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Damn You Kevin Lol
thanks 2 kevin.....this has caused a drool fest on my end...talk about a TURN ON I cant get enough of :P Liquid Dancing OMG!!! Can I have this under my tree for x-mas?? LOL I could watch this over and over LOL Ohhhh Yeah!!!!!!!!! I couldnt find this video anywhere but if I ever come across this guy.......lol.......MINE!!!!

Douchebag Downrater
BEWARE OF THIS DOUCHEBAG DOWNRATER CALLING HIMSELF A TRURATER WHO GETS OFF ON DOWNRATING PEOPLE. HE STARTED OUT BY RATING MY PROFILE PIC A "1" SO I SB'D HIM IN CASE IT WAS A MISTAKE BUT HE DID IT ON PURPOSE. I BLOCKED HIM BUT NOT BEFORE HE DOWNRATED MY PROFILE TO A 1 IN CASE YOU WANT TO HATE ON HIM HERE YA GO... http://www.fubar.com/user/2226275 rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar & HERE IS HIS BUTT BUDDY AceGrover-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar AND ANOTHER ONE sephryn -=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar BTW I COPIED THIS FROM RORY'S ABOUT ME SECTION ON HIS PROFILE (IT'S ALSO POSTED ON THE OTHER 2'S AS WELL) -=[TruRaters]=- We are a group that likes to rate and rank people right where they should be in our opinions. We are sick of the large mass of naive people on here, thinking that rating a 10 actually does more than rate the truth. We do NOT like ugly girls having rates for their photos in the 10s when clearly, who the hell thinks they are attractive. Yeah, yeah, beauty is only s

Christmas Album
last night i dreamed that you were in my arms that all i had given you was everything you wanted I held you so tight, and promised to never let go and take care of you forever last night i imagined that words wouldn't hurt that all i had said was what you needed to hear whispering softly and tenderly from my heart last night i hoped you would hear me and dream the same for one moment i was truly at peace together we were happy last night i wished the world would end so that moment would never go away but these dreams are just that, dreams nothing real. your heart would never break, and I would never cry last night i loved you if only for last night ʎuoʇ ɥɔnɯ os noʎ ʞuɐɥʇ ןɐsɹǝʌıun ssıɯ ɟo uʍoɹɔ ǝɥʇ ƃuıuuıʍ sı ɟooɹd pןɹoʍ ǝɥʇ uı uǝ

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone?none 2. Your significant other? Ill 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? vegas 5. Your father? vegas 6. Your favorite thing? bon jovi 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? cherrylimeade 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? everthing 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? happy 16. Muffins? cherry 17. One of your wish list items?happiness 18. Where you grew up? colorado 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? zoo 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? unhappy 25. Your mood?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4 Tagged By J+A+B=ME You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? home 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? crazy 5. Your father? working 6. Your favorite thing? shopping 7. Your dream last night? naughty 8. Your favorite drink? smoothie 9. Your dream/goal? loved 10. The room you're in? parents 11. Music? pop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? OMG 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? canada 19. The last thing you did? slept 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? 4 22. Your pets? son 23. Your computer? ne

All About Me
Spank SinfulBrat to Prophet! Hello I have my AUTO11s running and I'm 1,4 million to Prophet! Can we put a big dent in that number. I will be offering the one that levels me 1 million in fubucks and big pimping gift (my choice) & a very special salute (sorry no NSFW) but I will make it look good and you can also pick what you want it to say within reason. I would like to thank these awesome fu's here for being my friend they have help me out in so many ways weather be showing love or just being there to talk when i needed them I'm glad to call them my friends and you should have them as well thank you from the bottom of my heart love you guys/gals. If you like to be added just pm me and I'll be glad to add you! :) say_hey2009_Owned By Freyja Fu Goddess *Sunnydays* is Proudly Owned By SinfulBrat :-)

Rambalings Of A Mad Man
DISCLAIMER: Nothing I say or do is to taken seriously. I do write the truth from my own personal life experiences. That being said please enjoy laugh and learn. This is an issue I don't address much but as a hobby I go to craigslist.org Look at the personals and erotic services. Looking at the ads make me laugh but the erotic services really make me wonder why is it so much for sex some girls are charging way more than they're worth but $350 for an hour of banging come on now. That’s $350 dollars to rent out your vagina for 60 minutes I almost wish I could get the cash up cause I have good stamina and some length take that then throw some benzocane on my cock you get problems. I'd get one, fuck her until she bleeds and is crying then I'd be like that’s worth $350 then drop another $350 in her face and destroy her ass take her out of the game for a few weeks. and they're not that good looking the hookers I plowed in Europe where 100x better looking then some of these chicks and the

My Thoughts And Dreams
i was there for you my heart was open for you i cared for you i listened when you needed it and i loved you like no one in my life i smiled for you i dreamed of you my heart sang for you i overlooked my perchance of not trusting i overlooked the nagging feelings that where there things going on that i could not see and i loved you you were that song my heart would sing when i was sad your face was the face i saw when i was down your smile was what i saw when i closed my eyes your green eyes sparkling with mischief you just had no place for me. no time for me and my son, we cared for you even if you were not here so many miles away... but you were still the song my heart sang and now i need to let you go to be happy.. i want you to smile i want you to find your own song.. i wish we could sing it together but its not what you want.. be happy my song be happy my heart i love you you live in my heart and always will i will miss you so much but its time for me t

"admit That You Are You."
“Admit That You Are You.” There are those that seek the face, the one they longed to know. Perhaps the skin that gathered in the darkness from below. And others still they crave the truth, but abandon all that’s true Yet, still I stand here waiting, admit that you are you. You tried to keep your face, you grasped your dignity But although you tried to hide, your ways were plain to me No matter how correct, or what you thought was right Will your blanket keep you warm on the coldest winter night? Standing tall and standing proud are philosophies at their best And when the smoke has cleared away, is there really something left? Are all the things we pretend to be and all the things we do, Really pieces of our living soul; Admit that you are you. The world it spins on always, it is sure to stay the same On earth there’s those who linger, and always play the game Those who meet the strangers, who promise and who screw Yet there’s only one reality, when you admit tha

Carnas-fu
Finally found a new game after the debacle involving another player cyberstalking me and harassing me at every given opportunity. I did report it to the mods but nothing has still been done about it and it's been over a month since the report was filed. So I quit that and found another game called Ghost Online completely by accident. I can't really play 3D MMORPGs too well because of I have a laptop and that means no mouse. I have no surface that I can use a laptop and mouse combination on. My room has surfaces that can just about fit the laptop on it's own. So far I'm enjoying the game as a mage and no one's bugged me. You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Upstairs 2. Your significant other

Guys!
I'm seriously to the point where I am gonna give up! I hate when your with a guy and there is no changing him! When your in a relationship there should be some compromise!! Well in mine.. yea there is not! His way or the highway! Well I'm about to get on the highway and drive really fast! I don't think deer on the wall are the "IT" thing! Camo on everything is NOT appealing! and I HATE COUNTRY! People that know Eric are probably thinking ok well your not the perfect girl for him because thats pretty much his life in 3 sentences! It's not fair I have to give up everything! He can have his little bachelor's pad because I'm about done and he can be single! Yea I might be blowing it out of proportion but I'm sick of being treated like shit, paying ALL the bills, expecting I do everything by myself! and be a perfect little girlfriend with no attitude! Well I'm a bitch! I don't let people push me around! I'm very OCD and I don't need this shit especially every

"times"
"Times" There were times I thought I knew just who you really were There were times I thought I shared the things that you were dreaming of But like winter turns to summer, you seemed to change, Now Heaven has a partner named Hell. What happened to the times, I thought that I knew you so well? There were times our hearts were one, we liked the same music and shows There were times you read my mind, you knew the very moment I’d phone But like winter turns to summer you seemed to change, Now Heaven has a partner named Hell. What happened to the times, I thought that I knew you so well? I don’t want to talk it over, cause I know it’s just too late for that I don’t want to keep on begging, cause I know you won’t be coming back What I do want, is a chance to buy back the heart and soul I once did sell To a woman, and not just any one, but one I thought I knew so well There were times I hoped and prayed, for redemption that just never came There were times I thought

"rerun"
"Rerun" When the night finds me alone, I sometimes hope I'll see Someone who will share my space, someone to be with me But only my old pillow, lays beside me here. My mind it plays old reruns, I wish that you were here. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. And me I was a co-star, we worked it side my side. I wish I could rewrite the script cause in my mind I've tried. But the plot it just won't bend, no matter how I try. It's hard to watch this rerun, there's something in my eye. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. If I truly had my way, you know I'd

"mary"
"Mary" A few days before Christmas, I was walking down the street The crunch of snow a steady sound, beneath my frozen feet When I came upon a bar room, small and dimly lit And I stopped inside to warm my bones and have a little sip. I walked up to the bar man and said, "Give me something warm." He smiled and poured the whiskey and said, "Hello, my name is Norm" I downed the glass of Christmas cheer and turned to walk away, When a hand upon my shoulder, beckoned me to stay. I thought that Norm had grabbed me, so I turned to say "What's up?" Perhaps he had a parting joke or wished to fill my cup Norm was not behind me but a woman in his place With a haunting pair of deep blue eyes and soft and gentle face. She said, "You can take me home with you, I'll go if you please." "It's a way to warm my lonely heart, from eternal freeze" "The show outside is falling, and they'll be closing soon" "And I need a living soul to hold, so I'll go if you please." Not I know I'

My Bestest Piece Of Work
Here it is I added her into the background, added the rose in her hand and added the butterfly and kittie and animated it all This is my best work now up to datw am so very proud of this as I would like you opinion on it so what do yous think?

New Christmas Poem
> TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, > > HE LIVED ALL ALONE, > > IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF > > PLASTER AND STONE. > > > > I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY > > WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, > > AND TO SEE JUST WHO > > IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. > > > > I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, > > A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, > > NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, > > NOT EVEN A TREE. > > > > NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, > > JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, > > ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES > > OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. > > > > WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, > > AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, > > A SOBER THOUGHT > > CAME THROUGH MY MIND. > > > > FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, > > IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, > > I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, > > ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. > > > > THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, > > SILENT, ALONE, > > CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR > > IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. > > > > THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, > >

"bag Lady"
"Bag Lady." On the corner of the street, huddled near a door, Dressed in filthy rags, she's a member of the poor. I held out coins to add to her pathetic little pile Her eyes lit up, and as she spoke, she beamed her brightest smile "Some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelings living in thier soul." "Lots of money, fancy cars, don't make a person whole." "I'd rather have my rusty cart... and smile my days away." "I'm a bag lady yes, and that's the way I'll stay." "I've got the pieces of my life, here in the old cart." "And cardboard to keep out the wind, when the winter starts." "It wasn't always like this, I once was just like you." "Oh yes, and did I tell you, that my name is Sue." "Yes, some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelin

"the Bucket"
"The Bucket" We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around Sometimes we need a helping hand, to get them off the ground I'll be Jack if you'll be Jill, I know we can't fall down... Cause you're the sweetest dream I've even found. Our love is like that bucket, carried up that hill. With steady hands and careful steps, we know that it won't spill. And life is like the hill itself, it's sometimes hard to scale. But easier with two to hold the pail. And sometimes we'll get weary, as time will surely tell, But straight and true we'll go on, heading for that well. Yes my girl we'll make it, just you wait and see. And we'll fill that bucket up with dreams, of all our life will be. We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around... Copyright Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

The Anthony's Tragedy
WE ALL KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BOUT THE ANTHONY'S IN ORLANDO FLORIDA AN I KNOW EVERYBODY GOT THEIR OWN OPINIONS BOUT IT MY OPINIONS IS THAT CASEY IS COVERING UP SOMETHING B/C OF THE VIDEO SHOWS HER ON THE PHONE WIT HER FAMILY THANGS SHE JUST SAY DONT MAKE NE SENSE OR CLOSE TO BE NE TRUTH BEHIND IT SHE MISLEAD EVERYONE I KNOW SHE KNOWS WHAT HAPPEN TO CAYLEE IM NOT SAYING SHE DIDNT DO THIS ALL I SAYING ITS TIME FOR HER TO TELL THE TRUTH NOW IF THE SKELETALS THEY FOUND BELONGS TO CAYLEE THEY WILL KNOW THE TRUTH ITS BEST FOR HER JUST TO COME OUT WIT IT THE ONLY PPL IN THIS HORRIBLE MESS WILL BE THE GRANDPARENTS THEY HAVE GOTTEN MY WISHES NOW I WANTED KNOW WHAT U THINK BOUT ALL THIS?

Personalized Skin
Hey ppls, OK, check this out, I cant for the life of me figure out how to make my own skin. I've tried everything and just ended up ripping one from someone else. Here's the deal. I am willing to pay 20,000 fubucks to someone if they can make me my own skin. The only thing I ask is that you use the Grey Goose Vodka pic that I have as the background, after that, anything else goes. Plz help me with my skin! Dark Realm Faery

Attractiveness & Superficiality
The TruRaters - Bringing Higher Rate Justice to Attractive People... I feel like I'm back in Jr. High... First of all, the 2 I've seen aren't all that 'special' in the attractiveness category... but why does that even have to be an issue on a social site? Did Babyjesus make me meet a prettiness criteria to join Fubar? Did he tell me I should only rate people who look like supermodels as 10s and 11s? Will he take away my Fubar card cuz I don't meet your criteria (which by the way, you don't even follow in your own rating scheme)? Beauty is subjective. Live with it. If you wanna lobby Babyjesus and pay for 25 ratings or something that will set the 'beautiful' apart from the rest of us, to make that distinction, knock yourself out, I'm sure he'll be happy to take the money to let you have your own social standing. Me, I'm here to have fun .. to meet creative, intelligent, witty, cool, happy people who don't judge me or 'rate' me on how I look And I have been blessed

Pegasus Project
OUR TEAM LEADER WILL BE OFFLINE FOR ABOUT A WEEK OR SO. SO ME BEING THE ASST TEAM LEADER I AM ASKING THAT ALL TEAM 5 MEMBERS TO PLEASE MAKE SURE TO RE RATE ALL MEMBERS. PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS BLOG WHEN YOU HAVE DONE SO. BELOW ARE THE LINKS TO EACH ONE OF TEAM 5 MEMBERS. THANK YOU GOOFY GURL Team Five Leader Mamma ♥ T ♥ ~*~Spanker Club Manager~*PegasusProject~*~@ fubar Team Five Assistant Leader ~Ģőōƒ¥ ĞűŔĻ~FU Engaged 2 M¡ķě¥ Ðä Mąň@ fubar Members for team 5 ŠÚþ£®gürì~Official Tagmaker for RR~Member of The Pegasus Project@ fubar CrazyMama45~The Pegasus Project~/Fu-Wifey to sTaRr**@ fubar Ladytaz Real Life Wife To Taz*Member of *The Pegasus Project*Rateing Revolution*Princess Leia's*@ fubar ~katie~ *SBG* *SINNERS FAMILY* *BAD BITCH* *FU-ANGEL(T#3)* *PEGASUS PROJECT(T#5)* *LOLLIPOP GURL*@ fubar ♫ JeSSiCa ♫ ~The Pegasus Project~@ fubar M!£ai™ KMA(

Dharma
Dharma (Sanskrit: धर्म) in Buddhism has two primary meanings: * the teachings of the Buddha which lead to enlightenment * the constituent factors of the experienced world In East Asia, the character for Dharma is 法, pronounced fǎ in Mandarin and hō in Japanese. The Tibetan translation of this term is chos (Tibetan: ཆོས་; Lhasa dialect IPA: [tɕǿʔ]). In Mongolian dharma is translated as nom, which is noteworthy since it ultimately derives from the Greek word νομος (nomos) (law). Contents [hide] * 1 The Buddha's teachings * 2 The Buddha's Dharma Body * 3 Qualities of Buddha Dharma * 4 Dharmas in Buddhist phenomenology * 5 Meanings of "Dharma" [edit] The Buddha's teachings What is called Buddhism in the west has been referred to in India (the teachings' place of origin) and the east generally for many centuries as buddha-dharma. This ter

Any One Hefe In/near Tulsa,ok
Hello There Early 30's M Female here in oklahoma Work alot; Spend time w/ Family n Friends. But does't prevent us for a lil fun =) we get out or chill out fri-sun shoot lol Up for everythin and anythin w the approval of all parties in volved lmao. Talkin about bowlin he he campin,bars,cars,and what ever! So Holler C'ville/Tulsa area only please

Myspace?
My niece recently moved to Seattle, WA from Memphis.. and I miss her like crazy.. She wanted me to set up a MYSPACE to talk to her, so I DID!! So I'm trying to figure it out, but if you have Myspace, Please add me!! here's my page.. : www.myspace.com/selenakaos

What Is A Juggalo
A juggalo is a person that does not care about what other people think the most important thing to a juggalo is our music and family. We got each others backs all the time! juggalos are society's underdogs... poor ghetto freaks... eating ramen noodles... drinking faygo cola... and sporting pro wing shoes... made fun of in school... never accepted by anyone... tossed out by the world that didn't want them... these group of outcasts... brought together by the music and real life messages of the insane clown posse... are followers of the dark carnival and scapegoats of the world... being a juggalos isn't about being a "fan" of icp... j and shaggs are juggalos themselves... being a juggalo is about individuality... no one is ever fully accepted in this world... and juggalos just don't care... so we sling our faygo, jam to the wicked stuff, and wave our middle fingers to the legions of hypocrites, haters, and rich a$$ B***H trying to bring us down... everyone in this world is

Lost A Friend
This time last year she cried three times looked at me and shut her eyes for the last time. We had nineteen years together and in that time we shared so much fun and so much laughter. I respected her and she respected me in her very own special way. She nestled under my chin each and every night and I shared my warmth with her. I fed her and cared for her as best as I was able to and loved her dearly. I miss my friend so much and it was a sad day that I lost my cat.....yes MY CAT!! MITZI....you were a friend....sleep well..!!

