im trying to save so i can buy a house and i go and get put on a different shift ,,, damn women I tell ya. And that dame male gender dont know a hole in the ground from there ass, geez ya give a man everything ya got and then they turn around and use the excuse "Ur just to bold for my personality" well i got one thing to say to that, go find yourself a city girl who wants you to do everything for them. Ah just screw it all I am going to do from now on is work raise my boys work on my truck buy another truck and get my ass back to school and become that diesel mechanic cause once i do then i wont need the male gender ill just

Sick Of The Fakes (repost For Sir Lick A Lot) I Totally Agree With This!!
This Site Has Gone To The Dumps With Everybody Acting Like Fucking Spoiled Little Kids In A Toy Store With All These New Features And All You People Care About On Here Now Is If Someone Has Auto 11's And If Not You Won't Rate Them What The Fuck Is That Uhh That's Just Fucking Bullshit.. I Came On Here To Make Friends Not Fakes That Like To Act Like Little Inmuture Teenagers That Are Still In Jr. High Or High School And Act Like Oh Look What I Got Oh Or Ohh If You Don't Have A Certain Thing(Whatever It Mite Be) I Can't Be You're Friend Or Do Anything For You, Are We Not Adults On Here Anymore And Have We Not GROWN OUT OF THAT STAGE Years Ago ??? I Am Getting Really Sick And Tired Of All The Fakes On Here I Am A Person On Not A Number On You're Friends List I Am Not Someone That Will Stand By And Be Ignored On Here Just Cause I Don't A VIP Or A Auto 11's That Just Shows Me How Shallow And Fake People Are On My Friends List And On Fubar Now Days. So If You're Going To Act Like A Fa

My Life
COPY AND PASTE the links into your browser. May not redirect you from fubar! You can keep track of me on facebook: http://www.facebook.com/people/Edain-Wild/1633758518 Or add me on Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/edain You have NO excuse! I know I have a lot of cool Fu-friends on here. And I need your help! PLEDGE instead of buying me fu-gifts and blings or give me ratings! click here to get to my fundraiser! I need to get roughly 5K together to pay for everything. I have set a goal of $1981.00 to pay at least for the main stuff (like tickets, vet and a small part of the move), but everything above that will help a whole lot! My parents are pitching in as much as they can, but some things are just missing. I do not want to move with just a kid and two bags under the arm. I have a great dog and would like to take as much as possible with me. I have a nice saying: a friend in need is a friend indeed. Are you a friend? PLEDGE NOW! How does that work? Everyone can pledge fr

Being In Fulove
If you really have strong feelings for someone you have never met is this not real? only on the sole reason that you havent met them? i know it takes time to get to know each other see if you mesh but my real question is how do you fight these feelings for someone you know in your heart you will never have?

What Was He Thinking (just Let Go Man)
What was he thinking... omg! lol All I can say ~~~~> it doesn't pay for me to be the visual type – I can see this happening and I have laughed until people think that I have lost my forever-lovin-mind..... lol author unknown I am writing in response to your request for additional information. In block number three of the accident reporting form, I put "poor planning" as the cause of my accident. You said in your letter that I should explain more and I trust that the following details are sufficient: I am a bricklayer by trade. On the day of the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six-story building. When I completed my work, I discovered that I had about 500 pounds of bricks left over. Rather than carry the bricks down by hand I decided to lower them in a barrel by using a pulley, which fortunately was attached to the side of the building at the sixth floor. Securing the rope at the ground level, I went up to the roof, swung the barrel out and loaded the bri

The Zipper
The ZIPPER A man walked into a supermarket with his zipper down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, "Your barracks door is open." Not a phrase that men normally use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he was about done shopping, a man came up and said, "Your fly is open." He zipped up and finished his shopping. At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line where the lady was that told him about his "barracks door." He was planning to have a little fun with her, so when he reached the counter he said, "When you saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine standing in there at attention?" The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for a moment and said "No, no I didn't. All I saw was a disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel bags."

Not-so-random Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Adam Birthday: February 26th. Birthplace: Lowell, MA Current Location: Work Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Bald, but strawberry/sandy blonde normally Height: 5'8" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish/Polish/Seminole/French-Canadian/English/German/Austrian/Russian. Full blooded American baby! The Shoes You Wore Today: Harley-Davidson boots Your Weakness: Im a sucker for a pretty face and a mischievous spirit. Your Fears: Failure Your Perfect Pizza: Not terribly picky. No anchovies or olives though. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Gotcha Your Best Physical Feature: Shoulders Your Bedtime: Typically 11 Your Most Missed Memory: Sailing up the coast of Europe Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Whatever Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Swear: What the hell kind of fucking question

Help A Friend
my friend is going for the sexiest legs on fubar...please help her make it to the final round if you could...all ya have to do is click the link....leave a comment...and vote.... thanx for your help http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=968407&albumid=1442510&i=2953380267&idx=1

"someone Should Have Said It."
Someone Should Have Said It Someone should have said it, long before this time When the candle’s now a pool of wax and we’ve had our fill of wine The record keeps on skipping, the orchestra’s gone home And here I play my instrument in the darkness all alone Someone should have said it, they should have spoke the words But I have my doubts if they were shared that either of us heard And now the rising sun massages the cracks here in my floor Hypnotized, I stare transfixed at the cold closed bedroom door Someone should have said it, at the moment it was needed That simple phrase, three little words, the thought that went unheeded I see the remnants of my clothes, lying jumbled in a heap And though our lust it filled a need, it’s not something I can keep Someone should have said it, slipped it in between the sighs The moans and groans of passion, the delightful little lies Those fleeting things gone like snow before a blazing heat When all that’s left behind is slu

Opening Old Wounds
Well its been about 4 months since me and a friend parted ways. I had thought I had moved on and until i found out somethings I did not know before. And then again it hit me like a ton of bricks. I regret ever opening my mouth and saying things about this friend because now for the first time really i really understand why he was so hurt by my actions. I was hurt no doubt her more than I have hurt i think ever. I said things that I felt were true at the time but because I was so angry and I wasnt thinking rationally, all i could think of at the time was the pain i was feeling. He is not the person that I had painted to many people. He was hurt. He loved that girl with all his heart. And it hurts me that she hurt him as bad as she did. And I left that one place that brought him so much pain. I know why he was mad about that, he had every right to be. All i can say is Im sorry and I hope that time will heal all.

Free Music Players
This Blog has different type of players from different sites. Choose one ya might like if ya wanna sample just unmute the player and it will play1Club.FM : 93.1 The Beat (Miami)1Club.FM : Vybe Radio 107.1FM Channel1Club.FM : Breakbeat Mix-Sets

Show These Ladies Lots Of Love
Hey all check out my sexy fu owners . The first one is Kitten . The second one is dj foxy The the third is Kerigirl4u and the fourth is BrandiCakez The fith and newest is Tracy (Shadowleveler). Make sure you show them lots of fu love . there are all sweethearts and the best friends anyone can have . so hit up there pages and rate , fan and add and bomb there pics . they deserve it . Thank you in advance . ♥Kitten♥ ♠Dirty Deeds Radio♠ ♣Owned by Yakuza♣@ fubar ÐJ fÖ×¥ ~ ÖWñÈR Öf RÈLÈñ†LÈ§§ RÄÐÌÖ ~ ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÐJ †ÄZMÄñ ~@ fubar Kerigirl4you~Playmate@Forbidden/Exotic Dreams@ fubar =*BrandiCakez*=*Owned by Tiger*=*Head Greeter @ Misfits Hangout*=*RR Member*=@ fubar TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr}þrðµÐl¥ ÖwñêÐ ß¥ ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~ & ÐJ~mï†¥mðµ§ê~Promoter @ ddr@ fubar

Another Get A Life
Ok I want to LMFAO at these females on here... who write a whole life story about them and how real they are and how they dont take any bullshuit lol ... ok? GOOD FOR YOU Then... these are the same broads who have the nerv to talk about other females or males. Call them all fake and what not. They talk about how females show skin for attention... etc WE ALL HEARD THAT SAME CRAP I love how alot of men and women get brave online I think its so funny but really pathetic at the same time. So anyways.... But yet when I really check them out... they are claiming to be FU-MARRIED to some guy in another state. LMAO Their is all these silly ass pics of them 2 made. No actual pics of them. lmao that sad. So these females or males who claim to be real but yet so call fall in love with another person in a diff state they never actually met... GET A LIFE. YOU ARE AS FAKE AS THE NEXT PERSON U CALL FAKE.

What A Gurl Wants
PART 2 OF LIFE life is like eating a tuna fish sandwich and chugging a bottle of vodka, shits bound to happen. Life is like a computer. if you catch a virus, it’ll fuck your life up. People love horses because donkeys are not all that great to look at. So the lesson is don’t be an ass. Men. FYI. If you let your girl dress like a hoe don’t get mad when other guys start yelling, whistling and looking at her. Men. FYI. You can’t turn a hoe into a house wife. But you can turn a housewife into a hoe. Men. FYI. If you let your women take you shopping and pick out your clothes for you. YOU ARE PUSSY WHOOPED!!!! Men. FYI. Its true if you treat women like the ladies they are they’ll stay around a little longer. Men. FYI. Girls are looking for gangsta thugs. Women are looking for MEN. Men. FYI. So she cooks, cleans, does your laundry and helps you pay the bills you leave her because she won’t do something nasty. Don’t complain now because the bitch you with spends all

Addiction
by Gra mo chroi You're my addiction, what I crave with a burning desire, what I dream about every night, what I can't go a day without, you're my addiction I can't live without. You're the man I love with all my heart, the name my heart says with every beat, you're my every fantasy, you're my every prayer come true, you're the man that makes me complete. You're a part of me like my heart is and you flow through me like my blood, this feeling I have for you hasn't dimmed a bit over time but grows brighter and stronger with the tears. You're my addiction, what I crave with a burning desire, what I dream about every night, what I can't go a day without, you're my addiction I can't live without. You're the embodiment of my every wish and dim every fantasy I've had, you're the man I can't see my future without and the one that my children look like, you're the one I'm with when I'm old. It's you're voice that I have to hear each night before I close m

Buy Me A Blast???
Or a bling pack or auto's or even a happy hour and I will be your friend. How fucking rediculous does this sound?? Yet it is all over here. I have been a member on here way back when it was lost cherry and cherry tap, and I dont remember people whoring themselves out like this. I knnow it has always happened but it was never this bad. If you have private pics, leave them private. If you only let family members see them then good for you. But selling them on here to get a bling pack or whatever .... what the fuck?! start a web porn site and make the money but stop the stupidity here!!! Or for 2 blasts and a vip I can be your friend too...........

Read And Comment My Poem
Never Fading Love My love for you can’t possibly fade The moment I laid my eyes on you A couple is what needs to be made With you gone, there is nothing now for me to do The moment I laid my eyes on you My heart had then become filled with joy With you gone, there is nothing now for me to do All you can see in me is a boy My heart had then become filled with joy You and Me, I believe we are meant to be All you can see in me is a boy There is something you just do not see You and Me, I believe we are meant to be You’re so beautiful like a waterfall’s cascade There is something you just do not see My love for you can’t possibly fade

Lakeland Friends
ok folks in my area if anyone knows or someone or themselves anyone who wants a long haired german shepard, let me know.... female dog..a lil shy and skiddish till she knows you but very friendly and gentle. She was abused and just needs a loving home to take her in. If anyones interested please let me know hiya beautiful lakeland friends......anyone know where i can get a good sized cheap pool???

15mins
Yes I know this seems kinda like 6th grade.. But for a min, just think about what you really want.. for 15 mins I want to change the rules. Instead of fifteen minutes of fame, It should be fifteen minutes of love. Everyone is entitled to fifteen minutes Of pure, uncensored, unbridled love. Fifteen minutes - fifteen minutes of blindness, Overwhelmed with bliss, For fifteen minutes - For fifteen minutes nothing else matters. Love matters. If everyone got it - Everyone would get it. Just fifteen minutes - Who needs fame anyway?

