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Suck Much?
Lisa Ascol-Beckman The policeman stood and faced his God, Who’s time must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true? "The policeman squared his shoulders and said,"No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, Because the streets are awfully tough. I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep....Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep. But I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God please forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here. They never wanted me around, only to calm their fears. So if you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never ex

What I Think!
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a BITCH. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BITCH. Being a BITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a BITCH. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am ! and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to defuse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a BITCH, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to

Auto's For Sale
i got (100) autos 11 for sale u want them price me ill get back to u and will talk then ill rate the profile u want hey every one im selling my auto's 11(vip) 50grand fubucks =100 autos11 rated pic's $5.OO BLING PAK= 200 AUTO 11 RATED PIC'S 100/ONE DAY NEXT 100 OTHER DAY SIDE BY SIDE)

I Am Who I Am-take Me As I Am Or Step Off
no matter how much love i have to give no matter how golden my heart may be.it never seems to be enough to find true love or have true love find me.maybe i'm to old fashioned and i don't do things the way people do today or tr stupid or lame pick up lines.i'd wrather stay who i am than to change for love.sorry thats just me..maybe women want baddass's i am not one....nore will i ever be......sorry i am who i am nothing more or nothing less Rodnet Aka Rgino

What Went Wrong?
I've been on this site since December 2006 and things don't seem right anymore. We used to have fun without the drama and childish games that go on here now. You didn't beg for points, gifts, bling, Fubucks and what not. You couldn't buy your way to the top, you had to earn it. It took work and friends not money and empty promises. I don't visit very often because it took me over two years to reach level 22. Now I see people reach it in a few weeks. I've made some friends here and hate the thought of loosing them but at this rate it just might happen. I plan on taking a break to think about what to do. If any one has an idea how to enjoy this site as it is let me know. If you read this please leave a comment. If you do at least I'll know some one read this. Thanks, Eddy

Sweet Angel
I awoke one day to find an angel Crying pretty tears. I asked this creature of such beauty From whence had come her fears. Someone had said her pretty wings Weren't quite white enough. I looked, and saw wings of light, With not a wrinkle or fluff. I said, "Oh, you amazing Creature sent from heaven, Your wings are bright enough for me To think that I'm in heaven." If you don't mind my saying Just how much I feel, And how much beauty I see in you - A beauty that is real, You are that angel, bathed in light, That fills my heart with love, And only Satan in his hate could Tamper with such a dove. Do not listen to those who cause Your angelic tears to fall. They don't know beauty when they see it They don't know you at all. You're so beautiful to me As your heart shines true, No one can convince me life's Not made for such as you. People may want to destroy A temple with stained glass, But I want to treasure and preserve The pearl, that it may last. You are a treasure of more value

Time,happiness,me
After giving much thought about this,and giving the most part of my adult life trying to make others happy.I'm done with it. Its time to get my own life back on track and do whats important for me.In the past I have always put others in front of myself,and when I do this it never fails but I'm the one that gets screwed. So do I change my ways and beliefs? I've always tried to see the good in people,and their are many good people out there.But most the people I have tried to see the good in them,all they do is take,take,take,and never once say thanks or try to give back to me or anyone for that matter. So the answer is yes.I am going to have to change my ways and beliefs.But I'm not sure if I can.But will have to force myself just so I can protect myself.They always say change is hard.But as this world changes so do we,whether its good or not. I'm sure I will get some mouthy comments on this,and people will say stop your whinning and such.But after starting over several times,some p

Time For Poetry
Rip off my clothesI'll rip off yoursDon't be gentleI want it roughI want to you have animalistic sex with meForce me on my kneesmake me say pleaseDon't be gentleI want it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meI have been a naughty girlI want you to punish mePut me over your knees and Spank meThrow me on the bedPin my handsPin my kneesDon't be gentleMake it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meRam your dick in meMake me screamI want you to slam into meI want you to fuck meDon't be gentleMake it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meTurn me on all foursand Please, Please slam into mePull my hair and pull it hardPound into my pussy, make it rawDon't be gentleI want it roughI want you to have animalistic sex with meWork my body, make me sweatFuck me so good so I will never forgetYou got my bodyIt all yoursDon't be gentleI want it roughI want to you to have HotSweatyWildFreakyAll day, all nightDon't stopHardRoughScrachingBitingHair pullingAnimalistic sex with me.

A Soldiers Word
A Soldiers Word... Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a fuck if a Soldier dies!

Drink Four Designs Blog
Women are one of my favorite subjects for flyers. I’m looking for interested ladies who would like to submit photos for use on flyers. Check my folders to see some of my previous works including the CAUSTIC folder and the FLYERS FEATURING BLUE EYED SOUL folder. D4D is getting ready to start a new set of flyers for the bands TYRADE and CLINCH. These bands are really well known and really great dudes. Just send me a message with a link to one or more photos you would like to submit. Thanks, L.A. Moore Drink 4 Designs Tonight - AUTUMN'S OBSESSION AND DOXOLOGY July 4th - HOTEL ADAMS ROCKFEST Hotel Adams has your tickets to Sevendust. Friday August 7th 2009 Watertown Fairgrounds Arena SevendustW/ Shelflyfe, Caustic, Lake Effect Mud & Cry to the Blind Get Tickets @ Ticketweb.com In Watertown At: Big Apple Music, Bradley's Military, Bolton's Pharmacy, Nelson's Dry Cleaners and the U.S.O. building on Fort Drum , (and now) HOTEL ADAMS

Souls Of Destiny
Souls of Destiny It may have been in a dream, So real it seemed. Was it among the stars, So close yet so far. In the breeze, It must have been in the waves on the seas. These are all that brought us to, Our Souls of Destny. Was it in tears of pain, That two hearts became on in the same. It was our souls calling out each others names. We are two Souls of Destiny. I am your soul, As you are mine.; Two Souls bound together forever in Time. This is for you my love. Tabatha Lynn

The Beginning Rants
Ok so get this... we finally get the damned van back on Wednesday, just in time for my Thursday appointment with the doctor..... we didn't even make it HOME! Damn tranny went out AGAIN on the way home and we ended up parked on the side of the road not 5 miles from the house in the middle of the night. So now the van is sitting out in front of the house like a lawn ornament along with all the other cars in our graveyard. But then again I really shouldn't be surprised. I haven't had a working motor in my life for years (if u catch my drift lol). I guess I don't have the right fuel. Anyone got a pipe wrench? *raises eyebrow* As I sit here listening to some kickass music from my younger days, I can't help but think of how my life used to be compared to how it is today. And with that sad comparison I realize that like many others, I wish I could go back in time. Back to a time when my body did what I needed it to do, when I needed it to do it. Back to when I didn't have to beg

My Poetry
Ambivalence consumes me Love and hate war within my headDrawn and yet repulsedI'm filled with constant dreadI yearn for his affectionYet I don't want him near meIf I can't have his full attentionI don't want any of it.His half-hearted attempts to please meOnly make me want him lessHis unwilling touch sickens meThis much I will confess.While he sleeps beside meI gaze upon his faceA jumble of emotions fill meMy heart begins to raceWhy do I even want himDoes anybody know?Yet if I don't want himWhy do my tears flow?Copyright V.A.R.D. 2005 Trapped…In this hell of my own makingI rail at my prison walls and curse the day I fellFell for your lying eyes and twisted heartHow blind could I have been?Lost…In a maelstrom of love and painWanting to be near you, Wanting to run awayNeeding to find something to end this constant painNeeding to find my way out of this dark holeBound…By my love for you, my heart enthralledBy the vows I spoke in truth on that far away dayThe day I l

What Does Your Name Mean?..
J: Easy to have fun with U: Gets blamed for everything S: bad Kisser ( im a great kisser) T:Great In Bed I: Loves to laugh N:Can Kick Your Ass A:Drop dead gorgeous A:Drop dead gorgeousB: Loves peopleC: Really easy to fall in love withD: Is great in bedE: Fuckin' beautiful eyesF: People wild and crazy adore youG: Never let people tell you what to doH: Easy to fall in love withI: Loves to laughJ: Easy to have fun withK: Really sillyL: BEST SMILEM: Makes dating funN:Can Kick Your AssO: Has one of the best personalities everP: Popular with all types of peopleQ: A hypocriteR: Good bf/gfS: bad KisserT:Great In BedU: Gets blamed for everythingV: Not judgmentalW: Very broad mindedX: Never let people tell you what to doY: good kisserZ: Lives life for fun

They Say I Have To!
After helping multitudes of otherson the site withfu-bux donations for Spotlight Half a Million here20 Million there To make it to Level 32the site requires meto win the SpotlightThe bid will be highmuch too high at this point So I fear the time is hereI must request the help of my friends Your donation to this special fundwill gain you permanent mention in thisblog and special pimp out when I win. Thank you in advanceFor all the help you can give! Donors (in the order of Donation) 1,000,000 fu-bux donated☆ ♥ Dawn ♥ ☆ 300,000 fu-bux donatedDJ Ghost 1,250,000 fu-bux donatedSunshine 1,000,000 fu-bux donated~Sandi~ 300,000 fu-bux donatedღღღღ_RoSe_ღღღღ 100,000 fu-bux donatedBonziBabe

Things
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?

My First Blog May Be My Last
Well IDK what to say but I'm thinking of deleting my fubar page. See here is the thing when I found out that some shitty stuff has been going on with my roommate and her supposily guy...lets just say he knows he's on my shit list there is no point in being here. I know she's moved on and has better things in her life then to worry about some ass wipe who says one thing then does another thing behind her back, but there is no point in being on here really. Plus I said as long as my ex doesn't find me on here then I'm cool (and thank heaven he hasn't) I've met some pretty cool guys and chicks on here but its just online and thats it...well IDK I still have to think this through. Now if you don't know me don't you dare write some ass whole comment on here because this is a blog for a reason right? I hate when people look around for some type of easy points yet give you an dick answer. If I do leave give me an email or something and I'll keep in contact with everyone who has been great t

There Is Hope
How can I tell her what she means to me? Should I tell her? I don't want to frighten her away. It's happened before, it'll happen again, I know. Should I tell her? Can I tell her how much I crave her? My eyes crave to see her, if only in pictures. My ears crave to hear her. Hear her laugh. Just to hear her breathe, is estasy to my ears. My fingers are jealous, because they cannot touch what my eyes can see. They cannot hold her hand or caress her face. How can I tell her. Can I tell her what she fears? She does not fear me, but what I represent. Should I tell her what she fears is hope, not love. Can she tell it is the hope of love that frightens, not love. But, can I tell her the things that I feel? It is too soon to share, to hope, to believe. I should just be happy that she does breath, and laugh. And, Oh, that smile. That smile that shames the sun and mocks the moon and make the stars weep and want to fall from the sky. How Can I Tell He

The Unknown
I will walk through every shadow and all darkness through life will my head held up high but screaming inside nothin will nock me down so intense i feel so much pain that makes me numb to what if nothin to me i push so hard but struggle free so contradicting life i live so ironic some people laugh some people cry but nothing from you matters nothing from anyone matters at all im like at book dont just look at the cover and jus judge it from it look inside look past the few pages look deep inside read till the end dont judge a book by its cover WHy must i wish for death MUst i see bloood WHy must i live within pain dreaming suicide, dreaming of my anegel that i will never meet. SOmetimes I watch my blood run cold down my hands, feels like ice , wollowing in my own self-destruction. I give into this pity world LIfes like a candle, flickers and dies SOme have the stregnth to relight there candle but, i didnt ! I see my self by the river watching the blood seep into the dirt,

Airborne Rupp
Ich bin jetzt bin ich süchtig danach Ich will sehen Sie cum Immer wieder Du weißt, es fühlt sich so richtig Es fließt so natürlich, wenn uns zwei süchtig sind ein Werk Lassen Sie mich meinen Samen Kerzen erhellen den Raum Räucherstäbchen in der Luft Wasserfälle Kaskaden-Down Ihr fließendes Haar Ich bin in Ekstase Mein Körper wird immer taub Ich liebe es, dein Gesicht lächeln, wenn Sie cum My brother, a soldier.Fifteen long months he'll be gone in Kuwait.My brother off to war at 22 years,known him all my life. Said goodbye in the house,and walked with the family out to the car.Another hug, another goodbye. Starts to leave,I start to cry,and run to his side of the car, he gets out.I wrap my arms around him,like I'm never gonna let go. He tells me its going to be alright,that he's gonna come home.I'm hugging him and crying.Tears stream down my face as my heart's being ripped out. If he dies,I don't know what I'll do.I will be missing him until the day he comes back.If he dies,I'm gonna go

She Lost Her Fight And No One Seems To Care ?!?
Farrah Fawcett, a three-time Emmy-nominated actress, sex symbol, and star of perhaps the most famous poster of all time, has died. She was 62. (cancer) RIP at leaste i feel bad that shes not broadcasted all b/c of M. Jacksons death Why no one seems to talk about Farrah is beyond me everyone is so cought up in Jackson :: really is it that big a deal he died

Friends
It's another time to clean things up a bit...first, so called "friends"...well, quite a few more when down the shitter. I wonder who's next? I can't clean out "fan"s... but what good is it that you're a "fan", and you don't even fucking say hello? What the fuck is that? Game or not...it's fucking stupid. All that have gotten the axe, fucking deserve it. Well, I just cleaned house a bit. Deleted a number of "so-called" friends. Found out I'm nothing more than a fucking notch in their "fubar belt". I don't do that to people. If they ask to be friends, then I allow them to be, with the expectations of communications, etc. Well, that hasn't taken place with them, and I'm keeping my eye on some others that I have kept. If they prove to be nothing more than ratings whores, then they'll go down the shitter too. This is fucking ridiculous. If you ask to be a friend, it's with the knowledge you wish to communicate and keep in touch. Not those I deleted, and so far- not the ones I'm keeping my e

Marlyn Manson This Is The New Shit
MARILYN MANSON Miscellaneous This Is The New Shit Everything's been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Ever

What's Wrong......everything In The World
Hmmm..... let's take some things in perspective. There are things you CAN change, things you CAN'T change. Why in the world, because this was posed to me, would you change jobs in the middle of this recession???? If you have a job, HOLD ON TO IT!!!!!!!!!!! There is NO guarantee that ANY job is safe, until we come out of the recession. And that is going to take a few years. And on another topic....why do we, in this society, no longer hold onto morals and ethics anymore? Well, boys and girls, it's because of the internet. Oh hell...here come the left wingers! I don't give a shit what anyone says. The internet has opened up a whole new world in the art of infidelity. Yes, boys and girls, infidelity nowadays is so rampant that even the courts don't recognize infidelity as a grounds for divorce anymore. Now, it's labled as "irreconcilable differences". Hmmm...what does that say about us, as a whole? It says we have no morals or ethics anymore. We're not teaching our kids that its ok to l

The Fun I Have
I live and work in the edwardsville Ill.area and I really dont do much but get on my computer and check people out no harm intended,I like rating gives me something 2 do I guess,yes I do need 2 get a life right?but anyways people out here in fuland have allways been nice 2 me no rudeness if i do get it I brush it off no big deal its life,but at times I find it very difficult 2 get off the computer because once I am mind set thats it...I pass up supper time all my tv showes before I know it its time 2 go back 2 work!and the ladies are awesome 2 me out here the guys are cool 2...I guess I am just a divorced guy having his fun that he was not able 2 ever have...peace 2 all

A Little Tease
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!)==================================================================================================What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Foreplay! What is something you have always wanted to try? Being with another woman! What is something you have never done in bed before? Never been tied up What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime! What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? The desire in thier eyes How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?Never timed it before, but I love kissing!If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends on who it is...complete strangers excting. Family members....nervous. Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? Only if thier were families with children around. Otherwise I wouldn't car

My Hand At Writing
Chapter 3 He was sitting and ardently talking with a young woman about twenty, she was the one in the pictures. And the young man was also in the pictures that Hannah had seen. The young lady’s face was framed with a glorious fall of curls and her hands were captured in his. As he spoke to her he inched closer. Soon they were side by side and he took off her glove to kiss her hand while looking into her eyes. Abruptly he captured her face and fell about kissing her. There was a brief struggle and then a small moan of acceptance. The kiss grew more deep and enthralling. A whimper and another crush of acquiescence brought them closer. She pushed at his chest and began uttering shy dismissals. Shaking her head to try to convince him that what he had done was not appropriate. He soothed her and captured her hand again. He placed it on his heart and in a dramatic pose got down on his knees. Speaking quietly, he edged nearer until his head was pillowed in her

Emotions
There has been a lot going on in my life that at times I feel so stressed over. I am so tired of the games and the childish bullshit that so many grown men like to play (women as well). I am not a child and am not into games. I am 42 years old and am hoping to find someone special to share my life with. I am not looking for one night stands... can do that out in a bar. I am not looking for marriage, never was, never will be at least at this point in my life it is what I am thinking. I am looking to date, by date I mean go out, maybe have a few drinks, dinner, movie, a walk in a park, basically spending time getting to know one another. I have said on my profile and am saying it again, just because I feel comfortable with my body and am confident does not make me sleazy. I am a proud woman who enjoys being proud of my body and taking care of it. I share it with others on here because I think the human body is beautiful and I have no hangups about nudity. Please stop thinking this means

Mj
Now "MOONWALK" into heaven, "DONT STOP TILL YOU GET ENOUGH". But do u "REMEMBER THE TIME", wen "THE GIRL IS MINE"?? she was a "PRETTY YOUNG THING" and her name was "BILLY JEAN", you might "WANNA BE STARTING SOMTHING" but we know your a "SMOOTH CRIMINAL"...we will always "JAM" &always "ROCK WITH YOU", make a "THRILLER" but not too "BAD"...Neva quite knew if you were "BLACK OR WHITE".....but always remeber "YOU ARE NOT ALONE.RIP Micheal Jackson 1958-2009

Friends Shit
ok my friends list keeps messing up i have like 130+ friends one day i get on it only shows 60 something another day i get on it shows them all pretty fucked up went to fubar for help ha didnt know anymore than i did :) are u having same probs? just wondering

Lalalalalalalala
i am paying 5k for a 5 credit bling pack and 15 k for a 10 creidt bling pack and 30k for a 25 credit pack help level me plz i seen on the news that we are starting to pull troops out of iraq well i am sorry its not a good idea yeah i am glad the troops are comeing home but look we have been down this road before i know once we start to pull out things are going to go back to missed up but i gess the gov and mr obama think this is a goos idea i donot think it is but we will see

Fubar Family
This is for the people who ask to be in my family. I only add people to my family that I know personally in real life or if I have found them to true friends here on fubar since I have been here. You have to be very special to me if you are in my family. Please respect my way of doing this and dont feel offended if I dont add you when asked. Thank you!

Wall Of Fakes
http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=42776 i will be putting you here if i rate your pics but you dont return the rates and remove you from my friends and you will be here for my other friends to see so they wont rate you

Friends
For me Friends become extra family members for the most part. I care for them as if they are blood. But every so often something comes up that causes a rift between a couple that I am friends with and then I am left with the feeling of doing what is right. Do you stay out of it or do what is right and share the info you have? for me it is often doing what I think is right and to lessen the pain one of the friends will eventally have to deal with rather then letting it go. At least this way they can say at least I was honest with them and they know that I was there for them.

Fu-bucks Trivia
This trivia question will run from time of posting till 7:00 pm CST June 29th, 2009 this is an easy question so is worth only 3,000 fubucks for the first correct answer in the alloted time period. Who is the only undefeated/untied heavyweight champion in pro boxing history with a 49-0 record?

My Band
im the lead singer of this band www.myspace.com/tantummetal you can check that out and tell me what you think. man we are halfway through our recording, and fubar djs has first dibs on it before it goes on sale in stores. I'll be keepin everyone posted. thanks guys, this one is for you. xoxo

My Blogs
the warmth of your breathe on my hairthe way you hold my handall things i adoreall things look forward toall things letting me know you care falling asleep to the sound of your voicekeeps all the evil dreams at baythe protection in your armsthat is what i crave bodies pressed together in slumberthe comfort of knowing your theremy last exhale before i close my eyesin peace feeling neither here or there i awaken in the bright morning lightmentally stretching my mindi reach over to curl up to youopenning my eyes feeling as though everything is right i become fully awake, looking aroundtears fill my eyesi realize it was all a dreamyou were never therei lay there soundless, in my own misery. through out ones live, we always seem to sit back and wonder-was the decision i made a good one? where did it go wrong? will i find the happiness i long for-whether its within ourselves or with others, what we have learned and how the next time we can make it better. i guess what i now find interest

Reflection
Before you read this, please do not let your opinions get in the way, nor do I ask for your pity, because that ship has sailed and it’s not going to change my or anyone’s past. I just read an amazing blog. Some of you know which one im talking about, most of you probably could care less, but it was an insight to a horrible time, basically a life most people could never fathom. After reading it, I ask myself, “What would you have done?” Well, I can’t answer that question, because I cannot put words to the pain, sorrow, guilt, and hatred that was brought and forced upon a family and more importantly one strong individual. I have such respect for her and will do whatever I can, to the best of my abilities, to be there for her whenever called upon. I myself have been through some extreme things in my life but they cannot and will never compare, because the deal with different people, different societies, different ways of life. It’s an action, one result that booms echoed pains thro

Michael Jackson
30 Minute Delay in Calling 911 for Jackson It took Michael Jackson's doctor a half-hour to call 911after finding MJ unconscious -- this according to the doc's lawyer, Edward Chernoff. Chernoff explained this bizarre revelation by saying Dr. Conrad Murray didn't immediately make the call from his cell phone because he didn't know the exact address of Michael's mansion. For the record, the house is just above Sunset Blvd. in Beverly Hills -- one of the most famous streets in the country. Chernoff said Murray eventually got someone in the house to make the call. Murray has already taken heat for performing CPR on Jackson as he was lying on a bed. Chernoff's excuse ... it was a "firm bed." Two weeks before he died, Michael Jackson wrapped up work on an elaborate production dubbed the "Dome Project" that could be the final finished video piece overseen by the King of Pop, The Associated Press has learned. Jackson was apparently preparing to dazzle concert audiences in London with a hig

Trying Something New
Hey did you know that our president wants us all to buy into this 35mpg cars--that is why fule prices keep going up, if they don't then who is really going to buy this expensive cars. the price of oil is going down but fuel taxes are going up (with greedy gas station owners).

The Brown's Fan ... Lol
The Browns Fan A Pittsburgh family of Steelers fans head out one Saturday to do their Christmas Shopping. While in the sports store, the son picksup a Cleveland Browns jersey and says to his older sister, "I'vedecided to become a Browns fan and I would like this for Christmas." His big sister is outraged ! by this and promptly whacks him roundthe head and says, "Go talk with mom." Off goes the little lad with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his mother. "Mom?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be aCleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas." The mother is outraged, promptly whacks him around the head and says, "Go see your father." Off he goes with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his father."Dad?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be a Cleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas". The father is so outraged he, too, whacks his son around the head and says, " No son of mine is ever going to be seen in THAT!

