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Feng Shui
My apartment complex is painting my front door Black. It used to be a tan color. I am very excited about this because in Feng Shui my door should be black because it faces north. At least that's what the book says. Also I am really bored today and it is very entertaining to watch my dog try to figure out what is going on out there. He stands at the door with his head tilted and it is very cute.

Im So Stupid
why do i have to ask questions.... i feel like a fuckin idiot and i think i fucked up my life time..... Im never going to be happy never i always screw up my life and the people that love me in it. I dont derseve to have anything... I can't help it that im a jealous girl im just scared and nervous about losing ppl and getting my life fixed. i want to make sure im not making a mistake with anything going on n my life i want a happy life but i think i fucked up i want to find out but im getting ignored pls help me ijm going insane i need to know

~ Birthday Fun ~
Have Fun With It...... Meaning of color and your birthday Don't cheat, If you are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black , blue , green , or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same gender as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like flying or driving more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) ************************************************* Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses

Drinkers
hi there fubar friends just wanted to know how many actually drink. ha ha goodmorning everyone. hope everyone is doing good. i would love to know all of who is up early in the mornings about 5. i'm always on wiith no one to chat with so if u are on and would love to be a friend please let me know. love ya all

Tilt A Whirl
well well well, I'm at work...panhandlers are outside, with drunken people falling over themselves and shelves, while the addicts are getting mad at me for some crazy Copay they have and it's only $1.10....hmmmmm...yep, boring afterwards no one to talk to but to chuck crazy glue up in the ceiling and watch it hang there..I have to vacuum...right around in striaght circles..LOL, then the fun with counting down my Till...holdin about $800 and up in cash in my hands...whoohoo..can't wait for May to come around I'll be joining the Coast Guard giving them hell..=-) His soft kisses make my knees feel weak, I'm melting to the floor as he follows me there. Laying me gently on the carpet, outlining my jaw with his tongue. Sliding my hands up his lose black shirt, shivering over me, I drag his shirt off him and toss it the bed. Slow circles are created between my legs with his fingers, the sweet spot, biting my lower lip and whimpering under him. I notice that butterflies are flying around in my

Just Say Thank You
Luke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must Have stung quite a bit. The complaint: 'Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base: Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A.M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet.. Imagine our good fortune! Do the Tom Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up call, or were they trying to impress the cashiers at Mervyns early bird special? Any response would be appreciated.

For The Sake Of Change [[lyrics]]
Lets cut to the chase and feed me your bullshit while I sit here and take it if thats what it takes sorry to dissapoint you I'm always coming back for more so say whatever you want call me whatever you will week after week being taken for granted like a habit I can't seem to break I can't let go although God knows how hard I've tried when will we be enough? Nothings ever enough Nothings ever enough Here we go again another day to shut them up If you think I'll just walk away well thats not who I am I bet you'll need me one day to keep you alive and I'll spit in your face just like you did to mine week after week still going nowhere wait til you see what happens next I can't let go although God knows how hard I've tried when will we be enough? nothings ever enough I can't let go although God knows how hard I've tried when will we be enough? nothings ever enough time is wasting wait til you see what happens next time i

How To Treat Our Ladies
As men we tend to overlook our ladies. Not just in the usual way for not telling them that we love them. If you are married, this means she put you before everyone, for the rest of her life. Not only do they give birth to our children. They remember birthdays, run homes, work themselves, at times are nurses for us and our children. They're a lot of ways of showing them they we do appreciate them, a lot are small too. Well at least small to us, but important to them. Some examples are. 1). Open and close doors for them, surprise them call them from work just to remind them how wonderful they are. 2). Send them presents to their work, flowers, candy, stuffed animal, something. 3). Take a day off just for her and spend the day doing things she likes to do. 4). When she comes home from work have a nice hot bath drawn for her. 5). Make her a very nice dinner. 6). Offer to do some of the house work and do it. 7). When she is in a new outfit,

Auto 11s On With An Incentive To Rate
Rate 100 of my pics during my Auto 11 and I will make you one of these tags. Just fumail me when you have completed the 100 and let me know which one of the tags you would like. The more you rate - the more tags you can get. Tag #1 Tag #2 Tag #3 Tag #4 BONUS ALL DURING FEBRUARY Bling me with a (during a happy hour) and I will make you a personal profile skin! This bulletin brought to you by... aGEM4life ShadowLeveler☆RR-Crew☆SBG♥Wife of Ike™♥ FUOwnedBy allenwhet

Stupid People
I have learned in past relationship that if someone dont want you then they dont want you go figure. I talk to a lot of people and come to the conclusion men and women are dumb in relationships. they always chase after the ones that dont want them. and there is always someone in the background that wants to be with that person. and that person know that someone wants them but doesnt care cause they think that they have a chance with someone that they dont! but what they dont realize is that when they finally figure out that the one they want dont want them they think oh well that one person will be there when im down. well guess what we dont want to hear about some other person u want so badly to be with. we are the ones that you should be with not the one that picks you up when get knocked down. and yall know who yall are on my friends list that do this. when yall finally figure out who really cares and who really dont its going to be too damn late and the one that cares wont care any

Drama
Okay,so everyone has a blog and I guess it was about time that I wrote one. This will be my only one, so pay attention. I hate drama. I hate liars. I hate that so many people come on sites like this to actually meet people and end up with a bunch of bull shit drama. Listen people, we are all fucking adults. Everyone needs to just "grow the hell up" as some people put it. But you know what, most of the people who say that, are the ones that need to be growing up themselves. We all don't have time to be letting bullshit take over our lives. I mean, come on, it's just ridiculous. All I know is if you like drama, are involved with drama, are a FUCKING LIAR, and want to start drama with me, my friends, or family, then just go fuck off. I don't have time for it and I'm not putting up with it. So don't even bother taking the time to look at my pics or rate my page. Mess with me, my family, or my friends and is on. Ima bitch and I'm not afraid to tell you how it is. And that's all I have to

Poems Of Intoxication
Walk with me into the night entwine your fingers with mine and hold on tight Theres no beauty here only misery and pain But as long as your with me I'll be alright until you let me go and i get lost in the darkness within Your hands are so cold but i know it's me who brings this chill Because i have no heart I have no love I have nothing but you My mind is playing tricks on me again I can see your face and i can see your sin I feel your pain I feel insane I hate this shit why won't it leave Just let me be Let go of my hand and go on your way I've held you down for to long Spread your wings and fly Good bye

I'm A Bitch Are You?
I'm a Bitch, Are You? When I stand up for my beliefs, and myself they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch entails raising my children to be strong people who have a solid sense of personal and social responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in and who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

Valentine's Day
What a man does for Valentine's Day Roland advises his friend Ricky that beer and cheap candy may not serve as a gift for his wife on Valentine's as well as wine and a goumet bon bon--the story twists onward from there. Ricky contentedly stretched his legs out a little further in front of him in the reclining chair, took another drink of soda pop, and reached with a corn chip for another scoop of dip off the plate on the little table. "Who would ever have thought our lives would end up looking like this?" he asked, looking across the table to his partner, Roland, in the other reclinging chair." "What do you mean? There isn't anything wrong with our lives," Roland replied. "No, there isn't anything wrong with our lives--that's what I mean," said Ricky as he muted the television commercial. "Here we are, watching the Super Bowl in my own living room. And each of us, we got married, and there's our wives visiting in the kitchen," he said motioning through the doorway to th

Jpop English Lyrics
I don’t even know where it’ll end up But I’ll send you my love and trust that it will reach you Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape But I have one wish that won’t end That we won’t give up on what we swore to each other that day As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky We’ve been searching for the maning of being born Without ever holding each other’s hand I don’t even know where it’ll end up But I’ll send you my love and trust that it will reach you When I overcome my mistakes and pain My wish will be embraced by light And awaken our future Are you, too, feeling somewhere The loneliness of that cloud that drifts along in the wind? In order to protect our dreams we hurt each other And walked away with our backs to each other Surely we’ll understand someday That we both feel that same, I want to believe it We can fly without being afraid of getting lost Our heartbeat undulating Don’t give up on your dreams yet We’ll face do

Joke Time!!
Accordin to recent studies, blow jobs are the healthiest breakfast because it comes with a sausage, two nuts and a protein shot!....Stay healthy, suck dick!! lol ***************** FEMALE VERSION OF LORDS PRAYER...my vibrator, which brings me heaven! Rabbit be thy name! til kingdom come, thy maketh cum! on earth! or is it heaven! give me this day my daily thrill and forgive me my screams, as i forgive those who sold me dub batteries! Lead me straight into temptation, but deliver from frustration! for thine is the vibration! the power and rotation. forever and ever NO MEN! ***************** Theres been a big bust up in the biscuit tin! A Bandit called Rocky who was Crackers hit a Penguin over the head with a Club, tied him to a Wagon wheel with a Blue Riband, kidnapped a Trophy and made his Breakaway in a Taxi. The police say Rocky was seen just Aftereight by a Viscount from Maryland Hobnobbin a Gingernut. Unfortunately they have not got a crumb

18 Signs Of Falling Inlove
EIGHTEEN you get so jealous when someone comments them saying they are cute SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time TEN: You smile when you hear their voice NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them SEVEN: They're all you think about SIX: You get high just from their scent FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them FOUR: You would do anything for them! THREE: You blush when u hear their name TWO: You were

In A Touch
Kiss me and know As your lips brush mine That you are touching a thousand summer days four hundred winter nights sleepless and cold the sand from the farthest star and the earth beneath our feet the music of the first one who sung the faith of the first one who prayed the magic of the first one who dared to be something more to go farther to search deeper the dreams of many scattered through the skies moondust and star-stuff hope joy and love circulating through the universe contained within a single drop of dew.

Saying Thx
To all of you that i truly trust and luv out there. The people who are real with me and with others no matter what that i would kill for. Hell yall know who yall are one of you for sure. If i get irated or got some shit on my mind all you have to do is look at me and you know and never fail to ask whats goin on man. Hell yall even call at 2 or 3 in morn to make sure i ok and get pissed if i dont answer lmao. Those are the reason i love yall and i would kill for yall i always have your backs. If we all lived next to each other we would all have to move cause there no way one place could handle all of us. But just saying thank you for making me smile and laugh everyday people much luvs and stay badass. I cant remember how many days or times i have cut my skin and hurt myself but for the first time i can remember something in life. I remember two things how many days i havent cut myself (1) and how it was the best feeling in the world. For the first time in 13 years i have not taking th

Memory Lane
They said I had it bad. Addicted to what we had. Heartbreaks know fading fast. Vitals low might not last. Strep down while sirens ring. Holding on trying to breathe Not like this I can't leave. Look what you've done to me. I've Overdose overdose overdose on you. They said I've overdose overdose overdose on you. Cause I want you close. I need you the most. Without you im just through. So I've overdose overdose overdose on you. Rushing me switching lanes. Ivs going through my veins. Blood tests say no cocaine. They don't know you're the blame. Cause your deep inside of me. So this is goodbye to me. But with you I'll die happily. One more hit I'll be free. Cause I've overdose overdose overdose on you. They said I've overdose overdose overdose on you. Cause I want you close. I need you the most. Without you im just through. So I've overdose overdose overdose on you. Cause I know that you would kill me. Cause im sweatin, tweakin,

Direct Tv Peons
Ok so for those who dont know whats going on Direct Tv took 460.04 out of my account WITHOUT AUTHORIZATION and I have been on the phone constantly with them since the 28th of Jan. Well I finally got pissed off enough to say screw talking to the peons at the customer service number so I went searching online for the execs numbers and guess what I found. The numbers of course! So with that in mind anyone who has been or is displeased with any of the service they have gotten from those peons I am going to enclose the number for the Execs. Just act professionally when the operator does answer the phone. Here is the numbers for those actions......... The Ellen Filipiak person is the one you want to talk to she is the VP for Customer Relations. Very nice person who is willing to help with issues. Here are some executive email addresses and phone numbers if you need to escalate an unresolved problem with DirecTV: bruce.churchhill@directv.com, bbchurchhill@directv.com: EVP john.murphy

Fyi
Just so I dont have to continue to repeat the entire story every time I talk to people individually, My mother is sick and in the hospital.Shes been diagnosed with Pulmonary Embolism.Normally theres options like thrombolytics or anti coagulants but she has other complications such as a bleeding ulcer. So this is why I haven't been around or why we haven't spoken and its most likely going to continue that way for a while

Sand And Stone
Sand and Stone A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, he wrote in the sand: Today my best friend slapped me in the face. They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but his friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: Today my best friend saved my life. The friend, who had slapped and saved his best friend, asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand, and now, you write on a stone, why?" The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand, where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away, but when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can

Ez Rates
JUST TO CLEAR UP THE "EZ RATES" THING, EZ RATES MEANS ......SMALLER PICS, ALL THE SAME SIZE OR ALL OF SMALLER SIZE, HENCE " EZ RATES ", THIS DOESN'T MEAN THAT THE RATING SYSTEM WILL BE DIFFERENT OR THAT THEY'RE LITERALLY EZ TO RATE, THEY'RE EASIER TO RATE CUZ THE SCREEN ISN'T JUMPING AROUND FROM A SMALL TO A BIG PIC. I HAVE SEVERAL ALBUMS WHICH ARE MARKED 'EZ RATES' , FEEL FREE TO RATE & COMMENT, IF YOU'D LIKE.IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO COPY THEM, PLEASE DO SO AFTER RATING THEM, THANX.

Backstage
TODAY IS YOUR LUCKY DAY!! I HAPPEN TO HAVE A FREE BACKSTAGE PASS, JUST FOR YOU! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK BELOW AND INSTANTLY YOU'LL FIND YOURSELF INSIDE THE HOTTEST MOST EXCLUSIVE PARTY ON FUBAR! SO WHAT'RE YOU WAITING FOR?! COME PARTY BACKSTAGE WHERE THE DRINKS FLOW FREELY, THE TUNES ARE ALWAYS BLASTING, AND WHERE THE HOTTIES COME TO PLAY! (repost of original by '"The Ish" Security @ Backstage & Head Greeter @ Hydaway Radio' on '2009-02-03 17:13:15') (repost of

Master/submissive Poetry Written By Others
i am a submissive woman. i am not weak, nor i am worthless. i am a submissive woman. i am intelligent, and possess a strength and perseverence that withstands the trials of life. This strength which i possess and cherish is my gift to You. When life breaks You down and makes You question the man you were intended to be... allow me to allow You to suck my strength from me. Make it Your own. i do not nor will i ever give my submission to a man just because he claims dominance. But to You, i give all of me... and Your ownership completely sets me free. i trust in You to cherish the gift, embrace my trust in You... to protect me. i have opened up my heart and my mind... the very core of my soul to You... and invited You in. i have given You the book entitled "Me"... and invited You to read. You know i have suffered and You know i am scared but You... You have endeavored to erase the memories and replace the pain. You are my Master and i am Yo

Babblings Of An Insane Artist.
I just don't draw anymore. It's been since March since I have drawn a lick. No bueno. Tattoo Artist friends keep askin me for custom drawings for clients, hopefully that will strike something up for me, the burnin desire to draw again. There's a cream for that too, and apparently I applied it generously to my artisan rash... Give me a word, any word. Adjective, noun, verb...whudeva. Just a single word, the first word that comes to mind. I need some inspiration, and the word game is something my artists friends and I used to play to get the creative juices flowin'. Help me out, peoples... Okay...so something several non-artists don't know is that in general, any artist of any genre and of any type (music, writing, fine arts, crafts, etc.) is pretty much crazy. I blame Art itself for doing this to these poor people, and alas, I am one of it's unsuspecting victims. I remember as a kid, I drew because I loved it. I remember continuing to draw into teenage years and very-ea

Me
Slow Dance This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short.. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running

Feeling Good
I know I haven't been on as much lately. I will try to start..but been busy working..and exercising..and just bunch of running around. Today I did my first week weight in at weight watchers. I lost 6.8lbs. I know I can do it on my own..I have in the past..but I need a little incentive..or inspiration I guess. This way,, I know I am spending 12 a week.. I will want to do it LOL. I did 3 1/2 hrs of exercise on my wii this week. I am starting to really enjoy it. With all been going on though..by this time at night..I am usually extremely tired. On another note.. just to let you know..I will be having a HH tomorrow. Stop by and show some love please. Hugs...

Crazy In Love
Crazy in love in love with you I am in an unbelievable dream but this dream is true You're my queen and my heart shall you hold your fingers are like magic everything you touch turns gold your that "it" that completes my life i know that i love you I don't have to think twice your presence brings me joy that my spirit can't overcome attached to you forever like seed inside a plum you're the cure to a broken and damaged heart all of these talents yet unique and smart my love for you is loose and it's floatin high above you make me feel so good thats y i am crazy in love....

Makes Me Wonder
What causes someone to push you away? What causes that person to make you sit alone at might crying because they aren't making seance? Why should I keep pushing forward when every time I do you knock me further back than I was? Why must I live in pain because I want to love you? Why should I wait any more? Why when I offer my proverbial shoulder for you to cry on when your down, my ear when your mind is overloading with your troubles don't you take my offer and let me ease your trouble the best I can? Why do I keep letting myself get hurt by sticking around for the hope...no the dream at a love that is given both ways not just from me to you? You know whats sad? With every question I keep thinking the same answer..."I DON'T KNOW!!!" I am starting something new. I am going to start being true to myself. There will be no more waiting, no more crying at night, no more letting you hurt me. I have a couple friends that have really open my eyes. Oh and b4

I See A Pattern
TOP 10 POVERTY CITIES I think I see a pattern here..... This has got to be one of the greatest American tragedies. What do the top 10 cities with the highest poverty rate all have in common? Detroit, MI (1st on the poverty rate list)...hasn't elected a Republican mayor since 1961; Buffalo, NY (2nd)...hasn't elected a Republican mayor since 1954; Cincinnati, OH 20 (3rd)...hasn't elected a Republican mayor since 1984; Cleveland, OH (4th)...hasn't elected a Republican mayor since 1989; Miami, FL (5th)...has never had a Republican mayor; St. Louis, MO (6th)...hasn't elected a Republican mayor since 1949; El Paso, TX (7th)...has never had a Republican mayor; Milwaukee, WI (8th)...hasn't elected a Republican mayor since 1908; Philadelphia, PA (9th)...hasn't elected a R republican

Food Recipe
Ingredients: - 2 pounds of Shrimp - 1 Green Bell pepper - 1 Orange bell pepper - 1 Yellow bell pepper - 2 Roma Tomatoes - 1/2 of a big Onion - 8oz of Mushrooms - 1 bottle of Samuel Adams (Boston Ale) - Salt - Medley Peppercorn - Butter - Olive Oil Take off the shell of the Shrimp and take off the puppy of the shrimp out!!! Wash shrimp well.. Put olive Oil and Butter to melt in a Medium High Heat let butter melt.. Cut Bell pepper (all of them) in strips same as the Roma Tomatoes, wait till shrimp is nicely Cook and red!Give it about 20 min let the olive oil and butter consume down add Onions and mushrooms 1st then the peppers and for last the Tomatoes.. let them get caramelize (get Golden) when this is done add the Samuel Adams and let it cook for 5 mins and is done Have some rice and Broccoli for side and you have a nice dinner!!! XOXO, Bad Kitty P.S.: If u Make please leave me a comment :)

Life & Times Of The Juggalette
i've heard that over the course of our lives, we're going to meet ppl that change not only our character, but also the way we view the world and our role in it. it's funny how much shit can happen in two years. funny too how sum days it can feel like it just happened yesterday and others it feels like it happened a lifetime ago. two years ago, this coming march, i lost two of the most important ppl in my life. my rich and my bestie joey. thankfully i got my bestie back. but my rich...no matter how much i wish otherwise, i'll never get him back. he was the strongest, kindest and most loyal person ive ever met and i loved him completely. he was the kind of person that everyone was just drawn to. he had charisma, a crazy sense of humor and a mouth that, more often than not, got him into trouble. my rich loved to work on cars and race them. that was his passion. he use to joke that if he could get the same pleasure from his car that he did from a woman, he'd be single for the r

Stop This Now!!!
TAX Alert: Fools Rush in where Angels Fear to Tread? The Obama Administration Is Destroying the Free Enterprise System Keep sending your Faxes to STOP this "phony stimulus" plan. Americans are finding out what is in the "phony stimulus" plan and want it changed or stopped. Washington politicians need to get it as well and you must tell them. Your faxes and phone calls are beginning to work and some are listening. A Gallop shows that 54%, a majority of voters, do not think the plan will do anything to help and that a better solution is needed. Beware: This Email May Make You Sick. We are being told that the $850 billion so-called "stimulus" plan being discussed in Congress would be to prop up our failing economy? Do not forget for a moment the fact that this "phony economic stimulus" can never work or that it's unconstitutional. But isn't the intent of any economic stimulus plan to stimulate the failing economy? Borrowing money will not stimulate the Economy. Obama

Idleone's Blog!
Waiting at the station Tears filling up my eyes Sometimes the pain you hide Burns like a fire inside Look out my window Sometimes its hard to see The things you want in life Come and go so easily She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart Watching the days go by Thinking bout the plans we made The days turn into years Funny how they fade away Sometimes I think of those days Sometimes I just hide away Waiting on that 9:20 train Waiting on a memory She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart My ladys on the fly and shes never coming back My love is like a steam train rolling down the tracks yea, yea She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the la

Fu-info
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Godmother Shauny Train Member Links
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What Does Sdmf Really Stand For??
SDMF you dont just put that by your tag on fubar or anyother site, its not a fucking fad..I no longer will have that on my tag because I know what I am.. I dont have to put it there..There are some people on here that are not true family members so watch for them..There are allot of fakes and sdmf means nothing to them but just to try to fit in someplace..If you are true sdmf you follow the bylaws..Its all about respect, love, family and not just music..Some people just put that on there tag to fuck others over or try to scam them.. I found that out first hand on fubar this is why I will no longer trust just your tag that says SDMF..Fubar is just to past the time for me mostly I have met allot of really good people on here..I know whos true and whos not..

