Fubar Blogs 4

Just Another Face
You're beautiful he said, amazing and pure. Knowing that wasn't me, for sure. I am well aware, of what I have always been. Although, I felt like so much more with him. Something worth having, priceless in-fact. And now those bright colors, have faded to black. I don't know how to deal, can't handle it at all. Knowing his opinion of me, is now so small. He is the one, that made it worth while. He brought a whole new meaning, to my smile. I didn't have to fake it, for once it was real. I never knew it was possible, for me to feel. Like a shining star, something unique. Now, I'm just another face. the wound is too deep. The one in my heart, cuts to the bone. This pain has knocked me, off of my thrown. For, I am nothing, once more. Just another face, behind a locked door.

And Then?
Fuck your personal opinion when you are single too. Fuck your mental thinking when you need medication too. Fuck your other relationships, everyone is to blame. Fuck your friends that are my friends too. You lied to them and made them believe you! BUT I am the ONLY one that knows you! Fuck your true colors, they are black and stone. Fuck your real name. Your drinking problem, Your hate for people when you dont care about your self. Fuck the idea of me ever coming back. Fuck the idea that I was even there. Fuck the idea of fucking you when the only thing you did was make me a toy, your puppet..your queen for the day. So yeah..Fuck you!

Hot Boys
want to learn more about myself of course you do all the young boys are hot but the one that i want is for my sister carla is a boy that dresses like a hot boy with those hats and baggie pants and he's born in sanbernardino

My Life Has Begun
I was sitting outside on my lunch break today, and thinking a bit on where my life had gone after all these years. Then I thought about the day that my son Devin was born, a little more than a year ago. It made me realize on that special day... my life had just begun.

Woooow...
I was choppin' it up with this young cat Mario at work today. Mario is a cool young mexican cat that I work with. He's always asking me to freestyle for him and listen to him rap. So today, I freestyled for him about whatever was going on at work and he did the same. After going back and forth in a lil cypher, he looked at me and asked me, "Why do you rhyme???" He said, "I mean, you're probably never gonna get signed. You're never gonna get famous. Even though you're probably one of the best freestylers out, the world will probably never know your name or that you are as good as you are." Without even thinking about it, I smiled at him and replied, "You do!!!" One morning, after high tide had rolled back out to sea, a man walked along the beach. As he walked he looked down and saw all the starfish left behind by the tide that lie dying in the sunlight. In the distance, he saw a young girl, walking and throwing starfish back out into the surf one by one. As they approached each other he

Five Expressions Of Love....
Expressions of love: They can make or break relationships. How do we know we're expressing love? One way I have found that makes sense is the five love languages. They are each specific, and can be very deep in meaning, depending on which language is spoken. Words of Affirmation ~ Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Quality Time ~ In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like giving your full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the

All Is Worth It
There are two roads leading, in the same direction. One is the right road. The other is a misconception. You can see down both, one dark, one light. You assume, you know, which one is right. But looks can be deceiving, take that to heart. Me I choose, to follow the dark. Because the light is too easy, everything’s in view. The dark is a mystery, exciting and new. Not the choice, everyone would make. But that’s a risk, I’m willing to take. If I never had to fight, bleed or cry. Then I would never know, the reasons why. I was put here, in the first place. Cursed with this body, this mind, this face. Yet, there is a reason, I will find out what. No matter if I go down, the wrong path, or not. I will continue to walk alone, through the dark. Face my demons, while falling apart. Because all is worth, the price we pay. I’ll realize this, when I get to where I’m going someday.

Yup, That Settles It
Wake-up and my feet, hit the floor. Brush my teeth, poor my coffee, lock the door. Make my bed, with all these thoughts, running through my head. What to wear? Blue or black? Do I really wanna fix, my hair like that? Curly or straight, which one will it be? Is this really, the right outfit for me? So, many things, running through my head. Yup, that settles it. Goin back to bed.

If It Quacks Like A Duck....
I'm still new to using Fubar, learning the ropes and features as it were. Since I don't feel any need to openly chastise people who want to comment on mumms in a manner consistent with the behavior exhibited by A-holes, I find I have two choices. I can ignore them, sometimes hard to do. Or I can block them, Fubar gives us that option. Now, on the web forums I frequent, blocking means you never again see a post from that person. Perfect, I don't want to see the crap, the A-h gets to keep crapping, and all will be good in the universe. I blocked my first crapping A-h here a week or so ago, and yesterday I notice that I can still see their crap. So, hell bent on discovering what is going wrong in my world, I click my way to that profile and make use of that block button again. Fubar tells me I have already blocked that particular A-h. OK, so the A-h is blocked, I guess Fubar works the block in reverse somehow. Whatever, there are better things to do... Hey I have new profile com

Rip
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glint on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you wake in the morning hush, I am the swift, uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight. I am the soft starlight at night. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. (Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die!) Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am the song that will never end. I am the love of family and friend. I am the child who has come to rest In the arms of the Father who knows him best. When you see the sunset fair, I am the scented evening air. I am the joy of a task well done. I am the glow of the setting sun. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. (Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die!)

Randomstatementsoffactandfiction
I cant share this with facebook... and I dont use myspace so FuBar.... I turn to you! LoL. Okay, So I am losing my mind and I dont know where to turn. My doctor told me that I may have an underlying bipolar disorder... Now Idk why but this depresses me beyond belief. On top of that I cant find a psych counsellor so I can treat this and also I cant seem to get enough time off to actually take care of these issues. Lord help me... please. Do you care that everytime you come into my mind I have such an enourmous need to see you once again? That it breaks my heart when you tell me that you care. I am so full of love for you that I want to cry when I see your name, when I remember your laugh, when I think of the time spent with eachother. I despise you sometimes. You always give me false hope of one day, someday, but in my heart I know it will never be. I guess Im just to afraid to let go. I wish I could. I want to... I need to. I deserve so much better than a man that can continually

Best Divorce Letter
Dear Wife, ... I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you ... for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favourite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me any more; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me any-more; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s t

Down On Myself
I woke up this morning and had to run a couple errands, and finally when I got home I had to go to the transportation department for a bus aide position. Took the kids to McDonalds. Its like crack to them. Got home and it has been cooking and cleaning; which it seems no matter how much I clean it is always messy again like ten minutes later. The wonders of parenthood; and the solemn downs of being a single parent. Cooked a smoked salmon, and penne pasta, and pintos. I decided not to eat, mostly because I drank jaager and didnt feel hungry. However, when I woke from sleeping for a couple hours, I ate the pasta. SMH. Thought I would be able to lay back down and go to sleep, but my son had an accident o.O ! So I am up watching TiVo'd episodes of intetvention. So yesterday I decided to get out of my funk and give a guy a chance. I went on a date, its been seven months. He picked me up and we took the kids to McDonalds. We seemed to be enjoying each others company, and he was hilarious. A

Just Keeping It Real
Here I am, on the floor. Safely secured, behind a locked door. Suddenly, there's a knock. Someones trying to get in. I'm not budging, can't crack it, not again. I'm not trying to be mean, just keeping it real. I could never explain to you, how I feel. You can't come in, because that spot belongs to someone else. If I said anything different, I'd just be lying to myself. That position is filled, no longer exists. I'm just telling it, like it is.

I Can't Give You What Is Not Mine
I can't give you something, that is not mine. Hasn't belonged to me, for quite some time. To lend it out, would be just be a temporary fix. And it wouldn't be right, to the person who owns it. I can't deny it, so why try. He captures the tears, that fall from my eyes. Everything I am, rests in his hands. He is just it for me, such an extraordinary man.

Good Day
We ordered my costume last night. Love the internet. I'm going as Dr. Frankenfurter, from The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I won't look as good as Tim Curry did when he shot the roll, but I'll look better than if he did it now. ....and welcome to my blog. As I'm typing the subject of this blog, the autofill tried to help me by suggesting "Facial". Anyway, today is Friday eve, that means you can party all you want tonight, because you can always make it through one day of work. Here are my party plans Take daughter to Wal-Mart. I know, I'm a rebel. I need her help with some stuff this weekend, so I made a deal with the devil. But, when we get back, the wife and I are going to barricade our selfs in our room and pretend it's Friday night. What are your Friday eve plans?

So Much Better
Having your cake, and eating it to. Well I wouldn't get the cake, if I didn't wanna eat it. Would you? My cake has one flavor, one layer, just one that's it. None of this several, or another, Won't have that shit. My focus is one one, not two or three. And that's how it has to be in return, for me. I'm worth it, I deserve it, won't settle for less. I am so much better, than second best.

Until I'm Finished
I am not afraid to say I love you, because it's the truth. But, I will not be, just a conveniece to you. It's all or nothing, that's how I roll. To have me is to own my heart, body and soul. The outside as well, every last curve. But my heart goes with it, it's what I deserve. I don't hand myself out, very often, you have to be more. To even crack the surface, get through the door. But, I am taking a pause, getting back to me. Because breaking me doesn't happen, very easily. Yet, here I am, looking like a fool. Settling, breaking my own rules. When I know I am worth, everything, it all. I won't be back until, I'm finished building my wall.

Here 4 Good I Hope
well bout week an a half ago i was up to level 23 any way some how my account got deleted apparently somebody hacked my account an deleted it, Anyway im back an here 4 good i hope i really like this site an enjoy my friends an fam as we speak im workin on my new profile an any help is appreciated i need friends an well anything an everything so just wantin to let it b known

Not This Day
There is a saying, that has proven to be true. If you love someone tell them, before the moment escapes you. Don't brush it off, think they'll be a next time. There may not be, speak with your heart, what's inside. People search for this, their whole life through. And I am proud to say, that I'm in love with YOU. I would gladly shout it from the roof tops, as loud as I could. Because nothing has ever made me, feel this good. Don't think because you hurt, that it's a bad thing. It's great to have a mixture, of feeling. Anyone that can cause you to break, and make you at the same time. Is worth it all, not waisting a dime. Because that is priceless, precious and rare. Knowing wherever you are, they are also there. That is a feeling, you don't want to pass you by. My words are expressing this, my reason why. Because I do love YOU, more than I could ever say. And I'm not letting this moment escape, not this day.

When I Awoke Last Night
You came to me, when I closed my eyes. As if you were there, inside. I felt your heart, beating with mine. Creating our own, moment in time. Your breath against, my skin. Your warmth, deeply within. The softness of your touch, set me on fire. The look in your eyes, pure desire. The sound of your moans, was music to my ears. Nothing but pleasure, no pain or fear. Skin against skin, cheek to cheek. Not a single word, did we speak. With each caress, every touch, every kiss. We wrote our own message, that couldn't be dismissed. The we laid there in each other's arms, just a few minutes more. Both dreading you, reaching for the door. But you didn't, you just held onto me tight. I could still feel you with me, when I awoke last night.

I Was Complete
There is an old legend, about two people really being one. It doesn't matter where you're born, who you are or where you come from. This one special soul was created, with only one thing in mind. The purpose of bringing them together, at a moment in time. Two halves, searching, for that one missing link. Overcoming obstacles, journeys, forces us to think. Then when they are joined, finally becoming one. It is beautiful, powerful, their world has begun. The way it was suppose to be, before even they knew. I was complete, from the moment I found YOU.

Talk To Yourself Much?
Talk to yourself much? Hell, I do it everyday. Only to me, it doesn't seem that way. I see your face, with each and every word. You have me, I'm a goner, I am all yours. Talking to the moon, to make you feel my love. I'd talk to just about anything, you can think of. Maybe I'm crazy, and if that's the case. I can live with that, to see your face. So I'll sit here talking away, to anything I can. Until the day, you hold me in your hands.

Finally Found True Love Rl
well i finally found true love i am dating a wonderful man named jimmy hes an actor/director and we are in love wish everyone would come to hollywood california there is single men here looking for woman and yes true love can be found in calif

Stuff
On her radio show, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura, which was posted on the Internet. Yes!!! Dear Dr. Laura: ... Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's L......aw. I have learned a gr...eat deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them. 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify?

Just Reach For It
Walking through a wall, that is blocked. There's no way in, I've already knocked. As hard as I could, but no one is home. Walking through, this place alone. I think I have cried, all that I can. It's just so hard, to understand. I know you're on, the other side. Protecting yourself, choosing to hide. I don't blame you, I would too. After all that I, have done to you. I'm trying so hard, to prove. That you are something, I don't want to lose. I give you my all, my heart my soul. Just reach for it, please don't let it go.

I'll Have To Pass
My daughter and I, took a trip to the mall. Nothing out of the ordinary at all. While we were there, I noticed this guy. He had been watching me, and it caught my eye. When I looked his way, he smiled then knocked over a rack. I couldn't help but laugh, then turned my back. I just wanted to get out of the store, I was getting nervous myself. Watching him put everything back, he knocked off the shelf. So I paid for my things, and headed for the door. I looked for my little girl, but she wasn't behind me anymore. Then I seen her, approach the guy. I just waited for her, and thought to myself, why. She came out, with a mile long grin. And said, he wants you to have dinner with him. I gave her that look and she said, Come on Mom he's hot. It's not going to kill you, to give someone a shot. But he was a stranger, I didn't care about the outside. My feelings are too strong, to even try and disguise. So I said, tell him thank you, but I'll have to pass. No

Wishful Thinking Possibly
Who am I? I'm original and unique. Writing down these words, I can't seem to speak. I try, then I stop, back to the keyboard to write down my thoughts. I would never be able to speak them, anyway. With the way my mind works, there's too much to say. There's love, aggravation, curiosity and more. Leaves me constantly opening and closing, the door. So hard to read, I simply do not know. They do a good job, of not letting it show. But I feel it, I just know it's true. Wishful thinking possibly, but God I love you.

Great E-mails
This is funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier...> > > > New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 60!> > > > > > > > I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to > > track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. > > Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take > > us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit > > until you're at least 35.> > > > For starters, researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 > > additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.> > > > Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a > > cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. 'My back hurts! I can't > > sleep, I'm tired and hungry.' We are impatient and maybe > > letting us kill some jerk that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for awh

The Last Two Years...
Okay, some of you have been wondering where I've been the last two years and what I have been up to. I began attending the state university in the fall of 2009. I attended class (mostly seated) full-time for a degree in Management. My first semester went well. It went much better than I expected. I joined Phi Beta Lambda that semester as well. The second semester was rough because I spent a month out of class because I was hospitalized. I somehow managed to get caught up and I even earned a 4.0 that semester. I was asked to join Phi Theta Kappa and I was inducted that spring. The third semester went very well as did my summer classes. My last semester was a very busy one. I took six classes, completed an internship, and worked part-time. I graduated Cum Laude on May 09, 2011. I was just a hair away from graduating Magna Cum Laude. You see, Algebra and I did not see eye to eye. Glad that is over with. I am considering returning next year to complete a degree in IT. I loved school a

Kingdom Of Go
HEAR, O HEAVENS , AND GIVE EAR , O EARTH: FOR THE LORD HATH SPOKEN, I HAVE NOURISHED AND BROUGHT UP CHILDEREN , AND THEY HAVE REBELLED AGAINST ME. THE ONE KNOWETH HIS OWNER AND THE ASS HIS MASTER'S CRIB: BUT IS'RA-EL DOTH NOT KNOW , MY PEOPLE DOTH NOT CONSIDER. AH SINFUL NATION , A PEOPLE LADEN WITH INIQUITY , A SEED OF EVILDOERS , CHILDEREN THAT ARE CORRUPTERS: THEY HAVE FORSAKEN THE LORD , THEY ARE GONE AWAY BACKWARDS. WHY SHOULD YE BE STRICKEN ANYMORE ? YE WILL REVOOLT MORE AND MORE: THE WHOLE HEAD IS SICK , AND THE WHOLE HEART FAINT. FROM THE SOLE OF THE FOOT EVEN UNTO THE HEAD THERE IS NO SOUNDNESS IN IT; BUT WOUNDS B, AND BRUISES, AND PUTRIFYING SORES: THEY HAVE NOT BEEN CLOSED , NEITHER BOUND UP , NEITHER MOLLIFIED WITH OINTMENT. "THE TIME IS FULLFILLED, AND THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS AT HAND: REPENT YE , AND BELIEVE THE GOSPEL." -MARK 1: 15- I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS ,A LADY GAVE THIS TO ME IN SEATTLE!

A New Name
He can make me so angry, I just wanna scream. Then at night, he haunts my dreams. My vision becomes blinded, by the sight of his face. His voice takes me to, a certain time and place. A time and place, not yet known. When I'm in his arms, no longer alone. Waking up beside him, smiling sleepy smiles. Nothing could feel better, despite the miles. I feel him with me, each and every day. It doesn't matter that you are, a million miles away. Because to me, you are here. Touching my face, whispering in my ear. I feel it, I can hear it, as plain as day. Let my heart speak to yours, listen as I say. I love you and I have since, the very first time. You allowed your heart, to speak to mine. I have and always will, cherish it all. YOU were the one, who broke through my wall. Now that you're in, there you shall remain. Let's give this thing called love, a new name.

My Poetry (be Gentle)
My home is one of heartache, a place of steel and stone, a barren cell, a home in hell, and here I must atone! For all my crimes, I pay with time, where lights glow night and day, and though I rage and pace my cage, I still must stay and pay. I beat and maul the concrete wall, and walk the concrete floor, I damn each day, my only way, and hope for one chance more. Each lonely dawn that each night spawns, I stand and face the wall, in loneliness and bitterness, I await my end days call. Men scream and yell, within my hell, but I'm a man alone. My tears of pain, like bitter rain, spill down on naked stone. Here every gate is one of hate, love has no place to hide, for each last fool who broke the rule, the way to hell is wide! My chains of steel can never feel the things that I hold dear, but chains of steel are kinder than, the woman I lost here. For every lock a key is made, a saw for every chain, but each escape forgets the shape of chains they'll wear again. My Every loss becomes a c

First Dogs : The Story
PROLOG It was the time before nations; the time before breeds; the time with the prey animals large enough to feed the pack for days. It was the age of our innocence: we were Wolves. This is the story of our origin, past down from my mother from her mother all the way from the very First Bitch, and First Dog. One day you'll tell the same story to your litters, and they to theirs, for all time. You see we are all canines all breeds, even the wolves who were the first of us. Only they aren't quite as smart as us domestics, especially us Chihuahuas. See we have it easy with our humans, we have food, and toys, and out pet humans to play with in comfortable homes. The wolves have to hiunt their own food, and have non of the other things. So lie still, and let Momma tell you our story. POST I The New Beast “Alpha! Alpha! Alpha! There's a strange creature on our hunting ground! We must flee; we need to get out of here. We need to leave this place now!

Let It Show
I put YOU on top, for everyone to see. Spell it out, to the world wide web constantly. YOU never have to doubt, if my love for YOU is true. I am proud to say, that I'm in love with you. I don't lead people on, I make them aware. On how I feel for you, that my feelings lie elsewhere. Sometimes I feel like, you're ashamed of me. I don't understand why, maybe I'm being silly. But I'm begging you, to please let me know. If YOU really love me, just let it show.

From Where I'm Standing
I looked into the mirror, hanging on the wall. But I didn't recognize, what i saw. I threw it across the room, and caused it to shatter. It's just a mirror right? What does it matter? But when I bent down, and looked into the broken pieces. It provided me with answers, gave me my reasons. Breaking the mirror, didn't accomplish a thing. I could still see the cracks, reflecting me. There I was, the strong one YOU say. From where I'm standing, it doesn't appear that way.

Yes I'm Thanking You
Look me up, and see what I've become. Despite what I've been through, where I come from. That's right, I didn't allow you to win. I don't need you now, I needed you then. Although, I don't understand how, you could sign me away. You hand delivered me into the hands of evil, that day. But I prevailed, and will continue to. My head is held high, and it's all thanks to you. Yes, I'm grateful Mom, for you teaching me. How to become a better person, than you could ever be.

I Wish You Were Here
I have never needed, anyone before. I have always walked, through my own doors. That's why, this is all so new. Because I just can't make it, without you. I have tried, it just hurts more. I have never in my life, been so sure. Your stare, your words, just YOU is enough. To make everything around me, just disappear. All I can say is I love YOU Baby, I wish YOU were here.

Cherry Poppers ~ Helping You Level
Help us make Cherry Poppers better! Give us your ideas on how we can improve to help you with your leveling needs! Welcome to Cherry Poppers! Please leave a comment with the help you need and those who have helped should leave a comment saying that they have done so. After you have requested help, please make sure you see if there are other Poppers you can help out as well! Happy Leveling From The Cherry Poppers and the Fubar Bunnies!!

It's True Name
Imagine seeing a solid wall, that you can somehow walk through. A patch of thorns, that cannot harm you. The sharpest knife, that doesn't break the skin. The appearance of an open door, with no way in. This is me, when it comes to my heart. It is with you always, even miles apart. If you truly love someone, then you love all that they are. No matter the situation, regardless how far. Their happiness comes first, wanting to fulfil their every dream. You don't need money or cars, material things. Seeing their smile, being their desire. Something only true love, requires. Knowing without doubt, that they feel the same. That's when you can call love, by it's true name.

Could You?
Can you live with the what if's, not knowing what the future holds? Tossing aside that ONE, who makes you whole. Walking through life never knowing, what might have been. If you had just, allowed them in. Given them a chance, to show you themselves. The reality behind, the emotions felt. That they are not just words, real feelings, real tears. But you dismissed them, due to temptation and fear. Everyone has that ONE person, they are meant to find. Please, just step into, my mind. One second is all, it will take. For you to see I'm real, there's nothing fake. About the way I feel for you, and want to prove. I am begging you, to step into my shoes. I can't put into words, exactly what it is. But even love isn't powerful enough, for feelings like this. Let me show you, look into my eyes. That's all it will take, for you to realize. That I'm not like the rest, what I'm telling you is true. And I would give anything, to prove it to you.

Wtf?!?!?!?!?
So my douchebag ex thinks I am going to start hanging out with him...this is after he left for two months and never contacted me and he lie dmost of the relationship (even tho he said he didn't) sorry not big on second chances after being lied and fucking ditched me for two months so yea not going to happen!!! And anytime he talks to me he talks about sex seriously I'm not interested in getting with him in any way shape or form...It freaking blow my mind he has the balls to even fucking ask if i want to hang out.... Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affe

Usn - Birthday
On Friday, October 13, 1775, meeting in Philadelphia, the Continental Congress voted to fit out two sailing vessels, armed with ten carriage guns, as well as swivel guns, and manned by crews of eighty, and to send them out on a cruise of three months to intercept transports carrying munitions and stores to the British army in America. This was the original legislation out of which the Continental Navy grew and as such constitutes the birth certificate of the navy. To understand the momentous significance of the decision to send two armed vessels to sea under the authority of the Continental Congress, we need to review the strategic situation in which it was made and to consider the political struggle that lay behind it. Americans first took up arms in the spring of 1775, not to sever their relationship with the king, but to defend their rights within the British Empire. By the autumn of 1775, the British North American colonies from Maine to Georgia were in open rebellion

Sex Will Make U Forget ?????
This is a news story i found thismorning Sex can be "mind-blowing" but recent studies show not always in a good way. According to Mail Online, A woman in Washington D.C. arrived at a hospital in a state of panic because she'd just been intimate with her husband and immediately lost all recollection of the previous 24 hours. The woman suffers from a rare condition called "Transient Global Amnesia" and is always temporary, but because it is so rare, researchers say it can be distressing. According to a new study in The Journal of Emergency Medicine, sex can make you forgetful. Researchers say it's a rare condition where a person's memory suddenly disappears after sex, but they aren't sure why this happens. According to a neurologist not involved in the case, brains scans of the woman at Georgetown University Hospital showed no damage had occurred. The 54-year-old woman, whose case was reported in The Journal of Emergency Medicine, will have been just one of three to

Help Please
I really need to level ..... So if you can help with me getting a god mode I would really love some credit donations lol.. if ya can ..... who ever helps.... gets a surprise of course.... so if ya can help let me know.. thanks in advance!!!!!!

Tell Me
Please tell me YOU have difficulty sleeping. That you just can’t close your eyes. And when you do, it’s my face you see. in your dreams at night. Do you ever wake up crying? having no idea why? Please tell me you feel like something’s missing, from your life. Baby tell me that, you live for my love. And that forever and always, could never be enough. That you’ve waited all your life, for me. And YOU want so deeply, to believe. Baby, I’m begging you to tell me, It’s not just me.

What I Wouldn't Give
Have you ever seen the end of a rainbow? Was there a pot of gold? Ever dreamed of catching a shooting star? Finding the other half of your soul? Do you ever think that you are dreaming, when you are actually wide awake? Because you are blown away by the beauty, surrounding you, guiding your way. I can see it, it's right before my eyes. Out of all of the dreams, this ONE I realize. I have waited my, whole life through. For one moment spent, with YOU. I believe anything, is possible. WE can overcome, any obstacle. I love YOU, with all of my heart. I can't allow this dream, to fall apart. I give YOU my best Baby. I just wish you'd see. That nothing compares, to YOU and ME. WE are untouchable, no one can reach. ANYTHING is possible, when you believe. And I do, I believe in US. What I wouldn't give, to make YOU feel my love.

Loved, Lost, Found Again.
I've loved many, lost some, and I've found again. That's the story of love. I love my family. I love my boyfriend. I've lost two family members. Lost a near and dear neighbor and my family has lost a friend. I have also had many boyfriends and most of them broke up with me. Betty was a wonderful, good hearted woman. Everybody loved her and she made delicious apple butter which was made from apples grown on her own tree. My siblings and I called her Grandma Betty, and she treated us as her own. She was friends with our Mother whom was also a good woman. When we were kids still Grandma Betty died of Breast cancer. It was very sad. She was sick from it for a while and we all know that cancer can make you go bald. And for that reason she always wore a bandana on her head, and she always had a different bandana on her head. She also had a ball cap that had a lock of blond hair out the back of it like a pony tail. I loved that one. There was a nice funeral for Grandma Betty and my mom,

Silence Stirs...
Just as the match was lit he disappeared off into the unknown, leaving her waiting.. wanting more, Will he come back? She wondered as she went to lie down drifting off into a peaceful slumber. (My friend)..As she simply waits for him to enter, and have what belongs to him. She awakened slowly when she felt an undeniable presence, something she couldn't explain. A magnetic force pulling away capturing her body & soul. Silence stirs........ (It's funny, but not funny how we grow up to think of what we want out of life.. but not love. Love is a feeling, an emotion.. How we choose to feel it in our lives is up to us. And how we want it to make us feel is also up to us.) It has come to my attention that one of my so called friends blocked me from seeing his profile. And you know what I don't give a shit.. You know why?? Because he ASSUMED that I would drop my life because he "supposedly" knew what I was going through. I'm sorry if my KIDS are more important than going o

Tatt's And Piercing's
Tattoo's are my huge weaknesses, they turn me on like no other! if i see a guy walk into the store while im there or walking down the street i cream my pants lol. they are sexy on a man and some women. especially if they are covered in them and look fuxing sexy, and ears pierced OMFG!!! Piercing's are another weakness of mines, they are sexy on men in some places and women in most places. but mixed with tatts make things so much worse.