Fiction
Love After Death Soul Mates in the Beyond A blood soaked soul emerges from the shadows. Unsure of where he is, he begins to wander. The rain pours down, but he doesn’t even notice. Passing by strangers on the street, no one even looks his way. A rage builds inside him. He stops walking. No one notices. No one cares. He screams into the night. The scream comes from the emptiness that he feels inside. It goes unheard. He doesn’t understand. Can he not be seen? Can he not be heard? He looks up and notices the rain. It’s falling only on him. What is going on? He looks down and sees the blood; his blood. Memory floods back to him. The loneliness he felt; the sadness inside. It crashed down upon him like so much weight. He couldn’t take it anymore. The blade was in his hand before he had time to think about it. The deed was done. His blood flowed out upon the ground. The sweet kiss of death brushed his lips. Darkness now. And then….this. It&rsq

Journals Of Maniacal Debauchery
Often I sit and think of death. Death to myself. The death of others. I sit idly by and watch as you walk down the street. I notice your weaknesses. I wonder what t would be like to disperse you and relieve you of this awful place, this treacherous world that envelopes you everyday. You and I are alike in many ways, yet you percieve it not. You rise from your slumber each day, don the mask that carry you through the day, and noone really knows of the pains you feel inside. I am so very tired of this face that I have to wear for your approval of my life. The happiness that I have to show just to keep you from dwelling inside my mind. That is one place you do not wish to be, inside my mind. There are things in there that would make you die from fright. Things that I have seen and done in my past that modern people on this planet would deem inconceiveable, morbid, and dank. Yet I drudge onward. Sloshing through the pits of this hell, earth. Waiting for your approval even though I say

Funny Canadians
Canada VS United States This is an actual radio conversation between a United States Navy aircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authorities off the coast off Newfoundland in October 1995. (The radio conversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on 10/10/95 as authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.) CANADIANS:Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. CANADIANS:Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course. CANADIANS:No, I say again, you divert YOUR course. AMERICANS:This is the aircraft carrier USS Lincoln. The second largest ship in the United States Atlantic fleet. We are accompanied by three destroyers, three cruisers, and numerous support vessels. I demand that you change your course15 degr

Thoughts
Prayer for the Military Wife Dear God, I am proud to be wed to one who defends freedom and peace. My challenges are many and I pray for your love and guidance to meet them. Special to me are the symbols representing my religion, country, community, and home. I pray for the wisdom and grace to be true to their meanings. You are the symbol of my religious beliefs and the source of my strength. Because my life is full of change, I cherish the solid and constant spiritual foundation that you provide. Help me Lord, to be an example of your teachings. My national flag represents freedom. Let me never forget, or take for granted, the hope it shows to the world. Bless those who have made sacrifices for freedom.Please grant us your continued blessings, increased strength and infinite guidance, as we live to your honor and glory. Amen. - Unknown When I was thirty years old, I got married. For a while, I thought I had married the wrong man, but it is more true to say my ex-husband married

Fubar Guiness Record Of Leveling
For Those That know me Im back for my 3rd and last time. I am gona try and have fun this time. So Im going to see how fast I can level. Im caling it the Fubar Guiness Record of Levling.... So Ad me...Fan Me.... Rate Me... BLING ME.... All Love Will Be Returned. Once I reach Oracle I Wont Be Charging for Abilites!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For Those who are wondering who I am Im not going to tell you. If you cared you would remember...... Thanks to my awesome Fubar Friends and Family I have made it 16 Levels today. Couldnt do it without you. Special Thanks Goes Out To These Two XOXOXOXO ♫ÐĴ FäßŨ£ðŨ§/ LOUNGE ASSISTANT@ BODYSHOTS OWNED BY ANG@ fubar dejaview469@ fubar

Funny But True
it seems I have a problem with an old friend again!!they are making fake profiles just 2 put out trash about me and my friends use caution! if u get any messeges about me or u get trash BLOCK THEM!!!(profiles are ht 1 always & bluejays girlfriend IGNORE BOTH.and I am sorry If any 1 of u were offended by them. well let me tell you all I was e-mailin this member back and forth she was getting flirty she requested my friendship I accepted!she also fanned me and I fanned back I also rated her profile an 11 and I rated all her pics 10ns.I even bought her...I get back on and she blocked me!!!SMH thats all I can do.I kind of find it humorous!thanks for reading peace out my friends.... I get asked wild questions about my race,like am I from india or am I a paru indian,also am I mexican? lol.. even aztec!no to all I am native american indian,its kinda hard to explain to people who dont know history,I can do some bird noises ,I can sling an axe yes I do speak very little indian...and no I am not

Trying To Forget You
out of no where you stole my heart. an out of no where you tore it apart. i was fine before i met you. now im dying to forget you. why couldnt you let me be. why did you tell me you liked me. i should have listened to me. i shouldnt have said i liked you. i should have stopped talking to you. but for some reason that was to hard to do. and now im stuck trying to forget you.

R.i.p Mawmaw
i miss seein you in that chair...sometimes i feel you near...i loved your beautiful hair....i still wish you were here....why did you have to go...thats one thing we will never know...we all loved you...and we all still do...we know your in a better place...with gods love and grace....you will always be in my heart...no matter how long we are apart...i still hear your voice...i still see your smile...and that makes living life worth while...

R.i.p Jonjon
why did you have to die in that crash?why did you have to leave us so fast?why couldnt god let you last?you left without goodbyeand everyone is wondering whynow we cant help but crywe miss you so muchwe cant help but to be sadi remember all the times we hadand its funny how now none of them are badim wishing i had called you backbut i never thought you would be gonethis is all way to wrongyou were suppose to graduateand follow your dreamsbut god didnt want it that wayor so it seemsbut your in a better placeand one day we will all get to see your smiling faceand not only in our dreamsso now all i can say iswatch over everyone, please.and may you rest in peace.

Hard Knowing Your Gone
its hard knowing that your gone and i cant just call you and hear your voice. its hard knowing that you wont ever be up at the mall to talk to its hard knowing that i cant just talk to you and hear your advice its hard knowing that your really truely gone its hard knowing that im alive and your gone why does god take all the good people why did he have to take you i know its selfish but i wish you hadnt died i wish it was someone else in the car i know its wrong but i wish someone else had gone and not you why does god have to take all the good people we have left. why cant he take the bad people who hurt others why cant he take the people who cause animals harm. why did he have to take you its just hard knowing your gone. i miss you so much. sorry i never called you back sorry that i took time for granted. i just never imagined you would be gone and that there wouldnt be time to call you back. i miss you.

How Many F's
There are no Tricks to the test. Read this sentence: FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE- SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIF- IC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS. Now count aloud the F's in that sentence. Important, count them ONLY ONCE: do not go back and count them again.. Answer Below No PEEKING !! keep going and going a little more almost there Finally Answer is given now !! One of average intelligence finds three of them. If you spotted four, you're above average. If you got five, you can turn your nose at most anybody. If you caught six, you are a genius. There is no catch. Many people forget the "OF"'s. The human brain tends to see them as V's and not F's.

Poems By Gina
A Fallen Angel She walks with her broken wings,Knowing that she wont be able to fly. She carries her shatter heart,Knowing that it will never be put back together.He has destroy her once more.When will she learn, he is no good.Its always the same She believes what he said. Gives him her heart, And opens her wings.Only to let it shatter in a million pieces, And for her wings to break.Her happiness is no more.Her trust has slowly faded into the night,Along with herself.All she knows now is to be broken.Her will to live has fade as well She cant believe he broke her againMaybe one day she will learn.She is now one of the fallen She will no longer will fly She will no longer love or be loved For she had to learn her lesson She should of never had let him get to her.For now she is the fallen angel. Good bye my loveI am sitting here begging for death Oh please come to me tonightOh when will he put me in my placeA place with no more sadness and no more painI would just like to say good by

July 1st 2009
ok- so...my daughters birthday is today, she is one year old now. She made it this long woohoo for both her and me :). She got a free donut today and was happy about that, flirted with the old men at the donut shop and talked to the old ladies there. It was cute! It seemed that she was a bit grouchy today, just for the hell of it...but I knew that she was tired, cause mama got her up instead of the other way around lol. Things went pretty well, and then I get a phone call from my husband, saying he got fired...so...yeah... I may not be on as much as I would want to, cause I'm going to the boss to let them know...that if they need me for any shift, I'll take it. Which means I'll have to stock up on some 5 hour energy shots, cause I don't think I'll make it through a midnight shift. I'm not quite sure on how to take everything right now, it's still sinking in...I bet I'll know by the time the end of the month comes up...with being over my head with bills... So I guess tha

Blah
I've come to realize that this place is crap. People spend a good portion of their income buying fu bombs, bling, autos, VIP's, etc. for people.. which to me is just incredibly stupid... I'm sorry but this is how I feel. They also tell you shit, things they think you want to hear to make you feel 'special' when in reality you aint shit, just another prospect... a possibility.... not a first choice, nor second, just an 'if all else fails'. I don't think I'm going to be around much anymore, it all makes me both lmao and feel like puking. I'd also like to thank all of you who never bought me any of those cool fu things!! Guess I didnt do enough begging or show enough cleavage :p hahahahaha... *puke gag* I'm so kidding!! I'm not a fu-ho... yall be good, see ya around

Shout Box
Lately, whenever someone leaves me a shout, any messages I was or had planned typing was stopped until I clicked on the shoutbox. I'm uncertain of the reasoning behind this and honestly it has become quite annoying. Usually I do not let things bother me that are not such a big deal. Imagine being in the middle of writing something, especially being deep in thought, and not be able to type mid-sentence. Sometimes I write so much that I have copy/pasted alot so I don't have to rewrite everything. Now There are also times where the shout takes a few seconds to show up, so I have to stay on the page until it shows up. At first, when this started...well there goes my thought process due to a shout lolz. Now, I am able to click on another tab I have open and go back to what I was doing. Don't get me wrong and assume that I don't want shouts or have a habit of ignoring people. My shout box is where I do most of my *hugs* and status replies lolz. If you aren't in on what I mean sb me a *hug* s

Just Wondering If..
My husband and I both work and go to school. However it seem like ever since I started school, “me bettering myself“ is getting in the way of his plans. I do donate plasma two times a week b4 school,to help with gas money. After I donate,I feel so sick that I feel,like I never want to do it again. I love my husband so much that I am willing to make myself sick so he can get to school and work. So I was thinking if I quite school just long enough for him to graduate.My Financial aid is good for six month after I quite,and then ill do back the same time he graduates. I know it’s cutting it real close,but I would go back. So the way I see it we would be doing ok if everything goes as I have planed.Some of the reasons for me to quite school is as follow: I’m not here in time to make a hot meal for him b4 he goes to work /school,I am in school 3 days a week, so my hours got cut back at work ,I’m not home enough so he had to take on some of the house keeping, no

Untitled
These walls are closing in on me, in the distance, there's something i cannot see. The sky is black, the ground is cold, the hurt is beginning to take its toll. On my mind, im falling deep, into a presipis, I begin to weep. The tears they fall down my cheek, over my frown, im feeling weak. As the tears travel down over my chest, and over my heart, its frozen at best. I close my eyes and curl up in bed, Pulling the covers over my head. Anger fills up my soul, I bet its something you've never known. the sweet girl you once knew,

4th Of July Weekend
hey all i wanna tell u all about my 4th of july weekend well fisrt i had to put up with 2 12 year old obnoxious little girls and secondly i caught the biggest fish,the littlest fish & the most fish on saturday the 4th then saturday night went into pigeon forge to watch some of the best fireworks i've ever seen in my whole life at Patriot Park, then sunday after the 2 12 year old girls lefy going home sunday me, mom, dad, and my aunt sheila went out on the boat fishing and had some peace and quiet lol...i dunno when i'm going back down but i hope next time it will b awesome cause i wanna catch some more fish and i want my nephew and my dads mom to be down there and having fun! and that's all i gotta say Love u all Awesome Aaron Hey all just letting u know this weekend i'm going on another fishing trip to seveirville, pigeon forge, & gatlingburg...don't miss me too much

I Guess This Is Growing Up.
Your best friends become your worst enemy, lollipops turn into ciggarettes, the innocent ones turn into sluts, homework goes in the bin, mobile phones get used in class, detention becomes suspension, squash becomes vodka, kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the swings? When protection meant wearing a helmet, the worst thing that you could get from boys were cooties, mom was your hero and dad was who you wanna marry, the worst enemy you had were siblings , race issues were who ran the fastest, and war was just a card game, the only drug you knew of was cough medicine & wearing a skirt didn't mean you were a slut, the only thing you smoked was the tire on a bike, the only thing that could hurt was skinned knees & the only thing that can get broken were toys, goodbyes meant only until tomorrow. We couldn't wait to grow up. Huh?

I Dream
I dream of a day when he will say that he loves me in that special way. I pray every day for a time when he will finally be mine. I hope for a feeling of being loved instead of always having my feelings shoved. I want to know that it comes without condition but instead is a welcome addition. I know one day it will occur sooner than later I would prefer. I want to see the passion in his eyes when he is the cause of my cries. I need to feel it in his touch is that asking for too much? Some dreams are best left for sleep but this is one dream I think I will keep. I know one day he will finally care and once he does it will always be there. I don't want it to become rushed or aside my feelings will be brushed.

Nsfw
Ok first off I want to ask a question this is an adult site right? I believe it is so next question if something says may contain NSFW and you see it and dont like NSFW are you going to open it? This is an adult site and photos are getting marked that myspace would allow just look at the adult film stars that are on there. So what is wrong with someone wearing a pair of jeans that the ass is ripped. Some of the photos that people mark NSFW i would like to know what people are thinking. I am going to say it once again THIS IS AN ADULT WEBSITE IF IT SAYS MAY CONTAIN NSFW AND YOU DO NOT LIKE THAT STUFF THEN DO NOT OPEN THE ALBUM. Come on people its common sense.

Fu-marry Me!
So, you wanna be my fu-hubby?? Here's how! Requirements: MUST HAVE A SALUTE Copy and paste these questions with your answers in a private mail to me. 1. Age: 2. Location: 3. Fubar Level: 4. How active on fubar/how often: 5. Who's gonna buy the fu-marriage: 6. What's in it for me: 7. Are you my fan: 8. Ever fu-married before:

I Like This Girl.add Her,rate Her,fan Her,bling Her,i All Ask Is You Tell Her Who Sent You Just Say Light
❤R3YNA D3 CORAZON3Z❤E.C.S.❤BoSS of PoCoS PeRo LoCoShttp://b.pcc2.fubar.com/05/60/2220650/tn_32621661.jpg">@ fubar

Faith
Our religious ceremonies are but the shadows of that great universal worship celebrated in the heavens by the legions of heavenly beings on all planes, and our prayers drill a channel across this mist separating our earthbound plane from the celestial ones through which a communication may be established with the powers that be. Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan

Boy They Start Early!
This is an email I received from a 19 year old guy. Boy the games sure do start early! lol (note: i have changed his name just to be nice) ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: P To: midnightrhapsody Date: Jun 30, 2009 6:32 PM Subject: hey gorgeous im glad u added me. wanna have some fun one nite? ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: midnightrhapsody To: P Date: Jul 1, 2009 11:08 AM Subject: RE: sorry. you're a little too young for me but thanks for the request. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: P To: midnightrhapsody Date: Jul 1, 2009 12:04 PM Subject: RE: babe, babe, babe, there is no age on size. just give me one nite or day with u and u will never see age as a factor ever again. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: midnightrhapsody To: P Date: Jul 1, 2009 6:47 PM Subject: RE: my final answer is no. btw you need to learn that begging is not very sexy. you need to stick wit

The True You
you can set back look at what the world has for you .and some how miss what you where sapose to see ! you can read a book an still not know what the book was really about! watch a movie an still be lost...you can see an not see ! so i guess the big ? is ARE YOU SEEING OR JUST SEEING what one might think is bad..like say a man robs in the middle of the night..one might think he is a crackhad..but if you look deeper you might find to follow an walk his path might lead to .two kids an no mother ..who lost his job..cant get work...an has to take care of his kids yet because he owns the home he worked his life for an is the very reason the state wont help! what would you do! ...an even better what would you not do.... Sleep vigiel, The night has just begun Sleep long for the twilight has much to come Washing over you like the mighty waves, Sent to clean your sight , With the color of night It's that time of night Darkness of a madning wave That calls you , becones you nea

Right Or Wrong
Reality by Margaret Reality is that slap in the face When you think you have the world by the tail And life seems to be moving at your own pace When you feel like there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes When you find you were walking with them closed And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry Because with reality, it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a person's heart and soul And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels The truth and only truth is reality's only goal And it doesn't care whose world that it might kill. Reality keeps me in a state of mind That I know it has complete control But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find And love lives for a while in my heart and soul. Reality is not fair. Reality does not care. "The world is a cold, nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. If you know what you're worth, then go get what you're worth. It's not about hard y

Christias World!
http://media.photobucket.com/image/suicide%20girls/lake_swimmer/Suicide%20Girls/Annika.jpg?o=302 I absolutely hate being ignored! I've really felt as if people are ignoreing me as of lately. I feel as if in the lounge I'm a staff member to ignores everything I say, and I in fact am only talking to myself. I'm me.... THis is who I am, i'm not gonna pretend to be someone i'm not to get some people on a website to like me. I'm all so pissed because people don't understand what married/commited relationship means, i will not, i don't want to, and I'm not interested in cybering with ANYONE, stop asking, stop trying to... AND NO I WILL NOT SEND BOOB PICTURES! i just don't know what to do, I don't know what I'm going to do. I just feel like maybe this isn't the place for me, or maybe I need to shop around and see where is for me on this site.... I just don't want to always feels like im talking to myself... It sucks. and 90% of the time thats how i feel. I feel like crap,

Want Rates..or To Be Bombed?
i will have two bombs this weekend,the first is for repays and 11's.The second will before blings..Here is what i am offering i will rate 250 pic folders at a cost of a 30k per folder..I WILL BOMB A 250 FOLDER FOR A 1 CREDIT BLING...i will take 50 total bling so i know i have time to get them all!!!!BLING AWAY!!!!!

Just Some Deep Thinking
So I am not all that good looking of a guy, but I do make up for it elsewhere. I met some one and got close. She had all the means to make it work out, but never did. Don't get me wrong, but if you have the money and am in love with some one from long distance away and tell them they love you and want you and love your kids and even send photos and claims and has friends say they have photos of you and them in their vehicle and home, and yet they never make the attempt to meet you or even visit. But yet they still try to say they love you and when I mention it would be nice to meet she says I am being pushy or when I text om the weekends when she is at home, she claims she can't text or call back because she is with her family. Ok enough rambling, just thought I would post this and basically say, if you say you love some one and have the means to make it work do it because the other person does have feelings too and so do their kids. Some times life can be a journey well worth. You giv

Almost A Year..
MY DAD WOULD OF BEEN 67 ON JULY 4TH. I LOST MY DAD ON JULY 16, 2008 LAST YEAR. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I HAD ASKEDMY BOSS. FOR THEM 2 DAYS OFF FROM WORK. BUT, MY BOSS DIDN'T GAVE THEM TO ME. I AM REALLY HURT. I KNOW ALL I WILL DO IS CRY ON THEM TWO DAYS. I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALMOST ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT. I KNOW THAT EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME THAT IT WILL GET BETTER. BUT, IT STILL HURTS VERY MUCH. I KNOW HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT IT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY EASIER THATS FOR SURE. I MISS MY DAD VERY MUCH AND I LOVE HIM TO. JUST WISH I COULD SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM. LOVE YOU DAD. YOUR BABY GIRL...

Packing And Moving
Hello everyone,I want to start off by apologizing for my lack of communication here. I am moving next weekend. This weekend is my last weekend to pack and get everything organized.I know I have received a lot of music from bands and I just have not had the time to dl the tunes and update and organize the band list.My internet will be shut off on July 8th at my current address and will be turned back on at my new place on July 18th.As soon as I get settled I know I will be playing major catch up with everyone. I appreciate everyone supporting God's Forsaken Radio and I will get back to each and every one of you as soon as I can.You can also send your music to Mike aka DJ Groundzero. He is the owner and creator of the radio station. His email address is: zground@hotmail.comThank you all for your patience and understanding.Much love and respect,Mindyhttp://godsforsakenradio.com/news.php

The Magic Carpet Ride
Welcome One, Welcome All. Come with me on a MAGIC CAPET RIDE! We are celebrating the 40th anniversary of the “Summer of Love”. 1969 to 2009. Come join the ride. Rate/Fan/Add the existing members and pm me with title Magic Carpet Ride. If already a friend rate 100 pics, hope to see you there!

Failure
FAILURE SOMETIMES I SIT HERE AND WONDER IF I WAS PUT HERE TO FAIL I OFTEN PONDER WHY WAS I PUT HERE I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT RIGHT IS SO FAR OUT OF SIGHT I JUST CANT DO IT AND SOMETIMES IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD DIE I OFTEN PONDER WHY WAS I PUT HERE WHY DO I ALWAYS FUCK UP AM I A JYNX AM I DOO

To The Love Of My Life Cassie
swear by the moon and the stars in the skyand I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my partCause I stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartChorusAnd I swear by the moonAnd the stars in the sky I'll be thereI swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be thereFor better or worseTill death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallAnd when (and when) just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still careCause as the time turns the pageMy love won't age at allAnd I swear (I swear) by the moonAnd the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be there (I'll be there)For better or worse Till death do us partI'll

Blah
You are Red! Red people are passionate and fiery. You do everything with energy and vibrance. You probably have a bit of a temper, too. :) You are always up for an adventure, and you almost never get tired! You have an intensity that is hard for some people to stand, but your friends love it about you. You are probably very opinionated and loyal, jumping up to defend the ones you love when they need you. You can sometimes be a little rash - quick to make decisions without really considering the outcome. As a general rule, you follow your heart more than your head. You can be competitive, and are probably good at just about everything. You, in a nutshell: Passionate, energized, loyal, intense, competent, extroverted, adventurous. RED!

Creative Mayhem
Im looking for ideas and suggestions for clean, sexy, classy art. (photos of me). I though I had an idea, For a sec I wondered what was the thought. So I was thinking on what I thought. The thought was on the idea of thinking of just ideas. Ideas of events that might happen if I let them. If I let the ideas grow within. Then the following statement is true-- I am a slave to myself? If a guy masterbates in the shower, is that considered mass suicide? Or juse genocide by self-indulgence of mother nature?