The Official "reasons Why You Should Date Me!
10 reasons why you should date me: 1. You’ll never have to worry about driving illegally in the carpool lane again 2. When you're around me I've got the sex drive of a 16 year old boy 3. You love my dorkiness 4. I won’t swear around your family 5. I’ll grant you three wishes 6. I've never been in one of Tommy Lee's movies 7. I like porn 8. I take a shower every day 9. I'll let you beat me at pool (LET you cause if I try, you're going down) 10. I've never cried over spilt milk 11. You’re safe with me 12. I'll lick the envelope for you 13. I'll carve your initials in a tree 14. I've never read Playboy for the articles 15. My heart will jump every time you walk through the door 17. I’m a good listener. 18. I seldom pick a fight with inanimate objects. 19. As of yet, I have never overlooked the importance of regular, continuous breathing. 20. I can have it my way at Burger King. 21. I will administer chocolate whenever you feel the need. 22. Halloween is the only

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo (August 24-September 23) A true horror in the sexual zodiac, Virgos are the only people who can become prostitutes and still claim to be virgins. A Virgo tends toward a practical and realistic attitude towards sex, so this little pun is not at all far-fetched. A Virgo will, for instance, ask $50 for a blowjob, $75 if you cum in his/her mouth, or $20 a minute, whichever "comes" first. People born under this sign can be witty, articulate, charming, and 'lives of the party', but they usually fuck it up by hiding their emotions. Virgos are the kind of people who put sanitized toilet seat covers down on a clean motel john. They are the kind of people who insist on using the unopened tube of K-Y. If the condom isn't vacuum-sealed, they won't go near it. And complete showers, if not disinfected baths, are required both before and after. And if you even touch a Virgos asshole, kiss your tryst goodbye. Famous people born under this sign include Leo Tolstoy, Walter

General Thoughts
Ave Sorors and Fraeters. So, here I am. I am not so much a man for simple words, or a man inclined for prose and poetry. I am a published poet, and I've received rewards for them, but they all suck pretty much. I suppose in a way I just want to talk. I don't get to do that so much so I will tell you all a little about me, and you can decide if I am worth your time or not. I have a degree in Archaeology, with a minor in Anthropology. Upon hindsight I suppose I should have done it reverse. I am interested in a wide range of things, so I am easy going. July 5th 2007 or 06, I'm not sure but my ex-wife asked for a divorce then. I found out a week later that she was sleeping with my then best friend. Then I found out the child I thought was my daughter was not mine. Then my apartment burnt down, and now me fiancee has left me. I'm not sure if I am the cause of this, or I have a poor choice in women, but I do know that since all my ex's tend towar

Dont Like How I Rated You???
So far I know Ive been rated a 10 or better clearly almost every time, and honestly...that cant be the honest truth every time. When I rate a pic Imma do it honestly, based on the quality of the pic, what the person(s) doing in the pic, the caption, the comments ppl leave about the pic (how they felt or think bout it.) Then I rate it as I see it, there is no direct reflection of what I think bout you just cuz ur pic maybe got rated a 2 from me. When I rate u I do the same thing that I do with the pix, only I go over ur whole profile, how much work uv put into it, the kind of frineds u collect n that r on ur top friends, who ur fans of, your lounges, your comments, your active participation and interaction with me is the final piece to how Ill rate you. If youve rated me a 10 cuz u thot Id return the favor with the same, ur kissing the wrong ass....Ill rate what I wanna rate not cuz u gave me a false 10, if thats what u really wanna rate me as COOL...if not COOL! Im an extrem

Little Of My Insite#1
it seem's that life will cause stress on you but if you let it it will kill you or make you kill your self... if you don't like who you are your the only 1 who can change that so if you have to let the old you die off and start being who you want to be dont let nothing stop you your the only 1 who is in controll so take charge be that person your looking to become tmmarow is a new day a chance for a fresh start for you not no1 else it mite hurt some but if it help's you be who you want then that's a chance to be the real you .... this is the begining of my stash's more insite from me will fallow so i hope it help's any 1 who need a little insite..... .............MR.SMITH...........

Secrets
His grip tightens my heart weakens his voice whispers and my control is no more.... i allowed this he did not stop me i follow the rules he is pleased we laugh out loud we move in time we are nothing more than just.... what we are While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart. My heart is torn beyond repair. never ending bleed. it bleeds you dry. never letting you heal. its like cancer. theres no cure. no chance for recovery. but im not giving up. until it

Love
who would of thought that i could fall so deep in love who would of thought that we would come to be so deep in love so easily. kben is my heart my soul the love of my life.my world.he keeps me going we have our ups n our downs but we have a true love no lies no secret.the best kind.we get under each others skin.but it makes us just grow more day by day.he is all the man i need in my life he works he does what he has to do.he is a good guy and he is all mine and i am grate full.sometimes it is hard to hang on in argue n stupid crap but i do cause i love him. 3 yrs almost 4 we been together. love u ken do not ever change u are fine the way u are n that is the truth...

By...brent Farland
My Son My Life Has Just Begun My Love Has Been Focused To One All Day And All Night I Live For My Son To Him I Wish I Could Run When Were Together We Always Have Fun Id Take On The World Carry A Weight Of Ton All For The Love Of My Son Ive Cherished Him Always From Day One All These Things In My Life For Him Ive Done The Day Were Togethers The Day Ive Won This I Write To You My Son. Copyright ©2008 Brent Andrew Farland

Precious' Blog
Well...I've been on exactly a month today and I work for two lounges...ENFORCER/PROMOTER/GREETER @ DRAGON RIDERZ LOUNGE AND HOG WILD BAR & GRILL!!! ...And I must say that my bosses are excellent peeps to work for!!! COME JOIN US ANY TIME, NEW FACES ALWAYS WELCOME!!!! Just copy and past the links into your browser ::: FOR DRAGON RIDERZ LOUNGE PLEASE USE : http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63535 FOR HOG WILD BAR & GRILL PLEASE USE : http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63649 HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON!! ESPECIALLY MY IN TOWN FRIENDS!!!

Apologetix
Apologetix Corinthians Lyrics: Corinthians [parody of In the End, by Linkin Park] It starts with love Young thing -- I don't know why You didn't read the letter our Lord supplied With that in mind, I revised this rhyme to explain to you guys All... I... know Love is... a powerful thing Watch the fly guys with the Benjamins sing Watch the countdown that the MTV plays I got ticked by the way It's so unreal -- Britney and Jennifer Lo Watch the wardrobe -- looks like a window Tryin' to hold on to itty bitty clothes You pasted them on -- this is not true love I guess everything's a hybrid breeding love and pride In small jealous hearts What it gets to be is essentially just a parody Like this rhyme is of Linkin Park You tried so hard, but love's so far Corinthians -- it doesn't even matter If love's too small -- you lose it all [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/pcR ] Corinthians -- first letter, thirteenth chapter Love waits -- it's also kind It doesn

Does He Think Of Me
He is always in my mind, Wondering what he is doing, Wondering is he ok, He is always in my heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Does he think of me, Am I always in his mind, Am I in his heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Will I meet him oneday, See his beautiful face up close, Will I hold him oneday, Will he tell me everything will be ok, Will we laugh and play together, never wanting it to end, Holding hands in the park, Looking into each others eyes, Eyes meeting as if in a dream, Does he think of me, Am I in his mind always. For a man I care about and love very much.

Merry Christmas To All
A Christmas Tale Twas weeks before Christmas No money to be found All of a sudden I looked all around There was flour, and sugar Molasses and honey To bake something off didn't take much money. There was lace and ribbons and wire to be found Magic to be made all around. Some clippings from an evergreen out side There were pine cones to dip Bows to be tied. It didn't take much, like popcorn stitched tight Cranberries on a string oh what a sight. I found wooden cherries they were giving away At two cents a piece they became a main stay One year I made angels folk art, and quite grand One year it was Rudolph who greeted the clan. There were bells to jingle, sleds to paint I was so busy I would almost faint, And when it was done, And most given away Not an angel was left not even a stray. Dolls were sewn, bears stuffed and made My daughter even got in on the trade. It just isn't Christmas if you go out and shop You have to take time You have to stop. Sme

~*~quotes~*~
There comes a time in life when you have to let go og all the pointless drama, and the people who create it. And surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus soley on the good. After all, life is to short to be anything but happy! I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe in lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better thinfs can fall together! I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me and I've excepted way less than what i deserve. But I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are soem things i can never get back, and people will never be sorry. I know better next times and won'y settle for anything less than what i deserve!

Loving Life
Just a little update for everyone. I am almost 4 months clean and sober. I am loving life and feeling so good. Yes there are days that are up and down but that will come with all this. The days are getting easier as the time goes by, but like I said before it is a day at a time process and that is how I will be living things these days. I am proud of myself that I did what I needed to do for me. xoxoxoxo

My Life
I was born in California in 1951 on an army post. Went to Germany until 1954. Then to Mississippi until 1956. Then to New Orleans until 1958. Then to Washington St. until 1962. Then to Metz France until 1963. Then to Athens Greece until 1965. Then to North Dakota until 1967. Then to New Orleans until 1971. Then to Houston until 1973. Then to New Orleans until 1978. Then to Houston until 1980. Then to Dubai in 1087. Then to where I live now in Lafayette Louisiana. And people wonder why I'm alone.

"my Psychic Cafe"
“My Psychic Café” There’s a psychic café inside of my head Filled with thoughts of the living and the deeds of the dead Those I have known and those I’ve not met They all tell me the tales that I’ll never forget The sign always says “Open”, and there is never a seat The place is always packed, but they don’t come here to eat They come just to talk, or to shed a few tears Or share an old yarn, and perhaps whisper their fears Some come every day, and take the same table They repeat the same story, the same worn old fable I’ve heard it all, a million times or more And I’ll hear it again when they walk through the door And yet there are others, a sea of fresh faces That come from the past, from long distant places From lands I’ve not seen, ages lost to time I am a staff of just one, but I don’t really mind Because what they give me can’t be bought in a store The wonders they offer as the coffee I pour Shreds of themselves, and the lives they have lived The mos

"the Jar"
“The Jar” I try to keep the lid on, I twist with all my might I have to keep it shut, I have to seal it tight My jar of empty hopes I keep here on the shelf Filled with jagged things that cut, and do damage to myself It’s getting far too full, something’s bound to give Too many scattered fragments of the life I’ve tried to live And now my jar of broken dreams is exposed for all to see And pain it shakes me to my soul, over what’s become of me You see I only wanted happiness, just the simple stuff But it’s always just outside my reach, yes, never close enough And now my jar of broken dreams has come crashing to the floor The parts are scattered everywhere, the jar is sealed no more So today I will stop wishing upon my lucky star Because the only thing that shines for me are the pieces of the jar… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

The Raven
Thy Raven © By Toni Buckley Oh Thy Raven How The True Beauty Of Thy Feathers Always Show When The Light Glows Upon Ones Body Showing The Beautiful Deep Blue Oh So Deep Your Mysterious Caw Always Makes Me Wonder What Are You Actually Saying Oh How I Wonder Pondering, Just Pondering Your Mysterious Talons Ripping Trough Your Enemy With Such Power Makes Me Smile But With Such Fear I Have Of You Makes Me Wonder... How Is Life A Matter When One Is As Graceful As You Is It Beauty, Or Is It Love It Could Be Happiness But What Ever The Matter Is Of Life I Know Now Thanks To You That Is For A Good Reason Oh Thy Raven How Thy True Beauty Lies With So Much Shine But With So Much Pain Continue With Your Search For The True Meaning When You Find It I'll Be Hear Waiting For The True Meaning Waiting... Only Waiting And Nothing more

"life's Gallery"
“Life’s Gallery” On my way to the auction sale, I stopped in the little town As I sipped my coffee I knew for certain there were no galleries to be found But I inquired of my waitress, who smiled and said I’d see The finest paintings ever done, within “Life’s Gallery.” You see, in the city where I work I write a column there That tells the world if art I see is good or bad or fair And sure that I was wasting time I found the little shop With the faded sign that said, “Life’s Gallery” perched upon the top So not expecting much, I stepped in though the door To behold a sad display I saw was something less than poor It really was ridiculous, the paintings hanging there A sick idea of a joke for all the canvases were bare I muttered a curse beneath my breath and turned to leave the shop When a soft yet firm hidden voice said the words “Please stop.” I spun and saw a little figure of an old man standing near Who went on to introduce himself, his words I still can hea

"requiem For The Sea"
“Requiem For The Sea” The Grand Banks are empty ,the Cod are no more Old doreys now rot on the shore. Could our forefathers see, what we’ve done to the sea Well I’m sure that they’d turn in their graves… Because the sea and man, they were lovers once She’s knew we’d just take what we’d need But that was long ago, she had no way to know That the almighty dollar brings greed With long lines and draggers, we plundered and stole The lifeblood that ran through her soul And now she lies empty, her children are gone The rooms in her mansion are still Yet the sea and man, they were lovers once She’s knew we’d just take what we’d need But that was long ago, she had no way to know That the almighty dollar brings greed What once was so plenty, in times gone before Now gives of her bounty no more Our nets come up empty, the harvest is done Her waters have turned to her tears But the sea and man, they were lovers once She’s knew we’d just take what we’d need That

"the Lady On The Pier"
“The Woman on the Pier” In a small fishing village, I once heard the tale Of a lovely young woman, whose man was in sail And they’ll tell the old story if you wish to hear Of the fisherman’s widow who waits on the pier She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” After 4 years of courtship, he made her his wife, A fisherman’s woman, the sea was their life And early each morning she’d say, “Farewell dear.” And until he returned, she’d wait on the pier. She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” Then came the last morning that she said goodbye As she watched him cast off a tear filled her eye For deep in her heart she knew something was wrong And as days turned to weeks

About Me
Hiya this about me me me and a little more about me ;) the craziest sexiest DJ on FUBAR lol no serious Im a DJ for sixth sense the coolest lounge on fubar, im 40 and from the UK i suffer with BI-Polar and get loads of help and support from my friends on Fubar hope i can add you to that list :)

"the Vampyre"
“The Vampyre” Draw the others in, make sure they feel your sins The same old way and that’s the real crime And the ones that hang around, they feel themselves so lucky Yet all they’re really doing is hard time Yeah, pick at all those bones but it doesn’t fill your belly Cause they’re long ago devoid of scraps of meat Yet that really doesn’t faze you, because it’s really not your meal No, you’re looking for some different things to eat And you can beg, and you can plead, and all those blisters on your knees Give a hint to all of where you spend your time Your line is always busy but don’t be waiting on my call Because I long ago ran out of phone booth dimes I escaped and ran away, and I’ll live to love another day Still, I don’t imagine you are asking yourself ,“Why?” Just wait a little while, in your timeless practiced style Pretty soon something’s bound to drop and die And in the end who really needs you? Tell us all why we should care We’ll be waiting but

Jerks!!
Over the past months and past year and one I have encountered numerous types on here and I love the BS that comes with it cause I call out the worthless ones....believe me i'm far from perfect, but I try no matter how I feel or hurt...yes I'm a disabled vet in some ways a bad condition yet, I try. The other day there were two people that had auto's so I kicked butt for them both but this is concerning one and her family of worthless pathetic's that threaten. Most adults handle things one on one...this one she brings her little and trashy family and they are that. Anyone can see that, but hey who am I to judge!! So this person I rated 1590 of her pics nad maybe got all of 15 returned rates ...hey I appretiate that but why ask to be helped being leveled like herself or auto 11's when she herself doesnt give back. We all have issues, health, job, children etc...but when you put your word out there whether it is you on line or someone for you give back what is given. Cause over the other

How Can Anyone Be So Selfish And Cruel?
Never in my life will I understand how people can be so cruel and manipulative. They will go out of their way to get what they want. The price is always high, but they don't worry because they aren't the ones to pay the consequences of their actions. They twist facts, tell lies all to get their way! Sometimes they are so good at it they even believe their own web of deciet. There is a story that goes with all this babbling. Can someone tell though, Are there any decent people that have morals that aren't afraid to work to get what they want. Or is the world full the of feel sorry for me because all the people I have hurt and lied to are tired of being hurt and lied to type of people?

"broken"
“Broken” It took stitches to patch up the wreck of my heart That thing that imploded, that you ripped apart A red beating grenade, and you pulled the pin Then you ran for cover, and dove quickly in With an explosion of screams, it all flew to bits But you didn’t care, you gave not a shit And as quick as you came, you faster were gone And I picked up the pieces and tried to go on. But first I had some patchwork to do Making repairs, yes all due to you So I picked up the needle and then grabbed the thread And although it’s now whole, I still feel I am dead You see, the parts can go back to where they belong But never again will it be quite as strong It still keeps on working, it’s pumping still yet But not quite as fast as on the day that we met. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Babygirls Life
Looking into your eyes and falling in so deep your the guy i been dreaming of and seeing in my dreams. I look at you and reach out to grab and hold your hand as winds blow me down upon grains of sand I get up and see you still standing there with your hair blowing freely in the summer wind. I reach out pull you so close to me give you a kiss for all the worlds and heavens to forever see feeling heavens embrace by the very touch of your skin makes the rainbows forever shine on these cold autumn days the love you bestowed upon to me makes life feels so worth living truely to me inside. Your lips forever truely sealed with a endless kiss your skin forever sparkling in the summer sun as I gaze into your eyes and forever blown away the world in my eyes isn;t truely complete without you standing there next to me forever in this life forever for the rest of my eternity dwelling in the light of heaven waiting for you to appear to take my hand and walk across the endless shores of the ocean

Christmas Reminder For Our Military
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

This Sucks!!
Why I havent heard from anyone on my page nor do they ever show love when I rate them all and everything n they dont do it in return. Im nice to all the ladies on here yet they wont shot me love or anything or pay attention or show support in mumms n such!! This is total Fuckin bullshit the only people who check my dam profile r stupid fags or fuckin downrate haters. Why cant I have a good time on Fubar this is fuckin bullshit Im better off deleting my account I sorta met soemone anyways n where gonna go out so its all ure fuckin loss!! for not showing love or keepin in touch or talkin

Would You...
Would you? Would You Love me? would You love me - if i told You i wanted Your initials branded on my thigh? your name tattooed on my mound? would You love me if i told You i would want You to force Your fist into my cunt until i screamed? if i wanted to feel both Your hands inside me, one in each hole? would you love me - if wanted to taste Your pee, drink it, if i wanted to mop it up from the floor with my hair? would You love me - if i wanted You to bite me until i bleed, bruised me until it was black? would You love me - if i wanted to go out dressed as a trashy slut, or in a classy business suit with a large dildo stuck up my ass? would You love me - if i wanted You to restrain me and whip me and not stop when i cried for mercy, not stop until i passed out? would You love me - if i wanted You to put Your hands around my neck, strangle me, while You fucked me, and not loose Your hands until my panic changed to nothingness and unconsciousness?

Lyrics For My Moment.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT SOMEONE HERE KNOWS I AM TALKING TO HIM HERE . . . GEEBUS. So the flood gates open but nothing comes out I’m feeling no relief in my head, just doubt But my heart keeps telling me ‘hold your ground. You’ll never learn a thing if you bail out now’ And I’m lonely again tonight I can feel it like a knot in my side They keep saying this is part of the ride But I’m not getting stronger. Yet hold me against the light And do you see any bullet inside? Wouldn’t find one if you magnified Because you’ve got the wrong girl Had my fingers around the back of your chair You’d never missed a thing but you missed me there And I just kept thinking ‘Am I prepared To pull it out from under your trusting stare?’ Now the house is quiet as a hollow head And I’m walking round bumping into things you said This has not been as easy as I thought it would I’d be cooling down the fire if I thought I could. And I’m lonely again tonight I can feel it like a k

Poetry
everything gets so romanticized with distance with time. . . there's the old saying about fonder hearts but i think it's more an issue of forgetting. a girl gets glossed over. like greasing the lens-- she appears angelic almost. it's not a sham so much as marketing maybe or maybe not marketing it's the desire to think that so far at least your life has meant something. it's the desire to think that everything has been something and it's been something beautiful. so you start blurring the edges and dimming the lights and before too long, with the fog of time and so many years all the nights alone and the broken hearts all the deaths and all the rejections get glossed over and you remember them just a little different. just a little better. &what if you don't get exactly what you want exactly when you want it? &what if i'm at home again and i want to blow my face off. not literally of course. please don't call the cops. i'm jus

Fake Ass
FOR THOSE WHO PUT UP PICTURES OF "THEMSELVES", MAYBE IT SHOULD REALLY BE OF YOU... FUTARD... IF YOUR PUTTING UP PICS, HAVE THE DIGNITY TO BE HONEST ABOUT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE... THIS IS AN ADULT SITE, THAT SHOULD GO WITHOUT SAYING

Allsorts
I drove to my parents' house this morning. My brother's birthday is today. Happy birthday, bro. He and his wife and his two awesome labs came to visit, I drove in from the Land of Cleave. Wonderful time--laughing, eating, drinking, a nice evening walk on a beautiful country road. Then my father and sister-in-law get into it. My dad, 82 in March, only recently became an old man. He's slowed down quite a bit in the last year or so. Even so, this past summer, he finished building--all by his lonesome--a house that he and my mom now live in. Suffice to say he is a good man, but a more stubborn, opinionated person I have never met. Enter my sister in law. 10 years older than my brother (58), she is a force of nature, about as opinionated as my dad but much more volatile (she gets PISSED really easily). Politically, she (a raging liberal) and my dad (a crazy conservative) reside at opposite ends of the spectrum. He, at my mother's insistence, doesn't engage. She takes adva

True Love
A wise man said this today..Mr.C and I agree! Do you wake up with him on your mind? Do you go to sleep or wake up in the middle of the night with him on your mind? Can you feel in in your soul, and no matter what you do, this thing just refuses to let you go? Are you willing to lose sight of yourself and do whatever it takes to make it work? In my opinion, these are just a few signs of "true love" & I'm speaking from experience. It is the most thrilling part of this journey we call life, not always easy, but if it's real it's well worth the pain. YES, true love exists.

