Becky's blog: "Your the Sun of my Island"

I have finally realized why i have been so upset and constantly wondering where and what my bofriend is doing. I am absolutely in love. i would do anything for this guy. I would make him breakfast in bed on weekends, rub his tummy when he has ate too much, take care of him when he is sick, listen to everything he had to say, make him his favourite meal when he is just feeling down. I would do anything for him. I am not sure how to get that across. I try to do as much as i can. I try to help him out with everything. I am just confused because i am not sure if he wants a girlfriend that dedicated and that involved. All i know is that io love him and he has helped me so much.

I think i know what true love is. Even though you have hurt me i will still love you. You care about how i feel and what i do in my day not when we can hook up. You are down to earth and you know whats going on. Your strong and beautiful. I hope you see this and realize how much u actually mean to me. You keep me out of trouble and you protect me. I have never felt this way toward someone before. Thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved. When you told me "You're the love of my life, you're the water to my flower, you're the air I breathe to, you're the medicine that cures me, and you're the beat to my heart" i knew that you didnt mean to hurt me. I dont want you to be like everyone else. I love you with everything i have. I have opened my life and told you how i was and what i have done. i love you and that will never change. I know i over react and assume stuff but thats how i protect myself from getting hurt i am really sorry. I want to trust but i have trusted before and was hurt. I am just so scared. i love you and i hope you love me too.