countryboy2626's blog: "texas"

Just some thing to know a bout me.

 I try to go in to the military as soon as I got out of high school. I wasn’t excepted because I can’t read so well or right but I have gotten better not by much it’s still a work in progress. Lol another reason I was trend down was I have two screws in my right foot but my father was in the navy he was radio man on a destroyer one of my grandpas was in the air force in world war II and my dads four brother was in an Amy and the marines one of my uncles john was a sergeant and in the green brays and I am have had a relatives in ever war all the way back to the civil war.   I am prude of my family and my history I support our troops

My father is in the legend of homer for the shrines if it wisent for our troops then this country would never know real freedom.

 If I was ever drafted then I would go and I would know what to fight for all the thing that our honored troops fight for us and this country  !

           A lost soul in life

What is to happen to some one that wants to be happy?   What is a person to do that feels like they have lost every and that thy don’t belong any where.

That has had so mine dreams inside.

And thing that thy all ways want to do see and fell but in any more thy don’t think thy ever will.

Some one that was so full off trust hope and faith and a believe in anther person and to.

Have it all ripped a way in time as it every that thy had been dreaming was for nothing to know that nothing thy would ever do.

 Would ever change that.

there are just some things that will never be know because lets facet if all was know then there would never be a question  for any one to ask.

 My be the best thing that any one should do is just have some kind of hope faith and trust.

That thing will get better and that will be better some day and to not stand for some thing that the person can change.  

There is war in this word whether it’s at home or a way.

Man kind is a fighter inside. Know matter what!

Whether it’s for your self or some thing that you believe in or care about or love.

Both near and far a way so.

I gesso all a person can do is fight for what right because if a person fights even if the fight is in side them self or far a way then thy haven’t given up every thing a person can loose every thing.

 But so long as thy have the fire in side of them to do better then0 that person hasten lost every thing in side.

That when that a person would need faith /love / hope / joy / and caring / a trust / the most and its hard to fined but its out there giving up is so easy to do but never the right thing to do.

So I gesso all souls are lost the person needs to be find a way to be found. I wish I had the answer to how to do that but I don’t I know all I can do is keep on fight!

there are times I fell like a lost soul in life and I know I cant give up know matter what some times I wish that angel could come here to help a lost soul out.

 in the summer of 1997 I was 18 years old I went to Texas to just visit my sister there here name is sues one day she and  her husband asked me to go to a picnic with them and there friends I agreed  to go we went to there friends house it was a couple with two little girls that  was about  7&8 years old but thy had some problems they had bran sisters  and there mind had the composite of a 2&3 year old and thy just spoke Spanish and no English well when we got to the river

I had never seen anything like on one side the river was so shallow that a person can drive there car on it and the other it was about there feet deep with a waterfall in the middle  that is  about ½ the size of a side walk  with wide deep groves in it a bout the size of a mans lag now on one side of the falls the water is come that It looks like glass and the other side of the water is so wiled and fast that it has cut the rock be low the falls in the shape of coral like some thing that you would only see in places by the ocence  and the rocks are as sharp as a racer and you have to where your shoos on it so a person doesn’t  cut there feet up

I went to the 3foot side because there was these two boys that was fishing there with  a net and I had never seen it be for and I wanted to see how it was done now at that time I had my back to the falls I turned a round to tell my sister a bout this that when I seen one of the little  girls on the falls I then looked a round for here parents but I could see them a round and I didn’t know what I should do and I tried to tell the girl that was dangerous and ask her where here mother and father was but she couldn’t under stand me at all

I slow walked  to the little still trying to tell her to be careful and looking for her parents and I seen her start to slip I reached out to garbed her and slipped back words and  fell in the deep side my lag got stuck in the in the falls and when I fell I closed my I eyes my other lag was over the one that was in the grove  of the fall and I didn’t  know that I still had the girl in my arms until

I opened up my eyes under the water and she was under the water with me so I tried to push her up I had put I arm be hind here to keep her from going over the falls and she was so small the I know that I lost my grip the fall would have killed her and I used my other hand to keep her above the water and as for I was stuck under water

I would try to do some sit ups and get some air and every time I opened my moth it would fill up with water so I could just get a word or two out and that girl had no idea about what was happing  she was smiling and laffing un till I stared cussing and screaming for help that’s when my sister and every body came to me at first they tried to just pull me off the falls but I know I had no more strength in my arms and I couldn’t hold that girl any more        

I tolled them to get the girl first then you can come back for me and thy did it took two big men to pull me off of the falls I had perfiked impression of the rocks in my arm and lags I little girl was ok she didn’t get heart at all the next day I was asked to go to the little girls house

 I found out that it was her birthday  and her father walked up to me and gave my a belt buckle and told me that we are family now and that I saved he little angel and I still where that buckle to remind of that little angel and in 2005 that angel went to her home in heaven I got a call from Texas  it was my sister she told me that the little girl had passed a way in the night from a bran stroke and when I get back to Texas I will throw the buckle in to the  river that started to all and I know for me that’s when  a Texas belt buckle will have found it way home

                                                                   Bywcw