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Shocking Truth
As 277 volts surge thru my body. My life flashes before my eyes. I saw no true happiness. That is until she entered it. I saw a smile on my face ever time we talked. Felt warmth in my heart every time we saw each other. True happiness finally. Then the tragic day came. I didn't want to see anymore. But I can't wake from the electricity. The happiness was gone. Alone again and feeling miserable. The pain in my heart was epic. As the images fade my eyes flicker. Looking up at the ceiling from the floor. Hands numb and chest tight. Even though I am awake I can still feel the pain from the memories. Wondering if it was even worth waking up. Maybe I shouldn't have let go of the wires.

Past Habits
They say a person isn't supposed to re-enter his or her past , but there are times a person can't help it . The choice I have made is I have decided to put myself under a vow of silence , in other words as of today and maybe for a while I won't be having any words (vocal wise ) coming out of my mouth . This is my choice . I was like that growing up I have kept to myself , and at times it can get very lonely , but the choice was a hard on that I have to live with . I have finally last week had enough of a lot of things . I am tired of certain people taking advantage of me , and thinking I am an idiot. Well the way I see it let them think it . In my opinion let them think tha , because I am back to my old ways . I know I promised a lotf people I wouldn't ,but I am more effective when I am the way I used to be . I will be selective on who I let get close , but what they have to understand is I keep mostly to myself. One of the habits they who I let in will have to

Allaboutuni.com
Who do you want to marry? The man of my dreams!! haha When do you want to get married? SOmeday. How do you want to get married? naked!! haha j/p uh idk Where do you want to settle down at? A nice community with white pekin fences y todo a paper boy, grassed yard... haha uh i have no fricken idea. Whats your dream job? A stripper!! haha jk a nurse or vet. How many kids do you want? 3 What do you want your kid's names to be? mmmmm i have no idea Do you want to have kids early or later on in life? WHenever. What kind of house do you want to live in? A million dollar pad yo!!! What kind of car do you want to drive? A hummer, Lexus, BMW, lol i'm dreaming homie!! How many and what kind of pets do you want to have? Cool awesome ones!! Where do you want to go to college Am in college so yeah..... http://www.allaboutuni.com/site/serv_photos.php?photo_sort=dept&uni_code=35

Contest !!!!
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I'm A Re Re
As I've said before I'm an asshole.... I don't always think before I do things, in this case I was just stupid. I never thought what happened would happen, but it did and there isn't anything I can do about it except for what I have already done. I should never have put them up in the first place, but I took them all down so now nothing can ever happen again cause they don't exsist. I'm sorry I hurt you that was never my intention, I love you more than anything and I hate knowing you are mad at me but I understand why you are, I would probably feel the sameway. I dunno... I'm just a dumbass and a jerk so maybe I really am better off alone....

Kid Rock Lyrics
"Fuck U Blind" I'm on the brink I wonder what u bitches think like Madonna walkin round like you ship doesn't stink No class jack ass bitches actin like a burro dressed in black head to toe thinkin you're so fuckin euro Tryin to act Manhattan when you're from some little village In a Public Enemy shirt and it's all for your image Cuz any other rap you think it's crap fuckin trash Bitch talk your shit just never let me get that ass cuz... [Chorus] I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind till you just can't see no more Back in school I knew this chick her name was Sara Bolerdies and she thought she was the shit becuz she dated older guys Dumb bitch fuckin whore always wanted to get laid but never gave the pussy up to anybody in her grade Played me like a sucker like a bitch like a punk that little pussy lickin finger fuckin ho ass cunt Never once did she speak to anybody in her class so one day I told her never let me get that ass cuz...

Auto 11s
THIS IS MY FIRST AUTO 11 AND IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! COME LEVEL UP ON ME! (And help me finally level to Godmomma) WHILE YOU'RE HERE PLEASE CHERRY BOMB MY BIG ALBUMS. WooHoo we can make this my Best Birthday Ever! BELOW IS A QUICK LIST OF MY BIG ALBUMS FOR YOUR CONVENIENCE. ICONS AMAZING INK AMAZING EYES KITTIES AND OTHER FUNNIES ELEPHANTS 211 PICS SCREENSHOTS 187 PICS I♥FUBLING 145 PICS SYTYCD4

Nightmare
ON THE GROUND I LAY, MOTIONLESS IN PAIN, I CAN SEE MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE MY EYES, THEN I FALL ASLEEP, IS THIS ALL A DREAM, WAKE ME UP IM LIVING A NIGHTMARE, I CANT ESCAPE THIS HELL, SO MANY TIMES IVE TRIED, BUT IM STILL CAGED INSIDE, SOMEBODY GET ME THROUGH THIS NIGHTMARE, I CANT CONTROL MYSELF, I CANT ESCAPE MYSELF, SO MANY TIMES IVE LIED, BUT THERES STILL RAGE INSIDE, SOMEBODY WAKE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE, I CANT ESCAPE THIS HELL....

Dj Sexi Fallingangel 2
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It Is Totally Free To Do!!
Hello Something incredible has arrived! I just became a shareholder in me2everyone and I never had to pay a single penny for the shares! It can only be described as the gold-rush for 2009. This company is going to be huge and shares will soar in value over the coming months! You can register for free and it never has to cost you a single penny! me2everyone is going to be a cool new virtual world where you can meet friends, chat, shop, play, watch videos, create an art gallery, open a virtual newspaper, play the free inworld lottery and make money from your own online store! You and everyone you know make the decisions, shape the world, create real incomes and share in the profits. It’s a new place where you meet new people or invite your friends. Learn new skills or expand your business. Find the love of your life or help the planet. Membership is free and every member automatically becomes a shareholder in me2everyone Limited. Personally I have 1000 shares in the venture I

Muffinman's Auto/cherrybomb Auction
Do you need an Auto 11 OR a Cherrybomb? Well, here's your chance to win it! Muffinman is holding an auction! Come place a bid on an Auto 11! Click on the bling icon to make a bid. Auction will run until March 7 at 5:53pm Fu-Time. Proceeds from the sale of this bling will go to his SPOTLIGHT fund. Please feel free to make donations to him. The winner will be contacted by Muffinman following the close of the auction. Upon the receipt of the fubucks, he will Bling you on the next Happy Hour. ****************************** Auction is sponsored by: muffinman OWNER of THE HIDE AWAY ******************************

Should I Leave Fubar?
I don't think any guy on fubar is interested in my services. I will have to remove my profile if I don't get any action here. Sorry I have just one interest being on this damd computer and thats getting guys in my bedroom. XOXOXOXO Maryann

Updated Fu Owners Blog
Hey all check out my sexy fu owners . The first one is Kitten . The second one is dj foxy The the third is Kerigirl4u and the fourth and the newest is BrandiCakez . Make sure you show them lots of fu love . there are all sweethearts and the best friends anyone can have . so hit up there pages and rate , fan and add and bomb there pics . they deserve it . Thank you in advance . ♥Kitten♥ ♠Dirty Deeds Radio♠ ♣Owned by Yakuza♣@ fubar ÐJ fÖ×¥ ~ ÖWñÈR Öf RÈLÈñ†LÈ§§ RÄÐÌÖ ~ ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÐJ †ÄZMÄñ ~@ fubar Kerigirl4you~Playmate@Forbidden/Exotic Dreams@ fubar =*BrandiCakez*=*Owned by Tiger*=*Head Greeter @ Misfits Hangout*=*RR Member*=@ fubar

The Man For Me
In the entire world, there is no other place I would rather be Than right next to you each and every single day of my life As long as I am with you, I know that everything is going right Through the good times or the hard times that may occur I am the girl who will stay beside you through thick and thin Here for all time to guide you through the darkest night Bringing you into the brightest light of the new dawning day There is nothing that can go wrong when we are together And when I lay down, all I want to feel is you next to me Holding you tightly against me as I kiss you softly good night Within me is a feeling that I will never let slip from my grasp Showing me that all we have is time to see us through to the end Not one day will arrive where I would ever let you down Since I am here to hold my ground, and make everything true Although I do know that you are going through so much now Constantly feeling confused on which way you should turn Even with all that, I wi

Bored N Horny
i just moved to Prattville. if there are any hot guys out there please hit me up. i am so wanting to get laid. my boyfriend lives in Athens, Al which is like 4hours away so he cant give it to me as much as i want it. guys 25 and under can talk to me. i got a webcam if u want to know what i look like. you got to have cam and pictures too. i want to make sure i aint going to be hooking up with father time. i am young and i want a young guy too. any guy over 25 living around Prattville you can forget it. my boyfriend is 25 and only he knows how old i am, but he dont care. i am going to move in with him in a few months. until then i want to get laid really good. mmm i want a big one. please guys help me out.

Interesting And Creepy
What do you think about this or how it should have been handled and yes i did block him cuz he went into the lounge. He called me a fuckin C-U-N-T.. how would i should have behaved heh? plus he broke a few rules. i dont allow others to call me anything that can be used as Hatred, it pisses me off. oh and if your wondering this is how i get OVER stuff... by doing this. Next person that does this shit, im reporten EVERYONE, from the 1st to the last! have a nice fuxin day! Btw please note the reason why he went into the lounge in the 1st place is because i BLOCKED HIM. think about it. He has been blocked... ->ڶesus 666 ...: i think your an asshole that the fact that you have a problem with how i do things to my own profile. and i have enough... bye..... ڶesus 666 ...: lol no, you have a problem with me thinking it was funny that you typed out a 10 page letter explaining why you had nothing to say? ->ڶesus 666 ...: you have a problem with me doing my profile the

Helping My Friends
My big bro is trying to level up. Please rate him. Once you rate him let me know and I will give you fubucks for your time. Private message me. Thanks for all your help! Please help my two friends, Tom and Kyle level. They are having a contest to see who can level first. If you do rate them, please pm me and I'll either give you Fu-bucks or a gift or bling. Thanks! AF EEG/Medic@ fubar Big Sexy---Proud Member Of Steeler Nation!@ fubar

Disturbed
This is a lil sumthin I put together, that's mot to say that I created it all by myself, but the paraphrasing I guess you would call it is my own..... I'm gunna talk about some freaky shit right now and someone is gunna die when you listen... Is he not right? Is he insane? Will he now run for life in the battle that ends this day? Is he really telling lies again, doesn't he realize he's in danger? The lil bitch, he went and told another lie and now he will never tell another! See but I don't get it, do you think maybe we can put it on credit? Don't you think it can take control when I dont let it? Don't deny me! Now, don't deny me and darling don't be afraid. Look into my face, stare into my soul... drowning deep in my sea of loathing. Broken your servant I kneel... Don't try to deny what you feel. Madness has now come over me! You're pushing and fighting your way... Reject are ya no one? Feel you nothing? I don't want to be innocent ya know, I don't wanna let them hypnoti

Tutorials In Using Fubar Proficiently When New To Site
HOW TO FIND & REVIEW MY BLOG ENTRIES. You must be on THEIR ( OR MINE) PROFILE page, not YOURS, in order to do this. You won't be able to check NSFW items until you have reached a certain fubar level & are a friend -- and some other requirements?? ? ?. 1. 1/2 way down in the center is an indication "Blogs(nn)", where nn = a number indicating how many total blog entries they from among all categories. 2. Click on that & it gives you a list of blog categories. 3. These are arranged in the order from most recently changed or entered to earliest entered. 4. Click on the first blog category & it gives you a list of blog entries. 5. Click on the first blog entry name. 6. View it & make comments. There is supposed to be a way to also rate it, but I don't know how & that is not a requirement. This should get you started understanding how to find yourself around blog stuff. I HAD TO TRICK YOU TO READ ONE OF MY POEMS, WHICH IS ALSO IN "KI

Poems By Michelle (nightstar)
If you can't see who I am then why stand here and look at me? You can not see what I have to offer you but everyone else can I only ask for so much and you can't even to that Tell me what is the point to life Tell me why do you love me What do you see in me Now why arn't you happy my friend? Stand next to me Take a walk with me You will fall in love All I ask for is to have your love And for us to never share it You are my best friend You are my lover I pray you can understand who I am and what you have standing before you. I pray that God is on my side tonight Thunder makes our hearts skip Rain falls on the world as we know Lighting lights the skies Breathing heavy Our bodies close Lips so close but so far Lighting strikes again Rain falls harder Thunder fills our souls Souls connected Hearts beating as one Lips sealed together Look into my eyes As the moon light hits my face Dark eyes of evil pools dwell within Outside just like Snow White Sweet even

Lord Darkness
Comments - Graphics - Layouts - Photobucket I call upon my Lord God ''Send me an angel'' One that will love me. One that will watch over me And protect me However, he did NOT answer me. I then turned to the darkside I asked the same thing ''Send me an angel..'' And I got my wish. There he appeared Suddenly out of nowhere In a cool mist Within the midnight full moon I was in awe Quivering slightly As he stood before me A Fallen Angel My Dark Lord My Lord Darkness That is His Name He is My DarkKnight in Shining Armor He is My Salvation The Ink of My Soul The Passion in My Heart. My Lord Darkness I Love You!

Job?
PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented thi s way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging, permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to g

Harlequins Of Temptation Aka Hot!
BURLESQUE TROUPE!!! Bellingham, WA. YOU should be at our show! March 12th at HOT SHOTZ $5 Cover 9pm 10% Proceeds benefit the Food Bank Sponsors: Bergsma Gallery and Comics Place Check it out! www.harlequinsoftemptation.com

Auctions
CHECK IT OUT N RATE PLEASE TY ADDED MORE THINGS also going to offer a small bling pack or small blast your choice for bids with real cash value cell phone number to text me for a whole month one graphic picture

Illness
As some of you have noticed I haven't been around too much. The old body finally gave out and I had to have my gallbladder removed and then had to go back in for another surgery to remove what was missed. Due to the that, I got pancreatitis. I was hospitalized for 2 1/2 weeks and lost 30 pounds. I have never been this sick before and didn't realize how serious it was until I started to read up on it. I am home now re-cooperating slowly and thinking, re-prioritizing things in my life. Just wanted to thank the friends who have stuck by me through this tough time. Your phone calls, text messages, and get well cards have all been very kind. You have helped me continue on and give me the strength that I have needed. Soon I do plan on being back but on my own time and terms....Take care everyone and if you need me, you got the number

"masters Talented Slut".....
I love the sensation of your freshly waxed pussy against my face. The way it feels against my fingers, lips and tongue is a massive turn on. Almost as much of a turn on is the physical impact of the waxing on your groin. Your cunt looks almost vulgar with the red glow of the after-effect of the wax being torn off your body, especially your lips which look even fuller and a brighter red than usual. Strengthening my desire is the knowledge that the only reason you had it first done was because I required it from you. It pleases me greatly that, like so many other things in the past, you subsequently incorporated it enthusiastically into your life. Your list of new achievements reads almost like a sexual CV: sex in public, be it against a warehouse wall or on a train between stations; not swallowing my cum until given permission; licking me clean after every fuck; taking my cock up your ass; becoming a bondage slut; finger fucking your cunt at restaurants and cinemas

Halo 3
this is a retarded way to ask but hey if it works it works lol. anyone that has a 360 and halo 3 if u wanna get online and have a huge free for all with about 10 people let me know. i need someething to do when i got out of work and since none of my friends wanna hang as usual i figured that i would get people to join up and just have fun shootin each other up on halo. if u wanna join let me know. adios

Caution - These Might Melt You!!!!!!
He loved waking up next to her. She was so beautiful to his eyes. She looked so innocent. He stayed there for some time just watching her. Debating whether to wake her nor not. But last night was amazing, as always and his tongue wanted to taste her again. She was sleeping like she often did, with the sheet pulled up just under her chin. So adorable! He kissed her lips soft and slowly started pulling the sheet down her chest to expose her amazing breasts. Then he started licking and kiss his way down chest. He felt her come awake. He paused for a moment to go back up and Kiss her sweetly, say good morning and tell her he loved her,,,and to see that sparkle in her eyes when she looked at him. He had to get back to what he was doing as the tear escaped his eyes at the joy it gave him when she looked at him that way. He was not the most handsome man, and his body was heavier than it should be. But as lovers and friends, they fit together like a hand and glove.

Help Please..only If You Can
If anyone knows of a free anti virus that i can put on my computer please send me a message and let me know...The one I had was out of date and I'm trying to find something that I can depend on.

Results Of Blasts
IT MAY GET WORSE, SO I AM PRIORITIZING -- PLEASE EXCUSE -- I WILL RESPOND CHECKOUT OF UNREAD MESSAGES & NEW FRIEND REQUESTS. AS I INDICATED IN "ABOUT ME" LAST NIGHT, I TOOK COMPUTER TO HAVE IT FIXED YESTERDAY, SO STARTED OUT LATE TO BEGIN WITH. · Bon-shell just checked you out! 26 mins ago · bikerjk67 just checked you out! 36 mins ago · thunderz just checked you out! 2 hrs ago · SnowWhite Queen just sent you a message! 2 hrs ago · Bunnie accepted your friend request! 2 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... left you a new blog comment! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... rated your blog a '10'! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... left you a new blog comment! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... left you a new blog comment! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... rated your blog a '10'! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... left you a new blog comment! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... rated your blog a '10'! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE... rated your blog a '10'! 3 hrs ago · *GODDESS OF THE.

Reminising Remembering The 80's And 90's
So, I don't know what I was doing yesterday, but I heard the work "SIKE".. I instintly starting laughing, and reminiscing about when I use to say that..! hahahaha the good ole years.. So, this week's blog is about the things that I remember back in the day..! (yea yea yea, I know, I'll miss some things, but I can't put everything in this blog) enjoy...! haha Stuff from the 80s & 90's Clothes : parachute pants - (and don't front, you all were MC Hammer fans..! haha) swatch watches - the plastic ones were the shhhhhht..! Overalls with one strap down - acid stone washed jeans tight rolled/pegged your jeans banana clip - all the chics had these.! Cross Colors - I had every cross color shirt that was.! haha Snap Bracelets - big hoop earrings - biker shorts - hahhaa daisy dukes shorts - ahhhhh summer time..! haha footloose leggings - chics were rockin these for days..! haha hair look like this - and guys t

The Words That Spill From Our Lips
So, here's my first blog message here. I am brand new to Fubar, so it may take me some time to get back to you. I'm a writer, specifically novels and screenplays. I do indulge in bad poetry, and most of my subsequent blogposts will be eithe random insanity, writing warmups, and the aforementioned bad poetry. I love meeting new people so please feel free to drop me a line!

