Fubar Blogs 4

Just Because
Do you know what you got? really? I have been told by a certain few,that I have had it made,then,threw it all away. No disrespect to them,and,I do love,and appreciate their input,and friendship. But,I really hope that you know what you have got. Whether it be kids,family,worldly possesions...etc...I hope,for all,that this is the merriest of Christmas's,and hearts out there to those that have loved and lost this time of year. I appear to be going through a major loss of my own at this time of year,and will struggle to always have a happy heart,God knows,I am the biggest kid when it comes time for the holidays. OK...enough rambling,I wanna give shout outs,and thank-yous for the real folk,I have found here at Fubar. Starshine,and Peace and all that! You are the greatest!! Carolina Girl.thank-you for somehow always being there...Little Italian Nymph,so very glad to have met your aquaintenence,damn,now can't spell. Paula G. and all at Dangereous Curves,I love ya! Kitty,maybe one day back i

Poems All Poems Love Dark Ect Military Poems 2
JOSH IS MY EXHUSBAND I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM OR U LITTLE CUNTS EMAILING ME FUCK OFF by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonA brilliant mans honor forever i shall holdhe fought for the Americanshe stood until he could stand no morehe hung the flag high upon the poleeveryday he raised itevery night he sheltered it from the coldhe was old there was no doughtbut his spirit never ran outhe loved this country and this landhe didn't care about the presidents planhe fought for his wife her kids and so onbut now he's gone America will always remember you by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonHonorhonor, respect, courage,strengththis is what the military needsno cowards,liers or thivesno room for no bad companythey will stay strongand fight all night longfor this country when in needthis is the americansM-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y

Favorite Recipes
Prep time: 10min Cook time: 20min Ready time: 30min Servings: 6 Ingredients: -1 (10.75 ounce) can Campbell's® Condensed Cream of Chicken Soup (Regular or 98% Fat Free) -1 (12 inch) prepared thin pizza crust -1 (4.5 ounce) can Swanson® Premium Chunk Chicken Breast in Water, drained -1 cup shredded mozzarella cheese -1 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend -8 slices bacon, cooked and crumbled -ranch salad dressing Directions: 1. Heat the oven to 375 degrees F. 2. Spread the soup onto the pizza crust to within 1/4-inch of the edge. Top with the chicken, cheeses and bacon. Bake for 10 minutes or until the cheese is melted and the crust is golden. 3. Drizzle the ranch dressing over the pizza. Prep time: 10 min Cook time: 20 min Ready time: 30 min Servings: 48 Ingredients: 1 (7 ounce) jar marshmallow creme 1 1/2 cups white sugar 2/3 cup evaporated milk 1/4 cup butter 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 cups milk chocolate chips 1 cup semisweet chocolat

I Wish You All Majical New Year 2010
"Thank You" to each and everyone. Thank you especially for the support, care, kindness and love i recieved..... I wish you all a majical New Year filled with loving wishes and beautiful thought. May 2010 mark the beginning of Tidal wave of LOVE, HAPPINESS, BLESSINGS and BRIGHT futures..... Those who need someone special, may you find true love..... Those who need money, may your finances overflow..... Those who need care, may you find a good heart..... Those who need friends, may you meet lovely people..... I wish you all a very BLESSED and PROSPEROUS 2010!!!

From Love To Hate
We may not always realize that everything we do, affects not only our lives but touches others, too! For a little bit of thoughtfulness that show someone you care, creates a ray of sunshine for both of you to share. Yes, everytime you offer someone a helping hand... everytime you show a friend you care and understand... Everytime you have a kind and gentle word to give... you help someone find beauty in this precious life we live. Happiness bring happiness and loving ways bring love; and Giving is the treasure that contentment is made of.

I Am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissance but that which I afford

Playmate Or Soulmate
In our quest for happiness we must be sure that we don't settle for a playmate when God has a soulmate waiting for us. Sometimes this is hard distinction to make. Playmates are tricky, they are so much fun to be with that even the smartest of us will be fooled into thinking this has to be our Soulmate. Worse yet, too many of us attempt to make a soulmate out of a Playmate. The danger of this is that later (after years of playing) we will meet our Soulmate, but it maybe too late then. We may have already made a lifemate of our Playmate and created life-long bonds (emotional, children, etc.). Or we may have been hurt from playing so hard that we are in no shape ourselves to be anyone's anything. How can we distinguished between the One, and just another one? First we must be open with ourselves about who we really are and what our soul yearns for. Only you and God know what is truly in your heart and mind. Only you know what will make you truly happy and whole. In order to find your

Survey.
Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?So Many Times. Are you a mean person?Yu Tell Meh. You've locked yourself outside and no one will be home for a few hours, you?Call Tha Landlord Next Door..?Or Call A Couple Ppls. Do you remember the first time you kissed, the last person you kissed?Yup. You walk past your most recent ex in the street, what do you say?Word.. Have you ever kissed someone whose names begins with an A?Alex. Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't stand?Yeaa.. You kissed someone last night, didn't you?Yea. Do you have a favorite number?Sheeit. Did you have a dream last night?It Was Fucked. Do you feel like you're drifting away from someone close to you?Nawh. Would you give your own life to save someone else?Depends. Would you rather get a new puppy or a new car?Chevy Avalanche kThnx.I Got Three Pups Already.Fuck Another One. You see your last ex and they say they miss you and you say....No Comment. Are you a jea

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Think about your direct bodily experience in life. No one can lie to you about that. How many hours a day do you spend infront of a television screen? A computer screen? Behind an automobile screen? What are you being screened from? How much of your life comes at you though a screen, vicariously while you sit and watch. Is watching things as exciting as doing things? Do you have enough time to do all the things that you want to do? Do you even have enough energy to? Do you think for yourself, independently, or do you take others words for the truth? How often do you find yourself repeating something you heard another say without it having any bearing on your personal experience; your personal truth? How many hours a day do you sleep? How are you affected by standardized time, designed solely to synchronize your movements with those of billions of other people? How long do you go without knowing what time it is? Who or what controls YOUR minutes and hours? The minutes and hours that

Love With In The Night
It was a dark cold rainy night, the wind was loudand the lightening bright, rain was comeing down hardand the fog made it hard to see 40ft infront of you... alice who was a brown hair, 5'6, green eyes, had 38 Bbreast size with milky soft skin that makes a man want to touch and curesse every part.... She walks over to the fire place and lays infront of it, with a see through nighty and a thong that isblack but also see through, and a matching bra to go with it.. her hair so soft, it falls to the floor gently as she lays her head down, stairing into thefire that keeps her worm and comfy. the light thatcomes from the fire moves across her body fillingin all those curves of hers, makeing her more beautifulto the eye, and more tempting... Her eyes are getting heavy now, when lightening makesa silowet of a man standing at her window, she jumps,the man walks over to the door, starts to turn the door knob, she doesnt relize she forgot to lock the door when she came in, thinking that she f

Miss America
Real Miss America... This 19 year old ex-cheerleader (now an Air Force Security Forces Sniper) was watching a road that led to a NATO military base when she observed a man digging by the road. She engaged the target (i.e., she shot him). It turned out he was a bomb maker for the Taliban, and he was burying an IED that was to be detonated when a US patrol walked by 30 minutes later. It would have certainly killed and wounded several soldiers. The interesting fact of this story is the shot was measured at 725 yards. She shot him as he was bent over burying the bomb. The shot went through his butt and into the bomb which detonated; he was blown to pieces. The Air Force made a motivational poster of her: (Folks, that's a shot 25 yards longer than seven football fields!) And the last thing that came out of his mouth ... was his ass!

Late Night Thoughts.
I sit here watching ATHF and I continue my thoughts about life and death and how no matter who you think you are, you will always be remembered by what people thought of you and wether they loved or hated you.You struggle to achieve a lifestyle of comfort and status, but in the end what has all that got you? I family who's only goals are for them selves and for their status. We as a people need to recognize the bull shit that we place in material possessions , and need to value our fellow man and that each is an individual who should be able to have their own opinion. Why do we judge others by how they look and are they the same as ourselves, and measure them by how they treat others and just enjoy the time we have with each other. Life is short and the time we share is valuable. Enjoy the friends we have and the relationships we make, do not take for granted the potential each man has to improve the life of others for we are our brothers keeper. 50 years from now younger generations w

Goodbye
Last night I decided that my new years' resolution was to get out from behind my computer and live life to the fullest. I am kinda an internet junkie and fu is one of those things I must admit I have become addicted to...lol I have met some really great people on here and built some great friendships but sadly have neglected the friends I have around me. It is time to be adult and face the life I have. I am going back to school in January and finishing my degree so I won't have alot of time for social sites...not to mention all the drama that comes along with it. For those I have befriended, you know how to get ahold of me :) I wish you all happiness and joy and hope you find what you are looking for out there. Watch out for the crazies I know they are in abundance. I was lucky though to find some of the greatest guys out there :) Love to all and happy flirting!

Life
A Man who displays sensitivity Will be a Master who is sensitive to you A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storm

Poem
Yanno ive always been a down to earth kinda girl, never shallow, always honest and perky, played hard but safe, and always tried to see whats the real person under those eyes. Spent most of my life sad but with some happy. Ive always done the right thing because thats how its suppose to be. Ive never used someone just for my benefit. And ive never cheated on someone. Seems ive always done the "right thing". But it gets me down that i look around and everyone else (almost) has more or has achieved what they have for playing hard and dirty. Always finding an easy way out or the easy way to obtain anything. It makes me feel stupid to work sooo hard for something i could easily get with a smile or a flirt, just by give a "lil" of my time to someone. i dnt know am i rambling? or does this make sooo much sense? or am i just taking pity on myself? seems its soo much easier to do what everyones doing and just follow the flow. But im getting tired of doing the "right thing". sometimes i just wa

I Am With You!!!!
I give you this one thought to keep--- I am with you still--- I do not sleep, I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain, When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swiftk uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight.

Thoughts
Sometimes you think you know someone, and you see the side of them they show to people that they for some reason they hide from you. I just joined here, and just started using all the net stuff that my sister has been using for decades. As far back as i can remember she has had some sort of book or eletronic device in hand. But to day I saw what I guess most do, but I have always over looked. She is talented, and more pretty than I ever gave her credit for being. I feel sad in a way having over looked her in so many ways. But we are still here so maybe in time I can let her know the beauty I saw today viewing her and her world from where she spends so much of her time. I love you Tame'ra !!! I hope you know at least that !!!

My Bloggers!
THIS BLOG WAS WRITTEN IN THE KIDS WISH NETWORK SITE..I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK THE KIDS WISH NETWORK FOR THEIR HUGE DONATION AND HELPING US (AMERICAN'S ENDING HOMELESSNESS, INC) HELP SO MANY! I have been with Kids Wish Network for almost two years now and have had the opportunity to experience so many different things. I feel so blessed to be part of something that not only gives back but brings hope and happiness for so many different children that walk so many different paths in life. For example, last year before the Holidays, we decided that we really needed to help children right out our back door. They economy has been so relentless and has caused many charities to be stretched beyond their limits. After working with many charities that serve the homeless and underprivileged children I started to become more and more aware of how bad things really are out there for these families and their children. Two weeks ago, a charity called American Ending Homelessness stopped by af

Nihilistic
The Holy Fool "There's a sucker born every minute"Few things are more embarrassing to witness than a flagrant display of belief in theridiculous, especially when it occurs in people that are clearly smart enough to knowbetter - if they would just try. Religious people are not all fools, although the vastmajority excel at foolish thought and behavior, they just suffer from a weakness thatpredisposes them to slavishly adopt the facile beliefs surrounding them, especially whenit comes with the imprimatur of authority. People that always want to do what is 'right'don't ask questions and will follow the rules regardless of the logic, or lack of it,underlying those rules.Think of the most idiotic, asinine, foolish rituals and practices imaginable and somereligion or cult somewhere has turned it into a sacred tenet of their belief system. Thelist of examples is nearly endless but a few are listed below. And remember that thesereligions and cults maintain that they alone are the one true fait

Xmas From Alaska
XMAs from alaska its snow, its cold its christmas moring the trees glisten the children listen as santa goes the family gathers. the pies cool and all is well then from no were they start to sing and all is perfect in alaska towns

Boondock Saints
The Family Prayer "And Shepherds we shall be For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee And teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti." Il Duce's Prayers "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me amoung Thy saints ."

Work
ow Ol' Dougy Stole Christmas....Almost.T'was the week before Christmas, and all across the nation.Arrow truckers were stranded, they couldn't get home for vacation.They wondered and waited for help to arrive.The Company Chief said its up to themselves to survive.The company lawyer said it was up to them to be handled.After all, Ol' Dougy stole our money and gambled.While in Bentleys and Maseratis Ol' Dougy did drive.Arrows truckers were left stranded, some barely alive.While in private jets, around the country the Pielstickers they flew.All of Arrow's employees were about to be screwed.Three days before Christmas they were out of a job.All the while Ol' Dougy hid from the angry mob.Ol' Dougy he laughed with glee and with cheer.He thought he had made off with Christmas this year.But then something happened that he would never believe.The spirit of America gave the drivers a Christmas reprieve.From around this great nation came calls and came texts.People from all over asked "How can we

Politically Correct Holiday Greeting
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for anenvironmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender neutral, celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all and a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2010, but not without due respect for thecalendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great (not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country or is the only "AMERICA" in the western hemisphere), and without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical disability, religious faith, choice of c

Funny Sh*t
CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS............................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME AS HE WALKS INTO THE HOUSE HE NOTICES THAT THE STEP

Pics??????
Hey just letting people know if you want contact information (email, IM, etc.) just send me a message and go from there. If any questions just ask Thanks Im new and was wondering what pictures to post? Any suggestions on what you all would like to see will be appreciated. I will do my best to post what yo all want. Thank you

Succubus
I come to you in your dreams in the pale moonlight, a shadow creeping over goosebumped inner thighs, crushed velvet curtains pulled aside to reveal lurid glimpses of carnality, where we may rendezvous in secret. We are alone my darling...Gaze deeply into the sultry abyss of my eyes..slip into the dream world of the undead. Succumb to searing carnal fever and rampant delusional desire. Fall deeper, surrender to your wanton impulses. Cast off all restraint. Sink downward, inward, to the heart of your darkest, most sinful passions. Let the fire burn. I am a stunning beauty, no? A masterpiece. An enchanting maiden of the dark, Queen of the night. The one you hunger for. Come to me my pet, Let us quench our torrid thirst for lust.

Random
-as my eys start to close the light starts to fade away. -as my breathing slowers the sweet scent of your skin fads away. as my mind starts to stop working my momories of you are no longer around. -as my heart stops beating you begin to cry knowing that you never said goodbye. -as my spirit leaves my body it never leaves this world to protect you. -as you begin to cry I'll be the one holding your head up high and the voice in the back of your head telling you that everything will be ok. -as you start to break down I'll be the one to put you back together from the inside. -as you start to fall I'll be the one stoping you befor you hit the ground. -as you find yourself in a dark place all alone with strangers I'll be the making you fell safe. -as you start to remember all the great times he had its not to make you feel sad and cry its me telling you that im still around and i havent forgotten about you. -as you see your loved one talking to him self when he'

Kelleys Blogs
IM SO SICK OF BEING SINGLE... is there any decent guys out there?? Seriously... i must be attracted to fucking assholes. lol i just want to have a cuddle buddy and be loved i hate this single shit.. Blah.. And I dont want any wierdos either... or any guy over 25.. lol 1)who are you?2)are we friends?3)when and how did we meet?4)how have i affected you?5)what do you think of me?6)what is the fondest memory you have of me?7)how long do you think we will be friends or enemies?8)do you love me?9)have i ever hurt you?10)would you hug me?11)would you kiss me?12)are we close?13)emotionally, what stands out?14)do you wish i was cooler?15)on a scale of 1-10 how nice am i?16)give me a nickname and explain why you picked it17)am i loveable?18)how long have you known me?19)describe me in one word20)what was your first impression?21)do you still think that way about me?22)what do you think my weakness is?23)do you think i'll get married?24)what about me makes you happy?25)what abo

Live,laugh N Love
Two whispered soulsFrom across the roomWho have thoughtsof despair and gloom.But for just a moment They're lost in timeAnd spirits liftWhen smiles collide.Suddenly, they feelthat all's not lostKindred souls togetherA simple gesture's brought.A gentle lift of sunshineupon lips that cannot hideThe act of human kindnessWhen smiles collide.

Final Goodbye
Emotions ran through my headI found myself wishing I was deadAll because you were moving awayI knew I would never see you another day You got in your car and waved goodbyeand then I was left all alone to cryI felt helpless, and all aloneI could only talk to you on the phone You were my neighbor, and my best friendWhy, Oh why did it have to end?You made me so happy, so carefreeYou made it feel okay for me to be me It’s been almost a year since you moved awaybut it feels like it was only yesterdayI remember everything you used to doIt may seem impossible, but it’s true You were the best friend I ever hadNow that you left me, I am beyond sadI love and I miss you more than you ever knewYou’ve taught me so much, and I want to say thank you. When we were still together,I truly loved you,but what’s happening right now,I guess we are through,it’s really hard for me,to get off with you.but I know this might be goodfor both me and you. I love you but i have tos

Whack-job
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS/GIRLS KNOW OF A REAL WHACK-JOB POTENTIAL STALKER OUT THERE! GOES BY "NICE GUY". COMES ON REALLY STRONG AND ALL HIS CYLINDERS AREN'T FIRING SO BLOCK HIM. SOMETHING NOT RIGHT ABOUT HIM!

It's Worth Reading..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Random
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (colour and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ------------------------------------OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me often?10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ------------------------------------What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: We got in a fight: I got du

The Curse Of Thinking Too Much
I swear one of these days thinking is going to get the best of us all. Doesnt matter where you are, what you do, or how hard you try thinking always happens. I wrote a long ass one of these not long ago about how thinking is hazardous to ones mental emotional and physical heath and its true. I dont feel like refreshing those who read the one if you wanna refresh its the post before this go for a read this one will still be here. Okay if you went to read it the rest of us waited for you to get back everyone else sorry they were so slow and held us up shows they didnt really read the other one. I digress and will now continue. Let me ask you this, what do you do when you have so much shit going on in your life that you cant sleep and stay up all hours of the night because of all the thoughts going on inside your mind that you cant turn them off? you really dont have much choice but to try and figure what ever it is that is bouncing around your mind by thinking about it. I have notice

Surveys And Shat
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed?Ex's placeHow do you feel right now?Blah. Just lazyWhen was the last time you were upset?about 36 hours ago.Will you talk to the person you like tonight?I don't like no one atm.What was the first thing you did this morning?woke up, had to recall the dream I was just having and said outloud "christ, vampires. again?!"What is the song you are listening to?I'm not listening to music atm.Do you have plans for tonight?um, as usual. it'll be centered around nothing alongside with trolling online and a hour or two of playing WoWWho are you most likely to be frustrated with?My brother.Do you like reading?Yes. Do I do it often? Not so much. I've not found a interesting read lately. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Nope. Neva. Usually 6. 7 tops. Is there anything stressing you out currently?um, life. money. etc. But, gotta remember, according to others.. faith will take care of it all if we'll leave it alone. pft. faith aint bout

I Blogged This!!! Read It!!!!
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man's behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone. 4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Slower is better. 8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend. 10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order. 11. Don't settle. 12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship-take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be wit

My World Is Spinning And Not In A Good Way
I have been taking Cymbalta 160mg since September 16 for my depression. My psychiatrist was giving me samples because I don't have insurance and this medication costs out the ass without it. Well about a week ago, I ran out of samples and called to get more samples and my regular quack doctor wasn't there and the one on call refused to give me any samples. Now you are not supposed to just stop depression medications because of the increased risk of suicide attempts, seizures, and a crap load of other bad shit, you are supposed to be weaned off them. Since mine have been abruptly stopped I have had increased crying episodes, SEVERE vertigo and dizziness and my lips and feet will tingle and go numb when I have the dizzy spells. It feels like when you were a kid and laid down on a merry go round, closed your eyes and someone spun you around several times. I feel like crap :(

Youtube Video
So I'm thinking of posting a youtube video of me playing my guitar and singing so close by Jon Mclaughlin. Below is the lyrics and chords, tell me if you guys think that it is a good song to do. Intro: Eadd9 | G#m7 | C#m7 | C6 - CM7 Emaj | Esus4 - B/D# | Emaj Eadd9 - B/D# - C#m7 - Eadd9 You’re in my arms Esus4 - Bsus4/E - Eadd9 And all the world is calm A6 - G#m7/B - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 The music playing on for only two B/A -G#m7 - A6 So close together Bsus4 - Bmaj And when I’m with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 - B7 - B9 So close to feeling alive B7 - E/C# A life goes by Esus4 - A6 - B13 - Eadd9 Romantic dreams will stop A6 - G#m7 - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 So I bid mine goodbye and never knew B/A - G#m7 - A6 So close was waiting, Bsus4 - Bmaj waiting here with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 -B9 And now forever I know B - F#m7 - B7 All that I wanted to hold you B7/A - Gm11 So close bass(D# - D) - C7

Love
Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou word touches me,and lifts me,just when I need it most.Without you,what would I have?What would I be?I can't imagine existing ina world where someone doesn'tlove me the way you do.You're the only one who everunderstood me and accepted mefor who I am.And I think you're nothing shortof amazing.Your love always has beenand always will be,life's greatest gift to me!

Life In General
Well here it is ppl my very first Blog here on Fubar.And its going to be a good one lol . Well as you all know I am still a bit new here so I would like to tell you a lil about me . I am Velvet Thorne, and the name fits me sooooooooo well. I can be just a smooth as Velvet until you rub me the wrong way then watch out cause the Thorne will pierce your side. I don't like getting that way so that is why I ask you all to call me just Velvet. I have the life of any other single mother has. Raise my kids go to school and well try and have a life of my own. Well that is the deal right there the life I want well I will more than likely never have. So I am just going to set back and take everything day by day and see where it goes. So i go now back into my lil hole and and see where and what life brings me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recap 2000-2009
just a quick recap about me during the last decade.. than im going to go to bed cause im sick of watching people kiss. in list form in no particular order Had a girlfriend for a few months. Had my civic and camry Worked for a grocery store, biotech company and now im for the state in the courthouse 96% of the time i was single (rough estimate) Got into the NFL big time Got cheated on Said no to sex (trust me easier said than done) My grandma died this year Graduated college still need to go back though Shannon *sister* got married, moved out, moved back in..and now is moved out again Well thats just a few personal things for me that happened. What about you? have a happy and healthy christmas..umm halloween..shit what holiday is this now...oh yeah happy new year! where's the fucking jack? Tim~

Friend
Friends. A simple word isn't it? Its uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk too. Now I know that friends aren't that, They're the people that touches your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change, they accept you exactly as you are, they look at you and they see a great person, onething they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs,and smiles. Your tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

Servideo Broadcasting Group
okay how bout some very recent adversity?It is truly difficult to say considering the actual events that read more like a Tom Robbins novel"cowgirls in the sand"and many other hyssterical novels(I didn't read the aforementioned novel,however I read a few others very funny,and Bizarre.Well my back hurts so I won't elaborate(masturbate,regurgitate,acetate,those words rhyme skip to next paragrah......Any way on Nov (th 2009 I was jumped beaten up{which was the least traumatic part of that event...then my Sony Vaio Maui sunglasses $3500.00 stratocaster ...all in all about $7000.00 worth of stuff was stolen ...needless to say I was out of business(not that it was flourishing anyway)I later noticed I was agoraphobic.I was determined to make an album regardless because well because...and not one piece of art was ever on the net for sale.excepting myself ...just to see if it worked ..I bought a few Mp3's to see if it could be done.To date I believe that not one other thing has broken through

2010 ♥
What im gonna do this year of many things is definally lose at least 75 lbs, to make myself healthy. To quit smoking and make myself happy. To help my friends more than i did last year and to try harder. To get back into school, smile more often because for all i know, i could die tomarrow. My biggest one is to keep the man in my life right now, to make him smile, and everything. What do you guys think?

