Dragan's blog: "Demonic Rebirth"

in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my yim

well as some may know i came here seeking any of the four who had loved a kappa dragon werewolf or hindu demon(it bugs me not knowing it's name but i don't so deal with it)while here i found out my previous ex had lied to me and re-met my spouse during my vampiristic life as well as meeting my lover from my dragonic life as for details none more will be saidbut if you read this and remember or have reoccuring dreams about being with one the three others please drop me a message or a shout mind you you will have to have memories that are close to mine or you won't hear back from me in any form after that

my luck is bad a friend lost to some jokes missy am sorry if you read this understand i was just joking around nothing more

i rarely get sick but the last few days something weird has been going on i've had trouble walking

my family and me are at mental and emotional war and am in shock and sorrow and am living a dang nightmare and i am stressed.

well we are preparing for spring break they insist on florida only benefit to me is the swamp hopefully i come back with some reptile or this whole trip will be in vain

lot of work and struggles mainly involving family but my the dreamscape was effective today at least if i got the animals right ah well sheesh pain shooting through my knuckles oh well the time spent here relieves me alot but i think i am gonna have to do some research and a lil more training in energy wise areas oh well in time

i love it and loathe it all at once it is great that a person can be attracted to someone and have them not know who it is but i can bug me to heck cause so often i want to know who it is regardless of the blasted randomization oh well such is life

second day alone sad doubtful any real love will come my way oh well alas

oh how i abhor the lonliness that seeps through my veins and slowly lacerates my heart oh that one day love will once more exist in this agpny called life