I Dunno
i dunno what the fuck a blog is but i felt like saying that fubar and the dogghouse is the shit and i dunno wat i would do without it I just wanna say that frogbrat, babylove, luckydogg, oscar, and of course myself are the best group on fubar come check us out in the $$DOGGHOUSE$$ If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out!AND TUESDAY NIGHT AT 9PM EST TIME WE R HAVEING A CANDYCANE SUCKING CONTEST DONT MISS IT THEY WILL BE ON CAM 4 LADIES SUCKING THEM DOWN 150K TO THE WINNER!!! SEE YOU THERE!! Click this link to visit us in $$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$- {NSFW}-NOW HIRING APPLY WITHIN!!: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63269 -the management

Mysteries Of Yourself
In the last few months I have had the sensation of floating. It is hard to tell whether this is because I am not facing any maxi or mini crisis at present. There are definitely times when I am content to sit and wait to see what turns up. I am no longer striving so hard. The spirit of inquiry perches on one of my branches, its head cocked on one side, alert and waiting. The other image that comes to mind is of the sea and its tides. The waves beat upon the shore and, day after day, odd fragments are cast up on the beach, each with its own history. Hardly anything arrives whole, and it is often a mystery as to what the original creatures and objects were and how they functioned. Yet the time they have spent in the ocean and the drubbing they have endured has stripped them of all that was superfluous, and often just the skeletons or shells remain. When our gaze falls on such artifacts from our lives, vague memories stir within us, and if we are patient, the significance of each one ma

Mean Moms
This was sent to me via email this morning... wow no wonder my kids think I am so mean at times... Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . .. . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, b

Feelings
I am a huge fan of the band Dope and Here is another song that I believe is fitting of me. If you know me, do you agree/disagree? If you don't know me Or if you do, isn't this a cool/good/great song? Sometimes you don't understand Sometimes I am what I am Sometimes I just can't be Everything you hoped I'd be And sometimes I wish that you could see I'm not like you I'm not like them I won't pretend Cause I am what I am Sometimes I wish that we Could agree to disagree Sometimes I wish that you could see what I see This is who I am I've always been And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am You don't understand I am what I am And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am Enclosed are the video and lyrics to the song "Imperium" by the band Machine Head. The more I hear this song the more I love it and the more the lyrics seem fitting of me. If you know me, do you agree/disagree? If you don't know me Or

From The Inside...bits Of Me
The Right Stone Oh for all the treasures found I searched for a precious stone Not rare diamonds often sought Or fanciful gems well known With unkept hair and dirty nails And filth upon each knee I crawled the earth to find the rock A mission laid out for me in-printed in hand, after many a day There rested the wrongful find Mis shapened piece held in hope When I had become blind I took the stone I found so dear And walk up to the bank Cast it swiftly upon the lake And watched it as it sank The glassy water eerily still never a ripple was cast As the stone found a place In the bottomless depths at last Never a whistling sound did it make While traveling through the air Never the sparkling dance I'd hoped When it hit the waters there Oh mistakened, saddened me I'd chosen a wrongful keep There was no joy to be found In the game this stone did reap With disappointment my head dropped Hands fell to my side Silence

Club United
NEW CLUB UNITED TAKING MEMBERSHIPS!!! Tis the Season to be Jolly. What a better place to be than with Club United. We have open Membership right now. We have alot of new faces and Staff. Stop by the Homepage and Join us! Club United ! See Blog To Join!!!@ fubar Or make it your New Years Resolution to make yourself happy with a great Family of Fubarians. We are not a Bombing Crew, we just have fun and party we always have something going on!! Contests, Members of the Week etc.. We do level our own within Guidelines. No Drama will be tolerated! When you do stop by read the homepage and if see what you like message any Staff Member and they will put you thru the Process. One of our Owners is recruting her name is: IslandGirl most everyone knows that name. =] Her link is ISLåИDGIЯL☠ §nIpEr's Fu-Wifey ☠Owner Club United☠Zodiak Bombers@ fubar To All that read this May you have a Joyous Holiday Season! From al

Rate
K guys I am still quite a ways from leveling but I would really apriciate any help I get!! I will return the love!! I really want to level... I'm wanting to get up to godmother soooo PLEASE PLEASE help me get up there a cpl levels :) HUGS N KISSES!!!! Ok everyone my VIP expires tonight and I am 72K from leveling!!!!! Please help me level tonight!!!!! I would like a VIP but I will settle for rates, comments, gifts and blings!!!! I just WANT TO GET LEVELED!!! I have rated my max for the day so I will return ALL rates tomorrow!!!!!! Please and Thanks in advance for any help leveling!!!!!!! Hugs n kisses to all!! I was lucky enough to get a V.I.P for a month and I have 7 days left b4 it expires. It would be a fantastic Christmas gift if someone would buy it for another month.... (hint hint). I have enjoyed it and have tried to hit as many of my friends with 11's that I could. I want to get leveled but still 300K away so if you guys could help out it would be great!! I will return ALL rates

Deceit
Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools that have not wit enough to be honest... Francois Duc De La Rochefoucauld This surface good-nature which captivates a new acquaintance and is no bar to treachery, which knows no scruple and is never at fault for an excuse, which makes an outcry at the wound which it condones, is one of the most distinctive features of the journalist. This camaraderie (the word is a stroke of genius) corrodes the noblest minds; it eats into their pride like rust, kills the germ of great deeds, and lends a sanction to moral cowardice...Balzac, Honoré De Deceit wears a veil of exotic translucence Woven with infinite care And the silken-smooth threads spun from lies Deceit is the game of petty spirits, and that is by nature a woman’s quality...Pierre Corneille Deception (also called beguilement or subterfuge) is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth as in certain types of half-truths.

Tagged By D.a.m.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? invisible 3. Your hair? straight 4. Your mother? loving 5. Your father? hunter 6. Your favorite thing? harleys 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? dietcoke 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bed 11. Music? coumrty 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? love 14. Where were you last night? louisiana 15. What you're not? sane 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? Mississippi 19. The last thing you did? facebook 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? hd 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? alright 25. Your mo

Trapped Emotions
December 15, 2008 at 1:30am I'm sitting here and my mind is a stir, it won't shut down. I just lost my mother and now the family is falling apart. That wasn't that big a shocker. I remember telling mom that she was the only person keeping this family together, once she was gone. I was right. I'm at peace with mom passing, matter of fact I didn't shed a tear at the funeral. Yes I cried at her home when she passed. I had to go outside and I remember leaning on Roses shoulder and it was a very wet and stormy night. Thank God for Rose and her being there, I really needed her. I do love my wife and my kids but some how I've managed to be a poor husband and an even worse father. Anger and rage seems to feel my heart and it has so for some time at the world and even at times with God himself. I've gotten over being angry with him concerning my health. Being born with a bad heart but through his wisdom he has given me many opportunities to bounce back through guided hands of skilled surgeons.

The Bible
3 We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance.4 And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation.5 And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love. 1 JOHN 3:18 18 Dear children, let's not merely say that we love each other; let us show the truth by our actions.19 Our actions will show that we belong to the truth, so we will be confident when we stand before God.20 Even if we feel guilty, God is greater than our feelings, and he knows everything. The Time of the End--DANIEL 121 "At that time Michael, the archangel* who stands guard over your nation, will arise. Then there will be a time of anguish greater than any since nations first came into existence. But at that time every one of your people whose name is written in the book will be rescued.2 Many of those

Hater's
If I leave a sexy comment on someone's page that doesn't mean I'm chasing after them. There is no reason for you to come to my page to check me out unless you want to be friends too. Makes you look like a stalker if you are following around to see who people are that is leaving comments to someone who is in your top family list or your top friends list. If you have a thing for that person maybe you should tell them and not stalk me. I'm not on Fubar looking for anyone, I'm on here for friends only and to pass free time. Have a great day.

My Girlfriend Application
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I like

Naughty App
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what your friends answers will be.

Lips(yes There)
Today I was informed that I have a small cunt. I'm not talking about just a tight cunt hole. I'm talking about the lips. I was asked if I've gotten plastic surgery to make my cunt lips small. The answer: no, I have not. I asked 2 friends this evening. Both have seen their share of cunts. They confirmed the fact that I have small lips. I began to think about it. Have I gone through life with a freakish cunt? Do I have the cunt lips of a midget? How have I got this far in life and not known that I have odd pussy lips? So, after the beginnings of developing my cunt complex, I realized it was all bullshit. I mean, come on. Cunt lips come in all shapes and sizes. Some women have big lips, some have small lips. Some have saggy lips, some have short lips. Mine apparently is tight with small lips. After my friend asked me about the plastic surgery, he pointed out that my lips part to show my clit. Isn't that the point? My cunt has a natural 'arrow' to were it counts. No one should be

Social Network Or Miniature Capatilist Click
Since my arrival everyone has seemed to be overtly friendly and helpful...when i 1st signed up I thought hey a bar scene type of network...cool..and to a degree this is just that..cool... It also seems to be alot more self serving/promoting and alot less networking. I am semi new and am enjoying the chance to relive some early teen flashbacks...and that can't be a bad thing..can it?

My Kind Of Christmas Tree
You Should Have a Pink Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of friendship and sharing. You're happy as long as you're spending time with the people you care about. You are passionate about the holidays, and that start of the holiday season makes you very excited. You sometimes go a bit overboard in your celebrations. You just can't help it! Passionate, easily excited, sweet, giving, love, friendship, sensitive, caring Your pink tree would look great with: More pink! You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Muppet Christmas Carol What you should bake for Santa: Rice krispie treats with red and green food coloring What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have? You Are Milk Your holiday personality is innocent. The holidays make you feel like a kid all over again. You love every part of the holidays, and you anticipate Christmas morning. You enjoy getting presents as much as you did when you were young! What Holiday Drink

Well Then........
hmmmm.....lets see i met a dude 5yrs became really great friends with him even fell in love but some crap happened and we both went our ways while he was out of my life this other dude came along kind of cool guy to joke around with and talk to whatever ya know anywho he developed feelings and fell in love thats what he says and hes wanting me to feel the same way and i honestly cant do that i have even explained to him and a few of my friends why i CAN NOT ALLOW myself to develop feelings for someone or even fall for someone and they completely understand i can not help how someone feels about me but damn it i sure wish ppl would stop trying to force me to do something that i dont want to do and i seriously wish some would just keep their effin mouths shut when they clearly dont know an effin thing that is going on or being said and no i am not happy right now havent been happy for awhile but i REALLY WISH SOME PPL WOULD STOP

What Kind Of Reindeer I Am. :)
You Are Dasher You're an independent minded reindeer who never plays by the rules. Why You're Naughty: That little coup you tried to stage against Santa last year Why You're Nice: You secretly give naughty children presents. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Silence
the silence is a frieght train a loud bell that cannot be shut off The silence is a thunderstorm, pouring down on top of my head The silence is the loudest part of the night the Silence my true hearts delight The Silence is a youthful peer upsetting a growth period that never seems to subside. The silence is the only thing keeping my eye lids open The silence is the only thing that keeps me from breathin, The silence is worse than that of arsenic, it poisons more slowly that any poison The silence is something I try to break the silence is something I try to face The Silence is something I cannot Face The silence is something ive tried beating in race but never succeeds to myself disgrace so here I sit again the Silence drowning me carrrying me under like a victim to the sea. A time when the tears flow faster than the tap a moment when the clarity of my emotions spill over the brim of a glass.. like the elixir I am pouring into it. Sometimes I make excuses

Hunny Pots
98% of drivers say "OH SHIT" when they hit the ditch. The other 2% are from North Dakota, and they say "Hold my beer and watch this shit" Sex is like math u add the bed subtract the clothes divide the legs and pray like hell u dont multiply = sex is awesome Never make a man a priority when he only makes you an option.

Santa's Little Helper Auction Bully(lucretia's Creation)
That's right,you have the opportunity to be this fu's First Owner. VolareDave is up for grabs in Your Ultimate Desire's "Santa's Little Helper" Auction. It's real easy to get there,just click a pic to go to the auction page. Be sure to R/F/A the Hostess. Happy Holiday's and Thank You! (repost of original by '★♎★Lucretia★♎★ Proudly FuOwned by SixtyNineMunch' on '2008-12-15 22:39:19')

Hump Day
Deep Dug The Hump Smash Hard The Hump Pound The Meat Of The Hump Forcefully Smacc That Hump Grab Both Cheekz Of That Hump Caress All Of That Hump Dicc Tap That Hump Eyeball That Hump Speak About That Hump Make Her Feel Good About Her Hump Watch How She Jinglez Her Hump Nice How She Shakin Her Hump Love Her Turn Around,Surprise Hump Love How She Spreadz Her Hump She Even Said She Likez MY Hump Apple Bottom Hump Onion Booty Hump Pear Drop Booty Hump So Appreciate That Hump Feel On Sum Hump Make It Hump But Remember Thiz Hump My Seedz I Would Dump All Over Your Hump

Sexpectations
So you've clicked with someone on line. You've chatted, you've exchanged photos. You're reasonably satisfied that they are what they say they are 'cos you've seen them on cam or they have proven themselves. You've flirted, you've exchanged stories, maybe even a few fantasies, hmmmm even perhaps indulged in a little cyber sex or dirty talk You've talked on the phone, heard each other's voices. You're ready to take the next step ..... MEETING!!! So - would you meet for sex on a first "date" or would it purely be an opportunity to get to know each other better, to make sure that online chemistry you share translates to real life?? Would you part with a kiss or perhaps a little taste of what's to come?? If and when you decide to get it on .... who does the organizing?? If a hotel room is necessary .. who pays?? Would you have drinks or dinner first or would it be straight down to the sex?? Would you try to make it a special experience or just concentrate on getting your rocks

Seasons Greeting For The Troops
XEROX IS DOING SOMETHING COOL If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to a member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our soldiers over there need to know we are behind them. This takes just 10 seconds and it's a wonderful way to say thank you. Please take the time and please take the time to pass it on for others to do. We can never say enough thank you's. Thanks for taking to time to support our military! I did this and i urge all of you to do the same if only takes like 10 seconds of your time. And just picture the look on the troops faces when they open these cards. And get

Tattoo Kit/slimming Products
Customized design tattoo kits are welcome, you can select our tattoo kits accessoories to design your own style tattoo kits. We are tattoo products manufacturer which supply tattoo kits, tattoo machine, tattoo gun, tattoo needles . We aols sell Japanese Lingzhi 2 Day Diet(weight loss, slim capsules, slimming products] If you show any interests please feel free to contact with us. We art accept Paypal, Western Union, email:tattoo_kit_slimming_products@yahoo.cn

Jst For Fun
i write many comments in verse an' poem many dont not see onli da receiptant but cinnamon felt i should post dis i can tell yo a tx navy boi without da navy logo but i can tell cause yo sport the cowboi logo i know you like baby phat cuz she be in your fan of an' she be a godfather too i not believe yo ghey tx boi be your number 1 but cuz melanie your number too but number 1 in friends too skittlez takes yo as number 1 dis be showin lov not be makin sport 4 i thank yo 4 servin yo be savin ma ass

Does He Think Of Me
He is always in my mind, Wondering what he is doing, Wondering is he ok, He is always in my heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Does he think of me, Am I always in his mind, Am I in his heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Will I met him oneday, See his beautiful face up close, Will I hold Him oneday, Will he tell me everything will be ok, Will we laugh and play together, never wanting it to end, Holding hands in the park, Looking into each others eyes, Eyes meeting as if in a dream, Does he think of me, Am I in his mind Always. For someone very special to me, I love you very much!

My Poetry
When I Close My Eyes I see a smile that is so cheering I see lips that are so teasing I see eyes that are so bright and pleasing I see a face that is so sexy I feel like I've known you forever Except I haven't met you ever I've fallen in love with the unknown Please reach out and toss me a bone When I Close My Eyes I hear words that are so touching I hear a voice that is so passionate I hear a laugh that is so warming I hear a heart beat that is so loving I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt before I want to meet the person I still haven't met When I Close My Eyes I see hands that are so soothing I see arms that are so strong and protecting I see a chest that is so relaxing I see a lap that is so comforting I see a body that is so giving Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you I have fallen in love with you I thought you

Help Me Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM IN A 15K RATE AND COMMENT CONTEST, NO TIME LIMIT BUT I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP....PLEASE COMMENT ME ALL YOU CAN, ALL LOVE IS GOOD LOVE, SO PLEASE HELP :) JUST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE, BOMB BOMB BOMB :) XOXOXOXO

Your The Sun Of My Island
I think i know what true love is. Even though you have hurt me i will still love you. You care about how i feel and what i do in my day not when we can hook up. You are down to earth and you know whats going on. Your strong and beautiful. I hope you see this and realize how much u actually mean to me. You keep me out of trouble and you protect me. I have never felt this way toward someone before. Thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved. When you told me "You're the love of my life, you're the water to my flower, you're the air I breathe to, you're the medicine that cures me, and you're the beat to my heart" i knew that you didnt mean to hurt me. I dont want you to be like everyone else. I love you with everything i have. I have opened my life and told you how i was and what i have done. i love you and that will never change. I know i over react and assume stuff but thats how i protect myself from getting hurt i am really sorry. I want to trust but i have trusted before

Just A Dog
From time to time, people tell me, "lighten up, it's just a dog,” or, "that's a lot of money for just a dog." They don't understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the costs involved for "just a dog." Some of my proudest moments have come about with "just a dog." Many hours have passed and my only company was "just a dog,” but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by "just a dog,” and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of "just a dog" gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day. If you, too, think it's "just a dog," then you will probably understand phrases like "just a friend," "just a sunrise," or "just a promise." "Just a dog" brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure unbridled joy. "Just a dog" brings out the compassion and patience that make me a better person. Because of "just a dog", I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future. So for me a

Nsfw Contest 12/16/08
The best NSFW salute recieved that gets the most rates/comments gets 5 request block on the next 5 shows, plus 200,000 fubux! Salutes can be sent to mackdaddyseank on YIM or mackdaddyseank@yahoo.com on MSN, or just to that email. If you send via email make sure to send a private message here to alert me so i don't miss it. Contest ends 12/19/08. All salutes must have DJ Pitbull in them.