Some Of My Favorite Songs.
Moon hangs around A blade over my head Reminds me what to do before I'm dead Night consumes light And all I dread Reminds me what to do before I'm dead The sun reclines Eats my mind Reminds me what to leave behind Light eats night And all I never said Reminds me what to do before I’m… To see you To touch you To see you To touch you Epochs fly, reminds me What I hide, reminds me The desert skies Cracks the spies Reminds me what I never tried The ocean wide salted red Reminds me what to do before I’m… To see you To touch you To feel you To tell you The sun reclines - remind me The desert skies - remind me The ocean wide salted red Reminds me what to do before I’m… Echo: See you Touch you Feel you Tell you By Kidney Thieves Now even though I try to play it off. I'm thinking bout you all day long and I can't wait for shorty to come through From your lips and back up to your eyes My hands on your hips when w

Jokes
A Scotsman is sitting in a bar in Cuba and is minding his business when a man with a large black beard walks in. The man goes to the bar and orders a shot of whisky. The bartender serves him, the man drinks the whisky then starts walking out the door. The bartender says, "Hey aren't you going to pay for that?" The man says, "Excuse me, Castro's Army." The bartender says, "Alright then" and the man leaves. A few minutes later another man with a large black beard walks in. The man goes to the bar and orders a shot of whisky. The bartender serves him, the man drinks the whisky then starts walking out the door. The bartender says, "Hey aren't you going to pay for that?" The man says, "Excuse me, Castro's Army." The bartender says "Alright then" and the man leaves. The Scotsman gets an idea and walks up to the bar and orders a shot of whisky. He drinks the whisky then starts walking out the door. The bartender says, "Hey aren't you going to pay for that?" The Scotsman says, "Excuse me

Me And My Other Half Carni
a few days ago some one asked me what i see when i look in the mirror...............so i thought about it and ........................... when looking in the mirror i don't see Jeff, i know it's sounds crazy but i don't see me. I see a manifestation of pain, a vesle that no longer belongs to me but to a separate person that keeps me guessing on what way to go. (i've always been differnt from the way i act, dress and even draw. now i'm not saying that i'm special or better than anyone else cuz i'm not but i do have my qualities and talents) for as long as i can remember i have these weird/deranged/psychotic/sick/suicidal thoughts. (i've never done anything to myself). so i decided to create what i like to call a mental maze to block all these thoughts in and keep them seperated. well as off these past couple days it's been getting worse and worse. due to the amount of stress i've been going thru w/ my family. (i'm not saying that my problems r far worse than anyone else's or a

Just Jokes
MEET CRYSTAL METH!!!! Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that's just a start. I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I'm easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child's closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth. My power is awesome, try me, you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But if you try me twice, then I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You'll do what you have to do, just

Addiicted To Blogging
The Gift Blinded by the love and the longing to be with you… You...my Soulmate, I truly believed to be “The One” The one I would love and would love me unconditionally The one I yearned to be with at every moment The one I couldn’t wait to see coming home & the one I couldn’t wait to open my eyes to The one I would gaze eyes with for hours in an intense and loving stare My best friend who would always be there for me, improve me and never judge The man I did things for I would never do, but wanted to and he would never have to ask My happiness & satisfaction intensified knowing that his wants & desires were fulfilled The one I would spend forever with, the one I would grow old with An experience like no other you gave me, the good, the bad, the gift… The familiarity of being in your arms, a comfort I knew all too well from centuries ago As we held our hearts together in ultimate bliss the angels would circle us with wind The moon, illuminating paths over the ocean for

For Moms
Dis iz so true... My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. 'Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights. ' It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you w ith a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama

Amber Alert
A family is missing from their Altadena home, and sheriff's deputies are asking for your help to find them. An AMBER Alert has been issued after a mother and her two sons disappeared in the family's minivan. They were last seen around 3:00 p.m. Thursday. Detectives with the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department say they have "specific information" that the mother, 38-year-old Lisa Vigil Ruelas, plans to kill her 11 and 13-year-old sons Gabriel and Evan and then commit suicide. Detectives say Ruelas may be driving a 2005 silver Saturn minivan with license plate number 5SNJ931. If anyone has information on the whereabouts of Lisa Ruelas or her two children, they are urged to contact Altadena Sheriff Station at (626) 798-1131. for pictures please look at KSBY Action News in ca.. central coastal news

Nipples
Ok, so ppl that know me should know that i have a bit of a nipple fetish....Nothing is as sweet and sucking, licking and bitting a pair of nips(pierced ones OMG) I made a folder on my page and now i just need your help to fill my folder with your hard nipples(drools thinking about it) Private message me for my email address and i will be more then happy to give it to you. FEMALE OR MALE

News Flash An Auction
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What Is Reality?
This is a question that has been passed down for generations. The question that truly has not been pondered or even expanded upon with any new ideas since the days of Plato, Aristotle, Socrates and the Greek Philosophers of legend. Even they never came up with any concrete definition of what reality really is. so on to the matter at hand. DEFINITION OF REALITY So what is the "definition" of reality? this is where the line can blur a bit. Wikipedia defines Reality as "in everyday usage, means "the state of things as they actually exist" Merriam-Websters Dictionary defines Reality as: " the quality or state of being real" or " a real event, entity, or state of affairs the totality of real things and events" NONE of these definitions are actual definitions of reality though because everyone of them is flawed with illogical human reasoning. The human reasoning that is flawed in the definition of reality has to do with the traditional human viewpoint is almost "Alway

Smuts 3 Day Auto Race
HE'S HOLDIN' HIS FIRST EVER HAPPY HOUR !!!! LET'S RAWK HIS PAGE SHOW HIM WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT HE WILL BE BOMBIN' & HOLDIN' AUTO 11'S BLING HIM RAPE HIS PAGE SHOW HIM SOME MAD FULOVE NOW I PROUDLY INTRODUCE TO YOU MY OWNER I'M SMUT ImSmut Fugaged to tashafrggrl-owner of lots of young ladies@ fubar GO SHOW HIM MAD LOVE BLING HIM RAPE HIS PAGE AND WHEN YA DO TELL HIM MZ.BELLE SENT YA THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR THE FULOVE THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~ I'm Too Sexy - Right Said FredMore at MP3-Codes.com

Amy
Ok well first let me say Hello!!! Second, I can't type long as it will wake my son up lol (He's sleepin' out here in the livin' room). I wanted to thank you for all the wonderful comments! Though I don't get on here much, it's great to come here and have messages lol! It does really make my day . Ok, well this was boring for you to read I'm sure haha! I will try and blog more often . One last thing on Sunday (the 8th) I turn 40 yikes!! ! I don't think I wanna LMAO!! Welll, I still feel 25 inside so screw this age thing lmaoooo!! Hope all is well with all my friends, and all my new ones to come !! Smile, love hard, and laugh -really hard every day and "LIFE" won't seem so bad! Many Kisses XX !! ~ Amy xxoo

Splurting Grot
Why the hell do you enjoy this insipid site? What actually happens here apart from a veritable slew of nothing? The exceedingly obese "women" with names that are completely at odds with their physical aesthetic make me want to stab pandas. The ones that are mildly attractive think they're ethereally beautiful but, if I passed them in the street, I probably wouldn't look twice at them... unless they were naked, which none of them ever are--this WAS the point of this whole site back when it started: NUDITY FOR THE BLOKES TO JERK THE GHERKIN TO. Yet these repressed cunts don't even have nude pics. WTF? Go back to myspace and suck Tom's cybercock. Is this now a social networking site? If so, leave the fucking pretense that you want to talk to someone just so you can "level up". What sort of inadequte fecal matter considers a high level on a website something to be proud of. Look at your friends list you maladjusted cumrags. How many of those 234009 friends to you actually talk to? O

Rip Mom
Terry Lee Syner MOUNT HOPE — Terry Lee Syner, 51, of Mount Hope, died on Wednesday, February 4, 2009, at Raleigh General Hospital in Beckley. Born November 11, 1957, at Beckley, she was the daughter of the late Noah and Betty Jean Prince Syner. Terry was a member of the Packs Branch Baptist Church and was a homemaker. Survivors include one son, Noah Edward Bowles of Bradley; a sister, Trina Syner of Mount Hope, and a brother, Daniel Syner of Mount Hope; husband, Edward Bowles of Bradley; nephew, Patrick Stone of Mount Hope; and brother-in-law, Ernest “Bo” Stone of Mount Hope. Services will be 1 p.m. on Monday, February 9, 2009, at Tyree Funeral Home in Mount Hope with Rev. George Holliday officiating. Burial will be at the Nuttall Cemetery, Edmond. Friends may call one hour prior to the service on Monday at the funeral home. Family and friends, including David Smith of Beckley, will serve as pallbearers. Online condolences may be sent at www.tyreefuneralhome.com

Stuff
100 Truths 1-Real name: John 2 - Nickname: JD 3 - Birthday: 9/25 4 - Zodiac sign: Libra 5 - Male or Female: Male 6 - Elementary school: in NJ 7 - High school: in NJ 8 - College: Rutgers 9.....wheres it at? NJ 10 - Hair color: Brown 11 - Tall or short: Tall 15 - Are you health freak? Trying to be 16 - Height: 6'1 17 - Do you like someone? yes 18 - Do you like yourself?: Yes 19 - Piercings: None 20 - Tattoos: None 21 - Righty or Lefty: Righty 22 - Fir

My Job ..and Today Its Not Nice
Well Its Sunday morning and we have no control of this angry mother nature ..11 fires are now chasing the state of Victoria ..yes Im tired yes Im sad yes Im angry all these emotions and more .we still have to identify the 6 found dead in their car yesterday at kinglake -the other deaths are 6 at kinglake west - 4 at wandong - 3 humevale -1 bendigo-1 Authurs creek ... The highway is blocked cars left no one to be found the winds have picked up and now the speed of this fire is nothing like I can remember . We could see it coming for us we were in the troup carrier so all we could do was stop cover ourselves in a blanket and block all vents ect and i hid under the dash of the truck under the streering wheel.I could hear it coming and i could feel the heat the noise -No tears just tried to slow my breathing .the car was so hot the blanket was heavy then i heard the glass crack and the noise of the fire started to leave .After removing the blanket and opening the door my breath was short

Assholes=my Family And This Is Why
WELL I FIND OUT THAT MY COUSIN TIM GORDON WAS SHOT AND KILLED ON JANUARY 31ST.... I JUST FOUND OUT LASTNIGHT BY READING A FRIEND OF MINES BLOG POST ON MYSPACE LAST NIGHT.. THEN I SEARCHED THE OBITUARIES ON LINE LAST NIGHT TO MAKE SURE IT WAS HIM AND SURE ENOUGH IT WAS... MY FAMILY HAD NO NERVE TO TELL ME ABOUT IT BUT YET THEY CAN FIND A WAY TO GET AHOLD OF ME ONLINE TO TELL ME THEY WANNA BEAT MY ASS OVER STUPID SHIT AND TELL ME THAT WHEN THEY SEE ME I AM LEAVING IN A BODY BAG.... THIS IS NOW THE 4TH PERSON IN MY FAMILY THAT I WAS CLOSE TO THAT DIED AND NO ONE EVER TOLD ME. MY FAMILY IS LOW LIFE NO GOOD SCUM AND I HOPE THEY ALL ROTT IN HELL... TO ALL MY FAMILY: YOU NEED TO GET OFF YOUR FAT ASSES AND START BEING A REAL FAMILY... STOP BEING MONEY HUNGERY NO GOOD SELFISH ASSHOLES... TIMMY: REST IN PEACE AND KNOW YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED.. WE MAY HAVE HAD SOME BAD TIMES BUT WE ALSO HAD ALOT OF GOOD TIMES EVEN IN SCHOOL. I WILL MISS YOU... LOVE YA HOMIE

How A Crime Fam Turned Disfunctional
How a crime family turned dysfunctional Friday, May 9, 2003 BY ROBERT RUDOLPH Star-Ledger Staff They were once the epitome of Mafia propriety. Their patriarch was the model for Marlon Brando's Godfather. His successor was an impeccable dresser known to chew out underlings who wore the wrong thing to a family gathering or wake. But in the past 10 years, the DeCavalcante crime family - New Jersey's only home-grown Mafia clan - has become a wretched parody of itself. Its founder - Simone Rizzo DeCavalcante, better known as Sam the Plumber - is dead. The man who followed in his footsteps, John Riggi, has been behind bars for years with no hopes of release. Riggi's son-in-law has turned informant, and the family, racked by internal strife and paranoia, has been slaughtering its own people. "It's certainly not the A-Team," said Kevin McCarthy, the former head of the U.S. Organized Crime Strike Force in New Jersey, and the man who sent Riggi to jail. In fact

Solution?
I was chatting with a pal of mine the other night, about what has happened with the slowed down rating system that has been put into place, she had a idea that she shared with me, and that I would like to share with the people of fu-bar and maybe get some feed back, or build on this idea, and propose it to BabyJ. On fu-bar there is only one way to level up, and that is thru rating pictures and profiles, with the addition of a-11's, you are able to level up a little more quickly. What if other ways of leveling were added? in real bars, they have pool and dart tournaments, they have ladies night, blackjack, texas holdem..etc.. could some of these be added to fu-bar? I am not familiar with the making of web sites, so what I am suggestion may be far fetched, or impossible to implement..but I thought if I threw this out there, maybe it would spark an idea, or build on this idea from other fellow fu-barians. Those who enjoy rating can continue to do so, those that are not happy with t

Lost And Not Found
break away, spread the game, it aint safe for you me i take it anyway, southside, midwest, grand chirp get'em boi, hot style pimpin out old school, let loose lether seats, woodgrane 22's put so much on the dash, now they cant afford to take it back, ruff ridn down I-90, headbangin ears ringin, gurls neck breakin, red light, corner street, hustle night, til the gas drop's, hit the store fill the tank, lets do it all over again Damn, i dont know what to do know more, im lost and im not found I look left and right all i see is a mirage, and a whisper of the wind blow, i cant help to look at the yellow strips on the road got alot of shits runnin through my mind. im feeling like tearin my hair out and screamin at the top of my lungs. growin tired of sittin lone on this long and dark road but what can i do but look at the clouds with no sunshine, got so much pain and anger growin inside its like ima bout unleash this monster inside of me. just waitin for the right moment to get at niggas so

Own Me...
Winds race to heal an aching wound...as perfect fingers trace... The sun fades behind an ancient mountain...some how creating the perfect place... Heaven...in your eyes...gazing deeply upon me... Many miles are cast between us...yet I am able to see... Your beauty...like no one will ever adore... The waves bellow a mesmerizing tune...crashing upon an Island shore... The scent of your love...permeating...awakening me lost soul... Lighting...intimidated by your alluring smile...its laughter depicts a thunder's roll... The earth begins to tremble...the sky turns a vicious gray... Speechless the universe must remain...for the dawning of this perfect day... Just one hint of your sweet breath...stirs me deep inside... All that once was considered forbidden...I can no longer hide... Hold the midnight's foolish dream...prepare for this mighty Eruption... Stand in awe...so shall the god's....for a volcano's Beautiful Seduction... Chained to a pillar...damn s

My Deployment
As everyone knows I am getting ready to go back to Iraq on my 4th Deployment over there. Just so everyone knows, I will get back on here as soon as I can after I get over there. I wish everyone all the luck and everything else after I am gone. I should be back around October/November time frame....... To all my friends and family here on Fu-Bar: I love you all and I will miss you for the time that I am gone. I know that I won't get to sit all night up with all of you for awhile, but I will be coming around when I can get net over there. To Kristi: I love you with all my heart and soul my wonderful and beautiful wife. I know that times are going to be rough the rest of the year as you sit back here going through a pregnancy that I will not be able to be by your side as you go through. I may not physically, but I will be there every step of the way with you, holding your hand even if you can not see me. I wish more than anything that I could stay back and be by your side ev

Whats Going On...
Ok, so here's the deal, for anyone who wants to kno... I went to court on Thursday. Basically my lawyer screwed me over and didnt do a fuckin thing for me. So I ended up gettin locked up. They sentenced me to 4 months. I was able to bond out cuz I am appealing the decision. So I go back to court on April 15th. Im hiring a lawyer, and hopin that this one will help me more than the court appointed. But if he cant help me anymore than she did, Ill end up going back to jail for those 4 months. Its not a long time, and I can deal with it, but still not lookin forward to it. I just wanted to let u all know what was going on in my life. Feel free to comment or messge me or whatever. Thanks in advance for the fu-love and support. Your Fallen Angel

Movies
New Mafia turf made come and join if you're new or if you just want to star add me http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=41100 if you do not got a turf add Krazy smokey's mafia turf at http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=57566&turfreq=492 di smokey @http://fubar.com/lounge/69838@ fubar we have 4 plp look for more come have fun http://www.fubar.com/home.php

Shit
i hate everything i think people need to stick with there own race cuz we dont need anymore of these halfbreed gigaboo kids running around. and one more thing to the dumbass fucking people who think love is real u folks need grow up thats like saying god is real when he isnt none of that shit is true. and if any of u have a problem with that its not my pron maybe u dumbfucks should get smarter.

Plee Of A Broken Heart
I'm tryinng to forget what you did to me, i'm giveing you another chance, you broke my heart and pushed me back, i thought we'd come so far, i'm putting myself out there, i'm fighting with myself, i'm battleing and struggling, just to be with you, you've made so many promises, all ones ive heard before, i only hope its true this time, am i fool for believing you? am i fool for forgiving you? am i fool just for loving you? my heart plee's with you, plee's you not to hurt me again, plee's you to keep your word, plee's you to make me fall in love with you again, earn my trust, earn my love, earn my faith, give me a reason to believe again. And please from the bottom of this broken heart, dont deceive me again.

Last Tears I Cry
Is there such thing as fate? Can this be changed? Or are we going to be nothing? Remember when we used to stay Together everyday, it wasn’t enough But now look at us It feels so wrong to look at you again This is the last time I give up my heart We fell apart so tragic and sudden But nothing can be done to help us anymore I must move on For I know I’ll never see you Again Please just think of me sometimes Last tears I’ll cry for you Was this something that meant to be? You, away from me I can’t help my tears Tell me why I can’t live without Your warm embrace and a kiss Did I mean nothing to you? Was I just another ghost You spent your day with? This is the last time I give up my heart We fell apart so tragic and sudden But nothing can be done to help us anymore I must move on For I know I’ll never see you Again Please just think of me sometimes Last tears I’ll cry for you Come on just smile at me Tell me it’s okay Like how you used to in the

S.o.b.
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "But father he

What Am I Doing Worng?
sigh...writing these things never really seem to work but I at least get whats on my mind off my chest. I have been trying to make friends...not something I am doing well at. I cant even really keep friends around. I keep thinking its me.. iknow its not me though...i always try to be there for people dropping what i am doing at 11 at night to go rescue an ingrateful person from their verbally abusive boyfriend...all the while I am getting a speech about how she wants to hang out and go hiking and lets go to the mall and do this and that...I never hear from her and when I do plan something I get ditched! lets just say she is the first person I have deleted off of my phone and off of myspace...I hate liars sigh...I just want someone to click with and I cant even get that...