Love
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held onto. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you.The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy.So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If you want to see the rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want True Love you must go through the pain. Woman were made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to his heart to be loved.

Better Then Me, By Hinder
"Better Than Me"I think you can do much better than meAfter all the lies that I made you believeGuilt kicks in and I start to seeThe edge of the bedWhere your nightgown used to beI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meWhile looking through your old box of notesI found those pictures I tookThat you were looking forIf there's one memory I don't want to loseThat time at the mallYou and me in the dressing roomI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meThe bed I'm lying in is getting colderWish I never would've said it's overAnd I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm olderCause we never really had our closureThis can't be the endI really miss your hair in my f

Advice To Men
Good morning beautifulHow was your nightMine was wonderfulWith you by my sideAnd when I open my eyesAnd see your sweet faceIt's a good morning beautiful day All you know-it-all loversBetter heed some adviceIf you're bad to your babyYou better think twiceLove don't come easy, love ain't blind.You've got to show her you love herMornin' and nightBe there for her just to make things rightMake her believe Till there ain't a doubt in her mind.Better baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneDon't let her get lonely Don't make her cryDon't take her for grantedDon't tell her a lieBring her red rosesWhen she's blueGive her the best of What you've got to giveYou'll be togetherAs long as you liveBetter baby your babyAnd she'll baby youBetter baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneB

Untitled
I opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this

Disturbed's Stupify Awesome Song
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me [Chorus:] Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me [Chorus] (And

My Fine Was $725
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20Vandalized something -- $20Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10Beat up someone -- $20Been jumped -- $10Crossed dressed -- $10Given money to stripper -- $25Been in love with a stripper -- $20Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15Ever drive drunk -- $20Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50Used toys while having sex -- $30Got drunk, passed out and don't

Why Should Age Matter
Well i have never written a blog before so bare with me, here's the problem im having. I'm 47 years old very athletic, open minded some people older ones of course would almost say im inmature for my age, but what it comes down to is i refuse to except getting older as a issue i love and live life to the fullest and get what i can out of it. So why are people on here so judgemental, they see my age and think oh he's just an old pervert trying to pick up younger women i mean they judge me before even getting to know me sucks i hate it. true i like younger women because i get along with them better and enjoy them more then women my age god has allowed me to enjoy feeling and acting younger but i wonder sometimes if its a curse . i would really like to have females imput to this since its them im trying to reach thanks not sure how you could respond other than leaving me a private message any imput would be great thanks have a great day and thanks for taking the time to hear me vent

Songs
Verse 1:I'm at war with the world and theyTry to pull me in the darkI struggle to find my faithAs i'm slippin' from your armsIt's getting harder to stay awakeAnd my strength is fading fastYou breathe into me at lastChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Verse 2:I'm at war with the word 'cause iAin't never gonna sell my soulI've already made up my mindNo matter what i can't be bought or soldWhen my faith is getting weakAnd i feel like giving inYou breathe into me againChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Bridge:Waking up waking up, waking up waking upWaking up waking up, waking up waking upIn the dark, i can feel you

Murphy's Love Laws
Murphy's love laws •All the good ones are taken. •If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. •The nicer someone is, the farther away he is from you. •Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant. This constant is always zero. •The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them. •Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position. •The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it. •Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction. •Nice guys (girls) finish last. •The good ones die first. •If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. •Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else. •The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. •Nothing improves with age. •No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. •Sex has no ca

Rileys Personal Fubar Blogs
I have come to realize thats I have a few haters on here and a few fake profiles on here which I will name off.. 2 people have approched me one being a "JohnnyDevil" saying that I am fake along with a "orignal wild thang" I dont know what these 2 have to gain from bashing me. And I am sure I am not the only one they do it to. But it seems they would have something better to do in there life, Or maybe its for brownie points, I really could care less. I am here to make friends and to have a good time,And I refuse to let these type of people get to me!! I will have great friends and I will have haters thats just the way things go in places like this. Yes I have my own website along with myspace and a few others. I am not going to deny that to any of you.And yes girls and guys steal my pictures. Here are 2 I have seem here: http://www.fubar.com/user/2734222 http://www.fubar.com/3724423 And hopefully the friends I get will warn me of others so I can add them here. I have a Fu

Love
I sit here with tears of sadness running down my face as I say GOODBYE dear love. I try to remain numb as I feel the pain stabs thru my heart like hot pokers thru my skin. GOODBYE dear love I will always remember your smile and your laugh. GOODBYE dear love ill remember the way I feel for you. But dear love my time is at an end and now I must leave. Dont cry dear love Ill be with you every day now. Im sorry dear love that I couldnt make it to longer than I did. Please dont be upset dear love. Ill always be there for you even if you dont know that I am there. Its getting cold dear love I think im fading fast. I can hear people screaming hold on but i cant hold on. Dear love I cant remember what happened I cant remember why i felt pain but the pain is gone now. I see my grandfather dear love he is waiting for me here. I dont hurt anymore and its nice here Im warm now dear love. I will wait for you here dear love until your time is here and we an be here together. GOODBYE dear love pl

Stuff
Recap of 2009.JANUARYWho kissed you last new years?Damian over a cameraDid you have a New Year's Resolution this year?yesDoes it snow where you live?yupDo you like hot chocolate?its okHave you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?yeaFEBRUARYWho was your Valentine?DamianWhen you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class?yeaDo you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?noWhat did you receive for valentine's day?a mothers ring and the day offMARCHAre you irish?MHMMDo you like corned beef and cabbage?ewwWhat did you do for St Patrick's Day?family sruffAre you happy when winter is pretty much over?YEAAAPRILDo you like the rain?sureDid you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?NOPEDo you get tons of candy for Easter?yeaDid you celebrate 4/20?noDo you love the month of April?love is a strong wordMAYWhat is your favorite flower?OrchidsFinish the phrase "April showers…":BRING MAY FLOWASSSDo you celebrate May 16th: National Piercing Day?YESIs May an

Lounge Stuff
Heaven's Devil's Playground is and awesome laid back place to hang out! Come join in on the fun! If ya can't reach me jump on in and see if ya can find me!!! A place with fun people, sexy ladies, and hot guys! http://fubar.com/lounge/heavens_devils Can't wait to see you! ;) Hey everyone should come out and check out the new lounge I'm hangin in!! Ass Kickin Radio is the BEST place to be. You better come check us out! Now I say and that is an order! :P http://fubar.com/lounge/asskickinradio

Sexy Dreams
Im the chick all mothers warn you about.. rough and wild... untameable.. I burn through most with a quickness of an eyelash batting soft flesh. I am the sweat on your brow trickling down the tiers of your eyes and falls upon thy lovers breast. I am lust. I am Sin.. I was naturally born .....bad~

Look North
im highly visual im highly intellectual im modest im 6'3 im in canada my job is pretty fucking cool, but it isn't a huge challenge anymore no i won't tell you what i do. i love language. it's made for play i don't mind the cold too much. i wear a light coat throughout the winter. except when it's -50C outside. i don't care if you're gay, but if you do shit that i think is dum, then you're a fag i've never read a book in which i couldn't find a typo mishima and hemmingway make me feel like less of a man i don't ski or snowboard. but i'll hit the pond for hockey anyday when it snows i dispose of it with my shovel and my neighbours use snowblowers my friends make fun of the music i listen to. but i could care less few people can keep my attention for any amount of time. you should try i have some integrity i have just as many flaws if you have a secret but you need to tell somebody. i'm your man. i have trouble trying to figure out if i look young for my age or if i lo

Info And Rules For Winning Vip In Feb..trivia Contest
#1. ENTRY FEE OF 100,000 FU-BUCKZ OR A BLING SENT TO ME TO EVEN ENTER AND TRY TO WIN. #2. NO RESEARCHING INTERNET FOR ANSWERS (A COUPLE YOU'LL NEVER FIND) #3. THE VERY 1ST ONE W/ALL CORRECT ANSWERS WILL BE THE FEB VIP WINNER. #4. MOST IMPORANTLY, THERE SHALL BE ANSWERS ONLY IN A PM--NOT A SHOUTBOX. SHOUTBOXING WILL DISQUALIFY YOU--REGARDLESS. #5. THE TRIVIA QUESTION ARE FROM TV SHOWS FROM THE LATE 80'S'S TIL NOW. GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥≈•*•CoverMeWithBiKi§§es•*• ≈♥Proud DPR Member/fu4c@ fubar

Salute Time Again!
It's that time again for me to make salutes for people. I will make them this week. Leave a comment below if you want one. If you already have one, no need for another. Have a blessed day!! :D

Crazy And Hopeful
Great times never do last long. Felt like crap last night and the one person that could make me feel better did. I spent the night and he held me until I fell asleep. Just wish he would see what I do. But instead he would rather keep me pushed away. Damn men. Right now I just wish I could find someone who loves me for me. Just because I have 3 kids by different guys doesnt mean im a whore. Shit happens. They just finally showed their true colors after I get pregnant. I just want someone who can handle me and all the stresses i face everyday. I dont need a man as long as I have my kids. But u know it would be nice to know that u have someone to talk to no matter what.

In My Mind
Being your slave, what should I do but tendUpon the hours and times of your desire?I have no precious time at all to spendNor services to do, till you require:Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hourWhilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,Nor think the bitterness of absence sourWhen you have bid your servant once adieu:Nor dare I question with my jealous thoughtWhere you may be, or your affairs suppose,But like a sad slave, stay and think of noughtSave, where you are, how happy you make those;—So true a fool is love, that in your willThough you do anything, he thinks no ill.~William Shakespear~ 1,2,3,4 slaming fingers in the door watching you cry out in pain seeing the color from your face drain 5,6,7,8 watching the pain I can slowly create cutting you deep and watching you bleed on the floor your tears and blood conjugate 9,10 your only hoping that all pretend but the truth must be told your eyes forever open your skin forever cold it will never be fi

Respect Love
This is not exactly a LOVE STORY, but more about learning to respect love. To My Friends Who Are... MARRIED... Love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry", not where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but " I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are. To My Friends Who Are...ENGAGED...The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. To My Friends Who Are...NOT SO SINGLE...Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person". It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. To My Friends Who Are...HEARTBROKEN...Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn for them. To My Friends Who Are...NAIVE...How to be in love. Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep

X Mas Mob Style
'Twas the night before Christmas, Da whole house was mella Not a creature was stirrin', Cuz I had a gun unda my pilla. When up on da roof I heard somethin' pound, I sprung to da window, To scream, "YO! Keep it down!" When what to my Wonderin' eyes should appear, But da Don of all elfs, And eight friggin' reindeer! Wit' slicked back black hair, And a silk red suit, Don Santa wuz here, And he brought all da loot! Wit' a slap to dare snouts, And a yank on dare manes, He cursed and he shouted, And he called dem by name. "Yo Tony, Yo Frankie, Yo Vinny, Yo Vito, Ay Joey, Ay Paulie, Ay Pepe, Ay Guido!" As I drew out my gun And hid by da bed, He flew troo da winda And slapped me 'side da head. "What da hell you doin' Pullin' a gun on da Don? Now all you're gettin' is coal, You friggin' moron!" Den pointin' a fat finga Right unda my nose, He twisted his pinky ring, And up da chimney he rose. He sprang to his sleigh, Obscenities screamin', Away dey all flew, Before he troo de

10 Things I Hate About You
10 things I hate about you I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick,it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh,even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close…not even a little bit… not even at all.

Crashin
the world i have built up is crashing down around me. where are those i need most? open your hearts to me like have opened mine to you. dont shut me out dont turn me away i helped you anyway i could why wont you help me? i'm losing hope and my faith is fading. where did i go wrong.. what do i do now the world i have built up is crashing down around me.. i'm reaching for you calling your name listen close. for my voice is but a whisper. my world is crashing down please save me.. for i cant save myself.

The Spotlight
It seems everywhere i go there r mirrors. Of coarse they r there to show how we look in our performance but then i thought something. Wht if the mirrors one n only job is to show us wht we really r? If tht is the case then they can see past the lies people put around themselves for their own purposes. When rushing thru the hallways, the mirrors will always catch tht glimps of us as we past by, revealing evry detail n evry truth in our soul. But how do u prove to someone tht u r real when there r no mirrors around to show the truth neverything seems against u? This question has been thru all of us at least once, but has anyone truly found the solution. N how can u trust those around u when the mirrors r not present. Some accuse, some belive, n some would completly surpass it all together. With the power of the mirror, is it possible to use as a weapon? The only thing tht is certain is tht anyones tru self appears on the reflection of the glass. The Mirrors see evrythin. Dancing is my ad

The Love Of My Life
Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you. It was my fault you ran. It was my need for the bottle. I never listened to you about it. Now all i can say is IM SORRY.

Idaho's Son
Thursday, June 25, 2009 It’s 3:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. I have the worst song stuck in my head - Neutron Dance by the Pointer Sisters. The cat wont quit licking my face, and I've decide to get up and crack my last beer. I stare at the computer for a few as I wash down my Effexor, Bupropion and Methylphenidate with a cold Keystone Light. You can't buy beer till 6:00 AM, the bank doesn't open till 9:00 AM, and I don't work till 5:00 PM. I feel now is a good time to share my trials and tribulations of the last 2 months. I grew a beard and drank myself half to death on more than one occasion, and cut off, pissed off, or pushed away friends and family. I've endured heartache, self-loathing, loneliness, and regret only to realize that life is a journey to the center of yourself. I put these things in perspective and deal with them accordingly. With the combination of psychiatric drugs, fishing, a warm camp fire and plenty of alcohol; I've managed to rise from this

Gotta Be Somebody
Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enoughSo I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the feeling.The moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screenSo I`ll be holdin’ my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.Someone to love with my life in their hands.There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not alone.There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin’ here with youSo I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find t

Id Come For You-nickelback
Just One more moment, that's all that's needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now Everyday I spend away my souls inside out Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow. By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing My mind was closing, now I'm believing I finally know what just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that no one does or ever will So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now this I vow By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me

Tori Amos-spark
She's addicted to nicotine patches She's addicted to nicotine patches She's afraid of the light in the dark 6:58 are you sure where my spark is Here Here Here She's convinced she could hold back a glacier But she couldn't keep Baby alive Doubting if there's a woman in there somewhere Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This circus we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it if the Divine master plan is perfection Maybe next I'll give Judas a try Trusting my soul to the ice cream assassin Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This cirucs we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it How may fates turn around in the overtime Ballerinas that have fins that you'll never find You thought that you were the bomb yeah Well so did I Say you don't want it Say you don't want it Say you don't want it again And a

Him-vampire Heart
You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone) All faith is lost for hell regained And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave) Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed And lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart I'll be the thorns on every rose You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold) I am the nightmare waking you up From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before) Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close Paint you my soul, scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Sco

Are You Sorry
Friday, December 11, 2009 ARE YOU SORRY Current mood: disgusted Category: Life "Are YOU Sorry"Are You Sorry??????????I don't mean to rememberIt's true that I dream less oftenI'm not ashamedOf that long DecemberYour hand's coming down againI close my eyes and brace myselfI only noticed your faceNo matter what you're gonna build my shellNo matter what you're gonna build my shellI'm falling (falling)I'm shedding my skin (my skin)But it's not time I'm toldI am aware (am aware)Of what you mean by thenI'm only FIVE years oldClose my eyes and brace myselfOnly noticed your faceNo matter what you're gonna build my shellNo matter what you're gonna build my shellMy scars are yours todayThis story ends so goodand I understandThat you stood where I stoodClose my eyes and brace myselfI only noticed your faceNo matter what you're gonna break my shellNo matter what you're gonna break my shellI'm done healingI'm done healing

Stories...
It started with us sitting in a lounge, watching TV, chilling, and just having a nice time. Anyway, you kept brushing my thigh or my neck as we sat there, pretending you weren’t doing anything but giving me a look that said you knew just what you were doing. I retaliated by giving you a quick squeeze of your leg when you asked for my hand. I gave it to you, and you took me upstairs to a bedroom, locking the door behind you. You walked up to me and started kissing me softly on the lips, our hands running through each other’s hair as I moved down to your neck, opening up your shirt and kissing you along your collarbone. Then you pushed me onto the bed as we rushed to take our clothes off, leaving you just in your underwear and me in a pair of boxers. You climbed on top of me, straddling and rocking back and forth on my crotch, making me hard and yourself wet as you rubbed against me. I ran my hands all over your curves, one hand on your hip, the other tracing circles along

The Shadow Hawk
For once in my life I am finally happy. I'm with a very beautiful woman named Kelly. She makes me feel alive. She accepts me for who I am and has been what has driven me and inspired me to be the man I am. We have so much in common and we're feeling closer each day. Most of all what I love about her is she has fought for me like no one else has. She has gone through the worst 3 months of her life and it's all because her family made her choose. Them or me and guess who she chose? You'd think a normal family could get over it but not them. They didn't and they made her feel like shit for choosing me but she never gave up and yesterday she has made the decision to leave home and be with me. Her parents FLIPPED and it has been like fucking world war 3 ever since but she still loves me with all her heart and THATS what makes her so special. She's unlike any other woman I've been with and she has my love FOREVER!!! Rumor has it that this was actually posted very briefly on the M

My First Job On Fubar
please help me i need my friends here on fubar to join fubar/lounge/satinsensation please message me or chat me about more info on the lounge and the link im the promoter on the site looking for more fumembers to join in the fun meet and make new great friends whilst listening to cool music its never a dull moment in the lounge whilst were haveing a laugh and partying hard and tell your friends to join and say wayno send you the invite and i would like to say thank you for taking the time to read my blog more blogs to come with this lounge keep an eye out for them thanks again

Writing...
Drinking with Bukowski I had an affair with alcohol and cheated on time Women were fluttering thoughts, as each one has at least one striking feature So desirable at any given moment that I just had to do it It came, oh yeah, it came the current the next the one after that the paying customer they came Succulent, sweetly swollen embodied in the momentary connection and reconnetions inspiring my dark realities spewing forth brutal honesty I wrote because I loved them or at least a piece of them little fragments of their humanity, utterly deniable They howled orgasmically coming forth from my pen needing to take haven briefly in my shadowlands They left, oh yeah, they left their fingerprints, their foot prints, their scent, all there for me to savor as I recreate, retaste through my words. They left... for their husbands, their fulfillment, their righteous anger they left for the next, the next customer, the next craving all of them carnivores in my mind some fair in their de

Facebook Of Black Dreams
:(Between You and Christine Christine January 7 at 9:42pm ReportI dont what your prob is but now im blocking youClay January 7 at 9:46pmwhy what did i do, i was saying sorry for getting you confused on another site facebook is confusing and i always leave it on on accident, gosh, sorryChristine 9:47pm Reportwhen you write on my wall everyone can see that until i delete it. That wasnt called forClay 9:50pmoh the how did we meet thing, oh ok sorry, should have liedClay Cummings January 7 at 9:51pmno one has a sense of humor i guess.Christine at 9:52pm Reportthats not funny...at allClay at 9:53pmk sorry, how many times do i have to say it SORRYChristine at 9:54pm ReportStop being sorry and think before you actClay at 9:56pmk...sorryChristine at 9:56pm Reportno sorry :)Clay at 10:01pmi am saying sorry now and back away slowly.....wont talk anymore i think your sister is ganging up on me now too, going back to fubar where my bad taste is ok...k...that all nowChristineat 10:02pm Re

Hinder-running In The Rain
She cuts herself to forget him And every time her wounds get deeper Tonights the night she's gonna shed her skin Cause she's thinkin that he doesn't need her She's wishin all this would end And she's gonna try to take her own life again Wait, I know your hearts been shattered But there's someone worth the wait There's so much more that matters And I know you will be alright, just try to love the little things in life Like running in the rain He drinks alone to forget her And every time the room starts spinning He starts to thinkin 'bout where they were When she told him that she doesn't need him He's wishin all this would end And he's gonna try to take his own life again Wait, I know your hearts been shattered But there's someone worth the wait There's so much more that matters And I know you will be alright, just try to love the little things in life Like running in the rain She's wishin all this would end And he's gonna try to take his own life again Wait, I know your hearts bee

My Love Poems
Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Forever Love

The Ban On Pythons And Boa's
help put a stop on the ban of pythons and boas plz www.natpet.org/index.php/legislation/federal-legislation/158-python-boa-ban-action-center. if the ban is passed this means no selling breeding shipping,moveing of these animals what so ever. i know there aint alott around who likes these kinds of animals but to the 1s who do have them and care 4 them are pets and family to us just like ur dogs cats and other animals are to you so plz help us with the stop of the ban. reptile produce 3.2 billon dollars a year in the united states alone. if this ban does pass that mean less money for the us and hurts everyone even so much more than it hurts now.. www.natpet.org/index.php/legislation/federal-legislation/158-python-boa-ban-action-center

Other Things
A very special personal Christmas message T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY,WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHO,IN THIS HOME, DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES,OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHT,CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR,IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A TRUE BRITISH SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALISED THE FAMILIES,

The Noise In My Head
I hear sirens in the distance Frantically on their way To save another life That’s been tragically thrown away Time has worn down the essence of his soul Bad decisions have broken his rein of control Just one more hit and the pain will be gone One last try at a life gone wrong He never thought it would lead him back Down the path, he swore to never go back The echo he heard when the bars slid shut Mirrored the demons that still rode on his back The seduction of intoxication made him forget All of the things he lives to regret Now he has nothing but time on his hands To think of the life he will never have again Your dark dance with needles Leave those who love you in despair There is nothing you can do for someone Who just does not care A soul is lost without a mate Lost inside someone else's fate That was tangled and torn before I arrived By the deception of her lies I follow this hollowed out soul To only hear voices that have lost control Pushing me further, harder away

Poem
In your eyes is were I feel safe, everything about you is wonderful The touch of your lips against mine, the scent of your skin, my every desire With you is where I want to be, stay always I love you more as each day passes You know me better then anyone else, without saying a word you kiss my lips Stay with me always, my love, my passion, my everything

664/187 Pc
I thought about you all last night.And through until the mornings light kissed my cheek.When I stepped outside the days beauty knocked me off my feet.I forgot to think of you.Forgot to worry about us.This day was so beautiful just for me.And as the sun set and the shadows grew,My heart broke again and I sat longing for you.And as I tried to sleep I tossed and turned in our bed.Going back and forth with "what ifs" and getting lost in my head.Why do I feel you're absence so deeply in the dark?I'm all alone even when I am not.Our memories haunt me, but I think of all you've taught me."Don't miss me" you say..."I'm always with you and never too far. Now is just time for you to aim for the stars. Follow your dreams and keep me in your heart, and no matter what remember I love you and remember who you are."Words you've left me that I keep so near.I say them to myself when I am the most full of fear.I don't know how to be brave with you gone.I don't know how to be strong without you to lean o

Indego... Words...
The shiver I feel when you say my name Playing with words...engaged in your game. Your mouth playing tricks as your mind aims to tease me Wrapped in your world all the lies that deceive me. Drowning within you I struggle to breathe My heart hanging heavy for blessed relief. I long for your passion; I'm bound to this curse Yet the thought of without you, a death that is worse. Candles lit and burning bright shine a glow upon your skin, My fingertips they ache to trace you, and draw your heat within. With beating heart and shallow breath, I long to feel you near As I move my lips to taste your skin, I close my eyes in fear. Your body arches, escapes a whisper, You beg me to go further... Your hands restricted, bound loosely with silk, your eyes dilate with pleasure As I enclose your heat, you respond to my warmth, my tease akin to a feather.. I trace every contour with fingers and tongue, Then at last you are spent, it is over and done. I untie your binds; you are

A Guy I Know
I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingWhen will my nightmare become a dream.How much longer must I wait for that ring.When will it change for good and last forever.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingU asked me to marry u after three weeks.We had a baby boy by choice.U told me u love me but yet u abuse me.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWe made love so many times.U did something no one could.I got hooked on u.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWhen will we say "I do."When will u loose ur attitude.I'm about through with waiting on U!!! I hold him

If You Know A Bkier
IF U KNOW A BIKER" PLEASE" REPOST!!I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that ha

Euphoria
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Gunslinger's Random Thoughts
Now to the real reason for todays mind numbing blog. I was thinking today about some of the more "out of date" and rather idiotic laws posted across this fine country and even throughout the world. So seeing as how the Legislature just ended their lawmaking session, I thought I would bring up some of the laws that will never be revised but should cause a chuckle or two anyway. In Utah it is illegal to hunt whales In Boise it is illegal to fish from the back of a camel In Alaska it is illegal to wake a sleeping bear for the sole means of taking pictures In Hawaii it is illegal to place coins in your ears In Florida it is illegal to fish off a bridge while driving In Kentucky throwing eggs at a public speaker could result in up to one year in prison In Massachusetts all men are required to carry a rifle to church on Sunday, yet it is illegal to hunt on Sundays. In California, no vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 miles per hour In Wyoming, you may not take a picture of a rab

The Crystal Ball
january 7 2010 i am reading a book on the fold out bed at my parents house in the cold mountains of northern california, i am by my...self....i am sober.....slighty intoxicated on good beer but no speed....i am....clean....i miss her....the crystal mistress...the sting of her tears running up my nose....the feeling like my heart will explode and i will die....the relief she can bring it is the middle of the night...i am....alone.....my son sleeps beside me...but i am alone...only the sound of him inhaling and exhaling oxygen into his lounges.....i remind myself that i love him....that i have some idea what love feels like....but it is a lie...he might as well be a vampire...or one of the monsters i hold court with in my dark mind...and everything is so dark...and so i say to him in his sleep "Cameron...your Father is a Monster" knowing his sleeping mind already understands me and agrees comforts me somehow...and tears run down my face but i only smile because i know know the l

Psycho Rambles
It's amazing to me. I fall into the same trap as everyone else. Oh 2009 was total dog shit, so 2010 will be fuckin great. Well if the first 8 days are any indication, I totally deluded myself. Yeah, I have already had ups, but the downs are what get ya. My kids are still my kids. My mom is more psycho than ever, or maybe I am getting more delusional and psycho and just think its everyone else. Maybe my hatred of the world and the trust I've had from friends and lovers alike that ALWAYS gets betrayed is all my fault. Maybe my rage and anger is not justified. Maybe my marriage and my relationship with Erin would have worked if I was sane. Maybe H and R block loosing my taxes from last year is a delusion in my own head. Maybe getting fired for NO damn reason is still my fault somehow. Maybe ,my mom is right. Maybe I do walk in the house and start yelling and bringing everybody down with out me knowin I'm doin it. Maybe I lost it a loooooooong time ago. Who knows, maybe I'm sittin in a pad

Getting To Know Me
I am a student going to school majoring in psychology and minoring in CMIS. I love to talk to others unless I am either doing school work or working on my job. I am in the medical field in various titles. It does not make enough money. So now I am a phone sex operator at www.niteflirt.com/nursepinky. I am also a webcam host, and I am starting escorting and next is the movies. I love sex, and I am now ready to enjoy myself. I love sex and I love money what could be a better combination. Anyone wanting to talk to me its nursepinkyiam@yahoo.com, but tell me where you heard of me from because I have many websites. I am looking for a sugar daddy to share mutual good benefits with; email me and tell me you are the one. Actually at this time so far I have only slept with one man in my whole life who is my husband, but I am really looking forward to playing with some strange.