Boredom
I really need to meet more people...I work from home so interacting with people doesn't happen all that much...So please, if you want to go out and eat, go see a movie, or just chill out....get a hold of me..chances are that Im free

Me
I am a very honest person. All you really have to do is ask... I shall respond. To summarize the basics... I am 27 yrs old. I have a long term live in BF and am a mother. I love them all. I am the youngest of 4 and I have been through some shit and seen some shit in my life. I have caused pain and felt it. I work in the law field. Our firm does Workers Compensation and I like the work but the clients can be.... well... difficult. I think I can easily say that generaly speaking I dont really care for people unless shown a reason to. I care about children and I care about animals... those that need help. Adults make their own choices and should live with them. I am not a typical female... you should ask if you are really interested in knowing why. Anything else..... nope.

Grrrr
sometimes they just don't get it. no matter how hard you try to make things right, the way you try to present an issue to them, they just don't want to listen. GUESS WHAT????? If you actually try to do something our way once in a while you might be surprised at how things work....but OH Never Mind, WE as women are NEVER right and why would we have anything important to say? Pat me on the back babe, when I show you that even the smallest of things can be recognized by the largest of companies! HOME DEPOT.... LOWES.... MENARDS.... GORDON LUMBAR..... CARTER LUMBER.... Look out here comes the biggest BITCH you have ever come across!!

Sweet Addiction Has Autos On
ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ Has Autos On! Come and show her some massive love! And Level Up! She's an angel but deserves to be spanked really HARD!!! She LOVES bombs too!!! Ends Saturday at noon Fu-time (PST) ***************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

I Want To Kiss You.
Im a big fan of poetry ive written some in my blogs you can check it out for yourself.. they are titled.. He listens Amnesiac dreamer but this totally rawks.. i fell in love with it instantly because it captures visions and emotions.

Saying Thank You For Helping Me Level Up
I just thought I would post this and say Thank You to my friends and fans that helped me level up, I was beginning to wonder if I was ever gonna get the help to level up to Godfather here, I had to some of it on my own of course, which is understandable but like I said, I want to thank my friends that helped me level up to Godfather here and you know who you are, I will do my best to help ya level up when you need it here. Thanks Todd

This N That
What's a random fact about the last male who had their arms around you? lovely What do you currently hear right now? my playlist Does anyone love you? yes sure does Does anyone hate you? yes Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like? nope What are you wearing on your feet? nth Is your bedroom window open? yes What time did you wake up today? lil bit before 6 Are you texting anyone? naw Story behind your myspace song? no story Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? might start hiding Last time you were on the phone? few mins ago Have you talked to a complete jerk today? no What are you excited for? the good what will come Is this the best year of your life? dont know yet Do you like your cell phone? yes What do the majority of the people in your life call you? they call my name or something way sweeter Who is the first "D" in your contacts? a club named City Department lol Will this week

Need Fu-bux???
Everyone please go by and rate this one pic...if you go by and rate it and leave a comment...rated or whatever....I will pay 20K fu-bux to everyone who rates that pic until i run out of fu-bux. 20K FOR ONE PIC RATE....YES YOU READ IT RIGHT!!!! Click this pic below to rate... COME BY AND RATE MY PIC PLEASE!!! I am gonna be giving 500K fu-bucks to the person that is the 500th rate on my photo in a HH contest. Help me get my first HH or another great prize. After clicking on the photo link below and rating, come back to this bulletin and click on my profile link at the bottom and PM me and let me know you rated me in the contest. CLICK HERE TO RATE MY PIC CLICK HERE TO PM ME *KO Girl* Kisses Keno (PLEASE READ MY PROFILE)@ fubar (repost of original by '*KO Girl* Kisses Keno (PLEASE READ MY PROFILE)' on '2009-03-07 07:59:40') (repost of original by 'Knock Outs Home Page' on '2009-03-07 08:22:20')

Dont Judge
i feel like growing up latley ive been stuck in the 90,s of what i use to be i havent even hit midlife crisis yet but yet i feel i have to hold on to that tuff guy persona its problem ive had since my stepson has hit his teens were only 10 yrs apart ive raised him since he was five and now i feel i relate better to him but lets face it im 29 going bald and getting fat i just have a hard time accepting it does anyone else feel me here got any feed back

March 7th 2009
I never know how to start out these blogs. I don't know whether to treat it like a dear diary, a self analysis, basing it on something i've encountered, or just some randomness. Today I really wanted to write because I was feeling down. We all feel down but its more like why am I feeling down. I have times where I start these and I know whats bringing me down. I end up writing it out and its clear. It makes sense. There are times where I have no idea, and I give examples of something. Than I give like an editorial and come up with the answers as I go along. More or less its clear. More often than not its all editorial with little answers and whole lot of questions. More like pleas for assistance in matters that everyone has to deal with. I would like to say overcome but they are so common like a cold that as soon as its dealt with the same nonesense renews. I revel in the assurance that it will all fix itself out. That time will take its course and heal all wounds. It

...what Some People Have To Say About It...what About You!!???
Albert Camus: [I]n such a world of conflict, a world of victims and executioners, it is the job of thinking people, not to be on the side of the executioners. Aldous Huxley: A democracy which makes or even effectively prepares for modern, scientific war must necessarily cease to be democratic. No country can be really well prepared for modern war unless it is governed by a tyrant, at the head of a highly trained and perfectly obedient bureaucracy. Alfred Tennyson: Till the war-drum throbb`d no longer, and the battle-flags were furl`d; In the parliament of man; the Federation of the world. Annie Dillard: "One of the main reasons that it is so easy to march men off to war," says Ernest Becker, is that "each of them feels sorry for the man next to him who will die." Aristotle: We make war that we may live in peace. August Bebel: In time of war the loudest patriots are the greatest profiteers. Barbara Kingsolver: Wars and elections are both to

Macbeth
Macbeth: To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day, To the last syllable of recorded time; And all our yesterdays have lighted fools The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player, That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. Macbeth Act 5, scene 5, 19–28

Thought I Was Not Looking
Photobucket WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothi

I'm Up 4 Auction
LUCKY CHARM AUCTION!!!!! WE ARE HAVING A LUCKY CHARM AUCTION!! BEING HELD IN LUCIOUS DESIRES STARTING 3/8 ENDING 3/14!! MINIMUM BID 50K !! SO COME ON AND GET YOUR LUCKY CHARM CLICK THE LINK TO BID ON ME AND SEE WHAT I WILL DO FOR YOU WHILE YOUR HERE!! JOIN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR!! WE HAVE THE GREATEST MUSIC BY " THE PHOENIX RADIO" YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS THIS CUZ IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW This ia a NSFW LOUNGE!!! that means.. ANYTHING GOES !!!! If you wanna ENTER THE LOUNGE click the PIC below!! SEE YA SOON !!! (repost of original by 'LUCIOUS DESIRES' on '2009-03-07 20:44:24') (repost of original by '~*~ Lucious9774~*~OWNER of LUCIOUS DESIRES ~ * ~' on '2009-03-07 20:47:02') (repost of original by 'Ron Bartender @lucious desires' on '2009-03-07 20:51:42')

St Paddy's Auction
Here ye Here ye... Gather 'round folks cus I've an Annoucement of Pu$$yCat Porportionz. We are at it once again.. Hosting an Auction thats bound to have you slipping down your own Rainbow and right in to a pot of GOLD... and we're calling this one: the Pu$$yCat Sexy St. Paddy Auction - - - AND WE ARE UP AND RUNNING SO COME GET YOUR BID ON So here's to all Family Members and Friends... Grab your sexy offers make haste ... See the Man behind the curtain Mr. Damien Darke himself to get you all set up because we are still accepting new auctionees until Monday Mar 9th... and just to keep this thing going along here are a few things to remember and consider: We are hosting this gala auction from March 7th to the 17th... so nows the time to get your best picture ready then you just drop a line to Damien Darke letting him know that you're ready to participate... the buy in will be a meager $40K in fubucks... tell all of your potential new

Woo Hoo
just bought my first laptop pretty sad huh? but im givin it a trial run right now! ya know i sit and wonder when is it time for the hurt and meek to have thei time? when does it come around? what about that thing called karma? when do you find the one?why ???????????????

Auto 11's & Cherrybombs
Ides Of March Auction Brought to you by Radio X show Go To This Page's Pics To The Ides Of March Folder Radio X show@ fubar My Auction Pic :D This is my first auction and I have no idea what I am doing so help me out people. Bid on me. Here Are The Rules And While You Are There Bid On These Two As Well :D This is my first auction guys....help me please :D Here are my offers. Join the lounge :D http://www.fubar.com/lounge/60683 C'mon guys bid on me :-* http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1677524&albumid=1554366&i=244107743&idx=13

Drama
You know i came onto this site in the belief that this was an adult site. I have come to the conclusion that some on here are adults but some still believe this is high school. Let me define that. See to me high school is where you have your clicks. You all remember those. Only thing is on here you cant tell who is real and who isnt. So i have come to the conclusion that those on here that want to relive their high school days this isnt the place for you. Now before everyone jumps to conclusions i am not pointing fingers cause i am not that immature. So my thoughts are if you want to be friends please remember im an adult. I have kids in high school, i dont need anymore around me.

A Sick Mind
A day at work... Last friday i went with one of my clients to the doctor for a regular vaginal examination. The doctor took his time and when i looked at his face, he was looking really surprised and shocked. He showed me why and i still cant believe what i saw... Half a jam jar in her vagina! I was really shocked myself. I know she does that kind of things, because it belongs to her syndrome. But there is a difference between knowing and seeing. I went to the ER with her as soon as possible to remove the jam jar. Spend 5 hours in the hospital with a very agressive client. But can you imagine... It made me so sad knowing that she is sexual abused as a child and now she is so mentally fucked up that she does things like that. I cant get it out of my mind. Its so sick to abuse a child!

Poetry
Darkness Here I am sitting in the darkness all alone And for once not afraid. No I am not sad, for your on my mind and in my heart. I think of the time we will have to hold eachother, and I smile. I am not sure what the Great Spirit was Thinking, but for once he got it right. I know it's like a dream, and I never want To wake up. I can feel your arms holding me tight, The warmth goes through me. My heart races at the thought of your breath On my neck. My hands start to sweat at the thought of us as one. Oh sweet darkness your now my friend. Show me the warmth of my love when he's not Near. For darkness is where I see my love. By WhispersSoft The Wolf (Maqwai'o) The Wolf Clan of Menominee At night deep in sleep I see the wolf in the distant I hear the native flute & drum I hear the wolf howl in tune I fall deeper into sleep As I sit in the green grass The wolf comes closer The flute & drum get louder My heart starts to beat in time with the drum

Friends W/benefits Or F*ck Buddies?
Just fishing for your thoughts on "FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS" I may be completely wrong, but a friend with benefits is definately not the same as a "FUCK BUDDY" or is it ? What are your thoughts ???.........I seem to think friends with benefits are friends first where as fuck buddies are just that...........just another fuck .

Stuff You Wont Look At
hmmm ooh It's a mystery to me we have a greed with which we have agreed You think you have to want more than you need until you have it all you won't be free society, you're a crazy breed I hope you're not lonely without me When you want more than you have you think you need and when you think more than you want your thoughts begin to bleed I think I need to find a bigger place 'cos when you have more than you think you need more space society, you're a crazy breed I hope you're not lonely without me society, crazy and deep I hope you're not lonely without me there's those thinking more or less less is more but if less is more how you're keeping score? Means for every point you make your level drops kinda like its starting from the top you can't do that... society, you're a crazy breed I hope you're not lonely without me society, crazy and deep I hope you're not lonely without me society, have mercy on me I hope you're not angry if I dis

Chat Rooms....
so earlier i had discussed certain chat room habits that really annoyed me, well, it was strange, between my husband and brother in law they were on another social network for hours in their chat rooms. now, all of a sudden everyone deleted their accounts? all of a sudden they are tired of the bullshit and drama in them? ALL OF A SUDDEN? that sounds weird. maybe i am paranoid, or whatever you want to call it, but it sure sounds fishy to me... alright, so this is my first blog ever, i like the concept of a blog, so i thought i would give it a whirl. My subject today is gonna be Chat rooms. While in general i think they are a fun way to spend some free time, bored, an hour or two, once or twice a week, just good fun. But then you have people, like my dear husband, who get on first thing in the morning, and as soon as they get home from work. ALL of their free time is spent in a chat room. Now my bro in law lives with us, and he is even worse. they get in the room, and they are on for 4 h

Emotional Crisis
Vets flooding suicide hot line Phone service getting up to 250 calls daily Monday, July 28, 2008 The VA estimates that every year 6,500 veterans take their own lives. The mental health director for the VA, Ira Katz, said in an e-mail last December that of the 18 veterans who commit suicide each day, four to five of them are under VA care, and 12,000 veterans under VA care are attempting suicide each year. This month, the hot line began an advertising campaign in Washington area subway stations and buses featuring the slogan, “It takes the courage and strength of a warrior to ask for help.” The veterans hot line, which is linked to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, received 55,000 callers in its first year, including both veterans and people who are concerned about them, according to figures being released Monday. One-third of the 40 specially trained counselors are veterans themselves. “We try to get them [callers] to talk about their situ

Forever Love
Mark, my life without you has been so incomplete! I have ALWAYS feared I would never get the chance of you loving me again! I am truely bleesed that you have given me another chance! I swear I will never let you down like that ever aain. I want to be your everything always! You are my forever love ! I love you so much:>

Guess
Spanish Words of the Day: 1. *Cheese* The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a sentence. Pepito replies: Maria likes me, but cheese fat. 2. *Mushroom* When all my family get in the car, there ' s not mushroom. 3. *Shoulder* My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn ' t know how to read so I shoulder. 4. * Texas * My fren always Texas me when I ' m not home wondering where I ' m at! 5. *Herpes* Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and she got herpes. 6. *July* Ju told me ju we're going to tha store and July to me! Julyer! 7. *Rectum* I had 2 cars but my wife rectum! 8. *Chicken* I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go herself. 9. *Wheelchair* We only have one enchilada left, but don' t worry wheelchair 10. *Chicken* *wing* My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing. 11. *Harassment* My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her honey harassment nothing to me. 12. *Bishop* My wife

Men Who Need To Get A Life
This morning, a friend of mine and I got talking about when I had come over for a visit. And he said how he was always afraid cause I dont pull punches and if someone said shit to me they are gonna get told . Any how I brought up one thing that was said about him and how I reacted. He said and I quote "Gawd you must fuck me blind" For me not to hear that. I went on to explain to him why he didnt. And here is the stupid thing, he absoultely knew if he said that comment how I would react to it and yet said it any how. Well after getting off the pc I thought and thought about that rude comment and it started to upset me alot. So knowing I am better at saying how I feel in text proceeded to send him a email and tell him just how I thought. I told him he made me feel like a dirty ass ho whos only reason for visiting was to get laid. Now seriously if that is what I wanted I dont need to travel to pittsburgh pa to get it. I said in the email thx now I know just how you see me a

Music & Lyrics
Lyrics: Remember those walls i built Well baby they are turning down And they didn`t even put up a fight They didn`t even make a sound I found a way to let you in But i never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It`s like i`ve been awaken Every rule i had to break It`s the risk that i`m taking I ain`t never gonna shut you out Everywhere i`m looking now I`m surrounded by your embrace Baby i can see your halo You know you`re my saving grace You`re everything i need and more It`s written all over your face Baby i can feel your halo Pray won`t fade away I can do your halo I can see your halo I can be your halo I can see your halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkness night You`re the only one that i want You got addicted to your lie I swore i`d never fall again But this don`t even feel like falling Gravity camed again To pull me back to the ground again It`s like i`ve been awaken Every rule i had

My Life
I had visitation with my friend this weekend. His name is Kutter he's 8 months, and has my ears. My first five visits are supervised, after that it's just him and me. It's weird I never thought I'd need a car seat. His mom is 7 years younger then me. Her eyes used to sparkle when I made her smile. Now all she does is make me feel guilty and tells me that Her and Kutter would be happier if I signed over my rights. She has her own special way of making me feel sad. I picked a shaded area and sat in the gravel that surrounds the jungle gym. Kids are always happier when they are at the park or at least that's what I heard. We sat down and I began to apologize for not being his daddy everyday and that it wasn't his fault that his mother and i wasn't together. He just stared at the kids running and laughing then tried to stick rocks in his mouth, and I began to wonder what rocks tasted like. I decided that if I played with him on the jungle gym. I might create some sort of father son bond.