Complete Pointless Surveys
Where is the boy you want most?hmmm i dont know who thats is as soon as i find them ill let you know.....What’s your last text say?"its okay" robertWould you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?been there done that wont do it again...Do you get drunk every weekend?not every weekend but most.... LOLHave you ever slept in contacts?yeah although i work for an optometrist and i shouldnt Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?doesnt matter to meLast person you hugged?ashleyWhat was the last thing you laughed out loud about?probably something last night lol i had so much fun....What did you do this weekend?glo last night with ash, ad, tosha, and everyone else, saw kummer, and matt hung out with mel thats pretty much it for nowAre you happy right now?no life sucks pretty much right nowDo you have a bad habit?lots i need to break them anyone wanna help??Were you happy when you woke up? Why?nah not so much didnt get enough sleep and missed some important texts while

2nd Alarm Hottie Auction Feb 7 -13
OK I'M UP FOR AUCTION SO PLZ COME PLACE YOUR BIDS..... I ALSO ADD TO MY OFFER 500 11'S DURING HH... Ownership is for 1 month THANX THIS IS THE LINK TO THE PHOTO AND WHERE TO PLACE BIDS.... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2279585&albumid=1467935&i=939207423&idx=34

If Today Was Your Last.......
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day’s a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What’s worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts ’cause there’s no second try So live like you’ll never live it twice Don’t take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find t

A Romantic Evening
my ideas on a romantic evening in is to start off with making diner together that way you and your spouse or date can bond and flirt while your cooking you know the light kisses on the neck lips the lil pinches on the but,or throwing of flour and food.. next while your dinner is cooking set the table no paper plates or plastic ware lol break out the good china and light a candle and put a lower arrangement or rose in the center once you had dinner do the dishes together... your thinking how is doing dishes romantic well one washes the other rinses now you also can flirt while doing dishes by flinging bubbles and spraying eachother with water the most important thing in a relationship is connectivity you need to connect and keep that in a relationship yall. now after the kitchen and dinner is in the past break out a movie i suggest a scary movie or a romance movie that way your wife or girlfriend can sit beside yo and cover up with a blanket and cuddle that way she feels safe in your ar

Bling Messages
...................................................... Just a bunch of crap to fill up this blog with The word "queue" is the only word in the English language that is still pronounced the same way when the last four letters are removed. Beetles taste like apples, wasps like pine nuts, and worms like fried bacon. Of all the words in the English language, the word 'set' has the most definitions! What is called a "French kiss" in the English speaking world is known as an "English kiss" in France. "Almost" is the longest word in the English language with all the letters in alphabetical order. "Rhythm" is the longest English word without a vowel. In 1386, a pig in France was executed by public hanging for the murder of a child A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off! Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath There is a city called Rome on every continent. It's against the law to have a pe

Groups I Belong To :)
This blog is about all the group s Im in If you want help in leveling you should join these groups they go all out and help you but Please if they help you level please show back love because the next time you want help they wont.. This is a nice group I just joined this group so far so good :) Llama Levelers Home Page@ fubar This group is good too :) Rating Revolution { Member Page Only}{No Friends Request taken unless you are a joining Member!}@ fubar This group is Leveling and bombing the best bombing group I belong to :) The Spankers Club@ fubar

Faerietalesuicide
Ok so here is the scoop...First of all let me say im sorry i havent been answering phone calls and just generally ignoring people...I dont love you any less...im just tired and done..I love being pregnant but I am so ready to have my daughter in my arms....which she ISNT yet...so this is whats happening...Went to the doc on Friday...she was still sitting pretty and nothing was going on...I was frustrated(hence no phones) Went back today and she is in the right position but sitting high up and not wanting to come on down. Doctor said nothing is going on down there still so i have been schedualed to be induced on Wednesday night.They will do something with something(but no pitocin thank heavens) and I should kick right into labor within twelve hours...so hopefully(barring anything bad happening I should be holding my daughter sometime on thursday....I could kick right in and have her wednesday night...or we may have to get other stuff done and it would be Friday morning...however...withi

Pictures
OK SEXY FRIENDS.. IM LETTING U KNOW I GOT ONE MORE FULL DAY... B4 I GO INTO KNEE SURGERY.. SO PICS WELL BE DELAYED FOR A BIT UNTIL I HEAL.. SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME.. AND STILL RATE ALL THE PICS I HAVE HERE NOW.. I LUV ALL OF MY SEX FRIENDS... MUAH.. AND KEEP ME IN UR PRAYERS.. PLZ FOR SERVICE UNIFORM.. NAVY AIRFORCE MARINES UNIFORMS SO I CAN TAKE PICS IN THEM.. AND DO A SALUTE FOR U.. MUAH TOYS AND SEXY OUTFITS. FOR PICS... I HAD SOME PEOPLE HELP ME OUT WITH TOYS AND I THINK U.. BUT NOW I NEED OUTFITS.. SO PLEASE HELP ME .. AND I WELL DO A SFW SALUTE AND NSFW SALUTE FOR U..IN THE OUTFITS OR THE TOYS.. MUAH

Poetry And Freestyles
THE CHOICES I MADE BRINGS ME BACK TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO WONDERING WHY I DID SOME OF THE THINGS I DID, YES I AM HAPPY AND FEEL FREE BUT SOMETIMES I WOUNDER WHAT IS IN STORE FOR ME, I AM SICK OF WONDERING SICK OF SEARCHING SICK OF WAITING, WHEN WE ARE ALONE IT POINTS TO NOTHING BUT ME EXISTS BUT WHEN IN THE SAME HOUSE ITS ON HER TO SHOW THAT NOT ONLY HER OR ME EXISTS BUT US, ALL ABOUT HER DURING THE DAY BUT BY NIGHT WITH ME IS WHERE HE LAYS, DO I DOUBT HE LOVES ME NO, BUT WILL I EVER BE FIRST IS THE QUESTION I KEEP IN MY MIND, HE TOLD ME THE FIRST NIGHT HE WANTED ME TO BE BY HIS SIDE THROUGH THE STRUGGLES IN LIFE AND HIS LIFE BUT IN TIME COMES MANY MORE THINGS IN WHICH I SHOULD COME FIRST BUT IS THAT THE WAY IT WILL EVER BE, NOT ASKING HIM TO GIVE HER FRIENDSHIP UP NOR WILL I EVER ASK OR NOR WILL I EVER GIVE UP MINE AND HERS FOR ANYONE, BUT IN MY EYES THERE'S THAT LINE WEAR FAMILY AND YOUR FUTURE LIFE COMES FIRST, I AM SO CONFUSED, BUT I KNOW ONE DAY EVERYTHING WILL BE CLEA

Chris
So here we are tonight, you and me together The storm outside, the fire is bright And in your eyes I see what's on my mind You've got me wild turned around inside And then desire, see, is creeping up heavy inside here And know you feel the same way I do now Now let's make this an evening Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight Stay here with me, love, tonight just for an evening When we make our passion pictures You and me twist up secret creatures And we'll stay here Tomorrow go back to being friends Go back to being friends But tonight let's be lovers, We kiss and sweat We'll turn this better thing to the best Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss Tangled tongues and lips, See me this way I'm turning and turning for you Girl, just tonight Float away here with me An evening just wait and see But tomorrow go back to your man I'm back to my world And we're back to being friends Wait and see me, Tonight let's do this thing All we are is wasting hou

Ch1
Like the sunshine after the rain. My eyes have opened feeling the strain. To achieve true joy one must first surpass pain. Holding onto you tight for the ride so insane. So much to lose but everything to gain. Perfectly flawed despair flows down the drain. A fiery match so true it can not be explained. Walking side by side,not ashamed by the stain. Many nights I've pondered and never found a name. One thing that's for certain,we can never be the same.. i hate ppl that stare for no reason,i hate ppl that change with the season,i hate ppl who hate everything new,i hate ppl that dont like the color blue,i hate ppl who wont laugh at a joke,i hate ppl that hate me because i smoke,i hate ppl who wont even take a toke,i hate ppl who order eggs with no yolk,i hate ppl that stop when we say go,i hate ppl who dont understand the word NO,i hate ppl who act like life is grand,i hate ppl who never lend a hand,i hate the ppl that roam this native land,i hate ppl that sit while we stand,yes

Alonzo Fritz Short Stories
--[Left out of "A Tramp Abroad" because its authenticity seemed doubtful, and could not at that time be proved.--M. T.] More than a thousand years ago this small district was a kingdom --a little bit of a kingdom, a sort of dainty little toy kingdom, as one might say. It was far removed from the jealousies, strifes, and turmoils of that old warlike day, and so its life was a simple life, its people a gentle and guileless race; it lay always in a deep dream of peace, a soft Sabbath tranquillity; there was no malice, there was no envy, there was no ambition, consequently there were no heart-burnings, there was no unhappiness in the land. In the course of time the old king died and his little son Hubert came to the throne. The people's love for him grew daily; he was so good and so pure and so noble, that by and by his love became a passion, almost a worship. Now at his birth the soothsayers had diligently studied the stars and found something written in that shinin

Thoughts
WE WERE AT ONE POINT IN TIME SO CLOSE THAT WE COULD FINISH EACH OTHERS SENTENCES... THERE WAS A POINT IN TIME WE COULDN'T GO 24 HOURS WITH OUT TALKING AND NOW IT'S LIKE WE CAN GO DAYS WITHOUT TWO WORDS TO EACH OTHER... I MISS THE OLD DAYS AND THE BROTHER-SISTER BOND WE SHARE.. YOU KNOW MORE ABOUT ME THEN ANYONE ELSE I KNOW AND I'M GREATFUL YOUR IN MY LIFE... I GUESS YOU COULD SAY THIS IS MY WAY OF TRYING TO APPOLOGISE FOR EVERYTHING I'VE DONE WRONG AND I KNOW THAT SAYING I'M SORRY MEANS NOTHING TO YOU AND THAT ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS BUT IT'S HARD TO SHOW SOMEONE HOW SORRY YOU ARE WHEN THEY DON'T CONTACT YOU OR GIVE YOU THE CHANCE TO APPOLOGISE SO I REALLY HOPE YOU UNDERSTANDS THAT I AM FULLY SORRY FOR EVERY THING I'VE EVER DONE WRONG AND THAT THE FREIENDSHIP WE ONCE SHARED MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND I PRAY TO GOD THAT YOU KNOW THAT I WOULD GIVE ALMOST ANYTHING TO SPEND TIME HANGINF OUT LIKE THE OLD DAYS... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I'M NOT SAYING YOUR NAME BUT YOU KNOW WHA

Auction 2.2009
Sweetest Friends Auction Open now until Feb 26th. Extra bonus added. MyHotComments Ok get in here and bid on your friends, they have lots of great things they are offering. So lets see what you believe your friends are worth. Which friends of yours are up for auction you ask? Well here they are: Juicy Pink 0828 Twisted Pixie Magicaly Delicious DJ Vesta Goddess of Fire Sweetness Unnhibited One Lost Beautiful Angel

"limitation's"
JUST WONDERING...HOW DO WE REALLY VIEW PEOPLE? IS IT BY WHAT THEY POSSESS MATERIALLY, WHO WE WANT THEM TO BE,OR IS IT BY THE TRUE ESSENCE OF THIER SOUL. GRANTED MANY ARE OF A DARK SELFISH EVIL NATURE. BUT...COULD WE BE MISSING OUT ON A BLESSED SOUL IN OUR LIFE BY BEING SO SHALLOW! MAY WE ALWAYS GAZE UPON THE INNER BEAUTY OF A SOUL AS OPPOSED TO THE EXTERIOR APPERANCE. "THE VISIBLE AND THE INVISIBLE...NOW AND FOREVER...THE GREAT WHEEL OF LIFE SPINS ETERNALLY" I REALLY WONDER WHY PEOPLE CHOOSE TO NOT SEE THE ASPECTS OF LIFE ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS...THAT IS WHAT THIS LIFE IS FOR. THEY SEEM TO BE HAPPY REMAINING IN A STUCK STATE OF EXISTENCE. PONDER THIS AND ASK YOURSELF WHERE THE WHEEL OF LIFE IS LEADING YOU MANY PEOPLE PRESENT THEMSELVE'S AS THE TYPE OF PEOPLE THEY WANT OTHERS TO PERCIEVE THEM TO BE, WHILE IN TRUTH...THEY ARE NOT BEING WHAT THEY ARE IN THE DEPTH OF THIER HAERT AND SOUL. THIS IS WHERE TRUE CHARACTER SPRINGS FROM. SO I SAY BE YOURSELF...ANYTHING OTHER THAN WHO AND WHAT YO

Youniverse
It's simple really - love makes you tick and you enjoy exploring your sensual side. Sex is very important to you and central to your relationship. You know what you like and you're getting more and more confident about asking for it. But having said that, you're still just as happy taking it easy with cutesy cuddles on the couch now and then. You're romantic in your outlook and love the simplicity of nature. You can be a little nostalgic and love revisiting familiar places and memories. When it comes to art you tend to have a traditional approach. You are passionate about history and true classics. Truly great art stands the test of time. You love nothing more than a music gig in the open air with a bunch of friends and a couple of drinks. You get a real buzz from watching a live performance - there is no better escape. You love physical activity - you've got serious wanderlust. Keeping a clear head and a healthy body makes you ready for whatever life throws a

Made For Me..
Come with me...I know a place to calm your soul... Beneath an opal moon...hand in hand we'll stroll... No more worries....peace is all we'll seek... Hearts emulating pounding drums...as our souls began to speak... There's no fear allowed here...heaven beckons us deep within... Even though our tomorrow is untold...this is where it will actually begin... Soft whispers of wind...sweep through your beautiful hair... Transfixed upon a single thought...I'm compelled to stop and stare... Deep into your beautiful eyes...seduce me if you will... Love over flows like a waterfall...but never will it spill... Or go to waste from neglect or rejection...my time is controlled by our fate... Sleep is never needed...for you I will faithfully wait... Even until time has called my name...and summons my imminent end... I was born to cherish you and only you...and will die...your soul's lover...and your heart's undaunted friend... Stand beside me...hold me close...

Promote
TROLLING THE SCROLL BAR So you want to try and get more people into the lounge. One of the ways is to leave random comments on new profiles, but that doesn't always work. Maybe the person isn't online. Or they just got swamped with 10 other lounges doing the same thing. Or maybe there are a couple of people in the lounge but you want a couple of more to come in and party with you. I call it "Trolling the Scroll." Basically, if you're on the scroll, then you're online. And if you're online when someone says hi, then odds are that they'll be there to reply. STEP ONE: THE GREET First thing you should do is say hi. It's tacky to just drop a link, and if they are scrolling, they're online. That means you can actually talk to them, and if you're polite with them they're more likely going to reply to a "hi" than to a random link. ->Random Scrolly Person...: hi Random Scrolly Person...: hi STEP TWO: THE REASON Don't be afraid to tell them how you came to their pag

Valentines Auction
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My Name
You Are Powerful and Determined You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Typ

Different
Knowing what I know now, Im comfortable. I have a better understanding of things they have broaden on a hole differet spectrum. Not visually but mentally Though many things may not make sense I'm doing what I feel is right. Though it may kill me inside I must swallow my pride. let that be my guide I know and see what it's doing to another So their best interest is a hand Because to me he's a amazing man No matter the outcome I will not walk away All the men in my life I have a strong bond with This is how I must live take it as a gift The bond will never subside It's not a physical attraction It's a mental state I'm "different" and I must accept that

Lost!!
"I love you guys, see you later" These where the last words that my friend Ricky ever said to me one year ago. noone knew that he was so sad and noone knew that it would be the last time we would see his smiling face. he didn't ever act like anything was bothering him. and then i got the call. " Kimi he's gone, he took his life" he was not even in this world good and he made his exit. "meet me halfway, i'll start walkin'now" these are the last words that my dear friend Jeanette said to her daughter. and she started walking to meet her daughter who had been playing with a friend up the street. she walked all the way and ask could she sit down she fell down and never got up again. she passed away friday. she was only 45 years old. I have so many questions. and i can't understand why they had to leave. I know they had no control over this. either health or emotional pressures caused them to exit this world. and i am so damn angry and i want to know why!!!!!! it seems like i am losi

Shit
Clouds bellow in the distance Burst of wind ravages the meadow Uprooted, tossed away --Rewind On the edge, a tree stands tall Flourished in beauty; strucked Slanted, falls -- Rewind 2 Squirrels play along side a tree Jaguar in the shadows strikes; swipes Echos, avalanche -- Rewind A honey bee makes its rounds "Buzzzz", Flying; Dodges leaves Spider web, caught --Rewind You and I, camping trip Lost of Direction; Arguments We split into different paths [Press Play] Hurt Pain Jealousy A stroll down the street As magical as it seems a path opened up Confused as i walked upon your door step You welcome me with a smile You ask me to come in, i proceed You offer me a seat, i sit Conversation is born You offer me a drink, i accept We exchange jokes, we laugh Comfort, painless, relaxed Muscles are weak, taste is dull Body is numb, vision becomes blurred You stand up before me Place your hand over my face i fall back, you transform You w

To The Ladies.....
Valentine's Day is around the corner, for couples it's the big thing for them , for singles, some would use this oppertunity to tell the other half about their feelings while others just hate this day exisits. I want to say a few things on what to expect and what to do and what not to do. If you don't want to read this i suggest you leave now. If you do read this and you think i'm a chump who don't have a life...... F#@k You, I don't care about your opinion. Before I begin I want to say this is not internet bashing. 1) If you are currently separated from your husband and if you have or haven't file for divorce and thinking about seeing other men. Make sure your mind is clear on what you want. If the guy tell you his feelings and you're not sure about dating at the moment. Let him down gently and explain your reasons on why you don't want to date him. Don't make it sound that you are confused about what is going on with your life in many cases you don't know what you are

Love
I love a man who i want to spend my life with and who i have a baby girl with.. We fight over the stupiest things and i'm afraid that it wont last.. I dont wanna lose him, he is my world along with my children. I know i start some of the fights but he does too and they are all stupid shit... i dont know what to do. i know i have mood swings but im back on my meds but it takes a while for it to work... i dont wanna fight anymore or agure it hurts i want the love back i want a happy relationship and a life time of happiness with him and my kids... I'm so hurt everytime i have a bf something goes wrong i'm screwed up??? i just want the love and my old relationship back... I dont want 2 lose him I love him tooo much to see me and him go our seperate ways... i got my engagement ring i love it a nd i cant wait to be kevins wife forever There is one thing about me that no one would ever understand i would love to keep it to myself..... I may not be a open book half the time well most of the t

About Me
Hello everyone, I thought id tell a little about myself. Im 37, single, a Cowboy by heart, and a Christian by faith. I live in Texas and work a full time job in healthcare. I love fishing, outdoors, camping, and country music. All im looking for in life is someone who shares similar interests and who loves life like i do. I am also Cherokee and Comanche indian and want someone who can respect that as well. Maybe someday i'll find someone who fits these qualities. I guess we all feel 10 feet tall and bulletproof from time to time, but recently i have had to admidt to a disability. Im 37 and going deaf, from a former occupation i worked for 10 yrs. I worked armed security and fired my weapon without hearing protection which decayed my hearing. So now i face the task of getting hearing aids and coping with my problem. But I know God wouldnt throw anything my way i couldnt handle, so this is just another obstacle i have to overcome, thats all. As i stated in a previous blog, i am 37 yr

Random Writings And Poems
Its so cold and quiet out Quite peaceful yet real dishearting Alot of time to think to ones self Looking over the past Thinking about the present Dreading the future I lay here all alone No one to spend my nights with To curl up next to I am glad for my boy He does keep me sane And for all my freinds who are there for me Just really wish to have more in life A girl to make me laugh and smile Hold my hand and make a jolt run thru me I just feel so alone at times Truely missing that one feeling Maybe I am meant to be alone To help others out in life But I am really happy for my family and freinds I do love you all Be safe and be happy Dont get too far down like me Death Death in the end is peace for the tormented souls For us with that soul we live in pain everyday We might dream the good dreams but we know its not reality We have suffered hardships and heartaches that are beyond your understanding I might be your best freind but I'm really here to help you not

Gfr Auction
Alright everyone! Your very own DevilsLittleAngel is up for auction and it is being held by Bleeding @ Gods Forsaken Radio The minimum bid is 100K . Here is the link to where you can bid on me!! Remember you have to add her as a friend!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1332072&albumid=1499293&i=3119656583&idx=0#3225928132

A Special Guy I Want
As you walk past me I see the guy I like The guy of my dreams And the guy I’ll never call my own I spill my heart out at you And tell you how much i care but i still see my self Loving a man that’s taken Its okay I'll live I won't cry You’re just a guy The guy that’s always on my mind day in and out,cant stop thinking of what could be,But wont never happen hey but i guess i could always wish. for that special guy i want.