Fubar Support
Below is a list of some FuBar Support Blogs I have available. I have included clickable links, so they are easy to find. If you wish, you may link to any blog. Also, please repost so others can read this. (If you're short the 10 fubucks..i'll be happy to transfer it. :P) Clearing Cookies and Cache http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 FU Marriage http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796 Clickable Pics http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How to Make Basic Skins http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Computer http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649 Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/538359 There are many more site

She Is So Sweet To Have As A Friend
THCKNLUVIT IS SUCH A SWEETHEART AND A GOOD FRIEND TO HAVE SHE WILL HAVING YOU SMILING SHE ALL WAYS SHOWS LOVE BACK SO YOU FEEL FROGGY A/R/F THIS SWEETHEART. ~♡~Thcknluvit~♡~Sarge's Bad Girls~♡~@ fubar

K.i.d. Gutter Da God
If it ain't about money and pussy it ain't about me i recently checked out some pics posted by a fu-friend of mine that made me think heavily about the socio-political state of this little planet called earth and i've come 2 the conclusion that the revolution so hoped for and covertly fought by the conscious proletariat is being lost, not to capitalism, but to the collective lack of sagacity and /or perspicacity.My question is this; where have all of the che guevaras, bar khokbas, dhu al quarnayns, and jonatha jacksons gone ??? I can't figure out how to put the pictures I saved to a file onto my fu-page.Somebody please help me.

Restless
My mom and dad got divorced when i was 7 years old. i was born in iowa and raised in washington. After my mom divorced she met a man named michael and he proceeded to molest my sister and i for 5 years. I was put into foster care when i was 12.My foster parents were really nice and they treated me and my sister just like there own. i still keep in touch with them. I started smoking cigarettes when i was 12 and i started to smoke pot when i was 16. that was my first mistake. I signed a contract with the state of washington when i was 18 stating that i would stay and graduate from high school. I was in 11th grade. after i graduated i worked at a mcdonalds for about a year. The guy i was with was addicted to pot and after a while he started to throw my dishes around the house. that is when i moved to montana the first time.I moved to montana because my mom and my sister live here. I lived with my mom for about a year and i felt like i was 12 years old again because her husband believes t

Best Sexual Position
So, what is the best position...standard missionary..ZZZzzzz, doggie.....hmmm. girls legs up in air etc etc Put your view to the blog, lets see what everyone comes up with. plenty of positions in the kama sutra and plenty more to create. so lets hear it...

Why???
How come you have to be a size 0 to be beautiful? I would love to have a good self esteam. It's not too bad, but it could be better. What should I do? I dont sit around and eat all day. I go to the gym, but it still doesn't make a difference in how I feel about myself. I just want to feel pretty. I hate those people that think that they have no flaws and think their shit dont stink. It's those type of people who give others a complex. Sorry if it sounds like im bitching, but i just needed to vent. Smooches to all. P.S Thanks for listening. Why is it that no matter how nice you are to people, they just screw you over? Dosen't anyone cherish their friendships anymore? Smooches to all.

"train Of Hearts."
Train of Hearts I force myself to understand, we all need to get away From time to time the soul it speaks and lures the heart astray We buy our tickets and some they plan on never coming back And once again this rusty train begins it’s crawl along the track With screeches and loud groans, the miles fly by and by The train gives voice to countless souls traveling there inside The ones who plan to leave the tears and memories behind And others filled with dreams of the lives they hope to find Our closet is now empty, your bags are somewhere else I guess you took that journey in the hopes you’d find yourself Now helpless here I can only hope your choice was wrong not right As that iron ghost thunders on, a phantom in the night I’ll never know exactly why you went and took that train Did you buy a one way ticket, or are you coming back again? So I’ll wait here at the station for each day and week it takes And pray that somewhere down the line, your heart sees it’s

Why Me ?
why is it when some one is being nice to someone that the other person gets to walk all over the one that is being nice ? who gives them the right to walk all over someone ?i dont under stand why people have to be mean and nasty like that ? you io have been nice to someone that i thought cared about me and now i am gitting the cold shoulder and w/es and i didnt do anything to her i just do get how someone that was there for someone when they needed it now gets the run around ! some one please help me out here if anyone is gitting the cold shoulder from the one that you love please come talk to me !

~*plagued*~
plagued dark twisted caverns unraveling the way traveling thru unwatched stations never taking time to stop does this journey end or keep playing like an over watched movie time bends unwinds jaded twisted emotionless now i speak to you even if you don't hear my words i have seen you in every light now i see in the one that is right unclouded yet misted it was you who was twisted incomplete yet seen as full as you bleed i watch you sleep and i shall never wake you *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* dark twisted caverns unraveling the way traveling thru unwatched stations never taking time to stop does this journey end or keep playing like an over watched movie time bends unwinds jaded twisted emotionless now i speak to you even if you don't hear my words i have seen you in every light now i see in the one that is right unclouded yet misted it was you who was twisted incomplete yet seen as full as you bleed

"this Hunger."
This Hunger This hunger never goes away, it’s never satisfied Despite the many things I’ve done and the many ways I’ve tried No, my craving it would never change if I had a voice I know the thing that fills me up, it’s such a simple choice This hunger comes at night, and it lives here in the day And no matter how I feed it, it never goes away It burns here in my very soul, it dwells within my core Always so demanding, always wanting more This hunger has a name, most would not recognize You won’t see it on that menu, you’re scanning with your eyes It can’t be found in any Bistro, or in the swankiest café Or in the finest restaurant that serves the best fillet You see, it’s really much more rare that that, a special delicacy This thing that feeds my hunger, a dish meant just for me And every time I finish up, I’m wanting more, it’s true Because my hunger has a name, and that name is “you.” Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Rights Reserved.

~*faded*~
darkness consumes a slowly weakened soul breathing in aching whole the tainted glass shatters turns to shards on the cold wooden floor still your tears fall how can you feel when all is gone? what you've said what you've done slowly fading into darkness you have forgotten all that was right none remember you as light ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Chaotic Nightmare
For two years you were my world My lover, Best friend, and everything I ever needed I gave you everything you wanted and more was there for you no matter where you were All you gave me was a lie what you needed to show to keep me stringing along I thought that losing you was the worst thing that could ever happen to me and now I realize it's the best thing for me I've learned about who I am, and excatly what I want in a man Sad part is your too young to tell that life your living is nothing but hell I wish you the best in everything that you do but I can honestly say that I am over you I loved a person that never was, a lie that was nothing but pretend and decite I don't love you now I love who I thought you were and you taught me everything I never knew. You taught me about what i deserve and I hope that you figure out that your game you play...well your gonna lose.

Jokes
How are women and tornadoes alike? They both moan like hell when they come, and take the house when they leave. As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks, "Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, "Here, iron this!" The newlyweds are in their honeymoon room and the groom decides to let the bride know where she stands right from the start of the marriage. He proceeds to take off his trousers and throw them at her. He says, "Put those on." The bride replies, "I can't wear your trousers." He replies, "And don't forget that! I will always wear the pants in the family!" The bride takes off her knickers and throws them at him with the same request, "Try those on!" He replies,"I can't get into your knickers!" "And you never bloody will if you

"let's Take A Walk."
“Let’s Take a Walk” Let’s take a walk together, by the river’s muddy banks And stop and linger there a while and silently give thanks With what we share together, there’s no need to speak aloud The silence is our golden gift, a warming gilded shroud Let’s take a walk together, through the trees there in the park Beneath the graying Autumn sky, it’s features cold and stark We can listen to the crunching leaves there nestled on the ground And steal a kiss and share a laugh when there’s no one else around Let’s take a walk together, on the ancient cobbled streets While the rain pours down and leaves the stones wet beneath our feet And grin while others think us mad as they scurry to keep dry For us there are no puzzles, no need to wonder why Let’s take a walk together, down by the rail depot And stop and stare as one we watch the people come and go We’ll play that little game of ours where we make up silly names For all the unknown travelers stepping on and off the

"what Dwells Here."
What Dwells Here There’s many things that dwell here, and all of them are me Most never take the time to look or glance my way to see Lost in superficial worlds, lusting for the fake With knives too dull to cut beneath the icing on this cake There’s the good, the bad, the ugly, all living in my heart By turns they work to make me whole, or pull my soul apart Depending on who comes to call it can be Heaven or it’s Hell They can knock me down right to the ground or catch me when I fell What dwells here is a tempest, lurking deep inside All the many voices, and pain I try to hide Often battles raging, here inside my head Many times when I would give my all to be someone else instead But I have my lifeboat, I have my gift of words A way to let it all pour out and let my soul be heard Sometimes proud and often loud yet often soft and meek A crowd of one, sometimes undone, perhaps the one you seek… Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Rights Reserved.

About Me Quiz
ok i have decided to make a little quiz to see how well people know me here........ so here we go.....: 1. How long have i been on fubar? 2. What are the names of my 2 fu-protecters? 3. What is my favorite Marilyn Manson song? 4. Whats 3 things that you would describe me as ? 5. What do you think is one of my best features? 6. How Sexy Do you think i am? yah i know thats not alot of questions but come on i just wanted to know what people's answers would be ....... so come one come all! and ill make a tag for ya just do your best :D

Wow! It's All About Me!
Hi. I am actually very new to all of this, but I am rather enjoying myself. N-E-way...... We all have our stories to tell, our memories, experiences, tragedies, success', hills (so to speak!) that we have conquered, So, what am I hear to say. What makes me different from everyone else out here blogging? Probably not much here on the outside, I am a beautiful, intelligent, obviously friendly woman, and I love to laugh and have fun (as don't we all). As for the different part, I AM AMAZING!

Lost And Confusion
the sand was warm and soft, shimmering glow of the water, bouncing through her eyes. waves of water slowly kissing our feet, watching her eyes slowly flicker, carressing her skin softly. wanting to figure out who she was, deeply reading the darkest blue eyes, seeing the brightest blue flame. holding her close as the night shivers in, laying on our backs and watchig the last sunrise, where the stars will not out last the day. its one dream and a simple wish, dreaming of a very beautiful night, where are we when we are not here. sleeping deep and lost in a room, dreaming of what we should be pursuing, happiness of life and finding what makes us us. lookiing deep within myself, staring deep in my own existance, crying inside and showing no tears. fearing rejection and torment, standing strong against winds of destruction, willing myself to move on. my sight is blocked by own darkend heart, missing you and not knowing it, never being missed by you,

"the Poet."
“The Poet” Hunched over working at his desk, blending words to share His keyboard tapped incessantly into the smoke filled air With a mighty effort he wrestled thoughts and feelings from his mind And fought to find the phrasing, well suited to the rhyme Sometimes the words came easy, as if gifted from above Velvet whispers of pleasant nouns, and the vowels filled with love Long suppressed emotions now filling up his screen A depth of soul, uncommon things, of which others could only dream And so it went, he worked his loom, to make a tapestry It’s very threads, parts of his heart, laid bare for all to see Tales so real they came alive and became something one could touch But his gift was his undoing, because the poet cared too much And then one day it came undone, the pieces flew apart When the wars and famine and darker things gripped his artist’s heart With all the troubles of the world now knocking on his door That gentle man he drew the blinds and the poet

Apologies To Deaf Ears
Approximately six year ago, I did something terrible to my sister. Then I hid it from her for years, eventually telling her and apologizing for it. However anytime she gets mad at me she throws it up in my face, and makes me feel like hell all over again for doing what I did. How many times do I have to say I'm sorry? Its funny how over the years love doesnt change however the kind of love does. I'll be the first to admit that I still love my 1st husband I however am not in love with him. I love him because even after we got divorced he has always been there for me. Maybe it's wrong to still love him but I don't care if it's wrong. He's been in my life for 8 years and will continue to be even after other people come and go.....

You Are Special
Well this is to all the ladies out there in fubar land. I am here to tell you that you are special no matter what your partner tells you. I know there are alot of ladies out there who know what I am talking about. There are just some guys out there that we thought we are in love with and then once they think that they have you they start trying to control you and keeping you away from the outside world. Well I am here today to tell you that you can get out and that you do not deserve to be in that kind of relationship. There are plenty of nice guys out there that is willing to take care of you and try and give you the WORLD. It has taken me a while to find my one and only but i have found him. So ladies i say this please don't settle for anything but the best cause that is what we all deserve is the BEST. If this relates to any one out there drop in and leave a comment.