Listen Baby ...
Listen, baby Ain't no mountain high Ain't no vally low Ain't no river wide enough, baby If you need me, call me No matter where you are No matter how far Just call my name I'll be there in a hurry You don't have to worry 'Cause baby, There ain't no mountain high enough Ain't no valley low enough Ain't no river wide enough To keep me from getting to you Remember the day I set you free I told you You could always count on me From that day on I made a vow I'll be there when you want me Some way,some how 'Cause baby, There ain't no mountain high enough Ain't no valley low enough Ain't no river wide enough To keep me from getting to you No wind, no rain My love is alive Way down in my heart Although we are miles apart If you ever need a helping hand I'll be there on the double As fast as I can Don't you know that There ain't no mountain high enough Ain't no valley low enough Ain't no river wide enough To keep me from getting to you Don'

Me
OK HERE IT IS I AM TALKIN TO A PERSON THAT I FEEL CLOSE TO BUT WE HAVE NEVER MEET BUT TO ME THAT DONT MATTER WELL HE THINKS THAT I DONT GET ON CAM BECAUSE OF HIM BUT I HAVE A 19 MONTH OLD DAUGHTER AND I CANT ALWAYS GET ON CAM I HAVE A SHORT TERM MEMORY SO I REALLY DONT REMEMBER ALOT OF THINGS SO I CANT ALWAWYS REMEMBER IF I TELL SOME ONE THAT I WILL GET ON CAM!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A LOT OF MEN THAT TRY TO TALK TO ME JUST BECAUSE OF MY LOOKS AND NOT BECAUSE OF ME AND ITS HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND A MAN THAT WANTS TO TALK TO ME AND BE FRIENDS WITH ME AND DOESNT TRY TO GET MY CLOTHS OFF... I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT HE DOES KNOW THE COLOR OF MY EYES AND NOT ALOT OF MEN EVEN KNOW THAT....... I JUST SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE HE IS JEALOUS AND I MEAN PEOPLE DO GET JEALOUS BUT I FEEL LIKE HE THINKS IM A CHILD AND NOT A WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY ENJOY CHATTIN WITH HIM AND WE HAVE STAYED UP MANY NIGHTS CHATTING AND TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT THERE IS A BIG AGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN US AND THAT IS WHAT MAKES ME T

Wtf
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general.You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take.Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

First One
hey everyone here it is my first blog come rate me fan me add me buy me a drink i can repay all help a guy level up and make a name for himself in here the best site ever FUBAR.COM n come check out my gurls djing skills at http://www.fubar.com/lounge/65822 wicked desires

My Wife Is Having Surgery Today Plz Show Her Luv
come and check out this sexy and beautiful woman to own!!oawwowco come by and show me some luv and bid on a sweetie pie to own for a month. click on the pic below to bid luvs (repost of original by '~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥' on '2009-04-02 21:31:48')(repost of original by '~~$Badassbiatch$~1~DSC~dangerous curves' on '2009-04-03 00:41:21') ***Your Prayers Are Truly Needed*** This is my Friend Deb! She is one of the most Amazing, Caring,Loving , Woman i know on Fubar! I am Honored to have been able to meet her on here! She has a heart of gold and is always looking out for me and helping me and many others out in many ways! & This woman NEVER ask for anything in return! Deb has gone through so Much In Life! And has been through many of lifes hardships and has pulled through them amazingly! She is a very Strong Woman!At the young age of 32 She was

Friends And Family On Fubar
I received an email today that one of my sayings NOT even a picture was tagged as NSFW and I had the saying in a folder that was marked for FAMILY not even in a folder for everyone to see? I sent a reply as I did have the stinking saying marked NSFW as someone last June sent it in so I marked in NSFW and moved it to a Family only folder. So I guess that means someone within my family sent the email to Fubar. I have seen plenty of offensive things on this site if I don't like it I just move on, I thought we were supposed to be adults on here and that was the purpose of having different levels of friends ship ie; fan, friend, family so if we have something that is more of the adult nature that we don't children to see we can put them in that album. I could be petty and go start sending emails about everything that I see in violation but I am not petty like that. If you don't like it move on. And if you are in someones family and don't want to be or don't even want to be their frien

Mind Control
Fredrick was ecstatic. He had halfway bullied himself into thinking that the whole thing was just a farce and that it would never get here. It wasn’t that he actually believed that the thing would work, but he half-heartedly convinced himself that it would. It was pathetic; really, here he was a flesh and blood eighteen-year-old senior with an IQ right off the charts, grades that just wouldn’t quit, and a snappy car. He bought and paid for it with his own money, of course. He had several jobs that had lasted him from the age of eight… and each time he would put some of the money that he’d made into the car fund, the college fund, and the fun fund. As he got older though, the fun fund seemed to go slightly awry, and most of it seemed to focus directly upon his getting into college, and getting a car. The car happened first, $27,000 dollars of his hard saved money went into a nice little Ford that he felt mighty proud to drive around in, and yet the dating scene for him was s

Actual Conversation I Had At The Gas Station This Morning:
rgc = redneck gas station clerk. Big fat redheaded ginger bitch me = me rgc - Ooooohhhhhhh....is that a tattew on yer arm???? me - yes rgc - wut is it? is that some differnt language or somethin??? me - yes, it's Tibetan rgc - well dus it mean somethin or wut? me - yes rgc - well wut's it stand fer???? me - It says 'I like swimming' rgc - you lahke swimmin? fer real? me - yes, I like swimming rgc - well you must lahke swimmin a lot if you got that tattewd on yer arm me - yes, I do. I like swimming. A lot.

Looking For A New Owner
Ok I Have Done It Again Put Myself On The Auction Block .... Well This Is What Im Offering .... 100 11s weekly 200 10s weekly shitfaced daily 2 big pimping gifts during the month of my choice permanant blog pimpout weekly pimpout bully owned by in my name for the month your link on my profile for a month all stash rated during the month added to my family added to my top friends profile comment everyday if 65 credit bling pak if offered i will bling u a auto 11 Please Click The Picture Below This Bully Was Bought To You By TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr} Çð Öwñêr Ö£ Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§

Songs For Djs :: My Favs!
Artists :: Songs Danity Kane: Damnaged Jordin Sparks: One step at a time, no air, tottoo, Now you tell me. Rihanna: Umbrella, sos, disturbia,shut up and drive, dont stop the music, If i never see you again feat maroon 5 Ashley Tisdale: He said she said Cascada: because of the night, everytime we touch, what hurts the most, last christmas, kids in america Ashlee Simpson: invisible, boy friend Avril Lavigne: hot, myworld, complicated, unwanted, girlfriend, im with you, my happy ending, keep holding on Celine Dion: call the man, thats the way it is, to love you more, if thats what it takes Christina Aguilera: Fighter Enya: only time, may it be Eve 6: heres to the night GooGoo Dolls: Black Balloon, iris Jessica Simpson: forever in your eyes, with you, a whole new world feat nick lachey. Janet Jackson: if Jo Jo: too little too late Kelly Clarkson: never again, walk away, breakaway, miss independent, since U been gone, behind these hazel eyes,

Scam
Mozilla announced that two experimental Firefox add-ons, Master Filer and the Sothink Web Video Downloader version 4, infected victim PCs with Trojans when either add-on was installed. The small-distribution extensions have been removed from Mozilla's add-on site. Read my report for details. - Erik Larkin, PCWorld --- On Wed, 3/18/09, Wal-Mart Stores, Inc wrote: From: Wal-Mart Stores, Inc Subject: Online job offer from Wal-Mart Stores, Inc......Apply Now. To: Date: Wednesday, March 18, 2009, 8:34 PM US COMPANY REPRESENTATIVE WAL-MART(CHINA OFFICE) Packages supplies 615 Luyi Road North, Gulou District, FuzhouFax:+867045716154 DEAR CANDIDATE, This letter is not intended to cause any embarrassment in whatever form,rather it is intended to contact your esteemed self, following the knowledge of your high repute and trustworthiness. Firstly, I must solicit your confidentiality. I know that a proposal of this magnitude will make

How To Create Ezrate Picture Folders
Everyone who's been here a while knows the value of having ezRate picture folders! The best ones are about the same size, not too large but not too small (I still like to see what I'm rating!), and usually have a central theme to attract different people to different categories. If you have a VIP you can have 2500 pictures, so you want to set up folders that have 250 pics to maximize on cherry bombing. The max # of pics a bomb can hit is 250 so that # provides the best value to both bomber and bombee. 250 seems to be a good size for click by click raters too, but it helps if you have a variety of categories because that provides some incentive for people who are into different things to rate your pics. Typically they will rate a few folders then move on to help another fubarian, but the easier it is to rate your pics the more likely it is they will rate more. When pics change sizes or take too long to appear it slows down the process and they may get frustrated which means they m

Free Portfolio For Fubucks
hey guys i am trying to earn these silly fubucks on her to buy something, I am a photographer in NY and am going to take "donations" whomever donates the most over a period will get a free portfolio!!!!

Auto 11's
/> She Has Autos On And Want You To Spank Her Hard Thats right MzBooti2Big Has Autos On, For 2 Days She Will Be Running Autos For You To Spank Her Booti Till She Can't Take It No More. So Come On and F/R/A/C Bling and Bomb This Sexy Lady Straight to Prophet

So What??!!
Travelling in the life, Stranger and alone, My way is like a knife, And all on my own! Tryin' not to fall, No one to give a hand! So let me tell you all, It's really wild and sad! it seems that after all these years I have lived, I will pass away without leaving any mark on thw wall of life. so what??!!

Smile....
wax paper stamps that color your dreams falling asleep lost in the bloodstream crawling towards a silent scream that you'll never hear I must admit theres nothing I wont do to get your attention when interest has fell through bleeding out and billowing smoke when a smile would do..............

This Is Me
This is my profile (this is my profile) Name: yumi Age: 23 Gender: Female Please try the first session: 19 * Blood type: O - * Height: 150 cm (4 feet 11) * Measurements: 85-59-83 inches (33-23-33) * Cup: C65 * Hobbies: Collecting HAROKITIGUZZU Sanrio, reading, watching a movie * Special Skills: Volleyball, piano, Soroban * Character: fine * First sexual experience: 15 years * Favorite Location: Mission, back originally living in japan particulary in kyoto... my own mansion is not yet finish but probably before I go back it would definitely be as beautiful as I want it to be..My company is located in tokyo the capital city of japan. Now I am outside japan doing my work with my boss (yakuza) , my co-models and also with my co-models...without a permanent address,...poor me) well I am an unwanted child my mom is a japanese geisha and my dad is an american business man they have this one night affair and so I was brought to life my dad once told me that my mom wante

Promo #1
On a secluded highway somewhere in Texas, sits a gleaming silver SUV, and a darker late model coupe. On the hood of the coupe sits a gentleman, and straddling him, is a long haired, beautiful woman. Concentrating on showing each other attention with their lips, they continue getting even more heated. Her face is so beautiful to him, he loves taking her face into his hands, as he is addicted to kissing her lips, feeling her tounge on his. He begins kissing down her cheek, and down her neck, she looks up to the stars and lets out a gasp, and a slight moan. She hysterically proceeds to remove her pen stripped jacket, revealing her white tank top, and her sidearm holster. He smiles big, and slides his hand down the center of her body, forcing her erect nipples to poke through the thin layer that seperates her bare skin, to him. She begins, forcefully trying to work the button and zipper of his slacks, looking into his eyes, letting him know it is imperative that he reveals himself to

Ya Gotta Love The South...
Tennessee The owner of a golf course was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, 'You graduated from the University of Tennessee and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?' The secretary thought a moment, and then replied, 'Everything but my earrings.' Alabama A group of Alabama friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. 'Where's Henry?' the others asked. 'Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail,' the successful hunter replied. 'You left Henry laying out there and carried the deer back?' they inquired. 'A tough call,' nodded the hunter. 'But I figured no one is going to steal Henry!' Texas The Sheriff pulled up next to the guy unloading garbage out of his

Little Joe...
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, 'Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it.' The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, 'Son, where are you going?' Little Joseph told him; 'I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike.

Important Message...
Theft Problem IMPORTANT MESSAGE: You've heard about people who have been abducted and had their kidneys removed by black-market organ thieves. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. I went to sleep and woke up with someone else's thighs. It was just that quick. The replacements had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans. And then the thieves struck again. My butt was next. I knew it was the same gang, because they took pains to match my new rear-end to the thighs they had stuck me with earlier. But my new butt was attached at least three inches lower than my original! I realized I'd have to give up my jeans in favor of long skirts. Two years ago I realized my arms had been switched. One morning I was fixing my hair and was horrified to see the flesh of my upper arm swing to and fro w

My Life
Each day I wake up renewed, almost finding promise in what the day may bring me. This is really only a recent occurrence within my life. Perhaps it’s because I finally Find myself truly understanding love and it’s meaning, maybe it’s because I actually Like the job that I have. Either way I find myself reflecting on everything that has Happened in the past year. Being as my birthday is Wednesday I guess I am Considering this my time to reflect. Let us start shall we? I'm sorry this is a long one... March 2008- The non-exsistant birthday… My best friend had surgery on my birthday & to everyone else it was just another day with the exception of my children and my parents (had they forgotten I’d have disowned them) I don’t believe I heard Happy Birthday from anyone except Chrissie whose birthday is the same as mine… At this point I had fallen so far into a depression after the loss of Steven that it was almost as if I could no longer Find myself within the person I had

Too Funny
As a new, young MD doing his residency in OB , I was quite embarrassed when performing female pelvic exams. To cover my embarrassment, I had unconsciously formed a habit of whistling softly. The middle-aged lady upon whom I was performing this exam suddenly burst out laughing and further embarrassing me. I looked up from my work and sheepishly said, 'I'm sorry. Was I tickling you?' She replied, 'No doctor, but the song you were whistling was, 'I wish I was an Oscar Meyer Wiener.' A nurse was on duty in the emergency room when a young woman with purple hair styled into a punk rocker mohawk, sporting a variety of tattoos, and wearing strange clothing, entered. It was quickly determined that the patient had acute appendicitis, so she was scheduled for immediate surgery. When she was completely disrobed on the operating table, the staff noticed that her pubic hair had been dyed green, and above it there was a tattoo that read, 'Keep off the grass.' Once the surgery was comp

A Glimpse At Happiness
During the darkest hours of the night, I see myself in a different light. Watching my lover sleeping restlessly, brings out my protective instincts easily. Realizing that I have found the man of my dreams brings me joy and a feeling of peace. And knowing just how much he means to me makes his love the greatest gift I'd ever receive. Small glances and soft caresses from one another, shows us how much we mean to each other. A lingering hug and a long tender kiss are just a couple of things that fill me with bliss. In my heart, I believe his feelings are true because when I look in his eyes, it shines through. All my life my hearts been full of doubt and fear, but it goes away when my baby is near. We've only known each other for a short while, yet he always seems to know how to make me smile. I never thought I'd find a love as great as his, but now that I have, I realize what I've missed. Never again will my heart be thrown away because it is his

Black Out
The Clever Leprechaun A guy has a few drinks at a bar, then heads to the rest room. While he’s doing his business, a very short man takes the urinal next to him and whips out a 10-inch johnson. “I’m sorry for staring,” says the guy, “but you’re huge.” “That’s because I’m a leprechaun,” says the short man. “All leprechauns are well-endowed.” “I’d do anything to have a penis that size,” sighs the guy. “It just so happens that I can grant wishes,” says the leprechaun. “If you let me have sex with you in the bathroom stall, I’ll give you a bigger penis.” The man thinks it over and decides he wants a giant schlong. As they’re going at it, the man cries out, “I can’t believe I’m letting a leprechaun screw me!” “I can’t believe that you believe I’m a leprechaun!” I had a problem because I was blacking out all the time. And I went and I talked to my doctor, and he said, 'It's not that you drink too much, it's just that after a couple of major blackouts, you blackou

Intimacy And You
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Ides Of March Auction
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Tactylics
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Bullies
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The Next Time Someone Asks You About Marijuana........
Did you know, it is estimated that hemp has approximately 25,000 uses? From food, paint and fuel to clothing and construction materials, hemp is used. There are even hemp fibres in your Red Rose® and Lipton® tea bags. And several cars made today contain hemp. The oldest relic of human industry is a piece of hemp fabric (canvas) found in ancient Mesopotamia dating back to approximately 8000 B.C. The oldest surviving piece of paper was made over 2000 years ago in China and was also made from hemp fibre. In 2500 B.C. the pharaohs used hemp in the construction of the great pyramids. Hemp was so important in England in the 16th century that King Henry VIII passed a law in 1553 which fined farmers who failed to grow at least one quarter acre of hemp for every 60 acres of arable land they owned. There was even a time in history for over 200 years when you could pay your taxes in America with hemp. In 1850 there were more than 8,300 hemp farms in the United States. Every 3

Wat Is Love
i am tired of men only wanting one thing i am tired of men treating women like shit if you care for a woman show her you mean it don't hurt her don't make her cry don't be like all other men out there cause there will come a time in your life when you see how much that one woman really meant to you and she will be gone he lied there not much to tell he said he loved me then sentenced me to this hell he use me he tried to make me cry but it didn't work he only left me half dead inside but he does not care if he did he would be here but no he left leaving me only one hope that he will one day feel the pain that i now feel i was once a child and would fall for the games i was once a child but now i am not the same all the lies i hear anymore get me to laugh no longer will i fall for the words that get taken back lies are lies and i see through them all just try to make me fall for one you can't and neither can they for i am now a woman that will n

Emotional Quicksand
In a pit of deep despair I cry for help but noone's there Slowly sinking in my pain Feeling nothing's left to gain Swallowed whole by my own sorrow Not wanting there to be tomorrow I lay here numb from all these tears That have been shed throughout my years Even though I put up walls Oh so easily the fall Am I at fault for how I feel? Should one not want something that's real? Through all the hurt I still have faith That one day by some awesome fate I'll meet the one who'll reach out his hand And pull me from my emotional quicksand No more gasping up for air At last there's someone who does care At last I feel I'm understood I feel loved, and I feel good

Another Try
Should she risk to love again When each time it's gone wrong He puts her on a pedestal Yet her heart is still so numb Every time it starts like this She's overwhelmed with glee But this time she is holding back For fear it may not be She does not wish to hurt another The way she's hurt before The pain and heartache she's been through Has left her heart quite sore So tattered, torn, and abused From ones throughout the years Who caused her so much sorrow Her heart's cried many tears She wants to hand her heart to him And try to love once more But part of her is petrified Not knowing what's in store But if he's truly patient Caring, loving, and kind And also understanding This love may do just fine So there she goes once again Erasing all her doubts She closes her eyes, breathes in deep And slowly exhales out

In Memoriam
Stuart Arotsky May 1959 - March 2009 Yesterday was the funeral of a good friend, Stuart Arotsky. Stu was a great guy: intelligent, funny, caring and dedicated. He spent the last several years of his life caring for his father, who passed less than six months ago. He had finally me the woman for whom he had waited for all his life, but instead of a wedding, I found myself attending a funeral. Stuart was a schoolteacher, a city councilman, had a keen interest in space and science fiction and was a writer. He was one of the genuinely good people in this world and it will be a poorer world without him . Rest In Peace, My Friend

Saying Goodbye
> > We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We > > turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our > > pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. > > We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived > > and we opened the front door to leave the house. > > The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she > always tries to eat the bird. > > My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The > > cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife > > doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the > > night. So,she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon. > > 'He's just going upstairs to say Goodbye to my mother.' > > A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I > > said, as we drove away. 'That stupid bitch was hiding under the be

Ache
I ache for you To feel you against me Holding me The warmth of your skin against mine Your breath on my neck Your lips pressed to mine You caress me Brush your hand across my cheek Stroke my hair Look deep in my eyes Smiling at me Kissing me fully Feeling comfort, security Falling asleep and awaking to have you still here For now and forever

A Spark Ignites
A spark ignites With just one kiss Runs through my veins I feel pure bliss Your tender touch Across my hips As I taste Your precious lips You hold me tight Our bodies close A rush of passion Overflows You kiss my neck And softly bite Sends chills through me With much excite Your lips trace down Along my spine I want to feel this All the time Against your chest My gentle touch I never thought I'd want this much I close my eyes And breathe you in And feel your touch Against my skin My inside burn And ache for you Your touch tells me You feel it too You lay me down So tenderly Slowly you Go into me Our hearts are racing We kiss some more I'm at the point Of no control To feel your skin Against my own You move with me I softly moan It feels so good It feels so right As we make love All through the night

I Want To Fall In Love With You
I want to fall in love with you But scared it may not be I want to fall in love with you Is there a chance for me? I want to fall in love with you And hold you close to me My affection overflows When I look at you I see... A glimmer of hope, a ray of light Someone I'd like to hold at night Oh so tight, don't let go Let my love just overflow Melt into me, we'll become one We'll play for keeps, not just for fun So, what ya think, will you be mine? And love me till the end of time? Take care of me and love me right Make our emotions take the flight Soaring high above the plains Feel true love and no more pain Of broken hearts, and no more tears Just pure sweet love for all our years Get deeply lost in each other's kiss This is something I'd hate to miss To you, I give my wounded heart And hope that we will never part But if thins don't work out You have my word, without a doubt That if we're not meant to be together We'll still be friends until f

Untitled
He was her artist Her body his canvas His lips the paintbrush She closed her eyes and imagined what a beautiful piece of art she was becoming as she felt his lips brush against her skin. Each sensation feeling more heightened than the previous... Vibrant greens and blues mixed with a shimmer of sliver swirled through her mind. The artist began smoothing his hands along the curves of the canvas, still continuing to apply bursts of color with the brush. The colors were becoming warmer and more intense... Violets, reds, and oranges danced in the center the painting. The brush kept dipping in and mixing colors together. The artist kept applying short fast strokes until the paint was just the color and consistency he wanted. The finishing touch was perfect as he stood back and admired his work. A translucent shimmer cast over the painting making the whole canvas seem to glow. This was indeed his masterpiece.