Mulberry Bags
a grasp of a hand bag magic gas group Abi wrap Fangqing Wei arrived at his side. Fang Qingwei magic wrapped in Abi faint air had lost among the mentally arrested but added that now was a clear bag over. You Fang Qingwei bag into the eyes of all fear. Fang Qingwei you Chunan Gong will completely kill my son. But now I beat him thoroughly beat a hasty retreat. I also left two top grade Tao Tao two top grade is what you should know the concept of it looked Fang Qingwei bag up and down a lot a lot uh you actually still at the child's body that the child has not broken you Chunan Gong good body good. It seems this guy is the taste you want to play for the training of repair was higher again taken up. Very good. Since you are so evil and I do not speak your kind of bag gloomy horror. bag you want to do. Fang Qingwei screamed bag she really can not stand the kind of eerie look of. This is simply a thing to dream into a nightmare. Her son had been taken away by force Chunan Gong exercises do

Poem's I Like
sorry for the things i have done sorry for the things that i have said. sorry for the times i said i hate you and wish you were gone , sorry for the times i did not pick up your call. sorry for the times i lied to you so i just could be alone. i cry now that you are gone never to be in my life . i wish i could take back all the things i have done, if i had the time i go back and do it over. but i can't you are gone and i am here. i still love you and miss you alot. The Eye of the Beholder User Rating: -- /10

Hardy Har Hars
An 86-year-old man went to his doctor for his quarterly check-up... The doctor asked him how he was feeling, and the 86-year-old said , 'Things are great and I've never felt better.'I now have a 20 year-old bridewho is pregnant with my child. "So what do you think about that Doc ?" The doctor considered his question for a minute and then began to tell a story. "I have an older friend , much like you, who is an avid hunter and never misses a season."One day he was setting off to go hunting. In a bit of a hurry , he accidentally picked up his walking cane instead of his gun." "As he neared a lake , he came across a very large male beaver sitting at the water's edge..He realized he'd left his gun at home and sohe couldn't shoot the magnificent creature. Out of habit he raised his cane , aimed it at the animal as if it were his favorite hunting rifle and went 'bang, bang'." "Miraculously , two shots rang out and thebeaver fell over dead. Now, what do you think of that ?" asked the doctor.

I Am Who I Fucking Am
I am very aware that the majority of people who use these social networking site's do so in-order to portray themselves as someone they are not....I am NOT one of those people...I will straight up tell you..I am NOT rich..I am NOT perfect...I am NOT fake...I am wat I am...a good mother..a good friend..a hard worker...I have compassion for others and others feelings...way too often I put someone else's feelings ahead of my own....to me..this screen is just that..a piece of equipment covered with glass...some people see it as a gateway to become watever they have to...to say watever it takes....I am silly...goofy..comical..I treat others how they treat me.....but I will NEVER tell you wat you want to hear simply because I can....I know there is a person behind the screen..whether it is the person they portray themselves to be or not...still a person just the same.....I can tell you with 100% honesty....I WILL NOT FUCK YOU....in the virtual or real world.....that's NOT who I am...I am tha

In Your Court
Avoided, like the fucking plague. Regardless, of everything that was said. All I ask, is for the truth. Don't lead me on, tell me you love me, unless you do. I am on the edge, refusing to leap. Trying to find the reasoning, behind these tears I weep. So sure, it felt so right. Your grip has loosened, when it was once so tight. I don't understand, please just say. What has made you, act this way. You're not the same, like I don't know you at all. This isn't you, what happened to the man, that made me fall. I don't recognize this person, he's so cold and mean. With no regard at all, as to what I'm feeling. I won't say another word, just know it hurts. The ball is in your court now, the next move, is yours.

Me!
Do you have a Bandaid? Because I just scraped my knee falling for you.There must be something wrong with my eyes, I can't take them off you. Girl, you better have a license, cuz you are driving me crazy!Hey baby, you've got something on your butt: my eyes.Hi, I make more money than you can spend.I hope you know CPR, because you take my breath away.Damn, if being sexy was a crime, you'd be guilty as charged! I must be in heaven because I'm standing next to you!If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together.You must be from out of space cause I can see the stars in your eyes. If you were a booger I'd pick you first.Can I have directions? ["To where?"] To your heart. Baby did you fart, 'cause you blow me away! Hi, I'm Mr. Right. Someone said you were looking for me. Turn to the girl sitting next to you at the bar and say..."I'm not really this tall....I'm sitting on my wallet."Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again? When I saw you from across the roo

Rant!!!!!!!!!
I am so so so sick and tired of this website. Unless you dress like a whore or have a billion blings going a day NO ONE pays attnention to you and frankly I'm tired of it. I can't even get a hi from someone! It's a "hey you're sexy can I see your tits?" NO you can't see my fuckin tits. I've even stooped to the point of having a NSFW album people pay to see just so I can try to keep up with this site and TRY to gain some friends. None of you are friends. You're all fakes who want nothing more then bling. My REAL friends I had on here were smart enough to leave here before this shit happened. I'm not far behind them. I DESPISE coming on here, even after days of not being on, and I'm lucky if I have a comment or a SB. The rest is all the fuckin drinks no one actually needs. What happened to actually sitting and talking with someone and getting to know them? Not asking how wet they are or what they're wearing or how big their tits are. LostCherry was SOOO much better then thi

Dear Diary...
i am without youcause id be lost forever if you slipped awayblue eyes your the reason for my change im doing alrightwas only driving bythought id say helloi was hoping you were homesince you never calledhave you thought at allis there anyone new?cause i dont know what id do without youcause id be lost forever if you slipped awayblue eyes your the reason for my change i think im in love with a whore. -_- why. why the one person i want more than anything has to have a million other people after them wtf -_-. im trying to steal their heart but they never really say anything so i have no clue. i just want a true honest to god whole hearted chance. You see 'em comin' at you every night Strung on pretension, they fall for you at first sight You know their business, you think it's a bore They make you restless, it's nothin' you ain't seen before Get around town, spend your time on the run You never let down, say you do it for fun Never miss a play, though you make quite a few You give i

Random Shit
Just sitting here being bored, as usual. Not much to say really too many thoughts going thru my head. Most of it is about the baby. Thirteen weeks prego today still a long ways to go. so much stuff going thru my head I can't think of it all. To my husband of 6 years now baby I love you more now than I ever thought I could. To a friend things didn't work out quite the way I hoped they would but as long as you are my friend it will be ok. I have memories I will cherish forever.

Expressions
A lot has changed in my life, some good I guess most would say, some not so good... A dark cloud ruled my days for a while and Id like to share some of that time.. Feel free to comment and let me know your thoughts.... Gone I'm gone. I'm so far gone you wouldn't even knowSo far gone I won't even show.I'm so far gone and there's no way outso far gone I just want to shout.I'm so far gone you could never hear me screamSo far gone you wouldn't hear a thing.I'm too far gone I try and let you see.So far gone you wouldn't notice me.I'm so far gone drowning in quick sand.So far gone there is no helping hand.I'm too far gone you can't help me.So far gone I tried, begged on one knee.I wish you could understand how much pain one could withstand. I try to be brave yet I have drowned, I'm in so deep to deep for you to notice, to deep for you to care I'm gone now nothings left. I should only hope you learn, it was never your fault. The depression cut meto deep for you see to deep for you too feel

-.-- . .- .-. | --.. . .-. ---
It has been happening for longer than anyone will admit. Most have witnessed it, likely firsthand. Unfortunately, few of those who have been subject to such inhumane treatment are willing to come forward and speak about the crimes committed against them. In most cases when one did speak up, the United States Bureau of Morality was there faster than you can say Blacklist.The point is knowing that the USBM is actually currently working outside your rights as a human. There is a facade of guidance and health covering the deep betrayal of the United States Constitution. The USBM will use this weapon to both attack and parry. In one movement, it will wield it to put you in a prison, because you opened your mouth; in the next, it will defend you with it from the Truths of Mass Destruction, before you open your mind.Look around you. Open your eyes. You could see it, if you would remove the Blinders of Consent.Can you hear it? Open your ears. You could hear it, if you would remove the Earplugs

First Impressions Are Everything.
I was stumbling over different websites on the internet when I came across a girl named, Denise Malani. She is a supermodel who won in a beauty contest over Jennifer Anniston and Angelina Jolie. She's more than perfect. She's a true 11. I was so stunned that I googled her and came across what looked like a bunch of pics and videos of her. So I clicked on one and the link brought me to Fubar.com. What kind of BS is this?! So I signed up. I started thinking that it was another one of those "hook up" sites or that was def a virus. Then I started looking at women's profiles and not all of them were atractive, in fact alot of them were not good looking at all. So that kinda ruled out the virus theory and I was still pretty sure that it was just a one night stand site. So, knowing that my facebook friends weren't on here to call me out, I started hittin' females up, to find out that its not exactly a sex site. It's also a dating site, but not really. It's also a social site

Forever Lost
Trapped, and alone. Looking under the door, just wanting to go home. Anywhere really, just away from there. From their torture, their taunts, the endless stare. Why me? Why was I chosen? To be the one, you left broken. No matter how hard, I scrub. Your stench remains, can't scrub hard enough. You are still there, at all times. Infecting my being, hardening my heart, empowering my mind. Hate is not strong enough, to express how I feel. The wound is too deep, it refuses to heal. There is no treatment, therapy, nothing works. I still end up, face down in the dirt. Broken glass dug, into my feet. To insure that you won, it was your defeat. You prevailed, pat yourself on the back. Even now years later, I'm still under attack. By you, your stench, your face, your breath. Looking up into, the eyes of death. My heart still beats, yes, but at what cost. You took it all from me, I am forever lost.

Christian Ministry
This is a ministry that we are trying to start. In the day and age that we are in today, it is still not P.C. or proper to promote good wholesome Christian music unless you are a full-fledged Christian church with a huge membership it seems... What this ministry is about, and what we want to do is start a radio station that is not affiliated with a specific church that plays good wholesome Christian music for the area of Northern Virginia. We want to bring information and uplifting music to those in the Northern Virginia area that are currently not able to listen to it in their vehicles, out in the fields, or while exercising. Currently there are NO Christian music radio stations that serve Northern Virginia, and we feel that it is a shame and something that can be corrected. We currently want to start playing some of the old styling’s of artists such as (but definitely not limited to) Acappella, Michael Card, Keith Green, Rich Mullins, Mike Mesnard, Allison Krause & Union Stati

Fubar Names (rant)
Once again, I;m not perfect and I hurt your feelings please contact me in a Private msg. Thank you. I've been browsing thru ppl on here and talking to ppl here and there and I'm finding out that not only do ppl have fake pics, but they also have fake names too. When your name is, "DirtySlut69" or "ImaSkank44," I'm gonna think that your a hoebag and I 'm gonna treat you like one too. Now, I'm not hating. I love hoebags! "See that girl over there? She can suck a golfball through a garden hose. Now that's a hoebag!" So I've been talking to these "hoes" and treating them as such and I've been getting deleted, blocked and ignored. Seriously? If you don't want to be treated like a hoe, then change your name to a real name or, "Princes85" or "Cutie22." Is that clear enough?

Random Bullshit....
I have no idea what the purpose is for this....just venting I guess...one thing I can't seem to understand...people hold back WAY to much...and for wat?...to prevent hurting someone feelings...it usually just ends up hurting them more in the long run.....don't hold back...say it..spit it the fuck out..and not only will you feel better..but the person you are holding back from..will also be relieved....no one wants to hear that their other half per-say has moved on...but no one wants wants to hold onto something or someone that has let go either....life is full of many challenges...ups and down..heartaches and regret...but it is life..it fucking hurts..but everyone deserves to know where they stand....no one likes to believe that thy have been replaced..but there is always someone with a lil something more....that's just a fact..I mean it's hard for me to conceive the fact that there is another individual out there as interesting as I am..but I've been wrong before...lol..ok ok that's a

Non-sensical Journal
I write these things to find out how universal my problems really are. Have you ever given someone every chance....2 or 3 or 4 and every time they swear it'll be different but it lasts about 2 weeks then they just go back to doing whatever they want? To know in your heart, that it's your fault because you surrounded yourself with easy people only to realize why? An entire headlong generation of bummers and jokers. To wonder why you try? If it was easy to make friends chances are it's going to be even easier to stop being friends. Trudging on day after day hoping they surprise but they don't? Ever felt that way? Apparently it's called Family. I won't get what I want, I'll have to put up with constant volley of stupid, and then pay them for the priveledge. Sometimes I wonder why I can't just meet a nice, well rounded, nymphomaniac with no family, who doesn't wanna work, whose doesn't want children or a house or a fancy car, Who is content to be content, who appreciates roma

Onlinejackets4u
North Face Men's Realization Coming forward now, Allred said it was in solidarity with Cain's other accusers and harassed women everywhere.Cain has previously complained the sexual harassment allegations amount to a baseless media onslaught against his campaign. Polls have yet to indicate any significant effect on his support in fact, the campaign reported a spike in donations Monday. Cain spokesman J.D. Gordon told CNN the campaign raked in $2 million during the past North Face Men's 2 in 1 Jacketsweek. By comparison, Cain raised $2.8 million between June and October.On Sunday, one of Cain's rivals called for keeping the issue alive, saying the necessary scrutiny of presidential candidates requires Cain to answer all questions about what happened.On Saturday, Cain scolded reporters who asked about the issue following a debate with fellow conservative Newt Gingrich in Texas."Don't even go there," Cain told one questioner who'd asked about the allegations. North Face Kids

My Dark Place Alone
fu-owned i personaly think fu-owned is a very good idea i think it's fun, interesting and a great way to get fubucks and points but i say some people take this game a little too far. for example "oh no someone just bought the person i just bought off of me we'll se about this i'm gonna make sure no one else can aford them" that eliminates the whole point fo the game it's no called fu-owned-by-the-same-person now it it the point of the game is to have fun and stop taking it too far or you spoil it for everyone and just because your bought by someone you don't like dosn't mean you have to beg some one to buy you off of them all it is is someone bought you they don't control you, you havn't got to talk to them tbh for the whole time they own you they might not even say one word to you so chill out a little bit and just enjoy the game for the reason it was originally made newbies it's great you chose to come join fubar but start showing people who were here before you a little respe

About Me
Put your iPod/iTunes on shuffle (or any media player) 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer 3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds! If someone says "is this okay" you say? delta dawn What would best describe your personality as? BUTTER FLY FLY AWAY What do you like in a guy/girl? when they come for me What is your life's purpose? EMPTY BOX What is your motto? BEHIND BLUE EYES What do your friends think of you? GRANDPA TELL ME BOUT THE GOOD OLD DAYS What do you often think about? NEW DIVIDE What do you think of your best friend? ONE STEP CLOSER What do you think of the person you like? WASTED What is your life story? NO TRASH IN MY TRAILER What do you want to be when you grow up? LOVE IS ALIVE What do you think when you see the person you like? DREAM LOVER What do your parents think of you? ILL BE What will you dance to at your wedding?

Follow Your Dreams
Follow your dreams Follow your heart Wherever that may take you Whether it be near Whether it be far Wherever it may be Look deep inside yourself And see what you can see Whether its filling a VOID you have Or there’s a strong bond You may eventually see What’s right in front of you I WILL be there in the end Through it ALL With Care I’ll always be there In spirit and in your heart We will never be apart Love, Eme

Stories
A MEAN MOTHER NEVER ALLOWS CANDY OR SWEETS TO TAKE THE PLACE OF A WELL BALANCED MEAL . A MEAN MOTHER INSISTS ON KNOWING WHERE HER CHILDREN ARE AT ALL TIMES , WHO THEIR FRIENDS ARE AND WHAT THEY DO . A MEAN MOTHER BREAKS THE CHILD LABOR LAW BY MAKEING HER CHILDREN WORLK - WASHING DISHES , MAKEING BEDS , LEARNING TO COOK AND DOING OTHER CRUEL AND UNPLEASANT CHORES. A MEAN MOTHER MAKES LIFE MISERABLE FOR HER OFFSPRING BY INSISTING THAT THEY ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH . A MEAN MOTHER PRODUCES TEENAGERS WHO ARE WISER AND MORE SENSIBLE . A MEAN MOTHER CAN SMILE WITH SECRET DELIGHT AND PRIDE WHEN SHE HEARS HER OWN GRAND CHILDREN CALL THEIR PARENTS MEAN . WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW ARE MORE MEAN MOTHERS ... After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you too, and she would love to spend some time with you."The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who

This Time
When I look in your eyes, what will I see? I don't remember, will it be me? I can't remember, your face at all. I have erased you, and now I can't draw. The line, the one you crossed. A thin one between, what was learned and taught. Father may I, Mother please don't. The two of you together, this task won't. Be an easy one, to climb. But this time I'll beat you to the top. I won't be left behind.

Occupy This
here in maine it is getting cold and still they occupy this and that. good for you. nothing like determination. pity your pleas will fall on deaf ears. i am poor cause i was born poor. thats ok though. i remain poor cause i had fun growing up. i will be poor cause i am studying for a good job to see out my working life. it is no one elses fault but mine. if we share the wealth like you say. we will all be poor. there will be no goals. tempers will rise. shit will hit the fan. go home have a hot cup of cocoa and plan on having some fun and sex. strike the cocoa, open a botlle of vodka and start having fun now. Dont get me wrong, i admire your kinmanship, spirit, faith and all the stuff like that. but really. you think it will change anything. all we can do is hope we remain a prosperous nation, be glad we are not in north korea where every one is an equal turd. i think holland has the best national model.

Life....
I have lived my life thus far to the best of my ability. I have, like everyone else, made my fair share of mistakes. I have learned from every mistake or bad decision I have made. If no lesson is learned, then the mistake will be repeated over and over until the lesson is learned. I'm not going to sit here and say that I've had a horrible life and that it's been full of bad events and memories. I've lived a good life. Plain and simple. Yes, bad things have happened. Many bad things. I have suffered, yes. Yet there are many more out there than I that have suffered a hundred times over what I've been through. I grew up poor but with a mother who loved me, family that loved me, and friends that loved me. I had a happy childhood. I had bad moments and sad moments but the good and happy moments outweigh them. I have loved greatly and not so greatly. I have lost friends and loved ones long before their time. I have made it through every good moment and every bad mom

My Peace
I'm standing on the top of that ledge..looking down...it's a long fall...but it is also worth it....at the bottom lies sharp rocks...jaded edges...but no pain lies within it..that is where the pain stops....I have stepped off...in limbo..somewhere between the past the present and wat lies at the bottom of this ledge...looking up I see everything...illusions...my mother's face appears..but that's all it is..an illusion...she was never my mother...regardless of how bad I wanted and needed her to be...same with my father and countless others....then I see me....it's not them at all....it is me....I am the illusion...never letting anyone in..shutting myself off from everyone and everything....fear...worry...wonder...doubt...pain...responsible because of no one other than myself...at the bottom of this ledge lies my peace...there is nothing sad about it....I actually look forward to it....when I reach the bottom....that's when my fear...worry..wonder..doubt and pain all stops...when I final

The Writings Written On The Wall
I sit here all alone, holding in all I have to say. Can't someone see me crying here? I cry here everyday. I want to shout out why; why I sit here and I cry. But if someone gets to know the real me they will leave me and just go on by I 'm crying from the pain, the love and the hunger. If you're wondering why I'm feeling this, you'll just have to continue to wonder. To me it seems so clear; I feel it's written on my face. You try to read me, but your guesses are so far out in space. I try to get to the light, but I still can't get out of the hall. Can't you see me dying here? The writing's written on the wall

Veterans Day- Who Is The Veteran
This is the one day of the year that is in honor of all American Military Veterans, from all times.> > Who are the veterans ? They are the elderly man tending a flower garden, once the commanding officer of a ship in the north Atlantic tending to U-boat attacks. They are the middle aged insurance actuary, once a Marine medic in Vietnam. They are the "Aw shucks country boy", a recipient of the Distinguished Flying Cross and Purple Heart for flying helicopter evacuation missions in the 60s. They are the many others who may never have left our country, who served in the less glamorous jobs, but nonetheless served our country. They are in their teens, they are in their 90s, some are men and some are women.> > How do you know who they are ? Don't look for John Wayne or Mel Gibson. Don't look for them in a car with some silly bumper sticker such as "fear this" or "hard core". Look at the man or woman working next to you. While they are far from the ordinary person, they often appear as such.

Daily Dose
Why do you watch me? Stalk my profile like an animal watches its prey. Why does it matter what I say or what I do? We shared a moment. You spoke of an encounter, a brief moment in time. Talking as if I would have ever forgotten anything about that time. There was no reason to forget except now I think you only asked to boost your own ego. Woke up to the coldness this morning and felt like I hadn't slept, even though I don't remember being awake, I am not sure I remember being asleep. I am not sure my mind allowed sleep to come. But how I can I explain the 8 hours of unconsciousness? I even laid down to rest and still felt the heavy cold blanket surround me. Found out that if you need help in Pinellas county, you are sh*t out of luck. Government agencies dont help you unless you make less than a certain amount ( which is an amount NO ONE could survive on$450 per month). Charities cannot keep up with the amount of people who need help and people who shouldn't be homeless are becomi

Random
It was a beautiful day sun was out, not too hot nor too cold and i was just enjoying the day with my friend Jenn. The kids were in the house which was by the lake. All of a sudden my phone tells me i got a text and its from my ex wondering if ii could postpone our court date because he cant make it. I told him I would try, not really meaning a word of it and fuming inside that he would even ask me that. I told Jenn that i needed a pack of cigarettes so i left to go get them on my way back home i get a phone call from my exes grandparents telling me that they love me and to be careful after hanging up im wondering what that phone call was all aboutwhen i hear a loud buzzing inside my ear. I look up and notice that the wind had picked up and the skys were a dark menacing color and thats when i see the tornado i run from it barely dodging it and everything else getting picked up with it. I run towards my house only i got lost and cant find my way back. The only thing on my mind is to get

Stories
One night as you decide to out for a night on the town, you decide to wear a short black skirt and a red lace top with a black short jacket. your careful to show enough to make them stop and stare. As you are driving to a small local club, something catches your eye, a new place that you have never been before. The look of the place is somewhat alluring to you against your better judgment you decide to stop in and check it out. When you walk in the place is dimly lit and threes is only a few people in the bar, you decide to have a drink before you leave, you slowly walk up to the bar when you feel that there is someone watching you. You play it off and move to the bar, as you sit a the bar sip at your drink you feel someone slid down on the stool next to you. he accidentally rubs your arms, as you turn to say something he apologizes and introduces himself (me), as you turn to introduce yourself your eyes meet and you see a fire and passion behind his eyes that you have seen before. As

Words..that's All They Are Right?
Words..that's all they are right?...well words cause reactions...feelings..emotions....certain people can get away with saying certain things and it have no effect....but when someone you think highly of says it...it def. has it's effects...it's reactions..and creates emotions...feelings...I don't understand why the people who are suppose to care about you....are the first one's to lash out at you....to try and break you down....certain people are not suppose to say certain things....I am a compassionate person....I have compassion for others..and regardless of how broken down I get in the process..I'm not going to lash out and say hurtful things...knowing how I would feel...DO feel being on the opposite side of it....if breaking someone down to make yourself better is what you have to do..then maybe you need to work on some issues within yourself....it doesn't matter what has went wrong....why it did....wat matters is your reaction to it....I don't dismiss people easily that has touch

Snafu Says
SNAFu Says a Lot of Things... Today SNAFu says... Cheesegiving: A History Some years ago my little sister and I realized there was something fundamentally wrong with the way we'd been doing thanksgiving. We'd arrive at the place where the dinner was to be held (and were happy to see each other as we've not spent a whole lot of time together since before I went to college), and would sit for the hour or so before Thanksgiving dinner and talk and less importantly eat from the variety of cheeses and crackers that are the pre-dinner staple of our set. There were assorted bries - plain and with fruits and other things; gouda and jarlsberg; and a whole host of spreads. There were also salsas and other things for tortilla chips and other h'ordereves brought by the many guests. Point being, that in the hour or so before we actually sat down to eat Thanksgiving dinner we were stuffing ourselves with cheese and other things and when it came to the actual meal we didn't have nearly as

Where Do They Get Off!!!!
Just recently, I, have been cursed with the oh so lovely experiance of the law. These Gueto like mobsters have alienatated me in every way neccessary. Simply for there finacial gain. You ask how is one so privileged? Well it all started on a sunny afternoon in april. Just getting off from work on my tedious route home. I paused by to check on the state of the household for only a moment. To find my girlfriend wasnt feeling well! I offer her some condolences and inform her I am going to the store in order to obtain something that in hopes will make her feel much better! Walking out to the car leaving my wallet behind as the store is only a few blocks away, I get in the car and drive as mindfull as possiable so as to not alarm any unwelcome attention. Heading north at what seems a snails pace. A Carson City Sherriff (bike cop) passes me in the oppisite direction. He abrutly turns around and proceeds towards the rear of me. (kinda ironic right Just ready to give it to me in the ass) Watc

Ma Grand-mere
I remember the day you left me to continue on without you.The loss was almost too much to bear. I cried for hours, turned to days and into weeks. I don't recall when I was able to forgive myself for not being there for you. You had always been there when I needed you. I love you Nana. I always have the strength to carry on in difficulties when I think of you. I'm so sad and depressed Is all I want to do is rest I go to sleep at night But my dreams I just can't fight I think of you lying in that bed And wonder if there is anything I could have said I wish you were still here But I know that you are still near I miss you more and more each day There is so much more we had to say I know I will see you again But my life is just started to begin.

Proud American
PROUD AMERICANLooking up to Heaven,where I know you are,I search for my Angelmy shining star.Will you remember mewhen I see you again?,will you remember all the times we sharedway back when.I don't know why I'm crying now'Cause I never never cried beforebut now I'm one of many othermothers who lost a child to a war.A child is not supposed to gobefore their parents, but sometimesthey do, and when God was lookingfor the very best soldier God searchedfor you my Katie then he called for you.I hope in Heaven, time will never end,so for forever I can be with you myDaughter, my best friend.As I look out at the night skyI know what I will seemy Katie is now in Gods Armyand you are watching over me.