"enigma."
“Enigma” I’m not hot and I’m not cold, not tender to the touch Or the thorniest of roses, yet I cut myself too much I’m not the gag shoved in your mouth, the one that stifles screams A great white hope, a real thing, I’m not quite what I seem I’m not Goth, and I’m not Emo, I’m nothing like you knew And certainly I’m nothing like those beliefs you hold so true I’m not the answer and not a question, and maybe nothing more I’m not the stray that begs for scraps crouched there at your door I’m not a fist and not a kiss, not an act of war And not the one to cradle you when you’re craving something more I’m not the one to take to heart and gather there inside Because maybe I believe that peace is just a bold faced lie I’m not the one to protest, or trust the Government Perhaps I am a demon, or maybe Heaven sent I’m not one to make judgments, or do the things you do Have you finally got the picture? I’m the one you never knew. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Ri

Geography Of A Women
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain , very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece , gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel , has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada , self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet , wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A M

A Firefighters Glove
TOP TEN REASONS TO DATE /MARRY A FIREMAN 1. We handle our hoses everyday and their the biggest around. 2. When we do somethin we do it right and we go in deep. 3. We can spread and ram anything. 4. There is always a risk of having a fire in our pants. 5. Grabin and holdin chicks is part of our job. 6. We like to work in confined spaces. 7. To us...everything is better hot and steamy. 8. We always wear protection. 9. Were not afraid to do it in public. 10. We can discharge 700 gallons a minute from our large nozzles......can you? A Firefighter’s Life! A Firefighter's Life! It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He's been for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You comp

Fu Stuff
Fiesty0ne & ~`Always`~ have HH Today! & AUTO 11's ON Do You Have Some Time? Want To Level Fast? Fiestys HH is 2PM FUTIME, ~`Always`~ HH is at 4PM FUtime Fiesty0ne™Asst.Chief 2ndAlarmHotties™OwnerOfOwnedBy&FuEngaged 2 Picins420 ~`Always`~Fub1tch of ~HCT~ Brought to you By : Picins420 (repost of original by 'Picins420 Dir.Of Svcs 2ndAlarmHotties OwnedByOwnerOf&FuEngaged 2 Fiesty0ne' on '2009-01-14 09:00:25')

Archives Of The Forgotten: Vol 1 Straight Jacket Pyscho
(carni breathing heavy in the background) dr. - "is he strapped down tight" employee 1 - "yes" employee 2 - "yes" dr. - "Good morning sir. How are you today hmmm don't worry bout about answering that. Today you will be going through a little thing i like to call questions and shock. what that means is every question u loose it on, you will be shocked. Ok let's get started tell me what you see when you look in the mirror, what is the in the mind of the man in the mirror. 1.)intro 2.)mind of the man in the mirror 3.)mental maze 4.)double edge sword 5.)apocalyptic meditation 6.)still standing 7.)PVP (playa vs playa) 8.)let's play 9.)know your limits (on my ankles) 10.)fan blades 11.)MSR 12.)forever 13.)outro(...cr) *billyhill rap* *reflections*

This Made Me Laugh
AceGrover-=[Tru... rated your photo a '2'! AceGrover-=[TruRaters]=- Level: Idol (15) Gender: Male, 27 Status: Online (Bringing Higher Rate Justice to Attractive People) ->AceGrover-...: wouldn't you yourself have to be attractive to actually judge someone else to be unattractive? either way thanks for the laugh I pity people as clueless as you ;p AceGrover-...: thanks for letting me know ->AceGrover-...: yea I'd rate you but you're not even worth the page click have a good day AceGrover-...: you werent either, but i had to let you know what i thought ->AceGrover-...: yea your loss but you're still young so I'll forgive you AceGrover-...: im 2 years younger than you ->AceGrover-...: lmao and no kids, and emotionally and mentally men don't mature that fast so you're just a kid AceGrover-...: you make no sense. go away ->AceGrover-...: well when you graduate to the world of logic and adulthood you'll figure it out. Best of luck on your plight to find so

New Icp Photos To Look At
Life sucks! I live in my girlfriends Mom and Step-Dads place and every morning he's a fuckin Jerk, I can't get on low-income housing. I'm disabled to Drs. who say so but Government doesn't. But OFW I could be dead. Peace!!!

Ticker Mania
I am offering 1000 fubucks to the first 50 people that can send us a screen shot of our first ticker ever! I know that 1000 fubucks isn't alot but 50,000 is better right? Out of the 50 fubarians that send us a screen shot of our first ticker ever, we will be picking one of them to get 50,000 fubucks on top of the 1000 they already have. Don't forget to fan / add / rate while you are here. MUCH LUV TO YA - DnT

My Theory Of 9
Ahhh...Today has simply reminded me that I need to get back to writing about my theory of the number 9...so keep looking for updates real soon...=) I also feel that this may be the most beautiful day in history...at least on a personal level...=)...Nothing exceptional happened today...butI woke up today and found myself loving life...It really is one of the better days I can remember in regards to my confidence and self image...and I'm just hoping to ride this wave for quite some time! So before I bore you all to tears and scare you off from reading all my future blogs..I will cut this short..The message I am trying to convey..look forward to the little pleasures in life...ones that are truly once in a lifetime...like today is for me...little coincidences can take us a long way in life and its important to take advantage of every one of them...and also to just enjoy life and enjoy yourself...because life is too short not to feel that way...=) Nathan Wisnefske BlackHand9 Well...I've

You Know You're Living In 2009 When
YOU KNOW YOU'RE LIVING IN 2009 WHEN 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail your mate who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they do not have e-mail addresses. 6. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner. 7. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "9 " to get an outside line. 8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies. 10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clock news or text message. 11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job. 12. Contractors / Temps outnumber permanent staff and are more likely to get long-service awards. .... and the real clinchers are... 13. You read this entire li

Standing still, throat sliced open, blood dripping to the ground. Bleeding into the black soil. Freshly grown heart with thorns. Plucked from the earth to be placed in a vase. Forgotten until no longer pumping blood through blue veins. Taken and thrown away back to familiar blackness of the moist soil. Hope remains to be given the chance to be rebirthed with sharper thorns. Slicing the hands before breaking the stem. Shadows cast over the green grass losing its color. Only darkness can provide the growth of black blood pumping once again through this once fragile heart. Only the strongest will tear it from it's birth place. This one will not place it in a vase of sweetness but rather bitter blood of their own. It will continue thriving on a new host. Both becoming one. Thorns embedding flesh. Red blood flowing through reviving it from death. Two hearts pumping as one.

You Guys Take This Way To Seriously...
So i rate you all a 1,2,3... and you all get pissed off... why? Its not like you win money... so what if you are highest rated, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK... and you say "oh well i have military friends"... If they have any sense they would probably laugh at you. I would. I DON'T GIVE TWO FLYING DOG SHITS IF YOU RATE ME A ONE... and if your 47 years old, keep the shirt please....

Venting
Well i've have no one to talk to about this because no one cares because its not about their problems. I'm so sick of being everyones go to girl im not a miracle worker i have my own problems to worry about and frankly after 21 years I'm really tired of hearing about everyone's bullshit because im hurting and they don't care. So next time some one wants to talk about their bad day look else where because I'm not your girl. I don't really care about anyone's break up problems i mean apparently if you break up its pretty fucking obvious it wasnt meant to be; so get over it. Not like its the end of the world and i'm tired of always being someone's second choice. For once i would like to be someone's number one concern but everyone is to wrapped up in their self pitty to worry about their friends; which honestly after that statement makes it pretty apparent that none of you are true friends, because if you gave a damn i wouldn't be venting to my self right now. So stopping asking me to fix

How Much Am I Worth?
So here's the deal. I have a pre-paid phone. This is currently my only steady means of communication with the outside world. I didn't miss having a phone while I still had internet at home. Now that its gone, I'm burning through minutes like wild fire. I'm hoping to find a way to get some minutes and possibly provide a service (wink wink) at the same time. Here's my thought: Either from Walmart directly or from the cell company's website, re-load increments can be purchased. You text me when you buy them. All you need is my cell number to add minutes. When I get the text that I've been loaded up, I call you and we'll get to talk about whatever you want. Just a thought. PM me if you're interested.

Heated
OK MAN I GOT TO GET THIS SHYTE OUT BEFORE I GO AND DO SOMETHING STUPID AS HELL SO LAST NIGHT MY MOMS CALL ME BEING A BYTCH AS USAUL BUT THATS PARENTS FOR SO ANYWAYS WE TALKED FOR A MIN ARGUING ABOUT DUMB SHIT THEN SHE HANGS UP SAYING SHE GOING TO BED.WAS HAPPY TO GET OFF THE FONE WITH HER SHYTE WELL ANYWAYS FOUR HOURS LATER I GET A FUCKING CALL FROM MY SISTER SAYING MY MOMS BOYFRIEND PUT HIS HANDS ON HER AND SHYTE.I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HEATED RIGHT NOW I DONT GIVE A FUCK HOW MAD SHE MAKES ME THERE AINT A MAN ON THIS EARTH THAT HAS THE RIGHT TO PUT THERE HANDS ON HER AND I SWEAR THAT MAN IS LUCKY I WASNT THERE WHEN IT HAPPENED BUT I SWEAR TO GOOD WHEN I SEE THAT MAN IN THE STREETS ITS NOT GOING TO BE PRETTY THERE ARE NO WORDS TO BE SAID WE JUST FIGHTING AND HE BETTER TO KILL ME CAUSE IMMA SURE AS HELL MAKE HIM REMEMBER WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO HIM AND ANY OTHER MAN THAT PUTS THEIR HANDS ON MY FAMILY

Reverend Stuff
I work evenings. It doesn't hurt to hit me up if you need married. I know I'm free Sundays, Mondays, and anytime the rest of the week before 2PM EST. Saturdays I'm unavailable all day. I don't charge, it's all free. I have a few different wedding licenses, you can choose which one you want after the ceremony. I'm still working on them so just bear with me. Rev. HV http://fubar.com/geek.php (this link is strictly for my own purposes, I didn't have anywhere else to store it)

Pretty Woman
Who is this strange girl that i saw just now, she seems to break into my heart,if i don't allow, everything about her seems to attract me so much, a feeling that seems sweeter than my mothers touch. she has got some magic in those enchanting eyes, one look is enough,like the bird my heart flies, it seems a star is walking down on this earth shining gracefully to take away my breath. As she slowly walks,the earth seems to shake, i feel the earth is dancing to make me awake, to let me know,the angel walking on this earth, to tell she is one i was waiting from my birth. Seeing this angel even the stars seem to wink, even the all mighty sun is running way to sink, every night she is taking control over my dreams, like a god controlling this universe it seems. i think of giving a flower to her,hour after hour, then i wonder,how can i give a flower to a flower, what should i give to let her know my feeling, i can't give my heart,which she is already stealing. Fa

Thoughtz
Promises You keep giving me dates and telling me lies trying to tell me change doesn't come easy, it isn't instant. Well, I guess its me that is the problem and I can't wait because my impatience is persistent; but how much longer do you want me to sit here repeatedly and take this shit so conveniently with stride? Should I lay back while you slowly kill yourself inside, because killing yourself is like killing a part of me and I can't sit back as I wither away, so why shall I do the same when it comes to you. I ask myself over and over the same questions as I ask you, but in the end its all a conundrum, an enigma ,which answer escapes so freely like as if it was never shackled at all. What is there to do? This analytical mind is a killer, however, I don't blame it because it is my heart which fuels its passion to search for a solution and mend its broken ways. This is like an infinite torture, even though, its been so few of years. I been through hell, I've spewed some tears and m

Mine
->Da Kevman: infedel Da Kevman: nah ill leave that to ragheads like you ->Da Kevman: kill yourself Da Kevman: im betting your underage anyway ->Da Kevman: do that ->Da Kevman: cool Da Kevman: btw im reporting you to the bouncers ->Da Kevman: haha your family died Da Kevman: personally i hope you contract the disease and die a slow debilitating death from a common cold since you think its something to joke about Da Kevman: then again your probably some raghead anyway with the shit in your status message dont you have a suicide bomb to set off somewhere or something Da Kevman: my aunt and cousin died of aids you fucking prick ->Da Kevman: kill yourself Da Kevman: your screen name is not ammusing

It's An Honor To Live In These Times ... Go Obama & Mary Jane
State gives nod to medical marijuana dealers About 207 New Mexicans are approved to use medical marijuanaNew Mexico has become the first state in the country to license marijuana dealers. Officials say dealers are under stringent regulations. It took about a year and half, but the New Mexico Health Department has ironed out a plan to deal with the complex and legally thorny issue of how to make and get medical marijuana to qualified patients. "This has been the hardest piece of the program. We really needed to proceed carefully and thoughtfully because we're the only state to take this step," said Deborah Busemeyer of the Department of Health. New Mexico is the first state to license non-profit organizations to do the growing and distribution. Any group that wants to do it will have to clear a lot of hurdles, Busemeyer said. "They need to have security measures. We have monitoring requirements they have to have a non profit board overseeing it that includes a doct

Thank You Family And Friends
I just want to say thank you to each and everyone who has shown their love and support to me during the deaths of my Sons. Your sympathy cards,Hugs,and Flowers have meant a lot to me thank you so kindly. I am so proud to have friends like you and I pray to God that no one ever has to go through what I have been through these past 8 months Believe me when I tell you that losing your child to death is not at all an easy task,Mother's and Father's should never have to burry their children It is only through the grace of God and good friends that I am hanging in there and pushing forward with my life day by day. Very special thanks to my Fu family's "Rating Revolution" and "The Click Club" I can not thank you enough Rating Revolution { Member Page Only}{No Friends Request taken unless you are a joining Member!}@ fubar The Click Club@ fubar God Bless Hugs Kris