F You!!
all ive done is try to fit in amongst many who are very much different from i. i have also tried my best to keep my mouth shut in order to prevent drama and bullshit. with that said i need to put something out there. you once said that i will always have your attention when around. but i guess thats easier said than done. ive noticed that nothing has ever changed and that im treated the same as everyone else. i mean, opening up to someone ive never met before is a very huge task for me and to really want to share my biggest passion with you, it kills me to see the distance growing. was there ever a closeness? honestly i couldnt say now that i look back on things. then again its my fault to expect so much in so little time from a new friend when it comes down to it, i am square block trying to fit into a circular hole. no matter how much i try to nuzzle in, i just wont fit in with this group...... who the fuck are you to be calling me out? the conversation was not directed to you, abo

Writting
the walls have eyes when i lay awake and toss and turn theres no peace here the room sinks in andi feel it crushing down on me i reach for u findng nothing no one there cuz u never really were there nothing i can do i lay awake and i find my self in a cold sweat i wait and paces but i cant seem to find the stillness in my mind whats the use at least the darkness holds me victim of my mind its own abuse nightmares i always wake up screaming see it all and it touches me deep cold child shaking panting i would love to run but whats the use admit defeat but this it takes no prisoners scream for mercy but my mind seems to think its all fair game another restless night smiles scrap like sand paper when u look at me pain is in ur ice blue eyes now plain to see tell me whats the point u say u see thru me but u dont know a thing hear no words cold stone touch what the point shield my self and i

Living Will
Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the Computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a Bitch.....

My Life
Im going to complain here because no one else cares to listen. My hub (soon to be x) is moving in with his highschool sweetheart gf this summer; with our kids. Now, currently he makes more then 2x times the income that I do, so add in hers and WOW they will be living a nice comfortable life style. I figured a small increase in child support shouldnt be a problem. Right now I have to decided to pay the bills off or put food on the table. Not Fun!! I wont get into much more detail, but Im swimming hard to stay afloat and its wearing me out. So is it wrong on my part to ask for more support considering the amount of money they will have to raise the kids? I think its fair, im not worried about me, but Id like to keep my kids comfortable, and not worried if they are gonna eat or play in the dark! Comment back, tell me what you think! So Ive got to get this off my chest..my husband, whom Im divorcing has decided to purchase a house with his new gf (highschool sweetheart), who

Candy's Valentine Train
Myspace Comment Codes Myspace Comment Codes First you need to add the Host Fan/Rate/add her then leave comment saying you Joining Candy's Valentine Train ~¢¾ Candy ¢¾~(GO STEELERS)(*FU-Bombers*)@ fubar Second Then R/F/A everbody on the train then comment telling them you are Joining Candy's Valentine Train. Third buy them little Valentine Gift or Drink Fourth Rate this Valentine Folder to get you started post the first pic Fifth pick up your tag here Sixth then repost this bulletin then email let me know you did all this i will make your tag and add you to the train 1.♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ 25 TO LIFE. LDC,®® Recruiter, Llama leveler, click club, Princess Leia's@ fubar

I Love Him Yet We Are Friends For Now
i love him, yet we are not together i need him, yet he is not here i cry a little more inside, yet its my own fault time time time its whats he asks for so i obey his wish and give him time. yet here i am crying on the outside and dying on the inside but wait i must i love him more then people care to know which its a strange kinda love seeing how fast it was to grow.... yet its love never less i feel a connection with him that i never felt with any one before.. its like a new love that i never felt ... all the pain i was ever caused vanished into thin air... yet he is not here for me to tell he is not here to catch my kiss he is not here and he is missed do not listen to what others say if they know not whats in your heart it will push us away before we can ever get a start if you know what you feel is true then act on it do not give me up just cause you think its has to be that way fight for what you love never give it up do not push me away if you

Why I Write
if you do not know why i write then leave your comments aside do not bother to tell me what you think if you are going to be rude in the comments you leave do not even bother i do not want to hear it i am not a bitch i swear this is true i am just tired of people being rude i write to get my emotions out yet some people use what i write to hurt me instead so if you are going to comment on what i write try to be nice do not be rude in things that you say if you can do i promise that everything will be alright i write when i am happy sad hurt or just plain mad i write about the good times i have had or the heartbreak i have felt i write about the ones i lost or the ones that did not care to stick around i write about the funny things in life as they happen i write to express my self in ways that no one would ever know when i write a ease feels my soul and peace comes again when i write its not always happy but i write to let it all show if you know me

Gfr
Hi there . This is my first time in the staff auction on GFR (Gods Forsaken Radio). Not sure how it all works but am excited to see who is gonna own my ass in the end lol Come show me a lil luvin and maybe you will be the lucky one to get me as yours for the month. Thank you ahead of time for all those who have bid and hopefully will bid. CLICK ON THE THUMBNAIL BELOW TO COME PLACE YOUR BID... PLEASE R/A/F OUR HOSTESS BLEEDING IN ORDER TO BID...SHE DID A GREAT JOB AND DESERVES THE TY MUAH IN ORDER TO BID PLEASE R/A/F BLEEDING SHE IS OUR HOSTESS FOR THIS EVENT.

Why?
You took my love gentle in your hands like a buttterfly Then you plucked one of my wongs laughing as I flopped upon the ground The love that we shared was a beautiful thing It brightened my life as I began to sing It took so long to feel as I did Our time together so little eac day we shared Would've brought us closer if we dared Oh, how I longed to be with you each day To let our hearts mingle as they may I know you have your ideas and I have mine Together they could intertwine We weren't together very long But now I know you're truly gone

♥a Little Help Please ♥
Mustangsgal is up for auction!!!! Who doesn't wanna own a real piece of Irish Treasure? This is her 1st auction, so let's show her how it's done!!!!! All you have to do is click on the link below and bid away!!!!!! This Bulletin brought to you by:♥Delicato Fiore♥CoCeo Fubars "MOST" Finest♥@ fubar This sexy Girl is Godfather bound, let's help her get there!!

Proud To Be White?!
WHITE This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is. Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point... Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points... Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro Col

Missing Man Table
Missing Man Ceremony We have some honored guests who cannot be with us that deserve to be honored with our attention and respect. This ceremony calls for designating a POW/MIA place setting as a physical symbol of the thousands of American POW/MIA's still unaccounted for from all foreign conflicts. May we all be reminded to spare no effort in securing the release of any American prisoners from captivity, the repatriation of the remains of those who died bravely in defense of liberty, and a full accounting of those missing in action. The ceremony explains the symbolism of the POW/MIA Place Setting. THE TABLE- The table is small, symbolizing the helplessness of one person, alone against his oppressors. THE CHAIR- The chair is empty, for they are not here. THE CLOTH- The tablecloth is white for the purity of their intentions in responding to their country's call to arms. THE SALT- The salt is symbolic of the tears shed by those who wait. THE GLASS- The glass is inverte

That Time Again...
Recently, it comes more and more clearer how lazy we in this country have become and it is seen here 24/7 on this site. I'm not just talking about those that make it a point to bouncer you every other rate but those lame and lazy types that won't re-rate...I have perfect examples of those. I don't say rate every picture, but give me the same time and respect i've shown you...if I give 25 rates why can't they?? See I made a comparison earlier to reflect how people get treated and said listen it's like showing consideration to someone that served their country and those at home wouldn't do the same for them....well the reply was this there is no comparison between the two and was called a douchebag.. That was nice see this hmmm individual if she would of taken the time rate any of mine would of seen I spent the time doing that job and will to the day I do face the reality of the pain or suffering it caused by giving a decade of my life to her freedom. Do those that serve get tr

Gfr Auction!!!
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They Never Will
Left where you stand. In the darkness. No one to save you. No one to show you a path out. . Appearing from the depths. Amidst the shadows of obscurity. Comes another. . Reaching out to you. Feeling the essence of their spirit. It surrounds you. Consuming your soul completely. . As you are overcome by their presence. Capturing a futile risk. There’s nothing left to mislay. . Submitting your smoldering heart. Every preceding piece of your being, given. It’s a last attempt at life. A last attempt at love. A feeling you’ve longed for your whole existence. . You had given up. . Until this solitary moment. When another has appeared from the darkness. . They stay with you in the night. Hold you close. Refusing to let up. Refusing to give up. . There they stand. Watching over you. Guiding you with their luminosity. . They show you the way. Pushing your poignant past away. Grasping your future. Bringing their love to the forefront. . With their hope,

The Difference Between Men And Women
In Florida, having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. In Tibet, many years ago, the law required all women prostitute themselves. This was seen as a way to gain sexual experience prior to marriage. "Female breasts," according to the Arizona Supreme Court, don't constitute "private parts" under state law. The Asiatic Huns punished convicted male rapists and adulterers with castration. Female adulterers were merely cut in two. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. The T'ang Dynasty Empress Wu Hu passed a special law concerning oral sex. She felt that a woman pleasuring a man represented the supremacy of the male over the female. Therefore, she insisted all visiting male dignitaries show their respect by pleasuring her orally when meeting. The empress would throw open her robe and her guest would kneel before her and kiss her genitals. In London, it's illegal to have sex on a parked motorcycle. There is, in fact, an Illinois law that prohibits

Insomnia
here it is 530 am and i am wide awake longing to be touched by u. i toss and turn seeking some type of relief and the only thing in my grasp is a pillow. i took the pillow and pressed it between my legs in hopes for some comfort but it didnt work. i finally place my hands on my inner thigh and caressed it gently only to find that this felt really good and it was causing my juices to begin to flow but i remembered what i said, "i was gonna save it for u" so i moved my hand away. as i lay here i couldnt control that strong erge to touch myself it just got stronger and stronger so i did. i placed my hand between my legs only to find that i was soaking wet, nice and slippery. it felt especially sensitive since i had shaved. i couldnt stop playing in my juices and tasting it mmmmmmmmmmmm i taste good. i slowly rubbed my finger over my clit causing it to swell with pleasure. all i could think about while i was doing this was u licking my pussy. u do that soooo well. i cant get enough of u. i

Grow Up Little Boy
I'll never believe you again... So, stop referin' to me as a friend... All the lies and all the drama... Even though I was your babies mama... But, that's okay, you'll never get your wish... I've got Chris now and my ass you can kiss... You put up a front and treated me like shit... Cuz all you are is a selfish little bitch with a little dick... You are not even worth my time anymore... So, go and be with your little whore... I'll be better once your'e no longer around... Guaranteed, eventually, I WILL gain my ground... Maybe you'll be sorry one day for the damage you did... Hurting us all, including the kids... Yeah, it takes a big man to hurt the innocent.. You were supposed to protect us, not do this... But, all you could do was think about yourself, you stupid prick... Took me a minute, but, finally realized... You were a lesson to learn so, kiss my ass goodbye!!!

Politics
How Sad!! I heard this morning our economy has gotten so bad, that all the illegal aliens are headed back to Mexico. They feel financially they will be better off. The good news is that Mexico will once again have an Olympics swim team now that all their good swimmers are returning home.

Poetry
Just imagine the stars How bright they must be tonight magnified be the teardrops brought forth by all our pain It’s amazing how cruel life can be how heavy her hand can feel All we want to do is smile but yet the teardrops fall like rain There is no time for holding these days nor a second for a simple kiss just the time to stare at the moon while crying out in vain All we need is each other to make it all go away like an emotional drug that takes away the pain It’s just so hard to keep an open heart when the world is out to harm you But without your gentle words it’s a struggle to stay sane So as I roam the darkness I’ll be calling out your name Haunting all of our demons until they’ve all be slain Some days i just want to quit drop my love life, fed up that's it tired of being used and mentally abused It always ends the same starts with that mind game i tell myself things "things aren't fine" Just can't get rejection out of my mind Don't know how to fi

Thoughts
As human beings, when we fall into love, we search endlessly for symbols of it. We turn to the time-honored traditions thereof, roses, diamonds, candies and cards in an endless bid to find something, anything, that can fully express what we feel. We hope that, even if but for a fleeting moment, that something we hold can express what tomes of poetry and years and millenia of modern romance has never been able to touch. This quest pushes us to do strange and desperate things. In such a commercialized society, we spend billions of dollars buying jewelry, gifts and trinkets in a bid to express our love. We spend countless paychecks, work second jobs and put untold amounts of strain on ourselves just to prove our feelings through material things. The dirty secret of it all though is that love has no symbols. It is something that, by its very nature, defies all symbolism, especially with material possessions. The rich feel love no differently than the poor and the wealthy suffer no le

*~* My Country *~*
The love of field and coppice, of green and shaded lanes, Of ordered woods and gardens is running in your veins. Strong love of grey-blue distance, brown streams and soft, dim skies I know but I cannot share it, my love is otherwise. I love a sunburnt country, a land of sweeping plains, Of rugged mountain ranges, of droughts and flooding plains. I love her far horizons, I love her jewel-sea, Her beauty and her terror - The wide brown land for me! The stark white ring-barked forests, all tragic to the moon, The sapphire-misted mountains, the hot gold rush of noon. Green tangle of the brushes, where lithe lianas coil, And orchids deck the tree tops, and ferns the warm dark soil. Core of my heart, my country! Her pitiless blue sky, when sick at heart, around us, we see the cattle die - But then the grey clouds gather, and we can bless again The drumming of an army, the steady, soaking rain. Core of my heart, my country! Land of the Rainbow Gold, For flood and fir

Isnt He Sexy :p
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215 Queen.
K so, my friends in st.johns live in a house somewhat like mine and they started a house blog. Well this idea just tickles my fancy as my house is never boring or weedless. And every friday we have a theme party were all the same people attend. This house and this group of people are one of a kind. Andi just want to try and capture that in something, plus what we get into is fucking hilarious So starting out today, A bad boring day to start, as its monday and it consisted of me and bobo hitting the bong in the living room. Our puppy jar was kidnapped over the weekend by the dog catcher and we got him back today. Our crazy friend got taken back to the hospital( for being crazy..actually) long story taht you will hopefully fully understand soon enough. And still no words from our friends gone across the water looking to pick up a nice few pounds. And later on this evening me and david watched the jungle book, and now Im fubar'n it up while i wait for bobo to get a bedtymebuzzawn and

Me And My Thoughts
I am not real sure why I am posting this on here lol...but I thought I would just in case anyone is interested.... The things I am looking for in a woman: Someone who not only wants to talk to me each day, but looks forward to it. Doesn't view it as a chore, or necessity, but rather a pleasure. Someone that will call when they don't feel well because hearing my voice makes them feel better. Someone that will hold my hand when we are old and grey and love me just as much as the day they fell in love with me. Someone that will accept me for who I am and not what I have. A person that will accept my faults and embrace those things they find endearing about me. Someone that can agree to disagree when common ground is unachievable. We all know that there will be times when two people just cannot agree on something. I want the person that at the end of the discussion will hug me and tell me, "I love you anyways." A person that will lay down on the hood of a car with me and

Love Does Things To A Person
I met a terrific man in July, We started out just as poker buddies, and it bloomed into something I will never forget. While playing poker with a female friend of mine she introduced me to a man who i thought was absolutely gorgeous the only flaw I seen was he lived in London, a place that I have only dreamed of visiting, and seems light years away from me. We started flirting and talking way into the night. itold him I am married albeit not happily and he told me he had a girl friend who lives in Germany. Our talks progressed from the poker tables to messenger to computer calls to late at night phone calls (the late at night phone calls were not due to discreation but because of the time differnce). We talked about everything including the thought of me leaving my husband which I did, but not for his benefit, but for mine. I needed to get out of this marriage and make something of myself, he helped me believe in myself again. In October we started dating online for we both knew th

St. Pattys Day Auction
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Glimpse Into My Mind
I didnt choose my life it was handed to me not that i dont like it just hate who ive become tho i love who i am thirst for my lifestyle a master of my craft being worse has made me better and far from sane i fear they say i sold my soul i believe i gave it away along with my conscience & emotions cause they just get in my way manipulations my new best friend mind controls one of my talents playing with smoke & mirrors im so good at what i do i barely know who i am ask me if its worth it having no family and friends i will tell you it is cream my acronim for life is also my downfall cause money is nothing when no one loves you where do i go from here left alone with only a prayer my worlds turned to darkness and filled with dispear no place of my own no where i feel at home swallowed up by isolation not a friend to graspe on to dont know where im going just want to get away from my sins

Fun Time~
Her flesh was hot from her Master's touch the cool mist from the rain wetting her naked created steam which she breathed in with every intake of breath. she was lost, she was lost in a place outside her mind and body floating in a place her Master made safe for her. Her desires were His today and that made all He would do, perfect. His hand wrapped tightly in her hair His fingers gripping strongly limiting her mobility making it easy to guide her exactly as He wished. Being taken from her chair where she was quietly reading by the hair so suddenly awakened every inch of flesh, there was no fear for she knew her Master's touch. she had settled in to her quiet place having tasted her Master's cum that morning, she felt content even though she as always, anticipated His need for her again. The tugging of her hair set her mind into motion, it was then she began to fly i could barely stay on my feet and keep with His pace. Already i could feel the wetness licking at my thighs. Master

Vegas Vacation
So I am gonna be in Vegas for a week, March 2nd thru March 8th. I know there is the usual walk the strip etc. tourist stuff, But what do you suggest about nightlife and different things to do? I am open to pretty much anything and if you are in Vegas that week, maybe we should meet up and you can show me whats up. Gimme suggestions?

Rules
For those of you new to fubar we would like to have you in our family. we can help you grow and you can help our other members grow. To keep everyone on the same page Im adding this blog so everyone knows how we operate. We don't have many rules so thats how it keeps things simple. 1.The biggest rule...NO DRAMA..If you have a problem with something or someone come too me and let me know. 2. Help on Level ups when you are available. We all have real lives off of Fubar and can't be here for everything. But if you are here and can help please do so. 3.Out of respect to members they should be Fanned, Rated and added. No blocks on levelers. If there is a reason you have a leveler blocked please advise me as too why. 4. All Wolf Pack Levelers are required too have it in there name on there profile. If you need help on that please let me know and ill help you. This is due too some members deciding they no longer want too be a leveler but forget too tell us. 5. We have f

Red Thunder/robby Romero
WORDS WE SHOULD ALL TRY TO LIVE BY, AND ONES THAT I HOLD VERY DEAR AND SACRED!!< Prayer Song Words and Music by Robby Romero and Bobby Neuwirth great spirit, grant me vision that i may not go wrong and find myself in prison of things i have not done teach me the secret that i might see fill my heart with compassion to love my enemy mother earth will feed our hunger father sky will love her well make me worthy of this vision that no human tongue could ever tell the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred waters flow to the sea the eagle flies high as any mountain oh great spirit keep us free give me strength to learn the lesson make me wise to understand what it takes to walk in beauty as i learn to walk this sacred land the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred waters flow to the sea the eagle flies high as any mountain oh great spirit keep us free the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred wat

About Me
I'm kind of shy about this internet stuff. I'm very blessed. I've accomplished a lot in life already but you'll probably have to pry it out of me in time or hear it from others. I'm not an open book, but I'm real. I don't think I'm better than anyone else. Please dont' ask me why I'm on a site; I usually date locally but I'm pretty busy and it allows me to meet people from different parts of the world. Just because you are on a site it doesn't mean you are desperate or that you are a jerk. I've never had a problem dating but I'm serious about settling down. I'm just a regular girl next door type. I'll put the good things about me but I definitely have my faults. I like most people but I don't like arrogance or insecure people that brag about how great they are. I like to listen and take in what people feel and say, and I'm sensitive to peoples feelings and needs. I'm family oriented. If you are looking for GQ arrogant party girl, I'm not the o

Invictus
Poem from William Ernest Henley...Invictus in latin means unbroken Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul.