To My Friends
My life is going pretty good so far. I got all my friends who are very dear to me I got my health I got my family I got my son I have a feeling this year will have a good out come for everyone. Even though not all of us have a special someone in our life we still have each other to run to and to comfort in our times of hardship. You all know I am here to help you if need be I dont have much but I can find someway to help you out. I want to say thanks to all of you who have been there for me these past weeks I really appriciate it. And thanks to those of you who arnt able to be here but still contact me when you know im feeling down. If it weren't for you guys I dont know what wouldve went on...I know I wouldnt of pulled some emo shit but I mean like yeah...I dont think Id have my sanity. I also want to thank my ex bf...If it wasent for you being the way you are...I wouldnt be the strong woman I am now...So thanks for being a total fucking dick to me for makeing me the

Steven
I'm 24 years old, I work as a plumber and HVAC tech. I like to do summer recreation: like go to the lake, or go fishing. I spend most of my time working. Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again, sometimes being an adult sucks, too much responsibility. Usually, I'm an outgoing person, I like to make people laugh, from what I hear I'm not to bad at it, and I like to be the life of the party.

Funny Stuff
So i go onto this site to see what my celebrity look a like is and the first one i match for is Jessica Simpson the morph is bad so i try to load another picture and it turns out thatg i look like Kristin Davis... take a look and tell me what you think. MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free genealogy - Geneology

Life
This morning I'm at a loss for words. The best person in my life has passed away and I don't know how to deal with it. I've lost so much this year and to be a little dramatic I welcome whatever the supposed end of the world has. i'm so angry that she is gone and that my children will never know how she loved them. My depression is at an all time high. Words can not express what I feel. I only hope to be reunited with her again. Grandma I love you so much. today was one of the hardest days that i have had in a while. a close friend of mine was finally laid to rest and although i know he is in a better place it doesn't make it any easier to say good-bye. i appreciate all the support. i know it will all get better in time. I feel temporary to your world.... You have the strangest effect on my world.... I feel out of sorts and full of loneliness....... You say you want me for ever yet make me see temporary.... Your eyes say it all...... Maybe in another time and place we wouldn't have

"do Not Go Gentle"
"Do Not Go Gentle" by Dylan Thomas Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. This man said it all. Do not let people step on you and get you d

Nothing To Hide
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This Is Me
My life is mine and its revolves around my family and kids. I've decided not to let anybody in whose gonna tear me down or make me feel less important. I have to be happy in order for my kids to be happy. I am a loving mother and girlfriend who needs to learn how to be patient and trust others. That is my goal or I will never be happy!!!

The Crazy World..
I'm lorein from phils. I love to party have some friend.meiogy@live add me. I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This

I Find This Funny
ϟϟ ssdaddy78 ϟϟ was nice enough to rate me as a "1", but his status says he "doesn't rate darkies, don't take it personal". Did he or did he not see I was a "darkie" before he even clicked to rate? lol I think someone just wanted a closer look at my tits, lol

From Myspace
I know she shines in your eyes. I see it through mine. Your eyes sparkle more as she grows. With that child golden is the time. Always hold it dear. Years will pass like momments. Hold all your memorys close. I hope you never forget. You to bring joy in life. I hope forever you shine. And I hope forever. You will shine in mine. She smiles at my words. Even when they are true. I say these words. Only to you. Your beauty amazing. Your smile I long to touch. To much distance between us. An ocean to much. I will look at this sea. And see your face. In my heart always. Your smile has its place. Halfway across the world. Her beauty I still see. God has given me a gift. Bringing her smile to me. Even when she is down. A sparkle still glows in her eyes. When she does not smile. My heart wonders why. Her smile to me priceless. Like a days sunshine. I hope to see it forever. And warm this heart of mine.

What Happens When An Aries Gets Bored!!!!!! ---
So this is what happened after I took my Paxil: (for social anxiety disorder): I stepped out of the house in newly dyed red hair, my new leather boots, and my "Mrs.Voorhees" shirt and ventured to Walmart to get some snacks and cat food, and I actually got a compliment on my shirt and all eyes were on me. THIS is what happens when you leave a "wanting to socialize" Aries in a closed room for 2 weeks!! I just HAD to get out. So the plan for tonight is lay low, chill out, play some games, snack and maybe tomorrow call my work to see if I can come back, and if not, well I think it's about time to start using my CMA title. That's it for now.. I am Still bored and antsy but I'll just put some duct tape over my mouth and make myself pass out so I don't piss anyone off!! Lol I'm like a hyper little kid. "Won't you be my friend"? I dont wanna creep anyone out so I'll just play with my imaginary friends on World of Warcraft lol =(

Own Me For A Month More Offers Available If Cash Bid
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One Reason I Shall Burn
For those of you wondering if I've finally lost my fucking mind. Yes in a way I have. I will spare you all the relationship details as they have small bearing on the events of the past week. I did have a child murdered today, the act was not done by my hand (directly), but all in all I am still going to burn for my part in this. I was told by my doctors back in september when i refilled my prescription that the longer I take the drugs I'm taking the greater the chance of me not being able to reproduce anymore. Well considering the amount of children I already have, that might not be a bad thing. Well here it is a few months later, and im told by my then gf that she is pregnant. FUCK!!! Well being the type of person I am. I am not going to run away from this. I tried to list the options available to us. None of them were viable for her. I should take a minute here to state my opinions on this matter. I am against abortion, I believe it is murder. I do believe it can be used in specia

Life ... =)
Well I may not be around much within the next few days since my cousin passed away on wednesday morning. It bothers me that my daughter & i just had breakfast on monday morning ... he came around on tuesday and next thing i know i get "the call" letting me know that he was found deceased in the morning ... wow what a bomb ... so needless to say this is gonna suck because i have family coming from everywhere, so California & all and they are in for a major let down since i live in a little itty bitty place in Oklahoma. But regardless ... the next few days are gonna be stressfull. =( Last night i realized my children are growing up ... what a hard lesson. My daughter's are both 18 (mixed family ... lol) and one just had a baby 2 months prior ... they now want to move! WOW!! I think i wen from feeling hurt, to scared, to anxious ... i probably can name more emotions ... just plain OVERWHELMED!!! It didn't seem to hurt so much when it was my boys ... (dunno why) but my girls ... it just

Dont Know What To Do
Ok, so I really like someone. But when I see pics of him and his ex, I cant help but feel like I dont add up. I have problems trusting people and believing what they say, this goes for him as well. I dont know if I should believe him, that if I do that, I may feel like I have a chance at this or what. I just dont see what would keep him around because of how happy he seemed with her. I just dont want to be let again i guess. I guess that I cant measure up to anything because Ive never really been important to anyone.

Marking His Territory
Chandra giggled and grinned as she wandered through the mansion. She had only been working at the law firm for a few weeks and was ecstatic when she was invited to the monthly party. It was a time to socialize with all the employees and the fact that it was at one of the most expensive homes in Greenvale Acres was even better. Chandra was fresh out of college and had only one thing on her mind – sex. Well, actually, she had two things on her mind – sex and a husband. Chandra was the typical gold digger. She struggled through three years of college to get a diploma in office administration so she could work at a fancy law firm and marry one of the rich lawyers. Chandra struggled through college not because she wasn't smart. She was borderline gifted actually. She struggled because she spent way too much time partying, fucking, and more fucking. "Beautiful dress Chandra. Is that Alfred Sung?" Nick had paid close attention to Chandra from the first day she started working at the firm.

St Patricks Day Aution And Auto 11s Contest
I am in a St. Patricks Day auction and I need your help. Please rate this picture and help me win auto 11's....you can bid on me too. (copy and paste link below) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1173055&albumid=1533613&i=1048098303&idx=13 Thanks a bunch for your help!! Hugs~N~Stuff xoxo

New Lounge Underconstruction
i just recently closed out an account that had a lounge called LOUNGE 343 honoring the 343 firefighters who perished on september 11th 2001. i have decide to rebuild it here. i am currently looking for promoters...security and djs. if interested plz pm me and i will get back to you asap. this 343 will be bigger and better than the old one. see you there. plz repost. BLACKHEARTEDWOLF

Time Is Coming
Thats right, as locals are aware, the time is almost upon us. so if your local to the 43207 area code, and looking for people to ride, let me know. I love to ride, back country roads and just cruise. no crazieness, just cruising. till then, keep the rubber on the road If you ride, you'd appreciate these... Top Ten Reasons Why Harley Riders Don't Wave Back 10. Afraid it will invalidate warranty. 9. Leather and studs make it too hard to raise arm. 8. Refuses to wave to anyone whose bike is already paid for. 7. Afraid to let go of handlebars because they might vibrate off. 6. Rushing wind would blow scabs off the new tattoos. 5. Angry because just took out second mortgage to pay luxury tax on new Harley. 4. Just discovered the fine print in owner's manual and realized H-D is partially owned by Honda. 3. Can't tell if other riders are waving or just reaching to cover their ears like everyone else. 2. Remembers the last time a Harley rider waved back, he impale

New Auction
UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN!!! PLEASE COME CHECK THIS OUT!! I AM GOING UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN. I HAVE OFFERED PLENTY TO WHOEVER WANTS TO BID AND TRY TO OWN ME. THE OWNERSHIP WILL BE FOR 2 MONTHS, INSTEAD OF ONE MONTH. HERE IS THE LINK: AUCTION ENDS ON MARCH 19TH. SO COME GET YOUR BIDS. UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN!!! PLEASE COME CHECK THIS OUT!! I AM GOING UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN. I HAVE OFFERED PLENTY TO WHOEVER WANTS TO BID AND TRY TO OWN ME. THE OWNERSHIP WILL BE FOR 2 MONTHS, INSTEAD OF ONE MONTH. HERE IS THE LINK: AUCTION ENDS ON MARCH 19TH. SO COME GET YOUR BIDS.

It Was Just A Dream 1st Chapter
It was a mid summers day as I waited outside the hale Mary cathlic school entrance. I waswas waiting for Marie to get finish with her day of school. I heard the school bell ring and as I looked up I saw her running down the hallway so glad to see me. As she ran she grabbed my and by the time I let go we were across the street inbetween her house and mine. I got something to tell you she said winded from running. So tell I said with a blank stare. I can't she said looking at her house. I'll come over in 30 minutes said turning to walk to her house. I just nodded as if she could see me. So I just made my way up to my room, plopped down on my bed and grabbed an old magizen to read as waited for to come over. I heard the the front door open fallowed by footsteps down the hall to my room. The doorknob on my door started to turn and she pushed the door open. She leaned against the door frame for minute and looked at me reading on my belly. She walked in a little and shut the door. I turn ov

Zodiacs Which Are You?
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Grea

Help This Girl
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My Poems
Stuck In In a hole cold dark and wet a more scary place I have never met seeing the bright light at the top I try to escape climbing clawing at the dark wet mud trying hard to leave this place behind but the further I go the more these shackels on my ankles seem to drag me down as my demons kick me In the face again I find myself at the bottom still scared still confined and still alone my demons seem to want me here needing feeding on my fear but I cant give up cant give in I have to get out of this hole Iam in so I start to climb again the shackles start to get heavy but somehow i manage to drag them along the demons are kicking again but It dosent hurt anymore than it did befor my confidence builds and I climb some more I can see the light the light getting closer and my shackles are getting looser Clink! my shackles have fallen to the bottom realising ny advantage I start to climb faster and faster finally I reach the top victorious I spring frome my whole Ive done it ive put

A Fairytale
Dreamland awaits you, close your eyes, Imagine you and i, close as breath Skin upon skin, lips touching, For you taste of raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, takes my breath away, I am burning inside, a torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, for you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, you are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep,dark,mysterious, i am your slave, your love has captured me, grab my body, pull me close, Show me your love, in ways i could only dream, Wake me i must be dreaming, this is a fairytale.

Joke Of The Day!!
Man says to a woman "have you ever had magic sex?". Woman says "What's that?". Man says "we fuck then you disappear, tadah bitch!" Wife asks husband 'tell me something sweet'. Husband says 'ur pussy tastes better than all ur friends'. Oddly enough she wasnt happy....

About Me....
WHEN THE MUSIC STOPPED For those who are unaware, at a military theater, the National Anthem is played before every movie. From a Chaplain in Iraq : I recently attended a showing of 'Superman 3' here at LSA Anaconda. We have a large auditorium we use for movies, as well as memorial services and other large gatherings. As is the custom back in the States, we stood and snapped to attention when the National Anthem began before the main feature. All was going as planned until about three-quarters of the way through The National Anthem the music stopped. Now, what would happen if this occurred with 1,000 18-22 year-olds back in the States? I imagine there would be hoots, catcalls, laughter, a few rude comments; and everyone would sit down and call for a movie. Of course, that is, if they had stood for the National Anthem in the first place. Here, the 1,000 Soldiers continued to stand at attention, eyes fixed forward. The m

Sellin Laptop
well i figured since now im getting the silent treatment from everyone for the past week for some reason because no one wants to chat anymore on here , yahoo or aim my laptop is basically now just a dust collector so im selling it. so if u feel u wanna chat with me then ask for my cell number or something.... idk. anyways thanks for showing me what kind of people u all truly are.

Venting
OK, my first blog on here... For the past few days i really havent been acting myself, i have had alot going on in and out of my head... I was with this guy the last 3 months of my pregnancy up untill about Thanksgiving..he just so happened to buy the beautiful new home that me, my mom and my son live in. Well he agreed that even tho he didnt live here he would still help pay the mortgage b/c his name is also on the house along with my moms and it would ruin his credit for life..well mom gave him till the end of this month so he could save up money to help, he was going to give her $500.00 thats half of the payment..well she has been trying to get ahold of him and he will not return any of her phone calls and it is stressing her out, shes freaking saying we are going to end up on the streets and shit like that, and i cant handle it.. i too have been stressing and freaking out over all of this and i just dont know what to do, we cant re- finance till Sept, and after next month we

Truer Words...
One of my son's best friend wrote this, on MySpace. I took the time to read it..not sure if its his own words or not..kind made me stop and think..reminds me something that could had been written during the early 70's..you may or may not agree... From: Chris (Psychotronik) Date: Mar 12, 2009 8:29 PM Subject: truer words were never spoken Body: Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirr

Remembering My Brother
Have you ever hated anyone so badly u wanted to just sock them in the face? Well let me tell you that I really hate someone and im not afraid to say her name Cathrine Collyer-Herrera!!!!!!!! That fucking bitch has not morals at all in march my brother took his life because this bitch did have the balls to tell him that she was cheating him and now to find out 6 months later she has no remorse for what happened because i know for a fact she has gone out partying and having her fun while my brothers life is over!!!!! you know my brother kept telling my mom and i that he fucked up oh wellz not as badly as she fucked up my brother wanted me to be nice to her but fuck that shit this bitch is not even on my to be nice list! Its been three years today that my brother committed suicide and each year it gets harder not easier. I miss him soooooo much its not even funny. He always had something smart to say about everything and he was a very good person to everyone he knew. I was always jealou

My Sims Video
My creativity is being used up on something else besides my writing. Story and video I created, everything you see done by me, watch. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v= DpNi-DwTxgI enjoy. (Fix the spaces) To see my other videos visit my page, http://www.youtube.com/user/couturexbarbie

Thinz That Confuze Da Quietz Stormz Here...(rated Kwazy)
Okay, number 1...I am still kwazy and look at things both literally and figurative...U TELL ME! ;-) 1. Are you a Ninja or Pirate?(Personally, I think I am a Piratess...oh, that could be I lean towards Jonny Depp and past movies) 2. What kind of Transformer are you? (Hmmm, could not think of anything but maybe they can invent something really hott with wheels or wings to transform me into from this computer..ps leave my bewbeez) 3. Shoutbox...CAN U HEAR ME NOW? HELL-O No! I can see you are blinding me by da caps. 4. MUUMS ....It costs to post something for you to vote on and what is the return? Help me on this one! 5. MIDGET? Where are they? I don't see them? I am tall, but hell I am scared of'em! 6. Salute! If I wrote on Paper I am a real person, I have tried to get Duff(daschund)to learn to write, but he is hardheaded. He does not want to be a real member since no PittBulls or German Shepherds has no Fubar account. 7. Secret Admire...why? If you likey, then admir

Idiot Liberals
Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists, Obama supporters, et al: We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course. Our two ideological sides of America cannot and will not ever agree on what is right, so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile, slate it up to irreconcilable differences, and go on our own ways. Here is a model dissolution agreement: Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by landmass each taking a portion. That will be the difficult part, but I am sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that it should be relatively easy! Our respective representatives can effortlessly divide other assets since both sides have such distinct and disparate tastes. We don't like re-distributive

Fun Time~
I sat in the bonus room of our home, logged into my favorite on-line game, intently playing while also aware of the dog sleeping at my feet. Daniel was in the shower, I was supposed to be checking the e-mail for anything important that may have come, but I trusted the dog to alert me when she heard him head up the stairs. At the first wag of a tail, I was prepared to shut down the game and bring up the mail file. "Is that what I sent you up here to do?" His voice from the doorway was the first indication I had that he was done in the shower. My big dog lifted her head and wagged her tail – a little too late to do me any good. "Let's go" was all he said. I logged out of the game without saying good bye to the other players, something I never did, and reached to shut the computer off. "Leave it," he said. "I'll be back up to finish." I got up from my chair, walked past him to the head of the stairs, I knew there was nothing I could say to change what was going to happen. I had been ca

Count Down To 2012
'We're Not Alone,' Ex-Astronaut Says CNNposted: 1 HOUR 6 MINUTES AGOcomments: 867filed under: Science News (April 21) -- Earth Day may fall later this week, but as far as former NASA astronaut Edgar Mitchell and other UFO enthusiasts are concerned, the real story is happening elsewhere.Mitchell, who was part of the 1971 Apollo 14 moon mission, asserted Monday that extraterrestrial life exists, and that the truth is being concealed by the United States and other governments. 'We Should Be Ready to Reach Out' Former astronaut Edgar Mitchell, here in a NASA portrait from November 1970, said Monday that extraterrestrial life exists -- and that the United States and other governments are trying to keep it secret. He delivered his remarks during an appearance at the National Press Club following the conclusion of the fifth annual X-Conference, a meeting of UFO activists and researchers studying the possibility of alien life forms. Mankind has long wondered if we're "alone in the univer

Lost Friend...
You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You say you love me in every way It's grows more every day But how can I believe you anymore When you close the door You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door The kids are waiting up again Waiting for you to walk in I sit and i cry and hold their hands Hoping they don't see the tears You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door Finally, as I finish putting the kids asleep, I hear the front door open softly I quickly walk the down the stairs holding my breath, Wishing this night is not like the rest. You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You stumble throug

Stupid Trix Bytches
I have NO clue who you dumb Bitches are Nor do I care, If you think for one second I'd leave my wife for you, You are one fucked up piece of mentally derranged shit, I hope you fall off the earth and float in the Nothingness of space because that's where you fit in.....Nothing. To my wife Lynn, Remember I Love you, No one will ever come between us, In this life or the Next! oh AND btw iF I RATE YOUR PICS doesn't mean i want you!

