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how to start this, over a year ago my mother asked me to come over while she was at work,(yes she never moved out shes lived with her dad forever) spend the entire day at my grandfathers house. Make sure my grandpa had lunch/dinner. I did this for 100dollars a week and hiring a professional sitting service would cost over 1,000k a week. so i was like no prob. well i used to be there at 7am and leave around 6pm and did this for 20 dollars a day. yea go ahead say it im an idiot. well here we are over a year later, ive stopped going over there except to prepare him lunch, my mom still wants me to sit over there all day,, im just not into doing that, not for 20/day...for many who dont know (just about everyone) my mother is a hoarder.....see below

Hoarding: aka a pack rat, but mental disorder where they cant get rid of shit.....(my definition)

well there were several times where i would be unable to go over and make him lunch or whatever for serious reasons....i had surgery on my foot to repair nerve damage...im sure everyone has seen the pics, it hurt like hell, well my mom would give me this sob story on how she would have to quit her job and it made me feel bad so i rushed my recovery....big mistake, i now have permant nerve damage that will never repair........

my mother has been taking advantage of me for over a year, for only 100/week. i can go to school and make more money, shit flipping burgers at mcdonalds would make me more money.....im really tired of her and her bullshit.....

my grandpa bought me tires (sorta) for my van, well ive been paying him back 10/week and last week  my mom didnt take off 10 for the tires, i asked her why, she said she just felt like giving me 10 more dollars....here it is now the first of the month and she took 20 so i only got paid 80. i like everyone else i know have bills to pay, one that is due on the first and it is of 124.85. my mother and i argued yesterday so i think her little retarded way of getting back at me is taking 20 off my already pathetic check.....

so now im past the point that i quit..most of u know ive been fighting one hell of an illness, being stressed out doenst help.....mind you my mother has never asked how i feel......never. a complete stranger shows more compassion...my mother has never given a damn......ever...trust....

 

she has even accused me of not wanting my own children around....i told her i couldn't afford them because of the 100/week she was giving me...she never apologizes she is a selfish human being and i have no idea how i was born from her.....

i told her how much i hate my life, im the mother of 3 kids who had a failed marriage, i want so much to be happy. i wanted to kill myself, again complete strangers care more than she does..

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