Bill's Party
Please help Bill during his party. Go to link below to read his blog on help he needs to get his party started. He will definitely return the love. Please pass his blog onto all your friends, fans and family as well. All help is deeply appreciated. Thank You, Hrtofgold Link straight to blog: http://fubar.com/blog/276795/969503 Link to Bill's Profile: Bill@ fubar

Fast Lane Train
Rules 1 Rate All Riders and Founder 2 When joining in the request say "joining the fast lane" 3 Only saluted Fubarians Are able to join 4 When Done Messege Devilish DD sayng your done then ill add you Founder ۞™ Đểvỉ₤Ï§ĥ ÐÐ © ۞@ fubar Riders 1 ღஜDa®k Kittÿஜღ ♥Fo®eve® In Da®kne§§♥@ fubar 2 ONE&ONLY SYCHO~!~ FUBARS RESIDENT PATIENT~!~Rating Revolution~!~/CLUB FAR@ fubar 3 DJ DISTURBED~!~ RATE SPANKER,LOST LEVELER~!~OWNED BY DEVILISH DESIRE ~!~WOOHOO@ fubar 4 carolina@ fubar 5 B1tch™ ~The Pegasus Project~ SBG*Club United*FU-Bomber*Click Club@ fubar 6 ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar 7 "Bottoms UP"@ fubar 8 ◊ Łiℓ§yηfùℓОη&#

My First Blog
Ok so here it is... my first blog. I really don't know what the heck to write about. This Fubar experience has been very interesting so far. I've met some really cool people(you know who you are). I've even reconnected with people from back in my AOL chatroom days. Now a lil info about myself in case you're wondering. I can't believe I am turning 37 next month... yup 37! Don't look it though. As the saying goes... Black don't crack, lol. I stand 5'6" and I am a big girl. If extra padding scares you away, I am not for you, lol. I am dark skinned. It took me a long time to love the skin I am in. It was rough(and still is) being a chocolate sista. If I hear the phrase "You're pretty to be so dark", I'll scream. That is a straight up insult. There are beautiful cocoa sistas out there... India.Arie, Serena and Venus, Phyllis Yvonne Stickney and the list goes on. I now realize that I am a beautiful person not only inside, but outside as well. My likes... well I love to fish. I know, I do

Do You Know How Much I Miss You?
Have you ever bothered to realize how much you mean to me? I care so much for you inside and miss you so deeply. I sometimes sit for hours Just to hear from you And when you never come on I’m unsure what to do I lay awake in bed sometimes With you stuck in my head Sometimes I question your feelings for me Or that your with someone else instead Sometimes I walk at night Just to gaze at a lonely star Sometimes I fall to tears Because you are so far And every now and then When I do speak to you I always get worried Incase you say our friendship is over. And do you ever wonder Just what I’m doing to And do you know Just how much I think of you Because if tomorrow doesn’t come And I haven’t spoke to you How will you ever know? Just how much I care about you! This poem was written for a certain someone and you know who you are!!!

Demonic Rebirth
my luck is bad a friend lost to some jokes missy am sorry if you read this understand i was just joking around nothing more in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my

Venting Ignore Me
well i have nothing better to do than write. im just bored and need something to occupy myself. Well in the last couple of weeks alot has happened. I rejoined fubar for one. I was on here like a year or two ago when this used to be cherry tap. Ive met alot of nice people although i have to say some of you guys are perverts lmao who am i kidding we all are in one way or another. Next on my list is friends, dont always trust them. Even if youve known them for 10 years or more cause they can still stab you in the back anyways and these people know who they are they just dont know i know yet. But why bother fighting them about it they will still just lie to my face weither i have proof or not so whatever like i said im done with the bullshit we arent in high school anymore so lets act like it. id say more but the people that are involved in this stuff are on fubar and i dont really want to cause problems. But i do wish they would comfront me about it so we can talk and get shit takin care

Bored Survey
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of Fubar and if not why don't we? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesimist or Optimist attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me

All About Me!!!!!!!!
Your Birthdate: December 16 You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July My Personality Type -Observer # Like all Observers, you strive to find inner peace in a world that's anything but peaceful. # You were born with a quiet, shy, and cautious nature that has always set you apart. Being different and somewhat of an "outsider," you've become selective about what you do and say. So you typically stand back and observe people and situations, then decide how you want to contribute. # This style has been especially useful in your career. While others on a team are talking,

I Miss You!
I'm not sure where to start, I don't know how to begin, I guess I'll start with i miss you, Cause that's what I'm feeling within, I miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky, It has nothing to look up to and so it cries, Crying raindrops fall onto the ground, To just fade to nothing, nowhere to be found, I miss you like a tree with no leave, Nothing to move and drift in the breeze, Leave scattered and sodden, Walked upon, a broke soul down trodden, I miss you like a mouth with no tongue, It cannot speak, all these words left unsung, They just hang in the moment, caught up in the mind, Words left unspoken and all left behind, I miss you like friends all alone, Each missing each other, calling them on the phone, It's like no ones answering your endless calls, Please echoing along deserted halls, I miss you like a lover torn away, From the one she cares for and thinks of each day, When she reaches for his hand, and when she reaches for his kiss, And the

Free Comedy Tickets To Fubar Members!
Those if you living in or around the Kansas City Area can get free tickets to see me perform live comedy Friday May 1st, Saturday May 2nd or Sunday May 3rd either by calling Stanford & Sons at (913) 400-7500 and giving them the code word 'fubar' or by e-mailing me directly at booggeyman@hotmail.com. Dean I will be performing at Stanford & Sons Comedy Club located in the Legends Shopping Center in Kansas City Kansas Tonight through Sunday. So for any Fubar members in and around that area, I have made a deal with the club that all you need to do is go to the box office and say you are a Fubar member to get 4 free tickets to any of these shows. Showtimes are 7:45 pm tonight and tomorrow, 7:45 and 9:45 pm Friday and Saturday and 7:00 pm Sunday. Come on Out for a great night of Stand up Comedy!

Just A Poem
June 16th 2002 my husband- love of my life died with cancer on facebook I created a cancer support group called fighting cancer it is an open group fighting cancer is created in memory of Terry Norton ( minimike1968) as he was known here in fubar)) but fighting cancer is for all who is dealing with cancer my goal for fighting cancer is to have five thousand members in the group fighting cancer is a facebook relay of life team as we work together to support one another writer for cause group is another facebook group that support cancer charities( patients) and their families most us in the groups has lost someone to cancer and we are here to give loving suppport to others I volunteer my time across the USA on the comp or/ and off the comp to support cancer patients and cancer charitites Cancer is big part of my life: about a year ago I heard my mom had cancer then not too long ago my boyfriend has cancer(minimike1968) yes he is on fubar as one my family my grandpa

Greatest Stuff Of All Time (in My Opinion)
My favorite movies list are as follows and I'll tell you why they are a favorite. 1. Lord Of the Rings Triligy - the creativity and the time that went into those movies is just awesome and I watch it anytime and still love it. Best movies ever made. 2. Dawn of the Dead (2004) - A very flawless horror film that was very well played and directed. Everything was smooth and kept me on my toes. 3.Pirates of the Carribean movies - The best pirate movies of all time. Johny Depp played Jack Sparrow very well and carried the part to its fullest. Comedy mixed with 4. Saw movies - The creativity that went into the traps and the story line are A+ thus far. I am a huge fan of gore and I can't get enough of it. Hw they tie everything to gether is a master peice and plain genius. Congrats 5. Resident Evil movies - a great perspective that could almost be a prediction of our future. They way we humans play god all the time we will eventually do this to ourselves I think. Ver

Burning Reality
My unbreakable hope of dying with you upon my heart Living with your tender sweet kisses even when we are apart Dreaming of a long lived fantasy come true, where age is only a factor for fine wine And the envy of neighbors for our undying love- Divine A whisper of love, a kiss of fate, a hug of hope, my eternal soul mate With reality so sweet I find my nights lacking sleep I love you my darling My greatest defeat Yay its great to spend yet another valentines day heartbroken.

So Much To Me
Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me

Why Are You Here?
Maybe it is points or leveling? I am here to reach out and let my friends, family and fans know how important they are to me. I send daily comments and it is labor intensive and time consuming. I don't do it for the points or levels. I do it to brighten everyone's day. Bring a smile and laughter to all. Much of that love is returned but most is not, I know days and lives are busy but when I do not feel the love for weeks or months, I get discouraged.If you are not here to make friends and keep it touch, please let me know and I will delete you from my friends, family and fan list

Its Like That
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for thatPerson.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a needYou have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you withGuidance and support, To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, This person will say or do something to bring the relationship to anEnd. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desireFulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn hasCome to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experien

1000 Times For 1
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you 1000 times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As your lips part and anxiousness increases, Your heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to me As desire grows, my heart races. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as space shortens. Time appears to stand still. So close yet so far. When? Now, please now? Once more, 1001. Make it 2, so many more. Caressing ever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you 1000 times, I would give them all away To make the dream a reality, And kiss you once.

American Idol
I was so shocked lastnight when watching american idol. I thought for sure danny or Chris was going home. Adam is a guarantee i think that he will be there..and allison was really good. From beginning of the show though..I have always been a fan of Danny..and had hopes he would go to the end. I was just tickled that he got saved. Although I would have preferred Chris to have gone home before Allison. I think hes good..but feel alot of people are just in lust with his cute looks. I hope he gos next though. It will be down to my favorite 2 then. Here is my choice..and has been so far since beginning of the season: I believe this guy is awesome..and as Paula said..he could be cutting record deals now.

Good Bye My Friends & Fam
good bye to my friends i am going to take a break from fubar and i might be back on in some point in time maybe to read messages maybe rate a little but not really sure at point in time so if u have my hoo u can leave me a message and if i'm on i will get back to u when i get it so long my friends & fam

Fake Ass People
Faker than the life you lie I sat there and trusted you opened up to you being one of the first guy friends i tried to trust but in the end it was the same you stabbed me in the back but all this while you try to hide it my family was right true friends come out in the darkest times well you did show your self but that was to be nothing but a fake backstabbin idiot well im fed up with your crap more and more everyday i find the lies you spoke of well dont be mad when i confront you ill tear you apart and tell the world how fake you really are blind rage does more than your words but ill let you know now after this u will never have a part in my life or my kids again so take ur two faced wanna be followin the crowd ass and dissapear off this world...you need to take to heart your own words that you preach to people.....

Is It Ment To Be !!?
Well in resent weeks my girlfriend and i split up and i have been beside my self. So bad i went to some extreme measures and well i just hurt so i have done my best to make it known that i would do any thing for her and our boys well her boys but they mite as well be mine im all they've know as dad lol but back to what i was saying any thing she needed i tried to get her just to make sure she was OK....So she decided to move out of state OMG i thought i lost her for good and lord-n-behold 4 days later she decides to come back i thought it was a god send. We have been in contact with each other like every other day she just needed time to her self to think things threw and well she still has a lot to think about so idk..So this is what it comes down to. She and her best friend needed a place to stay so i bust my ass to get our old place back. And well i got it and when i told her that i was going to have to be there too it was one of condition's of us moving back well that hit a sore sp

Family Adds
Alot of people have been asking me how they can be in my family. Well here is the list of how... 1)Buy me a VIP (That way I can add more pics, so you win too) 2)Buy me a Bling Pack (12 credit gets you a regualr family add, 25+ gets you into the pics NOONE sees) 3)Bling me with one of the Limited Edition bling 4)Buy me a Happy Hour 5)Bling me with whatever the 100 credit bling of the day is. lol (That will get you into the SPECIAL pics as well) 6)Pay me 1,000,000 fu bucks. 7)Buy me a Pony! hehehe I hope that answers your questions. I know the price my seem steep, but I think you will find that its WELL worth the price of admission. He He... and if you don't think its fair, well there's always internet porn... hehehehe. Kisses Baby Gurl

4am+scissors=hairy Carpet
and people wonder why im so pissed off all the time. i just really have zero tolerance for ignorance. i cant help it and now that im off my meds, i cant just let things go. so i like to answer questions on my free time over the net, like those yahooquestions. anywho... some man thought his wife was automatically cheating on him ONLY because they both have blue eyes and their 2 children have brown eyes. sometimes i just want to die. anywho, i let him know whats up and in doing so i calculated my chances of having green eyed and blue eyed children, i need to have babies with a man that has green eyes to up my chance to 31percent for green and brown 50 but thats if i were to ever have babies...which are complete parasites in my opinion. FIN. i can never find the notebook feature on a mac...hence the blog. wait do macs have notebook? heh... Hell's Angels HST's breakthrough book. Regardless of how true the ending is, from cover to cover, it's one h

If Only Dreams Could Come True
Tonight as I struggle to sleep All I can do is think of you Wanting to hold you in my arms And make sweet love to you. Tears slowly cloud my world As I hold my pillow tight Wishing you were beside me To make things right. I cry myself to sleep Having dreams of you You lying beside me And cuddling me too. We looked into each other's eyes And that's all it took A night of passionate love We could have wrote a book. I've never felt more loved Than I did this one night It was just perfect And things felt so right. Then I felt my pillow damp The tears had fell like rain I realized you weren't there Then I felt the pain. Once again, Only a dream That had seemed so real The tears now unbearable Will my Heart ever heal?

Songs
To have sex to music. Kinda weird to some peopl but I know a few songs get me turned on for different reasons. Voodoo by Godsmack is my FAVORITE song. All I have to do is listen to Sully's voice and I am ready to go at it. Then there is the hardcore music I LOVE. I mean I like the music for more than that but having sex to that makes the guy go just that much faster, like they want to keep up with the rhythm.When I go to hardcore shows I go to have fun but something about being there turns me on too. Maybe its the violence emitted at the shows in the pit, or how rough the guys are in the pit, but something does it to me. Am I the only one who can just get turned on by music??

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Special Day
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR TORN AND NOT SURE OF WHERE YOU STAND? LIFE IS SO DIFFICULT AT TIMES ..... i guess im a big loser because i dont deserve to be told the truth instead im to be lied to. why would he hurt me why would he lie to me tell me im special and then turn around and tell someone else that i mean nothing so much for friendship honesty loyalty. well guess what im better off without him im hurt but ill move on if he only knew how i felt for him. maybe he would understand the pain im feeling now, maybe just maybe he wouldnt feel the anger he feels for me and be understanding. if he only knew that i never loved another the way i loved him and wanted him and dreamed of living my life with him maybe he would forgive me for the part i played in our end. he tore my heart out and stomped it into the ground but doesnt know tht i ache for him miss him love him want him need him but i know i cant have him cause he found another. i forgive him for that we were best friends before i want

Crofils Taunt
ATTENTION ALL JUDGMENT and DOOMSDAY BELIEVERS::Due to technical difficulties... The scheduled END OF WORLD event has been postponed. We apologize for any inconvenience this may have caused you. If you have already quit your job, given away your life savings or liquidated all of your assets... Oopps... Our bad ! We will attempt another doomsday event in December, 2012. Please stay tuned. Oh... Have a nice day! :) EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? ! Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why didn

Things Girls Dont Know
Things girls don't know! 1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the "let her complain to you and then have her realize how wonderful and nice you are" method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll as

Life
My life is not a game. My heart is not a toy. Why can't anyone see what is really going on? i worry myself sick over friends, i make time for them in my life only to be told theres no time. Theres promises that are made then broken just as quick as they're made. Theres been lies and rumors and bullshit that's made everything come undone. to many questions left unanswered. i've become so confused. alone or together, right or wrong. i want it all done. no more questions, no more lies, no more confusion, no more half hearted love no more.......

The Value Of A Drink...
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams .. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils

Just A Poetry Fag Actin Gay
Release me out of my chains. Let me destroy; Did you see the way he was looking at you? Hit him! Push him do something! I swear to god if you turn the other cheeck; Then its over, you might as well die. What good are you to defend yourself; and the pride you carry around your neck. Why should I be quiet? Call me by my name when you are speaking to me. With out me your edge is gone With out me you'ld be scared. Break something this isn't fair, Why should they talk to you like that. No more hour glasses, I'm alergic to salt water. Lets slaughter all things in a two mile radius. Hate is us. And the fuel is our divine fire. Take another step twards the confrontation, This is my favorite part. Lets create a way to start, Death is imposiible We are invinsible, so there is nothing tougher then our image I've grown fond of the anger, Stranger then the others. How come when you least expect; Torment is caused. Its a Job well done. Torture out oppenents! We know t

Financial Planning
Dan was a single guy living at home with his father and working in the family business. When he found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a wife with which to share his fortune. One evening at an investment meeting he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. "I may look like just an ordinary man," he said to her, but in just a few years, my father will die, and I'll inherit $200 million." Impressed, the woman obtained his business card and three days later, she became his stepmother. Women are so much better at financial planning than men.

Do A Clean Up.......
Ok time for me to steam alil..... 1. i know we are all on different time zones..so if u shout at me and i don't answer it means im not online...so please don't pm me and cuss me out...i try to answer everyone's shout. 2. my fam list.....if u'r on my family list and u'r not rating or commenting or shouting at me from time to time u will get deleted... Gifts ....i pass out random gifts daily i don't expect anything in return...its just to make u smile... and another thing my pix.....yes i have alot of naughty pix That doesn't mean i'm a slut or a whore...if u don't like my pix then by all means don't look at them...for the ones that does look at them i hope u enjoy them... i enjoy taking pix its one of my turn on's...and yes i'm a playful girl and my husband loves taking them... yes i am married and i got 5 children which i love dearly this site is just a place i like comming to and having alil fun while making new friends.... im sorry to write so much but i felt i need

Some Of My Poetry
In the Arms of the Savior There may be days to come When the world will seem cold Everything around you falls And you feel all alone No matter where you turn It seems like a dead end You can find no comfort In any of your friends But I have a message From a Friend that loves you He stretched out His arms And shed His blood for you He wants you to call on Him Because He loves you so much It is in His outstretched arms You will find His healing touch In the arms of the Savior You can lay your weary head In His infinite wisdom Is how you should be led During the darkest trial Is what His light is there for You can reach the mountain top In the arms of the Savior The valley may seem to dark And to hard to venture on Yet it is in that moment You can see the risen Son Everything else may fade And disappear in the night But you can still find your way In the warmth of His light In the Darkness of Life I feel so alone In my room of shame Here in my

She Blinded Me With Science
I've noticed that in recent years, that I'm leaning more towards psychological explanations for spiritual things, though these have always been important to some extent. This comes as no surprise to me. I haven't entirely abandoned the concept of a relatively objective, autonomous spiritual reality of some sort. I've been down the road of entirely and exclusively embracing the psychological model of magic, and found it to be emotionally and spiritually unfulfilling. Additionally, there have been experiences I've had in my path that have given me enough evidence to believe that it's not just in my head, that to an extent I'm interacting with something other than myself, but interacting in a subjective manner. I am less likely to surmise about the reality of spirituality outside of my own experiences through the lens of my subjective perception, however. There are certain caveats, admittedly. Some author's like Michael Harner claim that journeying is safer than dreaming (which, if yo

Name Change
so i was just talking to someone about the mumm that got removed. I was thinking with all the rules and guidelines we have to follow. why don't they change the name from fubar the online bar. to fubar the highschool playground. I mean the keyword in this site is adult not minors. so what do you think? let me know if its just me.