My Love
AS I LIE IN MY BED, THOUGHTS OF YOU RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH ME, LOVING YOU IS ALL I NEED, WANTING TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES, AND TAKE AWAY YOUR HEART FILLED CRIES, TELLING YOU EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT, AS I GENTLY HOLD YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT, BUT I WAKE UP ALL ALONE, RELIZING YOUR LOVE IS GONE, I FEEL MY WORLD BEGIN TO TUMBLE, AS THE PEICES OF MY HEART JUST CRUMBLE........ No matter how hard I tried... all i seem to do is make u cry...... i would give anything to heal your heart... and mend every single part... of your soul that i have broken.... and say all the words left unspoken... i quietly hurt you for far too long... never admitting that i was wrong... you gave me your heart and soul... but i took it all and left an empty hole... never even saw your pain.... your tears hidden by the rain... i was a selfish and foolish man, all you wanted was to hold my hand.... i left you when you asked me to stay... and i took you for granted day

+wanted Fu Bf +
Hey everyone it's Tiffany A.K.A Psycho.T I'm looking for a man to call mine and before you ask me to be your's here's a list of things I'm seeking for in my man. 1.)He has to have the same intrest as me. 2.)He has to love the same types of music as me. 3.)His age has to be below "30" 4.)He must have a great sense of humor like me! 5.)He must not be clingy or a very crontrol person. 6.)He's not shy and has a bit of a wild side like me. Thoes are the main things I see in my man so if that's you message me and we shall chat. ~Bye!

Up For Auction
Lookin to own a piece of Pleasurable Trouble? Well look no further, I'm in my second auction. Lookin for an owner, I can spoil. Just click on the link below and come get your bid in. Auction ends 1-14-2010, so what are you waitin for come get you some Pleasurable Trouble. While your there show the hostess some mad love, she Roxx!! http://fubar.com/photo.php? u=1029198 & i=300466494 & album id = 820891

Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, [a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. Tuesday 3rd of Easter Gospel text (Jn 6:30-35): The people said to Jesus, «Show us miraculous signs, that we may see and believe you. What sign do you perform? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert; as Scripture says: ‘They were given bread from heaven to eat’». Jesus then said to th

Inspirational Quotes
Inspiration #1 October gave a party; the leaves by hundreds came- The Chestnuts, Oaks, and Maples, and leaves of every name.The sunshine spread a carpet, and everything was grand, Miss Weather lead the dancing, Professor Wind the band. GEORGE COOPER Inspiration #2 I love the night. I love to feel the tide of darkness rising slowly and slowly washing, turning over and over, lifting, floating, all that lies strewn upon the dark beach, all that lies hid in rocky hollows. KATHERINE MANSFIELD Inspiration #3 At the core of who we are is the roots of those that have influenced our lives the most and the impact of what they have exposed us to is always there and when the foundation is laid with love and commitment, our lives at some point will reflect that of which we have been taught. AJA GRAYDON Inspiration #4 Yesterday I sat in a field of Violets for a long time perfectly still, until I really sank into it- into the rhythm of the place, I mean- then when I got up to go ho

University Of Mu
THE MOABITE NATION NAMED WOMAN ZUUDIAKUS, FROM WHICH DERIVED THE NAME ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, AND BIOLOGY; THE SOURCE OF EVOLUTION UPON THE PHYSICAL, MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL PLANE OF LIFE. THE MOABITE NATION HAD NO MYSTIC GOD DOCTRINE CONTRARY TO ZUUDIAKUS, THE DIVINE LAW OF EVOLUTION. AFTER ZUUDIAKUS (THE MOABITE WOMAN HAD TAUGHT THEIR MALE SON OFFSPRING THE SECRET OF ZUUDIAKUS THE ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, BIOLOGY AND THE LAW OF CREATION), IT RESULTED IN THE LOSS OF THEIR POWERS OF CREATION AND CONTROL OF THE WORLD BY UNIVERSAL MIND IN THE YEAR 46,000 A.M. THE ERA OF ATLANTIS AND MU, OF YUCATAN IN THE CARRIBEAN SEA.THE AGE OF MAN-MADE GODS, SINCE THE FALL OF THE MOABITE NATION IN 49,000 A.M., IS ONLY OVER 2,000 YEARS OLD. NOW EVOLUTION OF MAN-MADE GODS SINCE THE FALL OF ZUUDIAKUS BEGAN WITH THE LAST HIGH PRIEST ASTROLOGER, METAPHYSICIAN OF THE MOABITE NATION BY THE NAME OF MUUR-LU-AH-KIN-EL WHO NAMED THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE EL, AND THEN GAVE YAQUB THE NAME ISRA-EL AND THE GOD ELUHIM, TRANSLATED AS

Lmfao !
An atheist was walking through the woods. 'What majestic trees! 'What powerful rivers! 'What beautiful animals! He said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly bear charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder & saw that the bear was closing in on him.. He looked over his shoulder again, & the bear was even closer. He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw & raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out, 'Oh my God!' Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. 'You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist and even credit creation to cosmic accident.' 'Do you expect me to help you out of this predicament? Am I t

Planting The Seed Of Doubt
I wonder if anybody fully understands that once you plant the seed of doubt in any relationship everything else that accurs is just watering the seed into a garden of mistrust and doubt. Who can honestly say that they can be with someone they don't trust. Isn't that way too much work?

Love?
I sit here and think of nothing but you all day...You are the last thing I think about each night and the first thing each morning...everytime I hear your voice I get chills that run all over my body...I say your name to myself just to feel that rush that comes over me and I feel butterflies in my tummy...I look at your picture and the love that I feel for you just runs through my body and gives me a warm fuzzy feeling...I sit and wonder if you feel the same way?...Do you think about me all day as I think of you?...Do you yearn to hear my voice?...Ask yourself how much longer we can actually be apart?...I have put my heart and soul in your hands and all I ask is that either you love me the way I love you or you have to give me back my heart and soul...I know that you COMPLETE me...and I want to do that for you...So tell me this am I the one who completes you?...For all these longing questions I will wait for you...I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU... Why Me Do you hear my calls for you? Do

Lounge Names Vs Tunes
Why is it so many lounges that have kickass "metal" type names play sissy bitch tunes?...... Dont give me the usual .." we play everything " crap. Your lounge has a name that suggests metal, thrash...whatever, play it. Name ur lounges accordingly people.... and thats my 2 cents Yeah Iv'e posted this before....name ur lounges accordingly people..."we play everything" is not a genere

Cre8ive Juicez
On a quest to find that Gud Love……. A Slow meaningful love that comes from reaching down into a person’s very soul, touching that soul, as no one has done before Feelings of fire that start in the bottom and begin to overcome my entire body as we embrace Looking deep into one another’s eyes and losing track of all time and reality Kisses so deep that it brings forth a feeling of serenity, peace, and ecstasy Living only for that moment and becoming one One in mind, one in spirit, and one in body Air is one of the light elements. This means that it is not necessarily involved with anything physically present, and, as it happens, air prefers it that way. This element is distant, thoughtful, reflective. This is the element of the mind, of rationality, of pure logic. It keeps its distance from things so as to consider them better; this gives it a unique sense of perspective. On the other hand, air is often an outsider. It is generally not involved in

2010 Hoochie Mama Drive! (free Gear!)
Eros-Oddyssey.com & L.A. Zen team up to give away FREE Hoochie Mama (HM) T-shirts & HM/Screw Hard Gear (SHG) Ballcaps! (*)HOW!:Contact -K- (here @ fubar) and claim your free gear. Women AND men can claim FREE HM/SHG gear! (**) WHAT ELSE!:Model your HM gear & send in your pix so we can post them on the L.A. Zen site, MySpace, Facebook, fubar, etc.Regards,Eros-Odyssey.com & Team L.A. Zen/-K- (Host)PS - FREE toys, lubes, novelties, drinking & 420 games for hottest, funniest & most creative participants. (See L.A. Zen xpeeps' pic folders.)* = We take care of mailing costs.** = Womens small & medium tank tops & scoop necks available. Baseball caps are adjustable, "one size fits all."

Fu-love Naughty Application
naughty application created @ 2007-06-10 18:19:11 NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? This post has been marked NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]Comment on this post..

Done!
There's a point in ur life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit... its NOT giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people and there BS in ur life!! RevRunWisdom ... many Immature men fake their love for sex.. and many love starved women give sex that they dont enjoy 4 love just some food for thought She never could see the forest for the trees. She never could admit it wasn't reality. She never could get her feet moving. She could not see things clear. She could never focus. She could never believe that this was her life. She could never leave. She could never dream. She could not aspire to something higher. She never could move on. She could never be comfortable in her own skin. She never felt warm. She could not give love anymore. She never thought empty could feel so empty.

2010 Poems....coming Soon
Memories upon the Wind I have bitter sweet memories as I weep within the howling wind of sorrow. How he touched my heart in ways that leaves me breathless? I have tears falling like rain drops to keep from other’s seeing how much I miss him. Why did he just walk away from me? Could he not just take the time to pause and listen to what I was there in the wind about my undying love for him? Here I am…alone with memories upon the flowing wind that keeps me weak, yet strong because I loved him more than he realized, now… Did I forget to love more and more each time I could had? Should I spoke what was deep within my heart and soul? I have memories of his laughter to my nonsense jokes that never really was funny at all, but still he laughed at them. How long will it take my mind to forget his touch upon my trembling flesh? Will my lips ever stop wanting his lips upon mine? Why did I not stop him from walking out on my love for him?

Adam Sandlers "whats Your Sign" Oh My Lanta It Cracks Me Up
Aquarius (Jan 23 - Feb 22) You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a fucking jerk. Pisces (Feb 23 - Mar 22) You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You are quick to reprimand, impatient and full of advice. You do nothing but piss-off everyone you come in contact with. You are a prick. Aries (Mar 23 - April 22) You have a wild imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or CIA. You have minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are a general dipshit. Taurus (April 23 - May 22) You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a goddamned communist. Gemini (May 23 - June 22) You are a quick

Something To Forward.
[[I got this in yahoo, from a relative]]-The Washcloth-Ladies, this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week.Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in 'that area' to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was i

Gentlemen... Just Wanted You Guys To Know....
Lately I've been going through a lot of turmoil & most of it has to do with a man. So, I thought, this would make an interesting blog... So guys... please read & let me know your thoughts on this! Ladies... also... would love to hear your thoughts on this too! Feel free to comment... ** When it comes to a woman, most men say they just don't understand us. As a woman I really don't think we are really all that hard to figure out. I can only tell you of my own thoughts & feelings on this subject. A woman's feelings are very sensitive to everything that goes on in her life. Our emotions are highly tuned in to all the turmoil, all the pain, all the negativity that surrounds us. But, also, we are very much intuned to all the warmth, all the passion, all the love that our soulmate emits to us. We long to be loved & desired. We want to be held, to be comforted, to be loved beyond any other type of love that exists. We make ourselves beautiful for you because we want to hold your attention.

Why Men Are Never Depressed
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures.?Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars

A Mind
there is but nothing but today and yeaterday. i want to live for the moment and enjoy the pictures of the past. tomorrow dictates itself at this point. i get twisted and i get strange, but i have the sweetest heart. i like the things in life that make me smile like mohawks and tattoos. i will eventually get my ink, but life is too boring to recreate the picture right now

Mark
I remember a great many things about this man, but one thing in particular was his laugh. He wasn't one to have big, long belly laughs often, but when he did, you just couldn't help but laugh with him. Even though it's been 4 years, I can still hear his laugh in my head as clearly as if he were sitting next to me today. It would start out as a soft chuckle, and build into a hearty laugh where his face would turn red and his eyes would start to water. He would sometimes become self-concious of this laugh, and try to turn all serious in the end, but it never worked. I always saw through his stern facade. His hands were big and strong, but soft and gentle. I still remember the first time his hands touched my bare skin as we layed naked in my bed for the first time. His eyes were full of wonder as those big, strong hands roamed over my body while we made love... He had a long, well kept moustache and goatee. he would often twirl his fingers in it when deep in thought or conversation. L

The Spider
Welcome love said spider to fly Come be yourself, with me abide I’ll keep you here forever mine and cherish you with love sublime. The pretty words & promises’ sheen dim quickly when true actions seen. Save them all for someone who is easier fooled by the likes of you. Did you really think that I would entertain your alibis Save them for the other flies the ones still fooled by your false guise No more will I play the fool

Memories.... The Good, The Bad, The Fugly.
Monday, April 06, 2009 Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Pt. 3 Current mood: creative The Man In The BasementMy mother had this wooden man in our basement. It came from my aunt, Godess of Earth, who gave it to us as a piece of art. His arms and legs moved so you could have it as a plant stand, table or whatever your imagination could come up with. My mother's imagination came up with a man lurking in the basement. I don't really remember the house in Kenwood, just bits and pieces as we left that house when I was six, but I will always remember that creepy wooden man. That thing put the fear of God in me like nothing else. I knew it was there and yet my heart would always go through my throat everytime I saw it, as though there were a real man lingering in the basement. I'm not sure if there is a person out there who has never been afraid of basements, or where teh fear comes from, but me personally, I think mine came from that man sized Pinocchio. Ev

The Love Letter
....Been thinking of a lot lately. Mostly about my bad marriage and thinking if a persons soulmate really exsists..Below is a love letter that every woman should get at least once from her husband or special someone in their life >My dearest I long to be with you for as long as the moon shall shine in the sky. As long as the rays of sun shall fall on a new day. All I dream of is waking to your beautiful eyes every morning. You are the air I breathe, the light that fills me with joy. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want you to be the first face I see in the morning, and the last I see at night.

Ramblings From A Music Lover
As some of you know, I am a little obsessed with music. I love to hear live music, and go to as many shows as possible. There is just something in the energy between a musician and the audience that I find to be so very powerful. I am the one singing along quietly and sometimes not so quietly. I am the one tapping my feet, and patting my knees, chair dancing if the venue does not have a dance floor. I am the one with the look of complete rapture on my face, and a smile from ear to ear. I have stated that music feeds my soul. It is the air that I need top breathe. I find that music can lift me to the heavens....I feel such joy at times. I need to feel that joy, so i just keep coming back for more. It is my drug. Well, music and a vodka martini! My favorite performers right now are Brandi Carlile, Shawn Mullins, Katie Herzig, John Hiatt, and Edwin McCain. I am most interested in the singer songwriter genre right now. This of course will change on a whim should I hear some

Dark Passenger
I'm not full of anything, I have no reason to lie. No one knows what I am, who I am, where I am. I'm not sure what I am, I just know there is something dark in me. I hide it, I certianly don't talk about it, but it's there...always. This...Dark Passenger, uh when he's driving I feel...alive, half sick with the thrill, the complete wrongness. I don't fight him, I don't want to. He's all i got, nothingelse could love me not even...especially not me. Or is that just a lie the dark passenger tells me? Because lately there are these moments when i feell...connected to something else, someone and it's like the mask is slipping, and things, people who never mattered before are suddenly starting to matter, it scares the hell outta me I feel like...you stole my life. I'm not the person I'm suppose to be. It's like I'm hallow, I hide in plain sight unable to reach out to people close to me, afraid I'm going to hurt them. I've hurt so many others. This is what he made me become. Ever since Harry

Phoenix
They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive It's like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control They say love ain't nothing but a sore I don't even know what love is Too many tears have had to fall Don't you know I'm so tired of it all I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won't tell Whatever it is it can't be named There's a part of my world that' s fading away You know I don't want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know that a breeze can blow me away Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory I'm losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know Hang on t

Forgotten Sanity
Desperately wanting the nightmare to end.Unable to heal,Unable to mend.Repressed pain of the past,Comes to haunt me at last.My sanity sinking,And I'm tied to the mast.Never asking for this.I was given no choice.Abused and disposed of,And left with no voice.Stripped of trust.Deprived of self worth.Locked away in my own,Private hell on earth.I need to get out.I have to break free.But it all seems so hopeless,Because I can't find the key. And now I sit inside my glass prisonScreaming to be let freeBut all my efforts are in vainYou can't even hear me.Look into my tear stained eyesAnd tell me what you seeAm I so completely dead to youThat you don't even see me?Watch the tears fall down my faceAn endless stream of forgotten hateFall into an unknown worldFollow the road of fearful fate.Banish the light from inside your mindLet the dark consume your soulLose yourself inside this hellCause yourself to lose control.Rest your head and close your eyesSoon the pain will fadeSlip away into your dre

Dealing
For those who know me have known somewhat about me being a little sick for the last year or so. Six months ago I was diagnoised with pvd (peripheral vascular disease) which is very progressive. I had already back in march had 2 stents placed due to 100% blockage on my left leg and 90% on my right...everything had gone perfect until now..another blockage has become apparent now I am set to go back into surgery Monday. I have a wonderful card. doctor..this I am thankful for. I need so much for positive energy to be sent my way..a candle lit..or just a thought...hugs to all my wonderful friends here!!!! Lots of Love Sandra

Ehhh Bored
SUBJECT ONE- THE OUTSIDE What's your name? TRACILYN How tall are you? 5'10" What color are your eyes? Blue What color is your hair? Brown Are you Male or Female? Female What is your best physical feature? Eyes & TaTas Glasses, yes or no? No Did you ever have braces? No On a typical day you are wearing? Scrubs When you go to bed you're wearing? tshirt & pjpants How often do you exercize? walk everynight SUBJECT TWO- MUSIC Name two of your favorite bands. Eli Young Band Breaking Benjiman Name two songs you currently love. Daughtry-Life After You Eli Young Band-Always The Love Songs What are the preset stations in your car? Kase 101-100.7 KVET-98.1 What's the last CD you bought? I don't buy cds Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix? Mix Name one band you're embarrassed to like but do? I'm not embarrassed by any that I like If you could only attend 1 concert ever again, it would be? Merle Haggard

Quotes
1. Liars when they speak the truth are not believed. 2.It is always the best policy to speak the truth--unless, of course, you are an exceptionally good liar. 3.Lies are like children: they're hard work, but it's worth it because the future depends on them. 4.Respect yourself and others will respect you. 5.That you may retain your self-respect, it is better to displease the people by doing what you know is right, than to temporarily please them by doing what you know is wrong. 6.I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there. 7.Be entirely tolerant or not at all; follow the good path or the evil one. To stand at the crossroads requires more strength than you possess. 8.Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. 9.Such is the inconsistency of real love, that it is always awake to suspicion, however unreasonable; always requiring new assurances from the object of its interest. 10.The meeting of two personalities i

1-12-10
Well everyone who knows me, knows that I had to have a hystorectomy because of cancer on the 12th. I went in to have it done and everything went well with the initial surgery. I got out of recovery and into my room and was doing fine. My doctor came by to check on me about 2 that afternoon and she noticed that i was pale, listless and that nothing was coming throught the cathedar. Most of this I'm gonna tell you now I only know from what was told to me. I was out of it because I was slowly dying. I was in and out of consiousness and wasn't responsive and the doctor was getting really worried. They changed the cathedar and still couldn't get anything so they rushed me into surgery again. I was in surgery the second time for over 5 hours. When the doctor came out she informed my mother that I had slipped one of my initial stiches and was bleeding internally. I had lost so much blood that they had to give me 4 pints. I had 3 insisions from the scope to try and find where I was bleeding

Hot Wife
Am I a wife to need a screwing, the hubby just does not keep hot me , either satisfied ? click here, and discover it I love wearing nylons, sexy lingerie with erotic dresses as I feel more feminine, I love showing off and having my pictures taken, the more erotic the better, I love being fully shaved as this increases the visual pleasure, and makes me even more sensitive….short skirts with no underwear and loves the feeling of getting tickled and feel the sea breeze between my open legs...and enjoy letting people see of what I have to offer Like the beach, park, kitchen, bed and sex. I like shopping for new sexy lingerie and by the end of a lovely day, enjoy a glass of wine (and more...) with sunset, latino music, and get ready for the hot nights....... spicy harmony that is sensual, voluptuous, provocative..... the romance of the summer months is reflected in a fresh and sensual interpretation of true femininity, and hope to offer you a

Kiss The Rain
Hello?Can you hear me?Am I getting through to you?HelloIs it late there?There's a laughter on the lineAre you sure ya there alone?Cos I'm trying to explainSomethings wrong You just don't sound the sameWhy don't you?Why don't you?Go outside?Go outside?Kiss the RainWhenever you need meKiss the RainWhenever I'm gone too longIf your lips fell hungry and thirstyKiss the Rain And wait for the dawnKeep in mindWere under the same skyAnd the nightsAs empty for me as for youIf you feel you can't wait till morning Kiss the Rain*3Hello?Do you miss me?I hear you say you do,But not the way I'm missing youWhats new?Hows the weather?Is it stormy where you are?cos your so close but it seems like your so farSo would it mean anything?If you knew,What I'm left imaginingIn my mindIn my mindWould you go?Would you go?Kiss the RainAnd you fallOver meThink of meThink of meThink of meOnly meKiss the RainWhenever you need me Kiss the rainWhenever I'm gone too longIf your lips fell hungry and temptedKiss the Rain

The Last Time You Will Break My Heart
The Last Time You Will Break My Heart I'm done with her, i'm done with the head games... i'm tired of watching the kids get hurt because she's a lie'n little bitch. and i'm tired of loving her and not having her. So this is what i'm going to do. i'm not going around her. i'm done talking to her, i'm done waiting around for her. and as much as it will hurt me, and our son. and her daughters who have become attached to me. someday the pain may subside. I'm done with her. i can't take the pain she puts me thru or the kids thru. Elizabeth you lead me on with your kiss's and words.. then blow off our son to go to the bar. it's complete bullshit. and i'm not having it anymore. as far as i'm conserned your dead to alex and I. enjoy your life and forget we even exsist. oh wait you already have unless it benifets you.. I love you and always will but i would rather rip my heart out by walking away from you than seeing and feeling what you keep doing to me and the kids. If i haven't found a job

Ms
As of August 2009, 13 states allow (and 14 more are considering) the medical use of marijuana to treat medical conditions that include: Cancer, AIDS, Migraines, Crohn's Disease, Anorexia, Epilepsy, Fibromyalgia, Multiple Sclerosis, and Glaucoma. An increasing number of medical organizations have endorsed medical marijuana including The American College of Physicians, Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, American Academy of Family Physicians, American Nurses Association, American Psychiatric Association, American Public Health Association, and the Lymphoma Foundation of America. I CALL BULLSHIT!!!! http://www.nationalmssociety.org/news/news-detail/index.aspx?nid=2206 The MS Society edited their news page this morning, a little over an hour ago.... I cant believe the nerve of their dillusions. Q: I have MS. Should I be tested for signs of CCSVI?A: We do not recommend testing for signs of CCSVI unless you ar

Fallen
Because of him I never sleep alone anymore. Silently he creeps into my window without a single breath givin. Because of him my dreams are never lonely. He calls me there..to his arms.. his darkened heart. There .. he waits... Because of him my thirst for eternity is never quenched...Never allowing to fully engulf into the dark abyss to which he has surcummed. Because of him I will slowly wither and fade..he will go on but not another like me was ever made. He has become my dark lover.. my demon.. my menace... my curse. But because of him... I will never be lonely again... to my immortal.. my dark lover... my dark king .