Insight
Just Friends by Diane Blue We enjoy each others companybut for the most part, we avoid it.We pretend there is nothing there.We're just friends.Every time we meet, it's awkward at first.We check our guard and put up the walls.We're just friends that's all.We call each other on the phone,and always have a good excuse for doing so.Do friends need an excuse?You remind me that "We must be careful","We can't go there", you say.The rules have been set,and we live by them.We sit and talk for hours,two sets of blue eyes interlockedand neither turns away.I hang on your every word.Your simple presence in a room,gives my life a purpose.Add your voice and a smile,and I melt away.The thought of you touching memakes my body scream out with yearning.But we're just friends, right?Why do I feel it's more?Are we in self-inflicted denial?Our past hurts have made us so afraid,We'd rather be lonely than to take that chance again.I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside.That I'd be willin

About Love, Honor And Respect
we need to treat each other with love, honor, respect ,loyalty, trust, etc... if we don't do all that to each other there wouldn't be no friendships ,relationships and marriage. if we can give up our differences the world and country would be a better place to live in. we don't need all the wars at all. that's a waste of lives etc.... and thats' how we need to treat each other. we need to show that to each other for once and how things change in each other live. we don't need to believe in racism and putting people down.if we put each other indifferent place then we will know how the other one feels

I Want You...
I want youI want to feel youI want to touch you I want you to touch meI want you to explore my bodyI want you to find all the places aching for you I want to feel our lips pressed together I want to feel our tongues tying and twisting togetherI want to feel our breathe increasing and our hearts beating faster and faster I want to feel the heat of youI want you to feel the heat of meI want us to be one, united when we are able to give into our desires of the flesh I want to give you blissI want to give you pleasure I want to give you ulitmate satisfaction I want to be with youI want to kiss every inch of youI want to make love to you, until our bodies give out I just want you....

Tangled Up In You
Tangled Up In You Tangled Up In YouYou're my worldThe shelter from the rainYou're the pillsThat take away my painYou're the lightThat helps me find my wayYou're the wordsWhen I have nothing to sayAnd in this worldWhere nothing else is trueHere I amStill tangled up in youI'm still tangled up in youStill tangled up in youYou're the fireThat warms me when i'm coldYou're the handI have to hold as I grow oldYou're the shoreWhen I am lost at seaYou're the only thingThat I like about meAnd in this worldWhere nothing else is trueHere I amStill tangled up in youI'm still tangled up in youHow long has it beenSince this storyline beganAnd I hope it never endsAnd goes like this foreverIn this worldWhere nothing else is trueHere I amStill tangled up in youTangled up in youI'm still tangled up in youStill tangled up in you

Soul Mate
Two minds together as one  From the beginning of day  Until the night is done.  Knowing the other like oneself,  Connected in the mind today and forever,  Loving the other completely  And ceasing to love never. A soul mate that is. A mile or thousands of miles  May separate with distance  Longer than is the Nile  But no matter how far your soul mate is,  You are close and together in the heart,  In tune and close are the spirits,  “‘Til death do us part.” A soul mate that is.

Cyanna
I absolutely adore Sakis Rouvas. He is a Greek singer and has such a gift. He's a fantastic performer singer and actor. Please show him your support!! Sakis Rouvas official Myspace page http://www.myspace.com/rouvassakis Sakis Rouvas on Facebook! http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/sakisrouvasfans Some great songs by Sakis rouvas, Pleasre go look! Sakis Rouvas - This Is Our Night http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnLKQWIISJY Sakis Rouvas - Suspicious Minds http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdncugxOASc Sakis Rouvas - I'm in love with you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vm8VbWAfxjI Sakis Rouvas - Na Magapas http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3jYl08Kx1M This is an awesome band CYANNA, they are an alternative band They are utterly fantastic and you really should give them a listen.. So please go check out there links I put in here. If you have myspace, where I spend more time than here, then add them OK.. CYANNA'S Official website. http://www.

Me
I've been sitting here thinking and thinking.. I don't know how to look good.. I don't know how to be seductive.. I don't know how to be flirtation... I don't know how to tease.... I don't know the basics of being feminine.. I don't know how to be what most men want.. BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I DO KNOW IS.. I KNOW HOW TO BE ME... AND YOU KNOW WHAT... THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!!!

Show Sum Love
Dear Friends and Family, I will be gone on Vacation from Friday (July 10, -Sunday but I'll be mobile if you wanna say "HI"..Plz say Hi due to the fact that it will take 10 hrs to get there uugghh.. talk to you all soon (h) - BabyDoll Please give my # 1 sum love he ROCKS.. http://fubar.com/user/3179444

~ Cheatin Men/women ~
Why is it that when a girl or a guy find's out that somone they like or want to be with is takin they still go after them ? You wouldn't like it if it was done to you ! But you know what ? You can have him ! He is a liar a cheater an a abuser ! But next time when someone tell's you he is takin ! He is takin ! You know who you are an what I mean so take it or leave it ! I don't care ! An if you have something to say to me or about me come to me not to my friends which just so happens to be someone he was talking to !

Cold Water
(True Story. I did this today! hehe gotta keep your imaginations going) She should have known that today would lead to a lot more than she bargained for. This morning, she woke up with a large damp area in her light blue panties, darkened to a deep azure by the wetness seeping through. Without much thought, she continued throughout the day without even an inkling of feeling any sexual desire. It wasn't until night fell that her desires came raging out suddenly. At first she merely stripped out of her clothes and wandered throughout her apartment. She sat at her computer and went about her routine of checking her email. Nothing special tonight. She thought about the package of surprises she received today. She had bought a few things to share with her man later in the week. She smiled as she thought about using that feather to dust the berry-flavored powder on his skin just before she licked it off. She thought about the new lube she intended to drip onto his cock before taking him

Balance
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God,"and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things," God continued pointing to different countries."This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land area

Contest
My daughter is in a contest. She is in the beautful baby contest for WGN television broadcast station. I need your help and everyones help. All you have to do is go to the link and rate her pic. Pretty simple. Thank you friends I really appreciate all your help and support. http://beautifulbabies.trb.com/wgn/babies_home_gallery,0,6303296,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=acg07

Kevin The Man Needs To Be Leveled Up
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3057790&albumid=0&i=3182291305 please bid on me at momma's auction .bid high i make a great fuslave!!!!!!!!!!!! kevinthe man owned by APRIL CO OWNER OF MOONLIGHT LEVELERShttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/09/77/3057790/tn_4092717966.jpg">@ fubar

Song Lyrics
I love this song if you haven't heard it you should it fits a lot of things with peoples lives even my own Hold On [1st Verse]Don't touch me, I don't wanna feel your skin.I know that you're only gonna hurt me.I hear you, I don't wanna do it again,'Cause we both know this is not a passing trait!All along a failure to connect and to compromise.Right or wrong, its easy to react.Time to realize.(No more!)[Chorus:]And you keep talking but we both know it's not true.I still know that you're wrong.And no matter what we both had to go through,I just can't, I can't hold on.I can't hold on!(We cannot waste our lives this way.)[2nd Verse]How far we've fallen in the road before us, leaves apart.[Chorus:]And you keep talking but we both know it's not true.I still know (I still know) that you're wrong (you're wrong).And no matter what we both had to go through,I just can't, I can't hold on.And when you asked if I believed, and I told you,Strength of it (strength of it) made me strong (me st

From Love To Hate
From Love to Hate Like the sleeping newborn, my innocence was true, But all that changed the moment I met you. Such a splendid life, I thought to myself, Blinded by love, not knowing my need for help. Each morning I awoke with thoughts of you, Denying the facts of the scandalous deeds you do. I gave you my soul, even my trust, And you threw it away for one night of futile lust. I was strangled by the tangled web you weaved. And it's lucky for you I gave more than I received. A garment of love covered my eyes, making it impossible to see through your lies. I must admit, at times you were great, but your deceitful ways turned my love to hate.

Poetry (do Not Rip)
From whence I came, Of a ferverous delight, A single candle flickered, As it dwindled in light, Twas a dark and stormy night, That I entered this crypt, Of centuries before me, Making my way down, The walls they did drip, In entering into the nobleman's lair, Relics of olde were scattered everywhere, Thinking of my life, And what his may have been, Transported back in time, To a simpler life then, I talked with a man, Who was younger at heart, As he told me the story, That his soulmate did depart, He had held her close, As life still flickered inside, When she died in his arms, He truly lamented inside, Losing his wits and surely his mind, His world was now lost, With his true love that died, As he grabbed the pistol, Which he raised to his chest, He quickly pulled the trigger, Sending a bullet through his breast, Now lying in peace, In life as in death, His true love beside him, Forever in an eternal rest. Where do I start, A wonderous thought, Dream

Hi
Hey everyone nice to meet you! Yes I know im not very good at punctuations and such but oh wells. First time ever on this site so itll take me awhile to learn the conrtol lol. Anyway's just wanted to put something up here. If ya ever want to chat im online 24/7 half the time you can look mw up on Secondlife too bye everyone

Polictically Correct
Ok, I have heard enough small peeps want the word midget banned from TV! I think the world is going to far with this non-sense. Here is my reply to all this non-sense. I am half Irish call me a Mck pronounced Mik, I am also 1/2 Italian so I guess that makes me a ginny. I also a little over weight so call me fat, I wear glasses at work so I am a Geek, damn monitors kill my eyes, I like country music, the outdoors boating and fishing so I am a Hick. Put all this togeather and you have me, I am not defined by my height, color, weight, ancestors birthplace or what I like. I am what God made me a human being. We all come in different shapes, sizes and color so small people of the world get over yourselves you are only victim of prejudice if you allow yourself to be. I will continue to use the "midget" when I see fit. It's a word and only a word

Naughty Fun!
This shit is pissin me off, if you wanna be with us then so be it don't SB me/email unless your for REAL... I'm sick of all the LIES, I'm about ready to say the hell with it all an forget about trying to find someone! Don't be afraid to explore ur sex life, I mean hell you only have one life why not enjoy things you've never done before? It may sound scarey at first but once you have gotten to know someone that ur comfy with then let it all hang out...lol... My husband knew that I was BI before we got married an hell ya know thats every mans dream (DAMN NEAR) besides those that are (GAY) in which I have no problems with... If your interested in talking about it or wanna hook up sometime please feel free to contact us here or @ wildcpl3338@yahoo.com tell us what your looking for & maybe swap some photos? Anyways I do hope this has opened your eyes to new things, and think about what your missing out on? Till another time my friends have fun and take care... Much love 2 you & yours a

Why?
you know i consider myself to be a pretty good person, yet i seem to always find myself hurt, or broken. Im tired of letting someone in just to have them kill me slowly from the inside out. Im tired of all the lies and the "i love yous"....do yourself a favor and live and let die..like they say, often its the most deserving people who cannot help loving the one that destroys them. I do have one thing to say to you mathew allen loura....you're not my favorite mistake you are just a simple regret. i thought i knew who you were, but watch how fast and watch how well i FORGET............

Last Thoughts
A woman whom I never met, Lived in a land I never knew. How could I know what love is? Yet, I do, I do, I do! The woman I never met, Was real and proud and strong; Her eyes were deeply set, And she could sing a song. And she could make a joke, And laugh when in the mood; But long before she spoke, I guessed her solitude. The woman I never met, A shadow in my mind; I saw her silhouette, But will I ever find, That shadows can come alive, Making my dream complete? But then will she arrive, The woman I've yet to meet? All my days alone, And all my nights it seems; I have known a woman unknown, Who shares my secret dreams. But still my dream one seems to hide, When really she should be at my side. The woman I never met Is half a world away; She may not find me, yet I'm waiting for the day. The day I go out to meet The woman I've never met.

*shocker* Fu Only About The Money! Lol
I actually find it somewhat reassuring to know that in this age of bailouts, cover-ups, excuses and apologies, one organization can be counted on to brazenly and unashamedly be ALL ABOUT THE MONEY! THANK YOU FUBAR!!! It is nice to know that we can count on FU to NEVER respond to a single glitch-report we file,...never to listen when hundreds, nay, thousands comment on blogs about changes they would like to see,...never have a bouncer in the lounge give offer a single piece of useful assistance. (I always love the "it's just a glitch" response when I complain about disappearing friends requests or pictures I have moved to new folders never to actually apear in those folders). But lest we wrongfully assume FU is just sitting around doing nothing, be sure to notice the revolving door of new bling and the BRILLIANT changes to the notificaitons we get when comments are left on our pictures now. What a useful change! Before, when we moused-over the "new photo comment" notification,

Just Because I Can
HER TOUCH TAKES MY BREATH AWAY HER KISS IS THAT OF ANGLES SINGING IN MY EAR THE WAY I LUST FOR HER IS THAT OF A DRUG ADDICTION I LOVE THAT FEELING OF LUSTFULNESS AND THE WAY SHE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM THE ONLY MAN ALIVE SHE IS THE MOST BEAUITFUL WOMAN ALIVE AND I CANT EVEN FEEL HER NEXT TO ME

Why
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path GOD laid for me. I took his hand when I heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day to laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks undone must stay that way. I found that peace at close of day. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss ah, yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with time of sorrow I wish you sunshine of tomorrow. My lifes been full, I've savored much, good friends, good times a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me GOD wanted me now; He set me free. Everyday I waken just to see you, frozen speechless unknowing what to do. My heart went to you in fear, just to let my soul tear. I pray that I find in you is found in me, the very special thing that can set you free. jus

Top Ten
#10 Lately sits at the computer naked. # 9 After signing off she always has a cigarette. # 8 Has a giant rubber inflatable disk drive. # 7 In the morning the computer screen is all fogged up. # 6 She has gotten amazingly good at typing with 1 hand. # 5 She makes sarcastic remarks about your software. # 4 Lipstick on the mouse. # 3 During sex she screams "A colon backslash enter insert" # 2 The jam in the laser printer is a pair of panties. # 1 The fax file is filled with pictures of some guys ass.

King Tut Exhibit. Only Not
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=370193229&albumId=1134525&authKey=N1kDpmMp8iXn1e7Klq01cbJpngaBReerup0YDtzALZ93DtpF5ZVvEh1Cou77MU5KX05xLQXsj3lsI0QkGRY96LB4tbXzXmwvM0lMRPrxsaQ%3d I went to the Children's Museum today to see the King Tut exhibit. You know that golden sarcophagus of him? The ads show it, the commercials show it. Only... it's not there. The only Tut stuff is a chair, some statues of wives and canopic jars. There IS a small Ramses II golden face. But the actual King Tut golden sarcophagas? NO. Which kind of made me mad. I mean talk about false advertising! Geez. Don't get me worng, the stuff that was in the exhibit was pretty, but it's called King Tut. I mean, the King isn't there! LMAO. Just a warning for anyone in Indy or someone who wants to see it. I also saw Dino exhibit and Star Wars. Now let's be clear that the Star Wars is based off Clone Wars. Yeah. The worst film out of them all. Plus the cartoon part on Cartoon Netwo

Random
Your name:Megan Marie TrustyOldest/youngest/or middle sibling:youngest middle childYour dad's name:John David Trusty-HaskettWhat kind of phone do you have?verizonFavorite type of music:Country and Melodic Death MetalHow many pillows do you sleep with?as man as I can get my paws on, but usually just two.What do you find most of in your room?mismatched socks or wires...How many piercings do you have?3 *ears are guaged to 1/4 inch, then my tongue*Who is your neighbor across the street?Rena and DavidDo you dye your hair?never have Own a pair of skinny jeans?um, ew, now lolHow many cell phones have you owned?2What were you doing this morning at 8am?taking the dogs outsideWhat are you wearing?wifebeater, bra, jammie pants, and socksAre you mad at anyone right now?kinda...Last person to send you a text?JeannineHow many different drinks have you had today?water, tea, milk, and ummmmm...... pink raspberry lemonade Do you draw your name in the sand while your at the beach?not mine noWhat are y

I Just Don't Freaking Get It..lmao!
What in the fuck is going on??? People want to pay fake money ( fubucks ) for something that people bought that actually cost real money???? OMFG I am cracking up....Do people really do that on here swap fucking stupid computer made shit they bought for real money and stupid stuff only used for this site for fucking fake ass fu money.....please tell me this isnt so.......

100%
tammy must be a lil sensitive about her looks, but i still like her because before someone came along and told her the truth she had hope for goodlooks...she can still get it but it might be hrd if she is worried about what others think... your life is yours my 1 aint gonna kil no one... there is a reason the one is there so the winners won honestly and not have the whole world lie to their face. if fubar did not want us to be truthfull the scale would have started at a six. i just got on here with yall for something to do..... are you really upset i gave you a one or two. then dont put the fuckin picture up for rating if you cant handle the rate. it asked me to rate a pic and i aint gonna be the one to lie and say you look good or i like the pic when i dont. so before you put yourself out there think if you really want to hear the truth or not.. rate me a one a two i dont care as long as you aint lying or taking it personal. thanks for the revengfull one and oh right on for that two..

Broken
Its been over a year & I still hurt, heart still aches & body still yearns...when will the feelings die? They say time heals all wounds but how much time...? I've moved on with friends, I've moved on with lovers, and I'ved moved on with with my life. But still I wake in the still of night reaching out to a memory that will never be again! I try not to visit places where I might encounter a confrontation. The few times I had the opportunity I walked away making no eye contact. I try not to remember the good times and only concentrate on the bad. It still does me no good. I still look for the car when I go anywhere...I still look for the face in a crowd...I still cry myself to sleep. All the could of's, and would of's, and should of's never leave my subconscious. I try not to dwell on the whole situation because I cannot change it, but in the loneliness of my soul, I am broken! To make a bad situation worse... I found the pictures of a happier time. A place and time in my

Song Says It All. Peace
Travis Tritt Best Of Intentions :I had big plans for our futureSaid I'd give you the whole world somehowI tried makin' good on that promiseThought I'd be so much further by nowNever could build you a castleEven though you're the queen of my heartBut I've had the best of intentions from the startNow some people think I'm a loser'Cause I seldom get things rightBut you make me feel like a winnerWhen you wrap me in your arms so tightPlease tell me you will rememberNo matter how much I do wrongThat I had the best of intentions all alongI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with

Lol Still New At This
I am slowly figurin things out i had an awesome time in the eagles loft last night. you all rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i guess i am figurin this stuff out i am know a grasshopper so thats a good thing. I still confuses me from time to time but dial up make it as slow a greased owl _ u fill it in. i am so confused i dont know were to start first like the blog says i ams still new at this so if anyone has any helpful advice please drop me aline

Want To Get Bombed?
So here it is... i know someone that is taking donations for his CB.. if you give.. he will bomb. Come on go luv him.. you both will get off. :P Follow this link XFACTOR DEPUTY@DAISY'S DUKES LOUNGEhttp://b.pcc1.fubar.com/84/86/3006848/tn_1351942596.jpg">@ fubar

Wanna Play A Game??
Hey everyone, I was thinkin today (scary thought, I know) about all the songs that evoke feelings of Love and Hate. I have a few that make me think of certain people and was wondering what songs do that to all my friends. I am such a music junkie, that growing up I knew all the words to every song I heard on the radio. I kinda still do, and prolly could win 'Name That Tune' if I tried hard enough....lol So I challenge everyone that reads this to add their 2 cents and tell me your favorite Love Song and favorite Hate Song. I will be posting them here, and I may even tally them to see for myself what songs I really should have in my library. WANNA PLAY?? Leave yer top 2 (title & artist) in my comments or PM me and we'll see who comes out on top. I'm not really doing this for points, or have anything to give in return, just curious and don't wanna post a MuMM...too much drama there...lol *hugs & muahz* Kare I'll start the list, so here goes nothin... LOVE SONGS

Important Things
Female genital cutting From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Female genital mutilation (FGM), also known as female genital cutting (FGC), female circumcision or female genital mutilation/cutting (FGM/C), is any procedure involving the partial or total removal of the external female genitalia or other injury to the female genital organs "whether for cultural, religious or other non-therapeutic reasons." The term is almost exclusively used to describe traditional or religious procedures on a minor, which requires the parents' consent because of the age of the girl. When the procedure is performed on and with the consent of an adult it is generally called clitoridectomy, or it may be part of labiaplasty or vaginoplasty.[2]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-2"[3]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-3"[4] It also generally does not refer to procedures used in gender reassignment surgery, and the genital modification of intersexuals. FGC is practiced throughout the world, with the practice concentrated most heavily i

Gratitude
Unlocks the fullness of life. it turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance,chaos to order,confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vison for tomorrow.. Was given by a Friend ty :)

My Offer
I offer you my heart thought it is slightly bruised. Just do your part to be sure it is not mis-used. I offer you my love that is full and complete. But please do not shove and make me feel defeat. I offer you my body for what it is worth. I know it is shoddy and contains too much girth. I offer you everything that I am with the hope that it is enough. You have shown me that I can stop the pretense of being so tough. The things that I offer are not worth much but they are the things that I can offer for free. I can offer a loving touch all you have to do is agree. What I ask for in return may be too much for you to be willing to accept. I may need you to be my crutch but I won't need you to make me feel kept. I ask to be able to see in your eyes that you have feelings for me. And though it would be the greatest prize unconditional love for me does not need to be. I know the love that you can provide is much more than I deserve. But bec

What Kind Of Friend Are You?
I am posting this to all of you to see how many actually read their friends blogs. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a God send and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has b

Submissive
I wonder what its like to be... The sexual creature Of every mans dreamsTo do the things that HE wantsTo taste him...To tease him...To give myself fully to him...To let him tie me upTo whip me and make me cry To call me names and punish meTo let him degrade me To be his play toyTo break and shake meTo be at his beck and callAll to fall to my knees and whispher \"I love you.\"

Respect And Relationships ;)
well let see here , thiis my first one so here it goes, To start off I dont want people to take this the wrong way but some of these muder fudgers on here dont respect the fact that some people on here are in a relationship and that a lil flirting is just that , A LIL FLIRTING ! It eats me alive to think that azzhole dont seem to respect the sanctaty of a relationship, I here some guys say "I bet I can do you better ! " , Get a clue ass-clowns , If you could do it better then why are you on here trying to get some ? HMMM ? If you are sooo good then go get your own and dont be a lil assjack and mess up someones relationship just so you can get off . I know that this is the web but come on people , If your "GAME" is so good then why the f-ck are you on here trying to get somthing ? you can't do it in person ? WEAK ASS PUNKS Now there are a whole lot of us on here to just have a good time and have fun , not trying to see how many booty calls we c

Please Read This
I HAVE SOME NEW FRIENDS AND LOST ONE AWESOME FRIEND BUT THAT IS OK..WE ALL HAVE GOOD AND BAD DAYS..WELL FOR ME THEY ARE ALL BADS ONES NOT ALBE TO SEE MY SONS WHICH REALLY BITES..NOT SEEING THEM IS KILLING ME SO MUCH HOW CAN I EVEN GO ON ANY MORE THEY ARE MY LIFE .HEART SOUL..DAMN IT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND MISS THEM SO MUCH.. BRING HERE LA SALLW FUCKING BITES ASS SO MUCH I HATE BRING HERE IN IL SO MUCH MISS MY MOTHER SO VERY MUCH BEING AWAY THIS LONG FROM MY MOTHER HURT SO MUCH...I REALLY DO NOT GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY TO ME ANY MORE BOB YOU CAN FUCK OFF ..I AM HURTING SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO GODDAMN CLUE ANY MORE...I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH I KNOW THEY ARE THERE FOR ME IN MY TIME OF NEED.....AS I LOOK BACK ON 2009 I HAVE COME SO FAR FROM BEING NOTHING IN THE FUCK UP WORLD NOW I AM ABOUT TO GET MY G.E.D SO FUCKING WHAT IF IT TOOK ME THIS GODDAMN LONG TO GET....I AM SO DAMN PROUD OF WHAT I AM DOING IN MY LIFE ..BUT YET I STILL GET PUT DOWN LAUGH AT ..YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY DO NOT

