Great times never do last long. Felt like crap last night and the one person that could make me feel better did. I spent the night and he held me until I fell asleep. Just wish he would see what I do. But instead he would rather keep me pushed away. Damn men. Right now I just wish I could find someone who loves me for me. Just because I have 3 kids by different guys doesnt mean im a whore. Shit happens. They just finally showed their true colors after I get pregnant. I just want someone who can handle me and all the stresses i face everyday. I dont need a man as long as I have my kids. But u know it would be nice to know that u have someone to talk to no matter what.