Poetry
I need someone to hold me when I am cold I need someone to slow me down when life is passing me by I need someone who needs guidance as much as I I need someone in a time of need that will force my potential out when I can't I need someone who will forgive me for yesterday, accept me for today, and love me till tomorrow is late I need someone that wants me and only me, not my friends I need someone who is not looking for an image, but a personality and an idea I fear that my needs may be too simple for you and that you will take advantage. Though, my head does not support a fohawk, it holds up a complex and understanding mind... I need someone who will love and share it.

A Quiz Thingy Borrowed From ~t~'s Blog
1. What time did you get up this morning?-- 10:30 AST2. How do you like your steak?-- medium rare3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Sherlock Holmes *fantastic*4. What is your favorite TV show? Lost Law & Order SVU5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Sweden, no contest.6. What did you have for breakfast? I haven't quite gotten around to brekkie yet.

Drama
Has anyone else noticed all the god damned drama?? lol this isnt real life ppl get over it!! Im getting annoyed with all the pity parties and noone likes me im so ugly bull crap...anyone else?? lmao its like high school all over again but with more typing lmao

About Me
I don't even know where to start, I work hard always think of others before myself. I have 2step daughters that i raised since i was 18 and they were 2 & 6monsold, now to be 27 and 25 i have my pride and joy jessica who will be 20 in march. i have 4grandkids and one on the way. I sometimes hate being so kind but i cant help it, Its like i have to think twice to be mean. I've had old boyfriends tell me how beautifull i am but still are so mean. I stay to myself cause thats the safest to me. I'm so afraid of love cause the min i fall is the sec im kicked. I wish my life was different, I wish someone would love me the way i would love them. not into the long distance love thing cause thats like still haven no one. i dont want to go to go to bed alone anymore but looks like i will be growing old by myself. so all can do is smile and just be glqad im alive. i love my daughter and my new granddaughter. they live in another state i miss them so much. i loved my ex husband for 17yrs for him to

Shannon Marie's Blog
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage = Diet Coke 2. Last phone call = Sean 3. Last text message = Terry 4. Last song you listened to = Do You Remember - Jay Sean ft. Lil Jon 5. Last time you cried = almost today, but less than a week ago. HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice = Yes 7. Been cheated on = Yes 8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. Lost someone special = Yes. 10. Been depressed = Yes LIST FOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS: 11. Green 12. Hot Pink 13. Purple 14. Black THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend = Yes 16. Fallen out of love = Yes 17. Laughed until you cried = All the time lol 18. Met someone who changed you = Yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes, definitely. 20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yup, what else is new lol 21. Kissed anyone on your

Just A Dream
In my dreams I saw you, you said it will be okay, You said don't worry, we are to meet someday. You don't know me now, but very soon you will, It is our destiny, each others dreams we shall fulfill. You said you didn't know how in dreams we could talk, You said it didn't matter, you took me on a walk. All the stars and the moon were different in someway, They twinkled and shined showing us the way. We came upon a river, we followed holding hands, You said you were a king, the highest in the lands. You said you made a wish, for true love at your side.. Someone you could trust, someone to confide. Many women came to you praying to be the one, Your true love was not there when all was said and done. Saddened you were thinking you would always be alone, There wasn't anyone you could find, to bring into your home. As you looked out at these very stars, you said you made a wish, A falling star in front of you turned into a fish. He said because you saw him he

2010 Change Your Life
This is for you my darling,The words that I speak for you,You have me held out on a string,You talk about how you care for me,You tell me things that are quite empty,Words that have no meaning,My broken heart pours out to you,Please don't abuse my emotions,Don't take for granted how I feel,I believe the words you say to me,But should I even listen?Claims of wanting me to be yours,Yet you can't rid her from your life,You won't,Why should I trust you,When you can't be honest to someone with whom you've shared these years?You are my drug,Your a toxic being that is oh so addictive,You have a song about your lips,Your lips knock me out with every touch,Just the mention of your name sends my heart racing in every which way,I'm trying to drop you,Like the bad habit you are,But just like an addiction,It's easier said than done,This is for you my love . . . . The 48 Laws of Powerby Robert Greene and Joost ElffersLaw 1 Never Outshine the MasterAlways make those above you feel comfortably superio

Apologize
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say.. That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new) Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground...

Native Words Of Wisdom
I am 53 yrs old. Single white male Drug and desease free, AKA no bad habits. I have been a fan of being with older women since I was 18. And I have never changed the type of woman I love to be with. Older Wpemen make the best lovers on the planet! Check out all of my pics on my fubar page. Wisdom Keeper Oh keeper of ancient knowing, Whisper your wisdom to me. That I may always remember Lifes sacred mystery. The stories of the Grandmothers, Brave deeds great and small, The progress of the faithful, Who answerour mothers call. Here truth is the victor Of the war that dwells within, bringing every human heart To celebration in the end. From a book by Jamie Sams called "Earth Medicine" Ancestors ways of harmony for many moons.

Dragons
Dragons aren't real... that said now on to the real reality.Dragons exist, not physically but spiritually....Dragons have been misrepresented for all the years of Dragon lore. they are firce (if betrayed) they are loving (once a dragon finds its "one" there is No other that can take its place), but they are also somewhat promiscuous.... Silly ( to humans) they will gaurd a "pretty" forever against no one. just guard it. they are quite emotional and not particularly smart. Dragons love shiny, beautiful things and will freely share them with others and show them off. but do not ever damage a Dragons "pretty" for then you shall see the firce side of a Dragon! Dragons have never been known to just harm somone ( I think the tales of destroyed villages came frome someone hurting one of his "prettys" ) those sacrificed virgins...? ever notice that they are just gone? no tales of body parts, they allways asume that they were eaten!!! more like they were made warm and loved and cherished.A D

Staff Updates
To All Staff: We are hosting a Live Auction on February 6th, 2010 @8pm EST! We want all staff to participate in the even and anyone else you are friends with. The more people we have in, the better the bids will be. So please invite everyone to this event in Big Daddy’s Hot Spot and Bar! Everyone who isn’t already will need to become a member to bid or be auctioned off! No exceptions please, we want people to become part of our family as well. Makes the lounge a lot more fun and interesting. So what I need from you now is your offers for the auction. I’m helping DJ Thunder round them all up so he is ready to go the day of. We would like them as soon as possible. You can either reply to this message or go to DJ Thunder’s page and send him a private message there too. His link is… Ðj~Thuñdër~Röll~Påñthër@ßiģ Ðåddŷ\'ş Ĥöţşpöţ@ fubar If you have any questions please contact DJ Thunder or Missyl

Poetry
Your kisses are so soft,as they trail down my neck.I no longer can think,my mind's now a wreck.Your tongue moves so slowly,as it lingers on my skin.I bite down on my lip,just eager to begin.I bring your lips to mine,cuz I love how you taste.We keep things going slowly,there's no need to make haste.Whether we're on the bed or the wall,I don't care anymore.All I know in this moment is,I've never needed you more.We undress each other,bare and bodies glistening.Baby we can scream as loud as we want,no one's here or listening.I can see that you're hard,and hunny I'm so wet.But I want you to tease me more,please don't fuck me just yet.You play with my clit,making my muscles spasm.It feels so damn good,I can't wait to orgasm.I gasp in your ear,my voice now quivers.I bite down on your neck,making your body shiver.My fingers glide down your back,as I trace your spine.Your voice is so sultry when you say,"I'm gonna make you mine."I love how you make me beg,and tease me 'till I break.Push me furt

Threesomes
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Satan 2) Master 3) Pink fluffy bunny Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Creator of the black Plauge 2) Maker of the 7 deadly sins 3) Basket weave r Three places I have lived. 1) Hell 2) in ur closet 3) in ur dreams Three TV shows I watch. 1) I 2) Read 3) Books Three places I have been. 1) Hell 2) Prison 3) Walmart Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) me 2) myself 3) I Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Beer 2) Beer 3) Beer Three things I would like to do. 1) eat pizza 2) Fly 3) see a grown man naked Things I am looking forward to. 1)Death 2) End of the world 3) $1 PBR nite Three friends that I think will respond. 1) Frankenstein 2) mummy 3) wolfman

Come Check It Out
are you looking for fun if so go to this bulletin and repost for details http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=446032674 am paying 40k to the next 20 people to come join we have a great selection of tunes and good people so come hang with us

Just Other Stuff
I have been soooo busy with some life things that I am unable to properly maintain my adult site so I am temporarily on break. I appologize to any fun friends for disappearing on you. I do not know if I will be able to go back to Dream since appearantly my attempt at cute , to my surprise aggitated someone. I definately didn't mean for it to come accross that way. That's life I guess. I surely want to get back out there so any good suggestions would be cool. Let me know what you think. Kisses!! Jez

Serious Guy Problems...needing Help!
SO ok im dating this one but i love him but i dont know if he loves me i mean he says he does but he just dont show it and so i got on this chat line and started talking to this other guy whos really sweet and kind...he is so amazing and i really like him i hope we can grow stronger and maybe something could come out of this..but i dont know then on the other hang my boyfriend now is going into job corp. and wants to get to the school near me...i dont know if i want him too be closer to me cause i dont know if i could stand for him to always be around what do i do? i wanna be with this other guy but i dont know how to tell my boyfriend i wanna break up or even if i should break up with him my boyfriend is 19 and im 25 and the guy i am talking to is 28 please let me know what i should to!

Darker Poetry
I RememberI remember the way it feltwhen you where on top of meIt was like you controlled meYour forced yourself inSo I gave up & let you winI remember the way you looked at mewhen I said NOIt was like you wanted to show you were in controlYou pushed harderand I tried to say no againyou covered my mouthso I gave up & let you win.I remember the sounds you made.It was like you enjoyed it too much to care.there were other people thereI should of yelled for themBut I was too ashamed; too afraidthey wouldn't believe meOr say it was my faultI remember everything you didBut don't worry your secrets safeI'm still afraid.Nobody will believe meSo I give up and I guess you win. I cannot forgive him.I cannot tell of how I feelI cannot express the shameThat engulfs me each time I hearthe whisper of his name.I cannot bear the remotest thoughtof the memory of his touchHis hands on me, his body on mineremembering hurts too much.I cannot wash away the smellor the feel of himNo amount of water will clea

How Well Do You Think You Know Me
Let's see who REALLY knows me...Lets see the funny stuff you people come up with! YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont have any idea what they are. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you.My name:Who is the love of my life:Where did we meet:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke:Do I drink:When is my birthday:What was your first impression of upon meeting me:Do I have any siblings:What's one of my favorite things to do:Am I funny:What is my best feature:Am I shy or outgoing:Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:Do I have any special talents:Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):Have you ever hugged me:Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:What is my favorite food:Have you ever had a crush on me:If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:What's your favorite memory of me:What is

Women Or Men
Im my life have been mostly with men, but on occasion i've been with women. The men that have been lucky to have been in my life has mostly let me down in one wayor another: cheating, lying etc. and giving me nothing but heartache and pain, while the women in my life have always been there for me. Here lately ive been thinking more and more of bein only with women. Ive been hurt on sooo many levels by men its not even funny. This is dilemma for me. I do luv men and some men out their may have a good heart and be a good guy but ive havent' really came across any yet. Ive been married twice and have 2 sons, which i love with all my heart.

Funnies
WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3, 6, AND 12 !!! A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?"The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday.""Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack andasks, "Then who are these for?""Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWOfor Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?"he asks, picking up a 12 pack. ....With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March.....

Venting
I feel like I consistantly push good ppl out of my life because I am scared to open my heart up again. it makes no sense. If we can forgive do we every truly forget or is it an idea impossible to reach. Do we even want to forget when it comes down to it? We go through the motions of what a non bitter and emotionally wrecked person would do and yet most of the time it seems so unsatisfying. There's a part of each of us the voice of reason that tells us that once it happens and we forget about it is then that it will happen again and we will be in square one of an endless cycle of hurt and distrust. Why do we hold on to the ones that hurt us? Somehow the hurt of them actually leaving out weighs the crimes that they do. It shouldn't be that way. a disapereing backbone is becoming a ragging epidemic and being hurt is the only out come. What happened to old fashioned chivalry of the past? When did it become ok to cheat? We are victoms of understanding. Theres some instances in life where we

Pimp Outs
I am going to auction off 1 Pimp out a day for a week. The Highest bidder gets 1 a day for 7 days. No Fu Bucks. Bling Pack/Bling/Blast/TickeCredits are all acceptiable. The bidder with the highest worth will win. If there is a tie then they will be notified and have the chance to rebid. A new auction will start each week at Midnight on Fridays Eastern time. Private message me with your bids and I will post the winning bid by Saturday afternoon if now sooner.I will post the highest bid that has been recieved each day so that everyone can see and rebid or decide to wait till the next auction begins. The rules are subject to change but will not change in the middle of any auction. If for some reason the winning bidder is not online each day they will recieve 2 pimp outs the next time they are on. So as they say Bid High and Bid often. Nibbles n Lixxsss Lexxxi

Just Ramblin
Women's Love Poem; Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Mens Love Poem; I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Shallow.
Men who are shallow should not even be on where there are women who are big. It is wrong for men to be so shallow and insensative. So do not bother rating me or even talking to me. I would rather talk with true friends or a true man. Superspark is a complet jerk and butthead. He has no knowledge of right or wrong. He has no soul. He has no compasion for anyone but him self. Do not judge people because of hear say. For it is wrong. Get to know a person. Ask questions. Talk with them and get to know the real person. You will be surprised of what you will find out. Know what they are like, know what they like and do not like. Learn if they have a family, or what their favorite colors are. Just know the person not the shell.

Krazy's Lost It
"I'M A BITCH, I'M A LOVER." You're so good to meI know but I can't changetried to tell you but you look at me like maybeI'm an angel underneath innocent and sweet.Yesterday I cried, must have been relieved to see the softer side I can understand how you'd be so confusedI don't envy youI'm a little bit of everythingAll rolled into one[Chorus]I'm a bitch, I'm a loverI'm a child, I'm a motherI'm a sinner, I'm a saintI do not feel ashamedI'm your hell, I'm your dreamI'm nothing in betweenYou know you woldn't want it any other waySo take me as I amThis may meanYou'll have to be a stronger manRest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I'm going to extremesTomorrow I will changeAnd today won't mean a thing[Chorus]I'm a bitch, I'm a teaseI'm a goddess on my kneesWhen you hurt, when you sufferI'm an angel undercoverI've been numb, I'm revivedCan't say I'm not aliveYou know I wouldn't want it any other way "All I Really Want" ALANIS MORISSETTEDo I stress you outMy sweater is on

Random Musings
· I'm 5'8" · I don't find myself attracted to men my height or shorter than me, not by choice. I just don't. · My eyes are green. Don't say they're blue. Definitely don't insist that they looked brown that time we were drunk and hanging out on so & so's porch after dark last fall, because they certainly were not and are not. ·

Stuff In The News That Catches My Eye
FOND DU LAC, Wis. -- Police responding to a complaint of loud noise have cited a Fond du Lac man for "rocking out" to the music of John Denver. A police who responded to the man's apartment last week could hear Denver's music through the door. The officer pounded on the door but the man didn't answer. Finally the officer found out the man's name from a neighbor and called to him, bringing the man to the door. When asked why he had the music so loud, the man said he was "rocking out." The Reporter newspaper in Fond du Lac reported that the 42-year-old was cited for unnecessary loud noise. The ticket could result in a fine of about $210. The late Denver is known for such hits as "Rocky Mountain High" and "Take Me Home, Country Roads." JOHN DENVER WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FIRST CHOICE AS WELL. ROCK ON BRO.

Turf
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Thoughts
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; if he betrays you twice, it's your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. God gives every bird it's food, But He does not throw it into it's nest. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are acts of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. The tongue weighs practically nothing, But so few people can hold it. Friends, you and me.... you brought another friend... and then there were 3... we started our group... Our

Song Lyrics
Jeff Bates--Long Slow Kisses Hey baby, I guess you're wonderingWhat I'm doing home so soonNaw, I ain't sickIt's just, this morning when you told meYou didn't feel like you were the mostImportant thing in my life anymoreWell, that broke my heartSo I had to turn around and come backAnd tell you what I'm gonna do about itI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won't talk at allI'm gonna resurrect the loveThat slipped away from usAnd the man you've been missin'Startin' with some long, slow kissesI just wanna let you know how ashamed I amFor making you feel that wayDarlin', I'm so sorryI guess I've just been spendin'Too much time on makin' a livin'And way too little on making loveBut if you can find it in your heart to forgive meGirl, I swear from this moment onYou'll always know where you stand with meI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won'

Her Songs
I Just Want To Lay Next To YouFor AwhileYou Look So Beautiful TonightYour Eyes Are So LovelyYour Mouth Is So SweetA Lot Of PeopleMisunderstand MeThat's Because They Don'tKnow Me At AllI Just Want To Touch YouAnd Hold YouI Need YouGod I Need YouI Love You So Much[Michael]Each Time The Wind BlowsI Hear Your Voice SoI Call Your Name . . .Whispers At MorningOur Love Is DawningHeaven's Glad You Came . . .You Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI'm So Proud To SayI Love YouYour Love's Got Me HighI Long To Get ByThis Time Is ForeverLove Is The Answer[Siedah]I Hear Your Voice NowYou Are My Choice NowThe Love You BringHeaven's In My HeartAt Your CallI Hear Harps,And Angels SingYou Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI Can't Live My LifeWithout You[Michael]I Just Can't Hold On[Siedah]I Feel We Belong[Michael]My Life Ain't Worth LivingIf I Can't Be With You[Both]I Just Can't Stop Loving YouI Just Can't Stop Loving YouAnd If I Stop . . .Then Tell Me Just WhatWill I Do[Siedah]'Cause I Just

Somthing To Give Hope
Remembered JoyDon't grieve for me, for now I'm free!I follow the plan God laid for me.I saw His face, I heard His call,I took His hand and left it all...I could not stay another day,To love, to laugh, to work or play;Tasks left undone must stay that way.And if my parting has left a void,Then fill it with remembered joy.A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss...Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss.My life's been full, I've savoured much:Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch.Perhaps my time seemed all too brief—Don't shorten yours with undue grief.Be not burdened with tears of sorrow,Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.

10 Odd Things
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF 10. I like watching girl on girl porn....for hours......by myself *blushes* 9. I have to have my toe nails painted all the time or I basically have a panic attack. 8. I have to put an even amount in my gas tank(my sister put $30.07 in and I wanted to choke her) 7. I'm terrified of needles but I have 17 piercings. 6. I straighten my hair everyday even if just to put it up. 5. I have to tuck my foot under my knee in order to fall asleep. 4. I don't leave the house without lip gloss. 3. I hate socks! I own like 3 pair. 2. I love boobs. I have to look at mine atleast 6 times a day...ok more like 10! 1. I own 10 watches but cant bring myself to wear any of them. So here's what you do. Go to www.urbandictionary.com and do a lookup of your name. Then blog the definition! 1. crystal a fr

The State Of Our Union
You must recognize, Mr. President, that the State of the Union is not good. You need a new approach and fresh domestic and foreign policies. Shifting tactics and stoking populism will be both cynical and condescending to the voters, who will see through this strategy. Mr. President, it’s the policies you need to change, not the spin. In 2008, you promised economic recovery and sound financing. You promised to keep our country safe. You also promised bipartisanship. Instead, our nation is enduring high unemployment and slow growth, due to surging spending and government borrowing. Bailouts and a pork-ridden “stimulus” bill will not get our country back on track. High unemployment comes primarily from the lack of job creation, rather than job destruction. Our research shows that your administration’s policies have created uncertainties that have hindered risk-taking by entrepreneurs. And now, faced with difficulties, instead of changing course you are doublin

Random Notes
Those of great worth and reliability = meaning the salt of the earth When the world is your oyster, you are getting everything you want from life. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder means that different people will find different things beautiful and that the differences of opinion don't matter greatly. Recent research findings about the health benefits of tea shouldn't be surprising. A single tea leaf contains a wide variety of substances. The two substances receiving the most attention in tea, however, are antioxidants and caffeine. Antioxidants We learned about oxidation a few sections ago. Just like tea leaves, apples and car hoods, humans are susceptible to oxidation. Oxygen molecules create stress on our tissues and organs by introducing harmful free radicals that lead to complications such as cancer and heart disease. Free radicals are charged atoms or molecules. They have to steal an electron from the molecules. Antioxidants are substances that slow down the damaging ef

Human
For those of us who have forgotten life in the United States before the 1980′s, the sudden appearance of Brad Pitt and Yankees first baseman Jason Giambi, parading with freshly blossomed mustaches may seem random and unorthodox. Having spent the past year in the Middle East, where this particular expression of facial hair is very much a conventional display, I began to question whether we as Americans have forgotten an important element of human nature that many cultures globally have preserved. It was only after I embraced life with a mustache myself that I have come to transcend my initial prejudices on the matter. I have found in this current age, men generally fall into two camps: those who tote and understand the mustache, and those who do not tote and do not understand the “hirsute appendage of the upper lip.” The latter community perceives the mustache to be an arcane ornament, a male accessory that is often displeasing to the common eye. This is a

Have You Found Donald Christ?
So, I am attempting to sell two pieces of jewelry for court money on Craigslist. Two items that I don't wear often enough to keep around and they were given to me by BGJ for our first Valentine's Day together, I figure good timing. I have had one response (besides the token guy that says he is going to send me a bank check, he just needs all my information first), and the email it came from listed his name as "christ donald". So, I told Steer "Hey, some guy named Christ wants my earrings", to which he said "that's probably his last name, emails do that". I said "Donald Christ? Is that Jesus' cousin?" He said "Well his brother's name is Craig." Fair enough. So, I answered Him, but no response yet. I guess Jesus' cousin Donald is no longer interested in my earrings. This reminded us that a while back when Steer was selling his Dodge truck on Craigslist that a guy named Jesus had emailed him about his truck. Obviously Mexican in decent, but when they set up a meeting time Jesus said "I am

A Song Ive Come To Really Love
Lady Antebellum One Day You Will One Day You Will (Dave Haywood / Charles Kelley / Hillary Scott / Clay Mills) You feel like you're falling backwards Like you're slippin' through the cracks Like no one would even notice If you left this town and never came back You walk outside and all you see is rain You look inside and all you feel is pain And you can't see it now Chorus But down the road the sun is shining In every cloud there's a silver lining Just keep holding on (just keep holding on) And every heartache makes you stronger But it won't be much longer You'll find love, you'll find peace And the you you're meant to be I know right now that's not the way you feel But one day you will You wake up every morning and ask yourself What am I doing here anyway With the weight of all those disappointments Whispering in your ear You're just barely hanging by a thread You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath And you don't know it yet Repeat Chorus

Random
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (colour and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ------------ ------------ ------------ OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me often? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ------------ ------------ -------

Poetry
A single rose, black as the night alone never to be cared for by another, cuz it only meant death, pain and suffering. She was cast aside cuz she was different, never seeming to fit right in, until she met a God amongst men. Falling in love As the days passed by... She loved him more and more Each time she hears his voice. Calm, never wavering, He stood by her Became her strength Became her love. Then 1 sudden change Came to pass for her When she then became

Is It Okay....?
I was presented with a situation... Is it okay to be in a relationship and continue to flirt with others online? What about the person you are flirting with? Is it ok to continue to give them a false pretense of interest? And the person you are seeing... how do they feel about it? Ultimately they will find out. Shouldn't this be something that is discussed with your partner so they won't think that you are looking elsewhere to replace them? I realize that online flirting is harmless in most people's eyes... but it is your partner's eyes you should be thinking about. This is, afterall, the person you selected to be with in the real world. I hope no one takes this personally, but hope that some do give it some thought. I know I have. Which is why I no longer participate in those singles websites.