Fragments Of A Sucide Note
Seems like yesterday; but, it was long ago...... no words could ever seem as true as this proverb. Tonight, as I do many of nights; as the darkest of sky slowly fads into a deep hugh of midnight blue, reflect upon where I'm going, but most importantly...... where I've been. Feels like a lifetime ago; when the world was new, fresh and untouched. I looked forward to this second; where I'm writing now. At the time I had no idea what laid ahead of me.... just knew the ending. Feels like a fragment of a dream I barely remember upon awaking. The memories of childhood, and those whom I shared it with. I remember those spring nights, sitting at the Pizza Hut parking lot- after work; with some of the best friends that I ever had. Talking about the future and what was to become. Always promising that the bond we shared would never be broken. Breaking balls and pipe dreams was the usual after work conversation. Never knowing the dangers, tradgities, love or losses that lied ahead. Not ever seei

Is This Thing On?
I spend far too much unproductive time on here and put off other important things, so I'm taking a month to re-evaluate my priorities. Gonna take care of some things in the real world, things that actually accomplish something of value. I may never be back. I'm announcing it so that anyone who wants to stay in touch can do so through myspace, email, whatever. If so, let me know. Leaving at noon CST on Saturday, Feb. 14. Peace, Barbara

Warning To All U Ladies
****STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACERS****Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe.State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully" then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.*****If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or ineedatipdrill or http:www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!Ladies,

Music
HELLO EVERYBODY! I hope you take some time to look over my playlist, and I really hope that you find something that you like. As you can see, I like a variety of music. Some new, lots of the older stuff. Some fun (corny) or peppy and some slow or mushy...yes, I'm a sucker for mushy love songs(guys, I know you're wretching and gagging, but deep down, you like it too...your secret's safe with me). Rock, pop, country, and ballads...but not into rap (causes head-aches) or opera(causes ear-aches)or heavy metal (causes stress)!!! I do admit that even though headbangers just sound like awful racket most of the time, a lot of those guys can really sing and have some great stuff(like monster ballads). I KNOW...I KNOW...I TALK TOO MUCH! I'LL SHUT UP AND LET YOU LISTEN TO THE MUSIC. ENJOY!!!

Level Up!
UPDATE # 2!!! Ok, she's on Auto's and has only 63k to Disciple! Drop some love on her page! Synful Sinsations *FuWifey to SexiSam! ~Protected by Kanwulf Pirate Lord@ fubar Go check out my girl Synful! She's got Auto's for the very first time! Synful Sinsations *FuWifey to SexiSam! ~Protected by Kanwulf Pirate Lord@ fubar

13th Facts About Friday The 13th
If you fear Friday the 13th, then batten down the hatches. This week's unlucky day is the first of three this year. The next Friday the 13th comes in March, followed by Nov. 13. Such a triple whammy comes around only every 11 years, said Thomas Fernsler, a math specialist at the University of Delaware who has studied the number 13 for more than 20 years. By the numbers Here are 13 more facts about the infamous day, courtesy of Fernsler and some of our own research: 1. The British Navy built a ship named Friday the 13th. On its maiden voyage, the vessel left dock on a Friday the 13th, and was never heard from again. 2. The ill-fated Apollo 13 launched at 13:13 CST on Apr. 11, 1970. The sum of the date's digits (4-11-70) is 13 (as in 4+1+1+7+0 = 13). And the explosion that crippled the spacecraft occurred on April 13 (not a Friday). The crew did make it back to Earth safely, however. 3. Many hospitals have no room 13, while some tall buildings skip the 13th floor. 4.

Pre-production Week Auto
> > With our show opening in less than 2 weeks, my time here will be VERY limited starting Tuesday. With that in mind, I thought it would be nice to show some early Valentine's and President's Day love!!! Sooooooo, auto 11's will be on Today @4:00pm EST (1:00pm Futime) through Tomorrow, Sat., Feb. 14th!!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

Angeleye's Blogs
To anyone who is holding on to something or someone. This is dedicated to a good friend of mine who is struggling right now. There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.

A V~day Message From Me
LISTEN PEOPLE.. a valentines message from me Ok, so I see, like every year, many ppl tend to become extra depressed around valentines day, even more so than other holidays, if they are single or dont have that significant other. Well, guess what? Neither do I, but I dont mind one bit. V~day, IS just another day. But it is also a day that should be counted and you should be thankful for as a great day you get to be alive. This life is a gift, and shouldnt be taken for granted. Do you have food and clothing and a roof over your head? Do you have your health and a job? (already one step ahead of me on that one). Then you are already more wealthy than 80% of the worlds population. Count your blessings. Look at those 50 souls who just lost their lives in that fiery plane crash, just 20 miles from my house. Those ppls chances in this life are OVER. YOU are ALIVE. Now the families and friends of these ppl dont have these loved ones around any more. So remember that and be thank

Baby Elephant Trunk Dick
A Baby Elephant's Trunk This couple are out having a romantic meal for the first time together.Suddenly something from the man's side whips from under the table, steals a bread roll and dissappears back under the table. The guy doesn't blink aneyelid and the woman can't tell whether it really happened. She says nothing. Well, damn, the same thing happens again. The woman checks the guy out andsure he makes out like nothing happened so she holds it in. A little timepasses. The, hell, it happens a third time and the woman can no longer holdit in and she speaks up demanding to know what's going on. The man explains."Look, I was in an accident in India.. I lost my ..penis.. thesurgeons transplanted a baby elephant's trunk in it's place and, well, I'vegrown to accept it and hell, It's embarrassing but that's it". "No, no.."the woman says "that's absolutely incredible. And you mean the trunk keepsstealing the bread rolls like an elephant. WOW. Look that's so amazingwould you mind d

Whats The Use???
So what exactly is the point of this site anymore? If you're not pretty - you get ignored... I have been feeling that for the past few days. If you don't have auto 11's - HAHAHAHAHA - good luck with that! Seriously, what the heck is the point anymore??? Whatever!

First Auction Ever!!!
^^^^^^^^^^^^click^^^^^^^^^ Starting an AUTO 11 auction tomorrow - Valentine's Day at noon Fu Time and end it on Friday - 2/20/09 at Noon Fu Time. =)So come place your bids and good luck all, just remember,CLICK THE CHERRIES AND NO DRAMA PLEASE!!!! ^^^^^^^^^^^click^^^^^^^^^^^ Your Host (PurelySinful) PurelySinful ¢¾ Dangerous Curves Member ¢¾@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾~BRATT~¢¾Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*&FuOwned by*BIGDADDY4LIFE*&FuOwned by~BigDaddySpa' on '2009-02-13 20:38:04')

Alone
Well hey long time no chat.... I juat wanna know why people wanna talk to me? What is it about me that makes people feel the need to talk to me? I was smoking on my poarch the other day an this guy started talkin to me.. well we exchanged numbers an he started blowing my phone up..... well once I called him a stalker he calmed down an he seems like a really nice guy.... I just don't know.... then we started talking on the phone an in person... he told me I was gonna be his woman one day an then his wifey... now that kinda scared me.... am I wrong to think that? What should I do????? someone please help me... I have been told that I am a great catch. I am a great person. I have an awesome personality. I love sex. I am sexy. I love to please my man. I know how to cook. Why am I single? Why am I alone for yet another Valentines Day? Are the men in Michigan that blind? I just don't understand. I should have men lined up to get at me. I don't have kids. No baggage. I am just l

I Hate Valentines Day
VALENTINES DAY SUCKS! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE HAVE I RECIVED A THING! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE WAS ANYONE THERE! TODAY I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL LIKE WAKEING UP AND GETTING OUT OF BED! I AM AFRAID THIS LONLEY LIFE WILL NEVER END! BUT MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE HAPPY WHO KNOWS. I JUST WISH THIS DAY WOULD HURRY UP AND GO!!!! THIS DAY IS ALL ABOUT SHOWING THE ONE YOU LOVE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE EACHOTHER BUT AGAIN ANOTHER YEAR AND OBVIOUSELY STILL NO ONE TO LOVE ME OR CARE. I WISH I COULD TAKE THIS DAY OFF THE CALANDER RIGHT ALONG WITH XMASS AND EASTER. ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE PLEASE BE NICE AND SHOW THEM HOW MUCH YOU REALLY LOVE THEM BECAUSE BEING ALONE AND NOT HAVING NO ONE REALLY SUCKS AND YOU ARE LUCKY TO HAVE ONE ANOTHER. ALL I HAVE TO SAY FROM MY POINT OF VIEW IS FUCK VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!! ALL IT BRINGS ME IS HEARTACK AND PAIN!!!!!!!

Marilyn Manson Quiz
1) When was Marilyn Manson's birthday? a) May 19, 1971 b) January 5, 1969 c) August 14, 1968 2) Where was Marilyn Manson born? a) British Columbia, Canada b) Canton, Ohio c) Marshville, North Carolina 3) What was Marilyn Manson's first Album called? a) Eat Me, Drink Me b) Marilyn Manson c) Protrait of an American Family 4) Marilyn Manson`s song "Personel Jesus" was on which Album? a) The Golden Age of Grotesque b) Holy Wood c) Lest We Forget 5) What song contains the lyrics "We're all stars now in the dope show"? a) The Dope Show b) Disposable Teens c) Tainted Love I already took this and passed it with flying colors ..... now its your turn!!

Never Let Go
rue Love It was on a Van Gogh's moon Where paper dragons held all your darkest secrets. I took your hand and followed you to the promise land. Beyond the walls of past loves is where I tumbled and rolled right into your soul. It was under a tangerine sun Where satin swans reflected all your inner beauty. I swore this love to never come undone and to hold you till death. Behind hazel eyes in the valley of the mind is where I love to play in your dreams of a true love.

My Personal Poems
All of the times when When your lips touch my own, so soft and sweet, and your tounge would gently glide across mine. When you would caress my body, so softly indeed, and I would hold your heart and keep it in line. When I would feel your love so deep and true, and you would love me until the end of days, When my love would wrap around only you, and heal your pain in so many ways. When my heart starts beating to the rythym of yours, and you just want to fall into my loving arms. When passion breaks through loves open doors, and you finally give into my tender charms. When these tender words are all that you hear, and a new life is just about to begin. When my eyes have not shed a single tear, I will start to wonder about, all of the times when. Written by: Matthew 02/14/2009 Figure me out I sit here and shout blah...blah...blah...overanalyzing But feeling bruised and cut My happiness seems on the line Wanting, wanting, and longing Where is my lo

Will There Be
I have seen my share of bad relationships only to leave me to wondered if I will ever see a good one, For years my soul has gone with out acceptance for who I am, My heart has been played , My soul un noticed , My love crushed , Does my heart want the impossible ? Will my soul ever know how true love feels? Will I ever no the one that can love me and all my faults? Why is this so hard to find? I have my heart open with the arms of my soul waiting for the man of my dreams to take me in his arms to whisper in my ear I'm here and my arms will never let you fear that my love will never disappear.

Picture
I see this man coming into my life, I picture him as the perfect man for me. Eyes that hypnotize me, Lips so lucious, Body that's just so beautiful, Beautiful.... The package he carries. So beautiful no words can describe it. Now what I have in this picture doesn't come close, To his personality. When he talks I go speechless, It's like he cast a spell on me...... With every word that comes off his beautiful lips. Makes me go crazy, So now picture this for me. Tell me what do you see? Is he the man for me? Is he the man I've been waiting for? To come into my life. Maybe this man is already here... But to shy to come near. Maybe I pictured someone to perfect,unreal. Maybe he's not who I think he is, But his spell is working really good with tricking me. I don't understand how a man can get into a person's head, Without knowing he's making that someone go so crazy for him, Well picture me telling and showing you this picture, Do you see him the way I do? Look h

Worth To Him
Running a race I can never finish, All previous thought slowly diminish, From the ashes a new idea will rise, Fueled by looking int his eyes, The chance that we may have a future, Even the wish for it seems imature, Though, I refuse to give up the fight, While my dream is still in sight, Holding on to my empty desires, Lonely days is all it'll inspire, With every intention to put up with the pain, Committing to him with nothing to gain, Every smile, I promise to be real, For it was him who taught me to feel, Doing things for him I normally wouldn't do, Trying to prove to him I will always be true, Forgetting who I am whenever he is near, Always letting my emotuions interfere, Glad I was lucky enough to get a second glance, Hoping to be worth him giving me a chance

I Desire
I desire, love, true love. Someone to love. I desire, someone to be with, for the rest of my life. I desire, a man, who's eyes don't and can't lie. I desire, a strong and happy marriage that'll last. I desire, Peace of mind when I'm with him. I desire, his caring touch each and every day. I desire, his attention on occasion. I desire, passionate kisses from him. I desire, cuddling close to him. I desire, talking to him each and every day. I desire, a man that loves me so much, words couldn't possibly describe. I do believe all my desires, Have been met. And I do believe, I desire you. A desire to be within your arms for ever. Love me today as you did yesterday, and love me more tomorrow, I promise, I'll never ever stray. I desire.... You.

I Need Someone
I need someone to love me, Someone to show I care; Someone who'll be down for me, Someone that'll always be there. I need someone to make me smile, Someone to treat me right, Someone that'll make me feel better, Someone to hold me tight. I need someone to heal my heart, Someone to say sweet things, Someone who can kiss me right, Someone who'll mean everything. I need someone to look into my eyes, Someone to say I love you, Someone who'll never leave me, Someone, can that be you?

Auctions-contests
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All I Need Is One Rate!
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I Like This 'alone Feeling:)'
It's Saturday and I am assuming that half of the people in this country is out getting shitfaced somehwere, some party, some bar. Well here I am at home alone on a saturday. I have to admit, I quite love this feeling! I love being home alone alot because I never ever get to spend time with myself these days anymore. I am always busy at school, or doing my homework, but now I'm so happy because now i get to spend Fridays with my friends. Speaking of my girlfriend, her phone has been off alllll night so I couldn't find her. Oh well, maybe her battery died or something. Hence me being alone and loving it right now! Not that I don't love spending time with her, because I do, very much so.....but I think that it is good for EVERYONE to have some alone time to themselves. Away from distraction, you can focus more on your inner thoughts and feelings. Get a better picture of life and where you are, reflect on things. God I love it! Right now I'm trying to post this blog,lol, and

Shaihedah Poetry
Juan Christopher Carter Pack also known as ''Saheem'' and DJ Wizz was born on Oct 5 1978 in Philadelphia, PA He suffered a heart attack and departed this life on Sunday, August 16 2009. Juan was very special Music artwork electronics and a talent for creativity was displayed in the clothing he designed, and the parties he worked He was an excellent dancerand possessed a great sense of humor His style was his own You never knew what he was going to look like until you saw him Juan was a big man with a kind soul who was a good friend great listener and sincere help to all who needed him Please show some respect Thank you I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders

Valentines Day~
Terese shivered. In the middle of her living room, she stood nude, except for the cuff that adorned one wrist. When Master arrived, He would fasten the other, trapping Terese's hands behind her back. That was where He liked them, except when He allowed her to stroke His cock. Where was He? It had been two hours since He'd called and directed Terese to prepare for him. Two hours of standing, because He'd told her to be on her feet when He arrived; of freezing because He'd told her to be nude. It was what Master wanted, and what He wanted, Terese wanted. Since the day they'd met, after weeks of chatting online, Terese had wanted nothing more than to please Master. She only hoped He was truly pleased with her. It was Valentine's Day. In the past, if Terese had been seeing someone, she would have counted on romantic cards and flowers, maybe a dinner date. If she'd liked the guy, she would have told him. But with Master, things were different. Terese was never sure what He had in mind

Hocus Pocus
I-Introverted / 67%N-Intuitive / 38%F-Feeling / 38%J-Judging / 11% Idealist Portrait of the Counselor (INFJ) Counselors have an exceptionally strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others, and find great personal fulfillment interacting with people, nurturing their personal development, guiding them to realize their human potential. Although they are happy working at jobs (such as writing) that require solitude and close attention, Counselors do quite well with individuals or groups of people, provided that the personal interactions are not superficial, and that they find some quiet, private time every now and then to recharge their batteries. Counselors are both kind and positive in their handling of others; they are great listeners and seem naturally interested in helping people with their personal problems. Not usually visible leaders, Counselors prefer to work intensely with those close to them, especially on a one-to-one basis, quietly exerting their influence behind th

What To Do, What To Do
life is too fast for some of us. we get older and stop to look at life as we lived it. only to find that we are not where we wanted to be. can mistakes be corrected? can a memory be real? can a lost love be recaptured? or is life just a sour grape waiting to be crushed under your own feet? I find these questions relevant to my life and i dont know all the answers. do you?

50 Random Facts About Me
Place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not, then send it to your friends (including me). (I'm not bothering to tag people on these any more. Do what thou wilt.) Things you have done during your lifetime: (X) Gone on a blind date (X) Skipped school (X) Been to Canada (-) Been to Mexico (X) Been to Florida (X) Been to Hawaii (X) Been on a plane (-) Been on a helicopter (X) Been lost (X) Gone to Washington, DC (X) Swam in the ocean (X) Cried yourself to sleep (X) Played cops and robbers (-) Recently colored with crayons (X) Sang Karaoke (X) Paid for a meal with coins only (-) Been to the top of the St. Louis Arch (X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't. (X) Made prank phone calls (-) Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans (X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose & elsewhere (X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue (-) Danced in the rain-naked (X) Written a letter to Santa Claus (X) Been

Song Lyrics
Wrapped around each other Trying so hard to stay warm That first cold winter together Lying in each other's arms Watching those old movies Falling in love so desperately Honey I was your hero And you were my leading lady CHORUS: We had it all Just like Bogie and Bacall Starring in own old late, late show Sailing away to Key Largo Honey can't you remember We played all the parts That sweet scene of surrender When you gave me your heart Please say you will...play it again 'Cause I love you still Baby this can't be the end CHORUS Here's lookin' at you kid Missing all the things we did We can find it once again, I know Just like they did in Key Largo CHORUS Operator, oh could you help me place this call You see the number on the matchbook is old and faded She�s livin� in l.a. With my best old ex-friend ray A guy she said she knew well and sometimes hated Isn�t that the way they say it goes But let�s forget all

Tempting Enchantress Has Autos On Now!
Tempting Enchantress Has Autos Running Come and show this sweet and sexy lady some love! Rate Her Fan Her Add Her Bling Her Come spank this lovely lady... She LOVES it!!! Begins at 9pm Fu-time Sat (PST) Ends at 9pm Fu-time Sunday (PST) *************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

My Memoirs
As the day of my husband’s death creeps up on me, I can’t help but to remember all the good times we had together. The bad times we had, don’t even matter anymore. I remember that day all too well, it’s a memory that just keeps replaying in my head. It was on February 16, 2005; around eight o’clock at night. I was sitting in the living room, watching tv, checking my email and eating Doritos. There was a knock at my door, I thought it was my one neighbor again. They were always getting into a fight and she would come to me to talk about it. So, I went to answer the door, ready to hear about their fight. As I opened the door, I froze at what I was seeing. There was a preacher and another guy accompanying him in their dress blues, and all I said is “you’ve got the wrong house!”. I froze, they asked if I was Mrs. Pusateri, and I just nodded my head. Unable to say anything, I knew exactly why they were at my door. They walked me to the living room and sat me down. The preacher said, “ Mrs.