Save Eath
On March 28 you can VOTE EARTH by switching off your lights for one hour. Or you can vote global warming by leaving your lights on. The results of the election are being presented at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009. We want one billion votes for Earth, to tell world leaders that we have to take action against global warming. between Earth and global warming. For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009. This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the wor

Now Can I Heal?
Now, Can I Heal? Wednesday, December 8, 2004 A spark begins down deep within, A raging fire is soon to begin. No time to think, no time to react The fire consumes all in it's path. Seconds have passed, the destruction is great None could have seen what would come in the wake Of the pressures and tasks heaped up to the skies Jammed all together these reasons are why. No time to think, I shove all aside, Just shoving it all to the back of my mind Depression will settle, consuming my soul Will I be left wondering, or dead in some hole? If I don't face this and take it head on To my anger, and rage will I be a pawn So face it I must, though the tears will then flow I'll be crumbled and broken, with no where to go. Lost in the night, alone in the dark Try as I might, I can't light the spark. The hope burns away, the fire burns bright 'Till not even ash is left in this night Despair now deceives me, the lies ringing true. Chained to my sorrows, who can I tu

Betrayal
Betrayal Monday, January 17, 2005 Betrayed the blood flows down my back My heart is crushed to powder black My soul is torn, now ever stained With bloodfilled tears the lies obtained I just want to hide away, To crawl into the darkest grave Never again to be found My soul to the night forever bound I can feel the pain within my chest The heart that beats beneath my breasts The vice is tightened ‘round my soul The torment, ever shall it grow? Love betrays, passions burn bright Consuming all within this night The black smoke shall reach the skies Rising from the flowing lies The fiery path tells of betrayal great My soul now crushed, my heart shall break The knife, it sinks within my back The blood now flowing, the night so black The light is gone from the day Now shall I never find my way? The night of torment approaching fast Where can I hide, to escape the wrath Of the hate, the rage that fills my soul How do I stop it, No more to grow? The pa

Time For Self
I will be gone for the weekend.Need to clear my head and get ready for April 8th which I am almost certain I will have my freedom to go wild again.I will see everyone when I return and hope all a good weekend and no bad luck today.Brumsing Friday 13th.

Looking For Something Fun In Missouri??
Ok, the info for the industrial night is: Wednesday night March 18th. At the SOCO club. Time: 9pm til 1:30 am Location: 128 E Nifong Bvld. Columbia MO 65205 DJs : DJ Dark Horse, DJ Larry K. and DJ Dhust from KC. Cover: $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ Vending services by Dark Horse Leather Music: Goth, Industrial, EBM and 80s

Bdsm 2
He came home to find her standing before him in a short black skirt, sheer white blouse, black stockings and black high heels. It was obvious she wasn't wearing a bra, as he could clearly see her dark, taut nipples pressing against the thin fabric of her blouse. He wondered if she was wearing any panties. Her cheeks were flushed. He looked at her and smiled, saying "What have you been up to My dear?" She grinned, a Cheshire cat grin, and took his hand gently in hers. She slid their joined hands up her leg and he could feel her bare skin just above the lacy tops of her thigh high stockings. She kept pressing his hand higher. Suddenly he felt that she did indeed have a scrap of cloth covering her, though such a small amount of material should hardly be called panties. The fabric was wet with her liquid heat. He stifled a small groan as he slipped his fingers beneath the material and felt the vibrator gently humming, buried deep in her cunt. And his eyes widen a bit as he realized she

9 Words Women Use....hilarious But True
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission.. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

Feeling Alive Inside
I didn't think these feelings for you would ever come back. For I thought I'd never see you again I'm feeling alive inside again because of you And i hope this feeling of being alive will never end Believe me for every word I speak is so very true It's something that lifts me up from first sight Cause in my heart it's where it's been all because of you I never threw those feelings for you away i kept them inside and locked away To only be released back into my world when you came back to me that day For i've always thought of you and never left you behind Feeling alive inside again is what you have helped me find You where always the one i wanted and nothing more No other one has made me feel alive inside and thats for sure.

Cancel Ur Credit Card Before You Die...
Hilarious, But sad! - THIS IS SO STUPID BUT THAT IS HOW DUMB THE COMPANIES ARE..... Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!) Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what

Just Something To Read!
as i sit here on my bed staring out my window..... i wonder what it would be like to see you, to feel you, to hold your body against mine. I want to smell your scent and take it in, inhale deeply to enjoy your ever loving smell. As i sit and continue to stare i see your face. you look like an angel. like you jus walked right out of the clouds and into my room. i see you standing there in front of me. you are wearing a white silk button down shirt, white silk pants and no shoes. u gazed into my eyes and im stunned my by your look. you walk up to me and my heart quickens as you move closer to me. you grab my hand and swing me around into your arms then lay me back down in my bed. the bed is so soft with the white satin sheets. you help me as i undress and and in the distance the curtains are moving with the gentle breeze that flows into the room. the sun brightens up your eyes and u kiss me gently and leave a trail down my body! then once you get to the top of my panties u look up and sm

My Writings!!!
True Friendship What is a true friend? A true friend is defined as follows: A True Friend is there with you when times are bad. A True Friend is there when life is good. A True Friend will stand beside you and fight together till the end. A True Friend is someone who would never leave you when someone calls you names. A True Friend will laugh at your jokes and cry with you when your sad. What does it all mean? A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT TO THE END OF TIME!!! Poem by J. Russell

Fibro And Me--what Is Fibromyalgia?
Fibromyalgia At A Glance * Fibromyalgia causes pain, stiffness, and tenderness of muscles, tendons, and joints without detectable inflammation. * Fibromyalgia does not cause body damage or deformity. * Fatigue occurs in 90% of patients with fibromyalgia. * Irritable bowel syndrome can occur with fibromyalgia. * Sleep disorder is common in patients with fibromyalgia. * There is no test for the diagnosis of fibromyalgia. * Fibromyalgia can be associated with other rheumatic conditions. * Treatment of fibromyalgia is most effective with combinations of education, stress reduction, exercise, and medications. What is fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition causing pain, stiffness, and tenderness of the muscles, tendons, and joints. Fibromyalgia is also characterized by restless sleep, awakening feeling tired, fatigue, anxiety, depression, and disturbances in bowel function. Fibromyalgia was formerly known as fibrositis. While fibromyalgia is

Remeber When
another lonley day for me to get through i need to find my way but thats hard to do.sobriety hurt so bad i wish to forget but i gave it all i had i knew i couldnt handle it.i need to find a high and ride it till the end without it i cant get by drugs are like my best friend.it picks me up when im low and at times gives me hope it helps the real me show and even helps me cope.it never lets me down and it never tells a lie it takes away my frown and helps me to get by.drugs are like my best friend when im all alone on them ill always depend because im scared of the unknown its been a hell of a ride but now it must end i know deep down that drugs arent my best friend. Screeching tires, shattering glass, twisting metal, fiberglass. The scene is set it all goes black, The curtain raised the final act. Sirens raging in the night, sounds of horror, gasps of fright. Intense pain, the smell of blood tearing eyes begin to flood. They pull out our bodies one by one, What is goi

Tells A Tale
i received this message from a female on here this morning..what is she talking about? from: 68-IOU-1 (Evil) Australia subject: U MARK NON OFFENSIVE PICS NSFW LOL received: 03/13/2009 04:29 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam YOU COCKSUCKER FUBAR FAMILY MESSAGED ME TELLING ME YOU MARKED MY PICS NSFW AND THEY WERNT EVEN OFFENSIVE. WATCH OUT HATER COZ EVERY1 KNOWS U DID IT NOW HAVE A FUKIN LOVELY DAY ASSHOLE BLOCKED!!!!! _______________________ i dont even know what MARKING A PICTURE NSFW MEANS.

I Almost Hate You
Do you admit you are missing out that the best part of you is somewhere else does it hurt to know that for the last few months these scars and heartaches that you left me with are in vain and i hope they serve you well you had your chance dont you act like youre the first with so much to offer you sure know how to waste the better part of two lives does this quinch your thirst? PRE CHORUS first blood, first love, drawn from the weak ive been a fool for allowing you to even let me think maybe this is it... maybe loneliness would leave me alone but i guess that this is more accurate than the look in your eyes and all the lies that would leave your lips CHORUS these scars heal but my heart never will not until you are where i need you but these butterflies are smashed by all your lies ignorance is bliss and it causes the innocent to miss out on what true love really is What will we do tonite? bread knives or theatrical lines? my heart crawls to you but

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Tribal America
Wisecarver was raised in Wounded Knee District, in the country about 9 miles north of Manderson, SD. He attended Rockyford School, Red Cloud School, and graduated from Little Wound High School in 1988. He is 39 years old, was in the Marine Corps, is a logger, firefighter, ranch hand and mechanic. Marc has had a number of trespassers on his place over the years and always called the police but it takes from 35 minutes to an hour to reach his place. Last April, 2008, a pickup truck zoomed past his house where he was outside working on his vehicle. There are 'No Trespass' signs at the two entrances and on the fences to his place. He tried to wave down the truck as it proceeded into the bottom field and began chasing his horses. He got his rifle and fired a shot into the air. This got the driver's attention but the driver turned his vehicle at Marc as if to run him over. Following a verbal confrontation, the driver gunned his engine again with his hand on the gear shift as if to hit

My Life & My Mama
As a child i came from a suddled family. I was tha 3rd child of tha family out of 6 and i was a little crooket then others in my family. When i was in jr high school i was hanging with some friends and we used to do some of everything that kids do. I started hanging out in tha streets and i became a little tougher and rougher. I didn't think like i should and i was forced into this gang and i was jumped by 5 guys and one of them i knoched out . I had it in my mind that i was not going to fall for nothing i was one of the ones that wasn't going to take no shit from nobody. It had stated to interfear with my school and i used to get into trouble and alot of times sent home. I knew that my mama didn't like it and i thought well thats just the way it is. I got myself together and i lifted weights and i got into sports. My p.e. teacher was tha coach of out football team and he said sun your pretty strong. In tha 9th grade i benched 180 pounds and i made tha football team. I was a very fast

Fake Ppl Here
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Portland Drivers
ok i dont bitch much and am very shy about writting stuff--i cant spell or type very well and would rather play my guitar but anyway... The ten aspects of shitty driving.. 1.Use you fucking turn signals ---thats what they are there for. 2.The people that make a right turn but stay in the same lane..----------thats what the turn lane is for--get the fuck out of the way and be contiensous of other people behind you dumb ass. 3.When you park your car in a big city--try not to just fling your door open without looking.need i say anymore?? 4.TAILGATERS.there are resons not tailgate somebody.for 1 it is just rude and pushy,2. it miss leads the people behind you that traffic is just flowing dandy ----untill you slam on your brakes-recipie for disaster!lol 5.Lane drifters:those people that decide to switch lanes and think that u can read there mind as they drift into your lane and then turn on their signal--lol 6.Slow drivers in the fast lane.In Portland there are alot of folks who driv

Brain
You Are Honest You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test Your Brain is Creative You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Rip
Rest In Peace Andrew Test Martin The following is from a bulletin post on myspace He was also a friend of mine who I've known for 5 years and introduced me to several other wrestling stars who are also my friends. Andrew James Patric Martin aka "TEST" will be missed by all those who knew him including myself. RIP bro Andrew "Test" Martin, a former world champion wrestler, was found dead in his Harbour Place apartment last night, according to Tampa Police. Police say at this time there is no indication of foul play. At about 8 p.m., police responded to the Post Harbour Apartments, 725 Harbour Place Drive, to check on Martin, according to a media release. A neighbor reported that she could see into his apartment through a window and that Martin appeared motionless for several hours. Officers entered the apartment and found Martin dead. He was transported to the Medical Examiners Office for an autopsy to determine the cause of death. The date of the autopsy is undeterm

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Relationships
Its supposed to be just a title. "Boyfriend" or Girlfriend" is supposed to be just a word. The meaning behind it is whats supposed to matter. How you feel is whats supposed to matter. But what happens when you let go of that title? How are you supposed to be single but still so emotionally attached? How do you not think about everything that got you to that point? How do you not regret the steps you took to get you to that point? How are you supposed to decide whats most important in your life when there is so much hurt? It comes down to a choice of something that will be there for the next 50 years or something that will be there for the rest of my life. I've made choices to better my life, but what happens if those choices result in me loosing something that truly matters to me. You say its just a title, but to me its so much more. Its a part of who I am and how I represent myself. What do I do now that is gone? You say that nothing has changed, but

Just Sayings
An open mind searches for new knowledge, for it makes one feel alive! A closed mind refuses new knowledge keeping one trapped in stagnation! Play with friends, cherish those that are close to your heart, live forever! out think all that stands in your way to success, then act on the thought. For there is no greater guide then ones on mind!

Creepysbinky
Okay, so I've been dating this guy for over a year. and we're in a committed and serious relationship. It's my spring break. And he just bought me a ticket to JAPAN!! to go see him. he's stationed there. I need to find a way to make it worth while. I want to do something that will totally blow him away! Anyone got any ideas?

What Is A Goddess Bath?
This was brought up in another conversation that I had with another member today so I feel compelled to let you all know about me and some of my sensual beliefs. In my beilief system as an eclectic pagan, a woman is meant to be cherished for she is the life blood to all mankind. I treat my woman to this ritual every time we have the opportunity. 1)I run her bath water with the wonderful scent of rosewater. 2)I light scented candles and place them all around the tub. 3)She will then slide into the tub while I relax her by slowly messaging and kissing her temples and shoulders. 4)After I have put her into a completely relaxed state I will then slowly bathe her body lathering up her neck, down her arms. Slowly I lather up and message each breast gently then progress slowly down her belly. Before soaping up her thighs, I slowly carress and wash that sexy area between her legs. When she begins to gasp for air I begin working on her inner thighs and slowly down her leg to her sexy f

Down-raters
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What?!
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we have I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please Where do I go

Liverpool Fc
STREETFIGHTERS TURN TABLES ON FRONT-RUNNERS The Guardian 14 March 2009 A recent review of Bruce Springsteen's latest album posited that The Boss is at his best when he has something to rail against, writes Paul Hayward. Liverpool are a bit like that. The job of league leaders suits them less well than the role of street fighters attacking the more rich and powerful. Defiance is a deep strain in the culture on Merseyside. The Kop is a monument to resistance, in name and spirit. The defining expression of Liverpool's talent for overturning hierarchies was the great comeback in Istanbul, when they were 3-0 down to AC Milan at half-time in the 2005 Champions League final but won the game on penalties. The phoenix, more than the Liver bird, is their ornithological symbol. Only when Manchester United had pulled seven points clear in the Premier League title race did Rafa Benítez's men find a performance from the gods. Whatever the odds were on Liverpool scoring eig

It Was Just A Dream Chapter 3
I woke up to control by metro station lighty playing on my ipod sterio. I hit the remote to turn it off but it just turned up. "damn you remote" said with a yawn, I felt something wrap around my waist. I turned to see marie laying next to me and I realized it wasn't a dream it was real. "good morning happy pants" she said opening her eyes. "good morning too you" as I turned complitely around to face her & put my hand on her hip. She grabbed my neck and we started to make out. I kissed down her jaw over to her neck. As I kissed marie's neck I glaced up at the clock blinking 11:28. "oh shit" I yelled as jumped up to find my clothes.. "what? What's going on?" sitting up in a ball on the bed. "oh nothing I was only suppose to meet luke half an hour ago". "oh crap" she said geting out to get dressed. We just through what we had on last night. "are you driving?" as she almost fell over putting her shoes on. "ofcorse not you are" as tossed her the keys to my 67 chevy impala that loved. Every

Poetry
My love for you is like a red, red rose, It started as a seed but it’s grown and grown. Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest, And it grows even more with each passing breath. The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure, All the doubts that I’ve had you have since cured. For all the thorns that this proud rose bears, They are all softened by the thought of your care. Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies, But the love that helped grow it will last for all time. Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the

Work/busines
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I Liked This
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. - Captain Corelli's Mandolin

Ex's
Okay so the question was would you rather your husband/wife be with one specific or a bunch of different people, IF you two agreed to swing during your marriage. This is something I've thought about my entire life, knowing I have a super healthy sex drive. IF me AND my Husband had that agreement I would want my other love and his other lover to love us enough to respect us and stay with only us. Yes keep it in the circle. Why? First, diseases easier to keep up on testing if you don't have to go through 20 or 30 different people if/when you pop up with something. Second, whether or not I am there with my Husband or him with me I'd want the lovers to be able to come and go as they please. And yes his lover and my lover would be allowed to hook up too so it'd be a great deal. But, most of all I'd be happy knowing that she cared for him as much as I did. I'd even allow the others to live with us. But, that's been through an entire life of thinking and a lot of maturity that I'v

Am I Your Friends???
Your enemy stabs you in the front...Your friend stabs you in the back...Your boyfriend/girlfriend stabs you in the heart...But me, your closest friend, carries a knife...To stab those assholes right back.