Fu-owned
FU-OWNED READ BELOW PLEASE FU-OWNED IS ANOTHER ITEM YOU CAN MAKE FU-BUCKS ON IF YOU PLAY THIS GAME THE WAY IT IS INTENDED TO BE PLAYED!!!! #1 RULE--WHEN BUYING SOMEONE OFF OF ANOTHER PERSON MAKE SURE YOU BUY THEM FOR AN AMOUNT THAT WILL MAKE THE PERSON YOU ARE BUYING FROM A PROFIT (YOU BUY FOR 10,000 AND THEY BUY FOR 11,000 YOU ONLY MAKE 9,350 YOU LOOSE 650.00 FU-BUCKS NOT A GOOD INVESTMENT) BY NOT DOING THIS ALL YOU DO IS LOOSE FU-BUCKS IN 30 DAYS (BABY JESUS GIVES US SOMETHING TO MAKE FU-BUCKS ON AND WE ALL NEED TO USE THIS THE WAY IT WAS INTENDED TO) PLEASE DONT TAKE THIS AS IM BE A SMART A$$ CAUSE IM NOT, JUST A LITTLE INFO ON HOW WE SHOULD USE THIS FEATURE IF ANYONE HAS ANYMORE INFO ON THIS PLEASE LEAVE IT IN COMMENTS AND ILL ADD TO THIS THANK YOU MUCH TEDDY T. TEDDY T.~~OWNED BY SWEET SERENITY@ fubar

Emotions....
So, I have had my heart bruised, squeezed, thrown away, crushed, shattered, stepped and spat on. In my relationships I give it my all but seem to get the shit end of the stick. I'm married and thought I found that guy who would never do that to me... I guess I thought wrong. He seems to be tossing it up in the air to see how much I can take and to tell you the truth, not much more. People say that god gave you this life cause he know's you are strong enough to handle it... I'm not so sure about that. Don't get me wrong. I love my husband with my body, mind, and soul, but I don't get that feeling in return. What I get is me waking up to him still being on the computer at 5, 6, 7, 8 o'clock in the morning instead of wanting to cuddle with me. Flirting mad crazy with other girls. I know that flirting is harmless, even I do it, but I know where to draw the line. He doesn't. That's why there is a pic of his penis on my phone that was sent to his email with a chicks name one it.

Steelers
Our Father, Who Art in Pittsburgh, Football Be Thy Game. The Kingdom Come, 5 Super Bowls Won, On Earth as it is in Heinz Field. Give us this Day a playoff Victory, And forgive us our penalties, As we defeat those who play against us. But lead us into a victory, And deliver us to Tampa! A-Ben Go STEELERS

The Real Me
well i think a true meaning of freinds is someone who will be there for u trough the good ad bads someone who will go out of there way to help u out, someone who will give u money bc they believe ur needs are more important then ur own. im a true freind so if u need one add me as a freind ic an help u havea better life or help u level up, tell ur freinds bout me too. if u can rate me add me rate my photos i will return all the love i promise. and then i will buy u a drink too. plz have all ur freinds and family do this too. listen im sick of people who judge other ppl by what they have, or what they look like, or how many money they have or do they have a car. well people listen up, not every is blessed with good looks, born into lots of money, or some dont have a car or did have a car. the point i gettin at is why judge ppl everyone is the same in many ways. I dont judge ppl bc im not a picky one, im one who iwll give anyone a shot bc i believe u dont anyone till u try, so i dont h

Second Life
Second Life® is a 3-D virtual world created by its Residents. Since opening to the public in 2003, it has grown explosively and today is inhabited by millions of Residents from around the globe. http://secondlife.com/whatis/ send me an email addy and i'll send u an invite!

Love It
*Cows* Leave Comments pertaining to cows, it can be funny cute or whatever you want. Best comment will win a bling.This will be judged by three people.Contest Runs for 24 hours.YOU MUST add me to play.I will be approving comments as I see them.You can leave as many as you like.NO DRAMA! Click the pic below to comment U MUST ADD RATE FAN TO PLAY †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Ðj ßåßý ßºý *Footnote added by Rain* ~ Also show mad fu-luv to my hubby~ ~ Yep Thats Him That Guy Down there~

Lil Whiskey Girl
I saw an ex Marine, being disrepected to day by a young man. The man deserves much respect in my books. He served his country. I pulled the young man aside and said havent you ever heard of respecting your elders? To which he replied no. I was like young man, you see that man over there you just disrepected he's not only your elder but an ex Marine, and disrespect him and you disrespect me. The young man look at me, like I was jokeing. I explained to him that my Dad was vetern he served our country in the Army. And he tought me to respect my elders and any man or woman currently in the services or in the services in the past. The Young man went and apoligised to the man without a thought. The man just smiled at me as I walked away the man stated there arent many young ladies that have respect for those who serve our country let alone those that have. I smiled at him and said I'm an army brat. Well today i'm in a good mood, it's not to cold here thank gawd. My son was good today he kee

About Myself
hey well my name is tawny i am 22 and i am a lebian and proud of it!!!!! just foud this fubar so add me please. i like to do lots of things in my free time i like to play in the mudd and do whtever i can do in the out doors i am a people person and a socail butterfly well if i sound cool addd me thanks virgobaby

Simple Man
I ain't nothing but a simple man Call me a redneck, I reckon that I am But there's things goin' on that make me mad down to the core I have to work like a dog to make ends meet There's crooked politicians and crime in the street And I'm madder than hell and I ain't gonna take it no more We tell our kids to just say no And then some panty waist judge lets a drug dealer go And he slaps him on the wrist and he turns him back out on the town Well, if I had my way with people sellin' dope I'd take a big tall tree and a short piece of rope And hang 'em up high and let 'em swing till the sun goes down Chorus: Well you know what's wrong with the world today People done gone and put their Bibles away There livin' by law of the jungle not the law of the land Well the good book says it, so I know it's the truth An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth You'd better watch where you go And remember where you've been That's the way I see it I'm a simple man Now, I'm the kind

Just Some Stuff
HEAVENLY FATHER OF SHANGRI LA: Open my Eyes to the world around me. Let me feel things that I cannot see. Let me view the world through a lens of non bias. I know that in all the Laws of Man... there is no law to stop the true seeker of knowledge. Fore the true seeker of knowledge seeks within... and then searches without. Let me learn of all the wonderous things... and be amazed by its splendor. Help me to share the wisdom of my Life... with the ones that I Love. Keep prompting me to question my world, through questions answers are received. I look forward to a time that I may join my brethren... and have all my questions answered... in Shangri La AMEN AND BLESSED BE http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1453610 YOU CAN START RATING PIX HERE..I WILL RETURN THE FAVE!!

Friend Application
If Interested Answer and Send it to me in a Private Message! Thanx Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: Pubic Hair Style: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I li

Need Help
hey friends i am in a contest i need pic rate will u please click on the link below and give me some and let ur friends no about it guys i am in a contest will u please help me out go to my page to my fam click on johnny go to his bling pack auction and leave comments on my pic i am trying to win a bling pack please help the love will be returned

Family Isses
well there are going to be issues coming with my kids, so to be on the safe side pretty much all my pics are in my family only, removed, or closed to me only til these things are over, the kids are more important to me than anything and after i start this fire he is going to try to make it bigger. I have to protect the kids. if you have questions you can ask either inkman876 or davideld, both are in my family. i talk to them and they know the full story. love everyone, i will still be getting on fu from time to time but i have to keep my pics hidden.

Pot
WYKD Radio Presents Pot O' Gold!! ~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~ There is Currently 500 fubux in the pot ! ~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~ Entries Will be listed on Rains Blog ~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~ Here's the LowDown! ~WYKD TYKTS are 500 fubux.~ ~When you purchase a tykt whomever you buy the tykt for will recieve the tykt graphic.They will only recieve it once.~ ~I will keep this updated so you can keep track of how many tykts everyone has~ ~Whoever has the most tykts will win the pot o' gold.~ ~The amount in the pot will increase with every purchase~ ~There is no purchase limit~ ~YOU CAN NOT BUY TYKTS FOR YOURSELF~ The Rulz: 1. This is for fun, no drama tolerated! 2.You can ONLY buy tykts for other people NOT YOURSELF !! 3. Send Fubux and link to who the tykt is for to RAIN ONLY. 4. Winner will be announced in Blog 5. Please be patient after purchase we will get your orders as

Work!
So my first week back to work since i took my maternity leave in March, wow my new job is great i never thought working in a brand new restruant for Denny's could ever be as much fun as I've had this week! It's wonderful I am so happy and you can't even imagine! It feels so great to get to go back to work!!!

The Angel
Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears Resolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappears As autumn's cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advance Stealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chance A frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to see The warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask reality On hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary To glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibility Eyes closed, perceptions peeked, it hovers beyond my reach A whispered supplication, alone, these barriers I cannot breach A gent

Imagine Me There
Imagine me there as you close your eyes I’m gliding my hand between your thighs I unzip your pants, and take off your shirt You unsnap my bra, and take off my skirt Kissing you soft down to your tip In and out, “May I have a sip?” A precious swallow of your dripping lust In and out, can I make you bust? To feel your pleasure down my throat In and out, make me choke! Teasing my tongue across your love Passed my lips, again I shove Pushing your trust out and in Coat my throat once again! My sweet cream fills, as you gush Between my legs I’ve turned to mush You push me down and beg to lead I lie on my back and act naive You grip my sides and hold them tight Resist your appetite with all your might Feel the heat between my hips Slide your tongue between my lips Massage my clit and make me drip Glide your finger and let it slip Between my legs, but back a bit Soft and slow so it will fit “Oh shit, Daddy…” you’re ‘bout to taste My seductive pleasure down your face

Trapped Within Your Violent Dreams
Trapped within your violent dreams Unheard voices from my silent scream Nightmare tickets couldn't be redeemed Insanity being pushed to the extreme Melancholy twist of euphoric surprise No souls listening to my hidden cries Sweet promises tangled in your lies Debt mounting, unable to pay the price Waking up to bitter taste of reality Life hanging on uncertain destiny Expired drugs provides no remedy Angels unable to lift me from gravity Tormented to the edge of the seat Enslaved producing unwanted seed Useless repetitions of endless plead If only you'd let me go, then I'd be complete

Forever - Part 1
The memories have gathered like cobwebs In the corners of my mind Sending unpleasant shivers to the trenches inside mine This gilded cage has rusted shut protecting my weakened heart Bathed in shadow and standing still Is it forever that I must wait? I awoke from my bete-noir silence came too soon Silence is a lonely thing, since with out light, it is silence that sings and comforts the dark, sounding forlorn while it rings Stepping out into the light, darkness suddenly takes wing, I left my peace and comfort with the silence and gilded thing I did this for us, but now it is only me. Revealing the tears you knew I'd weep, I cannot see into the becoming gloom, I cannot see your face I am lost without you, I cannot live with out you, and without your strong embrace You promised me you'd be there, when I slept and soon would wake, I've been crying for a while now, trickling at first, now the rain has come, though it's you that makes it pour.

Forever - Part 2
I've been waiting quite some time now I forgive you for your lies since you see you are not here to help me wipe my eyes will I have to wait a while, remember my heart is weak, but for you my heart will beat like the chimes in the wind but time it is the reason I wait and a while it has been a while more I shall wait, no more tears shall wet my cheek my lips will never tremble at the thought of your haunted kiss and my heart will beat for someone no, it will beat for it is you that I do miss shall I ponder a while longer making this eternity last patiently for me you wait I'm sorry if you miss the fullness I know I do, the empty and loneliness is not hard to miss but even though I'm lonely and have no arms to hug me tight,

Forever - Part 3
And no murmur of a voice to say "I love you" and "good night" Yes, if eternity has to offer a way to prolong this pain I feel as if a dying flower, waiting for the rain sorry - it is raining, no pouring to be exact - forever seems to have taken it's toll not in heart but mind oh well who lives forever since it's our love that stands the test of time so for you my life and love, for you I will always wait and if eternity wants me to wait forever to see your darling face forever is how long I suppose it shall take forever is a long time darling but you are well worth the wait.