I'm Not Sorry
it's so easy to apologize it's harder not to give a reason to. everyone says it i'm sorry i didn't mean to i never wanted to hurt you i didn't mean to upset you i care about you i love you i'm sorry that's nice. no really, i'm sick of saying "it's okay" because it's not okay anymore before you go and take this personally don't bother it's not personal it's everyone. look around, all the failed relationships all the failed friendships look at the people around you and how sorry they all are too. is it that hard to think before you act or before you don't. is it so much to ask of people to take others' feelings into consideration BEFORE there's a reason to apologize. i'm not sorry. and really, i don't think any of you are either. ~sinamynlee

Knee Surgery
OK PEOPLE TO LET U KNOW.. I MADE IT.. YEA.. BUT IM IN A LOT OF PAIN.. THEY DID NOT CUTE ME OPEN.. THEY DONE THE SCOPE. THREE LITTLE WHOLES IN MY KNEE I CAN RUN OR WALK THAT MUCH.. I CAN STILL DO ALOT OF DAMAGE TO MY KNEE.. THEY HAVE TO REPAIR THE CARTLEGE, CRACK KNEE CAP AND ARTHIS.. SO PICS WILL BE DELAYED FOR ABOUT 3 WKS.. SO BARE WITH ME.. OK.. AND STILL LUV THE OLD PICS TOO.. MUAH.. I THINK ALL MY FRIENDS FOR UR SURPPORT.. LUV U ALL FOR IT.. MUAH KISSES AND LOTS OF LICKS 1. HAND OUT MY NUMBER.. OK IM ON HERE TO CHAT WITH U ON HERE.. AND THATS IT.. 2.GIVE OUT MY REAL ADDRESS.. PEOPLE.. PLZ DONT ASK.. OK. 3.I DO HAVE A HOUSE PHONE. THEN AGAIN U WILL NOT GET MY NUMBER OK.. PLZ RESPECT ME.. ON THESE TERMS IF U PISS U OFF.. THEN MORE ON.. IM A NICE PERSON.. BUT NOT THAT DAMN NICE OK.. LUV YA 3 MORE DAYS BEFORE I GO IN FOR SURGERY.. SO FAR THEY ARE PLANNIN ON JUST THE SCOPE .. BUT WE ALL KNOW THINGS HAVE CHANGE.. JUST LIKE THAT.. IF THEY STAY WITH THE SCOPE.. I WILL BE

Have Puppies For Sale
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None
Dispite all attempts to keep what was once a fire so vast and glorious a blaze, one that could not be compared to a center of the universe because even it, is but an atomic molicule in revnence. Dispite every attempt at fuleing, feeding, and maintaining existance. There lays a fear, one of lost hope and soul dismemberment. A spark once burned not brite not dark not hot not cold, it was the spark that every living creature is born with. It has the most tremendous power, to grow and brighten even the deepest and darkest of places. The power to even influnce judgement and the basic most primal of all instincts. This spark burns in each and every soul of life, and is ignited before your very birth. This spark found its way into into the very fiber of existance and was nurtured and cared into a flame, years pasted as it grew for its care takers into an everlasting eternial light of fire, and for years more it burned. Forever giving light and warmth to its care takers, no wind, no

?
Through early morning fog I see Visions of the things to be, The pains that are withheld for me, I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The game of life is hard to play, I'm going to loose it anyway, The loosin' card I'll someday lay; So this is all I have to say... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The only way to win is cheat And lay it down before I'm beat And to another give my seat For that's the only painless feat. That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. And you can do the same thing if you please.

St. Patty's Day Auction
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The Rants Of A Crazy Man
Death from within is the only way to live life in a meaningful manner. Now i do not mean to feel numb, but to realize that we are only a mere fraction of what this universe holds. Death from with in meaning to humble thy self. Too many people are lost in denial to see this, and they live their lives with out freeing their lives, without really feeling free. There are also so many people who are too fearful of the truth, they are also the one stuck deep within denial, clutching on to what they believe is true as all their beliefs are being crushed. Our lives are so much easier if we just let go and embrace the death within. Death, its merely a device to a new beginning. All beginnings have and end, and all ends are the start of another beginning. AS i have previoiusly said, life is death and death is life. To die is to live and to live is to die. Embrace life as it is, not as you hope it is. This will make us better people and will lead us towards a more peaceful time. The less we deny,

"i Come To You."
I Come To You I come to you with visions, I come to share my dreams Or to clasp your hands upon my ears to silence age old screams I come to sign the treaty, to end the acts of war I come to you when searching, when craving something more I come to you with smiles and grins, I come to you with tears And pray you’ll light the candle, to chase away my fears I come when my tank is empty, when there’s nothing left but fumes I come to you in gentle thoughts when I’m alone here in my room I come to you with arms outstretched, or when curled into a ball Sometimes running out of highway, when I’m about to stall I come when my sure footing’s lost, when I cannot get a grip I come to you in search of balance when my scale begins to tip I come to you in search of peace, when I am all alone When the world has gone and done it’s worst and my heart has turned to stone I come to you to take and give, to steal and sometimes share I come to you when my time’s run out and I haven’

Boy Toys
A hard man, is good to find, A good drink, is great find, A good time, is what I want to find!!! Hello everyone! I am new to this sight, and just looking to kick it with some new friends. Glad to be here. Lookin for a few good men! And women too, gotta have drinking buddies! So what is on the menu for today? football is over, so what are the boy toys gonna use for an excuse to be at the bar? I don't think woman need an excuse, we belong at the bar!!!!Work up a mighty thirst after all that housework funnnnnn! And if want us to stay sexy, we need liquids. So tell me what your favorite part of this sight is? And tell me how much fun you have mixing it up at fubar! And tell me what kind of drink you like? And tell me boy toys, what are you doing to keep the girls happy?

Could
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've always hear But the one still lives here in my world That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken heart

Send Message
I will not be on the computer at all today. I have to go and get a DiscoGram Today on my spine. They are very painful and will be unable to walk (without pain for the rest of the day.) Will be back on for a bit tomrrow. Much love to all my friends. MysticalMagic...xoxoox If you helped me level please send me a PRIVATE message so i know..so many of you helped i cant keep track. That way i can return some of the love you all gave me.. Thanks a bunch you all Rock. I love my friends and family ....

Getting Better
Well things are starting to look up. Our income is improving and I have been feeling better. Alot of the time, I feel so down and drepressed and dont want to do anything. But the the last 2 weeks I have been getting better. I have been getting more around the house done, working more on site, spending more time with the family and everything. I hope things keep going this way! lol

A Friend
A FRIEND A SIMPLE FRIEND WHEN VISITING ACTS LIKE A GUEST... A REAL FRIEND OPENS YOUR REFRIGERATOR AND HELPS HIMSELF AND DOESNT FEEL EVEN THE LEAST BIT WEIRD SHUTTING YOUR "SODA DRAWER" WITH HIS FOOT. A SIMPLE FRIEND HAS NEVER SEEN YOU CRY... A REAL FRIENDS SHOULDER IS SOGGY FROM YOUR TEARS. A SIMPLE FRIEND DOESN'T KNOW YOUR PARENTS FIRST NAMES... A REAL FRIEND HAS THEIR PHONE NUMBERS IN HIS ADDRESS BOOK. A SIMPLE FRIEND BRINGS A BOTTLE OF WINE TO YOUR PARTY... A REAL FRIEND COMES EARLY TO HELP YOU COOK AND STAYS LATE TO HELP YOU CLEAN. A SIMPLE FRIEND HATES IT WHEN YOU CALL AFTER THEY HAVE GONE TO BED... A REAL FRIEND ASKS WHY IT TOOK YOU SO LONG TO CALL. A SIMPLE FRIEND SEEKS TO TALK WITH YOU ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS... A REAL FRIEND SEEKS TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR PROBLEMS. A SIMPLE FRIEND WONDERS ABOUT YOUR ROMANTIC HISTORY. A REAL FRIEND COULD BLACKMAIL YOU WITH IT. A SIMPLE FRIEND THINKS THE RELATIONSHIP IS OVER WHEN YOU HAVE AN ARGUMENT.... A REAL FR

Auto 11's On
Come One And All And See This Sexy Woman Durning Her Auto 11's drop by her page and love her up and help her level up just click her link and love her up ♥~±‡±~M§.ßÁÐÐÁZZ~±‡±~♥ FUWIFE & ENGAGED TO DJSAVAGEBLACKWOLF Owner @Wolf Pack Radio@ fubar (repost of original by '£ost ÍnŤheÐark♦D.J. Cyber_Wolf ♦Dj & Dj Manager @ Wolf Pack Radio' on '2009-02-15 15:35:35')

Willing To Pay 6000 Fubux!!!
OK GUYS I AM WILLING TO PAY 6 GRAND FOR NICE PHOTO SHOP WORK....I WANNA COMBINE TWO PHOTOS ONE OF ME AND MY BF EVERYONE I KNOW THAT HAS IT IS NOT ONLINE AND I NEED IT QUICKLY SO IF UR INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW THANKS OK GUYS,THIS SHITS ME THAT WHEN SOMEONE IS THIS RUDE IN YOUR SHOUT BOX YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO ASK THE QUESTION IN A MUMM....GO TO WORK OR ARGUE WITH THIS MORON....BUT NOOOOOO I GET TOLD BY THE LOVELY BOUNCER(knew it was coming btw lol)THAT I CAN'T DO THAT IN THE MUMMS? WHY NOT? IT WAS A DECISION ? WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK?ALSO WHY WOULD SOMEONE TELL ME TO GO BACK TO MY OWN COUNTRY WHEN I WAS BORN HERE? ROTFLMAO.... ->Year of th...: ok np sorry bout tht... Year of th...: you can nsfw blog that kinda thing..just not post it in the mumms ->Year of th...: sorry went to work but I knew tht was coming lol....but man to get a messege about me going back to my own country out of the clear blue sky was unbelievable its all kool u removed it tho.... ASSPAIN !!: OMG!

Whatever
so there silently moving and breathing ever so ofter drifting higher, steadily higher falling swiftly only to be caught again Slow in listening, aroused by smell stalled by thoughts Spun nothing and ripples away Turning warm and cold to warm settles slightly one more breath, gently gone never to return struggle is done

Gazing Beyond The Stars
Poetry in motion is where you have a list of words and you come up with a poem. This were done in 2005 but I loved the imagery in some so I figured I'd share. Uncle Willie 11-16-05 A rememberance of lost love: Uncle Willie in baggy tweed mindless eyes forgotten timeless ethics keys of steps fractured on rememberance of his love Ruth Natures Song 10-29-05 use your own imagery When a child blossoms The soft breathe of love Life's memories appear hopeful In Natures Song Tears Surface 10-27-05 Moments of unwanted tears surface come unnoticed as depths weaken Beyond live details happening still resurrected once reached Savoring Love 9-13-05 Feelings that can show through; Always embracing your tears Beyond the loneliness Your hearts desire unlocked a warm, soft touch of love I have almost a hole book of these but I don't want to bore ya :0) 3 of these P.I.M. won me money on poetry.com which at one time was a free sie, now you have to pay

Personal Poetry
Woman was NOT made above man's head to be above him. Woman was NOT made beneath man's feet to be trampled on by him. Woman was MADE by man's rib to be beside him. Burning bridges of the past Surmises up the future. The past is the past But for some that is not something easily let go of. The past for many effects our thinking Our ability to love, to nurture, and thensome Burning bridges of the present Surmises up a past life. Burning bridges Time to Move forward & conquer them. Burning bridges Make the move towards the future. Learn from the past & work in the present for the future. As the sun sets, The Darkness arises. Embracing me within his dark fold. Giving me a warmth within the cold of the night. Life begins anew once more for me. Darkness is where I want to be. Where I wish to be. My Darkness is new life. The Darkness See the rising moon shining brightly in the dark sky. The Silhouette of shadows forming in the night. Of Lovers, Of Crea

Dedicated To Loved Ones
Ok friends this wonderful woman just lost someone very close to her heart, her younger brother was in a car accident on February 14, 2009. As you can tell they were very close and loved each other very much.This woman needs her friends to be here for her in this horrible time of need. Lets stop by her page and show her love and let her know that our thoughts and prayers are with her. Řэđחә¢ķþ®ïח©ә$$*CoOwner of Ice*BDL Crew*FuWife&RL fianc@ fubar Brought to you by Meg and her Hubby Mad, our hearts are with you Lindsey!! (repost of original by 'Meg~ I'm just me~' on '2009-02-15 19:11:39') (repost of original by 'MÃĐ ~Owner of ICE~BDL Crew~fu-hubby & r/l fiance 2 Řэđחә¢ķþ®' on '2009-02-15 19:14:28')

Untitled
Love does not conquer all. Truth can destroy any love. Love can ignore truth, yet truth still makes love hurt. When love is broken by truth it then creates knowledge and wisdom. Truth accepts knowledge and wisdom creating an army that breeds hatred and solitude. Hatred and solitude can then turn on both truth and love. Love will be destroyed and truth will still prevail over all. It's raining on me every where I go. I ask you to help me, but you just say no. I'm standing in the puddles, made from all my tears. How can you stop loving me after all these years? In my stomach, I hear the thunder roll in. The longer I wait, the more my sanity grows thin. The lightning flashes as it strikes my heart. The storm is getting worse as we grow further apart. Here comes the tornado destroying memories in its path. All I'm left with now is the consequences of loves wrath. The lights glare deep into her eyes. Cold like stone she stares into nothing and crys. There is a melonchol

Rants
Well, this must mean one thing. People can't take the truth. Warning: If you don't want to hear my honest opinion about you, or you dont want me to treat you how you show me u deserve to be treated, then go somewhere else other than here. The friendship I offer is for adults who are responsible and mature. Why might I not like you??? 1. I don't play the he said she said game. 2. I don't care if you knowingly dug ur self a hole too deep to climb out of, u ain't gettin my sympathy. 3. To be my friend, you have to be honest, you can't give me stuff to get on my good side. 4. Don't go over my head, and ask my boyfriend/family members questions about ME or if I will borrow you something. 5. Don't make up bull crap lies about yourself or others, that is a habit to be left in the 6th grade. 6. Your influence won't make me choose sides, I look at both sides and see that your all liers 7. Some discression in your life is suggested. No one wants to hear that you've fou

Need Skin Help
i have looked all over the net try to find a place where i can go and make my own fubar skins. if there is anyone out there that know of such a link please share i thank you a great deal. i would even make you a skin if you can help me in this thank you.

Dear Mr.president {poetry By Sondra}
Dear Mr.President I am not homeless or out of work And I am not starving at all I don't need a new winter coat And I don't need a new car I will be honest and straight up In saying that is not at all Why I wrote this note To you, Mr.President I do have a bit of a problem With my vision though As my eyes are getting Glaucomic and old I could use a new pair of glasses, I suppose But just to be honest with you A wide screen 52 inch color RCA LED T.V Would be best for me Since then I could see quite well And not need glasses, You see? While you are at it, Mr President I could use Surround Sound With my new TV You see, my hearing isn't as good These days as it used to be And Surround is easier to hear Than the built in speaker system That comes with the factory model Of the TV I need, my Dear Also Mr. President I could use A new Honda Gold Wing, if you please Or just a nice Harley Davidson in red Even used would be appreciated So long as it runs and

Mystery
Have you ever noticed that you never know how you will be treated till you try to get to know people. I try my best to move up in the ranks being a new guy here. I do not disrespect any one. I would not try to take someone away from someone else. I am just trying to make friends. I know that I have tried to make fans and friends from a lot of women here. I am no player. I have maybe at most 3 people out of the list of people that have accepted my fan or friends request, that actually talk to me. And Kudos and hugs to you. I have those same people bought me drinks and gifts, which I have returned the favor to. Kudos to you again! Now I might just be spouting off at the mouth, but this is reality. Whether it is me or someone else on here, I know I am not alone. So to my true friends.....Hugs and love back at you. Those who really do not care... I am so sorry. Maybe you should show some kindness where kindness is due. This is a tough world to try to fit in and no one makes it easy for us.

My Auto 11's Are On! Come Spank Me Baby!!
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For The Purpose Of The Ability To Rant
I am awake? Why? Lord only knows. My sleeping paterns have been so messed up lately and I know I should tweet this stuff but frankly I am much much too lazy. I am waiting for something to happen. For someone to save my day. Im thinking maybe I should take some pictures and make a certain someone happy if I upload them. I really want to make this a day to remember. Why? Well at least it gives me reason to be up Ah, a blog. I have lost my blog virginity and take this rare chance to have free time to ramble. Its family day..but who truly defines family. I thought I might write a poem Family resembles the animal kingdom, The pride, the unity, the undying faithfulness A bond to never be broken Despite the most unearthly troubles The people who dwell in each thought, The reflection of the person you are and will become A family is not defined in blood but rather in experience Life is an amusment park and ask yourself Who is there to laugh with you? Who is there to splash around? W

Click Me!
ok, really i wasn't going to be all "rate me and rate people and woohoo" but ... this is sherry... and you need to clicks sherrylicious and go love the hell outta her cause besides the fact that she's an amazing person, she gave me auto 11's AND she has hers on, so if you come rate me or rate her, you'll get all your pretty little fupoints we know you love...and if you don't care about those, you get to see two hot chicks... how bad can it be??? ~sin

Death Of Doughboy
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough,

Mountainladymary's Blog!!!
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough,

This Site Is Getting Lame
What the fuck is the deal on here lately? No one wants to talk or rate or anything anymore. I'm not even exaggerating, I can sit on here for hours and hours and rate, comment, fan, and admire hundreds of people and maybe one will even look at my profile, let alone rate me or anything. Blasts have also become useless and a complete waste of money. I posted a blast saturday morning, so far it has over 75,000 views, yet maybe 3 people have even checked me out. Like what the hell is the deal, i remember my first blast i had so many rates and comments i couldn't even keep up with them. Maybe i have progressively gotten more hideous and no one can stomach the thought of talking to or rating me... Is this site just dead or what? I have noticed though that this place has become a damn sausage fest, maybe that has something to do with it. Go look at the new members, 80% are horny single guys now, another 10% are fake profiles, with the fake pics of super hot girls, that try to take you to

What Women Say Vs What We Mean
Thought this was cute! My best friend who happens to be a gay guy sent it to me (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing. ) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can mak

The Day Ms Dell Met Her Demise
An important announcement on this day of Feb.16 2009 Whispers has lost her pc because of it's untimely death...due to hard drive failure...she flat-lined out this morning in her home at her desk at approx. time noted 10 A.M.C.S.T. Ms Dell was rushed AQAP (as quickly as possible) to the nearest closest puter shop where she was pronounced DOA...She'll be replaced as early as tomorrow afternoon...Services are pending... The Family(Whispers) is asking in lieu of the usual flowers plz send fubucks(via fupal) and or bling All gifts will be appreciated... So remember folks any time you hear clicks coming from your tower...just dont say to yourself...WTF was THAT noise...Act on it!! Before it's too late. Don't let this happen to YOUR PC!! Musical arrangements have been taken care by the Late Great King himself....Elvis P. Music chosen: Let There be peace in the Dell Valley

"collaring Kitten".....
The words and language of submission had run through her head for many years. The rhythmic cadence of them haunting her waking hours and invading her mind at night. The fantasies had been with her for so many years that they were a comforting old friend. Created from the darkest desires of her heart and from the vivid images from her online research and the endless stories she read. The words were important to her. The way they had connected with her soul and aroused her for so long made her long to belong to him body, mind and soul. She'd found him, the Master she'd dreamt of for so long. The one to whom she could belong and serve. She loved the sound of the diminutives from his lips, calling her his pet, his little one, his kitten. The words caressed her mind and provoked an intense physical reaction in her, raising goose flesh on her body and causing her to shake with desire. She closed her eyes and imagined the planes of his face and savored the emotions brought about by the bond

Thoughts, Notion,and Stories
all things in nature have a spirit We believe that when you hunt if you kill an animal you thank the animals spirit for giving its life so that you and your family can eat and live We thank mother nature for providing the animal and father sky for giving good weather for the hunt and both bury the parts that cannot be used in the earth as a sign of respect for the animal and in thanks to the animal, mother nature, and father sky they give back so that it will be reborn the animals are our friends the woods our sanctuary the streams and rivers our life blood the mountains our strength the sun is our warmth the moon is our guide the stars tell of our journey the stones tell us stories if we but take the time to listen the wind whispers to us as we move no creature is more in tune with our mother the earth than we of the clans no one understand the natural world better than the gypsy for we are wild as the world and free as the wind we are Our mothers children now and

Auction!!
Come bid on me and own Your very own bala for the month!! Here is what you would get! Fu bucks bids * Owned by added to my name (1 month* * rate all pics and stash during HH* * SFW Salute* * 2 tricked out photoshop pictures* * get you sh*tfaced once a week* Real money bids (VIP,blast,bling) * Yim ID* * Access to nsfw pics* * NSFW salute* * Photo shoot for my owner (no money shot)* * Added to top family for a month* Simple click the picture link and Your on Your way to own Your own bala its that easy!! [ fubar.com photo: 3420452438 ]

Poems I Like
Once upon a time, in the land of Hush-A-Bye, Around about the wondrous days of yore, They came across a kind of box Bound up with chains and locked with locks And labeled "Kindly do not touch; it's war." A decree was issued round about, and all with a flourish and a shout And a gaily colored mascot tripping lightly on before. Don't fiddle with this deadly box,Or break the chains, or pick the locks. And please don't ever play about with war. The children understood. Children happen to be good And they were just as good around the time of yore. They didn't try to pick the locksOr break into that deadly box. They never tried to play about with war. Mommies didn't either; sisters, aunts, grannies neither 'Cause they were quiet, and sweet, and pretty In those wondrous days of yore. Well, very much the same as now, And not the ones to blame somehow For opening up that deadly box of war. But someone did. Someone battered in the lid And spilled the insides out across the fl

Wonder
DEAR BLOG IM WRITING IN UR BULLSHIT PAGES BECAUSE MY FRIENDS ARE CRAZIER THAN I AM THEY THINK IF I CAN WRITE THIS DOWN THEN IT WILL HELP ME GET OVER IT. I MEET A GUY I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT LIVE OFER 2000 MILES AWAY AND YET COULD STILL HAVE THE POSSBILTY OF LOVE AND WHAT DO, I OF COURSE DO WHAT I AM GOOD AT FUCK IT UP LIKE I DO EVERY RELANTIONSHIP BUT I THINK THIS ONE MEANT SOMETHING DIFFRENT BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE OFER THE INTENET AND I DID SO NOW I HAVE TO FIND AWAY TO MOVE ON AND GET OVER IT WOW NOW THAT IS SO MUCH EASIER SAID THEN DONE ISNT IT GET OVER IT LOL IF IT WAS THAT SIMPLY I WOULDNT BE WRITING THIS IN HERE NOW WOULD I .I HAVE HONESTLY SAY THAT DRAMA CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE U ARE.

