MY LOVE 4 YOU ...To my first child ....The love of my life
Thursday, March 13, 2003
I finally understand the meaning of unconditional love
A feeling from deep within of pride
that wonderous joy of knowing your mine.
I can only tell you with words how i feel inside..but can show you my love with arms open wide
2 hug you and kiss you and teach you to strive..you are what keeps my spirit alive.
Your my angel, My miracle, My sweet innocent child.
Now..I do not have, alot of money ..or fancy material things..
All I can give you ..are riches that only a mothers love brings...
I can teach you to listen when the world around you sings..
Walk with you hand N hand.. through a garden in spring..
and teach appreciation for all the beautiful things...
I wish I could change many things I have done...
"Personal Regrets"..
I have more than just one...
You have so much to learn and so little time..
I can see in your eyes that your strong youll do fine..
But the earth spins fast ..we live in the present, build a future, have a past..
Don't rush into things..wait for love that will last ...
Be patient, show self respect...take time to reflect..
Know that everything we do has a cause and affect..
Breezy! ...Please listen to mommys warning!...
You can't go back..It will always be there in the morning...
Make sure no mistakes are made ..that have you crying through the night..
No pillows your tears have wet..No demons to fight!
Don't push & grow up to soon...feelings get hurt.. young hearts are so easy to wound..
Guys sometimes don't realize..how small indescretions can traumatize...
They may not understand the sting of words spoken..or have any idea how easily our hearts can be broken...
If your like your mom your gonna love with all your heart..
I need to warn you things are not always perfect from the start..
Believe in yourself and all that you do..And I promise you this..True love will find you ...
I believe we have a special design...I know that your daddys heart was moulded for mine..
But..Dont let this scare you..good times laughs and fun are always within your reach...
keep positive friends around...take in the lessons they teach..search for the beauty that lies within each..
Try not to be bossy, don't lie and don't preach..Never pray on the weaknesses that they may show...
Always be loyal and let them know..that your life is your own..and your no follower..But..
If ever they need you just give you a holler ..Be sure in their hearts and their heads that they know..
You love them and that friendship is gold...Stress that if ever they fall..reach out a hand youll catch them mid fall..
So i'll wait for the day that you ask 4 my help..I cant promise to be cool..can't promise not to yell...
..But ..I will always listen and be honest ..I'll keep an open mind..I have been there and done it..
...Good advice.. is hard to find...
with so many choices and negative influences clouding your way..
I'd like to be your voice of reason..in hard times if I may..
I promise I'll never judge anything that comes from you..I am raising you to be passionate & caring..
not cruel...I want you to tell only that which is true , be outgoing and uplifting..To just be YOU ..
and most of all ..to be CONFIDENT in everything that you do !!!
Briana I love you..more with each passing day!
The way you walk, your smile, even your stubborn ways...
I love each and every new word that you say...
Every new thing...That I introduce to you..teaches mommy something amazing too...
Your just a baby now..but time goes fast..before I know it..
you'll be out in the word having a blast...
Protect yourself, Respect yourself...Educate yourself..your nobodys fool..
Don't be a statistic or break too many rules.
Never!..Ever!..Let anyone convince you to do..what in your heart you know ..to be uncool..
& last but not least..Trust your instincts..and always to thyne own self be true!!!