Poisoned Kiss
The nighttime pleasure Of the moon Can give way to Certain doom A single kiss Is all it takes Then the passion Soon awakes Centuries of shadows Try to hide Smelling the fear Before you died Poisoned kiss Has stung again Taking you where You might have been

Yah
So he tells me today that he wants me to be his other woman. I sorta rejoice, for a sec. What he fails to see though is that I am a woman....that I don't share...that I am much more than the other woman. That he can't see what's right in front of him. That he is the only one I break my rules for. That I am tough as shit with everyone else...and try as I might with him....I can be nothing other than raw & uncensored with him. But I reconize that he can't see that. And it hurts me...and in turn it hurts those that genuinely love me. But you can't help who you love & why you love them. I hate that I hurt my best friend when I talk about him. I hate that I see hurt in her eyes whenever I talk about him. He knows how I feel about him...acknowledges it even. Maybe it's time to start acting like he means nothing to me...as much as that would kill me. I hate playing these games....and I hate that sometimes you have to play those games in order to show the person just how you fee

Friendship Poem From My New Friend....
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Thought For The Day
Calm your thoughts and be peaceful. Know that all is well, all the time. This moment is already the best it can be, and is everything it can be. Accept it and move forward. Do not fear the worst, for your thoughts of fear give great power to whatever it is you fear. Instead, sincerely expect the best and you create the best. Know that the positive possibilities are always present, and your eyes will be opened to them. Everything that is, can be put to good use in moving toward your highest vision for life. As life unfolds in each moment, new opportunities are being born. No matter what has already happened, choose to create the very best you can imagine. This is the day that you have to work with. Live with peaceful purpose, and use it to create a magnificent world. -- Ralph Marston Hey everyone! A friend of mine entered me into a contest on behalf of my son for mother's day. Please take two minutes, visit the page and vote. Be sure to enter in a valid email a

Friday Jan16
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 07:02:30'.. Official Family Rate Day. There should be no Rating of Auto 11 people today unless they're Family. Time to Show Love to Family. Loyalty is the Key. A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans. Even though we are Rogues, we are still a pack and should honor Our CO's + Family with Rates & Love Family to be Rated with a Vengence. Pick a member that u deam worthy an rate the shit out of them please. Shayla needs Love Bad. If you're dedicated to this family, choose a member and rate rate rate. This Family Rate Day is for Family that requires leveling. Below are a few links to get started. If you know of others let me know and they will be added. All rates given to Lord Wolf will be returned with 11's. Seeking Godmother ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar TLC our Official

Fyi...
I do write about what's going on with me, and the obscure yet lucid thoughts my brain possess, just not here. If you are genuinely intrested on where to find these so called blogs and figuring out what really circles in my head, ask, and I will give you the information on where to locate them. Yeah!Yeah YOU.Yes I'm talking to YOU, Bluetooth user. Guess what???? Noone gives a shit! Noone cares!!!Noone even knows who you are!Well, we didnt until you started yapping your imaginary friends ear off. Now we know to call you king of the loser tribe, who somehow was accidentally transported here from loserville. It must have been a time warp. A fuckin time warp placed perfectly in order to just screw up my day.Now we have to deal with you and your horrible voice. And your crooked lip. That lip makes me sick. Get your lip fixed. It looks like a worm stuck on the concrete searching aimelessly for the lawn. Which end of a worm is the head and which is the ass? I know you are an ass bluetooth use

Question Survey For You
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like 4play? 23. What is 4play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? reply back to me!!!!

Unkept Promises
Why is it so hard to keep a promise?? I won't say any names or what the promise was that was broken, but I will say it hurts for that promise to be broken!!!! I think that if a person promises not to do something ever again then that person should stay to his/her word. This person knows how it makes me feel when this is done but yet continues to do this act. Am I over reacting? NO, I don't think I am. Am I being childish, NO I am not. Not only is the act still being done but the act of lieing too. I am at the end of my rope with this and don't know what to do, I am sick of it. I guess I can do the same act but what for? That doesn't make it right, you know the saying, "Two wrongs don't make a right"! I really don't have anyone that I can go to with this and talk about it so that is why I am venting here. Thanks for lending your ears to who ever reads this.

Trust Me
Wear me like the old school jersey I am The one you've kept all these years Because it reminds you of laughing days Of failed tests that don't count Thread your fingers anxiously through my sleeves Wear me like that Like your old school jersey Carry me stuffed at the bottom of your heavy bag

Friendship
The Colors of Friendship Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best; the most important, the most useful, the favorite GREEN said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." BLUE interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." YELLOW chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." ORANGE started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the

My Fu Family
Well Well Well... i get lots of Messages requesting to be in my FU Family, so I thought i would write a Blog rather then answering every single Family Request or Wish to be in my Family. I am very Slective of whom i will Grant the Permission to be in My Family... So the question is how can you become part my FU Family... 1st. You MUST have a Salute Picture on Your Profile (NO EXCEPTIONS) 2nd. Send me a Message telling me WHY you want to be in MY Family... and NO one liners... 3rd. Rate & Comment ALL of My Pictures, Profile, STashes, Blogs... etc. 4th. Be Creative and Earn your Priveledge to be in My Family... 5th. If I add you to mine then i should be in your Family. ONCE in my family I want you to Creat a Salute dedicated to ME... BE Creative It's That Simple... Yes i reserve the RIGHT to ADD you or NOT. Of couse once in my Family dont stop Commenting, Rating all of my Things.... P.S. Gifts do make me Smile... But I WILL NOT EVER ASK FOR THEM... I

Update On My Pregnancy
I got a call from the Dr today that I failed my 1 hour glucose test and need to come in tomorrow at 8 am to take a 3 hour glucose test!!! So I might have gestational diabetes :( That might explain why the baby is so big. I hope I pass the 3 hour test tomorrow... Just turned 29 weeks yesterday so that means 11 weeks to go ! :D so excited !!!I went to the ultrasound on tuesday and found out Im having a big baby boy lol he is weighing in at 3 lbs 5 oz!! 1 lb bigger than the usual 28 weeks baby so I might be scheduled for labor before my 40 weeks :) I've thought of some names but havent decided on them yet.. Joshua, Jeremy, or Jayden?? not sure if it will even be any of those either cause Im still looking. I also went shopping for baby clothes today and bought some cute little outfits I am so excited I cant wait to see my baby! My son cant wait to meet his little brother either he is surprisingly excited also!

So Sad!!
I STOLE THIS FROM HAZEL WHO STOLE IT FROM TEMPTRESS WHO STOLE IT FROM WV REBEL. AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU "WORK" I HOPE YOU READ, PAY ATTENTION, AND ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' Life Is a

The Music
The Music to Keep I heard a song within me Was it my heart who sings our song? And as I listen to the melody, I can't make myself asleep 'til dawn. My soul started to sing And my mind begins to think again, Trying to remember the times when we're together, The times when we're not friends, but lovers. Does anyone hear the music? Do you ever care for the lonely beat? As the music plays over and over, Well... it's you I always remember. The tears started to fall like rain into the river, For the thought that we can't be together forever. I'm not a perfect person, I know. And in committing mistakes, I always fall. Loneliness? Oh, it always comes, Specially now, that you were gone. Couldn't be just you and me And build our dreams to reality? But then, it's time for you to say goodbye. I know I've LIVED, LOVED, LOST and DIE. Our song comes to an end But, somehow, I hope that my heart will mend. Even if I know that we can't be together again: This m

Santa Has A Younger Brother...oh My!!!! Yummy
Did you know that Santa had a younger brother? Well .... Scroll down and meet Jared, Santa's younger brother. Jared takes care of the 'naughty' girls. So ... Who is going to be naughty???? The line forms on the right!!!

"woman Under Master's Hand"
Under Your Hand....... My lessons are taught, my heart soars, My tears are brushed aside, my body blooms, my soul deepens, my mind grows, My slavery flourishes, my serenity exists, Under Your Hand....... the woman in me is discovered

What Not To Say To Ur Valentine!
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, AND THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: 1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you has screwed up my life. 2. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. 3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. 4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed. 5. I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. 6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. 7. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. 8. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 9. My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way

Surgery
iam going to have surgery feb 29th on my left hand as some of you no from my past blog on the subject as far as i know there is a good chance 80% so there a 20% percent chance i may have permanent chance of damage to my nerve

Guy:"Lets have sex right now. Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no. Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell. Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first. Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all. Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop. Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

My Fu Wedding
NEXT WEEKEND ON JANUARY 25TH I AM GETTING FU MARRIED. THE WEDDING WILL BE IN THE HOT N BOTHERED LOUNGE, WE HAVE 3 DAYS OF EVENTS BEFORE IT. FRIDAY NIGHT JANUARY 23RD WILL BE MY FU BACHELORETTE PARTY WITH LOTS OF WOMEN AND FUN, DRINKS FLOWING AND HOT GIRLS ON CAM. SATURDAY NIGHT THE 24TH WILL BE MY FU FIANCE'S BACHELOR PARTY WITH SEXY MEN AND DRINKS, ALSO LOTS OF FUN. SUNDAY THE DAY OF OUR WEDDING WE WILL BE HAVING AN AUCTION, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO PARTICIPATE OR INFO ON THE AUCTION PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHOUT ME FOR INFO. EVERYONE IS WELCOMED TO ATTEND ALL EVENTS AND GIFTS WILL BE MUCH APPRECIATED. LOVE TO ALL MY FU FRIENDS

Who Cares
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier dies!

Do I Have A Friend In You
I want to know the you That has not been introduced to anyone else. I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself. I want to know your most recent fantasy - You know, the one that just tickled your fancy. I want to know each and every thought of me, So I can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality. I want to know that spot That seems to be under so much stress. Because as a body physician, I have the answer - It just needs to be caressed. I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked and kissed, Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed. I want to know what makes you happy, What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry. If I have to take a dive, And explore the ocean floor, I'll find out And bring it back to shore. I want to know, That no matter what we're going through Whether our lives are sunny or blue I want to know - do I have a friend in you?

Distance
Tiny Angel rest your wings Sit with me awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long... Why is it you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know... But I do know you loved me, And that I loved you so." She sits daydreaming In a dream world. Anxiously wondering Does he think of me………. He seems so perfect It just cannot be……… She hopes to one day feel his touch Feel his love……. At the thought her body quivers And her body temperature rises If she only had him near…….. When she hears his voice The distance disappears………. Her heart skips a beat and

The Injustice...
The Injustice... Has Created a Solitude... Of Proportions... I Do Not Think... I Can Bear Much Longer... I Will Give It All I Have... That Is All I Can Do... Karma Will Take Care Of The Rest... For That Is Her Task... Saturday 1/31/2009...7:33 AM "They Say" When asked...I began to tell the story today...then i realized...there is no point...for what does speaking of the past...or how we came to be here...have to do with a single thing???... "They" say ..."let it out".."they" say..."its not healthy to keep it bottled up"..."they" say...alot of things... I wonder why???...because when the things "they" say...to let out...finally surface... "they".... get uncomfortable....(ouch!!...oh poor "them") "They"...slowly move away...so slowly...its like "they" dissipate...rite before your very long dried eyes... before you realize... "They" have not disappeared...no..."they"...have gone...on their own voilition... which causes a pause...( a very l

My 1st Auction!
PLEASE COME SHOW SUM LOVE AND BID ON ME IN POKER PRINCESS' AUCTION! ITS MY 1ST AUCTION, IAM VERY EXCITED!! COME CHECK ME OUT PPLS. THX SO MUCH!! http://www.fubar.com/user/1246900 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1246900&albumid=1420658&i=33768610&idx=25

Help Me
Thank you all for putting me in good company and in life if i dont answer you if you message me it is not that i dont like are want to it is that i have a pinched nervein my right side of my neck and arm i just wanted nto let you ladys and gents know that I will return to be the dirty old man i will allways want to see all the ladys hot bods and and tell them sweet things so please be kind and send some love my way Thanka David please help me get a little higher by rateing me and becomeing my friends and fans

Lounge Owners
Ok I am one of many owners of a lounge on here. When you join a lounge to chate with people in the lounge it is great. Our numbers go up in members. You meet new people. And most of all have a good time. The thing you may not realize is the hard work we go threw to make this possable for you. We find staff to work the lounge to make it a fun place to be. Spend many hours on line. Some of us DJ when we are on line so you have music ,and can get your request for the music you want to hear. All we ask is that you take the time to thank them for the work they do for you to have a great time on fubar. LEFTY (AKA) COWBOY OWNER@ROUGHSTOCK

Why Do People Have To Be So Mean Ti Me
I came here for fun and friends. Now people hate me Why what did I do? Nothing I say! I live my life in a way that I try not to do anything to hurt any one else But I am the one that always gets hurt If I have hurt anyone's feelings please forgive me I did not mean too. my heart aches when I hurt someone it breaks when I break someone else's. PLEASE FORGIVE ME