My Love By Tiki On 5-15-10
I wrote this May 15, 2010... Things have changed Drastically since I wrote this, but it's a big Part of my Life. It was when I lived in Jersey when Everything was crashing down on me. It was also written 2 weeks before admitted Myself into the Hospital for the first time... and in this Poem I'm speaking out to 2 different people... My love... I am Worn... I am Bled... But how do I feel... Right now? The building of Sorrows... The strength of my Hatred... The Fears of losing Him... A Mother's Falling... This, I hold Close to my Heart, My last valuable Possession, Vulnerability... On a Chain...

Tiki's Rants
I don't know how else to explain how bad I feel on the inside when thinking of this whole situation dealing with my son. There are things I regret not doing and wish I had done, but I have done everything I could to try and prove myself to DYFS that I am a fit and suitable mother for my son Zackery. But the things is... I AM his mother and I know I have been a good one, and there are things that prove it. I just recently read about someone in another Case with Child Services... they just sued them over false accusations, revealing confidential information from therapists, and using illegal documents in court. This is funny because this is exactly the kind of thing that we are facing and for how many years? 2 long years! And I give these people Props because they WON this case against this manipulative Coorporation!!! Now it's time to Attack them ourselves and GET our son back, but where do we start? I don't know what else to say except that I am enraged by how cruel these peopl

Anatomy Of A Bitch-my Ex Wife
Death of a marriage 2004 Cause- Money-refusal to work, that is a man's job......Women's job, spend the money Communication-bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch Sex-before marriage, I love and want you baby..After marriage, I have a headache or stop, it hurts Results- divorce, distrust in women and no dating since 2004 Cure-Tell the woman, sorry honey...I am no sugar daddy and have no more money....only get invovled with a woman who is your soul mate and realize a relationship is a partnership 50/50 give and take...No one is perfect, just human and we all have our faults. Reality-stay single, shave your head and become a monk. Reality sucks Reality-stay single, shave your head and become a monk Men are from Mars, women are from Venus

My Tales Of Southern-charms
Hello,And thanks for taking the time to stop by my blog, hopefully just the 1st of many to come.I'd like to discuss my Great experiences on Southern-Charms.So far it's been quite fun. Lots of great people running the site. It's like a large family.The uodates keep coming, even through the blood , sweat and tears.....just joking about the blood and tears....but plenty of sweat involved in taking pix of yourself. HahaI'll go into more details next blof about more of my exeriences on SC.But for now SC is the ONLY place to get fresh content of your's truely ...Haydee Rodriguez.So please check it out and become a member today.http://www.southern-charms.com/haydeerodriguez/main.htm

Baby Boy
it was 2 yrs ago today that i said goodbye... 2 yrs ago today i had to let you go. i wish it didnt have to be this way, i miss you everyday. my baby boy, so soft and sweet no chance to see the world. my heart shattered when you drifted away inside your mother's womb. tho your not here with me today, you're always in my heart, and one day soon we'll never be apart. my love for you grows stronger everyday, my dear little boy. look down on me from up above and keep me strong today. i dont want to show the world how weak i really am. its just between us two, my love for you, my little boy. thinking of the plans for you and watching your future grow. shattered in just a matter of minutes, how could your father do this to you i wonder everyday. no chance for you to see the world, and me watch you as you grow. stay strong for me my baby boy and we'll be together soon.. i love you more each and every day my precious baby boy. R.I.P ~J.M.R~ momma will always love you

My Stuff
I've got a week long break and too much time on my hands.. Guess I might be Xbox Live surfing with COD MW3, Batman Arkham City, and WWE 12.. Not to mention Turkey Day.. And some side work I guess... What's everyone else planning to do? 12/01/2009 @ 05:12 pm Flash backs & Flash forwards You know the human mind can do a lot of joyus, wonderful, and dispicable things. You could be enjoying your dream job and floating on the proverbial cloud nine but then something in the back of your mind.. A random thought.. A browse through social networking sites where you're still on the friends list of those whom have done you wrong and vice versa... These things can cause you to sit back and wonder, sometimes either about the future with that person if it was to go beyond what it did or even why it ended.. Cause theories stirred and emotions brought out in which we thought were locked up and thrown out with the key. But like all things in life they come back, most of us don't like to admit it but

~sharing~ For U 2 Create
Here is a really nice kit to create one of your Christmas background (Skins) Click on or copy and paste this into your broswer to see the preview: http://i1131.photobucket.com/albums/m555/r0ckinuniqu3/PimpdDesignsXMasprelease1.jpg Download link is here: Copy and Paste this into your browser http://www.filefactory.com/file/cf3d0ba/n/pimp_d_xmas.rar If you like too, these are tons of fonts, that you can use for practcally anything you would like too, If you have any questions? Please leave a comment. Thank you Download link for these fonts are: Please Copy & paste the URL link into your browser: 71 Billy Aegel Fonts http://www.filefactory.com/file/cf3b203/n/71_Billy_Argel_Fonts.rar

Rayne's Kitchen
Why is it that everyone tells u that you should be happy because it is a Holiday? I don't see the point in it, if ur having a horrible day then that is just fine it doesn't matter if it is a normal day or a Holiday, if I'm in a crappy mood the last damn thing I want to hear is someone to tell me to be happy because it is a Holiday. I think that this year was the worst one yet, I had to spend it at my mother's where I get bitched at and the one person that I would have loved to see I can't because she is over sea's doing her duity to are country. I think that is bull... well no what I think is bull is the fact that if she wants to come home she has to pay for the ticket and those things aren't cheap more so seeings as she is in another country that makes it ever wores. How the hell is she supose to be able to come back when she is living off base because they didn't have room for her and then they tell her that she has to pay for her own way back home... to me that is bull. But any way

Leaving Minnesnowta!
So, I'm in need of a fresh start. Moving somewhere new, the whole works! I guess I am posting this because I am looking to get some input from people. Good locations and good job locations. I don't have a set career right now but, I am wanting to open my own cupcake place. This is a serious post. I do not want weird, pervy guys telling me I should move to where they are. Thank you for all of your help!!

Dating My Daughter
Rules for Dating my Daughters Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun

Der Blood Knopts
in the air in which i breath so much the love in which i need. the love i give is the love i fill a rose a daisey or the lil daffer dill the sun rest above youre brow that your love is eternal and that is how. the waters stir far and slow though it is still your star they only show. i'm trying to realize what thry seem to already know, i guess thats why the journey home has been so long and the tides of posidian has flowwed so strong.but like a mail man nothing can haste my arrival and even though i'm hurting cause its been such a surrival i take care in the thought baby you be there after its halt ready to unleash all passion i have brought me setfan the grand father one day in his wonderings came upon lucious lane the king did not want his reign to end so he feared having kids but he found luscious lane so appealing so his passion over came him. he took her into him and layed with the child though she was still a woman he new she held the knowledge of time the clock work pyramids eev

~~deep Thoughts~~ Fubar Edition [things Written To Me, By Fu Users, Or Maybe Not By Them At All...] ==stuff I Think Is Worthy And More Than Just Stupi
When you loveyou get hurt.When you get hurtyou hate.When you hateyou try to forget.When you try to forgetyou start missing.When you start missingyou fall in love again... email from: 11-30-2011 USER ID: Love FU URL: http://fubar.com/7035715 BASIC INFO: Male · From India · Joined on November 29, 2011 **NOTE TO 'LOVE'--y reply--** ty, i needed to hear this because...(i wrote the following...i got skills suckas, NOT!) when you forget you've been hurt... you let your guard down. and when you let your guard down... u get fucked in more ways than one. and when you're fucked... you're fucked. THE END.

Fubar Rants (don't Read If Ur Sensitive)
Yo ladies, you don't need to post 100 pics of ur face looking up at the camera over and over and over and over and over. 10 pics of this type are enough, 20 is over kill, but 30 or more is just a sign that you have a low IQ and zero creativity. Like, how hard is it to try a diff angle? or even a pic of ANY other part of you. fuck, i'll take a pic of just one hand, or ur big toe, fuck i'll take an ear or the back of ur head ffs. like try and do something different. it's not that hard. take a look at some modeling websites for inspiration. or just ask me, i'll hook u up with some damn good suggestions. im a pro when it comes to being creative. these old ladies who think they are still 18 can just stop with being sluts and posting pics of their sagging old junk. no one wants to see left over deli meat gone bad. you might think that since you get responses from hundreds of old perverts that it means you are hot, but it doesnt. those are the same old freaks who want you to watch them jerk o

Things You May Want To Know About Me
Okay as most people may know I get complimented everyday I dont usually react to it unless a) I can tell you actually mean it or b) it's from someone I know and love or like. Other than that it's the same thing as anyone else has ever said. Greeting me as "hey sexy" is not going to get my attention. It's like watchign the same movie over and over for the rest of your life, that's how I feel getting all the same compliments. It gets old. I'm not trying to be a brat and don't label me as one because you don't know me. I'm just me and I feel that okay I get compliments but you shouldn't expect me to react to them. I know who and what I am no need for you to state the obvious.

I Need You Now
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.. Reachin' for the phone, cuz I can't fight it anynmore. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you know. And I dont't know if I can do without I just need you now. Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door. Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without. I just need you now. woah woaah Guess I'd rather hurt then feel nothing at all. It's a quarter after one and Im all alone and I need you now. And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't how I can do

Nature's Corner
http://www.naturescorner.com/ AVOID DELETION - BIKINI MODEL VERY HORNY SUBMISSION 1. Two - piece BIKINIS ONLY - anything else is DELETED - zero tolerance you are welcome to REPOST anytime. Your body MUST be clearly visible/ unobstructed by objects - stuffed toys, animals, coverings (shawls, sweaters, one - piece bikinis(fine if navel and, cleavage is CLEARLY visible). Show the "3Bs"- Boobs, bellybutton, and, butt - nipples, genitalia, and, anal crack MUST be covered at all times, or, will be DELETED - soft, firm, tummies, and, well centered bellybuttons are favorites - the FRONT VIEW is the MOST popular. DURING HOLIDAYS - wear costumes showing as MUCH skin as possible. 2. NO: advertising (inside profile/ bulletin OK), empty default photos - a two piece bikini photo must be posted at all times, head only shots- MUST include torso down to waist, and, breasts - cleavag

Black Shell
as i look in the mirror,my eyes have changed,theres no more light all you see is dark,all you see is pain.people ask me are you okay?i tell them "yeah i am fine" just to make them go away,even though i walk around hiding the the dark lightles new part of me.i use to be a people person now all i want to do is get away.something has come over me,a new change,im to the point where even i dont care about my emotions anymore,everyone else doesnt why should i??oh why did i have to meet you.... as a black shell forms over my heart, and the light starts to fade,bloody tears fall.im afraid,is that a sign of something dying inside??or something growing cold and dark?when i look at things i dont see them as i used to,im afraid of this change,my heart is in a dark shell and seems not even i can get to it anymore,im starting to go through life not caring anymore,and the pain is slowly fading and from this im sure that its no longer reachable gone and lostthe things that used to excite me no longer

Yoyola1990
Evoke the classic style of Louis Vuitton's heritage with the Neverfull. Like the Noé, Neverfull is crafted in the Monogram Rayures canvas,Et dans cette série, la ligne de Vernis est plus populaire par les femmes, posséder le sentiment lustré et brillant, le toucher lisse, suffisamment d'espace et la couleur élégante etc Comme celui de la marque la plus célèbre, la richesse des cultures et des arts ont été largement utilisés dans la progression de la création de Louis Vuitton.It est propriétaire vaut vraiment la peine. http://www.saclouisvuittonmode.com/content/10-monogram-rayures April 5, 2012 -- mulberry bags Giving some appendicitis patients antibiotics instead of having them undergo surgery can be safe and effective, according to a new analysis. However, he says, only about 20% of patients overall have complicated appendicitis when they seek medical help. "Our study suggests that the remaining 80% with uncomplicated appendicitis may be managed, at least initially, with antibiotic

F/x Blogs
Another lunchroom discussion at work awhile ago. A few co-workers and I were talking about first. First dates, first kisses and first time sex with people we've dated. Me I havn't been on too many dates recently, jus nites out with friends and co-workers having drinks playing pool, bowling or whatever. 1) FIRST DATES Who asks first? Usually its the man right, but sometimes it may be the woman who ask the men out nowadays. U kno lets get together n do somethinking, like have drinks, go to a movie, Whats a good place to go on a first date? Drinks, dinner, a movie out to play something like pool, bowling or over a friends house to play cards or dominos. Is that good or not for a first date? Maybe someplace for jus the two of you to talk and get to know eachother better. 2. Or) OK FIRST KISS Who goes for it first, The Female or the Male? Should they try at the start or the date, so U aren't thinking about it all through the date.Or should U wailt till the end when U are dropping her

Girls Need To Read This!
Girls Need To Realize This: (Written By a Guy) We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood im in. Let us pay for you! dont 'feel bad' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kis

The Difference Between Me And You
Look through my eyes, and tell me what you see. Can you see beyond them, into the real me? Or is it just the color, and shape you're focused on? I bey you don't even know, where you went wrong. I look at the world, through a different set of eyes. I don't see what you do, I've learned how to recognize. Real beauty, not the surface at all. What lies beyond the brick, that built the wall. What's buried in the sand, hidden from view. That's the difference between, me and you.

Random Thoughts
Love is the unconditional, unwavering, unfaltering, undisclosed and unmistakable act of emotion that transcends understanding. It is only limited by the one who gives it, even when it is unwanted. It is most effective when it is unwarranted. Loves limitless power can overcome the greatest of mountains in life and can scale the highest of peaks. To give love is to give the greatest of gifts one could ever receive. Love freely and often, as it is God's reflection shining through you. I thought of an analogy last night as I was trying to fall asleep about relationships and feel led to share this morning...Imagine two hands facing one another. When two people meet and begin a relationship is when the two hands are placed against each other. As the relationship grows the fingers of the two hands begin to move toward the other hand and fold downward. As the love begins to mature the fingers begin to take hold of the other hand so that the other hand is secure and cannot easily slip away. If

Hmmm What To Do.....
What to do when you have so much going in your life and sometimes you feel like nothing goes as you plan. For some of us sometimes its easier said then done to tell someone no worries, or everything will be ok. I know that from experience. And you just say back thank you or I hope so cause you do hope and your not to sure what else to say to them. I know that everyone has their own personal problems (issues) and I don't blame them sometimes wanting to keep it to themselves. I do it sometimes also. But I do know that also sometimes talking to a friend helps. But sometimes you need to sit back and say to yourself do you really want to them everything. Cause do you trust some on here and some others you don't? But also, can you always trust anyone? Cause you may think cause you have met someone here and say I believe that I can trust them but do you fully? Cause you may tell them something and it comes out a whole different way. And what if you do tell someone something that you

Ditto-what The Hell Is Ditto
If a woman says I love you and you respond ditto, what the hell is that? If you are just dating, that means you are not ready to commit yet and just playing games. If you are having sex and living together and you say ditto it means you are no better then a dog in heat and never will understand the meaning of the word love. The woman has just wasted that much time out of her life and her heart has been hardened...May those men suffer 1,000 times more in pain and judgement then men who truly know the meaning of the word and are not afraid to say it.

With Pride
A smile forms, through pain. But the sun doesn't shine, through the rain. The smile is big yes, but as fake as they get. Can't you see, inside me yet? To the disease, the broken pieces within. A dark narrow road, that has no end. Lightness on the outside, dark hidden beneath. The surface, disguised, the ultimate defeat. Breath gets harder, beats get weaker. The hurt and pain, couldn't possible get any deeper. Camouflaged by the exterior, it cannot be detected. Health and happiness, are always rejected. That's not my way, not was I meant for. I was put here to suffer, nothing more. And suffer I shall, I will let it hide. Swallow my pain, and die with pride.

The Woman
When God created woman he was working later on the 6th day.An angel came by and said: "Why spend so much time on that one?"And the Lord answered:"Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her? She must be washable, but not made of plastic, have more than 200 moving parts which all must be replaceable and she must function on all kinds of food, she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, give a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart and she must do all this with only two hands."The angel was impressed. "Just two hands...impossible! And this is the standard model? Too much work for one day...wait until tomorrow and then complete her.""I will not", said the Lord. "I am so close to completing this creation, which will be the favorite of my heart. She cures herself when sick and she can work 18 hours a day."The angel came nearer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord.""She is soft", said the Lord,

Helped Me Out.
I make .22 cents on every 1,000 views of my pictures,and It helps me out too being jobless.So If I can get people to checked out i can make a nice income. http://www.shareapic.net/content.php?gid=962179&owner=surfer1969 Is the link to see my dolphins pictures. Me and my dad and our dog Socks have been displaced for going on 2 weeks now.Displaced meang not homeless,but not having a home at the same time.We are living In a hotel for now,close to being homeless.Once funds are depleted we'll be living out of our car.No luck finding anything yet.My full story can be read on my blog here http://helpmeoutpleas.blogspot.com/ In the mean time I'll be tossing up links to my pictures on here on a site that pays me for the views I get on them.You can read my other blog on the link above to see how you can helped me If you want to do so too.But onto the site where my pictures are for now.Click onthe pictures to see more of them.These are of Socks too my and mine dad's dog.I get paid .

Randomness
No one seems to know the true meaning of love though I see it every day in her eyes.... Her words spoken of him bring tears to my eyes knowing that her love is more than true. He of course finds her repulsive and doesn't see that what she would do for him has no limits. She dies more and more inside when he rejects her. Hospitalized from stress, broken by life she lies a once full woman seeking the one she thought she knew loved her. Yet once again unsuccessful... I plead with her to just move on but that is asking the sun to not shine or the wind not to blow. maybe some day he will understand, but that day will be to late and someone will have taken her away

"big Love/mo Love/one Love"
" I Got Nothing But Love For You Baby!" Big Love,Big Love,Big Love,Big Love,Big Luv mo love mo love mo love mo love mo love m One Love, One Life, One World! michael Its Like This,why is it that we carry so much around with us? From childhood on we collect stuff,feelings , resentments,loves, losses and the whole time we bring that into our friends , lovers , lives and make them toxic as we are ! I'm just say'n can't we just get beyond the bullshit and start to love someone without the past kick'n our ass everyday! moluv2ya.....

Work From Home
Wanted Individuals With Customer Service Experience PT/FT. Commission Based with Bonuses and Incentives. Will Train. Opportunity for advancement. This is a part time position with an opportunity to go full time. There is an option to telecommute which is a decision made during the interview. You will need excellent communication skills, be detail oriented, reliable, focused and self motivate. We are looking for individuals that work well independently and can prioritizing responsibilities effectively. Phone and internet involvement with customers. Must be Microsoft Office proficient. Team Playerrebeccarussell@mail.com to apply. Please only serious applicants Wellness Company seeking individuals for customer service FT/PT. Part time will have the opportunity to go full time. You can choose to telecommunicate. You must be detailed, self motivated and reliable. No experience required, we will train. You must have internet and phone in order to communicate wit

The World Will End!
Yes, I tell you the world will end. Just not this year... Lets say Hallmark decided to make a decade calendar. Pretty sweet no more calendars for 10 years. you got one thats all you need. Now lets say Hallmark goes out of business 8 1/2 years from now. The haven made a new decade calendar. Does that mean the world is going to end when your calendar does? Only an idot would think so. Mesoamericans created a 5125 year long calendar, but also had two other calendars, a 365 day Sol calendar, and the 260 day Haab calendar. Now the other two calendars were widely used but the had one problem, the repeated every 52 years, so the only had to make 52 of them. Well if you wanted describe a date past 52 years you just couldn't do it with those calendars, so the have the long calendar. Well the Maya "went out of business" before there was a need to make the next long calendar. There is no prophecy saying that the would will end or anthing like that from them. So yes the world will end, I just

Funny Shit
1. guys go into my speaker box to molest .. without even knowing .. my naME .. 2. I THINK ITS FUNNY WHEN THEY ALL THINK I WANT TO SEE THIER COCKS .. CAN U IMAGINE HOW MANY COCKS ID HAVE TO LOOK AT IN ONE DAY IF LOOKED AT EVERYONE THAT ASKED ME EVERYDAY (IM SORRY BUT THERES ONLY SO MANY HOURS IN THE DAY .. AND I ONLY REALY WANT TO SEE ONE... OF THE GUY IM IN LOVE WITH LOL .. call me old faSHIONED but damn.. 3.. more funny shit .. when guys act like im some kind of goddess.... constantly im real .. not godess . unless someone gave me the title and didnt tell me about it .. 4 . just cause im sweet doesnt mean i want you .. im just nice fuck pll .. if i fucked everyone i was nice too i never some fucking ... 5. i hate drama ... we all have but i dont like to proling the issue .. 6 . if im not interested i will ignore you .. it my choice .. 7. Fu aint the be all of my time .. its a fun game .. with some awesome pll whom i love talking to ..

Poetry
For a long time I didnt know what I had. Taking you for granted Not approving of all of your actions, But at the time I was only a child. And as the old folks say When I was a child I thought as a child, I spoke as a child, But when I became an adult I put childish things away. So as I grew up I forgave you for those things that I couldnt understand. Growing closer and closer to you not knowing that our time was growing short. You showed me how a real man is supposed to stand up and take responsibilities of his actions. And for this I love you. You showed me what a real man is supposed to do and how he is supposed to take care of his family. And for this I love you. You were the first physical man that ever accepted me and loved me. And for this I love you. You were the first physical man that I ever loved in return. And for this I love you. No one could ever replace you although some have tried. But they just dont understand the role or the shoes that they must fill

Poems.
I write stories and poems.I also do article and blog writing too.I used my writing skills to earned a little extra income on the web.I put ads and other stuff on my sites.And I earned income from the traffic that theses sites get.But enough on this for now and on to my poems I'll post the link to my poetry site after the poem. Not enough loved. Was my loved not enough to keep you In on those cold nights that my heart spent alone?Was my warm soft touch not enough to warmed your heart and sparked your passion?My heart felt a loved for you that knew no boundries,but yet you sought pleasure from someone else that could cared less about you.Someone that only desires were to used your loved to obtained your body.My loved was untainted by past failed loved,because to me you were a perfection of art.But yet you shunned my loved when your old loved return to you.While my hands massage away your pain,his hands

Oregon
THIS IS WHAT JEFF FOXWORTHY HAS TO SAY ABOUT LIVING IN OREGON: If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don’t work there... you live in Oregon. If you’ve worn shorts, sandals and a parka at the same time... you live in Oregon. If you’ve had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed the wrong number... you live in Oregon. If you measure distance in hours... you live in Oregon. If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once... you live in Oregon. If you have switched from ‘heat’ to ‘A/C’ and back again in the same day... you live in Oregon. If you install security lights on your house and garage but leave both doors unlocked... you live in Oregon. If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching... you live in Central, Southern or Eastern Oregon. If you design your kid’s Halloween costume to fit over a 2 layers of clothes or under a rainc

"nice Guys Finish Last"
A lot of women loves assholes because of their strong personalities & confidence. It's sad but true, so I'm not EVEN gonna try anymore, cause I always get put in the "permanent friend zone" category. If they wanna leave me in the friend zone and label someone as a "Nice Guy" aka pushover, wimp, doormat, boring, pussy, etc., let 'em, but always remember, don't judge what you don't know, you may be missing out on someone who will treat you with respect or meet someone who's fun and will treat you to a good time. Well, don't blame anybody but yourself if someone treats you like s*** and disrespects you in a bad way, and don't ever come to me if you don't have anybody else to talk to or if I'm the last resort. You put yourselves in that situation. Before you judge me or bash me for writing this blog, get to know me first, then you can talk s***, until then, don't say s***. Remember this quote what a friend told me: "The question women will ask is: Where are all the good guys?! Th

Catsitting
Many of us do not know where to leave our dog or cat when we are away. There could be so many reasons why we are unable to take care of our pet for a particular time. For example – 1. A pet owner might be going away on a vacation. 2. They might need to take an urgent business trip. 3. They might be ill. 4. And so many other reasons... In such a situation, it is important to have a reliable place where you can leave your pet. A pet boarding facility is surely one place that you should consider. They can offer your pet several advantages as there are many pets there. If you are not sure which pet boarding facility is the right one for your pet, then you can ask your friends, relatives or other people you know and find a reliable pet boarding facility. Otherwise, the Internet can give you a good option to find a pet boarding facility. There are sure to be many options no matter where you reside. There are several places that you should consider on the Internet and you

Mike S.
***MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

A Must Read!!
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman w

Jenays World
Pebbles,Stones,Rocks and Redwood Trees What are these things? Pebbles, stones, rocks and Redwood Trees I have found these things to be Gods way of talking to me When you’re on the wrong path in life, God tosses pebbles at you trying to get you to listen to him "you're going the wrong way in life, stop-go back" but most of the time I just ignored the pebbles” rubbing back of head”, sigh and go on down the road I am walking on ,many bad things happened between the pebbles and the rocks .For instance in 1990 I was in a horrid car wreck and was ejected out of the car and broke my left collar bone and cracked a few ribs “the pebble was my seat belt”, but I was 20 ten foot tall and bullet proof don't need a seat belt ,I thought”. Wrong was I, three months laid up and in a lot of pain .broken collar bones take time to heal. Then came the stones, I had lots of pebbles but just rubbed my head and we

Military 2260
Well folks here to try and meet some new female friends and maybe see what happens.... Would like to maybe find some that like to go on motorcyle rides to the beach and just be friends ... thanks for now and have a good day!!!!!!!