Fml
FML is a website that i get these off of.. they no way have anything to do with me LOL i have had a couple of people ask me... ok i dont take nakey pics with my cell phone then sell it on ebay... i dont hump pillows in my sleep... LOL... just so you guys know! take it easy! "Today, I saw a spot on my computer screen. I tried to use my finger to rub it off. Then, I tried using my nail. Then I tried to windex it off. I continued scratching at it with my nail. A half hour and one scratched screen later, I realized the spot was part of the webpage I was looking at. FML" "Today, I got an email from a guy to whom I sold my old phone to over eBay. Turns out I forgot to delete the nude photos of myself and my boyfriend that I had stored up. His email asked me for "any PIN numbers needed to use the phone, and oh by the way, nice tits." FML"

Just Want To Vent A Little!!
ok, here it goes, tell me how an 84 yr old woman who has survived breast cancer for over 20 yrs, colon cancer in which they removed a large piece of her colon and sewed it back together. the death of a child and her husband, most of her brothers and sisters, can walk into a hospital, and sit for 12 1/2 hours before she is actually looked at, with enormous pain and swelling of her extremities, a unkown type of rash, that after 7 days the doctors still havent concluded what it is!!! she was admitted and treated for 3 days the swelling and rash lightened up, they sent her home the very next day back to the same ... swelling pain, rash has spread further. and they still havent conclusively diagnosed her!! now my problem is .... this is my mother firstly, and how do you send a ederly woman who has these symptoms, and pain, home when you havent cured the symptoms to begin with only lessened them !!! i am soo frustrated!! now the best part its what they " THINK" it might be is vasculitus, wh

Reminder
Copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. Deck: Ancient Enlightened Tarot Children's Tarot Crystal Tarot Dante Tarot Etruscan Tarot Fairy Tarot Fey Tarot Leonardo Da Vinci Tarot Nefertari's Tarot Tarot of the Gnomes Tarot of the Hidden Folk Tarot of the New Visions Tarot of the Renaissance Tarot of the Spirit World Tarots of Marseille Tarots of the Sphynx Universal Goddess Tarot Universal Tarot Visconti Tarots The Queen of Chalices card reversed suggests that you may have difficulty accepting love or intimacy without strings, or are tired of faking it or being exploited. Looking in the mirror and reassess the value and power you place in sex, beauty or compliance. You have much more to offer in a relationship. This habitual process of distancing yourself emotionally could be a defensive mechanism to keep from being abandoned or rejected by love again. There might not be any happiness or future in this solitary illusion or passionless situation. Take the opportunity to finally give voice

Learning Process
in our day to day life we have so many things happen...we just learn how to appreciate things in our own way and of course accept things the way that God given us...so in learning period as of now...i'm learning the process in which you building your own family...but unfortunate i'm searching for my right guy yet his not came...so to end up this blog...i'm inviting evryone to have you or to get to know you...maybe your the right guy for me..!!! so be the one...have a nice day to all.....mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and sh

The Really L-o-n-g History Of Hell Michigan
He probably wasn't a whole lot bigger than most men of his time and place, in height or in girth, rolling into the third decade of the nineteenth century in Sullivan County New York. George Reeves, if not imposing, was certainly a man who required a bit more elbow room than most. Maybe his expectations from life, and from himself, were just a little larger than those of the folks who surrounded him. For even then, in the mid-1830s, he found the insistent swell of population to be an infringement of what he felt to be his sanctuary from civilization, there in the Catskill Mountains. So, after convincing his brothers James and John that the territory of Michigan might offer them some adventure and an opportunity to stake a claim in a land that had just been newly wrestled from the control of the Potawatomi, they gathered a few belongings and were swept into the tide of migration that followed the Erie Canal west in 1837. At that time, Professor William Kirkland, formerly of Utica, New

The Story Of Heartache!!!
My wife and I ( Terri) have been married for almost 4 years now. We have 2 kids together. Well about 2 months ago we were living in Houston, Texas and she said she wanted to move back to Waco because she was not happy in Houston. Thought being a good husband, I said O.k. So about 2 months ago we moved here and the second day we were here she told me in bed that she no longer wanted to be a wife or mother. She then left and abandoned the kids and I. Well, in 3 weeks time she got with a 20 yr old boy named Josh and got pregnant. Since then she has been with his brother, and cousin...which is a female. She has been with one of her friends babys daddy and his sister which Josh's brother held her down while she was passed out and directed my wife to go down on her while he fingered her ( I believe that is rape). She has also been with another friends sisters babys daddy, and some guy named Milky. She also one day in a fit of rage came at me with a knife saying she was going to kill me and s

Pumped Up (radio & Lounge) Coming Soon Please Read!!!!
SO MOBB DECIDED TO MAKE A STATION AND A LOUNGE AT THAT ! WE WILL BE LIVE 24/7 PLAYING RAP,HIPHOP,OLD SKOOL, RnB, DANCEHALL,CLASSIC ROCK AND WILL BE HAVING LATIN NIGHTS ( REGGAETON ) ! THERE ARE 4 LIVE CAMS ! THE LOUNGE WILL BE INVITE ONLY THAT MEANS YOU CAN ONLY BE INVITED ! NO BULLIES EXCEPT FOR PROMOTE ! PLEASE RSVP BY LEAVING A COMMENT ! WE ARE HIRING DEDICATED STAFF RIGHT NOW SO IF YOU WANNA WORK HERE YOU WILL HAVE TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME OR THE OWNER ! WE ARE HOPING TO GET THIS OPENED BY AUGUST SO BE PATIENT ALL ! AND AGAIN MAKE SURE TO RSVP BY LEAVING COMMENT THANK YOU ! FROM THE OWNERS MoBB & STARLITE !

Discipline
The submissive has to surrender their being to the full control of the Mistress to be trained. Training needs discipline. They have to learn, when they step out of line, punishment will be their first reward. And that is the role discipline plays in various situations. Are you not feeling just a little guilty about your hidden desires? Have you not sneaked away, played truant, to visit your Mistress? That is stepping out of line, not being the person you really are, and you must be disciplined for your attempts to play another part. Discipline can be administered in various ways. How would it be done? The use of toys is essential and requires a working knowledge and uses for each one. Often a heavy hand is required for those brave enough to be spanked over the knee, often replaced by paddles and slippers, which sting and burn the skin with its touch. Light, sensuous whips, genital w

Art And Life
I was recently asked to convert a ghost hunting website into a sister site for a paranormal research team. It has been a very tiring and frustrating last few days. But what I really need is help from anyone who is interested in paranormal research. I need to begin adding articles involving EVP's, different views involving the paranormal and other paranormal activities. If anyone has a particular interest in the subject, please feel free to send me a message. Until then, who is from Tulsa and wants to go ghost hunting?! Oh yes. Baby Retouches. So scary. Johnathan got some filler tattoos put in around his original Skulls and Muscle Flames by Brandon Mull over at Mission Street Tattoo in Sapulpa.

Have Something To Say
Have something to say.I wanna scream it out loud...I wanna yell to the city and want to scream it cause I'm proud. I had a dream to day!I've had a thought.Ive had my revaluation and its not what i sought. I've dreamed this dream for days long past.But this thought in my head ... It just lasts... I wanna breathe again.Take that long awaited breathI WANT HOPE AGAIN.To lay my worries to rest. I want to thrive againthrive on love. i want hope again i want yours.Open your heart and ill open doors. Open hope to me and ill sail any sea.Open that heart and believe in me... I'll be perfect...as i always thrive to be.I'll stay yours and be what ever you want me to be. Let me be yours,I'll let you be mine.Let me have hope again,Help me learn to shine. give me hope...I'll take your pain.I'll love you without question and have the world to gain.

How To Dance In The Rain
How to Dance in the RainIt was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if

Erotica (c) By:kayla B.
FOLLOWING IS AN ORIGINAL STORY COPYRIGHT PROTECTED BY: KAYLA B./SHAKTI SHAMAN. Breakfast in Bed – the man’s perspective Hmmmmm, I can’t believe the power of sensory memory. I can still fell Kayla’s warm sensual lips running up and down my shaft. As I reach down to relieve the ache, her soft cheek meets my searching fingers, and I smile. I feel her answering smile in the palm of my hand, in the change of her mouth surrounding me. In a smooth motion she replaces her lips with the warmth of her hands as she kisses a path to my mouth – “Good morning”, she says. I then watch as she places a finger against her lips. Her tongue flicks out to moisten the tip, indicating promises to come. She then slips her finger into her parted lips and circles it with her tongue. Slowly she withdraws her moistened finger and places it on the breakfast tray she has placed on the console table beside the sofa bed. Her finger lazily stirring on the tray

War
This is my account of what occured on the day of 15 Jul 05 while serving in combat operations in Baghdad Iraq. I was on a special security team called a Personal Security Detatchment, or PSD for short. We were pulled from our Infantry line units, and thrown into HHC (HQ). Our main objective for our 12 man team was to provide critical close security for our upper echelon chain of command, reporters, government officials, VIPs (not of the FU type) and on site static security for meetings. Essentially, we would mostly take commanders to meetings, pull security and bring them back. I was fortunate enough to be in a real good unit 3rd Batallion 156th Infantry out of Lake Charles, LA (Louisiana Army Guard). They led from the front, as we did raids, Traffic Control Points (TCPs), route clearance, humanitarian aid. It was great. And since you are on a PSD, you don't get a small area of operations. Because you work for a command, they have several smaller line units under them, so the HQ

How Ever You Want To Take It
ok well this is my first blog on fubar. so lets go and see where i can take you? im a father of 2 great kids and i love them more than any thing in the hole world. i came from a small town i mean real small. but i got big dreams i think you can learn more coming from a small town. i know i did ha ha ha. i love to draw and to sk8 board and ski and snow board and i love vid and pc games. and for the most part music. music is 2nd just under my kids i love music so damn much that if i was cut off i would be lost for ever. i play guitar and drums. so thats about it for now. this is just a warm up so sit tight and injoy.

Please Vote For Me!
i am trying to win tickets for nickelback ( yeah i know they are lame but i never win anything!) please help by going to this link http://www.1065.com/cc-common/radiobase/contest.html?id=22264&_show and voting for #165 (i think) with the giant tonguering! thank you all

Life
We should have quit back when we learned this wasn't everything, that it all fades. but we never learned how not to care. somehow, it still fades. these are the days that should have killed me...getting to comfortable with pain. going nowhere in the name of hope, growing into broken bones. the fractures have all healed, and i forget that they were there. 'sometimes' becomes every time. just wait, it will be any time. and you'll forget where you come from, if you can say it to yourself for long enough. but you're not going anywhere. 'long enough' becomes your life...forgot how you got there. we aren't letting go. we aren't letting go. this is letting go. and i'll forget where i come from. said it to myself for long enough. i can't go anywhere from here. been living 'long enough' to know that it's been long enough. i'm letting go Severed heads dont roll quite as well as expected a perfect body bag prom queen waiting for her close up like a declawed pussy cat bleeding on

Can Someone Please Explain
Why Is t when you pour your heart out to someone,90% of the time you et the anwer"I dont know what to say or WOW?"I feel like i have put a damper on our friendship by telling this person how i felt.Was i wrong for doing it?

Im Funny And Clever When Bored
Have you ever dated someone more than twice your age? um no, I dont have daddy issues Have you ever "dined and dashed"? I prefer to eat and run Have you ever been cut off by a bartender because you were too drunk? no but i've been cut off by a dealer for being to cracked out Have you ever dated someone just because they had money? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA, um no Have you ever flirted with a cop to get out of a ticket? never gotten a ticket, so you tell me Have you ever gone on a first date with no underwear? My pimp said that's the way it's done. what? no? *shrugs* Do you treat attractive people better than others who aren't as attractive? no i treat all people equally bad Are you more comfortable with friends that are less attractive than you? no, that brings down my game Have you ever hated a job to the point that you tried to get fired? not consciously, but im pretty sure locking myself in my office and eating and talking on the phone all day was a cry for

Can You Guess?
Almost all Japanese are aware of their blood type. The idea began when some in the west were touting the idea that the asian peoples were more closely related to animals then humans, or lower on the evolutionary chain, since type B blood was the predominant blood type in asians and animals. As ludicrous and unscientific as this idea was, it was insulting to say the least. Modern science disproves this obviously faulted idea. In the 1930's Furukawa Takeji (1891-1940) set out to disprove this notion and a new idea was born. However, the idea of personality traits being influenced by blood type remains. Companies in Japan even had divided workers by blood type. Here are the general ideas of each blood type. The Rh factor plays no role in the blood type/personality idea: Type O You are the social butterflies. Often popular and self-confident, you are very creative and always seem to be the center of attention. You make a good impression on people and you're often quite attractive. Orga

Fill In The Blank
Your face my __________. I just want to let people know a few things....1) Water expands when it gets cold (ice) and should contract as it gets warmer (Evaporation) [Icecaps melting should not raise water level]2) Conservation of mass: "Matter is neither created or distorted, it is simply transferred from one from to another." [Again, ice caps melting will not cause water level to rise.]3)Archimedes' principle The weight of the displaced fluid is directly proportional to the volume of the displaced fluid (if the surrounding fluid is of uniform density). Thus, among completely submerged objects with equal masses, objects with greater volume have greater buoyancy.Global Warming may in fact be very real, however this load of crap about water levels rising is just that, crap... A helpful tip may be to TAKE BOATS OUT OF THE WATER... THAT WILL LOWER WATER LEVELS.... Have a great day!

Important Pic
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades.. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people findthe need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all ofa sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who

July 11thish 2009
I feel like that.. just wanna either punch a wall or shoot someone cause you are so angry. This shit with the beach is becoming more of a pain that enjoyment. All day I have been thinking about it. I really do want to go and been planning this for about a month now. I should've planned this better but I assumed a lot of people would be there for me and they kind of shitted on me. Another proof that nothing in life is guaranteed. You would think at least one person would come through. Thats why I talk to tons of people rather than focus on one. I tell you that you can't do anything right. You focus your whole life on one person and its not right. than you try to be social and broaden your network. Than you get either called a whore or selfish when in honest you can't trust anyone for being there for you cause they are their own person. I really wish I understood cause I stay inside all the time and its not gonna help me socialize. Than I go out too much than I seem like a p

Signs Of Blood Clots & Stroke
Blood Clots/Stroke - They Now Have a Fourth Indicator, the Tongue STROKE: Remember the 1st Three Letters.... S. T. R. STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes.

Poem
At one point you was there,we was close, it felt rear,no reasons left why, was it something you washolding back, but did not tell me or wanted to confide.In me is left a gap, from time spent apart what aselapsed, why was there nomessage or word, we only had to talk, could of healedwith spoken words.Now there is no chance, your gone, no way to right this wrong,you have found what you arelooking for, you have found your destination, were do I belong. Miss you so much, my heart you touched, the signs of love. Willl be glad of more time together, a bond that can not be broken or severed, being with you i treasure. Hard times to deal with something i can live with, your the only woman i want to be with. Hope you feel the same, iam captured in your frame, without you, i would not be the same. A rose is meant to last forever, a symbol of love,no pressure, just happy moments to treasure, foryou, or who ever.A rose is like a heart, itkick in, and makes it start,but sometimes romance couldca

The Economy Sucks
I worked a job that I loved...a lot of hours sometimes, but I loved it. I also lost that job 4 days ago. I was told that there was an overall "reduction in workforce," and unfortunately, there were 3 others in our 2 local branches that lost their jobs as well. Yeah, I spent the first 2 days on the couch going through kleenex like air, but I think this morning I have a fresh perspective on things. Maybe this is the time to finish my RN, maybe even go on for a Bachelors' or Masters' degree? I even thought about a degree in Emergency Management. Not sure...but I guess in looking at it now, it's more of an opportunity. I'm going to get my printer working and submit some stories for publishing...you never know. I guess I just wanted to make sure you all knew...when one door closes, another opens. Never look at it as an ending, but a new beginning. I've marked this as NSFW because, well, let's face it...this is Fubar after all, there will be some assmunch that will inevitably leave

Songs
Yeah, Yeah What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away its okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone but don't run out on your faith 'cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands when you figure out love is all that matters after all it sure makes everything else seem so small it's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole while you siting 'round thinking 'bout what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you cant get it back sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands oh when you figure out love is all

To Someone Who Crushed My World
never again. Current mood:heart broken never again will my heart ache,never again will i see your face,never again will there be love in your eyes,never again will i feel your embrace.never again will my heart beat,never again will heart heal,never again will my life be the same,never again will your love be real.never again will i love,never again you will be mine,never again will i kiss you,never again will i be fine.never again will we be the same,never again will we enjoy what he had,never again we will be together,and never again will i be sad. To someone who crushed my world I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the ring motherfuckerIt's my time, my time to shineGrasping for the straws as they fallMaybe you can make a splint for your broken egoFor your broken egoSo I say thank you for the scarsAnd the guilt and the painEv

True Stories, Funny Ones, Etc
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. Our Marines !! I sat, as did millions of other Americans, and watched as our government underwent a peaceful transition of power a few weeks past. At first, I felt a pride and patriotism as I watched Barack Ob

Radio
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Madi's Rants
Bound by silenceLost in the abyssInternal tortureThis pain I must endureTrapped behind your maskYou keep hidden your vile pastYour fake facadeYou didnt fool me for longI seen you in your worstIt was me that you hurtHow dare you sit there so proudWith you head in the cloudsYour fate is tied to meAnd your eternal blasphemyMy torture has come to an endAnd finally yours begins~~ A subtle, yet compelling shift of focus is affecting our society. That shift is felt not only on an individual level but globally as well. Hungering for fulfillment and meaning, people seek the harvest of spiritual food... NOW is the moment to claim our power, the power of LOVE within.. As we respond to our desires for meaningful lives, we are enabled to respond to one another. When we choose to balance and heal ourselves, we can experience the dissolution of inappropriate patterns. In action in our lives, we can feel the freedom that comes from releasing negative thoughts and emotions. Character weakness can be re

What Is Love?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny

Personal-ly-ity
Well i decided to get a new audio book so i could revise some of my political views and ideas or to make sure they were indeed the right thing to do to insure a republic. I decided to get the all time classic - plato's : the republic, i thought i'd find the argumetative dialogue intriguing and it could give me some ideas and help me figure out what countries mean morally and such.Instead, what i get is this dudes interpretation of the key arguments. The worst thing is he uses no facts, or working examples. In his wording all he does is quote historical periods. yeah, going to 200 bc 400 bc then jumping to 17th century and 18th century - quoting al these people with obscure examples; that's what he does. Needless to say after an hour and twenty minutes i realised it was not the republic. It was the most popular of the republic searches and was the highest rated, but not the republic. My laptop keybaord has been punched, spilled on, and abused for the last 3 years and is finally wearing

6 New Personality Disorders Caused By The Internet
** warning ** this is long. It is from one of my favorite sites and it made me laugh. I could find several people from here that fit most every disorder. No need to comment, I just thought that if any of you were bored it might make you laugh also. 6 New Personality Disorders Caused by the InternetThe Internet makes people crazy. We all know this. The guy on the message board who just called you a shitclown for owning a different video game console than him probably would have been perfectly polite had you met in real life.In fact, we're thinking it's time they updated the psychological diagnostic manuals with this list of new disorders that only seem to kick in once the person opens a web browser.#6.Online Intermittent Explosive Disorder (a.k.a. The Thin-Skinned Rage-o-holic)Like serial killers, these people seem pretty normal at first. For hours or even days, they'll carry on funny, charming conversations in a forum or comment section. But then something, anything, sets him off a

Just Saying!
Alright now try to imagine this: you're home just kicking back watching some TV when (crash) the window breaks a bright flash of light and a loud BOOM goes off in the room. Your door gets kicked in then rushing inside yelling n shouting out commands--FREEZE--GET DOWN--DON'T MOVE--PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE THEM--with guns drawn the police force everyone to the floor then cuff all of you up and check the house for someone they're looking for to arrest! Then finally one of them start to question you for information,scared you don't understand whats going on...well explaining that you've just moved in a few weeks ago they verify what you told them and who you are...it was a mistake! My friends sister moved into this guys house they were looking for! To make things worse her parents and in-laws were there for dinner!!! Whenever I rate NSFW pics its hard to not to sound like some fuckin perv,honestly we all have a lil bit of it in us honestly. Yes I like to be straight up(lol)

My Love K3wi
So i been on fubar for 6 yrs on and off, and i wasn't really looken for a girl..but shit happens..after a few i finaly found the one , that i can say that i can say .. i want to spend every sec wit . her name is k3wi on fu .. i love this girl so much .. i havn't feal this way in a very long time.. we have are times , just like every other relastionship has instore .. but we fix em and move on kinda.. she has done some shit that pissed me off, but i cant see my self wit out her in my life . i want to marry this girl .. i feal a spical bond beween us when we talk .. she make me happy , most of the time .. i really do love u k3w. When the time comes we will finaly meet and thats when the magic is goign to start .. i want to be thier for her , durign the times needed and not needed. i want to care about her, i want to cuddle wit her . at this point of my life ..iu cant see my self wit out K3wi thier for me .. my life feal unconplete wit out her thier . k3wi is my soul mate . and me and

Item4u
It is a nice day, the sun looks effulgence seems like everything will be ok. I go to school as usual and take the bus with a good mood. When I am thinking my Aion Power Leveling, the bus suddenly stopped, I am shocked and see outside to ensure what has happened. But when I look outside, I do not see anything, I think it must be someone nearly to be bump to the bus, so it goes quickly. several minutes later, I look here and there on the bus, when I move my eyes to the behind of a seat, I see something is there, but no one sit there, I guess someone has lost its things and did not recognize it. I walk there and pick it up, to my surprise, it is the Aion CD Key, and I just now have thought that, now I can catch it in my hand. I think it is the god wants to give me, so it let me see it. When the school is over, I go with some of my friends to the internet bar to play the game; they all need to buy Aion PowerLeveling except me. I feel chesty that time and go directly to find a comput

Dreams Here I Come....
30 Days: End of July 2009 -July 20th, 2009: Have completed my five training calls and become completely confident in my ability to recognize when someone (a prospect) is a good match to be added to the system and join my team. -July 31st, 2009: Have connected enough people to the system that I have sent you (Becky Ringler) 1,495.00 dollars to purchase my personal copy of beyond freedom. 60 Days: End of August 2009 -August 31st, 2009 Have my rent of 525.00 dollars per month paid ahead of time for the months of September, October, November, and December totaling 2,100.00 dollars. -Have the money to purchase my tickets to any team events, Super Saturdays, or Conferences from this point forward. After this day nothing will prevent me from attending any Liberty League International gathering. -Have in a savings account 8,400.00 dollars on the way to my ultimate goal of 25,000.00 dollars by the end of December 2009 for a month long trip to India with my favorite person at the time.