Romance~
Last night we celebrated our thirtieth wedding anniversary with our kids and their spouses. Calling it an early night, we wound the celebration down by 9:00 pm and left for our home. Jan and I made love until the sun started to rise. I woke up around mid-day with Jan's back spooned to my front, with my semi-hard cock still partially embedded in her pussy. We must have been so tired that we didn't move at all. The room's a mess and so is the bed. But who cares when we're lying there with the one we love. Oh, oh. She's up and playing with my cock again. I don't think we're going to leave our bedroom for awhile………. B.D. ~2009~ ollege for me was a time of growing up in a lot of ways. Academically, I learned a lot through the classes I enrolled in. Socially, how to get a long with a lot of people from different walks of life. Spiritually, I adopted a set of values that continue to serve me well to this very day. And personally, I learned a lot about myself; what was important to

Amber Alert
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Amber Alert 3/15/ 2009
y is it that to me everyone seems to be taken 20 steps ahead and in life and i am the one who is taken 40 steps back no matter what i do i cant get ahead i cant be happy anymore my life has taken a turn for the worse and i cant get out of here wat does it take to get ahead of ur life? why cant i be happy again? i just want to take my steps ahead and stop going back EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL Last message received on 3/15 at 1:29 AM

In My Most Nihilistic Moments
The concept of value is completely confounding. Are we expected to be altruistic for the sake of social matters? Do values exist or is morality just a social occurrence? Maybe values are dependent on each situation one finds themselves in. We like to think morality comes from God, Jesus, Allah, Mythra, Thor, whatever. Consider one that believes in a completly different manner, and yet is civil, rational, and good willed. People that get their values from a deity have no real values. Their moral code is totally dependent on the existence of some higher power. It scares me to think of how fragile most peoples values really are.

Pimp Outs
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Hi My Name Is....
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Just Stuff
Failed two math quizes in Probabilty and Statistics, Stressing about personal relationships with my Gameing Buddy, His new Girlfriend, and my love intrest in Atlanta, My dog was injured, and my Grandfather Passed away.. all THIS WEEK.. kill me now... I feel, like I have survivved a very large eathquake.. you know? Nothing is broken or ruined.. but every thing feels weird and different.. it is unerving.. I guess I need time to adjust.. So.. yea.. No one reads this.. and this is my first blog in ages.. but Fubar is going to be my new Net home.. Its the only site that I'm on, that my Realy Family hasn't found me on, and one where the men who have/are hurting me are not at. but love stinks yea.. I've been in love with two men for ages, Carmen and Corey... Corey and I have been "friends" for ages, we go back before 2003 I think.. and Ive had a crush on him for about as long.. well recently It happens that it became more than a crush, but at the same time.. not more than

Simply Only A Poem
Maybe one day! Each day as we sit talking and chatting, I find myself starting to care even more. My mind stays racing when we are together, Yet I can not find just the right words to say. I get so tongue tied and knotted up inside, But am scared to leave for I might go hide. Wanting to know everything there is about you, The things you both like and truly dispise. Asling myself each evening we say goodbye, If any one such as yourself could ever like me. There is so many things I wish to express, Yet can not find the way to let them out. Maybe one day I shall not be scared any, To just simply say what you mean to me. P.J. ...... 5/25/2013 ..... 2:18pm

Passing Of Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they thems

Opinionated
Blessed are the cracked; for it is they who let in the light. Red rain, red rain, she's amused as it trickles down. As if it were tear drops falling, She watches each drop penatrate the ground. Red rain, red rain, As it seeps, it relieves her soul. Her uneasy tempermant deminishes, for once, she feels in control. Red rain, red rain, she's smiling instead of crying. It eases her to feel as if, she can finally emerge from hiding. Red rain, red rain, it's calming to feel it drain. She closes her eyes, whispering her final words, red rain, red rain. things have just been really tense lately with EVERYTHING. i feel like i'm walking through hot coal on my tippy toes. i just want a break from life in general. i wanna get away. actually, even though my mom and i had a shitty relatioship in the past, i want a hug from my mom. i don't care what anyone says. there is nothing like a mom hug. i have to find a new place to live by the 15-30th of april, and it's hard because of shi

Blah
People have no moral fiber or ethics these days and honestly it sickens me more and more every day. The same thing day in day out good people get treated like shit and have their fun spoiled by idiots who get away with anything and left do as they wish. The only ones who seem to get ahead are people with more money then brains, whores, assholes and asskissin 2 faced trash. Ive had my fill of it. The truth will come out the wicked shall be punished.

Just My Blogs
Ok so I have been hurting a lot more lately, and the doctors still haven't been able to figure out what is going on. Let alone why I am in so much pain so often. Hell the last time they discharged me from the hospital they said the only thing they can do now is make me comfortable, and nothing else because they do not know what is wrong. So in turn I am still ending up in the E.R. left and right for hurting like this. Yet they cannot find one thing wrong. Pretty fucked up when you've had such severe abdominal pain for a year now, and no one can tell you anything about why your hurting. It has made it hard for me on writing new material, and playing in other bands because of being in the hospital and told to be on bed rest so much. Sucks when in one week your in the E.R. 4 times in one week, and twice in one day. It sucks because the docs can't even tell you what is going on or if you're dying because they don't even know. So much for modern medicine, and doctors performing great things

Poker
im trying what a pro did on another site going from zero to 10,000 in a year but in my case since i am not a pro i am not shooting for 10,000 but 2500 will update as i win any money or lose during the next year gonna start with nothing but playing freeroll tournaments but since 1500 enter these and only top ten pay i may have to do a small deposit here are the rules of what i am doing To ensure that I keep my bankroll intact, I've adopted some key rules: * I'll never buy into a cash game or a Sit & Go with more than 5 percent of my total bankroll (there is an exception for the lowest limits: I'm allowed to buy into any game with a buy-in of $2.50 or less). * I won't buy into a multi-table tournament for more than 2 percent of my total bankroll and I'm allowed to buy into any multi-table tournament that costs $1. * If at any time during a No-Limit or Pot-Limit cash-game session the money on the table represents more than 10 percent of my total bankroll, I must le

Ridinginmt
wishing all a great week.. ridinginmt "MontanaBikerMagazine" hi was invited by harleybiker..help with the MontanaBikerMagazine... 47 years young.. living in montana and loving it... L,H & R -Riding_ MontanaBikerMagazine will be out for the month of May and it IS kickass!! Also the Horde is throwing their annual spring thaw event on sat for the 8th year!! and it is a great time..but before that the Roaddogs will be having their Show and Shine contest starting at 9:30..if anyone needs info on how to get there it is posted in the rag which is online at http://www.myspace.com/montanabikermagazineor you can just ask me. Ridinginmt

Zodiac Info
Compatibility Information for Cancer This information was kindly provided by the folks of AstroMate. The only online match-making service that uses astrology to find your match made in heaven. CANCER MALE In love relationships you are prone to sulking, daydreaming and you can be somewhat idealistic about the role you play. You do love beautiful women however you also insist that the love of your life be a good conversationalist as well. You are possessive once you fall in love and you expect a great deal from your mate. You cling to your Memories, old friends and habits and you truly resist any form of change. You are generally lucky in love and usually attract beautiful, bright women. CANCER FEMALE You need to be handled with tender loving care and you will turn away from an excessively aggressive man. You're the type of woman that will sacrifice anything and everything for your family and you'll also go all out for your mate. You love to be romanced and praised fo

Life Has A Way Of Taking Over
Recently i have went through many changes...deep emotional pain and health scares to start...and then life awakenings which have brought me joy, smiles and a new outlook on life and new discoveries about myself. Needless to say...with all this taking place...it has left me very little time for the internet. I have enjoyed Fubar very much...i have met some very special, wonderful people on here that have enriched my life through their words of wisdom and encouragement. I'm not deleting Fubar...I will be checking in when i can. I just won't have the time to devote to it like i used to so I apologize in advance if i don't rate and re-rate as diligently as i have in the past. Thank you family, friends and fans for making Fubar such a fun ride.

Some People!
It should of been under this blog heading! Geez! Some people!!!Ok, so I met this really cool guy on here. I really like him and would like it to go furthur eventually, but right now I can't move there to be with him and I am not sure when or if it will happen. I just have too many commitments. He, on the other hand, not so many. But he says he has always relocated for other girls and now he wants one that will do it for him. He isn't considering the whole situation. So what do I do? Keep trying to make it work and hope it does, or just let him go and wish it would of worked out?

To A Dear Friend..
i am this guy " ... created @ 2009-12-04 05:19:48 I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I&rsq

Which One Are You?
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to

Proud To Be White
This is great. I have been wondering about > why Whites are racists, and no other race is. > > > > > > > > > Proud to be White > > > Michael Richards better known as Kramer > > > from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. > > > This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments > > > in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points... > > > Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention > > > to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian > > > Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' ... and that's OK. > > > But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel > > > Jockey, Beanery, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that > > > whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos > > >

Our Angel
benefit for our angel maddy Maddy is a 2 and a half year old she has been diagnosed with Chediak-Higashi Syndrome. This is a very rare and terminal disease. Maddy must go to All Children's Hopspital twice a week for chemo and will need a bone marrow transplant when chemo is done. Maddy has a long road ahead of her. We are having a benefit Bar BQ for her Saturday March 28th @ Holman's Towing on Hwy 41 in Dunnellon. Plates are $10 each. Please contact me on here if you are interested in helping out. All donations, thoughts, and prayers are greatly appreciated. Please check out the website as well. www. maddywolfe. com. I will have alot more of it done this weekend. Thank you for your support!

Metamorphosis
Ok for those of you out there in fu-land that don't know me very well and would like to know more .. and for those who do know me..I'm 31 years old and I've come to a point in my life that I don't like who and what I've become. All my life I've been bullied by many people including my soon to be ex-wife about everything from my weight to how I act around people, so I made a decision to put an end to my misery. I have started making suttle changes here and there starting with my health I currently weigh 263 lbs down from 275 lbs I still stand to lose a lot but I'm on my road to life recovery I stopped drinking alcohol in excess I've completely stopped drinking soda and stopped eating fast food i.e. McDonalds Burger King etc. I will enroll myself at a gym next week to start weight training and other areas of improvement. I also plan to quit smoking when the last 4 cigs in my pack are gone, so for everyone that I consider my friend I greatly appreciate any and all support I can get, metam

Had Fun!
I have had fun on here, but I am afraid its over... I will be deleting my account soon. I have met some really awesome people on here, and you know who you are. But I am just tired of this sight and the rest of the people on here. People take things way to seriously and need to realize its just a website. Thank you for all the fun and I will miss you all. xoxo

Da Joker's Club Check Us Out
WELCOME TO DA JOKER'S CLUB AND JOIN LOUNGE WE LIKE TO HAVE YA AS FAMILY AND I AM LOOKING FOR STAFF ECT CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW THE VIDEO TO COME IN THE LOUNGE Insane Clown PosseHomies Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Past Issues
ok so for the blog today i'm write on notebook or whatever this is... so a little bit for you all to know. for most of my life i have been living up to what my mom wants, doing what she wants me to do, being friends with people she likes just so that i can get her aprovel, for what reason?!?!? i have no damn idea why.. it has messed me up so much living up to what my mom wanted me to do, i forgot how to do and act the way i want too. For years now i have let someone tell me what i can and cant do, i'm putting a damn stop to it, i cant take it any more... everyone in my family wants me to do and be this way. but i hate to tell them that i am my own damn person n if i get fucked in the process then let me learn from my mistakes. I can only learn from doing it... If it wasnt meant to be then it wasnt meant to be in my life. I'm so freakin sick of people telling me what i have to do, I WANT TO LEARN DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think tho as of this moment something is telling me that i'm g

Still Here Waiting For You
As I look into your eyes I can't seem to look away I get lost into the moment Each and every day I thought you didn't like me I thought that you moved on But to tell you the total truth... My feelings aren't gone I'm still here, still waiting For us to finally be I'll stay here for as long as it takes For you to be with me I'm still here inside your heart I'll never give up on you You'll never find anyone else Who loves you like I do I'm still here just waiting For you to finally realize I'm still here waiting for you to see me How I see you through my eyes

I Am...
I am the student Fighting the tears Saving the crying Till no one is near I am the daughter Coming each day With tons on my mind But nothing to say I am the friend With so much to hide Keeping the secrets That are deep inside I am the sister With sadness in me Striving to be The best I can be I am the girlfriend Acting so strong Hiding my tears Like nothing is wrong But I am myself When I cry at night Hoping things Will be alright Wondering why I pretend to be tough When can I be me? When will that be enough?

My Poem
Wedding Toast Years before, for just a moment, they first met Nothing happened then, but she was someone he’d never forget He waited years until the day she could finally be his Letting all know that one day they would be Mr. and Mrs. And here they are five years from the day When they gave love a chance and will finally say I do, and will love you with all of my heart From this day forward until death do us part Now here they sit before us as husband and wife Looking forward to the beginning of a brand new life Celebrating with family and friends this special day With best wishes and all of our love being sent your way So lift your glass as I make the toast To the bride and groom whom I wish the most We celebrate this day with love and joy All because they fell in love, this girl and boy. What I Love About You You make me smile with the things you do And give me reason to feel special too You give me courage to look forward to tomorrow And help

Forever Would Be Never [if Never Was Enough]
This is what I get for believing in empty promises Because the way you lie on your back told me different It's the kind of thing you beg to feel strangely about And I never should have allowed myself to love you You left me lying in our bed all alone last night Maybe you had something more important to do It's the fact that my tears don't phase you anymore I've run out of my luck on trying to win you back Sometimes, two hearts just can't dance to the same beat But it's looking like we're not even on the same tune And when the envy turns into defeat, I'm turning away It's at that moment you want to reach out for my hand Sadly you could paint these walls with the heartbreak They'd probably be a sluggish shade of reverberating yellow Your lips taste of flushed cyanide, you hold them well Maybe that was my first clue that you weren't good enough You used to be the kind of medicine I thought I needed But now I'm finally realizing you're the poison I avoid.

What They Don't Know
I'm sitting here alone again Struggling just to use this pen You promised me I'd be okay Doesn't look like it's going that way Striving to be something I'm not Lies in my throat are caught I'm bleeding on the inside out What am I even going on about? I have the perfect life A man who wants me to be his wife Family and friends who really do care So why does my life feel so empty and bare? Is it my destiny, my fate? Is my happiness just too late? Sometimes I sit, wonder, and cry Tired of pretending, running from the lies Is it possible to be alone When you're not the only one? It's not like I have no one around me But what can they really see? They think I'm just fine Not knowing my life is on the line I'll let them think this is true Funny thing is..they don't have a clue.

Another Painted On Smile
Another painted on smile I'm forcing it out today Put away my crimson tears I will always be this way Another painted on smile No one can tell the difference I can still laugh and play My happiness on a leave of absence Another painted on smile I work it quite well Not even my closest friends Can look at me and tell Another painted on smile It's just better off this way Bleeding my tears at night Being jolly during the day Another painted on smile So I wont cause any one pain I'd rather hurt so they don't have to Dealing with my feelings..I abstain Another painted on smile But thats as far as it will go I will never hurt myself again Just so you all will know Another painted on smile Don't anyone worry about me I cannot be helped This is how it's supposed to be.

Welcome To My World....
I am not your normal gushy girl....I don;t get too attatched to men and I certainly don't let my guard down. This past week a man I truely and completely love with all my heart walked away...and took my soul with him. I haven't known him that long, but I believe I called for him. You see...I'm a witch. I cast a spell to call for my true love and two days later I met Tony. We share a child together although due to a very painful miscarriage I will not meet her until my next life. You see...Tony gave me something nobody else had been able to before. He gave me confidence in myself. I have never been the girl to turn heads when I walk into a room...but to Tony I was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen...or so he said. I've never experienced sex so passionate or kisses so sweet...never had someone look me in my eyes and tell me they love me...never had someone not just tell me I'm beautiful, but make me believe it. He even gave me a diamond "friendship" ring. (Should have been my fir

Mz Shady & Kim
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Unknown
what is unknown to you????? please tell me i want to know. anything you want to know about me just ask. i will answer i will not hide anything. if you like poettry let me know maybe i will write you some thing I am finally getting my writtings to the public. I am self publishing my poetry and my childrens story till I can come up with enough money to get them actually published and in the book stores. My poetry books are $20 each. For every 5 copies you purchase you will receive one free copy of my poetry and if you would like a free copy of my childrens story. Unfortunatly my childrens story still needs pictures. A receit will be issued with each purchase and each copy will autographed in case I do become good enough to get scheduled book sighnings. If you would like I will even personalize it for you or a loved one. You can email me at poetfreak1989@yahoo.com but that order will take aproximatly 24-48 hours to recieve. You can email me at 5755192327@vtext.com and i will get it imm

Patti
PATTI It was 3 in the morning and the phone was ringing. A sense of deja vu traced its finger down Lee’s spine. “Hello” he said. “Hi darlin, I’m sorry to wake you up but, I have some terrible news”. It was Lees’ sister Teri on the phone from San Antonio. “What is it sis, what happened”? As he listened to his (clearly shaken) sibling delivering horrific news he became aware of the reason this all seemed so familiar. Lee’s mind drifted off to another story from the city whose clutch he seemed unable to escape… The magnetic thermometer on his dash was shaped like the State of Texas and its mercury presently indicated a temperature of 102 degrees in the car as Lee flew down TX1604, the outer loop that surrounds San Antonio. He could have taken the inner loop; Loop 410 was a shorter route but it had a lot more cops. Lee lived in Universal City, which was nothing more than a watering hole for Randolph AFB, headquarters of the U.S. Air Force Air Education and Training Command, the 19th

Arielle
Arielle Once upon a time there lived a mermaid named Arielle. She was born in Atlantis and was a direct descendant of Poseidon who was the King and protector of all the seas creatures. Being born of noble blood; Arielle was offered advantages as she grew up. She went to the best schools in the Indian Ocean and the Adriatic Sea. She was shown how to use the ocean currents to traverse vast distances quickly and she learned to speak many languages of the sea. Her studies consumed her and she was always at the top of her classes. Arielle mastered in speech and could commune with all the seas creatures. Poseidon was proud of her and made it his business to protect her. He assigned Mermen from his army to watch over her and gave strict instructions that Arielle was to never know of their presence. Mermen were fierce warriors and would carry out their orders without hesitation. Poseidon’s army was made up of thousands of these divine creatures and their loyalty was unrivaled in all o