Metal22
I used to think it was a genie bottle, whose contents lifted my head into a dreamy world of clouds, buzz is a good word for the tingling lack of sensation, my head falls back on its own, it flutters, like my head was in love, this would have been my first wish. I could not remember to make the other two. This was the deceptive ecstasy of ambrosia, and we did not know words yet like dry heaves, rotgut, and brown bottle flu, black-outs were entertaining, not accountable for anything forgotten, forgetting my second wish was not to feel shame. I then did not know the devil's trickery, that demons look like genies and can make you feel good, but possession is the whole of the law, and the bad will always follow once they have you, when there are no excuses, just a disease. Black-outs mean that you are alone, and loneliness means that you are the drink, and drinking means the demons have you, yet you are compelled to possess their possession, because you still remember

Poem 6
YOU ASKED ME TO HOLD YOU WHILE WE SLEEP BUT I WANT TO HOLD YOU FIRST WHEN WE MEET I WILL HOLD YOU IN THE CAB AND ALSO HOLD YOU WHEN WE GO INSIDE I LOVE TO HOLD YA HAND I NEED TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS TO FEEL YOUR HEARTBEATS NICELY AGAINST MY CHEST THAT's WHY I KEEP HOLDING ON YOU YOU HOLD ME ALREADY FOR SO LONG IN YA MIND UNTILL I REALISED IT THEN AFTER A TIME LONGER YOUR NAME WAS HOLD INTO MY BRAIN LIKE LAST NIGHT WHEN I COULDN't SLEEP AS YOUR NAME WAS SPINNING THROUGH MY MIND BUT BACK TO THE HOLDING I KNOW YOU LIKE TO HOLD ME EVEN IT's HAND IN HAND OR IN A HUG OR FOR LIVE I SAY YES ON ALL MY LOVE HOLD ME TIDE AS I COME FROM WIDE TO SEE YA AND STAY WITH YOU SO WE CAN HOLD EACH OTHER AS WE HOLD ALREADY FOR SO LONG EACH NAME IN OUR HEAD .... YOU ARE THE ONE THAT's WHAT IS SPINNING IN OUR BRAINS AND YOU MAY KNOW IT I L O V E I T !!!! SO.... HOLDING YOU - HOLDING ME WE GONNA HOLD ON EACH OTHER FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES AS WE ARE MADE TO BE TOGETHE

About Me...
Ok, it's been a hell of a day. Today started with me getting lost going 18 miles, and ending up 25 away from where I needed to be... I stopped last night at a rest area (I drive trucks for a living). I went to sleep, got up, made coffee. Then I started to head toward my delivery and ended up going the wrong way! Yeah, my sense of direction is in question by now. Usually I have a really good sense of direction, but when I can't read the street signs cause I'm watching other cars zip in and out of lanes, it makes it hard to see them. Anyway, I went to the first stop and found out from the receiver that they didn't have the equipment to unload the unit...Bites! The receiver ended up sending me to the actuall deliver point where they did have a crane to unload the unit I was carrying. Got rid of one. Now I have to get to my final stop before 1:00 est. I didn't make it at the time I was supposed to, but they unloaded me anyway (Nice of em). Finally got empty and now I have to sit fo

Poetry
What is a real friend Someone who’s with you to the end Through thick and thin Whether you lose or win Through your ups and downs Smiles and frowns A real friend will stick by your side Is always along for the ride Will completely defend you Even if they don’t agree with you That’s what it is like to be a real friend Someone to stand by you until the bitter end What is it I see in you I do not have a clue I would like to explore this more To not let opportunity slip out the door I want a relationship Based on friendship To develop in a natural way Not to be rushed on any day I do have strong feelings for you Where do we go now, what do we do What is it I see in you I really do not have a clue All I wanted was to be happy But now I feel crappy My world’s been turned upside down My smile to a frown I hate feeling this way I wish it would all go away Will the sun ever shine Will everything be fine

Peom's
Oh As I Walk Through The Valley Of The Sadow Of Death I Fear No Evil. For Evil Is All I Know There Has Been Not One Time I Have Not Felt Like Death Isn't Near. There Has Not Been One Man That Has Not Challenged Me. For They All Have Fallen Before Me & I Have Taken That In Witch They Hold Most. There Comes A Time Where We All Defend Our Pride To The Death. Well Most Take That Lightly But With A Marines Heart There Is Honor In My Life. For That Will Not Be Taken From Me. There Is More To Me Then People Care To Know. I Washed My Hands Of The Past For It Was Killing Me Inside. I Look To The Future Now With A Brighter Look On Life For This Man Has Nothing To Prove To Anyone. Take For Who I Am or Take Nothing At All. There Where Many Before You To Try And Condem Me but I Walked Through Them. Where We Go From Here Is In Your Hands Not Mine. Walk Softly Around Me You Might Stand A Chance. You Might Get To Say You Know Me And Understand Me. But Do Not Think For One Second That Yo

Story Of A Man
MARRIED OR NOT YOU SHOULD READ THIS!!! (MARRIED GUY SPEAKING) When I got home that night... my wife was serving dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know ...what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. S

Ramblings
Well, sometimes it takes a stark reminder of who your friends really are and who you are truly close to and whom cannot be trusted. there comes a time in all our lives when we must stand up for ourselves and shout "Enough is enough!" You see "friend" Recently spent 4 months lieing to me, every single day, playing the victim and the damsel in distress... Now what you need to realize is that I will always try to be the knight in shining armor, often times to my own detriment. If someone I care about says they need me i will do anything i can to be there for them no matter the cost to myself or the risk. Hell brandi can attest to that i picked up and went to Tennessee few years back because she said she needed me... anyway moving on... This person told me how baddly her ex was treating her, how he was a horrible dom how he neglected her and how its been over a year since he touched her intimately and so forth. I did my best to be there for her but there were flags that w

Love Is Sent From Heaven, But Hurts Like Hell.
I have absolutely nothing interesting to write about but I am so bored. Today I went to the store, and well, that's about it. I am feeling pretty tired and just down as usual. Went out last night with my girls, Bonez and Camille. I had a nice time, listened to peope karaokee drank a bit. Didn't get sick so I know I didn't over do it. Why am I so tired all the time? I have no motivation, I'm just too dragging ass to be motivated. I've been taking vitamins, trying to eat more vegtables, going to bed earlier than I used to most of the time, and I am still dragging ass tired. Last night I did go to watch the movie, woman in black. I both liked it and didn't like it. Story line kind of lame, it still spooked me anyway. What good is vengance, if it's not directly involved with the person who wronged you. Things are different since he walked out of our lives. Not terrible, just different. I have a wonderful person in my life that makes the transition easier. I have some real

Lyricz 1
what she tried to take she cant have, but it took a while to get back, what im refering to is this boi's swag, She left because the ghost life she couldnt stand. so i hung up the mic to become a dad, opened a business and kicked back, but fuck it lets go ahead and get back, on the map, get back on tracks, recognize my words in others raps, this a fact from my words comes stacks. ssso u boochie cats should bag back, watch there eyes lookin through the cracks, cause bitch im a sav. yes im that guy im DaRealDeal. mad sex appeal, they say hard wood gripin, but when ur gripin me ur gripin steel. now that my skills, have done been revealed, should i stop chill? or squeeze u little bitchs til u squeel. mutha fucka this is how i realy feel. believe i still do what i gotta do to pay dem bills. slang that chronic move them pills, haha na i used to dont get it confuesed, but i aint u. a dead beat dad that doesnt wasnt to see there lil dude. u lunch meat pussies get abused, to spend time wit him

Random
Her love is like a swimming poolwinter comes and it's no use to you Her love is like a suicide Lose your faith and it takes your lifeHer love is like a Merry-Go-RoundSpins you in circles then it knocks you downHer love is like cheap alcoholMorning comes and you don't remember at allHer love is like a Cheshire CatAt first so friendly but at you it laughsHer love is like a passionate kissAt first so sweet then it takes your breathHer love is like the stars aboveYour guiding light always leaves you lostHer love is like Jesus ChristNo matter how much faithYou still die on the cross.---Nikki Sixx---- KarmaDo You remember me or have you forgotten? I've come back to surprise you,and haven't you on more then one occasion,But am I the one to blame? You've cursed and called me all the wrong names , but yet that's what you get.A lot of people have often gotten me confused with "Payback", but my true name is Karma.And I'm the one that will tap into your conscious

A Better Way
Dedication from Shantideva’s Guide to a Bodhisattva’s Way of LifeRevised by Tenzin Gyatso, the 14th Dalai Lama :May all beings everywherePlagued by sufferings of body and mindObtain an ocean of happiness and joyBy virtue of my meritsMay no living creatures suffer,Commit evil or ever fall illMay no one be afraid or belittled...With a mind weighed down by depressionMay the blind see formsAnd the deaf hear soundsMay those whose bodies are worn with toilBe restored in finding reposeMay the naked find clothingThe hungry find foodMay the thirsty find waterAnd delicious drinksMay the poor find wealthThose weak with sorrow find joyMay the forlorn find hopeConstant happiness and prosperityMay there be timely rainsAnd bountiful harvestsMay all medicines be effectiveAnd wholesome prayers bear fruitMay all who are sick or illQuickly be freed from their ailmentsWhatever diseases there are in the worldMay they never occur againMay the frightened cease to be afraidAnd those bound be freed

My Poem!
The Mirror by Shane Allen Reynolds He looks into the mirror and sees A stranger there! No longer the young man he used to be! He sees a scarred up man with beaten and dented armor and a tarnished sword! He sees a life of near constant battles some won some lost! He sees a past of smiles just there to cover the pain! His Depression he hides! He reaches for a future that he hopes to have! It vanishes before him as if it is illusion! His dreams he feels will never be real! With this realization he must deal! He wishes he could smash the mirror and unsee what he saw! Only to realize This mirror is not real though it is with in us all! It is called self perception and though we fight it! Some win and some lose! The battle to change it is endless and tiring! The energy needed to fight it is all but expiring! The mirror stands before him cold and mocking! His reflection stares back at him so sad and shocking! The image fades as he closes his eyes! As he strikes out at the s

Travel,tours &estinations
Kerala the state in South India is a wonder in itself. Known to the world as God’s Own Country, this beautiful and gorgeous state of South India is world renowned for its pleasant atmosphere, emerald green beauty, sightseeing places, Ayurveda, culture, heritage, beaches, backwaters, wildlife and so on and so forth. The state is quite popular among national as well as international tourists and honeymoon couples. There are several reasons that couples choose Kerala for a romantic honeymoon and from the many reasons few of them are highlighted as below. To Know More Just Click Away…. http://www.honeymoonpackagestours.com/kerala/travel.html • Kerala is home to natural wonders. It has one of the unique treasures of nature known to the world as backwater. Backwaters are the backbone of Kerala and most of the couples choose backwater as their honeymoon destination as they get to enjoy romantic time in privacy slowing sailing on a traditional luxury houseboat.

My 1st Blog
The 1st 3months,im gonna get to know this real beautiful girl,find work and make sum money,save that money for new clothes and things for school. After 3months im leaving for orlando and go to UTI,I like cars so im gonna learn about working on them. and still get to know my fubabie,hope we find eachother compatible because I never had some1 so damn beautiful,gourges and hot and with a great sence of humer,lol I cant spell worth damn at times. While im in school,im gonna try and find a part time job and saave up the money. After school,I hope to move to another state and try sumwhere new to me. I know this might not seem like a blog but what is a blog these days??? Nothing but an online jernal where everyone can see it and when I say everyone,I mean every one that good with or knows how to use a computer,So watch what you post on the web,lol

Sigh
February 9, 2012 12:30am reply KIMMY xKGBx: who are you to say what it is or isnt 12:31am more To KIMMY xKGBx: it's make up my mind. this is clearly not making up your mind. plus the topic "sex" is clearly NSFW. 12:32am more To KIMMY xKGBx: btw. keep it in the mumms, stay out o my shout box 12:33am reply KIMMY xKGBx: oh whatever go cry to your pillow cuz evidently not everyone feels the way you do 12:34am more To KIMMY xKGBx: you do comprehend what stay out of my shout box, SFW/NSFW and MUMM means, right? 12:34am reply KIMMY xKGBx: fuck off 12:38am more To KIMMY xKGBx: you came to my shout box, and i have been asking you politely to fuck off for the past 15 minutes. 12:40am more To KIMMY xKGBx: and if you feel like putting yourself out there by posting a mumm, you gotta live with the comments you get. keep it in the mumms, dipshit 12:41am reply KIMMY xKGBx: ok bitch if ya dont like it or the

Something To Think About For This Valentine's Day: A Date With The Other Woman
After 21 years of marriage, I discovered a new way of keeping alive the spark of love. A little while ago I started to go out with another woman. It was really my wife's idea."I know you love her," she said one day, taking me by surprise. "But I love YOU!" I protested. "I know, but you also love her." The other woman my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who has been a widow for 19 years. The demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night, I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought it would be pleasant to pass some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday, after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I

A Bit More?...
well, I figured I'd post this blog to give people a few more pictures. I don't want to upload these here on fubar where they can easily be ripped and re-uploaded by people somewhere else. So, I decided to just put some pictures in a rar archive and upload them. I've saved them in .scr format (screensaver) because most sites don't support .scr image files...so it would be harder for people to upload these elsewhere. These are private pictures, so please respect my wishes...I don't think you can convert .scr images to .jpeg or anything anyway...but if you can, just please keep these to yourself, that's all I ask. I'm being nice enough to share :) As long as you have some sort of image viewer...like IrfanView (that's what I use, so I know it works) the images will display just fine :) http://oron.com/m75tgvesp7i2

Aryabhat Academy
The state of Kerala that lies on the south western part of India has been famed for the exquisite beauty that it possesses since time immemorial. The state of Kerala is mostly known for the amazing backwaters and the elaborate temples it has been blessed with. Other features that make this state such a widely renowned one in the field of tourism are its serene and beautiful hill stations, the widespread tea gardens, the cascading waterfalls, pristine beaches, wildlife sanctuaries, bird reserves, lakes, caves and the list goes on. It is also well known in terms of culture and tradition too. The state’s dance form Kathakali and its martial art form Kalari is widely revered as it has been passed down generations and to witness it being performed should be a must in this enigmatic state of Kerala. However people frequent this state of beauty mostly for the cruises on its enchanting backwaters. Houseboats in Kerala in the ancient times were a major means of transport across the backw

Misc Heartfelt Musings
I told her, "Here, take this (h) I don't want it anymore, it hurts too much." She took it and because she thought it was no good, she didn't take care of it. She had had many before and it really didn't mean that much to her. But it was the only 1 I had. It had meant more to me, to give it to her, than I meant for me to keep it to myself. Now it's gone, broken and scattered like the stars on a moonless night. Maybe, given the time of another life, I can build another, To share again.

Please Take A Minute To Read.
Turning.. spinning..Around in my head..Are the words..that are left unsaid.. how could you do it..Causing so much pain..you left so suddenly..with no chances to explain.. How could you hurt her..the one that you loved so much..how could you pull the trigger..And just give your whole life up?? How could you just leave so cowardly..Leaving her to lie in that hospital bed..with her face bandaged up..who are you to decide when her life is up?? i don't know what went through your head that night..why you wanted to risk her whole entire life.. So you shot her in the face.. and put the trigger to your head..and just like that.. your soul flew away dead.. I never knew you would be capable of this we were so close.. now i just wish i had the chance to hit you in the face with my fists.. you did such a cowardly thing.. when you were the only person you knew you could blame.. How could you try to end her life.. you better believe your the one we are to shame.. No doubt i will miss you.

What To Write
So, there's not much to say about myself except my name is Rosie. I love being on Fubar and I've met some amazing people. I'm happy to help in anyway, all you have to do is ask. I never forget any help I've gotten and I try to return the favor as quickly as possible. I'm looking forward to making more friends and even though this sounds like it should go in my "About Me" section,ask me anything you wanna know!!! Leave me love and I'll do the same! XOXOXOXO's

Friends Forever
Dear Fubar, I m here for making some real and true friend cos i like to very much interacting with new people and love to know about his culture and relegion so friend i want to ask one question... Would you like to accept my friendship proposal??????? I promise i will be together forever....

Spring / Summer
Alright so springs pretty much about to hit and then summer im pretty much happy winter is over well almost over but it wasnt a bad winter here could of been alot worse Oklahoma didnt get hit hard with snow this winter so I cant complain i'm just hoping we dont have lots og bugs and crap now becasue of it but the good news about summer is I can go swimming again skate some pretty much just have fun when I can and not be cold warm night outside and just being able to enjoy the outdoors I miss swimming and tanning I tan pretty well so yeah ill probably get really tan again so yeah im pretty happy. I have a feeling though this year in football is going to be OU's year though Landry Jones is back with some badass WR's and a badass Tight End and with Mike Stoops coaching the defense things couldnt be set up better for OU to run the table be in the NC and win it the sec is going to be weak this year alabama is all freshmens now along with LSU and Florida is still very young to I would have t

Newbie 21yo Exhibitionist Cam Girl
Hey guys, I am a newbie 21yo exhibitionist cam gal.. I am looking for people to compliment me as i love compliments.. Would love if youll join me and lemme know how i perform. Would love some critics as well.. Ill b on http://nopayadultcams.info .Its completely free.. NO credit card or anythng reqd.. Just msg me your screen name and ill invite youll once m on there.. Regards, Jess

The Original Mfkn Story
THE STORY BEHIND THE MFKN OFFICIAL FAMILY HOMEPAGEPlease take a minute to read about the MFKN FAMILY,Which will and always be started from the Hearts of Rachelle(Bubzy)&Rob(Cruser).They both have left because they live for love not HATE! Ok so If you are reading this you're about to find out about what MFKN stands for and where It all came from. Matter fact this should answer all questions and guide you straight through. I once, not to long ago, had the worst day that I have ever had on this site before. Well that day probably turned into the best day, all because MFKN. My name had MFKN in it and my Bestfriend Cruser was helpin me out and talkin me through this really bad day well he decided to take the hearts out of my name and put cross bones and a pitchfork Cause he said, "what the hell is wrong with you? hearts do not describe you" he said, "when I see you I think she's a Bad Ass Chick." So after I saw It, I was like you are so right lol I dont know exactly what I was trying to pul

Omg
hey i need someone to make me a a skin theme... Jurassic park and it cant be chessy. I am a jurassic park freak, and I want something to represent me, that would include my name on the profile somewere too lol. I am me and i like it alot, if you dont or have any thing negative to say keep it to urself cause i dont care, dont like dont look simple as that.

Funny Stuff
I was in the restaurant yesterday when I suddenly realized I desperatelyneeded to pass gas. The music was really, really loud, so I timed mygas with the beat of the music.After a couple of songs, I started to feel better. I finished my coffee,and noticed that everybody was staring at me....Then I suddenly remembered that I was listening to my iPod.

Hot summer nights, wild, wild lovin windows open to the hot night air night breeze teases our sweaty skin we writhe and cry out crazy words shouting moaning the bed's squeaking The headboard's banging, loud and steady like a big bass drummer keeping time until even we can't take noise any longer, stuffing pillows tween the bed and the wall to muffle the sound of our frenzied desire I hear loud knocking upon the door open up! open up! this is the police! Is someone in there being kilt? open up or we will break down this door! neighbor's said someone's being injured stumbling naked, my robe forgotten Smiling sheepishly I let them in as they look me over and shake their heads you smile and wave from beneath the sheets they stammer apologies, then quickly leave us I lock the door, and return to your side we laugh like kids and wriggle together where were we, before being interrupted? I think I remember, but refresh my mind give me some help with this, lets

Thickndaazz4ya"s Recipes
Redo U: Guy Fieri's Chicken Wings Recipe Posted on Feb 3, 2012 10:45am All this week our "Redo U" has been giving you tips to reward yourself in different areas of your life by making small changes. So if you haven't changed your Super Bowl menu in a while, it's definitely time to redo it today! Chef Guy Fieri shares his delicious chicken wing recipes: GUY'S WING-O-RAMAPrep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 2 hours (includes brine time) | Serves: 8-10 -Cook up a big batch of wings using a brine and grill then take them in 4 different directions with different flavors for a killer platter of wings for the big game day.-Serve some crisp sliced fresh vegetables on the side Chicken:10 pounds chicken wingsCanola oil, for grillingBrine:12 cups water1/2 cup kosher salt1/2 cup honey1 teaspoon red pepper flakes2 tablespoons granulated garlicBase Seasoning:1 tablespoon paprika,2 teaspoons ground cumin1 tablespoon granulated garlic2 tablespoons Italian seasoning2 teaspoons ground sea

Confessions
Eros – a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love Ludus – a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once Storge – an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarity (kindred to Philia) Pragma – love that is driven by the head, not the heart; undemonstrative Mania – obsessive love; experience great emotional highs and lows; very possessive and often jealous lovers Agape – selfless altruistic love; spiritual If you simply wanted to get a guy off as quickly as possible, all you need to do is lock your lips at the base of his cock and suction them up and down the bottom ¾ of his shaft at a quick, steady pace while pressing your flattened tongue against the underside of his dick. Make sure you are applying pressure with both your lips AND tongue. Keeping your tongue engaged at all times is key. I try to keep mine moving at all t

Daily Planet
Captain's Log; Stardate 12047. 14 It is strange how the smallest little clue into some one''s past can evoke an emotional response so many years later. It also strange that when in order to follow up on the hint from one's memories are met with insurmountable odds, and a point one cannot continue to pursue because of lack of resources. During my time here I have been met with many challenges, but none so profound as the women of this planet and time sequence; not that women from any century are easy to understand. In my past there have been girls that I liked and wantedto feel a connection with, but yet at the same time I knew my place and therefore never done or said anything to any human female because I am so used to the rejection i have been accustomed to even more recently. A name from my past was brought up to me today by a notification from a site known as mylife.com. It is a place where people go to see if any one from their past is looking for them, or want to

Me
So much has gone on in my own existence in the very short span of 33 years of life. Time after time I've gone through heartache after heartache, whether from friends, love interests or of the physical set to the very downgrading mental sets. The people whom have stood by me, know what I am, who I am and what my heart and mind truly are all about. Yet people continuously decide to take that for granted as if I am simply of piece of trash being kicked around the street like an abandoned soda can. I can tell you right now that I have almost had enough of having true feelings. I find that women can be quite deceitful especially in not knowing what they want, which makes them look like little girls rather than the adults they are. For me, if you want to be an adult and play like an adult then be real like an adult. Don't be childish and act like a little scared girl and then back up on what was already started and lie through as many teeth as you have in your mouth. Because I can tell

Ignore...
Being brokenhearted is like having broken ribs. On the outside it looks like nothing's wrong, but inside every breath hurts. We ignore each other and try to pretend the other person doesn't exist, but deep down we know it wasn't supposed to end like this. While you're ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention...and while you're giving her problems, another guy is listening.

Awesome?
"WAKING UP FULL OF AWESOME! There was a time when you were five years old, and you woke up full of awesome. You knew you were awesome. You loved yourself. You thought you were beautiful, even with missing teeth and messy hair and mismatched socks inside your grubby sneakers. You loved your body, and the things it could do. You thought you were strong. You knew you were smart. Do you still have it? The awesome. Did someone take it from you? Did you let them? Did you hand it over, because someone told you weren’t beautiful enough, thin enough, smart enough, good enough? Why the hell would you listen to them? Did you consider they might be full of shit? Wouldn’t that be nuts, to tell my little girl below that in another five or ten years she might hate herself because she doesn’t look like a starving and Photoshopped fashion model? Or even more bizarre, that she should be sexy over smart, beautiful over bold? Are you freaking kidding me? Look at her. She is full of awesome. You were, once

Men
The strength of a man isn't the deep tone of his voice It's the gentle words he whispers The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has It's how good of buddies he is with his children The strength of a man isn't how respected he is at work It's how respected he is at home The strength of a man isn't how hard he hits. It's how tender he touches...

Fubar Newbie Here :)
Hi Guys n Gals of Fubar!! (So I'm having trouble posting a blog, forgive me if this is a repeat, still getting used to the site :-P) Just wanted to write a quick blog here and introduce myself :) My name is Julia, I recently turned 24, and I live in beautiful southern california! I work fulltime in the medical field as a CNA and I'm also going to school part time. (Currently just taking online classes until fall semester) My goal is to get my RN or BSN degree. I love meeting new people (in real iife and online!) I love traveling (I've been to 7 different countries!) My fav grub is thai food I'm a definite classic rocker kinda girl ;) (I also love modern rock/punk, 50s-60s rock, 90's rock, 80's classics, reggae, and house music) I'm currently addicted to the Breaking Bad TV series (streaming it from netflix) I'm very creative, passionate, down to earth and I love my life and try to live it to the fullest by keeping my mind, body and spirit happy always :) (The Law of Attraction

My Life
Dear teen mom in walmart, You have a 6 month old child out side in the rain with no shoes, coat, blanket, or even pants. Buying fake nails and makeup with your friends.... No stroller, bottle, or even a diaper bag. You were in my line trying to return 100$ in baby cloths with no receipt!! telling you baby to shut up .. And then to my suprise you ask me to double bag you items because your on the bus !!! What is this world coming to??? :( I am 24 years old I work at walmart I am a college student at cerritos college my major is pharmacy tech ... My boss is moving me into the pharmacy to work as an intern until I finish school.. I am single I have a cat I live alone I have good friends ...Everything in my life is working out just fine So can someone tell me why the hell I dont want to get out of bed in the morning? Why I cant sleep at night? I take 4 sleeping pills and still dont fall asleep. Why I cant make my self want to go to school? Why I dont want to ever go anywhere not even g

Got Alot On My Mind...
I miss my mom alot today. :( I've had people tell me it'd get easier with time....but they're full of shit! People that have never lost anyone close to them are the ones that say that...so what do you know? Nothing! It doesn't get easier with time or better...it just gets different. The pain is always there...its just some days it hurts more to where I realize the pain is still here. It never gets easy, there's always something that makes me wish she was still here & how it hurts that she isn't.

Asse9's Poem Lounge
***Hate, Rate or Join in*** I see no light at the end ~ I'm closer to death ~ I thought I wouldn't survive my friends ~ But, ain't none of them left ~ I wake up... ~ Gasping for breathe ~ I hold my chest ~ Still making mistakes that I regret! ~ Yet, I can't show no fear ~ I pray to God I don't end up dying this year ~ They trying to hate ~ I will not break ~ But I cannot wait, for that day ~ That I escape from the mutha fucking place! ~ They say when it rains, it pours ~ They didn't tell me when it would stop ~ Because this flood is still raising ~ So I'ma float to the top ~ Because I gotta keep on going ~ Ignoring these damn emotions ~ Jealousy can turn you evil if you let that shit get potent ~ Put my poetry to motion as I speak ~ Life can be a bitch when it's out of control ~ So where's the leash? ~ I stand alone in this river I've cried ~ I just wanna swim back to shore and find a way to make things right ~ I done screwed things up with every last chance

My Poems
My inner demons and the endless blackness of evil Fear Hate and ugliness Everything I had been taught to despise Are the things that I transformed into strength for my survival The absolute truths that was depended upon for creation Became opposites and changed me Molded me into something I hated But had to embrace Sadness all consuming surmounted with the hopes and dreams of all weighs heavily on my soul hand in hand with regret for the generations having to bear witness of my pain Love and hate become one to fullfill destiny and complete the plan. By- Senta Scott

My Random Thinking
Ok folks, just wanted to bitch a little, yet hopefully make a difference in the way things go around here, but I doubt it. I was just noticing that a friend had posted a status message, and someone had posted "activity feed" info on the damn status message. WTF? This goes on alot online. My question is WHY?? I mean if I were to post that Ronald Regan had come back to life and will be running for President again, do you really think I give a flyin fuck that you just got a damn "D" on your report card?? NOOOOOOOOOOO! Post that shit in its appropriate place, start a new message on my page, certainly I don't mind. What are you guys problems? Too damn lazy to hit that scroller wheel one or two more times to get past my status message? There is a place for everything, and posting that shit on someones status message is not the place. I guess I'm through ranting for now, so you guys can go on and rip me a new asshole for having said something about this shit, but remember this; if this offend

Number
Write me a private message to my inbox, with a number as the subject line. I will answer your question truthfully in my status. It's fun: people try to figure out what the question is and who asked it. Plus...it makes for interesting statuses. Ok, now....GO!!