When I Have Too Much Time In My Hands...
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When Is This Ok To Send To Someone U Dont Know??
After seeing your pictures, you had me hard in my pants and after this morning, I want to hold you, suck your tits, and rub my hands all over you. I want to see you and unbutton your blouse to expose your bra and to see your nipples pushing thru. I run my tongue deep in your mouth as my fingers slide under your bra and I squeeze your breast. I unsnap your bra to expose your tits, to see your nipples hard and erect. My cock grows so hard in my pants. Your hand presses against the fabric of pants to feel my hardness. You unzip them to rub your fingers on the head of my cock. You feel the smoothness and the wetness from my precum. Your fingers continue to trace the form of my endowment and you play in my precum. You sexily remove your fingers and place them in your mouth to taste my sweet nectar. My hand slides down your body in search of your inner thigh. I slowly drag my hand so close to your womanhood and I stop. You unbutton my pants and drop them to the floor. You take

Biker Stuff
The Harley Song.... By Bill HoloboffDavid graduated with a master's degreeAnother seven years he's got a PhdHis Ma & pa were grinnin' just as proud as could beThey said 'We wanna get you something, son, so what'll it be?'He closed his eyes so thoughtfullyand said "Yeah, Pop, I think I wanna be freeI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonFather Bob had done a good job for thirty some yearsA lotta weddings, lotta funerals, Kinda sick of the tearsDid his preachin' on Sunday, went home for the nightWoke up Monday mornin' in a whole different lightHe said 'Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't careI still love my fellow man, but I just needed some airI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonWell, little Tommy and his mommy on Christmas EveWent down to the mall to sit on Santa's kneeSanta said 'Come and t

You Are Making Me High
I'll always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I can't help but touch myself That's why I want you so bad Just one night of Moonlight, with you there beside me All night, doin' it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise You're makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby Can't get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I wanna be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is Moonlights, with you there inside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise, ooh boy You're makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby I want to feel your heart and soul inside of me Let's make a de

My Dad
Dear Rayman How are u ding I'm doing allright you know dad has cancer. Has ben one year sins you died, dad fount uot he had cancer about 2 months later. Mom had a pace maker put in about a month after that.Dad is on his way to be with you. Take care of him.You will have someone to go fishing & hunting with.Now when he gets there yall don't be caseing al those prity angle al over heaven! love always Phlip My dad has lung cancer has had it for one year. He is my step dad but the only dad I ever realy new.We a good life together. Going to mis diog things with him. He allready can't git out of bed half the time,it's hard wachting someone you love go fram bing heathy to bing able to hardly move.Whent out with my sis for mine an my dads bithday hi the 26 mine the 27. Dad did not go he was not up to it. I saw a man danceing he reamined me of how dad love to dance, an now can bearly walk his leggs heart so bad.Hate to say it I h

Rip Great Grandpa!
Well Lets Start Off I Have Lost 3 Family Members Since The Being Of The Year And The Most Recent Was My Last Great Grandpa Passed Away Yesterday Morning...So I Have Been Down In The Dumps Lately But I Just Needed 2 Write About It 2 Get It Off My Chest! This Man Was Loved By All He Was A Great Guy And A Great Grandpa Always Smiling And Laughing And Joking Around...But The Happy Part Is He Is Now With My Great Grandma Pane And They Must Be Really Happy 2 Be Finally Back Together Again! So As I Am Ending This I Just Wanna Say R*I*P* Great Grandpa Pane May U Rest In Peace And Be Happy And Joyful With Great Grandma Pane! God Bless Your Souls! Love You Great Grandpa Pane!

About Him
im sitting here in the dark thinking that i found mister right. Hes perfect in every way. Hes smart, Funny, Sweet, Kind, Caring < loving, Hes everything i ever wanted. I love him so much. Everytime i see him smile it makes me melt like butter on a hot summer day. I dream of him every night and i never want to wake up. He makes me feel so good inside when im with him. I love his laugh. He knows just what to do when im down to make me smile. when were together he makes all my worries and stress go away. Hes always there when i need a shoulder to cry on and when i need advice. There are so many things about him that i love about him. He means everything to me. He is my world. Hes my big teddybear. Hes cute, adorable, handsome, hot, and sexy. HES ALL MINE!!!!! Some of the ways he looks at me is so sweet and funny at the same time and it makes me feel loved and important to him. He gets grumpy sometimes but when hes grumpy hes just as fricken cute. I love this man with all my heart. I knew

Poems Written For Me
WHEN YOU GAVE ALL YOU HAD & DONE ALL YOU COULD, AN UNGRATEFUL FAMILY CAN MAKE YOU ENDURE HE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD. FEELING UNAPPRECIATED YET YOU CONSTANTLY GIVE, KNOWING THE LOVE FOR YOUR KIDS IS YOUR REASON TO LIVE. ENDURING THE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD SEEING THE PROGRESS YOU HAVE BUILT, ADMITTING YOU HAD IT ROUGH WITHOUT A LOT OF REGRET & VERY LITTLE GUILT. THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO OR EVEN THINK OF, IS TO BE HAT PARENT WHO WILL BUY A CHILD'S LOVE. AGAINST FAMILY MEMBERS MY PARENTING TAKES A BACKSEAT, FIGHTING FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR CHILD YOU CAN NO LONGER COMPETE. DOING ALL THAT YOU CAN DO ONLY WHAT YOU COULD, HOLDING BACK TEARS ENDURING THE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD. THANKS LYNDA!

Amber......
An extremely attractive girl whos flirty personality and curvacious figure will keep you coming back for more. She's typically a brunette but occasionally acts blonde. She enjoys long relationships and has many close guy friends. Often mistaken for a "slut" but really isn't. She can also be a super bitch if you get onto her bad side.

My Oregon Queen
I havent been on fubar for too long and how i have enjoyed it. You wouldn't think that you could REALLY meet someone special on here but i was fooled. I met someone so dear and special to me that I am almost questioning my very plans for the future. I have feelings that I havent had in a long time. Now......if I could just brave that plane to get to you. Lol! Love You Mimi.....unconditionally.

Health Care At Its Finest....
Well, as the saying goes it doesn’t take an Einstein? Or does it? I suppose that is the question at hand here. Four months ago I had a horrid infection in my stomach that spread to my upper intestine. Which caused my digestion to get all messed up, oh joy. Not that I like to eat anyway…however my doctor gave me this medicine to help me with digestion. Now that things were back on track infection was gone I didn’t look or feel like death any longer things were looking up. We were fast approaching the dreaded holidays. Normally I love the holidays, however since my leaving my marriage it just hasn’t been the same. But that is another blog possibly. So going to sleep Christmas eve I expected to wake to receive the normal gift on Christmas morning the normal silence I have woken up to the past 4 yrs. Not however this year I woke to a migraine. A wonderful not going anywhere just growing more intense migraine. Happy, Happy, Joy Joy! Well, it snowed a lot that day.

A Grim Fiscal Forecast
In his State of the Union address last week, President Obama vowedthat his administration would enforce a three-year spending freeze tohelp dig the country out of a "massive fiscal hole." But thePresident's spending freeze would only apply to one-eighth of allspending and save a mere $15 billion. That's just a drop in thebucket, especially considering the $3.8 trillion 2011 budgetproposal the White House released on Monday. According to thesefigures, freeze or no freeze, that "massive fiscal hole" is aboutto get much deeper. The President's new budget commits the nation to "trillions morein spending than taxpayers can afford, $2 trillion more, to be exact. Withall this new spending, the "freeze" will do little to address therecord budget deficit projected for fiscal 2010. In fact, the deficitwill continue to hover at levels not seen since World War II for thenext ten years. Instead of real solutions, the budget proposal offers more of the same(operative word "more"). It is full of bi

Random Wondering's And Idea's
Request will be checked on every 30 minutes http://fubar.com/lounge/topfloor Come on by and check out The New Lounge on Fubar. Exotic Professions http://fubar.com/lounge/86899 Is looking for member and staff. If you got what it takes. Then come on by and inquire. At work I have a notepad for all my work notes, occasionally I end up with a page full of scribbles of blog post ideas – mainly because I can’t write at work but know that if I don’t make note of it then by the time I get home I will have completely and utterly forgotten about the random ideas. Has our definition of celebrity changed? I sometimes get recognised before my blog which is kind of what I want but at the same time I get all embarrassed about it. The most recent time was when I was helping out at opening of The Fountian at the beginning of April and someone who regularly comments on here said hello to me while I served him and his wife (or maybe girlfriend I’m not sure) and all the gi

"if"
If you feel it is necessary to only come to my page to get me to come to a lounge, vote on a mumm, or view a member please don't! I am getting tired of being on here only to have people ask for stuff and give nothing in return! If you have a problem with it, bring it to my attention, not anybody else, for it is none of there concerne! As my name now states, yes I am now "Un-Loved~Un-Wanted~Un-Needed"! Again if you have a problem with this, bring it to me and nobody else for it's none of there concerne anymore!

Lucky Charms
Don't cheat! Before you read on, choose your favorite marshmallow bit from Lucky Charms from the list below:Pink heartsYellow moonsOrange starsGreen cloversBlue diamondsPurple horseshoesThose icky oat bitsOkay. Have you got one in mind? Now you can read on. And don't change it!An amazing new study shows that your favorite Lucky Charms marshmallow bit shape determines what you're like in bed!Yes, it's true--just take this simple test to determine your true bedroom personality:GREEN CLOVERS: If your favorite Lucky Charms marshmallow shape is the green clover, you're a happy-go-lucky type in bed. You don't take anything too seriously in the bedroom or elsewhere and always manage to have a good time, even if you have someone else with you. You don't have any patience with depressed people and tend to sit on them until they cheer up.BLUE DIAMONDS: If your favorite marshmallow shape is the blue diamond, your thoughts in bed are mostly about what you'll get later. "If he really enjoys this, w

Past Life
SOUL LIFE Past Lives & Present Relationships by John Van Auken We are like rivers. On the surface we are all shiny and clear, shimmering with freshness and life, but deep within us run powerful unseen currents of soul-memories and desires. These deep currents are the cumulative effects of ages of soul-life and many incarnations in the Earth. They cause us to love one person and despise another; to feel wonderful vibrations with a particular individual in one aspect of our lives only to feel awkward and uncomfortable with that same person in another aspect of our lives. Patterns and habits have formed deep within our inner-consciousness

Valentines Day Train
HEY I'M HOSTING MY FIRST VALENTINES DAY TRAIN!!! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS FAN, RATE AND ADD EVERYONE ON THE TRAIN!! I WILL BE MAKING TAGS FOR THE TRAIN!!JUST SEND ME THE PIC YOU WOULD FOR YOUR TAG, AND HOP ON, BUT DON'T FORGET TO REPOST!CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND SEND ME YOUR PIC AND I WILL ADD YOU!!

Couldnt Have Said It Better Myself
Well I've run through rainbows and castles of candy I cried a river of tears from the pain I try to dance with what life has to hand me My partner's been pleasure... my partner's been pain There are days when I swear I could fly like an eagle And dark desperate hours that nobody sees My arms stretched triumphant on top of the mountain My head in my hands... down on my knees Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze I've reached in darkness and come out with treasure I've laid down with love and I woke up with lies What's it all worth only the heart can measure It's not what's in the mirror... but what's left inside Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes

Satisfaction
Slowly you come awake as you feel the warmth of my mouth caressing your feet licking an sucking your toes moving up your body.....you to start to reach for me but you cannot as you notice that your hands are handcuffed above your head …... you yank ..”wtf is this”...... I lick my way to your lips..... “payback is a bitch darling” I whisper........ “now lie back and take it like a man”........you see the wicked gleam in my eye as I get back to licking your lips , down your body to your hardening gorgeous cock licking teasing you scraping my tease over you as I slowly take your length deep in my throat my throat muscles clinching and unclinching as I deep throat you up slowly......down hard...... my teeth scraping along your long hard length...........i get rougher and rougher with my teeth as I know you love the slight pain …... I bite... then sooth with my tongue..... again and again.... I bite down your length...... you moan loudly

My Punishment
Dressed in an emerald green bustier trimmed in black lace ,fishnet thigh highs with seems even down the back, matching thongs and black stilettos ,,,,,, looking in the mirror I put the final touches on my makeup and hair …reaching to the jewelry box I remove my final pieces of my attire….. I slide on my bracelet ,put in my earrings and loving buckle my collar (the item I love most as it marks me as yours ) around my neck attaching a silver and gold and bronze 6 strand leash to the hoop in the front then thru the hoops on my wrists one strand of each color on either side hanging an glittering against my alabaster skin…. Glancing once more to the mirror I’m ready and I walk steadily out the door down the hall and into your presence you are standing with your back to me looking at the stars from the balcony, the French doors standing open with the breeze rustling the sheer curtains, your silhouette outlined by the fullness of the moon……. You ar

Poitn Whores
BustyBeaut...: http:... would you rate this picture a 10? im in a boobie contest and i want to beat the other girls lol Wow, it looks like the point whores are out tonight. Whats funny is this chic has fake boobies.ummm yeah ok..lol

1st Auction
I'm up for Auction! My first ever Check me and the rest of the Club Fantasia people up for auction and see what they are offering! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=575284&albumid=1970221&i=1669502140&idx=2

Just Life...
My life, my kid's lifes, George, Gordon, and talking to a man of God...just wanting to find some answers before it was all gone. We fought for each damn thing we had. We were always scared, always moving, always striving to survive. I understood the unbelievable stress, and the depression. I was suffering more than any of us. But knowing what caused parents to act as they did in childhood does not make childhood better. It doesn't make it sweeter or pinker or more rainbowlike. The scars are still there, the hurts ongoing, those brittle, searing moments still raw. My kids will never forget or will forever push it down so far, that they can't relive it. You abandoned us. To this day, do you understand, to this day, I do not trust men. I do not trust relationships, I hardly trust myself. And don't you dare judge me. I hated it. It about killed me, but I did it because we didn't have money for food or rent or medical bills. That's what you did to me, and we were only

Sugababes Lyrics
"Too Lost In You" You look into my eyes I go out of my mind I can't see anything Cos this love's got me blind I can't help myself I can't break the spell I can't even try I'm in over my head You got under my skin I got no strength at all In the state that I'm in And my knees are weak And my mouth can't speak Fell too far this time [Chorus:] Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you) ooh Well you whispered to me And I shiver inside You undo me and move me In ways undefined And you're all I see And you're all I need Help me baby (help me baby) Help me baby (help me now) Cos I'm slipping away Like the sand to the tide Flowing into your arms Falling into your eyes If you get too near I might disappear I might lose my mind [Chorus:] Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't thi

Ck2
DO U HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A KANDY KISS GURL... IF SO LEAVE a comment in the box below RULES FOR BEING A KANDY KISS GIRL 1) must add/rate /and fan other members the ppl you MUST add are listed below 2) must add kandy kiss member (kkg etc.) in name 3)must be a member of ck2 for week or more 4)must promote ck2 and urself as a kandy kiss you can get of the promotional bullys from any name on the list 5)owner and head members must have ur yahoo messenger(yim)listed below 6)must be level 5 or higher 7) if a kkg has an issue with another kkg they need to come to Karizma or DJ Only 8) KKG are not to do any thing that will disgrace the ck2 name if you do you will be asked to take kkg out of your name 9) each kkg needs to have a kkg skin in rotation of their backgrounds from Karizma profile skins 10) must

Everything You Do
I was sitting here thinkingof the words i wanted to say, but they just wouldn't come out right-so i found a differnet wayi got a piece of paperand i wrote this poem for you,but there's no way to thank-youfor everything you do.for always being nice to meand staying by my side,and helping me fix my problemsand never leaving me behind.for accepting my thoughts and feelings,though you do not understand,for never giving up on meand being my best friendfor making me laugh-and letting me cryand saying you'd miss meif i were to dieeverything you mean to meyou could never knowin all the ways you've changed my lifei could never showthe way you take care of me(you're my shining star)and though it so increiblethat's just the way you arebefore i get to mushyit's time for me to gobut before i leave this ink-filled pagethere's one thing you should knowas long as we are livingno matter when or whereif you ever need me-just call and i'll be therei'll climb a thousand mountainsand swin a thousand sea...

'neo-nazi' Party Allowed To Distribute Cds Outside Schools
German authorities have decided to step aside as the National Democratic Party of Germany, a radical far-right political group that is often described as ‘neo-Nazi’, distributes CDs outside of schools, a report said Saturday. Germany authorities have said they will not prevent the neo-Nazi NPD party from distributing CDs outside schools with interviews and music by members of its party, a report said Saturday. The youth protection office said the disc by the National Democratic Party of Germany, the country's most radical far-right party which touts an anti-immigrant agenda, just contained political opinions, the report in the Suddeutsche Zeitung said. The office therefore found no basis on which to ban the disc, the report quoted director Elke Monsen-Engberding as saying. According to the NPD the original demand to ban the distribution of the CDs came from the north east state of Lower Saxony. On its website, the NPD welcomed the decision. The party could "continue t

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ

Blogs
True loves kiss blessed me this one nightIt was magical and true, a fairytale endingBut you must understand true love is only the beginning People fall down into empty spaces The terror and greif, we don't want to face itYet some how each day something changesOur lives move on, our hearts healYou begin to relive, to finally feel I'll show you love in the darkest of daysI'll show you compassion when you've fallen astrayI may not know you, I may love youBut my heart will be true, even for you I'll be your Guadian Angel while the flames watch you burnI'll take away this horror, and give you another turnI'll shed a new light for a better day A hopeful path so you can find your way They're plenty of people who break heartsBut remember the ones you've broken from the startYou're not alone, and you never will beBut realize your pain doesn't have to be For once there's a way to fight back from the hatePassion is pure, it's something that you can takeMove on with your life even though you'

For Jesse!!!!!!
He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said "there's someone you should meet" At a crowded restaurant way cross town, he waited impatiently When she walked in, their eyes met, And they both stared Right there and then, Everyone else disappeared, but Chorus One boy, one girl, Two hearts beating wildly, To put it mildly, it was love at first sight. He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away This was the day they'd been waiting for all their lives. For a moment the whole world Revolved around one boy, and one girl In no time at all, they were standing there in the front of a little church Among their friends and family, repeating those sacred words. The preacher said "son, kiss your bride" And he raised her veil Like the night they met, Time just stood still, for Chorus He was holding her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned, "Congratulations, twins" One boy, one girl Two hearts beating wildly To put it mildly, it was love at first

My Blog
what too say hmm have no clue hmm does everyone get many rude ppl on here if so what too do i will tell you i will not put up with rudness its just not right respect beacuse i will tell you off iam 37 a mom and very single i put up with alot of shit from my exhubby i will not put up with that shit ok some ppl can say very mean things or smash ppl for what ever reason is that they have no clue what ppl are like or they just seem too have nothing better too do then says very rude things too others which is not very nice too anyone or just how they like too say hurtful things me i would never say things too ppl or rudeness iam just being myself thats all you have too do dont let anyone tell you different

Java's Writing
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste

What Do You Think Of Me
(POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine)

Help Starts At Home First So Fuck All This Haitian Bullshit
help starts at home first so fuck the Haitian bull shit and fuck off so fucking wut if u dont like my clinical reaction1 hr ago comment Spikey Mikey - ...16 mins ago-- 19 of 19hendrixclone said:fuck the gove dosent cair its not them so who gives a fuck rite well fuck no thair the first to go or we force them to start frome scratch and if we dont like it we make them start over again we kneed that fucking non citicen out of the house he fucking everything up just like god promises to change everything and wut happens fuuckn shit up even more well ill tell u want u are sined up bro im tyerd of this shit fuckkkkkkkkkkkSpikey Mikey - Pomoter @ the CTRL ALT DELETE Lounge said:Right on i mean our congress and pres. need to wake the fuck up and take a good look at what they r doing to us. I saw we march to Washinton D.C. and rasie some hell till our voices r heard.hendrixclone said:hell ya i wish it was like the old days weair we cairred guns around and someone dident like something thay fuc

Revolution
In my dream I break the chains that hold this place together but in my dream the consequences would be so much better Then they are.... cause beyond the walls that hold us here Skies that stretch across the atmosphere Oh a revolution is near In my room I hear the echoes of the recent battle....yeah Lost and wounded as the faded cries begin to settle for the night But the words you use to hurt me now Only seem to make me strong some how Oh a revolution is now And the days will get warmer, and I'll take down my armor Together we can fight this feeling And the demons that stalk us will eventually turn to dust Together we can start this healing

Beer
A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers. Beer Is Good!!