Mia
Mia I saw her there, A deer in my headlights, But I did not swerve, I drove headlong. I stopped just short, Didn’t want to hurt her, She said thanks stranger, Maybe we can be friends. So we had a margarita, You know, the kind with salt, And she told me a story, About a life once lost. It was sort of like a dream, As we drove to the sea, Where we became lovers, Mia and me... Copyright © Steve Britt 7/20/07

Abysmal Love
Abysmal Love I fell into the abyss, Of her dreadful love. Colors choked together, And blackened my resolve. Then my heart burst open, Like a thundercloud in the desert. I saw a pale horseman, Trod out upon a battlefield. I was blinded by the brilliance, Of her simple strategy. And the last thing I saw, Was her face. Copyright © Steve Britt 27 February 2002

I Have Come To The Conclusion
After a turn of events this weekend that set my life in once again the hectic mess that has become much the norm, I began thinking. I know most usually a dangerous topic where I am concerned, but nonetheless these are the ramblings of nothingness I came up with. Most people know what they want from life. Things they look for when finding that elusive "one true love: or when searching for ways to obtain their dream job. Aspirations, goals, desires: all part of what is " wanted from life." I guess at one time I was much the same way. I wanted out of the small hell-hole of a town I once knew as home, to become a successful attorney, to find true love and live happily ever after. Well, a series of events called life got in the way of all those plans and everything I once "wanted". Now as cynical as it may seem I am no longer willing to live my life searching or striving to fulfill a list of "wants" instead I am approaching life in such a matter that I now know what " I do not

Auction #2!
I AM IN MY 2ND AUCTION! THE FIRST ONE WAS AWESOME! & I MADE AN AMAZING FRIEND! SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COME BID ON ME! U WON'T REGRET IT, I PROMISE! THE LINK TO THE PAGE IS: VAMP MORTICIA~RL Girl & Fu-wife 2 JDHUNT~PUCKERZ WIFEY~Miah the Mack's Pimpette~CindaFella Owns@ fubar AND THE LINK TO ACTUALLY BID IS: THE AUCTION JUST OPENED TODAY(03-16-09) & RUNS UNTIL 03-30-09 WHICH IS IRONIC BECAUSE THAT'S MY 32ND B-DAY! SO PLEASE COME BID! & SHOW BOTH LINKS LOVE! THANKS 2 EVERYONE FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SUPER! LUV ALWAYS, APRIL

To Friends Old And New.....read Before Adding
If you want to be my friend, chat a bit in here and other chat sites, share pics, clean or naughty, cool. If all you're doing is adding me to level up then please move on. I've made alot of cool friends here, some I actually hope to meet someday but I'm personally not a point whore. I've made Fugee with just a few cool pics that I like, some I've ripped and some you MIGHT see when I decide you are worthy to be a friend or family. Most of the points I make are from helping friends by rating and commenting on the pics I feel are worthy of a ten. Trust me there's alot of pics I just won't rate. A few examples just so you don't get heart broken; Any pic with your kids in them. This site is for adults and I really don't want to see your darling 3 yo daughter on your lap. Kind of leads me to believe what kind of parent you are. I also won't go thorugh and rate the 2045 pictures you have of random crap just so you can make your next level, and by the way...easy rates might work for you...but

Only The Strong Survive.
What makes you think that it'll all work out in the end? Afraid to feel bad? Better off to try and pretend. I'm immortal, immune to all that is wrong. Just keep on wishing. Crossing my fingers. So long. Is this helping? I'm growing weaker each day. Can't stop whining. Still afraid of what I might say or reactions, that control us one and all. It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself. Inside, we all know, only the strong survive. So now I'm bleeding on myself yes once again. Seems I trusted another deceitful friend. My fault. Should've known the deal. Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer, for real. Seems easy, but nothing could be so hard. Trying to guess life's dealing. What's the next card? I'm surely folding. I don't like this hand at all. It's mine, it's pure and as decent as I can make myself. Inside, we all know, only the strong survive. Maybe things happen for a reason and wherein lies the answer. To overcome the grieving of lifes unr

Songs That Remind Me Of Me
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who k

Disjointed Rambles...
Knowing one's past is important...knowing where you are from, the sins and glories that run through your veins. Each day I learn more and more from whence I came and each day it becomes more and more fascinating. I pity those who know not past one generation. Of the four principle liens reaching through my parents, three trace back to the roots of this nation, the fourth, my family name, a product of Ellis Island. I carry in me the legacy of Revolution, rebellion, exploration...the very roots of this nation. My mother, within mere days of this writing, has just received recognition of direct descent from the Mayflower...the line of Thomas Rogers, one of the more prominent and proven lines of descent (also, not one of those religious fanatics but a businessman). This line is solid and not in dispute. Now research has been engaged to prove the other two possible family connections to the Mayflower. This is, at least to me, rather exciting. Not too many can trace their blo

Adult Questions
I'm not kidding! It's called Chat To Text and it allows you to get text messages from your friends on Facebook, Bebo, and MySpace. You just put this little widget on your profile page and your friends can send you a text message, and you can reply from your cell phone. You don't need any fancy cell phone, any cell phone that can text will work. It's kind of like Instant Messaging through text messaging through your Facebook/Bebo/MySpace page. Anyway, check it out for yourself: http://www.chattotext.com/amember/go.php?r=17061&i=l0 As you'll see in the video, the best part is that you can make some serious cash just by spreading the word...like I am right now! Let me know what you think - I'm excited! Talk soon, Matthew The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me

Check This Out!
I know there are some genuine hotties on this site. I also know there are some genuine Military Fangirls on this site. RangerUp.com is looking for some new RangerUp Girls. Check out their page @ Ranger Up Girls Contest Also if you're into military T shirts theirs are the best. It's friday. That means it's time for my Call of Duty clan's clan nite. We drink, we act the ass and have a grand old time. Guess you just have to be there. Anyways, I run my cam during this. Could be me in shorts, underwear, robe, nothing at all or perhaps nothing but a cockring. game position is on the opposite side of the command center, so if you're there I won't really be responding except between matches. I've been encouraged to give it a tug in the past and I'm sure I can be talked into it again, though that probably won't happen til after 2300CDT. If your interested in this sort of thing I'll be broadcasting through YIM (flyingashtray230 at yahoo dot com). Shoot me an add and I'll add y

Hacking
If you invited me to try and crack your password, you know the one that you use over and over for like every web page you visit, how many guesses would it take before I got it? Let’s see… here is my top 10 list. I can obtain most of this information much easier than you think, then I might just be able to get into your e-mail, computer, or online banking. After all, if I get into one I’ll probably get into all of them. 1. Your partner, child, or pet’s name, possibly followed by a 0 or 1 (because they’re always making you use a number, aren’t they?) 2. The last 4 digits of your social security number. 3. 123 or 1234 or 123456. 4. “password” 5. Your city, or college, football team name. 6. Date of birth - yours, your partner’s or your child’s. 7. “god” 8. “letmein” 9. “money” 10. “love” Statistically speaking that should probably cover about 20% of you. But don’t worry. If I didn’t get it yet it will probably only take a few more minutes before I do… H

Nin Concert
OK i bought 2 tickets to the Nine Inch Nails Concert in Las Vegas, they are playing with Janes Addiction on May 18th...I am looking for someone to go with me or meet me there. I will cover the cost of the tickets and hotel you just need to get yourself to Vegas.... Im not looking for a GF, wife, or sex LOL just someone that will appreciate the concert and have fun. I also need someone that is serious about going cause i spent alot of money on the tickets!!!! If you want to know more and are interested IM me....Please Please be serious...LOL

Love
What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.

At Times I Think All I See
At times I think of all I see in my job from day to day So many times I want to quit yet, something makes me stay So many times I have questioned this path that I must take and how someone's life will be affected over the decisions that I make I went to school and learned the skills to become an EMT but when the class was over You weren't finished teaching me The most important lessons I have learned are the ones you teach me every day to have compassion for human life for I could be in their place And although I may see the worst of the world You have trained me to look for the best You have taught me to love and care for all You have blessed me with EMS

Krazzy Shyyt!!
Taoism: sh-t happens Confucianism: Confucious say "sh-t happens" Buddhism: If sh-t happens, it really isnt sh-t Zen Buddhism: sh-t is, and is not Hinduism: this sh-t has happened before Islam: if sh-t happens, it is the will of Allah Catholicism: if sh-t happens, you deserve it Protestantism: let sh-t happen to someone else Presbyterianism: this sh-t was bound to happen Episcopalianism: its ok if sh-t happens, just serve the right wine with it Methodistism: its ok if sh-t happens, just serve grape juice with it Congregationalism: sh-t that happens to one person is just as good as sh-t that happens to another. Lutheranism: if sh-t happens, dont talk about it Fundamentalism: if sh-t happens you will go to hell unless you are born again Judaism: why does this sh-t always happen to us? Seventh Day Adventism: no sh-t shall happen on saturday Creationism: God made all sh-t Secular Humanism: sh-t evolves Scientologism: if sh-t happens dont

WHEN U SMILE, I SMILE. WHEN UR SAD, I'M SAD. WHEN U CRY, I CRY. WHEN U JUMP OFF THE BRIDGE, I'LL SAY U WAS A DUMB ASS!!!!!!!!!! Hang me on your cross Cut into my flesh Call me all your wicked names Burden me with your best Unanimous they shout Burn him to the ground That fucking sinner is going down Im not a gladiator Never been a slave for the fight But I'€™ll never give up Wake me for a 1000 nights And their eyes as gorgon would Turn me to stone They surly should And the harlequin makes them laugh As my blood washes my legs In the home of the faithless Amongst the swine They feast themselves on red meat And drown in the finest wine Hosanna I shout be free Hosanna I shout for me Hosanna I cry for them Hosanna will they repent Incontrovertible you know my faith is I will fucking bleed for you I will die for this You weak amongst a man to praise Meek how they gaze The judiciary of your lawless land Point the fing

Wegggie's Blog
April 29, 2009 Life it seems, will fade awayDrifting further every dayGetting lost within myselfNothing matters no one elseI have lost the will to liveSimply nothing more to giveThere is nothing more for meNeed the end to set me freeThings are not what they used to beMissing one inside of meDeathly lost, this can't be realCannot stand this hell I feelEmptiness is filing meTo the point of agonyGrowing darkness taking dawnI was me, but now He's gone And today Christine has brought my heart back to life. I love you SO MUCH babygirl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today I am sad to announce that we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense. Common Sense has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird catches the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was

Starting Over
It is funny i sit here and pour my heart and soul into these blogs. Never can get one comment on any of them. It is cool i guess. I never really claimed to having to many people that I actually consider as friends. Being single has taught me that you have to keep a very close eye on all you have around you at all times. Do I really need more friends? Do I need that love of my life? Can I just stay single and beat the bishop and be happy. Sounds crazy does it. It makes since. Could never hurt anybody that way. People tell me all the time that they are here for me. Talk about anything that I need to talk about. Would never hurt me in any way. But it all ends the same way. Friends and girlfriends alike. But hey what do i know. Thanks to all that actually read what I write. Larry D Kendall Jr. AKA UrbanCowboy It sucks cause I tell my boys to look at the stars and that is something that we can always share. Even being miles apart we can look at the same stars. It really is not enough.

Asylum Bullie 1
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Initial This!
id be more than happy to try to be friends with all of those who add themselves to my page but unfortanately they dont talk to me my time here is limited Kudos to my family thats those who actually talk to me lol lotsa love for all of you andrea tina tho i havnt hearsd from u in a bit hope killa pussy papis new cadillac lol thanx so much on my truck which i call the patriot i have several word abbreviatins based on the WWJD what would jesus do that some one else started mine are as follows i tried to make them catchy such as WWBFD what would ben franklin do sombody thot it had somthin to do with big effin deal lol another one i put on it WWPHD what would paatrick henry do (give me liberty or give me death) another one i was thinking was WWWCD what woul winston churchill do lol not an american patriot but i like him any way Any one care to post some ideas? ;-) I came up with a new one WWTPD what would thomas paine do hahaha but if u just read the tp you mite think it meant toilet pape

Help Me Plz
ok i just found out that im going to be a father. we are trying to think of names for the baby. we dont know know its gender so we are trying to think of boy and girl names. can you help by giving suggestions for names? plz and ty

More
The REAL ID Act of 2005 is U.S. federal law that imposes certain security, authentication, and issuance procedures standards for the state driver's licenses and state ID cards, for them to be accepted by the federal government for "official purposes", as defined by the Secretary of Homeland Security. Currently, the Secretary of Homeland Security has defined "official purposes" as presenting state driver's licenses and identification cards for boarding commercially operated airline flights and entering federal buildings and nuclear power plants. The Act is a rider to an act of the United States Congress titled Emergency Supplemental Appropriations Act for Defense, the Global War on Terror, and Tsunami Relief, 2005. The Real ID Act implements the following: * Changing visa limits for temporary workers, nurses, and Australian citizens. * Establishing new national standards for state-issued driver licenses and non-driver identification cards. * Funding some reports and

Fubucks
Slaves To The Underground is Hiring Staff: We are looking for DJ's, promoters, bartenders and greeters to Apply talk to DJ Half Nightmare or DJ Dark Princess... If not Applying for a Job just come by and chill with us.. got good people and good music, couldnt ask for more so come Join us in slaves to the Underground!! And earn yourself an easy 10,000 fubucks all you have to do is click and enter tell the staff you read this blog. Then become a member and be seen in the lounge chatting for three consecutive days and then u will get paid. Just pm me mj_012001 for payment. Thank You DJ HALF NIGHTMARE / OWNER @ SLAVES TO THE UNDERGROUND& Fu Married & rl bf 2 DJ Dark Princess@ fubar Owner DJ Dark Princess Co Owner of Slaves 2 The Underground & FU Married & rl gf 2 DjHalf Nightmare@ fubar Co Owner

Life
Its funny, when we are young we never think of how we will look, what we will have , or our health for that matter. Then as the years creep up, we see phyical changes that we really arent impressed by. And some of us try and fix the problem. Some of us resort to surgery's, and for the poor like me, we just try and keep our weight to a certain point but sometimes its not as easy as it was, when we were in our mid 20's. Then theres the health issues we have to face and it just for some of us depresses us beyound words. I think now that I am 51, if I could just have a second chance how much I would change. But that isnt reality its just a dream. I get so emotional, that I cant walk as far as I once did with out having breathing problems, I cant do the things I once did. And I think ffffffffffffffffffffffff, Im only in my 50s, this sucks. Wtf am I gonna be like when I hit the 60's with God's blessing. It hit me hard when Michael Jackson died. We were born the same year. An

Poeta: Couplets
A Rose One would at first be inclined to compare A simple, perfect rose to this lovely lady fair But such a comparison would never hold true In describing a woman as lovely as you For a rose holds thorns, no matter it’s beauty But you bear no thorns that I can see Instead, like the petal, desired so much Beautiful to see yet forbidden to touch A perfect flower, undreamt in a perfect dream Like a rose set adrift in the purest of cream Fanciful Visions Fanciful visions and whimsical dreams Taken flight on fantasy borne wings Soaring comfortably through the clouds of my mind Eyes wide open, wondering what I’ll find I learn the lessons of the dreaming heart That life is a passion, a living art That you must breathe life into your dreams And make your life much more than it seems For you only live once and that once is forever So chase down your dreams and live for the pleasure time after time Time after time I dream your hand held

Plz Show My New Owners Some Love Thankyou
< Please Stop By And Show My New Owner's Love Ok These Awesome Guys Now Own Me For Month So I Would Like All My Friends & Family To Stop By And Show Them So Awesome Love Rate Fan Add Bling Crush Pimp Them Out Plz I Can Promise You That You Want Regret It .. 1st Of All We Have Summer Great Friend No Matter When I Need Her She's There Plz Click On The Picture Below ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~♡~§håÐðw~Lêvêlêr~ Öwñêr~Ö£~Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§~@ fubar 2nd We Have Dj MittyMouse Such A Sweet Friend To Have On Ya Friends List Aswell Plz Check Him Out Click The Picture Below DJ~mitymouse~DDR MFCKN ROCKS@ fubar

Wanting P
Well i been looking for that right women to call my wifey and its been really hard so if you think your that specail women send me a private message of some stuff about you and how you think you will be that right on for me and if i think your the one i will get back with you

Owners
I have a new wonderful owner. His name is HOLYDIVER. And if you don't know him you need to. SOOOO go Add fan and rape him. Oh btw if you do it now you might catch him with his auto 11's on as well. Holydiver~SDMF~Bodyguard of Jasmine~@ fubar What are you waiting for?? Get your butt over there and show this man some love!!

Miracles
**********UPDATE********** Natasha Richardson passed away today...Please keep her husband, sons and family in your thoughts...RIP beautiful lady! I just read a story that brought tears to my eyes and made me realize that miracles can happen...you just have to believe and have some faith... A man in his 40's who has been paralyzed for over 20 years can now walk using a walker leg braces...he was paralyzed in a motorcycle accident over 20 years ago and has been unable to use his legs since...but recently he was bitten by a brown recluse spider and hospitalized for 5 days...they had to test his leg nerves to see if the spider bite had caused more damage and were shocked to discover he had sensation...he spent 5 more months in a rehab hospital and learned to walk using leg braces and a walker...Its a true miracle for him and his family!!! I'm not a religious person and I am not going to ask you to pray for someone...but there is a little 10 yr old girl right here where I live t

The Main Reason Why I Was Thinking Of Leaveing
http://www.myspace.com/wish_for_no_emotions my high school friend alex his family was going to buy me a ticket to new york the only bad thing is i would not be bale to get back to az becuse its just a one way trip part of me want to and the other part dont care to another reason was becuse i hardly come on here as much as i use to and it seems that half the time my roommate is on my fubar profile when i dont no about it

Damn Females!!!
OK, I'M STILL KINDA NEW TO THIS SITE AND I'M STILL LEARNING WHAT EVERYTHING IS... ONE THING THAT DIDN'T TAKE LONG TO LEARN IS THAT A LOT OF THE FEMALES ON HERE ARE SO FULL OF THEMSELVES!! WE'RE NOT TRYING TO HOOK UP (if that's what happens then so be it), YES MY WIFE AND I BOTH USE THE PAGE FOR A REASON,(you want to know just ask) NO I DON'T WANT TO HAVE CYBER SEX WITH YOU WHEN I SHOUT OUT... BELIEVE IT OR NOT... I'M JUST SAYING HI... HOW YOU DOING... NOW I KNOW GUYS ARE STUPID AND WANT TO TELL YOU HOW THEY CAN BEND YOU OVER WHAT EVER AND SCREW TIL WHEN EVER, AND I KNOW YOU GET TIRED OF HEARING THAT (trust me i saw what some guys wrote to my wife) BUT I'M NOT ONE!! OH, AND AS FOR THIS "BUY ME BLING/7 DAY/WHAT EVER" TO SEE ME NAKED... HUN, WE CAN GO TO THE STORE AND BUY A MAGAZINE FOR LESS AND GET THE SAME THING. SOME OF YOU ARE VERY SEXY AND BEAUTIFUL... BUT IF YOU WANT TO MAKE MONEY, SUBMIT YOUR PICS TO A MAGAZINE... IF YOU WANT TO SHOW ME YOUR "SPECIAL" PICS, WE'D LOVE TO SEE THEM..