Desolate Resentment
The rain falls in the darkness of my mind in the depths nothing but darkness I find the pain shatters the window of light The tears I do need to fight yes I do there is no trying unless I choose to keep crying Mindless Self Indulgence stays in thought you "stupid mother fucker" I should have fought what demeants drove me to think you were good then you pulled some shit from the hood steal my soul and break anothers heart for tour own passion attempt to tear us apart I love him more than my infatuation I put myself in the situation but you know better than to touch right now I hate you so much I shattered his heart and trust making it up to him is a must Sad is the lonely heart that be am I to wonder does he really love me if so why not take a stand remember you sir took my hand I am the one you are to marry to say nothing to me is scary I come to you out of my way go home is all you say not glad we are to see my face maybe I should slow the pace ask me her

Random
DOES ANYONE FUCKING HAVE ANY ANYMORE??? I am seriously begining to wonder.Now high horses arnt my thing...... well not on purpose anyways. I know that my moral high ground differs from everyone elses to the extent of being hypocritical at times.Lessons learned from a hard lived past. I wasnt and still am not any sort of angel but for the love of god what is it with some people. Ok ok forget about how people choose to live their lives...... thats none of my concern. But cmon...... people do have the ability to know right and wrong as far as their own mouths are concerned and what to say and when to say it....... it doesnt take a genious to figure out that some things are a BAD idea to talk about. You dont tell an old jewish person that the holochost never happened, you dont tell tramatized Vet that they fought in a worthless war..... Morals are not the issue here...... everyboys are different. But dont tell me I have to tak you as you are or not at all then get mad when I dont return yo

Addy
I have drank for so many years to forget, I have only overlooked what I am supposed to be forgetting, And forgotten to disremember, You still nag behind this hyperactive mind, All the while my new friends have me serenely anesthetised, This carefree world rushes by me, As in suspended animation I survive, Outside my cobwebbed window on to this life, Seasons change and move inexplicably on, Gazing through these translucent eyes as it passes me by, I remain in the company of Mr Jim Beam and Sir Arthur Guinness, Ernest and Julio pop round for a swift one here and there, But in the familiarity of a lifelong friend, Mr J Daniels, I will always stay, Comfortably numb. In this worlds scheme, In the percentage of this world reduced to just numbers, The mathematical equation of life, It’s where we are measured, Out of ten, One hundred percent,

Song Lyrics
She grew up on a side of the roadWhere the church bells ring and strong love growsShe grew up goodShe grew up slowLike American honeySteady as a preacherFree as a weedCouldn't wait to get goin'But wasn't quite ready to leaveSo innocent, pure and sweetAmerican honeyThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGet caught in the raceOf this crazy lifeTryin' to be everything can make you lose your mindI just wanna go back in timeTo American honey, yeaThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGone for so long nowI gotta get back to her somehowTo American honeyOoh There's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothin's sweeter than

Harry Potter And The Mental War
The Hogwarts Halloween Ball went on that night, and Harry and Ginny attended as Harry had promised, but with Ginny still being weak from the battle, they didn't stay long, but the party lasted all night. Harry simply left with Ginny to the Burrow, along with the rest of the Weasleys. Mainly it was for two reasons, as he explained to them upon leaving the Great Hall. "Look, we're exhausted, and we need the rest. I also need some interference run for us so we can get that rest." Harry pleaded with Molly. Molly simply smiled and gave them both a hug. "Go rest. Right now, I think if you asked to become Minister of Magic you'd get it. If we tell people you're out of circulation to get some rest, they'll let you get some rest. Especially if *I* tell them, in the way only a mother can." "Thanks, Mum." they both said gratefully, then disapparated to the Burrow. They headed to Ginny's room, closed, locked, and silenced the door, and promptly fell asleep in each other's arms. The re

Brother
My brother went into the hospital , June 25th to get chemo shots. He developed infections and it got bad. He had luekemia and eventually the infections wore off . However, he is just resting in the hospital in Philly and they are just going to make him as comfortable as possible. Liver shut down, kidney shut down and hes getting no chemo . Now its just a waiting time til its his time for him to go with my mom. All this happened too soon and caught us off guard. I feel so sorry for him and sad as we cried the other day. He knows whats going on, just too soon for him to go at 52.

Quo Vadis
No matter how prosaic, practical, and ploddingly unimaginative we may be, we have dreams like everybody else. All of us do. In them even the most down-to-earth and pedestrian of us leave earth behind and go flying, not walking, through the air like pelicans. Even the most respectable go strolling along crowded pavements naked as truth. Even the confirmed disbelievers in an afterlife hold converse with the dead just as the most dyed-in-the-wool debunkers of the supernatural have adventures to make Madame Blavatsky’s hair stand on end. The tears of dreams can be real enough to wet the pillow and the passions of them fierce enough to make the flesh burn. There are times we dream our way to a truth or an insight so overwhelming that it startles us awake and haunts us for years to come. As easily as from room to room, we move from things that happened so long ago we had forgotten them to things lying ahead that may be waiting to happen or trying to happen still. On our way we are as

Why Cant I Stop Thinking Of You!!!!!!!!!
i still want to screm out i love you i still want to screm i want to hold you why cant you just leave me in peace insted of peaces you where my every thing and im still left longing for you why cant i move on with out the thought of you i still cant let my self cry for you like its a lost cause of a thought you might come back to me and screm you love me i need to hold you im nothing with out. yeah its a lost cause i know and thats why ill never show you i still love you. all i can show you is pain hate you where my love my anker my star now your my hate my pain my scar.

Medical Update
Hopefully this blog will help eliminate some concerns and questions. I was diagnosed with PCOS (Poly-Cystic Ovarian Syndrome) around the tail end of May/ first of June of 2009. What is PCOS? It is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have: High levels of Androgens, missed or irregular periods, and small cysts in their ovaries. Cure: Unknown PCOS also has played with my blood sugar and has made me a great candidate for Type 2 diabetes later in life. I was placed on several medications for the symptoms of PCOS and the one that has effected me the most is the Glucophage for my sugar level. Doc started me off with 500mg daily for the first month. Side effects for this drug include, but not limited to, diarrhea, gas, headache, indigestion, nausea, stomach pain, temp metallic taste, vomiting, chestpain, dizziness, fast or difficult breathing,fever, ch

Tag You're It!!! Tagged By Crazy Cracker...
Tag your it Blog game, I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going. HAVE FUN! 1- Since I was a child I have gagged at the smell of hot dogs, they make me sick as a dog! 2-I'm left handed, but I do most activities with my right hand excluding writing. 3-I was chosen to play on the all star softball team when I was in High school, it was then that I realized just how much I sucked! Those girls rocked. 4-I can't for the life of me sleep at night no matter how hard I try, or how sleepy I may feel, if I do fall asleep, I'll wake up within the next hour or before. 5- I hate the Tag your it game. 6- I wear a size 5 1/2 shoe and it's rare to walk in and find a pair of shoes that fit. 7-I'm addicted to powdered donuts, I'm going to counseling for it ;-)~ 8-I absolutely

The Cottage Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA THE COTTAGE PLANTATION Ruins south of Baton Rouge, along the Great River Road The Cottage Plantation as it looked prior to the disastrous fire in 1960. Although it was destroyed nearly 40 years, the Cottage Plantation still lingers in the memories of many who live in the area of Baton Rouge Louisiana. The place is remembered for what it used to be, what it became.... and for the ghosts who are said to still walk here. The Cottage was built in 1824 by Colonel Abner Duncan as a wedding gift for his daughter and her husband, Frederick Daniel Conrad. The house had 22 rooms and was considered one of the finest in the Baton Rouge area. Visitors to the house included such notables as Jefferson Davis, Henry Clay, Zachary Taylor, and the Marquis de Lafayette. The Conrad family itself had esteemed beginnings, tracing its ancestry to George and Martha Washington. In the years before the Civil War, life was very good at the Cottage.

Jenn Facts...
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I hate stupid people. 2- People think I'm mean but, I only think they have thin skin. 3- I have OCD and OCD and OCD and OCD (yeah you get the picture) 4- I get bored easily. 5- I like naps. 6- I like playing Acrochallenge. 7- I like doing random things to random people, just for fun. 8- I enjoy pretending I'm pissing on Cracka's fooking leg because he's always making me do stupid shit, like this blog. *LOL* 9- I eat a lot and never gain weight. 10- I have a twisted and warped sense of humor. I've even grossed out a few people. Ok.. I'm tagging... Krazee elguapo shababs and YOU and YOU! If you don't know

More Facts About Me Because Cracker's Not Satisfied With The First One!
Instructions... Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to "Tag", listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You're It!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you! Ok, here goes... 1- I once made an entire Thanksgiving dinner on a grill because my oven tore up on my stove. This is NOT easy when you have a little one running around and your spouse is at work but damnit, I did it! 2- I've had neck surgery for herniated disks. Pain that I NEVER want to experience again. 3- I'm a neat freak. Disorder drives me nuts! 4- My mom died when I was 5. 5- I'm full of shit. It's what caused my brown eyes and hair. (Or so my husband says but I don't tell him he's an idiot because I'm nice like that) 6- I work well under pressure. Hey! I never said I wouldn't cuss you out or anyone else! 7- Coke is my favorite drink. 8- I'm

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It All Makes Sense
T'was the night before Christmas, and he lived in a crowded, 40 man tent, with warriors so loud. I had come into the tent with presents to give, and to see just who in this rack did live. I looked all about, and a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings were hung, just boots close at hand, on the locker hung pictures of far distant lands. He...had medals and ...badges, awards of all kind, and a sobering thought came into my mind. For this place was different, it was so dark and dreary, I had found the home of a Soldier, this I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent and alone, curled up in his rack, dreaming of home. The face was so gentle, the barracks in such good order, but not how I pictured a United States Soldier. Was this the hero whom I saw on TV? Defending his country so we all could be free? I realized the families that I've seen this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round the world, t

Return To Me
I feel everyday is a journey, a day that is so hard to finish, like i can never compete. Is it supposed to be like this? Where was the happiness of my youth? My heart is yurning for the truth. For my passion superceeds my inner strength, the ability to accomplish, to strive ahead. I will be a different person in the months to come, I will be strong, I will know what it takes to take on the world... I just pray i will not have to do it alone.. My companion, my love I need you... a soft gentle touch that flooded memories of times past has my heart on a string. for the weight is heavy but soon it will break and when it does, i hope you are there to catch me. You may have skin so tough, calyst from years of bitterness and grief, the world pulling you down, one day at a time. But darling, my will is stronger, but your skin opens for me to an exposed heart.. a beating organ that longs to be cradled, to be loved, sweetly touched, cared for... Not babied but taken care of.. I can only show

Ramblings In My Mind
Pain reminds us that we still feel.Pain tells us we can still love.It shapes us, rips us and drivesus insane.It doesn't have to scar us forever,but justbe a reminder of something we once hand and then lost.Hold your head high and walk with grace and never show the pain on your face. You walk away with no word,you walk back in like you never left.what are you doing?What do you want?You hide,you play games.you can't look me in the eye and tell me what you want to say the most.I know the truth and so do you.What are you waiting for?My time here is short.I need to live my life for now.I can't and wont wait much longer.I won't come back a second time.Just look at me and tell me what you want so badly to say to me.It hurts just a little and then it is gone.Then there is happiness and joy and yes,sometimes some more pain but,we do it together as one and not apart and hurting all the time. You make my heart hurt and you make it swell with joy.You saved me and then destroyed me.I don't know whe

Stranger
So silent and so subtle, the flame casts a shadow on? Most, watching the game of the evening and I seek the flame to cast a shadow? Sleep well? Norio Yes, Rep. Andrews that letter to the Feds removed the guilt off of you and Mr. Yurick completely. Debbie, I never said or made any comments that Mr. Yurick lied or is a liar. Intresting to note the IRS "your name just popped up" and suddenly they're shy of how much to me? It was the NJ Mental Health Advocate office employee that named you Senator Andrews. As I looked at that time of these property price inflation and no one buying that talk of this Bail Out was headed past two trillion. Third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, and eigth. Norio Follow my lead. You aint got it? I'm dead and you murdered me. Congratulation my poor ol' friend. The devil did you one better. Join me. Norio

I Can't..originally Written On 8/21/08
When I look into this mirror I don't see the same person I used to be. If you could see the reflection that I see, yes it is the image of me but far away from just plain ole me. I can see thru my eyes who I used to be it tells me to get back to me. I look at my reflection tryin to bring back the recollection of what I once knew as this great connection. I look into this mirror and trying to get back to my old self because somehow it mistakenly got put back on the shelf. I look at my reflection racking my brain trying to figure out how to take away the pain. I look in the mirror knowing that, this ain't me! You know who you are and what God came for you to be. I look at my reflection and I by no means do I want you to keep guessing, because I can't keep you stressin. I look into this mirror I see you there but off in the distance, but when I beckon you, you're not resistant. I look at my reflection thinking why have you been feeling neglected, you don't have to fear for who

Texas
Just some thing to know a bout me. I try to go in to the military as soon as I got out of high school. I wasn’t excepted because I can’t read so well or right but I have gotten better not by much it’s still a work in progress. Lol another reason I was trend down was I have two screws in my right foot but my father was in the navy he was radio man on a destroyer one of my grandpas was in the air force in world war II and my dads four brother was in an Amy and the marines one of my uncles john was a sergeant and in the green brays and I am have had a relatives in ever war all the way back to the civil war. I am prude of my family and my history I support our troops My father is in the legend of homer for the shrines if it wisent for our troops then this country would never know real freedom. If I was ever drafted then I would go and I would know what to fight for all the thing that our honored troops fight for us and this country ! in the summer of 1997 I w

Answers
WARNING THIS MAY BE OFFENSIVE IF IT OFFENDS YOU GET THE FUCK TO STEPPIN OFF MY PAGE.. LMFAO.. men say women need affection.. If I want affection i can get a hug from my son or friends.. Men say women need companionship I got a cat thankyou lol.. Men say women need sex like they do.. I say fuck that i can get a wet ass just as well with toys.. Men say we need them to carry heavy stuff.. yeah we do so i can get my sons to do it thankyou lmfao.. Men say what size are your titties. well I say what size is your dick is it more than 8 inches? lmfao.. The moral of this storie is wtf is a man good for again? lmfao rotff.. 1. ass-hat One whose head is so far up their rear end it could pass for a hat; used to describe a person who is stubborn, cruel, or otherwise unpleasant to be around. ass-hat 2 A general term for someone who carries out actions with such stupidity that they might as we

Fu-engagment Train
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Random
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?

Time
There are times i could scream. No one sees the pain. There are times i could cry. No one sees the tears. All they see is me. There are times i just want some one to hold me. No one is around. There are times i just sit alone. No one can see how much i hurt inside. What they do see, is me. In time we grow, not just in age, but as a person. We take the bad in with the good. We learn, not just to walk and talk, but through out life. We never stop growing and learning. We look around, and see the young grow older and wiser. The old pass on to better places. In time our fate shall be the same, but until then. We live our life in this time, growing, learning, just living life.

Family
To all my friends, i just learned that my brother in-law has been taken to the hospital. He had a bad seizure this afternoon, and was experiencing bad chest pains. So please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. He's not doing well at all. Thanks so much, hippy

Thinking
I dk anymore why is life so hard. I wish it was like when I was a kid. Easy. I just keep thinking about alot of stuff and dont know if I am makeing the right chooses. I am sarting to hate it here and wish I could just up and move or turn back tome :(

Tag You're It! Tagged By Kimberly-- Plain -n- Simple
Tag your it Blog game, I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going. HAVE FUN! 1-I hate the tag you're it game. Ha! 2-I have lived within the same 20 mile area all my life. Yes...it's been a long time...yes I need to get out more....I heard once that the earth was flat...is it true? 3-I have no fear of bees....I was stung once in my life. I tried to catch it with my hand....hey - I was 3 years old... 4-I don't have a sweet tooth....it magically disappeared when they stopped making the Bar-none candy bar....coincidence? 5-My musical tastes run the full spectrum of the music world. I like anything except possibly rap. My 4000+ CD collection proves it! 6- I am planning to attempt snowboarding this coming winter. I must check my medical coverage firs

Mfkn Cell Phones And The Ignorance Of Man.
OK, WTF is the deal with people talking on cell phones while in public restrooms? I don't mean standing around in them admiring themselves in the mirror, I'm talking about in the stall, on the can, full on colon blow in effect. I mean come on, you couldn't NOT answer the phone and let it go to voicemail? You can't wait the 5 minutes you'll be in there to make that "important" call? Maybe it was important you say? I travel alot, trust me, it wasn't important. I've heard everything from conversations about the weather to what kind of meal they planned to eat when they got done doing their business. One time I even heard what must have been a businessman planning a meeting with a customer - in between copius amounts of plop plop . Here's a hint people: Many cell phones pick up background noise very well. Personally I hate what the cell phone have brought to the table. It is a lack of manners wrapped up in a package of convenience and responsibility. Just because they have wormed their

The Old Marine
A> > old retired Marine walked into a supermarket with his> zipper> > down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, 'Your> > barracks door is open.'Not a phrase that men normally> > use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he> was> > about done shopping, a man came up and said, 'Your> fly> > is open.' He zipped up and finished his> > shopping. > > > > > > > > At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line> where the> > lady was that told him about his 'barracks> > door.' He was planning to have a little fun with> > her, so when he reached the counter he said, 'When> you> > saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine> standing in> > there at attention? > > > > The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for> a> > moment and said, 'No, no I didn't. All I saw was a> > disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel> > bags.

Hillarycare Revisited- The Nationalization Of America's Health-care System
We do need health care reform in America, but there is a right way -- and a wrong way -- to go about it. President Obama and Congressional Democrats want a government-run health care system that puts a Washington bureaucrat between American families and their doctors. And they are hurrying to pass and sign a bill as quickly as they can. Obama has ordered the Pelosi/Reid-run Congress to get him a bill to sign before August 8th, when Congress begins its summer recess. That's less than 25 days from now. Why the rush? The Democrats have learned from their missteps last time they tried to force Americans into a socialized health care system -- the abysmal failure of the Clinton Administration's "HillaryCare." So now, they are rushing "Obamacare" through Congress, hoping it avoids the same fate. President Obama and Congressional Democrats think government is the solution to every problem. They're wrong. The government already runs car companies, banks and mortgage companies. Republica

Loverboy's Piece Of Heaven
fat women are like a fine wine and pizza thay can be hot and sexy and then thay can be soo hottt that i cant get them out of my mind at all im a fat women lover there is nothing beter than giving love and receving love from a fat women . hi all fubar fans this is loverboy. well i had my first encounter with love at the age of 19 and it was ok and nerve racking. she was so hottt that when i saw her i went ape shit and then we went out together for a year and then we went our separate ways. i was sad so i did not go out on a date for 5 years and then i found rose. she is so fucking hot that when i saw her i went fore the gusto and now we are together and i cant get enough of her.

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Againest Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im

My Notes
Everyone should read this !I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.Just read this, it will make a difference.If only everyone could see this and understand it.When she stares at your mouth,Kiss her.When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb-ass it's because she thinks shesstronger than you,Grab her and dont let go.When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,Kiss her and tell her you love her.When she's quiet,Ask her whats wrong.When she ignores you,Give her your attention.When she pulls away,Pull her back.When you see her at her worst,Tell her she's beautiful.When you see her start crying,Just hold her and don't say a word.When you see her walking,Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.When she's scared,Protect her.When she steals your favorite hoodie,Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.When she teases you,Tease her back and make her laugh.When she doesn't answer for a long time,reass

Lame Azz Men
The Lies Men Tell... 1. I Love You 2. I dont have a Girlfriend 3. I have a car, but its in the shop. 4. She kissed me 5. My Grandma died...I have to cancel 6. Da condom didnt break 7. I was at a friends house 8. I wont tell anyone 9. I dont have kids 10. I was working late 11. Your the only one im having sex with 12. I dont live with my parents. 13. Thats my cousin 14. It will only hurt for a minute 15. I will pull out...I promise 16. Its not my kid..It looks nothin like me 17. Baby...I'm Sterile 18. Ill only stick the head in. 19. I have a Job. 20. I was Drunk. 21. I was really High. 22. I thought we broke up. 23. I think I should see other people. 24. Its not you...Its me. 25. I have my own business. 26. My dad owns this club/bar. 27. I came from a wealthly family. 28. Were just "friends" 29. I had a great time tonight...Ill call you! 30. Wanna come over for some coffee? Coffee = Sex 31. Its just a rash. 32. I wont cum in your mouth. 33. I fell aslee

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Brunette Or Blonde
I AM A NATURAL BRUNETTE BUT AS YOU CAN SEE IN MY PICTURES SOMETIMES I GO BLONDE! IM ON THE FENCE OF IF IT LOOKS GOOD OR NOT! LET ME KNOW WHICH LOOKS BETTER AND PLEASE BE KIND, NO NEED TO BE RUDE! XOXOXOXOXO AMY

Life ......i Think
so we all go down this dark allyway called life filled with dumpsters hobos and hookers wondering what kind of light will be waiting for us at the end but all we do is crunch the broken glass that is shattered like our hopes and dreams or we see if we can haggle the toothless hooker to our left into sucking 10 minuets of synthetic pleasure from our viagra induced ressurections of youth gone and past but still we trudge on barely able to make out the rats at our feet pretending that they like our fears in life arent really there wanderding from dumpster to dumpster looking for a answer to it all like a bum looks for somebodys leftover takeout that might still be warm when will we ever learn that every corner we turn hoping for a exit just takes us to the next ally over

Wow Tears Brought To Me When I Read This From My Beautiful Bride To Be
Jhon, There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpiller will transform itself into a beautiful butterfly. Somehow, I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary. Jhon, from the moment we met, I knew that our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpiller will one day become a beautiful butterfly. I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are

Unusual
I went to the beach at dusk and got naked behind this bush, then ventured out to a newly installed pole near the volleyball courts. The cool air felt good on my naked body. My penis was already erect in anticipation. When I reached the pole, I glanced around to see if any new people had arrived on the beach. I reached up grabbed on and pulled myself upwards with thighs clamping together. My penis jumped as it made contact with the chilled pole, but the sensation was all pleasurable. I began working on slowly climbing and clinging to the pole with my thighs clamping together in a precise rythmic motion. A few minutes pass before I start to feel something in my abdomen, that fluttering sensation. Now I am chasing that elusive explosive orgasm I know will come if I concentrate and work through the fatigue I now feel in my arms and hands. I start to gasp and breath hard as I intensify my efforts, and speed up my thighs and sutble humping action on the pole. A quick scan of the be

Fallen Soldier Honored For Heroic Effort
Fallen soldier honored for heroic effort Video Avalible From Fayettville Observer http://www.fayobserver.com/Articles/2009/07/16/917546 A year ago, Sgt. James M. Treber gave up his air pocket to save the life of a fellow soldier as they were trapped inside an overturned, flooded vehicle in Afghanistan. On Wednesday, his widow, Tamila Treber of Hope Mills, received the Soldier's Medal presented posthumously to her husband, who died in the incident. The medal is awarded for heroism outside combat. "We, too, wonder what will happen in the period of maximum peril," Brig. Gen. Michael Repass said. "Each one of us that have been in combat wonder how am I going to act? What am I going to do?" During a combat patrol, the road beneath the RG-31 Mine Protected Vehicle gave way, causing it to roll down an embankment and into a creek. The vehicle, heavily armored to protect soldiers against homemade bombs, became a death trap when overturned and filled with water. "In the case of Sgt. Trebe

Mickey's Challenged!
Today is a beautiful day and nothing on the schedule. I have some friends down from Vermont till sunday staying on the lake two towns over in Holland. So I may have to take the bike over and see them. Tomorrow I am working the door at the Marine Corp League for the Summer Bash in Worecester. Usually we have like 5 bands throughout the day and plenty of food and drinks. Nice thing about the place it is also on the water.Then sunday is supposed to be the pick of the weekend and I have a meeting with American Legion Riders. So I should be pretty busy and having fun this weekend.