Salute
Broken-hearted Girl You’re everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you could’ve beenBut still you live inside of meSo tell me how is that?You’re the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I’d love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, you’re the only one And though there are times when I hate youCause I can’t eraseThe times that you hurt me And put tears on my faceAnd even now while I hate youIt pains me to sayI know I’ll be there at the end of the dayI don’t wanna be without you babeI don’t want a broken heartDon’t wanna take a breath with out you babeI don’t wanna play that partI know that I love youBut let me just sayI don’t want to love you in no kind of way no noI don’t want a broken heartAnd I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...NoNo broken-hearted girlI’m no broken-hearted girlSomething that I feel I need to sayBut up to now I’ve always bee

Thing On Mind
I hate when I have so many feelings running through me at the same time, anger, love, happiness, confused, lost, scared, tired, exhausted, No clue on where to start trying to sort them out and get rid of them. UUGGHH!! What to do, what to do? Ok needing some advice or suggestions. The guy I'm with says he loves me and wants to be with me the rest of his life, but he is going behind my back and trying to hook up with other girls. I got fed up with it and mentioned maybe doing a open realtionship where he could still be with others and we haven't yet totally discuss rules or conditions for the relstionships. I have ideas and I guess I want to see if they are reasonable. One of course is protection, then for him to be completely open and honest with me, no lieing, hiding his emails, texts, etc. I want him to make it clear to the girls that they are solely fuck buddies nothing more, I don't want them going out to dinner, him spending any money on them. I want them to pay their own way. He

True Love
Have you ever been so in Love that you would do anything? Making that person your everything, trusting them till the end, believing everything, loving them more than life itself? To wake up one day to a lie. Here are my thoughts to the one I loved and deep inside still do. The enemy wins, I'm in defeat. Did I really believe you were my love my good friend and you would be there for me for days without end? You would make me want to scream everytime I saw your face, so thank GOD I left that place. I Loved you and gave you my trust, but you took it and blew it all for a little lust. I hope you're happy with the decisions you've made, I know it wont last, I know how it will end and I know you'll regret. You hurt and betrayed me, so bad karma for you my friend. Not all scars show and not all wounds heal, but you know what you did and you know how I feel. So turn around, walk away and forget the past. Cause now I know "LOVE" never last.

Erotic Tales
She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the to

Stupid People
I haven't been here in over a week, and I come back here to find one of my pics marked NSFW. When I click the link to see what the hell they're talKing about, its a small pic of a pentacle in flames. HOW THE HELL IS THAT NSFW? pPeople need to get the fuck over themselves. I find some symbols of religion offensive, but I don't waste my energy on refuting it. They certainly are NOT NSFW. To the person who flagged my simple little pic.... FUCK YOU, GET A LIFE!

Sayings And Stuff I Like
So alot people on here make albums out of this stuff, I figured since one, i was bored and two I like to be different i would put some of my favorite sayings/lines/quotes from various places in here. there will be no ryhme or reason to the order so dont waste time looking for it lol. 1. "If winning isnt important, then Commander, why keep score?" 2. those who say winning isnt everything probably lost! 3."I could tell you, but then I'd have to kill you" 4."should we, or should we not, follow the advice of the GALACTICALLY STUPID!" 5."You remember one thing, you screw up just this much, and you'll be flying a cargo plane full of rubber dogshit outta hong kong!" 6."you see this, this..is my BOOMSTICK!" 7."Did IQ's just drop sharply while I was away?" 8."You think you can get inside my head and push me before I pull the trigger?" 9."What are you trying to tell me, that I can dodge bullets?", "No Neo im trying to tell you, that when your ready you wont have to!" 10."There is n

Under The Same Moon
There are many eyes in the nights black sky, The day it has but one.With the dawn of day those eyes fade away,The moon being the largest one. The day's sun shines bright and brings us light,Giving the warmth that we need.But the darkness of night searches our soul,While the moon see's all that we dream. So as we hustle through the day we hope and we pray,That darkness returns again soon.Where our hearts and our minds rejoice as they find,True love......UNDER THE SAME MOON.

Bloodlust's Blog
Disclaimer: Wrote this poem today at the library, had to get a lot off of my head. Your mind fills up with your delusions And your body aches with painful contusions I attempt sincerely to tell you the truth For it is your belligerent manner I try to soothe I long to stare into your vampiric eyes For they have me physically tantalized It is said that the eyes are the windows to the soul Gazing into yours makes me feel whole I cannot deny the lustful feelings I have towards you But it serves me no purpose when you don't feel them, too When it feels that my love is not reciprocated My heavy heart feels completely annihilated So many thoughts, a total juxtaposition When you say you feel the same, I blame inebriation I know how much alcohol is swishing in your veins I want to slow you down, but I can't find the reins I have dreamt of this one moment for so long But now that it's here, it feels completely wrong You must know my feelings, deep inside These are the feeling

Food For The Mind
A world of shadows, blurred and fleeting swim by me like the tide not an ounce of color, light or dark yet a billion shades of grey. They bore me, like insignificant blades of grass but tear one away from the herd and between your fingertips, it becomes everything. Life seems like tedious mediocrity sometimes a waste of time that you wouldn't use anyways. But when you see a blade of grass everything else becomes clear as day. Unknown currents pulling this way and that Lost, sometimes not a thing in sight. Islands; warm, inviting, off in the distance Struggling to reach them, pulled back out to sea. Tired arms can't fight it much longer Tired arms won't fight much longer. Whales, sea life sometimes come to spectate What it is theyre watching is a mystery. Searching, searching for something Adrift at sea. A leaf on the wind, in the stream, in the sky A flap of wings, a rustle of feathers A shrill cry, a glint in the sun A splash in the water, a drop of blood, death. High in t

Kattie Sage Blerbs
I am not real sure what happen to Liz Vicious I know that any site she joins there is STREES for at elast the first 2 months and then things seem to get worked out. But she has posted a message on her MAIN Fan Page I will add it here. As i understand it I am NOT allowed to post the name of her MAIN FAN page so I will just send you with Wilki Answeres I assume that is allowed WikiAnswers - What is Liz Vicious' official fan email address You know what now that I read what she worte again it does not say all that much about the whole story I will see if I can find out more, but from what i gahter from her Post her and the head Bouncer had some words. Why Websites give her such a hard time when she first joins them I do not know sofar she always ends up making a really nice looking profile on them she add's lots of free content for her FANS and for any new fans she gets from the site she joins, she takes the time to answer her messages the best she can she will chat with people. I am

This Is For My Daddy
There are many parts to a sweet love song. Drums are the heart, the love. Percussion keeps the passion alive with its beat. All sorts of instruments play the melody and harmony of love. So many different notes, all in the same key. Life is full of variety; high & low, short & long, sharp & flat. Notes written on the treble & bass clefts just the way the Great Creative Source intended. I instantly fell in love with your deep bass voice. Crescendos & Decrescendos add to the spice of life. Rest is not idleness, Silence is Golden! There are times when measures are repeated, a DO OVER, then jumps to an alternate ending. It's ok to start over. Our song lyrics are about love, support and teamwork. With so many sounds it's easy to make chaotic noise. Complicated pieces made simple by the conductor keeping perfect time. Everything happens in God's time. I love to ride our soundwaves. Just listen to them... Being in rhythm and in tune with eachother, we make Beautiful music together!

What Not To Do When You're 10 And Bore
Around age 10 my dad got me one of those little badass compound bowbeginner kits. Of course, the first month i went around our landsticking arrows in anything that could get stuck by an arrow. Didyou know that a Farmall tractor will take 6 roundsbefore it goes down? Tough sumbich.That got boring, so being the 10 yr. old Dukes of Hazzard fan that iwas, i quickly advanced to taking strips of cut up Tshirt doused inchainsaw gas tied around the end and was sending flaming arrows allover the place. Keep in mind this was 99.999% humidity swampland sothere really wasnt any fire danger. Ill put it this way- a set ofpost hole diggers and a 3ft. hole and you had yourself a well.One summer afternoon, i was shooting flaming arrows into a largerotten oak stump in our backyard. I looked over under the carportand see a shiny brand new can of starting fluid (ether). The lightbulb went off. I grabbed the can and set it on the stump. I thoughtthat it would probably just spray out in a dissapointing mann

Global Warming Hysteria Strikes Again
Writing in today's Morning Bell, Conn Carroll explores theLeft's latest hysterical claims about global warming: Today, NBC (which is owned by General Electric) will begin broadcasting the 2010 WinterOlympics from Vancouver, Canada. Only two events are scheduled for theopening day (alpine skiing and ski jumping), but even those events willbe difficult to pull off. Why? There is no snow in Vancouver. AndInternational Olympic Committee President Jacques Rogge knows exactlywhat is to blame: global warming. Rogge tells AFP: Globalwarming of course is a worry, it is a worry for the entireworld. Considering that NBC/GE has already received billions in TARPbailout cash from the Obama administration and is actively lobbyingfor a global warming energy tax bill so that it can receive billionsmore in government green-energy subsidies on top of the millions italready receives, we are sure to hear lots from NBC announcers about how the lack ofsnow in Vancouver is just another reason Washington ne

Sorry
I'm sorry for everyone I've hurt even if I didn't know I did. I'm not really an evil person and I try to be nice to everyon. For those of you who don't know, I am married. I will struggle to work things out with my life and my husband until he gives up. If you may have thought I lead you on I am sorry for that too. I didn't realize it. But I'd rather just be friends, nothing else. I love talking to everyone and its fine giving compliments and recieving compliments but it does not mean I will leave him for you. I have a familly with this man, and yes I do love them all. But I'm not gunna be the heartbreaker anyone wants me to be, because its only gunna hurt you. With all this being said, I hope that I will still have many friends and that no one will stop talking to me. I love my friends, they are just like family but over the net lol.

Wells Fargo
Wells Fargo faces multibillion dollar class action lawsuit February 13, 1:45 AMLong Island Libertarian ExaminerMichael Schmitt Wells Fargo MS Wells Fargo National Bank, the fourth largest bank in the United States, is facing a multibillion dollar class action lawsuit for what could be the largest mortgage fraud scheme in American history. The lawsuit, allegedly, will dwarf every class action lawsuit before and could very well bring about the collapse of the mortgage giant. A widespread pattern of deception and fraud has been noted by this writer, http://www.examiner.com/x-33820-Long-Island-Libertarian-Examiner~y2010m1d8-Obamas-mortgage-modification-fraud and in other places. It is alleged that Wells Fargo utilizes "switch-and-bait" and other deceptive lending practices in its mortgage modification unit. In the process of telling customers to take a temporary lower mortgage payment, Wells Fargo collects billions of dollars in stimulus money and then turns around and unilate

Is Tomorrow Real?
I never told anyone how I truely felt about losing my one true friend. I feel lost cold alone. To lose someone so close is like losing a peice of yourself. This guy Matt was everything to me. He was even more of brother than my own. But he's gone never will love, live, speak, drink, smoke, laugh, cry again. At times I can't stand to still be in Virginia since his death. Hell at times I feel like ending it my damn self. Not very many people knows the hardships that I've endured since his death. Losing my father, my great uncle, my ex, my grandmother, and my life. I feel like three inches tall most of the time because I've beared this pain. That's the German blood that courses through my veins. It's the West German belief that We are to bear the weight of our ancestors sins. I do everyday. Call me crazy.. cause I am.. I shall carry these burdens for the rest of my life.. even if it kills me. Is tomorrow too late. We never live but only die in search for the purpose to live. Some have que

Luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, I just moved from long beach cali to springfield missouri. It was one hell of a trip. I went to vegas first and won some money, lots of it. My game is blackjack, and I left vegas with 10,000 in my pockets, after spending 800 of my own. it was still a good taking. After that I went through new mexico. I got pulled over for a broken tail light, the cops searched my car and found my gun in the backseat in my lockbox. one of the cops freaked out, and before i knew it there were ten squad cars and a bunch of police screaming at me to get on the ground or they'd shoot. After being kneed in the ribs and smacked in the back of the head I was arrested. I'm pretty lucky considering I DID fight back and knocked out four of them before they got the drop on me. I only fought because I was in the middle of the desert and they were talking about taking all my money and leaving me to the wolves. I paid them off with my winnings from vegas and let them keep my .357 ruger gp/100 r

Muse
You are my muse You are my light That guides me in the dark You are the breeze That warms my my heart You inspire my thoughts You guide my hand And form words of poetry It is a bliss To my heart to know you It is the tears in my eyes To show you the feelings In my heart When we are apart Life seems to long When we are together Life seems not long enough You remain in my dreams You remain in my soul You will always reside in my heart Even when i part from this world You are my muse By: Summer Maddox

Valentine's Day
So this year I decided to make dinner myself instead of going out. Still had the intimate setting, low light, candles, etc... I made for her: Steak marinated for three days, Mahi Mahi, roasted red potatoes, and vegetables. I made the same thing for myself only chicken instead of Mahi Mahi since I don't eat seafood. It was bangin, now I only wish I had a real kitchen and nice pots and pans to work with. So here's what happened... I asked someone out for Valentine's Day three weeks ago knowing they were pretty busy and seeing other people too and wanted to beat everyone else to the punch. So they said yes and I planned a whole day of stuff to do and fun and dinner to make. Two days ago this person says what time do you want me on Sunday? And I answer,all day. They say, ha yeah right 5 or 6? She sais she has to study for a nursing test and do a few things around the house. I am fine with that cuz I can do dinner and figure other stuff out. Then I get off of work this morn

To Know Me
just remebering this day after court and a failed attemt at getting my girl to make love to me im bummbed this morning i woke up and rolled over to hold her. i could not resist myself i slid my hands down the back of her undies and rubbed her bottom gently god i was so excited. i moved closer to her and you couldnt get a match between us. i rubbed her bottom more then moved my hand over her thigh god she is so beutiul i am so lucky to have a woman like her in my bed. but even tho i was that excited she wasnt feeling it so we begain our day. maybe next time

A Poem Caused By A Broken Heart
You Will Be Cut The sun rises from east to west never knowing where its gonna end up next.The clouds in the sky move slowly up high.The movements of the ocean are clam an steady always perpared an ready.Wish i could say the same aobut life but I cant cause life is like a double edge knife cutting into you with both sides.An the faster you struggle to take it out the faster you start to lose your breath an slouch.Sitting alone on your couch trying to bring words of pain up out of your mouth.But the harder you try to speak the less you start to see.Next thing you know you cant hear an all you smell is fear.Then comes these tears cause your trying so hard to fight back the Fears Of Life.An all of a sudden you stop fighting an give up just let go of everything including life.An all because of that double edge knife.Thanx for reading my poems yallz plz leave me some comments if you like em!!! Thanx yallz by Sane aka TravisBe Eazy Yallz

~i Love You With All My Heart~
I never really believed, In this whole "LOVE" thing, But when I first saw your face, I could hear my heart sing. That sweet smile on your face, The gentle look in your eye, Just one look at you, And I could hear myself sigh. I gathered my courage, And walked right up to you, From that day foward, I knew it was true. We just started out as friends, And talking on the phone and computer, But I couldn't take it anymore, So I let my true feelings be shown. I told you how I really felt, The love I had for you, My worst fear was you'd turn away, But that turned out not to be true. You told me you felt the same, But had the same fear as me, From that day foward, We knew it was meant to be. I hope we'll always be together, And things will never tear us apart, I'd also like to remind you, That I love you with all my heart. This is dedicated to my man and he knows who he is Written by: M David

Best Friends
People go everyday not knowing what they may lose... Not knowing if that day someone will bring them bad news... I’ve known many in my life that have been through heartache, Scared from the nightmare they may never awake... I know you have been through a lot and I am here to hold your hand... Through all the trials life has in store, by your side I shall stand. Although I can’t erase the scars, I hope to help them fade. Don’t forget all the good memories, all the smiles you have made. I know it’s hard to say goodbye, to finally let them go. Missing them and praying that they know. I know it’s hard to lose someone to know they are no longer here. To wake every morning having to face a terrible new fear... I promise to lift you up whenever you are down... I will place a smile on your face whenever there’s a frown... I love you unconditionally you are my very best friend... All the pieces to your broken heart I will do my best to mend... Lives are lost daily, I know it isn

Attention Seeking Whores!
Ah yes, we all know who these people are! Hell some of you might be this person, but I have had my share of Attention seeking whores that I decided that it would be a good time to write about them! We all have encountered these little bastards at least one time in our lives, they are impossible to forget! The people who lie about outrageously impossible things to get people to focus all there immediate attention on them, such as “I was walking down the street and I saved a baby from a burning house!”. Hmm…okay superman keep telling people that story and maybe one day someone will believe you, I have faith! Or better yet the people that make up stories that is somewhat believable, such as getting shot point blank and not having any physical marks of it or have had to go to the hospital! Better yet talking about how they almost die on a daily basis. Those people are the ones that really crack me up! They have to make everything in there everyday life a tragedy so that

What Is Love? (not The Song)
What is love?? Now n days i believe its just a word that mean "Hey I like you a lot, lets have sex"! Back when a person told another person that they loved them they would literally be devoted to that person for life but in today's fucked up society the word "love" is thrown around like the word "the", Common people! I know people after a month of dating are already throwing the "L" word around like an angry wife throwing house objects at her husband! Yeah i know that's a lot, really people..really! Have we forgot what that word even means? What it even symbolizes as? YES WE HAVE!! There is a difference between love and lust and now in days people are confusing them, way to go fuck tards! Ive been in love before, true love and i don't know if that person was in love with me as much as i him but i am one of the few who know the difference between both! When you wake up every morning with nothing on your mind besides that certain someone and instantly you start smiling, when you get the

Bastard
i try not to think about it i try to ignore most days i do great then comes that one terrible night where i want answers i want explination. i wannna forget you i wanna earase you from my mind i wanna live like you never exsisted the pain you cause the issues you stirred. i had a wall up you broke it down just to break me. you complained i was negative to just prove me right. you wondered y i was the way i was and you my friend were the perfect example. i never asked for you to tell me the things you did you did that on your own. i never asked you to sppit out your lies of lovin me that was all your own work and for what. what fuckin enjoyment did you get from it. The deepest substance is torn from me and I find myself feeling rather weak most of the time. Shut down, never do I seize to cry. The shell is a facade created for people that choose to see nothing but. For people who cannot stomach the intensity of truth even if they swallowed it. I am the lonely willow tree on the top of t

There You Have It
PINK LYRICS "U + Ur Hand"Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohCheck it outGoing outOn the late nightLooking tightFeeling niceIt's a Cock fightI can tellI just knowThat it's going downTonightAt the door we don't wait cause we know themAt the bar six shots just beginningThat's when dick head put his hands on meBut you seeI'm not here for your entertainmentYou don't really want to mess with me tonightJust stop and take a secondI was fine before you walked into my lifeCause you know it's overBefore it beganKeep your drink just give me the moneyIt's just you and your hand tonightUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohMidnightI'm drunkI don't give a FuckWanna danceBy myselfGuess you're outta luckDon't touchBack upI'm not the oneBuh byeListen up it's just not happeningYou can say what you want to your boyfriendsJust let me have my fun tonightAiightI'm not here for your entertainmentYou don't really want to mess with me tonightJust stop and take a secondI was fine before

Those Texans
Gabriel went to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing some real problems.... They're swinging on the Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of their robes; there's barbecue sauce and picante sauce all over everything, especially their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots and chasing the sheep. They are wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos.. They refuse to keep the stairway to Heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scuffing up the halls of Wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and tortilla chip crumbs all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing; and they insist on bringing their darn horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all of my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." So Gabriel calls the Devil who answers the phone

Walmart Interview
WAL MART INTERVIEW Jennifer a manager at Wal-Mart had the task of hiring someoneto fill a job opening. After sorting through a stack of resumes she found four peoplewho were equally qualified. Jennifer decided to call the four in and ask them only onequestion. Their answer would determine which of them would get the job. The day came and as the four sat around the conference roomtable, Jennifer asked, 'What is the fastest thing you know of?' The first man replied, 'A THOUGHT.' It just pops into yourhead. There's no warning. 'That's very good!' replied Jennifer. 'And, now you sir?',she asked the second man. 'Hmmm.....let me see 'A blink! It comes and goes and youdon't know that it ever happened. A BLINK is the fastest thing I know of.' 'Excellent!' said Jennifer. 'The blink of an eye, that's avery popular cliche for speed.' She then turned to the third man, who was contemplating

Special Thoughts
Why, Why, Why,Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries arealmost dead?Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already knowthere is not enough moneyWhy does someoneBelieve you when you say there are four billion stars; but have to checkwhen you say the paint is still wet?Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw arevolver at him?Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'?If people evolved from apes,Why are there still apes?Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles arealways white?Is there ever a day that mattressesAre not on sale?Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes thatsomething new to eat will have materialized?Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuumcleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to giv

Weekend Update!
Im sick my son gave me his cold and I could strangle him.. he also informed me that i will be the basketball moms taxi tonight... FUCK ME! It was valentines day.. i hate valentines day Im pregnant still went to the doctor this morning found out im anemic... no wonder i was craving red meat.. Oh and of course my baby was moving so much they couldn't get a heart beat... SHOCKER I want to crawl into bed and die. Our drainage pipe stopped draining and decided to do a reverse in direction and come out the basement instead... I cant do laundry or dishes which poses a not enough maternity clothes problem.. And to top it all off i saw the skinniest pregnant lady who's baby belly looked like a tiny sour dough loaf.. I wanted to feed her chocolate and butter... I have to admit watching the olympics doesn't thrill me, never really has. That is all.. Oh and answering witchies question who's crazier, thank you all for tryign to be polite but i know im the nuttier of the two that is all.

Short Time
Another day has past,another day of trivial nonsense,or more...another day of losing someone so very special. Our own parents are,have been,and always will be one of a kind...to us. Lost my father today,now,both are gone. Heart goes out to all that have loved and lost,most recently,my friend Kel,Peace and All That,thinkin of you girl! Time is short,and it doesn't wait on nobody. My friends,cherish what you have...always. It could be over tomorrow.

Bored And Restless
i remember years agosomeone told me i should takecaution when it comes to lovei did, i didand you were strong and i was notmy illusion, my mistakei was careless, i forgoti didand now when all is donethere is nothing to sayyou have gone and so effortlesslyyou have wonyou can go ahead tell themtell them all i know nowshout it from the roof topwrite it on the sky loveall we had is gone nowtell them i was happyand my heart is brokenall my scars are opentell them what i hoped would beimpossible, impossibleimpossible, impossiblefalling out of love is hardfalling for betrayal is worstbroken trust and broken heartsi know, i knowthinking all you need is therebuilding faith on love is worstempty promises will weari know (i know)and know when all is gonethere is nothing to sayand if you're done with embarrassing meon your own you can go ahead tell themtell them all i know nowshout it from the roof topwrite it on the sky loveall we had is gone nowtell them i was happyand my heart is brokenall my s

Radio Reqest
And Welcome To Our Lounge Where you as the member and guest are, the V.I.P Of the lounge so you matter and so do your input and idels and we want to hear theme So come Join Today and Tell all Your Friends And Yes Right Now We Are Looking for All Staff Postitions Available Are Head greeters /Night&Day Promoters Dj's Bartenders Bouncers Also We Will Be Having Many contest and events coming up soon for both members and staff so keep your eyes on the bulletins to see what we are up to So come and Apply Today! Ask For Dog The bounty Hunter Or countrygirl Have A Drink On Us Let Our Awesome Staff Take Care Of You And Show You A Good Time

10+ Foods For A Super Body, Satisfy Cravings, Fight Stress, Build Immunity
Recipes for the Mind, Body, Soul, Fitness, and Health!! Facts of Life: Stick to the List and watch the definition happen: Eat 6 small meals a day Eat lean protein and complex carbohydrates at every meal Lean protein can come from lean poultry, fish, egg whites, soy beans, legumes, lebtils, and limited nuts (remember we are going for defined abs) 2 handfuls a day is suffice Complex Carbohydrates come from fresh fruits and vegetables and whole grains Drink plenty of water everyday at least 3 liters almost a gallon avoid all processed refined and chemically charged foods avoid sugars except for naturally occuring sugars in fruits avoid trans and saturated fats avoid sodas and juices since they contain loads of sugars,either real or fake (I just cant seem to follow this one well) Limit treats to once per week rather than an entire day.. What to eat before you workout??? Eat complex carbs for energey before a workout and lean proteins afterward for tiss

United
THIS IS TYGER,SOME KNOW ME,OTHERS DO NOT.I AM HERE TO OFFER NO DRAMA,NOT HERE TO PLAY ANY GIRLS,MY PURPOSE IS TO START A ALL GIRLS GROUP THAT WANT CLOSE FRIENDS WHO WILL BE THERE FOR THE OTHERS,AND NOT WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT BEING TOP DOG.FRIENDSHIP IS #1 AND FUBAR DEALINGS COMES 2ND.SO TOUCH BASE WITH ME HERE,OR ON FACEBOOK TO LET ME KNOW IF UR INTERESTED IN FORMING CLOSE FRIENDSHIPS THAT MEAN SOMETHING OK.