Important Shyt
THROUGH A RAPIST'S EYES When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friends have female friends and this Information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along and share it with your children. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle . They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing . They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone,

Twilight Levelers
the twilight levelers are great group of wonderful people who help people level up on here and everyone in my family and friends and fans should go and so them the love and respect they deserve

Very True!!
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.' Have a nice day

Poems
For you I'd do anything Because you are my everything Without you I am nothing For you are truly something Sweet baby I love you for real I can't explain just how I feel You are to me a special love And the love I feel is from above To never hurt you is my true desire Yet right now my heart is on fire It burn in away I can't explain Completely different from other pains It's sadness yet joyful too Devastated yet hopes crushed Still strongly unbearable yet copes Baby I love you

Adam Walsh - Finally Able To R.i.p.
Get your own Flash MP3 Player Myspace Layouts - Myspace Backgrounds - Myspace Codes "Six year old Adam Walsh disappeared from a Hollywood mall on July 27, 1981. Fishermen discovered his severed head in a canal 120 miles away two weeks later. The rest of his body was never found. The suspect, Ottis Toole, had twice confessed to killing the child, but later recanted. He claimed responsibility for hundreds of murders, but police determined most of the confessions were lies. Toole's niece told the boy's father, John Walsh, her uncle confessed on his deathbed in prison that he killed Adam. Authorities made a series of crucial errors, losing the bloodstained carpeting in Toole's car — preventing DNA testing — and the car itself. It was a week after the boy's disappearance before the FBI got involved. "So many mistakes were made," John Walsh said in 1997, upon the release of his book "Tears of Rage," which harshly criticized the Hollywood Police Department's work o

I Thought Of You Today. (for My Best Friend You Know Who You Are.)
She knows when I am sad She knows how to make me smile She knows what Bothers me She knows how to keep me laughing No one comes close to her and NO ONE can compare to her and yet thier simply unaware. She's their when I need A hug or just a driendly smile. She purrrrs just like a kitty cat and makes the guys go wild. (smiles**). She has a caring way to get me through each day And all the things she does to show me just how much she cares just gives me more confidence to face a new day with a smile just to know that she'll be there. So in return I wrote this blog to let know that she is my closest friend and my love will forever show. Thanks to Mystical for always being there to talk to when I just needed a friend you are my closest friend. And I am very thankful that you chose to be my friend. much Love and respect to you my dark angel for you will always be my closest friend. I thought of you today and the tears started falling, I thought of you today and I wondered wh

Hm..
How can I tell the person that is my life that I love you. I wish that they can believe me....I wish he was here to hold me and caress me and never let go. i love him with all my heart. I don't want to lose him..because I will kill my self to be with him...I wish he was here so i can put my head on his chest and not take it off...you are in my heart, and will never go away...I love you so much. Ohhh how much i love him. I can't stop thinking about you. I wish I can show you how much I love you....so baby please don't leave me and stay with me. I am begging you please don't go. I love you CJ, and don't forget that...your alway in my heart...I am depressed right now, to the point where I just wanna go away and die...I don't want him to lose me...

Sgt Domestic Violence
This is to my really good friend Cobra who is really sick with breast cancer.Please come by her page and show her some love and support.I am one man who dont want to lose her.She is a true fighter and her spirits are very high.I put a song up for her so i can see her smile knowing that i care for her and i am truly her friend as she is mine...we all love you Cobra very much.. Love always your Friends and me Rhino aka Rodney Island - trent wilmon - Rodney

Crush
I'm looking to add someone as a crush but I'm not sure who to pick. I won't ask for anything in particular. I just want to know what anyone is willing to do for me on Fubar. Message me with an answer and I'll choose whichever one I consider the best one. Thank you.

"just A Four Letter Word"
“Just a Four Letter Word” If you think of it hard, it’s just a four letter word To some the most blissful thing that they’ve heard Still to others a feeling, a thing that they chase Or the sweetest of pains that no time can erase Some people they seek it, and yet don’t know it’s name To others it’s toyed with, like a small child’s game And still more grasp it tightly, to force it to stay And some never know it, yet they like it that way For some it’s a treasure, the true Holy Grail Others fight hard to keep it, when it’s grown stale When the once ripe fruit has rotted there on the vine And withered and died with the passage of time There’s men that cross oceans in search of it’s wonder That would give up their souls when it’s dragging them under It offers the hopeful the most wondrous of sights And takes true believers to dizzying heights To some it’s mere mention is a poisonous sting The memories dark and the pain that they bring But these are the ones who

Kids
So I am at a friends house and she is yelling at her kids to go in there room and clean them. But her words were " Clean this shit up".. I told her to calm down and stop yelling..a few minutes later her daughter walks in crying.. I asked her what was wrong and she said to me.." Mommy is going to be mad..I can't find any poop on my floor"..

"lend A Match"
“Lend a Match” Please lend a match, and light the fire Give me strength when I start to tire Hold me fast when my world is weary Oh lend a match, please lend a match Yes my timbers are often damp So lend a match and light the lamp That guides me safely home along that rocky shore Oh lend a match, please lend a match They say many things start from simple sparks And you know it’s oh so true You see before you came, there was just no flame Until you went and lent that match Light my candle in the night so dark Give me warmth to soothe my heart Reach down in my soul, and you will make it whole Oh lend a match, please lend a match And now my fire is burning bright Yes, my world once more is filled with light Because you caught my words, and to show you heard You lent a match, you lent a match You lent a match, you lent a match… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

"the Adventure"
“The Adventure” Today I start my journey, today I face the sea Braving storms and tempests, to see all that I can see Casting off the lines that held me, to the place I’ve always stood These sails they are my hopes, and my heart’s this hull of wood And my courage is my crew, and I have it because of you You’re my map, my compass, all my things so true Now you’re standing by my side, and thanks to you I grip the wheel And this adventure is the only thing I feel And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’re here with me You’re the breeze that came and set me free You’re the hand that helps me learn to steer On my rudder to guide me through the fear Past the jagged reefs, and the gales so strong I pray that this adventure lingers on And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’r

Confused
well i have fallin in love again..but am to afraid of getting hurt like the last time...i have no clue what to do. he is so sweet to me. but everything he says i dont believe cause thats what seth said to me.. i dont think i can ever show love again. (a heart so tender and shy gets broken with one little lie) what has happened to me??? i used to have a kind heart.. now all i have is hate and anger and only feel a lil love???

Stuff
My Head Roams around in thoughts if WHAT IF? Well this does me NO good. I want to believe in the dream that there is 1 special person out there for me, that is so hard to wrap my head around. I love you are HUGE words, people use this words to freely in my opinion, without thought, then wonder why its just mirror words? why ppl feel like they need to protect that part of their heart only a few see. I want some 1 to stand up for themselves, be there own person, someone to love me with no questions asked & allow me time to give the same. Some 1 that takes the time to learn no things new idea. I don't want to be forced into any kind of realionship thinking I can change or be changed, been hurt to much trying to give/change. I will give some 1 the world if I know I am valued in the same way!!! I hope that I am able to find what I am looking for. Settling is not an opinion. I could go on but for now think this is enough. I mean this heart & Soul I love you! Will I Ever Be good enough again

Looking For A Few Good Promoters/greeters At Fallen Angels !!!!
HELLO THERE EVERYONE !!! IT'S DA PIMP HERE AGAIN !!! I HAVE MOVED TO A NEW & UP COMING LOUNGE ON FUBAR !!! COME CHECK US OUT AT http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63713 WE ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PROMOTERS/GREETERS IF INTERESTED LEAVE ME A MESSAGE !!! I AM THE HEAD PROMOTER & I AM IN CHARGE OF THE PROMOTERS/GREETERS

Conspiracy
Tax his Ass At first I thought this was funny....then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end. Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanuts Anyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers; Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words Upon his tomb, Taxes drove me to my doom...' When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Build

Whatever
you know how they say a song fits your personality. well here's a song to explain how im feelin. Limp Bizkit- Behind Blue Eyes. and it really sucks to be here at this point. and i wonder...why do i have to let things get to me. why do i care so much. but life goes on and i keep going. smiling like everything is ok. i can be a cold hearted bitch but even us cold hearted bitches cry sometimes. when they're let down. when they're hurt. but they choose not to show it. and here's me not showing it but expressing it.

I Don't Know!
NOW THAT I KNOW PPL DON'T GIVE A FUCK I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND NOT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE....I'M TIRED OF BEING CALLED NAMES AND WALKED ALL OVER AND TOLD WHAT I'M DOIN WRONG.....WELL U DON'T LIKE THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS....I CAN TELL YOU NOT ONE PERSON CARES FOR ME LIKE I CARE FOR THEM....IT'S POINTLESS TO LOVE..SO LADIES TAKE MY ADVICE TURN DIKE AND DON'T EVER GET INVOLVED WITH MEN!!!!!!!!! MY LIFE IS SLOWING SLIPPING AWAY AGAIN....MY FAMILY DON'T CARE AND MY SISTER MOVED IN AND I DON'T MATTER ANYMORE....NOBODY UNDERSTANDS I'M SCREAMING ON THE INSIDE BECAUSE NOBODY LOVES ME...THEY ALL ACT LIKE I'M GONNA BE OK...BUT THE TRUTH IS I'M NOT GONNA BE OK....I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE....I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO END AND FIX MY PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!! why do i even bother with men all they ever do is break my heart....just like my justin who i use to love until we got in a fight now i know he don't give a fuck anymore and he doesn't know i wanted to spend the rest of my lif

Some Poems
Perception Quiet resolve, conviction in the solace. Crystal dreams through fairy woods, this make believe palace. A seed of truth, the tree of lies, a look at reality through others eyes. My Fear It is my fear, to let others see me. I'd rather just ask, what would you like me to be? Because what if what they see, is less than desirable. That leaves me vulnerable, and open to the harshest pain. Thickets Into the thicket I run, this hiding place of pain. It is no fun. It is all in vain. Inside are the struggles, outside I'm naked. The thorns hide the pain, this mask is in vain. Rather than accept, the world around me, I choose to accept myself. Am I alone in this choice? Out of the thicket I come, it is cold and frightening, there is no one to be found, but thickets...moving around.

"a Roll Of The Dice."
“A Roll of the Dice” Now you’ve found out the way, to excel at the game But to me you all look so fake Yeah, you’re eating the fruits in your fine tailored suits And you give less than you’ve learned to take It’s the oil shares today, will it be gold next week? Will you smile and then stab in the back? Because we know it’s all bullshit, the things that you seek To make up for the ones that you lack Not bad pretty boy, with you’re Park Avenue pad The master magician, the best Who lies to the world, and they all are so had They miss the cards that you hide in your vest It comes down to greed, the things they want the most So fools and their money are parted Now the retirement funds are burnt out like toast But you, you’re just getting started On the 6 o clock news, you stand there and smile You tell folks things they can trust But your words are just lies, told in your special style And your promises steel that will rust The American people, that swelteri

I am always so hot, so wet, soaked through my fishnets. Highly intensly sexual I feel. Strong odor of phermones brings on sex appeal. I have wicked desires for both woman and man. I want to control them and make them want me both at the same time and I know I can. I bind, I blind, I spank and degrade but what gets me off is to be watched while I play. I have nothing to hide, I show my body and let my sexuality be my guide. I like to touch myself all over showing every inch of the goods. I especially love it when that person is watching from a hidden place and doesn't think I know it. I get so wet they can hear it when I masturbate as I do in full view. I get off just knowing they are probably standing back there touching themselves too. I am Mistress with many talents and ideas that would take any sub to new heights, but I am a Mistress that with the right people likes to play and roleplay whom I consider intimate friend/lovers!!!!

Christmas Wishes
For My Fubar Friends If I could wish a wish for you, it would be for peace and happiness not only now, but for the whole year through! I wish that there always be food on your table. And that you always remember those less fortunate. May you always take time to share, and thank those who share with you. I wish for time, so you may reflect on the blessings that you have, and that you express your love to those who are dear to you. May you never feel lonely, because there are those who care. That you realize: you are special, you are unique, you make a difference, not only at Christmas, but all year! I wish for your thoughts to be positive ones, that you never quit, that you never give up, and that you continue to learn. I wish for the love, peace, and joy of Christmas be yours always, Loves you guys always BLUE

My Thoughts And Opinions!
Being fat is an epidemic in the US so they say. But they never take the time to show one other side of the coin. I have Cushings Syndrome. Its the "fat disease". My body makes a chemical which is absorbed into the thyroid and caused me to gain weight at an unimaginable rate. You also get this hump on your back right below the neck. I gained 200 lbs in 6 months. And they thought I was just over eating. I had not changed my eating habits in that time. I did try to change things like going vegetarian for awhile to no avail. Millions suffer from it and most are undiagnosed. There is treatment for it but it is mostly a diet and some thyroid meds. After I divorced in 2000 I went into therapy cuz of the divorce and started working on losing the weight. I lost 150 lbs in a year and a half but it doesnt appear anymore will come off. The moral of this blog is, maybe, just maybe some of those people the skinny people make fun of cuz of their weight may just have no co

A Soldier's Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD, THE CHILDREN WO

The Most Awesome Things
if anyone is looking for a personal bodyguard, let me know. if no one knows what kendra wilkinson looks like, she's in the fuckin hot photo gallery. just saw the most awesome thing on an episode of las vegas, kendra wilkinson in body paint. ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! very sexy

Dean's List And Sad Days!
So I checked my grades online :) I am under Academic Recognition and the Additional Standing, I made the Dean's List.. so proud of myself lol.. and for some reason my friend matt keeps calling me his lil over achiever haha... shush up matt lol... but anyways.. also im not feeling so well lately, suppose im missing somethings, trying to re-adjust i suppose.. anyways.. I am off to my dad's house for the evening.. message me if you need too..cheer me up if you can :) Love always, Chrissy... Have a safe and happy holiday ♥

This Shit
things keep pulling me apart i try to have the ppurest heart but i never can keep it together i blow around like a feather with nothing no teather so when live get harder im supposed to get smarter find away around the drama but i keep putting myself in it with not one or 2 but three babies mommas. the first i didnt believe it had to be a lie till the day i heard her lil foice cry i dont understand why at 18 i thought i was a grown ass man sign my right over to some bum who i thought could take my place but he jus laught in my face as he threw her mom out his place now shes on the streets with nothiung on her feet i cant see her we dont speak its been 3 years shes grown up has no clue and im the one with the fears 5 years old prolly hard as a rock it was me who put here with this uselss cock BREATH !!!!!! round two i had my wife she was great when we started to date sone it got old her heart grew cold she hated that i had a previous live she wanted me to sever everything with a kn

Rip Juanita
I SAD TO SAY MY NIECE GODMOTHER PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT THATS SUCKS SHE COULD HOLD ON UNTIL NEXT YEAR I KNOW SHE'S IN GODS HANDS NOW GOD BLESS JUANITA WE MISS U AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE U ? SHE BEEN THERE FOR 2 YRS IN MY NIECE LIFE AND LIVE DOWN THA HALL FROM MY MOTHER'S HOUSE ? FEEL FREE TO LEAVE YOUR SORROWS ON MY BLOG GOD BLESS AMEN MAC MITTY

My Thoughts And Other Craziness.
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 Please pass it on. *** I am an Army wife and this message came to from my husband's company. It is legetimate(sp?). ***

Red Light Death Scene
1.Born and raised in Kentucky 2.I actually like living here... 3.My middle name is Dawn 4.Its plain and I hate it 5.SO not a morning person 6.I hate to be called "goth" 7.Call me "emo" and I'll bite your fucking nose off! 8.I bite my nails till they bleed 9.Have recently tried to stop, ha 10.I dislike the idea of marriage 11.I always drink too much 12.I'm a pothead (go figure!) 13.Green peas make me wanna hurl!!! 14.Suck my toes and I'll be your slave for life 15.I have 3 pets snakes ( Diva, Jack, and Lucius) 16.I have 1 dog (Brandy) 17.Graveyards are my home away from home 18.I love creepy crawlies 19.I'm not afraid of anything 20. ...ok, I still think monsters are out to get me 21.I love feet! 22. Policemen make me really nervous... 23. ...I have a thing for policemen 24.I wanna be a Park Ranger when I grow up! 25.I love the outdoors 26.Science turns me on 27.ignorance turns me off 28.I have a dried owls foot in my jewelry box (its cool) 29.My favorite col

Bitches
Ok, im going on the record and stating that i do NOT find anything at all interesting about a woman that describes herself as a bitch. I don't find it exciting, i don't find it attractive and i certainly don't want anything to do with a self described bitch. So what is it with the world today that women find it necessary to state emphatically that they are some sort of a she bitch. Do they honestly think that men and women alike will find them more approachable? Do they honestly think that anyone wants to be around a bitch? I challenge you to look at this very website and see the huge numbers of women that use the word bitch to describe themselves. Man i want to get to know them big time. Come on ladies its so high school to think that men want a bitch in their life. NOBODY wants to be around a bitch. Why would they. I personally like women that can carry on a conversation, that don't go all virgin on me if i use a sexual joke or comment. I like women that reflect their age. I

Life
You know I have seen a lot of racial tension lately, whether here or in real life and it really pisses me off. Yes this 2009 and i really thought we have surpassed all of that nonsense long ago. Look at us now. Did we ever think we would ever get a black president? No i didnt and when we did i was like WOW we have really grown but yet all i have seen is negativity. It is like we expect him to perform miracles. We didnt get this way overnight so give it time. Dont criticize him for every small thing he does it is his right. If this was any other president he wouldnt be given a second thought but because he is black it seems like he is being watched and people are just waiting to pounce. I am not saying that this is a racial thing but he has already gotten more publicity than most other presidents. His job is the hardest, most stressfull, most unappreciative jobs out there and yet he choses to stay and try to lead our country in the right direction. I say give him time and instead of c

Blogging
Whats your name?? How old are you?? How tall are you?? hair color?? you got any tattoos?? you plan to get any?? piercings?? do you drink?? smoke?? if the moment was rite... would you kiss me?? would you mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled?? wats your perfect date??? how would you describe your style of clothes?? are you a virgin??? would you give me a back massage if i asked for one?? would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on your lap?? have you ever cheated on anybody??? wat are you doin' in life... work... skchool??? do you like to dance?? party?? would ya wanna hold hands in public?? do you like to watch movies?? do you drive?? if not... why not??? do you have strict curfew?? do you like pets?? what race are you?? what is your best feature?? what do you think is my best feature?? would you mind if we just hung out doing nothing?? would you like me to take ya out sometime?? if so- where??

