This time of year breaks my heart this is my second year without my mom & dad and the first year without my kids for Christmas ... So many of you take what & who you have for granted and it kills me . I wish my mom was here to get in my buisness and tell me what to do , I wish my dad was here to talk shit when I dont want to hear it . I wish my kids were here to make big messes and get on my nerves because at the end of the day I knew someone loved me unconditionally . Now every Christmas tree and happy family just reminds me of what I used to have and can never have back. Don't ever take those little things for granted or the people that you love < because one day you'll wake up and it will all be gone and you'll be sitting here like me just watching all the other happy families enjoying their chaotic messy but beautiful lives at Christmas & wishing you hadn't taken those moments for granted .