Poetry
I'm sitting alone thinking of you. And the love I had for you. Now it's gone. I've said goodbye. I don't care about the tears in our eyes. What are you waiting for? I said I don't love you anymore. You betrayed me and my love. Now I must fly like a dove. I said goodbye,Why haven't you left? Leave my heart,my soul,and my mind. " A Man I Never Knew" He's a man I thought I knew But I didn't. He's a man I thought would never turn on me But he did. He's a man who said he would always be here for me But he isn't.

Family
I received this from the www.fibrowelcomepackage.com.I am hoping it will help all my fellow sufferers to explain to family ,friends and aquaintances.Hope you take the time to read it. A Letter to the Healthy World from the Land of Chronic Pain and Fatigue If you were born with healthy genes, you may know me but you don't understand me. I was not as lucky as you. I inherited the predisposition to chronic pain, fatigue and forgetfulness. I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia (FMS) after months, years or even decades of mysterious physical and emotional problems. Because you didn't know how sick I was, you called me lazy, a malingerer, or simply ridiculous. If you have the time to read on, I would like to help you understand how different I am from you. WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT FIBROMYALGIA 1. FMS is not the newest fad disease. In fact, it isn't a disease at all, and it isn't even new. In 1815, a surgeon at the University of Edinburgh, William Balfour, described fibromyalgia. Ov

Blogacious
Grilled Chicken Caesar Salad Ingredients:For the croutons:6 slices sandwich bread (or an equivalent amount of baguette slices, about 12-15)3 tbsp. olive oil OR 3 tbsp. butter, melted1 tsp. garlic powder1 tsp. dried parsleyKosher salt For the dressing:¼ cup lemon juice¼ cup water2 cloves garlic, minced1 cup reduced-fat mayonnaise½ cup shredded Parmesan cheese1-2 anchovies, choppedFreshly ground black pepper, to taste For the salad:Romaine lettuce2-4 chicken breast halves Shaved Parmesan cheese Directions:To make the croutons, preheat the oven to 300˚ F. Cut the bread into 3/4-inch cubes and place in a medium-large bowl. (Trim the crusts off if you wish - I prefer to leave them on.) Combine the olive oil or butter, garlic powder and dried parsley in a small bowl. Stir together to blend well. Pour the mixture over the bread cubes and toss gently until evenly coated. Transfer the bread cubes to a baking sheet, spreading them out into an even layer. Sprinkle wit

Code X - About My Coding And Coding For Others
Code X is the priemer coeder on the web not just Fubar. with this in mind I can become very inveloped within the web and get lost for days. or I may be out on fu decyphering your page and pull ing some snipit, as I am on the quest of making to ultimate fubar template for others to use in the page. emagine a universaly unlimited page skine that can be customized to the fullest possible capability of the fu coding itself. my research has brought me to the depths of the fu codex itself. like the myan codex it will take a little time to conquer but when its done it will be amaizing. Skins- I do skins, just ask and beprepaired to compensate me for my time. each and every skin is one of a kind and made especialy for that user. all of my codes have copyrights and notes. so dont even think of ripping one, not only will i know I will find out. nothing is hidden from Code X. if you have questions I can help if im not busy. I am a very reasonable entity and have no need to rap your walet of

Fghtg
The study in 2009, 2010 and HIV prevention experimental network is looking at black gay and bisexual men in Atlanta, Boston, New York, Los Angeles, San Francisco and Washington. canada goose outlet In Washington, 2.7% of the population is infected with the AIDS virus of the population prevalence, also one of the top of the big city state. In blacks, nearly half the population, the main source for the spread of HIV are heterosexual. canada goose parka But Washington is a destination city black gay men, health officials said the new discovery will help them to better target detection and treatment of the network. canada goose jackets Recent data suggest that there is a Washington, d.c., 76 new HIV/AIDS cases diagnosed in 2010 men and white male sexual relationship, but two times more, many-186-newly diagnosed HIV cases of black male actors. canada goose handbags Select a store that will ship your products within one or two days from the date of order so that you would get t

Straight From The Heart
I am 39 years old, living in Oslo, Norway. This girl is creative, loving, positive and very honest. Very important for me that my friends and family enjoy life and doing fine. So,what do i do with my time?I like to paint and draw, webdesign, hiking, relaxing at home, cooking, watch movies, hang with my friends and family, photography + much more. Just ask me anything and i will answer if i wanna ;-) lol. Have a nice day everyone

Love
love is a sweet feeling to have for someone love dont care if u are fat or if u are gay or by and love dont care about your age or how good looking you are when you really love someone then you will feel something deep in your haert a long time ago when i go to school this fat girl ask me out on a date and i was dumb and say no thanks bc i wanted to go out with her hot friend and 5 yaer go by when i was done school and i was thanking what if she was the one for meso you wont know love when you had it

Things That Inspire Me
Haters By my favorite author ~Laurell K Hamilton They will hate you. Someone, somewhere, sometime, will hate you. It is going to happen at some point in your life, probably several times. You can’t be nice enough, or good enough, or scary enough, or bully enough, to prevent them from hating you. Hate by my favorite author ~laurell k hamilton Why will they hate you? So many reasons, here are just a few. They may hate you for the color of your skin, your sexual orientation, that you’re prettier than they are, that you’re uglier than they are, more popular, less popular, your religion, your lack of religion, that you’re more successful than they are, that you’re less successful than they are, that you are a better athlete than they will ever be, that you’re a worse athlete than they a

Lmao Need A Laugh Read This
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (O.M.G.!!!) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy. I'm still not over the pig.) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home . What the...?) The flea can jump 350 times its body length.It's like a human jumpingthe length of a football field. (30 minutes. Lucky pig! Can you imagine?) The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?) Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still can't believe that pig ...quality over quantity.) Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.) Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (Okay, so that would be a good thing.) A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder how much the government paid to figure that out.) An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. (I know some people like that.) Starf

Starry Night
Inhale slowly Roll it around Gasping for life From lack of air Take a drink Swallow long and hard Feel me gasping From the posion in the bottle next to me Experience the rush Speed down the road Feel us quickly fall in love Hold me close don't let go Inhale slowly Feel the high that life a can have Sip the sweet taste of love Kiss the soft skin on her body For this is the only life you live. There is a time when your mind no longer wants you to be strong when all the walls and your weakness shows the story is written on your face but you know how to hide it just smile and no one will see the pain and heartach sittin in the dark the only think you feel is the memorys like a storm sweep around you like the darkness is thick enough to cut through sun come thru it goes away Then I see that memory, and it is like nothing but pain comes right back, when I'm not looking the walls break down tears falll and weakness shows

Badman66's Nsfw Blog
Mitchell Crawford looked over the room and decided immediately that this would do just fine! For eighty dollars a week he got a nice place to stay plus breakfast and supper, not bad at all! His new land lady, Mrs. Anna Williamson, seemed like a very nice person, who he guessed was in her mid fifties, and in their short conversation, he had learned that the big house was left to her by her late husband who had died several years earlier. With its rambling upstairs and plethora of bedrooms, Mrs. Williamson rented several of them out to help make ends meet, and while Mitch was the first male she had ever rented to, she said that she was usually pretty good at first impressions, and she an instant liking to the young insurance salesman. Dinner would be served a six sharp every night, so he had a couple of hours to get unpacked and take a shower in the communal bathroom, which was shared with the other boarder. He hadn't had a chance to meet her yet, but he was sure that they would get alon

Darkness Moment
Even in your deepest darkness moment there is a glimmer of hope, falling down and endless tunnel with no end in sight, Untill you hit rock bottom will be the only time you can climb out of your own way to found your happiness once again. Some Jorunesy you most do on your own, But never a lone. Tammy Fortier The Dr. Seuss Purity Test Have you done it on a boat? Have you done it with a goat? Have you done it in a bed? Have you done it with the dead? Have you done it in the ass? Have you done it, high on grass? Have you done it in the car? Have you simply gone too far? Have you done it on the beach? Have you done it with the teach? Have you done it on your back? Have you done it strapped to a rack? Have you done it in a box? Have you done it with a

The 420 Flies
Well there times in life that when were not sure of what the future brings. We all get fill with different moods such as Fear,caring,regret and even feelings of worthless and etc. That's all normal because we all do it, even on this whole planet of billions of people in it at one time in our greatest or lowest points in our life we all become one. IT's a common fact that we all at one time love,care,hate and a bunch of other feeling for someone in our life’s from a father,mother,sister,brother and even the relationships we have growing up!! But in time we realize everyone has a spot or spots in our life and also have realize that there time in those spot are done. It's like a job in the begin it's great you get your hours, getting paid, your days off when you want them but then after time we all get to feel tried,brode,and etc. But we even start feeling like the job we have isn’t for us and we start making our self think that were better then the job we have and that a good

Best Song Lyrics .. Like Ever !
"Sex (I'm A...)" Feel the fire, feel my love inside you it's so right There's the sound and the smell of love in my mind I'm a toy, come and play with me, say the word now Wrap your legs around mine and ride me tonight I'm a man - I'm a goddess I'm a man - Well I'm a virgin I'm a man - I'm a blue movie I'm a man - I'm a bitch I'm a man - I'm a geisha I'm a man - I'm a little girl And we make love together Slip and slide in your wet delight, feel the blood flow Not too fast, don't be slow, my love's in your hands I'm a man - I'm a boy I'm a man - Well I'm your mother I'm a man - I'm a one night stand I'm a man - Am I bi I'm a man - I'm a slave I'm a man - I'm a little girl And we make love together Skin to skin, tongue to oooh! Come on honey hold tight Come inside, it's a passion play just for you Let's get lost in that magic place all alone now Drink your fill from my fountain of love, wet your lips I'm a man - I'm a teaser I'm a man - Well I'm a virgin I'm a man - I'm a one n

Chad
this is the fact of love Love is blind! one minute you know where your life is going and where you want it to go this is when the lights go out and you realized that you are all alone that everything that you loved and everything that was yours is gone only for the fact that you have been blinded and you can’t find your way around this alluring empty quiet dark place which is love some might find there soul-mate but there are some who are so scarred by the ones they loved love is almost nonexistent some might find the light again but with this shallow hole of darkness only few can climb out. and this one is the fact on life life is hell and hell is life but how can you die if you havent lived and why you may ask am i saying this just read and you well understandlife is hell and hell is life why do you live just to die this is the question i have been asking my self for a long time. it took me forever to find the anser i have come

Tnrequin
police arrested a 19-year -old man for igniting a fistfight as around 1,000 people lined up for stores to open.timberland pas cher Police reportedly used pepper spray to restrain Vincenzo Gavrity and subsequently charged him with disorderly conduct, When thinking about where to get some cheap Nike Air Jordan Fusion shoes then here are certain suggestions you may need to know. Some of the wealthy families deposit the fashions of the previous seasons at such places.Nike Air Jordan If you take your time to check, you may get a nice pair which is still in excellent condition at half price. Nike Air Jordan Fusion shoes have always been a favorite amongst many individuals. This is especially true for those that enjoy fashion and have a good sense of style. When selecting some shoes, you may have a hard problem. You can narrow it down by choosing from the nike air jordan fusion shoes.Chaussure Nike Shox However, it is important to take note that these shoes come in many different col

A Look Inside My Heart
a friend asked me to post some of my poetry on here so here is one i wrote in about 5 minutes. it's untitled at the moment and it isn't very good. Here we are Worlds apart Yet still you say I'm in your heart You wonder if your feelings Will go to waste While I remeber all the heartbreak In the past I have faced Is there a connection Between us two Could the possibility of something real Actually be true You must understand how many times I've been broken in the past You say you have feelings now But will the truly last The feelings I have for you I cannot explain I'm not sure yet what they mean But they echo in my brain Maybe these things That I feel Are the same as yours Maybe we can have somethings real Only time can tell If it's meant to be If ur patient I know you will see

Lingeriedimoda
Acquistare Intimo e Lingerie, per sé stesse o per compiacere una ''Lei'' molto speciale non e' poi cosi' difficile. Se le vostre spiegazioni e 'descrizioni' non sono state sufficienti a far capire alla commessa del negozio, quale sia il modello e la taglia giusta per la tua desideratissima amata, non ti scoraggiare, l'acquisto di Lingerie non é poi cosi' difficile, basta seguire alcune semplicissime regole. Regola Numero 1 > Conoscere le Sue Taglie Un trucco molto semplice, ma dal successo garantito, é quello di concederti un po' di tempo per scoprire concretamente e dettagliatamente la sua taglia per la biancheria intima. La prima volta che ti trovi a casa sua, possibilmente da solo, oppure mentre dorme o si fa la doccia, approfitta per dare un'occhiata tra i suoi cassetti di Biancheria intima. Ecco cosa devi guardare : controlla attentamente sia le mutandine che i reggiseni, noterai una piccola etichetta interna, solitamente in raso, con delle sigle semplicissime che posson

Erin Writes
Writing blogs can be such a chore right now. When I think about sitting down to write one my mind starts to play tricks on me. SHould I writ for free anywhere when those thoughts could be transposed into something else that I could potentially get paid for? Yes. And no. I am a paid author. I think I find myself just wanting to write as much as possible to make sure my bills are paid. Then I am so worn out I find it difficult to sit down and compose thoughts for something fun. I'll try. So, I'm back. I don't know why exactly. I needed some place to go. I was here when the site first started. I can't even remember what the name was. Then it became Cherry Tap. Then I thought it was something else before it became Fubar. I had so many social sites to keep up with. In time I deleted my account. Erin Rose is not my real name. It is my pen name. I am real. She is still me and I her. Life changed andvErin needs to be front and center. That's all for now. More when I am on laptop & n

Rant On Life
statistics show that majority of couples who live together before the get married never end up married or in an early divorce. heres my questions fb, WHERE ARE THEY GETTING THIS CRAP? i mean seriously who in their right mind would marry someone without living with that person first. i mean that may work for some ppl but in reality i dont think it is highly recommended to put yourself in that situation. next thing..why do women think that men only want women that look perfect. personally i love it when a woman can walk around in some baggy pants and a tank top, hair tied back, wit some sneakers on, and no make up. that is amazing to me. leave it to the media to make it hard on dudes that love the realness of a woman's beauty. women understand this when i tell you. a real man dont give a damn. yea we look at skinny women and we sometimes get a lil attracted. personally i dont want a toothpick. you dont understand how awkward that is. back to the makeup. there is no sense in putting all

Just Checkin' In
creep me out anymore. seems i never see them unless i'm watching a horror movie and you definitely don't want to answer one! why do they do that?! it's NEVER anyone they want to talk to!!! Rating System: 1-5 rating (1 worse - 5 best) ♥ any parts I especial love Good Ratings: MMMMM NNNNN ¶¶¶¶¶ Bad Ratings: DDDDD First Viewing: ( Netflix AMC SyFy Amazon Prime Crackle TCM Other DATE NAME YEAR &

Thoughts
1. Make vanilla pudding. Put in mayo jar. Sit on porch and watch the looks. 2 Wear shirt that's says "LIFE". then stand on corner handing out lemons.3. Get in to elevator and say ."Bet you all are wondering why i gathered you here.4. Run in to store ask what year it is. When someone answers yell "It Worked" the run out cheering.5. Follow jogger around with boom box playing Eye of the Tiger. For encouragement

To The B****boys
ok so this guy comments my mumm demands a fam spot me being nice I let him in to see... He then demands I go and check out his one cock pic rate it and comment it. OK sure I go check it out but I rarely comment pics besides my Masters (as I am an Owned and Collared submissive in a real life D/s relationship that I dont hide from anyone). I warned him before I let him in that I was owned and collared and that most of my pics were BDSM related (My Master allows me to add whom I wish to fam and to show my pics as I please and also to carry on any conversations I feel like having whether it be just friendly chat or flirting but if I flirt they are told I am with Him.) I DO NOT HIDE THIS FROM ANYONE I AM PROUD TO BE HIS OWNED PROPERTY!!! I let him in and then when I didnt rate his cock an 11 and didnt comment he got Bitchy with me! Disrespecting me is Disrespecting my Master! THIS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED! I kicked him from fam then he said " Fine there wasnt much to see in your pics anywa

I Need A Girl
live ur life on purpose , not by accident. the past -it's over with and should be nothing but a fading memory . the future-it simply hasn't happened yet and things you do today .no. are likely to have an impact on that future .don't compare your present situation to anything else-accept it for what it is and make the most of it -or decide to take action now if it is not the present you want. acknowledgethat nothing wil improve unless you do something about it .be happy . don't wait for events or other people to make you happy . have some fun!! start enjoying your life-now ,today .start doing things you enjoy or try something different. keep your sense of humour, your sense of fun . think ' this is my day of opportunity!! -every day ! seize and enjoy every moment. every morning is a fresh beginning . what are you waiting for . I need a girl to rideI need a girl to make my wifeI need a girl in my lifeI need a girl who's mine oh mineI got it all, but I really need a wife at homeI don't r

Seeking Online Promoters For My Record Label
Whats going on FU's? I am seeking serious candidates to be hired to promote InJeanious Records on FUBAR. At its simplest : You would be responsible for interacting with fans of hip hop and present them links to check the music out. There is growth potential in this opportunity. Contact me for details and to discuss compensation. I look forward to talking to those interested. Qualifications: Enthusiasm A desire to help build a Brand Knowing how to interact with people over the internet in an effective way. Reliable J.Gears

Ladyc's Blog
Sometimes, I feel like I'll be better off single! But I guess a lot of people would think something like that from time to time. I'm a woman who knows what she wants in a man. It's ironic how I end up with exactly what I didn't want in one. Now, I'm so far deep in this hole, I can't climb out of it. He's a good guy with habits I hate. Makes me want to just end it all and start over, but starting over is just so horrible. It takes years to learn a person and to fully understand them and love them. Of course, I say a lot of bs when I'm angry, upset, or hurt, but sometimes I wish he would understand me more! Have consideration for my thoughts and my feelings and hell, maybe even my happiness? I dunno. Maybe giving up on love altogether would be the best thing to do. That's how I feel sometimes. I suppose that would be another reason why I enjoy escaping my mundane life. Here's a toast to LIFE and GOOD FORTUNE. -Lady C

Onsale-ralphlauren
ten points guy cannot evaluate the female's one much more gorgeous compared to males development Within development, the ladies turn out to be much more exceptional, however the development from the men in look hardly any. The information additionally implies that the actual quite woman may have much more kids, these types of kids, the woman away compared to percentage associated with males, which explains why an attractive woman could be more and much more.two all of us more prone to endure within a car crash Based on well-respected information, the actual percentage of girls making it through within a car crash is actually 77% greater than males, most likely simply because all of us always remember the fundamental visitors security guidelines.three simpler to pass though the actual drawback When compared with study, the actual percentage associated with woman self-recovery through the drawback is actually 53%, 29% associated with males, possibly our own speak as well as

Just How Much You Really Mean To Me
Heartbreaks just a part of life,Everyone has hurt sometime.But if you let me i could be your shield,Protect you from all the hurt you feel.I would stand tall and be your guard,Be there for you even when its hard.It breaks my heart to see you cry,Would do anything to see you smile.It kills me just to see you hurt.I know you dont beleive me buti could take that pain away as long as you can feel the same.I could mend your broken heart,Piece it back together like it was at the start.I wish you could just open your eyes and seeJust how much you really mean to me.

Harley Days!!
So first off, I have been buying parts for my hog for the past 4 months, and some parts fit just find and others had to be modified to fit, mind you I'm old school and have a classic '85 lowrider..I have now just got to the point of riding, but to no avail something always comes up or gets in the way..I go to the inspection shop and have my hog inspected,right, well the guy says it won't pass unless I get the horn working, ok stay with me yall, if you have a hog that has drag pipes on it and is a lil more then over the allowed decibal level (why in the hell do you need a lil 'ol wimpy horn no-one can hear)..Well I told him this and of course what came out of his mouth, but (It's the law), well I told him well the law also has stated that loud pipes are a distraction, but I say if my pipes are so loud and you see me comming a mile away then who in the hell needs a horn!!!

Where Do You Live?
Let me ask you this: How is it possible for you to regret something? I find it impossible... EVERY little thing you've done makes you who you are. I don’t ever regret anything, not even the bad things I’ve done or things I didn’t do. I simply learn my lesson, and move on. A lot of people either live in the future or the past. People who are in misery, live in the future because they believe it will "get better", or they dwell on past mistakes which haunt them. Now many people live in the moment. I believe that you should accept and learn from the past, live in the present, and hold sight and be prepared for the future. Living in the present is the most important one, because your life might end any second. THIS IS WHY TAKING RISKS IS SO DAMN IMPORTANT! THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULD NEVER BE PASSIVE! TIME IS ONE OF THE ONLY THINGS YOU HAVE THAT ACTUALLY MATTER! Don’t wait for life to happen to you, if you want something, GO OUT THERE AND LIVE! Nothing in this world is f

Block This Guy What A Waste Of O2
from: sportsfanru San Diego, CA subject: cumming, for a visit.. received: 06/19/2012 10:46 am replied: no block this member Sometimes you feel like a NUT?!?! And sometimes you don't.But when you DO?!?!?!!?Who you gonna call ? Ghostbusters ?!?!?!Look no further because ALMOND JOY's got NUTS, MOUNDS don't. Kevin, a Leo, age 36, 5'7',170 lbs., who resides in San Diego , is a University graduate, of French Canadian, Creole and Belizian decent, wants you to be honest with yourself. You would thoroughly enjoy A NO STRINGS ATTACHED GOOD TIME.The thought of experiencing MULTIPLE ORGASMS definitely excites the both of us!!! Ummmm !! Well, it's not necessary to own the entire pig, when all you really want is some sausage !!! Right?!?!?Besides, who you gonna trust! Eh, don't talk to me about trustManny ! I dont like it! Who do I trust?!? Me! That's who! Who put thisthing together?!?! Me ! That's who. WAIT, this isn't a Scarface movie script!So where SHALL we beg

Submissives Oath And Creed
The submissive 's CreedI will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal doormat.I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissive s, I will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where I have been I will take the time to help those new to the scene start ou

Blog All About It!
I'am in the BEST realtionship I have ever been in ever in my entire life!.He's sweet,gentle,loving.He's always there for me. I have one issue! TRUST!.He dose have a past with women! but we all do have our past too! He tells me to TRUST him I do and I don't. I love him so damn much! I can't believe how close to me I have let him come I let him in and I'am so glad I did.He makes me feel so good. I'am actually happy and everyone can tell. I'm going to reck the best realtionship of my life if I have this trust issue and let it get in the way,and he tells me he loves only me He really is the best friend and boyfriend ever!.I just dunno what to do half the time.I get so depressed when he isn't around.I've never had this kinda love before and anyone that knows me knows that. I'am actually feeling Love for the first time in my life and I'm 32 years old. He is amazing to me and I wish I could just listen to him when he tells me JUST TRUST ME!. I'm very CONFUSED! AND FRUSTRAITED. I have nev

Erotica
It was then that Cassie looked into his eyes, and she saw the hunger in them. He looked at her and said, "I wonder what we can do to pass the time", as a grin spread over his face. Being more brave than her usual self, she looked back at him "I have been considering a few ideas", as she then began to feel her face become flush after being so bold. It was then that Dane placed his hands on her shoulders, sliding them down the length of her arms, his hands then landing on her thighs. His hands roamed upward, bring up the skirt of her dress, bunching it in his hands as they proceeded up her thighs landing on her hips. Cassie knew that her black lace panties and thigh high black stockings could be easily seen now, and the thought made her pussy clinch and become wet, soaking her lace panties. Dane then knelled before her, pushing her to the wall of the elevator car as he looked up "I am suddenly very hungry, you look good enough to eat". Cassie without realizing it, reached down to

Just Sayin'
Hey you Dude… Yeah you, hiding over there in the fu shadows. I am here to let you all know, that I am wise to your sneaky ways. How you hide in the shadows and wait for a sign that I just might be online and then pounce me all up in my shout box. You’re Never brave enough play with me on my statuses or page, just always wanting to tell me what you want to do to me in my box. There are usually countless others you tell the same song and dance to and then never learn when the drama unfolds. Just because you do your best to keep it as out of public eye as possible, you cannot control the other’s involved and eventually one or two will find out and the bitch shit will fly. You dudes just never learn, you turn around and start all over again. It is a game, an old and boring game that has been used and abused. It’s such a shame too, because if you would give just one or two a straight up fair chance, you might just find out you enjoy getting to know someon

Motherhood
Put your hands in mine. Pull yourself up to your feet. Get your balance. Let go. You laugh, you fall down, you cry. Take my hands again. Pull yourself up to your feet. Get your balance. Let go. You take a step, you laugh, you fall down, you cry. Take my hands once more. We'll try it one more time. Get your balance. Let do. You take a step, you laugh, you take one more, I smile, filled with pride. I close my eyes a moment. Pull myself up to my feet. Get my balance. Open my eyes to see how much you've grown. I laugh, I fall down, I cry. I'm holding my world on my shoulders. It's up to me to not let it fall. Sometimes I almost lose my balance; It is a lot of pressure, after all. It's my job to do all the thinking, It's my job to plan ahead. It's my job to make the world safer, I'm so tired I look like I'm dead.