A Soldiers Thoughts On Micheal Jackson's Death
A Soldier's View of Michael Jackson's Death This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in Iraq .Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting............. ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... .........Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" fo

Indecisive
so yeah... I am having like the worst fucking time trying to come up with this cool ass screen name... I mean what the hell... I want it to be as cool as perfectly_inked... give you props sis.. it fits you well.... anyone got some ideas?

Overwhelmed
Someone made a claim to social security that they contributed 188$ towards my living costs in June 2004 meaning that they overpaid me and I now have to pay that back to them plus interest. How can you walk away so quicklyHow can you move on so fastI would do anything for you What will it take for you to figure that outMy heart cant take this nomoreYou are my world you are everything to meYou used to say I was the same to youPeople say move on But love dont go awayplease pull me from this bed of roses the thorns are too much.. Love is an illusionA lie wrapped in dreamsA heart shattered like glassNothing is leftWhy wont it lastDesperation filling our mindsCrying out uknowing what we will findNolonger caringSitting staringDreams become nightmaresSleep becomes lostWhy do we bother

Things I Wrote
Have I ever told youthat if I sit really still and silent,sometimes. I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I listen you speak to methrough lines and cords,and bytes and ram,I imagineyour voice,whispering into my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each dayin anticipation,wantingonly an hour or two,just a second in space and time,to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,ached for you so badly,that the emotions overwhelmed me..and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told youthat sometimes,I will reach out,touching your nameon this cold screen before me,wishingI could reach inand pull you to me?Have I ever told youthat after the first time I heardthe sound of your voice,thousands of miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told youthat I would give everything up,just for one nightto b

In An Auction And Rating Contest
Want to let everyone know I have entered my first auction here on fubar . You can bid if you want but i need lots on rates. So stop by and rate me. The rating contest will last till around August 16th. Click on this link to take you to my listing. Thanks to all who rate me. [ fubar.com photo: 2799151211 ]

My Thoughts
Two woodpeckers, A Mexican woodpecker and a Canadian woodpecker were in Mexico arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Mexican woodpecker claimed Mexico had a tree that no woodpecker could peck. The Canadian woodpecker accepted his challenge and promptly pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. The Mexican woodpecker was amazed. The Canadian woodpecker then challenged the Mexican woodpecker to peck a tree in Canada that was absolutely 'impeckable' (a term frequently used by woodpeckers ). The Mexican woodpecker expressed confidence that he could do it and accepted the challenge. The two flew to Canada where the Mexican woodpecker successfully pecked the so-called 'impeckable' tree almost without breaking a sweat. Both woodpeckers were now terribly confused. How is it that the Canadian woodpecker was able to peck the Mexican tree, and the Mexican woodpecker was able to peck the Canadian tree, yet neither was able to peck the tree in their own country? After

For The Heart's Sake
How? did the heart turn from physical to emotional? The huge muscle at the center of it all of everything. Maybe what had happened was the first heartbreak was akin to cardiac arrest. Its like the foods one ingests can cause good health or blockage. For the heart's sake eat healthy love those who love you.. 'Cause toxins poison Love strengthens.

A Woman's Worth
What happened to the entertainment medium? Every time I turn on the boob tube, I see boobs! What is it about a video ho that's so appealing? Is it her fake DD's? Tell me, is it her curtain of weave? ('cause its all the best that money can buy) Is it her light olive complexion (Where my dark sistahs at for once? These hos are failing the paper bag test!) Is it the way she is one of hundreds, disposable like a dirty diaper?! Is it because her ass hangs out for the whole wide world to see? Is it how she just stands there while water/alcohol is thrown on her? (The women I know, me included, would be visibly upset btw.) A woman's worth has been reduced to a body part, take your pick. She is not valued for what she can bring to the table but for her willingness to lay on the table face down, ass up Real Talk.

Hangin Out
I am so sick of the crappy weather here in GA. We have been getting storms and rain everyday for the past month. It makes your days gloomy and you wish it was nice so you could excape to FL and chill out on the beach. I will spend today drinking some beer and chillin out....it makes for a great day....when the weather sucks!

Lerpy And Friends
This is a story my feeble little mind has come up with its dedicated to lerpy and pookie and kana of course !!!!!!!! Lerpy the cow is a very nice cow who decides its time to get out of the pasture and take a trip to town !!! Lerpy the cow makes it into to town where he meets a nice rabbit named Pookie. Now Pookie is a very chipper rabbit that feels he needs to get out of the confines of the city. So together Lerpy and Pookie decide to go live in the great wide pasture of life!!! Lerpy and Pookie made it back to the pasture and discovered that evil midget chickens had claimed the pasture. in order for them to get the pasture back they had to take cow fu lessons from Bruce Moo!!! They go back to the pasture where the evil midget chickens were pecking around for food when Pookie went straight at a chicken and started choking it !!!! Pookie yells lerpy watch out do a spinning hoof kick!!!! So Lerpy and Pookie beat up the evil midget chickens and became known as the Chicken Chokin Cow Fu F

My 2nd Auction--plzzz Own
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=915274&albumid=1775512&i=2051933892&idx=13Own me while U still can!!!! !!!!!!!! And the "RED" sexxxy underpants are not around anymore. My BLUE ones are. (Pic included) . For additional buckz or cash. Thank you Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

What Moonlight Levers Are All About
What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here

I Love You
Girl Facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up

Vacation
I am gonna be on Vacation for the next 5 days. So I wont be on Fubar to get my friends drinks or rates while I am gone. But when I come back I will have lots and lots of new pics to show everyone! Lots Of Love ~*~MysticLadyWolf~*~

It's Real
Okay... after a really great couple days.. I was about to log off and I watched a movie trailer that I had minimized at the bottom of my screen...... Now, not many ppl know... but, my birth father, died in Iraq, when all this shit started... (he died in 2005)... He went.. and never came home... This movie..... starts out... everybodys dream.... Soldier, MIA, or... pronouced dead, and all families prey, that it was a mistake.... So, this trailer.. just ripped me apart... http://www.apple.com/trailers/lions_gate/brothers/ So... I don't feel so great atm... I am going to go laying down and cry.. cya... My emotionz pick up power and speed Then break and smash and explode at my heart. The great surgez of my feelings impede All that's consciously right. I start to cry. Every tear sendz wavez of unseen feelingz Through the hidden surface of our livez. They roll and fall until all love is gone, All life is lived, and each feeling explored. Things are never easy..

Accidents
A few weeks ago i got hit by a car and fractured several ribs. As a result I developed complications and spent some time in hospital recovering. While away I understood how random occurrences can change the way you see life. For a while I did not think I would get through it. Happily I did. Although Fubar has many faults, one thing makes it special and that is the real friends you make here. Thank you to those people and I'm happy I made it through. You know who you are and thank you x

On My Mind - Blurbs!
Well, some of you have already figured out, I have a Say Now number. This is the number shown next to my Name - and yes, it is a US number, based in PA. Just call and leave me a message, or wait until I am on there, live. Please understand, the message is not allowed to contain sexually explicit content (so don't tell me you want to f*** me. I know you want to!). How do I reply? I can then send you a reply (voice) or send you a general broadcast, picture or text. Your number, however, will not be shown. Not in my admin section not anywhere else. What does it cost? Nothing, nada, nix. It costs only your normal phone charges to PA. If you have free long distance, you do not pay anything else. What does it bring me or you? I listen to every message personally and if I like it, I also reply personally to you. I just like to stay in contact with you all, and if you like to stay in personal contact with me, you just call. Will things be public? YES! It will be made pub

Should I Rebirth This Storyline?
Made different is a series I've thought about, and that has held a few different names. It is based loosely on my own past, and the shared experiences of me and my friends as I've grown and learned.I also embellished and created some completely fictional storyline to work alongside the facts. So while it is based in fact, it is still a work of fantasy and fiction.This is the basic beginning (Prologue) that I have for this story right now, written when I was 20, before I learned much in how to write and properly portray emotions and flow in storylines:....... …Pain surged through his shoulder, ripping memories of failure from the deepest recesses of Ley’s mind, forcing them to seek refuge in anyplace they might find, yet serving no other purpose than to enrage him all-the-more. With an animalistic rage, his blood pumped through his shaking body, as heat radiated from him, burning hotter and stronger, until he was engulfed in a black aura, like the birth of a hidden nova

Pain
In a darkened room Beyond the reach of God's faith Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed And the innocense of a child is bought and sold In the name of the damned The rage of the angels left silent and cold Forgive me please for I know not what I do How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room All the precious times have been put to rest again And the smile of the dawn Brings tainted lust singing my requiem Can I face the day when I'm tortured in my trust And watch it crystalize While my salvation crumples to dust Why can't I steer the ship before it hits the storm I've fallen to the sea but still I swim for shore Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room WHY DOES LO

Juggalo Vs. Juggahoe
OK ... LET ME GET SOMETHiNG RiGHT!!!YA'LL KNOW i HAVE A PROBLEM WiTH JUGGAHOS!!!YES i REALLY DO!!CAUSE ALL THiS FAKE AZZ CLOWNS SUX BiG BALLS! AND LiKE YA'ALL NOTiCED ... WikdClownz69 & HornyJuggalo ARE iN MY FAMiLY! NOW READ WHAT TYPE OF CLOWNS i DONT LiKE. iTS ALL ABOUT THE WANNABES ... NOT THE ORiGiNAL ONES! SO STOP FUKKiN CALLiN ME BAD NAMES AND STUFF!! Pierce County park visitors assaulted by gang of thugsBy Jennifer SullivanSeattle Times staff reporterFor several nights last month, a group of thugs with black hooded sweat shirts pulled tight over their heads, including at least one in "angry" clown makeup, terrorized visitors to Pierce County's Fort Steilacoom Park, police say.The group cried "woo, woo, Juggalo" as they assaulted park visitors with a machete and fists. They stole cellphones, cash and wallets and even threatened to cut their victims' heads off, according to court documents.So far, two men and a woman have been charged with robbery and assault fo

Black And Blue
EUREKA! Finally a place to rant and rave like a silly maniacal bag lady on crack!!! I think it would be nice if people would start taking responsibility for their own actions! I mean come on, we are all adults here...or we should be...I think silly two cent words like "I can't" should be permantly abolished from our vocubulary...if you think about it...we have plenty of other two cent words to throw around....Maybe if that happens, doors would start opening....oh who knows? Not very much good comes from a shut down mind....other than bruised hearts....*sighs* just a thought....don't really expect anyone to read this...let alone care what i'm ranting about....but ohhh it clears the air....the clutter in my head has quieted down....so read....read and think!!! depression sinks its ugly fangs in and i go along for the ride...ugly monsters swim in my head no more, but they live in the air between us...

Food For My Soul
If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could tell Just like an old time movie bout a ghost from a wishin well In a castle dark or a fortress strong With chains upon my feet You know that ghost is me And I will never be set free As long as Im a ghost that you cant see If I could read your mind love What a tale your thoughts could tell Just like a paperback novel The kind that drugstores sell When you reach the part where the heartaches come The hero would be me But heroes often fail And you wont read that book again Because the endings just too hard to take Id walk away like a movie star Who gets burned in a three way script Enter number two A movie queen to play the scene Of bringing all the good things out in me But for now love, lets be real * I never thought I could act this way * And Ive got to say that I just dont get it I dont know where we went wrong But the feelins gone And I just cant get it back If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could te

Allergic
OK SO HERE IS A FUNNY THING TO ME.. WHY IN THE WORLD IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMETHING PEOPLE SAY THIS.. WELL MY MOM IS ALLERGIC TO THAT SO I MAY BE TO? I WANDER IF THIS SHIT WILL WORK FOR ME.. LIKE SAY FOR INSTANCE A GUY YOU DONT LIKE KEEPS BUGGIN YOU SAYING SEXUAL THINGS TO YOU LIKE SHOW ME YOUR TITS. CAN I SAY I AM ALLERGIC TO THAT? I USED TO DATE THIS STUPID GUY AND HE WAS ALLERGIC TO CELERY CUZ HE DIDNT LIKE IT.. KEPT SAYING I AM ALLERGIC TO SHIT SO HE CAN TRY TO MANIPULATE ME TO MAKE WHAT HE WANTED... WELL FUCK IS HE ALLERGIC TO WATER? HOW COME PEOPLE CANT JUST SAY WHAT THE FUCK THEY MEAN INSTEAD OF MAKING UP SHIT LIKE I AM ALLERGIC? NEXT TIME A GUY SAYS SUCK MY DICK I WANDER IF THIS ALLERGIC SHIT WILL WORK FOR REAL.. LIKE SAY MY MOM IS ALLERGIC TO SUCKING STRANGE DICK I MAY BE TO.. I AM ALLERGIC TO PEOPLE THAT BEAT AROUND THE BUSH AND CANT SAY THEY DONT LIKE SOMETHING..

Fu-life
There is no such thing as a monogamous, long lasting, loving marriages or even regular dating relationships, at least from what I've been witnessing. Just for a small example, almost every boyfriend that I have had has possessed wandering eyes and/or other wandering body parts.. I can't begin to count the times that I've heard versions of, "Well, if I can't get it when I want it.. I'll go elsewhere." No, this isn't a lamenting entry about personal dating misfortunes. What really got this topic milling around in my head was something that I was told yesterday by a family friend, "Alice". Her and her husband have been married for decades. Apparently he's found yet another young 'admirer', THIRTY-FIVE YEARS his junior! When Alice found out about the younger woman, he told her that she's upset over nothing because nothing physical has or will happen, they're just friends. However, anyone can acknowledge the fact that there are more than one type of cheating... and, this isn't the first ti

A New Life...
Here's a link for the youtube video ----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ti1W7Zu8j9k I love this song. Here's the lyrics for it. Please allow me to be your anti-depressant I too am prescribed as freely as any decongestant We kick back and let the pills do the talking People hear a distinct rattle when we're walking Then there's the extra two stone that's our only guarantee Our vivid dreams are just like big production movies They get entangled well within our daily routines So please re-think or use my trademark strategy And please allow me to be your anti-depressant I too am prescribed as freely as any decongestant It's hard to smile when you're as flattened as a pancake The only tears come from our heads when we concentrate Perhaps I'm being unjust or perhaps you agree Still I've thrown away my citalopram I needed more than what was in those 40 milligrams So cast away with the doctor's plans And please allow me to be your anti-depressant I too am prescribed as freely as any deconge

About Me**
angelmiranz@yahoo.com STUBBORN** yes indeed.. i am the craziest bitch you'll ever see. whats your game? whats your style? what do you want? simple questions right... but do you really have an answer? you may now... but tomorrow, the next day.. your answers will soon be changed... i am 23 i love the outdoors, the woods, rivers, lakes, ponds, forest, caves, canyons.. i dreamed about, that place packed together... it would be exciting to live there....... i love water sports, i love to read books sometimes, if i am feeling it..but i spent most of my time networking.. meeting new friends, searching for someone.. someone who can give a magic and meaning into my life.I'm trying to write something that will make you love me and i am at such loss.i woke up twenty minutes ago and am still wrapped in my blankets like a cocoon. im that silly butterfly waiting to break free watch for me flirting. chances are if you ever saw me you would think i'm a mes, i am a mess, but i

Kat's Blog
I am so sick of sorry ass men. All I want is to be treated with a little respect.. a little sincerity... a little kindness. I am not a booty call, I am not your personal plaything, I am not a cyber-whore. If I'm not good enough to take to dinner and or out on a date, then I'm not good enough to spend the night with you. Plain and simple, end of story. If you are looking for a booty call or a one night stand... keep looking, I'm not the one. I am sure there are some dumb bitches out there, probably running rampant on this site as a matter of fact, that would not mind being treated like a whore but I am not one of them. You talk a good game about wanting to spend time with me and wanting to get to know me when all you're hoping for is a shot at getting in my pants. Well let me let you in on a little secret... I was born in the morning but it wasn't this morning. I am not stupid and I know what you're up to... but what you don't get is that I'm a hell of a lot smarter than you and apparen

Carpe Noctem
Tanz der Vampire - Carpe Noctem (Seize the Night)Lyrics:Vampire 1:Come with me and bless the night !Let the darkness be your salvation.Curse the day ! Escape the light !Break of chains of imagination !Come with me and seize the night !Nows the time for some insperation !Leave the day and lose the light,No taboos, only new sesations !Vampire 2:In the shadows of the city ???? A hero's waiting for the call !And all the devils are waking up.And all the angels start to fall.Vampires 1 & 2:In the shadows of the cityWe're dying for a thrill !We're going out over the edge !We're moving in for the kill !Vampire Group 1:You've got to curse the day.Its nothing but a merciless light, So open up your armsAnd then you get down on your kneesYou suck in all the darknessAnd you ready now to seizeSeize the night !Seize the night !Vampire Group 2:Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !*Dies ira

Seeing Stars..
You know who you are, you stole my heart in a blink. What a wicked woman to leave this boy to crave that taste of you again. A smile from you fills my heart to point of explosion. Your eyes bleed through mine to see right through me and show me who I am. Your lips keep me frozen under your power. Not have I ever felt so at ease, like there has been a lingering spark from another time. Its funny how a Star came to make me feel whole again. Under our sky of broken paths we managed to find more than we imagined. I'll never stop trying cause your light shines greater than you see.

The Inside Story
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- http://www.ksdk.com/video/default.aspx?aid=108549 )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k

Older Woman Are So Reasonable
After> > being married for 44 years, I took a careful look at my wife> > one day and said, "44 years ago we had a cheap> > apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a> > 10-inch black & white tv but I got to sleep every night> > with a hot 25-year-old girl.> > > > Now I have a> > $1.5 million home, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma> > screen tv, but I'm sleeping with a 65-year-old woman. It> > seems to me that you're not holding up your side of> > things.'> > > > > > > > My wife is a> > very reasonable woman.. She told me to go out and find a hot> > 25-year-old girl and she would make certain that I> > would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a> > cheap car, sleeping on a sofabed and watching a 10-in black> > and white tv..> > > > Aren't> > older women great? They really know how to solve your> > mid-life> > crisis.

So Yea...
So yea I was thinkin and I came up with I want a relationship but I'm not lookin for one does that even make sence? I didnt think so. I also came up with I think I wanna be a body builder. Scary huh? I thought so. I also thought about bein a Marine. Perfect huh? YEA IT IS!! I thought about bein a porn star. Creepy huh? Yea it is! Anyway this blog was completely random and I just went on about stupid bullshit to see what other people will say about it. ........ so yea.

Poetry
Goodnight friend, May Death pass you by tonight so that you may live another day and May the Angels of Hell Protect you from the Sins of Heaven...Amen. {My nighttime prayer} ALL THIS MESS IN MY HEAD DARKNESS KEEPS ME AT REST IF YOU CAN EVEN UNDERSTAND FEEL MY HAND TOUCH MY HEAD FEVER PITCH IS IN THE RED DEMONS ARE INSANE TO KEEP ME ALIVE BECAUSE EVEN HELL CANT HELP WITH MY PAIN SIN IS TAINTING MY BLOOD CONSUMING MY LIFE TILL THE END WHERE EVERYONE DIES WHERE EVERYONE MEETS THEIR BITTER END WRITTEN BY: ROY VENEZIA JR (THE WRETCHED)

Countinuing Education
Spring Classes for Women at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETEDby Tuesday, July 14, 2009 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 Up in Winter, Down in Summer - How to Adjust a Thermostat Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 wks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hrs beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2Which Takes More Energy - Putting the Toilet Seat Down, or Complaining About It for 3 Hours?Round Table Discussion.Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3Is It Possible To Drive Past a Wal-Mart Without Stopping?Group Debate.Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between a Purse and a SuitcasePictures and Explanatory Graphics.Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5Curling Irons--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Bathroom Cabinet?Examples on Video.Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday and Thursday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM

Crumpled, Torn, Shattered, And Discarded
I once thought I had found love so I married the woman who made happy and after ten years she cheated. So I figure live and learn I am not the first person in the world this has happened to. I spent a few years enjoying being single then I met my second wife and I thought I was in heaven. That was until the day I returned home to find her packing her belongings up and leaving me for some 19 year old kid. I was shattered. I spent some more time alone then I found someone who I thought was truely the one. Only thing is she did not feel the same way about me. So I moved on and I found someone who I thought things were going to work out with but she only wanted to use me for money. So now I think I will become a monk less chances of ever suffering from heart break that way. To sum it up I no longer have a heart left its been crumpled, torn, shattered and discarded like yesterdays news paper. Speaking for myself LOVE STINKS.