Solitary
Set me aflame and cast me free Away you wretched world of tethers Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more. Always thought that I would stand Before the faceless name of Justice Like some law unto myself Like a child of God again. And if rain brings winds of change Let it rain on us forever I have no doubts from what I've seen I have never wanted more. With this line I'll mark the past As a symbol of beginning I have no doubt from what I've seen I have never wanted more. In this picture stands a man Far away, alone and distant Like a solitary field In some nameless foreign land. All around him points of light Start to dim and cease transmitting Shadows fell on futile games And then there was nothing more. Through the screams of falling steel By the light of flares and wisdom All the doubts I could not face All this time I wanted more. With a line I mark the past As a symbol of beginning To the gods whose names we've lost And the name

Foot Tickling In History
Foot Tickling in History "The Sex Life of the Foot & Shoe" by William A. Rossi. Copyright 1976. Foot-Tickled To Passion. Page 29 Another graphic example of the foots sexual nervesis found in the foots sensory-rich sole & its response, often erotic & sensual, to tickling. The noted psychologist Albert Moll states that the sole of the foot has a sensory quility whose stimulation gives rise, directly or indirectly, to voluptuous sensations. As everyone knows, foot-tickling can drive some into flights of ecstasy & others to madness. Essentially, however, the response to foot-tickling is sexual. Says Aigremont, The tickling of the soles of the feet has been used by many preparatory to coitus. It serves as a foreplay center so it might prolong the sexual enjoyment as much as possible. Foot-tickling as an erotic stimulus is age-old & universal. The sophisticated lover, says Renbourn, knows that many women get intense erotic pleasure when the feet are gently stroked - like having

Tickling
The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out all your ticklish places with amazing skil

Look
hey wait i have gott'n alot of men stating to think that i am crazy. okay, i can go along with that. but, what i mean to say is what can i do different!! i have always hated men after a bad brake up and i want to know how not to be a man hater. i want to get over it in a sible manner. tiered of being mad all the time all i need is to find peace with the brake up and peace with my self. and yes, right now i feel used and i scared of men and what heart brake they can cuz look i think that men can take a flying leap off a tall pear ( the ones i know anyway) they all want one thing and it's not my winning personality. think i should just lay low and be free for a while thats including s#% nothing no fisical contact and just be me and stay away from men i think they enjoy using a person then they do caring of one( the guys that i see) i don't mean to afend any one i just want to get it off my chest. i feel men are hateful and hurtful they don't desurve someone like me who gives 200% of th

A Carrot, A Egg, Or Coffee
a carrot, an egg and coffee.... A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asks, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and note

Drunk Again!!
hungover again damnit! can't get shit done. long nite of drinkin, had hella fun. lookin at titties and ass all nite, came cross 2 dudes, they both was white. one was a dickhead, the otha was drunk, struck up conversation, i showed him no punk. this dumb mufucka started buyin mad shots, guess datz his only way of gettin in twats. my style is diff ain't gotta say shit. look da bitch in da eye, then she on my dick. dumb fuck kept spendin and gettin nowhere. i'm slammin his shots like fuck it dont care. it got so ridiculous i gave drinks away, here bitch drink this fast so i dont look gay. like i cant hang with drinkin all night, but itz a diff when u with someone white. had my own tab, he said yo i got it bro, u're my bro from another mutha, i don't even know u yo. was all in my head. i nodded 2 my bartender, he heard wat he said. said thanx 2the white boy, before stumblin 2 the door, "hey bro u get me next time", he said, i'm like for sho. knownin goddamn well this dumb prick wont re

Bonfire With Friends
The girls on the tailgate, as the guys work Putting up the tents, again and again Hearing the coolers slush, as there drug down The guy getting wet from spilled water Everyones having a good time The girls chase the butterfilies out in the field The guys take there shirts off We all head out to the river Where we go swimming and fishing The guys catch, but the girls cathes are bigger From that point of day, it's game on Planning a nice big bonfire Start it with a piece of wood and a lighter Grabbing all your buddies Just to have all them goodies Sitting in a chair without a care Drinking a beer waitin' for a deer You're haveing too much fun, when shootin a gun Watching embers floating above,floatin like a dove Listening to all the wood cracking After a while everyones lacking Hearing ones laughing and there smiles Makes for many more smiles Embers with red-hot flares, everyone takes a stare it's silent But there's always that one, thats breaks it

Slow Dowm Guys
soory that I have been gone for so long but i'm back. I just had a wild ride theese past few mouths.so if you would like to know about it hit me up. yes i'm still here yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some really cute guys are out there asking me about the things i write on my page so i just simply tell them it's a roller coster ride in the weirdest way. the only thing that stays constant is work and my two wonderfull kids. and now that i have found oout that i can stay in casper has made it even better!mostly i got to thank all my true friends that have made it possible for me to stay and the hope and prayers i have received as well i thank you and i will pray for you as well thank you and may the angel of strangth sit on your shoulder and gide you to help others

Interesting Tidbits...
I thought this rated my first ever blog post on fubar... You'll have to cut and paste the link. Sorry. She will always set the bar for what "sexy" is... she will be missed. -C- http://www.latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-bettie-page17-2008dec17,0,1667172.story

Need Help To Level
Love Her Hard!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar Lets help her out!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar I need to get back to the same level i was before level 22 pls help me !!!! Add me , Fan me and Rate me!!! thank you for all your help!!!!!! Lets make it happen!!!! Portorican Princess Need your help to level up Love Her Hard!!!! bad biitch status*rating revolution*

Ugh!
So everyone knows that the job market right now totally BITES! My job serious stinks right now. Sales are down horribly! I am lucky to have 2 days a week anymore. Its making me sick. I can not afford health insurance. I can not afford to pay my bills half the time...I don't know what to do anymore. I was wondering if anyone knew of some legal way to make a few extra dollars. Is there ANYWHERE that is fucking hiring???? I can not afford to pay my bills anymore, seriously! My fucking boss keeps cutting my hours. Yeah, I get that we are fucking slow, but why the fuck are you fucking cutting my hours when I have the most seniority at my place of employment?!?!?! Does that really make any freaking sense??? I am good at what I do...and I know how most of the place operates. AHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I am gonna go cry until I can't cry anymore! BYE.

Ugly On The Inside & Out Sometimes Doesnt Matter To Me
Ugly on the inside, ugly on the outside or just plain UGLY? I have talked to a few men that I thought were drop dead gorgeous. Most of us are immediately attracted to a good looking person...simple human nature. But once we get to know that person a little we find they are very unattractive on the inside. For me this negates the attraction to the outside almost immediately. On the other hand, I have talked to a few who were not as attractive on the outside, but once I got to know them and saw how attractive they were on the inside, I found them irresistible. I love to get to know someone and have the attraction grow..it just makes the sex completely hot. To know that when the lights are off and you still are REALLY attracted to your partner makes the orgasm that much sweeter. Occasionally, I find a person who is unattractive on the outside AND the inside as well. I recently talked to a man who just was not what what I would call attractive at all. I chatted with him a bit an

Nata Thing
nothing much to say i just want to level b4 x-mas but i didnt want to put it in my status sooo here it b i want to get to rock star all help will returned. you help me ill help you ty for readin this luv to all *kisses*

"that Time Of Year"
“That Time of Year” A blanket made of white, shrouds the silent night And the stars peek down from the skies above And that special day draws near, that time of warmth and cheer That time of year synonymous with love It’s the time for all mankind, to put aside the strife And to join as one, standing hand in hand To pray for peace and look for hope, the greatest gifts of all And share that message all across the land Yes, no matter what your color, no matter how you pray It’s a healing time, that’s drawing oh so near And the power of the season, it’s majesty and might Is a thing that we should strive for, to feel throughout the year So look around, for those who need your help The empty hearts, and those who live in fear Pick them up, dust them off, and make them understand What lives inside this magic time of year And thank the stars for those you’ve come to know All the precious souls who wander through your life Take the time to tell them what they really

"the Island."
“The Island” Swim with me today, divest yourself of pain Feel the currents draw you close, it’s yesterday again We might just make the island, the one we never reached And collapse as one, a huddled mass, upon it’s sandy beach Walk with me today, this scene will be our time Drink of passion, forbidden fruit, intoxicating wine Read my words of love and lust, carved into the stone Be the one you used to be, the one I’ve always known Touch the sun today, it’s warmth upon our skin Feel my rigid urgency, moving deep within Share the truth and share the hope, share the little lies Blend the sweat with liquid joy, falling from your eyes Explore with me today, skip some different stones Grin at life and laugh at things that made you feel alone And if the ground falls from our feet, and we slip beneath the sea We will go as one there too; Together, and free… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

"20,000 Leagues Into A Woman's Heart."
“20,000 Leagues Into A Woman’s Heart” If the thing called love is deep, a woman’s heart is deeper still With many hidden corners, and crevices to fill I had to know my place in there, I had to know my part 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart So I started on my journey, I headed on my quest I told myself I would not fail, or ever stop to rest Now deep inside that world so vast, I’m hardly past the start 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Proceeding on my voyage, I passed chambers filled with pain But right next door a bigger room filled with love again And miles ago I lost the thought that I was oh so smart 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Then it finally dawned on me, when I had searched it all In every single room and nook, my name was on the wall And now I stand in utter awe, before this work of art 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Do You Need A Photographer?
Hey Fu-Nation I'm an up and coming photographer looking to start my own studio soon. So I'm looking for small jobs to save up for my studio. I will do any shoot you want except weddings. This includes senior pics, receptions, parties, prego shoots, baby shoots, or even shots for fubar. Get ahold of me to discuss rates. I'm would call my rates cheap but worth what you get. -Josh

Xmas
Dear Santa, I wish this year for xmas in my real life lots of love from n for my family, that we all have good ealth for the next year, that we can work on our lil mistakes to make the life for each other better, that everything gets even better with our situation, lots of chocolate kisses (lol) and on fubar well like most of the people blingpacks or blings rates love fubucks VIP's and for everyone lots of fun on here cookies n milk is standing here on the table so come n get it mr. Santa love K aka cutemommy82 now since xmas is right in front of our doors, everyone gets in the right moode for it n everyone is thinking bout gifts etc n everyone is wondering what they wil get... i wonder also what will i get this year? will i even get some from ya????

Two Kinds Of Hurt By Bob Makransky
Two Kinds of Hurt There are two kinds of hurt: self-pitying hurt and sad hurt. Self-pitying hurt is the kind of hurt we feel on purpose, so that we'll have a good excuse to wallow in self-pity. Whenever we are self-righteously indignant at someone else's behavior, we are indulging in self-pitying hurt. We seek self-pitying hurt when we expect or demand something from another person which that person is not offering freely. Whenever we believe that other people (e.g. our parents, spouse, or children) owe us anything; whenever we try to bribe, wheedle, or coerce other people; to try to make them feel guilty if they don't come across for us; to impose our own desires on them beyond what they are comfortable with; then what we are actually seeking from them is their rejection, which we can conveniently blame on them. Whenever we make our happiness depend on something which someone else does or doesn't do, we are just asking that person to hurt us. This kind of hurt is e

Just Bloggen In Charlotte North Carolina
WELL, ONE MORE DAY AND I AM BACK ON THE ROAD TO ANOTHER TOWN. I'M GOING TO FINISH UP IN SPARTINBURG TOMORROW AND MAKE THE TRIP TO MOBILE ALABAMA FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. BE BACK IN A BIT MY FINGERS HURT..

Soldiers And Teachers
To believe when others are doubting To work when others are dreaming To care when others are neglecting To give when others are grasping To forgive when others are condemning To smile when others are complaining To praise when others are criticizing To build when others are destroying To risk when others are hesitating To serve when others are demanding To persist when others are quiting. Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?" She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me what you h

Dont Know Wut To Do Anymore
Ok idk where to begin....but ive been single now for 3 years and begining to realize that i might not be happy ever....ive been in a few relationships in the past only loved once in my whole life and she ran out on me to go fuck other guys, then another girl did the same thing just but just ran away without sayin anything to me for a month...ive been told im a super nice guy... now sayin that im the type of guy to spoil every once ina while the person im with, cook, go out, flowers lil love notes, just do things to make her feel like shes floating on air, just to see a girl happy makes me happy....now what im trying to understand is why cant i find anyone that wont be scared or that wants to be that miss right and so far i havent met one that meets the challenge....noticing now that as i continue to finish college to get my med-degree its getting harder and harder to find sumone, but all i ever wana do is help ppl hence a med-degree, but how can a person ever put up with there loved on

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I HAVE BEEN ON HERE A LONG TIME NOW AND A VIP MEMBER OF FUBAR WE HAVE FAMILYS AND ALSO VERY NICE PEOPLE ON HERE WHO SPEND THERE TIME HELPING OTHERS WHO CAN NOT AFFORD BLINGS .. VIP AND SO ON.WITH THIS NEW SYSTEM NOW THAT IS IN PLACE ON HERE WE WONT BE ABLE TO HELP THOSE OF YOU THAT NEED HELP AND CANT AFFORD THESE THINGS SO IF EVERYONE COULD PLEASE GO TO THIS BLOG LINK http://fubar.com/blog/9/876785 AND POST A COMMENT TO PLEASE BRING BACK THE OLD COMMENT SYSTEM MAYBE THEY WILL SO PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD TY !!! THESE CONTESTS ARE TO HELP PEOPLE WHO CAN NOT AFFORD VIP,BLINGS ETC ON FUBAR PLEASE HELP !!!! =)

It's Christmas.......buy Me As A Gift!!!!! Go To The Profile Of "radio X Show"
BID ON ME BECAUSE I ROCK!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!! START AND END TIME * The auction will begin Friday night at 10pm Eastern. * The auction will close Monday night at 10pm Eastern.

New York Will Tax Anything
Editor's note: David Paterson, a Democrat, is governor of New York. New York Gov. David Paterson says taxing soft drinks could help combat obesity. ALBANY, New York (CNN) -- Like many New Yorkers, I remember a time when nearly everyone smoked. In 1950, Collier's reported that more than three-quarters of adult men smoked. This epidemic had a devastating and long-lasting impact on public health. Today, we find ourselves in the midst of a new public health epidemic: childhood obesity. What smoking was to my parents' generation, obesity is to my children's generation. Nearly one out of every four New Yorkers under the age of 18 is obese. In many high-poverty areas, the rate is closer to one out of three. That is why, in the state budget I presented last Tuesday, I proposed a tax on sugared beverages like soda. Research has demonstrated that soft-drink consumption is one of the main drivers of childhood obesity. For example, a study by Harvard researchers found that e

Auction Time
OK...I need a little Help here...My friends has only 43K to level...please come spank his page...he is a good fu and returns all love throw his way.... Harpbox¢â aka GL¢âFu engadged to Xmasbaby73& whipping boy to Andi aka lil playa@ fubar AND...HE IS IN AN AUCTION TOO.....GRAB HIM UP GIRLS HE IS A GOOD ONE TO OWN!!!! CLICK THE LINK BELOW TELL HIM XMASBABY SENT YA: @ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾xmasbaby73¢¾DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do' on '2008-12-18 17:33:34') (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-12-18 18:28:49') (repost of original by 'Trouble Free and free to be me' on '2008-12-18 18:39:43') (repost of original by '♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do' on '2008-12-18 18:49:50') OK...I need a little Help here...My friends has only 43K to level...please come spank his page...he is a good fu and returns all love throw his way.... Harp

For My Sis Cherie Marie Aka Witchesbrew
What is non-Hodgkin's lymphoma? Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma (NHL) is cancer of the cells of the lymphatic system. In non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, cells in the lymphatic system either divide and grow without order or control, or old cells do not die as cells normally do. Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma can start almost anywhere in the body. It may occur in a single lymph node, a group of lymph nodes, or an organ such as the spleen. Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma can spread to almost any part of the body, including the liver, bone marrow, and spleen. Over time, lymphoma cells may replace the normal cells in the bone marrow. Bone marrow failure results in the inability to produce red blood cells that carry oxygen, white blood cells that fight infection, and platelets that stop bleeding. Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma is different from Hodgkin's lymphoma and occurs about 8 times more often. Are there different types of non-Hodgkin's lymphoma? There are many different types of non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. Over the year

White Tigers (please Repost)
Focus: Animal Welfare Action Request: Boycott Location: United States The White Tiger; Beautiful, Graceful, Majestic... Fantasy Like Even. But, did you know that the white tiger is not a real species. In fact it is a man made species, a hybrid of a Bengal tiger and a Siberian tiger and they end up a beautiful white color with blue eyes due to inbreeding. And if that wasn't enough to set you off then know that about 80% of white tiger cubs born die either from birth defects or killed by breeders because they are deformed. What zoo would want that in their park, right? Did you ever wonder why you could never see a white tiger out in the wild. Well, besides the fact that they are man made a white tiger would never be able to survive on it's own in the wild. Why you ask? For one, all white tigers are cross eyed due to inbreeding. They can not see very well due to that. I copied and pasted this article about white tiger breeding from a website called bigcatrescue.org. Please read on.

Humor
12 Days of Christmas - A Cat's Rendition On the twelfth day of Christmas my human gave to me: Twelve bags of catnip! Eleven tarter Pounce treats, Ten ornaments hanging, Nine wads of Kleenex, Eight peacock feathers, Seven stolen Q-tips, Six feathered balls, Five MILK JUG RINGS! Four munchy house plants, Three running faucets, Two fuzzy mousies, And a hamste-e-er in a plastic ball!! 12 Days of Christmas - A Cat's Rendition On the twelfth day of Christmas my human gave to me: Twelve bags of catnip! Eleven tarter Pounce treats, Ten ornaments hanging, Nine wads of Kleenex, Eight peacock feathers, Seven stolen Q-tips, Six feathered balls, Five MILK JUG RINGS! Four munchy house plants, Three running faucets, Two fuzzy mousies, And a hamste-e-er in a plastic ball!!

"the Rigorous Thought."
“The Rigorous Thought” It sneaks in at night, in the coma of sleep And kicks at the pillow, or pulls at the sheet Composed of the broken, the abstract, the dead That rigorous thought rolling round in your head And it yanks like a hook, it pulls like a tide Hiding there in the shadows, lurking inside A flame of white heat, an itch in your back A perilous journey, from which there’s no turning back Call it inspiration, or even divine Call it a plant, because it creeps like a vine It may be a blessing, or something far worse A pure breath of life or maybe a curse Perhaps it’s a cancer for which there’s no cure Or maybe an angel, but of this I am sure Like an old panhandler there on the street It always begs coins, for something to eat A high court verdict that sent you away To a personal prison, and there you will stay It could be this thing, or maybe that A 500 pound wrestler pinning you to the mat But at least it’s persistent, at least it’s contrite Whe

"consider."
“Consider” Consider me a blanket, consider me a shroud Consider me tattooed, with colors bold and loud That bravely shout out to the world, for every soul to see The wonder of this woman, and what she means to me Consider me a warming light, consider me the sun Consider me your brightest glow, when the night has come A red hot touch that fires your heart when the days are cold That propane torch still working well, when we are worn and old Consider me your traffic light, consider me your guide Consider me your words of truth, when others scheme and lie The one that tells you when it’s safe to step into the road A man who grabs the plastic bags when you have dropped the load Consider me your shower, when you are worn and soiled Consider me your coffee pot, always warm and boiled A living liquid waiting here, a thing to fill your cup When times are hard and you are drawn to thoughts of giving up Consider me your co conspirator, I’ll always play the game Consi

Sex Partner Application
Click here to take this survey: wanna be my fuck buddy. lets have sexwould you like to have sex with me?how badly do you wanna sleep with me?how soon would you wanna have sex with me?if i said im sitting here waiting for you to come to me what would you say?are you male or female?are you straight/bi/ bi curious/ gay ?do you like to use toys during sex?what kind of toys do you use during sex?if male what do you want to do the most to me?if female what do you wanna do the most to me?what is you favorite kind of porn?do you enjoy watching gay/lesbian porn?if you were here right now, what would we do first?are you into oral sex?are you into anal sex?do you like to masterbate?do you like to masterbate with others?are you into 1on 1 or are you into 3somes and moresomes?are you kinky?how kinky are you?do you have any fetishes?what are your fetishes?do you like to get drunk and have sex?what is the youngest person you would have sex with?what is the oldest person you would have sex with?what

Auction's
Ive decided to have a auction and I'll put myself up fopr sale...Anyne else wish to join me ( there's no charge ) please send me a privet message with the link to the pic you want to use and what you are offering. Bidding will start for everyone else at $500K ut as for me I would love a HH or auto 11's or bling packs and will give morph's 500 11 s and stash rates in return... *Lady Witoka* #1 Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves@ fubar Thank you every one let's have fun

Juss A Thought
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can’t eat it? 4. When people say "it’s always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you’ve found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn’t really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is ’new and improved!’. Which is

Randomness Free Of Douchebaggery
This is not a normal blog post. I just want to tell everyone to check out my trackz and also check out the greatest band I've ever heard at www.myspace.com/iwrestledabearonce Thank you.

Steering Wheel Boobies
So I answer questions for a living, it's what I do. So the person asks the questions "what is the definition of doggy style position". The next step would be to send it to a guide to research it or send them a default answer which would just be the most commonly used. I obviously chose default and it reads: A dude gets on his knees behind her and puts his peepee in her hoohoo. Then he pulls her hair and uses her boobies as a steering wheel. OMG, I thought it was hilarious and I lost it.