Wtf--really??
I recieved a message today from this fellow by the name of Sir Alex "hello, it seems as if you are waiting for someone who takes control. at this time i am searching for an interesting submissive female to expand my family with a new female, a female i prefer to see with a collar around her neck instead of a necklace. and i am sure i am correct about your personality, that you are a female that is eager to learn, to grow, that does have an inner fire and desire to serve. in that case you should see it as pleasure and privilege to show the needed respect by addressing me as sir when you thank me for this message and that is not meant as sign of ownership. just the respectfull adressing a female like you prefers, because i will allow you to introduce yourself as curious, free and interesting female. as i said, at this moment i expand my slavegirl family from fubar.so i will give you the chance to get into contact with me and my alpha slavegirl michelle.to contact me just get done a

Using Cams In Lounge In Linux
Plug your cam in and set it up in OS system configuration Please read the following sites to further understand what your doing and how it works. Next you will need to go to http://www.macromedia.com/support/documentation/en/flashplayer/help/settings_manager.html On that page you will see Global Storage Settings panel, you need to click on that link and it will bring you to the flash setting pannel Quick link to where you need to be -> http://www.macromedia.com/support/documentation/en/flashplayer/help/settings_manager06.html Click the cam on the settings pannel. You will need to allow these sites to allow cam always: cdn.tokbox.com static.opentok.com (if these are not in your list then you will need to add them or attempt to use the services and that will add them to the list)

Liar, Liar Pants On Fire
If Barack Obama has an immediate eligibility problem, it is more likely to derive from the Social Security Number he has been using for the last 35 years than from his birth certificate.Ohio private investigator Susan Daniels has seen to that. On Monday, July 2, she filed suit in Geauga County (Ohio) Common Pleas Court demanding that Jon Husted, Ohio secretary of state, remove Obama’s name from the ballot until Obama can prove the validity of his Social Security Number. Daniels, who has vetted thousands of Social Security Numbers for numerous other clients, has done her homework. In her filing, she thoroughly documents her contention “that Barack Obama has repeatedly, consistently, and with intent misrepresented himself by using a fraudulently obtained Social Security Number.”To acquire appropriate standing in court, Daniels has gone to the trouble of establishing herself as a valid write-in candidate for president. Before she is through, this 70-something mother of s

Poems I Wrote Many Yrs Ago
I couldn't turn my back onyou I had t be a man So I left to serve my country Survive the best I can. Now here I sit in a rice field Trying to stay alive A NV camp close to our sights A stranger at my side. Yet not a stranger at all! Whether his hair is black, yellow or brown His eyes are green or blue Whether his skin is black or white He's just like me and you! He finds no rhyme or reason He fights the fears inside He wishes he were home again and thinks of those who've died, Yet I don't know his name or where he's from But I know his joys and his strife For a bond exists between us We value each other's life! We step once more in the underbrush Into a burning lit sky I fly And far below me I hear a sound.... "Why God why" Yes, why God, why? Living and Dying with AIDS I cried out, but you never heart I looked for you, but never a word The fear inside took you away I face it alone, day afrer day. I haven't changed, I'm still me But past your fear you

My Poems
Close your eyes and hold my hand as I walk you thru my fantasy land. Lets talk about life and the scars that it gives..let me hold you tight...let me chase away your fears. I love you forever or however far that it goes. Keep your eyes closed, dont open them up..I dont want you to see the demons flying over my head. Dont be afraid of the snow white woman owl perched on the limb of the tree, she doesnt want to see you hurt-she's really just watching me. She sits there with those piercing glowing eyes as a constant reminder of what ive done. You hear her screech but I hear her scream. Its ok my love, I hear you say as Love Me Two Times softly plays yet I know it wont be long before ive let you slip away. As a child and a teen I often said "why me" ? I think of this now and I think because God wanted to make me a strong person and He did. I am thankful that I had to learn the lessons that I have in my life. The biggest lesson I have learned is forgiveness. It doesn't

Think About Them
CALL ME A WIMP, I DON'T CARE. I RECENTLY JUST WATCHED THE MUSIC VIDEO "FOR YOU". IT IS THE THEME SONG FOR THE MOVIE VALOR AND I HAD TEARS IN MY EYES. DURING YOUR BUSY DAY , DO YOU EVER STOP AND THINK JUST FOR A MINUTE OF THE MEN AND WOMEN OF THE ARMED FORCES. THEY SACRIFICES THEY MAKE. THINK ABOUT IT WHILE YOU ARE IN LINE AT THE DRIVE THROUGH AT DUNKIN DONUTS. AT WORK, HAVING A SMOKE OR SITTING SOWN WITH YOUR FAMILY FOR YOUR DINNER, THAT VERY MINUTE A SOLDIER MAY BE IN A FIRE FIGHT. THEY MAY BE STRUGGLING TO GET OUT OF A DEADLY SITUATION TO STAY ALIVE. THIS IS A REALITY . THE MOVIE , WHICH I HAVE SEEN IS AMAZING AND IT IS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES THAT MAKES THE REAL LIFE SITUATIONS HIT HOME. THESE THINGS ARE HAPPENING OUT THERE FOLKS, IT ISN'T A GAME. WHEN I SAW THE MUSIC VIDEO IT MADE ME THINK OF THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT MAY HAVE JUST BEEN SHOT, INJURED , OR DIED. IT IS ALOT TO ASK THAT DURING YOUR DAY YOU STOP AND TAKE A MINUTE TO SEND UP A SILENT PRAYER SO THAT

My Trip To Florida Was So Awesome!!!!!
Frist off let me start by saying im a recovrying alcoholic. So my relationship with my dad and step mother has not been the best. I was the tornato in there lives. My dad has my kids. has had them for 3 years now, that has been hard on me. Going to AA changed my life for the better. My hole world changed,I became a new better me. I went to Florida last week" 7-23-2012 thou 7-29-2012" My step mother was sick and my dad had to work some. Thats ok, I got to spend time with my kids played tea party, colored, bake cookies. I bought them things for school. Went to some great AA meeting. We also seen Winter and the other sea life at the clearwater aquarium. It was so nice to be a part of my kids life and not have a drink, or even want a drink. It was a hole new world for me. On the day I had to get back on the plan to go home. My family was sad I was leaving. The first for me....... They never miss me like that. My dad told me, when I get good and seattled with a good job and

The Life Of Living Demonic
I Been threw alot of crap in my life and getting my body and soul half way taken by a impish demon last year cursed my life.. I got a demonic power from it bc my soul has already been tainted by the pain I went threw with so many ex gfs who just wanted me to die. I also use to be 1 of thoughs people who went to church every sunday i stoped doing that when i was a kid the singing hurted my ears living with this pain this torrment of pain and dispare could be worse thank ghosts it's not. Theres a reason why I'm single not to deal with this stupid fucking shit that some girls have to dish out with that whole guilt trip shit I have had my heart smashed and burned and shattered into 80.786 Billion times it seems and i cant find all the fucking pieces bc each piece holds a memorie that I rather die out for. I maybe all EMO but i can give a fuck less about what others think. Well this bites remebering every 1 from past profiles i had..ugh -sucking on the scars on my right arm- So m

Vickybass
I AM NEW TO THIS WEBSITE ITS BEEN AN EXPERIENCE FOR ME. AND THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO WERE WARN AND LOVING TO ME AND I THANK THEM SO MUCH.AND THERE ALSO WAS ONE PARTICULAR PERSON WHO ATTACKED ME WITHOUT CAUSE.WHEN I CONTACTED HER ABOUT HER NASTY INSULT ALL HER FRIENDS PILED ON ME INCLUDING HER BOYFRIEND.I THINK ANY MAN WHO JUMPS ON A WOMAN HE NEVER MET IS A TOTAL COWARD .I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MAKES PEOPLE HERE DECIDE THERE BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE BUT WHEN YOU ATTACK ME AND CALL ME NAMES LIKE CUNT AND WHORE THEN BEWARE I WILL RESPOND THERE NOT SUPPOSED TO USE ABUSIVE LANGUAGE HERE OR THERE PROFILE WILL BE DELETED.I'M BIGGER THAN THAT TO REPORT THEM BUT MAKE NO MISTAKE I WILL DEFEND MYSELF ALWAYS STRIVE FOR PEACE BUT KEEP THE NUCLEAR OPTION AVAILABLE

Zodiac Signs Whats The Big Deal?
So much has been put into zodiac signs horoscopes who your compatible your idel opposite and the one I find funny you should never get together with the same zodiac sign. I reead the daily horoscope and most of time it never happens to pass the lucky numbers wont win you the lottery or make you rich. You read about the different signs and sometimes i wonder real who came up with this did they do a scientific study reasearch what although some things may match not necesarrily everything is right. What about the persons charcter actions beliefs personalit etc, Have there ever been any one that married the same zodiac sign and it didnt work out did it work out and just wasnt said I mean who actually started all this seems so much ita a way to make money and use as dicriminet facter. Yeah I read the zodiacs do I believe they are more then 60% accurate um no. Do I believe same zodiac signs arent compatible just because they say it cant be done doesnt mean there wont be someone that comes al

Rip Josh Mitchell - Sherrif Of Rc
YOU WILL BE MISSED JOSH! YOU WERE A GREAT PERSON! THANK YOU FOR THE HELP I NEEDED WITH MY ISSUE IN YEAR OF 2010! OBITUARY JOSHUA SHANE MITCHELLJuly 22,1986 - August 1, 2012 Deputy Joshua Shane Mitchell of Big Lake, Texas was killed in the line of duty and went to be with the Lord on August 1, 2012 while serving as a Deputy Patrol Officer for the Reagan County Sheriffs Office. He was born on July 22, 1986 in Wichita Falls, Texas. Josh was a true Hero and took his oath seriously. He gave his life while serving his fellow man. Josh graduated from Reagan County High School in May of 2006. He began his duties at the RCSO while still attending high school. After graduation, he worked as a night jailer while attending Howard College and pursuing a career in Criminal Justice. He graduated from Howard College on May 11, 2007. He then attended the Concho Valley Regional Law Enforcement Academy from which he graduated May 21, 2008. At this time he began his duties as patrol officer a

Dreams
Alone in the dark she criedFor his voice..for his touch..for his smell Equally his thoughts were wrapped around herThe warm spot now next to him now gone cold. A sigh, a pain, a shake of her head in lossHands upon her throat.. without breath..eyes dialated...gone He reached for that which brought joy.Only to grasp...at the emptiness. Far away two dreamed of but one.

The Dusty Road
From a great distance the bright red jeep could be heard bouncing up and down the old dirt road. Windows down, sweat pouring down around both passengers. Fuck this heat he said and pulled the jeep off to the side and slammed on the brakes stirring up a big cloud of dust. He popped out and jumped over to the other side of the jeep and pulled her thru the door unceremoniously. Without complaint she followed with her flaming red hair now dusty. He threw a towel across the hood of the car and grabbing her top pulled it down to her waist and her shorts down to her ankles with his foot. Shoved her roughly face first unto the hot hood of the jeep. She felt the searing heat from the hood penetrating her breasts and bit her lip. Then she felt his hardness slam into her pussy...thank gaud for sweat. She wasnt sure what was hotter..the hood of the car or the tool revving her engine...ok she admitted...it was the tool. He grunted as he came..spurting across her ass searing her flesh. Tu

Uggghhh
Had a crazy day didnt know what to expect. waited for a plumber to show and that took all day. Freaken cat attacked me cause she is psycho and I was cleanin now I am in pain from my back yey cant deal with the bull shit

Ganbatte
keadilan, sesuatu yg diinginkn stiap manusia yg brnapas,,keadilan adl ssuatu pd tempatny, pd hakny dan ditempat yg sharusny,, adil,,ktika l bbuat baik sm org lain dan mgkn l ga bharap balasanny. tp l psti akn mrasa ga adil klo org2 it malah bbuat sbalikny sm l atau bhkan sperti meludah atau bhkan menikam dr belakang,, hidup tdk adil kwan,,krn di alam jagat raya ini hnya Tuhan yg bs bbuat adil.. mgkn ktika l merasa keadilan sudah punah, mgn l akan berpikir g ga pernah mnta utk dilahirkan klo ky bgini,, y,,bjuang saja ah,,tarik nafas-menghela nafas dan bejuang.. smpai sdh gda kmampuan lg utk bnapas,, -othe- ketika pemikiran tentang ketidakadilan bersemayam dalam diri, ketika pemikiran Tuhan tidak pernah di sisi, dan ketika pemikiran menjalani hidup yang sia-sia datang; rasanya Tuhan itu tidak adil. Tuhan..pemikiran itu nampaknya sedikit sirna ketika sebuah tayangan yang rasanya menampar diri ada,, on these recent days, I`ve been thinking how`s unfair this life. when

Without Any Doubts
Someone is talking to me, loud and clear. Screaming things, I don't want to hear. Telling me to stop, that I'm waisting my time. That he is using me, it's all been a lie. This voice is too loud, I can't drown it out. I am not ready to hear, what it's shouting about. Telling me that to him, I am nothing more than a game. And there is no meaning, to my name. That I am simply one more face, among millions in the world. Nothing spectacular, just another girl. Open your eyes, seeing is believing. Are some of the words, it keeps repeating. But my heart refuses, to listen. When I feel so much, reminiscing. We live and we learn, everyday. For me it has always been, the hard way. That's how I work, for talk is cheap. That's why I never listen, when it speaks. No matter the feeling, what it says or shouts. I have to KNOW for myself, without any doubts.

Don't Think, Just Be.
The Dude: I dropped off the money exactly as per... look, man, I've got certain information, all right? Certain things have come to light. And, you know, has it ever occurred to you, that, instead of, uh, you know, running around, uh, uh, blaming me, you know, given the nature of all this new shit, you know, I-I-I-I... this could be a-a-a-a lot more, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, complex, I mean, it's not just, it might not be just such a simple... uh, you know? The Big Lebowski: What in God's holy name are you blathering about? The Dude: I'll tell you what I'm blathering about... I've got information man! New shit has come to light! And shit...man, she kidnapped herself. Well sure, man. Look at it... a young trophy wife, in the parlance of our times, you know, and she, uh, uh, owes money all over town, including to known pornographers, and that's cool... that's, that's cool, I'm, I'm saying, she needs money, man. And of course they're going to say that they didn't get it, beca

Thoughts
You'll never know what you really mean to me. You'll never know how I see you, and how when I hear your voice my whole world lights up. You dont see the smile I get when you text me while I'm at work, or hell, how I jump for my phone every time I get a text, my heart beating out of my chest hoping it's from you. You don't know how much I hate falling asleep without you, waking up every hour or so because you're not beside me. Or how my heart falls because I missed your call. Or how it breaks at the disappointment in your voice when I hear your voicemail. You'll never know what I would do for you, what I would give to be by your side. You'll never understand the safety I feel in your arms. You are my world, my heart, the other half of my soul. When we're apart, I don't feel whole, when we're together, I feel like we could do anything. I miss you so desperately tonight, I want to cry. I have cried tonight. I love you, and the next 13 hours are going to drag! Jugga, you are e

Just How I Feel
Now I still wonder why did you say goodbyeYou let me stand here all aloneThe pain inside my heart, it's tearing me apartCause now I stand here on my ownBut now I cry myself to sleepOnly you are what I needWe can make it if we tryI am nowhere without youI don't know what I should doCause my tears will never dryAnd I still wonder whyI hope that you will see how much you mean to meI don't understand why you have goneThe pain inside my heart, it's tearing me apartCause now I stand here on my ownBut now I cry myself to sleepOnly you are what I needWe can make it if we tryI am nowhere without youI don't know what I should doCause my tears will never dryAnd I still wonder why s xxxIt's like the flowers and the beesLike the mountains and the treesThe love I feel for you babyLike the desert needs the rainIt will always feel the sameThe love I feel for you baby

Linda's Poem
i am youre always and forever as long as you want to have us together,our love is true weather near or far,we dont have to meet yet we know who we are,i love you and you love me and thats all that matters is what we will be.my life is yours and your life is mine,true love is like a snake that moves a round thru time you have that moment that one perfect chance in time to meet your true love your one soul mate i have found that in you please make no mistake,your my love,my man,the person i want,their is no other that can take your spot...when it comes to love you cant be blind just open your eyes and your heart will find that one person you have serched for all your life it dose not matter where life takes you never let love go always let it guide you,belive in true love and open your heart and you will find peace and love in your life and soul and heart.. THIS IS FOR MY ANGEL HIGH,YOU PASSED AWAY AND I DIDNT KNOW WHY,YOU LEFT ME 97,I WAS LOST AND CONFUSSED AND DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME I

Bp's Le's And Abilities
I cant afford to buy BLing Packs Limited Editions or Abilities nor am i gonna ask or beg for em just to be able to level. For those of you that dont know me I survived a car wreck in 2002 that I should be dead which has damaged my nerves and messed up my neck my upper back and my middle and lower back and waist. Im permanently disabled i dont look for your sypathy or prayers just not to be laughed at made fun of and understood. I dont wanna be a burden on anyone else so I stay single. Im defying all experts whom i shouldnt be even walking. I even trying going back to work for another almost year till the pain got to point where i feel screeming in pain over the years ive pushed my self doing things my self even if it takes longer making my pain worse plus taking care of my dad who passed away in 2011 and taking care of my mom whoes disabled. I had to learn how to walk read write and deal with pain without meds because they no longer helped. Im on here to get away from my 24/7 extreme

My Writing
LOVE WALKED IN, CAUGHT ME UNAWARE, KNOCKED THE BREATH FROM MY LUNGS. ONE LOOK FROM YOU IS ALL IT TOOK TO MAKE ME LOOK AT LOVE AGAIN THREE SPECIAL WORDS, SPOKEN IN A WHISPER, TO MAKE ME BELIEVE AGAIN. LOVE WALKED IN AND CLEARED MY HEART, OF ALL MY DOUBTS AND FEARS. NOW ITS CLAIMED AND SWEPT AWAY, BY YOUR OVERWHELMING LOVE. DAVID THANK YOU FOR RESTORING THE MEANING OF TRUE LOVE BACK TO MY HEART. I LOVE YOU ELLIE Together forever, not matter the weather, We can face any storm, if we

Back Again
I got booted off FU and had to create a new account. I would love to reconnect with some old friends. If anyone can help me find jesse aka stlyes 24 and matthew the founder of fear i would be so happy. If anyone else recoginizes me send me a message back. I love and miss my FU friends!

Going To Stop Trying So Hard And Be Myself
I finally getting to the point of my life that I need to stop trying so hard to get attention and just focus on improving myself. I've chased alot of people away (mostly women) because of the way I've acted (like being negative, trying to hard to make people like me, etc.). I just have to learn that if I don't have it, I just don't have it (The IT factor to attract people), plain and simple. I can't be like other guys because they have the personality, attraction, confidence & the social skills to attract anybody and everyone (which I need to work on alot of that). So I'm just going to just face facts that I have alot of work and growing up to do, so I'm just going to throw in the towel for now, face reality, work on being myself and stop trying so hard to impress people. I just need to be more confident in who I am and stop being so aggressive, socially. I'm not the most attractive, charismatic or the most popular guy on here, but I'm a real dude. I know that I have alot of iss

Lost In The Dark
I suppose my initial thought was that I was in fact going insane. "I wounder if I should tell someone?" the others would put me in therapy for a year before I saw a hint of daylight. Then I really would go crazy. as if on cue the velvety voice ringing in my ears out of the ether whispered softly into my left ear. "if you don't do something soon I may have to come find you myself... Until then perhaps I shall leave you to your insanity?" a strange longing that I cant describe except akin to that of a piece of yourself being chained and locked in a box an emptiness sank into my head for the first time in a week I felt... empty. then it happened. I was in my apartment about to check my Fubar messages and update my status from "Is it love or Utter Insanity" to something a bit more normal. These types of status remarks generally bring the devils out of the woodwork, not that I minded, I suppose they are awfully entertaining to talk to, perhaps just as insane as me. I saw the glimpse of

My Birthday
My Birthday is October 5th. There is really only one thing I wished I could do and need it so badly, but it seems everyone else wishes for me to do other things. I want to go to the Smokey Mountains and just spend some me time. All by myself. This year has been so crazy. I just feel I need it more for my sanity than anything else. If I don't have the money for it, camping out will just have to do. I just want to shut off my phone, sleep naked and wake up and walk out on the deck and stretch and say Good morning world with no one around and yes totally naked. I want to walk to a creek and watch the sun go down over the mountains and rise in the morning. It being this time of year the leaves should ne changing and in the mountains there are so many trees to look at. I just want to wake up to the sound of quiet and sit out on the deck and see what God has made for all of us to see, that we ignore everyday in our life. I don't think this is a crazy idea, especially if you knew of my y

Aloe Vera Gel Relaxed Hair
Aloe-vera relates to the Aloes kind of northern Africa. The actual plant lives on the warm areas of Asian countries and the African continent. It is actually grown largely for the therapeutic qualities built in. Typically the sap from the plant is commonly used in numerous makeup products and medications. It's got a restorative healing and calming influence on dried-out skin and it is used for the treating of all forms of diabetes. Right now, it's widely known as a therapeutic herb and growth strategies give attention to improving succulence. It is to ensure the life of the herb even amongst lower rain fall. The particular herb indicates inability to ice and snow and is resistant against insect and aphid intrusions. The actual herb grows nicely in drained and sand ground and requires a good amount of natural light. Aloe-vera is considered to be really great at comforting burns and abrasions. It actually is used widely within the therapy of injuries and boosts the process of healing. Ex

One Small Request
I see you there, and you know I do. I play along, but this much is true. I meant EVERY fucking word, I ever said. Now I just want you, out of my head. Out of my heart, the pain is too intense. An attack for which, I have no defense. I can't do it, so it's up to you. To let me go, I'm through. I may not be strong enough, but I know you are. Because you have dismissed me, so many times before. Just throw away your key, and lock this door. The one that leads from your heart, to mine. I beg you to release me, for good this time. If you ever really, cared at all. Then what I ask, of you is small. Never tell me, you love me again. Don't speak to me, and then. Just disappear, from my sight. Because these feelings, I cannot fight. They win, and I don't like to lose. Please just do this one thing, I can't bring myself to.

My Literal Arts
My ego was forced to write her, because she had beauty i never seen. Stealth Diva achieving my mind so it seems, the sweet essence of what constantly makes me think. Natural beauty like rose pedals and babies yawning, the winds that cool a hot summer's morning. Peeled off the fruits of my thoughts that dare, to compare her to the lovliest face that could ever stare. I remain yielded to a thought that constantly flares, Can U Handle It? ultra Ultra ULTRA Violet Rays,that peak joyful temperatures. And crept up and dazzled me with a day to remember. Like a plateau of desolated vacancies, Now covered with emergent sweet radiancy. And agents of vibrant awes awakening me, Giving unending interest to the taste that thirst in me. Rays that can, form new letters to the alphabet and, give birth to new softness to grains of sand. I offer this hand to you, One that envelops deep talks, sweet walks, and innocent stalks. Try concentrating on this vision like seeing through

In My Mind
Today when I woke at 8:A.M. I thought I was in a different home than my apartment. I thought for the first few minutes that I was in a home I lived in when I was a child. I was relieved when I reliazed I was in my apartment. The home I refer to was a dangerous house for me for that is where I was sexually, psychically, and mentally abused has a child by my brother and a next door nieghbor. Nightmares haunt me to this very day. RED As I sit here at 4:15 A.M. I am thinking of many things. About sleep, what I have to do today, my very state of mind. Who ever said being insane is not fun diffentily lied there ass off. It's great I get to get away with more shit then I can count. I get away with more stuff cause I can and I study people and I like to schock the hell out of them and laugh at their responce to it. For here is an example: Me " Whats up Josh?": Josh" Not much but my dick": Me "I want to bend you over

My Poems, My Heart
Lmao stole this from a friends page!!! Like everything in life, farts have a time and place. However, I never realized that in the wrong time and place, flatulence had enough power to alter my course in history. Well, it can if it's the third date with the man of your dreams. And, if it makes his eyes burn. If God destined us to be together, I was one SBD away from foiling His plans (that's "Silent But Deadly" for you prudes). It was about five years ago. I was trying to lose a few pounds so I was staying away from carbs. That's when I met my husband, Rob. On our first date, he booked the next two. He liked me. I liked him. Things were looking real good. He picked me up in a Cobra, Mustang and his pathetic attempt to win me over with a car totally worked. I'm not shallow, but since I spent most of my twenties picking men up because I didn't want my hair to frizz in their non-air conditioned jalopies on 3 wheels and a 15 year old spare, I welcomed his fancy sports car with open arms. We

Borrowed Sayin...but True..
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest. Tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. ♥

Draggin His Ass To Hell!
Is it possible, for people to change? To get rid of the rage inside, to rearrange. The way they are wired, become someone else. Truly, not faked, but felt. If I had the opportunity, to stare into my demons eyes again. Would it stop my pain, put it to an end? In one way or another, finally put it to rest. Finally get some sleep, get rid of the stress. Has he changed? Does he truly regret? Would I be able to forgive, something I could never forget? The scars are there, edged in my skin. The wounds go much deeper, they dwell within. My mind, my memory, haunting me with my eyes wide shut. Someone dear to me said, just listen to your gut. My gut has let me down, so many times before. The only way to find out, is to walk through the door. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I've heard. Should I really be listening, to his words? Are they empty? Does he really wanna make it right? If it's a trap, he's in for one Hell of a fight. Because I don't ba

Numero Uno
It's freezing, overcast, and windy in my neck of the woods. Good day for some gaming and browsing in my jammies :) On the topic of gaming, what's your favorite? Mine would be BioShock. I have tattoos from the first game :) Can't get enough of the underwater world known as Rapture, kicking Splicer ass and rocking a Big Daddy suit. Yep, it's my crack. Don't get me wrong though. BioShock might be favorite but there are very many close seconds. Like Skyrim, which I am now off to play. NinjaKitties ftw

What Is The Treatment For Low Potassium?
Potassium is certainly a natural and organic mineral which helps all of us truly feel and also be healthy each day. Though virtually all of the potassium in the body is inside the cells, smaller amount, around 2 - 3 % of the entire potassium material inside the human body, of this mineral is located outside of the cells. Potassium is needed by our own body to get smooth muscle as well as cell running, heart operation, muscles contraction, nervous transmission, for the purpose of the conversion process of glucose right into glycogen and even muscle mass building, and many more.It is recognized as 'natural diuretic' because it is quickly assimilated by our system and practically more than 85 % of it is passed from the bowels as well as filtering system. Merely because of the alkaline properties, it can be a really important mineral which will help our own bodies system retain ph levels as well as to sustain adequate amount of water in the body system. The most essential characteristics o

Guards Of The Tomb Facts
TOMB OF THE UNKNOWN SOLDIER (Interesting Facts) Posted on Wed Apr 28 2004 19:20:41 GMT-0500 (Central Daylight Time) by SandRat TOMB OF THE UNKNOWN SOLDIER Interesting facts about the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier and the Sentinels of the Third United States Infantry Regiment "Old Guard" Q: How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? A: 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. Q: How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? A: 21 seconds, for the same reason as answer number 1. Q: Why are his gloves wet? A: His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. Q: Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time, and if not, why not? A: No, he carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face and moves the rifle to the outside should

Advice For Men
imagine a child with all the talent in the world. and one day he decides to play baseball. he throws the bat, runs past 2nd and third, and never tags the runner. i bet you would never want a guy like this on your team. it's not that this kid sucks, its simply that he doesnt know how to play. that is exactly how thw dating world is. if you dont know how to play you are going to fail over and over and be miserable do i have ur attention now? good let's begin. 1.take care of yourself women want their men groomed, dressed nice, and physically fit. look yourself in the mirror. are you wearing a huge t-sirt with ur footaball team on it? are your clothes too baggy and dont fit well. are your shoes dirty? are your finger nails dirty? are you wearing thick glassess. are you balding and still holding on to whatever hair u want? all of these things automatically disqualify and you will have a hard time. 2.get off your fucking computer YOU ARE NOT GOING TO MEET YOUR NEXT BEAUTY QUEEN OFF T

Hate
The End This is the end The end of this nightmare The end of you and me The end of this terrible life I grab this knife I look at it’s beautiful blade How welcoming it looks How wonderful the pain feels The blood flows down my wrist I think of all the great times we had All the things we shared It all fades away into the darkness The darkness of never more It was all a dream This is the end Black Heart My heart is black My hands stained red Your body on the floor Creeping towards death The knife in my hand The gash in your throat I stare in your eyes Your life fades away They come running in Guns in hands They see a note For I am gone They see your body Knife in hand The note of suicide Written in blood They look for me I’m nowhere to be found They wonder where I am I am in your head HATE Hate is a strong word It hurts so many inside Keep your comments to yourself If you have nothing good to say For once I can say I know how it feels

Love
“You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.” “Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself. Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love.” Life without love is meaningless. Love was born even before mankind was born and it still exists in all kinds of organism, including humans. Though love is expressed in various forms and between different relationships, eternal love is accomplished between a man and a woman. Love is one trait that never diminishes as long as you give it to others and keeps on growing.

