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livin a dream's blog: "old poems"

created on 01/11/2009  |  http://fubar.com/old-poems/b270985
The girl who needed help is doing better. She is now able to stand any stormy weather. She went to 4winds to get the help she needed. So in 3 weeks time she suceeded. She got out happier then b-4. not worrying bout stupid exs no more. moving on to straightening shyt out. like tryna pass skool is wht she b-came all about. now that shes happy shes startin to grow up. learning when to speak & when to shut up. yea rite she still speaks her mind. but mainly in private to her stepbro most of da time. now her goal is to prove people wrong. like making it thru probation w/out being gone. now instead of hating life and wanting 2morrow 2 never come. now she kant wait for summer to hit & skool to b dun. exploring her options and taking chances. finding new loves and different romances. finally opening her eyes and she the werld and people around. finally able to stand on solid ground. now that she had got the help she needed. she is doing so much better. alot more stable and put 2gether. everyone round her sees the change and sees that she can manage her life so its not so disarranged. now that she is so much happier. she kant help but hang round and cause laughter. so now to end dis sequel. w/ so long and good night lol
When life takes a turn for the worst. it just seems like everything hurts. every little touch every litte step, u kant take with out feeling swept. swept away & conveintently placed in harms way. when life takes a turn for the worst. you are alwayz in danger & life never gits any plainer. but this girl who has let her life take a turn for the worst has yet 2 no wht its like 2 have a mom. well shes got a mom but she wont accept her. dis mom hates da way shes dresses & how her daughter impresses other people. not acceptin her is like a givin her a lethal....... dose of a drug dat kills all. but u never found out til they fall & quit life like they quite a job. dis girl feels robbed of a good family. her dad cheated on her mom bout 1yr after she waz born. then had da balls 2 git her mom pregnant one more time. knowin dat he cheated has her torn on da inside. she hates dis ride called life. everybody sayz everythings rite. but wht is wrong w/ her is never in plain site. everyday for her is a fight. she fight w/ herself she fights w/ people. but the one thing dat kills her faster everyday is fightin w/ herself. instead of being "normal" & puttin her problems on a shelf. she lets them swell up inside & lets dim suffocate her little by little. alwayz being stuck in da middle. of everything wrong. dis is startin 2 sound like a tragic song. well lets add sum love in2 it. every guy shes bin w/ kant seem 2 actually b in with it. it being da fact she has bin used & abused b-4. & dat he needs 2 b there 2 open a door. when god shuts dat window. he just needs 2 no. dat even when she sayz shes fine. shes waitin 2 hear those werds dat u say in dat special those werds " u'll alwayz b mine"..... those few will make everything fine. until da day when act out & say stuff dat u really dont mean. now she'll never b da same & da real her will never b seen. now she acts all tuff & hangs w/ da "big bois" who do shyt extra ruff. but she still has a heart partially still torn apart. when shes w/ da bois she acts all rude & makes da noise. but when shes home alone da tears start flowin. never known when they r gonna stop. finally shes in2 sumthin bad. shes in so deep she kant git out. her parents dont even know wht shes about. she pissed of her family she pissed of her friends. now shes all alone in da end. but recently she bin tryin 2 git help. cuz 2weeks b-4 she felt... felt & got told sumthin dat would kill her worse wdin she could kill herself. dat one person who has bin there for 2yrs now almost got taken away from her. she got told she better straighten up & learn. cuz dat one little person is da biggest part of her lyfe. so its gonna take awhile b ut shjes trying 2 turn everything rite. so when life takes a turn for the worst dont let it show unless ur ready 2 let everyone no...no dat u wanna make everything rite.
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