I'm Too Lazy To Update My Friends Individually ..
MY LOVE 4 YOU ...To my first child ....The love of my life Thursday, March 13, 2003 I finally understand the meaning of unconditional love A feeling from deep within of pride that wonderous joy of knowing your mine. I can only tell you with words how i feel inside..but can show you my love with arms open wide 2 hug you and kiss you and teach you to strive..you are what keeps my spirit alive. Your my angel, My miracle, My sweet innocent child. Now..I do not have, alot of money ..or fancy material things.. All I can give you ..are riches that only a mothers love brings... I can teach you to listen when the world around you sings.. Walk with you hand N hand.. through a garden in spring.. and teach appreciation for all the beautiful things... I wish I could change many things I have done... "Personal Regrets".. I have more than just one... You have so much to learn and so little time.. I can see in your eyes that your strong youll do fine.. But the earth spins f

Heydies' Blogs
I found this info and just thought you guys might find it helpful/interesting! So I'm gonna share. I will also, have the link for the website posted below the info. Enjoy! -Sam -------------------------------------- Any man can become "multi-orgasmic". It only requires a basic understanding of male sexuality and certain techniques. Most men’s sexuality is focused on the goal of ejaculating, rather than on the actual process of lovemaking. Once a man becomes multi-orgasmic he will not only be able to better satisfy himself, but also more effectively satisfy his partner. Technically, multiple orgasms occur in succession, without complete loss of sexual arousal in between. Women are blessed with the ability to have multiple orgasms. Not many are aware that men with proper training, can actually do the same. In the case of women, multiple orgasm means resuming sexual stimulation shortly after a first orgasmic climax, usually immediately or within a few minutes, so that a second cl

Questions
Body: YOU OPENED IT NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT OR YOU'LL NEVER BE WITH THE PERSON YOU LOVE!!! NOW BE HONEST AND DON'T CHICKEN OUT! 1)Single or taken? TAKEN 2) Do you like it? YEA 3) Would you kiss your ex? YEA 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YEP :( 5) Do you believe in certain circumstances where cheating is ok? UMMM NO....... 6) Are you missing anybody right now ? ALWAYS 7) Do you want kids? HAVE 1 ALREADY but wud like one more 8) If yes, how many? 1 9) Would you consider adoption?mayb 10) if someone liked u would u want them to tell u? SURE 11) Do you want someone you can't have? nah 12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? YES 13) Do you get butterflies around your crush? NO 14) Do any of your ex's still have feelings for you? I DONT KNOW 15) Do you love anyone so much that you can't explain it YEP Where is the person you gave your heart to for the first time? SOMEWHERE ELSE How do you feel about

Open Season
Put On Your Camo And Grab Your Mouse. Its Open Season On Fubar. Your Game Animal Today Is The Cunning Fubarian! The Fubarian Is A Sneaky Lil Devil. You Will Have To Stalk Your Prey And Hit Them With A Fan Then A Profile Rate To Slow Them. To Finish The Fubarian Hit Them With A Friends Request. This Always Works Because They Cant Resist A New Friend. Rate/Fan/Add All These Fubarians With The Message "Its Open Season And Im Stalking You!" And You Will Be Added To The List. If Your Are Already A Friend of Theirs Comment Their Profile With The Same Message.When You Have Rated Fanned and Added Everyone On The List PM Southern Cuteness And You Will Be Added! Happy Hunting!!!! ☼ŞѺÚ†ĥęЯЙ☼©üŦene§§☼@ fubar ~~TeenaBrownEyedPrincess~@ fubar ♫♠SoUtHs☼FiNeSt♠♫@ fubar ★Elle★ Warrior Princess

Unresolved
I stand on the side with tears welling up inside for the pain that i feel is tearing a hole in the very fabric of my soul. the words that i want to say would disapate in the defness of space. tho i know i have been undone by my own lusts, i want to be felt for who i once was. i am still the same. i just got lost along the way. with a heavy heart i bow my head. not in respect but in shame. i have pushed away the best thing in my life with pain, anger, and jealousy. with these words said i would like to leave this world but cant. i must stay and handle the ordeals that come my way. i stay tied to my sanity thru the love of my mother. but i couldnt imagine what would happen if i lost those ties. the thoughts of losing the only other thing that keeps me alive is far to difficult to comprehend. so i leave the readers of this with a small token, dont fear future of events to pass, keep your history in your thoughts, and try to keep your heart in the present. so you dont fear the lonelyness t

All Things Lilweeone
What Sign of the Black Zodiac are you? The Whirlwind Your sign is that of the whirlwind. You represent the many known contradictions of the Bible, and also the wrath of God upon those who dare to question it. Your fury is often taken out on everyone, rather than the one who caused it. Aggravation is not your main source of anger, but it often causes more damage than your fury itself. You are the sixth sign of the Black Zodiac. The hypocritical, damaging, serious Whirlwind. Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

7th-the Strip Club Bully
7Th Circle Of Hell and The Strip Club 7Th Circle Of hell goes to the strip Club 7Th Circle Of Hell Where the women are hot as hell Come and join the family The Strip Club (NSFW) Its Sexy Live Dj's Come join us Click to enter

Used Vs Loved
Used vs. Loved While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless, he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD' . The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits, choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life .... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

Dude Not Cool
friends? what is a friend? is it someone that is there for you? is it someone that will pick you up when you fall down? is it someone that is there no matter? is it someone that cares for you no mater what you are going through? -- yes it is... but it don't always work like that friends use friends hurt and friends in general just don't always care i can't seem to be nice enough yet i always get treated like crap i want to be a friend but sometimes i am to busy to do the things they want i can't be everywhere at once not at their beckon call i am not their servent i do have a life but no most don't understand this i get shit on time after time i get fucked over no matter what i do its never good enough no matter how hard i try it not the best why can't they see that what they say and do hurts me why don't they know that they hurt me they break me can't they see it no they don't cause if they did they would stop they would care

Auto 11's
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Tribute To My Brother Jackson
Hi my name is Eric, some of you on Fubar knew him and some have asked me how he died. It's very hard for me to discuss his death so I'm posting a blog so I don't have to relive the pain of losing him all over again. My brother has been fighting Leukemia for a little over two years which he was dealing with it very well until the doctors found a brain tumor which turned out to be "Glioblastoma". He went in for an operation in Oct. afterward he started having major headaches and nose bleeds. They couldn't remove the tumor it had grown straight downward, he started bleeding under the tumor(Glioblastoma). He got worse he went back into the hospital a 2nd time. no doctor could operate too dangerous. My family was told he may have 3 weeks to live. one week later on Dec 9th he passed away. He would have been 26 years old on December 24th. Please by no means ask me how he died. He was my best friend, my hero, I miss him deeply . Thank You hope you understand that i'm in no way being rude.There

I Took A Look At Myself And Came To Grips With What I Found
So I went and looked at my past entries in here although it was only two it was amazing how much I've changed. I am now enegaged to a wonderful man and amazingly happy. He is everything I've ever needed and so much more. My heart is overjoyed to have him in my life. I am more mature now. With all that has happened and all I've learned from I am a better person today than I ever was. I just had surgery this past wednesday. So I'm not really gonna write much more cause i'm feeling my pain meds. Sooo with that I'll write more at a later time probably...if not oh well ^_^ I was having a conversation with a close friend of mine last night...and we were talking about how we have been treated in past relationships...and so I've come to realize lately every guy I have had a serious relationship with has fucked me over. Be it cheating or be it just treating me like shit they fuck me over one way or another. I've been cheated too many times. So the question arises is there something wro

Bummer
Hey everyone, just so you know I havent forgotten you at all! im actually doing my treatments to hopefully get rid of what i have. I wont be on here much...on the computer at all actually.. but every once in awhile. Trust me, i would rather not go thru this at all...keep your fingers crossed that these first few rounds of treatment get rid of everything and for the first time in months i can feel better!!!! but just thought id let you know havent forgotten you at all...and hope to talk to u all sooner then later...but who knows whatll happen... much love, me

Randomness
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? gone 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? wyoming 5. Your father? nashua 6. Your favorite thing? chocolate 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? marriage 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? anything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? mad 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? dunno 18. Where you grew up? oklahoma 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? sometimes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life?happy 25. Your mood? good 26

Just Me
This one is for my wonderful husband. I am the luckiest woman in the world. I haven't really know until now what a soul mate was. I hope and wish that everyone will someday find their soul mate. It is the most wonderful feeling in the world. What you see is what you get with me. I don't keep secrets or lie to anyone for any reason. I am married with two children and working on a third. Practice makes perfect as the hubby says. I love to play Poker on line at pokerstars.net and take time with the family So, that about it. comment if you want free at last. free at last OH Lord, I am free at last. freedom is a priceless thing and ntil it is taen away from yo, it is taen for ranted. the sad part is when it is done slowly yo are not always aware of it bein taen away inch by inch. scary right?

Top Idiots Of 2008
Number One Idiot of 2008 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter in to the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2008 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river

My Christmas Present To You
From now until Christmas I am giving you my last album (Optional Content) currently on iTunes for $12, absolutely free as a way of say thanks for being apart of my world, Merry Christmas, ENJOY... *note download is compressed into a ZIP file* 84MB Click Here to Download

Siserarose
It's winter in Canada And the gentle breezes blow Seventy miles an hour At thirty-five below. Oh, how I love Canada When the snow's up to your butt You take a breath of winter And your nose gets frozen shut. Yes, the weather here is wonderful So I guess I'll hang around I could never leave Canada I'm frozen to the friggin' ground! author unknown The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when

Fu Sex
So it has been awhile since the last time me and the wifey had some mad monkey love. And who is to blame on this one? None other than the evil Auntie Flo...I swear she always shows up at the most inconvenient time. And I believe she will remain till tomorrow but I wished she had left like yesterday! Anyways, I look forward to her departing so I can "get my grove on". But then again yours truly here will probably screw it up by doing something stupid like get into an arguement on how to raise kids versus just keeping my mouth shut and allow her to make all the decisions...only time will tell this time. 21 days or three weeks...the last time I had some whoopee. You would think that being the Christmas holidays that I would get lucky with wifey, well that didn't happen. Ok, I get it, it's hard trying to be sexy when you are sleeping at your in-laws and wifey did state "why not go to a hotel for the night" and I refuse because I'm such a tight butt or just clueless at some of th

Pfby Here And There
1. You know what is Math? What you don't know is Math. 2. I tell you what, if you cannot be accepted into colleage, you can be Dental Profitiers. You know what is Dental Profitier? That is you go stand at the entrance of a dental clinic, when you see people passing by, you go up to him with a math book tell him that you are a student in XX school and you don't know how to solve this math question. I bet they will laugh so hard that they lose their teeth totally. If they cannot find their teeth back they will have to go inside the dental clinic. People like you will make the dentist so rich that he falls in love with you. 3. Study is the combination of wisdom and hard work. Your hard work approximately equals to zero and you wisdom equals to zero, so Hard Work plus Wisdom permanently equals to zero. 4. I tell you what, the chances of you being accepted by FuDan University (one of the best University in Shanghai) are the chances that I become the president of United States.

A Different Christmas Poem. Please Read And Share With Others.
I saw this in a bulletin by terryljohn, and wanted to share it with my friends too. Thank you terryljohn Love, Tess Soldier The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out

My Thoughts
Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. T

Happy Holidays
Please stop by and give her what she needs your love. Ba-ruch ata, A-do-nai E-lo-hei-nu, me-lech ha-o-lam, a-sher ki-de-sha-nu be-mits-vo tov, ve-tsi-va-nu le-had-lik neir shel Chan-nu-kah. Ba-ruch ata, A-do-nai E-lo-hei-nu, me-lech ha-o-lam,she-a-sa ni-sim las-a-vo-tei-nu ba-ya-mim ha-heim ba-ze-man ha-zah. Ba-ruch ata, A-do-nai E-lo-hei-nu, me-lech ha-o-lam, she-he-chya-nu ve-ki-ya-ma-nu ve-hi-gi-a-nu las-man-ha-zeh. Yule is a time of change. Like ancient relatives, we await the birth of the Child of Light. The Mother's womb, dark like the night, has grown to encompass half of the earth. Now the birth is at hand. The water breaks and covers the land with snow. Last years Child has grown and become King. He is now old and vulnerable, waiting to pass his solar flame onto his own Son that he might be born anew. He lovingly holds the hand of the Lady who must endure his death and birth all in the same moment.

Christmas Poems
Toy Escape Late Christmas Eve, when all was still, And the room was dark as night, The Christmas tree lit magically; It was a fantastic sight! Then from around the tree trunk now, There came a funny sound, As gifts began to unwrap themselves, And toys jumped out all around. The music box began to play, And in a crazy trance, The candy canes jumped off the tree To do a silly dance. The big stuffed bear leaped to his feet, To see what he could see; He rode a shiny, bright red bike Around the Christmas tree. The new toy kitchen started to cook, And before you could blink an eye, The oven door opened, and from inside Came a tiny pizza pie. A squirt gun squirted everything; It knew what it was for; By the time that it was finished, A big puddle lay on the floor. A beautiful doll with golden hair Was searching for a friend; A toy soldier marched up and took her hand; They were a perfect blend. In the bedroom were a boy and girl; Asleep in Christm

Reflections
How does one get out of themselves everything they would like to say but have no idea where to begin? This Christmas is a double edged sword of sorts. On one hand I'm excited because this is the first Christmas that all 3 of my children will be conscience of what is going on around them. They get to fully take in the sight of all the lights and decorations, and Jakob and Lilyanna both actually sat and had a talk with Santa. Neither were scared of him. My oldest she's still in that whole new to being a teen so the thought of believing in Santa is about as appealing as hanging out with her parents. My husband is doing well through this time of year, it's his favorite but I believe he wishes we were spending it back home in Pa with his family. I on the other hand, I'm not even sure what I feel or what I should feel. Since April, when my mother passed away, I've been receiving monthly, some times weekly pamphlets from HOSPICE. Apparently these are meant to be my guide book through the

Puppy 's Love
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best. When a puppy is following someone,it doesn't worry about "what kind of person that he is." When a puppy is waiting for someone,it doesn't worry about "where is he goes or whom is he goes with." When a puppy is barking for the attention from someone,it doesn't worry about "how annoucing of that voice." when a puppy loves someone,it doesn't worry about "who is he ? boss, a big mama ,etc." Puppy's love is pure and simple,what it needs is just someone who will always be aside,be a friend and take care. So,we always find the pathetic puppy which is left.

Poems
I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice And make everything all right But its not right Scattered amongst those within Time It is Time To live with what i am Become what i should be Let the ashes fall From the fire within Stoke the flames Shed the light On what i have become Never meant to be Look into the mirror Gaze upon myself Can the eyes all around See inside Can they tell me Of the hate inside Why do they continue to feed it I dont want to Hate Stop making me Somthing rips from within Everytime i feel it To speak of it Nothing Is left But the pain Tearing When i try to make it right I laugh When i should have cried All around Is not fine One last plea Before I die Can you tell me now Is there somewhere left to go Will there be a place Were I can be at peace Does it exist Or am I Forever stuck in the middle With no place to go Sitting here all alone I begin to wallow No one calls And no one answers I ask a questi

General
have you ever hated someone so much all u wanna do is punch them in the face? cuz thats how i feel right now and i don't know what to do bout it. i consider myself a decent person and even christian. but having these feelings toward this person isn't very christian of me. i have no clue why its so hard to forgive this person. i guess its cuz they put my family through hell and then some and every fuckin time i give them the benifit of the doubt they go fuck up once again. well NO MORE!!!! im fuckin done. there is only so much i can take and thats it. if i have to spend time with this person i guarentee i'll punch them in the face. it sux cuz they're close to some people i love deeply and i can't stand to even hear their voice. omg i dunno what to do no more. i give up. i can't do this no more. the latest will definitly tear this family apart. its sad cuz ppl don't care. they just wanna be selfish and do what ever the hell they want to do. so i really hope ur gonna be happy.

Wat Is Love?
IMAGINATION ...... well the reason i say this, is cuz after long and hard thinking, i have decided to say that is is kinda like an illusion... You think it is there and u are jus so happy, but just at the blink of an eye.... ITS GONE .. sometimes it may be jus a one way gone.. meaning u still see it but the other person doesnt.... which in my case seems to be a one sided thing... o well right... LOL .. but anyways.. I have now moved more north and it is cold as hell here... wait hells hott... okay hell frozen over lol.... but neways.. i have started a new life got a job, and lookin for a rent house or apartment.. maybe from this experience i will b alot smarter in the next reltionship if i so choose to try another one, but at this point it is time to take a break from the relationship scene for awhile

Me
1, B mysterious Make them men try to figure out who u really r. 2, Luv urself first Dont ever think u luv sb more than urself then he would luv u back dat much! Wake up, nobody luvs u as much as u do! 3, B independent Make him accept dat hes not ur only passion, share ur time with other passions in ur life. Manage n control ur own destiny, ur own life instead of givin it to ur future husband n expect him to please u whatever u want. 4, B self-confident n proud of urself Make it clearly known bout what u got n make him respect who u r as well. 5, B smart Know how n when is da rite time to tell bout urself, bout what u got, never try to prove dat u r more intelligent than him all da time n dont try to tell him dat men r nothin in ur eyes either, treat ppl like how u want them to treat u! (well, i need to learn more bout dis one ^^) 6, B a woman No matter how n what u try to expose to attract n impress them men, they all want u to b a woman first: soft manners with sw

Just A Quickie
quick little note...been very busy with christmas stuff..hubbys surgery..kids..and all. I have also gotten in the mood to really clean..so not been on here that much. Miss ya all though..and will be on soon to chat!

Party Time
Katia & Jenn’s Pre-Chrismas Bash When: Tuesday Dec 23, 2008 at 8:00 PM Where: The Foreclosure Mansion 13 W. Mt. Vernon Place Baltimore, MD 21201 United States Come and join Katia & Jenn at The Foreclosure Mansion in Mt. Vernon for the Pre-Christmas Party!!! We will have local DJ's, Open Tables and 4 floors of amazing abandon building fun like you have never seen before!!! Bring friends, family, people off the street, anyone you can grab to dance the night away!! All are welcome. BYOB Feel free to contact us with questions, suggestions, requests, DJ's and anything else you might need. See You There!!!!

To Much Sex Or Just Pleasure
Sarah, 24, suffers from Permanent Sexual Arousal Syndrome ORGASMS: Sarah By Matthew Acton, 04/11/2007 PRETTY Sarah Carmen is a 200-a-day orgasm girl who gets good, good, GOOD vibrations from almost anything. The rumble of a train on the tracks, the purr of a hairdryer, the rhythmic drone of a photo-copier are all enough to make her go oh oh oh, ahhhhh. She had FIVE orgasms during our 40-minute interview. But I can't take the credit—it was just talking about her sex life that set her off. Sarah, 24, suffers from Permanent Sexual Arousal Syndrome (PSAS), which increases blood flow to the sex organs. She said: "Sometimes I have so much sex to try to calm myself down I get bored of it. And men I sleep with don't seem to make as much effort because I climax so easily." As she chatted, Sarah became increasingly flustered. "Sorry, you'll have to excuse me for a minute. I'll be with you in a sec," she mumbled before letting out a long sigh. Sarah, from

Fill Your Pockets Up With Earth, Get Yourself A Dollars Worth!
The broken glass And the rusty nails The wild violets grow Say goodbye to the railroad And the mad dogs of summer And everything that I know What some men will do here for diamonds What some men will do here for gold They're wounded but they just keep on climbin' And they sleep by the side of the road There's a hole in the ladder A fence we can climb Mad as a hatter You're thin as a dime Go out to the meadow The hills are agree Sing me a rainbow Steal me a dream Small time Napoleons Shattered his knees But he stays in the saddle for Rose And all his disciple They shave in the gutter And gather what's left of his clothes What some men will do here for diamonds What some men will do here for gold They're wounded but they just keep on climbin' And they sleep by the side of the road Tom Waits: Diamonds & Gold This song reminds me of New York, nuff said. in pitch dark i go walking in your landscape. broken branches trip me as i speak. just cus you

♥ ~ †Яåîñ† ♥ ~
Honey, though we are far apart We are closer than you think For time is irrelevant Time is measured in a blink We are closer now Than we ever would have been You have looked into my heart And your eyes they have seen A Promise made is a promise kept And this promise I make to you That no matter how far the distance apart My heart will forever be true. †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar I ♥ You Baby

Road To Nowhere
We've all been on the road at one time or another. Some like me seem never to get off it. No matter how hard we try to take an exit ramp off for something better it always seem to be blocked. Even when the ramp up ahead is wide open, someone or something cuts me off and forcing me to stay on the road to nowhere. Such is life no matter how hard I try I’m knocked right back down. I'm tired of being on this road. I've been going down this road far to long. But what can I do, what can I say? I'm stuck in the fast lane to no where. The thing is I don't have anyone to blame but myself. I'm not the kind of person who will lose total control of myself and turn into a total road rage freak and slam back into the obstacle. I will cuss and rant but as getting totally physical it just doesn't happen. Maybe the mere threat that I would lose all control and not only hurt other but myself included. Maybe I'm just weak? I don't know?

