sigh...writing these things never really seem to work but I at least get whats on my mind off my chest. I have been trying to make friends...not something I am doing well at. I cant even really keep friends around. I keep thinking its me.. iknow its not me though...i always try to be there for people dropping what i am doing at 11 at night to go rescue an ingrateful person from their verbally abusive boyfriend...all the while I am getting a speech about how she wants to hang out and go hiking and lets go to the mall and do this and that...I never hear from her and when I do plan something I get ditched! lets just say she is the first person I have deleted off of my phone and off of myspace...I hate liars sigh...I just want someone to click with and I cant even get that...