My Poetic Thoughts. All Copyrights Reserved.
We Fight. From the moment you awake WE would have been up for many hours We’ve had to go days without sleep We’ve even gone days without showers You know it doesn’t bother us at all For what we are doing here is right I hear all the hate said about us But we continue to move on and We fight We fight for all that we love of our land We fight for all that unable to do so We fight for our families and friend We fight for more than other worlds know From the moment you read this I will be laid to rest in field of stone Others will be hospitalize or return home We are united in a world all Alone By R.J. All the pain you have felt throughout your life All the hurt that has been placed upon you You have been beaten and mistreated by many Yet you stand strong as if it doesn’t bother you Your innocence taken at such an early age Beaten mentally and physically every day Tossed out as if your life meant nothing to the world Yet you smile an

Hmmm....??
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I START TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE I GET HURT? OR FIND OUT THEY ONLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS? WHY CAN'T I FIND LOVE? WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO BE WITH ME AND ONLY ME? WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT? IT SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER FIND LOVE. SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY. ALL I ASK IS TO BE LOVE AND BE LOVED BY A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME?

About Me
about me... i have ra (rheumatoid arthritis) i have had it since i was 17. its taken its tole on me, but i just take it one day at a time. my joints r pretty messed up, im loosing cartilage in some of my joints. i take medicine to help with the daily pain, it works a little. lol. i still love to go out and have a good time, my ra doesnt stop me. some days r better than others. living in colorado doesnt help much, but its home. i can tell when we have a storm moving in bc then i start to hurt a little more, just take a little more aleve and it helps. lol. so thats about me, some ppl cant handle the disability. if u cant handle it... dont waste my time.

F.e.a.r
Fear is an emotional response to a perceived threat. It is a basic survival mechanism occurring in response to a specific stimulus, such as pain or the threat of danger. Some psychologists such as John B. Watson, Robert Plutchik, and Paul Ekman have suggested that fear is one of a small set of basic or innate emotions. This set also includes such emotions as joy, sadness, and anger. Fear should be distinguished from the related emotional state of anxiety, which typically occurs without any external threat. Additionally, fear is related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result of threats which are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable. Worth noting is that fear almost always relates to future events, such as worsening of a situation, or continuation of a situation that is unacceptable. Fear could also be an instant reaction to something presently happening. Fear is often preceded by astonishment, and is so far akin to it, tha

"hakuna Matata'
Where ya at...!!! twas january r february nineteen n eightyfour down dere n LA nere N.O n dis here 1/2 breed was climbin da stairway ta da wheelhouse of da push boat da GIBBY III ta report ta da captain fer da first time in me new carreer as a deckhand on da might mississippi - twas right neer da top step when i heard da words 'where ya at' stoelzle (he did not pronounce me last name correct - lol - me really don't know meself - well - i sorta do but i gotta concentrate pretty hard ta do it - know it's definition tho) - dese words caught me by surprise - i first looked ta see where dey come from n saw a young man settin behind da wheel in his captains chair n saw two brown eyes on a stern face dat had a bit of a beard - he was a stocky sort n looked ta carry his weight well - his words had strength n i was quite sure he had no problem backin em up - i quickly glanced around n said ---> 'right here' ---> a smile broke across his face n he said ' down here in N.O. we don't say hi - hell

My Story
So I was reccomended this site in an email. It's been alright so far. Everyone seems real friendly and fine with the fact that I'm transgender. I guess I should actually start talking about myself, but I've never really been good at that. Well, for now I'll just say that I'm a bassist and I enjoy all types of music. What can I say? Music is the gateway to the soul, and I love being a reflection of that. I don't go a single day without music. In fact, it's the only way I go to sleep when I do manage to do that. Well, more on me later. Once again, I'm not all that great at talking about myself. Love, Halie

Burberry Oulet Online
Burberry's sales skyrocket 15 per cent Burberry Party plc, the world luxury organization, upon Wednesday documented investing to the ninety days to 31st December 2009 noticed a new 16 per cent increase in product sales for you to Burberry Outlet Store . The company said retail store income were way up seventeen per cent using strong comparable store sales progress, increased full-price market via in the winter assortment as significantly lower supply commencing the past quarter. Burberry's low cost revenue had been way up 11per cent, pushed through much more recurrent deliveries ijnbgrde. Angela Ahrendts, Chief Executive Officer, commented: With revenue way up twelve per cent main inside next fraction, Burberry provides sent a solid efficiency in both retail along with from suppliers, while buyers around the world responded favorably to your selections, marketing and service initiatives. As a result, right now we count on adjusted profit before levy just for this economic yr to get to

Jokes
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a valley and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping pig which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is a helicopter flying at ground level. Both the giant pig and the helicopter are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? Answer:Get off the children's carousel and, next time, don't drink so much!!! A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus and she noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested.The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) w

In Memory Of A Fallen Brother
For those who knew my brother in law for who he was on his journey through life, they knew he had only one woman who was the true love of his life, unfortunately for him he was chasing rainbows. In the latter days of his time here he had made his attempts to reconnect and tryed once again to have his hearts desire by his side yet the cruel twist of fate would not let him have her as he so longed. Going through his meager posessions in an attempt to set a proper memorial service up for Steven, his sister had come across his poem book. Yes a former Green Beret who was injured in Honduras and lost the majority of his leg, has a book of poetry he had been writing passages in through the years and there were a few that stood out in his siter's eyes. The love of his life who had wanted nothing more of him than to know he was alive in the final year or so of his life, demanded the spotlight and all attention directed towards her as she showed her concern for the fallen man in hi

Funny
One night a man and a woman are both at a bar knocking back a few beers. They start talking and come to realize that they're both doctors. After about an hour, the man says to the woman, Hey. How about if we sleep together tonight. No strings attached. It'll just be one night of fun. The woman doctor agrees to it. So they go back to her place and he goes in the bedroom. She goes in the bathroom and starts scrubbing up like she's about to go into the operating room. She scrubs for a good 10 minutes. Finally she goes in the bedroom and they have sex for an hour or so. Afterwards, the man says to the woman, You're a surgeon, aren't you? Yeah, how did you know? The man says, I could tell by the way you scrubbed up before we started. Oh, that makes sense, says the woman. Youre an anesthesiologist aren't you? Yeah, says the man, a bit surprised. How did you know? The woman answers, Because I didn't feel a thing.

Late Summer Nght
THE PRINCESS & THE HUNTER This is a story about a noble woman and her maid. They grew up together sharing every thinf like sisters. Apon a brisk country ride on a beautiful summers day. They ride side by side chatting away about every thing, then her maid spoke about her evening withone of the young men that works around the castle. To the noble womens surprize she was rather aroused by the thought of hearing about it. Sally please go on and tell me about it. But my lady it wouldnt be lady like ifI tell you about my undoings. Sally enough with that my lady stuff, how many times have i said were almost like sisters call me by my name. Yes my lady I do appogize. Ok go on and tell me about your night with that young man. But Rebeca why do you want to hear about things that are ment to stay behind closed doors. Cause I want to know what its like so when the time comes ill know how to please the man im with. Rebeca, youll learn how to please him in do time But Sally youve had the compa

Poetry
"Never cared for school, or the golden rule, Papa always used to say I was a useless fool. So I left my home, to show em they was wrong, headed out on the road, just singing my song, and a sunny day, would barely look my way, and everything I had dreamed of, it was away. Money, Girls and cars, smoking long cigars, and I took the first plane home so papa would see. ~When I came Home to show em they was wrong. All I found was 2 tombstones. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong?Oh such a sad song. First I got lost, then I Had found, that the ones that I loved, were in the ground. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong?~" - Taz

Turned Into A Song
Never cared for school, or the golden rule, Papa always used to say I was a useless fool. So I left my home, to show em they was wrong, headed out on the road, just singing my songs, and a sunny day, would barely look my way, and everything I had dreamed of, it was away. Money, Girls and cars, smoking long cigars, and I took the first plane home so papa would see. When I came Home to show em they was wrong. All I found was 2 tombstones. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong? Oh such a sad song. First I got lost, then I Had found, that the ones that I loved, were in the ground. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong? If there's any way that you can hear what i say, Papa I never meant to do you wrong. all the money, girls and cars, all the drugs and long cigars, Papa I just want you to know it couldn't take your place. When I came home, to show em they was wrong, all that i found there was 2 tombstones. Somebody tell me please, was I right or wrong?Oh such a sad song. Fir

Military Thing
A soldier, a marine, and an airman got into a fight about which service is best. The fight was so heated, that they killed each other. Soon, they found themselves in Heaven. They see St. Peter walk by and ask, “WhichBranch of Service is the best?” St. Peter replied, “I can't answer that. But, I will ask God what He thinks the next time I see Him.” Some time later, the three see St. Peter again and ask him if he was able to find theanswer. Suddenly, a dove landed on St. Peter's shoulder. The dove was carrying a note inits beak. St. Peter opened the note and read it out loud to the three fellows:“Gentlemen: All the Branches of the Service are ‘Honorable and Noble’. Each oneof you has served your country well. Be proud of that. (signed)GOD, USN (Ret.)” The reason the Air Force, Army, Navy and Marines bicker amongst themselves is that they don't speak the same language. For instance, Take the simple phrase "secure the building". The Arm

Squeezing Out Cancer
It is Official! Our Squeeze Out Cancer Fun Run/Walk has been Scheduled for February 23, 2013 at WoodLawn High School from 9am - 12 noon. You will be able to pick up shirts Feb 23, 2013 and show your colors as we walk 8 laps around the track to Squeeze Out Can... cer. SQUEEZE OUT CANCER 2013 - FUN RUN / WALK FEBRUARY 23, 2013 – 9:00 AM – 12:00 NOON LOCATION: WOODLAWN HIGH SCHOOL All benefits will go to our Relay for Life team…Eastside Lemonators Each shirt may be purchased for $15.00. Shirt orders must be submitted by February 2, 2013 in order to have shirts at the event. T-shirts will be handed out at event when you check in or you can have t-shirt mailed to you by including an extra $4.00 per shirt. Want to show your colors? There are different color shirts representing different cancers. White = Lung Yellow = Bone Royal Blue = Colon Navy Blue = Prostrate Jade = Liver Purple = Pancreatic Lavender = All Types of Cancer Green = Kidney Gray = Brain Pink = Bre

Cold And Empty
Somewhere along the way I guess I just lost track, only thinking of myself, never looking back. For all the times I hurt you, I apologize. Sorry it took so long to finally realize that this world is cold and empty and your bitterness has killed me. I want nothing more than to turn back the hands of time to a place where you did not exist in me. The problem is, I'm cold and empty without you and angry and bitter when I'm with you. I can take you down a lyrical road, a drawn out roller coaster of pain, brutality, and utter despair. Instead, I will calmly walk away and never look back up again. So you see, through the lies and the deceits that you imposed, I have lost my soul. The wall of hurt has been build and no one will tear it back down. You have altered history and taken me to places I need not be. You have burnt an image of heartache into my hear. Branded for life, scarred for eternity.

Lilsassy's
This is what is on my mined what kined of guyz are we lady's are looking for &what typ of guyz do we all want in owr lifes? Well i know for one the typ of guy that i would love to have in my life ,some who is about 6 ft or a little taller well bilt great smile funny as in haha funny strong sweet kined loving caring romantic & spondtanously on a bit of the wild side like willingly to have wild sex anywhere at any giving time.

Behind The Vending Table
In hopes of a good sales I accepted an invite from a local Museum. Now I set up as normal and fast. Most other vendors were still setting up even as I sat and relax before the "Friends" of the Museum had first picks for 90 minutes, before the "public" were allowed in. The vending fee was $45. In the Vending vernacular we call that "Bank." Bank also includes other cost as such gas, meals, and other incendentals. Now if you go to "My Wood" album you will see what I create and sell. I didn't sell enough to make the full bank. I did make back the vending fee. But that was it. Bunch of fucking asshole rich cocksucking LOSERS and they rather purchase shit load of crap like Cheap ass Glass crap or bullshit bling, than a turned wood item. What the fucking hell. Not but a week prior, I had awesome sales. How in a god damn fucking week I go from awesome items to getting snubbed by a mass of backward ass "rich" country fucks that wouldn't know quality if it came and ripped their geni

Joomla Website Design Company
Joomla is one of the most popular content management systems we have in the market. This particular open source platform has the capability of creating various complex websites. You can also built attractive E-commerce Joomla websites along with great functionalities Thus, according to some sources, people are opting towards creating their website on Joomla content management system. Joomla web design produces such great quality website to crave for. Here not ends all, it is easy to use and people with very less technical knowledge can use the dashboard. From the back end of Joomla dashboard one can upload contents, images, videos and more. You can actually boost up your business with having an attractive looking Joomla website. Joomla web design gives your website an edge and offers great features. Are you thinking of custom Joomla design. Then you have reached on the right place. We are amongst the leading website design Joomla companies. Till date, our experienced Joomla de

Christmas Regret
This time of year breaks my heart this is my second year without my mom & dad and the first year without my kids for Christmas ... So many of you take what & who you have for granted and it kills me . I wish my mom was here to get in my buisness and tell me what to do , I wish my dad was here to talk shit when I dont want to hear it . I wish my kids were here to make big messes and get on my nerves because at the end of the day I knew someone loved me unconditionally . Now every Christmas tree and happy family just reminds me of what I used to have and can never have back. Don't ever take those little things for granted or the people that you love < because one day you'll wake up and it will all be gone and you'll be sitting here like me just watching all the other happy families enjoying their chaotic messy but beautiful lives at Christmas & wishing you hadn't taken those moments for granted .

Delhi Independent Escorts | Delhi Escorts Girls In Delhi (9958869484)
Delhi Escorts Girls (9958869484) Delhi Escorts Girls is perform a special task in entertainment and our service which called name escorts female in high class which is now available in delhi NCR .But Delhi Escorts Girls are perform in only high class area or five star hotel , now high profile model escorts and Russian escorts are include in that performance of escoers female in high class . now if you want to that enjoyment in delhi or other place then visite my web link . we provided our escorts girls contact no for your service and talking. Delhi Call Girls are include in also. http://www.hiprofileescorts.com http://www.delhieroticescorts.com http://www.delhiprimeescorts.com Delhi Independent Escorts (Contact--: 9958869484) Delhi Escorts Girls are come in NCR or Delhi City which city is the capital of india or delhi city have erotic history because mugal king is use escorts girl in past time . So escorts service history is

Poems/lyrics
A nice little love poem...when I wrote it, it honestly had NO meaning to me AT ALL...but now a days it means the world. Hope you enjoy. I'm sitting in my chair The wall is all I have to stare Oh it feels like forever Since I saw your lovely face But we'll be together again For my love is everlasting Nothing in this life come free One way or another there's a price to pay Either with money or heart But I'm here to make you see That every hour of every day My love with never part The touch of your skin The smell of your hair The look in your eyes The taste of your lips Sets me free like no other And I'm here to tell you that I'm not afraid to say... The history behind this is unique for me. Drinking coffee at the restaraunt one day I met a guy who honestly seemed like he was a mafia boss. Very nice gentleman. We started talking and he was talking about the Bible. Not preaching though. The way he spoke he really broke through to me. Dom and I are still very good frien

Sun Tzu
I read Sun Tzu quite a bit. I’m gonna put up a couple post’s, and tell you what I get out of it….. Deep knowledge is to be aware of Disturbance before Disturbance, to be aware of Danger before Danger, to be aware of Destruction before Destruction, to be aware of Calamity before Calamity. Strong action is training the body without being burdened by the body, exercising the mind without being used by the mind, working in the world without being affected by the world, carrying out tasks without being obstructed by tasks. By deep knowledge of principle, one can change Disturbance into order, can change danger into safety, change destruction into survival, change calamity into fortune. By strong action on the Way, one can bring the body to the realm of longevity, bring the mind to the sphere of mystery, bring the world to a great place, and bring tasks to great fulfillment. I get something new out of “The Art of War” every time I read it. I

Just Wanted To Let You Know About My Business
Hey Fubar sorry I haven't been on here in a while I have been busy starting my own business it's named after my son & daughter the business name is Anthony & Emily's World. I will have a website plus I created a Facebook page which I will share the link on Fubar when the page is done and the business phone number. If your looking for that great gift idea or just looking to shop we have everything you need to supply your home even the outdoors we're big on the Holidays to.If you don't want to leave your home we also take catalog orders to and we ship all over the world. So check us out and make us your next number place to shop.

Straight Talk
I do not want to be labled a "homophobe". Members of my family who I love dearly (here and gone) have and had their own unique lifestyles. What is with these chat rooms? I get bumped just because of my name. It takes these feeble minded "goodie two shoes" a few miutes to "get it" and then I am extricated. Bet half these people have STD's and the other half are sleeping with their spouses best friend. Hypocracy reigns on. I will post questions I ponder while I visit FU. This one has to be the most anoying - any answers?

Just Have To Vent
I understand this is just a site and it's pretty much a game being played on here, but it doesn't make it any less frustrating when I see friends asking for assistance either for them or another friend to help them level, then when I post something for help, I get ignored. I have been helped a couple of times and I am very grateful for that, but in one instance, I became completely ignored by that person after all was said and done. Having been on this site since 2006, I have seen alot. Met my wife on here and made some great friends, unfortunately those days are long gone, It's all about what you do for me (in the eyes of others). I have long said, I don't do anything that costs money nor would I ask anyone to do for me that does so, but yet, people are always begging for bling, happy hours, famps, rock stars, etc, and pick and choose their friends accordingly, even showing skin as a trade-off for those gifts. I ask for a drink from a newb, a few fans, temp family adds, and w

Achievements & Questions Unanswered
With all the recent changes on this site. The higher levels, the requirement of not just accomplishing achievements to level but achievement requirements for other reasons. There are also now many problems that can no longer be handled in the support lounge due to the complexity of the problems. Compatibility of browser configuration is the number 1 problem on this site. this is no longer something that i can do by myself. However, I have been a leveler for years on this site. I know how to get the achievements. Most can be made w/o usage of bling if you know how to take advantage of fu in old fu ways. Noob drinks and comments very simple, just have to know the secret. Can be done w/i an hr. Cherry Inferno easy just have to know proper way to bomb, browser & shut down of what should not be running for max use. Ranking easy if you know how to use fu to your advantage. So many more very easy if just have the know how. If you think cheat sheets would be useful...plz comment I WILL MAKE T

A Poem I Wrote
"Life" In life, there may not be much time left. Life can be long or short,it depends how you want to put it. Life can be bitter or sweet. Life can be good or bad. In life there is good moments and there are disasters. God put us all on this Earth forr a reason and a purpose to live. Nobody knows what that might be, but all we can do is live day to day and night by night. Life is precious, so take what God gives you. Don't be discouraged and be glad for what you can have in this life. We all hope to have our dreams come true, what ever they might be and all of our goals that we set, completed and accomplished before the world ends. Written by: Jimmia Nov. 12,1996

Touchy
I may just be a little candle In your life. I may burn out and melt after a little while. But I wish within that time, My light touches your heart... Even for a while Never stop doing the little things for other people. Sometimes it's those little things that will occupy the biggest parts of their hearts. Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.

Till My Last Day
"Til My Last Day" People say I'm just a rough boy I ain't no good for you girl It's a dead end street, tryin' to love me Yeah, I'll wreck your world I can see why they're all talkin' Lookin' back at my past I've got a bad name, but a man can change I'm livin' proof of that Til my last day, til my last breath Of everyone that can, I can love you the best Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you All the way up, til they lay me down Six feet under the cold hard ground Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you Baby I might meet all my friends Shoot the bull, have a beer or two But you know I'll be the first one to leave In a hurry to get to you Somewhere deep inside your angel eyes I found a place to rest, Don't ever doubt that I'll be around, And baby don't you ever forget Til my last day, til my last breath Of everyone that can, I can love you the best Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you All the way up, til they lay me down Six feet under the cold hard ground Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you

If You
If you like me then tell me you like me If you like me then tell me how much you want me If you like me then show me you like me If you miss me tell me babe I miss you If you care about me just tell me that you do It's really simple just tell me

Your True Self
The one thing I want more than anything in the world is to know people for who they really are. Not the plastic,” I want to impress you", mask that hides their true self. How can friendship ever grow if you aren't learning about the person on the inside but instead accepting the actor playing the role on the outside? I have always prided myself on being an honest person and I have learned the hard way that I sometimes hurt people with the things that I say. Then I stop and think about the course of my life. Do I want to spend MY whole life having people tell me what I WANT to hear or what I NEED to hear? While it is sometimes hard to accept that we NEED to hear things that may hurt...In the long run it helps us grow as individuals.Much heartache and many tears over the course of my life have left me searching for REAL people. So many times I found myself trusting only what was presented to me instead of searching deeper for what lies beneath in one's "true" self. All of those hea

A Window View Into My Mind...
"What are you wearing?" they invariably ask. I'm sure they'd choke on their spit if I told them the truth: flannel shirt, sweater, long johns, sweat pants, and fuzzy socks. I'm a phone sex operator. A kinky one. The life of a phone sex operator In order to keep with my phone sex persona, I usually say something like, "Oh, I'm just lounging around in my red, silk robe. I'm totally naked underneath. Don't you just love how silk makes a woman's nipples stand out?" Yawn... But that usually gets them going. Such is a day in the life of a phone sex operator. We are phone actresses, nothing more and nothing less. Unfortunately, in our puritanical society, I usually have to keep what I do for a living a closely guarded secret. If you're in the adult business, you just don't admit to such a thing in "polite society." I'm always amazed that actors and actresses can do steamy, nude sex scenes, and they're not looked down upon. Yet we in the phone sex business don't get naked (sweat pan

Apparitions
It feels like time to let it go It feels like time to break or show It feels like time to cut your breaks Shut your mouth, do something, anything It feels like time to fuck or leave It feels like I choke you just to breathe It feels like time ain't time at all Just black out, wake up foreign, wander home Take me out, lay me down Let the dirt fall all around me Baby, ain't it good to be back home? They're burning futures in the mountains All lit up, yeah, you can count yours Baby, ain't it good to be back home? It feels like just another day Like one more dead town's last parade Like we're taking pictures of a tidal wave On the shore, grinnin' a hundred feet away It feels like time ain't time at all Just black out, wake up foreign, wander home -m.good Say hello Remain Close to me No goodbye suicide mystery The rat In your brain Turns a wheel Connected to your guts and All your faults are in me And all your faults in me What would you say If we lived on TV Beside

Nudist Experience
I recently got into outdoor nudism. After many years of been rather exhibitionist and willing to show my endowment at any oportunity for compare, contest and just showing it off to women, I decided it was time to give full outdoor nudism a try. I visted some nude beaches last summer and had a great experience. Got alot of attention, got on chatting to alot of women and familys and all round enjoyed it. Looking to vist alot more nudist venues/nudist freindly areas come the improved weather i.e. the summer. Hope to have more to tell in the future...........

Loneliness
Sometimes I feel being alone is better then being with someone.. No one to talk down to you to hurt you, but you noone to judge you but you judging yourself..being alone for me sucks but sometimes its ok to be alone. Being alone may suck and sure does but sometimes its a good thing. Everyone needs time for themselves to think and focus..and sometimes being together too much causes tenstion and alot of arguing and fights when ur up and at eachothers grills..lol I have no time to finish this but im sure u get what im saying.

Horny Old Pervert Ray
My friends! Please watch out for this horny old pervert stalking women and calling them names. I have blocked him and reported him to fubar for his insane behavior! Next time he'll think twice before he crosses the wrong female. rocknray@ fubar

A Thing Of Beauty
"I'm really, really sorry. The pain of life overrides the joy to the point that joy does not exist...depressed ... without phone ... money for rent ... money for child support ... money for debts ... money! ... I am haunted by the vivid memories of killings & corpses & anger & pain ... of starving or wounded children, of trigger-happy madmen, often police, of killer executioners... I have gone to join Ken if I am that lucky." On the morning of July 15, 1974, Chubbuck confused co-workers by claiming she had to read a newscast to begin her program, Suncoast Digest, something she had never done before. That morning's talk show guest waited across the studio while she sat at the news anchor's desk.[2] During the first eight minutes of her program, Chubbuck covered three national news stories and then a local restaurant shooting from the previous day. The restaurant was the Beef and Bottle Restaurant at the Sarasota airport. The film reel of the restaurant shooting had jammed and would not

But I Digress
I often see photos and watch movies from the 50's and 60's, an see the beautiful curves of what was considered sexy back then. As a black man with an infatuation with the farer skin woman. I sometimes think, damn I wish today white woman would look that way? then I think, ack then, my infatuation with jennifer Connelly alne would have got me legally shoot ack then.