Fooled
I can't stand your lies I can't stand your life I'm sick of being fooled I'm sick of never knowing what's right You won't get inside now You won't know who I am I'll never help you now I'll never make it alright You've ruined everything now You've done the worst you could do I never saw it coming I never thought you were that kind of guy My heart is breaking now My head doesn't understand why But I'll take you back anyway But I'm sure you won't come running So goodbye quick romance So farewell to one great chance... Don't lie to a person and tell them you could be ready... that things could work out... that you want them to work out... when you know you're not ready. I know you're hurt, but we're all hurt in some way. I'm hurt the same way you are and about a billion other ways as well. but I wanted to make the effort. I saw something in you that made my heart stand still and feel whole again... I still see it... I still want you... I could stil

Different Than You, I Am Me
Different Than You, I Am Me Climbing out of bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. No one to impress, I just get dressed. Different than you, I am me. Walking on the beach, Hearing the Sea Gulls screech. Different than you, I am me. Life in my perception No exception. Different than you, I am me. Watching others As they Walk by, Wondering what for And why. Different than you I am me Dreams and passion, No need for fashion. Different than you, I am me. Seeing something more Behind every door. Different than you, I am me. Accepting God, Being no fraud Different than you, I am me. Walking through the park, It is getting dark. Different than you, I am me. Wanting to be like you, No thanks, I like my shoe Different than you, I am me. Climbing into bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. Perception, Deception, Hatred and Love. Obsession, Affliction, Push and Shove. Impressions, Relations, Accep

Halo!!!
Halo lyrics Remember those walls I built Well, baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make up a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin' It's the risk that I'm takin' I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me

Dakine Philosophy's
One, two, three, four! Wake up and live, y'all, Wake up and live! Wake up and live now! Wake up and live! Life is one big road with lots of signs, So when you riding through the ruts, don't you complicate your mind: Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy! Don't bury your thoughts; put your vision to reality, yeah! All together now: Wake up and live (wake up and live, y'all), Wake up and live (wake up and live), wake up and wake up and live, yeah! (wake up and live now), Wake up and (wake up and live) - wake up and live! Rise ye mighty people, ye-ah! There's work to be done, So let's do it-a little by little: Rise from your sleepless slumber! Yes, yeah! Yes, yeah! We're more than sand on the seashore, We're more than numbers. All together now: Wake up and live now, y'all! (Wake up and live) Wake up and live! Wake up and live, y'all! (Wake up and live) Wake up and live now! You see, one - one cocoa full a basket, Whey they use you live big today: tomorrow y

My Friend My Pen-until The Ink Ends
It is your voice that speaks through me between my timbered lips. Giving motion to my unhinged limbs and lifeless fingertips. As you control my every move from stand, to sit, to lay. You take me out to show me off and then put me away. Trapped inside this box you've made when you'd like me unseen I strain to hear the words, you speak that don't orate from me. Time has come again and I do "the dance" as taught. Though I seem to tangle in the twine ....along with me-you wrought. Friction heats my surface I feel the embers burn within The twine has left its branding upon my ashen skin. You look at me in realization as my hand falls to the floor your act has now gone solo. im not your puppet anymore. It isn't often that love finds me. ...and can break through these chains, I have set to bind me. Ive Found, Ive wound myself so tightly.... ....I now bare bruises so unsightly. If I was to, these chains-unwind. I'd follow love, it'd lead me blind. It'd

About Me
i dont normaly talk about my child hood but it explains alot about me and who i am and why im the way i am. this will be a bit hard for me but i guese take a deep breathe and get it over w and i swear to god none of you better feel sorry for me. i was born in californis my mom was in the airforce and so i was always at a baby sitters. all my babysitters were physicaly abusive according to my mom the only thing i remember from that early inmy life is when i was four i was at a babysitters and she was curling my hair. she took a knife out and told me that if i didnt gfet in my moms room shed kill me. so i ran but my mom had locked her door. she took me by the hair and sat down and said well your going to well you guys can get the picture i was forced to give her oral. my mom says she took me to therapy and they said i was to young id never remember well i did. my mom was pghysicaly and emotionaly as well as verbally abusive pretty much my whole life as well as her partners. ive h

No Thank You
Short and sweet is what I am, but not talking about me here. This blog is short, but not so sure about the sweet part. Anyway, to the point... Am not liking the length people go to in order to become popular. The lies and such just irk the hell out of me. But it's your game and all the best to you, however, don't try and feed me your line of bullshit 'nough said

Help Her To God Mommy
DON’T MISS OUT ON ONE OF THE HOTTEST LADYS ON FUBAR ~MISTRESS~ LETS HELP HER TO GOD MOMMY COME HELP THIS LADY OUT SHE IS ONE SWEET LADY !! CLICK BELOW AND RATE THIS HOTTIE SPANK HER HARD SHE LIKES IT !! This bully is brought to you by DJ BADBOY (¯`¤ÐJßãÐßØ¥¤´¯)ÖWñÈR @†HÈßLÚÈMÖÖñ/ÖWñÈR @§ÖÚ†ÈRñ HÌÐÈWÄ¥@ fubar

Sweet Melting Mercy
Well sweet melting mercy, you all know how to make a MarshaMallow feel welcome. There is so much to see, I can't can't keep up!! LOL I will figure it out eventually so please bear with me. Till then drink up, and get the campfire burning, cause this Mallow is about to get get Toasted!!Cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

System Of The Dawn Lounge
This is the place to be with Dj 5 star. hottest Dj In all lounge. a feelin would make u be our member You are all welcome to our lounge. Music,new,old,rock,jazz,funk,cajun,bluegrass,metal,country,r&b,gospel,world,international.. You name your Request, our djs got you...Dj sexy, Dj 5 star, drama king. We love you all... Fuzzy Achi

Ever Wonder
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America.....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do'practice'? Why is lemon ju

Randomness Of The Goddess
Why do you insist on pissing me off in the mornning??? 1.I have 2 kids and I can manage to have my kids dressed before we leave the house, why cant you? 2.PLEASE PULL FORWARD...dont block everyone behind you...we have places to go and things to do...unlike you who will probobly go home and watch soap operas!!! EX. when i drop my daughter off at her preschool...you have to pull around in like a circle, OR you can park!! well this BITCH decides to stop right at the turn...and block us all from going around. We all have bigger rigs and we cant get around enough to park. She gets her idiot ass out of the car to release her bratts. then she walks them in the school with her van still parked there...I WAS HEATED!! Then after she finally comes out 5 minutes later...she pulled only like 10 feets forward and perceeded to talk to another idiot mom in her van!!! I got behind her and she motioned me to go around, which would mean i go into the grass!!! FUCK THAT AND FUCK HER!! I dont know

Artistic Corner
for those in which that dont know me i am a poet and here are some of my works ~Parasomnia~ Its a long cold night as i go out walking not a person in sigh. The sounds of the dogs howling at the pale moon light. My heart beating faster as i hear footsteps setting a pace behind me each step getting faster as i stop and look behind me but there is no one in their place heart beats slowering until i hear a mumbling sound i stop to look back still no one is there i run home locking the doors behind me and sitting on my chair closing my eyes i feel a sweet kiss on my lips opening my eyes to see no one there begins stirring as i wake up realizing it was nothing but a nightmare and you are right here ~Hung~ Here i hang wondering how i got here. Is it the constant bickering with my family. Or how things are between me and the girl i am in love with. Or possible the threat of losing my lively hood my eyes filling red, my lungs and brai

Nice Guys
I'm as good of a man as they come. Don't lie, Don't Cheat,Steal or Hurt anyone unless they hurt someone I love. My last GF, stole from me, cheated on me, lied to her family about me when I broke up with her. Still I give her a chance, I get in a car accident on my way and can't make it. Haven't heard back from her in over a week and don't plan on it. She lived off me for 4 years. Never worked a day and yet I get burned. Oh, If your wondering? She would beg me to stop, she could take no more from a great sex life so that's not the problem. What happened to good guys? Rich Dorks!

Will Whore Myself Out For Fu-payments
So yeah people say I'm pretty good at editing images. I can animate just about anything. I can create quite a bit. Morphs are my speciality. If you need anything along those lines, hit me up. Check out my folders for proof and if you like anything, come see me. I'm pretty certain this blog won't be read, just putting it out there and seeing if I can reel in any business. 1,000,000 fu-bucks: Will rate and re-rate your images for a month. 10 credit bling: 3-pack of whatever you need: morphs, edits, animations. You give me the image and I'll do whatever you need done to it. Blast: 6-pack of whatever you need (see above). Bling pack/VIP: 12-pack of whatever you need (see above). Auto 11/Cherry Bomb: Indentured servant for 14 days. Will morph, create, edit anything you need for 2 weeks (within reason...I do work 40 hours a week). Will also rate as many of your images, blogs, stashes, etc. as fubar will allow per day (within reason...again, work fulltime). Happy Hour: Inden

My Mind, My Thoughts
So I went away last weekend, to see the greatest guy I could ever know. I had an amazing time even when mother nature showed it ugly ass. At least we had sex the one time. I thought he enjoyed me being there. Maybe he didnt in the back of his mind which has lead to the current situation. I havent spoken to him in four whole days. One day is one thing but for of four them is another thing. I dont know if something serious happen, like he lost his phone, it broke, or something else happen. He should still be able to to tell me. I guess it was a lie when he said he had feeling for me. I dont understand what is going on. All he had to was say leave me alone. I just want to know. Its weird he was all for nine day visit. I guess I kind of noticed it when i was saying goodbye. He didnt even walk me inside. He didnt even say he missed me. I am really confused, I have no idea bwhat is going on, I guess i should forget about him, but I cant and I wont, I just want him to call....time doesnt matt

Ex's
so my ex....who i was with for 3 years and who dumped me last year right before valentines...has jut gotten out of jail for reasons im not sure of and we wrote me poems. ENJOY!!! Please Forgive Me To the ends of time I will love you my friend Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend An angel to me you were so kind Raising my spirits with ways I can not find Over and over the days with you replayed Loving you so much wished you would have stayed I crossed a line which I know not fit Now each day I die a little bit An empty void replaces what I feel Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal From the feeling of love I felt for a friend. Your New Love Only if you would like to vote and comment, it would mean a lot to me. Is it okay to feel sane when things don’t always work out? I stood outside my door to breathe into God air. I watched each car pass me by with its fullest speed I thought about you and where you could possibly be Visions of you an

Show My Hubby Sum Luv!!!!
MR.KLEAN@ fubar You Are the Heart Chakra You are loving, kind, and empathetic. You feel for the world, and you truly value peace. You have many close relationships, and you work hard to make them harmonious. You are accepting and understanding. You are tolerant of all sorts of viewpoints, even if you don't agree with them. You are very forgiving. When you love someone, your love is unconditional. What Chakra Are You? Your Bedroom Personality: Healthy In the bedroom, you are open, honest, and giving. You are the ideal partner in many ways! Anyone is lucky to be with you. You see physical intimacy as an opportunity to grow and connect. You are up for experimentation, but you don't require it. What's Your Bedroom Personality?

Mothers Day
I am writing a song with my nieces and oldest nephew for mothers day. The thing is my oldest niece and I are good at writing lyrics. However, nither of us are good at composing the music. Like piano or something like that. If we can find someone that knows how to do that. I would be glad to send you the lyrics and see what you come up with. I am doing this now hoping ill have plenty of time to get this done for my mother and their mother as a mothers day present.

Have You Picked Your Valentine Tags Up Yet?
AAADD KNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ! Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder. Somehow I feel better,even though I have it!! Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I dec ide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks

Friend Adds
This subject has probably come up before but i missed it. I'm not the type to just add people for points. I enjoy meeting new peeps online to chat. So any of my friends that read this or anyone else n FU land if you don't talk then delete me from friends or just don't add me and take up space.

My Heart And Soul..
So here we are We are alone There’s weight on your mind I wanna know The truth, if this is how you feel Say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth So this is you You're talking to me You found a million ways to let me down So I'm not hurt when you're not around I was blind But now I see This is how you feel Just say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I know that this will break me I know that this might make me cry You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind I know that this will hurt me and break my heart and soul inside I don’t wanna live this lie I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts I d

Just A Chinese Lady !
I am looking for some men to fill my body ! If you like ,please leave your email ! Hello Something incredible has arrived! I just became a shareholder in me2everyone and I never had to pay a single penny for the shares! It can only be described as the gold-rush for 2009. This company is going to be huge and shares will soar in value over the coming months! You can register for free and it never has to cost you a single penny! me2everyone is going to be a cool new virtual world where you can meet friends, chat, shop, play, watch videos, create an art gallery, open a virtual newspaper, play the free inworld lottery and make money from your own online store! You and everyone you know make the decisions, shape the world, create real incomes and share in the profits. It’s a new place where you meet new people or invite your friends. Learn new skills or expand your business. Find the love of your life or help the planet. Membership is free and every member automatically becomes

The Tallie Monster !
> > > > > > Fat Sonny's got a little challenge for everyone. This gal is about 523k away from leveling. So you know the usual drill...rate her, fan her, add her. Then get to rating her pics and helping her along to level. Every little bit helps. Don't forget to rate the little bit of stash she has. > > tallie monster@ fubar > > > > > >

Promise To Never Untie
Promise Never To Untie The tender words are spoken Each body and soul bared Told secrets over endless days Often doing more than dared New world beyond my door With intrigued and intensity Now we have shared our hearts A bond now made it permanently Facing our days made easier Despite any type of weather Each other's heart felt deeply Both happy we stuck together It took us little time and effort The bonding as strong as glue I now promise never to untie The strings I have tied with you The understanding of each other Breaths to take, we breathe the air As the relationship interchanges Knowing our loving hearts are there Now we are never left on the outside Lovingly enter each others domain Smiling. laughing and forever teasing But forever friends we then became

Red Red Rose
Put our Love Quotes on your Site or Blog for free! A red, red rose O my Luve's like a red, red rose That's newly sprung in June; O my Luve's like the melodie That's sweetly played in tune. As fair art thou, my bonnie lass, So deep in luve am I; And I will luve thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry: Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun; I will luve thee still, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only Luve, And fare thee weel awhile! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it ware ten thousand mile.

Just A Thought Of What May Be
Thinking of You I cant go to sleep I’m just thinking of you Thinking of tonight And all of the feelings coming through When I’m with you, There’s nowhere else I want to be It’s just right You with me You make me melt when you kiss me You make me faint when you touch me I have all these emotions and I’m not sure why I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life Its 2 a.m. and I’m thinking of you And all the crazy things you do I’m so happy I want to cry Just the fact that I’m with my dream guy Your perfect in everyway I prayed for someone like you And God sent you my way I’m wide-awake thinking of you You must be an angel There’s no other explanation These feelings are real Not just flirtation I love being with you Just watching the stars Is so romantic with you I don’t care what anyone else has to say It’s just you and me Forever I pray I’m crying myself to sleep thinking of you These are tears of happiness Its amazing how one person can transform

Rebel
I'm a quiet shy man. I enjoy the quiet country life. My hobbies are hunting, fishing, camping, hiking, BBQ cook out, Monster Trucks, tractor pulles, family , nascar races , and anyother races. I look inside the heart and soul that what count in a person not the outside. My famliy are most important to my life. I trying to teach our children to respect other people in the southern way. I always here for my family and to love each of our children. I support each of family member in where is going on in other life. When I joke with you that a way to show I like you.

Ramblings And Rants
It's been a while since I've come across an idiot who goes around rating people less than 10. This one doesn't seem to understand why you would rate a 10 in the first place. Ahhh gotta love those people who take fubar as a serious business of expressing serious opinion. Of course you could make the case I'm taking fubar serious by even caring, but hey I'm bored. http://www.fubar.com/user/2369967

Living With An Ex....
so, I cant seem to do anything right, no matter what I try to do for her, she constantly bitches, about me being on the phone, about me going to work, about the apartment needing repairs, about my landlord and the rent, and the bills, and nothing she likes to eat in the house, and all that would even be fine, except, SHE HAS NO JOB, no income what so ever, and I pay for everything, we have 2 daughters together, and I have a son from my first marriage, all of whom live with me, and I am trying to show my kids roght and wrong by doing the right thing, and letting her stay with me, because she has noone else, and nowhere else to go, but she is straining my relationship, and my patience, I will always love her, though I am not in love with her after everything we went thru, with splitting up, to the custody battle, to her new bf's trying to be violent, and so much more, at this point, I am wondering why I keep trying to be friends with someone, that so obviously hates me, then I look at my

Inside This
You make me not give up dont want to see you cry and if you ask I will never lie. I see your pictures in my mind cause thats all I got right now but I wanna hold your hand, wanna kiss your cheek, and I want to hold you when your dreams make you scream. To my daughters. The enemy tries to attack but I wont let him take my life. Sometimes I fall but I get back up-not eatin dust- standing up is a must. People criticize they choose to see with judgement in their eyes, not knowing the real me, not knowing on somethings we agree. Those who say "just move on" who are they? Pain is differant for everyone for some it kills them while the live on.

Naughty/semi Naughty
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you tell your friends about

Birthday Zodiac Info
5 March 1979 Your date of conception was on or about 12 June 1978 which was a Monday. You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Pisces. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: The days you work are the best days. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2443937.5. The golden number for 1979 is 4. The epact number for 1979 is 2. The year 1979 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/28/1979 and ending 2/15/1980. You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain. You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the

"she Gets Used....."
Her entire body ached with nerves and anticipation. She had never done this before. And as she waited outside the massive french doors, hesitating to knock or ring the bell, she thought again "what am I doing here?" Dainty fingers curled into a fist, lightly wrapping on the door with a certain sense of hesitance. She waited for a moment.. two.. then she saw a shadow in the window framing the wall next to the door. She had been instructed to dress appropriately. "Prepare to be used," he had said. And so she did. Her skirt, while long, was worn without the hindrance of panties and her snug fitting blouse was also worn with no bra underneath. The door opened and it all seemed to be in slow motion, she sucked in a breath and glanced up at the man she had never physically met before but would now be her master. She blinked, looking over him timidly. His hair was as dark as the look on his face, but beautiful. High cheekbones were set in a stern chisel cut face and crystal blue ey

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Chris@ fubar You sit there and act like you know what love is It isn't just layin' down with a woman and makin' kids Your momma obviously didn't teach ya right Otherwise we wouldn't be havin' this fight Don't know what I saw in you You fucked up from the beginning I knew from the start- this wouldn't be a happy ending Heard it from our friends- even your brothers That you couldn't be faithful- I needed to find another Someone that would treat me better Someone who could promise me forever Not tear me down day after day Like ya did in all your cruel and thuggish ways I knew I deserved better than you It just took me a minute to realize I could do without you Woke up one day- finally got a clue You could have had it all- it was a package deal But, you still screwed it up- none of this was EVER real Your schemin' tricks will never again turn my head I'll never again trust the words ya said Treat this like a life lesson and move on- You really need to get me outta your