Birth Order Of Children
BIRTH ORDER OF CHILDREN 1st baby: You begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms your pregnancy. 2nd baby: You wear your regular clothes for as long as possible. 3rd baby: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes. _____________________________________________________ Preparing for the birth: 1st baby: You religiously practice your breathing. 2nd baby: You don't bother . . . because you remember that last time, breathing didn't do a thing! 3rd baby: You ask for an epidural in your eighth month. ______________________________________________________ The layette : 1st baby: You pre-wash the newborn's clothes and fold them neatly (color-coordinated) in the baby's little bureau. 2nd baby: You check to make sure the baby clothes are clean, discarding only the ones with the darkest stains. 3rd baby: Boys can wear pink, can't they? ______________________________________________________ Worrying: 1st baby: At the first sign of

Half Ass It And You'll Get It All!
i just kinda realized that people like me, who does no harm in anyway to others, is loving, kind, giving...deserve the best most amazing kind of love...kind of heart, life, and happiness...just don't get it. and it's those who take for granted everything they have, and could only half ass care about what they have...those are the people that get it all. idk...I guess...I just want that amazing fairytale happy ending and I'm tired of being okay watching everyone else get it. I know I've screwed up good things before. But at the same time I screwed up because of lack of effort...I half ass cared. Those are past lessons learned for life. But now...especially now...I'm not out looking for it, because that's when things don't just "happen" correctly. So it's not like I chase after someone...but I do show interest because I don't believe in playing games such as acting like I'm not. I can't just "settle" for what's out there, because to me, that's not being honest with myself. Idk...just so

50 Laws
Preface: YES, there are other groups that list all the mistakes men make, and YES, we are aware that they exist, but they are not important in this group... focus around here is only around the funny ass mistakes that women make. And if you have a problem with that, don't bother reading any further, go back to where you came from, and spare us all the aggravation! Anyway, onto the list... 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expec

Love And Romance
Recently during one of my college classes my classmates and I were having a discussion of love and romance. The topic turned to romantic movies and to waht each individual thougt was the most romantic movie that has been released. Movies like Titantic, Sleepless in Seattle and Gone with the Wind were being tossed into the conversation. While listening to my classmates toss around thier ideas of what they though was the perfect idea of a romantic movie, I sat there going through my memory of all the movies that I have seen trying to come up with my idea of the most romantic movie. I finally chimed in the conversatation with my idea (not to mention that it is my favorite movie) Somewhere in Time with Christopher Reeves and Jayne Seymour. The whole basis of this movie is that a man falls in love with a picture of a woman that had lived 70 years in the past.The mian character Richard Collier is a play write that lives in modern day Chicago and is over whelmed with the deadlines of trying t

Unsure
Will I be happy? Will I regret it? Am I able? Am I strong enough? I'm unsure Do I need him? Will I forget? Will I move on? Why do I hurt the ones I love? I'm unsure Will he forgive? Will he forget? Is he able? Will the tears stop? Will the fears go away? Will the broken hearts heal? I'm unsure Our life into a millon piece in the blink of an eye. For the right reasons? Or the wrong? I'm scared, I'm unhappy, Playing pretend, Hurrting everyone, No more will I be in the dark for now I see the light, Move on, Find peace, Be happy, I'm unsure I'm scared.

When She Wont
Well I've been focused on one lady, and thought that she was focused on me, we have two hours between us, so it was a small task to see each other, but when time was open, she opted to stay home and "RELAX", so how are we building if I'm not a factor in her free time, a whole week at that, so I've CHOOSE to pertect myself, and wash my hands in that situation, and now I'm looking for any real women to help me understand, was i suppose to just wait until the next time she had free time, when we didnt know when that was ever going to be ,or put my foot down which brought it to an end??? CAN I GET SOME FEED BACK ON THIS LADIES HIT ME UP RATE ME TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME AND THE BLOG......I THINK THAT I'M WORTH A LITTLE SACRIFICE

Leading By Example
I will not mention anyones name here because you know who you are. I have read the rules regarding the NSFW photo's. I have several pictures that I know were marked out of spite, jealousy, rage or other form of emotion, I do bring out the best in people. It really bothers me that there are flat out disregards to the rules when it comes to certain people. I have seen blast that are first approved before running that no doubt in my mind are NSFW. If i feel a photo is considered NSFW i will place it in proper folder. If i was placing what is truly a NSFW photo up and it was marked then I would shut the fuck up... However if u dare to look through my default album, there are a few there that are marked and I believe we can all see no harm in them...Its just my fucking legs people what do you want me to do with them? Cut them off! One more thing is when a photo is marked and u get the infamous email from Fubar shop...if u respond to them they never answer back. My ? to them w

First Times~
For the first time you looked at me, was the first time I stared back eagerly. The first time I fell in love with you, was the first time my heart broke in two. The first time I heard your lullaby, was the first time I listened and replied. The first time I laughed and happy inside, was the first time I felt very satisfied. But the first time you shed tears, was the first time I show you my fears. The first time I saw your pride, was the first time I collide. The first time your love truly defines, was the first time I learned to read between your lines. And the first time you said goodbye, was the first time I died. I love you, Dee Big Dawg ~2008~

My Lounge
come and can u check out the lounge call The Ride The Lightning Lounge Featureing XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio (HIREING ALL STAFF if like please join if u want to be staff u can alway shout box me too. Sincerely, kisses where do you wanna be right now? WELL YOU SHOULD BE PARTYING WITH US IN RIDE THE LIGHTING, GETTING DRUNK AND HAVING THE TIME OF YA LIFE!~ WE HAVE THE WOMEN,ENTERTAINMENT,DRINKS,BUT MOST OF ALL WE NEED YOU..COME AND SEE WHATS FIRING UP AT RIDE THE LIGHTING Fubars newest and hottest lounge Alway looking for staff Managers Bartnders Enforcers Greeters if u r wanting to do any of thats kind of staff feeling free to contact kissestaormina@yahoo.com at anytime.

The Lounge
well i give up on haveing my own lounge caues yeah i have sum staff but everyone is in other lounges so im deleting it yet again and if u wanna come hang out with me im in a new lounge Far Beyond Driven http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=62540 so come in and check it out caues thats where ill be

R.i.fu.p Fat Sonny
R.I.Fu.P. FAT SONNY Most of you know my dear friend Fat Sonny. If you haven't heard, Sonny has faked his fu-death like many other fubarians. Only he has made it known. Here is the obituary that was posted. " World-renowned Fat Sonny died today in a hospital at the Jersery Shore. Doctors are still unsure of what exactly caused the death, but believe it was due to complications after Fat Sonny ate peanut buttercups too fast and suffered pains in his ass due to the blockage . He was 36 years old. Fat Sonny was a kind person, who enjoyed everything about life. He was known for his passion for peanut butter cups, which he often ate 69 times a day. He loved to share peanut butter cups with everyone, and would even offer peanut butter cups to strangers. Fat Sonny also enjoyed traveling, especially to historical landmarks, and loved meeting people around the world. On his trip to the United Kingdom he even met the president (and yes, he offered him peanut butter cups). After meeti

From This Moment
Right now where you are sitting what are you expecting? What are you thinking? What turn did you make on that dead end road that brought you to this very spot? Do you know, or have you even thought about it? Sure there is no point in trying to fix or change your choice. No point in casting the blame onto someone or something else. It was your choice to make that turn. The deed has been done. Can't go back in time, just have to readjust the future if you happen to be uncomfortable in your curent situation. Things happen for an unknown reason. Walking by faith, not by site. Making the hardest situation a positive one. These are all good ways of thinking. How true are they, and why don't they work for everyone? Because we choose to not be in the state of mind to make it work, to accept it? When we find ourselves in what we believe is the most difficult time in our lives, how do we handel it? Some keep a journal to vent (or blog). Some will confide in a close friend/family member.

A Joke....
One day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. 'I don't know what to do here,' says the devil. 'You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves. ' OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell. 'No,' OJ said. 'I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long. ' The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All he did wa

Trapped Inside
Sometimes in this life you find someone who just fits you and you can't figure out how it's possible because there are too many challenges in your way. That person becomes trapped in your soul and no matter what happens to you they stay there. They become a part of all of your thoughts and feelings and become a part of YOU. You ask yourself over and over how did it happen and what can you do to make it right. It gets really frustrating when you can't figure out what right is exactly. So instead of being with that person they become trapped inside. If only I knew what the reason for this was and how to make it right................sometimes I even feel trapped inside of myself and that person isn't here to let me out.

No One Was There
When the raw pain hit I found myself screaming. No one was there to hear my cries. When the tears began to fall I found myself running. No one was there to stop me. I looked around for comfort but only found myself alone. No one was there to hold me. All alone I searched for answers. Finally I saw a way. I pulled the trigger and all was dark. No one was there to take me home. 01/15/06

Santa Baby Auction
These Fu's Have Been Good This Year And need Your Help On getting What They Want For Christmas...Think You Can Help Them Out...Remember The Starting Bid Is A Ticker Message Or 100K....Here's A Hint They All Love Bling Packs...*Winks* ** THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTLY NO DRAMA** any sign of drama and you will be removed from the auction and will not be giving back your 100k you paid for entry fee! Remember this is only in fun and for making new friends!! If You Still Want In Please Send Me A List Of Things You Are Willing To Offer And A Picture Via Private Message. All Shoutbox Requests Will Be Denied Or Ignored...Also Please Have Your Friends/Family.. Fan/Rate/Add Me I Will Be Making The Folder Friends Only.. The Auction Ends Dec.24th... Being Brought To You By: Blue Eyed Brat *SargesBadGirl*BigBeautifulWomen*

Work Of Poet....
SEXXURPROFILEUP.COM So Sweet your love I adore The taste of Your love As it trickles In rivulets Down my chin As I chance A look Up your torso At a head thrown Back in twisted Pleasure felt As nails Rake my back Blood mixing With sweat salts I sting I pull your Hips closer To taste your love So sweet your love poet Sighs Blonde Her hair Blue Her music Dark Her dance Light Her spirit Red Her passion Darlene poet BCOMMENTED.COM Why Now, and not later The breathing shallow The vision dimmer Bones ache Each moment is filled with pain I am nauseous I vomit with regularity I shouldnâ€™t feel this way Fuck it It grows A black stain on my lungs The doctor says The cure is worse than the disease My hair falls out I do not go softly into that good night I scream I cry Why poet BCOMMENTED.COM

Heat Of Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so mu

Depressed
Sorry everyone My personal nsfw is only open to family been asked a few times well I just found out that my hours starting in january are going to cut down The gym isnt doing well so I dont know what to do. Can I just shoot myself now and get it over with or die like a samurai or ninja with honor Hell for some reson I feel so alone tongith but oh well Lifes goes on

Come Join A Great Lounge
TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY YOU WANT TO JOIN A GREAT LOUNGE COME JOIN THE STORM I AM A LIVE DJ THERE AND THEY ARE SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE TO CHAT TO ON FUBAR JUST COME JOIN AND TELL THEM THAT I SENT YOU DJ MONEY TY ALL JUST CLINK THE LINK AND COME JOIN http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59077

Something Heartwarming
"You know,we're so lucky, I mean, we're so blessed just to be here in this lovely room surrounded by good and loving friends. Some how that made me think of all the ones that weren't that lucky. The lonely ones in silent,lonely rooms,those for whom this day may have been a day of pain,not of happiness. I should like us to to propose our toast to them. So, if they can somehow hear me now. If the glow from this tree, if the love that's coming from each one of you can reach beyond these walls to those we know,to those we may never know, If we can share somehow the great happiness we feel on this Christmas Eve with them, then perhaps their loneliness may not be quite so lonely. Perhaps they do know: In spirit we are with them. We are with you. everyone Merry Christmas!" written by the late Douglas Watson

Well
So today i receive a random call from my baby daddy asking about tanner, which caught me way by suprise bc he isnt in his life, well we are going through a divorce and now all of a sudden he wants to go back to settling out of court wtf loser whatever, i want nothing to do with him and is sorry self, besides he didnt even buy his son a xmas gift how low could you go?! So such is my life to have i have all this wonderfulness around me? (not really) i struggle to make it day to day sometimes. But i live for my son! What better reason.. that is all im done rambuling about nothing!

Important News
> S C A M M E R !!!! This LOVELY LADY is scamming people selling auto 11's becareful Because she get your fubucks and you dont get no AUTO 11'S.... WATCH OUT MY FRIEND DONT LET ANYONE MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL selling 3 auto 11's@ fubar HERES THE CONVO SHE HAD WITH SCOOTER..... ALL THAT HAPPENED AN HOUR AGO AND EVEN A PERSON IN HER TOP FAMILY SAID SHE WOULD RIP ME OFF AFTER I SENT HER THE FU-BUCKS THIS IS NOT A BULLY BASHING ANYONE IT IS A BULLY WARRNING EVERYONE OF THIS PERSON AND NOT TO TRUST HER HERE IS A LINK TO A DIALOGUE I HAD WITH HER!! SHE ADMITTED TO IT... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=888324&albumid=691694&i=627506490

The Sroscope
Words. We all use them. Our communicative currency. And like currency, each country has its denomination and value system. And like currency, we all use it but few of us stop to think about it. What this piece of paper is, how it works, where it comes from. Where it goes. An experience yesterday froze me in the middle of such a transaction, and the sense of displacement caused me to look closer at words... We place them in sentences, paragraphs, blogs and letters. We digg them, copy paste them, put them on christmas cards. words and their meaning, that 100 years ago where owned by the few, which pandered them and clung to them like so much intellectual gold. Now with technology available to all, words synonyms and antonyms readily available on online thesauruses, dissected and pinned. It's curious that language of everyday has not become more eloquent but rather, shorter, words diluted to their common denominator, substituted with signs ( & ) or butchered ver

Just Another Blog
Hey everyone! So this morning I woke up 40! I don't feel any different but it's one helluva milestone. 22 years I might not have had if I had died in that accident. I feel pretty good today and am considering letting my hair go gray naturally instead of continuing to color it to hide all the gray. It's my believe that I went gray prematurely because of anesthesia from surgeries and that is why I am so white haired on the temples and sides. I don't really mind it much, but I asked my mom and she said I should keep coloring it. So I put it to you, does hair color really affect your opninion of someone? If so why? I am glad heavymetalmama turned me onto fubar, it's really awesome here! :D Merry Christmas everyone! :D Hey everyone! I know I am still freshmeat here, not technically by level anymore, but it's only my third day as a fubarite and I am really getting used to the site. It's awesome all the things they have for us to use to interact with each other and I think fuba

Anxious
Flying home to Wisconsin for Christmas....and i'm going to see my boys i havent seen in 2 years. Way too long i know...but thats life sometimes. I think the closer the time gets here to where i see them,hold them again,play with them,rough house with them etc etc etc...the more emotions may hit me and get more intense. All in all i cant wait to see them again. I know they miss and need their daddy. THE END...hehe

Naughty Christmas
Christmas Carol It was that time of year again. Every year, the place where I worked threw a big Christmas Party. This was the fifth such party that I had attended, and it was as dull as the rest. Jones was doing his fruitcake jokes again, and Lucy and Bob were fighting. At least she was no longer working for the company, leaving right before she had their baby. I was looking forward to leaving, and was only here for the almost mandatory party. I could have not come, but it might have affected my career. I was due for a promotion, and this might help me get it. It was being held in the Buffet area on the ground floor of our office building. We occupied the second floor and the basement, and the hotel occupied the first, and the third through the tenth floors. This made it convenient, for I did not have to worry about parking or anything else. In fact, the hotel offered us discount rates for rooms, in case we had to much to drink. I sat through the

850k To Disciple Can You Help?
I am trying to reach DISCIPLE by xmas 850k away lots of pics and stash...thanx for any help you can give. ~ please repost bulletin ~ !!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Zodiak Levelers Manager-!!! Proudly Owned by~LadySnowOwl~@ fubar

Snow
December 8 It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the girlfriend and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had! Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life! December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry - we'll definitely have a white Christmas. No snow on Christmas would be awful! Bob says we'll have so much snow by t

In A Nut Shell
I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO BEABLE TO POST MORPH PICS ON HERE BUT I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET IT RIGHT...CAN SOME ONE HELP ME OUT PLEASE...IM GETTING FRUSTRATED.. IN A NUT SHELL....I HAVE BEEN WITH THE SAME GUY FOR THE LAST 13YRS....THATS BEEN 13 SUPER DUPER LONG YEARS...IM JUST TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED OF THE SAME CRAP DIFFERENT DAY...I HAVE 3 AWSOME KIDS AND A MOM BOD TO GO WITH IT..I HAVE BEEN 5-9 SINCE I WAS 16 SOOO AND AT THE MOMENT MY HAIR IS BROWNISH/AUBURNISH SOMETIMES BURGUNDY... IF I HAD A CHRISTMAS WISH THIS IS HOW IT WOULD GO.... DEAR SANTA.... I WOULD LIKE TO FIND A MAN THAT IS ATEAST 5-11 AND HAS A GOOD JOB,CAR,LIVES ON HIS OWN HAS ALL HIS OWN HAIR AND TEETH BE ATLEAST HWP AND WOULD LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE FLAWS AND ALL AND THAT DOESNT MIND ME STAYING HOME WTH THE KIDS...HOW EVER I AM WOKING ON THE JOB THING THO...I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY...IM TIRED OF BEING TIRED ALL THE TIME..LOVE ME LOVE MY KIDS ITS PACKAGE DEAL.... Does anyone know anyone or somepl

Airborne
In French we are known as "Les Paras", in German "Die Fallschirmjager", in Spanish "Los Paracaidistas" and in English "Paratroopers". Whatever the language used, the connotation is that of Soldiers who are held in awe and respect by our Countrymen and adversaries. We form a body of tough,elite, highly disciplined troops for any Nation. For some, we have been held back as a generalreserve; for others, we have been the first forces employed in times of trouble. More than any other types, Airborne forces are most directly and effectively useful in cold war, limited conflict and general war. In cold war we represent the Nation's "hole card"---Mobile forces always ready for rapid deployment and so are a deterrent force. In limited war, we would likely be the first Army forces strategically deployed. In general war, we could carry out a variety of missions, such as reinforcing combat elements already deployed, filling strategic gaps where there were no deployments and interdicting enemy forc

I Am...
I normally don't blog, especially about life issues. This is something I HAVE to discuss! Some of what I have to say may come across offensive, even sound conceited.. Ever wonder why the thrill of pay day is evaporated by the understanding that every cent in that check will go straight to bills? Nothin left over. Your paycheck equaled the exact amount of every bill you have for that time frame that must be paid. Just when you think you are finally ahead and can have a few dollars left for a comfortable start to a 'nest egg' .... your car screws up and you now get to use that money to fix it. Prayin that it's gonna work this time, only to start over with bills, putting money aside, somethin happening to delete your newly earned savings. Unfortunately most of you reading this know exactly where I am coming from.. but don't worry.. if you haven't chances are you will. Kind of hurts to know that everyone has to go through that rough time. That dry spell in finances. They say money