Path Of Atonement Part 1
The Hunter: Path of Atonement The growling is heard from the alley way, as two boys run through it, looking behind them as they run, their faces filled with the fear of death. One of them holding their arm as drops of blood fall to the dirty street. Under normal nights, the figure watching them would enjoy the fear, even revel in it. The figure sighs and watches the figures …this isn't any night though, he has a mission and a person to draw out. "Damnable sire....wish she would use me for more than this simple task…could be feeding right now" the figure grumbles, following the two boys as they run, making sure to stay visible enough for them to know where he is...and to make sure his target knows as well. Picking up speed as he jumps from the top of one building to the next, keeping his hunger in check, knowing if all goes well he will feed plenty tonight after this little adventure. He jumps from another building to the next, grinning as he senses the presence of anot

Life
Today...i had the biggest wakeup call of my life..I honestly didnt realize how much i took life forgranted until this happened.We had went to my aunts..my sister was fine,happy,jolly....and within a split second she had blacked out and fell in the floor,non-responsive...we had to call the ambulance out....i watched them put my baby sister on the stretcher & put her in the back of the ambulance.All i could do was pray to god that nothing would happen to her.I prayed & prayed & prayed...all that could come to my head was how much i had taken her forgranted & thought she would always be there..We got to the e.r. and waited & waited & yes waited some more....then by the grace of god my sister was alright.I could've cried a thousand rivers i was so happy.I hugged her & didnt want to let her go.So..ive been sittin here thinking of how much i really have taken forgranted,how many ppl ive took forgranted.thinking they would always be around.I realize how selfish i have been towards other ppl.A

Beach
You call me and tell me to prepare for a weekend away. You pick me up and all you tell me about where were going is sit back and enjoy. We go out for a romantic dinner at a nice place. we sit in a dark corner near a fireplace and candle lit table. we enjoy a wonderful dinner and awsome conversation,after dinner we go for a moon lit walk along a beach. To my suprise you have been there before. You have a blanket and candles lit with a white sheer tent,and asti chiling,with a vase of pink roses. You kiss me so softly and slowly fall to our knees. You gently lay me down and kiss my lips and worrk your way to my neck. then you slowly un buttton my blouse with your mouth,and work on my bra then you caress my breasts softly and gently kiss them and ,you caress my nipples with your lips. As you are doing this I am moaning with utter pleasure. you slowly work you way down my body I shutter with pleasure the whole time . you softly caress my clit with your tongue until your face is moistened w

Questionable Intent
I'm getting tired of this. The needless drama that surrounds my own family. One uncle dying, people get stressed out about it, I'm unemployed, no real hopes of college, single, and living in my parents basement. I can honestly say that if i were to vanish, there wouldn't really be any significant difference in the lives of those who surround me. I have no point. The only person who seems to have a want for my presence I'm not sure I really care about anymore, and I've seen women, rare though they may be, who I truly desire, but I have no chance with. I'm a lost soul... and i don't even know if i want to be found anymore. My thoughts turn more often to my leaving. No word, no notice.. just absence. Leaving a small void in the lives of my friends and family that could just as well be filled with a new pet. I've nowhere to go... though if I had a chance to be somewhere else I'm sure I should take it. I've just moved around so much that all places seem the same to me. T

All About Me
Sometimes I get lost in the words that I hear from people, I believe their words when they say they care, I believe them when they throw words at me like love and friendship... So I ask myself "Am I Just kidding myself?? Do these people really mean this shit that I am hearing?? I want to believe these words I need to believe these words, so I guess I really could care less if they are true are not, the fact is I need them whether they are truth are fiction. We like to think we are self dependent and the only person we need is ourselves,but honestly who are we fucking kidding here?... We all need to feel loved and cared for by others it is only human nature to feel this way. So I get lost in the words I hear ....I am not sure if they are lies or truthful thoughts from the persons heart, but I do know I get lost, simply because I need to believe!!

A New Low....
Well, a new low for Fubar.... I became friends with ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε®®Y♱Pìε-MemberofCandyShop- Page can be found here... http://www.fubar.com/user/899559 Started talking the normal how are you's ect. further into the convo she found out I do not put money on fubar, thus could not buy her bling... She then removed me from Friends lol Here is the Convo... remember read bottom to top..... (UPDATE She has now Blocked me) >♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Wow.... ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: ok thanks bye ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: I am sorry, I do not put money on here, much rather spend it on my Nieces and Nephew or other more important things ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Why are you wasting my time? ♱§Шεε&

Don't Worry About Me
subject: Please Rate This date: 2009-07-22 18:23:39 Don't Worry About MeI'm not trying to get back with youBecause you are not the Man I thought you would be Don't Worry About MeI'm through playing those games with youAll you had to do was say your through Don't Worry About MeAll the things we had planned togetherYou could have said you had a change of plans likemaybe never Don't Worry About MeAll I wanted to do was show how much I loved youInstead you showed me your thoughts on how to move Don't Worry About MeI tried to call you to see if you was alrightBut you would not return my calls any night Don't Worry About MeWe could have had a wonderful lifeInstead you changed your plans on me becoming your wife Don't Worry About MeSo we are through and that's a factI hope you get your life intactInstead of trying to be Daddy Mac I thought I did something for him to leave me But he told me that could never be I just needed to find me and I realized

Feeling Under The Blue Lately
Sorry not been much of a friend lately.. just not been feeling up to being on here much lately. Just want to say thank you to the very few who actually show me love on here lately. I appreciate everything you do..and for who you are. I have thought of deleiting ..but I know I will regret it once I have. Anyways..just wanted to say thank you again..for being there. xoxo

Leaving It Behind.
I'm Leaving All This Behind Me.This Is The Last Time I Leave.I Have College Soon Anyway So I Wont Have Time For Any Of This.Theres No Fighting With Me On This,Theres No Telling Me " Well Your Leaving Over THAT",I Leave Over Whatever The Hell I Want To Leave For. Im Just Done.Take It For What You Want.

Free Flow.
DARKNESS SHADES OF BLUE PALE GRAYS START TO FADE BLOOD SHED RED HURTFUL TEARS DRIP DOWN FALSE ACTION PLAYED OUT MOVES MISTY MEMORIES GO BLACK FLIP THRU THE PLAY BOOK OF LIFE TIME SLIPS GABS START TO CLOSE HOLD ON TIGHT TO LET GO. Red mist all around seeping into the ground the smell of blood in the air Coldness all around brings stillnessWhispers you hear from your own fear telling you to run.Chills and goose bumps all over your body.What’s going to happen next eating away at you making you feel like you cant move.Your mind saying run your body wont move and all u smell is blood and all u see is red.All you know is what you don’t know how you got here where here is when will you leave this place that brings your worse nightmares to life…

Vamp.
She didn’t just want his body she wanted his soul… his very blood., His love. Tonight is the night she thought as she pulled on her form fitting dress and stepped into her new sexy high heel shoes. She knew with her style that she would make his mind and body go crazy and with her attitude that would make any man want her she would have him. She smelled the scents of plenty of humans before but no one had the scent that drove her mad with desire. Leigh knew when she smelled Laken that he was the one he smelled so sweet and eager to please and control. Leigh easily knew where she could find her Laken. She questioned him though and how she could get him alone. She thought of all the ways she could easily lure him to her. With everything considered weighed out with long hours of thought she said screw it I love the haunt more then anything. I don’t want him to bow to me or throw him self to me like all the other ones before. I want him to make me chase him and make

Another Thing I Wrote.
Just for one moment I want to breath you in to feel you to hold you. To question nothing to know nothing besides that you are mine. That you want me to be yours. So soft so my everything. I want to get lost with you feel your being. feeling each others thoughts in this time. One min to know im your dream come true. One hour to let go of all the fears I ever had. Take me with you to the place no one goes. I want to be fine so hold me embrace me without holding back. A day A week A month A year A life time Doesnt matter to me. As long as I feel your complete in making me feel the ways I have only dreamed . My pain brings you joy so I hand you the tools to do so. My body is my own you desire it so I give it to you so you can be pleased. My heart can break so I give you the pieces so you can put it back together and make it yours. My mind can wonder so I give you my focus and my thoughts so I never stray from you. My essence is free flowing so I give you the

Lounges
I'd like to say I enjoy going into lounges chatting with decent people, and making new friends..After all that's what fubar is about right? And you can never have enough like minded friends? Well I joined a lounge Thunder's Oldies Night Club it was okay slow very slow not many ppl chatter as it's a new lounge. So every mornin I would drop invites to get the lounge going in which I thought was decent..Only to find out that it's poorly run, the pushiness of the owner and his staff was unbareable..It's a group of people that love drama, pushing people around, making up stories, talking behind peoples backs, Oh yes and they ban you for doing nothing wrong, if you're idle they eject and ban you...It's mainly a lounge that if you dont go along to get along you are ejected and banned..If this is the type of lounge people enjoy I say give it a shot... A group of people that say they cant and wont put up with DRAMA...well by gawd QUIT CREATING THE DRAMA and you wont have any... Now I'd like

Life
The above button will take you to my wish list.Below u will find the button for my 4 year old son's wish list. I am not asking for a hand out just looking for a caring soul to help out if they can. Christmas is coming up also we have school starting soon so I will be putting clothes for my son for school on there soon. It is amazon so it is fairly cheap.Please help if you can. If you do not want to buy anything but want to make a donation I have a paypal account.I also have my own website to sell the hair falls I make. If interested in buying some please feel free by going to my site.www.wix.com/SweetZFallZ/SwEEtZ-FallZThank you for taking the time to read this.

Check Your Receipts Esp. Wal-mart
Subject: FW: Check your receipts esp. Wal-Mart! > > Be> > careful and read your receipts….> > OMG! YES! THIS> > IS> > TRUE! It happened to me at Wal-Mart> > (Supercenter Store #1279, 10411> > N Freeway 45, Houston , TX 77037 ) a month> > ago. I bought a bunch> > of stuff, over $150, & I glanced at my receipt> > as the cashier was> > handing me the bags. I saw a cash-back of> > $40. I told her I> > didn't request a cash back & to delete> > it. She said I'd> > have to take the $40 because she couldn't> > delete it. I told her> > to call a supervisor. Supervisor came &> > said I'd have to take> > it. I said NO! Taking the $40 would be> > a cash advance> > against my Discover & I wasn't paying> > interest on a cash> > advance!!!!! If they couldn't delete> > it then they would have> > to delete the whole order. So the supervisor> > had the cashier> > dele

Random Thought
i had this dream where i was in some kind of group of friends i was wandering around with a couple of guys*not like that* in my dream i mustve known them awhile i was kinda like the lil sister or something, we were running from some guy that wanted to kill us and as we ran down this dock looking thing i saw a ship leaving so we ran after the ship and jumped onto it just in time to be too far for the guy chasing us to follow...i thought we were safe til some crazy lady that mustve owned the boat showed up and told me she had a deal for me..she sat a girl down at the table on the deck where we were all sitting and handed me a gun..she told me if i shot the girl in the arm we could stay on the ship but if i didnt she was going to throw us off into the water i assume...so i shot her in the arm after hesitating for a few and i actually thought of a spot to do it where it wouldnt be as bad she looked dissapointed at me like she knew what i did but allowed us to stay on the ship...then we doc

My Bestest Friend
For My Bestest Friend Friendship is something to hold on to But for me that's not the case Cause I don't feel I need to keep Something that can't be erased I am sure of what I have Cause with you I have no doubt For what we've built, can't ever fail It's what I care about I find it hard to describe This thing that we share Especially when there's nothing else That ever could compare Others always know That together we will be For there can never be another "Tani and Kerrie" Those two words, known all over Might as well be one Cause without a Trish, there is no Lorie I'm sorry, it just can't be done For you're the "U", and I'm the "S" And forever that will be Cause together we make "US", and so you complete me and YOUR MY BESTEST FRIEND!!!

Grok
To grok (pronounced /ˈɡrɒk/) is to share the same reality or line of thinking with another physical or conceptual entity. Author Robert A. Heinlein coined the term in his best-selling 1961 book Stranger in a Strange Land. In Heinlein's view, grokking is the intermingling of intelligence that necessarily affects both the observer and the observed. From the novel: “ Grok means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science—and it means as little to us (because of our Earthly assumptions) as color means to a blind man. ” The Oxford English Dictionary defines grok as "to understand intuitively or by empathy; to establish rapport with" and "to empathize or communicate sympathetically (with); also, to experience enjoyment." Other forms of the word include "groks" (pres

This Is What I Feel...
I Thank You I thank you sir for what you did for me. For the purple heart you got while keeping us free. And Im sorry that our nations gratitude is so dry. And for the memories that you now carry and the tears you now cry. For your trudging threw mud, and fighting til dawn. While losing close friends but still carrying on. For taking the shells, sadly hearing the screams. For living threw hell, that now lives in your dreams. And Im sorry sir it had to turn out that way. And Im sorry more when ungrateful people say the shit they say. But I thank you truly the best I can. And I count it an honor to just shake your hand

1st Time Lover
I am nude in public often and caress my clit and go up to studs and unzip their pants and stroke and suck their prick and ask them if they want to fuck me. I love to suck pricks while guys fuck me. I carry a basket and give guys photos of my clit and tits. We met at a party on a hill overlooking a river and swimming hole. I wore a sarong slit to the waist, no bra and a transparent thong and sat so he could see my clit. I took him down to the river handed him my sarong and jumped in; floated on my back and stroked my clit. I came out and stripped nude (lots of cheering) and sat on a bench; unzipped his pants and stroked and sucked his prick while he finger fucked my clit. I stripped him nude and he sat on the bench and I gave him a lap dance fuck. I stayed nude; he dressed and we walked through the crowd as men caressed my clit and tits; sucked my tits and I stopped to suck two pricks. Wow.

Tingles
New Mexico Chili Cook off If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hopefor you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayedto paramedics at a chili cook-off in New Mexico. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the thirdjudge is even better. For those of you who have lived in New Mexico, you know how true thisis. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comesaround. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Santa FePlaza. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chile taster named Frank, who wasvisiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: 'Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chilicook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and Ihappened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking fordirections to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I wasassured by the other two judges (Native New Mexicans) that the chiliwouldn

Men! Will They Eva Learn?
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked myinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity dartin

Errogant People...
I fucking can't believe all tha stupid ass holes that come out of tha wood works..!!All i did wuz post a mumm to try and find friends... then all tha Fucking Jerks start in with ..my grammer and tha 'way I talk in words... well Fuck u!!!!!!! If u have issues of people you dont even know... keep it too your Fucking self!!...And of course this is too all tha jerks that commented.. negative...

Discouraged
OK SO I HAVE NEVER SEEN THE MOVIE "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" BUT I KNOW EXACTLY WHICH CHARACTER I AM! NOW I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW...AND I HAVE COME TO REALIZE IT'S ALL MY FAULT! I HAVE SUPPORTED EVERY MAN I HAVE EVER BEEN WITH...EMOTIONALLY...FINANCIALLY,,,AND EVEN PHYSICALLY.. I AHVE NEVER TAKEN THE TIME TO GO AFTER WHAT I WANT OR NEED. NOW I REALIZE ME BEING A BIG GIRL HAS A LOT TO DO WITH WHY I'M SINGLE...BUT I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW I MAY BE BIG BUT I AM BEAUTIFUL! YUP THAT'S ME...BBW! I ALWAYS SEEM TO FALL FOR THE EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE! AND THAT NEEDS TO COME TO A STOP! I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL LOOK FORWARD TO THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE HE IS GENUINLY EXCITED JUST TO SEE ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO STOPS ME MID SENTENCE JSUT TO SAY IM BEAUTIFUL,,,WHO ISN'T AFRAID TO JUST HOLD ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO THINKS I'M WORTH IT..WORTH THE LOVE HE HAS TO GIVE. AND AS MUCH AS I AM A ROMANTIC, I'M STARTING TO THINK THAT HE EITHER DOESN'T EXIST OR HAS BEEN SNATCHED UP BY SOMEONE LE

My First Dirty Story Part 1
I have been having this reoccuring dream for the past few months. Where I am sleeping in my bed and this stranger comes up to my bed and watches me. During my dream I can see what this stranger is doing. He begins to pull back the sheets and he stares at my naked body. I begin to roll to my side so all he sees is my back. For now the sheets just cover me from the waist down. The mysterious stranger begins to lean onto my bed and out streching his hand. I begin to feel his hand glide up my back and gently rub my lower back and side. But I still lay there still and motionless believing I was alone. The stranger begins to climb into my bed. At this time my stranger starts to rub my back and slides his hand around my waitst. I can feel his hands circling my breast. I begin to roll over onto my back. I was beginning to want more. As I start to stir in my sleep, I help my mysterious stranger with arousing me. I reached for his other hand and placed it upon my thigh. I could f

Conversion (part 2)
Vanessa:I wake to dim light and the rattle of chains.It takes a moment for me to realize that the chains are attached to my own wrists; apparently, I have been restrained to Michael's wall with my arms above my head. I’m still in the outfit I had on when I killed my husband -- short skirt, stockings, and heels.“You’re finally awake,” Michael says from a few feet away. “It’s been several hours.” He is wearing a pair of loose fitting tie-wasted pants and little else; his bare chest is hairless and incredibly muscular, as are his arms and shoulders. Now I’m awake.“Why am I chained to a wall?” I ask, more sarcastically than I’d hoped.“You’ll see soon enough,” he says. “When your first blood-lust hits you tonight, you’ll be… rather difficult to control. So I restrained you first.” He explains further to me that the first night after a change like mine is typically the worst night I&r

Horney 4 Only 1 Man
Im horney 4 only 1 man. He got me off 15 times last night and never even touched me. LOL. Damn he is good.I had the best time ever last night. WE talked all night and it was amasing. I have never gotten off that many times in a row with out being touched. A year is jus to damn long to go without. Guess who it is

Life Changing Experience
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide

Diary Of A Bunburyist
A Slight Detour Thru Pakistan Or Whoever Thought Pooping Could be SO Funny "Well, lets see. Fire Fighters fight fires, and Crime Fighters fight crime, so what do freedom fighters fight?" -George Carlin DWB, Doctors Without Borders, is a truly great organization. Doctors, from around the world, who donate a year or two of their lives to help combatants, regardless of politics, or on which side of the battlefield they fell. They make a difference and actually do good, in parts of the world were "good" is a rare commodity. I worked for them for two years. They promised me travel, and oh yeah, I traveled. I went from one horrid shit hole, to another. From Pakistan, to Bangladesh, and from East Africa to Zaire (yes I know, but that what it was called back then), I truly "saw the world". Yup, I got to travel to all of these bucolic splendors/ shit holes. But today, I'm gonna tell you about one night in Pakistan. I was there, in 1994, back when Bin Laden was stil

J Escobar
I love your face and your warm embraceWhen you hold me, its like youve always known meKiss on the forhead the meaning of admirationIts like a love creationWhen you kiss me I can feel how much youve missed meHow you look in my eyes its like you can see my soulI cant express my feelings for you bc there is no words to describe my complete blissI feine for your kiss and would die for your smileIm addicted to you

Otep....
For the first time...in a very very...VERY long time...I have something to look forward too... and it is probably one of the best things...I will ever have, as far as I'm concerned...;)... I...am going to see Otep...on 8/19/09...might not mean anything to anyone else...and forgive me if I don't give a shit bout that...;)...But... It means more to me...than anyone will ever know...and I just felt the need to say that dammit!!!...;) And...after that show...if I should die... I...will have then...died complete...yeah...I will...;)...

From A Real Man
I'm sitting here waitin to talk to you..........and it's raining here. Listening to it hit the sliding glass door and balcony.......what would this be like in your arms.......with you in mine. I'm thinking of things I've not allowed into my mind for sooooo long now.....and I DON'T KNOW HOW to conquer the distance.....to touch your face...to slide my fingers down your arms....to feel your breath against me......and I am nervous, so nervous......to try again.

Down The Rabbit Hole
Hey guys. It's me again. I am in dire need of a VIP. I have tons of photos to upload and no space on my profile for them. I have been uploading them to my stash. If any of you buy me a VIP, I am offering my 11s for 1 week, shitfaced when needed, & 2-3 SFW salutes. Please help? PM or Chat box me if interested. Hey guys. It's me. I am in dire need of a 1 month vip. Can someone please get me one? I'll give: 2 million fubucks [minus the fee to send them] all 11s until all photos are rated shitfaced as needed add you to my family 2 sfw salutes PLEASE?? I am 7 mil away from leveling and I have tons of photos to upload and can not until I get a VIP. I just need a 1 month vip. It's only 14 dollars. I can not afford one at the moment. Won't be able to til next month. So pleaseeeee... please.... be AWESOME and help me out.

Peeling Back The Layers
Peeling back the layers with all faults exposed. Memories of past regret lay raped from constant thought, scars are the souls decor lining the walls so sweetly with bitterness of before, some ripped open, others slowly healing....the deeper ones lay quite, not speaking the warnings of what is to come. A vision dies by the hands of fate.... Tears of anger stream down the face of the lover, burning the soft flesh. Silent sorrow poured into the pillows at night while the other slumbers so deeply beside, never knowing the pain that is released from his own oblivion. Teasing with the softest of touches he brings the pleasure to surface, a touch of heaven too soon torn away only to leave the lover alone once again. Careless words are spoken that shred the spirit and deadens the heart, the mind poisoned with hurt and anger slowly builds the scar covered walls, mind racing trying to catch the heart before it falls so deeply into the abyss of lies and false hopes. Begging for it to stop,

This Love
This love is empty, this life I live a lie. I am no longer my own, sadly just a part of everyone's daily life, a routine. I awaken each day to the sunlit loneliness, yearning to live again. Moments of happiness run through my mind, only to trip over reality and fall so painfully into the place that has been made for me. My soul hangs on to the last flicker of hope for passion unleashed! My heart slowly bleeds out from the wounds so unsparingly opened, ripped wide from selfish thoughts, self crippling by an upbringing that willingly kills another's exploration of pleasure and life. Dooming them to a worthless, self indulging life and power trips of control that is offered as a filler to their own emptiness and non existing ego, that has been inflated by a misconception of their own reality.

Gettin Naughty.... Old World Style
Her light brown hair shone in the moonlight. It seemed darker, more mysterious even, by the glint of the firelight. He could barely make out the creaminess of her skin in the dark, but her eyes were pools of blackness and he regretted that he couldn't tell if they were dark brown or lighter in color. It was summer. They were camping in an effort to escape the technological age. No televisions, no cable, no computers, no telephones, not even a newspaper. True refuge from the pressures of the mundane world. They were with a group that specialized in re-creating the middle ages. The age of honor and chivalry. Of troubadours and traveling minstrels. The white pavilions gleamed in the moonlight, not with the shine of the modern nylon tent, but with an opalescence that was unique to true canvas. The fire was dwindling, but the haze lingered, not just from their fire, but from the hundreds of campsites surrounding them. Crickets chirped merrily in the night air, and the sound of drums beating

Life In General...
So this is the last week of summer courses for school, I am going for Office Technology Assistant, or an educated secretary. Eventually I am going to get my M.B.A. but that will take awhile. So I have never really done this blogging thing before but I thought maybe I would start. School is great I never used to like school but I think that now that I chose this path it is much more appealing to me. So anyways I just took my final exam for Analytical Writing I am hoping I do well I have a B in that class now so a perfect score on that will bump me to an "A" here is hoping wish me luck!

Failure And Experience Is What Makes You A Better Person.
No Day is over if it leaves a memory! I'm the one you call Jigsaw yes i'm a puzzle can you figure me out? Failure and eperience is what makes you a better person

Rememberance
Thursday, April 10, 2008 REMEMBERANCE Category: Writing and Poetry Rememberance.......... She remembers it all,All the people who had saidThey cared, but did they really?She remembers it all,The sound of laughter andHow happy she’d been, but was she really?She remembers it all,His arms around her andHe said "I love you, but did he really?She remembers it all,The pain she’d felt when he left,How her heart ached, but was it really?She remembers it all,The feeling of being so alone,The feeling no one cared, but did they really?But now they’ll remember her,Staring at the knife in her handHow easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?