Eliters Tournament Site
If you like to play on yahoo or pogo or game desire then you will like Eliters.com! I am the Head Tournament Director for Eliters Canasta League on Yahoo....it doesnt cost to join, unless you want a premium membership. Check it out! Eliters.comBoard and Card Games Tourneys! Thank god for computer geeks....when i got a phone call from my friend and told me that I sent her a virus...I called computer geeks and they came right over. They first scanned for viruses and nothing showed up. Then they scanned with spy sweeper and it found all the probs. I had a virus in the memory along with Kooface. IM glad to say that i have no more viruses Just so that everybody know if you have a message from me please dont open it looks like my comp has a virus. Computer geeks are here trying to figure out what it is. TARA

Some Of My Writting.
Being a people pleaser is an emotionally draining and often painful existence. I don't know what it is, but something deep inside you feels the need to try to keep everyone you come in contact with happy in some form or another. The need to please consumes your mind and soul. The need to please is so great that you are willing to make yourself miserable in order to please another. When you feel the need to put forth the effort to please, you can't help but to put your whole heart and soul into it. Everything a people pleaser does to try to please, they do with an intense burning passion. Which I'm sure is the reason rejection hurts so bad. Rejection is a people pleasers worst fear. We can accept the small everyday rejections life has to offer. But when it comes to rejection from people we try hard to please, that kind of rejection can crush a people pleasers soul. A people pleaser is a very emotional, poetic, romantic and passionate person. Emotions drive us to do everything we do

333
well heres the deal bout the 3s... 1st off 3 is my fav # and i figure it dont get no betR than three 3s.also 3 is a very powerful # amongst #s.just look at the effect that 3 has on r society-just think bout it... however its much deeper than that 4 my self.as yall know i hav an angel tatD on my bak.it says "angel of god" under it.eventually it'll say "macivelian arc angel of god" ... which is a skillD and blessD worrior !!! the 3s r on my bak also-the meaning of which is life,power,death... the LIFE is:GOD,JESUS & the holy spirit the POWER is:the desturction of sadda&gamora, babalon & the flood the DEATH is:JESUS & the 2 thieves that died on the cross theres also fear,strangth,victory---theres fear n life,strangth n power,victory n death,plus theres 3 more i had 2 go with this.u know 2 complete the circle of 3s,but its been yrs sence i thought bout it and need 2 read up on my BIBLE.i do remember the last of the last 3 is salvation cuz theres salvation n victory...

Johnny Has Autos On
He's Sweet! He's Sexy! And He's my best friend! 1.6 million to Prophet! Let's put a big dent in that number. RATE Him FAN Him ADD Him BLING Him Bomb his folders... He'll pay you 15k per bomb! ****************************** Lovingly Pimped out by Carrie ****************************** Please repost... Thank you...

~the Reaper~ Poem
~The Reaper~ The Reaper answers the door, comfort to make, pain to take. Memories reflected in broken mirrors, twisted and bent. Changes reflected in prisms of your emptiness, a stony silence of painful remembrance. Abhorrent, absent function, alluring in an obsequious, macabre dysfunction. Particles of dust flower where the soul flourished A gruesome effigy to a being that was known. This mechanistic prison of fear; this belligerent dread, for He is near. Parsimonious love brings acquiescence. Broken paths of degenerated nostalgia, the life that never was. That ceaseless, capricious creature answers the door, pain to make, comfort to take. ~Jon~

You Read This Why?
Oh okay so i'ts 3:30 in the morning. Bleh. I have no idea why I'm still up except that my sleep pattern has been kinda screwy lately. We're up playing Guitar Hero, so I'm sure you understand... and even if you don't it doesn't really matter. Heh. I haven't read any MuMMs today. Prolly a good thing? Hmmmm. Or is that mmmmm? No - "mmmm" was a lil bit ago..... hahah Yeah, so I'm odd. So? It's all good. At least it is in my world lol. I'm so friggin ready to go party! Omgosh it seems like it's been forever. Alrighty then. I think I shall jump off here n jump on somethin' else. Hehe. G'night ppl. =) J. Disclaimer: The following content most likey is only important to me, as it will contain ramblings usually only I can understand. I don't type in complete sentences, or even thoughts. It's all random, but I like it that way. Kind of like - controlled chaos. It works for me. And yes most of what I add in this section will be NSFW. This disclaimer applies to this, and

I Gotta Go My Own Way
dont wanna leave it all behind but i get my hopes and watch them fall everytime ull be okay i got to move on and be who i am i just dont belong here i hope you understand we might find our place in this world someday but at least for now i gotta go my own way

My Turn Ons
OK HERE ARE JUST A FEW OF MY TURN ONS, NOT ALL ARE ME THO AND THOSE THAT ARENT WILL BE A COMMENT BESIDE IN ()SO IF YOU READ PLEASE NOTE THAT IN YOUR PEA BRAINS SOMEWHERE...LOL CANCER TURN ONS (THATS ME) 1. TALL MEN 2. NORODIC TYPES, BLONDES (MEN ONLY) 3. BUSINESS MEN, COLLEGIATES 4. JOCKS, BODY BUILDERS (NOT TO BUILT THO) 5. SMOOTH TORSOS 7. NUDISM 8. LITE S & M 9. SLAVING (NOT AT ALL) 10. DOUBLE DILDOS (WOOOHOOO) 11. STRAPPING ON (NEVER TRIED IT) 12. FATHER FIGURES 13. ANAL SEX 14. (PASSIVE) B & D 15. SEX CLUBS (NOT AT ALL) 16. SWAPPING (HELL NO) 17. INTENSE NIPPLE PLAY (SOMETIMES) 18. DOWNERS, QUALUDES (FUCK NO NEVER) 19. FIREMEN, COPS, DELIVERYMEN (HUMMMMMMMM MAYBE ALL THREE PROFFESSION LOL) 20. WATER SPORTS 21. SUBMISSIONS FANTASIES 22. PROSTITUTE FANTASIES (HELL NO) 23. DUNGEONS, WHIPS, CHAINS (WOW NEVER DONE OR USED THEM EVER) THESE ARE FROM A BOOK CALLED SEXOLOGY THAT I READ WHEN I GET BORED OR WANT TO KNOW HOW SOMEONE IS SEXUALLY A

Pebbs!!
PLEASE GO SHOW MY NEW OWNER SOME MAD FU-LOVE!! SHE'S THE MOST AMAZING FRIEND YOU COULD EVER ASK FOR AND IF YOU ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE HER IN YOUR CIRCLE OF THE WORLD THEN YOU ARE TRULY BLESSED! CLICK HER MIDGET AND GO SHOW HER ALL THE LOVE SHE DESERVES!

Who Am I
My profession is somewhat unique in comparison to that of the average person. At any one fixed moment in time when duty calls upon me, I am prepared to sacrifice my own life to save the lives of others I may not even know. I am willing to do this because I understand that we all make choices in life. As for myself, this is the choice and path of service I have chosen to follow. Though my job is often rewarding, it can also be unsettling. I often reflect upon the simplicity of one question, "Who am I ?" At times, I cannot provide this answer, not even for myself. So, "Who am I" to choose a profession in life that regularly shows no mercy for the preciousness of life? "Who am I" to willingly, without hesitation, invite myself into some of the most uninviting situations known to mankind? "Who am I", so that when duty calls, may never again lay eyes on the loved ones I could leave behind? The assumed simplicity of this question is not so simple after all. Understanding "Who am I" may be di

The Poem That Fits How I Feel
YOU HAVE TO ADD RATE AND FAN THE OWNER OF THE ACUTION TO BID ON ME THANKS HAPPY BIDDING!! COPY AND PASTE THIS TO SEE http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1350648&albumid=1439333&i=2114220937&idx=35 I am a woman. At times even a lady. And at any time, a willing,passionate, talented partner in bed. I also like to be held and talked to During those lonely hours of the night When i feel so alone in the world, crying into my pillow. There’s never anyone to hear me or to care. Maybe i should become the kind of woman men seem to like: A perfect 38-24-36 and the type To simper and flirt and act dumb for a man. But that isn’t who i am, and i will not be that kind of woman. Or accept the man who wants me that way. Still, nights like tonight the loneliness is overpowering. I begin to doubt in the kind of woman i am. I wonder when, if ever, there will be that man Who can appreciate me and see into my heart and soul And realize the loneliness lurking there. With the need and abil

Missing 14 Yr Old Girl
WESTON -- State police are looking for a missing Lewis County teenager. Kelsee Brooke Grogg, 14 of Jane Lew, was last seen at her home at 9:00 p.m. Monday. At 6:00 a.m. Tuesday morning, her mother discovered that she was missing and had taken a bag of clothing with her. Grogg got in a truck at the Jane Lew Truck Stop and rode with the driver to another truck stop in Brookville, Pa., troopers say. Troopers spoke with the authorities in Pennsylvania and confirmed through surveillance video, that Grogg was at the truck stop between 5:00 and 6:30 on the morning of the 13th. Troopers have spoken to the truck driver who dropped Grogg off in Pennsylvania. Grogg told the trucker that her name was Alice, that she was 18 and that she was fleeing an abusive relationship with a boyfriend, say troopers. Kelsee mentioned to the truck driver and an employee at the truck stop, that she may be heading to New York, according to Grogg's mother, Lisa Hardy. Grogg's mother does not

Friend
You may have been looking to find the person that fits every thing you want them to be. All that I can offer any one is the love and beauty that is inside of me I have always given everything I had into all I have done and all I create the work that I do is my signature. The mark of excellence so if I tell you I will do something you know if it is a task worth doing it will be to the height of your expectation. I have always given 100% in everything I do so if I tell you I will do something it will be to the height of your expectations. My work is my signature it’s the mark of excellence. Heaven’s Entrance no Longer Lays open to Angel’s that have fallen from grace and shunned away from the gates of heaven they remains closed. Although the heart of an Angel will never stop loving or believing. Heaven’s Entrance no Longer Lays open to Angel’s that have fallen from grace, shunned away from the gates of heaven they remains closed. Never an Angel’s heart I have not for

I Am
Here I stand befor you I stand befor you as a man with nouthing I stand here as a man with every thing I am the man with every thing for I am the man with nouthing and yet I am a man with many rich's and yet a man that has no money and yet I am a man with every thing to give and a man with nouthing to take for I am that man that has nouthing too lose I am a man with every thing too lose I am a man with nouthing too go on in here for I am a man to young to under and yet I am a man to oldtoo go on so here I am set in my world woundering what I have done as a boy growing into this man I am will this leave the mark that I need to be rembered by or will I like so many befor me be forgotten in time after all i am just a man

Random Crap
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Iwn WAY, WAY too many comic books. There's something like 6,000+ sitting in my upstairs closet. And yes I can recall almost all of them after reading the first couple pages. 2. I watch too much damn TV, but I love my DVR so very much. All CSIs, Battlestar Galatica, Dollhouse, Chuck, Iron Chef, Surviorman/Man vs Wild, Heroes, Knight Rider (new one), Fringe, Terminator, and The Office. 3. Stupid Mobster game on Facebook is a new addiction. 4. I'm a sarcastic prick. Deal with it lol 5. I've bartended for about the last 10 years of my life and still not a fan of people in general. Either

Parker20 Has Autos On (closed)
Parker20 is only 700K to Godfather Come and show some love! Get mega points Over 1,900 pics to rate Send a private message to Sweet Addiction for return rates. Ends at 10:00pm Fu-time (PST) ********************************** Lovingly dedicated to Parker20 by ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ forever parker20's slave~ღ

The Chronicles Of Christ
Where do I start? I think that in this day and age that is the hardest problem of all. How do I prove who I am? Cause we all know that as soon as I tell you who I am no one will believe me. Hell if I claim it hard and loud enough they might put me in a Home for the mentally disturbed. Or if some members of society get there way they might just crucify me. Which of course would not be a good thing. Not again. Hell no one believed me the last time I told them who I was. That was an experience I don’t want to go through again. Then again it is a little funny to see how the world has changed and how my story has changed in two thousand years. I can read it over and over again and it seems that I did and said many things that never actually happened. Then again many things I did do never even come close to being mentioned at all. There are thousands of theories as to what happened to the middle part of that first life of mine and some are truly funny as hell. But some are scary. Abou

69's Auction Anyone
Ready For A Pre-Valentines Day Auction? SixtyNineMunch Is Holding One! Auction Will Run From January 25th Until January 31st There Is No Entry Fee And All Bids Start At 100K You May Offer Anything You Like The Better The Offer The Better The Bid! You Will Be Owned For A Month Rules Of This Auction Are: 1.NO DRAMA! If You Start Any You Will Pulled ASAP 2.If Bidder Pulls Their Bid Or Doesn't Pay The Bidder With The Prior Bid Will Be Given The Offer 3.It Is Not My Responsibility To Get Your Bid For You, I Will Email The Winner One Time To Let Them Know Their Offer Was Accepted 4.You Must Send Me Your Pic and Offer In Private Message 5. I Will Promote The Auction But You Need To Promote Yourself For Better Bids 6. You May Accept Bid At Any Time 7. Have Fun SixtyNineMunch@ fubar (repost of original by ' SixtyNineMunch' on '2009-01-18 11:55:08')

Last Night
Had a good time hanging out with my best friend last night. we are planning a trip to Las Vegas. Hopefully will work out so we can go. I just need to get away and I know she needs toas well. This isn't really about anything in particular, just a few random thoughts. really enjoying my single life hanging out with friends but would love to find someone special to do all those things with!! anyway, take care!! Later I just want to say that I have met some very interesting people on this site. Some are really nice and then there are some that are really mean. But I guess you will have that. This isn't really about anything in particular. Just wanted to say thanks to my true friends on here.You know who you are!!