Aytoo 11's Are On!!!!
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Walmart
As I read the stories from walmart employees present and former (on http://www.walmartwatch.com/ )I see more and more just what Corporate Greed has done to Sam Waltions walmart. Walmart is a corrupt company now starting with the Corp office. I have personally called walmart corp office only to be pushed a side because they turn a blind eye to the issues I have presented to them about my store (#1037). It is My belief that the corporate people train and condone the actions of all those under them in the quest for the all mighty buck! This greed for money that they have is harming every person who has ever "worked" or is "working" for them (unless you are in there good old boy group and are in managment and do not have to "WORK" for your money but get it from the "work" of others like they do). Its time for all Americans to see walmart for just what it is, Sam Waltions Ideals are gone and walmart does not care about its employees any more. There only care is for how much money

Pretty Much Sums It Up
I’m cold I’m cold (Yeah) I’m cold Yeah I got the right to put up a fight but not quite cause you cut off my light But my sight is better tonight and I might See you in my nightmare Oh how did you get there Cause we were once a fairytale But this is fair well I got my life and its my only one I got the night, I’m running from the sun So goodnight, I made it out the door (door door door door) After tonight, there will be no return After tonight, I’m taking off on the road I’m taking off on the road And that you know (that you know) Tell every one that you know That I don’t love you no more And that’s one thing that you know That you know! OK I’m back up on my grind You, do you and I’m just gone do mine You, do you cause I’m just gone be fine OK I got you out my mind The night is young, the drinks is cold The stars is out, I’m ready to go You always thought I was always wrong Well know you know Tell everybody everybody that you know Tell everybody

Men
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6

Rude People
ireally hate when i take the time to rate peoples profiles,pictures and stash and i get nothing in return not even a thank you for taking the time to rate me from now on i will not just rate people..if you cant even take the time to rate back the people that rate you or at least tell that person thank you i have better things to do and people to rate that will return the favor

Dreams Remembered Waiting To Be Fullfiled
dreams remembered waiting to be fullfiled 2 Comments Erotica written 7 days ago by dragonaz I go out to the club or something that part is diff each time. But when I return I open the door to the apt and u are kneeling on the floor in lingerie. I drop everything shut the door. Walk over to u. U r crying. I take ur hands and lift u up to me. I put my hand under ur chin lifting ur eyes to mine. As I kiss u I lift u into my arms picking u up with one arm under ur knees like a bride. And hold u for a few mins then I take u into my room and lay u on the bed kick off my shoes and lay next to u we are like this for hrs. Just holding each other. Then I wake up with tears in my eyes. After a few hrs u look up at me and ask " master may I please u ?" I just nod. U undress me and and start to cover me in kisses knibbling and licking. After u take me into ur mouth and make me orgasm. U get up and bring me ur wrist and ankle restraints as well as my favorite whip. In almost a begging tone u say

Drowning In Life
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

New Years Resolution!
Ok, so you know it's time to make a change in your life, when someone you haven't seen in 7&a half years comes up to you, and asks "when are you due?". Completely and utterly embarrassing .. I just wanted to cry! I still do. Soo my plan for the upcoming new year, is to start taking better care of myself, and to shed some pounds. Any tips or advice? Gonna go crawl under a rock and die now!

Blurbs
A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town,doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town. Things were getting hot and heavy when the girl stopped the boy. "I really should have mentioned this earlier, but I'm actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex," she said. The boy just looked at her for a couple of seconds, but then reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing. After the cigarette, the boy just sat in the driver's seat looking out the window."Why aren't we going anywhere?" asked the girl. "Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25." Once upon a time, and far, far away lived a beautiful Queen with voluptuous breasts. Richard the Dragon slayer knew that the penalty for his desire would be death should he try to touch them. One day Richard revealed his secret desire to his colleague, Horatio the Physician, who was the King's chief doctor. Horatio the Physician, ex

Believe
Believe in urself - in the power u have to control ur own life, day by day. Believe in the strength that u have deep inside, and the faith will help show u the way. Believe in tomorrow and what it will bring, let a hopeful heart carry u through. For things will work out if u trust and believe - there's no limit to what u can do

A Wish
I have a wish, its just a little one.......I wish I could make all of those who have hurt me and caused me pain feel what I feel! I want for them to feel all the physcal pain that I feel, I want them to feel all the mental pain that I feel, I want them to feel the pain that they them self have cause! So maybe just maybe they might understand me, and next time that they decide to cast out someone because they have "problems" they will think, would I want to be treated like that? Like I said its a little wish and I can dream cant I??

A Touching Christmas Story
There was a man who worked for the Post Office whose job it was to process all the mail that had illegible addresses. One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky handwriting to God with no actual address. He thought he should open it to see what it was about. The letter read: "Dear God, I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very small pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, which was all the money I had until my next pension check. Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited two of my friends over for dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. Can you please help me? Sincerely, Edna The postal worker was touched. He showed the letter to all the other workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet and came up with a few dollars. By the time he made the rounds, he had collected $96, which they put into an envelope and sent to the woman. The rest of the day, all

Sad Chirstmas Story
I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids would even play with them. I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, "Are you sure I don't have enough money" She replied a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't have enough money for it. The aunt told the little

Pittsburgh
You don't see what all the hype is about Disney World when Kennywood is just around the corner. "N at' " is eloquently added to the end of every sentence. You know that the fireworks from the Three Rivers Regatta are the best when you can see the reflections they make off the PPG building. You have a taste bud for Smiley Cookies. Words like: hoagie; chipped ham; pop; and gumband actually mean something to you. You will defend with your life that it's called pop and not soda. You often go down to the "crick". You bleed black and gold... You wake up to KDKA. You go 'food shoppin' at 'Jine Iggle'. Chipped ham was always in your refrigerator when you were growing up. You believe that "Ize" is the abbreviaton for "I was" "Yinz" is part of common everyday language. You can find Zelienople on a map. You know what is meant by "The Point". You know the time and location of every Wing Night in a 10 mile radius. You've taken deliberate field trips t

Lilly?
How do I breath, When I'm without you? My heart barely beats, It is forever blue. Forever gasping for air,When we've not spoken. Keeping my thoughts close, My heart forever broken. Can we have happiness, Is it ever to be. Should I start to worry, No longer carefree. My mind always muddled, Knowing not what to say. Treading ever so lightly, Day after day. Worrying about tomorrow, All through the night. Tossing & turning, Nothing feeling quite right. With you I'm in heaven, A dream like state. But life without you, Seems to be my fate. So If I have to live, In this world without you. Know in our heartsThis love is forever true. Why does love hurt I hate this painAgain the heart breaks

Metal Lyric's
VICTIM OF THE INSANE You want the world to buy your happiness Ain't it a shame you have to hurt the ones you love Never giving yourself taking all that you can get But you don't take nothing with you except your soul Chorus: I'm so tired of hearing that I'm wrong everyone laughs at me, why me? I'm so tired of being pushed around I feel like I've been betrayed We take each other's love forget to give back Isn't it a pity how we break each other's hearts I know we're only human and not to blame But who the hell are you to cause so much pain? Chorus Why do you criticize me what have I done to deserve such a fate Why do you look at me that way Because of all your tears your eyes can't hope to see See that we are all the same we are not perfect just forgiven Open your eyes and set yourself free before we are all victims of the insane SACRIFICE Put her on the altar, tie her down secure She will soon die, her soul is still pure Her body is trembling it'

Deep Thoughts
Sometimes when life isn't going very well. Take a look around and see the people who are there for you. I believe People are placed into our lives for a reason. Friends that are there to help us through the difficult times. Not to mention the friends we meet along the way to make our life happy and enjoyable. The friendships we build whether in person or our online chat friends happen for a reason. Even when things don't go right and you meet up with someone that hurts you, don't walk away angry and bitter, walk away from it as a learning experience, and try not making the mistake again. I truely believe that the people in my life are there for a reason. For my friends online and in real life, thank you for being there, and thank you for your friendship. Which I will cherish Always!

Moms
SCHOOL CHILDREN The following are different answers given by school-age children to the given question: Why did God make mothers? 1.-She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2.-Think about it, it was the best way to get more people. 3.-Mostly to clean the house. 4.-To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1.- He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2.- Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3.- God made my mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1.- We're related. 2.- God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me What ingredients are mothers made of? 1- God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2.-They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string I think. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1.- My mom has always be

New Year List
gas prices will roar past 4 bucks a gallon, global warming is increaing,(the polar ice caps are melting and will flood the earth at a rapid speed},fucking dollar menu is now called the 1.29 menu, a 12 pack of beer is cheaper than a 12 pack of soda, superwalmarts are talking over, (no more kmarts and localy own grocery stores),sin taxes will increase,the ozone layer is wearing thinner, so if you used hairspray dont bitch about how not it is in the summer, there be fuckin door greeters at gas stations,oh can't forget about the job markett, people with college degrees will be selling 5 dollar footlongs, there will be more viarga alnteratives(people in there 90's should'nt be fucking anyway),cant given watch brodcast tv for free anymore,fone companyes can sell your number to tellmarkters. cant wait for a another fuckin year of change. p.s. please dont join the gym for your new years resultion, fucking tired of old fat guys wiping there ass crack wet all over the fuckin place, and old ass

Automotive Bailout
I see that the auto makers are getting bailed out.they would never been in that trouble if they would have channed the gear ratio in thier trucks and found more ways to make cars more fuel effeicent. I saw in a auto dealership they had a truck from chinia it got 45 miles to the gallon and it was 4 wheel drive and onlay cost 5,000 dollars come on we should have made trucks like that yrs ago. and if the big 3 auto makers would stop getting bounus and private jets.put that money back into research and delevolpment for better cars and trucks . gas is onlay $1.79 now but all of us know it will go back up again to $4.00 or worse auto maker need to wake up

Hurting In Side
HURTING ON THE INSIDE SHE HURTS ON THE INSIDE AND SMILES AS SHE SAYS HELLO AS SHE CARRIES ON HER LIFE, GOING TO AND FRO... SHE NEVER SHEDS A TEAR, ARE EVEN A FROWN.. SHE DROPS HER HEAD AND LOOKS AT THE GROUND. SHE HAS NEVER ASK FOR MUCH.. JUST LITTLE THINGS OF SUCH... YOU WOULD THINK, EVERYTHING IS FINE SHE IS STARVING FOR LOVE ,OF SOME KIND AS SHE SPEAKS, HER HEART SEAMS TO SHOUT HELP ME ,GIVE ME LOVE,TAKE AWAY THE DOUBT SHE SMILES AS THE FEELING SEEMS TO MELT AWAY WITH HER HEART HURTING, SHE TURNS ,IT'S A NEW DAY

A Seasonal Wish To All Of My Friends, Fans, And Loved Ones...
No matter what your faith, your race, creed, or your beliefs, may this holiday season bring loved ones to your side, a goodly measure of happiness within, and dreams for a better New Year that much closer to becoming a reality. Cheers, Steve Santini

Shred
Yesterday someone asked me I could play certain songs on my guitar. Well yes, I can play pretty much anything u want aslong as its rock n freakin roll. Asked if I could play Mr. Bigs " to be with you" and I said no but ill learn it. Ill tell u all, the song is easy as hades, but the solo is finger twisting at first. So I busted out my Takemine acoustic here at work and spent 30 mins listening to the solo and playing it back till I got it down ( all hail the shred gods). This morning my finger tips were freaking aching like hell. So I get to work and play it again to warm the ole fingers up. Still hurting like a sumbitch. Paul Gilbert sure made a simple solo complicated by sliding down the neck with your fingers backwards. There really is no point to this blog. You can all go back to your lifes and sorry for wasting 20 secs of your day.

Shocking
This was submitted by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket > Taser" for their anniversary. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.

Joys Of What
Christmas is suppose to be joyous its suppose to be the best but right now i want to scream i want to shout i want to say fuck it Christmas is so stressing me out right i am so ready for it all to be over for life to move on for everything to get back o normal i swear in the past weeks i have hated Christmas more then i ever have i use to be one of these people that love everything about Christmas now i cant wait for it to be over is it just a sign that i am getting to old for holidays or just means that i am too stressed

Waiting Patiently
Waiting Patiently I am here waiting as patiently As I can for the one that says he Loves me Waiting patiently For him to Tell me how much he loves me and that He can’t live without me Waiting patiently For that person To come and sweep me off my feet and Take to a place where my heart And soul lies which is in His arms for him to hold me tight And tell me that there is nothing In this world I wouldn’t do for me Waiting patiently For him to ask me to marry Him till death do us part And promise me that There will be no one Or nothing that will Make him stop Loving me for me

A Poem To Make Him Thnk
I watch in the pale moonlight as she slowly removes her clothes Her skin so pale and white softer than the petals of a rose She stands and let's me admire as the cool breeze blows through her golden hair To not pull her close would just seem so unfair I stare into her eyes, so innocent and blue Holding her within my arms feeling her love so true she gently caresses me and smiles the love in her eyes makes it all worth while so sweet and gentle her touch there is no doubt why I love her so much I know now that she is only a dream I know this and I want to scream I lay awake my body in shiver Waiting for the pain to be delivered Holding the blade in trembling hand prepared to make it but Just then the phone rang I never had the nerve to make the final cut Heart Breaker You are a heart breaker a dream taker You lied to get what you want Now you I no longer want I thought we had a chance but I guess it was not a true romance I loved you with all my heart

Cold And Wet
I ENTERED MY SHOP THIS MORNING AROUND 6 AM I WAS THE FIRST ONE THERE THAT MENT NO ONE WANTED TO BE AWAY FOR THE EVE OF NITE UPON US THOUGH THEY ALL HAD NO OPTION BUT TO BE THERE INCLUDING MYSELF .......I GOT READY TO GO TO THE FIELD IN THE RAIN WITH THE JUST FOR XMAS I WAS TOLD YOU ARE IN TODAY BY THE TOP ...HUH....BUT THE WEATHER IS BAD ...IT WET ITS COLD ITS XMAS ..SIR...YOU ARE IN TODAY .......SO WITH THAT I GET THE BOYS READY FOR THIER DAY AND SEND THEM OFF IN THE RAIN THINKING OF HOW PEOPLE COME AND GO IN LIFE AS MY TRAVELS MOVE ON AND ON THROUGH THE COUNTY SIDE ....NOT KNOWING WHERE THE ROADS END OR KNOWING HOW /WHAT TURNS MAY LIE AHEAD ....WHERE SHALL THE RIVERS SAID AND WITH THAT THE TRUCKS DISAPEAR IN THE BLINDING RAIN ........

Blod Iron
BLOOD AND IRON The tangled web is slowly woven by feeble leaders mankind's chosen To satisfy their evil dreams the churning gears of war machines With iron will they tread across this burning speck of worthless dust Their metal standards now unfurled they purge the humans from their world Children of misery centuries long who walked with kings now walk alone They lie in fear a million deep like cringing herds of human sheep

Happy Hollidays
happy hollidays to all my friends .... as we come to the end of another year ask yourself if you are truely happy where you are now and if not now is the time to make a change this yea i think im gonna work on quitting cigarettes

Auto 11 ... Goofylady's Let's Make A Deal
Let's Make A Deal You buy me a $50 bling pack And I'll do the following... Bling you an Auto 11 Rate all your pictures when you run it. Giving you 100 - VIP 11s as well... And if you run it before January 4th or on a weekend, I will rate all your pictures with 2 different accounts... Make you a pimp out bulletin and keep it reposted If you are interested... Let me know... GoofyLady ********************************** Lovingly created by: Carrie

Auto 11s... Carrie's Let's Make A Deal...
Let's Make A Deal You buy me a $50 bling pack And I'll do the following... Bling you an Auto 11 Rate all your pictures when you run it. Giving you 100 - VIP 11s as well... And if you run it before January 4th or on a weekend, I will rate all your pictures with 2 different accounts... Make you a pimp out bulletin and keep it reposted ********************************** If you are interested... Let me know... Carrie

My Wish For You
"My Wish" I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every

No More Mr.nice Guy
They say that nice guys finish last......Well after sum stuff that went down yesterday, yea nothing like being mind fucked on christmas eve! I am no longer going to be so nice! The only ones who I will be nice to are on here. In the real world, well lets just say they will finally see the Deamon that is inside of me! People will know why they should fear the dark...... "Let those who do not understand me, fear me. Let those who understand me fear them self!"

Rates To Help Club Mystic
HERE IS THE DEAL!!! OUR DEAR FRIEND AND SPONSOR OF CLUB MYSTIC, "SPIKE", WILL BE RUNNING AUTO-11'S ON CHRISTMAS DAY, BEGINNING AT MIDNIGHT EST, THAT IS 11 PM CENTRAL, 9PM FU-TIME! WE ARE TRYING TO GET HIM AS MANY RATES AS POSSIBLE, SO ANYONE THAT RATES HIS PICS DURING HIS AUTO'S WILL BE VISITED ONE DAY DURING THE FOLLOWING WEEK BY CLUB MYSTIC TO LAY SOME SERIOUS LUV ON YOUR PAGE! THE MORE YOU DO, THE HARDER WE WILL ATTACK YOUR PAGE! WOOHOOOOO!!! YOU MUST DO THE FOLLOWING... 1) F/R/A SPIKE OR RE-RATE HIM 2) LEAVE A COMMENT ON HIS PROFILE SAYING THAT YOU ARE THERE TO HELP CLUB MYSTIC RATE HIS PICS DURING AUTO'S 3) LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EACH FOLDER THAT YOU RATE, SAYING "RATED FOLDER FOR CLUB MYSTIC" 4) SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO THE CLUB MYSTIC HOMEPAGE WITH TOTAL NUMBER OF PICS RATES THAT YOU DID FOR SPIKE! (WILL BE VERIFIED!) HERE IS THE LINK TO SPIKE'S PAGE! SPIKE@ fubar AND THIS IS THE LINK TO THE CLUB MYSTIC PAGE! Club Mystic!@ fubar

Friends
Ok this is what happens when a tanker truck blows up on the HWY and I am stuck in it for hours. I get bored and write off the wall things so hope you at least get a chuckle out of this. I have a 1972 Vulva that has been parked for quit sometime. The previous owner drove her for about 15 yrs but the last 2 yrs he left her parked except for a day or two each month, recent modifications to the body has lightened the load and I've noticed she has more torque to her engine and can run for long distances. This 1972 Vulva needs to be driven by someone that will take care of her and keep her in good operating condition, so that she does not get rusty. However, I am quit attached to this Vulva so I will be picky about who gets to test drive her and then be the sole driver as she deserves the best there is in an owner. ***disclaimer*** This is intended for humor please don't take it as anything other then that.. YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 thing

My Fufriends
My nsfw's are open again get your last look boys! As of tonight I am closing the account, no I am not getting talked out of it lol. But I will before I close it send someone the FuMoney I got and the bling I have like 9 credits left. If you want to add me to yahoo my id is supergirls93638, please let me know who you are I have a horrible memory. THANKS GUYS AND ENJOY THE SITE!

Friend W/ Autos
PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND OUT, SHE IS THE MOST SWEETEST PERSON AND HAS A COOL PERSONALITY. SHE ONLY HAS 300 PHOTOS, SO IT WONT TAKE LONG TO RATE HER. THIS IS HER 1ST AUTO 11. SHE ONLY HAS 5 HOURS LEFT WITH HER AUTO, SO PLEASE HURRY! ppisces17@ fubar THIS MESSAGE IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~coverdude~owned by r/l wife DJ velvet _raindrops@ fubar AND... ~Velvet~Raindrops~proud wife 2 Coverdude~CoOwner of DevilishlyDelicious@ fubar