My Greatest Wrong Or Right
Dear Diary, I stand half naked in front to the bay window, I reach into my bag, I pulled out my book and pen, I being to write to you, diary. This is my resource to keep my wicked deeds straight. I no longer know how many I have killed or will kill in the mere future. All I know… I have killed again today. I found it thrilling. But I guess I will tell more to you. All my hidden deeds that brought death to men and women, who mistreated others, I choose them…because of my past. No one has to the divine right to hurt someone else. I can no longer stomach what is going in life, so what I had to become is now… Is no longer lightness or goodness in life, it has become darkness seeking out justice for those who can’t fight back like….me at one time in my dark past. I am no longer sure….I’m making the wrong or right choices, but do know… Give those back what they place others…is

American Freedoms Motorcycle Rally
It's the American Freedoms Motorcycle Rally and Event - 2010 at The Arena in Corbin, June 30 thru July 4, 2010. Lots of entertainment, bike rides, bike show, AVTT "Moving Wall" Vietnam memorial, huge military appreciation ceremony, Louisiana Crawfish Boil, mud bog, national vendors, pig roast at the Wednesday night Kick-Off Party. We're going to rock Corbin!!! That's Corbin, Kentucky at the South Corbin Exit [#25] on Interstate 75 Will Pass along any New Info as it comes along...but here is the link to the website if you want to take a look...Corbin American Motorcycle Rally We just received this information and do not yet have all the details on it but will gladly pass along any info we get as soon as we receive it. Within the next few days we will add to the post a list that contains info about local hotels, bars, restaurants, attractions, sights, camping areas, etc. Any questions about the general area, feel free to ask and we will fill you in. Paul & Sondra IMPORTANT NOTE: No

Your Profile Breakdown
First image shows the effect on a good portion of the profile, second image will be of just the fuBling box. And the image of just the fuBling box: As described in a previous section, this is the base tables for your UIL+Rate+Default Pic+ASLol+Salute section, the fuBling table, Status table, F4(Fam+Friends+Fans+FanOf) table, MBL(MUMMs+Blogs+Lounges) table, Drink Bar, and two footer sections (will be overridden) profile viewers and viewable tables. .userprofile_table { border: .2em red ridge;} As stated before, this covers your boldlinks: Referrals, Photos, fuBling, Status+atom rss, Family, Friends, Fans, Fan of, MUMMs, Blog Posts, Lounges, Drinks, and the overridden profile vieweres links. .userprofile_boldlinks { border: .2em orange ridge;} This covers another broad range of areas: the numbers for achievements, All blasts link, last 10 viewers link, number joined (referrals), number of photos all in the ASLol section and the bling me! link. .userprofil

I Dreamed Of You
I dreamed of you..... At night you would sneak in my dreams. Lay next to me. Your arms around me. Your breathe on my neck. Feeling the heat of your body warming my skin. Feeling your hand move, as your finger tips run down my side. My skin tingles from your touch. The softness of your lips on my ear. The fire of your words as you whisper "i need you. I want to feel our bodies melt into one." You press your body harder into mine. You legs slips between mine Letting me feel the desire you have. You hand roams over my breast. Teasing my hard nipples A slight moan escapes my lips. The strength of your hand kneading them. Moans get louder. Lips pressed against each other.Lips parting as our tongues dance with each other. Your hand grab mine. Pulls them above my head. Holding them there. The full weight of your body on mine. The next sensation is the feeling of you slowly slip into me. Pushing until you can go no further. Holding tight against me. The wetness caressing you. Pleasurabl

Wanna Kill Some Time?
I have decided to put a Fantasy Baseball league up on Yahoo. Now it is available to anyone who is interested only thing you win is bragging rights. It is open to anyone interested just leave a comment and i will get with you at some point. Hopefully a few of my friends on her are interested and wanna have a little fun and maybe meet some new people. Must get with me before Sunday March 28th to join league i can have a max of 20 people but must have an even number for this thing to start.

I Dnt Get It!!!
What iz wrong wit tha woman n tha cityz that i lived n there r no hook upz, now i have many woman from all around tha world that wud love ta get wit me but tha woman n my own city wnt give me tha time of day " i dont get it" now maybe sum1 can tell wtf iz up wit thatcuz i wud like ta know i mean iz it me or maybe they just dnt know a good man when they c 1, what eva tha answer iz i wud like 2 know cuz cumin home 2 a empty apt every night aint fun!

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every m

Big Daddy's Poem
Ladys here is a lil poem I wrote about having loved and lost Enjoy As she left I realized, I missed the feeling………….. I missed the feeling, Of her fingers running through my hair, Of Her tiny hands gently resting in the palm of my hand, Her cool kisses on my neck I miss the feel of a warm hug At the end of a long day, I miss the feel of her eyes slowly watching me, Waiting for me, Longing for me, To come and hold her once again, I miss the feeling of Her warm body laying Next to mine on a cold winters morning, The feeling of knowing she's safe, Warm, Satisfied, Mine. I Miss the feeling of Her Just being with me and knowing That she's not going anywhere. I miss the feeling of warmth, Purity, Wholeness, Commitment, And Love, I miss the Feeling of Love In my heart, In my mind, And in my soul, I miss all those lovely feeling I miss them every day, For the feeling that are brought On by a lover can neve

Random Crap
Do not go gentle into that good night,Old age should burn and rave at close of day;Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right,Because their words had forked no lightning theyDo not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how brightTheir frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sightBlind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height,Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.Do not go gentle into that good night.Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Ok once again a padre at work has sparked off another blog, well this time I was in a sort of disscussion based forum.. a few of us there. Th

Watch What You Do
They could be the death of you. I once made a bad decision that almost ended my life. I was young, stupid (not that THAT has changed any), and desperate for attention. One day in my sophmore year of high school, my "best friend" and I decided to skip school. She and I were fifteen at the time. We walked to her 21 year old boyfriend's house. From there we went to the liquor store to pick up vodka, peach schnapps and orange juice. Then we headed to his friend's house. The first half hour was spent sitting and talking. Then drinks were made. I had a fuzzy navel, o.j. and peach schnapps. Everyone else was happy with screwdrivers, o.j. and vodka. My friend and her boyfriend went off to a back room, leaving me alone with a total stranger. He and I talked for a bit, then he offered some of his drink to me because I had never had it before. From that moment everything went dark. I don't remember anything of what happened until I woke up face down on the floor. Throwing up w

Just Interesting Things
BabyJesus is never going to charge for Fubar. Why? Because it is advertiser supported. The more people who are on here, the more money Fubar (and its parent company) makes. If there is ever going to be a change in Fubar it will not be announced through bulletins. Why would any company trust its future to idiots, who "test" their friends, and think that the phone rings because they've re-posted a bulletin. And there is NO way to attach a fucking tracking device to a godamn bulletin!!! So you are not going to Recieve Shit for Reposting Spam. Come on people!!! Don't act offended if someone asks to be your friend. If you don't want friends you don't know in real time, then change your fucking settings, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Not everyone will like you. That's life. Grow up. Even Hitler had pals, you'll find someone too! If someone denies your 'add friend request', move on. Don't pester the shit out of someone to be your friend, it's not going to work. Don't act offended

Dream
A Dream As I'm laying here, ready for sleep, I'm thinking of your beauty as you see.. I can't help but wonder what you're thinking about, but I'm very certain its me. As I gaze into your eyes, I long for your kiss, a kiss, a key to eternal bliss I shall close my eyes, and fall asleep. And dream of you. A dream so deep. I long to be with you, night and day. I'll get my chance, hopefully someday. My green eyed beauty, you are mine, someday our souls shall intertwine Goodnight my love, and may you dream, I will see you, in my dream.

2-20-10
Went to the doctor today. Good news is I don't have prostate cancer but I do have a prostate infection, a torn muscle in my back and a hernia which I will need an operation to repair. No wonder I feel like crap If you love someone for a day, week, month or year and then lose interest. You are in lust, not love...If someone looks different, gains/loses weight or has an accident/surgery and it changes their psychical appearance and you are no longer attracted, you were trapped in lust, not love. For true love is unconditional and you love whether that love is returned or not, loves the person's heart soul and mind and knows that things change like the wind and your ship can change sail with the wind, not turn against it. That love lasts for an eternity, without end. If you can't love like that, you are in lust, not love and do not call it that for it is an insult to the word.

Random Old Writeings :p
PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY NO MATTER HOW BAD OFF YOUR LIFE IS,THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE OFF THEN YOU.I GUESS ITS A SOURCE OF COMFORT. BUT THE IDEA THAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE OFF LEADS TO THE LOGICAL CONCLUSION THAT SOMEWHERE IN THIS WORLD THERE IS A PERSON WHO IS IN WORSE SHAPE THAN EVERYONE ELSE.SOME GUY WHO HAS ALMOST 6 BILLION PEOPLE DOING BETTER THEN HIM. BUT IN REALITY,AS YOU GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THE BAD-SHAPE PILE,IT BECOMES HARDER AND HARDER TO KNOW WHO'S DOING WORSE. IS A BLIND,PARALYZED,MANIAC REALLY BETTER OFF THEN A THREE-FOOT PARAPLEGIC IMBECILLE? TOUGH CALL THEN THER'S ALWAYS MY 'PLUS-A-HEADACHE'FORMULA.NO MATTER HOW HORRIBLE AND PAINFUL A PERSONS CONDITION MAY BE,IT CAN ALWAYS BE MADE WORSE BY SIMPLY ADDING A HEADACHE.'HE WAS POOR,IGNORANT,DISEASED,LONELY,DEPRESSED,AND ABANDONED-PLUS HE HAD A HEADACHE.' LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.THE HEADACHE WILL VERY LIKELY GO AWAY. Stress What is stress? is it pain? is it drama? is it tears? really what is it?to me stress is

Poems By Twitchy
My mind feels like pieces from different puzzles mashed togetherFeelings change more often then the weatherthoughts racein and changingsadness and madness , my feelings are exchangingjust trien to make it to tomorrowAnyone have some sanity I can borrow?False appearance that i'm fine but inside i'm brokenMy past is left unspokenMemories from the past haunt meWho would want me?I'm unsureFuture is a blurWhy am I still hereI want to disappearFeeling breathlessPeople seem to care lessStareing at these pills wondering how many I could swallowLet the bottle of vodka followI'm feeling hollow Demons are haunting meMy thoughts are taunting meWhen will this changeWish I could pause everything and rearrangeMy dreams seem strangeFeel like a dead man walkingDeath at the front door knockingYou think i'm just talkingI can't reveal my pastHow much longer can I lastThings are wrong with me that keeps me unhappyI can't mention them so things remain crappyWill I ever get to be happyYou think I have it mad

Poems
I fall for someone They treat me harshly I am wanting to love someone But what is love? Is it someone who makes you have butterflies? Is it someone you known your whole life? Is it someone you know your happy with? What is it? I have lost so much hope Knowing what that word means I have cried I have stressed I have been emotional Over one little word Love I have lost hope on it An seem to not know what it is Is love even out their for such a young woman Like myself Even being Bisexual or Lesbian

Grandma's Story
Desarae Barnes My Grandma has been sick with lung cancer for three and a half years now. She made the decision last summer that she no longer wanted chemo treatments. I guess for most people this would be hard to hear from a loved one but I understand. With the chemo she didn’t get out of her recliner and that’s not much of a life. So I visit her as much as I can and even though she stays in her chair she is still the strongest woman I know. She only has a little while longer with us but she’s ready when the time comes. When I visit, we talk about my schooling is going but mostly we talk about our memories. I don’t remember much about my childhood but what I do remember most of the time involves my grandmother. My strongest memory is of every Sunday. First grandma started cooking dinner before the morning church service. It was most of the time the same thing Roast Beef slightly seasoned and cooked for hours in the crock pot. The sides

A Poem For Bryan
I have only just lost you the pain is hard to bareDo I have to go through life knowing your not thereplease some one explain to me why he had to goare there any reasons I really need to knowI sit here and remember all the lovely times we shared the talks the laughter of every one you caredI am told the pain will ease in timeand I will think of him without a tearbut that will be impossible as I need to have him hereHe was my very world to me my ever guiding starJust kiss me softly on the cheek and tell me where you are

Seriously??
Ok i just need to say that if someone is going to buy me gifts, drinks, rate my pics, fu-own me or make something for me does NOT mean that i am or goin to fall head over heals for them or vise versa, nor does it mean that i'm going to be upset with anyone if they were to do the same thing for someone else! It just simply means that when i do receive something i am going to do the same for them in return no matter what because that is who i am!! It's called being respectful & i feel that there is just ABSOLUTELY NO REASON why anyone should get excited or upset in anyway!! FUBAR is an online game/chat site to meet & talk to new people & most importantly to have fun!!

My Timeless Friend
Bouncing around in the hinterland of near-spaceand thinking of youI always think of youin times of tired desperationdreaming of that perfect daywhen we can smile and relaxand enjoy perfect exultationdevoid of pain and wantwhen all is rightand all is goodand nothing could be betterand I've finally found contentmentand I know that inner peacenothing currently is wrongand all is rightwhat could be better than thatbut it's a dreamwe are apartand I see the perfect momentand I feel the perfect momentmy closed eyes impartto me a wonderful feelingof my family around meall that matters is to be with youmy misery is my lack of youI'm tired so very tiredall I have is but a prelude to the time we are unitedand I'm tired so tired without youuntil tomorrowI will surviveknowing only that my life is strongerthan is my will to livebut my will is bolstered bythe family I'm honored byI will surviveto bring us to prosperitywhen we arrivethen I can restand cease this foolish struggletowards uncertain greed

Randomness
Okay so to start I will just say that I am only here for fun. Do NOT need the fu-drama and will block you if you start it. As far as the rating goes, if you down-rate me and I see it I will down-rate you as well. Fair is fair, and that will be the end of it. If you bomb me or my pictures with down rates the same will be done to you. And then you will be blocked. You can ask any of my friends on here and find out that I can be the sweetest person, no one has had to see the bad side yet. As far as rating pictures goes, I will try and rate your pictures as much as I can. If you rated mine, thank you very much! I give drinks, a lot of them to the people I talk to on the regular. And I also return EVERY drink I receive. Same goes for the gifts. I can be pretty random and I don't talk much. So if I don't talk to you a lot then I'm sorry. Its nothing you have done, I just dont respond a lot. My chat box is family ONLY. As far as the games go, I'm addicted. I will accept ANYONE on fu-ma

My Poetry If You Can Call It That...
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u- happiness usually comes in small doeses; a dimple in a cheek from a smile that creeps across sugar kissed lips, a glimmer of light expressed in warm eyes, in the slow movement of large hands over blushed cheeks and an angular jaw- held in a moment of time where none can touch them. three lights, two glowing, one alone waiting to be turned on, but happiness always comes in small doses.

Own My Azz!!!!!!!
Hey Everyone!! Evil, Wicked, Sweet, and Naughty (the bestest friend in the world!!! Love you xoxoxxx Mwah!) is hosting an auction featuring little ol' me!! You can bid to own my AZZ!! Even if you can't bid drop by and vote on my pic. The contestant with the most pic rates (not comments) wins!!!!! http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1805867&albumid=1985805 Tell you friends and Fam!!! They'll have to add her because its NSFW. (But she's more than worth it to have as a friend!!) Love Ya!!! xoxoxxx

Break Me Down
"Breakdown" The sun is gone and the flowers rot Words are spaces between us And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost And I should've been down when you made me insecure So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye And I'm the one you can never trust 'cause wounds are ways to reveal us And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than all your lies Hate me, break me down So break me down So break me down So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets th

A Hearts Cry
what is it the heart wants?? to love,to be loved....do any of us really know? i guess we all know...each heart is designed differently....God put something different and unique in each of us,each of our hearts are touched in different ways,our hearts recieve love in different ways,we have all had our hearts designed with a purpose and a hope that one day the one person who can touch and give our hearts exactally what we need without hurting or damaging our heart....so i guess we wait and cling to the hope of "the hearts cry"

Twisted
total and complete chaos...starting out with one and working my way up to 4...deep dark secret...i dont want to be here anymore...life is not what i imagined, peace and trainquility does not exist....does anyone ever really know who they are?? are we a figment of our imagination?? does this world really exist?? do we have a destiny?? fallen from grace...damn i hit hard...hwere did time go?? how did i get here?? am i the only one who askes thee questions?? i look back and think about my life....what i could have done different...i have no regrets, just lessons laned and a shitload of unanswered questions....and i know that no one reads these things, so i am putting my real thoughts in here....lol...does the past matter?? i know it makes u who u r today, but it doesnt make any sense....if u were a born again christian in ur past and a hopeless druggie now, then what does that say to the whole world?? i men im not critisizing God by no means, im just asking....i mean what has happened to

Whats Wrong With You??
OK..ok RANT TIME!! I'm soooo sick of all the selfserving muthafooker's. You know how you are... Did it ever occur to you to help someone out or give someone the right away?? Its all about you and your day.. it's all about your limited time...it's all about your money...it's all about your feelings...it's all about what you don't have! When will we learn that when we create good karma.. you get good karma?? I'm just saying more and more I see ppl turn there's backs. And more and more I see ppl care only about themselves.. putting themselves in front of freinds, family.. etc etc. i'm not saying let someone take adavantage.. but some people just need a break... I wish nothing more than for people in this world to GROW A HEART!! Then balls to say what I say!

Blogs To Him
So many people come and go in our lifes, And your the one I just cant let go!!You have always been there for me even when I didnt give a oz back.. I admit I haven't always done things right in the past, But when I am better I plan to spend the rest of my life making it all up to you.You are my love, my life, my forever and I cant let go! The Day an Angel Kissed Me You brought a smile to my lips, You brought color to my cheeks. You made my heart beat faster, You made my knees go weak. You outstretched your arms, And wouldn't let me fall. You didn't do it quick enough, Because I fell for you after all And in your eyes I can see the future, With your words you melt my heart. It's like love covered my eyes, And I'm walking in the dark. But all I have to do is grab your hand, And you will lead the way. Thinking back now, It all happened that day. When I was blinded by love And could not see. That was the day, When an angel kissed me. To the man

Always
i love your smile. i love your devilish laugh. i love the way you love me. i love the way you say "yonkers". i love how you make my body feel with the tips of your fingers against my skin. i love how you look at me when you tell me you love. i love all the support you give me. i love how you can make me smile when im about to cry. i love how you never stifle me when i have something to say even tho it makes no sense. baby i love you now always and forever you are my everything and i promise never to let you down. ishka to the bibblets (h)

You Shouldnt Have
in light of Pie recently calling me whore in a mumm I decided to release some of his more personal photos that he made me promise never to share with you all ..... hanging out at home experimental days last night party time with the boys night job before taping Oprah

The Last Straw
I am not close with any of my family. My mother do not speak to each other, I have tried but she uses me for what I can give her and when things don't work out her way she stops talking to me. My sister tries to RULE me when I speak to her. " Do this and do that" and If I don't I am a traitor and she doesn't let up. My brother is a follower of "GOD" thats fine, I have no issues with that, I do have an issue with his preachings to me. I grew up the good girl, never into drinking, not once did I do any drugs, stayed out of trouble, wasn't having sex ~ and STILL NOT( he was out doing all those things)Thinks he has the right to preach his word to me. I don't follow his religion. I have always been a kind, compassionate, loving soul. I give until I can't give anymore. I don't feel he has the right to preach to me when I am already following my own spiritual beliefs. My older brother has sad issues like my mother( alcoholic and mean spirited individual) I just cant associate with these peop

Love Your Pain
I want to run away. Be forgotten, kissed away. Escape to new levels of pain. Find my place in time. No point in staying sane, death is all to kind. When everything i ever did was invain. Bleed me slowly, kill me softly. I want to feel your pain inside of me. All around me, ingulfing me. Unite my fear on a pain-injected high. Feed me your lies. When you look at me what do you see? A worthless whore instead of me? If you loved me like you say, you would'nt use me this way. Hurt me anyway. Rip me up inside, just to pass the time. So it wont consume my mind. Lock me away, trapped with my self-inflicted crimes. Shatter my frame, I love the way you make me suffer in my shame. Play your games, take control of me. God i love your pain.

Who Want's To Do A Biker? And Why?
OK So I hear all Women Want to "DO" a Biker. I question if I'ts because the Biker Status Is that Of a Rock Star or A Wealthy Man! Tell Us what You Think! Leave details if you want.. It's your choice. Thanx for reading and all responses..

Cosmic Deconstruction
ok, this just grosses me out....what in the world do people get out of sharing pictures of their dicks TO THE ENTIRE WORLD, not even a select group of people, no you have to share with EVERYONE and please, ladies, explain to me how a picture of a dick smothered in it's own cum is attractive? have you never seen something like that before? does it just blow you mind? you're probably getting flashbacks to your middle school years slutting it up in the boys locker room. honestly...and i don't even do this blog shit but fucking christ! i mean don't get me wrong, i love dick just as much as the next chick on here, but have a little respect, what happened to the mystery of sexuality? i guess some people are just starved for attention...clearly they didn't get enough lovin somewhere in their childhood that they feel the need to share their junk with the whole world. that's what the "family" is for you know? you want to share your shit then by all means KNOCK YOURSELF OUT, but

Urban Legend # 4
My great-great grandmother, ill for quite some time, finally passed away after lying in a coma for several days. My great-great grandfather was devastated beyond belief, as she was his one true love and they had been married over 50 years. They were married so long it seemed as if they knew each other's innermost thoughts. After the doctor pronounced her dead, my great-great grandfather insisted that she was not. They had to literally pry him away from his wife's body so they could ready her for burial. Now, back in those days they had backyard burial plots and did not drain the body of its fluids. They simply prepared a proper coffin and committed the body (in its coffin) to its permanent resting place. Throughout this process, my great-great grandfather protested so fiercely that he had to be sedated and put to bed. His wife was buried and that was that. That night he woke to a horrific vision of his wife hysterically trying to scratch her way out of the coffin. He phoned the d

Urban Legend # 7
A teenage boy drove his date to a dark and deserted Lovers' Lane for a make-out session. After turning on the radio for mood music, he leaned over and began kissing the girl. A short while later, the music suddenly stopped and an announcer's voice came on, warning in an urgent tone that a convicted murderer had just escaped from the state insane asylum — which happened to be located not far from Lovers' Lane — and that anyone who noticed a strange man lurking about with a hook in place of his right hand should immediately report his whereabouts to the police. The girl became frightened and asked to be taken home. The boy, feeling bold, locked all the doors instead and, assuring his date they would be safe, attempted to kiss her again. She became frantic and pushed him away, insisting that they leave. Relenting, the boy peevishly jerked the car into gear and spun its wheels as he pulled out of the parking space. When they arrived at the girl's house she got out of the

Your Thoughts On It
me and my friend emerald were having a discussion earlier in wihich we went back and forth giving our opinions on certain subject matters. after. i thought about it and i decided to start this blog that, yeah its a long shot, people might give some insight on their opinions on the topic at hand. how the debate all got started was thanks to the trekkie that decided to create a profile for all the members of the old star trek crew. we were talking and we got to thinking that some of the nerds, no offense, are the ones who are creating our future. case in point the cell phone in particular the flip phone. it also came to mind that people like this were also responcible for such morally questionable projects like the human genome project. the more we talked about it the more concerned we became about some of the moral issues that comes to being a scientist, and asking as to why such knowledge isn't being used properly. for example, the genome project has made it possible to basically creat

D-day 2010
For the 1 maybe 2 people that will read this, hi. Yesterday my wife (the mummer formerly known as a bunch of symbols spelling out illusions) filed for divorce. i would therefore appreciate not having my name linked with hers anymore.