My Random Thoughts
I've been working on myself, doing a lot of soul searching and just thinking about things and how they turned out. I never did really understand people or rather how they interact with each other. When you put someone alone in a room, they fall into a great despair wanting nothing more to be in the company of someone - anyone... Just to feel wanted, needed, loved, missed, hated...to feel ... anything. When you put two people in a room they spend most of their time fucking, and trying to figure out better ways of getting down each others pants. When you put three people in a room, they spend most of their time plotting to kill each other. Put four people in a room and they begin to choose sides, they start forming packs and they develop an "us versus them" mentality...that is how wars start. In the end I found that people are essentially still hardwired in their emotional core as primates...if they are not fighting or fucking then they create their own drama so they w

Lounges
I just started my first account on fu last night and i am loving it so far the people are nice and everything is new and confusing but great, i stumbled into a lounge last night and it was absolutely amazing, i heard you can have radios on here and make song requests in lounges, that is just great to me, the first lounge i stepped into i loved it and the new people i met in there were lovely, some lounge called Demonic Retribution, i had a great time learning to chat in there last night and they were all so helpful to me, i am greatful for their help, Much Luv To All My New Friends On Fubar And The Great People I Still Have Not Met. Muah!!!

G
They planned the night, they invited their favorite naked people. His and hers. They rented the perfect hotel suite. Lots of surfaces for lots of slippery gyrating bodies. Then set the rules and posted them on the door. There were three rules and they were simple. One - Strip as soon as you come in. Two - No pee, no poop, no vomit, everything else goes. Three - Retire to bedroom #4 when you're too tired to play or drive home. Everyone at this party knew everyone else, or should, so there really was no need for any rules, but just in case. People can get crazy when they get high on those sex endorphins. Macon and Indi arrived first to set up, drinks on the bar, plenty of ice and water...lots of fluid would be needing replaced. Sign on the door of bedroom #4. Lubes, oils, condoms and toys everywhere. Dirty movies on all the tv's. Two huge baskets by the door for the clothes and a pile of keys for anyone who needed to leave and come back in. Forty people invited. 32 RSVP'd. Time t

Never Ending Auction Info
Hello, Welcome to The Never Ending Auction Blog... I have a few guidelines for you... 1.) This Auction Is 100% free No Entree Fee.. (Fu Buck Donations Are Accepted !!!) 2.) Please Show Respect, No Down Rating !!! 3.) Comments Are Welcomed But, Be Respectful !!! 4.) Lets Have Fun Without The Drama !!! 5.) You Decide What Offer to Accept !!! 6.) No Pressure To Accept Any Offer!!! 7.) Simple If You Accept Any Offer That's Between You & The Bidder!!! 8.) If You Wish To Be Removed From Auction, Pm Me & Give Me Time. 9.) These are my guidelines & if you don't like them then you don't have to enter... Simple as that !!! this is a free auction so you can't complain... ================================================ The Basics I need to enter you into the auction... 1.) A Picture Of You That You Wish To Use To Represent Yourself!!! 2.) What You Wish To Offer... (The Example Below Is A Simple Offer) -----------------------------------------------

Being Single And A Parent..
So i have never blogged before..so if i do it wrong let me know. But the reason for the blog is that i dont have anyone to talk to regarding my frustrations. I am a single mom of three girls. I am recently divroced and having to share custody. I am so tired of when they go to his house for the weekend they come back with such attitude and disrespect. Granted they are young but it still is so hard to deal with when they come back. and then it takes me almost the whole week to go back into our routine and then it is time for them to go back.

Steelers!!!
Ok so yes as most of you know I am a huge (pun intended) Steelers fan, I love them with all my heart and will always be a fan! SO yes another win for us today, I knew it all along.... lol Ok maybe not there is that chance so you never know that but I always have faith in my boys and our defense is #1 all around for a reason. Now any other time going to my Steelers bar is cool but today oh my there was drama at every turn. PPL saving seats with there Terrible Towels and other ppl get pissed off, to a fight breaking out, I know huh like mixing lots liquor never makes that happen. But alas we braved through it all and were victorious once again! Aside from getting my beer spilled by some guy and then later getting some sort of whiskey sprayed all over me, it was another fvcking awesome day spent with my Steelers fans! So Steelers are going to Superbowl 43 against the Arizona Cardinals who have not been to a Superbowl in what something like 61 years lol. So my boys are going to win Supe

Psycho Babble Bullshit
I came...finally. It's interesting. Now to thank Chad somehow. ;) It's days like these that make me wanna give that notice of resignation. I hate staying over and not being asked just being expected to. I don't give a shit about my title or my rate of pay anymore....I just wanna get out of that dungeon ontime for once. :( So I guess the curiosity is killed. God how I hate that fucking cat.

I Need To Move Out
I recently lost my job. I moved back in with my Mother and Step Father. Which I knew was a mistake. I need to leave here before I lose whats left of my mind. Keep in mind I have no job, anyone have any ideas for me. I am about to go Nucking Futs. If ya get that. Life has failed me. I recently lost my job. I moved back in with my Mother and Step Father. Which I knew was a mistake. I need to leave here before I lose whats left of my mind. Keep in mind I have no job, anyone have any ideas for me. I am about to go Nucking Futs. If ya get that. Life has failed me.

Yep, I'm Crazy.
I am a crazy Minnesotan. I jump in the ice in March for the hell of it. Ok, maybe not just for the hell of it, it's for the special olympics. I did it last year, and it was a blast! I have a small goal of raising $75, but last year, I raised nearly $400! At the end of this blog, there is a link. If you feel so inclined, please go and donate for a worthy cause. I promise to post wet shirt pics! Thank you everyone, it is much appreciated! xoxoxoxo http://www.specialolympicsminnesota.org/Polar_Plunge_App.php?regid=4827&step=pledge&action=showwebpage&event_id=9&team_id=524

I Did The Fetishes "right" This Time :p
**Alright, Astra ... I used your criteria, and this is what I came up with. Guess I'm a specialist. :P You Scored as Bdsm Hurray! you god bdsm you like kink and love, and you wanna show it with either leather, whips or other things. congratulations Bdsm 93% Anal 84% Tb/dl 73% Boobies/nipples 71% Beastiality 71% Gay/Lesbian 43% foot fetish

Just Jokes
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.One human hair can support 3 kg (6.6 lb).The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb.Human thighbones are stronger than concrete.A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.Women blink twice as often as men.The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain.Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still.If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.Women reading this will be finished now. Men are still busy checking their thumbs. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 1940's, 50's, 60's and early 70's ! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us and lived in houses made of asbestos. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese, raw egg products, loads of bacon and processed meat, tuna from a ca

Against Child Abuse!!!!
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With mo

Crabby Ole Man
nurses? ......What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, .not very wise, Uncertain of habit .......with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food.......and makes no reply. When you say in a loud voice...."I do wish you'd try!" Who seems not to notice ..the things that you do. And forever is losing .............. A sock or shoe? Who, resisting or not...........lets you do a s you will, With bathing and feeding ..... The long day to fill? Is that what you're thinking? Is that what you see? Then open your eyes, nurse......you're not looking at me. I'll tell you who I am ........ As I sit here so still, As I do at your bidding, ....as I eat at your will. I'm a small child of Ten.......with a father and mother, Brothers and sisters ........who love one another A young boy of Sixteen .........with wings on his feet Dreaming that soon now. ..........a lover he'll meet. A groom soon at Twenty ........my heart gi

Portorican Princess Lounge
Come to the most fun lounge join us! Come and join us!!!! Come and have fun meet new Peoples come and join me and have fun live music all the time!!!! DJ Avereus is back !!! come and show him some love !!Avereus@ fubar ?? PortoricanPrincess/Owner of Potorican Princess Lounge/ Rating Revolution@ fubar Join me Com

From A Girl Point Of View
Nowadays there are so many crimes happening around us. Killing there, robbing here! Some people are afraid to spent their extra time outside their house. Like, after work, their going home instead of having a stroll or spend a good night in a bar. And sometime even in your house you can't tell if your safe. Is your jewelries, documents or the important goodies in your home are safe? Some home owners have a wall safes in their house. The wall safes are the ones that are designed to be situated into a wall. More people prefer wall safes than the standard safe. Since wall safes are well-hidden, would-be thieves will have to locate the safe first making them worry about two things--where the safe is placed and how to open the safe. But always keep in mind that even you're so damn clever about the safety of your properties, there the some people that are clever that you do. Source: http://cookiecrane27.blogspot.com/

Songs I Like, Ready To Make Me A Tape?
She packed my bags last night pre-flight Zero hour nine a.m. And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then I miss the earth so much I miss my wife It's lonely out in space On such a timeless flight And I think it's gonna be a long long time 'Till touch down brings me round again to find I'm not the man they think I am at home Oh no no no I'm a rocket man Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids In fact it's cold as hell And there's no one there to raise them if you did And all this science I don't understand It's just my job five days a week A rocket man, a rocket man And I think it's gonna be a long long time... I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, all we are

Threesome
When the prospect of a threesome comes up, most men naturally assume it's going to be him, his gf and her fit mate,right? I wonder if the idea is quite so appealing when he finds that it's just the one woman...and his not so fit mate?

Hmmm
SITTING HERE AND REALLY NOT DO ADAMNTHING.. I HAVE SOME WEIRD SOUNDS.. LOOK UP AND EVERY CAN'TFINE ITANY WHERE... I SCARED THE LIVING HELL OUT OF MYSELF.. YUP YOU GESSIT RIGHT .. HOWDO YOU SCARED YOURSELF.. IT IS VERY EASY TO DO.. HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THOES DAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO SLAP SOME BODY WELL I HAVE.. GOT A EMAIL FROM SOME BODY I HAVE NO CLUE WHO HE IS...ALL I KNOW THAT HE IS FROM OVER SEAS ...WHAT THE HELL GIVE HIM THE RIGHT TO PUT CRAP ON MY PAGE AND CALL ME NAMES YOU SON OF BITCH YOU HAVE NOT FUCKING CLUE...GET A DAMN LIFE....

Unforgettable
Unforgettable, thats what you are Unforgettable though near or far Like a song of love that clings to me How the thought of you does things to me Never before has someone been more Unforgettable in every way And forever more, thats how youll stay Thats why, darling, its incredible That someone so unforgettable Thinks that I am unforgettable too Unforgettable in every way And forever more, thats how youll stay Thats why, darling, its incredible That someone so unforgettable Thinks that I am unforgettable too ... i LOVE this song ...

My Thoughts According 2 Me
4 years ago today a beautiful little girl was born. She had red hair and blue eyes. She was so tiny. She was born 6 weeks early and couldnt breath on her own. We all knew something was wrong, but no one could prepare us for the next 21 days. I never knew that in that moment in time I would fall in love with a little girl who wasnt even related to me. She had no blood relation to me, but she looked just like my daughter. That would be because she was my daughter and sons 1/2 sister. She was born early in the morning on Jan 19 2005. She had a hole in her abdomen and she was not stable enough to have the surgery that would save her life. Some days were good days and gave us hope. But the bad days, were pretty bad. Then early in the morning on Feb 11th 2005, that beautiful little girl was taken to heaven. I never got to say goodbye. My life forever changed on that day. I never looked at life the same again. Because you never know when someone you love will be gone. I know her mommy and dad

My New Dvd
My new DVD, "Escape or Die! A Santini The Dark Master of Escape Documentary" is well on it's way to being finished and will soon be released. Besides featuring interviews with myself, my crew, and my manager, the DVD also contains live performance footage and rare still shots. The soundtrack has now been confirmed and assembled and it features some KICK ASS hard tunes by a wicked line up of international metal bands including: - SERPENT (Sweden) - THOR (Canada) - Serpent Underground (L.A. - U.S.A.) - Darafuzz (Canada) - RCZ (Czech Republic) This is going to be the DEFINITIVE Santini documentary to date!