Spreadsheet
Once you have downloaded the fumaf_evalsheet.xls you will need to fill in your data. There is 3 mobster tabs, one purchases tab to track your purchases and one lvl 100 example spreadsheet. You can right click on the tab at the bottom and do a rename and give it your mobsters name so that you know which is which. Fill in all the properties you own at the top first. Next go down to the Equipment section and fill in total owned for all equipment in column D. Now you want to go section by section and column by column. In the Weapons section you want to work the ATTACK column first, so carry the #'s over into the attack column that have the HIGHEST atk #'s FIRST, then bring other wpns over until the Total Weapons for attack MATCHES the # of mobbies you have at moment for your level. IF YOU ARE NOT MAXED IN MOBBIES STOP ADDING WITH YOUR NUMBER OF MOBBIES and make sure that the # of total wpns matches your mobbies. IF you are OVER mobbies, then stop with how many you take with you. M

Gentlemanc1
Woman I can see you, trembling in doubt and fear, coiled and ready to flee. Your eyes telling all of your past hurts and pains you have endured and recieved. I see the height of the invisible walls you have built, the lock to your heart now without a key. Pain from love's lost have left you fearful to trust, this is only on the surface of what I see. I see you longing to be free from the fear of being hurt by loves merciless sting. I can see your strength is matched only by the beauty of your heart, I see a queen without a king. Woman I can see you, your life in constant chaos, you struggling to survive from day to day. Dealing with a harsh life has took its toll on your spirit so take my advice to what I am about to say. Dont be afraid to take a risk on love, for it is better to love and lose than to completely lose out along the way Think you know me think again, you have no idea the kind of crazy I fight within. I wear my heart on my sleeve and would rat

Hurt
When hurt isnt the word to explain how you feel. When your not stong enough to deal.. When love is lost it is like a knife to the heart. When everything falls apart... You will always be loved! (h) When its to much to bare... Look over and know Ill always care... When a love like ours is lost its a heartache.. A nightmare which you just cant wake... You will always be loved! (h) When you finally relieze its over and never will be again

Writtings Written By Me
the road of darkness...she walks the road of darkness alone her head filled with lies broken promises that cant come undone a soul that's more wise a heart that calls out to him but never any replies he doesn't exist she knows she has tried a emptiness that fills her cold as the nite air worthless feeble scared alone doesn't care she is nothing without him he completes her makes her whole gives her meaning and life a heart a soul as she walks the journey alone to find this man she learns more about herself her place and where she stands until the day he takes her heart captures her soul and gets into her mind making her body his own she will walk the road of darkness and hope she makes it home The chilling fears of darkness...Sitting in the dark still night,Staring at a blank wall her mind and heart heavy.In a constant battle.Wondering which will win.Looking down two roads one she has traveled before leading her to places she wishes to never go again. The emptiness, cold, dead end

Poems I Wrote
Without you i don't know where I'd beWithout you I wouldn't know what to doWithout you I would go crazyWithout you I just wouldn't be me You have mended this heart into gold. With all the love you have shown. You treat me like none I've ever known. I can't wait to have you to hold. As long as you never let me go. You have this heart of gold. Till we are grey and old. As long as you will have me to hold. I'm tired of the bull shit I'm tired of the games I'm tired of feeling like you are ashamed I'm tired of being the one to blame I'm tired of feeling this way you can try to ease my pain just do us both a favor and walk away I love you more than you will ever know but I can't sit here and do this anymore

Submissive
Who would have ever thought that their wildest dreams could be true, I sure didn't. I never knew that when I said yes to submitting that it would push me past my limits and into a galaxy that I have never visited. I have always wanted to be in submission but I was always too afraid of the pain but now I have found pleasure in all of it. I love pleasing my master and want to do all that he says. Yes, I tend to get scared sometimes but I am in training to be his sub. I also love that he wants threesomes because I love girls too and that works out just great. I know this might be weird but I love the pain because it brings me some much pleasure. I love how he smacks me around but doesn't leave bruises. I have upset him already and the thoughts of displeasing him still haunt me while I am around him which means even now. I can't wait to find out what he is going to do to me next so write more later.....

Attn Family:
In a few days, I'm gonna be off here for awhile, Taking a break and I'm not sure when I'll be back. If you would like to keep in contact while I'm away, and would like my facebook page, let me know in my inbox. I'll send ya the link, just let me know its you on there, Or I wont accept! xoxoxo ~ Fire And Ice ~

Bamh
I kinda got forced into FUBAR by a person I truely appreciate. I still do, forever will. But FUBAR was suppossed to be the site bout true ppl- True cuntes, yer will. Call me the bad boy, the sucker of this. But within 12 h no one listened to my tunes but I got ratings on my pic. I AM the one who is suppossed to be this way. Mr. T is VERY disappointed of yer all. Ouch, bam. and MFC. I enjoy FUBAR, yet it is a MAJOR cunt. It rans me through dozens of ways to just leet me pop a statement. Its like the digital equivalent to havin a dick and choose from 50 OPTIONS. FUBAR, u are so fubar and WAY over the line,, crank down, its way too far fetched to be reasonable. Dropped on my right ball. Hurts like a bitch - never dance in ur chair, fellas.

Just Thoughts
On Friday at a National Geographic-sponsored TEDx conference, scientists met in Washington, D.C. to discuss which animals we should bring back from extinction. They also discussed the how, why, and ethics of doing so. They called it "de-extinction."There are a few guidelines for which ancient species are considered, and sadly, dinosaurs are so long dead they aren't in the picture. Their DNA has long ago degraded, so researchers are fairly sure that Jurassic Park will never happen.They chose the animals using the following criteria: Are the species desirable — do they hold an important ecological function or are they beloved by humans? Are the species practical choices — do we have access to tissue that could give us good quality DNA samples or germ cells to reproduce the species? And are they able to be reintroduced to the wild — are the habitats in which they live available and do we know why they went extinct in the first place?This still leaves plenty of other anim

For The Kickass Women Of The World
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?Actually, who are you not to be? You.Are.Amazing. As. you. are.Stronger than you know.More beautiful than you think.Worthier than you believe.More loved than you can ever imagine.Passionate about making a difference.Fiery when protecting those you love.Learning. Growing. Not alone.Warm. Giving. Generous.Quirky. Sexy. Funny. Smart.Flawed. Whole. Scared. Brave.And so, so, so.much.more. Be Strong. Be Confident. Be You “We are all mirrors acting like human beings.” We tend to project our stuff onto others. “If you spot it, you got it.” What someone does is about them. How you react is about you. Stay in your own backyard. Pull your own weeds, plant seeds and grow an abundance of love

Fantasy Life
My Fantasy life starts with romance.....The kind of romance that has uncondition love, the love thats makes you feel so good inside that its too good to be true...True love is what I crave....Being kissed and held for a long time while being caressed...soft and gentle touch of warm lips touching mine and falling deeper and deeper in love while his warm hands gentley touch my face and work there way around to my back and starts to rub my back....Im already feeling the good feeling as Im writing this.....Its the "AHH" feeling..makes me melt into his arms like hot fudge...I love this feeling so much that I wish it was real....Thinking about it isnt enough, I really want to feel it...I want my husband to be the man of my dreams, he is in a way, but there is more to him that he doesnt show...Im trying to get him to open up more but he hides from me.....Im inlove with the man inside of my husband...My true love inside my husband doesnt come out that much.....I only wish he would come ou

Giftrocket
So recently i was looking for a way to send something to my friend via the internet and I discovered Giftrocket.com You can sugegst a place for them to use the gift, or just send them a cash gift for them to enjoy anywhere. I loved the site, and my friend did too. If your looking for the right gift for any occasion, Giftrocket.com is that way to go. Dan

My Vents/rants
Okay so 3 days ago I had an episode in front of my 7 year old daughter. My Depression has gotten pretty fuckin dire lately I'm suffering from alot of stress cuz of this. My Bi polar has become unbearable and I have no clue what to do. I'm feeling like I need help, but the help I need will require medication. Currently I'm self medicating with Pot just to cope with all of this. My Daughter knows I'm sick and I will have to eventually have to tell Viking. I'm blogging this cuz I'm lost epicaly and I don't know where to start with getting better. This whole Hysterectomy thing is weighing on my mind and my body desperately wants another child. I know that it's more than likely my fault I cannot have another child and it's killed a small part of Me, People say oh get over it, I simply just can't. No one knows what's happened other than my little Girl and She's trying to help Me keep happy. I don't know if She knows or has the slightest clue on how Her Mummy is. But She's a sm

Random Thoughts
Why am I here and where am I going? My unanswered questions the list keeps on growing. I hear and I taste, I touch and I see. But how can I be sure that I'm really me? I recall scattered images that resemble my past, They come and they go, just like the shadows I cast. Do I live in my mind or do I live amongst others. If so, where do they go when I pull up the covers? If I shut my eyes are you still there? Where does smoke go when it dissolves in thin air? The more questions I ask, the more I don't know, I'm beginning to think this is all one big show. They say if you have faith, you'll see the way, But they won't show you unless they are paid. Do i create my own world that is right for me, or do I leave it to the dealer of destiny, but when things go wrong who do I blame? I am the one that needs to carry my name. My mind and my body are in constant battle for control, trying to bribe the umpire who resides in my soul. I began my education before I could crawl. yet after so many years

Scrapbook
I don't know if they have Long Island Iced Teas where you're from, or if you ever had one before. But if you want to try it then here's the ingredients (and by the way, there actually isn't any tea in it - they just call it that). 0.25 oz. of Dry Gin. --- 0.25 oz. of Vodka. --- 0.25 oz. of Captain Morgan® Silver Spiced Rum (or any Rum). --- 0.25 oz. of Tequila. --- 0.25 oz. of Triple Sec. --- 1 oz. of sweet & sour mix. --- 6 oz. of cola (preferably Coke-a-Cola if they sell it there). Mix all the ingredients together in a tall glass filled with ice Except For The Cola. Then pour the Cola over the top of the ice. This is beautiful. And this is amazing. Nature Pictures More Orkut Image Scraps

Poetry That Intrigues Me
You are my only one,Above or below the sun As I meet your deep eyes,We connect with a depth I cannot disguise. My dark angel,Sweet at heart but with wings of power,I am entranced in this moonlight hour,The more we are together, our love empowers, With lips so tender and nectar sweet,And dark hair all but neat,I listen dearly for your hearts solid beat,And silently bask in your comforting body heat. My one true wish is that we could stay,Never be separated for a single day, Take me with you If you may,With your mighty love sweep me away.

Asking For Help This Year For My Birthday
So I normally don't do this but I don't feel like writing it in my status over and over. My birthday is April 26th and I know the top members of the week are determined on Thursdays (April 25th). If possible, I would like your help to please add me to your families that week so I can possibly be a top member just from April 25th to May 2nd 2013. I would appreciate everyone's help just this once please. Thank you.

Wolfsden
weman treat most men the way there treated some hold gruges ,andsome are after money but most if treated with love and understanding for who they are and not for what there arnt then ull see a woman who will be a ladie who will be at ur side no matter what but there still are some hurt beyond help or love but we still need to care about how we as men protray our love and not look like ass hole ore mean bad men its funny now a days men dont bother treating there ladies like the queens thay are men dont take time to noties the small things weman need frome a man like making a hot bubble bath for her to wash her gently or a spechiel night of romance not a shity meal bad move and 3o mint sex

Ideas To Reuse, Recycle And Create!
Follow the link to my step by step "how to blog" WITH pictures!! http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/blog_post/greeningdrivecreations/12791/don_t_toss_it_upscale_it__cd_and_cereal_box_frame_and_wall_file_idea__ages_10-103___adult_supervision_is_recommended_

Sweet
While taking a vandalism report at an elementary school, an officer was interrupted by a little boy about six years old. Looking up and down at his uniform, he asked, "Are you a cop?" "Yes," he replied and continued writing the report. ... "My mother said if I ever needed help I should ask the police. Is that right?" "Yes, that's right," he told him. "Well, then," he said as he extended his foot towards the officer, "would you please tie my shoe because i dunno how?" Some calls take priority.

Sexy Story 3
It was mine and my boyfriend’s 6 month anniversary and he had a whole big evening planned. He even rented a limo for the night to pick up and take us all around town. When the limo pulled up the driver got out and I noticed he looked familiar his name was mike and he was a guy I dated briefly in high school but we decided to part ways because we were going to separate collages. It’s been years since I’ve talked to him I didn’t know he was back in town and I’m guessing he didn’t know I was back either because when he recognized me he looked a little shocked but we didn’t let on we knew each other he open the door for me and my boyfriend and my boyfriend climbed in first and mike helped me in so I didn’t trip when our hands met I felt a like spark and gave him a little wink before getting comfortable he closed the door and climbed in the front and asked where we were headed my boyfriend told him we were headed to the city for dinner and a s

Be Still Your Words Till I Am Done
14 years is a very long time, coming on longer each day. I have never stopped missing you, and miss you now more then ever. It isn't the physical that I miss, but that connection we shared. Just the simple act of holding you in my arms, you were a part of me, an extension of myself. This hasnt changed in the least, I still feel you, and I doubt that will ever stop. I missed you today, I mean I miss you everyday, but today even more so. It weighs so heavy on me.... I trust in His promise, three times, the path I have been put on, the end within sight but still so far away. There are so many things I need to say to you, so much.... I talk about what happened, and it makes me feel better, strange that it happens that way, after everything that happened, everything I did and everything I didn't do. I was such a mess, and only got worse. Every day back then worse then the day before, the only good thing I had was you. You were the only one who really cared, do you still? C

Fubar Is Not A Bar.
I find it a bit rediculous that this site has the be rated G when it is supposed to be a "Bar". I mean first off, if 18 year olds are not allowed in a real bar, why are they on here? No offence to you guys but that makes no sence. And why the feck are bikini photos being flagged? I work as a shot girl in various bars and my uniform is a bikini. This site seriously needs a reality check. On here you are allowed to get drunk. Lick people. Own people. And various things that are not allowed in a normal bar. But when it comes to photos you have to watch yourself or you can get banned? Come on. Its nothing you dont see on a daily basis at a beach or even just walking down the street on a hot day. Bunch of fecking gobshites. Only reason I am even stil here is the challenge of the levels.

Is There A Meaning To Life?!?!
What is the purpose of life?! Is it a meaning that we exist or is it a world where we live and breath and go on everyday. Is there a soul purpose on why we live breath and exist?! If it is then why does hardships come our way?! Why does it feel like we've lived on a planet where people walk all over us even when we try not to let them. Do we try to hard or are we not trying hard enough to get what we want and how we want it?! Is life so complicated that we can't yet get the jest of the true meaning of it?. Do we seek out something in life that's not really there but yet we have already grasped it?! Can we not see what passions and expectations we try to obtain seem so far away but yet it's already in our grasp?! Does life really have a meaning and a purpose to where we really exist or is it like a dream or nightmare where we live day by day in?! Have we already obtain the meaning of life but yet we can't figure out what it is yet cause it's still like a mystery to us all that were tryi

Best Divorce Letter Ever!
BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I hav

Life
Take some time out each day to let the ones that matter know how much they matter to you. Don't assume they know it make sure you tell them and show them each day how much they matter. It's sad but true people let their busy lives cause them to isolate themselves from others and many times they wait until it is too late to reach out to their loved ones. Never let anything keep you from spreading joy and encouragement for it is always deeply appreciated and needed. We are supposed to learn from our mistakes but at the same time don't think that everyone is the same. It has appeared to me that one person too often messes it up for everyone else. At one point or another everyone has been done wrong and hurt in some shape form or fashion. Yet that does not mean you should take it out on everyone else that walks into your life. Take some time to heal first before you go and start a new friendship or relationship with someone new. If you have not let go of the baggage from the past and come

夏夜星空
La Nike Dri-Fit matériel amélioré, maintenant 13% plus léger que les kits précédents, permet d'évaporer rapidement l'humidité en tirant en passant par le matériel de la surface et maintenez les joueurs sec. ARSENAL Grownup 2011/2012 Soldes Loin Maillot de foot Merchandise Description Pre-commande pour la livraison après la date de lancement autour du 28 de style audacieux de couleur de nouvelles fonctions de chemise loin July.The Gunners combiné avec un look épuré, raffiné avec une marine unique et couleur cyan mélange à l'intérieur une diagonale indications d'configuration.Further coupées en deux vers le style de base se composent d'Arsenal gravé sur le dos de la chemise juste sous le cou, en même temps que cela, le club a ajouté pour la crête la devise latine qui lit Victoria Concordia Crescit - Victoire par Harmon », qui figure sur la maillots de football sur les versions antérieures de leur crête du club entre 1949 et 2002. Le nouveau kit de propriété de la marque est fabriqué à pa

What My Day Consists Of..
Someone has accused me of doing nothing all day.To quote them...'i sit around on my ass all day and stay on the comp..'(such atrocious grammar and spelling). So I thought I would let them know what my day consist of.. 6:30am-wake up,dogs out,dogs fed & watered,bathroom,cats fed & watered.Coffee made (x2 if hubby is awake as well) 7am-Computer consisting of emails x 3accounts,Fubar,checking sites out,chat with friend & get caught up During the day- dishes,laundry,WoW,dogs out number of times during the day,bathroom x2 cleaned,meals cooked.Yard work(weather permitting) 10-11pm-bed & read for awhile,usually half hour,lights out. For someone that does nothing all day I sure do alot. Let's not forget bout the trucking business that is run out of my house. All during the day my computer stays up and on certain pages/sites.Fu being one of them so I have tunes.Being that it is in the living room I can see it if someone hits my lounges,sb or messengers and I will stop to answer them.A

Omg Idiots
replyJeff Freeman: i need cherred bom plz 10:16ammoreTo Jeff Freeman: why u asking me for? 10:17amreplyJeff Freeman: why you ony cherry bom grils folder am asking as a frend to help ok 10:20ammoreTo Jeff Freeman: i dont even have a cherry bomb wtf u on about? and if u check my bling i have never HAD a cherry bomb so never bombed anyone 10:21amreplyJeff Freeman: what eve what live our you 10:23ammoreTo Jeff Freeman: i have no clue what ur on about go look at my bling and tell me have i ever had a cherry bomb??? no i havent 10:24amreplyJeff Freeman: listing her i aint on nothing ok and you have had a cherry bomb becuse yo wood not be thy livl you our smart ass 10:48ammoreTo Jeff Freeman: i have BEEN cherry bombed before you start calling me a liar i have not had to BUY a cherry bomb which u dont do until llvl 36 actually so you want ppl up in your page for being rude to me go ahead 10:48ammoreTo Jeff Freeman: im lvl 31 hence just need to be bombed lvl 36 you have to cherry bomb s

Add Me On Skype Now...
Hey what's up? i am an adventurous babe who is willing to almost try anything... Well I look very snobbish at first but I do get along with people easily. if you interst me please contact me to my skype.. it's adrianna.cole14 i will wait you there^^

Wtf Is A Cherry Bomb
Okay so I am new to this whole FUBAR thing. I am still trying to figure out what everything means. I just had someone "Cherry Bomb" me. This would be cool if I knew what the fuck that meant. lol Anyone willing to help me out? xoxo Drea The other day I had a facebook friend tell me about this game/app and said I should check it out. As a tech nerd, I am always down for trying new software/applications. I was completely lost on day one. Now I have looked around a bit, and I am still a bit lost lol.When I first started FBing, I used another app like this, and it was entertaining at times. It just so happens that it is more entertaining if you are actually consuming alchol not just sending them over fubar. You must not get so crunk that you drunk text though because the only people enjoying that action is me watching you and knowing you'll regret it in the morning.

Nights Out
Going out on my friends hen party tonight and we have a private stripper booked to come to the room. If she sin't willing to participate I'm sure one of us would be willing lol.....my fiance wouldn't be happy though if he found out a stripper was going to be present

Just F**k Me
Don't be afraid to hurt me.I know you worry. Please don't. I'm not as fragile as you think. Don't tug my hair. Grab it. Force me to my knees with your hands in my hair wrapped in a fist. Pull hard. Make my eyes water. Don't graze your teeth along my skin. Devour me. Bite down until I cry out. Then do it again. Don't caress my throat. I want to feel your fingers wrap tightly around it. Feel my pulse hammer into your palm. Feel the breath short in my chest and that little bit of panic set in. Don't nudge my knees apart. Move them like they're yours to spread. With intention. With possession. Don't hold my hands. I want to feel your strong grip around my wrists. Use all your weight. Make me lie still. I want it to still hurt tomorrow.I want to see the bruises. The welts. The handprints. Don't ask me if I'm ok.I need to let go and not think.I need you to make me yours. Let my body answer for me with each shudder and moan. With the pool of wetness between my thighs. These are the t

Excitement
The rope slides easily over her naked flesh and I hear a gasp escape her lips as the length of cotton rope rubs across her hardening nipples. The rope works as an extension of my hand making her feel things she didn't know were possible from just a simple piece of cotton rope. I feel her shiver with wanting as I pull the rope over her shoulders and around her beautiful sweet tasting neck nibbling lightly on her neck as I continue to move the rope over her entire shivering body.I can hear her starting to pant as the breath catches in her throat on occasion as the feeling of the rope being passed over her entire body makes her week in the legs I am over joyed that I can make my Sub feel like this just from some simple rope play. We started out just wanting to explore and find out what she likes and I found out fast that she was very in to Rope play. I turn her around still holding on to her and making sure she is stable from the minor Orgasm she just had from me running the rope over her

Still Cheating?
my boyfriend and I were cuddlling on the couch as he was asleep, i was playing games on his phone. i have never went through his things for any reason. I trusted him like a new born trusts their parent to care for them. i don't know why i even looked at his texts, but i did and saw a name i never heard him talk about. so, I looked. pictures of him are all i saw before i threw his phone like it was lava. jumped off the couch and got sick. my question is this, since the pictures didn't really show anything but his errection under his boxers, there was an invite for her to come to his office, btw, has a sofa next to his cubical, is this still cheating? how bad is this? am i over reacting?

Life
where is my wife ?I AM FU SINGLE PS:BLING NEEDED LIFE SUCKS THEN YOU DIE. OR YOU CAN JOIN FUBARR. AND LIFE IS AS HAPPY AS U CAN MAKE IT.. REAL FRIENDS.FU FRIENDS,,,,WHO KNOWS MAYBE EVEN A FU WIFE AND 2.5 CHILDREN A PERFECT LIFE HA HA HA HA PS. PLEASE BLING,LIKE,AND SEND DRINKS

Are You With Someone?
So, I have been asked on several occasions by several people "are you seeing someone", "do you have a husband or fiance?". In turn I always say no. Then comes the "why?". Well, I'll tell you the real reason why, mainly because I become bored very quickly with one person. If you can no longer hold my interest. It has also come to my attention that men really annoy the shit out of me. Either they are you're manly man who can do no wrong and very self absorbed, or they are a bunch of Pansy's hiding under their mommies skirts until its safe to come outside and play with the big boys and girls. I was also recently asked, "well, do you want a relationship?", my answer NO! "Do you want a fuck buddy?", me, NO! "Well, then what do you want?" Herm, hard question, considering I hate men and women a like, I have no clue. I suppose cuddling once in ever 3 blue moons would be acceptable, but that leads to shit, feelings get involved, shit gets complicated, peoples feelings get hurt, and over what, s

That's Just Shiplife *shrug*
This crewmember prayer provided by The Crew Center - http://crew-center.com/cruise-prayer-crew This is now about 5 years old, but it still stands true. There is a little more desire these days for a "normal" life (especially after being home for so long this time and seeing tons of old friends), but overall the gypsy life still calls out strongly. Ok ... this is something I was thinking about and just needed to write down. It started out as an observation of my life and went on into a rambling life story. It's quite long and if you make it to the end I applaud you!! If you don't make it to the end I fully understand. I didn't edit it I left it just as it came out of me so hopefully it's understandable. MOHAWK RIDGE I used to think I went there because I wanted to be alone Later I found I went there because I am alone. ~Merritt Malloy Anyone who knows me or has spoken to me at any length knows that I love the ship life. I will most likely glorify it until the day I die,

Tattoo's, Inks And Designs
it pisses me of when people with tattoo's get classed as hooligans trouble makers, when it is your trendy rich who cause more fights in bars and clubs There is a lady i fancy, we will be just friends for now, we talk for ages and hours, i think she likes me as well i want to share my powers there is a beautiful lady i fancy, as attractive as a glowing moon i hope she will fancy me, we can be together soon

The Rabbits Den
Just a little forewarning to those who have thought about visiting the lounge known as Constant Motion Radio which is owned by Ryan Gartland aka TheVoice. At first Ryan might seem like a decent person but trust me he is not in the least bit decent nor sane. He has gotten upset over trivial things and from what i've seen he's quite talented at manipulating his lounge members into believing whatever he says is the truth. Now i am usually fair minded, kind and will work with you to solve any issue i have with you. However when you try to do this with Ryan he instantly spams your sb with how childish, emo, and stupid you are along with how he'd kick your ass if he was close. Now first i know most of the people on fubar who say stuff like that are nothing more then internet gangsters, for once i wish Ryan would prove me wrong so i could make a example out of him but even in a match with me he is to fat and unhealthy to provide even a minial challenge. Ryan also has several reports written

Dreambox Cccam
KINGOFCCCAM kingofcccam SERVER CARD SHARING, is ranked as best supplier card sharing in World, and this is due to several reasons, the quality of our servers, the number of clusters and chains being proposed, the seriousness that we share with our customers, reputation of our services … kingofcccam the server is a system that allows you to have all channels and bouquets in the world and without exception in one subscription, including HDTV, 3D, sport, cinema, documentary … it helps you turn your TV to a rich array of cultural exchange for the whole family and covering all areas of interest, really an offer you can not miss, be among the lucky ones and subscribe … WITH OUR SERVER CARD SHARING, We offer all the packages available from 30°W to 28.2 ° E without freezing . You can view our list of channels by clicking on “Packages” at the top of the page. http://kingofcccam.com/kingofcccam Main Ways To Work From Home As we know that these days i

What A Kiss Means
10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her

Funny Stuff
B&Q JOB APPLICATION This is an actual job application that a 75-year-old pensioner submitted to B&Q in Tunbridge Wells.They hired him because he was so funny.... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but 1 am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's Chief Executive or Managing Director. But seriously, whatever's available.If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying in the first place - would I? DESIRED SALARY: £150,000 a year plus share options and a Tony Blair style redundancy package.If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I’m worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It was a crap job. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30 - 3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SK

A Blog
A. So here's what I'm doing. You can get me a Special Ability Bling of your Choice, a bling pack, or fubucks and I will Gladly hand over my points but Here's the breakdown... God Mode - Will get you 20 Mil points and 20 Mil in fubucks. How are you going to get all this before time runs out? I bomb/Polish/Rate the entire day for you. You will also be placed in my family for the entire length of the GM as well. And I will also Pimp Slap whom Ever you like! Auto 11 - I chase bombers straight for 24 hours... You will make at least 20 million on one auto which for some is enough to level your 2 or 3 times. Cherrybomb - You not only get my points for 12 hours but you also receive a huge hit in points at time of the Cherry bomb as well. Bommerang - 12 hours of my points including the 8 hours that the boomerang get you as well. This is great if you have less than 3 Million to go but are tired of rating people. Famplifier - You get all my points and fubucks for 12 hours including my f