donna821's blog: "Remembering my brother"

Have you ever hated anyone so badly u wanted to just sock them in the face? Well let me tell you that I really hate someone and im not afraid to say her name Cathrine Collyer-Herrera!!!!!!!! That fucking bitch has not morals at all in march my brother took his life because this bitch did have the balls to tell him that she was cheating him and now to find out 6 months later she has no remorse for what happened because i know for a fact she has gone out partying and having her fun while my brothers life is over!!!!! you know my brother kept telling my mom and i that he fucked up oh wellz not as badly as she fucked up my brother wanted me to be nice to her but fuck that shit this bitch is not even on my to be nice list!

A three-hour search for a 38-year old Raton man ended Friday afternoon when police found the man in his car atop Goat Hill, dead from what is believed to be a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head. Ed Herrera was found by an officer near the Raton sign about 3 p.m. Police Chief Vince Mares said Herrera was in his car and had apparaently shot himself. Mares said an autopsy was likely, but no foul play was suspected. Police began looking for Herrera about three hours earlier, Mares said, when his family requested a welfare check on him. He was not at his residece, so police began looking for his car. When they found it on Goat Hill, Herrera and a handgun were found inside, Mares said. Mares said the family asked police to check on Herrera because they were concerened for his well being.

Its been three years today that my brother committed suicide and each year it gets harder not easier. I miss him soooooo much its not even funny. He always had something smart to say about everything and he was a very good person to everyone he knew. I was always jealous of him because he got good grades in school. He also was a very good artist which my daughter took after him. Ed was always playing pranks on me and our mom. Every birthday that I can remember he always had some silly ass card for me which I miss very much!! Ed was also a very good cook I used to piss him off when he made spaghetti because I would ask him so Eddie is the spaghetti ready? He'd get so mad at me and I miss him being mad and the laughs we shared. He was the first one to ever take me to my first concert it was Bon Jovi and Cinderella in Denver Colorado. I also remember when he got into a fight with Gordo Sanchez because he wouldnt leave me alone he defended me he was a very good brother and the best brother I could ever have in my whole life. There are too many memories to list cuz then this would turn into a book