Undecided
For those of you who keep asking and are curious, the countdown is for when I go on vacation. So when that time gets here, I will be gone from fu for awhile. What I don't know yet is if I will come back to fu. I'm not really sure when I will decide either. I just don't feel like I need to be here much anymore. Let me know what you think.

My Words
A bird is still a bird... No matter how many feathers it sheds... Time will take it's place and make it right again... A bird is not sad... Knowing the outcome... It waits... With patience... It is not a healing process... It is a rebirth... The bird will be stronger then before... The bird will fly again... by J.E.Bischoff As I whisper I love you in your ear.....the wind blows gently through your hair...The smell of roses sets the mood...while a spanish cuarteto plays in the backround in a courtyard that can be seen from the mountain range....This moment shall live and be painted on our hearts of canvas.........................by J.E.Bischoff I don't own you..for you are not a object.... I will not tell you what to do...unless you ask... I will be there if you need me..... I am strong at heart and I will share it with you.... I love you for who you are....Not what I want you to be... by J.E.Bischoff

Epic Lyrics
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren?t my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yo

The Day Music Died..:(
MARCH IS THE MONTH WE LOST A VERY TALANTED MUSIAN BY THE NAME OF RANDY RHOADS. RIP RANDY \,,/ RANDALL WILLIAM "RANDY" ROADS (12/6/56-3/19/82) WAS AN AMERICAN HEAVY METAL GUITARIST WHO PLAYED GUITAR FOR OZZY AND A HEAVY METAL BAND QUIT RIOT. RANDY WAS A DEVOTED STUDENT OF CLASSICAL GUITAR. HE COMBINED HIS CLASSICAL MUSIC WITH HIS OWN HEAVY METAL STYLE. RANDY WAS A MAJOR INFLUENCE ON NEO-CLASSICAL METAL PLAYERS THAT EMERGED IN THE 1980'S SUCH AS YNGWIE MALMSTEEN AND JASON BECKER. RANDY HAS A CLASSICAL PIECE CALLED DEE. IN 1979 SINGER OZZY OSBOURNE WAS FORMING A NEW BAND. OZZY MENTIONED HE WAS LOOKING FOR A NEW GUITAR PLAYER. RHOADS GOT THE CALL FOR THE AUDITION JUST BEFORE HIS FINAL SHOW WITH QUIET RIOT. RANDY WALKED IN WITH HIS LES PAUL AND A PRACTICE AMP HE STARTED TO WARM UP: AND OZZY IMMEDIATELY GAVE HIM THE JOB. OZZY DESCRIBED RHOADS AS "GOD ENTERING MY LIFE." HERE ARE SOME GUITAR SOLOS FROM THE GUITAR GOD RANDY. THE DAY MUSIC DIED :( RANDY RHOADS LAS

While I Was Away
While i was away, i had time to think. and I yes i will be a fubar lifer i just wont go nuts like i have in the past I did met a wounderful man on hear and yes we are still together, we love each other very much. but back to what i was saying, I made changes in my life and now i am making my changes on here on fubar. yes i started out a bit open very open with my body with picture and i regreted in alots of ways because i made myself look bad and some few choice words i can't bring myself to say, well they are gone from here and my pcu i don't need pictures like that to disgrace myself i am better then that. plus i have a wounderful man that loves for who I am. I will be on fubar here and there from time to time i do miss my friends here yes i did make really great friends like jesse, tomcat, bill, to mention a few just remember there is a life out there don't get lost in the realems of the pcu. Mary

Check This Out
At the end of the tax year, the IRS office sent an inspector to audit the books of a local hospital. While the IRS agent was checking the books he turned to the CFO of the hospital and said, "I notice you buy a lot of bandages. What do you do with the end of the roll when there's too little left to be of any use?" "Good question," noted the CFO. "We save them up and send them back to the bandage company and every now and then they send us a free box of bandages." "Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious way. "What about all these plaster purchases? What do you do with what's left over after setting a cast on a patient?" "Ah, yes," replied the CFO, realizing that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We save it and send it back to the manufacturer, and every now and then they send us a free package of plaster." "I see," replied the auditor, thinking hard a

Diary Of A Mad Woman
Fuck whoever rated the pictures of me with my boyfriend low. That was stupid and immature. I've been with him for a year and a half and love him very much. I don't need low ratings because you are jealous, so fuck off :/ why don't they see I'm just a little girl who wants to be abused. takeadvantageofme. make me hurt again. we'll both feel better in the end. FUCK YOU, INSOMNIA! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I THOUGHT WE BROKE UP FUCKING AGES AGO! I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU ANYMORE! SO GO THE FUCK AWAY! ITS OVERRR...

♥my Patrick♥
I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart, no matter what legnth of time its for and reguardless of the distance Enough to believe in our relationship to stand by it through the worst of times to have faith in our stregnth as a couple and to never give up on us Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need or want me, and never, ever want to leave you or live without you. I love you baby. Always and forever, Here I am. You are the reason I have a smile on my face, The reason my heart skips a beat, And the reason I have butterflies in my tummy. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, Just so you know I love you baby I miss your voice as it speaks my name.I miss your eyes and how they burn with a passionate flame.I want to feel your breath On my naked skin.And the touch of your hand so tender - Which i

I Am Not Man
I am misunderstanding tucked under layers of skin Nameless, an outcast to society’s rules. An heartless soul unfit for love; Your greatest mistake and only passion. I am not man. A constant inhaling machine of hate With optional exhaling sequence to love. Fueled by the flow of deception through my veins. I am not man I repeat. I bleed vengeance, embrace all pain Dream of evil and lay with the devil Beneath blankets of fears and unfaithful tears. . &

Done Being Taken Advantage Of
how to start this, over a year ago my mother asked me to come over while she was at work,(yes she never moved out shes lived with her dad forever) spend the entire day at my grandfathers house. Make sure my grandpa had lunch/dinner. I did this for 100dollars a week and hiring a professional sitting service would cost over 1,000k a week. so i was like no prob. well i used to be there at 7am and leave around 6pm and did this for 20 dollars a day. yea go ahead say it im an idiot. well here we are over a year later, ive stopped going over there except to prepare him lunch, my mom still wants me to sit over there all day,, im just not into doing that, not for 20/day...for many who dont know (just about everyone) my mother is a hoarder.....see below Hoarding: aka a pack rat, but mental disorder where they cant get rid of shit.....(my definition) well there were several times where i would be unable to go over and make him lunch or whatever for serious reasons....i had surgery on my foot to

Todays Daily Secret
When I was little.. I have a little brother.. One time he pissed me off so bad.. One morning he went to the kitchen to make a bowl of cereal right. Poured himself a bowl without milk. he stopped and went to the bathroom. While he was gone I went into the kitchen.. hocked up a nice juicy lugie and spit it into his bowl. I sat back down in the living room and he came out. went to his cereal and poured the milk in. He put away the milk and stood there eating that bowl of snot cereal til gone.. I gaged and laughed the whole time lol!

Beautiful Stranger
There she was, A beautiful stranger walking down the street Five feet-six inches, in laced three inch heels Supporting her body of deception and lies In a black skirt wrinkled with lust Complimented by her sleeveless top, Sheltering a broken heart. A beautiful stranger she was, On a hot sunny day in spring Where every step taken brought us closer Unaware of the history we were unknowingly sharing; My eyes silently attempting to introduce myself, My

The Path
Walking alone in this path I search for love to adapt A single hint of your smile The scent of your love perfume Alone in this path, I flee the past Embrace a new and brighter future; One with the warmth of your presence And the comfort of a look in your eyes. Alone in this path I shed your tears, I can no longer stand to see you cry For taking your love for granted And not loving you like you knew I could. Alone in this path I’ll fight your war Risk my life; bleed my love for you, Cast your sins and live your fears Take your hand and forever hold you near. Alone in this path I bring you hope,

Attention All Stalkers
ITS NOT KOOL TO STALK MY FACEBOOK, MYSPACE, AND YEARBOOK ASKING MY FRIENDS WHERE I LIVE AT. I NEVER (I REPEAT NEVER) WOULD MEET ANY OF YOU ANYWHERE NO MATTER HOW MUCH MONEY YOU OFFER ME. MY FUBAR IS JUS TO CHAT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME ITS ALL FUN AND GAMES BUT A LINE HAS TO BE DRAWN....IM JUST NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL AND I HAVE A PURITY RING ANYWAY. LETS KEEP IT CLEAN GENTLEMAN

I've Tryed
My soul is the Guardian of Death it protects me fuels me i will ever surrender to any 1 you may hurt me & my blood on your hands but i can not allow you to kill me again! Never again as long as my soul is still Alive I will Fight you off! Yet my Blood is on ur Hands ur words I wont forgive you ever again you seem like you enjoy hurting me go head hit me & hurt me more with ur attitiude ur dagger & ur shitty hurt full words are like needles in my skin in my feelings sucking out every feelings i had for you. Keep your cell number i dont want it keep Every FUCKING THING! I Had Enough getting Hurt by Girls Like you you have no FEELING WHAT SO EVER! You say i dont know you but i do I knew you & your soul it was pure like mine before you turned you Turned on your self your family you & ur friends can try to kill me even in death but you dident know I love you I toke you in to my life where u had no where else to go & yet you still gotta act like a bitch! WHY! so i sat here & think I

Somethin I Wrote A Long Time Ago...
get over it When was the last time your ribs hurt from laughingWhen your face hurt from your stretched smile Have your eyes hurt recently from the sharp picture around youOr do you feel your way around looking for a light switchDo you get light-headed from the elevation of your aspirationsOr loss of blood from worry and doubts' lacerationsDo you wait for a releaseOr to be filledIs it all their faultOr is their fault yoursDo you have hateOr does hate have youDo we want to believe in things getting betterOr better things we believe inDo we have our own fate Or does fate own usHow do we lose happinessYet claim to know where to find itWe can't hope for satisfactionWithout satisfying actionDoes love come into our livesOr do we naturally liveout loveIf we outlive loveDo we mourn itIs there eternal peace for love lostOr do we damn itDo we ever really forgive and forgetOr do we forget about forgivenessAre you dyingOr are you livingIs our life what we make itOr does life make us Do we unders

Worldly Insight
For more than five decades we have drifted away from the principals God set forth when he created this great country. We have deluded ourselves into thinking that we could replace God's laws with the laws of man. My hope is that we can band together to change our country. I truly believe we can do this by getting on our knees and praying to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. My prayer is not that we will not pass laws to make abortions illegal, but that there will be no one seeking abortions. My prayer is not that we will make pornography illegal but that they will go out of business due to lack of business. My prayer is not that we pass laws regulating morality, but that the people of this great country will become great again because the word of God is written upon their hearts. My prayer is that God will give us God fearing leaders who seek his counsel and forgiveness. That God will put these men and women into positions of leadership in our governments, our schools, our busi

Java Rambling Bout Her Day
I took my kiddos out for lunch today and, being its Sunday, it was busy busy in the restaraunt. It was filled with seniors for the most part. I think seniors are so cute..lol. When you get older you almost digress back to a child in a way. Not to say that the years they have lived don't deserve our respect but I mean, its just a prime example of the circle of life. You start out all innocent and carefree, life is simpler, you enjoy the little things. You take note of the little things like a child watching a butterfly. Then you start growing up and "life" ruins it all. Work becomes priority, things become a bigger deal, we rarely take time to smell the flowers and really feel the peace of the little things. Stresses become moreso, it just isnt as simple anymore. Then you get older and you start remembering what life should be about. You take a slower pace, you dont take things/people for granted as much. A lunch date with your lady friends or your husband of 50 yrs makes

Funny Stuff
Shooting adviceWords Of Wisdom Clint Smith, Director of Thunder Ranch, is part drill instructor, and part standup comic (Thunder Ranch is a firearms training facility in Arizona ).Here are a few of his observation on tactics, firearms, self defense and life as we know it in the civilized world."The most important rule in a gunfight is: Always win and cheat if necessary.""Don't forget, incoming fire has the right of way..""Make your attacker advance through a wall of bullets. You may get killed with your own gun, but he'll have to beat you to death with it, cause it's going to be empty.""If you're not shootin', you should be loadin'. If you're not loadin', you should b

Wtf Why Am I Here?
As I sit here waking up to a cup of coffee as I always do,i've come to the conclusion that life itself is meaningless with no perpose.Everytime someone needs help who do they come to,ME.Where's all my so called friends when I need help.No where that's where.When I need help,everyone turns their back to me.And what the hell is up with all the women in the town.You try to be nice,flash a smile or hold the door for them and they treat you like you have the plague.

Ugh!
this is exactly why I wasn't looking for a fucking boyfriend in the two months my ex-fiance and I broke up...I was TRYING to improve my fucking self, but what did I do two months after getting DUMPED on my ass...find a boyfriend. Who fucking doesn't deserve me. Go Rina! :) I'm so smart. And I treat him the same way I treated my ex. Wohoo. Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results? Well, that alone proves I'm crazy...on top of all the shit that I'm not going to post online because a small part of me sees the downside of irrationally posting all my rantings on fubar. ha. //end rant...maybe I am not blaming either of my exes. I am completely and totally taking responsibility of being the fucked up one. My ex-fiance is a douchebag though but even he didn't deserve how I treated him. My current?ex? boyfriend has been so good to me and almost from the start I have treated him like shit. I have some problems that I really

Random
1. Breakfast Club 2. Top gun 3. Gladiator (with Russel Crowe) 4. The Ugly Truth 5. Alice in Wonderland (with Johnny Depp) 6. Men in Black 1 and 2 7. Field of Dreams 8. Radio 9. The Spongebob Squarepants Movie 10. Jeff Dunham movies RANDOMNESS IS GREAT

Sick Of It.....
why?....why not me?......i dont think im that bad of a person.....i desirve to be happy....i desirve to be treated rite.....im at a loss....i dont kno what to do anymore.....i try and try and try....and i only get shit on for it.....i let ppl kno how much i care....only to be slapped in the face by them not caring for me.....im sick of trying....im so ready to give up......i dont get people...... i feel sooo fucking used sometimes........i just wanna crawl into a fucking hole and die......i know he wouldnt give a shit! i wish i could tell my heart to stop falling for him

Alisa's Blogs
:WHAT I WOULD LOVE IN A GUY:: I guess when i come to think what i want in a guy, one would call me picky. I would just say i know what i want. First off sweet little things make my heart float. Guys that try too hard with pick up lines and make stuff up about them to sound more perfect is just rediculous. No one is perfect and i dont want perfect. I just want a guy that doesnt smoke ciggs or do hardcore drugs, not a good thing to get wrapped up in. lol also guys if your cocky, you mine as well go fuck yourself Also if a guy has cheated on his girlfriend ever in the past, hes screwed, no girl wants that ! Guys dont pretend to be happy, go for whatever it is that will make you happy. Dont leave your girl hangin and convinced shes the one causing it, because really it will be your fault for not opening up. I want a guy that would kiss me over and over, just out of no where and run his hands through my hair. I'd want him to come over in the morning while i was still laying in bed, kis

Everyone Needs This List Ot Live By....
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your b3est friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. The most destrutive habit: WORRY The greatest joy: GIVING The greatest loss: LOSS OF SELF-RESPECT The most satisfying work: HELPING OTHERS The ugliest personality trait: SELFISHNESS The most endangered species: DEDICATED LEADERS Our greatest natural resource: OUR YOUTH The greatest "shot in the arm": ENC

Photogragh
Fear falls hard like rain again washing over meYou say nothing will ever change what do i BelieveYou fall deep inside again nothing left to seeWeakness fills your heart again you put it toRestForfeit everything because you were neverStrong enoughClose my eyes again and pray that life will notGive upI try to see your face again a photograph for meYour voice calling out again nothing left for meYou try to find your place again waiting just toBreatheWeakness takes your heart again you put it toRest....locked inside againDid you forget about the things i said Fight the lies inside your headDeny those who try to bring you downKill the pain and emptinessFind a love and lose yourselfWithout this life you're just a memory...lockedInside again artist:12stone album:Potter's Field this song means alot to me

The Eyes Dont Lie
THE EYES DON'T LIECan you really truly know someone when you can't look into their eyes?If you're like me, you think you can..but then left to wonder why...Can you believe what people say when they tell you about their life?Or when the sweet man that you think you know says he doesnt have a wife?Even when you're being cautious, when you think you're holding backYou're wide open for strangers to suck you in cause they know what things you lack.They know what you want to hear and they will tell you more and moreUntil finally your guard comes down and their foot is through the door.And no matter how many times you tell yourself that its crazyThings have moved so fast, he fell so hardJust when youve almost convinced yourself...he plays that final card.The thing you need the most, the words you want to hearAre spoken through the phone line, now nothing seems so clear"I love you"...what a joke! It seems that's all it takesTo let him into your heart...the heart he'll later break.No 3 words h

Fkn Awesome
THIS WAS ON A WHIM...ME AND A BUDDY JUST STARTED WRITING BACK AND FORTH RESPONDING TO EACH OTHER AND THIS IS WHAT CAME OUT OF IT...I LOVE IT BECAUSE IT JUST FLOWED. LOVE TO DO THIS AGAIN WITH SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME WRITING STYLE AS MYSELF. HIT ME UP!!! Eric: am a man who lives in solitude, never knowing what pain I bring you. I raise my fists just to break on thru. All the voices in my head try to make it true. I am a man filled with attitude, I can feel your hate all the way thru. It would be so easy for me to kill you, mark my words, I will crush you. You'll always see me, you'll always need me. You'll never last one minute without me. Java: My madness is inverted, I am a woman who lives within...my sweet smile fools you, you dont recognize my evil grin. The thoughts of pain and torture run rampid behind these eyes...but the look of virgin sweetness is my mask,my disguise. Attempt what you must, my soul holds no fear...take your fists and break on thru, for you I she

Little Angel
Little AngelLet me tell you a storyAbout a sweet little childWith locks of hair colour of sunshineRed lips colour of wineWith the smile of an angelEyes as blue as the seaLet me tell you about this childThis child was once me...Children's minds are full of dreams, hopes and aspirationsTheir hearts are pure and full of loveTheir future's for the takingTheir paths seemed paved by gold...But this little girl was differentNever content being a childShe was in a hurry to grow upShe wanted to be wildNot rebellious, or disobedientBut wild meaning freeAnyone & Anywhere but who and where she wasWas where she wished to be...That poor angelShe was robbedOf the happiness she deservedThat poor angel Cried painful tearsCries that noone ever heard...In the playground while others playedShe preferred to hide and weepPraying God to watch over herPraying that her soul He would keep...Not wanting to return homeBut wanting to run awayRun away to a dream, a better placeRun away, ANGEL, run awayBut as the su

The Noose
Written for me by an AWESOME writer and just a kick ass guy...love ya Brad. This shits just demented, I LOVE IT The Noose So glad to see you have overcome them. Completely silent now With heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down to choke you Bradley Michael Carmichael January 31/2007

Daddy
DADDYVoices in my headGet louder day by dayThey slowly pull me inI feel my sanity slipping awayMinute by minute they speak clearerThe faint whispers turned to screams"GO AWAY! LEAVE ME BE!"My plees are in vain it seemsIt makes them madder, makes them louderMakes them want me that much moreThey won't stop until they control meUntil Im not "me" anymoreThere are many that speak to meThat try to tell me what to doWhat evil deeds to carry outOh, if only others knewWhat in my mind was brewingWhat sadistic plans they are plottingAs they start to possess my beingAs my own heart and soul lay rottingThe rough low voice is the worstHe sounds to me like satanHis voice is filled with hatredI wonder how many souls he's takenHe seems to be the leader, the master of the dead"Come child, join my serpeants" is what he always saidIt was tempting, I couldn't fight himI was weak under his spellSo I surrendered my life to himAnd I joined him in a place he called hellNow I'm wicked, just like DaddyI

Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste

Midnight
I look off in to the midnight sky. Wondering what my life will hold. All the changes that are happening. The empty side of the bed. The sadness of being alone With each passing day I build the wall around my heart. Making it taller and wider. Leaving a hole in hopes that "he" will find it and come in to be my missing piece. Untill then I will look off into the midnight sky and hope. There is always hope. I hope!

From My Poet....
TONIADAILY EFFORTS EACH MOMENT TRY,LOST TO ETERNITY THEY SEEM TO BE.WITH EACH BREATH ON THAT WE RELY,MY THOUGHTS WILL REST WITH THEE.NO MATTER HOW IT FINISHES,YOUR SPIRIT ANCHORS ME.WHILE I KNOW MY IMAGE IS VIRTUAL,YOUR’S IN MY HEART WILL EVER BE.THE ANGELnCHAINS ENTRANCES THE MIND,OF POET THE AGING HARE.FRIENDSHIP FOR US SHALL BE,A CULMINATION OF THAT WE DO SHARE.LET YOUR HEART REST ASSURE,THAT THOUGH EACH DAY MAY END.THAT REGRET NOT LIVES AMONG MY THOUGHTS,I WOULD LOVINGLY EACH DAY CALL YOU…. FRIEND.THANK YOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP….YOUR SERVANTPOET

A Rose Compared To A Women
The red in a rose represents a women,s heart their not to far apart. The peddles represents how delicate and smooth they are which keeps them so close together. the stem represents the years that they lived The thorns represents their strengths and fights. When a leaf falls it represents their tears and pains, A closed rose is in wait of an open rose which will represents who they are inside, so open up your eyes an touch what's in front of u don't let it just pass u by.

Pains
pain is n the heart that's where it start's then n ur chest it begins 2 burn n ake n other pain's accur emptyness hit's like a rock but don't stop, love can be joy n happyness if it's truest of love's nothings perfect we'll have are ups n down's, but working through it, we will, no arguing just talking just here 4 1another we stand as 1 helping with everything without hesitation no matter what it is, massage a shoulder just here n always n always here with n open ear an all of r deapest darkest secrets r like n open book nothing shut just opened up.... writtin by RICHARD O C

Love
Love is sharing an caring and brings a smirk upon your face, a smile so bright you light up like the northern lights, so beautiful and bright like a magic light, that all the cuddling and kissing put's you in a lovely sight, u could be anywhere without your love that you begin to miss all the touching and laughing, so that's why u hold on to all your memories so you can reminece, your smirk hits and you know that the feelings you share will and always will be there an in await for more memories to create "Love is here"

What To Do
i call this one end this is the end for me this is the end for us this is the end of my life i cant take the heartache this is the end of everything my life is nothing but hurt and sarrow to the one that left me in this dark cold place i will love u for ever till the worlds end i cant take this pain i cant take this sarrow so this is the end....... good bye......... what would u do if your guy or girl hardly talked to you or seen u and u loved this person with your whole heart and theres nothing u wouldnt do for this person. i am a mother of 3 wonderful kids and they cant see there dad bc of some stuff that is going on, i feel like i am being not hard enough but yet ppl are telling me i am being to hard and that he will not go for it. i have it so he can see the kids every weekend till i start work then when i am at work and no weekends and we split the holidays but he has to write down if they got in trouble and if they got hurt or sick and stuff like that so my questio

This Is In Response To Nightlines Broadcast On 3/09/10
I have several things to say about this report. First off how can the news go on and proclaim that music influcences people to commit murder. Where as theres more volience, rape, and hatrid shown on the news daily than all volient music combined. This is the world we live in. I understand that the news needs something to report. Yes it is the job of the news to bring forth this sort of acts of mankind to the masses to cause fear in their fellow man. However I recall other events where an musical artists was placed under such accusations. Judist Preist were sued due to a boy commiting suscide but the suit was dropped when there was no such hidden lryics. Metallica was sued due to two young men killing one another who were avid fans of the band. Maryln Manson was banned from Colorado due to the mass murder that was committed there by two of his fans. Metal guitar legend Dime Bag Darryl was murdered on stage by a fan of his old band Pantera. And so on so forth. I'm seeing a trend here. Ea