Wtf!!!
my boyfriend is a fuckin asshole! anytime i dont do anything when he wants me to or the way he wants me to do it he starts bitchin at me and shit! i dont think that is normal! im always just like wtf!!! he is never happy no matter what i try to do for him!!!

Pray For Me
hello all a lot of u don;t know me or now about my condition have copd which is chronic abstructive pulmonary diease. i have this for a year now. I went to the doctor today and he said that my breathing level went down meaning my lungs are getting worse. He started me on some new treatments but he said it is only going to get worse for me. Please pray for me i will keep everyone posted about my condition.

My Poetry
Some memories stain the mind, Blood red like innocence left behind. Dreams of the broken pass To nothing in a careless word, As the past sneaks up And steals all Joy away. Peace of mind never settles On those of darkened heart. Some memories stain the soul with a ghostlike glow…. Fly On the neverending Wings of love. In your freedom Soar thru life, With me at Your side. Float On love’s gentle And boundless grace. Remain true Till love brings You safely to the other shore. Sail On love’s warm And eternal hope. Find strength in being So vulnerable. Grow On love As together We can Find forever. asking her will do no good, for she will not know what to say, she does not want to die... no what she wants can never come to be, she wants to have never been born. her tears fall unheeded and no one sees the pain contained within. the pain is more than her broken soul can bear. what a sad little vision is she,

Karri Vent!
I just need to vent... Do you ever have one of those days when everything seems to go wrong? Well that day is TODAY for me ... Since I woke up this morning ... People being rude! No smilerin People.... NO driving ASSHATS! People on the phone acting IGNORANT! just one damn thing after another ... Is it Fookin Monday !? Now I have these photos I need to edit and I have a deadline and my damn laptop keeps jacking up ! I just wanna scream... Ok I feel better now. Thanks for listening .... If you could make me smile it would be even better... Halp! :: grimmaces ::

Alone
Tonight I feel so all alone, As I lay here trying to sleep, The one I love wont even phone, It hurts so very deep. This year has started as the worst, Why do I always seem to get hurt, Should I change and not put others first, Or should love, I just desert. I am told I have a heart of gold, I love with all I have to give, I just want someone to love and hold, One who make life something I want to live.

Pinks All Out
PINKS ALL OUT March 21, 2009 PINKS ALL OUT returns to its birth place on March 21, 2009. PINKS ALL OUT turns the national TV spotlight on the North Texas racer who can go all out to capture the $18,000 in cash and the title of PINKS ALL OUT Motorplex champion. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Competitor Rules & Regulations: ALL NHRA RULES APPLY; NO Exceptions Entries are NON-Transferable All Competitors must be 18 years of age at the time of pre-registration All Competitors are allowed ONE Entry. Competition Vehicle must run quicker than 12.99 Door Cars are the only vehicles allowed to compete. All Competitors must provide the following information at the time of pre-registration Full Name Address Telephone Number E-mail address Date of Birth Year/Make/Model of the Competition Vehicle Estimated Elapsed Time (E.T.) of the Competition Vehicle If you ha

My Name Is.......
Hi I'm Nikki. I'm 26 years old and I am from Houston, Texas (born and raised) HELL YEAH!! lol Anyway..... I am a very friendly person and get a long with just about anyone! People who think they are better than everyone get on my nerves!! HA HA HA Yeah I am in school right now trying to finish up my Bachelor of Fine Arts degree. My concentration is Interior Design. Which I have a great job as an assistant now. I do all of the CAD drawings and sketches. I am very good at what I do. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee to blog, it's my favorite thing to do! So be looking for more from me in the near future They won't be this short and they are usually about someting I'm bitching about that day hahaha ok bye!!

Update On Me
Very Few on here know that I've had to go to a Specialist. It has now been confirmed I have Lupus BUT wished that was all the bad news I have gotten. Seems he's also ran more test. I also tested positive for Osteoarthritis & Fibromyalgia. The plan so far is to start me on a treatment called Plaquenil in hopes to put it in remission. All I ask is that you Keep me in your Thoughts & Prayers that it goes into Remission. I do know God NEVER puts on us MORE than HE knows we can handle. Thank You for taking the time to read this. Love You All!!

Bomb & Auto 11's Party
MUST HAVE AUTO 11'S ON BOMB ANYONE WHO HAS BOMBED YOU FIRST SATURDAY MARCH 21, 2009 AT 4PM CHICAGO TIME POST YOUR LINK SO WE CAN BOMB QUICKLY & SO WE KNOW WHO TO BOMB FIRST LET HAVE A BLAST 2MILLION IS MY GOAL WHAT IS YOUR'S

"coma" By Guns N Roses
song "Coma" from album "Use Your Illusion I" Song Text: ...well ya caught me in a coma And I don't think I wanna Ever come back to this...world again Kinna like it in a coma 'Cause no one's ever gonna Oh, make me come back to this... world again Now I feel as if I'm floating away I can't feel the pressure And I like it this way But my body's callin' My body's callin' Woun'tya come back to this... world again Suspended deep in a sea of black I've got the light at the end I've got the bones on the mast Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' I could leave so easily my friends are calling BACK to me I said they're They're leaving it all up to me When all I needed was clarity And someone to tell me WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON GODDAMN IT! Slippin' farther an farther away It's a miracle how long we can stay In a world our minds created In a world that's full of shit HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME BASTARD Please understand me I'm climbin' thro

Sexy
the number one thing about me is that i love boys and i because of the way they treat me and of crouse best thing about realtionship and i also love my lil nesse i love her she is just a newborn and i love taking care of her will my sister is at work so i love kids

Inside My Head
"If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad; I thought of all that we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yester

To Know
I ache for your touch. I long for your tender embrace, I want to feel that one kiss, To feel you holding me, Feeling your lips against mine, To know your heart beats in time with mine. I want to know if you care, If you love, If you dream, If you long for a kiss as well as a touch, I want to know if your heart longs for mine.

Bad Girl
I want to be a bad girl for you. I want you to make me do naughty things, And fulfill all your wicked desires. I want to grant your every wish. I want to do things with you, The siren in my mind, Has only dared to imagine. I want to be a bad girl for you. Do you think I would make a good bad girl?

Family
Despite 3000 miles of being apart i meant this guy that i like alot. But it might all come to a end due to a honest mistake i made. It is tearing me apart because i really like this guy. I want make it work despite the distance. I know it can work if me and him try to make it work. Part of the reason i know it can work if me and him try is i know people that have meet on Fubar and have made it work. The only huge factor for me and him is the distance and my ex. My life has been a rollar coaster. My relationships with guys have been a rollar coaster. But my last relationship with a guy it had a positive and negative impact in my life. The only thing i didnt expect out of that relationship was my heart having walls around it. I knew in my mind my relationship was over with this one person but i didnt know that i had closed my heart off to being open for love again. It wasnt until i got with my current boyfriend that i realized how closed my heart was. The mere thought of losing him scare

Masters Memories
she looked so vulnerable, and that heightened her sexiness in My eyes. The bedroom was quite dark overall, the only light coming from the two once-tall pillar candles upon the dresser, the candles burnt down to about half of their original height, thus testifying to just how long I had been tormenting My loving slave. I thought for a moment of how she had struck a match in the darkness, then lit each candle, blowing out the flame of the match before it could scorch her small succulent fingers. How long ago had that been? I had lost all sense of time in the interim, as I was not wearing My watch and the unexpected loss of electricity to the entire neighborhood prevented the alarm clock's analog hands from moving. At that moment, My sweet slave was upon the massive bed, her wrists and ankles encased within thick leather cuffs lined with soft rabbit fur. Each limb was extended toward the nearest oak bedpost, attached by a lengthy heavy chain to a secure bolt placed near the base of

For Cutie!
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky Never revealing their depth And Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be loves suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life And rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed And you're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive and not dead And tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be loves suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life And I'm dropped out, I?m burned up, I?m on my my way back

A Little About Me...
I'm an intelligent and fun conversationalist... I feel that dating (& relationships) should be mutually respectful and enjoyable for both - to enhance our life... I'm very intuitive & have an extensive background experience as a psychic reader - I've given many readings with and without using the "Dream Card" deck... Have worked at Psychic Fairs, Online, on the telephone on a "Psychic Hotline"... and performed many private reading for clients... I'm a good listener - attentive, understanding, and accepting... I like to give relationships time and not rush anything... Usually, I'm able to nurture a conversation with mutually interesting subjects... I enjoy learning about a woman's personality and listening to her experiences... Let's get to know each other... Best Wishes To You, Don I work as a therapist/counselor in private practice... ... working with individual clients, marriage counseling, substance abuse counseling, personality disorders, eating disor

Something To Think About...
A quote by Dr. Bernie Siegel, M.D. from his book Love, Medicine, and Miracles: “I do not see death as a failure. I see the fear of letting go of childhood pain and erroneous messages as a failure. The more I work with people the more I realize how much, both positive and negative, we owe to our upbringings. When we take on the challenge of disease and life we are a success. Life is full of challenges (reset buttons); use them and proceed on your new path. Remember I said love heals. I do not claim love cures everything but it can heal and in the process cures occur also.” "The Romans crucified Christians and hung them along the Appian Way for travelers to see... We bomb Muslims, at the touch of a button, and have CNN there for the whole world to see." - Don Burch "Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. We have guided missiles and misguided men." - Martin Luther King, Jr., "Strength to

Rating Pics Vs Bouncer Checks
WANT TO KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE IS TIRED OF TRYING TO RATE PICS AND KEEP GETTING EVERY PIC OR EVERY OTHER PIC OR TWO THAT "YOU ARE RATING TOO FAST"? AND GETTING SENT TO BOUNCER CHECKS. I KNOW I PERSONALLY AM TIRED OF IT. I LOVE TO RATE PICS BUT IT TAKES 3X AS LONG NOW TO RATE PICS THAT IT HAS DISCOURAGED ME FROM WANTING TO RATE PICS ANYMORE. IF YOU ARE TIRED OF IT AS WELL AS I AM, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT TY!!!!

My First Salute!
Things are going good today. Can't really comlpain(which would be useless). I see all these cool salutes and think, "why don't I post one here?" So I go to where I keep my camera and it's gone! I hate when I can't find things! How bout u?

Qualifications
Don't you hate it when you go for a job interview and get told you didn't get the job because they picked someone with more experience?? Well...this has happened to me a ton of times, including two times in the last three weeks. Both jobs came down to two people, me and one other person. And quess who got picked for the job?? I AM GETTING TIRED OF GETTING TOLD THAT SOMEONE ELSE IS BETTER. When am I going to get my chance?? When am I going to get to prove myself??? How do you gain experience when you don't get the chance to get the experience? I owe 30 grand in education and I have two degrees that are just sitting there because no one will give me the chance. I am working at a minimum wage job because that is all I can get. I decided not to get my bachleors because I don't want to owe another 30 grand and get a piece of paper that is just going to sit there. I am not getting any younger. I feel useless and that the only job I can get is being a mother...granted I love my kids...but I w

Firefighters Gloves
A Firefighter’s gloves A Firefighters Gloves hold many things From elderly arms to a kids broken swing From the hands they shake and the backs they pat To the tiny claw marks of another treed cat From the DWI who was on her way home And the equipment they use to roll back the dash From a family of 6 she involved in the crash The brush rakes in spring wear the palms out When the wind does a "90" to fill them with doubt The thumb of the glove wipes the sweat from the brow Of the face of a firefighter who mutters "What now" They hold inch and three quarters flowing one seventy five So the ones going in, come back out alive When the regulator goes; then there isn't too much, But the bypass valve they eagerly clutch The rescue equipment, the ropes, the C-collars; The lives that they save never measured in dollars Are the obvious things firefighters gloves hold Or, so that is what I've been always told But there are other things Firefighters Gloves touch Those

Songs That Speak To Me
Artist: Bethany Dillon Album: Bethany Dillon Title: Beautiful I was so unique Now I feel skin deep I count on the make-up to cover it all Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention I thought I could be strong But it's killing me Does someone hear my cry? I'm dying for new life [Chorus] I want to be beautiful Make you stand in awe Look inside my heart, and be amazed I want to hear you say Who I am is quite enough Just want to be worthy of love And beautiful Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me Fighting to make the mirror happy Trying to find whatever is missing Won't you help me back to glory [Chorus] You make me beautiful You make me stand in awe You step inside my heart, and I am amazed I love to hear You say Who I am is quite enough You make me worthy of love and beautiful

Humans
Anyone that knows me knows that is what I hate the most. I hate these damn humans. But they seem to be everywhere I go. Why can't I get away from them? My head has been killing me these last few days. Jason and Will wants me to go to the ER. However, everyone knows that I am too stubborn to do so. I believe that I will be fine without medical treatment. Why go just to get a high bill for them to tell me they don't know whats wrong with me? I'll pass. I did that enough a few years back. I haven't been to the hospital since 2007 and will not start going again. I made a deal with Jason but that deal is now void. Now I have a question, why is it that people have kids only to complain about them constantly? I am not talking about anyone specific but I am talking about humans in general. I get so tired of hearing people complain about their children. If you want to complain about anything else, I am all ears. However, do NOT come to me if you only want to complain about your ki

Sears Tower
Chicago's greatness is already declining due to crappy politicians, losing sports teams, and now THE CHANGE OF NAME OF THE SEARS TOWER. Apparently it will now be called the Willis Tower due to a British Insurance company buying out office space paying almost $15 per square foot. Who ever owns the most square feet of this building then gets to change the name of the building to their company's name. That's not gunna fly. This group is for Chicagoans and whoever else against the name change. It's for the people who will always call the tallest building in the u.s. THE SEARS TOWER. www.itsthesearstower.com Go to this link and sign the Petition!

To My Friends
the ones of you reading this know who this is to so no names will be revealed........................... thank you for all you have done. you stood up for me when people tried to make me feel bad about myself and you stayed friends with me when times got hard......... You guys are like family to me and as such are my family... words can never express what you mean to me I just hope that one day I can return the favor and be as great as you have been to me....... I love you guys and will continue to make you laugh and smile like I have been doing........ Peace be with you and May angels or demons (your choice) watch over you and protect you as you have protected me....

Tigers Lair
Ok yeah i was a member in the lounge now i'm not. The reason...They are assholes. They don't know how to respect you, they twist your words and start shit. You can't live your life they want you stuck up their ass. You have to kiss ass to get anywhere in the lounge. They lie on you and say shit about you. And they don't listen to you when you have a problem with music in the lounge that's offensive. They only care about making their lounge popular.

Wheelie Shoes
These damn things just cause a major annoyance. I cant tell you how many times I wished I held out my arm to clothseline some kid that came rolling by on these damn things. Buy some Roller blades for cryin out loud and stop getting in my way no matter what country I am in.

First Song Recorded On Video
now you gotta title it, "2 reasons Kervin comes off as a douche" lol. ~!TP!~Mr.P...: hahahahahaha captain al...: you just had to go there didn't you? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: thats fine.. i dont mind havin a cock meat sammich in guantonamo bay captain al...: yeah go ahead, its only 2 years in jail I think, not like I got plans right? lmao captain al...: you're an ass, if I go down, I'm taking you down with me, lol. ~!TP!~Mr.P...: you really want me to post it? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: exactly!!! captain al...: you can title it "why Kervin always comes off as a douche". lmao ~!TP!~Mr.P...: hold on ~!TP!~Mr.P...: ok captain al...: why don't you just post this whole conversation up why don't ya?

New Tricks...lol Not What You Think
Well today my classes started... so I'm caught reading my assignments and being nervous about doing well in school, after 20 years. Home life is going as well as can be expected with the twist that my honey makes me smile and laugh and is so supportive. I'm not sure what I'd do without him. Going to work is turning into a destested formality... I feel taken advantage of and passed over for a job well done. I guess that's why I decided to change the playing field and get the paper to go with my experiance in retail, accounting and business management.I miss being able to enjoy work and the customers, but all things must change and the way the economy is set right now, I need to be thankful that I even have a job.

Just Nasty
YES YOU GOT IT, TODAY IS A CRANKY DAY MUST BE MY BI-POLER SETTING IN! I THINK I DISCOVERED WHY AT TIME I WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE! I THOUGHT IT WAS ME REACHING OUT FOR HELP ON LEVL BUT GUESS WHAT THATS NOT THE REASON! THE REASON IS HERE>>> I RATE EVERYONES FOLDERS AND PICTURES BOTH MALE/FEMALES OK IVE NOTICED ALOT OF WOMEN ON HERE ARE SO SLUTTY LOOKING IT MAKES ME SICK TO SEE THEY ARE GETTING MAD LOVENS! THEIR TITS HANGING OUT THEIR ASS CRACKS SHOWING JUST FUCKING GROSS! WHY CANT WOMEN SHOW SOME SELF RESPECT ? FUCK I GOT THE ANSWER FOR THAT ! WHORES!!!!!! STUCK UP BITCHES ! MAKES ME SICK RATEING THEIR PICTURES! AND I HOPE ALL THE WHORES READ THIS BLOG IVE SAID WHATS ON MY MIND FOR TODAY HAVE A GREAT DAY FUBAR

Leaving Fubar
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist Roanoke Fire-EMS 541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016 540) 853-2257 (phone) 540) 853-117

Bondage
I am fairly new at trying BDSM again, I enjoyed it for a while but I had to put it aside for a few yrs since I dont think my partner was to much into it, I am a submissive and love a very dom man more then anything!. My thoughts on BDSM are that there are a lot of misconceptions and misunderstanding about what BDSM really is, most people only see it as violent, scary, freaky, painful sex. However the truth is that the amount of pleasure and pain can really vary depending on the people involved, I know a lot of people who use silk scarves to tie each other up then use feathers, ice, and other soft materials, it's extremely gentle but still considered BDSM because one person is tied up by the other who is controlling the action as well as the person who is tied up. Furthermore, most committed relationships who participate in BDSM find that it increases their levels of trust and communication because of what is involved in their play. As long as it's safe, sane, consensual and educated B