God Deteermines
God determines who walks into your life ....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away,who you let walk away,who you let stay,and who you refuse to let go. God determines who walks into your life ....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away,who you let walk away,who you let stay,and who you refuse to let go.

Falling But Not Lost
I TRY TO DO SOMETHING AND U WORK ON IT AND SOMETHING IT JUST WORK THEN ASK AND BEG THATS ALL FINE JUST HAVE TO DO THIS ALONE PEOPLE KISS MY ASS SO I DUSTY MYSELF OFF AND WALK ON AND NEVER LOOK BACK IF U LOOK BACK U AT THE PASS.

My New Life
my job is great, but i have this guy that is my supervisor that is a pain in the ass, he will stand behind u and yell in your ear!!! i have tried ingoreing him and i have let the main people in charge know, but i feel like i could just bitch slap him? any idea's on what to do? I have a new life here in Pa, which i love, i have met lots of new people and i love my job.

Fubar's Booty Fugitives
~The purpose behind the Fubar's Booty Fugitives~ This group/profile was developed because a friend and I felt that all women on Fubar should have an opportunity to become more popular than they already are. The benefits for my friend and I are: meeting new people and making new friends. ~~~~~~~Rules & Duties~~~~~~~ The only thing we ask in return is that if you see or know someone who might be interested, please approach her and give her the profile link which is: http://fubar.com/user/2279552, and have them send a private message saying they are interested If you decided to become a fugitive there are only three rules that we ask 1. We need a face picture so we can put it in the fugitive folder 2. We need a NSFW Ass picture so we can put it in the Booty Folder as you are aware this is the Fubar's Booty Fugitives, it doesn't have to be a nude picture but it does have to be revealing meaning no pants or anything but panties covering your ass, if curious what kind take a lo

Love
About Love... Loving the right person at the wrong time, Having the wrong person when the time is right, And finding out you love someone right after That person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, But when you see them smile at you, You'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending To be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that They will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way Of expressing how much you love the person... In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love Being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because The absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the Other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body But it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason Why the heart is not always right... Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love But to

New Idea
Jandor an elven ranger finds a infant laying in a nest area atop a mountain that was filled with many beasts. Rumored to be home to a crafty and old silver dragon, tho no one had ever seen it themselves. Unsure of why an infant would be in the area, let alone one that was quite clearly at least part elven it had to have been stolen. Even so he had no idea if there where indeed any missing children. He couldn't take the chance to leave an infant alone to the elements, and the creatures of the area. He wrapped her in his spare tunic and carried her with him back to the village. Leaving her temporarily with the town elders while he busied himself with his activities. Sure that the elders had already figured out where the child belonged. "We were unable to locate this child's parents. There are many willing to take her in while you are on your travels. You must take responsibility for the child,at least until parents can be found." Protesting in disgust Jandor said" I am a ranger. I h

Yeah Right
hmm I got a real winner in my shoutbox today.... the messages with the arrow are what i sent. retardation seems to run rampant on this site. read from bottom up: No Drama Q...: dont flatter yourself like that No Drama Q...: trying? u wish dawg ->No Drama Q...: who said i am playing games? I just said i prefer to talk on this site rather than give out my info. if i was a game player i wouldnt have posted a salute but thanks for tryin No Drama Q...: no into games sowwie ->No Drama Q...: yes I do. but I prefer to talk here No Drama Q...: not yet, do u have yahoo? ->No Drama Q...: no im just asking if i know you No Drama Q...: lol No Drama Q...: uh is this an audition? ->No Drama Q...: do i know you? No Drama Q...: i have a question for u ok? Ok, I have HAD IT! I have absolutely had it with men who think it is okay to keep hitting on someone, even after they have been told not to. I am done with these kinds of people. So from here on out... the following applies... 1.

Falling Souls 2
i have new lounge i need people if u like to work for me i so happy i do need the help here i like this lounge to rock and make it people second home (lol) so sb or message me ty hugs n kisses lick n bite

Thinking Of You
Just sitting here and thinking, Thinking my thoughts of you Dreaming of how things would be If you were right here too. I hope that things are going The way that you had planed I only wish that you were here And I could hold your hand I dream of being with you Of being by your side Of waking up beside you of love that we won't hide I hope one day that you'll be more Than just a dream at night That I can bring you happiness And love with all my might But until then, I'm here alone There's nothing else to do Than dream of you and count the days Until I'm there with you

Owner
Ok boyz listen up. As i start to get use to this Fubar Site im starting to find new ways and new games 2 play. If you want to own me all you have to do is 4 things. That is it. THe 1st one is to Rate all of my Pics and comment some of them. The second is to Rate/add/fan my #1 family member. He is the one who got me started on this. And im trying to help him make it to Level 28. The next thing is to send me a Blingy thing, or a pimping gift. Last but not least send me 50k fubucks. For every 50k you send after that you will have more chances at winning. That is all you have to do. Im going to have this going until Saturday Jan. 24th 2009 so everyone can have a chance to play. And everyone who does these 3 things will get put in a hat. Who ever wins me. Will get the following. Own 4 30 Days Your name besides mine that says OWNED by ?. 200 pic rates a week. 100 pic comments. Each Week a differnt NSFW Pic. 2 Drinks a day. My choice of course. Your picture as my background. #2 fri

Real Virus Alert
THERE IS AN EMAIL WITH SUBJECT LINE OBAMA ACCEPTANCE SPEECH FLOATING AROUND WITH A TROJAN HORSE ATTACHMENT. DO NOT O PEN FOR ANY REASON!!! DELETE IMMEDIATELY. THE TROJAN STEALS ALL PASSWORDS AND USER IDS!!! SPREAD THE WORD TO EVERYONE ON YOUR EMAIL LIST.

In The Mist Of The Night
In the mist of the night My dreams come aflight Working in magic as they tell me a story, of beauty an light... Waking with skeptism an curiousity Wondering if this is really ment for me... Sorting thru the ashes, trying to see what could possibly there for me.. Digging deeper an deeper, I find a light that shines just for me... Pulling it close an holding it tight, I open a door hoping for nothing but pure delight... I follow the light that was given to me, holding it close in all my dreams... It brings me smiles an laughter, as my heart is filled love an an ever after... My soul sent soaring, with the wildest of dreams... For Beauty has finially found me... In the mist of the night, I awake to my dreams, Only this time the story they tell wasn't made for just me... Someone is trying to pull me away from the beautiful of light brought to me... I awake cold from sweat, chills in the air as my body shivers from the dream that awok

The Road
Locked away in an insane asylum of my brain . Fighting with my heart the battle rages on struggling to escape these emotions that keep me locked away . Like a bird in a cage I desire to be free . Wanting to laugh,live,LOVE others,someone,anyone ! But locked in this Asylum I struggle to escape the LOVE I want,desire,need to be free of this Insanity ... ON a road well traveled is this the road for me ? Today I take a different road one I have never traveled before . With it's curves bumps and blind spots it brings me fear . not a fear of death but a fear of life one that I feel apprehensive to explore . But on this road less traveled I make a stop . With this stop I find a piece of mind a seance of need and desire to explore this stop on this road as I am torn do I have a final destination or do I stay and explore this stop on the road less traveled ? Life something that makes you cry, laugh and bleed ! Life their is a beginning and there is death oh such an intament thing ! when do

Deleting My Account??
To All my friends... I am really considering deleting my fubar account. I just don't think I should continue to be on here. I have done somethings this previous year that I am not to proud of. If you are a true friend and want to continue to chat with me, send me a Message with your Yahoo address and I will keep in touch. I will be deleting my account by the end of this week. I had fun meeting all of you on here. Hope to hear from you...

To Be 6 Again......
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observin his wife lookin at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. I'd like to be six again', she replied, still lookin in the mirror. On the mornin of her birthday, he arose early, and made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park: the Death Slide, The Wall of Fear, the Screamin Monster Roller Coaster- every ride there was. Five hours laterthey staggered out of the theme park The wife's head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. The husband then took her to a fast food restaurant where he ordered her a burger with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, with popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted.\ He leaned over his wife witha a bi

Husband Down
A husband and wife are shopping at the local store. The husband picks up a case of beer and puts it in their shopping cart. "What do you think you're doing?" asks the wife. "They're on sale. ONly $10 for 24 cans," the husband replies. "Put them back, We can't afford them," demands the wife. A few aisles further along, the wife pikcs up a $20 jar of face cream and puts it in the basket. "what do you think you're doing?" asks the husband. "It's my face cream. It makes me look beautiful," replies the wife. Her husband snorts, "so does 24 cans of Budeiser, and it's half the price,'" Suddenly, on the PA system: "Cleanup needed on aisle 16. We have a husband down."

I Need Some Hip Waders, The Bullshit Is Deep!
It amazes me when you are trying to develope a relationship with someone who is tangible and real...somehow it gets labeled as "fucking" someone. If I was just out to fuck someone, it would have been ONE night and ONE night alone. With NO PLANS of returning...even MOVING closer to be with someone. Sad thing is nothing is set in stone between two consenting adults...who have alot in common, similar sense of humors, have a remote idea of what they want in life, not to mention a parnter to share it with, ....and....pay close attention here..this is a good one.... are able to OPEN UP and TALK!! Soooo if that is what is commonly known as "fucking someone" then I guess maybe I am. But then again I truly find offense to that whole classification. Now the unimaginable has happened and I was torn. This person whom I am merely "fucking"...and i can't help but mention...OMG WHAT A FUCK IT IS...since we are calling it that...well..I feared coming between him and a friend. I have decided not t

Friends In Need!!
Ok, listen up everybody! Here is a great way to help someone else and yourself at the same time. My #1 had to make a new account after hers was deleted and she has been trying to get back to where she was at..level 23...and is currently at level 21. So heres what i am gonna do to help her out. The first 3 people to go in and rate all pics and stash of hers will receive 100k in fubucks...the next 2 will receive 50k. Here is how to claim your bucks... 1. comment the last pic in every folder after rating so we know you were there. 2. private message ME after all pics, comments and stash have been completed. After checking with her to make sure all these have been done, I will send out your fubucks. Once all 5 prizes have been awarded, I will update my status so that everybody knows, so keep your eye on my status if your only here for the money. Here is her link: Queen~of~Hearts*Rating Revolution* RL Fiance to DJ Money@ fubar

Ex Gf Code
1.You walked away...so that gives me the right to do what i want,when i want,with whom i want 2. If you replace me,i get to hate you more than i did at the beginning of our break up 3.Dont tell me how important your new girl is to you...because i was just as important if not more at one time 4.Dont treat me like shit if you said "I Love You" at one point in time 5.I was the most important person to you at one point in time,so dont act like i never meant anything to you 6.I get to HATE you for what you done 7.I am allowed to be crazy and wild YOU broke me 8.I am allowed to make fun of you,you did fuck with my heart,feelings,and mind 9.I may miss certain parts/things about you ,but just because i miss some things doesnt mean i want you back so dont flatter yourself 10.Dont talk shit because you know i wont believe it,i know things about you,your not much better These are your rights= 1.You are not allowed to tell me when i am being a bitch or a brat

Who Knows, Cuz I Don't...
"Anne~ Miss Fu-Fabulous".... Seems this member wanted to interact with me, so I thought, Ehh why not... (they seemd decent)...SO, within a few minutes, this person called me... I expected a "27 yr old woman from Memphis, Tn to call me"... I was dead wrong...This lady sounded about 50-60 yrs old and sounded like she just got done smoking crack.... Witin realizing what I had done, I thought quicky of a way to get off the phone.... So I came up with an excuse quickly and hung up.... This morning when I woke up... This same person, called me a few times, and I didnt think anything of it, but when I seen I had voicemails, I got curious... So I listened to them.. Come to find out. Apparantly someone had bought me on here, and I was to blame for it... So i jus giggled and went to the next one... Well the next one told me that (word for word) "your a pussy, your a disgrace to the military, and I hope someone blows your brains out" Which I might add I have only known this person by this time ab

Does Happiness Exist
I was told tonight while I was at work that I need to stop being so nice, and to relax because im always so stressed out. Well the thing is that I can't help it really I like being nice. That's just who I am, and I dont think that it is a bad thing at all. I also don't think that im always stressed out I happen to be a very relaxed person. I just happen to be very active in life and I like to work. Now tell me if thats a bad thing or not. I would seriously like to know if its a bad thing to be nice. Or that it is a bad thing to love to work. Or be very active in life and what you do in life. I would just like to hear someone else's oppinion besides the people that I work with and don't really know that well.