I Am....
- I am an ordinary girl who like to write poetry.- I wonder how the world will be when I have children. I hear gun’s and bomb’s exploding and people yelling at eachother. I see the night sky light up with fire. I want so badly to stop the hate and anger in the world. - I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.- I pretend that the world is full of love for one another of every race. I feel the harsh reality of life. I touch a crying child hurt by prejudice, promising him everything will be okay. I worry that I can’t keep my promise. I cry because I know he will continue to face anger toward him all his life and he is just an innocent child. -I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.- I understand that this world is never going to change, unless the people of this world are willing to change. I say we are all equal no matter what race or religion we are. I dream that one day the world will except one another for who they are

What Could Have Been
What could have been Current mood: contemplative Category: Writing and Poetry When I lay myself down to sleep, I pray to the Lord my soul he’ll keep and when I am done praying for you.... I can’t shut my eyes, I just lay and weep. I can’t shut my eyes because when I do, all I can see is an image of you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My heart aches for something true. The only question I have is why couldn’t it have been you? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Life hurts and loves not fair, There could have been so much for us to share, but now you have gone to someone else and forgotten me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I guess it’s true that love is blind... I loved and you are blind. That’s why you have her and I was forgotten and left behind. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love isn’t enough, when lust steps in, and that’s where all the pain begins. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Waiting
Current mood: anxious Waiting Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love. Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held,comforted,loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Dream 2000
Current mood: content Category: Dreams and the Supernatural I’m running down an endless Road. I can never get to the end. Shh.... Somethings following me. Running faster, I feel my heart beat throbbing in my chest. I look back and.... My face hits the hard concreat. I feel it’s breath lingering over me. I look around for somewhere to run, somewhere to turn. I see an old church... I run inside, it’s dark. _No one in sight._ I hear it behind me again... I fall to my knees with eyes shut and scream, for only God can help me! I open my eyes... It’s gone. I lay on the floor and weap, till I fall asleep. Then I awoke in the morning light, with God now by my side. (Nothing to fear.)

Dred
I dred this so much, I already long for your touch. The warmth of your skin melts my heart and your presence makes me feel alive. Without you I do not feel whole, you are apart of my soul. Where did we go wrong? I have wanted someone like you for so long. I feel like I cant breath, I do not want you to leave. I dont know how to make things right, all we do is fight. I thought it was love at first sight... now I am not sure how you feel, all I know is the love I have for you is real. Please, dont let our love end, I need you. You are not only my love, but you are also my friend. Sense I have been with you, I’ve felt my heart start to mend. I’ll ask you once more, please dont let our love end. 6/26/2002

Angel Who Walks
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND... ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another ’you’. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

First Thing
FIRST THING Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry You’re the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You’re the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You’re in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that’s the hardest part. So, I’m giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart

My Dear Friend
Thursday, April 10, 2008 A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A poem for my dear friend Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn’t be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn’t know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn’t see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn’t yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly

Could I Be Your Angel?
Thursday, April 10, 2008 COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To waken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love She feels for him neath stars above. He comes to her to gently place, Kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together two become a whole. The love they make is deep and true And in this embrace their love renew. When all is done and all’s been said, Upon her breasts he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone. A greater love, he’s never known

~in Loving Memory Of Sasha And Her Unborn Child~
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SISTER: Sasha Bentley & her unborn child Current mood: crushed Category: Religion and Philosophy Lunapic Photo Editing Sasha Gabrielle Bentley, Born Sasha Gabrielle McCroskey on June 6th, 1987, in Launstul, Germany. She was 4 months premature and her lungs were not fully developed. The first 3 months of her life, she spend in the hospital and we were praying she would live. At 18 months of age she developed Bacterial Spinal Meningitus and spent another 1 month in the hospital fighting to survive. Sasha grew up the first 4 years of her life in Germany and had Double citizenship as American and German because of her birth in a German Hospital. She was the type of person, who did not know a stranger even when she was little. She would go up to anyone and start talking to them like she had known them her entire life. I always worried about her for this reason and kept a close eye on her. I did not discourage this though

You And I
Sunday, November 30, 2008 you and I... Category: Writing and Poetry You And IYou and I are connectedin a way that goes beyond romance,beyond friendship,beyond what we've ever had before.It has defied time, distance,and changes in ourselvesand in our lives.It has defied every explanation.Except one:Pure and simply, we're soul mates.I can't explain, I just feel it.It's there in the way my spirits liftwhenever we talk.The sound of your voice brings me home,in a way I can't explain.It's in the delight I feel, when we laughat exactly the same things.When I'm with you,it's like a tiny piece of the universeshifts into place.A place it's supposed to be,and all is right with the world.These things and so many more,have made me understandthat this is a once in a lifetime,forever connection.A connection that could only existbetween you and me.And deep in my soul,I know that our relationshipis a rare gift.One that brings usextraordinary happinessall through our lives.

~rip John Boy~
Lunapic Photo Editing Monday, June 22, 2009 ~RIP John Boy~ Current mood: sad Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr. Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr., age 30, of Maryville, passed away Friday, June 5, 2009, at UT Medical Center. He raced at Smoky Mountain Raceway, driving the 01 car. He was preceded in death by his grandparents, Robert and Colleen Thompson. Survivors include his wife, Amy Allen Carroll; children, Tre' Carroll and Shelby Carroll; parents, Johnny and Patricia Carroll; father-in-law and mother-in-law, Jim and Connie Allen; grandparents, Betty Roberts and Glenn Carroll; sisters and brothers, Angel Leeson, Justin Carroll, Star Carroll, Jason Carroll; nieces and nephews, Collin Leeson, Bodhi Leeson, Drake Hill, Ava Carroll, Antwaun Couche; many special aunts and uncles. Funeral services will be at 8 p.m. Saturday in McCammon-Ammons-Click Funeral Home Chapel with Rev. Kenneth Carpenter officiating. The interment will be at 1 p.m. Sunday at Sherwood Memorial Gardens with Re

Korea And Me....
Hey Fub's, In case the reason why I'm writing this blog--I'm writing this because I'm in the processing of getting out of this place I would like to call Korea...but before I do, I would like to tell you all my unique experience I've endured this whole year--and HERE...WE...GO!!! ****When I first decided to have orders for Korea, my immediate thought was " Oh damn, I'm going to a new place--a new country, new culture, new base...this is going to be great" As soon as I've arrived last August, everything was so different--the food was different, the drinks were different, the people were different. I knew right then and there this was going to be one of those experiences I'm going to tell my kids for years to come. So I got aquainted to the lab I was working and the people there were cool and friendly and was willing to show me around and I thought, " Finally, some cool people I can actually get along with", lest I forgot, when one good cycle ends, a bad rotation begins...and that's

In Purity
A Long Lost Talewritten by Phil HernandezIt has been several thousand years now since I last laid eyes upon my true soul mate Keira and our dearest daughter Aurora. Both meant more to me than anything in this world or any other. I myself was brought into this world by the great Babylonian dragon Tiamat. My mother has taught me everything I know about the old ways. The true meanings of respect, trust and love. Three of the most important things within any relationship that seem to no longer exist. After several years of wandering alone in this world, I had finally found a place to call home. A cave deep in the mountains of what is now Scotland. I had spent years in solitude before I heard the cries of a fallen creature. I creature unlike any I had ever seen before. A beautiful blue green dragon with brilliant iridescent shades of purple that can only be seen under the bright sun. a beautiful little female dragon who was lost and tired of running from those who were hunting down our kin

Please Downrate And Mark Nsfw
This blog was posted by me on my main account: PLEASE READ AND DO WHAT IS ASKED THIS MAN WITH THESE PICTURES THINKS STUFF LIKE THIS IS A GAME AND IS FUNNY WHEN IT CLEARLY IS NOT! Please Downrate And Mark NSFW created @ 2009-07-28 03:08:30 Merry Meet Y'all. I was rating pictures and I came across 4 that someone thought was obviously funny but as a parent of a little girl myself, I didn't find them the least bit funny. I originally rated them 10's but then went back and rated these pictures as 1's. I ask all my friends and especially parents of children or even teenagers to go and report these images as NSFW and hopefully send this dumbass a message for posting such stupid pictures. When you see them you will understand instantly what I am talking about. Read the captions to understand where my anger is coming from. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1980231&albumid=1388653&i=2078897330&idx=0#437128777 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1980231&albumi

Catching Up!
Ok so my last post was December of 2007. WEll In Feb 2008 i had to have Hernia repair surgery thanks to my last surgery! THat took forever to heal from..like months!! Then May 8,2008 exactly 1 year to the date of the original dignosis I was in a pet scan machine to see the extent of the cancer that had returned in my liver! That's right...it came back!! I had to have more than half of my liver resected...Well that surgery went well..;and I was out of the hospital after only a week! Of course a month later I was back int eh hospital because it seems that I had picked up MRSA STAPH fromt eh hospital..which was a different hospital then all my other surgeries. So Of course I went back to Baptist my favorite hospital where I know most of the staph by name and they know me. I was there for 9 days and it really sucked..it was horribly depressing knowing my kids were off to their first day of school and I was missing it, but the infection forced me into another surgery! Nothing like h

Happy Mothers Day
GOD SEND ME AN ANGEL WHEN HE MADE YOU, MOM, WIFE AND GRAMMIE HE ALREADY KNEW. A PIECE OF ART MOLDED THROUGHOUT THE YEARS, MANY TRIALS YOU FACED WITH ALOT OF TEARS. THIS MOTHERS DAY I HAVE NO FLOWERS OR MONEY, BUT A HEART THAT LOVES YOU AS SWEET AS THE TASTE OF HONEY. I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR DAUGHTER AND NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT AWAY, JUST LOOK IN THE MIRROR YOU'LL SEE OUR GENERATION IS HERE TO STAY. SO ENJOY MY GIFT I HAVE GIVEN YOU FROM THE VERY START, BECAUSE IT WAS WROTE WITH LOVE AND CAME FROM DEEP INSIDE MY HEART. LOVE, GENA

God Blessed Me With This Poem The Day Of Dustin's Funeral
THERE WAS A TIME IN MY LIFE I NEEDED SOMEONE TO LOVE,AND GOD GAVE ME A SON THAT THE NURSE CALLED "PEANUT".SO SMALL AND TINY; THEY PUT HIM IN MY ARMS,AND I FELT THE COMFORT OF LOVE FROM HIS LITTLE CHARM.HE WEIGHED FIVE POUNDS AND FOUR AND ONE-HALF OUNCES, BUT HE WAS MINE!AND HE GREW UP TO BE SIX FOOT TWO IN 19 YEARS OF HIS LIFETIME.THROUGH OUR YEARS WITH FOOTBALL, BASKETBALL, BASEBALL, AND TRACK, WE DROVE A LOTOF MILES FOR SPORTS HE ENJOYED SO MUCH,AND HE GAVE HIS BEST WITH HIS GOD-GIVEN TOUCH.NOW HE'S IN HEAVEN WITH ROBERT, KEITH, AND HIS SPECIAL FRIEND BRAD,AND I'M BLESSED WITH THE MEMORIES THAT GOD GAVE ME FOR THE TIMES THAT I HAD.I'LL MISS YOU SON DEARLY; HE'LL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART,BUT THANK YOU LORD FOR GIVING ME A SON THAT SHOWED HIS LOVE FROM THE VERY START.DUSTIN WAYNE PLYER, BORN OCTOBER 23, 1984 AND WALKED INTO HEAVEN'S GATE WITH A LOVE FOR GOD FOREVERMORE.WRITTEN BY HIS MOTHER:GENA BRISTO

Step-parents
WHEN GROWING UP WE THINK OUR PARENTS WILL ALWAYS STAY TOGETHER. WE NEVER EXPECT TO HAVE STEP-PARENTS IN OUR LIFE. IF YOU GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO SHOW THEIR LOVE, YOU WILL FIND THEY LOVE YOU AS THEIR OWN. EVERYBODY DESERVES TO BE HAPPY. MAKE MEMORIES AND LIVE EACH DAY LIKE IT'S YOUR LAST. WE ARE ONLY PROMISED TODAY.

A God Given Friend
BEFORE I MET YOU I WAS ALL ALONE, GOD SENT YOU TO ME AND GAVE US A HOME. MY EYES WERE SHUT AND I COULDN'T SEE, THERE SITTING AT A TABLE WAS A FRIEND FOR ME. YOU HAVE A TOUCH THAT IS EVER SO GENTLE, THEIR IS NO OBSTACLE YOU AND I CAN'T HANDLE. YOU HAVE BEEN MY STRENGTH THAT HELPS ME THROUGH, MY LIFE HAS CHANGED BECAUSE OF YOU. THIS WORLD IS FULL OF ALL KIND OF SURPRISES, IT'S NOT GUARENTEED WE WILL BE HERE TOMORROW, ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP AND IT'S FULL OF SORROW. PEOPLE WILL SOMETIMES LET YOU DOWN, BUT YOU CAN'T CHANGE THEIR HEARTS THAT GAVE YOU A FROWN. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, GOT GAVE ME A TRUE FRIEND THAT HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME FROM THE START. I WILL ALWAYS BE A PHONE CALL AWAY, WHENEVER YOU NEED ME ANY NIGHT OR DAY. SO IT'S OK TO UNLOCK THOSE CHAINS WITHIN, BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER HURT MY GOD GIVEN FRIEND. WRITTEN BY: GENA BRISTO

Attitude
LET IT REALLY SINK IN John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling theemployee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up andasked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have twochoices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...Ican choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I ca

Lyrics I've Written
Whats Inside So I walk this path alone, no one I can ever trust The pain of so may trials has drawn me to the darkness I claw at my skin…the cuts ease the pressure deep inside I feel the blood drip from me, each drop is another torment gone But for each torment gone another one arrives…deeper inside So little rage for so much pain You keep it inside yourself Baptized by fire you will see it through Fix every ones pain…but not your own Kill the sickness…kill yourself You see the ropes, the ledges all the pretty little pills You’ve thought about them all, how they would make you feel Every little pain adds more of a push, that seductive whisper You know it would help but you always resist…always break down What’s one little life in this world…no one even sees the pain deep inside So little rage for so much pain You keep it inside yourself Baptized by fire you will see it through Fix every ones pain&helli

What Happened To Human?
Its amazing how we have drawn lines in the sand with love and sensuality. Its who we own, not who is in need or basically human. As a living breathing human being we need touch, love, sensual experience. If we recieve all that from our significant other then we are truely blessed. However many of us are single, or going through a rough spot and deeply desire (no matter how hard we deny) the need to feel the passion and desires of another. In many cases it sets the temperature of how we feel about ourselves. Strength, confidence, postivie feeling. Many good things come from this exchange of affection. Yet we sit as single poeple beating around the bush of social stagnation wondering if or when the right oppertunity may come to feel special and loved again.. Just imagine what the world could be for us signles if we could lift that fear.. to really find people of true heart, those that can love without ownership. Even to take someone as a friend and love them, express this to them throug

I'm Here
I Am Herei am here, do you see me?i am here, do you hear me?i am here, can you feel me?i am here, in your heart. i want you here, so i can see you.i want you here, so i can hear you.i want you here, so i can feel you.i want you here, in my heart. i was there, did you see me?i was there, did you hear me?i was there, did you feel me?i was there, in your heart. you were here, i saw you.you were here, i heard you.you were here, i felt you.but you left, and broke my heart. Melanie This World this world is no longer happy its become dark and desolate we are all at war with one another when will it all end? now hurricanes have ripped through our country and many lives are gone but what about the ones that made it where are they to turn? can anyone save us, from this devistation or are we doomed to live in this hell forever in this not so great nation? can anyone, anyone please answer these questions? Melanie i did not write this...these are the lyrics to a song by savage garden...

Cyber Slut
men think cuz a chic is on fu she is a cyber slut here for u. at ur disposal no im not. could it be that most women here have tainted the land of fu there is no doubt that is true fakes and fonies im sure u men have had but not all is bad in fu land

Suprised And Honored
Stuff like this doesn happen very often, but when it does its a tidal wave of mixed emotions. As i was letting the troops and civilians off my chinook helicopter, a civilian passenger handed me a small piece of paper. Looking back now I wish i would have read it as soon as I recieved it. It read " Dear flight engineer, my father was a F.E. in vietnam (69-70). he just passed away last year. thanks for everything you do." To me that was an honor. But at the same time I wanted to find out who it was and give them the American flag we fly in our aircraft. Thank you for everything your father did, and thank you for serving along side us while we are deployed. It means the world to us.

Mermaid Or Whale?
? About all this... Recently, in large city, a poster featuring a young, thin and tanned woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said:THIS SUMMER DO YOU WANT TO BE A MERMAID OR A WHALE?A middle aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern:Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans). They have an active sex life, they get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Barren Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up out

Blog Virginity
i really have never created a blog therfore have no idea what im doing. guess ya just write what ya feel huh? So i feel like shit on here looking for friends and more if it happens. i have three kids and there father is not in the picture so that usually doesnt help having baggadge. But im just about ready to give up on trying to find some one .

My Theme For My Life !!
There comes a time in life when you realize: Who Matters Who never did Who wont anymore And Who always will So, don't worry about people in your past, there is a reason why they didn't make it into you Future !!

Ramblings Of A Mad Woman (we All Go A Little Bit Mad Sometimes)
It really makes me laugh...This is the only site I have ever been on that puts so much emphasis on being real or fake...I have a MySpace, MyYearbook, Fubar, Yahoo, and have had Tagged...Plus various other profiles that I have signed up for and since forgotten...And this is the only one that insists on a salute...As if that makes a damn bit of difference I have a friend on here who made a separate page to promote some of his friends who don't get a lot of requests for one reason or another...And he had his brother make the salute...But the profile is his...But because he has the salute then it makes all the difference in the world Oh I know, you have a salute so everyone knows you're 18, well whoopeee! I have been on here for over 4 months this time around...And was here in Septemeber of last year...And I have seen plenty of people on here posing as 18 who look younger than my own 18 yr old...Like I could care less...The only people who have any worries are those who love sending nude

Bittersweet....
Soooo.... It's about 0730 ( or 7:30am) in the morning in Korea, and waiting for TMO to pack, pick up my things, and ship it off to Germany. 8 more days until I finally leave--you know, the more I think about it, the more it's starting to become bittersweet...I hate being here, and yet i'm going to miss this place. The partying, drunken nights, being sick during an readiness excercise LOL, and meeting people, new and those I haven't seen in a long LONG time. Well, as I about to log off and shut my desktop computer down to also be shipped to Europe, I just wanted to say that for those that are STILL in Korea, " Don't worry about a thing, it'll all be over soon..." That I can assure you...until then...SEE YA IN GERMANY!!!

Very Nice Witchy Writeing
Come with me if ye dareBeneath my veil and in my heartMy Magick is all aroundAs is my shadow here and nowI walk the ways of light and darkSometimes hard to tell them apartFew be they who understand my wayI am different and not a followerI sometimes watch others aroundHow they laugh and loveI wonder how long it lastsFor me they never dolove comes and goesThey say they will never walk away,and love you foreverHow can any promise what they can not keepfor nothing here lasts foreverSometimes I am like the Owlset out side watching lifeI am like the crow I come and goI am of the night yet I live in the lightI am a daughter and priestess of the MorrighanI am MysticMoonCrow

Random Shit
Wtf Is this world coming too ? I mean seriously is the united states completely over run by simple minded morons and psychotic people ?? I was sitting here checking over some emails me when i say the story Of Otty Sanchez (psychotic bitch) link to follow ... She had some type of psychotic Breakdown she has schizophrenia and decapitated her 3 1/2 week son :| HOW THE FUCK DO YOU DO THAT TO YOUR KID ? She ate some of his toes decapitated him with a fucking steak knife and ate part of his brain...... why the fuck wasnt this lady put in an instutition?? its insane she inflicted wounds upon herself she stabbed herself in the heart and stomach. I hope to hell that even though they are holding her for 1 mill bail that she doesnt get out and sick or not that they give this psycho the help that she needs. www.mysanantonio.com/news/local_news/Mother_in_911_call_He_told_me_to_do_it.html Now before anyone gets all self righteous and s

If
She is on my mind constantly. I look at her pic on my puter everyday. Love those eyes and her smile warms my heart. When is anything perfect? guess she wanted it to be. Relationships are hard and take both parties wanting to fix the problems that arise. Can't be done when only one side wants to.

Was Sup Fubernation Lol
was sup ppl new on flube as you all know a little bout my i have twin wonderful twin boys im a single father they live with me ther mom chooses not to have anything to do to them.I posted a few pics of them and ugly me >.> but for you single ladies around ohio hit me up if you want to cat to get to know me or jsut to be friends

To My Friends...
TODAY WE CELEBRATE FRIENSHIP DAY IN MY COUNTRY SO I WANTED TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO TELL YOU HOW SPECIAL YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS TO ME: Cherished Friends God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you!

My Baby
Last weekend was the best weekend i think ive ever had. my fiance came up from chicago.i loved every moment we spent just laying in bed cuddling i wish i could spend everyday in his arms.. i dident want him to leave it hurt really bad and still does.. i love him more then anything his smile his voice the way he looks at me and the feeling i get when he touches me is just so incredible i couldent be happier.. been almost 3 days now and i miss him more and more as each day goes by.. no doubt about it i wanna marry him one day for those who dont know he goes by the name a.b.k on fubar and he is the best thing that ever happend to me for those who dont like it feel free to block me

Blogs
30 THINGS GIRLS WANT GUYS TO KNOW 1. We like sex, but only when we get pleasure too2. Comparing us to your ex's is NOT a turn on3. A hug is sometimes 1000 times better then something from the store4. When we buy you something, we are also asserting OUR independence5. If you want to be pampered when you come home, your ass better have a job to earn your self the pampering.6. Your friends are only cool when there not making you act like a Dick7. Don't leave your shit on the floor and then complain about a dirty house8. You don't like the way we cook, your ass can pay for take out9. WE LIKE GOING TO THE MOVIES, take us for just the hell of it10.If a gay man walks into the room, don't go spastic unless you yourself are having doubts about your own sexuality.11.Your car, my radio12.You don't like going to the doctor, we don't like gett

Sicktanick - Premanitions
(Speaking)"I don't see how sincerely could be involved in such a a story so called religion.""He has completely sold himself to the Devil. He has no part in God. Everything he do over there has no part in God. Nothing God had anything to do with, he created it in his own mind.""I think they're nuts. Look, they come in, they come in you know. They're nice doctors and lawyers and very prominent people and then they come in and they turn into completely different people.""Let Jesus fuck you, let Jesus fuck you""Well of course this not the first time that this sort of thing has , umm, been apparent and ahh, the history of the Christian church. Ahh, from the very beginning, ahh, in te fourth gospel, this conflict of good and evil has brought forth very pointedly by a contrast between light and darkness. And the quotation from St. John's gospel is For men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil. For men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil. For m

Woman And The Fork
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